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The +political scribblers of the day, however, thothe utmost hazard theught proper to remedy this +lack of information, and accused him of possessing so little of the +_amor patriae_, as to make the addition in order that he might not be +taken for an Englishman; though this idea could have had no other +foundation than the circumstance of his having, in consequence of his +zeal for King William, attacked the prejudices of his countrymen in his +“True-born Englishman.” + +After receiving a good education at an academy at Newington, young De +Foe, before he had attained his twenty-first year, commenced his career +as an author, by writing a pamphlet against a very prevailing sentiment +in favour of the Turks who were at that time laying siege to Vienna. +This production, being very inferior to those of his maturer years, was +very little read, and the indignant author, despairing of success with +his pen, had recourse to the sword; or, as he termed it, when boasting +of the exploit in his latter years, “displayed his attachment to +liberty, and protestantism,” by joining the ill-advised insurrection +under the Duke of Monmouth, in the west. On the failure of that +unfortunate enterprise, he returned again to the metropolis; and it is +not improbable, but that the circumstance of his being a native of +London, and his person not much known in that part of the kingdom where +the rebellion took place, might facilitate his escape, and be the means +of preventing his being brought to trial for his share in the +transaction. With the professions of a writer and a soldier, Mr. De Foe, +in the year 1685, joined that of a trader; he was first engaged as a +hosier, in Cornhill, and afterwards as a maker of bricks and pantiles, +near Tilbury Fort, in Essex; but in consequence of spending those hours +in the hilarity of the tavern which he ought to have employed in the +calculations of the counting-house, his commercial schemes proved +unsuccessful; and in 1694 he was obliged to abscond from his creditors, +not failing to attribute those misfortunes to the war and the severity +of the times, which were doubtless owing to his own misconduct. It is +much to his credit however, that after having been freed from his debts +by composition, and being in prosperous circumstances from King +William’s favour, he voluntarily paid most of his creditors both the +principal and interest of their claims. This is such an example of +honesty as it would be unjust to De Foe and to the world to conceal. The +amount of the sums thus paid must have been very considerable, as he +afterwards feelingly mentions to Lord Haversham, who had reproached him +with covetousness; “With a numerous family, and no helps but my own +industry, I have forced my way through a sea of misfortunes, and reduced +my debts, exclusive of composition, from seventeen thousand to less than +five thousand pounds.” + +At the beginning of the year 1700, Mr. De Foe published a satire in +verse, which excited very considerable attention, called the “True-born +Englishman.” Its purpose was to furnish a reply to those who were +continually abusing King William and some of his friends as +_foreigners_, by shewing that the present race of Englishmen was a mixed +and heterogeneous brood, scarcely any of which could lay claim to native +purity of blood. The satire was in many parts very severe; and though +it gave high offence, it claimed a considerable share of the public +attention. The reader will perhaps be gratified by a specimen of this +production, wherein he endeavours to account for— + + “What makes this discontented land appear + Less happy now in times of peace, than war; + Why civil feuds disturb the nation more, + Than all our bloody wars had done before: + Fools out of favour grudge at knaves in place, + And men are always honest in disgrace: + The court preferments make men knaves in course, + But they, who would be in them, would be worse. + ’Tis not at foreigners that we repine, + Would foreigners their perquisites resign: + The grand contention’s plainly to be seen, + To get some men put out, and some put in.” + +It will be immediately perceived that De Foe could have no pretentious +to the character of a _poet_; but he has, notwithstanding, some nervous +and well-versified lines, and in choice of subject and moral he is in +general excellent. The True-born Englishman concludes thus: + + Could but our ancestors retrieve their fate, + And see their offspring thus degenerate; + How we contend for birth and names unknown, + And build on their past actions, not our own; + They’d cancel records, and their tombs deface, + And openly disown the vile, degenerate race. + For fame of families is all a cheat; + ’TIS PERSONAL VIRTUE ONLY MAKES US GREAT. + +For this defence of foreigners De Foe was amply rewarded by King +William, who not only ordered him a pension, but as his opponents +denominated it, appointed him _pamphlet-writer general to the court_; an +office for which he was peculiarly well calculated, possessing, with a +strong mind and a ready wit, that kind of yielding conscience which +allowed him to support the measures of his benefactors though convinced +they were injurious to his country. De Foe now retired to Newington +with his family, and for a short time lived at ease; but the death of +his royal patron deprived him of a generous protector, and opened a +scene of sorrow which probably embittered his future life. + +He had always discovered a great inclination to engage in religious +controversy, and the furious contest, civil and ecclesiastical, which +ensued on the accession of Queen Anne, gave him an opportunity of +gratifying his favourite passion. He therefore published a tract +entitled “The shortest Way with the Dissenters, or Proposals for the +Establishment of the Church,” which contained an ironical recommendation +of persecution, but written in so serious a strain, that many persons, +particularly Dissenters, at first mistook its real intention. The high +church party however saw, and felt the ridicule, and, by their +influence, a prosecution was commenced against him, and a proclamation +published in the Gazette, offering a reward for his apprehension[1]. +When De Foe found with how much rigour himself and his pamphlet were +about to be treated, he at first secreted himself; but his printer and +bookseller being taken into custody, he surrendered, being resolved, as +he expresses it, “to throw himself upon the favour of government, rather +than that others should be ruined for his mistakes.” In July, 1703, he +was brought to trial, found guilty, and sentenced to be imprisoned, to +stand in the pillory, and to pay a fine of two hundred marks. He +underwent the infamous part of the punishment with great fortitude, and +it seems to have been generally thought that he was treated with +unreasonable severity. So far was he from being ashamed of his fate +himself, that he wrote a hymn to the pillory, which thus ends, alluding +to his accusers: + + Tell them, the men that plac’d him here + Are scandals to the times; + Are at a loss to find his guilt, + And can’t commit his crimes. + +Pope, who has thought fit to introduce him in his Dunciad (probably from +no other reason than party difference) characterises him in the +following line: + + Earless on high stood unabash’d De Foe. + +[Footnote 1: St. James’s, January 10, 1702-3. “Whereas Daniel De Foe, +alias De Fooe, is charged with writing a scandalous and seditious +pamphlet, entitled ‘The shortest Way with the Dissenters:’ he is a +middle-sized spare man, about 40 years old, of a brown complexion, and +dark-brown coloured hair, but wears a wig, a hooked nose, a sharp chin, +grey eyes, and a large mole near his mouth, was born in London, and for +many years was a hose-factor, in Freeman’s Yard, in Cornhill, and now is +owner of the brick and pantile works near Tilbury Fort, in Essex; +whoever shall discover the said Daniel De Foe, to one of her Majesty’s +Principal Secretaries of State, or any of her Majesty’s Justices of +Peace, so as he may be apprehended, shall have a reward of 50_l_. which +her Majesty has ordered immediately to be paid upon such discovery.” + +_London Gaz_. No. 3679.] + +This is one of those instances of injustice and malignity which so +frequently occur in the Dunciad, and which reflect more dishonour on the +author than on the parties traduced. De Foe lay friendless and +distressed in Newgate, his family ruined, and himself without hopes of +deliverance, till Sir Robert Harley, who approved of his principles, and +foresaw that during a factious age such a genius could be converted to +many uses, represented his unmerited sufferings to the Queen, and at +length procured his release. The treasurer, Lord Godolphin, also sent a +considerable sum to his wife and family, and to him money to pay his +fine and the expense of his discharge. Gratitude and fidelity are +inseparable from an honest man; and it was this benevolent act that +prompted De Foe to support Harley, with his able and ingenious pen, when +Anne lay lifeless, and his benefactor in the vicissitude of party was +persecuted by faction, and overpowered, though not conquered, +by violence. + +The talents and perseverance of De Foe began now to be properly +estimated, and as a firm supporter of the administration, he was sent +by Lord Godolphin to Scotland, on an errand which, as he says, was far +from being unfit for a sovereign to direct, or an honest man to perform. +His knowledge of commerce and revenue, his powers of insinuation, and +above all, his readiness of pen, were deemed of no small utility, in +promoting the union of the two kingdoms; of which he wrote an able +history, in 1709, with two dedications, one to the Queen, and another to +the Duke of Queensbury. Soon afterwards he unhappily, by some equivocal +writings, rendered himself suspected by both parties, so that he once +more retired to Newington in hopes of spending the remainder of his days +in peace. His pension being withdrawn, and wearied with politics, he +began to compose works of a different kind.—The year 1715 may therefore +be regarded as the period of De Foe’s political life. Faction henceforth +found other advocates, and parties procured other writers to disseminate +their suggestions, and to propagate their falsehoods. + +In 1715 De Foe published the “Family Instructor;” a work inculcating the +domestic duties in a lively manner, by narration and dialogue, and +displaying much knowledge of life in the middle ranks of society. +“Religious Courtship” also appeared soon after, which, like the “Family +Instructor,” is eminently religious and moral in its tendency, and +strongly impresses on the mind that spirit of sobriety and private +devotion for which the dissenters have generally been distinguished. The +most celebrated of all his works, “The Life and Adventures of Robinson +Crusoe,” appeared in 1719. This work has passed through numerous +editions, and been translated into almost all modern languages. The +great invention which is displayed in it, the variety of incidents and +circumstances which it contains, related in the most easy and natural +manner, together with the excellency of the moral and religious +reflections, render it a performance of very superior and uncommon +merit, and one of the most interesting works that ever appeared. It is +strongly recommended by Rosseau as a book admirably calculated to +promote the purposes of natural education; and Dr. Blair says, “No +fiction, in any language, was ever better supported than the Adventures +of Robinson Crusoe. While it is carried on with that appearance of truth +and simplicity, which takes a strong hold of the imagination of all +readers, it suggests, at the same time, very useful instruction; by +shewing how much the native powers of man may be exerted for surmounting +the difficulties of any external situation.” It has been pretended, that +De Foe surreptitiously appropriated the papers of Alexander Selkirk, a +Scotch mariner, who lived four years alone on the island of Juan +Fernandez, and a sketch of whose story had before appeared in the voyage +of Captain Woodes Rogers. But this charge, though repeatedly and +confidently brought, appears to be totally destitute of any foundation. +De Foe probably took some general hints for his work from the story of +Selkirk, but there exists no proof whatever, nor is it reasonable to +suppose that he possessed any of his papers or memoirs, which had been +published seven years before the appearance of Robinson Crusoe. As a +farther proof of De Foe’s innocence, Captain Rogers’s Account of Selkirk +may be produced, in which it is said that the latter had neither +preserved pen, ink, or paper, and had, in a great measure, lost his +language; consequently De Foe could not have received any written +assistance, and we have only the assertion of his enemies to prove that +he had any verbal. + +The great success of Robinson Crusoe induced its author to write a +number of other lives and adventures, some of which were popular in +their times, though at present nearly forgotten. One of his latest +publications was “A Tour through the Island of Great Britain,” a +performance of very inferior merit; but De Foe was now the garrulous old +man, and his spirit (to use the words of an ingenious biographer) “like +a candle struggling in the socket, blazed and sunk, blazed and sunk, +till it disappeared at length in total darkness.” His laborious and +unfortunate life was finished on the 26th of April, 1731, in the parish +of St. Giles’s, Cripplegate. + +Daniel De Foe possessed very extraordinary talents; as a commercial +writer, he is fairly entitled to stand in the foremost rank among his +contemporaries, whatever may be their performances or their fame. His +distinguishing characteristics are originality, spirit, and a profound +knowledge of his subject, and in these particulars he has seldom been +surpassed. As the author of Robinson Crusoe he has a claim, not only to +the admiration, but to the gratitude of his countrymen; and so long as +we have a regard for supereminent merit, and take an interest in the +welfare of the rising generation, that gratitude will not cease to +exist. But the opinion of the learned and ingenious Dr. Beattie will be +the best eulogium that can be pronounced on that celebrated romance: +“Robinson Crusoe,” says the Doctor, “must be allowed by the most rigid +moralist, to be one of those novels which one may read, not only with +pleasure, but also with profit. It breathes throughout a spirit of piety +and benevolence; it sets in a very striking light the importance of the +mechanic arts, which they, who know not what it is to be without them, +are so apt to undervalue; it fixes in the mind a lively idea of the +horrors of solitude, and, consequently, of the sweets of social life, +and of the blessings we derive from conversation and mutual aid; and it +shews, how, by labouring with one’s own hands, one may secure +independence, and open for one’s self many sources of health and +amusement. I agree, therefore, with Rosseau, that it is one of the best +books that can be put into the hands of children.” + +G.D. + + + +THE + +LIFE AND ADVENTURES + +OF + +ROBINSON CRUSOE, + +&c. &c. + + * * * * * + +I was born in the year 1632, in the city of York, of a good family, +though not of that country, my father being a foreigner of Bremen, who +settled first at Hull: he got a good estate by merchandise, and leaving +off his trade, lived afterwards at York, from whence he had married my +mother, whose relations were named Robinson, a very good family in that +country, and from whom I was called Robinson Kreutznaer; but by the +usual corruption of words in England, we are now called, nay we call +ourselves, and write our name Crusoe, and so my companions always +called me. + +I had two elder brothers, one of which was lieutenant-colonel to an +English regiment of foot in Flanders, formerly commanded by the famous +Colonel Lockhart, and was killed at the battle near Dunkirk against the +Spaniards. What became of my second brother I never knew, any more than +my father or mother did know what was become of me. + +Being the third son of the family, and not bred to any trade, my head +began to be filled very early with rambling thoughts: my father, who was +very ancient, had given me a competent share of learning, as far as +house education and a country free-school generally go, and designed me +for the law; but I would be satisfied with nothing but going to sea; and +my inclination to this led me so strongly against the will, nay the +commands of my father, and against all the entreaties and persuasions of +my mother and other friends, that there seemed to be something fatal in +that propension of nature tending directly to the life of misery which +was to befal me. + +My father, a wise and grave man, gave me serious and excellent counsel +against what he foresaw was my design. He called me one morning into his +chamber, where he was confined by the gout, and expostulated very warmly +with me upon this subject: he asked me what reasons more than a mere +wandering inclination I had for leaving my father’s house and my native +country, where I might be well introduced, and had a prospect of raising +my fortune by application and industry, with a life of ease and +pleasure. He told me it was for men of desperate fortunes on one hand, +or of aspiring superior fortunes on the other, who went abroad upon +adventures, to rise by enterprise, and make themselves famous in +undertakings of a nature out of the common road; that these things were +all either too far above me, or too far below me; that mine was the +middle state, or what might be called the upper station of _low life_, +which he had found by long experience was the best state in the world, +the most suited to human happiness, not exposed to the miseries and +hardships, the labour and sufferings of the mechanic part of mankind, +and not embarrassed with the pride, luxury, ambition, and envy of the +upper part of mankind, he told me, I might judge of the happiness of +this state by this one thing, viz. that this was the state of life which +all other people envied; that kings have frequently lamented the +miserable consequences of being born to great things, and wish they had +been placed in the middle of the two extremes, between the mean and the +great; that the wise man gave his testimony to this as the just standard +of true felicity, when he prayed to have neither poverty nor riches. + +He bid me observe it, and I should always find, that the calamities of +life were shared among the upper and lower part of mankind; but that the +middle station had the fewest disasters, and was not exposed to so many +vicissitudes as the higher or lower part of mankind; nay, they were not +subjected to so many distempers and uneasinesses, either of body or +mind, as those were, who by vicious living, luxury, and extravagances, +on one hand, or by hard labour, want of necessaries, and mean or +insufficient diet, on the other hand, bring distempers upon themselves +by the natural consequences of their way of living; that the middle +station of life was calculated for all kind of virtues and all kind of +enjoyments; that peace and plenty were the handmaids of a middle +fortune; that temperance, moderation, quietness, health, society, all +agreeable diversions, and all desirable pleasures, were the blessings +attending the middle station of life; that this way men went silently +and smoothly through the world, and comfortably out of it, not +embarrassed with the labours of the hands or of the head, not sold to +the life of slavery for daily bread, or harassed with perplexed +circumstances, which rob the soul of peace, and the body of rest; not +enraged with the passion of envy, or secret burning lust of ambition for +great things; but in easy circumstances sliding gently through the +world, and sensibly tasting the sweets of living, without the bitter, +feeling that they are happy, and learning by every day’s experience to +know it more sensibly. + +After this, he pressed me earnestly, and in the most affectionate +manner, not to play the young man, not to precipitate myself into +miseries which nature and the station of life I was born in seemed to +have provided against; that I was under no necessity of seeking my +bread; that he would do well for me, and endeavour to enter me fairly +into the station of life which he had been just recommending to me; and +that if I was not very easy and happy in the world, it must be my mere +fate or fault that must hinder it, and that he should have nothing to +answer for, having thus discharged his duty in warning me against +measures which he knew would be to my hurt: in a word, that as he would +do very kind things for me if I would stay and settle at home as he +directed, so he would not have so much hand in my misfortunes, as to +give me any encouragement to go away: and to close all, he told me I had +my elder brother for an example, to whom he had used the same earnest +persuasions to keep him from going into the Low Country wars, but could +not prevail, his young desires prompting him to run into the army, where +he was killed; and though he said he would not cease to pray for me, yet +he would venture to say to me, that if I did take this foolish step, God +would not bless me, and I would have leisure hereafter to reflect upon +having neglected his counsel when there might be none to assist in +my recovery. + +I observed in this last part of his discourse, which was truly +prophetic, though I suppose my father did not know it to be so himself; +I say, I observed the tears run down his face very plentifully, and +especially when he spoke of my brother who was killed; and that when he +spoke of my having leisure to repent, and none to assist me, he was so +moved, that he broke off the discourse, and told me, his heart was so +full he could say no more to me. + +I was sincerely affected with this discourse, as indeed who could be +otherwise? and I resolved not to think of going abroad any more, but to +settle at home according to my father’s desire. But, alas! a few days +wore it all off; and in short, to prevent any of my father’s farther +importunities, in a few weeks after I resolved to run quite away from +him. However, I did not act so hastily neither as my first heat of +resolution prompted, but I took my mother, at a time when I thought her +a little pleasanter than ordinary, and told her, that my thoughts were +so entirely bent upon seeing the world, that I should never settle to +any thing with resolution enough to go through with it, and my father +had better give me his consent than force me to go without it; that I +was now eighteen years old, which was too late to go apprentice to a +trade, or clerk to an attorney; that I was sure, if I did, I should +never serve out my time, and I should certainly run away from my master +before my time was out, and go to sea; and if she would speak to my +father to let me go one voyage abroad, if I came home again, and did not +like it, I would go no more, and I would promise by a double diligence +to recover that time I had lost. + +This put my mother into a great passion: she told me, she knew it would +be to no purpose to speak to my father upon any such subject; that he +knew too well what was my interest to give his consent to any such thing +so much for my hurt; and that she wondered how I could think of any such +thing after such a discourse as I had had with my father, and such kind +and tender expressions as she knew my father had used to me; and that, +in short, if I would ruin myself, there was no help for me; but I might +depend I should never have their consent to it: that for her part she +would not have so much hand in my destruction; and I should never have +it to say, that my mother was willing when my father was not. + +Though my mother refused to move it to my father, yet, as I have heard +afterwards, she reported all the discourse to him, and that my father, +after shewing a great concern at it, said to her with a sigh, “That boy +might be happy if he would stay at home; but if he goes abroad, he will +be the most miserable wretch that was ever born; I can give no +consent to it.” + +It was not till almost a year after this that I broke loose, though, in +the meantime, I continued obstinately deaf to all proposals of settling +to business, and frequently expostulating with my father and mother +about their being so positively determined against what they knew my +inclinations prompted me to. But being one day at Hull, where I went +casually, and without any purpose of making an elopement that time; but +I say, being there, and one of my companions being going by sea to +London, in his father’s ship, and prompting me to go with them, with the +common allurement of seafaring men, viz. that it should cost me nothing +for my passage, I consulted neither father or mother any more, not so +much as sent them word of it; but leaving them to hear of it as they +might, without asking God’s blessing, or my father’s, without any +consideration of circumstances or consequences, and in an ill hour, God +knows, on the first of September, 1651, I went on board a ship bound for +London. Never any young adventurer’s misfortunes, I believe, began +sooner, or continued longer than mine. The ship was no sooner gotten out +of the Humber, but the wind began to blow, and the waves to rise in a +most frightful manner; and, as I had never been at sea before, I was +most inexpressibly sick in body, and terrified in mind. I began now +seriously to reflect upon what I had done, and how justly I was +overtaken by the judgment of Heaven for my wicked leaving my father’s +house, and abandoning my duty; all the good counsel of my parents, my +father’s tears and my mother’s entreaties, came now fresh into my mind; +and my conscience, which was not yet come to the pitch of hardness to +which it has been since, reproached me with the contempt of advice, and +the breach of my duty to God and my father. + +All this while the storm increased, and the sea, which I had never been +upon before, went very high, though nothing like what I have seen many +times since; no, nor like what I saw a few days after: but it was enough +to affect me then, who was but a young sailor, and had never known any +thing of the matter. I expected every wave would have swallowed us up, +and that every time the ship fell down, as I thought, in the trough or +hollow of the sea, we should never rise more; and in this agony of mind +I made many vows and resolutions, that if it would please God here to +spare my life this one voyage, if ever I got once my foot upon dry land +again I would go directly home to my father, and never set it into a +ship again while I lived; that I would take his advice, and never run +myself into such miseries as these any more. Now I saw plainly the +goodness of his observations about the middle station of life, how easy, +how comfortably he had lived all his days, and never had been exposed to +tempests at sea, or troubles on shore; and I resolved that I would, like +a true repenting prodigal, go home to my father. + +These wise and sober thoughts continued all the while the storm +continued, and indeed some time after; but the next day the wind was +abated, and the sea calmer, and I began to be a little inured to it: +however, I was very grave for all that day, being also a little sea-sick +still; but towards night the weather cleared up, the wind was quite +over, and a charming fine evening followed; the sun went down perfectly +clear, and rose so the next morning; and having little or no wind, and a +smooth sea, the sun shining upon it, the sight was, as I thought, the +most delightful that ever I saw. + +I had slept well in the night, and was now no more sea-sick, but very +cheerful, looking with wonder upon the sea that was so rough and +terrible the day before, and could be so calm and so pleasant in so +little time after. And now, lest my good resolutions should continue, my +companion, who had indeed enticed me away, comes to me: “Well, Bob,” +says he, (clapping me upon the shoulder) “how do you do after it? I +warrant you were frighted, wa’n’t you, last night, when it blew but a +capful of wind?”—“A capful do you call it?” said I; “it was a terrible +storm.”—“A storm you fool you,” replied he, “do you call that a storm? +why it was nothing at all; give us but a good ship and sea-room, and we +think nothing of such a squall of wind as that; but you’re but a +fresh-water sailor, Bob. Come, let us make a bowl of punch, and we’ll +forget all that; do you see what charming weather it is now?” To make +short this sad part of my story, we went the old way of all sailors; the +punch was made, and I was made drunk with it; and in that one night’s +wickedness I drowned all my repentance, all my reflections upon my past +conduct, and all my resolutions for my future. In a word, as the sea was +returned to its smoothness of surface and settled calmness by the +abatement of that storm, so the hurry of my thoughts being over, my +fears and apprehensions of being swallowed up by the sea being +forgotten, and the current of my former desires returned, I entirely +forgot the vows and promises that I made in my distress. I found, +indeed, some intervals of reflection, and the serious thoughts did, as +it were, endeavour to return again sometimes; but I shook them off, and +roused myself from them as it were from a distemper, and applying myself +to drinking and company, soon mastered the return of those fits, for so +I called them; and I had in five or six days got as complete a victory +over conscience, as any young fellow that resolved not to be troubled +with it could desire: but I was to have another trial for it still; and +Providence, as in such cases generally it does, resolved to leave me +entirely without excuse: for if I would not take this for a deliverance, +the next was to be such a one as the worst and most hardened wretch +among us would confess both the danger and the mercy. + +The sixth day of our being at sea we came into Yarmouth Roads; the wind +having been contrary, and the weather calm, we had made but little way +since the storm. Here we were obliged to come to anchor, and here we +lay, the wind continuing contrary, viz. at south-west, for seven or +eight days, during which time a great many ships from Newcastle came +into the same roads, as the common harbour where the ships might wait +for a wind for the river. + +We had not, however, rid here so long, but should have tided it up the +river, but that the wind blew too fresh; and after we had lain four or +five days, blew very hard. However, the roads being reckoned as good as +a harbour, the anchorage good, and our ground tackle very strong, our +men were unconcerned, and not in the least apprehensive of danger, but +spent the time in rest and mirth, after the manner of the sea; but the +eighth day in the morning the wind increased, and we had all hands at +work to strike our topmasts, and make every thing snug and close, that +the ship might ride as easy as possible. By noon the sea went very high +indeed, and our ship rid _forecastle in_, shipped several seas, and we +thought once or twice our anchor had come home; upon which our master +ordered out the sheet anchor; so that we rode with two anchors ahead, +and the cables veered out to the better end. + +By this time it blew a terrible storm indeed; and now I began to see +terror and amazement in the faces even of the seamen themselves. The +master, though vigilant in the business of preserving the ship, yet as +he went in and out of his cabin by me, I could hear him softly to +himself say several times, “Lord be merciful to us! we shall be all +lost, we shall be all undone!” and the like. During these first hurries +I was stupid, lying still in my cabin, which was in the steerage, and +cannot describe my temper: I could ill reassume the first penitence +which I had so apparently trampled upon, and hardened myself against: I +thought the bitterness of death had been past, and that this would be +nothing like the first: but when the master himself came by me, as I +said just now, and said we should be all lost, I was dreadfully +frighted: I got up out of my cabin, and looked out; but such a dismal +sight I never saw; the sea went mountains high, and broke upon us every +three or four minutes: when I could look about, I could see nothing but +distress round us: two ships that rid near us, we found, had cut their +masts by the board, being deep loaden; and our men cried out, that a +ship which rid about a mile ahead of us was foundered. Two more ships +being driven from their anchors, were run out of the roads to sea, at +all adventures, and that with not a mast standing. The light ships fared +the best, as not so much labouring in the sea; but two or three of them +drove, and came close by us, running away with only their sprit-sail out +before the wind. + +Towards evening the mate and boatswain begged the master of our ship to +let them cut away the fore-mast, which he was very unwilling to do: but +the boatswain protesting to him, that if he did not, the ship would +founder, he consented; and when they had cut away the fore-mast, the +main-mast stood so loose, and shook the ship so much, they were obliged +to cut her away also, and make a clear deck. + +Any one may judge what a condition I must be in at all this, who was but +a young sailor, and who had been in such a fright before at but a +little. But if I can express at this distance the thoughts I had about +me at that time, I was in tenfold more horror of mind upon account of my +former convictions, and the having returned from them to the resolutions +I had wickedly taken at first, than I was at death itself; and these, +added to the terror of the storm, put me in such a condition, that I can +by no words describe it. But the worst was not come yet; the storm +continued with such fury, that the seamen themselves acknowledged they +had never known a worse. We had a good ship, but she was deep loaden, +and wallowed in the sea, that the seamen every now and then cried out, +she would founder. It was my advantage in one respect, that I did not +know what they meant by founder till I inquired. However, the storm was +so violent, that I saw what is not often seen, the master, the +boatswain, and some others more sensible than the rest, at their +prayers, and expecting every moment when the ship would go to the +bottom. In the middle of the night, and under all the rest of our +distresses, one of the men that had been down on purpose to see, cried +out, we had sprang a leak; another said, there was four foot water in +the hold. Then all hands were called to the pump. At that very word my +heart, as I thought, died within me, and I fell backwards upon the side +of my bed where I sat, into the cabin. However, the men roused me, and +told me, that I that was able to do nothing before, was as well able to +pump as another; at which I stirred up, and went to the pump and worked +very heartily. While this was doing, the master seeing some light +colliers, who, not able to ride out the storm, were obliged to slip and +run away to sea, and would come near us, ordered to fire a gun as a +signal of distress. I, who knew nothing what that meant, was so +surprised, that I thought the ship had broke, or some dreadful thing +happened. In a word, I was so surprised, that I fell down in a swoon. As +this was a time when every body had his own life to think of, nobody +minded me, or what was become of me; but another man stept up to the +pump, and thrusting me aside with his foot, let me lie, thinking I had +been dead; and it was a great while before I came to myself. + +We worked on; but the water increasing in the hold, it was apparent that +the ship would founder; and though the storm began to abate a little; +yet as it was not possible she could swim till we might run into a port, +so the master continued firing guns for help; and a light ship, who had +rid it out just ahead of us, ventured a boat out to help us. It was with +the utmost hazard the boat came near us, but it was impossible for us to +get on board, or for the boat to lie near the ship’s side, till at last +the men rowing very heartily, and venturing their lives to save ours, +our men cast them a rope over the stern with a buoy to it, and then +veered it out a great length, which they after great labour and hazard +took hold of, and we hauled them close under our stern, and got all into +their boat. It was to no purpose for them or us, after we were in the +boat, to think of reaching to their own ship; so all agreed to let her +drive, and only to pull her in towards shore as much as we could; and +our master promised them, that if the boat was staved upon shore he +would make it good to their master: so partly rowing and partly driving, +our boat went away to the northward, sloping towards the shore almost as +far as Winterton-Ness. + +We were not much more than a quarter of an hour out of our ship but we +saw her sink, and then I understood for the first time what was meant by +a ship foundering in the sea. I must acknowledge I had hardly eyes to +look up when the seamen told me she was sinking; for from that moment +they rather put me into the boat, than that I might be said to go in; my +heart was, as it were, dead within me, partly with fright, partly with +horror of mind, and the thoughts of what was yet before me. + +While we were in this condition, the men yet labouring at the oar to +bring the boat near the shore, we could see, when our boat mounting the +waves we were able to see the shore, a great many people running along +the shore to assist us when we should come near; but we made but slow +way towards the shore, nor were we able to reach the shore, till being +past the light-house at Winterton, the shore falls off to the westward +towards Cromer, and so the land broke off a little the violence of the +wind. Here we got in, and, though not without much difficulty, got all +safe on shore, and walked afterwards on foot to Yarmouth, where, as +unfortunate men, we were used with great humanity, as well by the +magistrates of the town, who assigned us good quarters, as by particular +merchants and owners of ships, and had money given us sufficient to +carry us either to London or back to Hull, as we thought fit. + +Had I now had the sense to have gone back to Hull, and have gone home, I +had been happy, and my father, an emblem of our blessed Saviour’s +parable, had even killed the fatted calf for me; for hearing the ship I +went away in was cast away in Yarmouth Roads, it was a great while +before he had any assurance that I was not drowned. + +But my ill fate pushed me on now with an obstinacy that nothing could +resist; and though I had several times loud calls from my reason and my +more composed judgment to go home, yet I had no power to do it. I know +not what to call this, nor will I urge that it is a secret over-ruling +decree that hurries us on to be the instruments of our own destruction, +even though it be before us, and that we push upon it with our eyes +open. Certainly nothing but some such decreed unavoidable misery +attending, and which it was impossible for me to escape, could have +pushed me forward against the calm reasonings and persuasions of my most +retired thoughts, and against two such visible instructions as I had met +with in my first attempt. + +My comrade, who had helped to harden me before, and who was the master’s +son, was now less forward than I. The first time he spoke to me after we +were at Yarmouth, which was not till two or three days, for we were +separated in the town to several quarters; I say, the first time he saw +me, it appeared his tone was altered, and looking very melancholy, and +shaking his head, asked me how I did, and telling his father who I was, +and how I had come this voyage only for a trial, in order to go farther +abroad; his father turning to me with a very grave and concerned tone, +“Young man,” says he, “you ought never to go to sea any more; you ought +to take this for a plain and visible token that you are not to be a +seafaring man.”—“Why, Sir,” said I, “will you go to sea no more?” “That +is another case,” said he; “it is my calling, and therefore my duty; but +as you made this voyage for a trial, you see what a taste Heaven has +given you of what you are to expect if you persist: perhaps this is all +befallen us on your account, like Jonah in the ship of Tarshish. Pray,” +continues he, “what are you? and on what account did you go to sea?” +Upon that I told him some of my story; at the end of which he burst out +with a strange kind of passion; “What had I done,” says he, “that such +an unhappy wretch should come into my ship? I would not set my foot in +the same ship with thee again for a thousand pounds.” This indeed was, +as I said, an excursion of his spirits, which were yet agitated by the +sense of his loss, and was farther than he could have authority to go. +However, he afterwards talked very gravely to me, exhorted me to go back +to my father, and not tempt Providence to my ruin; told me I might see a +visible hand of Heaven against me. “And young man,” said he, “depend +upon it, if you do not go back, wherever you go, you will meet with +nothing but disasters and disappointments, till your father’s words are +fulfilled upon you.” + +We parted soon after; for I made him little answer, and I saw him no +more: which way he went, I know not. As for me, having some money in my +pocket, I travelled to London by land; and there, as well as on the +road, had many struggles with myself, what course of life I should take, +and whether I should go home, or go to sea. + +As to going home, shame opposed the best motions that offered to my +thoughts; and it immediately occurred to me how I should be laughed at +among the neighbours, and should be ashamed to see, not my father and +mother only, but even every body else; from whence I have since often +observed, how incongruous and irrational the common temper of mankind +is, especially of youth, to that reason which ought to guide them in +such cases, viz. that they are not ashamed to sin, and yet are ashamed +to repent; nor ashamed of the action for which they ought justly to be +esteemed fools, but are ashamed of the returning, which only can make +them be esteemed wise men. + +In this state of life however I remained some time, uncertain what +measures to take, and what course of life to lead. An irresistible +reluctance continued to going home; and as I stayed a while, the +remembrance of the distress I had been in wore off; and as that abated, +the little motion I had in my desires to a return wore off with it, till +at last I quite laid aside the thoughts of it, and looked out for +a voyage. + +That evil influence which carried me first away from my father’s house, +that hurried me into the wild and indigested notion of raising my +fortune; and that impressed those conceits so forcibly upon me, as to +make me deaf to all good advice, and to the entreaties and even the +command of my father: I say, the same influence, whatever it was, +presented the most unfortunate of all enterprises to my view; and I went +on board a vessel bound to the coast of Africa; or, as our sailors +vulgarly call it, a voyage to Guinea. + +It was my great misfortune that in all these adventures I did not ship +myself as a sailor; whereby, though I might indeed have worked a little +harder than ordinary, yet at the same time I had learnt the duty and +office of a foremastman; and in time might have qualified myself for a +mate or lieutenant, if not for a master. But as it was always my fate to +choose for the worse, so I did here; for having money in my pocket, and +good clothes upon my back, I would always go on board in the habit of a +gentleman; and so I neither had any business in the ship, or learnt +to do any. + +It was my lot first of all to fall into pretty good company in London, +which does not always happen to such loose and unguided young fellows as +I then was; the devil generally not omitting to lay some snare for them +very early: but it was not so with me. I first fell acquainted with the +master of a ship who had been on the coast of Guinea; and who, having +had very good success there, was resolved to go again; and who taking a +fancy to my conversation, which was not at all disagreeable at that +time, hearing me say I had a mind to see the world, told me if I would +go the voyage with him I should be at no expense; I should be his +messmate and his companion; and if I could carry any thing with me, I +should have all the advantage of it that the trade would admit; and +perhaps I might meet with some encouragement. + +I embraced the offer; and entering into a strict friendship with this +captain, who was an honest and plain-dealing man, I went the voyage with +him, and carried a small adventure with me, which, by the disinterested +honesty of my friend the captain, I increased very considerably; for I +carried about 40_l_. in such toys and trifles as the captain directed me +to buy. This 40_l_. I had mustered together by the assistance of some of +my relations whom I corresponded with, and who, I believe, got my +father, or at least my mother, to contribute so much as that to my first +adventure. + +This was the only voyage which I may say was successful in all my +adventures, and which I owe to the integrity and honesty of my friend +the captain, under whom also I got a competent knowledge of the +mathematics and the rules of navigation, learnt how to keep an account +of the ship’s course, take an observation, and, in short, to understand +some things that were needful to be understood by a sailor: for, as he +took delight to instruct me, I took delight to learn; and, in a word, +this voyage made me both a sailor and a merchant: for I brought home +five pounds nine ounces of gold-dust for my adventure, which yielded me +in London at my return almost 300_l_. and this filled me with those +aspiring thoughts which have so completed my ruin. + +Yet even in this voyage I had my misfortunes too; particularly, that I +was continually sick, being thrown into a violent calenture by the +excessive heat of the climate; our principal trading being upon the +coast, from the latitude of 15 degrees north even to the line itself. + +I was now set up for a Guinea trader; and my friend, to my great +misfortune, dying soon after his arrival, I resolved to go the same +voyage again, and I embarked in the same vessel with one who was his +mate in the former voyage, and had now got the command of the ship. This +was the unhappiest voyage that ever man made; for though I did not +carry quite 100_l_. of my new-gained wealth, so that I had 200_l_. left, +and which I lodged with my friend’s widow, who was very just to me, yet +I fell into terrible misfortunes in this voyage; and the first was this, +viz. our ship making her course towards the Canary Islands, or rather +between those islands and the African shore, was surprised in the grey +of the morning by a Turkish rover of Sallee, who gave chase to us with +all the sail she could make. We crowded also as much canvass as our +yards would spread, or our masts carry, to have got clear; but finding +the pirate gained upon us, and would certainly come up with us in a few +hours, we prepared to fight; our ship having twelve guns, and the rogue +eighteen. About three in the afternoon he came up with us, and bringing +to by mistake just athwart our quarter, instead of athwart our stern, as +he intended, we brought eight of our guns to bear on that side, and +poured in a broadside upon him, which made him sheer off again, after +returning our fire, and pouring in also his small-shot from near 200 men +which he had on board. However, we had not a man touched, all our men +keeping close. He prepared to attack us again, and we to defend +ourselves; but laying us on board the next time upon our other quarter, +he entered sixty men upon our decks, who immediately fell to cutting and +hacking the decks and rigging. We plied them with small-shot, +half-pikes, powder-cheats, and such like, and cleared our deck of them +twice. However, to cut short this melancholy part of our story, our ship +being disabled, and three of our men killed and eight wounded, we were +obliged to yield, and were carried all prisoners into Sallee, a port +belonging to the Moors. + +The usage I had there was not so dreadful as at first I apprehended; nor +was I carried up the country to the emperor’s court, as the rest of our +men were, but was kept by the captain of the rover as his proper prize, +and made his slave, being young and nimble, and fit for his business. At +this surprising change of my circumstances, from a merchant to a +miserable slave, I was perfectly overwhelmed; and now I looked back upon +my father’s prophetic discourse to me, that I should be miserable, and +have none to relieve me, which I thought was now so effectually brought +to pass, that I could not be worse; that now the hand of Heaven had +overtaken me, and I was undone without redemption: but, alas! this was +but a taste of the misery I was to go through, as will appear in the +sequel of this story. + +As my new patron, or master, had taken me home to his house, so I was in +hopes that he would take me with him when he went to sea again, +believing that it would sometime or other be his fate to be taken by a +Spanish or Portugal man of war, and that then I should be set at +liberty. But this hope of mine was soon taken away; for when he went to +sea, he left me on shore to look after his little garden, and do the +common drudgery of slaves about his house; and when he came home again +from his cruise, he ordered me to be in the cabin to look after +the ship. + +Here I meditated nothing but my escape, and what method I might take to +effect it, but found no way that had the least probability in it: +nothing presented to make the supposition of it rational; for I had +nobody to communicate it to that would embark with me, no fellow slave, +no Englishman, Irishman, or Scotsman there but myself; so that for two +years, though I often pleased myself with the imagination, yet I never +had the least encouraging prospect of putting it in practice. + +After about two years an odd circumstance presented itself, which put +the old thought of making some attempt for my liberty again in my head: +my patron lying at home longer than usual without fitting out his ship, +which, as I heard, was for want of money, he used constantly, once or +twice a week, sometimes oftener, if the weather was fair, to take the +ship’s pinnace, and go out into the road a-fishing; and as he always +took me and a young Maresco with him to row the boat, we made him very +merry, and I proved very dexterous in catching fish; insomuch that +sometimes he would send me with a Moor, one of his kinsmen, and the +youth the Maresco, as they called him, to catch a dish of fish for him. + +It happened one time, that going a-fishing in a stark calm morning, a +fog rose so thick, that though we were not half a league from the shore +we lost sight of it; and rowing we knew not whither or which way, we +laboured all day, and all the next night, and when the morning came we +found we had pulled off to sea instead of pulling in for the shore; and +that we were at least two leagues from the shore: however, we got well +in again, though with a great deal of labour and some danger; for the +wind began to blow pretty fresh in the morning; but particularly we were +all very hungry. + +But our patron, warned by this disaster, resolved to take more care of +himself for the future; and having lying by him the long-boat of our +English ship he had taken, he resolved he would not go a-fishing any +more without a compass and some provision; so he ordered the carpenter +of his ship, who also was an English slave, to build a little +state-room, or cabin, in the middle of the long-boat, like that of a +barge, with a place to stand behind it to steer and hale home the +main-sheet; and room before for a hand or two to stand and work the +sails: she sailed with that we call a shoulder of mutton sail; and the +boom gibed over the top of the cabin, which lay very snug and low, and +had in it room for him to lie, with a slave or two, and a table to eat +on, with some small lockers to put in some bottles of such liquor as he +thought fit to drink; particularly his bread, rice, and coffee. + +We went frequently out with this boat a-fishing, and as I was most +dexterous to catch fish for him, he never went without me. It happened +that he had appointed to go out in this boat, either for pleasure or for +fish, with two or three Moors of some distinction in that place, and for +whom he had provided extraordinarily, and had therefore sent on board +the boat over-night a larger store of provisions than ordinary; and had +ordered me to get ready three fuzees with powder and shot, which were on +board his ship; for that they designed some sport of fowling as well +as fishing. + +I got all things ready as he had directed, and waited the next morning +with the boat washed clean, her ancient and pendants out, and every +thing to accommodate his guests; when by and by my patron came on board +alone, and told me his guests had put off going, upon some business that +fell out, and ordered me with the man and boy, as usual, to go out with +the boat and catch them some fish, for that his friends were to sup at +his house; and commanded that as soon as I got some fish I should bring +it home to his house; all which I prepared to do. + +This moment my former notions of deliverance darted into my thoughts, +for now I found I was like to have a little ship at my command; and my +master being gone, I prepared to furnish myself, not for fishing +business, but for a voyage; though I knew not, neither did I so much as +consider, whither I should steer; for any where to get out of that place +was my way. + +My first contrivance was to make a pretence to speak to this Moor, to +get something for our subsistence on board; for I told him we must not +presume to eat of our patron’s bread; he said, that was true: so he +brought a large basket of rusk or bisket of their kind, and three jars +with fresh water, into the boat. I knew where my patron’s case of +bottles stood, which it was evident, by the make, were taken out of some +English prize, and I conveyed them into the boat while the Moor was on +shore, as if they had been there before for our master: I conveyed also +a great lump of bees-wax into the boat, which weighed above half a +hundred weight, with a parcel of twine or thread, a hatchet, a saw, and +a hammer, all which were of great use to us afterwards, especially the +wax to make candles. Another trick I tried upon him, which he innocently +came into also; his name was Ismael, whom they call Muly or Moley; so I +called to him: “Moley,” said I, “our patron’s guns are on board the +boat; can you not get a little powder and shot? It may be we may kill +some alcamies (a fowl like our curlews) for ourselves, for I know he +keeps the gunner’s stores in the ship.”—“Yes,” says he, “I’ll bring +some;” and accordingly he brought a great leather pouch which held about +a pound and a half of powder, or rather more; and another with shot, +that had five or six pounds, with some bullets, and put all into the +boat; at the same time I had found some powder of my master’s in the +great cabin, with which I filled one of the large bottles in the case, +which was almost empty, pouring what was in it into another; and thus +furnished with every thing needful, we sailed out of the port to fish. +The castle, which is at the entrance of the port, knew who we were, and +took no notice of us: and we were not above a mile out of the port +before we haled in our sail, and set us down to fish. The wind blew from +the N.N.E. which was contrary to my desire; for had it blown southerly, +I had been sure to have made the coast of Spain, and at last reached to +the bay of Cadiz; but my resolutions were, blow which way it would, I +would be gone from that horrid place where I was, and leave the rest +to fate. + +After we had fished some time and catched nothing, for when I had fish +on my hook I would not pull them up, that he might not see them, I said +to the Moor, “This will not do; our master will not be thus served; we +must stand farther off.” He, thinking no harm, agreed, and being in the +head of the boat set the sails; and as I had the helm I ran the boat out +near a league farther, and then brought her to as if I would fish; when +giving the boy the helm, I stepped forward to where the Moor was, and +making as if I stooped for something behind him, I took him by surprise +with my arm under his twist, and tossed him clear overboard into the +sea; he rose immediately, for he swam like a cork, and called to me, +begged to be taken in, told me he would go all over the world with me. +He swam so strong after the boat, that he would have reached me very +quickly, there being but little wind; upon which I stepped into the +cabin, and fetching one of the fowling-pieces, I presented it at him, +and told him, I had done him no hurt, and if he would be quiet I would +do him none: “But,” said I, “you swim well enough to reach to the shore, +and the sea is calm; make the best of your way to shore, and I will do +you no harm; but if you come near the boat I’ll shoot you through the +head, for I am resolved to have my liberty:” so he turned himself about, +and swam for the shore, and I make no doubt but he reached it with ease, +for he was an excellent swimmer. + +I could have been content to have taken this Moor with me, and have +drowned the boy, but there was no venturing to trust him. When he was +gone I turned to the boy, whom they called Xury, and said to him, “Xury, +if you will be faithful to me I’ll make you a great man; but if you will +not stroke your face to be true to me,” that is, swear by Mahomet and +his father’s beard, “I must throw you into the sea too.” The boy smiled +in my face, and spoke so innocently, that I could not mistrust him; and +swore to be faithful to me, and go all over the world with me. + +While I was in view of the Moor that was swimming, I stood out directly +to sea with the boat, rather stretching to windward, that they might +think me gone towards the Straits’ mouth; (as indeed any one that had +been in their wits must have been supposed to do) for who would have +supposed we were sailed on to the southward to the truly Barbarian +coast, where whole nations of Negroes were sure to surround us with the +canoes, and destroy us; where we could never once go on shore but we +should be devoured by savage beasts, or more merciless savages of +human kind? + +But as soon as it grew dusk in the evening, I changed my course, and +steered directly south and by east, bending my course a little toward +the east, that I might keep in with the shore; and having a fair, fresh +gale of wind, and a smooth, quiet sea, I made such sail that I believe +by the next day at three o’clock in the afternoon, when I first made the +land, I could not be less than 150 miles south of Sallee; quite beyond +the Emperor of Morocco’s dominions, or indeed of any other king +thereabouts, for we saw no people. + +Yet such was the fright I had taken at the Moors, and the dreadful +apprehensions I had of falling into their hands, that I would not stop, +or go on shore, or come to an anchor; the wind continuing fair till I +had sailed in that manner five days, and then the wind shifting to the +southward, I concluded also that if any of our vessels were in chase of +me, they also would now give over; so I ventured to make to the coast, +and come to an anchor in the mouth of a little river, I knew not what, +or where; neither what latitude, what country, what nation, or what +river: I neither saw, or desired to see any people; the principal thing +I wanted was fresh water. We came into this creek in the evening, +resolving to swim on shore as soon as it was dark, and discover the +country; but as soon as it was quite dark, we heard, such dreadful +noises of the barking, roaring, and howling of wild creatures, of we +knew not what kinds that the poor boy was ready to die with fear, and +begged of me not to go on shore till day. “Well, Xury,” said I, “then I +won’t; but it may be we may see men by day, who will be as bad to us as +those lions.”—“Then we give them the shoot gun,” says Xury, laughing, +“make them run wey.” Such English Xury spoke by conversing among us +slaves. However, I was glad to see the boy so cheerful, and I gave him a +dram (out of our patron’s case of bottles) to cheer him up. After all, +Xury’s advice was good, and I took it; we dropped our little anchor, and +lay still all night; I say still, for we slept none; for in two or three +hours we saw vast great creatures (we knew not what to call them) of +many sorts, come down to the sea-shore and run into the water, wallowing +and washing themselves for the pleasure of cooling themselves; and they +made such hideous howlings and yellings, that I never indeed heard +the like. + +Xury was dreadfully frighted, and indeed so was I too; but we were both +more frighted when we heard one of these mighty creatures come swimming +towards our boat; we could not see him, but we might hear him by his +blowing to be a monstrous huge and furious beast; Xury said it was a +lion, and it might be so for aught I know; but poor Xury cried to me to +weigh the anchor and row away: “No,” says I, “Xury; we can slip our +cable with the buoy to it, and go off to sea; they cannot follow us +far.” I had no sooner said so, but I perceived the creature (whatever it +was) within two oars’ length, which something surprised me; however, I +immediately stepped to the cabin-door, and taking up my gun fired at +him; upon which he immediately turned about, and swam towards the +shore again. + +But it is impossible to describe the horrible noises, and hideous cries +and howlings, that were raised, as well upon the edge of the shore as +higher within the country, upon the noise or report of the gun, a thing +I have some reason to believe those creatures had never heard before: +this convinced me that there was no going on shore for us in the night +upon that coast, and how to venture on shore in the day was another +question too; for to have fallen into the hands of any of the savages, +had been as bad as to have fallen into the hands of lions and tigers; at +least we were equally apprehensive of the danger of it. + +Be that as it would, we were obliged to go on shore somewhere or other +for water, for we had not a pint left in the boat; when or where to get +it, was the point: Xury said, if I would let him go on shore with one of +the jars, he would find if there was any water, and bring some to me. I +asked him why he would go? why I should not go, and he stay in the +boat? The boy answered with so much affection, that made me love him +ever after. Says he, “If wild mans come, they eat me, you go +wey.”—“Well, Xury,” said I, “we will both go, and if the wild mans +come, we will kill them, they shall eat neither of us.” So I gave Xury a +piece of rusk bread to eat, and a dram out of our patron’s case of +bottles which I mentioned before; and we haled the boat in as near the +shore as we thought was proper, and waded on shore; carrying nothing but +our arms, and two jars for water. + +I did not care to go out of sight of the boat, fearing the coming of +canoes with savages down the river; but the boy seeing a low place about +a mile up the country, rambled to it; and by and by I saw him come +running towards me. I thought he was pursued by some savage, or frighted +with some wild beast, and I run forward towards him to help him; but +when I came nearer to him, I saw something hanging over his shoulders, +which was a creature that he had shot, like a hare, but different in +colour, and longer legs; however, we were very glad of it, and it was +very good meat; but the great joy that poor Xury came with, was to tell +me that he had found good water, and seen no wild mans. + +But we found afterwards that we need not take such pains for water, for +a little higher up the creek where we were, we found the water fresh +when the tide was out, which flows but a little way up; so we filled our +jars, and feasted on the hare we had killed, and prepared to go on our +way, having seen no footsteps of any human creature in that part of +the country. + +As I had been one voyage to this coast before, I knew very well that the +islands of the Canaries, and the Cape de Verd islands also, lay not far +off from the coast. But as I had no instruments to take an observation +to know what latitude we were in, and not exactly knowing, or at least +remembering what latitude they were in, and knew not where to look for +them, or when to stand off to sea towards them; otherwise I might now +easily have found some of these islands. But my hope was, that if I +stood along this coast till I came to that part where the English +traded, I should find some of their vessels upon their usual design of +trade, that would relieve and take us in. + +By the best of my calculation, that place where I now was, must be that +country, which, lying between the emperor of Morocco’s dominions and the +Negroes, lies waste, and uninhabited, except by wild beasts; the Negroes +having abandoned it, and gone farther south for fear of the Moors; and +the Moors not thinking it worth inhabiting, by reason of its barrenness; +and indeed both forsaking it because of the prodigious numbers of +tigers, lions, leopards, and other furious creatures which harbour +there; so that the Moors use it for their hunting only, where they go +like an army, two or three thousand men at a time; and indeed for near +an hundred miles together upon this coast, we saw nothing but a waste +uninhabited country by day, and heard nothing but howlings and roaring +of wild beasts by night. + +Once or twice in the daytime. I thought I saw the Pico of Teneriffe, +being the high top of the Mountain Teneriffe in the Canaries; and had a +great mind to venture out in hopes of reaching thither; but having tried +twice, I was forced in again by contrary winds, the sea also going too +high for my little vessel; so I resolved to pursue my first design, and +keep along the shore. + +Several times I was obliged to land for fresh water, after we had left +this place; and once in particular, being early in the morning, we came +to an anchor under a little point of land which was pretty high; and the +tide beginning to flow, we lay still to go farther in. Xury, whose eyes +were more about him than it seems mine were, calls softly to me, and +tells me that we had best go farther off the shore; “for,” says he, +“look yonder lies a dreadful monster on the side of that hillock fast +asleep.” I looked where he pointed, and saw a dreadful monster indeed, +for it was a terrible great lion that lay on the side of the shore, +under the shade of a piece of the hill that hung as it were a little +over him. “Xury,” says I, “you shall go on shore and kill him.” Xury +looked frighted, and said, “Me kill! he eat me at one mouth;” one +mouthful he meant: however, I said no more to the boy, but had him lie +still, and I took our biggest gun, which was almost musket-bore, and +loaded it with a good charge of powder, and with two slugs, and laid it +down; then I loaded another gun with two bullets; and the third, for we +had three pieces, I loaded with five smaller bullets. I took the best +aim I could with the first piece, to have shot him into the head, but he +lay so with his leg raised a little above his nose, that the slugs hit +his leg about the knee, and broke the bone. He started up growling at +first, but finding his leg broke fell down again, and then got up upon +three legs, and gave the most hideous roar that ever I heard. I was a +little surprised that I had not hit him on the head; however, I look up +the second piece immediately, and, though he began to move off, fired +again, and shot him into the head, and had the pleasure to see him drop, +and make but little noise, but he struggling for life. Then Xury took +Heart, and would have me let him go on shore: “Well, go,” said I; so the +boy jumped into the water, and taking a little gun in one hand, swam to +shore with the other hand, and coming close to the creature, put the +muzzle of the piece to his ear, and shot him into the head again, which +dispatched him quite. + +This was game indeed to us, but this was no food; and I was very sorry +to lose three charges of powder and shot upon a creature that was good +for nothing to us. However, Xury said he would have some of him; so he +comes on board, and asked me to give him the hatchet. “For what, Xury?” +said I, “Me cut off his head,” said he. However, Xury could not cut off +his head, but he cut off a foot, and brought it with him, and it was a +monstrous great one. + +I bethought myself however, that perhaps the skin of him might one way +or other be of some value to us; and I resolved to take off his skin if +I could. So Xury and I went to work with him; but Xury was much the +better workman at it, for I knew very ill how to do it. Indeed it took +us up both the whole day, but at last we got off the hide of him, and +spreading it on the top of our cabin, the sun effectually dried it in +two days time, and it afterwards served me to lie upon. + +After this stop, we made on to the southward continually for ten or +twelve days, living very sparing on our provisions, which began to abate +very much, and going no oftener into the shore than we were obliged to +for fresh water: my design in this was, to make the river Gambia or +Senegal, that is to say, any where about the Cape de Verd, where I was +in hopes to meet with some European ship; and if I did not, I knew not +what course I had to take, but to seek for the islands, or perish there +among the Negroes. I knew that all the ships from Europe, which sailed +either to the coast of Guinea or Brasil, or to the East Indies, made +this Cape, or those islands; and in a word, I put the whole of my +fortune upon this single point, either that I must meet with some ship, +or must perish. + +When I had passed this resolution about ten days longer, as I have said, +I began to see that the land was inhabited; and in two or three places, +as we sailed by, we saw people stand upon the shore to look at us; we +could also perceive that they were quite black, and stark naked. I was +once inclined to have gone on shore to them; but Xury was my better +counsellor, and said to me, “No go, no go.” However, I hauled in nearer +the shore that I might talk to them, and I found they run along the +shore by me a good way: I observed they had no weapons in their hands, +except one, who had a long slender stick, which Xury said was a lance, +and that they would throw, them a great way with good aim; so I kept at +a distance, but talked with them by signs as well as I could; and +particularly made signs for something to eat; they beckoned to me to +stop my boat, and they would fetch me some meat. Upon this I lowered the +top of my sail, and lay by, and two of them ran up into the country, and +in less than half an hour came back, and brought with them two pieces of +dry flesh and some corn, such as is the produce of their country; but we +neither knew what the one nor the other was: however, we were willing to +accept it, but how to come at it was our next dispute, for I was not for +venturing on shore to them, and they were as much afraid of us: but they +took a safe way for us all, for they brought it to the shore and laid it +down, and went and stood a great way off till we fetched it on board, +and then came close to us again. + +We made signs of thanks to them, for we had nothing to make them amends; +but an opportunity offered that very instant to oblige them wonderfully; +for while we were lying by the shore came two mighty creatures, one +pursuing the other (as we took it) with great fury from the mountains +towards the sea; whether it was the male pursuing the female, or whether +they were in sport or in rage, we could not tell, any more than we could +tell whether it was usual or strange, but I believe it was the latter; +because, in the first place, those ravenous creatures seldom appear but +in the night; and in the second place, we found the people terribly +frighted, especially the women. The man that had the lance or dart did +not fly from them, but the rest did; however, as the two creatures ran +directly into the water, they did not seem to offer to fall upon any of +the Negroes, but plunged themselves into the sea, and swam about as if +they had come for their diversion. At last one of them began to come +nearer our boat than at first I expected; but I lay ready for him, for I +had loaded my gun with all possible expedition, and had Xury load both +the others: as soon as he came fairly within my reach I fired, and shot +him directly into the head; immediately he sunk down into the water, but +rose instantly, and plunged up and down as if he was struggling for +life; and so indeed he was: he immediately made to the shore; but +between the wound, which was his mortal hurt, and the strangling of the +water, he died just before he reached the shore. + +It is impossible to express the astonishment of these poor creatures at +the noise and the fire of my gun; some of them were even ready to die +for fear, and fell down as dead with the very terror. But when they saw +the creature dead, and sunk in the water, and that I made signs to them +to come to the shore, they took heart and came to the shore, and began +to search for the creature. I found him by his blood staining the water, +and by the help of a rope, which I slung round him, and gave the Negroes +to hale, they dragged him on shore, and found that it was a most curious +leopard, spotted and fine to an admirable degree, and the Negroes held +up their hands with admiration to think what it was I had killed +him with. + +The other creature, frighted with the flash of fire and the noise of the +gun, swam on shore, and ran up directly to the mountains from whence +they came, nor could I at that distance know what it was. I found +quickly the Negroes were for eating the flesh of this creature, so I was +willing to have them take it as a favour from me, which, when I made +signs to them that they might take him, they were very thankful for. +Immediately they fell to work with him, and though they had no knife, +yet with a sharpened piece of wood they took off his skin as readily, +and much more readily, than we could have done with a knife. They +offered me some of the flesh, which I declined, making as if I would +give it them, but made signs for the skin, which they gave me very +freely, and brought me a great deal more of their provision, which, +though I did not understand, yet I accepted; then I made signs to them +for some water, and held out one of my jars to them, turning it bottom +upward, to shew that it was empty, and that I wanted to have it filled. +They called immediately to some of their friends, and there came two +women, and brought a great vessel made of earth, and burnt, as I +suppose, in the sun; this they set down for me, as before, and I sent +Xury on shore with my jars, and filled them all three. The women were as +stark naked as the men. + +I was now furnished with roots and corn, such as it was, and water; and, +leaving my friendly Negroes, I made forward for about eleven days more, +without offering to go near the shore, till I saw the land run out a +great length into the sea, at about the distance of four or five leagues +before me; and, the sea being very calm, I kept a large offing to make +this point: at length, doubling the point at about two leagues from the +land, I saw plainly land on the other side to seaward; then I concluded, +as it was most certain indeed, that this was the Cape de Verd, and those +the _islands_, called from thence Cape de Verd Islands. However, they +were at a great distance, and I could not well tell what I had best to +do, for if I should be taken with a fresh of wind I might neither reach +one nor the other. + +In this dilemma, as I was very pensive, I stepped into the cabin and sat +me down, Xury having the helm, when on a sudden the boy cried out, +“Master, Master, a ship with a sail!” and the foolish boy was frighted +out of his wits, thinking it must needs be some of his master’s ships +sent to pursue us, when I knew we were gotten far enough out of their +reach. I jumped out of the cabin, and immediately saw not only the ship, +but what she was, viz. that it was a Portuguese ship, and, as I thought, +was bound to the coast of Guinea for Negroes. But when I observed the +course she steered, I was soon convinced they were bound some other way, +and did not design to come any nearer to the shore; upon which I +stretched out to sea as much as I could, resolving to speak with them +if possible. + +With all the sail I could muster, I found I should not be able to +come in their way, but that they would be gone by before I could +make any signal to them; but after I had crowded to the utmost, +and began to despair, they, it seems, saw me by the help of their +perspective-glasses, and that it was some European boat, which, as they +supposed, must belong to some ship that was lost; so they shortened sail +to let me come up. I was encouraged with this; and as I had my patron’s +ancient on board, I made a waft of it to them for a signal of distress, +and fired a gun, both which they saw, for they told me they saw the +smoke, though they did not hear the gun: upon these signals they very +kindly brought to, and lay by for me, and in about three hours time I +came up with them. + +They asked me what I was in Portuguese, and in Spanish, and in French; +but I understood none of them; but at last a Scots sailor, who was on +board, called to me, and I answered him, and told him I was an +Englishman, that I had made my escape out of slavery from the Moors at +Sallee. Then they had me come on board, and very kindly took me in, and +all my goods. + +It was an inexpressible joy to me, that any one would believe that I was +thus delivered, as I esteemed it, from such a miserable and almost +hopeless condition as I was in, and immediately offered all I had to the +captain of the ship, as a return for my deliverance; but he generously +told me, he would take nothing from me, but that all I had should be +delivered safe to me when I came to the Brasils; “For,” says he, “I have +saved your life on no other terms than I would be glad to be saved +myself; and it may one time or other be my lot to be taken up in the +same condition: Besides,” said he, “when I carry you to the Brasils, so +great a way from your own country, if I should take from you what you +have, you will be starved there, and then I only take away that life I +have given. No, no, Seignor Inglese,” says he, “Mr. Englishman, I will +carry you thither in charity, and those things will help you to buy your +subsistence there, and your passage home again.” + +As he was charitable in his proposal, so he was just in the performance +to a tittle; for he ordered the seamen, that none should offer to touch +any thing I had: then he took every thing into his own possession, and +gave me back an exact inventory of them, that I might have them; even so +much as my three earthen jars. + +As to my boat, it was a very good one, and that he saw, and told me he +would buy it of me for the ship’s use, and asked me what I would have +for it? I told him, he had been so generous to me in everything, that I +could not offer to make any price of the boat, but left it entirely to +him; upon which he told me he would give me a note of his hand to pay me +eighty pieces of eight for it at Brasil; and when it came there, if any +one offered to give more, he would make it up: he offered me also sixty +pieces of eight more for my boy Xury, which I was loath to take; not +that I was not willing to let the captain have him, but I was very loath +to sell the poor boy’s liberty, who had assisted me so faithfully in +procuring my own. However, when I let him know my reason, he owned it to +be just, and offered me this medium, that he would give the boy an +obligation to set him free in ten years, if he turned Christian. Upon +this, and Xury saying he was willing to go to him, I let the +captain have him. + +We had a very good voyage to the Brasils, and arrived in the Bay de +Todos los Santos, or All Saints’ Bay, in about twenty-two days after. +And now I was once more delivered from the most miserable of all +conditions of life; and what to do next with myself I was now +to consider. + +The generous treatment the captain gave me, I can never enough remember; +he would take nothing of me for my passage, gave me twenty ducats for +the leopard’s skin, and forty for the lion’s skin which I had in my +boat, and caused every thing I had in the ship to be punctually +delivered me; and what I was willing to sell he bought, such as the case +of bottles, two of my guns, and a piece of the lump of bees-wax, for I +had made candles of the rest; in a word, I made about two hundred and +twenty pieces of eight of all my cargo; and with this stock I went on +shore in the Brasils. + +I had not been long here, but being recommended to the house of a good +honest man like himself, who had an _ingeino_ as they call it; that is, +a plantation and a sugarhouse; I lived with him some time, and +acquainted myself by that means with the manner of their planting and +making of sugar; and seeing how well the planters lived, and how they +grew rich suddenly, I resolved, if I could get license to settle there, +I would turn planter among them, resolving, in the mean time, to find +out some way to get my money, which I had left in London, remitted to +me. To this purpose, getting a kind of a letter of naturalization, I +purchased as much land that was uncured as my money would reach, and +formed a plan for my plantation and settlement, and such a one as might +be suitable to the stock which I proposed to myself to receive +from England. + +I had a neighbour, a Portuguese of Lisbon, but born of English parents, +whose name was Wells, and in much such circumstances as I was. I call +him neighbour, because his plantation lay next to mine, and we went on +very sociable together. My stock was but low, as well as his: and we +rather planted for food, than any thing else, for about two years. +However, we began to increase, and our land began to come into order; so +that the third year we planted some tobacco, and made each of us a large +piece of ground ready for planting canes in the year to come; but we +both wanted help; and now I found, more than before, I had done wrong in +parting with my boy Xury. + +But, alas! for me to do wrong, that never did right, was no great +wonder: I had no remedy but to go on; I was gotten into an employment +quite remote to my genius, and directly contrary to the life I delighted +in, and for which I forsook my father’s house, and broke through all his +good advice; nay, I was coming into the very middle station, or upper +degree of low life, which my father advised me to before; and which if I +resolved to go on with, I might as well have staid at home, and never +have fatigued myself in the world as I had done; and I used often to say +to myself, I could have done this as well in England among my friends, +as have gone five thousand miles off to do it, among strangers and +savages in a wilderness, and at such distance, as never to hear from any +part of the world that had the least knowledge of me. + +In this manner I used to look upon my condition with the utmost regret. +I had nobody to converse with, but now and then this neighbour; no work +to be done, but by the labour of my hands; and I used to say, I lived +just like a man cast away upon some desolate island, that had nobody +there but himself. But how just has it been, and how should all men +reflect, that, when they compare their present conditions with others +that are worse, Heaven may oblige them to make the exchange, and be +convinced of their former felicity, by their experience; I say, how just +has it been, that the truly solitary life I reflected on in, an island +of mere desolation should be my lot, who had so often unjustly compared +it with the life which I then led, in which had I continued, I had in +all probability been exceeding prosperous and rich. + +I was in some degree settled in my measures for carrying on the +plantation, before my kind friend the captain of the ship, that took me +up at sea, went back; for the ship remained there, in providing his +loading, and preparing for his voyage, near three months; when, telling +him what little stock I had left behind me in London, he gave me this +friendly and sincere advice; “Seignor Inglese,” says he, for so he +always called me, “if you will give me letters, and a procuration here +in form to me, with orders to the person who has your money in London, +to send your effects to Lisbon, to such persons as I shall direct, and +in such goods as are proper for this country, I will bring you the +produce of them, God willing, at my return; but since human affairs are +all subject to changes and disasters, I would have you give orders but +for one hundred pounds sterling, which you say is half your stock, and +let the hazard be run for the first; so that if it come safe, you may +order the rest the same way; and if it miscarry, you may have the other +half to have recourse to for your supply.” + +This was so wholesome advice, and looked so friendly, that I could not +but be convinced it was the best course I could take; so I accordingly +prepared letters to the gentlewoman with whom I had left my money, and a +procuration to the Portuguese captain, as he desired. + +I wrote the English captain’s widow a full account of all my adventures, +my slavery, escape, and how I had met with the Portugal captain at sea, +the humanity of his behaviour, and what condition I was now in, with all +other necessary directions for my supply; and when this honest captain +came to Lisbon, he found means, by some of the English merchants there, +to send over, not the order only, but a full account of my story, to a +merchant at London, who represented it effectually to her; whereupon, +she not only delivered the money, but out of her own pocket sent the +Portugal captain a very handsome present for his humanity and charity +to me. + +The merchant in London vesting this hundred pounds in English goods, +such as the captain had writ for, sent them directly to him at Lisbon, +and he brought them all safe to me to the Brasils; among which, without +my direction (for I was too young in my business to think of them) he +had taken care to have all sort of tools, iron work, and utensils +necessary for my plantation, and which were of great use to me. + +When this cargo arrived, I thought my fortune made, for I was surprised +with joy of it; and my good steward the captain had laid out the five +pounds which my friend had sent him for a present for himself, to +purchase, and bring me over a servant under bond for six years service, +and would not accept of any consideration, except a little tobacco, +which I would have him accept, being of my own produce. + +Neither was this all; but my goods being all English manufactures, such +as cloth, stuffs, baize, and things particularly valuable and desirable +in the country, I found means to sell them to a very great advantage; so +that I may say, I had more than four times the value of my first cargo, +and was now infinitely beyond my poor neighbour, I mean in the +advancement of my plantation; for the first thing I did, I bought me a +Negro slave, and an European servant also; I mean another besides that +which the captain brought me from Lisbon. + +But as abused prosperity is oftentimes made the very means of our +greatest adversity, so was it with me. I went on the next year with +great success in my plantation: I raised fifty great rolls of tobacco on +my own ground, more than I had disposed of for necessaries among my +neighbours; and these fifty rolls, being each of above a hundred weight, +were well cured and laid by against the return of the fleet from Lisbon. +And now, increasing in business and in wealth, my head began to be full +of projects and undertakings beyond my reach; such as are indeed often +the ruin of the best heads in business. + +Had I continued in the station I was now in, I had room for all the +happy things to have yet befallen me, for which my father so earnestly +recommended a quiet retired life, and of which he had so sensibly +described the middle station of life to be full; but other things +attended me, and I was still to be the wilful agent of all my own +miseries; and particularly to increase my fault, and double the +reflections upon myself, which in my future sorrows I should have +leisure to make; all these miscarriages were procured by my apparent +obstinate adhering to my foolish inclination of wandering abroad, and +pursuing that inclination, in contradiction to the clearest views of +doing myself good in a fair and plain pursuit of those prospects and +those measures of life, which nature and Providence concurred to present +me with, and to make my duty. + +As I had done thus in my breaking away from my parents, so I could not +be content now, but I must go and leave the happy view I had of being a +rich and thriving man in my new plantation, only to pursue a rash and +immoderate desire of rising faster than the nature of the thing +admitted; and thus I cast myself down again into the deepest gulf of +human misery that ever man fell into, or perhaps could be consistent +with life and a state of health in the world. + +To come then by just degrees to the particulars of this part of my +story; you may suppose, that having now lived almost four years in the +Brasils, and beginning to thrive and prosper very well upon my +plantation, I had not only learnt the language, but had contracted +acquaintance and friendship among my fellow-planters, as well as among +the merchants at St. Salvadore, which was our port; and that in my +discourse among them, I had frequently given them an account of my two +voyages to the coast of Guinea, the manner of trading with the Negroes +there, and how easy it was to purchase upon the coast, for trifles, such +as beads, toys, knives, scissars, hatchets, bits of glass, and the like, +not only gold-dust, Guinea grains, elephants teeth, &c. but Negroes for +the service of the Brasils in great numbers. + +They listened always very attentively to my discourses on these heads, +but especially to that part which related to the buying Negroes, which +was a trade at that time not only not far entered into, but, as far as +it was, had been carried on by the Assientos for permission of the +kings of Spain and Portugal, and engrossed in the public, so that few +Negroes were brought, and those excessive dear.would undertake to look + +It happened, being in company with some merchants and planters of my +acquaintance, and talking of those things very earnestly, three of +them came to me the next morning, and told me they had been musing +very much upon what I had discoursed with them of, the last night, and +they came to make a secret proposal to me; and after enjoining me to +secrecy, they told me, that they had a mind to fit out a ship to go to +Guinea; that they had all plantations as well as I, and were straitened +for nothing so much as servants; that as it was a trade could not be +carried on, because they could not publicly sell the Negroes when they +came home, so they desired to make but one voyage, to bring the Negroes +on shore privately, and divide them among their own plantations; and in +a word, the question was, whether I would go their supercargo in the +ship, to manage the trading part upon the coast of Guinea? and they +offered me that I should have my equal share of the Negroes, without +providing any part of the stock. + +This was a fair proposal, it must be confessed, had it been made to any +one that had not had a settlement and plantation of his own to look +after, which was in a fair way of coming to be very considerable, and +with a good stock upon it. But for me, that was thus entered and +established, and had nothing to do but go on as I had begun, for three +or four years more, and to have sent for the other hundred pounds from +England, and who in that time, and with that little addition, could +scarce have failed of being worth three or four thousand pounds +sterling, and that increasing too; for me to think of such a voyage, was +the most preposterous thing that ever man in such circumstances could be +guilty of. + +But I, that was born to be my own destroyer, could no more resist the +offer, than I could restrain my first rambling designs, when my father’s +good counsel was lost upon me. In a word, I told them I would go with +all my heart, if they would undertake to look after my plantation in my +absence, and would dispose of it to such as I should direct if I +miscarried. This they all engaknew his dangerged to do, and entered into writings or +covenants to do so; and I made a formal will, disposing of my plantation +and effects, in case of my death, making the captain of the ship that +had saved my life as before, my universal heir, but obliging him to +dispose of my effects as I had directed in my will, one half of the +produce being to himself, and the other to be shipped to England. + +In short, I took all possible caution to preserve my effects, and keep +up my plantation: had I used half as much prudence to have looked into +my own interest, and have made a judgment of what I ought to have done, +and not to have done, I had certainly never gone away from so prosperous +an undertaking, leaving all the probable views of a thriving +circumstance, and gone upon a voyage to sea, attended with all its +common hazards; to say nothing of the reasons I had to expect particular +misfortunes to myself. + +But I was hurried on, and obeyed blindly the dictates of my fancy rather +than my reason: and accordingly the ship being fitted out, and the cargo +furnished, and all things done as by agreement, by my partners in the +voyage, I went on board in an evil hour, the 1st of September, 1650, +being the same day eight years that I went from my father and mother at +Hull, in order to act the rebel to their authority, and the fool to my +own interest. + +Our ship was about one hundred and twenty ton burden, carrying six guns, +and fourteen men, besides the master, his boy, and myself; we had on +board no large cargo of goods, except of such toys as were fit for our +trade with the Negroes, such as beads, bits of glass, shells, and odd +trifles, especially little looking-glasses, knives, scissars, hatchets, +and the like. + +The same day I went on board we set sail, standing away to the northward +upon our own coast, with design to stretch over for the African coast; +when they came about 10 or 12 degrees of northern latitude, which it +seems was the manner of their course in those days. We had very good +weather, only excessive hot, all the way upon our own coast, till we +made the height of Cape St. Augustino, from whence keeping farther off +at sea we lost sight of land, and steered as if we were bound for the +isle Fernand de Noronha, holding our course N.E. by N. and leaving those +isles on the east. In this course we passed the line in about twelve +days time, and were by our last observation in 7 degrees 22 min. +northern latitude, when a violent tornado or hurricane took us quite out +of our knowledge; it began from the south-east, came about to the +north-west, and then settled into the north-east, from whence it blew in +such a terrible manner, that for twelve days together we could do +nothing but drive; and scudding away before it, let it carry us whither +ever fate and the fury of the winds directed; and during these twelve +days, I need not say that I expected every day to be swallowed up, nor +indeed did any in the ship expect to save their lives. + +In this distress, we had, besides the terror of the storm, one of our +men die of the calenture, and one man and the boy washed overboard; +about the twelfth day the weather abating a little, the master made an +observation as well as he could, and found that he was in about 11 +degrees north latitude, but that he was 22 degrees of longitude +difference west from Cape St. Augustino; so that he found he was gotten +upon the coast of Guinea, or the north part of Brasil, beyond the river +Amazones, toward that of the river Oronoque, commonly called the Great +River, and began to consult with me what course he should take, for the +ship was leaky and very much disabled, and he was going directly back to +the coast of Brasil. + +I was positively against that, and looking over the charts of the sea +coasts of America with him we concluded there was no inhabited country +for us to have recourse to, till we came within the circle of the +Caribbee islands, and therefore resolved to stand away for Barbadoes, +which by keeping off at sea, to avoid the indraft of the bay or gulf of +Mexico, we might easily perform, as we hoped, in about fifteen days +sail; whereas we could not possibly make our voyage to the coast of +Africa without some assistance, both to our ship and to ourselves. + +With this design we changed our course, and steered away N.W. by W. in +order to reach some of our English islands, where I hoped for relief; +but our voyage was otherwise determined; for being in the latitude of 12 +deg. 18 min. a second storm came upon us, which carried us away with the +same impetuosity westward, and drove us so out of the very way of all +human commerce, that had all our lives been saved, as to the sea, we +were rather in danger of being devoured by savages than ever returning +to our own country. + +In this distress, the wind still blowing very hard, one of our men early +in the morning cried out, _Land!_ and we had no sooner run out of the +cabin to look out in hopes of seeing whereabouts in the world we were, +but the ship struck upon a sand, and in a moment, her motion being so +stopped, the sea broke over her in such a manner, that we expected we +should all have perished immediately; and we were immediately driven +into our close quarters to shelter us from the very foam and spray +of the sea. + +It is not easy for any one, who has not been in the like condition, to +describe or conceive the consternation of men in such circumstances; we +knew nothing where we were, or upon what land it was we were driven, +whether an island or the main, whether inhabited or not inhabited; and +as the rage of the wind was still great, though rather less than at +first, we could not so much as hope to have the ship hold many minutes +without breaking in pieces, unless the winds by a kind of miracle should +turn immediately about. In a word, we sat looking one upon another, and +expecting death every moment, and every man acting accordingly, as +preparing for another world, for there was little or nothing more for us +to do in this; that which was our present comfort, and all the comfort +we had, was, that, contrary to our expectation, the ship did not break +yet, and that the master said the wind began to abate. + +Now though we thought that the wind did a little abate, yet the ship +having thus struck upon the sand, and sticking too fast for us to expect +her getting off, we were in a dreadful condition indeed, and had nothing +to do but to think of saving our lives as well as we could. We had a +boat at our stern, just before the storm; but she was first staved by +dashing against the ship’s rudder, and in the next place she broke away, +and either sunk or was driven off to sea; so there was no hope from her. +We had another boat on board, but how to get her off into the sea was a +doubtful thing; however, there was no room to debate, for we fancied the +ship would break in pieces every minute, and some told us she was +actually broken already. + +In this distress, the mate of our vessel lays hold of the boat, and with +the help of the rest of the men they got her slung over the ship’s side, +and getting all into her, let go, and committed ourselves, being eleven +in number, to God’s mercy and the wild sea; for though the storm was +abated considerably, yet the sea went dreadful high upon the shore, and +might well be called _den wild zee_, as the Dutch call the sea in +a storm. + +And now our case was very dismal indeed; for we all saw plainly, that +the sea went so high, that the boat could not live, and that we should +be inevitably drowned. As to making sail, we had none, nor, if we had, +could we have done any thing with it; so we worked at the oar towards +the land, though with heavy hearts, like men going to execution; for we +all knew, that when the boat came nearer the shore, she would be dashed +into a thousand pieces by the breach of the sea. However, we committed +our souls to God in the most earnest manner; and the wind driving us +towards the shore, we hastened our destruction with our own hands, +pulling as well as we could towards land. + +What the shore was, whether rock or sand, whether steep or shoal, we +knew not; the only hope that could rationally give us the least shadow +of expectation, was, if we might happen into some bay or gulf, or the +mouth of some river, where, by great chance, we might have run our boat +in, or got under the lee of the land, and perhaps made smooth water. But +there was nothing of this appeared; but as we made nearer and nearer the +shore, the land looked more frightful than the sea. + +After we had rowed, or rather driven about a league and a half, as we +reckoned it, a raging wave, mountain-like, came rolling astern of us, +and plainly had us expect the _coup-de-grace_. In a word, it took us +with such a fury, that it overset the boat at once; and separating us as +well from the boat, as from one another, gave us not time hardly to say +O God! for we were all swallowed up in a moment. + +Nothing can describe the confusion of thought which I felt when I sunk +into the water; for though I swam very well, yet I could not deliver +myself from the waves so as to draw breath, till that wave having driven +me, or rather carried me a vast way on towards the shore, and having +spent itself, went back, and left me upon the land almost dry, but half +dead with the water I took in. I had so much presence of mind as well as +breath left, that, seeing myself nearer the main land than I expected, I +got upon my feet, and endeavoured to make on towards the land as fast as +I could, before another wave should return, and take me up again. But I +soon found it was impossible to avoid it; for I saw the sea come after +me as high as a great hill, and as furious as an enemy which I had no +means or strength to contend with; my business was to hold my breath, +and raise myself upon the water, if I could; and so by swimming to +preserve my breathing, and pilot myself towards the shore, if possible; +my greatest concern now being, that the sea, as it would carry me a +great way towards the shore when it came on, might not carry me back +again with it when it gave back towards the sea. + +The wave that came upon me again, buried me at once twenty or thirty +foot deep in its own body; and I could feel myself carried with a mighty +force and swiftness towards the shore a very great way; but I held my +breath, and assisted myself to swim still forward with all my might. I +was ready to burst with holding my breath, when, as I felt myself rising +up, so, to my immediate relief, I found my head and hands shoot out +above the surface of the water; and though it was not two seconds of +time that I could keep myself so, yet it relieved me greatly, gave me +breath and new courage. I was covered again with water a good while, but +not so long but I held it out; and finding the water had spent itself, +and began to return, I struck forward against the return of the waves, +and felt ground again with my feet. I stood still a few moments to +recover breath, and till the water went from me, and then took to my +heels, and ran with what strength I had farther towards the shore. But +neither would this deliver me from the fury of the sea, which came +pouring in after me again; and twice more I was lifted up by the waves +and carried forwards as before, the shore being very flat. + +The last time of these two had well near been fatal to me; for the sea +having hurried me along as before, landed me, or rather dashed me +against a piece of a rock, and that with such force, as it left me +senseless, and indeed helpless, as to my own deliverance; for the blow +taking my side and breast, beat the breath as it were quite out of my +body; and had it returned again immediately, I must have been strangled +in the water; but I recovered a little before the return of the waves, +and seeing I should be covered again with the water, I resolved to hold +fast by a piece of the rock, and so to hold my breath, if possible, till +the wave went back. Now as the waves were not so high as at first, +being near land, I held my hold till the wave abated, and then fetched +another run, which brought me so near the shore, that the next wave, +though it went over me, yet did not so swallow me up as to carry me +away; and the next run I took I got to the main land, where, to my great +comfort, I clambered up the clifts of the shore, and sat me down upon +the grass, free from danger, and quite out of the reach of the water. + +I was now landed, and safe on shore, and began to look up and thank God +that my life was saved in a case wherein there was some minutes before +scarce any room to hope. I believe it is impossible to express to the +life what the ecstasies and transports of the soul are, when it is so +saved, as I may say, out of the very grave; and I do not wonder now at +that custom, viz. that when a malefactor, who has the halter about his +neck, is tied up, and just going to be turned off, and has a reprieve +brought to him: I say, I do not wonder that they bring a surgeon with +it, to let him blood that very moment they tell him of it, that the +surprise may not drive the animal spirits from the heart, and +overwhelm him: + + For sudden joys, like griefs, confound at first. + +I walked about on the shore, lifting up my hands and my whole being, as +I may say, wrapt up in the contemplation of my deliverance, making a +thousand gestures and motions which I cannot describe; reflecting upon +all my comrades that were drowned, and that there should not be one soul +saved but myself; for, as for them, I never saw them afterwards, or any +sign of them, except three of their hats, one cap, and two shoes that +were not fellows. + +I cast my eyes to the stranded vessel, when the breach and troth of the +sea being so big, I could hardly see it, it lay so far off, and +considered, Lord! how was it possible I could get on shore! + +After I had solaced my mind with the comfortable part of my condition, +I began to look round me, to see what kind of place I was in, and what +was next to be done; and I soon found my comforts abate, and that in a +word I had a dreadful deliverance; for I was wet, had no clothes to +shift me, nor any thing either to eat or drink to comfort me; neither +did I see any prospect before me, but that of perishing with hunger, or +being devoured by wild beasts; and that which was particularly +afflicting to me, was, that I had no weapon either to hunt and kill any +creature for my sustenance, or to defend myself against any other +creature that might desire to kill me for theirs; in a word, I had +nothing about me but a knife, a tobacco pipe, and a little tobacco in a +box; this was all my provision, and this threw me into terrible agonies +of mind, that for a while I ran about like a madman. Night coming upon +me, I began with a heavy heart to consider what would be my lot if there +were any ravenous beasts in that country, seeing at night they always +come abroad for their prey. + +All the remedy that offered to my thoughts at that time, was, to get up +into a thick bushy tree like a fir, but thorny, which grew near me, and +where I resolved to sit all night, and consider the next day what death +I should die, for as yet I saw no prospect of life. I walked about a +furlong from the shore, to see if I could find any fresh water to drink, +which I did, to my great joy; and having drank, and put a little tobacco +in my mouth to prevent hunger, I went to the tree, and getting up into +it, endeavoured to place myself so, as that if I should sleep I might +not fall; and having cut me a short stick, like a truncheon, for my +defence, I took up my lodging, and having been excessively fatigued, I +fell fast asleep, and slept as comfortably as, I believe, few could have +done in my condition, and found myself the most refreshed with it that I +think I ever was on such an occasion. + +When I waked it was broad day, the weather clear, and the storm abated, +so that the sea did not rage and swell as before; but that which +surprised me most was, that the ship was lifted off in the night from +the sand where she lay, by the swelling of the tide, and was driven up +almost as far as the rock which I first mentioned, where I had been so +bruised by the dashing me against it; this being within about a mile +from the shore where I was, and the ship seeming to stand upright still, +I wished myself on board, that, at least, I might save some necessary +things for my use. + +When I came down from my apartment in the tree, I looked about me again, +and the first thing I found was the boat, which lay as the wind and the +sea had tossed her up upon the land, about two miles on my right hand. I +walked as far as I could upon the shore to have got to her, but found a +neck or inlet of water between me and the boat, which was about half a +mile broad; so I came back for the present, being more intent upon +getting at the ship, where I hoped to find something for my present +subsistence. + +A little after noon I found the sea very calm, and the tide ebbed so far +out, that I could come within a quarter of a mile of the ship; and here +I found a fresh renewing of my grief: for I saw evidently, that if we +had kept on board, we had been all safe, that is to say, we had all got +safe on shore, and I had not been so miserable as to be left entirely +destitute of all comfort and company, as I now was. This forced tears +from my eyes again; but as there was little relief in that, I resolved, +if possible, to get to the ship; so I pulled off my clothes, for the +weather was hot to extremity, and took the water; but when I came to the +ship, my difficulty was still greater to know how to get on board; for +as she lay aground, and high out of the water, there was nothing within +my reach to lay hold of. I swam round her twice, and the second time I +spied a small piece of a rope, which I wondered I did not see at first, +hang down by the fore-chains so low as that with great difficulty I got +hold of it, and by the help of that rope got up into the forecastle of +the ship. Here I found that the ship was bulged, and had a great deal of +water in her hold, but that she lay so on the side of a bank of hard +sand, or rather earth, and her stern lay lifted up upon the bank, and +her head low almost to the water: by this means all her quarter was +free, and all that was in that part was dry; for you may be sure my +first work was to search and to see what was spoiled and what was free; +and first I found that all the ship’s provisions were dry and untouched +by the water; and being very well disposed to eat, I went to the +bread-room and filled my pockets with bisket, and ate it as I went about +other things, for I had no time to lose. I also found some rum in the +great cabin, of which I took a large drain, and which I had indeed need +enough of to spirit me for what was before me. Now I wanted nothing but +a boat to furnish myself with many things which I foresaw would be very +necessary to me. + +It was in vain to sit still and wish for what was not to be had; and +this extremity roused my application. We had several spare yards, and +two or three large spars of wood, and a spare topmast or two in the +ship; I resolved to fall to work with these, and flung as many of them +overboard as I could manage of their weight, tying every one with a +rope, that they might not drive away. When this was done I went down the +ship’s side, and pulling them to me, I tied four of them fast together +at both ends as well as I could, in the form of a raft, and laying two +or three short pieces of plank upon them crossways, I found I could walk +upon it very well, but that it was not able to bear any great weight, +the pieces being too light; so I went to work, and with the carpenter’s +saw I cut a spare topmast into three lengths, and added them to my raft, +with a great deal of labour and pains; but hope of furnishing myself +with necessaries encouraged me to go beyond what I should have been able +to have done upon another occasion. + +My raft was now strong enough to bear any reasonable weight; my next +care was what to load it with, and how to preserve what I laid upon it +from the surf of the sea; but I was not long considering this: I first +laid all the planks or boards upon it that I could get, and having +considered well what I most wanted, I first got three of the seamen’s +chests, which I had broken open and emptied, and lowered them down upon +my raft. The first of these I filled with provisions, viz. bread, rice, +three Dutch cheeses, five pieces of dried goat’s flesh, which we lived +much upon, and a little remainder of European corn which had been laid +by for some fowls which we brought to sea with us, but the fowls were +killed. There had been some barley and wheat together, but, to my great +disappointment, I found afterwards that the rats had eaten or spoiled it +all. As for liquors, I found several cases of bottles belonging to our +skipper, in which were some cordial waters, and in all above five or six +gallons of rack: these I stowed by themselves, there being no need to +put them into the chest, nor no room for them. While I was doing this, I +found the tide began to flow, though very calm, and I had the +mortification to see my coat, shirt, and waistcoat, which I had left on +shore upon the sand, swim away; as for my breeches, which were only +linen, and open-kneed, I swam on board in them and my stockings: +however, this put me upon rummaging for clothes, of which I found +enough, but took no more than I wanted for present use, for I had other +things which my eye was more upon; as, first, tools to work with on +shore; and it was after long searching that I found out the carpenter’s +chest, which was indeed a very useful prize to me, and much more +valuable than a ship-loading of gold would have been at that time: I got +it down to my raft, even whole as it was, without losing time to look +into it, for I knew in general what it contained. + +My next care was for some ammunition and arms. There were two very good +fowling-pieces in the great cabin, and two pistols: these I secured +first, with some powder horns, and a small bag of shot, and two old +rusty swords. I knew there were three barrels of powder in the ship, +but knew not where our gunner had stowed them; but with much search I +found them, two of them dry and good, the third had taken water; those +two I got to my raft, with the arms. And now I thought myself pretty +well freighted, and began to think how I should get to shore with them, +having neither sail, oar, or rudder, and the least capful of wind would +have overset all my navigation. + +I had three encouragements: 1. A smooth, calm sea; 2. The tide rising +and setting in to the shore; 3. What little wind there was blew me +towards the land: and thus, having found two or three broken oars +belonging to the boat, and besides the tools which were in the chest, I +found two saws, an axe, and a hammer; and with this cargo I put to sea: +for a mile, or thereabouts, my raft went very well, only that I found it +drive a little distant from the place where I had landed before, by +which I perceived that there was some indraft of the water, and +consequently I hoped to find some creek or river there, which I might +make use of as a port to get to land with my cargo. + +As I imagined, so it was: there appeared before me a little opening of +the land, and I found a strong current of the tide set into it, so I +guided my raft as well as I could to keep in the middle of the stream; +but here I had like to have suffered a second shipwreck, which, if I +had, I think verily would have broke my heart; for knowing nothing of +the coast, my raft run aground at one end of it upon a shoal, and not +being aground at the other end, it wanted but a little that all my cargo +had slipped off towards that end that was afloat, and so fallen into the +water. I did my utmost, by setting my back against the chests, to keep +them in their places, but could not thrust off the raft with all my +strength; neither durst I stir from the posture I was in, but holding up +the chests with all my might, stood in that manner near half an hour, in +which time the rising of the water brought me a little more upon a +level; and a little after, the water still rising, my raft floated +again, and I thrust her off with the oar I had into the channel; and +then driving up higher, I at length found myself in the mouth of a +little river, with land on both sides, and a strong current or tide +running up. I looked on both sides for a proper place to get to shore; +for I was not willing to be driven too high up the river, hoping in time +to see some ship at sea, and therefore resolved to place myself as near +the coast as I could. + +At length I spied a little cove on the right shore of the creek, to +which, with great pain and difficulty, I guided my raft, and at last got +so near, as that, reaching ground with my oar, I could thrust her +directly in; but here I had like to have dipped all my cargo in the sea +again; for that shore lying pretty steep, that is to say sloping, there +was no place to land, but where one end of the float, if it run on +shore, would lie so high, and the other sink lower as before, that it +would endanger my cargo again: all that I could do, was to wait till the +tide was at the highest, keeping the raft with my oar like an anchor to +hold the side of it fast to the shore, near a flat piece of ground, +which I expected the water would flow over; and so it did. As soon as I +found water enough, for my raft drew about a foot of water, I thrust her +on upon that flat piece of ground, and there fastened or moored her by +sticking my two broken oars into the ground; one on one side near one +end, and one on the other side near the other end; and thus I lay till +the water ebbed away, and left my raft and all my cargo safe on shore. + +My next work was to view the country, and seek a proper place for my +habitation, and where to stow my goods, to secure them from whatever +might happen. Where I was I yet knew not; whether on the continent or on +an island, whether inhabited or not inhabited, whether in danger of wild +beasts or not. There was a hill not above a mile from me, which rose up +very steep and high, and which seemed to overtop some other hills which, +lay as in a ridge from it northward: I took out one of the +fowling-pieces, and one of the pistols, and an horn of powder, and thus +armed I travelled for discovery up to the top of that hill, where, after +I had with great labour and difficulty got to the top, I saw my fates to +my great affliction, viz. that I was in an island environed every way +with the sea, no land to be seen, except some rocks which lay a great +way off, and two small islands less than this, which lay about three +leagues to the west. + +I found also that the island I was in was barren, and, as I saw good +reason to believe, uninhabited, except by wild beasts, of whom, however, +I saw none; yet I saw abundance of fowls, but knew not their kinds; +neither when I killed them could I tell what was fit for food, and what +not. At my coming back I shot at a great bird, which I saw sitting upon +a tree on the side of a great wood—I believe it was the first gun that +had been fired there since the creation of the world. I had no sooner +fired, but from all parts of the wood there arose an innumerable number +of fowls of many sorts, making a confused screaming, and crying every +one according to his usual note; but not one of them of any kind that I +knew. As for the creature I killed, I took it to be a kind of a hawk, +its colour and beak resembling it, but had no talons or claws more than +common; its flesh was carrion, and fit for nothing. + +Contented with this discovery, I came back to my raft, and fell to work +to bring my cargo on shore, which took me up the rest of that day; and +what to do with myself at night I knew not, nor indeed where to rest; +for I was afraid to lie down on the ground, not knowing but some wild +beast might devour me; though, as I afterwards found, there was really +no need for those fears. + +However, as well as I could, I barricadoed myself round with the chests +and boards that I had brought on shore, and made a kind of a hut for +that night’s lodging. As for food, I yet saw not which way to supply +myself, except that I had seen two or three creatures like hares run +out of the wood where I shot the fowl. + +I now began to consider, that I might yet get a great many things out of +the ship, which would be useful to me, and particularly some of the +rigging and sails, and such other things as might come to land, and I +resolved to make another voyage on board the vessel, if possible; and as +I knew that the first storm that blew must necessarily break her all in +pieces, I resolved to set all other things apart, till I got every thing +out of the ship that I could get. Then I called a council, that is to +say, in my thoughts, whether I should take back the raft; but this +appeared impracticable; so I resolved to go as before, when the tide was +down, and I did so, only that I stripped before I went from my hut, +having nothing on but a checked shirt and a pair of linen trowsers, and +a pair of pumps on my feet. + +I got on board the ship, as before, and prepared a second raft; and +having had experience of the first, I neither made this so unwieldy, nor +loaded it so hard, but yet I brought away several things very useful to +me; as first, in the carpenter’s stores I found two or three bags full +of nails and spikes, a great screw-jack, a dozen or two of hatchets, +and, above all, that most useful thing called a grindstone; all these I +secured, together with several things belonging to the gunner, +particularly two or three iron crows, and two barrels of musket-bullets, +seven muskets, and another fowling-piece, with some small quantity of +powder more; a large bag full of small shot, and a great roll of sheet +lead; but this last was so heavy I could not hoist it up to get it over +the ship’s side. + +Besides these things, I took all the men’s clothes that I could find, +and a spare fore-topsail, hammock, and some bedding; and with this I +loaded my second raft, and brought them all safe on shore, to my very +great comfort. + +I was under some apprehensions during my absence from the land, that at +least my provisions might be devoured on shore; but when I came back, I +found no sign of any visitor, only there sat a creature like a wild cat +upon one of the chests, which, when I came towards it, ran away a little +distance, and then stood still; she sat very composed and unconcerned, +and looked full in my face, as if she had a mind to be acquainted with +me; I presented my gun at her, but as she did not understand it, she was +perfectly unconcerned at it, nor did she offer to stir away; upon which +I tossed her a bit of biscuit, though by the way I was not very free of +it, for my store was not great: however, I spared her a bit, I say, and +she went to it, smelled of it, and ate it, and looked, as pleased, for +more; but I thanked her, and could spare no more; so she marched off. + +Having got my second cargo on shore, though I was fain to open the +barrels of powder, and bring them by parcels, for they were too heavy, +being large casks, I went to work to make me a little tent with the sail +and some poles which I cut for that purpose; and into this tent I +brought every thing that I knew would spoil, either with rain or sun; +and I piled all the empty chests and casks up in a circle round the +tent, to fortify it from any sudden attempt, either from man or beast. + +When I had done this, I blocked up the door of the tent with some boards +within; and an empty chest set up an end without, and spreading one of +the beds upon the ground, laying my two pistols just at my head, and my +gun at length by me, I went to bed for the first time, and slept very +quietly all night, for I was very weary and heavy, as the night before I +had slept little, and had laboured very hard all day, as well to fetch +all those things from the ship as to get them on shore. + +I had the biggest magazine of all kinds now that ever were laid up, I +believe, for one man; but I was not satisfied still; for while the ship +sat upright in that posture, I thought I ought to get every thing out of +her that I could; so every day at low water I went on board, and +brought away something or other; but particularly the third time I went, +I brought away as much of the rigging as I could, as also all the small +ropes and rope-twine I could get, with a piece of spare canvass, which +was to mend the sails upon occasion, and the barrel of wet gunpowder; in +a word, I brought away all the sails first and last, only that I was +fain to cut them in pieces, and bring as much at a time as I could; for +they were no more useful to be sails, but as mere canvass only. + +But that which comforted me more still, was, that at last of all, after +I had made five or six such voyages as these, and thought I had nothing +more to expect from the ship that was worth my meddling with; I say, +after all this, I found a great hogshead of bread, and three large +runlets of rum or spirits, and a box of sugar, and a barrel of fine +flower; this was surprising to me, because I had given over expecting +any more provisions, except what was spoiled by the water: I soon +emptied the hogshead of that bread, and wrapped it up, parcel by parcel, +in pieces of the sails, which I cut out; and in a word, I got all this +safe on shore also. + +The next day I made another voyage; and now, having plundered the ship +of what was portable and fit to hand out, I began with the cables; and +cutting the great cable into pieces, such as I could move, I got two +cables and a hawser on shore, with all the iron-work I could get; and +having cut down the spritsail-yard, and the mizen-yard, and every thing +I could to make a large raft, I loaded it with all those heavy goods, +and came away: but my good luck began now to leave me; for this raft was +so unwieldy and so overladen, that after I had entered the little cove +where I had landed the rest of my goods, not being able to guide it so +handily as I did the other, it overset, and threw me and all my cargo +into the water. As for myself, it was no great harm, for I was near the +shore; but as to my cargo, it was great part of it lost, especially the +iron, which I expected would have been of great use to me: however, +when the tide was out, I got most of the pieces of cable ashore, and +some of the iron, though with infinite labour; for I was fain to dip for +it into the water, a work which fatigued me very much. After this, I +went every day on board, and brought away what I could get. + +I had been now thirteen days on shore, and had been eleven times on +board the ship; in which time I had brought away all that one pair of +hands could well be supposed capable to bring, though I believe, verily, +had the calm weather held, I should have brought away the whole ship, +piece by piece; but preparing the twelfth time to go on board, I found +the wind began to rise; however, at low water I went on board, and +though I thought I had rummaged the cabin so effectually, as that +nothing more could be found, yet I discovered a locker with drawers in +it, in one of which I found two or three razors, and one pair of large +scissars, with some ten or a dozen of good knives and forks; in another +I found about thirty-six pounds value in money, some European coin, some +Brasil, some pieces of eight, some gold, some silver. + +I smiled to myself at the sight of this money. “O drug!” said I, aloud, +“what art thou good for? thou art not worth to me, no not the taking off +of the ground; one of those knives is worth all this heap; I have no +manner of use for thee; even remain where thou art, and go to the bottom +as a creature whose life is not worth saving.” However, upon second +thoughts, I took it away, and wrapping all this in a piece of canvass, I +began to think of making another raft; but while I was preparing this, I +found the sky overcast, and the wind began to rise, and in a quarter of +an hour it blew a fresh gale from the shore. It presently occurred to +me, that it was in vain to pretend to make a raft with the wind off +shore, and that it was my business to be gone before the tide of flood +began, otherwise I might not be able to reach the shore at all; +accordingly I let myself down into the water, and swam cross the +channel which lay between the ship and the sands, and even that with +difficulty enough, partly with the weight of things I had about me, and +partly the roughness of the water, for the wind rose very hastily, and +before it was quite high water it blew a storm. + +But I was gotten home to my little tent, where I lay with all my wealth +about me very secure. It blew very hard all that night, and in the +morning when I looked out, behold no more ship was to be seen. I was a +little surprised, but recovered myself with this satisfactory +reflection, viz. that I had lost no time, nor abated no diligence to get +every thing out of her that could be useful to me, and that indeed there +was little left in her that I was able to bring away, if I had had +more time. + +I now gave over any more thoughts of the ship, or of any thing out of +her, except what might drive on shore from her wreck, as indeed divers +pieces of her afterwards did; but those things were of small use to me. + +My thoughts were now wholly employed about securing myself against +either savages, if any should appear, or wild beasts, if any were in the +island; and I had many thoughts of the method how to do this, and what +kind of dwelling to make; whether I should make me a cave in the earth, +or a tent upon the earth: and, in short, I resolved upon both, the +manner and description of which it may not be improper to give an +account of. + +I soon found the place I was in was not for my settlement, particularly +because it was upon a low moorish ground near the sea, and I believed +would not be wholesome, and more particularly because there was no fresh +water near it; so I resolved to find a more healthy and more convenient +spot of ground. + +I consulted several things in my situation which I found would be proper +for me: 1st, Health, and fresh water, I just now mentioned, 2dly, +Shelter from the heat of the sun. 3dly, Security from ravenous +creatures, whether man or beast. 4thly, A view to the sea, that, if God +sent any ship in sight, I might not lose any advantage for my +deliverance, of which I was not willing to banish all my +expectation yet. + +In search of a place proper for this, I found a little plain on the side +of a rising hill, whose front towards this little plain was steep as a +house-side, so that nothing could come down upon me from the top: on the +side of this rock there was a hollow place worn a little way in like the +entrance or door of a cave, but there was not really any cave or way +into the rock at all. + +On the flat of the green, just before this hollow place, I resolved to +pitch my tent: this plain was not above an hundred yards broad, and +about twice as long, and lay like a green before my door, and at the end +of it descended irregularly every way down into the low grounds by the +sea-side. It was on the N.N.W. side of the hill, so that I was sheltered +from the heat every day, till it came to a W. and by S. sun, or +thereabouts, which in those countries is near the setting. + +Before I set up my tent, I drew a half-circle before the hollow place, +which took in about ten yards in its semi-diameter from the rock, and +twenty yards in its diameter, from its beginning and ending. + +In this half circle I pitched two rows of strong stakes, driving them +into the ground till they stood very firm, like piles, the biggest end +being out of the ground about five foot and a half, and sharpened on the +top; the two rows did not stand above six inches from one another. + +Then I took the pieces of cable which I had cut in the ship, and laid +them in rows one upon another, within the circle between these two rows +of stakes, up to the top, placing other stakes in the inside, leaning +against them, about two foot and a half high, like a spur to a post; and +this fence was so strong, that neither man or beast could get into it or +over it: this cost me a great deal of time and labour, especially to cut +the piles in the woods, bring them to the place, and drive them into +the earth. + +The entrance into this place I made to be not by a door, but by a short +ladder, to go over the top: which ladder, when I was in, I lifted over +after me: and so I was completely fenced in, and fortified, as I +thought, from all the world, and consequently slept secure in the night, +which otherwise I could not have done, though, as it appeared afterward, +there was no need of all this caution from the enemies that I +apprehended danger from. + +Into this fence or fortress, with infinite labour, I carried all my +riches, all my provisions, ammunition, and stores, of which you have the +account above; and I made me a large tent, which, to preserve me from +the rains, that in one part of the year are very violent there, I made +double, viz. one smaller tent within, and one larger tent above it, and +covered the uppermost with a large tarpaulin which I had saved among +the sails. + +And now I lay no more for awhile in the bed which I had brought on +shore, but in a hammock, which was indeed a very good one, and belonged +to the mate of the ship. + +Into this tent I brought all my provisions, and every thing that would +spoil by the wet; and having thus enclosed all my goods, I made up the +entrance, which till now I had left open, and so passed and repassed, as +I said, by a short ladder. + +When I had done this, I began to work my way into the rock, and bringing +all the earth and stones that I dug down, out through my tent, I laid +them up within my fence in the nature of a terrace, that so it raised +the ground within about a foot and a half; and thus I made me a cave +just behind my tent, which served me like a cellar to my house. + +It cost me much labour, and many days, before all these things were +brought to perfection, and therefore I must go back to some other things +which took up some of my thoughts. At the same time it happened, after +I had laid my scheme for the setting up my tent, and making the cave, +that a storm of rain falling from a thick dark cloud, a sudden flash of +lightning happened, and after that a great clap of thunder, as is +naturally the effect of it. I was not so much surprised with the +lightning, as I was with a thought which darted into my mind as swift as +the lightning itself; O my powder! my very heart sunk within me, when I +thought, that at one blast all my powder might be destroyed; on which, +not my defence only, but the providing me food, as I thought, entirely +depended; I was nothing near so anxious about my own danger; though, had +the powder took fire, I had never known who had hurt me. + +Such impression did this make upon me, that, after the storm was over, I +laid aside all my works, my building, and fortifying, and applied myself +to make bags and boxes to separate the powder, and to keep it a little +and a little in a parcel, in hope, that, whatever might come, it might +not all take fire at once, and to keep it so apart, that it should not +be possible to make one part fire another. I finished this work in about +a fortnight; and I think my powder, which in all was about two hundred +and forty pounds weight, was divided in not less than a hundred parcels. +As to the barrel that had been wet, I did not apprehend any danger from +that, so I placed it in my new cave, which in my fancy I called my +kitchen; and the rest I hid up and down in holes among the rocks, so +that no wet might come to it, marking very carefully where I laid it. + +In the interval of time while this was doing, I went out once at least +every day with my gun, as well to divert myself, as to see if I could +kill any thing fit for food, and as near as I could to acquaint myself +with what the island produced. The first time I went out I presently +discovered that there were goats in the island, which was a great +satisfaction to me; but then it was attended with this misfortune to me, +viz. that they were so shy, so subtle, and so swift of foot, that it +was the most difficult thing in the world to come at them. But I was not +discouraged at this, not doubting but I might now and then shoot one, as +it soon happened; for after I had found their haunts a little, I laid +wait in this manner for them: I observed, if they saw me in the vallies, +though they were upon the rocks, they would run away as in a terrible +fright; but if they were feeding in the vallies, and I was upon the +rocks, they took no notice of me; from whence I concluded, that by the +position of their optics, their sight was so directed downward, that +they did not readily see objects that were above them; so afterward I +took this method; I always climbed the rocks first, to get above them, +and then had frequently a fair mark. The first shot I made among these +creatures killed a she-goat, which had a little kid by her which she +gave suck to, which grieved me heartily; but when the old one fell, the +kid stood stock still by her till I came and took her up; and not only +so; but when I carried the old one with me upon my shoulders, the kid +followed me quite to my enclosure; upon which I laid down the dam, and +took the kid in my arms, and carried it over my pale, in hopes to have +bred it up tame; but it would not eat; so I was forced to kill it, and +eat it myself. These two supplied me with flesh a great while, for I ate +sparingly, and saved my provisions (my bread especially) as much as +possibly I could. + +Having now fixed my habitation, I found it absolutely necessary to +provide a place to make a fire in, and fuel to burn; and what I did for +that, as also how I enlarged my cave, and what conveniencies I made, I +shall give a full account of in its place; but I must first give some +little account of myself, and of my thoughts about living, which it may +well be supposed were not a few. + +I had a dismal prospect of my condition; for as I was not cast away upon +that island without being driven, as is said, by a violent storm quite +out of the course of our intended voyage, and a great way, viz. some +hundreds of leagues out of the ordinary course of the trade of mankind, +I had great reason to consider it as a determination of Heaven, that in +this desolate place, and in this desolate manner, I should end my life. +The tears would run plentifully down my face when I made these +reflections; and sometimes I would expostulate with myself, why +Providence should thus completely ruin his creatures, and render them so +absolutely miserable, so without help abandoned, so entirely depressed, +that it could hardly be rational to be thankful for such a life. + +But something always returned swift upon me to check these thoughts, and +to reprove me; and particularly one day, walking with my gun in my hand +by the sea-side, I was very pensive upon the subject of my present +condition, when reason, as it were, expostulating with the t’other way, +thus: “Well, you are in a desolate condition, ’tis true, but pray +remember, where are the rest of you? Did not you come eleven of you into +the boat? Where are the ten? Why were they not saved and you lost? Why +were you singled out? Is it better to be here or there?” And then I +pointed to the sea. All evils are to be considered with the good that is +in them, and with what worse attended them. + +Then it occurred to me again, how well I was furnished for my +subsistence, and what would have been my ease if it had not happened, +which was an hundred thousand to one, that the ship floated from the +place where she first struck, and was driven so near the shore that I +had time to get all these things out of her. What would have been my +case, if I had been to have lived in the condition in which I at first +came on shore, without necessaries of life, or necessaries to supply and +procure them? “particularly,” said I, loud (though to myself), “what +should I have done without a gun, without ammunition, without any tools +to make any thing, or to work with; without clothes, bedding, a tent, or +any manner of covering?” and that now I had all these to a sufficient +quantity, and was in a fair way to provide myself in such a manner, as +to live without my gun when my ammunition was spent; so that I had a +tolerable view of subsisting, without any want, as long as I lived; for +I considered from the beginning how I should provide for the accidents +that might happen, and for the time that was to come, even not only +after my ammunition should be spent, but even after my health or +strength should decay. + +I confess I had not entertained any notion of my ammunition being +destroyed at one blast, I mean my powder being blown up by lightning; +and this made the thoughts of it so surprising to me when it lightned +and thundered, as I observed just now. + +And now, being about to enter into a melancholy relation of a scene of +silent life, such perhaps as was never heard of in the world before, I +shall take it from its beginning, and continue it in its order. It was, +by my account, the 30th of September, when, in the manner as above said, +I first set foot upon this horrid island, when the sun being, to us, in +its autumnal equinox, was almost just over my head, for I reckoned +myself, by observation, to be in the latitude of 9 degrees 22 minutes +north of the line. + +After I had been there about ten or twelve days, it came into my +thoughts, that I should lose my reckoning of time for want of books, and +pen and ink, and should even forget the sabbath days from the working +days; but to prevent this, I cut it with my knife upon a large post, in +capital letters, and making it into a great cross, I set it up on the +shore where I first landed, viz. “I came on shore here on the 30th of +September 1659.” Upon the sides of this square post, I cut every day a +notch with my knife, and every seventh notch was as long again as the +rest, and every first day of the month as long again as that long one; +and thus I kept my calendar, or weekly, monthly, and yearly reckoning +of time. + +In the next place we are to observe, that among the many things which I +brought out of the ship in the several voyages, which, as above +mentioned, I made to it, I got several things of less value, but not all +less useful to me, which I omitted setting down before; as in +particular, pens, ink, and paper, several parcels in the captain’s, +mate’s, gunner’s, and carpenter’s keeping, three or four compasses, some +mathematical instruments, dials, perspectives, charts, and books of +navigation; all which I huddled together, whether I might want them or +no. Also I found three very good Bibles, which came to me in my cargo +from England, and which I had packed up among my things; some Portuguese +books also, and among them two or three popish prayer-books, and several +other books; all which I carefully secured. And I must not forget, that +we had in the ship a dog and two cats, of whose eminent history I may +have occasion to say something in it’s place; for I carried both the +cats with me; and as for the dog, he jumped out of the ship of himself, +and swam on shore to me the day after I went on shore with my first +cargo, and was a trusty servant to me many years; I wanted nothing that +he could fetch me, nor any company that he could make up to me; I only +wanted to have him talk to me, but that he could not do. As I observed +before, I found pen, ink, and paper, and I husbanded them to the utmost; +and I shall shew, that while my ink lasted, I kept things very exact; +but after that was gone I could not, for I could not make any ink by any +means that I could devise. + +And this put me in mind that I wanted many things, notwithstanding all +that I had amassed together; and of these, this of ink was one, as also +spade, pickaxe, and shovel, to dig or remove the earth; needles, pins, +and thread. As for linen, I soon learnt to want that without much +difficulty. + +This want of tools made every work I did go on heavily, and it was near +a whole year before I had entirely finished my little pale or surrounded +habitation: the piles or stakes, which were as heavy as I could well +lift, were a long time in cutting and preparing in the woods, and more +by far in bringing home; so that I spent sometimes two days in cutting +and bringing home one of those posts, and a third day in driving it into +the ground; for which purpose I got a heavy piece of wood at first, but +at last bethought myself of one of the iron crows, which however, though +I found it, yet it made driving those posts or piles very laborious and +tedious work. + +But what need I have been concerned at the tediousness of any thing I +had to do, seeing I had time enough to do it in? Nor had I any other +employment if that had been over, at least that I could foresee, except +the ranging the island to seek for food, which I did more or less +every day. + +I now began to consider seriously my condition, and the circumstance I +was reduced to, and I drew up the state of my affairs in writing, not so +much to leave them to any that were to come after me, for I was like to +have but few heirs, as to deliver my thoughts from daily poring upon +them, and afflicting my mind; and as my reason began now to master my +despondency, I began to comfort myself as well as I could, and to set +the good against the evil, that I might have something to distinguish my +case from worse; and I stated it very impartially, like debtor and +creditor, the comforts I enjoyed against the miseries I suffered, thus: + + _Evil_. _Good_. + + I am cast upon a horrible But I am alive, and + desolate island, void not drowned, as all my + of all hope of recovery. ship’s company was. + + I am singled out and But I am singled out + separated, as it were, too from all the ship’s + from all the world to be crew to be spared from + miserable. death; and He that + miraculously saved me from + death, can deliver me + from this condition. + + I am divided from But I am not starved + mankind, a solitaire, one and perishing on a barren + banished from human society. place, affording no sustenance. + + I have not clothes to But I am in a hot climate, + cover me. where if I had + clothes I could hardly wear + them. + + I am without any defence But I am cast on an + or means to resist island, where I see no + any violence of man or wild beasts to hurt me, + beast. as I saw on the coast of + Africa: and what if I + had been shipwrecked + there? + + I have no soul to speak But God wonderfully + to, or relieve me. sent the ship in near + enough to the shore, that + I have gotten out so many + necessary things as will + either supply my wants, + or enable me to supply + myself even as long as I + live. + +Upon the whole, here was an undoubted testimony, that there was scarce +any condition in the world so miserable, but there was something +_negative_ or something _positive_ to be thankful for in it; and let +this stand as a direction from the experience of the most miserable of +all conditions in this world, that we may always find in it something to +comfort ourselves from, and to set, in the description of good and evil, +on the credit side of the account. + +Having now brought my mind a little to relish my condition, and given +over looking out to sea, to see if I could spy a ship; I say, giving +over these things, I began to apply myself to accommodate my way of +living, and to make things as easy to me as I could. + +I have already described my habitation, which was a tent under the side +of a rock, surrounded with a strong pale of posts and cables; but I +might now rather call it a wall, for I raised a kind of wall up against +it of turfs, about two foot thick on the outside; and after some time, I +think it was a year and half, I raised rafters from it, leaning to the +rock, and thatched or covered it with boughs of trees, and such things +as I could get to keep out the rain, which I found at some times of the +year very violent. + +I have already observed how I brought all my goods into this pale, and +into the cave which I had made behind me: but I must observe too that at +first this was a confused heap of goods, which as they lay in no order, +so they took up all my place: I had no room to turn myself; so I set +myself to enlarge my cave, and work farther into the earth; for it was a +loose sandy rock, which yielded easily to the labour I bestowed on it: +and so when I found I was pretty safe as to beasts of prey, I worked +sideways to the right hand into the rock; and then, turning to the right +again, worked quite out, and made me a door to come out, on the outside +of my pale or fortification. + +This gave me not only egress and regress, as it were a back-way to my +tent and to my storehouse, but gave me room to stow my goods. + +And now I began to apply myself to make such necessary things as I found +I most wanted, particularly a chair and a table; for without these I was +not able to enjoy the few comforts I had in the world; I could not write +or eat, or do several things with so much pleasure without a table. + +So I went to work; and here I must needs observe, that as reason is the +substance and original of the mathematics, so by stating and squaring +every thing by reason, and by making the most rational judgment of +things, every man may be in time master of every mechanic art. I had +never handled a tool in my life, and yet in time, by labour, +application, and contrivance, I found at last that I wanted nothing but +I could have made it, especially if I had had tools; however, I made +abundance of things, even without tools, and some with no more tools +than an adze and a hatchet, which perhaps were never made that way +before, and that with infinite labour: for example, if I wanted a board, +I had no other way but to cut down a tree, set it on an edge before me, +and hew it flat on either side with my axe, till I had brought it to be +as thin as a plank, and then dub it smooth with my adze. It is true, by +this method I could make but one board out of a whole tree; but this I +had no remedy for but patience, any more than I had for the prodigious +deal of time and labour which it took me up to make a plank or board: +but my time or labour was little worth, and so it was as well employed +one way as another. + +However, I made me a table and a chair, as I observed above, in the +first place; and this I did out of the short pieces of boards that I +brought on my raft from the ship: but when I had wrought out some +boards, as above, I made large shelves of the breadth of a foot and a +half one over another, all along one side of my cave, to lay all my +tools, nails, and iron-work, and in a word, to separate every thing at +large in their places, that I might come easily at them. I knocked +pieces into the wall of the rock to hang my guns and all things that +would hang up. + +So that, had my cave been to be seen, it looked like a general magazine +of all necessary things; and I had every thing so ready at my hand, that +it was a great pleasure to me to see all my goods in such order, and +especially to find my stock of all necessaries so great. + +And now it was that I began to keep a journal of every day’s employment; +for indeed at first I was in too much a hurry; and not only hurry as to +labour, but in too much discomposure of mind, and my journal would have +been full of many dull things. For example, I must have said thus: Sept. +the 30th, after I got to shore, and had escaped drowning, instead of +being thankful to God for my deliverance, having first vomited with the +great quantity of salt water which was gotten into my stomach, and +recovering myself a little, I ran about the shore, wringing my hands, +and beating my head and face, exclaiming at my misery, and crying out, I +was undone, undone; till tired and faint I was forced to lie down on the +ground to repose, but durst not sleep for fear of being devoured. + +Some days after this, and after I had been on board the ship, and got +all that I could out of her, yet I could not forbear getting up to the +top of a little mountain, and looking out to sea in hopes of seeing a +ship; then fancy at a vast distance I spied a sail; please myself with +the hopes of it; and then after looking steadily till I was almost +blind, lose it quite, and sit down and weep like a child, and thus +increase my misery by my folly. + +But having gotten over these things in some measure, and having settled +my household-stuff and habitation, made me a table and a chair, and all +as handsome about me as I could, I began to keep my journal, of which I +shall here give you the copy (though in it will be told all those +particulars over again) as long as it lasted; for having no more ink, I +was forced to leave it off. + + * * * * * + +THE JOURNAL. + +_September 30, 1659_. + +I poor miserable Robinson Crusoe, being shipwrecked, during a dreadful +storm in the offing, came on shore on this dismal unfortunate island, +which I called the Island of Despair; all the rest of the ship’s company +being drowned, and myself almost dead. + +All the rest of that day I spent in afflicting myself at the dismal +circumstances I was brought to, viz. I had neither food, house, +clothes, weapon, or place to fly to, and in despair of any relief, saw +nothing but death before me, either that I should be devoured by wild +beasts, murdered by savages, or starved to death for want of food. At +the approach of night I slept in a tree, for fear of wild creatures, but +slept soundly, though it rained all night. + +October 1. In the morning I saw, to my great surprise, the ship had +floated with the high tide, and was driven on shore again much nearer +the island; which as it was some comfort on one hand, for seeing her sit +upright, and not broken to pieces, I hoped, if the wind abated, I might +get on board, and get some food and necessaries out of her for my +relief; so on the other hand, it renewed my grief at the loss of my +comrades, who I imagined, if we had all staid on board, might have saved +the ship, or at least that they would not have been all drowned, as they +were; and that, had the men been saved, we might perhaps have built us a +boat out of the ruins of the ship, to have carried us to some other part +of the world. I spent great part of this day in perplexing myself on +these things; but at length, seeing the ship almost dry, I went upon the +sand as near as I could, and then swam on board. This day also it +continued raining, though with no wind at all. + +From the 1st of October to the 24th. All these days entirely spent in +many several voyages to get all I could out of the ship, which I brought +on shore, every tide of flood, upon rafts. Much rain also in these days, +though with some intervals of fair weather: but, it seems, this was the +rainy season. + +Oct. 20. I overset my raft, and all the goods I had got up upon it; but +being in shoal water, and the things being chiefly heavy, I recovered +many of them when the tide was out. + +Oct. 25. It rained all night and all day, with some gusts of wind; +during which time the ship broke in pieces, the wind blowing a little +harder than before, and was no more to be seen, except the wreck of her, +and that only at low water. I spent this day in covering and securing +the goods which I had saved, that rain might not spoil them. + +Oct. 26. I walked about the shore almost all day, to find out a place to +fix my habitation, greatly concerned to secure myself from any attack in +the night, either from wild beasts or men. Towards night I fixed upon a +proper place under a rock, and marked out a semicircle for my +encampment, which I resolved to strengthen with a work, wall, or +fortification made of double piles, lined within with cable, and without +with turf. + +From the 26th to the 30th I worked very hard in carrying all my goods to +my new habitation, though some part of the time it rained +exceeding hard. + +The 31st in the morning I went out into the island with my gun, to see +for some food, and discover the country; when I killed a she goat, and +her kid followed me home, which I afterwards killed also, because it +would not feed. + +November 1. I set up my tent under a rock, and lay there for the first +night, making it as large as I could with stakes driven in to swing my +hammock upon. + +Nov. 2. I set up all my chests and boards, and the pieces of timber +which made my rafts, and with them formed a fence round me, a little +within the place I had marked out for my fortification. + +Nov. 3. I went out with my gun, and killed two fowls like ducks, which +were very good food. In the afternoon went to work to make me a table. + +Nov. 4. This morning I began to order my times of work, of going out +with my gun, time of sleep, and time of diversion; viz. every morning I +walked out with my gun for two or three hours, if it did not rain, then +employed myself to work till about eleven o’clock, then ate what I had +to live on, and from twelve to two I lay down to sleep, the weather +being excessive hot, and then in the evening to work again: the working +part of this day and of the next were wholly employed in making my +table, for I was yet but a very sorry workman, though time and necessity +make me a complete natural mechanic soon after, as I believe it would do +any one else. + +Nov. 5. This day went abroad with my gun and my dog, and killed a wild +cat, her skin pretty soft, but her flesh good for nothing: every +creature I killed I took off the skins and preserved them. Coming back +by the sea-shore I saw many sorts of sea-fowls, which I did not +understand; but was surprised and almost frighted with two or three +seals, which, while I was gazing at, not well knowing what they were, +got into the sea, and escaped me for that time. + +Nov. 6. After my morning walk I went to work with my table again, and +finished it, though not to my liking, nor was it long before I learnt +to mend it. + +Nov. 7. Now it began to be settled fair weather. The 7th, 8th, 9th, +10th, and part of the 12th (for the 11th was Sunday), I took wholly up +to make me a chair, and with much ado brought it to a tolerable shape, +but never to please me; and even in the making I pulled it in pieces +several times. _Note_, I soon neglected my keeping Sundays, for omitting +my mark for them on my post, I forgot which was which. + +Nov. 13. This day it rained, which refreshed me exceedingly, and cooled +the earth, but it was accompanied with terrible thunder and lightning, +which frighted me dreadfully for fear of my powder: as soon as it was +over I resolved to separate my stock of powder into as many little +parcels as possible, that it might not be in danger. + +Nov. 14, 15, 16. These three days I spent in making little square chests +or boxes, which might hold a pound, or two pound, at most, of powder; +and so putting the powder in, I stowed it in places as secure and remote +from one another as possible. On one of these three days I killed a +large bird that was good to eat, but I knew not what to call it. + +Nov. 17. This day I began to dig behind my tent into the rock, to make +room for my farther conveniency. _Note_, Three things I wanted +exceedingly for this work, viz. a pickaxe, a shovel, and a wheel-barrow +or basket; so I desisted from my work, and began to consider how to +supply that want, and make me some tools: as for a pickaxe, I made use +of the iron crows, which were proper enough, though heavy; but the next +thing was a shovel or spade; this was so absolutely necessary, that +indeed I could do nothing effectually without it; but what kind of one +to make I knew not. + +Nov. 18. The next day in searching the woods I found a tree of that +wood, or like it, which in the Brasils they call the iron tree, for its +exceeding hardness: of this, with great labour and almost spoiling my +axe, I cut a piece, and brought it home too with difficulty enough, for +it was exceeding heavy. + +The excessive hardness of the wood, and having no other way, made me a +long while upon this machine; for I worked it effectually by little and +little into the form of a shovel or spade, the handle exactly shaped +like ours in England, only that the broad part having no iron shod upon +it at bottom, it would not last me so long; however, it served well +enough for the uses which I had occasion to put it to; but never was a +shovel, I believe, made after that fashion, or so long a making. + +I was still deficient, for I wanted a basket or a wheel-barrow; a basket +I could not make by any means, having no such things as twigs that would +bend to make wicker-ware, at least none yet found out; and as to a +wheel-barrow, I fancied I could make; all but the wheel, but that I had +no notion of, neither did I know how to go about it; besides, I had no +possible way to make the iron gudgeons for the spindle or axis of the +wheel to run in, so I gave it over; and so for carrying away the earth +which I dug out of the cave, I made me a thing like a hod which the +labourers carry mortar in, when they serve the bricklayers. + +This was not so difficult to me as the making the shovel; and yet this, +and the shovel, and the attempt which I made in vain to make a +wheel-barrow, took me up no less than four days, I mean always excepting +my morning walk with my gun, which I seldom failed; and very seldom +failed also bringing home something to eat. + +Nov. 23. My other work having now stood still, because of my making +these tools, when they were finished I went on, and working every day, +as my strength and time allowed, I spent eighteen days entirely in +widening and deepening my cave, that it might hold my goods +commodiously. + +_Note_, During all this time, I worked to make this room or cave +spacious enough to accommodate me as a warehouse or magazine, a kitchen, +a dining-room, and a cellar: as for my lodging, I kept to the tent, +except that sometimes in the wet season of the year, it rained so hard +that I could not keep myself dry, which caused me afterwards to cover +all my place within my pale with long poles in the form of rafters, +leaning against the rock, and load them with flags and large leaves of +trees like a thatch. + +Dec. 10. I began now to think my cave or vault finished, when on a +sudden (it seems I had made it too large) a great quantity of earth fell +down from the top and one side, so much that in short it frighted me, +and not without reason too; for if I had been under it I had never +wanted a gravedigger. Upon this disaster I had a great deal of work to +do over again; for I had the loose earth to carry out, and, which was of +more importance, I had the ceiling to prop up, so that I might be sure +no more would come down. + +Dec. 11. This day I went to work with it accordingly, and got two shores +or posts pitched upright to the top, with two pieces of boards across +over each post; this I finished the next day; and setting more posts up +with boards, in about a week more I had the roof secured; and the posts, +standing in rows, served me for partitions to part off my house. + +Dec. 17. From this day to the twentieth I placed shelves, and knocked +up nails on the posts to hang every thing up that could be hung up: and +now I began to be in some order within doors. + +Dec. 20. Now I carried every thing into the cave, and began to furnish +my house, and set up some pieces of boards like a dresser, to order my +victuals upon; but boards began to be very scarce with me: also I made +me another table. + +Dec. 24. Much rain all night and all day; no stirring out. + +Dec. 25. Rain all day. + +Dec. 26. No rain, and the earth much cooler than before and pleasanter. + +Dec. 27. Killed a young goat, and lamed another, so that I caught it, +and led it home in a string; when I had it home, I bound and splintered +up its leg which was broke. N.B. I took such care of it that it lived, +and the leg grew well and as strong as ever; but by nursing it so long +it grew tame, and fed upon the little green at my door, and would not go +away. This was the first time that I entertained a thought of breeding +up some tame creatures, that I might have food when my powder and shot +was all spent. + +Dec. 28, 29, 30. Great heats and no breeze; so that there was no +stirring abroad, except in the evening for food. This time I spent in +putting all my things in order within doors. + +January 1. Very hot still, but I went abroad early and late with my gun, +and lay still in the middle of the day. This evening, going farther into +the vallies which lay towards the centre of the island, I found there +was plenty of goats, though exceeding shy and hard to come at; however, +I resolved to try if I could not bring my dog to hunt them down. + +Jan. 2. Accordingly, the next day I went out with my dog, and set him +upon the goats; but I was mistaken, for they all faced about upon the +dog; and he knew his danger too well, for he would not come near them. + +Jan. 3. I began my fence or wall; which, being still jealous of my +being attacked by somebody, I resolved to make very thick and strong. + + N.B. This wall being described before, I purposely omit what + was said, in the Journal; it is sufficient to observe, that I + was no less time than from the 3d of January to the 14th of + April, working, finishing, and perfecting this wall, though + it was no more than about twenty-four yards in length, being + a half-circle from one place in the rock to another place + about eight yards from it, the door of the cave being in the + centre behind it. + +All this time I worked very hard, the rains hindering me many days, nay, +sometimes weeks together; But I thought I should never be perfectly +secure until this wall was finished; and it is scarce credible what +inexpressible labour every thing was done with, especially the bringing +piles out of the woods, and driving them into the ground, for I made +them much bigger than I need to have done. + +When this wall was finished, and the outside double fenced with a turf +wall raised up close to it, I persuaded myself that if any people were +to come on shore there, they would not perceive any thing like a +habitation; and it was very well I did so, as may be observed hereafter +upon a very remarkable occasion. + +During this time I made my rounds in the woods for game every day, when +the rain admitted me, and made frequent discoveries in these walks of +something or other to my advantage; particularly I found a kind of wild +pigeons, who built not as wood pigeons in a tree, but rather as house +pigeons, in the holes of the rocks; and taking some young ones, I +endeavoured to breed them up tame, and did so; but when they grew older +they flew away, which perhaps was at first for want of feeding them, for +I had nothing to give them; however, I frequently found their nests, and +got their young ones, which were very good meat. + +And now, in the managing my household affairs, I found myself wanting in +many things, which I thought at first it was impossible for me to make, +as indeed as to some of them it was; for instance, I could never make a +cask to be hooped; I had a small runlet or two, as I observed before, +but I could never arrive to the capacity of making one by them, though I +spent many weeks about it; I could neither put in the heads, or joint +the staves so true to one another as to make them hold water: so I gave +that also over. + +In the next place, I was at a great loss for candle; so that as soon as +ever it was dark, which was generally by seven o’clock, I was obliged to +go to bed: I remembered the lump of bees-wax with which I made candles +in my African adventure, but I had none of that now; the only remedy I +had, was, that when I had killed a goat I saved the tallow, and with a +little dish made of clay, which I baked in the sun, to which I added a +wick of some oakum, I made me a lamp; and this gave me light, though not +a clear steady light like a candle. In the middle of all my labours it +happened, that, rummaging my things, I found a little bag, which, as I +hinted before, had been filled with corn for the feeding of poultry; not +for this voyage, but before, as I suppose, when the ship came from +Lisbon; what little remainder of corn had been in the bag, was all +devoured with the rats, and I saw nothing in the bag but husks and dust; +and being willing to have the bag for some other use, I think it was to +put powder in, when I divided it for fear of the lightning, or some such +use, I shook the husks of corn out of it on one side of my fortification +under the rock. + +It was a little before the great rains, just now mentioned, that I threw +this stuff away, taking no notice of any thing, and not so much as +remembering that I had thrown any thing there; when about a month after, +or thereabout, I saw some few stalks of something green shooting out of +the ground, which I fancied might be some plant I had not seen; but I +was surprised and perfectly astonished, when after a little longer time +I saw about ten or twelve ears come out, which were perfect green barley +of the same kind as our European, nay, as our English barley. + +It is impossible to express the astonishment and confusion of my +thoughts on this occasion; I had hitherto acted upon no religious +foundation at all; indeed I had very few notions of religion in my head, +or had entertained any sense of any thing that had befallen me, +otherwise than as a chance, or, as we lightly say, what pleases God; +without so much as inquiring into the end of Providence in these things, +or his order in governing events in the world: but after I saw barley +grow there, in a climate which I knew was not proper for corn, and +especially that I knew not how it came there, it startled me strangely, +and I began to suggest, that God had miraculously caused this grain to +grow without any help of seed sown, and that it was so directed purely +for my sustenance on that wild miserable place. + +This touched my heart a little, and brought tears out of my eyes, and I +began to bless myself, that such a prodigy of nature should happen upon +my account; and this was the more strange to me, because I saw near it +still, all along by the side of the rock, some other straggling stalks, +which proved to be stalks of rice, and which I knew, because I had seen +it grow in Africa, when I was ashore there. + +I not only thought these the pure productions of Providence for my +support, but not doubting but that there was more in the place, I went +all over that part of the island, where I had been before, peeping in +every corner and under every rock to see for more of it, but I could not +find any; at last it occurred to my thought, that I had shook a bag of +chicken’s meat out in that place, and then the wonder began to cease; +and I must confess, my religious thankfulness to God’s providence began +to abate too upon discovering that all this was nothing but what was +common; though I ought to have been as thankful for so strange and +unforeseen a providence as if it had been miraculous; for it was really +the work of Providence as to me, that should order or appoint ten or +twelve grains of corn to remain unspoiled, when the rats had destroyed +all the rest, as if it had been dropped from heaven: as also, that I +should throw it out in that particular place, where, it being in the +shade of a high rock, it sprang up immediately; whereas if I had thrown +it any were else at that time, it had been burnt up and destroyed. + +I carefully saved the ears of corn, you may be sure, in their season, +which was about the end of June, and laying up every corn, I resolved to +sow them all again, hoping in time to have some quantity sufficient to +supply me with bread; but it was not till the fourth year that I could +allow myself the least grain of this corn to eat, and even then but +sparingly, as I shall say afterwards in its order; for I lost all that I +sowed the first season, by not observing the proper time; for I sowed it +just before the dry season, so that it never came up at all, at least +not as it would have done: of which in its place. + +Besides this barley there were, as above, twenty or thirty stalks of +rice, which I preserved with the same care, and whose use was of the +same kind or to the same purpose, viz. to make me bread, or rather food; +for I found ways to cook it up without baking, though I did that also +after some time. But to return to my journal. + +I worked excessive hard these three or four months to get my wall done; +and the 14th of April I closed it up, contriving to go into it, not by a +door, but over the wall by a ladder, that there might be no sign in the +outside of my habitation. + +April 16. I finished the ladder; so I went up with the ladder to the +top, and then pulled it up after me, and let it down on the inside: this +was a complete enclosure to me; for within I had room enough, and +nothing could come at me from without, unless it could first mount +my wall. + +The very next day after this wall was finished, I had almost had all my +labour overthrown at once, and myself killed; the case was thus: As I +was busy in the inside of it behind my tent, just in the entrance into +my cave, I was terribly frighted with a most dreadful surprising thing +indeed; for on a sudden I found the earth come crumbling down from the +roof of my cave, and from the edge of the hill, over my head, and two of +the posts I had set up in the cave cracked in a frightful manner: I was +heartily scared, but thought nothing of what was really the cause, only +thinking that the top of my cave was falling in, as some of it had done +before; and for fear I should be buried in it, I ran forward to my +ladder, and not thinking myself safe there neither, I got over my wall +for fear of the pieces of the hill which I expected might roll down upon +me. I was no sooner stept down upon the firm ground, but I plainly saw +it was a terrible earthquake, for the ground I stood on shook three +times at about eight minutes distance, with three such shocks, as would +have overturned the strongest building that could be supposed to have +stood on the earth; and a great piece of the top of a rock, which stood +about half a mile from me next the sea, fell down with such a terrible +noise as I never heard in all my life: I perceived also the very sea was +put into violent motion by it; and I believe the shocks were stronger +under the water than on the island. + +I was so amazed with the thing itself, having never felt the like, or +discoursed with any one that had, that I was like one dead or stupified; +and the motion of the earth made my stomach sick, like one that was +tossed at sea; but the noise of the falling of the rock awaked me, as it +were, and rousing me from the stupified condition I was in, filled me +with horror, and I thought of nothing then but the hill falling upon my +tent and all my household goods, and burying all at once; and this sunk +my very soul within me a second time. + +After the third shock was over, and I felt no more for some time, I +began to take courage, and yet I had not heart enough to get over my +wall again, for fear of being buried alive, but sat still upon the +ground, greatly cast down and disconsolate, not knowing what to do. All +this while I had not the least serious religious thought, nothing but +the common “Lord have mercy upon me!” and when it was over, that +went away too. + +While I sat thus, I found the air overcast, and grow cloudy, as if it +would rain; soon after that the wind rose by little and little, so that +in less than half an hour it blew a most dreadful hurricane: the sea was +all on a sudden covered over with foam and froth, the shore was covered +with the breach of the water, the trees were torn up by the roots, and a +terrible storm it was; and this held about three hours, and then began +to abate, and in two hours more it was stark calm, and began to rain +very hard. + +All this while I sat upon the ground, very much terrified and dejected, +when on a sudden it came into my thoughts, that these winds and rain +being the consequence of the earthquake, the earthquake itself was spent +and over, and I might venture into my cave again: with this thought my +spirits began to revive, and the rain also helping to persuade me, I +went in and sat down in my tent; but the rain was so violent, that my +tent was ready to be beaten down with it; and I was forced to go into my +cave, though very much afraid and uneasy, for fear it should fall on +my head. + +This violent rain forced me to a new work, viz. to cut a hole through my +new fortification like a sink, to let water go out, which would else +have drowned my cave. After I had been in my cave some time, and found +still no more shocks of the earthquake follow, I began to be more +composed; and now, to support my spirits, which indeed wanted it very +much, I went to my little store, and took a small sup of rum, which +however I did then and always very sparingly, knowing I could have no +more when that was gone. + +It continued raining all that night, and great part of the next day, so +that I could not stir abroad; but my mind being more composed, I began +to think of what I had best do, concluding, that if the island was +subject to these earthquakes, there would be no living for me in a cave, +but I must consider of building me some little hut in an open place, +which I might surround with a wall as I had done here, and so make +myself secure from wild beasts or men: but concluded, if I staid where I +was, I should certainly, one time or other, be buried alive. + +With these thoughts I resolved to remove my tent from the place where it +stood, which was just under the hanging precipice of the hill, and +which, if it should be shaken again, would certainly fall upon my tent. +And I spent the two next days, being the 19th and 20th of April, in +contriving where and how to remove my habitation. + +The fear of being swallowed up alive, made me that I never slept in +quiet, and yet the apprehension of lying abroad without any fence was +almost equal to it; but still, when I looked about and saw how every +thing was put in order, how pleasantly concealed I was, and how safe +from danger, it made me very loth to remove. + +In the meantime it occurred to me that it would require a vast deal of +time for me to do this, and that I must be contented to run the venture +where I was, till I had formed a camp for myself, and had secured it so +as to remove to it. So with this resolution I composed myself for a +time, and resolved that I would go to work with all speed to build me a +wall with piles and cables, &c. in a circle as before; and set my tent +up in it when it was finished, but that I would venture to stay where I +was till it was finished and fit to remove to. This was the 21st. + +April 22. The next morning I began to consider of means to put this +resolve in execution, but I was at a great loss about my tools. I had +three large axes and abundance of hatchets (for we carried the hatchets +for traffic with the Indians); but with much chopping and cutting +knotty hard wood, they were all full of notches and dull; and though I +had a grindstone, I could not turn it and grind my tools too: this cost +me as much thought as a statesman would have bestowed upon a grand point +of politics, or a judge upon the life and death of a man. At length I +contrived a wheel with a string, to turn it with my foot, that I might +have both my hands at liberty. _Note_, I had never seen any such thing +in England, or at least not to take notice how it was done, though since +I have observed it is very common there; besides that, my grindstone was +very large and heavy. This machine cost me a full week’s work to bring +it to perfection. + +April 28, 29. These two whole days I took up in grinding my tools, my +machine for turning my grindstone performing very well. + +April 30. Having perceived my bread had been low a great while, now I +took a survey of it, and reduced myself to one biscuit-cake a day, which +made my heart very heavy. + +May 1. In the morning, looking towards the sea-side, the tide being low, +I saw something lie on the shore bigger than ordinary; and it looked +like a cask; when I came to it, I found a small barrel, and two or three +pieces of the wreck of the ship, which were driven on shore by the late +hurricane; and looking towards the wreck itself, I thought it seemed to +lie higher out of the water than it used to do. I examined the barrel +which was driven on shore, and soon found it was a barrel of gunpowder, +but it had taken water, and the powder was caked as hard as a stone; +however, I rolled it farther on shore for the present, and went on upon +the sands as near as I could to the wreck of the ship, to look for more. + +When I came down to the ship, I found it strangely removed; the +forecastle, which lay before buried in sand, was heaved up at least six +foot; and the stern, which was broke to pieces, and parted from the rest +by the force of the sea, soon after I had left rummaging her, was +tossed, as it were, up, and cast on one side, and the sand was thrown so +high on that side next her stern, that whereas there was a great place +of water before, so that I could not come within a quarter of a mile of +the wreck without swimming, I could now walk quite up to her when the +tide was out. I was surprised with this at first, but soon concluded it +must be done by the earthquake: and as by this violence the ship was +more broken open than formerly, so many things came daily on shore, +which the sea had loosened, and which the winds and water rolled by +degrees to the land. + +This wholly diverted my thoughts from the design of removing my +habitation; and I busied myself mightily, that day especially, in +searching whether I could make any way into the ship; but I found +nothing was to be expected of that kind, for that all the inside of the +ship was choked up with sand: however, as I had learnt not to despair of +any thing, I resolved to pull every thing to pieces that I could of the +ship, concluding, that every thing I could get from her would be of some +use or other to me. + +May 3. I began with my saw, and cut a piece of a beam through, which I +thought held some of the upper part or quarter-deck together, and when I +had cut it through, I cleared away the sand as well as I could from the +side which lay highest; but the tide coming in, I was obliged to give +over for that time. + +Way 4. I went a-fishing, but caught not one fish that I durst eat of, +till I was weary of my sport; when just going to leave off, I caught a +young dolphin. I had made me a long line of some rope yarn, but I had no +hooks, yet I frequently caught fish enough, as much as I cared to eat; +all which I dried in the sun, and ate them dry. + +May 5. Worked on the wreck, cut another beam asunder, and brought three +great fir planks off from the decks, which I tied together, and made +swim on shore when the tide of flood came on. + +May 6. Worked on the wreck, got several iron bolts out of her, and +other pieces of iron-work; worked very hard, and came home very much +tired, and had thoughts of giving it over. + +May 7. Went to the wreck again, but with an intent not to work, but +found the weight of the wreck had broke itself down, the beams being +cut, that several pieces of the ship seemed to lie loose, and the inside +of the hold lay so open, that I could see into it, but almost full of +water and sand. + +May 8. Went to the wreck, and carried an iron crow to wrench up the +deck, which lay now quite clear of the water or sand; I wrenched open +two planks, and brought them on shore also with the tide: I left the +iron crow in the wreck for next day. + +May 9. Went to the wreck, and with the crow made way into the body of +the wreck, and felt several casks, and loosened them with the crow, but +could not break them up: I felt also the roll of English lead, and could +stir it, but it was too heavy to remove. + +May 10, 11, 12, 13, 14. Went every day to the wreck, and got a great +many pieces of timber, and boards, or plank, and two or three hundred +weight of iron. + +May 15. I carried two hatchets, to try if I could not cut a piece off +the roll of lead, by placing the edge of one hatchet, and driving it +with the other; but as it lay about a foot and a half in the water, I +could not make any blow to drive the hatchet. + +May 16. It had blown hard in the night, and the wreck appeared more +broken by the force of the water; but I staid so long in the woods to +get pigeons for food, that the tide prevented me going to the wreck +that day. + +May 17. I saw some pieces of the wreck blown on shore, at a great +distance, near two miles off me, but resolved to see what they were, and +found it was a piece of the head, but too heavy for me to bring away. + +May 24. Every day to this day I worked on the wreck, and with hard +labour I loosened some things so much with the crow, that the first +flowing tide several casks floated out, and two of the seamen’s chests; +but the wind blowing from the shore, nothing came to land that day but +pieces of timber, and a hogshead, which had some Brasil pork in it, but +the salt water and the sand had spoiled it. + +I continued this work every day to the 15th of June, except the time +necessary to get food, which I always appointed, during this part of my +employment, to be when the tide was up, that I might be ready when it +was ebbed out; and by this time I had gotten timber, and plank, and +iron-work enough to have built a good boat, if I had known how; and also +I got at several times, and in several pieces, near one hundred weight +of the sheet-lead. + +June 16. Going down to the sea-side, I found a large tortoise or turtle: +this was the first I had seen, which it seems was only my misfortune, +not any defect of the place, or scarcity; for had I happened to be on +the other side of the island, I might have had hundreds of them every +day, as I found afterwards; but perhaps had paid dear enough for them. + +June 17. I spent in cooking the turtle; I found in her threescore eggs; +and her flesh was to me at that time the most savory and pleasant that +ever I tasted in my life, having had no flesh, but of goats and fowls, +since I landed in this horrid place. + +June 18. Rained all day, and I stayed within. I thought at this time the +rain felt cold, and I was something chilly, which I knew was not usual +in that latitude. + +June 19. Very ill, and shivering, as if the weather had been cold. + +June 20. No rest all night, violent pains in my head, and feverish. + +June 21. Very ill, frighted almost to death with the apprehensions of my +sad condition, to be sick, and no help. Prayed to God for the first time +since the storm off Hull, but scarce knew what I said, or why; my +thoughts being all confused. + +June 22. A little better, but under dreadful apprehensions of sickness. + +June 23. Very bad again, cold and shivering, and then a violent headach. + +June 24. Much better. + +June 25. An ague very violent; the fit held me seven hours, cold fit and +hot, with faint sweats after it. + +June 26. Better; and having no victuals to eat, took my gun, but found +myself very weak; however, I killed a she-goat, and with much difficulty +got it home, and broiled some of it, and ate; I would fain have stewed +it, and made some broth, but had no pot. + +June 27. The ague again so violent, that I lay abed all day, and neither +ate or drank. I was ready to perish for thirst, but so weak I had not +strength to stand up, or to get myself any water to drink. Prayed to God +again, but was light-headed; and when I was not I was so ignorant, that +I knew not what to say; only I lay and cried, “Lord look upon me! Lord +pity me! Lord have mercy upon me!” I suppose I did nothing else for two +or three hours, till the fit wearing off, I fell asleep, and did not +wake till far in the night; when I waked, I found myself much refreshed, +but weak, and exceeding thirsty: however, as I had no water in my whole +habitation, I was forced to lie till morning, and went to sleep again. +In this second sleep I had this terrible dream. + +I thought that I was sitting on the ground on the outside of my wall, +where I sat when the storm blew after the earthquake, and that I saw a +man descend from a great black cloud, in a bright flame of fire, and +light upon the ground. He was all over as bright as a flame, so that I +could but just bear to look towards him; his countenance was most +inexpressibly dreadful, impossible for words to describe; when he +stepped upon the ground with his feet I thought the earth trembled, just +as it had done before in the earthquake, and all the air looked to my +apprehension as if it had been filled with flashes of fire. + +He was no sooner landed upon the earth, but he moved forward towards +me, with a long spear or weapon in his hand to kill me; and when he came +to a rising ground, at some distance, he spoke to me, or I heard a voice +so terrible, that it is impossible to express the terror of it; all that +I can say I understood was this, “Seeing all these things have not +brought thee to repentance, now thou shall die:” at which words I +thought he lifted up the spear that was in his hand to kill me. + +No one, that shall ever read this account, will expect that I should be +able to describe the horrors of my soul at this terrible vision; I mean, +that even while it was a dream, I even dreamed of those horrors; nor is +it any more possible to describe the impression that remained upon my +mind, when I awaked, and found it was but a dream. + +I had, alas! no divine knowledge; what I had received by the good +instruction of my father was then worn out by an uninterrupted series, +for eight years, of seafaring wickedness, and a constant conversation +with nothing but such as were, like myself, wicked and profane to the +last degree. I do not remember that I had in all that time one thought +that so much as tended either to looking upwards toward God, or inwards +towards a reflection upon my own ways. But a certain stupidity of soul, +without desire of good, or conscience of evil, had entirely overwhelmed +me, and I was all that the most hardened, unthinking, wicked creature +among our common sailors can be supposed to be, not having the least +sense, either of the fear of God in danger, or of thankfulness to God in +deliverances. + +In the relating what is already past of my story, this will be the more +easily believed, when I shall add, that through all the variety of +miseries that had to this day befallen me, I never had so much as one +thought of it being the hand of God, or that it was a just punishment +for my sin, my rebellious behaviour against my father, or my present +sins, which were great; or so much as a punishment for the general +course of my wicked life. When I was on the desperate expedition on the +desert shores of Africa, I never had so much as one thought of what +would become of me; or one wish to God to direct me whither I should go, +or to keep me from the danger which apparently surrounded me, as well +from voracious creatures as cruel savages: but I was merely thoughtless +of a God, or a Providence, acted like a mere brute from the principles +of nature, and by the dictates of common sense only, and indeed +hardly that. + +When I was delivered, and taken up at sea by the Portugal captain, well +used, and dealt justly and honourably with, as well as charitably, I had +not the least thankfulness on my thoughts. When again I was shipwrecked, +ruined, and in danger of drowning on this island, I was as far from +remorse, or looking on it as a judgment; I only said to myself often, +that I was _an unfortunate dog_, and born to be always miserable. + +It is true, when I got on shore first here, and found all my ship’s crew +drowned, and myself spared, I was surprised with a kind of ecstasy, and +some transports of soul, which, had the grace of God assisted, might +have come up to true thankfulness; but it ended where it begun, in a +mere common flight of joy, or, as I may say, _being glad I was alive_, +without the least reflection upon the distinguishing goodness of the +Hand which had preserved me, and had singled me out to be preserved, +when all the rest were destroyed; or an inquiry why Providence had been +thus merciful to me; even just the same common sort of joy which seamen +generally have, after they have got safe on shore from a shipwreck, +which they drown all in the next bowl of punch, and forget almost as +soon as it is over; and all the rest of my life was like it. + +Even when I was afterwards, on due consideration, made sensible of my +condition, how I was cast on this dreadful place, out of the reach of +human kind, out of all hope of relief, or prospect of redemption, as +soon as I saw but a prospect of living, and that I should not starve +and perish for hunger, all the sense of my affliction wore off, and I +began to be very easy, applied myself to the works proper for my +preservation and supply, and was far enough from being afflicted at my +condition, as a judgment from Heaven, or as the hand of God against me: +these were thoughts which very seldom entered into my head. + +The growing up of the corn, as is hinted in my Journal, had at first +some little influence upon me, and began to affect me with seriousness, +as long as I thought it had something miraculous in it; but as soon as +ever that part of thought was removed, all the impression which was +raised from it wore off also, as I have noted already. + +Even the earthquake, though nothing could be more terrible in its +nature, or more immediately directing to the invisible Power which alone +directs such things; yet no sooner was the first fright over, but the +impression it had made went off also. I had no more sense of God, or his +judgments, much less of the present affliction of my circumstances being +from his hand, than if I had been in the most prosperous condition +of life. + +But now, when I began to be sick, and a leisurely view of the miseries +of death came to place itself before me; when my spirits began to sink +under the burden of a strong distemper, and nature was exhausted with +the violence of the fever; conscience, that had slept so long, began to +awake, and I began to reproach myself with my past life, in which I had +so evidently, by uncommon wickedness, provoked the justice of God to lay +me under uncommon strokes, and to deal with me in so vindictive +a manner. + +These reflections oppressed me from the second or third day of my +distemper, and in the violence, as well of the fever as of the dreadful +reproaches of my conscience, extorted some words from me, like praying +to God, though I cannot say they were either a prayer attended with +desires, or with hopes; it was rather the voice of mere fright and +distress; my thoughts were confused, the convictions great upon my mind, +and the horror of dying in such a miserable condition, raised vapours +into my head with the mere apprehensions; and, in these hurries of my +soul, I knew not what my tongue might express: but it was rather +exclamation, such as, “Lord! what a miserable creature am I! If I should +be sick, I shall certainly die for want of help, and what will become of +me!” Then the tears burst out of my eyes, and I could say no more for a +good while. + +In this interval, the good advice of my father came to my mind; and +presently his prediction, which I mentioned in the beginning of this +story, viz. that if I did take this foolish step, God would not bless +me, and I would have leisure hereafter to reflect upon having neglected +his counsel, when there might be none to assist in my recovery. “Now,” +said I aloud, “my dear father’s words are come to pass: God’s justice +has overtaken me, and I have none to help or hear me: I rejected the +voice of Providence, which had mercifully put me in a posture or station +of life wherein I might have been happy and easy; but I would neither +see it myself, nor learn to know the blessing of it from my parents; I +left them to mourn over my folly, and now I am left to mourn under the +consequences of it: I refused their help and assistance, who would have +lifted me into the world, and would have made every thing easy to me; +and now I have difficulties to struggle with, too great for even nature +itself to support, and no assistance, no help, no comfort, no advice.” +Then I cried out, “Lord be my help, for I am in great distress!” + +This was the first prayer, if I might call it so, that I had made for +many years. But I return to my journal. + +June 28. Having been somewhat refreshed with the sleep I had had, and +the fit being entirely off, I got up: and though the fright and terror +of my dream was very great, yet I considered, that the fit of the ague +would return again the next day, and now was my time to get something to +refresh and support myself when I should be ill; and the first thing I +did, I filled a large square case-bottle with water, and set it upon my +table, in reach of my bed; and to take off the chill or aguish +disposition of the water, I put about a quarter of a pint of rum into +it, and mixed them together; then I got me a piece of the goat’s flesh, +and broiled it on the coals, but could eat very little. I walked about, +but was very weak, and withal very sad and heavy-hearted under a sense +of my miserable condition, dreading the return of my distemper the next +day. At night I made my supper of three of the turtle’s eggs, which I +roasted in the ashes, and ate, as we call it, in the shell; and this was +the first bit of meat I had ever asked God’s blessing to, even, as I +could remember, in my whole life. + +After I had eaten I tried to walk; but found myself so weak, that I +could hardly carry the gun (for I never went out without that): so I +went but a little way, and sat down upon the ground, looking out upon +the sea, which was just before me, and very calm and smooth. As I sat +here, some such thoughts as these occurred to me: + +What is the earth and sea, of which I have seen so much? Whence is it +produced? And what am I, and all the other creatures, wild and tame, +human and brutal? whence are we? + +Sure we are all made by some secret Power, who formed the earth and sea, +the air and sky; and who is that? + +Then it followed, most naturally: it is God that has made it all: well, +but then it came on strangely; if God has made all these things, he +guides and governs them all, and all things that concern them; for the +Being that could make all things, must certainly have power to guide and +direct them. + +If so, nothing can happen in the great circuit of his works, either +without his knowledge or appointment. + +And if nothing happens without his knowledge, he knows that I am here, +and am in a dreadful condition; and if nothing happens without his +appointment, he has appointed all this to befal me. + +Nothing occurred to my thoughts to contradict any of these conclusions; +and therefore it rested upon me with the greater force, that it must +needs be, that God had appointed all this to befal me; that I was +brought to this miserable circumstance by his direction, he having the +sole power, not of me only, but of every thing that happened in the +world. Immediately it followed, + +Why has God done this to me? What have I done to be thus used? + +My conscience presently checked me in that inquiry, as if I had +blasphemed; and methought it spoke to me, like a voice; “Wretch! dost +thou ask what thou hast done? look back upon a dreadful misspent life, +and ask thyself what thou hast not done? ask, why is it that thou wert +not long ago destroyed? why wert thou not drowned in Yarmouth Roads? +killed in the fight when the ship was taken by the Sallee man of war? +devoured by the wild beasts on the coast of Africa? or, drowned here, +when all the crew perished but thyself? Dost thou ask, What have +I done?” + +I was struck with these reflections as one astonished, and had not a +word to say, no, not to answer to myself: but rose up pensive and sad, +walked back to my retreat, and went up over my wall, as if I had been +going to bed; but my thoughts were sadly disturbed, and I had no +inclination to sleep; so I sat down in my chair, and lighted my lamp, +for it began to be dark. Now, as the apprehensions of the return of my +distemper terrified me very much, it occurred to my thought, that the +Brasilians take no physic but their tobacco, for almost all distempers; +and I had a piece of a roll of tobacco in one of the chests, which was +quite cured, and some also that was green, and not quite cured. + +I went, directed by Heaven, no doubt; for in this chest I found a cure +both for soul and body. I opened the chest, and found what I looked +for, viz. the tobacco; and as the few books I had saved lay there too, I +took out one of the Bibles which I mentioned before, and which, to this +time, I had not found leisure, or so much as inclination, to look into; +I say I took it out, and brought both that and the tobacco with me to +the table. + +What use to make of the tobacco I knew not, as to my distemper, or +whether it was good for it or no; but I tried several experiments with +it, as if I was resolved it should hit one way or other: I first took a +piece of a leaf, and chewed it in my mouth, which indeed at first almost +stupified my brain, the tobacco being green and strong, and that I had +not been much used to it; then I took some, and steeped it an hour or +two in some rum, and resolved to take a dose of it when I lay down; and +lastly, I burnt some upon a pan of coals, and held my nose close over +the smoke of it, as long as I could bear it, as well for the heat as the +virtue of it, and I held almost to suffocation. + +In the interval of this operation I took up the Bible, and began to +read; but my head was too much disturbed with the tobacco to bear +reading, at least at that time; only having opened the book casually, +the first words that occurred to me were these: “Call on me in the day +of trouble, and I will deliver, and thou shalt glorify me.” + +The words were very apt to my case, and made some impression upon my +thoughts at the time of reading them, though not so much as they did +afterwards; for as for being delivered, the word had no sound, as I may +say, to me; the thing was so remote, so impossible in my apprehension of +things, that I began to say as the children of Israel did, when they +were promised flesh to eat, “Can God spread a table in the wilderness?” +So I began to say, Can God himself deliver me from this place? And as it +was not for many years that any hope appeared, this prevailed very often +upon my thoughts: but, however, the words made a very great impression +upon me, and I mused upon them very often. It grew now late, and the +tobacco had, as I said, dozed my head so much, that I inclined to sleep; +so that I left my lamp burning in the cave, lest I should want any thing +in the night, and went to bed; but before I lay down, I did what I never +had done in all my life: I kneeled down, and prayed to God to fulfil the +promise to me, that if I called upon him in the day of trouble, he would +deliver me. After my broken and imperfect prayer was over, I drank the +rum in which I had steeped the tobacco, which was so strong and rank of +the tobacco, that indeed I could scarce get it down. Immediately upon +this I went to bed, and I found presently it flew up into my head +violently; but I fell into a sound sleep, and waked no more, till by the +sun it must necessarily be near three o’clock in the afternoon the next +day; nay, to this hour I am partly of the opinion, that I slept all the +next day and night, and till almost three the day after; for otherwise I +knew not how I should lose a day out of my reckoning in the days of the +week, as it appeared some years after I had done; for if I had lost it +by crossing and recrossing the line, I should have lost more than a day; +but in my account it was lost, and I never knew which way. + +Be that however one way or other; when I awaked, I found myself +exceedingly refreshed, and my spirits lively and cheerful; when I got +up, I was stronger than I was the day before, and my stomach better; for +I was hungry; and, in short, I had no fit the next day, but continued +much altered for the better: this was the 29th. + +The 30th was my well day of course, and I went abroad with my gun, but +did not care to travel too far: I killed a sea-fowl or two, something +like a brand goose, and brought them home, but was not very forward to +eat them: so I ate some more of the turtle’s eggs, which were very good. +This evening I renewed the medicine which I had supposed did me good the +day before, viz. the tobacco steeped in rum; only I did not take so +much as before, nor did I chew any of the leaf, or hold my head over the +smoke; however, I was not so well the next day, which was the 1st of +July, as I hoped I should have been; for I had a little spice of the +cold fit, but it was not much. + +July 2. I renewed the medicine all the three ways, and dozed myself with +it at first, and doubled the quantity which I drank. + +July 3. I missed the fit for good and all, though I did not recover my +full strength for some weeks after. While I was thus gathering strength, +my thoughts ran exceedingly upon this scripture, “I will deliver thee;” +and the impossibility of my deliverance lay much upon my mind, in bar of +my ever expecting it: but as I was discouraging myself with such +thoughts, it occurred to my mind, that I pored so much upon my +deliverance from the main affliction, that I disregarded the deliverance +I had received; and I was, as it were, made to ask myself such questions +as these; viz. Have I not been delivered, and wonderfully too, from +sickness? from the most distressed condition that could be, and that was +so frightful to me? and what notice had I taken of it? had I done my +part? _God had delivered me;_ but _I had not glorified him_: that is to +say, I had not owned and been thankful for that as a deliverance; and +how could I expect greater deliverance? + +This touched my heart very much, and immediately I kneeled down, and +gave God thanks aloud, for my recovery from my sickness. + +July 4. In the morning I took the Bible; and, beginning at the New +Testament, I began seriously to read it, and imposed upon myself to read +a while every morning and every night, not tying myself to the number of +chapters, but as long as my thoughts should engage me. It was not long +after I set seriously to this work, but I found my heart more deeply and +sincerely affected with the wickedness of my past life; the impression +of my dream revived, and the words, “All these things have not brought +thee to repentance,” ran seriously in my thoughts: I was earnestly +begging of God to give me repentance, when it happened providentially +the very day, that, reading the Scripture, I came to these words, “He is +exalted a Prince, and a Saviour, to give repentance, and to give +remission.” I threw down the book, and with my heart as well as my hand +lifted up to heaven, in a kind of ecstasy of joy, I cried out aloud, +“Jesus, thou Son of David, Jesus, thou exalted Prince and Saviour, give +me repentance!” + +This was the first time that I could say, in the true sense of the +words, that I prayed in all my life; for now I prayed with a sense of my +condition, and with a true Scripture view of hope, founded on the +encouragement of the word of God; and from this time, I may say, I began +to have hope that God would hear me. + +Now I began to construe the words mentioned above, “Call on me, and I +will deliver thee,” in a different sense from what I had ever done +before; for then I had no notion of any thing being called deliverance, +but my being delivered from the captivity I was in; for though I was +indeed at large in the place, yet the island was certainly a prison to +me, and that in the worst sense in the world; but now I learnt to take +it in another sense. Now I looked back upon my past life with such +horror, and my sins appeared so dreadful, that my soul sought nothing of +God, but deliverance from the load of guilt that bore down all my +comfort. As for my solitary life, it was nothing; I did not so much as +pray to be delivered from it, or think of it; it was all of no +consideration in comparison of this; and I added this part here, to hint +to whoever shall read it, that whenever they come to a true sense of +things, they will find deliverance from sin a much greater blessing than +deliverance from affliction. + +But, leaving this part, I return to my journal. My condition began now +to be, though not less miserable as to my way of living, yet much easier +to my mind; and my thoughts being directed, by a constant reading the +Scripture, and praying to God, to things of a higher nature, I had a +great deal of comfort within, which till now I knew nothing of; also as +my health and strength returned, I bestirred myself to furnish myself +with every thing that I wanted, and make my way of living as regular +as I could. + +From the 4th of July to the 14th, I was chiefly employed in walking +about with my gun in my hand a little and a little at a time, as a man +that was gathering up his strength after a fit of sickness; for it is +hardly to be imagined how low I was, and to what weakness I was reduced. +The application which I made use of was perfectly new, and perhaps what +had never cured an ague before; neither can I recommend it to any one to +practise by this experiment; and though it did carry off the fit, yet it +rather contributed to weaken me; for I had frequent convulsions in my +nerves and limbs for some time. + +I learnt from it also this in particular, that being abroad in the rainy +season was the most pernicious thing to my health that could be, +especially in those rains which came attended with storms and hurricanes +of wind; for as the rain which came in a dry season was always most +accompanied with such storms, so I found this rain was much more +dangerous than the rain which fell in September and October. + +I had been now in this unhappy island above ten months; all possibility +of deliverance from this condition seemed to be entirely taken from me; +and I firmly believed that no human shape had ever set foot upon that +place. Having now secured my habitation, as I thought, fully to my mind, +I had a great desire to make a more perfect discovery of the island, and +to see what other productions I might find, which yet I knew nothing of. + +It was the 15th of July that I began to take a more particular survey of +the island itself. I went up the creek first, where, as I hinted, I +brought my rafts on shore. I found, after I came about two miles up, +that the tide did not flow any higher, and that it was no more than a +little brook of running water, and very fresh and good: but this being +the dry season, there was hardly any water in some parts of it, at least +not enough to run into any stream, so as it could be perceived. + +On the bank of this brook I found many pleasant savannas or meadows, +plain, smooth, and covered with grass; and on the rising parts of them +next to the higher grounds, where the water, as it might be supposed, +never overflowed, I found a great deal of tobacco, green, and growing to +a great and very strong stalk: there were divers other plants which I +had no notion of, or understanding about; and might perhaps have virtues +of their own, which I could not find out. + +I searched for the cassave root, which the Indians in all that climate +make their bread of, but I could find none. I saw large plants of aloes, +but did not then understand them: I saw several sugar-canes, but wild, +and, for want of cultivation, imperfect. I contented myself with these +discoveries for this time, and came back, musing with myself what course +I might take to know the virtue and goodness of any of the fruits or +plants which I should discover, but could bring it to no conclusion; +for, in short, I had made so little observation while I was in the +Brasils, that I knew little of the plants of the field, at least very +little that might serve me to any purpose now in my distress. + +The next day, the 16th, I went up the same way again; and, after going +something farther than I had done the day before, I found the brook and +the savannas began to cease, and the country became more woody than +before. In this part I found different fruits, and particularly I found +melons upon the ground in great abundance, and grapes upon the trees; +the vines had spread indeed over the trees, and the clusters of grapes +were just now in their prime, very ripe and rich. This was a surprising +discovery, and I was exceeding glad of them; but I was warned by my +experience to eat sparingly of them, remembering, that when I was +ashore in Barbary, the eating of grapes killed several of our Englishmen +who were slaves there, by throwing them into fluxes and fevers: but I +found an excellent use for these grapes, and that was to cure or dry +them in the sun, and keep them as dried grapes or raisins are kept, +which I thought would be, as indeed they were, as wholesome, and as +agreeable to eat, when no grapes might be had. + +I spent all that evening there, and went not back to my habitation, +which by the way was the first night, as I might say, I had lain from +home. In the night I took my first contrivance, and got up into a tree, +where I slept well, and the next morning proceeded upon my discovery, +travelling near four miles, as I might judge by the length of the +valley, keeping still due north, with a ridge of hills on the south and +north side of me. + +At the end of this march I came to an opening, where the country seemed +to descend to the west; and a little spring of fresh water, which issued +out of the side of the hill by me, ran the other way, that is, due east; +and the country appeared so fresh, so green, so flourishing, every thing +being in a constant verdure or flourish of spring, that it looked like a +planted garden. + +I descended a little on the side of that delicious valley, surveying it +with a secret kind of pleasure (though mixed with other afflicting +thoughts) to think that this was all my own, that I was king and lord of +all this country indefeasibly, and had a right of possession; and if I +could convey it, I might have it in inheritance, as completely as any +lord of a manor in England. I saw here abundance of cocoa-trees, orange +and lemon, and citron-trees, but all wild, and few bearing any fruit; at +least, not then: however, the green limes that I gathered were not only +pleasant to eat, but very wholesome; and I mixed their juice afterwards +with water, which made it very wholesome, and very cool and refreshing. + +I found now I had business enough to gather and carry home; and resolved +to lay up a store, as well of grapes as limes and lemons, to furnish +myself for the wet season, which I knew was approaching. + +In order to do this I gathered a great heap of grapes in one place, and +a lesser heap in another place, and a great parcel of limes and lemons +in another place; and taking a few of each with me, I travelled +homeward, and resolved to come again, and bring a bag or sack, or what I +could make, to carry the rest home. + +Accordingly, having spent three days in this journey, I came home (so I +must now call my tent, and my cave;) but before I got thither, the +grapes were spoiled; the richness of the fruit, and the weight of the +juice, having broken them, and bruised them, they were good for little +or nothing: as to the limes, they were good, but I could bring but +a few. + +The next day, being the 19th, I went back, having made me two small bags +to bring home my harvest. But I was surprised, when coming to my heap of +grapes, which were so rich and fine when I gathered them, I found them +all spread abroad, trod to pieces, and dragged about, some here, some +there, and abundance eaten and devoured. By this I concluded there were +some wild creatures thereabouts, which had done this; but what they were +I knew not. + +However, as I found there was no laying them up on heaps, and no +carrying them away in a sack, but that one way they would be destroyed, +and the other way they would be crushed with their own weight, I took +another course; for I gathered a large quantity of the grapes, and hung +them upon the out branches of the trees, that they might cure and dry in +the sun; and as for the limes and lemons, I carried as many back as I +could well stand under. + +When I came home from this journey, I contemplated with great pleasure +on the fruitfulness of that valley, and the pleasantness of the +situation, the security from storms on that side of the water, and the +wood; and concluded that I had pitched upon a place to fix my abode, +which was by far the worst part of the country. Upon the whole, I began +to consider of removing my habitation, and to look out for a place +equally safe as where I now was situated, if possible, in that pleasant +fruitful part of the island. + +This thought ran long in my head, and I was exceeding fond of it for +some time, the pleasantness of the place tempting me; but when I came to +a nearer view of it, and to consider that I was now by the sea-side, +where it was at least possible that something might happen to my +advantage, and that the same ill fate that brought me hither might bring +some other unhappy wretches to the same place; and though it was scarce +probable that any such thing should ever happen, yet to enclose myself +among the hills and woods, in the centre of the island, was to +anticipate my bondage, and to render such an affair not only improbable, +but impossible; and that therefore I ought not by any means to remove. + +However, I was so enamoured with this place, that I spent much of my +time there for the whole remaining part of the month of July; and +though, upon second thoughts, I resolved as above, not to remove, yet I +built me a little kind of a bower, and surrounded it at a distance with +a strong fence, being a double hedge, as high as I could reach, well +staked and filled between with brushwood; and here I lay very secure, +sometimes two or three nights together, always going over it with a +ladder, as before; so that I fancied now I had my country house, and my +sea-coast house: and this work took me up the beginning of August. + +I had but newly finished my fence, and began to enjoy my labour, but the +rains came on, and made me stick close to my first habitation; for +though I had made me a tent like the other, with a piece of a sail, and +spread it very well, yet I had not the shelter of a hill to keep me from +storms, nor a cave behind me to retreat into when the rains were +extraordinary. + +About the beginning of August, as I said, I had finished my bower, and +began to enjoy myself. The 3d of August I found the grapes I had hung up +were perfectly dried, and indeed were excellent good raisins of the +sun; so I began to take them down from the trees, and it was very happy +that I did so; for the rains which followed would have spoiled them, and +I had lost the best part of my winter food; for I had above two hundred +large bunches of them. No sooner had I taken them all down, and carried +most of them home to my cave, but it began to rain; and from thence, +which was the 14th of August, it rained more or less every day, till the +middle of October; and sometimes so violently, that I could not stir out +of my cave for several days. + +In this season I was much surprised with the increase of my family: I +had been concerned for the loss of one of my cats, who ran away from me, +or, as I thought, had been dead; and I heard no more tale or tidings of +her, till to my astonishment she came home about the end of August, with +three kittens. This was the more strange to me, because though I had +killed a wild cat, as I called it, with my gun, yet I thought it was a +quite different kind from our European cats; yet the young cats were the +same kind of house breed like the old one; and both my cats being +females, I thought it very strange: but from these three cats I +afterwards came to be so pestered with cats, that I was forced to kill +them like vermin, or wild beasts, and to drive them from my house as +much as possible. + +From the 14th of August to the 26th, incessant rain, so that I could not +stir, and was now very careful not to be much wet. In this confinement I +began to be straitened for food; but venturing out twice, I one day +killed a goat: and the last day, which was the 26th, found a very large +tortoise, which was a treat to me, and my food was regulated thus: I ate +a bunch of raisins for my breakfast, a piece of the goat’s flesh, or of +the turtle, for my dinner, broiled (for, to my great misfortune, I had +no vessel to boil or stew any thing;) and two or three of the turtle’s +eggs for supper. During this confinement in my cover by the rain, I +worked daily two or three hours at enlarging my cave; and, by degrees, +worked it on towards one side, till I came to the outside of the hill, +and made a door or way out, which came beyond my fence or wall; and so I +came in and out this way: but I was not perfectly easy at lying so open; +for as I had managed myself before, I was in a perfect enclosure, +whereas now I thought I lay exposed; and yet I could not perceive that +there was any living thing to fear, the biggest creature that I had seen +upon the island being a goat. + +September the 30th. I was now come to the unhappy anniversary of my +landing: I cast up the notches on my post, and found I had been on shore +three hundred and sixty-five days. I kept this day as a solemn fast, +setting it apart to a religious exercise, prostrating myself to the +ground with the most serious humiliation, confessing myself to God, +acknowledging his righteous judgment upon me, and praying to him to have +mercy on me, through Jesus Christ; and having not tasted the least +refreshment for twelve hours, even till the going down of the sun, I +then ate a biscuit-cake and a bunch of grapes, and went to bed, +finishing the day as I began it. + +I had all this time observed no sabbath-day; for as at first I had no +sense of religion upon my mind, I had after some time omitted to +distinguish the weeks, by making a longer notch than ordinary for the +sabbath-day, and so did not really know what any of the days were; but +now, having cast up the days as before, I found I had been there a year; +so I divided it into weeks, and set apart every seventh day for a +sabbath; though I found at the end of my account I had lost a day or two +of my reckoning. + +A little after this my ink began to fail me, and so I contented myself +to use it more sparingly, and to write down only the most remarkable +events of my life, without continuing a daily memorandum of +other things. + +The rainy season, and the dry season, began now to appear regular to +me, and I learnt to divide them so as to provide for them accordingly. +But I bought all my experience before I had it; and this I am going to +relate, was one of the most discouraging experiments that I made at all. +I have mentioned, that I had saved the few ears of barley and rice which +I had so surprisingly found spring up, as I thought, of themselves, and +believe there were about thirty stalks of rice, and about twenty of +barley: and now I thought it a proper time to sow it after the rains, +the sun being in its southern position going from me. + +Accordingly I dug up a piece of ground, as well as I could, with my +wooden spade, and dividing it into two parts, I sowed my grain; but as I +was sowing, it casually occurred to my thought, that I would not sow it +all at first, because I did not know when was the proper time for it; so +I sowed about two thirds of the seeds, leaving about a handful of each. + +It was a great comfort to me afterwards that I did so; for not one grain +of that I sowed this time came to any thing; for the dry months +following, the earth having had no rain after the seed was sown, it had +no moisture to assist its growth, and never came up at all, till the wet +season had come again, and then it grew as if it had been newly sown. + +Finding my first seed did not grow, which I easily imagined was by the +drought, I sought for a moister piece of ground to make another trial +in; and I dug up a piece of ground near my new bower, and sowed the rest +of my seed in February, a little before the vernal equinox; and this, +having the rainy months of March and April to water it, sprung up very +pleasantly, and yielded a very good crop; but having part of the seed +left only, and not daring to sow all that I had yet, I had but a small +quantity at last, my whole crop not amounting to above half a peck of +each kind. + +But by this experience I was made master of my business, and knew +exactly when the proper season was to sow; and that I might expect two +seed-times, and two harvests, every year. + +While this corn was growing, I made a little discovery, which was of use +to me afterwards. As soon as the rains were over, and the weather began +to settle, which was about the month of November, I made a visit up the +country to my bower, where though I had not been some months, yet I +found all things just as I left them. The circle or double hedge that I +had made, was not only firm and entire, but the stakes which I had cut +off of some trees that grew thereabouts, were all shot out, and grown +with long branches, as much as a willow tree usually shoots the first +year after lopping its head. I could not tell what tree to call it that +these stakes were cut from. I was surprised, and yet very well pleased, +to see the young trees grow; and I pruned them, and led them up to grow +as much alike as I could; and it is scarce credible, how beautiful a +figure they grew into in three years; so that though the hedge made a +circle of about twenty-five yards in diameter, yet the trees, for such I +might now call them, soon covered it; and it was a, complete shade, +sufficient to lodge under all the dry season. + +This made me resolve to cut some more stakes, and make me an hedge like +this in a semicircle round my wall, I mean that of my first dwelling, +which I did; and placing the trees or stakes in a double row, at above +eight yards distance from my first fence, they grew presently, and were +at first a fine cover to my habitation, and afterwards served for a +defence also, as I shall observe in its order. + +I found now, that the seasons of the year might generally be divided, +not into summer and winter, as in Europe, but into the rainy seasons and +the dry seasons, which were generally thus: + + Half February, } Rainy, the sun being then on, or near, + March, } the equinox. + Half April, } + + Half April, } + May, } Dry, the sun being then to the north + June, } of the line. + July, } + Half August, } + + September,} + Half October, } Rain, the sun being then come back. + Half October, } + + November, } + December, } Dry, the sun being then to the south + January, } of the line. + Half February, } + +The rainy season sometimes held longer or shorter, as the winds happened +to blow; but this was the general observation I made. After I had found, +by experience, the ill consequence of being abroad in the rain, I took +care to furnish myself with provision beforehand, that I might not be +obliged to go out; and I sat within doors as much as possible during the +wet months. + +In this time I found much employment, (and very suitable also to the +time) for I found great occasion of many things which I had no way to +furnish myself with, but by hard labour and constant application; +particularly, I tried many ways to make myself a basket; but all the +twigs I could get for the purpose proved so brittle, that they would do +nothing. It proved of excellent advantage to me now, that when I was a +boy I used to take great delight in standing at a basket-maker’s in the +town where my father lived, to see them make their wicker-ware; and +being, as boys usually are, very officious to help, and a great observer +of the manner how they worked those things, and sometimes lent an hand, +I had by this means so full knowledge of the methods of it, that I +wanted nothing but the materials; when it came into my mind, that the +twigs of that tree from whence I cut my stakes that grew, might possibly +be as tough as the sallows, and willows, and osiers, in England; and I +resolved to try. + +Accordingly the next day I went to my country-house, as I called it, and +cutting some of the smaller twigs, I found them to my purpose as much as +I could desire; whereupon I came the next time prepared with an hatchet +to cut down a quantity, which I soon found, for there was a great plenty +of them: these I set up to dry within my circle or hedges; and when they +were fit for use, I carried them to my cave; and here during the next +season I employed myself in making (as well as I could) a great many +baskets, both to carry earth, or to carry or lay up any thing, as I had +occasion; and though I did not finish them very handsomely, yet I made +them sufficiently serviceable for my purpose; and thus afterwards I took +care never to be without them; and as my wicker-ware decayed I made +more; especially I made strong deep baskets to place my corn in, instead +of sacks, when I should come to have any quantity of it. + +Having mastered this difficulty, and employed a world of time about it, +I bestirred myself to see, if possible, how to supply two wants. I had +no vessels to hold any thing that was liquid, except two rundlets, which +were almost full of rum, and some glass bottles, some of the common +size, and others which were case-bottles square, for the holding of +waters, spirits, &c. I had not so much as a pot to boil any thing in, +except a great kettle which I saved out of the ship, and which was too +big for such uses as I desired it for, viz. to make broth, and stew a +bit of meat by itself. The second thing I would fain have had, was a +tobacco-pipe, but it was impossible for me to make one; however, I found +a contrivance for that too at last. + +I employed myself in planting my second rows of stakes of piles, and in +this wicker-work, all the summer, or dry season; when another business +took me up more time than it could be imagined I could spare. + +I mentioned before, that I had a great mind to see the whole island, +and that I had travelled up the brook, and so on to where I built my +bower, and where I had an opening quite to the sea, on the other side of +the island. I now resolved to travel quite across to the sea shore on +that side. So taking my gun and hatchet, and my dog, and a larger +quantity of powder and shot than usual, with two biscuit-cakes and a +great bunch of raisins in my pouch, for my store, I began my journey. +When I had passed the vale where my bower stood, as above, I came within +view of the sea, to the west; and it being a very clear day, I fairly +descried land, whether an island or continent I could not tell; but it +lay very high, extending from the west to the W.S.W. at a very great +distance; by my guess it could not be less than fifteen or twenty +leagues off. + +I could not tell what part of the world this might be, otherwise than +that I knew it must be part of America; and, as I concluded by all my +observations, must be near the Spanish dominions, and perhaps was all +inhabited by savages, where if I should have landed, I had been in a +worse condition than I was now; and therefore I acquiesced in the +dispositions of Providence, which I began now to own, and to believe, +ordered every thing for the best; I say, I quieted my mind with this, +and left afflicting myself with fruitless wishes of being there. + +Besides, after some pause upon this affair, I considered, that if this +land was the Spanish coast, I should certainly, one time or other, see +some vessels pass or repass one way or other; but if not, then it was +the savage coast between the Spanish country and Brasil, which were +indeed the worst of savages; for they are cannibals, or men-eaters, and +fail not to murder and devour all the human bodies that fall into their +hands. With these considerations I walked very leisurely forward. I +found that side of the island where I now was, much pleasanter than +mine, the open or savanna fields sweet, adorned with flowers and grass, +and full of very fine woods. I saw abundance of parrots, and fain would +I have caught one, if possible, to have kept it to be tame, and taught +it to speak to me. I did, after some painstaking, catch a young parrot; +for I knocked it down with a stick, and having recovered it, I brought +it home, but it was some years before I could make him speak. However, +at last I taught him to call me by my name very familiarly: but the +accident that followed, though it be a trifle, will be very diverting in +its place. + +I was exceedingly diverted with this journey: I found in the low +grounds, hares, as I thought them to be, and foxes, but they differed +greatly from all the other kinds I had met with; nor could I satisfy +myself to eat them, though I killed several: but I had no need to be +venturous; for I had no want of food, and of that which was very good +too; especially these three sorts, viz. goats, pigeons, and turtle or +tortoise; which added to my grapes. Leadenhall-market could not have +furnished a better table than I, in proportion to the company: and +though my case was deplorable enough, yet I had great cause for +thankfulness, that I was not driven to any extremities for food; but +rather plenty, even to dainties. + +I never travelled in this journey above two miles outright in a day, or +thereabouts; but I traise this pasteook so many turns and returns, to see what +discoveries I could make, that I came weary enough to the place where I +resolved to sit down for all night; and then either reposed myself in a +tree, or surrounded myself with a row of stakes set upright in the +ground, either from one tree to another, or so as no wild creature could +come at me without waking me. + +As soon as I came to the sea-shore, I was surprised to see that I had +taken up my lot on the worst side of the island; for here indeed the +shore was covered with innumerable turtles, whereas on the other side I +had found but three in a year and an half. Here was also an infinite +number of fowls of many kinds, some of which I had not seen before, and +many of them very good meat; but such as I knew not the names of except +those called penguins. + +I could have shot as many as I pleased, but was very sparing of my +powder and shot: and therefore had more mind to kill a she-goat, if I +could, which I could better feed on: and though there were many goats +here more than on the other side of the island, yet it was with much +more difficulty that I could come near them; the country being flat and +even, and they saw me much sooner than when I was on the hills. + +I confess this side of the country was much pleasanter than mine, but +yet I had not the least inclination to remove; for as I was fixed in my +habitation, it became natural to me, and I seemed all the while I was +here to be, as it were, upon a journey, and from home: however, I +travelled along the shore of the sea towards the east, I suppose, about +twelve miles; and then setting up a great pole upon the shore for a +mark, I concluded I would go home again; and the next journey I took +should be on the other side of the island, east from my dwelling, and so +round, till I came to my post again: of which in its place. + +I took another way to come back than that I went, thinking I could +easily keep all the island so much in my view, that I could not miss +finding my first dwelling by viewing the country; but I found myself +mistaken; for being come about two or three miles, I found myself +descended into a very large valley; but so surrounded with hills, and +those hills covered with woods, that I could not see which was my way by +any direction but that of the sun; nor even then, unless I knew very +well the position of the sun at that time of the day. + +It happened, to my farther misfortune, that the weather proved hazy for +three or four days, while I was in this valley; and not being able to +see the sun, I wandered about very uncomfortably, and at last was +obliged to find out the sea-side, look for my post, and come back the +same way I went; and then by easy journies I turned homeward, the +weather being exceeding hot; and my gun, ammunition, hatchet, and other +things, very heavy. + +In this journey my dog surprised a young kid, and seized upon it; and I +running in to take hold of it, caught it, and saved it alive from the +dog. I had a great mind to bring it home, if I could; for I had often +been musing whether it might not be possible to get a kid or two, and so +raise a breed of tame goats, which might supply me when my powder and +shot should be spent. + +I made a collar for this little creature, and with a string which I made +of some rope-yarn, which I always carried about me, I led him along, +though with some difficulty, till I came to my bower, and there I +enclosed him, and left him; for I was very impatient to be at home, from +whence I had been absent above a month. + +I cannot express what a satisfaction it was to me to come into my old +hutch, and lie down in my hammock-bed: this little wandering journey, +without a settled place of abode, had been so unpleasant to me that my +own house, as I called it to myself, was a perfect settlement to me, +compared to that; and it rendered every thing about me so comfortable, +that I resolved I would never go a great way from it again, while it +should be my lot to stay on the island. + +I reposed myself here a week, to rest and regale myself after my long +journey; during which, most of the time was taken up in the weighty +affair of making a cage for my Pol, who began now to be a mere domestic, +and to be mighty well acquainted with me. Then I began to think of the +poor kid, which I had pent in within my little circle, and resolved to +go and fetch it home, and give it some food; accordingly I went, and +found it where I left it; for indeed it could not get out, but was +almost starved for want of food; I went and cut boughs of trees and +branches of such shrubs as I could find, and threw it over, and having +fed it, I tied it as I did before to lead it away; but it was so tame +with being hungry, that I had no need to have tied it; for it followed +me like a dog; and as I continually fed it, the creature became so +loving, so gentle, and so fond, that it became from that time one of my +domestics also, and would never leave me afterwards. + +The rainy season of the autumnal equinox was now come, and I kept the +30th of September in the same solemn manner as before, being the +anniversary of my landing on the island, having now been there two +years, and no more prospect of being delivered than the first day I came +there. I spent the whole day in humble and thankful acknowledgments of +the many wonderful mercies which my solitary condition was attended +with, and without which it might have been infinitely more miserable. I +gave humble and hearty thanks, that God had been pleased to discover to +me even that it was possible I might be more happy in this solitary +condition than I should have been in a liberty of society, and in all +the pleasures of the world: that he could fully make up to me the +deficiencies of my solitary state, and the want of human society, by his +presence, and the communication of his grace to my soul, supporting, +comforting, and encouraging me to depend upon his providence here, and +hope for his eternal presence hereafter. + +It was now that I began sensibly to feel how much more happy the life I +now led was, with all its miserable circumstances, than the wicked, +cursed, abominable life I led all the past part of my days; and now, +having changed both my sorrows and my joys, my very desires altered, my +affections changed their gust, and my delights were perfectly new from +what they were at first coming, or indeed for the two years past. + +Before, as I walked about, either on my hunting, or for viewing the +country, the anguish of my soul at my condition would break out upon me +on a sudden, and my very heart would die within me, to think of the +woods, the mountains, the deserts I was in; and how I was a prisoner, +locked up with the eternal bars and bolts of the ocean, in an +uninhabited wilderness, without redemption. In the midst of the greatest +composures of my mind, this would break out upon me like a storm, and +made me wring my hands, and weep like a child. Sometimes it would take +me in the middle of my work, and I would immediately sit down and sigh, +and look upon the ground for an hour or two together, and this was still +worse to me; for if I could burst out into tears, or vent myself by +words, it would go off; and the grief, having exhausted itself, +would abate. + +But now I began to exercise myself with new thoughts; I daily read the +word of God, and applied all the comforts of it to my present state. One +morning being very sad, I opened the Bible upon these words, “I will +never, never leave thee, nor forsake thee!” Immediately it occurred, +that these words were to me, why else should they be directed in such a +manner, just at the moment when I was mourning over my condition, as one +forsaken of God and man? “Well then,” said I, “if God does not forsake +me, of what ill consequence can it be, or what matters it, though the +world should all forsake me; seeing, on the other hand, if I had all the +world, and should lose the favour and blessing of God, there would be no +comparison in the loss?” + +From this moment I began to conclude in my mind, that it was possible +for me to be more happy in this forsaken, solitary condition, than it +was probable I should have ever been in any other particular state in +the world; and with this thought I was going to give thanks to God for +bringing me to this place. + +I know not what it was, but something shocked my mind at that thought, +and I durst not speak the words, “How canst thou be such an hypocrite,” +said I, even audibly, “to pretend to be thankful for a condition, which, +however thou mayst endeavour to be contented with, thou wouldst rather +pray heartily to be delivered from?” So I stopped there; but though I +could not say I thanked God for being there, yet I sincerely gave +thanks to God for opening my eyes, by whatever afflicting providences, +to see the former condition, of my life, and to mourn for my wickedness, +and repent. I never opened the Bible, or shut it, but my very soul +within me blessed God for directing my friend in England, without any +order of mine, to pack it up among my goods; and for assisting me +afterwards to save it out of the wreck of the ship. + +Thus, and in this disposition of mind, I began my third year; and though +I have not given the reader the trouble of so particular an account of +my works this year as at the first, yet in general it may be observed, +that I was very seldom idle; having regularly divided my time, according +to the several daily employments that were before me; such as, first, my +duty to God, and reading the Scriptures, which I constantly set apart +some time for, thrice, every day: secondly, the going abroad with my gun +for food, which generally took me up three hours every morning when it +did not rain: thirdly, the ordering, curing, preserving, and cooking +what I had killed or catched for my supply; these took up great part of +the day: also it is to be considered, that in the middle of the day, +when the sun was in the zenith, the violence of the heat was too great +to stir out; so that about four hours in the evening was all the time I +could be supposed to work in; with this exception, that sometimes I +changed my hours of hunting and working, and went to work in the +morning, and abroad with my gun in the afternoon. + +To this short time allowed for labour, I desire may be added the +exceeding laboriousness of my work; the many hours, which for want of +tools, want of help, and want of skill, every thing that I did, took up +out of my time: for example, I was full two-and-forty days making me a +board for a long shelf, which I wanted in my cave; whereas two sawyers, +with their tools and saw-pit, would have cut six of them out of the same +tree in half a day. + +My case was this: it was to be a large tree which was to be cut down, +because my board was to be a broad one. The tree I was three days a +cutting down, and two more cutting off the boughs, and reducing it to a +log, or piece of timber. With inexpressible hacking and hewing I reduced +both the sides of it into chips, till it began to be light enough to +move; then I turned it, and made one side of it smooth and flat, as a +board, from end to end: then turning that side downward, cut the other +side till I brought the plank to be about three inches thick, and smooth +on both sides. Any one may judge the labour of my hands in such a piece +of work; but labour and patience carried me through that and many other +things; I only observe this in particular, to shew the reason why so +much of my time went away with so little work, viz. that what might be a +little to be done with help and tools, was a vast labour, and required a +prodigious time to do alone, and by hand. + +But notwithstanding this, with patience and labour, I went through many +things, and indeed ever thing that my circumstances made necessary for +me to do, as will appear by what follows. + +I was now in the months of November and December, expecting my crop of +barley and rice. The ground I had manured or dug up for them was not +great; for, as I observed, my seed of each, was not above the quantity +of half a peck; for I had lost one whole crop by sowing in the dry +season; but now my crop promised very well, when on a sudden I found I +was in danger of losing it all again by enemies of several sorts, which +it was scarce possible to keep from it; as first, the goats, and wild +creatures which I called hares, which, tasting the sweetness of the +blade, lay in it night and day, as soon as it came up, and ate it so +close, that it could get no time to shoot up into stalks. + +This I saw no remedy for, but by making an enclosure about it with a +hedge, which I did with a great deal of toil; and the more, because it +required a great deal of speed; the creatures daily spoiling my corn. +However, as my arable land was but small, suited to my crop, I got it +totally well fenced in about three weeks time, and shooting some of the +creatures in the day-time, I set my dog to guard it in the night, tying +him up to a stake at the gate, where he would stand and bark all night +long; so in a little time the enemies forsook the place, and the corn +grew very strong and well, and began to ripen apace. + +But as the beasts ruined me before, while my corn was in the blade, so +the birds were as likely to ruin me now, when it was in the ear; for +going along by the place to see how it throve, I saw my little crop +surrounded with fowls of I know not how many sorts, which stood as it +were watching till I should be gone. I immediately let fly among them +(for I always had my gun with me.) I had no sooner shot, but there arose +up a little cloud of fowls, which I had not seen at all, from among the +corn itself. + +This touched me sensibly; for I foresaw, that in a few days they would +devour all my hopes; that I should be starved, and never be able to +raise a crop at all; and what to do I could not tell: however, I +resolved not to lose my corn, if possible, though I should watch it +night and day. In the first place, I went among it to see what damage +was already done, and found they had spoiled a good deal of it; but +that, as it was yet too green for them, the loss was not so great, but +the remainder was like to be a good crop, if it could be saved. + +I stayed by it to load my gun, and then coming away, I could easily see +the thieves sitting upon all the trees about me, as if they only waited +till I was gone away, and the event proved it to be so; for as I walked +off as if I was gone, I was no sooner out of their sight, but they +dropped down one by one into the corn again. I was so provoked, that I +could not have patience to stay till more came on, knowing that every +grain that they ate now was, as it might be said, a peck loaf to me in +the consequence; but coming up to the hedge, I fired again, and killed +three of them. This was what I wished for; so I took them up, and served +them as we serve notorious thieves in England, viz. hanged them in +chains for a terror to others. It is impossible to imagine almost, that +this should have such an effect as it had; for the fowls would not only +not come at the corn, but in short they forsook all that part of the +island, and I could never see a bird near the place as long as my +scarecrows hung there. + +This I was very glad of, you may be sure; and about the latter end of +December, which was our second harvest of the year, I reaped my corn. + +I was sadly put to it for a scythe or a sickle to cut it down, and all I +could do was to make one as well as I could out of one of the +broad-swords, or cutlasses, which I saved among the arms out of the +ship. However, as my crop was but small, I had no great difficulty to +cut it down: in short, I reaped it my way, for I cut nothing off but the +ears, and carried it away in a great basket which I had made, and so +rubbed it out with my hands: and at the end of all my harvesting I +found, that out of my half-peck of seed I had near two bushels of rice, +and above two bushels and a half of barley, that is to say, by my guess, +for I had no measure at that time. + +However, this was a great encouragement to me; and I foresaw, that in +time it would please God to supply me with bread: and yet here I was +perplexed again; for I neither knew how to grind or make meal of my +corn, or indeed how to clean it and part it; nor, if made into meal, how +to make bread of it; and if how to make it, yet. I knew not how to bake +it. These things being added to my desire of having a good quantity for +store, and to secure a constant supply, I resolved not to taste any of +this crop, but to preserve it all for seed against the next season, and +in the meantime to employ all my study and hours of working to +accomplish this great work of providing myself with corn and bread. + +It might be truly said, that I now worked for my bread. It is a little +wonderful, and what I believe few people have thought much upon; viz. +the strange multitude of little things necessary in the providing, +producing, curing, dressing, making, and finishing this one article +of bread. + +I, that was reduced to a mere state of nature, found this to be my daily +discouragement, and was made more and more sensible of it every hour, +even after I got the first handful of seed corn, which, as I have said, +came up unexpectedly, and indeed to a surprise. First, I had no plough +to turn the earth, no spade or shovel to dig it. Well, this I conquered +by making a wooden spade, as I observed before; but this did my work but +in a wooden manner; and though it cost me a great many days to make it, +yet, for want of iron, it not only wore out the sooner, but made my work +the harder, and made it be performed much worse. + +However, this I bore with too, and was content to work it out with +patience, and bear with the badness of the performance. When the corn +was sowed, I had no harrow, but was forced to go over it myself, and +drag a great heavy bough of a tree over it, to scratch the earth, as it +may be called, rather than rake or harrow it. + +When it was growing or grown, I have observed already how many things I +wanted, to fence it, secure it, mow or reap it, cure or carry it home, +thresh, part it from the chaff, and save it. Then I wanted a mill to +grind it, sieves to dress it, yeast and salt to make it into bread, and +an oven to bake it in; and all these things I did without, as shall be +observed; and yet the corn was an inestimable comfort and advantage to +me too; but all this, as I said, made every thing laborious and tedious +to me, but that there was no help for; neither was my time so much loss +to me, because I had divided it; a certain part of it was every day +appointed to these works; and as I resolved to use none of the corn for +bread till I had a greater quantity by me, I had the next six months to +apply myself wholly by labour and invention, to furnish myself with +utensils proper for the performing all the operations necessary for the +making the corn, when I had it, fit for my use. + +But first I was to prepare more land, for I had now seed enough to sow +above an acre of ground. Before I did this, I had a week’s work at least +to make me a spade, which, when it was done, was a very sorry one +indeed, and very heavy, and required double labour to work with it; +however, I went through that, and sowed my seeds in two large flat +pieces of ground, as near my house as I could find them to my mind, and +fenced them in with a good hedge, the stakes of which were all cut off +that wood which I had set before, which I knew would grow; so that in +one year’s time I knew I should have a quick or living hedge, that would +want but little repair. This work was not so little as to take me up +less than three months; because great part of that time was in the wet +season, when I could not go abroad. + +Within-door, that is, when it rained, and I could not go out, I found +employment on the following occasion, always observing, that all the +while I was at work, I diverted myself with talking to my parrot, and +teaching him to speak; and I quickly learnt him to know his own name; at +last, to speak it out pretty loud, Pol; which was the first word I ever +heard spoken in the island by any mouth but my own. This therefore was +not my work, but an assistant to my work; for now, as I said, I had a +great employment upon my hands, as follows: viz. I had long studied, by +some means or other, to make myself some earthen vessels, which indeed I +wanted sorely, but knew not where to come at them: however, considering +the heat of the climate, I did not doubt but, if I could find out any +such clay, I might botch up some such pot as might, being dried by the +sun, be hard enough and strong enough to bear handling, and to hold any +thing that was dry, and required to be kept so; and as this was +necessary in preparing corn, meal, &c. which was the thing I was upon, I +resolved to make some as large as I could, and fit only to stand like +jars to hold what should be put into them. + +It would make the reader pity me, or rather laugh at me, to tell how +many awkward ways I took to raise this paste, what odd misshapen ugly +things I made, how many of them fell in, and how many fell out, the clay +not being stiff enough to bear its own weight; how many cracked by the +over-violent heat of the sun, being set out too hastily; and how many +fell to pieces with only removing, as well before as after they were +dried; and, in a word, how, after having laboured hard to find the clay, +to dig it, to temper it, to bring it home, and work it, I could not make +above two large earthen ugly things, I cannot call them jars, in about +two months labour. + +However, as the sun baked these two very dry and hard, I lifted them +very gently up and set them down again in two great wicker-baskets, +which I had made on purpose for them that they might not break; and, as +between the pot and the basket there was a little room to spare, I +stuffed it full of the rice and barley-straw; and these two pots being +to stand always dry, I thought would hold my dry corn, and perhaps the +meal when the corn was bruised. + +Though I miscarried so much in my design for large pots, yet I made +several smaller things with better success; such as little round pots, +flat dishes, pitchers, and pipkins, and any thing my hand turned to; and +the heat of the sun baked them strangely hard. + +But all this would not answer my end, which was to get an earthen pot to +hold what was liquid, and bear the fire, which none of these could do. +It happened after some time, making a pretty large fire for cooking my +meat, when I went to put it out, after I had done with it, I found a +broken piece of one of my earthenware vessels in the fire, burnt as hard +as a stone, and red as a tile. I was agreeably surprised to see it, and +said to myself, that certainly they might be made to burn whole, if they +would burn broken. + +This set me to study how to order my fire, so as to make it burn me some +pots. I had no notion of a kiln such as the potters burn in, or of +glazing them with lead, though I had some lead to do it with; but I +placed three large pipkins, and two or three pots, in a pile one upon +another, and placed my fire-wood all round it with a great heap of +embers under them: I piled the fire with fresh fuel round the outside, +and upon the top, till I saw the pots in the inside red-hot quite +through, and observed that they did not crack at all: when I saw them +clear red, I let them stand in that heat about five or six hours, till I +found one of them, though it did not crack, did melt or run; for the +sand which was mixed with the clay melted by the violence of the heat, +and would have run into glass, if I had gone on; so I slacked my fire +gradually, till the pots began to abate of the red colour; and watching +them all night that I might not let the fire abate too fast, in the +morning I had three very good, I will not say handsome pipkins, and two +other earthen pots, as hard burnt as could be desired; and one of them +perfectly glazed with the running of the sand. + +After this experiment I need not say that I wanted no sort of +earthenware for my use; but I must needs say, as to the shapes of them, +they were very indifferent, as any one may suppose, when I had no way of +making them, but as the children make dirt-pies, or as a woman would +make pies that never learnt to raise paste. + +No joy at a thing of so mean a nature was ever equal to mine, when I +found I had made an earthen pot that would bear the fire; and I had +hardly patience to stay till they were cold, before I set one upon the +fire again with some water in it, to boil me some meat, which I did +admirably well; and with a piece of a kid I made some very good broth, +though I wanted oatmeal, and several other ingredients requisite to +make it so good as I would have had it. + +My next concern was to get me a stone mortar to stamp or beat some corn +in; for as to the mill, there was no thought of arriving to that +perfection of art with one pair of hands. To supply this want, I was at +a great loss; for of all trades in the world I was as perfectly +unqualified for a stone-cutter, as for any whatever; neither had I any +tools to go about it with. I spent many a day to find out a great stone +big enough to cut hollow, and make fit for a mortar, and could find none +at all except what was in the solid rock, and which I had no way to dig +or cut out; nor indeed were the rocks in the island of hardness +sufficient, but were all of a sandy crumbling stone, which would neither +bear the weight of an heavy pestle, nor would break the corn without +filling it with sand; so, after a great deal of time lost in searching +for a stone, I gave it over, and resolved to look out a great block of +hard wood, which I found indeed much easier; and getting one as big as I +had strength to stir, I rounded it, and formed it on the outside with my +axe and hatchet; and then with the help of fire and infinite labour, +made an hollow place in it, as the Indians in Brasil make their canoes. +After this, I made a great heavy pestle or beater of the wood called the +iron-wood, and this I prepared and laid by against I had my next crop of +corn, when I proposed to myself to grind, or rather pound, my corn or +meal to make my bread. + +My next difficulty was to make a sieve or searce, to dress my meal, and +part it from the bran and the husk, without which I did not see it +possible I could have any bread. This was a most difficult thing, so +much as but to think on; for to be sure I had nothing like the necessary +things to make it with; I mean fine thin canvass, or stuff, to searce +the meal through. And here I was at a full stop for many months; nor did +I really know what to do: linen I had none left but what was mere rags; +I had goat’s hair, but neither knew I how to weave or spin it; and had +I known how, here were no tools to work it with. All the remedy that I +found for this, was, that at last I did remember I had among the +seamen’s clothes which were saved out of the ship, some neckcloths of +calico or muslin; and with some pieces of these I made three small +sieves, but proper enough for the work; and thus I made shift for some +years; how I did afterwards, I shall shew in its place. + +The baking part was the next thing to be considered, and how I should +make bread when I came to have corn; for, first, I had no yeast: as to +that part, there was no supplying the want, so I did not concern myself +much about it. But for an oven, I was indeed in great pain. At length I +found out an experiment for that also, which was this; I made some +earthen vessels very broad, but not deep; that is to say, about two feet +diameter, and not above nine inches deep; these I burnt in the fire, as +I had done the other, and laid them by; and when I wanted to bake, I +made a great fire upon the hearth, which I had paved with some square +tiles of my own making and burning also; but I should not call +them square. + +When the fire-wood was burnt pretty much into embers, or live coals, I +drew them forward upon this hearth, so as to cover it all over; and +there I let them lie, till the hearth was very hot; then sweeping away +all the embers, I set down my loaf, or loaves; and whelming down the +earthen pot upon them, drew the embers all round the outside of the pot, +to keep in, and add to the heat; and thus, as well as in the best oven +in the world, I baked my barley-loaves, and became in a little time a +mere pastry-cook into the bargain; for I made myself several cakes of +the rice, and puddings; indeed I made no pies, neither had I any thing +to put into them, supposing I had, except the flesh either of fowls +or goats. + +It need not be wondered at, if all these things took me up most part of +the third year of my abode here; for it is to be observed, that in the +intervals of these things I had my new harvest and husbandry to manage: +for I reaped my corn in its season, and carried it home as well as I +could, and laid it up in the ear, in my large baskets, till I had time +to rub it out; for I had no floor to thresh it on, or instrument to +thresh it with. + +And now indeed my stock of corn increasing, I really wanted to build my +barns bigger: I wanted a place to lay it up in; for the increase of the +corn now yielded me so much, that I had of the barley about twenty +bushels, and of the rice as much, or more; insomuch that I now resolved +to begin to use it freely, for my bread had been quite gone a great +while; also I resolved to see what quantity would be sufficient for me a +whole year, and to sow but once a year. + +Upon the whole, I found that the forty bushels of barley and rice were +much more than I could consume in a year: so I resolved to sow just the +same quantity every year that I sowed the last, in hopes that such a +quantity would fully provide me with bread, &c. + +All the while these things were doing, you may be sure my thoughts ran +many times upon the prospect of land which I had seen from the other +side of the island; and I was not without secret wishes, that I was on +shore there, fancying that seeing the main land, and an inhabited +country, I might find some way or other to convey myself farther, and +perhaps at last find some means of escape. + +But all this while I made no allowance for the dangers of such a +condition, and how I might fall into the hands of savages, and perhaps +such as I might have reason to think far worse than the lions and tigers +of Africa: that if I once came into their power, I should run an hazard +more than a thousand to one of being killed, and perhaps of being eaten; +for I had heard that the people of the Caribean coasts were cannibals, +or men-eaters; and I knew by the latitude that I could not be far off +from that shore: that, suppose they were not cannibals, yet they might +kill me, as many Europeans who had fallen into their hands had been +served, even when they had been ten or twenty together; much more I that +was but one, and could make little or no defence. All these things, I +say, which I ought to have considered well of, and I did cast up in my +thoughts afterwards, yet took none of my apprehensions at first; and my +head ran mightily upon the thoughts of getting over to that shore. + +Now I wished for my boy Xury, and the long-boat, with the shoulder of +mutton sail, with which I sailed above a thousand miles on the coast of +Africa; but this was in vain. Then I thought I would go and look on our +ship’s boat, which, as I have said, was blown up upon the shore a great +way in the storm, when we were first cast away. She lay almost where she +did at first, but not quite; and was turned by the force of the waves +and the winds almost bottom upwards, against the high ridge of a beachy +rough sand, but no water about her as before. + +If I had had hands to have refitted her, and have launched her into the +water, the boat would have done well enough, and I might have gone back +into the Brasils with her easy enough; but I might have easily foreseen, +that I could no more turn her, and set her upright upon her bottom, than +I could remove the island. However, I went to the wood, and cut levers +and rollers, and brought them to the boat, resolving to try what I could +do; suggesting to myself, that if I could but turn her down, I might +easily repair the damage she had received, and she would be a very good +boat, and I might go to sea in her very easily. + +I spared no pains indeed in this piece of fruitless toil, and spent, I +think, three or four weeks about it; at last finding it impossible to +heave it up with my little strength, I fell to digging away the sand to +undermine it; and so to make it fall down, setting pieces of wood to +thrust and guide it right in the fall. + +But when I had done this, I was unable to stir it up again, or to get +under it, much less to move it forwards towards the water; so I was +forced to give it over: and yet, though I gave over the hopes of the +boat, my desire to venture over for the main increased, rather than +decreased, as the means for it seemed impossible. + +This at length set me upon thinking whether it was not possible to make +myself a canoe or periagua, such as the natives of those climates make, +even without tools, or, as I might say, without hands, viz. of the trunk +of a great tree. This I not only thought possible, but easy: and pleased +myself extremely with my thoughts of making it, and with my having much +more convenience for it than any of the Negroes or Indians; but not at +all considering the particular inconveniences which I lay under more +than the Indians did, viz. want of hands to move it into the water, when +it was made; a difficulty much harder for me to surmount than all the +consequences of want of tools could be to them: for what was it to me, +that when I had chosen a vast tree in the woods, I might with great +trouble cut it down, if after I might be able with my tools to hew and +dub the outside into a proper shape of a boat, and burn or cut out the +inside to make it hollow, so to make a boat of it, if, after all this, I +must leave it just there where I found it, and was not able to launch it +into the water? + +One would have thought I could not have had the least reflection upon my +mind of this circumstance, while I was making this boat, but I should +have immediately thought how I should get it into the sea; but my +thoughts were so intent upon my voyage over the sea in it, that I never +once considered how I should get it off the land; and it was really in +its own nature more easy for me to guide it over forty-five miles of +sea, than about forty-five fathoms of land, where it lay, to set it +afloat in the water. + +I went to work upon this boat the most like a fool that ever man did, +who had any of his senses awake. I pleased myself with the design, +without determining whether I was ever able to undertake it; not but +that the difficulty of launching my boat came often into my head; but I +put a stop to my own inquiries into it by this foolish answer, which I +gave myself; Let me first make it, I’ll warrant I’ll find some way or +other to get it along, when it is done. + +This was a most preposterous method; but the eagerness of my fancy +prevailed, and to work I went, and felled a cedar-tree: I question much +whether Solomon ever had such an one for the building the temple at +Jerusalem; it was five feet ten inches diameter at the lower part next +the stump, and four feet eleven inches diameter at the end of twenty-two +feet, after which it lessened for a while, and then parted into +branches. It was not without infinite labour that I felled this tree: I +was twenty days hacking and hewing at it at the bottom; I was fourteen +more getting the branches and limbs, and the vast spreading head of it, +cut off, which I hacked and hewed through with my axe and hatchet, with +inexpressible labour: after this it cost me a month to shape it, and dub +it to a proportion, and to something like the bottom of a boat, that it +might swim upright as it ought to do. It cost me near three months more +to clear the inside, and work it out so as to make an exact boat of it: +this I did indeed without fire, by mere mallet and chissel, and by the +dint of hard labour; till I had brought it to be a very handsome +periagua, and big enough to have carried six-and-twenty men, and +consequently big enough to have carried me and all my cargo. + +When I had gone through this work, I was extremely delighted with it: +the boat was really much bigger than I ever saw a canoe or periagua, +that was made of one tree, in my life; many a weary stroke it had cost, +you may be sure, for there remained nothing but to get it into the +water; and had I gotten it into the water, I make no question but I +should have begun the maddest voyage, and the most unlikely to be +performed, that ever was undertaken. + +But all my devices to get it into the water failed me, though they cost +infinite labour too; it lay about one hundred yards from the water, and +not more; but the first inconvenience was, it was up hill towards the +creek. Well, to take away this discouragement, I resolved to dig into +the surface of the earth, and so make a declivity; this I began, and it +cost me a prodigious deal of pains: but who grudge pains, that have +their deliverance in view? but when this was worked through, and this +difficulty managed, it was still much at one; for I could no more stir +the canoe, than I could the other boat. + +Then I measured the distance of ground, and resolved to cut a dock, or +canal, to bring the water up to the canoe, seeing I could not bring the +canoe down to the water: well, I began this work, and when I began to +enter into it, and calculated how deep it was to be dug, how broad, how +the stuff to be thrown out, I found, that by the number of hands I had, +being none but my own, it must have been ten or twelve years before I +should have gone through with it; for the shore lay high, so that at the +upper end it must have been at least twenty feet deep: so at length, +though with great reluctancy, I gave this attempt over also. + +This grieved me heartily; and now I saw, though too late, the folly of +beginning a work before we count the cost, and before we judge lightly +of our own strength to go through with it. + +In the middle of this work I finished my fourth year in this place, and +kept my anniversary with the same devotion, and with as much comfort, as +ever before; for by a constant study, and serious application of the +word of God, and by the assistance of his grace, I gained a different +knowledge from what I had before; I entertained different notions of +things; I looked now upon the world as a thing remote; which I had +nothing to do with, no expectation from, and indeed no desires about: in +a word, I had nothing indeed to do with it, nor was ever like to have; +so I thought it looked as we may perhaps look upon it hereafter; viz. as +a place I had lived in, but was come out of it; and well I might say, +as father Abraham to Dives, “Between me and thee there is a great +gulf fixed.” + +In the first place, I was removed from all the wickedness of the world +here: I had neither the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eye, or the +pride of life: I had nothing to covet, for I had all I was now capable +of enjoying; I was lord of the whole manor, or, if I pleased, I might +call myself king or emperor over the whole country which I had +possession of: there were no rivals: I had no competitor, none to +dispute sovereignty or command with me; I might have raised +ship-loadings of corn, but I had no use for it; so I let as little grow +as I thought enough for my occasion: I had tortoises or turtles enough; +but now and then one was as much as I could put to any use: I had timber +enough to have built a fleet of ships; I had grapes enough to have made +wine, or to have cured into raisins, to have loaded that fleet when they +had been built. + +But all I could make use of, was all that was valuable: I had enough to +eat, and to supply my wants, and what was all the rest to me? If I +killed more flesh than I could eat, the dog must eat it, or the vermin; +if I sowed more corn than I could eat, it must be spoiled. The trees +that I cut down were lying to rot on the ground, I could make no more +use of them, than for fuel; and that I had no occasion for, but to +dress my food. + +In a word, the nature and experience of things dictated to me upon just +reflection, that all the good things of this world are no farther good +to us, than as they are for our use: and that whatever we may heap up +indeed to give to others, we enjoy as much as we can use, and no more. +The most covetous griping miser in the world would have been cured of +the vice of covetousness, if he had been in my case; for I possessed +infinitely more than I knew what to do with. I had no room for desire, +except it was of things which I had not, and they were but trifles, +though indeed of great use to me. I had, as I hinted before, a parcel +of money, as well gold as silver, about thirty-six pounds sterling; +alas! there the nasty, sorry, useless stuff lay; I had no manner of +business for it; and I often thought with myself, that I would have +given an handful of it for a gross of tobacco-pipes, or for an hand-mill +to grind my corn; nay, I would have given it all for six-penny-worth of +turnip and carrot seed out of England, or for an handful of peas and +beans, and a bottle of ink: as it was, I had not the least advantage by +it, or benefit from it; but there it lay in a drawer, and grew mouldy +with the damp of the cave, in the wet season; and if I had had the +drawer full of diamonds, it had been the same case; and they had been of +no manner of value to me, because of no use. + +I had now brought my state of life to be much easier in itself than it +was at first, and much easier to my mind, as well as to my body. I +frequently sat down to my meat with thankfulness, and admired the hand +of God’s providence, which had thus spread my table in the wilderness: I +learnt to look more upon the bright side of my condition, and less upon +the dark side; and to consider what I enjoyed, rather than what I +wanted; and this gave me sometimes such secret comforts, that I cannot +express them; and which I take notice of here, to put those discontented +people in mind of it, who cannot enjoy comfortably what God hath given +them, because they see and covet something that he has not given them: +all our discontents about what we want, appeared to me to spring from +the want of thankfulness for what we have. + +Another reflection was of great use to me, and doubtless would be so to +any one that should fall into such distress as mine was; and this was, +to compare my present condition with what I at first expected it should +be; nay, with what it would certainly have been, if the good providence +of God had not wonderfully ordered the ship to be cast up near to the +shore, where I not only could come at her, but could bring what I got +out of her to the shore for my relief and comfort; without which I had +wanted tools to work, weapons for defence, or gunpowder and shot for +getting my food. + +I spent whole hours, I may say whole days, in representing to myself in +the most lively colours, how I must have acted, if I had got nothing out +of the ship; how I could not have so much as got any food, except fish +and turtles; and that, as it was long before I found any of them, I must +have perished first: that I should have lived, if I had not perished, +like a mere savage: that if I had killed a goat or a fowl by any +contrivance, I had no way to flay or open them, or part the flesh from +the skin and the bowels, or to cut it up; but must gnaw it with my +teeth, and pull it with my claws, like a beast. + +These reflections made me very sensible of the goodness of Providence to +me, and very thankful for my present condition, with all its hardships +and misfortunes: and this part also I cannot but recommend to the +reflection of those who are apt in their misery to say, Is any +affliction like mine? Let them consider, how much worse the cases of +some people are, and what their case might have been, if Providence had +thought fit. + +I had another reflection which assisted me also to comfort my mind with +hopes; and this was, comparing my present condition with what I had +deserved, and had therefore reason to expect from the hand of +Providence. I had lived a dreadful life, perfectly destitute of the +knowledge and fear of God: I had been well instructed by father and +mother; neither had they been wanting to me in their early endeavours to +infuse a religious awe of God into my mind, a sense of my duty, and of +what the nature and end of my being required of me. But, alas! falling +early into the seafaring life, which of all the lives is the most +destitute of the fear of God, though his terrors are always before them; +I say, falling early into the seafaring life, and into seafaring +company, all that little sense of religion which I had entertained, was +laughed out of me by my messmates; by an hardened despising of dangers, +and the views of death, which grew habitual to me; by my long absence +from all manner of opportunities to converse with any thing but what was +like myself, or to hear any thing of what was good, or tended +towards it. + +So void was I of every thing that was good, or of the least sense of +what I was, or was to be, that in the greatest deliverance I enjoyed, +such as my escape from Sallee, my being taken up by the Portuguese +master of the ship, my being planted so well in Brasil, my receiving the +cargo from England, and the like, I never once had the words, Thank God, +so much as on my mind, or in my mouth; nor in the greatest distress had +I so much thought as to pray to him; nor so much as to say, Lord, have +mercy upon me! no, not to mention the name of God, unless it was to +swear by, and blaspheme it. + +I had terrible reflections upon my mind for many months, as I have +already observed, on the account of my wicked and hardened life past; +and when I looked about me, and considered what particular providences +had attended me, since my coming into this place, and how God had dealt +bountifully with me; had not only punished me less than my iniquity +deserved, but had so plentifully provided for me; this gave me great +hopes that my repentance was accepted, and that God had yet mercies in +store for me. + +With these reflections I worked my mind up, not only to resignation to +the will of God in the present disposition of my circumstances, but even +to a sincere thankfulness of my condition; and that I, who was yet a +living man, ought not to complain, seeing I had not the due punishment +of my sins; that I enjoyed so many mercies, which I had no reason to +have expected in that place, that I ought never more to repine at my +condition, but to rejoice, and to give daily thanks, for that daily +bread, which nothing but a cloud of wonders could have brought: that I +ought to consider I had been fed even by a miracle, even as great as +that of feeding Elijah by ravens; nay, by a long series of miracles; and +that I could hardly have named a place in the uninhabited part of the +world, where I could have been cast more to my advantage: a place, where +as I had no society, which was my affliction on one hand, so I found no +ravenous beasts, no furious wolves or tigers, to threaten my life; no +venomous creatures, or poisonous, which I might have fed on to my hurt; +no savages to murder and devour me. + +In a word, as my life was a life of sorrow one way, so it was a life of +mercy another; and I wanted nothing to make it a life of comfort, but to +be able to make my sense of God’s goodness to me, and care over me in +this condition, be my daily consolation; and after I made a just +improvement of these things, I went away, and was no more sad. + +I had now been here so long, that many things which I brought on shore +for my help, were either quite gone, or very much wasted, and +near spent. + +My ink, as I observed, had been gone for some time, all but a very +little, which I eked out with water a little and a little, till it was +so pale it scarce left any appearance of black upon the paper: as long +as it lasted, I made use of it to minute down the days of the month on +which any remarkable thing happened to me; and first, by casting up +times past, I remember that there was a strange concurrence of days, in +the various providences which befel me, and which, if I had been +superstitiously inclined to observe days as fatal or fortunate, I might +have had reason to have looked upon with a great deal of curiosity. + +First, I had observed, that the same day that I broke away from my +father and my friends, and ran away to Hull in order to go to sea, the +same day afterwards I was taken by the Sallee man of war, and made +a slave. + +The same day of the year that I escaped out of the wreck of the ship in +Yarmouth Roads, that same day of the year afterwards I made my escape +from Sallee in the boat. + +The same day of the year I was born on, viz. the 20th of September, the +same day I had my life so miraculously saved twenty-six years after, +when I was cast on shore in this island; so that my wicked life, and +solitary life, both began on a day. + +The next thing to my ink’s being wasted, was that of my bread, I mean +the biscuit which I brought out of the ship. This I had husbanded to the +last degree, allowing myself but one cake of bread a day, for above a +year: and yet I was quite without bread for a year before I got any corn +of my own: and great reason I had to be thankful that I had any at all, +the getting it being, as has been already observed, next to miraculous. + +My clothes too began to decay mightily: as to linen, I had none a good +while, except some chequered shirts which I found in the chests of the +other seamen, and which I carefully preserved, because many times I +could bear no other clothes on but a shirt; and it was a very great help +to me, that I had among all the men’s clothes of the ship almost three +dozen of shirts. There were also several thick watch-coats of the +seamen, which were left behind, but they were too hot to wear; and +though it is true, that the weather was so violent hot, that there was +no need of clothes, yet I could not go quite naked; no, though I had +been inclined to it, which I was not; nor could I abide the thought of +it, though I was all alone. + +One reason why I could not go quite naked, was, I could not bear the +heat of the sun so well when quite naked as with some clothes on; nay, +the very heat frequently blistered my skin; whereas, with a shirt on, +the air itself made some motion, and whistling under the shirt, was +twofold cooler than without it: no more could I ever bring myself to go +out in the heat of the sun without a cap or a hat; the heat of the sun +beating with such violence as it does in that place, would give me the +headach presently, by darting so directly on my head, without a cap or +hat on, so that I could not bear it; whereas, if I put on my hat, it +would presently go away. + +Upon these views I began to consider about putting the few rags I had, +which I called clothes, into some order; I had worn out all the +waistcoats I had, and my business was now to try if I could not make +jackets out of the great watch-coats which I had by me, and with such +other materials as I had; so I set to work a-tailoring, or rather indeed +a-botching; for I made most piteous work of it. However, I made shift to +make two or three waistcoats, which I hoped would serve me a great +while; as for breeches or drawers, I made but very sorry shift indeed, +till afterwards. + +I have mentioned that I saved the skins of all the creatures that I +killed, I mean four-footed ones; and I had hung them up stretched out +with sticks in the sun; by which means some of them were so dry and +hard, that they were fit for little; but others, it seems, were very +useful. The first thing I made of these was a great cap for my head, +with the hair on the outside to shoot off the rain; and this I performed +so well, that after this I made a suit of clothes wholly of those skins; +that is to say, a waistcoat and breeches open at the knees, and both +loose; for they were rather wanted to keep me cool, than to keep me +warm. I must not omit to acknowledge, that they were wretchedly made; +for if I was a bad carpenter, I was a worse tailor; however, they were +such as I made a very good shift with; and when I was abroad, if it +happened to rain, the hair of the waistcoat and cap being outmost, I was +kept very dry. + +After this I spent a deal of time and pains to make me an umbrella: I +was indeed in great want of one, and had a great mind to make one: I had +seen them made in the Brasils, where they are very useful in the great +heats which are there; and I felt the heats every jot as great here, and +greater too, being nearer the equinox; besides, as I was obliged to be +much abroad, it was a most useful thing to me, as well for the rains as +the heats. I took a world of pains at it, and was a great while before I +could make any thing likely to hold; nay, after I thought I had hit the +way, I spoiled two or three before I made one to my mind; but at last I +made one that answered indifferently well. The main difficulty I found +was to make it to let down: I could make it to spread; but if it did not +let down too, and draw in, it would not be portable for me any way, but +just over my head, which would not do. However, at last, as I said, I +made one to answer; I covered it with skins, the hair upwards, so that +it cast off the rain like a penthouse, and kept off the sun so +effectually, that I could walk out in the hottest of the weather, with +greater advantage than I could before in the coolest; and when I had no +need of it, I could close it, and carry it under my arm. + +Thus I lived mighty comfortably, my mind being entirely composed by +resigning to the will of God, and throwing myself wholly upon the +disposal of his providence: this made my life better than sociable; for +when I began to regret the want of conversation, I would ask myself, +whether thus conversing mutually with my own thoughts, and, as I hope I +may say, with even my Maker, by ejaculations and petitions, was not +better than the utmost enjoyment of human society in the world? + +I cannot say, that after this, for five years, any extraordinary thing +happened to me; but I lived on in the same course, in the same posture +and place, just as before. The chief thing I was employed in, besides my +yearly labour of planting my barley and rice, and curing my raisins, of +both which I always kept up just enough to have sufficient stock of the +year’s provisions beforehand; I say, besides this yearly labour, and my +daily labour of going out with my gun, I had one labour to make me a +canoe, which at last I finished: so that by digging a canal to it, six +feet wide, and four feet deep, I brought it into the creek, almost half +a mile. As for the first, that was so vastly big, as I made it without +considering beforehand, as I ought to do, how I should be able to launch +it; so never being able to bring it to the water, or bring the water to +it, I was obliged to let it lie where it was, as a memorandum to teach +me to be wiser next time. Indeed the next time, though I could not get a +tree proper for it, and was in a place where I could not get the water +to it, at any less distance than, as I have said, of near half a mile; +yet as I saw it was practicable at last, I never gave it over; and +though I was near two years about it, yet I never grudged my labour, in +hopes of having a boat to go off to sea at last. + +However, though my little periagua was finished, yet the size of it was +not at all answerable to the design which I had in view, when I made the +first; I mean of venturing over to the Terra Firma, where it was above +forty miles broad; accordingly, the smallness of my boat assisted to put +an end to that design, and now I thought no more of it. But as I had a +boat, my next design was to make a tour round the island: for as I had +been on the other side, in one place, crossing, as I have already +described it, over the land, so the discoveries I made in that journey +made me very eager to see the other parts of the coast; and now I had a +boat, I thought of nothing but sailing round the island. + +For this purpose, and that I might do every thing with discretion and +consideration, I fitted up a little mast to my boat, and made a sail to +it out of some of the pieces of the ship’s sails, which lay in store, +and of which I had a great store by me. + +Having fitted my mast and sail, and tried the boat, I found she would +sail very well. Then I made little lockers and boxes at each end of my +boat, to put provisions, necessaries, and ammunition, &c. into, to be +kept dry, either from rain, or the spray of the sea; and a little long +hollow place I cut in the inside of the boat, where I could lay my gun, +making a flap to hang down over it to keep it dry. + +I fixed my umbrella also in a step at the stern, like a mast, to stand +over my head, and keep the heat of the sun off me, like an awning; and +thus I every now and then took a little voyage upon the sea, but never +went far out, nor far from the little creek; but at last, being eager to +view the circumference of my little kingdom, I resolved upon my tour, +and accordingly I victualled my ship for the voyage; putting in two +dozen of my loaves (cakes I should rather call them) of barley-bread; an +earthen pot full of parched rice, a food I ate a great deal of, a little +bottle of rum, half a goat, and powder with shot for killing more, and +two large watch-coats, of those which, as I mentioned before, I had +saved out of the seamen’s chests; these I took, one to lie upon, and the +other to cover me in the night. + +It was the 6th of November, in the sixth year of my reign, or my +captivity, which you please, that I set out on this voyage, and I found +it much longer than I expected; for though the island itself was not +very large, yet when I came to the east side of it, I found a great +ledge of rocks lie out about two leagues into the sea, some above water, +some under it; and beyond this a shoal of sand, lying dry half a league +more; so that I was obliged to go a great way out to sea to double +that point. + +When I first discovered them, I was going to give over my enterprise, +and come back again, not knowing how far it might oblige me to go out to +sea, and above all, doubting how I should get back again; so I came to +an anchor, for I had made me a kind of an anchor with a piece of broken +grappling which I got out of the ship. + +Having secured my boat, I took my gun, and went on shore, climbing up an +hill, which seemed to over-look that point, where I saw the full extent +of it, and resolved to venture. + +In my viewing the sea from that hill where I stood, I perceived a +strong, and indeed a most furious current, which ran to the east, even +came close to the point; and I took the more notice of it, because I +saw there might be some danger, that when I came into it, I might be +carried out to sea by the strength of it, and not be able to make the +island again. And indeed, had I not gotten first upon this hill, I +believe it would have been so; for there was the same current on the +other side of the island, only that it set off at a farther distance; +and I saw there was a strong eddy under the shore; so I had nothing to +do but to get out of the first current, and I should presently be in +an eddy. + +I lay here, however, two days; because the wind blowing pretty fresh (at +E.S.E. and that being just contrary to the said current) made a great +breach of the sea upon the point; so that it was not safe for me to keep +too close to the shore for the breach, nor to go too far off because of +the stream. + +The third day in the morning, the wind having abated over-night, the sea +was calm, and I ventured; but I am a warning-piece again to all rash and +ignorant pilots; for no sooner was I come to the point, when I was not +my boat’s length from the shore, but I found myself in a great depth of +water, and a current like a sluice of a mill. It carried my boat along +with it with such violence, that all I could do could not keep her so +much as on the edge of it: but I found it hurried me farther and farther +out from the eddy, which was on the left hand. There was no wind +stirring to help me, and all that I could do with my paddles signified +nothing; and now I began to give myself over for lost; for, as the +current was on both sides the island, I knew in a few leagues distance +they must join again, and then I was irrecoverably gone; nor did I see +any possibility of avoiding it; so that I had no prospect before me but +of perishing; not by the sea, for that was calm enough, but of starving +for hunger. I had indeed found a tortoise on the shore, as big almost as +I could lift, and had tossed it into the boat; and I had a great jar of +fresh water, that is to say, one of my earthen pots; but what was all +this to being driven into the vast ocean, where, to be sure, there was +no shore, no main land or island, for a thousand leagues at least? + +And now I saw how easy it was for the providence of God to make the most +miserable condition that mankind could be in, worse. Now I looked back +upon my desolate solitary island, as the most pleasant place in the +world, and all the happiness my heart could wish for, was to be there +again: I stretched out my hands to it with eager wishes; “O happy +desert!” said I, “I shall never see thee more! O miserable creature!” +said I, “whither am I going!” Then I reproached myself with my +unthankful temper, and how I had repined at my solitary condition; and +now what would I give to be on shore there again? Thus we never see the +true state of our condition, till it is illustrated to us by its +contraries; nor know how to value what we enjoy, but by the want of it. +It is scarce possible to imagine the consternation I was now in, being +driven from my beloved island (for so it appeared to me now to be) into +the wide ocean, almost two leagues, and in the utmost despair of ever +recovering it again: however, I worked hard, till indeed my strength was +almost exhausted; and kept my boat as much to the northward, that is, +towards the side of the current which the eddy lay on, as possibly I +could; when about noon, as the sun passed the meridian, I thought I felt +a little breeze of wind in my face, springing up from the S.S.E. This +cheered my heart a little, and especially when in about half an hour +more it blew a pretty small gentle gale. By this time I was gotten at a +frightful distance from the island; and, had the least cloud or hazy +weather intervened, I had been undone another way too; for I had no +compass on board, and should never have known how to have steered +towards the island, if I had but once lost sight of it; but the weather +continuing clear, I applied myself to get up my mast again, and spread +my sail, standing away to the north as much as possible, to get out of +the current. + +Just as I had set my mast and sail, and the boat began to stretch away, +I saw even by the clearness of the water, some alteration of the current +was near; where the current was so strong, the water was foul; but +perceiving the water clear, I found the current abate, and presently I +found to the east, at about half a mile, a breach of the sea upon some +rocks: these rocks I found caused the current to part again; and as the +main stress of it ran away more southerly, leaving the rocks to the +north-east, so the other returned by the repulse of the rock, and made a +strong eddy, which ran back again to the north-west with a very +sharp stream. + +They who know what it is to have a reprieve brought to them upon the +ladder, or to be rescued from thieves just going to murder them, or who +have been in such like extremities, may guess what my present surprise +of joy was, and how gladly I put my boat into the stream of this eddy; +and the wind also freshening, how gladly I spread my sail to it, running +cheerfully before the wind, and with a strong tide or eddy under foot. + +This eddy carried me about a league in my way back again directly +towards the island, but about two leagues more towards the northward +than the current lay, which carried me away at first; so that when I +came near the island, I found myself open to the northern shore of it, +that is to say, the other end of the island, opposite to that which I +went out from. + +When I had made something more than a league of way by the help of this +current or eddy, I found it was spent, and served me no farther. However +I found, that being between the two great currents, viz. that on the +south side which had hurried me away, and that on the north which lay +about two leagues on the other side; I say, between these two, in the +west of the island, I found the water at least still, and running no +way; and having still a breeze of wind fair for me, I kept on steering +directly for the island, though not making such fresh way as I +did before. + +About four o’clock in the evening, being then within about a league of +the island, I found the point of the rocks which occasioned this +distance stretching out as is described before, to the southward, and +casting off the current more southwardly, had of course made another +eddy to the north; and this I found very strong, but directly setting +the way my course lay, which was due west, but almost full north. +However, having a fresh gale, I stretched across this eddy slanting +north-west, and in about an hour came within about a mile of the shore, +where, it being smooth water, I soon got to land. + +When I was on shore, I fell on my knees, and gave God thanks for my +deliverance, resolving to lay aside all thoughts of my deliverance by my +boat; and refreshing myself with such things as I had, I brought my boat +close to the shore, in a little cove that I had espied under some trees, +and laid me down to sleep, being quite spent with the labour and fatigue +of the voyage. + +I was now at a great loss which way to get home with my boat; I had run +so much hazard, and knew too much the case to think of attempting it by +the way I went out; and what might be at the other side (I mean the west +side) I knew not, nor had I any mind to run any more ventures; so I only +resolved in the morning to make my way westward along the shore, and to +see if there was no creek where I might lay up my frigate in safety, so +as to have her again if I wanted her. In about three miles, or +thereabouts, coasting the shore, I came to a very good inlet, or bay, +about a mile over, which narrowed till it came to a very little rivulet, +or brook, where I found a convenient harbour for my boat, and where she +lay as if she had been in a little dock made on purpose for her: here I +put in, and having stowed my boat very safe, I went on shore to look +about me, and see where I was. + +I soon found I had but a little passed by the place where I had been +before when I travelled on foot to that shore; so taking nothing out of +my boat but my gun and my umbrella, for it was exceeding hot, I began my +march: the way was comfortable enough after such a voyage as I had been +upon, and I reached my old bower in the evening, where I found every +thing standing as I left it; for I always kept it in good order, being, +as I said before, my country-house. + +I got over the fence, and laid me down in the shade to rest my limbs, +for I was very weary, and fell asleep: but judge you if you can, that +read my story, what a surprise I must be in when I was awaked out of my +sleep by a voice calling me by my name several times, “Robin, Robin, +Robin Crusoe, poor Robin Crusoe! Where are you, Robin Crusoe? Where are +you? Where have you been?” + +I was so dead asleep at first, being fatigued with rowing, or paddling, +as it is called, the first part of the day, and walking the latter part, +that I did not awake thoroughly; and dozing between sleeping and waking, +thought I dreamed that somebody spoke to me: but as the voice continued +to repeat Robin Crusoe, Robin Crusoe; at last I began to awake more +perfectly, and was at first dreadfully frighted, and started up in the +utmost consternation: but no sooner were my eyes open, but I saw my Pol +sitting on the top of the hedge, and immediately knew that this was he +that spoke to me; for just in such bemoaning language I had used to talk +to him, and teach him; and he had learnt it so perfectly, that he would +sit upon my finger, and lay his bill close to my face, and cry, “Poor +Robin Crusoe, where are you? Where have you been? How came you here?” +and such things as I had taught him. + +However, even though I knew it was the parrot, and that indeed it could +be nobody else, it was a good while before I could compose myself. +First, I was amazed how the creature got thither, and then how he should +just keep about the place, and no where else: but as I was well +satisfied it could be nobody but honest Poll, I got it over; and +holding out my Hand, and calling him by his Name Poll, the sociable +Creature came to me, and sat upon my Thumb, as he used to do, and +continued talking to me, Poor Robin Crusoe, and how did I come here? and +where had I been? just as if he had been overjoyed to see me again; and +so I carried him Home along with me. + +I had now had enough of rambling to sea for some time, and had enough to +do for many days to sit still, and reflect upon the danger I had been +in: I would have been very glad to have had my boat again on my side of +the island; but I knew not how it was practicable to get it about as to +the east side of the island, which I had gone round; I knew well enough +there was no venturing that way; my very heart would shrink, and my very +blood run chill but to think of it: and as to the other side of the +island, I did not know how it might be there; but supposing the current +ran with the same force against the shore at the east as it passed by it +on the other, I might run the same risk of being driven down the stream, +and carried by the island, as I had been before, of being carried away +from it; so with these thoughts I contented my self to be without any +boat, though it had been the product of so many months labour to make +it, and of so many more to get it unto the sea. + +In this government of my temper, I remained near a year, lived a very +sedate retired life, as you may well suppose; and my thoughts being very +much composed as to my condition, and fully comforted in resigning my +self to the dispositions of Providence, I thought I lived really very +happily in all things, except that of society. + +I improved my self in this time in all the mechanic exercises which my +necessities put me upon applying my self to, and I believe could, upon +occasion, make a very good carpenter, especially considering how few +tools I had. + +Besides this, I arrived at an unexpected perfection in my earthen ware, +and contrived well enough to make them with a wheel, which I found +infinitely easier and better; because I made things round and shapeable, +which before were filthy things indeed to look on. But I think I was +never more vain of my own performance, or more joyful for any thing I +found out, than for my being able to make a tobacco-pipe. And tho it was +a very ugly clumsy thing, when it was done, and only burnt red like +other earthen ware, yet as it was hard and firm, and would draw the +smoke, I was exceedingly comforted with it, for I had been always used +to smoke, and there were pipes in the ship, but I forgot them at first, +not knowing that there was tobacco in the island; and afterwards, when I +searched the ship again, I could not come at any pipes at all. + +In my wicker ware also I improved much, and made abundance of necessary +baskets, as well as my invention shewed me, tho not very handsome, yet +they were such as were very handy and convenient for my laying things up +in, or fetching things home in. For example, if I killed a goat abroad, +I could hang it up in a tree, flea it, and dress it, and cut it in +pieces, and bring it home in a basket, and the like by a turtle, I could +cut it up, take out the eggs, and a piece or two of the flesh, which was +enough for me, and bring them home in a basket, and leave the rest +behind me. Also large deep baskets were my receivers for my corn, which +I always rubbed out as soon as it was dry, and cured, and kept it in +great baskets. + +I began now to perceive my powder abated considerably, and this was a +want which it was impossible for me to supply, and I began seriously to +consider what I must do when I should have no more powder; that is to +say, how I should do to kill any goat. I had, as is observed in the +third year of my being here, kept a young kid, and bred her up tame, and +I was in hope of getting a he-goat, but I could not by any means bring +it to pass, ’till my kid grew an old goat; and I could never find in my +heart to kill her, till she dyed at last of mere age. + +But being now in the eleventh year of my residence, and, as I have +said, my ammunition growing low, I set myself to study some art to trap +and snare the goats, to see whether I could not catch some of them +alive; and particularly I wanted a she-goat great with young. + +To this purpose I made snares to hamper them; and believe they were more +than once taken in them; but my tackle was not good, for I had no wire, +and always found them broken, and my bait devoured. + +At length I resolved to try a pitfall; so I dug several large pits in +the earth, in places where I had observed the goats used to feed, and +over these pits I placed hurdles of my own making too, with a great +weight upon them; and several times I put ears of barley, and dry rice, +without setting the trap; and I could easily perceive, that the goats +had gone in, and eaten up the corn, that I could see the mark of their +feet: at length, I set three traps in one night, and going the next +morning, I found them all standing, and yet the bait eaten and gone. +This was very discouraging; however, I altered my trap; and, not to +trouble you with particulars, going one morning to see my traps, I found +in one of them a large old he-goat; and, in one of the other, three +kids, a male and two females. + +As to the old one, I knew not what to do with him; he was so fierce I +durst not go into the pit to him; that is to say, to go about to bring +him away alive, which was what I wanted; I could have killed him, but +that was not my business, nor would it answer my end; so I e’en let him +out, and he ran away as if he had been frightened out of his wits; but I +did not then know what I afterwards learnt, that hunger would tame a +lion: if I had let him stay there three or four days without food, and +then have carried him some water to drink, and then a little corn, he +would have been as tame as one of the kids; for they are mighty +sagacious tractable creatures, where they are well used. + +However, for the present I let him go, knowing no better at that time; +then I went to the three kids; and, taking them one by one, I tied them +with strings together; and with some difficulty brought them all home. + +It was a good while before they would feed; but throwing them some sweet +corn, it tempted them, and they began to be tame: and now I found, that +if I expected to supply myself with goat’s flesh, when I had no powder +or shot left, breeding some up tame was my only way, when perhaps I +might have them about my house like a flock of sheep. + +But then it presently occurred to me, that I must keep the tame from the +wild, or else they would always run wild when they grew up; and the only +way for this was to have some enclosed piece of ground, well fenced +either with hedge or pale, to keep them up so effectually, that those +within might not break out, or those without break in. + +This was a great undertaking for one pair of hands; yet as I saw there +was an absolute necessity of doing it, my first piece of work was to +find out a proper piece of ground; viz. where there was likely to be +herbage for them to eat, water for them to drink, and cover to keep them +from the sun. + +Those who understand such enclosures, will think I had very little +contrivance, when I pitched upon a place very proper for all these, +being a plain open piece of meadow-land or savanna (as our people call +it in the western colonies) which had two or three little drills of +fresh water in it, and at one end was very woody; I say they will smile +at my forecast, when I shall tell them I began my enclosing of this +piece of ground in such a manner, that my hedge or pale must have been +at least two miles about; nor was the madness of it so great as to the +compass; for if it was ten miles about, I was like to have time enough +to do it in; but I did not consider; that my goats would be as wild in +so much compass, as if they had had the whole island; and I should have +so much room to chase them in, that I should never catch them. + +My hedge was begun and carried on, I believe, about fifty yards, when +this thought occurred to me; so I presently stopped short, and for the +first beginning I resolved to enclose a piece of about one hundred and +fifty yards in length, and one hundred yards in breadth, which as it +would maintain as many as I should have in any reasonable time, so, as +my flock increased, I could add more ground to my enclosure. + +This was acting with some prudence, and I went to work with courage. I +was about three months hedging in the first piece; and, till I had done +it, I tethered the three kids in the best part of it, and used them to +feed as near me as possible, to make them familiar; and very often I +would go and carry them some ears of barley, or a handful of rice, and +feed them out of my hand; so that after my enclosure was finished, and I +let them loose, they would follow me up and down, bleating after me for +a handful of corn. + +This answered my end, and in about a year and a half I had a flock of +about twelve goats, kids and all; and in two years more I had +three-and-forty, besides several that I took and killed for my food; and +after that I enclosed five several pieces of ground to feed them in, +with little pens to drive them into, to take them as I wanted them; and +gates out of one piece of ground into another. + +But this was not all; for now I not only had goat’s flesh to feed on +when I pleased, but milk too, a thing which indeed in my beginning I did +not so much as think of, and which, when it came into my thoughts, was +really an agreeable surprise; for now I set up my dairy, and had +sometimes a gallon or two of milk in a day. And as nature, who gives +supplies of food to every creature, dictates even naturally how to make +use of it; so I, that never milked a cow, much less a goat, or saw +butter or cheese made, very readily and handily, though after a great +many essays and miscarriages, made me both butter and cheese at last, +and never wanted it afterwards. + +How mercifully can our great Creator treat his creatures, even in those +conditions in which they seemed to be overwhelmed in destruction! How +can he sweeten the bitterest providences, and give us cause to praise +him for dungeons and prisons! What a table was here spread for me in a +wilderness, where I saw nothing at first but to perish for hunger! + +It would have made a stoic smile, to have seen me and my little family +sit down to dinner: there was my majesty, the prince and lord of the +whole island; I had the lives of all my subjects at absolute command; I +could hang, draw, give life and liberty, and take it away, and no rebels +among all my subjects. + +Then to see how like a king I dined too, all alone, attended by my +servants! Pol, as if he had been my favourite, as the only person +permitted to talk to me; my dog, which was now grown very old and crazy, +and found no species to multiply his kind upon, sat always at my right +hand; and two cats, one on one side the table, and one on the other, +expecting now and then a bit from my hand, as a mark of special favour. + +But these were not the two cats which I brought on shore at first; for +they were both of them dead, and had been interred near my habitation by +my own hands; but one of them having multiplied by I know not what kind +of creature, these were two which I preserved tame, whereas the rest ran +wild into the woods, and became indeed troublesome to me at last; for +they would often come into my house, and plunder me too, till at last I +was obliged to shoot them, and did kill a great many: at length they +left me. With this attendance, and in this plentiful manner, I lived; +neither could I be said to want any thing but society, and of that, in +some time after this, I was like to have too much. + +I was something impatient, as I had observed, to have the use of my +boat, though very loath to run any more hazard; and therefore sometimes +I sat contriving ways to get her about the island, and at other times I +sat myself down contented enough without her. But I had a strange +uneasiness in my mind to go down to the point of the island, where, as I +have said in my last ramble, I went up the hill to see how the shore +lay, and how the current set, that I might see what I had to do. This +inclination increased upon me every day, and at length I resolved to +travel thither by land, and following the edge of the shore, I did so; +but had any one in England been to meet such a man as I was, it must +either have frighted them, or raised a great deal of laughter; and as I +frequently stood still to look at myself, I could not but smile at the +notion of my travelling through Yorkshire with such an equipage, and in +such a dress. Be pleased to take a sketch of my figure as follows: + +I had a great high shapeless cap, made of goat’s skin, with a flap +hanging down behind, as well to keep the sun from me, as to shoot the +rain off from running into my neck; nothing being so hurtful in these +climates, as the rain upon the flesh under the clothes. + +I had a short jacket of goat’s skin, the skirts coming down to about the +middle of my thighs; and a pair of open-kneed breeches of the same; the +breeches were made of a skin of an old he-goat, whose hair hung down +such a length on either side, that, like pantaloons, it reached to the +middle of my legs. Stockings and shoes I had none; but I had made me a +pair of something, I scarce knew what to call them, like buskins, to +flap over my legs, and lace on either side like spatterdashes; but of a +most barbarous shape, as indeed were all the rest of my clothes. + +I had on a broad belt of goat’s skin dried, which I drew together with +two thongs of the same, instead of buckles; and in a kind of a frog on +either side of this, instead of a sword and dagger, hung a little saw +and a hatchet; one on one side, one on the other: I had another belt not +so broad, and fastened in the same manner, which hung over my shoulder; +and at the end of it, under my left arm, hung two pouches, both made of +goat’s skin too; in one of which hung my powder, in the other my shot: +at my back I carried my basket, on my shoulder my gun, and over my head +a great clumsy ugly goat’s skin umbrella; but which, after all, was the +most necessary thing I had about me, next to my gun. As for my face, the +colour of it was really not so Mulatto-like as one might expect from a +man not at all careful of it, and living within nine or ten degrees of +the equinox. My beard I had once suffered to grow till it was about a +quarter of a yard long; but as I had both scissars and razors +sufficient, I had cut it pretty short, except what grew on my upper lip, +which I had trimmed into a large pair of Mahometan whiskers, such as I +had seen worn by some Turks whom I saw at Sallee; for the Moors did not +wear such, though the Turks did: of these mustachios, or whiskers, I +will not say they were long enough to hang my hat upon them; but they +were of length and shape monstrous enough, and such as in England would +have passed for frightful. + +But all this is by the by; for as to my figure, I had so few to observe +me, that it was of no manner of consequence; so I say no more to that +part. In this kind of figure I went my new journey, and was out five or +six days. I travelled first along the sea shore, directly to the place +where I first brought my boat to an anchor, to get up upon the rocks; +and, having no boat now to take care of, I went over the land a nearer +way, to the same height that I was upon before; when looking forward to +the point of the rock which lay out, and which I was to double with my +boat, as I said above, I was surprised to see the sea all smooth and +quiet; no rippling, no motion, no current, any more there than in +other places. + +I was at a strange loss to understand this, and resolved to spend some +time in the observing of it, to see if nothing from the sets of the tide +had occasioned it: but I was presently convinced how it was; viz. that +the tide of ebb setting from the west, and joining with the current of +waters from some great river on the shore, must be the occasion of this +current, and that according as the wind blew more forcible from the +west, or from the north, this current came near, or went farther from +the shore; for, waiting thereabouts till evening, I went up to the rock +again, and then the tide of the ebb being made, I plainly saw the +current again as before, only that it ran farther off, being near half a +league from the shore; whereas, in my case, it set close upon the shore, +and hurried me in my canoe along with it, which at another time it would +not have done. + +This observation convinced me, that I had nothing to do but to observe +the ebbing and the flowing of the tide, and I might very easily bring my +boat about the island again: but when I began to think of putting it in +practice, I had such a terror upon my spirits at the remembrance of the +danger I had been in, that I could not think of it again with any +patience; but on the contrary, I took up another resolution, which was +more safe, though more laborious; and this was, that I would build, or +rather make me another periagua, or canoe; and so have one for one side +of the island, and one for the other. + +You are to understand, that now I had, as I may call it, two plantations +in the island; one my little fortification or tent, with the wall about +it under the rock, with the cave behind me, which by this time I had +enlarged into several apartments or caves, one within another. One of +these, which was the driest and largest, and had a door out beyond my +wall or fortification, that is to say, beyond where my wall joined to +the rock, was all filled up with large earthen pots, of which I have +given an account, and with fourteen or fifteen great baskets, which +would hold five or six bushels each, where I laid up my stores of +provision, especially my corn, some in the ear cut off short from the +straw, and the other rubbed out with my hands. + +As for my wall, made as before, with long stakes or piles, those piles +grew all like trees, and were by this time grown so big, and spread so +very much, that there was not the least appearance, to any one’s view, +of any habitation behind them. + +Near this dwelling of mine, but a little farther within the land, and +upon lower ground, lay my two pieces of corn-ground; which I kept duly +cultivated and sowed, and which duly yielded me their harvest in its +season: and whenever I had occasion for more corn, I had more land +adjoining as fit as that. + +Besides this I had my country-seat, and I had now a tolerable plantation +there also; for first, I had my little bower, as I called it, which I +kept in repair; that is to say, I kept the hedge which circled it in +constantly fitted up to its usual height, the ladder standing always in +the inside; I kept the trees, which at first were no more than my +stakes, but were now grown very firm and tall; I kept them always so +cut, that they might spread and grow thick and wild, and make the more +agreeable shade, which they did effectually to my mind. In the middle of +this I had my tent always standing, being a piece of a sail spread over +poles set up for that purpose, and which never wanted any repair or +renewing; and under this I had made me a squab or couch, with the skins +of the creatures I had killed, and with other soft things, and a blanket +laid on them, such as belonged to our sea-bedding, which I had saved, +and a great watch-coat to cover me; and here, whenever I had occasion to +be absent from my chief seat, I took up my country habitation. + +Adjoining to this I had my enclosures for my cattle, that is to say, my +goats: and as I had taken an inconceivable deal of pains to fence and +enclose this ground, I was so uneasy to see it kept entire, lest the +goats should break through, that I never left off, till with infinite +labour I had stuck the outside of the hedge so full of small stakes, and +so near to one another, that it was rather a pale than a hedge, and +there was scarce room to put a hand through between them, which +afterwards, when those stakes grew, as they all did in the next rainy +season, made the enclosure strong, like a wall, indeed stronger than +any wall. + +This will testify for me that I was not idle, and that I spared no pains +to bring to pass whatever appeared necessary for my comfortable support; +for I considered the keeping up a breed of tame creatures thus at my +hand, would be a living magazine of flesh, milk, butter, and cheese, for +me as long as I lived in the place, if it were to be forty years; and +that keeping them in my reach, depended entirely upon my perfecting my +enclosures to such a degree, that I might be sure of keeping them +together; which by this method indeed I so effectually secured, that +when these little stakes began to grow, I had planted them so very +thick, I was forced to pull some of them up again. + +In this place also I had my grapes growing, which I principally depended +on for my winter store of raisins, and which I never failed to preserve +very carefully, as the best and most agreeable dainty of my whole diet; +and indeed they were not agreeable only, but physical, wholesome, +nourishing, and refreshing to the last degree. + +As this was also about half way between my other habitation and the +place where I had laid up my boat, I generally staid and lay here in my +way thither; for I used frequently to visit my boat, and I kept all +things about or belonging to her in very good order: sometimes I went +out in her to divert myself, but no more hazardous voyages would I go, +nor scarce ever above a stone’s cast or two from the shore, I was so +apprehensive of being hurried out of my knowledge again by the currents, +or winds, or any other accident. But now I come to a new scene of +my life. + +It happened one day about noon, going towards my boat, I was exceedingly +surprised with the print of a man’s naked foot on the shore, which was +very plain to be seen in the sand: I stood like one thunder-struck, or +as if I had seen an apparition; I listened, I looked round me, I could +hear nothing, nor see any thing; I went up to a rising ground to look +farther: I went up the shore, and down the shore, but it was all one, I +could see no other impression but that one; I went to it again to see if +there were any more, and to observe if it might not be my fancy; but +there was no room for that, for there was exactly the very print of a +foot, toes, heel, and every part of a foot; how it came thither I knew +not, nor could in the least imagine. But after innumerable fluttering +thoughts, like a man perfectly confused, and out of myself, I came home +to my mortification, not feeling, as we say, the ground I went on, but +terrified to the last degree, looking behind me at every two or three +steps, mistaking every bush and tree, and fancying every stump at a +distance to be a man; nor is it possible to describe how many various +shapes an affrighted imagination represented things to me in; how many +wild ideas were formed every moment in my fancy, and what strange +unaccountable whimsies came into my thoughts by the way. + +When I came to my castle, for so I think I called it ever after this, I +fled into it like one pursued; whether I went over by the ladder, as +first contrived, or went in at the hole in the rock, which I called a +door, I cannot remember; for never frighted hare fled to cover, or fox +to earth, with more terror of mind than I to this retreat. + +I had no sleep that night: the farther I was from the occasion of my +fright, the greater my apprehensions were; which is something contrary +to the nature of such things, and especially to the usual practice of +all creatures in fear. But I was so embarrassed with my own frightful +ideas of the thing, that I formed nothing but dismal imaginations to +myself, even though I was now a great way off it. Sometimes I fancied it +must be the devil; and reason joined in with me upon this supposition. +For how should any other thing in human shape come into the place? Where +was the vessel that brought them? What marks were there of any other +footsteps? And how was it possible a man should come there? But then to +think that Satan should take human shape upon him in such a place where +there could be no manner of occasion for it, but to leave the print of +his foot behind him, and that even for no purpose too (for he could not +be sure I should see it:) this was an amazement the other way: I +considered that the devil might have found out abundance of other ways +to have terrified me, than this of the single print of a foot; that as I +lived quite on the other side of the island, he would never have been so +simple to leave a mark in a place where it was ten thousand to one +whether I should ever see it or not, and in the sand too, which the +first surge of the sea upon an high wind would have defaced entirely. +All this seemed inconsistent with the thing itself, and with all notions +we usually entertain of the subtlety of the devil. + +Abundance of such things as these assisted to argue me out of all +apprehensions of its being the devil. And I presently concluded that it +must be some more dangerous creature; viz. that it must be some of the +savages of the main land over-against me, who had wandered out to sea in +their canoes, and, either driven by the currents, or by contrary winds, +had made the island, and had been on shore, but were gone away again to +sea, being as loath, perhaps, to have staid in this desolate island, as +I would have been to have had them. + +While these reflections were rolling upon my mind, I was very thankful +in my thought, that I was so happy as not to be thereabouts at that +time, or that they did not see my boat, by which they would have +concluded, that some inhabitants had been in the place, and perhaps have +searched farther for me. Then terrible thoughts racked my imaginations +about their having found my boat, and that there were people here; and +that if so, I should certainly have them come again in greater numbers, +and devour me; that if it should happen so that they should not find me, +yet they would find my enclosure, destroy all my corn, carry away all +my flock of tame goats, and I should perish at last for mere want. + +Thus my fear banished all my religious hope; all that former confidence +in God, which was founded upon such wonderful experience as I had had of +his goodness, now vanished; as if he that had fed me by miracle +hitherto, could not preserve by his power the provision which he had +made for me by his goodness. I reproached myself with my uneasiness, +that I would not sow any more corn one year, than would just serve me +till the next season, as if no accident could intervene, to prevent my +enjoying the crop that was upon the ground. And this I thought so just a +reproof, that I resolved for the future to have two or three years corn +beforehand, so that, whatever might come, I might not perish for want +of bread. + +How strange a chequer-work of Providence is the life of man! And by what +secret differing springs are the affections hurried about, as differing +circumstances present! To-day we love what to-morrow we hate; to-day we +seek what to-morrow we shun; to-day we desire what to-morrow we fear; +nay, even tremble at the apprehensions of. This was exemplified in me at +this time in the most lively manner imaginable; for I, whose only +affliction was, that I seemed banished from human society, that I was +alone, circumscribed by the boundless ocean, cut off from mankind, and +condemned to what I call a silent life; that I was as one whom Heaven +thought not worthy to be numbered among the living, or to appear among +the rest of his creatures; that to have seen one of my own species, +would have seemed to me a raising me from death to life, and the +greatest blessing that Heaven itself, next to the supreme blessing of +salvation, could bestow; I say, that I should now tremble at the very +apprehensions of seeing a man, and was ready to sink into the ground, at +but the shadow, or silent appearance of a man’s having set his foot on +the island. + +Such is the uneven state of human life; and it afforded me a great many +curious speculations afterwards, when I had a little recovered my first +surprise: I considered that this was the station of life the infinitely +wise and good providence of God had determined for me; that as I could +not foresee what the ends of divine wisdom might be in all this, so I +was not to dispute his sovereignty, who, as I was his creature, had an +undoubted right by creation to govern and dispose of me absolutely as he +thought fit; and who, as I was a creature who had offended him, had +likewise a judicial right to condemn me to what punishment he thought +fit; and that it was my part to submit to bear his indignation, because +I had sinned against him. + +I then reflected, that God, who was not only righteous, but omnipotent, +as he had thought fit thus to punish and afflict me, so he was able to +deliver me; that if he did not think fit to do it, it was my +unquestioned duty to resign myself absolutely and entirely to his will; +and, on the other hand, it was my duty also to hope in him, pray to him, +and quietly to attend the dictates and directions of his daily +providence. + +These thoughts took me up many hours, days, nay, I may say, weeks and +months; and one particular effect of my cogitations on this occasion I +cannot omit; viz. one morning early, lying in my bed, and filled with +thoughts about my danger from the appearance of savages, I found it +discomposed me very much; upon which those words of the Scripture came +into my thoughts, “Call upon me in the day of trouble, and I will +deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.” + +Upon this, rising cheerfully out of my bed, my heart was not only +comforted, but I was guided and encouraged to pray earnestly to God for +deliverance. When I had done praying, I took up my Bible, and opening it +to read, the first words that presented to me were, “Wait on the Lord, +and be of good cheer, and he shall strengthen thy heart: Wait, I say, on +the Lord.” It is impossible to express the comfort this gave me; and in +return, I thankfully laid down the book, and was no more sad, at least, +not on that occasion. + +In the middle of these cogitations, apprehensions, and reflections, it +came into my thoughts one day, that all this might be a mere chimera of +my own, and that this foot might be the print of my own foot, when I +came on shore from my boat. This cheered me up a little too, and I began +to persuade myself it was all a delusion; that it was nothing else but +my own foot; and why might not I come that way from the boat, as well as +I was going that way to the boat? Again, I considered also, that I could +by no means tell for certain where I had trod, and where I had not; and +that if at last this was only the print of my own foot, I had played the +part of those fools, who strive to make stories of spectres and +apparitions, and then are themselves frighted at them more than any +body else. + +Now I began to take courage, and to peep abroad again; for I had not +stirred out of my castle for three days and nights, so that I began to +starve for provision; for I had little or nothing within doors, but some +barley-cakes and water. Then I knew that my goats wanted to be milked +too, which usually was my evening diversion; and the poor creatures were +in great pain and inconvenience for want of it; and indeed it almost +spoiled some of them, and almost dried up their milk. + +Heartening myself therefore with the belief, that this was nothing but +the print of one of my own feet (and so I might be truly said to start +at my own shadow), I began to go abroad again, and went to my +country-house to milk my flock: but to see with what fear I went +forward, how often I looked behind me, how I was ready, every now and +then, to lay down my basket, and run for my life; it would have made any +one have thought I was haunted with an evil conscience, or that I had +been lately most terribly frighted; and so indeed I had. + +However, as I went down thus two or three days, and having seen nothing, +I began to be a little bolder, and to think there was really nothing in +it but my own imagination; but I could not persuade myself fully of +this, till I should go down to the shore again, and see this print of a +foot, and measure it by my own, and see if there was any similitude or +fitness, that I might be assured it was my own foot. But when I came to +the place first, it appeared evidently to me, that when I laid up my +boat, I could not possibly be on shore any where thereabouts. Secondly, +when I came to measure the mark with my own foot, I found my foot not so +large by a great deal. Both these things filled my head with new +imaginations, and gave me the vapours again to the highest degree; so +that I shook with cold, like one in an ague, and I went home again, +filled with the belief, that some man or men had been on shore there; +or, in short, that the island was inhabited, and I might be surprised +before I was aware; and what course to take for my security, I knew not. + +O what ridiculous resolutions men take, when possessed with fear! It +deprives them of the use of those means which reason offers for their +relief. The first thing I proposed to myself was, to throw down my +enclosures, and turn all my tame cattle wild into the woods, that the +enemy might not find them, and then frequent the island in prospect of +the same, or the like booty; then to the simple thing of digging up my +two corn fields, that they might not find such a grain there, and still +to be prompted to frequent the island; then to demolish my bower and +tent, that they might not see any vestiges of my habitation, and be +prompted to look farther, in order to find out the persons inhabiting. + +These were the subjects of the first night’s cogitation, after I was +come home again, while the apprehensions which had so over-run my mind +were fresh upon me, and my head was full of vapours, as above. Thus fear +of danger is ten thousand times more terrifying than danger itself, when +apparent to the eyes; and, we find the burden of anxiety greater by +much than the evil which we are anxious about; but, which was worse than +all this, I had not that relief in this trouble from the resignation I +used to practise, that I hoped to have. I looked, I thought, like Saul, +who complained not only that the Philistines were upon him, but that God +had forsaken him; for I did not now take due ways to compose my mind, by +crying to God in my distress, and resting upon his providence, as I had +done before, for my defence and deliverance; which if I had done, I had, +at least, been more cheerfully supported under this new surprise, and +perhaps carried through it with more resolution. + +This confusion of my thoughts kept me waking all night; but in the +morning I fell asleep, and having by the amusement of my mind been, as +it were, tired, and my spirits exhausted, I slept very soundly, and I +awaked much better composed than I had ever been before. And now I began +to think sedately; and, upon the utmost debate with myself, I concluded, +that this island, which was so exceeding pleasant, fruitful, and no +farther from the main land than as I had seen, was not so entirely +abandoned as I might imagine: that although there were no stated +inhabitants who lived on the spot; yet that there might sometimes come +boats off from the shore, who either with design, or perhaps never but +when they were driven by cross winds, might come to this place. + +That I had lived here fifteen years now, and had not met with the +least-shadow or figure of any people before; and that if at any time +they should be driven here, it was probable they went away again as soon +as ever they could, seeing they had never thought fit to fix there upon +any occasion, to this time. + +That the most I could suggest any danger from, was, from any such casual +accidental landing of straggling people from the main, who, as it was +likely, if they were driven hither, were here against their wills; so +they made no stay here, but went off again with all possible speed, +seldom staying one night on shore, lest they should not have the help of +the tides and daylight back again; and that therefore I had nothing to +do but to consider of some safe retreat, in case I should see any +savages land upon the spot. + +Now I began sorely to repent that I had dug my cave so large, as to +bring a door through again, which door, as I said, came out beyond where +my fortification joined to the rock. Upon maturely considering this, +therefore, I resolved to draw me a second fortification, in the manner +of a semicircle, at a distance from my wall, just where I had planted a +double row of trees about twelve years before, of which I made mention: +these trees having been planted so thick before, there wanted but a few +piles to be driven between them, that they should be thicker and +stronger, and my wall would be soon finished. + +So that I had now a double wall, and my outer wall was thickened with +pieces of timber, old cables, and every thing I could think of to make +it strong; having in it seven little holes, about as big as I might put +my arm out at. In the inside of this I thickened my wall to about ten +feet thick, continually bringing earth out of my cave, and laying it at +the foot of the wall, and walking upon it; and through the seven holes I +contrived to plant the muskets, of which I took notice that I got seven +on shore out of the ship; these, I say, I planted like my cannon, and +fitted them into frames that held them like a carriage, that so I could +fire all the seven guns in two minutes time. This wall I was many a +weary month in finishing, and yet never thought myself safe till it +was done. + +When this was done, I stuck all the ground without my wall, for a great +way every way, as full with stakes or sticks of the osier-like wood, +which I found so apt to grow, as they could well stand; insomuch that I +believe I might set in near twenty thousand of them, leaving a pretty +large space between them and my wall, that I might have room to see an +enemy, and they might have no shelter from the young trees, if they +attempted to approach my outer wall. + +Thus in two years time I had a thick grove; and in five or six years +time I had a wood before my dwelling, grown so monstrous thick and +strong, that it was indeed perfectly impassable; and no man of what kind +soever would ever imagine that there was any thing beyond it, much less +an habitation: as for the way I proposed myself to go in and out (for I +left no avenue), it was by setting two ladders; one to a part of the +rock which was low, and then broke in, and left room to place another +ladder upon that; so when the two ladders were taken down, no man living +could come down to me without mischiefing himself; and if they had come +down, they were still on the outside of my outer wall. + +Thus I took all the measures human prudence could suggest for my own +preservation; and it will be seen at length, that they were not +altogether without just reason; though I foresaw nothing at that time +more than my mere fear suggested. + +While this was doing, I was not altogether careless of my other affairs; +for I had a great concern upon me for my little herd of goats; they were +not only a present supply to me upon every occasion, and began to be +sufficient for me, without the expense of powder and shot, but also +abated the fatigue of my hunting after the wild ones; and I was loath to +lose the advantage of them, and to have them all to nurse up over again. + +To this purpose, after long consideration, I could think but of two ways +to preserve them: one was to find another convenient place to dig a cave +under ground, and to drive them into it every night; and the other was +to enclose two or three little bits of land, remote from one another, +and as much concealed as I could, where I might keep about half a dozen +young goats in each place; so that if any disaster happened to the flock +in general, I might be able to raise them again with little trouble and +time: and this, though it would require a great deal of time and labour, +I thought was the most rational design. + +Accordingly I spent some time, to find out the most retired parts of the +island; and I pitched upon one, which was as private indeed as my heart +could wish; for it was a little damp piece of ground in the middle of +the hollow and thick woods, where, as is observed, I almost lost myself +once before, endeavouring to come back that way from the eastern part of +the island: here I found a clear piece of land near three acres, so +surrounded with woods, that it was almost an enclosure by nature; at +least it did not want near so much labour to make it so, as the other +pieces of ground I had worked so hard at. + +I immediately went to work with this piece of ground, and in less than a +month’s time I had so fenced it round, that my flock or herd, call it +which you please, which were not so wild now as at first they might be +supposed to be, were well enough secured in it. So without any farther +delay, I removed ten she-goats and two he-goats to this piece; and when +there, I continued to perfect the fence, till I had made it as secure as +the other, which, however, I did at more leisure, and it took me up more +time by a great deal. + +All this labour I was at the expense of, purely from my apprehensions on +the account of the print of a man’s foot which I had seen; for as yet, I +never saw any human creature come near the island, and I had now lived +two years under these uneasinesses, which indeed made my life much less +comfortable than it was before; as may well be imagined, by any who know +what it is to live in the constant snare of the fear of man; and this I +must observe with grief too, that the discomposure of my mind had too +great impressions also upon the religious part of my thoughts; for the +dread and terror of falling into the hands of savages and cannibals lay +so upon my spirits, that I seldom found myself in a due temper for +application to my Maker; at least, not with the sedate calmness and +resignation of soul which I was wont to do. I rather prayed to God as +under great affliction and pressure of mind, surrounded with danger, and +in expectation every night of being murdered and devoured before the +morning; and I must testify from my experience, that a temper of peace, +thankfulness, love, and affection, is much more the proper frame for +prayer than that of terror and discomposure; and that under the dread of +mischief impending, a man is no more fit for a comforting performance of +the duty of praying to God, than he is for repentance on a sick bed; for +these discomposures affect the mind as the others do the body; and the +discomposure of the mind must necessarily be as great a disability as +that of the body, and much greater; praying to God being properly an act +of the mind, not of the body. + +But to go on: after I had thus secured one part of my little living +stock, I went about the whole island, searching for another private +place, to make such another deposit; when wandering more to the west +point of the island than I had ever done yet, and looking out to sea, I +thought I saw a boat upon the sea at a great distance; I had found a +perspective glass or two in one of the seamen’s chests, which I saved +out of our ship; but I had it not about me, and this was so remote, that +I could not tell what to make of it, though I looked at it till my eyes +were not able to look any longer: whether it was a boat, or not, I do +not know; but as I descended from the hill, I could see no more of it, +so I gave it over; only I resolved to go no more without a perspective +glass in my pocket. + +When I was come down the hill, to the end of the island, where indeed I +had never been before, I was presently convinced, that the seeing the +print of a man’s foot, was not such a strange thing in the island as I +imagined; and, but that it was a special providence that I was cast upon +the side of the island where the savages never came, I should easily +have known, that nothing was more frequent than for the canoes from the +main, when, they happened to be a little too far out at sea, to shoot +over to that side of the island for harbour; likewise, as they often +met, and fought in their canoes, the victors, having taken any +prisoners, would bring them over to this shore, where, according to +their dreadful customs, being all cannibals, they would kill and eat +them: of which hereafter. + +When I was come down the hill to the shore, as I said above, being the +S.W. point of the island, I was perfectly confounded and amazed; nor is +it possible for me to express the horror of my mind, at seeing the shore +spread with skulls, hands, feet, and other bones of human bodies; and +particularly I observed a place where there had been a fire made, and a +circle dug in the earth, like a cock-pit, where it is supposed the +savage wretches had sat down to their inhuman feastings upon the bodies +of their fellow-creatures. + +I was so astonished with the sight of these things, that I entertained +no notions of any danger to myself from it, for a long while; all my +apprehensions were buried in the thoughts of such a pitch of inhuman, +hellish brutality, and the horror of the degeneracy of human nature; +which, though I had heard of often, yet I never had so near a view of +before: in short, I turned away my face from the horrid spectacle; my +stomach grew sick, and I was just at the point of fainting, when nature +discharged the disorder from my stomach, and, having vomited with an +uncommon violence, I was a little relieved, but could not bear to stay +in the place a moment; so I got me up the hill again with all the speed +I could, and walked on towards my own habitation. + +When I came a little out of that part of the island, I stood still a +while as amazed; and then recovering myself, I looked up with the utmost +affection of my soul, and, with a flood of tears in my eyes, gave God +thanks, that had cast my first lot in a part of the world where I was +distinguished from such dreadful creatures as these; and that though I +had esteemed my present condition very miserable, had yet given me so +many comforts in it, that I had still more to give thanks for than to +complain of; and this above all, that I had, even in this miserable +condition, been comforted with the knowledge of himself, and the hope of +his blessing, which was a felicity more than sufficiently equivalent to +all the misery which I had suffered, or could suffer. + +In this frame of thankfulness I went home to my castle, and began to be +much easier now, as to the safety of my circumstances, than ever I was +before; for I observed, that these wretches never came to this island in +search of what they could get; perhaps not seeking, not wanting, or not +expecting, any thing here, and having often, no doubt, been up in the +covered woody part of it, without finding any thing to their purpose. I +knew I had been here now almost eighteen years, and never saw the least +footsteps of a human creature there before; and might be here eighteen +more as entirely concealed as I was now, if I did not discover myself to +them, which I had no manner of occasion to do, it being my only business +to keep myself entirely concealed where I was, unless I found a better +sort of creatures than cannibals to make myself known to. + +Yet I entertained such an abhorrence of the savage wretches that I have +been speaking of, and of the wretched inhuman custom of their devouring +and eating one another up, that I continued pensive and sad, and kept +close within my own circle for almost two years after this: when I say +my own circle, I mean by it my three plantations, viz. my castle, my +country-seat, which I called my bower, and my enclosure in the woods; +nor did I look after this for any other use than as an enclosure for my +goats; for the aversion which nature gave me to these hellish wretches +was such, that I was as fearful of seeing them as of seeing, the devil +himself; nor did I so much as go to look after my boat in all this time, +but began rather to think of making me another; for I could not think +of ever making any more attempts to bring the other boat round the +island to me, lest I should meet with some of those creatures at sea, in +which, if I had happened to have fallen into their hands, I knew what +would have been my lot. + +Time, however, and the satisfaction I had, that I was in no danger of +being discovered by these people, began to wear off my uneasiness about +them; and I began to live just in the same composed manner as before; +only with this difference, that I used more caution, and kept my eyes +more about me than I did before, lest I should happen to be seen by any +of them; and particularly, I was more cautious of firing my gun, lest +any of them on the island should happen to hear it; and it was therefore +a very good providence to me, that I had furnished myself with a tame +breed of goats, that I had no need to hunt any more about the woods, or +shoot at them; and if I did catch any more of them after this, it was by +traps and snares, as I had done before; so that for two years after +this, I believe I never fired my gun once off, though I never went out +without it; and, which was more, as I had saved three pistols out of the +ship, I always carried them out with me, or at least two of them, +sticking them in my goat-skin belt: I likewise furbished up one of the +great cutlasses that I had out of the ship, and made me a belt to put it +in also; so that I was now a most formidable fellow to look at when I +went abroad, if you add to the former description of myself, the +particular of two pistols, and a great broad-sword, hanging at my side +in a belt, but without a scabbard. + +Things going on thus, as I have said, for some time, I seemed, excepting +these cautions, to be reduced to my former calm sedate way of living. +All these things tended to shew me more and more how far my condition +was from being miserable, compared to some others; nay, to many other +particulars of life, which it might have pleased God to have made my +lot. It put me upon reflecting, how little repining there would be +among mankind, at any condition of life, if people would rather compare +their condition with those that are worse, in order to be thankful, than +be always comparing them with those which are better, to assist their +murmurings and complainings. + +As in my present condition there were not really many things which I +wanted, so indeed I thought that the frights I had been in about these +savage wretches, and the concern I had been in for my own preservation, +had taken off the edge of my invention for my own conveniences, and I +had dropped a good design, which I had once bent my thoughts upon; and +that was, to try if I could not make some of my barley into malt, and +then try to brew myself some beer: this was really a whimsical thought, +and I reproved myself often for the simplicity of it; for I presently +saw there would be the want of several things necessary to the making my +beer, that it would be impossible for me to supply; as, first, casks to +preserve it in, which was a thing that, as I have observed already, I +could never compass; no, though I spent not many days, but weeks, nay +months, in attempting it, but to no purpose. In the next place, I had no +hops to make it keep, no yeast to make it work, no copper or kettle to +make it boil; and yet, had not all these things intervened, I mean the +frights and terrors I was in about the savages, I had undertaken it, and +perhaps brought it to pass too; for I seldom gave any thing over without +accomplishing it, when I once had it in my head enough to begin it. + +But my invention now ran quite another way; for night and day I could +think of nothing, but how I might destroy some of these monsters in +their cruel bloody entertainment, and, if possible, save the victim they +should bring hither to destroy. It would take up a larger volume than +this whole work is intended to be, to set down all the contrivances I +hatched, or rather brooded upon in my thoughts, for the destroying these +creatures, or at least frightening them, so as to prevent their coming +hither any more; but all was abortive; nothing could be possible to take +effect, unless I was to be there to do it myself; and what could one man +do among them, when perhaps there might be twenty or thirty of them +together, with their darts, or their bows and arrows, with which they +could shoot as true to a mark as I could with my gun? + +Sometimes I contrived to dig a hole under the place where they made +their fire, and put in five or six pounds of gunpowder, which, when they +kindled their fire, would consequently take fire, and blow up all that +was near it; but, as in the first place I should be very loath to waste +so much powder upon them, my store being now within the quantity of a +barrel, so neither could I be sure of its going off at any certain time, +when it might surprise them; and, at best, that it would do little more +than just blow the fire about their ears, and fright them, but not +sufficient to make them forsake the place; so I laid it aside, and then +proposed, that I would place myself in ambush in some convenient place, +with my three guns all double-loaded, and in the middle of their bloody +ceremony let fly at them, when I should be sure to kill or wound perhaps +two or three at every shoot; and then falling in upon them with my three +pistols, and my sword, I made no doubt but that, if there were twenty, I +should kill them all: this fancy pleased my thoughts for some weeks, and +I was so full of it that I often dreamed of it; and sometimes, that I +was just going to let fly at them in my sleep. + +I went so far with it in my indignation, that I employed myself several +days to find out proper places to put myself in ambuscade, as I said, to +watch for them; and I went frequently to the place itself, which was now +grown more familiar to me; and especially while my mind was thus filled +with thoughts of revenge, and of a bloody putting twenty or thirty of +them to the sword, as I may call it; but the horror I had at the place, +and at the signals of the barbarous wretches devouring one another, +abated my malice. + +Well, at length I found a place in the side of the hill, where I was +satisfied I might securely wait till I saw any of the boats coming, and +might then, even before they would be ready to come on shore, convey +myself unseen into thickets of trees, in one of which there was an +hollow large enough to conceal me entirely; and where I might sit, and +observe all their bloody doings, and take my full aim at their heads, +when they were so close together, as that it would be next to impossible +that I should miss my shoot, or that I could fail wounding three or four +of them at the first shoot. + +In this place then I resolved to fix my design; and accordingly I +prepared two muskets and my ordinary fowling-piece. The two muskets I +loaded with a brace of slugs each, and four or five smaller bullets, +about the size of pistol-bullets, and the fowling-piece I loaded with +near an handful of swan-shot, of the largest size; I also loaded my +pistols with about four bullets each: and in this posture, well provided +with ammunition for a second and third charge, I prepared myself for my +expedition. + +After I had thus laid the scheme for my design, and in my imagination +put it in practice, I continually made my tour every morning up to the +top of the hill, which was from my castle, as I called it, about three +miles or more, to see if I could observe any boats upon the sea, coming +near the island, or standing over towards it; but I began to tire of +this hard duty, after I had for two or three months constantly kept my +watch; but came always back without any discovery, there having not in +all that time been the least appearance, not only on or near the shore, +but not on the whole ocean, so far as my eyes or glasses could reach +every way. + +As long as I kept up my daily tour to the hill to look out, so long also +I kept up the vigour of my design, and my spirits seemed to be all the +while in a suitable frame for so outrageous an execution, as the killing +twenty or thirty naked savages for an offence, which I had not at all +entered into a discussion of in my thoughts, any further than my +passions were at first fired by the horror I conceived at the unnatural +custom of the people of that country, who, it seems, had been suffered +by Providence, in his wise disposition of the world, to have no other +guide than that of their own abominable and vitiated passions; and +consequently were left, and perhaps had been for some ages, to act such +horrid things, and receive such dreadful customs, as nothing but nature, +entirely abandoned of Heaven, and actuated by some hellish degeneracy, +could have run them into; but now, when, as I have said, I began to be +weary of the fruitless excursion which I had made so long, and so far, +every morning in vain; so my opinion of the action itself began to +alter, and I began, with cooler and calmer thoughts, to consider what it +was I was going to engage in; what authority or call I had to pretend to +be judge and executioner upon these men as criminals, whom Heaven had +thought fit for so many ages to suffer, unpunished, to go on, and to be, +as it were, the executioners of his judgments upon one another; also, +how far these people were offenders against me, and what right I had to +engage in the quarrel of that blood, which they shed promiscuously one +upon another. I debated this very often with myself thus: How do I know +what God himself judges in this particular case? It is certain these +people do not commit this as a crime; it is not against their own +consciences reproving, or their light reproaching them. They do not know +it to be an offence, and then commit it in defiance of divine justice, +as we do in almost all the sins we commit. They think it no more a crime +to kill a captive taken in war, than we do to kill an ox; nor to eat +human flesh, than we do to eat mutton. + +When I had considered this a little, it followed necessarily, that I was +certainly in the wrong in it; that these people were not murderers in +the sense that I had before condemned them in my thoughts, any more than +those Christians were murderers, who often put to death the prisoners +taken in battle; or more frequently, upon many occasions, put whole +troops of men to the sword, without giving quarter, though they threw +down their arms and submitted. + +In the next place, it occurred to me, that albeit the usage they gave +one another was thus brutish and inhuman, yet it was really nothing to +me: these people had done me no injury: that if they attempted me, or I +saw it necessary for my immediate preservation to fall upon them, +something might be said for it; but that I was yet out of their power, +and they had really no knowledge of me, and consequently no design upon +me; and therefore it could not be just for me to fall upon them: that +this would justify the conduct of the Spaniards, in all their +barbarities practised in America, where they destroyed millions of these +people, who, however they were idolaters and barbarians, and had several +bloody and barbarous rites in these customs, such as sacrificing human +bodies to their idols, were yet, as to the Spaniards, very innocent +people; and that the rooting them out of the country is spoken of with +the utmost abhorrence and detestation, even by the Spaniards themselves, +at this time, and by all other Christian nations of Europe, as a mere +butchery, a bloody and unnatural piece of cruelty, unjustifiable either +to God or man; and such, as for which the very name of a Spaniard is +reckoned to be frightful and terrible to all people of humanity, or of +Christian compassion: as if the kingdom of Spain were particularly +eminent for the product of a race of men, who were without principles of +tenderness, or the common bowels of pity to the miserable, which is +reckoned to be a mark of a generous temper in the mind. + +These considerations really put me to a pause, and to a kind of a full +stop; and I began by little and little to be off of my design, and to +conclude I had taken a wrong measure in my resolutions to attack the +savages; that it was not my business to meddle with them, unless they +first attacked me, and this it was my business, if possible, to prevent; +but that, if I were discovered and attacked, then I knew my duty. + +On the other hand, I argued with myself that this really was the way not +to deliver myself, but entirely to ruin and destroy myself; for unless I +was sure to kill every one that not only should be on shore at that +time, but that should ever come on shore afterwards, if but one of them +escaped to tell their country-people what had happened, they would come +over again by thousands to revenge the death of their fellows; and I +should only bring upon myself a certain destruction, which at present I +had no manner of occasion for. + +Upon the whole, I concluded, that neither in principles nor in policy, I +ought one way or other to concern myself in this affair: that my +business was, by all possible means to conceal myself from them, and not +to leave the least signal to them to guess by, that there were any +living creatures upon the island, I mean of human shape. + +Religion joined in with this prudential, and I was convinced now many +ways that I was perfectly out of my duty, when I was laying all my +bloody schemes for the destruction of innocent creatures, I mean +innocent as to me; as to the crimes they were guilty of towards one +another, I had nothing to do with them; they were national punishments +to make a just retribution for national offences; and to bring public +judgments upon those who offend in a public manner, by such ways as best +please God. + +This appeared so clear to me now, that nothing was a greater +satisfaction to me, than that I had not been suffered to do a thing +which I now saw so much reason to believe would have been no less a sin +than that of wilful murder, if I had committed it; and I gave most +humble thanks on my knees to God, that had thus delivered me from +blood-guiltiness; beseeching him to grant me the protection of his +Providence, that I might not fall into the hands of barbarians; or that +I might not lay my hands upon them, unless I had a more clear call from +Heaven to do it, in defence of my own life. + +In this disposition I continued for near a year after this: and so far +was I from desiring an occasion for falling upon these wretches, that in +all that time I never once went up the hill to see whether there were +any of them in sight, or to know whether any of them had been on shore +there, or not; that I might not be tempted to renew any of my +contrivances against them, or be provoked, by any advantage which might +present itself, to fall upon them; only this I did, I went and removed +my boat, which I had on the other side of the island, and carried it +down to the east end of the whole island, where I ran it into a little +cove which I found under some high rocks, and where I knew, by reason of +the currents, the savages durst not, at least would not, come with their +boats upon any account whatsoever. + +With my boat I carried away every thing that I had left there belonging +to her, though not necessary for the bare going thither; viz. a mast and +sail, which I had made for her, and a thing like an anchor, but indeed +which could not be called either anchor or grappling; however, it was +the best I could make of its kind. All these I removed, that there might +not be the least shadow of any discovery, or any appearance of any boat, +or of any habitation upon the island. + +Besides this, I kept myself, as I said, more retired than ever, and +seldom went from my cell, other than upon my constant employment, viz. +to milk my she-goats, and manage my little flock in the wood, which, as +it was quite on the other part of the island, was quite out of danger: +for certain it is, that these savage people, who sometimes haunted this +island, never came with any thoughts of finding any thing here, and +consequently never wandered off from the coast; and I doubt not but they +might have been several times on shore, after my apprehensions of them +had made me cautious, as well as before; and indeed I looked back with +some horror upon the thoughts of what my condition would have been, if I +had chopped upon them, and been discovered before that, when naked and +unarmed, except with one gun, and that loaded often only with small +shot. I walked every where, peeping and peering about the island, to see +what I could get: what a surprise should I have been in, if, when I +discovered the print of a man’s foot, I had instead of that seen fifteen +or twenty savages, and found them pursuing me, and, by the swiftness of +their running, no possibility of my escaping them! + +The thoughts of this sometimes sunk my very soul within me, and +distressed my mind so much, that I could not soon recover it; to think +what I should have done, and how I not only should not have been able to +resist them, but even should not have had presence of mind enough to do +what I might have done; much less what now, after so much consideration +and preparation, I might be able to do. Indeed, after serious thinking +of these things, I would be very melancholy, and sometimes it would last +a great while; but I resolved it at last all into thankfulness to that +Providence which had delivered me from so many unseen dangers, and had +kept me from those mischiefs, which I could no way have been the agent +in delivering myself from; because I had not the least notion of any +such thing depending, or the least supposition of its being possible. + +This renewed a contemplation, which often had come to my thoughts in +former time, when first I began to see the merciful dispositions of +Heaven, in the dangers we run through in this life; how wonderfully we +are delivered when we know nothing of it: how, when we are in a +quandary, (as we call it) a doubt or hesitation, whether to go this way, +or that way, a secret hint shall direct us this way, when we intended to +go another way; nay, when sense, our own inclination, and perhaps +business, has called to go the other way, yet a strange impression upon +the mind, from we know not what springs, and by we know not what power, +shall over-rule us to go this way; and it shall afterwards appear, that +had we gone that way which we would have gone, and even to our +imagination ought to have gone, we should have been ruined and lost; +upon these, and many like reflections, I afterwards made it a certain +rule with me, that whenever I found those secret hints, or pressings of +my mind, to doing or not doing any thing that presented, or to going +this way or that way, I never failed to obey the secret dictate; though +I knew no other reason for it, than that such a pressure, or such an +hint, hung upon my mind: I could give many examples of the success of +this conduct in the course of my life; but more especially in the latter +part of my inhabiting this unhappy island; besides many occasions which +it is very likely I might have taken notice of, if I had seen with the +same eyes then that I saw with now: but ’tis never too late to be wise; +and I cannot but advise all considering men, whose lives are attended +with such extraordinary incidents as mine, or even though not so +extraordinary, not to slight such secret intimations of Providence, let +them come from what invisible intelligence they will; that I shall not +discuss, and perhaps cannot account for; but certainly they are a proof +of the converse of spirits, and the secret communication between those +embodied, and those unembodied; and such a proof as can never be +withstood: of which I shall have occasion to give some very remarkable +instances, in the remainder of my solitary residence in this +dismal place. + +I believe the reader of this will not think it strange, if I confess +that these anxieties, these constant dangers I lived in, and the concern +that was now upon me, put an end to all invention, and to all the +contrivances that I had laid for my future accommodations and +conveniences. I had the care of my safety more now upon my hands than +that of my food. I cared not to drive a nail, or chop a stick of wood +now, for fear the noise I should make should be heard; much less would I +fire a gun, for the same reason; and, above all, I was very uneasy at +making any fire, lest the smoke, which is visible at a great distance in +the day, should betray me; and for this reason I removed that part of my +business which required fire, such as burning of pots and pipes, &c. +into my new apartment in the wood; where, after I had been some time, I +found, to my unspeakable consolation, a mere natural cave in the earth, +which went in a vast way, and where, I dare say, no savage, had he been +at the mouth of it, would be so hardy as to venture in, nor indeed would +any man else, but one who, like me, wanted nothing so much as a +safe retreat. + +The mouth of this hollow was at the bottom of a great rock, where, by +mere accident, (I would say, if I did not see an abundant reason to +ascribe all such things now to Providence,) I was cutting down some +thick branches of trees to make charcoal; and before I go on, I must +observe the reason of my making this charcoal, which was thus: + +I was afraid of making a smoke about my habitation, as I said before; +and yet I could not live there without baking my bread, cooking my meat, +&c.; so I contrived to burn some wood here, as I had seen done in +England under turf, till it became chark, or dry coal; and then putting +the fire out, I preserved the coal to carry home, and perform the other +services, which fire was wanting for at home, without danger or smoke. + +But this by the by: while I was cutting down some wood here, I perceived +that behind a very thick branch of low brushwood, or underwood, there +was a kind of hollow place: I was curious to look into it, and getting +with difficulty into the mouth of it, I found it was pretty large, that +is to say, sufficient for me to stand upright in it, and perhaps another +with me; but I must confess to you, I made more haste out than I did in, +when, looking further into the place, which was perfectly dark, I saw +two broad shining eyes of some creature, whether devil or man I knew +not, which twinkled like two stars, the dim light from the cave’s mouth +shining directly in and making the reflection. + +However, after some pause, I recovered myself, and began to call myself +a thousand fools, and tell myself, that he that was afraid to see the +devil, was not fit to live twenty years in an island all alone, and that +I durst to believe there was nothing in this cave that was more +frightful than myself: upon this, plucking up my courage, I took up a +large firebrand, and in I rushed again, with the stick flaming in my +hand: I had not gone three steps in, but I was almost as much frightened +as I was before; for I heard a very loud sigh, like that of a man in +some pain; and it was followed by a broken noise, as if of words +half-expressed, and then a deep sigh again: I stepped back, and was +indeed struck with such a surprise, that it put me into a cold sweat; +and if I had had an hat on my head, I will not answer for it that my +hair might not have lifted it off. But still plucking up my spirits as +well as I could, and encouraging myself a little, with considering that +the power and presence of God was every where, and was able to protect +me; upon this I stepped forward again, and by the light of the +firebrand, holding it up a little over my head, I saw lying on the +ground a most monstrous frightful old he-goat, just making his will, as +we say, gasping for life, and dying indeed of a mere old age. + +I stirred him a little to see if I could get him out, and he essayed to +get up, but was not able to raise himself; and I thought with myself, he +might even lie there; for if he had frightened me so, he would certainly +fright, any of the savages, if any of them should be so hardy as to come +in there, while he had any life in him. + +I was now recovered from my surprise, and began to look round me, when I +found the cave was but very small; that is to say, it might be about +twelve feet over, but in no manner of shape, either round or square, no +hands having ever been employed in making it but those of mere nature: I +observed also, that there was a place at the farther side of it that +went in farther, but so low, that it required me to creep upon my hands +and knees to get into it, and whither it went I knew not; so having no +candle, I gave it over for some time, but resolved to come again the +next day, provided with candles and a tinder-box, which I had made of +the lock of one of the muskets, with some wildfire in the pan. + +Accordingly, the next day, I came provided with six large candles of my +own making, for I made very good candles now of goats tallow; and going +into this low place, I was obliged to creep upon all fours, as I have +said, almost ten yards; which, by the way, I thought was a venture bold +enough, considering that I knew not how far it might go, or what was +beyond it. When I was got through the streight, I found the roof rose +higher up, I believe near twenty feet; but never was such a glorious +sight seen in the island, I dare say, as it was, to look round the sides +and roof of this vault or cave. The walls reflected an hundred thousand +lights to me from my two candles; what it was in the rock, whether +diamonds, or any other precious stones, or gold, which I rather supposed +it to be, I knew not. + +The place I was in was a most delightful cavity, or grotto, of its kind, +as could be expected, though perfectly dark; the floor was dry and +level, and had a sort of small loose gravel upon it; so that there was +no nauseous creature to be seen; neither was there any damp or wet on +the sides of the roof: the only difficulty in it was the entrance, +which, however, as it was a place of security, and such a retreat as I +wanted, I thought that was a convenience; so that I was really rejoiced +at the discovery, and resolved, without any delay, to bring some of +those things which I was most anxious about to this place; particularly, +I resolved to bring hither my magazine of powder, and all my spare arms, +viz. two fowling-pieces (for I had three in all) and three muskets; (for +of them I had eight in all) so I kept at my castle only five, which +stood ready mounted, like pieces of cannon, on my utmost fence, and +were ready also to take out upon any expedition. + +Upon this occasion of removing my ammunition, I was obliged to open the +barrel of powder which I took up out of the sea, and which had been wet; +and I found, that the water had penetrated about three or four inches +into the powder on every side, which, caking and growing hard, had +preserved the inside like a kernel in a shell; so that I had near sixty +pounds of very good powder in the centre of the cask; and this was an +agreeable discovery to me at that time; so I carried all away thither, +never keeping above two or three pounds of powder with me in my castle, +for fear of a surprise of any kind; I also carried thither all the lead +I had left for bullets. + +I fancied myself now like one of the ancient giants, which were said to +live in caves and holes in the rocks, where none could come at them; for +I persuaded myself while I was here, if five hundred savages were to +hunt me, they could never find me out; or if they did, they would not +venture to attack me here. + +The old goat, which I found expiring, died in the mouth of the cave the +next day after I made this discovery; and I found it much easier to dig +a great hole there, and throw him in, and cover him with earth, than to +drag him out: so I interred him there, to prevent offence to my nose. + +I was now in my twenty-third year of residence in this island, and was +so naturalized to the place, and to the manner of living, that could I +have but enjoyed the certainty that no savages would come to the place +to disturb me, I could have been content to have capitulated for +spending the rest of my time there, even to the last moment, till I had +laid me down and died, like the old goat, in the cave: I had also +arrived to some little diversions and amusements, which made the time +pass more pleasantly with me a great deal than it did before; as, first, +I had taught my Pol, as I noted before, to speak; and he did it so +familiarly, and talked so articulately and plain, that it was very +pleasant to me; and he lived with me no less than six-and-twenty years: +how long he might live afterwards I knew not; though I know they have a +notion in the Brasils, that they live an hundred years; perhaps some of +my Polls may be alive there still, calling after poor Robin Crusoe to +this day; I wish no Englishman the ill luck to come there and hear them; +but if he did, he would certainly believe it was the devil. My dog was a +very pleasant and loving companion to me for no less than sixteen years +of my time, and then died of mere old age; as for my cats, they +multiplied, as I have observed, to that degree, that I was obliged to +shoot several of them at first, to keep them from devouring me, and all +I had; but at length, when the two old ones I brought with me were gone, +and after some time continually driving them from me, and letting them +have no provision with me, they all ran wild into the woods, except two +or three favourites, which I kept tame, and whose young, when they had +any, I always drowned, and these were part of my family: besides these, +I always kept two or three household kids about me, which I taught to +feed out of my hand; and I had also more parrots which talked pretty +well, and would all call Robin Crusoe, but none like my first; nor, +indeed, did I take the pains with any of them that I had done with him: +I had also several tame sea-fowls, whose names I know not, which I +caught upon the shore, and cut their wings; and the little stakes, which +I had planted before my castle wall, being now grown up to a good thick +grove, these fowls all lived among these low trees, and bred there, +which was very agreeable to me; so that, as I said above, I began to be +very well contented with the life I led, if it might but have been +secured from the dread of savages. + +But it was otherwise directed; and it might not be amiss for all people +who shall meet with my story to make this just observation from it, viz. +How frequently, in the course of our lives, the evil, which in itself +we seek most to shun, and which, when we are fallen into, is the most +dreadful to us, is oftentimes the very means or door of our deliverance, +by which alone we can be raised again from the affliction we are fallen +into. I could give many examples of this in the course of my +unaccountable life; but in nothing was it more particularly remarkable, +than in the circumstances of my last years of solitary residence in +this island. + +It was now the month of December, as I said above, in my twenty-third +year; and this being the southern solstice, for winter I cannot call it, +was the particular time of my harvest, and required my being pretty much +abroad in the fields; when going out pretty early in the morning, even +before it was thorough daylight, I was surprised with seeing a light of +some fire upon the shore, at a distance from me of about two miles, +towards the end of the island, where I had observed some savages had +been, as before; but not on the other side; but, to my great affliction, +it was on my side of the island. + +I was indeed terribly surprised at the sight, and stopped short within +my grove, not daring to go out, lest I might be surprised; and yet I had +no more peace within, from the apprehensions I had, that if these +savages, in rambling over the island, should find my corn standing, or +cut, or any of my works and improvements, they would immediately +conclude that there were people in the place, and would then never give +over till they found me out. In this extremity I went back directly to +my castle, pulled up the ladder after me, having made all things without +look as wild and natural as I could. + +Then I prepared myself within, putting myself in a posture of defence; I +loaded all my cannon, as I called them, that is to say, my muskets, +which were mounted upon my new fortification, and all my pistols, and +resolved to defend myself to the last gasp; not forgetting seriously to +recommend myself to the divine protection, and earnestly to pray to God +to deliver me out of the hands of the barbarians; and in this posture I +continued about two hours, but began to be mighty impatient for +intelligence abroad, for I had no spies to send out. + +After sitting awhile longer, and musing what I should do in this case, I +was not able to bear sitting in ignorance longer; so setting up my +ladder to the side of the hill, where there was a flat place, as I +observed before, and then pulling the ladder up after me, I set it up +again, and mounted to the top of the hill; and pulling out my +perspective glass, which I had taken on purpose, I laid me down flat on +my belly on the ground, and began to look for the place. I presently +found there were no less than nine naked savages sitting round a small +fire they had made; not to warm them, for they had no need of that, the +weather being extreme hot; but, as I supposed, to dress some of their +barbarous diet of human flesh which they had brought with them, whether +alive or dead I could not know. + +They had two canoes with them, which they had haled up upon the shore; +and as it was then tide of ebb, they seemed to me to wait the return of +the flood to go away again. It is not easy to imagine what confusion +this sight put me into, especially seeing them come on my side the +island, and so near me too; but when I observed their coming must be +always with the current of the ebb, I began afterwards to be more sedate +in my mind, being satisfied that I might go abroad with safety all the +time of tide of flood, if they were not on shore before; and having made +this observation, I went abroad about my harvest work with the more +composure. + +As I expected, so it proved; for as soon as the tide made to the +westward, I saw them all take boat, and row (or paddle, as we call it) +all away: I should have observed, that for an hour and more before they +went off, they went to dancing, and I could easily discern their +postures and gestures by my glasses; I could only perceive, by my nicest +observation, that they were stark naked, and had not the least covering +upon them; but whether they were men or women, that I could not +distinguish. + +As soon as I saw them shipped and gone, I took two guns upon my +shoulders, and two pistols at my girdle, and my great sword by my side, +without a scabbard; and with all the speed I was able to make, I went +away to the hill, where I had discovered the first appearance of all. As +soon as I got thither, which was not less than two hours, (for I could +not go apace, being so loaded with arms as I was,) I perceived there had +been three canoes more of savages on that place; and looking out +further, I saw they were all at sea together, making over for the main. + +This was a dreadful sight to me, especially when, going down to the +shore, I could see the marks of horror which the dismal work they had +been about had left behind it, viz. the blood, the bones, and part of +the flesh of human bodies, eaten and devoured by those wretches with +merriment and sport. I was so filled with indignation at the sight, that +I began now to premeditate the destruction of the next that I saw there, +let them be who or how many soever. + +It seemed evident to me, that the visits which they thus made to this +island were not very frequent; for it was above fifteen months before +any more of them came on shore there again; that is to say, I never saw +them, or any footsteps or signals of them, in all that time; for as to +the rainy seasons, then they are sure not to come abroad, at least not +so far; yet all this while I lived uncomfortably, by reason of the +constant apprehensions I was in of their coming upon me by surprise; +from whence I observe, that the expectation of evil is more bitter than +the suffering, especially if there is no room to shake off that +expectation or those apprehensions. + +During all this time, I was in the murdering humour; and took up most of +my hours, which should have been better employed, in contriving how to +circumvent and fall upon them the very next time I should see them; +especially if they should be divided, as they were the last time, into +two parties; nor did I consider at all, that if I killed one party, +suppose ten or a dozen, I was still the next day, or week, or month, to +kill another, and so another, even _ad infinitum_, till I should be at +length no less a murderer than they were in being men-eaters, and +perhaps much more so. + +I spent my days now in great perplexity and anxiety of mind, expecting +that I should one day or other fall into the hands of those merciless +creatures; if I did at any time venture abroad, it was not without +looking round me with the greatest care and caution imaginable; and now +I found, to my great comfort, how happy it was that I had provided a +tame flock or herd of goats; for I durst not, upon any account, fire my +gun especially near that side of the island, where they usually came, +lest I should alarm the savages; and if they had fled from me now, I was +sure to have them come back again, with perhaps two or three hundred +canoes with them in a few days, and then I knew what to expect. + +However, I wore out a year and three months more before I ever saw any +more of the savages, and then I found them again, as I shall soon +observe. It is true, they might have been there once or twice, but +either they made no stay, or, at least, I did not hear them; but in the +month of May, as near as I could calculate, and in my four-and-twentieth +year, I had a very strange encounter with them, of which in its place. + +The perturbation of my mind, during this fifteen or sixteen months +interval, was very great; I slept unquiet, dreamed always frightful +dreams, and often started out of my sleep in the night; in the day great +troubles overwhelmed my mind; in the night I dreamed often of killing +the savages, and the reasons why I might justify the doing of it. But to +wave all this for awhile, it was in the middle of May, on the sixteenth +day, I think, as well as my poor wooden calendar would reckon, for I +marked all upon, the post still; I say, it was on the sixteenth of May +that it blew a great storm of wind all day, with a great deal of +lightning and thunder, and a very foul night was after it: I know not +what was the particular occasion of it; but as I was reading in the +Bible, and taken up with serious thoughts about my present condition, I +was surprised with the noise of a gun, as I thought, fired at sea. + +This was, to be sure, a surprise of a quite different nature from any I +had met with before; for the notions this put into my thoughts were +quite of another kind: I started up in the greatest haste imaginable; +and in a trice clapped up my ladder to the middle place of the rock, and +pulled it after me, and mounting it the second time, got to the top of +the hill; that very moment a flash of fire bade me listen for a second +gun, which accordingly in about half a moment I heard, and by the sound +knew that it was from that part of the sea where I was driven out with +the current in my boat. + +I immediately considered that this must be some ship in distress, and +that they had some comrade, or some other ship in company, and fired +these guns for signals of distress, and to obtain help. I had this +presence of mind at that minute as to think, that though I could not +help them, it may be they might help me; so I brought together all the +dry wood I could get at hand, and making a good handsome pile, I set it +on fire upon the hill; the wood was dry, and blazed freely, and though +the wind blew very hard, yet it burnt fairly out, so that I was certain, +if there was any such thing as a ship, they must need see it, and no +doubt they did; for as soon as ever my fire blazed up, I heard another +gun, and after that several others, all from the same quarter. I plied +my fire all night long, till day broke; and when it was broad day, and +the air cleared up, I saw something at a great distance at sea, full +east of the island, whether a sail, or an hull, I could not distinguish, +no not with my glasses, the distance was so great, and the weather +still something hazy also; at least it was so out at sea. + +I looked frequently at it all that day, and soon perceived that it did +not move; so I presently concluded that it was a ship at anchor; and +being eager, you may be sure, to be satisfied, I took my gun in my hand, +and ran towards the south-east side of the island, to the rocks, where I +had been formerly carried away with the current; and getting up there, +the weather by this time being perfectly clear, I could plainly see, to +my great sorrow, the wreck of a ship cast away in the night upon those +concealed rocks which I found when I was out in my boat; and which +rocks, as they checked the violence of the stream, and made a kind of +counter-stream, or eddy, were the occasion of my recovering then from +the most desperate hopeless condition that ever I had been in all +my life. + +Thus, what is one man’s safety is another man’s destruction; for it +seems these men, whoever they were, being out of their knowledge, and +the rocks being wholly under water, had been driven upon them in the +night, the wind blowing hard at E. and E.N.E. Had they seen the island, +as I must necessarily suppose they did not, they must, as I thought, +have endeavoured to have saved themselves on shore by the help of their +boat; but the firing of their guns for help, especially when they saw, +as I imagined, my fire, filled me with many thoughts: first, I imagined, +that, upon seeing my light, they might have put themselves into their +boat, and have endeavoured to make the shore; but that the sea going +very high, they might have been cast away; other times I imagined, that +they might have lost their boat before, as might be the case many ways; +as particularly, by the breaking of the sea upon their ship, which many +times obliges men to stave, or take in pieces their boat; and sometimes +to throw it overboard with their own hands; other times I imagined, they +had some other ship or ships in company, who, upon the signals of +distress they had made, had taken them up, and carried them off: other +whiles I fancied they were all gone off to sea in their boat, and being +hurried away by the current that I had been formerly in, were carried +out into the great ocean, where there was nothing but misery and +perishing; and that perhaps they might by this time think of starving, +and of being in a condition to eat one another. + +All these were but conjectures at best, so, in the condition I was in, I +could do no more than look upon the misery of the poor men, and pity +them; which had still this good effect on my side, that it gave me more +and more cause to give thanks to God, who had so happily and comfortably +provided for me in my desolate condition; and that of two ships’ +companies, who were now cast away upon this part of the world, not one +life should be spared but mine. I learnt here again to observe, that it +is very rare that the providence of God casts us into any condition of +life so low, or any misery so great, but we may see something or other +to be thankful for, and may see others in worse circumstances than +our own. + +Such certainly was the case of these men, of whom I could not so much as +see room to suppose any of them were saved; nothing could make it +rational, so much as to wish or expect that they did not all perish +there, except the possibility only of their being taken up by another +ship in company: and this was but mere possibility indeed; for I saw not +the least signal or appearance of any such thing. + +I cannot explain, by any possible energy of words, what a strange +longing, or hankering of desire, I felt in my soul upon this sight; +breaking out sometimes thus: “O that there had been but one or two, nay, +but one soul saved out of the ship, to have escaped to me, that I might +but have had one companion, one fellow-creature to have spoken to me, +and to have conversed with!” In all the time of my solitary life, I +never felt so earnest, so strong a desire after the society of my +fellow-creatures, or so deep a regret at want of it. + +There are some secret moving springs in the affections, which, when +they are set a going by some object in view, or be it some object though +not in view, yet rendered present to the mind by the power of +imagination, that motion carries out the soul by its impetuosity to such +violent eager embracings of the object, that the absence of it is +insupportable. + +Such were these earnest wishings, “That but one man had been saved! O +that it had been but one!” I believe I repeated the words, “O that it +had been but one!” a thousand times; and my desires were so moved by it, +that when I spoke the words, my hands would clinch together, and my +fingers press the palms of my hands, that if I had had any soft thing in +my hand, it would have crushed it involuntarily; and my teeth in my head +would strike together, and set against one another so strong, that for +some time I could not part them again. + +Let the naturalists explain these things, and the reason and manner of +them: all I can say of them is, to describe the fact, which was ever +surprising to me when I found it, though I knew not from what it should +proceed; it was doubtless the effect of ardent wishes, and of strong +ideas formed in my mind, realizing the comfort which the conversation of +one of my fellow-christians would have been to me. + +But it was not to be; either their fate, or mine, or both, forbad it; +for till the last year of my being on this island, I never knew whether +any were saved out of that ship, or no; and had only the affliction some +days after to see the corpse of a drowned boy come on shore, at the end +of the island which was next the shipwreck: he had on no clothes but a +seaman’s waistcoat, a pair of open kneed linen drawers, and a blue linen +shirt; but nothing to direct me so much as to guess what nation he was +of: he had nothing in his pocket but two pieces of eight, and a +tobacco-pipe; the last was to me of ten times more value than the first. + +It was now calm, and I had a great mind to venture out in my boat to +this wreck, not doubting but I might find something on board that might +be useful to me; but that did not altogether press me so much, as the +possibility that there might be yet some living creature on board, whose +life I might not only save, but might, by saving that life, comfort my +own to the last degree: and this thought clung so to my heart, that I +could not be quiet night nor day, but I must venture out in my boat on +board this wreck; and committing the rest to God’s providence, I thought +the impression was so strong upon my mind, that it could not be +resisted, that it must come from some invisible direction, and that I +should be wanting to myself if I did not go. + +Under the power of this impression, I hastened back to my castle, +prepared every thing for my voyage, took a quantity of bread, a great +pot for fresh water, a compass to steer by, a bottle of rum, (for I had +still a great deal of that left) a basket full of raisins: and thus +loading myself with every thing necessary, I went down to my boat, got +the water out of her, and got her afloat, loaded all my cargo in her, +and then went home again for more: my second cargo was a great bag full +of rice, the umbrella to set up over my head for shade, another large +pot full of lush water, and about two dozen of my small loaves, or +barley-cakes, more than before, with a bottle of goat’s milk, and a +cheese: all which, with great labour and sweat, I brought to my boat; +and praying to God to direct my voyage, I put out, and rowing or +paddling the canoe along the shore, I came at last to the utmost point +of the island, on that side, viz. N.E. And now I was to launch out into +the ocean, and either to venture, or not to venture; I looked on the +rapid currents which ran constantly on both sides of the island, at a +distance, and which were very terrible to me, from the remembrance of +the hazard I had been in before, and my heart began to fail me; for I +foresaw, that if I was driven into either of those currents, I should +be carried a vast way out to sea and perhaps out of my reach, or sight +of the island again; and that then, as my boat was but small, if any +little gale of wind should rise, I should be inevitably lost. + +These thoughts so oppressed my mind, that I began to give over my +enterprise, and having haled my boat into a little creek on the shore, I +stepped out, and sat me down upon a little spot of rising ground, very +pensive and anxious, between fear and desire, about my voyage; when, as +I was musing, I could perceive that the tide was turned, and the flood +came on, upon which my going was for so many hours impracticable: upon +this it presently occurred to me, that I should go up to the highest +piece of ground I could find, and observe, if I could, how the sets of +the tide or currents lay, when the flood came in, that I might judge +whether, if I was driven one way out, I might not expect to be driven +another way home, with the same rapidness of the currents. This thought +was no sooner in my head, but I cast my eye upon a little hill which +sufficiently overlooked the sea both ways, and from whence I had a clear +view of the currents, or sets of the tide, and which way I was to guide +myself in my return: here I found, that as the current of the ebb set +out close by the south point of the island, so the current of the flood +set in close by the shore of the north side; and that I had nothing to +do but to keep to the north of the island in my return, and I should do +well enough. + +Encouraged with this observation, I resolved the next morning to set out +with the first of the tide; and reposing myself for that night in the +canoe, under the great watch-coat I mentioned, I launched out. I made +first a little out to sea full north, till I began to feel the benefit +of the current, which sat eastward, and which carried me at a great +rate, and yet did not so hurry me as the southern side current had done +before, and so as to take from me all government of the boat; but having +a strong steerage with my paddle, I went, I say, at a great rate, +directly for the wreck, and in less than two hours I came up to it. + +It was a dismal sight to look at: the ship, which by its building was +Spanish, stuck fast, jambed in between two rocks; all the stern and +quarter of her was beaten to pieces with the sea; and as her forecastle, +which stuck in the rocks, had run on with great violence, her main-mast +and fore-mast were brought by the board, that is to say, broken short +off, but her boltsprit was sound, and the head and bow appeared firm. +When I came close to her, a dog appeared upon her, which, seeing me +coming, yelped and cried, and as soon as I called him, jumped into the +sea to come to me: and I took him into the boat, but found him almost +dead for hunger and thirst: I gave him a cake of my bread, and he ate +like a ravenous wolf that had been starving a fortnight in the snow: I +then gave the poor creature some fresh water, with which, if I would +have let him, he would have burst himself. + +After this I went on board. The first sight I met with was two men +drowned in the cook-room, or forecastle of the ship, with their arms +fast about one another. I concluded, as is indeed probable, that when +the ship struck, it being in a storm, the sea broke so high, and so +continually over her, that the men were not able to bear it, and were +strangled with the constant rushing in of the water, as much as if they +had been under water. Besides the dog, there was nothing left in the +ship that had life, nor any goods that I could see, but what were +spoiled by the water: there were some casks of liquor, whether wine or +brandy I knew not, which lay lower in the hold, and which, the water +being ebbed out, I could see; but they were too big to meddle with: I +saw several chests, which I believed belonged to some of the seamen, and +I got two of them into the boat without examining what was in them. + +Had the stern of the ship been fixed, and the fore part broken off, I am +persuaded I might have made a good voyage; for by what I found in these +two chests, I had room to suppose the ship had a great deal of wealth +on board; and if I may guess by the course she steered, she must have +been bound from the Buenos Ayres, or the Rio de la Plata, in the south +part of America, beyond the Brasils, to the Havanna, in the Gulf of +Mexico, and so perhaps to Spain: she had, no doubt, a great treasure in +her, but of no use at that time to any body; and what became of the rest +of her people I then knew not. + +I found, besides these chests, a little cask full of liquor, of about +twenty gallons, which I got into my boat with much difficulty. There +were several muskets in a cabin, and a great powder-horn, with about +four pounds of powder in it: as for the muskets, I had no occasion for +them, so I left them, but took the powder-horn. I took a fire-shovel and +tongs, which I wanted extremely; as also two little brass kettles, a +copper pot to make chocolate, and a gridiron; and with this cargo, and +the dog, I came away, the tide beginning to make home again; and the +same evening, about an hour within night, I reached the island again, +weary and fatigued to the last degree. + +I reposed that night in the boat, and in the morning I resolved to +harbour what I had gotten in my new cave, not to carry it home to my +castle. After refreshing myself, I got all my cargo on shore, and began +to examine the particulars: the cask of liquor I found to be a kind of +rum, but not such as we had at the Brasils; and, in a word, not at all +good; but when I came to open the chests, I found several things which I +wanted: for example, I found in one a fine case of bottles, of an +extraordinary kind, and filled with cordial waters, fine, and very good; +the bottles held about three pints each, and were tipped with silver: I +found two pots of very good succades, or sweetmeats, so fastened also on +the top, that the salt water had not hurt them; and two more of the +same, which the water had spoiled: I found some very good shirts, which +were very welcome to me, and about a dozen and a half of white linen +handkerchiefs and coloured neckcloths; the former were also very +welcome, being exceeding refreshing to wipe my face in a hot day. +Besides this, when I came to the till in the chests, I found there three +great bags of pieces of eight, which held about eleven hundred pieces in +all; and in one of them, wrapt up in a paper, six doubloons of gold, and +some small bars or wedges of gold; I suppose they might all weigh near +a pound. + +The other chest I found had some clothes in it, but of little value; but +by the circumstances, it must have belonged to the gunner’s mate, as +there was no powder in it, but about two pounds of glazed powder in the +three flasks, kept, I suppose, for charging their fowling-pieces on +occasion. Upon the whole, I got very little by this voyage that was of +much use to me; for, as to the money, I had no manner of occasion for +it; it was to me as the dirt under my feet; and I would have given it +all for three or four pair of English shoes and stockings, which were +things I greatly wanted, but had not had on my feet now for many years: +I had, indeed, got two pair of shoes now, which I took off the feet of +the two drowned men whom I saw in the wreck; and I found two pair more +in one of the chests, which were very welcome to me; but they were not +like our English shoes, either for case or service, being rather what we +call pumps than shoes. I found in the seaman’s chest about fifty pieces +of eight in royals, but no gold: I suppose this belonged to a poorer man +than the other, which seemed to belong to some officer. + +Well, however, I lugged the money home to my cave, and laid it up, as I +had done that before, which I brought from our own ship; but it was +great pity, as I said, that the other part of the ship had not come to +my share, for I am satisfied I might have loaded my canoe several times +over with money, which, if I had ever escaped to England, would have +lain here safe enough till I might have come again and fetched it. + +Having now brought all my things on shore, and secured them, I went back +to my boat, and rowed or paddled her along the shore to her old +harbour, where I laid her up, and made the best of my way to my old +habitation, where I found every thing safe and quiet; so I began to +repose myself, live after my old fashion, and take care of my family +affairs; and for awhile I lived easy enough; only that I was more +vigilant than I used to be, looked out oftener, and did not go abroad so +much; and if at any time I did stir with any freedom, it was always to +the east part of the island, where I was pretty well satisfied the +savages never came, and where I could go without so many precautions, +and such a load of arms and ammunition as I always carried with me, if I +went the other way. + +I lived in this condition near two years more; but my unlucky head, that +was always to let me know it was born to make my body miserable, was all +these two years filled with projects and designs, how, if it were +possible, I might get away from this island; for sometimes I was for +making another voyage to the wreck, though my reason told me, that there +was nothing left there worth the hazard of my voyage; sometimes for a +ramble one way, sometimes another; and I believe verity, if I had had +the boat that I went from Sallee in, I should have ventured to sea, +bound any where, I knew not whither. + +I have been, in all my circumstances, a memento to those who are touched +with that general plague of mankind, whence, for aught I know, one half +of their miseries flow; I mean, that of not being satisfied with the +station wherein God and nature hath placed them; for, not to look back +upon my primitive condition, and the excellent advice of my father, the +opposition to which was, as I may call it, my original sin, my +subsequent mistakes of the same kind have been the means of my coming +into this miserable condition; for had that Providence, which so happily +had seated me at the Brasils as a planter, blessed me with confined +desires, and could I have been contented to have gone on gradually, I +might have been by this time, I mean in the time of my being on this +island, one of the most considerable planters in the Brasils; nay, I am +persuaded, that by the improvements I had made in that little time I +lived there, and the increase I should probably have made if I had +stayed, I might have been worth a hundred thousand moidores; and what +business had I to leave a settled fortune, well-stocked plantation, +improving and increasing, to turn supercargo to Guinea, to fetch +Negroes, when patience and time would have so increased our stock at +home, that we could have bought them at our own doors, from those whose +business it was to fetch them? And though it had cost us something more, +yet the difference of that price was by no means worth saving at so +great a hazard. + +But as this is ordinarily the fate of young heads, so reflection upon +the folly of it is as ordinarily the exercise of more years, or of the +dear-bought experience of time; and so it was with me now; and yet, so +deep had the mistake taken root in my temper, that I could not satisfy +myself in my station, but was continually poring upon the means and +possibility of my escape from this place; and that I may, with the +greater pleasure to the reader, bring on the remaining part of my story, +it may not be improper to give some account of my first conceptions on +the subject of this foolish scheme for my escape; and how, and upon what +foundation, I acted. + +I am now to be supposed to be retired into my castle, after my late +voyage to the wreck, my frigate laid up, and secured under water as +usual, and my condition restored to what it was before: I had more +wealth, indeed, than I had before, but was not at all the richer; for I +had no more use for it than the Indians of Peru had before the Spaniards +came thither. + +It was one of the nights in the rainy season in March, the +four-and-twentieth year of my first setting foot in this island of +solitariness, I was lying in my bed or hammock, awake, and very well in +health, had no pain, no distemper, no uneasiness of body, no, nor any +uneasiness of mind more than ordinary, but could by no means close my +eyes, that is, so as to sleep; no, not a wink all night long, otherwise +than as follows: + +It is as impossible as needless to set down the innumerable crowd of +thoughts that whirled through that great thoroughfare of the brain, the +memory, in this night’s time: I ran over the whole history of my life in +miniature, or by abridgment, as I may call it, to my coming to this +island; and also of that part of my life since I came to this island; in +my reflections upon the state of my case, since I came on shore on this +island; I was comparing the happy posture of my affairs, in the first +years of my habitation here, to that course of anxiety, fear, and care, +which I had lived in ever since I had seen the print of a foot in the +sand; not that I did not believe the savages had frequented the island +even all the while, and might have been several hundreds of them at +times on the shore there; but as I had never known it, and was incapable +of any apprehensions about it, my satisfaction was perfect, though my +danger was the same; and I was as happy in not knowing my danger, as if +I had never really been exposed to it; this furnished my thoughts with +many very profitable reflections, and particularly this one: How +infinitely good that Providence is, which has settled in its government +of mankind such narrow bounds to his sight and knowledge of things; and +though he walks in the midst of so many thousand dangers, the sight of +which, if discovered to him, would distract his mind and sink his +spirits, he is kept serene and calm, by having the events of things hid +from his eyes, and knowing nothing of the dangers which surround him. + +After these thoughts had for some time entertained me, I came to reflect +seriously upon the real danger I had been in for so many years in this +very island; and how I had walked about in the greatest security, and +with all possible tranquillity, even perhaps when nothing but a brow on +a hill, a great tree, or the casual approach of night, had been between +me and the worst kind of destruction, viz. that of falling into the +hands of cannibals, and savages, who would have seized on me with the +same view, as I did of a goat, or a turtle; and have thought it no more +a crime to kill and devour me, than I did of a pigeon, or a curlieu: I +would unjustly slander my self, if I should say I was not sincerely +thankful to my great Preserver, to whose singular protection I +acknowledged, with great humility, that all these unknown deliverances +were due; and without which, I must inevitably have fallen into their +merciless hands. + +When these thoughts were over, my head was for some time taken up in +considering the nature of these wretched creatures; I mean, the savages; +and how it came to pass in the world, that the wise governour of all +things should give up any of his creatures to such inhumanity; nay, to +something so much below, even brutality it self, as to devour its own +kind; but as this ended in some (at that time fruitless) speculations, +it occurred to me to enquire, what part of the world these wretches +lived in; how far off the coast was from whence they came; what they +ventured over so far from home for; what kind of boats they had; and why +I might not order my self, and my business so, that I might be as able +to go over thither, as they were to come to me. + +I never so much as troubled my self to consider what I should do with my +self, when I came thither; what would become of me, if I fell into the +hands of the savages; or how I should escape from them, if they +attempted me; no, nor so much as how it was possible for me to reach the +coast, and not be attempted by some or other of them, without any +possibility of delivering my self; and if I should not fall into their +hands, what I should do for provision, or whither I should bend my +course; none of these thoughts, I say, so much as came in my way; but my +mind was wholly bent upon the notion of my passing over in my boat, to +the main land: I looked back upon my present condition as the most +miserable that could possibly be; that I was not able to throw myself +into any thing but death that could be called worse; that if I reached +the shore of the main, I might, perhaps, meet with relief; or I might +coast along, as I did on the shore of Africa, till I came to some +inhabited country, and where I might find some relief; and after all, +perhaps, I might fall in with some Christian ship that might take me in: +and if the worst came to the worst, I could but die, which would put an +end to all these miseries at once. Pray, note all this was the fruit of +a disturbed mind, an impatient temper, made, as it were, desperate by +the long continuance of my troubles, and the disappointments I had met +in the wreck I had been on board of, and where I had been so near the +obtaining of what I so earnestly longed for, viz. somebody to speak to, +and to learn some knowledge from of the place where I was, and of the +probable means of my deliverance; I say, I was agitated wholly by these +thoughts. All my calm of mind in my resignation to Providence, and +waiting the issue of the dispositions of Heaven, seemed to be suspended; +and I had, as it were, no power to turn my thoughts to any thing but the +project of a voyage to the main; which came upon me with such force, and +such an impetuosity of desire, that it was not to be resisted. + +When this had agitated my thoughts for two hours or more, with such +violence that it set my very blood into a ferment, and my pulse beat as +high as if I had been in a fever, merely with the extraordinary fervour +of my mind about it; nature, as if I had been fatigued and exhausted +with the very thought of it, threw me into a sound sleep: one would have +thought I should have dreamed of it; but I did not, nor of any thing +relating to it; but I dreamed, that as I was going out in the morning, +as usual, from my castle, I saw upon the shore two canoes and eleven +savages coming to land, and that they brought with them another savage, +whom they were going to kill, in order to eat him; when on a sudden, the +savage that they were going to kill jumped away, and ran for his life: +then I thought in my sleep, that he came running into my little thick +grove, before my fortification, to hide himself; and that I seeing him +alone, and not perceiving that the others sought him that way, shewed +myself to him, and, smiling upon him, encouraged him: that he kneeled +down to me, seeming to pray me to assist him; upon which I shewed my +ladder, made him go up it, and carried him into my cave, and he became +my servant; and that as soon as I had got this man, I said to myself, +“Now I may certainly venture to the main land; for this fellow will +serve me as a pilot, and will tell me what to do, and whither to go for +provisions, and whither not to go for fear of being devoured; what +places to venture into, and what to escape.” I waked with this thought, +and was under such inexpressible impressions of joy at the prospect of +my escape in my dream, that the disappointments which I felt upon coming +to myself, and finding it was no more than a dream, were equally +extravagant the other way, and threw me into a very great dejection +of spirit. + +Upon this, however, I made this conclusion, that my only way to go about +an attempt for an escape, was, if possible, to get a savage in my +possession; and, if possible, it should be one of their prisoners whom +they had condemned to be eaten, and should bring hither to kill: but +these thoughts still were attended with this difficulty, that it was +impossible to effect this, without attacking a whole caravan of them, +and killing them all; and this was not only a very desperate attempt, +and might miscarry; but, on the other hand, I had greatly scrupled the +lawfulness of it to me, and my heart trembled at the thoughts of +shedding so much blood, though it was for my deliverance: I need not +repeat the arguments which occurred to me against this, they being the +same mentioned before: but though I had other reasons to offer now, viz. +that those men were enemies to my life, and would devour me, if they +could; that it was self-preservation, in the highest degree, to deliver +myself from this death of a life, and was acting in my own defence, as +much as if they were actually assaulting me, and the like; I say, though +these things argued for it, yet the thoughts of shedding human blood for +my deliverance were very terrible to me, and such as I could by no means +reconcile myself to a great while. + +However, at last, after many secret disputes with myself, and after +great perplexities about it, (for all these arguments, one way and +another, struggled in my head a long time,) the eager prevailing desire +of deliverance at length mastered all the rest, and I resolved, if +possible, to get one of these savages into my hands, cost what it would: +the next thing then was to contrive how to do it; and this indeed was +very difficult to resolve on: but as I could pitch upon no probable +means for it, so I resolved to put myself upon the watch to see them +when they came on shore, and leave the rest to the event, taking such +measures as the opportunity should present, let it be what it would. + +With these resolutions in my thoughts, I set myself upon the scout as +often as possible, and indeed so often, till I was heartily tired of it; +for it was above a year and a half that I waited, and for a great part +of that time went out to the west end, and to the south-west corner of +the island, almost every day, to see the canoes, but none appeared. This +was very discouraging, and began to trouble me much; though I can’t say +that it did in this case, as it had done some time before that, viz. +wear off the edge of my desire to the thing; but the longer it seemed to +be delayed, the more eager I was for it: in a word, I was not at first +more careful to shun the sight of these savages, and avoid being seen by +them, than I was now eager to be upon them. + +Besides, I fancied myself able to manage one, nay, two or three savages, +if I had them, so as to make them entirely slaves to me, to do whatever +I should direct them, and to prevent their being able, at any time, to +do me any hurt. It was a great while that I pleased myself with this +affair, but nothing still presented; all my fancies and schemes came to +nothing, for no savages came near me for a great while. + +About a year and a half after I had entertained these notions, and, by +long musing, had, as it were, resolved them all into nothing, for want +of an occasion to put them in execution, I was surprised one morning +early, with seeing no less than five canoes all on shore together, on my +side the island, and the people who belonged to them all landed, and out +of my sight: the number of them broke all my measures; for seeing so +many, and knowing that they always came four, or six, or sometimes more, +in a boat, I could not tell what to think of it, or how to take my +measures, to attack twenty or thirty men single-handed; so I lay still +in my castle, perplexed and discomforted; however, I put myself into all +the same postures for an attack that I had formerly provided, and was +just ready for action, if any thing had presented. Having waited a good +while, listening to hear if they made any noise; at length being very +impatient, I set my guns at the foot of my ladder, and clambered up to +the top of the hill by my two stages, as usual, standing so, however, +that my head did not appear above the hill, so that they could not +perceive me by any means. Here I observed, by the help of my perspective +glass, that they were no less than thirty in number; that they had a +fire kindled, and that they had had meat dressed; how they cooked it, +that I knew not, or what it was; but they were all dancing in I know not +how many barbarous gestures and figures, their own way, round the fire. + +When I was thus looking on them, I perceived by my perspective two +miserable wretches dragged from the boats, where, it seems, they were +laid by, and were now brought out for the slaughter: I perceived one of +them immediately fall, being knocked down, I suppose, with a club or +wooden sword, for that was their way; and two or three others were at +work immediately, cutting him open for their cookery, while the other +victim was left standing by himself, till they should be ready for him. +In that very moment this poor wretch, seeing himself a little at +liberty, nature inspired him with hopes of life, and he started away +from them, and ran with incredible swiftness along the sands, directly +towards me, I mean towards that part of the coast where my +habitation was. + +I was dreadfully frighted (that I must acknowledge) when I perceived him +to run my way; and especially when, as I thought, I saw him pursued by +the whole body; and now I expected that part of my dream was coming to +pass, and that he would certainly take shelter in my grove; but I could +not depend, by any means, upon my dream for the rest of it, viz. that +the other savages would not pursue him thither, and find him there. +However, I kept my station, and my spirits began to recover, when I +found that there were not above three men that followed him; and still +more was I encouraged, when I found that he out-stript them exceedingly +in running, and gained ground of them, so that if he could but hold it +for half an hour, I saw easily he would fairly get away from them all. + +There was between them and my castle the creek, which I mentioned often +at the first part of my story, when I landed my cargoes out of the ship; +and this I knew he must necessarily swim over, or the poor wretch would +be taken there: but when the savage escaping came thither, he made +nothing of it, though the tide was then up; but plunging in, swam +through in about thirty strokes, or thereabouts, landed, and ran on with +exceeding strength and swiftness. When the three pursuers came to the +creek, I found that two of them could swim, but the third could not, and +that he, standing on the other side, looked at the other, but went no +farther; and soon after went softly back again, which, as it happened, +was very well for him in the main. + +I observed, that the two who swam were yet more than twice as long +swimming over the creek than the fellow was that fled from them. It +came now very warmly upon my thoughts, and indeed irresistibly, that now +was my time to get a servant, and perhaps a companion, or assistant, and +that I was called plainly by Providence to save this poor creature’s +life. I immediately got down the ladders with all possible expedition, +fetched my two guns, for they were both at the foot of the ladder, as I +observed above; and getting up again with the same haste to the top of +the hill, I crossed towards the sea; and having a very short cut, and +all down hill, clapped myself in the way between the pursuers and the +pursued, hallooing aloud to him that fled, who, looking back, was at +first perhaps as much frighted at me as at them; but I beckoned with my +hand to him to come back; and in the meantime I slowly advanced towards +the two that followed; then rushing at once upon the foremost, I knocked +him down with the stock of my piece; I was loath to fire, because I +would not have the rest hear, though at that distance it would not have +been easily heard; and being out of sight of the smoke too, they would +not have easily known what to make of it. I having knocked this fellow +down, the other who pursued him stopped, as if he had been frightened, +and I advanced apace towards him; but as I came nearer, I perceived +presently he had a bow and arrow, and was fitting it to shoot at me; so +I was then necessitated to shoot at him first; which I did, and killed +him at the first shot. The poor savage who fled, but had stopped, though +he saw both his enemies fallen, and killed, (as he thought) yet was so +frighted with the fire and noise of my piece, that he stood stock-still, +and neither came forward, nor went backward, though he seemed rather +inclined to fly still, than to come on. I hallooed again to him, and +made signs to come forward, which he easily understood, and came a +little way, then stopped again, and then a little farther, and stopped +again; and I could then perceive that he stood trembling, as if he had +been taken prisoner, and had just been to be killed, as his two enemies +were. I beckoned him again to come to me, and gave him all the signs of +encouragement that I could think of; and he came nearer and nearer, +kneeling down every ten or twelve steps, in token of acknowledgment for +saving his life. I smiled at him, and looked pleasantly, and beckoned to +him to come still nearer. At length he came close to me, and then he +kneeled down again, kissed the ground, and laid his head upon the +ground, and taking me by the foot, set my foot upon his head. This, it +seems, was in token of swearing to be my slave for ever. I took him up, +and made much of him, and encouraged him all I could. But there was more +work to do yet; for I perceived the savage, whom I knocked down, was not +killed, but stunned with the blow, and began to come to himself: so I +pointed to him, and showed him the savage, that he was not dead: upon +this he spoke some words to me; and though I could not understand them, +yet I thought they were pleasant to hear, for they were the first sound +of a man’s voice that I had heard, my own excepted, for above +five-and-twenty years. But there was no time for such reflections now: +the savage, who was knocked down, recovered himself so far as to sit up +upon the ground; and I perceived that my savage began to be afraid; but +when I saw that, I presented my other piece at the man, as if I would +shoot him: upon this my savage, for so I call him now, made a motion to +me to lend him my sword, which hung naked in a belt by my side: so I +did: he no sooner had it, but he runs to his enemy, and at one blow cut +off his head so cleverly, no executioner in Germany could have done it +sooner or better; which I thought very strange for one, who, I had +reason to believe, never saw a sword in his life before, except their +own wooden swords: however, it seems, as I learnt afterwards, they make +their wooden swords so sharp, so heavy, and the wood is so hard, that +they will cut off heads even with them, nay, and arms, and that at one +blow too. When he had done this, he comes laughing to me in sign of +triumph, and brought me the sword again, and, with abundance of +gestures, which I did not understand, laid it down, with the head of the +savage that he had killed, just before me. + +But that which astonished him most was, to know how I had killed the +other Indian so far off; so pointing to him, he made signs to me to let +him go to him: so I bade him go, as well as I could. When he came to +him, he stood like one amazed, looking at him; turned him first on one +side, then on t’other; looked at the wound the bullet had made, which it +seems was just in his breast, where it had made a hole, and no great +quantity of blood had followed; but he had bled inwardly, for he was +quite dead. Then he took up his bow and arrows, and came back; so I +turned to go away, and beckoned him to follow me, making signs to him +that more might come after them. + +Upon this he signed to me, that he should bury them with sand, that they +might not be seen by the rest, if they followed; and so I made signs +again to him to do so. He fell to work, and in an instant he had scraped +a hole in the sand with his hands, big enough to bury the first in, and +then dragged him into it, and covered him, and did so also by the other; +I believe he had buried them both in a quarter of an hour: then calling +him away, I carried him not to my castle, but quite away to my cave, on +the farther part of the island; so I did not let my dream come to pass +in that part; viz. that he came into my grove for shelter. + +Here I gave him bread and a bunch of raisins to eat, and a draught of +water, which I found he was indeed in great distress for, by his +running; and having refreshed him, I made signs for him to go lie down +and sleep, pointing to a place where I had laid a great parcel of +rice-straw, and a blanket upon it, which I used to sleep upon myself +sometimes; so the poor creature lay down, and went to sleep. + +He was a comely handsome fellow, perfectly well made, with straight long +limbs, not too large, tall, and well-shaped, and, as I reckon, about +twenty-six years of age. He had a very good countenance, not a fierce +and surly aspect, but seemed to have something very manly in his face, +and yet he had all the sweetness and softness of an European in his +countenance too, especially when he smiled: his hair was long and black, +not curled like wool; his forehead very high and large, and a great +vivacity and sparkling sharpness in his eyes. The colour of his skin was +not quite black, but very tawny, and yet not of an ugly yellow nauseous +tawny, as the Brasilians and Virginians, and other natives of America +are, but of a bright kind of a dun olive colour, that had in it +something very agreeable, though not very easy to describe. His face was +round and plump, his nose small, not flat like the Negroe’s, a very good +mouth, thin lips, and his teeth fine, well-set, and white as ivory. +After he had slumbered, rather than slept, about half an hour, he waked +again, and comes out of the cave to me, for I had been milking my goats, +which I had in the enclosure just by: when he espied me, he came running +to me, laying himself down again upon the ground, with all the possible +signs of an humble thankful disposition, making many, antic gestures to +shew it. At last he lays his head flat upon the ground, close to my +foot, and sets my other foot upon his head, as he had done before; and +after this, made all the signs to me of subjection, servitude, and +submission imaginable, to let me know how much he would serve me as long +as he lived. I understood him in many things, and let him know I was +very well pleased with him. In a little time I began to speak to him, +and teach him to speak to me; and first, I made him know his name should +be Friday, which was the day I saved his life; and I called him so for +the memory of the time; I likewise taught him to say Master, and then +let him know that was to be my name; I likewise taught him to say Yes +and No, and to know the meaning of them. I gave him some milk in an +earthen pot, and let him see me drink it before him, and sop my bread in +it; and I gave him a cake of bread to do the like, which he quickly +complied with, and made signs that it was very good for him. + +I kept there with him all that night; but as soon as it was day, I +beckoned him to come with me, and let him know I would give him some +clothes; at which he seemed very glad, for he was stark-naked. As we +went by the place where he had buried the two men, he pointed exactly to +the spot, and shewed me the marks that he had made to find them again, +making signs to me that we should dig them up again, and eat them: at +this I appeared very angry, expressed my abhorrence of it, made as if I +would vomit at the thoughts of it, and beckoned with my hand to him to +come away, which he did immediately, with great submission. I then led +him up to the top of the hill, to see if his enemies were gone, and +pulling out my glass, I looked, and saw plainly the place where they had +been, but no appearance of them, or of their canoes; so that it was +plain that they were gone, and had left their two comrades behind them, +without, any search after them. + +But I was not content with this discovery; but having now more courage, +and consequently more curiosity, I took my man Friday with me, giving +him the sword in his hand, with the bow and arrows at his back, which I +found he could use very dexterously, making him carry one gun for me, +and I two for myself, and away we marched to the place where these +creatures had been; for I had a mind now to get some further +intelligence of them. When I came to the place, my very blood ran chill +in my veins, and my heart sunk within me at the horror of the spectacle: +indeed it was a dreadful sight, at least it was so to me, though Friday +made nothing of it: the place was covered with human bones, the ground +dyed with the blood, great pieces of flesh left here and there, +half-eaten, mangled, and scorched; and, in short, all the tokens of the +triumphant feast they had been making there, after a victory over their +enemies. I saw three skulls, five hands, and the bones of three or four +legs and feet, and abundance of other parts of the bodies; and Friday, +by his signs, made me understand that they brought over four prisoners +to feast upon; that three of them were eaten up, and that he, pointing +to himself, was the fourth; that there had been a great battle between +them and their next king, whose subjects, it seems, he had been one of; +and that they had taken a great number of prisoners, all which were +carried to several places by those that had taken them in the flight, in +order to feast upon them, as was done here by these wretches upon those +they brought hither. + +I caused Friday to gather all the skulls, bones, flesh, and whatever +remained, and lay them together on an heap, and make a great fire upon +it, and burn them all to ashes. I found Friday had still a hankering +stomach after some of the flesh, and was still a cannibal in his nature; +but I discovered so much abhorrence at the very thoughts of it, and at +the least appearance of it, that he durst not discover it; for I had, by +some means, let him know that I would kill him if he offered it. + +When we had done this, we came back to our castle, and there I fell to +work for my man Friday; and first of all, I gave him a pair of linen +drawers, which I had out of the poor gunner’s chest I mentioned, and +which I found in the wreck; and which, with a little alteration, fitted +him very well; then I made him a jerkin of goat’s skin as well as my +skill would allow, and I was now grown a tolerable good tailor; and I +gave him a cap, which I had made of a hare-skin, very convenient, and +fashionable enough: and thus he was dressed, for the present, tolerably +well, and mighty well was he pleased to see himself almost as well +clothed as his master. It is true, he went awkwardly in these things at +first; wearing the drawers was very awkward to him, and the sleeves of +the waistcoat galled his shoulders and the inside of his arms; but a +little easing them, where he complained they hurt him, and using himself +to them, at length he took to them very well. + +The next day after I came home to my hutch with him, I began to +consider where I should lodge him; and that I might do well for him, and +yet be perfectly easy myself, I made a little tent for him in the vacant +place between my two fortifications, in the inside of the last, and in +the outside of the first: and as there was a door or entrance there into +my cave, I made a formal framed door-case, and a door to it of boards, +and set it up in the passage, a little within the entrance: and causing +the door to open on the inside, I barred it up in the night, taking in +my ladders too; so that Friday could no way come at me in the inside of +my innermost wall, without making so much noise in getting over, that it +must needs awaken me; for my first wall had now a complete roof over it +of long poles, covering all my tent, and leaning up to the side of the +hill, which was again laid cross with small sticks instead of laths, and +then thatched over a great thickness with the rice straw, which was +strong like reeds; and at the hole or place which was left to go in or +out by the ladder, I had placed a kind of trapdoor, which if it had been +attempted on the outside, would not have opened at all, but would have +fallen down, and made a great noise; and as to weapons, I took them all +in to my side every night. + +But I needed none of all this precaution; for never man had a more +faithful, loving, sincere servant than Friday was to me; without +passions, sullenness, or designs; perfectly obliging and engaging; his +very affections were tied to me, like those of a child to a father; and +I dare say, he would have sacrificed his life for the saving mine, upon +any occasion whatsoever: the many testimonies he gave me of this put it +out of doubt; and soon convinced me, that I needed to use no precautions +as to my safety on his account. + +This frequently gave me occasion to observe, and that with wonder, that, +however it had pleased God in his providence, and in the government of +the works of his hands, to take from so great a part of the world of his +creatures the best uses to which their faculties, and the powers of +their souls, are adapted; yet that he has bestowed upon them the same +powers, the same reason, the same affections, the same sentiments of +kindness and obligation, the same passions and resentments of wrongs, +the same sense of gratitude, sincerity, fidelity, and all the capacities +of doing good, and receiving good, that he has given to us; and that +when he pleases to offer them occasions of exerting these, they are as +ready, nay more ready, to apply them to the right uses for which they +were bestowed, than we are. And this made me very melancholy sometimes, +in reflecting, as the several occasions presented, how mean a use we +make of all these, even though we have these powers enlightened by the +great lamp of instruction, the Spirit of God, and by the knowledge of +his word, added to our understanding; and why it has pleased God to hide +the life saving knowledge from so many millions of souls, who, if I +might judge by this poor savage, would make a much better use of it +than we did. + +From hence I sometimes was led too far to invade the sovereignty of +Providence; and, as it were, arraign the justice of so arbitrary a +disposition of things, that should hide that light from some, and reveal +it to others, and yet expect a like duty from both: but I shut it up, +and checked my thoughts with this conclusion: first, that we do not know +by what light and law these should be condemned; but that as God was +necessarily, and by the nature of his being, infinitely holy and just, +so it could not be, but that if these creatures were all sentenced to +absence from himself, it was on account of sinning against that light, +which, as the Scripture says, was a law to themselves, and by such rules +as their consciences would acknowledge to be just, though the foundation +was not discovered to us: and, secondly, that still, as we are all clay +in the hand of the potter, no vessel could say to him, “Why hast thou +formed me thus?” + +But to return to my new companion: I was greatly delighted with him, and +made it my business to teach him every thing that was proper to make +him useful, handy, and helpful; but especially to make him speak, and +understand me when I spake: and he was the aptest scholar that ever was; +and particularly was so merry, so constantly diligent, and so pleased +when he could but understand me, or make me understand him, that it was +very pleasant to me to talk to him. And now my life began to be so easy, +that I began to say to myself, that could I but have been safe from more +savages, I cared not if I was never to remove from the place while +I lived. + +After I had been two or three days returned to my castle, I thought, +that, in order to bring Friday off from his horrid way of feeding, and +from the relish of a cannibal’s stomach, I ought to let him taste other +flesh; so I took him out with me one morning to the woods: I went, +indeed, intending to kill a kid out of my own flock, and bring it home +and dress it: but as I was going, I saw a she goat lying down in the +shade, and two young kids sitting by her. I catched hold of Friday: +“Hold,” said I, “stand still;” and made signs to him not to stir. +Immediately I presented my piece, shot and killed one of the kids. The +poor creature, who had, at a distance indeed, seen me kill the savage +his enemy, but did not know, or could imagine how it was done, was +sensibly surprised, trembled and shook, and looked so amazed, that I +thought he would have sunk down: he did not see the kid I had shot at, +or perceive I had killed it, but ripped up his waistcoat to feel if he +was not wounded; and, as I found, presently thought I was resolved to +kill him: for he came and kneeled down to me, and, embracing my knees, +said a great many things I did not understand but I could easily see +that his meaning was to pray me not to kill him. + +I soon found a way to convince him, that I would do him no harm; and +taking him up by the hand, laughed at him, and pointing to the kid which +I had killed, beckoned to him to run and fetch it, which he did: and +while he was wondering and looking to see how the creature was killed, +I loaded my gun again, and by and by I saw a great fowl, like a hawk, +sit upon a tree within shot; so, to let Friday understand a little what +I would do, I called him to me again, pointing at the fowl, which was +indeed a parrot, though I thought it had been a hawk: I say, pointing to +the parrot, and to my gun, and to the ground under the parrot, to let +him see I would make him fall, I made him understand that I would shoot +and kill that bird; accordingly I fired, and bid him look, and +immediately he saw the parrot fall; he stood like one frighted again, +notwithstanding all that I had said to him; and I found he was the more +amazed, because he did not see me put any thing into the gun; but +thought there must be some wonderful fund of death and destruction in +that thing, able to kill man, beast, bird, or any thing near or far off; +for the astonishment this created in him was such, as could not wear off +for a long time; and I believe, if I would have let him, he would have +worshipped me and my gun; as for the gun itself, he would not so much as +touch it for several days over; but would speak to it, and talk to it, +as if it had answered him, when he was by himself; which, as I +afterwards learnt of him, was to desire it not to kill him. + +Well; after his astonishment was a little over at this, I pointed to him +to run and fetch the bird I had shot, which he did, but staid some time; +for the parrot, not being quite dead, had fluttered a good way off from +the place where she fell; however, he found her, took her up, and +brought her to me; and, as I had perceived his ignorance about the gun +before, I took this advantage to charge the gun again, and not let him +see me do it, that I might be ready for any other mark that might +present; but nothing more offered at that time; so I brought home the +kid; and the same evening I took the skin off, and cut it out as well as +I could, and having a pot for that purpose, I boiled or stewed some of +the flesh, and made some very good broth; after I had begun to eat some, +I gave some to my man, who seemed very glad of it, and liked it very +well; but that which was strangest to him, was, to see me eat salt with +it. He made a sign to me that the salt was not good to eat; and putting +a little into his own month, he seemed to nauseate it, and would spit +and sputter at it, washing his mouth with fresh water after it. On the +other hand, I took some meat in my mouth without salt, and I pretended +to spit and sputter for want of salt, as fast as he had done at the +salt; but it would not do, he would never care for salt with meat, or in +his broth; at least, not a great while, and then but a very little. + +Having thus fed him with boiled meat and broth, I was resolved to feast +him the next day with roasting a piece of the kid: this I did by hanging +it before the fire in a string, as I had seen many people do in England, +setting two poles up, one on each side the fire, and one cross on the +top, and tying the string to the cross stick, letting the meat turn +continually: this Friday admired very much; but when he came to taste +the flesh, he took so many ways to tell me how well he liked it, that I +could not but understand him; and at last he told me he would never eat +man’s flesh any more, which I was very glad to hear. + +The next day I set him to work to beating some corn out, and sifting it +in the manner I used to do, as I observed before; and he soon understood +how to do it as well as I, especially after he had seen what the meaning +of it was, and that it was to make bread of; for after that I let him +see me make my bread, and bake it too; and in a little time Friday was +able to do all the work for me, as well as I could do it myself. + +I began now to consider, that, having two mouths to feed instead of one, +I must provide more ground for my harvest, and plant a larger quantity +of corn, than I used to do; so I marked out a larger piece of land, and +began the fence in the same manner as before, in which Friday not only +worked very willingly and very hard, but did it very cheerfully; and I +told him what it was for, that it was for corn to make more bread, +because he was now with me, and that I might have enough for him and +myself too: he appeared very sensible of that part, and let me know, +that he thought I had much more labour upon me on his account, than I +had for myself, and that he would work the harder for me, if I would +tell him what to do. + +This was the pleasantest year of all the life I led in this place. +Friday began to talk pretty well, and understand the names of almost +every thing I had occasion to call for, and of every place I had to send +him to, and talk a great deal to me; so that, in short, I began now to +have some use for my tongue again, which indeed I had very little +occasion for before; that is to say, about speech. Besides the pleasure +of talking to him, I had a singular satisfaction in the fellow himself; +his simple unfeigned honesty appeared to me more and more every day, and +I began really to love the creature; and on his side, I believe, he +loved me more than it was possible for him ever to love any +thing before. + +I had a mind once to try if he had any hankering inclination to his own +country again; and having learnt him English so well, that he could +answer me almost any questions, I asked him, whether the nation that he +belonged to never conquered in battle? At which he smiled, and said, +“Yes, yes, we always fight the better;” that is, he meant, always get +the better in fight; and so we began the following discourse. “You +always fight the better!” said I: “how came you to be taken prisoner +then, Friday?” + +_Friday._ My nation beat much for all that. + +_Master_. How beat? if your nation beat them, how came you to be taken? + +_Friday_. They more than my nation in the place where me was; they take +one, two, three, and me: my nation over-beat them in the yonder place, +where me no was; there my nation take one two great thousand. + +_Master_. But why did not your side recover you from the hands of your +enemies then? + +_Friday_. They run one, two, three, and me, and make go in the canoe; my +nation have no canoe that time. + +_Master_. Well, Friday, and what does your nation do with the men they +take? Do they carry them away, and eat them as these did? + +_Friday._ Yes, my nation eat mans too, eat all up. + +_Master_. Where do they carry them? + +_Friday_. Go to other place where they think. + +_Master_. Do they come hither? + +_Friday_. Yes, yes, they come hither; come other else place. + +_Master_. Have you been here with them? + +_Friday_. Yes, I been here [points to the N.W. side of the island, +which, it seems, was their side.] + +By this I understood, that my man Friday had formerly been among the +savages, who used to come on shore on the farther part of the island, on +the said man eating occasions that he was now brought for; and some time +after, when I took the courage to carry him to that side, being the same +I formerly mentioned, he presently knew the place, and told me, he was +there once when they ate up twenty men, two women, and one child: he +could not tell twenty in English, but he numbered them by laying so many +stones in a row, and pointing to me to tell them over. + +I have told this passage, because it introduces what follows; that after +I had had this discourse with him, I asked him, how far it was from our +island to the shore, and whether the canoes were not often lost? He told +me there was no danger, no canoes ever lost; but that after a little way +out to sea, there was a current, and a wind always one way in the +morning, the other in the afternoon. + +This I understand to be no more than the sets of the tide, as going out, +or coming in; but I afterwards understood it was occasioned by the great +draught and reflux of the mighty river Oroonoque; in the mouth of which +river, as I thought afterwards, our island lay; and that this land, +which I perceived to the W. and N.W. was the great island Trinidad, on +the north point of the mouth of the river. I asked Friday a thousand +questions about the country, the inhabitants, the sea, the coast, and +what nations were near: he told me all he knew with the greatest +openness imaginable. I asked him the names of the several nations of his +sort of people, but could get no other name than Caribs; from whence I +easily understood, that these were the Caribees, which our maps place on +that part of America which reaches from the mouth of the river Oroonoque +to Guinea, and onwards to St. Martha. He told me, that up a great way +beyond the moon, that was, beyond the setting of the moon, which must be +W. from their country, there dwelt white-bearded men, like me, and +pointed to my great whiskers, which I mentioned before; and that they +had killed much mans, that was his word: by which I understood he meant +the Spaniards, whose cruelties in America had been spread over the whole +countries, and were remembered by all the nations from father to son. + +I inquired if he could tell me how I might come from this island, and +get among those white men; he told me, Yes, yes, I might go in two +canoe; I could not understand what he meant by two canoe; till at last, +with great difficulty, I found he meant, that it must be in a large +great boat as big as two canoes. + +This part of Friday’s discourse began to relish with me very well; and +from this time I entertained some hopes, that one time or other I might +find an opportunity to make my escape from this place, and that this +poor savage might be a means to help me to do it. + +During the long time that Friday had now been with me, and that he began +to speak to me, and understand me, I was not wanting to lay a foundation +of religious knowledge in his mind; particularly I asked him one time, +Who made him? The poor creature did not understand me at all, but +thought I had asked who was his father: but I took it by another handle, +and asked him, Who made the sea, the ground he walked on, and the hills +and woods? He told me, it was one old Benamuckee that lived beyond all: +he could describe nothing of this great person, but that he was very +old; much older, he said, than the sea or the land, than the moon or the +stars. I asked him then, if this old person had made all things, why did +not all things worship him? He looked very grave, and with a perfect +look of innocence said, All things said O! to him. I asked him, if the +people who die in his country, went away any where? He said, Yes, they +all went to Benamuckee. Then I asked him, whether those they ate up, +went thither too? he said, Yes. + +From these things I began to instruct him in the knowledge of the true +God. I told him, that the great Maker of all things lived there, +pointing up towards heaven; that he governs the world by the same power +and providence by which he made it; that he was omnipotent, could do +every thing for us, give every thing to us, take every thing from us: +and thus, by degrees, I opened his eyes. He listened with great +attention, and received with pleasure the notion of Jesus Christ being +sent to redeem us, and of the manner of making our prayers to God, and +his being able to hear us, even into heaven: he told me one day, that if +our God could hear us up beyond the sun, he must needs be a greater God +than their Benamuckee, who lived but a little way off, and yet could not +hear, till they went up to the great mountains, where he dwelt, to speak +to him. I asked him, if ever he went thither to speak to him? He said, +No, they never went that were young men; none went thither but the old +men; whom he called their Oowookakee, that is, as I made him explain it +to me, their religious, or clergy; and that they went to say O! (so he +called saying prayers,) and then came back, and told them what +Benamuckee said. By this I observed, that there is priestcraft even +amongst the most blinded ignorant Pagans in the world; and the policy of +making a secret religion, in order to preserve the veneration of the +people to the clergy, is not only to be found in the Roman, but perhaps +among all religious in the world, even among the most brutish and +barbarous savages. + +I endeavoured to clear up this fraud to my man Friday; and told him, +that the pretence of their old men going up to the mountains to say O! +to their god Benamuckee, was a cheat; and their bringing word from +thence what he said, was much more so; that if they met with any answer, +or spoke with any one there, it must be with an evil spirit: and then I +entered into a long discourse with him about the devil, the original of +him, his rebellion against God, his enmity to man, the reason of it, his +setting himself up in the dark parts of the world to be worshipped +instead of God, and as God, and the many stratagems he made use of, to +delude mankind to their ruin; how he had a secret access to our passions +and to our affections, to adapt his snares so to our inclinations, as to +cause us even to be our own tempters, and to run upon our own +destruction by our own choice. + +I found it was not so easy to imprint right notions in his mind about +the devil, as it was about the being of a God: nature assisted all my +arguments to evidence to him even the necessity of a great First Cause, +and over-ruling governing Power, a secret directing Providence, and of +the equity and justice of paying homage to Him that made us, and the +like: but there appeared nothing of all this in the notion of an evil +spirit, of his original, his being, his nature, and, above all, of his +inclination to do evil, and to draw us in to do so too: and the poor +creature puzzled me once in such a manner, by a question merely natural +and innocent, that I scarce knew what to say to him. I had been talking +a great deal to him of the power of God, his omnipotence, his dreadful +aversion to sin, his being a consuming fire to the workers of iniquity; +how, as he had made as all, he could destroy us, and all the world, in +a moment; and he listened with great seriousness to me all the while. + +After this, I had been telling; him how the devil was God’s enemy in the +hearts of men, and used all his malice and skill to defeat the good +designs of Providence, and to ruin the kingdom of Christ in the world, +and the like: “Well,” says Friday, “but you say God is so strong, so +great, is he not much strong, much might, as the devil?”—“Yes, yes,” +said I, Friday, “God is stronger than the devil, God is above the devil, +and therefore we pray to God to tread him under our feet, and enable us +to resist his temptations, and quench his fiery darts.”—“But,” says he +again, “if God much strong, much might, as the devil, why God not kill +the devil, so make him no more wicked?” + +I was strangely surprised at his question; and after all, though I was +now an old man, yet I was but a young doctor, and ill enough qualified +for a casuist, or a solver of difficulties: and, at first, I could not +tell what to say; so I pretended not to hear him, and asked him what he +said; but he was too earnest for an answer to forget his question; so +that he repeated it in the very same broken words, as above. By this +time I had recovered myself a little, and I said, “God will at last +punish him severely; he is reserved for the judgment, and is to be cast +into the bottomless pit, to dwell with everlasting fire.” This did not +satisfy Friday; but he returns upon me, repeating my words, “Reserve at +last! me no understand: but why not kill the devil now, not kill great +ago?”—“You may as well ask me,” said I, “why God does not kill you and +me, when we do wicked things here that offend him: we are preserved to +repent and be pardoned.” He muses awhile at this; “Well, well,” says he, +mighty affectionately, “that well; so you I, devil, all wicked, all +preserve, repent, God pardon all.” Here I was run down again by him to +the last degree, and it was a testimony to me, how the mere notions of +nature, though they will guide reasonable creatures to the knowledge of +a God, and of a worship or homage due to the supreme being of God, as +the consequence of our nature; yet nothing but divine revelation can +form the knowledge of Jesus Christ, and of a redemption purchased for +us; of a Mediator; of a new covenant; and of an Intercessor at the +footstool of God’s throne; I say, nothing but a revelation from Heaven +can form these in the soul; and that therefore the Gospel of our Lord +and Saviour Jesus Christ, I mean the word of God, and the Spirit of God, +promised for the guide and sanctifier of his people, are the absolutely +necessary instructors of the souls of men in the saving knowledge of +God, and the means of salvation. + +I therefore diverted the present discourse between me and my man, rising +up hastily, as upon some sudden occasion of going out; then sending him +for some thing a great way off, I seriously prayed to God, that he would +enable me to instruct savingly this poor savage, assisting, by his +Spirit, the heart of the poor ignorant creature to receive the light of +the knowledge of God in Christ, reconciling him to himself, and would +guide me to speak so to him from the word of God, as his conscience +might be convinced, his eyes opened, and his soul saved. When he came +again to me, I entered into a long discourse with him upon the subject +of the redemption of man by the Saviour of the world, and of the +doctrine of the Gospel preached from Heaven, viz. of the repentance +towards God, and faith in our blessed Lord Jesus: I then explained to +him, as well as I could, why our blessed Redeemer took not on him the +nature of angels, but the seed of Abraham, and how, for that reason, the +fallen angels had no share in the redemption; that he came only to the +lost sheep of the house of Israel, and the like. + +I had, God knows, more sincerity than knowledge, in all the methods I +took for this poor creature’s instruction; and must acknowledge, what I +believe all that act upon the same principle will find, that in laying +things open to him, I really informed and instructed myself in many +things that either I did not know, or had not fully considered before; +but which occurred naturally to my mind, upon my searching into them for +the information of this poor savage; and I had more affection in my +inquiry after things upon this occasion, than ever I felt before; so +that whether this poor wild wretch was the better for me or no, I had +great reason to be thankful that ever he came to me: my grief sat +lighter upon me, my habitation grew comfortable to me beyond measure; +and when I reflected, that in this solitary life, which I had been +confined to, I had not only been moved myself to look up to Heaven, and +to seek to the Hand that brought me thither, but was now to be made an +instrument, under Providence, to save the life, and for aught I knew the +soul, of a poor savage, and bring him to the true knowledge of religion, +and of the Christian doctrine, that he might know Christ Jesus, to know +whom is life eternal; I say, when I reflected upon all these things, a +secret joy ran through every part of my soul, and I frequently rejoiced +that ever I was brought to this place, which I had often thought the +most dreadful of all afflictions that could possibly have befallen me. + +In this thankful frame I continued all the remainder of my time; and the +conversation which employed the hours between Friday and me was such, as +made the three years which we lived there together perfectly and +completely happy, if any such thing as complete happiness can be found +in a sublunary state. The savage was now a good Christian, a much better +than I; though I have reason to hope, and bless God for it, that we were +equally penitent, and comforted restored penitents: we had here the Word +of God to read, and no farther off from his Spirit to instruct than if +we had been in England. + +I always applied myself to reading the Scripture, and to let him know as +well as I could the meaning of what I read; and he again, by his serious +inquiries and questions, made me, as I said before, a much better +scholar in the Scripture knowledge, than I should ever have been by my +own private reading. Another thing I cannot refrain from observing here, +also from experience, in this retired part of my life; viz. how infinite +and inexpressible a blessing it is, that the knowledge of God, and of +the doctrine of salvation by Christ Jesus, is so plainly laid down in +the Word of God, so easy to be received and understood, that as the bare +reading the Scripture made me capable of understanding enough of my duty +to carry me directly on to the great work of sincere repentance for my +sins, and laying hold of a Saviour for life and salvation, to a stated +reformation in practice, and obedience to all God’s commands, and this +without any teacher or instructor (I mean, human); so the plain +instruction sufficiently served to the enlightening this savage +creature, and bringing him to be such a Christian, as I have known few +equal to him in my life. + +As to the disputes, wranglings, strife, and contention, which has +happened in the world about religion, whether niceties in doctrines, or +schemes of church-government, they were all perfectly useless to us, as, +for aught I can yet see, they have been to all the rest in the world: we +had the sure guide to heaven, viz. the Word of God; and we had, blessed +be God! comfortable views of the Spirit of God, teaching and instructing +us by his Word, leading us into all truth, and making us both willing +and obedient to His instruction of his Word; and I cannot see the least +use that the greatest knowledge of the disputed points in religion, +which have made such confusions in the world, would have been to us, if +we could have obtained it. But I must go on with the historical part of +things, and take every part in its order. + +After Friday and I became more intimately acquainted, and that he could +understand almost all I said to him, and speak fluently, though in +broken English, to me, I acquainted him with my own story, or at least +so much of it as related to my coming into the place, how I had lived +there, and how long: I let him into the mystery (for such it was to him) +of gunpowder and bullets, and taught him how to shoot: I gave him a +knife, which he was wonderfully delighted with; and I made him a belt +with a frog hanging to it, such as in England we wear hangers in; and in +the frog, instead of a hanger, I gave him a hatchet, which was not only +as good a weapon in some cases, but much more useful upon many +occasions. + +I described to him the countries of Europe, and particularly England, +which I came from; how we lived, how we worshipped God, how we behaved +to one another, and how we traded in ships to all the parts of the +world. I gave him an account of the wreck which I had been on board of, +and shewed him as near as I could, the place where she lay; but she was +all beaten in pieces long before, and quite gone. + +I shewed him the ruins of our boat, which we lost when we escaped, and +which I could not stir with my whole strength then, but was now fallen +almost all to pieces. Upon seeing this boat, Friday stood musing a great +while, and said nothing; I asked him what it was he studied upon? At +last, says he, “Me see such boat like come to place at my nation.” + +I did not understand him a good while; but at last, when I had examined +further into it, I understood by him, that a boat, such as that had +been, came on shore upon the country where he lived; that is, as he +explained it, was driven thither by stress of weather. I presently +imagined, that some European ship must have been cast away upon their +coast, and the boat might get loose, and drive ashore; but was so dull, +that I never once thought of men making escape from a wreck thither, +much less whence they might come; so I only inquired after a description +of the boat. + +Friday described the boat to me well enough; but brought me better to +understand him, when he added, with some warmth, “We save the white mans +from drown.” Then I presently asked him, if there, were white mans, as +he called them, in the boat? “Yes,” he said, “the boat full of white +mans.” I asked him, how many! he told upon his fingers seventeen. I +asked him then, what became of them? he told me, “They live, they dwell +at my nation.” + +This put new thoughts into my head again; for I presently imagined, that +these might be the men belonging to the ship that was cast away in sight +of my island, as I now call it; and who, after the ship was struck on +the rock, and they saw her inevitably lost, had saved themselves in +their boat, and were landed upon that wild shore among the savages. + +Upon this I inquired of him more critically, what was become of them? He +assured me they lived still there, that they had been there about four +years, that the savages let them alone, and gave them victuals to live. +I asked him, how it came to pass they did not kill them, and eat them? +He said, “No, they make brother with them:” that is, as I understood +him, a truce: and then he added, “They eat no mans but when make the war +fight:” that is to say, they never eat any men, but such as come to +fight with them, and are taken in battle. + +It was after this, some considerable time, that being on the top of the +hill, at the east side of the island, from whence, as I have said, I had +in a clear day discovered the main or continent of America; Friday, the +weather being very serene, looks very earnestly towards the main land, +and in a kind of surprise falls a-jumping and dancing, and calls out to +me, for I was at some distance from him: I asked him what was the +matter? “O joy!” says he, “O glad! there see my country, there +my nation!” + +I observed an extraordinary sense of pleasure appeared in his face, and +his eyes sparkled, and his countenance discovered a strange eagerness, +as if he had a mind to be in his own country again; and this observation +of mine put a great many thoughts into me; which made me at first not so +easy about my new man Friday as I was before; and I made no doubt, but +that if Friday could get back to his own nation again, he would not +only forget all his religion, but all his obligations to me; and would +be forward enough to give his countrymen an account of me, and come +back, perhaps, with an hundred or two of them, and make a feast upon me, +at which he might be as merry as he used to be with those of his +enemies, when they were taken in war. + +But I wronged the poor honest creature very much, for which I was very +sorry afterwards: however, as my jealousy increased, and held me some +weeks, I was a little more circumspect, and not so familiar and kind to +him as before; in which I was certainly in the wrong too, the honest +grateful creature having no thought about it, but what consisted of the +best principles, both as a religious Christian and as a grateful friend, +as appeared afterwards to my full satisfaction. + +Whilst my jealousy of him lasted, you may be sure I was every day +pumping him, to see if he would discover any of the new thoughts which I +suspected were in him; but I found every thing he said was so honest and +so innocent, that I could find nothing to nourish my suspicion; and, in +spite of all my uneasiness, he made me at last entirely his own again; +nor did he in the least perceive that I was uneasy; and therefore I +could not suspect him of deceit. + +One day, walking up the same hill, but the weather being hazy at sea, so +that we could not see the continent, I called to him, and said, “Friday, +do not you wish yourself in your own country, your own nation”—“Yes,” +he said, “I be much O glad to be at my own nation.”—“What would you do +there?” said I: “would you turn wild again, eat men’s flesh again, and +be a savage as you were before?” He looked full of concern, and shaking +his head, said, “No, no, Friday tell them to live good; tell them to +pray God; tell them to eat corn-bread, cattle-flesh, milk, no eat man +again.”—“Why, then,” said I to him, “they will kill you.” He looked +grave at that, and then said, “No, they no kill me, they willing love +learn:” he meant by this, they would be willing to learn. He added, +they learnt much of the bearded mans that came in the boat. Then I asked +him, if he would go back to them? He smiled at that, and told me he +could not swim so far. I told him I would make a canoe for him. He told +me he would go, if I would so with him. “I go!” said I, “why, they will +eat me if I come there.”—“No, no,” says he, “me make them no eat you, +me make they much love you:” he meant he would tell them how I had +killed his enemies and saved his life, and so he would make them love +me. Then he told me, as well as he could, how kind they were to +seventeen white men, or bearded men, as he called them, who came on +shore in distress. + +From this time, I confess, I had a mind to venture over, and see if I +could possibly join with these bearded men, who, I made no doubt, were +Spaniards or Portuguese; not doubting but, if I could, we might find +some method to escape from thence, being upon the continent, and a good +company together, better than I could from an island forty miles off the +shore, and alone without help. So, after some days, I took Friday to +work again, by way of discourse; and told him, I would give him a boat +to go back to his own nation; and accordingly I carried him to my +frigate, which lay on the other side of the island; and having cleared +it of water (for I always kept it sunk in the water), I brought it out, +shewed it him, and we both went into it. + +I found he was a most dexterous fellow at managing it, would make it go +almost as swift and fast again as I could; so when he was in, I said to +him, “Well, now, Friday, shall we go to your nation?” He looked very +dull at my saying so, which, it seems, was because he thought the boat +too small to go so far. I told him then I had a bigger; so the next day +I went to the place where the first boat lay which I had made, but which +I could not get into the water; he said that was big enough; but then, +as I had taken no care of it, and it had lain two or three and twenty +years there, the sun had split and dried it, that it was in a manner +rotten. Friday told me, such a boat would do very well, and would carry +“much enough vittle, drink, bread:” that was his way of talking. + +Upon the whole, I was by this time so fixed upon my design of going over +with him to the continent, that I told him we would go and make one as +big as that, and he should go home in it. He answered not one word, but +looked very, grave and sad. I asked him, what was the matter with him? +He asked me again thus, “Why you angry mad with Friday? what me done?” I +asked him, what he meant? I told him I was not angry with him at all: +“No angry! no angry!” says he, repeating the words several times, “why +send Friday home away to my nation?”—“Why,” said I, “Friday, did you +not say you wished you were there?”—“Yes, yes,” says he, “wish be both +there; no wish Friday there, no master there.” In a word, he would not +think of going there without me. “I go there, Friday!” said I; “what +should I do there?” He turned very quick upon me at this; “You do great +deal much good,” says he; “you teach wild mans be good, sober, tame +mans; you tell them know God, pray God, and live new life.”—“Alas, +Friday,” said I, “thou knowest not what thou sayest; I am but an +ignorant man myself.”—“Yes, yes,” says he, “you teechee me good, you +teechee them good.”—“No, no, Friday,” said I, “you shall go without me; +leave me here to live by myself, as I did before.” He looked confused +again at that word, and running to one of the hatchets which he used to +wear, he takes it up hastily, and gives it me. “What must I do with +this?” said I to him. “You take kill Friday,” says he. “What must I kill +you for?” said I again, He returns very quick, “What you send Friday +away for? Take kill Friday, no send Friday away.” This he spoke so +earnestly, that I saw tears stand in his eyes. In a word, I so plainly +discovered the utmost affection in him to me, and a firm resolution in +him, that I told him then, and often after, that I would never send him +away from me, if he was willing to stay with me. + +Upon the whole, as I found by all his discourse a settled affection to +me, and that nothing should part him from me, so I found all the +foundation of his desire to go to his own country was laid in his ardent +affection to the people, and his hopes of my doing them good; a thing, +which as I had no notion of myself, so I had not the least thought, or +intention, or desire of undertaking it. But still I found a strong +inclination to my attempting an escape, as above, founded on the +supposition gathered from the former discourse; viz. that there were +seventeen bearded men there; and therefore, without any delay, I went to +work with Friday, to find out a great tree proper to fell, and make a +large periagua or canoe, to under take the voyage: there were trees +enough in the island to have built a little fleet, not of periaguas and +canoes only, but even of good large vessels: but the main thing I looked +at, was to get one so near the water, that we might launch it when it +was made, to avoid the mistake I committed at first. + +At last Friday pitched upon a tree; for I found he knew much better than +I what kind of wood was fittest for it; nor can I tell to this day what +wood to call the tree we cut down, except that it was very like the tree +we call tustick, or between that and the Nicaragua wood, for it was much +of the same colour and smell. Friday was for burning the hollow or +cavity of this tree out, to make it into a boat: but I shewed him how +rather to cut it out with tools, which after I shewed him how to use, he +did very handily; and in about a month’s hard labour we finished it, and +made it very handsome, especially, when, with our axes, which I shewed +him how to handle, we cut and hewed the outside into the true shape of a +boat; after this, however, it cost us near a fortnight’s time to get her +along, as it were inch by inch, upon great rollers, into the water: but +when she was in, she would have carried twenty men with great ease. + +When she was in the water, and though she was so big, it amazed me to +see with what dexterity and how swift my man Friday could manage her, +turn her, and paddle her along; so I asked him if he would, and if we +might venture over in her? “Yes,” he said, “he venture over in her very +well, though great blow wind.” However, I had a farther design that he +knew nothing of, and that was, to make a mast and sail, and to fit her +with an anchor and cable. As to a mast, that was easy enough to get; so +I pitched upon a straight young cedar-tree, which I found near the +place, and which there was a great plenty of in the island; and I set +Friday to work to cut it down, and gave him directions how to shape and +order it: but as to the sail, that was my particular care; I knew I had +old sails, or rather pieces of old sails enough; but as I had had them +now twenty-six years by me, and had not been very careful to preserve +them, not imagining that I should ever have this kind of use for them, I +did not doubt but they were all rotten; and indeed most of them were so; +however, I found two pieces which appeared pretty good, and with these I +went to work, and with a great deal of pains, and awkward tedious +stitching (you may be sure) for want of needles, I at length made a +three-cornered ugly thing, like what we call in England a +shoulder-of-mutton sail, to go with a boom at bottom, and a little short +sprit at the top, such as usually our ships’ long-boats sail with, and +such as I best knew how to manage; because it was such a one as I used +in the boat in which I made my escape from Barbary, as related in the +first part of my story. + +I was near two months performing this last work, viz. rigging and +fitting my mast and sails; for I finished them very complete, making a +small stay, and a sail or foresail to it, to assist, if we should turn +to windward; and, which was more than all, I fixed a rudder to the stern +of her, to steer with; and though I was but a bungling shipwright, yet +as I knew the usefulness, and even necessity of such a thing, I applied +myself with so much pains to do it, that at last I brought it to pass, +though, considering the many dull contrivances I had for it that failed, +I think it cost me almost as much labour as making the boat. + +After all this was done, I had my man Friday to teach as to what +belonged to the navigation of my boat; for though he knew very well how +to paddle the canoe, he knew nothing what belonged to a sail and a +rudder, and was the more amazed when he saw me work the boat to and +again in the sea by the rudder, and how the sail gibed, and filled this +way or that way, as the course we sailed changed; I say, when he saw +this, he stood like one astonished and amazed: however, with a little +use, I made all these things familiar to him, and he became an expert +sailor, except that as to the compass I could make him understand very +little of that: on the other hand, as there was very little cloudy +weather, and seldom or never any fogs in those parts, there was the less +occasion for a compass, seeing the stars were always to be seen by +night, and the shore by day, except in the rainy seasons; and then +nobody cared to stir abroad, either by land or sea. + +I was now entered on the seven-and-twentieth year of my captivity in +this place; though the three last years that I had this creature with +me, ought rather to be left out of the account, my habitation being +quite of another kind than in all the rest of my time. I kept the +anniversary of my landing here with the same thankfulness to God for his +mercies as at first; and if I had such cause of acknowledgment at first, +I had much more so now, having such additional testimonies of the care +of Providence over me, and the great hopes I had of being effectually +and speedily delivered; for I had an invincible impression upon my +thoughts, that my deliverance was at hand, and that I should not be +another year in this place. However, I went on with my husbandry, +digging, planting, and fencing, as usual; I gathered and cured my +grapes, and did every necessary thing, as before. + +The rainy season was in the mean time upon me, when I kept more within +doors than at other times; so I had stowed our new vessel as secure as +we could, bringing her up into the creek, where, as I said in the +beginning, I landed my rafts from the ship; and haling her up to the +shore, at high water mark, I made my man Friday dig a little dock, just +big enough for her to float in; and then, when the tide was out, we made +a strong dam cross the end of it, to keep the water out; and so she lay +dry, as to the tide, from the sea; and to keep the rain off, we laid a +great many boughs of trees so thick, that she was as well thatched as a +house; and thus we waited for the months of November and December, in +which I designed to make my adventure. + +When the settled season began to come in, as the thought of my design +returned with the fair weather, I was preparing daily for the voyage; +and the first thing I did was to lay up a certain quantity of provision, +being the store for the voyage; and intended, in a week or a fortnight’s +time, to open the dock, and launch out our boat. I was busy one morning +upon something of this kind, when I called to Friday, and bid him go to +the sea-shore, and see if he could find a turtle or tortoise, a thing +which we generally got once a week, for the sake of the eggs, as well as +the flesh. Friday had not been long gone, when he came running back, and +flew over my outward wall, or fence, like one that felt not the ground, +or the steps he set his feet on; and before I had time to speak to him, +he cried out to me, “O master! O master! O sorrow! O bad!”—“What’s the +matter, Friday?” said I. “O yonder there,” says he, “one, two, three, +canoe! one, two, three!” By this way of speaking I concluded there were +six; but on inquiry I found there were but three. “Well, Friday,” said +I, “do not be frighted;” so I heartened him up as well as I could. +However, I saw the poor fellow most terribly scared; for nothing ran in +his head, but that they were come to look for him, and would cut him in +pieces, and eat him; the poor fellow trembled so, that I scarce knew +what to do with him; I comforted him as well as I could, and told him I +was in as much danger as he, and that they would eat me as well as him. +“But,” said I, “Friday, we must resolve to fight them: can you fight, +Friday?” “Me shoot,” says he, “but there come many great number.” “No +matter for that,” said I again; “our guns will fright them that we do +not kill.” So I asked him, whether, if I resolved to defend him, he +would defend me, and stand by me, and do just as I bade him? He said, +“Me die, when you bid die, master;” so I went and fetched a good dram of +rum, and gave him; for I had been so good a husband of my rum, that I +had a great deal left. When he had drank it, I made him take the two +fowling-pieces which we always carried, and load them with large +swan-shot as big as small pistol bullets; then I took four muskets, and +loaded them with two slugs and five small bullets each; and my two +pistols I loaded with a brace of bullets each: I hung my great sword, as +usual, naked by my side, and gave Friday his hatchet. + +When I had thus prepared myself, I took my perspective-glass, and went +up to the side of the hill, to see what I could discover; and I found +quickly, by my glass, that there were one and twenty savages, three +prisoners, and three canoes; and that their whole business seemed to be +the triumphant banquet upon these three human bodies; a barbarous feast +indeed, but nothing more than as I had observed was usual with them. + +I observed also, that they were landed, not where they had done when +Friday made his escape, but nearer to my creek, where the shore was low, +and where a thick wood came close almost down to the sea: this, with the +abhorrence of the inhuman errand these wretches came about, so filled me +with indignation, that I came down again to Friday, and told him, I was +resolved to go down to them, and kill them all; and asked him if he +would stand by me. He was now gotten over his fright, and his spirits +being a little raised with the dram I had given him, he was very +cheerful; and told me, as before, he would die when I bid die. + +In this fit of fury, I took first and divided the arms which I had +charged, as before, between us: I gave Friday one pistol to stick in his +girdle, and three guns upon his shoulder; and I took one pistol, and the +other three, myself; and in this posture we marched out. I took a small +bottle of rum in my pocket, and gave Friday a large bag with more powder +and bullet; and as to orders, I charged him to keep close behind me, and +not to stir, shoot, or do any thing till I bid him; and in the mean +time, not to speak a word. In this posture I fetched a compass to my +right hand of near a mile, as well to get over the creek as to get into +the wood; so that I might come within shot of them before I could be +discovered, which I had seen by my glass it was easy to do. + +While I was making this march, my former thoughts returning, I began to +abate my resolution; I do not mean, that I entertained any fear of their +number; for as they were naked, unarmed wretches, it is certain I was +superior to them; nay, though I had been alone: but it occurred to my +thoughts, what call, what occasion, much less what necessity, I was in +to go and dip my hands in blood, to attack people who had neither done +or intended me any wrong, who, as to me, were innocent, and whose +barbarous customs were their own disaster, being in them a token indeed +of God’s having left them, with the other nations of that part of the +world, to such stupidity and to such inhuman courses; but did not call +me to take upon me to be a judge of their actions, much less an +executioner of his justice; that whenever he thought fit, he would take +the cause into his own hands, and by national vengeance punish them for +national crimes; but that in the mean time, it was none of my business; +that it was true, Friday might justify it, because he was a declared +enemy, and in a state of war with those very particular people, and it +was lawful for him to attack them; but I could not say the same with +respect to me. These things were so warmly pressed upon my thoughts all +the way as I went, that I resolved I would only go place myself near +them, that I might observe their barbarous feast, and that I would act +then as God should direct; but that unless something offered that was +more a call to me than yet I knew of, I would not meddle with them. + +With this resolution I entered the wood, and with all possible wariness +and silence (Friday following close at my heels) I marched till I came +to the skirt of the wood, on the side which was next to them; only that +one corner of the wood lay between me and them: here I called softly to +Friday, and shewing him a great tree, which was just at the corner of +the wood, I bade him go to the tree, and bring me word if he could see +there plainly what they were doing: he did so, and came immediately back +to me, and told me they might be plainly viewed there; that they were +all about the fire, eating the flesh of one of their prisoners; and that +another lay bound upon the sand, a little from them, whom he said they +would kill next, and which fired the very soul within me. He told me, it +was not one of their nation, but one of the bearded men whom he had told +me of, who came to their country in the boat. I was filled with horror +at the very naming the white-bearded man, and, going to the tree, I saw +plainly, by my glass, a white man, who lay upon the beach of the sea, +with his hands and his feet tied with flags, or things like rushes; and +that he was an European, and had clothes on. + +There was another tree, and a little thicket beyond it, about fifty +yards nearer to them than the place where I was, which, by going a +little way about, I saw I might come at undiscovered, and that then I +should be within half-shot of them; so I withheld my passion, though I +was indeed enraged to the highest degree; and going back about twenty +paces, I got behind some bushes, which held all the way till I came to +the other tree, and then I came to a little rising ground, which gave me +a full view of them, at the distance of about eighty yards. + +I had now not a moment to lose; for nineteen of the dreadful wretches +sat upon the ground all close huddled together, and had just sent the +other two to butcher the poor Christian, and bring him, perhaps limb by +limb, to their fire; and they were stooped down to untie the bands at +his feet. I turned to Friday; “Now, Friday,” said I, “do as I bid thee.” +Friday said, he would. “Then, Friday,” said I, “do exactly as you see me +do; fail in nothing.” So I set down one of the muskets and the +fowling-piece upon the ground, and Friday did the like by his; and with +the other musket I took my aim at the savages, bidding him do the like. +Then asking him if he was ready, he said, “Yes.” “Then fire at them,” +said I; and the same moment I fired also. + +Friday took his aim so much better than I, that on the side that he +shot, he killed two of them, and wounded three more; and on my side, I +killed one, and wounded two. They were, you may be sure, in a dreadful +consternation; and all of them, who were not hurt, jumped up upon their +feet immediately, but did not know which way to run, or which way to +look; for they knew not from whence their destruction came. Friday kept +his eyes close upon me, that, as I had bid him, he might observe what I +did; so as soon as the first shot was made, I threw down the piece, and +took up the fowling-piece, and Friday did the like; he sees me cock, and +present; he did the same again. “Are you ready, Friday?” said I. “Yes,” +says he. “Let fly then,” said I, “in the name of God;” and with that I +fired again among the amazed wretches, and so did Friday; and as our +pieces were now loaden with what I call swan shot, or small +pistol-bullets, we found only two drop; but so many were wounded, that +they ran about yelling and screaming like mad creatures, all bloody, and +miserably wounded most of them; whereof three more fell quickly after, +though not quite dead. + +“Now, Friday,” said I, laying down the discharged pieces, and taking up +the musket, which was yet loaden, “follow me,” said I; which he did, +with a deal of courage; upon which I rushed, out of the wood, and shewed +myself, and Friday close at my foot: as soon as I perceived they saw me, +I shouted as loud as I could, and bade Friday do so too; and running as +fast as I could, which by the way was not very fast, being loaded with +arms as I was, I made directly towards the poor victim, who was, as I +said, lying upon the beach, or shore, between the place where they sat +and the sea; the two butchers, who were just going to work with him, had +left him, at the surprise of our first fire, and fled in a terrible +fright to the sea-side, and had jumped into a canoe, and three more of +the rest made the same way: I turned to Friday, and bade him step +forwards, and fire at them; he understood me immediately, and running +about forty yards to be near them, he shot at them, and I thought he had +killed them all; for I saw them all fall on an heap into the boat; +though I saw two of them up again quickly: however, he killed two of +them, and wounded the third, so that he lay down in the bottom of the +boat, as if he had been dead. + +While my man Friday fired at them, I pulled out my knife, and cut the +flags that bound the poor victim; and loosing his hands and feet I +lifted him up, and asked him in the Portuguese tongue, what he was? He +answered in Latin, _Christianus;_ but was so weak and faint, that he +could scarce stand, or speak; I took my bottle out of my pocket, and +gave it him, making signs that he should drink, which he did; and I gave +him a piece of bread, which he ate; then I asked him, what countryman he +was? and he said, _Espagnole_; and, being a little recovered, let me +know, by all the signs he could possibly make, how much he was in my +debt for his deliverance. “Seignior,” said I, with as much Spanish as I +could make up, “we will talk afterwards, but we must fight now: if you +have any strength left, take this pistol and sword, and lay about you.” +He took them very thankfully, and no sooner had he the arms in his +hands, but as if they had put new vigour into him, he flew upon his +murderers like a fury, and had cut two of them in pieces in an instant; +for the truth is, as the whole was a surprise to them, so the poor +creatures were so much frighted with the noise of our pieces, that they +fell down for mere amazement and fear, and had no more power to attempt +their own escape, than their flesh had to resist our shot; and that was +the case of those five that Friday shot in the boat; for as three of +them fell with the hurt they received, so the other two fell with +the fright. + +I kept my piece in my hand still, without firing, being willing to keep +my charge ready, because I had given the Spaniard my pistol and sword; +so I called to Friday, and bade him run up to the tree from whence we +first fired, and fetch the arms which lay there, that had been +discharged, which he did with great swiftness; and then giving him my +musket, I sat down myself to load all the rest again, and bade them come +to me when they wanted. While I was loading these pieces, there happened +a fierce engagement between the Spaniard and one of the savages, who +made at him with one of their great wooden swords, the same weapon that +was to have killed him before, if I had not prevented it: the Spaniard, +who was as bold and as brave as could be imagined, though weak, had +fought this Indian a good while, and had cut him two great wounds on his +head; but the savage, being a stout lusty fellow, closing in with him, +had thrown him down, (being faint) and was wringing my sword out of his +hand, when the Spaniard, though undermost, wisely quitting his sword, +drew the pistol from his girdle, shot the savage through the body, and +killed him upon the spot, before I, who was running to help, could +come near him. + +Friday, being now left at his liberty, pursued the flying wretches with +no weapon in his hand but his hatchet; and with that he dispatched those +three, who, as I said before, were wounded at first, and fallen, and all +the rest he could come up with; and the Spaniard coming to me for a gun, +I gave him one of the fowling-pieces, with which he pursued two of the +savages, and wounded them both; but as he was not able to run, they both +got from him into the wood, where Friday pursued them, and killed one of +them; but the other was too nimble for him; and though he was wounded, +yet he plunged into the sea, and swam with all his might off to those +who were left in the canoe; which three in the canoe, with one wounded, +who we know not whether he died or no, were all that escaped our hands +of one-and-twenty. The account of the rest is as follows: + + 3 Killed at our shot from the tree. + 2 Killed at the next shot. + 2 Killed by Friday in the boat. + 2 Killed by ditto, of those at first wounded. + 1 Killed by ditto, in the wood. + 3 Killed by the Spaniard. + 4 Killed, being found dropt here and there of their + wounds, or killed by Friday in his chase of + them. + 4 Escaped in the boat, whereof one wounded, if + not dead. + + ——— + + 21 in all. + +Those that were in the canoe worked hard to get out of gun-shot; and +though Friday made two or three shot at them, I did not find that he hit +any of them: Friday would fain have had me take one of their canoes, and +pursue them; and indeed I was very anxious about their escape, lest, +carrying the news home to their people, they should come back, perhaps, +with two or three hundred of their canoes, and devour us by mere +multitudes; so I consented to pursue them by sea; and running to one of +their canoes, I jumped in, and bade Friday follow me; but when I was in +the canoe, I was surprised to find another poor creature lie there +alive, bound hand and foot, as the Spaniard was, for the slaughter, and +almost dead with fear, not knowing what the matter was; for he had not +been able to look up over the side of the boat, he was tied so hard, +neck and heels, and had been tied so long, that he had really little +life in him. + +I immediately cut the twisted flags, or rushes, which they had bound him +with, and would have helped him up; but he could not stand, or speak, +but groaned most piteously, believing, it seems still, that he was only +unbound in order to be killed. + +When Friday came to him, I bade him speak to him, and tell him of his +deliverance; and pulling out my bottle, made him give the poor wretch a +dram, which, with the news of his being delivered, revived him, and he +sat up in the boat; but when Friday came to hear him speak, and looked +in his face, it would have moved any one to tears, to have seen how +Friday kissed him, embraced him, hugged him, cried, laughed, hallooed, +jumped about, danced, sung, then cried again, wrung his hands, beat his +own face and head, and then sung and jumped about again like a +distracted creature. It was a good while before I could make him speak +to me, or tell me what was the matter; but when he came a little to +himself, he told me that it was his father. + +It was not easy for me to express how it moved me, to see what ecstasy +and filial affection had worked in this poor savage, at the sight of his +father, and of his being delivered from death; nor indeed can I describe +half the extravagances of his affection after this; for he went into the +boat and out of the boat a great many times: when he went in to him, he +would sit down by him, open his breast, and hold his father’s head +close to his bosom, half an hour together, to nourish it: then he took +his arms and ankles, which were numbed and stiff with the binding, and +chafed and rubbed them with his hands; and I, perceiving what the case +was, gave him some rum out of my bottle to rub them with, which did them +a great deal of good. + +This action put an end to our pursuit of the canoe with the other +savages, who were now gotten almost out of sight; and it was happy for +us that we did not; for it blew so hard within two hours after, and +before they could be gotten a quarter of their way, and continued +blowing so hard all night, and that from the north-west, which was +against them, that I could not suppose their boat could live, or that +they ever reached to their own coast. + +But to return to Friday: he was so busy about his father, that I could +not find in my heart to take him off for some time: but after I thought +he could leave him a little, I called him to me, and he came jumping and +laughing, and pleased to the highest extreme. Then I asked him, if he +had given his father any bread? He shook his head, and said, “None: ugly +dog eat all up self.” So I gave him a cake of bread out of a little +pouch I carried on purpose; I also gave him a dram for himself, but he +would not taste it, but carried it to his father: I had in my pocket +also two or three bunches of my raisins, so I gave him a handful of them +for his father. He had no sooner given his father these raisins, but I +saw him come out of the boat, and run away as if he had been bewitched. +He ran at such a rate (for he was the swiftest fellow of his feet that +ever I saw)—I say, he ran at such a rate, that he was out of sight, as +it were, in an instant; and though I called and hallooed too after him, +it was all one; away he went, and in a quarter of an hour I saw him come +back again, though not so fast as he went; and as he came nearer, I +found his pace was slacker, because he had something in his hand. + +When he came up to me, I found he had been quite home for an earthen +jug, or pot, to bring his father some fresh water; and that he had get +two more cakes or loaves of bread. The bread he gave me, but the water +he carried to his father: however, as I was very thirsty too, I took a +little sip of it: this water revived his father more than all the rum or +spirits I had given him; for he was just fainting with thirst. + +When his father had drank, I called him, to know if there was any water +left? he said, “Yes;” and I bade him give it to the poor Spaniard, who +was in as much want of it as his father; and I sent one of the cakes, +that Friday brought, to the Spaniard too, who was indeed very weak, and +was reposing himself upon a green place, under the shade of a tree, and +whose limbs were also very stiff, and very much swelled with the rude +bandage he had been tied with: when I saw that, upon Friday’s coming to +him with the water, he sat up and drank, and took the bread, and began +to eat, I went to him, and gave him a handful of raisins: he looked up +in my face with all the tokens of gratitude and thankfulness that could +appear in any countenance; but was so weak, notwithstanding he had so +exerted himself in the fight, that he could not stand upon his feet; he +tried to do it two or three times, but was really not able, his ankles +were so swelled and so painful to him; so I bade him sit still, and +caused Friday to rub his ankles, and bathe them with rum, as he had done +his father’s. + +I observed the poor affectionate creature every two minutes, or perhaps +less, all the while he was here, turned his head about, to see if his +father was in the same place and posture as he left him sitting; and at +last he found he was not to be seen; at which he started up, and, +without speaking a word, flew with that swiftness to him, that one could +scarce perceive his feet to touch the ground as he went: but when he +came, he only found he had laid himself down to ease his limbs: so +Friday came back to me presently, and I then spoke to the Spaniard to +let Friday help him up, if he could, and load him to the boat, and then +he should carry him to our dwelling, where I would take care of him: but +Friday, a lusty young fellow, took the Spaniard quite up upon his back, +and carried him away to the boat, and set him down softly upon the side +or gunnel of the canoe, with his feet in the inside of it, and then +lifted them quite in, and set him close to his father, and presently +stepping out again, launched the boat off, and paddled it along the +shore faster than I could walk, though the wind blew pretty hard too; so +he brought them both safe into our creek; and leaving them in the boat, +runs away to fetch the other canoe. As he passed me, I spoke to him, and +asked him whither he went? He told me, “Go fetch more boat;” so away he +went, like the wind; for sure never man or horse ran like him, and he +had the other canoe in the creek almost as soon as I got to it by land; +so he wafted me over, and then went to help our new guests out of the +boat, which he did; but they were neither of them able to walk; so that +poor Friday knew not what to do. + +To remedy this, I went to work in my thought, and calling to Friday to +bid them sit down on the bank while he came to me, I soon made a kind of +hand-barrow to lay them on, and Friday and I carried them up both +together upon it between us; but when we got them to the outside of our +wall or fortification, we were at a worse loss than before; for it was +impossible to get them over; and I was resolved not to break it down: so +I set to work again; and Friday and I, in about two hours time, made a +very handsome tent, covered with old sails, and above that with boughs +of trees, being in the space without our outward fence, and between that +and the grove of young wood which I had planted: and here we made two +beds of such things as I had; viz. of good rice-straw, with blankets +laid upon it to lie on, and another to cover them on each bed. + +My island was now peopled, and I thought myself very rich in subjects; +and it was a merry reflection which I frequently made, how like a king +I looked: first of all, the whole country was my own mere property; so +that I had an undoubted right of dominion: 2dly, My people were +perfectly subjected: I was absolute lord and lawgiver; they all owed +their lives to me, and were ready to lay down their lives, if there had +been occasion for it, for me: it was remarkable too, I had but three +subjects, and they were of three different religions. My man Friday was +a Protestant, his father a Pagan and a cannibal; and the Spaniard was a +Papist: however, I allowed liberty of conscience throughout my +dominions: but this by the way. + +As soon as I had secured my two weak rescued prisoners, and given them +shelter, and a place to rest them upon, I began to think of making some +provision for them; and the first thing I did, I ordered Friday to take +a yearling goat, betwixt a kid and a goat, out of my particular flock, +to be killed: then I cut off the hind quarter, and, chopping it into +small pieces, I set Friday to work to boiling and stewing, and made them +a very good dish, I assure you, of flesh and broth; having put some +barley and rice also into the broth; and as I cooked it without doors, +(for I made no fire within my inner wall) so I carried it all into the +new tent; and having set a table there for them, I sat down and ate my +dinner also with them; and, as well as I could, cheered them and +encouraged them, Friday being my interpreter, especially to his father, +and indeed to the Spaniard too; for the Spaniard spoke the language of +the savages pretty well. + +After we had dined, or rather supped, I ordered Friday to take one of +the canoes, and go and fetch our muskets and other fire-arms, which, for +want of time, we had left upon the place of battle; and the next day I +ordered him to go and bury the dead bodies of the savages, which lay +open to the sun, and, would presently be offensive; and I also ordered +him to bury the horrid remains of their barbarous feast, which I knew +were pretty much, and which I could not think of doing myself; nay, I +could not, bear to see them, if I went that way: all which he +punctually performed, and defaced the very appearance of the savages +being there; so that when I went again, I could scarce know where it +was, otherwise than by the corner of the wood pointing to the place. + +I then began to enter into a little conversation with my two new +subjects; and first I set Friday to inquire of his father, what he +thought of the escape of the savages in that canoe? and whether he might +expect a return of them with a power too great for us to resist? His +first opinion was, that the savages in the boat never could live out the +storm which blew that night they went off, but must of necessity be +drowned or driven south to those other shores, where they were as sure +to be devoured, as they were to be drowned if they were cast away; but +as to what they would do if they came safe on shore, he said, he knew +not; but it was his opinion, that they were so dreadfully frighted with +the manner of being attacked, the noise, and the fire, that he believed +they would tell their people they were all killed by thunder and +lightning, and not by the hand of man; and that the two which appeared +(viz. Friday and I) were two heavenly spirits or furies come down to +destroy them, and not men with weapons. This, he said, he knew, because +he heard them all cry out so in their language to one another; for it +was impossible for them to conceive that a man should dart fire, and +speak thunder, and kill at a distance, without lifting up the hand, as +was done now. And this old savage was in the right; for, as I understood +since by other hands, the savages of that part never attempted to go +over to the island afterwards. They were so terrified with the accounts +given by these four men, (for it seems they did escape the sea) that +they believed, whoever went to that enchanted island, would be destroyed +with fire from the gods. + +This, however, I knew not, and therefore was under continual +apprehensions for a good while, and kept always upon my guard, I and all +my army; for as there were now four of us, I would have ventured a +hundred of them fairly in the open field at any time. + +In a little time, however, no more canoes appearing, the fear of their +coming wore off, and I began to take my former thoughts of a voyage to +the main into consideration, being likewise assured by Friday’s father, +that I might depend upon good usage from their nation on his account, if +I would go. + +But my thoughts were a little suspended, when I had a serious discourse +with the Spaniard, and when I understood, that there were sixteen more +of his countrymen and Portuguese, who having been cast away, and made +their escape to that side, lived there at peace indeed with the savages, +but were very sore put to it for necessaries, and indeed for life: I +asked him all the particulars of their voyage; and found they were a +Spanish ship, bound from the Rio de la Plata to the Havanna, being +directed to leave their loading there, which was chiefly hides and +silver, and to bring back what European goods they could meet with +there; that they had five Portuguese seamen on board, whom they took out +of another wreck; that five of their own men were drowned when first the +ship was lost; and that these escaped through infinite dangers and +hazards, and arrived almost starved on the cannibal coast, where they +expected to have been devoured every moment. + +He told me, they had some arms with them, but they were perfectly +useless, for that they had neither powder nor ball, the washing of the +sea having spoiled all their powder, but a little which they used at +their first landing to provide themselves some food. + +I asked him what he thought would become of them there; and if they had +formed no design of making any escape? He said, they had many +consultations about it, but that having neither vessel, nor tools to +build one, or provisions of any kind, their counsels always ended in +tears and despair. + +I asked him, how he thought they would receive a proposal from me, +which might tend towards an escape; and whether, if they were all here, +it might not be done? I told him with freedom, I feared mostly their +treachery and ill usage of me, if I put my life in their hands; for that +gratitude was no inherent virtue in the nature of man; nor did men +always square their dealings by the obligations they had received, so +much as they did by the advantages they expected: I told him, it would +be very hard, that I should be the instrument of their deliverance, and +that they should afterwards make me their prisoner in New Spain, where +an Englishman was certain to be made a sacrifice, what necessity, or +what accident soever, brought him thither; and that I had rather be +delivered up to the savages, and be devoured alive, than fall into the +merciless claws of the priests, and be carried into the Inquisition. I +added, that otherwise I was persuaded, if they were all here, we might, +with so many hands, build a bark large enough to carry us all away +either to the Brasils southward, or to the islands or Spanish coast +northward: but that if in requital they should, when I had put weapons +into their hands, carry me by force among their own people, I might be +ill used for my kindness to them, and make my case worse than it +was before. + +He answered, with a great deal of candour and ingenuity, that their +condition was so miserable, and they were so sensible of it, that he +believed they would abhor the thought of using any man unkindly that +should contribute to their deliverance; and that, if I pleased, he would +go to them with the old man, and discourse with them about it, and +return again, and bring me their answer: that he would make conditions +with them upon their solemn oath, that they would be absolutely under my +leading, as their commander and captain; and that they should swear upon +the holy Sacraments and Gospel, to be true to me, and go to such +Christian country as I should agree to, and no other; and to be directed +wholly and absolutely by my orders, till they were landed safely in +such country as I intended; and that he would bring a contract from +them under their hands for that purpose. + +Then he told me, he would first swear to me himself, that he would never +stir from me as long as he lived, till I gave him order; and that he +would take my side to the last drop of blood, if there should happen the +least breach of faith among his countrymen. + +He told me, they were all of them very civil honest men, and they were +under the greatest distress imaginable, having neither weapons or +clothes, nor any food, but at the mercy and discretion of the savages; +out of all hopes of ever returning to their own country: and that he was +sure, if I would undertake their relief, they would live and die by me. + +Upon these assurances, I resolved to venture to relieve them, if +possible, and to send the old savage and the Spaniard over to them to +treat: but when he had gotten all things in readiness to go, the +Spaniard himself started an objection, which had so much prudence in it +on one hand, and so much sincerity on the other hand, that I could not +but be very well satisfied in it; and, by his advice, put off the +deliverance of his comrades for at least half a year. The case was thus: + +He had been with us now about a month; during which time I had let him +see in what manner I had provided, with the assistance of Providence, +for my support; and he saw evidently what stock of corn and rice I had +laid up; which, as it was more, than sufficient for myself, so it was +not sufficient, at least without good husbandry, for my family, now it +was increased to number four: but much less would it be sufficient, if +his countrymen, who were, as he said, fourteen still alive, should come +over; and least of all would it be sufficient to victual our vessel, if +we should build one, for a voyage to any of the Christian colonies of +America. So he told me, he thought it would be more adviseable, to let +him and the other two dig and cultivate some more land, as much as I +could spare seed to sow; and that we should wait another harvest, that +we might have a supply of corn for his countrymen when they should come; +for want might be a temptation to them to disagree, or not to think +themselves delivered, otherwise than out of one difficulty into another: +“You know,” says he, “The children of Israel, though they rejoiced at +first at their being delivered out of Egypt, yet rebelled even against +God himself, that delivered them, when they came to want bread in the +wilderness.” + +His caution was so seasonable, and his advice so good, that I could not +but be very well pleased with his proposal, as well as I was satisfied +with his fidelity. So we fell to digging, all four of us, as well as the +wooden tools we were furnished with permitted; and in about a month’s +time, by the end of which it was seed time, we had gotten as much land +cured and trimmed up as we sowed twenty-two bushels of barley on, and +sixteen jars of rice, which was, in short, all the seed we had to spare; +nor indeed did we leave ourselves barley sufficient for our own food for +the six months that we had to expect our crop, that is to say, reckoning +from the time we set our seed aside for sowing; for it is not to be +supposed it is six months in the ground in that country. + +Having now society enough, and our number being sufficient to put us out +of fear of the savages, if they had come, unless their number had been +very great, we went freely all over the island, wherever we found +occasion; and as here we had our escape or deliverance upon our +thoughts, it was impossible, at least for me, to have the means of it +out of mine; to this purpose, I marked out several trees, which I +thought fit for our work, and I set Friday and his father to cutting +them down; and then I caused the Spaniard, to whom I imparted my +thoughts on that affair, to oversee and direct their work: I showed them +with what indefatigable pains I had hewed a large tree into single +planks, and I caused them to do the like, till they had about a dozen +large planks of good oak, near two feet broad, thirty-five feet long, +and from two inches to four inches thick: what prodigious labour it took +up, any one may imagine. + +At the same time I contrived to increase my little flock of tame goats +as much as I could; and to this purpose I made Friday and the Spaniard +to go out one day, and myself with Friday, the next day, for we took our +turns: and by this means we got about twenty young kids to breed up with +the rest; for whenever we shot the dam, we saved the kids, and added +them to our flock: but above all, the season for curing the grapes +coming on, I caused such a prodigious quantity to be hung up in the sun, +that I believe, had we been at Alicant, where the raisins of the sun are +cured, we should have filled sixty or eighty barrels; and these, with +our bread, was a great part of our food, and very good living too, I +assure you; for it is an exceeding nourishing food. + +It was now harvest, and our crop in good order; it was not the most +plentiful increase I had seen in the island, but, however, it was enough +to answer our end; for from twenty two bushels of barley, we brought in +and threshed out above two hundred and twenty bushels, and the like in +proportion of the rice, which was store enough for our food to the next +harvest, though all the sixteen Spaniards had been on shore with me; or, +if we had been ready for a voyage, it would very plentifully have +victualled our ship, to have carried us to any part of the world, that +is to say, of America. When we had thus housed and secured our magazine +of corn, we fell to work to make more wicker-work; viz., great baskets, +in which we kept it; and the Spaniard was very handy and dexterous at +this part, and often blamed me, that I did not make some things for +defence of this kind of work; but I saw no need of it. And now having a +full supply of food for all the guests expected, I gave the Spaniard +leave to go over to the main, to see what he could do with those he left +behind him there: I gave him a strict charge in writing not to bring any +man with him, who would not first swear, in the presence of himself and +of the old savage, that he would no way injure, fight with, or attack +the person he should find in the island, who was so kind to send for +them in order to their deliverance; but that they would stand by and +defend him against all such attempts; and wherever they went, would be +entirely under, and subjected to his command; and that this should be +put in writing, and signed with their hands: how we were to have this +done, when I knew they had neither pen or ink, that indeed was a +question which we never asked. + +Under these instructions, the Spaniard, and the old savage, (the father +of Friday) went away in one of the canoes, which they might be said to +come in, or rather were brought in, when they came as prisoners to be +devoured by the savages. + +I gave each of them a musket with a firelock on it, and about eight +charges of powder and ball, charging them to be very good husbands of +both, and not to use either of them but upon urgent occasions. + +This was a cheerful work, being the first measures used by me in view of +my deliverance for now twenty-seven years and some days. I gave them +provisions of bread, and of dried grapes, sufficient for themselves for +many days, and sufficient for their countrymen for about eight days +time; and wishing them a good voyage, I let them go, agreeing with them +about a signal they should hang out at their return, by which I should +know them again, when they came back, at a distance, before they came +on shore. + +They went away with a fair gale on the day that the moon was at the +full; by my account in the month of October; but as for the exact +reckoning of days, after I had once lost it, I could never recover it +again; nor had I kept even the number of years so punctually, as to be +sure that I was right, though, as it proved when I afterwards examined +my account, I found I had kept a true reckoning of years. + +It was no less than eight days I waited for them, when a strange and +unforeseen accident intervened, of which the like has not, perhaps, been +heard of in history. I was fast asleep in my hutch one morning, when my +man Friday came running in to me, and called aloud, “Master, master, +they are come, they are come.” + +I jumped up, and, regardless of danger, I went out as soon as I could +get my clothes on, through my little grove, which (by the way) was by +this time grown to be a very thick wood; I say, regardless of danger, I +went without my arms, which was not my custom to do; but I was +surprised, when, turning my eyes to the sea, I presently saw a boat at +about a league and a half’s distance, standing in for the shore, with a +shoulder of mutton sail, as they call it, and the wind blowing pretty +fair to bring them in. Also I observed presently, that they did not come +from that side which the shore lay on, but from the southernmost end of +the island. Upon this I called Friday in, and bid him be close, for +these were not the people we looked for, and that we did not know yet +whether they were friends or enemies. + +In the next place, I went in to fetch my perspective glass, to see what +I could make of them; and having taken the ladder out, I climbed up to +the top of the hill, as I used to do when I was apprehensive of any +thing, and to take my view the plainer without being discovered. + +I had scarce set my foot on the hill, when my eye plainly discovered a +ship lying at an anchor, at about two leagues and a half’s distance from +me, S.S.E. but not above a league and a half from the shore. By my +observation it appeared plainly to be an English ship, and the boat +appeared to be an English long-boat. + +I cannot express the confusion I was in, though the joy of seeing a +ship, and one whom I had reason to believe was manned by my own +countrymen, and consequently friends, was such as I cannot describe; but +yet I had some secret doubts hung about me, I cannot tell from whence +they came, bidding me keep upon my guard. In the first place, it +occurred to me to consider what business an English ship could have in +that part of the world; since it was not the way to or from any part of +the world where the English had any traffic; and I knew there had been +no storms to drive them in there, as in distress; and that if they were +English really, it was most probable that they were here upon no good +design; and that I had better continue as I was, than fall into the +hands of thieves and murderers. + +Let no man despise the secret hints and notices of danger, which +sometimes are given him when he may think there is no possibility of its +being real. That such hints and notices are given us, I believe few that +have made any observation of things can deny; that they are certain +discoveries of an invisible world, and a converse of spirits, we cannot +doubt; and if the tendency of them seems to be to warn us of danger, why +should we not suppose they are from some friendly agent, (whether +supreme, or inferior and subordinate, is not the question,) and that +they are given for our good? + +The present question abundantly confirms me in the justice of this +reasoning; for had I not been made cautious by this secret admonition, +come from whence it will, I had been undone inevitably, and in a far +worse condition than before, as you will see presently. + +I had not kept myself long in this posture, but I saw the boat draw near +the shore, as if they looked for a creek to thrust in at for the +convenience of landing; however, as they did not come quite far enough, +they did not see the little inlet where I formerly landed my rafts, but +run their boat on shore upon the beach, at about half a mile from me, +which was very happy for me; for otherwise they would have landed just, +as I may say, at my door, and would have soon beaten me out of my +castle, and, perhaps, have plundered me of all I had. + +When they were on shore, I was fully satisfied they were Englishmen, at +least most of them; one or two I thought were Dutch, but it did not +prove so. There were in all eleven men, whereof three of them I found +were unarmed, and (as I thought) bound; and when the first four or five +of them were jumped on shore, they took those three out of the boat as +prisoners: one of the three I could perceive using the most passionate +gestures of entreaty, affliction, and despair, even to a kind of +extravagance; the other two, I could perceive, lifted up their hands +sometimes, and appeared concerned indeed, but not to such a degree as +the first. + +I was perfectly confounded at the sight, and knew not what the meaning +of it should be; Friday called out to me in English, as well as he +could, “O master! you see English mans eat prisoners as well as savage +mans.”—“Why,” said I, “Friday, do you think they are going to eat them +then”—“Yes,” says Friday, “they will eat them.”—“No, no,” said I, +“Friday; I am afraid they will murder them indeed; but you may be sure +they will not eat them.” + +All this while I had no thought of what the matter really was, but stood +trembling with the horror of the sight, expecting every moment when the +three prisoners should be killed; nay, once I saw one of the villains +lift up his arm with a great cutlass (as the seamen call it) or sword, +to strike one of the poor men; and I expected to see him fall every +moment, at which all the blood in my body seemed to run chill in +my veins. + +I wished heartily now for our Spaniard, and the savage that was gone +with him; or that I had any way to have come undiscovered within shot of +them, that I might have rescued the three men; for I saw no fire-arms +they had among them; but it fell out to my mind another way. + +After I had observed the outrageous usage of the three men by the +insolent seamen, I observed the fellows ran scattering about the land, +as if they wanted to see the country. I observed also, that the three +other men had liberty to go where they pleased; but they sat down all +three upon the ground very pensive, and looked like men in despair. + +This put me in mind of the finest time when I came on shore, and began +to look about me; how I gave myself over for lost, how wildly I looked +round me, what dreadful apprehensions I had, and how I lodged in the +tree all night for fear of being devoured by wild beasts. + +As I knew nothing that night of the supply I was to receive by the +providential driving of the ship nearer the land, by the storms and +tides, by which I have since been so long nourished and supported; so +these three poor desolate men knew nothing how certain of deliverance +and supply they were, how near it was to them, and how effectually and +really they were in a condition of safety, at the same time they thought +themselves lost, and their case desperate. + +So little do we see before us in the world, and so much reason have we +to depend cheerfully upon the great Maker of the world, that he does not +leave his creatures so absolutely destitute, but that in the worst +circumstances they have always something to be thankful for, and +sometimes are nearer their deliverance than they imagine; nay, are even +brought to their deliverance by the means by which they seem to be +brought to their destruction. + +It was just at the top of high water when these people came on shore, +and while, partly they stood parleying with the prisoners they brought, +and partly while they rambled about to see what kind of place they were +in, they had carelessly staid till the tide was spent, and the water was +ebbed considerably away, leaving their boat aground. + +They had left two men in the boat, who, as I found afterwards, having +drank a little too much brandy, fell asleep; however, one of them waking +sooner than the other, and finding the boat too fast aground for him to +stir it, hallooed for the rest who were straggling about, upon which +they all soon came to the boat but it was past all their strength to +launch her, the boat being very heavy, and the shore on that side being +a soft oozy sand, almost like a quicksand. + +In this condition, like true seamen, who are, perhaps, the least of all +mankind given to fore-thought, they gave it over, and away they strolled +about the country again; and I heard one of them say aloud to another, +(calling them off from the boat) “Why, let her alone, Jack, can’t ye? +she’ll float next tide.” By which I was fully confirmed in the main +inquiry, of what countrymen they were. + +All this while I kept myself close, not once daring to stir out of my +castle, any further than to my place of observation, near the top of the +hill; and very glad I was, to think how well it was fortified. I know it +was no less then ten hours before the boat could be on float again, and +by that time it would be dark and I might be more at liberty to see +their motions, and to hear their discourse, if they had any. + +In the meantime I fitted myself up for a battle, as before, though with +more caution, knowing I had to do with another kind of enemy than I had +at first: I ordered Friday also, whom I had made an excellent marksman +with his gun, to load himself with arms: I took myself two +fowling-pieces, and I gave him three muskets. My figure, indeed, was +very fierce; I had my formidable goat-skin coat on, with the great cap I +mentioned, a naked sword, two pistols in my belt, and a gun upon +each shoulder. + +It was my design, as I said above, not to have made any attempt till it +was dark; but about two o’clock, being the heat of the day, I found that +in short they were all gone straggling into the woods, and, as I +thought, were all laid down to sleep. The three poor distressed men, too +anxious for their condition to get any sleep, were however set down +under the shelter of a great tree, at about a quarter of a mile from me, +and, as I thought, out of sight of any of the rest. + +Upon this I resolved to discover myself to them, and learn something of +their condition. Immediately I marched in the figure above, my man +Friday at a good distance behind me, as formidable for his arms as I, +but not making quite so staring a spectre-like figure as I did. + +I came as near them undiscovered as I could, and then before any of them +saw me, I called aloud to them in Spanish, “What are ye gentlemen?” + +They started up at the noise, but were ten times more confounded when +they saw me, and the uncouth figure that I made. They made no answer at +all, but I thought I perceived them just going to fly from me, when I +spoke to them in English, “Gentlemen,” said I, “do not be surprized at me; +perhaps you may have a friend near you when you did not expect it.”—“He +must be sent directly from Heaven then,” said one of them very gravely to +me, and pulling off his hat at the same time to me, “for our condition is +past the help of man.”—“All help is from Heaven, Sir,” said I: “but can +you put a stranger in the way how to help you, for you seem to me to be +in some great distress: I saw you when you landed, and when you seemed +to make applications to the brutes that came with you, I saw one of them +lift up his sword to kill you.” + +The poor man with tears running down his face, and trembling, looking +like one astonished, returned, “Am I talking to God, or man! Is it a real +man, or an angel?”—“Be in no fear about that, Sir,” said I: “if God had +sent an angel to relieve you, he would have come better cloathed, and +armed after another manner than you see me in; pray lay aside your fears, +I am a man, an Englishman, and disposed to assist you, you see; I have +one servant only; we have arms and ammunition; tell us freely, can we +serve you?—What is your case?” + +“Our case,” said he, “Sir, is too long to tell you, while our murtherers +are so near; but in short, sir, I was commander of that ship, my men +have mutinied against me; they have been hardly prevailed on not to +murther me, and at last have set me on shore in this desolate place, +with these two men with me; one my mate, the other a passenger, where we +expected to perish, believing the place to be uninhabited, and know not +yet what to think of it.” + +“Where are those brutes, your enemies,” said I; “do you know where they are +gone?”—“There they are, Sir,” said he, pointing to a thicket of trees; “my +heart trembles, for fear they have seen us, and heard you speak, if they +have, they will certainly murder us all.” + +“Have they any fire-arms?” said I. He answered, “They had only two pieces, +and one which they left in the boat.”—“Well then,” said I, “leave the rest +to me; I see they are all asleep, it is an easy thing to kill them all; +but shall we rather take them prisoners?” He told me there were two +desperate villains among them, that it was scarce safe to shew any mercy +to; but if they were secured, he believed all the rest would return to +their duty. I asked him, which they were? He told me he could not at +that distance describe them; but he would obey my orders in any thing I +would direct. “Well,” says I, “let us retreat out of their view or hearing, +least they awake, and we will resolve further;” so they willingly went +back with me, till the woods covered us from them. + +“Look you, Sir,” said I, “if I venture upon your deliverance, are you +willing to make two conditions with me?” He anticipated my proposals, by +telling me, that both he and the ship, if recovered, should be wholly +directed and commanded by me in every thing; and if the ship was not +recovered, he would live and dye with me in what part of the world +soever I would send him; and the two other men said the same. + +“Well,” says I, “my conditions are but two. 1. That while you stay on this +island with me, you will not pretend to any authority here; and if I put +arms into your hands, you will upon all occasions give them up to me, +and do no prejudice to me or mine, upon this island, and in the mean +time be governed by my orders. + +“2. That if the ship is or may be recovered, you will carry me and my +man to England, passage free.” + +He gave me all the assurance that the invention and faith of a man could +devise, that he would comply with these most reasonable demands, and +besides would owe his life to me, and acknowledge it upon all occasions +as long as he lived. + +“Well then,” said I, “here are three muskets for you, with powder and +ball; tell me next what you think is proper to be done.” He shewed all +the testimony of his gratitude that he was able; but offered to be +wholly guided by me: I told him, I thought it was hard venturing any +thing, but the best method I could think of, was to fire upon them at +once, as they lay; and if any were not killed at the first volley, and +offered to submit, we might save them, and so put it wholly upon God’s +providence to direct the shot. + +He said, very modestly, that he was loath to kill them, if he could help +it; but that those two were incorrigible villains, and had been the +authors of all the mutiny in the ship; and if they escaped, we should be +undone still; for they would go on board, and bring the whole ship’s +company, and destroy us all. “Well then,” said I, “necessity legitimates +my advice; for it is the only way to save our lives.” However, seeing +him still cautious of shedding blood, I told him, they should go +themselves, and manage as they found convenient. + +In the middle of this discourse we heard some of them awake, and soon +after we saw two of them on their feet. I asked him, if either of them +were the men who he had said were the heads of the mutiny? He said, No. +“Well then,” said I, “you may let them escape, and Providence seems to +have wakened them on purpose to save themselves.”—“Now,” said I, “if +the rest escape you, it is your fault.” + +Animated with this, he took the musket I had given him in his hand, and +pistol in his belt, and his two comrades with him, with each man a piece +in his hand: the two men, who were with him, going first, made some +noise, at which one of the seamen, who was awake, turned about, and +seeing them coming, cried out to the rest; but it was too late then; for +the moment he cried out, they fired, I mean the two men, the captain +wisely reserving his own piece: they had so well aimed their shot at the +men they knew, that one of them was killed on the spot, and the other +very much wounded; but not being dead he started up on his feet, and +called eagerly for help to the other; but the captain, stepping to him, +told him it was too late to cry for help; he should call upon God to +forgive his villany; and with that word knocked him down with the stock +of his musket, so that he never spoke more: there were three more in the +company, and one of them was also slightly wounded. By this time I was +come; and when they saw their danger, and that it was in vain to resist, +they begged for mercy. The captain told them, he would spare their +lives, if they would give him any assurance of their abhorrence of the +treachery they had been guilty of, and would swear to be faithful to him +in recovering the ship, and afterwards in carrying her back to Jamaica, +from whence they came. They gave him all the protestations of their +sincerity that could be desired, and he was willing to believe them, and +spare their lives, which I was not against; only I obliged him to keep +them bound hand and foot while they were upon the island. + +While this was doing, I sent Friday with the captain’s mate to the boat, +with orders to secure her, and bring away the oars and sail, which they +did; and by and by, three straggling men, that were (happily for them) +parted from the rest, came back upon hearing the guns fired; and seeing +their captain, who before was their prisoner, now their conqueror, they +submitted to be bound also; and so our victory was complete. + +It now remained, that the captain and I should inquire into one +another’s circumstances: I began first, and told him my whole history, +which he heard with an attention even to amazement, and particularly at +the wonderful manner of my being furnished with provisions and +ammunition; and indeed, as my story is a whole collection of wonders, it +affected him deeply; but when he reflected from thence upon himself, and +how I seemed to have been preserved there on purpose to save his life, +the tears ran down his face, and he could not speak a word more. + +After this communication was at an end, I carried him and his two men +into my apartments, leading them in just where I came out, viz. at the +top of the house; where I refreshed them with such provisions as I had, +and shewed them all the contrivances I had made during my long, long +inhabiting that place. + +All I shewed them, all I said to them, was perfectly amazing; but, above +all, the captain admired my fortification; and how perfectly I had +concealed my retreat with a grove of trees, which, having now been +planted near twenty years, and the trees growing much faster than in +England, was become a little wood, and so thick, that it was impassable +in any part of it, but at that one side where I had reserved my little +winding passage into it: this I told him was my castle, and my +residence; but that I had a seat in the country, as most princes have, +whither I could retreat upon occasion, and I would shew him that too +another time; but at present our business was to consider how to recover +the ship. He agreed with me as to that; but told me, he was perfectly at +a loss what measure to take; for that there were still six-and-twenty +hands on board, who having entered into a cursed conspiracy, by which +they had all forfeited their lives to the law, would be hardened in it +now by desperation; and would carry it on, knowing that, if they were +reduced, they should be brought to the gallows as soon as they came to +England, or to any of the English colonies; and that therefore there +would be no attacking them with so small a number as we were. + +I mused for some time upon what he had said, and found it was a very +rational conclusion, and that therefore something was to be resolved on +very speedily, as well to draw the men on board into some snare for +their surprise, as to prevent their landing upon us, and destroying us. +Upon this it presently occurred to me, that in a little while the ship’s +crew, wondering what was become of their comrades, and of the boat, +would certainly come on shore in their other boat to see for them; and +that then perhaps they might come armed, and be too strong for us: this +he allowed was rational. + +Upon this I told him, the first thing we had to do was to stave the +boat, which lay upon the beach, so that they might not carry her off; +and taking every thing out of her, leaving her so far useless as not to +be fit to swim; accordingly we went on board, took the arms which were +left on board out of her, and whatever else we found there, which was a +bottle of brandy, and another of rum, a few biscuit cakes, an horn of +powder, and a great lump of sugar in a piece of canvas; the sugar was +five or six pounds; all which was very welcome to me, especially the +brandy and sugar, of which I had had none left for many years. + +When we had carried all these things on shore, (the oars, mast, sail, +and rudder of the boat were carried before as above,) we knocked a great +hole in her bottom, that if they had come strong enough to master us, +yet they could not carry off the boat. + +Indeed it was not much in my thoughts, that we could be capable to +recover the ship; but my view was, that if they went away without the +boat, I did not much question to make her fit again to carry us away to +the Leeward Islands, and call upon our friends the Spaniards in my way, +for I had them still in my thoughts. + +While we were thus preparing our designs, and had first by main strength +heaved the boat up upon the beach, so high that the tide would not float +her off at high water mark; and, besides, had broken a hole in her +bottom too big to be quickly stopped, and were sat down musing what we +should do; we heard the ship fire a gun, and saw her make a waft with +her ancient, as a signal for the boat to come on board; but no boat +stirred; and they fired several times, making other signals for +the boat. + +At last, when all their signals and firings proved fruitless, and they +found the boat did not stir, we saw them (by the help of our glasses) +hoist another boat out, and row towards the shore; and we found, as they +approached, that there were no less than ten men in her, and that they +had fire-arms with them. + +As the ship lay almost two leagues from the shore, we had a full view of +them as they came, and a plain sight of the men, even of their faces; +because the tide having set them a little to the east of the other boat, +they rowed up under shore, to come to the same place where the other had +landed, and where the boat lay. + +By this means, I say, we had a full view of them, and the captain knew +the persons and characters of all the men in the boat; of whom he said +that there were three very honest fellows, who he was sure were led into +this conspiracy by the rest, being overpowered and frighted: but that +for the boatswain, who, it seems, was the chief officer among them, and +all the rest, they were as outrageous as any of the ship’s crew; and +were, no doubt, made desperate in their new enterprise; and terribly +apprehensive he was, that they would be too powerful for us. + +I smiled at him, and told him, that men in our circumstances were past +the operations of fear: that seeing almost every condition that could be +was better than that we were supposed to be in, we ought to expect that +the consequence, whether death or life, would be sure to be a +deliverance: I asked him, what he thought of the circumstances of my +life, and whether a deliverance were not worth venturing for? “And +where, Sir,” said I, “is your belief of my being preserved here on +purpose to save your life, which elevated you a little while ago? For my +part,” said I, “there seems to be but one thing amiss in all the +prospect of it.”—“What’s that?” says he. “Why,” said I, “’tis that as +you say, there are three or four honest fellows among them, which should +be spared; had they been all of the wicked part of the crew, I should +have thought God’s providence had singled them out to deliver them into +your hands; for, depend upon it, every man of them that comes ashore, +are our own, and shall die or live as they behave to us.” + +As I spoke this with a raised voice and cheerful countenance, I found it +greatly encouraged him; so we set vigorously to our business. We had, +upon the first appearance of the boat’s coming from the ship, considered +of separating our prisoners, and had indeed secured them effectually. + +Two of them, of whom the captain was less assured than ordinary, I sent +with Friday, and one of the three (delivered men) to my cave, where they +were remote enough, and out of danger of being heard or discovered, or +of finding their way out of the woods, if they could have delivered +themselves; here they left them bound, but gave them provisions, and +promised them, if they continued there quietly, to give them their +liberty in a day or two; but that if they attempted their escape, they +should be put to death without mercy. They promised faithfully to bear +their confinement with patience, and were very thankful that they had +such good usage as to have provisions and a light left them; for Friday +gave them candles (such as we made ourselves) for their comfort; and +they did not know but that he stood centinel over them at the entrance. + +The other prisoners had better usage; two of them were kept pinioned +indeed, because the captain was not free to trust them; but the other +two were taken into my service upon their captain’s recommendation, and +upon their solemnly engaging to live and die with us; so, with them and +the three honest men, we were seven men well armed; and I made no doubt +we should be able to deal well enough with the ten that were a-coming, +considering that the captain had said, there were three or four honest +men among them also. + +As soon as they got to the place where their other boat lay, they ran +their boat into the beach, and came all on shore, hauling the boat up +after them, which I was glad to see; for I was afraid they would rather +have left the boat at an anchor, some distance from the shore, with some +hands in her to guard her; and so we should not be able to seize +the boat. + +Being on shore, the first thing they did, they ran all to the other +boat; and it was easy to see they were under a great surprise to find +her stripped as above, of all that was in her, and a great hole in +her bottom. + +After they had mused awhile upon this, they set up two or three great +shouts, hallooing with all their might, to try if they could make their +companions hear; but all was to no purpose: then they came all close in +a ring, and fired a volley of their small arms, which indeed we heard, +and the echoes made the woods ring; but it was all one: those in the +cave, we were sure, could not hear; and those in our keeping, though +they heard it well enough, yet durst give no answer to them. + +They were so astonished at the surprise of this, that, as they told us +afterwards, they resolved to go all on board again to their ship, and +let them know there, that the men were all murdered, and the long-boat +staved; accordingly, they immediately launched the boat again, and got +all of them on board. + +The captain was terribly amazed, and even confounded at this, believing +they would go on board the ship again and set sail, giving their +comrades up for lost, and so he should still lose the ship, which he was +in hopes we should have recovered; but he was quickly as much frighted +the other way. + +They had not been long put off with the boat, but we perceived them all +coming on shore again; but with this new measure in their conduct, which +it seems they consulted together upon; viz. to leave three men in the +boat, and the rest to go on shore, and go up into the country to look +for their fellows. + +This was a great disappointment to us; for now we were at a loss what to +do; for our seizing those seven men on shore would be no advantage to us +if we let the boat escape, because they would then row away to the ship; +and then the rest of them would be sure to weigh, and set sail, and so +our recovering the ship would be lost. + +However, we had no remedy but to wait and see what the issue of things +might present. The seven men came on shore, and the three who remained +in the boat put her off to a good distance from the shore, and came to +an anchor to wait for them; so that it was impossible for us to come at +them in the boat. + +Those that came on shore kept close together, marching towards the top +of the little hill, under which my habitation lay; and we could see them +plainly, though they could not perceive us; we could have been very glad +they would have come nearer to us, so that we might have fired at them; +or that they would have gone farther off, that we might have +come abroad. + +But when they were come to the brow of the hill, where they could see a +great way in the valley and woods, which lay towards the north-east +part, and where the island lay lowest, they shouted and hallooed till +they were weary; and not caring, it seems, to venture far from the +shore, nor far from one another, they sat down together under a tree, to +consider of it: had they thought fit to have gone to sleep there, as the +other party of them had done, they had done the job for us; but they +were too full of apprehensions of danger, to venture to go to sleep, +though they could not tell what the danger was they had to fear neither. + +The captain made a very just proposal to me upon this consultation of +theirs; viz. that perhaps they would all fire a volley again, to +endeavour to make their fellows hear, and that we should all sally upon +them, just at the juncture when their pieces were all discharged, and +they would certainly yield, and we should have them without bloodshed: I +liked the proposal, provided it was done while we heard, when they were +presently stopped by the creek, where the water being up, they could not +get over, and called for the boat to come up, and set them over, as +indeed I expected. + +When they had set themselves over, I observed, that the boat being gone +up a good way into the creek, and as it were, in a harbour within the +land, they took one of the three men out of her to go along with them, +and left only two in the boat, having fastened her to the stump of a +little tree on the shore. + +This was what I wished for, and immediately leaving Friday and the +captain’s mate to their business, I took the rest with me, and crossing +the creek out of their sight, we surprized the two men before they were +aware; one of them lying on shore, and the other being in the boat; the +fellow on shore, was between sleeping and waking, and going to start up, +the captain who was foremost, ran in upon him, and knocked him down, and +then called out to him in the boat, to yield, or he was a dead man. + +There needed very few arguments to persuade a single man to yield, when +he saw five men upon him, and his comrade knocked down; besides, this +was it seems one of the three who were not so hearty in the mutiny as +the rest of the crew, and therefore was easily persuaded, not only to +yield, but afterwards to join very sincere with us. + +In the mean time, Friday and the captain’s mate so well managed their +business with the rest, that they drew them by hollooing and answering, +from one hill to another, and from one wood to another, till they not +only heartily tired them but left them, where they were very sure they +could not reach back to the boat, before it was dark; and indeed they +were heartily tired themselves also by the time they came back to us. + +We had nothing now to do, but to watch for them, in the dark, and to +fall upon them, so as to make sure work with them. + +It was several hours after Friday came back to me before they came back +to their boat; and we could hear the foremost of them, long before they +came quite up, calling to those behind to come along; and could also +hear them answer, and complain how lame and tired they were, and not +being able to come any faster, which was very welcome news to us. + +At length they came up to the boat; but it is impossible to express +their confusion, when they found the boat fast aground in the creek, the +tide ebbed out, and their two men gone: we could hear them call to one +another in a most lamentable manner, telling one another they were +gotten into an enchanted island; that either there were inhabitants in +it, and they should all be murdered; or else there were devils or +spirits in it, and they should be all carried away and devoured. + +They hallooed again, and called their two comrades by their names a +great many times, but no answer: after some time, we could see them, by +the little light there was, run about wringing their hands, like men in +despair; and that sometimes they would go and sit down in the boat to +rest themselves, then come ashore, and walk about again, and so the same +thing over again. + +My men would fain have had me given them leave to fall upon them at once +in the dark; but I was willing to take them at some advantage, so to +spare them, and kill as few of them as I could; and especially I was +unwilling to hazard the killing any of our men, knowing the other men +were very well armed: I resolved to wait to see if they did not +separate; and therefore, to make sure of them, I drew my ambuscade +nearer; and ordered Friday and the captain to creep upon their hands and +feet as close to the ground as they could, that they might not be +discovered, and get as near them as they could possibly, before they +offered to fire. + +They had not been long in that posture, till the boatswain, who was the +principal ringleader of the mutiny, and had now shewn himself the most +dejected and dispirited of all the rest, came walking towards them with +two more of the crew; the captain was so eager, at having the principal +rogue so much in his power, that he could hardly have patience to let +him come so near as to be sure of him; for they only heard his tongue +before: but when they came nearer, the captain and Friday, starting up +on their feet, let fly at them. + +The boatswain was killed upon the spot; the next man was shot in the +body, and fell just by him, though he did not die till an hour or two +after; and the third ran for it. + +At the noise of the fire, I immediately advanced with my whole army, +which was now eight men; viz. myself generalissimo; Friday my +lieutenant-general; the captain and his two men, and the three prisoners +of war, whom he had trusted with arms. + +We came upon them indeed in the dark, so that they could not see our +number; and I made the man they had left in the boat, who was now one of +us, to call them by name, to try if I could bring them to a parley, and +so might perhaps reduce them to terms; which fell out just as we +desired: for indeed it was easy to think, as their condition then was, +they would be very-willing to capitulate; so he calls out, as loud as he +could, to one of them, “Tom Smith, Tom Smith.” Tom Smith answered +immediately, “Who’s that? Robinson?” For it seems he knew his voice. The +other answered, “Ay, ay; for God’s sake, Tom Smith, throw down your +arms, and yield, or you are all dead men this moment.” + +“Who must we yield to? where are they?” says Smith again. “Here they +are,” says he; “here is our captain and fifty men with him, have been +hunting you this two hours; the boatswain is killed, Will Frye is +wounded, and I am a prisoner; and if you do not yield, your are +all lost.” + +“Will they give us quarter then?” says Tom Smith, “and we will +yield.”—“I’ll go and ask, if you promise to yield,” says Robinson. So +he asked the captain, and the captain himself then calls out, “You +Smith, you know my voice, if you lay down your arms immediately, and +submit, you shall have your lives, all but Will Atkins.” + +Upon this Will Atkins cried out, “For God’s sake, captain, give me +quarter: what have I done? they have been all as bad as I,” (which by +the way was not true, either; for it seems this Will Atkins was the +first man that laid hold of the captain when they first mutinied, and +used him barbarously, in tying his hands, and giving him injurious +language:) however, the captain told him he must lay down his arms at +discretion, and trust to the governor’s mercy, by which he meant me; for +they all called me governor. + +In a word, they all laid down their arms, and begged their lives; and I +sent the man that had parleyed with them, and two more, who bound them +all; and then my great army of fifty men, which, particularly with those +three, were all but eight, came up and seized upon them all, and upon +their boat, only that I kept myself and one more out of sight, for +reasons of state. + +Our next work was to repair the boat, and to think of seizing the ship; +and as for the captain, now he had leisure to parley with them, he +expostulated with them upon the villany of their practices with him, and +at length, upon the farther wickedness of their design; and how +certainly it must bring them to misery and distress in the end, and +perhaps to the gallows. + +They all appeared very penitent, and begged hard for their lives: as for +that, he told them they were none of his prisoners, but the commander’s +of the island; that they thought they had set him on shore in a barren +uninhabited island; but it had pleased God so to direct them, that the +island was inhabited, and that the governor was an Englishman: that he +might hang them all there, if he pleased; but as he had given them all +quarter, he supposed he would send them to England, to be dealt with +there as justice required, except Atkins, whom he was commanded by the +governor to advise to prepare for death; for that he would be hanged in +the morning. + +Though this was all a fiction of his own, yet it had its desired effect. +Atkins fell upon his knees to beg the captain to intercede with the +governor for his life; and all the rest begged of him for God’s sake, +that they might not be sent to England. + +It now occurred to me, that the time of our deliverance was come, and +that it would be a most easy thing to bring these fellows in to be +hearty in getting possession of the ship; so I retired in the dark from +them, that they might not see what kind of a governor they had, and +called the captain to me: when I called, as at a good distance, one of +the men was ordered to speak again, and say to the captain, “Captain, +the commander calls for you;” and presently the captain replied, “Tell +his excellency I am just a-coming.” This more perfectly amused them; and +they all believed that the commander was just by with his fifty men. + +Upon the captain’s coming to me, I told him my project for seizing the +ship, which he liked wonderfully well, and resolved to put it in +execution the next morning. + +But, in order to execute it with more art, and to be secure of success, +I told him we must divide the prisoners, and that he should go and take +Atkins, and two more of the worst of them, and send them pinioned to the +cave where the others lay: this was committed to Friday, and the two men +who came on shore with the captain. + +They conveyed them to the cave, as to a prison; and it was indeed a +dismal place, especially to men in their condition. + +The others I ordered to my bower, as I called it, of which I have given +a full description; and as it was fenced in, and they pinioned, the +place was secure enough, considering they were upon their behaviour. + +To these in the morning I sent the captain, who was to enter into a +parley with them; in a word, to try them, and tell me, whether he +thought they might be trusted or no, to go on board, and surprise the +ship. He talked to them of the injury done him, of the condition they +were brought to; and that though the governor had given them quarter for +their lives, as to the present action, yet that if they were sent to +England, they would all be hanged in chains, to be sure; but that if +they would join in such an attempt as to recover the ship, he would have +the governor’s engagement for their pardon. + +Any one may guess how readily such a proposal would be accepted by men +in their condition: they fell down on their knees to the captain, and +promised with the deepest imprecations, that they would be faithful to +him to the last drop, and that they should owe their lives to him, and +would go with him all over the world; that they would own him for a +father to them as long as they lived. + +“Well,” says the captain, “I must go and tell the governor what you say, +and see what I can do to bring him to consent to it.” So he brought me +an account of the temper he found them in; and that he verily believed +they would be faithful. + +However, that we might be very secure, I told him he should go back +again, and choose out five of them, and tell them, that they should see +that they did not want men; but he would take out those five to be his +assistants, and that the governor would keep the other two, and the +three that were sent prisoners to the castle, (my cave) as hostages for +the fidelity of those five; and that if they proved unfaithful in the +execution, the five hostages should be hanged in chains alive upon +the shore. + +This looked severe, and convinced them that the governor was in earnest; +however, they had no way left them but to accept it; and it was now the +business of the prisoners, as much as of the captain, to persuade the +other five to do their duty. + +Our strength was now thus ordered for the expedition: 1. The captain, +his mate, and passenger. 2. Then the two prisoners of the first gang, to +whom, having their characters from the captain, I had given their +liberty, and trusted them with arms. 3. The other two whom I kept till +now in my bower pinioned; but, upon the captain’s motion, had now +released. 4. These five released at last; so that they were twelve in +all, besides five we kept prisoners in the cave for hostages. + +I asked the captain if he was willing to venture with these hands on +board the ship: for, as for me, and my man Friday, I did not think it +was proper for us to stir, having seven men left behind; and it was +employment enough for us to keep them asunder, and supply them +with victuals. + +As to the five in the cave, I resolved to keep them fast; but Friday +went twice a day to them, to supply them with necessaries; and I made +the other two carry provisions to a certain distance, where Friday was +to take it. + +When I shewed myself to the two hostages, it was with the captain, who +told them, I was the person the governor had ordered to look after them, +and that it was the governor’s pleasure that they should not stir any +where but by my direction; that if they did, they should be fetched into +the castle, and be laid in irons; so that as we never suffered them to +see me as governor, so I now appeared as another person, and spoke of +the governor, the garrison, the castle, and the like, upon all +occasions. + +The captain now had no difficulty before him, but to furnish his two +boats, stop the breach of one, and man them: he made his passenger +captain of one, with four other men; and himself, and his mate, and five +more, went in the other: and they contrived their business very well; +for they came up to the ship about midnight. As soon as they came +within call of the ship, he made Robinson hail them, and tell them he +had brought off the men and the boat, but that it was a long time before +they had found them, and the like; holding them in a chat, till they +came to the ship’s side; when the captain and the mate, entering first +with their arms, immediately knocked down the second mate and carpenter +with the but end of their muskets; being very faithfully seconded by +their men, they seemed all the rest that were upon the main and quarter +decks, and began to fasten the hatches to keep them down who were below; +when the other boat and their men, entering at the fore chains, secured +the forecastle of the ship, and the skuttle which went down into the +cook-room, making three men they found there prisoners. + +When this was done, and all safe upon the deck, the captain ordered the +mate with three men to break into the round-house, where the new rebel +captain lay, and, having taken the alarm, was gotten up, and with two +men and a boy had gotten fire arms in their hands; and when the mate +with a crow split upon the door, the new captain and his men fired +boldly among them, and wounded the mate with a musket-ball, which broke +his arm, and wounded two more of the men, but killed nobody. + +The mate, calling for help, rushed, however, into the round-house, +wounded as he was, and with his pistol shot the new captain through the +head, the bullets entering at his mouth, and came out again behind one +of his ears; so that he never spoke a word; upon which the rest yielded, +and the ship was taken effectually without any more lives being lost. + +As soon as the ship was thus secured, the captain ordered seven guns to +be fired, which was the signal agreed upon with me, to give me notice of +his success; which you may be sure I was very glad to hear, having sat +watching upon the shore for it, till near two of the clock in +the morning. + +Having thus heard the signal plainly, I laid me down; and it having +been a day of great fatigue to me, I slept very sound, till I was +something surprised with the noise of a gun; and presently starting up, +I heard a man call me by the name of governor, governor; and presently I +knew the captain’s voice; when climbing up to the top of the hill, there +he stood, and pointing to the ship, he embraced me in his arms: “My dear +friend and deliverer,” says he, “there’s your ship, for she is all +yours, and so are we, and all that belong to her.” I cast my eyes to the +ship, and there she rode within a little more than half a mile of the +shore; for they had weighed her anchor as soon as they were masters of +her; and the weather being fair, had brought her to an anchor just +against the mouth of a little creek; and the tide being up, the captain +had brought the pinnace in near the place where I first landed my rafts, +and so landed just at my door. + +I was, at first, ready to sink down with the surprise; for I saw my +deliverance indeed visibly put into my hands, all things easy, and a +large ship just ready to carry me away whither I pleased to go; at +first, for some time, I was not able to answer one word; but as he had +taken me in his arms, I held fast by him, or I should have fallen to +the ground. + +He perceived the surprise, and immediately pulled a bottle out of his +pocket, and gave me a dram of cordial, which he had brought on purpose +for me: after I drank it, I sat down upon the ground, and though it +brought me to myself, yet it was a good while before I could speak a +word to him. + +All this while the poor man was in as great an ecstasy as I, only not +under any surprise, as I was; and he said a thousand kind tender things +to me, to compose and bring me to myself; but such was the flood of joy +in my breast, that it put all my spirits into confusion; at last it +broke into tears, and in a little while after I recovered my speech. + +Then I took my turn, and embraced him as my deliverer; and we rejoiced +together; I told him, I looked upon him as a man sent from Heaven to +deliver me, and that the whole transaction seemed to be a chain of +wonders; that such things as these were the testimonies we had of a +secret hand of Providence governing the world, and an evidence, that the +eyes of an infinite Power could search into the remotest corner of the +world, and send help to the miserable whenever he pleased. + +I forgot not to lift up my heart in thankfulness to Heaven; and what +heart could forbear to bless Him, who had not only in a miraculous +manner provided for one in such a wilderness, and in such a desolate +condition, but from whom every deliverance must always be acknowledged +to proceed? + +When we had talked awhile, the captain told me, he had brought me some +little refreshments, such as the ship afforded, and such as the wretches +who had been so long his masters, had not plundered him of. Upon this he +called aloud to the boat, and bids his men bring the things ashore that +were for the governor; and indeed it was a present, as if I had been +one, not that I was to be carried along with them, but as if I had been +to dwell upon the island still, and they were to go without me. + +First, he had brought me a case of bottles full of excellent cordial +waters; six large bottles of Madeira wine, the bottles held two quarts +apiece; two pounds of excellent good tobacco, twelve good pieces of the +ship’s beef, and six pieces of pork, with a bag of peas, and about a +hundred weight of biscuit. + +He brought me also a box of sugar, a box of flour, a bag full of lemons, +and two bottles of lime-juice, and abundance of other things: but +besides these, and what was a thousand times more useful to me, he +brought me six clean new shirts, six very good neckcloths, two pair of +gloves, one pair of shoes, a hat, and one pair of stockings, and a very +good suit of clothes of his own, which had been worn but very little. In +a word, he clothed me from head to foot. + +It was a very kind and agreeable present, as any one may imagine, to +one in my circumstances; but never was any thing in the world of that +kind so unpleasant, awkward, and uneasy, as it was to me to wear such +clothes at their first putting on. + +After these ceremonies passed, and after all his things were brought +into my little apartment, we began to consult what was to be done with +the prisoners we had; for it was worth considering whether we might +venture to take them away with us or no, especially two of them, whom we +knew to be incorrigible and refractory to the last degree; and the +captain said, he knew they were such rogues, that there was no obliging +them; and if he did carry them away, it must be in irons, as +malefactors, to be delivered over to justice at the first English colony +he could come at; and I found that the captain himself was very +anxious about it. + +Upon this, I told him, that, if he desired it, I durst undertake to +bring the two men he spoke of to make their own request that he should +leave them upon the island; “I should be very glad of that,” says the +captain, “with all my heart.” + +“Well,” said I, “I will send for them, and talk with them for you:” so I +caused Friday and the two hostages, for they were now discharged, their +comrades having performed their promise; I say, I caused them to go to +the cave, and bring up the five men, pinioned as they were, to the +bower, and keep them there till I came. + +After some time, I came thither dressed in my new habit, and now I was +called governor again. Being all met, and the captain with me, I caused +the men to be brought before me, and I told them, I had had a full +account of their villanous behaviour to the captain, and how they had +run away with the ship, and were preparing to commit farther robberies; +but that Providence, had ensnared them in their own ways, and that they +were fallen into the pit which they had digged for others. + +I let them know, that by my direction the ship had been seized, that +she lay now in the road, and they might see by and by, that their new +captain had received the reward of his villany; for that they might see +him hanging at the yard-arm: that as to them, I wanted to know what they +had to say, why I should not execute them as pirates taken in the fact, +as by my commission they could not doubt I had authority to do. + +One of them answered in the name of the rest, that they had nothing to +say but this, that when they were taken, the captain promised them their +lives, and they humbly implored my mercy: but I told them I knew not +what mercy to shew them; for, as for myself, I had resolved to quit the +island with all my men, and had taken passage with the captain to go for +England: and as for the captain, he could not carry them to England, +other than as prisoners in irons to be tried for mutiny, and running +away with the ship; the consequence of which they must needs know, would +be the gallows; so that I could not tell which was best for them, unless +they had a mind to take their fate in the island; if they desired that, +I did not care, as I had liberty to leave it; I had some inclination to +give them their lives, if they thought they could shift on shore. They +seemed very thankful for it; said they would much rather venture to stay +there, than to be carried to England to be hanged; so I left it on +that issue. + +However, the captain seemed to make some difficulty of it, as if he +durst not leave them there: upon this I seemed to be a little angry with +the captain, and told him, that they were my prisoners, not his; and +that seeing I had offered them so much favour, I would be as good as my +word; and that if he did not think fit to consent to it, I would set +them at liberty as I found them; and if he did not like that, he might +take them again if he could catch them. + +Upon this they appeared very thankful, and I accordingly set them at +liberty, and bade them retire into the woods, to the place whence they +came, and I would leave them some fire-arms, some ammunition, and some +directions how they should live very well, if they thought fit. + +Upon this, I prepared to go on board the ship; but told the captain, +that I would stay that night to prepare my things; and desired him to go +on board in the meantime, and keep all right in the ship, and send the +boat on shore the next day for me; ordering him in the meantime to cause +the new captain who was killed, to be hanged at the yard-arm, that these +men might see him. + +When the captain was gone, I sent for the men up to me to my apartment, +and entered seriously into discourse with them of their circumstances: I +told them, I thought they had made a right choice; that if the captain +carried them away, they would certainly be hanged: I shewed them their +captain hanging at the yard-arm of the ship, and told them they had +nothing less to expect. + +When they had all declared their willingness to stay, I then told them, +I would let them into the story of my living there, and put them into +the way of making it easy to them: accordingly I gave them the whole +history of the place, and of my coming to it: shewed them my +fortifications, the way I made my bread, planted my corn, cured my +grapes; and, in a word, all that was necessary to make them easy. I told +them the story of the sixteen Spaniards that were to be expected; for +whom I left a letter, and made them promise to treat them in common with +themselves. + +I left them my fire-arms; viz. five muskets, three fowling-pieces, and +three swords: I had about a barrel of powder left; for after the first +year or two I used but little, and wasted none. I gave them a +description of the way I managed the goats, and directions to milk and +fatten them, to make both butter and cheese. + +In a word, I gave them every part of my own story; and I told them, I +would prevail with the captain to leave them two barrels of gunpowder +more, and some garden-seed, which I told them I would have been very +glad of; also I gave them the bag of peas which the captain had brought +me to eat, and bade them be sure to sow and increase them. + +Having done all this, I left them the next day, and went on board the +ship: we prepared immediately to sail, but did not weigh that night: the +next morning early, two of the five men came swimming to the ship’s +side, and making a most lamentable complaint of the other three, begged +to be taken into the ship for God’s sake, for they should be murdered; +and begged the captain to take them on board though he hanged them +immediately. + +Upon this the captain pretended to have no power without me; but after +some difficulty, and after their solemn promises of amendment, they were +taken on board, and were some time after soundly whipped and pickled; +after which they proved very honest and quiet fellows. + +Some time after this, I went with the boat on shore, the tide being up, +with the things promised to the men, to which the captain, at my +intercession, caused their chests and clothes to be added, which they +took, and were very thankful for: I also encouraged them, by telling +them, that if it lay in my way to send a vessel to take them in, I would +not forget them. + +When I took leave of this island, I carried on board for relics the +great goat-skin cap I had made, my umbrella, and one of my parrots; also +I forgot not to take the money I formerly mentioned, which had lain by +me so long useless that it was grown rusty or tarnished, and could +hardly pass for silver, till it had been a little rubbed and handled; +and also the money I found in the wreck of the Spanish ship. + +And thus I left the island the nineteenth of December, as I found by the +ship’s account, in the year 1686, after I had been upon it +eight-and-twenty years, two months, and nineteen days: being delivered +from the second captivity the same day of the month that I first made +my escape in the barco-longo, from among the Moors of Sallee. + +In this vessel, after a long voyage, I arrived in England the eleventh +of June, in the year 1687; having been thirty and five years absent. + +When I came to England, I was a perfect stranger to all the world, as if +I had never been known there: my benefactor, and faithful steward, whom +I had left in trust with my money, was alive, but had had great +misfortunes in the world, was become a widow the second time, and very +low in the world: I made her easy as to what she owed me, assuring her I +would give her no trouble; but on the contrary, in gratitude to her +former care and faithfulness to me, I relieved her as my little stock +would afford, which at that time would indeed allow me to do but little +for her: but I assured her, I would never forget her former kindness to +me; nor did I forget her, when I had sufficient to help her; as shall be +observed in its place. + +I went down afterwards into Yorkshire; but my father was dead, and my +mother and all the family extinct; except that I found two sisters, and +two of the children of one of my brothers: and as I had been long ago +given over for dead, there had been no provision made for me, so that, +in a word, I found nothing to relieve or assist me; and that little +money I had, would not do much for me as to settling in the world. + +I met with one piece of gratitude indeed, which I did not expect; and +this was, that the master of the ship, whom I had so happily delivered, +and by the same means saved the ship and cargo, having given a very +handsome account to the owners, of the manner how I had saved the lives +of the men, and the ship, they invited me to meet them and some other +merchants concerned, and all together made me a very handsome compliment +upon that subject, and a present of almost two hundred pounds sterling. + +But after making several reflections upon the circumstances of my life, +and how little way this would go towards settling me in the world, I +resolved to go to Lisbon, and see if I might not come by some +information of the state of my plantation in the Brasils, and what was +become of my partner, who, I had reason to suppose, had some years now +given me over for dead. + +With this view I took shipping for Lisbon, where I arrived in April +following; my man Friday accompanying me very honestly in all these +ramblings, and proving a most faithful servant upon all occasions. + +When I came to Lisbon, I found out, by inquiry, and to my particular +satisfaction, my old friend the captain of the ship, who first took me +up at sea, off the shore of Africa: he was now grown old, and had left +off the sea, having put his son, who was far from a young man, into his +ship; and who still used the Brasil trade. The old man did not know me, +and, indeed, I hardly knew him; but I soon brought myself to his +remembrance, when I told him who I was. + +After some passionate expressions of our old acquaintance, I inquired, +you may be sure, after my plantation and my partner; the old man told +me, he had not been in the Brasils for about nine years; but that he +could assure me, that when he came away, my partner was living; but the +trustees, whom I had joined with him, to take cognizance of my part, +were both dead; that, however, he believed that I would have a very good +account of the improvement of the plantation; for that, upon the general +belief of my being cast away and drowned, my trustees had given in the +account of the produce of my part of the plantation, to the procurator +fiscal; who had appropriated it, in case I never came to claim it, one +third to the king, and two thirds to the monastery of St. Augustine, to +be expended for the benefit of the poor, and for the conversion of the +Indians to the Catholic faith; but that if I appeared, or any one for +me, to claim the inheritance, it would be restored; only that the +improvement, or annual production, being distributed to charitable uses, +could not be restored; but he assured me, that the steward of the +king’s revenue, (from lands) and the provedore, or steward of the +monastery, had taken great care all along, that the incumbent, that is +to say, my partner, gave every year a faithful account of the produce, +of which they received duly my moiety. + +I asked him, if he knew to what height of improvement he had brought the +plantation; and whether he thought it might be worth looking after; or +whether, on my going thither, I should meet with no obstruction to my +possessing my just right in the moiety. + +He told me, he could not tell exactly to what degree the plantation was +improved; but this he knew, that my partner was growing exceeding rich +upon the enjoying but one half of it; and that, to the best of his +remembrance, he had heard, that the king’s third of my part, which was, +it seems, granted away to some other monastery, or religious house, +amounted to above two hundred moidores a year; that, as to my being +restored to a quiet possession of it, there was no question to be made +of that, my partner being alive to witness my title, and my name being +also enrolled in the register of the county. Also he told me, that the +survivors of my two trustees were very fair, honest people, and very +wealthy, and he believed I would not only have their assistance for +putting me in possession, but would find a very considerable sum of +money in their hands for my account, being the produce of the farm, +while their fathers held the trust, and before it was given up, as +above, which, as he remembered, was about twelve years. + +I shewed myself a little concerned and uneasy at this account, and +inquired of the old captain, how it came to pass, that the trustees +should thus dispose of my effects, when he knew that I had made my will, +and had made him, the Portuguese captain, my universal heir, &c. + +He told me that was true; but that, as there was no proof of my being +dead, he could not act as executor, until some certain account should +come of my death; and that, besides, he was not willing to intermeddle +with a thing so remote: that it was true, he had registered my will, and +put in his claim; and could he have given any account of my being dead +or alive, he would have acted by procuration, and taken possession of +the _ingenio_, (so they called the sugarhouse) and had given his son, +who was now at the Brasils, order to do it. + +“But,” says the old man, “I have one piece of news to tell you, which +perhaps may not be so acceptable to you as the rest; and that is, that +believing you were lost, and all the world believing so also, your +partner and trustees did offer to account to me in your name, for six or +eight of the first years of profit, which I received; but there being at +that time,” says he, “great disbursements for increasing the works, +building an _ingenio_ and buying slaves, it did not amount to near so +much as afterwards it produced: however,” says the old man, “I shall +give you a true account of what I have received in all, and how I have +disposed of it.” + +After a few days farther conference with this ancient friend, he brought +me an account of the six first years income of my plantation, signed by +my partner, and the merchants’ trustees, being always delivered in +goods; viz. tobacco in roll, and sugar in chests, besides rum, molasses, +&c. which is the consequence of a sugar-work; and I found by this +account, that every year the income considerably increased: but, as +above, the disbursement being large, the sum at first was small: +however, the old man let me see, that he was debtor to me four hundred +and seventy moidores of gold, besides sixty chests of sugar, and fifteen +double rolls of tobacco, which were lost in his ship, he having been +shipwrecked coming home to Lisbon, about eleven years after my leaving +the place. + +The good man then began to complain of his misfortunes, and how he had +been obliged to make use of my money to recover his losses, and buy him +a share in a new ship; “however, my old friend,” says he, “you shall +not want a supply in your necessity; and as soon as my son returns, you +shall be fully satisfied.” + +Upon this he pulls out an old pouch, and gives me two hundred Portugal +moidores in gold; and giving me the writings of his title to the ship +which his son was gone to the Brasils in, of which he was a quarter part +owner, and his son another, he puts them both in my hands for security +of the rest. + +I was too much moved with the honesty and kindness of the poor man, to +be able to bear this; and remembering what he had done for me, how he +had taken me up at sea, and how generously he had used me on all +occasions, and particularly how sincere a friend he was now to me, I +could hardly refrain weeping at what he said to me: therefore, first I +asked him if his circumstances admitted him to spare so much money at +that time, and if it would not straiten him? He told me he could not say +but it might straiten him a little; but, however, it was my money, and I +might want it more than he. + +Every thing the good man said was full of affection, and I could hardly +refrain from tears while he spake. In short, I took one hundred of the +moidores, and called for a pen and ink to give him a receipt for them; +then I returned him the rest, and told him, if ever I had possession of +the plantation, I would return the other to him also, as indeed I +afterwards did; and then, as to the bill of sale of his part in his +son’s ship, I would not take it by any means; but that if I wanted the +money, I found he was honest enough to pay me; and if I did not, but +came to receive what he gave me reason to expect, I would never have a +penny more from him. + +When this was past, the old man began to ask me if he should put me in a +method to make my claim to my plantation. I told him, I thought to go +over to it myself. He said, I might do so if I pleased; but that if I +did not, there were ways enough to secure my right, and immediately to +appropriate the profits to my use; and as there were ships in the river +of Lisbon, just ready to go away to Brasil, he made me enter my name in +a public register, with his affidavit, affirming upon oath that I was +alive, and that I was the same person who took up the land for the +planting the said plantation at first. + +This being regularly attested by a notary, and the procuration affixed, +he directed me to send it with a letter of his writing, to a merchant of +his acquaintance at the place; and then proposed my staying with him +till an account came of the return. + +Never any thing was more honourable than the proceedings upon this +procuration; for in less than seven months I received a large packet +from the survivors of my trustees, the merchants, on whose account I +went to sea, in which were the following particular letters and +papers enclosed. + +First, There was the account current of the produce of my farm, or +plantation, from the year when their fathers had balanced with my old +Portugal captain, being for six years; the balance appeared to be 1171 +moidores in my favour. + +Secondly, There was the account of four years more while they kept the +effects in their hands, before the government claimed the +administration, as being the effects of a person not to be found, which +they call _civil-death_; and the balance of this, the value of +plantation increasing, amounted to 38892 crusadoes, which made 3241 moidores. + +Thirdly, There was the prior of the Augustines account, who had received +the profits for above fourteen years; but not being able to account for +what was disposed to the hospital, very honestly declared he had 872 +moidores not distributed, which he acknowledged to my account. As to the +king’s part, that refunded nothing. + +There was also a letter of my partner’s, congratulating me very +affectionately upon my being alive; giving me an account how the estate +was improved, and what it produced a year, with a particular of the +number of squares or acres that it contained; how planted, how many +slaves there were upon it, and making two and twenty crosses for +blessings, told me he had said so many Ave Marias to thank the Blessed +Virgin that I was alive; inviting me very passionately to come over and +take possession of my own; and in the mean time to give him orders to +whom he should deliver my effects, if I did not come my self; concluding +with a hearty tender of his friendship, and that of his family, and sent +me, as a present, seven fine leopard’s skins, which he had it seems +received from Africa, by some other ship which he had sent thither, and +who it seems had made a better voyage than I: he sent me also five +chests of excellent sweetmeats, and an hundred pieces of gold uncoined, +not quite so large as moidores. + +By the same fleet, my two merchant trustees shipped me 1,200 chests of +sugar, 800 rolls of tobacco, and the rest of the whole Account in gold. + +I might well say, now indeed, that the latter end of Job was better than +the beginning. It is impossible to express here the flutterings of my +very heart, when I looked over these letters, and especially when I +found all my wealth about me; for as the Brasil ships come all in +fleets, the same ships which brought my letters, brought my goods; and +the effects were safe in the river before the letters came to my hand. +In a word, I turned pale, and grew sick; and had not the old man run and +fetched me a cordial, I believe the sudden surprize of joy had overset +nature, and I had died upon the spot. + +Nay after that, I continued very ill, and was so some hours, ’till a +physician being sent for, and something of the real cause of my illness +being known, he ordered me to be let blood; after which, I had relief, +and grew well: but I verily believe, if it had not been eased by a vent +given in that manner, to the spirits, I should have died. + +I was now master, all on a sudden, of above 5000_l_. sterling in money, +and had an estate, as I might well call it, in the Brasils, of above a +thousand pounds a year, as sure as an estate of lands in England: and in +a word, I was in a condition which I scarce knew how to understand, or +how to compose my self, for the enjoyment of it. + +The first thing I did, was to recompense my original benefactor, my good +old captain, who had been first charitable to me in my distress, kind to +me in my beginning, and honest to me at the end: I shewed him all that +was sent me, I told him, that next to the Providence of Heaven, which +disposes all things, it was owing to him; and that it now lay on me to +reward him, which I would do a hundred fold: so I first returned to him +the hundred moidores I had received of him, then I sent for a notary, +and caused him to draw up a general release or discharge for the 470 +moidores, which he had acknowledged he owed me in the fullest and +firmest manner possible; after which, I caused a procuration to be +drawn, impowering him to be my receiver of the annual profits of my +plantation, and appointing my partner to account to him, and make the +returns by the usual fleets to him in my name; and a clause in the end, +being a grant of 100 moidores a year to him, during his life, out of the +effects, and 50 moidores a year to his son after him, for his life: and +thus I requited my old man. + +I was now to consider which way to steer my course next, and what to do +with the estate that Providence had thus put into my hands; and indeed I +had more care upon my head now, than I had in my silent state of life in +the island, where I wanted nothing but what I had, and had nothing but +what I wanted: whereas I had now a great charge upon me, and my business +was how to secure it. I had ne’er a cave now to hide my money in, or a +place where it might lie without lock or key, ’till it grew mouldy and +tarnished before any body would meddle with it: on the contrary, I knew +not where to put it, or who to trust with it. My old patron, the +captain, indeed was honest, and that was the only refuge I had. + +In the next place, my interest in the Brasils seemed to summon me +thither, but now I could not tell, how to think of going thither, ’till +I had settled my affairs, and left my effects in some safe hands behind +me. At first I thought of my old friend the widow, who I knew was +honest, and would be just to me; but then she was in years, and but +poor, and for ought I knew, might be in debt; so that in a word, I had +no way but to go back to England my self, and take my effects with me. + +It was some months however before I resolved upon this; and therefore, +as I had rewarded the old captain fully, and to his satisfaction, who +had been my former benefactor, so I began to think of my poor widow, +whose husband had been my first benefactor, and she, while it was in her +power, my faithful steward and instructor. So the first thing I did, I +got a merchant in Lisbon to write to his correspondent in London, not +only to pay a bill, but to go find her out, and carry her in money, an +hundred pounds from me, and to talk with her, and comfort her in her +poverty, by telling her she should, if I lived, have a further supply: +at the same time I sent my two sisters in the country, each of them an +hundred pounds, they being, though not in want, yet not in very good +circumstances; one having been married, and left a widow; and the other +having a husband not so kind to her as he should be. + +But among all my relations, or acquaintances, I could not yet pitch upon +one, to whom I durst commit the gross of my stock, that I might go away +to the Brasils, and leave things safe behind me; and this greatly +perplexed me. + +I had once a mind to have gone to the Brasils, and have settled my self +there; for I was, as it were, naturalized to the place; but I had some +little scruple in my mind about religion, which insensibly drew me back, +of which I shall say more presently. However, it was not religion that +kept me from going thither for the present; and as I had made no scruple +of being openly of the religion of the country, all the while I was +among them, so neither did I yet; only that now and then having of late +thought more of it than formerly, when I began to think of living and +dying among them, I began to regret my having professed myself a Papist, +and thought it might not be the best religion to die in. + +But, as I have said, this was not the main thing that kept me from going +to the Brasils, but that really I did not know with whom to leave my +effects behind me; so I resolved at last to go to England with them, +where if I arrived, I concluded I should make some acquaintance, or find +some relations, that would be faithful to me; and accordingly I prepared +to go for England with all my wealth. + +In order to prepare things for my going home, I first (the Brasil fleet +being just going away) resolved to give answers suitable to the just and +faithful account of things I had from thence; and first to the prior of +St. Augustine I wrote a letter full of thanks for his just dealings, and +the offer of the eight hundred and seventy-two moidores, which was +undisposed of, which I desired might be given, five hundred to the +monastery, and three hundred and seventy-two to the poor, as the prior +should direct, desiring the good Padre’s prayers for me, and the like. + +I wrote next a letter of thanks to my two trustees, with all the +acknowledgment that so much justice and honesty called for; as for +sending them any present, they were far above having any occasion of it. + +Lastly, I wrote to my partner, acknowledging his industry in the +improving the plantation, and his integrity in increasing the stock of +the works, giving him instructions for his future government of my part +according to the powers I had left with my old patron, to whom I desired +him to send whatever became due to me, till he should hear from me more +particularly; assuring him, that it was my intention, not only to come +to him, but to settle myself there for the remainder of my life. To this +I added a very handsome present of some Italian silks for his wife and +two daughters, for such the captain’s son informed me he had; with two +pieces of fine English broad-cloth, the best I could get in Lisbon, five +pieces of black bays, and some Flanders lace of a good value. + +Having thus settled my affairs, sold my cargo, and turned all my effects +into good bills of exchange, my next difficulty was, which way to go to +England. I had been accustomed enough to the sea, and yet I had a +strange aversion to go to England by sea at that time; and though I +could give no reason for it, yet the difficulty increased upon me so +much, that though I had once shipped my baggage in order to go, yet I +altered my mind, and that not once, but two or three times. + +It is true, I had been very unfortunate by sea, and this might be one of +the reasons. But let no man slight the strong impulses of his own +thoughts in cases of such moment. Two of the ships which I had singled +out to go in, I mean more particularly singled out than any other, that +is to say, so as in one of them to put my things on board, and in the +other to have agreed with the captain; I say, two of these ships +miscarried, viz. one was taken by the Algerines, and the other was cast +away on the Start, near Torbay, and all the people drowned except three; +so that in either of those vessels I had been made miserable, and in +which most, it was hard to say. + +Having been thus harassed in my thoughts, my old pilot, to whom I +communicated every thing, pressed me earnestly not to go to sea; but +either to go by land to the Groyne, and cross over the Bay of Biscay to +Rochelle, from whence it was but an easy and safe journey by land to +Paris, and so to Calais and Dover; or to go up to Madrid, and so all the +way by land through France. + +In a word, I was so prepossessed against my going by sea at all, except +from Calais to Dover, that I resolved to travel all the way by land; +which, as I was not in haste, and did not value the charge, was by much +the pleasanter way; and to make it more so, my old captain brought an +English gentleman, the son of a merchant in Lisbon, who was willing to +travel with me; after which, we picked up two who were English, and +merchants also, and two young Portuguese gentlemen, the last going to +Paris only; so that we were in all six of us, and five servants, the two +merchants and the two Portuguese contenting themselves with one servant +between two, to save the charge; and as for me, I got an English sailor +to travel with me as a servant, besides my man Friday, who was too much +a stranger to be capable of supplying the place of a servant upon +the road. + +In this manner I set out from Lisbon; and our company being all very +well mounted and armed, we made a little troop whereof they did me the +honour to call me captain, as well because I was the oldest man, as +because I had two servants, and indeed was the original of the +whole journey. + +As I have troubled you with none of my sea journals, so shall I trouble +you with none of my land journals. But some adventures that happened to +us in this tedious and difficult journey, I must not omit. + +When we came to Madrid, we, being all of us strangers to Spain, were +willing to stay some time to see the court of Spain, and to see what was +worth observing; but it being the latter part of the summer, we hastened +away, and set out from Madrid about the middle of October. But when we +came to the edge of Navarre, we were alarmed at several towns on the +way, with an account that so much snow was fallen on the French side of +the mountains, that several travellers were obliged to come back to +Pampeluna, after having attempted, at an extreme hazard, to pass on. + +When we came to Pampeluna itself, we found it so indeed; and to me that +had been always used to a hot climate, and indeed to countries where we +could scarce bear any clothes on, the cold was insufferable; nor, +indeed, was it more painful than it was surprising: to come but ten days +before out of the Old Castile, where the weather was not only warm, but +very hot, and immediately to feel a wind from the Pyrenees mountains, so +very keen, so severely cold, as to be intolerable, and to endanger +benumbing and perishing of our fingers and toes, was very strange. + +Poor Friday was really frighted when he saw the mountains all covered +with snow, and felt cold weather, which he had never seen or felt before +in his life. + +To mend the matter, after we came to Pampeluna, it continued snowing +with so much violence, and so long, that the people said, winter was +come before its time; and the roads, which were difficult before, were +now quite impassable: in a word, the snow lay in some places too thick +for us to travel; and being not hard frozen, as is the case in northern +countries, there was no going without being in danger of being buried +alive every step. We staid no less than twenty days at Pampeluna; when +(seeing the winter coming on, and no likelihood of its being better, for +it was the severest winter all over Europe that had been known in many +years) proposed that we should all go away to Fontarabia, and there take +shipping for Boardeaux, which was a very little voyage. + +But while we were considering this, there came in four French gentlemen, +who, having been stopped on the French side of the passes, as we were on +the Spanish, had found out a guide, who traversing the country near the +head of Languedoc, had brought them over the mountains by such ways, +that they were not much incommoded with the snow; and where they met +with snow in any quantity, they said it was frozen hard enough to bear +them and their horses. + +We sent for this guide, who told us, he would undertake to carry us the +same way, with no hazard from the snow, provided we were armed +sufficiently to protect us from wild beasts: for he said, upon these +great snows, it was frequent for some wolves to show themselves at the +foot of the mountains, being made ravenous for want of food, the ground +being covered with snow. We told him we were well enough prepared for +such creatures as they were, if he would ensure us from a kind of +two-legged wolves, which we were told we were in most danger from, +especially on the French side of the mountains. + +He satisfied us there was no danger of that kind in the way that we were +to go: so we readily agreed to follow him; as did also twelve other +gentlemen, with their servants, some French, some Spanish, who, as I +said, had attempted to go, and were obliged to come back again. + +Accordingly we all set out from Pampeluna, with our guide, on the +fifteenth of November; and indeed I was surprised, when, instead of +going forward, he came directly back with us, on the same road that we +came from Madrid, above twenty miles; when having passed two rivers, and +come into the plain country, we found ourselves in a warm climate again, +where the country was pleasant, and no snow to be seen; but on a sudden, +turning to the left, he approached the mountains another way; and though +it is true, the hills and the precipices looked dreadfully, yet he made +so many tours, such meanders, and led us by such winding ways, we +insensibly passed the height of the mountains, without being much +encumbered with the snow; and all on a sudden he shewed us the pleasant +fruitful provinces of Languedoc and Gascoigne, all green and +flourishing; though indeed they were at a great distance, and we had +some rough way to pass yet. + +We were a little uneasy, however, when we found it snowed one whole day +and a night, so fast, that we could not travel; but he bid us be easy, +we should soon be past it all: we found, indeed, that we began to +descend every day, and to come more north than before; and so, depending +upon our guide, we went on. + +It was about two hours before night, when our guide being something +before us, and not just in sight, out rushed three monstrous wolves, and +after them a bear, out of a hollow way, adjoining to a thick wood. Two +of the wolves flew upon the guide, and had he been half a mile before +us, he had been devoured indeed, before we could have helped him; one of +them fastened upon his horse, and the other attacked the man with that +violence, that he had not time, or not presence of mind enough, to draw +his pistol, but hallooed and cried out to us most lustily. My man Friday +being next to me, I bid him ride up, and see what was the matter. As +soon as Friday came in sight of the man, he hallooed, as loud as the +other, “O master’ O master!” But, like a bold fellow, rode directly up +to the man, and with his pistol shot the wolf that attacked him in +the head. + +It was happy for the poor man that it was my man Friday; for he, having +been used to that kind of creature in his country, had no fear upon him, +but went close up to him, and shot him as above; whereas any of us would +have fired at a farther distance, and have perhaps either missed the +wolf, or endangered shooting the man. + +But it was enough to have terrified a bolder man than I, and indeed it +alarmed all our company, when, with the noise of Friday’s pistol, we +heard on both sides the dismallest howlings of wolves, and the noise +redoubled by the echo of the mountains, that it was to us as if there +had been a prodigious multitude of them; and perhaps indeed there was +not such a few, as that we had no cause of apprehensions. + +However, as Friday had killed this wolf, the other, that had fastened +upon the horse, left him immediately, and fled, having happily fastened +upon his head, where the bosses of the bridle had stuck in his teeth, so +that he had not done him much hurt; the man, indeed, was most hurt; for +the raging creature had bit him twice, once on the arm, and the other +time a little above his knee; and he was just as it were tumbling down +by the disorder of the horse, when Friday came up and shot the wolf. + +It is easy to suppose, that at the noise of Friday’s pistol we all +mended our pace, and rid up as fast as the way (which was very +difficult) would give us leave, to see what was the matter. As soon as +we came clear of the trees which blinded us before, we saw plainly what +had been the case, and how Friday had disengaged the poor guide; though +we did not presently discern what kind of creature it was he had killed. + +But never was a fight managed so hardily, and in such a surprising +manner, as that which followed between Friday and the bear, which gave +us all (though at first we were surprised and afraid for him) the +greatest diversion imaginable. As the bear is a heavy, clumsy creature, +and does not gallop as the wolf does, which is swift and light; so he +has two particular qualities, which generally are the rule of his +actions: first, as to men, who are not his proper prey, I say not his +proper prey, because though I can’t say what excessive hunger might do, +which was now their case, the ground being all covered with snow; yet as +to men, he does not usually attempt them, unless they first attack him; +on the contrary, if you meet him in the woods, if you don’t meddle with +him, he won’t meddle with you; yet then you must take care to be very +civil to him, and give him the road; for he is a very nice gentleman, he +won’t go a step out of the way for a prince; nay, if you are really +afraid, your best way is to look another way, and keep going on; for +sometimes, if you stop, and stand still, and look steadfastly at him, he +takes it for an affront; and if you throw or toss any thing at him, and +it hits him, though it were but a bit of stick as big as your finger, he +takes it for an affront, and sets all other business aside to pursue his +revenge; for he will have satisfaction in point of honour, and this is +his first quality; the next is, that if he be once affronted, he will +never leave you, night or day, till he has his revenge, but follow at a +good round rate till he overtakes you. + +My man Friday had delivered our guide, and when we came up to him, he +was helping him off from his horse; for the man was both hurt and +frighted, and indeed the last more than the first; when, on a sudden, we +espied the bear come out of the wood, and a very monstrous one it was, +the biggest by far that ever I saw: we were all a little surprised when +we saw him; but when Friday saw him, it was easy to see joy and courage +in the fellow’s countenance: “O! O! O!” says Friday, three times, +pointing to him, “O master! you give me te leave, me shakee te hand with +him, me makee you good laugh.” + +I was surprised to see the fellow so pleased: “You fool you,” said I, +“he will eat you up.”—“Eatee me up! eatee me up!” says Friday, twice +over again; “me eatee him up; me make you good laugh; you all stay here, +me shew you good laugh.” So down he sits and gets his boots off in a +moment, and put on a pair of pumps, (as we call the flat shoes they +wear) and which he had in his pocket, and gives my other servant his +horse, and with his gun away he flew, swift like the wind. + +The bear was walking softly on, and offered to meddle with nobody, till +Friday coming pretty near, calls to him, as if the bear could understand +him: “Hark ye, hark ye,” says Friday, “me speakee wit you,” We followed +at a distance; for now being come down to the Gascoigne side of the +mountains, we were entered a vast great forest, where the country was +plain, and pretty open, though many trees in it scattered here +and there. + +Friday, who had, as we say, the heels of the bear, came up with him +quickly, and takes up a great stone, and throws at him, and hit him just +on the head; but did him no more harm than if he had thrown it against a +wall; but it answered Friday’s end; for the rogue was so void of fear, +that he did it purely to make the bear follow him, and shew us some +laugh, as he called it. + +As soon as the bear felt the stone, and saw him, he turns about, and +comes after him, taking devilish long strides, and strolling along at a +strange rate, so as he would put a horse to a middling gallop. Away runs +Friday, and takes his course, as if he ran towards us for help; so we +all resolved to fire at once upon the bear, and deliver my man; though I +was angry at him heartily for bringing the bear back upon us, when he +was going about his own business another way; and especially I was angry +that he had turned the bear upon us, and then run away; and I called +out, “You dog,” said I, “is this your making us laugh? Come away, and +take your horse, that we may shoot the creature.” He hears me, and cries +out, “No shoot, no shoot, stand still, you get much laugh;” and as the +nimble creature ran two feet for the beast’s one, he turned on a sudden, +on one side of us, and seeing a great oak tree, fit for his purpose, he +beckoned us to follow, and doubling his pace, he gets nimbly up the +tree, laying his gun down upon the ground, at about five or six yards +from the bottom of the tree. + +The bear soon came to the tree, and we followed at a distance. The first +thing he did, he stopped at the gun, smelt to it, but let it lie, and up +he scrambles into the tree, climbing like a cat, though so monstrous +heavy. I was amazed at the folly, as I thought it, of my man, and could +not for my life see any thing to laugh at yet, till seeing the bear get +up the tree, we all rode nearer to him. + +When we came to the tree, there was Friday got out to the small of a +large limb of the tree, and the bear got about half way to him. As soon +as the bear got out to that part where the limb of the tree was weaker, +“Ha,” says he to us, “now you see me teachee the bear dance;” so he +falls a-jumping, and shaking the bough, at which the bear began to +totter, but stood still, and began to look behind him, to see how he +should get back; then indeed we did laugh heartily. But Friday had not +done with him by a great deal: when he sees him stand still, he calls +out to him again, as if he had supposed the bear could speak English, +“What, you come no farther? Pray you come farther.” So he left jumping +and shaking the bough; and the bear, just as if he understood what he +said, did come a little farther; then he fell a-jumping again, and the +bear stopped again. + +We thought now was a good time to knock him on the head, and called to +Friday to stand still, and we would shoot the bear; but he cried out +earnestly, “O pray! O pray! no shoot, me shoot by and then;” he would +have said by and by. However, to shorten the story, Friday danced so +much, and the bear stood so ticklish, that we had laughing enough +indeed, but still could not imagine what the fellow would do; for first +we thought he depended upon shaking the bear off; and we found the bear +was too cunning for that too; for he would not get out far enough to be +thrown down, but clings fast with his great broad claws and feet, so +that we could not imagine what would be the end of it, and where the +jest would be at last. + +But Friday put us out of doubt quickly; for seeing the bear cling fast +to the bough, and that he would not be persuaded to come any farther; +“Well, well,” said Friday, “you no come farther, me go, me go; you no +come to me, me come to you;” and upon this he goes out to the smallest +end of the bough, where it would bend with his weight, and gently lets +himself down by it, sliding down the bough, till he came near enough to +jump down on his feet; and away he ran to his gun, takes it up, and +stands still. + +“Well,” said I to him, “Friday, what will you do now? Why don’t you +shoot him?”—“No shoot,” says Friday, “no yet; me shoot now me no kill; +me stay, give you one more laugh;” and indeed so he did, as you will see +presently; for when the bear saw his enemy gone, he comes back from the +bough where he stood, but did it mighty leisurely, looking behind him +every step, and coming backward till he got into the body of the tree; +then with the same hinder end foremost, he came down the tree; grasping +it with his claws, and moving one foot at a time, very leisurely. At +this juncture, and just before he could set his hind feet upon the +ground, Friday stepped close to him, clapped the muzzle of his piece +into his ear, and shot him as dead as a stone. + +Then the rogue turned about to see if we did not laugh; and when he saw +we were pleased by our looks, he falls a-laughing himself very loud; “So +we kill bear in my country,” says Friday. “So you kill them?” said I; +“why, you have no guns.”—“No,” says he, “no guns, but shoot great much +long arrow.” + +This was, indeed, a good diversion to us; but we were still in a wild +place, and our guide very much hurt, and what to do we hardly knew: the +howling of wolves ran much in my head; and indeed except the noise I +once heard on the shore of Africa, of which I have said something +already, I never heard any thing that filled me with so much horror. + +These things, and the approach of night, called us off, or else, as +Friday would have had us, we should certainly have taken the skin of +this monstrous creature off, which was worth saving; but we had three +leagues to go, and our guide hastened us; so we left him, and went +forward on our journey. + +The ground was still covered with snow, though not so deep and dangerous +as on the mountains; and the ravenous creatures, as we heard afterwards, +were come down into the forest and plain country, pressed by hunger, to +seek for food, and had done a great deal of mischief in the villages, +where they surprised the country-people, killed a great many of their +sheep and horses, and some people too. + +We had one dangerous place to pass, of which our guide told us, if there +were any more wolves in the country, we should find them there; and this +was a small plain, surrounded with woods on every side, and a long +narrow defile or lane, which we were to pass to get through the wood, +and then we should come to the village where we were to lodge. + +It was within half an hour of sunset when we entered the first wood; and +a little after sunset, when we came into the plain. We met with nothing +in the first wood, except that in a little plain within the wood, which +was not above two furlongs over, we saw five great wolves cross the +road, full speed one after another, as if they had been in chase of some +prey, and had it in view: they took no notice of us, and were gone and +out of sight in a few moments. + +Upon this our guide, who, by the way, was a wretched faint-hearted +fellow, bade us keep in a ready posture; for he believed there were more +wolves a-coming. + +We kept our arms ready, and our eyes about us; but we saw no more wolves +till we came through that wood, which was near half a league, and +entered the plain: as soon as we came into the plain, we had occasion +enough to look about us. The first object we met with was a dead horse, +that is to say, a poor horse which the wolves had killed, and at least a +dozen of them at work; we could not say eating of him, but picking of +his bones rather; for they had eaten up all the flesh before. + +We did not think fit to disturb them at their feast, neither did they +take much notice of us: Friday would have let fly at them, but I would +not suffer him by any means; for I found we were like to have more +business upon our hands than we were aware of. We were not half gone +over the plain, but we began to hear the wolves howl in the woods, on +our left, in a frightful manner; and presently after we saw about a +hundred coming on directly towards us, all in a body, and most of them +in a line, as regularly as an army drawn up by experienced officers. I +scarce knew in what manner to receive them; but found to draw ourselves +in a close line was the only way; so we formed in a moment; but, that we +might not have too much interval, I ordered, that only every other man +should fire; and that the others, who had not fired, should stand ready +to give them a second volley immediately, if they continued to advance +upon us; and that then those who had fired at first, should not pretend +to load their fusils again, but stand ready, with every one a pistol, +for we were all armed with a fusil and a pair of pistols each man; so we +were, by this method, able to fire six vollies, half of us at a time; +however, at present we had no necessity; for, upon firing the first +volley, the enemy made a full stop, being terrified, as well with the +noise as with the fire; four of them being shot in the head, dropped; +several others were wounded, and went bleeding off, as we could see by +the snow. I found they stopped, but did not immediately retreat; +whereupon, remembering that I had been told, that the fiercest creatures +were terrified at the voice of a man, I caused all our company to halloo +as loud as we could, and I found the notion not altogether mistaken; for +upon our shout, they began to retire, and turn about; then I ordered a +second volley to be fired in their rear, which put them to the gallop, +and away they went to the woods. + +This gave us leisure to charge our pieces again, and that we might lose +no time, we kept doing; but we had but little more than loaded our +fusils, and put ourselves into a readiness, when we heard a terrible +noise in the same wood on our left; only that it was farther onward the +same way we were to go. + +The night was coming on, and the night began to be dusky, which made it +the worse on our side; but, the noise increasing, we could easily +perceive that it was the howling and yelling of those hellish creatures; +and, on a sudden, we perceived two or three troops of wolves on our +left, one behind us, and one on our front, so that we seemed to be +surrounded with them; however, as they did not fall upon us, we kept our +way forward, as fast as we could make our horses go, which, the way +being very rough, was only a good large trot; and in this manner we only +came in view of the entrance of the wood through which we were to pass, +at the farther side of the plain; but we were greatly surprised, when, +coming near the lane, or pass, we saw a confused number of wolves +standing just at the entrance. + +On a sudden, at another opening of the wood, we heard the noise of a +gun; and, looking that way, out rushed a horse, with a saddle and a +bridle on him, flying like the wind, and sixteen or seventeen wolves +after him full speed: indeed the horse had the heels of them; but as we +supposed that he could not hold it at that rate, we doubted not but they +would get up with him at last; and no question but they did. + +Here we had a most horrible sight; for, riding up to the entrance where +the horse came out, we found the carcass of another horse, and of two +men devoured by these ravenous creatures, and of one the man was no +doubt the same whom we heard fire a gun, for there lay a gun just by him +fired off; but as to the man, his head, and the upper part of his body, +were eaten up. + +This filled us with horror, and we knew not what course to take; but the +creatures resolved us soon, for they gathered about us presently, in +hopes of prey; and I verily believe there were three hundred of them. It +happened very much to our advantage, that at the entrance into the wood, +but a little way from it, there by some large timber trees, which had +been cut down the summer before, and I suppose lay there for carriage: I +drew my little troop in among these trees, and placing ourselves in a +line behind one long tree, I advised them all to alight, and keeping +that tree before us for a breastwork, to stand in a triangle, or three +fronts, enclosing our horses in the centre. + +We did so, and it was well we did; for never was a more furious charge +than the creatures made upon us in this place; they came on us with a +growling kind of a noise, and mounted the piece of timber (which, as I +said, was our breastwork,) as if they were only rushing upon their prey; +and this fury of theirs, it seems, was principally occasioned by their +seeing our horses behind us, which was the prey they aimed at. I ordered +our men to fire as before, every man; and they took their aim so sure, +that indeed they killed several of the wolves at the first volley; but +there was a necessity to keep a continual firing, for they came on like +devils, those behind pushing on those before. + +When we had fired our second volley of fusils, we thought they stopped a +little, and I hoped they would have gone off, but it was but a moment, +for others came forward again; so we fired our vollies of pistols; and I +believe in these four firings we killed seventeen or eighteen of them, +and lamed twice as many; yet they came on again. + +I was loath to spend our last shot too hastily; so I called my servant, +not my man Friday, for he was better employed; for, with the greatest +dexterity imaginable, he charged my fusil and his own, while we were +engaged; but, as I said, I called my other man; and giving him a horn of +powder, I bade him lay a train all along the piece of timber, and let it +be a large train; he did so, and had but time to get away, when the +wolves came up to it, and some were got up upon it; when I, snapping an +uncharged pistol close to the powder, set it on fire; and those that +were upon the timber were scorched with it, and six or seven of them +fell, or rather jumped in among us, with the force and fright of the +fire; we dispatched these in an instant, and the rest were so frighted +with the light, which the night, for now it was very near dark, made +more terrible, that they drew back a little. + +Upon which I ordered our last pistols to be fired off in one volley, and +after that we gave a shout; upon this the wolves turned tail, and we +sallied immediately upon near twenty lame ones, which we found +struggling on the ground, and fell a-cutting them with our swords, which +answered our expectation; for the crying and howling they made were +better understood by their fellows; so that they fled and left us. + +We had, first and last, killed about three score of them; and had it +been daylight, we had killed many more. The field of battle being thus +cleared, we made forward again; for we had still near a league to go. We +heard the ravenous creatures howl and yell in the woods as we went, +several times; and sometimes we fancied we saw some of them, but the +snow dazzling our eyes, we were not certain; so in about an hour more we +came to the town, where we were to lodge, which we found in a terrible +fright, and all in arms; for it seems, that, the night before, the +wolves and some bears had broken into that village, and put them in a +terrible fright; and they were obliged to keep guard night and day, but +especially in the night, to preserve their cattle, and indeed +their people. + +The next morning our guide was so ill, and his limbs so swelled with the +rankling of his two wounds, that he could go no farther; so we were +obliged to take a new guide there, and go to Tholouse, where we found a +warm climate, a fruitful pleasant country, and no snow, no wolves, or +any thing like them; but when we told our story at Tholouse, they told +us it was nothing but what was ordinary in the great forest at the foot +of the mountains, especially when the snow lay on the ground; but they +inquired much what kind of a guide we had gotten, that would venture to +bring us that way in such a severe season; and told us, it was very much +we were not all devoured. When we told them how we placed ourselves, and +the horses in the middle, they blamed us exceedingly, and told us it was +fifty to one but we had been all destroyed; for it was the sight of the +horses that made the wolves so furious, seeing their prey; and that at +other times they are really afraid of a gun; but they being excessive +hungry, and raging on that account, the eagerness to come at the horses +had made them senseless of danger; and that if we had not by the +continued fire, and at last by the stratagem of the train of powder, +mastered them, it had been great odds but that we had been torn to +pieces; whereas, had we been content to have sat still on horseback, and +fired as horsemen, they would not have taken the horses so much for +their own, when men were on their backs, as otherwise; and withal they +told us, that at last, if we had stood all together, and left our +horses, they would have been so eager to have devoured them, that we +might have come off safe, especially having our fire-arms in our hands, +and being so many in number. + +For my part, I was never so sensible of danger in my life; for seeing +above three hundred devils come roaring and open-mouthed to devour us, +and having nothing to shelter us, or retreat to, I gave myself over for +lost; and as it was, I believe, I shall never care to cross those +mountains again; I think I would much rather go a thousand leagues by +sea, though I were sure to meet with a storm once a week. + +I have nothing uncommon to take notice of in my passage through France; +nothing but what other travellers have given an account of, with much +more advantage than I can. I travelled from Tholouse to Paris, and +without any considerable stay came to Calais, and landed safe at Dover, +the fourteenth of January, after having had a severe cold season to +travel in. + +I was now come to the centre of my travels, and had in a little time all +my new-discovered estate safe about me, the bills of exchange, which I +brought with me, having been very currently paid. + +My principal guide and privy-counsellor was my good ancient widow, who, +in gratitude for the money I had sent her, thought no pains too much, or +care too great, to employ for me; and I trusted her so entirely with +every thing, that I was perfectly easy as to the security of my effects; +and indeed I was very happy from my beginning, and now to the end, in +the unspotted integrity of this good gentlewoman. + +And now I began to think of leaving my effects with this woman, and +setting out for Lisbon, and so to the Brasils. But now another scruple +came in the way, and that was religion; for as I had entertained some +doubts about the Roman religion, even while I was abroad, especially in +my state of solitude; so I knew there was no going to the Brasils for +me, much less going to settle there, unless I resolved to embrace the +Roman Catholic religion, without any reserve; except on the other hand I +resolved to be a sacrifice to my principles, be a martyr for religion, +and die in the Inquisition: so I resolved to stay at home, and, if I +could find means for it, to dispose of my plantation. + +To this purpose I wrote to my old friend at Lisbon, who in return gave +me notice, that he could easily dispose of it there: but that if I +thought fit to give him leave to offer it in my name to the two +merchants, the survivors of my trustees, who lived in the Brasils, who +must fully understand the value of it, who lived just upon the spot, and +who I knew to be very rich, so that he believed they would be fond of +buying it; he did not doubt, but I should make 4 or 5000 pieces of eight +the more of it. + +Accordingly I agreed, gave him orders to offer it to them, and he did +so; and in about eight months more, the ship being then returned, he +sent me an account, that they had accepted the offer, and had remitted +33,000 pieces of eight to a correspondent of theirs at Lisbon, to +pay for it. + +In return, I signed the instrument of sale in the form which they sent +from Lisbon, and sent it to my old man, who sent me the bills of +exchange for 32,800 pieces of eight for the estate; reserving the +payment of 100 moidores a year, to him (the old man) during his life, +and 50 moidores afterwards to his son for his life, which I had promised +them; and which the plantation was to make good as a rent charge. And +thus I have given the first part of a life of fortune and adventure, a +life of Providence’s chequer-work, and of a variety which the world will +seldom be able to shew the like of: beginning foolishly, but closing +much more happily than any part of it ever gave me leave to much as +to hope for. + +Any one would think, that in this state of complicated good fortune, I +was past running any more hazards, and so indeed I had been, if other +circumstances had concurred: but I was inured to a wandering life, had +no family, nor many relations; nor, however rich, had I contracted much +acquaintance; and though I had sold my estate in the Brasils, yet I +could not keep that country out of my head, and had a great mind to be +upon the wing again; especially I could not resist the strong +inclination I had to see my island, and to know if the poor Spaniards +were in being there; and how the rogues I left there had used them. + +My true friend the widow earnestly dissuaded me from it, and so far +prevailed with me, that almost for seven years she prevented my running +abroad; during which time I took my two nephews, the children of one of +my brothers, into my care: the eldest having something of his own, I +bred up as a gentleman and gave him a settlement of some addition to his +estate, after my decease; the other I put out to a captain of a ship; +and after five years, finding him a sensible, bold, enterprising young +fellow, I put him into a good ship, and sent him to sea: and this young +fellow afterwards drew me in, as old as I was, to farther +adventures myself. + +In the meantime, I in part settled myself here; for, first of all, I +married, and that not either to my disadvantage or dissatisfaction; and +had three children, two sons and one daughter: but my wife dying, and my +nephew coming home with good success from a voyage to Spain, my +inclination to go abroad, and his importunity, prevailed, and engaged me +to go in his ship as a private trader to the East Indies. This in the +year 1694. + +In this voyage I visited my new colony in the island, saw my successors +the Spaniards, had the whole story of their lives, and of the villains I +left there; how at first they insulted the poor Spaniards, how they +afterwards agreed, disagreed, united, separated, and how at last the +Spaniards were obliged to use violence with them; how they were +subjected to the Spaniards; how honestly the Spaniards used them; an +history, if it were entered into, as full of variety and wonderful +accidents as my own part: particularly also as to their battles with the +Caribbeans, who landed several times upon the island, and as to the +improvement they made upon the island itself; and how five of them made +an attempt upon the main land, and brought away eleven men and five +women prisoners; by which, at my coming, I found about twenty young +children on the island. + +Here I stayed about twenty days; left them supplies of all necessary +things, and particularly of arms, powder, shot, clothes, tools, and two +workmen, which I brought from England with me; viz. a carpenter and +a smith. + +Besides this, I shared the lands into parts with them, reserved to +myself the property of the whole, but gave them such parts respectively, +as they agreed on; and, having settled all things with them, and engaged +them not to leave the place, I left them there. + +From thence I touched at the Brasils, from whence I sent a bark, which I +bought there, with more people to the island; and in it, besides other +supplies, I sent seven women, being such as I found proper for service, +or for wives to such as would take them. As for the Englishmen, I +promised them to send them some women from England, with a good cargo of +necessaries, if they would apply themselves to planting; which I +afterwards could not perform: the fellows proved very honest and +diligent, after they were mastered, and had their properties set apart +for them, I sent them also from the Brasils five cows, three of them +being big with calf, some sheep, and some hogs, which, when I came +again, were considerably increased. + +But all these things, with an account how three hundred Caribbees came +and invaded them, and ruined their plantations, and how they fought with +that whole number twice, and were at first defeated and some of them +killed; but at last a storm destroying their enemies’ canoes, they +famished or destroyed almost all the rest, and renewed and recovered the +possession of their plantation, and still lived upon the island:— + +All these things, with some very surprising incidents in some new +adventures of my own, for ten years more I may, perhaps, give a further +account of hereafter. + + * * * * * + +That homely proverb used on so many occasions in England, viz. “That +what is bred in the bone will not go out of the flesh,” was never more +verified than in the story of my Life. Any one would think, that after +thirty-five years affliction, and a variety of unhappy circumstances, +which few men, if any, ever went through before, and after near seven +years of peace and enjoyment in the fulness of all things; grown old, +and when, if ever, it might be allowed me to have had experience of +every state of middle life, and to know which was most adapted to make a +man completely happy; I say, after all this, any one would have thought +that the native propensity to rambling, which I gave an account of in my +first setting out into the world to have been so predominant in my +thoughts, should be worn out, the volatile part be fully evacuated, or +at least condensed, and I might at sixty-one years of age have been a +little inclined to stay at home, and have done venturing life and +fortune any more. + +Nay farther, the common motive of foreign adventures was taken away in +me; for I had no fortune to make, I had nothing to seek: if I had gained +ten thousand pounds, I had been no richer; for I had already sufficient +for me, and for those I had to leave it to, and that I had was visibly +increasing; for having no great family, I could not spend the income of +what I had, unless I would set up for an expensive way of living, such +as a great family, servants, equipage, gaiety, and the like, which were +things I had no notion of, or inclination to; so that I had nothing +indeed to do, but to sit still, and fully enjoy what I had got, and see +it increase daily upon my hands. + +Yet all these things, had no effect upon me, or at least not enough to +resist the strong inclination I had to go abroad again, which hung about +me like a chronical distemper; particularly the desire of seeing my new +plantation in the island, and the colony I left there, ran in my head +continually. I dreamed of it all night, and my imagination ran upon it +all day; it was uppermost in all my thoughts, and my fancy worked so +steadily and strongly upon it, that I talked of it in my sleep; in +short, nothing could remove it out of my mind; it even broke so +violently into all my discourses, that it made my conversation tiresome; +for I could talk of nothing else, all my discourse ran into it, even to +impertinence, and I saw it myself. + +I have often heard persons of good judgment say, that all the stir +people make in the world about ghosts and apparitions, is owing to the +strength of imagination, and the powerful operation of fancy in their +minds; that there is no such thing as a spirit appearing, or a ghost +walking, and the like; that people’s poring affectionately upon the past +conversation of their deceased friends so realizes it to them, that they +are capable of fancying upon some extraordinary circumstances that they +see them, talk to them, and are answered by them, when, in truth, there +is nothing but shadow and vapour in the thing; and they really know +nothing of the matter. + +For my part, I know not to this hour whether there are any such things +as real apparitions, spectres, or walking of people after they are dead, +or whether there is any thing in the stories they tell us of that kind, +more than the product of vapours, sick minds, and wandering fancies. But +this I know, that my imagination worked up to such a height, and brought +me into such excess of vapours, or what else I may call it, that I +actually supposed myself oftentimes upon the spot, at my old castle +behind the trees, saw my old Spaniard, Friday’s father, and the +reprobate sailors whom I left upon the island; nay, I fancied I talked +with them, and looked at them so steadily, though I was broad awake, as +at persons just before me; and this I did till I often frightened myself +with the images my fancy represented to me: one time in my sleep I had +the villany of the three pirate sailors so lively related to me, by the +first Spaniard and Friday’s father, that it was surprising; they told me +how they barbarously attempted to murder all the Spaniards, and that +they set fire to the provisions they had laid up, on purpose to distress +and starve them; things that I had never heard of, and that were yet all +of them true in fact; but it was so warm in my imagination, and so +realized to me, that to the hour I saw them, I could not be persuaded +but that it was or would be true; also how I resented it when the +Spaniard complained to me, and how I brought them to justice, tried them +before me, and ordered them all three to be hanged. What there was +really in this, shall be seen in its place; for however I came to form +such things in my dream, and what secret converse of spirits injected +it, yet there was, I say, very much of it true. I own, that this dream +had nothing literally and specifically true; but the general part was so +true, the base and villanous behaviour of these three hardened rogues +was such, and had been so much worse than all I can describe, that the +dream had too much similitude of the fact; and as I would afterwards +have punished them severely, so if I had hanged them all, I had been +much in the right, and should have been justifiable both by the laws of +God and man. + +But to return to my story.—In this kind of temper I had lived some +years, I had no enjoyment of my life, no pleasant hours, no agreeable +diversion but what had something or other of this in it; so that my +wife, who saw my mind so wholly bent upon it, told me very seriously one +night, that she believed there was some secret powerful impulse of +Providence upon me, which had determined me to go thither again; and +that she found nothing hindered my going, but my being engaged to a wife +and children. She told me, that it was true she could not think of +parting with me; but as she was assured, that if she was dead it would +be the first thing I would do; so, as it seemed to her that the thing +was determined above, she would not be the only obstruction; for if I +thought fit, and resolved to go—Here she found me very intent upon her +words, and that I looked very earnestly at her; so that it a little +disordered her, and she stopped. I asked her why she did not go on, and +say out what she was going to say? But I perceived her heart was too +full, and some tears stood in her eyes: “Speak out, my dear,” said I; +“are you willing I should go?”—“No,” says she, very affectionately, “I +am far from willing: but if you are resolved to go,” says she, “and +rather than I will be the only hindrance, I will go with you; for though +I think it a preposterous thing for one of your years, and in your +condition, yet if it must be,” said she again, weeping, “I won’t leave +you; for if it be of Heaven, you must do it; there is no resisting it; +and if Heaven makes it your duty to go, he will also make it mine to go +with you, or otherwise dispose of me, that I may not obstruct it.” + +This affectionate behaviour of my wife brought me a little out of the +vapours, and I began to consider what I was doing; I corrected my +wandering fancy, and began to argue with myself sedately, what business +I had, after threescore years, and after such a life of tedious +sufferings and disasters, and closed in so happy and easy a manner, I +say, what business had I to rush into new hazards, and put myself upon +adventures, fit only for youth and poverty to run into? + +With those thoughts, I considered my new engagement; that I had a wife, +one child born, and my wife then great with child of another; that I had +all the world could give me and had no need to seek hazards for gain; +that I was declining in years, and ought to think rather of leaving what +I had gained, than of seeking to increase it; that as to what my wife +had said, of its being an impulse from Heaven, and that it should be my +duty to go, I had no notion of that; so after many of these cogitations, +I struggled with the power of my imagination, reasoned myself out of it, +_as I believe people may always do in like cases, if they will_; and, in +a word, I conquered it; composed myself with such arguments as occurred +to my thoughts, and which my present condition furnished me plentifully +with; and particularly, as the most effectual method, I resolved to +divert myself with other things, and to engage in some business that +might effectually tie me up from any more excursions of this kind; for I +found the thing return upon me chiefly when I was idle, had nothing to +do, or any thing of moment immediately before me. + +To this purpose I bought a little farm in the county of Bedford, and +resolved to remove myself thither. I had a little convenient house upon +it, and the land about it I found was capable of great improvement, and +that it was many ways suited to my inclination, which delighted in +cultivating, managing, planting, and improving of land; and +particularly, being an inland country, I was removed from conversing +among ships, sailors, and things relating to the remote part of +the world. + +In a word, I went down to my farm, settled my family, bought me ploughs, +harrows, a cart, waggon, horses, cows, sheep; and setting seriously to +work, became in one half year a mere country gentleman; my thoughts were +entirely taken up in managing my servants, cultivating the ground, +enclosing, planting, &c.; and I lived, as I thought, the most agreeable +life that nature was capable of directing, or that a man always bred to +misfortunes was capable of being retreated to. + +I farmed upon my own land, I had no rent to pay, was limited by no +articles; I could pull up or cut down as I pleased; what I planted was +for myself, and what I improved, was for my family; and having thus left +off the thoughts of wandering, I had not the least discomfort in any +part of my life, as to this world. Now I thought indeed, that I enjoyed +the middle state of life which my father so earnestly recommended to me, +a kind of heavenly life, something like what is described by the poet +upon the subject of a country life: + + Free from vices, free from care, + Age has no pains, and youth no snare. + +But in the middle of all this felicity, one blow from unforeseen +Providence unhinged me at once; and not only made a breach upon me, +inevitable and incurable, but drove me, by its consequence, upon a deep +relapse into the wandering disposition; which, as I may say, being born +in my very blood, soon recovered its hold of me, and, like the returns +of a violent distemper, came on with an irresistible force upon me; so +that nothing could make any more impression upon me. This blow was the +loss of my wife. + +It is not my business here to write an elegy upon my wife, to give a +character of her particular virtues, and make my court to the sex by the +flattery of a funeral sermon. She was, in a few words, the stay of all +my affairs, the centre of all my enterprises, the engine that by her +prudence reduced me to that happy compass I was in, from the most +extravagant and ruinous project that fluttered in my head as above; and +did more to guide my rambling genius, than a mother’s tears, a father’s +instructions, a friend’s counsel, or all my own reasoning powers could +do. I was happy in listening to her tears, and in being moved by her +entreaties, and to the last degree desolate and dislocated in the world +by the loss of her. + +When she was gone the world looked awkwardly round me, I was as much a +stranger in it in my thoughts as I was in the Brasils when I went first +on shore there; and as much alone, except as to the assistance of +servants, as I was in my island. I knew neither what to do, or what not +to do; I saw the world busy round me, one part labouring for bread, and +the other part squandering in vile excesses or empty pleasures, equally +miserable, because the end they proposed still fled from them; for the +men of pleasure every day surfeited of their vice, and heaped up work +for sorrow and repentance, and the men of labour spent their strength in +daily strugglings for bread to maintain the vital strength they laboured +with; so living in a daily circulation of sorrow, living but to work, +and working but to live, as if daily bread were the only end of a +wearisome life, and a wearisome life the only occasion of daily bread. + +This put me in mind of the life I lived in my kingdom the island, where +I suffered no more corn to grow, because I did not want it; and bred no +more goats, because I had no more use for them; where the money lay in +the drawer till it grew mildewed, and had scarce the favour to be looked +upon in twenty years. + +All these things, had I improved them as I ought to have done, and as +reason and religion had dictated to me, would have taught me to search +farther than human enjoyments for a full felicity, and that there was +something which certainly was the reason and end of life, superior to +all these things, and which was either to be possessed, or at least +hoped for, on this side the grave. + +But my sage counsellor was gone, I was like a ship without a pilot, that +could only run before the wind; my thoughts run all away again into the +old affair, my head was quite turned with the whimsies of foreign +adventures; and all the pleasing innocent amusements of my farm and my +garden, my cattle and my family, which before entirely possessed me, +were nothing to me, had no relish, and were like music to one that has +no ear, or food to one that has no taste: in a word, I resolved to leave +off housekeeping, let my farm, and return to London; and in a few months +after I did so. + +When I came to London I was still as uneasy as before; I had no relish +to the place, no employment in it, nothing to do but to saunter about +like an idle person, of whom it may be said, he is perfectly useless in +God’s creation, and it is not one farthing matter to the rest of his +kind whether he be dead or alive. This also was the thing which of all +circumstances of life was the most my aversion, who had been all my days +used to an active life; and I would often say to myself, “A state of +idleness is the very dregs of life;” and indeed I thought I was much +more suitably employed when I was twenty-six days making me a +deal board. + +It was now the beginning of the year 1693, when my nephew, whom, as I +have observed before, I had brought up to the sea, and had made him +commander of a ship, was come home from a short voyage to Bilboa, being +the first he had made; he came to me, and told me, that some merchants +of his acquaintance had been proposing to him to go a voyage for them to +the East Indies and to China, as private traders; “And now, uncle,” says +he, “if you will go to sea with me, I’ll engage to land you upon your +old habitation in the island, for we are to touch at the Brasils.” + +Nothing can be a greater demonstration of a future state, and of the +existence of an invisible world, than the concurrence of second causes +with the ideas of things which we form in our minds, perfectly reserved, +and not communicated to any in the world. + +My nephew knew nothing how far my distemper of wandering was returned +upon me, and I knew nothing of what he had in his thoughts to say, when +that very morning, before he came to me, I had, in a great deal of +confusion of thought, and revolving every part of my circumstances in my +mind, come to this resolution, viz. that I would go to Lisbon, and +consult with my old sea-captain; and so, if it was rational and +practicable, I would go and see the island again, and see what was +become of my people there. I had pleased myself also with the thoughts +of peopling the place, and carrying inhabitants from hence, getting a +patent for the possession, and I know not what; when in the middle of +all this, in comes my nephew, as I have said, with his project of +carrying me thither, in his way to the East Indies. + +I paused awhile at his words, and looking steadily at him, “What devil,” +said I, “sent you of this unlucky errand?” My nephew startled, as if he +had been frighted at first; but perceiving I was not much displeased +with the proposal, he recovered himself. “I hope it may not be an +unlucky proposal, Sir,” says he; “I dare say you would be pleased to see +your new colony there, where you once reigned with more felicity than +most of your brother-monarchs in the world.” + +In a word, the scheme hit so exactly with my temper, that is to say, +with the prepossession I was under, and of which I have said so much, +that I told him, in a few words, if he agreed with the merchants I would +go with him: but I told him I would not promise to go any farther than +my own island. “Why, Sir,” says he, “you don’t want to be left there +again, I hope?”—“Why,” said I, “can you not take me up again in your +return?” He told me, it could not be possible that the merchants would +allow him to come that way with a loaden ship of such value, it being a +month’s sail out of his way, and might be three or four: “Besides, Sir, +if I should miscarry,” said he, “and not return at all, then you would +be just reduced to the condition you were in before.” + +This was very rational; but we both found out a remedy for it, which was +to carry a framed sloop on board the ship, which, being taken in pieces +and shipped on board the ship, might, by the help of some carpenters, +whom we agreed to carry with us, be set up again in the island, and +finished, fit to go to sea in a few days. + +I was not long resolving; for indeed the importunities of my nephew +joined in so effectually with my inclination, that nothing could oppose +me: on the other hand, my wife being dead, I had nobody concerned +themselves so much for me, as to persuade me one way or other, except my +ancient good friend the widow, who earnestly struggled with me to +consider my years, my easy circumstances, and the needless hazard of a +long voyage; and, above all, my young children: but it was all to no +purpose; I had an irresistible desire to the voyage; and I told her I +thought there was something so uncommon in the impressions I had upon +my mind for the voyage, that it would be a kind of resisting Providence, +if I should attempt to stay at home; after which she ceased her +expostulations, and joined with me, not only in making provision for my +voyage, but also in settling my family affairs in my absence, and +providing for the education of my children. + +In order to this I made my will, and settled the estate I had in such a +manner for my children, and placed in such hands, that I was perfectly +easy and satisfied they would have justice done them, whatever might +befal me; and for their education, I left it wholly to my widow, with a +sufficient maintenance to herself for her care: all which she richly +deserved; for no mother could have taken more care in their education, +or understood it better; and as she lived till I came home, I also lived +to thank her for it. + +My nephew was ready to sail about the beginning of January 1694—5, and +I with my man Friday went on board in the Downs the 8th, having, besides +that sloop which I mentioned above, a very considerable cargo of all +kinds of necessary things for my colony, which if I did not find in good +condition, I resolved to leave so. + +First, I carried with me some servants, whom I purposed to place there +as inhabitants, or at least to set on work there upon my own account +while I stayed, and either to leave them there, or carry them forward, +as they should appear willing; particularly, I carried two carpenters, a +smith, and a very handy, ingenious fellow, who was a cooper by trade, +but was also a general mechanic; for he was dexterous at making wheels, +and hand-mills to grind corn, was a good turner, and a good potmaker; he +also made any thing that was proper to make of earth, or of wood; in a +word, we called him our Jack of all Trades. + +With these I carried a tailor, who had offered himself to go passenger +to the East Indies with my nephew, but afterwards consented to stay on +our new plantation, and proved a most necessary handy fellow as could +be desired, in many other businesses besides that of this trade; for, as +I observed formerly, necessity arms us for all employments. + +My cargo, as near as I can recollect, for I have not kept an account of +the particulars, consisted of a sufficient quantity of linen, and some +thin English stuffs for clothing the Spaniards that I expected to find +there, and enough of them as by my calculation might comfortably supply +them for seven years: if I remember right, the materials which I carried +for clothing them, with gloves, hats, shoes, stockings, and all such +things as they could want for wearing, amounted to above two hundred +pounds, including some beds, bedding, and household-stuff, particularly +kitchen utensils, with pots, kettles, pewter, brass, &c. besides near a +hundred pounds more in iron-work, nails, tools of every kind, staples, +hooks, hinges, and every necessary thing I could think of. + +I carried also a hundred spare arms, muskets, and fuzees, besides some +pistols, a considerable quantity of shot of all sizes, three or four +tons of lead, and two pieces of brass cannon; and because I knew not +what time and what extremities I was providing for, I carried an hundred +barrels of powder, besides swords, cutlasses, and the iron part of some +pikes and halberts; so that, in short, we had a large magazine of all +sorts of stores; and I made my nephew carry two small quarter-deck guns +more than he wanted for his ship, to leave behind if there was occasion; +that when they came there we might build a fort, and man it against all +sorts of enemies: and indeed I at first thought there would be need +enough of it all, and much more, if we hoped to maintain our possession +of the island, as shall be seen in the course of the story. + +I had not such bad luck in this voyage as I had been used to meet with; +and therefore shall have the less occasion to interrupt the reader, who +perhaps may be impatient to hear how matters went with my colony; yet +some odd accidents, cross winds, and bad weather happened on this first +setting out, which made the voyage longer than I expected it at first; +and I, who had never made but one voyage, viz. my first voyage to +Guinea, in which I might be said to come back again as the voyage was at +first designed, began to think the same ill fate still attended me; and +that I was born to be never contented with being on shore, and yet to be +always unfortunate at sea. + +Contrary winds first put us to the northward, and we were obliged to put +in at Galway, in Ireland, where we lay wind bound two-and-thirty days; +but we had this satisfaction with the disaster, that provisions were +here, exceeding cheap, and in the utmost plenty; so that while we lay +here we never touched the ship’s stores, but rather added to them: here +also I took several hogs, and two cows with their calves, which I +resolved, if I had a good passage, to put on shore in my island; but we +found occasion to dispose otherwise of them. + +We set out the 5th of February from Ireland, and had a very fair gale of +wind for some days; as I remember, it might be about the 20th of +February in the evening late, when the mate having the watch, came into +the round-house, and told us he saw a flash of fire, and heard a gun +fired; and while he was telling us of it, a boy came in, and told us the +boatswain heard another. This made us all run out upon the quarter-deck, +where for a while we heard nothing, but in a few minutes we saw a very +great light, and found that there was some very terrible fire at a +distance. Immediately we had recourse to our reckonings, in which we all +agreed that there could be no land that way in which the fire shewed +itself, no, not for five hundred leagues, for it appeared at W.N.W. Upon +this we concluded it must be some ship on fire at sea; and as by our +hearing the noise of guns just before, we concluded it could not be far +off, we stood directly towards it, and were presently satisfied we +should discover it, because the farther we sailed the greater the light +appeared, though the weather being hazy we could not perceive any thing +but the light for a while; in about half an hour’s sailing, the wind +being fair for us, though not much of it, and the weather clearing up a +little, we could plainly discern that it was a great ship on fire in the +middle of the sea. + +I was most sensibly touched with this disaster, though not at all +acquainted with the persons engaged in it; I presently recollected my +former circumstances, in what condition I was in when taken up by the +Portugal captain; and how much more deplorable the circumstances of the +poor creatures belonging to this ship must be if they had no other ship +in company with them: upon this I immediately ordered that five guns +should be fired, one soon after another, that, if possible, we might +give notice to them that there was help for them at hand, and that they +might endeavour to save themselves in their boat; for though we could +see the flame in the ship, yet they, it being night, could see +nothing of us. + +We lay by some time upon this, only driving as the burning ship drove, +waiting for daylight; when on a sudden, to our great terror, though we +had reason to expect it, the ship blew up in the air, and immediately +sunk. This was terrible, and indeed an afflicting sight, for the sake of +the poor men, who, I concluded, must be either all destroyed in the +ship, or be in the utmost distress in their boats in the middle of the +ocean, which, at present, by reason it was dark, I could not see: +however, to direct them as well as I could, I caused lights to be hung +out in all the parts of the ship where we could, and which we had +lanterns for, and kept firing guns all the night long; letting them know +by this, that there was a ship not far off. + +About eight o’clock in the morning we discovered the ship’s boats, by +the help of our perspective-glasses; and found there were two of them, +both thronged with people, and deep in the water; we perceived they +rowed, the wind being against them; that they saw our ship, and did the +utmost to make us see them. + +We immediately spread our ancient, to let them know we saw them; and +hung a waft out, as a signal for them to come on board; and then made +more sail, standing directly to them. In a little more than half an hour +we came up with them, and in a word took them all in, being no less than +sixty-four men, women, and children; for there were a great many +passengers. + +Upon the whole, we found it was a French merchant-ship of three hundred +tons, homeward-bound from Quebec, in the river of Canada. The master +gave us a long account of the distress of his ship, how the fire began +in the steerage by the negligence of the steersman; but, on his crying +out for help, was, as everybody thought, entirely put out: but they soon +found that some sparks of the first fire had gotten into some part of +the ship, so difficult to come at, that they could not effectually +quench it; and afterwards getting in between the timbers, and within the +ceiling of the ship, it proceeded into the hold, and mastered all the +skill and all the application they were able to exert. + +They had no more to do then but to get into their boats, which, to their +great comfort, were pretty large; being their long-boat, and a great +shallop, besides a small skiff, which was of no great service to them, +other than to get some fresh water and provisions into her, after they +had secured themselves from the fire. They had indeed small hope of +their lives by getting into these boats at that distance from any land; +only, as they said well, that they were escaped from the fire, and had a +possibility, that some ship might happen to be at sea, and might take +them in. They had sails, oars, and a compass; and were preparing to make +the best of their way to Newfoundland, the wind blowing pretty fair; for +it blew an easy gale at S.E. by E. They had as much provisions and +water, as, with sparing it so as to be next door to starving, might +support them about twelve days; in which, if they had no bad weather, +and no contrary winds, the captain said, he hoped he might get to the +banks of Newfoundland, and might perhaps take some fish to sustain them +till they might go on shore. But there were so many chances against them +in all these cases; such as storms to overset and founder them; rains +and cold to benumb and perish their limbs; contrary winds to keep them +out and starve them; that it must have been next to miraculous if they +had escaped. + +In the midst of their consultations, every one being hopeless, and ready +to despair, the captain with tears in his eyes told me, they were on a +sudden surprised with the joy of hearing a gun fire, and after that four +more; these were the five guns which I caused to be fired at first +seeing the light: this revived their hearts, and gave them the notice +which, as above, I designed it should, viz. that there was a ship at +hand for their help. + +It was upon the hearing these guns, that they took down their masts and +sails; and the sound coming from the windward, they resolved to lie by +till morning. Some time after this, hearing no more guns, they fired +three muskets, one a considerable while after another; but these, the +wind being contrary, we never heard. + +Some time after that again, they were still more agreeably surprised +with seeing our lights, and hearing the guns, which, as I have said, I +caused to be fired all the rest of the night: this set them to work with +their oars to keep their boats ahead, at least that we might the sooner +come up with them; and at last, to their inexpressible joy, they found +we saw them. + +It is impossible for me to express the several gestures, the strange +ecstasies, the variety of postures, which these poor delivered people +ran into, to express the joy of their souls at so unexpected a +deliverance; grief and fear are easily described; sighs, tears, groans, +and a very few motions of head and hands, make up the sum of its +variety: but an excess of joy, a surprise of joy, has a thousand +extravagances in it; there were some in tears, some raging and tearing +themselves, as if they had been in the greatest agonies of sorrow; some +stark raving and downright lunatic; some ran about the ship stamping +with their feet, others wringing their hands; some were dancing, several +singing, some laughing, more crying; many quite dumb, not able to speak +a word; others sick and vomiting, several swooning, and ready to faint; +and a few were crossing themselves and giving God thanks. + +I would not wrong them neither; there might be many that were thankful +afterward; but the passion was too strong for them at first, and they +were not able to master it; they were thrown into ecstasies and a kind +of frenzy, and so there were but a very few who were composed and +serious in their joy. + +Perhaps also the case may have some addition to it, from the particular +circumstance of the nation they belonged to; I mean the French, whose +temper is allowed to be more volatile, more passionate, and more +sprightly, and their spirits more fluid, than of other nations. I am not +philosopher to determine the cause, but nothing I had ever seen before +came up to it: the ecstasies poor Friday, my trusty savage, was in, when +he found his father in the boat, came the nearest to it; and the +surprise of the master, and his two companions, whom I delivered from +the two villains that set them on shore in the island, came a little way +towards it; but nothing was to compare to this, either that I saw in +Friday, or any where else in my life. + +It is farther observable, that these extravagances did not shew +themselves in that different manner I have mentioned, in different +persons only: but all the variety would appear in a short succession of +moments, in one and the same person. A man that we saw this minute dumb, +and, as it were, stupid and confounded, should the next minute be +dancing and hallooing like an antic; and the next moment a-tearing his +hair, or pulling his clothes to pieces, and stamping them under his feet +like a madman; a few minutes after that, we should have him all in +tears, then sick, then swooning; and had not immediate help been had, +would in a few moments more have been dead; and thus it was, not with +one or two, or ten or twenty, but with the greatest part of them; and, +if I remember right, our surgeon was obliged to let above thirty of +them blood. + +There were two priests among them, one an old man, and the other a young +man; and that which was strangest was, that the oldest man was +the worst. + +As soon as he set his foot on board our ship, and saw himself safe, he +dropped down stone dead, to all appearance; not the least sign of life +could be perceived in him; our surgeon immediately applied proper +remedies to recover him; and was the only man in the ship that believed +he was not dead: and at length he opened a vein in his arm, having first +chafed and rubbed the part, so as to warm it as much as possible: upon +this the blood, which only dropped at first, flowed something freely; in +three minutes after the man opened his eyes; and about a quarter of an +hour after that he spoke, grew better, and, in a little time, quite +well; after the blood was stopped he walked about, told us he was +perfectly well, took a dram of cordial which the surgeon gave him, and +was, what we called, come to himself; about a quarter of an hour after +this they came running into the cabin to the surgeon, who was bleeding a +French woman that had fainted, and told him the priest was gone stark +mad. It seems he had begun to revolve the change of his circumstances in +his mind, and this put him into an ecstasy of joy: his spirits whirled +about faster than the vessels could convey them; the blood grew hot and +feverish; and the man was as fit for Bedlam as any creature that ever +was in it; the surgeon would not bleed him again in that condition, but +gave him something to doze and put him to sleep, which, after some time, +operated upon him, and he waked next morning perfectly composed +and well. + +The younger priest behaved himself with great command of his passion, +and was really an example of a serious, well-governed mind; at his first +coming on board the ship, he threw himself flat on his face, +prostrating himself in thankfulness for his deliverance; in which I +unhappily and unseasonably disturbed him, really thinking he had been in +a swoon: but he spoke calmly; thanked me; told me he was giving God +thanks for his deliverance; begged me to leave him a few moments, and +that next to his Maker he would give me thanks also. + +I was heartily sorry that I disturbed him, and not only left him, but +kept others from interrupting him also; he continued in that posture +about three minutes, or a little more, after I left him, then came to +me, as he had said he would, and with a great deal of seriousness and +affection, but with tears in his eyes, thanked me that had, under God, +given him and so many miserable creatures their lives: I told him, I had +no room to move him to thank God for it rather than me; for I had seen +that he had done that already: but I added, that it was nothing but what +reason and humanity dictated to all men, and that we had as much reason +as he to give thanks to God, who had blessed us so far as to make us the +instruments of his mercy to so many of his creatures. + +After this the young priest applied himself to his country-folks; +laboured to compose them; persuaded, entreated, argued, reasoned with +them, and did his utmost to keep them within the exercise of their +reason; and with some he had success, though others were, for a time, +out of all government of themselves. + +I cannot help committing this to writing, as perhaps it may be useful to +those into whose hands it may fall, in the guiding themselves in all the +extravagances of their passions; for if an excess of joy can carry men +out to such a length beyond the reach of their reason, what will not the +extravagances of anger, rage, and a provoked mind, carry us to? And, +indeed, here I saw reason for keeping an exceeding watch over our +passions of every kind, as well those of joy and satisfaction, as those +of sorrow and anger. + +We were something disordered by these extravagances among our new +guests for the first day; but when they had been retired, lodgings +provided for them as well as our ship would allow, and they had slept +heartily, as most of them did, being fatigued and frightened, they were +quite another sort of people the next day. + +Nothing of good manners, or civil acknowledgments for the kindness shown +them, was wanting; the French, it is known, are naturally apt enough to +exceed that way. The captain and one of the priests came to me the next +day; and, desiring to speak with me and my nephew, the commander, began +to consult with us what should be done with them; and first they told +us, that as we had saved their lives, so all they had was little enough +for a return to us for the kindness received. The captain said, they had +saved some money, and some things of value in their boats, catched +hastily out of the flames: and if we would accept it, they were ordered +to make an offer of it all to us; they only desired to be set on shore +somewhere in our way, where, if possible, they might get a passage +to France. + +My nephew was for accepting their money at first word, and to consider +what to do with them afterwards; but I overruled him in that part; for I +knew what it was to be set on shore in a strange country; and if the +Portugal captain that took me up at sea had served me so, and took all I +had for my deliverance, I must have starved, or have been as much a +slave at the Brasils as I had been at Barbary, the being sold to a +Mahometan only excepted; and perhaps a Portuguese is not a much better +master than a Turk, if not, in some cases, a much worse. + +I therefore told the French captain that we had taken them up in their +distress, it was true; but that it was our duty to do so, as we were +fellow-creatures, and as we would desire to be so delivered, if we were +in the like or any other extremity; that we had done nothing for them +but what we believed they would have done for us if we had been in their +case and they in ours; but that we took them up to serve them, not to +plunder them; and that it would be a most barbarous thing, to take that +little from them which they had saved out of the fire, and then set them +on shore and leave them; that this would be first to save them from +death and then kill them ourselves; save them from drowning and then +abandon them to starving; and therefore I would not let the least thing +be taken from them: as to setting them on shore, I told them indeed that +was an exceeding difficulty to us, for that the ship was bound to the +East Indies; and though we were driven out of our course to the westward +a very great way, which perhaps was directed by Heaven on purpose for +their deliverance, yet it was impossible for us wilfully to change our +voyage on this particular account; nor could my nephew, the captain, +answer it to the freighters, with whom he was under charter-party to +pursue his voyage by the way of Brasil; and all I knew he could do for +them was, to put ourselves in the way of meeting with other ships +homeward-bound from the West Indies, and get them passage, if possible, +to England or France. + +The first part of the proposal was so generous and kind, they could not +but be very thankful for it; but they were in a great consternation, +especially the passengers, at the notion of being carried away to the +East Indies: they then entreated me, that seeing I was driven so far to +the westward before I met with them, I would at least keep on the same +course to the banks of Newfoundland, where it was possible I might meet +some ship or sloop that they might hire to carry them back to Canada, +from whence they came. + +I thought this was but a reasonable request on their part, and therefore +I inclined to agree to it; for indeed I considered, that to carry this +whole company to the East Indies would not only be an intolerable +severity to the poor people, but would be ruining our voyage by +devouring all our provisions; so I thought it no breach of +charter-party, but what an unforeseen accident made absolutely necessary +to us; and in which no one could say we were to blame; for the laws of +God and nature would have forbid, that we should refuse to take up two +boats full of people in such a distressed condition; and the nature of +the thing, as well respecting ourselves as the poor people, obliged us +to see them on shore somewhere or other, for their deliverance; so I +consented that we would carry them to Newfoundland, if wind and weather +would permit; and, if not, that I would carry them to Martinico in the +West Indies. + +The wind continued fresh easterly, but the weather pretty good; and as +it had blowed continually in the points between N.E. and S.E. a long +time, we missed several opportunities of sending them to France; for we +met several ships bound to Europe, whereof two were French, from St. +Christopher’s; but they had been so long beating up against the wind, +that they durst take in no passengers for fear of wanting provisions for +the voyage, as well for themselves as for those they should take in; so +we were obliged to go on. It was about a week after this, that we made +the banks of Newfoundland, where, to shorten my story, we put all our +French people on board a bark, which they hired at sea there, to put +them on shore, and afterwards to carry them to France, if they could get +provisions to victual themselves with: when, I say, all the French went +on shore, I should remember that the young priest I spoke of, hearing we +were bound to the East Indies, desired to go the voyage with us, and to +be set on shore on the coast of Coromandel: I readily agreed to that; +for I wonderfully liked the man, and had very good reason, as will +appear afterwards; also four of the seamen entered themselves in our +ship, and proved very useful fellows. + +From hence we directed our course for the West Indies, steering away S. +and S. by E. for about twenty days together, sometimes little or no wind +at all, when we met with another subject for our humanity to work upon, +almost as deplorable as that before. + +It was in the latitude of 27 degrees 5 minutes N. and the 19th day of +March 1684—5, when we espied a sail, our course S.E. and by S. We soon +perceived it was a large vessel, and that she bore up to us; but could +not at first know what to make of her, till, after coming a little +nearer, we found she had lost her main-topmast, fore-mast, and bowsprit; +and presently she fires a gun as a signal of distress. The weather was +pretty good, wind at N.N.W. a fresh gale, and we soon came to speak +with her. + +We found her a ship of Bristol bound home from Barbadoes, but had been +blown out of the road at Barbadoes, a few days before she was ready to +sail, by a terrible hurricane, while the captain and chief mate were +both gone on shore; so that beside the terror of the storm, they were +but in an indifferent case for good artists to bring the ship home; they +had been already nine weeks at sea, and had met with another terrible +storm after the hurricane was over, which had blown them quite out of +their knowledge to the westward, and in which they had lost their masts, +as above; they told us, they expected to have seen the Bahama Islands, +but were then driven away again to the south-east by a strong gale of +wind at N.N.W. the same that blew now, and having no sails to work the +ship with, but a main-course, and a kind of square sail upon a +jury-foremast, which they had set up, they could not lie near the wind, +but were endeavouring to stand away for the Canaries. + +But that which was worst of all, was, that they were almost starved for +want of provisions, besides the fatigues they had undergone; their bread +and flesh was quite gone, they had not an ounce left in the ship, and +had had none for eleven days; the only relief they had, was, their water +was not all spent, and they had about half a barrel of flour left; they +had sugar enough; some succades or sweetmeats they had at first, but +they were devoured; and they had seven casks of rum. + +There was a youth and his mother, and a maid-servant, on board, who were +going passengers, and thinking the ship was ready to sail, unhappily +came on board the evening before the hurricane began; and having no +provisions of their own left, they were in a more deplorable condition +than the rest; for the seamen, being reduced to such an extreme +necessity themselves, had no compassion, we may be sure, for the poor +passengers; and they were indeed in a condition that their misery is +very hard to describe. + +I had perhaps not known this part, if my curiosity had not led me, the +weather being fair, and the wind abated, to go on board the ship: the +second mate, who upon this occasion commanded the ship, had been on +board our ship; and he told me indeed, that they had three passengers in +the great cabin, that they were in a deplorable condition; “Nay,” says +he, “I believe they are dead, for I have heard nothing of them for above +two days; and I was afraid to inquire after them,” said he, “for I had +nothing to relieve them with.” + +We immediately applied ourselves to give them what relief we could +spare; and indeed I had so far overruled things with my nephew, that I +would have victualled them, though we had gone away to Virginia, or any +part of the coast of America, to have supplied ourselves; but there was +no necessity for that. + +But now they were in a new danger, for they were afraid of eating too +much, even of that little we gave them. The mate or commander brought +six men with him in his boat, but these poor wretches looked like +skeletons, and were so weak they could hardly sit to their oars; the +mate himself was very ill, and half-starved, for he declared he had +reserved nothing from the men, and went share and share alike with them +in every bit they ate. + +I cautioned him to eat sparingly, but set meat before him immediately, +and he had not eaten three mouthfuls before he began to be sick, and out +of order; so he stopped awhile, and our surgeon mixed him up something +with some broth, which he said would be to him both food and physic; and +after he had taken it, he grew better: in the meantime I forgot not the +men; I ordered victuals to be given them, and the poor creatures rather +devoured than ate it; they were so exceeding hungry, that they were in a +manner ravenous, and had no command of themselves; and two of them ate +with so much greediness, that they were in danger of their lives the +next morning. + +The sight of these people’s distress was very moving to me, and brought +to mind what I had a terrible respect of at my first coming on shore in +my island, where I had not the least mouthful of food, or any hopes of +procuring it; besides the hourly apprehension I had of being made the +food of other creatures. But all the while the mate was thus relating to +me the miserable condition of the ship’s company, I could not put out of +my thought the story he had told me of the three poor creatures in the +great cabin; viz. the mother, her son, and the maid-servant, whom he had +heard nothing of for two or three days; and whom he seemed to confess +they had wholly neglected, their own extremities being so great; by +which I understood that they had really given them no food at all; and +that therefore they must be perished, and be all lying dead perhaps on +the floor or deck of the cabin. + +As I therefore kept the mate, whom we then called captain, on board with +his men to refresh them, so I also forgot not the starving crew that +were left on board, but ordered my own boat to go on board the ship and +with my mate and twelve men to carry them a sack of bread, and four or +five pieces of beef to boil. Our surgeon charged the men to cause the +meat to be boiled while they stayed, and to keep guard in the cook-room, +to prevent the men’s taking it to eat raw, or taking it out of the pot +before it was well boiled, and then to give every man but a little at a +time; and by this caution he preserved the men, who would otherwise have +killed themselves with that very food that was given them on purpose to +save their lives. + +At the same time I ordered the mate to go into the great cabin, and see +what condition the poor passengers were in, and, if they were alive, to +comfort them and give them what refreshment was proper; and the surgeon +gave him a large pitcher with some of the prepared broth which he had +given the mate that was on board, and which he did not question would +restore them gradually. + +I was not satisfied with this; but, as I said above, having a great mind +to see the scene of misery, which I knew the ship itself would present +me with, in a more lively manner than I could have it by report, I took +the captain of the ship, as we now called him, with me, and went myself +a little after in their boat. + +I found the poor men on board almost in a tumult to get the victuals out +of the boiler before it was ready; but my mate observed his order, and +kept a good guard at the cook-room door; and the man he placed there, +after using all possible persuasion to have patience, kept them off by +force: however, he caused some biscuit cakes to be dipped in the pot, +and softened them with the liquor of the meat, which they call brewis, +and gave every one one, to stay their stomachs, and told them it was for +their own safety that he was obliged to give them but little at a time. +But it was all in vain, and had I not come on board, and their own +commander and officers with me, and with good words, and some threats +also of giving them no more, I believe they would have broke into the +cook-room by force, and torn the meat out of the furnace; for words +indeed are of a very small force to an hungry belly: however, we +pacified them, and fed them gradually and cautiously for the first time, +and the next time gave them more, and at last filled their bellies, and +the men did well enough. + +But the misery of the poor passengers in the cabin was of another +nature, and far beyond the rest; for as, first, the ship’s company had +so little for themselves, it was but too true, that they had at first +kept them very low, and at last totally neglected them; so that for six +or seven days, it might be said, they had really had no food at all, and +for several days before, very little. + +The poor mother, who, as the first mate reported, was a woman of good +sense and good breeding, had spared all she could get so affectionately +for her son, that at last she entirely sunk under it; and when the mate +of our ship went in, she sat upon the floor or deck, with her back up +against the sides, between two chairs, which were lashed fast, and her +head sunk in between her shoulders, like a corpse, though not quite +dead. My mate said all he could to revive and encourage her, and with a +spoon put some broth into her mouth; she opened her lips, and lifted up +one hand, but could not speak: yet she understood what he said, and made +signs to him, intimating, that it was too late for her; but pointed to +her child, as if she would have said, they should take care of him. + +However, the mate, who was exceedingly moved with the sight, endeavoured +to get some of the broth into her mouth; and, as he said, got two or +three spoonfuls down, though I question whether he could be sure of it +or not; but it was too late, and she died the same night. + +The youth, who was preserved at the price of his most affectionate +mother’s life, was not so far gone; yet he lay in a cabin-bed as one +stretched out, with hardly any life left in him; he had a piece of an +old glove in his mouth, having eaten up the rest of it; however, being +young, and having more strength than his mother, the mate got something +down his throat, and he began sensibly to revive, though, by giving him +some time after but two or three spoonfuls extraordinary, he was very +sick, and brought it up again. + +But the next care was the poor maid; she lay all along upon the deck +hard by her mistress, and just like one that had fallen down with an +apoplexy, and struggled for life: her limbs were distorted, one of her +hands was clasped round the frame of one chair, and she griped it so +hard, that we could not easily make her let it go; her other arm lay +over her head, and her feet lay both together, set fast against the +frame of the cabin-table; in short, she lay just like one in the last +agonies of death; and yet she was alive too. + +The poor creature was not only starved with hunger, and terrified with +the thoughts of death, but, as the men told us afterwards, was +broken-hearted for her mistress, whom she saw dying two or three days +before, and whom she loved most tenderly. + +We knew not what to do with this poor girl; for when our surgeon, who +was a man of very great knowledge and experience, and with great +application recovered her as to life, he had her upon his hand as to her +senses, for she was little less than distracted for a considerable time +after; as shall appear presently. + +Whoever shall read these memorandums, must be desired to consider, that +visits at sea are not like a journey into the country, where sometimes +people stay a week or a fortnight at a place. Our business was to +relieve this distressed ship’s crew, but not lie by for them; and though +they were willing to steer the same course with us for some days, yet we +could carry no sail to keep pace with a ship that had no masts: however, +as their captain begged of us to help him to set up a main-topmast, and +a kind of topmast to his jury-foremast, we did, as it were, lie by him +for three or four days, and then having given him five barrels of beef +and pork, two hogsheads of biscuit, and a proportion of peas, flour, and +what other things we could spare; and taking three casks of sugar and +some rum, and some pieces of eight of them for satisfaction, we left +them, taking on board with us, at their own earnest request, the youth +and the maid, and all their goods. + +The young lad was about seventeen years of age, a pretty, well-bred, +modest, and sensible youth; greatly dejected with the loss of his +mother, and, as it happened had lost his father but a few months before +at Barbados. He begged of the surgeon to speak to me, to take him out of +the ship; for he said, the cruel fellows had murdered his mother; and +indeed so they had, that is to say, passively; for they might have +spared a small sustenance to the poor helpless widow, that might have +preserved her life, though it had been just to keep her alive. But +hunger knows no friend, no relation, no justice, no right; and therefore +is remorseless, and capable of no compassion. + +The surgeon told him how far we were going, and how it would carry him +away from all his friends, and put him perhaps in as bad circumstance, +almost, as we found them in; that is to say, starving in the world. He +said it mattered not whither he went, if he was but delivered from the +terrible crew that he was among: that the captain (by which he meant me, +for he could know nothing of my nephew) had saved his life, and he was +sure would not hurt him; and as for the maid, he was sure, if she came +to herself, she would be very thankful for it, let us carry them whither +we would. The surgeon represented the case so affectionately to me, that +I yielded, and we took them both on board with all their goods, except +eleven hogsheads of sugar, which could not be removed, or come at; and +as the youth had a bill of lading for them, I made his commander sign a +writing, obliging him to go, as soon as he came to Bristol, to one Mr. +Rogers, a merchant there, to whom the youth said he was related, and to +deliver a letter which I wrote to him, and all the goods he had +belonging to the deceased widow; which I suppose was not done; for I +could never learn that the ship came to Bristol; but was, as is most +probable, lost at sea, being in so disabled a condition, and so far from +any land, that I am of opinion, the first storm she met with afterwards +she might founder in the sea; for she was leaky, and had damage in her +hold when I met with her. + +I was now in the latitude of 19 deg. 32 min. and had hitherto had a +tolerable voyage as to weather, though at first the winds had been +contrary. I shall trouble nobody with the little incidents of wind, +weather, currents, &c. on the rest of our voyage; but, shortening my +story for the sake of what is to follow, shall observe, that I came to +my old habitation, the island, on the 10th of April, 1695. It was with +no small difficulty that I found the place; for as I came to it, and +went from it before, on the south and east side of the island, as coming +from the Brasils; so now coming in between the main and the island, and +having no chart for the coast, nor any land-mark, I did not know it when +I saw it, or know whether I saw it or no. + +We beat about a great while, and went on shore on several islands in the +mouth of the great river Oroonoque, but none for my purpose: only this I +learnt by my coasting the shore, that I was under one great mistake +before, viz. that the continent which I thought I saw from the island I +lived in, was really no continent, but a long island, or rather a ridge +of islands reaching from one to the other side of the extended mouth of +that great river; and that the savages who came to my island, were not +properly those which we call Caribbees, but islanders, and other +barbarians of the same kind, who inhabited something nearer to our side +than the rest. + +In short, I visited several of the islands to no purpose; some I found +were inhabited, and some were not. On one of them I found some +Spaniards, and thought they had lived there; but speaking with them, +found they had a sloop lay in a small creek hard by, and that they came +thither to make salt, and catch some pearl-muscles, if they could; but +they belonged to the Isle de Trinidad, which lay farther north, in the +latitude of 10 and 11 degrees. + +Thus coasting from one island to another, sometimes with the ship, +sometimes with the Frenchman’s shallop (which we had found a convenient +boat, and therefore kept her with their very good will,) at length I +came fair on the south side of my island, and I presently knew the very +countenance of the place; so I brought the ship safe to an anchor +broadside with the little creek where was my old habitation. + +As soon as I saw the place, I called for Friday, and asked him, if he +knew where he was? He looked about a little, and presently clapping his +hands, cried, “O yes, O there, O yes, O there!” pointing to our old +habitation, and fell a-dancing and capering like a mad fellow; and I had +much ado to keep him from jumping into the sea, to swim ashore to +the place. + +“Well, Friday,” said I, “do you think we shall find any body here, or +no? and what do you think, shall we see your father?” The fellow stood +mute as a stock a good while; but when I named his father, the poor +affectionate creature looked dejected; and I could see the tears run +down his face very plentifully. “What is the matter, Friday?” said I; +“are you troubled because you may see your father”—“No, no,” says he, +shaking his head, “no see him more, no ever more see again.”—“Why so,” +said I, “Friday? how do you know that?”—“O no, O no,” says Friday, “he +long ago die; long ago, he much old man.”—“Well, well,” said I, +“Friday, you don’t know; but shall we see any one else then?” The +fellow, it seems, had better eyes than I, and he points just to the hill +above my old house; and though we lay half a league off, he cries out, +“Me see! me see! yes, yes, me see much man there, and there, and there.” +I looked, but I could see nobody, no, not with a perspective-glass; +which was, I suppose, because I could not hit the place; for the fellow +was right, as I found upon inquiry the next day, and there were five or +six men all together stood to look at the ship, not knowing what to +think of us. + +As soon as Friday had told me he saw people, I caused the English +ancient to be spread, and fired three guns, to give them notice we were +friends; and about half a quarter of an hour after, we perceived a smoke +rise from the side of the creek; so I immediately ordered a boat out, +taking Friday with me; and hanging out a white flag, or a flag of +truce, I went directly on shore, taking with me the young friar I +mentioned, to whom I had told the whole story of living there, and the +manner of it, and every particular both of myself and those that I left +there, and who was on that account extremely desirous to go with me, We +had besides about sixteen men very well armed, if we had found any new +guest there which we did not know of; but we had no need of weapons. + +As we went on shore upon the tide of flood near high water, we rowed +directly into the creek; and the first man I fixed my eye upon was the +Spaniard whose life I had saved, and whom I knew by his face perfectly +well; as to his habit, I shall describe it afterwards. I ordered nobody +to go on shore at first but myself; but there was no keeping Friday in +the boat; for the affectionate creature had spied his father at a +distance, a good way off of the Spaniards, where indeed I saw nothing of +him; and if they had not let him go on shore he would have jumped into +the sea. He was no sooner on shore, but he flew away to his father like +an arrow out of a bow. It would have made any man shed tears in spite of +the firmest resolution to have seen the first transports of this poor +fellow’s joy, when he came to his father; how he embraced him, kissed +him, stroked his face, took him in his arms, set him down upon a tree, +and lay down by him; then stood and looked at him as any one would look +at a strange picture, for a quarter of an hour together; then lay down +upon the ground, and stroked his legs, and kissed them, and then got up +again, and stared at him; one would have thought the fellow bewitched: +but it would have made a dog laugh to see how the next day his passion +run out another way: in the morning he walked along the shore to and +again, with his father, several hours, always leading him by the hand as +if he had been a lady and every now and then would come to fetch +something or other for him from the boat, either a lump of sugar, or a +dram, a biscuit, or something or other that was good. In the afternoon +his frolics ran another way; for then he would set the old man down upon +the ground, and dance about him, and made a thousand antic postures and +gestures; and all the while he did this he would be talking to him, and +telling him one story or another of his travels, and of what had +happened to him abroad, to divert him. In short, if the same filial +affection was to be found in Christians to their parents in our parts of +the world, one would be tempted to say there hardly would have been any +need of the fifth commandment. + +But this is a digression; I return to my landing. It would be endless to +take notice of all the ceremonies and civilities that the Spaniards +received me with. The first Spaniard whom, as I said, I knew very well, +was he whose life I saved; he came towards the boat attended by one +more, carrying a flag of truce also; and he did not only not know me at +first, but he had no thoughts, no notion, of its being me that was come +til I spoke to him. “Seignior,” said I, in Portuguese, “do you not know +me?” At which he spoke not a word; but giving his musket to the man +that was with him, threw his arms abroad, and saying something in +Spanish that I did not perfectly hear, came forward, and embraced me, +telling me, he was inexcusable not to know that face again that he had +once seen, as of an angel from Heaven sent to save his life: he said +abundance of very handsome things, as a well-bred Spaniard always knows +how: and then beckoning to the person that attended him, bade him go and +call out his comrades. He then asked me if I would walk to my old +habitation, where he would give me possession of my own house again, and +where I should see there, had been but mean improvements; so I walked +along with him; but alas! I could no more find the place again than if I +had never been there; for they had planted so many trees, and placed +them in such a posture, so thick and close to one another, in ten years +time they were grown so big, that, in short, the place was +inaccessible, except by such windings and blind ways as they themselves +only who made them could find. + +I asked them, what put them upon all these fortifications? He told me, I +would say there was need enough of it, when they had given an account +how they had passed their time since their arriving in the island, +especially after they had the misfortune to find that I was gone: he +told me he could not but have some satisfaction in my good fortune, when +he heard that I was gone in a good ship, and to my satisfaction; and +that he had oftentimes a strong persuasion that one time or other he +should see me again: but nothing that ever befel him in his life, he +said, was so surprising and afflicting to him at first, as the +disappointment he was under when he came back to the island, and found I +was not there. + +As to the three barbarians (so he called them) that were left behind, +and of whom he said he had a long story to tell me; the Spaniards all +thought themselves much better among the savages, only that their number +was so small. “And,” says he, “had they been strong enough, we had been +all long ago in purgatory,” and with that he crossed himself upon the +breast. But, Sir,” says he, “I hope you will not be displeased, when I +shall tell you how, forced by necessity, we were obliged, for our own +preservation, to disarm them, and making them our subjects, who would +not be content with being moderately our masters, but would be our +murderers.” I answered, I was heartily afraid of it when I left them +there; and nothing troubled me at my parting from the island, but that +they were not come back, that I might have put them in possession of +every thing first, and left the other in a state of subjection, as they +deserved; but if they had reduced them to it, I was very glad, and +should be very far from finding any fault with it; for I knew they were +a parcel of refractory, ungovernable villains, and were fit for any +manner of mischief. + +While I was saying this came the man whom he had sent back, and with +him eleven men more: in the dress they were in, it was impossible to +guess what nation they were of; but he made all clear both to them and +to me. First he turned to me, and pointing to them, said, “These, Sir, +are some of the gentlemen who owe their lives to you;” and then turning +to them, and pointing to me, he let them know who I was; upon which they +all came up one by one, not as if they had been sailors, and ordinary +fellows, and I the like, but really as if they had been ambassadors or +noblemen, and I a monarch or a great conqueror: their behaviour was to +the last degree obliging and courteous, and yet mixed with a manly +majestic gravity, which very well became them; and, in short, they had +so much more manners than I, that I scarce knew how to receive their +civilities, much less how to return them in kind. + +The history of their coming to, and conduct in the island after my going +away, is so remarkable, and has so many incidents, which the former part +of my relation will help to understand, and which will, in most of the +particulars, refer to that account I have already given, that I cannot +but commit them with great delight to the reading of those that +come after me. + +I shall no longer trouble the story with a relation in the first person, +which will put me to the expense of ten thousand Said I’s, and Said +he’s, and He told me’s, and I told him’s, and the like; but I shall +collect the facts historically as near as I can gather them out of my +memory from what they related to me, and from what I met with in my +conversing with them, and with the place. + +In order to do this succinctly, and as intelligibly as I can, I must go +back to the circumstance in which I left the island, and which the +persons were in of whom I am to speak. At first it is necessary to +repeat, that I had sent away Friday’s father and the Spaniard, the two +whose lives I had rescued from the savages; I say, I had sent them away +in a large canoe to the main, as I then thought it, to fetch over the +Spaniard’s companions whom he had left behind him, in order to save them +from the like calamity that he had been in, and in order to succour them +for the present, and that, if possible, we might together find some way +for our deliverance afterward. + +When I sent them away, I had no visible appearance of, or the least room +to hope for, my own deliverance, any more than I had twenty years +before; much less had I any foreknowledge of what after happened, I mean +of an English ship coming on shore there to fetch them off; and it could +not but be a very great surprise to them when they came back, not only +to find that I was gone, but to find three strangers left on the spot, +possessed of all that I had left behind me, which would otherwise have +been their own. + +The first thing, however, which I inquired into, that I might begin +where I left off, was of their own part; and I desired he would give me +a particular account of his voyage back to his countrymen with the boat, +when I sent him to fetch them over. He told me there was little variety +in that part; for nothing remarkable happened to them on the way, they +having very calm weather and a smooth sea; for his countrymen it could +not be doubted, he said, but that they were overjoyed to see him (it +seems he was the principal man among them, the captain of the vessel +they had been shipwrecked in having been dead some time:) they were, he +said, the more surprised to see him, because they knew that he was +fallen into the hands of savages, who, they were satisfied, would devour +him, as they did all the rest of their prisoners; that when he told them +the story of the deliverance, and in what manner he was furnished for +carrying them away, it was like a dream to them; and their astonishment, +they said, was something like that of Joseph’s brethren, when he told +them who he was, and told them the story of his exaltation in Pharaoh’s +court; but when he shewed them the arms, the powder, the ball, and the +provisions that he brought them for their journey or voyage, they were +restored to themselves, took a just share of the joy of their +deliverance, and immediately prepared to come away with him. + +Their first business was to get canoes; and in this they were obliged +not to stick so much upon the honest part of it, but to trespass upon +their friendly savages, and to borrow two large canoes or periaguas, on +pretence of going out a-fishing, or for pleasure. + +In these they came away the next morning; it seems they wanted no time +to get themselves ready, for they had no baggage, neither clothes, or +provisions, or any thing in the world, but what they had on them, and a +few roots to eat, of which they used to make their bread. + +They were in all three weeks absent, and in that time, unluckily for +them, I had the occasion offered for my escape, as I mentioned in my +other part, and to get off from the island; leaving three of the most +impudent, hardened, ungoverned, disagreeable villains behind me that any +man could desire to meet with, to the poor Spaniards’ great grief and +disappointment you may be sure. + +The only just thing the rogues did, was, that when the Spaniards came on +shore, they gave my letter to them, and gave them provisions and other +relief, as I had ordered them to do; also they gave them the long paper +of directions, which I had left with them, containing the particular +methods which I took for managing every part of my life there; the way +how I baked my bread, bred up my tame goats, and planted my corn; how I +cured my grapes, made my pots, and, in a word, every thing I did; all +this being written down, they gave to the Spaniards, two of whom +understood English well enough; nor did they refuse to accommodate the +Spaniards with any thing else, for they agreed very well for some time; +they gave them an equal admission into the house, or cave, and they +began to live very sociably; and the head Spaniard, who had seen pretty +much of my method, and Friday’s father together, managed all their +affairs; for as for the Englishmen, they did nothing but ramble about +the island, shoot parrots, and catch tortoises, and when they came home +at night, the Spaniards provided their suppers for them. + +The Spaniards would have been satisfied with this would the other but +have left them alone; which however, they could not find in their hearts +to do long; but, like the dog in the manger, they would not eat +themselves, and would not let others eat neither: the differences, +nevertheless, were at first but trivial and such as are not worth +relating: but at last it broke out into open war, and it began with all +the rudeness and insolence that can be imagined, without reason, without +provocation, contrary to nature, and indeed to common sense; and though, +it is true, the first relation of it came from the Spaniards themselves, +whom I may call the accusers, yet when I came to examine the fellows, +they could not deny a word of it. + +But before I come to the particulars of this part, I must supply a +defect in my former relation; and this was, that I forgot to set down +among the rest, that just as we were weighing the anchor to set sail, +there happened a little quarrel on board our ship, which I was afraid +once would turn to a second mutiny; nor was it appeased till the +captain, rousing up his courage, and taking us all to his assistance, +parted them by force, and making two of the most refractory fellows +prisoners, he laid them in irons; and as they had been active in the +former disorders, and let fall some ugly dangerous words the second +time, he threatened to carry them in irons to England, and have them +hanged there for mutiny, and running away with the ship. + +This, it seems, though the captain did not intend to do it, frighted +some other men in the ship; and some of them had put it in the heads of +the rest, that the captain only gave them good words for the present +till they should come to some English port, and that then they should +be all put into a gaol, and tried for their lives. + +The mate got intelligence of this, and acquainted us with it; upon which +it was desired that I, who still passed for a great man among them, +should go down with the mate and satisfy the men, and tell them, that +they might be assured, if they behaved well the rest of the voyage, all +they had done for the time past should be pardoned. So I went, and after +passing my honour’s word to them they appeared easy, and the more so, +when I caused the two men who were in irons to be released and forgiven. + +But this mutiny had brought us to an anchor for that night, the wind +also falling calm. Next morning we found that our two men who had been +laid in irons, had stole each of them a musket and some other weapons; +what powder or shot they had we knew not; and had taken the ship’s +pinnace, which was not yet haled up, and run away with her to their +companions in roguery on shore. + +As soon as we found this, I ordered the long-boat on shore, with twelve +men and the mate, and away they went to seek the rogues; but they could +neither find them, nor any of the rest; for they all fled into the woods +when they saw the boat coming on shore. The mate was once resolved, in +justice to their roguery, to have destroyed their plantations, burnt all +their household stuff and furniture, and left them to shift without it; +but having no order, he let all alone, left every thing as they found +it, and bringing the pinnace away, came on board without them. + +These two men made their number five: but the other three villains were +so much wickeder than these, that after they had been two or three days +together, they turned their two new-comers out of doors to shift for +themselves, and would have nothing to do with them; nor could they, for +a good while, be persuaded to give them any food: as for the Spaniards, +they were not yet come. + +When the Spaniards came first on shore, the business began to go +forward; the Spaniards would have persuaded the three English brutes to +have taken in their two countrymen again, that, as they said, they might +be all one family; but they would not hear of it: so the two poor +fellows lived by themselves, and finding nothing but industry and +application would make them live comfortable, they pitched their tents +on the north shore of the island, but a little more to the west, to be +out of the danger of the savages, who always landed on the east parts of +the island. + +Here they built two huts, one to lodge in, and the other to lay up their +magazines and stores in; and the Spaniards having given them some corn +for seed, and especially some of the peas which I had left them, they +dug and planted, and enclosed, after the pattern I had set for them all, +and began to live pretty well; their first crop of corn was on the +ground, and though it was but a little bit of land which they had dug up +at first, having had but a little time, yet it was enough to relieve +them, and find them with bread or other eatables; and one of the +fellows, being the cook’s mate of the ship, was very ready at making +soup, puddings, and such other preparations, as the rice and the milk, +and such little flesh as they got, furnished him to do. + +They were going on in a little thriving posture, when the three +unnatural rogues, their own countrymen too, in mere humour, and to +insult them, came and bullied them, and told them the island was theirs; +that the governor, meaning me, had given them possession of it, and +nobody else had any right to it; and, damn them, they should build no +houses upon their ground, unless they would pay them rent for them. + +The two men thought they had jested at first, and asked them to come and +sit down, and see what fine houses they were that they had built, and +tell them what rent they demanded: and one of them merrily told them, if +they were ground-landlords, he hoped if they built tenements upon the +land and made improvements, they would, according to the custom of all +landlords, grant them a long lease; and bid them go fetch a scrivener to +draw the writings. One of the three, damning and raging, told them they +should see they were not in jest; and going to a little place at a +distance, where the honest men had made a fire to dress their victuals, +he takes a firebrand and claps it to the outside of their hut, and very +fairly set it on fire; and it would have been all burnt down in a few +minutes, if one of the two had not run to the fellow, thrust him away, +and trod the fire out with his feet, and that not without some +difficulty too. + +The fellow was in such a rage at the honest man’s thrusting him away, +that he turned upon him with a pole he had in his hand; and had not the +man avoided the blow very nimbly, and run into the hut, he had ended his +days at once. His comrade, seeing the danger they were both in, ran in +after him, and immediately they came both out with their muskets; and +the man that was first struck at with the pole knocked the fellow down +who began the quarrel with the stock of his musket, and that before the +other two could come to help him; and then seeing the rest come at them, +they stood together, and presenting the other ends of their pieces to +them, bade them stand off. + +The others had fire-arms with them too; but one of the two honest men, +bolder than his comrade, and made desperate by his danger, told them if +they offered to move hand or foot they were all dead men, and boldly +commanded them to lay down their arms. They did not indeed lay down +their arms; but seeing him resolute, it brought them to a parley, and +they consented to take their wounded man with them, and be gone; and, +indeed, it seems the fellow was wounded sufficiently with the blow: +however, they were much in the wrong, since they had the advantage, that +they did not disarm them effectually, as they might have done, and have +gone immediately to the Spaniards, and given them an account how the +rogues treated them; for the three villains studied nothing but +revenge, and every day gave them some intimation that they did so. + +But not to crowd this part with an account of the lesser part of their +rogueries, such as treading down their corn, shooting three young kids +and a she-goat, which the poor men had got to breed up tame for their +store; and in a word, plaguing them night and day in this manner, it +forced the two men to such a desperation, that they resolved to fight +them all three the first time they had a fair opportunity. In order to +this they resolved to go to the castle, as they called it, that was my +old dwelling, where the three rogues and the Spaniards all lived +together at that time, intending to have a fair battle, and the +Spaniards should stand by to see fair play. So they got up in the +morning before day, and came to the place, and called the Englishmen by +their names, telling a Spaniard that answered, that they wanted to speak +with them. + +It happened that the day before two of the Spaniards, having been in the +woods, had seen one of the two Englishmen, whom, for distinction, I call +the honest men; and he had made a sad complaint to the Spaniards, of the +barbarous usage they had met with from their three countrymen, and how +they had ruined their plantation, and destroyed their corn, that they +had laboured so hard to bring forward, and killed the milch-goat, and +their three kids, which was all they had provided for their sustenance; +and that if he and his friends, meaning the Spaniards, did not assist +them again, they should be starved. When the Spaniards came home at +night, and they were all at supper, he took the freedom to reprove the +three Englishmen, though in gentle and mannerly terms, and asked them, +how they could be so cruel, they being harmless inoffensive fellows, and +that they were putting themselves in a way to subsist by their labour, +and that it had cost them a great deal of pains to bring things to such +perfection as they had? + +One of the Englishmen returned very briskly, “What had they to do there? +That they came on shore without leave, and that they should not plant +or build upon the island; it was none of their ground.”—“Why,” says the +Spaniard, very calmly, “Seignior Inglese, they must not starve.” The +Englishman replied, like a true rough-hewn tarpaulin, “they might starve +and be d—ed, they should not plant nor build in that place.”—“But what +must they do then, Seignior?” says the Spaniard. Another of the brutes +returned, “Do! d—n them, they should be servants, and work for +them.”—“But how can you expect that of them? They are not bought with +your money; you have no right to make them servants.” The Englishman +answered, “The island was theirs, the governor had given it to them, and +no man had any thing to do there but themselves;” and with that swore by +his Maker, that he would go and burn all their new huts; they should +build none upon their land. + +“Why, Seignior,” says the Spaniard, “by the same rule, we must be your +servants too.”—“Ay,” says the bold dog, “and so you shall too, before +we have done with you;” mixing two or three G—d d—mme’s in the proper +intervals of his speech. The Spaniard only smiled at that, and made him +no answer. However, this little discourse had heated them; and starting +up, one says to the other, I think it was he they called Will Atkins, +“Come, Jack, let us go and have the other brush with them; we will +demolish their castle, I will warrant you; they shall plant no colony in +our dominions.” + +Upon this they were all trooping away, with every man a gun, a pistol, +and a sword, and muttered some insolent things among themselves, of what +they would do to the Spaniards too, when opportunity offered; but the +Spaniards, it seems, did not so perfectly understand them as to know all +the particulars; only that, in general, they threatened them hard for +taking the two Englishmen’s part. + +Whither they went, or how they bestowed their time that evening, the +Spaniards said they did not know; but it seems they wandered about the +country part of the night; and then lying down in the place which I +used to call my bower, they were weary, and overslept themselves. The +case was this: they had resolved to stay till midnight, and so to take +the poor men when they were asleep; and they acknowledged it afterwards, +intending to set fire to their huts while they were in them, and either +burn them in them, or murder them as they came out: and, as malice +seldom sleeps very sound, it was very strange they should not have been +kept waking. + +However, as the two men had also a design upon them, as I have said, +though a much fairer one than that of burning and murdering, it +happened, and very luckily for them all, that they were up, and gone +abroad, before the bloody-minded rogues came to their huts. + +When they came thither, and found the men gone, Atkins, who it seems was +the forwardest man, called out to his comrades, “Ha! Jack, here’s the +nest; but d—n them, the birds are flown.” They mused awhile to think +what should be the occasion of their being gone abroad so soon, and +suggested presently, that the Spaniards had given them notice of it; and +with that they shook hands, and swore to one another, that they would be +revenged of the Spaniards. As soon as they had made this bloody bargain, +they fell to work with the poor men’s habitation; they did not set fire +indeed to any thing, but they pulled down both their houses, and pulled +them so limb from limb, that they left not the least stick standing, or +scarce any sign on the ground where they stood; they tore all their +little collected household-stuff in pieces, and threw every thing about +in such a manner, that the poor men found, afterwards, some of their +things a mile off from their habitation. + +When they had done this, they pulled up all the young trees which the +poor men had planted; pulled up the enclosure they had made to secure +their cattle and their corn; and, in a word, sacked and plundered every +thing, as completely as a herd of Tartars would have done. + +The two men were at this juncture gone to find them out, and had +resolved to fight them wherever they had been, though they were but two +to three; so that, had they met, there certainly would have been +bloodshed among them; for they were all very stout, resolute fellows, to +give them their due. + +But Providence took more care to keep them asunder, than they themselves +could do to meet; for, as they had dogged one another, when the three +were gone thither, the two were here; and afterwards, when the two went +back to find them, the three were come to the old habitation again: we +shall see their differing conduct presently. When the three came back, +like furious creatures, flushed with the rage which the work they had +been about put them into, they came up to the Spaniards, and told them +what they had done, by way of scoff and bravado; and one of them +stepping up to one of the Spaniards, as if they had been a couple of +boys at play, takes hold of his hat, as it was upon his head, and giving +it a twirl about, jeering in his face, says he to him, “And you, +Seignior Jack Spaniard, shall have the same sauce, if you do not mend +your manners.” The Spaniard, who, though quite a civil man, was as brave +as a man could desire to be, and withal a strong well-made man, looked +steadily at him for a good while; and then, having no weapon in his +hand, stepped gravely up to him, and with one blow of his fist knocked +him down, as an ox is felled with a pole-axe; at which one of the +rogues, insolent as the first, fixed his pistol at the Spaniard +immediately; he missed his body indeed, for the bullets went through his +hair, but one of them touched the tip of his ear, and he bled pretty +much. The blood made the Spaniard believe he was more hurt than he +really was, and that put him into some heat, for before he acted all in +a perfect calm; but now resolving to go through with his work, he +stooped and took the fellow’s musket whom he had knocked down, and was +just going to shoot the man who had fired at him; when the rest of the +Spaniards, being in the cave, came out, and calling to him not to +shoot, they stepped in, secured the other two, and took their arms +from them. + +When they were thus disarmed, and found they had made all the Spaniards +their enemies, as well as their own countrymen, they began to cool; and +giving the Spaniards better words, would have had their arms again; but +the Spaniards, considering the feud that was between them and the other +two Englishmen, and that it would be the best method they could take to +keep them from one another, told them they would do them no harm; and if +they would live peaceably they would be very willing to assist and +associate with them, as they did before; but that they could not think +of giving them their arms again, while they appeared so resolved to do +mischief with them to their own countrymen, and had even threatened them +all to make them their servants. + +The rogues were now more capable to hear reason than to act reason; but +being refused their arms, they went raving away, and raging like madmen, +threatening what they would do, though they had no fire-arms: but the +Spaniards, despising their threatening, told them they should take care +how they offered any injury to their plantation or cattle; for if they +did, they would shoot them, as they would do ravenous beasts, wherever +they found them; and if they fell into their hands alive, they would +certainly be hanged. However, this was far from cooling them; but away +they went, swearing and raging like furies of hell. As soon as they were +gone, came back the two men in passion and rage enough also, though of +another kind; for, having been at their plantation, and finding it all +demolished and destroyed, as above, it will easily be supposed they had +provocation enough; they could scarce have room to tell their tale, the +Spaniards were so eager to tell them theirs; and it was strange enough +to find, that three men should thus bully nineteen, and receive no +punishment at all. + +The Spaniards indeed despised them, and especially having thus disarmed +them, made light of their threatenings; but the two Englishmen resolved +to have their remedy against them, what pains soever it cost to +find them out. + +But the Spaniards interposed here too, and told them, that they were +already disarmed: they could not consent that they (the two) should +pursue them with fire-arms, and perhaps kill them: “But,” said the grave +Spaniard, who was their governor, “we will endeavour to make them do you +justice, if you will leave it to us; for, as there is no doubt but they +will come to us again when their passion is over, being not able to +subsist without our assistance, we promise you to make no peace with +them, without having full satisfaction for you; and upon this condition +we hope you will promise to use no violence with them, other than in +your defence.” + +The two Englishmen; yielded to this very awkwardly and with great +reluctance; but the Spaniards protested, they did it only to keep them +from bloodshed, and to make all easy at last; “For,” said they, “we are +not so many of us; here is room enough for us all, and it is great pity +we should not be all good friends.” At length they did consent, and +waited for the issue of the thing, living for some days with the +Spaniards; for their own habitation was destroyed. + +In about five days time the three vagrants, tired with wandering, and +almost starved with hunger, having chiefly lived on turtles’ eggs all +that while, came back to the grove: and finding my Spaniard, who, as I +have said, was the governor, and two more with him, walking by the side +of the creek; they came up in a very submissive humble manner, and +begged to be received again into the family. The Spaniards used them +civilly, but told them, they had acted so unnaturally by their +countrymen, and so very grossly by them, (the Spaniards) that they could +not come to any conclusion without consulting the two Englishmen, and +the rest; but however they would go to them and discourse about it, and +they should know in half-an-hour. It may be guessed that they were very +hard put to it; for, as they were to wait this half-hour for an answer, +they begged they would send them out some bread in the meantime, which +they did, sending at the same time a large piece of goat’s flesh and a +boiled parrot, which they ate very eagerly. + +After half-an-hour’s consultation they were called in, and a long debate +ensued, their two countrymen charging them with the ruin of all their +labour, and a design to murder them; all which they owned before, and +therefore could not deny now. Upon the whole, the Spaniards acted the +moderators between them; and as they had obliged the two Englishmen not +to hurt the three while they were naked and unarmed, so they now obliged +the three to go and rebuild their fellows’ two huts, one to be of the +same and the other of larger dimensions than they were before; to fence +their ground again, plant trees in the room of those pulled up, dig up +the land again for planting corn, and, in a word, to restore everything +to the same state as they found it, that is, as near as they could. + +Well, they submitted to all this; and as they had plenty of provisions +given them all the while, they grew very orderly, and the whole society +began to live pleasantly and agreeably together again; only that these +three fellows could never be persuaded to work—I mean for +themselves—except now and then a little, just as they pleased. However, +the Spaniards told them plainly that if they would but live sociably and +friendly together, and study the good of the whole plantation, they +would be content to work for them, and let them walk about and be as +idle as they pleased; and thus, having lived pretty well together for a +month or two, the Spaniards let them have arms again, and gave them +liberty to go abroad with them as before. + +It was not above a week after they had these arms, and went abroad, +before the ungrateful creatures began to be as insolent and troublesome +as ever. However, an accident happened presently upon this, which +endangered the safety of them all, and they were obliged to lay by all +private resentments, and look to the preservation of their lives. + +It happened one night that the governor, the Spaniard whose life I had +saved, who was now the governor of the rest, found himself very uneasy +in the night, and could by no means get any sleep: he was perfectly well +in body, only found his thoughts tumultuous; his mind ran upon men +fighting and killing one another; but he was broad awake, and could not +by any means get any sleep; in short, he lay a great while, but growing +more and more uneasy, he resolved to rise. As they lay, being so many of +them, on goat-skins laid thick upon such couches and pads as they made +for themselves, so they had little to do, when they were willing to +rise, but to get upon their feet, and perhaps put on a coat, such as it +was, and their pumps, and they were ready for going any way that their +thoughts guided them. Being thus got up, he looked out; but being dark, +he could see little or nothing, and besides, the trees which I had +planted, and which were now grown tall, intercepted his sight, so that +he could only look up, and see that it was a starlight night, and +hearing no noise, he returned and lay down again; but to no purpose; he +could not compose himself to anything like rest; but his thoughts were +to the last degree uneasy, and he knew not for what. + +Having made some noise with rising and walking about, going out and +coming in, another of them waked, and, calling, asked who it was that +was up? The governor told him how it had been with him. “Say you so?” +says the other Spaniard; “such things are not to be slighted, I assure +you; there is certainly some mischief working,” says he, “near us;” and +presently he asked him, “Where are the Englishmen?” “They are all in +their huts,” says he, “safe enough.” It seems, the Spaniards had kept +possession of the main apartment, and had made a place, where the three +Englishmen, since their last mutiny, always quartered by themselves, and +could not come at the rest. “Well,” says the Spaniard, “there is +something in it, I am persuaded from my own experience; I am satisfied +our spirits embodied have converse with, and receive intelligence from, +the spirits unembodied, and inhabiting the invisible world; and this +friendly notice is given for our advantage, if we know how to make use +of it. Come,” says he, “let us go out and look abroad; and if we find +nothing at all in it to justify our trouble, I’ll tell you a story of +the purpose, that shall convince you of the justice of my proposing it.” + +In a word, they went out to go to the top of the hill, where I used to +go; but they, being strong, and in good company, nor alone, as I was, +used none of my cautions to go up by the ladder, and then pulling it up +after them, to go up a second stage to the top but were going round +through the grove unconcerned and unwary, when they were surprised with +seeing a light as of fire, a very little way off from them, and hearing +the voices of men, not of one or two, but of a great number. + +In all the discoveries I had made of the savage landing on the island, +it was my constant care to prevent them making the least discovery of +there being any inhabitant upon the place; and when by any necessity +they came to know it, they felt it so effectively, that they that got +away, were scarce able to give any account of it, for we disappeared as +soon as possible, nor did ever any that had seen me, escape to tell any +one else, except it were the three savages in our last encounter, who +jumped into the boat, of whom I mentioned that I was afraid they should +go home, and bring more help. + +Whether it was the consequence of the escape of those men, that so great +a number came now together; or whether they came ignorantly, and by +accident, on their usual bloody errand, the Spaniards could not, it +seems, understand: but whatever it was, it had been their business, +either to have: concealed themselves, and not have seen them at all; +much less to have let the savages have seen, that there were any +inhabitants in the place; but to have fallen upon them so effectually, +as that not a man of them should have escaped, which could only have +been by getting in between them and their boats: but this presence of +mind was wanting to them; which was the ruin of their tranquillity for a +great while. + +We need not doubt but that the governor, and the man with him, surprised +with this sight, ran back immediately, and raised their fellows, giving +them an account of the imminent danger they were all in; and they again +as readily took the alarm, but it was impossible to persuade them to +stay close within where they were, but that they must all run out to see +how things stood. + +While it was dark indeed, they were well enough, and they had +opportunity enough, for some hours, to view them by the light of three +fires they had made at some distance from one another; what they were +doing they knew not, and what to do themselves they knew not; for, +first, the enemy were too many; and, secondly, they did not keep +together, but were divided into several parties, and were on shore in +several places. + +The Spaniards were in no small consternation at this sight; and as they +found that the fellows ran straggling all over the shore, they made no +doubt, but, first or last, some of them would chop in upon their +habitation, or upon some other place, where they would see the tokens of +inhabitants; and they were in great perplexity also for fear of their +flock of goats, which would have been little less than starving them, if +they should have been destroyed; so the first thing they resolved upon, +was to dispatch three men away before it was light, viz. two Spaniards +and one Englishman, to drive all the goats away to the great valley +where the cave was, and, if need were, to drive them into the very +cave itself. + +Could they have seen the savages all together in one body, and at a +distance from their canoes, they resolved, if there had been an hundred +of them, to have attacked them; but that could not be obtained, for +there were some of them two miles off from the other, and, as it +appeared afterwards, were of two different nations. + +After having mused a great while on the course they should take, and +beaten their brains in considering their present circumstances, they +resolved, at last while it was dark, to send the old savage (Friday’s +father) out as a spy, to learn if possible something concerning them, as +what they came for, and what they intended to do, and the like. The old +man readily undertook it, and stripping himself quite naked, as most of +the savages were, away he went. After he had been gone an hour or two, +he brings word that he had been among them undiscovered, that he found +they were two parties, and of two several nations who had war with one +another, and had had a great battle in their own country, and that both +sides having had several prisoners taken in the fight, they were by mere +chance landed in the same island for the devouring their prisoners, and +making merry; but this coming so by chance to the same place had spoiled +all their mirth; that they were in a great rage at one another, and were +so near, that he believed they would fight again as soon as daylight +began to appear; he did not perceive that they had any notion of +anybody’s being on the island but themselves. He had hardly made an end +of telling the story, when they could perceive, by the unusual noise +they made, that the two little armies were engaged in a bloody fight. + +Friday’s father used all the arguments he could to persuade our people +to lie close, and not be seen; he told them their safety consisted in +it, and that they had nothing to do but to lie still, and the savages +would kill one another to their hands, and the rest would go away; and +it was so to a tittle. But it was impossible to prevail, especially upon +the Englishmen, their curiosity was so importunate upon their +prudentials, that they must run out and see the battle; however, they +used some caution, viz. they did not go openly just by their own +dwelling, but went farther into the woods, and placed themselves to +advantage, where they might securely see them manage the fight, and, as +they thought, not to be seen by them; but it seems the savages did see +them, as we shall find hereafter. + +The battle was very fierce, and if I might believe the Englishmen, one +of them said he could perceive that some of them were men of great +bravery, of invincible spirits, and of great policy in guiding the +fight. The battle, they said, held two hours before they could guess +which party would be beaten; but then that party which was nearest our +people’s habitation began to appear weakest, and, after some time more, +some of them began to fly; and this put our men again into a great +consternation, lest any of those that fled should run into the grove +before their dwelling for shelter, and thereby involuntarily discover +the place, and that by consequence the pursuers should do the like in +search for them. Upon this they resolved, that they would stand armed +within the wall, and whoever came into the grove they should sally out +over the wall, and kill them, so that if possible not one should return +to give an account of it; they ordered also, that it should be done with +their swords, or by knocking them down with the stock of the musket, +not by shooting them, for fear of raising an alarm by the noise. + +As they expected it fell out: three of the routed army fled for life, +and crossing the creek ran directly into the place, not in the least +knowing whither they went, but running as into a thick wood for shelter. +The scout they kept to look abroad gave notice of this within, with this +addition to our men’s great satisfaction, viz. that the conquerors had +not pursued them, or seen which way they were gone. Upon this the +Spaniard governor, a man of humanity, would not suffer them to kill the +three fugitives; but sending three men out by the top of the hill, +ordered them to go round and come in behind them, surprise and take them +prisoners; which was done: the residue of the conquered people fled to +their canoes, and got off to sea; the victors retired, and made no +pursuit, or very little, but drawing themselves into a body together, +gave two great screaming shouts, which they suppose were by way of +triumph, and so the fight ended; and the same day, about three o’clock +in the afternoon, they also marched to their canoes. And thus the +Spaniards had their island again free to themselves, their fright was +over, and they saw no savages in several years after. + +After they were all gone, the Spaniards came out of their den, and +viewing the field of battle, they found about two-and-thirty dead men +upon the spot; some were killed with great long arrows, several of which +were found sticking in their bodies, but most of them were killed with +their great wooden swords, sixteen or seventeen of which they found in +the field of battle, and as many bows, with a great many arrows. These +swords were great unwieldy things, and they must be very strong men that +used them; most of those men that were killed with them had their heads +mashed to pieces, as we may say, or, as we call it in English, their +brains knocked out, and several of their arms and legs broken; so that +it is evident they fight with inexpressible rage and fury. They found +not one wounded man that was not stone dead; for either they stay by +their enemy till they have quite killed them, or they carry all the +wounded men, that are not quite dead, away with them. + +This deliverance tamed our Englishmen for a great while; the sight had +filled them with horror, and the consequence appeared terrible to the +last degree; especially upon supposing that some time or other they +should fall into the hands of those creatures, who would not only kill +them as enemies, but kill them for food as we kill our cattle. And they +professed to me, that the thoughts of being eaten up like beef or +mutton, though it was supposed it was not to be till they were dead, had +something in it so horrible that it nauseated their very stomachs, made +them sick when they thought of it, and filled their minds with unusual +terror, that they were not themselves for some weeks after. + +This, as I said, tamed even the three English brutes I have been +speaking of, and for a great while after they were very tractable, and +went about the common business of the whole society well enough; +planted, sowed, reaped, and began to be all naturalized to the country; +but some time after this they fell all into such simple measures again +as brought them into a great deal of trouble. + +They had taken three prisoners, as I had observed; and these three being +lusty stout young fellows, they made them servants, and taught them to +work for them; and as slaves they did well enough; but they did not take +their measures with them as I did by my man Friday, viz. to begin with +them upon the principle of having saved their lives, and then instructed +them in the rational principles of life, much less of religion, +civilizing and reducing them by kind usage and affectionate arguings; +but as they gave them their food every day, so they gave them their work +too, and kept them fully employed in drudgery enough; but they failed in +this by it, that they never had them to assist them and fight for them +as I had my man Friday, who was as true to me as the very flesh upon +my bones. + +But to come to the family part: Being all now good friends (for common +danger, as I said above, had effectually reconciled them,) they began to +consider their general circumstances; and the first thing that came +under their consideration was, whether, seeing the savages particularly +haunted that side of the island, and that there were more remote and +retired parts of it equally adapted to their way of living, and +manifestly to their advantage, they should not rather remove their +habitation, and plant in some more proper place for their safety, and +especially for the security of their cattle and corn. + +Upon this, after long debate, it was conceived that they should not +remove their habitation, because that some time or other they thought +they might hear from their governor again, meaning me; and if I should +send any one to seek them, I would be sure to direct them on that side, +where if they should find the place demolished they would conclude the +savages had killed us all, and we were gone, and so our supply would +go away too. + +But as to their corn and cattle, they agreed to remove them into the +valley where my cave was, where the land was as proper to both, and +where indeed there was land enough; however, upon second thoughts they +altered one part of that resolution too, and resolved only to remove +part of their cattle thither, and plant part of their corn there; and +so, if one part was destroyed, the other might be saved; and one piece +of prudence they used, which it was very well they did; viz. that they +never trusted these three savages, which they had taken prisoners, with +knowing any thing of the plantation they had made in that valley, or of +any cattle they had there; much less of the cave there, which they kept +in case of necessity as a safe retreat; and thither they carried also +the two barrels of powder which I had left them at my coming away. + +But however they resolved not to change their habitation; yet they +agreed, that as I had carefully covered it first with a wall and +fortification, and then with a grove of trees; so seeing their safety +consisted entirely in their being concealed, of which they were now +fully convinced, they set to work to cover and conceal the place yet +more effectually than before: to this purpose, as I had planted trees +(or rather thrust in stakes which in time all grew to be trees) for some +good distance before the entrance into my apartment, they went on in the +same manner, and filled up the rest of that whole space of ground, from +the trees I had set quite down to the side of the creek, where, as I +said, I landed my floats, and even into the very ooze where the tide +flowed, not so much as leaving any place to land, or any sign that there +had been any landing thereabout. These stakes also being of a wood very +forward to grow, as I had noted formerly, they took care to have +generally very much larger and taller than those which I had planted, +and placed them so very thick and close, that when they had been three +or four years grown there was no piercing with the eye any considerable +way into the plantation. As for that part which I had planted, the trees +were grown as thick as a man’s thigh; and among them they placed so many +other short ones, and so thick, that, in a word, it stood like a +palisado a quarter of a mile thick, and it was next to impossible to +penetrate it but with a little army to cut it all down; for a little dog +could hardly get between the trees, they stood so close. + +But this was not all; for they did the same by all the ground to the +right hand, and to the left, and round even to the top of the hill, +leaving no way, not so much as for themselves to come out, but by the +ladder placed up to the side of the hill, and then lifted up and placed +again from the first stage up to the top; which ladder, when it was +taken down, nothing but what had wings or witchcraft to assist it, could +come at them. + +This was excellently well contrived, nor was it less than what they +afterwards found occasion for; which served to convince me, that as +human prudence has authority of Providence to justify it, so it has, +doubtless, the direction of Providence to set it to work, and, would we +listen carefully to the voice of it, I am fully persuaded we might +prevent many of the disasters which our lives are now by our own +negligence subjected to: but this by the way. + +I return to the story: They lived two years after this in perfect +retirement, and had no more visits from the savages; they had indeed an +alarm given them one morning, which put them in a great consternation +for some of the Spaniards being out early one morning on the west side, +or rather end of the island which, by the way, was that end where I +never went, for fear of being discovered, they were surprised with +seeing above twenty canoes of Indians just coming on shore. + +They made the best of their way home in hurry enough, and, giving the +alarm to their comrades, they kept close all that day and the next, +going out only at night to make observation; but they had the good luck +to be mistaken, for wherever the savages went, they did not land at that +time on the island, but pursued some other design. + +And now they had another broil with the three Englishmen, one of which, +a most turbulent fellow, being in a rage at one of the three slaves +which I mentioned they had taken, because the fellow had not done +something right which he bid him do, and seemed a little untractable in +his shewing him, drew a hatchet out of a frog-belt, in which he bore it +by his side, and fell upon him, the poor savage, not to correct him but +to kill him. One of the Spaniards who was by, seeing him give the fellow +a barbarous cut with the hatchet which he aimed at his head, but struck +into his shoulder, so that he thought he had cut the poor creature’s arm +off, ran to him, and entreating him not to murder the poor man, clapt +in between him and the savage to prevent the mischief. + +The fellow being enraged the more at this, struck at the Spaniard with +his hatchet, and swore he would serve him as he intended to serve the +savage; which the Spaniard perceiving, avoided the blow, and with a +shovel which he had in his hand (for they were working in the field +about the corn-land) knocked the brute down; another of the Englishmen +running at the same time to help his comrade, knocked the Spaniard down, +and then two Spaniards more came to help their man, and a third +Englishman fell upon them. They had none of them any fire-arms, or any +other weapons but hatchets and other tools, except the third Englishman; +he had one of my old rusty cutlasses, with which he made at the last +Spaniards, and wounded them both. This fray set the whole family in an +uproar, and more help coming in, they took the three Englishmen +prisoners. The next question was, what should be done with them? they +had been so often mutinous, and were so furious, so desperate, and so +idle withal, that they knew not what course to take with them, for they +were mischievous to the highest degree, and valued not what hurt they +did any man; so that, in short, it was not safe to live with them. + +The Spaniard who was governor, told them in so many words, that if they +had been his own countrymen he would have hanged them all; for all laws +and all governors were to preserve society, and those who were dangerous +to the society ought to be expelled out of it; but as they were +Englishmen, and that it was to the generous kindness of an Englishman +that they all owed their preservation and deliverance, he would use them +with all possible lenity, and would leave them to the judgment of the +other two Englishmen, who were their countrymen. + +One of the two honest Englishmen stood up, and said they desired it +might not be left to them; “For,” says he, “I am sure we ought to +sentence them to the gallows,” and with that gives an account how Will +Atkins, one of the three, had proposed to have all the five Englishmen +join together, and murder all the Spaniards when they were in +their sleep. + +When the Spanish governor heard this, he calls to Will Atkins: “How, +Seignior Atkins,” says he, “will you murder us all? What have you to say +to that?” That hardened villain was so far from denying it, that he said +it was true, and G-d d-mn him they would do it still before they had +done with them. “Well, but Seignior Atkins,” said the Spaniard, “what +have we done to you that you will kill us? And what would you get by +killing us? And what must we do to prevent your killing us? Must we kill +you, or will you kill us? Why will you put us to the necessity of this, +Seignior Atkins?” says the Spaniard very calmly and smiling. + +Seignior Atkins was in such a rage at the Spaniard’s making a jest of +it, that had he not been held by three men, and withal had no weapons +with him, it was thought he would have attempted to have killed the +Spaniard in the middle of all the company. + +This harebrained carriage obliged them to consider seriously what was to +be done. The two Englishmen and the Spaniard who saved the poor savage, +were of the opinion that they should hang one of the three for an +example to the rest; and that particularly it should be he that had +twice attempted to commit murder with his hatchet; and indeed there was +some reason to believe he had done it, for the poor savage was in such a +miserable condition with the wound he had received, that it was thought +he could not live. + +But the governor Spaniard still said, no, it was an Englishman that had +saved all their lives, and he would never consent to put an Englishman +to death though he had murdered half of them; nay, he said if he had +been killed himself by an Englishman, and had time left to speak, it +should be that they should pardon him. + +This was so positively insisted on by the governor Spaniard, that there +was no gainsaying it; and as merciful counsels are most apt to prevail, +where they are so earnestly pressed, so they all came into it; but then +it was to be considered what should be done to keep them from the +mischief they designed; for all agreed, governor and all, that means +were to be used for preserving the society from danger. After a long +debate it was agreed, first, that they should be disarmed, and not +permitted to have either gun, or powder, or shot, or sword, or any +weapon, and should be turned out of the society, and left to live where +they would, and how they could by themselves; but that none of the rest, +either Spaniards or English, should converse with them, speak with them, +or have any thing to do with them; that they should be forbid to come +within a certain distance of the place where the rest dwelt; and that if +they offered to commit any disorder, so as to spoil, burn, kill, or +destroy any of the corn, plantings, buildings, fences, or cattle +belonging to the society, that they should die without mercy, and would +shoot them wherever they could find them. + +The governor, a man of great humanity, musing upon the sentence, +considered a little upon it, and turning to the two honest Englishmen, +said, “Hold, you must reflect, that it will be long ere they can raise +corn and cattle of their own, and they must not starve; we must +therefore allow them provisions.” So he caused to be added, that they +should have a proportion of corn given them to last them eight months, +and for seed to sow, by which time they might be supposed to raise some +of their own; that they should have six milch-goats, four he-goats, and +six kids given them, as well for present subsistence as for a store; and +that they should have tools given them for their work in the field; such +as six hatchets, an axe, a saw, and the like: but they should have none +of these tools or provisions unless they would swear solemnly that they +would not hurt or injure any of the Spaniards with them, or of their +fellow Englishmen. + +Thus they dismissed them the society, and turned them out to shift for +themselves. They went away sullen and refractory, as neither contented +to go away or to stay; but as there was no remedy they went, pretending +to go and choose a place where they should settle themselves, to plant +and live by themselves; and some provisions were given, but no weapons. + +About four or five days after they came again for some victuals, and +gave the governor an account where they had pitched their tents, and +marked themselves out an habitation or plantation: it was a very +convenient place indeed, on the remotest part of the island, N.E. much +about the place where I providentially landed in my first voyage when I +was driven out to sea, the Lord alone knows whither, in my foolish +attempt to surround the island. + +Here they built themselves two handsome huts, and contrived them in a +manner like my first habitation being close under the side of a hill, +having some trees growing already to the three sides of it; so that by +planting others it would be very easily covered from the sight, unless +narrowly searched for. They desired some dry goat-skins for beds and +covering, which were given them; and upon their giving their words that +they would not disturb the rest, or injure any of their plantations, +they gave them hatchets, and what other tools they could spare; some +peas, barley, and rice, for sowing, and, in a word, any thing they +wanted but arms and ammunition. + +They lived in this separate condition about six months, and had got in +their first harvest, though the quantity was but small, the parcel of +land they had planted being but little; for indeed having all their +plantation to form, they had a great deal of work upon their hands; and +when they came to make boards, and pots, and such things, they were +quite out of their element, and could make nothing of it; and when the +rainy season came on, for want of a cave in the earth, they could not +keep their grain dry, and it was in great danger of spoiling: and this +humbled them much; so they came and begged the Spaniards to help them, +which they very readily did; and in four days worked a great hole in +the side of the hill for them, big enough to secure their corn and other +things from the rain: but it was but a poor place at best compared to +mine; and especially as mine was then; for the Spaniards had greatly +enlarged it, and made several new apartments in it. + +About three quarters of a year after this separation a new frolic took +these rogues, which, together with the former villany they had +committed, brought mischief enough upon them, and had very near been the +ruin of the whole colony. The three new associates began, it seems, to +be weary of the laborious life they led, and that without hope of +bettering their circumstances; and a whim took them that they would make +a voyage to the continent from whence the savages came, and would try if +they could not seize upon some prisoners among the natives there, and +bring them home, so as to make them do the laborious part of the +work for them. + +The project was not so preposterous if they had gone no farther; but +they did nothing and proposed nothing but had either mischief in the +design or mischief in the event; and if I may give my opinion, they +seemed to be under a blast from Heaven; for if we will not allow a +visible curse to pursue visible crimes, how shall we reconcile the +events of things with divine justice? It was certainly an apparent +vengeance on their crime of mutiny and piracy that brought them to the +state they were in; and as they shewed not the least remorse for the +crime, but added new villanies to it, such as particularly that piece of +monstrous cruelty of wounding a poor slave because he did not, or +perhaps could not understand to do what he was directed, and to wound +him in such a manner as, no question, made him a cripple all his life, +and in a place where no surgeon or medicine could be had for his cure; +and what was still worse, the murderous intent, or, to do justice to the +crime, the intentional murder, for such to be sure it was, as was +afterwards the formed design they all laid to murder the Spaniards in +cold blood, and in their sleep. + +But I leave observing, and return to the story: The three fellows came +down to the Spaniards one morning, and in very humble terms desired to +be admitted to speak with them; the Spaniards very readily heard what +they had to say, which was this, that they were tired of living in the +manner they did, that they were not handy enough to make the necessaries +they wanted; and that, having no help, they found they should be +starved; but if the Spaniards would give them leave to take one of the +canoes which they came over in, and give them arms and ammunition +proportioned for their defence, they would go over to the main, and seek +their fortune, and so deliver them from the trouble of supplying them +with any other provisions. + +The Spaniards were glad enough to be rid of them; but yet very honestly +represented to them the certain destruction they were running into; told +them they had suffered such hardships upon that very spot, that they +could, without any spirit of prophecy, tell them that they would be +starved or murdered, and bade them consider of it. + +The men replied audaciously, they should be starved if they stayed here, +for they could not work, and would not work; and they could but be +starved abroad; and if they were murdered, there was an end of them, +they had no wives or children to cry after them; and, in short, insisted +importunately upon their demand, declaring that they would go, whether +they would give them any arms or no. + +The Spaniards told them with great kindness, that if they were resolved +to go, they should not go like naked men, and be in no condition to +defend themselves, and that though they could ill spare their fire-arms, +having not enough for themselves, yet they would let them have two +muskets, a pistol, and a cutlass, and each man a hatchet, which they +thought sufficient for them. + +In a word, they accepted the offer, and having baked them bread enough +to serve them a month, and given them as much goat’s flesh as they could +eat while it was sweet, and a great basket full of dried grapes, a pot +full of fresh water, and a young kid alive to kill, they boldly set out +in a canoe for a voyage over the sea, where it was at least forty +miles broad. + +The boat was indeed a large one, and would have very well carried +fifteen or twenty men, and therefore was rather too big for them to +manage; but as they had a fair breeze and the flood-tide with them, they +did well enough; they had made a mast of a long pole, and a sail of four +large goat-skins dried, which they had sewed or laced together; and away +they went merrily enough; the Spaniards called after them, “Bon veajo;” +and no man ever thought of seeing them any more. + +The Spaniards would often say to one another, and the two honest +Englishmen who remained behind, how quietly and comfortably they lived +now those three turbulent fellows were gone; as for their ever coming +again, that was the remotest thing from their thoughts could be +imagined; when, behold, after twenty-two days absence, one of the +Englishmen being abroad upon his planting work, sees three strange men +coming towards him at a distance, two of them with guns upon their +shoulders. + +Away runs the Englishman, as if he was bewitched, and became frighted +and amazed, to the governor Spaniard, and tells him they were all +undone, for there were strangers landed upon the island, he could not +tell who. The Spaniard pausing a while, says to him, “How do you mean, +you cannot tell who? They are savages to be sure.”—“No, no,” says the +Englishman, “they are men in clothes, with arms.”—“Nay then,” says the +Spaniard, “why are you concerned? If they are not savages, they must be +friends; for there is no Christian nation upon earth but will do us good +rather than harm.” + +While they were debating thus, came the three Englishmen, and standing +without the wood which was new-planted, hallooed to them; they presently +knew their voices, and so all the wonder of that kind ceased. But now +the admiration was turned upon another question, viz. What could be the +matter, and what made them come back again? + +It was not long before they brought the men in; and inquiring where they +had been, and what they had been doing? they gave them a full account of +their voyage in a few words, viz. that they reached the land in two +days, or something less, but finding the people alarmed at their coming, +and preparing with bows and arrows to fight them, they durst not go on +shore, but sailed on to the northward six or seven hours, till they came +to a great opening, by which they perceived that the land they saw from +our island was not the main, but an island: that entering that opening +of the sea, they saw another island on the right hand north, and several +more west; and being resolved to land somewhere, they put over to one of +the islands which lay west, and went boldly on shore; that they found +the people were courteous and friendly to them, and they gave them +several roots, and some dried fish, and appeared very sociable: and the +women, as well as the men, were very forward to supply them with any +thing they could get for them to eat, and brought it to them a great way +upon their heads. + +They continued here four days, and inquired, as well as they could of +them by signs, what nations were this way, and that way; and were told +of several fierce and terrible people, that lived almost every way; who, +as they made known by signs to them, used to eat men; but as for +themselves, they said, that they never ate men or women, except only +such as they took in the wars; and then they owned that they made a +great feast, and ate their prisoners. + +The Englishmen inquired when they had a feast of that kind, and they +told them two moons ago, pointing to the moon, and then to two-fingers; +and that their great king had two hundred prisoners now which he had +taken in his war, and they were feeding them to make them fat for the +next feast. The Englishmen seemed mighty desirous to see those +prisoners, but the others mistaking them, thought they were desirous to +have some of them to carry away for their own eating. So they beckoned +to them, pointing to the setting of the sun, and then to the rising; +which was to signify, that the next morning at sun-rising they would +bring some for them; and accordingly the next morning they brought down +five women and eleven men, and gave them to the Englishmen to carry with +them on their voyage, just as we would bring so many cows and oxen down +to a sea-port town to victual a ship. + +As brutish and barbarous as these fellows were at home, their stomachs +turned at this sight, and they did not know what to do; to refuse the +prisoners would have been the highest affront to the savage gentry that +offered them; and what to do with them they knew not; however, upon some +debate, they resolved to accept of them; and in return they gave the +savages that brought them one of their hatchets, an old key, a knife, +and six or seven of their bullets, which, though they did not +understand, they seemed extremely pleased with; and then tying the poor +creatures’ hands behind them, they (the people) dragged the prisoners +into the boat for our men. + +The Englishmen were obliged to come away as soon as they had them, or +else they that gave them this noble present would certainly have expected +that they should have gone to work with them, have killed two or three +of them the next morning, and perhaps have invited the donors to dinner. + +But having taken their leave with all the respect and thanks that could +well pass between people, where, on either side, they understood not one +word they could say, they put off with their boat, and came back towards +the first island, where when they arrived, they set eight of their +prisoners at liberty, there being too many of them for their occasion. + +In their voyage they endeavoured to have some communication with their +prisoners, but it was impossible to make them understand any thing; +nothing they could say to them, or give them, or do for them, but was +looked upon as going about to murder them: they first of all unbound +them, but the poor creatures screamed at that, especially the women, as +if they had just felt the knife at their throats; for they immediately +concluded they were unbound on purpose to be killed. + +If they gave them any thing to eat, it was the same thing; then they +concluded it was for fear they should sink in flesh, and so not be fat +enough to kill; if they looked at one of them more particularly, the +party presently concluded it was to see whether he or she was fattest +and fittest to kill first; nay, after they had brought them quite over, +and began to use them kindly and treat them well, still they expected +every day to make a dinner or supper for their new masters. + +When the three wanderers had given this unaccountable history or journal +of their voyage, the Spaniard asked them where their new family was? And +being told that they had brought them on shore, and put them into one of +their huts, and were come to beg some victuals for them; they (the +Spaniards) and the other two Englishmen, that is to say, the whole +colony, resolved to go all down to the place and see them, and did so, +and Friday’s father with them. + +When they came into the hut, there they sat all bound; for when they had +brought them on shore they bound their hands, that they might not take +the boat and make their escape; there, I say, they sat all of them stark +naked. First, there were three men, lusty, comely fellows, well shaped, +straight and fair limbs, about thirty or thirty-five years of age, and +five women; whereof two might be from thirty to forty, two more not +above twenty-four or twenty-five, and the fifth, a tall, comely maiden, +about sixteen or seventeen. The women were well-favoured, agreeable +persons, both in shape and features, only tawny; and two of them, had +they been perfect white, would have passed for handsome women, even in +London itself, having very pleasant, agreeable countenances, and of a +very modest behaviour, especially when they came afterwards to be +clothed, and dressed, as they called it, though that dress was very +indifferent it must be confessed, of which hereafter. + +The sight, you may be sure, was something uncouth to our Spaniards, who +were (to give them a just character) men of the best behaviour, of the +most calm, sedate tempers, and perfect good humour that ever I met with; +and, in particular, of the most modesty, as will presently appear: I say +the sight was very uncouth, to see three naked men and five naked women, +all together bound, and in the most miserable circumstances that human +nature could be supposed to be, viz. to be expecting every moment to be +dragged out, and have their brains knocked out, and then to be eaten up +like a calf that is killed for a dainty. + +The first thing they did was to cause the old Indian, Friday’s father, +to go in and see first if he knew any of them, and then if he understood +any of their speech. As soon as the old man came in, he looked seriously +at them, but knew none of them; neither could any of them understand a +word he said, or a sign he could make, except one of the women. + +However, this was enough to answer the end, which was to satisfy them, +that the men into whose hands they were fallen were Christians; that +they abhorred eating of men or women, and that they might be sure they +would not be killed. As soon as they were assured of this, they +discovered such a joy, and by such awkward and several ways as is hard +to describe, for it seems they were of several nations. + +The woman who was their interpreter was bid, in the next place, to ask +them if they were willing to be servants, and to work for the men who +had brought them away to save their lives? At which they all fell a +dancing; and presently one fell to taking up this, and another that, any +thing that lay next, to carry on their shoulders, to intimate that they +were willing to work. + +The governor, who found that the having women among them would presently +be attended with some inconveniency, and might occasion some strife, and +perhaps blood, asked the three men what they intended to do with these +women, and how they intended to use them, whether as servants or as +women? One of the Englishmen answered very boldly and readily, that they +would use them as both. To which the governor said, “I am not going to +restrain you from it; you are your own masters as to that: but this I +think is but just, for avoiding disorders and quarrels among you, and I +desire it of you for that reason only, viz. that you will all engage, +that if any of you take any of these women as a woman, or wife, he shall +take but one; and that, having taken one, none else should touch her; +for though we cannot marry any of you, yet it is but reasonable that +while you stay here, the woman any of you takes should be maintained by +the man that takes her, and should be his wife; I mean,” says he, “while +he continues here; and that none else should have any thing to do with +her.” All this appeared so just, that every one agreed to it without any +difficulty. + +Then the Englishmen asked the Spaniards if they designed to take any of +them? But every one answered, “No;” some of them said they had wives in +Spain; and the others did not like women that were not Christians; and +all together declared, that they would not touch one of them; which was +an instance of such virtue as I have not met with in all my travels. On +the other hand, to be short, the five Englishmen took them every one a +wife; that is to say, a temporary wife; and so they set up a new form of +living; for the Spaniards and Friday’s father lived in my old +habitation, which they had enlarged exceedingly within; the three +servants, which they had taken in the late battle of the savages, lived +with them; and these carried on the main part of the colony, supplying +all the rest with food, and assisting them in any thing as they could, +or as they found necessity required. + +But the wonder of this story was, how five such refractory, ill-matched +fellows should agree about these women, and that two of them should not +pitch upon the same woman, especially seeing two or three of them were, +without comparison, more agreeable than the others: but they took a good +way enough to prevent quarrelling among themselves; for they set the +five women by themselves in one of their huts, and they went all into +the other hut, and drew lots among them who should choose first. + +He that drew to choose first, went away by himself to the hut where the +poor naked creatures were, and fetched out her he chose; and it was +worth observing that he that chose first took her that was reckoned the +homeliest and the oldest of the five, which made mirth enough among the +rest; and even the Spaniards laughed at it; but the fellow considered +better than any of them, that it was application and business that they +were to expect assistance in as much as any thing else, and she proved +the best wife in the parcel. + +When the poor women saw themselves in a row thus, and fetched out one by +one, the terrors of their condition returned upon them again, and they +firmly believed that they were now going to be devoured: accordingly, +when the English sailor came in and fetched out one of them, the rest +set up a most lamentable cry, and hung about her, and took their leave +of her with such agonies and such affection as would have grieved the +hardest heart in the world; nor was it possible for the Englishmen to +satisfy them that they were not to be immediately murdered, till they +fetched the old man, Friday’s father, who instantly let them know, that +the five men who had fetched them out one by one, had chosen them for +their wives. + +When they had done this, and the fright the women were in was a little +over, the men went to work, and the Spaniards came and helped them; and +in a few hours they had built them every one a new hut or tent for their +lodging apart; for those they had already were crowded with their tools, +household stuff, and provisions. The three wicked ones had pitched +farthest off, and the two honest ones nearer, but both on the north +shore of the island, so that they continued separate as before: and thus +my island was peopled in three places, and, as I might say, three towns +were begun to be planted. + +And here it is very well worth observing, that as it often happens in +the world, (what the wise ends of God’s providences are in such a +disposition of things I cannot say) the two honest fellows had the two +worst wives; and the three reprobates, that were scarce worth hanging, +that were fit for nothing, and neither seemed born to do themselves +good, or any one else, had three clever, diligent, careful, and +ingenious wives, not that the two first were ill wives as to their +temper or humour; for all the five were most willing, quiet, passive, +and subjected creatures, rather like slaves than wives; but my meaning +is, they were not alike, capable, ingenious, or industrious, or alike +cleanly and neat. + +Another observation I must make, to the honour of a diligent application +on the one hand, and to the disgrace of a slothful, negligent, idle +temper on the other, that when I came to the place, and viewed the +several improvements, planting, and management of the several little +colonies, the two men had so far out-gone the three, that there was no +comparison; they had indeed both of them as much ground laid out for +corn as they wanted; and the reason was, because according to my rule, +nature dictated, that it was to no purpose to sow more corn than they +wanted; but the difference of the cultivation, of the planting, of the +fences, and indeed every thing else, was easy to be seen at first view. + +The two men had innumerable young trees planted about their huts, that +when you came to the place nothing was to be seen but a wood; and +though they had their plantation twice demolished, once by their own +countrymen, and once by the enemy, as shall be shewn in its place; yet +they had restored all again, and every thing was flourishing and +thriving about them: they had grapes planted in order, and managed like +a vineyard, though they had themselves never seen any thing of that +kind; and by their good ordering their vines their grapes were as good +again as any of the others. They had also formed themselves a retreat in +the thickest part of the woods, where, though there was not a natural +cave, as I had found, yet they made one with incessant labour of their +hands, and where, when the mischief which followed happened, they +secured their wives and children so as they could never be found; they +having, by sticking innumerable stakes and poles of the wood, which, as +I said, grow so easily, made a grove impassable except in one place, +where they climbed up to get over the outside part, and then went in by +ways of their own leaving. + +As to the three reprobates, as I justly call them, though they were much +civilized by their new settlement compared to what they were before, and +were not so quarrelsome, having not the same opportunity, yet one of the +certain companions of a profligate mind never left them, and that was +their idleness. It is true, they planted corn and made fences; but +Solomon’s words were never better verified than in them: “I went by the +vineyard of the slothful, and it was overgrown with thorns;” for when +the Spaniards came to view their crop, they could not see it in some +places for weeds; the hedge had several gaps in it, where the wild goats +had gotten in and eaten up the corn; perhaps here and there a dead bush +was crammed in to stop them out for the present, but it was only +shutting the stable door after the steed was stolen; whereas, when they +looked on the colony of the other two, here was the very face of +industry and success upon all they did; there was not a weed to be seen +in all their corn, or a gap in any of their hedges; and they, on the +other hand, verified Solomon’s words in another place: “The diligent +hand maketh rich;” for every thing grew and thrived, and they had plenty +within and without; they had more tame cattle than the others, more +utensils and necessaries within doors, and yet more pleasure and +diversion too. + +It is true, the wives of the three were very handy and cleanly within +doors; and having learnt the English ways of dressing and cooking from +one of the other Englishmen, who, as I said, was a cook’s mate on board +the ship, they dressed their husbands’ victuals very nicely; whereas the +other could not be brought to understand it; but then the husband, who +as I said, had been cook’s mate, did it himself; but as for the husbands +of the three wives, they loitered about, fetched turtles’ eggs, and +caught fish and birds; in a word, any thing but labour, and they fared +accordingly. The diligent lived well and comfortably and the slothful +lived hard and beggarly; and so I believe, generally speaking, it is all +over the world. + +But now I come to a scene different from all that had happened before, +either to them or me; and the origin of the story was this: + +Early one morning there came on shore five or six canoes of Indians, or +savages, call them which you please; and there is no room to doubt that +they came upon the old errand of feeding upon their slaves; but that +part was now so familiar to the Spaniards, and to our men too, that they +did not concern themselves about it as I did; but having been made +sensible by their experience, that their only business was to lie +concealed, and that, if they were not seen by any of the savages, they +would go off again quietly when the business was done, having as yet not +the least notion of there being any inhabitants in the island; I say +having been made sensible of this, they had nothing to do but to give +notice to all the three plantations to keep within doors, and not to +shew themselves; only placing a scout in a proper place, to give notice +when the boats went off to sea again. + +This was, without doubt, very right; but a disaster spoiled all these +measures, and made it known among the savages that there were +inhabitants there, which was, in the end, the desolation of almost the +whole colony. After the canoes with the savages were gone off, the +Spaniards peeped abroad again, and some of them had the curiosity to go +to the place where they had been, to see what they had been doing. Here, +to their great surprise, they found three savages left behind, and lying +fast asleep upon the ground; it was supposed they had either been so +gorged with their inhuman feast, that, like beasts, they were asleep, +and would not stir when the others went, or they were wandered into the +woods, and did not come back in time to be taken in. + +The Spaniards were greatly surprised at this sight, and perfectly at a +loss what to do; the Spaniard governor, as it happened, was with them, +and his advice was asked; but he professed he knew not what to do; as +for slaves, they had enough already; and as to killing them, they were +none of them inclined to that. The Spaniard governor told me they could +not think of shedding innocent blood; for as to them, the poor creatures +had done no wrong, invaded none of their property; and they thought they +had no just quarrel against them to take away their lives. + +And here I must, in justice to these Spaniards, observe, that let all +the accounts of Spanish cruelty in Mexico and Peru be what they will, I +never met with seventeen men, of any nation whatsoever, in any foreign +country, who were so universally modest, temperate, virtuous, so very +good-humoured, and so courteous as these Spaniards; and, as to cruelty, +they had nothing of it in their very nature; no inhumanity, no +barbarity, no outrageous passions, and yet all of them men of great +courage and spirit. + +Their temper and calmness had appeared in their bearing the insufferable +usage of the three Englishmen; and their justice and humanity appeared +now in the case of the savages as above. After some consultation they +resolved upon this, that they would lie still a while longer, till, if +possible, these three men might be gone; but then the governor Spaniard +recollected that the three savages had no boat; and that if they were +left to rove about the island, they would certainly discover that there +were inhabitants in it, and so they should be undone that way. + +Upon this they went back again, and there lay the fellows fast asleep +still; so they resolved to awaken them, and take them prisoners; and +they did so. The poor fellows were strangely frighted when they were +seized upon and bound, and afraid, like the women, that they should be +murdered and eaten; for it seems those people think all the world do as +they do, eating mens’ flesh; but they were soon made easy as to that: +and away they carried them. + +It was very happy for them that they did not carry them home to their +castle; I mean to my palace under the hill; but they carried them first +to the bower, where was the chief of their country work; such as the +keeping the goats, the planting the corn, &c.; and afterwards they +carried them to the habitation of the two Englishmen. + +Here they were set to work, though it was not much, they had for them to +do; and whether it was by negligence in guarding them, or that they +thought the fellows could not mend themselves, I know not, but one of +them ran away, and taking into the woods, they could never hear of +him more. + +They had good reason to believe he got home again soon after in some +other boats or canoes of savages, who came on shore three or four weeks +afterwards, and who, carrying on their revels as usual, went off again +in two days time. This thought terrified them exceedingly; for they +concluded, and that not without good cause indeed, that if this fellow +got safe home among his comrades, he would certainly give them an +account that there were people in the island, as also how weak and few +they were; for this savage, as I observed before, had never been told, +as it was very happy he had not, how many they were, or where they +lived, nor had he ever seen or heard the fire of any of their guns, much +less had they shewn him any other of their retired places, such as the +cave in the valley, or the new retreat which the two Englishmen had +made, and the like. + +The first testimony they had that this fellow had given intelligence of +them was, that about two months after this, six canoes of savages, with +about seven or eight, or ten men in a canoe, came rowing along the north +side of the island, where they never used to come before, and landed +about an hour after sunrise, at a convenient place, about a mile from +the habitation of the two Englishmen, where this escaped man had been +kept. As the Spaniard governor said, had they been all there the damage +would not have been so much, for not a man of them would have escaped: +but the case differed now very much; for two men to fifty were too much +odds. The two men had the happiness to discover them about a league off, +so that it was about an hour before they landed, and as they landed +about a mile from their huts, it was some time before they could come at +them. Now having great reason to believe that they were betrayed, the +first thing they did was to bind the slaves which were left, and cause +two of the three men whom they brought with the women, who, it seems, +proved very faithful to them, to lead them with their two wives, and +whatever they could carry away with them, to their retired place in the +woods, which I have spoken of above, and there to bind the two fellows +hand and foot till they heard farther. + +In the next place, seeing the savages were all come on shore, and that +they bent their course directly that way, they opened the fences where +their milch-goats were kept, and drove them all out, leaving their goats +to straggle into the wood, whither they pleased, that the savages might +think they were all bred wild; but the rogue who came with them was too +cunning for that, and gave them an account of it all, for they went +directly to the place. + +When the poor frighted men had secured their wives and goods, they sent +the other slave they had of the three, who came with the women, and who +was at their place by accident, away to the Spaniards with all speed, to +give them the alarm, and desire speedy help; and in the mean time they +took their arms, and what ammunition they had, and retreated towards the +place in the wood where their wives were sent, keeping at a distance; +yet so that they might see, if possible, which way the savages took. + +They had not gone far but that, from a rising ground, they could see the +little army of their enemies come on directly to their habitation, and +in a moment more could see all their huts and household-stuff flaming up +together, to their great grief and mortification; for they had a very +great loss, and to them irretrievable, at least for some time. They kept +their station for a while, till they found the savages, like wild +beasts, spread themselves all over the place, rummaging every way, and +every place they could think of, in search for prey, and in particular +for the people, of whom it plainly appeared they had intelligence. + +The two Englishmen, seeing this, thinking themselves not secure where +they stood, as it was likely some of the wild people might come that +way, so they might come too many together, thought it proper to make +another retreat about half a mile farther, believing, as it afterwards +happened, that the farther they strolled, the fewer would be together. + +The next halt was at the entrance into a very thick grown part of the +woods, and where an old trunk of a tree stood, which was hollow, and +vastly large; and in this tree they both took their standing, resolving +to see what might offer. + +They had not stood there long, but two of the savages appeared running +directly that way, as if they had already notice where they stood, and +were coming up to attack them; and a little way farther they espied +three more coming after them, and five more beyond them, all coming the +same way; besides which, they saw seven or eight more at a distance, +running another way; for, in a word, they ran every way, like sportsmen +beating for their game. + +The poor men were now in great perplexity, whether they should stand and +keep their posture, or fly; but after a very short debate with +themselves, they considered that if the savages ranged the country thus +before help came, they might, perhaps, find out their retreat in the +woods, and then all would be lost; so they resolved to stand them there; +and if there were too many to deal with, then they would get to the top +of the tree, from whence they doubted not to defend themselves, fire +excepted, as long as their ammunition lasted, though all the savages +that were landed, which were near fifty, were to attack them. + +Having resolved upon this, they next considered whether they should fire +at the two first, or wait for the three, and so take the middle party, +by which the two and the five that followed would be separated: at +length they resolved to let the two first pass by, unless they should +spy them in the tree, and come to attack them. The two first savages +also confirmed them in this resolution, by turning a little from them +towards another part of the wood; but the three, and the five after +them, came forwards directly to the tree, as if they had known the +Englishmen were there. + +Seeing them come so straight towards them, they resolved to take them in +a line as they came; and as they resolved to fire but one at a time, +perhaps the first shot might hit them all three; to which purpose, the +man who was to fire put three or four bullets into his piece, and having +a fair loop-hole, as it were, from a broken hole in the tree, he took a +sure aim, without being seen, waiting till they were within about thirty +yards of the tree, so that he could not miss. + +While they were thus waiting, and the savages came on, they plainly saw, +that one of the three was the runaway savage that had escaped from them; +and they both knew him distinctly, and resolved that, if possible, he +should not escape, though they should both fire; so the other stood +ready with his piece, that if he did not drop at the first shot, he +should be sure to have a second. But the first was too good a marksman +to miss his aim; for as the savages kept near one another, a little +behind in a line, he fired, and hit two of them directly; the foremost +was killed outright, being shot in the head; the second, which was the +runaway Indian, was shot through the body, and fell, but was not quite +dead; and the third had a little scratch in the shoulder, perhaps by the +same ball that went through the body of the second; and being dreadfully +frightened, though not so much hurt, sat down upon the ground, screaming +and yelling in a hideous manner. + +The five that were behind, more frightened with the noise than sensible +of the danger, stood still at first; for the woods made the sound a +thousand times bigger than it really was, the echoes rattling from one +side to another, and the fowls rising from all parts, screaming, and +every sort making a different noise, according to their kind; just as it +was when I fired the first gun that perhaps was ever shot off in +the island. + +However, all being silent again, and they not knowing what the matter +was, came on unconcerned, till they came to the place where their +companions lay in a condition miserable enough. Here the poor ignorant +creatures, not sensible that they were within reach of the same +mischief, stood all together over the wounded man, talking, and, as may +be supposed, inquiring of him how he came to be hurt; and who, it is +very rational to believe, told them that a flash of fire first, and +immediately after that thunder from their gods, had killed those two and +wounded him. This, I say, is rational; for nothing is more certain than +that, as they saw no man near them, so they had never heard a gun in all +their lives, nor so much as heard of a gun; neither knew they anything +of killing and wounding at a distance with fire and bullets: if they +had, one might reasonably believe they would not have stood so +unconcerned to view the fate of their fellows, without some +apprehensions of their own. + +Our two men, as they confessed to me, were grieved to be obliged to kill +so many poor creatures, who had no notion of their danger; yet, having +them all thus in their power, and the first having loaded his piece +again, resolved to let fly both together among them; and singling out, +by agreement, which to aim at, they shot together, and killed, or very +much wounded, four of them; the fifth, frightened even to death, though +not hurt, fell with the rest; so that our men, seeing them all fall +together, thought they had killed them all. + +The belief that the savages were all killed made our two men come boldly +out from the tree before they had charged their guns, which was a wrong +step; and they were under some surprise when they came to the place, and +found no less than four of them alive, and of them two very little hurt, +and one not at all. This obliged them to fall upon them with the stocks +of their muskets; and first they made sure of the runaway savage, that +had been the cause of all the mischief, and of another that was hurt in +the knee, and put them out of their pain; then the man that was not hurt +at all came and kneeled down to them, with his two hands held up, and +made piteous moans to them, by gestures and signs, for his life, but +could not say one word to them that they could understand. However, they +made signs to him to sit down at the foot of a tree hard by; and one of +the Englishmen, with a piece of rope-yarn, which he had by great chance +in his pocket, tied his two hands behind him, and there they left him; +and with what speed they could made after the other two, which were gone +before, fearing they, or any more of them, should find the way to their +covered place in the woods, where their wives, and the few goods they +had left, lay. They came once in sight of the two men, but it was at a +great distance; however, they had the satisfaction to see them cross +over a valley towards the sea, the quite contrary way from that which +led to their retreat, which they were afraid of; and being satisfied +with that, they went back to the tree where they left their prisoner, +who as they supposed was delivered by his comrades; for he was gone, and +the two pieces of rope-yarn with which they had bound him, lay just at +the foot of the tree. + +They were now in as great a concern as before, not knowing what course +to take, or how near the enemy might be, or in what numbers; so they +resolved to go away to the place where their wives were, to see if all +was well there, and to make them easy, who were in fright enough to be +sure; for though the savages were their own country-folks, yet they were +most terribly afraid of them, and perhaps the more, for the knowledge +they had of them. + +When they came thither, they found the savages had been in the wood, and +very near the place, but had not found it; for indeed it was +inaccessible, by the trees standing so thick, as before, unless the +persons seeking it had been directed by those that knew it, which these +were not; they found, therefore, every thing very safe, only the women +in a terrible fright. While they were here they had the comfort of seven +of the Spaniards coming to their assistance: the other ten with their +servants, and old Friday, I mean Friday’s father, were gone in a body to +defend their bower, and the corn and cattle that were kept there, in +case the savages should have roved over to that side of the country; but +they did not spread so far. With the seven Spaniards came one of the +savages, who, as I said, were their prisoners formerly, and with them +also came the savage whom the Englishmen had left bound hand and foot at +the tree; for it seems they came that way, saw the slaughter of the +seven men, and unbound the eighth, and brought him along with them, +where, however, they were obliged to bind him again, as they had done +the two others, who were left when the third run away. + +The prisoners began now to be a burden to them; and they were so afraid +of their escaping, that they thought they were under an absolute +necessity to kill them for their own preservation: however, the Spaniard +governor would not consent to it; but ordered, that they should be sent +out of the way to my old cave in the valley, and be kept there, with two +Spaniards to guard them and give them food; which was done; and they +were bound there hand and foot for that night. + +When the Spaniards came, the two Englishmen were so encouraged, that +they could not satisfy themselves to stay any longer there; but taking +five of the Spaniards, and themselves, with four muskets and a pistol +among them, and two stout quarter-staves, away they went in quest of the +savages. And first, they came to the tree where the men lay that had +been killed; but it was easy to see that some more of the savages had +been there; for they attempted to carry their dead men away, and had +dragged two of them a good way, but had given it over; from thence they +advanced to the first rising ground, where they had stood and seen their +camp destroyed, and where they had the mortification still to see some +of the smoke; but neither could they here see any of the savages: they +then resolved, though with all possible caution, to go forward towards +their ruined plantation; but a little before they came thither, coming +in sight of the sea-shore, they saw plainly the savages all embarking +again in their canoes, in order to be gone. + +They seemed sorry at first that there was no way to come at them to give +them a parting blow; but upon the whole were very well satisfied to be +rid of them. + +The poor Englishmen being now twice ruined, and all their improvements +destroyed, the rest all agreed to come and help them to rebuild, and to +assist them with needful supplies. Their three countrymen, who were not +yet noted for having the least inclination to do any thing good, yet, as +soon as they heard of it (for they, living remote, knew nothing till all +was over), came and offered their help and assistance, and did very +friendly work for several days to restore their habitations and make +necessaries for them; and thus in a little time they were set upon their +legs again. + +About two days after this they had the farther satisfaction of seeing +three of the savages’ canoes come driving onshore, and at some distance +from them, with two drowned men; by which they had reason to believe +that they had met with a storm at sea, which had overset some of them, +for it blew very hard the night after they went off. + +However, as some might miscarry, so on the other hand enough of them +escaped to inform the rest, as well of what they had done, as of what +happened to them; and to whet them on to another enterprise of the same +nature, which they, it seems, resolved to attempt, with sufficient force +to carry all before them; for except what the first man told them of +inhabitants, they could say little to it of their own knowledge; for +they never saw one man, and the fellow being killed that had affirmed +it, they had no other witness to confirm it to them. + +It was five or six months after this before they heard any more of the +savages, in which time our men were in hopes they had not forgot their +former bad luck, or had given over the hopes of better; when on a sudden +they were invaded with a most formidable fleet of no less than +twenty-eight canoes, full of savages, armed with bows and arrows, great +clubs, wooden swords, and such-like engines of war; and they brought +such numbers with them, that in short it put all our people into the +utmost consternation. + +As they came on shore in the evening, and at the easternmost side of the +island, our men had that night to consult and consider what to do; and +in the first place, knowing that their being entirely concealed was +their only safety before, and would much more be so now, while the +number of their enemies was so great, they therefore resolved, first of +all, to take down the huts which were built for the two Englishmen, and +drive away their goats to the old cave; because they supposed the +savages would go directly thither as soon as it was day, to play the old +game over again, though they did not now land within two leagues of it. + +In the next place, they drove away all the flock of goats they had at +the old bower, as I called it, which belonged to the Spaniards; and, in +short, left as little appearance of inhabitants any where as possible; +and the next morning early they posted themselves with all their force +at the plantation of the two men, waiting for their coming. As they +guessed, so it happened: these new invaders, leaving their canoes at the +east end of the island, came ranging along the shore, directly towards +the place, to the number of two hundred and fifty, as near as our men +could judge. Our army was but small indeed; but that which was worse, +they had not arms for all their number neither: the whole account, it +seems, stood thus:—first, as to men: + + 17 Spaniards. + 5 Englishmen. + 1 Old Friday, or Friday’s father. + 3 Slaves, taken with the women, who proved very + faithful. + 3 Other slaves who lived with the Spaniards. + — + 29 + To arm these they had: + 11 Muskets. + 5 Pistols. + 3 Fowling-pieces. + 5 Muskets, or fowling-pieces, which were taken by + me from the mutinous seamen whom I reduced. + 2 Swords. + 3 Old halberts. + — + 29 + +To their slaves they did not give either musket or fusil, but they had +every one an halbert, or a long staff, like a quarter-staff, with a +great spike of iron fastened into each end of it, and by his side a +hatchet; also every one of our men had hatchets. Two of the women could +not be prevailed upon but they would come into the fight, and they had +bows and arrows, which the Spaniards had taken from the savages when the +first action happened, which I have spoken of, where the Indians fought +with one another; and the women had hatchets too. + +The Spaniard governor, whom I have described so often, commanded the +whole; and William Atkins, who, though a dreadful fellow for wickedness, +was a most daring, bold fellow, commanded under him. The savages came +forward like lions, and our men, which was the worst of their fate, had +no advantage in their situation; only that Will Atkins, who now proved a +most useful fellow, with six men, was planted just behind a small +thicket of bushes, as an advanced guard, with orders to let the first of +them pass by, and then fire into the middle of them; and as soon as he +had fired to make his retreat, as nimbly as he could, round a part of +the wood, and so come in behind the Spaniards where they stood, having a +thicket of trees all before them. + +When the savages came on, they ran straggling about every way in heaps, +out of all manner of order, and Will Atkins let about fifty of them pass +by him; then seeing the rest come in a very thick throng, he orders +three of his men to fire, having loaded their muskets with six or seven +bullets apiece, about as big as large pistol-bullets. How many they +killed or wounded they knew not; but the consternation and surprise was +inexpressible among the savages, who were frighted to the last degree, +to hear such a dreadful noise, and see their men killed, and others +hurt, but see nobody that did it. When in the middle of their fright, +William Atkins and his other three let fly again among the thickest of +them and in less than a minute the first three, being loaded again, gave +them a third volley. + +Had William Atkins and his men retired immediately, as soon as they had +fired, as they were ordered to do; or had the rest of the body been at +hand to have poured in their shot continually, the savages had been +effectually routed; for the terror that was among them came principally +from this; viz. that they were killed by the gods with thunder and +lightning, and could see nobody that hurt them: but William Atkins +staying to load again, discovered the cheat; some of the savages who +were at a distance, spying them, came upon them behind; and though +Atkins and his men fired at them also, two or three times, and killed +above twenty, retiring as fast as they could, yet they wounded Atkins +himself, and killed one of his fellow Englishmen with their arrows, as +they did afterwards one Spaniard, and one of the Indian slaves who came +with the women. This slave was a most gallant fellow, and fought most +desperately, killing five of them with his own hand, having no weapon +but one of the armed staves and a hatchet. + +Our men being thus hard laid at, Atkins wounded, and two other men +killed, retreated to a rising ground in the wood; and the Spaniards, +after firing three vollies upon them, retreated also; for their number +was so great, and they were so desperate, that though above fifty of +them were killed, and more than so many wounded, yet they came on in the +teeth of our men, fearless of danger, and shot their arrows like a +cloud; and it was observed, that their wounded men, who were not quite +disabled, were made outrageous by their wounds, and fought like madmen. + +When our men retreated, they left the Spaniard and the Englishman that +were killed behind them; and the savages, when they came up to them, +killed them over again in a wretched manner, breaking their arms, legs, +and heads, with their clubs and wooden swords, like true savages. But +finding our men were gone, they did not seem inclined to pursue them, +but drew themselves up in a kind of ring, which is, it seems, their +custom, and shouted twice in token of their victory; after which, they +had the mortification to see several of their wounded men fall, dying +with the mere loss of blood. + +The Spaniard governor having drawn his little body up together upon a +rising ground, Atkins, though he was wounded, would have had him march, +and charge them again all together at once: but the Spaniard replied, +“Seignior Atkins, you see how their wounded men fight; let them alone +till morning; all these wounded men will be stiff and sore with their +wounds, and faint with the loss of blood, and so we shall have the fewer +to engage.” + +The advice was good; but Will Atkins replied merrily, “That’s true, +Seignior, and so shall I too; and that’s the reason I would go on while +I am warm.”—“Well, Seignior Atkins,” says the Spaniard, “you have +behaved gallantly, and done your part; we will fight for you, if you +cannot come on; but I think it best to stay till morning:” so +they waited. + +But as it was a clear moonlight night, and they found the savages in +great disorder about their dead and wounded men, and a great hurry and +noise among them where they lay, they afterwards resolved to fall upon +them in the night, especially if they could come to give them but one +volley before they were discovered. This they had a fair opportunity to +do; for one of the two Englishmen, in whose quarter it was where the +fight began, led them round between the woods and the sea-side, +westward, and turning short south, they came so near where the thickest +of them lay, that before they were seen or heard, eight of them fired in +among them, and did dreadful execution upon them; in half a minute more +eight others fired after them, pouring in their small shot in such a +quantity, that abundance were killed and wounded; and all this while +they were not able to see who hurt them, or which way to fly. + +The Spaniards charged again with the utmost expedition, and then +divided themselves into three bodies, and resolved to fall in among them +all together. They had in each body eight persons; that is to say, +twenty-four, whereof were twenty-two men, and the two women, who, by the +way, fought desperately. + +They divided the fire-arms equally in each party, and so of the halberts +and staves. They would have had the women keep back; but they said they +were resolved to die with their husbands. Having thus formed their +little army, they marched out from among the trees, and came up to the +teeth of the enemy, shouting and hallooing as loud as they could. The +savages stood all together, but were in the utmost confusion, hearing +the noise of our men shouting from three quarters together; they would +have fought if they had seen us; and as soon as we came near enough to +be seen, some arrows were shot, and poor old Friday was wounded, though +not dangerously. But our men gave them no time, but running up to them, +fired among them three ways, and then fell in with the butt ends of +their muskets, their swords, armed staves, and hatchets; and laid about +them so well, that in a word they set up a dismal screaming and howling, +flying to save their lives which way soever they could. + +Our men were tired with the execution; and killed, or mortally wounded, +in the two fights, about one hundred and eighty of them: the rest, being +frighted out of their wits, scoured through the woods and over the +hills, with all the speed that fear and nimble feet could help them to +do; and as we did not trouble ourselves much to pursue them, they got +all together to the sea-side, where they landed, and where their canoes +lay. But their disaster was not at an end yet, for it blew a terrible +storm of wind that evening from the seaward, so that it was impossible +for them to put off; nay, the storm continuing all night, when the tide +came up their canoes were most of them driven by the surge of the sea so +high upon the shore, that it required infinite toil to get them off; and +some of them were even dashed to pieces against the beach, or against +one another. + +Our men, though glad of their victory, yet got little rest that night; +but having refreshed themselves as well as they could, they resolved to +march to that part of the island where the savages were fled, and see +what posture they were in. This necessarily led them over the place +where the fight had been, and where they found several of the poor +creatures not quite dead, and yet past recovering life; a sight +disagreeable enough to generous minds; for a truly great man, though +obliged by the law of battle to destroy his enemy, takes no delight in +his misery. + +However, there was no need to give any order in this case; for their own +savages, who were their servants, dispatched those poor creatures with +their hatchets. + +At length they came in view of the place where the more miserable +remains of the savages’ army lay, where there appeared about one hundred +still: their posture was generally sitting upon the ground, with their +knees up towards their mouth, and the head put between the hands, +leaning down upon the knees. + +When our men came within two musket-shot of them, the Spaniard governor +ordered two muskets to be fired without ball, to alarm them; this he +did, that by their countenance he might know what to expect, viz. +whether they were still in heart to fight, or were so heartily beaten, +as to be dispirited and discouraged, and so he might manage accordingly. + +This stratagem took; for as soon as the savages heard the first gun, and +saw the flash of the second, they started up upon their feet in the +greatest consternation imaginable; and as our men advanced swiftly +towards them, they all ran screaming and yawling away, with a kind of an +howling noise, which our men did not understand, and had never heard +before; and thus they ran up the hills into the country. + +At first our men had much rather the weather had been calm, and they +had all gone away to sea; but they did not then consider, that this +might probably have been the occasion of their coming again in such +multitudes as not to be resisted; or, at least, to come so many and so +often, as would quite desolate the island and starve them. Will Atkins +therefore, who, notwithstanding his wound, kept always with them, proved +the best counsellor in this case. His advice was, to take the advantage +that offered, and clap in between them and their boats, and so deprive +them of the capacity of ever returning any more to plague the island. + +They consulted long about this, and some were against it, for fear of +making the wretches fly into the woods, and live there desperate; and so +they should have them to hunt like wild beasts, be afraid to stir about +their business, and have their plantation continually rifled, all their +tame goats destroyed, and, in short, be reduced to a life of +continual distress. + +Will Atkins told them they had better have to do with one hundred men +than with one hundred nations; that as they must destroy their boats, so +they must destroy the men, or be all of them destroyed themselves. In a +word, he shewed them the necessity of it so plainly, that they all came +into it; so they went to work immediately with the boats, and getting +some dry wood together from a dead tree, they tried to set some of them +on fire; but they were so wet that they would scarce burn. However, the +fire so burned the upper part, that it soon made them unfit for swimming +in the sea as boats. When the Indians saw what they were about, some of +them came running out of the woods, and coming as near as they could to +our men, kneeled down and cried, _Oa, Oa, Waramokoa_, and some other +words of their language, which none of the others understood any thing +of; but as they made pitiful gestures and strange noises, it was easy to +understand they begged to have their boats spared, and that they would +be gone, and never return thither again. + +But our men were now satisfied, that they had no way to preserve +themselves or to save their colony, but effectually to prevent any of +these people from ever going home again; depending upon this, that if +ever so much as one of them got back into their country to tell the +story, the colony was undone; so that letting them know that they should +not have any mercy, they fell to work with their canoes, and destroyed +them, every one that the storm had not destroyed before; at the sight of +which the savages raised a hideous cry in the woods, which our people +heard plain enough; after which they ran about the island like +distracted men; so that, in a word, our men did not really know at first +what to do with them. + +Nor did the Spaniards, with all their prudence, consider that while they +made those people thus desperate, they ought to have kept good guard at +the same time upon their plantations; for though it is true they had +driven away their cattle, and the Indians did not find their main +retreat, I mean my old castle at the hill, nor the cave in the valley; +yet they found out my plantation at the bower, and pulled it all to +pieces, and all the fences and planting about it; trod all the corn +under foot; tore up the vines and grapes, being just then almost ripe, +and did our men an inestimable damage, though to themselves not one +farthing’s-worth of service. + +Though our men were able to fight them upon all occasions, yet they were +in no condition to pursue them, or hunt them up and down; for as they +were too nimble of foot for our men when they found them single, so our +men durst not go about single for fear of being surrounded with their +numbers: the best was, they had no weapons; for though they had bows +they had no arrows left, nor any materials to make any, nor had they any +edged tool or weapon among them. The extremity and distress they were +reduced to was great, and indeed deplorable, but at the same time our +men were also brought to very hard circumstances by them; for though +their retreats were preserved, yet their provision was destroyed, and +their harvest spoiled; and what to do or which way to turn themselves, +they knew not; the only refuge they had now was the stock of cattle they +had in the valley by the cave, and some little corn which grew there. +The three Englishmen, William Atkins and his comrades, were now reduced +to two, one of them being killed by an arrow, which struck him on the +side of his head, just under the temples, so that he never spoke more; +and it was very remarkable, that this was the same barbarous fellow who +cut the poor savage slave with his hatchet, and who afterwards intended +to have murdered the Spaniards. + +I look upon their case to have been worse at this time than mine was at +any time after I first discovered the grains of barley and rice, and got +into the method of planting and raising my corn, and my tame cattle; for +now they had, as I may say, an hundred wolves upon the island, which +would devour every thing they could come at, yet could be very hardly +come at themselves. + +The first thing they concluded when they saw what their circumstances +were, was, that they would, if possible, drive them up to the farther +part of the island, south-east, that if any more savages came on shore, +they might not find one another; then that they would daily hunt and +harass them, and kill as many of them as they could come at, till they +had reduced the number; and if they could at last tame them, and bring +them to any thing, they would give them corn, and teach them how to +plant, and live upon their daily Labour. + +In order to this they followed them, and so terrified them with their +guns, that in a few days, if any of them fired a gun at an Indian, if he +did not hit him, yet he would fall down for fear; and so dreadfully +frighted they were, that they kept out of sight farther and farther, +till at last our men following them, and every day almost killing and +wounding some of them, they kept up in the woods and hollow places so +much, that it reduced them to the utmost misery for want of food; and +many were afterwards found dead in the woods, without any hurt, but +merely starved to death. + +When our men found this, it made their hearts relent, and pity moved +them; especially the Spaniard governor, who was the most gentleman-like, +generous-minded man that ever I met with in my life; and he proposed, if +possible, to take one of them alive, and bring him to understand what +they meant, so far as to be able to act as interpreter, and to go among +them, and see if they might be brought to some conditions that might be +depended upon, to save their lives, and do us no spoil. + +It was some time before any of them could be taken; but being weak, and +half-starved, one of them was at last surprised, and made a prisoner: he +was sullen at first, and would neither eat nor drink; but finding +himself kindly used, and victuals given him, and no violence offered +him, he at last grew tractable, and came to himself. + +They brought old Friday to him, who talked often with him, and told him +how kind the others would be to them all: that they would not only save +their lives, but would give them a part of the island to live in, +provided they would give satisfaction; that they should keep in their +own bounds, and not come beyond them, to injure or prejudice others; and +that they should have corn given them, to plant and make it grow for +their bread, and some bread given them for their present subsistence; +and old Friday bade the fellow go and talk with the rest of his +countrymen, and hear what they said to it, assuring them that if they +did not agree immediately they should all be destroyed. + +The poor wretches, thoroughly humbled, and reduced in number to about +thirty-seven, closed with the proposal at the first offer, and begged to +have some food given them; upon which twelve Spaniards and two +Englishmen, well armed, and three Indian slaves, and old Friday, marched +to the place where they were; the three Indian slaves carried them a +large quantity of bread, and some rice boiled up to cakes, and dried in +the sun, and three live goats; and they were ordered to go to the side +of an hill, where they sat down, ate the provisions very thankfully, and +were the most faithful fellows to their words that could be thought of; +for except when they came to beg victuals and directions they never came +out of their bounds; and there they lived when I came to the island, and +I went to see them. + +They had taught them both to plant corn, make bread, breed tame goats, +and milk them; they wanted nothing but wives, and they soon would have +been a nation: they were confined to a neck of land surrounded with high +rocks behind them, and lying plain towards the sea before them, on the +south-east corner of the island; they had land enough, and it was very +good and fruitful; for they had a piece of land about a mile and a half +broad, and three or four miles in length. + +Our men taught them to make wooden spades, such as I made for myself; +and gave among them twelve hatchets, and three or four knives; and there +they lived, the most subjected innocent creatures that were ever +heard of. + +After this the colony enjoyed a perfect tranquillity with respect to the +savages, till I came to revisit them, which was in about two years. Not +but that now and then some canoes of savages came on shore for their +triumphal, unnatural feasts; but as they were of several nations, and, +perhaps, had never heard of those that came before, or the reason of it, +they did not make any search or inquiry after their countrymen; and if +they had, it would have been very hard for them to have found them out. + +Thus, I think, I have given a full account of all that happened to them +to my return, at least that was worth notice. The Indians, or savages, +were wonderfully civilized by them, and they frequently went among them; +but forbid, on pain of death, any of the Indians coming to them, +because they would not have their settlement betrayed again. + +One thing was very remarkable, viz. that they taught the savages to make +wicker-work, or baskets; but they soon outdid their masters; for they +made abundance of most ingenious things in wicker-work; particularly all +sorts of baskets, sieves, bird-cages, cupboards, &c. as also chairs to +sit on, stools, beds, couches, and abundance of other things, being very +ingenious at such work when they were once put in the way of it. + +My coming was a particular relief to these people, because we furnished +them with knives, scissars, spades, shovels, pickaxes, and all things of +that kind which they could want. + +With the help of these tools they were so very handy, that they came at +last to build up their huts, or houses, very handsomely; raddling, or +working it up like basket-work all the way round, which was a very +extraordinary piece of ingenuity, and looked very odd; but was an +exceeding good fence, as well against heat, as against all sorts of +vermin; and our men were so taken with it, that they got the wild +savages to come and do the like for them; so that when I came to see the +two Englishmen’s colonies, they looked, at a distance, as if they lived +all like bees in a hive; and as for Will Atkins, who was now become a +very industrious, necessary, and sober fellow, he had made himself such +a tent of basket work as I believe was never seen. It was one hundred +and twenty paces round on the outside, as I measured by my steps; the +walls were as close worked as a basket, in pannels or squares, +thirty-two in number, and very strong, standing about seven feet high: +in the middle was another not above twenty-two paces round, but built +stronger, being eight-square in its form, and in the eight corners stood +eight very strong posts, round the top of which he laid strong pieces, +joined together with wooden pins, from which he raised a pyramid before +the roof of eight rafters, very handsome I assure you, and joined +together very well, though he had no nails, and only a few iron spikes, +which he had made himself too, out of the old iron that I had left +there; and indeed this fellow shewed abundance of ingenuity in several +things which he had no knowledge of; he made himself a forge, with a +pair of wooden bellows to blow the fire; he made himself charcoal for +his work, and he formed out of one of the iron crows a middling good +anvil to hammer upon; in this manner he made many things, but especially +hooks, staples and spikes, bolts and hinges. But to return to the house: +after he pitched the roof of his innermost tent, he worked it up between +the rafters with basket-work, so firm, and thatched that over again so +ingeniously with rice-straw, and over that a large leaf of a tree, which +covered the top, that his house was as dry as if it had been tiled or +slated. Indeed he owned that the savages made the basket-work for him. + +The outer circuit was covered, as a lean-to, all round his inner, +apartment, and long rafters lay from the thirty two angles to the top +posts of the inner house, being about twenty feet distant; so that there +was a space like a walk within the outer wicker wall, and without the +inner, near twenty feet wide. + +The inner place he partitioned off with the same wicker work, but much +fairer, and divided into six apartments, for that he had six rooms on a +floor, and out of every one of these there was a door: first, into the +entry, or coming into the main tent; and another door into the space or +walk that was round it; so that this walk was also divided into six +equal parts, which served not only for a retreat, but to store up any +necessaries which the family had occasion for. These six spaces not +taking up the whole circumference, what other apartments the outer +circle had, were thus ordered: as soon as you were in at the door of the +outer circle, you had a short passage straight before you to the door of +the inner house; but on either side was a wicker partition, and a door +in it, by which you went first into a large room or storehouse, twenty +feet wide, and about thirty feet long, and through that into another +not quite so long: so that in the outer circle were ten handsome rooms, +six of which were only to be come at through the apartments of the inner +tent, and served as closets or retired rooms to the respective chambers +of the inner circle; and four large warehouses or barns, or what you +please to call them, which went in through one another, two on either +hand of the passage that led through the outer door to the inner tent. + +Such a piece of basket-work, I believe, was never seen in the world; nor +an house or tent so neatly contrived, much less so built. In this great +beehive lived the three families; that is to say, Will Atkins and his +companions; the third was killed, but his wife remained with three +children; for she was, it seems, big with child when he died, and the +other two were not at all backward to give the widow her full share of +every thing, I mean as to their corn, milk, grapes, &c. and when they +killed a kid, or found a turtle on the shore; so that they all lived +well enough, though it was true, they were not so industrious as the +other two, as has been observed already. + +One thing, however, cannot be omitted, viz. that, as for religion, I +don’t know that there was any thing of that kind among them; they pretty +often indeed put one another in mind that there was a God, by the very +common method of seamen, viz. swearing by his name; nor were their poor, +ignorant, savage wives much the better for having been married to +Christians as we must call them; for as they knew very little of God +themselves, so they were utterly incapable of entering into any +discourse with their wives about a God or to talk any thing to them +concerning religion. + +The utmost of all the improvement which I can say the wives had made +from them, was, that they had taught them to speak English pretty well; +and all the children they had, which were near twenty in all were taught +to speak English too, from their first learning to speak, though they at +first spoke it in a very broken manner, like their mothers. There were +none of those children above six years old when I came thither; for it +was not much above seven years that they had fetched these five savage +ladies over, but they had all been pretty fruitful, for they had all +children, more or less: I think the cook’s mate’s wife was big of her +sixth child; and the mothers were all a good sort of well-governed, +quiet, laborious women, modest and decent, helpful to one another, +mighty observant and subject to their masters, I cannot call them +husbands; and wanted nothing but to be well instructed in the Christian +religion, and to be legally married; both which were happily brought +about afterwards by my means, or at least by the consequence of my +coming among them. + +Having thus given an account of the colony in general, and pretty much +of my five runagate Englishmen, I must say something of the Spaniards, +who were the main body of the family, and in whose story there are some +incidents also remarkable enough. + +I had a great many discourses with them about their circumstances when +they were among the savages; they told me readily, that they had no +instances to give of their application or ingenuity in that country; +that they were a poor, miserable, dejected handful of people; that if +means had been put into their hands, they had yet so abandoned +themselves to despair, and so sunk under the weight of their +misfortunes, that they thought of nothing but starving. One of them, a +grave and very sensible man, told me he was convinced they were in the +wrong; that it was not the part of wise men to give up themselves to +their misery, but always to take hold of the helps which reason offered, +as well for present support, as for future deliverance; he told me that +grief was the most senseless insignificant passion in the world, for +that it regarded only things past, which were generally impossible to be +recalled or to be remedied, but had no view to things to come, and had +no share in any thing that looked like deliverance, but rather added to +the affliction than proposed a remedy; and upon this he repeated a +Spanish proverb, which though I cannot repeat in just the same words +that he spoke it, yet I remember I made it into an English proverb of my +own, thus; + + In trouble to be troubled, + Is to have your trouble doubled. + +He then ran on in remarks upon all the little improvements I had made in +my solitude; my unwearied application, as he called it, and how I had +made a condition, which in its circumstances was at first much worse +than theirs, a thousand times more happy than theirs was, even now when +they were all together. He told me it was remarkable that Englishmen had +a greater presence of mind in their distress than any people that ever +he met with; that their unhappy nation, and the Portuguese, were the +worst men in the world to struggle with misfortunes; for that their +first step in dangers, after common efforts are over, was always to +despair, lie down under it and die, without rousing their thoughts up to +proper remedies for escape. + +I told him their case and mine differed exceedingly; that they were cast +upon the shore without necessaries, without supply of food, or of +present sustenance, till they could provide it; that it is true, I had +this disadvantage and discomfort, that I was alone; but then the +supplies I had providentially thrown into my hands, by the unexpected +driving of the ship on shore, was such a help as would have encouraged +any creature in the world to have applied himself as I had done. +“Seignior,” says the Spaniard, “had we poor Spaniards been in your case +we should never have gotten half those things out of the ship as you +did.” “Nay,” says he, “we should never have found means to have gotten a +raft to carry them, or to have gotten a raft on shore without boat or +sail; and how much less should we have done,” said he, “if any of us had +been alone!” Well, I desired him to abate his compliment, and go on +with the history of their coming on shore, where they landed. He told me +they unhappily landed at a place where there were people without +provisions; whereas, had they had the common sense to have put off to +sea again, and gone to another island a little farther, they had found +provisions though without people; there being an island that way, as +they had been told, where there were provisions though no people; that +is to say, that the Spaniards of Trinidad had frequently been there, and +filled the island with goats and hogs at several times, where they have +bred in such multitudes, and where turtle and sea-fowls were in such +plenty, that they could have been in no want of flesh though they had +found no bread; whereas here they were only sustained with a few roots +and herbs, which they understood not, and which had no substance in +them, and which the inhabitants gave them sparingly enough, and who +could treat them no better unless they would turn cannibals, and eat +men’s flesh, which was the great dainty of the country. + +They gave me an account how many ways they strove to civilize the +savages they were with, and to teach them rational customs in the +ordinary way of living, but in vain; and how they retorted it upon them +as unjust, that they, who came thither for assistance and support, +should attempt to set up for instructors of those that gave them bread; +intimating, it seems, that none should set up for the instructors of +others but those who could live without them. + +They gave me dismal accounts of the extremities they were driven to; how +sometimes they were many days without any food at all, the island they +were upon being inhabited by a sort of savages that lived more indolent, +and for that reason were less supplied with the necessaries of life than +they had reason to believe others were in the same part of the world; +and yet they found that these savages were less ravenous and voracious +than those who had better supplies of food. + +Also they added, that they could not but see with what demonstrations +of wisdom and goodness the governing providence of God directs the event +of things in the world, which they said appeared in their circumstances; +for if, pressed by the hardships they were under, and the barrenness of +the country where they were, they had searched after a better place to +live in, they had then been out of the way of the relief that happened +to them by my means. + +Then they gave me an account how the savages whom they lived among +expected them to go out with them into their wars; and it was true, that +as they had fire-arms with them, had they not had the disaster to lose +their ammunition, they should not have been serviceable only to their +friends, but have made themselves terrible both to friends and enemies; +but being without powder and shot, and in a condition that they could +not in reason deny to go out with their landlords to their wars; when +they came in the field of battle they were in a worse condition than the +savages themselves, for they neither had bows nor arrows, nor could they +use those the savages gave them, so that they could do nothing but stand +still and be wounded with arrows, till they came up to the teeth of +their enemy; and then indeed the three halberts they had were of use to +them, and they would often drive a whole little army before them with +those halberts and sharpened sticks put into the muzzles of their +muskets: but that for all this, they were sometimes surrounded with +multitudes, and in great danger from their arrows; till at last they +found the way to make themselves large targets of wood, which they +covered with skins of wild beasts, whose names they knew not, and these +covered them from the arrows of the savages; that notwithstanding these, +they were sometimes in great danger, and were once five of them knocked +down together with the clubs of the savages, which was the time when one +of them was taken prisoner, that is to say, the Spaniard whom I had +relieved; that at first they thought he had been killed, but when +afterwards they heard he was taken prisoner, they were under the +greatest grief imaginable, and would willingly have all ventured their +lives to have rescued him. + +They told me, that when they were so knocked down, the rest of their +company rescued them, and stood over them fighting till they were come +to themselves, all but he who they thought had been dead; and then they +made their way with their halberts and pieces, standing close together +in a line, through a body of above a thousand savages, beating down all +that came in their way, got the victory over their enemies, but to their +great sorrow, because it was with the loss of their friend; whom the +other party, finding him alive, carried off with some others, as I gave +an account in my former. + +They described, most affectionately, how they were surprised with joy at +the return of their friend and companion in misery, who they thought had +been devoured by wild beasts of the worst kind, viz. by wild men; and +yet how more and more they were surprised with the account he gave them +of his errand, and that there was a Christian in a place near, much more +one that was able, and had humanity enough to contribute to their +deliverance. + +They described how they were astonished at the sight of the relief I +sent them, and at the appearance of loaves of bread, things they had not +seen since their coming to that miserable place; how often they crossed +it, and blessed it as bread sent from heaven; and what a reviving +cordial it was to their spirits to taste it, as also of the other things +I had sent for their supply. And, after all, they would have told me +something of the joy they were in at the sight of a boat and pilots to +carry them away to the person and place from whence all these new +comforts came; but they told me it was impossible to express it by +words, for their excessive joy driving them to unbecoming +extravagancies, they had no way to describe them but by telling me that +they bordered upon lunacy, having no way to give vent to their passion +suitable to the sense that was upon them; that in some it worked one +way, and in some another; and that some of them, through a surprise of +joy, would burst out into tears; others be half mad, and others +immediately faint. This discourse extremely affected me, and called to +my mind Friday’s ecstasy when he met his father, and the poor people’s +ecstasy when I took them up at sea, after their ship was on fire; the +mate of the ship’s joy, when he found himself delivered in the place +where he expected to perish; and my own joy, when after twenty-eight +years captivity I found a good ship ready to carry me to my own country. +All these things made me more sensible of the relation of these poor +men, and more affected with it. + +Having thus given a view of the state of things as I found them, I must +relate the heads of what I did for these people, and the condition in +which I left them. It was their opinion, and mine too, that they would +be troubled no more with the savages; or that, if they were, they would +be able to cut them off, if they were twice as many as before; so that +they had no concern about that. Then I entered into a serious discourse +with the Spaniard whom I called governor, about their stay in the +island; for as I was not come to carry any of them off, so it would not +be just to carry off some and leave others, who perhaps would be +unwilling to stay if their strength was diminished. + +On the other hand I told them, I came to establish them there, not to +remove them; and then I let them know that I had brought with me relief +of sundry kinds for them; that I had been at a great charge to supply +them with all things necessary, as well for their convenience as their +defence; and that I had such particular persons with me, as well to +increase and recruit their number, as by the particular necessary +employments which they were bred to, being artificers, to assist them in +those things in which at present they were to seek. + +They were all together when I talked thus to them; and before I +delivered to them the stores I had brought, I asked them, one by one, if +they had entirely forgot and buried the first animosities that had been +among them, and could shake hands with one another, and engage in a +strict friendship and union of interest, so that there might be no more +misunderstandings or jealousies. + +William Atkins, with abundance of frankness and good humour, said, they +had met with afflictions enough to make them all sober, and enemies +enough to make them all friends: that for his part he would live and die +with them; and was so far from designing any thing against the +Spaniards, that he owned they had done nothing to him but what his own +bad humour made necessary, and what he would have done, and perhaps much +worse, in their case; and that he would ask them pardon, if I desired +it, for the foolish and brutish things he had done to them; and was very +willing and desirous of living on terms of entire friendship and union +with them; and would do any thing that lay in his power, to convince +them of it: and as for going to England, he cared not if he did not go +thither these twenty years. + +The Spaniards said, they had indeed at first disarmed and excluded +William Atkins and his two countrymen, for their ill conduct, as they +had let me know; and they appealed to me for the necessity they were +under to do so; but that William Atkins had behaved himself so bravely +in the great fight they had with the savages, and on several occasions +since, and had shewed himself so faithful to, and concerned for the +general interest of them all, that they had forgotten all that was past, +and thought he merited as much to be trusted with arms, and supplied +with necessaries, as any of them; and that they had testified their +satisfaction in him, by committing the command to him, next to the +governor himself; and as they had an entire confidence in him and all +his countrymen, so they acknowledged they had merited that confidence by +all the methods that honest men could merit to be valued and trusted; +and they most heartily embraced the occasion of giving me this +assurance, that they would never have any interest separate from +one another. + +Upon these frank and open declarations of friendship, we appointed the +next day to dine all together, and indeed we made a splendid feast. I +caused the ship’s cook and his mate to come on shore and dress our +dinner, and the old cook’s mate we had on shore assisted. We brought on +shore six pieces of good beef, and four pieces of pork, out of the +ship’s provision, with our punch-bowl, and materials to fill it; and, in +particular, I gave them ten bottles of French claret, and ten bottles of +English beer, things that neither the Spaniards nor the Englishmen had +tasted for many years; and which it may be supposed they were +exceeding glad of. + +The Spaniards added to our feast five whole kids, which the cooks +roasted; and three of them were sent, covered up close, on board our +ship to the seamen, that they might feast on fresh meat from on shore, +as we did with their salt meal from on board. + +After this feast, at which we were very innocently merry, I brought out +my cargo of goods, wherein, that there might be no dispute about +dividing, I shewed them that there was sufficient for them all; and +desired that they might all take an equal quantity of the goods that +were for wearing; that is to say, equal when made up. As first, I +distributed linen sufficient to make every one of them four shirts; and, +at the Spaniards’ request, afterwards made them up six; these were +exceeding comfortable to them, having been what, as I may say, they had +long since forgot the use of, or what it was to wear them. + +I allotted the thin English stuffs, which I mentioned before, to make +every one a light coat like a frock, which I judged fittest for the heat +of the season, cool and loose; and ordered, that whenever they decayed, +they should make more, as they thought fit. The like for pumps, shoes, +stockings, and hats, &c. + +I cannot express what pleasure, what satisfaction, sat upon the +countenances of all these poor men when they saw the care I had taken of +them, and how well I had furnished them; they told me I was a father to +them; and that having such a correspondent as I was, in so remote a part +of the world, it would make them forget that they were left in a +desolate place; and they all voluntarily engaged to me not to leave the +place without my consent. + +Then I presented to them the people I had brought with me, particularly +the tailor, the smith, and the two carpenters, all of them most +necessary people; but above all, my general artificer, than whom they +could not name any thing that was more needful to them; and the tailor, +to shew his concern for them, went to work immediately, and, with my +leave, made them every one a shirt the first thing he did; and, which +was still more, he taught the women not only how to sew and stitch, and +use the needle, but made them assist to make the shirts for their +husbands and for all the rest. + +As for the carpenters, I scarce need mention how useful they were, for +they took in pieces all my clumsy unhandy things, and made them clever +convenient tables, stools, bedsteads, cupboards, lockers, shelves, and +every thing they wanted of that kind. + +But to let them see how nature made artificers at first, I carried the +carpenters to see William Atkins’s basket house, as I called it, and +they both owned they never saw an instance of such natural ingenuity +before, nor any thing so regular and so handily built, at least of its +kind; and one of them, when he saw it, after musing a good while, +turning about to me, “I am sure,” says he, “that man has no need of us; +you need do nothing but give him tools.” + +Then I brought them out all my store of tools, and gave every man a +digging spade, a shovel, and a rake, for we had no harrows or ploughs; +and to every separate place a pickaxe, a crow, a broadaxe, and a saw; +always appointing, that as often as any were broken, or worn out, they +should be supplied, without grudging, out of the general stores that I +left behind. + +Nails, staples, hinges, hammers, chisels, knives, scissors, and all +sorts of tools and iron-work, they had without tale as they required; +for no man would care to take more than he wanted, and he must be a fool +that would waste or spoil them on any account whatever. And for the use +of the smith I left two tons of unwrought iron for a supply. + +My magazine of powder and arms which I brought them, was such, even to +profusion, that they could not but rejoice at them; for now they could +march, as I used to do, with a musket upon each shoulder, if there was +occasion; and were able to fight a thousand savages, if they had but +some little advantages of situation, which also they could not miss of +if they had occasion. + +I carried on shore with me the young man whose mother was starved to +death, and the maid also: she was a sober, well-educated, religious +young woman, and behaved so inoffensively, that every one gave her a +good word. She had, indeed, an unhappy life with us, there being no +woman in the ship but herself; but she bore it with patience. After a +while, seeing things so well ordered, and in so fine a way of thriving +upon my island, and considering that they had neither business nor +acquaintance in the East Indies, or reason for taking so long a voyage; +I say, considering all this, both of them came to me, and desired I +would give them leave to remain on the island, and be entered among my +family, as they called it. + +I agreed to it readily, and they had a little plot of ground allotted to +them, where they had three tents or houses set up, surrounded with a +basket-work, palisaded like Atkins’s, and adjoining to his plantation. +Their tents were contrived so, that they had each of them a room, a part +to lodge in, and a middle tent, like a great storehouse, to lay all +their goods in, and to eat and drink in. And now the other two +Englishmen moved their habitation to the same place, and so the island +was divided into three colonies, and no more; viz. the Spaniards, with +old Friday, and the first servants, at my old habitation under the hill, +which was, in a word, the capital city, and where they had so enlarged +and extended their works, as well under as on the outside of the hill, +that they lived, though perfectly concealed, yet full at large. Never +was there such a little city in a wood, and so hid, I believe, in any +part of the world; for I verily believe a thousand men might have ranged +the island a month, and if they had not known there was such a thing, +and looked on purpose for it, they would not have found it; for the +trees stood so thick and so close, and grew so fast matted into one +another, that nothing but cutting them down first, could discover the +place, except the two narrow entrances where they went in and out, could +be found, which was not very easy. One of them was just down at the +water’s edge, on the side of the creek; and it was afterwards above two +hundred yards to the place; and the other was up the ladder at twice, as +I have already formerly described it; and they had a large wood, thick +planted, also on the top of the hill, which contained above an acre, +which grew apace, and covered the place from all discovery there, with +only one narrow place between two trees, not easy to be discovered, to +enter on that side. + +The other colony was that of Will Atkins, where there were four families +of Englishmen, I mean those I had left there, with their wives and +children; three savages that were slaves; the widow and children of the +Englishman that was killed; the young man and the maid; and by the way, +we made a wife of her also before we went away. There were also the two +carpenters and the tailor, whom I brought with me for them; also the +smith, who was a very necessary man to them, especially as the gunsmith, +to take care of their arms; and my other man, whom I called Jack of all +Trades, who was himself as good almost as twenty men, for he was not +only a very ingenious fellow, but a very merry fellow; and before I went +away we married him to the honest maid that came with the youth in the +ship, whom I mentioned before. + +And now I speak of marrying, it brings me naturally to say something of +the French ecclesiastic that I had brought with me out of the ship’s +crew whom I took at sea. It is true, this man was a Roman, and perhaps +it may give offence to some hereafter, if I leave any thing +extraordinary upon record of a man, whom, before I begin, I must (to set +him out in just colours) represent in terms very much to his +disadvantage in the account of Protestants; as, first, that he was a +Papist; secondly, a Popish priest; and thirdly, a French Popish priest. + +But justice demands of me to give him a due character; and I must say, +he was a grave, sober, pious, and most religious person; exact in his +life, extensive in his charity, and exemplary in almost every thing he +did. What then can any one say against my being very sensible of the +value of such a man, notwithstanding his profession? though it may be my +opinion, perhaps as well as the opinion of others who shall read this, +that he was mistaken. + +The first hour that I began to converse with him, after he had agreed to +go with me to the East Indies, I found reason to delight exceedingly in +his conversation; and he first began with me about religion, in the most +obliging manner imaginable. + +“Sir,” says he, “you have not only, under God” (and at that he crossed +his breast), “saved my life, but you have admitted me to go this voyage +in your ship, and by your obliging civility have taken me into your +family, giving me an opportunity of free conversation. Now, Sir,” says +he, “you see by my habit what my profession is, and I guess by your +nation what yours is. I may think it is my duty, and doubtless it is so, +to use my utmost endeavours on all occasions to bring all the souls that +I can to the knowledge of the truth, and to embrace the Catholic +doctrine; but as I am here under your permission, and in your family, I +am bound in justice to your kindness, as well as in decency and good +manners, to be under your government; and therefore I shall not, without +your leave, enter into any debates on the points of religion, in which +we may not agree, farther than you shall give me leave.” + +I told him his carriage was so modest that I could not but acknowledge +it; that it was true, we were such people as they call heretics, but +that he was not the first Catholic that I had conversed with without +falling into any inconveniencies, or carrying the questions to any +height in debate; that he should not find himself the worse used for +being of a different opinion from us; and if we did not converse without +any dislike on either side, upon that score, it would be his fault, +not ours. + +He replied, that he thought our conversation might be easily separated +from disputes; that it was not his business to cap principles with every +man he discoursed with; and that he rather desired me to converse with +him as a _gentleman_ than as a _religieux_; that if I would give him +leave at any time to discourse upon religious subjects, he would readily +comply with it; and that then he did not doubt but I would allow him +also to defend his own opinions as well as he could; but that without my +leave he would not break in upon me with any such thing. + +He told me farther, that he would not cease to do all that became him in +his office as a priest, as well as a private Christian, to procure the +good of the ship, and the safety of all that was in her; and though +perhaps we would not join with him, and he could not pray with us, he +hoped he might pray for us, which he would do upon all occasions. In +this manner we conversed; and as he was of a most obliging +gentleman-like behaviour, so he was, if I may be allowed to say so, a +man of good sense, and, as I believe, of great learning. + +He gave me a most diverting account of his life, and of the many +extraordinary events of it; of many adventures which had befallen him in +the few years that he had been abroad in the world, and particularly +this was very remarkable; viz. that during the voyage he was now engaged +in he had the misfortune to be five times shipped and unshipped, and +never to go to the place whither any of the ships he was in were at +first designed: that his first intent was to have gone to Martinico, and +that he went on board a ship bound thither at St. Maloes; but being +forced into Lisbon in bad weather, the ship received some damage by +running aground in the mouth of the river Tagus, and was obliged to +unload her cargo there: that finding a Portuguese ship there, bound to +the Madeiras, and ready to sail, and supposing he should easily meet +with a vessel there bound to Martinico, he went on board in order to +sail to the Madeiras; but the master of the Portuguese ship being but an +indifferent mariner, had been out in his reckoning, and they drove to +Fyal; where, however, he happened to find a very good market for his +cargo, which was corn, and therefore resolved not to go to the Madeiras, +but to load salt at the isle of May, to go away to Newfoundland. He had +no remedy in the exigence but to go with the ship, and had a pretty good +voyage as far as the Banks, (so they call the place where they catch the +fish) where meeting with a French ship bound from France to Quebec, in +the river of Canada, and from thence to Martinico, to carry provisions, +he thought he should have an opportunity to complete his first design. +But when he came to Quebec the master of the ship died, and the ship +proceeded no farther. So the next voyage he shipped himself for France, +in the ship that was burnt, when we took them up at sea, and then +shipped them with us for the East Indies, as I have already said. Thus +he had been disappointed in five voyages, all, as I may call it, in one +voyage, besides what I shall have occasion to mention farther of the +same person. + +But I shall not make digressions into other men’s stories which have no +relation to my own. I return to what concerns our affair in the island. +He came to me one morning, for he lodged among us all the while we were +upon the island, and it happened to be just when I was going to visit +the Englishmen’s colony at the farthest part of the island; I say, he +came to me, and told me with a very grave countenance, that he had for +two or three days desired an opportunity of some discourse with me, +which he hoped would not be displeasing to me, because he thought it +might in some measure correspond with my general design, which was the +prosperity of my new colony, and perhaps might put it at least more than +he yet thought it was in the way of God’s blessing. + +I looked a little surprised at the last part of his discourse, and +turning a little short, “How, Sir,” said I, “can it be said, that we are +not in the way of God’s blessing, after such visible assistances and +wonderful deliverances as we have seen here, and of which I have given +you a large account?” + +“If you had pleased, Sir,” said he, with a world of modesty, and yet +with great readiness, “to have heard me, you would have found no room to +have been displeased, much less to think so hard of me, that I should +suggest, that you have not had wonderful assistances and deliverances; +and I hope, on your behalf, that you are in the way of God’s blessing, +and your design is exceeding good, and will prosper. But, Sir,” said he, +“though it were more so than is even possible to you, yet there may be +some among you that are not equally right in their actions; and you know +that in the story of Israel, one Achan, in the camp, removed God’s +blessing from them, and turned his hand so against them, that thirty-six +of them, though not concerned in the crime, were the objects of divine +vengeance, and bore the weight of that punishment.” + +I was sensibly touched with this discourse, and told him his inference +was so just, and the whole design seemed so sincere, and was really so +religious in its own nature, that I was very sorry I had interrupted +him, and begged him to go on; and in the meantime, because it seemed +that what we had both to say might take up some time, I told him I was +going to the Englishmens’ plantation, and asked him to go with me, and +we might discourse of it by the way. He told me he would more willingly +wait on me thither, because there, partly, the thing was acted which he +desired to speak to me about. So we walked on, and I pressed him to be +free and plain with me in what he had to say. + +“Why then, Sir,” says he, “be pleased to give me leave to lay down a few +propositions as the foundation of what I have to say, that we may not +differ in the general principles, though we may be of some differing +opinions in the practice of particulars. First, Sir, though we differ in +some of the doctrinal articles of religion, and it is very unhappy that +it is so, especially in the case before us, as I shall shew afterwards, +yet there are some general principles in which we both agree; viz. +first, that there is a God, and that this God, having given us some +stated general rules for our service and obedience, we ought not +willingly and knowingly to offend him, either by neglecting to do what +he has commanded, or by doing what he has expressly forbidden; and let +our different religions be what they will, this general principle is +readily owned by us all, that the blessing of God does not ordinarily +follow a presumptuous sinning against his command; and every good +Christian will be affectionately concerned to prevent any that are under +his care, living in a total neglect of God and his commands. It is not +your men being Protestants, whatever my opinion may be of such, that +discharges me from being concerned for their souls, and from +endeavouring, if it lies before me, that they should live in as little +distance from and enmity with their Maker as possible; especially if you +give me leave to meddle so far in your circuit.” + +I could not yet imagine, what he aimed at, and told him I granted all +he had said; and thanked him that he would so far concern himself for +us; and begged he would explain the particulars of what he had observed, +that, like Joshua, (to take his own parable) I might put away the +accursed thing from us. + +“Why then, Sir,” says he, “I will take the liberty you give me; and +there are three things which, if I am right, must stand in the way of +God’s blessing upon your endeavours here, and which I should rejoice, +for your sake, and their own, to see removed. And, Sir,” says he, “I +promise myself that you will fully agree with me in them all as soon as +I name them; especially because I shall convince you that every one of +them may with great ease, and very much to your satisfaction, be +remedied.” + +He gave me no leave to put in any more civilities, but went on: “First, +Sir,” says he, “you have here four Englishmen, who have fetched women +from among the savages, and have taken them as their wives, and have had +many children by them all, and yet are not married to them after any +stated legal manner, as the laws of God and man require; and therefore +are yet, in the sense of both, no less than adulterers, and living in +adultery. To this, Sir,” says he, “I know you will object, that there +was no clergyman or priest of any kind, or of any profession, to perform +the ceremony; nor any pen and ink, or paper, to write down a contract of +marriage, and have it signed between them. And I know also, Sir, what +the Spaniard governor has told you; I mean of the agreement that he +obliged them to make when they took these women, viz. that they should +choose them out by consent, and keep separately to them; which, by the +way, is nothing of a marriage, no agreement with the women as wives, but +only an agreement among themselves, to keep them from quarrelling. + +“But, Sir, the essence of the sacrament of matrimony (so he called it, +being a Roman) consists not only in the mutual consent of the parties to +take one another as man and wife, but in the formal and legal +obligation that there is in the contract to compel the man and woman at +all times to own and acknowledge each other; obliging the man to abstain +from all other women, to engage in no other contract while these +subsist; and on all occasions, as ability allows, to provide honestly +for them and their children; and to oblige the women to the same, on +like conditions, _mutatis mutandis_, on their side. + +“Now, Sir,” says he, “these men may, when they please, or when occasion +presents, abandon these women, disown their children, leave them to +perish, and take other women and marry them whilst these are living.” +And here he added, with some warmth, “How, Sir, is God honoured in this +unlawful liberty? And how shall a blessing succeed your endeavours in +this place, however good in themselves, and however sincere in your +design, while these men, who at present are your subjects, under your +absolute government and dominion, are allowed by you to live in open +adultery?” + +I confess I was struck at the thing itself, but much more with the +convincing arguments he supported it with. For it was certainly true, +that though they had no clergyman on the spot, yet a formal contract on +both sides, made before witnesses, and confirmed by any token which they +had all agreed to be bound by, though it had been but the breaking a +stick between them, engaging the men to own these women for their wives +upon all occasions, and never to abandon them or their children, and the +women to the same with their husbands, had been an effectual lawful +marriage in the sight of God, and it was a great neglect that it was +not done. + +But I thought to have gotten off with my young priest by telling him, +that all that part was done when I was not here; and they had lived so +many years with them now, that if it was adultery it was past remedy, +they could do nothing in it now. + +“Sir,” says he, “asking your pardon for such freedom, you are right in +this; that it being done in your absence, you could not be charged with +that part of the crime. But I beseech you, matter not yourself that you +are not therefore under an obligation to do your uttermost now to put an +end to it. How can you think, but that, let the time past lie on whom it +will, all the guilt for the future will lie entirely upon you? Because +it is certainly in your power now to put an end to it, and in nobody’s +power but yours.” + +I was so dull still, that I did not take him right, but I imagined that +by putting an end to it he meant that I should part them, and not suffer +them to live together any longer; and I said to him I could not do that +by any means, for that it would put the whole island in confusion. He +seemed surprised that I should so far mistake him. “No, Sir,” says he, +“I do not mean that you should separate them, but legally and +effectually marry them now. And, Sir, as my way of marrying may not be +so easy to reconcile them to, though it will be as effectual even by +your own laws; so your way may be as well before God, and as valid among +men; I mean by a written contract signed by both man and woman, and by +all the witnesses present; which all the laws of Europe would decree to +be valid.” + +I was amazed to see so much true piety, and so much sincerity of zeal, +besides the unusual impartiality in his discourse, as to his own party +or church, and such a true warmth for the preserving people that he had +no knowledge of or relation to; I say, for preserving them from +transgressing the laws of God; the like of which I had indeed not met +with any where. But recollecting what he had said of marrying them by a +written contract, which I knew would stand too, I returned it back upon +him, and told him I granted all that he had said to be just, and on his +part very kind; that I would discourse with the men upon the point now +when I came to them. And I knew no reason why they should scruple to let +him marry them all; which I knew well enough would be granted to be as +authentic and valid in England as if they were married by one of our own +clergymen. What was afterwards done in this matter I shall speak of +by itself. + +I then pressed him to tell me what was the second complaint which he had +to make, acknowledging I was very much his debtor for the first, and +thanked him heartily for it. He told me he would use the same freedom +and plainness in the second, and hoped I would take it as well; and this +was, that notwithstanding these English subjects of mine, as he called +them, had lived with these women for almost seven years, and had taught +them to speak English, and even to read it, and that they were, as he +perceived, women of tolerable understanding and capable of instruction; +yet they had not, to this hour taught them any thing of the Christian +religion; no not so much as to know that there was a God, or a worship, +or in what manner God was to be served; or that their own idolatry, and +worshipping they knew not who, was false and absurd. + +This, he said, was an unaccountable neglect, and what God would +certainly call them to an account for; and perhaps at last take the work +out of their hands. He spoke this very affectionately and warmly. “I am +persuaded,” says he, “had those men lived in the savage country whence +their wives came, the savages would have taken more pains to have +brought them to be idolaters, and to worship the devil, than any of +these men, so far as I can see, has taken with them to teach them the +knowledge of the true God. Now, Sir,” said he, “though I do not +acknowledge your religion, or you mine, yet we should be all glad to see +the devil’s servants, and the subjects of his kingdom, taught to know +the general principles of the Christian religion; that they might at +least hear of God, and of a Redeemer, and of the resurrection, and of a +future state, things which we all believe; they had at least been so +much nearer coming into the bosom of the true church, than they are now +in the public profession of idolatry and devil-worship.” + +I could hold no longer; I took him in my arms, and embraced him with an +excess of passion. “How far,” said I to him, “have I been from +understanding the most essential part of a Christian, viz. to love the +interest of the Christian church, and the good of other men’s souls! I +scarce have known what belongs to being a Christian.”—“O, Sir, do not +say so,” replied he; “this thing is not your fault.”—“No,” said I; “but +why did I never lay it to heart as well as you?”—“It is not too late +yet,” said he; “be not too forward to condemn yourself.”—“But what can +be done now?” said I; “you see I am going away.”—“Will you give me +leave,” said he, “to talk with these poor men about it?”—“Yes, with all +my heart,” said I, “and I will oblige them to give heed to what you say +too.”—“As to that,” said he, “we must leave them to the mercy of +Christ; but it is our business to assist them, encourage them, and +instruct them; and if you will give me leave, and God his blessing, I do +not doubt but the poor ignorant souls shall be brought home into the +great circle of Christianity, if not into the particular faith that we +all embrace; and that even while you stay here.” Upon this I said, “I +shall not only give you leave, but give you a thousand thanks for it.” +What followed on this account I shall mention also again in its place. + +I now pressed him for the third article in which we were to blame. “Why +really,” says he, “it is of the same nature, and I will proceed (asking +your leave) with the same plainness as before; it is about your poor +savages yonder, who are, as I may say, your conquered subjects. It is a +maxim, Sir, that is, or ought to be received among all Christians, of +what church, or pretended church soever, viz. that Christian knowledge +ought to be propagated by all possible means, and on all possible +occasions. It is on this principle that our church sends missionaries +into Persia, India, and China; and that our clergy, even of the +superior sort, willingly engage in the most hazardous voyages, and the +most dangerous residence among murderers and barbarians, to teach them +the knowledge of the true God, and to bring them over to embrace the +Christian faith. Now, Sir, you have an opportunity here to have six or +seven-and-thirty poor savages brought over from idolatry to the +knowledge of God, their Maker and Redeemer, that I wonder how you can +pass by such an occasion of doing good, which is really worth the +expense of a man’s whole life.” + +I was now struck dumb indeed, and had not one word to say; I had here a +spirit of true Christian zeal for God and religion before me, let his +particular principles be of what kind soever. As for me, I had not so +much as entertained a thought of this in my heart before, and I believe +should not have thought of it; for I looked upon these savages as +slaves, and people whom, had we any work for them to do, we would have +used as such, or would have been glad to have transported them to any +other part of the world; for our business was to get rid of them, and we +would all have been satisfied if they had been sent to any country, so +they had never seen their own. But to the case: I say I was confounded +at his discourse, and knew not what answer to make him. He looked +earnestly at me, seeing me in some disorder; “Sir,” said he, “I shall be +very sorry, if what I have said gives you any offence.”—“No, no,” said +I, “I am offended with nobody but myself; but I am perfectly confounded, +not only to think that I should never take any notice of this before, +but with reflecting what notice I am able to take of it now. You know, +Sir,” said I, “what circumstances I am in; I am bound to the East +Indies, in a ship freighted by merchants, and to whom it would be an +insufferable piece of injustice to detain their ship here, the men lying +all this while at victuals and wages upon the owners’ account. It is +true, I agreed to be allowed twelve days here, and if I stay more I +must pay 32 sterling per diem demurrage; nor can I stay upon demurrage +above eight days more, and I have been here thirteen days already; so +that I am perfectly unable to engage in this work; unless I would suffer +myself to be left behind here again; in which case, if this single ship +should miscarry in any part of her voyage, I should be just in the same +condition that I was left in here at first, and from which I have been +so wonderfully delivered.” + +He owned the case was very hard upon me as to my voyage, but laid it +home upon my conscience, whether the blessing of saving seven-and-thirty +souls was not worth my venturing all I had in the world for. I was not +so sensible of that as he was, and I returned upon him thus: “Why, Sir, +it is a valuable thing indeed to be an instrument in God’s hand to +convert seven-and-thirty heathens to the knowledge of Christ: but as you +are an ecclesiastic, and are given over to that work, so that it seems +naturally to fall into the way of your profession, how is it then that +you do not rather offer yourself to undertake it, than press me to it!” + +Upon this he faced about, just before me, as he walked along, and +pulling me to a full stop, made me a very low bow: “I most heartily +thank God, and you, Sir,” says he, “for giving me so evident a call to +so blessed a work; and if you think yourself discharged from it, and +desire me to undertake it, I will most readily do it, and think it a +happy reward for all of the hazards and difficulties of such a broken +disappointed voyage as I have met with, that I have dropped at last into +so glorious a work.” + +I discovered a kind of rapture in his face while he spoke this to me; +his eyes sparkled like fire, his face bowed, and his colour came and +went as if he had been falling into fits; in a word, he was tired with +the agony of being embarked in such a work. I paused a considerable +while before I could tell what to say to him, for I was really surprised +to find a man of such sincerity and zeal, and carried out in his zeal +beyond the ordinary rate of men, not of his profession only, but even of +any profession whatsoever. But after I had considered it awhile, I asked +him seriously if he was in earnest, and that he would venture on the +single consideration of an attempt on those poor people, to be locked up +in an unplanted island for perhaps his life, and at last might not know +whether he should be able to do them any good or not? + +He turned short upon me, and asked me what I called a venture? “Pray, +Sir,” said he, “what do you think I consented to go in your ship to the +East Indies for?”—“Nay,” said I, “that I know not, unless it was to +preach to the Indians.”—“Doubtless it was,” said he; “and do you think +if I can convert these seven-and-thirty men to the faith of Christ, it +is not worth my time, though I should never be fetched off the island +again? Nay, is it not infinitely of more worth to save so many souls +than my life is, or the life of twenty more of the same profession? Yes, +Sir,” says he, “I would give Christ and the Blessed Virgin thanks all my +days, if I could be made the least happy instrument of saving the souls +of these poor men though I was never to set my foot off this island, or +see my native country any more. But since you will honour me,” says he, +“with putting me into this work, (for which I will pray for you all the +days of my life) I have one humble petition to you,” said he +“besides.”—“What is that?” said I. “Why,” says he, “it is, that you +will leave your man Friday with me, to be my interpreter to them, and to +assist me for without some help I cannot speak to them, or they to me.” + +I was sensibly troubled at his requesting Friday, because I could not +think of parting with him, and that for many reasons. He had been the +companion of my travels; he was not only faithful to me, but sincerely +affectionate to the last degree; and I had resolved to do something +considerable for him if he out-lived me, as it was probable he would. +Then I knew that as I had bred Friday up to be a Protestant, it would +quite confound him to bring him to embrace another profession; and he +would never, while his eyes were open, believe that his old master was a +heretic, and would be damned; and this might in the end ruin the poor +fellow’s principles, and so turn him back again to his first idolatry. + +However, a sudden thought relieved me in this strait, and it was this: I +told him I could not say that I was willing to part with Friday on any +account whatever; though a work that to him was of more value than his +life, ought to me to be of much more value than the keeping or parting +with a servant. But on the other hand, I was persuaded, that Friday +would by no means consent to part with me; and then to force him to it +without his consent would be manifest injustice, because I had promised +I would never put him away, and he had promised and engaged to me that +he would never leave me unless I put him away. + +He seemed very much concerned at it; for he had no rational access to +these poor people, seeing he did not understand one word of their +language, nor they one word of his. To remove this difficulty, I told +him Friday’s father had learnt Spanish, which I found he also +understood, and he should serve him for an interpreter; so he was much +better satisfied, and nothing could persuade him but he would stay to +endeavour to convert them; but Providence gave another and very happy +turn to all this. + +I come back now to the first part of his objections. When we came to the +Englishmen I sent for them all together; and after some accounts given +them of what I had done for them, viz. what necessary things I had +provided for them, and how they were distributed, which they were +sensible of, and very thankful for; I began to talk to them of the +scandalous life they led, and gave them a full account of the notice the +clergyman had already taken of it; and arguing how unchristian and +irreligious a life it was, I first asked them if they were married men +or bachelors? They soon explained their condition to me, and shewed me +that two of them were widowers, and the other three were single men or +bachelors. I asked them with what conscience they could take these +women, and lie with them as they had done, call them their wives, and +have so many children by them, and not be married lawfully to them? + +They all gave me the answer that I expected, viz. that there was nobody +to marry them; that they agreed before the governor to keep them as +their wives; and to keep them and own them as their wives; and they +thought, as things stood with them, they were as legally married as if +they had been married by a parson, and with all the formalities in +the world. + +I told them that no doubt they were married in the sight of God, and +were bound in conscience to keep them as their wives; but that the laws +of men being otherwise, they might pretend they were not married, and so +desert the poor women and children hereafter; and that their wives, +being poor, desolate women, friendless and moneyless, would have no way +to help themselves: I therefore told them, that unless I was assured of +their honest intent, I could do nothing for them; but would take care +that what I did should be for the women and children without them; and +that unless they would give some assurances that they would marry the +women, I could not think it was convenient they should continue together +as man and wife; for that it was both scandalous to men and offensive to +God, who they could not think would bless them if they went on thus. + +All this passed as I expected; and they told me, especially Will Atkins, +who seemed now to speak for the rest, that they loved their wives as +well as if they had been born in their own native country, and would not +leave them upon any account whatever; and they did verily believe their +wives were as virtuous and as modest, and did to the utmost of their +skill as much for them and for their children as any women could +possibly do, and they would not part with them on any account: and Will +Atkins for his own particular added, if any man would take him away, and +offer to carry him home to England, and to make him captain of the best +man of war in the navy, he would not go with him if he might not carry +his wife and children with him; and if there was a clergyman in the +ship, he would be married to her now with all his heart. + +This was just as I would have it. The priest was not with me at that +moment, but was not far off. So to try him farther, I told him I had a +clergyman with me, and if he was sincere I would have him married the +next morning, and bade him consider of it, and talk with the rest. He +said, as for himself, he need not consider of it at all, for he was very +ready to do it, and was glad I had a minister with me; and he believed +they would be all willing also. I then told him that my friend the +minister was a Frenchman, and could not speak English, but that I would +act the clerk between them. He never so much as asked me whether he was +a Papist or Protestant, which was indeed what I was afraid of. But I say +they never inquired about it. So we parted; I went back to my clergyman, +and Will Atkins went in to talk with his companions. I desired the +French gentleman not to say any thing to them till the business was +thorough ripe, and I told him what answer the men had given me. + +Before I went from their quarter they all came to me, and told me, they +had been considering what I had said; that they were very glad to hear I +had a clergyman in my company; and they were very willing to give me the +satisfaction I desired, and to be formally married as soon as I pleased; +for they were far from desiring to part from their wives; and that they +meant nothing but what was very honest when they chose them. So I +appointed them to meet me the next morning, and that in the mean time +they should let their wives know the meaning of the marriage law; and +that it was not only to prevent any scandal, but also to oblige them +that they should not forsake them, whatever might happen. + +The women were easily made sensible of the meaning of the thing, and +were very well satisfied with it, as indeed they had reason to be; so +they failed not to attend all together at my apartment next morning, +where I brought out my clergyman: and though he had not on a minister’s +gown, after the manner of England, or the habit of a priest, after the +manner of France; yet having a black vest, something like a cassock, +with a sash round it, he did not look very unlike a minister; and as for +his language I was interpreter. + +But the seriousness of his behaviour to them, and the scruple he made of +marrying the women because they were not baptized, and professed +Christians, gave them an exceeding reverence for his person; and there +was no need after that to inquire whether he was a clergyman or no. + +Indeed I was afraid his scruple would have been carried so far as that +he would not have married them at all: nay, notwithstanding all I was +able to say to him, he resisted me, though modestly, yet very steadily; +and at last refused absolutely to marry them, unless he had first talked +with the men and the women too; and though at first I was a little +backward to it, yet at last I agreed to it with a good will, perceiving +the sincerity of his design. + +When he came to them, he let them know that I had acquainted him with +their circumstances, and with the present design; that he was very +willing to perform that part of his function, and marry them as I had +desired; but that before he could do it, he must take the liberty to +talk with them. He told them that in the sight of all different men, and +in the sense of the laws of society, they had lived all this while in an +open adultery; and that it was true that nothing but the consenting to +marry, or effectually separating them from one another now, could put +an end to it; but there was a difficulty in it too, with respect to the +laws of Christian matrimony, which he was not fully satisfied about, +viz. that of marrying one that is a professed Christian to a savage, an +idolater, and a heathen, one that is not baptized; and yet that he did +not see that there was time left for it to endeavour to persuade the +women to be baptized, or to profess the name of Christ, whom they had, +he doubted, heard nothing of, and without which they could not +be baptized. + +He told me he doubted they were but indifferent Christians themselves; +that they had but little knowledge of God or his ways, and therefore he +could not expect that they had said much to their wives on that head +yet; but that unless they would promise him to use their endeavours with +their wives to persuade them to become Christians, and would as well as +they could instruct them in the knowledge and belief of God that made +them, and to worship Jesus Christ that redeemed them, he could not marry +them; for he would have no hand in joining Christians with savages; nor +was it consistent with the principles of the Christian religion, and was +indeed expressly forbidden in God’s law. + +They heard all this very attentively, and I delivered it very faithfully +to them from his mouth, as near his own words as I could, only sometimes +adding something of my own, to convince them how just it was, and how I +was of his mind: and I always very faithfully distinguished between what +I said from myself and what were the clergyman’s words. They told me it +was very true what the gentleman had said, that they were but very +indifferent Christians themselves, and that they had never talked to +their wives about religion.—“Lord, Sir,” says Will Atkins, “how should +we teach them religion? Why, we know nothing ourselves; and besides, +Sir,” said he, “should we go to talk to them of God, and Jesus Christ, +and heaven and hell, it would be to make them laugh at us, and ask us +what we believe ourselves? and if we should tell them we believe all +the things that we speak of to them, such as of good people going to +heaven, and wicked people to the devil, they would ask us, where we +intended to go ourselves who believe all this, and yet are such wicked +fellows, as we indeed are: why, Sir,” said Will, “’tis enough to give +them a surfeit of religion, at that hearing: folks must have some +religion themselves before they pretend to teach other people.”—“Will +Atkins,” said I to him, “though I am afraid what you say has too much +truth in it, yet can you not tell your wife that she is in the wrong; +that there is a God, and a religion better than her own; that her gods +are idols; that they can neither hear nor speak; that there is a great +Being that made all things, and that can destroy all that he has made; +that he rewards the good, and punishes the bad; that we are to be judged +by him, at last, for all we do here? You are not so ignorant but even +nature itself will teach you that all this is true; and I am satisfied +you know it all to be true, and believe it yourself.” + +“That’s true, Sir,” said Atkins; “but with what face can I say any thing +to my wife of all this, when she will tell me immediately it cannot +be true?” + +“Not true!” said I; “what do you mean by that?”—“Why, Sir,” said he, +“she will tell me it cannot be true: that this God (I shall tell her of) +can be just, or can punish or reward, since I am not punished and sent +to the devil, that have been such a wicked creature as she knows I have +been, even to her, and to every body else; and that I should be suffered +to live, that have been always acting so contrary to what I must tell +her is good, and to what I ought to have done.” + +“Why truly, Atkins,” said I, “I am afraid thou speakest too much truth;” +and with that I let the clergyman know what Atkins had said, for he was +impatient to know. “O!” said the priest, “tell him there is one thing +will make him the best minister in the world to his wife, and that is +repentance; for none teach repentance like true penitents. He wants +nothing but to repent, and then he will be so much the better qualified +to instruct his wife; he will then be able to tell her, that there is +not only a God, and that he is the just rewarder of good and evil; but +that he is a merciful Being, and, with infinite goodness and +long-suffering, forbears to punish those that offend; waiting to be +gracious, and willing not the death of a sinner, but rather that he +should return and live; that he often suffers wicked men to go on a long +time, and even reserves damnation to the general day of retribution: +that it is a clear evidence of God, and of a future state, that +righteous men receive not their reward, or wicked men their punishment, +till they come into another world; and this will lend him to teach his +wife the doctrine of the resurrection, and of the last judgment: let him +but repent for himself, he will be an excellent preacher of repentance +to his wife.” + +I repeated all this to Atkins, who looked very serious all the while, +and who, we could easily perceive, was more than ordinarily affected +with it: when being eager, and hardly suffering me to make an end—“I +know all this, master,” says he, “and a great deal more; but I han’t the +impudence to talk thus to my wife, when God and my own conscience knows, +and my wife will be an undeniable evidence against me, that I have lived +as if I never heard of God, or a future state, or any thing about it; +and to talk of my repenting, alas! (and with that he fetched a deep +sigh; and I could see that tears stood in his eyes,) ’tis past all that +with me.”—“Past it, Atkins!” said I; “what dost thou mean by that?”—“I +know well enough what I mean, Sir,” says he; “I mean ’tis too late; and +that is too true.” + +I told my clergyman word for word what he said. The poor zealous priest +(I must call him so; for, be his opinion what it will, he had certainly +a most singular affection for the good of other men’s souls; and it +would be hard to think he had not the like for his own)—I say, this +zealous, affectionate man could not refrain tears also: but recovering +himself, he said to me, “Ask him but one question: Is he easy that it is +too late, or is he troubled, and wishes it were not so?” I put the +question fairly to Atkins; and he answered with a great deal of passion, +“How could any man be easy in a condition that certainly must end in +eternal destruction?” That he was far from being easy; but that, on the +contrary, he believed it would one time or the other ruin him. + +“What do you mean by that?” said I.—“Why,” he said, “he believed he +should, one time or another, cut his own throat to put an end to the +terror of it.” + +The clergyman shook his head, with a great concern in his face, when I +told him all this; but turning quick to me upon it, said, “If that be +his case, you may assure him it is not too late; Christ will give him +repentance. But pray,” says he, “explain this to him, that as no man is +saved but by Christ, and the merit of his passion, procuring divine +mercy for him, how can it be too late for any man to receive mercy? Does +he think he is able to sin beyond the power or reach of divine mercy? +Pray tell him, there may be a time when provoked mercy will no longer +strive, and when God may refuse to hear; but that ’tis never too late +for men to ask mercy; and we that are Christ’s servants are commanded to +preach mercy at all times, in the name of Jesus Christ, to all those +that sincerely repent: so that ’tis never too late to repent.” + +I told Atkins all this, and he heard me with great earnestness; but it +seemed as if he turned off the discourse to the rest; for he said to me +he would go and have some talk with his wife: so he went out awhile, and +we talked to the rest. I perceived they were all stupidly ignorant as to +matters of religion; much as I was when I went rambling away from my +father; and yet that there were none of them backward to hear what had +been said; and all of them seriously promised that they would talk with +their wives about it, and do their endeavour to persuade them to turn +Christians. + +The clergyman smiled upon me when I reported what answer they gave, but +said nothing a good while; but at last shaking his head, “We that are +Christ’s servants,” says he, “can go no farther than to exhort and +instruct; and when men comply, submit to the reproof, and promise what +we ask, ’tis all we can do; we are bound to accept their good words; but +believe me, Sir,” said he, “whatever you may have known of the life of +that man you call William Atkins, I believe he is the only sincere +convert among them; I take that man to be a true penitent; I won’t +despair of the rest; but that man is perfectly struck with the sense of +his past life; and I doubt not but when he comes to talk of religion to +his wife, he will talk himself effectually into it; for attempting to +teach others is sometimes the best way of teaching ourselves. I knew a +man,” added he, “who having nothing but a summary notion of religion +himself, and being wicked and profligate to the last degree in his life, +made a thorough reformation in himself by labouring to convert a Jew: +and if that poor Atkins begins but once to talk seriously of Jesus +Christ to his wife, my life for it he talks himself into a thorough +convert, makes himself a penitent; and who knows what may follow?” + +Upon this discourse, however, and their promising as above to endeavour +to persuade their wives to embrace Christianity, he married the other +three couple; but Will Atkins and his wife were not yet come in. After +this, my clergyman waiting awhile, was curious to know where Atkins was +gone; and turning to me, says he, “I entreat you, Sir, let us walk out +of your labyrinth here and look; I dare say we shall find this poor man +somewhere or other, talking seriously with his wife, and teaching her +already something of religion.” I began to be of the same mind; so we +went out together, and I carried him a way which none knew but myself, +and where the trees were so thick set, as that it was not easy to see +through the thicket of leaves, and far harder to see in than to see +out; when coming to the edge of the wood I saw Atkins, and his tawny +savage wife, sitting under the shade of a bush, very eager in discourse. +I stopped short till my clergyman came up to me, and then having shewed +him where they were, we stood and looked very steadily at them a +good while. + +We observed him very earnest with her, pointing up to the sun, and to +every quarter of the heavens; then down to the earth, then out to the +sea, then to himself, then to her, to the woods, to the trees. “Now,” +says my clergyman, “you see my words are made good; the man preaches to +her; mark him; now he is telling her that our God has made him, and her, +and the heavens, the earth, the sea, the woods, the trees, &c.”—“I +believe he is,” said I. Immediately we perceived Will Atkins start up +upon his feet, fall down upon his knees, and lift up both his hands; we +supposed he said something, but we could not hear him; it was too far +off for that: he did not continue kneeling half a minute, but comes and +sits down again by his wife, and talks to her again. We perceived then +the woman very attentive, but whether she said any thing or no we could +not tell. While the poor fellow was upon his knees, I could see the +tears run plentifully down my clergyman’s cheeks; and I could hardly +forbear myself; but it was a great affliction to us both, that we were +not near enough to hear any thing that passed between them. + +Well, however, we could come no nearer for fear of disturbing them; so +we resolved to see an end of this piece of still conversation, and it +spoke loud enough to us without the help of voice. He sat down again, as +I have said, close by her, and talked again earnestly to her, and two or +three times we could see him embrace her passionately; another time we +saw him take out his handkerchief and wipe her eyes, and then kiss her +again, with a kind of transport very unusual; and after several of these +things, we saw him on a sudden jump up again and lend her his hand to +help her up, when immediately leading her by the hand a step or two, +they both kneeled down together, and continued so about two minutes. + +My friend could bear it no longer, but cries out aloud, “St. Paul, St. +Paul, behold he prayeth!”—I was afraid Atkins would hear him; therefore +I entreated him to withhold himself awhile, that we might see an end of +the scene, which to me, I must confess, was the most affecting, and yet +the most agreeable, that ever I saw in my life. Well, he strove with +himself, and contained himself for awhile, but was in such raptures of +joy to think that the poor heathen woman was become a Christian, that he +was not able to contain himself; he wept several times: then throwing up +his hands, and crossing his breast, said over several things +ejaculatory, and by way of giving God thanks for so miraculous a +testimony of the success of our endeavours: some he spoke softly, and I +could not well hear; others audibly; some in Latin, some in French; then +two or three times the tears of joy would interrupt him, that he could +not speak at all. But I begged that he would compose himself, and let us +more narrowly and fully observe what was before us, which he did for a +time, and the scene was not ended there yet; for after the poor man and +his wife were risen again from their knees, we observed he stood talking +still eagerly to her; and we observed by her motion that she was greatly +affected with what he said, by her frequent lifting up her hands, laying +her hand to her breast, and such other postures as usually express the +greatest seriousness and attention. This continued about half a quarter +of an hour, and then they walked away too; so that we could see no more +of them in that situation. + +I took this interval to talk with my clergyman: and first I told him, I +was glad to see the particulars we had both been witnesses to; that +though I was hard enough of belief in such cases, yet that I began to +think it was all very sincere here, both in the man and his wife, +however ignorant they both might be; and I hoped such a beginning would +have yet a more happy end: “And who knows,” said I, “but these two may +in time, by instruction and example, work upon some of the +others?”—“Some of them!” said he, turning quick upon me, “ay, upon all +of them: depend upon it, if those two savages (for _he_ has been but +little better as you relate it) should embrace Jesus Christ, they will +never leave till they work upon all the rest; for true religion is +naturally communicative, and he that is once made a Christian will never +leave a Pagan behind him if he can help it,” I owned it was a most +Christian principle to think so, and a testimony of a true zeal, as well +as a generous heart in him. “But, my friend,” said I, “will you give me +liberty to start one difficulty here? I cannot tell how to object the +least thing against that affectionate concern which you shew for the +turning the poor people from their Paganism to the Christian religion; +but how does this comfort you, while these people are, in your account, +out of the pale of the Catholic church, without which, you believe, +there is no salvation; so that you esteem these but heretics still; and, +for other reasons, as effectually lost as the Pagans themselves?” + +To this he answered with abundance of candour and Christian charity, +thus: “Sir, I am a Catholic of the Roman church, and a priest of the +order of St. Benedict, and I embrace all the principles of the Roman +faith. But yet, if you will believe me, and this I do not speak in +compliment to you, or in respect to my circumstances and your +civilities; I say, nevertheless, I do not look upon you, who call +yourselves reformed, without some charity: I dare not say, though I know +it is our opinion in general, yet I dare not say, that you cannot be +saved; I will by no means limit the mercy of Christ, so far as to think +that he cannot receive you into the bosom of his church, in a manner to +us imperceivable, and which it is impossible for us to know; and I hope +you have the same charity for us. I pray daily for your being all +restored to Christ’s church, by whatsoever methods he, who is all-wise, +is pleased to direct. In the mean time, sure you will allow it to +consist with me, as a Roman, to distinguish far between a Protestant and +a Pagan; between him that calls on Jesus Christ, though in a way which I +do not think is according to the true faith; and a savage, a barbarian, +that knows no God, no Christ, no Redeemer at all; and if you are not +within the pale of the Catholic church, we hope you are nearer being +restored to it than those that know nothing at all of God or his church. +I rejoice, therefore, when I see this poor man, who, you say, has been a +profligate, and almost a murderer, kneel down and pray to Jesus Christ, +as we suppose he did, though not fully enlightened; believing that God, +from whom every such work proceeds, will sensibly touch his heart, and +bring him to the further knowledge of the truth in his own time; and if +God shall influence this poor man to convert and instruct the ignorant +savage his wife, I can never believe that he shall be cast away himself; +and have I not reason then to rejoice, the nearer any are brought to the +knowledge of Christ, though they may not be brought quite home into the +bosom of the Catholic church, just at the time when I may desire it; +leaving it to the goodness of Christ to perfect his work in his own +time, and his own way? Certainly I would rejoice if all the savages in +America were brought, like this poor woman, to pray to God, though they +were to be all Protestants at first, rather than they should continue +pagans and heathens; firmly believing, that He who had bestowed that +first light upon them, would farther illuminate them with a beam of his +heavenly grace, and bring them into the pale of his church, when he +should see good.” + +I was astonished at the sincerity and temper of this truly pious Papist, +as much as I was oppressed by the power of his reasoning; and it +presently occurred to my thoughts, that if such a temper was universal, +we might be all Catholic Christians, whatever church or particular +profession we were joined to, or joined in; that a spirit of charity +would soon work us all up into right principles; and, in a word, as he +thought that the like charity would make us all Catholics, as I told +him, I believed had all the members of his church the like moderation +they would soon be all Protestants; and there we left that part, for we +never disputed at all. + +However, I talked to him another way; and taking him by the hand, “My +friend,” said I, “I wish all the clergy of the Roman church were blessed +with such moderation, and an equal share of your charity. I am entirely +of your opinion; but I must tell you, that if you should preach such +doctrine in Spain or Italy, they would put you into the Inquisition.” + +“It may be so,” said he; “I know not what they might do in Spain and +Italy; but I will not say they would be the better Christians for that +severity; for I am sure there is no heresy in too much charity.” + +Well, as Will Atkins and his wife were gone, our business there was +over; so we went back our own way; and when we came back we found them +waiting to be called in. Observing this, I asked my clergyman if we +should discover to him that we had seen him under the bush, or no; and +it was his opinion we should not; but that we should talk to him first, +and hear what he would say to us: so we called him in alone, nobody +being in the place but ourselves; and I began with him thus: + +“Will Atkins,” said I, “pr’ythee what education had you? What was your +father?” + +_W.A._ A better man than ever I shall be. Sir, my father was a +clergyman. + +_R.C._ What education did he give you? + +_W.A._ He would have taught me well, Sir; but I despised all education, +instruction, or correction, like a beast as I was. + +_R.C._ It is true, Solomon says, “He that despiseth reproof is brutish.” + +_W.A._ Ay, Sir, I was brutish indeed; I murdered my father; for God’s +sake, Sir, talk no more about that, Sir; I murdered my poor father. + +_Priest_. Ha! a murderer? + + [Here the priest started (for I interpreted every word as he + spoke it), and looked pale: it seems he believed that Will + had really killed his own father.] + +_R.C._ No, no, Sir, I do not understand him so. Will Atkins, explain +yourself: you did not kill your father, did you, with your own hands? + +_W.A._ No, Sir; I did not cut his throat; but I cut the thread of all +his comforts, and shortened his days; I broke his heart by the most +ungrateful, unnatural return for the most tender, affectionate treatment +that ever father gave, or child could receive. + +_R.C._ Well, I did not ask you about your father to extort this +confession; I pray God give you repentance for it, and forgive you that +and all your other sins; but I asked you, because I see that, though you +have not much learning, yet you are not so ignorant as some are in +things that are good; that you have known more of religion a great deal +than you have practised. + +_W.A._ Though you, Sir, did not extort the confession that I make about +my father, conscience does; and whenever we come to look back upon our +lives, the sins against our indulgent parents are certainly the first +that touch us; the wounds they make lie deepest; and the weight they +leave will lie heaviest upon the mind of all the sins we can commit. + +_R.C._ You talk too feelingly and sensible for me, Atkins; I cannot bear +it. + +_W.A. You_ bear it, master! I dare say you know nothing of it. + +_R.C._ Yes, Atkins, every shore, every hill, nay, I may say every tree +in this island, is witness to the anguish of my soul for my ingratitude +and base usage of a good tender father; a father much like yours by your +description; and I murdered my father as well as you, Will Atkins; but +think for all that, my repentance is short of yours too, by a +great deal. + + [I would have said more, if I could have restrained my + passions; but I thought this poor man’s repentance was so + much sincerer than mine, that I was going to leave off the + discourse and retire, for I was surprised with what he said, + and thought, that, instead of my going about to teach and + instruct him, the man was made a teacher and instructor to + me, in a most surprising and unexpected manner.] + +I laid all this before the young clergyman, who was greatly affected +with it, and said to me, “Did I not say, Sir, that when this man was +converted he would preach to us all? I tell you, Sir, if this one man be +made a true penitent, here will be no need of me, he will make +Christians of all in the island.” But having a little composed myself I +renewed my discourse with Will Atkins. + +“But, Will,” said I, “how comes the sense of this matter to touch you +just now?” + +_W.A._ Sir, you have set me about a work that has struck a dart through +my very soul; I have been talking about God and religion to my wife, in +order, as you directed me, to make a Christian of her; and she has +preached such a sermon to me as I shall never forget while I live. + +_R.C._ No, no; it is not your wife has preached to you; but when you +were moving religious arguments to her, conscience has flung them +back upon you. + +_W.A._ Ay, Sir, with such a force as is not to be resisted. + +_R.C._ Pray, Will, let us know what passed between you and your wife; +for I know something of it already. + +_W.A._ Sir, it is impossible to give you a full account of it: I am too +full to hold it, and yet have no tongue to express it: but let her have +said what she will, and though I cannot give you an account of it, this +I can tell you of it, that I resolve to amend and reform my life. + +_R.C._ But tell us some of it. How did you begin Will? for this has been +an extraordinary case, that is certain; she has preached a sermon +indeed, if she has wrought this upon you. + +_W.A._ Why, I first told her the nature of our laws about marriage, and +what the reasons were that men and women were obliged to enter into such +compacts as it was neither in the power of one or other to break; that +otherwise, order and justice could not be maintained, and men would run +from their wives and abandon their children, mix confusedly with one +another, and neither families be kept entire, or inheritances be settled +by a legal descent. + +_R.C._ You talk like a civilian, Will. Could you make her understand +what you meant by inheritance and families? They know no such thing +among the savages, but marry any how, without any regard to relation, +consanguinity, or family; brother and sister, nay, as I have been told, +even the father and daughter, and the son and the mother. + +_W.A._ I believe, Sir, you are misinformed;—my wife assures me of the +contrary, and that they abhor it. Perhaps for any further relations they +may not be so exact as we are; but she tells me they never touch one +another in the near relations you speak of. + +_R.C._ Well, what did she say to what you told her? + +_W.A._ She said she liked it very well; and it was much better than in +her country. + +_R.C._ But did you tell her what marriage was? + +_W.A._ Ay, ay, there began all our dialogue. I asked her, if she would +be married to me our way? She asked me, what way that was? I told her +marriage was appointed of God; and here we had a strange talk together +indeed, as ever man and wife had, I believe. + + [N.B. This dialogue between W. Atkins and his wife, as I took + it down in writing just after he told it me, was as follows:] + +_Wife_. Appointed by your God! Why, have you a God in your country? + +_W.A._ Yes, my dear; God is in every country. + +_Wife._ No your God in my country; my country have the great old +Benamuckee God. + +_W.A._ Child, I am very unfit to shew you who God is; God is in heaven, +and made the heaven and the earth, the sea, and all that in them is. + +_Wife._ No makee de earth; no you God makee de earth; no make my +country. + + [W.A. laughed a little at her expression of God not making + her country.] + +_Wife._ No laugh: why laugh me? This no ting to laugh. + + [He was justly reproved by his wife, for she was more serious + than he at first.] + +_W.A._ That’s true, indeed; I will not laugh any more, my dear. + +_Wife._ Why you say, you God make all? + +_W.A._ Yes, child, our God made the whole world, and you, and me, and +all things; for he is the only true God; there is no God but he; he +lives for ever in heaven. + +_Wife._ Why you no tell me long ago? + +_W.A._ That’s true, indeed; but I have been a wicked wretch, and have +not only forgotten to acquaint thee with any thing before, but have +lived without God in the world myself. + +_Wife._ What have you de great God in your country, you no know him? No +say O to him? No do good ting for him? That no impossible! + +_W.A._ It is too true though, for all that: we live as if there was no +God in heaven, or that he had no power on earth. + +_Wife._ But why God let you do so? Why he no makee you good live! + +_W.A._ It is all our own fault. + +_Wife._ But you say me he is great, much great, have much great power; +can make kill when he will: why he no make kill when you no serve him? +no say O to him? no be good mans? + +_W.A._ That is true; he might strike me dead, and I ought to expect it; +for I have been a wicked wretch, that is true: but God is merciful, and +does not deal with us as we deserve. + +_Wife._ But then do not you tell God tankee for that too? + +_W.A._ No, Indeed; I have not thanked God for his mercy, any more than I +have feared God for his power. + +_Wife._ Then you God no God; me no tink, believe he be such one, great +much power, strong; no makee kill you, though you makee him much angry! + +_W.A._ What! will my wicked life hinder you from believing in God! What +a dreadful creature am I! And what a sad truth is it, that the horrid +lives of Christians hinder the conversion of heathens! + +_Wife._ Now me tink you have great much God up there, (_she points up to +heaven_) and yet no do well, no do good ting? Can he tell? Sure he no +tell what you do. + +_W.A._ Yes, yes, he knows and sees all things; he hears us speak, sees +what we do, knows what we think, though we do not speak. + +_Wife_ What! he no hear you swear, curse, speak the great damn? + +_W.A._ Yes, yes, he hears it all. + +_Wife._ Where be then the muchee great power strong? + +_W.A._ He is merciful; that is all we can say for it; and this proves +him to be the true God: he is God, and not man; and therefore we are +not consumed. + + [Here Will Atkins told us he was struck with horror to think + how he could tell his wife so clearly that God sees, and + hears, and knows the secret thoughts of the heart, and all + that we do; and yet that he had dared to do all the vile + things he had done.] + +_Wife._ Merciful! what you call dat? + +_W.A._ He is our father and maker; and he pities and spares us. + +_Wife._ So then he never makee kill, never angry when you do wicked; +then he no good himself, or no great able. + +_W.A._ Yes, yes, my dear; he is infinitely good, and infinitely great, +and able to punish too; and some times, to shew his justice and +vengeance, he lets fly his anger to destroy sinners and make examples; +many are cut off in their sins. + +_Wife._ But no makee kill you yet; then he tell you, may be, that he no +makee you kill, so you make de bargain with him, you do bad ting, he no +be angry at you, when he be angry at other mans? + +_W.A._ No, indeed, my sins are all presumptions upon his goodness; and +he would be infinitely just if he destroyed me as he has done other men. + +_Wife._ Well, and yet no kill, no makee you dead! What you say to him +for that? You no tell him tankee for all that too! + +_W.A._ I am an unthankful, ungrateful dog, that is true. + +_Wife._ Why he no makee you much good better? You say he makee you. + +_W.A._. He made me as he made all the world; ’tis I have deformed +myself, and abused his goodness, and have made myself an +abominable wretch. + +_Wife._ I wish you makee God know me; I no makee him angry; I no do bad +wicked ting. + + [Here Will Atkins said his heart sunk within him, to hear a + poor, untaught creature desire to be taught to know God, and + he such a wicked wretch that he could not say one word to her + about God, but what the reproach of his own carriage would + make most irrational to her to believe; nay, that already she + could not believe in God, because he that was so wicked was + not destroyed.] + +_W.A._ My dear, you mean you wish I could teach you to know God, not God +to know you, for he knows you already, and every thought in your heart. + +_Wife._ Why then he know what I say to you now; he know me wish to know +him; how shall me know who makee me? + +_W.A._ Poor creature, he must teach thee, I cannot teach thee; I’ll pray +to him to teach thee to know him; and to forgive me that I am unworthy +to teach thee. + + [The poor fellow was in such an agony at her desiring him to + make her know God, and her wishing to know him, that he said + he fell down on his knees before her, and prayed to God to + enlighten her mind with the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ, + and to pardon his sins, and accept of his being the unworthy + instrument of instructing her in the principles of religion; + after which he sat down by her again, and their dialogue + went on.] + + N.B. This was the time when we saw him kneel down and lift up + his hands. + +_Wife._ What you put down the knee for? What you hold up the hand for? +What you say? Who you speak to? What is that? + +_W.A._ My dear, I bow my knees in token of my submission to Him that +made me: I said O to him, as you call it, and as you say your old men do +to their idol Benamuckee; that is, I prayed to him. + +_Wife._ What you say O to him for? + +_W.A._ I prayed to him to open your eyes and your understanding, that +you may know him, and be accepted by him. + +_Wife._ Can he do that too? + +_W.A._ Yes, he can; he can do all things. + +_Wife._ But he no hear what you say? + +_W.A._ Yes, he has bid us pray to him; and promised to hear us. + +_Wife._ Bid you pray? When he bid you? How he bid you? What you hear him +speak? + +_W.A._ No, we do not hear him speak; but he has revealed himself many +ways to us. + + [Here he was at a great loss to make her understand that God + had revealed himself to us by his word; and what his word + was; but at last he told it her thus:] + +_W.A._ God has spoken to some good men in former days, even from heaven, +by plain words; and God has inspired good men by his Spirit; and they +have written all his laws down in a book. + +_Wife._ Me no understand that: where is book? + +_W.A._. Alas! my poor creature, I have not this book; but I hope I +shall, one time or other, get it for you to read it. + + [Here he embraced her with great affection; but with + inexpressible grief, that he had not a Bible.] + +_Wife._ But how you makee me know that God teachee them to write that +book? + +_W.A._ By the same rule that we know him to be God. + +_Wife._ What rule? what way you know? + +_W.A._ Because he teaches and commands nothing but what is good, +righteous, and holy, and tends to make us perfectly good, as well as +perfectly happy; and because he forbids, and commands us to avoid, all +that is wicked, that is evil in itself, or evil in its consequences. + +_Wife._ That me would understand, that me fain see; if he reward all +good thing, punish all wicked thing, he teachee all good thing, forbid +all wicked thing, he makee all thing, he give all thing; he hear me when +I say O to him, as you go to do just now; he makee me good if I wish be +good; he spare me, no makee kill me when I no be good; all this you say +he do: yes, he be great God; me take, think, believe him be great God; +me say O to him too with you, my dear. + +Here the poor man said he could forbear no longer; but, raising her up, +made her kneel by him; and he prayed to God aloud to instruct her in the +knowledge of himself by his Spirit; and that by some good providence, if +possible, she might some time or other come to have a Bible, that she +might read the word of God, and be taught by him to know him. + + [This was the time that we saw him lift her up by the hand, + and saw him kneel down by her, as above.] + +They had several other discourses, it seems, after this, too long to +set down here; and particularly she made him promise, that, since he +confessed his own life had been a wicked, abominable course of +provocation against God, he would reform it, and not make God angry any +more, lest he should make him dead, as she called it, and then she +should be left alone, and never be taught to know this God better; and +lest he should be miserable, as he told her wicked men should be +after death. + +This was a strange account, and very affecting to us both, but +particularly the young clergyman; he was indeed wonderfully surprised +with it; but under the greatest affliction imaginable that he could not +talk to her; that he could not speak English to make her understand him; +and as she spoke but very broken English he could not understand her. +However, he turned himself to me, and told me, that he believed there +must be more to do with this woman than to marry her. I did not +understand him at first, but at length he explained himself, viz. that +she ought to be baptized. + +I agreed with him in that part readily, and was for going about it +presently: “No, no; hold, Sir,” said he; “though I would have her +baptized by all means, yet I must observe, that Will Atkins, her +husband, has indeed brought her, in a wonderful manner, to be willing to +embrace a religious life; and has given her just ideas of the being of a +God, of his power, justice, and mercy; yet I desire to know of him, if +he has said any thing to her of Jesus Christ, and of the salvation of +sinners; of the nature of faith in him, and the redemption by him; of +the Holy Spirit, the Resurrection, the last judgment, and a +future state.” + +I called Will Atkins again, and asked him; but the poor fellow fell +immediately into tears, and told us he had said something to her of all +those things, but that he was himself so wicked a creature, and his own +conscience so reproached him with his horrid, ungodly life, that he +trembled at the apprehensions, that her knowledge of him should lessen +the attention she should give to those things, and make her rather +contemn religion than receive it: but he was assured, he said, that her +mind was so disposed to receive due impressions of all those things, +that, if I would but discourse with her, she would make it appear to my +satisfaction that my labour would not be lost upon her. + +Accordingly I called her in, and placing myself as interpreter between +my religious priest and the woman, I entreated him to begin with her. +But sure such a sermon was never preached by a popish priest in these +latter ages of the world: and, as I told him, I thought he had all the +zeal, all the knowledge, all the sincerity of a Christian, without the +errors of a Roman Catholic; and that I took him to be such a clergyman +as the Roman bishops were before the church of Rome assumed spiritual +sovereignty over the consciences of men. + +In a word, he brought the poor woman to embrace the knowledge of Christ, +and of redemption by him, not with wonder and astonishment only, as she +did the first notions of a God, but with joy and faith, with an +affection, and a surprising degree of understanding, scarce to be +imagined, much less to be expressed; and at her own request she +was baptized. + +When he was preparing to baptize her, I entreated him that he would +perform that office with some caution, that the man might not perceive +he was of the Roman church, if possible; because of other ill +consequences which might attend a difference among us in that very +religion which we were instructing the other in. He told me, that as he +had no consecrated chapel, nor proper things for the office, I should +see he would do it in a manner that I should not know by it that he was +a Roman Catholic himself if I had not known it before, and so he did; +for saying only some words over to himself in Latin, which I could not +understand, he poured a whole dishfull of water upon the woman’s head, +pronouncing in French very loud _Mary_ (which was the name her husband +desired me to give her, for I was her godfather,) _I baptize thee in +the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost_; so that +none could know any thing by it what religion he was of: he gave the +benediction afterwards in Latin; but either Will Atkins did not know but +it was in French, or else did not take notice of it at that time. + +As soon as this was over, he married them; and after the marriage was +over, he turned himself to Will Atkins, and in a very affectionate +manner exhorted him not only to persevere in that good disposition he +was in, but to support the convictions that were upon him by a +resolution to reform his life; told him it was in vain to say he +repented if he did not forsake his crimes; represented to him, how God +had honoured him with being the instrument of bringing his wife to the +knowledge of the Christian religion; and that he should be careful he +did not dishonour the grace of God; and that if he did, he would see the +heathen a better Christian than himself; the savage converted, and the +instrument cast away! + +He said a great many good things to them both, and then recommended +them, in a few words, to God’s goodness; gave them the benediction +again, I repeating every thing to them in English: and thus ended the +ceremony. I think it was the most pleasant, agreeable day to me that +ever I passed in my whole life. + +But my clergyman had not done yet; his thoughts hung continually upon +the conversion of the thirty-seven savages, and fain he would have staid +upon the island to have undertaken it; but I convinced him, first, that +his undertaking was impracticable in itself; and secondly, that, +perhaps, I could put it into a way of being done, in his absence, to his +satisfaction; of which by and by. + +Having thus brought the affair of the island to a narrow compass, I was +preparing to go on board the ship when the young man, whom I had taken +out of the famished ship’s company, came to me, and told me, he +understood I had a clergyman with me, and that I had caused the +Englishmen to be married to the savages whom they called wives; that he +had a match too, which he desired might be finished before I went, +between two Christians, which he hoped would not be disagreeable to me. + +I knew this must be the young woman who was his mother’s servant, for +there was no other Christian woman on the island. So I began to persuade +him not to do any thing of that kind rashly, or because he found himself +in this solitary circumstance. I represented that he had some +considerable substance in the world, and good friends, as I understood +by himself, and by his maid also; that the maid was not only poor, and a +servant, but was unequal to him, she being twenty-six or twenty-seven +years old, and he not above seventeen or eighteen; that he might very +probably, with my assistance, make a remove from this wilderness, and +come into his own country again, and that then it would be a thousand to +one but he would repent his choice, and the dislike of that circumstance +might be disadvantageous to both. I was going to say more, but he +interrupted me, smiling; and told me, with a great deal of modesty, that +I mistook in my guesses; that he had nothing of that kind in his +thoughts, his present circumstances being melancholy and disconsolate +enough; and he was very glad to hear that I had some thoughts of putting +them in a way to see their own country again; and that nothing should +have set him upon staying there, but that the voyage I was going was so +exceeding long and hazardous, and would carry him quite out of the reach +of all his friends; that he had nothing to desire of me, but that I +would settle him in some little property of the island where he was; +give him a servant or two, and some few necessaries, and he would settle +himself here like a planter, waiting the good time when, if ever I +returned to England, I would redeem him, and hoped I would not be +unmindful of him when I came to England; that he would give me some +letters to his friends in London, to let them know how good I had been +to him, and what part of the world, and what circumstances I had left +him in; and he promised me, that whenever I redeemed him, the +plantation, and all the improvements he had made upon it, let the value +be what it would, should be wholly mine. + +His discourse was very prettily delivered, considering his youth, and +was the more agreeable to me, because he told me positively the match +was not for himself. I gave him all possible assurances, that, if I +lived to come safe to England, I would deliver his letters, and do his +business effectually, and that he might depend I would never forget the +circumstances I left him in. But still I was impatient to know who was +the person to be married; upon which he told me it was my Jack of all +Trades and his maid Susan. + +I was most agreeably surprised when he named the match; for indeed I had +thought it very suitable. The character of that man I have given +already; and as for the maid, she was a very honest, modest, sober, and +religious young woman; had a very good share of sense; was agreeable +enough in her person; spoke very handsomely, and to the purpose; always +with decency and good manners, and not backward to speak when any thing +required it, or impertinently forward to speak when it was not her +business; very handy and housewifely in any thing that was before her; +an excellent manager, and fit indeed to have been governess to the whole +island; she knew very well how to behave herself to all kind of folks +she had about her, and to better if she had found any there. + +The match being proposed in this manner, we married them the same day: +and as I was father at the altar, as I may say, and gave her away, so I +gave her a portion, for I appointed her and her husband a handsome large +space of ground for their plantation; and indeed this match, and the +proposal the young gentleman made to me, to give him a small property in +the island, put me upon parcelling it out among them, that they might +not quarrel afterwards about their situation. + +This sharing out the land to them I left to Will Atkins, who indeed was +now grown a most sober, grave, managing fellow, perfectly reformed, +exceeding pious and religious, and as far as I may be allowed to speak +positively in such a case, I verily believe was a true sincere penitent. + +He divided things so justly, and so much to every one’s satisfaction, +that they only desired one general writing under my hand for the whole, +which I caused to be drawn up, and signed and sealed to them, setting +out the bounds and situation of every man’s plantation, and testifying +that I gave them thereby, severally, a right to the whole possession and +inheritance of the respective plantations or farms, with their +improvements, to them and their heirs; reserving all the rest of the +island as my own property, and a certain rent for every particular +plantation after eleven years, if I or any one from me, or in my name, +came to demand it, producing an attested copy of the same writing. + +As to the government and laws among them, I told them, I was not capable +of giving them better rules than they were able to give themselves; only +made them promise me to live in love and good neighbourhood with one +another: and so I prepared to leave them. + +One thing I must not omit, and that is, that being now settled in a kind +of commonwealth among themselves, and having much business in hand, it +was but odd to have seven-and-thirty Indians live in a nook of the +island, independent, and indeed unemployed; for excepting the providing +themselves food, which they had difficulty enough in doing sometimes, +they had no manner of business or property to manage: I proposed +therefore to the governor Spaniard, that he should go to them with +Friday’s father, and propose to them to remove, and either plant for +themselves, or take them into their several families as servants, to be +maintained for their labour, but without being absolute slaves, for I +would not admit them to make them slaves by force by any means, because +they had their liberty given by capitulation, and as it were articles +of surrender, which they ought not to break. + +They most willingly embraced the proposal, and came all very cheerfully +along with him; so we allotted them land and plantations, which three or +four accepted of, but all the rest chose to be employed as servants in +the several families we had settled; and thus my colony was in a manner +settled as follows: The Spaniards possessed my original habitation, +which was the capital city, and extended their plantation all along the +side of the brook which made the creek that I have so often described, +as far as my bower; and as they increased their culture, it went always +eastward. The English lived in the north-east part, where Will Atkins +and his comrades began, and came on southward and south-west, towards +the back part of the Spaniards; and every plantation had a great +addition of land to take in, if they found occasion, so that they need +not jostle one another for want of room. + +All the west end of the island was left uninhabited, that, if any of the +savages should come on shore there, only for their usual customary +barbarities, they might come and go; if they disturbed nobody, nobody +would disturb them; and no doubt but they were often ashore, and went +away again, for I never heard that the planters were ever attacked and +disturbed any more. + +It now came into my thoughts that I had hinted to my friend the +clergyman that the work of converting the savages might perhaps be set +on foot in his absence to his satisfaction; and I told him, that now I +thought it was put in a fair way, for the savages being thus divided +among the Christians, if they would but every one of them do their part +with those which came under their hands, I hoped it might have a very +good effect. + +He agreed presently in that; “if,” said he, “they will do their part; +but how,” says he, “shall we obtain that of them?” I told him we would +call them all together, and leave it in charge with them, or go to them +one by one, which he thought best; so we divided it—he to speak to the +Spaniards, who were all Papists, and I to the English, who were all +Protestants; and we recommended it earnestly to them, and made them +promise that they would never make any distinction of Papist or +Protestant in their exhorting the savages to turn Christians, but teach +them the general knowledge of the true God, and of their Saviour Jesus +Christ; and they likewise promised us that they would never have any +differences or disputes one with another about religion. + +When I came to Will Atkins’s house, (I may call it so, for such a house, +or such a piece of basket-work, I believe was not standing in the world +again!) I say, when I came thither I found the young woman I have +mentioned above, and William Atkins’s wife, were become intimates; and +this prudent and religious young woman had perfected the work Will +Atkins had begun; and though it was not above four days after what I +have related, yet the new-baptized savage woman was made such a +Christian as I have seldom heard of any like her, in all my observation +or conversation in the world. + +It came next into my mind in the morning, before I went to them, that +among all the needful things I had to leave with them, I had not left a +Bible; in which I shewed myself less considering for them than my good +friend the widow was for me, when she sent me the cargo of 100_l_. from +Lisbon, where she packed up three Bibles and a Prayer-book. However, the +good woman’s charity had a greater extent than ever she imagined, for +they were reserved for the comfort and instruction of those that made +much better use of them than I had done. + +I took one of the Bibles in my pocket; and when I came to William +Atkins’s tent, or house, I found the young woman and Atkins’s baptized +wife had been discoursing of religion together (for William Atkins told +it me with a great deal of joy.) I asked if they were together now? And +he said yes; so I went into the house, and he with me, and we found +them together, very earnest in discourse: “O Sir,” says William Atkins, +“when God has sinners to reconcile to himself, and aliens to bring home, +he never wants a messenger: my wife has got a new instructor—I knew I +was unworthy, as I was incapable of that work—that young woman has been +sent hither from Heaven—she is enough to convert a whole island of +savages.” The young woman blushed, and rose up to go away, but I desired +her to sit still; I told her she had a good work upon her hands, and I +hoped God would bless her in it. + +We talked a little, and I did not perceive they had any book among them, +though I did not ask, but I put my hand in my pocket, and pulled out my +Bible. “Here,” said I to Atkins, “I have brought you an assistant, that +perhaps you had not before.” The man was so confounded, that he was not +able to speak for some time; but recovering himself, he takes it with +both hands, and turning to his wife, “Here, my dear,” says he, “did not +I tell you our God, though he lives above, could hear what we said? Here +is the book I prayed for when you and I kneeled down under the bush; now +God has heard us, and sent it.” When he had said thus, the man fell in +such transports of a passionate joy, that between the joy of having it, +and giving God thanks for it, the tears ran down his face like a child +that was crying. + +The woman was surprised, and was like to have run into a mistake that +none of us were aware of; for she firmly believed God had sent the book +upon her husband’s petition: it is true that providentially it was so, +and might be taken so in a consequent sense; but I believed it would +have been no difficult matter at that time to have persuaded the poor +woman to have believed that an express messenger came from Heaven on +purpose to bring that individual book; but it was too serious a matter +to suffer any delusion to take place: so I turned to the young woman, +and told her we did not desire to impose upon the convert in her first +and more ignorant understanding of things, and begged her to explain to +her that God may be very properly said to answer our petitions, when in +the course of his providence such things are in a particular manner +brought to pass as we petitioned for; but we do not expect returns from +Heaven in a miraculous and particular manner; and that it is our mercy +it is not so. + +This the young woman did afterwards effectually; so that there was, I +assure you, no priestcraft used here; and I should have thought it one +of the most unjustifiable frauds in the world to have had it so: but the +surprise of joy upon Will Atkins is really not to be expressed; and +there we may be sure was no delusion. Sure no man was ever more thankful +in the world for any thing of its kind than he was for this Bible; and I +believe never any man was glad of a Bible from a better principle; and +though he had been a most profligate creature, desperate, headstrong, +outrageous, furious, and wicked to a great degree, yet this man is a +standing rule to us all for the well instructing children, viz. that +parents should never give over to teach and instruct, or ever despair of +the success of their endeavours, let the children be ever so obstinate, +refractory, or to appearance insensible of instruction; for if ever God +in his providence touches the consciences of such, the force of their +education returns upon them, and the early instruction of parents is not +lost, though it may have been many years laid asleep, but some time or +other they may find the benefit of it. + +Thus it was with this poor man. However ignorant he was, or divested of +religion and Christian knowledge, he found he had some to do with now +more ignorant than himself; and that the least part of the instruction +of his good father that could now come to his mind was of use to him. + +Among the rest it occurred to him, he said, how his father used to +insist much upon the inexpressible value of the Bible, the privilege +and blessing of it to nations, families, and persons; but he never +entertained the least notion of the worth of it till now, when being to +talk to heathens, savages, and barbarians, he wanted the help of the +written oracle for his assistance. + +The young woman was very glad of it also for the present occasion, +though she had one, and so had the youth, on board our ship among the +goods which were not yet brought on shore. And now, having said so many +things of this young woman, I cannot omit telling one story more of her +and myself, which has something in it very informing and remarkable. + +I have related to what extremity the poor young woman was reduced; how +her mistress was starved to death, and did die on board that unhappy +ship we met at sea; and how the whole ship’s company being reduced to +the last extremity, the gentlewoman and her son, and this maid, were +first hardly used as to provisions, and at last totally neglected and +starved; that is to say, brought to the last extremity of hunger. + +One day being discoursing with her upon the extremities they suffered, I +asked her if she could describe by what she felt what it was to starve, +and how it appeared? She told me she believed she could, and she told +her tale very distinctly thus: + +“First, Sir,” said she, “we had for some days fared exceeding hard, and +suffered very great hunger, but now at last we were wholly without food +of any kind except sugar, and a little wine, and a little water. The +first day after I had received no food at all, I found myself, towards +evening, first empty and sickish at my stomach, and nearer night +mightily inclined to yawning, and sleepy; I lay down on a couch in the +great cabin to sleep, and slept about three hours, and awaked a little +refreshed, having taken a glass of wine when I lay down. After being +about three hours awake, it being about five o’clock in the morning, I +found myself empty, and my stomach sickish again, and lay down again, +but could not sleep at all, being very faint and ill; and thus I +continued all the second day with a strange variety—first hungry, then +sick again, with retchings to vomit. The second night, being obliged to +go to bed again without any food more than a draught of fair water, and +being asleep, I dreamed I was at Barbadoes, and that the market was +mightily stocked with provisions, that I bought some for my mistress, +and went and dined very heartily. + +“I thought my stomach was full after this, as it would have been after +or at a good dinner; but when I waked, I was exceedingly sunk in my +spirits to find myself in the extremity of famine; the last glass of +wine we had I drank, and put sugar into it, because of its having some +spirit to supply nourishment; but there being no substance in the +stomach for the digesting office to work upon, I found the only effect +of the wine was to raise disagreeable fumes from the stomach into the +head; and I lay, as they told me, stupid and senseless as one drunk for +some time. + +“The third day in the morning, after a night of strange and confused +inconsistent dreams, and rather dozing than sleeping, I awaked ravenous +and furious with hunger; and I question, had not my understanding +returned and conquered it, I say, I question whether, if I had been a +mother, and had had a little child with me, its life would have been +safe or no. + +“This lasted about three hours, during which time I was twice raging mad +as any creature in Bedlam, as my young master told me, and as he can now +inform you. + +“In one of these fits of lunacy or distraction, whether by the motion of +the ship or some slip of my foot I know not, I fell down, and struck my +face against the corner of a pallet-bed, in which my mistress lay, and +with the blow the blood gushed out of my nose, and the cabin-boy +bringing me a little basin, I sat down and bled into it a great deal, +and as the blood ran from me I came to myself, and the violence of the +flame or the fever I was in abated, and so did the ravenous part of +the hunger. + +“Then I grew sick, and retched to vomit, but could not, for I had +nothing in my stomach to bring up. After I had bled some time I swooned, +and they all believed I was dead; but I came to myself soon after, and +then had a most dreadful pain in my stomach, not to be described, not +like the colic, but a gnawing eager pain for food, and towards night it +went off with a kind of earnest wishing or longing for food, something +like, as I suppose, the longing of a woman with child. I took another +draught of water with sugar in it, but my stomach loathed the sugar, and +brought it all up again; then I took a draught of water without sugar, +and that stayed with me, and I laid me down upon the bed, praying most +heartily that it would please God to take me away; and composing my mind +in hopes of it, I slumbered awhile; and then waking, thought myself +dying, being light with vapours from an empty stomach: I recommended my +soul to God, and earnestly wished that somebody would throw me into +the sea. + +“All this while my mistress lay by me just, as I thought, expiring, but +bore it with much more patience than I, and gave the last bit of bread +she had to her child, my young master, who would not have taken it, but +she obliged him to eat it, and I believe it saved his life. + +“Towards the morning I slept again, and first when I awaked I fell into +a violent passion of crying, and after that had a second fit of violent +hunger, so that I got up ravenous, and in a most dreadful condition. Had +my mistress been dead, so much as I loved her, I am certain I should +have eaten a piece of her flesh with as much relish and as unconcerned +as ever I did the flesh of any creature appointed for food; and once or +twice I was going to bite my own arm. At last I saw the basin in which +was the blood had bled at my nose the day before; I ran to it, and +swallowed it with such haste, and such a greedy appetite, as if I had +wondered nobody had taken it before, and afraid it should be taken +from me now. + +“Though after it was down the thoughts of it filled me with horror, yet +it checked the fit of hunger, and I drank a draught of fair water, and +was composed and refreshed for some hours, after it. This was the fourth +day; and thus I held it till towards night, when, within the compass of +three hours, I had all these several circumstances over again, one after +another, viz. sick, sleepy, eagerly hungry, pain in the stomach, then +ravenous again, then sick again, then lunatic, then crying, then +ravenous again, and so every quarter of an hour; and my strength wasted +exceedingly. At night I laid me down, having no comfort but in the hope +that I should die before morning. + +“All this night I had no sleep, but the hunger was now turned into a +disease, and I had a terrible colic and griping, wind instead of food +having found its way into my bowels; and in this condition I lay till +morning, when I was surprised a little with the cries and lamentations +of my young master, who called out to me that his mother was dead. I +lifted myself up a little, for I had not strength to rise, but found she +was not dead, though she was able to give very little signs of life. + +“I had then such convulsions in my stomach for want of some sustenance, +that I cannot describe them, with such frequent throes and pangs of +appetite that nothing but the tortures of death can imitate; and this +condition I was in when I heard the seamen above cry out ‘A sail! a +sail!’ and halloo and jump about as if they were distracted. + +“I was not able to get off from the bed, and my mistress much less; and +my master was so sick that I thought he had been expiring; so we could +not open the cabin-door, or get any account what it was that occasioned +such a combustion; nor had we any conversation with the ship’s company +for two days, they having told us they had not a mouthful of any thing +to eat in the ship; and they told us afterwards they thought we had +been dead. + +“It was this dreadful condition we were in when you were sent to save +our lives; and how you found us, Sir, you know as well as I, and +better too.” + +This was her own relation, and is such a distinct account of starving to +death as I confess I never met with, and was exceeding entertaining to +me: I am the rather apt to believe it to be a true account, because the +youth gave me an account of a good part of it; though I must own not so +distinct and so feelingly as his maid, and the rather because it seems +his mother fed him at the price of her own life: but the poor maid, +though her constitution being stronger than that of her mistress, who +was in years, and a weakly woman too, she might struggle harder with it; +I say, the poor maid might be supposed to feel the extremity something +sooner than her mistress, who might be allowed to keep the last bits +something longer than she parted with any to relieve the maid. No +question, as the case is here related, if our ship, or some other, had +not so providentially met them, a few days more would have ended all +their lives, unless they had prevented it by eating one another; and +even that, as their case stood, would have served them but a little +while, they being five hundred leagues from any land, or any possibility +of relief, other than in the miraculous manner it happened.—But this is +by the way; I return to my disposition of things among the people. + +And first, it is to be observed here, that for many reasons I did not +think fit to let them know any thing of the sloop I had framed, and +which I thought of setting up among them; for I found, at least at my +first coming, such seeds of division among them, that I saw it plainly, +had I set up the sloop, and left it among them, they would, upon very +light disgust, have separated, and gone away from one another; or +perhaps have turned pirates, and so made the island a den of thieves, +instead of a plantation of sober and religious people, as I intended it +to be; nor did I leave the two pieces of brass cannon that I had on +board, or the two quarter-deck guns, that my nephew took extraordinary, +for the same reason: I thought they had enough to qualify them for a +defensive war, against any that should invade them; but I was not to set +them up for an offensive war, or to encourage them to go abroad to +attack others, which, in the end, would only bring ruin and destruction +upon themselves and all their undertakings: I reserved the sloop, +therefore, and the guns, for their service another way, as I shall +observe in its place. + +I have now done with the island: I left them all in good circumstances, +and in a flourishing condition, and went on board my ship again the +fifth day of May, having been five and twenty days among them; and, as +they were all resolved to stay upon the island till I came to remove +them, I promised to send some further relief from the Brasils, if I +could possibly find an opportunity; and particularly I promised to send +them some cattle; such as sheep, hogs, and cows; for as to the two cows +and calves which I brought from England, we had been obliged, by the +length of our voyage, to kill them at sea, for want of hay to feed them. + +The next day, giving them a salute of five guns at parting, we set sail, +and arrived at the bay of All Saints, in the Brasils, in about +twenty-two days; meeting nothing remarkable in our passage but this, +that about three days after we sailed, being becalmed, and the current +setting strong to the N.N.E. running, as it were, into a bay or gulf on +the land side, we were driven something out of our course; and once or +twice our men cried Land, to the westward; but whether it was the +continent, or islands, we could not tell by any means. + +But the third day, towards evening, the sea smooth and the weather calm, +we saw the sea, as it were, covered towards the land, with something +very black, not being able to discover what it was; but, after some +time, our chief mate going up the main shrouds a little way, and looking +at them with a perspective, cried out, it was an army. I could not +imagine what he meant by an army, and spoke a little hastily, calling +the fellow a fool, or some such word: “Nay, Sir,” says he, “don’t be +angry, for it is an army, and a fleet too; for I believe there are a +thousand canoes, and you may see them paddle along, and they are coming +towards us too apace, and full of men.” + +I was a little surprised then, indeed, and so was my nephew the captain; +for he had heard such terrible stories of them in the island, and having +never been in those seas before, that he could not tell what to think of +it, but said two or three times, we should all be devoured. I must +confess, considering we were becalmed, and the current set strong +towards the shore, I liked it the worse; however, I bade him not be +afraid, but bring the ship to an anchor, as soon as we came so near as +to know that we must engage them. + +The weather continued calm, and they came on apace towards us; so I gave +orders to come to an anchor, and furl all our sails. As for the savages, +I told them they had nothing to fear from them but fire; and therefore +they should get their boats out, and fasten them, one close by the head, +and the other by the stern, and man them both well, and wait the issue +in that posture: this I did, that the men in the boats might be ready, +with sheet and buckets, to put out any fire these savages might +endeavour to fix upon the outside of the ship. + +In this posture we lay by for them, and in a little while they came up +with us; but never was such a horrid sight seen by Christians; my mate +was much mistaken in his calculation of their number, I mean of a +thousand canoes; the most we could make of them when they came up, being +about 126; and a great many of them too; for some of them had sixteen or +seventeen men in them, some more, and the least six or seven. + +When they came nearer to us, they seemed to be struck with wonder and +astonishment, as at a sight which they had, doubtless, never seen +before; nor could they, at first, as we afterwards understood, know what +to make of us. They came boldly up however, very near to us, and seemed +to go about to row round us; but we called to our men in the boats not +to let them come too near them. This very order brought us to an +engagement with them, without our designing it; for five or six of the +large canoes came so near our long-boat, that our men beckoned with +their hands to keep them back, which they understood very well, and went +back: but at their retreat about fifty arrows came on board us from +those boats, and one of our men in the long-boat was very much wounded. +However, I called to them not to fire by any means; but we handed down +some deal boards into the boat, and the carpenter presently set up a +kind of fence, like waste boards, to cover them from the arrows of the +savages, if they should shoot again. + +About half-an-hour afterwards they all came up in a body astern of us, +and so near that we could easily discern what they were, though we could +not tell their design; and I easily found they were some of my old +friends, the same sort of savages that I had been used to engage with. +In a short time more they rowed a little farther out to sea, till they +came directly broadside with us, and then rowed down straight upon us, +till they came so near that they could hear us speak; upon this, I +ordered all my men to keep close, lest they should shoot any more +arrows, and made all our guns ready; but being so near as to be within +hearing, I made Friday go out upon the deck, and call out aloud to them +in his language, to know what they meant. Whether they understood him or +not, that I knew not; but as soon as he had called to them, six of them, +who were in the foremost or nearest boat to us, turned their canoes from +us, and stooping down, showed us their naked backs; whether this was a +defiance or challenge we knew not, or whether it was done in mere +contempt, or as a signal to the rest; but immediately Friday cried out +they were going to shoot, and, unhappily for him, poor fellow, they let +fly about three hundred of their arrows, and to my inexpressible grief, +killed poor Friday, no other man being in their sight. The poor fellow +was shot with no less than three arrows, and about three more fell very +near him; such unlucky marksmen they were! + +I was so annoyed at the loss of my old trusty servant and companion, +that I immediately ordered five guns to be loaded with small shot, and +four with great, and gave them such a broadside as they had never heard +in their lives before. They were not above half a cable’s length off +when we fired; and our gunners took their aim so well, that three or +four of their canoes were overset, as we had reason to believe, by one +shot only. The ill manners of turning up their bare backs to us gave us +no great offence; neither did I know for certain whether that which +would pass for the greatest contempt among us might be understood so by +them or not; therefore, in return, I had only resolved to have fired +four or five guns at them with powder only, which I knew would frighten +them sufficiently: but when they shot at us directly with all the fury +they were capable of, and especially as they had killed my poor Friday, +whom I so entirely loved and valued, and who, indeed, so well deserved +it, I thought myself not only justifiable before God and man, but would +have been very glad if I could have overset every canoe there, and +drowned every one of them. + +I can neither tell how many we killed nor how many we wounded at this +broadside, but sure such a fright and hurry never were seen among such a +multitude; there were thirteen or fourteen of their canoes split and +overset in all, and the men all set a-swimming: the rest, frightened out +of their wits, scoured away as fast as they could, taking but little +care to save those whose boats were split or spoiled with our shot; so I +suppose that many of them were lost; and our men took up one poor +fellow swimming for his life; above an hour after they were all gone. + +Our small shot from our cannon must needs kill and wound a great many; +but, in short, we never knew any thing how it went with them; for they +fled so fast that, in three hours, or thereabouts, we could not see +above three or four straggling canoes; nor did we ever see the rest any +more; for a breeze of wind springing up the same evening, we weighed and +set sail for the Brasils. + +We had a prisoner indeed, but the creature was so sullen, that he would +neither eat nor speak; and we all fancied he would starve himself to +death; but I took a way to cure him; for I made them take him, and turn +him into the long-boat, and make him believe they would toss him into +the sea again, and so leave him where they found him, if he would not +speak: nor would that do, but they really did throw him into the sea, +and came away from him; and then he followed them, for he swam like a +cork, and called to them in his tongue, though they knew not one word of +what he said. However, at last, they took him in again, and then he +began to be more tractable; nor did I ever design they should drown him. + +We were now under sail again; but I was the most disconsolate creature +alive, for want of my man Friday, and would have been very glad to have +gone back to the island, to have taken one of the rest from thence for +my occasion, but it could not be; so we went on. We had one prisoner, as +I have said; and it was a long while before we could make him understand +any thing; but in time, our men taught him some English, and he began to +be a little tractable: afterwards we inquired what country he came from, +but could make nothing of what he said; for his speech was so odd, all +gutturals, and spoken in the throat, in such a hollow and odd manner, +that we could never form a word from him; and we were all of opinion +that they might speak that language as well if they were gagged, as +otherwise; nor could we perceive that they had any occasion either for +teeth, tongue, lips, or palate; but formed their words just as a +hunting-horn forms a tune, with an open throat: he told us, however, +some time after, when we had taught him to speak a little English, that +they were going, with their kings, to fight a great battle. When he said +kings, we asked him, how many kings? He said, there were five nation (we +could not make him understand the plural _s_,) and that they all joined +to go against two nation. We asked him, What made them come up to us? He +said, “To makee te great wonder look.”—Where it is to be observed, that +all those natives, as also those of Africa, when they learn English, +they always add two _e_’s at the end of the words where we use one, and +place the accent upon the last of them; as _makee, takee_, and the like; +and we could not break them of it; nay, I could hardly make Friday leave +it off, though at last he did. + +And now I name the poor fellow once more, I must take my last leave of +him; poor honest Friday! We buried him with all decency and solemnity +possible, by putting him into a coffin, and throwing him into the sea; +and I caused them to fire eleven guns for him: and so ended the life of +the most grateful, faithful, honest, and most affectionate servant that +ever man had. + +We now went away with a fair wind for Brasil, and, in about twelve days +time, we made land in the latitude of five degrees south of the line, +being the north-easternmost land of all that part of America. We kept on +S. by E. in sight of the shore four days, when we made the Cape St. +Augustine, and in three days came to an anchor off the bay of All +Saints, the old place of my deliverance, from whence came both my good +and evil fate. + +Never did a ship come to this part that had less business than I had; +and yet it was with great difficulty that we were admitted to hold the +least correspondence on shore. Not my partner himself, who was alive, +and made a great figure among them, not my two merchant trustees, nor +the fame of my wonderful preservation in the island, could obtain me +that favour; but my partner remembering that I had given five hundred +moidores to the prior of the monastery of the Augustines, and three +hundred and seventy-two to the poor, went to the monastery, and obliged +the prior that then was, to go to the governor, and beg leave for me +presently, with the captain, and one more, besides eight seamen, to come +on shore, and no more; and this upon condition absolutely capitulated +for, that we should not offer to land any goods out of the ship, or to +carry any person away without licence. + +They were so strict with us, as to landing any goods, that it was with +extreme difficulty that I got on shore three bales of English goods, +such as fine broad-cloths, stuffs, and some linen, which I had brought +for a present to my partner. + +He was a very generous, broad-hearted man, though (like me) he came from +little at first; and though he knew not that I had the least design of +giving him any thing, he sent me on board a present of fresh provisions, +wine, and sweetmeats, worth above thirty moidores, including some +tobacco, and three or four fine medals in gold. But I was even with him +in my present, which, as I have said, consisted of fine broad-cloth, +English stuffs, lace, and fine Hollands. Also, I delivered him about the +value of 100_l_. sterling, in the same goods, for other uses: and I +obliged him to set up the sloop which I had brought with me from +England, as I have said, for the use of my colony, in order to send the +refreshments I intended to my plantation. + +Accordingly he got hands, and finished the sloop in a very few days, for +she was already framed; and I gave the master of her such instruction as +he could not miss the place; nor did he miss it, as I had an account +from my partner afterwards. I got him soon loaded with the small cargo I +had sent them; and one of our seamen, that had been on shore with me +there, offered to go with the sloop, and settle there, upon my letter +to the governor Spaniard, to allot him a sufficient quantity of land for +a plantation; and giving him some clothes, and tools for his planting +work, which he said he understood, having been an old planter in +Maryland, and a buccaneer into the bargain. + +I encouraged the fellow by granting all he desired; and, as an addition, +I gave him the savage which we had taken prisoner of war, to be his +slave, and ordered the governor Spaniard to give him his share of +everything he wanted, with the rest. + +When we came to fit this man out, my old partner told me, there was a +certain very honest fellow, a Brasil planter of his acquaintance, who +had fallen into the displeasure of the church: “I know not what the +matter is with him,” says he, “but, on my conscience, I think he is a +heretic in his heart; and he has been obliged to conceal himself for +fear of the Inquisition;” that he would be very glad of such an +opportunity to make his escape, with his wife and two daughters; and if +I would let them go to the island, and allot them a plantation, he would +give them a small stock to begin with; for the officers of the +Inquisition had seized all his effects and estate, and he had nothing +left but a little household stuff, and two slaves; “And,” adds he, +“though I hate his principles, yet I would not have him fall into their +hands, for he will assuredly be burnt alive if he does.” + +I granted this presently, and joined my Englishman with them; and we +concealed the man, and his wife and daughters, on board our ship, till +the sloop put out to go to sea; and then (having put all their goods on +board the sloop some time before) we put them on board the sloop, after +she was got out of the bay. + +Our seaman was mightily pleased with this new partner; and their stock, +indeed, was much alike, rich in tools, and in preparations, for a farm; +but nothing to begin with, but as above. However, they carried over with +them (which was worth all the rest) some materials for planting +sugar-canes, with some plants of canes; which he (I mean the Portugal +man) understood very well. + +Among the rest of the supplies sent my tenants in the island, I sent +them, by this sloop, three milch-cows and five calves, about twenty-two +hogs, among them, three sows big with pig, two mares, and a stone-horse. + +For my Spaniards, according to my promise, I engaged three Portugal +women to go; and recommended it to them to marry them, and use them +kindly. I could have procured more women, but I remembered that the poor +persecuted man had two daughters, and there were but five of the +Spaniards that wanted; the rest had wives of their own, though in +another country. + +All this cargo arrived safe, and, as you may easily suppose, very +welcome to my old inhabitants, who were now (with this addition) between +sixty and seventy people, besides little children; of which there were a +great many: I found letters at London from them all, by way of Lisbon, +when I came back to England, being sent back to the Brasils by this +sloop; of which I shall take some notice in its place. + +I have now done with my island, and all manner of discourse about it; +and whoever reads the rest of my memorandums, would do well to turn his +thoughts entirely from it, and expect to read only of the follies of an +old man, not warned by his own harms, much less by those of other men, +to beware of the like; not cooled by almost forty years misery and +disappointments; not satisfied with prosperity beyond expectation; not +made cautious by affliction and distress beyond irritation. + +I had no more business to go to the East Indies, than a man at full +liberty, and having committed no crime, has to go to the turnkey at +Newgate, and desire him to lock him up among the prisoners there, and +starve him. Had I taken a small vessel from England, and gone directly +to the island; had I loaded her, as I did the other vessel, with all the +necessaries for the plantation, and for my people; took a patent from +the government here, to have secured my property, in subjection only to +that of England, which, to be sure, I might have obtained; had I carried +over cannon and ammunition, servants, and people to plant, and, taking +possession of the place, fortified and strengthened it in the name of +England, and increased it with people, as I might easily have done; had +I then settled myself there, and sent the ship back, loaded with good +rice, as I might also have done in six months time, and ordered my +friends to have fitted her out again for our supply; had I done this, +and staid there myself, I had, at least, acted like a man of common +sense; but I was possessed with a wandering spirit, scorned all +advantages, pleased myself with being the patron of these people I had +placed there, and doing for them in a kind of haughty majestic way, like +an old patriarchal monarch; providing for them, as if I had been father +of the whole family, as well as of the plantation: but I never so much +as pretended to plant in the name of any government or nation, or to +acknowledge any prince, or to call my people subjects to any one nation +more than another; nay, I never so much as gave the place a name; but +left it as I found it, belonging to no man; and the people under no +discipline or government but my own; who, though I had an influence over +them as father and benefactor, had no authority or power to act or +command one way or other, farther than voluntary consent moved them to +comply: yet even this, had I staid there, would have done well enough; +but as I rambled from them, and came thither no more, the last letters I +had from any of them, were by my partner’s means, who afterwards sent +another sloop to the place; and who sent me word, though I had not the +letter till five years after it was written, that they went on but +poorly, were malecontent with their long stay there; that Will Atkins +was dead; that five of the Spaniards were come away; and that though +they had not been much molested by the savages, yet they had had some +skirmishes with them; that they begged of him to write to me to think +of the promise I had made to fetch them away, that they might see their +own country again before they died. + +But I was gone a wild-goose chase indeed, and they who will have any +more of me, must be content to follow me through a new variety of +follies, hardships, and wild adventures; wherein the justice of +Providence may be duly observed, and we may see how easily Heaven can +gorge us with our own desires, make the strongest of our wishes to be +our affliction and punish us most severely with those very things which +we think it would be our utmost happiness to be allowed in. + +Let no wise man flatter himself with the strength of his own judgment, +as if he was able to choose any particular station of life for himself. +Man is a short-sighted creature, sees but a very little way before him; +and as his passions are none of his best friends, so his particular +affections are generally his worst counsellors. + +I say this with respect to the impetuous desire I had from a youth to +wander into the world, and how evident it now was that this principle +was preserved in me for my punishment. How it came on, the manner, the +circumstance, and the conclusion of it, it is easy to give you +historically, and with its utmost variety of particulars. But the secret +ends of Divine Providence, in thus permitting us to be hurried down the +stream of our own desires, are only to be understood of those who can +listen to the voice of Providence, and draw religious consequences from +God’s justice and their own mistakes. + +Be it had I business or no business, away I went. It is no time now to +enlarge any farther upon the reason or absurdity of my own conduct; but +to come to the history—I was embarked for the voyage, and the voyage +I went. + +I shall only add here, that my honest and truly pious clergyman left me +here; a ship being ready to go to Lisbon, he asked me leave to go +thither; being still as he observed, bound never to finish any voyage +he began. How happy had it been for me if I had gone with him! + +But it was too late now; all things Heaven appoints are best. Had I gone +with him, I had never had so many things to be thankful for, and you had +never heard of the Second Part of the Travels and Adventures of Robinson +Crusoe; so I must leave here the fruitless exclaiming at myself, and go +on with my voyage. + +From the Brasils we made directly away over the Atlantic sea to the Cape +de Bonne Esperance, or, as we call it, the Cape of Good Hope; and had a +tolerable good voyage, our course generally south-east; now and then a +storm, and some contrary winds. But my disasters at sea were at an end; +my future rubs and cross events were to befal me on shore; that it might +appear the land was as well prepared to be our scourge as the sea, when +Heaven, who directs the circumstances of things, pleases to appoint +it to be so. + +Our ship was on a trading voyage, and had a supercargo on board, who was +to direct all her motions after she arrived at the Cape; only being +limited to a certain number of days for stay, by charter-party, at the +several ports she was to go to. This was none of my business, neither +did I meddle with it at all; my nephew the captain, and the supercargo, +adjusting all those things between them as they thought fit. + +We made no stay at the Cape longer than was needful to take in fresh +water, but made the best of our way for the coast of Coromandel; we were +indeed informed that a French man of war of fifty guns and two large +merchant-ships were gone for the Indies; and as I knew we were at war +with France, I had some apprehensions of them; but they went their own +way, and we heard no more of them. + +I shall not pester my account, or the reader, with descriptions of +places, journals of our voyages, variations of the compass, latitudes, +meridian distances, trade-winds, situation of ports, and the like; such +as almost all the histories of long navigation are full of, and which +make the reading tiresome enough, and are perfectly unprofitable to all +that read, except only to those who are to go to those places +themselves. + +It is enough to name the ports and places which we touched at, and what +occurred to us upon our passing from one to another. We touched first at +the island of Madagascar, where, though the people are fierce and +treacherous, and, in particular, very well armed with lances and bows, +which they use with inconceivable dexterity, yet we fared very well with +them awhile; they treated us very civilly; and for some trifles which we +gave them, such as knives, scissors, &c. they brought us eleven good fat +bullocks, middling in size, but very good in flesh, which we took in, +partly for fresh provisions for our present spending, and the rest to +salt for the ship’s use. + +We were obliged to stay here for some time after we had furnished +ourselves with provisions; and I that was always too curious to look +into every nook of the world wherever I came, was for going on shore as +often as I could. It was on the east side of the island that we went on +shore one evening, and the people, who by the way are very numerous, +came thronging about us, and stood gazing at us at a distance; as we had +traded freely with them, and had been kindly used, we thought ourselves +in no danger; but when we saw the people we cut three boughs out of a +tree, and stuck them up at a distance from us, which, it seems, is a +mark in the country not only of truce and friendship, but when it is +accepted, the other side set up three poles or boughs also, which is a +signal that they accept the truce too; but then this is a known +condition of the truce, that you are not to pass beyond their three +poles towards them, nor they come past your three poles or boughs +towards you; so that you are perfectly secure within the three poles, +and all the space between your poles and theirs is allowed like a market +for free converse, traffic, and commerce. When you go thither you must +not carry your weapons with you; and if they come into that space they +stick up their javelins and lances all at the first poles, and come on +unarmed; but if any violence is offered them, and the truce thereby +broken, away they run to the poles and lay hold of their weapons, and +then the truce is at an end. + +It happened one evening when we went on shore, that a greater number of +their people came down than usual, but all was very friendly and civil. +They brought with them several kinds of provisions, for which we +satisfied them with such toys as we had; their women also brought us +milk and roots, and several things very acceptable to us, and all was +quiet; and we made us a little tent or hut, of some boughs of trees, and +lay on shore all that night. + +I know not what was the occasion, but I was not so well satisfied to lie +on shore as the rest; and the boat lying at an anchor about a stone’s +cast from the land, with two men in her to take care of her, I made one +of them come on shore, and getting some boughs of trees to cover us also +in the boat, I spread the sail on the bottom of the boat, and lay on +board, under the cover of the branches of the trees, all night. + +About two o’clock in the morning we heard one of our men make a terrible +noise on the shore, calling out for God’s sake to bring the boat in, and +come and help them, for they were all like to be murdered; at the same +time I heard the firing of five muskets, which was the number of the +guns they had, and that three times over; for, it seems, the natives +here were not so easily frighted with guns as the savages were in +America, where I had to do with them. + +All this while I knew not what was the matter; but rousing immediately +from sleep with the noise, I caused the boat to be thrust in, and +resolved, with three fusils we had on board, to land and assist our men. + +We got the boat soon to the shore; but our men were in too much haste; +for being come to the shore, they plunged into the water to get to the +boat with all the expedition they could, being pursued by between three +and four hundred men. Our men were but nine in all, and only five of +them had fusils with them; the rest, indeed, had pistols and swords, but +they were of small use to them. + +We took up seven of our men, and with difficulty enough too, three of +them being very ill wounded; and that which was still worse was, that +while we stood in the boat to take our men in, we were in as much danger +as they were in on shore; for they poured their arrows in upon us so +thick, that we were fain to barricade the side of the boat up with the +benches and two or three loose boards, which to our great satisfaction +we had by mere accident, or providence rather, in the boat. + +And yet had it been daylight, they are, it seems, such exact marksmen, +that if they could have seen but the least part of any of us, they would +have been sure of us. We had, by the light of the moon, a little sight +of them as they stood pelting us from the shore with darts and arrows, +and having got ready our fire-arms, we gave them a volley, and we could +hear by the cries of some of them, that we had wounded several; however, +they stood thus in battle array on the shore till break of day, which we +suppose was that they might see the better to take their aim at us. + +In this condition we lay, and could not tell how to weigh our anchor, or +set up our sail, because we must needs stand up in the boat, and they +were as sure to hit us as we were to hit a bird in a tree with small +shot. We made signals of distress to the ship, which though she rode a +league off, yet my nephew, the captain, hearing our firing, and by +glasses perceiving the posture we lay in, and that we fired towards the +shore, pretty well understood us; and weighing anchor with all speed, he +stood as near the shore as he durst with the ship, and then sent another +boat with ten hands in her to assist us; but we called to them not to +come too near, telling them what condition we were in; however, they +stood in nearer to us; and one of the men taking the end of a tow-line +in his hand, and keeping our boat between him and the enemy, so that +they could not perfectly see him, swam on board us, and made the line +fast to the boat, upon which we slipt our little cable, and leaving our +anchor behind, they towed us out of the reach of the arrows, we all the +while lying close behind the barricade we had made. + +As soon as we were got from between the ship and the shore, that she +could lay her side to the shore, we ran along just by them, and we +poured in a broadside among them, loaded with pieces of iron and lead, +small bullets, and such stuff, besides the great shot, which made a +terrible havoc among them. + +When we were got on board and out of danger, we had time to examine into +the occasion of this fray; and indeed our supercargo, who had been often +in those parts, put me upon it; for he said he was sure the inhabitants +would not have touched us after we had made a truce, if we had not done +something to provoke them to it. At length it came out, viz. that an old +woman, who had come to sell us some milk, had brought it within our +poles, with a young woman with her, who also brought some roots or +herbs; and while the old woman (whether she was mother to the young +woman or no they could not tell) was selling us the milk, one of our men +offered some rudeness to the wench that was with her, at which the old +woman made a great noise. However, the seaman would not quit his prize, +but carried her out of the old woman’s sight, among the trees, it being +almost dark. The old woman went away without her, and, as we suppose, +made an outcry among the people she came from; who, upon notice, raised +this great army upon us in three or four hours; and it was great odds +but we had been all destroyed. + +One of our men was killed with a lance that was thrown at him, just at +the beginning of the attack, as he sallied out of the tent we had made; +the rest came off free, all but the fellow who was the occasion of all +the mischief, who paid dear enough for his black mistress, for we could +not hear what became of him a great while. We lay upon the shore two +days after, though the wind presented, and made signals for him; made +our boat sail up shore and down shore several leagues, but in vain; so +we were obliged to give him over; and if he alone had suffered for it, +the loss had been the less. + +I could not satisfy myself, however, without venturing on shore once +more, to try if I could learn any thing of him or them. It was the third +night after the action that I had a great mind to learn, if I could by +any means, what mischief he had done, and how the game stood on the +Indian side. I was careful to do it in the dark, lest we should be +attacked again; but I ought indeed to have been sure that the men I went +with had been under my command before I engaged in a thing so hazardous +and mischievous, as I was brought into it without my knowledge +or desire. + +We took twenty stout fellows with us as any in the ship, besides the +supercargo and myself; and we landed two hours before midnight, at the +same place where the Indians stood drawn up the evening before. I landed +here, because my design, as I have said, was chiefly to see if they had +quitted the field, and if they had left any marks behind them, or of the +mischief we had done them; and I thought if we could surprise one or two +of them, perhaps we might get our man again by way of exchange. + +We landed without any noise, and divided our men into two companies, +whereof the boatswain commanded one, and I the other. We neither could +hear nor see any body stir when we landed; so we marched up, one body at +a distance from the other, to the field of battle. At first we could see +nothing, it being very dark; but by and by our boatswain, that led the +first party, stumbled and fell over a dead body. This made them halt +there awhile; for knowing by the circumstances that they were at the +place where the Indians had stood, they waited for my coming up. Here +we concluded to halt till the moon began to rise, which we knew would be +in less than an hour, and then we could easily discern the havoc we had +made among them. We told two-and-thirty bodies upon the ground, whereof +two were not quite dead. Some had an arm, and some a leg, shot off, and +one his head; those that were wounded we supposed they had carried away. + +When we had made, as I thought, a full discovery of all we could come at +the knowledge of, I was for going on board again; but the boatswain and +his party often sent me word, that they were resolved to make a visit to +the Indian town, where these dogs, as they called them, dwelt, and +desired me to go along with them, and if they could find them, as they +still fancied they should, they did not doubt, they said, getting a good +booty, and it might be they might find Thomas Jeffrys there, that was +the man’s name we had lost. + +Had they sent to ask my leave to go, I knew well enough what answer to +have given them; for I would have commanded them instantly on board, +knowing it was not a hazard fit for us to run who had a ship and a +ship’s loading in our charge, and a voyage to make, which depended very +much upon the lives of the men; but as they sent me word they were +resolved to go, and only asked me and my company to go along with them, +I positively refused it, and rose up (for I was sitting on the ground) +in order to go to the boat. One or two of the men began to importune me +to go, and when I still refused positively, began to grumble, and say +they were not under my command, and they would go. “Come, Jack,” says +one of the men, “will you go with me? I will go for one.” Jack said he +would; and another followed, and then another; and, in a word, they all +left me but one, whom, with much difficulty too, I persuaded to stay; so +the supercargo and I, with one man, went back to the boat, where, I +told them, we would stay for them, and take care to take in as many of +them as should be left; for I told them it was a mad thing they were +going about, and supposed most of them would run the fate of +Thomas Jeffrys. + +They told me, like seamen, they would warrant it they would come off +again, and they would take care, &c. So away they went. I entreated them +to consider the ship and the voyage; that their lives were not their +own; and that they were entrusted with the voyage in some measure; that +if they miscarried, the ship might be lost for want of their help; and +that they could not answer it to God and man. I said a great deal more +to them on that head, but I might as well have talked to the main-mast +of the ship; they were mad upon their journey; only they gave me good +words, and begged I would not be angry; said they would be very +cautious, and they did not doubt but they would be back again in about +an hour at farthest; for the Indian town, they said, was not above half +a mile off; though they found it above two miles before they got to it. + +Well, they all went away as above; and though the attempt was desperate, +and such as none but madmen would have gone about, yet, to give them +their due, they went about it warily as well as boldly. They were +gallantly armed, that is true; for they had every man a fusil or musket, +a bayonet, and every man a pistol; some of them had broad cutlasses, +some of them hangers, and the boatswain and two more had pole-axes; +besides all which they had among them thirteen hand-grenadoes. Bolder +fellows, and better provided, never went about any wicked work in +the world. + +When they went out their chief design was plunder, and they were in +mighty hopes of finding gold there; but a circumstance, which none of +them were aware of, set them on fire with revenge, and made devils of +them all. When they came to the few Indian houses, which they thought +had been the town, which were not above half a mile off, they were under +a great disappointment; for there were not above twelve or thirteen +houses; and where the town was, or how big, they knew not. They +consulted therefore what to do, and were some time before they could +resolve; for if they fell upon these they must cut all their throats, +and it was ten to one but some of them might escape, it being in the +night, though the moon was up; and if one escaped he would run away, and +raise all the town, so they should have a whole army upon them. Again, +on the other hand, if they went away, and left those untouched (for the +people were all asleep), they could not tell which way to look for +the town. + +However, the last was the best advice; so they resolved to leave those +houses, and look for the town as well as they could. They went on a +little way, and found a cow tied to a tree: this they presently +concluded would be a good guide to them; for they said the cow certainly +belonged to the town before them or the town behind them, and if they +untied her they should see which way she went: if she went back they had +nothing to say to her, but if she went forward they had nothing to do +but to follow her; so they cut the cord, which was made of twisted +flags, and the cow went on before them. In a word, the cow led them +directly to the town, which, as they reported, consisted of above two +hundred houses or huts; and in some of these they found several families +living together. + +Here they found all silent; as profoundly secure as sleep and a country +that had never seen an enemy of that kind could make them. Upon this +they called another council to consider what they had to do, and in a +word they resolved to divide themselves into three bodies, and to set +three houses on fire in three parts of the town; and as the men came +out, to seize them and bind them; if any resisted, they need not be +asked what to do then, and so to search the rest of the houses for +plunder; but resolved to march silently first through the town, and see +what dimensions it was of, and consider if they might venture upon it +or no. + +They did so, and desperately resolved that they would venture upon them; +but while they were animating one another to the work, three of them +that were a little before the rest called out aloud, and told them they +had found Thomas Jeffrys; they all ran up to the place; and so it was +indeed, for there they found the poor fellow, hanged up naked by one +arm, and his throat cut. There was an Indian house just by the tree, +where they found sixteen or seventeen of the principal Indians who had +been concerned in the fray with us before, and two or three of them +wounded with our shot; and our men found they were awake, and talking +one to another in that house, but knew not their number. + +The sight of their poor mangled comrade so enraged them, as before, that +they swore to one another they would be revenged, and that not an Indian +who came into their hands should have quarter; and to work they went +immediately, and yet not so madly as by the rage and fury they were in +might be expected. Their first care was to get something that would soon +take fire; but after a little search they found that would be to no +purpose, for most of the houses were low, and thatched with flags or +rushes, of which the country is full: so they presently made some +wildfire, as we call it, by wetting a little powder in the palms of +their hands; and in a quarter of an hour they set the town on fire in +four or five places, and particularly that house where the Indians were +not gone to bed. As soon as the fire began to blaze, the poor frighted +creatures began to rush out to save their lives, but met with their fate +in the attempt, and especially at the door, where they drove them back, +the boatswain himself killing one or two with his pole-axe; the house +being large, and many in it, he did not care to go in, but called for an +hand-grenado, and threw it among them, which at first frighted them; but +when it burst made such havoc among them, that they cried out in a +hideous manner. + +In short, most of the Indians who were in the open part of the house, +were killed or hurt with the grenado, except two or three more, who +pressed to the door, which the boatswain and two more kept with the +bayonets in the muzzles of their pieces, and dispatched all who came +that way. But there was another apartment in the house, where the +prince, or king, or whatsoever he was, and several others, were; and +they kept in till the house, which was by this time all of a light +flame, fell in upon them, and they were smothered or burnt together. + +All this while they fired not a gun, because they would not waken the +people faster than they could master them; but the fire began to waken +them fast enough, and our fellows were glad to keep a little together in +bodies; for the fire grew so raging, all the houses being made of light +combustible stuff, that they could hardly bear the street between them, +and their business was to follow the fire for the surer execution. As +fast as the fire either forced the people out of those houses which were +burning, or frighted them out of others, our people were ready at their +doors to knock them on the head, still calling and hallooing to one +another to remember Thomas Jeffrys. + +While this was doing I must confess I was very uneasy, and especially +when I saw the flames of the town, which, it being night, seemed to be +just by me. + +My nephew the captain, who was roused by his men too, seeing such a +fire, was very uneasy, not knowing what the matter was, or what danger I +was in; especially hearing the guns too, for by this time they began to +use their fire-arms. A thousand thoughts oppressed his mind concerning +me and the supercargo, what should become of us; and at last, though he +could ill spare any more men, yet, not knowing what exigence we might be +in, he takes another boat, and with thirteen men and himself comes on +shore to me. + +He was surprised to see me and the supercargo in the boat with no more +than two men, for one had been left to keep the boat; and though he was +glad that we were well, yet he was in the same impatience with us to +know what was doing, for the noise continued and the flame increased. I +confess it was next to an impossibility for any men in the world to +restrain their curiosity of knowing what had happened, or their concern +for the safety of the men. In a word, the captain told me he would go +and help his men, let what would come. I argued with him, as I did +before with the men, the safety of the ship, and the danger of the +voyage, the interest of the owners and merchants, &c. and told him I +would go, and the two men, and only see if we could, at a distance, +learn what was like to be the event, and come back and tell him. + +It was all one to talk to my nephew, as it was to talk to the rest +before; he would go, he said, and he only wished he had left but ten men +in the ship, for he could not think of having his men lost for want of +help; he had rather, he said, lose the ship, the voyage, and his life, +and all: and so away went he. + +Nor was I any more able to stay behind now than I was to persuade them +not to go before; so, in short, the captain ordered two men to row back +the pinnace, and fetch twelve men more from the ship, leaving the +long-boat at an anchor; and that when they came back six men should keep +the two boats, and six more come after us, so that he left only sixteen +men in the ship; for the whole ship’s company consisted of sixty-five +men, whereof two were lost in the first quarrel which brought this +mischief on. + +Being now on the march, you may be sure we felt little of the ground we +trod on, and being guided by the fire we kept no path, but went directly +to the place of the flame. If the noise of the guns were surprising to +us before, the cries of the poor people were now quite of another +nature, and filled us with horror. I must confess I never was at the +sacking of a city, or at the taking of a town by storm; I have heard of +Oliver Cromwell taking Drogheda in Ireland, and killing man, woman, and +child; and I had read of Count Tilly sacking the city of Magdebourg, and +cutting the throats of 22,000 of both sexes; but I never had an idea of +the thing itself before, nor is it possible to describe it, or the +horror which was upon our minds at hearing it. + +However, we went on, and at length came to the town, though there was no +entering the streets of it for the fire. The first object we met with +was the ruins of a hut or house, or rather the ashes of it, for the +house was consumed; and just before it, plain now to be seen by the +light of the fire, lay four men and three women killed; and, as we +thought, one or two more lay in the heap among the fire. In short, these +were such instances of a rage altogether barbarous, and of a fury +something beyond what was human, that we thought it impossible our men +could be guilty of it; or if they were the authors of it, we thought +that every one of them ought to be put to the worst of deaths: but this +was not all; we saw the fire increased forward, and the cry went on just +as the fire went on, so that we were in the utmost confusion. We +advanced a little way farther, and beheld to our astonishment three +women naked, crying in a most dreadful manner, and flying as if they had +indeed had wings, and after them sixteen or seventeen men, natives, in +the same terror and consternation, with three of our English butchers +(for I can call them no better) in the rear, who, when they could not +overtake them, fired in among them, and one that was killed by their +shot fell down in our sight: when the rest saw us, believing us to be +their enemies; and that we would murder them as well as those that +pursued them, they set up a most dreadful shriek, especially the women, +and two of them fell down as if already dead with the fright. + +My very soul shrunk within me, and my blood ran chill in my veins, when +I saw this; and I believe had the three English sailors that pursued +them come on, I had made our men kill them all. However, we took some +ways to let the poor flying creatures know that we would not hurt them, +and immediately they came up to us, and kneeling down, with their hands +lifted up, made piteous lamentations to us to save them, which we let +them know we would do; where upon they kept all together in a huddle +close behind us for protection. I left my men drawn up together, and +charged them to hurt nobody, but if possible to get at some of our +people, and see what devil it was possessed them, and what they intended +to do; and in a word to command them off, assuring them that if they +staid till daylight they would have a hundred thousand men about their +ears: I say, I left them and went among those flying people, taking only +two of our men with me; and there was indeed a piteous spectacle among +them: some of them had their feet terribly burnt with trampling and +running through the fire, others their hands burnt; one of the women had +fallen down in the fire, and was almost burnt to death before she could +get out again; two or three of the men had cuts in their backs and +thighs, from our men pursuing, and another was shot through the body, +and died while I was there. + +I would fain have learnt what the occasion of all this was, but I could +not understand one word they said, though by signs I perceived that some +of them knew not what was the occasion themselves. I was so terrified in +my thoughts at this outrageous attempt, that I could not stay there, but +went back to my own men: I told them my resolution, and commanded them +to follow me, when in the very moment came four of our men, with the +boatswain at their head, running over the heaps of bodies they had +killed, all covered with blood and dust, as if they wanted more people +to massacre, when our men hallooed to them as loud as they could halloo, +and with much ado one of them made them hear, so that they knew who we +were, and came up to us. + +As soon as the boatswain saw us he set up a halloo, like a shout of +triumph, for having, as he thought, more help come; and without bearing +to hear me, “Captain,” says he, “noble captain, I am glad you are come; +we have not half done yet: villains! hell-hound dogs! I will kill as +many of them as poor Tom has hairs upon his head. We have sworn to spare +none of them; we will root out the very name of them from the earth.” +And thus he ran on, out of breath too with action, and would not give us +leave to speak a word. + +At last, raising my voice, that I might silence him a little, “Barbarous +dog!” said I, “what are you doing? I won’t have one creature touched +more upon pain of death. I charge you upon your life to stop your hands, +and stand still here, or you are a dead man this minute.” + +“Why, Sir,” says he, “do you know what you do, or what they have done? +If you want a reason for what we have done, come hither;” and with that +he shewed me the poor fellow hanging upon a tree, with his throat cut. + +I confess I was urged then myself, and at another time should have been +forward enough; but I thought they had carried their rage too far, and +thought of Jacob’s words to his sons Simeon and Levi, “Cursed be their +anger, for it was fierce; and their wrath, for it was cruel.” But I had +now a new task upon my hands; for when the men I carried with me saw the +sight as I had done, I had as much to do to restrain them, as I should +have had with the others; nay, my nephew himself fell in with them, and +told me in their hearing, that he was only concerned for fear of the men +being overpowered; for, as to the people, he thought not one of them +ought to live; for they had all glutted themselves with the murder of +the poor man, and that they ought to be used like murderers. Upon these +words away ran eight of my men with the boatswain and his crew to +complete their bloody work; and I, seeing it quite out of my power to +restrain them, came away pensive and sad, for I could not bear the +sight, much less the horrible noise and cries of the poor wretches that +fell into their hands. + +I got nobody to come back with me but the supercargo and two men, and +with these I walked back to the boats. It was a very great piece of +folly in me, I confess, to venture back as it were alone; for as it +began now to be almost day, and the alarm had run over the country, +there stood about forty men armed with lances and bows at the little +place where the twelve or thirteen houses stood mentioned before, but by +accident I missed the place, and came directly to the sea-side; and by +that time I got to the sea-side it was broad day: immediately I took the +pinnace and went aboard, and sent her back to assist the men in what +might happen. + +I observed that about the time I came to the boat-side the fire was +pretty well out, and the noise abated; but in about half an hour after I +got on board I heard a volley of our men’s fire-arms, and saw a great +smoke; this, as I understood afterwards, was our men falling upon the +forty men, who, as I said, stood at the few houses on the way; of whom +they killed sixteen or seventeen, and set all those houses on fire, but +did not meddle with the women or children. + +By the time the men got to the shore again with the pinnace our men +began to appear; they came dropping in some and some, not in two bodies, +and in form, as they went out, but all in heaps, straggling here and +there in such a manner that a small force of resolute men might have cut +them all off. + +But the dread of them was upon the whole country. The people were amazed +and surprised, and so frighted that I believe a hundred of them would +have fled at the sight of but five of our men. Nor in all this terrible +action was there a man who made any considerable defence; they were so +surprised between the terror of the fire, and the sudden attack of our +men in the dark, that they knew not which way to turn themselves; for if +they fled one way they were met by one party, if back again by another; +so that they were every where knocked down. Nor did any of our men +receive the least hurt, except one who strained his foot, and another +had one of his hands very much burnt. + +I was very angry with my nephew the captain, and indeed with all the +men, in my mind, but with him in particular, as well for his acting so +out of his duty, as commander of the ship, and having the charge of the +voyage upon him, as in his prompting rather than cooling the rage of his +men in so bloody and cruel an enterprise: my nephew answered me very +respectfully, but told me that when he saw the body of the poor seaman +whom they had murdered in such a cruel and barbarous manner, he was not +master of himself, neither could he govern his passion; he owned he +should not have done so, as he was commander of the ship, but as he was +a man, and nature moved him, he could not bear it. As for the rest of +the men, they were not subject to me at all, and they knew it well +enough, so they took no notice of my dislike. + +The next day we set sail, so we never heard any more of it. Our men +differed in the account of the number they killed; some said one thing, +some another; but according to the best of their accounts, put all +together, they killed or destroyed about a hundred and fifty people, +men, women, and children, and left not a house standing in the town. + +As for the poor fellow, Thomas Jeffrys, as he was quite dead, for his +throat was so cut that his head was half off, it would do him no service +to bring him away; so they left him where they found him, only took him +down from the tree where he was hanged by one hand. + +However just our men thought this action to be, I was against them in +it, and I always after that time told them God would blast the voyage; +for I looked upon the blood they shed that night to be murder in them: +for though it is true that they killed Thomas Jeffrys, yet it was as +true that Jeffrys was the aggressor, had broken the truce, and had +violated or debauched a young woman of theirs, who came to our camp +innocently, and on the faith of their capitulation. + +The boatswain defended this quarrel when we were afterwards on board. He +said, it was true that we seemed to break the truce, but really had not, +and that the war was begun the night before by the natives themselves, +who had shot at us, and killed one of our men without any just +provocation; so that as we were in a capacity to fight them, we might +also be in a capacity to do ourselves justice upon them in an +extraordinary manner; that though the poor man had taken liberty with a +wench, he ought not to have been murdered, and that in such a villanous +manner; and that they did nothing but what was just, and that the laws +of God allowed to be done to murderers. + +One would think this should have been enough to have warned us against +going on shore among heathens and barbarians; but it is impossible to +make mankind wise but at their own experience; and their experience +seems to be always of most use to them when it is dearest bought. + +We were now bound to the Gulf of Persia, and from thence to the coast of +Coromandel, only to touch at Surat; but the chief of the supercargo’s +design lay at the Bay of Bengal, where if he missed of the business +outward-bound he was to go up to China, and return to the coast as he +came home. + +The first disaster that befel us was in the Gulf of Persia, where five +of our men venturing on shore on the Arabian side of the Gulf were +surrounded by the Arabs, and either all killed or carried away into +slavery; the rest of the boat’s crew were not able to rescue them, and +had but just time to get off their boat. I began to upbraid them with +the just retribution of Heaven in this case; but the boatswain very +warmly told me, he thought I went farther in my censures than I could +show any warrant for in Scripture, and referred to the thirteenth of St. +Luke, ver. 4, where our Saviour intimates that those men on whom the +tower of Siloam fell, were not sinners above all the Galileans; but that +which indeed put me to silence in this case was, that none of these five +men who were now lost were of the number of those who went on shore to +the massacre of Madagascar (so I always called it, though our men could +not bear the word _massacre_ with any patience:) and indeed this last +circumstance, as I have said, put me to silence for the present. + +But my frequent preaching to them on this subject had worse consequences +than I expected; and the boatswain, who had been the head of the +attempt, came up boldly to me one time, and told me he found that I +continually brought that affair upon the stage, that I made unjust +reflections upon it, and had used the men very ill on that account, and +himself in particular; that as I was but a passenger, and had no command +in the ship, or concern in the voyage, they were not obliged to bear it; +that they did not know but I might have some ill design in my head, and +perhaps call them to an account for it when they came to England; and +that therefore, unless I would resolve to have done with it, and also +not to concern myself farther with him, or any of his affairs, he would +leave the ship; for he did not think it was safe to sail with me +among them. + +I heard him patiently enough till he had done, and then told him that I +did confess I had all along opposed the massacre of Madagascar, for such +I would always call it; and that I had on all occasions spoken my mind +freely about it, though not more upon him than any of the rest; that as +to my having no command in the ship, that was true, nor did I exercise +any authority, only took the liberty of speaking my mind in things which +publicly concerned us all: as to what concern I had in the voyage, that +was none of his business; I was a considerable owner of the ship, and in +that claim I conceived I had a right to speak, even farther than I had +yet done, and would not be accountable to him or any one else; and began +to be a little warm with him: he made but little reply to me at that +time, and I thought that affair had been over. We were at this time in +the road to Bengal; and being willing to see the place, I went on shore +with the supercargo, in the ship’s boat, to divert myself; and towards +evening was preparing to go on board, when one of the men came to me, +and told me he would not have me trouble myself to come down to the +boat, for they had orders not to carry me on board. Any one may guess +what a surprise I was in at so insolent a message; and I asked the man +who bade him deliver that errand to me? He told me, the coxswain. I said +no more to the fellow, but bid him let them know he had delivered his +message, and that I had given him no answer to it. + +I immediately went and round out the supercargo, and told him the story, +adding, what I presently foresaw, viz. that there would certainly be a +mutiny in the ship; and entreated him to go immediately on board the +ship in an Indian boat, and acquaint the captain of it: but I might have +spared this intelligence, for before I had spoken to him on shore the +matter was effected on board: the boatswain, the gunner, the carpenter, +and, in a word, all the inferior officers, as soon as I was gone off in +the boat, came up to the quarter-deck, and desired to speak with the +captain; and there the boatswain making a long harangue, (for the fellow +talked very well) and repeating all he had said to me, told the captain +in a few words, that as I was now gone peaceably on shore, they were +loath to use any violence with me; which if I had not gone on shore, +they would otherwise have done, to oblige me to have gone. They +therefore thought fit to tell him, that as they shipped themselves to +serve in the ship under his command, they would perform it faithfully; +but if I would not quit the ship, or the captain oblige me to quit it, +they would all leave the ship, and sail no farther with him; and at that +word All, he turned his face about towards the main-mast, which was, it +seems, the signal agreed on between them, at which all the seamen being +got together, they cried out, “One and All, One and All!” + +My nephew, the captain, was a man of spirit, and of great presence of +mind; and though he was surprised, you may be sure, at the thing, yet he +told them calmly he would consider of the matter, but that he could do +nothing in it till he had spoken to me about it: he used some arguments +with them, to shew them the unreasonableness and injustice of the thing, +but it was all in vain; they swore, and shook hands round, before his +face, that they would go all on shore unless he would engage to them not +to suffer me to come on board the ship. + +This was a hard article upon him, who knew his obligation to me, and did +not know how I might take it; so he began to talk cavalierly to them; +told them that I was a very considerable owner of the ship, and that in +justice he could not put me out of my own house; that this was next door +to serving me as the famous pirate Kid had done, who made the mutiny in +the ship, set the captain on shore in an uninhabited island, and ran +away with the ship; that let them go into what ship they would, if ever +they came to England again it would cost them dear; that the ship was +mine, and that he would not put me out of it; and that he would rather +lose the ship, and the voyage too, than disoblige me so much; so they +might do as they pleased. However, he would go on shore, and talk with +me there, and invited the boatswain to go with him, and perhaps they +might accommodate the matter with me. + +But they all rejected the proposal; and said, they would have nothing to +do with me any more, neither on board nor on shore; and if I came on +board, they would go on shore. “Well,” said the captain, “if you are all +of this mind, let me go on shore, and talk with him:” so away he came to +me with this account, a little after the message had been brought to me +from the coxswain. + +I was very glad to see my nephew I must confess, for I was not without +apprehensions that they would confine him by violence, set sail, and run +away with the ship; and then I had been stripped naked, in a remote +country, and nothing to help myself: in short, I had been in a worse +case than when I was all alone in the island. + +But they had not come to that length, it seems, to my great +satisfaction; and when my nephew told me what they had said to him, and +how they had sworn, and shook hands, that they would one and all leave +the ship, if I was suffered to come on board, I told him he should not +be concerned at it at all, for I would stay onshore; I only desired he +would take care and send me all my necessary things on shore, and leave +me a sufficient sum of money, and I would find my way to England as well +as I could. + +This was a heavy piece of news to my nephew; but there was no way to +help it, but to comply with it. So, in short, he went on board the ship +again, and satisfied the men that his uncle had yielded to their +importunity, and had sent for his goods from on board the ship. So the +matter was over in a very few hours; the men returned to their duty, and +I begun to consider what course I should steer. + +I was now alone in the remotest part of the world, as I think I may call +it, for I was near three thousand leagues, by sea, farther off from +England than I was at my island; only, it is true, I might travel here +by land, over the Great Mogul’s country to Surat, might go from thence +to Bassora by sea, up the Gulf of Persia, and from thence might take the +way of the caravans, over the deserts of Arabia, to Aleppo and +Scanderoon, and from thence by sea again to Italy, and so overland into +France; and this, put together, might be, at least, a full diameter of +the globe; but, if it were to be measured, I suppose it would appear to +be a great deal more. + +I had another way before me, which was to wait for some English ships, +which were coming to Bengal, from Achin, on the island of Sumatra, and +get passage on board them for England: but as I came hither without any +concern with the English East India Company, so it would be difficult to +go from hence without their licence, unless with great favour of the +captains of the ships, or of the Company’s factors; and to both I was an +utter stranger. + +Here I had the particular pleasure, speaking by contrarieties, to see +the ship set sail without me; a treatment, I think, a man in my +circumstances scarce ever met with, except from pirates running away +with a ship, and setting those that would not agree with their villany +on shore: indeed this was the next door to it both ways. However, my +nephew left me two servants, or rather, one companion and one servant: +the first was clerk to the purser, whom he engaged to go with me; and +the other was his own servant. I took me also a good lodging in the +house of an English woman, where several merchants lodged, some French, +two Italians, or rather Jews, and one Englishman. Here I was handsomely +enough entertained; and that I might not be said to run rashly upon any +thing, I stayed here above nine months, considering what course to take, +and how to manage myself. I had some English goods with me of value, and +a considerable sum of money; my nephew furnishing me with a thousand +pieces of eight, and a letter of credit for more, if I had occasion, +that I might not be straitened, whatever might happen. + +I quickly disposed of my goods, and to advantage too; and, as I +originally intended, I bought here some very good diamonds, which, of +all other things, was the most proper for me, in my circumstances, +because I might always carry my whole estate about me. + +After a long stay here, and many proposals made for my return to +England, but none falling to my mind, the English merchant, who lodged +with me, and with whom I had contracted an intimate acquaintance, came +to me one morning: “Countryman,” says he, “I have a project to +communicate to you, which, as it suits with my thoughts, may, for aught +I know, suit with yours also, when you shall have thoroughly +considered it. + +“Here we are posted,” says he, “you by accident, and I by my own choice, +in a part of the world very remote from our own country; but it is in a +country where, by us who understand trade and business, a great deal of +money is to be got: if you will put a thousand pounds to my thousand +pounds, we will hire a ship here, the first we can get to our minds; you +shall be captain, I’ll be merchant, and we will go a trading voyage to +China; for what should we stand still for? The whole world is in motion, +rolling round and round; all the creatures of God, heavenly bodies and +earthly, are busy and vibrant: why should we be idle? There are no +drones,” says he, “living in the world but men: why should we be of +that number?” + +I liked this proposal very well; and the more because it seemed to be +expressed with so much good will, and in so friendly a manner. I will +not say, but that I might, by my loose and unhinged circumstances, be +the fitter to embrace a proposal for trade, and indeed for any thing +else; or otherwise trade was none of my element; however, I might, +perhaps, say with some truth, that if trade was not my element, rambling +was; and no proposal for seeing any part of the world, which I had never +seen before, could possibly come amiss to me. + +It was, however, some time before we could get a ship to our mind; and +when we got a vessel, it was not easy to get English sailors; that is to +say, so many as were necessary to govern the voyage, and manage the +sailors which we should pick up there. After some time we got a mate, a +boatswain, and a gunner, English; a Dutch carpenter, and three +Portuguese foremast-men: with these we found we could do well enough, +having Indian seamen, such as they are, to make up. + +There are so many travellers who have written the history of their +voyages and travels this way, that it would be but very little diversion +to any body, to give a long account of the places we went to, and the +people who inhabit there: those things I leave to others, and refer the +reader to those journals and travels of Englishmen, many of which, I +find, are published, and more promised every day. It is enough for me to +tell you that we made the voyage to Achin, in the island of Sumatra, +first; and from thence to Siam, where we exchanged some of our wares for +opium, and for some arrack; the first a commodity which bears a great +price among the Chinese, and which, at that time, was very much wanted +there: in a word, we went up to Susham; made a very great voyage; were +eight months out; and returned to Bengal: and I was very well satisfied +with my adventure. + +I observe, that our people in England often admire how the officers, +which the Company send into India, and the merchants which generally +stay there, get such very good estates as they do, and sometimes come +home worth sixty, seventy, and a hundred thousand pounds at a time. But +it is no wonder, or, at least, we shall see so much farther into it, +when we consider the innumerable ports and places where they have a free +commerce, that it will then be no wonder; and much less will it be so, +when we consider, that at all those places and ports where the English +ships come, there is so much, and such constant demand for the growth of +all other countries, that there is a certain vent for the return, as +well as a market abroad for the goods carried out. + +In short, we made a very good voyage, and I got so much money by the +first adventure, and such an insight into the method of getting more, +that, had I been twenty years younger, I should have been tempted to +have stayed here, and sought no farther for making my fortune: but what +was all this to a man on the wrong side of threescore, that was rich +enough, and came abroad more in obedience to a restless desire of seeing +the world, than a covetous desire of getting in it? And indeed I think +it is with great justice that I now call it a restless desire, for it +was so: when I was at home, I was restless to go abroad; and now I was +abroad, I was restless to be at home. I say, what was this gain to me? I +was rich enough already; nor had I any uneasy desires about getting more +money; and therefore, the profits of the voyage to me were things of no +great force to me, for the prompting me forward to farther undertakings: +hence I thought, that by this voyage I had made no progress at all; +because I was come back, as I might call it, to the place from whence I +came, as to a home; whereas my eye, which, like that which Solomon +speaks of, was never satisfied with seeing, was still more desirous of +wandering and seeing. I was come into a part of the world which I never +was in before; and that part in particular which I had heard much of; +and was resolved to see as much of it as I could; and then I thought I +might say I had seen all the world that was worth seeing. + +But my fellow-traveller and I had different notions: I do not name this +to insist upon my own, for I acknowledge his was most just, and the most +suited to the end of a merchant’s life; who, when he is abroad upon +adventures, it is his wisdom to stick to that, as the best thing for +him, which he is like to get the most money by. My new friend kept +himself to the nature of the thing, and would have been content to have +gone, like a carrier’s horse, always to the same inn, backward and +forward, provided he could, as he called it, find his account in it: on +the other hand, mine, as old as I was, was the notion of a mad rambling +boy, that never cares to see a thing twice over. + +But this was not all: I had a kind of impatience upon me to be nearer +home, and yet the most unsettled resolution imaginable, which way to go. +In the interval of these consultations, my friend, who was always upon +the search for business, proposed another voyage to me, viz. among the +Spice Islands; and to bring home a load of cloves from the Manillas, or +thereabouts; places where, indeed, the Dutch do trade, but the islands +belong partly to the Spaniards; though we went not so far, but to some +other, where they have not the whole power as they have at Batavia, +Ceylon, &c. We were not long in preparing for this voyage; the chief +difficulty was in bringing me to come into it; however, at last, nothing +else offering, and finding that really stirring about and trading, the +profit being so great, and, as I may say, certain, had more pleasure in +it, and more satisfaction to the mind, than sitting still; which, to me +especially, was the unhappiest part of life, I resolved on this voyage +too: which we made very successfully, touching at Borneo, and several +islands, whose names I do not remember, and came home in about five +months. We sold our spice, which was chiefly cloves, and some nutmegs, +to the Persian merchants, who carried them away for the Gulf; and, +making near five of one, we really got a great deal of money. + +My friend, when we made up this account, smiled at me: “Well now,” said +he, with a sort of an agreeable insult upon my indolent temper, “is not +this better than walking about here, like a man of nothing to do, and +spending our time in staring at the nonsense and ignorace of the +Pagans?”—“Why truly,” said I, “my friend, I think it is; and I begin to +be a convert to the principles of merchandising. But I must tell you,” +said I, “by the way, you do not know what I am doing; for if once I +conquer my backwardness, and embark heartily, as old as I am, I shall +harass you up and down the world till I tire you; for I shall pursue it +so eagerly, I shall never let you lie still.” + +But to be short with my speculations: a little while after this there +came in a Dutch ship from Batavia; she was a coaster, not an European +trader, and of about two hundred tons burden: the men, as they +pretended, having been so sickly, that the captain had not men enough to +go to sea with, he lay by at Bengal; and, as if having got money enough, +or being willing, for other reasons, to go for Europe, he gave public +notice, that he would sell his ship; this came to my ears before my new +partner heard of it; and I had a great mind to buy it. So I went home to +him, and told him of it: he considered awhile, for he was no rash man +neither; but musing some time, he replied, “She is a little too big; +but, however, we will have her.” Accordingly we bought the ship; and, +agreeing with the master, we paid for her, and took possession; when we +had done so, we resolved to entertain the men, if we could, to join them +with those we had, for the pursuing our business; but on a sudden, they +not having received their wages, but their share of the money, as we +afterwards learnt, not one of them was to be found. We inquired much +about them, and at length were told, that they were all gone together, +by land, to Agra, the great city of the Mogul’s residence; and from +thence were to travel to Surat, and so by sea to the Gulf of Persia. + +Nothing had so heartily troubled me a good while, as that I missed the +opportunity of going with them; for such a ramble, I thought, and in +such company as would both have guarded me and diverted me, would have +suited mightily with my great design; and I should both have seen the +world, and gone homewards too; but I was much better satisfied a few +days after, when I came to know what sort of fellows they were; for, in +short, their history was, that this man they called captain was the +gunner only, not the commander; that they had been a trading voyage, in +which they were attacked on shore by some of the Malaccans, who had +killed the captain and three of his men; and that after the captain was +killed, these men, eleven in number, had resolved to run away with the +ship, which they did; and had brought her in at the Bay of Bengal, +leaving the mate and five men more on shore; of whom we shall +hear farther. + +Well; let them come by the ship how they would, we came honestly by her, +as we thought; though we did not, I confess, examine into things so +exactly as we ought; for we never inquired any thing of the seamen, who, +if we had examined, would certainly have faltered in their accounts, +contradicted one another, and perhaps have contradicted themselves; or, +one how or other, we should have seen reason to have suspected them: but +the man shewed us a bill of sale for the ship, to one Emanuel +Clostershoven, or some such name, (for I suppose it was all a forgery) +and called himself by that name; and we could not contradict him; and +being withal a little too unwary, or at least having no suspicion of the +thing, we went through with our bargain. + +However, we picked up some English seamen here after this, and some +Dutch; and we now resolved for a second voyage to the south-east, for +cloves, &c. that is to say, among the Philippine and Malacca isles; and, +in short, not to fill this part of my story with trifles, when what is +yet to come is so remarkable, I spent, from first to last, six years in +this country, trading from port to port, backward and forward, and with +very good success; and was now the last year with my partner, going in +the ship above-mentioned, on a voyage to China; but designing first to +go to Siam, to buy rice. + +In this voyage, being by contrary winds obliged to beat up and down a +great while in the Straits of Malacca, and among the islands, we were no +sooner got clear of those difficult seas, but we found our ship had +sprung a leak, and we were not able, by all our industry, to find out +where it was. This forced us to make for some port; and my partner, who +knew the country better than I did, directed the captain to put into the +river of Cambodia; for I had made the English mate, one Mr. Thompson, +captain, not being willing to take the charge of the ship upon myself. +This river lies on the north side of the great bay or gulf which goes +up to Siam. + +While we were here, and going often on shore for refreshment, there +comes to me one day an Englishman, and he was, it seems, a gunner’s mate +on board an English East India ship, which rode in the same river, up at +or near the city of Cambodia: what brought him hither we knew not; but +he comes up to me, and, speaking English, “Sir,” says he, “you are a +stranger to me, and I to you; but I have something to tell you, that +very nearly concerns you.” + +I looked stedfastly at him a good while, and he thought at first I had +known him, but I did not. “If it very nearly concerns me,” said I, “and +not yourself, what moves you to tell it me?”—“I am moved,” says he, “by +the imminent danger you are in; and, for aught I see, you have no +knowledge of it.”—“I know no danger I am in,” said I, “but that my ship +is leaky, and I cannot find it out; but I propose to lay her aground +to-morrow, to see if I can find it.”—“But, Sir,” says he, “leaky or not +leaky, find it or not find it, you will be wiser than to lay your ship +on shore to-morrow, when you hear what I have to say to you. Do you +know, Sir,” said he, “the town of Cambodia lies about fifteen leagues up +this river? And there are two large English ships about five leagues on +this side, and three Dutch.”—“Well,” said I, “and what is that to +me?”—“Why, Sir,” says he, “is it for a man that is upon such adventures +as you are, to come into a port, and not examine first what ships there +are there, and whether he is able to deal with them? I suppose you do +not think you are a match for them?” I was amused very much at his +discourse, but not amazed at it; for I could not conceive what he meant; +and I turned short upon him, and said, “Sir, I wish you would explain +yourself; I cannot imagine what reason I have to be afraid of any of the +Company’s ships, or Dutch ships; I am no interloper; what can they have +to say to me?” + +He looked like a man half angry, half pleased; and pausing awhile, but +smiling, “Well, Sir,” says he, “if you think yourself secure, you must +take your chance; I am sorry your fate should blind you against good +advice; but assure yourself if you do not put to sea immediately, you +will the very next tide be attacked by five long-boats full of men; and, +perhaps, if you are taken, you will be hanged for a pirate, and the +particulars be examined into afterwards. I thought, Sir,” added he, “I +should have met with a better reception than this, for doing you a piece +of service of such importance.”—“I can never be ungrateful,” said I, +“for any service, or to any man that offers me any kindness; but it is +past my comprehension,” said I, “what they should have such a design +upon me for; however, since you say there is no time to be lost, and +that there is some villanous design in hand against me, I will go on +board this minute, and put to sea immediately, if my men can stop the +leak, or if we can swim without stopping it: but, Sir,” said I, “shall I +go away ignorant of the reason of all this? Can you give me no farther +light into it?” + +“I can tell you but part of the story, Sir,” says he; “but I have a +Dutch seaman here with me, and, I believe, I could persuade him to tell +you the rest; but there is scarce time for it: but the short of the +story is this, the first part of which, I suppose, you know well enough, +viz. that you were with this ship at Sumatra; that there your captain +was murdered by the Malaccans, with three of his men; and that you, or +some of those that were on board with you, ran away with the ship, and +are since turned pirates. This is the sum of the story, and you will all +be seized as pirates, I can assure you, and executed with very little +ceremony; for you know merchant-ships shew but little law to pirates, if +they get them in their power.” + +“Now you speak plain English,” said I, “and I thank you; and though I +know nothing that we have done, like what you talk of, but I am sure we +came honestly and fairly by the ship; yet seeing such work is a-doing, +as you say, and that you seem to mean honestly, I will be upon my +guard.”—“Nay, Sir,” says he, “do not talk of being upon your guard; the +best defence is to be out of the danger: if you have any regard to your +life, and the lives of all your men, put out to sea without fail at +high-water; and as you have a whole tide before you, you will be gone +too far out before they can come down; for they will come away at high +water; and as they have twenty miles to come, you’ll get near two hours +of them by the difference of the tide, not reckoning the length of the +way: besides, as they are only boats, and not ships, they will not +venture to follow you far out to sea, especially if it blows.” + +“Well,” said I, “you have been very kind in this: what shall I do for +you to make you amends?”—“Sir,” says he, “you may not be so willing to +make me amends, because you may not be convinced of the truth of it: I +will make an offer to you; I have nineteen months pay due to me on board +the ship ——, which I came out of England in; and the Dutchman, that is +with me, has seven months pay due to him; if you will make good our pay +to us, we will go along with you: if you find nothing more in it, we +will desire no more; but if we do convince you, that we have saved your +life, and the ship, and the lives of all the men in her, we will leave +the rest to you.” + +I consented to this readily; and went immediately on board, and the two +men with me. As soon as I came to the ship’s side, my partner, who was +on board, came on the quarter-deck, and called to me with a great deal +of joy, “O ho! O ho! we have stopped the leak!”—“Say you so?” said I; +“thank God; but weigh the anchor then immediately.”—“Weigh!” says he; +“what do you mean by that? What is the matter?” says he. “Ask no +questions,” said I, “but all hands to work, and weigh without losing a +minute.” He was surprised: but, however, he called the captain, and he +immediately ordered the anchor to be got up; and though the tide was not +quite done, yet a little land breeze blowing, we stood out to sea; then +I called him into the cabin, and told him the story at large; and we +called in the men, and they told us the rest of it: but as it took us up +a great deal of time, so before we had done, a seaman comes to the cabin +door, and calls out to us, that the captain made him tell us, we were +chased. “Chased!” said I; “by whom, and by what?”—“By five sloops, or +boats,” said the fellow, “full of men.”—“Very well,” said I; “then it +is apparent there is something in it.” In the next place, I ordered all +our men to be called up; and told them, that there was a design to seize +the ship, and to take us for pirates; and asked them, if they would +stand by us, and by one another? The men answered, cheerfully, one and +all, that they would live and die with us. Then I asked the captain, +what way he thought best for us to manage a fight with them; for resist +them I resolved we would, and that to the last drop. He said, readily, +that the way was to keep them off with our great shot, as long as we +could, and then to fire at them with our small arms, to keep them from +boarding us; but when neither of these would do any longer, we should +retire to our close quarters; perhaps they had not materials to break +open our bulk-heads, or get in upon us. + +The gunner had, in the mean time, orders to bring two guns to bear fore +and aft, out of the steerage, to clear the deck, and load them with +musket-bullets and small pieces of old iron, and what next came to hand; +and thus we made ready for fight; but all this while kept out to sea, +with wind enough, and could see the boats at a distance, being five +large long-boats following us, with all the sail they could make. + +Two of these boats, which, by our glasses, we could see were English, +had outsailed the rest, were near two leagues a head of them, and gained +upon us considerably; so that we found they would come up with us: upon +which we fired a gun without a shot, to intimate that they should bring +to; and we put out a flag of truce, as a signal for parley; but they +kept crowding after us, till they came within shot: upon this we took in +our white flag, they having made no answer to it; hung out the red flag, +and fired at them with shot; notwithstanding this, they came on till +they were near enough to call to them with a speaking trumpet, which we +had on board; so we called to them, and bade them keep off at +their peril. + +It was all one, they crowded after us, and endeavoured to come under +our stern, so to board us on our quarter: upon which, seeing they were +resolute for mischief, and depended upon the strength that followed +them, I ordered to bring the ship to, so that they lay upon our +broadside, when immediately we fired five guns at them; one of them had +been levelled so true, as to carry away the stern of the hindermost +boat, and bring them to the necessity of taking down their sail, and +running all to the head of the boat to keep her from sinking; so she lay +by, and had enough of it; but seeing the foremost boat still crowd on +after us, we made ready to fire at her in particular. + +While this was doing, one of the three boats that was behind, being +forwarder than the other two, made up to the boat which we had disabled, +to relieve her, and we could afterwards see her take out the men: we +called again to the foremost boat, and offered a truce to parley again, +and to know what was her business with us; but had no answer: only she +crowded close under our stern. Upon this our gunner, who was a very +dexterous fellow, run out his two chase-guns, and fired at her; but the +shot missing, the men in the boat shouted, waved their caps, and came +on; but the gunner, getting quickly ready again, fired among them a +second time; one shot of which, though it missed the boat itself, yet +fell in among the men, and we could easily see had done a great deal of +mischief among them; but we, taking no notice of that, weared the ship +again, and brought our quarter to bear upon them; and, firing three guns +more, we found the boat was split almost to pieces; in particular, her +rudder, and a piece of her stern, were shot quite away; so they handed +their sail immediately, and were in great disorder; but, to complete +their misfortune, our gunner let fly two guns at them again; where he +hit them we could not tell, but we found the boat was sinking, and some +of the men already in the water. Upon this I immediately manned out our +pinnace, which we had kept close by our side, with orders to pick up +some of the men, if they could, and save them from drowning, and +immediately to come on board with them; because we saw the rest of the +boats began to come up. Our men in the pinnace followed their orders, +and took up three men; one of which was just drowning, and it was a good +while before we could recover him. As soon as they were on board, we +crowded all the sail we could make, and stood farther out to sea; and we +found, that when the other three boats came up to the first two, they +gave over their chase. + +Being thus delivered from a danger, which though I knew not the reason +of it, yet seemed to be much greater than I apprehended, I took care +that we should change our course, and not let any one imagine whither we +were going; so we stood out to sea eastward, quite out of the course of +all European ships, whether they were bound to China, or any where else +within the commerce of the European nations. + +When we were now at sea, we began to consult with the two seamen, and +inquire first, what the meaning of all this should be? The Dutchman let +us into the secret of it at once; telling us, that the fellow that sold +us the ship, as we said, was no more than a thief that had run away with +her. Then he told us how the captain, whose name too he mentioned, +though I do not remember it now, was treacherously murdered by the +natives on the coast of Malacca, with three of his men; and that he, +this Dutchman, and four more, got into the woods, where they wandered +about a great while; till at length he, in particular, in a miraculous +manner, made his escape, and swam off to a Dutch ship, which sailing +near the shore, in its way from China, had sent their boat on shore for +fresh water; that he durst not come to that part of the shore where the +boat was, but made shift in the night to take in the water farther off, +and swimming a great while, at last the ship’s boat took him up. + +He then told us, that he went to Batavia, where two of the seamen +belonging to the ship had arrived, having deserted the rest in their +travels; and gave an account, that the fellow who had run away with the +ship, sold her at Bengal to a set of pirates, which were gone a-cruising +in her; and that they had already taken an English ship, and two Dutch +ships, very richly laden. + +This latter part we found to concern us directly; and though we knew it +to be false, yet, as my partner said very well, if we had fallen into +their hands, and they had such a prepossession against us beforehand, it +had been in vain for us to have defended ourselves, or to hope for any +good quarters at their hands; especially considering that our accusers +had been our judges, and that we could have expected nothing from them +but what rage would have dictated, and ungoverned passion have executed; +and therefore it was his opinion, we should go directly back to Bengal, +from whence we came, without putting in at any port whatever; because +there we could give an account of ourselves, and could prove where we +were when the ship put in, whom we bought her of, and the like; and, +which was more than all the rest, if we were put to the necessity of +bringing it before the proper judges, we should be sure to have some +justice; and not be hanged first, and judged afterwards. + +I was some time of my partner’s opinion; but after a little more serious +thinking, I told him, I thought it was a very great hazard for us to +attempt returning to Bengal, for that we were on the wrong side of the +Straits of Malacca; and that if the alarm was given, we should be sure +to be waylaid on every side, as well by the Dutch of Batavia, as the +English elsewhere; that if we should be taken, as it were, running away, +we should even condemn ourselves, and there would want no more evidence +to destroy us. I also asked the English sailor’s opinion, who said, he +was of my mind, and that we should certainly be taken. + +This danger a little startled my partner, and all the ship’s company; +and we immediately resolved to go away to the coast of Tonquin, and so +on to China; and from thence pursuing the first design, as to trade, +find some way or other to dispose of the ship, and come back in some of +the vessels of the country, such as we could get. This was approved of +as the best method for our security; and accordingly we steered away +N.N.E. keeping above fifty leagues off from the usual course to +the eastward. + +This, however, put us to some inconvenience; for first the winds when we +came to that distance from the shore, seemed to be more steadily against +us, blowing almost trade as we call it, from the E. and E.N.E.; so that +we were a long while upon our voyage, and we were but ill provided with +victuals for so long a run; and, which was still worse, there was some +danger that those English and Dutch ships, whose boats pursued us, +whereof some were bound that way, might be got in before us; and if not, +some other ship bound to China might have information of us from them, +and pursue us with the same vigour. + +I must confess I was now very uneasy, and thought myself, including the +last escape from the long boats, to have been in the most dangerous +condition that ever I was in through all my past life; for whatever ill +circumstances I had been in, I was never pursued for a thief before; nor +had I ever done any thing that merited the name of dishonest or +fraudulent, much less thievish. I had chiefly been mine own enemy; or, +as I may rightly say, I had been nobody’s enemy but my own. But now I +was embarrassed in the worst condition imaginable; for though I was +perfectly innocent, I was in no condition to make that innocence appear: +and if I had been taken, it had been under a supposed guilt of the worst +kind; at least a crime esteemed so among the people I had to do with. + +This made me very anxious to make an escape, though which way to do it I +knew not; or what port or place we should go to. My partner, seeing me +thus dejected, though he was the most concerned at first, began to +encourage me; and describing to me the several ports of the coast, told +me, he would put in on the coast of Cochinchina, or the bay of Tonquin; +intending to go afterwards to Macao, a town once in the possession or +the Portuguese, and where still a great many European families resided, +and particularly the missionary priests usually went thither, in order +to their going forward to China. + +Hither we then resolved to go; and accordingly, though after a tedious +and irregular course, and very much straitened for provisions, we came +within sight of the coast very early in the morning; and upon reflection +upon the past circumstances we were in, and the danger, if we had not +escaped, we resolved to put into a small river, which, however, had +depth enough of water for us, and to see if we could, either overland or +by the ship’s pinnace, come to know what ships were in any port +thereabouts. This happy step was, indeed, our deliverance; for though we +did not immediately see any European ships in the bay of Tonquin, yet +the next morning there came into the bay two Dutch ships; and a third +without any colours spread out, but which we believed to be a Dutchman, +passed by at about two leagues distance, steering for the coast of +China; and in the afternoon went by two English ships, steering the same +course; and thus we thought we saw ourselves beset with enemies, both +one way and the other. The place we were in was wild and barbarous, the +people thieves, even by occupation or profession; and though, it is +true, we had not much to seek of them, and except getting a few +provisions, cared not how little we had to do with them; yet it was with +much difficulty that we kept ourselves from being insulted by them +several ways. + +We were in a small river of this country, within a few leagues of its +utmost limits northward, and by our boat we coasted north-east to the +point of land which opens to the great bay of Tonquin: and it was in +this beating up along the shore that we discovered as above, that, in a +word, we were surrounded with enemies. The people we were among were the +most barbarous of all the inhabitants of the coast; having no +correspondence with any other nation, and dealing only in fish and oil, +and such gross commodities; and it may be particularly seen that they +are, as I said, the most barbarous of any of the inhabitants, viz. that +among other customs they have this one, that if any vessel had the +misfortune to be shipwrecked upon their coast, they presently make the +men all prisoners; that is to say, slaves; and it was not long before we +found a spice of their kindness this way, on the occasion following: + +I have observed above that our ship sprung a leak at sea, and that we +could not find it out: and however it happened, that, as I have said, it +was stopped unexpectedly, in the happy minute of our being to be seized +by the Dutch and English ships, near the bay of Siam; yet, as we did not +find the ship so perfectly tight and sound as we desired, we resolved, +while we were in this place, to lay her on shore, take out what heavy +things we had on board, which were not many, and to wash and clean her +bottom, and if possible to find out where the leaks were. + +Accordingly, having lightened the ship, and brought all our guns, and +other moveable things, to one side, we tried to bring her down, that we +might come at her bottom; for, on second thoughts, we did not care to +lay her dry aground, neither could we find out a proper place for it. + +The inhabitants, who had never been acquainted with such a sight, came +wondering down to the shore to look at us; and seeing the ship lie down +on one side in such a manner, and heeling towards the shore, and not +seeing our men, who were at work on her bottom with stages, and with +their boats, on the off side, they presently concluded that the ship was +cast away, and lay so very fast on the ground. + +On this supposition they came all about us in two or three hours time, +with ten or twelve large boats, having some of them eight, some ten men +in a boat, intending, no doubt, to have come on board and plunder the +ship; and if they had found us there, to have carried us away for +slaves to their king, or whatever they call him, for we knew not who was +their governor. + +When they came up to the ship, and began to row round her, they +discovered us all hard at work, on the outside of the ship’s bottom and +side, washing, and graving, and stopping, as every seafaring man +knows how. + +They stood for awhile gazing at us, and we, who were a little surprised, +could not imagine what their design was; but being willing to be sure, +we took this opportunity to get some of us into the ship, and others to +hand down arms and ammunition to those that were at work to defend +themselves with, if there should be occasion; and it was no more than +need; for in less than a quarter of an hour’s consultation, they agreed, +it seems, that the ship was really a wreck; that we were all at work +endeavouring to save her, or to save our lives by the help of our boats; +and when we handed our arms into the boats, they concluded by that +motion that we were endeavouring to save some of our goods. Upon this +they took it for granted they all belonged to them, and away they came +directly upon our men, as if it had been in a line of battle. + +Our men seeing so many of them began to be frighted, for we lay but in +an ill posture to fight, and cried out to us to know what they should +do? I immediately called to the men who worked upon the stages, to slip +them down and get up the side into the ship, and bade those in the boat +to row round and come on board; and those few of us who were on board +worked with all the strength and hands we had to bring the ship to +rights; but, however, neither the men upon the stage, nor those in the +boats, could do as they were ordered, before the Cochinchinese were upon +them, and with two of their boats boarded our long-boat, and began to +lay hold of the men as their prisoners. + +The first man they laid hold of was an English seaman, a stout, strong +fellow, who having a musket in his hand, never offered to fire it, but +laid it down in the boat, like a fool as I thought. But he understood +his business better than I could teach him; for he grappled the Pagan, +and dragged him by main force out of their own boat into ours; where +taking him by the two ears, he beat his head so against the boat’s +gunnel, that the fellow died instantly in his hands; and in the mean +time a Dutchman, who stood next, took up the musket, and with the +but-end of it so laid about him, that he knocked down five of them who +attempted to enter the boat. But this was little towards resisting +thirty or forty men, who fearless, because ignorant of their danger, +began to throw themselves into the long-boat, where we had but five men +to defend it. But one accident gave our men a complete victory, which +deserved our laughter rather than any thing else, and that was this:— + +Our carpenter being prepared to grave the outside of the ship, as well +as to pay the seams where he had caulked her to stop the leaks, had got +two kettles just let down into the boat; one filled with boiling pitch, +and the other with rosin, tallow, and oil, and such stuff as the +shipwrights used for that work; and the man that tended the carpenter +had a great iron ladle in his hand, with which he supplied the men that +were at work with that hot stuff: two of the enemy’s men entered the +boat just where this fellow stood, being in the fore-sheets; he +immediately sainted them with a ladleful of the stuff, boiling hot, +which so burnt and scalded them, being half naked, that they roared out +like two bulls, and, enraged with the fire, leaped both into the sea. +The carpenter saw it, and cried out, “Well done, Jack, give them some +more of it;” when stepping forward himself, he takes one of their mops, +and dipping it in the pitch-pot, he and his man threw it among them so +plentifully, that, in short, of all the men in three boats, there was +not one that was not scalded and burnt with it in a most frightful, +pitiful manner, and made such a howling and crying, that I never heard a +worse noise, and, indeed, nothing like it; for it was worth observing, +that though pain naturally makes all people cry out, yet every nation +have a particular way of exclamation, and make noises as different from +one another as their speech. I cannot give the noise these creatures +made a better name than howling, nor a name more proper to the tone of +it; for I never heard any thing more like the noise of the wolves, +which, as I have said, I heard howl in the forest on the frontiers of +Languedoc. + +I was never pleased with a victory better in my life; not only as it was +a perfect surprise to me, and that our danger was imminent before; but +as we got this victory without any bloodshed, except of that man the +fellow killed with his naked hands, and which I was very much concerned +at; for I was sick of killing such poor savage wretches, even though it +was in my own defence, knowing they came on errands which they thought +just, and knew no better; and that though it may be a just thing, +because necessary, for there is no necessary wickedness in nature; yet I +thought it was a sad life, when we must be always obliged to be killing +our fellow-creatures to preserve ourselves; and, indeed, I think so +still; and I would, even now, suffer a great deal, rather than I would +take away the life even of the worst person injuring me. I believe also, +all considering people, who know the value of life, would be of my +opinion, if they entered seriously into the consideration of it. + +But to return to my story. All the while this was doing, my partner and +I, who managed the rest of the men on board, had, with great dexterity, +brought the ship almost to rights; and, having gotten the guns into +their places again, the gunner called to me to bid our boat get out of +the way, for he would let fly among them. I called back again to him, +and bid him not offer to fire, for the carpenter would do the work +without him; but bade him heat another pitch-kettle, which our cook, who +was on board, took care of. But the enemy was so terrified with what +they met with in their first attack, that they would not come on again; +and some of them that were farthest off, seeing the ship swim, as it +were, upright, began, as we supposed, to see their mistake, and gave +over the enterprise, finding it was not as they expected. Thus we got +clear of this merry fight; and having gotten some rice, and some roots +and bread, with about sixteen good big hogs on board two days before, we +resolved to stay here no longer, but go forward, whatever came of it; +for we made no doubt but we should be surrounded the next day with +rogues enough, perhaps more than our pitch-kettle would dispose of +for us. + +We therefore got all our things on board the same evening, and the next +morning were ready to sail. In the meantime, lying at an anchor some +distance from the shore, we were not so much concerned, being now in a +lighting posture, as well as in a sailing posture, if any enemy had +presented. The next day, having finished our work within board, and +finding our ship was perfectly healed of all her leaks, we set sail. We +would have gone into the bay of Tonquin, for we wanted to inform +ourselves of what was to be known concerning the Dutch ships that had +been there; but we durst not stand in there, because we had seen several +ships go in, as we supposed, but a little before; so we kept on N.E. +towards the isle of Formosa, as much afraid of being seen by a Dutch or +English merchant-ship, as a Dutch or English merchant-ship in the +Mediterranean is of an Algerine man of war. + +When we were thus got to sea, we kept on N.E. as if we would go to the +Manillas or the Philippine islands, and this we did, that we might not +fall into the way of any of the European ships; and then we steered +north again, till we came to the latitude of 22 degrees 20 minutes, by +which means we made the island of Formosa directly, where we came to an +anchor, in order to get water and fresh provisions, which the people +there, who are very courteous and civil in their manners, supplied us +with willingly, and dealt very fairly and punctually with us in all +their agreements and bargains, which is what we did not find among +other people, and may be owing to the remains of Christianity, which was +once planted here by a Dutch mission of Protestants, and is a testimony +of what I have often observed, viz. that the Christian religion always +civilizes the people and reforms their manners, where it is received, +whether it works saving effects upon them or not. + +From hence we sailed still north, keeping the coast of China at an equal +distance, till we knew we were beyond all the ports of China where our +European ships usually come: but being resolved, if possible, not to +fall into any of their hands, especially in this country, where, as our +circumstances were, we could not fail of being entirely ruined; nay, so +great was my fear in particular, as to my being taken by them, that I +believe firmly I would much rather have chosen to fall into the hands of +the Spanish Inquisition. + +Being now come to the latitude of 30 degrees, we resolved to put into +the first trading port we should come at, and standing in for the shore, +a boat came off two leagues to us, with an old Portuguese pilot on +board, who, knowing us to be an European ship, came to offer his +service, which indeed we were very glad of, and took him on board; upon +which, without asking us whither we would go, he dismissed the boat he +came in, and sent it back. + +I thought it was now so much in our choice to make the old man carry us +whither we would, that I began to talk with him about carrying us to the +gulf of Nanquin, which is the most northern part of the coast of China. +The old man said he knew the gulf of Nanquin very well; but smiling, +asked us what we would do there? + +I told him we would sell our cargo, and purchase China wares, calicoes, +raw silks, tea, wrought silks, &c. and so would return by the same +course we came. He told us our best port had been to have put in at +Macao, where we could not fail of a market for our opium to our +satisfaction, and might, for our money, have purchased all sorts of +China goods as cheap as we could at Nanquin. + +Not being able to put the old man out of his talk, of which he was very +opinionated, or conceited, I told him we were gentlemen as well as +merchants, and that we had a mind to go and see the great city of Pekin, +and the famous court of the monarch of China. “Why then,” says the old +man, “you should go to Ningpo, where, by the river that runs into the +sea there, you may go up within five leagues of the great canal. This +canal is a navigable made stream, which goes through the heart of all +that vast empire of China, crosses all the rivers, passes some +considerable hills by the help of sluices and gates, and goes up to the +city of Pekin, being in length near two hundred and seventy leagues.” + +“Well,” said I, “Seignior Portuguese, but that is not our business now; +the great question is, if you can carry us up to the city of Nanquin, +from whence we can travel to Pekin afterwards?” Yes, he said, he could +do so very well, and there was a great Dutch ship gone up that way just +before. This gave me a little shock; a Dutch ship was now our terror, +and we had much rather have met the devil, at least if he had not come +in too frightful a figure; we depended upon it that a Dutch ship would +be our destruction, for we were in no condition to fight them; all the +ships they trade with in those parts being of great burden, and of much +greater force than we were. + +The old man found me a little confused, and under some concern, when he +named a Dutch ship: and said to me, “Sir, you need be under no +apprehension of the Dutch; I suppose they are not now at war with your +nation.”—“No,” said I, “that’s true; but I know not what liberties men +may take when they are out of the reach of the laws of their +country.”—“Why,” said he, “you are no pirates, what need you fear? They +will not meddle with peaceable merchants, sure.” + +If I had any blood in my body that did not fly up into my face at that +word, it was hindered by some stop in the vessels appointed by nature to +circulate it; for it put me into the greatest disorder and confusion +imaginable; nor was it possible for me to conceal it so, but that the +old man easily perceived it. + +“Sir,” said he, “I find you are in some disorder in your thoughts at my +talk; pray be pleased to go which way you think fit, and depend upon it +I’ll do you all the service I can.”—“Why, Seignior,” said I, “it is +true, I am a little unsettled in my resolution at this time, whither to +go in particular; and I am something more so for what you said about +pirates. I hope there are no pirates in these seas; we are but in an ill +condition to meet with them; for you see we have but a small force, and +but very weakly manned.” + +“O Sir,” said he, “do not be concerned; I do not know that there have +been any pirates in these seas these fifteen years, except one, which +was seen, as I hear, in the bay of Siam, about a month since; but you +may be assured she is gone to the southward; nor was she a ship of any +great force, or fit for the work; she was not built for a privateer, but +was run away with by a reprobate crew that were on board, after the +captain and some of his men had been murdered by the Malaccans, at or +near the island of Sumatra.” + +“What!” said I, seeming to know nothing of the matter, “did they murder +the captain?”—“No,” said he, “I do not understand that they murdered +him; but as they afterwards ran away with the ship, it is generally +believed they betrayed him into the hands of the Malaccans, who did +murder him; and, perhaps, they procured them to do it.”—“Why then,” +said I, “they deserved death, as much as if they had done it +themselves.”—“Nay,” said the old man, “they do deserve it, and they +will certainly have it if they light upon any English or Dutch ship; for +they have all agreed together that if they meet that rogue they will +give him no quarter.” + +“But,” said I to him, “you say the pirate is gone out of these seas; +how can they meet with him then?”—“Why, that is true,” said he, “they +do say so; but he was, as I tell you, in the bay of Siam, in the river +Cambodia, and was discovered there by some Dutchmen who belonged to the +ship, and who were left on shore when they ran away with her; and some +English and Dutch traders being in the river, they were within a little +of taking him. Nay,” said he, “if the foremost boats had been well +seconded by the rest, they had certainly taken him; but he finding only +two boats within reach of him, tacked about, and fired at these two, and +disabled them before the others came up; and then standing off to sea, +the others were not able to follow him, and so he got away. But they +have all so exact a description of the ship, that they will be sure to +know him; and where-ever they find him, they have vowed to give no +quarter to either the captain or the seamen, but to hang them all up at +the yard-arm.” + +“What!” said I, “will they execute them, right or wrong; hang them +first, and judge them afterwards?”—“O Sir!” said the old pilot, “there +is no need to make a formal business of it with such rogues as those; +let them tie them back to back, and set them a-diving; it is no more +than they rightly deserve.” + +I knew I had my old man fast aboard, and that he could do me no harm; so +I turned short upon him. “Well, Seignior,” said I, “and this is the very +reason why I would have you carry us to Nanquin, and not to put back to +Macao, or to any other part of the country where the English or Dutch +ships came; for be it known to you, Seignior, those captains of the +English and Dutch ships are a parcel of rash, proud, insolent fellows, +that neither know what belongs to justice, or how to behave themselves +as the laws of God and nature direct; but being proud of their offices, +and not understanding their power, they would get the murderers to +punish robbers; would take upon them to insult men falsely accused, and +determine them guilty without due inquiry; and perhaps I may live to +call some of them to an account of it, where they may be taught how +justice is to be executed; and that no man ought to be treated as a +criminal till some evidence may be had of the crime, and that he is +the man.” + +With this I told him, that this was the very ship they had attacked; and +gave him a full account of the skirmish we had with their boats, and how +foolishly and coward-like they had behaved. I told him all the story of +our buying the ship, and how the Dutchmen served us. I told him the +reasons I had to believe that this story of killing the master by the +Malaccans was not true; as also the running away with the ship; but that +it was all a fiction of their own, to suggest that the men were turned +pirates; and they ought to have been sure it was so, before they had +ventured to attack us by surprise, and oblige us so resist them; adding, +that they would have the blood of those men who were killed there, in +our just defence, to answer for. + +The old man was amazed at this relation; and told us, we were very much +in the right to go away to the north; and that if he might advise us, it +should be to sell the ship in China, which we might very well do, and +buy or build another in the country; “And,” said he, “though you will +not get so good a ship, yet you may get one able enough to carry you and +all your goods back again to Bengal, or any where else.” + +I told him I would take his advice when I came to any port where I could +find a ship for my turn, or get any customer to buy this. He replied, I +should meet with customers enough for the ship at Nanquin, and that a +Chinese junk would serve me very well to go back again; and that he +would procure me people both to buy one and sell the other. + +“Well, but, Seignior,” says I, “as you say they know the ship so well, I +may, perhaps, if I follow your measures, be instrumental to bring some +honest innocent men into a terrible broil, and, perhaps, be murdered in +cold blood; for wherever they find the ship they will prove the guilt +upon the men by proving this was the ship, and so innocent men may +probably be overpowered and murdered.”—“Why,” said the old man, “I’ll +find out a way to prevent that also; for as I know all those commanders +you speak of very well, and shall see them all as they pass by, I will +be sure to set them to rights in the thing, and let them know that they +had been so much in the wrong; that though the people who were on board +at first might run away with the ship, yet it was not true that they had +turned pirates; and that in particular those were not the men that first +went off with the ship, but innocently bought her for their trade; and I +am persuaded they will so far believe me, as, at least, to act more +cautiously for the time to come.”—“Well,” said I, “and will you deliver +one message to them from me?”—“Yes, I will,” says he, “if you will give +it under your hand in writing, that I may be able to prove it came from +you, and not out of my own head.” I answered, that I would readily give +it him under my hand. So I took a pen and ink, and paper, and wrote at +large the story of assaulting me with the long-boats, &c. the pretended +reason of it, and the unjust, cruel design of it; and concluded to the +commanders that they had done what they not only should have been +ashamed or, but also, that if ever they came to England, and I lived to +see them there, they should all pay dearly for it, if the laws of my +country were not grown out of use before I arrived there. + +My old pilot read this over and over again, and asked me several times +if I would stand to it. I answered, I would stand to it as long as I had +any thing left in the world; being sensible that I should, one time or +other, find an opportunity to put it home to them. But we had no +occasion ever to let the pilot carry this letter, for he never went back +again. While those things were passing between us, by way of discourse, +we went forward directly for Nanquin, and, in about thirteen days sail, +came to anchor at the south-west point of the great gulf of Nanquin; +where, by the way, I came by accident to understand, that the two Dutch +ships were gone that length before me, and that I should certainly fall +into their hands. I consulted my partner again in this exigency, and he +was as much at a loss as I was, and would very gladly have been safe on +shore almost any where. However, I was not in such perplexity neither, +but I asked the old pilot if there was no creek or harbour, which I +might put into, and pursue my business with the Chinese privately, and +be in no danger of the enemy. He told me if I would sail to the +southward about two-and-forty leagues, there was a little port called +Quinchang, where the fathers of the mission usually landed from Macao, +on their progress to teach the Christian religion to the Chinese, and +where no European ships ever put in: and, if I thought proper to put in +there, I might consider what farther course to take when I was on shore. +He confessed, he said, it was not a place for merchants, except that at +some certain times they had a kind of a fair there, when the merchants +from Japan came over thither to buy the Chinese merchandises. + +We all agreed to go back to this place: the name of the port, as he +called it, I may, perhaps, spell wrong, for I do not particularly +remember it, having lost this, together with the names of many other +places set down in a little pocket-book, which was spoiled by the water, +on an accident which I shall relate in its order; but this I remember, +that the Chinese or Japanese merchants we correspond with call it by a +different name from that which our Portuguese pilot gave it, and +pronounced it as above, Quinchang. + +As we were unanimous in our resolutions to go to this place, we weighed +the next day, having only gone twice on shore, where we were to get +fresh water; on both which occasions the people of the country were very +civil to us, and brought us abundance of things to sell to us; I mean of +provisions, plants, roots, tea, rice, and some fowls; but nothing +without money. + +We came to the other port (the wind being contrary) not till five days; +but it was very much to our satisfaction, and I was joyful, and I may +say thankful, when I set my foot safe on shore, resolving, and my +partner too, that if it was possible to dispose of ourselves and effects +any other way, though not every way to our satisfaction, we would never +set one foot on board that unhappy vessel again: and indeed I must +acknowledge, that of all the circumstances of life that ever I had any +experience of, nothing makes mankind so completely miserable as that of +being in constant fear. Well does the Scripture say, “The fear of man +brings a snare;” it is a life of death, and the mind is so entirely +suppressed by it, that it is capable of no relief; the animal spirits +sink, and all the vigour of nature, which usually supports men under +other afflictions, and is present to them in the greatest exigencies, +fails them here. + +Nor did it fail of its usual operations upon the fancy, by heightening +every danger; representing the English and Dutch captains to be men +incapable of hearing reason, or distinguishing between honest men and +rogues; or between a story calculated for our own turn, made out of +nothing, on purpose to deceive, and a true genuine account of our whole +voyage, progress, and design; for we might many ways have convinced any +reasonable creature that we were not pirates; the goods we had on board, +the course we steered, our frankly shewing ourselves, and entering into +such and such ports; even our very manner, the force we had, the number +of men, the few arms, little ammunition, and short provisions; all these +would have served to convince any man that we were no pirates. The +opium, and other goods we had on board, would make it appear the ship +had been at Bengal; the Dutchmen, who, it was said, had the names of all +the men that were in the ship, might easily see that we were a mixture +of English, Portuguese, and Indians, and but two Dutchmen on board. +These, and many other particular circumstances, might have made it +evident to the understanding of any commander, whose hands we might +fall into, that we were no pirates. + +But fear, that blind useless passion, worked another way, and threw us +into the vapours; it bewildered our understandings, and set the +imagination at work, to form a thousand terrible things, that, perhaps, +might never happen. We first supposed, as indeed every body had related +to us, that the seamen on board the English and Dutch ships, but +especially the Dutch, were so enraged at the name of a pirate, and +especially at our beating off their boats, and escaping, that they would +not give themselves leave to inquire whether we were pirates or no; but +would execute us off-hand, as we call it, without giving us any room for +a defence. We reflected that there was really so much apparent evidence +before them, that they would scarce inquire after any more: as, first, +that the ship was certainly the same, and that some of the seamen among +them knew her, and had been on board her; and, secondly, that when we +had intelligence at the river Cambodia, that they were coming down to +examine us, we fought their boats, and fled: so that we made no doubt +but they were as fully satisfied of our being pirates as we were +satisfied of the contrary; and I often said, I knew not but I should +have been apt to have taken the like circumstances for evidence, if the +tables were turned, and my case was theirs; and have made no scruple of +cutting all the crew to pieces, without believing, or perhaps +considering, what they might have to offer in their defence. + +But let that be how it will, those were our apprehensions; and both my +partner and I too scarce slept a night without dreaming of halters and +yard-arms; that is to say, gibbets; of fighting, and being taken; of +killing, and being killed; and one night I was in such a fury in my +dream, fancying the Dutchmen had boarded us, and I was knocking one of +their seamen down, that I struck my double fist against the side of the +cabin I lay in, with such a force as wounded my hand most gievously, +broke my knuckles, and cut and bruised the flesh, so that it not only +waked me out of my sleep, but I was once afraid I should have lost two +of my fingers. + +Another apprehension I had, was, of the cruel usage we should meet with +from them, if we fell into their hands: then the story of Amboyna came +into my head, and how the Dutch might, perhaps, torture us, as they did +our countrymen there; and make some of our men, by extremity of torture, +confess those crimes they never were guilty of; own themselves, and all +of us, to be pirates; and so they would put us to death, with a formal +appearance of justice; and that they might be tempted to do this for the +gain of our ship and cargo, which was worth four or five thousand +pounds, put all together. + +These things tormented me, and my partner too, night and day; nor did we +consider that the captains of ships have no authority to act thus; and +if we had surrendered prisoners to them, they could not answer the +destroying us, or torturing us, but would be accountable for it when +they came into their own country. This, I say, gave me no satisfaction; +for, if they will act thus with us, what advantage would it be to us +that they would be called to an account for it? or, if we were first to +be murdered, what satisfaction would it be to us to have them punished +when they came home? + +I cannot refrain taking notice here what reflections I now had upon the +past variety of my particular circumstances; how hard I thought it was, +that I, who had spent forty years in a life of continued difficulties, +and was at last come, as it were, at the port or haven which all men +drive at, viz. to have rest and plenty, should be a volunteer in new +sorrows, by my own unhappy choice; and that I, who had escaped so many +dangers in my youth, should now come to be hanged, in my old age, and in +so remote a place, for a crime I was not in the least inclined to, much +less guilty of; and in a place and circumstance, where innocence was not +like to be any protection at all to me. + +After these thoughts, something of religion would come in; and I would +be considering that this seemed to me to be a disposition of immediate +Providence; and I ought to look upon it, and submit to it as such: that +although I was innocent as to men, I was far from being innocent as to +my Maker; and I ought to look in, and examine what other crimes in my +life were most obvious to me, and for which Providence might justly +inflict this punishment as a retribution; and that I ought to submit to +this, just as I would to a shipwreck, if it had pleased God to have +brought such a disaster upon me. + +In its turn, natural courage would sometimes take its place; and then I +would be talking myself up to vigorous resolution, that I would not be +taken to be barbarously used by a parcel of merciless wretches in cold +blood; that it was much better to have fallen into the hands of the +savages, who were men-eaters, and who, I was sure, would feast upon me, +when they had taken me, than by those who would perhaps glut their rage +upon me by inhuman tortures and barbarities: that, in the case of the +savages, I always resolved to die fighting to the last gasp; and why +should I not do so now, seeing it was much more dreadful, to me at +least, to think of falling into these men’s hands, than ever it was to +think of being eaten by men? for the savages, give them their due, would +not eat a man till he was dead; and killed him first, as we do a +bullock; but that these men had many arts beyond the cruelty of death. +Whenever these thoughts prevailed I was sure to put myself into a kind +of fever, with the agitations of a supposed fight; my blood would boil, +and my eyes sparkle, as if I was engaged; and I always resolved that I +would take no quarter at their hands; but even at last, if I could +resist no longer, I would blow up the ship, and all that was in her, and +leave them but little booty to boast of. + +But by how much the greater weight the anxieties and perplexities of +those things were to our thoughts while we were at sea, by so much the +greater was our satisfaction when we saw ourselves on shore; and my +partner told me he dreamed that he had a very heavy load upon his back, +which he was to carry up a hill, and found that he was not able to stand +long under it; but the Portuguese pilot came, and took it off his back, +and the hill disappeared, the ground before him shewing all smooth and +plain: and truly it was so; we were all like men who had a load taken +off their backs. + +For my part, I had a weight taken off from my heart, that I was not able +any longer to bear; and, as I said above, we resolved to go no more to +sea in that ship. When we came on shore, the old pilot, who was now our +friend, got us a lodging, and a warehouse for our goods, which, by the +way, was much the same: it was a little house, or hut, with a large +house joining to it, all built with canes, and palisadoed round with +large canes, to keep out pilfering thieves, of which it seems there were +not a few in the country. However, the magistrates allowed us all a +little guard, and we had a soldier with a kind of halbert, or half-pike, +who stood sentinel at our door, to whom we allowed a pint of rice, and a +little piece of money, about the value of three-pence, per day: so that +our goods were kept very safe. + +The fair or mart usually kept in this place had been over some time; +however, we found that there were three or four junks in the river, and +two Japanners, I mean ships from Japan, with goods which they had bought +in China, and were not gone away, having Japanese merchants on shore. + +The first thing our old Portuguese pilot did for us was to bring us +acquainted with three missionary Romish priests, who were in the town, +and who had been there some time, converting the people to Christianity; +but we thought they made but poor work of it, and made them but sorry +Christians when they had done. However, that was not our business. One +of these was a Frenchman, whom they called Father Simon; he was a jolly +well-conditioned man, very free in his conversation, not seeming so +serious and grave as the other two did, one of whom was a Portuguese, +and the other a Genoese: but Father Simon was courteous, easy in his +manner, and very agreeable company; the other two were more reserved, +seemed rigid and austere, and applied seriously to the work they came +about, viz. to talk with, and insinuate themselves among the inhabitants +wherever they had opportunity. We often ate and drank with those men; +and though I must confess, the conversion, as they call it, of the +Chinese to Christianity, is so far from the true conversion required to +bring heathen people to the faith of Christ, that it seems to amount to +little more than letting them know the name of Christ, say some prayers +to the Virgin Mary and her Son, in a tongue which they understand not, +and to cross themselves, and the like; yet it must be confessed that +these religious, whom we call missionaries, have a firm belief that +these people should be saved, and that they are the instrument of it; +and, on this account, they undergo not only the fatigue of the voyage, +and hazards of living in such places, but oftentimes death itself, with +the most violent tortures, for the sake of this work: and it would be a +great want of charity in us, whatever opinion we have of the work +itself, and the manner of their doing it, if we should not have a good +opinion of their zeal, who undertake it with so many hazards, and who +have no prospect of the least temporal advantage to themselves. + +But to return to my story: This French priest, Father Simon, was +appointed, it seems, by order of the chief of the mission, to go up to +Pekin, the royal seat of the Chinese emperor; and waited only for +another priest, who was ordered to come to him from Macao, to go along +with him; and we scarce ever met together but he was inviting me to go +that journey with him, telling me, how he would shew me all the glorious +things of that mighty empire; and among the rest the greatest city in +the world; “A city,” said he, “that your London and our Paris put +together cannot be equal to.” This was the city of Pekin, which, I +confess, is very great, and infinitely full of people; but as I looked +on those things with different eyes from other men, so I shall give my +opinion of them in few words when I come in the course of my travels to +speak more particularly of them. + +But first I come to my friar or missionary: dining with him one day, and +being very merry together, I showed some little inclination to go with +him; and he pressed me and my partner very hard, and with a great many +persuasions, to consent. “Why, Father Simon,” says my partner, “why +should you desire our company so much? You know we are heretics, and you +do not love us, nor can keep us company with any pleasure.”—“O!” says +he, “you may, perhaps, be good Catholics in time; my business here is to +convert heathens, and who knows but I may convert you too?”—“Very well, +Father,” said I, “so you will preach to us all the way.”—“I won’t be +troublesome to you,” said he; “our religion does not divest us of good +manners; besides,” said he, “we are all here like countrymen; and so we +are, compared to the place we are in; and if you are Hugonots, and I a +Catholic, we may be all Christians at last; at least,” said he, “we are +all gentlemen, and we may converse so, without being uneasy to one +another.” I liked that part of his discourse very well, and it began to +put me in mind of my priest that I had left in the Brasils; but this +Father Simon did not come up to his character by a great deal; for +though Father Simon had no appearance of a criminal levity in him +neither, yet he had not that fund of Christian zeal, strict piety, and +sincere affection to religion, that my other good ecclesiastic had, of +whom I have said so much. + +But to leave him a little, though he never left us, nor soliciting us to +go with him, but we had something else before us at that time; for we +had all this while our ship and our merchandise to dispose of; and we +began to be very doubtful what we should do, for we were now in a place +of very little business; and once I was about to venture to sail for +the river of Kilam, and the city of Nanquin: but Providence seemed now +more visibly, as I thought, than ever, to concern itself in our affairs; +and I was encouraged from this very time to think I should, one way or +other, get out of this entangled circumstance, and be brought home to my +own country again, though I had not the least view of the manner; and +when I began sometimes to think of it, could not imagine by what method +it was to be done. Providence, I say, began here to clear up our way a +little; and the first thing that offered was, that our old Portuguese +pilot brought a Japan merchant to us, who began to inquire what goods we +had; and, in the first place, he bought all our opium, and gave us a +very good price for it, paying us in gold by weight, some in small +pieces of their own coin, and some in small wedges, of about ten or +eleven ounces each. While we were dealing with him for our opium, it +came into my head that he might, perhaps, deal with us for the ship too; +and I ordered the interpreter to propose it to him. He shrunk up his +shoulders at it, when it was first proposed to him; but in a few days +after he came to me, with one of the missionary priests for his +interpreter, and told me he had a proposal to make to me, and that was +this: he had bought a great quantity of goods of us when he had no +thoughts (or proposals made to him) of buying the ship, and that, +therefore, he had not money enough to pay for the ship; but if I would +let the same men who were in the ship navigate her, he would hire the +ship to go to Japan, and would send them from thence to the Philippine +islands with another loading, which he would pay the freight of before +they went from Japan; and that, at their return, he would buy the ship. +I began to listen to this proposal; and so eager did my head still run +upon rambling, that I could not but begin to entertain a notion myself +of going with him, and so to sail from the Philippine islands away to +the South Seas; and accordingly I asked the Japanese merchant if he +would not hire us to the Philippine islands, and discharge us there. He +said, no, he could not do that, for then he could not have the return of +his cargo; but he would discharge us in Japan, he said, at the ship’s +return. Well, still I was for taking him at that proposal, and going +myself; but my partner, wiser than myself, persuaded me from it, +representing the dangers, as well of the seas, as of the Japanese, who +are a false, cruel, treacherous people; and then of the Spaniards at the +Philippines, more false, more cruel, more treacherous than they. + +But, to bring this long turn of our affairs to a conclusion, the first +thing we had to do was to consult with the captain of the ship, and with +the men, and know if they were willing to go to Japan; and, while I was +doing this, the young man whom, as I said, my nephew had left with me as +my companion for my travels, came to me and told me that he thought that +voyage promised very fair, and that there was a great prospect of +advantage, and he would be very glad if I undertook it; but that if I +would not, and would give him leave, he would go as a merchant, or how I +pleased to order him; and if ever he came to England, and I was there, +and alive, he would render me a faithful account of his success, and it +should be as much mine as I pleased. + +I was really loath to part with him; but considering the prospect of +advantage, which was really considerable, and that he was a young fellow +as likely to do well in it as any I knew, I inclined to let him go; but +first I told him, I would consult my partner, and give him an answer the +next day. My partner and I discoursed about it, and my partner made a +most generous offer: he told me, “You know it has been an unlucky ship, +and we both resolve not to go to sea in it again; if your steward (so he +called my man) will venture the voyage, I’ll leave my share of the +vessel to him, and let him make the best of it; and if we live to meet +in England, and he meets with success abroad, he shall account for one +half of the profits of the ship’s freight to us, the other shall be +his own.” + +If my partner, who was no way concerned with my young man, made him +such an offer, I could do no less than offer him the same; and all the +ship’s company being willing to go with him, we made over half the ship +to him in property, and took a writing from him, obliging him to account +for the other; and away he went to Japan. The Japan merchant proved a +very punctual honest man to him, protected him at Japan, and got him a +licence to come on shore, which the Europeans in general have not lately +obtained, paid him his freight very punctually, sent him to the +Philippines, loaded him with Japan and China wares, and a supercargo of +their own, who trafficking with the Spaniards, brought back European +goods again, and a great quantity of cloves and other spice; and there +he was not only paid his freight very well, and at a very good price, +but being not willing to sell the ship then, the merchant furnished him +with goods on his own account; that for some money and some spices of +his own, which he brought with him, he went back to the Manillas, to the +Spaniards, where he sold his cargo very well. Here, having gotten a good +acquaintance at Manilla, he got his ship made a free ship; and the +governor of Manilla hired him to go to Acapulco in America, on the coast +of Mexico; and gave him a licence to land there, and travel to Mexico; +and to pass in any Spanish ship to Europe, with all his men. + +He made the voyage to Acapulco very happily, and there he sold his ship; +and having there also obtained allowance to travel by land to Porto +Bello, he found means, some how or other, to go to Jamaica with all his +treasure; and about eight years after came to England, exceeding rich; +of which I shall take notice in its place; in the mean time, I return to +our particular affairs. + +Being now to part with the ship and ship’s company, it came before us, +of course, to consider what recompense we should give to the two men +that gave us such timely notice of the design against us in the river +of Cambodia. The truth was, they had done us a considerable service, and +deserved well at our hands; though, by the way, they were a couple of +rogues too: for, as they believed the story of our being pirates, and +that we had really run away with the ship, they came down to us, not +only to betray the design that was formed against us, but to go to sea +with us as pirates; and one of them confessed afterwards, that nothing +else but the hopes of going a-roguing brought him to do it. However, the +service they did us was not the less; and therefore, as I had promised +to be grateful to them, I first ordered the money to be paid to them, +which they said was due to them on board their respective ships; that is +to say, the Englishman nineteen months pay, and to the Dutchman seven; +and, over and above that, I gave each of them a small sum of money in +gold, which contented them very well: then I made the Englishman gunner +of the ship, the gunner being now made second mate and purser; the +Dutchman I made boatswain: so they were both very well pleased, and +proved very serviceable, being both able seamen, and very stout fellows. + +We were now on shore in China. If I thought myself banished, and remote +from my own country at Bengal, where I had many ways to get home for my +money, what could I think of myself now, when I was gotten about a +thousand leagues farther off from home, and perfectly destitute of all +manner of prospect of return! + +All we had for it was this, that in about four months time there was to +be another fair at that place where we were, and then we might be able +to purchase all sorts of the manufactures of the country, and withal +might possibly find some Chinese junks or vessels from Nanquin, that +would be to be sold, and would carry us and our goods whither we +pleased. This I liked very well, and resolved to wait; besides, as our +particular persons were not obnoxious, so if any English or Dutch ships +came thither, perhaps we might have an opportunity to load our goods, +and get passage to some other place in India nearer home. + +Upon these hopes we resolved to continue here; but, to divert ourselves, +we took two or three journies into the country; first, we went ten days +journey to see the city of Nanquin, a city well worth seeing indeed: +they say it has a million of people in it; which, however, I do not +believe: it is regularly built, the streets all exactly straight, and +cross one another in direct lines, which gives the figure of it great +advantage. + +But when I came to compare the miserable people of these countries with +ours; their fabrics, their manner of living, their government, their +religion, their wealth, and their glory, (as some call it) I must +confess, I do not so much as think it worth naming, or worth my while to +write of, or any that shall come after me to read. + +It is very observable, that we wonder at the grandeur, the riches, the +pomp, the ceremonies, the government, the manufactures, the commerce, +and the conduct of these people; not that they are to be wondered at, +or, indeed, in the least to be regarded; but because, having first a +notion of the barbarity of those countries, the rudeness and the +ignorance that prevail there, we do not expect to find any such things +so far off. + +Otherwise, what are their buildings to the palaces and royal buildings +of Europe? What their trade to the universal commerce of England, +Holland, France, and Spain? What their cities to ours, for wealth, +strength, gaiety of apparel, rich furniture, and an infinite variety? +What are their ports, supplied with a few junks and barks, to our +navigation, our merchants’ fleets, our large and powerful navies? Our +city of London has more trade than all their mighty empire. One English, +or Dutch, or French man of war of eighty guns, would fight with and +destroy all the shipping of China. But the greatness of their wealth, +their trade, the power of their government, and strength of their +armies are surprising to us, because, as I have said, considering them +as a barbarous nation of pagans, little better than savages, we did not +expect such things among them; and this, indeed, is the advantage with +which all their greatness and power is represented to us: otherwise, it +is in itself nothing at all; for, as I have said of their ships, so it +may be said of their armies and troops; all the forces of their empire, +though they were to bring two millions of men into the field together, +would be able to do nothing but ruin the country and starve themselves. +If they were to besiege a strong town in Flanders, or to fight a +disciplined army, one line of German cuirassiers, or of French cavalry, +would overthrow all the horse of China; a million of their foot could +not stand before one embattled body of our infantry, posted so as not to +be surrounded, though they were not to be one to twenty in number: nay, +I do not boast if I say, that 30,000 German or English foot, and 10,000 +French horse, would fairly beat all the forces of China. And so of our +fortified towns, and of the art of our engineers, in assaulting and +defending towns; there is not a fortified town in China could hold out +one month against the batteries and attacks of an European army; and at +the same time, all the armies of China could never take such a town as +Dunkirk, provided it was not starved; no, not in ten years siege. They +have fire-arms, it is true, but they are awkward, clumsy, and uncertain +in going off; they have powder, but it is of no strength; they have +neither discipline in the field, exercise in their arms, skill to +attack, nor temper to retreat. And therefore I must confess it seemed +strange to me when I came home, and heard our people say such fine +things of the power, riches, glory, magnificence, and trade of the +Chinese, because I saw and knew that they were a contemptible herd or +crowd of ignorant, sordid slaves, subjected to a government qualified +only to rule such a people; and, in a word, for I am now launched quite +beside my design, I say, in a word, were not its distance inconceivably +great from Muscovy, and were not the Muscovite empire almost as rude, +impotent, and ill-governed a crowd of slaves as they, the czar of +Muscovy might, with much ease, drive them all out of their country, and +conquer them in one campaign; and had the czar, who I since hear is a +growing prince, and begins to appear formidable in the world, fallen +this way, instead of attacking the warlike Swedes, in which attempt none +of the powers of Europe would have envied or interrupted him; he might, +by this time, have been emperor of China, instead of being beaten by the +king of Sweden at Narva, when the latter was not one to six in number. +As their strength and their grandeur, so their navigation, commerce, and +husbandry, are imperfect and impotent, compared to the same things in +Europe. Also, in their knowledge, their learning, their skill in the +sciences; they have globes and spheres, and a smatch of the knowledge of +the mathematics; but when you come to inquire into their knowledge, how +short-sighted are the wisest of their students! They know nothing of the +motion of the heavenly bodies; and so grossly, absurdly ignorant, that +when the sun is eclipsed, they think it is a great dragon has assaulted +and run away with it; and they fall a-cluttering with all the drums and +kettles in the country, to fright the monster away, just as we do to +hive a swarm of bees. + +As this is the only excursion of this kind which I have made in all the +account I have given of my travels, so I shall make no more descriptions +of countries and people: it is none of my business, or any part of my +design; but giving an account of my own adventures, through a life of +infinite wanderings, and a long variety of changes, which, perhaps, few +have heard the like of, I shall say nothing of the mighty places, desert +countries, and numerous people, I have yet to pass through, more than +relates to my own story, and which my concern among them will make +necessary. I was now, as near as I can compute, in the heart of China, +about the latitude of thirty degrees north of the line, for we were +returned from Nanquin; I had indeed a mind to see the city of Pekin, +which I had heard so much of, and Father Simon importuned me daily to do +it. At length his time of going away being set, and the other +missionary, who was to go with him, being arrived from Macao, it was +necessary that we should resolve either to go, or not to go; so I +referred him to my partner, and left it wholly to his choice; who at +length resolved it in the affirmative; and we prepared for our journey. +We set out with very good advantage, as to finding the way; for we got +leave to travel in the retinue of one of their mandarins, a kind of +viceroy, or principal magistrate, in the province where they reside, and +who take great state upon them, travelling with great attendance, and +with great homage from the people, who are sometimes greatly +impoverished by them, because all the countries they pass through are +obliged to furnish provisions for them, and all their attendants. That +which I particularly observed, as to our travelling with his baggage, +was this; that though we received sufficient provisions, both for +ourselves and our horses, from the country, as belonging to the +mandarin, yet we were obliged to pay for every thing we had after the +market-price of the country, and the mandarin’s steward, or commissary +of the provisions, collected it duly from us; so that our travelling in +the retinue of the mandarin, though it was a very great kindness to us, +was not such a mighty favour in him, but was, indeed, a great advantage +to him, considering there were about thirty other people travelling in +the same manner besides us, under the protection of his retinue, or, as +we may call it, under his convoy. This, I say, was a great advantage to +him; for the country furnished all the provisions for nothing, and he +took all our money for them. + +We were five-and-twenty days travelling to Pekin, through a country +infinitely populous, but miserably cultivated; the husbandry, economy, +and the way of living, all very miserable, though they boast so much of +the industry of the people: I say miserable; and so it is; if we, who +understand how to live, were to endure it, or to compare it with our +own; but not so to these poor wretches, who know no other. The pride of +these people is infinitely great, and exceeded by nothing but their +poverty, which adds to that which I call their misery. I must needs +think the naked savages of America live much more happy, because, as +they have nothing, so they desire nothing; whereas these are proud and +insolent, and, in the main, are mere beggars and drudges; their +ostentation is inexpressible, and is chiefly shewed in their clothes and +buildings, and in the keeping multitudes of servants or slaves, and, +which is to the last degree ridiculous, their contempt of all the world +but themselves. + +I must confess, I travelled more pleasantly afterwards, in the deserts +and vast wildernesses of Grand Tartary, than here; and yet the roads +here are well paved and well kept, and very convenient for travellers: +but nothing was more awkward to me, than to see such a haughty, +imperious, insolent people, in the midst of the grossest simplicity and +ignorance; for all their famed ingenuity is no more. My friend Father +Simon, and I, used to be very merry upon these occasions, to see the +beggarly pride of those people. For example, coming by the house of a +country-gentleman, as Father Simon called him, about ten leagues off +from the city of Nanquin, we had, first of all, the honour to ride with +the master of the house about two miles; the state he rode in was a +perfect Don Quixotism, being a mixture of pomp and poverty. + +The habit of this greasy Don was very proper for a scaramouch, or +merry-andrew; being a dirty calico, with all the tawdry trappings of a +fool’s coat, such as hanging sleeves, taffety, and cuts and slashes +almost on every side: it covered a rich taffety vest, as greasy as a +butcher, and which testified, that his honour must needs be a most +exquisite sloven. + +His horse was a poor, lean, starved, hobbling creature, such as in +England might sell for about thirty or forty shillings; and he had two +slaves followed him on foot, to drive the poor creature along: he had a +whip in his hand, and he belaboured the beast as fast about the head as +his slaves did about the tail; and thus he rode by us with about ten or +twelve servants; and we were told he was going from the city to his +country-seat, about half a league before us. We travelled on gently, but +this figure of a gentleman rode away before us; and as we stopped at a +village about an hour to refresh us, when we came by the country-seat of +this great man, we saw him in a little place before his door, eating his +repast; it was a kind of a garden, but he was easy to be seen; and we +were given to understand, that the more we looked on him, the better he +would be pleased. + +He sat under a tree, something like the palmetto-tree, which effectually +shaded him over the head, and on the south side; but under the tree also +was placed a large umbrella, which made that part look well enough: he +sat lolling back in a great elbow-chair, being a heavy corpulent man, +and his meat being brought him by two women-slaves: he had two more, +whose office, I think, few gentlemen in Europe would accept of their +service in, viz. one fed the squire with a spoon, and the other held the +dish with one hand, and scraped off what he let fall upon his worship’s +beard and taffety vest, with the other; while the great fat brute +thought it below him to employ his own hands in any of those familiar +offices, which kings and monarchs would rather do than be troubled with +the clumsy fingers of their servants. + +I took this time to think what pain men’s pride puts them to, and how +troublesome a haughty temper, thus ill-managed, must be to a man of +common sense; and, leaving the poor wretch to please himself with our +looking at him, as if we admired his pomp, whereas we really pitied and +contemned him, we pursued our journey: only Father Simon had the +curiosity to stay to inform himself what dainties the country justice +had to feed on, in all his state; which he said he had the honour to +taste of, and which was, I think, a dose that an English hound would +scarce have eaten, if it had been offered him, viz. a mess of boiled +rice, with a great piece of garlick in it, and a little bag filled with +green pepper, and another plant which they have there, something like +our ginger, but smelling like musk and tasting like mustard: all this +was put together, and a small lump or piece of lean mutton boiled in it; +and this was his worship’s repast, four or five servants more attending +at a distance. If he fed them meaner than he was fed himself, the spice +excepted, they must fare very coarsely indeed. + +As for our mandarin with whom we travelled, he was respected like a +king; surrounded always with his gentlemen, and attended in all his +appearances with such pomp, that I saw little of him but at a distance; +but this I observed, that there was not a horse in his retinue, but that +our carriers’ pack-horses in England seem to me to look much better; but +they were so covered with equipage, mantles, trappings, and such-like +trumpery, that you cannot see whether they are fat or lean. In a word, +we could scarce see any thing but their feet and their heads. + +I was now light-hearted, and all my trouble and perplexity that I had +given an account of being over, I had no anxious thoughts about me; +which made this journey much the pleasanter to me; nor had I any ill +accident attended me, only in the passing or fording a small river, my +horse fell, and made me free of the country, as they call it; that is to +say, threw me in: the place was not deep, but it wetted me all over: I +mention it, because it spoiled my pocket-book, wherein I had set down +the names of several people and places which I had occasion to remember, +and which not taking due care of, the leaves rotted, and the words were +never after to be read, to my great loss, as to the names of some places +which I touched at in this voyage. + +At length we arrived at Pekin; I had nobody with me but the youth, whom +my nephew the captain had given me to attend me as a servant, and who +proved very trusty and diligent; and my partner had nobody with him but +one servant, who was a kinsman. As for the Portuguese pilot, he being +desirous to see the court, we gave him his passage, that is to say, bore +his charges for his company; and to use him as an interpreter, for he +understood the language of the country, and spoke good French and a +little English; and, indeed, this old man was a most useful implement to +us every where; for we had not been above a week at Pekin, when he came +laughing: “Ah, Seignior Inglese,” said he, “I have something to tell +you, will make your heart glad.”—“My heart glad,” said I; “what can +that be? I don’t know any thing in this country can either give me joy +or grief, to any great degree.”—“Yes, yes,” said the old man, in broken +English, “make you glad, me sorrow;” sorry, he would have said. This +made me more inquisitive. “Why,” said I, “will it make you +sorry?”—“Because,” said he, “you have brought me here twenty-five days +journey, and will leave me to go back alone; and which way shall I get +to my port afterwards, without a ship, without a horse, without pecune?” +so he called money; being his broken Latin, of which he had abundance to +make us merry with. + +In short, he told us there was a great caravan of Muscovy and Polish +merchants in the city, and that they were preparing to set out on their +journey, by land, to Muscovy, within four or five weeks, and he was sure +we would take the opportunity to go with them, and leave him behind to +go back alone. I confess I was surprised with this news: a secret joy +spread itself over my whole soul, which I cannot describe, and never +felt before or since; and I had no power, for a good while, to speak a +word to the old man; but at last I turned to him: “How do you know +this?” said I: “are you sure it is true?”—“Yes,” he said, “I met this +morning in the street an old acquaintance of mine, an Armenian, or one +you call a Grecian, who is among them; he came last from Astracan, and +was designing to go to Tonquin; where I formerly knew him, but has +altered his mind, and is now resolved to go back with the caravan to +Moscow, and so down the river of Wolga to Astracan.”—“Well, Seignior,” +said I, “do not be uneasy about being left to go back alone; if this be +a method for my return to England, it shall be your fault if you go back +to Macao at all.” We then went to consult together what was to be done, +and I asked my partner what he thought of the pilot’s news, and whether +it would suit with his affairs: he told me he would do just as I would; +for he had settled all his affairs so well at Bengal, and left his +effects in such good hands, that as we made a good voyage here, if he +could vest it in China silks, wrought and raw, such as might be worth +the carriage, he would be content to go to England, and then make his +voyage back to Bengal by the Company’s ships. + +Having resolved upon this, we agreed, that, if our Portuguese pilot +would go with us, we would bear his charges to Moscow, or to England, if +he pleased; nor, indeed, were we to be esteemed over-generous in that +part neither, if we had not rewarded him farther; for the service he had +done us was really worth all that, and more; for he had not only been a +pilot to us at sea, but he had been also like a broker for us on shore; +and his procuring for us the Japan merchant was some hundreds of pounds +in our pockets. So we consulted together about it; and, being willing to +gratify him, which was, indeed, but doing him justice, and very willing +also to have him with us besides, for he was a most necessary man on all +occasions, we agreed to give him a quantity of coined gold, which, as I +compute it, came to about one hundred and seventy-five pounds sterling +between us, and to bear his charges, both for himself and horse, except +only a horse to carry his goods. + +Having settled this among ourselves, we called him to let him know what +we had resolved: I told him, he had complained of our being like to let +him go back alone, and I was now to tell him we were resolved he should +not go back at all: that as we had resolved to go to Europe with the +caravan, we resolved also he should go with us, and that we called him +to know his mind. He shook his head, and said it was a long journey, and +he had no pecune to carry him thither, nor to subsist himself when he +came thither. We told him, we believed it was so, and therefore we had +resolved to do something for him, that would let him see how sensible we +were of the service he had done us; and also how agreeable he was to us; +and then I told him what we had resolved to give him here, which he +might lay out as we would do our own; and that as for his charges, if he +would go with us, we would set him safe ashore (life and casualties +excepted), either in Muscovy or in England, which he would, at our own +charge, except only the carriage of his goods. + +He received the proposal like a man transported, and told us, he would +go with us over the whole world; and so, in short, we all prepared +ourselves for the journey. However, as it was with us, so it was with +the other merchants, they had many things to do; and instead of being +ready in five weeks, it was four months and some odd days before all +things were got together. + +It was the beginning of February, our style, when we set out from Pekin. +My partner and the old pilot had gone express back to the port where we +had first put in, to dispose of some goods which he had left there; and +I, with a Chinese merchant, whom I had some knowledge of at Nanquin, and +who came to Pekin on his own affairs, went to Nanquin, where I bought +ninety pieces of fine damasks, with about two hundred pieces of other +very fine silks, of several sorts, some mixed with gold, and had all +these brought to Pekin against my partner’s return: besides this, we +bought a very large quantity of raw silk, and some other goods; our +cargo amounting, in these goods only, to about three thousand five +hundred pounds sterling, which, together with tea, and some fine +calicoes, and three camel-loads of nutmegs and cloves, loaded in all +eighteen camels for our share, besides those we rode upon; which, with +two or three spare horses, and two horses loaded with provisions, made +us, in short, twenty-six camels and horses in our retinue. + +The company was very great, and, as near as I can remember, made between +three and four hundred horses and camels, and upward of a hundred and +twenty men, very well armed, and provided for all events. For, as the +eastern caravans are subject to be attacked by the Arabs, so are these +by the Tartars; but they are not altogether so dangerous as the Arabs, +nor so barbarous when they prevail. + +The company consisted of people of several nations, such as Muscovites +chiefly; for there were about sixty of them who were merchants or +inhabitants of Moscow, though of them some were Livonians; and to our +particular satisfaction, five of them were Scots, who appeared also to +be men of great experience in business, and very good substance. + +When we had travelled one day’s journey, the guides, who were five in +number, called all the gentlemen and merchants, that is to say, all the +passengers, except the servants, to a great council, as they termed it. +At this great council every one deposited a certain quantity of money to +a common stock, for the necessary expense of buying forage on the way +where it was not otherwise to be had, and for satisfying the guides, +getting horses, and the like. And here they constituted the journey, as +they called it, viz. they named captains and officers to draw us all up +and give the command in case of an attack; and give every one their turn +of command. Nor was this forming us into order any more than what we +found needful upon the way, as shall be observed in its place. + +The road all on this side of the country is very populous, and is full +of potters and earth makers; that is to say, people that tempered the +earth for the China ware; and, as I was going along, our Portuguese +pilot, who had always something or other to say to make us merry, came +sneering to me, and told me, he would shew the greatest rarity in all +the country; and that I should have this to say of China, after all the +ill humoured things I had said of it, that I had seen one thing which +was not to be seen in all the world beside. I was very importunate to +know what it was; at last he told me, it was a gentleman’s house, built +all with China ware. “Well,” said I, “are not the materials of their +building the product of their own country; and so it is all China ware, +is it not?”—“No, no,” says he, “I mean, it is a house all made of China +ware, such as you call so in England; or, as it is called in our +country, porcelain.”—“Well,” said I, “such a thing may be: how big is +it? can we carry it in a box upon a camel? If we can, we will buy +it.”—“Upon a camel!” said the old pilot, holding up both his hands; +“why, there is a family of thirty people lives in it.” + +I was then curious, indeed, to see it; and when I came to see it, it was +nothing but this: it was a timber house, or a house built, as we call it +in England, with lath and plaster, but all the plastering was really +China ware, that is to say, it was plastered with the earth that makes +China ware. + +The outside, which the sun shone hot upon, was glazed, and looked very +well, perfectly white, and painted with blue figures, as the large China +ware in England is painted, and hard, as if it had been burnt. As to the +inside, all the walls, instead of wainscot, were lined with hardened and +painted tiles, like the little square tiles we call gally tiles in +England, all made of the finest china, and the figures exceeding fine +indeed, with extraordinary variety of colours, mixed with gold, many +tiles making but one figure, but joined so artificially with mortar, +being made of the same earth, that it was very hard to see where the +tiles met. The floors of the rooms were of the same composition, and as +hard as the earthen floors we have in use in several parts of England, +especially Lincolnshire, Nottinghamshire, Leicestershire, &c. as hard as +stone, and smooth, but not burnt and painted, except some smaller rooms, +like closets, which were all, as it were, paved with the same tile: the +ceilings, and, in a word, all the plastering work in the whole house, +were of the same earth; and, after all, the roof was covered with tiles +of the same, but of a deep shining black. + +This was a china warehouse indeed, truly and literally to be called so; +and had I not been upon the journey, I could have staid some days to see +and examine the particulars of it. They told me there were fountains and +fish-ponds in the garden, all paved at the bottom and sides with the +same, and fine statues set up in rows on the walks, entirely formed of +the porcelain earth, and burnt whole. + +As this is one of the singularities of China, so they may be allowed to +excel in it; but I am very sure they _excel_ in their accounts of it; +for they told me such incredible things of their performance in +crockery-ware, for such it is, that I care not to relate, as knowing it +could not be true.—One told me, in particular, of a workman that made a +ship, with all its tackle, and masts, and sails, in earthenware, big +enough to carry fifty men. If he had told me he launched it, and made a +voyage to Japan in it, I might have said something to it indeed; but as +it was, I knew the whole story, which was, in short, asking pardon for +the word, that the fellow lied; so I smiled, and said nothing to it. + +This odd sight kept me two hours behind the caravan, for which the +leader of it for the day fined me about the value of three shillings; +and told me, if it had been three days journey without the wall, as it +was three days within, he must have fined me four times as much, and +made me ask pardon the next council-day: so I promised to be more +orderly; for, indeed, I found afterwards the orders made for keeping all +together were absolutely necessary for our common safety. + +In two days more we passed the great China wall, made for a +fortification against the Tartars; and a very great work it is, going +over hills and mountains in an endless track, where the rocks are +impassable, and the precipices such as no enemy could possibly enter, +or, indeed, climb up, or where, if they did, no wall could hinder them. +They tell us, its length is near a thousand English miles, but that the +country is five hundred, in a straight measured line, which the wall +bounds, without measuring the windings and turnings it takes: ’tis about +four fathom high, and as many thick in some places. + +I stood still an hour, or thereabouts, without trespassing on our +orders, for so long the caravan was in passing the gate; I say, I stood +still an hour to look at it, on every side, near and far off; I mean, +what was within my view; and the guide of our caravan, who had been +extolling it for the wonder of the world, was mighty eager to hear my +opinion of it. I told him it was a most excellent thing to keep off the +Tartars, which he happened not to understand as I meant it, and so took +it for a compliment; but the old pilot laughed: “O, Seignior Inglese,” +said he, “you speak in colours.”—“In colours!” said I; “what do you +mean by that?”—“Why, you speak what looks white this way, and black +that way; gay one way, and dull another way: you tell him it is a good +wall to keep out Tartars; you tell me, by that, it is good for nothing +but to keep out Tartars; or, will keep out none but Tartars. I +understand you, Seignior Inglese, I understand you,” said he, joking; +“but Seignior Chinese understand you his own way.” + +“Well,” said I, “Seignior, do you think it would stand out an army of +our country-people, with a good train of artillery; or our engineers, +with two companies of miners? Would they not batter it down in ten +days, that an army might enter in battalia, or blow it up in the air, +foundation and all, that there should be no sign of it left?”—“Ay, ay,” +said he, “I know that.” The Chinese wanted mightily to know what I said, +and I gave him leave to tell him a few days after, for we were then +almost out of their country, and he was to leave us in a little time +afterwards; but when he knew what I had said, he was dumb all the rest +of the way, and we heard no more of his fine story of the Chinese power +and greatness while he staid. + +After we had passed this mighty nothing, called a wall, something like +the Picts wall, so famous in Northumberland, and built by the Romans, we +began to find the country thinly inhabited, and the people rather +confined to live in fortified towns and cities, as being subject to the +inroads and depredations of the Tartars, who rob in great armies, and +therefore are not to be resisted by the naked inhabitants of an +open country. + +And here I began to find the necessity of keeping together in a caravan, +as we travelled; for we saw several troops of Tartars roving about; but +when I came to see them distinctly, I wondered how that the Chinese +empire could be conquered by such contemptible fellows; for they are a +mere herd or crowd of wild fellows, keeping no order, and understanding +no discipline, or manner of fight. + +Their horses are poor, lean, starved creatures, taught nothing, and are +fit for nothing; and this we found the first day we saw them, which was +after we entered the wilder part of the country. Our leader for the day +gave leave for about sixteen of us to go a hunting, as they call it; and +what was this but hunting of sheep! However, it may be called hunting +too; for the creatures are the wildest, and swiftest of foot, that ever +I saw of their kind; only they will not run a great way, and you are +sure of sport when you begin the chase; for they appear generally by +thirty or forty in a flock, and, like true sheep, always keep together +when they fly. + +In pursuit of this odd sort of game, it was our hap to meet with about +forty Tartars: whether they were hunting mutton as we were, or whether +they looked for another kind of prey, I know not; but as soon as they +saw us, one of them blew a kind of horn very loud, but with a barbarous +sound that I had never heard before, and, by the way, never care to hear +again. We all supposed this was to call their friends about them; and so +it was; for in less than half a quarter of an hour, a troop of forty or +fifty more appeared at about a mile distance; but our work was over +first, as it happened. + +One of the Scots merchants of Moscow happened to be amongst us; and as +soon as he heard the horn, he told us, in short, that we had nothing to +do but to charge them immediately, without loss of time; and, drawing us +up in a line, he asked, if we were resolved? We told him, we were ready +to follow him: so he rode directly up to them. They stood gazing at us, +like a mere crowd, drawn up in no order, nor shewing the face of any +order at all; but as soon as they saw us advance, they let fly their +arrows; which, however, missed us very happily: it seems they mistook +not their aim, but their distance; for their arrows all fell a little +short of us, but with so true an aim, that had we been about twenty +yards nearer, we must have had several men wounded, if not killed. + +Immediately we halted; and though it was at a great distance, we fired, +and sent them leaden bullets for wooden arrows, following our shot full +gallop, resolving to fall in among them sword in hand; for so our bold +Scot that led us, directed. He was, indeed, but a merchant, but he +behaved with that vigour and bravery on this occasion, and yet with such +a cool courage too, that I never saw any man in action fitter for +command. As soon as we came up to them, we fired our pistols in their +faces, and then drew; but they fled in the greatest confusion +imaginable; the only stand any of them made was on our right, where +three of them stood, and, by signs, called the rest to come back to +them, having a kind of scimitar in their hands, and their bows hanging +at their backs. Our brave commander, without asking any body to follow +him, galloped up close to them, and with his fusil knocked one of them +off his horse, killed the second with his pistol, and the third ran +away; and thus ended our fight; but we had this misfortune attending it, +viz. that all our mutton that we had in chase got away. We had not a man +killed or hurt; but, as for the Tartars, there were about five of them +killed; how many were wounded, we knew not; but this we knew, that the +other party was so frighted with the noise of our guns, that they fled, +and never made any attempt upon us. + +We were all this while in the Chinese dominions, and therefore the +Tartars were not so bold as afterwards; but in about five days we +entered a vast great wild desert, which held us three days and nights +march; and we were obliged to carry our water with us in great leather +bottles, and to encamp all night, just as I have heard they do in the +deserts of Arabia. + +I asked our guides, whose dominion this was in? and they told me this +was a kind of border that might be called No Man’s Land; being part of +the Great Karakathy, or Grand Tartary; but that, however, it was +reckoned to China; that there was no care taken here to preserve it from +the inroads of thieves; and therefore it was reckoned the worst desert +in the whole march, though we were to go over some much larger. + +In passing this wilderness, which, I confess, was at the first view very +frightful to me, we saw two or three times little parties of the +Tartars, but they seemed to be upon their own affairs, and to have no +design upon us; and so, like the man who met the devil, if they had +nothing to say to us, we had nothing to say to them; we let them go. + +Once, however, a party of them came so near as to stand and gaze at us; +whether it was to consider what they should do, viz. to attack us, or +not attack us, we knew not; but when we were passed at some distance by +them, we made a rear guard of forty men, and stood ready for them, +letting the caravan pass half a mile, or thereabouts, before us. After a +while they marched off, only we found they assaulted us with five arrows +at their parting; one of which wounded a horse, so that it disabled him; +and we left him the next day, poor creature, in great need of a good +farrier. We suppose they might shoot more arrows, which might fall short +of us; but we saw no more arrows, or Tartars, at that time. + +We travelled near a month after this, the ways being not so good as at +first, though still in the dominions of the emperor of China; but lay, +for the most part, in villages, some of which were fortified, because of +the incursions of the Tartars. When we came to one of these towns, (it +was about two days and a half’s journey before we were to come to the +city of Naum) I wanted to buy a camel, of which there are plenty to be +sold all the way upon that road, and of horses also, such as they are, +because so many caravans coming that way, they are very often wanted. +The person that I spoke to to get me a camel, would have gone and +fetched it for me; but I, like a fool, must be officious, and go myself +along with him. The place was about two miles out of the village, where, +it seems, they kept the camels and horses feeding under a guard. + +I walked it on foot, with my old pilot in company, and a Chinese, being +desirous, forsooth, of a little variety. When we came to this place, it +was a low marshy ground, walled round with a stone wall, piled up dry, +without mortar or earth among it, like a park, with a little guard of +Chinese soldiers at the doors. Having bought a camel, and agreed for the +price, I came away; and the Chinese man, that went with me, led the +camel, when on a sudden came up five Tartars on horseback: two of them +seized the fellow, and took the camel from him, while the other three +stepped up to me and my old pilot; seeing us, as it were, unarmed, for I +had no weapon about me but my sword, which could but ill defend me +against three horsemen. The first that came up stopped short upon my +drawing my sword; (for they are arrant cowards) but a second coming upon +my left, gave me a blow on the head, which I never felt till afterwards, +and wondered, when I came to myself, what was the matter with me, and +where I was, for he laid me flat on the ground; but my never-failing old +pilot, the Portuguese (so Providence, unlooked for, directs deliverances +from dangers, which to us are unforeseen,) had a pistol in his pocket, +which I knew nothing of nor the Tartars neither; if they had, I suppose +they would not have attacked us; but cowards are always boldest when +there is no danger. + +The old man, seeing me down, with a bold heart stepped up to the fellow +that had struck me, and laying hold of his arm with one hand, and +pulling him down by main force a little towards him with the other, he +shot him into the head, and laid him dead on the spot; he then +immediately stepped up to him who had stopped us, as I said, and before +he could come forward again (for it was all done as it were in a moment) +made a blow at him with a scimitar, which he always wore, but, missing +the man, cut his horse into the side of his head, cut one of his ears +off by the root, and a great slice down the side of his face. The poor +beast, enraged with the wounds, was no more to be governed by his rider, +though the fellow sat well enough too; but away he flew, and carried him +quite out of the pilot’s reach; and, at some distance, rising upon his +hind legs, threw down the Tartar, and fell upon him. + +In this interval the poor Chinese came in, who had lost the camel, but +he had no weapon; however, seeing the Tartar down, and his horse fallen +upon him, he runs to him, and seizing upon an ugly ill-favoured weapon +he had by his side, something like a pole-axe, but not a pole-axe +either, he wrenched it from him, and made shift to knock his Tartarian +brains out with it. But my old man had the third Tartar to deal with +still; and, seeing he did not fly as he expected, nor come on to fight +him, as he apprehended, but stood stock still, the old man stood still +too, and falls to work with his tackle to charge his pistol again: but +as soon as the Tartar saw the pistol, whether he supposed it to be the +same or another, I know not; but away he scoured, and left my pilot, my +champion I called him afterwards, a complete victory. + +By this time I was a little awake; for I thought, when I first began to +awake, that I had been in a sweet sleep; but as I said above, I wondered +where I was, how I came upon the ground, and what was the matter: in a +word, a few minutes after, as sense returned, I felt pain, though I did +not know where; I clapped my hand to my head, and took it away bloody; +then I felt my head ache, and then, in another moment, memory returned, +and every thing was present to me again. + +I jumped up upon my feet instantly, and got hold of my sword, but no +enemies in view. I found a Tartar lie dead, and his horse standing very +quietly by him; and looking farther, I saw my champion and deliverer, +who had been to see what the Chinese had done, coming back with his +hanger in his hand. The old man, seeing me on my feet, came running to +me, and embraced me with a great deal of joy, being afraid before that I +had been killed; and seeing me bloody, would see how I was hurt; but it +was not much, only what we call a broken head; neither did I afterwards +find any great inconvenience from the blow, other than the place which +was hurt, and which was well again in two or three days. + +We made no great gain, however, by this victory; for we lost a camel, +and gained a horse: but that which was remarkable, when we came back to +the village, the man demanded to be paid for the camel; I disputed it, +and it was brought to a hearing before the Chinese judge of the place; +that is to say, in English, we went before a justice of the peace. Give +him his due, he acted with a great deal of prudence and impartiality; +and having heard both sides, he gravely asked the Chinese man that went +with me to buy the camel, whose servant he was? “I am no servant,” said +he, “but went with the stranger.”—“At whose request?” said the justice. +“At the stranger’s request,” said he. “Why then,” said the justice, “you +were the stranger’s servant for the time; and the camel being delivered +to his servant, it was delivered to him, and he must pay for it.” + +I confess the thing was so clear, that I had not a word to say; but +admiring to see such just reasoning upon the consequence, and so +accurate stating the case, I paid willingly for the camel, and sent for +another; but you may observe, _I sent_ for it; I did not go to fetch it +myself any more; I had had enough of that. + +The city of Naum is a frontier of the Chinese empire: they call it +fortified, and so it is, as fortifications go there; for this I will +venture to affirm, that all the Tartars in Karakathy, which, I believe, +are some millions, could not batter down the walls with their bows and +arrows; but to call it strong, if it were attacked with cannon, would be +to make those who understand it laugh at you. + +We wanted, as I have said, about two days journey of this city, when +messengers were sent express to every part of the road, to tell all +travellers and caravans to halt, till they had a guard sent to them; for +that an unusual body of Tartars, making ten thousand in all, had +appeared in the way, about thirty miles beyond the city. + +This was very bad news to travellers; however, it was carefully done of +the governor, and we were very glad to hear we should have a guard. +Accordingly, two days after, we had two hundred soldiers sent us from a +garrison of the Chinese on our left, and three hundred more from the +city of Naum, and with those we advanced boldly: the three hundred +soldiers from Naum marched in our front, the two hundred in our rear, +and our men on each side of our camels with our baggage, and the whole +caravan in the centre. In this order, and well prepared for battle, we +thought ourselves a match for the whole ten thousand Mogul Tartars, if +they had appeared; but the next day, when they did appear, it was quite +another thing. + +It was early in the morning, when marching from a little well-situated +town, called Changu, we had a river to pass, where we were obliged to +ferry; and had the Tartars had any intelligence, then had been the time +to have attacked us, when, the caravan being over, the rear-guard was +behind: but they did not appear there. + +About three hours after, when we were entered upon, a desert of about +fifteen or sixteen miles over, behold, by a cloud of dust they raised, +we saw an enemy was at hand; and they were at hand indeed, for they came +on upon the spur. + +The Chinese, our guard on the front, who had talked so big the day +before, began to stagger, and the soldiers frequently looked behind +them; which is a certain sign in a soldier, that he is just ready to run +away. My old pilot was of my mind; and being near me, he called out: +“Seignior Inglese,” said he, “those fellows must be encouraged, or they +will ruin us all; for if the Tartars come on, they will never stand +it.”—“I am of your mind,” said I: “but what course must be +done?”—“Done?” said he; “let fifty of our men advance, and flank them +on each wing, and encourage them, and they will fight like brave fellows +in brave company: but without it, they will every man turn his back.” +Immediately I rode up to our leader, and told him, who was exactly of +our mind; and accordingly fifty of us marched to the right wing, and +fifty to the left, and the rest made a line of reserve; for so we +marched, leaving the last two hundred men to make another body to +themselves, and to guard the camels; only that, if need were, they +should send a hundred men to assist the last fifty. + +In a word, the Tartars came on, and an innumerable company they were; +how many, we could not tell, but ten thousand we thought was the least. +A party of them came on first, and viewed our posture, traversing the +ground in the front of our line; and as we found them within gun-shot, +our leader ordered the two wings to advance swiftly, and give them a +_salvo_ on each wing with their shot, which was done; but they went off, +and I suppose went back to give an account of the reception they were +like to meet with; and, indeed, that salute clogged their stomachs; for +they immediately halted, stood awhile to consider of it, and, wheeling +off to the left, they gave over the design, and said no more to us for +that time; which was very agreeable to our circumstances, which were but +very indifferent for a battle with such a number. + +Two days after this we came to the city of Naum, or Naunm. We thanked +the governor for his care for us, and collected to the value of one +hundred crowns, or thereabouts, which we gave to the soldiers sent to +guard us; and here we rested one day. This is a garrison indeed, and +there were nine hundred soldiers kept here; but the reason of it was, +that formerly the Muscovite frontiers lay nearer to them than they do +now, the Muscovites having abandoned that part of the country (which +lies from the city west, for about two hundred miles) as desolate and +unfit for use; and more especially, being so very remote, and so +difficult to send troops hither for its defence; for we had yet above +two thousand miles to Muscovy, properly so called. + +After this we passed several great rivers, and two dreadful deserts, one +of which we were sixteen days passing over, and which, as I said, was to +be called No Man’s Land; and on the 13th of April we came to the +frontiers of the Muscovite dominions. I think the first city, or town, +or fortress, whatever it might be called, that belonged to the czar of +Muscovy, was called Argun, being on the west side of the river Argun. + +I could not but discover an infinite satisfaction; that I was now +arrived in, as I called it, a Christian country; or, at least, in a +country governed by Christians: for though the Muscovites do, in my +opinion, but just deserve the name of Christians (yet such they pretend +to be, and are very devout in their way:) it would certainly occur to +any man who travels the world as I have done, and who had any power of +reflection; I say, it would occur to him, to reflect, what a blessing it +is to be brought into the world where the name of God, and of a +Redeemer, is known, worshipped, and adored—and not where the people, +given up by Heaven to strong delusions, worship the devil, and prostrate +themselves to stocks and stones; worship monsters, elements, +horrible-shaped animals, and statues, or images of monsters. Not a town +or city we passed through but had their pagods, their idols, and their +temples; and ignorant people worshipping even the works of their +own hands! + +Now we came where, at least, a face of the Christian worship appeared, +where the knee was bowed to Jesus; and whether ignorantly or not, yet +the Christian religion was owned, and the name of the true God was +called upon and adored; and it made the very recesses of my soul rejoice +to see it. I saluted the brave Scotch merchant I mentioned above, with +my first acknowledgment of this; and, taking him by the hand, I said to +him, “Blessed be God, we are once again come among Christians!” He +smiled, and answered, “Do not rejoice too soon, countryman; these +Muscovites are but an odd sort of Christians; and but for the name of +it, you may see very little of the substance for some months farther of +our journey.” + +“Well,” said I, “but still it is better than paganism, and worshipping +of devils.”—“Why, I’ll tell you,” said he; “except the Russian soldiers +in garrisons, and a few of the inhabitants of the cities upon the road, +all the rest of this country, for above a thousand miles farther, is +inhabited by the worst and most ignorant of pagans.” And so indeed +we found it. + +We were now launched into the greatest piece of solid earth, if I +understand any thing of the surface of the globe, that is to be found in +any part of the world: we had at least twelve hundred miles to the sea, +eastward; we had at least two thousand to the bottom of the Baltic sea, +westward; and almost three thousand miles, if we left that sea, and went +on west to the British and French channels; we had full five thousand +miles to the Indian or Persian sea, south; and about eight hundred miles +to the Frozen sea, north; nay, if some people may be believed, there +might be no sea north-east till we came round the pole, and consequently +into the north-west, and so had a continent of land into America, no +mortal knows where; though I could give some reasons why I believe that +to be a mistake too. + +As we entered into the Muscovite dominions, a good while before we came +to any considerable town, we had nothing to observe there but this: +first, that all the rivers run to the east. As I understood by the +charts which some of our caravans had with them, it was plain that all +those rivers ran into the great river Yamour, or Gammour. This river, by +the natural course of it, must run into the east sea, or Chinese ocean. +The story they tell us, that the mouth of this river is choked up with +bulrushes of a monstrous growth, viz. three feet about, and twenty or +thirty feet high, I must be allowed to say I believe nothing of; but as +its navigation is of no use, because there is no trade that way, the +Tartars, to whom alone it belongs, dealing in nothing but cattle; so +nobody that ever I heard or, has been curious enough either to go down +to the mouth of it in boats, or to come up from the mouth of it in +ships; but this is certain, that this river running due east, in the +latitude of sixty degrees, carries a vast concourse of rivers along with +it, and finds an ocean to empty itself in that latitude; so we are sure +of sea there. + +Some leagues to the north of this river there are several considerable +rivers, whose streams run as due north as the Yamour runs east; and +these are all found to join their waters with the great river Tartarus, +named so from the northernmost nations of the Mogul Tartars, who, the +Chinese say, were the first Tartars in the world; and who, as our +geographers allege, are the Gog and Magog mentioned in sacred story. + +These rivers running all northward, as well as all the other rivers I am +yet to speak of, made it evident that the northern ocean bounds the land +also on that side; so that it does not seem rational in the least to +think that the land can extend itself to join with America on that side, +or that there is not a communication between the northern and the +eastern ocean; but of this I shall say no more; it was my observation at +that time, and therefore I take notice of it in this place. We now +advanced from the river Arguna by easy and moderate journies, and were +very visibly obliged to the care the czar of Muscovy has taken to have +cities and towns built in as many places as are possible to place them, +where his soldiers keep garrison, something, like the stationary +soldiers placed by the Romans in the remotest countries of their empire, +some of which I had read were particularly placed in Britain for the +security of commerce, and for the lodging of travellers; and thus it was +here; though wherever we came at these towns and stations the garrisons +and governor were Russians and professed mere pagans, sacrificing to +idols, and worshipping the sun, moon, and stars, or all the host of +heaven; and not only so, but were, of all the heathens and pagans that +ever I met with, the most barbarous, except only that they did not eat +man’s flesh, as our savages of America did. + +Some instances of this we met with in the country between Arguna, where +we enter the Muscovite dominions, and a city of Tartars and Russians +together, called Nertzinskay; in which space is a continued desert or +forest, which cost us twenty days to travel over it. In a village near +the last of those places, I had the curiosity to go and see their way of +living; which is most brutish and unsufferable: they had, I suppose, a +great sacrifice that day; for there stood out upon an old stump of a +tree, an idol made of wood, frightful as the devil; at least as any +thing we can think of to represent the devil that can be made. It had a +head certainly not so much as resembling any creature that the world +ever saw; ears as big as goats’ horns, and as high; eyes as big as a +crown-piece; and a nose like a crooked ram’s horn, and a mouth extended +four-cornered, like that of a lion, with horrible teeth, hooked like a +parrot’s under bill. It was dressed up in the filthiest manner that you +can suppose; its upper garment was of sheep-skins, with the wool +outward; a great Tartar bonnet on the head, with two horns growing +through it: it was about eight feet high, yet had no feet or legs, or +any other proportion of parts. + +This scarecrow was set up at the outside of the village; and when I came +near to it, there were sixteen or seventeen creatures, whether men or +women I could not tell, for they make no distinction by their habits, +either of body or head; these lay all flat on the ground, round this +formidable block of shapeless wood. I saw no motion among them any more +than if they had been logs of wood, like their idol; at first I really +thought they had been so; but when I came a little nearer, they started +up upon their feet, and raised a howling cry, as if it had been so many +deep-mouthed hounds, and walked away as if they were displeased at our +disturbing them. A little way off from this monster, and at the door of +a tent or hut, made all of sheep-skins and cow-skins, dried, stood three +butchers: I thought they were such; for when I came nearer to them, I +found they had long knives in their hands, and in the middle of the tent +appeared three sheep killed, and one young bullock, or steer. These, it +seems, were sacrifices to that senseless log of an idol; and these three +men priests belonging to it; and the seventeen prostrated wretches were +the people who brought the offering, and were making their prayers to +that stock. + +I confess I was more moved at their stupidity, and this brutish worship +of a hobgoblin, than ever I was at any thing in my life: to see God’s +most glorious and best creature, to whom he had granted so many +advantages, even by creation, above the rest of the works of his hands, +vested with a reasonable soul, and that soul adorned with faculties and +capacities adapted both to honour his Maker and be honoured by him; I +say, to see it sunk and degenerated to a degree so more than stupid, as +to prostrate itself to a frightful nothing, a mere imaginary object +dressed up by themselves, and made terrible to themselves by their own +contrivance, adorned only with clouts and rags; and that this should be +the effect of mere ignorance, wrought up into hellish devotion by the +devil himself; who, envying his Maker the homage and adoration of his +creatures, had deluded them into such gross, surfeiting, sordid, and +brutish things, as one would think should shock nature itself. + +But what signified all the astonishment and reflection of thoughts? Thus +it was, and I saw it before my eyes; and there was no room to wonder at +it, or think it impossible. All my admiration turned to rage; and I rode +up to the image or monster, call it what you will, and with my sword cut +the bonnet that was on its head in two in the middle, so that it hung +down by one of the horns; and one of our men that was with me, took hold +of the sheep skin that covered it, and pulled at it, when, behold, a +most hideous outcry and howling ran through the village, and two or +three hundred people came about my ears, so that I was glad to scour for +it; for we saw some had bows and arrows; but I resolved from that moment +to visit them again. + +Our caravan rested three nights at the town, which was about four miles +off, in order to provide some horses, which they wanted, several of the +horses having been lamed and jaded with the badness of the way, and our +long march over the last desert; so we had some leisure here to put my +design in execution. I communicated my project to the Scots merchant, of +Moscow, of whose courage I had had a sufficient testimony, as above. I +told him what I had seen, and with what indignation I had since thought +that human nature could be so degenerate. I told him, I was resolved, +if I could get but four or five men well armed to go with me, to go and +destroy that vile, abominable idol; to let them see, that it had no +power to help itself, and consequently could not be an object of +worship, or to be prayed to, much less help them that offered +sacrifices to it. + +He laughed at me: said he, “Your zeal may be good; but what do you +propose to yourself by it?”—“Propose!” said I: “to vindicate the +honour of God, which is insulted by this devil-worship.”—“But how will +it vindicate the honour of God,” said he, “while the people will not be +able to know what you mean by it, unless you could speak to them too, +and tell them so? and then they will fight you too, I will assure you, +for they are desperate fellows, and that especially in defence of their +idolatry.”—“Can we not,” said I, “do it in the night, and then leave +them the reasons in writing, in their own language?”—“Writing!” said +he; “why, there is not in five nations of them one man that knows any +thing of a letter, or how to read a word in any language, or in their +own.”—“Wretched ignorance!” said I to him: “however, I have a great +mind to do it; perhaps nature may draw inferences from it to them, to +let them see how brutish they are to worship such horrid things.”—“Look +you, Sir,” said he; “if your zeal prompts you to it so warmly, you must +do it; but in the next place, I would have you consider these wild +nations of people are subjected by force to the czar of Muscovy’s +dominion; and if you do this, it is ten to one but they will come by +thousands to the governor of Nertzinskay, and complain, and demand +satisfaction; and if he cannot give them satisfaction, it is ten to one +but they revolt; and it will occasion a new war with all the Tartars in +the country.” + +This, I confess, put new thoughts into my head for a while; but I harped +upon the same string still; and all that day I was uneasy to put my +project in execution. Towards the evening the Scots merchant met me by +accident in our walk about the town, and desired to speak with me: “I +believe,” said he, “I have put you off your good design; I have been a +little concerned about it since; for I abhor the idol and idolatry as +much as you can do.”—“Truly,” said I, “you have put it off a little, as +to the execution of it, but you have not put it all out of my thoughts; +and, I believe, I shall do it still before I quit this place, though I +were to be delivered up to them for satisfaction.”—“No, no,” said he, +“God forbid they should deliver you up to such a crew of monsters! they +shall not do that neither; that would be murdering you indeed.”—“Why,” +said I, “how would they use me?”—“Use you!” said he: “I’ll tell you how +they served a poor Russian, who affronted them in their worship just as +you did, and whom they took prisoner, after they had lamed him with an +arrow, that he could not run away: they took him and stripped him stark +naked, and set him upon the top of the idol monster, and stood all round +him, and shot as many arrows into him as would stick over his whole +body; and then they burnt him, and all the arrows sticking in him, as a +sacrifice to the idol.”—“And was this the same idol:” said I.—“Yes,” +said he, “the very same.”—“Well,” said I, “I will tell you a story.” So +I related the story of our men at Madagascar, and how they burnt and +sacked the village there, and killed man, woman, and child, for their +murdering one of our men, just as it is related before; and when I had +done, I added, that I thought we ought to do so to this village. + +He listened very attentively to the story; but when I talked of doing so +to that village, said he, “You mistake very much; it was not this +village, it was almost a hundred miles from this place; but it was the +same idol, for they carry him about in procession all over the +country.”—“Well,” said I, “then that idol ought to be punished for it; +and it shall,” said I, “if I live this night out.” + +In a word, finding me resolute, he liked the design, and told me, I +should not go alone, but he would go with me; but he would go first, +and bring a stout fellow, one of his countrymen, to go also with us; +“and one,” said he, “as famous for his zeal as you can desire any one to +be against such devilish things as these.” In a word, he brought me his +comrade a Scotsman, whom he called Captain Richardson; and I gave him a +full account of what I had seen, and also what I intended; and he told +me readily, he would go with me, if it cost him his life. So we agreed +to go, only we three. I had, indeed, proposed it to my partner, but he +declined it. He said, he was ready to assist me to the utmost, and upon +all occasions, for my defence; but that this was an adventure quite out +of his way: so, I say, we resolved upon our work, only we three, and my +man-servant, and to put it in execution that night about midnight, with +all the secresy imaginable. + +However, upon second thoughts, we were willing to delay it till the next +night, because the caravan being to set forward in the morning, we +supposed the governor could not pretend to give them any satisfaction +upon us when we were out of his power. The Scots merchant, as steady in +his resolution to enterprise it as bold in executing, brought me a +Tartar’s robe or gown of sheep-skins, and a bonnet, with a bow and +arrows, and had provided the same for himself and his countryman, that +the people, if they saw us, should not be able to determine who we were. + +All the first night we spent in mixing up some combustible matter with +aqua-vitæ, gunpowder, and such other materials as we could get; and, +having a good quantity of tar in a little pot, about an hour after night +we set out upon our expedition.To makee te great wonder look + +We came to the place about eleven o’clock at night, and found that the +people had not the least jealousy of danger attending their idol. The +night was cloudy; yet the moon gave us light enough to see that the idol +stood just in the same posture and place that it did before. The people +seemed to be all at their rest; only, that in the great hut, or tent as +we called it, where we saw the three priests, whom we mistook for +butchers, we saw a light, and going up close to the door, we heard +people talking, as if there were five or six of them; we concluded, +therefore, that if we set wildfire to the idol, these men would come out +immediately, and run up to the place to rescue it from the destruction +that we intended for it; and what to do with them we knew not. Once we +thought of carrying it away, and setting fire to it at a distance, but +when we came to handle it we found it too bulky for our carriage; so we +were at a loss again. The second Scotsman was for setting fire to the +tent or hut, and knocking the creatures that were there on the head, +when they came out; but I could not join with that; I was against +killing them, if it was possible to be avoided. “Well then,” said the +Scots merchant, “I will tell you what we will do; we will try to make +them prisoners, tie their hands, and make them stand and see their idol +destroyed.” + +As it happened, we had twine or packthread enough about us, which we +used to tie our fire-works together with; so we resolved to attack these +people first, and with as little noise as we could. The first thing we +did, we knocked at the door, when one of the priests coming to it, we +immediately seized upon him, stopped his mouth, and tied his hands +behind him, and led him to the idol, where we gagged him that he might +not make a noise, tied his feet also together, and left him on +the ground. + +Two of us then waited at the door, expecting that another would come out +to see what the matter was; but we waited so long till the third man +came back to us; and then nobody coming out, we knocked again gently, +and immediately out came two more, and we served them just in the same +manner, but were obliged to go all with them, and lay them down by the +idol some distance from one another; when going back we found two more +were come out to the door, and a third stood behind them within the +door. We seized the two, and immediately tied them, when the third +stepping back, and crying out, my Scots merchant went in after him, and +taking out a composition we had made, that would only smoke and stink, +he set fire to it, and threw it in among them: by that time the other +Scotsman and my man taking charge of the two men already bound, and tied +together also by the arm, led them away to the idol, and left them +there, to see if their idol would relieve them, making haste back to us. + +When the furze we had thrown in had filled the hut with so much smoke +that they were almost suffocated, we then threw in a small leather bag +of another kind, which flamed like a candle, and following it in, we +found there were but four people left, who, it seems, were two men and +two women, and, as we supposed, had been about some of their diabolic +sacrifices. They appeared, in short, frighted to death, at least so as +to sit trembling and stupid, and not able to speak neither, for +the smoke. + +In a word, we took them, bound them as we had the other, and all without +any noise, I should have said, we brought them out of the house, or hut, +first; for, indeed, we were not able to bear the smoke any; more than +they were. When we had done this, we carried them all together to the +idol: when we came there we fell to work with him; and first we daubed +him all over, and his robes also, with tar, and such other stuff as we +had, which was tallow mixed with brimstone; then we stopped his eyes, +and ears, and, mouth full of gunpowder; then we wrapped up a great piece +of wildfire in his bonnet; and then sticking all the combustibles we had +brought with us upon him, we looked about to see if we could find any +thing else to help to burn him; when my Scotsman remembered that by the +tent, or hut, where the men were, there lay a heap of dry forage, +whether straw or rushes I do not remember: away he and the other +Scotsman ran, and fetched their arms full of that. When we had done +this, we took all our prisoners, and brought them, having untied their +feet and ungagged their mouths, and made them stand up, and set them +all before their monstrous idol, and then set fire to the whole. + +We stayed by it a quarter of an hour, or thereabouts, til the powder in +the eyes, and mouth, and ears of the idol blew up, and, as we could +perceive, had split and deformed the shape of it; and, in a word, till +we saw it burnt into a mere block or log of wood; and then igniting the +dry forage to it, we found it would be soon quite consumed; so we began +to think of going away; but the Scotsman said, “No, we must not go, for +these poor deluded wretches will all throw themselves into the fire, and +burn themselves with the idol.” So we resolved to stay till the forage +was burnt down too, and then we came away and left them. + +In the morning we appeared among our fellow-travellers, exceeding busy +in getting ready for our journey; nor could any man suggest that we had +been any where but in our beds, as travellers might be supposed to be, +to fit themselves for the fatigues of that day’s journey. + +But it did not end so; for the next day came a great multitude of the +country people, not only of this village, but of a hundred more, for +aught I know, to the town-gates; and in a most outrageous manner +demanded satisfaction of the Russian governor, for the insulting their +priests, and burning their great Cham-Chi-Thaungu; such a hard name they +gave the monstrous creature they worshipped. The people of Nertzinskay +were at first in a great consternation; for they said the Tartars were +no less than thirty thousand, and that in a few days more they would be +one hundred thousand stronger. + +The Russian governor sent out messengers to appease them, and gave them +all the good words imaginable. He assured them he knew nothing of it, +and that there had not a soul of his garrison been abroad; that it could +not be from any body there; and if they would let him know who it was, +he should be exemplarily punished. They returned haughtily, That all the +country reverenced the great Cham-Chi-Thaungu, who dwelt in the son, +and no mortal would have dared to offer violence to his image, but some +Christian miscreant; so they called them, it seems; and they therefore +denounced war against him, and all the Russians, who, they said, were +miscreants and Christians. + +The governor, still patient, and unwilling to make a breach, or to have +any cause of war alleged to be given by him, the czar having straitly +charged him to treat the conquered country with gentleness and civility, +gave them still all the good words he could; at last he told them, there +was a caravan gone towards Russia that morning, and perhaps it was some +of them who had done them this injury; and that, if they would be +satisfied with that, he would send after them, to inquire into it. This +seemed to appease them a little; and accordingly the governor sent after +us, and gave us a particular account how the thing was, intimating +withal, that if any in our caravan had done it, they should make their +escape; but that whether they had done it or no, we should make all the +haste forward that was possible; and that in the meantime he would keep +them in play as long as he could. + +This was very friendly in the governor. However, when it came to the +caravan, there was nobody knew any thing of the matter; and, as for us +that were guilty, we were the least of all suspected; none so much as +asked us the question; however, the captain of the caravan, for the +time, took the hint that the governor gave us, and we marched or +travelled two days and two nights without any considerable stop, and +then we lay at a village called Plothus; nor did we make any long stop +here, but hastened on towards Jarawena, another of the czar of Muscovy’s +colonies, and where we expected we should be safe; but it is to be +observed, that here we began, for two or three days march, to enter upon +a vast nameless desert, of which I shall say more in its place; and +which if we had now been upon it, it is more than probable we had been +all destroyed. It was the second day’s march from Plothus that by the +clouds of dust behind us at a great distance, some of our people began +to be sensible we were pursued; we had entered the desert, and had +passed by a great lake, called Schanks Osier, when we perceived a very +great body of horse appear on the other side of the lake to the north, +we travelling west. We observed they went away west, as we did; but had +supposed we should have taken that side of the lake, whereas we very +happily took the south side: and in two days more we saw them not, for +they, believing we were still before them, pushed on, till they came to +the river Udda: this is a very great river when it passes farther north, +but when we came to it, we found it narrow and fordable. + +The third day they either found their mistake, or had intelligence of +us, and came pouring in upon us towards the dusk of the evening. We had, +to our great satisfaction, just pitched upon a place for our camp, which +was very convenient for the night; for as we were upon a desert, though +but at the beginning of it, that was above five hundred miles over, we +had no towns to lodge at, and, indeed, expected none but the city of +Jarawena, which we had yet two days march to; the desert, however, had +some few woods in it on this side, and little river, which ran all into +the great river Udda. It was in a narrow strait, between two small but +very thick woods, that we pitched our little camp for that night, +expecting to be attacked in the night. + +Nobody knew but ourselves what we were pursued for; but as it was usual +for the Mogul Tartars to go about in troops in that desert, so the +caravans always fortify themselves every night against them, as against +armies of robbers; and it was therefore no new thing to be pursued. + +But we had this night, of all the nights of our travels, a most +advantageous camp; for we lay between two woods, with a little rivulet +running just before our front; so that we could not be surrounded or +attacked any way, but in our front or rear: we took care also to make +our front as strong as we could, by placing our packs, with our camels +and horses, all in a line on the side of the river, and we felled some +trees in our rear. + +In this posture we encamped for the night; but the enemy was upon us +before we had finished our situation: they did not come on us like +thieves, as we expected, but sent three messengers to us, to demand the +men to be delivered to them, that had abused their priests, and burnt +their god Cham-Chi-Thaungu, that they might burn them with fire; and, +upon this, they said, they would go away, and do us no farther harm, +otherwise they would burn us all with fire. Our men looked very blank at +this message, and began to stare at one another, to see who looked with +most guilt in their faces, but, _nobody_ was the word, nobody did it. +The leader of the caravan sent word, he was well assured it was not +done, by any of our camp; that we were peaceable merchants, travelling +on our business; that we had done no harm to them, or to any one else; +and therefore they must look farther for their enemies, who had injured +them, for we were not the people; so desired them not to disturb us; +for, if they did, we should defend ourselves. + +They were far from being satisfied with this for an answer, and a great +crowd of them came down in the morning, by break of day, to our camp; +but, seeing us in such an advantageous situation, they durst come no +farther than the brook in our front, where they stood, and shewed us +such a number, as, indeed, terrified us very much; for those that spoke +least of them, spoke of ten thousand. Here they stood, and looked at us +awhile, and then setting up a great howl, they let fly a cloud of arrows +among us; but we were well enough fortified for that, for we were +sheltered under our baggage; and I do not remember that one man of +us was hurt. + +Some time after this we saw them move a little to our right, and +expected them on the rear, when a cunning fellow, a Cossack, as they +call them, of Jarawena, in the pay of the Muscovites, calling to the +leader of the caravan, said to him, “I will send all these people away +to Sibeilka.” This was a city four or five days journey at least to the +south, and rather behind us. So he takes his bow and arrows, and, +getting on horseback, he rides away from our rear directly, as it were, +back to Nertzinskay; after this, he takes a great circuit about, and +comes to the army of the Tartars, as if he had been sent express to tell +them a long story, that the people who had burnt their Cham-Chi-Thaungu +were gone to Sibeilka, with a caravan of miscreants, as he called them; +that is to say, Christians; and that they were resolved to burn the god +Seal Isarg, belonging to the Tonguses. + +As this fellow was a mere Tartar, and perfectly spoke their language, he +counterfeited so well, that they all took it from him, and away they +drove, in a most violent hurry, to Sibeilka, which, it seems, was five +days journey to the south; and in less than three hours they were +entirely out of our sight, and we never heard any more of them, nor ever +knew whether they went to that other place called Sibeilka or no. + +So we passed safely on to the city of Jarawena, where there was a +garrison of Muscovites; and there we rested five days, the caravan being +exceedingly fatigued with the last day’s march, and with want of rest in +the night. + +From this city we had a frightful desert, which held us three-and-twenty +days march. We furnished ourselves with some tents here, for the better +accommodating ourselves in the night; and the leader of the caravan +procured sixteen carriages, or waggons, of the country, for carrying our +water and provisions; and these carriages were our defence every night +round our little camp; so that had the Tartars appeared, unless they had +been very numerous indeed, they would not have been able to hurt us. + +We may well be supposed to want rest again after this long journey; for +in this desert we saw neither house or tree, or scarce a bush: we saw, +indeed, abundance of the sable-hunters, as they called them. These are +all Tartars of the Mogul Tartary, of which this country is a part; and +they frequently attack small caravans; but we saw no numbers of them +together. I was curious to see the sable skins they catched; but I could +never speak with any of them; for they durst not come near us; neither +durst we straggle from our company to go near them. + +After we had passed this desert, we came into a country pretty well +inhabited; that is to say, we found towns and castles settled by the +czar of Muscovy, with garrisons of stationary soldiers to protect the +caravans, and defend the country against the Tartars, who would +otherwise make it very dangerous travelling; and his czarish majesty has +given such strict orders for the well guarding the caravans and +merchants, that if there are any Tartars heard of in the country, +detachments of the garrison are always sent to see travellers safe from +station to station. + +And thus the governor of Adinskoy, whom I had an opportunity to make a +visit to, by means of the Scots merchant, who was acquainted with him, +offered us a guard of fifty men, if we thought there was any danger, to +the next station. + +I thought long before this, that as we came nearer to Europe we should +find the country better peopled, and the people more civilized; but I +found myself mistaken in both, for we had yet the nation of the Tonguses +to pass through; where we saw the same tokens of paganism and barbarity, +or worse, than before; only as they were conquered by the Muscovites, +and entirely reduced, they were not so dangerous; but for the rudeness +of manners, idolatry, and polytheism, no people in the world ever went +beyond them. They are clothed all in skins of beasts, and their houses +are built of the same. You know not a man from a woman, neither by the +ruggedness of their countenances, or their clothes; and in the winter, +when the ground is covered with snow, they live under ground, in houses +like vaults, which have cavities or caves going from one to another. + +If the Tartars had their Cham-Chi-Thaungu for a whole village, or +country, these had idols in every hut and every cave; besides, they +worship the stars, the sun, the water, the snow; and, in a word, every +thing that they do not understand, and they understand but very little; +so that almost every element, every uncommon thing, sets them +a-sacrificing. + +But I am no more to describe people than countries, any farther than my +own story comes to be concerned in them. I met with nothing peculiar to +myself in all this country, which I reckon was, from the desert which I +spoke of last, at least four hundred miles, half of it being another +desert, which took us up twelve days severe travelling, without house, +tree, or bush; but we were obliged again to carry our own provisions, as +well water as bread. After we were out of this desert, and had travelled +two days, we came to Janezay, a Muscovite city or station, on the great +river Janezay. This river, they told us, parted Europe from Asia, though +our map-makers, as I am told, do not agree to it; however, it is +certainly the eastern boundary of the ancient Siberia, which now makes a +province only of the vast Muscovite empire, but is itself equal in +bigness to the whole empire of Germany. + +And yet here I observed ignorance and paganism, still prevailed, except +in the Muscovite garrisons. All the country between the river Oby and +the river Janezay is as entirely pagan, and the people as barbarous, as +the remotest of the Tartars; nay, as any nation, for aught I know, in +Asia or America. I also found, which I observed to the Muscovite +governors, whom I had opportunity to converse with, that the pagans are +not much the wiser, or the nearer Christianity, for being under the +Muscovite government; which they acknowledged was true enough, but, they +said, it was none of their business; that if the czar expected to +convert his Siberian, or Tonguese, or Tartar subjects, it should be +done by sending clergymen among them, not soldiers; and they added, with +more sincerity than I expected, that they found it was not so much the +concern of their monarch to make the people Christians, as it was to +make them subjects. + +From this river to the great river Oby, we crossed a wild uncultivated +country; I cannot say ’tis a barbarous soil; ’tis only barren of people, +and wants good management; otherwise it is in itself a most pleasant, +fruitful, and agreeable country. What inhabitants we found in it are all +pagans, except such as are sent among them from Russia; for this is the +country, I mean on both sides the river Oby, whither the Muscovite +criminals, that are not put to death, are banished, and from whence it +is next to impossible they should ever come away. + +I have nothing material to say of my particular affairs, till I came to +Tobolski, the capital of Siberia, where I continued some time on the +following occasion:— + +We had been now almost seven months on our journey, and winter began to +come on apace; whereupon my partner and I called a council about our +particular affairs, in which we found it proper, considering that we +were bound for England, and not for Moscow, to consider how to dispose +of ourselves. They told us of sledges and rein-deer to carry us over the +snow in the winter-time; and, indeed, they have such things, as it would +be incredible to relate the particulars of, by which means the Russians +travel more in the winter than they can in summer; because in these +sledges they are able to run night and day: the snow being frozen, is +one universal covering to nature, by which the hills, the vales, the +rivers, the lakes, are all smooth, and hard as a stone; and they run +upon the surface, without any regard to what is underneath. + +But I had no occasion to push at a winter journey of this kind; I was +bound to England, not to Moscow, and my route lay two ways: either I +must go on as the caravan went, till I came to Jarislaw, and then go +off west for Narva, and the gulf of Finland, and so either by sea or +land to Dantzic, where I might possibly sell my China cargo to good +advantage; or I must leave the caravan at a little town on the Dwina, +from whence I had but six days by water to Archangel, and from thence +might be sure of shipping, either to England, Holland, or Hamburgh. + +Now to go any of these journies in the winter would have been +preposterous; for as to Dantzic, the Baltic would be frozen up, and I +could not get passage; and to go by land in those countries, was far +less safe than among the Mogul Tartars; likewise to Archangel, in +October all the ships would be gone from thence, and even the merchants, +who dwell there in summer, retire south to Moscow in the winter, when +the ships are gone; so that I should have nothing but extremity of cold +to encounter, with a scarcity of provisions, and must lie there in an +empty town all the winter: so that, upon the whole, I thought it much my +better way to let the caravan go, and to make provision to winter where +I was, viz. at Tobolski, in Siberia, in the latitude of sixty degrees, +where I was sure of three things to wear out a cold winter with, viz. +plenty of provisions, such as the country afforded, a warm house, with +fuel enough, and excellent company; of all which I shall give a full +account in its place. + +I was now in a quite different climate from my beloved island, where I +never felt cold, except when I had my ague; on the contrary, I had much +to do to bear my clothes on my back, and never made any fire but without +doors, for my necessity, in dressing my food, &c. Now I made me three +good vests, with large robes or gowns over them, to hang down to the +feet, and button close to the wrists, and all these lined with furs, to +make them sufficiently warm. + +As to a warm house, I must confess, I greatly dislike our way in +England, of making fires in every room in the house, in open chimnies, +which, when the fire was out, always kept the air in the room cold as +the climate. But taking an apartment in a good house in the town, I +ordered a chimney to be built like a furnace, in the centre of six +several rooms, like a stove; the funnel to carry the smoke went up one +way, the door to come at the fire went in another, and all the rooms +were kept equally warm, but no fire seen; like as they heat the bagnios +in England. + +By this means we had always the same climate in all the rooms, and an +equal heat was preserved; and how cold soever it was without, it was +always warm within; and yet we saw no fire, nor were ever incommoded +with any smoke. + +The most wonderful thing of all was, that it should be possible to meet +with good company here, in a country so barbarous as that of the most +northerly part of Europe, near the Frozen ocean, and within but a very +few degrees of Nova Zembla. + +But this being the country where the state criminals of Muscovy, as I +observed before, are all banished; this city was full of noblemen, +princes, gentlemen, colonels, and, in short, all degrees of the +nobility, gentry, soldiery, and courtiers of Muscovy. Here were the +famous prince Galilfken, or Galoffken, and his son; the old general +Robostisky, and several other persons of note, and some ladies. + +By means of my Scots merchant, whom, nevertheless, I parted with here, I +made an acquaintance with several of these gentlemen, and some of them +of the first rank; and from these, in the long winter nights, in which I +staid here, I received several agreeable visits. It was talking one +night with a certain prince, one of the banished ministers of state +belonging to the czar of Muscovy, that my talk of my particular case +began. He had been telling me abundance of fine things, of the +greatness, the magnificence, and dominions, and the absolute power of +the emperor of the Russians. I interrupted him, and told him, I was a +greater and more powerful prince than ever the czar of Muscovy was, +though my dominions were not so large, or my people so many. The +Russian grandee looked a little surprised, and fixing his eyes steadily +upon me, began to wonder what I meant. + +I told him his wonder would cease when I had explained myself. First, I +told him, I had the absolute disposal of the lives and fortunes of all +my subjects: that notwithstanding my absolute power, I had not one +person disaffected to my government or to my person, in all my +dominions. He shook his head at that, and said, there, indeed, I outdid +the czar of Muscovy. I told him, that all the lands in my kingdom were +my own, and all my subjects were not only my tenants, but tenants at +will; that they would all fight for me to the last drop; and that never +tyrant, for such I acknowledged myself to be, was ever so universally +beloved, and yet so horribly feared, by his subjects. + +After amusing them with these riddles in government for awhile, I opened +the case, and told them the story at large of my living in the island, +and how I managed both myself and the people there that were under me, +just as I have since minuted it down. They were exceedingly taken with +the story, and especially the prince, who told me with a sigh, that the +true greatness of life was to be master of ourselves; that he would not +have changed such a state of life as mine, to have been czar of Muscovy, +and that he found more felicity in the retirement he seemed to be +banished to there, than ever he found in the highest authority he +enjoyed in the court of his master the czar: that the height of human +wisdom was to bring our tempers down to our circumstances, and to make a +calm within, under the weight of the greatest storm, without. When he +came first hither, he said, he used to tear the hair from his head, and +the clothes from his back, as others had done before him; but a little +time and consideration had made him look into himself, as well as round +himself, to things without: that he found the mind of man, if it was but +once brought to reflect upon the state of universal life, and how +little this world was concerned in its true felicity, was perfectly +capable of making a felicity for itself, fully satisfying to itself, and +suitable to its own best ends and desires, with but very little +assistance from the world; that air to breathe in, food to sustain life, +clothes for warmth, and liberty for exercise, in order to health, +completed, in his opinion, all that the world could do for us: and +though the greatness, the authority, the riches, and the pleasures, +which some enjoyed in the world, and which he had enjoyed his share of, +had much in them that was agreeable to us, yet he observed, that all +those things chiefly gratified the coarsest of our affections; such as +our ambition, our particular pride, our avarice, our vanity, and our +sensuality; all which were, indeed, the mere product of the worst part +of man, were in themselves crimes, and had in them the seeds of all +manner of crimes; but neither were related to, or concerned with, any of +those virtues that constituted us wise men, or of those graces which +distinguished us as Christians; that being now deprived of all the +fancied felicity which he enjoyed in the full exercise of all those +vices, he said, he was at leisure to look upon the dark side of them, +where he found all manner of deformity; and was now convinced, that +virtue only makes a man truly wise, rich, and great, and preserves him +in the way to a superior happiness in a future state; and in this, he +said, they were more happy in their banishment, than all their enemies +were, who had the full possession of all the wealth and power that they +(the banished) had left behind them. + +“Nor, Sir,” said he, “do I bring my mind to this politically, by the +necessity of my circumstances, which some call miserable; but if I know +any thing of myself, I would not go back, no not though my master, the +czar, should call me, and offer to reinstate me in all my former +grandeur; I say, I would no more go back to it, than I believe my soul, +when it shall be delivered from this prison of the body, and has had a +taste of the glorious state beyond life, would come back to the gaol of +flesh and blood it is now enclosed in, and leave Heaven to deal in the +dirt and grime of human affairs.” + +He spake this with so much warmth in his temper, so much earnestness and +motion of his spirits, which were apparent in his countenance, that it +was evident it was the true sense of his soul; and indeed there was no +room to doubt his sincerity. + +I told him, I once thought myself a kind of a monarch in my old station, +of which I had given him an account, but that I thought he was not a +monarch only, but a great conqueror; for that he that has got a victory +over his own exorbitant desires, and has the absolute dominion over +himself, and whose reason entirely governs his will, is certainly +greater than he that conquers a city. “But, my lord,” said I, “shall I +take the liberty to ask you a question?”—“With all my heart,” said he. +“If the door of your liberty was opened,” said I, “would not you take +hold of it to deliver yourself from this exile?” + +“Hold,” said he, “your question is subtle, and requires some serious +just distinctions to give it a sincere answer; and I’ll give it you from +the bottom of my heart. Nothing that I know of in this world would move +me to deliver myself from the state of banishment, except these two: +first, the enjoyment of my relations; and secondly, a little warmer +climate. But I protest to you, that to go back to the pomp of the court, +the glory, the power, the hurry of a minister of state; the wealth, the +gaiety, and the pleasures, that is to say, follies of a courtier; if my +master should send me word this moment, that he restores me to all he +banished me from, I protest, if I know myself at all, I would not leave +this wilderness, these deserts, and these frozen lakes, for the palace +of Moscow.” + +“But, my lord,” said I, “perhaps you not only are banished from the +pleasures of the court, and from the power, and authority, and wealth, +you enjoyed before, but you may be absent too from some of the +conveniencies of life; your estate, perhaps, confiscated, and your +effects plundered; and the supplies left you here may not be suitable to +the ordinary demands of life.” + +“Ay,” said he, “that is, as you suppose me to be a lord, or a prince, +&c. So indeed I am; but you are now to consider me only as a man, a +human creature, not at all distinguished from another; and so I can +suffer no want, unless I should be visited with sickness and distempers. +However, to put the question out of dispute; you see our manner; we are +in this place five persons of rank; we live perfectly retired; as suited +to a state of banishment; we have something rescued from the shipwreck +of our fortunes, which keeps us from the mere necessity of hunting for +our food; but the poor soldiers who are here, without that help, live in +as much plenty as we. They go into the woods, and catch sables and +foxes; the labour of a month will maintain them a year; and as the way +of living is not expensive, so it is not hard to get sufficient to +ourselves: so that objection is out of doors.” + +I have no room to give a full account of the most agreeable conversation +I had with this truly great man; in all which he shewed, that his mind +was so inspired with a superior knowledge of things, so supported by +religion, as well as by a vast share of wisdom, that his contempt of the +world was really as much as he had expressed, and that he was always the +same to the last, as will appear in the story I am going to tell. + +I had been here eight months, and a dark dreadful winter I thought it to +be. The cold was so intense, that I could not so much as look abroad +without being wrapt in furs, and a mask of fur before my face, or rather +a hood, with only a hole for breath, and two for sight. The little +daylight we had, as we reckoned, for three months, not above five hours +a day, or six at most; only that the snow lying on the ground +continually, and the weather being clear, it was never quite dark. Our +horses were kept (or rather starved) under ground; and as for our +servants, (for we hired servants here to look after our horses and +ourselves) we had every now and then their fingers and toes to thaw, and +take care of, lest they should mortify and fall off. + +It is true, within doors we were warm, the houses being close, the walls +thick, the lights small, and the glass all double. Our food was chiefly +the flesh of deer, dried and cured in the season; good bread enough, but +baked as biscuits; dried fish of several sorts, and some flesh of +mutton, and of buffaloes, which is pretty good beef. All the stores of +provision for the winter are laid up in the summer, and well cured. Our +drink was water mixed with aqua vitæ instead of brandy; and, for a +treat, mead instead of wine; which, however, they have excellent good. +The hunters, who ventured abroad all weathers, frequently brought us in +fresh venison, very fat and good; and sometimes bear’s flesh, but we did +not much care for the last. We had a good stock of tea, with which we +treated our friends as above; and, in a word, we lived very cheerfully +and well, all things considered. + +It was now March, and the days grown considerably longer, and the +weather at least tolerable; so other travellers began to prepare sledges +to carry them over the snow, and to get things ready to be going; but my +measures being fixed, as I have said, for Archangel, and not for Muscovy +or the Baltic, I made no motion, knowing very well, that the ships from +the south do not set out for that part of the world till May or June; +and that if I was there at the beginning of August, it would be as soon +as any ships would be ready to go away; and therefore, I say, I made no +haste to be gone, as others did; in a word, I saw a great many people, +nay, all the travellers, go away before me. It seems, every year they go +from thence to Moscow for trade; viz. to carry furs, and buy necessaries +with them, which they bring back to furnish their shops; also others +went on the same errand to Archangel; but then they also, being to come +back again above eight hundred miles, went all out before me. + +In short, about the latter end of May I began to make all ready to pack +up; and as I was doing this, it occurred to me, that seeing all these +people were banished by the czar of Muscovy to Siberia, and yet, when +they came there, were at liberty to go whither they would; why did they +not then go away to any part of the world wherever they thought fit? and +I began to examine what should hinder them from making such an attempt. + +But my wonder was over, when I entreated upon that subject with the +person I have mentioned, who answered me thus: “Consider, first,” said +he, “the place where we are; and, secondly, the condition we are in; +especially,” said he, “the generality of the people who are banished +hither. We are surrounded,” said he, “with stronger things than bars and +bolts: on the north side is an unnavigable ocean, where ship never +sailed, and boat never swam; neither, if we had both, could we know +whither to go with them. Every other way,” said he, “we have above a +thousand miles to pass through the czar’s own dominions, and by ways +utterly impassable, except by the roads made by the government, and +through the towns garrisoned by its troops; so that we could neither +pass undiscovered by the road, or subsist any other way: so that it is +in vain to attempt it.” + +I was silenced indeed, at once, and found that they were in a prison, +every jot as secure as if they had been locked up in the castle of +Moscow; however, it came into my thoughts, that I might certainly be +made an instrument to procure the escape of this excellent person, and +that it was very easy for me to carry him away, there being no guard +over him in the country; and as I was not going to Moscow, but to +Archangel, and that I went in the nature of a caravan, by which I was +not obliged to lie in the stationary towns in the desert, but could +encamp every night where I would, might easily pass uninterrupted to +Archangel, where I could immediately secure him on board an English or +Dutch ship, and carry him off safe along with me; and as to his +subsistence, and other particulars, that should be my care, till he +should better supply himself. + +He heard me very attentively, and looked earnestly on me all the while I +spoke; nay, I could see in his very face, that what I said put his +spirits into an exceeding ferment; his colour frequently changed, his +eyes looked red, and his heart fluttered, that it might be even +perceived in his countenance; nor could he immediately answer me when I +had done, and, as it were, expected what he would say to it; and after +he had paused a little, he embraced me, and said, “How unhappy are we! +unguided creatures as we are, that even our greatest acts of friendship +are made snares to us, and we are made tempters of one another! My dear +friend,” said he, “your offer is so sincere, has such kindness in it, is +so disinterested in itself, and is so calculated for my advantage, that +I must have very little knowledge of the world, if I did not both wonder +at it, and acknowledge the obligation I have upon me to you for it: but +did you believe I was sincere in what I have so often said to you of my +contempt of the world? Did you believe I spoke my very soul to you, and +that I had really maintained that degree of felicity here, that had +placed me above all that the world could give me, or do for me? Did you +believe I was sincere, when I told you I would not go back, if I was +recalled even to be all that once I was in the court, and with the +favour of the czar my master? Did you believe me, my friend, to be an +honest man, or did you think me to be a boasting hypocrite?” Here he +stopped, as if he would hear what I would say; but, indeed, I soon after +perceived, that he stopped because his spirits were in motion: his heart +was full of struggles, and he could not go on. I was, I confess, +astonished at the thing, as well as at the man, and I used some +arguments with him to urge him to set himself free; that he ought to +look upon this as a door opened by Heaven for his deliverance, and a +summons by Providence, who has the care and good disposition of all +events, to do himself good, and to render himself useful in the world. + +He had by this time recovered himself. “How do you know, Sir,” said he, +warmly, “but that, instead of a summons from Heaven, it may be a feint +of another instrument, representing, in all the alluring colours to me, +the show of felicity as a deliverance, which may in itself be my snare, +and tend directly to my ruin? Here I am free from the temptation of +returning to my former miserable greatness; there I am not sure, but +that all the seeds of pride, ambition, avarice, and luxury, which I know +remain in my nature, may revive and take root, and, in a word, again +overwhelm me; and then the happy prisoner, whom you see now master of +his soul’s liberty, shall be the miserable slave of his own senses, in +the full possession of all personal liberty. Dear Sir, let me remain in +this blessed confinement, banished from the crimes of life, rather than +purchase a show of freedom at the expense of the liberty of my reason, +and at the expense of the future happiness which now I have in my view, +but shall then, I fear, quickly lose sight of; for I am but flesh, a +man, a mere man, have passions and affections as likely to possess and +overthrow me as any man: O be not my friend and my tempter both +together!” + +If I was surprised before, I was quite dumb now, and stood silent, +looking at him; and, indeed, admired what I saw. The struggle in his +soul was so great, that, though the weather was extremely cold, it put +him into a most violent sweat, and I found he wanted to give vent to his +mind; so I said a word or two, that I would leave him to consider of it, +and wait on him again; and then I withdrew to my own apartment. + +About two hours after, I heard somebody at or near the door of the room, +and I was going to open the door; but he had opened it, and come in: “My +dear friend,” said he, “you had almost overset me, but I am recovered: +do not take it ill that I do not close with your offer; I assure you, it +is not for want of a sense of the kindness of it in you; and I come to +make the most sincere acknowledgment of it to you; but, I hope, I have +got the victory over myself.” + +“My lord,” said I, “I hope you are fully satisfied, that you did not +resist the call of Heaven.”—“Sir,” said he, “if it had been from +Heaven, the same power would have influenced me to accept it; but I +hope, and am fully satisfied, that it is from Heaven that I decline it; +and I have an infinite satisfaction in the parting, that you shall leave +me an honest man still, though not a free man.” + +I had nothing to do but to acquiesce, and make profession to him of my +having no end in it, but a sincere desire to serve him. He embraced me +very passionately, and assured me, he was sensible of that, and should +always acknowledge it: and with that he offered me a very fine present +of sables, too much indeed for me to accept from a man in his +circumstances; and I would have avoided them, but he would not +be refused. + +The next morning I sent my servant to his lordship, with a small present +of tea, two pieces of China damask, and four little wedges of Japan +gold, which, did not all weigh above six ounces, or thereabouts; but +were far short of the value of his sables, which indeed, when I came to +England, I found worth near two hundred pounds. He accepted the tea, and +one piece of the damask, and one of the pieces of gold, which had a fine +stamp upon it, of the Japan coinage, which I found he took for the +rarity of it, but would not take any more; and sent word by my servant, +that he desired to speak with me. + +When I came to him, he told me, I knew what had passed between us, and +hoped I would not move him any more in that affair; but that, since I +made such a generous offer to him, he asked me, if I had kindness enough +to offer the same to another person that he would name to me, in whom +he had a great share of concern. I told him, that I could not say I +inclined to do so much for any one but himself, for whom I had a +particular value, and should have been glad to have been the instrument +of his deliverance: however, if he would please to name the person to +me, I would give him my answer, and hoped he would not be displeased +with me, if he was with my answer. He told me, it was only his son, who, +though I had not seen, yet was in the same condition with himself, and +above two hundred miles from him, on the other side the Oby; but that, +if I consented, he would send for him. + +I made no hesitation, but told him I would do it. I made some ceremony +in letting him understand that it was wholly on his account; and that +seeing I could not prevail on him, I would shew my respect to him by my +concern for his son: but these things are too tedious to repeat here. He +sent away the next day for his son, and in about twenty days he came +back with the messenger, bringing six or seven horses loaded with very +rich furs, and which, in the whole, amounted to a very great value. + +His servants brought the horses into the town, but left the young lord +at a distance till night, when he came _incognito_ into our apartment, +and his father presented him to me; and, in short, we concerted there +the manner of our travelling, and every thing proper for the journey. + +I had bought a considerable quantity of sables, black fox-skins, fine +ermines, and such other furs that are very rich; I say, I had bought +them in that city for exchange for some of the goods brought from China; +in particular, for the cloves and nutmegs, of which I sold the greatest +part here; and the rest afterwards at Archangel, for a much better price +than I could have done at Louden; and my partner, who was sensible of +the profit, and whose business, more particularly than mine, was +merchandise, was mightily pleased with our stay, on account of the +traffic we made here. + +It was in the beginning of June when I left this remote place, a city, +I believe, little heard of in the world; and, indeed, it is so far out +of the road of commerce, that I know not how it should be much talked +of. We were now come to a very small caravan, being only thirty-two +horses and camels in all, and all of them passed for mine, though my new +guest was proprietor of eleven of them. It was most natural also, that I +should take more servants with me than I had before, and the young lord +passed for my steward; what great man I passed for myself I know not, +neither did it concern me to inquire. We had here the worst and the +largest desert to pass over that we met with in all the journey; indeed +I call it the worst, because the way was very deep in some places, and +very uneven in others; the best we had to say for it was, that we +thought we had no troops of Tartars and robbers to fear, and that they +never came on this side the river Oby, or at least but very seldom; but +we found it otherwise. + +My young lord had with him a faithful Muscovite servant, or rather a +Siberian servant, who was perfectly acquainted with the country; and who +led us by private roads, that we avoided coming into the principal towns +and cities upon the great road, such as Tumen, Soloy Kamaskoy, and +several others; because the Muscovite garrisons, which are kept there, +are very curious and strict in their observation upon travellers, and +searching lest any of the banished persons of note should make their +escape that way into Muscovy; but by this means, as we were kept out of +the cities, so our whole journey was a desert, and we were obliged to +encamp and lie in our tents, when we might have had good accommodation +in the cities on the way: this the young lord was so sensible of, that +he would not allow us to lie abroad, when we came to several cities on +the way; but lay abroad himself, with his servant, in the woods, and met +us always at the appointed places. + +We were just entered Europe, having passed the river Kama, which, in +these parts, is the boundary between Europe and Asia; and the first city +on the European side was called Soloy Kamaskoy, which is as much as to +say, the great city on the river Kama; and here we thought to have seen +some evident alteration in the people, their manners, their habit, their +religion, and their business; but we were mistaken; for as we had a vast +desert to pass, which, by relation, is near seven hundred miles long in +some places, but not above two hundred miles over where we passed it; +so, till we came past that horrible place, we found very little +difference between that country and the Mogul Tartary; the people mostly +Pagans, and little better than the savages of America; their houses and +towns full of idols, and their way of living wholly barbarous, except in +the cities as above, and the villages near them; where they are +Christians, as they call themselves, of the Greek church; but even these +have their religion mingled with so many relics of superstition, that it +is scarce to be known in some places from mere sorcery and witchcraft. + +In passing this forest, I thought indeed we must, after all our dangers +were, in our imagination, escaped, as before, have been plundered and +robbed, and perhaps murdered, by a troop of thieves: of what country +they were; whether the roving bands of the Ostiachi, a kind of Tartars, +or wild people on the banks of the Oby, had ranged thus far; or whether +they were the sable-hunters of Siberia, I am yet at a loss to know; but +they were all on horseback, carried bows and arrows, and were at first +about five-and-forty in number. They came so near to us as within about +two musket shot; and, asking no questions, they surrounded us with their +horses, and looked very earnestly upon us twice. At length they placed +themselves just in our way; upon which we drew up in a little line +before our camels, being not above sixteen men in all; and being drawn +up thus, we halted, and sent out the Siberian servant who attended his +lord, to see who they were: his master was the more willing to let him +go, because he was not a little apprehensive that they were a Siberian +troop sent out after him. The man came up near them with a flag of +truce, and called to them; but though he spoke several of their +languages, or dialects of languages rather, he could not understand a +word they said: however, after some signs to him not to come nearer to +them at his peril, so he said he understood them to mean, offering to +shoot at him if he advanced, the fellow came back no wiser than he went, +only that by their dress, he said, he believed them to be some Tartars +of Kalmuck, or of the Circassian hordes; and that there must be more of +them on the great desert, though he never heard that ever any of them +were seen so far north before. + +This was small comfort to us; however, we had no remedy: there was on +our left hand, at about a quarter of a mile’s distance, a little grove +or clump of trees, which stood close together, and very near the road; I +immediately resolved we should advance to those trees, and fortify +ourselves as well as we could there; for, first, I considered that the +trees would in a great measure cover us from their arrows; and in the +next place, they could not come to charge us in a body: it was, indeed, +my old Portuguese pilot who proposed it; and who had this excellency +attending him, namely, that he was always readiest and most apt to +direct and encourage us in cases of the most danger. We advanced +immediately with what speed we could, and gained that little wood, the +Tartars, or thieves, for we knew not what to call them, keeping their +stand, and not attempting to hinder us. When we came thither, we found, +to our great satisfaction, that it was a swampy, springy piece of +ground, and, on the other side, a great spring of water, which, running +out in a little rill or brook, was a little farther joined by another of +the like bigness; and was, in short, the head or source of a +considerable river, called afterwards the Wirtska. The trees which grew +about this spring were not in all above two hundred, but were very +large, and stood pretty thick; so that as soon as we got in, we saw +ourselves perfectly safe from the enemy, unless they alighted and +attacked us on foot. + +But to make this more difficult, our Portuguese, with indefatigable +application, cut down great arms of the trees, and laid them hanging, +not cut quite off, from one tree to another; so that he made a continued +fence almost round us. + +We staid here, waiting the motion of the enemy some hours, without +perceiving they made any offer to stir; when about two hours before +night, they came down directly upon us; and, though we had not perceived +it, we found they had been joined by some more of the same, so that they +were near fourscore horse, whereof, however, we fancied some were women. +They came in till they were within half a shot of our little wood, when +we fired one musket without ball, and called to them in the Russian +tongue, to know what they wanted, and bid them keep off; but, as if they +knew nothing of what we said, they came on with a double fury directly +to the wood-side, not imagining we were so barricaded, that they could +not break in. Our old pilot was our captain, as well as he had been our +engineer; and desired of us, not to fire upon them till they came within +pistol shot, that we might be sure to kill; and that, when we did fire, +we should be sure to take good aim. We bade him give the word of +command; which he delayed so long, that they were, some of them, within +two pikes length of us when we fired. + +We aimed so true, (or Providence directed our shot so sure) that we +killed fourteen of them at the first volley, and wounded several others, +as also several of their horses; for we had all of us loaded our pieces +with two or three bullets apiece at least. + +They were terribly surprised with our fire, and retreated immediately +about one hundred rods from us; in which time we loaded our pieces +again, and, seeing them keep that distance, we sallied out, and caught +four or five of their horses, whose riders, we supposed, were killed; +and coming up to the dead, we could easily perceive they were Tartars, +but knew not from what country, or how they came to make an excursion +such an unusual length. + +About an hour after, they made a motion to attack us again, and rode +round our little wood, to see where else they might break in; but +finding us always ready to face them, they went off again, and we +resolved not to stir from the place for that night. + +We slept but little, you may be sure; but spent the most part of the +night in strengthening our situation, and barricading the entrances into +the wood; and, keeping a strict watch, we waited for daylight, and, when +it came, it gave us a very unwelcome discovery indeed: for the enemy, +who we thought were discouraged with the reception they had met with, +were now increased to no less than three hundred, and had set up eleven +or twelve huts and tents, as if they were resolved to besiege us; and +this little camp they had pitched, was upon the open plain, at about +three quarters of a mile from us. We were indeed surprised at this +discovery; and now, I confess, I gave myself over for lost, and all that +I had. The loss of my effects did not lie so near me (though they were +very considerable) as the thoughts of falling into the hands of such +barbarians, at the latter end of my journey, after so many difficulties +and hazards as I had gone through; and even in sight of our port, where +we expected safety and deliverance. As for my partner, he was raging: he +declared, that to lose his goods would be his ruin; and he would rather +die than be starved; and he was for fighting to the last drop. + +The young lord, as gallant as ever flesh shewed itself, was for fighting +to the last also; and my old pilot was of the opinion we were able to +resist them all, in the situation we then were in: and thus we spent the +day in debates of what we should do; but towards evening, we found that +the number of our enemies still increased: perhaps, as they were abroad +in several parties for prey, the first had sent out scouts to call for +help, and to acquaint them of their booty; and we did not know but by +the morning they might still be a greater number; so I began to inquire +of those people we had brought from Tobolski, if there were no other, or +more private ways, by which we might avoid them in the night, and +perhaps either retreat to some town, or get help to guard us over +the desert. + +The Siberian, who was servant to the young lord, told us, if we designed +to avoid them, and not fight, he would engage to carry us off in the +night to a way that went north towards the river Petraz, by which he +made no doubt but we might get away, and the Tartars never the wiser; +but he said, his lord had told him he would not return, but would rather +choose to fight. I told him, he mistook his lord; for that he was too +wise a man to love fighting for the sake of it; that I knew his lord was +brave enough by what he had shewed already; but that his lord knew +better than to desire to have seventeen or eighteen men fight five +hundred, unless an unavoidable necessity forced them to it; and that if +he thought it possible for us to escape in the night, we had nothing +else to do but to attempt it. He answered, if his lord gave him such +order, he would lose his life if he did not perform it. We soon brought +his lord to give that order, though privately, and we immediately +prepared for the putting it in practice. + +And first, as soon as it began to be dark, we kindled a fire in our +little camp, which we kept burning, and prepared so as to make it burn +all night, that the Tartars might conclude we were still there; but, as +soon as it was dark, that is to say, so as we could see the stars, (for +our guide would not stir before) having all our horses and camels ready +loaded, we followed our new guide, who, I soon found, steered himself by +the pole or north star, all the country being level for a long way. + +After we had travelled two hours very hard, it began to be lighter +still; not that it was quite dark all night, but the moon; began to +rise; so that, in short, it was rather lighter than we wished it to be; +but by six o’clock next morning we were gotten near forty miles, though +the truth is, we almost spoiled our horses. Here we found a Russian +village, named Kirmazinskoy, where we rested, and heard, nothing of the +Kalmuck Tartars that day. About two hours before night we set out again, +and travelled till eight the next morning, though not quite so hastily +as before; and about seven o’clock we passed a little river, called +Kirtza, and came to a good large town inhabited by Russians, and very +populous, called Ozomya. There we heard, that several troops or herds of +Kalmucks had been abroad upon the desert, but that we were now +completely out of danger of them, which was to our great satisfaction, +you may be sure. Here we were obliged to get some fresh horses, and +having need enough of rest, we staid five days; and my partner and I +agreed to give the honest Siberian, who brought us hither, the value of +ten pistoles for his conducting us. + +In five days more we came to Veussima, upon the river Witzogda, which +running into the river Dwina, we were there very happily near the end of +our travels by land, that river being navigable in seven days passage to +Archangel. From hence we came to Lawrenskoy, where the river joins, the +third of July; and provided ourselves with two luggage-boats, and a +barge, for our convenience. We embarked the seventh, and arrived all +safe at Archangel the eighteenth, having been a year, five months, and +three days on the journey, including our stay of eight months and odd +days at Tobolski. + +We were obliged to stay at this place six weeks for the arrival of the +ships, and must have tarried longer, had not a Hamburgher come in above +a month sooner than any of the English ships; when after some +consideration, that the city of Hamburgh might happen to be as good a +market for our goods as London, we all took freight with him; and +having put our goods on board, it was most natural for me to put my +steward, on board to take care of them; by which means my young lord had +a sufficient opportunity to conceal himself, never coming on shore again +in all the time we staid there; and this he did, that he might not be +seen in the city, where some of the Moscow merchants would certainly +have seen and discovered him. + +We sailed from Archangel the twentieth of August the same year; and, +after no extraordinary bad voyage, arrived in the Elbe the thirteenth of +September. Here my partner and I found a very good sale for our goods, +as well those of China, as the sables, &c. of Siberia; and dividing the +produce of our effects my share amounted to 3475_l_. 17_s_. 3_d_. +notwithstanding so many losses we had sustained, and charges we had been +at; only remembering that I had included, in this, about 600_l_. worth +of diamonds, which I had purchased at Bengal. + +Here the young lord took his leave of us, and went up to the Elbe, in +order to go to the court of Vienna, where he resolved to seek +protection, and where he could correspond with those of his father’s +friends who were left alive. He did not part without all the testimonies +he could give of gratitude for the service I had done him, and his sense +of my kindness to the prince his father. + +To conclude: having staid near four months in Hamburgh, I came from +thence over land to the Hague, where I embarked in the packet, and +arrived in London the tenth of January 1705, having been gone from +England ten years and nine months. + +And here, resolving to harass myself no more, I am preparing for a +longer journey than all these, having lived seventy-two years a life of +infinite variety, and learnt sufficiently to know the value of +retirement, and the blessing of ending our days in peace. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12623 *** |
