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diff --git a/12557-0.txt b/12557-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f35f520 --- /dev/null +++ b/12557-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9933 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12557 *** + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 12557-h.htm or 12557-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/5/5/12557/12557-h/12557-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/5/5/12557/12557-h.zip) + + + + + +THE PENALTY + +By + +Gouverneur Morris + +Illustrated by Howard Chandler Christy + +1913 + + + + + + +[Illustration: "Are you in love with me now?" he +asked wistfully] + + + + +TO MARY BALDWIN + +If I should lose from my life that part of it of which you are a part, +there would be but a skeleton left. Yet if you had played a larger part +in my life I should have been so spoiled that there would be no living +with me. And I'm spoiled enough, God knows! + +In the Iliad you wrote for me, and I "drawed" for us both, 'twas Hector +fixed Achilles. When I sat at your right hand and your sharp, swift +knife went into the turkey, 'twas I that got the tit-bits and the +oyster. And all was right with the world _then_, I can tell you! + +We have ridden together over old battlefields, and I have worn the +epaulettes and the swords in the attic, and listened to tales of the +great brother who died of the war, and whose bull-terrier Jerry chased +the cannon-balls at Gettysburg. Oh, the cutlass captured from the +Confederate ram, and the wooden canteen, and the Confederate money (in a +frame)! I was the hunter that used to handle the Colt (with the ships +engraved on the cylinder) that shot the buffalo from the rear platform +of the train, and was stolen by a genuine thief. Is Jeff Davis's bible +that he gave to the brother who with Major R. caused game chickens to +fight for the edification of his captivity still in your upper +bureau drawer? + +Are the photographs that General Gilmore had taken of Charleston siege +still in the bookcase with the glass doors? Or have they vanished like +the child's footprint that I made for you when we were planting the--the +"plant," and I was going away? + +Time has passed. _Grand_ nephews are as young and hopeful as nephews used +to be. _I_ have written innumerable miserable grovelling tales. I +dedicate this one to you; despairing at last of writing that masterpiece +which should have been worthy of you. + +But tell me this: Is there still a little corner of your heart that I +may call mine? a corner into which no one else is allowed to +put--yes--to put _foot_? Oh, but I should be glad to know that! + +G.M. + +BEDFORD, February, 1913. + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + +"Are you in love with me now?" he asked wistfully (Frontispiece). + +She wished that she might die, or, infinitely better, that she had 4 +never been born. + +She had on her work-apron, but she was not working. + +He praised, blamed, patronized, puffed his pipe, and dwelt with +superiority on topics which are best left alone. + +She took some coins from her purse and dropped them into the tin cup. + +The young man knelt at the door by which he had entered and began to +remove its ancient lock. + +Harry, the workman, ... rose to his feet, and turned to Barbara with a +certain quiet eagerness. + +But Barbara and Wilmot Allen, well used to even larger and more stately +rooms, chatted ... as two children. + +She faced him, still scornful, but white now, and biting her lips. + +In a few minutes Bubbles returned. "He's just sitting there with a hell +of a face on him," he said, "and she's working like a dynamo". + +Dr. Ferris frowned. "I'm not trying to interfere," he said. "You're old +enough to know what's best for you". + +"Some unknown person," said Barbara, "has formed the habit of sending me +flowers". + +In the dim light she looked wonderfully young and beautiful. + +He turned with one foot on the sidewalk, and one in the cab.... "Here I +wishes you salutations". + +Wilmot Allen took her in to dinner, and looked much love at her, and +talked much nonsense. + +He saw her with the vase of jonquils in her hand ... and his stout heart +failed him a little. + +When Bubbles had trotted off, she dropped into her chair and cried. + +The door opened, and Rose staggered into the room. + +And in his soul the legless man was playing only for Barbara. + +"'D afternoon, Mr. Lichtenstein," said Bubbles. + +"I want me thumb bandaged". + +She said in a small; surprised voice, "Why, it's finished". + +In that instant the legless man overreached himself and fell heavily. + +Barbara ... dashed into her dressing-room and locked the door behind +her. + +They passed out of the house and by marble steps into the first and most +formal of their many gardens. + +"What is Wilmot doing with himself these days?" "He went away," said +Barbara, her eyes troubled. + +He caught her by the wrist, drew her to her feet, and into the room. + +"I twisted the truth out of him, and then flung him over a cliff". + +"Climb out of that chair, and let me out of this house". + +"I've seen that man. I was writing notes in the summer house when he +came". + +"Read that, father". + +The engineer made generous terms across the dinner-table. + +"You will," said Barbara, "when the things dry". + +They were much amused with Bubbles, who came out to them for Christmas +vacation. + +"And when you think," said she, "that some women spend the best years of +their lives making _statues_!" + + + + + +I + + +The number of love affairs which intervened between Barbara Ferris's +first one, when she was eleven, and her twenty-second birthday could not +have been counted on the fingers of her two hands. Many boys, many men, +had seemed wonderfully attractive to her. She did not know why. She knew +only that the attraction seemed strong and eternal while it lasted, and +that it never lasted long. She was sixteen before she began to consider +herself a heartless, flirtatious, unstable, jilting sort of a girl. When +she made this discovery, she was terribly ashamed, and for one long +depressing year fell in love with nobody, became very shy, and hated +herself. It was during this year that she had her first, last, and only +touch of mania. It lasted only a little while and was not acute. She got +the idea that she was being watched, spied on, and followed. But she was +too strong in body and mind to give in for long to so silly an +hallucination. And when she had dismissed the second man and her maid, +who had particularly excited her suspicions, the mania left her, as a +dream leaves at waking. + +In her seventeenth year she was presented to society, and became an +immense favorite. There were excellent reasons for this: she was lovely +to look at, she would inherit a great deal of money, she had charming +natural manners, and she was sweet-tempered. + +During her second season she had an unpleasant experience. She had +almost reached an understanding with a certain young man with whom she +fancied herself in love. They were spending a Saturday to Monday at a +great place on Long Island. On Sunday night, her host, a man old enough +to be her father, invited her to see his rose garden by moonlight. She +accepted this invitation as a matter of course. Pacing down a path +between tall privet hedges, her host, who for some minutes seemed to +have lost the use of his tongue, made her a sudden impassioned +declaration of love, seized her in his arms, and kissed her wherever he +could with a kind of dreadful fury. For half a minute she stood still as +a statue. Then, crimson with shame and anger, she wrenched free, and +struck him heavy blows on the face and head with her strong young fists. +She beat him, not indeed to insensibility, but to his senses. They +returned to the house after a time, and entered the drawing-room talking +in lazy, natural voices and praising the beauty of the night and of the +garden. Not even Barbara's lover suspected that anything out of the +common had happened. + +Barbara, having played half a dozen rubbers of bridge with the great +skill and sweet temper which were natural to her, excused herself, went +to her room, and cried half the night. It was not the shame of having +been forcibly kissed that sickened her of herself, but the +unforgettable, unforgivable fact that toward the last of that furious +kissing she had found a certain low feline pleasure in the kisses. She +wished that she might die, or, infinitely better, that she had never +been born. + +It seemed terrible to her that she could at once be in love with one man +and enjoy the kisses of another. She had heard of girls who were thus, +and had for them the contempt which they deserved. And yet it seemed +that she was one of them; neither better nor worse. What Barbara did not +realize was, that in the first place she was not really in love with +anybody and never had been, and that it was not she herself who enjoyed +being kissed by a man to whom she was indifferent, neither liking nor +loathing, but nature, which for reasons, or perhaps only whims, of its +own, tempts the cell to divide and the flower to go to seed. + +Through the tangle of her love affairs Wilmot Allen threaded a path of +hope, despair, and cynicism. There were times when she seemed to have a +return of her childhood infatuation for him; there were times when he +feared that in one of her moments of impressionable enthusiasm she would +marry some other man in haste, and repent at leisure. And there were the +cynical intervals, when it seemed to him that he could do without her, +and that nothing was worth while but enjoyment, both base and innocent, +and pleasure. + +During Wilmot's junior year at New Haven, his father's sensational, +dissipated, and stock-gambling career came to a sudden end. There was +even a shadow on the name. He had done something _really_ discreditable, +something of course to do with money; since a man who is _merely_ a +gambler, a drunkard, and a Don Juan may with ease keep upon good terms +with society. + +Wilmot Allen failed, at least without honor, filled himself full of +brandy, cocked a forty-five-calibre revolver, put the muzzle in his +mouth, pulled the trigger, blew off the back of his head, and was +"accidentally shot while cleaning the weapon." + +The real tragedy was that so good a career as the son's should have come +to so untimely an end in so good a collegiate world as Yale. He stood +well in his class, he had played right tackle for two seasons and was +heir apparent to the captaincy; he was well beloved and would have +received an election to a senior society in the spring. But the solid +ground being withdrawn from under his feet--in other words, his +allowance from his father--he left amid universal regret, and found +himself a very small person in a very great city; worse, a youth who had +always had everything, loved pleasure, lights, games, and color, and who +now had no visible means of support. + +[Illustration: She wished that she might die, or, infinitely better, +that she had never been born.] + +Friends found him a position in Wall Street. Being young, attractive, +a good "mixer," not in the least shy, he was given a handsome +"entertaining" allowance and told to bring in business. So he +foregathered with out-of-town magnates, made the city a pleasant, +familiar place to them, and brought much of their money into the firm's +office. When Barbara was kind he despised his anomalous position and +strove to free himself from it; but even the best man has to live. + +And during those intervals when he thought he could do without her, +Wilmot sank deeper and deeper into methods of self-advancement which, if +not actually base and culpable, at least smirched the finer qualities of +his nature, and hardened his heart. + +If the father's heritage, drink and women, were spared him, or at least +that part of him which was really noble, a love of cleanness, +clear-mindedness, and purity, died hard. But gambling was second nature +to him. He could not enjoy a game unless he had something on it; and all +book-makers and proprietors of gambling-houses were friends of his and +called him by his first name. Sometimes through a series of lucky turns +he rose to heights of picturesque affluence; more often he was +stone-broke; but so much money passed through his hands in the course of +a year that it was always possible for him to borrow and live well +enough on credit. Money became his passion, not for its own sake, not +for the sake of what it could buy, but because it was a game upon which +the best wits of the world have been engaged for ages and ages--and +because you have to have it, or be able to owe so much that it amounts +to the same thing. + +At first when he got in a hole, owed money which he saw no way of +raising, Wilmot suffered all the anguish and remorse of the trustee who +has speculated with orphans' funds (for the first time) and lost them. +Gradually he became hardened. And those who knew him best could never +tell whether he was worth fifty thousand or had just lost that much. He +drew upon a stock of courage and cheerfulness worthy of even the noblest +cause, until the term "self-respect" dropped automatically from his +inner vocabulary and his moral sense became a rotten, rusty buckler +through which the spear of temptation or necessity passed like a pin +through a sheet of tissue-paper. + +He put himself under obligation--in moments of supreme need--to +dangerous persons, and suffered from the familiarity and perhaps the +contempt of some who were his inferiors in breeding, in heart, and +in soul. + +One day, being at his wit's end, he walked rapidly, seeking light, +through a quarter of the city which was not familiar to him. He was in +that mood when a man does not wish to be at the trouble of nodding or +exchanging a word even with his best friend. A voice hailed him, +"Mr. Allen." + +He stopped and saw that the voice came from a legless man who sat in the +sun by a hand-organ on which were displayed for sale a few pairs of +shoe-laces and, to excite charity, a battered (and empty) tin cup. + +"Have you forgotten me?" + +The light of recognition had twinkled instantly in Wilmot's eyes, for he +was wonderful at remembering faces. And he smiled and said: + +"Of course not. How are you?" + +"Pretty well," said the beggar. "And you?" + +"Pretty well." + +Wilmot's giving hand had slipped automatically into his trousers pocket. +Then, for once in his charitable life, he hesitated, since the pocket +contained nothing but a ten-dollar bill, and that was all the money he +had in the world with which to meet a pressing note of ten thousand. His +hesitation lasted only a moment. He laughed and stuffed the ten-dollar +bill into the cup, and said: + +"For old acquaintance' sake." + +The beggar studied the young man's face. Then he said: "Mr. Allen, I +once had the honor to warn you against three things." + +"I remember." + +"Your face is innocent of wine and women. How about the gambling?" + +"My friend," said Wilmot, "you read me like a book. The gambling is all +to the bad. I have just given you all the money I had in the world." + +"A few dollars are of no use to me," said the beggar. + +"Nor to me. Don't worry." + +"I am not worrying. I'm thinking that you and I have something in +common. And for that reason I am tempted to ask if a few thousand would +be of any use to you?" + +Wilmot smiled with engaging candor. "Fifteen thousand would." + +"You shall have them," said the beggar shortly. He pointed to a glazed +door across which was printed in gilt letters: + + BLIZZARD--MFR. HATS + +"That," said the beggar, "is my name, and that is my place of business. +Come in." + +Wilmot followed the beggar through the glass door, which at opening and +closing caused a bell to clang. The front of the establishment was +occupied by a dust-ridden salesroom, and an office with yellow-pine +partitions. As he followed the beggar into this, Wilmot caught a glimpse +in the distance of fifteen or twenty young girls who sat at a long table +industriously plaiting straw hats. He lifted his own hat a little +mechanically, and thought that he had never seen so many pretty girls at +one time under one roof. + + + + +II + + +Wilmot buttoned his coat over fifteen one-thousand-dollar bills. Only +supreme necessity could have persuaded him to take them, since, although +he had not put his name to a paper of any kind, he felt a little as if +he had sold himself to the devil. But Blizzard had shown him no +deviltry; only kindness and a certain whimsicality of speech and a point +of view that was engaging. + +The transaction finished, Wilmot was for leaving, but being under +obligation to the legless man was at pains not to be abrupt. He lingered +then a little, and they talked. + +"The first time we met," said the beggar, "you were roller-skating with +a pretty child. She was so pretty that I asked you her name. And I have +never forgotten it." + +He did not add that he had watched that pretty child's goings and +comings for many years; that he had lain in wait to see her pass; that +he had bribed servants in her father's house to give him news of her: +and that the day approached when, fearing neither man nor God, he +proposed that she should disappear from the world that knew her, and go +down into the infamous depths of that vengeance which had been the +key-note of his life. Nor did he add that there were but two +contingencies which he felt might thwart his plans: her marriage to +Wilmot Allen, or his own untimely death. And he feared the latter but +little. The former, however, had at times seemed imminent to those who +spied upon the daily life of the heiress for him, and in lending money +to Wilmot he was taking a first step toward making it impossible. For +Barbara herself Blizzard had at this time no more feeling than for a +pawn upon a chess-board. It pleased his sense of fitness to know she was +beautiful; and to be told that she was like sunshine in her +father's house. + +"What has become of her?" he said. + +"Of Miss Ferris?" Wilmot did not care to discuss her with a stranger. +But unfortunately there were fifteen thousand dollars of the stranger's +money in his inside pocket. "She became a great favorite in society," he +said, "and then dropped out to study art." + +"Painting?" The legless man knew perfectly well, but it suited him to +make inquiries. "Music?" + +"Sculpture," said Wilmot shortly. + +"Is she succeeding?" + +"She works very hard, and she has talent." + +"That is not enthusiastic." + +"You mustn't ask me; I'm not an art critic." + +"What a pity." + +"A pity that I'm not an art critic?" + +"No. A pity for a beautiful girl to do anything but exist." + +Wilmot's eyebrows went up a little. The beggar's speech surprised him, +and pleased him, since it expressed a favorite thought of his own. + +"Is any of her work on exhibition? Having seen her once, one takes an +interest, you know." + +"I think there is nothing that can be seen," said Wilmot coolly, "except +upon special invitation. And I think she is very shy of showing anything +that she has done." + +"True artists," said Blizzard, who criminally was an artist himself and +knew what he was talking about, "live in the future." + +Again Wilmot's eyebrows went up a little. Why should a legless beggar be +able to make loans of fifteen thousand dollars, and why should he be +able to talk like a gentleman? + +"I am interested in art," continued Blizzard; "sometimes I have earned a +few dollars by sitting for my portrait." + +He did not add that he continually put himself in the way of artists in +the hope that his fame as a model would reach Barbara, and touch her +imagination. He did not add that he haunted Washington Square and +McBurney Place, where her studio was, in the hope that his face, which +he knew to be different and more terrible than other faces, might kindle +a fire of inspiration in her. He believed rightly that if a woman once +looked him in the eyes she would never forget him. But hitherto Barbara +had not so much as glanced at him, since she carried her lovely head +very high, and looked straight before her as she went. While, as for +him, he stood upon the stumps of his legs, a gigantic sort of dwarf, +beneath the notice of the proud-eyed and the tall. + +Wilmot passed out of the place in deep thought; not even the pretty +girls plaiting straw won a glance from him. Coupled with the relief of +being out of present difficulties was a disagreeable sense of +foreboding. Suppose the legless man were to ask favors of him before the +money could be repaid? Suppose they were favors which a gentleman could +not grant? And he determined to find out, from the police if necessary, +just what sort of a man it was with whom he had had dealings. + + + + +III + + +It seemed to Wilmot that he had not seen Barbara for an age. And indeed +a week had passed without their meeting. Therefore, although he had +often been forbidden to call during working hours, he had himself driven +to 17 McBurney Place and climbed the two flights of stairs to +her studio. + +It was a disconsolate Barbara who received him. She had on her +work-apron, but she was not working. She sat in a deep chair, and +presented the soles of her small shoes to an open fire. Wilmot, +expecting to be scolded for disobeying orders, was relieved at being +received with visible signs of pleasure. + +"You're just the person I wanted to see," she said, "just the one and +only Wilmot in the world." + +"Are you dying?" he asked. + +She laughed. "I'm discouraged. I've come to one of those times when you +just want to chuck everything. And there's a man at the bottom of it." + +"Tell me," said Wilmot, "in words of two syllables." + +"Well," said Barbara, "I woke up in the middle of the night out of a +dream. I dreamed I'd made a statue of Satan after the fall from heaven, +and that everybody said: 'Well done, Barbs, bully for you,' 'Got Rodin +skinned a mile'--it was you said that--and so forth and so on. I rose, +swollen with conceit, and made a sketch of the head I'd dreamed about, +so's not to forget the pose, and then I went to sleep again. Next day, +early, a man stopped me in Washington Square and begged for a dime. I +looked at him, and he had just the expression of the fallen Satan I'd +dreamed about--a beast of a face, but all filled with a sort of hopeless +longing to 'get back,' and remorse. I invited him to pose for me--not +for a dime--but for real money. Well, he fell for it. And for all that +morning he looked just the way I wanted him to look. But the next +morning, having had the spending of certain moneys, he looked too tidy +and well fed for Satan. And this morning he was hopeless. He looked smug +and fatuous and disgustingly self-satisfied. So I gave him quite a lot +of money, not wishing to hurt the creature's feelings, and told him to +go away." She looked up, laughing at herself. "Do you know, I really +believed I'd dreamed out a golden inspiration, and then to strike just +the face I wanted--and then to have everything foozle out!" + +Wilmot walked over to the modelling-table on which, strongly modelled in +wet clay but quite meaningless, was the bust of a man. + +"I think." said Barbara, "it would look better if you snubbed his nose +for him." + +Wilmot snubbed the long nose heavenward, and the effect was such as to +make them laugh. Barbara recovered all her usual good humor. + +[Illustration: She had on her work-apron, but she was not working.] + +"Get some forms out of the kitchen," she said, "and we'll turn him +into mud pies." + +For half an hour they diverted themselves, displaying a tremendous +rivalry and enthusiasm. And then Barbara announced that there had been +enough foolishness, and that if Wilmot would put fuel on the fire, he +might talk with her till lunch-time and then take her out to lunch. + +"Always provided," she said, "that you are not broke at the moment. In +which case Barbara will pay and tip." + +"I've had a funny adventure," said Wilmot. "I _was_ dreadfully broke. A +man I hadn't seen for years and years--and only the once at +that--stopped me in the street, told me I was broke, and offered to lend +me money. Wilmot accepted, and is now plenty flush enough to blow to +lunch, thank you!" + +Barbara, reseated herself in the deep chair, and once more presented the +soles of her shoes to the flames. "Look here," she said, "aren't you, +just among old friends, rather flitting your life away? I don't think +it's very pretty to borrow money from strangers, and to be always just +getting into difficulties or just getting out of them. Do you?" + +"Well, you know," said Wilmot earnestly, "I don't. When I don't hate +myself, I don't like myself any too well. But there's something wrong +with me. Maybe I'm just lazy. Maybe I lack an impulse. Maybe I'd do +better if any single solitary person in this world really gave a damn +about me." + +His cheerful boyish face assumed a proper solemnity of expression, and +a certain nobility. At the moment he really thought that nobody in the +world cared what became of him. + +"Nobody," said Barbara, "likes to back a flighty pony. You yourself, for +instance, are always putting money, your own or some one else's, on +horses that always run somewhere near form. Of course you have excuses +for yourself." + +"I? None." + +"Oh, yes, you have. You were brought up to be rich, and you were left +poor, and a man has to live and even secure for himself the luxuries to +which he has been accustomed. Haven't you ever excused yourself to +yourself something like that?" + +Wilmot admitted that he had, and went further. "You can't knock livings +out of a tree with a stick like ripe apples," he said. "You've either +got to use your wits or begin at the bottom and work up. And it seems to +me that I'd rather be a little bit tarnished than toil away the best +years of my life the way some men I know are doing." + +"Yes," said Barbara, "but why not go somewhere where the world is +younger, and there are real chances to be a man, and real opportunities +to make money in real ways? I don't blame you for living on your wits. I +blame you for gambling and never getting anywhere and not caring." + +"Not caring? And this from you?" + +She changed color under his steady eyes. + +"You just give me a certain promise, Barbs, and I give you my word of +honor I'll settle to something above-board and make it hum. Look here +now! How about it? Who's been so faithful to the one girl for so long? +Who understands her so well? Who'd enjoy dying for her so much?" + +"Good old Wilmot," she said gently and gave him her hand. He kissed it +and would have liked to go on holding it forever, but she took it away +from him, and after a silence said, with some bitterness: "I mustn't +ever marry anybody. I've learned to know myself too well. And I've no +constancy, and I don't trust myself." + +"That," said Wilmot with the faith of a fanatic in his god, "is because +you've never really cared." + +"And besides," she said, "I have what I am pleased to call my career. +And 'Down to Gehenna and up to the throne he travels fastest who +travels alone.'" + +"True," said Wilmot, "he arrives soonest, but all tired out, and the +house is empty, and there are no children in it, and only paid servants. +And it may be very showy to live for fame, but it isn't good enough. +When we turned that bust you began into mud pies, we did a wise thing. +We amused ourselves, and we said the last word on art as opposed to +life. The best thing in this world is to _be_ children and to _have_ +children--and the next best thing is nowhere." + +"Would you," said Barbara, and her eyes twinkled a little, "really +rather be a parent than a Praxiteles?" + +"It looks to me," said Wilmot sadly, "sometimes--in moments of +despondency--as if the honorable gentleman was never going to be either. +But then again," and he spoke in a strong voice, "I believe in my heart +that after you've done handling the book of life and admiring the +binding, you'll open it at chapter one, and read, '_Young +Wilmot_ Allen--'" + +"Lunch-time," said Barbara, and she rose from the comfortable chair with +sharp decision. "I vote for a thick steak, being famished. Is my hair +all mussy?" + +"No," said Wilmot dejectedly. "I wish it was. And I wish it was my +fault--and yours." + + + + +IV + + +"I've done enough for you more than once," said the legless man; "you're +big enough and strong enough to work, but you're a born loafer." + +"I had a job." The speaker, a shabby, unshaven man with a beastly face, +whined dolefully. "And I done right; but I got the sack." + +"What was the job and why were you sacked?" + +"I got a job as a artist's model. I sits in a chair while the lady makes +a statue out of my face, and then she gives me money, and I goes and +spends it. The third day she gives me more money, and tells me I looks +too well fed and happy to suit her, and sends me away." + +The legless man was astonished to learn that his heart was beating with +unaccustomed force and rapidity. "Who was the artist?" + +"She's a lady name o' Ferris." + +The legless man steeled his face to express nothing. "Ferris," he +commented briefly. + +"Say," said the unshaven man, "what's all that about the devil falling +out of heaven and fetching up in hell?" + +"Why?" + +"That's how she says I looks. And she wants to make a statue of him, +just when he comes to and sits up, and looks up and sees how far he's +fell. She says my face has all the sorrers and horrors of the world +in it." + +"And then, you fool," said the legless man, "you spoiled her game by +high living. You ate and you drank till you looked like a paranoiac +bulldog asleep in the sun. Where was the lady's studio?" + +"Seventeen McBurney Place." + +"And she wants to do a Satan, does she?" + +The unshaven man drew back from the expression of the legless man, in +whose face it was as if all the fires of hell had suddenly burst into +flame. The unshaven man covered the breast of his threadbare coat with +outstretched hands as if to shield himself from some suddenly bared +weapon. His eyes blinked, but did not falter. + +"Say," he said presently, after drawing a deep breath, "if she could see +you once." + +"If I don't know," said the legless man, "how Satan felt after the fall, +nobody does. The things I've been--the things I've seen--back +there--down here--the things I've lost--the things I've found! Hell's +Bell's, Johnson! what is it you want--food?--drink?--a woman?" + +The unshaven man's eyes shone with an unholy light. + +"What would you do for twenty-five dollars?" + +The unshaven man said nothing. He looked everything. + +"Do you know the McIver woman?" + +"Fanny?" + +The legless man granted. "Yes. Fanny. She'll look at you if you've got +money." + +"She'd crawl through a sewer to find a dime." + +"Quite so," the legless man commented dryly. "Well, it wouldn't matter +to me if she went on a tear and was found dead in her bed." + +"It's worth fifty." Something in the unshaven man's voice suggested that +he had once been remotely connected with some sort of a business. + +The legless man shook his head. "Judas Iscariot," he said, "betrayed the +Lord God for thirty. Fanny McIver's scalp isn't worth a cent over +twenty-five. You're just a broken-down drunk. It takes a bigger bluffer +than you to make me put an insult on Christendom. Fifteen down. Ten when +Fanny's had her last hang-over." + +"Why don't you do some of your dirty work yourself?" + +"I do all I can," said the legless man simply; "I can't find time for +everything." + +The unshaven man shifted uneasily on his shabby feet. In his stomach the +flames which only alcohol can quench were burning with a steady gnawing +fury. "How about a little drink?" he said. + +"Fifteen down," said the legless man; "ten when the job's done, and a +ticket to Chicago." + +"With a reservation? I'll feel like the devil; I couldn't sit up all +night." + +"I'll throw in an upper," said the legless man. + +Still the unshaven man resisted. "What's Fanny done to you?" + +"None of your business." + +As if that settled the matter, and removed all obstacles and moral +scruples, the unshaven man sighed, and held out his hand for the money +which was to bind the contract. + +Twelve hours later, Fanny McIver's death was being attributed by the +authorities to the insane, jealous rage of a lover. But as she had +lately changed her name and address, she lay for a while in the morgue +awaiting identification. It was the legless beggar who performed that +last solemn rite. He was quite unmoved. Her death mattered no more in +his scheme of life than the death of a fly. + +But as he held up his hand and swore that the identity of the corpse was +such and such, he remembered how graceful she had been at sixteen, how +affectionate, how ready to forgive. He remembered with a certain +admiration that during the heyday of her earning powers she had always +trusted to his generosity, and had never tried to hold any of her +earnings back. Prison and drink had destroyed all that was honest in +her, all that was womanly. So a drop of acid will eat out the heart of +the freshest and loveliest rose. She became a very evil thing--full of +evil knowledge. There was even a certain danger in her--not +much--nothing definite--but enough. She was better dead. + +He turned and swung out of the morgue into the sunlight. And he wondered +whatever had become of the child that she had borne him. + + + + +V + + +It would have been easier for Wilmot Allen if he could have come into +Barbara's life for the first time. She was too used to him to appreciate +such of his qualities as were fine and noble at their true value. And +contrarily it was the same familiarity which limned his faults so +clearly and perhaps exaggerated them. She often thought that if she +could see him for the first time she would fall head over ears in love +with him, and be married to him out of hand. Was it not better +therefore, since the man's character had its disillusionments, that +their life-long friendship precluded the idea of marrying in haste and +repenting at leisure? "It's almost," she said to herself, "as if I had +married him long ago and found out that I had made a mistake." + +But she hated to hurt him in any way. And it caused her a genuine sorrow +sometimes to say no to him. He had proposed to her many times a year for +many, many years, and always with a passion and sincerity that made it +appear as if he was proposing for the first time in his life. Twice, the +strength and devotion of his physical presence had seemed to remove +every doubt of him from her mind, and she had said that she would marry +him, and had been ecstatically happy while he kissed her and held her in +his arms. And each time better knowledge of herself, a sleepless night, +and the unsparing light of morning had filled her with shame and +remorse, and made it quite clear that she had made one more mistake, and +must tell him so, and eat humble pie. And exact a promise that he would +never make love to her again. But she could never get him to promise +that. And she could never keep him from kissing things that belonged to +her when she was looking, and when she wasn't. And if, as he sometimes +threatened in moments of disappointed and injured feelings, he had gone +far away, so that he could never cross her path again, she would have +missed him so much that it would almost have killed her. And so it is +with all human beings--they care little enough about their dearest +possessions until the fire by night consumes them, or the thief walks +off with them. Then the silver and the jewels, and this thing and that, +assume a sort of humanity--and are as if they had been dear friends and +unutterably necessary companions in joy and sorrow. + +To Wilmot a little encouragement was a great thing, a foundation upon +which to undertake pyramids. Having intruded upon Barbara's working +hours without being scolded, Wilmot began to picture for himself a +delightful life of intruding upon them every day. He hoped that if she +was really working, she would not actually send him away, but let him +sit in the deep chair by the fire and wait till she was through, and +ready for talk and play. As much almost as he loved her, he hated her +ambitions, if only because they interfered with him, and because he +found it impossible to take them seriously. Her work seemed surprisingly +good to him--not surprisingly good for a genuine sculptor who exhibited +in salons, but for a girl of his own class whom he had always known. In +this estimate he did not do Barbara justice. She had a fine natural +talent and she had been well trained. People who knew what they were +talking about, shock-headed young fellows with neighboring studios, +prophesied great things for her, partly because she was beautiful, and +partly because her work, as far as she had gone in it, was really good. +What she lacked, they said, was inspiration, experience, and knowledge +of life. When these things came to her in due time, her technique would +be quite equal to expressing them. + +Wilmot's dream of being much in Barbara's studio proved negotiable only +as a dream. Barbara began a fountain for her father's garden at +Clovelly, and during the modelling of the central figure the studio was +no place for a modest young man. He had one glimpse through the +half-open door of a girl with very red hair and very white skin, and he +turned and beat a decided retreat, blushing furiously. He did not repeat +his visit to her studio until Barbara assured him that the nymph had put +on her clothes and gone away. Then, much to his disgust, he found there +a young fellow named Scupper, who smoked a vile pipe and had dirty +finger-nails and was allowed to make himself at home because he had +recently exhibited a portrait bust that everybody was praising (even +Wilmot) and because he had volunteered during a delightful contemplation +of Barbara's face to do her portrait and tell her all that he had +learned from his great master, Rodin. + +The little beast had the assurance of the devil. He praised, blamed, +patronized, puffed his pipe, and dwelt with superiority on topics which +are best left alone, until Wilmot wanted to kick him downstairs. +Scupper, aware of Wilmot's dislike for him, and thoroughly cognizant of +its causes, did his best to goad the "young prude" (as he chose to +consider him) into open hostility. He strutted, boasted, puffed, and +talked loosely without avail. Wilmot maintained a beautiful calm, and +the more he raged internally the more Chesterfieldian and gorgeously at +ease his manners became. Barbara enjoyed the contest between the terrier +and the Newfoundland hugely. Personally she disliked Scupper almost as +much as she liked Wilmot, but artistically she admired him tremendously +and felt that his judgments and criticisms were the most valuable things +to be had in the whole city. + +Wilmot not only kept his temper, but outstayed his antagonist. The +latter gone, he turned upon Barbara, and she in mock terror held up her +hands for mercy; but Wilmot was not in a merciful mood. + +"When you imagine that you are uplifting the cause of art, Barbs, are +you sure that you aren't debasing it? You won't marry a man who has +always loved you. _Art._ You put marble and bronze higher than little +children. _Art._ You allow disreputable, unwashed men to talk in your +presence as that man talked. _Art._ You hire people of bad character to +sit for you, and people of no character. All art. You treat them in a +spirit of friendliness and camaraderie. You affect to place art above +all considerations; above character, above morals; worse, you place it +above cleanliness. + +"A man--yes, take him for all and all, a man--eats out his heart for +you; desires only to live for you, only to die for you, only to lie at +your feet afterward--that is nothing to you. You do not even care to +listen. You would rather hear through a braggart, indecent mouth that +ought to be sewed up what Rodin said about Phidias. It seems finer to +you to be an artist than a woman, and you so beautiful and so dear!" + +Barbara made no answer. She looked a little hurt, possibly a little +sullen. She had a way of looking a little sullen (it did not happen +often) when she could not hit upon just the words she wanted to express +her thoughts. She felt that her attitude toward life was almost entirely +right, almost entirely justifiable, and she wanted to explain exactly +why this was thus, and couldn't. So after a silence she said: + +"Oh, I'm just a little pig. Why bother about me? And besides, it's no +use." + +"Don't say that, Barbara. There _must_ be use in it. Don't you know in +your heart that some day you are going to marry me?" + +"No," she said. "Sometimes I've thought so, but I don't know it." She +selected an arrow from her quiver, touched the point with venom, and +because she had not enjoyed being scolded shot it into him. "And at the +moment I don't think so." + +Wilmot spoke on patiently. "Every true lover, Barbs," he said, "comes in +time to the end of his patience and the end of his endurance." + +"And then he ceases from loving--and troubling." + +"He does not. When he knows as I know what is best for her happiness and +for his, and when he finds that humbleness, and begging, and gentleness, +and persuasion are of no avail--why, then if he's a man he _makes_ her +love him, _makes_ her marry him." + +"I hope, my dear Wilmot," she said, "that you are speaking from a very +limited experience." + +"From the experience of ten million years. I have only one life to live. +Somehow I will make you love me, make you belong to me. Just because I +eat with a fork, do you think my heart is really any different from that +of the cave-man from whom it descended to me, or that your heart is any +different from that of the girl he wanted, who kept him guessing and +guessing until he couldn't stand it, and then turned and ran and ran +through the woods, and swam rivers and climbed trees and jumped down +precipices until he caught her?" + +There was something in Wilmot's lowered brows, a certain jerking, broken +quality in his utterance, that was new to Barbara--that at once +frightened her a little, and caused her heart to beat with a sort of +wild triumph. But she did not guess that the old cave-man was at that +moment actually looking out through her old friend's eye-places, and +that ten thousand years of civilization are but a thin varnish over the +rough and splendid masterpiece that God made in his image. + +There was a knock at the door. It was Scupper returning. He had left his +beloved pipe (on purpose). His shrewd, bloodshot little eyes took in the +situation at a glance. In two beats his little heart was wild +with jealousy. + +"I beg _everybody's_ pardon," he said. "I didn't know, I--er--wouldn't +have knocked--I--er--mean I _would_ have knocked just the same." + +Wilmot took one slow step toward the famous sculptor, then smiled, +picked up the fellow's pipe, and returned it to him. "I saw you put it +down just before you left," he said. "I think there is nothing else you +have forgotten, _is_ there? If there is I think it will be best not to +come back for it until I have gone. Meanwhile you will have time to +shave and bathe and make yourself presentable." + +Scupper, sure that he was not actually going to be hit, escaped with an +ease and jauntiness which he was far from feeling. And Barbara, the high +tension relieved, burst out laughing. + +It was Wilmot's turn to look sullen. He had felt that the sheer animal +force of his love was holding and even moulding Barbara to his will, as +no tenderness and delicacy had ever done. But at the sculptor's +entrance, the honest if brutal cave-man had fled, like some noble savage +before a talking-machine, and left in a state of civilized helplessness +a young gentleman who could not find anything to say for himself. + +As for Barbara, she had never seen Wilmot look as he had looked, or +heard those quivering, broken tones in his voice. The savage in her had +gone out to him with open arms and, behold, the primal force which, +standing like an island of refuge in a sea of doubt, she had been about +to clasp was but an empty shadow. That Wilmot had not done very nobly +with his talents, that there were weaknesses in his character and +record, things even that needed explaining, had not at the moment of his +mastery mattered to her a jot. But now such thoughts flocked to her like +birds to a tree; and she was glad that she had escaped from a situation +that had so nearly overwhelmed her reason and drowned her common sense +in the heavenly sweetness of surrender. + +Wilmot could find nothing to say. It was no mere gust of passion that +had swept over him, but a storm. He was physically tired, as if he had +rowed a long race. He no longer wished to play the master. He would +rather a thousand times have rested his hot forehead on Barbara's cool +hand, and fallen quietly asleep like a little child come in at last to +his mother after too much play in the hot sun. + +"Life," he said at last, "is a nuisance, Barbs. Isn't it? Would you, +honestly, be happier if I disappeared, and never bothered you again? +Sometimes I feel that I ought to." + +She shook her head. "If you like people," she said, "you like them, +faults and all. I'm dependent on you in a hundred ways. You're the +oldest and best friend I've got. If you disappeared I'd curl up and die. +But now that we are talking personalities, you very nearly forgot +yourself a few minutes ago. Well, I forgive. But it mustn't +happen again." + +He bowed his head very humbly. "I will go back to patience and +gentleness," he said, "and give them another trial." + +"I wish," she said, "that you would go back and begin your life over +again--stop drifting and sail for some definite harbor." + +"I will," he said, "on condition--" + +"No--no--no," she said hurriedly, "no condition. I am in no position to +make conditions, if that's what you mean. I don't understand myself. I +don't trust myself. I will not undertake to bind myself to you or any +one until I know that I can trust myself. It would be very jolly for you +if I married you and then we found that I really loved the other fellow. +I'm like that--selfish, unstable, susceptible--and very much ashamed of +myself. I wouldn't talk myself down so if you didn't know these things +as well as I do. Why you go on caring for me is a mystery. I'm no good. +And I'm not even sorry enough to cry about it--ever. I've actually +thought that I was in love--oh, ever so many times: sometimes with you. +What's the use? The only things I've ever been faithful to are the +dressmaker, dancing, and what in moments of supreme egoism I am pleased +to call my art." + +"Barbs," he said, "you're an old silly billy, and I love you with all my +heart and soul. That's _that_. Don't forget it. Take pen and ink if +necessary and write it down. I'll try a little more patience, and then, +my blessing, if there's no good in that, I shall perpetrate marriage +by capture." + +They both laughed, the girl with much sweetness. And she said: + +"If you and I ever do marry, it will be with great suddenness." Her eyes +danced, and she added: "There are moments!" + +"Thank you," he said gravely, and then with a kind of wistful gallantry: +"Could I kiss the dear for luck?" + +She turned her cheek to him bravely and frankly like a child. His lips +touched it lightly, making no sound. + +Far off in the native jungle the cave-man moaned, and shut his eyes and +turned his face to the wall of his cave. The medicine-man came, examined +him, and said that he was about to die of a new disease. He looked very +wise and called it "predatory inanition." + +As for the cave-girl, having run and run and run, she pulled up in a +flowery glade, looked behind, listened, saw nothing, heard no sound of +painfully pursuing feet, and called herself a fool and a silly for +having run. She wanted to explain that she hadn't meant to run away, +that girls never really meant what they said, and would the cave-man +please recover at once from his predatory inanition and take notice of +her again? + +"Come," said Barbara, after quite a long silence, "let's go forth and +collar a taxi. Anywhere I can take you? I can't ask you to lunch, +because I am having seven maidens, and afterward Victor Polideon to +teach us to turkey-trot." + +"I wouldn't be afraid of seven devils," Wilmot urged in his own behalf, +"if you were present." + +"There are only two," she said practically, "and they are very little +devils. But I won't let you come, because you would have much too good a +time." Then she relented. "Come later, about three, and teach me to +turkey-trot. You do it better than Polideon. And I hate to have him +touch me." + +"That's something," he exclaimed triumphantly. + +"What's something?" + +"That you don't hate for me to touch you." + +She laughed and tapped his shoulder in rag-time. Also she whistled, and +did a quiet suspicion of a turkey-trot with her feet. + + + + +VI + + +One bright morning in May, divinely early, two persons of very different +appearance and nature came out of two houses of very different +appearance and nature at precisely the same moment, and started to move +toward each other by methods of locomotion no less different than were +the appearances of the respective persons or the respective houses from +which they emerged. + +The house from which the one issued was of speckless white marble, and +looked from the advantageous corner of Sixty-something Street and Fifth +Avenue upon the purple and white lilacs and the engaging spring greens +of Central Park. + +The other came out of a dark house at the angle of a narrow street in +the shadow of Brooklyn Bridge, whose door, crossed by dingy gilt +lettering, violently clanged a bell at opening and closing. The first +person stepped with the long clean strides of youth and liberty. The +second person cannot be said to have stepped at all. The first person, +meeting a policeman, smiled and said: "Good morning, Kelly." The second, +similarly meeting with an officer of the law, scowled upward, and said: +"Do it again, and I'll break you." The first person came out of the +uptown palace like a fairy from a grotto; the second emerged from the +downtown rookery like some prehistoric monster from a cave. + +At a distance you might have mistaken him for an electrician or a +sewer-expert coming into view through one of those round holes in the +sidewalk by which access is provided to the subterranean apparatus of +cities. But, drawing nearer, you perceived that he was but half a man, +who stood upon the six-inch stubs of what had once been a pair of legs. +But what nature could do for what was left of him nature had done. He +had the neck, the arms, and the torso of a Hercules. His coat, black, +threadbare, shining, and unpleasantly spotted, seemed on the point of +giving way here and there to a system of restless and enormous muscles. +But that these should serve no better purpose than ceaselessly to turn +the handle of an unusually diminutive and tuneless street-organ might +have roused in the observer's mind doubts as to the wisdom and vigilance +of that divine providence which is so much better understood and trusted +by the healthy and fortunate than by the wretched, the maimed, and +the diseased. + +For the most part the legless man went about the business of begging +among the business men of the city, since from the congested slum into +which he disappeared at night it was no great feat for a man of his +power to reach the more northern streets of that circle in whose midst +the finances of the nation by turns simmer, boil, and boil over. It was +not unusual, during the noon-time rush of self-centred individuals, for +the legless man to get himself stridden into and bowled clean over upon +his face or back, since nothing is more loosening to purse-strings than +the average man's horror at having injured some creature already maimed; +nor was it unusual for him at such times to scramble up smiling with a +kind of invincible cheerfulness that more potently stirred the +generosity of the man who had knocked him down than ever groans and +complaints could have done. + +If the weather was fine and conducive to bodily comfort, the beggar +sometimes turned north and worked his way to Washington Square or the +lower blocks of Fifth Avenue. Sometimes, having agreed to pose for the +head and trunk to some young art student, he left his hand-organ behind, +and permitted himself the extravagance of riding in a surface car. His +boarding of a street-car was a feat of pure gymnastics, swift and +virile; so, too, was his ascending or descending of a flight of steps, +or the high platform on which he was to pose. Incessant practice, added +to natural skill and balance, enabled him to accomplish, without legs, +feats which might have balked a man with a capable and energetic pair of +them. He could travel upon his crutches for the length of a city block +almost as fast as the average man can run, and if it came to climbing a +rope or a rain-duct he was more ape than human. In his own dwelling he +had for his own use, instead of the laborious stairs needed by its other +inmates, a system of knotted ropes by which he could ascend from cellar +to attic, and polished poles by whose aid he could accomplish the most +lightning-like descending slides. + +Marrow Lane, shaped like a dog's hind leg, is one of those crooked and +narrow thoroughfares which the approaches and anchorings of the Brooklyn +Bridge have cast into gloom and darkness. There are spots upon which the +sun will not shine again until the great bridge has perished; there are +corners in which drafts strong as a heaven-born wind whistle from one +year's end to the other. There are thousands of children in the region, +and in the more purely tenement settlements to the north, who have yet +to see a green field or to handle a flower. + +At the very crook of the dog's leg, on the north side of Marrow Lane, a +narrow door, half glazed and sometimes burnished by the sun, has printed +across it in dingy gilt letters: + + BLIZZARD--MFR. HATS + +Once the door with the faded gilt letters had closed, with him inside, +the legless man, who was none other than Blizzard, the manufacturer of +hats, put off those airs of helplessness and humility by which so many +coins were attracted into the little tin cup upon the top of his +hand-organ, and assumed the attitude of one accustomed to command and to +be served, to reward and to punish. He was no longer a beggar, but a +magnate. He swelled with power, and twenty girls of almost as many +nationalities, plaiting straw hats by the gas-light, cringed in their +hearts, and redoubled the speed of their hands. About the twenty girls +who slaved for Blizzard there were two peculiarities which at once +distinguished them from any other collection of female factory-hands on +the East Side. They were all strong and healthy looking, and they were +all pretty. He had collected them much as rich men in a higher station +of life collect paintings or pearls. If some of them bore the marks of +blows and pinchings, it was not upon any part of them which showed. If +some of them suffered from the fear of torture or even sudden death, it +did not prevent them from showing the master rows of even white teeth +between ingratiatingly parted lips whenever he deigned to speak to them. +If any girl among them thought to escape him, to find work elsewhere, to +betray what she knew of him, even, and vanish into the slums of some far +city, she was deterred by the memory of certain anecdotes constantly +related by her companions. The most terrible of these anecdotes was that +related of a certain Florence Magrue. She had fled with her story to the +nearest policeman, who had quietly returned her to the shop, +reluctantly, it was admitted, but with the determination of a man whose +very existence depends upon the favor of another. The master had +welcomed her and smiled upon her as upon an erring child. He had sent +her upon an errand into the cellar under the shop, himself unlocking +the door. And that was the last that any one had ever seen of +Florence Magrue. + +In addition to fear, the master supplied certain creature comforts, not +lightly to be thrown away. If a girl could make up her mind to accept +shame, bodily injury if she displeased, and a life of toil, she fared +better under Blizzard's direction than her sister who worked for Ecbaum, +let us say, the lacemaker, or Laskar, or any of a thousand East Side +employers of labor. The man could be kind upon impulse, and generous. He +paid the highest wages. He supplied nourishing food at noon, and a +complete hour in which to discuss it. Furthermore, if a girl pleased +him, the work of her hands was subjected to less critical inspection, +and if she had any music in her, he invited her upstairs sometimes to +work the pedals of his grand piano, while his own powerful, hairy hands +rippled and thundered upon the keys. He was of a Godlike kindness when +his mind inclined to music, and the pedalling was skilful and sure. But +let the unfortunate crouched under the key-board, her trembling hands +taking the place of those feet which the master had lost, respond +stupidly to the signals conveyed to her shoulder by graduated pressures +from the stump of his right leg, and punishment of blows, pinchings, and +sarcasms was swift and sure. + +The legless man was very much at home in his own house. He had inhabited +it for many years, and its arrangements were the expression of a +creature immensely able and ingenious, but maimed both in body +and soul. + +The whole building, four stories tall, had once been a manufactory, but +Blizzard had subdivided its original lofts into pens, dens, passageways, +and rooms according to an elaborate plan of his own. And it was evident +to the most casual glance that expediency alone, untrammelled by any +consideration of purse, had been followed. Those walls, floors, and +ceilings, for instance, through which no sound of human origin, unaided +by mechanical device, could penetrate, must have cost a mint of money. +Nor could any man who depended for a living upon occasional pennies +dropped into a tin cup have got together so extensive a collection of +books upon scientific subjects, many of them handsomely bound and +printed in foreign countries. Works upon explosives, tunnelling, +electricity, and music were especially abundant, not only in English, +but in German. And there were books upon the organization of armies, and +upon the chemistry of precious stones. A cursory examination of his +books would have found the master of the house to be interested also in +obstetrics, in poisons, and in anesthesia; but of romance, humanity, or +poetry his library had but a single example, the "Monte Cristo" of the +elder Dumas. + +Had all the doors and windows of the house been thrown open, and all its +inhabitants expelled, so that you could have free ingress with a +companion or two, and time and the mood to explore the whole of its +ramifications and arrangements, you must have concluded that the +designer of so much that was hideously obvious and so much that was +mysteriously obscure was a most extraordinary example of viciousness, +ability, purpose, and musicianship. You must have been staggered at +passing from a room containing a grand piano and a bust of Beethoven to +find yourself in a little operating-theatre such as any eminent surgeon +might wish to be at work in, to find beyond this a small but excellently +appointed gymnasium; above this, to be reached only by climbing a +knotted rope, a long room, lighted from above, containing +drawing-tables, many cases of drawing-instruments, and a host of +workman-like designs and specifications. Thence you might pass, still +wondering, into an apartment of soft divans, thick rags, and open +fireplace, a smell of incense, double windows and double doors. + +Or you might descend by stairs or polished poles to the cellar under the +hat factory, and find yourself, prying into the most obscure corner and +lighting matches for guidance, confronted by the door of a mightily +strong safety vault, the knobs of the combination lock bright and easily +turned. And you might say: "Well, it's either the house of a man whose +scheme of life is utterly beyond my comprehension, or of a madman." + + + + +VII + + +Of the two persons who left their homes this morning, the legless +beggar, owing to having ridden part of the way in a street-car, was the +first to reach the northeast corner of Fifth Avenue and Washington +Square, whence the last rear-guard of fashion in old New York retreats +before the advance-pickets of the encroaching slums, like a stag before +a pack of hounds. Here he ensconced himself, placed his tin cup on the +top of his organ, together with the few pairs of shoe-laces which +proclaimed him a merchant within rather than a beggar without the law, +and proceeded to enliven the still quiet neighborhood with the +dreadfully strained measure of Verdi's "Miserère." He turned the handles +of the little organ fitfully, so that now the strains of sorrow arose at +such long intervals as hardly to be connected with one another, and now +all huddled and jumbled like notes in a barbaric quickstep, and as he +played he addressed his instrument in a quiet, cruel voice. + +A house-maid opened a window in the servants' wing of No. 1 Fifth +Avenue. Blizzard turned his head slowly at the sound, and looked up at +her with agate eyes, coldly interrogative. There was no one else at the +moment within earshot. + +Nevertheless before speaking the house-maid looked nervously into the +house behind her; then up the avenue, and down into Washington Square. +She was a girl of some beauty, but her face was most engaging from a +kind of waggish intelligence that it had. + +"Tst!" she said. + +The organ squeaked and rattled. It was manoeuvring for a position from +which to attack the "Danse Macabre." Blizzard indicated by a lift of +heavy eyebrows that he was all attention. + +"You can trust Blake," she said. + +Blizzard grunted. "Send him to me at six." + +"Marrow Lane?" + +He nodded, and turned from her with an air of finality. The house-maid +hesitated, drew a long breath, pulled in her head, and closed +the window. + +A loose-jointed man in clerical garb came hurrying down the avenue. He +made longer swings with his right arm and longer strides with his right +leg than with his left. He had a white, thin face, and a look of worry +and anxiety. He was perhaps distressed to think that the world contained +many souls to whose salvation he would never be able to attend. +Perceiving the legless beggar, he stopped hurrying, sought in his +pocket, and found a few pennies. These he dropped into the tin cup. + +"God bless you, reverend sir," said the beggar in a voice of deep irony. + +"Don't," said the clergyman. He managed to look the beggar in the eyes. +"How many hats have we?" he asked in a quick whisper. + +"We're on our fourth thousand." + +The clergyman was visibly upset, "Six thousand to go," he muttered. "I +shall be caught." + +The beggar smiled. "Come to me at six-thirty," he said. + +The man of God's eyes brightened. "You'll help me again?" + +"Tst," said the beggar. "Move on. Here's a plain-clothes man." + +The shepherd moved on as if he had been pricked by an awl; since it was +not among the police that he felt called upon to separate the black +sheep from the white. + +The plain-clothes man approached loitering. He might have been a citizen +in good standing and with nothing better to do than hobnob with whatever +persons interested him upon his idle saunterings. + +"How many pairs of laces have you sold this morning?" he asked. + +"Nary a pair, charitable sir," returned the beggar. + +"Speaking of shoe-laces," said the plain-clothes man, "what is your +opinion of head-gear?" + +"Bullish," said the beggar. "Straw hats will be worn next winter." + +The eyes of both men sparkled with a curious exhilaration. The +plain-clothes man drew a deep and sudden breath, and appeared to shiver. +So a soldier may breathe at the command to charge; so a thoroughbred +shivers when the barrier is about to fall. + +"There will be nice pickings," said the beggar; "there will be enough +geese to feed ten thousand." + +The plain-clothes man dropped a penny into the tin cup. "By the way," +he asked professionally, "where can I lay hands on Red Monday?" + +The beggar shook his strong head curtly. "Hands off," he said. + +"When did _he_ join the church?" + +"Last night, with tears and confession. A strong man Red, now that he +has seen the light." + +The plain-clothes man laughed and passed on, still loitering. + +The "Danse Macabre" had come to a timely end, if that which is without +tempo may be said to have any relation with time, and the trio of +Chopin's "Funeral March" was already in uneven progress. The legless man +sat on the bare pavement, his back against the handsome area railing of +No. 1 Fifth Avenue, and steadily revolved the mechanism of the organ +with his hairy, powerful hand. + +Passers were now more frequent. Some looked at him and continued to look +after they had passed, others turned their eyes steadfastly away. Some +pitied him because he was a cripple; others, upon suddenly discovering +that he had no legs, were shocked with a sudden indecent hatred of him. +A lassie of the Salvation Army invited him to rise up and follow Christ; +he retorted by urging her to lie down and take a rest. Then, as if +premonition had laid strong hands upon him and twisted him about, he +turned, and looked upward into the fresh, rosy face of Barbara Ferris. + +Their eyes met. Always the child of impulse, and careless of appearance +and opinion, she felt her thoughts, none too cheerful or optimistic that +morning during her long walk down the avenue, drawn by the expression +upon the legless man's face to a sudden focus of triumph and solution. +She struck the palm of one small workman-like hand with the back of the +other, and exclaimed: "By George!" + +The face that was upturned to hers was no longer the insolent, heavy +face of success which we have attempted to describe, but one in which +the sudden leaping into evidence of a soul dismissed facts of color, +contour, and line as matters of no importance. If there was wickedness +in his glance, there were also awe and wonder. He had a tortured look, +the look of a man who has fallen from unknowable heights--from an +Elysium which he regrets and desires with all a strong man's strength, +but to which the way back is irrevocably barred by the degradation and +the sin of the descent--and who, all but overwhelmed by the knowledge +that he can never return whence he came, yet bears his eternal loss with +an iron courage that has about it a kind of splendor. + +Barbara Ferris felt that she was looking upon Satan in that moment when +he first realized that his fall from heaven was for eternity and that, +against every torturing passion of conviction, he must turn his talents +and his fearful courage to the needs of hell. + +In that first moment of their meeting, she realized nothing about the +man but the terribly moving expression of his face. Nothing else +mattered. If her plastic training was equal to catching and fixing that +expression in clay or marble, she would be made according to the mould +of her ambition. The flame of art burned white and clear in the inmost +shrine of her being. She saw before her, and beneath her, not a human +being, but an inspiration. And since inspiration is a thing swift, +electric, and trebly enticing from the fact that it presents itself +shorn of all those difficulties which afterward, during execution, so +terribly appear and multiply, her heart beat already with the exquisite +bliss of an immortal achievement. In her vocabulary at that instant it +would have been impossible to discover under B the aggressive But, or +under I the faltering If. She was inspired. It was enough. + +Then she, in whose mind strong wings had suddenly sprouted, perceived +that the person directly responsible had not even a pair of legs, and +felt throughout her whole being a cold gushing of horror and revolt. + +This was not lost upon Blizzard. It was an ordinary enough human +sensation, whose reflections had often enough given the iron that was in +his soul another twist and refreshed in him vengefulness and hatred. Yet +on the present occasion the knowledge that he was physically loathed +roused in the man a feeling rather of that despair which may be +experienced by the drowning at that precise moment when the straw so +eagerly clutched has proved itself a straw, and he winced as beneath a +shocking blow between the eyes. + +On discovering that the creature was maimed it had been Barbara's first +impulse to pass swiftly on. But another glance at the face which had +arrested her held her. She took some coins from her purse and dropped +them into the tin cup which the beggar held out to her. And he looked +upward into her face. + +"Did you ever pose for any one?" she asked. + +"Yes, miss." + +"I should like to make a bust of you. I'll see that it pays you better +than--better than earning a living this way." + +For the first time Blizzard smiled. "Do you want me to come now?" he +asked. + +"Yes," she said. "My studio is in No. 17 McBurney Place." Here she +stopped upon a somewhat embarrassing thought. But the legless man read +what was in her mind. + +"Two flights up?" he queried. "Three? I can climb. Don't trouble about +that." + +"You will come as soon as you can?" + +"I have to meet a man here in half an hour. Then I'll come." + +"Please," she said, "ask for Miss Ferris." + +[Illustration: She took some coins from her purse and dropped them into +the tin cup] + +At the name a tremor went through the legless man from head to stump. He +blanched, and for the thousandth part of a second all that was devil in +him rushed with smouldering lights to his eyes. But of this Barbara +perceived nothing; her repugnance mastered, she had already brightly +smiled, nodded, and was walking swiftly away, her head high, spring air +in her lungs and inspiration in her heart. + +The beggar's eyes playing upon her, she passed through the peaceful warm +sunshine of the quiet old square, and vanished at last into the still +brighter sunshine and still older quiet of McBurney Place. + +To work with her own hands, at least until she had made something +beautiful, seemed to her a better aim than any other which the world +offers. She had at first been the victim of private lessons, amusedly +approved by her father, and only intermittently attended by herself, +since it is not in a day that a fashionable idler is turned into a +steadily toiling aspirant for eternal honors. Just so long as she +remained an amateur and occasional potterer in her father's house she +was applauded by him and assumed by the world in general to be a very +talented young lady; but when, her artistic impulses--if not her +technique--having strengthened amazingly, she insisted upon the steadier +routine of an art school, she met with an opposition as narrow, it +seemed to her, as it was firm. Her own will in the matter, however, +proved the stronger. And having passed with excellent rapidity through +those grades of the school in which the student is taught to make cubes +and spheres, she modelled from the antique, and at last, upon a day +almost sacred in her memory, was promoted to the life class. + +And here, one morning, Dr. Ferris, interested in spite of himself in +her swift progress, found her, with a number of other young ladies and +gentlemen, earnestly at work making, from different angles of vision, +greenish clay statuettes of a handsome young Italian laborer who had +upon his person no clothes whatever. That fastidious surgeon, to whom +naked bodies, and indeed naked hearts, could have been nothing new, was +shocked almost out of his wits. He had left only the good sense and the +good manners not to make a scene. He beat instead a quiet, if +substantial, retreat, and put off the hour of reckoning. His daughter +was soiled in his eyes, and when she explained to him that a naked man +was not a naked man to her, but a "stunning" assemblage of planes, +angles, curves, lights, and shadows, he could not understand. And they +quarrelled as furiously as it is possible for well-bred persons to +quarrel. He commanded. She denied his right to command. He threatened. +She denied his right first to create a life, and then to spoil it. He +advanced the duty of children to parents, and she the duty of parents to +children. Finally Barbara, thoroughly incensed at having her mind and +her ambition held so cheap, flung out with: "Have you _never_ made a +mistake of judgment?" And was astounded to see her father wither, you +may say, and all in an instant show the first tremors she had ever seen +in him of age and a life of immense strain and responsibility. From that +moment the activity of his opposition waned. She knew that her will had +conquered, and the knowledge distressed her so that she burst +into tears. + +"My dear," said her father, "I once made a very terrible mistake of +judgment. There isn't a day of my life altogether free from remorse and +regret. I have given you money and position. It isn't enough, it seems. +My dear, take the benefit of the doubt into the bargain. If I am making +another terrible mistake, you must bear at least a portion of the +responsibility." + +It is curious, or perhaps only natural, that Barbara was at the moment +more interested to know what her father's great mistake of judgment had +been than in the fact that her ambition had won his tolerance and +consent, if not his approval and support. If she had asked him then and +there, for he was still greatly moved, he might have told her, but +reticence caught the question by the wings, and the moment passed. + +And they resumed together their life of punctilious thoughtfulness and +good manners. Dr. Ferris continued to cut up famous bodies for famous +fees, while Barbara continued to do what she could to reproduce the +bodies of more humble persons, for no reward greater than the voice of +her teacher with his variously intonated; "Go to eet, Mees Barbara! +go to eet." + + + + +VIII + + +It was a discouraged but resolute Barbara who stepped forth from her +father's house that bright morning in May and passed rather than walked +down the quiet upper stretches of Fifth Avenue. That she might fail in +art, and make a mess of her life generally, sometimes occurred to her. +And it was a thought which immeasurably distressed her. It would be too +dreadful a humiliation to crawl back into the place which she had so +confidently quitted for a better; to be pointed out as a distinguished +amateur who had not succeeded as a professional; and to take up once +more the rounds of dinners, dances, and sports which serve so well to +keep the purposeless young and ignorant. + +To society the tragedy of Barbara's back-sliding into art was very real. +Dozens of men said very frankly that they missed her like the very +devil. "There is nobody else," they said, "quite so straightforward, or +quite so good-looking." + +Hers was a face not less vivid than a light. It seemed that in her, the +greatest artist of all, abandoning the accepted conventions of beauty, +had created an original masterpiece. If she had been too thin, her eyes, +tranquil, sea-blue, and shining, must have been too large. Her nose was +Phidian Greek; her chin, but for an added youthful tenderness, was +almost a replica of Madame Duse's; a long round throat carried nobly a +gallant round head, upon which the hair was of three distinct colors. +The brown in the Master's workshop had not, it seemed, held out; she had +been finished with tones of amber and deep red. The brown was straight, +the red waved, the amber rioted in curls and tendrils. Below this +exquisite massing of line and color, against a low broad forehead, were +set, crookedly, short narrow eyebrows of an intense black; her eyelashes +were of the same divine inkiness, very warm and long; a mouth level to +the world, resolute, at the corners a little smiling, was scarlet +against a smooth field of golden-brown. + +If she had a certain admiration of her own beauty it was the admiration +of an artist for the beauty of a stranger. Since she had had neither +hand nor say in her own making, the results were neither to her credit +nor against it. For success in her chosen line she would have exchanged +her beauty very willingly for a plain mask, her glorious youth for a +sedate middle age. She would have given perhaps an eye, an ear, or so at +least she thought in this ardent and generous period of early beginnings +and insatiable ambition. In her thoughts nothing seemed to matter to +her but art. + +There was no sustaining pleasure in the fact that her father had given +in to her. Opposition--unspoken, it is true, but not to be +mistaken--remained in his attitude toward her. He found indirect means +for conveying his idea and that of her friends that she was wasting +herself upon a folly, and was destined, if she persisted in it, to only +the most mediocre success. An exhibition of her works, undertaken with +the avowed wish to know "just where she stood," had been discouraging in +its results. The art critics either refused to take her seriously or +expressed the opinion that there were already in the world too many +sculptors of distinguished technique and no imagination whatsoever. Her +friends told her that she was a "wonder." And there were little +incidents of the farce which caused her to bite her lips in humiliation. + +That the critics should be at the pains of telling her that she was +without imagination angered her, since it was a fact already better +known to herself. And in one moment she would determine at all costs to +prove herself an imaginative artist, and in the next "to chuck the whole +business." But she could not make up her mind whether it is worse for a +captain to wait for actual defeat or, having perceived its +inevitability, to surrender. To go down with colors flying appeals +perhaps to noble sides of man; but it is a waste of ships, lives, +and treasure. + +Passing swiftly down the avenue, she did not know whether, upon arriving +at her studio in McBurney Place, she should get into her working-apron +or make an end, once and for all, of artistic pursuits. But with the +lifting of the legless beggar's face to hers, all doubts vanished from +her mind like smoke from a room when the windows and doors are opened. +Whatever his face might have revealed to another, to her it was Satan's, +newly fallen, and she read into it a whole wonder of sin, tragedy, +desolation, and courage; and knew well that if she could reproduce what +she seemed to see, the world would be grateful to her. She would give it +a face which it would never make an end of discussing, which should be +in sculpture what the face of Mona Lisa is in painting. It would be the +face of a man whom one jury would hang upon the merest suspicion; for +whom another would return a verdict of "not guilty" no matter what the +nature of his proved crimes; and whether the face was beautiful or +hideous would be a matter of dispute for the ages. + +Upon arriving at No. 17 McBurney Place, and having climbed two flights +of stairs, the door of her studio was opened before she could lay hand +to the knob, and a very small boy with very big eyes, and no more flesh +upon his bones than served to distinguish him from a living skeleton, +appeared on the threshold, smiling, you may say, from head to foot. He +was dressed in a blue suit with bobbed tails and a double row of bright +brass buttons down the front, and when she had gathered him from the +gutter in which he had reached to his present stunted stature, a child +half gone in pneumonia, he had told her that his name, his whole name, +was "Bubbles" and nothing but "Bubbles." + +"Good morning, Miss Barbara," he said; "the plumber's bin and gone, and +the feller from the hardware store has swore hell be around before noon +to fix the new knobs in the doors." + +"Good!" said Barbara. "Well done, Bubbles." + +And she passed into the studio, wondering why a little face all knotting +with smiles, affection, and the pleasure of commands lovingly received +and well obeyed, should remind her of that other face, massive, +sardonic, lost, satanic, which had looked up into hers across the +battered tin cup on the top of a battered street-organ. She turned to a +little clay head that she had made recently and for which Bubbles had +sat; touched it here and there, stepped back from it, turned her own +head to the left, to the right, and even, such was the concentration of +her mood, showed between her red lips the tip of a still redder tongue. +But no matter what she did to test and undo her first impression there +persisted between the two faces a certain likeness, though in just what +this resemblance consisted she was unable to say. + +"Bubbles," she said, "you were telling me about beggars the other day +and how much they make, and how rich some of them are. Did you ever run +across one that sells shoe-laces, plays a hand-organ, and hasn't got +any legs?" + +"Sure," said he; "there's half a dozen in the city." And he named them. +"Burbage: he's the real thing, got his legs took off by a cannon-ball in +the wars. Prior: he ain't no 'count. Drunk and fell under a elevated +train. He ain't saved nothing neither. He drinks _his_. Echmeyer: he's +some Jew; worth every cent of fifty thousand dollars. They calls him +congen_eye_tul, 'cause he was born with his legs lef off him. Fun +Barnheim: he's German, went asleep in the shade of a steam-roller, and +never woke up till his legs was rolled out flat as a pair of pants +that's just bin ironed. Then o' course there's Blizzard." + +Barbara was smiling. "What became of his _legs_, Bubbles?" + +"God knows," returned the boy. "Blizzard don't boast about it like the +others. But he ain't no common beggar. He's a man." + +"A good man?" + +"Good? He ain't got a kinder thought in his block than settin' fire to +houses and killin' people. But when he says 'step,' _it_ steps." + +"It?" + +"The East Side, Miss Barbara. He's the whole show." + +"What does he look like?" + +The boy at first thought in vain for a simile, and then, having found +one to his liking, emitted with great earnestness that the beggar, +Blizzard, looked exactly like "the wrath of God." Whatever the boy's +simile may convey to the reader, to Barbara, fresh from seeing the man +himself, it had a wonderful aptness. + +"That's my man," she exclaimed. "Blizzard! He's got a wonderful face, +Bubbles, and you said just what it looks like. I'm going to make a +bust of him." + +"He's coming here?" + +"Yes. Why not?" + +The boy was troubled. "Miss Barbara," he said earnestly, "I wouldn't go +for to touch that man with a ten-foot pole." + +"I shan't touch him, except with compasses to take measurements. He's +civil-spoken enough." + +"He's bad," said Bubbles, "bad. And when I say bad, I mean millions of +things that you never heard tell of, and never will. If he comes in +here--and, and raises hell, don't blame _me_." + +Barbara laughed. "He will come here, and sit perfectly still," she said, +"until he wishes he was dead. And then he will receive money, and an +invitation to come to-morrow. And then he will go away." + +Bubbles looked unnaturally solemn and dejected. + +"Besides," said Barbara, "I have you to protect me." + +Though Bubbles made no boast, a world of resolution swept into his great +eyes, and you knew by the simultaneous rising toward his chin of all the +buttons upon the front of his jacket that he had drawn the long breath +of courage, and stiffened the articulations of his spine. + +Barbara's studio was a large, high-ceilinged room, whose north wall was +almost entirely composed of glass. It was singularly bare of those +hangings, lanterns, antique cabinets, carved chairs, scraps of brocade, +brass candle-sticks six or seven, feet high, samovars, pewter +porringers, spinning-wheels, etc., etc., upon which so many artists +appear to depend for comfort and inspiration. Nor were there any notable +collections of dust, or fragments of meals, or dirty plates. There was +neither a Winged Victory, a Venus de Milo, nor a Hermes after +Praxiteles. And except for the bust of Bubbles there was no example of +Barbara's own work by which to fish for stray compliments from the +casual visitor. Of the amenities the studio had but a thick carpet, an +open fireplace, and a pair of plain but easy chairs. Upon a strong +tremorless table placed near the one great window, a huge lump of clay, +swathed in damp cloths, alone served to denote the occupant's avocation. + +Off the studio, however, Barbara had a pleasantly furnished room in +which she might loaf, make tea, or serve a meal, and this in turn was +separated from the tiny room in which Bubbles slept, by a small but +practical kitchen. + +Barbara having withdrawn to roll up her sleeves and put on her +work-apron, the legless beggar arrived in silence at the outer door of +the studio, and having drawn a long breath, knocked, and Bubbles, not +without an uncomfortable fluttering of the heart, pulled it open. The +boy and the beggar, being about the same height, looked each other in +the face with level eyes. + +"_So_," said Blizzard, "this is what has become of you. You were +reported dead." + +"No, sir," said Bubbles, "I wasn't dead, only sick. She brought me +here, and had her own father and a nurse to take care of me. And now I'm +Buttons." And he went on glibly: "Come right in; Miss Ferris is +expecting you. I guess she wants you to sit on the platform over in +the window." + +Blizzard, having unslung his hand-organ and slid it with a show of +petulance into a corner, crossed the room, swinging strongly and easily +between his crutches, like a fine piece of machinery, climbed upon the +model's platform, and seated himself in the plain deal chair which +already occupied it. From this point of vantage he turned and looked +down at the boy. + +"So," he said, "her father _is_ Dr. Ferris." + +"He's _the_ Dr. Ferris," Bubbles returned loyally. + +"So--so--so," said the legless one slowly, and he closed his eyes for a +moment as if he was tired. Then, opening them, and in abrupt tones: "Pay +you well?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Many people come here?" + +Bubbles, who had gone to school--not in the schools, but in the city of +New York itself--could lie without the least tremor or change of +feature, and with remarkable suddenness. "Lots and lots of 'em," he +said. "_She's_ well known." + +Blizzard merely grunted. "Tell her I've come." + +But it was not necessary for Bubbles to give the message at the door of +the inner room, since at that moment Barbara entered, her round arms +bare to the elbow and her street dress completely hidden by a sort of +blue gingham overall. Bubbles, whose presence was not required during +working hours, at once withdrew to his bedroom. + +Here he changed his tunic of brass buttons for a plain gray jacket, +snatched his cap from its hook, gained the street by a back stair, and +set off at the tireless street-boy trot that eats up the blocks. Half an +hour later he returned, his face no longer wearing a look of anxiety, +changed back into his many-buttoned jacket of dependence, and sitting +upon his bed, his back against the pillows, proceeded with astonishing +deftness and precision to figure with the stump of a pencil, upon the +leaves of a small dog-eared note-book. Then, appearing to have achieved +a satisfactory solution of whatever problem he had had occasion to +attack, he began to go through a series of restless fidgetings, which +ended with a sigh of relief and a guilty look, and producing from a +hiding-place a cigarette, he smoked it out of the window, so that his +room might not carry forward the faintest trace of its telltale odor. + + + + +IX + + +When Barbara at length told the legless man that he might rest, he +appeared to think that she had invited him to converse. He leaned back +as far as he could in the deal chair. His expression was no longer that +which had struck Barbara so hard in the imagination, but one of easy and +alert affability. He looked at her when he spoke, or when she spoke, but +casually and without offence. Whatever feelings surged in him were for +the moment carefully controlled and put aside. In his manner was neither +obtrusiveness nor servility, only a kind of well-schooled ease and +directness. In short, he behaved and spoke like a gentleman. + +"You're the first person I ever sat for," he said, "who hasn't asked me +how I lost my legs." + +Barbara, regarding the rough blocking of his head which she had made, +smiled amiably. That first impression of him, still vivid and lucid in +her mind, appeared already, almost of its own accord, to have registered +itself in the lump of clay. And she could not but feel that she had laid +the groundwork of a masterpiece. If the beggar wished to converse, she +would converse--anything to keep him in the mood for returning to pose +as often as she should have need of him. And so, though entirely +absorbed by the face which she had found, and at the moment almost +uncharitably indifferent to the legs which he had lost, she raised her +eyes to him, still smiling, and said: + +"It wasn't from want of interest, I assure you. I'm sorry you lost them, +and I should like to know how it happened." + +"Bravely spoken," said the beggar. + +"I have been told," said Barbara, "that you are a great power in the +East Side, a sort of overlord." + +"Even a beggar has flatterers. They overrate me." The accompanying shrug +of his great shoulders had an affectation of humility. "Now, if I had a +pair of legs--but I haven't. And if I had I shouldn't be an East-Sider. +For the maimed, the crippled, the diseased, it is pleasantest to be in +residence on the East Side. You have company. You may forget your own +misfortunes in contemplating the greater misfortunes of others." + +"Do you mind telling me," she asked, "where you learned your English?" + +"My father," Blizzard explained, "was rather a distinguished +man--Massachusetts Institute of Technology man, University of Berlin, +degree from Harvard and Oxford. He had a prim way of putting things. I +suppose I caught it." + +The usual whine about better days was missing from the beggar's voice. +If he seemed a little proud of his high beginnings, he did not seem in +the least perturbed by the contemplation of his fallen estate. Barbara +was by now frankly interested, and proceeded with characteristic +directness to ask questions. + +"Is your father living?" + +"No. But it would hardly matter. We became thoroughly incompatible after +my accident. He had very high ambitions for me, and a chronic disgust +for anything abnormal--such as little boys who had had their legs +snipped off. I didn't like it either. I suspect it made an unusually +vicious child of me, a wicked, vengeful child." + +Blizzard's candid expression implied that he had, however, soon seen the +evil of his youthful ways, and turned over a whole volume of new leaves. + +"What happened?" Barbara asked. + +Blizzard laughed. "I cannot be said to have run away," he answered, "but +I got away as best I could, and stayed away. My father settled money +upon me. And that was the end of our relations." + +"And then," said Barbara, "you, being young and foolish, lost your +money." + +"Oh, no!" he exclaimed. "I was a very bad little boy, but much too +ambitious to be foolish. And you know you can't get very far in this +world without money." + +"Still," said Barbara, "a hand-organ and a tin cup?" + +"A loiterer in the streets of New York," the beggar explained, "picks up +knowledge not to be had in any other way. Knowledge is power." + +"Then you don't have to beg, don't have to pose, don't have to do +anything you don't want to do?" + +"Oh, yes, I do. I have to crawl while others walk. I have to wait and +procrastinate, where another might rush in and dare." + +Again that first expression of Satan fallen overpowered the casual ease +and even levity of his face. But he shifted his eyes lest Barbara see +into them and be frightened by that which smouldered in their +stony depths. + +Without a word, Barbara stepped eagerly forward to the rough model that +she had made of his head, and once more attacked her inspiration with +eager hands. The beggar held himself motionless like a thing of stone, +only his eyes roved a little, drinking in, you may say, that white +loveliness which was Barbara at such moments as her own eyes were upon +her work, and turning swiftly away when she lifted them in scrutiny of +him. Now and then she made measurements of him with a pair of compasses. +At such times it seemed to him that her nearness was more than his +unschooled passions could bear with any appearance of apathy. Though a +child of the nineteenth century, he had been enabled for many years to +give way, almost whenever he pleased, to the instincts of primitive man, +which, except for the greater frequency of their occurrence, differ in +no essential way from the instincts of wild beasts. + +Had she been a girl of the East Side he would not have hesitated upon +the present occasion or in the present surroundings. But she was a girl +of wealth and high position. It was not enough that his hands could +stifle an outcry, or that the policeman upon the nearest beat was more +in his own employ than in that of the city. Cold reason showed him that +in the present case impunity was for once doubtful. + +Her hands dropped from their work to her sides. + +"How goes it?" asked the beggar. + +"If it goes as it's gone," she said--"if it only does!" + +"It _will_," said the beggar, and there was a strong vibration of faith +and encouragement in his voice. "May I look?" + +"Of course." + +He came down from the platform, and she could not but admire the almost +superhuman facility with which he moved upon his crutches. Halting at +ease, before the beginning which she had made, he remained for a long +time silent. Then, turning to her, he freed his right hand from the +cross-piece of his crutch, and lifted it to his forehead in a sort +of salute. + +"Master!" he said. + +The blood in Barbara's veins tingled with pleasure. He had thrown into +his strong, rich voice an added wealth of sincerity, and she knew, or +thought she knew, that at last the work of her hands had moved another, +who, whatever else he might have been, was by his own showing no fool, +but a man having in him much that was extraordinary. And she felt a +sudden friendliness for the legless beggar. + +His eyes still upon the clay--knowing, considering, measuring, +appraising eyes--he said shortly and with decision: "We must go on +with this." + +"To-morrow--could you come to-morrow at the same time?" + +"I _will_," he said. + +"Good. Are you hungry?" + +But the legless man did not appear to have heard her. A sound in the +adjoining room had arrested his attention. He listened to it critically +and then smiled. + +"A good workman," he said, "is turning a screw into wood." + +"How clever of you," said Barbara. "There was a man coming from +Schlemmer's to put on some glass knobs for me. Bubbles has brought him +in by the back stairs." + +The faint crunching sound of the screw going into the wood ceased. There +was a knock on the door. + +"Come in," said Barbara. + +Bubbles appeared in the opening. "We're all through in here." + +It did not at once strike Barbara that to have finished his work in the +next room the man from Schlemmer's must have arrived upon the scene very +much earlier than he had promised. And she could not by any possibility +have guessed that Bubbles, in a state of nervous alarm, had slipped down +the back stairs and run all the way to the hardware store to fetch him. + +"He may as well begin in here, then," she said; "I'm through for this +morning." And she turned to the beggar. "To-morrow--at the same time?" + +He nodded briefly, but did not at once turn to go. He wished, it seemed, +to have a good look at the young workman who now followed Bubbles into +the studio. And so did Barbara, the moment she saw him. + +To her critical eye he was quite the best-looking young man she had ever +seen "in the world or out of it." He was tall, broad, round-necked, +narrow in the hips, and of a fine brown coloring. He carried with easy +grace a strong, well-massed head, to which the close adherence of the +ears, and the shortness of the dark-brown shiny hair, gave an effect of +high civilization and finish. Brown, level eyes, neither hard nor soft, +but of a twinkling habit, a nose straight, thick, finely chiselled, an +emphatic chin, and a large mouth of extraordinary sweetness, were not +lost upon Barbara, but that which served most to arrest her attention +was that resemblance which she at once perceived to exist between the +young workman and the legless beggar. Yet between Bubbles, who also +resembled Blizzard in her eyes or in her imagination, and the youth from +the hardware store, she was unable, swiftly comparing them, to find +anything in common. To the one nature had denied even full growth and +development; upon the other she had lavished muscle, blood, and bone. +The small boy had a ragged, peaked, pathetic face, hair that sprouted +every which way, the eyes of an invalid, ears of unequal size and +different shapes, that stuck straight out from his head--all the +stampings, in short, of street-birth and gutter-raising. The workman had +an efficient, commanding look, the easy, strong motions of an athlete +trained and proved. Neither in the least resembled the other, yet both +resembled the legless beggar, who in turn resembled Satan after the +fall--and Barbara was inclined to laugh. + +"I am so obsessed with one man's face," she thought, "that I see +something of it in all other faces." + +"Good-morning, Harry." It was the beggar's voice, cool, and perhaps a +little insolent. + +"Good-morning, Blizzard." The young man nodded curtly and turned to +Barbara. "Do you wish all the knobs changed?" + +"Please." + +Without another word, the young man knelt at the door by which he had +entered and began with the aid of a long screw-driver to remove its +ancient lock of japanned iron and coarse white china. + +"What's the best news with you, Harry?" + +The young man did not look up from his work. "That the water'll soon be +warm enough for swimming," he said. + +To Barbara that answer seemed pleasantly indicative of a healthy nature +and a healthy mind. + +"It's a curious thing," observed the beggar, "how many more people drown +themselves when the water is nice and warm than when it is cold and +inhospitable. And yet it's in the cold months that the most people +receive visits from despair." + +Bubbles looked up, wondering. In his experience the legless beggar had +no manner of language different from that of the streets to which he +belonged. But now he spoke as Miss Barbara spoke, only, perhaps we may +be permitted so to express it, very much more so. + +Barbara turned to the beggar. "I haven't paid you." + +But he retreated in smiling protest, picked up his hand-organ, and slung +it across his shoulders. "The door, Bubbles." + +Bubbles sprang to let the beggar out. + +"To-morrow," said Barbara, "at the same time. Good-by, and thank you." + +"Good-by, and thank _you_," said Blizzard. + +Bubbles followed him to the head of the stairs and watched, not without +admiration, the astounding ease of the legless one's rapid descent. + +Harry, the workman, having disengaged the old japanned lock from the +door, rose to his feet, and turned to Barbara with a certain quiet +eagerness. "Look here," he said, "it's none of my business, but I know, +and you don't. That man," he waved the screw-driver toward the door by +which Blizzard had departed, "is poison. There's nothing he'd stop +at. Nothing." + +"Quite so," said Barbara coldly; "and, as you say, it's hardly anybody's +affair but mine." + +The workman was good-nature personified. "If you _must_ go on with him," +he said, "haven't you a big brother or somebody with nothing better to +do than drop in, and," his eyes sought the clay head of Blizzard, "watch +the good work go on?" He stepped closer to the head, and examined it +with real interest. "It _is_ good work," he said; "it's splendid." + +Barbara was mollified. "What," she said, "is so very wrong about poor +Mr. Blizzard?" + +"Oh," said the young man, "we know a great deal about him, and we are +trying very hard to gather the proofs." + +"_We?_" + +"I'm a very little wheel in the machinery of the secret service." + +"I _knew_," said Barbara, "the moment I saw you that you weren't _only_ +a locksmith or a carpenter. Does Mr. Blizzard know what you are?" + +"He can't prove it, unless you tell him." + +"I sha'n't do that." + +"How often will he have to pose for you?" + +"Heaven only knows. But I think"--and she looked the young man in the +face, and smiled, for his face had charmed her--"I think that if ever I +finish with Mr. Blizzard, I shall ask you to be my next model." + +The admiration with which the young man regarded Barbara was no less +frankly and openly expressed than was hers for him. "Until this moment," +he said, "I have never understood the eager desire which some people +have to sit for their portraits. Whenever _you_ say." + +She laughed. "And the new door-knobs?" + +"Just because a man belongs to the secret service," returned the youth, +"is no reason why he shouldn't attempt once in a while to do something +really useful." + +And he knelt once more and took up his work where he had left off. +Barbara stood by and watched him at it. "I would like to do his hands, +too," she thought, "when I can get round to it." They were very strong, +square, able hands. She found herself wishing to touch them. And since +this was a wish that she had never experienced for any other pair of +hands, she wondered at herself with a frank and childish wonder. + +"Your taxi, Miss Barbara." + +"Thank you, Bubbles." + +She slipped out of her overall, and with swift touches adjusted her hat +at a small mirror. The secret-service agent once more rose from +his knees. + +"Good-by," said Barbara, "and thank you, and don't forget." + +"Never," said he. + +She shook hands with him, and his firm strong clasp, literally +swallowing her own little hand, was immensely pleasant to her and of a +fine friendliness. + +"Good-by, Bubbles. See you in the morning." + +"Good-by, Miss Barbara." + +She was gone. The man resumed his work. The boy watched. + +"Harry." + +"What?" + +"Was I right?" + +"Right." + +[Illustration: Harry, the workman, ... rose to his feet, and turned to +Barbara with a certain quiet eagerness] + +"A wonder--or not?" + +"A wonder." + +"Harry." + +"What?" + +"You won't leave Blizzard up to me all alone, will you? Not _now_, you +won't?" + +"No, Bubbles, not now. Whenever he's posing in this room, you and I +won't be far off." + +"Because," said Bubbles, smiling with relief, "I'd do my best, but if it +came to a show-down with _him_ there ain't a thing I _could_ do." + +"One time or another," said Harry, "we'll _get_ him. You and I will." + +"I betcher," said Bubbles. + +And in his little peaked face there was much that was threatening to the +ultimate welfare of the legless beggar. + + + + +X + + +Barbara, ordinarily clear-minded and single-minded, drove uptown with +her thoughts in a state of chaos. She wished to think only about her +newly begun head of Satan fallen, since nothing else seemed to her at +the moment of any importance, but the face, hands, and voice of the +young secret-service agent refused to be banished, and kept suing for +kindly notice. + +In almost the exact degree in which the legless beggar was repulsive to +her sense of perfection the secret-service agent was attractive. She had +never seen a man so agreeable to her eyes. And yet, as a marine artist +might see fame in painting a wreck upon a sea-shore, rather than a fine +new ship under full sail, so she felt that, artistically considered, +there was no comparison whatever between the two men. The face of the +elder compelled attention and study, and loosed in the observer's mind a +whole stream of conjecture and unanswerable questions. The face of the +younger began and ended perhaps in the attractions of youth and high +spirits. It was a face of which, should the mind back of it prove +wanting, you might tire, and learn to look upon as commonplace. + +In the midst of unguided thinking Barbara laughed aloud; that small boy +whom she had lifted from the cold gutter to comparative affluence and +incomparable affection for his rescuer came unbidden into the +flurry-scurry of her thoughts, and remained for some time. And she knew +that if all her friends should fail her, if the beggar returned no more +to be modelled, if the secret-service agent proved but a handsome empty +shell, Bubbles would always show up at the appointed time and place +while life remained in him. Then, again, as she tried to concentrate +upon her bust of Blizzard, the secret-service agent stepped forward, you +may say, and smiled into her eyes. And she smiled back. Again she seemed +to feel the strong clasp of his hand, and to hear the agreeable and even +musical intonation of his strong voice. Odd, she thought, that he should +come to put on door-knobs, turn out to be a secret-service agent, and +have at the same time, if not the characteristics of a fine gentleman, +those at least of a man of education and sensibility infinitely superior +to the highest type of day-laborer or detective. One of her new +acquaintances talked like a gentleman and claimed to be the son of a +distinguished man; the other, claiming nothing, was infinitely more +presentable; and there was only the small boy who remained frankly +representative of his class. In spite of his coat of bright buttons, he +was of the streets streety; a valiant little ragamuffin, in all but the +actual rags. He had the morals of his class and the point of view, and +differed only in the excellence of his heart. This was a heart made for +loving, devotion, and sacrifice. Yet it was crammed to the brim with +knowledge of evil, and even tolerance therefor. That certain men in +certain circumstances would act in such and such a way was not a +horrible idea to Bubbles, but merely a fact. In the boy's code stealing +from a friend was stealing, but stealing from an enemy was merely one +way of making a living. + +Upon arriving at her father's house, Barbara met Wilmot Allen just +turning away from the door. His handsome face brightened at the sight of +her, and he sprang forward hatless to furnish her with quite unnecessary +aid in stepping out of the taxi. + +"Oh, _there_ you are!" he said. "Sparker said you might be home for +lunch and again you might not. Please may I graft a meal?" + +"Of course," said Barbara, "but unless somebody else drops out of the +skies we'll be all alone." + +"Your father off on a case?" + +"Yes," said Barbara, as they went in, "he is operating, but in Wall +Street. And what's the best news with you?" + +"That spring's come and summer's coming. When do your holidays begin?" + +"_That"_ said Barbara, with a certain air of triumph, "is a secret of +the workshop. Let's sit in the dining-room. It's the only way to +hurry lunch." + +To persons used to humbler ways of life Dr. Ferris's dining-room would +have proved too large and stately a place for purposes of intimate +conversation. Warriors and ladies looked down from the tapestried walls +upon a small round table set with heavy silver and light glass for two, +and having the effect, in the midst of an immense deep-blue rug, of a +little island in a lake. But Barbara and Wilmot Allen, well used to even +larger and more stately rooms, faced each other across the white linen +with its pattern of lotus-plants and swans, and chatted as comfortably +and unconcernedly as two children in their nursery. + +"As for holidays," said Barbara, "I have a new model, Wilmot; a +wonderful person, and that means _work_. I may stay in town right +through the summer." + +Allen sighed loudly, and on purpose. "You make me tired," he said. +"Bring a lump of clay down to Newport, and _I'll_ sit for you." + +Barbara affected to study his face critically. Then she shook her head. +"My new model," she explained, "has got the face of a fallen angel. I +think I can do it. And if I can do it, why, I see all the good things of +sculping coming my way." + +"An ordinary every-day angel face wouldn't do?" her guest insinuated. "I +could go out and fall." + +"I don't doubt it!" she returned somewhat crisply. "I feel very sure +that you could disgrace yourself without trouble and even with relish. +But it wouldn't show in your face. You see, you couldn't really +be wicked." + +"Couldn't I though!" exclaimed the young man. "A lot you know about it. +I could eat you up for one thing without turning a hair, and that would +be wicked." + +"It wouldn't," Barbara laughed. "It would be greedy. My new model has +the face of a man who has never stopped at anything that has stood in +his way. I fancy that he has murders up his sleeve and every other crime +in the calendar. And sometimes memory of them brings the most wonderful +look of sorrow and remorse into his face, and at the same time he looks +resolved to go on murdering and burning and sinning because he can't get +back to where he was when he began to fall, and must go on falling or +perish. Don't you think that if I can cram that into a lump of clay I'll +make a reputation for myself?" + +"I think," said Wilmot, "that if you've got that kind of a man sitting +for you, you'll need all the reputation you can get. You talk of him +with the same sort of enthusiasm that a bird would show in describing +being fascinated by a snake." + +Barbara considered this judicially. "Do you know," she agreed, "it is +rather like that. He fascinates me, and at the same time I never saw a +brute I hated so. He must be wicked to deserve such pain." + +"Oh, he suffers, does he?" + +"Of course. Wouldn't you suffer every minute of your life if you had no +legs?" + +Barbara, intent upon what was on her plate, did not perceive the sudden +astonished darkening of Wilmot Allen's face, nor that the interest which +he had hitherto only feigned in her new model had become genuine. + +"What is he?" + +"I was going to say 'just a beggar,'" said Barbara. "But he isn't just +a beggar. I've gathered that he's rather well off, and that he's one of +the powers on the East Side. And he looks money and power, even if he +doesn't talk them." + +"Is his name by any chance Blizzard?" + +She looked up in astonishment "How did you know?" + +"Oh," he said cheerfully, "I've knocked about the city and known all +sorts of curious people, and heard about others. So Blizzard's your new +model. Now look here, Barbara, are we old friends, or aren't we?" + +"Very old friends," she said. + +"Then let me tell you that you're a little fool to have anything to do +with a man like that. You can't touch pitch, you know, and--" + +"I only touch him with a pair of compasses," she interrupted sweetly. + +"Don't quibble," said Allen with energy; "it's not like you. That man is +so bad, so unsavory, so vile, that you simply _mustn't_ have him about. +He's dangerous." + +"So is a volcano," said Barbara, "but there's no reason why the most +innocent bread-and-butter miss shouldn't paint a picture of a volcano if +she felt inspired." + +"I see that there's only one thing to do. I shall tell your father." + +Wilmot Allen was genuinely troubled. And Barbara laughed at him. + +"I'm not a child," she said. + +"That's just it," said he; "that's why you ought to be ashamed of +yourself. And anyway you are a child. All girls say they aren't until +they get into a mess of some sort, and then they excuse themselves to +themselves and everybody else by protesting that they were. 'I was so +young. I didn't know,' and all that rot." + +"Blizzard," said Barbara, "is quiet, polite, and a good talker. He +comes, he sits for me, and he goes away." + +The butler having left the room, Wilmot fixed his rather tired eyes on +Barbara's face, and spoke with a certain earnest tenderness. "Barbs," he +said, "take it from me, happiness doesn't lie where you think it does. I +think the very highest achievements of the very greatest artists haven't +brought happiness. Look here, old dear; put a limit to your ambition. +Say that by a certain date you'll either succeed and quit, or fail and +quit, and then see if you can't take a little more interest in your own +people, in your own heart--even in me." + +"Wilmot," she said seriously, "if I fail with my head of Blizzard, I +think I _shall_ give up." + +"Wouldn't it be better," he pleaded, "to give up now? And then, you +know, you could always say if _only_ you'd kept on you would have made a +masterpiece." + +"And who would believe that?" + +"_I!_" said Wilmot. "It's easy for me to believe anything wonderful of +you. It always has been." + +"And a moment ago," she smiled, "you called me a little fool and said +you'd tell my father on me." + +She rose, still smiling, and he followed her into the library. + +"Are all the studios in your building occupied?" he asked. + +"They are," said Barbara, "and they aren't. Kelting, who has the ground +floor, has gone abroad. And Updyke, who has the third floor, has been in +Bermuda all winter." She sank into a deep leather chair that half +swallowed her. + +"There's a janitor?" + +"No. There's a janitress, a friendly old lady, quite deaf. She has seen +infinitely better days." + +"To all intents and purposes, then," said Wilmot, and the trouble that +he felt showed in his face, "it's an empty house, and you shut yourself +up in it with some model or other that you happen to pick up in the +streets, and you don't know enough to be afraid. You'll get yourself +murdered one of these bright mornings." + +"Oh, I think not!" said Barbara. "There's Bubbles, you know." + +"Oh, Bubbles!" exclaimed Wilmot. "He doesn't weigh eighty pounds. This +Blizzard--look here, get rid of him. I can't tell you what the man is." +He laughed. "I don't know you well enough. But take my word for it, if a +crime appeals to him, he commits it. And the police can't touch +him, Barbs." + +"Why can't they?" + +"He knows too much about them individually and collectively. They're +afraid of him. Get rid of him, Barbs." + +Wilmot Allen's voice was strongly appealing. The fact that he sat +forward in his chair, instead of yielding to its deep and enjoyable +embrace, proved that he was very much in earnest. But Barbara shook her +lovely head. + +"You ask too much, Wilmot. My heart's in the beginning I've made. I've +got to go on. It's a test case. If I've got _anything_ in me, now is the +chance for it to show. You see, when I made up my mind seriously to try +to do worth-while things with my own hands, everybody was against me. +And the sympathy that I am going to receive if I fail to make good is of +a kind that's almost impossible to face." + +"Then do me a favor. It won't interfere with your work, and it may be +very useful at a pinch." He drew from his hip pocket a small automatic +pistol. "Accept this," he went on, "and keep it somewhere handy as a +sort of guardian. It's much stronger than the strongest man." + +"How absurd!" she said. "And what are you doing carrying concealed +weapons? I'm beginning to think that you're a desperado yourself." + +He rose, smiling imperturbably, and laid the pistol in her lap. + +"At least," she said, "show me how it works." + +He explained the mechanism clearly and with patience, not once, but +several times. "Point it," he said, "as you would point your finger, and +keep pulling the trigger until the enemy drops." + +"One every two hours," Barbara commented, "until relieved." + +"May you never need it," said Wilmot, earnestly. + +"I never shall," said Barbara. "Must I really keep it?" + +"Yes." + +"But you," she exclaimed, "you will be quite unprotected all the way +from here to the nearest shop where such things are sold." + +"I shall be armed again," he smiled, "before I am threatened. Indeed, to +know that you are armed has heartened me immensely. What are you doing +this afternoon?" + +"I don't know," she answered with provoking submissiveness; "you haven't +told me." + +"It's just possible," he said, "that the turf courts at the Westchester +Country Club have been opened. I might telephone and find out. Then we +could collect some clothes, jump into a taxi, and go out and open +the season." + +"You can't afford taxis, Wilmot. And you never let anybody else pay for +anything." + +"Oh," he pleaded, "I can afford a taxi this once, believe me." + +"In that case," said Barbara, "I surrender." + +"If you only would, Barbs." + +"'Phone if you are going to, and don't be always slipping sentiment +into a business proposition," She affected to look very stern and +business-like. + +"I shall engage the magic taxi," he affirmed. + +"The what?" + +"Don't you know? There's a magic taxi in the city--just one. You get in, +you give your order, and lo and behold, rivers and seas are crossed, +countries and continents, until finally you fetch up in the place where +you would be, and when you look at the meter you find that it hasn't +registered as much as a penny." + +"Time," said Barbara, "flies even faster than a magic taxicab. So if you +are going to 'phone--" + +"Is there no drop of sentiment in that exquisite shell which the world +knows as Barbara Ferris? Didn't any man ever mean anything to +you, Barbs?" + +She flushed slightly, for there had come into her thoughts quite +unbidden the image of a certain young man in workman's clothes, kneeling +at a door, and removing an old japanned iron lock. She shook her head +firmly, and smiled up at him insultingly. + +"Men, Wilmot," she said, "are nothing to me but planes, angles, curves, +masses, lights, and shadows. They are either suited to sculpture or +they aren't." + +Wilmot laughed, and while he was busy with the telephone, Barbara tried +to think of the secret-service agent in cold terms of planes, curves, +masses, etc., and found that she couldn't. Which discovery annoyed and +perplexed her. + + + + +XI + + +The girls who plaited hats for Blizzard had just finished luncheon and +were taking their places at the long work-table. The entrance door +having clanged its bell, twenty heads bent earnestly over twenty hats in +various stages of construction, and twenty pairs of hands leaped into +skilful activity. + +The master passed up and down on his crutches, observing progress and +despatch with slow-moving, introspective eyes. Presently he came to a +halt and clapped his hands sharply together. Twenty pairs of eyes, some +cringing, some with vestiges of boldness, some favor-currying, sought +his, and twenty pairs of hands ceased work as when power is shut off +from as many machines. Blizzard's eyes passed slowly over the girls in a +sort of appraising review, once, and a second time. + +"Miss Rose." + +"Yes, sir." + +The speaker was one of those flowers of girlhood which bloom here and +there in the slums. She might have been a princess in exile and +disguise. Even her hands and feet were fine and delicate. And if in her +expression there was a certain nervousness, there was none of fear. + +"Stand up." + +She rose in her place; the corners of her mouth trembled a little, but +curled steadily upward. + +"Stand out where I can see you." + +She did so, with a certain defiant grace. + +"Turn around, slowly." + +She might have been one of those young ladies at a fashionable +dressmaker's upon whom the effect of the latest Parisian models is +continually tried. While she slowly gyrated, the legless man, looking up +at her, spoke aloud. + +"Muck! Muck!" he said. "And yet she's the pick of the bunch." + +The girl kept on turning, + +"Stand still." + +She did as ordered, but it so happened that her back was squarely turned +upon the master. + +"No monkey business," he shouted. "Face me! Face me!" + +She faced him, still scornful, but white now, and biting her lips. + +"The rest of you," he said, "will have the rest of the day off. Get +out." + +Seventy-six chair-legs squeaked, and Miss Rose's nineteen companions, +with murmurs and occasional nervous giggles, hurried off to the +coat-room. A few minutes later the bell of the outer door clanged +once--they were going; clanged a second time--they were gone. + +[Illustration: She faced him, still scornful, but white now, and biting +her lips] + +Meanwhile the legless man had not taken his hard, calculating eyes off +the girl who remained. Presently he spoke. "We're alone," he said. +"I'm between you and the door." He spread his great arms, as if to +emphasize the impassability of the barrier which confronted her. "Are +you afraid?" + +"Yes." + +The legless man laughed. "Well said," he remarked, "and truthfully said. +And why are you afraid?" + +"Everybody's afraid of you." + +He regarded her for some moments in silence. "You needn't be. Have I +ever hurt you?" + +"No." + +"How long have you worked for me?" + +"Five months." + +"And you are the cleverest worker I have. You admit that?" + +"I don't know." + +Again he laughed. "Once," he said, "I thought you were the prettiest +girl I'd ever seen. But I've seen a prettier." + +"I believe you." + +"'But you've got a certain spirit. You don't cringe." + +"Don't I?" + +"No!" he bellowed, "you don't." And when he saw that she didn't cringe, +he laughed once more. + +"You live with Minnie Bauer?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"You have no father--no mother?" + +"No, sir." + +"Burnt alive in a tenement fire, weren't they?" + +She answered with a great effort, and seemed upon the verge of tears, +"Yes, sir." + +"You will leave Minnie, and come here to live." + +"Why?" + +"Because I make it my business to reward the skilful, the laborious, and +the deserving." + +She shook her head. "That's not good enough," she said. + +"You will keep my house in order," he said; "you will learn to help me +with the piano. You will have fine clothes to wear, and the spending of +plenty of money." + +"Not good enough," she repeated. + +"I have read you these five months as if you were a book. You are loyal +to your friends. You can keep secrets. I admire you. There are many +things that I wish to talk about. But I cannot talk about them except to +some one that I can trust. Will you stay?" + +She shook her head, but the legless man smiled, as he might have smiled +if she had nodded it. + +"I am suffering," he said, "the tortures of the damned. I ask you for +help and for comfort, and you refuse them." + +A look curiously like tenderness swam into the girl's eyes. The beggar +moved sideways upon his crutches. + +"If you want to go," he said, "the way's open." + +"Can I really go if I want to, and not come back?" + +"You really can," he said. "Most things that I want I take, but a man +can't take help and comfort unless they are freely given." + +She moved slowly forward as if to discover the truth of his statement +that the way was open. He made not the least gesture of interference. +When she was between him and the outer door and rather nearer the +latter, she turned about sharply. + +"What's troubling you?" she asked. + +"The fact," he said, and there was a something really charming in the +expression of his mouth and eyes, "that though I can give orders to very +many people, and be obeyed as a general is obeyed by his soldiers in war +times, I have no friend. Fear attracts this person to me, self-interest +attracts that person, but there's no one that's held to me by +friendship." + +"You're only asking me to be your friend?" + +"You will be as safe in my house as in the rooms of the Gerry Society." + +"If you want me for a friend why did you call me _muck_ just now?" + +"I don't want the others to know that we are friends. I want them to +think--what they always think." + +"How do I know you trust me?" + +"Lock the street door," he said; "you're younger than I. It's easier for +you to move about." + +She locked the door and returned. + +"Are you staying," he asked, "through curiosity or friendship?" + +"Look here," she said, "it's neither, Can't you guess what ails me?" + +"Tell me." + +She took his strong, wicked face between her young hands, and bending +over kissed him on the forehead. Then she drew back, flaming. + +The legless man was touched. "Why?" he asked. + +"I don't know. It just came to me," she said. "God knows I didn't want +it to. I guess that's all" + +Rose found it hard to control her jumping nerves. A curious thing had +happened to her. Having at last wormed her way into the master's +confidence, and brought a long piece of play-acting to a successful +conclusion, a certain candor and frankness which were natural to her +made the thought of divulging what she had already found out, and +whatever he might confide to her in the future, exceedingly repugnant. +And she acknowledged with a shiver of revolt that the creature's +fascination for her was not altogether a matter of make-believe. She was +going to find it very hard to keep a proper perspective and point of +view; to continue to regard him as just another "case" and all in the +day's work. + +"In my house," he said, "you shall do as you please. You're a dear girl, +Rose," + +"I feel at home in your house," she said, "and happy." + +A cloud gathered in Blizzard's face. "Happiness!" he exclaimed. "There +is no such thing--neither for you, nor for me. The world is a +torture-chamber, and remember, Rose, we are to be allies; we are to +have no secrets from each other." + +She shrugged her shoulders. "That was what you said," she complained. +"But have you really shown me any confidence?" + +He smiled as upon a wayward child. "You shall know everything that there +is to know--when the time comes." + +She pouted. + +"And what, by the way," he went on, "have _you_ told _me_?" + +"I have told you," she answered with dignity, "my one secret." + +"The way you feel about me?" + +She nodded and blushed. It was going to be a hard lie to keep telling. + +"And you've no other secret? Nothing else that you ought to tell me?" + +There was more meaning in his voice than in his words, so that for a +moment Rose was startled. Was it possible that the man suspected her, +and was playing with her as a cat plays with a mouse? + +"What else could I possibly have to tell you of any importance?" + +"I was joking," said the beggar. + +Rose sat at the window of her room looking upward into a night of stars. +She could not sleep. Twice she had heard the legless man pass her door +upon his crutches. Each time he had hesitated, and once, or so she +thought, he had laid his hand upon the door-knob. She wondered how much +of her wakefulness was due to fright; and how much to the excitement of +being well launched upon a case of tremendous importance, for the secret +service knew that Blizzard was engaged upon a colossal plot of some +sort, and just what that was Rose had volunteered, at the risk of her +life, and of her honor, to find out. + + + + +XII + + +The next morning, at the appointed hour, Blizzard climbed the stairs to +Barbara's studio, knocked, and was admitted. That he was welcome, if +only for his head's sake, was at once evident. + +"Something told me that _you_ wouldn't fail me," said Barbara. + +"You can be quite easy about that," said Blizzard. "I am in the habit of +keeping my word." + +He climbed to the model's platform and seated himself as upon the +previous morning, with a kind of business-like directness. + +"Ready when you are," he said. + +Barbara withdrew the damp cloths from the clay, looked critically from +the bust to the original and back again. "My work," she said, "still +looks right to me. But you don't." + +Blizzard smiled. + +"Yesterday," she said, "you looked as if you were suffering like," she +laughed, "like the very devil. To-day you look well fed and contented. +Now that won't do. Try to remember what you were thinking about when I +first saw you." + +At once, as a fresh slide is placed in a magic-lantern, the legless +man's expression of well-being vanished, and that dark tortured look of +Satan fallen which had so fired Barbara's imagination, once more +possessed his features. Barbara's eyes flashed with satisfaction. + +"It wasn't hard for you to remember what you were thinking about, was +it?" she said. + +"It was not," said Blizzard, and his voice was cold as a well-curb. +"When I first saw you, I was thinking thoughts that can never be +forgotten." + +"Lift your chin, please," she said, "just a fraction. So. Turn your head +a fraction more toward me. Good. And please don't think of anything +pleasant until I tell you. Anybody can make an exact copy of a head. +Expressions are the things that only lucky people can catch." + +"I believe you are one of them," said Blizzard. "I believe you will +catch mine--if you keep on wanting to." + +"I must," she said simply. + +And then for half an hour there was no sound in the studio but the +long-drawn breathing of the legless man. Barbara worked in a kind of +grim, exalted silence. + +Meanwhile Bubbles was climbing the back stair to his bedroom, where he +had left Harry, the secret-service agent, on guard over Barbara. The +boy, all out of breath with haste, opened his right fist and disclosed a +narrow slip of paper with writing on it. + +"The minute _he_ came out of his burrow and started uptown," said +Bubbles, "and was out o' sight, I begun to spin my top up and down +Marrow Lane. Rose she's moved upstairs, like she said she would." + +Harry's eyes sparkled with interest and approbation. "Good girl!" he +said. + +"I seen her," Bubbles went on, "at an upper window, and when she seed +me, she winked both eyes, like as if the sun was too bright for 'em. I +winked the same way, and then she lets the paper drop." + +Harry took the paper out of the boy's hand, and read: "Nothing done, +much doing." + +"She's a grand one," said Bubbles. "If he ever gets wise to her, he'll +tear her to pieces." + +"I'm not worrying about Rose--yet," said Harry. "She knows what she's up +against, and she can pull a gun quicker than I can. We used to play +getting the drop on each other by the hour." + +"What for?" asked Bubbles, always interested in the smallest details of +sporting propositions. + +"Poker-chips," said Harry, and Bubbles looked his disgust. There was a +minute's silence, then: + +"Harry," said Bubbles, "what do _you_ think he's up to?" + +"By George," said Harry, "I can't make out. What do _you_ think?" + +Bubbles's sensitive mouth quivered eagerly. "You tell me," he said, +"what he's making hats for--he don't sell 'em--and I'll tell you what +he's up to." + +"Some of the labor leaders in the West are mixed up in it," said Harry; +"we _know_ that." + +"Labor leaders, Harry!" The small boy's face was comic with scorn and +facetiousness. + +"You know the ones I mean, Bub. Not the men who lead labor--that's only +what they call themselves; but the men who betray labor for their own +pockets, the men who find dynamite for half-witted fanatics to set off. +The men--" He broke short off, and listened. "Better butt in to the +studio, Bub, and see what's doing," + +"Did you think you heard something?" + +"I know that I haven't heard anything for half an hour." + +In a few minutes Bubbles returned. "He's just sitting there with a hell +of a face on him," he said, "and she's working like a dynamo." + +And although Barbara actually was working with great speed and +gratitude, the entrance of the small boy had seemed to disturb the train +of her inspiration. Somewhere in the back of her head appeared to be +some brain-cells quite detached from the important matter in hand, and +to these was conveyed the fact that a door-knob had been turned, and at +once they began to busy themselves upon the suggestion. Something like +this: door-knobs--old door-knobs--new glass door-knobs--man to put on +new glass door-knobs--wonderfully prepossessing man--name +Harry--charming name. Harry--charming smile--wonder if anybody'll ever +see him again. + +Gradually other cells in Barbara's brain took up the business, until +presently she was entirely occupied with unasked, and unwelcome, and +altogether pleasant thoughts of the young secret-service agent. It was +almost as if he laid his hand on her shoulder, and said: "You've worked +long enough on this dreadful beggar--come with me for a holiday." + +Twice, sternly, she endeavored to go on with her work, and could not. +Something of the May-weather message, that all is futile except life, +had filtered into her blood. Her hands dropped to her sides, and her +face, very rosy, became so wonderfully beautiful that Blizzard almost +groaned aloud. Something told him that his morning was over, his morning +filled with the happiness of propinquity and stolen looks, with the +happiness that is half spiritual and half gloating. + +"Thank you," said Barbara, "ever so much. I sha'n't do any more to-day. +I'm not fit. But we have gotten on. Want to look?" + +She turned the revolving-table so that Blizzard could look upon his +likeness. And you may be sure that he did not lose the opportunity thus +presented. He regarded the clay steadily, for a long time, without +speaking. Then he drew one very long breath, and the expression upon his +face softened. + +"That man," he said, "has had a hard life, Miss Ferris. It is all +written in his face. When he was a little boy, he was the victim of a +mistake so atrocious, so wicked, that the blood in his body turned to +gall, and all his powers of loving turned to hatred. Instead of facing +disaster like a man, he turned from it, and fled--down--down--down, and +fell down--down--grappling with all that he could reach that was good or +beautiful, and dragging it down with him--to destruction--to the pit--to +hell on earth. And then he lived a long time, pampering all that was +base in him, prospering materially, recognizing no moral law. He was +contented with his choice--happy as a well-fed dog is happy in a warm +corner. And then the inevitable happened. An idea came to him, a dream +of peace and beauty, of well-doing and happiness. But that chance was +torture, since, if he was to live it, he must undo the evil that he had +done, unthink the thoughts that had been meat and drink to him, and he +must get back to where he was before he fell." + +He paused, and extending his right forefinger pointed at the bust of +himself and exclaimed: + +"That man--there--that you've made in my image--line for line--torture +for torture, must go on living in the hell which he has prepared with +his own perverted mind. He can never get back. It is too late--too +late--too late!" + +His voice rose to a kind of restrained fury. The room shook with its +strong vibrations. + +Then he turned to Barbara, smiled, all of a sudden, gayly, almost +genuinely, and said in a voice of humble gallantry: + +"But I've done you a good turn. If you never proved it before, you're +proving these days that you are a heaven-born genius." + +A harder-headed girl than Barbara must have been pleased and beguiled. +She blushed, and laughed. "I've only one thing to wish for," she said. + +"What is that?" + +"I wish," she said, "that you were the greatest art critic in the +world." + +He leaned forward, and in a confidential whisper: "A secret," said he, +"between us two. I am." + +Then they both laughed, and the beggar, not without reluctance, climbed +down from the platform. Swift and easy as were his motions, he appeared +to terrible disadvantage, and he knew it. So did Barbara, who a moment +before had been on the point of really liking him. She steeled herself +against the sudden disgust which she could not help feeling, and smiled +at him in a steady, friendly way. + +"To-morrow?" she said. + +"To-morrow." + +"At the same time, please. Good-by, and good luck to you." + +"Good luck to _you_, Miss Ferris." And he was gone. + +Barbara, opening the door into the next room, surprised a sound of +voices. They ceased instantly. + +"Bubbles," she called. + +He came, looking a trifle guilty. + +"Who's that with you?" + +"Harry," he said simply. + +"The man who was here before?" + +"Yes, Miss Barbara." + +"What's he doing in my rooms?" + +"He was just sitting, and chinning," said Bubbles. + +Miss Ferris was displeased. "Tell him," she said, "that I can't have my +apartment turned into a Young Men's Club." + +"Yes, miss." + +Bubbles retired, reluctantly, with the message, only to return in a +moment. + +"He says will you let him speak to you a moment, please." + +She hesitated. And then, "Yes," she said. "I suppose he wishes to +apologize." + +He was even more charming-looking than the memory of him. She made an +effort to look a little displeased, and a little unfriendly. She failed, +because the May-weather message had gotten into her blood, and because +certain forces of which as yet she knew little had established +connecting links between herself and the young secret-service agent. + +"I am going to scold you," said Barbara. "Bubbles has his work to do." + +"But I was helping him with it." + +"He said you were just sitting and--and chinning." + +"When we had finished working." + +"Have you been here long?" + +The young man looked her steadily in the face, and said gravely: "Ever +since Blizzard came." + +Barbara lifted her chin a little. "I am quite able to take care of +myself," she said. + +He shook his head sadly. + +"Do you make it your business"--she had succeeded in making herself +angry--"to keep an eye on all young women whom you fancy unable to take +care of themselves?" + +"I only wish to God I could," he said earnestly. "But of course it's +impossible. So I just do the best I can." + +"And why have you chosen me? Surely others are even _more_ helpless than +I am." She managed to convey a good deal of scorn. "Why," she continued, +"must I be the particular creature singled out for your +chivalrous notice?" + +"I don't know," he said simply. + +All the anger went out of Barbara, and a delicious little thrill passed +through her from head to foot, leaving in its wake a clear +rosy coloring. + +"Bubbles," said the young man, "would die for you; but he is only a +little boy. I am very strong." + +Barbara refused to rise at the implication that the strong young man was +also ready and even eager to die for her. "Tell me more about +Blizzard," she said. + +"He's one of the half-dozen men in the city that we would like to have +an eye on night and day. We want him." + +"Oh," she said, "then you are not here entirely on my account? It is +also your business to be here?" + +He nodded, not altogether pleased with the turn the matter had taken. + +"In that case," she said, "I have no wish to stand in your way. But--I +don't propose to be a cat's-paw. You may sit in Bubbles's room if you +like, but I won't have you on your hands and knees at the studio door +listening at the key-hole. That must be understood." + +The young man flushed with righteous anger. "You don't _look_" he said, +"as if you could say a thing like that to a fellow." + +Instantly, and almost humbly, she begged his pardon. + +"Then I may come to-morrow?" he asked. + +"And the next day," said Barbara. "And, by the way, what is your name?" + +"Harry," he said. + +"Harry what?" + +A look very much like pathos came into his handsome eyes. "I want to be +honest with you," he said. "I don't own any other name. I call myself +West. But I've no right to it. I don't know who my father was or what +he was." + +"You don't have to explain," said Barbara. "I think you would have been +quite within your rights in saying that your name was West and letting +it go at that." + +It was not her intention to receive Mr. West's confidences either at +this time or any other. And so, of course, ten minutes later, as she +drove uptown, she was "dying" to know all that there was to be known +about him. He had gone downstairs with her, and put her into her cab. He +might have been a prince with a passion for good manners. He seemed to +her wonderfully graceful and at ease, in all that he did. + + + + +XIII + + +Dr. Ferris smiled tolerantly, and said to the footman who had brought +the card: "I shall be very glad to see Mr. Allen." And he kept on +smiling after the footman had gone. The interview which he foresaw was +of that kind which not only did him honor but amused him. Wilmot Allen +would not be the first young man to whom the rich surgeon had had the +pleasure of putting embarrassing questions: "What can you tell me of +your past life and habits?" "Can you support my daughter in the way to +which she has always been accustomed?" etc., etc. + +But Wilmot Allen did not at once ask permission to address Barbara. He +entered with that good-natured air of easy laziness which was rather +attractive in him, and without looking in the least troubled announced +that what he had come to say embarrassed him greatly. + +"And furthermore," he said, "if Barbara hears of it, she'll be furious. +She would take the natural and even correct point of view that it's none +of my business, and she would select one of the thousand ruthless and +brutal methods which young women have at their disposition for the +disciplining of young men. So, please, will you consider my visit +professional and, if you like," he grinned mischievously, "charge me the +regular fee for consultation?" + +Dr. Ferris laughed. "I shall be delighted to play father confessor," he +said, "if you'll sit down, and smoke a cigar." + +Mr. Allen would. He lighted one of Dr. Ferris's cigars with the care due +to a thing of value, settled himself in a deep chair, and appeared by +slightly pausing to be gathering scattered thoughts into a focus. + +"Yes," he said at last, "there's no doubt about it. I am about to be +very impertinent. If you like you shall turn me out of your house, with +or without kicks, as seems best to you. Barbara needs a nurse, and it +seems to me you ought to know it; because in a way it's a reflection +on you." + +"Quite so," said Dr. Ferris. "I am not at all pleased with Barbara. What +has she done?" + +"Do you suppose it would be possible to get her interested in anything +besides this sculpture business--before it's too late?" + +"Too late?" + +"Before she gets a taste of success." + +"But will she--ever?" + +Wilmot Allen nodded eagerly. "She will," he said. "She is doing a head. +It's far from finished; but even now, in the rough state, it's quite the +most exceptional inspired thing you ever saw. She will exhibit it and +become famous overnight. I can't bet much--as you may perhaps +suspect--but I'll bet all I've got. And of course, once she gets +recognition and everybody begins to kow-tow to her--why, +good-by, Barbara." + +"Still," said Dr. Ferris, "if she's developing a real talent, I don't +know that I ought to stand in her way. And, besides, we've fought that +all out, and," he laughed grimly, "I took my licking like a man." + +"Of course," said Allen. "When a girl that ought to go in for marriage +and that sort of thing takes to being talented--I call it a tragedy. +But, passing that, the model for the head she's doing isn't a proper +person. That's what I'm driving at. He's one of the wickedest and most +unscrupulous persons in the world. Barbara ought not to speak to him, +let alone give him the run of her studio and hobnob with him same as +with one of her friends. He's a man too busy with villainy to sit as a +model for the fun of sitting. The pay doesn't interest him. And if he +shows up every morning at nine and stays all morning, it's only because +he's got an axe to grind. He talks. He lays down the law. He appeals to +Barbara's mind and imagination; and it's all rather horrible--one of +those poison snakes that look like an old rubber boot, and a bird all +prettiness, bright colors, innocence, and admiration of how the world is +made. Look at it in this way. She makes a great hit with the bust. Who's +responsible? Well, the creature that supplied the inspiration, largely. +She'll feel gratitude. He'll take advantage of anything that comes his +way. And frankly, Dr. Ferris, I may be making a mountain out of a +mole-hill, but I'm worried to death. Suppose I told you that, say, Duane +Carter spent hours every day in Barbara's studio?" + +Dr. Ferris jumped to his feet, white with anger. "Do you mean to tell +me that my daughter is friendly with that person?" + +"Oh, no," said Allen calmly. "I think Barbara's new friend is a very +much more dangerous person for her to know. Whatever Duane Carter is he +wouldn't dare. This other man--" + +"Look here, Wilmot"--Dr. Ferris began to pace the room in considerable +agitation--"you're an old friend of Barbara's. Is friendliness at the +root of your worry, or is it some other feeling, not so disinterested as +friendship?" + +Wilmot Allen rose to his full height, and Dr. Ferris paused in his +pacings. They faced each other. + +"If I was any good," said the young man slowly, "if I had any money, if +Barbara would have me, I'd marry her to-morrow. But I'm not any +good--never was. I haven't any money, hardly ever have had, and Barbara +would no more have me of her own free will than she'd take a hammer and +smash the bust she's making. So much for motives. Have I disposed of +jealousy?" + +Dr. Ferris nodded. + +"The man," said Allen, "isn't a man. He's a gutter-dog, a gargoyle, half +a man. And his position in the city--in the whole country, I think--is +so fortified that with the best will in the world the law cannot touch +him. Duane Carter--well, he's been a gay boy with the ladies--a bad man +if you like--but at least he is not accused by gossip of murder, arson, +abduction, and crimes infinitely worse than these. He may have beguiled +women, but at least his worst enemy would never suppose that he had +trafficked in them. Barbara's model is all the things that you can +imagine. And all of them are written in his horrible face. To see them +together, friendly, reparteeing, chummy, would turn your +stomach--Barbara so exquisite and high-born, and the man, his eyes full +of evil fires, sitting like a great toad on the model's chair. And at +that--good God, you might stand it, if he was a whole man! But he isn't. +It's horrible! He has no legs--and you want to stamp on him till +he's dead." + +Dr. Ferris had turned white as a sheet. "To me," he said quietly, "that +is the most horrible form of mutilation. I can't tell you why. It is so. +And you will believe that in my practice I have encountered all sorts. +But who is he?" + +"He's a man named Blizzard--he passes for a beggar, grinds an organ, +sells shoe-laces and that sort of thing. As a matter of fact, he's very +well off, if not rich. Why don't you visit Barbara's studio to-morrow, +look things over, and put a stop to it? You can say things to Barbara +that I can't, that no young man can say to a girl. Go as far as you +like. Whatever you tell her about him will be true even if you can't +prove it. You can make her see what thin ice she's skating on. Or if you +can't nobody can." + +"I'll go to the studio to-morrow," said the surgeon. "I am very much +disturbed by what you have told me: the more so because as a physician +I have learned how many impossible things are true. Have you told me all +you wish to? Or is there more? Do you think," he spoke very steadily, +"that Barbara _cares_ for this beast? Such things happen in the world, +I know." + +"God forbid," said Allen, "but I think he has a sort of fascination for +her, and that she doesn't realize it. You'll let your visit appear +casual and accidental, won't you? You won't let Barbara suspect that I +had anything to do with it?" + +Dr. Ferris promised, and the two parted with mutual good-will; but +neither the next morning, nor the morning after that, was Dr. Ferris at +liberty to pay a visit to Barbara in her studio. Nominally retired from +active practice, and devoting whatever of life should remain to surgical +experimentation and theory, the sudden and acute jeopardy of an old +friend caused him to put all other considerations aside for the time +being, and once more to don the white harness of his profession. For two +days Dr. Ferris hardly left his friend's side; on the morning of the +third day, quite worn out, his jumping nerves soothed by a small dose of +morphine, he called a taxicab, gave Barbara's number in McBurney Place, +leaned back against the leather cushions, relaxed his muscles, and +fell asleep. + +The taxicab and the legless man reached the curb in front of Barbara's +studio at the same moment. The driver of the cab lifted one finger to +his hat. The legless man nodded, and peering into the cab recognized +the handsome features of the sleeping doctor. He smiled, and said to +the driver: + +"Take him back to his house." + +The driver said: "If I do he'll enter a complaint." + +"No," said the legless man; "you will tell him when he wakes that he +gave you the order himself. He won't know whether he did or +not. So-long." + +The driver once more lifted one finger to his hat and obediently drove +off. + +It was very silent in McBurney Place; the double row of ancient stables +made over into studio-buildings appeared deserted. The legless man could +not but flatter himself that his actions had been unobserved. He +chuckled, and with even more than his usual deft alacrity climbed the +stairs to Barbara's studio. + +Meanwhile, however, a young man and a small boy, looking through the +curtains of the latter's bedroom window, had been witnesses of all +that passed. + +"That was Miss Barbara's father in the taxi," said Harry West. + +"Looks like he'd been out all night," said Bubbles. + +"He may have been drugged." + +"Doubt it. The taxi turned north at the corner. If the ole 'un had had +the doctor drugged o' purpose he'd 'a' sent him south where he could use +him. I guess he's sent him home." + +"He doesn't want his morning with Miss Barbara interrupted." + +Harry West sighed and said: "I don't smoke, Bub. Give me a cigarette." + +Bubbles accommodated his friend with eagerness. + +"And now," said West, "the road's clear to Marrow Lane; better slip down +and see if Rose has any word for us. I'll keep a good ear on Blizzard." + +Bubbles changed from his buttons to his street-jacket, and departed by +the back stairs. Harry West took a small automatic pistol from his +breast pocket and played with it, but in the expression of the young +man's face was nothing bellicose or threatening; only a kind of gentle, +patient misery. + +He passed fifteen minutes in taking quick aims with the little automatic +pistol at the roses on the wall-paper. Short of actual target-practice, +he knew by experience that this was the best way to keep the hand and +eye in touch with each other. He let his thoughts run as they would. And +presently he heard the sound of Bubbles's feet upon the back stairs. + +"All serene here," said West. + +"All serene there," said Bubbles, and he produced a slip of paper upon +which Rose had written: + +"Don't come so often. You've been noticed. He'll tell me things before +long--or wring my neck." + +"She worked her hands some," said Bubbles, and he made letters of the +deaf and dumb alphabet upon his fingers. "She said O'Hagan's in the +city. They had him to eat with them last night. He's growed a beard, and +trained off twenty pounds, so's not to be knowed." + +The air of revery had left Harry West. "O'Hagan in the East!" he +exclaimed, rather with exhilaration than excitement. "Things are coming +to a head." + +"Yep," said Bubbles, "and we don't know what things is--" + +"Bubbles! Oh, Bubbles!" + +The boy disappeared in the direction of the studio. + +"Mr. Blizzard has gone," said Barbara. "Ask Mr. West if he will speak to +me a moment." + +Mr. West would; and he, the athlete, the man of trained poise, actually +overturned a chair in his willingness. + +"Mr. West," she said, "you know all sorts of things about people, don't +you? And if you don't know them, you can find them out, can't you?" + +"Sometimes, Miss Barbara." + +"I want to know about the man who comes here to pose--not vague things, +but facts; who his people were, what turned him against the world." + +"You're troubled, Miss Barbara?" + +"I am terribly troubled. He has told me a terrible story. But how do I +know if it's true or not? If it's true, he ought not to be hounded and +hunted, Mr. West; he ought to be pitied." + +"Then I'm sure it's not true," West smiled quietly. "What did he tell +you?" + +"No matter. But will you find out what you can about him?" + +"Why, yes, of course. But believe me, it's not his beginnings that are +of importance. It's his subsequent achievements and his schemes for +the future." + +"Another thing," she said, "I'm sure he means no harm where I'm +concerned. He has never known that I have a protector within call, and +yet his whole attitude toward me has been gentle, humorous, and even +chivalrous. I think," and the color came into her cheeks, "that he feels +a fatherly sort of affection for me. So thank you for all the trouble +you've taken." + +"I, too, have reason to think that he means no harm," said West, "and if +that is true, I am wasting my time." + +There was a look of bitterness in his eyes that was not lost upon +Barbara. And she was troubled. + +"Of course," she said, "if you _like_ to waste your time--" + +He looked her straight in the eyes. "I do," he said, "I love to. No +man's life would ever be complete if he didn't waste the best part of +it--throw it away on something or other--on an ambition--on an +ideal--on a woman." + +Barbara returned his glance. "Just what, Mr. West," she said, "is the +idea?" + +And here, Mr. Harry West might have found the sudden courage to speak +out what was in his heart, had he not remembered that to all intents and +purposes he had no father, and consequently in the eyes of the great +world to which Barbara belonged could not be considered to have any +existence. + +"Oh," he said, "I was just talking through my hat." + +Barbara, who, you may say, had been unconsciously putting out tentacles +of affection toward Harry West, at once withdrew them, and said coolly: +"So I supposed." + +"May I look at the bust?" + +"Certainly." + +She removed the damp cloths from her work, and Harry found himself +looking into the legless man's face. The features at once attracted and +repelled him, and these sensations mingled with them feelings of wonder. +Some subconscious knowledge told the young man authoritatively that he +was looking on a master work. Barbara noticed this, and her heart +warmed, and her pride was gratified. + +"I'm going to hurt your feelings," she said. + +"Mine? Don't. Please don't." + +"If you," she said, "devoted the next twenty years of your life to +wickedness and vengeful thoughts you would get to look like my friend, +Mr. Blizzard." + +Now that same thought had occurred, and not for the first time, to Harry +West, but he did not care to admit it. So he laughed gently, and said: + +"In that case I shall devote the next twenty years of my life to +philanthropy and--loving thoughts." + +He turned toward her, all smiling. And she avoided his eyes without +appearing to do so. + + + + +XIV + + +The next morning Blizzard was fifteen minutes late to his appointment +with Barbara. He had sat up all night with O'Hagan, talking +energetically, and for once in his life he felt tired. To this feeling +was added the fear--almost ridiculous under the circumstances--that +Barbara would scold him for being late. Unscrupulous brute that he was, +his infatuation for her was humanizing him. And in the whole world he +dreaded nothing so much, at this time, as a look of displeasure in a +girl's face. + +He had left off the threadbare clothes in which he usually went begging, +and had attired himself in clean linen and immaculate gray broadcloth. +His face was exquisitely shaved; his nails trimmed and clean. And there +hung about him a faint odor of violets. In short, the male of the +species had begun to change his plumage, as is customary in the spring +of the year. + +His mouth full of apology, he hurried up the stairs to the studio, only +to find that Barbara herself had not yet arrived. Upon the seat of the +chair in which he always posed, the legless man perceived an envelope +addressed to himself. This contained a short note: + + DEAR MR. BLIZZARD: + + I can't be at the studio till eleven. Please find somewhere + about you the kindness to wait, or at least to come again at + that time. You will greatly oblige, + + Yours sincerely, + + BARBARA FERRIS. + +Blizzard read his note three times; it was very friendly. The "Yours +sincerely" touched his imagination. Especially the "Yours." + +"Yours," he said, "mine," and with a sudden idiocy of passion he crushed +the note to his lips. And then, as if with remorse at having been rough +with a helpless thing, he smoothed out the crumpled sheet, and placed +it, together with its envelope, in that pocket which was nearest to his +heart. Then he seated himself on the edge of the model's platform, laid +his crutches aside, closed his eyes, and for perhaps five minutes slept, +motionless as a statue, except that now and then his ears twitched. At +the end of five minutes, he waked, greatly refreshed, and ready, if the +need should arise, to sit up the whole of the following night. + +There was a sound of a man's steps mounting the stairs. And then a brisk +knocking on the studio door. + +"Come in," said Blizzard. + +Dr. Ferris entered, hesitated, and then closed the door behind him. + +"You'll pardon me," said Blizzard coolly, "if I don't get up?" + +"Yes--yes," said Dr. Ferris, and in his handsome eyes was a look of +pain and pity. + +"It isn't easy for me to get up," Blizzard continued in the same cool, +emotionless voice, "you can see for yourself. I can't spring to my +feet--like other men. Do you know who I am?" + +"Yes," said Dr. Ferris, "I'm afraid I do. But they told me the name of +the man who has been posing for Miss Ferris was Blizzard. Your name--" + +"My name," said Blizzard, "is forgotten." + +Dr. Ferris bowed gravely. "Quite so, Mr. Blizzard," he said. + +"Miss Barbara," said Blizzard, watching closely the effect upon the +older man of the familiarity, "will not be here till eleven. And as you +and I cannot possibly have anything pleasant to say to each other, and +as you, although the older man, are far better off than I am for means +of locomotion, and as even _thinking_ of you has something the effect +upon my stomach that mustard and warm water would have--" + +"If you have any mercy in your heart," said Dr. Ferris, his mouth +distorted with emotion, "don't talk to me that way. What made a hell of +your life has made a hell of mine." + +The look of cold hatred in Blizzard's face changed at once to curiosity. +"Really?" he said; "you mean that?" + +"It is the truth." + +Blizzard considered, and then shook his head. "No," he said, "it +couldn't be the same. It may have stretched you on the hot grid now and +then, but between times of remorse you've had long, long stretches of +success and happiness. I haven't. I have burned in hell fires from that +day to this." + +"I told you on that day," said the surgeon, "that if there was ever +anything under heaven that I could do for you, I would do it. You've +never called upon me for anything--money--or service." + +"I've not forgotten," said Blizzard, "and some day I may hold you to +your word. Right here and now I will ask something of you--an absolutely +truthful answer to a question. Do you hate me?" + +Dr. Ferris turned the question over in his conscience, and presently +said: "I am sorry. Yes." + +"Thank you," said Blizzard, who was not in the least disturbed. "I've +often wondered, and even, putting a hypothetical case, thrashed the +matter out with my friends. You _would_ hate me. It's thoroughly human. +With me, for instance--I feel non-committal about a man. I decide to +injure him. I do so. _And then_ I hate him. Now, if you have any message +for Miss Barbara--or perhaps you came to see the bust. I will call +Bubbles. He and Miss Barbara are the only persons allowed to touch the +cloths. I think she'd let me uncover the thing, but, as you and I know +so well, I am not tall enough." + +"My business with my daughter," said Dr. Ferris, "concerned you." + +Blizzard chuckled. "Her friends," said he, "have been at you to +interfere. They have persuaded you that her model should be _persona non +grata_ in the best studios. They have, in short, begged you to take me +by the scruff of the neck and kick me out into the gutter where I +belong. Well, kick me. You know as well as I do, that I can't +kick back." + +"You hurt me very much," said Dr. Ferris simply, "if that is any +pleasure to you." + +"It is," said Blizzard. + +"What your intuition has told you," continued Barbara's father, "is the +truth. I had made up my mind to interfere." + +"Well, why should you?" + +"I have heard terrible things about you, Mr. Blizzard." + +"That I have done things which the world regards as terrible is true," +returned the legless man imperturbably. "What of it? Haven't you?" + +Dr. Ferris turned away and slowly paced the length of the studio and +back. "I owe you," he then said, "anything you choose to ask. But that +is not the whole of my obligation to this world as I see it." + +"You will oblige me," said Blizzard, "by spitting out the moral homily +into which you are trying to get your teeth. It is very simple. I do not +wish to be sent away. I ask you not to send me. If your statement that +you owe me anything I choose to ask amounts to two pins' worth, I think +that I shall continue to pose for your daughter as long as she +needs me." + +"Oh, I'm quite helpless," said Dr. Ferris; "I realize that." + +"Spoken like a man," said Blizzard. "And to show that my nature isn't +entirely cruel, I'll tell you for your comfort that in Miss Barbara's +presence the bad man is a very decent sort. We are almost friends, +Doctor, she and I. She talks to me as if I were her equal. As for me, in +this studio I have learned the habit of innocent thought. Only yesterday +I took pleasure in the idea that in the world there are birds, and +flowers, and green fields." + +The beggar's eyes glittered with a sardonic look. He watched the surgeon +as a tiger might watch a stag. There was quite a long silence. Dr. +Ferris broke it. + +"For God's sake," he said with great energy, "tell me one truth. Is it +part of your scheme of life to revenge yourself on me through my +daughter?" + +Blizzard raised a soothing hand. "Dr. Ferris," he said, "what would +cause you suffering would cause her suffering. So, you see, I am tied +hand and--Pardon me! I shouldn't now think of hurting you through her +unless it might be for her own happiness." + +"I don't understand." + +"Then you don't understand the hearts of women. Then you know nothing of +the heights to which even fallen men can raise their eyes." + +"What are you telling me?" + +"Very little--very much. Perhaps I love your daughter." + +Horror and loathing swept into the surgeon's eyes, but he controlled +himself. "Mr. Blizzard," said he presently, "I find it hard to take you +seriously. _Are_ you joking? Whether you are or not, the thing is a +joke. If you really care for my daughter, I am very, very sorry for you. +I can't say more. If nothing worse threatens her than the possibility of +her heart being touched by you, there is no need for me to be anxious +about her. As for telling her the truth about you and me, why not?" + +"_You_ tell her." + +"I will. To-night" + +"Won't you be playing into my hands?" + +"No," said the surgeon curtly, "she has too much common-sense." + +"But you won't tell her what I've said?" The beggar was suddenly +anxious. + +"No," and Dr. Ferris smiled, "I may safely leave that to you." + +"Damnation," cried Blizzard, "you are laughing at me." + +Dr. Ferris's face became serious at once. "God forbid that!" he said. +"If you have spoken sincerely I feel only sorrow for you and pity--more +sorrow and pity for you even than I ever felt before." + +"S-s-s-s-t," exclaimed the beggar, and his ears twitched. "She's +coming." + +"I shall wait," said Dr. Ferris, "and take her uptown, when she has +finished working." + +"Well," said Blizzard, with a kind of humorous resignation, "I'd kick +you out if I could; but I can't." And he added: "You haven't got an +extra pair of legs about you, have you?" + +"Why!" said Barbara when she saw her father. "Art _is_ looking up. +_You_ in a studio!" + +Secretly his presence pleased her immensely. She had always hoped that +some day he would take enough interest in her work to come to see it +uninvited. And she now felt that this had happened. And she thanked +Blizzard with sincerity for having waited. + +"Mr. Blizzard and I," she told her father, "are doing a bust. And +whatever anybody else thinks, we think it's an affair of great +importance. Mr. Blizzard even gives me his time and his judgment +for nothing." + +"Well," Dr. Ferris smiled, "I am willing to give you the latter, on the +same terms. May I see what you've done?" + +Barbara removed the cloths from the bust, and so life-like and tragic +was the face which suddenly confronted him that Dr. Ferris, instead of +stepping forward to examine it closely, stepped backward as if he had +been struck. And then: + +"My dear," he said gravely, "the thing's alive." + +He looked from the bust to his daughter, and felt as if he was meeting +some very gifted and important person for the first time. Barbara +laughed for sheer pleasure. + +"What do you think of it?" + +"I will buy it as it stands," said her father, "on your own terms." + +"If you think it's good now," said Blizzard quietly, "wait till it's +finished." + +"If I had done it," said Dr. Ferris, "I wouldn't dare touch it." + +"Yes, you would," said Barbara, "if you knew that you could make it +better. It's still a beginning." + +"When do you expect to finish?" + +"I'm going to keep on working until I know that I've done the best I +can. We may be months on it." + +Blizzard smiled secretly, and Dr. Ferris managed to conceal his +annoyance. + +"I wish, my dear," he said, "that I had taken you more seriously in the +beginning. But it is not too late to get some advantage by studying in +Paris and Rome." + +"I don't believe it's ever too late for that," said Barbara, "and of +course I've always been crazy for the chance, but knowing how +you felt--" + +"Say the word," said her father, "and you shall go to-morrow." + +Blizzard's face was like stone; he felt that his high hopes were on a +more precarious footing than ever. If she had the whim, Barbara would go +abroad, far beyond the reach of even his long arms. + +"You could finish your bust any time," said Dr. Ferris persuasively. + +But Barbara shook her head with complete decision. "A bird in the hand," +she said, "is worth two in the bush. And--I hope I'm wrong--but I have +the conviction that this head is going to be the best thing I shall ever +do. I can look at it quite impersonally, because half the time it seems +to model itself. _I_ think it's going to be good. If it is good, it +will be one of those lucky series of accidents that sometimes happen to +undeserving but lucky people." + +Dr. Ferris sighed inwardly, but the expression of his face did not +change. "Do you mind if I stay?" he asked. "I think it's time I knew +what you look like when you are at work, don't you?" + +"_High_ time!" exclaimed Barbara. "I'll just get into my apron." She +went into the next room and closed the door. + +"Your innocents abroad," said the legless man, "wasn't a success." His +face was a jeer. + + + + +XV + + +"Barbara," said her father when they had finished dinner, "I made a +threat this morning, and I'm going to keep it. If you have no especial +objection, will you come into the library?" + +Her face was radiant; he had been praising her work for the tenth time. +"It sounds," she said, "as if I was going to be whipped. That wasn't +what you threatened to do, was it?" + +"No," said he. "_I'm_ to be punished. I'm going to tell you about a +mistake of judgment I once made. But not as a warning, or a moral +lesson--merely, my dear, that you and I may learn to know each other +better. First, though, I want to talk to you about your model." + +"He's rather fascinating, don't you think?" + +"He is very clever," said her father, "and when he chooses he can talk +very well. He proved that this morning. To me, personally, he is most +repugnant, but I admit that when he once launched out, I listened as a +school-boy listens to stories of treasure and pirates. He's lived and +observed and suffered. There is no doubt about that. But I shall be +greatly relieved to hear that your bust is finished. I don't like the +idea of such a man being in the same block with you. I hope that you +will not feel inspired to do another head of him." + +"He's a splendid model," said Barbara. "Of course this morning he +didn't keep still--and he did talk. But then I wasn't really working; +When I wish he keeps almost as still as the clay I work with." + +"Doesn't looking at him ever give you--oh, a disagreeable creepy +feeling?" + +"Not any more. I'm so used to him now. No, I feel a genuine friendliness +for him," + +"I thought," said her father, "that to you artists, models were +absolutely impersonal--just planes and angles and--what was it you +used to say?" + +Barbara flushed slightly, remembering a former and very disagreeable +conversation. "Your memory is much too good," she said. + +Dr. Ferris frowned, "I'm not trying to interfere," he said; "you're old +enough to know what's best for you, but if I could instil in you a +proper distaste for your friend, Mr. Blizzard, I should be delighted. +Beauty and the beast do _not_ go well together." + +"_Please"_ said Barbara, "don't bother your head about me. When the bust +is finished, you and I go abroad for to look, for to see, for to learn. +That's agreed. We shall not invite Mr. Blizzard to go with us, and all +will be well. There's my hand on it!" + +She laughed rosily, and they shook hands. + +"Until recently," said Dr. Ferris, "I have taken, as you know, very +little interest in your career as a sculptor. Haven't you thought that +rather an unnatural attitude?" + +"Why, yes," said Barbara, "I have." + +She took a box of safety matches from a cigar-table, and kneeling, +lighted the fire in the big chimney-piece. + +"I hope you don't mind," she said; "I'm shivery." + +She knelt on, watching the little flames grow into big flames, and +spreading her hands to the warmth. Her face, arms, throat, and the front +of her white dress became golden. She looked more like some lovely +vestal of fire-worship than an ambitious American girl, determined to +achieve fame in the battleground of the world. + +"Why, yes," she repeated, "it has seemed strange to me. When I've +thought that I wanted to do things, you always took a lot of interest +and trouble, but when I _knew_ that I wanted to do one thing, you gave +me a dreadfully cold shoulder." She smiled whimsically. "I shall do an +allegory in bluish-white marble--The Cold Shoulder." + +She retreated a little from the fire, and sat at her father's feet. He +laid his hand on her many-colored hair. + +From childhood Barbara had resented parental caresses. On the present +occasion, she felt a sudden tenderness for her father, and leaned a +little against him, in answer to the touch of his hand. + +"Did it ever," said he, "strike you as strange that you never took any +interest in _my_ career?" + +"I've always been tremendously proud of you," she said. "You know that." + +"You liked my results," he said, "the show pieces--newspaper +notoriety--speech-making--the races in special trains against death. +But you don't even know what has chiefly interested me during the last +thirty years; nor the goal which I have felt I must reach before I could +be resigned to parting with this life." + +"No," she said gently, "I don't. Tell me. I _want_ to be interested." + +"You know, of course, that I experiment with animals." + +"Yes. I have seen crates of guinea-pigs and monkeys at the laboratory +door. I'm afraid it always made me a little unhappy. But I suppose it's +the only way to get certain results. And you always give them something, +don't you?" + +"Always. They don't suffer more than a man would while healing a deep +clean cut. In other words, they don't suffer at all. And they're not +unhappy, and they don't bear malice. And still I wouldn't do it, if I +could help myself. I think, my dear, that I have been chosen for my sins +to introduce a great benefit to mankind. It seems now only a question of +perfecting the technique. I've already had extraordinary results." + +"What's the idea?" + +"You know, of course, that a piece of skin from one man can be +successfully grafted on another man. Well, so can a liver, a finger, a +hand, a foot, an arm, a leg. I have two monkeys now: a black and a gray. +The black monkey has the gray hands and forearms, the gray monkey has +the black. I made the exchange eighteen months ago. And they have +developed the same strength and skill with the grafted members that they +had with their own. I have a monkey who had only one eye when he came. +Now he has two--they aren't a good color match, but he sees as well with +one as the other. When these ideas are perfected it will be possible, +perhaps, to make old people young. The secret is absolute cleanliness +and the accuracy in joining of a Chippendale or an Adams. So you see," +he smiled, "that in a way you and I are chasing the same ambition--how +to express the thing imagined through perfection of technique." + +"Are you the only man working along these lines?" + +"Heavens, no! Aristotle probably believed in animal grafting. But I +think that, owing to a natural talent for doing close and accurate work +with my hands, I have gone farther than anybody else. What gave you the +impulse to be a sculptor, Barbs?" + +She laughed gayly. "The statues in the Metropolitan that have lost their +arms and heads and legs. I felt very sorry for them. I was very young +and foolish, and I invented a game to play. I'd select a statue that +needed an arm, say, and then I'd hunt among the other statues for an arm +that would fit, or for a head or whatever else was missing. Through +playing that game I got the idea of making whole statues from the +beginning and not bothering with fragments." + +"And to think," said Dr. Ferris, "that we have failed to understand +each other. Why, Barbs, your ambition is a direct lineal descendant of +mine. It was a maimed marble that showed you your life's work. It was a +maimed child that showed me mine. It seems that at heart we are +both menders." + +"I began on dolls," said Barbara. + +"And I began on guinea-pigs." + +A footman entered with whiskey and soda on a tray. Barbara rose. + +"Shall I pour you a drink?" + +"A very little one, please." + +She poured him his drink, and once more seated herself at his feet. + +"After I graduated from the P. & S.," said Dr. Ferris, "I did ambulance +work for two years, accidents, births, fires. I was ambitious to learn, +and worked myself sick. One morning, after I'd been all night bringing a +most reluctant young Polack into the world, I was called to the house of +a world-famous man in East Thirty-fourth Street. The house was full of +servants mad with grief and fright. The man and his wife had gone out of +town, and their son, a beautiful boy about ten years old, had got +himself run over by a truck. His governess, I gathered, a German fool, +had been in some way directly responsible. But that is the small end of +the matter. The boy's legs were horribly crushed and mangled. It seemed +to me that if his life was to be saved, they must come off at once. The +family's physician was the famous old Doctor Watson Bell. I sent for +him. He didn't come at once, and when I had waited as long as I dared, +I took upon my own shoulders the very heavy responsibility of operating. +I put the child under ether, and with the help of one assistant took his +legs off just below the hip-joints. Then Dr. Bell came. He was a very +old friend of my father's, and he had always been very good to me. First +he looked to see that what had been done had been well done. Then he +examined the legs that I had taken off. Then he sent the nurse out of +the room. Then he turned and looked at me, and his face was gray and +cold as a stone. He said: 'You fool! You imbecile!' And he showed me, +clear as a flash of lightning, that the legs never should have been +amputated. Then he said, more gently: 'For your father's sake I will +save your face, young man. I shall set my approval to this catastrophe. +For your father's sake, and for your mother's. I have always looked on +you as an adopted son. Are you drunk?' I told him that I had been up all +night, and had had no sleep since five o'clock the morning before. He +shrugged his shoulders, and said: 'In your right mind, you couldn't have +done it,' and I knew that I couldn't. 'Horrible!' he said, 'horrible! +This poor baby to be a wreck of a thing all his life, because a healthy +and hearty young man cannot get along on a little sleep. But, thank God, +the child will never know that the operation wasn't necessary,' + +"By common accord, we turned to look at the little boy. His eyes were +open. He had come out of the ether with miraculous suddenness. And we +saw by the expression of his face that he had heard--and that he had +understood." + +Barbara took her father's hand in both hers and pressed it hard. "Poor +old dad," she said. + +"Of course," Dr. Ferris went on, "the child told his parents. But Dr. +Bell lied up and down to save my face. He said that what the child +thought he had heard was part of an ether dream. And I lied. And nobody +believed the little boy. I had told him, before Dr. Bell could stop +me--I was hysterical and crazy--that if there was ever anything under +heaven that I could do for him, I would do it--no matter what it was. +And the boy told his parents that I had said that, but it was only taken +by them as evidence that I felt terribly sorry for what I had had to do, +and that I had a tender heart." + +"Poor old dad!" said Barbara. "And what became of the little boy?" + +"He grew vicious," said Dr. Ferris. "I don't blame him. Quarrelled +fearfully with his father, dropped into all sorts of evil ways and +companionship--all my fault, every bit of it--and finally disappeared +completely out of the station to which he had been born. I had reason +until the other day to believe that he was dead. Then I saw him." + +There was quite a long silence. The fire burned brightly. Dr. Ferris, +greatly agitated by tragic memories, closed his eyes very tightly, as if +to shut them out. + +"And of course," said Barbara at last, "the small boy is my Mr. +Blizzard. Well, what can we do for him?" + +"_You_ owe him nothing," said her father sharply. + +"Oh, yes," said Barbara gently, "oh, yes. Your obligations are mine. I +shall tell him. It's like owing a frightful sum of money. We can't be +happy till we've paid up, can we? You and I?" + +"It seems," said Dr. Ferris, "that I have made two terrible mistakes. +And the second is having told you about the first. My God, but this life +is hard to bear!" + +"But--why--what have I said? If there is _anything_ we can do for him, +we ought to do it." + +"Are you going to say that to him?" + +"Of course," she said. + +"Suppose," said her father, "that in all this world he wanted only one +thing--you?" + +This suggestion was most unexpected to Barbara and odious. And she said +coldly: "I hope he is not quite such a fool." + +"But if he is?" + +"My dear father," said Barbara, "I have been told that somewhere along +the Milky Way there is a bridge between stars. Let's cross that when we +come to it." + +A footman entered carrying a large pasteboard box on which, in gilt +letters, was the name of a Third Avenue florist. But the jonquils in the +box were very fresh and lovely. They were, however, unaccompanied by +a card. + +[Illustration: "Some unknown person," said Barbara, "has formed the +habit of sending me flowers"] + +"Some unknown person," said Barbara, "has formed the habit of sending +me flowers." She smiled. "I shall ask my friend, Mr. Harry West," she +said, "to find out who it is." + +And then, suddenly, she turned away, so that her father should not see +that she was blushing. The thought, not in the least disagreeable, had +occurred to her for the first time, that perhaps Mr. Harry West himself +was anonymously going down into his pocket for her sweet sake. + + + + +XVI + + +The legless man was not in the habit of waiting for things that he +wanted, when the chance to take them had come. And he did not propose to +endure the torture of sitting perfectly still hour after hour, morning +after morning, while any young woman made a bust of him. Yet he allowed +a number of mornings to pass without taking any definite steps toward +the vengeance which he felt to be so dear to him. + +That Barbara was a high-born lady was the chief obstacle in his plans. +If she were to disappear suddenly out of the world which knew and loved +her, there would be raised a hue and outcry greater, perhaps, than his +utmost powers and resources could check. He would be run to earth +without much doubt and put where even the sweet memory of vengeance +would taste bitter in his mouth. It is perhaps pleasant to pluck the +fruits of vengeance, but a man requires time in which to eat and digest +them. If they are snatched from his hand the moment they are picked, his +vengeance fails of all sweetness and justification. + +On the other hand, Blizzard, in order to revenge himself on the man who +had maimed him, was willing to give, if not his liberty, his life. + +If he could not abduct Barbara and go free, he would kill himself when +they came to take him. But he did not wish to kill himself. He wished to +live a long time after, gloating on his memories. He had also on foot a +scheme which, starting almost as a pleasantry, had developed in his +mind, and was still developing, until its latent possibilities staggered +his own imagination. + +A certain Jew, proprietor of a pawnshop, was in reality a receiver of +stolen goods. It was common knowledge among certain crooks in the city, +that the recently stolen Bland diamonds had come into this man's hands. +Blizzard thought that it would be funny to take these diamonds away from +the Jew, hold them for a while, and then, since the fellow was after all +a friend, return them. To break into Reichman's store at night would be +dangerous. Reichman himself was no coward, and he employed a savage +night-watchman, just out of Sing Sing. So Blizzard planned a robbery in +a spirit of farce, and in the broad and crowded light of day. + +Six stalwart young fellows entered Reichman's pawnshop at eleven-thirty +in the morning. Each one had a watch or an overcoat to pawn. They +crowded about Reichman, all talking at once. They were strangers to him. +At exactly the same time the attention of the six policemen on the six +nearest beats was attracted by the drunken and disorderly behavior of +six more stalwart young fellows--one to each policeman. In the end six +arrests were made, the six young drunkards were marched off to the +station house, and the beats of the six policemen were for the time +being deserted. + +Sharp at eleven-thirty-seven, five of the six young men in Reichman's +shop flung an overcoat over his head and rushed him into a dark corner, +choking him so that he could not scream. A person in the street, +however, saw the struggle, and rushed off to find the nearest policeman, +who of course could not be found. Meanwhile the sixth young man ran +lightly upstairs, looked under the mattress of the palatial Reichman +bed, where he had been told to look, and secured the stolen diamonds. +The farce came to a proper conclusion. Reichman could not complain to +the police that he had been robbed of stolen goods. And he went about +for many days with a sour face. + +Blizzard came every day to condole with him, and finally to return the +diamonds. Then he told Reichman, a man he could trust, how the robbery +had been worked, and the two put their heads together. + +If six policemen could be so easily put out of commission at a given +moment, why not many? If a pawnshop could be so easily looted, why not +Tiffany's, or one of the great wholesale jewellers in Maiden Lane? Why +not the Sub-Treasury? + +In Blizzard's mind the idea became an obsession; and he worked out +schemes, in all their details; only to think of something bigger and +more engaging. One or two details were present in all his plans: a +hiding-place for the treasure when he should get it, and a large number +of lieutenants whom he could trust. He could, he believed, at the least +throw the whole city into a state of chaos for a few hours--for half a +day--for a whole day. And during that period of lawless confusion +anything might happen to anybody--to Barbara for instance. But his plans +were not ripe, nor his trusted lieutenants as yet sufficient in number. +He must therefore either put off his vengeance indefinitely, or run the +risk of having his own career as a criminal come to a very sudden end. +For once in his life he vacillated. But it was something more than the +desire for vengeance which decided him to risk everything on +immediate action. + +His plan was very simple. Sometimes a messenger-boy brought a note to +her studio. And Blizzard had observed that Barbara's invariable habit +with notes was first to read them, and then to burn them. She never tore +them into pieces and threw them into the fireplace. She struck a match, +lighted them at one corner, and saw to it that they were entirely +consumed. When Barbara had finished with a note, or a circular, or a +letter, Sherlock Holmes himself could not have recovered the contents or +the name of the sender. Banking on this habit, Blizzard wrote Barbara a +note and sent it to her father's house by a man he could trust. She +received the note at six o'clock, while she was resting prior to +dressing and dining out. It read as follows: + + 81 Marrow Lane. + + DEAR MISS FERRIS: + + My affairs don't seem to be prospering here, so I am going + away. I am sorry the Bust isn't finished. You will be + disappointed. I am leaving at 8 o'clock for the West. I have + enjoyed sitting for you. I wish you all the success and + happiness you deserve. + + Very truly yours, + + BLIZZARD. + +Her mind working very rapidly, Barbara rose at once, and quite +unconsciously, so strong was habit in her, struck a match, set the +beggar's note on fire, threw it into the fireplace, and watched it burn +to ashes. On the way to the fireplace she pressed a button to summon her +maid. When this one came, Barbara, already out of her dressing-gown, +spoke imperatively: + +"I am going out. I want a taxi called at once. Then come back and help +me dress." + +But when the maid returned there was little for her to do. Barbara was +in a hurry. + +She found a taxi waiting at the door. She glanced at the driver--he was +not one of those who usually drove her. + +"Do you know where Marrow Lane is?" + +"Is it near the Brooklyn Bridge, miss?" + +"I think so. Marrow Lane, No. 81. You can make inquiries. Hurry." + +The strange driver drove skilfully and swiftly down the avenue. Two +thoughts occupied him: the beauty of his fare, and the docility with +which she came to the master's hand when he called. + +In Barbara's mind there was but one thought: not that she was going to +visit a disreputable man in a disreputable part of the city, but that +she was going to keep that man in the city and finish her bust of him, +or know the reason why. Fame was in her grasp. She felt astonishingly +sure of that. She was not going to let it escape for a mere matter of +convention. It had been her first idea to send Blizzard a note by +messenger. But she had more confidence in her personal powers of +persuasion. If her model needed money or was in some scrape that could +be righted by money and influence, she believed that she could keep him +in New York. + +It was not yet dark, but all the city lamps were lighted, and the East +Side had that atmosphere of care-free gaiety habitual to it after +business hours when the weather is rainless and warm. The taxicab moved +slowly, because the children had overflowed the sidewalks and played +games which kept them in blissful danger of their lives. Twice the taxi +stopped. Instantly a crowd gathered about it, and Barbara became an +embarrassed but amused centre of criticism and admiration. + +It became dark. The streets were less crowded. There were fewer lights. +There was an unpleasant smell of old fish and garbage. The people +Barbara now observed seemed each and all intent upon something or other. +They were not merely loafing in the pure evening air, but hurrying. +There were no more children. The taxi passed slowly (because of the +uneven pavement) through a short, narrow street. The few lights in this +street were nearly all red. + +Save for the light in Blizzard's manufactory, Marrow Lane was dark and +deserted. For some reason or other the city lights had gone out, or had +been passed over by the lamplighter. + +Through the glazed door Barbara saw the vast black shadow of Blizzard's +profile on the white wall of his office. There was no bell. She turned +the knob and pushed open the door. A bell clanged almost in her ear with +fierce suddenness. It was like an alarm. Her heart beat the quicker for +it; the number of her respirations increased. She was sorry that she had +come. She was frightened; still she stepped through the door-way, and +called in her clear? resolute voice: + +"Mr. Blizzard! It's Miss Ferris." + +His vast shadow remained motionless like a stain on the wall. And for a +moment he did not answer. Could she have seen his face itself, instead +of only its shadow, she must have turned with a cry of fear and found +that the door which had closed behind her, clanging its bell, was +locked, and that there was no escape that way. + +If she had turned her head she must have seen that her taxi had gone +quietly away. + +[Illustration: In the dim light she looked wonderfully young and +beautiful.] + +In the dim light she looked wonderfully young and beautiful. The parted +opera-cloak disclosed her round straight throat and the broad smooth +modelling of the neck from which it rose. She seemed taller and more +stately than in street-dress, and at once younger, more defenceless, +more virginal. There was not enough light in the place to bring out the +contrasting colors of her hair. She looked like a black-haired beauty +with ivory-white skin, instead of an amber, red, and brown beauty, with +rosy, brown skin. Her head, small, round, and carried very high, lent +her an air of extraordinary breeding and distinction. She had no thought +for the short rose-brocade train of her dinner-dress, and let it trail +over the dirty floor. + +"Mr. Blizzard!" + +This time he answered. It sounded less like a voice than the hoarse bass +croak of a very enormous bull-frog. + +"Please step this way." + +Her head, if anything, a little higher than ever, she walked swiftly +forward right into the legless man's office. + +His face was very white, swollen, it looked, and blotched with purple. +The veins in his forehead looked like mountain ranges on a +topographical map. + +"I've only a minute," said Barbara. + +He lowered his head now over his ledger, but said nothing. Then he +looked up and into her face steadily, and one by one the purple blotches +in his own face paled, and vanished, like the extinguishing of as many +hellish lights. And then to Barbara's horror a low groan, more like a +dog's than a man's, passed his tightly pressed lips, came out, and was +cut short off, as if with a keen knife. + +"Are you sick?" she asked, not kindly, but imperatively and with a tone, +perhaps, of disgust. + +"Yes," said the legless man briefly, but without going into any +explanation of his ailment. "You came to tell me that I mustn't go away +till the bust is finished. Is that it?" + +Barbara felt more at her ease. "Yes," she said, "I am selfish about it. +It means so much to me." + +"Well, you needn't have come," said Blizzard, and it was almost as if he +was angry with her for having done so. "I've changed my plans. I've had +to change them. I stay." + +Barbara was immensely pleased. "I wish I could tell you how glad I am," +she said. + +"The thing now," said Blizzard, "is to get you back to your house. You +shouldn't have come to this part of the city at all; and especially not +dressed like that. But you didn't stop to think. You had an idea in your +head. And you came. Did anybody know where you were going when you +left home?" + +She shook her head. + +"Something dreadful might have happened to you," he said, and a curious +smile played about his mouth for a moment, "and no one the wiser. +Suppose you hadn't found me here to look after you? Suppose you'd found +some drunken crook just out of Sing Sing, or something worse?" + +"But I _did_ find you," said Barbara, "and all is well." + +"Yes--yes," he said, "all _is_ well. And you may thank your stars for +that. Why didn't you tell your taxi to wait?" + +"But I did." + +Again the curious smile flickered about the legless man's mouth. "Well, +he's gone." + +Barbara followed the lead of Blizzard's eyes, and saw that the street in +front of his manufactory was empty. He reached for his crutches, and +swung himself down from his chair. + +"Perhaps he's dropped down to Jake's saloon. Wait here. I'll see." + +The bell of the outer door clanged with horrid suddenness. And then she +heard a piercing loud whistle twice repeated. And a few moments later +the sound of a motor. + +"All right, Miss Ferris, I've got him." + +She drew her cloak together, and joined the legless man on the sidewalk. + +"Thank you very much," she said, "and good-by till to-morrow." + +The taxicab driver's face had no expression whatever. He who understood +driving so well could not make out what the master was driving at. + +Blizzard held open the door of the taxi, and Barbara got in. But he did +not at once close the door. Instead he turned his head and looked up the +street. Then he called out sharply: + +"Hurry up! Can't you see the lady's waiting." + +One came, running; a tall well-built youth, with an expression on his +face of cool, cynical courage and good humor. + +"Miss Ferris," said Blizzard, "this young fellow will ride in with you +if you don't mind. You can drop him when you get out of the East Side, +and reach your own part of the city. He will see that no harm comes to +you. If you ask him questions he will answer them. Otherwise he will not +speak unless you wish." + +The youth grinned a little sheepishly, and Barbara made room for him on +the seat beside her. + +"He will answer for your safety," continued the legless man, "with his +ears. Where to?" + +She gave the number of the house at which she was to dine, and the +legless man repeated it to the driver. + +"Good-night, Mr. Blizzard, and thank you." + +"Good-night, Miss Ferris, and welcome." + +The legless man watched the taxicab until it had rounded the corner of +Marrow Lane. Then he looked upward at the stars for a while. Then he +swung slowly and wearily back into his rookery, and having extinguished +the light, sat for a long time in the dark. + +What was it that had come over the man to let his victim escape when she +was so mercilessly in his power? Ask the stars to which he turned. Ask +the darkness in which he sits, alone, thinking. Better, perhaps, ask the +man's warped and tormented soul. + +[Illustration: He turned with one foot on the sidewalk, and one in the +cab.... "Here I wishes you salutations ..."] + +It seems that while he sat in his office waiting for her, a champion +rose up to defend her, a champion in his own heart. A champion who +made such headway against the brute's lawless and beastly intention as +to overthrow it. + +Blizzard was in the power of that which all his mature life he had +feared more than hanging or the electric chair, more even than prisons. +He had fallen quietly, even gently, in love. + +"I'm not going to ask you any questions," said Barbara, "because I don't +think of any. But if you like to talk, please do." + +Without comment or preamble the youth who was to answer for her safety +with his ears, began to talk. + +"Might have knocked me over with a feather," he said, "to find a lady +like you sitting in a cab in front o' Blizzard's place. At first look I +says to myself: 'One o' these high-fliers I've heard talk about that +likes to fly low.' Then I flings your eyes one penetrating peep, and +says to myself: ''Spect she ain't one o' that kind.' And I make out just +this about you that you're O.K. from A to Xylophone, and I takes this +opportunity to remark aloud to myself that I don't know what your game +is, and it's none o' my haterogeneous business, but if I was you I'd cut +Marrow Lane out o' my itenerary, and stay home nights playin' a quiet +rubber o' tiddle winks-the-barber." + +Barbara laughed gayly. "Everybody," she said, "thinks that my friend, +Mr. Blizzard, is a very bad man. But he does nothing to prove it. He +has been very considerate of me in every way." + +"Did I say anything against Blizzard? You'll tell him I did? Not you. +And I did not. If it _wasn't_ for him, I says, Marrow Lane _would_ be +hell's kitchen, and on the chanct that he ain't always going to be on +the spot, nor me, cut it out, I says. But," continued the talkative +youth, "in case you don't cut it out, in case you're ever in trouble +down our way you take this," bluntly he handed her a small, dark metal +whistle, "and blow her good. I knows the note, and if my ears is on the +job, you gets help. You gets it sudden. You gets it good. And here, +without fear or comment, I leaves you." + +He signalled to the driver to stop. They had reached the southern +boundary of Washington Square. Barbara held out her hand. She was +greatly taken with her escort. + +"And whom," she said, "am I thanking for the whistle?" + +"Kid Shannon." + +"Don't tell me," said Barbara, "that _you're_ the man who put Hook +Hammersley out in the third!" + +"A right to the solar plexus," said Kid Shannon simply, "to bring him in +range and a left to the jaw. Even his friends admits that he begun to +take his gloves off while he was still in the air. But I'm in the saloon +business now, if it's all the same to you, having been light-weight +champion, and spoke a monologue over three circuits--nice-behaved ladies +and gentlemen o' both sexes always welcome, pay as you consume; but +for you or any friends o' yours the drinks will be on the house." + +[Illustration: Wilmot Allen took her into dinner, and looked much love +at her, and talked much nonsense.] + +He turned with one foot on the sidewalk, and one in the cab. + +"Lady," he said, "what I've poured in jest, drink in earnest. All that's +yellow isn't butter. But if anybody was to ask you--say, a man who shall +be as nameless as he is legless--what I says to you during our +discursive promenaid, you answer back and say, 'Kid Shannon, whenever I +speaks to him, merely says, "Ha! Hum!"--_or words to that effect_.' Here +I wishes you salutations, and may your life contain nothing but times +when you looks and feels your best." + +Barbara shook hands with him again. "Come to 17 McBurney Place," she +said, "some morning. Ask for Miss Ferris, and see what you think of the +bust she's making of Mr. Blizzard." She smiled mischievously. "He's +supposed to represent the devil just after falling into hell." + +Shannon nodded with complete understanding. "Then," said he, "I bet he +looks a ringer for Hook Hammersley that time he hit the resin." + +"Thank you for protecting me," said Barbara, "and for the whistle. Will +you tell the man to hurry, please? Thank you! Good-by." + +She was very late to her dinner, but much too amused with recent events +to care. And nobody could have made her believe that her going to +Blizzard's place had been fraught with terrible peril. She prized the +whistle that Kid Shannon had given her, and resolved that some time she +would adventure again into his part of the city, and see if she could +bring him running to her side. + +"I am sorry I am late," said Barbara, "but I couldn't help it." She +vouchsafed no further explanation, and because she was so young and +beautiful all those who had been kept waiting forgave her. + +Wilmot Allen took her in to dinner, and looked much love at her, and +talked much nonsense. He was, indeed, so gay and foolish that she +imagined that he must have got himself into trouble again. + + + + +XVII + + +Blizzard was an acute student of human nature. And a certain softening +in Barbara's manner toward him was proof that she had learned his story +from her father, and no longer regarded him as a stranger off the +streets, but as a human being definitely connected with her outlook upon +life. Still, the suggestion that their relations had changed did not +come from him, for he knew that pity or sympathy given by request lacks +the potency of that which is spontaneously offered. So he held his peace +in order that Barbara might be the first to speak, and during those days +his heart became filled with mad hopes for the future. + +Upon one thing he was determined, that when in the course of events +Barbara should touch upon her father's criminal mistake, he would +conceal, as something precious from a thief, the hatred and vengefulness +that were in him, and unroll for her benefit a character noble and +forgiving. He was content, or appeared content, day after day, for a +number of hours, to be with her, and to play the hypocrite so ably as to +defy detection. + +And Barbara, knowing how the man had been abused, guessing how he must +have suffered, and still suffered, came to look upon him, not indeed as +upon a person wholly noble, but as upon one who, with an impulse in the +right direction, had in him possibilities of great nobility. + +Just as a fine motor-car, perfect in mechanism, punctures a tire and is +stalled by the side of the road, so works of genius like Barbara's head +of Blizzard do not progress in one swift rush from start to finish. +There were whole mornings during which it seemed that things went +backward instead of forward, and when she was so discouraged that, had +it not been for the legless man's almost fiery confidence in her ability +to overcome all obstacles, she must have taken a hammer and pounded her +fine sketch back into the lump of clay from which it had been evolved. + +Blizzard's eyes had undergone a most thorough schooling. They had +learned, to the flicker of an eyelid, when Barbara was going to look +their way, and at such times were careful not to meet her eyes. When, +however, they knew her to be intent for a period upon the work and not +the model, they studied her always with zest, and always with more and +more understanding. + +Suddenly, one day, after he had been sitting motionless for half an +hour, the beggar broke his pose. + +"Please don't," she said. "I'm not through." + +In his eyes, soft and full of understanding, there was a gentle, if +masterful, smiling. "Yes, you are," he said, "for now. I haven't watched +you at work all these mornings without learning something about the way +you go at it. Do you know what a blind alley is?" + +"Yes," she said petulantly, "and I'm in one." + +"Quite so," said Blizzard. "And you're not taking the right way out. +First you tried to climb up the house on the right, then the house on +the left, and when I interrupted you, you were making a sixth effort to +shin up the lightning-rod of the house that blocks the alley." + +Barbara laughed. "But," she objected, "I've got to get out somehow--or +fake--or call the thing a fiasco, and give it up." + +"Of course you've got to get out," said Blizzard, "and it's very +simple." + +"Simple!" she exclaimed; "a lot you know about it." + +"Quite simple," he repeated; "you merely face about and walk out. In, +other words, remove that lump of mud which one day is going to be more +like my ear than my ear itself, and begin over." + +And it came home to Barbara that the man was right. "Thank you," she +said simply. "You're a great help. That is precisely what I shall do." + +"But don't do it now." + +"Why not?" + +"Because you've wasted the freshness of your early-morning zeal with +vain efforts. Destroy what you've done--there's always satisfaction in +that; but either leave the re-doing alone for to-day, or try +something else." + +"When," said Barbara, beginning to feel soothed and confident again, +"did I put myself in your hands for guidance?" + +"The moment you lost your presence of mind," said the beggar; "that's +when a woman always puts herself in a man's hands. Put a cloth over his +satanic majesty's portrait, and sit down and relax your muscles, and +talk to the devil himself." + +Barbara did as he commanded with the expression of a biddable child. She +flung herself into a deep chair, and drew a long, care-free breath. + +"There," she said, "I knew I wasn't fit." + +"You can't spend the night at a Country Club, dance till 4 A.M., catch +the 7 A.M. for town, and do good work--not always." + +"How did you know all that?" + +Blizzard laughed. "From a man," said he, "who had planned to rob the +Meadowbrook Club last night. There is a fine haul of scarf-pins, and +sleeve-links, and watches and money in the bachelors' quarters. He came +to me in great dejection and explained what very hard luck he had had. +He said the whole place was lit up and full of people and music, and no +chance for an honest man to earn a cent. I happened to ask if you were +there, and he said you were. The train was a guess, and so of course was +the 4 A.M. Will you take a piece of well-meant advice? Either be a +society girl or a sculptor. But don't burn the candle at both ends. You +even look tired, and that's nonsense at your age." + +He laughed like a boy. + +"They tell me," he said, "that I could do the new dances. They tell me +they are just like clinches in a prize-fight, and that only the novices +move their feet." + +Barbara's brows contracted. "I'm going to ask you a favor," she said. +"If you want to talk about your misfortune, God knows I'm ready to +listen. I feel some of the responsibility. But please don't joke about +it. We're friends, I think. And I like to forget that you're not exactly +like other people. And sometimes I do." + +"Truly?" His eyes were full of suppressed eagerness and elation. + +"Yes," she said, "when you talk high-mindedly and generously, as you +can, when you want to, I enjoy being with you, in touch with a mind so +much more knowing and able than my own. But, now we've made a beginning, +I'd really like to talk about--all this dreadful mess that's been made +of your life, and how things can be made easier for you, and for +my father." + +Figuratively, Blizzard's tongue went into his cheek at the mention of +Dr. Ferris, but the expression of his face underwent no change. "Of +course," he said simply, as if it was the most natural thing in the +world, "I have forgiven your father. He was very young--very +excitable--inexperienced." + +"_Actually"_ she said, "in your heart, you've forgiven him? And you're +not saying things just to make me comfortable?" + +"I am afraid," he confessed, "that I am too selfish to say or do things +just to make other people comfortable. Did you ever hate anybody?" + +"I think so." + +"Did you like it?" + +"For a while it was rather fun to think up things to do to the person, +and then it got to be disagreeable, and feverish, like a cut that's +festered, and then I made a strong effort, and found that hating was +very poor company and led nowhere." + +"Exactly," said the beggar. "Do you mind if I talk frankly? My hatred +for your father persisted a great many years, until I found that going +to bed with it every night and getting up with it every morning was a +slow poison that was affecting all the rest of me--my power to think out +a line of action, my power to stick to it, even my power to like people +that were good to me and faithful to my interests. I found that I was +beginning to hate everybody and everything in the world and the world +itself. Meanwhile, Miss Barbara, I did things that can never be undone." + +He was silent, and appeared to be turning over the leaves in the books +of his memory. Suddenly he spoke again. + +"And it was all so silly," he said, "so futile. The cure was in my head +all the time--just longing to be used. And fool that I was, I +didn't know it." + +"What was the cure?" + +"It was the sovereign cure for all our troubles, Miss Barbara--reason, +and crowds. Stand morning or evening at the entrance to the Brooklyn +Bridge--stand there with your trouble, and consider that among the +passers, better carried than yours, are troubles, far, far greater than +yours, more poignant, lives lived in dungeons deeper and more dark. Your +father has lived a life of most admirable utility: should he be hated +for one mistake? Suppose that it had been some other small boy's legs +that he wasted, instead of mine? Would I hate him for it? Why, no. I'd +say it's too bad. But since it was I that lost the legs I lost all sense +of proportion and justice and was a long time--a long time coming +back to it." + +"May I know what brought you round?" + +The beggar felt that he might dare a little. He smiled. "Of course. What +brought me around was the discovery that he had created something far, +far more important than what he had destroyed. At first I thought you +were like so many other girls of your class--well dressed, and good to +look at. Then that you had a very genuine talent, and were going to +count in the world. Then, and this is best, it came over me that you +were one girl in a million--that you would do whatever seemed right to +you, not without fear of criticism, and pain and sacrifice, but +regardless of them. And so, you see, the reparation is made. The father +hurt, and the daughter cured." + +Barbara's face had become very grave. "However wrong you are about my +character," she said, "the reparation is not yet made. And you may be +sure of this--that, whatever the criticism, I owe you friendship and +you shall have it," + +The beggar trembled inwardly, but he shook his head. "You could hardly +pull me up to a level," he said, "upon which friendship between us would +be possible. Imagine that I have sunk to the chin in mud, and that at +the last time of calling I have been pulled out. Still the mud clings +to me." + +"Nonsense," said Barbara, "you can be washed." + +They both laughed, and at once became grave again. + +"You don't know," he said, "what I've been or what I've done. You can't +even imagine." + +"That is not the point," said Barbara, "and this is: Are you sorry? If +you really have been rotten, do you want to be sound and fine? If you do +I'm your friend, and whatever help I can give you, you shall have." + +"If you knew," he said humbly, "how I dread the bust being finished! +I'll be like a child stealing a ride by the strength of his arms, I'll +have to drop off then--won't I?--back into the mud." + +"I'm not offering you friendship," she said, "merely while you are +useful to me. Do well, Mr. Blizzard, and do good, and I will always be +your friend." + +"Do you believe that I want to do well, that I want to do good? That I +want to wipe the past from the slate?" + +"You have only to tell me," she said loyally, "and I shall believe." + +"Then I tell you," he said, and Barbara jumped impulsively to her feet +and shook hands with him. + +"And I may come to you," he pleaded, "for advice, and help? Old habits +are hard to shake. My friends are thieves, crooks, and grafters. My +sources of income are not clean. Even now I have dishonest irons in the +fire. Shall I pull them out?" + +"Of course." + +"But people who have trusted me will be hurt." + +"You must work those problems out in your own conscience." + +To Blizzard, believing that he was actually making progress into the +fastnesses of her heart, and that he might in time gain his ends by +propinquity and his own undeniable force and personality, a sudden, +cheeky knocking upon the door proved intensely irritating. It was a very +small messenger-boy with a box of jonquils. Blizzard watched very +closely the expression of Barbara's face while she opened the box. She +held up the flowers for him to see. + +"Aren't they pretty?" she said. + +"They are very pretty," said Blizzard, and he found it difficult to +control his voice. "And it was very sweet of him to send them. Isn't +that the rest of the speech?" + +"Of course," said Barbara gayly. + +She lifted the flowers until the lower half of her face was hidden. + +"Mr. Allen, I suppose," said the beggar. + +"Why should you suppose that?" said Barbara, a little coldly. "There is +no card." + +Blizzard felt his mistake. And Barbara felt that he felt it. She went +into the next room for a vase of water, and returned presently with +heightened color. She had heard Harry West's slow grave voice explaining +something to Bubbles. Her heart told her that West had sent the flowers, +and she meant to get rid of Blizzard and find out. So, the vase of +flowers in one hand, she held out the other to him, and said: + +"To-morrow." + +Blizzard was loath to go, but he felt that there was a certain finality +in her voice, and he swung out of the studio, his heart gnawed +with jealousy. + + + + +XVIII + + +Through Bubbles, Harry West received the happy news that Miss Ferris +wished to speak with him. But when he saw her with the vase of jonquils +in her hand, and the empty box in which they had come at her feet, his +stout heart failed him a little. + +"Mr. West," said Barbara, "some person is annoying me." + +"Annoying you?" + +"I am continually receiving flowers without card or comment." + +"Is it the flowers which annoy you or the lack of comment?" + +"I love the flowers, but anything in the shape of anonymity is unfair, +and I resent it." + +"I can think of cases," said West, "in which a man might properly send +flowers without disclosing his identity--just as I may pass a fine +statue and praise it, without telling the statue who I am." He smiled. + +"Flowers don't resemble statues in the least, and your comparison is +unnaturally far-fetched. Another thing, and this annoys me even more: my +secretive friend sends flowers from the cheapest florist he can find. I +argue from this that he is poor, and cannot afford to send me flowers +at all." + +"Perhaps his home and business in the city are too far from the Fifth +Avenue shops." + +"You are not saying gallant things, Mr. West. I--an unprotected young +woman--tell you that I am being annoyed by a strange man. Instead of +flying into a chivalrous rage and threatening to wring his neck when you +catch him, you stand up for him. Very well. I shall set Bubbles to find +out who the man is, and take my own steps in the matter." + +Her expression was grave and unruffled, though a certain look of +amusement might have been detected in her eyes, by a youth less +embarrassed than Mr. West was. + +"Don't do that," he said; "Bubbles could never find out. You wish to +know who is sending you flowers?" + +"Very much. Can _you_ find out?" + +"I think so. I mean, I'm sure I can." + +"And when you have found him will you point out to him that in the +future he must be open and above-board, or something disagreeable will +be done to him?" + +Mr. West bowed humbly. + +"How long," she asked, "will it take you to run the creature down?" + +"Well," said Mr. West, "I could go to the florist whose name is on the +box, show my badge, and exact a description of the man who bought the +flowers. Then I could give you the description, and if you knew any +such man--" + +"The florist," said Barbara, her expression Sphinx-like, "is just +'round the corner." + +"I hear," said Mr. West, "and I obey." + +"I will read a book till you come back," said Barbara. + +But she didn't read a book; she leaned instead from a window and watched +for Mr. West to come out of the studio-building. He came presently, but +did not turn east in search of the florist. Neither did he descend the +steps. Instead, he took out his watch and sat down, and waited. Barbara +in great glee watched him for ten minutes. She was possessed of a +devilish longing to fashion out of paper a small water-bomb and drop it +on his head. Memories of water-bombs brought up memories of Wilmot Allen +and old days. She drew back from the window and was no longer gleeful. +Why should men trouble her heart, since she wished and had elected to +live, not a woman's life but a man's? She paced the studio, her soul at +odds with the rest of her. + +Had she ever encouraged Wilmot? Yes. West? Yes. And about a dozen +others. And here she struck her left palm with her right fist. She had +even encouraged a man who had committed all the crimes in the calendar +and was only half a man at that! Half a man? She was not sure. There was +a certain compelling force about him which at times made him seem more +of a man to her than all the rest of them put together. "I can't imagine +him in love," she thought. "It's really too revolting. But if he was, I +can imagine nothing that he would let stand in his way, I wonder if he +is married. And if he is I pity her. And yet she could say to other +women, 'My husband is a man,' and most of the women I know can't +say that." + +And she remembered her father's perfectly ridiculous suggestion that +perhaps the man so wronged by him had lifted his eyes to herself. The +idea no longer seemed ridiculous; but quite possible and equally +dreadful. She made up her mind that she would sacrifice her immediate +chances of recognition and fame and tell the beggar to discontinue his +visits. Then she withdrew the cloth from her work, and it seemed to her +that what she had made was alive and had about it a certain sublimity, +and that to surrender now was beyond her strength. She had a moment of +exultation, and she thought: "In a hundred years my body will be dust. +It doesn't matter what becomes of it now or hereafter; but people will +gather in front of this head, and artists will come from all over the +world to see it. And there will be plaster casts of it in city museums +and village libraries. And I suppose I'm the most conceited idiot in the +world, but--but it's good. I _know_ it's good!" + +She had forgotten West, and Allen, and Blizzard, so that when the +first-named knocked, she had some ado to come out of the clouds and +recall what they had been talking about. Then, not wishing to drive West +into a lie, she said only: + +"Have you the man's description?" + +"He is not," said West gravely, "a man in your station in life. He is, +I imagine, some young fellow to whom, in passing, you have been +carelessly gracious." + +"Is he handsome?" Mischief had returned to her mind. + +"He is only bigger and stronger than usual." + +"Dark or light?" + +"Medium." + +"And how long did it take you to find out all these interesting items?" + +"Twelve minutes," said West gravely. + +"By the clock?" + +"By a dollar watch.... Miss Ferris, I haven't done right. I'm not doing +right." + +This came very suddenly. He had lowered his fine head and was frowning, + +"I'm the man who's been sending you flowers. I didn't know it was wrong. +I'm not a gentleman. But once I'd seen you, I could never see flowers +without thinking of you, so I kept sending them, hoping that they would +give you pleasure for their own sake. I had no business even to look at +you. To win the kind of race I'm up against, a man ought to keep his +eyes in the boat, and not look right or left till his race is won or +lost. And even then it ought to be right or left that he looks, and not +up, and certainly not down. I didn't keep my eyes in the boat. I looked +up, 'way up, and saw you, and caught a crab that threw the whole boat +out of trim. I've no excuse, only this--that I haven't ever before even +looked right or left or down. But it's all right now. Nobody's hurt. I +won't come any more to watch over you. The lines are closing round +Blizzard, and he knows it. His claws are pulled. He's got to toe a +chalk-line, and you're as safe with him as with the Bishop of London." + +Barbara said nothing. She felt very unhappy. + +"One thing more. As long as I did forget the work in hand, as long as I +did look up, why, I'd like to thank God, in your presence, that it was +you I saw. Because in all the whole world there is nobody so beautiful +or so blind." + +He thrust out his hand almost roughly, caught hers, said good-by, and +turned to go. + +"Please wait," said Barbara. And she said it quite contrary to reason, +which told her that it would be kinder to let the young man go +without comments. + +"You've done nothing wrong," she went on, "and I can't help being +pleased by the flowers and knowing that you think I am all sorts of +things that I'm not. If you really like me a good deal, don't go away +looking as if the world had come to an end. I think you are a fine +person, and I shall always be glad to be your friend." + +There was agony in West's eyes. "My friendship," he said, "can never be +any special pleasure to you. And seeing you--even once a year--would +keep alive things that hurt me, and that never ought to have been born, +and that were better dead." + +"'Faint heart--'" Barbara began, and could have bitten out her tongue, +since she had so often promised herself that she would never again +encourage anybody. + +The agony died in Harry West's eyes, and there came instead a look of +great gentleness, compassion, and understanding. + +"May I say things to you that are none of my business?" he asked. She +nodded briefly, and he went on: "You mustn't say things like that. You +have a race to row, too, but your beautiful eyes are all over +the place!" + +"I knew I was a rotter," said Barbara, "but I didn't know it was obvious +to everybody." + +"To eyes," said West gently, "in a certain condition lots of things are +obvious that other people wouldn't see. May I still say things?" + +"Don't spare me." + +"You love to attract men. And if you happen to hurt them, you think you +are a rotter. That isn't true. You're being pulled two ways. Art pulls +you one--the way you _think_ you want to go--and nature pulls you the +way you really want to go. Men attract you to a certain extent. I can +almost feel that--and you tire of them, and think it's because you +haven't got the capacity for really caring. That isn't true either. You +have infinite capacities for caring, but as yet you haven't been +attracted to the man you are really going to care for." + +Barbara looked him straight in the eyes. "How do you know I haven't?" + +He returned the look, as if doubting what he should say or do. Then he +drew a deep breath to steady himself. + +"Perhaps you have. But I know very well that it is not the man you +think, at this moment. You are in the hunting stage, and you didn't know +it. Now that you do know--unless I am greatly mistaken--I think you will +try very hard not to hurt people, not to let them have wild dreams of +something doing in the future." + +"But if I really think--" + +"Then be secret until you _know_." + +"And if everything that is me seems to be going out to a certain man--" + +"Then be secret until it has really gone out to him." + +"I don't know why I let you talk to me like this." + +"There you go again," he said, and she bit her lips. "It is very awful +for me," he said, "to think that I have raised my voice in any criticism +or disparagement of you." + +"Oh, it's all true, and it's all deserved." + +"But you are like that. And all at the same time it's your greatest +strength and your greatest weakness, and for the right man, when he +comes along, it will be his greatest treasure.... I don't like to say +good-by. It comes hard." + +"If I said, 'Don't say good-by,' would I be breaking the rules?" + +"Yes," he said, "for I could never be the right man." + +[Illustration: When Bubbles had trotted off, she dropped into her chair +and cried.] + +"Not even if--" + +"Not even if--and you will have forgotten any kindness that you felt for +me, while I am still wondering why the city is so empty, that once +seemed so full." + +The tears sprang into Barbara's eyes. "Is there anything about me that +you don't know?" she asked bitterly. + +"Oh, yes," he said. + +"Do you know that if you asked me to marry you, I should say yes?" + +"And I know that I am not going to ask you. There are two reasons. You +don't love me. And I do love you." + +Her arms dropped limply to her sides. + +"And it shall never be said of me," he said proudly, "that I dragged any +one down.... Will you promise me something?" + +"If you care to trust me to keep promises or to do anything that's right +and honest." + +"Only promise to keep your eyes in the boat. Don't help a poor dog of a +man into love with you. And don't help yourself into love with him. When +the right man comes along, he will _make_ you love him, and then you +will be sure." + +"I will promise," said Barbara simply, "and I never knew how rotten I +was. And I'm glad you've told me. If it's any comfort to you--you've +helped. And nobody ever helped before. I shall always be proud to +remember that you loved me. And I'll keep my eyes in the boat." + +"And that," said Mr. West, "is where I'll keep mine, only, if it's +nothing to you, I'll remember sometimes how the moon looked that time I +looked up." + +She stood uncertain. + +"It's kind of awkward," he said, "sometimes to make a clean break. Good +luck to you. And don't feel sorry about me. And be true to yourself. And +if you ever really need me for anything tell Bubbles. He knows where to +find me, when anybody does." + +A few minutes later Barbara was asking Bubbles if he happened to know +Mr. Harry West's address. + +"He won't be coming back here," she said, "and I want to send him a +book." + +"I'll deliver it," said Bubbles. "He don't keep no regular address. You +have to catch him on the run." + +"Very well," she said, "take him this, with my very best thanks and my +very best wishes." + +And she gave Bubbles a charmingly bound copy of Rostand's "Far-Away +Princess," and when Bubbles had trotted off, she dropped into her chair +and cried because she thought she had broken poor West's heart. But +there was stern stuff in his heart, and exultation, for he knew that in +the supreme test of his life, he had thought only of--her. + + + + +XIX + + +"There, everything is understood," said Blizzard; "we are agreed upon +the 15th of next January. And you can bring enough men on from the West +to do the work?" + +O'Hagan, thick-set, black, bristling, nodded across the table. "You have +guaranteed the money and the hats," he said; "I will guarantee the men. +What's behind that door?" + +"Nothing but a junk-closet," said Blizzard. "Drink something." + +O'Hagan poured three fingers of dark whiskey into a short glass and +drank it at one gulp. "After that one," he said, "the wagon until +the 15th." + +"Yes," said Blizzard with some grimness. "There must be no frolicking. +And mind this, Jimmie: the more good American citizens who don't speak +English that you can corral the better. We don't want intelligence. We +want blind obedience with a hope of gain. And they mustn't know what +they are to do till it's time to do it. They should begin to come into +the city by the middle of December, a few at a time. Let 'em come to me +half a dozen at once for money, weapons, and orders." + +Again O'Hagan nodded. This time he rose, and the two shook hands across +the table. O'Hagan seemed to labor under a certain emotion; but +Blizzard was calm, + +"Keep me posted," he said, "and for God's sake, Jimmie, cut out the +little things. You're in big now. Forget your troubles and your wrongs. +Leave liquor alone and dynamite. Remember that on the 15th of next +January you and I'll be square at last with law and order and +oppression. Good luck to you!" + +When O'Hagan had gone Blizzard moved his chair so that it faced the door +of the junk-closet. And he smiled occasionally as if he were one of an +audience at some diverting play. From time to time he took a drink of +whiskey and licked his lips. An hour passed, two hours, and always the +legless man kept his agate eyes upon the closet door. + +When two hours and fifteen minutes had gone, he drew an automatic pistol +from his pocket, and held it ready for instant use. A few minutes later, +finding his original plan of humor a little tedious in the working out, +he spoke in a clear, incisive voice: + +"Better come out of that now or I shall begin to shoot." + +The door opened, and Rose staggered into the room. After a short pause, +during which she swayed and gasped for breath, an automatic pistol fell +with a clatter from her nerveless fingers. She sank to the floor all in +a heap and began to cry hysterically. + +[Illustration: The door opened, and Rose staggered into the room] + +Blizzard slid from his chair and secured her pistol. His face wore an +expression of amused tolerance. "Tell me all about it," he said. "Crying +_can't_ do any good, and talking may. You hid in the closet to +listen. It's not the first time. I found one of your combs, and saw +where you'd brushed away the dirt so's not to spoil your dress. Now I'd +like to know how much you know, and whom you've told it to?" + +"What's the use?" said Rose with sudden desperation. "You've got +me--nobody'll ever know from me what I've heard to-night. You're going +to kill me." + +"I doubt it," said Blizzard. "Now look up and tell me all about +everything." + +"Well," she said, "I've been spying on you." + +"I know that. I knew that the day you came. When you said you loved me I +knew you were lying." + +"At first," she said, "I passed over everything I could find out about +you. It wasn't much." + +"I took care of that." + +"Then I made up things--just to keep the others from knowing I wasn't +playing fair. I wanted to put that off as long as I could. Anything I +really found out--like your first talk with O'Hagan--I just kept to +myself. I know I lied to you the first day. But I'm not lying now." + +The legless man smiled tolerantly. "Why did you keep on trying to find +out things--if you didn't mean to use them?" + +"Because I wanted to know all about you, what you were doing, what your +interests were. I thought I could be more useful to you that way." + +"It's a good thing for you, Rose," said Blizzard, "that I guessed all +this. If I hadn't you wouldn't be alive now. And so, now that you've +gotten to know me pretty well, there's something about me, is there, +that's knocked your ambitions galley-west?" + +"I had friends that trusted me," she said, "and I've played double with +them. And now I've got only you." + +"Tell me one thing," and Blizzard asked the question with some +eagerness, "what particular quality of mine got you to feeling this way +about me?" + +"I guess it's every quality now," said Rose, "but it started with me the +first time I heard you play, and knew that, whatever you'd been and +done, and were planning to do, you had a soul above it all. And I knew +that if your soul had ever had a fair chance you'd have been more like a +god than a man." + +"Well, well," said Blizzard after a long silence, "perhaps. Who knows! +And so it was the music that changed your heart? Well, why not? Nobody +makes better music--unless it's Hofman." + +The idea of appealing to the heart of quite another girl through his +music filled the legless man with a wild hoping. Why not? If he could +play himself clean out of hell whenever he pleased, why not another? He +would not tell her the possibilities of nobility that yet remained in +him. He would play them to her. + +"Rose," he said, "you're the best pedaller I ever had. You've got music +in you. We'll practise up and give a concert. I'll ask some nobs in. +We'll turn the piano so that seeing how the pedalling is done won't +distract their attention from the music. But they won't hear our music, +Rose. It will be better than that. They shall roll in it, bathe in it, +see heaven!" + +"That's what I saw." + +Blizzard's agate eyes glinted with a strange light. It was as if the +beast in him was fighting with the God. But gradually all mercifulness, +all-pity, went out, and the fires which remained were not good to see. + +He kissed her and she kissed him back. + + + + +XX + + +Feeling that she had been working too hard, being in much distress about +Harry West, and in some for herself, and learning that Wilmot Allen was +to be of the party, Barbara told Blizzard, at the end of his sitting on +Friday, that he need not come Saturday, as she was going to spend the +week-end with the Bruces at Meadowbrook. + +"I'm dog-tired," she said, "and that's the same as being discouraged. We +both need a rest. Things have been at a stand-still nearly all +the week." + +"I think you are right about yourself," said Blizzard, "but won't your +gay friends keep you up till all hours?" + +"They will _not_" said Barbara, "and it won't be gay. During a falling +market there are never more than two happy people at the largest Long +Island house-party. The men will sit by themselves and drink very +solemnly. The women will sit by themselves and yawn till ten o'clock. It +will be very boring and very restful." + +"Speaking of falling markets, is my friend Mr. Allen to be among those +present? I understand that he has been very hard hit." + +"I don't know about that," said Barbara. "He often is. Yes, he is to be +among those present, and I'm really going just to have a chance to +talk to him." + +"_With_ him or _to_ him?" asked Blizzard with one of his sudden, +dazzling smiles. + +"_To_ him," said Barbara, also smiling, "I, too, have listened to tales +out of school, and since he is my oldest friend, and probably my best, +he must be straightened out." + +"A little absence from New York, perhaps," suggested Blizzard, and +watched her face closely. + +"Do you think so? It doesn't seem to me necessary to run away in order +to straighten out." + +"Mr. Allen," said Blizzard, "should swear off stock-gambling, and marry +a rich girl." + +"He's not that kind," said Barbara simply. And this swift, loyal +statement did not please the beggar, since it argued more to his mind of +the faith that goes with love than of that appertaining to friendship. +He felt a sharp stab of jealousy, and had some ado to keep the pain of +it from showing in his face. + +"Well," he said, "if anybody can help him, you can. And if you can't, +send him to me. Oh, we've had dealings before now. I was even of real +service to him once." + +"If that is true," Barbara thought, "it's rather rotten of Wilmot to +keep running this poor soul down." + +Blizzard left with obvious reluctance. Two whole days without a sight of +Miss Ferris seemed a very long time to him. "I shall miss these morning +loafings." + +"Is that what you call posing?" + +"What else? You loaf now. Good luck to the tired eye and hand." + +"Thank you," said Barbara. "Next week we'll see if we can't really get +somewhere." + +"We shall try," said Blizzard. He turned at the door. "I want to play +for you some time," he said. "May I?" + +"Why, yes--of course." + +"At my place," he said. "I have a new piano in; it's very good. You see, +I pound four or five of them to pieces in the course of a year. I +thought perhaps you'd bring two or three or more of your friends who +like music, I know _you_ do. I'll give you supper. Your friends might +think it was a good slumming spree to come to a concert at my house. And +I particularly want to play for you. I go for weeks without playing, and +then the wish comes." + +She longed to ask him how he worked the pedals, and had to bite the +question back. + +He laughed, reading her mind. "If you come," he said, "I will try to +make you forget what I am--even what I look like. I should like you to +know what I might have been--what I still might be." He went out +abruptly and closed the door after him. + +Barbara mused for a minute and then rang for Bubbles. "I'm going out of +town for over Sunday," she said. "What will you do?" + +"Me and Harry," said he, "is going down to the sea swimming." + +"Please give Harry my best wishes, Bubbles." + +The great eyes held hers for a minute and were turned away. He was sharp +enough to know that through one of his idols the other had been hurt. +And he found the knowledge sorrowful and heavy. + +"I'll do that," he said solemnly. + +That afternoon Wilmot Allen drove Barbara down to Meadowbrook. He had +borrowed a sixty-horse-power runabout for the occasion, but displayed no +anxiety to put the machine through its higher paces. "I've had a rough +week," he said, "and my nerves are shaky. Do you mind if we take +our time?" + +"No," said Barbara, "my nerves are shaky, too. And I want to talk to you +without having the words blown out of my mouth and scattered all over +Long Island." + +He bowed over the steering-wheel, and said: "It's good to know that you +_want_ to talk to me. Is it to be about you, about me--or us?" + +Barbara leaned luxuriously against the scientifically placed cushion, +all her muscles relaxed. "You," she said, "are to play several +parts, Wilmot." + +"And always one," he answered softly. + +"Not now," she said, "please. First you are to play priest, and listen +to confession. Then you are to confess, or I am to do it for you, and +receive penance." + +"While I'm priest," he said, "do I impose any penance on you?" + +"I'll listen to suggestions," said she, "that point toward absolution." + +"I am now clothed In my priestly outfit," said Wilmot; "you have +entered the confessional. I listen." + +Very simply, without preamble, she plunged into her affair with Harry +West. And Wilmot listened, his head bent forward over the +steering-wheel. It was not pleasant for him to learn that she had +thought herself seriously in love with another man, and was not now in +the least sure of her feelings toward him. + +"I cried almost all night," she said; "it didn't seem as if I could bear +it." + +"How about the next night, Barbs?" + +"Oh, I slept," she said, "or thought about work." + +"And he told you that you mustn't see each other anymore?" + +"Yes." + +"I think he was right, Barbs. I don't believe you really love him, dear. +If you did you would have cried for many nights and days--felt like it, +I mean, all the time. Men attract you--they drop out for some reason or +other--and so on. I know pretty well." + +"That's just what he said," said Barbara, "and it's true, Wilmot. I'm +almost sure now that I don't really love him. And that's ugly enough. +But it's worse to think that he really loves me, and that it's +my fault." + +Wilmot Allen did not make the mistake of saying that it was not her +fault. "It just shows, Barbs dear," he said, "that it's time to pull up. +You've got more darned temperament than anybody I ever saw. It's a +great weapon, but you've got to learn to control it, and not swing it +wild and hurt people." + +"That's what he said." + +"Well, he seems to be a sensible fellow, and a fine fellow, and to have +thought of you rather than himself. You told him you'd marry him if he +asked you? Now, Barbs, listen to me. That was a fool thing to say." + +"I know it" + +"Do you realize how lucky you are to have said it to West instead of to +some other fellow who happened to be on the make? You've come through +your young life almost entirely by good luck, not by good management. +You've run up against honorable men, instead of rotters. That's +the answer." + +"I should think, feeling this way, you'd hate and despise me." + +His hand left the steering-wheel and gave hers a swift pat. + +"Well, it's over," she said, "and I wanted you to know. I'm going to +pull back in my shell and be very dignified and honorable. If anybody +wants to get hurt through me, they've got to hurt themselves." + +"You'll not try to see West any more?" + +"No," she said rather wearily, "that's over. And it's for the best. I've +had a good lesson. No man ought ever to take me seriously until I've +told him every day for a year that I love him. Maybe two years." + +"Just tell me _once_--" he began + +"Don't," she said, "please. Now you confess." + +"Well, Barbs," he said, "this week-end is a sort of good-by. I'm in very +deep, and I'm going to a new place to live a new life." + +"Well!" she exclaimed, "you're not running away?" + +"Only from temptation," he said. "I have spoken to all my creditors but +one, and they have behaved decently and kindly. Wherever I go I take my +obligations with me, and, God willing, they shall all be paid." + +"Oh," she said, "I think a man ought to make good in the midst of his +temptations." + +"Might just as well say that you ought to finish your bust of Blizzard +with one hand tied behind your back, since it's a constant temptation to +you to use both. You ought also to be blindfolded and to work in the +dark, since you are constantly tempted to look at your model and see +what you are doing." + +"I shall miss you," she said simply, "like everything. Why--" + +"Why what?" + +"It fills the future with blanks that can't be filled in." + +"That may or may not be, Barbs. If they can't be filled in, you will +write to me, and I will come back." + +"But I don't mean--" + +"I don't believe you know what you mean. But you aren't Barbs now; you +are my confessor. I confess to you, then, that I am in pretty much the +same boat with Harry West. I am going away, partly, to get over you--if +I can. Love is a fire. Feed it, and it grows. Let it alone, and it dies. +Confessor, there is a certain girl--one Barbara Ferris, I love her with +all my heart and soul and have so done for many years. Since this leads +to happiness for neither of us, I am going to cut her out of my life." + +"Wilmot! Are you speaking seriously? You're not going to write to me? +I'll have no news of you? Not know how you are getting on? Not know if +you are sick or well?" + +"The first night," said Wilmot, "you cried. The second you slept and +thought about work." + +"But you are my oldest friend and my best. Whatever we are to each +other, we are that--best friends. We have our roots so deep in the +happenings of years and years that we can't be moved--and get away +with it." + +"We shall see," said Wilmot almost solemnly. "It isn't going to be easy +for me, either. But time will soon show. If after a year we find that we +cannot do without each other's friendship--why, then we must see each +other again. That's all there is to it." + +"At least you'll write?" + +He shook his head. + +"But I will." + +"No, Barbs. The sight of your writing would be too much fuel for the +fire." + +She was silent for a quarter of a mile. She did not enjoy the idea of +being deliberately cut out of Wilmot Allen's life and heart "Suppose," +she said, "that at the end of the year the fire is still +burning bright?" + +He slowed the car down so that he could turn and look at her. His face +looked very strong and stern. "In that case," he said, "I will come back +and marry you," + +"And supposing that meanwhile, in a fit of loneliness and mistaken zeal, +I shall have married some one else?" + +"If I feel about you as I do now," said Allen, "I will take you away +from him." + +Once more the car began to run swiftly, so swiftly that Wilmot could not +take his eyes from the road to look at Barbara's face. If he had, he +would have seen in her eyes an extraordinary look of trouble and +tenderness. + + + + +XXI + + +During the week-end Barbara and Allen were much together, to the +amusement of the other guests, who said: "_It's_ on again." But it was +not really. + +If Wilmot was going away, Barbara wished him to have good memories of +last times together to carry with him. And Wilmot, like a foolish fellow +who is going to swear off Monday, and in the meanwhile drinks to excess, +saw no reason why he should dress his wounds in the present, since, in +time to save his life, he was going to give them every attention +possible. That he was going to "get over" Barbara in a year he did not +believe. But observation and common-sense told him that life without her +must become easier and saner as time passed, and that to be forever +caught up or thrown down by her varying moods toward him had ceased to +be a self-respecting way of life. This is what common-sense and +experience told him; but his heart told him that he would love her +always, and that if he could not have her he must simply die. + +Sunday night, after she had gone to bed, Barbara lay in the darkness and +asked herself questions. Wilmot's life had not been fine, but his love +had been very fine, and for longer than she could remember. Would it not +be well to trust herself to such a love as that? Had she the right to +send it away begging? Would it not be better, since marriage is a +lottery, to grasp some things that in this case would be sure, instead +of leaving everything to chance? If he kept away from her long enough, +his love would probably die, or at least reduce itself to a state of +occasional melancholy agitation. But if she belonged to him it would +never die. Of this their whole past seemed a sure proof. If she married +him he would always love her and be faithful to her; for her part she +was wonderfully fond of him, and she believed that if she once actually +committed herself to his care, she would be a good wife to him, and a +loving. Then why not? She tried the effect of pretending that she had +promised to marry him and meant to keep her word, and she found that the +position, if only mentally, was strategically strong and secure. She +would make him happy; she herself would cease from troubling him and +other men. For her sake he would turn over new leaves and be everything +that was fine. She would be obedient and have no more difficult knots to +untangle for herself. Wilmot would simply cut them for her with a sure +word, one way or the other. + +She had not for a long time enjoyed so peaceful a night. Hours passed, +and she found that, without sleeping, she was becoming wonderfully +rested. For it is true that nothing so rests the thinker as +unselfish thinking. + +She had breakfast in her room, but was down in time to catch the +business men's train for town, or to be driven in Wilmot's borrowed +runabout, if he should ask her. He did, and amid shouts of farewell and +invitations to come again soon, they drove away together into the cool +bright morning. + +"Wilmot," Barbara said, when they had passed the last outpost of the +Bruces' shrubbery and whirled into the turnpike, "I spent most of last +night thinking." + +"You look fresh as a rosebud." + +She shook her head as if to shake off the dew, and said: "I feel more +rested than if I had slept soundly. If you will marry me, Wilmot, I will +make you a good wife." + +Wilmot's heart leaped into his throat with joy, and then dropped as if +into a deep abyss of doubt. For all her confessions to him, and for all +her promises of amendment, here was his darling Barbs unable to resist +the temptation of hurting him again. "One of her impulses," he thought, +and at once he was angry with her, and his heart yearned over her. + +"Are you going to be able to say that, Barbs," he said gently, "a year +from now, after we've been out of sight and hearing of each other all +that time?" + +"Wilmot," she said, "I'm not up to my old bad tricks. I am ready to give +you my word this time, and to keep faith. Only I'd like everything to be +done as soon as possible. I've been a very foolish girl, and perplexed +and tired, and I want to lean on you, if you'll let me. We'll have a +good life together, and I will keep my eyes in the boat." + +"A few days ago, Barbs," he said, "you thought that you were seriously +in love with another man." + +"I know," she said, "but I wasn't." + +"Are you in love with me now?" he asked wistfully. + +"I know that you will always be good to me, and love me. And that is +what I _know_ that I want." + +"Poor little Barbs," he said. + +"It seems to me rather," she said, "that I am now rich with chances of +happiness for us both. I want to make my oldest and most deserving +friend happy, and I trust him to make me happy." + +"It isn't love, dear?" + +"It's so much affection and friendship that perhaps it's better." She +turned her face away a little. "The best that marriage can end in is +affectionate companionship; why not begin with that, and so be sure of +it for always?" + +"If I had ever dreamed," said Wilmot unsteadily, "that you were going to +say things like this to me, I'd have dreamed that I went wild with +happiness, and drove you to the nearest clergyman. But now that you have +actually said what you have said, in real life, I find that I love you +more than ever, and that it is not compatible with so much love to take +you on a basis of friendship. You feel that you have hurt me more than +is possible for your conscience to bear, and you wish to make up for it. +Is that right?" + +"That's not all there is to it, Wilmot, by any means. But for heaven's +sake believe that I'm being altogether unselfish: but you know me too +well to believe anything so ridiculous." + +"I know you well enough," said Wilmot, "to worship the ground you walk +on. Not because my heart urges me, but my understanding. And I know you +would play the game, once you had given your word, and make me a +splendid wife. But what I have for you cannot be given to mere +friendship and submission, I should feel that I had sinned against my +love for you too greatly to be forgiven. You are closer to me than you +have ever been, my dear--and yet so far away that I can only look upward +as to a star, and despair of the distance. If there has been anything +fine in my life, it has been my love for you. And behold, you, with +every opposite intention, are tempting me to let that go rotten, too. +But, O my Barbs, if you could only love me!" + +Barbara drew a long breath. "I thought I was doing right." + +"You _have_ done right. It is for me to do right." + +"Well," she said, "I'm bitterly disappointed, and that's all there is to +it. Ought I to thank you for letting me off?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Then I thank you." + +Neither spoke for a long time. At last Barbara said: + +"When do you go West?" + +"In a very few days." + +"Then you will be able to go to Mr. Blizzard's party and hear him play." + +"Are you still determined on that?" + +"Why, yes. It will be fun. And besides, I haven't any husband to forbid +me." + +Wilmot's temper rose a little. "I'll go," he said shortly. "When will +the bust be finished? And the whole Blizzard episode?" + +"I'm sure I don't know," said Barbara patiently. "But I think the +Blizzard episode--as you call it--is rather a permanent friendship. I +find reasons to like him, and to admire him." + +Wilmot made no comment. He longed to speak evil of Blizzard, but the +fact of his financial obligation to the man kept him silent. He +contented himself with saying: "I'm glad that I haven't your artistic +judgment of character. One of these days you will learn, to your cost, +that men's judgment of a man is usually correct." + +"I wish he had legs," said Barbara. "I'd like to do Prometheus bound to +the rock." + +Wilmot's disgust was intense. "Do you mean to say--" he began, and then +checked himself. "Why not have your father graft a pair on him? He's +succeeded, by all accounts, in doing so for all sorts of beasts." + +"Do you know," said Barbara sweetly, "that is just what my father would +try to do for Mr. Blizzard if some interested person would only step +forward and supply the legs." + +"I dare say Blizzard would find a pair quickly enough, if he thought +they could be attached." + +"But how could he?" + +"Oh, I'm just joking, Miss Innocence. But, seriously, he could buy a +pair for a price. You can buy anything in this world--except love," + +Blizzard, sitting in the sun on the steps of 17 McBurney Place, watched +the pair approaching in the runabout, noted as they drew near the +affectionate seriousness of their attitude toward each other--for they +had stopped talking of him and returned to themselves--and his whole +being burned suddenly with a rage of jealousy. Controlling the +expression of his face, he rose upon his crutches and descended the +steps to greet Barbara at the curb. + +"Glad to see you!" said she. "And how about Wednesday night for the +party? Mr. Allen is coming, and I have asked three or four +other people." + +The legless man bowed and said: "Thank you. Wednesday at half-past +nine." + +He nodded affably to Allen, who returned the salute with all his +charming ease and courtesy. You might have mistaken them for two men who +really valued each other. + +"Miss Ferris," said Blizzard, "I shall be ready for work as soon as you. +I wish to ask Mr. Allen a question." + +Wilmot winced, since he noted a tone of command in Blizzard's voice, and +it jarred on him, and he said good-by to Barbara and watched her +disappear into the studio-building with a feeling of strong resentment +against the man who had to all intents and purposes dismissed her from +the scene. + +"Well?" he said curtly. + +But Blizzard, enjoying the childish satisfaction of having separated the +pair, was no longer in the mood to take offence. "I wish to make a +proposition to you," he said, "but at some length. Will you come to my +place at three o'clock this afternoon? It is easier for you to get about +than for me." + +"I am very busy," said Wilmot; "I am getting ready to go West." + +"So I have gathered. Have you anything definite in view?" + +"Not very," said Wilmot. "Nor any money to put it through with. About +the loan you were so kind as to make me, I can only say that I am going +to turn over a new leaf, and to work very hard at something or other. If +I have any luck you shall be paid." + +The legless man dismissed the matter of the loan with a backward toss of +his head. "If you've nothing definite in view," said he, "please come at +three o'clock, I have interests in the West--legitimate interests, and +influence. Perhaps I can put you in a way to clear up your debts." + +"Well, by George," said Wilmot, his good nature returning, "if that's +the idea, I'll turn up at three sharp. Sure thing." + + + + +XXII + + +Blizzard had upon his desk a specimen of the straw hats which the young +ladies of his establishment were kept so busy plaiting. At exactly three +o'clock he thrust it to one side, and at exactly the same moment the +bell of his street door clanged, and Wilmot Allen came in out of +the sunlight. + +"On time," said Blizzard, "thank you. Are you a judge of hats? Try that +one." + +Obediently Wilmot removed his own heavy yellowish straw, and substituted +the soft and pliant article indicated. It fitted him to perfection, and +the legless man smiled. + +"It's yours," he said; "fold it up, and put it in your pocket." + +"It'll break it." + +"Here. Let me show you." And Blizzard folded the hat as if it had been a +linen handkerchief. "Very handy thing," he said, "and only to be +obtained as a gift. Sit down," Wilmot thrust the hat into his inside +pocket and sat down on the beggar's left, facing the light. The faint +hum of girls talking at their work came from the back of the +establishment. A whirling fan buzzed and bumped. The weather had +turned very hot. + +"Young man," the beggar began abruptly, "if I had your legs I'd engage +in something more active and adventurous than the manufacture of straw +hats. Have you ever had the wish to be a soldier of fortune? To go about +the world redressing wrong, fighting upon the side of the oppressed?" + +"Of course," said Wilmot simply. + +"You are heavily in debt?" + +"Very." + +"Whatever I may say to you will go no further?" + +"No further." + +The legless man stroked his chin strongly with his thick fingers. "I am +engineering a little revolution," he said. "My own morals are +negligible. Any revolution that offered a profit would look good to me. +But in this case the revolutionary party _is_ oppressed, down-trodden, +robbed, starved, and murdered by conditions created by the party in +power. I am not yet at liberty to name you the part of the world in +which this state of affairs exists, that will be for later. Meanwhile, +if my proposition interests you, will you take my word for the place and +for the abuse of power? Indeed, the latter smells to heaven." + +"South America," said Wilmot, "is full of just such rottenness as you +describe. I suppose you're speaking of some South American republic?" + +"Maybe I am," said Blizzard, "and maybe I'm not. That will be for +later--for January 15th. On that date my soldiers of fortune will be +gathered in New York and told their destiny. I am hoping that you will +be one of the leaders." + +"I know nothing of soldiering." + +"Your record proves that you are a great hand with a rifle. It stands to +reason that you can teach the trick to others." + +"Possibly," said Wilmot, "to a certain extent." + +"I have," said Blizzard, "a number of scattered mining interests in +Utah. I wish you to travel among them teaching the men in relays to +shoot accurately and fast. This can be done without greatly interfering +with the working of the mines. You would be nominally under the command +of a man named O'Hagan, to whom I have written a letter introducing you, +on the chance that you might care to use it." + +"Where," said Wilmot smiling, "does the business end of the affair +begin? I'm rotten with debts." + +"For teaching my men to shoot," said Blizzard, "I will pay you the money +that you owe me. That's one debt written off." + +"And how shall I live in the meanwhile?" + +"I have empowered O'Hagan to pay you five hundred dollars a month." + +"And the rest of my debts? How about them?" + +"You will fight for down-trodden people," said Blizzard gravely. "If you +win, you will find them grateful--possibly beyond the dreams of avarice. +In the republic of which we are speaking there is wealth enough for all. +It is one of the richest little corners of God's footstool--gold, +diamonds, silver. If you succeed you will be on Easy Street. If you +fail, you will very likely get a bullet through your head." + +Wilmot's face brightened. "If I got killed trying to pay 'em," said he, +"my creditors couldn't feel very nasty toward me, could they?" + +A look of strong admiration came into Blizzard's hard eyes. "I like the +way your mind works," said he. "If you get killed in my service, I'll +pay your debts myself." + +"I owe nearly a hundred thousand," said Wilmot. + +"I've been worse stung," said Blizzard. + +"Where the devil do you get all your money, Blizzard?" + +"I've lived for money and power. I've been lucky, clever--and +unscrupulous." + +"I like your frankness. But you are not letting me in for anything +rotten?" + +"Your Revolutionary ancestors fought against just such forces as you are +to fight against--unjust taxation, abuse of power, and corruption in +high places. Are you going to serve?" + +"I'm going it pretty blind, but I think so. I like the idea of fighting. +I like the idea of paying my debts. And at times I think a bullet in the +head would be a matter for self-congratulation." + +"That," said Blizzard, "is the feeling of two classes of young +men--those who are tangled up with women and those who aren't." + +Wilmot laughed, though the legless man's words brought the ache into his +heart. + +"You will return to New York," Blizzard went on, "during the first half +of January." + +"I had rather promised myself to keep out of New York for a year." + +"It will be for only a few days. If you don't wish your presence in the +city known, I'll put you up in my house. Parts of it are as secret as +the grave." + +"All right. But supposing the revolution falls through before it ever +gets started?" + +"I'll make you a bet," said Blizzard, smiling. "Please reach me that +black check-book." He wrote a check, blotted it, and showed it to +Wilmot. "This," he said, "against a penny! It will pay your debts. It's +payable at the City Bank on January 16th. Put it in your pocket." + +"When do I start for Utah?" + +"Wednesday afternoon." + +"I hoped to come to your concert that night." + +Blizzard shook his head. "You will hear better music," he said, "in the +West--rifles on the ranges. And by the way, don't lose that hat I gave +you. It must be where you can get it on the 15th of January." + +To Wilmot a straw hat suggested the palm-groves of a South American +republic rather than the streets of New York in midwinter, and he said +so; but the legless man only smiled. + + + + +XXIII + + +During those last days Barbara and Wilmot were together a great deal +Tuesday morning, by invitation, he watched her at work upon her bust of +Blizzard; afterward he took her to lunch and for a long drive through +Westchester County. That night they dined with Mr. Ferris, who, +immediately after dinner, excused himself, and withdrew to his +laboratory. Wednesday morning Barbara did no work, but drove about in a +taxicab with Wilmot and helped him shop. They lunched together, and she +went to the Grand Central to see him off. Where Wilmot found the time to +pack the things which they had bought in the morning was always +something of a mystery to them both. + +As train-time approached the hearts of both these young people began to +beat very fast. Each felt that the good-bys presently to be said might +be forever. In his resolution not even to write to Barbara, Wilmot was +weakening pitiably. He wished that he had taken her at her word and +married her Monday when she was in the mood. Better Barbara unloving, he +thought, than this terrible emptiness and aching. His heart was proving +stronger than his mind. Short, more or less conventional phrases were +torn from him. Barbara, her heart beating faster and faster, said +very little. + +The attention of her wonderful eyes was divided between the crowds and +the station clock. She could see the minute-hand move. Once in a while +she snatched, as it were, a look at Wilmot. His eyes were never lifted +from her face. + +The gate for Wilmot's train was suddenly slid wide open with a horrid, +rasping noise, and people began to press upon the man who examined the +tickets. It was then that Barbara's roving and troubled eyes came to +rest, you may say, in Wilmot's, with a look so sweet, so confiding, so +trusting, that it seemed to the young man that the pain of separation +was going to be greater than he could bear. He lifted his hands as if to +take her in his arms, and stood there like a study in arrested motion. + +"Best friend in the world," she said, the great eyes still in his, "most +charming companion in the world--man I've hurt so much and so +often--only say the word." + +"What word? That I love you--love you--love you?" + +They spoke in whispers. + +"Stay with me," she said, "and for me--or take me with you. I can't bear +this. I can't bear it." + +"You'd come--now--just as you are?" + +"Yes." + +"Do you love me?" + +Slowly, like two things in anguish, her eyes turned from their steady +gazing into his. And, "I dare not say it," she said, "but I will go with +you--and try." + +They were aware of something pressing toward them, and turning with a +common resentment against interruption, they found themselves looking +down upon the legless man. + +"Just dropped in to say good-by and wish you good luck," he said. +His face wore a good-natured smile, and, quite innocent of +self-consciousness, brought confusion upon their last moments together. +The tentacles of unreasoning passion that each had been putting forth +were beaten down by it and aside. + +"Better get a move on--time's up." + +"Good-by, Wilmot," said Barbara swiftly. "Everything's all right. Good +luck to you and God bless you." + +She turned, her lovely head drooping, and walked swiftly away. + +A young man took off his hat and held it in his hands until she had +passed. He had been watching her and Wilmot, and incidentally the +legless man, for the last ten minutes. He hoped that she would look up +and speak to him, but her mind was given singly to sorrow. And she went +through the station to the street without knowing if it was crowded or +deserted. Harry West's sad eyes followed her until she was out of sight. +Then with a sort of wrench he turned once more to observe the actions of +the legless man. This one, however, having said cheerful good-bys to the +sulky and heartsick Wilmot, and having at the same time noted the +obtrusive nearness of the secret-service agent, had made swift use of +his crutches and stumps and was at the moment climbing into a +waiting taxicab. + +Whatever West's opinion may have been, Blizzard was making a +sufficiently innocent disposition of time. He had prevented an +elopement, perhaps. And he was on his way to a prominent florist to fill +his cab with flowers for the evening's entertainment. + +He was in a curiously shy and nervous state of mind. There was perhaps +no man living whose hands were more nearly at home upon the key-board of +a piano, or whose mind was more disdainful of other people's opinions. +But of the fact that he was suffering from incipient stage fright there +could be no doubt whatever. Would this inoculate his playing, keep the +soul out of it? Or worse, would it cause him to strike wrong notes, and +even to forget whole passages, so that his guests, and of course +Barbara, would go away in the impression that they had heard a boastful +person make an ass of himself? He was almost minded to begin his concert +with an imitation of a virtuoso suffering from stage fright. If there +was going to be laughter, let it be thought that he was not the +irresponsible cause of it, but the deliberate and responsible. What +should he play? Violent things to get his hands in and his courage up, +and then Chopin? Let Chopin speak up on his behalf to Barbara; tell her +how he had suffered; how you must not judge him until you understood the +suffering; how there was still in him a soul that looked up from the +depths, and aspired to beautiful things? Yes, let Chopin speak to her, +plead with her, reason with her, show her, lead her. + +He descended from the cab, and entered the florist's. + + + + +XXIV + + +Barbara paid Blizzard the compliment of inviting only people who were +really fond of music to hear him play. The Braces, Adrian Savage, Blythe +the architect, young Morton Haddon, and Barbara herself, composed the +party. They dined on a roof, and then, occupying two taxicabs, started +for Marrow Lane in the highest spirits. But the East Side had its way +with them, and they reached their destination in a serious mood, +ashamed, perhaps, of being rich and fortunate, unhappy at feeling +themselves envied and hated. Bruce, Adrian Savage, and Barbara were in +the leading cab, a brand-new one smelling of leather, and of the +gardenia which Barbara was wearing. The filth of the East Side came no +nearer to them than the tires of the cab. They were, you may say, +insulated, enfortressed against squalor, poverty, crime, and discontent. +They were almost free to do as they pleased, as indeed their expedition +proved, and yet, such is the natural charity of the human heart, they +could not look from the windows of the cab and remain untroubled, or +fail to understand a little of those motives which turn the minds of the +unfortunate to thoughts of anarchy. There was no whole tragedy unrolled +before their eyes, not even a completed episode in one. It so happened +that they saw no one in tears or in liquor; on the contrary, they saw +many who laughed, many children playing games with and tricks upon one +another. Yet in its mirth the region was mirthless; its energy was not +physical, but nervous. It had an air of living intensely in the present, +for fear of remembering, for fear of looking ahead. And it needed but a +misunderstanding or a catchword to turn in a moment from recreation to +violence. Indeed, the mere fact of their own passing in the highly +polished cab with its wake of burned gas and Havana tobacco turned many +a smile into a scowl or a jeer. + +Often the driver throttled his car to a snail's pace or brought it to a +full stop to avoid running over one of those children who, so far as +self-preservation goes, appear to be deaf, dumb, blind, and without +powers of locomotion; and during one of these halts a little girl, +walking slowly backward, her eyes upon another little girl who for no +apparent cause was making a series of malevolent faces at her, collided +with one of the tires and fell on her back directly in front of the +stationary car. Instantly she began to screech, and the street, hitherto +but scatteringly occupied, filled with raging people. + +The driver from his seat, Bruce from one window, Savage from the other, +attempted to explain to deaf ears. Their voices were drowned in a +torrent of abuse. + +Barbara, at first only exasperated by the stupidity of the crowd, +sitting very still and erect, had upon her face that expression of +bored contempt with which aristocrats in the French Revolution are said +to have gone to the guillotine. Then that was shouted in her ear which, +though but half, understood, turned her scarlet with anger. +Unfortunately Savage, hitherto patiently self-controlled, had heard the +compounded epithet hurled at Barbara, and in a moment his fighting blood +was beyond control, and he was out of the cab raining heavy blows upon a +bloated chalky-white face, and receiving worse than he gave from a dozen +fists and feet. Strong as a bull, always in training, his strength was +beaten and kicked from him in twenty seconds, and with Bruce and the +driver--who, bravely enough, if reluctantly, had leaped to his +assistance--things were no better. + +A whistling, shrill and metallic, brought the fight to a sudden end. The +crowd drew back sullen and reluctant, no longer shouting and cursing, +but muttering, explaining, and discreet. + +Barbara took from her lips the whistle which Kid Shannon had given her. +She was very white, but her eyes blazed with the light of success and +power. The bringing of the whistle had been an accident, the blowing it +an act of desperation: but perceiving the sudden effect of that blowing +she could not but feel that she had done something strategically good +and in the nick of time. Savage began to straighten his collar and +necktie, Bruce to nurse a sprained thumb. The second cab came up. Ely +the and Morton Haddon got out and, full of perplexity but not unamused, +fell to asking questions of their dishevelled friends. These, winded +and bruised, could give but an ejaculatory explanation, mostly of what +they would do to such and such a one if they could isolate him from his +fellow cutthroats for five minutes; and Blythe and Haddon, not bruised +and winded, told them to pull themselves together. Meanwhile the crowd +had disintegrated before the possible arrival of Kid Shannon; had +vanished like a lump of sugar in a cup of tea. Even the little child who +had been the cause of the uproar had disappeared. So a colony of +prairie-dogs vanishes into its burrows at the shadow of a hawk. + +The short street was deserted save for the figure of a rapidly +approaching policeman. Why this guardian of the peace had not been upon +his beat during the fracas could have been best explained perhaps by the +proprietor of a disorderly house, from whom at the time he had been +levying a weekly stipend of lust money and a glass of beer. For his +lapse of duty, however, he made such amends as were possible. In short, +he took the numbers of both taxicabs, the names of their occupants, and +told them, with stern condescension, that they were now at liberty to +pursue their interrupted way. + +But first Barbara received praise for having blown the whistle, and +Bruce and Savage were made to say repeatedly that they insisted on going +on with the evening's entertainment; that they were not really hurt, and +that they wouldn't think of being driven to a doctor. Everybody wanted +to know more about Kid Shannon, and in just what consisted the terror +and efficacy of his name. But Barbara could only say that he was a +friend of hers, and a sort of henchman of their host for the evening. +Then she said, smiling: + +"I'm sorry he didn't come himself, but anyway his whistle is a perfectly +good whistle, and another time I'll know enough to blow it before +anybody gets hurt." + +Mrs. Bruce insisted on having her husband ride with her, so Blythe took +his place in Barbara's cab, and they reached Marrow Lane without further +molestation. Indeed, it seemed as if rumor had gone ahead of them, +saying that they were not as other swells, but East-Siders in disguise, +integral parts of the master's organization, armed with the whistle of +his lieutenant. They were stared at, it is true, and commented upon, but +with awe now and childish admiration. + +The door of Blizzard's house was opened for them by Kid Shannon. + +"Why, Mr. Shannon," exclaimed Barbara, "I blew your whistle, and you +never came." + +"And wasn't the whistling enough?" + +"Why, yes." + +He smiled the smile of a general who knows that his troops are in a +state of perfect discipline. "The boss is expecting you," he said. +"Please step right in." + +A faint odor of roses greeted them. + + + + +XXV + + +One light, not strong, illuminated the legless man's face. Barbara and +her friends sat in half-darkness. Kid Shannon went out of the room on +tiptoe, closing the door softly behind him. Of Rose, crouched under the +key-board of the grand piano, her hands on the pedals, nothing could be +seen, owing to a grouping of small palms and flowers in pots. The stump +of Blizzard's right leg touched her shoulder. She was trembling. So was +Blizzard. He was trembling with stage fright; she with Blizzard fright. +His hands, thick with agile muscles and heavy as hams, though he had +just been soaking them in hot water, seemed powerless to him, and stiff. + +He struck a chord, and it sounded to him not like the voices of a +musical instrument, but like a clattering together of tin dishes. This +enraged him. His self-consciousness vanished. Those ivory keys and +well-tempered wires had fooled him. He hated his piano. And he began to +punish it. The heavy hands, rising and falling with the speed and +strength of lightning strokes, produced a volume of tone which perhaps +no other player in the world could have equalled. + +Blythe, a great amateur of music, had come in a sceptical mood. He now +sat more erect, his face, eyebrows raised, turned to Blizzard, his ears +recalling to him certain moments of Rubinstein's playing. + +But Blizzard no longer hated his piano. It had stood up nobly to his +assault. It was a brave instrument, well-bred, a friend full of rare +qualities--for a friend to show off. And, the swollen veins in his +forehead flattening, he began to make his peace with his piano. It could +do more than shout and rage. It could sing like an angel in all +languages; it could be witty, humorous, heart-rending, heart-healing, +chaste, passionate, helpful, mischievous. And it could be wise and +eloquent. It could stand up for a friend, and explain his sins away, and +get him forgiven in high places. + +And even as Blizzard thought, so he played. He was no longer conscious +of himself or his guests, not even of Barbara. As for Rose, she was +merely a set of pedals in perfect mechanical adjustment. He was not even +conscious of his thoughts. They came and went without deliberation, and +were expressed as they came and dismissed as they went in the terms of +his extraordinary improvisation. + +But it came to this at last, that he thought only of beautiful things, +so that even his face was stripped of wickedness, and his fingers loosed +one by one the voices of angels, until it seemed as if the whole room +was full of them--all singing. And the singing died away to silence. + +The legless man looked straight ahead of him into the dim room. Then, +smiling, his head a little on one side, he caressed his piano so that it +gave out Chopin's 7th Prelude, which, as all the world knows, is a +little girl who smiles because she is happy; and she is happy because +so many of the flowers in the garden are blue. It is not known why this +makes her happy, only that it does. + +And forthwith he played Chopin and only Chopin: brooks and pools of +sound to which you did not listen, but in which you bathed. And in his +soul the legless man was playing only for Barbara, and only to Barbara. +And so powerful was this obsession that it stole out of him like some +hypnotic influence, affected the others, and gave him away. First Blythe +looked toward Barbara, not realizing why, then Haddon looked, then +Mrs. Bruce. + +Barbara felt the warm blood in her cheeks. She was troubled, unhappy, +touched. A man, his face full of unhappy yearning, his soul quick with +genius, was making love to her; asking her to forget his shortcomings, +to forgive his sins, to give him a hand upward out of the dark places +into the light. He followed her, always pleading, by brooks, into +valleys, through flowery meadows in the early morning, into solemn +churches, into groves of cypress flooded with moonlight. + +[Illustration: And in his soul the legless man was playing only for +Barbara] + +Blythe could have sworn that a woman sobbed, but his eyes, used by now +to the obscurity, told him that it was neither Mrs. Bruce nor Barbara. +The piano burst into a storm of sound, under cover of which Rose, still +at her post, torn with jealousy, continued to pedal at the direction of +her lord and master, and sobbed as if her heart would break. Devils +filled the room, whirling in mad dances; they screamed and yelled; +the souls of the damned screeched in torment; and the face of him who +invoked the inferno, swollen, streaming with sweat, the eyes glazed, +protruding, was the face of a madman. + +Rose, for whom her master's playing had the eloquence and precision of +speech, forgot her jealousy in fear of those consequences which her +ill-timed sobbing must bring upon her. Her tears dried as in a desert +wind; her sobs ceased, and in a moment or two the madness was going out +of Blizzard's music and out of his face. He rested, preluded, and then +began to play Beethoven, quietly, with a pure singing tone, music of a +heavenly sanity. + +The jarred feelings of his audience were soothed. Into his own face +there stole a high-priest look. And when he had finished playing, this +look remained for a few moments. Then he laughed quietly and, speaking +for the first time, expressed the hope that he had not made them +listen too long. + +He reached for the wall behind him, and turned a switch so that the room +became brightly lighted. Then, reluctantly, he came out from behind the +piano, swinging between his crutches, and leaving Rose to escape at the +first favorable opportunity. His descent from colossus to cripple had an +unpleasant effect. And the question, "How the deuce do you work the +pedals?" was jerked from Blythe, usually a most tactful person. + +"Why," said Blizzard simply, "I have an assistant." He caught Barbara's +eye and reddened a little. "A young man who is musical and intelligent. +We have a system of signals, and--but I think there is a sort of thought +communication that comes of much rehearsing together. And in our best +moments we do pretty well. But sometimes when our minds are not tuned +together we make a dreadful hash of things." + +He might have added: "At such times I drag her about by the hair and +beat her." But he didn't. He looked instead the picture of a very +patient man who makes the best of things. + +"Whatever you do at times," said Barbara gently, "you have done wonders +to-night. But you know better than we do how good your playing is. So +what is the use of praising it--to you?" + +She felt that he was her own private discovery--almost her property. And +knowing that her friends were still profoundly affected by his playing, +she was filled with honest pride. Her eyes flashed, her cheeks glowed. + +"What did I tell you?" she exclaimed. "Was I right? Didn't I promise +that he would make good? Did he?" + +She was delighted with Blizzard, delighted with herself, delighted with +the whole party. She had forgotten the madman face that he had showed. +She forgot that he was a cripple, a thing soured and wicked. She thought +of him only as a great genius, which she herself had discovered. + +The childlike pleasure which she felt communicated itself to the +others, and Blizzard, escaping an ovation of honest praise, led them +into the next room, where, among palms and roses, such a supper was +spread as gamblers, the big men of the profession, spread for +their victims. + +The mere sight of the champagne-glasses loosened the men's tongues. Talk +flowed. Mrs. Bruce and Barbara, seated right and left of their host, +made much of his music and his hospitality. For once in his life he was +genuinely happy. He looked very handsome, very high-minded, very modest, +a man's man. Sitting, he was much taller than the others. You forgot +that, standing, he was but a dwarf. He towered at the head of his table, +his mind working in swift, good-natured, hospitable flashes. It was +obvious that he had been born a gentleman, and that he had never +"forgotten how." It was obvious, too, that he was a man of power and +position, who when he wished could spend money like a great lord, and +who was accustomed to give orders. + +In his manner to Barbara there was (perhaps noticeable only to herself) +an air of long-proved friendship and a kind of guardianly tenderness, +and he managed somehow to convey to her that she had an immense +influence over him; that he looked to her for help--for inspiration. + +The desire to make a great man of him invaded her mind. Her heart warmed +toward him. + +"I wonder," said Bruce suddenly, "where our wandering Wilmot is +to-night?" + +"I drink to him," said the beggar quickly, "wherever he is, and wish +him luck." + +But the poison had been spilled on Barbara's evening. For three hours +she had not once thought of the man whom twelve hours ago she had really +wanted to marry. And her heart meanwhile had warmed and expanded toward +one who at best was a prodigiously successful crook and rascal, and she +was ashamed. But for all that neither the warmth nor the triumphant +sense of influence and conquest went out of her heart. And later, when +Mrs. Bruce said: "I really think we ought to go," Barbara, outwardly all +sweetness and agreement, was inwardly annoyed. She wanted very much to +stay, for she knew that the moment she was alone her conscience would +give her no peace, and that she would make resolutions which she would +not, judging from past experiences, be able to keep. She would resolve +to abandon her bust of Blizzard, resolve never to see the creature +again, since it seemed that he had in him power upon her +emotions--dangerous power. + +"Do we work to-morrow, Miss Ferris?" + +The words, "No, I'm afraid not to-morrow," rose to her lips. The words, +"_Please,_ at the usual time," came out. + +And she felt as if his will, not her own, had caused her to say those +words. Her heart gave a sudden leap of fear. + + + + +XXVI + + +Barbara knew very well that she was doing wrong. Summer had descended, +blazing, upon the city. Without exception her friends had gone to the +country. Her father had gone to Colorado upon an errand of which for the +present he chose to make a mystery. She made a habit of lunching at the +Colony Club, and occasionally saw some friend or other who had run into +town for a face massage, a hair wave, a gown, or a hat. But the +afternoons and evenings hung very heavily upon her hands. So that she +got to living in and for her mornings at the studio. With the appearance +of Blizzard, clean, thoughtful, and forceful, her feelings of loneliness +and depression vanished. If her vitality was at low ebb, his was not. +The heat appeared to brace him, and he had the faculty of communicating +something of his own energy, so that it was not until she had finished +working and dismissed him that she was sensible of fatigue and +discouragement. + +The man was on his best behavior. He could not but realize that he had +established an influence over her; that she was beginning to take him at +his own estimate of himself, and to believe in his pretended +aspirations. And while he credited her with no affection for himself, he +had the presumption to imagine that his maimed condition and his low +station in life no longer made the slightest difference to her, and that +finally her friendliness would turn into a warmer feeling. But if not, +he had but to wait until the maturity of his plans should throw the city +into chaos, when she would be at his mercy. + +The hand which he had dealt himself was so full of high cards that the +occasional losing of a trick did not disturb him in the slightest. He +had through her father's hideous mistake a hold on Barbara's conscience. +As a personage whose power over certain sections of the city was +stronger than the law, he had a hold upon her imagination. As the +inspirer of her best work, he had a hold upon her gratitude. He had, or +thought he had, a chance to win her affection in open and equal +competition. And, highest card of all--ace of trumps--he had persuaded +her that her influence upon him was such that with all the strength of +remorse he was shaping his life toward high ideals. + +In his heart she was usually, but not always, the first consideration. +Sometimes the passion of ambition overlapped the passion of love. And +sometimes he felt that he would forego the fruition of all his plans if +only by some miracle his legs could be restored to him. + +But on the whole, he had reached a high-water mark of self-satisfaction. +He had found it easy to carry corruption into high places. A list of +those who were in his power--willing or unwilling--would have horrified +the whole nation. From O'Hagan in the West came reports that all went +well with the organization, and that Wilmot Allen was displaying genius +in teaching inexperienced Polacks to shoot. + +On his walks through the city the legless man carried a high head, and +looked about him with the eye of a landlord. His imagination was so +strong that he had already the feelings of a genuine conqueror, and not +of a man confronted by the awful possibilities of failure. And by some +subtlety of mental communication Barbara was coming more and more into +this same opinion of him. And in realizing this, and in allowing their +relations to continue, she knew that she was doing wrong. + +She compared her model with all the men she had known, always to +conclude that there was in him a sort of greatness utterly wanting in +the others. If he had revealed his plans to her, she would have believed +him not only capable of carrying them out, but sure to do so--if he +wished. He might be Satan fallen, but he was still a god. In the early +days of their association she had felt herself the important person of +the two, and her bust of him the most important thing in the world. He +and she would surely die, but the bust had a chance to live. But now she +had the feeling that the work was of less importance than the man; and +that she herself was an insignificant spoiled person of no importance +whatever. When Blizzard entered the studio she had the feeling that a +great and busy man was, out of pure good nature, wasting his time upon +an unknown artist. But she knew very well that such was not the case. +She knew that he came to the studio because she attracted him, and for +no other reason. And at times she felt keenly curious to know just how +much she attracted him, and the morbid wish, for which she hated +herself, of leading him into some sort of a declaration. + + + + +XXVII + + +However unnecessary the hot waves of the New York summer may appear to +some people, they were never wasted on Bubbles. He had a passion for the +water, and to his love of swimming was added a passion for the +underworld gossip with which the piers of the East River reek in bathing +weather. For just as mice are more intimate with the details of houses +than landlords are, so the small boys of a city have the best +opportunities for being acquainted with its workings, and with the +intimate lives of its inhabitants. The street-boy's mind matures while +his body is still that of a child. Births and deaths are familiar +spectacles to him. He knows and holds of high import hundreds of things +which men have forgotten. He can see in the dark. He can hide in a +handful of shadow. And when he isn't overhearing on his own hook, he is +listening to what somebody else has overheard. Second-story men fear +him, lovers loathe him, and nature, who has been thwarted in her +intention that he should run in sweet meadows, sleep in fresh air, and +bathe in clean water, sighs over him. + +It was so hot that the policeman whose duty and privilege it was to see +that no small boy cooled himself from Pier 31A, disappeared tactfully +into the family entrance of a water-front saloon. The city had many +laws which to this particular officer appeared unreasonable and which he +enforced only when he couldn't help himself. In men there is the need of +gambling and some other things. As for small boys, they _must_ play +baseball and they _must_ swim. + +Bubbles went overboard at about three o'clock. There were twenty or +thirty boys of all sizes already in the water, and the addition of one +to the struggling group of wet heads was not to be noticed. Nor was the +disappearance of that head noticed, nor the fact that it appeared to +remain under water for nearly three-quarters of an hour, nor that when +it finally did emerge it looked on the whole as if it had seen a ghost. + +Bubbles, it seems, was less interested in the waters around Pier 31A +than in the waters underneath. And for this reason: on the previous +night, while stripping for a swim, he had heard a muffled sound of +voices coming from directly under the pier, followed by a long subdued +roaring as of a load of earth being emptied into the water. Now, under +Harry West's tuition Bubbles had formed the habit of investigating +whatever he did not understand. And he wished very much to find out why +people should talk under piers at night, how they could get under Pier +31A except by swimming, and _if_ they were throwing earth overboard +_why_ they were doing so, and where they got the earth. + +His head filled with vague and highly colored notions of a smugglers' +cave, his narrow lungs filled with air, Bubbles dove, swam between two +slimy barnacled piles, and came up presently in a dark, dank, stale, +gurgling region, wonderfully cool after the blazing sunlight which he +had just left. + +Toward the shore the light that filtered between the supporting piles of +Pier 31A became less and less, until completely shut off by walls of +solid masonry. Into this darkness Bubbles swam with great caution, +accustoming his eyes to the obscurity and holding himself ready to dive +in retreat at the first alarm. + +The shore end of Pier 31A had originally been a clean wall of solid +masonry. The removal of half a dozen great blocks of stone had made a +jagged opening in the midst of this, and into this opening, pulling +himself a little out of the water, Bubbles strained and strained his +eyes and saw nothing but the beginning of a passageway and then +pitch darkness. + +His heart beat very hard and fast like the heart of a caught bird. Here, +leading into the city from the shore of the East River, was a mysterious +passageway. Who had made it and why? There were two ways of finding out. +One was to wait patiently until some one entered the passage or emerged +from it. The other way, and the better, was to forget how very much the +idea of so doing frightened you, climb into the opening, and follow the +passage to its other end. Bubbles compromised. He waited patiently for +half an hour. Nothing happened. Then he pulled himself into the opening +and crawled through the darkness for perhaps the length of a city block. + +"What," he then said to himself, "is the use of me going any further? I +can't see in the dark. I've got no matches, and if anything happens to +me, there'll be nobody to tell Harry about this place. Better make a +get-away now, find Harry, and bring him here to-night. Then if we find +anybody there'll be something doing." + +He had turned and was crawling rather rapidly toward the entrance of the +passage. + + + + +XXVIII + + +Bubble's problem was to locate Harry West. And he wrestled with it, if +trying to cover the whole of a scorching hot city on a pair of +insufficient legs and a very limited amount of carfare may be called +wrestling. His search took him into many odd places where you could not +have expected to cross the trail of an honest man. He even made +inquiries of a master-plumber, of a Fourth Avenue vender of antiques, of +a hairy woman with one eye who ran a news-stand, of a bar-tender, of +saloon-keepers and bootblacks. He drifted through a department store, +and whispered to a pretty girl who sold "art pictures." She shook her +head. He spoke a word to the negro sentinel of a house in the West +Forties, and was admitted to quiet, padded rooms, containing everything +which is necessary to separate hopeful persons from their money. In one +room a number of book-makers were whiling away the hot afternoon with +poker for small stakes. In another room, played upon by an electric fan, +sat Mr. Lichtenstein, the proprietor. He was bent over a table on which +he had assembled fifteen or twenty of the component parts of a very +large picture-puzzle. He was small, plump and earnest. He may have been +a Jew, but he had bright red hair and a pug nose. His eyes, bright, +quick, small, brown, and kind, were very busy hunting among the +brightly colored pieces of the puzzle. + +"'Dafternoon, Mr. Liechtenstein," said Bubbles. + +"'Dafternoon, Bubbles," said Mr. Lichtenstein, without looking up. + +"How d'je know it was me?" + +"I saw you in the looking-glass. What's the news?" + +"It's for Harry." + +"And Harry is--where?" + +"Don't you know where Harry is?" + +"I do. But you can't get to him." Mr. Lichtenstein lowered his voice. +"He's gone West, Bub, on the trail of O'Hagan. The plant the old one is +growing hasn't put its head above ground yet, and the roots are in the +West. Out in Utah they're teaching all kinds of Polacks to shoot rifles. +Why? O'Hagan is travelling from one mine to another as a common laborer. +Why? While here in little New York, the old one is sitting for his +portrait and getting a perfectly innocent young girl talked about. No +use to watch the old one till later." + +"But," said Bubbles, "suppose some one was to find a secret passage +leading from the East River to--to--" + +"To where?" + +"He doesn't know where. He wanted to get Harry to go with him to find +out." + +"Where does the passage begin, Bubbles?" + +"Under Pier 31 A." + +[Illustration: "'Dafternoon, Mr. Lichtenstein," said Bubbles] + +"Come over here, Bub," said Mr. Lichtenstein and led the way to a +mahogany table covered with green baize. Upon this he spread a +folding-map of New York City that he took from his inside pocket. With +the rapidity of thought his stubby forefinger found Pier 31A and passed +from it to the crook in Marrow Lane. And he said: + +"Hum! The bee-line of it leads straight to Blizzard's place. There are +two things to find out, Bub. Is the passage straight? And how long is +it? A light in the entrance to sight by will answer question No. 1, and +a ball of twine to be unwound at leisure will answer No. 2." + +"You'd ought to have a compass," Bubbles suggested, "to know just how +she runs." + +"True," said Mr. Lichtenstein. "Happy thought. And you could borrow one +mounted in tiger's eye from a friend." + +He laughed, took the little compass in question from its watch chain, +and gave it to Bubbles. Then, his voice losing its bantering tone and +taking on a kind of faltering sincerity, he asked: + +"Do you want to play this hand, Bubbles, or do you want me to delegate +some one else?" + +"It's my graft," said Bubbles, "I'd like to see it through." + +Mr. Lichtenstein looked upon the boy with a certain pride and +tenderness. "I'd like to go with you," he said, "but I can't run _any_ +risks. There's the strings of too many things in my head. In every +battle there has to be a general who sits on a hill out of danger and +orders other people to do brave things. Remember that you've worked for +us ever since Harry came in and said, laughing, 'Governor, I've made +friends with a bright baby that knows how to keep his mouth shut,' +You've only to step up to Blizzard and say, 'Abe Lichtenstein is the +head,' to bring the gun-men down on me. But you'd die first." + +The boy's breast swelled with pride and martial ardor. "Betcher life," +he said, and then: "If I get the news will I bring it here?" + +Mr. Lichtenstein considered for a minute. Then shook his head. "I'll be +in Blicker's drug-store between 'leven and midnight," he said. + +"If I don't show up it'll be because I can't." + +Mr. Lichtenstein smiled encouragingly. "Don't look on the dark side of +the future," he said, "but don't take any chances, and don't show a +light till you have to." + + + + +XXIX + + +The night was hot, but the rising tide had brought in cold water from +the ocean, and what with his excitement and trepidation it was a very +shivery small boy that began to investigate the passage under Pier 31A. +Mindful of Mr. Lichtenstein's advice not to show a light till he had to, +Bubbles felt his way forward very slowly in the inky darkness, +unrolling, as he went, a huge ball of twine. It would be time to take +the bearings of the place by compass when he had ascertained its general +extent and whether it was free from human occupants. On this score he +felt comparatively safe, since it seemed likely that the passage had +been constructed with a view to emergency rather than daily use. + +Having advanced a distance of about three short city blocks, it seemed +to Bubbles as if the passage had opened suddenly into a room. If so, he +had to thank instinct for the knowledge, since he could see but an inch +in the blackness. He had the feeling that walls were no longer passing +near him, and, groping cautiously this way and that, he found it to be +fact and not fancy. During these gropings he lost his sense of +direction, and, after considering the matter at some length, he +concluded that the time had come to flash his torch. But first he +listened for a long time. At last, satisfied that he was alone, his +thumb began to press against the switch of his torch. A shaft of light +bored into the darkness, and he saw two wildly bearded men, who sat with +their backs against a wall of living rock and looked straight at him. + +It was as if he had been suddenly frozen solid, so dreadful was his +surprise and horror, but the men with the wild heads showed no emotion. +They had a pale, tired, hopeless look; and though one was dark and one +blond, this expression, common to both, gave them an appearance of being +twin brothers. They had gentle soft eyes in which was no sign of +surprise or agitation. It seemed as if they were perfectly accustomed to +having light suddenly flashed into them. One of the men leaned forward +and began to run his hand this way and that over the hard dirt floor. + +"Lost something?" said the other suddenly. + +"Dropped my plug," said the first in a dull weary voice, and he +continued to feel for and repeatedly just miss a half-cake of +chewing-tobacco. Bubbles could see it distinctly, and another thing was +clear to him: the men were both blind. + +With this knowledge certain frayed and tattered fragments of courage +returned to him, and, what was of much greater importance, his +presence of mind. + +The excavation in which he stood was nearly forty feet square. His torch +showed him the passage by which he had entered, and opposite this a +flight of steps leading sharply upward. Here and there, leaning against +the walls, were picks and shovels and other tools used in excavating. +Near the centre of the passage was a tall pile of dirt and loose stones, +together with two small wheelbarrows of sheet-iron. + +Just as Bubbles had ascertained these facts and got himself into a much +calmer state of mind, he had a fresh thrill of horror. The two blind men +sighed, and as if moved by a common impulse got up, and the little boy +saw that, like Blizzard, the beggar, they had no legs. With perfect +accuracy of direction they turned to the great pile of dirt, and taking +up two shovels which leaned against it began to fill the two little +wheelbarrows. + +They labored slowly as if time was of no moment, as if the work in hand +was a form of punishment instead of something that it was intended +to complete. + +Bubbles had begun to wonder what they were going to do with the dirt, +when one of them, having filled his barrow, trundled off with it into +the passageway leading to the river. And to Bubbles, feverishly +listening, there came after what seemed a very long interval a sound as +of earth being dumped into water. + +The second excavator, having filled his barrow, waited the return of his +companion, since the passage was too narrow to admit of the two barrows +meeting and passing each other. + +And that simple fact was very alarming to Bubbles, since virtually it +made a prisoner of him. One man with his barrow full or empty was always +in the passage. + +Nor was there any possibility of escape by the flight of stairs which +he had noticed, for a hurried examination revealed a door of sheet-iron +which did not give to his most determined efforts. There was nothing for +it but to wait until the blind men should rest from their labors. + +He got used to them gradually; lost his fear of them. Once in a while +they spoke to each other, always with a kind of lugubrious gentleness in +their voices. He began to feel sorry for them. He wished to be of +service to them in some way or other. Their wild beards and shaggy, +matted hair no longer terrified him. They were two lambs made up to +represent wolves, but the merest child must have seen through the +disguisement. + +Upon the ball of twine which Bubbles still held in his hand there was a +sudden tug. It fell to the ground with a thump and rolled toward the +blind laborer who had just filled his barrow. He was much startled and +turned his blind eyes this way and that; then called to his mate, at +that moment coming from the passageway. + +"I heard something drop," he said; "somebody dropped something. I +thought I heard steps on the stairs, and now I know I did." + +But the other had found the twine lying the length of the passage. "Some +one's come in from the river," he said, "and dropped all this string," + +He began to gather it in, hand over hand, paused suddenly, and then, +with a kind of bravado of terrified politeness, and with a bob of his +wild, dark head, exclaimed: + +"Good evening, Mr. Blizzard!" + +Then the pair cowered as if they expected to be struck, and after a long +while the blond one said: + +"It ain't him." + +Then the dark one: + +"Don't be scared of us. We couldn't hurt a fly if we wanted to. Who is +it?" + +Now it seemed to Bubbles all of a sudden (though the mention of +Blizzard's name had once more given him the horrors) that any risk run +in revealing his presence to the blind men was more than compensated by +the consequent possibility of "finding out things" from them. So +he said: + +"It's only me--just a boy. I found this hole swimmin' and come in to see +what it was for." + +"It's only a boy," said the blond man. + +"He wouldn't hurt us," said the dark one. + +"Maybe you'll tell me what all this cellar work is for," said Bubbles. + +The dark man scratched his matted head. "We don't know," he said; "we +was just put in here to dig. At first there was ten of us; but we was +kep' on to give the finishin' touches." + +"What became of the others?" + +"Oh, Mr. Blizzard, he's got other work for them." + +"Is this place under his house?" + +"No, sir, it ain't. But the cellar at the head of them steps is." + +"Maybe he's hollered this out to hide things in?" + +The blind men turned toward each other and nodded their heads. + +"That's just presactly what we think," said the blond one. + +"What do you do when you aren't working?" + +"Oh, we sleeps and eats in Blizzard's cellar." + +"How long you been on the job?" + +"We don't know. We lost track." + +"See much of Blizzard?" + +"Oh, he's in and out, just to keep things going." + +"Is the passage to the river just to get rid of the dirt?" + +The dark man laughed sheepishly. "We don't think so," he said--"we gets +lots of time to think. And it ain't always dirt that goes into the +river. Twicet it's been men, and once it were a woman. There was lead +pipe wrapped round the bodies to make 'em sink. And oncet Blizzard he +tumbled a girl down the stairs to us. But she weren't dead, and me and +Bill took the lead off her before we throwed her in." + +His comrade interrupted. "She said she could swim. She said if we'd take +the lead off and untie her and give her a chanst, we could have a kiss +apiece. But we let her go fer nothin'." + +"Did she get away?" Bubbles was tremendously interested. + +"No, sir. It was dark night, and she couldn't find a way out from under +the wharf. She just swam round and round, slower and slower, like a +mouse in a wash-tub. Then she calls out she'll come back and we can hide +her till daylight. But she don't make it We has to stand there and +listen to her drown." + +"When she's dead she gets out into the open river, and when Blizzard +hears she's been found without any lead on her he raises hell." + +"When he gets through with us we was most skinned alive." + +"He wouldn't dig that hole to the river," said Bubbles, "just to get rid +of people. What do you think it's for?" + +"You ain't goin' to tell Blizzard you been here, nor get us in trouble?" + +"I'll get you out of this some day, but you can't get in no trouble +through me." + +"Then," said the blond man, "this is what we thinks out and concludes: +Blizzard he's calculatin' to receive stolen goods wholesale. First he +stores 'em in here until this cellar is full, and then he takes 'em down +to the river and puts 'em aboard a ship bound fur furrin' ports, and we +thinks and concludes that he'll make his get-away about the same time." + +"Well," said Bubbles, "I'm obliged. I won't forget your kindness. But +it's time I was off." + +"Come close first," said the blond man. + +Bubbles was instantly alarmed. "Why?" + +"Only so's we can feel your face, so's to know what you look like." + +He stood impatient and embarrassed while they pawed his face with hard, +grimy hands. + +At last they let him go, he whose barrow was full accompanying him to +the end of the passageway, and speeding him on his way with this +comfortable remark: + +"If you was to dive deep and feel around, you might find those as is +leaded to the bottom." + +It took every ounce of nerve that Bubbles had at command to let his legs +and body slip down into the cold and tragic current. It seemed certain +that dead hands were reaching for him. But he screwed his courage up to +the sticking point, and called to his acquaintance in the passage-mouth +a whispered but nonchalant, "S'long!" + + + + +XXX + + +When Bubbles entered Blicker's drug-store, the city clocks were striking +a quarter to twelve, but the place was still brightly lighted, and at +the soda-counter a young man was treating his flame to a glass of +chocolate vanilla ice-cream. + +Bubbles marched to the prescription counter, and began to unwrap a +bloody handkerchief from his left hand. Then he began to clear his +throat. This brought Mr. Blicker from a region of mortar pestles, empty +pill-boxes, and glass retorts. + +"What you want?" he asked aggressively. + +"I want me thumb bandaged." + +"You cut him--eh?" + +Bubbles lowered his voice. "On a barnacle." + +"Come in back here," said Mr. Blicker roughly. "I fix him." But once out +of sight in the depths of the store, his manner changed, and he patted +Bubbles enthusiastically on the back. "You have found out some things?" + +"Sure--lots." + +The chemist, without commenting, began to treat the cut thumb, washing, +disinfecting, and bandaging. Then, very loud, for the benefit perhaps of +the lovers at the soda-counter, "So," he said, "I let you out the +back door." + +And he actually opened a door, slammed it shut, and turned a key in the +lock. But it was a closet door. Then with a finger on his lips he +pointed to a narrow staircase and, his own feet making a great tramping, +led the way up it. Upon the top steps they found Mr. Lichtenstein, +nervously puffing clouds of tobacco smoke, + +"'Bout given you up," he said. "Good boy!" + +"Better talk by the parlor," said Blicker; "here is too exposed." + +When the door of the stuffy little parlor had closed behind them, the +proprietor began to smile and beam. But Mr. Lichtenstein looked grave +and troubled. It was not for pleasure that he sometimes found occasion +to put dangerous work in the hands of children. + +"Hurt your thumb bad?" he asked. + +Bubbles shook his head and plunged into his story. Now and then the +German laughed, but the red-haired, pug-nosed Jew appeared to sink +deeper and deeper into his own thoughts, only showing by an occasional +question that he was following the boy's narrative. Bubbles wished to +dwell at length and with comment upon the use of the passage for +disposing of dead bodies, but to Mr. Lichtenstein this appeared to be +merely a natural by-product of its construction. + +"It wasn't dug for that," he said. "How big is the main excavation?" + +[Illustration: "I want me thumb bandaged"] + +"'Bout as big as a small East Side dance-hall." + +Mr. Liechtenstein turned to the German. "Hold a lot of loot--what?" + +"I bet me," said the German, and washed his hands with air. + +"Lot o' what?" asked Bubbles. + +"Loot--gold, silver, jewels, bullion." + +"Your ideas," said the German, "is all idiot. No mans is such a darn +fool as to think he can get away by such a business--no mans, that is, +but is crazy." + +"Blizzard is crazy," said Mr. Lichtenstein simply. "It wasn't until we +hit on that hypothesis that we made any progress. Bubbles, did you ever +hear of the Massacre of Saint Bartholomew?" + +"Sure," said Bubbles, "they shot him full of arrows." + +"That was Saint Sebastian," corrected the Jew. "Now listen, this is +history. On the night of August 24, 1572, two thousand men, +distinguished from other men by white cockades in their hats, on the +order of a crazy man, at the tolling of a bell, drew their swords, +murdered everybody in a great city who opposed their leaders, and made +themselves absolute masters of the place. What two thousand men did in +Paris during the Middle Ages, ten thousand men acting in concert could +do in New York to-day. If a man rose up with the power to command such a +following, with the ability to keep his plans absolutely secret, with +the genius to make plans in which there were no flaws, he could loot +Maiden Lane, the Sub-Treasury, Tiffany's, the Metropolitan Museum--_and +get away with it_." + +Mr. Lichtenstein's small eyes glittered. He was visibly excited. And so +was Mr. Blicker. + +"He will loot the Metropolitan Museum," said this one, "but what will he +do with the metropolitan police?" + +"Well," said Mr. Lichtenstein, "I am only supposing. But suppose some +fine night a building somewhere central was blown up with dynamite. +Suppose the sound was so big that it could be heard in every part of +greater New York. Suppose at the sound every policeman in greater New +York was shot dead in his tracks--" + +Bubbles's hair began to bristle. "Say," he cried in his excitement, "the +straw hats--the soft straw hats that Blizzard makes and don't +sell--they're the white cockades!" + +Mr. Blicker guffawed. Mr. Lichtenstein rose and paced the room. + +"And that proves," he exclaimed, "that nothing is to happen when you and +I are wearing straw hats--but in winter. Bubbles, you're a bright boy!" + +"You are both so bright," said Mr. Blicker, "you keep me all the time +laughing." + +"Well," said Mr. Lichtenstein, "that may be, but suppose you tell me why +Blizzard makes straw hats and don't sell 'em. Tell me why he's dug such +a great hole under his house with a passage leading to the river, and +ships. Tell me why O'Hagan is drilling men in the West. Tell me why +Blizzard has gone out of the white-slave business. It fetched him in a +pretty penny." + +"I think I can answer the last question," said Bubbles. + +"Do then." + +"I think," said the small boy, "that he's got some good in him +somewhere, and I know he's dead gone on my Miss Ferris. I think he's +ashamed o' some o' the things he's done." + +Mr. Lichtenstein considered this at some length. Then he said: "Well, +that's possible. But it's an absolutely new idea to me. Blizzard +_ashamed_? Hum!" + + + + +XXXI + + +"True that policemen take money in exchange for protection? True that +they practise blackmail and extortion? Of course it's true. Whenever a +big temptation appears loose in a city half the people who get a look at +it trip and fall. Oh, I'd like to reform this city, Miss Barbara--and +this country. I'd like to be dictator for six months." + +"Who wouldn't?" said Barbara. "But what would you do? Where would you +begin?" + +"I should be drastic at first," said the legless man, "and kind later. +I'd begin," he went on, his eyes smiling, "with a general massacre of +incompetents--old men with too little money, young men with too +much--old maids, aliens, incurables, the races that are too clever to +work, the races that are too stupid, habitual drunkards, spreaders of +disease, the women who abolished the canteen, the women who wear +aigrettes. After that I should destroy all possibilities of graft." + +"How?" asked Barbara. + +"Why," said he, "the simplest way in the world--legalize the business +that now pays for protection. There would be no more of them than there +are now, and they could be regulated and kept to confined limits of +cities. Don't blame the police for graft: blame all who believe that +human nature can be abolished by law. But," and this time his whole face +smiled, "I shall never be dictator. The thing to do is to start a new +country, and make no mistakes." + +And he proceeded, sometimes seriously but for the most part whimsically, +to outline his model republic, while Barbara worked and listened, +sometimes with amusement, sometimes with a sense of being uplifted and +thrilled by the man's plausible originality. Since she had but the +vaguest recollection of history, and none whatever of economics, it was +easy for the man to play the constructive statesman. Nor were his +schemes always foolish and illogical, since the book of human nature had +been always in his library, and of all its volumes had been most +often read. + +"Ah!" said the legless man at last, "if I were younger, and whole!" + +Whenever he referred to his maimed condition Barbara, to whom it was no +longer physically shocking, was uncomfortable and distressed, changing +the subject as swiftly as might be. But now, stopping her work short +off, her hands hanging at her sides, she began to speak of the matter. + +"I suppose," she said, "it's almost life and death to you--sometimes, +that you'd give almost anything, take any chance to be--the way you were +meant to be. My father believes that some day people can have anything +that they've lost restored--a hand or an arm. He's made experiments +along those lines ever since he made his mistake with you, and it all +works out beautifully with monkeys and dogs and guinea-pigs and +rabbits. Just now he is in Colorado to try it on a man. There's a man +out there in jail for life, who has a brother that lost his right hand +in some machinery. The well brother has offered to let father cut off +his hand, and graft it on the maimed brother's wrist. I've just had a +letter--it's been done. He thinks it's all right, but he can't be sure +yet. Please don't say anything about it because--well, because people +are still queer about these things. In the old days people burned the +best doctors, and now they want to lynch vivisectors and almost anybody +who's really trying to make health more or less contagious." + +"Do you believe I could be made whole?" exclaimed Blizzard, his eyes +glittering as with a sudden hope. "My God! Even if they weren't much use +to me, I'd give my soul to look like a real man--my soul! Do you know +what I'd rather do than anything in this whole world--just once? I'd +rather draw myself to my full height--just once--than be Napoleon +Bonaparte. If all the treasure in this city were mine to give, I'd give +it to walk the length of a city block on my own feet, looking down at +the people instead of always up--always up--until the leverage of your +eyes twists the back of your brain in everlasting torment." + +"When my father comes back," said Barbara quietly, "talk to him. And if +only it can be done--why, you'll forgive us, won't you, for all the +suffering you've had and everything?" + +[Illustration: She said in a small, surprised voice, "Why, it's +finished"] + +"Yes, yes," he said quickly. "But it isn't true--it isn't possible. It +won't work. It's against experience." + +"It is _possible_," said Barbara gently. "That's all I know. And even +if--even if it can't be done yet awhile, I thought it would comfort you +to think that some day--almost surely--" + +"You are always thinking of my comfort," he cried. "In this pit that we +call life, you are an angel serene, blessed and blessing. Oh," he cried, +"what would you say if I stood before you on my own feet, and told +you--told you--" He broke off short and hung his head. + +Barbara bit her lips and lifted her hands with a weary gesture to resume +work. But the bust of Blizzard was a live thing, and seeing anew the +strength and hellish beauty of it, suddenly and as if with the eyes of a +stranger, her heart seemed to leap into her throat, her whole body +relaxed once more, and she said in a small, surprised voice: + +"Why, it's finished!" + + + + +XXXII + + +Upon Blizzard, who had been looking forward to many mornings during +which he should unobtrusively advance his cause, this quiet statement +fell with disturbing force. It meant that his opportunities for intimate +talks had come to a sudden and most unprepared-for end. He knew that +Barbara was tired out with the steady grind of creation, and that she +had been going through an equally steady grind of discouragement and +uncertainty. He believed that she would make no delay in carrying her +triumph and her trouble out of the heat-ridden city, to cool places, to +her own people. He believed, not that she would forget him, but that, +free from his influence, she would see with equal vision how wide the +gulf between them really was. + +He had made a slip in his calculation. He had been spreading his arts +thinly, you may say, to cover what he supposed was to have been a much +longer period of time. And he should have come sooner and with all his +strength to the point. There had been moments of supreme discouragement, +when, if there was to be a miracle in his life, he should have spoken. +There were to be no more of those golden moments. She would close the +studio, go away, and return by way of exercise and fresh air to a sane +and normal state of mind--a state of mind in which such a physical and +moral cripple as himself could have no place except among the +curiosities. + +She stood looking steadily at the head which had come to life under her +hands. Her eyelids drooped heavily. She looked almost as if she was +falling asleep. + +Blizzard watched her as a cat watches a mouse, not knowing what was best +for him to dare. Now he was for pleading his cause with all the passion +that inspired it; now for boldly claiming her as the expiation for her +father's fault; and now he was for passing over all preliminaries and +felling her with a blow of his fist. + +And then she suddenly turned to him, and smiled like a very happy and +very tired child. "You've been very good to me," she said, "and so +patient! I don't know quite how to thank you. I owe you such a lot." + +"Do you?" he said, his hard eyes softening and seeking hers. + +She nodded slowly. "Such a lot. And there's no way of paying, or making +things up to you, is there?" + +"Only one," he said. + +There was quite a long silence; his eyes, flames in them, held hers, +which were troubled and childlike, and imbued the two words that he had +spoken with an unmistakable intelligence. + +"Don't let me go utterly," he said, "and slip back into the pit. You +have finished the bust. If you wished you could finish the man: put him +back among the good angels.... If your father died owing money, you +couldn't rest until you had paid his debts.... I could be anything you +wished. And I could give you anything that you wanted in this world. +There is nothing I couldn't put over--with you at my side, wishing the +good deed done, the great deed--or--" + +He began to tremble with the passion that was in his voice, slipped from +his chair, and began to move slowly toward her with outstretched arms, +upon his stumps of legs. + +It was no mirth or any sense of the ridiculous that moved Barbara, but +fear, disgust, and horror. She backed away from him, laughing +hysterically. But he, whose self-consciousness in her sight bordered +upon mania, mistook the cause of her laughter, so that a kind of +hell-born fury shook him, and he rushed at her, his mouth giving out +horrible and inarticulate sounds. And in those lightning moments she +could move neither hand nor foot; nor could she cry for help. And yet +she realized, as in some nightmare, that if once those horrible hairy +hands closed upon her she was lost utterly. And in that same clear flash +of reason she realized that for whatever might befall she had herself +alone to blame. She had touched pitch, and played with fire--and all +that men might some day call her great. + +[Illustration: In that instant the legless man overreached himself and +fell heavily] + +The speed for which the fury of the legless man called was more than the +stumps of his legs could furnish. He was like a man, thigh-deep in +water, who attempts to run at top speed. Yet his hands were within +inches of her dress, when daring and nerve at last thrilled through +Barbara, and returned her muscles into the keeping of her mind. She +darted backward and to one side. In that instant the legless man +overreached himself and fell heavily. Here seemed an inestimable +advantage for Barbara, and yet the great body, shaken with curses and +already rising to its stumps, was between her and the door. + + + + +XXXIII + + +For once the legless man had been deserted by the power of cool +reasoning. And his fury was of a kind that could not wait for +satisfaction. He was more like a mad dog than a man. And this, although +it added to the horror of Barbara's situation, proved her salvation. + +Occupying a point from which he could head off her escape by either of +the studio doors, he abandoned this, and attempted to match the stumps +of his legs against her swift young feet. And must have overcome the +disparity, but that in the lightning instinct of self-preservation she +overturned a table between them, and during the moments thus gained +dashed into her dressing-room and locked the door behind her. + +Blizzard vented his rage upon the locked door, splintering its panels +with bleeding fists; but in the meanwhile his quarry had escaped him, +and was already in the street walking swiftly toward Washington Square. +He leaned at last from a window, and saw her going. And in his heart +shame gradually took the place of fury. Why, when she laughed at him, +had he not been able to dissemble his emotions for a few seconds? to +mask his dreadfulness? For then, surely, he must have got her in his +power. He should have hung his head when she laughed, begged her to +forgive him for daring to lift his thoughts to her; and begged her as a +token of forgiveness to shake hands with him. Her hand once clasped +in his-- + +[Illustration: Barbara ... dashed into her dressing-room and locked the +door behind her.] + +Well, he had made a fool of himself. Perhaps he had frightened her +utterly beyond the reach even of his long arm. Fear would carry her out +of the city, out of the State, out of the country, perhaps. To prevent +the least of these contingencies he must act swiftly and with +daring wisdom. + +He passed into the studio, glanced upward at the bust of himself, +stopped, and looked about for something heavy with which to destroy it. +Later he would tell her that he had done so, and let that knowledge be +the beginning of her torment. + +But the thing that he planned to destroy looked him in the eye, smiling. +The thing smiled in the full knowledge of good and evil, the fact that +it had chosen evil, the fact that it was lost forever. It was no +contagious smile, but a smile aloof and dreadful. So a man, impaled, may +smile, when agony has passed beyond the usual human passions--and even +so the legless man smiled upward at the smiling bust of himself. And he +found that he could not destroy the bust: for the act would have about +it too ominous a flavor of self-destruction. + +He caught up his crutches, his little hand-organ, and hurried from the +studio. By now Barbara must be well on her way uptown. He entered a +public telephone station and gave the number of her house. He asked to +speak with Miss Marion O'Brien, and when after an interval he heard the +voice of Barbara's maid in his ear, he said: "She's been frightened. Let +me know what she's going to do as soon as you know. Don't use the house +'phone. Slip out to a pay station. I must know when she's going and +where, and if she says for how long." He hung up the receiver, and +hurried off. + +An hour later Barbara's maid telephoned him the required news, but all +of it that mattered was that Barbara was not going out of town until the +next day. There was a whole afternoon and night in which to act. + +The legless man sank at once into deep and swift thought. And ten +minutes later he had abandoned all idea of kidnapping Barbara for the +present. Certain dangers of so doing seemed insurmountable. He must +possess his soul in patience, and in the meanwhile discount, if +possible, the fright that he had given her. To this end he wrote the +following letter: + +"It wasn't your fault that I lifted my eyes to you, and hoped that you +would lower yours to me. But now I know what a fool I have been. I +forgive you for laughing at me, though at the time it made me mad like a +dog, and I only wanted to hurt the woman I love. I won't trouble you any +more, ever. Indeed I am too ashamed and humbled ever to wish to see you +again. Only please don't hate me. If I had any good sides, please +remember them. Some time you will hear of me again; but never again from +me. I have work to do, but I have given my time to dreaming. + +"When your father comes back will you ask him to let me know if he will +see me? You thought he could do something for me--or hold out some hope. +I would risk my life itself to be whole, even if I could never be very +active. And science is so wonderful; and I know your father would like +to help me if he could. + +"If you don't think I am being punished for threatening you, and going +crazy, you don't know anything about the unhappiest beast in this world. +But it is terrible for a cripple when the one person he looks up to +laughs at him. I have a thick skin; but that burnt through it +like acid." + +The messenger who carried the letter to Barbara brought him her answer: + +"I will give your message to my father. You are quite wrong about the +laughing. I didn't laugh at you or anything about you. I laughed because +I was nervous and frightened. But it can't matter much one way or the +other. I am sorry that you have been hurt twice by my family. But the +second hurt is not our fault. And I do not see that there is anything to +be done about it. As for the first, my father would end his days in +peace if he could make you whole. I shall hope to hear nothing but good +of you in the future." + +The shame and remorse to which Blizzard pretended, Barbara actually +felt. All her friendships with men had been pursued by disasters of +some sort or other. But her most disastrous experiment in friendship had +been with Blizzard. She had been bluntly told by truth-speaking persons +that he was not a fit acquaintance for her. His own face had warned her. +But she had persisted in meeting him without precautions, in treating +him like an equal, in overcoming her natural and just repugnance to him, +and in calling him her friend. It was humiliating for her to realize and +acknowledge that she had made a fool of herself. It was worse to +remember the look in his face, during those last awful moments in the +studio. Even if the bust she had made of him was a great work of art, +she had paid too high for the privilege of making it. + + + + +XXXIV + + +Dr. Ferris was delighted to learn that Barbara had left town. Her +meetings with Blizzard had been horribly on his mind and conscience. He +had dreaded some vague calamity--some intangible darkening of his +darling's soul. + +A few days in the country had worked wonders for her. Her skin had +browned a little, and her cheeks were crimson. But dearer to the +paternal heart than these evidences of good health was the fact that she +seemed unusually glad to see him. She seemed to him to have lost a world +of independence and self-reliance, to be inclined to accept his +judgments without dispute. She seemed more womanly and more daughterly, +more normal and more beautiful. + +For a man with a heavy weight always upon his conscience, the excellent +surgeon found himself wonderfully at peace with the world and its +institutions. There was no doubt that the hand which he had come from +grafting was going to live and be of some use to its new owner. His mail +was heavy with approbation. And it seemed to him that the path which he +had discovered had no ending. + +"In a hundred years, Barbara," he said, "it will be possible to replace +anything that the body has lost, or that has become diseased and useless +or a menace--not the heart, perhaps, nor the brain--but anything else. +What I have done clumsily others will do to perfection." + +"What are the chances for Blizzard?" + +"Even," said the surgeon. "They would be more favorable if he had not +lost his legs so long ago. At the worst the experiment wouldn't kill +him. He would merely have undergone a useless operation. At the best he +would be able to walk, run perhaps, and look like a whole man. If +anything is to be done for him, the time has come. He has only to tell +me to go ahead." + +"I think he'll do that," said Barbara. "But there's one thing I don't +understand," and she smiled; "who is to supply the spare legs?" + +"That's the least of all the difficulties," said her father, "now that +ways of keeping tissues alive have been discovered and proved. In time +there will be storages from which any part of the human body may be +obtained on short notice and in perfect condition for grafting. Just now +the idea is horrible to ignorant people, but the faith will spread. Only +wait till we have made a few old people young--for that will come, too, +with the new surgery." + +"You will be glad," said Barbara, "to hear that I have severed friendly +relations with Mr. Blizzard. He behaved in the end pretty much as you +all feared he would." + +And she told her father, briefly, and somewhat shamefacedly, all that +had happened in the studio. + +"He thought I was laughing at him," she said. "Of course I wasn't. And +he came at me. Do you remember when poor old Rose went mad, and tried to +get at us through the bars of the kennel? Blizzard looked like +that--like a mad dog." She shuddered. + +The surgeon's high spirits were dashed as with cold water. + +"He ought not to be helped," said Barbara; "he ought to be shot, as Rose +was." + +But Dr. Ferris shook his head gravely. "If he is that sort of a man," he +said, "who made him so? Who took the joy of life from him? Barbara, my +dear, there is nothing that man could do that I couldn't forgive." + +"And I think that your conscience is sick," said Barbara. "I used to +think as you think. But if you had seen his face that day!... The one +great mistake you have made has ruined not his life, but yours. If he +had had the right stuff in him, calamity would not have broken him! It +would have _made_ him. Give him a new pair of legs, if you can; and +forget about him, as I shall. When you first told me about him, I +thought we owed him anything he chose to ask. At one time I thought that +if he wished it, it would be right for me to marry him." + +"Barbara!" + +"Yes, I did--I thought it strongly. Shows what a fool a girl who's +naturally foolish can make of herself! Why, father, what if he has +suffered through your mistake? That mistake turned your thoughts to the +new surgery--and for the one miserable man that you have hurt you will +have given the wonder of hope to the whole of mankind." + +She slid her hand under her father's arm. + +"Let's potter 'round the gardens," she said, "and forget our troubles. +It's bully to have you back. There's not much doing in the floral line. +The summer sun in Westchester doesn't vary from year to year. But there +are lots of green things that smell good, and the asters and dahlias are +making the most extraordinary promises of what they are going to do +by and by." + +They passed out of the house and by marble steps into the first and most +formal of their many gardens, and so down through the other gardens, +terrace below terrace, to the lake. + +The water was so still as to suggest a solid rather than a liquid; to +the west shadowy mountains of cloud charged with thunder swelled toward +the zenith. The long midsummer drought was coming to an end, and all +birds and insects were silent, as if tired of complaining. Across the +lake one maple, turned prematurely scarlet, brought out the soft greens +of the woods with an astounding accent. Directly in front of this +flaming tree, a snow-white heron stood motionless upon a gray rock. + +[Illustration: They passed out of the house and by marble steps into the +first and most formal of their many gardens] + +To Barbara it seemed on that day that "Clovelly" was the loveliest place +in all the world, and her father, who had fashioned it out of rough farm +lands, one of the world's most charming artists. "Why paint with +oils, when you can draw with trees and flowers and grass and water?" she +asked herself. + +"In the time it took me to do Blizzard's bust," she said, "I could have +planted millions of flowers and seen them bloom." + +"At least," said her father, "you can finish a bust, but a garden that +is finished isn't a garden. What are you going to do with it?" + +"The bust? Why, sometimes I think I'll just leave it in the studio, and +let it survive or perish. Sometimes I want to take a hammer and smash it +to pieces." + +"It didn't come out as well as you hoped?" + +"Of course not. Does anything ever? But it's the best that I can do. And +I shall never do anything better." + +"Nonsense." + +"I shall never even try. I want to recover all the things I've thrown +away, and put them back in my head and heart where they belong, and +just live." + +"Well," said her father, smiling, "if you feel that way, why that's a +good way to feel. But I'm afraid art is stronger in you than you think. +Just now you're tired and disillusionized. In a month you'll be making +sketches for some monumental opus." + +"If I do," said Barbara, "it will be executed here at Clovelly. I never +want to leave Clovelly. I feel safe here, safe from myself and other +people. I think," and she smiled whimsically, "that I should almost +like to settle down and make you a good daughter." + +"A good daughter," said the surgeon, "marries; and her father builds a +beautiful house for her, just over the hill from his own--remember the +little valley where we found all the fringed gentian one year?--and the +shortest cut between the two houses is worn bare and packed hard by the +feet of grandchildren. Good Lord, my dear, what's the good of art, +what's the good of science? I would rather have watched you grow up than +have made the Winged Victory, or discovered the circulation of the +blood. Come now? Barbs, tell me, who's the young man?" + +For the first time in her life she told him of the wild impulsiveness +and the shocking brevity of her affections for various members of his +sex; naming no names she explained to him with much self-abasement (and +a little amusement) that she was no good, "A nice wife I'd make!" she +concluded. + +But her father only laughed. "The only abnormal thing about you," he +said, "is that you tell the truth. The average girl shows men more +attentions than men show her. I don't mean that she demonstrates her +attentions; but that she feels them in her heart. To be absolutely the +first in a woman's heart a man must catch her when she's about three +months old." + +"But a girl," said Barbara, "who thinks she's sure and then finds she +isn't, hurts the people she's fondest of. In extreme eases she breaks +hearts and spoils lives." + +[Illustration: "What is Wilmot doing with himself these days?" "He +went away," said Barbara, her eyes troubled.] + +"Hearts," said her father, "that can be broken are very weak. Lives +that can be spoiled by disappointment and injured pride aren't worth +preserving. If you have nothing more serious on your conscience than +having, in all good faith, encouraged a few young men, found that you +were wrong, and sent them away with bees in their bonnets, I'm sure I +envy you." + +Barbara simply shook her head. + +"When you do find the right man, Barbara, you'll make up to him with +showers of blessings for whatever cold rains you've shed on others.... +What is Wilmot doing with himself these days?" + +"He went away," said Barbara, and she sat looking steadily across the +lake, her chin on her hand, her eyes troubled. + + + + +XXXV + + +In many ways the life which Barbara led at Clovelly was calculated to +rest her mind. She developed a passion for exercise, and when night came +was too full of tired good health to read or talk. Since the estate was +to be hers one day, she found the wish to know her way intimately about +it, and since there were three thousand acres, for the most part thick +forests spread over rocky hills, she could contemplate weeks of +delightful explorations. To discover ponds, brooks, and caves that +belong to other people has its delights, but to go daily up and down a +lovely country discovering lovely things that belong to yourself is +perhaps the most delightful way of passing time that has been vouchsafed +to any one. + +On these explorations Barbara's chosen companion was Bubbles. He was no +longer a mere Buttons: her interest and belief in the child had passed +beyond the wish to see him develop into a good servant. She wished to +make something better of him--or if there is nothing better than a good +servant, something more showy and ornamental. + +He was sharp as a needle; and he was honest. He was not too old to be +moulded by good influences, schools, and associations into a man with +proper manners, and an upper-class command of the English language. He +should go to one of the New England church schools, later to college, +then he should choose a career for himself and be helped into harness. +So she planned his future. In the meanwhile she wished to see the thin, +spindly body catch up with the big, intelligent head. Although his +muscles were tough and wiry he had a delicate look which troubled her, +and a cough which to her inexperienced and anxious ears suggested a +consumptive tendency. + +Dr. Ferris laughed at this, but to satisfy her he gave the boy a +thorough questioning and a thorough looking over. "Any of your family +consumptives, Bubbles?" + +"Don't think so, sir." + +"Well, you're not. Heart and lungs are sound." + +"Miss Barbara says she doesn't like my cough." + +"Yes," said the surgeon, "it worries her quite a good deal. And I advise +you to stop it." + +"But my throat gets tickling, and--" + +"Your throat gets tickling because you are an inveterate cigarette +smoker. And that's the reason why you are undersized and +under-nourished. How long have you smoked?" + +"I don't remember when I didn't." + +"Can't you stop?" + +"I stopped once for two days, and then I took a pack of smokers that +wasn't mine. That was about the only thing I ever stole." + +"But if you gave me your word not to smoke any more till you're +twenty-one, couldn't you keep that promise?" + +"I could try," said Bubbles, evincing very little confidence, + +"Will you try?" said the surgeon. "Hello, what's this?" + +The boy in lifting his left arm had disclosed a dark-brown birthmark +shaped like the new moon. All amusement had gone out of Dr. Ferris's +eyes; and he had that look of tragic memories that so often put an end +to his smiling and optimistic moods. + +"Do you remember your father?" + +"No, sir." + +"Mother living?" + +Bubbles hesitated. "She's in an asylum. She's crazy." + +"What was your father's name?" + +Bubbles shook his head. + +The surgeon considered for a moment. "Well," he said, at length, and +once more smiling, "put your clothes on, and then go to Miss Ferris and +promise her that you won't smoke any more. What asylum did you say your +mother was in?" + +"Ottawan." + +"Do you ever see her?" + +"No, sir. She don't like to see me." + +"What is her name, Bubbles?" + +"Jenny Ward." + +Dr. Ferris ordered a car, and in less than two hours he was talking +with the superintendent of Ottawan about the patient, Jenny Ward. + +"The boy," he was saying, "is a protégé of my daughter's. She means to +educate him, and we are naturally interested in his antecedents. I +wonder if she has any lucid recollection of the father?" + +"When she first came she seemed to have lucid moments. Even now she +never makes trouble for any one, except that sometimes she wakes in the +night screaming. She has been very pretty." + +"H'm!" said Dr. Ferris. "You think she couldn't tell me anything about +the boy's father?" + +"I know she couldn't. When she was examined after being committed, it +was found that her tongue had been cut out." + +The woman, upon being visited, proved a meek, gentle, pathetic creature, +eager to please. As the superintendent reported, she had been very +pretty. She would have been pretty still, but for her utterly +vacant look. + +The doctor questioned her, but she made no effort, it seemed, even to +understand the questions. Given a pencil and paper she seemed to take +pleasure in making dots, dashes, and scrawls; but she made no mark that +in any way represented a letter of the alphabet. Confronted with a +printed page, she thrust it aside. + +"Very likely she never could read or write," said the superintendent; +"usually when you give 'em a pencil they make letters by an act of +muscular memory." + +In the corridor outside the woman's room, they encountered one of those +nurses who are used in managing the violent insane. He was a huge +fellow, with a dark, strong, and somewhat forbidding face. He nodded to +the superintendent and passed. Dr. Ferris looked after him down the +corridor, had a sudden thought, and communicated it to his host in a +quick undertone. + +"I say, Gyles! Look here a moment" + +The huge nurse turned on his heel, and came towering back to them. + +"Have you ever assisted in looking after the woman Jenny Ward?" and he +pointed toward the door of her room. + +"No, sir." + +"Dr. Ferris wishes to try an experiment." + +"Yes, sir." + +"He wishes you to throw open the door of her room, and to enter +quickly--upon your knees." + +"On my knees?" + +"Yes." + +"All right, sir." The man shrugged his big shoulders, and, his face +sullen and annoyed, knelt at the door of Jenny Ward's room, unlocked it, +flung it open, and entered quickly. + +Over his head the doctors saw an expression of fear, almost unearthly, +come over the woman's face. And she filled her room and the corridor +without with a hoarse and horrible screaming. + +Instantly the big nurse rose to his feet, and came out of the room. His +face was passionately angry. And he said: + +"It's a shame to frighten her like that." + +The superintendent's eyes fell before the glare in those of the +employee, and he murmured something about "necessary experiment--had +to be done." + + + + +XXXVI + + +"There's no room for doubt in my mind," said Dr. Ferris. "The +coincidence of the birthmarks, most unusual in shape and texture, the +poor woman's behavior at sight of a man who at first glance appeared to +be without legs--" + +"Yes," said Barbara, "but I go more on a certain expression that Bubbles +sometimes has and that makes him look like his father. You see, I've +done both their heads, and studied them closer than anybody else." + +"Do you suppose the boy knows?" + +She shook her head. "I think not. He's too--too decent. If he thought +that Blizzard was his father, he wouldn't say the things that I have +heard him say about him. He's the most loyal child." + +"Do you suppose Blizzard knows?" + +"Why, of course. A man could hardly have a son without knowing +him--especially a man who lives with his ears to the ground and his mind +in touch with everything in the city." + +Dr. Ferris smiled a little. "Well," he said, "shall we tell Bubbles?" + +"Why should we? I shouldn't like to be told out of a clear sky that I +had such and such a father. It doesn't seem in the least necessary." + +But before the day was out Barbara thought best to tell Bubbles. He +came to her, with a slightly important air, which he did his best to +conceal, and said that he wished to go to the city for a few days, +on business. + +"Sure the business isn't free untrammelled smoking?" + +Bubbles was offended. "If I hadn't given you my word," he said, "you +might think that. I told you when we came that I might have to go back +any time on business. I got to go. Honest, Miss Barbara." + +"Well, that settles it, Bubbles. But don't you think as long as I'm +trying to give you some of the things you've missed, that you might take +me a little more into your confidence?" + +She maintained a discreet and serious countenance, although she wished +very much to laugh. + +The boy studied her face gravely with grave eyes. "The ABC of my +business," he said presently, "is knowing who to trust. I know you won't +blab, Miss Barbara, 'r else I wouldn't tell you. There's a society in +New York City for putting down grafts and crimes. There's a rich man +back of it. And there's more kinds o' people working for it than you'd +guess in a year. There's even policemen workin' for it--" + +"But it's their business to put down crime." + +Bubbles shook his head sadly. "The chief business of the society is to +put down police graft in crime," he said. "But there's heaps o' side +businesses. Harry West, he's one of us. He's way high up. I'm way low +down. But when I'm called to do what I can, I got to do it. There's one +member younger'n me. And there's Fifth Avenue swells belongs, and +waiters, and druggists, and bootblacks, and men in hardware stores, and +barkeepers--" + +"What sort of work do you have to do?" + +"To go places and find out things." + +"Why, then you're a detective, Bubbles." + +A look of contempt swept into the child's face. "Detectives is in +business," he said, "for what they can get out of it. We're in it +because the house we live in is dirty and full of rats, and we want to +make it clean." + +The boy had raised his voice a little, and Barbara found herself +thrilling to it. + +"But, Bubbles," she objected, "you can't go to school and college and +keep up this work at the same time." + +"If I get education," said Bubbles, "it's so's to be fitter for the work +when I come out. But I can't give the work up till the job I'm on is +finished. It wouldn't be square." + +"Can you tell me the job?" + +"I'm one o' them that's helpin' to get the old un where he's wanted." + +"What old one?" + +"Blizzard." + +Barbara was very much taken aback. "The man I made the bust of?" + +"We can send him to the chair any time. But what's the use? He knows +things that we got to know before we pass him up." + +"But, Bubbles, how can you help?" + +"Oh, I'm little. I can get into little places. They wouldn't want me if +I weren't of use." + +"But I don't like the idea of your running down Blizzard, Bubbles." + +"Why not, Miss Barbara? There's no one in the city that's _needed_ as +much as him." + +"Aside from that, Bubbles--I'm willing to grant that--there's a reason +why I think you should have nothing to do with running him down." + +"It's got to be an awful good one, Miss Barbara--not just good to you, +and maybe to me, but to men higher up." + +"I think it would be good enough for the very highest up, Bubbles. Will +you take my word for it?" + +"Yes, Miss Barbara. But _they_ won't take my word for your word." + +"No," she said, "of course not." + +She considered for a few moments. Then she said: "Bubbles, I'm going to +tell you my reason. I hope I'm not doing wrong. It's a serious thing for +me to tell you and for you to know. There is very little doubt but that +Blizzard is your father." + +"Say that again, please," said Bubbles. + +"Blizzard is probably your father." + +Bubbles took the news very coolly. His eyes sparkled; but he made no +exclamations of surprise or chagrin. Instead he said: "_That_ +accounts for it." + +"Accounts for what?" + +"Oncet he caught me in his house. He said the next time he'd skin me +alive. If I hadn't been his son he'd a skun me that time. Do you get me, +Miss Barbara? He's my father, sure. But--" Now chagrin, wonder, and +perplexity were written in Bubbles's face. "Why," he said, "it makes +everything different. He never done anything for me; but if he's +my father--" + +"You can't very well spy on him, can you, Bubbles? You've got to stand +aside and leave all that to others." + +"I got to see the Head, Miss Barbara. I got to ask him." + +"Who is the head, Bubbles?" + +"I'd tell you in a minute, Miss Barbara, only we're all swore to tell no +one. But what he says goes with me. It's got to be that way, else we'd +never get nowhere." + + + + +XXXVII + + +Mr. Abe Lichtenstein looked up from a mass of writing. "So," he smiled, +"you got your few days off?" + +"Mr. Lichtenstein," said Bubbles, his eyes big, his voice trembling, "an +awful thing has happened." + +"You can tell me nothing bad but I can tell you something worse. What +has happened?" + +"The old un is my father!" + +"Yes," said Lichtenstein, "I have thought of that. You are sure?" + +"I'm sure enough not to want to have anything more to do with huntin' +him. But that's for you to say. I do what you say." + +"I won't ask you to go on," said Lichtenstein; "but you're still with +us, Bubbles? You're still for cleaning up the dirty house and making it +fit for human beings to live in?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"As far as your father's concerned you'll be neutral." + +"Meaning I won't do nothing against him, nor for him?" + +The red-headed Jew nodded. "You won't do like Rose?" + +"Rose?" + +Lichtenstein's face became very cold and grim. "She's gone over to him +body and soul. Bubbles, and heart and mind. For weeks she's fooled us +with nonsense--stuff they've made up together. Worse, she's broken every +oath she ever swore. Our strength was secrecy. Well, your father knows +the name of every agent in our society. Oh, he's got it all out of her! +Everything!" + +"Does he know that you are--" + +"Yes, confound him, he does. And my life is about as safe in this city +as that of the average cat in the Italian quarter. My life isn't the +important thing. It's what I've got in my head--cold facts. See all this +stuff? That's what's in my head going down on paper for the first time. +It's to guide the man that takes my place--to help him over some of the +hard places--three hundred sheets of it already, and only a week since +I began." + +"Rose!" exclaimed Bubbles. + +"There was none better--none smarter--till she fell in love--_fell_ in +love!" + +"Does he know I'm one of us, Mr. Lichtenstein?" + +"Why, yes. I suppose she'll have given even the children away." Mr. +Lichtenstein's eye roamed over the suite of rich rooms with their +elaborate gambling-paraphernalia. "Not much doing," he smiled, "since +Rose went over. The tip's out that I'm wanted. Nobody drops in for a +quiet game. Bubbles, you tell people when you're a man and I'm gone, +that I wasn't only a gambler. Tell 'em I took money from people who had +plenty but wouldn't take the trouble to do right with it, and tell 'em I +used that money to do right--to help make dirty things clean." + +He turned and regarded the face of the black marble clock on the +mantel-piece. As he looked the face of the clock was violently +shattered, and so, but on a lower level, was a pane of glass in the +window immediately opposite. + +Abe Lichtenstein fell face down upon his unfinished manuscript. + + + + +XXXVIII + + +Then he began to speak in a quiet voice. "Never touched me. Bubbles. +Pull that cord at the right of the window. That will close the curtains. +Careful not to show yourself. The man that fired that shot thinks he got +me. I fell over to make him think so and to keep him from shooting +again. Now then"--the curtain had been drawn over the window with the +broken pane--"let's see what sort of a gun our friend uses, and then +perhaps we can spot our friend. Did you hear the shot?" + +"No, sir. There was a noise just when the clock broke like when a steel +girder falls on the sidewalk." + +"That noise was just _before_ the clock broke, Bubbles. And it was loud +enough to drown the noise of our friend's gun. Clever work, though, to +_have_ to pull the trigger at a given moment, and to make such a close +shot. Probably had his gun screwed in a vise." + +Meanwhile Lichtenstein had extracted from the ruined clock a .45-calibre +bullet of nickel steel. A glance at the grooves made by the rifling of +the barrel from which it had been expelled caused him to raise his +colorless eyebrows and smile cynically. + +"New government automatic, Bubbles," he said, "and the funny part of it +is they've only been issued to officers so far, and the factory hasn't +put 'em on sale yet." + +"Must have been stole from an officer, then," said Bubbles. + +"You steal her jewels from an actress," said Lichtenstein, "her mite +from the widow, its romances from the people, but you don't steal his +side arms from an American army officer. No. Somebody in the factory has +let the weapon that fired this slip out. It doesn't matter--it's just a +little link in the long chain." + +He seated himself calmly at the table and set down in black and white +the fact that he had been very nearly murdered by a bullet fired from +the new army pistol. Then he began to gather up the sheets of his +manuscript. + +"Now I wonder," he said, "where I can go to finish this document? I +don't want them to 'get' me until I've paved the way for the man that +comes after me. Now then--the secret passage isn't only for the wicked." + +Kneeling on the clean hearth, Mr. Lichtenstein caused the ornamental +cast-iron back of the fireplace to swing outward upon a hinge. Reaching +a long arm into the disclosed opening, he unfastened and pushed ajar the +iron back of a fireplace in the next house. + +Bubbles, crawling through first, found himself in a somewhat overdressed +pink and blue bedroom. The lace curtains were too elaborate. The room +was luxurious and vulgar. Among the photographs on the centre-table +reposed a champagne-bottle, three parts empty, and two glasses, in which +a number of flies were heavily crawling. + +Lichtenstein, having carefully replaced the fire-backs, rose smiling, +and clapped a hand upon Bubbles's shoulder. + +"Now then, Bubbles," he said, "push that bell-button by the door four +times, and we'll see what Mrs. Popple can do to get us out of this. +Never met Mrs. Popple? She's one of us, and at heart a good one." + +The lady in question came swiftly in answer to the four rings. At first +sight she passed for a woman of hard and forbidding aspect; filmy laces +and a clinging kimona of rose-pink silk neither softened nor made +feminine the alabaster-colored face with its thin, straight mouth, heavy +hairy eyebrows, and clean-cut Greek nose. Only her costume and her hair, +indescribably fine, and indescribably yellow, betrayed that there were +follies in her nature. But the moment she spoke you liked her. She had a +slow, deep, beautiful voice, and the slowness of her speech was offset +by the fewness of her words. + +"What's wrong, Abe?" + +Lichtenstein explained briefly, and added: "Now how are we to get out of +this without being spotted and followed?" + +"Easy," said Mrs. Popple. She went to a vast wardrobe painted white, and +pulled the creaking doors wide open. "Wedge the man into one dress," +she said, "pad the boy into another. Send 'em off in a taxi. Now, boy. +Is this Bubbles? Pleased to meet you. I'm old enough to be your +grandmother." + +The words were a command, and the boy, much embarrassed, began to take +off his coat. + +"Get busy, Abe. Can take your own things along in a suit-case. I don't +look, see? I'm looking out duds for you. What's that? Razor? Find +everything in medicine-closet over wash-basin in bath-room." + +Lichtenstein disappeared, and gave forth presently the rasping sounds of +a man shaving in a hurry. And in the meanwhile, always swift and sure, +Mrs. Popple initiated Bubbles into the ABC's of female attire. + +"No trouble about a straight front for you," she chuckled, and gave a +sudden strong tug at the laces of Bubbles's corsets. He gasped, and the +tears came to his eyes. + +"Mind to take little steps," she said, "and don't swing your arms." She +clasped a blond wig upon his head, and drew back to see the effect. + +"Abe," she called, "she's a pippin!" + +A moment later she frowned, almost savagely, laid her finger on her +lips, knelt at the fireplace, thrust her head far in and +listened intently. + +Lichtenstein, one side of his face in lather, appeared at the bath-room +door. His eyes on the crouching figure of Mrs. Popple, he continued +calmly and methodically to shave himself. + +After an interval the woman rose, and shook her head. + +"Can't make out who's in there," she whispered. "Have Lizzie watch front +window see who goes out." + +Lichtenstein nodded, washed the tag ends of lather from his face, and +proceeded in dead silence to dress himself as a lady of somewhat +doubtful age, looks, and position. But Bubbles would have made a very +pretty girl, if Mrs. Popple had not insisted on powdering his face till +it was as white as that of a clown. + +"Won't do to be conspicuous," she explained. + +Lichtenstein packed the things which he and Bubbles had taken off into a +suit-case marked "A.P." (Amelia Popple), and led the way downstairs. A +little later a taxicab drew up at the curb, and the two disguised +secret-service agents sauntered down the high steps of Mrs. Popple's +brownstone house, looking neither to the right nor to the left, and +got in. + +"Where to?" said the driver, with rather a bold leer. The average lady +who descended or ascended Mrs. Popple's steps; was not considered +respectable even by taxi-drivers. + +It had been agreed that Bubbles, having of the two the more feminine +adaptabilities of voice, should do the talking. + +"Grand Central," he said. + + + + +XXXIX + + +Barbara was reading "Smoke" and did not wish to be interrupted by a +"young person" (in the footman's words) who refused to give her name. +Nevertheless she was weakly good-natured in such matters, and closing +her book said: "Very well--in here, John." + +A moment later the young person was shown into the living-room. Barbara +was still more annoyed, for young faces covered with powder were odious +to her. But suddenly the young person's mouth curled into a captivating +grin, and the young person trotted forward in a very un-young-personish +way, and cried triumphantly: + +"It's me--Bubbles." + +And Bubbles followed Barbara's gratifying exclamations of surprise and +inquiry with a syncopated outburst of explanation, finishing with: "And +Mr. Lichtenstein said I was to throw us on your mercy, and ask if he +could stay to finish his writing, and he's stepped into some bushes off +the driveway to put on his own clothes. And please, Miss Barbara, he's +just the finest and bravest ever, and don't care what happens to him, +only he says they're bound to get him now everything's found out, and +he's just got to finish writing down what he carries in his head." + +"Of course," said Barbara, "we'll have to tell my father; but all will +be well. Mr. Lichtenstein shall stay. Bring him to me when he's finished +changing, and then you'd best change, and if you don't want to have a +sore face wash all that nasty stuff off it." + +Lichtenstein had already changed, and was coming up the driveway +carrying a suit-case. Bubbles brought him at once, and with great pride, +to Barbara. Mr. Lichtenstein had never seen her before. In his bow there +was a trace of Oriental elaboration. And his curiously meagreish, +pug-nosed sandy face beamed with pleasure and admiration. + +"I thought I knew my New York, Miss Ferris," he said, "but it seems I +was mistaken." + +Since the compliment was obviously sincere, Barbara took pleasure in it, +and the pleasure showed in her charming face. "And Bubbles says," said +she, "that you are the 'finest ever.' I'm glad if staying here is going +to help the cause. You can be as private as you like--" But a sudden +change had come over Lichtenstein's face, the smile had vanished, the +eyes grown sharp, even stern. "What is your maid's name?" he +asked abruptly. + +"My maid? Why, what about her?" + +"She passed just now--by that door. I saw her in the mirror at the end +of the room. What's her name?" + +"Marion--" Barbara hesitated. + +"O'Brien?" + +"Yes, O'Brien." + +[Illustration: He caught her by the wrist, drew her to her feet, and +into the room] + +"I thought so. She's in Blizzard's pay. If she has recognized me--Shut +the door into the hall, Bubbles." + +The door being shut, Lichtenstein crossed the room and stood near it, +his hand on the knob. For nearly a minute he neither moved nor changed +expression. Then a smile flickered about his mouth, and, sure of his +effect, with a sharp gesture he flung the door wide open, and discovered +Miss Marion O'Brien kneeling in the opening. He caught her by the wrist, +drew her to her feet, and into the room. + +"Marion!" exclaimed Miss Ferris. + + + + +XL + + +There was a long silence during which Miss O'Brien tried to look +defiant, and succeeded only in shedding a few tears. Barbara had always +liked the girl, and now felt profoundly sorry for her. Liechtenstein, +too, seemed sorry and at a loss for words. The position was difficult. +The O'Brien's eavesdropping warranted her discharge, and nothing more. +She would go straight to Blizzard and disclose Lichtenstein's +whereabouts. But this in itself was merely an annoyance, as in the +meanwhile the secret service head could go elsewhere. There was nothing +for it but to discharge her and let her go. So Lichtenstein said +presently, and then wrote with a pencil on a card. This card he handed +to the maid. + +"Give that to your employer," he said. On the card was written: "If +anything happens to me you will be indicted for the Kaparoff business, +and there is enough evidence in a safe place to make you pay the +penalty. Lichtenstein." + +"And now, Miss Ferris," he said, "it will be as well to let this girl +first telephone to her master to say that I am here, and second to pack +her trunks and go." + +Barbara smiled, but not unkindly, at Marion, and nodded her brightly +colored head. "I think that will be best, Marion." + +The maid turned without a word and started for the hall-door, but was +brought to a trembling stop by sudden words from Bubbles. + +"Miss Barbara," said he, "ask her where your diamond bow-knot went!" + +"Oh," exclaimed Lichtenstein, "an excuse for keeping an eye on her, +perhaps. That was what we needed. How about this bow-knot, Marion?" + +The guilt in the girl's face must have been obvious to the dullest eye. + +"Oh," said Barbara, "is it good enough? She'd communicate with him +somehow. This isn't the Middle Ages. Marion, if by any chance any of my +things have gotten mixed with yours, please leave them on my +dressing-table." + +Marion, very red in the face, lurched out of the room. + +"I can't very well give her a character," said Barbara. + +Lichtenstein laughed. "Plenty of worse girls," he said, "receive +excellent characters daily. And now I suppose I ought to put distance +between this house and myself." + +Barbara lifted her eyebrows. "Why?" + +"Why? She's probably working the telephone now." + +"I know," said Barbara, "but if you pretend to go, and then come back, +this would be the last home in the world that Blizzard would suspect +you of hiding in. Marion will tell him her story. And he certainly won't +look for you here." + +Lichtenstein's face was wreathed in smiles, "So be it," he said, "and I +shall sit at your feet to learn." + +"Can you drive a car?" asked Barbara. + +"What kind of a car?" + +"A Stoughton? But if you can drive any kind you can drive a Stoughton. +We'll lend you a car and you shall take a long run and come back when +it's dark. If you start at once, Marion will know of it. Meanwhile I'll +tell my father all about everything. But first of all I'm dying with +curiosity to know what you wrote on that card. That's all I can say. Of +course if I'm not to be told--" + +Had she asked for his dearest secret Lichtenstein could not have refused +it, and he told her what he had written on the card. + +"But why," said Barbara, "if you have a criminal, so to speak, where you +want him--why let him be free to make more mischief? I ask merely for +information." + +"If he were punished for an ordinary crime," said Lichtenstein, "justice +would be cheated. But if we can really get him where we want him, why, +not only crime will be tried and found guilty, but the whole fabric of +the police--yes, and the administration of the law. Therefore," and his +voice was cold as marble, "it would be inadvisable to run him in for +such picayune crimes as twisting lead pipe round young women and +throwing them overboard, or otherwise delicately quieting tongues that +might be made to wag against him. And now if you are going to lend me +a car--" + + + + +XLI + + +Wilmot Allen was surprised and annoyed at being called back to New York +by his employer. He had not "gotten over" Barbara in the least, but the +great West had entered his blood. Thanks to financial arrangements with +Blizzard he had lived a life free from care, and indeed had grown and +developed in many ways, just as a forest tree will, to which air and +sunlight has been admitted by removing its nearest neighbors, together +with all their claims upon the rainfall and the tree-food locked up in +the forest soil, + +He had grown in body and mind. Wall Street, that had seemed so broad and +important to him, now seemed narrow and insignificant. It was better for +a man, a good horse between his knees, to find out what lay beyond the +Ridges than whether steel was going up or down. He looked back upon his +past life, not, it is true, with contempt and loathing, but with amused +tolerance, as a man wise and reliable looks back upon the pranks of +his boyhood. + +He loved Barbara with all his heart, but no longer with the feeling that +the loss of her would put an end to all the possibilities of life. +Indeed he was coolly resolved in the event of her marrying somebody else +to marry somebody else himself. The thought of children and a home had +grown very dear to him. In short, he had assimilated a characteristic +of the great unsettled West, where the ratio of the male of the species +to the female is often as great as ten to one. + +But if the year did not cure him of Barbara he would get her if he +could. + +To the main line was a day's journey over a single-track road abounding +in undeveloped way stations, at which an insatiable locomotive was +forever stopping to drink. At one of these stations a young man taller +and broader even than Wilmot himself, and like him bearded and brown as +autumn leaves, boarded the train laboriously and came down the aisle +occasionally catching at the backs of seats for support. + +A second look assured Wilmot that the stranger was not drunk, but sick +or hurt, and he was wondering whether or not to offer him assistance, +when the stranger suddenly stopped and smiled, steadied himself with one +hand, and held out the other. + +"I heard that you would be on this train," he said simply, "so I managed +to catch it, too. May I sit with you?" + +Wondering, Wilmot made room for the stranger and waited developments. +But as these were not at once forthcoming he felt that he must break a +silence which seemed awkward to him. And he turned his head and saw that +the man had fainted. + +A request for whiskey addressed to a car containing a dozen men +accustomed to wrest metals from the earth was not in vain. Wilmot chose +the nearest of twelve outstretched flasks, and was obliged to refuse a +thirteenth in the kindly hand of the conductor. + +"Fed better?" + +"Thanks, I'm all right." + +The twelve miners withdrew tactfully to their seats. + +"Sure?" + +"Sure. Just let me sample that brand again. Good. Now if you don't mind +I'll say what I came to say." + +"But aren't you hurt--isn't there something to do?" + +"I've _been_ hurt. I'm just weak. Don't think about it. But you're Mr. +Wilmot Allen all right, aren't you?" + +"Yes." + +"It's hard to be sure of a man you never knew and who's grown a beard +since you saw him last." + +"I assure you," Wilmot smiled, "that I'm only waiting to reach a +first-class barber-shop." + +"Perhaps you will change your mind." + +"Why should I?" + +"You know a man named O'Hagan?" + +Wilmot nodded. + +"I had a talk with him up in the mountains yesterday. He spoke truth for +once. You know a man in New York--Blizzard?" + +"He's been a good friend to me." + +"Why?" asked the stranger. + +"I don't know. I've asked myself that question a thousand times." + +"He's helped you with your debts in return for your services in +teaching a lot of foreigners to shoot straight?" + +Wilmot frowned. + +"Did it ever occur to you that he could have obtained half a dozen +teachers for a tenth of the money?" + +"That _has_ occurred to me," said Wilmot stiffly. + +"Obviously then he has some ulterior use for you." + +"Very possibly." + +"Please don't take offence. There are reasons why you shouldn't. I am +coming to them. Remember, O'Hagan talked to me, and talked truth. +Blizzard is planning a revolution. You are to be one of the leaders. You +imagine that one of the hell-governed Latin republics is to be the seat +of operations, or you wouldn't have gone into the thing. But Blizzard is +after bigger game than undeveloped wildernesses. Mr. Allen, you are part +of a conspiracy to overthrow the government of New York City." + +"Say that again." + +The stranger smiled. "O'Hagan at the last made a clean breast of +everything. He had to. I came West to make him." + +"At the _last_? What does that mean?" + +"When a man won't talk you have to make him--even if you fix him so that +he can never talk again." + +"Is O'Hagan _dead_?" + +"He had his choice. But he _had_ to talk. If I had let him off +afterward--I couldn't have gotten away with the information. One of us +had to go out, and I had the power to decide which. I chose that O'Hagan +should be the one. He was a man steeped in crime. I am not." + +"You killed him?" + +"I am a very poor talker if I have conveyed another meaning. I tracked +him into the mountains. He shot me twice before I could get my hands on +him. I twisted the truth out of him, and then as I was about to faint +like a school-girl, and as my information was precious, I flung him over +a cliff. If I hadn't, you see, he could have fixed me while I was +unconscious." + +The man's voice was very quiet, very matter-of-fact. Wilmot stared at +him with a sort of wondering horror, for he knew that the man was +telling the truth. + +"He shot you twice. That was some time yesterday. You've seen a doctor?" + +"There was none, and I had to ride all night to get here." + +"Are you badly hit?" + +The stranger drew back his coat and disclosed a shirt twice perforated +over the abdomen and dark with dried and thickening blood. "Please don't +try to do anything. There's no help. The damage is where it doesn't +show. Only listen, please, and believe, and be frank with me." + +Wilmot nodded gravely. "I don't know who you are," he said, "but you are +hurt, and if you'd rather talk than try to do something about it, of +course I'll listen." + +[Illustration: "I twisted the truth out of him, and then flung him over +a cliff"] + +"You are in wrong on the revolution," said the stranger. "It is not to +come off in South America, but in the city of New York. If Blizzard's +plans carry, this will happen. On the 15th of January there will be an +explosion of dynamite loud enough to be heard from, the Battery to the +Bronx. At that signal two-thirds of the police force, at the moment on +active duty, will be shot dead in their tracks. The assassins, +distinguished from law-abiding citizens by straw hats of a +peculiar weave--" + +"I have such a hat in my trunk." + +"Are to assemble together with that third of the police force whom it +was not necessary to annihilate, at the Sub-Treasury in Wall Street. +Here they will receive further orders--some to loot the Sub-Treasury, +some to loot banks, some Tiffany's, some the great wholesale jewellers +of Maiden Lane. You, perhaps, as a man of superior talk and breeding, +would be sent with a picked crew of Polacks, dagoes, and other +high-minded patriots to rifle the Metropolitan Museum of Art--" + +"Look here, did O'Hagan--" + +"He did. Meanwhile all communication by telephone, by telegraph, by +cable between New York and the outer world will be cut off. For at least +twenty-four hours the city will be in Blizzard's power, at his, +disposition." + +"How about communication by train?" + +"Trains will come into the Grand Central and the Pennsylvania, but they +will not go out." + +"A man could jump into an automobile and carry the news." + +"Ferries will stop running. Bridges will be closed." + +The idea of looting New York had fired Wilmot's imagination. It was a +possibility to which he had never before given any thought, + +"But," he objected, "there must be a flaw somewhere." + +"Probably," admitted the stranger. "For there is a flaw in Blizzard's +mind. It is the only way to account for him. He stands on the verge of +insanity." + +"Suppose the plan carries. The city has been looted. What next?" + +"The stuff is hidden under Blizzard's house in Marrow Lane in cellars +that he has been preparing for years. A passage leads from these cellars +to a pier on the East River. Either he gets away with his loot in a +stolen liner, or he finds that he may live on in New York, or perhaps in +Washington." + +"I don't see that." + +"What effect would a successful revolution in New York have upon the +discontented and the murderous of other cities? Are the criminals of San +Francisco, Denver, Chicago to be outdone by the criminals of the effete +East? I tell you, Mr. Allen, that sometimes in mad visions the legless +beggar sees upon his brows a kingly crown." + +"But the rest of the police--the garrison at Governor's Island?" + +"O'Hagan was Blizzard's right-hand man, his general in the West. For +the honor of being his left-hand man there are two aspirants--the mayor +of New York City and the police commissioner--nor will the +lieutenant-governor of our great State hold his hands behind his back +and shake his head when the loot is being distributed." + +"Are you _joking?"_ + +"No, Mr. Allen. I am dying. Now listen. I assume that you are no longer +with Blizzard." + +"What an ass I've been!" + +"You are to find Abe Lichtenstein and tell him what I have told you. The +boy Bubbles will put you on his track. As for money which Blizzard has +advanced to you--" The stranger fumbled in his breast pocket and brought +forth a much-soiled sheet of paper. "This locates outlying mining claims +in Utah. They will make you rich. One-third to you--one-third to Miss +Barbara Ferris--one-third to the boy Bubbles. You will tell him that I +was his brother--different mothers, but the same father." + +"_You_ are Harry West," and Wilmot looked with compassionate interest +upon the man who, if only for a brief period of time, had once stood +first in Barbara's affections. + +Under the strain of talking West's voice had grown weaker. "Miss +Barbara," he said quietly, "is in great danger from my father--" + +"_Your_ father?" + +"Didn't I tell you? Oh, yes. He is my father--Blizzard. That is why I +don't mind dying. When the city is in confusion, and without any laws +save of his own dictation, Miss Barbara will be in terrible danger. Many +years from now, when it can do no harm with you, tell her, please, that +in my life I had the incomparable privilege--" + +Wilmot leaped to his feet. "Is there a doctor here? This man is dying." + +But the Spartan, the wolf Death gnawing at his vitals, had said all that +it was necessary for him to say. Wilmot Allen's strong arm about him, +his mouth vaguely smiling, he fell heavily forward as if under the +weight of a new and overpowering wonder and knowledge. + + + + +XLII + + +Nothing so makes for insomnia as a man's knowledge that he has made a +fool of himself. Between Chicago and New York Wilmot Allen did not even +have his berth made up. He visited the dining-car at the proper +intervals, hardly conscious of what he ordered or ate. He bought +newspapers, books, magazines, and opened none of them. For the most part +he looked out the window of his compartment into rushing daylight or +darkness. His mind kept travelling the round of a great circle that +began and ended in humiliation. He had been as confiding in Blizzard's +hands as an undeveloped child of seven. He had been teaching men whose +creed was murder and anarchy how to handle weapons. He had taken at +their face value words uttered by an emperor among scoundrels; had asked +no material or leading questions, and was in his conscience paying the +penalty for having snatched at tainted money with which to relieve +himself of obligations that pressed till they hurt. + +Beginning in humiliation, the circle of his thoughts ascended time after +time to Barbara, only to fall from the high and tender lights which +memories and anticipations of her brought into them, back to that +darkness in which he struggled to give himself "a little the best of +things" and could not. + +On arriving in New York a man of more complex mental processes would +have tried first of all to get the precious information which he carried +into the possession of Lichtenstein, but Wilmot felt that he could have +no peace until he had seen Blizzard, spoken his mind, and washed his +hands of him. That he would then put his own life in danger did not +occur to him, and would not have altered his determination if it had. + +The lure of Barbara, however, drew him aside from the direct path to +Marrow Lane. He had resolved not to see her for a year, but thought it +right to break through that resolution in order to tell her at first +hand of Harry West's death. But the janitor told him that Miss Ferris +had not been coming to the studio for a long time. She had had no word +from her. She had left one day by the back stair without her hat; a +little later the legless beggar had left by the front door. His +expression had been enough to frighten a body to death. Yes, the boy had +come one day in a taxicab and gone away with her things. He had refused +to answer any questions. She had never thought very highly of him as a +boy. No, the bust upon which Miss Ferris had been at work had not been +removed. No, the gentleman could not see it. Orders were orders.... Yes, +the gentleman could see it. After all there had been no orders recently. + +She led the way upstairs, her hand tightly closed upon a greenback. She +unlocked and flung open the door of Barbara's studio, remarking that +nothing in it had been touched since that lady's departure. + +Wilmot noticed much dust, an overturned chair, and then his eyes rose to +the bust of Blizzard as to a living presence. The expression of that +bestial fallen face made his spine feel as if ants were crawling on it. +And he turned away with disgust and hatred. "Oh, Barbs, Barbs, what a +wrong-headed little darling you are!" But he added: "And Lord, what a +talent she's got!" + +Blizzard was not in his office. But he was upstairs and expected Mr. +Allen. + +A girl who had been wonderfully pretty told Wilmot these things. She +would have been wonderfully pretty still, for she was very young, if she +had not looked so tired, so unhappy, so broken-spirited. Did Rose still +love the man for whom she had betrayed her friends and her own better +nature? Yes. But she had learned that she was no more to him than a +plaything--to caress or to break as seemed most amusing to him. At first +until the novelty of her had worn off he had shown her a sufficiency of +brusque tenderness. Latterly as his great plans matured he had been all +brute. Sometimes he made her feel that he was so surfeited with her love +that he considered killing her. + +Sideways, with eyes haunted by shame and tragedy, she gave the handsome +bearded youth a look of compassion. "In here, please," she said. + +The door closed behind Wilmot with an ominous click, and he found +himself face to face with the legless beggar. In this one's eyes, seen +above a table littered with pamphlets and writings, was none of that +mock affability to which he had formerly treated Wilmot Allen. He looked +angry, dangerous, poisonous. And he broke into a harsh, ugly laugh. + +"It takes you," he said, "to rush in where angels fear to tread. Welcome +to my parlor! What a fool! My God! You heard what Harry West had to say +before he died, and you came straight here." + +"I don't know how you know it. But I did talk to your son. I did hear +what he said. And I came here to tell you. And to tell you that there +will be no more dealings between us. I am going straight from here to +tell the proper authorities what I know." + +"Aren't you going to punch my face first? That's what you'd like to do. +It's in your eyes. But you're afraid." + +"I am not afraid," said Wilmot, "and you know it." + +For answer the legless man picked up a silver dollar from among the +papers in front of him, and broke it savagely into four pieces. +"Afraid!" he said. "Afraid! Afraid!" + +Wilmot took a step forward. "It would give me the greatest pleasure," he +said quietly, "to knock your head off. Unfortunately you are a cripple." + +Blizzard said nothing, and presently, white with anger and contempt, +Wilmot turned and tried the handle of the door by which he had entered. +Blizzard laughed. + +[Illustration "Climb out of that chair, and let me out of this house"] + +"This door is locked," said Wilmot. + +"You are a prisoner in this house." + +"I am, am I?" + +Quick as lightning he had drawn and levelled at the legless man an +automatic pistol of the largest calibre. The legless man did not move an +inch, change expression, or take his eyes from Wilmot's. + +Wilmot advanced till only the table separated them. "You will," he said, +"climb out of that chair, and let me out of this house, walking in +front of me." + +The legless beggar appeared to consider the matter. There was silence. +Wilmot shifted the position of his feet, and the floor boards under +them creaked. + +Blizzard appeared to have made up his mind. He spread his hands on the +table as if to help himself out of his chair. The palm of his right +hand, unknown to Wilmot, covered an electric push-button. + +"Perhaps," said Blizzard, "you won't be in such a hurry to go after you +hear that Miss Barbara Ferris is also a prisoner in this house--" + +In horror and bewilderment Wilmot allowed the muzzle of his automatic to +swerve. In that moment the palm of the legless man's right hand pressed +upon the button, and the square of the floor upon which Wilmot stood +dropped like the trap of a gallows, and he fell through the opening +into darkness. + +He was neither stunned nor bruised, and he began to grope about for the +pistol which in the sudden descent had been knocked from his hand. The +only light came from the open trap in the floor above. Something fell +softly at his feet; he picked it up. It was a cloth, saturated with +chloroform. He flung it from him, and began with a new haste to grope +and fumble for his pistol. + +Another cloth fell, and another. Distant and ugly laughter fell with +them. More cloths, and already the air in the place reeked with +chloroform. + +He no longer knew what he was looking for, and when at last his hand +closed upon the stock of the automatic, he did not know what it was that +he had found. + +Another cloth fell. + + + + +XLIII + + +He came to in a narrow iron bed, weak, nauseated, and handcuffed. He +could rub his feet together, but he could not separate them. He had been +dreaming about Barbara--horrible dreams. His first conscious thought was +that she, too, was a prisoner in the house of Blizzard, and that somehow +or other he must save her. Having tried in vain to break the bright, +delicate-looking handcuffs, he tried in vain to think calmly. Hours +passed. Nobody came. He worked himself gradually into a fever of +impotent rage. Civilization slipped away from him. He was ready, if +necessary, to fight with his teeth, to gouge eyes, to inflict any +barbarous atrocity upon his enemy. + +Gradually, for the air in the room was fresh, the feeling of sickness +passed away, and was succeeded by weakness and lassitude. As a matter of +fact, being a strong man, in splendid health, he was faint from hunger. +But he did not know this. + +An elderly woman came softly into the room. She wore a blue dress, a +white apron, a white kerchief, white cuffs, a white cap. Her face was +disfigured by a great brown protruding mole from which a tuft of hair +sprouted; she had an expression of methodical kindness, but small +shifting eyes in which was no honesty. + +She carried a cup that smoked. She put the cup on a table, lifted +Wilmot to a sitting position, as if he had been a child, and asked him +if he was hungry. + +For a moment he did not answer; he was getting used to the discovery +that he had been undressed and was wearing a linen night-gown. Then he +nodded toward the smoking cup. + +"How do I know it isn't poisoned?" + +"Come--come," said the woman, "you'd have gone out under the chloroform +if that had been the intention. Better keep your strength up." + +After a few spoonfuls of the soup, Wilmot suggested that he should +prefer something solid. + +The woman shook her head. + +"If I'm to be kept alive," he said petulantly, "why not comfortably?" + +"Nothing solid. That's the doctor's orders." + +"Blizzard's?" + +"No. The doctor." + +"What doctor?" + +"Why, Dr. Ferris." + +"Where is he? I want to speak to him." + +"He isn't here. He's coming when everything's ready." + +"Everything ready?" A nameless fear began to gnaw at Wilmot's vitals. +And at that moment the door swung open, and he saw, beyond the bulking +head and shoulders of the legless man, a narrow iron table, white and +shining, in a room all glass and white paint. + +On the entrance of Blizzard, the woman took up the remains of the soup, +and passed noiselessly out of the room. + +Blizzard climbed to the foot of Wilmot's bed, and sat looking at him. In +his eyes there was a glitter of suppressed excitement. "When our last +talk was interrupted," he said, "I had just told you that Miss Ferris is +a prisoner in this house. You don't like the idea?" + +Wilmot shuddered and made a convulsive effort to break the handcuffs. He +struggled with them in desperate silence for nearly a minute. + +"I might break them," said Blizzard, "but you can't. Try to be as +reasonable as you can. Miss Ferris is in no immediate danger. I am going +to let her go, if you and I can agree." + +"What do you want _me_ to agree to?" + +"I've had it in mind for a long time. It was why I relieved you of money +cares, and sent you West. I wished to put you in a state of perfect +health before trying an experiment of the utmost interest and value to +science. Only your consent is now wanting. Upon that consent depends +Miss Ferris's fate. Refuse and I leave your lover heart to imagine what +that fate may be. She is absolutely in my power--absolutely. Do you know +her writing?" + +He smiled a little and held before Wilmot's eyes a sheet of note-paper. + +"She has just written it," he said, "of her own free will." + +Wilmot read: "I will marry you, as soon as I know that Wilmot Allen is +out of your power and safe in life and limb." + +A sort of ecstasy, half anguish and half delight, thrilled through +Wilmot. The writing was unmistakably Barbara's--and she was ready to +make that sacrifice for him! + +"She sha'n't do that," he said, "so help me God. What must I do--to save +her?" + +"Young man," said the legless man, "you must give me your legs." + +Wilmot was at first bewildered. + +"My legs?" + +"They are to be grafted on my poor old stumps," said Blizzard. "You +won't die. You'll just be as I am now. And I--I," his eyes shone with an +unholy light, "shall be as you are now--a biped--a real man--a giant of +a man. You are going to consent?" + +"How do I know that you will let Miss Ferris go?" + +"You shall have news of her freedom and safety in her own writing." + +"When I have that assurance," said Wilmot, "I will consent to anything. +Any decent man would give his life for a woman--why not his legs? Is Dr. +Ferris to operate?" + +"He will be the chief of three surgeons." + +"But he won't cut off my legs. We're old friends. He--" + +"Won't know you in that beard. I have told him that you are a murderer +whom I have saved from the chair. That in gratitude for this and for +the further services of smuggling you out of the country and giving you +a large sum of money--not forgetting the crying interests of +science--you have consented to give me your legs. He will ask you if you +consent to have your legs cut off, and you will nod your head without +speaking--then when my old stumps have been prepared--you will be put +under an anaesthetic--" + +"First I must know that Miss Ferris is safe." + +"Give me your word of honor that when you _know_ that she is--you will +consent." + +"I don't know what you have to do with honor," said Wilmot, "but I give +my word." + +"Then," said Blizzard, sliding to the floor, "I go to set Miss Ferris +free." + + + + +XLIV + + +At first Barbara could not bear to tell her father, but at last her +excitement and distress became so great that she had to tell him. In a +few hours she had changed from a radiant person to one white, sick, +and shadowed. + +"I've seen that man," she said. "I was writing notes in the +summer-house. He--" + +"What man--Blizzard? Well?" + +"I've promised to marry him. He has Wilmot Allen in his house--in his +power. He told me that if I would marry him, he would let Wilmot go. If +I wouldn't, he would kill him with indescribable tortures. I told him +that I would marry him when I learned that Wilmot was safe. And so I +will, and then I will kill myself. You've got to do something. I never +knew till he was in this awful danger that in all the world there was +never anybody for me but Wilmot--fool not to know it in time." + +Dr. Ferris made her drink something that he mixed in a glass. In a few +minutes her jumping nerves began to come into control. + +[Illustration: "I've seen that man. I was writing notes in the summer +house when he came".] + +"Wilmot," said he, "will never consent to save himself at your expense. +And I think I can promise you that Blizzard will do nothing in this +matter for some time. He is to undergo a very serious operation +to-night. It has all been arranged. A man under obligation to +Blizzard has consented to give his legs--I am to operate. Don't look at +me like that, daughter. I have given my word that if I thought the thing +could be done, I would do it. The man consents. There is no reason why I +shouldn't. I would do more to undo what I have done, and in the +interests of science." + +"You don't understand. The man who _consents_ is Wilmot." + +"Did Blizzard tell you so?" + +"Nobody has told me. I know it. He consents so that I may go free." + +"Of course if Wilmot is the man--" + +"You couldn't--you wouldn't do it to _him_, father." + +"And you so in love with him, my dear! We must go to the police." + +"No, we mustn't. He said that if we tried to play any tricks, we might +get him, but never Wilmot, alive. Don't you see? Father, the man isn't +fit to live. He's insane." + +"Answer wanted, Miss Barbara." Bubbles entered hesitatingly, a note in +his hand. + +One glance at the superscription, and Barbara ripped open the envelope. +She read the note and her brows contracted with pain. "Read +that, father." + +Dr. Ferris read: + + DEAREST BARBS: + + I can't help breaking my silence to say I love you with my + whole heart and soul. Only tell me that you are safe and + sound in your father's house. I want much to know that, for I + am on the brink of a great, a dangerous, and I think a noble + venture. + + WILMOT. + +"What did I tell you!" she exclaimed. "Who brought this, Bubbles?" + +"Nobody--a messenger-boy." + +"Barbara," said her father, "write that you are safe at home. I'll tell +Lichtenstein what has happened. He's our best advice. Where is Mr. +Lichtenstein, Bubbles?" + +"In his room, sir, writing." + +Dr. Ferris left hurriedly, and Bubbles, gnawed by unsatisfied curiosity, +stood first on one foot and then on the other while Barbara wrote to +Wilmot. Somehow it was a very difficult note to write, for she felt sure +that it would not be read by Wilmot's eyes alone, and she didn't wish by +a syllable further to incite the legless man against his prisoner. So at +last she merely wrote that she was with her father at Clovelly. What she +wanted to write was that her love for him had grown and grown until she +was sure of it. + +After Bubbles had gone with the note she sat for a long time without +moving, silent and white. + +When her father returned, bringing Lichtenstein, he, too, was white. "I +am going to town at once," he said. "God willing, I shall have only good +news for you." + +Barbara turned to Lichtenstein. "You've thought out something?" + +He nodded gravely. + +[Illustration: "Read that, father"] + + + + +XLV + + +"My treasure! My ownest own!" + +Rose cowered from the cold malice in the legless man's voice, and from +the unearthly subdued excitement in his eyes. + +"Sit there opposite me. Don't be afraid. Things are coming my way. +To-morrow I shall have a pair of legs. Think of that! Are you +thinking of it?" + +She nodded. + +The legless man wiped his mouth with the palm of his hand. "I told him," +he said, "that she was a prisoner in this house. He said he would give +me his legs if I would let her go free. He wrote a note asking if she +was safe and sound. I sent it out to her place where she was all the +time, and of course she answered that she was safe and sound." + +He chuckled, and his agate eyes appeared to give off sparks. + +"But she," he went on, "has promised to marry me, if I will let _him_ go +free. They love each other, Rose. They love each other! But I'm not +jealous. It won't come to anything. First I will get his legs. Then, if +he lives, I will make him write to her that he _is_ sound and free. I +will tell her that he refused to sacrifice himself. That will make her +hate him, and then we'll be married and live happily ever after. But if +she breaks her word, why on the 15th of January she will be taken, +wherever she is, and brought here, and we--we _won't_ be married!" He +laughed a long, ugly laugh. + +"What are you going to do with me?" + +The legless man considered, "I'm afraid you'll be too jealous to have +about, my pretty Rose. I'm afraid your love for me will turn into a +different feeling--in spite of the beautiful new legs that I shall have. +In short, my dear, knowing women as I do, you are one of my greatest +problems. If I could be sure that you wouldn't give anything away before +the 15th--after that it wouldn't matter." + +"Are you leading up to the announcement that you are going to kill me?" +She looked him straight in the eyes, and began to shiver as if she was +very cold. + +"Wouldn't that be best," he asked, "for everybody concerned?" + +"I swear to God I won't give anything away," she said. + +He continued to smile in her face. "I could do it for you," he said, "so +delicately--so painlessly--with my hands--and your troubles would be +all over." + +He took her slender white neck between the palms of his great hairy +hands and caressed it. She did not shrink from his touch. + +"Rose," he said presently and with the brutal and tigerish quality gone +from his voice, "you're brave. But I know women too well. I don't trust +you. If you'd screamed then or shown fear in any way, you'd be dead +now. After the 15th you shall do what you please with your life. +Meanwhile, my dear, lock and key for yours." + +"You'll come to see me sometimes?" + +"After to-night, I shall be laid up for a while, growing a pair of legs. +Later I'll look in, now and then. How about a little music, before you +retire to your room for the next few months? I'll tell you a secret. I'm +nervous about to-night, and frightened. A little Beethoven? to soothe +our nerves? the Adagio from the Pathétique?" + +He stumped beside her, holding her hand as a child holds that of its +nurse; but for a different reason. + +That night, securely locked in her own room next to his, she slept at +last from sheer weariness. And she dreamed that he was playing to her, +for her--the Adagio, and then the "Funeral March of a Hero." + + + + +XLVI + + +Occasionally now, for a long time, there had been coming from the next +room the dink of steel against steel, a murmur of hushed voices, and a +sound of several pairs of feet moving softly. With the exception of two +cups of soup, Wilmot, in preparation for what he was to undergo, had had +nothing to eat. What with this and the natural commotion of revolt in +his whole nervous system, he was weak and faint. + +The door opened, and Dr. Ferris came quietly into the room and bent over +him. He was in white linen from head to foot, and wore upon his hands a +pair of thin rubber gloves, glistening with the water in which they had +been boiling. + +Prepared to find Wilmot, he naturally recognized him, in spite of the +beard which so changed the young man's face for the worse; but of this +recognition he gave no sign. The legless man, alert for any possibility +of self-betrayal on Wilmot's part, had followed him into the room. Dr. +Ferris spoke very quickly: + +"My man," he said, "is it true that of your own free will, in exchange +for immunity and other benefits received, you consent to the amputation +of both your legs, as near the hip-joint as may be found necessary?" + +Wilmot drew a long breath, focussed his mind upon bright memories of +Barbara, and slowly nodded. + +"You are quite sure? You are holding back nothing? There has been no +coercion?" + +"It's all right," chirped in Blizzard. "Glad of the chance to pay me +back, aren't you, my boy?" + +For a moment Wilmot's eyes rested with a cold contempt on the beggar's. +And he thought, "to save her from that!" and once more nodded. + +"Shall I tell them to bring the ether, doctor?" + +Dr. Ferris turned his head slowly. + +"What are _you_ doing here?" he said, in his smiling professional voice. +"You ought to be undressed, scrubbed, and ready for the anaesthetic +yourself." + +"But I thought--I thought you'd make sure of the legs first, before you +did anything to me." + +"The success of graftage," said the doctor, "lies in the speed with +which the parts to be grafted can be transferred from one patient to the +other. In this case, the two operations will proceed at the same +time--side by side. There are four of us, and two nurses to do what is +necessary--now if you will go and get ready." + +"Frankly, doctor, do you think the chances of success are good?" + +Dr. Ferris's voice rang out heartily. "Splendid!" he said, "splendid!" +He turned once more to Wilmot. "I am sorry for you," he said kindly, +"but you are willing that we should go ahead, aren't you?" + +Blizzard stood, hesitating. + +"Not losing your nerve?" asked the surgeon, and there was the least hint +of mockery in his voice. + +"Hope this is the last time I have to walk on stumps," Blizzard +answered, and he began to move toward the door. + +"I hope so, too, Blizzard," said Dr. Ferris, "with all my heart." And +with an encouraging nod to Wilmot he followed the beggar out of the +room, and closed the door behind him. + +In the operating quarter were two nurses on whom Dr. Ferris had been +able to rely for many years, and three clean-cut young surgeons, in whom +he had detected more than ordinary talents. + +"He said he'd send word when he was ready," said one of the nurses. + +"Good," said Dr. Ferris, "for I have a few words to say to you all, +knowing that, because of the etiquette of our profession, these words +will not go any further." + +For five minutes he spoke quietly and gravely. He told them his +relations with Blizzard since the beginning. And something of Blizzard's +relations, subsequent to the loss of his legs, with the rest of the +world. Then he explained the operation which he was _expected_ to +perform, enlarging upon both its chances for success and for failure. +And then, much to the astonishment of his audience, he brought his talk +to an end with these words: + +"But in this instance the operation has no chance whatever of success. +The stump of a limb amputated in childhood does not keep pace with the +rest of the body-growth. And we should be trying to graft the legs of a +grown man upon the hips of a child. It seems, therefore, that I have +brought you here under false pretenses. Technically I am going to commit +a crime--I am going to perform an operation not thought of or sanctioned +by the patient. But my conscience is clear. When I examined the child +Blizzard after he had been run over, I did not give the attention which +would be given nowadays to minor injuries, bruises, and contusions which +he had sustained. From all accounts the boy was a good boy up to the +time of his accident. In taking off his legs I have blamed myself for +the whole of his subsequent downfall. I think I have been wrong. The man +was once arrested for a crime, and freed on police perjury. During his +incarceration, however, accurate measurements and a description of him +were made. Only to-day a copy of this document has been shown to me, by +a gentleman high in the secret service. And it seems that Blizzard is +differentiated from other legless men, by a mole under one arm, and by a +curious protuberance on the back of his head--and I believe that his +moral delinquency is not owing to the despair and humiliation of being a +cripple, but to skull-pressure upon the brain." + +The three young surgeons looked at each other. One of them started to +voice a protest. + +"But, doctor--it's--you're asking a good deal of us. I don't know that I +personally--" + +Three knocks sounded quietly on a door of the room. Dr. Ferris, breaking +into a smile of relief, sprang to open it. + +In the rectangle appeared Lichtenstein; he was dripping wet from head +to foot and carried in one hand a heavy blue automatic. + +"'Fraid you couldn't make it," exclaimed the surgeon. + +"Had to dynamite a safe down in the cellar--hear anything?" + +Dr. Ferris shook his head, and turned to the others. + +"Mr. Lichtenstein," he said, "of the secret service ... Lichtenstein, +some of these youngsters don't want to mix up in this. Tell +them things." + +Lichtenstein smiled broadly. "Then I'll have to operate," he said. And +he lifted his pistol ostentatiously. "Young men," he went on, "if you +aren't willing to make a decent citizen of Blizzard, why I must arrest +him, and send him to the chair, or if he resists arrest, I must make a +decent dead man of him--" + +In the distance there rose suddenly the powerful cries of the legless +man. "All ready," he cried, "bring on your ether." + +"Who's going to help me?" asked Dr. Ferris. + +The three young surgeons stepped quickly forward. + +"Good," said Dr. Ferris. "He's strong as a bull. You come with me, +Jordyce, and you two wait within hearing just outside the door." + +"One moment," said Lichtenstein, "where's young Allen?" + +"In there," said Dr. Ferris. + +"I'll just introduce myself," said the Jew, "and tell him what's up. He +must be in a most unpleasant state of mind." + +To Wilmot there appeared the figure of a little stout man with red hair +and a pug nose, who was dripping wet, and who smiled in an +engaging fashion. + +"You're safe as you'd be in your own house," said the kindly Jew; "no +ether--no amputation--no nothing. And here's a note from Miss Barbara. +I'm dripping wet, but I guess the ink hasn't run so's you can't +read it." + +Wilmot read his note, and a great light of happiness came into his eyes, + +"After a while," said Lichtenstein, "I'll hunt up more clothes for you, +and you can jump into a car and run out to Clovelly. Don't let Miss +Barbara see you in that beard, though." + +"I won't," said Wilmot. "Tell me what's happened. Has Blizzard been +arrested? You're--" + +"I'm Abe Lichtenstein--" + +"Good Lord!" exclaimed Wilmot, "if I'd only gone straight to you--" + +"If you had you might never have known that Beauty would have married +the Beast--just to save young Mr. Allen pain. But why come to me?" + +"With information from Harry West. He had run the whole conspiracy down. +It seems--" + +"Names--did he give names?" + +"Yes--unbelievable names." + +Lichtenstein's eyes narrowed with excitement. + +In the next room there arose suddenly the sound of many feet shuffling, +as if men were carrying a heavy weight, and presently the smell of ether +began to come to them through the key-hole. And they heard groans, and a +dull, passionless voice that spoke words of blasphemy and obscenity. + + + + +XLVII + + +It was rare in Dr. Ferris's experience to see a man, after an operation, +come so quickly to his senses. It was to be accounted for by perfect +health and a powerful mind. The patient lay on his side, because of the +wound on the back of his head, and into his eyes, glazed and +ether-blind, there came suddenly light and understanding, and memory. +Memory brought the sweat to his forehead in great beads. + +"Is it over?" he asked quickly. "Have you done the trick?" + +"It couldn't be done." + +"When did you find that out?" + +"I knew it before you went under ether." + +"Then you haven't mutilated young Allen?" + +"No." + +The legless man's eyes closed, and he smiled, and for perhaps a minute +dozed. He awoke saying: "Thank God for that." A moment later: "I'm all +knocked out of time--what have you done to me?" + +"I took the liberty of freeing your brain from pressure--result of an +old accident. It can only do you good. It was hurting your mind more +and more." + +"I'd like to sleep, but I have the horrors." + +"What sort of horrors?" + +"Remorse--remorse," said the legless man in a strong voice. + +Dr. Ferris was trembling with excitement. + +"But thank God my deal against Allen didn't go through. That's something +saved out of the burning. Where is Rose? I want Rose." + +"Rose?" + +"I remember. I locked her up--in that room. The key's in the bureau top +drawer, left. I'd like her to sit by me. I want to go to sleep. I want +to forget. Time enough to remember when I'm not sick.... That you, Rose? +Sit by me and hold my hand, there's a dear. If I need anything she'll +call you, doctor. Just leave us alone, will you?" + +He clung to the hand, as a child clings to its mother's hand; and there +was a tenderness and trust in the clasp that thrilled the girl to +her heart. + +"Say _you_ forgive me, Rose." His voice was wheedling. + +She leaned forward and kissed him. + +"We got a lot to live down, Rose. Don't say we can't do it. Wait till +I'm up and around, and strong." + +He fell asleep, breathing quietly. Two hours later he woke. Rose had not +moved. + +"We'll begin," he said, "at once by getting married. I've dreamed it all +out. And we'll set up home in a far place. That is, if _they'll_ give me +a chance. But I've never asked you--Rose, will you marry me?" + +"Do you want me?" She leaned forward and rested her cheek against his. + +"Do you understand?" he said. "We're beginning all over. You can't undo +things that you've done; but you can start out and do the other kind of +things and strike some sort of a balance--not before man maybe--but in +your own conscience. That's something. I want to talk to Ferris. Call +him, will you, and leave us." + +"Doctor, was everything I _was_ bone pressure? Ever get drunk?" + +Dr. Ferris nodded gravely. "In extreme youth," he said. + +"Well, you know how the next day you remember some of the things you +did, and half remember others, and have the shakes and horrors all +around, and make up your mind you'll never do so and so again? That's +me--at this moment. But the past I'm facing is a million times harder to +face than the average spree. It covers years and years. It's black as +pitch. I don't recall any white places. Everything that the law of man +forbids I've done, and everything that the law of God forbids. I won't +detail. It's enough that I know. Some wrongs I can put finger to and +right; others have gone their way out of reach, out of recovery. Maybe I +don't sound sorry enough? I tell you it takes every ounce of courage +I've got to remember my past, and face it. Was it all bone pressure? Am +I really changed? Am I accountable for what I did? Was it I that did +wicked things right and left, or was it somebody else that did 'em? +Another thing, is the change permanent? Am I a good man now, or am I +having some sort of a fit? Fetch me a hand-glass off the bureau, +will you?" + +Blizzard looked at himself in the mirror. + +"Seems to me," he said, "I've changed. Seems to me I don't look so +much--like hell, as I did. What do you think?" + +"I think, Blizzard," said Dr. Ferris, "that when you were run over as a +child you hurt your head. I think that even if I hadn't cut off your +legs you would have grown up an enemy of society. I think that up to the +time of your accident, and since you have come out of ether just now, +are the only two periods in your life when you have been sane, and +accountable for your actions. Between these two periods, as I see it, +you were insane--clever, shrewd--all that--but insane nevertheless. I +think this--I _know_ it. Even the expression of your face has changed. +You look like an honest man, a man to be trusted, an able man, a kind +man, the kind of man you were meant to be--a good man." + +"You really think that?" + +"It isn't what I think, after all; it's what _you_ feel. Do you wish to +be kind to people--friends with them? To do good?" + +"That is the way I feel _now_. But, doctor--will it last?" + +"It's got to last. Blizzard. And you've got to stop talking." + +"But will they give me a chance? Lichtenstein could send me to the chair +if he wanted to." + +"He won't do that. He will _understand_." + +"I should like Miss Barbara to feel kindly toward me." + +"She will. I hope that your mind has changed about her, too?" + +"That," said Blizzard, "is between me and my conscience. Whatever I feel +toward her will never trouble her again." + + + + +XLVIII + + +With O'Hagan dead and Blizzard turned penitent, the bottom of course +fell clean out of the scheme to loot Maiden Lane and the Sub-Treasury. +But the work of Lichtenstein and his agents had not been in vain. Like +the man in the opera Lichtenstein had a little "list." The +lieutenant-governor soon retired into private life. He gave out that he +wished to devote the remainder of his life to philanthropic enterprises. +The police commissioner resigned, owing to ill health. Others who had +counted too many unhatched chicks went into bankruptcy. Some thousands +of discontents in the West who had been promised lucrative work in New +York, about January 15th, were advised to stick to their jobs, and to +keep their mouths shut. The two blind cripples who had delved for so +many years in Blizzard's cellars were brought up into the light and +cared for. Miss Marion O'Brien went home to England with an unusually +large pot of savings, and married a man who spent these and beat her +until she had thoroughly paid the penalty for all her little +dishonesties and treacheries. It was curious that all the little people +in the plot received tangible punishments, while the big people seemed +to go scot-free. Blizzard, for instance. + +No sooner recovered from the operation on the back of his head than the +creature was up and doing. In straightening out his life and affairs he +displayed the energy of a steam-boiler under high pressure and a +colossal cheerfulness. + +His first act was to marry Rose; his second to let it be known +throughout the East Side that he was no longer marching in the forefront +of crime. This ultimatum started a procession of wrongdoers to Marrow +Lane. They came singly, in threes and fours, humble and afraid; men of +substance, gun-men, the athletic, the diseased, fat crooks, thin crooks, +saloon-keepers and policemen, Italians and Slavs, short noses and long +(many--many of them), two clergymen, two bankers, sharp-eyed children, +married women who were childless, unmarried women who weren't--and all +these came trembling and with but the one thought: "Is he going to tell +what he knows about us?" + +He was not. Some he bullied a little, for habit is strong; some he +treated with laughter and irony, some with wit, and some with kindness +and deep understanding. He might have been an able shepherd going to +work on a hopelessly numerous black and ramshackle flock of sheep. He +couldn't expect to make model citizens out of all his old heelers; he +couldn't expect to turn more than fifty per cent of his two clergymen +into the paths of righteousness. But with the young criminals he took +much pains, giving money where it would do good, and advice whether it +would do good or not. Among the first to come to him was Kid Shannon. + +"Now look a-here," said the Kid, "I bin good and bad by turns till I +don't know which side is top side. But this minute I'm good--d'you get +me? If you want to jail me you kin do it, nobody easier; but don't do +it! You was always a bigger man than me, and when you led I +followed--for a real man had rather follow a strong bad man than a good +slob any day. You out of the lead, I got nothing to follow but me own +wishes, and they're all to the good these days." + +"A woman?" said Blizzard sternly. + +"She ain't a woman yet," said the Kid, "and she ain't a kid--she's about +half-past girl o'clock, and she thinks there's no better man in the +United States than always truly yours, Kid Shannon. I got a good saloon +business, and nothing crooked on hand but what's past and done with, and +I looks to you to give a fellow a chance. Do I get it? Jail ain't goin' +to help me, and it would break her. Look here, sport: I _want_ to +be good." + +"Kid," said Blizzard, "no man that _wants_ to be good need be afraid of +me. You'd have been a good boy always--if it hadn't been for me. _I_ +know that as well as you. I've got the past all written down in my head. +I can't rub it out. But any man that's got the nerve can put new writing +across and across the old, until the old can't be read, or if it could +would read like a joke. You can tell whomsoever it concerns to do well +and fear nothing. At first I thought to tell Lichtenstein every first +and last thing that I knew about this city, and he tried to make me +tell. We had a meeting, Old Abe and I did. I was always afraid of the +little Jew, Kid. Well, face to face, I wasn't. He talked, and I talked. +And I was the stronger. He lets me go scot-free, and I don't tell +anything. If others get you for what you've done, it can't be helped. +But none of you'll be got through me. The past is buried; but if in the +future any of you fellows start anything, and I hear of it--look out" + +Kid Shannon wriggled uncomfortably. "Say," he said, "what changed you?" + +"I'm not changed," said Blizzard; "according to Dr. Ferris I'm just +acting natural. I was a good boy. I had a fracture of the skull. The +bone pressed on my gray matter and made me a bad man. I'll tell you a +funny thing: _I can't beat the box any more!_ I had a go at it the other +day, the missus all ready to work the pedals, and Lord help me there was +no more music in my head or my fingers than there is in the liver of a +frog. It was the same when I was a two-legged little kid--no music." + +"Are you going to close the old diggings?" + +Blizzard shook his head. "Yes and no. I'm going to pull down the old +rookery; and I'm going to put up in its place a model factory." + +"Hats?" + +"Hats and maybe other things. I'm going to show New York how to run a +sweatshop--you wait and see--the most wages and the least sweat--and the +girls happier and safer than in their own homes. The missus and I were +planning to bolt to a new place and begin life all over. That was +foolish. I'd always feel like a coward. Don't forget that old friends +meditating new crimes will be welcome at the office--advice always given +away, money sometimes and sometimes help. Pass the word around--and when +you and Miss Half-past Girl send out your cards don't forget me and Mrs. +Blizzard in Marrow Lane." + +He leaned forward, his eyes very bright and mischievous. + +"Kid," he said, "artistically and dramatically, it's a pity." + +"What's a pity?" + +"That we didn't loot Maiden Lane before we got religion. If there was +any hitch in the plan, I don't know what it was. And, Lord, I _was_ so +set on the whole thing--not because I wanted the loot, but to see if it +could be done. Some of you always said it couldn't--said there was a +joker in the pack. Well, we'll never know now. And here's Mrs. O'Farrall +come to pass the time of day--Good-by, Kid, so-long, pass the word +around. Good luck--love and best wishes to Half-past! Mrs. O'Farrall, +your kitchen extends under the sidewalk; the more negotiable of your +delicatessen are cooked on city property." + +"And 'twill be me ruin to have it found out. What I came for--" + +"Was to find out what I'm going to do about it. Well, the law that +you're breaking isn't hurting the city a bit, Mrs. O'Farrall--I wish I +could say the same for your biscuits. If you're reported, come to me and +I'll see you through. How's Morgan the day?" + +"The same as to-morrow, thank ye kindly--dhrunk and philanderin'." + +"I'll send him a pledge to sign with my compliments, Mrs. O'Farrall, and +a good job at the same time." + +"He'll never sign the pledge." + +"Not if I ask him to, Mrs. O'Farrall, ask him on bended knee?" + +Mrs. O'Farrall looked frightened, apoplectic, and confused. Blizzard +lifted his heavy eyebrows, then a smile began to brighten his face. + +"Mrs. O'Farrall," said he, "blessings on your old red face! For just +this minute for the first time since I lost them, the fact that I have +no knees to bend escaped me. Your religion teaches you that the Lord is +good to the repentant sinner. Madam, he is!" And then he began to call +in a loud voice: + +"Rose--Rose, run down a minute. I clean forgot that I hadn't any legs." + +She came, fresh, young, and lovely. What if she had played the +traitor--thrown her cap over the wind-mills? These things are not +serious matters to her sex--when the men they love are kind. And then +Lichtenstein had forgiven her, and pretended to box her ears--and then +she had had enough tragedy and jealousy crowded into a few months to +atone for greater crimes and lapses than hers. + + + + +XLIX + + +"I understand," said Blizzard sternly, "that when you learned I was your +father, you refused to proceed further against me." + +"Yes, sir," said Bubbles. + +"You did wrong! Always do your duty. It was your duty to send me to the +chair, if you could. A fine father I'd been to you--and to Harry--and a +good honest man I was to your mother! My boy, I'm face to face with the +penalty that I have to pay--you. I know all about you, Bubbles, from +Lichtenstein, from Dr. Ferris, from Wilmot Allen and--and others. And +you're a good boy. I drove your mother crazy, I let you drift into the +streets--to sink, I thought, and perish; but you're a good boy. I gave +you no education, but you have picked up reading and writing and God +knows what else. Once I was going to wring your neck. I didn't. That's +the only favor you ever had at my hands. You'll grow up to be a good +man--a fine, clever, understanding man. And it won't be because of me, +it will be in spite of me. This is the hardest thing I have to face. +You've come now to pay a duty call. Well, my boy, I'm obliged. But I +wish to Heaven I had some hold on your affection, some way of getting a +hold. Bubbles, what can I do to make you like me?" + +Bubbles wriggled with awful discomfort, but said nothing. + +"Is it because of your mother that you can't ever like me?" + +Bubbles drew a long breath as if for a deep dive. His voice shook. "She +lives in a bug-house," he said; "you drove her into it. Dr. Ferris says +you were crazy yourself and nothing you ever done ought to be held +against you. He says, and Miss Barbara, she says, that I ought to try to +like you and feel kind to you. And--and I thought it was my duty to come +and tell you that I just can't." + +He was only a little boy, and the delivery of these plain truths to a +man he had always held in deadly dread unmanned him. He gave one short, +wailing, whimpering sob, and then bit his lips until he had himself in a +sort of control. + +"That's all right, Bubbles," said the legless man after a pause. "It +hits hard, but it's all right. And whether you said it or not, it was +coming to me, and I knew it. Do you mind if I send you books and things +now and then? There was a book I had when I was a boy. I'd like you to +have it. Don't know what reminds me of it--unless it's you. It's the +story of a Frenchman, Bayard--they called him the chevalier _sans peur +et sans reproche_. That's French. The book tells what it means. You +better go now. I'm talking against time. I haven't got the same control +of my nerves I used to have. I'm all broken up, my boy. But you're dead +right--dead right. I say so, and I think so. You're to go to +boarding-school. That's good. They won't teach _you_ any evil." + +He did not offer his hand, and the boy was glad. + +"Well, good-by," he said uneasily, reached the door, turned, and came +back a little way. "Wish you good luck," he said. + +Blizzard lowered his formidable head almost reverently. "Thank you," he +said. + +Poor Bubbles, he began to whistle before he was out of the building; it +wasn't from heartlessness, it was from pure discomfort and remorse. +Anyway, his father heard the shrill piping--and he sat and looked +straight ahead of him, and his face was as that of Satan fallen--fallen, +and hell fires licked into the marrow of his bones. + +So Rose found him, and flung herself upon his breast with a cry of +yearning, and his heavy sorrowed head nestled closer and closer to hers, +and he burst suddenly into a great storm of weeping. + + + + +L + + +But the legless man was not one who easily or often gave way to grief. +He retained all of that will-power which had made him so potent for +evil, and he used it now to force cheerfulness out of discouragement and +sorrow. Just what he proposed to do with his life is difficult to +expose, for his plans kept changing, as almost all plans do, in the +working out. + +His remodelled factory will serve for an example. It began as a place in +which the East Side maiden could earn enough money to keep body and soul +together without scotching either. Still keeping to this idea, Blizzard +kept brightening conditions, and letting in light--figuratively and +actually. And he proved that short hours, high pay, and worth-while +profits may be made to keep company. It all depends on how much +willingness and efficiency are crowded into the short hours. Employment +in Blizzard's factory became a distinction, like membership in an +exclusive club, and carried with it so many privileges of comfort and +self-respect that the employees couldn't very well help being efficient. + +Blizzard's office, where he held the threads of many enterprises, became +a sort of clearing-house for East Side troubles. He kept free certain +hours during which, sitting for all the world like a judge, he listened +to private affairs, and sympathizing, scolding, wheedling, and even +bullying, he gave advice, gave money, found work, brought about +reconciliations, and turned hundreds of erring feet into the straight +and narrow path. He preached, and very eloquently, the gospel of +common-sense. For every crisis in people's lives, he seemed to remember +a parallel. And his knowledge, especially of criminalities and the +workings of crooked minds, seemed very marvellous to those who sought +him out. And he was an easy man to speak truth to, for there were very +few wicked things that he had not done himself. It is easier to confess +theft to a thief than to a man of virtue, and the resulting advice may +very well be just the same. + +His energy and activity were endless. "It's just as hard work," he told +Rose, "to do good in the world as to do evil. I haven't changed my +methods, only my conditions and ideals. You've got to get the confidence +of the people you're working for, and to get that you've got to know +more about them than they know about themselves. To know that a man has +murdered, gives you power over that man; to know that another man has +done something fine and manly, gives you a hold on that man. Real men +are ashamed of having two things found out about them--their secret bad +actions, and their secret good actions. Men who do good for the sake of +notoriety aren't real men." + +"I know who's a real man," said Rose. + +He regarded her with much tenderness and amusement. "Rose," he said, +"there's one thing I'm keen to know." + +"What?" + +"Will you give an honest answer?" + +She nodded. + +"Well then, do you like me as much as you did when I used to maltreat +you and bully you and threaten you? Or do you like me more, or do you +like me less?" + +"It's just the same," she said, "only that then I was unhappy all the +time, and now all the time I'm happy." + +"Were you unhappy because I wasn't kind?" + +She laughed that idea to scorn. "I was unhappy because you liked +somebody else more than me." + +The amusement went out of Blizzard's face; the tenderness remained. +There was one thing that he was determined to do with his life, and that +was to make Rose a good husband. And he was very fond of her, and she +could make him laugh, but it wasn't going to be very easy, as long as +the image of another girl persisted in haunting him. + + + + +LI + + +When Wilmot Allen left Blizzard's house, he went direct to a +barber-shop, where he remained for three hundred years. During this +period, he lost his beard and thereby regained his self-respect. It took +him a hundred years to reach the Grand Central, and a thousand more to +get from there to Clovelly. + +"I got your telegram," said Barbara. + +"When?" he asked anxiously. + +She broke into a sudden smile. "Oh," she said, "about fourteen hundred +years ago." + +"Barbara," he said, "that's a miracle! If you'd said thirteen hundred or +fifteen hundred it would have been guessing, but fourteen hundred is the +exact time that has passed since I telegraphed." + +"Have you had breakfast?" + +"No," he said, "I didn't have time." + +They strolled through the familiar house, talking nonsense. They were +almost too glad to see each other, for there was now no longer any +question of Barbara making up her mind. It had been made up for her, and +Wilmot knew this somehow without being told. But when had the definite +change come?--that change which made her caring for Wilmot different +from all her other carings? She could not say. + +He had dreaded telling her about Harry West's death. And when he had +done so he watched her grave face with appealing eyes. Presently she +smiled a little. + +"I'm _not_ heartless," she said, "but I'm going to keep on forgetting +all the times when there was anybody but you. I expect most girls do a +lot of shilly-shallying before they are sure of themselves." + +"And you are really sure of yourself?" + +"Yes, Wilmot, if I'm sure of you." + +"The first thing," he said, "is to look into these mining properties +we've fallen heir to. West wasn't the kind of man to be easily fooled; +at the same time I myself have learned something about mines." + +"For instance?" Her face was very mischievous. + +"Well," he said, "for instance, I have learned that there are mines +_and_ mines. And you know, Barbs dear, I'm not eligible yet. I owe +money, I haven't made good at anything, and I've got to--first of all. +Haven't I?" + +"Are you going to sit right there and tell me that we're not to be +married until you've paid your debts and made a fortune? Where do I come +in? What life have I to lead except yours? If you are in debt, so am I. +If you've got to dig holes in the ground, so have I. Whatever has got to +be done, we've got to do it together. So much is clear. Of course it +would be _easier_ for you!" + +A little later he asked her what she was going to do with her head of +Blizzard. + +"Nothing," she said. "If it is good enough, it will survive these +troubled times. If it isn't, somebody will break it up." + +"Are you through with art?" + +"What have I to do with art?" she said. "I'm in love. I used to think +that women ought to have professions and all. But there's only one thing +that a woman can do supremely well--and that's to make a home for a man. +That will take all that she has in her of art and heart and ambition and +delicacy. Of course if a girl is denied the opportunity of making a +home, she can paint and sculp and thump the piano and get her name in +the papers. What I want to know is--when do _we_ start West?" + +"You've offered to take me just as I am, with all my encumbrances, and +to help me fight things through to a good finish. And I think that is +pure folly on your part. But there's going to be no more folly on mine. +I'm going to be a fool. Barbs--come here!" + +He held out his arms, and she threw herself into them. + +"Is to-morrow too soon, Barbs?" + +"We could hardly arrange things sooner, but to my mind to-morrow is not +nearly soon enough." + +"What will your father say?" + +"Why, if he's the father I think he is he'll bless us and wish us good +luck. There'll be an awful lot to do. Hadn't we better jump into a car, +run over to Greenwich, and get married? That will be just so much off +our minds." + + + + +LII + + +The young Allens began their new life by plunging themselves still +deeper in debt. Their honeymoon was very short. They spent it on Long +Island Sound in a yacht which Wilmot borrowed over the telephone, just +before they left Clovelly to be married. On the sixth day they went +West. In Salt Lake City they foregathered with a mining engineer to whom +Wilmot had secured letters. This one fell in love with Barbara, closed +his office and went with them into the hills for ten days. They came out +of the hills with brown faces and sparkling eyes. The engineer opened +his office and dictated his report of their mines to his stenographer. +During this work of enthusiasm he occasionally sighed, and the +stenographer knit her brows. + +"Now then," said the engineer to Wilmot and Barbara, "if my name is any +good in New York, you can raise all the money you need on that document. +If you can't, telegraph, and I can raise it here." + +"But," said Barbara, growing very practical, "if the money can be raised +here, why blow in two car-fares _and_ a drawing-room from here to New +York and back?" + +[Illustration: The engineer made generous terms across the dinner-table] + +"Why," the engineer stammered a little, "I thought you'd have lots and +lots of friends that you'd want to let in on the ground floor. But if +you haven't, and if my money is as good as another's--you see, it's +a grand property--I'm not above longing for an interest in it myself." + +"I can't deny," said Wilmot, who had been worrying himself dreadfully +about finding the means, "that this looks like easy money to me." + +The engineer made generous terms across the dinner-table, and the young +Allens borrowed his money from him. + +"I suppose," said the engineer hopefully, "that you'll run out from time +to time to see how things are getting on?" + +"Run out?" exclaimed Barbara; "we are going to live with the proposition +until it goes through or under. Aren't we, Wilmot?" + +"I hoped you'd feel that way about it, Barbs." + +"You _knew_ I would." + +At first they lived in a tent, and then in a series of large wooden +boxes that they called first "The House" and then "Home." Machinery +began to come into the camp in the wake of long strings of mules walking +two and two. Upon the report of their special consulting engineer the +nearest transcontinental railroad began to lay metals across the desert, +to the mines. One day came strangers with picks and shovels, and the +next day came more. And these began to scratch among the sage-brush and +to explode sticks of dynamite against the faces of hills. Claims were +staked; shanties built; a hotel with saloon attached, all of shining tin +and tar paper, arose in the night. The first thing Barbara knew Wilmot +began to talk of a stretch of sage-brush as Main Street. And the same +day she heard a man with red beard speak of the little town as "Allen." + +One night a man was shot dead among the sage-bushes of Main Street. Six +hours later Wilmot came in on a horse covered with lather. There was a +stern, but not unhappy, look in his eyes. + +"Well?" she asked. + +"He showed fight," said Wilmot; "and we had to pot him." + +"Did you--" + +"Would you care? We shook hands on keeping all details secret. I think +the town of Allen will be run orderly in the future. And by the way, +have I such a thing as a clean shirt?" + +"You will have," said Barbara, "when the things dry." + +"Barbara!" + +"Yes, it had to come to it. There are only two women in town, and the +other isn't fit to wash your shirts, dear." + +"Let me see your hands." + +He examined them critically, then kissed them uncritically. + +"They don't look like a washer-woman's hands yet," he said. + +"No," she said, "not yet. But please say they look less and less like a +sculptor's." + +[Illustration: "You will," said Barbara, "when the things dry"] + +"Barbara," he said, "they look more and more like a dear's. But tell +me, aren't you getting bored with it--missing New York things and +all and all?" + +"No," she said stoutly, "I'm not. I'm useful here in some ways. And I +was about as useful there as--as all the other people. I'm not even +worried about the mines." + +"Neither am I. But development's a great deal slower than I thought. +We've still plenty of money. And the moment we begin to ship ore, we'll +have plenty of credit which is just as useful. No! I'm not worried. +We're going to be rich, and we're going to live in a palace." + +"And then what?" + +"That _is_ worrying me. What do people do when the striving's over, and +the sixteen hours a day hard work? What _do_ they do? Oh, Barbs, we know +lots of such people, and we must find out exactly what they do, and--do +something else. Living as we are living has its drawbacks; but it's not +a place to hurry over." + +"It's a good way to live," said Barbara. "If you've got sense enough to +know that it's good while it's going on. People who speak of the good +old days, or who are always looking forward to better days, are usually +unhappy. All the time I've been washing your clothes and mine this +morning I kept saying, 'Now this is really _good_--this is really worth +while,' and once when I got the better of an ink-spot, my heart began to +beat as if I'd just finished some immortal work." + +They were much amused with Bubbles, who came out to them for the +Christmas vacation. The short fall term had already stamped him with the +better ear-marks of the great New England boarding-schools. He was quite +a superior person, rather prone to quotes just as if they had been facts +out of the gospel, the sayings of Mr. This and Mr. That. And he used +superior words, and spoke of various Kings of England as if he had +_always_ known that such persons existed. He had in addition a +smattering of Latin, his pride in which he strove in vain to conceal. +And most of all he considered the school-boy captain of the foot-ball +team a creature, on the whole, wiser and more knowing even than Abe +Lichtenstein. + +But by the time he had been a week in camp he was himself again. And by +the time he returned to school he had forgotten the ablative singular +of Rosa. + +They thought best to tell him that he would have plenty of money some +day. In view of this would he persist in being a secret service agent? +He thought so. He wasn't sure. The service needed money often and always +service. Had he seen his father? Yes, and he told them about the +interview. + +"And," said Bubbles, "he sent me a box Thanks-giving, There was a cold +turkey and caramels and guava jelly and ginger-snaps, and walnut meats +and seedless raisins, and, and as Mr. Tompkins says, it doesn't do to be +_too_ hard on a man." + +[Illustration: They were much amused with Bubbles, who came out to +them for Christmas vacation] + + + + +LIII + + +Spring came. Their mine made its first shipments of ore and was no +longer a paper success. The balance-sheet for the first month after +shipments had begun made Wilmot whistle. He couldn't believe the +figures, and worked till late into the night, trying to find some +dreadful error. Finding none, finding that with the help of others he +had really made good at last, the rough life began to lose its savor. If +he still owed money it could be but for a short time. He was free as +air--free to do what he pleased--almost to spend what he pleased. + +"Barbs," he said, the next morning, "the mine's no good; we've got to +tackle something else." + +"What do you mean, no good? Why, you said--" + +"I know what I said. The mine is a success. Aside from what your father +has, you're a rich woman. And I'm a rich man. And that's the difficulty. +There's no use working our hearts out over a thing that's a definite +success--is there? No fun in it. We've got to look round for something +else. Now we are always going to have money--that's certain. What are we +going to do with it? Think of something hard--something worth while." + +"Oh," she said, "I can't--can you?" + +"No," he said almost angrily, "I can't. And that's the rotten side of +money. That's the stumbling-block for everybody who succeeds in +collecting a lot of it. The distribution is infinitely harder than the +collecting. I think we'd better pull up stakes, go back to New York, and +think hard." + +"Yes. Let's." + +"I'd like to have a talk with Blizzard." + +Barbara's eyebrows went high with surprise. + +"Why not? Your father writes that the man is doing more good right in +New York City where it's most needed than any six philanthropists the +place ever owned. Maybe he's got something really big in view, and maybe +he'll let us in on the ground floor." + +"Well," said Barbara, "considering everything, I shouldn't care to have +much to do with him." + +Wilmot put back his head and laughed aloud. "That," said he, "is +precisely the sort of advice that I used to give you." + +Barbara blushed. "I'd like to forget that such a man ever came into my +life in any way." + +"You can't forget it, dear. You asked him in. You _would_ do it. And now +you can never forget. And that's one of the penalties you have to pay +for going against the people who love you most." + +"Well," said she, "I'm willing to keep on paying--if the right people +will keep on loving. Anyway, philanthropy--good works--are none of my +business. My business, sir, is to make you a home. And with the +exception of one person that I know about positively, the rest of the +world can go hang." + +[Illustration: "And when you think," said she, "that some women spend +the best years of their lives making _statues_!"] + +"That statement," said Wilmot, "sounds very pagan and profane to me +and also very, very beautiful. But, who, may I ask, is this _other_ +person?" His brows gathered a little jealously. + +"This other person," said Barbara quietly, "is at the present moment a +total stranger to us," + +Then she leaned forward until her head was on his breast. And she gave a +little sigh which was fifty per cent comfort, and fifty per cent +courage. She could hear his heart beating like a trip-hammer. Had he +burst into immortal eloquence, his words would have been of less +consequence in her ear. + +"And when you think," said she, "that some women spend the best years of +their lives making _statues_!" + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12557 *** |
