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diff --git a/old/12450.txt b/old/12450.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fda0d43 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/12450.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12143 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Reason Why, by Elinor Glyn + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Reason Why + +Author: Elinor Glyn + +Release Date: May 26, 2004 [EBook #12450] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE REASON WHY *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Shawn Cruze and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team. + + + + + +[Illustration: "Not by a glance or a turn of the head did he let his +bride see how wildly her superlative attraction had kindled the fire in +his blood."] + + + +THE REASON WHY + + +BY ELINOR GLYN + +1911 + +Author of "His Hour," "Three Weeks," etc. + + +ILLUSTRATED BY EDMUND FREDERICK + + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"Not by a glance or a turn of his head did he let his bride see how +wildly her superlative attraction had kindled the fire in his blood" + +"The whole expression of her face changed as he came and leaned upon the +piano" + +"With his English self-control and horror of a scene, he followed his +wife to the door" + +"'Zara!' he said distractedly ...'Can I not help you?'" + + + + + +THE REASON WHY + + + +CHAPTER I + + +People often wondered what nation the great financier, Francis Markrute, +originally sprang from. He was now a naturalized Englishman and he +looked English enough. He was slight and fair, and had an immaculately +groomed appearance generally--which even the best of valets cannot +always produce. He wore his clothes with that quiet, unconscious air +which is particularly English. He had no perceptible accent--only a +deliberate way of speaking. But Markrute!--such a name might have come +from anywhere. No one knew anything about him, except that he was +fabulously rich and had descended upon London some ten years previously +from Paris, or Berlin, or Vienna, and had immediately become a power in +the city, and within a year or so, had grown to be omnipotent in certain +circles. + +He had a wonderfully appointed house in Park Lane, one of those smaller +ones just at the turn out of Grosvenor Street, and there he entertained +in a reserved fashion. + +It had been remarked by people who had time to think--rare cases in +these days--that he had never made a disadvantageous friend, from his +very first arrival. If he had to use undesirables for business purposes +he used them only for that, in a crisp, hard way, and never went to +their houses. Every acquaintance even was selected with care for a +definite end. One of his favorite phrases was that "it is only the fool +who coins for himself limitations." + +At this time, as he sat smoking a fine cigar in his library which looked +out on the park, he was perhaps forty-six years old or thereabouts, and +but for his eyes--wise as serpents'--he might have been ten years +younger. + +Opposite to him facing the light a young man lounged in a great leather +chair. The visitors in Francis Markrute's library nearly always faced +the light, while he himself had his back to it. + +There was no doubt about this visitor's nation! He was flamboyantly +English. If you had wished to send a prize specimen of the race to a +World's Fair you could not have selected anything finer. He was perhaps +more Norman than Saxon, for his hair was dark though his eyes were blue, +and the marks of breeding in the creature showed as plainly as in a +Derby winner. Francis Markrute always smoked his cigars to the end, if +he were at leisure and the weed happened to be a good one, but Lord +Tancred (Tristram Lorrimer Guiscard Guiscard, 24th Baron Tancred, of +Wrayth in the County of Suffolk) flung his into the grate after a few +whiffs, and he laughed with a slightly whimsical bitterness as he went +on with the conversation. + +"Yes, Francis, my friend, the game here is played out; I am thirty, and +there is nothing interesting left for me to do but emigrate to Canada, +for a while at least, and take up a ranch." + +"Wrayth mortgaged heavily, I suppose?" said Mr. Markrute, quietly. + +"Pretty well, and the Northern property, too. When my mother's jointure +is paid there is not a great deal left this year, it seems. I don't mind +much; I had a pretty fair time before these beastly Radicals made things +so difficult." + +The financier nodded, and the young man went on: "My forbears got rid of +what they could; there was not much ready money to come into and one had +to live!" + +Francis Markrute smoked for a minute thoughtfully. + +"Naturally," he said at last. "Only the question is--for how long? I +understand a plunge, if you settle its duration; it is the drifting and +trusting to chance, and a gradual sinking which seem to me a poor game. +Did you ever read de Musset's 'Rolla'?" + +"The fellow who had arrived at his last night, and to whom the little +girl was so kind? Yes: well?" + +"You reminded me of Jacques Rolla, that is all." + +"Oh, come! It is not as bad as that!" Lord Tancred exclaimed--and he +laughed. "I can collect a few thousands still, even here, and I can go +to Canada. I believe there is any quantity of money to be made there +with a little capital, and it is a nice, open-air life. I just looked in +this afternoon on my way back from Scotland to tell you I should be +going out to prospect, about the end of November and could not join you +for the pheasants on the 20th, as you were good enough to ask me to do." + +The financier half closed his eyes. When he did this there was always +something of importance working in his brain. + +"You have not any glaring vices, Tancred," he said. "You are no gambler +either on the turf or at cards. You are not over addicted to expensive +ladies. You are cultivated, for a sportsman, and you have made one or +two decent speeches in the House of Lords. You are, in fact, rather a +fine specimen of your class. It seems a pity you should have to shut +down and go to the Colonies." + +"Oh, I don't know! And I have not altogether got to shut down," the +young man said, "only the show is growing rather rotten over here. We +have let the rabble--the most unfit and ignorant--have the casting vote, +and the machine now will crush any man. I have kept out of politics as +much as I can and I am glad." + +Francis Markrute got up and lowered the blind a few inches--a miserable +September sun was trying to shine into the room. If Lord Tancred had not +been so preoccupied with his own thoughts he would have remarked this +restlessness on the part of his host. He was no fool; but his mind was +far away. It almost startled him when the cold, deliberate voice +continued: + +"I have a proposition to make to you should you care to accept it. I +have a niece--a widow--she is rather an attractive lady. If you will +marry her I will pay off all your mortgages and settle on her quite a +princely dower." + +"Good God!" said Lord Tancred. + +The financier reddened a little about the temples, and his eyes for an +instant gave forth a flash of steel. There had been an infinite variety +of meanings hidden in the exclamation, but he demanded suavely: + +"What point of the question causes you to exclaim 'Good God'?" + +The sang-froid of Lord Tancred never deserted him. + +"The whole thing," he said--"to marry at all, to begin with, and to +marry an unknown woman, to have one's debts paid, for the rest! It is a +tall order." + +"A most common occurrence. Think of the number of your peers who have +gone to America for their wives, for no other reason." + +"And think of the rotters they are--most of them! I mayn't be much +catch, financially; but I have one of the oldest names and titles in +England--and up to now we have not had any cads nor cowards in the +family, and I think a man who marries a woman for money is both. By +Jove! Francis, what are you driving at? Confound it, man! I am not +starving and can work, if it should ever come to that." + +Mr. Markrute smoothed his hands. He was a peculiarly still person +generally. + +"Yes, it was a blunder, I admit, to put it this way. So I will be frank +with you. My family is also, my friend, as old as yours. My niece is all +I have left in the world. I would like to see her married to an +Englishman. I would like to see her married to you of all Englishmen +because I like you and you have qualities about you which count in life. +Oh, believe me!"--and he raised a protesting finger to quell an +interruption--"I have studied you these years; there is nothing you can +say of yourself or your affairs that I do not know." + +Lord Tancred laughed. + +"My dear old boy," he said, "we have been friends for a long time; and, +now we are coming to hometruths, I must say I like your deuced +cold-blooded point of view on every subject. I like your knowledge of +wines and cigars and pictures, and you are a most entertaining +companion. But, 'pon my soul I would not like to have your niece for a +wife if she took after you!" + +"You think she would be cold-blooded, too?" + +"Undoubtedly; but it is all perfectly preposterous. I don't believe you +mean a word you are saying--it is some kind of a joke." + +"Have you ever known me to make such jokes, Tancred?" Mr. Markrute asked +calmly. + +"No, I haven't, and that is the odd part of it. What the devil do you +mean, really, Francis?" + +"I mean what I say: I will pay every debt you have, and give you a +charming wife with a fortune." + +Lord Tancred got up and walked about the room. He was a perfectly +natural creature, stolid and calm as those of his race, disciplined and +deliberate in moments of danger or difficulty; yet he never lived under +self-conscious control as the financier did. He was rather moved now, +and so he walked about. He was with a friend, and it was not the moment +to have to bother over disguising his feelings. + +"Oh, it is nonsense, Francis; I could not do it. I have knocked about +the world as you know, and, since you are aware of everything about me, +you say, you have probably heard some of my likings--and dislikings. I +never go after a woman unless she attracts me, and I would never marry +one of them unless I were madly in love with her, whether she had money +or no; though I believe I would hate a wife with money, in any +case--she'd be saying like the American lady of poor Darrowood: 'It's my +motor and you can't have it to-day.'" + +"You would marry a woman then--if you were in love, in spite of +everything?" Francis Markrute asked. + +"Probably, but I have never been really in love; have you? It is all +story-book stuff--that almighty passion, I expect. They none of them +matter very much after a while, do they, old boy?" + +"I have understood it is possible for a woman to matter," the financier +said and he drew in his lips. + +"Well, up to now I have not," Lord Tancred announced, "and may the day +be far off when one does. I feel pretty safe!" + +A strange, mysterious smile crept over Mr. Markrute's face. + +"By the way, also, how do you know the lady would be willing to marry +me, Francis? You spoke as if I only had to be consulted in the affair." + +"So you have. I can answer for my niece; she will do as I wish, and, as +I said before, you are rather a perfect picture of an English nobleman, +Tancred. You have not found women recalcitrant, as a rule--no?" + +Lord Tancred was not inordinately vain, though a man, and he had a sense +of humor--so he laughed. + +"'Pon my word it is amusing, your turning into a sort of matrimonial +agent. Can't you see the fun of the thing yourself?" + +"It seems quite natural to me. You have every social advantage to offer +a woman, and a presentable person; and my niece has youth, and some +looks, and a large fortune. But we will say no more about it. I shall be +glad to be of any service I can to you, anyway, in regard to your +Canadian scheme. Come and dine to-night; I happen to have asked a couple +of railway magnates with interests out there, and you can get some +information from them." + +And so it was arranged, and Lord Tancred got up to go; but just at the +door he paused and said with a laugh: + +"And shall I see the niece?" + +The financier had his back turned, and so he permitted the flicker of a +smile to come over his mouth as he answered: + +"It might be; but we have dismissed the subject of the niece." + +And so they parted. + +At the sound of the closing of the door Mr. Markrute pressed the button +of a wonderful trifle of Russian enamel and emeralds, which lay on his +writing table, and a quiet servant entered the room. + +"Tell the Countess Shulski I wish to speak to her here immediately, +please," he said. "Ask her to descend at once." + +But he had to walk up and down several times, and was growing impatient, +before the door opened and a woman came slowly into the room. + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The financier paused in his restless pacing as he heard the door open +and stood perfectly still, with his back to the light. The woman +advanced and also stood still, and they looked at one another with no +great love in their eyes, though she who had entered was well worth +looking at, from a number of points of view. Firstly, she had that +arresting, compelling personality which does not depend upon features, +or coloring, or form, or beauty. A subtle force of character--a +radiating magnetism--breathed from her whole being. When Zara Shulski +came into any assemblage of people conversation stopped and speculation +began. + +She was rather tall and very slender; and yet every voluptuous curve of +her lithe body refuted the idea of thinness. Her head was small and her +face small, and short, and oval, with no wonderfully chiseled features, +only the skin was quite exceptional in its white purity--not the purity +of milk, but the purity of rich, white velvet, or a gardenia petal. Her +mouth was particularly curved and red and her teeth were very even, and +when she smiled, which was rarely, they suggested something of great +strength, though they were small and white. And now I am coming to her +two wonders, her eyes and her hair. At first you could have sworn the +eyes were black; just great pools of ink, or disks of black velvet, set +in their broad lids and shaded with jet lashes, but if they chanced to +glance up in the full light then you knew they were slate color, not a +tinge of brown or green--the whole iris was a uniform shade: strange, +slumberous, resentful eyes, under straight, thick, black brows, the +expression full of all sorts of meanings, though none of them peaceful +or calm. And from some far back Spanish-Jewess ancestress she probably +got that glorious head of red hair, the color of a ripe chestnut when it +falls from its shell, or a beautifully groomed bright bay horse. The +heavy plaits which were wound tightly round her head must have fallen +below her knees when they were undone. Her coiffure gave you the +impression that she never thought of fashion, nor changed its form of +dressing, from year to year. And the exquisite planting of the hair on +her forehead, as it waved back in broad waves, added to the perfection +of the Greek simplicity of the whole thing. Nothing about her had been +aided by conscious art. Her dress, of some black clinging stuff, was +rather poor, though she wore it with the air of a traditional empress. +Indeed, she looked an empress, from the tips of her perfect fingers to +her small arched feet. + +And it was with imperial hauteur that she asked in a low, cultivated +voice with no accent: + +"Well, what is it? Why have you sent for me thus peremptorily?" + +The financier surveyed her for a moment; he seemed to be taking in all +her points with a fresh eye. It was almost as though he were counting +them over to himself--and his thoughts ran: "You astonishingly +attractive devil. You have all the pride of my father, the Emperor. How +he would have gloried in you! You are enough to drive any man mad: you +shall be a pawn in my game for the winning of my lady and gain +happiness for yourself, so in the end, Elinka, if she is able to see +from where she has gone, will not say I have been cruel to you." + +"I asked you to come down--to discuss a matter of great importance: Will +you be good enough to be seated, my niece," he said aloud with +ceremonious politeness as he drew forward a chair--into which she sank +without more ado and there waited, with folded hands, for him to +continue. Her stillness was always as intense as his own, but whereas +his had a nervous tension of conscious repression, hers had an +unconscious, quiet force. Her father had been an Englishman, but both +uncle and niece at moments made you feel they were silent panthers, +ready to spring. + +"So--" was all she said. + +And Francis Markrute went on: + +"You have a miserable position--hardly enough to eat at times, one +understands. You do not suppose I took the trouble to send for you from +Paris last week, for nothing, do you? You guessed I had some plan in my +head, naturally." + +"Naturally," she said, with fine contempt. "I did not mistake it for +philanthropy." + +"Then it is well, and we can come to the point," he went on. "I am sorry +I have had to be away, since your arrival, until yesterday. I trust my +servants have made you comfortable?" + +"Quite comfortable," she answered coldly. + +"Good: now for what I want to know. You have no doubt in your mind that +your husband, Count Ladislaus Shulski, is dead? There is no possible +mistake in his identity? I believe the face was practically shot away, +was it not? I have taken the precaution to inform myself upon every +point, from the authorities at Monte Carlo, but I wish for your final +testimony." + +"Ladislaus Shulski is dead," she said quietly, in a tone as though it +gave her pleasure to say it. "The woman Feto caused the fray, Ivan +Larski shot him in her arms; he was her lover who paid, and Ladislaus +the _amant du coeur_ for the moment. She wailed over the body like a +squealing rabbit. She was there lamenting his fine eyes when they sent +for me! They were gone for ever, but no one could mistake his curly +hair, nor his cruel, white hands. Ah! it was a scene of disgust! I have +witnessed many ugly things but that was of the worst. I do not wish to +talk of it; it is passed a year ago. Feto heaped his grave with flowers, +and joined the hero, Larski, who was allowed to escape, so all was +well." + +"And since then you have lived from hand to mouth, with those others." +And here Francis Markrute's voice took on a new shade: there was a cold +hate in it. + +"I have lived with my little brother, Mirko, and Mimo. How could I +desert them? And sometimes we have found it hard at the end of the +quarter--but it was not always as bad as that, especially when Mimo sold +a picture--" + +"I will not hear his name!" Francis Markrute said with some excitement. +"In the beginning, if I could have found him I would have killed him, as +you know, but now the carrion can live, since my sister is dead. He is +not worth powder and shot." + +The Countess Shulski gave the faintest shrug of her shoulders, while her +eyes grew blacker with resentment. She did not speak. Francis Markrute +stood by the mantelpiece, and lit a cigar before he continued; he knew +he must choose his words as he was dealing with no helpless thing. + +"You are twenty-three years old, Zara, and you were married at +sixteen," he said at last. "And up to thirteen at least I know you were +very highly educated--You understand something of life, I expect." + +"Life!" she said--and now there was a concentrated essence of bitterness +in her voice. "_Mon Dieu!_ Life--and men!" + +"Yes, you probably think you know men." + +She lifted her upper lip a little, and showed her even teeth--it was +like an animal snarling. + +"I know that they are either selfish weaklings, or cruel, hateful brutes +like Ladislaus, or clever, successful financiers like you, my uncle. +That is enough! Something we women must be always sacrificed to." + +"Well, you don't know Englishmen--" + +"Yes, I remember my father very well; cold and hard to my darling +mother"--and here her voice trembled a little--"he only thought of +himself, and to rush to England for sport--and leave her alone for +months and months: selfish and vile--all of them!" + +"In spite of that I have found you an English husband whom you will be +good enough to take, madame," Francis Markrute announced +authoritatively. + +She gave a little laugh--if anything so mirthless could be called a +laugh. + +"You have no power over me; I shall do no such thing." + +"I think you will," the financier said with quiet assurance, "if I know +you. There are terms, of course--" + +She glanced at him sharply: the expression in those somber eyes was +often alert like a wild animal's, about to be attacked; only she had +trained herself generally to keep the lids lowered. + +"What are the terms?" she asked. + +And as she spoke Francis Markrute thought of the black panther in the +Zoo, which he was so fond of going to watch on Sunday mornings, she +reminded him so of the beast at the moment. + +He had been constrained up to this, but now, the question being one of +business, all his natural ease of manner returned, and he sat down +opposite her and blew rings of smoke from his cigar. + +"The terms are that the boy Mirko, your half-brother, shall be provided +for for life. He shall live with decent people, and have his talent +properly cultivated--" + +He stopped abruptly and remained silent. + +Countess Shulski clasped her hands convulsively in her lap, and with all +the pride and control of her voice there was a note of anguish, too, +which would have touched any heart but one so firmly guarded as Francis +Markrute's. + +"Ah, God!" she said so low that he could only just hear her, "I have +paid the price of my body and soul once for them. It is too much to ask +it of me a second time--" + +"That is as you please," said the financier. + +He seldom made a mistake in his methods with people. He left nothing to +chance; he led up the conversation to the right point, fired his bomb, +and then showed absolute indifference. To display interest in a move, +when one was really interested, was always a point to the adversary. He +maintained interest could be simulated when necessary, but must never be +shown when real. So he left his niece in silence, while she pondered +over his bargain, knowing full well what would be the result. She got up +from her chair and leaned upon the back of it, while her face looked +white as death in the dying afternoon's light. + +"Can you realize what my life was like with Ladislaus?" she hissed. "A +plaything for his brutal pleasures, to begin with; a decoy duck to trap +the other men, I found afterwards; tortured and insulted from morning to +night. I hated him always, but he seemed so kind beforehand--kind to my +darling mother, whom you were leaving to die."--Here Francis Markrute +winced and a look of pain came into his hard face while he raised a hand +in protest and then dropped it again, as his niece went on--"And she +was beginning to be ill even at that time and we were so poor--so I +married him." + +Then she swept toward the door with her empress air, the rather shabby, +dark dress making a swirl behind her; and as she got there she turned +and spoke again, with her hand on the bronze tracery of the fingerplate, +making, unconsciously, a highly dramatic picture, as a sudden last ray +of the sinking sun shot out and struck the glory of her hair, turning it +to flame above her brow. + +"I tell you it is too much," she said, with almost a sob in her voice. +"I will not do it." And then she went out and closed the door. + +Francis Markrute, left alone, leant back in his chair and puffed his +cigar calmly while he mused. + +What strange things were women! Any man could manage them if only he +reckoned with their temperaments when dealing with them, and paid no +heed to their actual words. Francis Markrute was a philosopher. A number +of the shelves of this, his library, were filled with works on the +subject of philosophy, and a well-thumbed volume of the fragments of +Epicurus lay on a table by his side. He picked it up now and read: "He +who wastes his youth on high feeding, on wine, on women, forgets that he +is like a man who wears out his overcoat in the summer." He had not +wasted his youth either on wine or women, only he had studied both, and +their effects upon the thing which, until lately, had interested him +most in the world--himself. They could both be used to the greatest +advantage and pleasure by a man who apprehended things he knew. + +Then he turned to the _Morning Post_ which was on a low stand near, and +he read again a paragraph which had pleased him at breakfast: + +"The Duke of Glastonbury and Lady Ethelrida Montfitchet entertained at +dinner last night a small party at Glastonbury House, among the guests +being--" and here he skipped some high-sounding titles and let his eye +feast upon his own name, "Mr. Francis Markrute." + +Then he smiled and gazed into the fire, and no one would have recognized +his hard, blue eyes, as he said softly: + +"Ethelrida! _belle et blonde!_" + + + +CHAPTER III + + +While the financier was contentedly musing in his chair beside the fire, +his niece was hurrying into the park, wrapped in a dark cloak and thick +veil. She had slipped out noiselessly, a few minutes after she left the +library. The sun had completely set now and it was damp and cold, with +the dead leaves, and the sodden autumn feeling in the air. Zara Shulski +shivered, in spite of the big cloak, as she peered into the gloom of the +trees, when she got nearly to the Achilles statue. The rendezvous had +been for six o'clock; it was now twenty minutes past, and it was so bad +for Mirko to wait in the cold. Perhaps they would have gone on. But no; +she caught sight of two shabby figures, close up under the statue, when +she got sufficiently near. + +They came forward eagerly to meet her. And even in the half light it +could be seen that the boy was an undersized little cripple of perhaps +nine or ten years old but looking much younger; as it could also be seen +that even in his worn overcoat and old stained felt hat the man was a +gloriously handsome creature. + +"What joy to see you, Cherisette!" exclaimed the child. "Papa and I have +been longing and longing all the day. It seemed that six would never +come. But now that you are here let me eat you--eat you up!" And the +thin, little arms, too long for the wizened body, clasped fondly round +her neck as she lifted him, and carried him toward a seat where the +three sat down to discuss their affairs. + +"I know nothing, you see, Mimo," the Countess Shulski said, "beyond that +you arrived yesterday. I think it was foolish of you to risk it. At +least in Paris Madame Dubois would have let you stay and owe a week's +rent. But here--among these strangers--" + +"Now do not scold us, Mentor," the man answered, with a charming smile. +"Mirko and I felt the sun had fled when you went last Thursday. It +rained and rained two--three--days, and the Dubois canary got completely +on our nerves; and, heavens above! the Grisoldi insisted upon cooking +garlic in his food at every meal!--we had thought to have broken him of +the habit, you remember?--and up, up it came from his stove. Body of +Bacchus! It killed inspiration. I could not paint, my Cherisette, and +Mirko could not play. And so we said: 'At least--at least the sun of the +hair of our Cherisette must shine in the dark England; we, too, will go +there, away from the garlic and the canary, and the fogs will give us +new ideas, and we shall create wonderful things.' Is it not so, Mirko +mio?" + +"But, of course, Papa," the boy echoed; and then his voice trembled with +a pitiful note. "You are not angry with us, darling Cherisette? Say it +is not so?" + +"My little one! How can you! I could never be angry with my Mirko, no +matter what he did!" And the two pools of ink softened from the +expression of the black panther into the divine tenderness of the +Sistine Madonna, as she pressed the frail, little body to her side and +pulled her cloak around it. + +"Only I fear it cannot be well for you here in London, and if my uncle +should know, all hope of getting anything from him may be over. He +expressly said if I would come quite alone, to stay with him for these +few weeks, it would be to my advantage; and my advantage means yours, as +you know. Otherwise do you think I would have eaten of his hateful +bread?" + +"You are so good to us, Cherisette," the man Mimo said. "You have, +indeed, a sister of the angels, Mirko mio; but soon we shall be all rich +and famous. I had a dream last night, and already I have begun a new +picture of grays and mists--of these strange fogs!" + +Count Mimo Sykypri was a confirmed optimist. + +"Meanwhile you are in the one room, in Neville Street, Tottenham Court +Road. It is, I fear, a poor neighborhood." + +"No worse than Madame Dubois'," Mimo hastened to reassure her, "and +London is giving me new ideas." + +Mirko coughed harshly with a dry sound. Countess Shulski drew him closer +to her and held him tight. + +"You got the address from the Grisoldi? He was a kind little old man, in +spite of the garlic," she said. + +"Yes, he told us of it, as an inexpensive resting place, until our +affairs prospered, and we came straight there and wrote to you at once." + +"I was greatly surprised to receive the letter. Have you any money at +all now, Mimo?" + +"Indeed, yes!" And Count Sykypri proudly drew forth eight bits of French +gold from his pocket. "We had two hundred francs when we arrived. Our +little necessities and a few paints took up two of the twenty-franc +pieces, and we have eight of them left! Oh, quite a fortune! It will +keep us until I can sell the 'Apache.' I shall take it to a picture +dealer's to-morrow." + +Countess Shulski's heart sank. She knew so well of old how long eight +twenty-franc pieces would be likely to last! In spite of Mirko's care +and watching of his father that gentleman was capable of giving one of +them to a beggar if the beggar's face and story touched him, and any of +the others could go in a present to Mirko or herself--to be pawned +later, when necessity called. The case was hopeless as far as money was +concerned with Count Sykypri. + +Her own meager income, derived from the dead Shulski, was always +forestalled for the wants of the family--the little brother whom she had +promised her dead and adored mother never to desert. + +For when the beautiful wife of Maurice Grey, the misanthropic and +eccentric Englishman who lived in a castle near Prague, ran off with +Count Mimo Sykypri, her daughter, then aged thirteen, had run with her, +and the pair had been wiped off the list of the family. And Maurice +Grey, after cursing them both and making a will depriving them of +everything, shut himself up in his castle, and steadily drank himself to +death in less than a year. And the brother of the beautiful Mrs. Grey, +Francis Markrute, never forgave her either. He refused to receive her or +hear news of her, even after poor little Mirko was born and she married +Count Sykypri. + +For on the father's side, the Markrute brother and sister were of very +noble lineage; even with his bar sinister the financier could not brook +the disgrace of Elinka. He had loved her so--the one soft side of his +adamantine character. Her disgrace, it seemed, had frozen all the +tenderness in his nature. + +Countess Shulski was silent for a few moments, while both Mimo and Mirko +watched her face anxiously. She had thrown back her veil. + +"And supposing you do not sell the 'Apache,' Mimo? Your own money does +not come in until Christmas; mine is all gone until January, and it is +the cold winter approaching--and cold is not good for Mirko. What then?" + +Count Sykypri moved uneasily. A tragic look grew in his handsome face; +his face that was a mirror of all passing emotions; his face that had +been able to express love and romance, devotion and tenderness, to wile +a bird from off a tree or love from the heart of any woman. And even +though Zara Shulski knew of just how little value was anything he said +or did yet his astonishing charm always softened her irritation toward +his fecklessness. So she repeated more gently: + +"What then?" + +Mimo got up and flung out his arms in a dramatic way. + +"It cannot be!" he said. "I must sell the 'Apache!' Besides, if I don't: +I tell you these strange, gray fogs are giving me new, wonderful +thoughts--dark, mysterious--two figures meeting in the mist! Oh! but a +wonderful combination that will be successful in all cases." + +Mirko pressed his arm round his sister's neck and kissed her cheek, +while he cooed love words in a soft Slavonic language. Two big tears +gathered in Zara Shulski's deep eyes and made them tender as a dove's. + +She drew out her purse and counted from it two sovereigns and some +shillings which she slipped into Mirko's small hand. + +"Keep these, pet, for an emergency," she said. "They are all I have, but +I will--I must--find some other way for you soon: and now I shall have +to go. If my uncle should suspect I am seeing you I might be powerless +to help further." + +They walked with her to the Grosvenor Gate, and reluctantly let her +leave them; and then they watched her, as she sped across the road +between the passing taxi-cabs. When they saw the light from the opening +door and her figure disappearing between the tall servants who had come +to open it, the two poor, shabby figures walked on with a sigh, to try +to find an omnibus which would put them down somewhere near their dingy +bedroom in Neville Street, Tottenham Court Road. And as they reached the +Marble Arch there came on a sharp shower of icy rain. + +Countess Shulski, however poorly dressed, was a person to whom servants +were never impertinent; there was something in her bearing which +precluded all idea of familiarity. It did not even strike Turner, or +James, that her clothes were what none of the housemaids would have +considered fit to wear when they went out. The remark the lordly Turner +made, as he arranged some letters on the hall table, was: + +"A very haughty lady, James--quite a bit of the Master about her, eh?" + +But she went on to the lift, slowly, and to her luxurious bedroom, her +heart full of pain and rage against fate. Here she sat down before the +fire, and, resting her chin on her two hands, gazed steadily into the +glowing coals. + +What pictures did she see of past miseries there in the flames? Her +thoughts wandered right back to the beginning. The stern, peculiar +father, and the gloomy castle. The severe governesses--English and +German--and her adorable, beautiful mother, descending upon the +schoolroom like a fairy of light, always gay and sweet and loving. And +then of that journey to a far country, where she saw an old, old, dying +gentleman in a royal palace, who kissed her, and told her she would +grow as beautiful as her grandmother with the red, red hair. And there +in the palace was Mimo, so handsome and kind in his glittering +aide-de-camp's uniform, who after that often came to the gloomy castle, +and, with the fairy mother, to the schoolroom. Ah! those days were happy +days! How they three had shrieked with laughter and played hide-and-seek +in the long galleries! + +And then the blank, hideous moment when the angel fairy had gone, and +the stern father cursed and swore, and Uncle Francis' face looked like a +vengeful fiend's. And then a day when she got word to meet her mother in +the park of the castle. How she clung to her and cried and sobbed to be +taken, too! And they--Mimo and the mother--always so kind and loving and +irresponsible, consented. And then the flight; and weeks of happiness in +luxurious hotels, until the mother's face grew pinched and white, and no +letters but her own--returned--came from Uncle Francis. And ever the +fear grew that if Mimo were absent from her for a moment Uncle Francis +would kill him. The poor, adored mother! And then of the coming of +Mirko and all their joy over it; and then, gradually, the skeleton of +poverty, when all the jewels had been sold and all Mimo's uniform and +swords; and nothing but his slender income, which could not be taken +from him, remained. How he had worked to be a real artist, there in +Paris! Oh! poor Mimo. He had tried, but everything was so against a +gentleman; and Mirko such a delicate baby, and the mother's lovely face +so often sad. And then the time of the mother's first bad illness--how +they had watched and prayed, and Mimo had cried tears like a child, and +the doctor had said the South was the only thing to help their angel's +recovery. So to marry Ladislaus Shulski seemed the only way. He had a +villa in the sun at Nice and offered it to them; he was crazy about +her--Zara--at that time, though her skirts were not quite long, nor her +splendid hair done up. + +When her thoughts reached this far, the black panther in the Zoo never +looked fiercer when Francis Markrute poked his stick between its bars to +stir it up on Sunday mornings. + +The hateful, hateful memories! When she came to know what marriage +meant, and--a man! But it had saved the sweet mother's life for that +winter. And though it was a strain to extract anything from Ladislaus, +still, in the years that followed, often she had been able to help until +his money, too, was all gone--on gambling and women. + +And then the dear mother died--died in cold and poverty, in a poor +little studio in Paris--in spite of her daughter's and Mimo's frantic +letters to Uncle Francis for help. She knew now that he had been far +away, in South Africa, at the time, and had never received them, until +too late; but then, it seemed as if God Himself had forsaken them. And +now came the memory of her solemn promise. Mirko should never be +deserted--the adored mother could die in peace about that. Her last +words came back now--out of the glowing coals: + +"I have been happy with Mimo, after all, my Cherisette, with you and +Mimo and Mirko. It was worth while--" And so she had gasped--and died. + +And here the tears gathered and blurred the flaming coals. But Zara's +decision had come. There was no other way. To her uncle's bargain she +must consent. + +She got up abruptly and flung her hat on the bed--her cloak had already +fallen from her--and without further hesitation she descended the +stairs. + +Francis Markrute was still seated in his library; he had taken out his +watch and was calculating the time. It was twenty-five minutes to eight; +his guests would be coming to dine at eight o'clock and he had not begun +to dress. Would his niece have made up her mind by then? + +That there could be any doubt about the fact that she would make up her +mind as he wished never entered his head. It was only a question of time +but it would be better, for every reason, if she arrived at the +conclusion at once. + +He rose from his chair with a quiet smile as she entered the room. So +she had come! He had not relied upon his knowledge of a woman's +temperament in vain. + +She was very pale. The extra whiteness showed even on her gardenia skin, +and her great eyes gleamed sullenly from beneath her lowering brows of +ink. + +"If the terms are for the certain happiness of Mirko I consent," she +said. + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The four men--the two railway magnates, Francis Markrute, and Lord +Tancred--had all been waiting a quarter of an hour before the +drawing-room fire when the Countess Shulski sailed into the room. She +wore an evening gown of some thin, black, transparent, woolen stuff, +which clung around her with the peculiar grace her poorest clothes +acquired. Another woman would have looked pitifully shabby in such a +dress, but her distinction made it appear to at least three of the men +as the robe of a goddess. Francis Markrute was too annoyed at the delay +of her coming to admire anything; but even he, as he presented his +guests to her, could not help remarking that he had never seen her look +more wonderful, nor more contemptuously regal. + +They had had rather a stormy scene in the library, half an hour before. +Her words had been few, but their displeasure had been unconcealed. She +would agree to the bare bargain, if so be this strange man were willing, +but she demanded to know the reason of his willingness. + +And when she was told it was a business matter between the two men, and +that she would be given a large fortune, she expressed no more surprise +than a disdainful curl of the lips. + +For her, all men were either brutes--or fools like poor Mimo. + +If she had known that Lord Tancred had already refused her hand and +that her uncle was merely counting upon his own unerring knowledge of +human nature--and Lord Tancred's nature in particular--she might have +felt humiliated, instead of full of impotent rage. + +The young man, for his part, had arrived exactly on the stroke of eight, +a rare effort of punctuality for him. Some underneath excitement to see +his friend Markrute's niece had tingled in his veins from the moment he +had left the house. + +What sort of a woman could it be who would be willing to marry a +perfect stranger for the sake of his title and position? The +quarter-of-an-hour's wait had not added to his calm. So when the door +had eventually opened for her entry he had glanced up with intense +interest, and had then drawn in his breath as she advanced up the room. +The physical part of the lady at all events was extremely delectable. + +But when he was presented and his eyes met hers he was startled by the +look of smoldering, somber hate he saw in them. + +What could it all mean? Francis must have been romancing. Why should she +look at him like that, if she were willing to marry him? He was piqued +and interested. + +She spoke not a word as they went down to dinner, but he was no raw +youth to be snubbed thus into silence. His easy, polished manner soon +started a conversation upon the usual everyday things. He received "Yes" +and "No" for answers. The railway magnate on her other side was hardly +more fortunate, until the entrees were in full swing, then she unfroze a +little; the elderly gentleman had said something which interested her. + +The part which particularly irritated Lord Tancred was that he felt sure +she was not really stupid--who could be stupid with such a face? And he +was quite unaccustomed to being ignored by women. A like experience had +not occurred to him in the whole of his life. + +He watched her narrowly. He had never seen so white a skin; the +admirably formed bones of her short, small face caused, even in a side +light, no disfiguring shadows to fall beside the mouth and nose, nor on +the cheeks; all was velvety smooth and rounded. The remote Jewish touch +was invisible--save in the splendor of the eyes and lashes. She filled +him with the desire to touch her, to clasp her tightly in his arms, to +pull down that glorious hair and bury his face in it. And Lord Tancred +was no sensualist, given to instantly appraising the outward charm of +women. + +When the grouse was being handed, he did get a whole sentence from her; +it was in answer to his question whether she liked England. + +"How can one say--when one does not know?" she said. "I have only been +here once before, when I was quite a child. It seems cold and dark." + +"We must persuade you to like it better," he answered, trying to look +into her eyes which she had instantly averted. The expression of +resentment still smoldered there, he had noticed, during their brief +glance. + +"Of what consequence whether I like it or no," she said, looking across +the table, and this was difficult to answer! It seemed to set him upon +his beam-ends. He could not very well say because he had suddenly begun +to admire her very much! At this stage he had not decided what he meant +to do. + +An unusual excitement was permeating his being; he could not account for +how or why. He had felt no sensation like it, except on one of his lion +hunts in Africa when the news had come into camp that an exceptionally +fine beast had been discovered near and might be stalked on the morrow. +His sporting instincts seemed to be thoroughly awakened. + +Meanwhile Countess Shulski had turned once more to Sir Philip Armstrong, +the railway magnate. He was telling her about Canada and she listened +with awakening interest: how there were openings for every one and great +fortunes could be made there by the industrious and persevering. + +"It has not come to a point, then, when artists could have a chance, I +suppose?" she asked. Lord Tancred wondered at the keenness in her voice. + +"Modern artists?" Sir Philip queried. "Perhaps not, though the rich men +are beginning to buy pictures and beautiful things, too; but in a new +country it is the man of sinew and determination, not the dreamer, who +succeeds." + +Her head then drooped a little; her interest now seemed only mechanical, +as she answered again, "Yes" and "No." + +Lord Tancred wondered and wondered; he saw that her thoughts were far +away. + +Francis Markrute had been watching things minutely while he kept up his +suave small talk with Colonel Macnamara on his right hand. He was well +pleased with the turn of events. After all, nothing could have been +better than Zara's being late. Circumstance often played into the hand +of an experienced manipulator like himself. Now if she only kept up this +attitude of indifference, which, indeed, she seemed likely to do--she +was no actress, he knew--things might be settled this very night. + +Lord Tancred could not get her to have a single continued conversation +for the remainder of dinner; he was perfectly raging with annoyance, his +fighting blood was up. And when at the first possible moment after the +dessert arrived she swept from the room, her eyes met his as he held the +door and they were again full of contemptuous hate. + +He returned to his seat with his heart actually thumping in his side. + +And all through the laborious conversation upon Canada and how best to +invest capital, which Francis Markrute with great skill and apparently +hearty friendship prolonged to its utmost limits, he felt the attraction +and irritation of the woman grow and grow. He no longer took the +slightest interest in the pros and cons of his future in the Colony, and +when, at last, he heard the distant tones of Tschaikovsky's _Chanson +Triste_ as they ascended the stairs he came suddenly to a determination. +She was sitting at the grand piano in the back part of the room. A huge, +softly shaded lamp shed its veiled light upon her white face and rounded +throat; her hands and arms, which showed to the elbow, seemed not less +pale than the ivory keys, and those disks of black velvet gazed in front +of them, a whole world of anguish in their depths. + +For this was the tune that her mother had loved, and she was playing it +to remind herself of her promise and to keep herself firm in her +determination to accept the bargain, for her little brother Mirko's +sake. + +She glanced at Lord Tancred as he entered. Count Ladislaus Shulski had +been a very handsome man, too. She did not know enough of the English +type to judge of Lord Tancred morally. She only saw that he was a +splendid, physical creature who would be strong--and horrible +probably--like the rest. + +The whole expression of her face changed as he came and leaned upon the +piano. The sorrow died out of her eyes and was replaced by a fierce +defiance; and her fingers broke into a tarantella of wild sounds. + +"You strange woman!" Lord Tancred said. + +"Am I strange?" she answered through her teeth. "It is said by those who +know that we are all mad--at some time and at some point. I have, I +think, reason to be mad to-night." And with that she crashed a final +chord, rose from her seat, and crossed the room. + +"I hope, Uncle Francis, your guests will excuse me," she said, with an +imperial, aloof politeness, "but I am very tired. I will wish you all a +good-night." She bowed to them as they expressed their regrets, and then +slowly left the room. + +"Goodnight, madame," Lord Tancred said, at the door. "Some day you and I +will cross swords." + +But he was rewarded by no word, only an annihilating glance from her +sullen eyes, and he stood there and gazed at her as she passed up the +stairs. + +"An extraordinary and beautiful woman--your niece--eh, my dear +Markrute?" he heard one of the pompous gentlemen say, as he returned to +the group by the fire, and it angered him--he could not have told why. + +Francis Markrute, who knew his moments, began now to talk about her, +casually; how she was an interesting, mysterious character; beautiful? +well, no, not exactly that--a superlative skin, fine eyes and hair, but +no special features. + +"I will not admit that she is beautiful, my friend," he said. "Beauty +suggests gentleness and tenderness. My niece reminds me of the black +panther in the Zoo, but one could not say--if she were tamed." + +Such remarks were not calculated to allay the growing interest and +attraction Lord Tancred was feeling. Francis Markrute knew his audience; +he never wasted his words. He abruptly turned the conversation back to +Canada again, until even the two magnates on their own ground were bored +and said goodnight. The four men came downstairs together. As the two +others were being assisted into their coats by Turner and his satellites +the host said to Lord Tancred: + +"Will you have a cigar with me, Tancred, before you go on to your supper +party?" And presently they were both seated in mammoth armchairs in the +cozy library. + +"I hope, my dear boy, you have all the information you want about +Canada," Mr. Markrute said. "You could not find two more influential +people than Sir Philip and the Colonel. I asked--" but Lord Tancred +interrupted him. + +"I don't care a farthing more about Canada!" he flashed out. "I have +made up my mind. If you really meant what you said to-day, I will marry +your niece, and I don't care whether she has a penny or no." + +The financier's plans had indeed culminated with a rush! + +But he expressed no surprise, merely raised his eyebrows mildly and +puffed some blue rings of smoke, as he answered: + +"I always mean what I say, only I do not care for people to do things +blindly. Now that you have seen my niece are you sure she would suit +you? I thought, after all, perhaps not, to-night: she is certainly a +difficult person. It would be no easy task for any man to control +her--as a wife." + +[Illustration: "The whole expression of her face changed as he came and +leaned upon the piano."] + +"I don't care for tame women," Lord Tancred said. "It is that very +quality of difficulty which has inspired me. By George! did you ever see +such a haughty bearing? It will take a man's whole intelligence to know +which bit to use." + +"She may close her teeth on whatever bit you use, and bolt with it. Do +not say afterwards that I let you take her blindly." + +"Why does she look at me with such hate?" Lord Tancred was just going to +ask--and then he stopped himself. It was characteristic of him that now +he had made up his mind he would not descend to questions or details--he +would find all out later for himself--but one thing he must know: had +she really consented to marry him? If so, she had her own reasons, of +course, and desire for himself was not among them; but, somehow, he felt +sure they were not sordid or paltry ones. He had always liked dangerous +games--the most unbroken polo ponies to train in the country, the +freshest horses, the fiercest beasts to stalk and kill--and why not a +difficult wife? It would add an adorable spice to the affair. But as he +was very honest with himself he knew, underneath, that it was not wholly +even this instinct, but that she had cast some spell over him and that +he must have her for his own. + +"You might very well ask her history," Francis Markrute said. He could +be so gracious when he liked, and he really admired the wholehearted +dash with which Lord Tancred had surrendered; there was something big +and royal about it--he himself never gambled in small sums either. "So +as I expect you won't," he continued, "I will tell you. She is the +daughter of Maurice Grey, a brother of old Colonel Grey of Hentingdon, +whom everybody knew, and she has been the widow of an unspeakable brute +for over a year. She was an immaculate wife, and devoted daughter before +that. The possibilities of her temperament are all to come." + +Lord Tancred sprang from his chair, the very thought of her and her +temperament made him thrill. Was it possible he was already in love, +after one evening? + +"Now we must really discuss affairs, my dear boy," the financier went +on. "Her dower, as I told you, will be princely." + +"That I absolutely refuse to do, Francis," Lord Tancred answered. "I +tell you I want the woman for my wife. You can settle the other things +with my lawyer if you care to, and tie it all up on her. I am not +interested in that matter. The only thing I really wish to know is if +you are sure she will marry me?" + +"I am perfectly sure." The financier narrowed his eyes. "I would not +have suggested the affair to-day if I had had any doubt about that." + +"Then it is settled, and I shall not ask why. I shall not ask any thing. +Only when may I see her again and how soon can we be married?" + +"Come and lunch with me in the city to-morrow, and we will talk over +everything. I shall have seen her, and can then tell you when to present +yourself. And I suppose you can have the ceremony at the beginning of +November?" + +"Six whole weeks hence!" Lord Tancred said, protestingly. "Must she get +such heaps of clothes? Can't it be sooner? I wanted to be here for my +Uncle Glastonbury's first shoot on the 2nd of November, and if we are +only married then, we shall be off on a honeymoon. You must come to that +shoot, by-the-way, old boy, it is the pleasantest of the whole lot he +has; one day at the partridges, and a dash at the pheasants; but he only +asks the jolliest parties to this early one, for Ethelrida's birthday, +and none of the bores." + +"It would give me great pleasure to do so," Francis Markrute said. And +he looked down so that Lord Tancred should not see the joy in his eyes. + +Then they shook hands most heartily, and the newly made fiance said +good-night, with the happy assurance in his ears that he might claim his +bride in time to be back from a week's honeymoon for the Glastonbury +shoot. + +When he had gone Francis Markrute's first act was to sit down and write +a four-figure check for the Cripple Children's Hospital: he believed in +thankofferings. Then he rubbed his hands softly together as he went up +to his bed. + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Then Lord Tancred left the house in Park Lane he did not go on to the +supper party at the Savoy he had promised to attend. That sort of +affair had bored him, now for several years. Instead, he drove straight +back to his rooms in St. James' Street, and, getting comfortably into +his pet chair, he steadily set himself to think. He had acted upon a +mad impulse; he knew that and did not argue with himself about it, or +regret it. Some force stronger than anything he had hitherto known had +compelled him to come to the decision. And what would his future life +be like with this strange woman? That could not be exactly guessed. +That it would contain scenes of the greatest excitement he did not +doubt. She would in all cases look the part. His mother herself--the +Lady Tancred, daughter of the late and sister of the present Duke of +Glastonbury--could not move with more dignity: a thought which reminded +him that he had better write to his parent and inform her of his +intended step. He thought of all the women he had loved--or imagined he +had loved--since he left Eton. The two affairs which had convulsed him +during his second year at Oxford were perhaps the most serious; the +Laura Highford, his last episode, was fortunately over and had always +been rather tiresome. In any case none of those ladies of the world--or +other world--had any reasons to reproach him, and he was free and +happy. And if he wished to put down a large stake on the card of +marriage he was answerable to no one. + +During the last eight hundred years, ever since Amaury Guiscard of that +house of Hauteville whose daring deeds gave sovereigns to half Europe, +had come over with his Duke William, and had been rewarded by the gift +of the Wrayth lands--seized from the Saxons--his descendants had +periodically done madly adventurous things. Perhaps the quality was +coming out in him! + +Then he thought of his lady, personally, and not of the +extraordinariness of his action. She was exasperatingly attractive. How +delicious it would be when he had persuaded her to talk to him, taught +her to love him, because she certainly must love him--some day! It was +rather cold-blooded of her to be willing to marry him, a stranger; but +he was not going to permit himself to dwell upon that. She could not be +really cold-blooded with that face: its every line bespoke capability of +exquisite passion. It was not the least cunning, or calculating, either. +It was simply adorable. And to kiss! But here he pulled himself together +and wrote to his mother a note, short and to the point, which she +received by the first post next morning at her small, house in Queen +Street, Mayfair; and then he went to bed. The note ran: + +"My Dear Mother: + +"I am going to be married at last. The lady is a daughter of Maurice +Grey (a brother of old Colonel Grey of Hentingdon who died last year), +and the widow of a Pole named Shulski, Countess Shulski she is called." + +(He had paused here because he had suddenly remembered he did not know +her Christian name!) + +"She is also the niece of Francis Markrute whom you have such an +objection to--or had, last season. She is most beautiful and I hope you +will like her. Please go and call to-morrow. I will come and breakfast +with you about ten. + +"Your affectionate son, Tancred." + +And this proud English mother knew here was a serious letter, because he +signed it "Tancred." He usually finished his rare communications with +just, "love from Tristram." + +She leaned back on her pillows and closed her eyes. She adored her son +but she was, above all things, a woman of the world and given to making +reasonable judgments. Tristram was past the age of a foolish +entanglement; there must be some strong motive in this action. He could +hardly be in love. She knew him so well, when he was in love! He had +shown no signs of it lately--not, really, for several years--for that +well conducted--friendship--with Laura Highford could not be called +being in love. Then she thought of Francis Markrute. He was so immensely +rich, she could not help a relieved sigh. There would be money at all +events. But she knew that could not be the reason. She was aware of her +son's views about rich wives. She was aware, too, that with all his +sporting tastes and modern irreverence of tradition, underneath he was +of a proud, reserved nature, intensely proud of the honor of his ancient +name. What then could be the reason for this engagement? Well, she would +soon know. It was half-past eight in the morning, and Tristram's "about +ten" would not mean later than, half-past, or a quarter to eleven. She +rang the bell for her maid, and told her to ask the young ladies to put +on dressing-gowns and come to her. + +Soon Lord Tancred's two sisters entered the room. + +They were nice, fresh English girls, and stood a good deal in awe of +their mother. They kissed her and sat down on the bed. They felt it was +a momentous moment, because Lady Tancred never saw any one until her +hair was arranged--not even her own daughters. + +"Your brother Tristram is going to be married," she said and referred to +the letter lying on the coverlet, "to a Countess Shulski, a niece of +that Mr. Markrute whom one meets about." + +"Oh! Mother!" and "Really!" gasped Emily and Mary. + +"Have we seen her?" + +"Do we know her?" + +"No, I think we can none of us have seen her. She certainly was not with +Mr. Markrute at Cowes, and no one has been in town, except this last +week for Flora's wedding. I suppose Tristram must have met her in +Scotland, or possibly abroad. He went to Paris, you remember, at Easter, +and again in July." + +"I wonder what she is like," said Emily. + +"Is she young?" asked Mary. + +"Tristram does not say," replied Lady Tancred, "only that she is +beautiful." + +"We are so surprised," both girls gasped together. + +"Yes, it is unexpected, certainly," agreed their mother, "but Tristram +has judgment; he is not likely to have chosen any one of whom I should +disapprove. You must be ready to call with me, directly after lunch. +Tristram is coming to breakfast, so you can have yours now--in your +room. I must talk to him." + +And the girls, who were dying to ask a hundred thousand questions, felt +that they were dismissed, and, kissing their dignified parent, they +retired to their own large, back room, which they shared, in common +with all their pleasures and little griefs, together. + +"Isn't it too wonderful, Em?" Mary said, when they were back there, both +curled up in the former's bed waiting for their breakfast. "One can see +Mother is very much moved; she was so stern. I thought Tristram was +devoted to Laura Highford, did not you?" + +"Oh! he has been sick of that for ages and ages. She nags at him--she is +a cat anyway and I never could understand it, could you, Mary?" + +"Men have to be like that," said Mary, wisely, "they must have some one, +I mean, to play with, and they are afraid of girls." + +"How I hope she will like us, don't you?" Emily said. "Mr. Markrute is +very rich and perhaps she is, too. How lovely it will be if they are +able to live at Wrayth. How lovely to have it opened again--to go and +stay there!" + +"Yes, indeed," said Mary. + +Lady Tancred awaited her son in the small front morning-room. She was +quite as much a specimen of an English aristocrat as he was, with her +brushed-back, gray hair, and her beautiful, hard, fine-featured face. +She was supremely dignified, and dressed well and with care. She had +been brought up in the school which taught the repression of all +emotion--now, alas! rapidly passing away--so that she did not even tap +her foot from the impatience which was devouring her, and it was nearly +eleven o'clock before Tristram made his appearance! + +He apologized charmingly, and kissed her cheek. His horse, Satan, had +been particularly fresh, and he had been obliged to give him an extra +canter twice round the Row, before coming in, and was breakfast +ready?--as he was extremely hungry! Yes, breakfast was ready, and they +went into the dining-room where the old butler awaited them. + +"Give me everything, Michelham," said his lordship, "I am ravenous. Then +you can go. Her ladyship will pour out the coffee." + +The old servant beamed upon him, with a "glad to see your lordship's +well!" and, surrounding his plate with hot, covered, silver dishes, +quietly made his exit, and so they were alone. + +Lady Tancred beamed upon her son, too. She could not help it. He looked +so completely what he ought to look, she thought--magnificently healthy +and handsome, and perfectly groomed. No mother could help being proud of +him. + +"Tristram, dear boy, now tell me all about it," she said. + +"There is hardly anything to tell you, Mother, except that I am going to +be married about the 25th of October--and--you will be awfully nice to +her--to Zara--won't you?" He had taken the precaution to send round a +note, early in the morning, to Francis Markrute, asking for his lady's +full name, as he wished to tell his family; so the "Zara" came out quite +naturally! "She is rather a peculiar person, and--er--has very stiff +manners. You may not like her at first." + +"No, dear?" said Lady Tancred hesitatingly, "Stiff manners you say? That +at least is on the right side. I always deplore the modern +free-and-easy-ness." + +"Oh, there is nothing free-and-easy about her!" said Tristram, helping +himself to a cutlet, while he smiled almost grimly. His sense of humor +was highly aroused oven the whole thing; only that overmastering +something which drew him was even stronger than this. + +Then he felt that there was no use in allowing his mother to drag +information from him; he had better tell her what he meant her to know. + +"You see, Mother, the whole thing has been arranged rather suddenly. I +only settled upon it last night myself, and so told you at once. She +will be awfully rich, which is rather a pity in a sense--though I +suppose we shall live at Wrayth again, and all that--- but I need not +tell you I am not marrying her for such a reason." + +"No, I know you," Lady Tancred said, "but I cannot agree with you about +its being a pity that she is rich. We live in an age when the oldest and +most honored name is useless without money to keep up its traditions, +and any woman would find your title and your position well worth all her +gold. There are things you will give her in return which only hundreds +of years can produce. You must have no feeling that you are accepting +anything from her which you do not equalize. Remember, it is a false +sentiment." + +"Oh, I expect so--and she is well bred, you know, so she won't throw it +in my teeth." And Lord Tancred smiled. + +"I remember old Colonel Grey," his mother continued; "years ago he drove +a coach; but I don't recollect his brother. Did he live abroad, +perhaps?" + +This was an awkward question. The young fiance was quite ignorant about +his prospective bride's late father! + +"Yes," he said hurriedly. "Zara married very young, she is quite young +now--only about twenty-three. Her husband was a brute, and now she has +come to live with Francis Markrute. He is an awfully good fellow, +Mother, though you don't like him; extremely cultivated, and so quaintly +amusing, with his cynical views on life. You will like him when you know +him better. He is a jolly good sportsman, too--for a foreigner." + +"And of what nation is Mr. Markrute, Tristram, do you know?" Lady +Tancred asked. + +Really, all women--even mothers--were tiresome at times with their +questions! + +"'Pon my word, I don't." And he laughed awkwardly. "Austrian, perhaps, +or Russian. I have never thought about it; he speaks English so well, +and he is a naturalized Englishman, in any case." + +"But as you are marrying into the family, don't you think it would be +more prudent, dear, to gather some information on the subject?" Lady +Tancred hazarded. + +And then she saw the true Tancred spirit come out, which she had often +vainly tried to combat in her husband during her first years of married +life, and had desisted in the end. Tristram's strong, level eyebrows +joined themselves in a frown, and his mouth, clean-shaven and chiseled, +shut like a vice. + +"I am going to do what I am going to do, Mother," he said. "I am +satisfied with my bargain, and I beg of you to accept the situation. I +do not demand any information, and I ask you not to trouble yourself +either. Nothing any one could say would change me--Give me some more +coffee, will you, please." + +Lady Tancred's hand trembled a little as she poured it out, but she did +not say anything, and there was silence for a minute, while his lordship +went on with his breakfast, with appetite unimpaired. + +"I will take the girls and call there immediately after lunch," she said +presently, "and I am to ask for the Countess Shulski. You pronounce it +like that, do you not?" + +"Yes. She may not be in, and in any case, perhaps, for to-day only leave +cards. To-morrow or next day I'll go with you, Mother. You see, until +the announcement comes out in the _Morning Post_, everything is not +quite settled--I expect Zara would like it better if you did not meet +until after then." + +That was probably true, he reflected, since he had not even exchanged +personal pledges with her yet himself! + +Then, as his mother looked stiffly repulsed, his sense of humor got the +better of him, and he burst into a peal of laughter, while he jumped up +and kissed her with the delightful, caressing boyishness which made her +love him with a love so far beyond what she gave to her other children. + +"Darling," she murmured, "if you are so happy as to laugh like that I am +happy, too, and will do just what you wish." Her proud eyes filled with +mist and she pressed his hand. + +"Mum, you are a trump!" he said, and he kissed her again and, holding +her arm, he led her back into the morning-room. + +"Now I must go and change these things," he announced, as he looked down +at his riding clothes. "I am going to lunch with Markrute in the City to +discuss all the points. So good-bye for the present. I will probably see +you to-night. Call a taxi," he said to Michelham who at that moment came +into the room with a note. He had kissed his mother and was preparing to +leave, when just as he got to the door he turned and said: + +"Don't say a word to any one, to-day, of the news--let it come out in +the _Morning Post_, to-morrow. I ask it--please?" + +"Not even to Cyril? You have forgotten that he is coming up from Uncle +Charles' to go back to Eton," his mother said, "and the girls already +know." + +"Oh! Cyril. By Jove! I had forgotten! Yes, tell him; he is a first class +chap, he'll understand, and, I say"--and he pulled some sovereigns from +his pocket--"do give him these from me for this term." + +Then with a smile he went. + +And a few minutes afterwards a small, slender boy of fourteen, with only +Eton's own inimitable self-confidence and delicious swagger printed upon +his every line, drove up to the door, and, paying for the taxi in a +lordly way, came into his mother's morning-room. There had been a gap in +the family after Tristram's appearance, caused by the death, from +diphtheria, of two other boys; then came the two girls of twenty and +nineteen respectively and, lastly, Cyril. + +His big, blue eyes rounded with astonishment and interest when he heard +the important news. All he said was: + +"Well, she must be a corker, if Tristram thinks her good enough. But +what a beastly nuisance! He won't go to Canada now, I suppose, and we +shan't have that ranch." + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Francis Markrute also saw his niece at breakfast--or rather--just after +it. She was finishing hers in the little upstairs sitting-room which he +had allotted to her for her personal use, when he tapped at the door and +asked if he might come in. + +She said "yes," and then rose, with the ceremonious politeness she +always used in her dealings with him--contemptuous, resentful politeness +for the most part. + +"I have come to settle the details of your marriage," he said, while he +waved her to be seated again and took a chair himself. At the word +"marriage" her nostrils quivered, but she said nothing. She was always +extremely difficult to deal with, on account of these silences of hers. +She helped no one out. Francis Markrute knew the method himself and +admired it; it always made the other person state his case. + +"You saw Lord Tancred last night. You can have no objection to him on +the ground of his person, and he is a very great gentleman, my niece, as +you will find." + +Still silence. + +"I have arranged with him for you to be married in October--about the +25th, I suppose. So now comes the question of your trousseau. You must +have clothes to fit you for so great a position. You had better get them +in Paris." Then he paused, struck by the fact which he had only just +noticed, that the garments she had been wearing and those she now wore +were shabby enough. He realized the reason he had not before remarked +this--her splendid carriage and air of breeding--and it gave him a +thrill of pride in her. After all, she was his own niece. + +"It will be a very great joy to dress you splendidly," he said. "I would +have done so always, if I had not known where the money would go; but we +are going to settle all that now, and every one can be happy." + +It was not in her nature to beg and try to secure favors for her brother +and Mimo without paying for them. She had agreed upon the +price--herself. Now all she had to do was to obtain as much as possible +for this. + +"Mirko's cough has come back again," she said quietly. "Since I have +consented I want him to be able to go into the warmth without delay. +They are here in London now--he and his father--in a very poor place." + +"I have thought it all out," Francis Markrute answered while he frowned, +as he always did, at the mention of Mimo. "There is a wonderfully clever +doctor at Bournemouth where the air is perfect for those delicate in the +lungs. I have communicated with him; and he will take the child into his +own house, where he will be beautifully cared for. There he can have a +tutor, and when he is stronger he can return to Paris, or to Vienna, and +have his talent for the violin cultivated. I want you to understand," he +continued, "that if you agree to my terms your brother will not be +stinted in any way." + +And her thoughts said, "And Mimo?" but she felt it wiser not to ask +anything about him just then. To have Mirko cared for by a really clever +doctor, in good air, with some discipline as to bedtime, and not those +unwholesome meals, snatched at odd hours at some restaurant, seemed a +wonderfully good thing. If the little fellow would only be happy +separated from his father; that was the question! + +"Are there children in the house?" she asked. Mirko was peculiar, and +did not like other little boys. + +"The doctor has an only little girl of about your brother's age. He is +nine and a half, is it not so? And she is delicate, too, so they could +play together." + +This sounded more promising. + +"I would wish to go down and see the doctor first--and the home," she +said. + +"You shall do so, of course, when you like. I will set aside a certain +sum every year, to be invested for him, so that when he grows up he will +have a competence--even a small fortune. I will have a deed drawn out +for you to sign; it shall be all _en regle_." + +"That is well," she said. "And now give me some money, please, that I +may relieve their present necessities until my brother can go to this +place. I do not consent to give myself, unless I am certain that I free +those I love from anxieties. I should like, immediately, a thousand +francs. Forty pounds of your money, isn't it?" + +"I will send the notes up in a few minutes," Francis Markrute said. He +was in the best of tempers to-day. "Meanwhile, that part of the +arrangement being settled, I must ask you to pay some attention to the +thought of seeing your fiance." + +"I do not wish to see him," she announced. + +Her uncle smiled. + +"Possibly not, but it is part of the bargain. You can't marry the man +without seeing him. He will come and call upon you this afternoon, and, +no doubt, will bring you a ring. I trust to your honor not to show so +plainly your dislike that no man could carry through his side. Please +remember your brother's welfare depends upon your actual marriage. If +you cause Lord Tancred to break off the match the bargain between you +and me is void." + +The black panther's look again appeared in her eyes, and an icy +stillness settled upon her. But she began to speak rather fast, with a +catch in the breath between the sentences. + +"Then, since you wish this so much for your own ends, which I cannot +guess, I tell you, arrange for me to go to Paris, alone, away from him, +until the wedding day. He must hate the thought as much as I do. We are +probably both only marionettes in your hands. Explain to the man that I +will not go through the degradation of the pretence of an engagement, +especially here in this England, where, _Maman_ said, they parade +affections, and fiances are lovers. _Mon Dieu!_ I will play my part--for +the visits of ceremony to his family, which I suppose must take place +even here--but beyond that, after to-day, I will not see him alone nor +have any communication with him. Is it understood?" + +Francis Markrute looked at her with growing admiration. She was +gorgeously attractive in this mood. He obtained endless pleasure out of +life by his habit of abstract observation. He was able to watch people +in the throes of emotion, like a master seeing his hunters being put +through their paces. + +"It shall be understood," he said. He knew it was wiser to insist upon +no more; her temper would never brook it. He knew he could count upon +her honor and her pride to fulfill her part of the bargain if she were +not exasperated beyond bearing. + +"I will explain everything to Lord Tancred at luncheon," he said, "that +you will receive him this afternoon, and that then you are going to +Paris, and will not return until the wedding. You will concede the +family interviews that are absolutely necessary, I suppose?" + +"I have already said so; only let them be few and short." + +"Then I will not detain you longer now. You are a beautiful woman, +Zara," Francis Markrute said, as he rose and kissed her hand. "None of +the royal ladies, your ancestresses, ever looked more like a queen." And +he bowed himself out of the room, leaving her in her silence. + +When she was alone she clenched her hands and walked up and down for a +few moments, and her whole serpentine body writhed with passionate anger +and pain. + +Yes, she was a beautiful woman, and had a right to her life and joys +like another--and now she was to be tied, and bound again to a husband! + +_"Les Infames!"_ she hissed aloud. "But for that part, I will not bear +it! Until the wedding I will dissemble as best I can--but afterwards--!" + +And if Lord Tancred could have seen her then he would have known that +all the courage he had used when he faced the big lion would be needed +soon again. + +But before a servant brought up the envelope with the notes she had +calmed herself and was preparing to go out. The good part of the news +must be told to the two poor ones in their Tottenham Court Road retreat. + +As she sped along in the taxi--her uncle had placed one of his several +motors at her disposal, but it was not for such localities--she argued +with herself that it would be wiser not to give Mimo all the money at +once. She knew that that would mean not only the necessary, +instantaneous move to a better lodging, but an expensive dinner at the +nearest restaurant as well, and certainly bonbons and small presents for +Mirko, and new clothes; twice as much would be spent, if credit could be +obtained; and then there would be the worry of the bills and the +anxiety. If only Mirko would consent to be parted from his fond and +irresponsible parent for a time it would be so much better for his +health, and his chance of becoming of some use in the world. Mimo always +meant so kindly and behaved so foolishly! With the money she personally +would get for her bargain Mimo should, somehow, be made comfortable in +some studio in Paris where he could paint those pictures which would not +sell, and might see his friends--he had still a few who, when his +clothes were in a sufficiently good state, welcomed him and his +charming, debonair smile. Mimo could be a delightfully agreeable guest, +even though he was changed by years and poverty. + +And Mirko would be in healthy surroundings; surely it was worth it, +after all! + +The taxi drew up in the mean street and she got out, paid the man, and +then knocked at the dingy door. + +A slatternly, miserable, little general servant opened it. No, the +foreign gentleman and the little boy were not in, they said they would +be back in a few minutes--would the lady step up and wait? She followed +the lumpy, untidy figure upstairs to a large attic at the top. It was +always let as a studio, apparently. It had a fine northern light from a +big window, and was quite clean, though the wretched furniture spoke of +better days. + +Cleanliness was one of Count Sykypri's peculiarities; he always kept +whatever room he was in tidy and clean. This orderly instinct seemed at +variance with all the rest of his easy-going character. It was the +fastidiousness of a gentleman, which never deserted him. Now Zara +recognized the old traveling rug hung on two easels, to hide the little +iron beds where he and Mirko slept. The new wonder, which would be bound +to sell, was begun there on a third easel. It did not look extremely +promising at its present stage. Mirko's violin and his father's, in +their cases, were on a chair beside a small pile of music; the water-jug +had in it a bunch of yellow chrysanthemums probably bought off a barrow. + +The Countess Shulski had been through many vicissitudes with these two +since her husband's death, but seldom--only once perhaps--had they gone +down to such poverty-stricken surroundings. Generally it was some small +apartment in Paris, or Florence, that they occupied, with rather scanty +meals when the end of the quarter came. During Count Shulski's life she +had always either lived in some smart villa at Nice, or led a wandering +existence in hotels; and for months at a time, in later years, when he +disappeared, upon his own pleasures bent, he would leave her in some old +Normandy farmhouse, only too thankful to be free from his hateful +presence. Here Mimo and Mirko would join her, and while they painted and +played, she would read. Her whole inner life was spent with books. Among +the shady society her husband had frequented she had been known as "The +Stone." She never unbent, and while her beauty and extraordinary type +attracted all the men she came across they soon gave up their pursuit. +She was quite hopeless, they said--and half-witted, some added! No woman +could sit silent like that for hours, otherwise. Zara thought of all +these things, as she sat on the rickety chair in the Neville Street +lodging. How she had loathed that whole atmosphere! How she loathed +bohemians and adventurers, no words could tell. + +While her mother had lived there had been none of them about. For all +her personal downfall, Elinka, Markrute's sister, and an emperor's +daughter, remained an absolute _grande dame_--never mixing or mingling +with any people but her own belongings. + +But now that she was dead, poor Mimo had sometimes gone for company into +a class other than his own. + +As yet Zara's thoughts had not turned upon her new existence which was +to be. She had drawn a curtain over it in her mind. She knew but vaguely +about life in England, she had never had any English friends. One or two +gamblers had often come to the Nice villa, but except that they were +better looking types and wore well made clothes, she had classed them +with the rest of her husband's acquaintances. She had read numbers of +English classics but practically no novels, so she could not very well +picture a state of things she was ignorant about. Sufficient for the day +was the evil thereof. + +She was getting slightly impatient when at last the two came in. + +They had been told of her arrival; she knew that by their glad, hurried +mounting of the stairs and the quick opening of the door. + +"Cherisette, Angel! But what joy!" And Mirko hurled himself into her +arms, while Mimo kissed her hand. He never forgot his early palace +manners. + +"I have brought you good news," she said, as she drew out two ten-pound +notes. "I have made my uncle see reason. Here is something for the +present. He has such a kind and happy scheme for Mirko's health. Listen, +and I will tell you about it." + +They clustered around her while she explained in the most attractive +manner she could the picture of the boy's future, but in spite of all +that, his beautiful little face fell as he grasped that he was to leave +his father. + +"It will only be for a time, darling," Zara said, "just until you get +quite well and strong, and learn some lessons. All little boys go to +school, and come home for the holidays. You know _Maman_ would have +wished you to be educated like a gentleman." + +"But I hate other boys, and you have taught me so well. Oh! Cherisette, +what shall I do? And to whom play my violin, who will understand?" + +"Oh, but Mirko mio, it is a splendid offer! Think, dear child, a +comfortable home and no anxieties," Mimo said. "Truly your sister is an +angel, and you must not be so ungrateful. Your cough will get quite +well; perhaps I can come and lodge in the town, and we could walk +together." + +But Mirko pouted. Zara sighed and clasped her hands. + +"If you only knew how hard it has been to obtain this much," she said, +with despair in her voice. "Oh, Mirko, if you love me you will accept +it! Can't you trust me that I would not ask you to go where they are +hard or cruel? I am going down to the place to-morrow, to see it and +judge for myself. Won't you be good and try to please me?" + +Then the little cripple fell to sobbing and kissing her, nestling in her +arms with his curly head against her neck. + +But in the end she comforted him, the never varying gentleness toward +him which she showed would have soothed the most peevish invalid. + +So at last she was able to feel that her sacrifice, of which they must +always remain ignorant, would not be all in vain; Mirko appeared +reconciled to his fate, and would certainly benefit by more healthy +surroundings. Instinct told her there would be no use even suggesting to +her uncle that the child should stay with Mimo, the situation would have +become an _impasse_ if the boy had held out, and between them they would +have had only this forty pounds until Christmas--and then very little +more--and the life of hand-to-mouth poverty would have gone on and on, +while here were comfort and probable health, with a certainty of +welfare, and education, and a competence in the future. And who knows +but Mirko might grow into a great artist one day! + +This possible picture she painted in glowing colors until the child's +pathetic, dark eyes glistened with pleasure. + +Then she became practical; they must change their lodging and find a +better one. But here Mimo interfered. They were really very comfortable +where they were, he urged, humble though it looked, and changing was +unpleasant. If they were able to buy some linen sheets and a new suit of +clothes for each it would be much better to stay for the present, until +Mirko's going to Bournemouth should be completely settled. "And even +then," Count Sykypri said, "it will do for me. No one cooks garlic here, +and there is no canary!" + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Neither Lord Tancred nor Francis Markrute was late at the appointment in +the city restaurant where they were to lunch, and they were soon seated +at a table in a corner where they could talk without being interrupted. +They spoke of ordinary things for a moment. Then Lord Tancred's +impatience to get at the matter which interested him became too great to +wait longer, so he said laconically: + +"Well?" + +"I saw her this morning and had a talk"--the financier said, as he +placed some caviare on his toast. "You must not overlook the fact, which +I have already stated to you, that she is a most difficult problem. You +will have an interesting time taming her. For a man of nerve, I cannot +imagine a more thrilling task. She is a woman who has restricted all her +emotion for men, and could lavish it all upon _the_ man, I imagine. In +any case that is 'up to you,' as our friends, the Americans, say--" + +Lord Tancred thrilled as he answered: + +"Yes, it shall be 'up to me.' But I want to find out all about her for +myself. I just want to know when I may see her, and what is the +programme?" + +"The programme is that she will receive you this afternoon, about +tea-time, I should say; that you must explain to her you realize you are +engaged. You need not ask her to marry you; she will not care for +details like that--she knows it is already settled. Be as businesslike +as you can--and come away. She has made it a condition that she sees you +as little as possible until the wedding. The English idea of engaged +couples shocks her, for, remember, it is, on her side, not a love-match. +If you wish to have the slightest success with her afterwards be careful +_now_. She is going to Paris, immediately, for her trousseau. She will +return about a week before the wedding, when you can present her to your +family." + +Tristram smiled grimly and then the two men's eyes met and they both +laughed. + +"Jove! Francis!" Lord Tancred exclaimed, "isn't it a wonderful affair! A +real dramatic romance, here in the twentieth century. Would not every +one think I was mad, if they knew!" + +"It is that sort of madmen who are often the sanest," Francis Markrute +answered. "The world is full of apparently sane fools." Then he passed +on to a further subject. "You will re-open Wrayth, of course," he said. +"I wish my niece to be a Queen of Society, and to have her whole life +arranged with due state. I wish your family to understand that I +appreciate the honor of the connection with them, and consider it a +privilege, and a perfectly natural thing--since we are foreigners of +whom you know nothing--that we should provide the necessary money for +what we wish." + +Lord Tancred listened; he thought of his mother's similar argument at +breakfast. + +"You see," the financier went on reflectively, "in life, the wise man +always pays willingly for what he really wants, as you are doing, for +instance, in your blind taking of my niece. Your old nobility in England +is the only one of any consequence left in the world. The other +countries' system of the titles descending to all the younger sons, _ad +infinitum_, makes the whole thing a farce after a while. A Prince in the +Caucasus is as common as a Colonel in Kentucky, and in Austria and +Germany there are poor Barons in the streets. There was a time in my +life when I could have had a foreign title, but I found it ridiculous, +and so refused it. But in England, in spite of your amusing radicalism +the real thing still counts. It is a valid asset--a tangible security +for one's money--from a business point of view. And Americans or +foreigners like myself and my niece, for instance, are securing +substantial property and equal return, when we bring large fortunes in +our marriage settlements to this country. What satisfaction comparable +to the glory of her English position as Marchioness of Darrowood could +Miss Clara D. Woggenheimer have got out of her millions, if she had +married one of her own countrymen, or an Italian count? Yet she gives +herself the airs of a benefactress to poor Darrowood and throws her +money in his teeth, whereas Darrowood is the benefactor, if there is a +case of it either way. But to me, a sensible business man, the bargain +is equal. You don't go to an art dealer's and buy a very valuable +Rembrandt for its marketable value, and then, afterwards, jibe at the +picture and reproach the art dealer. Money is no good without position, +and here in England you have had such hundreds of years of freedom from +invasion, that you have had time, which no other country has had, to +perfect your social system. Let the Radicals and the uninformed of other +lands rail as they will, your English aristocracy is the finest body of +thinkers and livers in the world. One hears ever of the black sheep, the +few luridly glaring failures, but never of the hundreds of great and +noble lives which are England's strength." + +"By Jove!" said Lord Tancred, "you ought to be in the House of Lords, +Francis! You'd wake them up!" + +The financier looked down at his plate; he always lowered his eyes when +he felt things. No one must ever read what was really passing in his +soul, and when he felt, it was the more difficult to conceal, he +reasoned. + +"I am not a snob, my friend," he said, after a mouthful of salad. "I +have no worship for aristocracy in the abstract; I am a student, a +rather careful student of systems and their results, and, incidentally, +a breeder of thoroughbred live stock, too, which helps one's +conclusions: and above all I am an interested watcher of the progress of +evolution." + +"You are abominably clever," said Lord Tancred. + +"Think of your uncle, the Duke of Glastonbury," the financier went on. +"He fulfills his duties in every way, a munificent landlord, and a +sound, level-headed politician: what other country or class could +produce such as he?" + +"Oh, the Duke's all right," his nephew agreed. "He is a bit hard up like +a number of us at times, but he keeps the thing going splendidly, and my +cousin Ethelrida helps him. She is a brick. But you know her, of course, +don't you think so?" + +"The Lady Ethelrida seems to me a very perfect young woman," Francis +Markrute said, examining his claret through the light. "I wish I knew +her better. We have few occasions of meeting; she does not go out very +much into general society, as you know." + +"Oh, I'll arrange that, if it would interest you. I thought you were +perfectly cynical about and even rather bored with women," Lord Tancred +said. + +"I think I told you--was it only yesterday?--that I understood it might +be possible for a woman to count--I have not time for the ordinary +parrot-chatterers one meets. There are three classes of the species +female: those for the body, those for the brain, and those for both. The +last are dangerous. The other two merely occupy certain moods in man. +Fortunately for us the double combination is rare." + +Lord Tancred longed to ask under which head Francis Markrute placed his +niece, but, of course, he restrained himself. He, personally, felt sure +she would be of the combination; that was her charm. Yes, as he thought +over things, that was the only really dangerous kind, and he had so +seldom met it! Then his imagination suddenly pictured Laura Highford +with her tiny mouth and pointed teeth. She had a showy little brain, +absolutely no heart, and the senses of a cat or a ferret. What part of +him had she appealed to? Well, thank God, that was over and done with, +and he was perfectly free to make his discoveries in regard to Zara, his +future wife! + +"I tell you what, Francis," he said presently, after the conversation +had drifted from these topics and cigars and liqueurs had come, "I would +like my cousin Ethelrida to meet Countess Shulski pretty soon. I don't +know why, but I believe the two would get on." + +"There is no use suggesting any meetings until my niece returns from +Paris," the financier said. "She will be in a different mood by then. +She had not, when she came to England, quite put off her mourning; she +will then have beautiful clothes, and be more acquiescent in every way. +Now she would be antagonistic. See her this afternoon and be sensible; +make up your mind to postpone things, until her return. And even then be +careful until she is your wife!" + +Lord Tancred looked disappointed. "It is a long time," he said. + +"Let me arrange to give a dinner at my house, at which perhaps the Duke +and Lady Ethelrida would honor me by being present, and your mother and +sisters and any other member of your family you wish, let us say, on the +night of my niece's return" (he drew a small calendar notebook from his +pocket). "That will be Wednesday, the 18th, and we will fix the wedding +for Wednesday the 25th, a week later. That gets you back from your +honeymoon on the 1st of November; you can stay with me that night, and +if your uncle is good enough to include me in the invitation to his +shoot we can all three go down to Montfitchet on the following day. Is +all this well? If so I will write it down." + +"Perfectly well," agreed the prospective bridegroom--and having no +notebook or calendar, he scribbled the reminder for himself on his cuff. +Higgins, his superb valet, knew a good deal of his lordship's history +from his lordship's cuffs! + +"I don't think I shall wait for tea-time, Francis," he said, when they +got out of the restaurant, into the hall. "I think I'll go now, and get +it over, if she will be in. Could I telephone and ask?" + +He did so and received the reply from Turner that Countess Shulski was +at home, but could not receive his lordship until half-past four +o'clock. + +"Damn!" said that gentleman as he put the receiver down, and Francis +Markrute turned away to hide his smile. + +"You had better go and buy an engagement ring, hadn't you?" he said. "It +won't do to forget that." + +"Good Lord, I had forgotten!" gasped Tristram. + +"Well, I have lots of time to do it now, so I'll go to the family +jewelers, they are called old-fashioned, but the stones are so good." + +So they said good-bye, the young man speeding westwards in a taxi, the +lion hunter's excitement thrilling in his veins. + +The financier returned to his stately office and passed through his +obsequious rows of clerks to his inner sanctum. Then he lit another +cigar and gave orders that he was not to be disturbed for a quarter of +an hour. He reposed in a comfortable chair and allowed himself to dream. +All his plans were working; there must be no rush. Great emergencies +required rush, but to build to the summit of one's ambitions, one must +use calm and watchful care. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Countess Shulski was seated in her uncle's drawing-room when Lord +Tancred was announced. + +It was rather a severe room, purely French, with very little furniture, +each piece a priceless work of art. There were no touches of feminine +influence, no comfortable sofas as in the morning-room or library, all +was stiff, and dignified, and in pure style. + +She had chosen to receive him there, on purpose. She wished the meeting +to be short and cold. He came forward, a look of determination upon his +handsome face. + +Zara rose as he advanced, and bowed to him. She did not offer to shake +hands, and he let his, which he had half outstretched, drop. She did not +help him at all; she remained perfectly silent, as usual. She did not +even look at him, but straight out of the window into the pouring rain, +and it was then he saw that her eyes were not black but slate. + +"You understand why I have come, of course?" he said by way of a +beginning. + +"Yes," she replied and said nothing more. + +"I want to marry you, you know," he went on. + +"Really!" she said. + +"Yes, I do." And he set his teeth--certainly she was difficult! + +"That is fortunate for you, since you are going to do so." + +This was not encouraging; it was also unexpected. + +"Yes, I am," he answered, "on the 25th of October, with your +permission." + +"I have already consented." And she clasped her hands. + +"May I sit down beside you and talk?" he asked. + +She pointed to a Louis XVI. _bergere_ which stood opposite, and herself +took a small armchair at the other side of the fire. + +So they sat down, she gazing into the blazing coals and he gazing at +her. She was facing the gloomy afternoon light, though she did not think +out these things like her uncle, so he had a clear and wonderful picture +of her. "How could so voluptuous looking a creature be so icily cold?" +he wondered. Her wonderful hair seemed burnished like dark copper, in +the double light of fire and day, and that gardenia skin looked fit to +eat. He was thrilled with a mad desire to kiss her; he had never felt so +strong an emotion towards a woman in his life. + +"Your uncle tells me you are going away to-morrow, and that you will be +away until a week before our wedding. I wish you were not going to be, +but I suppose you must--for clothes and things." + +"Yes, I must." + +He got up; he could not sit still, he was too wildly excited; he stood +leaning on the mantelpiece, quite close to her, for a moment, his eyes +devouring her with the passionate admiration he felt. She glanced up, +and when she saw their expression her jet brows met, while a look of +infinite disgust crept over her face. + +So it had come--so soon! He was just like all men--a hateful, sensual +beast. She knew he desired to kiss her--to kiss a person he did not +know! Her experience of life had not encouraged her to make the least +allowance for the instinct of man. For her, that whole side of human +beings was simply revolting. In the far back recesses of her mind she +knew and felt that caresses and such things might be good if one +loved--passionately loved--but in the abstract, just because of the +attraction of sex, they were hideous. No man had ever had the conceded +tip of her little finger, although she had been forced to submit to +unspeakable exhibitions of passion from Ladislaus, her husband. + +For her, Tristram appeared a satyr, but she was no timid nymph, but a +fierce panther ready to defend herself! + +He saw her look and drew back--cooled. + +The thing was going to be much more difficult than he had even thought; +he must keep himself under complete control, he knew now. So he turned +away to the window and glanced out on the wet park. + +"My mother called upon you to-day, I believe," he said. "I asked her not +to expect you to be at home. It was only to show you that my family will +welcome you with affection." + +"It is very good of them." + +"The announcement of the engagement will be in the _Morning Post_ +to-morrow. Do you mind?" + +"Why should I mind?" (her voice evinced surprise). "Since it is true, +the formalities must take place." + +"It seems as if it could not be true. You are so frightfully frigid," he +said with faint resentment. + +"I cannot help how I am," she said in a tone of extreme hauteur. "I have +consented to marry you. I will go through with all the necessary +ceremonies, the presentations to your family, and such affairs; but I +have nothing to say to you: why should we talk when once these things +are settled? You must accept me as I am, or leave me alone--that is +all"--and then her temper made her add, in spite of her uncle's warning, +"for I do not care!" + +He turned now; he was a little angry and nearly flared up, but the sight +of her standing there, magnificently attractive, stopped him. This was +merely one of the phases of the game; he should not allow himself to be +worsted by such speeches. + +"I expect you don't, but I do," he said. "I am quite willing to take you +as you are, or will be." + +"Then that is all that need be said," she answered coldly. "Arrange with +my uncle when you wish me to see your family on my return; I will carry +out what he settles. And now I need not detain you, and will say +good-bye." And bowing to him she walked towards the door. + +"I am sorry you feel you want to go so soon," he said, as he sprang +forward to open it for her, "but good-bye." And he let her pass without +shaking hands. + +When he was alone in the room he realized that he had not given her the +engagement ring, which still reposed in his pocket! + +He looked round for a writing table, and finding one, sat down and wrote +her a few words. + +"I meant to give you this ring. If you don't like sapphires it can be +changed. Please wear it, and believe me to be + +"Yours, + +"Tancred." + +He put the note with the little ring-case, inclosed both in a large +envelope, and then he rang the bell. + +"Send this up to the Countess Shulski," he said to the footman who +presently came. "And is my motor at the door?" + +It was, so he descended the stairs. + +"To Glastonbury House," he ordered his chauffeur. Then he leaned back +against the cushions, no look of satisfaction upon his face. + +Ethelrida might be having tea, and she was always so soothing and +sympathetic. + +Yes, her ladyship was at home, and he was shown up into his cousin's own +sitting-room. + +Lady Ethelrida Montfitchet had kept house for her father, the Duke of +Glastonbury, ever since she was sixteen when her mother had died, and +she acted as hostess at the ducal parties, with the greatest success. +She was about twenty-five now, and one of the sweetest of young women. + +She was very tall, rather plain, and very distinguished. + +Francis Markrute thought her beautiful. He was fond of analyzing types +and breeds, and he said there were those who looked as if they had been +poured into more or less fine or clumsy mould, and there were others who +were sharply carved as with a knife. He loved a woman's face to look +_ciselee_, he said. That is why he did not entirely admire his niece, +for although the mould was of the finest in her case, her small nose was +not chiseled. Numbers of English and some Austrians were chiseled, he +affirmed--showing their race--but very few of other nations. + +Now some people would have said the Lady Ethelrida was too chiseled--she +might grow peaky, with old age. But no one could deny the extreme +refinement of the young woman. + +She was strikingly fair, with silvery light hair that had no yellow in +it; and kind, wise, gray eyes. Her figure in its slenderness was a thing +which dressmakers adored; there was so little of it that any frock could +be made to look well on it. + +Lady Ethelrida did everything with moderation. She was not mad about any +sport or any fad. She loved her father, her aunt, her cousins of the +Tancred family, and her friend, Lady Anningford. She was, in short, a +fine character and a great lady. + +"I have come to tell you such a piece of news, Ethelrida," Tristram said +as he sat down beside her on the chintz-covered sofa. Ethelrida's tastes +in furniture and decorations were of the simplest in her own room. +"Guess what it is!" + +"How can I, Tristram? Mary is really going to marry Lord Henry?" + +"Not that I know of as yet, but I daresay she will, some day. No, guess +again; it is about a marriage." + +She poured him out some tea and indicated the bread and butter. +Tristram, she knew, loved her stillroom maid's brown bread and butter. + +"A man, or a woman?" she asked, meditatively. + +"A man--ME!" he said, with reckless grammar. + +"You, Tristram!" Ethelrida exclaimed, with as much excitement as she +ever permitted herself. "You going to be married! But to whom?" + +The thing seemed too preposterous; and her mind had instantly flown to +the name, Laura Highford, before her reason said, "How ridiculous--she +is married already!"--so she repeated again: "But to whom?" + +"I am going to be married to a widow, a niece of Francis Markrute's; you +know him." Lady Ethelrida nodded. "She is the most wonderfully +attractive creature you ever saw, Ethelrida, a type not like any one +else. You'll understand in a minute, when you see her. She has stormy +black eyes--no, they are not really black; they are slate color--and red +hair, and a white face, and, by Jove! a figure! And do you know, my dear +child, I believe I am awfully in love with her!" + +"You only 'believe,' Tristram! That sounds odd to be going to be married +upon!" Lady Ethelrida could not help smiling. + +He sipped his tea and then jumped up. He was singularly restless to-day. + +"She is the kind of woman a man would go perfectly mad about when he +knew her well. I shall, I know." Then, as he saw his cousin's humorous +expression, he laughed boyishly. "It does sound odd, I admit," he said, +"the inference is that I don't know her well--and that is just it, +Ethelrida, but only to you would I say it. Look here, my dear girl, I +have got to be comforted this afternoon. She has just flattened me out. +We are going to be married on the 25th of October, and I want you to be +awfully nice to her. I am sure she has had a rottenly unhappy life." + +"Of course I will, Tristram dear," said Lady Ethelrida, "but remember, I +am completely in the dark. When did you meet her? Can't you tell me +something more? Then I will be as sympathetic as you please." + +So Lord Tancred sat down on the sofa beside her again, and told her the +bare facts: that it was rather sudden, but he was convinced it was what +he wanted most to do in life; that she was young and beautiful, rich, +and very reserved, and rather cold; that she was going away, until a +week before the wedding; that he knew it sounded all mad, but his dear +Ethelrida was to be a darling, and to understand and not reason with +him! + +And she did not. She had gathered enough from this rather incoherent +recital to make her see that some very deep and unusual current must +have touched her cousin's life. She knew the Tancred character, so she +said all sorts of nice things to him, asked interested but not +indiscreet questions. And soon that irritated and baffled sense left +him, and he became calm. + +"I want Uncle Glastonbury to ask Francis Markrute to the shoot on the +2nd of November, Ethelrida," he said, "and you will let me bring +Zara--she will be my wife by then--although I was asked only as a +bachelor?" + +"It is my party, not Papa's, you dear old goose, you know that," Lady +Ethelrida said. "Of course you shall bring your Zara and I myself will +write and ask Mr. Markrute. In spite of Aunt Jane's saying that he is a +cynical foreigner I like him!" + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Society was absolutely flabbergasted when it read in the _Morning Post_ +the announcement of Lord Tancred's engagement! No one had heard a word +about it. There had been talk of his going to Canada, and much chaff +upon that subject--so ridiculous, Tancred emigrating! But of a +prospective bride the most gossip-loving busybody at White's had never +heard! It fell like a bombshell. And Lady Highford, as she read the +news, clenched her pointed teeth, and gave a little squeal like a stoat. + +So he had drifted beyond her, after all! He had often warned her he +would, at the finish of one of those scenes she was so fond of creating. +It was true then, when he had told her before Cowes that everything must +be over. She had thought his silence since had only been sulking! But +who was the creature? "Countess Shulski." Was it a Polish or Hungarian +name? "Daughter of the late Maurice Grey." Which Grey was that? "Niece +of Francis Markrute, Esquire, of Park Lane." Here was the reason--money! +How disgusting men were! They would sell their souls for money. But the +woman should suffer for this, and Tristram, too, if she could manage it! + +Then she wept some tears of rage. He was so adorably good looking and +had been such a feather in her cap, although she had never been really +sure of him. It was a mercy her conduct had always been of such an +immaculate character--in public--no one could say a word. And now she +must act the dear, generous, congratulating friend. + +So she had a dose of sal volatile and dressed, with extra care, to lunch +at Glastonbury House. There she might hear all the details; only +Ethelrida was so superior, and uninterested in news or gossip. + +There was a party of only five assembled, when she arrived--she was +always a little late. The Duke and Lady Ethelrida, Constance Radcliffe, +and two men: an elderly politician, and another cousin of the family. +She could certainly chatter about Tristram, and hear all she could. + +They were no sooner seated than she began: + +"Is not this wonderful news about your nephew, Duke? No one expected it +of him just now, though I as one of his best friends have been urging +him to marry, for the last two years. Dear Lady Tancred must be so +enchanted." + +"I am sure you gave him good counsel," said the Duke, screwing his +eyeglass which he wore on a long black ribbon into his whimsical old +blue eye. "But Tristram's a tender mouth, and a bit of a bolter--got to +ride him on the snaffle, not the curb." + +Lady Highford looked down at her plate, while she gave an answer quite +at variance with her own methods. + +"Snaffle or curb, no one would ever try to guide Lord Tancred! And what +is the charming lady like? You all know her, of course?" + +"Why, no," said His Grace. "The uncle, Mr. Markrute, dined here the +other night. He's been very useful to the Party, in a quiet way and +seems a capital fellow--but Ethelrida and I have never met the niece. Of +course, no one has been in town since the season, and she was not here +then. We only came up, like you, for Flora's wedding, and go down +to-morrow." + +"This is thrilling!" said Lady Highford. "An unknown bride! Have you not +even heard what she is like--young or old? A widow always sounds so +attractive!" + +"I am told that she is perfectly beautiful," said Lady Ethelrida from +the other side of the table--there had been a pause--"and Tristram seems +so happy. She is quite young, and very rich." + +She had always been amiably friendly and indifferent to Laura Highford. +It was Ethelrida's way to have no likes and dislikes for the general +circle of her friends; her warm attachment was given to so very few, and +the rest were just all of a band. Perhaps if she felt anything definite +it was a tinge on the side of dislike for Laura. Thinking to please +Tristram at the time she had asked her to this, her birthday party, when +they had met at Cowes in August, and now she was faced with the problem +how to put her off, since Tristram and his bride would be coming. She +saw the glint in the light hazel eyes as she described the fiance and +her kind heart at once made her determine to turn the conversation. +After all, it was perfectly natural for poor Laura to have been in love +with Tristram--no one could be more attractive--and, of course, it must +hurt her--this marriage. She would reserve the "putting off," until they +left the dining-room and she could speak to her alone. So with her +perfect tact and easy grace she diverted the current of conversation to +the political situation, and luncheon went on. + +But this was not what Lady Highford had come for. She wanted to hear +everything she could about her rival, in order to lay her plans; and the +moment Ethelrida was engaged with the politician and the Duke had +turned to Mrs. Radcliffe, she tackled the cousin, in a lower voice. + +He, Jimmy Danvers, had only read what she had, that morning. He had seen +Tristram at the Turf on Tuesday after lunch--the day before +yesterday--and he had only talked of Canada--and not a word of a lady +then. It was a bolt from the blue. "And when I telephoned to the old boy +this morning," he said, "and asked him to take me to call upon his +damsel to-day, he told me she had gone to Paris and would not be back +until a week before the wedding!" + +"How very mysterious!" piped Laura. "Tristram is off to Paris, too, +then, I suppose?" + +"He did not say; he seemed in the deuce of a hurry and put the receiver +down." + +"He is probably only doing it for money, poor darling boy!" she said +sympathetically. "It was quite necessary for him." + +"Oh, that's not Tristram's measure," Sir James Danvers interrupted. +"He'd never do anything for money. I thought you knew him awfully well," +he added, surprised. Apprehension of situations was not one of his +strong qualities. + +"Of course I do!" Laura snapped out and then laughed. "But you men! +Money would tempt any of you!" + +"You may bet your last farthing, Lady Highford, Tristram is in +love--crazy, if you ask me--he'd not have been so silent about it all +otherwise. The Canada affair was probably because she was playing the +poor old chap,--and now she's given in; and that, of course, is +chucked." + +Money, as the motive, Lady Highford could have borne, but, to hear +about love drove her wild! Her little pink and white face with its +carefully arranged childish setting suddenly looked old and strained, +while her eyes grew yellow in the light. + +"They won't be happy long, then!" she said. "Tristram could not be +faithful to any one." + +"I don't think he's ever been in love before, so we can't judge," the +blundering cousin continued, now with malice prepense. "He's had lots of +little affairs, but they have only been 'come and go.'" + +Lady Highford crumbled her bread and then turned to the Duke--there was +nothing further to be got out of this quarter. Finally luncheon came to +an end, and the three ladies went up to Ethelrida's sitting-room. Mrs. +Radcliffe presently took her leave to catch a train, so the two were +left alone. + +"I am so looking forward to your party, dear Ethelrida," Lady Highford +cooed. "I am going back to Hampshire to-morrow, but at the end of the +month I come up again and will be with you in Norfolk on the 2nd." + +"I was just wondering," said Lady Ethelrida, "if, after all, you would +not be bored, Laura? Your particular friends, the Sedgeworths, have had +to throw us over--his father being dead. It will be rather a family sort +of collection, and not so amusing this year, I am afraid. Em and Mary, +Tristram and his new bride,--and Mr. Markrute, the uncle--and the rest +as I told you." + +"Why, my dear child, it sounds delightful! I shall long to meet the new +Lady Tancred! Tristram and I are such dear friends, poor darling boy! I +must write and tell him how delighted I am with the news. Do you know +where he is at the moment?" + +"He is in London, I believe. Then you really will stick to us and not be +bored? How sweet of you!" Lady Ethelrida said without a change in her +level voice while her thoughts ran: "It is very plucky of Laura; or, she +has some plan! In any case I can't prevent her coming now, and perhaps +it is best to get it over. But I had better warn Tristram, surprises are +so unpleasant." + +Then, after a good deal of gush about "dear Lady Tancred's" prospective +happiness in having a daughter-in-law, and "dear Tristram," Lady +Highford's motor was announced, and she went. + +And when she had gone Lady Ethelrida sat down and wrote her cousin a +note. Just to tell him in case she did not see him before she went back +to the country to-morrow that her list, which she enclosed, was made up +for her November party, but if he would like any one else for his bride +to meet, he was to say so. She added that some friends had been to +luncheon, and among them Laura Highford, who had said the nicest things +and wished him every happiness. + +Lady Ethelrida was not deceived about these wishes, but she could do no +more. + +The Duke came into her room, just as she was finishing, and warmed +himself by her wood fire. + +"The woman is a cat, Ethelrida," he said without any preamble. These two +understood each other so well, they often seemed to begin in the middle +of a sentence, of which no outsider could grasp the meaning. + +"I am afraid she is, Papa. I have just been writing to Tristram, to let +him know she still insists upon coming to the shoot. She can't do +anything there, and they may as well get it over. She will have to be +civil to the new Lady Tancred in our house." + +"Whew!" whistled the Duke, "you may have an exciting party. You had +better go and leave our cards to-day on the Countess Shulski, and +another of mine, as well, for the uncle. We'll have to swallow the whole +lot, I suppose." + +"I rather like Mr. Markrute, Papa," Ethelrida said. "I talked to him the +other night for the first time; he is extremely intelligent. We ought +not to be so prejudiced, perhaps, just because he is a foreigner, and in +the City. I've asked him on the 2nd, too--you don't mind? I will leave +the note to-day; Tristram particularly wished it." + +"Then we'll have to make the best of it, pet. I daresay you are right, +and one ought not to be prejudiced about anything, in these days." + +And then he patted his daughter's smoothly brushed head, and went out +again. + +Lady Ethelrida drove in the ducal carriage (the Duke insisted upon a +carriage, in London), to Park Lane, and was handing her cards to her +footman to leave, when Francis Markrute himself came out of the door. + +His whole face changed; it seemed to grow younger. He was a fairly tall +man, and distinguished looking. He came forward and said: "How do you +do," through the brougham window. + +Alas! his niece had left that morning _en route_ for Paris--_trousseaux_ +and feminine business, but he was so delighted to have had this chance +of a few words with her--Lady Ethelrida. + +"I was leaving a note to ask you to come and shoot with my father at +Montfitchet, Mr. Markrute," she said, "on the 2nd of November. Tristram +says he hopes they will be back from the honeymoon in time to join us, +too." + +"I shall be delighted, and my niece will be delighted at your kindness +in calling so soon." + +Then they said a few more polite things and the financier finished +by:--"I am taking the great liberty of having the book, which I told you +about, rebound--it was in such a tattered condition, I was ashamed to +send it to you--do not think I had forgotten. I hope you will accept +it?" + +"I thought you only meant to lend it to me because it is out of print +and I cannot buy it. I am so sorry you have had this trouble," Lady +Ethelrida said, a little stiffly. "Bring it to the shoot. It will +interest me to see it but you must not give it to me." And then she +smiled graciously; and he allowed her to say good-bye, and drive on. And +as he turned into Grosvenor Street he mused, + +"I like her exquisite pride; but she shall take the book--and many other +things--presently." + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Zara Shulski had arrived at Bournemouth. She had started early +in the morning, and she was making a careful investigation of the house. +The doctor appeared all that was kind and clever, and his wife gentle +and sweet. Mirko could not have a nicer home, it seemed. Their little +girl was away at her grandmother's for the next six weeks, they said, +but would be enchanted to have a little boy companion. Everything was +arranged satisfactorily. Zara stayed the night, and next day, having +wired to Mimo to meet her at the station, she returned to London. + +They talked in the Waterloo waiting-room; poor Mimo seemed so glad and +happy. He saw her and her small bag into a taxi. She was going back to +her uncle's, and was to take Mirko down next day, and, on the following +one, start for Paris. + +"But I can't go back to Park Lane without seeing Mirko, now," she said. +"I did not tell my uncle what train I was returning by. There is plenty +of time so I will go and have tea with you at Neville Street. It will be +like old times, we will get some cakes and other things on the way, and +boil the kettle on the fire." + +So Mimo gladly got in with her and they started. He had a new suit of +clothes and a new felt hat, and looked a wonderfully handsome foreign +gentleman; his manner to women was always courteous and gallant. Zara +smiled and looked almost happy, as they arranged the details of their +surprise tea party for Mirko. + +At that moment there passed them in Whitehall a motorcar going very +fast, the occupant of which, a handsome young man, caught the most +fleeting glimpse of them--hardly enough to be certain he recognized +Zara. But it gave him a great start and a thrill. + +"It cannot be she," he said to himself, "she went to Paris yesterday; +but if it is--who is the man?" + +He altered his plans, went back to his rooms, and sat moodily down in +his favorite chair--an unpleasant, gnawing uncertainty in his heart. + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Mirko, crouched up by the smoldering fire, was playing the _Chanson +Triste_ on his violin when the two reached the studio. He had a +wonderful talent--of that there was no doubt--but his health had always +been too delicate to stand any continuous study. Nor had the means of +the family ever been in a sufficiently prosperous condition, in later +years, to procure a really good master. But the touch and soul of the +strange little fellow sounded in every wailing note. He always played +the _Chanson Triste_ when he was sad and lonely. He had been nearly +seven when his mother died, and he remembered her vividly. She had so +loved Tschaikovsky's music, and this piece especially. He had played it +to her--from ear then--the afternoon she lay dying, and for him, as for +them all, it was indissolubly connected with her memory. The tears were +slowly trickling down Mirko's cheeks. He was going to be taken away from +his father, his much loved Cherisette would not be near him, and he +feared and hated strangers. + +He felt he was talking to his mother with his bow. His mother who was in +heaven, with all the saints and angels. What could it be like up there? +It was perhaps a forest, such as Fontainebleau, only there were sure to +be numbers of birds which sang like the nightingales in the Borghese +Gardens--there would be no canaries! The sun always shone and _Maman_ +would wear a beautiful dress of blue gauze with wings, and her lovely +hair, which was fair, not red like Cherisette's, would be all hanging +down. It surely was a very desirable place, and quite different from the +Neville Street lodging. Why could he not get there, out of the cold and +darkness? Cherisette had always taught him that God was so good and kind +to little boys who had crippled backs. He would ask God with all the +force of his music, to take him there to _Maman_. + +The sound of the familiar air struck a chill note upon Mimo and Zara, as +they came up the stairs; it made them hasten their steps--they knew very +well what mood it meant with the child. + +He was so far away, in his passionate dream-prayer, that he did not hear +them coming until they opened the door; and then he looked up, his +beautiful dark eyes all wet with tears which suddenly turned to joy when +he saw his sister. + +"_Cherisette adoree_!" he cried, and was soon in her arms, soothed and +comforted and caressed. Oh, if he could always be with her, he really, +after all, would wish for no other heaven! + +"We are going to have such a picnic!" Zara told him. "Papa and I have +brought a new tablecloth, and some pretty cups and saucers, and spoons, +and knives, and forks--and see! such buns! English buns for you to +toast, Mirko mio! You must be the little cook, while I lay the table." + +And the child clapped his hands with glee and helped to take the papers +off; he stroked the pretty roses on the china with his delicate, little +forefinger--he had Mimo's caressing ways with everything he admired and +loved. He had never broken his toys, as other children do; accidental +catastrophes to them had always caused him pain and weeping. And these +bright, new flowery cups should be his special care, to wash, and dry, +and guard. + +He grew merry as a cricket, and his laughter pealed over the paper cap +Mimo made for him and the towel his sister had for an apron. They were +to be the servants, and Mimo a lordly guest. + +And soon the table was laid, and the buns toasted and buttered; Zara had +even bought a vase of the same china, in which she placed a bunch of +autumn red roses, to match those painted on it and this was a particular +joy. + +"The Apache," which had not yet found a purchaser, stood on one easel, +and from it the traveling rug hung to the other, concealing all +unsightly things, and yesterday Mimo had bought from the Tottenham Court +Road a cheap basket armchair with bright cretonne cushions. And really, +with the flowers and the blazing fire when they sat down to tea it all +looked very cozy and home-like. + +What would her uncle or Lord Tancred have thought, could they have seen +those tempestuous eyes of Zara's glistening and tender--and soft as a +dove's! + +After tea she sat in the basket chair, and took Mirko in her arms, and +told him all about the delightful, new home he was going to, the kind +lady, and the beautiful view of the sea he would get from his bedroom +windows; how pretty and fresh it all looked, how there were pine woods +to walk in, and how she would--presently--come down to see him. And as +she said this her thoughts flew to her own fate--what would her +"presently" be? And she gave a little, unconscious shiver almost of +fear. + +"What hast thou, Cherisette?" said Mirko. "Where were thy thoughts +then?--not here?" + +"No, not here, little one. Thy Cherisette is going also to a new home; +some day thou must visit her there." + +But when he questioned and implored her to tell him about it she +answered vaguely, and tried to divert his thoughts, until he said: + +"It is not to _Maman_ in heaven, is it, dear Cherisette? Because there, +there would be enough place for us both--and surely thou couldst take me +too?" + + * * * * * + +When she got back to Park Lane, and entered her uncle's library he was +sitting at the writing table, the telephone in his hand. He welcomed her +with his eyes and went on speaking, while she took a chair. + +"Yes, do come and dine.--May you see her if by chance she did not go to +Paris?" He looked up at Zara, who frowned. "No--she is very tired and +has gone to her room for the evening.--She has been in the country +to-day, seeing some friends.--No--not to-morrow--she goes to the country +again, and to Paris the following night--To the station? I will ask her, +but perhaps she is like me, and dislikes being seen off," then a +laugh,--and then, "All right--well, come and dine at eight--good-bye." +The financier put the receiver down and looked at his niece, a whimsical +smile in his eyes. + +"Well," he said, "your fiance is very anxious to see you, it seems. What +do you say?" + +"Certainly not!" she flashed. "I thought it was understood; he shall not +come to the train. I will go by another if he insists." + +"He won't insist; tell me of your day?" + +She calmed herself--her face had grown stormy. + +"I am quite satisfied with the home you have chosen for Mirko and will +take him there to-morrow. All the clothes have come that you said I +might order for him, and I hope and think he will be comfortable and +happy. He has a very beautiful, tender nature, and a great talent. If he +could only grow strong, and more balanced! Perhaps he will, in this +calm, English air." + +Francis Markrute's face changed, as it always did with the mention and +discussion of Mirko--whose presence in the world was an ever-rankling +proof of his loved sister's disgrace. All his sense of justice--and he +was in general a just man--could never reconcile him to the idea of ever +seeing or recognizing the child. "The sins of the fathers"--was his +creed and he never forgot the dying Emperor's words. He had lost sight +of his niece for nearly two years after his sister's death. She had +wished for no communication with him, believing then that he had left +her mother to die without forgiveness, and it was not until he happened +to read in a foreign paper the casual mention of Count Shulski's murder, +and so guessed at Zara's whereabouts, that a correspondence had been +opened again, and he was able to explain that he had been absent in +Africa and had not received any letters. + +He then offered her his protection and a home, if she would sever all +connection with the two, Mimo and Mirko, and she had indignantly +refused. And it was only when they were in dire poverty, and he had +again written asking his niece to come and stay with him for a few +weeks, this time with no conditions attached, that she had consented, +thinking that perhaps she would be able in some way to benefit them. + +But now that she looked at him she felt keenly how he had trapped her, +all the same. + +"We will not discuss your brother's nature," he said, coldly. "I will +keep my side of the bargain scrupulously, for all material things; that +is all you can expect of me. Now let us talk of yourself. I have +ventured to send some sables for your inspection up to your sitting room; +it will be cold traveling. I hope you will select what you wish. And +remember, I desire you to order the most complete trousseau in Paris, +everything that a great lady could possibly want for visits and +entertainments; and you must secure a good maid there, and return with +all the _apanages_ of your position." + +She bowed, as at the reception of an order. She did not thank him. + +"I will not give you any advice what to get," he went on. "Your own +admirable taste will direct you. I understand that in the days of your +late husband you were a beautifully dressed woman, so you will know all +the best places to go to. But please to remember, while I give you +unlimited resources for you to do what I wish, I trust to your honor +that you will bestow none of them upon the--man Sykypri. The bargain is +about the child; the father is barred from it in every way." + +Zara did not answer, she had guessed this, but Mirko's welfare was of +first importance. With strict economy Mimo could live upon what he +possessed, if alone and if he chose to curtail his irresponsible +generosities. + +"Do I understand I have your word of honor about this?" her uncle +demanded. + +Her empress' air showed plainly now. She arose from the chair and stood +haughtily drawn up: + +"You know me and whether my spoken word 'is required or no," she said, +"but if it will be any satisfaction to you to have it I give it!" + +"Good--Then things are settled, and, I hope, to the happiness of all +parties." + +"Happiness!" she answered bitterly. "Who is ever happy?" Then she turned +to go, but he arrested her. + +"In two or three years' time you will admit to me that you know of four +human beings who are ideally happy." And with this enigmatic +announcement ringing in her ears, she went on up the stairs to her +sitting-room. + +Who were the _four_ people? Herself and himself and Mimo and Mirko? Was +it possible that after all his hardness towards them he meant to be +eventually kind? Or was the fourth person not Mimo, but her future +husband? Then she smiled grimly. It was not very likely _he_ would be +happy--a beast, like the rest of men, who, marrying her only for her +uncle's money, having been ready to marry her for that when he had never +even seen her--was yet full enough of the revolting quality of his sex +to be desirous now to kiss her and clasp her in his arms! + +As far as she was concerned he would have no happiness! + +And she herself--what would the new life mean? It appeared a blank--an +abyss. A dark curtain seemed to overhang and cover it. All she could +feel was that Mirko was being cared for, that she was keeping her word +to her adored mother. She would fulfill to the letter her uncle's wishes +as to her suitable equipments, but beyond that she refused to think. + +All the evening, when she had finished her short, solitary dinner, she +played the piano in her sitting-room, her white fingers passing from one +divine air to another, until at last she unconsciously drifted to the +_Chanson Triste_, and Mirko's words came back to her: + +"There, there would be enough place for us both"--Who knows--that might +be the end of it! + +And the two men heard the distant wail of the last notes as they came +out of the dining-room, and, while it made the financier uncomfortable, +it caused Tristram a sharp stab of pain. + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The next three weeks passed for Lord Tancred in continuously growing +excitement. He had much business to see to for the reopening of Wrayth +which had been closed for the past two years. He had decided to let Zara +choose her own rooms, and decorate them as she pleased, when she should +get there. But the big state apartments, with their tapestry and +pictures, would remain untouched. + +It gave him infinite pleasure--the thought of living at his old house +once again--and it touched him to see the joy of the village and all the +old keepers and gardeners who had been pensioned off! He found himself +wondering all sorts of things--if he would have a son some day soon, to +inherit it all. Each wood and broad meadow seemed to take on new +interest and significance from this thought. + +His home was so very dear to him though he had drilled himself into a +seeming indifference. The great, round tower of the original Norman keep +was still there, connected with the walls of the later house, a large, +wandering edifice built at all periods from that epoch upwards, and +culminating in a shocking early-Victorian Gothic wing and porch. + +"I think we shall pull that wretched bit down some time," he said to +himself. "Zara must have good taste--she could not look so well in her +clothes, if she had not." + +His thoughts were continually for her, and what she would be likely to +wish; and, in the evening, when he sat alone in his own sanctum after a +hard day with electricians and work-people, he would gaze into the +blazing logs and dream. + +The new electric light was not installed yet, and only the big, old +lamps lit the shadowy oak panelling. There in a niche beside the +fireplace was the suit of armor which another Tristram Guiscard had worn +at Agincourt. What little chaps they had been in those days in +comparison with himself and his six feet two inches! But they had been +great lords, his ancestors, and he, too, would be worthy of the race. +There were no wars just now to go to and fight for his country--but he +would fight for his order, with his uncle, the Duke, that splendid, old +specimen of the hereditary legislator. Francis Markrute who was a good +judge had said that he had made some decent speeches in the House of +Lords already, and he would go on and do his best, and Zara would help +him. He wondered if she liked reading and poetry. He was such a +magnificently healthy sportsman he had always been a little shy of +letting people know his inner and gentler tastes. He hoped so much she +would care for the books he did. There was a deep strain of romance in +his nature, undreamed of by such women as Laura Highford, and these +evenings--alone, musing and growing in love with a phantom--drew it +forth. + +His plan was to go to Paris--to the Ritz--for the honeymoon. Zara who +did not know England would probably hate the solemn servants staring at +her in those early days if he took her to Orton, one of the Duke's +places which he had offered him for the blissful week. Paris was much +better--they could go to the theater there--because he knew it would not +all be plain sailing by any means! And every time he thought of that +aspect, his keen, blue eyes sparkled with the instinct of the chase and +he looked the image of the Baron Tancred who, carved in stone, with his +Crusader's crossed feet, reposed in state in the church of Wrayth. + +A lissom, wiry, splendid English aristocrat, in perfect condition and +health, was Tristram Guiscard, twenty-fourth Baron Tancred, as he +lounged in his chair before the fire and dreamed of his lady and his +fate. + +And when they were used to one another--at the end of the week--there +would be the party at Montfitchet where he would have the joy and pride +of showing his beautiful wife--and Laura would be there;--he suddenly +thought of her. Poor old Laura! she had been awfully nice about it and +had written him the sweetest letter. He would not have believed her +capable of it--and he felt so kindly disposed towards her--little as she +deserved it if he had only known! + +Then when these gayeties were over, he and Zara would come here to +Wrayth! And he could not help picturing how he would make love to her in +this romantic setting; and perhaps soon she, too, would love him. When +he got thus far in his picturings he would shut his eyes, stretch out +his long limbs, and call to Jake, his solemn bulldog, and pat his +wrinkled head. + +And Zara, in Paris, was more tranquil in mind than was her wont. Mirko +had not made much difficulty about going to Bournemouth. Everything was +so pretty, the day she took him there, the sun shining gayly and the sea +almost as blue as the Mediterranean, and Mrs. Morley, the doctor's wife, +had been so gentle and sweet, and had drawn him to her heart at once, +and petted him, and talked of his violin. The doctor had examined his +lungs and said they certainly might improve with plenty of the fine air +if he were very carefully fed and tended, and not allowed to catch cold. + +The parting with poor Mimo had been very moving. They had said good-bye +to him in the Neville Street lodging, as Zara thought it was wiser not +to risk a scene at the station. The father and son had kissed and +clasped one another and both wept, and Mimo had promised to come to see +him soon, soon! + +Then there had been another painful wrench when she herself left +Bournemouth. She had put off her departure until the afternoon of the +following day. Mirko had tried to be as brave as he could; but the +memory of the pathetic little figure, as she saw it waving a hand to her +from the window, made those rare tears brim up and splash on her glove, +as she sat in the train. + +In her short life with its many moments of deep anguish she had seldom +been able to cry; there were always others to be thought of first, and +an iron self-control was one of her inheritances from her grandfather, +the Emperor, just as that voluptuous, undulating grace, and the red, +lustrous hair, came from the beautiful opera dancer and great artiste, +her grandmother. + +She had cautioned Mrs. Morley, if she should often hear Mirko playing +the _Chanson Triste_, to let her know, and she would come to him. It was +a sure indication of his state of mind. And Mrs. Morley, who had read in +the _Morning Post_ the announcement of her approaching marriage, asked +her where she could be found, and Zara had stiffened suddenly and +said--at her uncle's house in Park Lane, the letters to be marked "To be +forwarded immediately." + +And when she had gone, Mrs. Morley had told her sister who had come in +to tea how beautiful Countess Shulski was and how very regal looking, +"but she had on such plain, almost shabby, black clothes, Minnie dear, +and a small black toque, and then the most splendid sable wrap--those +very grand people do have funny tastes, don't they? I should have liked +a pretty autumn costume of green velveteen, and a hat with a wing or a +bird." + +The financier had insisted upon his niece wearing the sable wrap--and +somehow, in spite of all things, the beautiful, dark, soft fur had given +her pleasure. + +And now, three weeks later, she was just returning from Paris, her +beauty enriched by all that money and taste could procure. It was the +eighteenth of October, exactly a week before her wedding. + +She had written to Mimo from Paris, and told him she was going to be +married; that she was doing so because she thought it was best for them +all; and he had written back enchanted exclamations of surprise and joy, +and had told her she should have his new picture, the London fog--so +dramatic with its two meeting figures--for his wedding gift. Poor Mimo, +so generous, always, with all he had! + +Mirko was not to be told until she was actually married. + +She had written to her uncle and asked him as a great favor that she +might only arrive the very day of the family dinner party, he could +plead for her excess of trousseau business, or what he liked. She would +come by the nine o'clock morning train, so as to be in ample time for +dinner; and it would be so much easier for every one, if they could get +the meeting over, the whole family together, rather than have the ordeal +of private presentations. + +And Francis Markrute had agreed, while Lord Tancred had chafed. + +"I _shall_ meet her at the station, whatever you say, Francis!" he had +exclaimed. "I am longing to see her." + +And as the train drew up at Victoria, Zara caught sight of him there on +the platform, and in spite of her dislike and resentment she could not +help seeing that her fiance was a wonderfully good-looking man. + +She herself appeared to him as the loveliest thing he had ever seen in +his life, with her perfect Paris clothes, and air of distinction. If he +had thought her attractive before he felt ecstatic in his admiration +now. + +Francis Markrute hurried up the platform and Tristram frowned, but the +financier knew it might not be safe to leave them to a tete-a-tete drive +to the house! Zara's temper might not brook it, and he had rushed back +from the city, though he hated rushing, in order to be on the spot to +make a third. + +"Welcome, my niece!" he said, before Lord Tancred could speak. "You see, +we have both come to greet you." + +She thanked them politely, and turned to give an order to her new French +maid--and some of the expectant, boyish joy died out of Tristram's face, +as he walked beside her to the waiting motor. + +They said the usual things about the crossing--it had been smooth and +pleasant--so fortunate for that time of the year--and she had stayed on +deck and enjoyed it. Yes, Paris had been charming; it was always a +delightful spot to find oneself in. + +Then Tristram said he was glad she thought that, because, if she would +consent, he would arrange to go there for the honeymoon directly after +the wedding. She inclined her head in acquiescence but did not speak. +The matter appeared one of complete indifference to her. + +In spite of his knowledge that this would be her attitude and he need +not expect anything different Tristram's heart began to sink down into +his boots, by the time they reached the house, and Francis Markrute +whispered to his niece as they came up the steps: + +"I beg of you to be a little more gracious--the man has some spirit, you +know!" + +So when they got into the library, and she began to pour out the tea for +them, she made conversation. But Tristram's teeth were set, and a steely +light began to grow in his blue eyes. + +She looked so astonishingly alluring there in her well-fitting, blue +serge, traveling dress, yet he might not even kiss her white, slender +hand! And there was a whole week before the wedding! And after +it?--would she keep up this icy barrier between them? If so--but he +refused to think of it! + +He noticed that she wore his engagement ring only, on her left hand, and +that the right one was ringless, nor had she a brooch or any other +jewel. He felt glad--he would be able to give her everything. His mother +had been so splendid about the family jewels, insisting upon handing +them over, and even in the short time one or two pieces had been reset, +the better to please the presumably modern taste of the new bride of the +Tancreds. These, and the wonderful pearls, her uncle's gift, were +waiting for her, up in her sitting-room. + +"I think I will go and rest now until dinner," she said, and forced a +smile as she moved towards the door. + +It was the first time Tristram had ever seen her smile, and it thrilled +him. He had the most frantic longing to take her in his arms and kiss +her, and tell her he was madly in love with her, and wanted her never to +be out of his sight. + +But he let her pass out, and, turning round, he found Francis Markrute +pouring out some liqueur brandy from a wonderful, old, gold-chased +bottle, which stood on a side-table with its glasses. He filled two, and +handed one to Tristram, while he quoted Doctor Johnson with an +understanding smile: + +"'Claret for boys, port for men, but brandy for heroes!' By Jove! my +dear boy," he said, "you are a hero!" + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Lady Tancred unfortunately had one of her very bad headaches, and an +hour before dinner, in fact before her son had left the Park Lane house, +a telephone message came to say she was dreadfully sorry, it would be +impossible for her to come. It was Emily who spoke to Francis Markrute, +himself. + +"Mother is so disappointed," she said, "but she really suffers so +dreadfully. I am sure Countess Shulski will forgive her, and you, too. +She wants to know if Countess Shulski will let Tristram bring her +to-morrow morning, without any more ceremony, to see her and stay to +luncheon." + +Thus it was settled and this necessitated a change in the table +arrangements. + +Lady Ethelrida would now sit on the host's right hand, and Lady +Coltshurst, an aunt on the Tancred side, at his left, while Zara would +be between the Duke and her fiance, as originally arranged. Emily +Guiscard would have Sir James Danvers and Lord Coltshurst as neighbors, +and Mary her uncle, the Duke's brother, a widower, Lord Charles +Montfitchet, and his son, "Young Billy," the Glastonbury heir--Lady +Ethelrida was the Duke's only child. + +At a quarter before eight Francis Markrute went up to his niece's +sitting-room. She was already dressed in a sapphire-blue velvet +masterpiece of simplicity. The Tancred presents of sapphires and +diamonds lay in their open cases on the table with the splendid +Markrute yards of pearls. She was standing looking down at them, the +strangest expression of cynical resignation upon her face. + +"Your gift is magnificent, Uncle Francis," she said, without thanking +him. "Which do you wish me to wear? Yours--or his?" + +"Lord Tancred's, he has specially asked that you put his on to-night," +the financier replied. "These are only his first small ones; the other +jewels are being reset for you. Nothing can be kinder or more generous +than the whole family has been. You see this brooch, with the large drop +sapphire and diamond, is from the Duke." + +She inclined her head without enthusiasm, and took her own small pearls +from her ears, and replaced them by the big sapphire and diamond +earrings; a riviere of alternate solitaire sapphires and diamonds she +clasped round her snowy throat. + +"You look absolutely beautiful," her uncle exclaimed with admiration. "I +knew I could perfectly trust to your taste--the dress is perfection." + +"Then I suppose we shall have to go down," she said quietly. + +She was perfectly calm, her face expressionless; if there was a +tempestuous suggestion in her somber eyes she generally kept the lids +lowered. Inwardly, she felt a raging rebellion. This was the first +ceremony of the sacrifice, and although in the abstract her fine senses +appreciated the jewels and all her new and beautiful clothes and +_apanages_, they in no way counterbalanced the hateful degradation. + +To her it was a hideous mockery--the whole thing; she was just a +chattel, a part of a business bargain. She could not guess her uncle's +motive for the transaction (he had a deep one, of course), but Lord +Tancred's was plain and purely contemptible. Money! For had not the +whole degrading thing been settled before he had ever seen her? He was +worse than Ladislaus who, at all events, had been passionately in love, +in his revolting, animal way. + +She knew nothing of the English customs, nor how such a thing as the +arrangement of this marriage, as she thought it was, was a perfectly +unknown impossibility, as an idea. She supposed that the entire family +were aware of the circumstances, and were willing to accept her only for +her uncle's wealth--she already hated and despised them all. Her idea +was, "_noblesse oblige_," and that a great and ancient house should +never stoop to such depths. + +Francis Markrute looked at her when she said, "I suppose we shall have +to go down," with that icy calm. He felt faintly uneasy. + +"Zara, it is understood you will be gracious? and _brusquer_ no one?" + +But all the reply he received was a glance of scorn. She had given her +word and refused to discuss that matter. + +And so they descended the stairs just in time to be standing ready to +receive Lord and Lady Coltshurst who were the first to be announced. He +was a spare, unintelligent, henpecked, elderly man, and she, a stout, +forbidding-looking lady. She had prominent, shortsighted eyes, and she +used longhandled glasses; she had also three chins, and did not resemble +the Guiscards in any way, except for her mouth and her haughty bearing. + +Zara's manner was that of an empress graciously receiving foreigners in +a private audience! + +The guests now arrived in quick succession. Lord Charles and his son, +"Young Billy," then Tristram and his sisters, and Jimmy Danvers, and, +lastly, the Duke and Lady Ethelrida. + +They were all such citizens of the world there was no awkwardness, and +the old Duke had kissed his fair, prospective niece's hand when he had +been presented, and had said that some day he should claim the privilege +of an old man and kiss her cheek. And Zara had smiled for an instant, +overcome by his charm, and so she had put her fingers on his arm, and +they had gone down to dinner; and now they were talking suavely. + +Francis Markrute had a theory that certain human beings are born with +moral antennae--a sort of extra combination beyond the natural of the +senses of sight, smell, hearing and understanding--which made them +apprehend situations and people even when these chanced to be of a +hitherto unknown race or habit. Zara was among those whose antennae were +highly developed. She had apprehended almost instantaneously that +whatever their motives were underneath, her future husband's family were +going to act the part of receiving her for herself. It was a little +ridiculous, but very well bred, and she must fall in with it when with +them collectively like this. + +Before they had finished the soup the Duke was saying to himself that +she was the most attractive creature he had ever met in his life, and no +wonder Tristram was mad about her; for Tristram's passionate admiration +to-night could not have been mistaken by a child! + +And yet Zara had never smiled, but that once--in the drawing-room. + +Lady Ethelrida from where she sat could see her face through a gap in +the flowers. The financier had ordered a tall arrangement on purpose: +if Zara by chance should look haughtily indifferent it were better that +her expression should escape the observation of all but her nearest +neighbors. However, Lady Ethelrida just caught the picture of her +through an oblique angle, against a background of French panelling. + +And with her quiet, calm judgment of people she was wondering what was +the cause of that strange look in her eyes? Was it of a stag at bay? Was +it temper, or resentment, or only just pain? And Tristram had said their +color was slate gray; for her part she saw nothing but pools of jet ink! + +"There is some tragic story hidden here," she thought, "and Tristram is +too much in love to see it." But she felt rather drawn to her new +prospective cousin, all the same. + +Francis Markrute seemed perfectly happy--his manner as a host left +nothing to be desired; he did not neglect the uninteresting aunt, who +formed golden opinions of him; but he contrived to make Lady Ethelrida +feel that he wished only to talk to her; not because she was an +attractive, young woman, but because he was impressed with her +intelligence, in the abstract. It made things very easy. + +The Duke asked Zara if she knew anything about English politics. + +"You will have to keep Tristram up to the mark," he said, "he has done +very well now and then, but he is a rather lazy fellow." And he smiled. + +"'Tristram,'" she thought. "So his name is 'Tristram'!" She had actually +never heard it before, nor troubled herself to inquire about it. It +seemed incredible, it aroused in her a grim sense of humor, and she +looked into the old Duke's face for a second and wondered what he would +say if she announced this fact, and he caught the smile, cynical though +it was, and continued: + +"I see you have noticed his laziness! Now it will really be your duty to +make him a first-rate fighter for our cause. The Radicals will begin to +attack our very existence presently, and we must all come up to the +scratch." + +"I know nothing as yet of your politics," Zara said. "I do not +understand which party is which, though my uncle says one consists of +gentlemen, and the other of the common people. I suppose it is like in +other countries, every one wanting to secure what some one above him has +got, without being fitted for the administration of what he desires to +snatch." + +"That is about it," smiled the Duke. + +"It would be reasonable, if they were all oppressed here, as in France +before the great revolution, but are they?" + +"Oh! dear, no!" interrupted Tristram. "All the laws are made for the +lower classes. They have compensations for everything, and they have +openings to rise to the top of the tree if they wish to. It is wretched +landlords like my uncle and myself who are oppressed!" and he smiled +delightedly, he was so happy to hear her talk. + +"When I shall know I shall perhaps find it all interesting," she +continued to the Duke. + +"Between us we shall have to instruct you thoroughly, eh, Tristram, my +boy? And then you must be a great leader, and have a salon, as the +ladies of the eighteenth century did: we want a beautiful young woman to +draw us all together." + +"Well, don't you think I have found you a perfect specimen, Uncle!" +Tristram exclaimed; and he raised his glass and kissed the brim, while +he whispered: + +"Darling, my sweet lady--I drink to your health." + +But this was too much for Zara--he was overdoing the part--and she +turned and flashed upon him a glance of resentment and contempt. + +Beyond the Duke sat Jimmy Danvers, and then Emily Guiscard and Lord +Coltshurst, and the two young people exchanged confidences in a low +voice. + +"I say, Emily, isn't she a corker?" Sir James said. "She don't look a +bit English, though, she reminds me of a--oh, well, I'm not good at +history or dates, but some one in the old Florentine time. She looks as +if she could put a dagger into one or give a fellow a cup of poison, +without turning a hair." + +"Oh, Jimmy! how horrid," exclaimed Emily. "She does not seem to me to +have a cruel face, she only looks peculiar and mysterious, +and--and--unsmiling. Do you think she loves Tristram? Perhaps that is +the foreign way--to appear so cold." + +At that moment Sir James Danvers caught the glance which Zara gave her +fiance for his toast. + +"Je-hoshaphat!" he exclaimed! But he realized that Emily had not seen, +so he stopped abruptly. + +"Yes--one can never be sure of things with foreigners," he said, and he +looked down at his plate. That poor devil of a Tristram was going to +have a thorny time in the future, he thought, and he was to be best man +at the wedding; it would be like giving the old chap over to a tigress! +But, by Jove!--such a beautiful one would be worth being eaten by--he +added to himself. + +And during one of Francis Markrute's turnings to his left-hand neighbor +Lord Coltshurst said to Lady Ethelrida: + +"I think Tristram's choice peculiarly felicitous, Ethelrida, do not you? +But I fear her ladyship"--and he glanced timidly at his wife--"will not +take this view. She has a most unreasonable dislike for young women with +red hair. 'Ungovernable temperaments,' she affirms. I trust she won't +prejudice your Aunt Jane." + +"Aunt Jane always thinks for herself," said Lady Ethelrida. She +announced no personal opinion about Tristram's fiance, nor could Lord +Coltshurst extort one from her. + +As the dinner went on she felt a growing sense that they were all on the +edge of a volcano. + +Lady Ethelrida never meddled in other people's affairs, but she loved +Tristram as a brother and she felt a little afraid. She could not see +his face, from where she sat--the table was a long one with oval +ends--but she, too, had seen the flash from Zara which had caused Jimmy +Danvers to exclaim: "Jehoshaphat!" + +The host soon turned back from duty to pleasure, leaving Lady Coltshurst +to Lord Charles Montfitchet. The conversation turned upon types. + +Types were not things of chance, Francis Markrute affirmed; if one could +look back far enough there was always a reason for them. + +"People are so extremely unthinking about such a number of interesting +things, Lady Ethelrida," he said, "their speculative faculties seem only +to be able to roam into cut and dried channels. We have had great +scientists like Darwin investigating our origin, and among the Germans +there are several who study the atavism of races, but in general even +educated people are perfectly ignorant upon the subject, and they expect +little Tommy Jones and Katie Robinson, or Jacques Dubois and Marie +Blanc, to have the same instincts as your cousin, Lord Tancred, and you, +for instance. Whatever individual you are dealing with, you should +endeavor to understand his original group. In moments of great +excitement when all acquired control is in abeyance the individual +always returns to the natural action of his group." + +"How interesting!" said Lady Ethelrida. "Let us look round the table and +decide to what particular group each one of us belongs." + +"Most of you are from the same group," he said meditatively. +"Eliminating myself and my niece, Sir James Danvers has perhaps had the +most intermixtures." + +"Yes," said Lady Ethelrida, and she laughed. "Jimmy's grandmother was +the daughter of a very rich Manchester cotton spinner; that is what +gives him his sound common sense. I am afraid Tristram and the rest of +us except Lord Coltshurst have not had anything sensible like that in us +for hundreds of years, so what would be your speculation as to the +action of our group?" + +"That you would have high courage and fine senses, and highly-strung, +nervous force, and chivalry and good taste, and broad and noble aims in +the higher half and that in the lower portion you would run to the +decadence of all those things--the fine turned to vices--yet even so I +would not look for vulgarity, or bad taste, or cowardice in any of you." + +"No," said Lady Ethelrida--"I hope not. Then, according to your +reasoning it is very unjust of us when we say, as perhaps you have heard +it said, that Lady Darrowood is to blame when she is noisy and +assertive and treats Lord Darrowood with bad taste?" + +"Certainly--she only does those things when she is excited and has gone +back to her group. When she is under her proper control she plays the +part of an English marchioness very well. It is the prerogative of a new +race to be able to play a part; the result of the cunning and strength +which have been required of the immediate forbears in order to live at +all under unfavorable conditions. Now, had her father been a Deptford +ox-slaughterer instead of a Chicago pig-sticker she could never have +risen to the role of a marchioness at all. This is no new country; it +does not need nor comprehend bluff, and so produces no such type as Lady +Darrowood." + +At this moment Lady Ethelrida again caught sight of Zara. She was silent +at the instant, and a look of superb pride and disdain was on her face. +Almost before she was aware of it Ethelrida had exclaimed: + +"Your niece looks like an empress, a wonderful, Byzantine, Roman +empress!" + +Francis Markrute glanced at her, sideways, with his clever eyes; had she +ever heard anything of Zara's parentage, he wondered for a second, and +then he smiled at himself for the thought. Lady Ethelrida was not likely +to have spoken so in that case--she would not be acting up to her group. + +"There are certain reasons why she should," he said. "I cannot answer +for the part of her which comes from her father, Maurice Grey, a very +old English family, I believe, but on her mother's side she could have +the passions of an artist and the pride of a Caesar: she is a very +interesting case." + +"May I know something of her?" Ethelrida said, "I do so want them to be +happy. Tristram is one of the simplest and finest characters I have ever +met. He will love her very much, I fear." + +"Why do you say you _fear?_" + +Lady Ethelrida reddened a little; a soft, warm flush came into her +delicate face and made it look beautiful: she never spoke of love--to +men. + +"Because a great love is a very powerful and sometimes a terrible thing, +if it is not returned in like measure. And, oh, forgive me for saying +so, but the Countess Shulski does not look as if--she loved +Tristram--much." + +Francis Markrute did not speak for an instant, then he turned and gazed +straight into her eyes gravely, as he said: + +"Believe me, I would not allow your cousin to marry my niece if I were +not truly convinced that it will be for the eventual great happiness of +them both. Will you promise me something, Lady Ethelrida? Will you help +me not to permit any one to interfere between them for some time, no +matter how things may appear? Give them the chance of settling +everything themselves." + +Ethelrida looked back at him, with a seriousness equal to his own as she +answered, "I promise." And inwardly the sense of some unknown +undercurrent that might grow into a rushing torrent made itself felt, +stronger than before. + +Meanwhile Lady Coltshurst, who could just see Zara's profile all the +time when she put up those irritating, longhandled glasses of hers, now +gave her opinion of the bride-elect to Lord Charles Montfitchet, her +neighbor on the left hand. + +"I strongly disapprove of her, Charles. Either her hair is dyed or her +eyes are blackened; that mixture is not natural, and if, indeed, it +should be in this case then I consider it uncanny and not what one would +wish for in the family." + +"Oh, I say, my lady!" objected Lord Charles, "I think she is the most +stunning-looking young woman I've seen in a month of Sundays!" + +Lady Coltshurst put up her glasses again and glared: + +"I cannot bear your modern slang, Charles, but 'stunning,' used +literally, is quite appropriate. She does stun one; that is exactly it. +I fear poor Tristram with such a type can look forward to very little +happiness, or poor Jane to any likelihood that the Tancred name will +remain free from scandal." + +Lord Charles grew exasperated and retaliated. + +"By George! A demure mouse can cause scandal to a name, with probably +more certainty than this beauty!" + +There was a member of Lady Coltshurst's husband's family whom she +herself, having no children, had brought out, and who had been +perilously near the Divorce Court this very season: and she was a dull, +colorless little thing. + +Her ladyship turned the conversation abruptly, with an annihilating +glance. And fortunately, just then Zara rose, and the ladies filed out +of the room: and so this trying dinner was over. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Nothing could exceed Zara's dignity, when they reached the drawing-room +above. They at first stood in a group by the fire in the larger room, +and Emily and Mary tried to get a word in and say something nice in +their frank girlish way. They admired their future sister-in-law so +immensely, and if Zara had not thought they were all acting a part, as +she herself was, she would have been touched at their sweetness. As it +was she inwardly froze more and more, while she answered with +politeness; and Lady Ethelrida, watching quietly for a while, grew +further puzzled. + +It was certainly a mask this extraordinary and beautiful young woman was +wearing, she felt, and presently, when Lady Coltshurst who had remained +rather silently aloof, only fixing them all in turn with her long +eyeglasses, drew the girls aside to talk to her by asking for news of +their mother's headache, Ethelrida indicated she and Zara might sit down +upon the nearest, stiff, French sofa; and as she clasped her thin, fine +hands together, holding her pale gray gloves which she did not attempt +to put on again, she said gently: + +"I hope we shall all make you feel you are so welcome, Zara--may I call +you Zara? It is such a beautiful name I think." + +The Countess Shulski's strange eyes seemed to become blacker than +ever--a startled, suspicious look grew in them, just such as had come +into the black panther's on a day when Francis Markrute whistled a +softly caressing note outside its bars: what did this mean? + +"I shall be very pleased if you will," she said coldly. + +Lady Ethelrida determined not to be snubbed. She must overcome this +barrier if she could, for Tristram's sake. + +"England and our customs must seem so strange to you," she went on. "But +we are not at all disagreeable people when you know us!" And she smiled +encouragingly. + +"It is easy to be agreeable when one is happy," Zara said. "And you all +seem very happy here--_sans souci_. It is good." + +And Ethelrida wondered. "What can make you so unhappy, you beautiful +thing, with Tristram to love you, and youth and health and riches?" + +And Zara thought, "This appears a sweet and most frank lady, but how can +I tell? I know not the English. It is perhaps because she is so well +bred that she is enabled to act so nicely." + +"You have not yet seen Wrayth, have you?" Ethelrida went on. "I am sure +you will be interested in it, it is so old." + +"Wr--ayth--?" Zara faltered. She had never heard of it! What was Wrayth? + +"Perhaps I do not pronounce it as you are accustomed to think of it," +Ethelrida said kindly. She was absolutely startled at the other's +ignorance. "Tristram's place, I mean. The Guiscards have owned it ever +since the Conqueror gave it to them after the Battle of Hastings, you +know. It is the rarest case of a thing being so long in one family, even +here in England, and the title has only gone in the male line, too, as +yet. But Tristram and Cyril are the very last. If anything happened to +them it would be the end. Oh! we are all so glad Tristram is going to be +married!" + +Zara's eyes now suddenly blazed at the unconscious insinuation in this +speech. Any one who has ever watched a caged creature of the cat tribe +and seen how the whole gamut of emotions--sullen endurance, suspicion, +resentment, hate and rage, as well as contentment and happiness--can +appear in its orbs without the slightest aid from lids or eyebrows, +without the smallest alteration in mouth or chin, will understand how +Zara's pools of ink spoke while their owner remained icily still. + +She understood perfectly the meaning of Ethelrida's speech. The line of +the Tancreds should go on through her! But never, never! That should +never be! If they were counting upon that they were counting in vain. +The marriage was never intended to be anything but an empty ceremony, +for mercenary reasons. There must be no mistake about this. What if Lord +Tancred had such ideas, too? And she quivered suddenly and caught in her +breath with the horror of this thought. + +And who was Cyril? Zara had no knowledge of Cyril, any more than of +Wrayth! But she did not ask. + +If Francis Markrute had heard this conversation he would have been very +much annoyed with himself, and would have blamed himself for stupidity. +He, of course, should have seen that his niece was sufficiently well +coached, in all the details that she should know, not to be led into +these pitfalls. + +Ethelrida felt a sensation of a sort of petrified astonishment. There is +a French word, _ahuri_, which expresses her emotion exactly, but there +is no English equivalent. Tristram's fiance was evidently quite ignorant +of the simplest facts about him, or his family, or his home! Her eyes +had blazed at Ethelrida's last speech, with a look of self-defence and +defiance. And yet Tristram was evidently passionately in love with her. +How could such things be? It was a great mystery. Ethelrida was thrilled +and interested. + +Francis Markrute guessed the ladies' lonely moments would be most +difficult to pass, so he had curtailed the enjoyment of the port and old +brandy and cigars to the shortest possible dimensions, Tristram aiding +him. His one desire was to be near his fiance. + +The overmastering magnetic current which seemed to have drawn him from +the very first moment he had seen her now had augmented into almost +pain. She had been cruelly cold and disdainful at dinner whenever she +had spoken to him, her contempt showing plainly in her eyes, and it had +maddened and excited him; and when the other men had all drunk the +fiances' health and wished them happiness he had gulped down the old +brandy, and vowed to himself, "Before a year is out I will make her love +me as I love her, so help me God!" + +And then they all had trooped up into the drawing-room just as Ethelrida +was saying, + +"The northern property, Morndale, is not half so pretty as Wrayth--" + +But when she saw them enter she rose and ceded her place to Tristram who +gladly sank into the sofa beside his lady. + +He was to have no tete-a-tete, however, for Jimmy Danvers who felt it +was his turn to say something to the coming bride came now, and leant +upon the mantelpiece beside them. + +"I am going to be the most severe 'best man' next Wednesday, Countess," +he said. "I shall see that Tristram is at St. George's a good half-hour +before the time, and that he does not drop the ring; you trust to me!" +And he laughed nervously, Zara's face was so unresponsive. + +"Countess Shulski does not know the English ceremony, Jimmy," Tristram +interrupted quickly, "nor what is a 'best man.' Now, if we were only +across the water we would have a rehearsal of the whole show as we did +for Darrowood's wedding." + +"That must have been a joke," said Jimmy. + +"It was very sensible there; there was such a lot of fuss, and +bridesmaids, and things; but we are going to be quite quiet, aren't we, +Zara? I hate shows; don't you?" + +"Immensely," was all she answered. + +Then Sir James, who felt thoroughly crushed, after one or two more +fatuous remarks moved away, and Zara arose in her character of hostess, +and spoke to Lady Coltshurst. + +Tristram crossed over to the Duke and rapidly began a political +discussion, but while his uncle appeared to notice nothing unusual, and +entered into it with interest, his kind, old heart was wrung with the +pain he saw his favorite nephew was suffering. + +"Mr. Markrute, I am troubled," Lady Ethelrida said, as she walked with +the host to look at an exquisite Vigee le Brun across the room. "Your +niece is the most interesting personality I have ever met; but, +underneath, something is making her unhappy, I am sure. Please, what +does it mean? Oh, I know I have promised what I did at dinner, but are +you certain it is all right? And can they ever be really at peace +together?" + +Francis Markrute bent over, apparently to point to a _bibelot_ which +lay on a table under the picture, and he said in a low, vibrating tone. + +"I give you my word there is some one, who is dead--whom I loved--who +would come back and curse me now, if I should let this thing be, with a +doubt in my heart as to their eventual happiness." + +And Lady Ethelrida looked full at him and saw that the man's cold face +was deeply moved and softened. + +"If that is so then I will speculate no more," she said. "Listen! I will +trust you!" + +"You dear, noble English lady," the financier replied, "how truly I +thank you!" And he let some of the emotion which he felt, gleam from his +eyes, while he changed the conversation. + +A few minutes after this, Lady Coltshurst announced it was time to go, +and she would take the girls home. And the Duke's carriage was also +waiting, and good nights were said, and the host whispered to Jimmy +Danvers, + +"Take Tancred along with you, too, please. My niece is overtired with +the strain of this evening and I want her to go to bed at once." And to +Tristram he said, + +"Do not even say good night, like a dear fellow. Don't you see she is +almost ready to faint? Just go quietly with the rest, and come for her +to-morrow morning to take her to your mother." + +So they all left as he wished, and he himself went back upstairs to the +big drawing-room and there saw Zara standing like a marble statue, +exactly as they had left her, and he went forward, and, bending, kissed +her hand. + +"Most beautifully endured, my queenly niece!" he said; and then he led +her to the door and up to her room. She was perfectly mute. + +But a little while afterwards, as he came to bed himself, he was +startled and chilled by hearing the _Chanson Triste_ being played in her +sitting-room, with a wailing, passionate pathos, as of a soul in +anguish. + +And if he could have seen her face he would have seen her great eyes +streaming with tears, while she prayed: + +"_Maman_, ask God to give me courage to get through all of this, since +it is for your Mirko." + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Satan was particularly fresh next morning when Tristram took him for a +canter round the Park. He was glad of it: he required something to work +off steam upon. He was in a mood of restless excitement. During the +three weeks of Zara's absence he had allowed himself to dream into a +state of romantic love for her. He had glossed over in his mind her +distant coldness, her frigid adherence to the bare proposition, so that +to return to that state of things had come to him as a shock. + +But, this morning, he knew he was a fool to have expected anything else. +He was probably a great fool altogether, but he never changed his mind, +and was prepared to pay the price of his folly. After all, there would +be plenty of time afterwards to melt her dislike, so he could afford to +wait now. He would not permit himself to suffer again as he had done +last night. Then he came in and had his bath, and made himself into a +very perfect-looking lover, to present himself to his lady at about +half-past twelve o'clock, to take her to his mother. + +Zara was, if anything, whiter than usual when she came into the library +where he was waiting for her alone. The financier had gone to the City. +She had heavy, bluish shadows under her eyes, and he saw quite plainly +that, the night before, she must have been weeping bitterly. + +A great tenderness came over him. What was this sorrow of hers? Why +might he not comfort her? He put out both hands and then, as she +remained stonily unresponsive, he dropped them, and only said quietly +that he hoped she was well, and his motor was waiting outside, and that +his mother, Lady Tancred, would be expecting them. + +"I am ready," said Zara. And they went. + +He told her as they flew along, that he had been riding in the Park that +morning, and had looked up at the house and wondered which was her +window; and then he asked her if she liked riding, and she said she had +never tried for ten years--the opportunity to ride had not been in her +life--but she used to like it when she was a child. + +"I must get you a really well-mannered hack," he said joyously. Here was +a subject she had not snubbed him over! "And you will let me teach you +again when we go down to Wrayth, won't you?" + +But before she could answer they had arrived at the house in Queen +Street. + +Michelham, with a subdued beam on his old face, stood inside the door +with his footmen, and Tristram said gayly, + +"Michelham, this is to be her new ladyship; Countess Shulski"--and he +turned to Zara. "Michelham is a very old friend of mine, Zara. We used +to do a bit of poaching together, when I was a boy and came home from +Eton." + +Michelham was only a servant and could not know of her degradation, so +Zara allowed herself to smile and looked wonderfully lovely, as the old +man said, + +"I am sure I wish your ladyship every happiness, and his lordship, too; +and, if I may say so, with such a gentleman your ladyship is sure to +have it." + +And Tristram chaffed him, and they went upstairs. + +Lady Tancred had rigidly refrained from questioning her daughters, on +their return from the dinnerparty; she had not even seen them until the +morning, and when they had both burst out with descriptions of their +future sister-in-law's beauty and strangeness their mother had stopped +them. + +"Do not tell me anything about her, dear children," she had said. "I +wish to judge for myself without prejudice." + +But Lady Coltshurst could not be so easily repressed. She had called +early, on purpose to give her views, with the ostensible excuse of an +inquiry about her sister-in-law's health. + +"I am afraid you will be rather unfavorably impressed with Tristram's +choice, when you have seen her, Jane," she announced. "I confess I was. +She treated us all as though _she_ were conferring the honor, not +receiving it, and she is by no means a type that promises domestic +tranquillity for Tristram." + +"Really, Julia!" Lady Tancred protested. "I must beg of you to say no +more. I have perfect confidence in my son, and wish to receive his +future wife with every mark of affection." + +"Your efforts will be quite wasted, then, Jane," her sister-in-law +snapped. "She is most forbidding, and never once unbent nor became +genial, the whole evening. And besides, for a lady, she is much too +striking looking." + +"She cannot help being beautiful," Lady Tancred said. "I am sure I shall +admire her very much, from what the girls tell me. But we will not +discuss her. It was so kind of you to come, and my head is much +better." + +"Then I will be off!" Lady Coltshurst sniffed in a slightly offended +tone. Really, relations were so tiresome! They never would accept a word +of advice or warning in the spirit it was given, and Jane in particular +was unpleasantly difficult. + +So she got into her electric brougham, and was rolled away, happily +before Tristram and his lady appeared upon the scene; but the jar of her +words still lingered with Lady Tancred, in spite of all her efforts to +forget it. + +Zara's heart beat when they got to the door, and she felt extremely +antagonistic. Francis Markrute had left her in entire ignorance of the +English customs, for a reason of his own. He calculated if he informed +her that on Tristram's side it was purely a love match, she, with her +strange temperament, and sense of honor, would never have accepted it. +He knew she would have turned upon him and said she could be no party to +such a cheat. He with his calm, calculating brain had weighed the pros +and cons of the whole matter: to get her to consent, for her brother's +sake in the beginning, under the impression that it was a dry business +arrangement, equally distasteful personally to both parties--to leave +her with this impression and keep the pair as much as possible apart, +until the actual wedding; and then to leave her awakening to +Tristram--was his plan. A woman would be impossibly difficult to please, +if, in the end, she failed to respond to such a lover as Tristram! He +counted upon what he had called her moral antennae to make no mistakes. +It would not eventually prejudice matters if the family did find her a +little stiff, as long as she did not actually show her contempt for +their apparent willingness to support the bargain. But her look of +scorn, the night before, when he had shown some uneasiness on this +score, had reassured him. He would leave things alone and let her make +her own discoveries. + +So now she entered her future mother-in-law's room, with a haughty mien +and no friendly feelings in her heart. She was well acquainted with the +foreign examples of mother-in-law. They interfered with everything and +had their sons under their thumbs. They seemed always mercenary, and +were the chief agents in promoting a match, if it were for their own +family's advantage. No doubt Uncle Francis had arranged the whole affair +with this Lady Tancred in the first instance, and she, Zara, would not +be required to keep up the comedy, as with the uncle and cousins. She +decided she would be quite frank with her if the occasion required, and +if she should, by chance, make the same insinuation of the continuance +of the Tancred race as Lady Ethelrida had innocently done, she would +have plainly to say that was not in the transaction. For her own ends +she must be Lord Tancred's wife and let her uncle have what glory he +pleased from the position; if that were his reason, and as for Lord +Trancred's ends, he was to receive money. That was all: it was quite +simple. + +The two women were mutually surprised when they looked at one another. +Lady Tancred's first impression was, "It is true she is a very +disturbing type, but how well bred and how beautiful!" And Zara thought, +"It is possible that, after all, I may be wrong. She looks too proud to +have stooped to plan this thing. It may be only Lord Tancred's +doing--men are more horrible than women." + +"This is Zara, Mother," Tristram said. + +And Lady Tancred held out her hands, and then drew her new +daughter--that was to be--nearer and kissed her. + +And over Zara there crept a thrill. She saw that the elder lady was +greatly moved, and no woman had kissed her since her mother's death. +Why, if it were all a bargain, should she tenderly kiss her? + +"I am so glad to welcome you, dear," Lady Tancred said, determining to +be very gracious. "I am almost pleased not to have been able to go last +night. Now I can have you all to myself for this, our first little +meeting." + +And they sat down on a sofa, and Zara asked about her head; and Lady +Tancred told her the pain was almost gone, and this broke the ice and +started a conversation. + +"I want you to tell me of yourself," Lady Tancred said. "Do you think +you will like this old England of ours, with its damp and its gloom in +the autumn, and its beautiful fresh spring? I want you to--and to love +your future home." + +"Everything is very strange to me, but I will try," Zara answered. + +"Tristram has been making great arrangements to please you at Wrayth," +Lady Tancred went on. "But, of course, he has told you all about it." + +"I have had to be away all the time," Zara felt she had better say--and +Tristram interrupted. + +"They are all to be surprises, Mother; everything is to be new to Zara, +from beginning to end. You must not tell her anything of it." + +Then Lady Tancred spoke of gardens. She hoped Zara liked gardens; she +herself was a great gardener, and had taken much pride in her herbaceous +borders and her roses at Wrayth. + +And when they had got to this stage of the conversation Tristram felt he +could safely leave them to one another, so, saying he wanted to talk to +his sisters, he went out of the room. + +"It will be such happiness to think of your living in the old home," the +proud lady said. "It was a great grief to us all when we had to shut it +up, two years ago; but you will, indeed, adorn it for its reopening." + +Zara did not know what to reply. She vaguely understood that one might +love a home, though she had never had one but the gloomy castle near +Prague; and that made her sigh when she thought of it. + +But a garden she knew she should love. And Mirko was so fond of flowers. +Oh! if they would let her have a beautiful country home in peace, and +Mirko to come sometimes, and play there, and chase butterflies, with his +excited, poor little face, she would indeed be grateful to them. Her +thoughts went on in a dream of this, while Lady Tancred talked of many +things, and she answered, "Yes," and "No," with gentle respect. Her +future mother-in-law's great dignity pleased her sense of the fitness of +things; she so disliked gush of any sort herself, and she felt now that +she knew where she was and there need be no explanations. The family, +one and all, evidently intended to play the same part, and she would, +too. When the awakening came it would be between herself and Tristram. +Yes, she must think of him now as "Tristram!" + +Her thoughts had wandered again when she heard Lady Tancred's voice, +saying, + +"I wanted to give you this myself," and she drew a small case from a +table near and opened it, and there lay a very beautiful diamond ring. +"It is my own little personal present to you, my new, dear daughter. +Will you wear it sometimes, Zara, in remembrance of this day and in +remembrance that I give into your hands the happiness of my son, who is +dearer to me than any one on earth?" + +And the two proud pairs of eyes met, and Zara could not answer, and +there was a strange silence between them for a second. And then Tristram +came back into the room, which created a diversion, and she was enabled +to say some ordinary conventional things about the beauty of the stones, +and express her thanks for the gift. Only, in her heart, she determined +never to wear it. It would burn her hand, she thought, and she could +never be a hypocrite. + +Luncheon was then announced, and they went into the dining-room. + +Here she saw Tristram in a new light, with only "Young Billy" and Jimmy +Danvers who had dropped in, and his mother and sisters. + +He was gay as a schoolboy, telling Billy who had not spoken a word to +Zara the night before that now he should sit beside her, and that he was +at liberty to make love to his new cousin! And Billy, aged nineteen--a +perfectly stolid and amiable youth--proceeded to start a laborious +conversation, while the rest of the table chaffed about things which +were Greek to Zara, but she was grateful not to have to talk, and so +passed off the difficulties of the situation. + +And the moment the meal was over Tristram took her back to Park Lane. +He, too, was thankful the affair had been got through; he hardly spoke +as they went along, and in silence followed her into the house and into +the library, and there waited for her commands. + +Whenever they were alone the disguises of the part fell from Zara, and +she resumed the icy mien. + +"Good-bye," she said coldly. "I am going into the country to-morrow for +two or three days. I shall not see you until Monday. Have you anything +more it is necessary to say?" + +"You are going into the country!" Tristram exclaimed, aghast. "But I +will not--" and then he paused, for her eyes had flashed ominously. "I +mean," he went on, "must you go? So soon before our wedding?" + +She drew herself up and spoke in a scathing voice. + +"Why must I repeat again what I said when you gave me your ring?--I do +not wish to see or speak with you. You will have all you bargained for. +Can you not leave my company out of the question?" + +The Tancred stern, obstinate spirit was thoroughly roused. He walked up +and down the room rapidly for a moment, fuming with hurt rage. Then +reason told him to wait. He had no intention of breaking off the match +now, no matter what she should do; and this was Thursday; there were +only five more days to get through, and when once she should be his +wife--and then he looked at her, as she stood in her dark, perfect +dress, with the great, sable wrap slipping from her shoulders and making +a regal background, and her beauty fired his senses and made his eyes +swim; and he bent forward and took her hand. + +"Very well, you beautiful, unkind thing," he said. "But if you do not +want to marry me you had better say so at once, and I will release you +from your promise. Because when the moment comes afterwards for our +crossing of swords there will be no question as to who is to be +master--I tell you that now." + +And Zara dragged her hand from him, and, with the black panther's +glance in her eyes, she turned to the window and stood looking out. + +Then after a second she said in a strangled voice, + +"I wish that the marriage shall take place.--And now, please go." + +And without further words he went. + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +On her way to Bournemouth next day, to see Mirko, Zara met Mimo in the +British Museum. They walked along the galleries on the ground floor +until they found a bench near the mausoleum of Halicarnassus. To look at +it gave them both infinite pleasure; they knew so well the masterpieces +of all the old Greeks. Mimo, it seemed, had been down to see his son ten +days before. They had met secretly. Mirko had stolen out, and with the +cunning of his little brain fully on the alert he had dodged Mrs. Morley +in the garden, and had fled to the near pine woods with his violin; and +there had met his father and had a blissful time. He was certainly +better, Mimo said, a little fatter and with much less cough, and he +seemed fairly happy and quite resigned. The Morleys were so kind and +good, but, poor souls! it was not their fault if they could not +understand! It was not given to every one to have the understanding of +his Cherisette and his own papa, Mirko had said, but so soon he would be +well; then he would be able to come back to them, and in the meantime he +was going to learn lessons, learn the tiresome things that his +Cherisette alone knew how to teach him with comprehension. The new tutor +who came each day from the town was of a reasonableness, but no wit! +"Body of Bacchus!" the father said, "the poor child had not been able to +make the tutor laugh once--in a week--when we met." + +And then after a while it seemed that there was some slight care upon +Mimo's mind. It had rained, it appeared, before the end of their stolen +meeting. It had rained all the morning and then had cleared up +gloriously fine, and they had sat down on a bank under the trees, and +Mirko had played divinely all sorts of gay airs. But when he got up he +had shivered a little, and Mimo could see that his clothes were wet, and +then the rain had come on immediately again, and he had made him run +back. He feared he must have got thoroughly soaked, and he had had +nothing since but one postcard, which said that Mirko had been in bed, +though he was now much better and longing--longing to see his +Cherisette! + +"Oh, Mimo! how could you let him sit on the grass!" Zara exclaimed +reproachfully, when he got thus far. "And why was I not told? It may +have made him seriously ill. Oh, the poor angel! And I must stay so +short a while--and then this wedding--" She stopped abruptly and her +eyes became black. For she knew there was no asking for respite. To +obtain her brother's possible life she must be ready and resigned, at +the altar at St. George's, Hanover Square, on Wednesday the 25th of +October, at 2 o'clock, and, once made a wife, she must go with Lord +Tancred to the Lord Warren Hotel at Dover, to spend the night. + +She rose with a convulsive quiver, and looked with blank, sightless eyes +at an Amazon in the frieze hard by. The Amazon--she saw, when vision +came back to her--was hurling a spear at a splendid young Greek. That is +how she felt she would like to behave to her future husband. Men and +their greed of money, and their revolting passions!--and her poor little +Mirko ill, perhaps, from his father's carelessness--How could she leave +him? And if she did not his welfare would be at an end and life an +abyss. + +There was no use scolding Mimo; she knew of old no one was sorrier than +he for his mistakes, for which those he loved best always had to suffer. +It had taken the heart out of him, the anxious thought, he said, but, +knowing that Cherisette must be so busy arranging to get married, he had +not troubled her, since she could do nothing until her return to +England, and then he knew she would arrange to go to Mirko at once, in +any case. + +He, Mimo, had been too depressed to work, and the picture of the London +fog was not much further advanced, and he feared it would not be ready +for her wedding gift. + +"Oh, never mind!" said Zara. "I know you will think of me kindly, and I +shall like that as well as any present." + +And then she drove to the Waterloo station alone, a gnawing anxiety in +her heart. And all the journey to Bournemouth her spirits sank lower and +lower until, when she got there, it seemed as if the old cab-horse were +a cow in its slowness, to get to the doctor's trim house. + +"Yes," Mrs. Morley said as soon as she arrived, "your little brother has +had a very sharp attack." + +He escaped from the garden about ten days before, she explained, and was +gone at least two hours, and then returned wet through, and was a little +light-headed that night, and had talked of "Maman and the angels," and +"Papa and Cherisette," but they could obtain no information from him as +to why he went, nor whom he had seen. He had so rapidly recovered that +the doctor had not thought it necessary to let any one know, and she, +Mrs. Morley--guessing how busy one must be ordering a trousseau--when +there was no danger had refrained from sending a letter, to be forwarded +from the given address. + +Here Zara's eyes had flashed, and she had said sternly, + +"The trousseau was not of the slightest consequence in comparison to my +brother's health." + +Mirko was upstairs in his pretty bedroom, playing with a puzzle and the +nurse; he had not been told of his sister's proposed coming, but some +sixth sense seemed to inform him it was she, when her footfall sounded +on the lower stairs, for they heard an excited voice shouting: + +"I tell you I will go--I will go to her, my Cherisette!" And Zara +hastened the last part, to avoid his rushing, as she feared he would do, +out of his warm room into the cold passage. + +The passionate joy he showed at the sight of her made a tightness round +her heart. He did not look ill, only, in some unaccountable way, he +seemed to have grown smaller. There was, too, even an extra pink flush +in his cheeks. + +He must sit on her lap and touch all her pretty things. She had put on +her uncle's big pearl earrings and one string of big pearls, on purpose +to show him; he so loved what was beautiful and refined. + +"Thou art like a queen, Cherisette," he told her. "Much more beautiful +than when we had our tea party, and I wore Papa's paper cap. And +everything new! The uncle, then, is very rich," he went on, while he +stroked the velvet on her dress. + +And she kissed and soothed him to sleep in her arms, when he was ready +for his bed. It was getting quite late, and she sang a soft, Slavonic +cradle song, in a low cooing voice, and, every now and then, before the +poor little fellow sank entirely to rest, he would open his beautiful, +pathetic eyes, and they would swim with love and happiness, while he +murmured, "Adored Cherisette!" + +The next day--Saturday--she never left him. They played games together, +and puzzles. The nurse was kind, but of a thickness of understanding, +like all the rest, he said, and, with his sister there, he could +dispense with her services for the moment. He wished, when it grew dusk +and they were to have their tea, to play his violin to only her, in the +firelight; and there he drew forth divine sounds for more than an hour, +tearing at Zara's heart-strings with the exquisite notes until her eyes +grew wet. And at last he began something that she did not know, and the +weird, little figure moved as in a dance in the firelight, while he +played this new air as one inspired, and then stopped suddenly with a +crash of joyous chords. + +"It is _Maman_ who has taught me that!" he whispered. "When I was ill +she came often and sang it to me, and when they would give me back my +violin I found it at once, and now I am so happy. It talks of the +butterflies in the woods, which are where she lives, and there is a +little white one which flies up beside her with her radiant blue wings. +And she has promised me that the music will take me to her, quite soon. +Oh, Cherisette!" + +"No, no," said Zara faintly. "I cannot spare you, darling. I shall have +a beautiful garden of my own next summer, and you must come and stay +with me, Mirko mio, and chase real butterflies with a golden net." + +And this thought enchanted the child. He must hear all about his +sister's garden. By chance there was an old number of _Country Life_ +lying on the table, and, the nurse bringing in the tea at the moment, +they turned on the electric light and looked at the pictures; and by the +strangest coincidence, when they came to the weekly series of those +beautiful houses she read at the beginning of the article, "Wrayth--the +property of Lord Tancred of Wrayth." + +"See, Mirko," she said in a half voice; "our garden will look exactly +like this." + +And the child examined every picture with intense interest. One of a +statue of Pan and his pipe, making the center of a star in the Italian +parterre, pleased him most. + +"For see, Cherisette, he, too, is not shaped as other people are," he +whispered with delight. "Look! And he plays music, also! When you walk +there, and I am with _Maman_, you must remember that this is me!" + +It was with deep grief and foreboding that Zara left him, on Monday +morning, in spite of the doctor's assurance that he was indeed on the +turn to get quite well--well of this sharp attack--whether he would ever +grow to be a man was always a doubt but there was no present +anxiety--she could be happy on that score. And with this she was obliged +to rest content. + +But all the way back in the train she saw the picture of the Italian +parterre at Wrayth with the statue of Pan, in the center of the star, +playing his pipes. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The second wedding day of Zara Shulski dawned with a glorious sun. One +of those autumn mornings that seem like a return to the spring--so fresh +and pure the air. She had not seen her bridegroom since she got back +from Bournemouth, nor any of the family; she had said to her uncle that +she could not bear it. + +"I am at the end of my forces, Uncle Francis. You are so clever--you can +invent some good excuse. If I must see Lord Tancred I cannot answer for +what I may do." + +And the financier had realized that this was the truth. The strings of +her soul were strained to breaking point, and he let her pass the whole +day of Tuesday in peace. + +She signed numbers of legal documents concerning her marriage +settlements, without the slightest interest; and then her uncle handed +her one which he said she was to read with care. It set forth in the +wearisome language of the law the provision for Mirko's life, "in +consideration of a certain agreement" come to between her uncle and +herself. But should the boy Mirko return at any time to the man Sykypri, +his father, or should she, Zara, from the moneys settled upon herself +give sums to this man Sykypri the transaction between herself and her +uncle regarding the boy's fortune would be null and void. This was the +document's sense. + +Zara read it over but the legal terms were difficult for her. "If it +means exactly what we agreed upon, Uncle Francis, I will sign it," she +said, "that is--that Mirko shall be cared for and have plenty of money +for life." + +And Francis Markrute replied, + +"That is what is meant." + +And then she had gone to her room, and spent the night before her +wedding alone. She had steadily read one of her favorite books: she +could not permit herself for a moment to think. + +There was a man going to be hanged on the morrow, she had seen in the +papers; and she wondered if, this last night in his cell, the condemned +wretch was numb, or was he feeling at bay, like herself? + +Then, at last she opened the window and glanced out on the moon. It was +there above her, over the Park, so she turned out the lights, and, +putting her furs around her, she sat for a while and gazed above the +treetops, while she repeated her prayers. + +And Mimo saw her, as he stood in the shadow on the pavement at the other +side of Park Lane. He had come there in his sentimental way, to give her +his blessing, and had been standing looking up for some time. It seemed +to him a good omen for dear Cherisette's happiness, that she should have +opened the window and looked out on the night. + +It was quite early--only about half-past ten--and Tristram, after a +banquet with his bachelor friends on the Monday night, had devoted this, +his last evening, to his mother, and had dined quietly with her alone. + +He felt extremely moved, and excited, too, when he left. She had talked +to him so tenderly--the proud mother who so seldom unbent. How marriage +was a beautiful but serious thing, and he must love and try to +understand his wife--and then she spoke of her own great love for him, +and her pride in their noble name and descent. + +"And I will pray to God that you have strong, beautiful children, +Tristram, so that there may in years to come be no lack of the Tancreds +of Wrayth." + +When he got outside in the street the moonlight flooded the road, so he +sent his motor away and decided to walk. He wanted breathing space, he +wanted to think, and he turned down into Curzon Street and from, thence +across Great Stanhope Street and into the Park. + +And to-morrow night, at this time, the beautiful Zara would be his! and +they would be dining alone together at Dover, and surely she would not +be so icily cold; surely--surely he could get her to melt. + +And then further visions came to him, and he walked very fast; and +presently he found himself opposite his lady's house. + +An impulse just to see her window overcame him, and he crossed the road +and went out of the gate. And there on the pavement he saw Mimo, also +with face turned, gazing up. + +And in a flash he thought he recognized that this was the man he had +seen that day in Whitehall, when he was in his motor car, going very +fast. + +A mad rage of jealousy and suspicion rushed through him. Every devil +whispered, "Here is a plot. You know nothing of the woman whom to-morrow +you are blindly going to make your wife. Who is this man? What is his +connection with her? A lover's--of course. No one but a lover would gaze +up at a window on a moonlight night." + +And it was at this moment that Zara opened the window and, for a second, +both men saw her slender, rounded figure standing out sharply against +the ground of the room. Then she turned, and put out the light. + +A murderous passion of rage filled Lord Tancred's heart. + +He looked at Mimo and saw that the man's lips were muttering a prayer, +and that he had drawn a little silver crucifix from his coat pocket, +and, also, that he was unconscious of any surroundings, for his face was +rapt; and he stepped close to him and heard him murmur, in his +well-pronounced English, + +"Mary, Mother of God, pray for her, and bring her happiness!" + +And his common sense reassured him somewhat. If the man were a lover, he +could not pray so, on this, the night before her wedding to another. It +was not in human, male nature, he felt, to do such an unselfish thing as +that. + +Then Mimo raised his soft felt hat in his rather dramatic way to the +window, and walked up the street. + +And Tristram, a prey to all sorts of conflicting emotions, went back +into the Park. + + * * * * * + +It seemed to Francis Markrute that more than half the nobility of +England had assembled in St. George's, Hanover Square, next day, as, +with the beautiful bride on his arm, he walked up the church. + +She wore a gown of dead white velvet, and her face looked the same +shade, under the shadow of a wonderful picture creation, of black velvet +and feathers, in the way of a hat. + +The only jewels she had on were the magnificent pearls which were her +uncle's gift. There was no color about her except in her red burnished +hair and her red, curved mouth. + +And the whole company thrilled as she came up the aisle. She looked like +the Princess in a fairy tale--but just come to life. + +The organ stopped playing, and now, as in a dream she knew that she was +kneeling beside Tristram and that the Bishop had joined their hands. + +She repeated the vows mechanically, in a low, quiet voice. All the sense +of it that came to her brain was Tristram's firm utterance, "I, Tristram +Lorrimer Guiscard, take thee, Zara Elinka, to be my wedded wife." + +And so, at last, the ceremony was over, and Lord and Lady Tancred walked +into the vestry to sign their names. And as Zara slipped her hand from +the arm of her newly-made husband he bent down his tall head and kissed +her lips; and, fortunately, the train of coming relations and friends +were behind them, as yet, and the Bishops were looking elsewhere, or +they would have been startled to observe the bride shiver, and to have +seen the expression of passionate resentment which crept into her face. +But the bridegroom saw it, and it stabbed his heart. + +Then it seemed that a number of people kissed her: his mother and +sisters, and Lady Ethelrida, and, lastly, the Duke. + +"I am claiming my privilege as an old man," this latter said gayly, "and +I welcome you to all our hearts, my beautiful niece." + +And Zara had answered, but had hardly been able to give even a +mechanical smile. + +And when they got into the smart, new motor, after passing through the +admiring crowds, she had shrunk into her corner, and half closed her +eyes. And Tristram, intensely moved and strained with the excitement of +it all, had not known what to think. + +But pride made his bride play her part when they reached her uncle's +house. + +She stood with her bridegroom, and bowed graciously to the countless, +congratulatory friends of his, who passed and shook hands. And, when +soon after they had entered Lady Tancred arrived with Cyril and the +girls, she had even smiled sweetly for one moment, when that gallant +youth had stood on tiptoe and given her a hearty kiss! He was very small +for his age, and full of superb self-possession. + +"I think you are a stunner, Zara," he said. "Two of our fellows, cousins +of mine, who were in church with me, congratulated me awfully. And now I +hope you're soon going to cut the cake?" + +And Tristram wondered why her mutinous mouth had quivered and her eyes +become full of mist. She was thinking of her own little brother, far +away, who did not even know that there would be any cake. + +And so, eventually, they had passed through the shower of rice and +slippers and were at last alone in the motorcar again; and once more +she shrank into her corner and did not speak, and he waited patiently +until they should be in the train. + +But once there, in the reserved saloon, when the obsequious guard had +finally shut the door from waving friends and last hand shakes, and they +slowly steamed out of the station, he came over and sat down beside her +and tenderly took her little gray-gloved hand. + +But she drew it away from him, and moved further off, before he could +even speak. + +"Zara!" he said pleadingly. + +Then she looked intensely fierce. + +"Can you not let me be quiet for a moment?" she hissed. "I am tired +out." + +And he saw that she was trembling, and, though he was very much in love +and maddeningly exasperated with everything, he let her rest, and even +settled her cushion for her, silently, and took a paper and sat in an +armchair near, and pretended to read. + +And Zara stared out of the window, her heart beating in her throat. For +she knew this was only a delay because, as her uncle had once said, the +English nobility as a race were great gentlemen--and this one in +particular--and because of that he would not be likely to make a scene +in the train; but they would arrive at the hotel presently, and there +was dinner to be got through, alone with him, and then--the afterwards. +And as she thought of this her very lips grew white. + +The hideous, hideous hatefulness of men! Visions of moments of her first +wedding journey with Ladislaus came back to her. He had not shown her +any consideration for five minutes in his life. + +Everything in her nature was up in arms. She could not be just; with her +belief in his baseness it seemed to her that here was this man--her +husband--whom she had seen but four times in her life, and he was not +content with the honest bargain which he perfectly understood; not +content with her fortune and her willingness to adorn his house, but he +must perforce allow his revolting senses to be aroused, he must desire +to caress her, just because she was a woman--and fair--and the law would +give him the right because she was his wife. + +But she would not submit to it! She would find some way out. + +As yet she had not even noticed Tristram's charm, that something which +drew all other women to him but had not yet appealed to her. She saw on +the rare occasions in which she had looked at him that he was very +handsome--but so had been Ladislaus, and so was Mimo; and all men were +selfish or brutes. + +She was half English herself, of course, and that part of her--the calm, +common sense of the nation, would assert itself presently; but for the +time, everything was too strained through her resentment at fate. + +And Tristram watched her from behind his _Evening Standard_, and was +unpleasantly thrilled with the passionate hate and resentment and all +the varying; storms of feeling which convulsed her beautiful face. + +He was extremely sensitive, in spite of his daring _insouciance_ and his +pride. It would be perfectly impossible to even address her again while +she was in this state. + +And so this splendid young bride and bridegroom, not understanding each +other in the least, sat silent and constrained, when they should have +been in each other's arms; and presently, still in the same moods, they +came to Dover, and so to the Lord Warden Hotel. + +Here the valet and maid had already arrived, and the sitting-room was +full of flowers, and everything was ready for dinner and the night. + +"I suppose we dine at eight?" said Zara haughtily, and, hardly waiting +for an answer, she went into the room beyond and shut the door. + +Here she rang for her maid and asked her to remove her hat. + +"A hateful, heavy thing," she said, "and there is a whole hour +fortunately, before dinner, Henriette, and I want a lovely bath; and +then you can brush my hair, and it will be a rest." + +The French maid, full of sympathy and excitement, wondered, while she +turned on the taps, how _Miladi_ should look so disdainful and calm. + +"_Mon Dieu!_ if _Milor_ was my Raoul! I would be far otherwise," she +thought to herself, as she poured in the scent. + +At a quarter to the hour of dinner she was still silently brushing her +mistress's long, splendid, red hair, while Zara stared into the glass in +front of her, with sightless eyes and face set. She was back in +Bournemouth, and listening to "_Maman's_ air." It haunted her and rang +in her head; and yet, underneath, a wild excitement coursed in her +blood. + +A knock then came to the door, and when Henrietta answered it Tristram +passed her by and stepped into his lady's room. + +Zara turned round like a startled fawn, and then her expression changed +to one of anger and hauteur. + +He was already dressed for dinner, and held a great bunch of gardenias +in his hand. He stopped abruptly when he caught sight of the exquisite +picture she made, and he drew in his breath. He had not known hair could +be so long; he had not realized she was so beautiful. And she was his +wife! + +"Darling!" he gasped, oblivious of even the maid, who had the discretion +to retire quickly to the bathroom beyond. "Darling, how beautiful you +are! You drive me perfectly mad." + +Zara held on to the dressing-table and almost crouched, like a panther +ready to spring. + +"How dare you come into my room like this! Go!" she said. + +It was as if she had struck him. He drew back, and flung the flowers +down into the grate. + +"I only came to tell you dinner was nearly ready," he said haughtily, +"and to bring you those. But I will await you in the sitting-room, when +you are dressed." + +And he turned round and left through the door by which he had come. + +And Zara called her maid rather sharply, and had her hair plaited and +done, and got quickly into her dress. And when she was ready she went +slowly into the sitting-room. + +She found Tristram leaning upon the mantelpiece, glaring moodily into +the flames. He had stood thus for ten minutes, coming to a decision in +his mind. + +He had been very angry just now, and he thought was justified; but he +knew he was passionately in love, as he had never dreamed nor imagined +he could be in the whole of his life. + +Should he tell her at once about it? and implore her not to be so cold +and hard? But no, that would be degrading. After all, he had already +shown her a proof of the most reckless devotion, in asking to marry her, +after having seen her only once! And she, what had her reasons been? +They were forcible enough or she would not have consented to her uncle's +wishes before they had even ever met; and he recalled, when he had asked +her only on Thursday last if she would wish to be released, that she had +said firmly that she wished the marriage to take place. Surely she must +know that no man with any spirit would put up with such treatment as +this--to be spoken to as though he had been an impudent stranger +bursting into her room! + +Then his tempestuous thoughts went back to Mimo, that foreign man whom +he had seen under her window. What if, after all, he was her lover and +that accounted for the reason she resented his--Tristram's--desire to +caress? + +And all the proud, obstinate fighting blood of the Guiscards got up in +him. He would not be made a cat's-paw. If she exasperated him further he +would forget about being a gentleman, and act as a savage man, and seize +her in his arms and punish her for her haughtiness! + +So it was his blue eyes which were blazing with resentment this time, +and not her pools of ink. + +Thus they sat down to dinner in silence--much to the waiters' surprise +and disgust. + +Zara felt almost glad her husband looked angry. He would then of his own +accord leave her in peace. + +As the soup and fish came and went they exchanged no word, and then that +breeding that they both had made them realize the situation was +impossible, and they said some ordinary things while the waiters were in +the room. + +The table was a small round one with the two places set at right angles, +and very close. + +It was the first occasion upon which Zara had ever been so near +Tristram, and every time she looked up she was obliged to see his face. +She could not help owning to herself, that he was extraordinarily +distinguished looking, and that there were strong, noble lines in his +whole shape. + +At the end of their repast, for different reasons, neither of the two +felt calm. Tristram's anger had died down, likewise his suspicions; +after a moment's thought the sane point of view always presented itself +to his brain. No, whatever her reasons were for her disdain of him, +having another lover was not the cause. And then he grew intoxicated +again with her beauty and grace. + +She was a terrible temptation to him; she would have been so to any +normal man--and they were dining together--and she was his very own! + +The waiters, with their cough of warning at the door, brought coffee and +liqueurs, and then bodily removed the dinner table, and shut the doors. + +And now Zara knew she was practically alone with her lord for the night. + +He walked about the room--he did not drink any coffee, nor even a +Chartreuse--and she stood perfectly still. Then he came back to her, and +suddenly clasped her in his arms, and passionately kissed her mouth. + +"Zara!" he murmured hoarsely. "Good God! do you think I am a stone! I +tell you I love you--madly. Are you not going to be kind to me and +really be my wife?" + +Then he saw a look in her eyes that turned him to ice. + +"Animal!" she hissed, and hit him across the face. + +And as he let her fall from him she drew back panting, and deadly white; +while he, mad with rage at the blow, stood with flaming blue eyes, and +teeth clenched. + +"Animal!" again she hissed, and then her words poured forth in a torrent +of hate. "Is it not enough that you were willing to sell yourself for my +uncle's money--that you were willing to take as a bargain--a woman whom +you had never even seen, without letting your revolting passions exhibit +themselves like this? And you dare to tell me you love me! What do such +as you know of love? Love is a true and a pure and a beautiful thing, +not to be sullied like this. It must come from devotion and knowledge. +What sort of a vile passion is it which makes a man feel as you do for +me? Only that I am a woman. Love! It is no love--it is a question of +sense. Any other would do, provided she were as fair. Remember, my lord! +I am not your mistress, and I will not stand any of this! Leave me. I +hate you, animal that you are!" + +He stiffened and grew rigid with every word that she said, and when she +had finished he was as deadly pale as she herself. + +"Say not one syllable more to me, Zara!" he commanded. "You will have no +cause to reprove me for loving you again. And remember this: things +shall be as you wish between us. We will each live our lives and play +the game. But before I ask you to be my wife again you can go down upon +your knees. Do you hear me? Good night." + +And without a word further he strode from the room. + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +The moon was shining brightly and a fresh breeze had risen when Tristram +left the hotel and walked rapidly towards the pier. He was mad with rage +and indignation from his bride's cruel taunts. The knowledge of their +injustice did not comfort him, and, though he knew he was innocent of +any desire to have made a bargain, and had taken her simply for her +beautiful self, still, the accusation hurt and angered his pride. How +dared she! How dared her uncle have allowed her to think such things! A +Tancred to stoop so low! He clenched his hands and his whole frame +shook. + +And then as he gazed down into the moonlit waves her last words came +back with a fresh lashing sting. "Leave me, I hate you, animal that you +are!" An animal, forsooth! And this is how she had looked at his love! + +And then a cold feeling came over him--he was so very just--and he +questioned himself. Was it true? Had it, indeed, been only that? Had he, +indeed, been unbalanced and intoxicated merely from the desire of her +exquisite body? Had there been nothing beyond? Were men really +brutes?--And here he walked up and down very fast. What did it all mean? +What did life mean? What was the truth of this thing, called love? + +And so he strode for hours, reasoning things out. But he knew that for +his nature there could be no love without desire--and no desire without +love. And then his conversation with Francis Markrute came back to him, +the day they had lunched in the city, when the financier had given his +views about women. + +Yes, they were right, those views. A woman, to be dangerous, must appeal +to both the body and brain of a man. If his feeling for Zara were only +for the body then it was true that it was only lust. + +But it was _not_ true; and he thought of all his dreams of her at +Wrayth, of the pictures he had drawn of their future life together, of +the tenderness with which he had longed for this night. + +And then his anger died down and was replaced by a passionate grief. + +His dream lay in ruins, and there was nothing to look forward to but a +blank, soulless life. It did not seem to him then, in the cold +moonlight, that things could ever come right. He could not for his +pride's sake condescend to any further explanation with her. He would +not stoop to defend himself; she must think what she chose, until she +should of herself find out the truth. + +And then his level mind turned and tried to see her point of view. He +must not be unjust. And he realized that if she thought such base things +of him she had been more or less right. But, even so, there was some +mystery beyond all this--some cruel and oppressing dark shadow in her +life. + +And his thoughts went back to the night they had first met, and he +remembered then that her eyes had been full of hate--resentment and +hate--as though he, personally, had caused her some injury. + +Francis Markrute was so very clever: what plan had he had in his head? +By what scorpion whip had he perhaps forced her to consent to his wishes +and become his--Tristram's--wife? And once more the disturbing +remembrance of Mimo returned, so that, when at last dawn came and he +went back to the hotel, tired out in body and soul, it would not let him +rest in his bed. His bed--in the next room his wife! + +But one clear decision he had come to. He would treat her with cold +courtesy, and they would play the game. To part now, in a dramatic +manner, the next day after the wedding, was not in his sense of the +fitness of things, was not what was suitable or seemly for the Tancred +name. + +And when he had left her Zara had stood quite still. Some not understood +astonishment caused all her passion to die down. For all the pitifully +cruel experiences of her life she was still very young--young and +ignorant of any but the vilest of men. Hitherto she had felt when they +were kind that it was for some gain, and if a woman relented a second +she would be sure to be trapped. For her self-respect and her soul's +sake she must go armed at all points. And after her hurling at him all +her scorn, instead of her husband turning round and perhaps beating her +(as, certainly, Ladislaus would have done), he had answered with dignity +and gone out of the room. + +And she remembered her father's cold mien. Perhaps there was something +else in the English--some other finer quality which she did not yet +understand. + +The poor, beautiful creature was like some ill-treated animal ready to +bite to defend itself at the sight of a man. + +It spoke highly for the strength and nobility of her character that, +whereas another and weaker woman would have become degraded by the +sorrows of such a life, she had remained pure as the snow, and as cold. +Her strong will and her pride had kept completely in check every +voluptuous instinct which must certainly have always lain dormant in +her. Every emotion towards man was frozen to ice. + +There are some complete natures which only respond to the highest touch; +when the body and soul are evenly balanced they know all that is divine +of human love. It is those warped in either of the component parts who +bring sorrow--and lust. + +The perfect woman gives willingly of herself, body and soul, to the _one +man_ she loves. + +But of all these things Zara was ignorant. She only knew she was +exhausted, and she crept wearily to bed. + +Thus neither bride nor bridegroom, on this their wedding night, knew +peace or rest. + +They met next day for a late breakfast. They were to go to Paris by the +one o'clock boat. They were both very quiet and pale. Zara had gone into +the sitting-room first, and was standing looking out on the sea when her +husband came into the room, and she did not turn round, until he said +"Good morning," coldly, and she realized it was he. + +Some strange quiver passed over her at the sound of his voice. + +"Breakfast should be ready," he went on calmly. "I ordered it for eleven +o'clock. I told your maid to tell you so. I hope that gave you time to +dress." + +"Yes, thank you," was all she said; and he rang the bell and opened the +papers, which the waiters had piled on the table, knowing the delight of +young bridal pairs to see news of themselves! + +And as Zara glanced at her lord's handsome face she saw a cynical, +disdainful smile creep over it, at something he read. + +And she guessed it was the account of their wedding; and she, too, took +up another paper and looked at the headings. + +Yes, there was a flaming description of it all. And as she finished the +long paragraphs she raised her head suddenly and their eyes met. And +Tristram allowed himself to laugh--bitterly, it was true, but still to +laugh. + +The lingering fear of the ways of men was still in Zara's heart and not +altogether gone; she was not yet quite free from the suspicion that he +still might trap her if she unbent. So she frowned slightly and then +looked down at the paper again; and the waiters brought in breakfast at +that moment and nothing was said. + +They did not seem to have much appetite, nor to care what they ate, but, +the coffee being in front of her, politeness made Zara ask what sort her +husband took, and when he answered--none at all--he wanted tea--she was +relieved, and let him pour it out at the side-table himself. + +"The wind has got up fiercely, and it will be quite rough," he said +presently. "Do you mind the sea?" + +And she answered, "No, not a bit." + +Then they both continued reading the papers until all pretense of +breakfast was over; and he rose, and, asking if she would be ready at +about half-past twelve, to go on board, so as to avoid the crowd from +the London train, he went quietly out of the room, and from the windows +she afterwards saw him taking a walk on the pier. + +And for some unexplained psychological reason, although she had now +apparently obtained exactly the terms she had decided were the only +possible ones on which to live with him, she experienced no sense of +satisfaction or peace! + +No pair could have looked more adorably attractive and interesting than +Lord and Lady Tancred did as they went to their private cabin on the +boat an admiring group of Dover young ladies thought, watching from the +raised part above where the steamer starts. Every one concerned knew +that this thrilling bride and bridegroom would be crossing, and the +usual number of the daily spectators was greatly increased. + +"What wonderful chinchilla!" "What lovely hair!" and "Oh! isn't he just +too splendid!" they said. And the maid and the valet, carrying the jewel +case, dressing bags, cushion and sable rug, followed, to the young +ladies' extra delight. + +The _apanages_ of a great position, when augmented by the romance of a +wedding journey, are dear to the female heart. + +They had the large cabin on the upper deck of the _Queen_, and it was +noticed that until the London train could be expected to arrive the +bridal pair went outside and sat where they could not be observed, with +a view towards Dover Castle. But it could not be seen that they never +spoke a word and that each read a book. + +When it seemed advisable to avoid the crowd Tristram glanced up and +said, + +"I suppose we shall have to stay in that beastly cabin now, or some cad +will snapshot us. Will you come along?" + +And so they went. + +"It is going to be really quite rough," he continued, when the door was +shut. "Would you like to lie down--or what?" + +"I am never the least ill, but I will try and sleep," Zara answered +resignedly, as she undid her chinchilla coat. + +So he settled the pillows, and she lay down, and he covered her up; and +as he did so, in spite of his anger with her and all his hurt pride he +had the most maddeningly strong desire to kiss her and let her rest in +his arms. So he turned away brusquely and sat down at the farther end, +where he opened the window to let in some air, and pulled the curtain +over it, and then tried to go on with his book. But every pulse in his +body was throbbing, and at last he could not control the overmastering +desire to look at her. + +She raised herself a little, and began taking the finely-worked, +small-stoned, sapphire pins out of her hat. They had been Cyril's gift. + +"Can I help you?" he said. + +"It is such soft fur I thought I need not take it off to lie down," she +answered coldly, "but there is something hurting in the back." + +He took the thing with its lace veil from her, and the ruffled waves of +her glorious hair as she lay there nearly drove him mad with the longing +to caress. + +How, in God's name, would they ever be able to live? He must go outside +and fight with himself. + +And she wondered why his face grew so stern. And when she was settled +comfortably again and the boat had started he left her alone. + +It was, fortunately, so rough that there were very few people about, and +he went far forward and leant on the rail, and let the salt air blow +into his face. + +What if, in the end, this wild passion for her should conquer him and he +should give in, and have to confess that her cruel words did not hinder +him from loving her? It would be too ignominious. He must pull himself +together and firmly suppress every emotion. He determined to see her as +little as possible when they got to Paris, and when the ghastly +honeymoon week, that he had been contemplating with so much excitement +and joy should be over, then they would go back to England, and he would +take up politics in earnest, and try and absorb himself in that. + +And Zara, lying in the cabin, was unconscious of any direct current of +thought; she was quite unconscious that already this beautiful young +husband of hers had made some impression upon her, and that, underneath, +for all her absorption in her little brother and her own affairs, she +was growing conscious of his presence and that his comings and goings +were things to remark about. + +And, strengthened in his resolve to be true to the Tancred pride, +Tristram came back to her as they got into Calais harbor. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The servants at the Ritz, in Paris, so exquisitely drilled, made no +apparent difference, when the bride and bridegroom arrived there about +half-past seven o'clock, than if they had been an elderly brother and +sister; and they were taken to the beautiful Empire suite on the Vendome +side of the first floor. Everything was perfection in the way of +arrangement, and the flowers were so particularly beautiful that Zara's +love for them caused her to cry out, + +"Oh! the dear roses! I must just bury my face in them, first." + +They had got through the railway journey very well; real, overcoming +fatigue had caused them both to sleep, and in the automobile, coming to +the hotel, they had exchanged a few stiff words. + +"To-morrow night we can dine out at a restaurant," Tristram had said, +"but to-night perhaps you are tired and would rather go to bed?" + +"Thank you," said Zara. "Yes, I would." For she thought she wanted to +write her letters to Mirko and tell him of her new name and place. So +she put on a tea-gown, and at about half-past eight joined Tristram in +the sitting-room. If they had not both been so strained their sense of +humor would not have permitted them to refrain from a laugh. For here +they sat in state, and, when the waiters were in the room, exchanged a +few remarks. But Zara did notice that her husband never once looked at +her with any directness, and he seemed coldly indifferent to anything +she said. + +"We shall have to stay here for the whole, boring week," he announced +when at last coffee was on the table and they were alone. "There are +certain obligations one's position obliges one to conform to. You +understand, I expect. I will try to make the time as easy to bear for +you as I can. Will you tell me what theaters you have not already seen? +We can go somewhere every night, and in the daytime you have perhaps +shopping to do; and--I know Paris quite well. I can amuse myself." + +Zara did not feel enthusiastically grateful, but she said, "Thank you," +in a quiet voice, and Tristram, rang the bell and asked for the list of +the places of amusement, and in the most stiff, self-contained manner he +chose, with her, a different one for every night. + +Then he lit a cigar deliberately, and walked towards the door. + +"Good-night, Milady," he said nonchalantly, and then went out. + +And Zara sat still by the table and unconsciously pulled the petals off +an unoffending rose; and when she realized what she had done she was +aghast! + +It was not until about five o'clock the next day that he came into the +sitting-room again. + +_Milor_ had gone to the races, and had left a note for _Miladi_ in the +morning, the maid had said. + +And Zara, as she lay back on her pillows, had opened it with a strange +thrill. + +"You won't be troubled with me to-day," she read. "I am going out with +some old friends to Maisons Liafitte. I have said you want to rest from +the journey, as one has to say something. I have arranged for us to +dine at the Cafe de Paris at 7:30, and go to the Gymnase. Tell Higgins, +my valet, if you change the plan." And the note was not even signed! + +Well, it appeared she had nothing further to fear from him; she could +breathe much relieved. And now for her day of quiet rest. + +But when she had had her lonely lunch and her letters to her uncle and +Mirko were written, she found herself drumming aimlessly on the window +panes, and wondering if she would go out. + +She had no friends in Paris whom she wanted to see. Her life there with +her family had been entirely devoted to them alone. But it was a fine +day and there is always something to do in Paris--though what then, +particularly, she had not decided; perhaps she would go to the Louvre. + +And then she sank down into the big sofa, opposite the blazing wood +fire, and gradually fell fast asleep. She slept, with unbroken deepness, +until late in the afternoon, and was, in fact, still asleep there when +Tristram came in. + +He did not see her at first; the lights were not on and it was almost +dark in the streets. The fire, too, had burnt low. He came forward, and +then went back again and switched on the lamps; and, with the blaze, +Zara sat up and rubbed her eyes. One great plait of her hair had become +loosened and fell at the side of her head, and she looked like a rosy, +sleepy child. + +"I did not see you!" Tristram gasped, and, realizing her adorable +attractions, he turned to the fire and vigorously began making it up. + +Then, as he felt he could not trust himself for another second, he rang +the bell and ordered some tea to be brought, while he went to his room +to leave his overcoat. And when he thought the excuse of the repast +would be there, he went back. + +Zara felt nothing in particular. Even yet she was rather on the +defensive, looking out for every possible attack. + +So they both sat down quietly, and for a few moments neither spoke. + +She had put up her hair during his absence, and now looked wide-awake +and quite neat. + +"I had a most unlucky day," he said--for something to say. "I could not +back a single winner. On the whole I think I am bored with racing." + +"It has always seemed boring to me," she said. "If it were to try the +mettle of a horse one had bred I could understand that; or to ride it +oneself and get the better of an adversary: but just with sharp +practices--and for money! It seems so common a thing, I never could take +an interest in that." + +"Does anything interest you?" he hazarded, and then he felt sorry he had +shown enough interest to ask. + +"Yes," she said slowly, "but perhaps not many games. My life has always +been too ordered by the games of others, to take to them myself." And +then she stopped abruptly. She could not suppose her life interested him +much. + +But, on the contrary, he was intensely interested, if she had known. + +He felt inclined to tell her so, and that the whole of the present +situation was ridiculous, and that he wanted to know her innermost +thoughts. He was beginning to examine her all critically, and to take in +every point. Beyond his passionate admiration for her beauty there was +something more to analyze. + +What was the subtle something of mystery and charm? Why could she not +unbend and tell him the meaning in those fathomless, dark eyes?--What +could they look like, if filled with love and tenderness? Ah! + +And if he had done as he felt inclined at the moment the ice might have +been broken, and at the end of the week they would probably have been in +each other's arms. But fate ordered otherwise, and an incident that +night, at dinner, caused a fresh storm. + +Zara was looking so absolutely beautiful in her lovely new clothes that +it was not in the nature of gallant foreigners to allow her to dine +unmolested by their stares, and although the tete-a-tete dinner was +quite early at the Cafe de Paris, there happened to be a large party of +men next to them and Zara found herself seated in close proximity to a +nondescript Count, whom she recognized as one of her late husband's +friends. Every one who knows the Cafe de Paris can realize how this +happened. The long velvet seats without divisions and the small tables +in front make, when the place is full, the whole side look as if it were +one big group. Lord Tancred was quite accustomed to it; he knew Paris +well as he had told her, so he ought to have been prepared for what +could happen, but he was not. + +Perhaps he was not on the alert, because he had never before been there +with a woman he loved. + +Zara's neighbor was a great, big, fierce-looking creature from some wild +quarter of the South, and was perhaps also just a little drunk. She knew +a good deal of their language, but, taking for granted that this +Englishman and his lovely lady would be quite ignorant of what they +said, the party of men were most unreserved in their remarks. + +Her neighbor looked at her devouringly, once or twice, when he saw +Tristram could not observe him, and then began to murmur immensely +_entreprenant_ love sentences in his own tongue, as he played with his +bread. She knew he had recognized her. And Tristram wondered why his +lady's little nostrils should begin to quiver and her eyes to flash. + +She was remembering like scenes in the days of Ladislaus, and how he +used to grow wild with jealousy, in the beginning when he took her out, +and once had dragged her back upstairs by her hair, and flung her into +bed. It was always her fault when men looked at her, he assured her. And +the horror of the recollection of it all was still vivid enough. + +Then Tristram gradually became greatly worried; without being aware that +the man was the cause, he yet felt something was going on. He grew +jealous and uneasy, and would have liked to have taken her home. + +And because of the things she was angrily listening to, and because of +her fear of a row, she sat there looking defiant and resentful, and +spoke never a word. + +And Tristram could not understand it, and he eventually became annoyed. +What had he said or done to her again? It was more than he meant to +stand, for no reason--to put up with such airs! + +For Zara sat frowning, her mouth mutinous and her eyes black as night. + +If she had told Tristram what her neighbor was saying there would at +once have been a row. She knew this, and so remained in constrained +silence, unconscious that her husband was thinking her rude to him, and +that he was angry with her. She was so strung up with fury at the +foreigner, that she answered Tristram's few remarks at random, and then +abruptly rose while he was paying the bill, as if to go out. And as she +did so the Count slipped a folded paper into the sleeve of her coat. + +Tristram thought he saw something peculiar but was still in doubt, and, +with his English self-control and horror of a scene, he followed his +wife to the door, as she was walking rapidly ahead, and there helped her +into the waiting automobile. + +But as she put up her arm, in stepping in, the folded paper fell to the +brightly lighted pavement and he picked it up. + +He must have some explanation. He was choking with rage. There was some +mystery, he was being tricked. + +"Why did you not tell me you knew that fellow who sat next to you?" he +said in a low, constrained voice. + +"Because it would have been a lie," she said haughtily. "I have never +seen him but once before in my life." + +"Then what business have you to allow him to write notes to you?" +Tristram demanded, too overcome with jealousy to control the anger in +his tone. + +She shrank back in her corner. Here it was beginning again! After all, +in spite of his apparent agreement to live on the most frigid terms with +her he was now acting like Ladislaus: men were all the same! + +"I am not aware the creature wrote me any note," she said. "What do you +mean?" + +"How can you pretend like this," Tristram exclaimed furiously, "when it +fell out of your sleeve? Here it is." + +"Take me back to the hotel," she said with a tone of ice. "I refuse to +go to the theater to be insulted. How dare you doubt my word? If there +is a note you had better read it and see what it says." + +[Illustration: "With his English self-control and horror of a scene, he +followed his wife to the door."] + +So Lord Tancred picked up the speaking-tube and told the chauffeur to go +back to the Ritz. + +They both sat silent, palpitating with rage, and when they got there he +followed her into the lift and up to the sitting-room. + +He came in and shut the door and strode over beside her, and then he +almost hissed, + +"You are asking too much of me. I demand an explanation. Tell me +yourself about it. Here is your note." + +Zara took it, with infinite disdain, and, touching it as though it were +some noisome reptile, she opened it and read aloud, + +_"Beautiful Comtesse, when can I see you again?"_ + +"The vile wretch!" she said contemptuously. "That is how men insult +women!" And she looked up passionately at Tristram. "You are all the +same." + +"I have not insulted you," he flashed. "It is perfectly natural that I +should be angry at such a scene, and if this brute is to be found again +to-night he shall know that I will not permit him to write insolent +notes to my wife." + +She flung the hateful piece of paper into the fire and turned towards +her room. + +"I beg you to do nothing further about the matter," she said. "This +loathsome man was half drunk. It is quite unnecessary to follow it up; +it will only make a scandal, and do no good. But you can understand +another thing. I will not have my word doubted, nor be treated as an +offending domestic--as you have treated me to-night." And without +further words she went into her room. + +Tristram, left alone, paced up and down; he was wild with rage, furious +with her, with himself, and with the man. With her because he had told +her once, before the wedding, that when they came to cross swords there +would be no doubt as to who would be master! and in the three encounters +which already their wills had had she had each time come off the +conqueror! He was furious with himself, that he had not leaned forward +at dinner to see the man hand the note, and he was frenziedly furious +with the stranger, that he had dared to turn his insolent eyes upon his +wife. + +He would go back to the Cafe de Paris, and, if the man was there, call +him to account, and if not, perhaps he could obtain his name. So out he +went. + +But the waiters vowed they knew nothing of the gentleman; the whole +party had been perfect strangers, and they had no idea as to where they +had gone on. So this enraged young Englishman spent the third night of +his honeymoon in a hunt round the haunts of Paris, but with no success; +and at about six o'clock in the morning came back baffled but still +raging, and thoroughly wearied out. + +And all this while his bride could not sleep, and in spite of her anger +was a prey to haunting fears. What if the two had met and there had been +bloodshed! A completely possible case! And several times in the night +she got out of her bed and went and listened at the communicating doors; +but there was no sound of Tristram, and about five o'clock, worn out +with the anxiety and injustice of everything, she fell into a restless +doze, only to wake again at seven, with a lead weight at her heart. She +could not bear it any longer! She must know for certain if he had come +in! She slipped on her dressing-gown, and noiselessly stole to the door, +and with the greatest caution unlocked it, and, turning the handle, +peeped in. + +Yes, there he was, sound asleep! His window was wide open, with the +curtains pushed back, so the daylight streamed in on his face. He had +been too tired to care. + +Zara turned round quickly to reenter her room, but in her terror of +being discovered she caught the trimming of her dressing-gown on the +handle of the door and without her being aware of it a small bunch of +worked ribbon roses fell off. + +Then she got back into bed, relieved in mind as to him but absolutely +quaking at what she had done and at the impossibly embarrassing position +she would have placed herself in, if he had awakened and known that she +had come! + +And the first thing Tristram saw, when some hours later he was aroused +by the pouring in of the sun, was the little torn bunch of silk roses +lying close to her door. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +He sprang from bed and picked them up. What could they possibly mean? +They were her roses, certainly--he remembered she wore the dressing-gown +that first evening at Dover, when he had gone to her to give her the +gardenias. And they certainly had not been there when at six o'clock he +had come in. He would in that case have seen them against the pale +carpet. + +For one exquisite moment he thought they were a message and then he +noticed the ribbon had been wrenched off and was torn. + +No, they were no conscious message, but they did mean that she had been +in his room while he slept. + +Why had she done this thing? He knew she hated him--it was no +acting--and she had left him the night' before even unusually incensed. +What possible reason could she have, then, for coming into his room? He +felt wild with excitement. He would see if, as usual, the door between +them was locked. He tried it gently. Yes, it was. + +And Zara heard him from her side, and stiffened in her bed with all the +expression of a fierce wolfhound putting its hackles up. + +Yes, the danger of the ways of men was not over! If she had not +unconsciously remembered to lock the door when she had returned from her +terrifying adventure he would have come in! + +So these two thrilled with different emotions and trembled, and there +was the locked harrier between them. And then Tristram rang for his +valet and ordered his bath. He would dress quickly, and ask casually if +she would breakfast in the sitting-room. It was so late, almost eleven, +and they could have it at twelve upstairs--not in the restaurant as he +had yesterday intended. He must find out about the roses; he could not +endure to pass the whole day in wonder and doubt. + +And Zara, too, started dressing. It was better under the circumstances +to be armed at all points, and she felt safer and calmer with Henriette +in the room. + +So a few minutes before twelve they met in the sitting-room. + +Her whole expression was on the defensive: he saw that at once. + +The waiters would be coming in with the breakfast soon. Would there be +time to talk to her, or had he better postpone it until they were +certain to be alone? He decided upon this latter course, and just said a +cold "Good morning," and turned to the _New York Herald_ and looked at +the news. + +Zara felt more reassured. + +So they presently sat down to their breakfast, each ready to play the +game. + +They spoke of the theaters--the one they had arranged to go to this +Saturday night was causing all Paris to laugh. + +"It will be a jolly good thing to laugh," Tristram said--and Zara +agreed. + +He made no allusion to the events of the night before, and she hardly +spoke at all. And at last the repast was over, and the waiters had left +the room. + +Tristram got up, after his coffee and liqueur, but he lit no cigar; he +went to one of the great windows which look out on the Colonne Vendome, +and then he came back. Zara was sitting upon the heliotrope Empire sofa +and had picked up the paper again. + +He stood before her, with an expression upon his face which ought to +have melted any woman. + +"Zara," he said softly, "I want you to tell me, why did you come into my +room?" + +Her great eyes filled with startled horror and surprise, and her white +cheeks grew bright pink with an exquisite flush. + +"I?"--and she clenched her hands. How did he know? Had he seen her, +then? But he evidently did know, and there was no use to lie. "I was +so--frightened--that--" + +Tristram took a step nearer and sat down by her side. He saw the +confession was being dragged from her, and he gloried in it and would +not help her out. + +She moved further from him, then, with grudging reluctance, she +continued, + +"There can be such unpleasant quarrels with those horrible men. It--was +so very late--I--I--wished to be sure that you had come safely in." + +Then she looked down, and the rose died out of her face, leaving it very +white. + +And if Tristram's pride in the decision he had come to, on the fatal +wedding night, that she must make the first advances before he would +again unbend, had not held him, he would certainly have risked +everything and clasped her in his arms. As it was, he resisted the +intense temptation to do so, and made himself calm, while he answered, + +"It mattered to you, then, in some way, that I should not come to harm?" + +He was still sitting on the sofa near her, and that magnetic essence +which is in propinquity appealed to her; ignorant of all such emotions +as she was she only knew something had suddenly made her feel nervous, +and that her heart was thumping in her side. + +"Yes, of course it mattered," she faltered, and then went on coldly, as +he gave a glad start; "scandals are so unpleasant--scenes and all those +things are so revolting. I had to endure many of them in my former +life." + +Oh! so that was it! Just for fear of a scandal and because she had known +disagreeable things! Not a jot of feeling for himself! And Tristram got +up quickly and walked to the fireplace. He was cut to the heart. + +The case was utterly hopeless, he felt. He was frozen and stung each +time he even allowed himself to be human and hope for anything. But he +was a strong man, and this should be the end of it. He would not be +tortured again. + +He took the little bunch of flowers out of his pocket and handed it to +her quietly, while his face was full of pain. + +"Here is the proof you left me of your kind interest," he told her. +"Perhaps your maid will miss it and wish to sew it on." And then without +another word he went out of the room. + +Zara, left alone, sat staring into the fire. What did all this mean? She +felt very unhappy, but not angry or alarmed. She did not want to hurt +him. Had she been very unkind? After all, he had behaved, in comparison +to Ladislaus, with wonderful self-control--and--yes, supposing he were +not quite a sensual brute she had been very hard. She knew what pride +meant; she had abundance herself, and she realized for the first time +how she must have been stinging his. + +But there were facts which could not be got over. He had married her for +her uncle's money and then shown at once that her person tempted him, +when it could not be anything else. + +She got up and walked about the room. There was a scent of him +somewhere--the scent of a fine cigar. She felt uneasy of she knew not +what. Did she wish him to come back? Was she excited? Should she go out? +And then, for no reason on earth, she suddenly burst into tears. + + * * * * * + +They met for dinner, and she herself had never looked or been more icy +cold than Tristram was. They went down into the restaurant and there, of +course, he encountered some friends dining, too, in a merry party; and +he nodded gayly to them and told her casually who they were, and then +went on with his dinner. His manner had lost its constraint, it was just +casually indifferent. And soon they started for the theater, and it was +he who drew as far away as he could, when they got into the automobile. + +They had a box--and the piece had begun. It was one of those impossibly +amusing Paris farces, on the borderland of all convention but so +intensely comic that none could help their mirth, and Tristram shook +with laughter and forgot for the time that he was a most miserable young +man. And even Zara laughed. But it did not melt things between them. +Tristram's feelings had been too wounded for any ordinary circumstances +to cause him to relent. + +"Do you care for some supper?" he said coldly when they came out. But +she answered. "No," so he took her back, and as far as the lift where he +left her, politely saying "Good night," and she saw him disappear +towards the door, and knew he had again gone out. + +And going on to the sitting-room alone, she found the English mail had +come in, and there were the letters on the table, at least a dozen for +Tristram, as she sorted them out--a number in women's handwriting--and +but two for herself. One was from her uncle, full of agreeable +congratulations subtly expressed; and the other, forwarded from Park +Lane, from Mirko, as yet ignorant of her change of state, a small, +funny, pathetic letter that touched her heart. He was better, and again +able to go out, and in a fortnight Agatha, the little daughter of the +Morleys, would be returning, and he could play with her. That might be a +joy--girls were not so tiresome and did not make so much noise as boys. + +Zara turned to the piano, which she had not yet opened, and sat down and +comforted herself with the airs she loved; and the maid who listened, +while she waited for her mistress to be undressed, turned up her eyes in +wonder. + +_"Quel drole de couple!"_ she said. + +And Tristram reencountered his friends and went off with them to sup. + +Her ladyship was tired, he told them, and had gone to bed. And two of +the Englishwomen who knew him quite well teased him and said how +beautiful his bride was and how strange-looking, and what an iceberg he +must be to be able to come out to supper and leave her alone! And they +wondered why he then smiled cynically. + +"For," said one to the other on their way home, "the new Lady Tancred is +perfectly beautiful! Fancy, Gertrude, Tristram leaving her for a minute! +And did you ever see such a face? It looks anything but cold." + +Zara was wide-awake when, about two, he came in. She heard him in the +sitting-room and suddenly became conscious that her thoughts had been +with him ever since she went to bed, and not with Mirko and his letter. + +She supposed he was now reading his pile of correspondence--he had such +numbers of fond friends! And then she heard him shut the door, and go +round into his room; but the carpets were very thick and she heard no +more. + +If she could have seen what happened beyond that closed door, would it +have opened her eyes, or made her happy? Who can tell? + +For Higgins, with methodical tidiness, had emptied the pockets of the +coat his master had worn in the day, and there on top of a letter or two +and a card-case was one tiny pink rose, a wee bud that had become +detached from the torn bunch. + +And when Tristram saw it his heart gave a great bound. So it had stayed +behind, when he had returned the others, and was there now to hurt him +with remembrance of what might have been! He was unable to control the +violent emotion which shook him. He went to the window and opened it +wide: the moon was rather over, but still blazed in the sky. Then he +bent down and passionately kissed the little bud, while a scorching mist +gathered in his eyes. + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +So at last the Wednesday morning came--and they could go back to +England. From that Saturday night until they left Paris Tristram's +manner of icy, polite indifference to his bride never changed. She had +no more quaking shocks nor any fear of too much ardor! He avoided every +possible moment of her society he could, and when forced to be with her +seemed aloof and bored. + +And the freezing manner of Zara was caused no longer by haughty +self-defense but because she was unconsciously numb at heart. + +Unknown, undreamed-of emotion came over her, whenever she chanced to +find him close, and during his long absences her thoughts followed +him--sometimes with wonderment. + +Just as they were going down to start for the train on the Wednesday +morning a telegram was put into her hand. It was addressed "La Baronne +de Tancred," and she guessed at once this would be Mimo's idea of her +name. Tristram, who was already down the steps by the concierge's desk, +turned and saw her open it, with a look of intense strain. He saw that +as she read her eyes widened and stared out in front of them for a +moment, and that her face grew pale. + +For Mimo had wired, "Mirko not quite so well." She crumpled the blue +paper in her hand, and followed her husband through the bowing personnel +of the hotel into the automobile. She controlled herself and was even +able to give one of her rare smiles in farewell, but when they started +she leaned back, and again her face went white. Tristram was moved. Whom +was her telegram from? She did not tell him and he would not ask, but +the feeling that there were in her life, things and interests of which +he knew nothing did not please him. And this particular thing--what was +it? Was it from a man? It had caused her some deep emotion--he could +plainly see that. He longed to ask her but was far too proud, and their +terms had grown so distant he hardly liked to express even solicitude, +which, however, he did. + +"I hope you have not had any bad news?" + +Then she turned her eyes upon him, and he saw that she had hardly heard +him; they looked blank. + +"What?" she asked vaguely; and then, recollecting herself confusedly, +she went on, "No--not exactly--but something about which I must think." + +So he was shut out of her confidence. He felt that, and carefully +avoided taking any further notice of her. + +When they got to the station he suddenly perceived she was not following +him as he made way for her in the crowd, but had gone over to the +telegraph office by herself. + +He waited and fumed. It was evidently something about which she wished +no one to see what she wrote, for she could perfectly well have given +the telegram to Higgins to take, who would be waiting by the saloon +door. + +She returned in a few moments, and she saw that Tristram's face was very +stern. It did not strike her that he was jealous about the mystery of +the telegram; she thought he was annoyed at her for not coming on in +case they should be late, so she said hurriedly, "There is plenty of +time." + +"Naturally," he answered stiffly as they walked along, "but it is quite +unnecessary for Lady Tancred to struggle through this rabble and take +telegrams herself. Higgins could have done it when we were settled in +the train." + +And with unexpected meekness all she said was, "I am very sorry." + +So the incident ended there--but not the uneasy impression it left. + +Tristram did not even make a pretense of reading the papers when the +train moved on; he sat there staring in front of him, with his handsome +face shadowed by a moody frown. And any close observer who knew him +would have seen that there was a change in his whole expression, since +the same time the last week. + +The impossible disappointment of everything! What kind of a nature could +his wife have, to be so absolutely mute and unresponsive as she had +been? He felt glad he had not given her the chance to snub him again. +These last days he had been able to keep to his determination, and at +all events did not feel himself humiliated. How long would it be before +he should cease to care for her? He hoped to God--soon, because the +strain of crushing his passionate desires was one which no man could +stand long. + +The little, mutinous face, with its alluring, velvet, white skin, her +slightly full lips, all curved and red, and tempting, and anything but +cold in shape, and the extraordinary magnetic attraction of her whole +personality, made her a most dangerous thing; and then his thoughts +turned to the vision of her hair undone that he had had on that first +evening at Dover. He had said once to Francis Markrute, he remembered, +that these great passions were "storybook stuff." Good God! Well, in +those days he had not known. + +He thought, as he returned from his honeymoon this day, that he could +not be more frightfully unhappy, but he was really only beginning the +anguish of the churning of his soul--if he had known. + +And Zara sat in her armchair, and pretended to read; but when he glanced +at her he saw that it was a farce and that her expressive eyes were +again quite blank. + +And finally, after the uncomfortable hours, they arrived at Calais and +went to the boat. + +Here Zara seemed to grow anxious again and on the alert, and, stepping +forward, asked Higgins to inquire if there was a telegram for her, +addressed to the ship. But there was not, and she subsided once more +quietly and sat in their cabin. + +Tristram did not even attempt to play the part of the returning +bridegroom beyond the ordinary seeing to her comfort about which he had +never failed; he left her immediately and remained for all the voyage on +deck. + +And when they reached Dover Zara's expectancy showed again, but it was +not until they were just leaving the station that a telegram was thrust +through the window and he took it from the boy, while he could not help +noticing the foreign form of address. And a certainty grew in his brain +that it was "that same cursed man!" + +He watched her face as she read it, and noticed the look of relief as, +quite unconscious of his presence, his bride absently spread the paper +out. And although deliberately to try and see what was written was not +what he would ever have done, his eyes caught the signature, "Mimo," +before he was aware of it. + +Mimo--that was the brute's name! + +And what could he say or do? They were not really husband and wife, and +as long as she did nothing to disgrace the Tancred honor he had no valid +reason for questions or complaints. + +But he burnt with suspicion, and jealousy, and pain. + +Then he thought over what Francis Markrute had said the first evening, +when he had agreed to the marriage. He remembered how he had not felt it +would be chivalrous or honorable to ask any questions, once he had +blindly gone the whole length and settled she should be his; but how +Francis had gratuitously informed him that she had been an immaculate +wife until a year ago, and married to an unspeakable brute. + +He knew the financier very well, and knew that he was, with all his +subtle cleverness, a man of spotless honor. Evidently, then, if there +was anything underneath he was unaware of it. But was there anything? +Even though he was angry and suspicious he realized that the bearing of +his wife was not guilty or degraded. She was a magnificently proud and +noble-looking creature, but perhaps even the noblest women could stoop +to trick from--love! And this thought caused him to jump up +suddenly--much to Zara's astonishment. And she saw the veins show on the +left side of his temple as in a knot, a peculiarity, like the horseshoe +of the Redgauntlets, which ran in the Tancred race. + +Then he felt how foolish he was, causing himself suffering over an +imaginary thing; and here this piece of white marble sat opposite him in +cold silence, while his being was wrung! He suddenly understood +something which he had never done before, when he read of such things +in the papers--how, passionately loving, a man could yet kill the thing +he loved. + +And Zara, comforted by the telegram, "Much better again to-day," had +leisure to return to the subject which had lately begun unconsciously to +absorb her--the subject of her lord! + +She wondered what made him look so stern. His nobly-cut face was as +though it were carved in stone. Just from an abstract, artistic point of +view, she told herself, she honestly admired him and his type. It was +finer than any other race could produce and she was glad she was half +English, too. The lines were so slender and yet so strong; and every +bone balanced--and the look of superb health and athletic strength. + +Such must have been the young Greeks who ran in the Gymnasium at Athens, +she thought. + +And then, suddenly, an intense quiver of unknown emotion rushed over +her. And if at that moment he had clasped her and kissed her, instead of +sitting there glaring into space, the rest of this story need never have +been written! + +But the moment passed, and she crushed whatever it was she felt of the +dawning of love, and he dominated the uneasy suspicions of her fidelity; +and they got out of the train at Charing Cross--after their remarkable +wedding journey. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +Francis Markrute's moral antennae upon which he prided himself informed +him that all was not as it should be between this young bride and +bridegroom. Zara seemed to have acquired in this short week even an +extra air of regal dignity, aided by her perfect clothes; and Tristram +looked stern, and less joyous and more haughty than he had done. And +they were both so deadly cold, and certainly constrained! It was not one +of the financier's habits ever to doubt himself or his deductions. They +were based upon far too sound reasoning. No, if something had gone wrong +or had not yet evolutionized it was only for the moment and need cause +no philosophical _deus ex machina_ any uneasiness. + +For it was morally and physically impossible that such a perfectly +developed pair of the genus human being could live together in the bonds +of marriage, and not learn to love. + +Meanwhile, it was his business as the friend and uncle of the two to be +genial and make things go on greased wheels. + +So he exerted himself to talk at dinner--their dinner _a trois_--. He +told them all the news that had happened during the week--Was it only a +week--Zara and Tristram both thought! + +How there were rumors that in the coming spring there might be a general +election, and that the Radicals were making fresh plots to ruin the +country; but there was to be no autumn session, and, as usual, the +party to which they all had the honor to belong was half asleep. + +And then the two men grew deep in a political discussion, so as soon as +Zara had eaten her peach she said she would leave them to their talk, +and say "Good night," as she was tired out. + +"Yes, my niece," said her uncle who had risen. And he did what he had +not done since she was a child, he stooped and kissed her white +forehead. "Yes, indeed, you must go and rest. We both want you to do us +justice to-morrow, don't we, Tristram? We must have our special lady +looking her best." + +And she smiled a faint smile as she passed from the room. + +"By George! my dear boy," the financier went on, "I don't believe I ever +realized what a gorgeously beautiful creature my niece is. She is like +some wonderful exotic blossom--a mass of snow and flame!" + +And Tristram said with unconscious cynicism, + +"Certainly snow--but where is the flame?" + +Francis Markrute looked at him out of the corners of his clever eyes. +She had been icy to him in Paris, then! But his was not the temperament +to interfere. It was only a question of time. After all, a week was not +long to grow accustomed to a perfect stranger. + +Then they went back to the library, and smoked for an hour or so and +continued their political chat; and at last Markrute said to his new +nephew-in-law blandly, + +"In a year or so, when you and Zara have a son, I will give you, my dear +boy, some papers to read which will interest you as showing the mother's +side of his lineage. It will be a fit balance, as far as actual blood +goes, to your own." + +In a year or so, when Zara should have a son! + +Of all the aspects of the case, which her pride and disdain had robbed +him of, this, Tristram felt, was perhaps--though it had not before +presented itself to him--the most cruel. He would have no son! + +He got up suddenly and threw his unfinished cigar into the grate--that +old habit of his when he was moved--and he said in a voice that the +financier knew was strained, + +"That is awfully good of you. I shall have to have it inserted in the +family tree--some day. But now I think I shall turn in. I want to have +my eye rested, and be as fit as a fiddle for the shoot. I have had a +tiring week." + +And Francis Markrute came out with him into the passage and up to the +first floor, and when they got so far they heard the notes of the +_Chanson Triste_ being played again from Zara's sitting-room. She had +not gone to bed, then, it seemed! + +"Good God!" said Tristram. "I don't know why, but I wish to heaven she +would not play that tune." + +And the two men looked at one another with some uneasy wonder in their +eyes. + +"Go on and take her to bed," the financier suggested. "Perhaps she does +not like being left so long alone." + +Tristram went upstairs with a bitter laugh to himself. + +He did not go near the sitting-room; he went straight into the room +which had been allotted to himself: and a savage sense of humiliation +and impotent rage convulsed him. + +The next day, the express which would stop for them at Tylling Green, +the little station for Montfitchet, started at two o'clock, and the +financier had given orders to have an early lunch at twelve before they +left. He, himself, went off to the City for half an hour to read his +letters, at ten o'clock, and was surprised when he asked Turner if Lord +and Lady Tancred had break-fasted to hear that her ladyship had gone out +at half-past nine o'clock and that his lordship had given orders to his +valet not to disturb him, in his lordship's room--and here Turner +coughed--until half-past ten. + +"See that they have everything they want," his master said, and then +went out. But when he was in his electric brougham, gliding eastwards, +he frowned to himself. + +"The proud, little minx! So she has insisted upon keeping to the +business bargain up till now, has she!" he thought. "If it goes on we +shall have to make her jealous. That would be an infallible remedy for +her caprice." + +But Zara was not concerned with such things at all for the moment. She +was waiting anxiously for Mimo at their trysting-place, the mausoleum of +Halicarnassus in the British Museum, and he was late. He would have the +last news of Mirko. No reply had awaited her to her telegram to Mrs. +Morley from Paris, and it had been too late to wire again last night. +And Mrs. Morley must have got the telegram, because Mimo had got his. + +Some day, she hoped--when she could grow perhaps more friendly with her +husband--she would get her uncle to let her tell him about Mirko. It +would make everything so much more simple as regards seeing him, and +why, since the paper was all signed and nothing could be altered, should +there be any mystery now? Only, her uncle had said the day before the +wedding, + +"I beg of you not to mention the family disgrace of your mother to your +husband nor speak to him of the man Sykypri for a good long time--if you +ever need." + +And she had acquiesced. + +"For," Francis Markrute had reasoned to himself, "if the boy dies, as +Morley thinks there is every likelihood that he will, why should +Tristram ever know?" + +The disgrace of his adored sister always made him wince. + +Mimo came at last, looking anxious and haggard, and not his debonair +self. Yes, he had had a telegram that morning. He had sent one, as he +was obliged to do, in her name, and hence the confusion in the answer. +Mrs. Morley had replied to the Neville Street address, and Zara wondered +if she knew London very well and would see how impossible such a +locality would be for the Lady Tancred! + +But Mirko was better--decidedly better--the attack had again been very +short. So she felt reassured for the moment, and was preparing to go +when she remembered that one of the things she had come for was to give +Mimo some money in notes which she had prepared for him; but, knowing +the poor gentleman's character, she was going to do it delicately by +buying the "Apache!" For she was quite aware that just money, for him to +live, now that it was not a question of the welfare of Mirko, he would +never accept from her. In such unpractical, sentimental ways does +breeding show itself in some weak natures! + +Mimo was almost suspicious of the transaction, and she was obliged to +soothe and flatter him by saying that he must surely always have +understood how intensely she had admired that work; and now she was rich +it would be an everlasting pleasure to her to own it for her very own. +So poor Mimo _was_ comforted, and they parted after a while, all +arrangements having been made that the telegrams--should any more +come--were to go first, addressed to her at Neville Street, so that the +poor father should see them and then send them on. + +And as it was now past eleven o'clock Zara returned quickly back to Park +Lane and was coming in at the door just as her husband was descending +the stairs. + +"You are up very early, Milady," he said casually, and because of the +servants in the hall she felt it would look better to follow him into +the library. + +Tristram was surprised at this and he longed to ask her where she had +been, but she did not tell him; she just said, + +"What time do we arrive at your uncle's? Is it five or six?" + +"It only takes three hours. We shall be in about five. And, Zara, I want +you to wear the sable coat. I think it suits you better than the +chinchilla you had when we left." + +A little pink came into her cheeks. This was the first time he had ever +spoken of her clothes; and to hide the sudden strange emotion she felt, +she said coldly. + +"Yes, I intended to. I shall always hate that chinchilla coat." + +And he turned away to the window, stung again by her words which she had +said unconsciously. The chinchilla had been her conventional "going +away" bridal finery. That was, of course, why she hated the remembrance +of it. + +As soon as she had said the words she felt sorry. What on earth made her +so often wound him? She did not know it was part of the same instinct of +self-defense which had had to make up her whole attitude towards life. +Only this time it was unconsciously to hide and so defend the new +emotion which was creeping into her heart. + +He stayed with his back turned, looking out of the window; so, after +waiting a moment, she went from the room. + +At the station they found Jimmy Danvers, and a Mr. and Mrs. Harcourt +with the latter's sister, Miss Opie, and several men. The rest of the +party, including Emily and Mary, Jimmy told them, had gone down by the +eleven o'clock train. + +Both Mrs. Harcourt and her sister and, indeed, the whole company were +Tristram's old and intimate friends and they were so delighted to see +him, and chaffed and were gay, and Zara watched, and saw that her uncle +entered into the spirit of the fun in the saloon, and only she was a +stranger and out in the cold. + +As for Tristram, he seemed to become a different person to the stern, +constrained creature of the past week, and he sat in a corner with Mrs. +Harcourt, and bent over her and chaffed and whispered in her ear, and +she--Zara--was left primly in one of the armchairs, a little aloof. But +such a provoking looking type of beauty as hers did not long leave the +men of the party cold to her charms; and soon Jimmy Danvers joined her +and a Colonel Lowerby, commonly known as "the Crow," and she held a +little court. But to relax and be genial and unregal was so difficult +for her, with the whole contrary training of all her miserable life. + +Hitherto men and, indeed, often women were things to be kept at a +distance, as in one way or another they were sure to bite! + +And after a while the party adjusted itself, some for bridge and some +for sleep; and Jimmy Danvers and Colonel Lowerby went into the small +compartment to smoke. + +"Well, Crow," said Jimmy, "what do you think of Tristram's new lady? +Isn't she a wonder? But, Jehoshaphat! doesn't she freeze you to death!" + +"Very curious type," growled the Crow. "Bit of Vesuvius underneath, I +expect." + +"Yes, that is what a fellow'd think to look at her," Jimmy said, puffing +at his cigarette. "But she keeps the crust on the top all the time; the +bloomin' volcano don't get a chance!" + +"She doesn't look stupid," continued the Crow. "She looks stormy--expect +it's pretty well worth while, though, when she melts." + +"Poor old Tristram don't look as if he had had a taste of paradise with +his houri, for his week, does he? Before we'd heartened him up on the +platform a bit--give you my word--he looked as mum as an owl," Jimmy +said. "And she looked like an iceberg, as she's done all the time. I've +never seen her once warm up." + +"He's awfully in love with her," grunted the Crow. + +"I believe that is about the measure, though I can't see how you've +guessed it. You had not got back for the wedding, Crow, and it don't +show now." + +The Crow laughed--one of his chuckling, cynical laughs which to his dear +friend Lady Anningford meant so much that was in his mind. + +"Oh, doesn't it!" he said. + +"Well, tell me, what do you really think of her?" Jimmy went on. "You +see, I was best man at the wedding, and I feel kind of responsible if +she is going to make the poor, old boy awfully unhappy." + +"She's unhappy herself," said the Crow. "It's because she is unhappy +she's so cold. She reminds me of a rough terrier I bought once, when I +was a lad, from a particularly brutal bargeman. It snarled at every one +who came near it, before they could show if they were going to kick or +not, just from force of habit." + +"Well?" questioned Jimmy, who, as before has been stated, was rather +thick. + +"Well, after I had had it for a year it was the most faithful and the +gentlest dog I ever owned. That sort of creature wants oceans of +kindness. Expect Tristram's pulled the curb--doesn't understand as yet." + +"Why, how could a person who must always have had heaps of +cash--Markrute's niece, you know--and a fine position be like your dog, +Crow? You _are_ drawing it!" + +"Well, you need not mind what I say, Jimmy," Colonel Lowerby went on. +"Judge for yourself. You asked my opinion, and as I am an old friend of +the family I've given it, and time will show." + +"Lady Highford's going to be at Montfitchet," Jimmy announced after a +pause. "She won't make things easy for any one, will she!" + +"How did that happen?" asked the Crow in an astonished voice. + +"Ethelrida had asked her in the season, when every one supposed the +affair was still on, and I expect she would not let them put her off--" +And then both men looked up at the door, for Tristram peeped in. + +"We shall be arriving in five minutes, you fellows," he said. + +And soon they drew up at the little Tylling Green station, and the +saloon was switched off, while the express flew on to King's Lynn. + +There were motor cars and an omnibus to meet them, and Lady Ethelrida's +own comfortable coupe for the bridal pair. They might just want to say a +few words together alone before arriving, she had kindly thought. And +so, though neither of the two were very eager for this tete-a-tete, they +got in and started off. The little coupe had very powerful engines and +flew along, so they were well ahead of the rest of the party and would +get to the house first, which was what the hostess had calculated upon. +Then Tristram could have the pleasure of presenting his bride to the +assembled company at tea, without the interruptions of the greetings of +the other folk. + +Zara felt excited. She was beginning to realize that these English +people were all of her dead father's class, not creatures whom one must +beware of until one knew whether or not they were gamblers or rogues. +And it made her breathe more freely, and the black panther's look died +out of her eyes. She did not feel nervous, as she well might have +done--only excited and highly worked up. Tristram, for his part, wished +to heaven Ethelrida had not arranged to send the coupe for them. It was +such a terrible temptation for him to resist for five miles, sitting so +near her all alone in the dusk of the afternoon! He clenched his hands +under the rug, and drew as far away from her as he could; and she +glanced at him and wondered, almost timidly, why he looked so stern. + +"I hope you will tell me, if there is anything special you wish me to +do, please?" she said. "Because, you see, I have never been in the +English country before, and my uncle has given me to understand the +customs are different to those abroad." + +He felt he could not look at her; the unusual gentleness in her voice +was so alluring, and he had not forgotten the hurt of the chinchilla +coat. If he relented in his attitude at all she would certainly snub him +again; so he continued staring in front of him, and answered ordinarily, + +"I expect you will do everything perfectly right, and every one will +only want to be kind to you, and make you have a good time; and my uncle +will certainly make love to you but you must not mind that." + +And Zara allowed herself to smile as she answered, + +"No, I shall not in the least object to that!" + +He knew she was smiling--out of the corner of his eye--and the +temptation to clasp her to him was so overpowering that he said rather +hoarsely, "Do you mind if I put the window down?" + +He must have some air; he was choking. She wondered more and more what +was the matter with him, and they both fell into a constrained silence +which lasted until they turned into the park gates; and Zara peered out +into the ghostly trees, with their autumn leaves nearly off, and tried +to guess from the lodge what the house would be like. + +It was very enormous and stately, she found when they reached it, and, +she walking with her empress air and Tristram following her, they at +last came to the picture gallery where the rest of the party, who had +arrived earlier, were all assembled in the center, by one of the big +fireplaces, with their host and hostess having tea. + +The Duke and Lady Ethelrida came forward, down the very long, narrow +room (they had quite sixty feet to walk before they met them), and +then, when they did, they both kissed Zara--their beautiful new +relation!--and Lady Ethelrida taking her arm drew her towards the party, +while she whispered, + +"You dear, lovely thing! Ever so many welcomes to the family and +Montfitchet!" + +And Zara suddenly felt a lump in her throat. How she had misjudged them +all in her hurt ignorance! And determining to repair her injustice she +advanced with a smile and was presented to the group. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +There was a good deal of running into each other's rooms before dressing +for dinner among the ladies at Montfitchet, that night. They had, they +felt, to exchange views about the new bride! And the opinions were +favorable, on the whole; unanimous, as to her beauty and magnetic +attraction; divided, as to her character; but fiercely and venomously +antagonistic in one mean, little heart. + +Emily and Mary and Lady Betty Burns clustered together in the latter's +room. "We think she is perfectly lovely, Betty," Emily said, "but we +don't know her as yet. She is rather stiff, and frightens us just a +little. Perhaps she is shy. What do you think?" + +"She looks just like the heroines in some of the books that Mamma does +not let me read and I am obliged to take up to bed with me. Don't you +know, Mary--especially the one I lent you--deeply, mysteriously tragic. +You remember the one who killed her husband and then went off with the +Italian Count; and then with some one else. It was frightfully +exciting." + +"Good gracious! Betty," exclaimed Emily. "How dreadful! You don't think +our sister-in-law looks like that?" + +"I really don't know," said Lady Betty, who was nineteen and wrote lurid +melodramas--to the waste of much paper and the despair of her mother. "I +don't know. I made one of my heroines in my last play have just those +passionate eyes--and she stabbed the villain in the second act!" + +"Yes, but," said Mary, who felt she must defend Tristram's wife, "Zara +isn't in a play and there is no villain, and--why, Betty, no one has +tragedies in real life!" + +Lady Betty tossed her flaxen head, while she announced a prophecy, with +an air of deep wisdom which positively frightened the other two girls. + +"You mark my words, both of you, Emily and Mary--they will have some +tragedy before the year is out! And I shall put it all in my next play." + +And with this fearful threat ringing in their ears Tristram's two +sisters walked in a scared fashion to their room. + +"Betty is wonderful, isn't she, darling?" Mary said. "But, Em, you don't +think there is any truth in it, do you? Mother would be so horribly +shocked if there was anything like one of Betty's plays in the family, +wouldn't she? And Tristram would never allow it either!" + +"Of course not, you goosie," answered Emily. "But Betty is right in one +way--Zara has got a mysterious face, and--and, Mary--Tristram seemed +somehow changed, I thought; rather sarcastic once or twice." + +And then their maid came in and put a stop to their confidences. + + * * * * * + +"She is the most wonderful person I have ever met, Ethelrida," Lady +Anningford was just then saying, as she and the hostess stopped at her +door and let Lady Thornby and the young Countess of Melton go on.--"She +is wickedly beautiful and attractive, and there is something odd about +her, too, and it touches me; and I don't believe she is really wicked a +bit. Her eyes are like storm clouds. I have heard her first husband was +a brute. I can't think who told me but it came from some one at one of +the Embassies." + +"We don't know much about her, any of us," Lady Ethelrida said, "but +Aunt Jane asked us all in the beginning to trust Tristram's judgment: he +is awfully proud, you know. And besides, her uncle, Mr. Markrute, is so +nice. But, Anne--" and Lady Ethelrida paused. + +"Well, what, dear? Tristram is awfully in love with her, isn't he?" Lady +Anningford asked. + +"Yes," said Lady Ethelrida, "but, Anne, do you really think Tristram +looks happy? I thought when he was not speaking his face seemed rather +sad." + +"The Crow came down in the train with them," Lady Anningford announced. +"I'll hear the whole exact impression of them after dinner and tell you. +The Crow is always right." + +"She is so very attractive, I am sure, to every man who sees her, Anne. +I hope Lord Elterton won't begin and make Tristram jealous. I wish I had +not asked him. And then there is Laura--It was awful taste, I think, her +insisting upon coming, don't you?--Anne, if she seems as if she were +going to be horrid you will help me to protect Zara, won't you?--And now +we really must dress." + + * * * * * + +In another room Mrs. Harcourt was chatting with her sister and Lady +Highford. + +"She is perfectly lovely, Laura," Miss Opie said. "Her hair must reach +down to the ground and looks as if it would not come off, and her skin +isn't even powdered--I examined it, on purpose, in a side light. And +those eyes! Je-hoshaphat! as Jimmy Danvers says." + +"Poor, darling Tristram!" Laura sighed sentimentally while she inwardly +registered her intense dislike of "the Opie girl." "He looks melancholy +enough--for a bridegroom; don't you think so, Kate?" and she lowered her +eyes, with a glance of would-be meaning, as though she could say more, +if she wished. "But no wonder, poor dear boy! He loathed the marriage; +it was so fearfully sudden. I suppose the Markrute man had got him in +his power." + +"You don't say so!" Mrs. Harcourt gasped. She was a much simpler person +than her sister. "Jimmy assured me that Lord Tancred was violently in +love with her, and that was it." + +"Jimmy always was a fool," Lady Highford said, and as they went on to +their rooms Lily Opie whispered, + +"Kate, Laura Highford is an odious cat, and I don't believe a word about +Mr. Markrute and the getting Lord Tancred into his power. That is only +to make a salve for herself. The Duke would never have Mr. Markrute here +if there was anything fishy about him. Why, ducky, you know it is the +only house left in England, almost, where they have only US!" + + * * * * * + +Tristram was ready for dinner in good time but he hesitated about +knocking at his wife's door. If she did not let him know she was ready +he would send Higgins to ask for her maid. + +His eyes were shining with the pride he felt in her. She had indeed come +up to the scratch. He had not believed it possible that she could have +been so gracious, and he had not even guessed that she would condescend +to speak so much. And all his old friends had been so awfully nice +about her and honestly admiring; except Arthur Elterton--_he_ had +admired rather too much! + +And then this exaltation somewhat died down. It was after all but a very +poor, outside show, when, in reality, he could not even knock at her +door! + +He wished now he had never let his pride hurl forth that ultimatum on +the wedding night, because he would have to stick to it! He could not +make the slightest advance, and it did not look as if she meant to do +so. Tristram in an ordinary case when his deep feelings were not +concerned would have known how to display a thousand little tricks for +the allurement of a woman, would have known exactly how to cajole her, +to give her a flower, and hesitate when he spoke her name--and a number +of useful things--but he was too terribly in earnest to be anything but +a real, natural man; that is, hurt from her coldness and diffident of +himself, and iron-bound with pride. + +And Zara at the other side of the door felt almost happy. It was the +first evening in her life she had ever dressed without some heavy burden +of care. Her self-protective, watchful instincts could rest for a while; +these new relations were truly, not only seemingly, so kind. The only +person she immediately and instinctively disliked was Lady Highford who +had gushed and said one or two bitter-sweet things which she had not +clearly nor literally understood, but which, she felt, were meant to be +hostile. + +And her husband, Tristram! It was plain to be seen every one loved +him--from the old Duke, to the old setter by the fire. And how was it +possible for them all to love a man, when--and then her thoughts +unconsciously turned to _if_--he were capable of so base a thing as his +marriage with her had been? Was it possible there could be any mistake? +On the first opportunity she would question her uncle; and although she +knew that gentleman would only tell her exactly as much as he wished her +to know, that much would be the truth. + +Dinner was to be at half-past eight. She ought to be punctual, she knew; +but it was all so wonderful, and refined, and old-world, in her charming +room, she felt inclined to dawdle and look around. + +It was a room as big as her mother's had been, in the gloomy castle near +Prague, but it was full of cozy touches--beyond the great gilt state +bed, which she admired immensely--and with which she instinctively felt +only the English--and only such English--know how to endow their +apartments. + +Then she roused herself. She _must_ dress. Fortunately her hair did not +take any time to twist up. + +"_Miladi_ is a dream!" Henriette exclaimed when at last she was ready. +"_Milor_ will be proud!" + +And he was. + +She sent Henriette to knock at his door--his door in the passage--not +the one between their rooms!--just on the stroke of half-past eight. He +was at that moment going to send Higgins on a like errand! and his sense +of humor at the grotesqueness of the situation made him laugh a bitter +laugh. + +The two servants as the messengers!--when he ought to have been in there +himself, helping to fix on her jewels, and playing with her hair, and +perhaps kissing exquisite bits of her shoulders when the maid was not +looking, or fastening her dress! + +Well, the whole thing was a ghastly farce that must be got through; he +would take up politics, and be a wonderful landlord to the people at +Wrayth; and somehow, he would get through with it, and no one should +ever know, from him, of his awful mistake. + +He hardly allowed himself to tell her she looked very beautiful as they +walked along the great corridor. She was all in deep sapphire-blue +gauze, with no jewels on at all but the Duke's splendid brooch. + +That was exquisite of her, he appreciated that fine touch. Indeed, he +appreciated everything about her--if she had known. + +People were always more or less on time in this house, and after the +silent hush of admiration caused by the bride's entrance they all began +talking and laughing, and none but Lady Highford and another woman were +late. + +And as Zara walked along the white drawing-room, on the old Duke's arm, +she felt that somehow she had got back to a familiar atmosphere, where +she was at rest after long years of strife. + +Lady Ethelrida had gone in with the bridegroom--to-night everything was +done with strict etiquette--and on her left hand she had placed the +bride's uncle. The new relations were to receive every honor, it seemed. +And Francis Markrute, as he looked round the table, with the perfection +of its taste, and saw how everything was going on beautifully, felt he +had been justified in his schemes. + +Lady Anningford sat beyond Tristram, and often these two talked, so Lady +Ethelrida had plenty of time, without neglecting him, to converse with +her other interesting guest. + +"I am so glad you like our old home, Mr. Markrute," she said. "To-morrow +I will show you a number of my favorite haunts. It seems sad, does it +not, as so many people assert, that the times are trending to take all +these dear, old things away from us, and divide them up?" + +"It will be a very bad day for England when that time comes," the +financier said. "If only the people could study evolution and the +meaning of things there would not be any of this nonsensical class +hatred. The immutable law is that no one long retains any position +unless he, or she, is suitable for it. Nothing endures that is not +harmonious. It is because England is now out of harmony, that this +seething is going on. You and your race have been fitted for what you +have held for hundreds of years; that is why you have stayed: and your +influence, and such as you, have made England great." + +"Then how do you account for the whole thing being now out of joint?" +Lady Ethelrida asked. "As my father and I and, as far as I know, numbers +of us have remained just the same, and have tried as well as we can to +do our duty to every one." + +"Have you ever studied the Laws of Lycurgus, Lady Ethelrida?" he asked. +And she shook her sleek, fine head. "Well, they are worth glancing at, +when you have time," he went on. "An immense value was placed upon +discipline, and as long as it lasted in its iron simplicity the Spartans +were the wonder of the then known world. But after their conquest of +Athens, when luxury poured in and every general wanted something for +himself and forgot the good of the state, then their discipline went to +pieces, and, so--the whole thing. And that, applied in a modern way, is +what is happening to England. All classes are forgetting their +discipline, and, without fitting themselves for what they aspire to, +they are trying to snatch from some other class. And the whole thing is +rotten with mawkish sentimentality, and false prudery, and abeyance of +common sense." + +"Yes," said Lady Ethelrida, much interested. + +"Lycurgus went to the root of things," the financier continued, "and +made the people morally and physically healthy, and ruthlessly expunged +the unfit--not like our modern nonsense, which encourages science to +keep, among the prospective parents for the future generation, all the +most diseased. Moral and physical balance and proportion were the ideas +of the Spartans. They would not have even been allowed to compete in the +games, if they were misshapen. And the analogy is, no one unfitted for a +part ought to aspire to it, for the public good. Any one has a right to +scream, if he does not obtain it when he is fitted for it." + +"Yes, I see," said Lady Ethelrida. "Then what do you mean when you say +every class is trying to snatch something from some other class? Do you +mean from the class above it? Or what? Because unless we, for +instance--technically speaking--snatched from the King from whom could +we snatch?" + +The financier smiled. + +"I said purposely, 'some other class,' instead of 'some class above it,' +for this reason: it is because a certain and ever-increasing number of +your class, if I may say so, are snatching--not, indeed, from the +King--but from all classes _beneath them_, manners and morals, and +absence of tenue, and absence of pride--things for which their class was +not fitted. They had their own vices formerly, which only hurt each +individual and not the order, as a stain will spoil the look of a bit of +machinery but will not upset its working powers like a piece of grit. +What they put into the machine now is grit. And the middle classes are +snatching what they think is gentility, and ridiculous pretenses to +birth and breeding; and the lower classes are snatching everything they +can get from the pitiful fall of the other two, and shouting that all +men are equal, when, if you come down to the practical thing, the +foreman of some ironworks, say--where the opinions were purely +socialistic, in the abstract--would give the last joined stoker a sound +trouncing for aspirations in his actual work above his capabilities; +because he would know that if the stoker were then made foreman the +machinery could not work. The stokers of life should first fit +themselves to be foremen before they shout." + +Then, as Lady Ethelrida looked very grave, and Francis Markrute was +really a whimsical person, and seldom talked so seriously to women, he +went on, smiling, + +"The only really perfect governments in the world are those of the Bees, +and Ants, because they are both ruled with ruthless discipline and no +sentiment, and every individual knows his place!" + +"I read once, somewhere, that it has been discovered," said Lady +Ethelrida gently--she never laid down the law--"that the reason why the +wonderful Greeks came to an end was not really because their system of +government was not a good one, but because the mosquitoes came and gave +them malaria, and enervated them and made them feeble, and so they could +not stand against the stronger peoples of the North. Perhaps," she went +on, "England has got some moral malarial mosquitoes and the scientists +have not yet discovered the proper means for their annihilation." + +Here Tristram who overheard this interrupted: + +"And it would not be difficult to give the noisome insects their English +names, would it, Francis? Some of them are in the cabinet." + +And the three laughed. But Lady Ethelrida wanted to hear something more +from her left-hand neighbor, so she said, + +"Then the inference to be drawn from what you have said is--we should +aim at making conditions so that it is possible for every individual to +have the chance to make himself practically--not theoretically--fit for +anything his soul aspires to. Is that it?" + +"Absolutely in a nutshell, dear lady," Francis Markrute said, and for a +minute he looked into her eyes with such respectful, intense admiration +that Lady Ethelrida looked away. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +In the white drawing-room, afterwards, Lady Highford was particularly +gushing to the new bride. She came with a group of other women to +surround her, and was so playful and charming to all her friends! She +must be allowed to sit next to Zara, because, she said, "Your husband +and I are such very dear, old friends. And how lovely it is to think +that now he will be able to reopen Wrayth! Dear Lady Tancred is so +glad," she purred. + +Zara just looked at her politely. What a done-up ferret woman! she +thought. She had met many of her tribe. At the rooms at Monte Carlo, and +in another class and another race, they were the kind who played in the +smallest stakes themselves, and often snatched the other people's money. + +"I have never heard my husband speak of you," she said presently, when +she had silently borne a good deal of vitriolic gush. "You have perhaps +been out of England for some time?" + +And Lady Anningford whispered to Ethelrida, "We need not worry to be +ready to defend her, pet! She can hold her own!" So they moved on to the +group of the girls. + +But at the end of their conversation, though Zara had used her method of +silence in a considerable degree and made it as difficult as she could +for Lady Highford, still, that artist in petty spite had been able to +leave behind her some rankling stings. She was a mistress of innuendo. +So that when the men came in, and Tristram, from the sense of "not +funking things" which was in him, deliberately found Laura and sat down +upon a distant sofa with her, Zara suddenly felt some unpleasant feeling +about her heart. She found that she desired to watch them, and that, in +spite of what any one said to her, her attention wandered back to the +distant sofa in some unconscious speculation and unrest. + +And Laura was being exceedingly clever. She scented with the cunning of +her species that Tristram was really unhappy, whether he was in love +with his hatefully beautiful wife or not. Now was her chance; not by +reproaches, but by sympathy, and, if possible, by planting some venom +towards his wife in his heart. + +"Tristram, dear boy, why did you not tell me? Did you not know I would +have been delighted at anything--if it pleased you?" And she looked +down, and sighed. "I always made it my pleasure to understand you, and +to promote whatever seemed for your good." + +And in his astonishment at this attitude Tristram forgot to recall the +constant scenes and reproaches, and the paltry little selfishnesses of +which he had been the victim during the year their--friendship--had +lasted. He felt somehow soothed. Here was some one who was devoted to +him, even if his wife were not! + +"You are a dear, Laura," he said. + +"And now you must tell me if you are really happy--Tristram." She +lingered over his name. "She is so lovely--your wife--but looks very +cold. And I know, dear" (another hesitation over the word), "I know you +don't like women to be cold." + +"We will not discuss my wife," he said. "Tell me what you have been +doing, Laura. Let me see, when did I see you last--in June?" + +And the venom came to boiling-point in Laura's adder gland. He could not +even remember when he had said good-by to her! It was in July, after the +Eton and Harrow match! + +"Yes, in June," she said sadly, turning her eyes down. "And you might +have told me, Tristram. It came as such a sudden shock. It made me +seriously ill. You must have known, and were probably engaged--even +then." + +Tristram sat mute; for how could he announce the truth? + +"Oh, don't let us talk of these things, Laura. Let us forget those old +times and begin again--differently. You will be a dear friend to me +always, I am sure. You always were--" and then he stopped abruptly. He +felt this was too much lying! and he hated doing such things. + +"Of course I will, dar--Tristram," Laura said, and appeared much moved. + +And from where Zara was trying to talk to the Duke she saw the woman +shiver and look down provokingly and her husband stretch his long limbs +out; and a sudden, unknown sensation of blinding rage came over her, and +she did not hear a syllable of the Duke's speech. + +Meanwhile Lady Anningford had retired to a seat in a window with the +Crow. + +"Is it all right, Crow?" she asked, and one of his peculiarities was to +understand her--as Lady Ethelrida understood the Duke--and and not ask +"What?" + +"Will be--some day--I expect--unless they get drowned in the current +first." + +"Isn't she mysterious, Crow? I am sure she has some tragic history. Have +you heard anything?" + +"Husband murdered by another man in a row at Monte Carlo." + +"Over her?" + +"I don't know for a fact, but I gather--not. You may be certain, Queen +Anne, that when a woman is as quiet and haughty as Lady Tancred looks, +and her manners are as cold and perfectly sure of herself as hers are, +she has not done anything she is ashamed of, or regrets." + +"Then what can be the cause of the coolness between them? Look at +Tristram now! I think it is horrid of him--sitting like that talking to +Laura, don't you?" + +"A viper, Laura," growled the Crow. "She's trying to get him again in +the rebound." + +"I cannot imagine why women cannot leave other women's husbands alone. +They are hateful creatures, most of them." + +"Natural instinct of the chase," said Colonel Lowerby. + +But Lady Anningford flashed. + +"You are a cynic, Crow." + + * * * * * + +"And you will really show me your favorite haunts to-morrow, Lady +Ethelrida?" Francis Markrute was saying to his hostess. He had contrived +insidiously to detach her conversation from a group to himself, and drew +her unconsciously towards a seat where they would be uninterrupted. "One +judges so of people by their tastes in haunts." + +Lady Ethelrida never spoke of herself as a rule. She was not in the +habit of getting into those--abstract to begin with, and personal to go +on with--thrilling conversations with men, which most of the modern +young women delight in, and which were the peculiar joy of Lily Opie. + +It was because for some unacknowledged reason the financier personally +pleased her that she now drifted where he wished. + +"Mine are very simple, I fear, nothing for you to investigate," she said +gently. + +"So I should have thought--" and he again as he had done at dinner +permitted himself to look into her eyes, and going on after an +imperceptible pause he said softly, "simple, and pure, and sweet ...I +always think of you, Lady Ethelrida, as the embodiment of sane things, +balanced things--perfection." And his last word was almost a caress. + +"I am most ordinary," she said; and she wondered why she was not angry +with him, which she quite well could have been. + +"It is only perfect balance in all things, if we but know it, which +appeals to the sane eye," he went on, pulling himself up. "All weariness +and satiety are caused in emotion; in pleasure in persons, places, or +things; by the want of proportion in them somewhere which, like all +simple things, is the hardest to find." + +"Do you make theories about everything, Mr. Markrute?" she asked, and +there was a smile in her eye. + +"It is a wise thing to do sometimes; it keeps one from losing one's +head." + +Lady Ethelrida did not answer. She felt deliciously moved. She had often +said to her friend, Anne Anningford, when they had been talking, that +she did not like elderly men; she disliked to see their hair getting +thin, and their chins getting fat, and their little habits and +mannerisms growing pronounced. But here she found herself tremendously +interested in one who, from all accounts, must be quite forty-five if +not older, though it was true his brown colorless hair was excessively +thick, and he was slight of build everywhere. + +Now she felt she must turn the conversation to less personal things, so: + +"Zara looks very lovely to-night," she said. + +"Yes," replied the financier, with an air of detaching himself +unwillingly from a thrilling topic, which was, indeed, what he felt. +"Yes, and I hope some day they will be exceedingly happy." + +"Why do you say some day?" Lady Ethelrida asked quickly. "I hoped they +were happy now." + +"Not very, I am afraid," he said. "But you remember our compact at +dinner? They will be ideally so if they are left alone," and he glanced +casually at Tristram and Laura. + +Ethelrida looked, too, following his eyes. + +"Yes," she said. "I wish I had not asked her--" and then she stopped +abruptly, and grew a deep pink. She realized what the inference in her +speech was, and if Mr. Markrute had never heard anything about the silly +affair between her cousin and Lady Highford what would he think! What +might she not have done! + +"That won't matter," he said, with his fine smile. "It will be good for +my niece. I meant something quite different." + +But what he meant, he would not say. + +And so the evening passed smoothly. The girls, and all the young men and +the Crow, and Young Billy, and giddy, irresponsible people like that, +had gathered at one end of the room; they were arranging some especial +picnic for the morrow, as only some of them were going to shoot. And +into their picnic plans they drew Zara, and barred Tristram out, with +chaff. + +"You are only an old, married man now, Tristram," they teased him with. +"But Lady Tancred is young and comes with us!" + +"And I will take care of her," announced Lord Elterton, looking +sentimental--much to Tristram's disgust. + +Ethelrida seemed to have collected a lot of rotters, he thought to +himself, although it was the same party he had so enjoyed last year! + +"Lady Thornby and Lady Melton and Lily Opie and her sister are going out +to the shooters' lunch," Laura said sweetly. "As you are going to be +deprived of your lovely wife, Tristram, I will come, too." + +And so, finally good nights were said and the ladies retired to their +rooms; and Zara could not think why she no longer found the atmosphere +of hers peaceful and delightful, as she had done before she went down. + +For the first time in her life she felt she hated a woman. + +And Tristram, her husband, when he came up an hour or so later, wondered +if she were asleep. Laura had been perfectly sweet, and he felt greatly +soothed. Poor old Laura! He supposed she had really cared for him +rather, and perhaps he had behaved casually, even though she had been +impossible, in the past. But how had he ever even for five minutes +fancied himself in love with her? Why, she looked quite old to-night! +and he had never remarked before how thin and fluffed out her hair was. +Women ought certainly to have beautifully thick hair. + +And then all the pretenses of any healing of his aches fell from him, +and he went and stood by the door that separated him from his loved one, +and he stretched out his arms and said aloud, "Darling, if only you +could understand how happy I would make you--if you would let me! But I +can't even break down this hateful door as I want to, because of my +vow." + +And then for most of the rest of the night he tossed restlessly in his +bed. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +The next day did not look at all promising as regards the weather, but +still the shooters, Tristram among them, started early for their sport. +And after the merriest breakfast at little tables in the great +dining-room the intending picnickers met in conclave to decide as to +what they should do. + +"It is perfectly sure to rain," Jimmy Danvers said. "There is no use +attempting to go to Lynton Heights. Why don't we take the lunch to +Montfitchet Tower and eat it in the big hall? There we wouldn't get +wet." + +"Quite right, Jimmy," agreed the Crow, who, with Lady Anningford, was to +chaperon the young folk. "I'm all for not getting wet, with my rheumatic +shoulder, and I hear you and Young Billy are a couple of firstclass +cooks." + +"Then," interrupted Lady Betty enthusiastically, "we can cook our own +lunch! Oh, how delightful! We will make a fire in the big chimney. Uncle +Crow, you are a pet!" + +"I will go and give orders for everything at once," Lady Ethelrida +agreed delightedly. "Jimmy, what a bright boy to have thought of the +plan!" + +And by twelve o'clock all was arranged. Now, it had been settled the +night before that Mr. Markrute should shoot with the Duke and the rest +of the more serious men; but early in the morning that astute financier +had sent a note to His Grace's room, saying, if it were not putting out +the guns dreadfully, he would crave to be excused as he was expecting a +telegram of the gravest importance concerning the new Turkish loan, +which he would be obliged to answer by a special letter, and he was +uncertain at what time the wire would come. He was extremely sorry, but, +he added whimsically, the Duke must remember he was only a poor, +business-man! + +At which His Grace had smiled, as he thought of his guest's vast +millions, in comparison to his own. + +Thus it was that just before twelve o'clock when the young party were +ready to start for their picnic. Mr. Markrute, having written his letter +and despatched it by express to London, chanced upon Lady Ethelrida in a +place where he felt sure he should find her, and, expressing his +surprise that they were not already gone, he begged to be allowed to +come with them. He, too, was an excellent cook, he assured her, and +would be really of use. And they all laughingly started. + +And if she could have seen the important letter concerning the new +Turkish loan, she would have found it contained a pressing reminder to +Bumpus to send down that night certain exquisitely bound books! + + * * * * * + +Above all, the young ladies had demanded they should have no servants at +their picnic--everything, even the fire, was to be made by themselves. +Jimmy was to drive the donkey-cart, with Lady Betty, to take all the +food. The only thing they permitted was that the pots and pans and the +wood for the fire might be sent on. + +And they were all so gay and looked so charming and suitably clad, in +their rough, short, tweed frocks. + +Zara, who walked demurely by Lord Elterton, had never seen anything of +the sort. She felt like a strange, little child at its first party. + +Before he had started in the morning Tristram had sent her a note (he +could not stand the maid and valet as verbal messengers--it made him +laugh too bitterly), it was just a few lines: + +"You asked me to tell you anything special about our customs, so this is +to say, just put on some thick, short, ordinary suit, and mind you have +a pair of thick boots." + +And it was signed "Tancred"--not "Tristram." + +She gave a little quiver as she read it, and then asked and found his +lordship had already gone down. She was to breakfast later with the +non-shooters. She would not see him, then, for the entire day. And that +odious woman with whom he was so friendly would have him all to herself! + +These thoughts flashed into her mind before she was aware of it, and +then she crushed them out--furious with herself. For of what possible +matter could her husband's doings be to her? And yet, as she started, +she found herself hoping it would rain, so that the five ladies who +intended joining the guns in the farmhouse, for luncheon at two, would +be unable to go. For just as she had come into the saloon where some of +the party were writing letters that morning she had heard Lady Highford +say to Mrs. Harcourt, in her high voice, "Yes, indeed, we mean to finish +the discussion this afternoon after luncheon.--Dear Tristram! There is a +long wait at the Fulton beat; we shall have plenty of time alone." And +then she had turned round, and seemed confused at seeing her--Zara--and +gushed more than the night before. + +But she did not get the satisfaction of perceiving the bride turn a +hair, though as Zara walked on to the end of the room she angrily found +herself wondering who was this woman, and what had she been to Tristram? +What was she _now_? + +Lord Elterton had already fallen in love. He was a true _cavalier_ +servant; he knew, like the financier, as a fine art, how to manipulate +the temperaments of most women. He prided himself upon it. Indeed, he +spent the greater part of his life doing nothing else. Exquisite +gentleness and sympathy was his method. There were such heaps of rough, +rude brutes about that one would always have a chance by being the +contrast; and husbands, he reasoned, were nearly always brutes--after a +while--in the opinion of their wives! He had hardly ever known this plan +to fail with the most devoted wife. So although Lady Tancred had only +been married a week he hoped to render her not quite indifferent to +himself in some way. He had seen at once that she and Tristram were not +on terms of passionate love, and there was something so piquant about +flirting with a bride! He divided women as a band into about four +divisions. The quite impossible, the recalcitrant, the timid, and the +bold. For the impossible he did not waste powder and shot. For the +recalcitrant he used insidious methods of tickling their fancies, as he +would tickle a trout. For the timid he was tender and protective; and +for the bold subtly indifferent: but always gentle and nice! + +He was not sure yet in which of the four divisions he should have to +place his new attraction--probably the second--but he frankly admitted +he had never before had any experience with one of her type. Her strange +eyes thrilled him: he felt, when she turned the deep slate, melting +disks upon him, his heart went "down into his bloomin' boots," as Jimmy +Danvers would have described the sensation. So he began with extreme +gentleness and care. + +"You have not been long in this country, Lady Tancred, have you? One can +see it--you are so exquisitely _chic_. And how perfectly you speak +English! Not the slightest accent. It is delicious. Did you learn it +when very young?" + +"My father was an Englishman," said Zara, disarmed from her usual +chilling reserve by the sympathy in his voice. "I always spoke it until +I was thirteen, and since then, too. It is a nice, honest language, I +think." + +"You speak numbers of others, probably?" Lord Elterton went on, +admiringly. + +"Yes, about four or five. It is very easy when one is moving in the +countries, and certain languages are very much alike. Russian is the +most difficult." + +"How clever you are!" + +"No, I am not a bit. But I have had time to read a good deal--" and then +Zara stopped. It was so against her habit to give personal information +to any one like this. + +Lord Elterton saw the little check, and went on another tack. "I have +been an idle fellow and am not at all learned," he said. "Tristram and I +were at Eton together in the same house, and we were both dunces; but he +did rather well at Oxford, and I went straight into the Guards." + +Zara longed to ask about Tristram. She had not even heard before that he +had been to Oxford! And it struck her suddenly how ridiculous the whole +thing was. She had sold herself for a bargain; she had asked no +questions of any one; she had intended to despise the whole family and +remain entirely aloof; and now she found every one of her intentions +being gradually upset. But as yet she did not admit for a second to +herself that she was falling in love. It would be such a perfectly +impossible thing to do in any case, when now he was absolutely +indifferent to her and showed it in every way. It made the whole thing +all the more revolting--to have pretended he loved her on that first +night! Yes, with certain modifications of classes and races men were all +perfectly untrustworthy, if not brutes, and a woman, if she could relax +her vigilance, as regards the defense of her person and virtue, could +not afford to unbend a fraction as to her emotions! + +And all the time she was thinking this out she was silent, and Lord +Elterton watched her, thrilled with the attraction of the unobtainable. +He saw plainly she had forgotten his very presence, and, though piqued, +he grew the more eager. + +"I would love to know what you were thinking of," he said softly; and +then with great care he pulled a bramble aside so that it should not +touch her. They had turned into a lane beyond the kitchen garden and the +park. + +Zara started. She had, indeed, been far away! + +"I was thinking--" she said, and then she paused for a suitable lie but +none came, so she grew confused, and stopped, and hesitated, and then +she blurted out, "I was thinking was it possible there could ever be any +one whom one could believe?" + +Lord Elterton looked at her. What a strange woman! + +"Yes," he said simply, "you can believe me when I tell you I have never +been so attracted by any one in my life." + +"Oh! for that!" she answered contemptuously. _"Mon Dieu!_ how often I +have heard of that!" + +This was not what he had expected. There was no empty boast about the +speech, as there would have been if Laura Highford had uttered it--she +was fond of demonstrating her conquests and power in words. There was +only a weariness as of something banal and tiring. He must be more +careful. + +"Yes, I quite understand," he said sympathetically. "You must be bored +with the love of men." + +"I have never seen any love of men. Do men know love?" she asked, not +with any bitterness--only as a question of fact. What had Tristram been +about? Lord Elterton thought. Here he had been married to this divine +creature for a whole week, and she was plainly asking the question from +her heart. And Tristram was no fool in a general way, he knew. There was +some mystery here, but whatever it was there was the more chance for +him! So he went on very tactfully, trying insidiously to soothe her, so +that at last when they had arrived Zara had enjoyed her walk. + +Montfitchet Tower was all that remained of the old castle destroyed by +Cromwell's Ironsides. It was just one large, square room, a sort of +great hall. It had stood roofless for many years and then been covered +in by the old Duke's father, and contained a splendid stone chimney +piece of colossal proportions. It had also been floored, and had the +raised place still, where the family had eaten "above the salt." The +rest of the old castle was a complete ruin, and at the Restoration the +new one had been rebuilt about a mile further up the park. + +Lady Ethelrida had collected several pieces of rough oak furniture to +put into this great room which in height reached three stories up, and +the supports of the mantelpieces of the upper floors could be seen on +the blackened stone walls. It was here she gave her school treats and +tenants' summer dances, because there was a great stretch of green, +turfy lawn beyond, down to the river, where they could play their games. + +And on a wet day it was an ideal picnic place. + +A bright wood fire was already blazing on top of the ashes that for many +years had never been cleared out, and a big jack swung in front of +it--for appearance sake! What fun every one seemed to be having, Zara +thought, as from an oak bench she watched them all busy as bees over +their preparations for the repast. She had helped to make a salad, and +now sat with the Crow, and surveyed the rest. + +Jimmy Danvers had turned up his sleeves and was thoroughly in earnest +over his part; and he and Young Billy had gathered some brown bracken, +and put it sprouting from a ham, to represent, they said, the peacock. +For, they explained, a banquet in a baronial hall had to have a peacock, +as well as a boar's head, and an ox roasted whole! + +And suddenly Zara thought of her last picnic, with Mimo and Mirko in the +Neville Street attic, when the poor little one had worn the paper cap, +and had taken such pleasure in the new rosy cups. And the Crow who was +watching her closely, wondered why this gay scene should make the lovely +bride look so pitifully sad. "How _Maman_ would have loved all this!" +she was thinking, "with her gay, tender soul, and her delight in +make-believe and joyous picnics." And her father--he had known all these +sorts of people; they were his own class, and yet he had come to live in +the great, gloomy castle, out of his own land, and expected his +exquisite, young wife to stay there alone, most of the time. The hideous +cruelty of men! + +And there was her Uncle Francis, in quite a new character!--helping Lady +Ethelrida to lay the table, as happily as a boy. Would she herself ever +be happy, she wondered, ever have a time free from some agonizing strain +or care? And then, from sorrow her expression changed to one of strange +slumberous resentment at fate. + +"Queen Anne," said the Crow, as they sat down to luncheon, "there is +some tragedy hanging over that young woman. She has been suffering like +the devil for at least ten minutes, and forgot I was even beside her and +pretending to talk. You and Lady Ethelrida have two not altogether +unkind hearts. Can't you find out what it is, and comfort her?" + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +After luncheon, which had been carried through with all the proper +ceremonies of the olden time according to Jimmy Danvers and Young +Billy's interpretation of them, it came on to pour with rain; so these +masters of the revels said that now the medieval dances should begin, +and accordingly they turned on the gramophone that stood in the corner +to amuse the children at the school treats. And Mary and her admirer, +Lord Henry Burns, and Emily and a Captain Hume, and Lady Betty and Jimmy +Danvers, gayly took the floor, while Young Billy offered himself to the +bride, as he said he as the representative of the Lord of the Castle had +a right to the loveliest lady; and, with his young, stolid +self-confidence, he pushed Lord Elterton aside. + +Zara had not danced for a very long time--four years at least--and she +had not an idea of the two-steps and barn-dances and other sorts of +whirling capers that they invented; but she did her best, and gradually +something of the excitement of the gay young spirits spread to her, and +she forgot her sorrows and began to enjoy herself. + +"You don't ever dance, I suppose, Mr. Markrute?" Lady Ethelrida asked, +as she stopped, with the gallant old Crow, flushed and smiling by the +dais, where the financier and Lady Anningford sat. "If you ever do, I, +as the Lady of the Castle, ask you to 'tread a measure' with me!" + +"No one could resist such, an invitation," he answered, and put his arm +around her for a valse. + +"I do love dancing," she said, as they went along very well. She was so +surprised that this "grave and reverend signor," as she called him, +should be able to valse! + +"So do I," said Francis Markrute--"under certain circumstances. This is +one of them." And then he suddenly held her rather tight, and laughed. +"Think of it all!" he went on. "Here we are, in thick boots and country +clothes capering about like savages round their fire, and, for all sorts +of reasons, we all love it!" + +"It is just the delicious exercise with me," said Lady Ethelrida. + +"And it has nothing at all to do with that reason with me," returned her +partner. + +And Lady Ethelrida quivered with some sort of pleasure and did not ask +him what his reason was. She thought she knew, and her eyes sparkled. +They were the same height, and he saw her look; and as they went on, he +whispered: + +"I have brought you down the book we spoke of, you know, and you will +take it from me, won't you? Just as a remembrance of this day and how +you made me young for an hour!" + +They stopped by one of the benches at the side and sat down, and Lady +Ethelrida answered softly, + +"Yes, if--you wish me to--" + +Lord Elterton had now dislodged Young Billy and was waltzing with Zara +himself: his whole bearing was one of intense devotion, and she was +actually laughing and looking up in his face, still affected by the +general hilarity, when the door of the wooden porch that had been built +on as an entrance opened noiselessly, and some of the shooters peeped +into the room. It had been too impossibly wet to go on, and they had +sent the ladies back in the motors and had come across the park on their +way home, and, hearing the sound of music, had glanced in. Tristram was +in front of the intruders and just chanced to catch his bride's look at +her partner, before either of them saw they were observed. + +He felt frightfully jealous. He had never before seen her so smiling, to +begin with, and never at all at himself. He longed to kick Arthur +Elterton! Confounded impertinence!--And what tommyrot--dancing like +this, in the afternoon with boots on! And when they all stopped and +greeted the shooters, and crowded round the fire, he said, in a tone of +rasping sarcasm--in reply to Jimmy Danvers' announcement that they were +back in the real life of a castle in the Middle Ages: + +"Any one can see that! You have even got My Lady's fool. Look at +Arthur--with mud on his boots--jumping about!" + +And Lord Elterton felt very flattered. He knew his old friend was +jealous, and if he were jealous then the charming, cold lady must have +been unbelievingly nice to him, and that meant he was getting on! + +"You are jealous because your lovely bride prefers me, Young Lochinvar," +and he laughed as he quoted: + + "'For so faithful in love and so dauntless in war-- + There ne'er was a gallant like Young Lochinvar!'" + +And Zara saw that Tristram's eyes flashed blue steel, and that he did +not like the chaff at all. So, just out of some contrariness--he had +been with Lady Highford all day so why should she not amuse herself, +too; indeed, why should either of them care what the other did--so just +out of contrariness she smiled again at Lord Elterton and said: + + "'Then tread we a measure, my Lord Lochinvar.'" + +And off they went. + +And Tristram, with his face more set than the Crusader ancestor's in +Wrayth Church, said to his uncle, Lord Charles, "We are all wet through: +let us come along." + +And he turned round and went out. + +And as he walked, he wondered to himself how much she must know of +English poetry to have been able to answer Arthur like that. If only +they could be friends and talk of the books he, too, loved! And then he +realized more strongly than ever the impossibility of the situation--he, +who had been willing to undertake it with the joyous self-confidence +with which he had started upon a lion hunt! + +He felt he was getting to the end of his tether; it could not go on. Her +words that night at Dover, had closed down all the possible sources he +could have used for her melting. + +And a man cannot in a week break through a thousand years of inherited +pride. + +Before the Canada scheme had presented itself he had rather thought of +joining with a friend for another trip to the Soudan: it might not be +too late still, when they had got over the Wrayth ordeal, the tenants' +dinners, and the speeches, and the cruel mockery of it all. He would +see--perhaps--what could be done, but to go on living in this daily +torture he would not submit to, for the "loving her less" had not yet +begun! + +And when he had left, although she would not own it to herself, Zara's +joy in the day was gone. + +The motors came to fetch them presently, and they all went back to the +Castle to dress and have tea. + +Tristram's face was still stony and he had sat down in a sofa by Laura, +when a footman brought a telegram to Zara. He watched her open it, with +concentrated interest. Whom were these mysterious telegrams from? He saw +her face change as it had done in Paris, only not so seriously; and then +she crushed up the paper into a ball and threw it in the fire. The +telegram had been: "Very slightly feverish again," and signed "Mimo." + +"Now I remember where I have seen your wife before," said Laura. And +Tristram said absently, + +"Where?" + +"In the waiting-room at Waterloo station--and yet--no, it could not have +been she, because she was quite ordinarily dressed, and she was talking +very interestedly to a foreign man." She watched Tristram's face and saw +she had hit home for some reason; so she went on, enchanted: "Of course +it could not have been she, naturally; but the type is so peculiar that +any other like it would remind one, would it not?" + +"I expect so," he said. "It could not have been Zara, though, because +she was in Paris until just before the wedding." + +"I remember the occasion quite well. It was the day after the engagement +was announced, because I had been up for Flora's wedding, and was going +down into the country." + +Then in a flash it came to him that that was the very day he himself had +seen Zara in Whitehall, the day when she had not gone to Paris. And +rankling, uncomfortable suspicions overcame him again. + +Laura felt delighted. She did not know why he should be moved at her +announcement; but he certainly was, so it was worth while rubbing it in. + +"Has she a sister, perhaps? Because--now I come to think of it--the +resemblance is extraordinary. I remember I was rather interested at the +time because the man was so awfully handsome and as you know, dear boy, +I always had a passion for handsome men!" + +"My wife was an only child," Tristram answered. What was Laura driving +at? + +"Well, she has a double then," she laughed. "I watched them for quite +ten minutes, so I am sure. I was waiting for my maid, who was to meet +me, and I could not leave for fear of missing her." + +"How interesting!" said Tristram coldly. He would not permit himself to +demand a description of the man. + +"Perhaps after all it was she, before she went to Paris, and I may be +mistaken about the date," Laura went on. "It might have been her +brother--he was certainly foreign--but no, it could not have been a +brother." And she looked down and smiled knowingly. + +Tristram felt gradually wild with the stings her words were planting, +and then his anger rebounded upon herself. Little natures always +miscalculate the effect of their actions, as factors in their desires, +for their ultimate ends. + +Laura only longed--after hurting Tristram as a punishment--to get him +back again; but she was not clever enough to know that to make him mad +with jealousy about his wife was not the way. + +"I don't understand what you wish to insinuate, Laura," he said in a +contemptuous voice; "but whatever it is, it is having no effect upon me. +I absolutely adore my wife, and know everything she does or does not +do." + +"Oh! the poor, angry darling, there, there!" she laughed, spitefully, +"and was It jealous! Well, It shan't be teased. But what a clever +husband, to know all about his wife! He should be put in a glass case in +a museum!" And she got up and left him alone. + +Tristram would like to have killed some one--he did not know whom--this +foreign man, "Mimo," most likely: he had not forgotten the name! + +If his pride had permitted him he would have gone up to Zara, who had +now retired to her room, and asked straight out for an explanation. He +would if he had been sensible have simply said he was unhappy, and he +would have asked her to reassure him. It would all have been perfectly +simple and soon ended if treated with common sense. But he was too +obstinate, and too hurt, and too passionately in love. The bogey of his +insulted Tancred pride haunted him always, and, like all foolish things, +caused him more suffering than if it had been a crime. + +So once more the pair dressed to go down to the ducal dinner, with +deeper estrangement in their hearts. And when Tristram was ready +to-night, he went out into the corridor and pretended to look at the +pictures. He would have no more servants' messages!--and there he was, +with a bitter smile on his face, when Lady Anningford, coming from her +room beyond, stopped to talk. She wondered at his being there--a very +different state of things to her own with her dear old man, she +remembered, who, after the wedding day, for weeks and weeks would hardly +let her out of his sight! + +Then Henriette peeped out of the door and saw that the message she was +being sent upon was in vain, and went back; and immediately Zara +appeared. + +Her dress was pale gray to-night--with her uncle's pearls--and both Lady +Anningford and Tristram noticed that her eyes were slumberous and had in +them that smoldering fierceness of pain. And remembering the Crow's +appeal Lady Anningford slipped her hand within her arm, and was very +gentle and friendly as they went down to the saloon. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +Now if the evening passed with pain and unrest for the bride and +bridegroom, it had quite another aspect for Francis Markrute and Lady +Ethelrida! He was not placed by his hostess to-night at dinner, but when +the power of manipulating circumstances with skill is in a man, and the +desire to make things easy to be manipulated is in a woman, they can +spend agreeable and numerous moments together. + +So it fell about that without any apparent or pointed detachment from +her other guests Lady Ethelrida was able to sit in one of the embrasures +of the windows in, the picture gallery, whither the party had migrated +to-night, and talk to her interesting new friend--for that he was growing +into a friend she felt. He seemed so wonderfully understanding, and was +so quiet and subtle and undemonstrative, and, underneath, you could feel +his power and strength. + +It had been his insidious suggestion, spread among the company, which +had caused them to be in the picture gallery to-night, instead of in one +of the great drawing-rooms. For in a very long narrow room it was much +easier to separate people, he felt. + +"Of course this was not built at the time the house was, in about 1670," +Lady Ethelrida said. "It was added by the second Duke, who was +Ambassador to Versailles in the time of Louis XV, and who thought he +would like a 'galerie des glaces' in imitation of the one there. And +then, when the walls were up, he died, and it was not decorated until +thirty-five years later, in the Regent's time, and it was turned into a +picture gallery then." + +"People's brands of individuality in their houses are so interesting," +Francis Markrute said. "I believe Wrayth is a series of human fancies, +from the Norman Castle upwards, is it not? I have never been there." + +"Oh! Wrayth is much more interesting than this," she answered. "Parts of +it are so wonderfully old; there are stone floors in the upper rooms in +one of the inner courtyards. They did not suffer, you see, from the +hateful Puritans, because the then Tancred was only an infant when the +civil war began; and his mother was a Frenchwoman, and they stayed in +France all the time, and only came back when Charles II returned. He +married a Frenchwoman, too. She was a wonderful person and improved many +things. Wrayth has two long galleries and a chapel of Henry the +Seventh's time, and numbers of staircases in unexpected places, and then +a fine suite of state rooms, built on by Adam, and then the most awful +Early-Victorian imitation Gothic wing and porch which one of those +dreadful people, who spoilt such numbers of places, added in 1850." + +"It sounds wonderful," said the financier. + +"Lots of it is very shabby, of course, because Tristram's father was +always very hard up; and nothing much had been done either in the +grandfather's time--except the horrible wing. But with enough money to +get it right again, I cannot imagine anything more lovely than it could +be." + +"It will be a great amusement to them in the coming year to do it all, +then. Zara has the most beautiful taste, Lady Ethelrida. When you know +her better I think you will like my niece." + +"But I do now," she exclaimed. "Only I do wish she did not look so sad. +May I ask it because of our bargain? "--and she paused with gentle +timidity--"Will you tell me?--do you know of any special reason to-day +to make her unhappy? I saw her face at dinner to-night, and all the +while she talked there was an anxious, haunted look in her eyes." + +Francis Markrute frowned for a moment; he had been too absorbed in his +own interests to have taken in anything special about his niece. If +there were something of the sort in her eyes it could only have one +source--anxiety about the health of the boy Mirko. He himself had not +heard anything. Then his lightning calculations decided him to tell Lady +Ethelrida nothing of this. Zara's anxiety would mean the child's +illness, and illness, Doctor Morley had warned him, could have only one +end. He wished the poor little fellow no harm, but, on the other hand, +he had no sentiment about him. If he were going to die then the disgrace +would be wiped away and need never be spoken about. So he answered +slowly: + +"There is something which troubles her now and then. It will pass +presently. Take no notice of it." + +So Lady Ethelrida, as mystified as ever, turned the conversation. + +"May I give you the book to-morrow morning before we go to shoot?" the +financier asked after a moment. "It is your birthday, I believe, and all +your guests on that occasion are privileged to lay some offering at your +feet. I wanted to do so this afternoon after tea, but I was detained +playing bridge with your father. I have several books coming to-morrow +that I do so want you to have." + +"It is very kind of you. I would like to show you my sitting-room, in +the south wing. Then you could see that they would have a comfortable +home!" + +"When may I come?" + +This was direct, and Lady Ethelrida felt a piquant sensation of +interest. She had never in her life made an assignation with a man. She +thought a moment. + +"They will start only at eleven to-morrow, because the first covert is +at a corner of the park, quite near, and if it is fine we are all coming +out with you until luncheon which we have in the house; then you go to +the far coverts in the motors. When, I wonder, would be best?"--It +seemed so nice to leave it to him. + +"You breakfast downstairs at half-past nine, like this morning?" + +"Yes, I always do, and the girls will and almost every one, because it +is my birthday." + +"Then if I come exactly at half-past ten will you be there?" + +"I will try. But how will you know the way?" + +"I have a bump of locality which is rather strong, and I know the +windows from the outside. You remember you showed them to me to-day as +we walked to the tower." + +Lady Ethelrida experienced a distinct feeling of excitement over this +innocent rendezvous. + +"There is a staircase--but no!"--and she laughed--"I shall tell you no +more. It will be a proof of your sagacity to find the clue to the +labyrinth." + +"I shall be there," he said, and once again he looked into her sweet, +gray eyes; and she rose with a slightly faster movement than usual and +drew him to where there were more of her guests. + +Meanwhile Lord Elterton was losing no time in his pursuit of Zara. He +had been among the first to leave the dining-room, several paces in +front of Tristram and the others, and instantly came to her and +suggested a tour of the pictures. He quite agreed with the +financier--these long, narrow rooms were most useful! + +And Zara, thankful to divert her mind, went with him willingly, and soon +found herself standing in front of an immense canvas given by the +Regent, of himself, to the Duke's grandfather, one of his great friends. + +"I have been watching you all through dinner," Lord Elterton said, "and +you looked like a beautiful storm: your dress the gray clouds, and your +eyes the thunder ones--threatening." + +"One feels like a storm sometimes," said Zara. + +"People are so tiresome, as a rule; you can see through them in half an +hour. But no one could ever guess about what you were thinking." + +"No one would want to--if they knew." + +"Is it so terrible as that?" And he smiled--she must be diverted. "I +wish I had met you long ago, because, of course, I cannot tell you all +the things I now want to--Tristram would be so confoundedly +jealous--like he was this afternoon. It is the way of husbands." + +Zara did not reply. She quite agreed to this, for of the jealousy of +husbands she had experience! + +"Now if I were married," Lord Elterton went on, "I would try to make my +wife so happy, and would love her so much she would never give me cause +to be jealous." + +"Love!" said Zara. "How you talk of love--and what does it mean? +Gratification to oneself, or to the loved person?" + +"Both," said Lord Elterton, and looked down so devotedly into her eyes +that the old Duke, who was near, with Laura, thought it was quite time +the young man's innings should be over! + +So he joined them. + +"Come with me, Zara, while I show you some of Tristram's ancestors on +his mother's side." + +And he placed her arm in his gallantly, and led her away to the most +interesting pictures. + +"Well, 'pon my soul!" he said, as they went along. "Things are vastly +changed since my young days. Here, Tristram--" and he beckoned to his +nephew who was with Lady Anningford--"come here and help me to show your +wife some of your forbears." And then he went on with his original +speech. "Yes, as I was saying, things are vastly changed since I brought +Ethelrida's dear mother back here, after our honeymoon!--a month in +those days! I would have punched any other young blood's head, who had +even looked at her! And you philander off with that fluffy, little +empty-pate, Laura, and Arthur Elterton makes love to your bride! A +pretty state of things, 'pon my soul!" And he laughed reprovingly. + +Tristram smiled with bitter sarcasm as he answered, "You were absurdly +old-fashioned, Uncle. But perhaps Aunt Corisande was different to the +modern woman." + +Zara did not speak. The black panther's look, on its rare day of +slumberous indifference when it condescends to come to the front of the +cage, grew in her eyes, but the slightest touch could make her snarl. + +"Oh! you must not ever blame the women," the Duke--this _preux +chevalier_--said. "If they are different it is the fault of the men. +I took care that my duchess wanted me! Why, my dear boy, I was jealous +of even her maid, for at least a year!" + +And Tristram thought to himself that he went further than that and was +jealous of even the air Zara breathed! + +"You must have been awfully happy, Uncle," he said with a sigh. + +But Zara spoke never a word. And the Duke saw that there was something +too deeply strained between them, for his kindly meant _persiflage_ +to do any good; so he turned to the pictures, and drew them into lighter +things; and the moment he could, Tristram rejoined Lady Anningford by +one of the great fires. + +Laura Highford, left alone with Lord Elterton up at the end of the long +picture gallery, felt she must throw off some steam. She could not keep +from the subject which was devouring her; she knew now she had made an +irreparable mistake in what she had said to Tristram in the afternoon, +and how to repair it she did not know at present, but she must talk to +some one. + +"You will have lots of chance before a year is out, Arthur," she said +with a bitter smile. "You need not be in such a hurry! That marriage +won't last more than a few months--they hate each other already." + +"You don't say so!" said Lord Elterton, feigning innocence. "I thought +they were a most devoted couple!"--Laura would be a safe draw, and +although he would not believe half he should hear, out of the bundle of +chaff he possibly could collect some grains of wheat which might come in +useful. + +"Devoted couple!" she laughed. "Tristram is by no means the first with +her. There is a very handsome foreign gentleman, looking like Romeo, or +Rizzio--" + +"Or any other 'O,'" put in Lord Elterton. + +"Exactly--in whom she is much more interested. Poor Tristram! He has +plenty to discover, I fear." + +"How do you come to know about it? You are a wonder, Lady +Highford--always so full of interesting information!" + +"I happened to see them at Waterloo together--evidently just arrived +from somewhere--and Tristram thought she was safe in Paris! Poor dear!" + +"You have told him about it, of course?"--anxiously. + +"I did just give him a hint." + +"That was wise." And Lord Elterton smiled blandly and she did not see +the twinkle in his eye. "He was naturally grateful?" he asked +sympathetically. + +"Not now, perhaps, but some day he will be!" + +Laura's light hazel eyes flashed, and Lord Elterton laughed again as he +answered lightly, + +"There certainly is a poor spirit in the old boy if he doesn't feel +under a lifelong obligation to you for your goodness. I should, if it +were me.--Look, though, we shall have to go now; they are beginning to +say good night." + +And as they found the others he thought to himself, "Well, men may be +poachers like I am, but I am hanged if they are such weasels as women!" + +Lady Anningford joined Lady Ethelrida that night in her room, after they +had seen Zara to hers, and they began at once upon the topic which was +thrilling them all. + +"There is something the matter, Ethelrida, darling," Lady Anningford +said. "I have talked to Tristram for a long time to-night, and, although +he was bravely trying to hide it, he was bitterly miserable; spoke +recklessly of life one minute, and resignedly the next; and then asked +me, with an air as if in an abstract discussion, whether Hector and +Theodora were really happy--because she had been a widow. And when I +said, 'Yes, ideally so,' and that they never want to be dragged away +from Bracondale, he said, so awfully sadly, 'Oh, I dare-say; but then +they have children.' It is too pitiful to hear him, after only a week! +What can it be? What can have happened in the time?" + +"It is not since, Anne," Ethelrida said, beginning to unfasten her +dress. "It was always like that. She had just the look in her eyes the +night we all first met her, at Mr. Markrute's at dinner--that strange, +angry, pained, sorrowful look, as though she were a furnace of +resentment against some fate. I remember an old colored picture we had +on a screen--it is now in the housekeeper's room--it was one of those +badly-drawn, lurid scenes of prisoners being dragged off to Siberia in +the snow, and there was a woman in it who had just been separated from +her husband and baby and who had exactly the same expression. It used to +haunt me as a child, and Mamma had it taken out of the old nursery. And +Zara's eyes haunt me now in the same way." + +"She never had any children, I suppose?" asked Lady Anningford. + +"Never that I heard of--and she is so young; only twenty-three now." + +"Well, it is too tragic! And what is to be done? Can't you ask the +uncle? He must know." + +"I did, to-night, Anne--and he answered, so strangely, that 'yes, there +was something which at times troubled her, but it would pass.'" + +"Good gracious!" said Anne. "It can't be a hallucination. She is not +crazy, is she? That would be worse than anything." + +"Oh, no!" cried Ethelrida, aghast. "It is not that in the least, thank +goodness!" + +"Then perhaps there are some terrible scenes, connected with her first +husband's murder, which she can't forget. The Crow told me Count Shulski +was shot at Monte Carlo, in a fray of some sort." + +"That must be it, of course!" said Ethelrida, much relieved. "Then she +will get over it in time. And surely Tristram will be able to make her +love him, and forget them. I do feel better about it now, Anne, and +shall be able to sleep in peace." + +So they said good night, and separated--comforted. + +But the object of their solicitude did not attempt to get into her bed +when she had dismissed her maid. She sat down in one of the big gilt +William-and-Mary armchairs, and clasped her hands tightly, and tried to +think. + +Things were coming to a crisis with her. Destiny had given her another +cross to bear, for suddenly this evening, as the Duke spoke of his wife, +she had become conscious of the truth about herself: she was in love +with her husband. And she herself had made it impossible that he could +ever come back to her. For, indeed, the tables were turned, with one of +those ironical twists of Fate. + +And she questioned herself--Why did she love him? She had reproached him +on her wedding night, when he had told her he loved her, because in her +ignorance she felt then it could only be a question of sense. She had +called him an animal! she remembered; and now she had become an animal +herself! For she could prove no loftier motive for her emotion towards +him than he had had for her then: they knew one another no better. It +had not been possible for her passion to have arisen from the reasons +she remembered having hurled at him as the only ones from which true +love could spring, namely, knowledge, and tenderness, and devotion. It +was all untrue; she understood it now. Love--deep and tender--could leap +into being from the glance of an eye. + +They were strangers to each other still, and yet this cruel, terrible +thing called love had broken down all the barriers in her heart, melted +the disdainful ice, and turned it to fire. She felt she wanted to caress +him, and take away the stern, hard look from his face. She wanted to be +gentle, and soft, and loving--to feel that she belonged to him. And she +passionately longed for him to kiss her and clasp her to his heart. +Whether he had consented originally to marry her for her uncle's money +or not, was a matter, now, of no further importance. He had loved her +after he had seen her, at all events, and she had thrown it all away. +Nothing but a man's natural jealousy of his possessions remained. + +"Oh, why did I not know what I was doing!" she moaned to herself, as she +rocked in the chair. "I must have been very wicked in some former life, +to be so tortured in this!" + +But it was too late now. She had burnt her ships, and nothing remained +to her but her pride. Since she had thrown away joy she could at least +keep that and never let him see how she was being punished. + +And to-night it was her turn to look in anguish at the closed door, and +to toss in restless pain of soul, on her bed. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +A bombshell, in the shape of Lady Betty Burns, burst into the bedroom of +Emily and Mary next morning, while the two girls were sitting up in +their great bed at about eight o'clock, reading their letters and +sipping their tea. + +"May I come in, darlings?" a voice full of purpose said, and a flaxen +head peeped in. + +"Why, Betty, of course!" both girls answered and, in a blue silk +dressing-gown and a long fair plait of hair hanging down, Lady Betty +stalked in. + +None of the Council of Three, going to deliver secret sentence, could +have advanced with more dignity or consciousness of the solemnity of the +occasion. Emily and Mary were thrilled. + +"Be prepared!" she said dramatically, while she climbed to the foot of +the bed and sat down. "It is just what I told you. She's been the +heroine of a murder--if she did not do it herself!" + +"Heavens! Betty, who?" almost screamed the girls. + +"Your sister-in-law! I had to come at once to tell you, darlings. Last +night, Aunt Muriel (the young Lady Melton was her uncle's second wife +and chaperoning her to the party) would drag me into her room, and I +could not get to you. You would have been asleep when I at last escaped, +so I determined to come the first thing this morning and tell you my +news." + +Four round eyes of excited horror fixed themselves upon her, so with +deep importance of voice and manner, Lady Betty went on: + +"I sat with Captain Hume in the picture gallery, just before we went to +bed. Believe me, I have not been able to sleep all night from it, dears! +Well, we had been speaking of that fighting scene by Teniers in a beer +house, you know, the one which hangs by the big Snuyders. The moon--no, +it could not have been the moon. It must have been the arc light over +the entrance which shines in from the angle. Anyway, it felt as if it +were the moon, when I drew aside the blind; and it struck my heart with +a cold foreboding, as he said such things, fights, happened now +sometimes, and he was at Monte Carlo when Count Shulski was shot; and, +though it was hushed up by the authorities and no one hardly heard of it +much, still it made a stir. And," continued Lady Betty, now rising +majestically and pointing an accusing forefinger at Emily and Mary, +"Countess Shulski was your sister-in-law's name!" + +"Oh, hush, Betty!" said Emily, almost angrily. "You must not say such +things. There might have been a lot of Count Shulskis. Foreigners are +all counts." + +But Lady Betty shook her head with tragic sorrow and dignity, much at +variance with her sweet little childish turned-up nose. + +"Alas, darlings, far be it from me to bring the terrible conviction home +to you!" Great occasions like this required a fine style, she felt. "Far +be it from me! But Captain Hume went on to say, that, of course, was the +reason of Lady Tancred's dreadfully mysterious and remorseful look." + +"It is perfectly impossible, Betty," Mary cried excitedly. "But even if +her husband were shot, it does not prove she had anything to do with +it." + +"Of course it does!" said Lady Betty, forgetting for a moment her style. +"There's always a scene of jealousy, in which the husband stabs the +other man, and then falls dead himself. Unless," and this new bright +thought came to her, "she were a political spy!" + +"Oh, Betty!" they both exclaimed at once. And then Emily said gravely, + +"Please do tell us exactly what Captain Hume really said. Remember, it +is our brother's wife you are speaking of, not one of the heroines in +your plays!" + +Thus admonished, Lady Betty got back on to the bed, and gradually came +down to facts, which were meager enough. For Captain Hume had instantly +pulled himself up, it appeared; and he had merely said that, as her +first husband had been killed in a row, Lady Tancred had cause to have +tragedy imprinted upon her face. + +"Betty, dearest," Emily then said, "please, please don't tell anything +of your exciting story to any one else, will you? Because people are so +unkind." + +At this, Lady Betty bounced off again offendedly. + +"You are an ungrateful pair," she flashed. "Before I brave meeting Jimmy +Danvers in the passage again, in my dressing-gown, to come and tell you +delicious things, I'll be hanged!" + +And it was with difficulty that Emily and Mary mollified her, and got +her to re-seat herself on the bed and have a bit of their +bread-and-butter. She had fled to announce her thrilling news before her +own tea had come. + +"I do think men look perfectly horrid with their hair unbrushed in the +morning, don't you, Em?" she said, presently, as she munched, while +Mary poured her out some tea into the emptied sugar-basin and handed it +to her. "Henry's fortunate, because his is curly"--Here Mary +blushed--"and I believe Jimmy Danvers gets his valet to glue his down +before he goes to bed. But you should see what Aunt Muriel has to put up +with, when Uncle Aubrey comes in to talk to her, while I am there. The +front, anyhow, and a lock sticking up in the back! There is one thing I +am determined about. Before I'm married, I shall insist upon knowing how +my husband stands the morning light." + +"I thought you said just now Jimmy's was quite decent and glued down," +Emily retorted slyly. + +"Pouff!" said Lady Betty, with superb calm. "I have not made up my mind +at all about Jimmy. He is dying to ask me, I know; but there is Bobby +Harland, too. However, this morning--" + +"You've seen Jimmy this morning, Betty!" Mary exclaimed. + +"Well, how could I help it, girls?" Lady Betty went on, feeling that she +was now a heroine. "I had to come to you. It was my bounden duty; and +it's miles away, for Aunt Muriel always will have me in the +dressing-room next her, when she takes me to stay out, and Uncle Aubrey +across the passage; and it makes him so cross. But that's not it. I +mean, it is not my fault, if the Duke has only arranged three new +bathrooms down the bachelors' wing, and people are obliged to be waiting +about for their turn, and I had to pass the entrance to that passage, +and it happened to be Jimmy's, and he was just going in, when he saw me +and rushed along, and said 'Good morning,' not a bit put out! I thought +it would look silly to run, so I said 'Good morning,' too; and then we +both giggled, and I came on. But I am rather glad after all, because +now I've seen him; and he looks better--like that--than I am sure Bobby +would have done, so perhaps, after all, I'll marry him! And you will be +my bridesmaids, darlings, and now I must run!" + +Upon such slender threads--the brushing of his hair--how often does the +fate of man hang! If he but knew! + +Almost every one was punctual for breakfast. They all came in with their +gifts for Lady Ethelrida; and there was much chaffing and joking, and +delightful little shrieks of surprise, as the parcels were opened. + +Every soul loved Lady Ethelrida, from the lordly Groom of the Chambers +to the humblest pantry boy and scullery maid; and it was their delight +every year to present her, from them all, with a huge trophy of flowers, +while the post brought countless messages and gifts of remembrance from +absent friends. No one could have been more sweet and gracious than her +ladyship was; and underneath, her gentle heart was beating with an extra +excitement, when she thought of her rendezvous at half-past ten o'clock. +Would he--she no longer thought of him as Mr. Markrute--would he be able +to find the way? + +"I must go and give some orders now," she said, about a quarter past +ten, to the group which surrounded her, when they had all got up and +were standing beside the fire. "And we all assemble in the hall at +eleven." And so she slipped away. + +Francis Markrute, she noticed, had retired some moments before. + +"Heinrich," he had said to his Austrian valet, the previous evening, as +he was helping him on with his coat for dinner, "I may want to know the +locality of the Lady Ethelrida's sitting-room early to-morrow. Make it +your business to become friendly with her ladyship's maid, so that I +can have a parcel of books, which will arrive in the morning, placed +safely there at any moment I want to, unobserved. Unpack the books, +leaving their tissue papers still upon them, and bring them in when you +call me. I will give you further orders then for their disposal. You +understand?" + +It was as well to be prepared for anything, he thought, which was most +fortunate, as it afterwards turned out. He had meant to make her ask him +to her sitting-room in any case, and his happiness was augmented, as +they had talked in the picture gallery, when she did it of her own +accord. + +Lady Ethelrida stood looking out of her window, in her fresh, +white-paneled, lilac-chintzed bower. Her heart was actually thumping +now. She had not noticed the books, which were carefully placed in a +pile down beside her writing table. Would he ever get away from her +father, who seemed to have taken to having endless political discussions +with him? Would he ever be able to come in time to talk for a moment, +before they must both go down? She had taken the precaution to make +herself quite ready to start--short skirt, soft felt hat, thick boots +and all. + +Would he? But as half-past ten chimed from the Dresden clock on the +mantelpiece, there was a gentle tap at the door, and Francis Markrute +came in. + +He knew in an instant, experienced fowler that he was, that his bird was +fluttered with expectancy, and it gave him an exquisite thrill. He was +perfectly cognizant of the value of investing simple circumstances with +delightful mystery, at times; and he knew, to the Lady Ethelrida, this +trysting with him had become a momentous thing. + +"You see, I found the way," he said softly, and he allowed something of +the joy and tenderness he felt to come into his voice. + +And Lady Ethelrida answered a little nervously that she was glad, and +then continued quickly that she must show him her bookcases, because +there was so little time. + +"Only one short half-hour--if you will let me stay so long," he pleaded. + +In his hand he carried the original volume he had spoken about, a very +old edition of Shakespeare's Sonnets, from which he had carefully had +one or two removed. It was exquisitely bound and tooled, and had her +monogram worked into a beautiful little medallion--a work of art. He +handed it to her first. + +"This I ventured to have ordered for you long ago," he said. "Six weeks +it is nearly, and I so feared until yesterday that you would not let me +give it to you. It does not mean for your birthday: it is our original +bond of acquaintance." + +"It is too beautiful," said Lady Ethelrida, looking down. + +"And over there by your writing table"--he had carefully ascertained +this locality from Heinrich--"you will find the books that are my +birthday gift, if you will give me the delight of accepting them." + +She went forward with a little cry of surprise and pleasure, while, +instantaneously, the wonder of how he should know where they would be +presented itself to her mind. + +They were about six volumes. A Heine, a couple of de Musset's, and then +three volumes of selected poems, from numbers of the English poets. +Lady Ethelrida picked them up delightedly. They, too, were works of art, +in their soft mauve morocco bindings, _chiffre_, with her monogram like +the other, and tooled with gold. + +"How enchanting!" she said. "And look! They match my room. How could you +have guessed--?" And then she broke off and again looked down. + +"You told me, the night I dined with you at Glastonbury House, that you +loved mauve as a color and that violets were your favorite flower. How +could I forget?" And he permitted himself to come a step nearer to her. + +She did not move away. She turned over the leaves of the English volume +rather hurriedly. The paper was superlatively fine and the print a gem +of art. And then she looked up, surprised. + +"I have never seen this collection before," she said wonderingly. "All +the things one loves under the same cover!" And then she turned to the +title-page to see which edition it was; and she found that, as far as +information went, it was blank. Simply, + + "To The Lady Ethelrida Montfitchet + from + "F.M." + +was inscribed upon it in gold. A deep pink flush grew on her delicate +face, and she dared not raise her eyes. + +It would be too soon yet to tell her everything that was in his heart, +he reasoned. All could be lost by one false step. So, with his masterly +self-control, he resisted all temptation to fold her in his arms, and +said gently: + +"I thought it would be nice to have, as you say, 'all the bits one +loves' put together; and I have a very intelligent friend at my +book-binder's, who, when I had selected them, had them all arranged and +printed for me, and bound as I thought you might wish. It will gratify +me greatly, if it has pleased you." + +"Pleased me!" she said, and now she looked up; for the sudden conviction +came to her, that to have this done took time and a great deal of money; +and except once or twice before, casually, she had never met him until +the evening, when, among a number of her father's political friends, he +had dined at their London house. When could he have given the order and +what could this mean? He read her thoughts. + +"Yes," he said simply. "From the very first moment I ever saw you, Lady +Ethelrida, to me you seemed all that was true and beautiful, the +embodiment of my ideal of womanhood. I planned these books then, two +days after I dined with you at Glastonbury House; and, if you had +refused them, it would have caused me pain." + +Ethelrida was so moved by some new, sudden and exquisite emotion that +she could not reply for a moment. He watched her with growing and +passionate delight, but he said nothing. He must give her time. + +"It is too, too nice of you," she said softly, and there was a little +catch in her breath. "No one has ever thought of anything so exquisite +for me before, although, as you saw this morning, every one is so very +kind. How shall I thank you, Mr. Markrute? I do not know." + +"You must not thank me at all, you gracious lady," he said. "And now I +must tell you that the half-hour is nearly up, and we must go down. +But--may I--will you let me come again, perhaps to-morrow afternoon? I +want to tell you, if it would interest you, the history of a man." + +Ethelrida had turned to look at the clock, also, and had collected +herself. She was too single-minded to fence now, or to push this new, +strange joy out of her life, so she said, + +"When the others go out for a walk, then, after lunch, yes, you may +come." + +And without anything further, they left the room. At the turn in the +corridor to the other part of the house, he bent suddenly; and with deep +homage kissed her hand, then let her pass on, while he turned to the +right and disappeared towards the wing, where was his room. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Zara had, at first, thought she would not go out with the shooters. She +felt numb, as if she could not pluck up enough courage to make +conversation with any one. She had received a letter from Mimo, by the +second post, with all details of what he had heard of Mirko. Little +Agatha, the Morleys' child, was to return home the following day; and +Mirko himself had written an excited little letter to announce this +event, which Mimo enclosed. He seemed perfectly well then, only at the +end, as she would see, he had said he was dreaming of _Maman_ every +night; and Mimo knew that this must mean he was a little feverish again, +so he had felt it wiser to telegraph. Mirko had written out the score of +the air which _Maman_ always came and taught him, and he was longing to +play it to his dear Papa and his Cherisette, the letter ended with. + +And the pathos of it all caused Zara a sharp pain. She did not dare to +look ahead, as far as her little brother was concerned. Indeed, to look +ahead, in any case, meant nothing very happy. + +She was just going up the great staircase at about a quarter to eleven, +with the letter in her hand, when she met Tristram coming from his room, +with his shooting boots on, ready to start. He stopped and said +coldly--they had not spoken a word yet that day-- + +"You had better be quick putting your things on. My uncle always starts +punctually." + +Then his eye caught the foreign writing on the letter, and he turned +brusquely away, although, as he reasoned with himself a moment +afterwards, it was ridiculous of him to be so moved, because she would +naturally have a number of foreign correspondents. She saw him turn +away, and it angered her in spite of her new mood. He need not show his +dislike so plainly, she thought. So she answered haughtily, + +"I had not intended to come. I am tired; and I do not know this sport, +or whether it will please me. I should feel for the poor birds, I +expect." + +"I am sorry you are tired," he answered, contrite in an instant. "Of +course, you must not come if you are. They will be awfully disappointed. +But never mind. I will tell Ethelrida." + +"It is nothing--my fatigue, I mean. If you think your cousin will mind, +I will come." And she turned, without waiting for him to answer, and +went on to her room. + +And Tristram, after going back to his for something he had forgotten, +presently went on down the stairs, a bitter smile on his face, and at +the bottom met--Laura Highford. + +She looked up into his eyes, and allowed tears to gather in hers. She +had always plenty at her command. + +"Tristram," she said with extreme gentleness, "you were cross with me +yesterday afternoon, because you thought I was saying something about +your wife. But don't you know, can't you understand, what it is to me to +see you devoted to another woman? You may be changed, but I am always +the same, and I--I--" And here she buried her face in her hands and went +into a flood of tears. + +Tristram was overcome with confusion and horror. He loathed scenes. +Good heavens! If any one should come along! + +"Laura, for goodness' sake! My dear girl, don't cry!" he exclaimed. He +felt he would say anything to comfort her, and get over the chance of +some one seeing this hateful exhibition. + +But she continued to sob. She had caught sight of Zara's figure on the +landing above, and her vengeful spirit desired to cause trouble, even at +a cost to herself. Zara had been perfectly ready, all but her hat, and +had hurried exceedingly to be in time, and thus had not been five +minutes after her husband. + +"Tristram!" wailed Laura, and, putting up her hands, placed them on his +shoulders. "Darling, just kiss me once--quickly--to say good-bye." + +And it was at this stage that Zara came full upon them, from a turn in +the stairs. She heard Tristram say disgustedly, "No, I won't," and saw +Lady Highford drop her arms; and in the three steps that separated them, +her wonderful iron self-control, the inheritance of all her years of +suffering, enabled her to stop as if she had seen nothing, and in an +ordinary voice ask if they were to go to the great hall. + +"The woman," as she called Laura, should not have the satisfaction of +seeing a trace of emotion in her, or Tristram either. He had answered +immediately, "Yes," and had walked on by her side, in an absolutely +raging temper. + +How dare Laura drag him into a disgraceful and ridiculous scene like +this! He could have wrung her neck. What must Zara think? That he was +simply a cad! He could not offer a single explanation, either; indeed, +she had demanded none. He did blurt out, after a moment, + +"Lady Highford was very much upset about something. She is hysterical." + +"Poor thing!" said Zara indifferently, and walked on. + +But when they got into the hall, where most of the company were, she +suddenly felt her knees giving way under her, and hurriedly sank down on +an oak chair. + +She felt sick with jealous pain, even though she had plainly seen that +Tristram was no willing victim. But upon what terms could they be, or +have been, for Lady Highford so to lose all sense of shame? + +Tristram was watching her anxiously. She must have seen the humiliating +exhibition. It followed, then, she was perfectly indifferent, or she +would have been annoyed. He wished that she had reproached him, or said +something--anything--but to remain completely unmoved was too maddening. + +Then the whole company, who were coming out, appeared, and they started. +Some of the men were drawing lots to see if they should shoot in the +morning or in the afternoon. The party was primarily for Lady +Ethelrida's birthday, and the shoot merely an accessory. + +Zara walked by the Crow, who was not shooting at all. She was wearied +with Lord Elterton; wearied with every one. The Crow was sententious and +amused her, and did not expect her to talk. + +"You have never seen your husband shoot yet, I expect, Lady Tancred, +have you?" he asked her; and when she said, "No," he went on, "Because +you must watch him. He is a very fine shot." + +She did not know anything about shooting, only that Tristram looked +particularly attractive in his shooting clothes, and that English +sportsmen were natural, unceremonious creatures, whom she was beginning +to like very much. She wished she could open her heart to this quaint, +kind old man, and ask him to explain things to her; but she could not, +and presently they got to a safe place and watched. + +Tristram happened to be fairly near them; and, yes, he was a good +shot--she could see that. But, at first, the thud of the beautiful +pheasants falling to the ground caused her to wince--she, who had looked +upon the shattered face of Ladislaus, her husband, with only a quiver of +disgust! But these creatures were in the glory of their beauty and the +joy of life, and had preyed upon the souls of no one. + +Her wonderful face, which interested Colonel Lowerby so, was again +abstracted. Something had brought back that hateful moment to her +memory; she could hear Feto, the dancer's shrieks, and see the blood; +and she shivered suddenly and clasped her hands. + +"Do you mind seeing the birds come down?" the Crow asked kindly. + +"I do not know," she said. "I was thinking of some other shooting." + +"Because," the Crow went on, "the women who rage against sport forget +one thing,--the birds would not exist at all, if it were not for +preserving them for this very reason. They would gradually be trapped +and snared and exterminated; whereas, now they have a royal time, of +food and courtship and mating, and they have no knowledge of their +coming fate, and so live a life of splendor up to the last moment." + +"How much better! Yes, indeed, I will never be foolish about them again. +I will think of that." Then she exclaimed, "Oh, that was wonderful!" for +Tristram got two rocketters at right and left, and then another with +his second gun. His temper had not affected his eye, it seemed. + +"Tristram is one of the best all-round sportsmen I know," the Crow +announced, "and he has one of the kindest hearts. I have known him since +he was a toddler. His mother was one of the beauties, when I first put +on a cuirass." + +Zara tried to control her interest, and merely said, "Yes?" + +"Are you looking forward to the reception at Wrayth on Monday? I always +wonder how a person unaccustomed to England would view all the speeches +and dinners, the bonfire, and triumphal arches, and those things of a +home-coming. Rather an ordeal, I expect." + +Zara's eyes rounded, and she faltered, + +"And shall I have to go through all that?" + +The Crow was nonplussed. Had not her husband, then, told her, what every +one else knew? Upon what terms could they possibly be? And before he was +aware of it, he had blurted out, "Good Lord!" + +Then, recollecting himself, he said, + +"Why, yes. Tristram will say I have been frightening you. It is not so +very bad, after all--only to smile and look gracious and shake hands. +They will be all ready to think you perfect, if you do that. Even though +there are a lot of beastly radicals about, Old England still bows down +to a beautiful woman!" + +Zara did not answer. She had heard about her beauty in most European +languages, since she was sixteen. It was the last thing which mattered, +she thought. + +Then the Crow turned the conversation, as they walked on to the next +stand. + +Did she know that Lady Ethelrida had commanded that all the ladies were +to get up impromptu fancy dresses for to-night, her birthday dinner, and +all the men would be in hunt coats? he asked. Large parties were coming +from the only two other big houses near, and they would dance afterward +in the picture gallery. "A wonderful new band that came out in London +this season is coming down," he ended with; and, then, as she replied +she had heard, he asked her what she intended to be. "It must be +something with your hair down--you must give us the treat of that." + +"I have left it all to Lady Ethelrida and my sisters-in-law," she said. +"We are going to contrive things the whole afternoon, after lunch." + +Tristram came up behind them then, and the Crow stopped. + +"I was telling your wife she must give us the pleasure of seeing her +hair down, to-night, for the Tomfools' dinner, but I can't get a promise +from her. We will have to appeal to you to exert your lordly authority. +Can't be deprived of a treat like that!" + +"I am afraid I have no influence or authority," Tristram answered +shortly, for with a sudden pang he thought of the only time he had seen +the glorious beauty of it, her hair, spread like a cloak around her, as +she had turned and ordered him out of her room at Dover. She remembered +the circumstance, too, and it hurt her equally, so that they walked +along silently, staring in front of them, and each suffering pain; when, +if they had had a grain of sense, they would have looked into each +other's eyes, read the truth, and soon been in each other's arms. But +they had not yet "dree'd their weird." And Fate, who mocks at fools, +would not yet let them be. + +So the clouds gathered overhead, as in their hearts, and it came on to +pour with rain; and the ladies made a hurried rush to the house. + +The hostess did not stand near Francis Markrute during the shooting. +Some shy pleasure made her avoid him for the moment. She wanted to hug +the remembrance of her great joy of the morning, and the knowledge that +to-morrow, Sunday, after lunch, would bring her a like pleasure. And for +the time being there was the delight of thinking over what he had said, +the subtlety of his gift, and the manner of its giving. + +Nothing so goes to the head of a woman of refined sensibilities as the +intoxicating flattery of thought-out action in a man, when it is to lay +homage at her feet, and the man is a grave and serious person, who is no +worshiper of women. + +Ethelrida trod on air, and looked unusually sweet and gracious. + +And Francis Markrute watched her quietly, with great tenderness in his +heart, and not the faintest misgiving. "Slow and sure" was his motto, +and thus he drew always the current of success and contentment. + +His only crumpled roseleaf was the face of his niece, which rather +haunted him. There seemed no improvement in the relations of the pair, +in spite of Zara having had ample cause to feel jealous about Lady +Highford since their arrival. Elinka, too, had had strange and +unreasonable turns in her nature, that is what had made her so +attractive. What if Zara and this really fine young Englishman, with +whom he had mated her, should never get on? Then he laughed, when he +thought of the impossibility of his calculations finally miscarrying. It +was, of course, only a question of time. However, he would tell her +before she left for her "home-coming" at Wrayth on Monday, what he +thought it was now safe and advisable that she should know, namely, +that on her husband's side the marriage had been one of headlong desire +for herself, after having refused the bargain before he had seen her. +That would give her some bad moments of humiliation, he admitted, which +perhaps she had not deserved, though it would certainly bring her to her +knees and so, to Tristram's arms. + +But for once, being really quite preoccupied with his own affairs and a +little unbalanced by love as well, he miscalculated the force of a +woman's pride. Zara's one idea now was to hide from Tristram the state +of her feelings, believing, poor, bruised, wounded thing, that he no +longer cared for her, believing that she herself had extinguished the +torch of love. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +There was an air of restrained excitement, importance and mystery among +the ladies at luncheon. They had got back to the house in time to have +their conclave before that meal, and everything was satisfactorily +settled. Lady Anningford, who had not accompanied them out shooting, had +thought out a whole scheme, and announced it upon their return amidst +acclamations. + +They would represent as many characters as they could from the "Idylls +of the King," because the style would be such loose, hanging kinds of +garments, the maids could run up the long straight seams in no time. And +it would be so much more delightful, all to carry out one idea, than the +usual powdered heads and non-descript things people chose for such +impromptu occasions. It only remained to finally decide the characters. +She considered that Ethelrida should undoubtedly be _Guinevere_; but, +above all, Zara must be _Isolt_! + +"Of course, of course!" they all cried unanimously, while Zara's eyes +went black. "_Tristram_ and _Isolt_! How splendid!" + +"And I shall be _Brangaine_, and give the love potion," Lady Anningford +went on. "Although it does not come into the 'Idylls of the King,' it +should do so. It is just because Tennyson was so fearfully, respectably +Early Victorian! I have been looking all the real thing up in the 'Morte +d' Arthur' in the library, and in the beautiful edition of 'Tristram +and Yseult' in Ethelrida's room." + +"How perfectly enchanting!" cried Lady Betty. "I must be the _Lady of +the Lake_--it is much the most dramatic part. And let us get the big +sword out of the armory for _Excalibur_! I can have it, and brandish it +as I enter the room." + +"Oh, nonsense, Betty darling!" Ethelrida said. "You are the very picture +of _Lynette_, with your enchanting nose 'tiptilted like the tender petal +of a flower,' and your shameful treatment of poor Jimmy!" + +And Lady Betty, after bridling a little, consented. + +Then the other parts were cast. Emily should be _Enid_ and Mary, +_Elaine_, while Lady Melton, Lady Thornby and Mrs. Harcourt should be +the _Three Fair Queens_. + +"I shall be _Ettarre_," said Lily Opie. "The others are all good and +dull; and I prefer her, because I am sure she wasn't! And certainly Lady +Highford must be _Vivien_! She is exactly the type, in one of her +tea gowns!" + +Laura rather liked the idea of _Vivien_. It had _cachet_, she thought. +She was very fond of posing as a mysterious enchantress, the mystic +touch pleased her vanity. + +So, of the whole party, only Zara did not feel content. Tristram might +think she had chosen this herself, as an advance towards him. + +Then the discussion, as to the garments to be worn, began. Numbers of +ornaments and bits of tea-gowns would do. But with her usual practical +forethought, Lady Anningford had already taken time by the forelock, and +asked that one of the motors, going in to Tilling Green on a message, +should bring back all the bales of bright and light-colored merinos and +nunscloths the one large general shop boasted of. + +And, amidst screams of delighted excitement from the girls, the immense +parcel was presently unpacked. + +It contained marvels of white and creams, and one which was declared the +exact thing for _Isolt_. It was a merino of that brilliant violent shade +of azure, the tone which is advertised as "Rickett's Paris blue" for +washing clothes. It had been in the shop for years, and was unearthed +for this occasion--a perfect relic of later Victorian aniline dye. + +"It will be simply too gorgeously wonderful, with just a fillet of gold +round her head, and all her adorable red hair hanging down," Lady +Anningford said to Ethelrida. + +"We shan't have to wear a stitch underneath," Lady Betty announced +decidedly, while she pirouetted before a cheval glass--they were all in +Lady Anningford's room--with some stuff draped round her childish form. +"The gowns must have the right look, just long, straight things, with +hanging sleeves and perhaps a girdle. I shall have cream, and you, Mary, +as _Elaine_, must have white; but Emily had better have that mauve for +_Enid_, as she was married." + +"Why must _Enid_ have mauve because she is married?" asked Emily, who +did not like the color. + +"I don't know why," Lady Betty answered, "except that, if you are +married, you can't possibly have white, like Mary and me, who aren't. +People are quite different--after, and mauve is very respectable for +them," she went on. Grammar never troubled her little ladyship, when +giving her valuable opinion upon things and life. + +"I think _Enid_ was a goose," said Emily, pouting. + +"Not half as much as _Elaine_," said Mary. "She had secured her +_Geraint_, whereas _Elaine_ made a perfect donkey of herself over +_Lancelot_, who did not care for her." + +"I like our parts much the best, Lily's and mine," said Lady Betty. "I +do give my Jim--Gareth?--a lively time, at all events! Just what I +should do, if it were in real life." + +"What you do do, you mean, not what you would do, Minx!" said her aunt, +laughing. + +And at this stage the shooters were seen advancing across the park, and +the band of ladies, full of importance, descended to luncheon. + +Lady Anningford sat next the Crow and told him what they had decided, in +strict confidence, of course. + +"We shall have the most delightful fun, Crow. I have thought it all out. +At dessert I am going to hand one of the gold cups in which we are going +to put a glass of some of the Duke's original old Chartreuse, to the +bridal pair, as if to drink their health; and then, when they have drunk +it, I am going to be overcome at the mistake of having given them a +love-potion, just as in the real story! You can't tell--it may bring +them together." + +"Queen Anne, you wonder!" said the Crow. + +"It is such a deliciously incongruous idea, you see," Lady Anningford +went on. "All of us in long pre-mediaeval garments, with floating hair, +and all of you in modern hunt coats! I should like to have seen Tristram +in gold chain armor." + +The Crow grunted approval. + +"Ethelrida is going to arrange that they go in to dinner together. She +is going to say it will be their last chance before they get to _King +Mark_. Won't it all be perfect?" + +"Well, I suppose you know best," the Crow said, with his wise old head +on one side. "But they are at a ticklish pass in their careers, I tell +you. The balance might go either way. Don't make it too hard for them, +out of mistaken kindness." + +"You are tiresome, Crow!" retorted Lady Anningford. "I never can do a +thing I think right without your warning me over it. Do leave it to me." + +So, thus admonished, Colonel Lowerby went on with his luncheon. + +Zara's eyes looked more stormy than ever, when her husband chanced to +see them. He was sitting nearly opposite her, and he wondered what on +earth she was thinking about. He was filled with a concentrated +bitterness from the events of the morning. Her utter indifference over +the Laura incident had galled him unbearably, although he told himself, +as he had done before, the unconscionable fool he was to allow himself +to go on being freshly wounded by each continued proof of her disdain of +him. Why, when he knew a thing, should he not be prepared for it? He had +a strong will; he _would_ overcome his emotion for her. He could, at +least, make himself treat her, outwardly with the same apparent insolent +indifference, as she treated him. + +He made a firm resolve once again, he would not speak to her at all, any +more than he had done the last three days in Paris. He would accept the +position until the Wrayth rejoicings were over, and then he would +certainly make arrangements to go and shoot lions, or travel, or +something. There should be no further "perhaps" about it. Life, with the +agonizing longing for her, seeing her daily and being denied, was more +than could be borne. + +There was something about Zara's type, the white, exquisite beauty of +her skin, her slenderly voluptuous shape, the stormy suggestion of +hidden passion in her slumberous eyes, which had always aroused +absolutely mad emotions in men. Tristram, who was a normal Englishman, +self-contained and reserved, and too completely healthy to be +highly-strung, felt undreamed-of sensations rise in him when he looked +at her, which was as rarely as possible. He understood now what was +meant by an obsession--all the states of love he had read of in French +novels and dismissed as "tommyrot." She did not only affect him with a +thrilling physical passion. It was an obsession of the mind as well. He +suffered acutely; as each day passed it seemed as if he could not bear +any more, and the next always brought some further pain. + +They had actually only been married for ten days! and it seemed an +eternity of anguish to both of them, for different reasons. + +Zara's nature was trying to break through the iron bands of her life +training. Once she had admitted to herself that she loved her husband, +her suffering was as deep as his, only that she was more practiced in +the art of suppressing all emotion. But it was no wonder that they both +looked pale and stern, and quite unbridal. + +The sportsmen started immediately after lunch again, and the ladies +returned to their delightful work; and, when they all assembled for tea, +everything was almost completed. Zara had been unable to resist the +current of light-hearted gayety which was in the air, and now felt +considerably better; so she allowed Lord Elterton to sit beside her +after tea and pour homage at her feet, with the expression of an empress +listening to an address of loyalty from some distant colony; and the +Crow leant back in his chair and chuckled to himself, much to Lady +Anningford's annoyance. + +"What in the world is it, Crow?" she said. "When you laugh like that, I +always know some diabolically cynical idea is floating in your head, +and it is not good for you. Tell me at once what you mean!" + +But Colonel Lowerby refused to be drawn, and presently took Tristram off +into the billiard-room. + +It was arranged that all the men, even the husbands, were to go down +into the great white drawing-room first, so that the ladies might have +the pleasure of making an entrance _en bande_, to the delight of every +one. And when this group of Englishmen, so smart in their scarlet hunt +coats, were assembled at the end, by the fireplace, footmen opened the +big double doors, and the groom of the chambers announced, + +"Her Majesty, _Queen Guinevere_, and the Ladies of her Court." + +And Ethelrida advanced, her fair hair in two long plaits, with her +mother's all-round diamond crown upon her head, and clothed in some +white brocade garment, arranged with a blue merino cloak, trimmed with +ermine and silver. She looked perfectly regal, and as nearly beautiful +as she had ever done; and to the admiring eyes of Francis Markrute, she +seemed to outshine all the rest. + +Then, their names called as they entered, came Enid and Elaine, each +fair and sweet; and Vivien and Ettarre; then Lynette walking alone, with +her saucy nose in the air and her flaxen curls spread out over her cream +robe, a most bewitching sight. + +Several paces behind her came the _Three Fair Queens_, all in +wonderfully contrived garments, and misty, floating veils; and lastly, +quite ten paces in the rear, walked _Isolt_, followed by her +_Brangaine_. And when the group by the fireplace caught sight of her, +they one and all drew in their breath. + +For Zara had surpassed all expectations. The intense and blatant blue of +her long clinging robe, which would have killed the charms of nine women +out of ten, seemed to enhance the beauty of her pure white skin and +marvelous hair. It fell like a red shining cloak all round her, kept in +only by a thin fillet of gold, while her dark eyes gleamed with a new +excitement. She had relaxed her dominion of herself, and was allowing +the natural triumphant woman in her to have its day. For once in her +life she forgot everything of sorrow and care, and permitted herself to +rejoice in her own beauty and its effect upon the world before her. + +"Jee-hoshaphat!" was the first articulate word that the company heard, +from the hush which had fallen upon them; and then there was a chorus of +general admiration, in which all the ladies had their share. And only +the Crow happened to glance at Tristram, and saw that his face was white +as death. + +Then the two parties, about twenty people in all, began to arrive from +the other houses, and delighted exclamations of surprise at the splendor +of the impromptu fancy garments were heard all over the room, and soon +dinner was announced, and they went in. + +"My Lord Tristram," Ethelrida had said to her cousin, "I beg of you to +conduct to my festal board your own most beautiful _Lady Isolt_. +Remember, on Monday you leave us for the realm of _King Mark_, so make +the most of your time!" And she turned and led forward Zara, and placed +her hand in his; she, and they all, were too preoccupied with excitement +and joy to see the look of deep pain in his eyes. + +He held his wife's hand, until the procession started, and neither of +them spoke a word. Zara, still exalted with the spirit of the night, +felt only a wild excitement. She was glad he could see her beauty and +her hair, and she raised her head and shook it back, as they started, +with a provoking air. + +But Tristram never spoke; and by the time they had reached the +banqueting-hall, some of her exaltation died down, and she felt a chill. + +Her hair was so very long and thick that she had to push it aside, to +sit down, and in doing so a mesh flew out and touched his face; and the +Crow, who was watching the whole drama intently, noticed that he +shivered and, if possible, grew more pale. So he turned to his own +servant, behind his chair, who with some of the other valets, was +helping to wait, and whispered to him, "Go and see that Lord Tancred is +handed brandy, at once, before the soup." + +And so the feast began. + +On Zara's other hand sat the Duke, and on Tristram's, Brangaine--for so +she and Ethelrida had arranged for their later plan; and after the +brandy, which Tristram dimly wondered why he should have been handed, he +pulled himself together, and tried to talk; and Zara busied herself with +the Duke. She quite came out of her usual silence, and laughed, and +looked so divinely attractive that the splendid old gentleman felt it +all going to his head; and his thoughts wondered bluntly, how soon, if +he were his nephew, he would take her away after dinner and make love to +her all to himself! But these modern young fellows had not half the +mettle that he had had! + +So at last dessert-time came, with its toasts for the _Queen Guinevere_. +And the bridal pair had spoken together never a word; and Lady +Anningford, who was watching them, began to fear for the success of her +plan. However, there was no use turning back now. So, amidst jests of +all sorts in keeping with the spirit of Camelot and the Table Round, at +last _Brangaine_ rose and, taking the gold cup in front of her, said, + +"I, _Brangaine_, commissioned by her Lady Mother, to conduct the _Lady +Isolt_ safely to _King Mark_, under the knightly protection of the _Lord +Tristram_, do now propose to drink their health, and ye must all do +likewise, Lords and Ladies of Arthur's court." And she sipped her own +glass, while she handed the gold cup to the Duke, who passed it on to +the pair; and Tristram, because all eyes were upon him, forced himself +to continue the jest. So he rose and, taking Zara's hand, while he bowed +to the company, gave her the cup to drink, and then took it himself, +while he drained the measure. And every one cried, amidst great +excitement, "The health and happiness of _Tristram_ and _Isolt_!" + +Then, when the tumult had subsided a little, _Brangaine_ gave a +pretended shriek. + +"Mercy me! I am undone!" she cried. "They have quaffed of the wrong cup! +That gold goblet contained a love-potion distilled from rare plants by +the Queen, and destined for the wedding wine of _Isolt_ and _King Mark_! +And now the _Lord Tristram_ and she have drunk it together, by +misadventure, and can never be parted more! Oh, misery me! What have I +done!" + +And amidst shouts of delighted laughter led by the Crow--in frozen +silence, Tristram held his wife's hand. + +But after a second, the breeding in them both, as on their wedding +evening before the waiters, again enabled them to continue the comedy; +and they, too, laughed, and, with the Duke's assistance, got through the +rest of dinner, until they all rose and went out, two and two, the men +leading their ladies by the hand, as they had come in. + +And if the cup had indeed contained a potion distilled by the Irish +sorceress Queen, the two victims could not have felt more passionately +in love. + +But Tristram's pride won the day for him, for this one time, and not by +a glance or a turn of his head did he let his bride see how wildly her +superlative attraction had kindled the fire in his blood. And when the +dancing began, he danced with every other lady first, and then went off +into the smoking-room, and only just returned in time to be made to lead +out his "_Isolt_" in a final quadrille--not a valse. No powers would +have made him endure the temptation of a valse! + +And even this much, the taking of her hand, her nearness, the sight of +the exquisite curves of her slender figure, and her floating hair, +caused him an anguish unspeakable, so that when the rest of the company +had gone, and good nights were said, he went up to his room, changed his +coat, and strode away alone, out into the night. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +Every one was so sleepy and tired on Sunday morning, after their night +at Arthur's Court, that only Lady Ethelrida and Laura Highford, who had +a pose of extreme piety always ready at hand, started with the Duke and +Young Billy for church. Francis Markrute watched them go from his +window, which looked upon the entrance, and he thought how stately and +noble his fair lady looked; and he admired her disciplined attitude, no +carousal being allowed to interfere with her duties. She was a rare and +perfect specimen of her class. + +His lady fair! For he had determined, if fate plainly gave him the +indication, to risk asking her to-day to be his fair lady indeed. A man +must know when to strike, if the iron is hot. + +He had carefully prepared all the avenues; and had made himself of great +importance to the Duke, allowing his masterly brain to be seen in +glimpses, and convincing His Grace of his possible great usefulness to +the party to which he belonged. He did not look for continued opposition +in that quarter, once he should have assured himself that Lady Ethelrida +loved him. That he loved her, with all the force of his self-contained +nature, was beyond any doubt. Love, as a rule, recks little of the +suitability of the object, when it attacks a heart; but in some few +cases--that is the peculiar charm--Francis Markrute had waited until he +was forty-six years old, firmly keeping to his ideal, until he found +her, in a measure of perfection, of which even he had not dared to +dream. His theory, which he had proved in his whole life, was that +nothing is beyond the grasp of a man who is master of himself and his +emotions. But even his iron nerves felt the tension of excitement, as +luncheon drew to an end, and he knew in half an hour, when most of the +company were safely disposed of, he should again find his way to his +lady's shrine. + +Ethelrida did not look at him. She was her usual, charmingly-gracious +self to her neighbors, solicitous of Tristram's headache. He had only +just appeared, and looked what he felt--a wreck. She was interested in +some news in the Sunday papers, which had arrived; and in short, not a +soul guessed how her gentle being was uplifted, and her tender heart +beating with this, the first real emotion she had ever experienced. + +Even the Crow, so thrilled with his interest in the bridal pair, had not +scented anything unusual in his hostess's attitude towards one of her +guests. + +"I think Mr. Markrute is awfully attractive, don't you, Crow?" said Lady +Anningford, as they started for their walk. To go to Lynton Heights +after lunch on Sunday was almost an invariable custom at Montfitchet. "I +can't say what it is, but it is something subtle and extraordinary, like +that in his niece--what do you think?" + +Colonel Lowerby paused, struck from her words by the fact that he had +been too preoccupied to have noticed this really interesting man. + +"Why, 'pon my soul--I haven't thought!" he said, "but now you speak of +it, I do think he is a remarkable chap." + +"He is so very quiet," Lady Anningford went on, "and, whenever he +speaks, it is something worth listening to; and if you get on any +subject of books, he is a perfect encyclopaedia. He gives me the +impression of all the forces of power and will, concentrated in a man. I +wonder who he really is? Not that it matters a bit in these days. Do you +think there is any Jew in him? It does not show in his type, but when +foreigners are very rich there generally is." + +"Sure to be, as he is so intelligent," the Crow growled. "If you notice, +numbers of the English families who show brains have a touch of it in +the background. So long as the touch is far enough away, I have no +objection to it myself--prefer folks not to be fools." + +"I believe I have no prejudices at all," said Lady Anningford. "If I +like people, I don't care what is in their blood." + +"It is all right till you scratch 'em. Then it comes out; but if, as I +say, it is far enough back, the Jew will do the future Tancred race a +power of good, to get the commercial common sense of it into them--knew +Maurice Grey, her father, years ago, and he was just as indifferent to +money and material things, as Tristram is himself. So the good will come +from the Markrute side, we will hope." + +"I rather wonder, Crow--if there ever will be any more of the Tancred +race. I thought last night we had a great failure, and that nothing will +make that affair prosper. I don't believe they ever see one another from +one day to the next! It is extremely sad." + +"I told you they had come to a ticklish point in their careers," the +Crow permitted himself to remind his friend, "and, 'pon my soul, I could +not bet you one way or another how it will go. 'I hae me doots,' as the +Scotchman said." + +Meanwhile, Ethelrida, on the plea of letters to write, had retired to +her room; and there, as the clock struck a quarter past three, she +awaited--what? She would not own to herself that it was her fate. She +threw dust in her own eyes, and called it a pleasant talk! + +She looked absurdly young for her twenty-six years, just a dainty slip +of a patrician girl, as she sat there on her chintz sofa, with its fresh +pattern of lilacs and tender green. Everything was in harmony, even to +her soft violet cloth dress trimmed with fur. + +And again as the hour for the trysting chimed, her lover that was to be, +entered the room. + +"This is perfectly divine," he said, as he came in, while the roguish +twinkle of a schoolboy, who has outwitted his mates sparkled in his fine +eyes. "All those good people tramping for miles in the cold and damp, +while we two sensible ones are going to enjoy a nice fire and a friendly +chat." + +Thus he disarmed her nervousness, and gave her time. + +"May I sit by you, my Lady Ethelrida?" he said; and as she smiled, he +took his seat, but not too near her--nothing must be the least hurried +or out of place. + +So for about a quarter of an hour they talked of books--their +favorites--hers, all so simple and chaste, his, of all kinds, so long as +they showed style, and were masterpieces of taste and balance. Then, as +a great piece of wood fell in the open grate and made a volley of +sparks, he leaned forward a little and asked her if he might tell her +that for which he had come, the history of a man. + +The daylight was drawing in, and they had an hour before them. + +"Yes," said Ethelrida, "only let us make up the fire first, and only +turn on that one soft light," and she pointed to a big gray china owl +who carried a simple shade of white painted with lilacs on his back. +"Then we need not move again, because I want extremely to hear it--the +history of a man." + +He obeyed her commands, and also drew the silk blinds. + +"Now, indeed, we are happy; at least, I am," he said. + +Lady Ethelrida leant back on her muslin embroidered cushion and prepared +herself to listen with a rapt face. + +Francis Markrute stood by the fire for a while, and began from there: + +"You must go right back with me to early days, Sweet Lady," he said, "to +a palace in a gloomy city and to an artiste--a ballet-dancer--but at the +same time a great _musicienne_ and a good and beautiful woman, a woman +with red, splendid hair, like my niece. There she lived in a palace in +this city, away from the world with her two children; an Emperor was her +lover and her children's father; and they all four were happy as the day +was long. The children were a boy and a girl, and presently they began +to grow up, and the boy began to think about life and to reason things +out with himself. He had, perhaps, inherited this faculty from his +grandfather, on his mother's side, who was a celebrated poet and +philosopher and a Spanish Jew. So his mother, the beautiful dancer, was +half Jewess, and, from her mother again, half Spanish noble; for this +philosopher had eloped with the daughter of a Spanish grandee, and she +was erased from the roll. I go back this far not to weary you, but that +you may understand what forces in race had to do with the boy's +character. The daughter again of this pair became an artist and a +dancer, and being a highly educated, as well as a superbly beautiful +woman--a woman with all Zara's charm and infinitely more chiseled +features--she won the devoted love of the Emperor of the country in +which they lived. I will not go into the moral aspect of the affair. A +great love recks not of moral aspects. Sufficient to say, they were +ideally happy while the beautiful dancer lived. She died when the boy +was about fifteen, to his great and abiding grief. His sister, who was a +year or two younger than he, was then all he had to love, because +political and social reasons in that country made it very difficult, +about this time, for him often to see his father, the Emperor. + +"The boy was very carefully educated, and began early, as I have told +you, to think for himself and to dream. He dreamed of things which might +have been, had he been the heir and son of the Empress, instead of the +child of her who seemed to him so much the greater lady and queen, his +own mother, the dancer; and he came to see that dreams that are based +upon regrets are useless and only a factor in the degradation, not the +uplifting of a man. The boy grew to understand that from that sweet +mother, even though the world called her an immoral woman, he had +inherited something much more valuable to himself than the Imperial +crown--the faculty of perception and balance, physical and moral, to +which the family of the Emperor, his father, could lay no claim. From +them, both he and his sister had inherited a stubborn, indomitable +pride. You can see it, and have already remarked it, in Zara--that +sister's child. + +"So when the boy grew to be about twenty, he determined to carve out a +career for himself, to create a great fortune, and so make his own +little kingdom, which should not be bound by any country or race. He had +an English tutor--he had always had one--and in his studies of +countries and peoples and their attributes, the English seemed to him to +be much the finest race. They were saner, more understanding, more full +of the sense of the fitness of things, and of the knowledge of life and +how to live it wisely. + +"So the boy, with no country, and no ingrained patriotism for the place +of his birth, determined he, being free and of no nation, should, when +he had made this fortune, migrate there, and endeavor to obtain a place +among those proud people, whom he so admired in his heart. That was his +goal, in all his years of hard work, during which time he grew to +understand the value of individual character, regardless of nation or of +creed; and so, when finally he did come to this country, it was not to +seek, but to command." And here Francis Markrute, master of vast wealth +and the destinies of almost as many human souls as his father, the +Emperor, had been, raised his head. And Lady Ethelrida, daughter of a +hundred noble lords, knew her father, the Duke, was no prouder than he, +the Spanish dancer's son. And something in her fine spirit went out to +him; and she, there in the firelight with the soft owl lamp silvering +her hair, stretched out her hand to him; and he held it and kissed it +tenderly, as he took his seat by her side. + +"My sweet and holy one," he said. "And so you understand!" + +"Yes, yes!" said Ethelrida. "Oh, please go on"--and she leaned back +against her pillow, but she did not seek to draw away her hand. + +"There came a great grief, then, in the life of the boy who was now a +grown man. His sister brought disgrace upon herself, and died under +extremely distressful circumstances, into which I need not enter here; +and for a while these things darkened and embittered his life." He +paused a moment, and gazed into the fire, a look of deep sorrow and +regret on his sharply-cut face, and Ethelrida unconsciously allowed her +slim fingers to tighten in his grasp. And when he felt this gentle +sympathy, he stroked her hand. + +"The man was very hard then, sweet lady," he went on. "He regrets it +now, deeply. The pure angel, who at this day rules his life, with her +soft eyes of divine mercy and gentleness, has taught him many lessons; +and it will be his everlasting regret that he was hard then. But it was +a great deep wound to his pride, that quality which he had inherited +from his father, and had not then completely checked and got in hand. +Pride should be a factor for noble actions and a great spirit, but not +for overbearance toward the failings of others. He knows that now. If +this lady, whom he worships, should ever wish to learn the whole details +of this time, he will tell her even at any cost to his pride, but for +the moment let me get on to pleasanter things." + +And Ethelrida whispered, "Yes, yes," so he continued: + +"All his life from a boy's to a man's, this person we are speaking of +had kept his ideal of the woman he should love. She must be fine and +shapely, and noble and free; she must be tender and devoted, and +gracious and good. But he passed all his early manhood and grew to +middle age, before he even saw her shadow across his path. He looked up +one night, eighteen months ago, at a court ball, and she passed him on +the arm of a royal duke, and unconsciously brushed his coat with her +soft dove's wing; and he knew that it was she, after all those years, so +he waited and planned, and met her once or twice; but fate did not let +him advance very far, and so a scheme entered his head. His niece, the +daughter of his dead sister, had also had a very unhappy life; and he +thought she, too, should come among these English people, and find +happiness with their level ways. She was beautiful and proud and good, +so he planned the marriage between his niece and the cousin of the lady +he worshiped, knowing by that he should be drawn nearer his star, and +also pay the debt to his dead sister, by securing the happiness of her +child; but primarily it was his desire to be nearer his own worshiped +star, and thus it has all come about." He paused, and looked full at her +face, and saw that her sweet eyes were moist with some tender, happy +tears. So he leaned forward, took her other hand, and kissed them both, +placing the soft palms against his mouth for a second; then he whispered +hoarsely, his voice at last trembling with the passionate emotion he +felt: + +"Ethelrida--darling--I love you with my soul--tell me, my sweet lady, +will you be my wife?" + +And the Lady Ethelrida did not answer, but allowed herself to be drawn +into his arms. + +And so in the firelight, with the watchful gray owl, the two rested +blissfully content. + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + +When Lady Ethelrida came down to tea, her sweet face was prettily +flushed, for she was quite unused to caresses and the kisses of a man. +Her soft gray eyes were shining with a happiness of which she had not +dreamed, and above all things, she was filled with the exquisite emotion +of having a secret!--a secret of which even her dear friend Anne was +ignorant--a blessed secret, just shared between her lover and herself. +And Lady Anningford, who had no idea that she had spent the afternoon +with the financier, but believed she had religiously written letters +alone, wondered to herself what on earth made Ethelrida look so joyous +and not the least fatigued, as most of the others were. She really got +prettier, she thought, as she grew older, and was always the greatest +dear in the whole world. But, to look as happy as that and have a face +so flushed, was quite mysterious and required the opinion of the Crow! + +So she dragged Colonel Lowerby off to a sofa, and began at once: + +"Crow, do look at Ethelrida's face! Did you ever see one so idiotically +blissful, except when she has been kissed by the person she loves?" + +"Well, how do you know that is not the case with our dear Ethelrida?" +grunted the Crow. "She did not come out for a walk. You had better count +up, and see who else stayed at home!" + +So Lady Anningford began laughingly. The idea was too impossible, but +she must reason it out. + +"There was Lord Melton but Lady Melton stayed behind, too, and the +Thornbys--all impossible. There was no one else except Tristram, who I +know was in the smoking-room, with a fearful headache, and Mr. +Markrute, who was with the Duke." + +"Was he with the Duke?" queried the Crow. + +"Crow!" almost gasped Lady Anningford. "Do you mean to tell me that you +think Ethelrida would have her face looking like that about a foreigner! +My dear friend, you must have taken leave of your seven senses--" and +then she paused, for several trifles came back to her recollection, +connected with these two, which, now that the Crow had implanted a +suspicion in her breast, began to assume considerable proportions. + +Ethelrida had talked of most irrelevant matters always during their +good-night chats, unless the subject happened to be Zara, and she had +never once mentioned Mr. Markrute personally or given any opinion about +him; and yet, as Anne had seen, they had often talked. There must be +something in it, but that was not enough to account for Ethelrida's +face. A pale, rather purely colorless complexion like hers did not +suddenly change to bright scarlet cheeks, without some practical means! +And, as Anne very well knew, kisses were a very practical means! But her +friend Ethelrida would never allow any man to kiss her, unless she had +promised to marry him. Now, if it had been Lily Opie, she could not have +been so sure, though she hoped she could be sure of any nice girl; but +about Ethelrida she could take her oath. It followed, as Ethelrida had +been quite pale at lunch and was not a person who went to sleep over +fires, something extraordinary must have happened--but what? + +"Crow, dear, I have never been so thrilled in my life," she said, after +her thoughts had come to this stage. "The lurid tragedy of the honeymoon +pair cannot compare in interest to anything connected with my sweet +Ethelrida, for me, so it is your duty to put that horribly wise, cynical +brain of yours to work and unravel me this mystery. Look, here is Mr. +Markrute coming in--let us watch his face!" + +But, although they subjected the financier to the keenest good-natured +scrutiny, he did not show a sign or give them any clue. He sat down +quietly, and began talking casually to the group by the tea-table, while +he methodically spread his bread and butter with blackberry jam. Such +delicious schoolroom teas the company indulged in, at the hospitable +tea-table of Montfitchet! He did not seem to be even addressing +Ethelrida. What could it be? + +"I believe we have made a mistake after all, Crow," Lady Anningford said +disappointedly. "Look--he is quite unmoved." + +The Crow gave one of his chuckles, while he answered slowly, between his +sips of tea: + +"A man doesn't handle millions in the year, and twist and turn about +half the governments of Europe, if he can't keep his face from showing +what he doesn't mean you to see! Bless your dear heart, Mr. Francis +Markrute is no infant!" and the chuckle went on. + +"You may think yourself very wise, Crow, and so you are," Lady +Anningford retorted severely, "but you don't know anything about love. +When a man is in love, even if he were Machiavelli himself, it would be +bound to show in his eye--if one looked long enough." + +"Then your plan, my dear Queen Anne, is to look," the Crow said, +smiling. "For my part, I want to see how the other pair have got on. +They are my pets; and I don't consider they have spent at all a suitable +honeymoon Sunday afternoon--Tristram, with a headache in the +smoking-room, and the bride, taking a walk and being made love to by +Arthur Elterton, and Young Billy, alternately. The kid is as wild about +her as Tristram himself, I believe!" + +"Then you still think Tristram is in love with her, do you, Crow?" asked +Anne, once more interested in her original thrill. "He did not show the +smallest signs of it last night then, if so; and how he did not seize +her in his arms and devour her there and then, with all that lovely hair +down and her exquisite shape showing the outline so in that dress--I +can't think! He must be as cold as a stone, and I never thought him so +before, did you?" + +"No, and he isn't either, I tell you what, my dear girl, there is +something pretty grim keeping those two apart, I am sure. She is the +kind of woman who arouses the fiercest passions; and Tristram is in the +state that, if something were really to set alight his jealousy, he +might kill her some day." + +"Crow--how terrible!" gasped Anne, and then seeing that her friend's +face was serious, and not chaffing, she, too, looked grave. "Then what +on earth is to be done?" she asked. + +"I don't know, I have been thinking it over ever since I came in. I +found him in the smoking-room, staring in front of him, not even +pretending to read, and looking pretty white about the gills; and when +he saw it was only me, and I asked him if his head were worse, and +whether he had not better have a brandy and soda, he simply said: 'No, +thanks, the whole thing is a d---- rotten show.' I've known him since he +was a blessed baby you know, so he didn't mind me for a minute. Then he +recollected himself, and said, yes, he would have a drink; and when he +poured it out, he only sipped it, and then forgot about it, jumped up, +and blurted out he had some letters to write, so I left him. I am +awfully sorry for the poor chap, I can tell you. If it is not fate, but +some caprice of hers, she deserves a jolly good beating, for making him +suffer like that." + +"Couldn't you say something to her, Crow, dear? We are all so awfully +fond of Tristram, and there does seem some tragedy hanging over them +that ought to be stopped at once. Couldn't you, Crow?" + +But Colonel Lowerby shook his head. + +"It is too confoundedly ticklish," he grunted. "It might do some good, +and it might just do the other thing. It is too dangerous to interfere." + +"Well, you have made me thoroughly uncomfortable," Lady Anningford said. +"I shall get hold of him to-night, and see what I can do." + +"Then, mind you are careful, Queen Anne--that is all that I can say," +and at that moment, the Duke joining them, the tete-a-tete broke up. + +Zara had not appeared at tea. She said she was very tired, and would +rest until dinner. If she had been there, her uncle had meant to take +her aside into one of the smaller sitting-rooms, and tell her the piece +of information he deemed it now advisable for her to know; but as she +did not appear, or Tristram, either, he thought after all they might be +together, and his interference would be unnecessary. But he decided, if +he saw the same frigid state of things at dinner, he would certainly +speak to her after it; and relieved from duty, he went once more to +find his lady love in her sitting-room. + +"Francis!" she whispered, as he held her next his heart for a moment. +"You must not stay ten minutes, for Lady Anningford or Lady Melton is +sure to come in--Anne, especially, who has been looking at me with such +reproachful eyes, for having neglected her all this, our last +afternoon." + +"I care not for a thousand Annes, Ethelrida mine!" he said softly, as he +kissed her. "If she does come, will it matter? Would you rather she did +not guess anything yet, my dearest?" + +"Yes--" said Ethelrida, "--I don't want any one to know, until you have +told my father,--will you do so to-night--or wait until to-morrow? I--I +can't--I feel so shy--and he will be so surprised." She did not add her +secret fear that her parent might be very angry. + +They had sat down upon the sofa now, under the light of their kindly +gray owl; and Francis Markrute contented himself with caressing his +lady's hair, as he answered: + +"I thought of asking the Duke, if I might stay until the afternoon +train, as I had something important to discuss with him, and then wait +and see him quietly, when all the others have gone, if that is what you +would wish, my sweet. I will do exactly as you desire about all things. +I want you to understand that. You are to have your own way in +everything in life." + +"You know very well that I should never want it, if it differed from +yours, Francis." What music he found in his name! "You are so very wise, +it will be divine to let you guide me!" Which tender speech showed that +the gentle Ethelrida had none of the attitude of the modern bride. + +And thus it was arranged. The middle-aged, but boyishly-in-love, fiance +was to tackle his future father-in-law in the morning's light; and +to-night, let the household sleep in peace! + +So, after a blissful interlude, as he saw in spite of the joy they found +together, his Ethelrida was still slightly nervous of Lady Anningford's +entrance, he got up to say good night, as alas! this would probably be +the last chance they would have alone before he left. + +"And you will not make me wait too long, my darling," he implored, "will +you? You see, every moment away from you, will now be wasted. I do not +know how I have borne all these years alone!" + +And she promised everything he wished, for Francis Markrute, at +forty-six, had far more allurements than an impetuous young lover. Not a +tenderness, a subtlety of flattery and homage, those things so dear to a +woman's heart, were forgotten by him. He really worshiped Ethelrida and +his fashion of showing his feeling was in all ways to think first of +what she would wish; which proved that if her attitude were unmodern, as +far as women were concerned, his was even more so, among men! + +Tristram had gone out for another walk alone, after the Crow had left +him. He wanted to realize the details of the coming week, and settle +with himself how best to get through with them. + +He and Zara were to start in their own motor at about eleven for Wrayth, +which was only forty miles across the border into Suffolk. They would +reach it inside of two hours easily, and arrive at the first triumphal +arch of the park before one; and so go on through the shouting +villagers to the house, where in the great banqueting hall, which still +remained, a relic of Henry IV's time, joined on to the Norman keep, they +would have to assist at a great luncheon to the principal tenants, while +the lesser fry feasted in a huge tent in the outer courtyard. + +Here, endless speeches would have to be made and listened to, and joy +simulated, and a general air of hilarity kept up; and the old +housekeeper would have prepared the large rooms in the Adam wing for +their reception; and they would not be free to separate, until late at +night, for there would be the servants' and employes' ball, after a +tete-a-tete dinner in state, where their every action would be watched +and commented upon by many curious eyes. Yes, it was a terrible ordeal +to go through, under the circumstances; and no wonder he wanted the +cold, frosty evening air to brace him up! + +At the end of his troubled thoughts he had come to the conclusion that +there was only one thing to be done--he must speak to her to-night, tell +her what to expect, and ask her to play her part. "She is fortunately +game, even if cold as stone," he said to himself, "and if I appeal to +her pride, she will help me out." So he came back into the house, and +went straight up to her room. He had been through too much suffering and +anguish of heart, all night and all day, to be fearful of temptation. He +felt numb, as he knocked at the door and an indifferent voice called +out, "Come in!" + +He opened it a few inches and said: "It is I--Tristram--I have something +I must say to you--May I come in?--or would you prefer to come down to +one of the sitting-rooms? I dare say we could find one empty, so as to +be alone." + +"Please come in," her voice said, and she was conscious that she was +trembling from head to foot. + +So he obeyed her, shutting the door firmly after him and advancing to +the fireplace. She had been lying upon the sofa wrapped in a soft blue +tea-gown, and her hair hung in the two long plaits, which she always +unwound when she could to take its weight from her head. She rose from +her reclining position and sat in the corner; and after glancing at her +for a second, Tristram turned his eyes away, and leaning on the +mantelpiece, began in a cold grave voice: + +"I have to ask you to do me a favor. It is to help me through to-morrow +and the few days after, as best you can, by conforming to our ways. It +has been always the custom in the family, when a Tancred brought home +his bride, to have all sorts of silly rejoicings. There will be +triumphal arches in the park, and collections of village people, a lunch +for the principal tenants, speeches, and all sorts of boring things. +Then we shall have to dine alone in the state dining-room, with all the +servants watching us, and go to the household and tenants' ball in the +great hall. It will all be ghastly, as you can see." He paused a moment, +but he did not change the set tone in his voice when he spoke again, nor +did he look at her. He had now come to the hardest part of his task. + +"All these people--who are my people," he went on, "think a great deal +of these things, and of us--that is--myself, as their landlord, and you +as my wife. We have always been friends, the country folk at Wrayth and +my family, and they adored my mother. They are looking forward to our +coming back and opening the house again--and--and--all that--and--" here +he paused a second time, it seemed as if his throat were dry, for +suddenly the remembrance of his dreams as he looked at Tristram +Guiscard's armor, which he had worn at Agincourt, came back to him--his +dreams in his old oak-paneled room--of their home-coming to Wrayth; and +the mockery of the reality hit him in the face. + +Zara clasped her hands, and if he had glanced at her again, he would +have seen all the love and anguish which was convulsing her shining in +her sad eyes. + +He mastered the emotion which had hoarsened his voice, and went on in an +even tone: "What I have to ask is that you will do your share--wear some +beautiful clothes, and smile, and look as if you cared; and if I feel +that it will be necessary to take your hand or even kiss you, do not +frown at me, or think I am doing it from choice--I ask you, because I +believe you are as proud as I am,--I ask you, please, to play the game." + +And now he looked up at her, but the terrible emotion she was suffering +had made her droop her head. He would not kiss her or take her +hand--from choice--that was the main thing her woman's heart had +grasped, the main thing, which cut her like a knife. + +"You can count upon me," she said, so low he could hardly hear her; and +then she raised her head proudly, and looked straight in front of her, +but not at him, while she repeated more firmly: "I will do in every way +what you wish--what your mother would have done. I am no weakling, you +know, and as you said, I am as proud as yourself." + +He dared not look at her, now the bargain was made, so he took a step +towards the door, and then turned and said: + +"I thank you--I shall be grateful to you. Whatever may occur, please +believe that nothing that may look as if it was my wish to throw us +together, as though we were really husband and wife, will be my fault; +and you can count upon my making the thing as easy for you as I can--and +when the mockery of the rejoicings are over--then we can discuss our +future plans." + +And though Zara was longing to cry aloud in passionate pain, "I love +you! I love you! Come back and beat me, if you will, only do not go +coldly like that!" she spoke never a word. The strange iron habit of her +life held her, and he went sadly from the room. + +And when he had gone, she could control herself no longer and, forgetful +of coming maid and approaching dinner, she groveled on the white +bearskin rug before the fire, and gave way to passionate tears--only to +recollect in a moment the position of things. Then she got up and shook +with passion against fate, and civilization, and custom--against the +whole of life. She could not even cry in peace. No! She must play the +game! So her eyes had to be bathed, the window opened, and the icy air +breathed in, and at last she had quieted herself down to the look of a +person with a headache, when the dressing-gong sounded, and her maid +came into the room. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + +This, the last dinner at Montfitchet, passed more quietly than the rest. +The company were perhaps subdued, from their revels of the night before; +and every one hates the thought of breaking up a delightful party and +separating on the morrow, even when it has only been a merry gathering +like this. + +And two people were divinely happy, and two people supremely sad, and +one mean little heart was full of bitterness and malice unassuaged. So +after dinner was over, and they were all once more in the white +drawing-room, the different elements assorted themselves. + +Lady Anningford took Tristram aside and began, with great tact and much +feeling, to see if he could be cajoled into a better mood; and finally +got severely snubbed for her trouble, which hurt her more because she +realized how deep must be his pain than from any offense to herself. +Then Laura caught him and implanted her last sting: + +"You are going away to-morrow, Tristram,--into your new life--and when +you have found out all about your wife--and her handsome friend--you may +remember that there was one woman who loved you truly--" and then she +moved on and left him sitting there, too raging to move. + +After this, his uncle had joined him, had talked politics, and just at +the end, for the hearty old gentleman could not believe a man could +really be cold or indifferent to as beautiful a piece of flesh and blood +as his new niece, he had said: + +"Tristram, my dear boy,--I don't know whether it is the modern +spirit--or not--but, if I were you, I'd be hanged if I would let that +divine creature, your wife, out of my sight day or night!--When you get +her alone at Wrayth, just kiss her until she can't breathe--and you'll +find it is all right!" + +With which absolutely sensible advice, he had slapped his nephew on the +back, fixed in his eyeglass, and walked off; and Tristram had stood +there, his blue eyes hollow with pain, and had laughed a bitter laugh, +and gone to play bridge, which he loathed, with the Meltons and Mrs. +Harcourt. So for him, the evening had passed. + +And Francis Markrute had taken his niece aside to give her his bit of +salutary information. He wished to get it over as quickly as possible, +and had drawn her to a sofa rather behind a screen, where they were not +too much observed. + +"We have all had a most delightful visit, I am sure, Zara," he had said, +"but you and Tristram seem not to be yet as good friends as I could +wish." + +He paused a moment, but as usual she did not speak, so he went on: + +"There is one thing you might as well know, I believe you have not +realized it yet, unless Tristram has told you of it himself." + +She looked up now, startled--of what was she ignorant then? + +"You may remember the afternoon I made the bargain with you about the +marriage," Francis Markrute went on. "Well, that afternoon Tristram, +your husband, had refused my offer of you and your fortune with scorn. +He would never wed a rich woman he said, or a woman he did not know or +love, for any material gain; but I knew he would think differently when +he had seen how beautiful and attractive you were, so I continued to +make my plans. You know my methods, my dear niece." + +Zara's blazing and yet pitiful eyes were all his answer. + +"Well, I calculated rightly. He came to dinner that night, and fell +madly in love with you, and at once asked to marry you himself, while he +insisted upon your fortune being tied up entirely upon you, and any +children that you might have, only allowing me to pay off the mortgages +on Wrayth for himself. It would be impossible for a man to have behaved +more like a gentleman. I thought now, in case you had not grasped all +this, you had better know." And then he said anxiously, "Zara--my dear +child--what is the matter?" for her proud head had fallen forward on her +breast, with a sudden deadly faintness. This, indeed, was the filling of +her cup. + +His voice pulled her together, and she sat up; and to the end of his +life, Francis Markrute will never like to remember the look in her eyes. + +"And you let me go on and marry him, playing this cheat? You let me go +on and spoil both our lives! What had I ever done to you, my uncle, that +you should be so cruel to me? Or is it to be revenged upon my mother for +the hurt she brought to your pride?" + +If she had reproached him, stormed at him, anything, he could have borne +it better; but the utter lifeless calm of her voice, the hopeless look +in her beautiful white face, touched his heart--that heart but newly +unwrapped and humanized from its mummifying encasements by the +omnipotent God of Love. Had he, after all, been too coldly calculating +about this human creature of his own flesh and blood? Was there some +insurmountable barrier grown up from his action? For the first moment in +his life he was filled with doubt and fear. + +"Zara," he said, anxiously, "tell me, dear child, what you mean? I let +you go on in the 'cheat,' as you call it, because I knew you never would +consent to the bargain, unless you thought it was equal on both sides. I +know your sense of honor, dear, but I calculated, and I thought rightly, +that, Tristram being so in love with you, he would soon undeceive you, +directly you were alone. I never believed a woman could be so cold as to +resist his wonderful charm--Zara--what has happened?--'Won't you tell +me, child?" + +But she sat there turned to stone. She had no thought to reproach him. +Her heart and her spirit seemed broken, that was all. + +"Zara--would you like me to do anything? Can I explain anything to him? +Can I help you to be happy? I assure you it hurts me awfully, if this +will not turn out all right--Zara," for she had risen a little +unsteadily from her seat beside him. "You cannot be indifferent to him +for ever--he is too splendid a man. Cannot I do anything for you, my +niece?" + +Then she looked at him, and her eyes in their deep tragedy seemed to +burn out of her deadly white face. + +"No, thank you, my uncle,--there is nothing to be done--everything is +now too late." Then she added in the same monotonous voice, "I am very +tired, I think I will wish you a good night." And with immense dignity, +she left him; and making her excuses with gentle grace to the Duke and +Lady Ethelrida, she glided from the room. + +And Francis Markrute, as he watched her, felt his whole being wrung with +emotion and pain. + +"My God!" he said to himself. "She is a glorious woman, and it will--it +must--come right--even yet." + +And then he set his brain to calculate how he could assist them, and +finally his reasoning powers came back to him, and he comforted himself +with the deductions he made. + +She was going away alone with this most desirable young man into the +romantic environment of Wrayth. Human physical passion, to say the least +of it, was too strong to keep them apart for ever, so he could safely +leave the adjusting of this puzzle to the discretion of fate. + +And Zara, freed at last from eye of friend or maid, collapsed on to the +white bearskin in front of the fire again, and tried to think. So she +had been offered as a chattel and been refused! Here her spirit burnt +with humiliation. Her uncle, she knew, always had used her merely as a +pawn in some game--what game? He was not a snob; the position of uncle +to Tristram would not have tempted him alone; he never did anything +without a motive and a deep one. Could it be that he himself was in love +with Lady Ethelrida? She had been too preoccupied with her own affairs +to be struck with those of others, but now as she looked back, he had +shown an interest which was not in his general attitude towards women. +How her mother had loved him, this wonderful brother! It was her abiding +grief always, his unforgiveness,--and perhaps, although it seemed +impossible to her, Lady Ethelrida was attracted by him, too. Yes, that +must be it. It was to be connected with the family, to make his position +stronger in the Duke's eyes, that he had done this cruel thing. But, +would it have been cruel if she herself had been human and different? He +had called her from struggling and poverty, had given her this splendid +young husband, and riches and place,--no, there was nothing cruel in it, +as a calculated action. It should have given her her heart's desire. It +was she, herself, who had brought about things as they were, because of +her ignorance, that was the cruelty, to have let her go away with +Tristram, in ignorance. + +Then the aspect of the case that she had been offered to him and +refused! scourged her again; then the remembrance that he had taken her, +for love. And what motive could he imagine she had had? This struck her +for the first time--how infinitely more generous he had been--for he had +not allowed, what he must have thought was pure mercenariness and desire +for position on her part to interfere with his desire for her +personally. He had never turned upon her, as she saw now he very well +could have done, and thrown this in her teeth. And then she fell to +bitter sobbing, and so at last to sleep. + +And when the fire had died out, towards the gray dawn, she woke again +shivering and in mortal fright, for she had dreamed of Mirko, and that +he was being torn from her, while he played the _Chanson Triste_. Then +she grew fully awake and remembered that this was the beginning of the +new day--the day she should go to her husband's home; and she had +accused him of all the base things a man could do, and he had behaved +like a gentleman; and it was she who was base, and had sold herself for +her brother's life, sold what should never be bartered for any life, +but only for love. + +Well, there was nothing to be done, only to "play the game"--the +hackneyed phrase came back to her; he had used it, so it was sacred. +Yes, all she could do for him now was, to "play the game"--everything +else was--too late. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + +People left by all sorts of trains and motors in the morning; but there +were still one or two remaining, when the bride and bridegroom made +their departure, in their beautiful new car with its smart servants, +which had come to fetch them, and take them to Wrayth. + +And, just as the Dover young ladies on the pier had admired their +embarkation, with its _apanages_ of position and its romantic look, so +every one who saw them leave Montfitchet was alike elated. They were +certainly an ideal pair. + +Zara had taken the greatest pains to dress herself in her best. She +remembered Tristram had admired her the first evening they had arrived +for this visit, when she had worn sapphire blue, so now she put on the +same colored velvet and the sable coat--yes, he liked that best, too, +and she clasped some of his sapphire jewels in her ears and at her +throat. No bride ever looked more beautiful or distinguished, with her +gardenia complexion and red burnished hair, all set off by the velvet +and dark fur. + +But Tristram, after the first glance, when she came down, never looked +at her--he dared not. So they said their farewells quietly; but there +was an extra warmth and tenderness in Ethelrida's kiss, as, indeed, +there was every reason that there should be. If Zara had known! But the +happy secret was still locked in the lovers' breasts. + +"Of course it must come all right, they look so beautiful!" Ethelrida +exclaimed unconsciously, waving her last wave on the steps, as the motor +glided away. + +"Yes, it must indeed," whispered Francis, who was beside her, and she +turned and looked into his face. + +"In twenty minutes, all the rest will be gone except the Crow, and +Emily, and Mary, and Lady Anningford, who are staying on; and oh, +Francis, how shall I get through the morning, knowing you are with +Papa!" + +"I will come to your sitting-room just before luncheon time, my +dearest," he whispered back reassuringly. "Do not distress yourself--it +will be all right." + +And so they all went back into the house, and Lady Anningford, who now +began to have grave suspicions, whispered to the Crow: + +"I believe you are perfectly right, Crow. I am certain Ethelrida is in +love with Mr. Markrute! But surely the Duke would never permit such a +thing! A foreigner whom nobody knows anything of!" + +"I never heard that there was any objection raised to Tristram marrying +his niece. The Duke seemed to welcome it, and some foreigners are very +good chaps," the Crow answered sententiously, "especially Austrians and +Russians; and he must be one of something of that sort. He has no +apparent touch of the Latin race. It's Latins I don't like." + +"Well, I shall probably hear all about it from Ethelrida herself, now +that we are alone. I am so glad I decided to stay with the dear girl +until Wednesday, and you will have to wait till then, too, Crow." + +"As ever, I am at your orders," he grunted, and lighting a cigar, he +subsided into a great chair to read the papers, while Lady Anningford +went on to the saloon. And presently, when all the departing guests +were gone, Ethelrida linked her arm in that of her dear friend, and drew +her with her up to her sitting-room. + +"I have heaps to tell you, Anne!" she said, while she pushed her gently +into a big low chair, and herself sank into the corner of her sofa. +Ethelrida was not a person who curled up among pillows, or sat on rugs, +or little stools. All her movements, even in her most intimate moments +of affection with her friend, were dignified and reserved. + +"Darling, I am thrilled," Lady Anningford responded, "and I guess it is +all about Mr. Markrute--and oh, Ethelrida, when did it begin?" + +"He has been thinking of me for a long time, Anne--quite eighteen +months--but I--" she looked down, while a tender light grew in her face, +"I only began to be interested the night we dined with him--it is a +little more than a fortnight ago--the dinner for Tristram's engagement. +He said a number of things not like any one else, then, and he made me +think of him afterwards--and I saw him again at the wedding--and since +he has been here--and do you know, Anne, I have never loved any one +before in my life!" + +"Ethelrida, you darling, I know you haven't!" and Anne bounded up and +gave her a hug. "And I knew you were perfectly happy, and had had a +blissful afternoon when you came down to tea yesterday. Your whole face +was changed, you pet!" + +"Did I look so like a fool, Anne?" Ethelrida cried. + +Then Lady Anningford laughed happily, as she answered with a roguish +eye, + +"It was not exactly that, darling, but your dear cheeks were scarlet, +as though they had been exquisitely kissed!" + +"Oh!" gasped Ethelrida, flaming pink, as she laughed and covered her +face with her hands. + +"Perhaps he knows how to make love nicely--I am no judge of such +things--in any case, he makes me thrill. Anne, tell me, is that--that +curious sensation as though one were rather limp and yet quivering--is +that just how every one feels when they are in love?" + +"Ethelrida, you sweet thing!" gurgled Anne. + +Then Ethelrida told her friend about the present of books, and showed +them to her, and of all the subtlety of his ways, and how they appealed +to her. + +"And oh, Anne, he makes me perfectly happy and sure of everything; and I +feel that I need never decide anything for myself again in my life!" + +Which, taking it all round, was a rather suitable and fortunate +conviction for a man to have implanted in his lady love's breast, and +held out the prospect of much happiness in their future existence +together. + +"I think he is very nice looking," said Anne, "and he has the most +perfect clothes. I do like a man to have that groomed look, which I must +say most Englishmen have, but Tristram has it, especially, and Mr. +Markrute, too. If you knew the despair my old man is to me with his +indifference about his appearance. It is my only crumpled rose leaf, +with the dear old thing." + +"Yes," agreed Ethelrida, "I like them to be smart--and above all, they +must have thick hair. Anne, have you noticed Francis' hair? It is so +nice, it grows on his forehead just as Zara's does. If he had been bald +like Papa, I could not have fallen in love with him!" + +So once more the fate of a man was decided by his hair! + +And during this exchange of confidences, while Emily and Mary took a +brisk walk with the Crow and young Billy, Francis Markrute faced his +lady's ducal father in the library. + +He had begun without any preamble, and with perfect calm; and the Duke, +who was above all a courteous gentleman, had listened, first with silent +consternation and resentment, and then with growing interest. + +Francis Markrute had manipulated infinitely more difficult situations, +when the balance of some of the powers of Europe depended upon his +nerve; but he knew, as he talked to this gallant old Englishman, that he +had never had so much at stake, and it stimulated him to do his best. + +He briefly stated his history, which Ethelrida already knew; he made no +apology for his bar sinister; indeed, he felt none was needed. He knew, +and the Duke knew, that when a man has won out as he had done, such +things fade into space. And then with wonderful taste and discretion he +had but just alluded to his vast wealth, and that it would be so +perfectly administered through Lady Ethelrida's hands, for the good of +her order and of mankind. + +And the Duke, accustomed to debate and the watching of methods in men, +could not help admiring the masterly reserve and force of this man. + +And, finally, when the financier had finished speaking, the Duke rose +and stood before the fire, while he fixed his eyeglass in his eye. + +"You have stated the case admirably, my dear Markrute," he said, in his +distinguished old voice. "You leave me without argument and with merely +my prejudices, which I dare say are unjust, but I confess they are +strongly in favor of my own countrymen and strongly against this +union--though, on the other hand, my daughter and her happiness are my +first consideration in this world. Ethelrida was twenty-six yesterday, +and she is a young woman of strong and steady character, unlikely to be +influenced by any foolish emotion. Therefore, if you have been fortunate +enough to find favor in her eyes--if the girl loves you, in short, my +dear fellow, then I have nothing to say.--Let us ring and have a glass +of port!" + +And presently the two men, now with the warmest friendship in their +hearts for one another, mounted the staircase to Lady Ethelrida's room, +and there found her still talking to Anne. + +Her sweet eyes widened with a question as the two appeared at the door, +and then she rushed into her father's arms and buried her face in his +coat; and with his eyeglass very moist, the old Duke kissed her +fondly--as he muttered. + +"Why, Ethelrida, my little one. This is news! If you are happy, darling, +that is all I want!" + +So the whole dreaded moment passed off with rejoicing, and presently +Lady Anningford and the fond father made their exit, and left the lovers +alone. + +"Oh, Francis, isn't the world lovely!" murmured Ethelrida from the +shelter of his arms. "Papa and I have always been so happy together, and +now we shall be three, because you understand him, too, and you won't +make me stay away from him for very long times, will you, dear?" + +"Never, my sweet. I thought of asking the Duke, if you would wish it, to +let me take the place from him in this county, which eventually comes to +you, and I will keep on Thorpmoor, my house in Lincolnshire, merely for +the shooting. Then you would feel you were always in your own home, and +perhaps the Duke would spend much time with us, and we could come to him +here, in an hour; but all this is merely a suggestion--everything shall +be as you wish." + +"Francis, you are good to me," she said. + +"Darling," he whispered, as he kissed her hair, "it took me forty-six +years to find my pearl of price." + +Then they settled all kinds of other details: how he would give Zara, +for her own, the house in Park Lane, which would not be big enough now +for them; and he would purchase one of those historic mansions, looking +on The Green Park, which he knew was soon to be in the market. +Ethelrida, if she left the ducal roof for the sake of his love, should +find a palace worthy of her acceptance waiting for her. + +He had completely recovered his balance, upset a little the night before +by the uncomfortable momentary fear about his niece. + +She and Tristram had arranged to come up to Park Lane for two nights +again at the end of the week, to say good-bye to the Dowager Lady +Tancred, who was starting with her daughters for Cannes. If he should +see then that things were still amiss, he would tell Tristram the whole +history of what Zara had thought of him. Perhaps that might throw some +light on her conduct towards him, and so things could be cleared up. But +he pinned his whole faith on youth and propinquity to arrange matters +before then, and dismissed it from his mind. + +Meanwhile, the pair in question were speeding along to Wrayth. + +Of all the ordeals of the hours which Tristram had had to endure since +his wedding, these occasions, upon which he had to sit close beside her +in a motor, were the worst. An ordinary young man, not in love with her, +would have found something intoxicating in her atmosphere--and how much +more this poor Tristram, who was passionately obsessed. + +Fortunately, she liked plenty of window open and did not object to +smoke; but with the new air of meekness which was on her face and the +adorably attractive personal scent of the creature, nearly two hours +with her, under a sable rug, was no laughing matter. + +At the end of the first half hour of silence and nearness, her husband +found he was obliged to concentrate his mind by counting sheep jumping +over imaginary stiles to prevent himself from clasping her in his arms. + +It was the same old story, which has been chronicled over and over +again. Two young, human, natural, normal people fighting against iron +bars. For Zara felt the same as he, and she had the extra anguish of +knowing she had been unjust, and that the present impossible situation +was entirely her own doing. + +And how to approach the subject and confess her fault? She did not know. +Her sense of honor made her feel she must, but the queer silent habit of +her life was still holding her enchained. And so, until they got into +his own country, the strained speechlessness continued, and then he +looked out and said: + +"We must have the car opened now--please smile and bow as we go through +the villages when any of the old people curtsey to you; the young ones +won't do it, I expect, but my mother's old friends may." + +So Zara leaned forward, when the footman had opened the landaulette top, +and tried to look radiant. + +And the first act of this pitiful comedy began. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + +Every sort of emotion convulsed the new Lady Tancred's heart, as they +began to get near the park, with the village nestling close to its gates +on the far side. So this was the home of her love and her lord; and they +ought to be holding hands, and approaching it and the thought of their +fond life together there with full hearts,--well, her heart was full +enough, but only of anguish and pain. For Tristram, afraid of the +smallest unbending, maintained a freezing attitude of contemptuous +disdain, which she could not yet pluck up enough courage to break +through to tell him she knew how unjust and unkind she had been. + +And presently they came through cheering yokels to the South Lodge, the +furthest away from the village, and so under a triumphant arch of +evergreens, with banners floating and mottoes of "God Bless the Bride +and Bridegroom" and "Health and Long Life to Lord and Lady Tancred." And +now Tristram did take her hand and, indeed, put his arm round her as +they both stood up for a moment in the car, while raising his hat and +waving it gayly he answered graciously: + +"My friends, Lady Tancred and I thank you so heartily for your kind +wishes and welcome home." + +Then they sat down, and the car went on, and his face became rigid +again, as he let go her hand. + +And at the next arch by the bridge, the same thing, only more +elaborately carried out, began again, for here were all the farmers of +the hunt, of which Tristram was a great supporter, on horseback; and the +cheering and waving knew no end. The cavalcade of mounted men followed +them round outside the Norman tower and to the great gates in the +smaller one, where the portcullis had been. + +Here all the village children were, and the old women from the +almshouse, in their scarlet frieze cloaks and charming black bonnets; +and every sort of wish for their happiness was shouted out. "Bless the +beautiful bride and bring her many little lords and ladies, too," one +old body quavered shrilly, above the din, and this pleasantry was +greeted with shouts of delight. And for that second Tristram dropped his +lady's hand as though it had burnt him, and then, recollecting himself, +picked it up again. They were both pale with excitement and emotion, +when they finally reached the hall-door in the ugly, modern Gothic wing +and were again greeted by all the household servants in rows, two of +them old and gray-haired, who had stayed on to care for things when the +house had been shut up. There was Michelham back at his master's old +home, only promoted to be groom of the chambers, now, with a smart +younger butler under him. + +Tristram was a magnificent orderer, and knew exactly how things ought to +be done. + +And the stately housekeeper, in her black silk, stepped forward, and in +the name of herself and her subordinates, bade the new mistress welcome, +and hoping she was not fatigued, presented her with a bouquet of white +roses. "Because his lordship told us all, when he was here making the +arrangements, that your ladyship was as beautiful as a white rose!" + +And tears welled up in Zara's eyes and her voice trembled, as she +thanked them and tried to smile. + +"She was quite overcome, the lovely young lady," they told one another +afterwards, "and no wonder. Any woman would be mad after his lordship. +It is quite to be understood." + +How they all loved him, the poor bride thought, and he had told them she +was a beautiful white rose. He felt like that about her then, and she +had thrown it all away. Now he looked upon her with loathing and +disdain, and no wonder either--there was nothing to be done. + +Presently, he took her hand again and placed it on his arm, as they +walked through the long corridor, to the splendid hall, built by the +brothers Adam, with its stately staircase to the gallery above. + +"I have prepared the state rooms for your ladyship, pending your +ladyship's choice of your own," Mrs. Anglin said. "Here is the boudoir, +the bedroom, the bathroom, and his lordship's dressing-room--all en +suite--and I hope your ladyship will find them as handsome, as we old +servants of the family think they are!" + +And Zara came up to the scratch and made a charming little speech. + +When they got to the enormous bedroom, with its windows looking out on +the French garden and park, all in exquisite taste, furnished and +decorated by the Adams themselves, Tristram gallantly bent and kissed +her hand, as he said: + +"I will wait for you in the boudoir, while you take off your coat. Mrs. +Anglin will show you the toilet-service of gold, which was given by +Louis XIV to a French grandmother and which the Ladies Tancred always +use, when they are at Wrayth. I hope you won't find the brushes too +hard," and he laughed and went out. + +And Zara, overcome with the state and beauty and tradition of it all, +sat down upon the sofa for a moment to try to control her pain. She was +throbbing with rage and contempt at herself, at the remembrance that +she, in her ignorance, her ridiculous ignorance, had insulted this +man--this noble gentleman, who owned all these things--and had taunted +him with taking her for her uncle's wealth. + +How he must have loved her in the beginning to have been willing to give +her all this, after seeing her for only one night. She writhed with +anguish. There is no bitterness as great as the bitterness of loss +caused by oneself. + +Tristram was standing by the window of the delicious boudoir when she +went in. Zara, who as yet knew very little of English things, admired +the Adam style; and when Mrs. Anglin left them discreetly for a moment, +she told him so, timidly, for something to say. + +"Yes, it is rather nice," he said stiffly, and then went on: "We shall +have to go down now to this fearful lunch, but you had better take your +sable boa with you. The great hall is so enormous and all of stone, it +may be cold. I will get it for you," and he went back and found it lying +by her coat on the chair, and brought it, and wrapped it round her +casually, as if she had been a stone, and then held the door for her to +go out. And Zara's pride was stung, even though she knew he was doing +exactly as she herself would have done, so that instead of the meek +attitude she had unconsciously assumed, for a moment now she walked +beside him with her old mien of head in the air, to the admiration of +Mrs. Anglin, who watched them descend the stairs. + +"She is as haughty-looking as our own ladyship," she thought to herself. +"I wonder how his lordship likes that!" + +The great hall was a survival of the time of Henry IV with its dais to +eat above the salt, and a magnificent stone fireplace, and an oak screen +and gallery of a couple of centuries later. The tables were laid down +each side, as in the olden time, and across the dais; and here, in the +carved oak "Lord" and "Lady" chairs, the bride and bridegroom sat with a +principal tenant and his wife on either side of them, while the powdered +footmen served them with lunch. + +And all the time, when one or two comic incidents happened, she longed +to look at Tristram and laugh; but he maintained his attitude of cold +reserve, only making some genial stereotyped remark, when it was +necessary for the public effect. + +And presently the speeches began, and this was the most trying moment of +all. For the land-steward, who proposed their healths, said such nice +things; and Zara realized how they all loved her lord, and her anger at +herself grew and grew. In each speech from different tenants there was +some intimate friendly allusion about herself, too, linking her always +with Tristram; and these parts hurt her particularly. + +Then Tristram rose to answer them in his name and hers. He made a +splendid speech, telling them that he had come back to live among them +and had brought them a beautiful new Lady--and here he turned to her a +moment and took and kissed her hand--and how he would always think of +all their interests in every way; and that he looked upon them as his +dear old friends; and that he and Lady Tancred would always endeavor to +promote their welfare, as long as the radicals--here he laughed, for +they were all true blue to a man--would let them! And when voices +shouted, "We want none of them rats here," he was gay and chaffed them; +and finally sat down amidst yells of applause. + +Then an old apple-cheeked farmer got up from far down the table and made +a long rambling harangue, about having been there, man and boy, and his +forbears before him, for a matter of two hundred years; but he'd take +his oath they had none of them ever seen such a beautiful bride brought +to Wrayth as they were welcoming now; and he drank to her ladyship's +health, and hoped it would not be long before they would have another +and as great a feast for the rejoicings over the son and heir! + +At this deplorable bit of bucolic wit and hearty taste, Tristram's face +went stern as death; and he bit his lips, while his bride became the +color of the red roses on the table in front of her. + +Thus the luncheon passed. And amidst countless hand-shakes of affection, +accelerated by port wine and champagne, the bride and bridegroom, +followed by the land-steward and a chosen few, went to receive and +return the same sort of speeches among the lesser people in the tent. +Here the allusions to marital felicity were even more glaring, and Zara +saw that each time Tristram heard them, an instantaneous gleam of bitter +sarcasm would steal into his eyes. So, worn out at last with the heat in +the tent and the emotions of the day, at about five, the bridegroom was +allowed to conduct his bride to tea in the boudoir of the state rooms. +Thus they were alone, and now was Zara's time to make her confession, if +it ever should come. + +Tristram's resolve had held him, nothing could have been more gallingly +cold and disdainful than had been his treatment of her, so perfect, in +its acting for 'the game,' and, so bitter, in the humiliation of the +between times. She would tell him of her mistake. That was all. She must +guard herself against showing any emotion over it. + +They each sank down into chairs beside the fire with sighs of relief. + +"Good Lord!" he said, as he put his hand to his forehead. "What a +hideous mockery the whole thing is, and not half over yet! I am afraid +you must be tired. You ought to go and rest until dinner--when, please +be very magnificent and wear some of the jewels--part of them have come +down from London on purpose, I think, beyond those you had at +Montfitchet." + +"Yes, I will," she answered, listlessly, and began to pour out the tea, +while he sat quite still staring into the fire, a look of utter +weariness and discouragement upon his handsome face. + +Everything about the whole thing was hurting him so, all the pleasure he +had taken in the improvements and the things he had done, hoping to +please her; and now, as he saw them about, each one stabbed him afresh. + +She gave him his cup without a word. She had remembered from Paris his +tastes in cream and sugar; and then as the icy silence continued, she +could bear it no longer. + +"Tristram," she said, in as level a voice as she could. At the sound of +his name he looked at her startled. It was the first time she had ever +used it! + +She lowered her head and, clasping her hands, she went on constrainedly, +so overcome with emotion she dared not let herself go. "I want to tell +you something, and ask you to forgive me. I have learned the truth, that +you did not marry me just for my uncle's money. I know exactly what +really happened now. I am ashamed, humiliated, to remember what I said +to you. But I understood you had agreed to the bargain before you had +ever seen me. The whole thing seemed so awful to me--so revolting--I am +sorry for what I taunted you with. I know now that you are really a +great gentleman." + +His face, if she had looked up and seen it, had first all lightened with +hope and love; but as she went on coldly, the warmth died out of it, and +a greater pain than ever filled his heart. So she knew now, and yet she +did not love him. There was no word of regret for the rest of her +taunts, that he had been an animal, and the blow in his face! The +recollection of this suddenly lashed him again, and made him rise to his +feet, all the pride of his race flooding his being once more. + +He put down his tea-cup on the mantelpiece untasted, and then said +hoarsely: + +"I married you because I loved you, and no man has ever regretted a +thing more." + +Then he turned round, and walked slowly from the room. + +And Zara, left alone, felt that the end had come. + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + +A pale and most unhappy bride awaited her bridegroom in the boudoir at a +few minutes to eight o'clock. She felt perfectly lifeless, as though she +had hardly enough will left even to act her part. The white satin of her +dress was not whiter than her face. The head gardener had sent up some +splendid gardenias for her to wear and the sight of them pained her, for +were not these the flowers that Tristram had brought her that evening of +her wedding day, not a fortnight ago, and that she had then thrown into +the grate. She pinned some in mechanically, and then let the maid clasp +the diamonds round her throat and a band of them in her hair. They were +so very beautiful, and she had not seen them before; she could not thank +him for them even--all conversation except before people was now at an +end. Then, for her further unhappiness, she remembered he had said: +"When the mockery of the rejoicings is over then we can discuss our +future plans." What did that mean? That he wished to separate from her, +she supposed. How could circumstance be so cruel to her! What had she +done? Then she sat down for a moment while she waited, and clenched her +hands. And all the passionate resentment her deep nature was capable of +surged up against fate, so that she looked more like the black panther +than ever, and her mood had only dwindled into a sullen smoldering +rage--while she still sat in the peculiar, concentrated attitude of an +animal waiting to spring--when Tristram opened the door, and came in. + +The sight of her thus, looking so unEnglish, so barbaric, suddenly +filled him with the wild excitement of the lion hunt again. Could +anything be more diabolically attractive? he thought, and for a second, +the idea flashed across him that he would seize her to-night and treat +her as if she were the panther she looked, conquer her by force, beat +her if necessary, and then kiss her to death! Which plan, if he had +carried it out, in this case, would have been very sensible, but the +training of hundreds of years of chivalry toward women and things weaker +than himself was still in his blood. For Tristram, twenty-fourth Baron +Tancred, was no brute or sensualist, but a very fine specimen of his +fine, old race. + +So, his heart beating with some uncontrollable excitement, and her heart +filled with smoldering rage, they descended the staircase, arm in arm, +to the admiration of peeping housemaids and the pride of her own maid. +And the female servants all rushed to the balustrade to get a better +view of the delightful scene which, they had heard whispered among them, +was a custom of generations in the family--that when the Lord of Wrayth +first led his lady into the state dining-room for their first dinner +alone he should kiss her before whoever was there, and bid her welcome +to her new home. And to see his lordship, whom they all thought the +handsomest young gentleman they had ever seen, kiss her ladyship, would +be a thrill of the most agreeable kind! + +What would their surprise have been, could they have heard him say icily +to his bride as he descended the stairs: + +"There is a stupid custom that I must kiss you as we go into the +dining-room, and give you this little golden key--a sort of ridiculous +emblem of the endowment of all the worldly goods business. The servants +are, of course, looking at us, so please don't start." Then he glanced +up and saw the rows of interested, excited faces; and that +devil-may-care, rollicking boyishness which made him so adored came over +him, and he laughed up at them, and waved his hand: and Zara's rage +turned to wild excitement, too. There would be the walk across the hall +of sixty paces, and then he would kiss her. What would it be like? In +those sixty paces her face grew more purely white, while he came to the +resolve that for this one second he would yield to temptation and not +only brush her forehead with his lips, as had been his intention, but +for once--just for this once--he would kiss her mouth. He was past +caring about the footmen seeing. It was his only chance. + +So when they came to the threshold of the big, double doors he bent down +and drew her to him, and gave her the golden key. And then he pressed +his warm, young, passionate lips to hers. Oh! the mad joy of it! And +even if it were only from duty and to play the game, she had not +resisted him as upon that other occasion. He felt suddenly, absolutely +intoxicated, as he had done on the wedding night. Why, why must this +ghastly barrier be between them? Was there nothing to be done? Then he +looked at his bride as they advanced to the table, and he saw that she +was so deadly white that he thought she was going to faint. For +intoxication, affects people in different ways; for her, the kiss had +seemed the sweetness of death. + +"Give her ladyship some champagne immediately," he ordered the butler, +and, still with shining eyes, he looked at her, and said gently, "for +we must drink our own healths." + +But Zara never raised her lids, only he saw that her little nostrils +were quivering, and by the rise and fall of her beautiful bosom he knew +that her heart must be beating as madly as was his own--and a wild +triumph filled him. Whatever the emotion she was experiencing, whether +it was anger, or disdain, or one he did not dare to hope for, it was a +considerably strong one; she was, then, not so icily cold! How he wished +there were some more ridiculous customs in his family! How he wished he +might order the servants out of the room, and begin to make love to her +all alone. And just out of the devilment which was now in his blood he +took the greatest pleasure in "playing the game," and while the solemn +footmen's watchful eyes were upon them, he let himself go and was +charming to her; and then, each instant they were alone he made himself +freeze again, so that she could not say he was not keeping to the +bargain. Thus in wild excitement for them both the dinner passed. With +her it was alternate torture and pleasure as well, but with him, for the +first time since his wedding, there was not any pain. For he felt he was +affecting her, even if she were only "playing the game." And gradually, +as the time went on and dessert was almost come, the conviction grew in +Zara's brain that he was torturing her on purpose, overdoing the part +when the servants were looking; for had he not told her but three hours +before that he _had_ loved her--using the past tense--and no man +regretted a thing more! Perhaps--was it possible--he had seen when he +kissed her that she loved him! And he was just punishing her, and +laughing at his dominion over her in his heart; so her pride took fire +at once. Well, she would not be played with! He would see she could +keep to a bargain; and be icy, too, when the play was over. So when at +last the servants had left the room, before coffee was brought, she +immediately stiffened and fell into silence; and the two stared in front +of them, and back over him crept the chill. Yes, there was no use +deceiving himself. He had had his one moment of bliss, and now his +purgatory would begin again. + +Thus the comedy went on. Soon they had to go and open the ball, and they +both won golden opinions from their first partners--hers, the stalwart +bailiff, and his, the bailiff's wife. + +"Although she is a foreigner, Agnes," Mr. Burrs said to his life's +partner when they got home, "you'd hardly know it, and a lovelier lady I +have never seen." + +"She couldn't be too lovely for his lordship," his wife retorted. "Why, +William, he made me feel young again!" + +The second dance the bridal pair were supposed to dance together; and +then when they should see the fun in full swing they were supposed to +slip away, because it was considered quite natural that they might wish +to be alone. + +"You will have to dance with me now, I am afraid, Zara," Tristram said, +and, without waiting for her answer, he placed his arm round her and +began the valse. And the mad intoxication grew again in both of them, +and they went on, never stopping, in a wild whirl of +delight--unreasoning, passionate delight--until the music ceased. + +Then Zara who, by long years of suffering, was the more controlled, +pulled herself together first, and, with that ingrained instinct to +defend herself and her secret love, and to save his possible true +construction of her attitude, said stiffly: + +"I suppose we can go now. I trust you think that I have 'played the +game.'" + +"Too terribly well," he said--stung back to reality. "It shows me what +we have irreparably lost." And he gave her his arm and, passed down the +lane of admiring and affectionate guests to their part of the house; and +at the door of the boudoir he left her without a word. + +So, with the bride in lonely anguish in the great state bed, the night +of the home-coming passed, and the morrow dawned. + +For thus the God of Pride makes fools of his worshipers. + + * * * * * + +It poured with rain the next day, but the same kind of thing went on for +the different grades of those who lived under the wing of the Tancred +name, and neither bride nor bridegroom failed in their roles, and the +icy coldness between them increased. They had drawn upon themselves an +atmosphere of absolute restraint and it seemed impossible to exchange +even ordinary conversation; so that at this, their second dinner, they +hardly even kept up a semblance before the household servants, and, +being free from feasting, Zara retired almost immediately the coffee had +come. One of the things Tristram had said to her before she left the +room was: + +"To-morrow if it is fine you had better see the gardens and really go +over the house, if you wish. The housekeeper and the gardeners will +think it odd if you don't! How awful it is to have to conform to +convention!" he went on. "It would be good to be a savage again. Well, +perhaps I shall be, some day soon." + +Then as she paused in her starting for the door to hear what he had +further to say, he continued: + +"They let us have a day off to-morrow; they think, quite naturally, we +require a rest. So if you will be ready about eleven I will show you the +gardens and the parts my mother loved--it all looks pretty dreary this +time of the year, but it can't be helped." + +"I will be ready," Zara said. + +"Then there is the Address from the townspeople at Wrayth, on Thursday," +he continued, while he walked toward the door to open it for her, "and +on Friday we go up to London to say good-bye to my mother. I hope you +have not found it all too impossibly difficult, but it will soon be over +now." + +"The whole of life is difficult," she answered, "and one never knows +what it is for, or why?" And then without anything further she went out +of the door, and so upstairs and through all the lonely corridors to the +boudoir. And here she opened the piano for the first time, and tried it; +and finding it good she sat a long time playing her favorite airs--but +not the _Chanson Triste_--she felt she could not bear that. + +The music talked to her: what was her life going to be? What if, in the +end, she could not control her love? What if it should break down her +pride, and let him see that she regretted her past action and only +longed to be in his arms. For her admiration and respect for him were +growing each hour, as she discovered new traits in him, individually, +and began to understand what he meant to all these people whose lord he +was. How little she had known of England, her own father's country! How +ridiculously little she had really known of men, counting them all +brutes like Ladislaus and his friends, or feckless fools like poor +Mimo! What an impossible attitude was this one she had worn always of +arrogant ignorance! Something should have told her that these people +were not like that. Something should have warned her, when she first saw +him, that Tristram was a million miles above anything in the way of his +sex that she had yet known. Then she stopped playing, and deliberately +went over and looked in the glass. Yes, she was certainly beautiful, and +quite young. She might live until she were seventy or eighty, in the +natural course of events, and the whole of life would be one long, +dreary waste if she might not have her Love. After all, pride was not +worth so very much. Suppose she were very gentle to him, and tried to +please him in just a friendly way, that would not be undignified nor +seem to be throwing herself at his head. She would begin to-morrow, if +she could. Then she remembered Lady Ethelrida's words at the dinner +party--was it possible that was only three weeks ago this very +night--the words that she had spoken so unconsciously, when she had +showed so plainly the family feeling about Tristram and Cyril being the +last in the male line of Tancred of Wrayth. She remembered how she had +been angered and up in arms then, and now a whole education had passed +over her, and she fully understood and sympathized with their point of +view. + +And at this stage of her meditations her eyes grew misty as they gazed +into distance, and all soft; and the divine expression of the Sistine +Madonna grew in them, as it grew always when she held Mirko in her arms. + +Yes, there were things in life which mattered far, far more than pride. +And so, comforted by her resolutions, she at last went to bed. + +And Tristram sat alone by the fire in his own sitting-room, and stared +at that other Tristram Guiscard's armor. And he, too, came to a +resolution, but not of the same kind. He would speak to Francis Markrute +when they arrived on Friday night and he could get him quietly alone. He +would tell him that the whole thing was a ghastly failure, but as he had +only himself to blame for entering into it he did not intend to reproach +any one. Only, he would frankly ask him to use his clever brain and +invent some plan that he and Zara could separate, without scandal, until +such time as he should grow indifferent, and so could come back and +casually live in the house with her. He was only a human man, he +admitted, and the present arrangement was impossible to bear. He was +past the anguish of the mockery of everything to-night--he was simply +numb. Then some waiting fiend made him think of Laura and her last +words. What if there were some truth in them after all? He had himself +seen the man twice, under the most suspicious circumstances. What if he +were her lover? How could Francis Markrute know of all her existence, +when he had said she had been an immaculate wife? And gradually, on top +of his other miseries, trifles light as air came and tortured him until +presently he had worked up a whole chain of evidence, proving the lover +theory to be correct! + +Then he shook in his chair with rage, and muttered between his teeth: +"If I find this is true then I will kill him, and kill her, also!" + +So near to savages are all human beings, when certain passions are +aroused. And neither bride nor bridegroom guessed that fate would soon +take things out of their hands and make their resolutions null and +void. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + + +The gardens at Wrayth were famous. The natural beauty of their position +and the endless care of generations of loving mistresses had left them a +monument of what nature can be trained into by human skill. They had +also in the eighteenth century by some happy chance escaped the hand of +Capability Brown. And instead of pulling about and altering the taste of +the predecessor the successive owners had used fresh ground for their +fancies. Thus the English rose-garden and the Dutch-clipped yews of +William-and-Mary's time were as intact as the Italian parterre. + +But November is not the time to judge of gardens, and Tristram wished +the sun would come out. He waited for his bride at the foot of the Adam +staircase, and, at eleven, she came down. He watched her as she put one +slender foot before the other in her descent, he had not noticed before +how ridiculously inadequate they were--just little bits of baby feet, +even in her thick walking-boots. She certainly knew how to dress--and +adapt herself to the customs of a country. Her short, serge frock and +astrakhan coat and cap were just the things for the occasion; and she +looked so attractive and chic, with her hands in her monster muff, he +began to have that pain again of longing for her, so he said icily: + +"The sky is gray and horrid. You must not judge of things as you will +see them to-day; it is all really rather nice in the summer." + +"I am sure it is," she answered meekly, and then could not think of +anything else to say, so they walked on in silence through the courtyard +and round under a deep, arched doorway in the Norman wall to the +southern side of the Adam erection, with its pillars making the +centerpiece. The beautiful garden stretched in front of them. This +particular part was said to have been laid out from plans of Le Notre, +brought there by that French Lady Tancred who had been the friend of +Louis XIV. There were traces of her all over the house--Zara found +afterwards. It was a most splendid and stately scene even in the dull +November gloom, with the groups of statuary, and the _tapis vert_, and +the general look of Versailles. The vista was immense. She could see far +beyond, down an incline, through a long clearing in the park, far away +to the tower of Wrayth church. + +"How beautiful it all is!" she said, with bated breath, and clasped her +hands in her muff. "And how wonderful to have the knowledge that your +family has been here always, and these splendid things are their +creation. I understand that you must be a very proud man." + +This was almost the longest speech he had ever heard her make, in +ordinary conversation--the first one that contained any of her thoughts. +He looked at her startled for a moment, but his resolutions of the night +before and his mood of suspicion caused him to remain unmoved. He was +numb with the pain of being melted one moment with hope and frozen again +the next; it had come to a pass now that he would not let himself +respond. She could almost have been as gracious as she pleased, out in +this cold, damp air, and he would have remained aloof. + +"Yes, I suppose I am a proud man," he said, "but it is not much good to +me; one becomes a cynic, as one grows older." + +Then with casual indifference he began to explain to her all about the +gardens and their dates, as they walked along, just as though he were +rather bored but acting cicerone to an ordinary guest, and Zara's heart +sank lower and lower, and she could not keep up her little plan to be +gentle and sympathetic; she could not do more than say just "Yes," and +"No." Presently they came through a door to the hothouses, and she had +to be introduced to the head gardener, a Scotchman, and express her +admiration of everything, and eat some wonderful grapes; and here +Tristram again "played the game," and chaffed, and was gay. And so they +went out, and through a clipped, covered walk to another door in a wall, +which opened on the west side--the very old part of the house--and +suddenly she saw the Italian parterre. Each view as she came upon it she +tried to identify with what she had seen in the pictures in _Country +Life_, but things look so different in reality, with the atmospheric +effects, to the cold gray of a print. Only there was no mistake about +this--the Italian parterre; and a sudden tightness grew round her heart, +and she thought of Mirko and the day she had last seen him. And Tristram +was startled into looking at her by a sudden catching of her breath, and +to his amazement he perceived that her face was full of pain, as though +she had revisited some scene connected with sorrowful memories. There +was even a slight drawing back in her attitude, as if she feared to go +on, and meet some ghost. What could it be? Then the malevolent sprite +who was near him just now whispered: "It is an Italian garden, she has +seen such before in other lands; perhaps the man is an Italian--he +looks dark enough." So instead of feeling solicitous and gentle with +whatever caused her pain--for his manners were usually extremely +courteous, however cold--he said almost roughly: + +"This seems to make you think of something! Well, let us get on and get +it over, and then you can go in!" + +He would be no sympathetic companion for her sentimental musings--over +another man! + +Her lips quivered for a moment, and he saw that he had struck home, and +was glad, and grew more furious as he strode along. He would like to +hurt her again if he could, for jealousy can turn an angel into a cruel +fiend. They walked on in silence, and a look almost of fear crept into +her tragic eyes. She dreaded so to come upon Pan and his pipes. Yes, as +they descended the stone steps, there he was in the far distance with +his back to them, forever playing his weird music for the delight of all +growing things. + +She forgot Tristram, forgot she was passionately preoccupied with him +and passionately in love, forgot even that she was not alone. She saw +the firelight again, and the pitiful, little figure of her poor, little +brother as he poured over the picture, pointing with his sensitive +forefinger to Pan's shape. She could hear his high, childish voice say: +"See, Cherisette, he, too, is not made as other people are! Look, and he +plays music, also. When I am with _Maman_ and you walk there you must +remember that this is me!" + +And Tristram, watching her, knew not what to think. For her face had +become more purely white than usual, and her dark eyes were swimming +with tears. + +God! how she must have loved this man! In wild rage he stalked beside +her until they came quite close to the statue in the center of the +star, surrounded by its pergola of pillars, which in the summer were gay +with climbing roses. + +Then he stepped forward, with a sharp exclamation of annoyance, for the +pipes of Pan had been broken and lay there on the ground. + +Who had done this thing? + +When Zara saw the mutilation she gave a piteous cry; to her, to the +mystic part of her strange nature, this was an omen. Pan's music was +gone, and Mirko, too, would play no more. + +With a wail like a wounded animal's she slipped down on the stone bench, +and, burying her face in her muff, the tension of soul of all these days +broke down, and she wept bitter, anguishing tears. + +Tristram was dumbfounded. He knew not what to do. Whatever was the +cause, it now hurt him horribly to see her weep--weep like this--as if +with broken heart. + +For her suffering was caused by remembrance--remembrance that, absorbed +in her own concerns and heart-burnings over her love, she had forgotten +the little one lately; and he was far away and might now be ill, and +even dead. + +She sobbed and sobbed and clasped her hands, and Tristram could not bear +it any longer. + +"Zara!" he said, distractedly. "For God's sake do not cry like this! +What is it? Can I not help you--Zara?" And he sat down beside her and +put his arm round her, and tried to draw her to him--he must comfort her +whatever caused her pain. + +But she started up and ran from him; he was the cause of her +forgetfulness. + +[Illustration: "'Zara!' he said distractedly.... 'Can I not help +you?'"] + +"Do not!" she cried passionately, that southern dramatic part of her +nature coming out, here in her abandon of self-control. "Is it not +enough for me to know that it is you and thoughts of you which have +caused me to forget him!--Go! I must be alone!"--and like a fawn she +fled down one of the paths, and beyond a great yew hedge, and so +disappeared from view. + +And Tristram sat on the stone bench, too stunned to move. + +This was a confession from her, then--he realized, when his power came +back to him. It was no longer surmise and suspicion--there was some one +else. Some one to whom she owed--love. And he had caused her to forget +him! And this thought made him stop his chain of reasoning abruptly. For +what did that mean? Had he then, after all, somehow made her feel--made +her think of him? Was this the secret in her strange mysterious face +that drew him and puzzled him always? Was there some war going on in her +heart? + +But the comforting idea which he had momentarily obtained from that +inference of her words went from him as he pondered, for nothing proved +that her thoughts of him had been of love. + +So, alternately trying to reason the thing out, and growing wild with +passion and suspicion and pain, he at last went back to the house +expecting he would have to go through the ordeal of luncheon alone; but +as the silver gong sounded she came slowly down the stairs. + +And except that she was very pale and blue circles surrounded her heavy +eyes, her face wore a mask, and she was perfectly calm. + +She made no apology, nor allusion to her outburst; she treated the +incident as though it had never been! She held a letter in her hand, +which had come by the second post while they were out. It was written by +her uncle from London, the night before, and contained his joyous news. + +Tristram looked at her and was again dumbfounded. She was certainly a +most extraordinary woman. And some of his rage died down and he decided +he would not, after all, demand an explanation of her now; he would let +the whole, hideous rejoicings be finished first and then, in London, he +would sternly investigate the truth. And not the least part of his pain +was the haunting uncertainty as to what her words could mean, as +regarded himself. If by some wonderful chance it were some passion in +the past and she now loved him, he feared he could forgive her--he +feared even his pride would not hold out over the mad happiness it would +be to feel her unresisting and loving, lying in his arms! + +So with stormy eyes and forced smiles the pair sat down to luncheon, and +Zara handed him the epistle she carried in her hand. It ran: + +"MY DEAR NIECE: + +"I have to inform you of a piece of news that is a great gratification +to myself, and I trust will cause you, too, some pleasure. + +"Lady Ethelrida Montfitchet has done me the honor to accept my proposal +for her hand, and the Duke, her father, has kindly given his hearty +consent to my marriage with his daughter, which is to take place as soon +as things can be arranged with suitability. I hope you and Tristram will +arrive in time to accompany me to dinner at Glastonbury House on Friday +evening, when you can congratulate my beloved fiance, who holds you in +affectionate regard. + +"I am, my dear niece, always your devoted uncle, + +"FRANCIS MARKRUTE." + + +When Tristram finished reading he exclaimed: + +"Good Lord!" For, quite absorbed in his own affairs, he had never even +noticed the financier's peregrinations! Then as he looked at the letter +again he said meditatively: + +"I expect they will be awfully happy--Ethelrida is such an unselfish, +sensible, darling girl--" + +And it hurt Zara even in her present mood, for she felt the contrast to +herself in his unconscious tone. + +"My uncle never does anything without having calculated it will turn out +perfectly," she said bitterly--"only sometimes it can happen that he +plays with the wrong pawns." + +And Tristram wondered what she meant. He and she had certainly been +pawns in one of the Markrute games, and now he began to see this object, +just as Zara had done. Then the thought came to him.--Why should he not +now ask her straight out--why she had married him? It was not from any +desire for himself, nor his position, he knew that: but for what? + +So, the moment the servants went out of the room to get the +coffee--after a desultory conversation about the engagement until then, +he said coldly: + +"You told me on Monday that you now know the reason I had married you: +may I ask you why did you marry me?" + +She clasped her hands convulsively. This brought it all back--her poor +little brother--and she was not free yet from her promise to her uncle: +she never failed to keep her word. + +A look of deep, tragic earnestness grew in her pools of ink, and she +said to him, with a strange sob in her voice: + +"Believe me I had a strong reason, but I cannot tell it to you now." + +And the servants reentered the room at the moment, so he could not ask +her why: it broke the current. + +But what an unexpected inference she always put into affairs! What was +the mystery? He was thrilled with suspicious, terrible interest. But of +one thing he felt sure--Francis Markrute did not really know. + +And in spite of his chain of reasoning about this probable lover some +doubt about it haunted him always; her air was so pure--her mien so +proud. + +And while the servants were handing the coffee and still there Zara +rose, and, making the excuse that she must write to her uncle at once, +left the room to avoid further questioning. Then Tristram leant his head +upon his hands and tried to think. + +He was in a maze--and there seemed no way out. If he went to her now and +demanded to have everything explained he might have some awful +confirmation of his suspicions, and then how could they go through +to-morrow--and the town's address? Of all things he had no right--just +because of his wild passion in marrying this foreign woman--he had no +right to bring disgrace and scandal upon his untarnished name: "noblesse +oblige" was the motto graven on his soul. No, he must bear it until +Friday night after the Glastonbury House dinner. Then he would face her +and demand the truth. + +And Zara under the wing of Mrs. Anglin made a thorough tour of the +beautiful, old house. She saw its ancient arras hangings, and panellings +of carved oak, and heard all the traditions, and looked at the +portraits--many so wonderfully like Tristram, for they were a strong, +virile race--and her heart ached, and swelled with pride, alternately. +And, last of all, she stood under the portrait that had been painted by +Sargent, of her husband at his coming of age, and that master of art +had given him, on the canvas, his very soul. There he stood, in a +scarlet hunt-coat--debonair, and strong, and true--with all the promise +of a noble, useful life in his dear, blue eyes. And suddenly this proud +woman put her hand to her throat to check the sob that rose there; and +then, again, out of the mist of her tears she saw Pan and his broken +pipes. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + + +Tristram passed the afternoon outdoors, inspecting the stables, and +among his own favorite haunts, and then rushed in, too late for tea and +only just in time to catch the post. He wrote a letter to Ethelrida, and +his uncle-in-law that was to be. How ridiculous that sounded! He would +be his uncle and Zara's cousin now, by marriage! Then, when he thought +of this dear Ethelrida whom he had loved more than his own young +sisters, he hurriedly wrote out, as well, a telegram of affection and +congratulation which he handed to Michelham as he came in to get the +letters--and the old man left the room. Then Tristram remembered that he +had addressed the telegram to Montfitchet, and Ethelrida would, of +course, he now recollected, be at Glastonbury House, as she was coming +up that day--so he went to the door and called out: + +"Michelham, bring me back the telegram." + +And the grave servant, who was collecting all the other letters from the +post-box in the hall, returned and placed beside his master on the table +a blue envelope. There were always big blue envelopes, for the sending +of telegrams, on all the writing tables at Wrayth. + +Tristram hurriedly wrote out another and handed it, and the servant +finally left the room. Then he absently pulled out his original one and +glanced at it before tearing it up; and before he realized what he did +his eye caught: "To Count Mimo Sykypri"--he did not read the +address--"Immediately, to-morrow, wire me your news. Cherisette." + +And ere his rage burst in a terrible oath he noticed that stamps were +enclosed. Then he threw the paper with violence into the fire! + +There was not any more doubt nor speculation; a woman did not sign +herself "Cherisette"--"little darling"--except to a lover! Cherisette! +He was so mad with rage that if she had come into the room at that +moment he would have strangled her, there and then. + +He forgot that it was time to dress for dinner--forgot everything but +his overmastering fury. He paced up and down the room, and then after a +while, as ever, his balance returned. The law could give him no redress +yet: she certainly had not been unfaithful to him in their brief married +life, and the law recks little of sins committed before the tie. Nothing +could come now of going to her and reproaching her--only a public +scandal and disgrace. No, he must play his part until he could consult +with Francis Markrute, learn all the truth, and then concoct some plan. +Out of all the awful ruin of his life he could at least save his name. +And after some concentrated moments of agony he mastered himself at last +sufficiently to go to his room and dress for dinner. + +But Count Mimo Sykypri would get no telegram that night! + +The idea that there could be any scandalous interpretations put upon any +of her actions or words never even entered Zara's brain; so innocently +unconscious was she of herself and her doings that that possible aspect +of the case never struck her. She was the last type of person to make a +mystery or in any way play a part. The small subtly-created situations +and hidden darknesses and mysterious appearances which delighted the +puny soul of Laura Highford were miles beneath her feet. If she had even +faintly dreamed that some doubts were troubling Tristram she would have +plainly told him the whole story and chanced her uncle's wrath. But she +had not the slightest idea of it. She only knew that Tristram was stern +and cold, and showed his disdain of her, and that even though she had +made up her mind to be gentle and try to win him back with friendship, +it was almost impossible. She looked upon his increased, icy contempt of +her at dinner as a protest at her outburst of tears during the day. + +So the meal was got through, and the moment the coffee was brought he +gulped it down, and then rose: he could not stand being alone with her +for a moment. + +She was looking so beautiful, and so meek, and so tragic, he could not +contain the mixed emotions he felt. He only knew if he had to bear them +another minute he should go mad. So, hardly with sufficient politeness +he said: + +"I have some important documents to look over; I will wish you good +night." And he hurried her from the room and went on to his own +sitting-room in the other part of the house. And Zara, quite crushed +with her anxiety and sorrow about Mirko, and passionately unhappy at +Tristram's treatment of her, once more returned to her lonely room. And +here she dismissed her maid, and remained looking out on the night. The +mist had gone and some pure, fair stars shone out. + +Was that where _Maman_ was--up there? And was Mirko going to her soon, +away out of this cruel world of sorrow and pain? As he had once said, +surely there, there would be room for them both. + +But Zara was no morbidly sentimental person, the strong blood ran in her +veins, and she knew she must face her life and be true to herself, +whatever else might betide. So after a while the night airs soothed her, +and she said her prayers and went to bed. + +But Tristram, her lord, paced the floor of his room until almost dawn. + + * * * * * + +The next day passed in the same kind of way, only, it was nearly all in +public, with local festivities again; and both of the pair played their +parts well, as they were now experienced actors, and only one incident +marked the pain of this Thursday out from the pains of the other days. +It was in the schoolhouse at Wrayth, where the buxom girl who had been +assistant mistress, and had married, a year before, brought her +first-born son to show the lord and lady--as he had been born on their +wedding day, just a fortnight ago! She was pale and wan, but so +ecstatically proud and happy looking; and Tristram at once said, +they--he and Zara--must be the god-parents of her boy; and Zara held the +crimson, crumpled atom for a moment, and then looked up and met her +husband's eyes, and saw that they had filled with tears. And she +returned the creature to its mother--but she could not speak, for a +moment. + +And finally they had come home again--home to Wrayth--and no more +unhappy pair of young, healthy people lived on earth. + +Zara could hardly contain her impatience to see if a telegram for her +from Mimo had come in her absence. Tristram saw her look of anxiety and +strain, and smiled grimly to himself. She would get no answering +telegram from her lover that day! + +And, worn out with the whole thing, Zara turned to him and asked if it +would matter or look unusual if she said--what was true--that she was so +fatigued she would like to go to bed and not have to come down to +dinner. + +"I will not do so, if it would not be in the game," she said. + +And he answered, shortly: + +"The game is over, to-night: do as you please." + +So she went off sadly, and did not see him again until they were ready +to start in the morning--the Friday morning, which Tristram called the +beginning of the end! + +He had arranged that they should go by train, and not motor up, as he +usually did because he loved motoring; but the misery of being so close +to her, even now when he hoped he loathed and despised her, was too +great to chance. So, early after lunch, they started, and would be at +Park Lane after five. No telegram had come for Zara--Mimo must be +away--but, in any case, it indicated nothing unusual was happening, +unless he had been called to Bournemouth by Mirko himself and had left +hurriedly. This idea so tortured her that by the time she got to London +she could not bear it, and felt she must go to Neville Street and see. +But how to get away? + +Francis Markrute was waiting for them in the library, and seemed so full +of the exuberance of happiness that she could not rush off until she had +poured out and pretended to enjoy a lengthy tea. + +And the change in the reserved man struck them both. He seemed years +younger, and full of the milk of human kindness. And Tristram thought of +himself on the day he had gone to Victoria to meet Zara, when she had +come from Paris, and he had given a beggar half a sovereign, from sheer +joy of life. + +For happiness and wine open men's hearts. He would not attempt to speak +about his own troubles until the morning: it was only fair to leave the +elderly lover without cares until after the dinner at Glastonbury House. + +At last Zara was able to creep away. She watched her chance, and, with +the cunning of desperation, finding the hall momentarily empty, +stealthily stole out of the front door. But it was after half-past six +o'clock, and they were dining at Glastonbury House, St. James's Square, +at eight. + +She got into a taxi quickly, finding one in Grosvenor Street because she +was afraid to wait to look in Park Lane, in case, by chance, she should +be observed; and at last she reached the Neville Street lodging, and +rang the noisy bell. + +The slatternly little servant said that the gentleman was "hout," but +would the lady come in and wait? He would not be long, as he had said +"as how he was only going to take a telegram." + +Zara entered at once. A telegram!--perhaps for her--Yes, surely for her. +Mimo had no one else, she knew, to telegraph to. She went up to the +dingy attic studio. The fire was almost out, and the little maid lit one +candle and placed it upon a table. It was very cold on this damp +November day. The place struck her as piteously poor, after the grandeur +from which she had come. Dear, foolish, generous Mimo! She must do +something for him--and would plan how. The room had the air of +scrupulous cleanness which his things always wore, and there was the +"Apache" picture waiting for her to take, in a new gold frame; and the +"London Fog" seemed to be advanced, too; he had evidently worked at it +late, because his palette and brushes, still wet, were on a box beside +it, and on a chair near was his violin. He was no born musician like +Mirko, but played very well. The palette and brushes showed he must have +put them hurriedly down. What for? Why? Had some message come for him? +Had he heard news? And a chill feeling gripped her heart. She looked +about to see if Mirko had written a letter, or one of his funny little +postcards? No, there was nothing--nothing she had not seen except, yes, +just this one on a picture of the town. Only a few words: "Thank +Cherisette for her letter, Agatha is _tres jolie_, but does not +understand the violin, and wants to play it herself. And heavens! the +noise!" How he managed to post these cards was always a mystery; they +were marked with the mark of doubling up twice, so it showed he +concealed them somewhere and perhaps popped them into a pillar-box, when +out for a walk. This one was dated two days ago. Could anything have +happened since? She burned with impatience for Mimo to come in. + +A cheap, little clock struck seven. Where could he be? The minutes +seemed to drag into an eternity. All sorts of possibilities struck her, +and then she controlled herself and became calm. + +There was a large photograph of her mother, which Mimo had colored +really well. It was in a silver frame upon the mantelpiece, and she +gazed and gazed at that, and whispered aloud in the gloomy room: + +"_Maman, adoree!_ Take care of your little one now, even if he must come +to you soon." + +And beside this there was another, of Mimo, taken at the same time, when +Zara and her mother had gone to the Emperor's palace in that far land. +How wonderfully handsome he was then, and even still!--and how the air +of _insouciance_ suited him, in that splendid white and gold uniform. +But Mimo looked always a gentleman, even in his shabbiest coat. + +And now that she knew what the passion of love meant herself, she better +understood how her mother had loved. She had never judged her mother, it +was not in her nature to judge any one; underneath the case of steel +which her bitter life had wrought her, Zara's heart was as tender as an +angel's. + +Then she thought of the words in the Second Commandment: "And the sins +of the fathers shall be visited upon the children." Had they sinned, +then? And if so how terribly cruel such Commandments were--to make the +innocent children suffer. Mirko and she were certainly paying some +price. But the God that _Maman_ had gone to and loved and told her +children of, was not really cruel, and some day perhaps she--Zara--would +come into peace on earth. And Mirko? Mirko would be up there, happy and +safe with _Maman_. + +The cheap clock showed nearly half-past seven. She could not wait +another moment, and also she reasoned if Mimo were sending her a +telegram it would be to Park Lane. He knew she was coming up; she would +get it there on her return, so she scribbled a line to Count Sykypri, +and told him she had been--and why--and that she must hear at once, and +then she left and hurried back to her uncle's house. And when she got +there it was twenty minutes to eight. + +Her maid had been dreadfully worried, as she had given no orders as to +what she would wear--but Henriette, being a person of intelligence, had +put out what she thought best,--only she could not prevent her anxiety +and impatience from causing her to go on to the landing, and hang over +the stairs at every noise; and Tristram, coming out of his room already +dressed, found her there--and asked her what she was doing. + +"I wait for _Miladi_, _Milor_, she have not come in," Henriette said. +"And I so fear _Miladi_ will be late." + +Tristram felt his heart stop beating for a second--strong man as he was. +_Miladi_ had not come in!--But as they spoke, he perceived her on the +landing below, hurrying up--she had not waited to get the lift--and he +went down to meet her, while Henriette returned to her room. + +"Where have you been?" he demanded, with a pale, stern face. He was too +angry and suspicious to let her pass in silence, and he noticed her +cheeks were flushed with nervous excitement and that she was out of +breath; and no wonder, for she had run up the stairs. + +"I cannot wait to tell you now," she panted. "And what right have you to +speak to me so? Let me pass, or I shall be late." + +"I do not care if you are late, or no. You shall answer me!" he said +furiously, barring the way. "You bear my name, at all events, and I have +a right because of that to know." + +"Your name?" she said, vaguely, and then for the first time she grasped +that there was some insulting doubt of her in his words. + +She cast upon him a look of withering scorn, and, with the air of an +empress commanding an insubordinate guard, she flashed: + +"Let me pass at once!" + +But Tristram did not move, and for a second they glared at one another, +and she took a step forward as if to force her way. Then he angrily +seized her in his arms. But at that moment Francis Markrute came out of +his room and Tristram let her go--panting. He could not make a scene, +and she went on, with her head set haughtily, to her room. + +"I see you have been quarreling again," her uncle said, rather +irritably: and then he laughed as he went down. + +"I expect she will be late," he continued; "well, if she is not in the +hall at five minutes to eight, I shall go on." + +And Tristram sat down upon the deep sofa on the broad landing outside +her room, and waited: the concentrated essence of all the rage and pain +he had yet suffered seemed to be now in his heart. + +But what had it meant--that look of superb scorn? She had no mien of a +guilty person. + +At six minutes to eight she opened the door, and came out. She had +simply flown into her clothes, in ten minutes! Her eyes were still black +as night with resentment, and her bosom rose and fell, while in her +white cheeks two scarlet spots flamed. + +"I am ready," she said, haughtily, "let us go," and not waiting for her +husband she swept on down the stairs, exactly as her uncle opened the +library door. + +"Well done, my punctual niece!" he cried genially. "You are a woman of +your word." + +"In all things," she answered, fiercely, and went towards the door, +where the electric brougham waited. + +And both men as they followed her wondered what she could mean. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + + +The dinner for Ethelrida's betrothal resembled in no way the one for +Zara and Tristram; for, except in those two hearts there was no bitter +strain, and the fiances in this case were radiantly happy, which they +could not conceal, and did not try to. + +The Dowager Lady Tancred arrived a few minutes after the party of three, +and Zara heard her mother-in-law gasp, as she said, "Tristram, my dear +boy!" and then she controlled the astonishment in her voice, and went on +more ordinarily, but still a little anxiously, "I hope you are very +well?" + +So he was changed then--to the eye of one who had not seen him since the +wedding--and Zara glanced at him critically, and saw that--yes, he was, +indeed, changed. His face was perfectly set and stern, and he looked +older. It was no wonder his mother should be surprised. + +Then Lady Tancred turned to Zara and kissed her. "Welcome back, my dear +daughter," she said. And Zara tried to answer something pleasant: above +all things, this proud lady who had so tenderly given her son's +happiness into her keeping must not guess how much there was amiss. + +But Lady Tancred was no simpleton--she saw immediately that her son must +have gone through much suffering and strain. What was the matter? It +tore her heart, but she knew him too well to say anything to him about +it. + +So she continued to talk agreeably to them, and Tristram made a great +effort, and chaffed her, and became gay. And soon they went in to +dinner. And Lady Tancred sat on Francis Markrute's other side, and tried +to overcome her prejudice against him. If Ethelrida loved him so much he +must be really nice. And Zara sat on one side of the old Duke, and Lady +Anningford on the other, and on her other side was Young Billy who was +now in an idiotic state of calf love for her--to the amusement of every +one. So, with much gayety and chaff the repast came to an end, and the +ladies, who were all old friends--no strangers now among them--disposed +themselves in happy groups about one of the drawing-rooms, while they +sipped their coffee. + +Ethelrida drew Zara aside to talk to her alone. + +"Zara," she said, taking her soft, white hand, "I am so awfully happy +with my dear love that I want you to be so, too. Dearest Zara, won't you +be friends with me, now--real friends?" + +And Zara, won by her gentleness, pressed Ethelrida's hand with her other +hand. + +"I am so glad, nothing my uncle could have done would have given me so +much pleasure," she said, with a break in her voice. "Yes, indeed, I +will be friends with you, dear Ethelrida. I am so glad--and +touched--that you should care to have me as your friend." Then Ethelrida +bent forward and kissed her. "When one is as happy as I am," she said, +"it makes one feel good, as if one wanted to do all the kind things and +take away all sorrow out of the world. I have thought sometimes, Zara +dear, that you did not look as happy as--as--I would like you to look." + +Happy! the mockery of the word! + +"Ethelrida," Zara whispered hurriedly--"don't--don't ask me anything +about it, please, dear. No one can help me. I must come through with it +alone--but you of Tristram's own family, and especially you whom he +loves so much, I don't want you ever to misjudge me. You think perhaps I +have made him unhappy. Oh, if you only knew it all!--Yes, I have. And I +did not know, nor understand. I would die for him now, if I could, but +it is too late; we can only play the game!" + +"Zara, do not say this!" said Ethelrida, much distressed. "What can it +be that should come between such beautiful people as you? And Tristram +adores you, Zara dear." + +"He did love me--once," Zara answered sadly, "but not now. He would like +never to have to see me again. Please do not let us talk of it; +please--I can't bear any more." + +And Ethelrida, watching her face anxiously, saw that it wore a hopeless, +hunted look, as though some agonizing trouble and anxiety brooded over +her. And poor Zara could say nothing of her other anxiety, for now that +Ethelrida was engaged to her uncle her lips, about her own sorrow +concerning her little brother, must be more than ever sealed. +Perhaps--she did not know much of the English point of view yet--perhaps +if the Duke knew that there was some disgrace in the background of the +family he might forbid the marriage, and then she would be spoiling this +sweet Ethelrida's life. + +And Ethelrida's fine senses told her there was no use pressing the +matter further, whatever the trouble was this was not the moment to +interfere; so she turned the conversation to lighter things, and, +finally, talked about her own wedding, and so the time passed. + +The Dowager Lady Tancred was too proud to ask any one any questions, +although she talked alone with Lady Anningford and could easily have +done so: the only person she mentioned her anxiety to was her brother, +the Duke, when, later, she spoke a few words with him alone. + +"Tristram looks haggard and very unhappy, Glastonbury," she said simply, +"have you anything to tell me about it?" + +"My dear Jane," replied the Duke, "it is the greatest puzzle in the +world; no one can account for it. I gave him some sound advice at +Montfitchet, when I saw things were so strained, and I don't believe he +has taken it, by the look of them to-night. These young, modern people +are so unnaturally cold, though I did hear they had got through the +rejoicings, in fine style." + +"It troubles me very much, Glastonbury--to go abroad and leave him +looking like that. Is it her fault? Or what--do you think?" + +"'Pon my soul, I can't say--even the Crow could not unravel the mystery. +Laura Highford was at Montfitchet--confound her--would come; can she +have had anything to do with it, I wonder?" + +Then they were interrupted and no more could be said, and finally the +party broke up, with the poor mother's feeling of anxiety unassuaged. +Tristram and Zara were to lunch with her to-morrow, to say good-bye, and +then she was going to Paris--by the afternoon train. + +And Francis Markrute staying on to smoke a cigar with the Duke, and, +presumably, to say a snatched good night to his fiance, Tristram was +left to take Zara home alone. + +Now would come the moment of the explanation! But she outwitted him, +for they no sooner got into the brougham and he had just begun to speak +than she leaned back and interrupted him: + +"You insinuated something on the stairs this evening, the vileness of +which I hardly understood at first; I warn you I will hear no more upon +the subject!" and then her voice broke suddenly and she said, +passionately and yet with a pitiful note, "Ah! I am suffering so +to-night, please--please don't speak to me--leave me alone." + +And Tristram was silenced. Whatever it was that soon she must explain, +he could not torture her to-night, and, in spite of his anger and +suspicions and pain, it hurt him to see her, when the lights flashed in +upon them, huddled up in the corner--her eyes like a wounded deer's. + +"Zara!" he said at last--quite gently, "what is this, awful shadow that +is hanging over you?--If you will only tell me--" But at that moment +they arrived at the door, which was immediately opened, and she walked +in and then to the lift without answering, and entering, closed the +door. For what could she say? + +She could bear things no longer. Tristram evidently saw she had some +secret trouble, she would get her uncle to release her from her promise, +as far as her husband was concerned at least,--she hated mysteries, and +if it had annoyed him for her to be out late she would tell him the +truth--and about Mirko, and everything. + +Evidently he had been very much annoyed at that, but this was the first +time he had even suggested he had noticed she was troubled about +anything, except that day in the garden at Wrayth. Her motives were so +perfectly innocent that not the faintest idea even yet dawned upon her +that anything she had ever done could even look suspicious. Tristram +was angry with her because she was late, and had insinuated something +out of jealousy; men were always jealous, she knew, even if they were +perfectly indifferent to a woman. What really troubled her terribly +to-night Was the telegram she found in her room. She had told the maid +to put it there when it came. It was from Mimo, saying Mirko was +feverish again--really ill, he feared, this time. + +So poor Zara spent a night of anguish and prayer, little knowing what +the morrow was to bring. + +And Tristram went out again to the Turf, and tried to divert his mind +away from his troubles. There was no use in speculating any further, he +must wait for an explanation which he would not consent to put off +beyond the next morning. + +So at last the day of a pitiful tragedy dawned. + +Zara got up and dressed early. She must be ready to go out to try and +see Mimo, the moment she could slip away after breakfast, so she came +down with her hat on: she wanted to speak to her uncle alone, and +Tristram, she thought, would not be there so early--only nine o'clock. + +"This is energetic, my niece!" Francis Markrute said, but she hardly +answered him, and as soon as Turner and the footman had left the room +she began at once: + +"Tristram was very angry with me last night because I was out late. I +had gone to obtain news of Mirko, I am very anxious about him and I +could give Tristram no explanation. I ask you to relieve me from my +promise not to tell him--about things." + +The financier frowned. This was a most unfortunate moment to revive the +family skeleton, but he was a very just man and he saw, directly, that +suspicion of any sort was too serious a thing to arouse in Tristram's +mind. + +"Very well," he said, "tell him what you think best. He looks +desperately unhappy--you both do--are you keeping him at arm's length +all this time, Zara? Because if so, my child, you will lose him, I warn +you. You cannot treat a man of his spirit like that; he will leave you +if you do." + +"I do not want to keep him at arm's length; he is there of his own will. +I told you at Montfitchet everything is too late--" + +Then the butler entered the room: "Some one wishes to speak to your +ladyship on the telephone, immediately," he said. + +And Zara forgot her usual dignity as she almost rushed across the hall +to the library, to talk:--it was Mimo, of course, so her presence of +mind came to her and as the butler held the door for her she said, "Call +a taxi at once." + +She took the receiver up, and it was, indeed, Mimo's voice--and in +terrible distress. + +It appeared from his almost incoherent utterances that little Agatha had +teased Mirko and finally broken his violin. And that this had so excited +him, in his feverish state, that it had driven him almost mad, and he +had waited until all the household, including the nurse, were asleep, +and, with superhuman cunning, crept from his bed and dressed himself, +and had taken the money which his Cherisette had given him for an +emergency that day in the Park, and which he had always kept hidden in +his desk; and he had then stolen out and gone to the station--all in the +night, alone, the poor, poor lamb!--and there he had waited until the +Weymouth night mail had come through, and had bought a ticket, and got +in, and come to London to find his father--with the broken violin +wrapped in its green baize cover. And all the while coughing--coughing +enough to kill him! And he had arrived with just enough money to pay a +cab, and had come at about five o'clock and could hardly wake the house +to be let in; and he, Mimo, had heard the noise and come down, and there +found the little angel, and brought him in, and warmed him in his bed. +And he had waited to boil him some hot milk before he could come to the +public telephone near, to call her up. Oh! but he was very ill--very, +very ill--and could she come at once--but oh!--at once! + +And Tristram, entering the room at that moment, saw her agonized face +and heard her say, "Yes, yes, dear Mimo, I will come now!" and before he +could realize what she was doing she brushed past him and rushed from +the room, and across the hall and down to the waiting taxicab into which +she sprang, and told the man where to go, with her head out of the +window, as he turned into Grosvenor Street. + +The name "Mimo" drove Tristram mad again. He stood for a moment, +deciding what to do, then he seized his coat and hat and rushed out +after her, to the amazement of the dignified servants. Here he hailed +another taxi, but hers was just out of sight down to Park Street, when +he got into his. + +"Follow that taxi!" he said to the driver, "that green one in front of +you--I will give you a sovereign if you never lose sight of it." + +So the chase began! He must see where she would go! "Mimo!" the "Count +Sykypri" she had telegraphed to--and she had the effrontery to talk to +her lover, in her uncle's house! Tristram was so beside himself with +rage he knew if he found them meeting at the end he would kill her. His +taxi followed the green one, keeping it always in view, right on to +Oxford Street, then Regent Street, then Mortimer Street. Was she going +to Euston Station? Another of those meetings perhaps in a waiting-room, +that Laura had already described! Unutterable disgust as well as blind +fury filled him. He was too overcome with passion to reason with himself +even. No, it was not Euston--they were turning into the Tottenham Court +Road--and so into a side street. And here a back tire on his taxi went, +with a loud report, and the driver came to a stop. And, almost foaming +with rage, Tristram saw the green taxi disappear round the further +corner of a mean street, and he knew it would be lost to view before he +could overtake it: there was none other in sight. He flung the man some +money and almost ran down the road--and, yes, when he turned the corner +he could see the green taxi in the far distance; it was stopping at a +door. He had caught her then, after all! He could afford to go slowly +now. She had entered the house some five or ten minutes before he got +there. He began making up his mind. + +It was evidently a most disreputable neighborhood. A sickening, +nauseating revulsion crept over him: Zara--the beautiful, refined +Zara--to be willing to meet a lover here! The brute was probably ill, +and that was why she had looked so distressed. He walked up and down +rapidly twice, and then he crossed the road and rang the bell; the taxi +was still at the door. It was opened almost immediately by the little, +dirty maid--very dirty in the early morning like this. + +He controlled his voice and asked politely to be taken to the lady who +had just gone in. With a snivel of tears Jenny asked him to follow her, +and, while she was mounting in front of him, she turned and said: "It +ain't no good, doctor, I ken tell yer; my mother was took just like +that, and after she'd once broke the vessel she didn't live a hour." And +by this time they had reached the attic door which, without knocking +Jenny opened a little, and, with another snivel, announced, "The doctor, +missis." + +And Tristram entered the room. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + + +And this is what he saw. + +The poor, mean room, with its scrupulous neatness slightly disturbed by +the evidences of the boiling of milk and the warming of flannel, and +Zara, kneeling by the low, iron bed where lay the little body of a +child. For Mirko had dwindled, these last weeks of his constant fever, +so that his poor, small frame, undersized for his age at any time, +looked now no more than that of a boy of six years old. He was evidently +dying. Zara held his tiny hand, and the divine love and sorrowful agony +in her face wrung her husband's soul. A towel soaked with blood had +fallen to the floor, and lay there, a ghastly evidence of the "broken +vessel" Jenny had spoken of. Mimo, with his tall, military figure +shaking with dry sobs, stood on the other side, and Zara murmured in a +tender voice of anguish: "My little one! My Mirko!" She was oblivious in +her grief of any other presence--and the dying child opened his eyes and +called faintly, "Maman!" + +Then Mimo saw Tristram by the door, and advanced with his finger on his +quivering lips to meet him. + +"Ah, sir," he said. "Alas! you have come too late. My child is going to +God!" + +And all the manhood in Tristram's heart rose up in pity. Here was a +tragedy too deep for human judgment, too deep for thoughts of vengeance, +and without a word he turned and stole from the room. And as he +stumbled down the dark, narrow stairs he heard the sound of a violin as +it wailed out the beginning notes of the _Chanson Triste_, and he +shivered, as if with cold. + +For Mirko had opened his piteous eyes again, and whispered in little +gasps: + +"Papa--play to me the air _Mamam_ loved. I can see her blue gauze +wings!" And in a moment, as his face filled with the radiance of his +vision he fell back, dead, into Zara's arms. + +When Tristram reached the street he looked about him for a minute like a +blinded man; and then, as his senses came back to him, his first thought +was what he could do for her--that poor mother upstairs, with her dying +child. For that the boy was Zara's child he never doubted. Her +child--and her lover's--had he not called her "_Maman_." So this was the +awful tragedy in her life. He analyzed nothing as yet; his whole being +was paralyzed with the shock and the agony of things: the only clear +thought he had was that he must help her in whatever way he could. + +The green taxi was still there, but he would not take it, in case she +should want it. He walked on down the street and found a cab for +himself, and got driven to his old rooms in St. James's Street: he must +be alone to think. + +The hall-porter was surprised to see him. Nothing was ready for his +lordship--but his wife would come up--? + +But his lordship required nothing, he wished to find something alone. + +He did not even notice that there was no fire in the grate, and that the +room was icy cold--the agony of pain in his mind and soul made him +unconscious of lesser ills. He pulled one of the holland sheets off his +own big chair, and sat down in it. + +Poor Zara, poor, unhappy Zara!--were his first thoughts--then he +stiffened suddenly. This man must have been her lover before even her +first marriage!--for Francis Markrute had told him she had married very +soon. She was twenty-three years old now, and the child could not have +been less than six; he must have been born when she was only seventeen. +What devilish passion in a man could have made him tempt a girl so +young! Of course this was her secret, and Francis Markrute knew nothing +of it. For one frightful moment the thought came that her husband was +not really dead and that this was he: but no, her husband's name had +been Ladislaus, and this man she had called "Mimo," and if the boy were +the child of her marriage there need then have been no secret about his +existence. There was no other solution--this Count Sykypri had been her +lover when she was a mere child, and probably the concealment had gone +through all her first married life. And no doubt her reason for marrying +him, which she admitted was a very strong one, had been that she might +have money to give to the child--and its father. + +The sickening--sickening, squalid tragedy of it all! + +And she, Zara, had seemed so proud and so pure! Her look of scorn, only +the night before, at his jealous accusation, came back to him. He could +not remember a single movement nor action of hers that had not been that +of an untarnished queen. What horrible actresses women were! His whole +belief had crumbled to the dust. + +And the most terrible part of it all to him was the knowledge that in +spite of everything he still loved her--loved her with a consuming, +almighty passion that he knew nothing now could kill. It had been put +to the bitterest proof. Whatever she had done he could love no other +woman. + +Then he realized that his life was over. The future a blank, +unutterable, hopeless gray which must go on for years and years. For he +could never come back to her again, nor even live in the house with her, +under the semblance of things. + +Then an agonizing bitterness came to him, the hideous malevolence of +fate, not to have let him meet this woman first before this other man; +think of the faithfulness of her nature, with all its cruel actions to +himself! She had been absolutely faithful to her lover, and had defended +herself from his--Tristram's--caresses, even of her finger-tips. What a +love worth having, what a strong, true character--worth dying for--in a +woman! + +And now, he must never see her again; or, if once more, only for a +business meeting, to settle things without scandal to either of them. + +He would not go back to Park Lane, yet--not for a week; he would give +her time to see to the funeral, without the extra pain of his presence. + +The man had taken him for the doctor, and she had not even been aware of +his entrance: he would go back to Wrayth, alone, and there try to think +out some plan. So he searched among the covered-up furniture for his +writing table, and found some paper, and sat down and wrote two notes, +one to his mother. He could not face her to-day--she must go without +seeing him--but he knew his mother loved him, and, in all deep moments, +never questioned his will even if she did not understand it. + +The note to her was very short, merely saying something was troubling +him greatly for the time, so neither he nor Zara would come to luncheon; +and she was to trust him and not speak of this to any one until he +himself told her more. He might come and see her in Cannes, the +following week. + +Then he wrote to Zara, and these were his words: + +"I know everything. I understand now, and however I blame you for your +deception of me you have my deep sympathy in your grief. I am going away +for a week, so you will not be distressed by seeing me. Then I must ask +you to meet me, here or at your uncle's house, to arrange for our future +separation. + +"Yours, + +"Tancred." + +Then he rang for a messenger boy, and gave him both notes, and, picking +up the telephone, called up his valet and told him to pack and bring his +things here to his old rooms, and, if her ladyship came in, to see that +she immediately got the note he was sending round to her. Francis +Markrute would have gone to the City by now and was going to lunch with +Ethelrida, so he telephoned to one of his clerks there--finding he was +out for the moment--just to say he was called away for a week and would +write later. + +She should have the first words with her uncle. Whether she would tell +him or no she must decide, he would not do anything to make her +existence more difficult than it must naturally be. + +And then when all this was done the passionate jealousy of a man +overcame him again, and when he thought of Mimo he once more longed to +kill. + + + +CHAPTER XL + + +It was late in the afternoon when Zara got back to her uncle's house. +She had been too distracted with grief to know or care about time, or +what they would be thinking of her absence. + +Just after the poor little one was dead frantic telegrams had come from +the Morleys, in consternation at his disappearance, and Mimo, quite +prostrate in his sorrow, as he had been at her mother's death, had left +all practical things to Zara. + +No doctor turned up, either. Mimo had not coherently given the address, +on the telephone. Thus they passed the day alone with their dead, in +anguish; and at last thought came back to Zara. She would go to her +uncle, and let him help to settle things; she could count upon him to do +that. + +Francis Markrute, anxious and disturbed by Tristram's message and her +absence, met her as she came in and drew her into the library. + +The butler had handed her her husband's note, but she held it listlessly +in her hand, without opening it. She was still too numb with sorrow to +take notice of ordinary things. Her uncle saw immediately that something +terrible had happened. + +"Zara, dear child," he said, and folded her in his arms with +affectionate kindness, "tell me everything." + +She was past tears now, but her voice sounded strange with the tragedy +in it. + +"Mirko is dead, Uncle Francis," was all she said. "He ran away from +Bournemouth because Agatha, the Morleys' child, broke his violin. He +loved it, you know _Maman_ had given it to him. He came in the night, +all alone, ill with fever, to find his father, and he broke a blood +vessel this morning, and died in my arms--there, in the poor lodging." + +Francis Markrute had drawn her to the sofa now, and stroked her hands. +He was deeply moved. + +"My poor, dear child! My poor Zara!" he said. + +Then, with most pathetic entreaty she went on, + +"Oh, Uncle Francis, can't you forgive poor Mimo, now? _Maman_ is dead +and Mirko is dead, and if you ever, some day, have a child yourself, you +may know what this poor father is suffering. Won't you help us? He is +foolish always--unpractical--and he is distracted with grief. You are so +strong--won't you see about the funeral for my little love?" + +"Of course I will, dear girl," he answered. "You must have no more +distresses. Leave everything to me." And he bent and kissed her white +cheek, while he tenderly began to remove the pins from her fur toque. + +"Thank you," she said gently, as she took the hat from his hand, and +laid it beside her. "I grieve because I loved him--my dear little +brother. His soul was all music, and there was no room for him here. And +oh! I loved _Maman_ so! But I know that it is better as it is; he is +safe there, with her now, far away from all his pain. He saw her when he +was dying." Then after a pause she went on: "Uncle Francis, you love +Ethelrida very much, don't you? Try to look back and think how _Maman_ +loved Mimo, and he loved her. Think of all the sorrow of her life, and +the great, great price she paid for her love; and then, when you see +him--poor Mimo--try to be merciful." + +And Francis Markrute suddenly felt a lump in his throat. The whole +pitiful memory of his beloved sister stabbed him, and extinguished the +last remnant of rancor towards her lover, which had smoldered always in +his proud heart. + +There was a moisture in his clever eyes, and a tremulous note in his +cold voice as he answered his niece: + +"Dear child, we will forget and forgive everything. My one thought about +it all now, is to do whatever will bring you comfort." + +"There is one thing--yes," she said, and there was the first look of +life in her face. "Mirko, when I saw him last at Bournemouth, played to +me a wonderful air; he said _Maman_ always came back to him in his +dreams when he was ill--feverish, you know--and that she had taught it +to him. It talks of the woods where she is, and beautiful butterflies; +there is a blue one for her, and a little white one for him. He wrote +out the score--it is so joyous--and I have it. Will you send it to +Vienna or Paris, to some great artist, and get it really arranged, and +then when I play it we shall always be able to see _Maman_." + +And the moisture gathered again in Francis Markrute's eyes. + +"Oh, my dear!" he said. "Will you forgive me some day for my hardness, +for my arrogance to you both? I never knew, I never understood--until +lately--what love could mean in a life. And you, Zara, yourself, dear +child, can nothing be done for you and Tristram?" + +At the mention of her husband's name Zara looked up, startled; and then +a deeper tragedy than ever gathered in her eyes, as she rose. + +"Let us speak of that no more, my uncle," she said. "Nothing can be +done, because his love for me is dead. I killed it myself, in my +ignorance. Nothing you or I can do is of any avail now--it is all too +late." + +And Francis Markrute could not speak. Her ignorance had been his fault, +his only mistake in calculation, because he had played with souls as +pawns in those days before love had softened him. And she made him no +reproaches, when that past action of his had caused the finish of her +life's happiness! Verily, his niece was a noble woman, and, with deepest +homage, as he led her to the door he bent down and kissed her forehead; +and no one in the world who knew him would have believed that she felt +it wet with tears. + +When she got to her room she remembered she still carried some note, and +she at last looked at the superscription. It was in Tristram's writing. +In spite of her grief and her numbness to other things it gave her a +sharp emotion. She opened it quickly and read its few cold words. Then +it seemed as if her knees gave way under her, as at Montfitchet that day +when Laura Highford had made her jealous. She could not think clearly, +nor fully understand their meaning; only one point stood out distinctly. +He must see her to arrange for their separation. He had grown to hate +her so much, then, that he could not any longer even live in the house +with her, and all her grief of the day seemed less than this thought. +Then she read it again. He knew all? Who could have told him? Her Uncle +Francis? No, he did not himself know that Mirko was dead until she had +told him. This was a mystery, but it was unimportant. Her numb brain +could not grasp it yet. The main thing was that he was very angry with +her for her deception of him: that, perhaps, was what was causing him +finally to part from her. How strange it was that she was always +punished for keeping her word and acting up to her principles! She did +not think this bitterly, only with utter hopelessness. There was no use +in her trying any longer; happiness was evidently not meant for her. She +must just accept things--and life, or death, as it came. But how hard +men were--she could never be so stern to any one for such a little +fault, for _any_ fault--stern and unforgiving as that strange God who +wrote the Commandments. + +And then she felt her cheeks suddenly burn, and yet she shivered; and +when her maid came to her, presently, she saw that her mistress was not +only deeply grieved, but ill, too. So she put her quickly to bed, and +then went down to see Mr. Markrute. + +"I think we must have a doctor, monsieur," she said. "_Miladi_ is not at +all well." + +And Francis Markrute, deeply distressed, telephoned at once for his +physician. + +His betrothed had gone back to the country after luncheon, so he could +not even have the consolation of her sympathy, and where Tristram was he +did not know. + +For the four following days Zara lay in her bed, seriously ill. She had +caught a touch of influenza the eminent physician said, and had +evidently had a most severe shock as well. But she was naturally so +splendidly healthy that, in spite of grief and hopelessness, the +following Thursday she was able to get up again. Francis Markrute +thought her illness had been merciful in a way because the funeral had +all been got over while she was confined to her room. Zara had accepted +everything without protest. She had not desired even to see Mirko once +more. She had no morbid fancies; it was his soul she loved and +remembered, not the poor little suffering body. + +It came to her as a comfort that her uncle and Mimo had met and shaken +hands in forgiveness, and now poor Mimo was coming to say good-bye to +her that afternoon. + +He was leaving England at once, and would return to his own country and +his people. In his great grief, and with no further ties, he hoped they +would receive him. He had only one object now in life--to get through +with it and join those he loved in some happier sphere. + +This was the substance of what he said to Zara when he came; and they +kissed and blessed one another, and parted, perhaps for ever. The +"Apache" and the "London Fog," which would never be finished now he +feared--the pain would be too great--would be sent to her to keep as a +remembrance of their years of life together and the deep ties that bound +them by the memory of those two graves. + +And Zara in her weakness had cried for a long time after he had left. + +And then she realized that all that part of her life was over now, and +the outlook of what was to come held out no hope. + +Francis Markrute had telegraphed to Wrayth, to try and find Tristram, +but he was not there. He had not gone there at all. At the last moment +he could not face it, he felt; he must go somewhere away alone--by the +sea. A great storm was coming on--it suited his mood--so he had left +even his servant in London and had gone off to a wild place on the +Dorsetshire coast that he knew of, and there heard no news of any one. +He would go back on the Friday, and see Zara the next day, as he had +said he would do. Meanwhile he must fight his ghosts alone. And what +ghosts they were! + +Now on this Saturday morning Francis Markrute was obliged to leave his +niece. His vast schemes required his attention in Berlin and he would be +gone for a week, and then was going down to Montfitchet. Ethelrida had +written Zara the kindest letters. Her fiance had told her all the +pitiful story, and now she understood the tragedy in Zara's eyes, and +loved her the more for her silence and her honor. + +But all these thoughts seemed to be things of naught to the sad +recipient of her letters, since the one and only person who mattered now +in her life knew, also, and held different ones. He was aware of all, +and had no sympathy or pity--only blame--for her. And now that her +health was better and she was able to think, this ceaseless question +worried her; how could Tristram possibly have known all? Had he followed +her? As soon as she would be allowed to go out she would go and see +Jenny, and question her. + +And Tristram, by the wild sea--the storm like his mood had lasted all +the time--came eventually to some conclusions. He would return and see +his wife and tell her that now they must part, that he knew of her past +and he would trouble her no more. He would not make her any reproaches, +for of what use? And, besides, she had suffered enough. He would go +abroad at once, and see his mother for a day at Cannes, and tell her his +arrangements, and that Zara and he had agreed to part--he would give her +no further explanations--and then he would go on to India and Japan. +And, after this, his plans were vague. It seemed as if life were too +impossible to look ahead, but not until he could think of Zara with +calmness would he return to England. + +And if Zara's week of separation from him had been grief and suffering, +his had been hell. + +On the Saturday morning, after her uncle had started for Dover, a note, +sent by hand, was brought to Zara. It was again only a few words, merely +to say if it was convenient to her, he--Tristram--would come at two +o'clock, as he was motoring down to Wrayth at three, and was leaving +England on Monday night. + +Her hand trembled too much to write an answer. + +"Tell the messenger I will be here," she said; and she sat then for a +long time, staring in front of her. + +Then a thought came to her. Whether she were well enough or no she must +go and question Jenny. So, to the despair of her maid, she wrapped +herself in furs and started. She felt extremely faint when she got into +the air, but her will pulled her through, and when she got there the +little servant put her doubts at rest. + +Yes, a very tall, handsome gentleman had come a few minutes after +herself, and she had taken him up, thinking he was the doctor. + +"Why, missus," she said, "he couldn't have stayed a minute. He come away +while the Count was playin' his fiddle." + +So this was how it was! Her thoughts were all in a maze: she could not +reason. And when she got back to the Park Lane house she felt too feeble +to go any further, even to the lift. + +Her maid came and took her furs from her, and she lay on the library +sofa, after Henriette had persuaded her to have a little chicken broth; +and then she fell into a doze, and was awakened only by the sound of the +electric bell. She knew it was her husband coming, and sat up, with a +wildly beating heart. Her trembling limbs would not support her as she +rose for his entrance, and she held on by the back of a chair. + +And, grave and pale with the torture he had been through, Tristram came +into the room. + + + +CHAPTER XLI + + +He stopped dead short when he saw her so white and fragile looking. Then +he exclaimed, "Zara--you have been ill!" + +"Yes," she faltered. + +"Why did they not tell me?" he said hurriedly, and then recollected +himself. How could they? No one, not even his servant, knew where he had +been. + +She dropped back unsteadily on the sofa. + +"Uncle Francis did telegraph to you, to Wrayth, but you were not there," +she said. + +He bit his lips--he was so very moved. How was he to tell her all the +things he had come to say so coldly, with her looking so pitiful, so +gentle? His one longing was to take her to his heart and comfort her, +and make her forget all pain. + +And she was so afraid of her own weakness, she felt she could not bear +to hear her death-knell, yet. If she could only gain a little time! It +was characteristic of her that she never dreamed of defending herself. +She still had not the slightest idea that he suspected Mimo of being her +lover. Tristram's anger with her was just because he was an +Englishman--very straight and simple--who could brook no deception! that +is what she thought. + +If she had not been so lately and so seriously ill--if all her fine +faculties had been in their full vigor--perhaps some idea might have +come to her; but her soul was so completely pure it did not naturally +grasp such things, so even that is doubtful. + +"Tristram--" she said, and there was the most piteous appeal in her +tones, which almost brought the tears to his eyes. "Please--I know you +are angry with me for not telling you about Mirko and Mimo, but I had +promised not to, and the poor, little one is dead. I will tell you +everything presently, if you wish, but don't ask me to now. Oh! if you +must go from me soon--you know best--I will not keep you, but--but +please won't you take me with you to-day--back to Wrayth--just until I +get quite well? My uncle is away, and I am so lonely, and I have not any +one else on earth." + +Her eyes had a pleading, frightened look, like a child's who is afraid +to be left alone in the dark. + +He could not resist her. And, after all, her sin was of long ago--she +could have done nothing since she had been his wife--why should she not +come to Wrayth? She could stay there if she wished, for a while after he +had gone. Only one thing he must know. + +"Where is Count Sykypri?" he asked hoarsely. + +"Mimo has gone away, back to his own country," she said simply, +wondering at his tone. "Alas! I shall perhaps never see him again." + +A petrifying sensation of astonishment crept over Tristram. With all her +meek gentleness she had still the attitude of a perfectly innocent +person. It must be because she was only half English, and foreigners +perhaps had different points of reasoning on all such questions. + +The man had gone, then--out of her life. Yes, he would take her back to +Wrayth if it would be any comfort to her. + +"Will you get ready now?" he said, controlling his voice into a note of +sternness which he was far from feeling. "Because I am sure you ought +not to be out late in the damp air. I was going in the open car, and to +drive myself, and it takes four hours. The closed one is not in London, +as you know." And then he saw she was not fit for this, so he said +anxiously, "But are you sure you ought to travel to-day at all? You look +so awfully pale." + +For there was a great difference in her present transparent, snowy +whiteness, with the blue-circled eyes, to her habitual gardenia hue; +even her lips were less red. + +"Yes, yes, I am quite able to go," she said, rising to show him she was +all right. "I will be ready in ten minutes. Henriette can come by train +with my things." And she walked towards the door, which he held open for +her. And here she paused, and then went on to the lift. He followed her +quickly. + +"Are you sure you can go up alone?" he asked anxiously. "Or may I come?" + +"Indeed, I am quite well," she answered, with a little pathetic smile. +"I will not trouble you. Wait, I shall not be long." And so she went up. + +And when she came down again, all wrapped in her furs, she found +Tristram had port wine ready for her, poured out. + +"You must drink this--a big glass of it," he said; and she took it +without a word. + +Then when they got to the door she found instead of his own open motor +he had ordered one of her uncle's closed ones, which with footwarmer and +cushions was waiting, so that she should be comfortable and not catch +further cold. + +"Thank you--that is kind of you," she said. + +He helped her in, and the butler tucked the fur rug over them, while +Tristram settled the cushions. Then she leaned back for a second and +closed her eyes--everything was going round. + +He was very troubled about her. She must have been very ill, even in the +short time--and then her grief,--for, even though she had been so much +separated from it, a mother always loves her child. Then this thought +hurt him again. He hated to remember about the child. + +She lay there back against the pillows until they had got quite out of +London, without speaking a word. The wine in her weak state made her +sleepy, and she gradually fell into a doze, and her head slipped +sideways and rested against Tristram's shoulder, and it gave him a +tremendous thrill--her beautiful, proud head with its thick waves of +hair showing under her cap. + +He was going to leave her so soon, and she would not know it--she was +asleep--he must just hold her to him a little; she would be more +comfortable like that. So, with cautious care not to wake her, he +slipped his arm under the cushion, and very gently and gradually drew +her into his embrace, so that her unconscious head rested upon his +breast. + +And thus more than two hours of the journey were accomplished. + +And what thoughts coursed through his brain as they went! + +He loved her so madly. What did it matter how she had sinned? She was +ill and lonely, and must stay in his arms--just for to-day. But he could +never really take her to his heart--the past was too terrible for that. +And, besides, she did not love him; this gentleness was only because +she was weak and crushed, for the time. But how terribly, bitterly sweet +it was, all the same! He had the most overpowering temptation to kiss +her, but he resisted it; and presently, when they came to a level +crossing and a train gave a wild whistle, she woke with a start. It was +quite dark now, and she said, in a frightened voice, "Where am I? Where +have I been?" + +Tristram slipped his arm from round her instantly, and turned on the +light. + +"You are in the motor, going to Wrayth," he said. "And I am glad to say +you have been asleep. It will do you good." + +She rubbed her eyes. + +"Ah! I was dreaming. And Mirko was there, too, with _Maman_, and we were +so happy!" she said, as if to herself. + +Tristram winced. + +"Are we near home--I mean, Wrayth?" she asked. + +"Not quite yet," he answered. "There will be another hour and a half." + +"Need we have the light on?" she questioned. "It hurts my eyes." + +He put it out, and there they sat in the growing darkness, and did not +speak any more for some time; and, bending over her, he saw that she had +dozed off again. How very weak she must have been! + +He longed to take her into his arms once more, but did not like to +disturb her--she seemed to have fallen into a comfortable position among +the pillows--so he watched over her tenderly, and presently they came to +the lodge gates of Wrayth, and the stoppage caused her to wake and sit +up. + +"It seems I had not slept for so long," she said, "and now I feel +better. It is good of you to let me come with you. We are in the park, +are we not?" + +"Yes, we shall be at the door in a minute." + +And then she cried suddenly, + +"Oh! look at the deer!" For a bold and valiant buck, startled and +indignant at the motor lights, was seen, for an instant, glaring at them +as they flashed past. + +"You must go to bed as soon as you have had some tea," Tristram said, +"after this long drive. It is half-past six. I telegraphed to have a +room prepared for you. Not that big state apartment you had before, but +one in the other part of the house, where we live when we are alone; and +I thought you would like your maid next you, as you have been ill." + +"Thank you," she whispered quite low. + +How kind and thoughtful he was being to her! She was glad she had been +ill! + +Then they arrived at the door, and this time they turned to the left +before they got to the Adam's hall, and went down a corridor to the old +paneled rooms, and into his own sitting-room where it was all warm and +cozy, and the tea-things were laid out. She already looked better for +her sleep; some of the bluish transparency seemed to have left her face. + +She had not been into this room on her inspection of the house. She +liked it best of all, with its scent of burning logs and good cigars. +And Jake snorted by the fire with pleasure to see his master, and she +bent and patted his head. + +But everything she did was filling Tristram with fresh bitterness and +pain. To be so sweet and gentle now when it was all too late! + +He began opening his letters until the tea came. There were the +telegrams from Francis Markrute, sent a week before to say Zara was ill, +and many epistles from friends. And at the end of the pile he found a +short note from Francis Markrute, as well. It was written the day +before, and said that he supposed he, Tristram, would get it eventually; +that Zara had had a very sad bereavement which he felt sure she would +rather tell him about herself, and that he trusted, seeing how very sad +and ill she had been, that Tristram would be particularly kind to her. +So her uncle knew, then! This was incredible: but perhaps Zara had told +him, in her first grief. + +He glanced up at her; she was lying back in a great leather chair now, +looking so fragile and weary, he could not say what he intended. Then +Jake rose leisurely and put his two fat forepaws up on her knees and +snorted as was his habit when he approved of any one. And she bent down +and kissed his broad wrinkles. + +It all looked so homelike and peaceful! Suddenly scorching tears came +into Tristram's eyes and he rose abruptly, and walked to the window. And +at that moment the servants brought the teapot and the hot scones. + +She poured the tea out silently, and then she spoke a little to Jake, +just a few silly, gentle words about his preference for cakes or toast. +She was being perfectly adorable, Tristram thought, with her air of +pensive, subdued sorrow, and her clinging black dress. + +He wished she would suggest going to her room. He could not bear it much +longer. + +She wondered why he was so restless. And he certainly was changed; he +looked haggard and unhappy, more so even than before. And then she +remembered how radiantly strong and splendid he had appeared, at dinner +on their wedding night, and a lump rose in her throat. + +"Henriette will have arrived by now," she said in a few minutes. "If you +will tell me where it is I will go to my room." + +He got up, and she followed him. + +"I expect you will find it is the blue, Chinese damask one just at the +top of these little stairs." Then he strode on in front of her quickly, +and called out from the top, "Yes, it is, and your maid is here." + +And as she came up the low, short steps, they met on the turn, and +stopped. + +"Good night," he said. "I will have some soup and suitable things for an +invalid sent up to you; and then you must sleep well, and not get up in +the morning. I shall be very busy to-morrow. I have a great many things +to do before I go on Monday. I am going away for a long time." + +She held on to the banisters for a minute, but the shadows were so +deceiving, with all the black oak, that he was not sure what her +expression said. Her words were a very low "Thank you--I will try to +sleep. Good night." + +And she went up to her room, and Tristram went on, downstairs--a deeper +ache than ever in his heart. + + + +CHAPTER XLII + + +It was not until luncheon time that Zara came down, next day. She felt +he did not wish to see her, and she lay there in her pretty, old, quaint +room, and thought of many things, and the wreck of their lives, above +all. And she thought of Mirko and her mother, and the tears came to her +eyes. But that grief was past, in its bitterness; she knew it was much +better so. + +The thought of Tristram's going tore her very soul, and swallowed up all +other grief. + +"I cannot, cannot bear it!" she moaned to herself. + +He was sitting gazing into the fire, when she timidly came into his +sitting-room. She had been too unhappy to sleep much and was again +looking very pale. + +He seemed to speak to her like one in a dream. He was numb with his +growing misery and the struggle in his mind: he must leave her--the +situation was unendurable--he could not stay, because in her present +softened mood it was possible that if he lost control of himself and +caressed her she might yield to him; and, then, he knew no resolutions +on earth could hold him from taking her to his heart. And she must never +really be his wife. The bliss of it might be all that was divine at +first, but there would be always the hideous skeleton beneath, ready to +peep out and mock at them: and then if they should have children? They +were both so young that would be sure to happen; and this thought, which +had once, in that very room, in his happy musings, given him so much +joy, now caused him to quiver with extra pain. For a woman with such a +background should not be the mother of a Tancred of Wrayth. + +Tristram was no Puritan, but the ingrained pride in his old name he +could not eliminate from his blood. So he kept himself with an iron +reserve. He never once looked at her, and spoke as coldly as ice; and +they got through luncheon. And Zara said, suddenly, she would like to go +to church. + +It was at three o'clock, so he ordered the motor without a word. She was +not well enough to walk there through the park. + +He could not let her go alone, so he changed his plans and went with +her. They did not speak, all the way. + +She had never been into the church before, and was struck with the fine +windows, and the monuments of the Guiscards, and the famous tomb of the +Crusader in the wall of the chancel pew where they sat; and all through +the service she gazed at his carven face, so exactly like Tristram's, +with the same, stern look. + +And a wild, miserable rebellion filled her heart, and then a cold fear; +and she passionately prayed to God to protect him. For what if he should +go on some dangerous hunting expedition, and something should happen, +and she should never see him again! And then, as she stood while they +sang the final hymn, she stopped and caught her breath with a sob. And +Tristram glanced at her in apprehension, and he wondered if he should +have to suffer anything further, or if his misery were at its height. + +The whole congregation were so interested to see the young pair, and +they had to do some handshakings, as they came out. What would all these +good people think, Tristram wondered with bitter humor, when they heard +that he had gone away on a long tour, leaving his beautiful bride alone, +not a month after their marriage? But he was past caring what they +thought, one way or another, now. + +Zara went to her room when they got back to the house, and when she came +down to tea he was not there, and she had hers alone with Jake. + +She felt almost afraid to go to dinner. It was so evident he was +avoiding her. And while she stood undecided her maid brought in a note: + +"I ask you not to come down--I cannot bear it. I will see you to-morrow +morning, before I go, if you will come to my sitting-room at twelve." + +That was all. + +And, more passionately wretched than she had ever been in her life, she +went to bed. + +She used the whole strength of her will to control herself next morning. +She must not show any emotion, no matter how she should feel. It was not +that she had any pride left, or would not have willingly fallen into his +arms; but she felt no woman could do so, unsolicited and when a man +plainly showed her he held her in disdain. + +So it was, with both their hearts breaking, they met in the +sitting-room. + +"I have only ten minutes," he said constrainedly. "The motor is at the +door. I have to go round by Bury St. Edmunds; it is an hour out of my +way, and I must be in London at five o'clock, as I leave for Paris by +the night mail. Will you sit down, please, and I will be as brief as I +can." + +She fell, rather than sank, into a chair. She felt a singing in her +ears; she must not faint--she was so very weak from her recent illness. + +"I have arranged that you stay here at Wrayth until you care to make +fresh arrangements for yourself," he began, averting his eyes, and +speaking in a cold, passionless voice. "But if I can help it, after I +leave here to-day I will never see you again. There need be no public +scandal; it is unnecessary that people should be told anything; they can +think what they like. I will explain to my mother that the marriage was +a mistake and we have agreed to part--that is all. And you can live as +you please and I will do the same. I do not reproach you for the ruin +you have brought upon my life. It was my own fault for marrying you so +heedlessly. But I loved you so--!" And then his voice broke suddenly +with a sob, and he stretched out his arms wildly. + +"My God!" he cried, "I am punished! The agony of it is that I love you +still, with all my soul--even though I saw them with my own eyes--your +lover and--your child!" + +Here Zara gave a stifled shriek, and, as he strode from the room not +daring to look at her for fear of breaking his resolution, she rose +unsteadily to her feet and tried to call him. But she gasped and no +words would come. Then she fell back unconscious in the chair. + +He did not turn round, and soon he was in the motor and gliding away as +though the hounds of hell were after him, as, indeed, they were, from +the mad pain in his heart. + +And when Zara came to herself it was half an hour later, and he was many +miles away. + +She sat up and found Jake licking her hands. + +Then remembrance came back. He was gone--and he loved her even though he +thought her--that! + +She started to her feet. The blood rushed back to her brain. She must +act. + +She stared around, dazed for a moment, and then she saw the time +tables--the Bradshaw and the A.B.C. She turned over the leaves of the +latter with feverish haste. Yes, there was a train which left at 2:30 +and got to London at half-past five; it was a slow one--the express +which started at 3:30, did not get in until nearly six. That might be +too late--both might be too late, but she must try. Then she put her +hand to her head in agony. She did not know where he had gone. Would he +go to his mother's, or to his old rooms in St. James's Street? She did +not know their number. + +She rang the bell and asked that Michelham should come to her. + +The old servant saw her ghastly face, and knew from Higgins that his +master intended going to Paris that night. He guessed some tragedy had +happened between them, and longed to help. + +"Michelham," she said, "his lordship has gone to London. Do you know to +what address? I must follow him--it is a matter of life and death that I +see him before he starts for Paris. Order my motor for the 2:30 +train--it is quicker than to go by car all the way." + +"Yes, my lady," Michelham said. "Everything will be ready. His lordship +has gone to his rooms, 460 St. James's Street. May I accompany your +ladyship? His lordship would not like your ladyship to travel alone." + +"Very well," she said. "There is no place anywhere, within driving +distance that I could catch a train that got in before, is there?" + +"No, my lady; that will be the soonest," he said. "And will your +ladyship please to eat some luncheon? There is an hour before the motor +will be round. I know your ladyship's own footman, James, should go with +your ladyship, but if it is something serious, as an old servant, and, +if I may say so, a humble and devoted friend of his lordship's, I would +beg to accompany your ladyship instead." + +"Yes, yes, Michelham," said Zara, and hurried from the room. + +She sent a telegram when at last she reached the station--to the St. +James's Street rooms. + +"What you thought was not true. Do not leave until I come and explain. I +am your own Zara." + +Then the journey began--three hours of agony, with the constant +stoppages, and the one thought going over and over in her brain. He +believed she had a lover and a child, and yet he loved her! Oh, God! +That was love, indeed!--and she might not be in time. + +But at last they arrived--Michelham and she--and drove to Tristram's +rooms. + +Yes, his lordship had been expected at five, but had not arrived yet; he +was late. And Michelham explained that Lady Tancred had come, and would +wait, while he himself went round to Park Lane to see if Lord Tancred +had been there. + +He made up a splendid fire in the sitting-room, and, telling Higgins not +to go in and disturb her even with tea, the kind old man started on his +quest--much anxiety in his mind. + +Ten minutes passed, and Zara felt she could hardly bear the suspense. +The mad excitement had kept her up until now. What if he were so late +that he went straight to the train? But then she remembered it went at +nine--and it was only six. Yes, he would surely come. + +She did not stir from her chair, but her senses began to take in the +room. How comfortable it was, and what good taste, even with the +evidences of coming departure about! She had seen two or three telegrams +lying on the little hall table, waiting for him, as she came in--hers +among the number, she supposed. A motor stopped, surely!--Ah! if it +should be he! But there were hundreds of such noises in St. James's +Street, and it was too dark and foggy to see. She sat still, her heart +beating in her throat. Yes, there was the sound of a latch key turning +in the lock! And, after stopping to pick up his telegrams, Tristram, all +unexpecting to see any one, entered the room. + +She rose unsteadily to meet him, as he gave an exclamation of surprise +and--yes--pain. + +"Tristram!" she faltered. It seemed as if her voice had gone again, and +the words would make no sound. But she gathered her strength, and, with +pitiful pleading, stretched out her arms. + +"Tristram--I have come to tell you--I have never had a lover: Mimo was +at last married to _Maman_. He was her lover, and Mirko was their +child--my little brother. My uncle did not wish me to tell you this for +a time, because it was the family disgrace." Then, as he made a step +forward to her, with passionate joy in his face, she went on: + +"Tristram! You said, that night--before you would ever ask me to be your +wife again, I must go down upon my knees--See--I do!--for Oh!--I love +you!" And suddenly she bent and knelt before him, and bowed her proud +head. + +But she did not stay in this position a second, for he clasped her in +his arms, and rained mad, triumphant kisses upon her beautiful, curved +lips, while he murmured, + +"At last--my Love--my own!" + + * * * * * + +Then when the delirium of joy had subsided a little,--with what +tenderness he took off her hat and furs, and drew her into his arms, on +the sofa before the fire.--The superlative happiness to feel her resting +there, unresisting, safe in his fond embrace, with those eyes, which had +been so stormy and resentful, now melting upon him in softest passion. + +It seemed heaven to them both. They could not speak coherent sentences +for a while--just over and over again they told each other that they +loved.--It seemed as if he could not hear her sweet confession often +enough--or quench the thirst of his parched soul upon her lips. + +Then the masterfulness in him which Zara now adored asserted itself. He +must play with her hair! He must undo it, and caress its waves, to blot +out all remembrance of how its forbidden beauty had tortured him.--And +she just lay there in his arms, in one of her silences, only her eyes +were slumberous with love. + +But at last she said, nestling closer, + +"Tristram, won't you listen to the story that I must tell you? I want +there never to be any more mysteries between us again--" + +And, to content her, he brought himself back to earth-- + +"Only I warn you, my darling," he said, "all such things are side +issues for me now that at last we have obtained the only thing which +really matters in life--we know that we love each other, and are not +going to be so foolish as to part again for a single hour--if we can +help it--for the rest of time." + +And then his whole face lit up with radiant joy, and he suddenly buried +it in her hair. "See," he inurmured, "I am to be allowed to play with +this exquisite net to ensnare my heart; and you are not to be allowed to +spend hours in state rooms--alone! Oh! darling! How can I listen to +anything but the music of your whispers, when you tell me you love me +and are my very own!" + +Zara did, however, finally get him to understand the whole history from +beginning to end. And when he heard of her unhappy life, and her +mother's tragic story, and her sorrow and poverty, and her final reason +for agreeing to the marriage, and how she thought of men, and then of +him, and all her gradual awakening into this great love, there grew in +him a reverent tenderness. + +"Oh! my sweet--my sweet!" he said. "And I dared to be suspicious of you +and doubt you, it seems incredible now!" + +Then he had to tell his story--of how reasonable his suspicions looked, +and, in spite of them, of his increasing love. And so an hour passed +with complete clearing up of all shadows, and they could tenderly smile +together over the misunderstandings which had nearly caused them to ruin +both their lives. + +"And to think, Tristram," said Zara, "a little common sense would have +made it all smooth!" + +"No, it was not that," he answered fondly, with a whimsical smile in his +eyes, "the troubles would never have happened at all if I had only not +paid the least attention to your haughty words in Paris, nor even at +Dover, but had just continued making love to you; all would have been +well!--However," he added joyously, "we will forget dark things, because +to-morrow I shall take you back to Wrayth, and we shall have our real +honeymoon there in perfect peace." + +And, as her lips met his, Zara whispered softly once more, + +_"Tu sais que je t'aime!"_ + + * * * * * + +Oh! the glorious joy of that second home-coming for the bridal pair! To +walk to all Tristram's favorite haunts, to wander in the old rooms, and +plan out their improvements, and in the late afternoons to sit in the +firelight in his own sitting-room, and make pictures of their future +joys together. Then he would tell her of his dreams, which once had +seemed as if they must turn to Dead Sea fruit, but were now all bright +and glowing with glad promise of fulfillment. + +His passionate delight in her seemed as if it could not find enough +expression, as he grew to know the cultivation of her mind and the pure +thoughts of her soul.--And her tenderness to him was all the sweeter in +its exquisite submission, because her general mien was so proud. + +They realized they had found the greatest happiness in this world, and +with the knowledge that they had achieved their desires, after anguish +and pain, they held it next their hearts as heaven's gift. + +And when they went to Montfitchet again, to spend that Christmas, the +old Duke was satisfied! + + * * * * * + +Now, all this happened two years ago. And on the +second anniversary of the Tancred wedding Mr. Francis +and Lady Ethelrida Markrute dined with their nephew +and niece. + +And when they came to drinking healths, bowing to Zara her uncle raised +his glass and said, + +"I propose a toast, that I prophesied I would, to you, my very dear +niece--the toast of four supremely happy people!" + +And as they drank, the four joined hands. + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Reason Why, by Elinor Glyn + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE REASON WHY *** + +***** This file should be named 12450.txt or 12450.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/4/5/12450/ + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Shawn Cruze and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team. + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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