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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Story of Bessie Costrell. + +Author: Mrs. Humphry Ward + +Release Date: April 27, 2004 [EBook #12181] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STORY OF BESSIE COSTRELL. *** + + + + +Produced by Andrew Templeton, Juliet Sutherland, Carol David and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + +THE WRITINGS OF + +MRS HUMPHRY WARD + + + +FENWICK'S CAREER +AND +THE STORY OF BESSIE COSTRELL + + + + +[Illustration: [[Latin inscription: TOVT BIEN OV BIEN]]] + + +BOSTON AND NEW YORK +HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY +MDCCCCX + +COPYRIGHT, 1895, 1905, 1906, BY MRS. HUMPHRY WARD + +COPYRIGHT, 1910, BY HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY + + + + + + +THE +STORY OF BESSIE COSTRELL + + + + +SCENE I + +It was an August evening, still and cloudy after a day unusually chilly +for the time of year. Now, about sunset, the temperature was warmer than +it had been in the morning, and the departing sun was forcing its way +through the clouds, breaking up their level masses into delicate +latticework of golds and greys. The last radiant light was on the +wheat-fields under the hill, and on the long chalk hill itself. Against +that glowing background lay the village, already engulfed by the +advancing shadow. All the nearer trees, which the daylight had mingled +in one green monotony, stood out sharp and distinct, each in its own +plane, against the hill. Each natural object seemed to gain a new +accent, a more individual beauty, from the vanishing and yet lingering +sunlight. + +An elderly labourer was walking along the road which led to the village. +To his right lay the allotment gardens just beginning to be alive with +figures, and the voices of men and children. Beyond them, far ahead, +rose the square tower of the church; to his left was the hill, and +straight in front of him the village, with its veils of smoke lightly +brushed over the trees, and its lines of cottages climbing the chalk +steeps behind it. + +His eye as he walked took in a number of such facts as life had trained +it to notice. Once he stopped to bend over a fence, to pluck a stalk or +two of oats; he examined them carefully, then he threw back his head and +sniffed the air, looking all round the sky meanwhile. Yes, the season +had been late and harsh, but the fine weather was coming at last. Two or +three days' warmth now would ripen even the oats, let alone the wheat. + +Well, he was glad. He wanted the harvest over. It would, perhaps, be his +last harvest at Clinton Magna, where he had worked, man and boy, for +fifty-six years come Michaelmas. His last harvest! A curious pleasure +stirred the man's veins as he thought of it, a pleasure in expected +change, which seemed to bring back the pulse of youth, to loosen a +little the yoke of those iron years that had perforce aged and bent him; +though, for sixty-two, he was still hale and strong. + +Things had all come together. Here was 'Muster' Hill, the farmer he had +worked for these seventeen years, dying of a sudden, with a carbuncle on +the neck, and the farm to be given up at Michaelmas. He--John +Bolderfield--had been working on for the widow; but, in his opinion, she +was 'nobbut a caselty sort of body,' and the sooner she and her children +were taken off to Barnet, where they were to live with her mother, the +less she'd cost them as had the looking after her. As for the crops, +they wouldn't pay the debts; not they. And there was no one after the +farm--'nary one'--and didn't seem like to be. That would make another +farm on Muster Forrest's hands. Well, and a good job. Landlords must be +'took down'; and there was plenty of work going on the railway just now +for those that were turned off. + +[Illustration: _The Village of Aldbury_] + +He was too old for the railway, though, and he might have found it hard +to get fresh work if he had been staying at Clinton. But he was not +staying. Poor Eliza wouldn't last more than a few days; a week or two at +most, and he was not going to keep on the cottage after he'd buried her. + +Aye, poor Eliza! She was his sister-in-law, the widow of his second +brother. He had been his brother's lodger during the greater part of his +working life, and since Tom's death he had stayed on with Eliza. She and +he suited each other, and the 'worritin childer' had all gone away years +since and left them in peace. He didn't believe Eliza knew where any of +them were, except Mary, 'married over to Luton'--and Jim, and Jim's +Louisa. And a good riddance too. There was not one of them knew how to +keep a shilling when they'd got one. Still, it was a bit lonesome for +Eliza now, with no one but Jim's Louisa to look after her. + +He grew rather downhearted as he trudged along, thinking. She and he had +stuck together 'a many year.' There would be nobody left for him to go +along with when she was gone. There was his niece Bessie Costrell and +her husband, and there was his silly old cousin Widow Waller. He dared +say they'd both of them want him to live with them. At the thought a +grin crossed his ruddy face. They both knew about _it_--that was what it +was. And he wouldn't live with either of them, not he. Not yet a bit, +anyway. All the same, he had a fondness for Bessie and her husband. +Bessie was always very civil to _him_--he chuckled again--and if +anything had to be done with _it_, while he was five miles off at +Frampton on a job of work that had been offered him, he didn't know but +he'd as soon trust Isaac Costrell and Bessie as anybody else. You might +call Isaac rather a fool, what with his religion, and 'extempry prayin, +an that,' but all the same Bolderfield thought of him with a kind of +uneasy awe. If ever there was a man secure of the next world it was +Isaac Costrell. His temper, perhaps, was 'nassty,' which might pull him +down a little when the last account came to be made up; and it could not +be said that his elder children had come to much, for all his piety. +But, on the whole, Bolderfield only wished he stood as well with the +powers talked about in chapel every Sunday as Isaac did. + +As for Bessie, she had been a wasteful woman all her life, with never a +bit of money put by, and never a good dress to her back. But, 'Lor bless +yer, there was a many worse folk nor Bessie.' She wasn't one of your +sour people--she could make you laugh; she had a merry heart. Many a +pleasant evening had he passed chatting with her and Isaac; and whenever +they cooked anything good there was always a bite for him. Yes, Bessie +had been a good niece to him; and if he trusted any one he dared say +he'd trust them. + +'Well, how's Eliza, Muster Bolderfield?' said a woman who passed him in +the village street. + +He replied, and then went his way, sobered again, dreading to find +himself at the cottage once more, and in the stuffy upper room with the +bed and the dying woman. Yet he was not really sad, not here at least, +out in the air and the sun. There was always a thought in his mind, a +fact in his consciousness, which stood between him and sadness. It had +so stood for a long, long time. He walked through the village to-night +in spite of Eliza and his sixty years with a free bearing and a +confident glance to right and left. He knew, and the village knew, that +he was not as other men. + +He passed the village green with its pond, and began to climb a lane +leading to the hill. Halfway up stood two cottages sideways. Phloxes and +marigolds grew untidily about their doorways, and straggly roses, +starved a little by the chalk soil, looked in at their latticed windows. +They were, however, comparatively modern and comfortable, with two +bedrooms above and two living-rooms below, far superior to the older and +more picturesque cottages in the main street. + +John went in softly, put down his straw dinner-bag, and took off his +heavy boots. Then he opened a door in the wall of the kitchen, and +gently climbed the stairs. + +A girl was sitting by the bed. When she saw his whitish head and red +face emerge against the darkness of the stairhole, she put up her finger +for silence. + +John crept in and came to look at the patient. His eyes grew round and +staring, his colour changed. + +'Is she a-goin?' he said, with evident excitement. + +Jim's Louisa shook her head. She was rather a stupid girl, heavy and +round-faced, but she had nursed her grandmother well. + +'No, she's asleep. Muster Drew's been here, and she dropped off while he +was a-talkin to her.' + +Mr. Drew was the Congregational minister. + +'Did she send for him?' + +'Yes; she said she felt her feet a-gettin cold and I must run. But I +don't believe she's no worse.' + +John stood looking down, ruefully. + +Suddenly the figure in the bed turned. + +'John,' said a comparatively strong voice which made Bolderfield start, +'John--Muster Drew says you'd oughter put it in the bank. You'll be a +fool if yer don't, 'ee says.' + +The old woman's pinched face emerged from the sheets, looking up at him. +Bluish patches showed here and there on the drawn white skin; there was +a great change since the morning, but the eyes were still alive. + +John was silent a moment, one corner of his mouth twitching, as though +what she had said struck him in a humorous light. + +'Well, I don't know as I mind much what 'ee says, 'Liza!' + +'Sit down.' + +She made a movement with her emaciated hand. John sat down on the chair +Louisa gave up to him, and bent down over the bed. + +'If yer woan't do--what Muster Drew says, John--whatever _wull_ yer do +with it?' + +She spoke slowly, but clearly. John scratched his head. His complexion +had evidently been very fair. It was still fresh and pink, and the full +cheek hung a little over the jaw. The mouth was shrewd, but its +expression was oddly contradicted by the eyes, which had on the whole a +childish, weak look. + +'I think yer must leave it to me, 'Liza,' he said at last. 'I'll do all +for the best.' + +'No--yer'll not, John,' said the dying voice. 'You'd a done a many +stupid things--if I 'adn't stopped yer. An I'm a-goin. You'll never +leave it wi Bessie?' + +'An who 'ud yer 'ave me leave it with? Ain't Bessie my own sister's +child?' + +An emaciated hand stole out of the bedclothes and fastened feebly on his +arm. + +'If yer do, John, yer'll repent it. Yer never were a good one at judgin +folk. Yer doan't consider nothin--an I'm a-goin. Leave it with Saunders, +John.' + +There was a pause. + +Then John said, with an obstinate look, 'Saunders 'as never been a +friend o' mine, since 'ee did me out o' that bit o' business with Missus +Moulsey. An I don't mean to go makin friends with him again.' + +Eliza withdrew her hand with a long sigh, and her eyelids closed. A fit +of coughing shook her; she had to be lifted in bed, and it left her +gasping and deathly. John was sorely troubled, and not only for himself. +When she was more at ease again, he stooped to her and put his mouth to +her ear. + +''Liza, don't yer think no more about it. Did Mr. Drew read to yer? Are +yer comfortable in yer mind?' + +She made a sign of assent, which showed, however, no great interest in +the subject. There was silence for a long time. Louisa was getting +supper downstairs. John, oppressed by the heat of the room, and tired by +his day's work, had almost fallen asleep in his chair when the old woman +spoke again. + +'John--what 'ud you think o' Mary Anne Waller!' + +The whisper was still human and eager. + +John roused himself, and could not help an astonished laugh. + +'Why, whatever put Mary Anne into your head, 'Liza? Yer never thought +anythink o' Mary Anne--no more than me.' + +Eliza's eyes wandered round the room. + +'P'raps--' she said, then stopped, and could say no more. She seemed to +become unconscious, and John went to call for Louisa. + +In the middle of the night John woke with a start, and sat up to listen. +Not a sound--but they would have called him if the end had come. He +could not rest, however, and presently he huddled on some clothes and +went to listen at Eliza's door. It was ajar, and hearing nothing he +pushed it open. + +Poor Eliza lay in her agony, unconscious, and breathing heavily. Beside +her sat the widow, Mary Anne Waller, and Louisa, motionless too, their +heads bent. There was an end of candle in a basin behind the bed, which +threw circles of wavering light over the coarse whitewash of the roof +and on the cards and faded photographs above the tiny mantelpiece. + +John crept up to the bed. The two women made a slight movement to let +him stand between them. + +'Can't yer give her no brandy?' he asked, whispering. + +Mary Anne Waller shook her head. + +'Dr. Murch said we wern't to trouble her. She'll go when the light +comes--most like.' + +She was a little shrivelled woman with a singularly delicate mouth, that +quivered as she spoke. John and Eliza Bolderfield had never thought much +of her, though she was John's cousin. She was a widow, and greatly 'put +upon' both by her children and her neighbours. Her children were grown +up, and settled--more or less--in the world, but they still lived on her +freely whenever it suited them; and in the village generally she was +reckoned but a poor creature. + +However, when Eliza--originally a hard, strong woman--took to her bed +with incurable disease, Mary Anne Waller came in to help, and was +accepted. She did everything humbly; she even let Louisa order her +about. But before the end, Eliza had come to be restless when she was +not there. + +Now, however, Eliza knew no more, and the little widow sat gazing at her +with the tears on her cheeks. John, too, felt his eyes wet. But after +half an hour, when there was still no change, he was turning away to go +back to bed, when the widow touched his arm. + +'Won't yer give her a kiss, John?' she said, timidly. 'She wor a good +sister to you.' + +John, with a tremor, stooped, and clumsily did as he was told--the first +time in his life he had ever done so for Mary Anne. Then, stepping as +noiselessly as he could on his bare feet, he hurried away. A man shares +nothing of that yearning attraction which draws women to a death-bed as +such. Instead, John felt a sudden sickness at his heart. He was thankful +to find himself in his own room again, and thought with dread of having +to go back--for the end. In spite of his still vigorous and stalwart +body he was often plagued with nervous fears and fancies. And it was +years now since he had seen death--he had indeed carefully avoided +seeing it. + +Gradually, however, as he sat on the edge of his bed in the summer dark, +the new impression died away, and something habitual took its place-- +that shielding, solacing thought, which was in truth all the world to +him, and was going to make up to him for Eliza's death, for getting old, +and the lonesomeness of a man without chick or child. He would have felt +unutterably forlorn and miserable, he would have shrunk trembling from +the shapes of death and pain that seemed to fill the darkness, but for +this fact, this defence, this treasure, that set him apart from his +fellows and gave him this proud sense of superiority, of a good time +coming in spite of all. Instinctively, as he sat on the bed, he pushed +his bare foot backwards till his heel touched a wooden object that stood +underneath. The contact cheered him at once. He ceased to think about +Eliza, his head was once more full of whirling plans and schemes. + +The wooden object was a box that held his money, the savings of a +labourer's lifetime. Seventy-one pounds! It seemed to him an ocean of +gold, never to be exhausted. The long toil of saving it was almost done. +After the Frampton job, he would begin enjoying it, cautiously at first, +taking a bit of work now and again, and then a bit of holiday. + +All the savour of life was connected for him with that box. His mind ran +over the constant excitements of the many small loans he had made from +it to his relations and friends. A shilling in the pound interest--he +had never taken less and he had never asked more. He had only lent to +people he knew well, people in the village whom he could look after, and +seldom for a term longer than three months, for to be parted from his +money at all gave him physical pain. He had once suffered great anxiety +over a loan to his eldest brother of thirty pounds. But in the end James +had paid it all back. He could still feel tingling through him the +passionate joy with which he had counted out the recovered sovereigns, +with the extra three half-sovereigns of interest. + +Muster Drew indeed! John fell into an angry inward argument against his +suggestion of the savings-bank. It was an argument he had often +rehearsed, often declaimed, and at bottom it all came to this--without +that box under his bed, his life would have sunk to dulness and +decrepitude; he would have been merely a pitiful and lonely old man. He +had neither wife nor children, all for the hoard's sake; but while the +hoard was there, to be handled any hour, he regretted nothing. Besides, +there was the peasant's rooted distrust of offices, and paper +transactions, of any routine that checks his free will and frightens his +inexperience. He was still eagerly thinking when the light began to +flood into his room, and before he could compose himself to sleep the +women called him. + +But he shed no more tears. He saw Eliza die, his companion of forty +years, and hardly felt it. What troubled him all through the last scene +was the thought that now he should never know why she was so set against +'Bessie's 'avin it.' + + + + +SCENE II + +It was, indeed, the general opinion in Clinton Magna that John +Bolderfield--or 'Borrofull,' as the village pronounced it, took his +sister-in-law's death too lightly. The women especially pronounced him a +hard heart. Here was 'poor Eliza' gone, Eliza who had kept him decent +and comfortable for forty years, ever since he was a lad, and he could +go about whistling, and--to talk to him--as gay as a lark! Yet John +contributed handsomely to the burial expenses--Eliza having already, +through her burial club, provided herself with a more than regulation +interment; and he gave Jim's Louisa her mourning. Nevertheless these +things did not avail. It was felt instinctively that he was not beaten +down as he ought to have been, and Mrs. Saunders, the smith's wife, was +applauded when she said to her neighbours that 'you couldn't expeck a +man with John Bolderfield's money to have as many feelins as other +people.' Whence it would seem that the capitalist is no more truly +popular in small societies than in large. + +John, however, did not trouble himself about these things. He was hard +at work harvesting for Muster Hill's widow, and puzzling his head day +and night as to what to do with his box. + +When the last field had been carried and the harvest supper was over, he +came home late, and wearied out. His working life at Clinton Magna was +done; and the family he had worked for so long was broken up in distress +and poverty. Yet he felt only a secret exultation. Such toil and effort +behind--such a dreamland in front! + +Next day he set to work to wind up his affairs. The furniture of the +cottage was left to Eliza's son Jim, and the daughter had arranged for +the carting of it to the house twelve miles off where her parents lived. +She was to go with it on the morrow, and John would give up the cottage +and walk over to Frampton, where he had already secured a lodging. + +Only twenty-four hours!--and he had not yet decided. Which was it to be +--Saunders after all--or the savings-bank--or Bessie? + +He was cording up his various possessions--a medley lot--indifferent +parcels and bundles, when Bessie Costrell knocked at the door. She had +already offered to stow away anything he might like to leave with her. + +'Well, I thought you'd be busy,' she said as she walked in, 'an I came +up to lend a hand. Is them the things you're goin to leave me to take +care on?' + +John nodded. + +'Field's cart, as takes Louisa's things to-morrer, is a-goin to deliver +these at your place first. They're more nor I thought they would be. But +you can put 'em anywheres.' + +'Oh, I'll see to 'em.' + +She sat down and watched him tie the knots of the last parcel. + +'There's some people as is real ill-natured,' she said presently, in an +angry voice. + +'Aye?' said John, looking up sharply. 'What are they sayin now?' + +'It's Muster Saunders. 'Ee's allus sayin nassty things about other +folks. And there'd be plenty of fault to be found with 'im, if onybody +was to try. An Sally Saunders eggs him on dreadful.' + +Saunders was the village smith, a tall, brawny man, of great size and +corresponding wisdom, who had been the village arbiter and general +councillor for a generation. There was not a will made in Clinton Magna +that he did not advise upon; not a bit of contentious business that he +had not a share in; not a family history that he did not know. His +probity was undisputed; his ability was regarded with awe; but as he had +a sharp tongue and was no respecter of persons, there was of course an +opposition. + +John took a seat on the wooden box he had just been cording, and mopped +his brow. His full cheeks were crimson, partly with exertion, partly +with sudden annoyance. + +'What's 'ee been sayin now? Though it doan't matter a brass farthin to +me what 'ee says.' + +'He says you 'aven't got no proper feelins about poor Eliza, and you'd +ought to have done a great deal more for Louisa. But 'ee says you allus +were a mean one with your money--an you knew that '_ee_ knew it--for 'ee +'d stopped you takin an unfair advantage more nor once. An 'ee didn't +believe as your money would come to any good; for now Eliza was gone you +wouldn't know how to take care on it.' + +John's eyes flamed. 'Oh! 'ee says that, do 'ee? Well Saunders wor allus +a beast--an a beast 'ee'll be.' + +He sat with his chin on his large dirty hands, ruminating furiously. + +It was quite true that Saunders had thwarted him more than once. There +was old Mrs. Moulsey at the shop, when she wanted to buy those cottages +in Potter's Row--and there was Sam Field the higgler--both of them would +have borrowed from him if Saunders hadn't cooled them off. Saunders said +it was a Jew's interest he was asking--because there was security--but +he wasn't going to accept a farthing less than his shilling a pound for +three months--not he! So they might take it or leave it. And Mrs. +Moulsey got hers from the Building Society, and Sam Field made shift to +go without. And John Bolderfield was three pounds poorer that quarter +than he need have been--all along of Saunders. And now Saunders was +talking 'agen him' like this--blast him! + +'Oh, an then he went on'--pursued Bessie with gusto--'about your bein +too ignorant to put it in the post-office. 'Ee said you'd think Edwards +would go an spend it' (Edwards was the postmaster), 'an then he laughed +fit to split 'imself. Yer couldn't see more nor the length of your own +nose he said--it was edication _you_ wanted. As for 'im, 'ee said, 'ee'd +have kep it for you if you'd asked him, but you'd been like a bear with +a sore 'ead, 'ee said ever since Mrs. Moulsey's affair--so 'ee didn't +suppose you would.' + +'Well, 'ee's about right there,' said John, grimly; ''ee's talkin sense +for onst when 'ee says that. I'd dig a hole in the hill and bury it +sooner nor I'd trust it to 'im--I would, by--' he swore vigorously. 'A +thieving set of magpies is all them Saunders--cadgin 'ere and cadgin +there.' + +He spoke with fierce contempt, the tacit hatred of years leaping to +sight. Bessie's bright brown eyes looked at him with sympathy. + +'It was just his nassty spite,' she said. 'He knew '_ee_ could never ha +done it--not what you've done--out o' your wages. Not unless 'ee got +Sally to tie 'im to the dresser with ropes so as 'ee couldn't go a-near +the "Spotted Deer" no more!' + +She laughed like a merry child at her own witticism, and John relished +it too, though he was not in a laughing mood. + +'Why'--continued Bessie with enthusiasm, 'it was Muster Drew as said to +me the other afternoon, as we was walkin 'ome from the churchyard, says +'ee, "Mrs. Costrell, I call it splendid what John's done--I _do_," 'ee +says. "A labourer on fifteen shillins a week--why it's an example to the +country," 'ee says. "'Ee ought to be showed."' + +John's face relaxed. The temper and obstinacy in the eyes began to yield +to the weak complacency which was their more normal expression. + +There was silence for a minute or two. Bessie sat with her hands on her +lap and her face turned towards the open door. Beyond the cherry-red +phloxes outside it, the ground fell rapidly to the village, rising again +beyond the houses to a great stubble field, newly shorn. Gleaners were +already in the field, their bent figures casting sharp shadows on the +golden upland, and the field itself stretched upwards to a great wood +that lay folded round the top of a spreading hill. To the left, beyond +the hill, a wide plain travelled into the sunset, its level spaces cut +by the scrawled elms and hedgerows of the nearer landscape. The beauty +of it all--the beauty of an English Midland--was of a modest and +measured sort, depending chiefly on bounties of sun and air, on the +delicacies of gentle curves and the pleasant intermingling of wood and +cornfield, of light spaces with dark, of solid earth with luminous sky. + +Such as it was, however, neither Bessie nor John spared it a moment's +attention. Bessie was thinking a hundred busy thoughts. John, on the +other hand, had begun to consider her with an excited scrutiny. She was +a handsome woman, as she sat in the doorway with her fine brown head +turned to the light. But John naturally was not thinking of that. He was +in the throes of decision. + +'Look 'ere, Bessie,' he said suddenly; 'what 'ud you say if I wor to ask +Isaac an you to take care on it?' + +Bessie started slightly. Then she looked frankly round at him. She had +very keen, lively eyes, and a bright red-brown colour on thin cheeks. +The village applied to her the epithet which John's thoughts had applied +to Muster Hill's widow. They said she was 'caselty,' which means +flighty, haphazard, excitable; but she was popular, nevertheless, and +had many friends. + +It was, of course, her own settled opinion that her uncle ought to leave +that box with her and Isaac; and it had wounded her vanity, and her +affection besides, that John had never yet made any such proposal, +though she knew--as, indeed, the village knew--that he was perplexed as +to what to do with his hoard. But she had never dared to suggest that he +should leave it with her, out of fear of Eliza Bolderfield. Bessie was +well aware that Eliza thought ill of her and would dissuade John from +any such arrangement if she could. And so formidable was Eliza--a woman +of the hardest and sourest virtue--when she chose, that Bessie was +afraid of her, even on her death-bed, though generally ready enough to +quarrel with other people. Nevertheless, Bessie had always felt that it +would be a crying shame and slight if she and Isaac did not have the +guardianship of the money. She thirsted, perhaps, to make an impression +upon public opinion in the village, which, as she instinctively +realised, held her cheaply. And then, of course, there was the secret +thought of John's death and what might come of it. John had always +loudly proclaimed that he meant to spend his money, and not leave it +behind him. But the instinct of saving, once formed, is strong. John, +too, might die sooner than he thought--and she and Isaac had children. + +She had come up, indeed, that afternoon, haunted by a passionate desire +to get the money into her hands; yet the mere sordidness of +'expectations' counted for less in the matter than one would suppose. +Vanity, a vague wish to ingratiate herself with her uncle, to avoid a +slight--these were, on the whole, her strongest motives. At any rate, +when he had once asked her the momentous question, she knew well what to +say to him. + +'Well, if you arst me,' she said hastily, 'of course _we_ think as it's +only nateral you should leave it with Isaac an me, as is your own kith +and kin. But we wasn't goin to say nothin; we didn't want to be pushin +of ourselves forward.' + +John rose to his feet. He was in his shirt-sleeves, which were rolled +up. He pulled them down, put on his coat, an air of crisis on his fat +face. + +'Where 'ud you put it?' he said. + +'Yer know that cupboard by the top of the stairs? It 'ud stand there +easy. And the cupboard's got a good lock to it; but we'd 'ave it seen +to, to make sure.' + +She looked up at him eagerly. She longed to feel herself trusted and +important. Her self-love was too often mortified in these respects. + +John fumbled round his neck for the bit of black cord on which he kept +two keys--the key of his room while he was away, and the key of the box +itself. + +'Well, let's get done with it,' he said. 'I'm off to-morrer mornin, six +o'clock. You go and get Isaac to come down.' + +'I'll run,' said Bessie, catching up her shawl and throwing it over her +head. 'He wor just finishin his tea.' + +And she whirled out of the cottage, running up the steep road behind it +as fast as she could. John was vaguely displeased by her excitement; but +the die was cast. He went to make his arrangements. + +Bessie ran till she was out of breath. When she reached her own house, a +cottage in a side lane above the Bolderfields' cottage and overlooking +it from the back, she found her husband sitting with his pipe at the +open door and reading his newspaper. Three out of her own four children +were playing in the lane, otherwise there was no one about. + +Isaac greeted her with a nod and slight lightening of the eyes, which, +however, hardly disturbed the habitual sombreness of the face. He was a +dark, finely featured man, with grizzled hair, carrying himself with an +air of sleepy melancholy. He was much older than his wife, and was a +prominent leader in the little Independent chapel of the village. His +melancholy could give way on occasion to fits of violent temper. For +instance, he had been almost beside himself when Bessie, who had +leanings to the Establishment, as providing a far more crowded and +entertaining place of resort on Sundays than her husband's chapel, had +rashly proposed to have the youngest baby christened in church. Other +Independents did it freely--why not she? But Isaac had been nearly mad +with wrath, and Bessie had fled upstairs from him, with her baby, and +bolted the bedroom door in bodily terror. Otherwise, he was a most +docile husband--in the neighbours' opinion, docile to absurdity. He +complained of nothing, and took notice of little. Bessie's untidy ways +left him indifferent; his main interest was in a kind of religious +dreaming, and in an Independent paper to which he occasionally wrote a +letter. He was gardener at a small house on the hill, and had rather +more education than most of his fellows in the village. For the rest he +was fond of his children, and, in his heart of hearts, exceedingly proud +of his wife, her liveliness and her good looks. She had been a +remarkably pretty girl when he married her, some eight years after his +first wife's death, and there was a great difference of age between +them. His two elder children by his first marriage had long since left +the home. The girl was in service. It troubled him to think of the boy, +who had fallen into bad ways early. Bessie's children were all small, +and she herself still young, though over thirty. + +When Bessie came up to him, she looked round to see that no one could +hear. Then she stooped and told him her errand in a panting whisper. He +must go down and fetch the box at once. She had promised John Borrofull +that they would stand by him. They were his own flesh and blood--and the +cupboard had a capital lock--and there wasn't no fear of it at all. + +Isaac listened to her at first with amazement, then sulkily. She had +talked to him often certainly about John's money, but it had made little +impression on his dreamer's sense. And now her demand struck him +disagreeably. + +He didn't want the worrit of other people's money, he said. Let them as +owned it keep it; filthy lucre was a snare to all as had to do with it; +and it would only bring a mischief to have it in the house. + +After a few more of these objections, Bessie lost her temper. She broke +into a torrent of angry arguments and reproaches, mainly turning, it +seemed, upon a recent visit to the house of Isaac's eldest son. The +drunken ne'er do weel had given Bessie much to put up with. Oh, yes!-- +_she_ was to be plagued out of her life by Isaac's belongings, and he +wouldn't do a pin's worth for her. Just let him see next time, that was +all. + +Isaac smoked vigorously through it all. But she was hammering on a sore +point. + +'Oh, it's just like yer!' Bessie flung at him at last in desperation. +'You're allus the same--a mean-spirited feller, stannin in your +children's way! 'Ow do _you_ know who old John's goin to leave his money +to? 'Ow do _you_ know as he wouldn't leave it to _them_ poor +innercents'--she waved her hand tragically towards the children playing +in the road--'if we was just a bit nice and friendly with him now 'ee's +gettin old? But you don't care, not you!--one 'ud think yer were made o' +money--an that little un there not got the right use of his legs!' + +She pointed, half-crying, to the second boy, who had already shown signs +of hip disease. + +Isaac still smoked, but he was troubled in his mind. A vague +presentiment held him, but the pressure brought to bear upon him was +strong. + +'I tell yer the lock isn't a good un!' he said, suddenly removing his +pipe. + +Bessie stopped instantly in the middle of another tirade. She was +leaning against the door, arms akimbo, eyes alternately wet and flaming. + +'Then, if it isn't,' she said, with a triumphant change of tone,' I'll +soon get Flack to see to it--it's nobbut a step. I'll run up after +supper.' + +Flack was the village carpenter. + +'An there's mother's old box as takes up the cupboard,' continued Isaac, +gruffly. + +Bessie burst out laughing. + +'Oh! yer old silly,' she said. 'As if they couldn't stand one top o' +t'other. Now, do just go, Isaac--there's a lovey! 'Ee's waitin for yer. +Whatever did make yer so contrairy? Of course I didn't mean nothin I +said--an I don't mind Timothy, nor nothin.' + +Still he did not move. + +'Then I s'pose yer want everybody in the village to know?' he said, with +sarcasm. + +Bessie was taken aback. + +'No--I--don't'--she said, undecidedly--'I don't know what yer mean.' + +'You go back and tell John as I'll come when it's dark, an, if he's not +a stupid, he won't want me to come afore.' + +Bessie understood and acquiesced. She ran back with her message to John. + +At half-past eight, when it had grown almost dark, Isaac descended the +hill. John opened the door to his knock. + +'Good-evenin, Isaac. Yer'll take it, will yer?' + +'If you can't do nothin better with it,' said Isaac, unwillingly. 'But +in gineral I'm not partial on keeping other folks' money.' + +John liked him all the better for his reluctance. + +'It'll give yer no trouble,' he said. 'You lock it up, an it'll be all +safe. Now, will yer lend a hand?' + +Isaac stepped to the door, looked up the lane, and saw that all was +quiet. Then he came back, and the two men raised the box. + +As they crossed the threshold, however, the door of the next cottage-- +which belonged to Watson the policeman--opened suddenly. John, in his +excitement, was so startled that he almost dropped his end of the box. + +'Why, Bolderfield,' said Watson's cheery voice, 'what have you got +there? Do you want a hand?' + +'No, I don't--thank yer kindly,' said John, in agitation. 'An, if _you_ +please, Muster Watson, don't yer say nothin to nobody.' + +The burly policeman looked from John to Isaac, then at the box. John's +hoard was notorious, and the officer of the law understood. + +'Lor bless yer,' he said, with a laugh, 'I'm safe. Well, good evenin to +yer, if I can't be of any assistance.' + +And he went off on his beat. + +The two men carried the box up the hill. It was in itself a heavy, +old-fashioned affair, strengthened and bottomed with iron. Isaac +wondered whether the weight of it were due more to the box or to the +money. But he said nothing. He had no idea how much John might have +saved, and would not have asked him the direct question for the world. +John's own way of talking about his wealth was curiously contradictory. +His 'money' was rarely out of his thoughts or speech, but no one had +ever been privileged for many years now to see the inside of his box, +except Eliza once; and no one but himself knew the exact amount of the +hoard. It delighted him that the village gossips should double or treble +it. Their estimates only gave him the more ground for vague boasting, +and he would not have said a word to put them right. + +When they reached the Costrells' cottage, John's first care was to +examine the cupboard. He saw that the large wooden chest filled with +odds and ends of rubbish which already stood there was placed on the top +of his own box. Then he tried the lock, and pronounced it adequate; he +didn't want to have Flack meddling round. Now at the moment of parting +with his treasure he was seized with a sudden fever of secrecy. Bessie +meanwhile hovered about the two men, full of excitement and loquacity. +And the children, shut into the kitchen, wondered what could be the +matter. + +When all was done, Isaac locked the cupboard, and solemnly presented the +key to John, who added it to the other round his neck. Then Bessie +unlocked the kitchen, and set the children flying, to help her with the +supper. She was in her most bustling and vivacious mood, and she had +never cooked the bloaters better or provided a more ample jug of beer. +But John was silent and depressed. + +He took leave at last with many sighs and lingerings. But he had not +been gone half an hour, and Bessie and Isaac were just going to bed, +when there was a knock at the door, and he reappeared. + +'Let me lie down there,' he said, pointing to a broken-down old sofa +that ran under the window. 'I'm lonesome somehow, an I've told Louisa.' + +His white hair and whiskers stood out wildly round his red face. He +looked old and ill, and the sympathetic Bessie was sorry for him. + +She made him a bed on the sofa, and he lay there all night, restless, +and sighing heavily. He missed Eliza more than he had done yet, and was +oppressed with a vague sense of unhappiness. Once, in the middle of the +night when all was still, he stole upstairs in his stocking feet and +gently tried the cupboard door. It was quite safe, and he went down +contented. + +An hour or two later he was off, trudging to Frampton through the August +dawn, with his bundle on his back. + + + + +SCENE III + +Some five months passed away. + +One January night the Independent minister of Clinton Magna was passing +down the village street. Clinton lay robed in light snow, and 'sparkling +to the moon.' The frozen pond beside the green, though it was nearly +eight o'clock, was still alive with children, sliding and shouting. All +around the gabled roofs stood laden and spotless. The woods behind the +village, and those running along the top of the snowy hill, were meshed +in a silvery mist which died into the moonlit blue, while in the fields +the sharpness of the shadows thrown by the scattered trees made a marvel +of black and white. + +The minister, in spite of a fighting creed, possessed a measure of +gentler susceptibilities, and the beauty of this basin in the chalk +hills, this winter triumphant, these lights of home and fellowship in +the cottage windows disputing with the forlornness of the snow, crept +into his soul. His mind travelled from the physical purity and hardness +before him to the purity and hardness of the inner life--the purity that +Christ blessed, the 'hardness' that the Christian endures. And such +thoughts brought him pleasure as he walked--the mystic's pleasure. + +Suddenly he saw a woman cross the snowy green in front of him. She had +come from the road leading to the hill, and her pace was hurried. Her +shawl was muffled round her head, but he recognised her, and his mood +fell. She was the wife of Isaac Costrell, and she was hurrying to the +'Spotted Deer,' a public-house which lay just beyond the village, on the +road to the mill. Already several times that week had he seen her going +in or coming out. Talk had begun to reach him, and he said to himself +to-night, as he saw her, that Isaac Costrell's wife was going to ruin. + +The thought oppressed him, pricked his pastoral conscience. Isaac was +his right-hand man: dull to all the rest of the world, but not dull to +the minister. With Mr. Drew sometimes he would break into talk of +religion, and the man's dark eyes would lose their film. His big +troubled self spoke with that accent of truth which lifts common talk +and halting texts to poetry. The minister, himself more of a pessimist +than his sermons showed, felt a deep regard for him. Could nothing be +done to save Isaac's wife and Isaac? Not so long ago Bessie Costrell had +been a decent woman, though a flighty and excitable one. Now some cause, +unknown to the minister, had upset a wavering balance, and was undoing a +life. + +As he passed the public-house a man came out, and through the open door +Mr. Drew caught a momentary glimpse of the bar and the drinkers. +Bessie's handsome, reckless head stood out an instant in the bright +light. + +Then Drew saw that the man who had emerged was Watson the policeman. +They greeted each other cordially and walked on together. Watson also +was a member of the minister's flock. Mr. Drew felt suddenly moved to +unburden himself. + +'That was Costrell's wife, Watson, wasn't it, poor thing?' + +'Aye, it wor Mrs. Costrell,' said Watson, in the tone of concern natural +to the respectable husband and father. + +The minister sighed. + +'It's terrible the way she's gone downhill the last three months. I +never pass almost but I see her going in there or coming out.' + +'No,' said Watson, slowly, 'no, it's bad. What I'd like to know,' he +added, reflectively,' is where she gets the money from.' + +'Oh, she had a legacy, hadn't she, in August? It seems to have been a +curse. She has been a changed woman ever since.' + +'Yes, she had a legacy,' said Watson, dubiously; 'but I don't believe it +was much. She talked big, of course, and made a lot o' fuss--she's that +kind o' woman--just as she did about old John's money.' + +'Old John's money?--Ah! did any one ever know what became of that?' + +'Well, there's many people thinks as Isaac has got it hid in the house +somewhere, and there's others thinks he's put it in Bedford bank. +Edwards told me private he didn't know nothing about it at the +post-office, and Bessie told my wife as John had given Isaac the keepin +of it till he come back again; but he'd knock her about, she said, if +she let on what he'd done with it. That's the story she's allus had, and +boastin, of course, dreadful, about John's trustin them, and Isaac doin +all his business for him.' + +The minister reflected. + +'And you say the legacy wasn't much?' + +'Well, sir, I know some people over at Bedford where her aunt lived as +left it her, and they were sure it wasn't a great deal; but you never +know.' + +'And Isaac never said?' + +'Bless yer, no sir! He was never a great one for talking, wasn't Isaac; +but you'd think now as he'd never learnt how. He'll set there in the +club of a night and never open his mouth to nobody.' + +'Perhaps he's fretting about his wife, Watson?' + +'Well, I don't believe as he knows much about her goins-on--not all, +leastways. I've seen her wait till he was at his work or gone to the +club, and then run down the hill--tearin--with her hair flyin--you'd +think she'd gone silly. Oh, it's a bad business,' said Watson, strongly, +'an uncommon bad business--all them young children too.' + +'I never saw her drunk, Watson.' + +'No--yer wouldn't. Nor I neither. But she'll treat half the parish if +she gets the chance. I know many fellers as go to the "Spotted Deer" +just because they know she'll treat 'em. She's a-doin of it now--there's +lots of 'em. And allus changin such a queer lot of money too-- +old half-crowns--years and years old--King George the Third, sir. No-- +it's strange--very strange.' + +The two walked on into the darkness, still talking. + +Meanwhile, inside the 'Spotted Deer' Bessie Costrell was treating her +hangers-on. She had drunk one glass of gin-and-water--it had made a +beauty of her in the judgement of the tap-room, such a kindling had it +given to her brown eyes and such a redness to her cheek. Bessie, in +truth, had reached her moment of physical prime. The marvel was that +there were no lovers in addition to the drinking and the extravagance. +But the worst of the village scandalmongers knew of none. Since this new +phase of character in her had developed, she would drink and make merry +with any young fellow in the place, but it went no further. She was +_bonne camarade_ with all the world--no more. Perhaps at bottom some +coolness of temperament protected her; nobody, at any rate, suspected +that it had anything to do with Isaac, or that she cared a ha'p'orth for +so lugubrious and hypocritical a husband. + +She had showered drinks on all her friends, and had, moreover, clattered +and screamed herself hoarse, when the church-clock outside slowly struck +eight. She started, changed countenance, and got up to pay at once. + +'Why, there's another o' them half-crowns o' yourn, Bessie,' said a +consumptive-looking girl in a bedraggled hat and feathers, as Mrs. +Costrell handed her coin to the landlord. 'Wheriver do yer get 'em?' + +'If yer don't ask no questions, I won't tell yer no lies,' said Bessie, +with quick impudence. 'Where did you get them hat and feathers?' + +There was a coarse laugh from the company. The girl in the hat reddened +furiously, and she and Bessie--both of them in a quarrelsome state-- +began to bandy words. + +Meanwhile the landlord was showing the coin to his assistant at the bar. + +'Rum, ain't it? I niver seed one o' them pieces in the village afore +this winter, an I've been 'ere twenty-two year come April.' + +A decent-looking labourer, who did not often visit the 'Spotted Deer,' +was leaning over the bar and caught the words. + +'Well then, I 'ave,' he said, promptly. 'I mind well as when I were a +lad, sixteen year ago, my fayther borrered a bit o' money off John +Bolderfield, to buy a cow with--an there was 'arf of it in them +'arf-crowns.' + +Those standing near overheard. Bessie and the girl stopped quarrelling. +The landlord, startled, cast a sly eye in Bessie's direction. She came +up to the bar. + +'What's that yer sayin?' she demanded. + +The man repeated his remark. + +'Well, I dessay there was,' said Bessie--'I dessay there was. I s'pose +there's plenty of 'em. Where do I get 'em?--why I get 'em at Bedford, of +course, when I goes for my money.' + +She looked round defiantly. No one said anything; but everybody +instinctively suspected a lie. The sudden silence was striking. + +'Well, give me my change, will yer?' she said, impatiently to the +landlord. 'I can't stan here all night.' + +He gave it to her, and she went out showering reckless good-nights, to +which there was little response. The door had no sooner closed upon her +than every one in the taproom pressed round the bar in a close gathering +of heads and tongues. + +Bessie ran across the green and began to climb the hill at a rapid pace. +Her thin woolen shawl blown back by the wind left her arms and bosom +exposed. But the effects of the spirit in her veins prevented any sense +of cold, though it was a bitter night. + +Once or twice, as she toiled up the hill, she gave a loud sudden sob. + +'Oh my God!' she said to herself. 'My God!' + +When she was halfway up, she met a neighbour. + +'Have yer seen Isaac?' Bessie asked her, panting. + +'Ee's at the club, arn't 'ee?' said the woman. 'Well they won't be up +yet. Jim tolt me as Muster Perris'--'Muster Perris' was the vicar of +Clinton Magna--''ad got a strange gen'leman stayin with 'im, and was +goin to take him into the club to-night to speak to 'em. 'Ee's a bishop, +they ses--someun from furrin parts.' + +Bessie threw her good-night and climbed on. + +When she reached the cottage the lamp was flaming on the table and the +fire was bright. Her lame boy had done all she had told him, and her +miserable heart softened. She hurriedly put out some food for Isaac. +Then she lit a candle and went up to look at the children. + +They were all asleep in the room to the right of the stairs--the two +little boys in one bed, the two little girls in the other, each pair +huddled together against the cold, like dormice in a nest. Then she +looked, conscience-stricken, at the untidiness of the room. She had +bought the children a wonderful number of new clothes lately, and the +family being quite unused to such abundance, there was no place to keep +them in. A new frock was flung down in a corner just as it had been +taken off; the kitten was sleeping on Arthur's last new jacket; a smart +hat with a bunch of poppies in it was lying about the floor; and under +the iron beds could be seen a confusion of dusty boots, new and old. The +children were naturally reckless like their mother, and they had been +getting used to new things. What excited them now, more than the +acquisitions themselves, was that their mother had strictly forbidden +them ever to show any of their new clothes to their father. If they did, +she would beat them well, she said. That they understood; and life was +thereby enriched, not only by new clothes but by a number of new +emotions and terrors. + +If Bessie noted the state of the room, she made no attempt to mend it. +She smoothed back the hair from the boys' foreheads with a violent, +shaky hand, and kissed them all, especially Arthur. Then she went out +and closed the door behind her. + +Outside she stood a moment on the tiny landing--listening. Not a sound; +but the cottage walls were thin. If any one came along the lane with +heavy boots she must hear them. Very like he would be half an hour yet. + +She ran down the stairs and shut the door at the bottom of them, opening +into the kitchen. It had no key or she would have locked it; and in her +agitation, her state of clouded brain, she forgot the outer door +altogether. Hurrying up again, she sat down on the topmost step, putting +her candle on the boards beside her. The cupboard at the stair-head +where John had left his money was close to her left hand. + +As she sank into the attitude of rest, her first instinct was to cry and +bemoan herself. Deep in her woman's being great floods of tears were +rising, and would fain have spent themselves. But she fought them down, +rapidly passing instead into a state of cold terror--terror of Isaac's +step--terror of discovery--of the man in the public-house. + +There was a mousehole in the skirting of the stairs close to the +cupboard. She slipped in a finger, felt along an empty space behind, and +drew out a key. + +It turned easily in the cupboard lock and the two boxes stood revealed, +standing apparently just as they stood when John left them. In hot haste +Bessie dragged the treasure-box from under the other, starting at every +sound in the process, at the thud the old wooden trunk made on the floor +of the cupboard as its supporter was withdrawn, at the rustle of her own +dress. All the boldness she had shown at the 'Spotted Deer' had +vanished. She was now the mere trembling and guilty woman. + +The lock on Bolderfield's box had been forced long before; it opened to +her hand. A heap of sovereigns and half-sovereigns lay on one side, +divided by a wooden partition from the few silver coins, crowns and +half-crowns, still lying on the other. She counted both the gold and +silver, losing her reckoning again and again, because of the sudden +anguish of listening that would overtake her. + +Thirty-six pounds on the one side, not much more than thirty shillings +on the other. When John left it there had been fifty-one pounds in gold, +and rather more than twenty pounds in silver, most of it in half-crowns. +Ah! she knew the figures well. + +Did that man who had spoken to the landlord in the public-house suspect? +How strange they had all looked! What a silly fool she had been to +change so much of the silver, instead of sticking to the gold! Yet she +had thought the gold would be noticed more. + +When was old John coming back? He had written once from Frampton to say +that he was 'laid up bad with the rheumatics,' and was probably going +into the Frampton Infirmary. That was in November. Since then nothing +had been heard of him. John was no scholar. What if he died without +coming back? There would be no trouble then, except--except with Isaac. + +Her mind suddenly filled with wild visions--of herself marched through +the village by Watson, as she had once seen him march a poacher who had +mauled one of Mr. Forrest's keepers--of the towering walls of Frampton +Gaol--of a visible physical shame which would kill her--drive her mad. +If, indeed, Isaac did not kill her before any one but he knew! He had +been that cross and glum all these last weeks--never a bit of talk +hardly--always snapping at her and the children. Yet he had never said a +word to her about the drink--nor about the things she had bought. As to +the 'things' and the bills, she believed that he knew nothing--had +noticed nothing. At home he was always smoking, sitting silent, with dim +eyes, like a man in a dream--or reading his father's old books, 'good +books,' which filled Bessie with a sense of dreariness unspeakable--or +pondering his weekly paper. + +But she believed he had begun to notice the drink. Drinking was +universal in Clinton, though there was not much drunkenness. +Teetotallers were unknown, and Isaac himself drank his beer freely, and +a glass of spirits, like anybody else on occasion. She had been used for +years to fetch his beer from the public, and she had been careful. But +there were signs-- + +Oh! if she could only think of some way of putting it back--this +thirty-odd pounds. She held her head between her hands, thinking and +thinking. Couldn't that little lawyer man to whom she went every month +at Bedford, to fetch her legacy money--couldn't he lend it her, and keep +her money till it was paid? She could make up a story, and give him +something for himself to induce him to hold his tongue. She had thought +of this often before, but never so urgently as now. She would take the +carrier's cart to Bedford next day, while Isaac was at work, and try. + +Yet all the time despair was at her heart. So hard to undo! Yet how easy +it had been to take and to spend. She thought of that day in September, +when she had got the news of her legacy--six shillings a week from an +old aunt--her father's aunt, whose very existence she had forgotten. The +wild delight of it! Isaac got sixteen shillings a week in wages--here +was nearly half as much again. She was warned that it would come to an +end in two years. But none the less it seemed to her a fortune--and all +her life, before it came, mere hard pinching and endurance. She had +always been one to spend where she could. Old John had often rated her +for it. So had Isaac. But that was his money. This was hers, and he who, +for religious reasons, had never made friends with or thought well of +any of her family, instinctively disliked the money which had come from +them, and made few inquiries into the spending of it. + +Oh! the joy of those first visits to Frampton, when all the shops had +seemed to be there for her, and she their natural mistress! How ready +people had been to trust her in the village! How tempting it had been to +brag and make a mystery! That old skinflint, Mrs. Moulsey, at 'the +shop,' she had been all sugar and sweets _then_. + +And a few weeks later--six, seven weeks later--about the beginning of +October, these halcyon days had all come to an end. She owed what she +could not pay--people had ceased to smile upon her--she was harassed, +excited, worried out of her life. + +Old familiar wonder of such a temperament! How can it be so easy to +spend, so delightful to promise, and so unreasonably, so unjustly +difficult, to pay? + +She began to be mortally afraid of Isaac--of the effect of disclosures. +One night she was alone in the cottage, almost beside herself under the +pressure of one or two claims she could not meet--one claim especially, +that of a little jeweller, from whom she had bought a gold ring and a +brooch at Frampton--when the thought of John's hoard swept upon her-- +clutched her like something living and tyrannical, not to be shaken off. +It struck her all in an instant that there was another cupboard in the +little parlour, exactly like that on the stairs. The lower cupboard had +a key--what if it fitted? + +The Devil must have been eager and active that night, for the key turned +in the lock with a smoothness that made honesty impossible, almost +foolish. And the old, weak lock on the box itself--why, a chisel had +soon made an end of that! Only five minutes--it had been so quick--there +had been no trouble. God had made no sign at all. + +Since! All the village smiles--the village flatteries recovered--an orgy +of power and pleasure--new passions and excitements--above all, the +rising passion of drink, sweeping in storms through a weak nature that +alternately opened to them and shuddered at them. And through everything +the steadily dribbling away of the hoard--the astonishing ease and +rapidity with which the coins--gold or silver--had flowed through her +hands! How could one spend so much in meat and dress, in beer and gin, +in giving other people beer and gin? How was it possible? She sat lost +in miserable thoughts, a mist round her.... + +'Wal I niver!' said a low, astonished voice at the foot of the stairs. + +Bessie rose to her feet with a shriek, the heart stopping in her breast. +The door below was ajar, and through the opening peered a face--the +vicious, drunken face of her husband's eldest son, Timothy Costrell. The +man below cast one more look of amazement at the woman standing on the +top stair, at the candle behind her, at the open box. Then an idea +struck him: he sprang up the stairs at a bound. + +'By gosh!' he said, looking down at the gold and silver. '_By gosh_!' + +Bessie tried to thrust him back. + +'What are you here for?' she asked fiercely, her trembling lips the +colour of the whitewashed wall behind. 'You get off at onst, or I'll +call yer father.' + +He pushed her contemptuously aside. The swish of her dress caught the +candle, and by good fortune put it out, or she would have been in a +blaze. Now there was only the light from the paraffin lamp in the +kitchen below striking upwards through the open door. She fell against +the doorway of her bedroom, panting and breathless, watching him. + +He seated himself in her place, and stooped to look at the box. On the +inside of the lid was pasted a discoloured piece of paper, and on the +paper was written, in a round, laborious hand, the name, 'John +Bolderfield.' + +'My blazes!' he said, slowly, his bloodshot eyes opening wider than +ever. 'It's old John's money. So yo've been after it, eh?' + +He turned to her with a grin, one hand on the box. He had been tramping +for more than three months, during which time they had heard nothing of +him. His filthy clothes scarcely hung together. His cheeks were hollow +and wolfish. From the whole man there rose a sort of exhalation of +sodden vice. Bessie had seen him drunken and out at elbows before, but +never so much of the beast as this. + +However, by this time she had somewhat recovered herself, and, +approaching him, she stooped and tried to shut the box. + +'You take yourself off,' she said, desperately, pushing him with her +fist. 'That money's no business o' yourn. It's John's, an he's comin +back directly. He gave it us to look after, an I wor countin it. March! +--there's your father comin!' + +And with all her force she endeavoured to wrench his hand away. He tore +it from her, and hit out at her backwards--a blow that sent her reeling +against the wall. + +'Yo take yer meddlin fist out o' that!' he said. 'Father ain't comin, +and if he wor, I 'spect I could manage the two on yer--_Keowntin_ it'-- +he mimicked her. 'Oh! yer a precious innercent, ain't yer? But I know +all about yer. Bless yer, I've been in at the "Spotted Deer" to-night, +and there worn't nothin else talked of but yo and yor goins-on. There +won't be a tongue in the place to-morrow that won't be a-waggin about +yer--yur a public charickter, yo are--they'll be sendin the reporters +down on yer for a hinterview. "Where the Devil do she get the money?" +they says.' + +He threw his curly head back and laughed till his sides shook. + +'Lor, I didn't think I wor goin to know quite so soon! An sich queer +'arf-crowns, they ses, as she keeps a-changin. Jarge somethin--an old +cove in a wig. An 'ere they is, I'll be blowed--some on 'em. Well, yer a +nice un, yer are!' + +He stared her up and down with a kind of admiration. + +Bessie began to cry feebly--the crying of a lost soul. + +'Tim, if yer'll go away an hold yer tongue, I'll give yer five o' them +suverins, and not tell yer father nothin.' + +'Five on 'em?' he said, grinning. 'Five on 'em, eh?' + +And dipping his hands into the box he began deliberately shovelling the +whole hoard into his trousers and waistcoat pocket. + +Bessie flung herself upon him. He gave her one businesslike blow which +knocked her down against the bedroom door. The door yielded to her fall, +and she lay there half-stunned, the blood dripping from her temple. + +'Noa, I'll not take 'em all,' he said, not even troubling to look where +she had fallen. 'That 'ud be playin it rayther too low down on old John. +I'll leave 'im two--jest two--for luck.' + +He buttoned up his coat tightly, then turned to throw a last glance at +Bessie. He had always disliked his father's second wife, and his sense +of triumph was boundless. + +'Oh! yer not hurt,' he said; 'yer shammin. I advise yer to look sharp +with shuttin up. Father'll be up the hill in two or three minutes now. +Sorry I can't 'elp yer, now yer've set me up so comfortabul. Bye-bye!' + +He ran down the stairs. She, as her senses revived, heard him open the +back door, cross the little garden, and jump the hedge at the end of it. + +Then she lay absolutely motionless, till suddenly there struck on her +ear the distant sound of heavy steps. They roused her like a goad. She +dragged herself to her feet, shut the box, had just time to throw it +into the cupboard and lock the door, when she heard her husband walk +into the kitchen. She crept into her own room, threw herself on the bed, +and wrapped her head and eyes in an old shawl, shivering so that the +mattresses shook. + +'Bessie, where are yer?' + +She did not answer. He made a sound of astonishment, and, finding no +candle, took the lamp and mounted the stairs. They were covered with +traces of muddy snow, and at the top he stooped to examine a spot upon +the boards. It was blood; and his heart thumped in his breast. + +'Bessie, whatever is the matter?' + +For by this time he had perceived her on the bed. He put down the lamp +and came to the bedside to look at her. + +'I've 'ad a fall,' she said, faintly. 'I tripped up over my skirt as I +wor comin up to look at Arthur. My head's all bleedin. Get me some water +from over there.' + +His countenance fell sadly. But he got the water, exclaiming when he saw +the wound. + +He bathed it clumsily, then tied a bit of rag round it, and made her +head easy with the pillow. She did not speak, and he sat on beside her, +looking at her pale face, and torn, as the silent minutes passed, +between conflicting impulses. He had just passed an hour listening to a +good man's plain narrative of a life spent for Christ, amid +fever-swamps, and human beings more deadly still. The Vicar's friend was +a missionary bishop, and a High Churchman; Isaac, as a staunch Dissenter +by conviction and inheritance, thought ill both of bishops and +Ritualists. Nevertheless he had been touched; he had been fired. Deep, +though often perplexed instincts in his own heart had responded to the +spiritual passion of the speaker. The religious atmosphere had stolen +about him, melting and subduing. + +And the first effect of it had been to quicken suddenly his domestic +conscience; to make him think painfully of Bessie and the children as he +climbed the hill. + +Was his wife going the way of his son? And he, sitting day after day +like a dumb dog, instead of striving with her! + +He made up his mind hurriedly. + +'Bessie,' he said, stooping to her and speaking in a strange voice, +'Bessie, had yer been to Dawson's?' + +Dawson was the landlord of the 'Spotted Deer.' + +Bessie was long in answering. At last she said, almost inaudibly, 'Yes.' + +She fully understood what he had meant by the question, and she wondered +whether he would fall into one of his rages and beat her. + +Instead his hand sought clumsily for hers. + +'Bessie, yer shouldn't; yer mustn't do it no more; it'll make a bad +woman of yer. I know as I'm not good to live with; I don't make things +pleasant to yer; but I've been thinkin; I'll try if yo'll try.' + +Bessie burst into tears. It seemed as though her life were breaking +within her. Never since their early married days had he spoken to her +like this. And she was in such piteous need of comfort; of some strong +hand to help her out of the black pit in which she lay. The wild impulse +crossed her to sit up and tell him--to throw it all on Timothy, to show +him the cupboard and the box. Should she tell him; brave it all now that +he was like this? Between them they might find a way--make it good. + +Then the thought of the man in the public-house, of the half-crowns, a +host of confused and guilty memories, swept upon her. How could she ever +get herself out of it? Her heart beat so that it seemed a live creature +strangling and silencing her. She was still fighting with her tears and +her terror when she heard Isaac say: + +'I know yer'll try, and I'll help yer. I'll be a better husband to yer, +I swear I will. Give us a kiss, old woman.' + +She turned her face, sobbing, and he kissed her cheek. + +Then she heard him say in another tone: + +'An I got a bit o' news down at the club as will liven yer up. Parkinson +was there; just come over from Frampton to see his mother; an he says +John will be here to-morrer or next day. 'Be seed him yesterday--pulled +down dreadful--quite the old man, 'ee says. An John told him as he was +comin 'ome directly to live comfortable.' + +Bessie drew her shawl over her head. + +'To-morrer, did yer say?' she asked in a whisper. + +'Mos like. Now you go to sleep; I'll put out the lamp.' + +But all night long Bessie lay wide awake in torment, her soul hardening +within her, little by little. + + + + +SCENE IV + +Just before dark on the following day, a man descended +from a down train at the Clinton Magna station. The porters knew him and +greeted him; so did one or two labourers outside, as he set off to walk +to the village which was about a mile distant. + +'Well, John, so yer coom back,' said one of them, an old man, grasping +the newcomer by the hand. 'An I can't say as yer looks is any credit to +Frampton--no, that aa can't.' + +John, indeed, wore a sallow and pinched air, and walked lamely, with a +stick. + +'Noa,' he said, peevishly; 'it's a beastly place is Frampton; a damp, +nassty hole as iver I saw--gives yer the rheumaticks to look at it. I've +'ad a doose of a time, I 'ave, I can tell yer--iver sense I went. But +I'll pull up now.' + +'Aye, this air'll do yer,' said the other. 'Where are yer stoppin? +Costrells'?' + +John nodded. + +'They don't know nothin about my comin, but I dessay they'll find me +somethin to sleep on. I'll 'ave my own place soon, and some one to look +arter it.' + +He drew himself up involuntarily, with the dignity that waits on +property. + +A laugh, rather jeering than cordial, ran through the group of +labourers. + +'Aye, yer'll be livin at your ease,' said the man who had spoken first. +'When will yo give us a drink, yer lardship?' + +The others grinned. + +'Where's your money, John?' said a younger man suddenly, staring hard at +the returned wanderer. + +John started. + +'Don't you talk your nonsense!' he said, fretfully; 'an I must be gettin +on, afore dark.' + +He went his way, but as he turned a corner of the road, he saw them +still standing where he had left them. They seemed to be watching his +progress, which astonished him. + +A light of windy sunset lay spread over the white valley, and the +freshening gusts drove the powdery snow before them, and sent little +stabs of pain through John's shrinking body. Yet how glad he was to find +himself again between those familiar hedges, to see the church-tower in +front of him, the long hill to his right! His heart swelled at once with +longing and satisfaction. During his Frampton job, and in the infirmary, +he had suffered much, physically and mentally. He had missed Eliza and +the tendance of years more than he had ever imagined he could; and he +had found himself too old for new faces and a new society. When he fell +ill he had been sorely tempted to send for some of his money, and get +himself nursed and cared for at the respectable lodging where he had put +up. But no; in the end he set his teeth and went into the infirmary. He +had planned not to touch his hoard till he had done with the Frampton +job, and returned to Clinton for good. + +His peasant obstinacy could not endure to be beaten; nor, indeed, could +he bring himself to part with his keys, to trust the opening of the +hoard even to Isaac. + +Since then he had passed through many weary weeks, sometimes of acute +pain, sometimes of sinking weakness, during which he had been haunted by +many secret torments, springing mainly from the fear of death. He had +almost been driven to make his will. But in the end superstitious +reluctance prevailed. He had not made the will; and to dwell on the fact +gave him the sensation of having escaped a bond, if not a danger. He did +not want to leave his money behind him; he wanted to spend it, as he had +told Eliza and Mary Anne and Bessie scores of times. To have assigned it +to any one else, even after his death, would have made it less his own. + +Ah, well! those bad weeks were done, and here he was, at home again. +Suddenly, as he tramped on, he caught sight against the hill of Bessie's +cottage, the blue smoke from it blown across the rime-laden trees behind +it. He drew in his breath with a deep, tremulous delight. That buoyant +self-congratulation indeed which had stood between him and the pain of +Eliza's death was gone. Rather there was in him a profound yearning for +rest, for long dreaming by the fire or in the sun, with his pipe to +smoke, and Jim's Louisa to look after him, and nothing to do but to draw +a half-crown from his box when he wanted it. No more hard work in rain +and cold; and no cringing, either, to the young and prosperous for the +mere fault of age. The snowy valley with its circling woods opened to +him like a mother's breast; the sight of it filled him with a hundred +simple hopes and consolations; he hurried to bury himself in it, and be +at peace. + +He was within a hundred yards of the first house in the village, when he +saw a tall figure in uniform approaching, and recognised Watson. + +At sight of him the policeman stopped short, and John was conscious of a +moment's vague impression of something strange in Watson's looks. + +However, Watson shook hands with great friendliness. + +'Well, I'm glad to see yer, John, I'm sure. An now, I s'pose, you're +back for good?' + +'Aye. I'm not goin away no more. I've done my share--I wants a bit o' +rest.' + +'Of coorse yer do. You've been ill, 'aven't yer? You look like it. An +yer puttin up at Costrells'?' + +'Yes, till I can turn round a bit. 'Ave yer seen anythin ov 'em? 'Ow's +Bessie?' + +Watson faced back towards the village. + +'I'll walk with yer a bit--I'm in no 'urry. Oh, she's all right. You +'eard of her bit o' money?' + +John opened his eyes. + +'Noa, I don know as I did.' + +'It wor an aunt o' hers, soa I understan--quite a good bit o' money.' + +'Did yer iver hear the name?' said John, eagerly. + +'Some one livin at Bedford, I did 'ear say.' + +John laughed, not without good-humoured relief. It would have touched +his vanity had his niece been discovered to be richer than himself. + +'Oh, that's old Sophy Clarke,' he said. 'Her 'usband bought the lease o' +two little 'ouses in Church Street, and they braät 'er in six shillins a +week for years, an she allus said she'd leave it to Bessie if she wor +took afore the lease wor up. But the lease ull be up end o' next year I +know, for I saw the old lady myself last Michaelmas twelvemonth, an she +told me all about it, though I worn't to tell nobody meself. An I didn't +know Sophy wor gone. Ah, well! it's not much, but it's 'andy--it's +'andy.' + +'Six shillins a week!' said Watson, raising his eyebrows. 'It's a nice +bit o' money while it lassts, but I'd ha thought Mrs. Costrell 'ad come +into a deal more nor that.' + +'Oh, but she's sich a one to spend, is Bessie,' said John, anxiously. +'It's surprisin 'ow the money runs. It's sixpence 'ere, an sixpence +there, allus dribblin, an dribblin, out ov 'er. I've allus tole 'er as +she'll end 'er days on the parish.' + +'Sixpences!' said Watson, with a laugh. 'It's not sixpences as Mrs. +Costrell's 'ad the spendin of this last month or two--it's _suverins_-- +an plenty ov 'em. You may be sure you've got the wrong tale about the +money, John; it wor a deal more nor you say.' + +John stood stock-still at the word 'sovereigns,' his jaw dropping. + +'_Suverins!_' he said, trembling; 'suverins? Bessie ain't got no +suverins. Isaac arns sixteen shillin a week.' + +The colour was ebbing fast from his cheek and lips. Watson threw him a +quick professional glance, then rapidly consulted with himself. No; he +decided to hold his tongue. + +'Yo _are_ reg'lar used up,' he said, taking hold of the old fellow +kindly by the arm. 'Shall I walk yer up the hill?' + +John withdrew himself. + +'_Suverins!_' he repeated, in a low hoarse voice. 'She ain't got 'em, I +tell yer--she ain't got 'em!' + +The last words rose to a sort of cry, and without another word to Watson +the old man started at a feeble run, his head hanging. + +Watson followed him, afraid lest he should drop in the road. Instead, +John seemed to gather strength. He made straight for the hill, taking no +heed whatever of two or three startled acquaintances who stopped and +shouted to him. When the ground began to rise, he stumbled again and +again, but by a marvel did not fall, and his pace hardly slackened. +Watson had difficulty in keeping up with him. + +But when the policeman reached his own cottage on the side of the road, +he stopped, panting, and contented himself with looking after the +mounting figure. As soon as it turned the corner of the Costrells' lane, +he went into his own house, said a word to his wife, and sat himself +down at his own back door to await events--to ponder, also, a few +conversations he had held that morning, with Mrs. Moulsey at 'the shop,' +with Dawson, with Hall the butcher. Poor old John--poor old fellow! + +When Bolderfield reached the paling in front of the Costrells' cottage, +he paused a moment, holding for support to the half-open gate and +struggling for breath. 'I must keep my 'edd, I must,' he was saying to +himself piteously;' don yer be a fool, John Borroful, don yer be a +fool!' + +As he stood there, a child's face pushed the window-blind of the cottage +aside, and the lame boy's large eyes looked Bolderfield up and down. +Immediately after, the door opened, and all four children stood huddling +behind each other on the threshold. They all looked shyly at the +newcomer. They knew him, but in six months they had grown strange to +him. + +'Arthur, where's your mother?' said John, at last able to walk firmly up +to the door. + +'Don know.' + +'When did yer see her lasst?' + +'She wor 'ere gettin us our tea,' said another child; 'but she didn't +eat nothin.' + +John impatiently pushed the children before him back into the kitchen. + +'You 'old your tongues,' he said, 'an stay 'ere.' + +And he made for the door in the kitchen wall. But Arthur caught hold of +his coat-tails and clung to them. + +'Yer oughtn't to go up there--mother don't let any one go there.' + +John wrenched himself violently away. + +'Oh, don't she! yo take your 'ands away, yer little varmint, or I'll +brain yer.' + +He raised his stick, threatening. The child, terrified, fell back, and +John, opening the door, rushed up the stairs. + +He was so terribly excited that his fumbling fingers could hardly find +the ribbon round his neck. At last he drew it over his head, and made +stupendous efforts to steady his hand sufficiently to put the key in the +lock. + +The children below heard a sharp cry directly the cupboard door was +opened; then the frantic dragging of a box on to the stairs, the creak +of hinges--a groan long and lingering--and then silence. + +They clung together in terror, and the little girls began to cry. At +last Arthur took courage and opened the door. + +The old man was sitting on the top stair, supported sideways by the +wall, his head hanging forward, and his hands dropping over his knees, +in a dead faint. + +At the sight all four children ran helter-skelter into the lane, +shouting 'Mammy! Mammy!' in an anguish of fright. Their clamour was +caught by the fierce north wind, which had begun to sweep the hill, and +was borne along till it reached the ears of a woman who was sitting +sewing in a cottage some fifty yards further up the lane. She stepped to +her door, opened it and listened. + +'It's at Bessie's,' she said; 'whativer's wrong wi' the childer?' + +By this time Arthur had begun to run towards her. Darkness was falling +rapidly, but she could distinguish his small figure against the snow, +and his halting gait. + +'What is it, Arthur?--what is it, lammie?' + +'O Cousin Mary Anne! Cousin Mary Anne! It's Uncle John, an 'ee's dead!' + +She ran like the wind at the words, catching at the child's hand in the +dark, and dragging him along with her. + +'Where is he, Arthur?--don't take on, honey!' + +The child hurried on with her, sobbing, and she was soon on the stairs +beside the unconscious John. + +Mary Anne looked with amazement at the cupboard and the open box. Then +she laid the old man on the floor, her gentle face working with the +effort to remember what the doctor had once told her of the best way of +dealing with persons in a faint. She got water, and she sent Arthur to a +neighbour for brandy. + +'Where's your mother, child?' she asked, as she dispatched him. + +'Don know,' repeated the boy, stupidly. + +'Oh, for goodness' sake, she's never at Dawson's again!' groaned Mary +Anne to herself; 'she wor there last night, an the night afore that. An +her mother's brother lyin like this in 'er house!' + +He was so long in coming round that her ignorance began to fear the +worst. But just as she was telling the eldest girl to put on her hat and +jacket and run for the doctor, poor John revived. + +He struggled to a sitting posture, looked wildly at her and at the box. +As his eye caught the two sovereigns still lying at the bottom, he gave +a cry of rage, and got upon his feet with a mighty effort. + +'Where's Bessie, I tell yer? Where's the huzzy gone? I'll have the law +on 'er! I'll make 'er give it up--by the Lord, I will!' + +'John, what is it?--John, my dear!' cried Mary Anne, supporting him, and +terrified lest he should pitch headlong down the stairs. + +'Yo 'elp me down,' he said, violently. 'We'll find 'er--we'll wring it +out ov 'er--the mean thievin vagabond! Changin suverins, 'as she? we'll +soon know about that--yo 'elp me down, I tell yer.' + +And with her assistance he hobbled down the stairs, hardly able to +stand. Mary Anne's eyes were starting out of her head with fear and +agitation, and the children were staring at the old man as he came +tottering into the kitchen, when a sound at the outer door made them all +turn. + +The door opened, and Bessie appeared on the threshold. + +At sight of her John seemed to lose his senses. He rushed at her, +threatening, imploring, reviling--while Mary Anne could only cling to +his arms and coat, lest he should attempt some bodily mischief. + +Bessie closed the door, leant against it, and folded her arms. She was +white and haggard, but perfectly cool. In this moment of excitement it +struck neither John nor Mary Anne--nor, indeed, herself--that her +manner, with its brutality, and its poorly feigned surprise, was the +most revealing element in the situation. + +'What's all this about yer money?' she said, staring John in the face. +'What do I know about yer money? 'Ow dare yer say such things? I 'aven't +anythin to do with it, an never 'ad.' + +He raved at her, in reply, about the position in which he had found the +box--on the top of its fellow instead of underneath, where he had placed +it--about the broken lock, the sovereigns she had been changing, and the +things Watson had said of her--winding up with a peremptory demand for +his money. + +'Yo gi me my money back,' he said, holding out a shaking hand. 'Yer +can't 'ave spent it all--tain't possible--an yer ain't chucked it out o' +winder. Yer've got it somewhere 'idden, an I'll get it out o' you if I +die for 't!' + +Bessie surveyed him steadily. She had not even flinched at the mention +of the sovereigns. + +'What yer 'aven't got, yer can't give,' she said. 'I don know nothin +about it, an I've tole yer. There's plenty o' bad people in the world-- +beside me. Somebody came in o' nights, I suppose, an picked the lock-- +there's many as 'ud think nothin of it. And it 'ud be easy done--we all +sleeps 'ard.' + +'Bessie!' cried Mary Anne, outraged by something in her tone, 'aren't +yer sorry for 'im?' + +She pointed to the haggard and trembling man. + +Bessie turned to her reluctantly. + +'Aye, I'm sorry,' she said, sullenly. 'But he shouldn't fly out at yer +without 'earin a word. 'Ow should I know anythin about his money? 'Be +locked it up hisself, an tuk the keys.' + +'An them suverins,' roared John, rattling his stick on the floor; 'where +did yer get them suverins?' + +'I got 'em from old Sophy Clarke--leastways, from Sophy Clarke's lawyer. +And it ain't no business o' yourn.' + +At this John fell into a frenzy, shouting at her in inarticulate +passion, calling her liar and thief. + +She fronted it with perfect composure. Her fine eyes blazed, but +otherwise her face might have been a waxen mask. With her, in this +scene, was all the tragic dignity; with him, the weakness and vulgarity. + +At last the little widow caught her by the arm, and drew her from the +door. + +'Let me take 'im to my place,' she pleaded: 'it's no good talkin while +'ee's like 'ee is--not a bit o' good. John--John dear! you come along wi +me. Shall I get Saunders to come and speak to yer?' + +A gleam of sudden hope shot into the old man's face. He had not thought +of Saunders; but Saunders had a head; he might unravel this accursed +thing. + +'Aye!' he said, lurching forward, 'let's find Saunders--coom along-- +let's find Saunders.' + +Mary Anne guided him through the door, Bessie standing aside. As the +widow passed, she touched Bessie piteously. + +'O Bessie, yer _didn't_ do it--say yer didn't!' + +Bessie looked at her, dry-eyed and contemptuous. Something in the +speaker's emotion seemed to madden her. + +'Don't yer be a fool, Mary Anne--that's all!' she said scornfully, and +Mary Anne fled from her. + +When the door had closed upon them, Bessie came up to the fire, her +teeth chattering. She sank down in front of it, spreading out her hands +to the warmth. The children silently crowded up to her; first she pushed +them away, then she caught at the child nearest to her, pressed its fair +head against her, then again roughly put it aside. She was accustomed to +chatter with them, scold them, and slap them; but to-night they were +uneasily dumb. They looked at her with round eyes; and at last their +looks annoyed her. She told them to go to bed, and they slunk away, +gaping at the open box on the stairs, and huddling together overhead, +all on one bed, in the bitter cold, to whisper to each other. Isaac was +a stern parent; Bessie a capricious one; and the children, though they +could be riotous enough by themselves, were nervous and easily cowed at +home. + +Bessie, left alone, sat silently over the fire, her thin lips tight-set. +She would deny everything--_everything_. Let them find out what they +could. Who could prove what was in John's box when he left it? Who could +prove she hadn't got those half-crowns in change somewhere? + +The reflexion of the day had only filled her with a passionate and +fierce regret. _Why_ had she not followed her first impulse, and thrown +it all on Timothy?--told the story to Isaac, while she was still +bleeding from his son's violence? It had been her only chance, and out +of pure stupidness she had lost it. To have grasped it might at least +have made him take _her_ part, if it had forced him to give up Timothy. +And who would have listened to Timothy's tales? + +She sickened at the thought of her own folly, beating her knee with her +clenched fist. For to tell the tale now would only be to make her doubly +vile in Isaac's eyes. He would not believe her--no one would believe +her. What motive could she plead for her twenty-four hours of silence, +she knowing that John was coming back immediately? Isaac would only hate +her for throwing it on Timothy. + +Then again the memory of the half-crowns, and the village talk--and +Watson--would close upon her, putting her in a cold sweat. + +When would Isaac come? Who would tell him? As she looked forward to the +effect upon him, all her muscles stiffened. If he drove her to it, aye, +she _would_ tell him--she didn't care a hap'orth, she vowed. If he must +have it, let him. But as the name of Isaac, the thought of Isaac, +hovered in her brain, she must needs brush away wild tears. That +morning, for the first time for months, he had been so kind to her and +the children, so chatty and cheerful. + +Distant steps along the lane! She sprang to her feet, ran into the back +kitchen, tied on her apron, hastily filled an earthenware bowl with +water from the pump, and carrying it back to the front kitchen began to +wash up the tea-things, making a busy household clatter as she slid them +into the bowl. + +A confused sound of feet approached the house, and there was a knock. + +'Come in,' said Bessie. + +Three figures appeared, the huge form of Saunders the smith in front, +John and Mary Anne Waller behind. + +Saunders took off his cap politely. The sight of his bald head, his +double chin, his mouth with its queer twitch, which made him seem as +though perpetually about to laugh, if he had not perpetually thought +better of it, filled Bessie with angry excitement. She barely nodded to +him, in reply to his greeting. + +'May we come in, Mrs. Costrell?' Saunders inquired, in his most +deliberate voice. + +'If yer want to,' said Bessie, shortly, taking out a cup and drying it. + +Saunders drew in the other two and shut the door. + +'Sit down, John. Sit down, Mrs. Waller.' + +John did as he was told. Dishevelled and hopeless misery spoke in his +stained face, his straggling hair, his shirt burst open at the neck and +showing his wrinkled throat. But he fixed his eyes passionately on +Saunders, thirsting for every word. + +'Well, Mrs. Costrell,' said Saunders, settling himself comfortably, +'you'll be free to confess, won't yer, this is an oogly business--a very +oogly business? Now, will yer let us ask yer a question or two?' + +'I dessay,' said Bessie, polishing her cup. + +'Well, then--to begin reg'lar, Mrs. Costrell--yo agree, don't yer, as +Muster Bolderfield put his money in your upstairs cupboard?' + +'I agree as he put his box there,' said Bessie sharply. + +John broke into inarticulate and abusive clamour. + +Bessie turned upon him. + +''Ow did any of us know what yer'd got in your box? Did yer ever show it +to me, or Mary Anne there, or any livin soul in Clinton? Did yer?' + +She waited, hawk-like, for the answer. 'Did yer, John?' repeated +Saunders, judicially. John groaned, rocking himself to and fro. 'Noa. +I niver did--I niver did,' he said. 'Nobbut to Eliza--an she's gone-- +she's gone!' 'Keep your 'ead, John,' said Saunders, putting out a +calming hand. 'Let's get to the bottom o' this, quiet an _reg'lar_. An +yer didn't tell any one 'ow much yer 'ad?' 'Nobbut Eliza--nobbut +Eliza!' said the old man again. + +'Yer didn't tell _me_, I know,' said Saunders, blandly. + +John seemed to shrink together under the smith's glance. If only he had +not been a jealous fool, and had left it with Saunders! + +Saunders, however, refrained for the present from drawing this +self-evident moral. He sat twirling his cap between his knees, and his +shrewd eye travelled round the kitchen, coming back finally to Bessie, +who was washing and drying diligently. As he watched her cool movements +Saunders felt the presence of an enemy worthy of his steel, and his +emulation rose. + +'I understan, Mrs. Costrell,' he said, speaking with great civility, 'as +the cupboard where John put his money is a cupboard _hon_ the stairs? +Not in hany room, but _hon_ the stairs? Yer'll kindly correck me if I +say anythin wrong.' + +Bessie nodded. + +'Aye--top o' the stairs--right-'and side,' groaned John. + +'An John locked it hisself, an tuk the key?' Saunders proceeded. + +John plucked at his neck again, and, dumbly, held out the key. + +'An there worn't nothin wrong wi the lock when yo opened it, John?' + +'Nothin, Muster Saunders--I'll take my davy.' + +Saunders ruminated. 'Theer's a cupboard there,' he said suddenly, +raising his hand and pointing to the cupboard beside the fireplace. +'Is't anythin like the cupboard on th' stairs, John?' + +'Aye, 'tis!' said John, startled and staring. 'Aye, 'tis, Muster +Saunders!' + +Saunders rose. + +'Per'aps,' he said slowly, 'Mrs. Costrell will do us the favour ov +lettin us hexamine that 'ere cupboard?' + +He walked across to it. Bessie's hand dropped; she turned sharply, +supporting herself against the table, and watched him, her chest +heaving. + +'There's no key 'ere,' said Saunders, stooping to look at the lock. 'Try +yours, John.' + +John rushed forward, but Bessie put herself in the way. + +'What are yer meddlin with my 'ouse for?' she said fiercely. 'Just mek +yourselves scarce, all the lot o' yer! I don't know nothin about his +money, an I'll not have yer _insultin_ me in my own place! Get out o' my +kitchen, if _yo_ please!' + +Saunders buttoned his coat. + +'Sartinly, Mrs. Costrell, sartinly,' he said, with emphasis. 'Come +along, John. Yer must get Watson and put it in 'is hands. 'Ee's the law +is Watson. Maybe, as Mrs. Costrell ull listen to '_im_.' + +Mary Anne ran to Bessie in despair. + +'O Bessie, Bessie, my dear--don't let 'em get Watson; let 'em look +into't theirselves--it'll be better for yer, my dear, it _will_.' + +Bessie looked from one to the other, panting. Then she turned back to +the table. + +'_I_ don care what they do,' she said, with sullen passion. 'I'm not +stannin in any one's way, I tell yer. The more they finds out the better +I'm pleased.' + +The look of incipient laughter on Saunders's countenance became more +pronounced--that is to say, the left-hand corner of his mouth twitched a +little higher. + +But it was rare for him to complete the act, and he was not in the least +minded to do so now. He beckoned to John, and John, trembling, took off +his keys and gave them to him, pointing to that which belonged to the +treasure cupboard. + +Saunders slipped it into the lock before him. It moved with ease, +backwards and forwards. + +'H'm! that's strange,' he said, taking out the key and turning it over +thoughtfully in his hand. 'Yer didn't think as there were _another_ key +in this 'ouse that would open your cupboard, did yer, Bolderfield?' + +The old man sank weeping on a chair. He was too broken, too exhausted, +to revile Bessie any more. + +'Yo tell her, Muster Saunders,' he said, 'to gie it me back! I'll not +ast for all on it, but some on it, Muster Saunders--some on it. She +_can't_ a spent it. She must a got it somewhere. Yo speak to her, Muster +Saunders. It's a crule thing to rob an old man like me--an her own +mother's brother. Yo speak to 'er--an yo, too, Mary Anne.' + +He looked piteously from one to the other. But his misery only seemed to +goad Bessie to fresh fury. She turned upon him, arms akimbo. + +'Oh! an of course it must be _me_ as robs yer! It couldn't be nobody +else, could it? There isn't tramps an thieves, an rogues--'undreds of +'em--going about o' nights? Nary one, I believe yer! There isn't another +thief in Clinton Magna, nobbut Bessie Costrell, is ther? But yer'll not +blackguard me for nothin, I can tell yer. Now will yer jest oblige me by +takin yourselves off? I shall 'ave to clean up after yer'--she pointed +scornfully to the marks of their muddy boots on the floor--'an it's +gettin late.' + +'One moment, Mrs. Costrell,' said Saunders, gently rubbing his hands. +'With your leave, John and I ull just inspeck the cupboard _hup_ stairs +before leavin--an then we'll clear out double-quick. But we'll 'ave one +try if we can't 'it on somethin as ull show 'ow the thief got in--with +your leave, of _coorse._' + +Bessie hesitated; then she threw some spoons she held into the water +beside her with a violent gesture. + +'Go where yer wants,' she said, and returned to her washing. + +Saunders began to climb the narrow stairs, with John behind him. But the +smith's small eyes had a puzzled look. + +'There's _somethin_ rum,' he said to himself. 'Ow _did_ she spend it +all? 'As she been carryin on with someone be'ind Isaac's back, or is +Isaac in it too? It's one or t'other.' + +Meanwhile Bessie, left behind, was consumed by a passionate effort of +memory. _What_ had she done with the key, the night before, after she +had locked the cupboard? Her brain was blurred. The blow--the fall-- +seemed to have confused even the remembrance of the scene with Timothy. +How was it, for instance, that she had put the box back in the wrong +place? She put her hand to her head, trying in an anguish to recollect +the exact details. + +The little widow sat meanwhile a few yards away, her thin hands clasped +on her lap in her usual attitude of humble entreaty; her soft grey eyes, +brimmed with tears, were fixed on Bessie. Bessie did not know that she +was there--that she existed. + +The door had closed after the two men. Bessie could hear vague +movements, but nothing more. Presently she could bear it no longer. She +went to the door and opened it. + +She was just in time. By the light of the bit of candle that John held, +she saw Saunders sitting on the stair, the shadow of his huge frame +thrown back on the white wall; she saw him stoop suddenly, as a bird +pounces; she heard an exclamation--then a sound of metal. + +Her involuntary cry startled the men above. + +'All right, Mrs. Costrell,' said Saunders, briskly--'all right. We'll be +down directly.' + +She came back into the kitchen, a mist before her eyes, and fell heavily +on a chair by the fire. Mary Anne approached her, only to be pushed +back. The widow stood listening, in an agony. + +It took Saunders a minute or two to complete his case. Then he slowly +descended the stairs, carrying the box, his great weight making the +house shake. He entered the kitchen first, John behind him. But at the +same moment that they appeared, the outer door opened, and Isaac +Costrell, preceded by a gust of snow, stood on the threshold. + +'Why, John!' he cried, in amazement--'an _Saunders_!' + +He looked at them, then at Mary Anne, then at his wife. + +There was an instant's dead silence. + +Then the tottering John came forward. + +'An I'm glad yer come, Isaac, that I am--thankful! Now yer can tell me +what yer wife's done with my money. D'yer mind that box? It wor you an I +carried it across that night as Watson come out on us. An yo'll bear me +witness as we locked it up, an yo saw me tie the two keys roun my neck-- +yo _did_, Isaac. An now, Isaac'--the hoarse voice began to tremble--'now +there's two--suverins--left, and one 'arf-crown--out o' seventy-one +pound fower an sixpence--seventy-one pound, Isaac! Yo'll get it out on +'er, Isaac, yer will, won't yer?' + +He looked up, imploring. + +Isaac, after the first violent start, stood absolutely motionless, +Saunders observing him. As one of the main props of Church Establishment +in the village, Saunders had no great opinion of Isaac Costrell, who +stood for the dissidence of dissent. The two men had never been friends, +and Saunders in this affair had perhaps exercised the quasi-judicial +functions the village had long by common consent allowed him, with more +readiness than usual. + +As soon as John ceased speaking, Isaac walked up to Saunders. + +'Let me see that box,' he said peremptorily, 'put it down.' + +Saunders, who had rested the box on the back of a chair, placed it +gently on the table, assisted by Isaac. A few feet away stood Bessie, +saying nothing, her hand holding the duster on her hip, her eyes +following her husband. + +He looked carefully at the two sovereigns lying on the bit of old cloth +which covered the bottom of the box, and the one half-crown that Timothy +had forgotten; he took up the bit of cloth and shook it, he felt along +the edge of the box, he examined the wrenched lock. Then he stood for an +instant, his hand on the box, his eyes staring straight before him in a +kind of dream. + +Saunders grew impatient. He pushed John aside, and came to the table, +leaning his hands upon it, so as to command Isaac's face. + +'Now, look 'ere, Isaac,' he said, in a different voice from any that he +had yet employed, 'let's come to business. These 'ere are the facks o' +this case, an 'ow we're a-goin to get over 'em, I don see. John leaves +his money in your cupboard. Yo an he lock it up, an John goes away with +'is keys 'ung roun 'is neck. Yo agree to that? Well and good. But +there's _another_ key in your 'ouse, Isaac, as opens John's cupboard. +Ah--' + +He waved his hand in deprecation of Isaac's movement. + +'I dessay yo didn't know nowt about it--that's noather 'ere nor there. +Yo try John's key in that there door'--he pointed to the cupboard by the +fire--'an yo'll find it fits _ex_--act. Then, thinks I, where's the key +as belongs to that 'ere cupboard? An John an I goes upstairs to look +about us, an in noa time at aw, I sees a 'ole in the skirtin. I whips in +my finger--lor bless yer! I knew it wor there the moment I sets eyes on +the hole.' + +He held up the key triumphantly. By this time, no Old Bailey lawyer +making a hanging speech could have had more command of his task. + +''Ere then we 'ave'--he checked the items off on his fingers--'box +locked up--key in the 'ouse as fits it, unbeknown to John--money tuk +out--key 'idden away. But that's not all--not by long chalks--there's +another side to the affair _hal_togefher.' + +Saunders drew himself up, thrust his hands deep into his pockets, and +cleared his throat. + +'Per'aps yer don know--I'm sartin sure yer don know--leastways I'm +hinclined that way--as Mrs. Costrell'--he made a polite inclination +towards Bessie--''ave been makin free with money--fower--five--night a +week at the "Spotted Deer"--fower--five--night a week. She'd used to +treat every young feller, an plenty old uns too, as turned up; an there +was a many as only went to Dawson's becos they knew as she'd treat 'em. +Now she didn't go on tick at Dawson's; she'd _pay_--an she allus payed +in 'arf-crowns. An those arf-crowns were curous 'arf-crowns; an it came +into Dawson's [transcriber's note: "Dawon's" in original] 'ead as he'd +colleck them 'arf-crowns. 'Ee wanted to see summat, 'ee said--an I +dessay 'ee did. An people began to taak. Last night theer wor a bit of a +roompus, it seems, while Mrs. Costrell was a-payin another o' them +things, an summat as was said come to my ears--an come to Watson's. An +me and Watson 'ave been makin inquiries--an Mr. Dawson wor obligin +enough to make me a small loan, 'ee wor. Now I've got just one question +to ask o' John Borroful.' + +He put his hand into his waistcoat-pocket, and drew out a silver coin. + +'Is that yourn, John?' + +John fell upon it with a cry. + +'Aye, Saunders, it's mine. Look ye 'ere, Isaac, it's a king's 'ead. It's +Willum--not Victory. I saved that un up when I wor a lad at Mason's, an +look yer, there's my mark in the corner--every arf-crown I ever 'ad I +marked like that.' + +He held it under Isaac's staring eyes, pointing to the little scratched +cross in the corner. + +''Ere's another, John--two on 'em,' said Saunders, pulling out a second +and a third. + +John, in a passion of hope, identified them both. + +'Then,' said Saunders, slapping the table solemnly, 'theer's nobbut one +more thing to say--an sorry I am to say it. Them coins, Isaac'--he +pointed a slow finger at Bessie, whose white, fierce face moved +involuntarily--'them 'arf-crowns wor paid across the bar lasst night, or +the night afore, at Dawson's, by _yor wife_, as is now stannin there, an +she'll deny it if she can!' + +For an instant the whole group preserved their positions--the breath +suspended on their lips. + +Then Isaac strode up to his wife, and gripped her by the arms. + +'Did yer do it?' he asked her. + +He held her, looking into her eyes, Slowly she sank away from him; she +would have fallen, but for a chair that stood beside her. + +'Oh, yer brute!' she said, turning her head to Saunders an instant, and +speaking under her breath, with a kind of sob. 'Yer _brute_!' + +Isaac walked to the door, and threw it open. + +'Per'aps yer'll go,' he said, grimly. +And the three went, without a word. + + + + +SCENE V + +So the husband and wife were left together in the cottage room. The door +had no sooner closed on Saunders and his companions than Isaac was +seized with that strange sense of walking amid things unreal upon a +wavering earth which is apt to beset the man who has any portion of the +dreamer's temperament, under any sudden rush of circumstance. He drew +his hand across his brow, bewildered. The fire leapt and chattered in +the grate; the newly-washed tea-things on the table shone under the +lamp; the cat lay curled, as usual, on the chair where he sat after +supper to read his _Christian World_; yet all things were not the same. +What had changed? + +Then across poor John's rifled box he saw his wife sitting rigid on the +chair where he had left her. + +He came and sat down at the corner of the table, close to her, his chin +on his hand. + +''Ow did yer spend it?' he said, startled, as the words came out, by his +own voice, so grinding and ugly was the note of it. + +Her miserable eyes travelled over his face, seeking as it were, for some +promise, however faint, of future help and succour, however distant. + +Apparently she saw none, for her own look flamed to fresh defiance. + +'I didn't spend it. Saunders wor lyin.' + +''Ow did yer get them half-crowns?' + +'I got 'em at Bedford. Mr. Grimstone give 'em me.' + +Isaac looked at her hard, his shame burning into his heart. This was how +she had got her money for the gin. Of course, she had lied to him the +night before, in her account of her fall, and of that mark on her +forehead, which still showed, a red disfigurement, under the hair she +had drawn across it. The sight of it, of her, began to excite in him a +quick loathing. He was at bottom a man of violent passions, and in the +presence of evil-doing so flagrant, so cruel--of a household ruin so +complete--his religion failed him. + +'When was it as yer opened that box fust?' he asked her again, scorning +her denials. + +She burst into a rage of tears, lifting her apron to her eyes, and +flinging names at him that he scarcely heard. + +There was a little cold tea in a cup close to him that Bessie had +forgotten. He stretched out his hand, and took a mouthful, moistening +his dry lips and throat. + +'Yer'll go to prison for this,' he said, jerking it out as he put the +cup down. + +He saw her shiver. Her nerve was failing her. The convulsive sobs +continued, but she ceased to abuse him. He wondered when he should be +able to get it out of her. He himself could no more have wept than iron +and fire weep. + +'Are yer goin to tell me when yer took that money, and 'ow yer spent it? +'Cos, if yer don't, I shall go to Watson.' + +Even in her abasement it struck her as shameful, unnatural, that he, her +husband, should say this. Her remorse returned upon her heart, like a +tide driven back. She answered him not a word. + +He put his silver watch on the table. + +'I'll give yer two minutes,' he said. + +There was silence in the cottage except for the choking, hysterical +sounds she could not master. Then he took up his hat again, and went out +into the snow, which was by now falling fast. + +She remained helpless and sobbing, unconscious of the passage of time, +one hand playing incessantly with a child's comforter that lay beside +her on the table, the other wiping away the crowding tears. But her mind +worked feverishly all the time, and gradually she fought herself free of +this weeping, which clutched her against her will. + +Isaac was away for an hour. When he came back he closed the door +carefully, and, walking to the table, threw down his hat upon it. His +face under its ruddy brown had suffered some radical disintegrating +change. + +'They've traced yer,' he said, hoarsely;' they've got it up to +twenty-six pound, an more. Most on it 'ere in Clinton--some on it, +Muster Miles o' Frampton ull swear to. Watson ull go over to Frampton, +for the warrant--to-morrer.' + +The news shook her from head to foot. She stared at him wildly-- +speechless. + +'But that's not 'arf,' he went on--'not near 'arf. Do yer 'ear? What did +yer do with the rest? I'll not answer for keepin my 'ands off yer if yer +won't tell.' + +In his trance of rage and agony, he was incapable of pity. He had small +need to threaten her with blows--every word stabbed. + +But her turn had come to strike back. She raised her head; she measured +her news against his; and she did it with a kind of exultation. + +'Then I _will_ tell yer--an I 'ope it ull do yer good. _I_ took +thirty-one pound o' Bolderfield's money then--but it warn't me took the +rest. Some one else tuk it, an I stood by an saw 'im. When I tried to +stop 'im--look 'ere.' + +She raised her hand, nodding, and pointing to the wound on her brow. + +Isaac leant heavily on the table. A horrible suspicion swept through +him. Had she wronged him in a yet blacker way? He bent over her, +breathing fast--ready to strike. + +'Who was it?' + +She laughed. 'Well, it wor _Timothy_ then--yur precious--beautiful son-- +Timothy!' + +He fell back. + +'Yo're lyin,' he cried; 'yer want to throw it off on some one. How cud +Timothy 'ave 'ad anythin to do with John's money? Timothy's not been +near the place this three months.' + +'Not till lasst night,' she said, mocking him; 'I'll grant yer--not till +lasst night. But it _do_ 'appen, as lasst night Timothy took forty-one +pound o' John Borroful's money out o' that box, an got off--clean. I'm +sorry if yer don't like it--but I can't 'elp that; yo listen 'ere.' + +And lifting a quivering finger she told her tale at last, all the +beginning of it confused and almost unintelligible, but the scene with +Timothy vivid, swift, convincing--a direct impression from the ugly +immediate fact. + +He listened, his face lying on his arms. It was true, all true. She +might have taken more and Timothy less; no doubt she was making it out +as bad as she could for Timothy. But it lay between them--his wife and +his son--it lay between them. + +'An I 'eard yer comin,' she ended; 'an I thought I'd tell yer--an I wor +frightened about the 'arf-crowns--people 'ad been talkin so at +Dawson's--an I didn't see no way out--an--an--' + +She ceased, her hand plucking again at the comforter, her throat +working. + +He, too, thought of the loving words he had said to her, and the memory +of them only made his misery the more fierce. + +'An there ain't no way out,' he said violently, raising his head. +'Yer'll be took before the magistrates next week, an the assizes ull be +in February, an yer'll get six months--if yer don't get more.' + +She got up from her chair as though physically goaded by the words. + +'I'll not go to gaol,' she said, under her breath. 'I'll not--' + +A sound of scorn broke from Isaac. + +'You should ha thought o' that,' he said. 'Yo should ha thought o' that. +An what you've been sayin about Timothy don't make it a 'aporth the +better--not for _you_! Yo led _'im_ into it too--if it 'adn't been for +yo, 'ee'd never ha' _seen_ the cursed stuff. Yo've dragged 'im down +worse nor 'ee were--an yerself--an the childer--an me. An the drink, an +the lyin!--it turns a man's stomach to think on it. An I've been livin +with yer--these twelve years. I wish to the Lord I'd never seen yer--as +the children 'ud never been born! They'll be known all their life now-- +as 'avin 'ad sich a woman for their mother!' + +A demon of passion possessed him more and more. He looked at her with +murderous eyes, his hand on the table working. + +For his world, too, lay in ruins about him. Through many hard-working +and virtuous years he had counted among the righteous men of the +village--the men whom the Almighty must needs reckon to the good +whenever the score of Clinton Magna had to be made up. And this +pre-eminence had come to be part of the habitual furniture of life and +thought. To be suddenly stripped of it--to be, not only disgraced by his +wife, to be thrust down himself among the low and sinful herd--this +thought made another man of him; made him wicked, as it were, perforce. +For who that heard the story would ever believe that he was not the +partner of her crime? Had he not eaten and drunk of it; were not he and +his children now clothed by it? + +Bessie did not answer him nor look at him. At any other moment she would +have been afraid of him; now she feared nothing but the image in her own +mind--herself led along the village street, enclosed in that hateful +building, cut off from all pleasure, all free moving and willing--alone +and despised--her children taken from her. + +Suddenly she walked into the back kitchen and opened the door leading to +the garden. + +Outside everything lay swathed in white, and a snowstorm was drifting +over the deep cup of land which held the village. A dull, melancholy +moonlight seemed to be somewhere behind the snow curtain, for the +muffled shapes of the houses below and the long sweep of the hill were +visible through the dark, and the objects in the little garden itself +were almost distinct. There, in the centre, rose the round stone edging +of the well, the copious well, sunk deep into the chalk, for which +Bessie's neighbours envied her, whence her good nature let them draw +freely at any time of drought. On either side of it the gnarled stems of +old fruit-trees and the bare sticks of winter kail made black scratches +and blots upon the white. + +Bessie looked out, leaning against the doorway, and heedless of the wind +that drove upon her. Down below there was a light in Watson's cottage, +and a few lights from the main street beyond pierced the darkness. The +'Spotted Deer' must be at that moment full of people, all talking of her +and Isaac. Her eye came hastily back to the snow-shrouded well and dwelt +upon it. + +'Shut that door!' Isaac commanded from inside. She obeyed, and came back +into the kitchen. There she moved restlessly about a minute or two, +followed by his frowning look--the look, not of a husband but of an +enemy. Then a sudden animal yearning for rest and warmth seized her. She +opened the door by the hearth abruptly and went up, longing simply to +lie down and cover herself from the cold. + +But, after all, she turned aside to the children, and sat there for some +time at the foot of the little boys' bed. The children, especially +Arthur, had been restless for long, kept awake and trembling by the +strange sounds outside their door and the loud voices downstairs; but, +with the deep silence that had suddenly fallen on the house after Isaac +had gone away to seek his interview with Watson, sleep had come to them, +and even Arthur, on whose thin cheeks the smears left by crying were +still visible, was quite unconscious of his mother. She looked at them +from time to time, by the light of a bit of a candle she had placed on a +box beside her; but she did not kiss them, and her eyes had no tears. +From time to time she looked quickly round her, as though startled by a +sound, a breathing. + +Presently, shivering with cold, she went into her own room. There, +mechanically, she took off her outer dress, as though to go to bed; but +when she had done so her hands fell by her side; she stood motionless +till, suddenly wrapping an old shawl round her, she took up her candle +and went downstairs again. + +As she pushed open the door at the foot of the stairs, she saw Isaac, +where she had left him, sitting on his chair, bent forward, his hands +dropping between his knees, his gaze fixed on a bit of dying fire in the +grate. + +'Isaac!' + +He looked up with the unwillingness of one who hates the sound he hears, +and saw her standing on the lowest step. Her black hair had fallen upon +her shoulders, her quick breath shook the shawl she held about her, and +the light in her hand showed the anguished brightness of the eyes. + +'Isaac, are yer comin up?' + +The question maddened him. He turned to look at her more fixedly. + +'Comin up? noa, I'm not comin up--so now yer know. Take yerself off, an +be quick.' + +She trembled. + +'Are yer goin to sleep down 'ere, Isaac?' + +'Aye, or wherever I likes: it's no concern o' yourn. I'm no 'usband o' +yourn from this day forth. Take yourself off, I say!--I'll 'ave no thief +for _my_ wife!' + +But instead of going she stepped down into the kitchen. His words had +broken her down; she was crying again. + +'Isaac, I'd ha' put it back,' she said, imploring. 'I wor goin in to +Bedford to see Mr. Grimstone--'ee'd ha' managed it for me. I'd a worked +extra--I could ha' done it--if it 'adn't been for Timothy. If you'll +'elp--an you'd oughter, for yer _are_ my 'usband, whativer yer may say-- +we could pay John back--some day. Yo can go to 'im, an to Watson, an say +as we'll pay it back--yo _could_, Isaac. I can take ter the plattin +again, an I can go an work for Mrs. Drew--she asked me again lasst week. +Mary Anne ull see to the childer. You go to John, Isaac, to-morrer--an-- +an--to Watson. All they wants is the money back. Yer couldn't--yer +couldn't--see me took to prison, Isaac.' + +She gasped for breath, wiping the mist from her eye with the edge of her +shawl. + +But all that she said only maddened the man's harsh and pessimist nature +the more. The futility of her proposals, of her daring to think, after +his fiat and the law's had gone forth, that there was any way out of +what she had done, for her or for him, drove him to frenzy. And his +wretched son was far away; so he must vent the frenzy on her. The +melancholia, which religion had more or less restrained and comforted +during a troubled lifetime, became on this tragic night a wild-beast +impulse that must have its prey. + +He rose suddenly and came towards her, his eyes glaring, and a burst of +invective on his white lips. Then he made a rush for a heavy stick that +leant against the wall. + +She fled from him, reached her bedroom in safety, and bolted the door. +She heard him give a groan on the stairs, throw away the stick, and +descend again. + +Then for nearly two hours there was absolute stillness once more in this +miserable house. Bessie had sunk, half-fainting, on a chair by the bed, +and lay there, her head lying against the pillow. + +But in a very short time the blessed numbness was gone, and +consciousness became once more a torture, the medium of terrors not to +be borne. Isaac hated her--she would be taken from her children--she +felt Watson's grip upon her arm--she saw the jeering faces at the +village doors. + +At times a wave of sheer bewilderment swept across her. How had it come +about that she was sitting there like this? Only two days before she had +been everybody's friend. Life had been perpetually gay and exciting. She +had had qualms indeed, moments of a quick anguish, before the scene in +the 'Spotted Deer.' But there had been always some thought to protect +her from herself. John was not coming back for a long, long time. She +would replace the money--of course she would! And she would not take any +more--or only a very little. Meanwhile the hours floated by, dressed in +a colour and variety they had never yet possessed for her--charged with +all the delights of wealth, as such a human being under such conditions +is able to conceive them. + +Her nature, indeed, had never gauged its own capacities for pleasure +till within the last few months. Excitement, amusement, society--she had +grown to them; they had evoked in her a richer and fuller life, expanded +and quickened all the currents of her blood. As she sat shivering in the +darkness and solitude, she thought with a sick longing of the hours in +the public-house--the lights, the talk, the warmth within and without. +The drink-thirst was upon her at this moment. It had driven her down to +the village that afternoon at the moment of John's arrival. But she had +no money. She had not dared to unlock the cupboard again, and she could +only wander up and down the bit of dark road beyond the 'Spotted Deer,' +suffering and craving. + +Well, it was all done--all done! + +She had come up without her candle, and the only light in the room was a +cold glimmer from the snow outside. But she must find a light, for she +must write a letter. By much groping she found some matches, and then +lit one after another while she searched in her untidy drawers for an +ink-bottle and a pen she knew must be there. + +She found them, and with infinite difficulty--holding match after match +in her left hand--she scrawled a few blotted lines on a torn piece of +paper. She was a poor scholar, and the toil was great. When it was done, +she propped the paper up against the looking-glass. + +Then she felt for her dress, and deliberately put it on again, in the +dark, though her hands were so numb with cold that she could scarcely +hook the fastenings. Her teeth chattered as she threw her old shawl +round her. + +Stooping down she took off her boots, and pushing the bolt of her own +door back as noiselessly as possible, she crept down the stairs. As she +neared the lower door, the sound of two or three loud breathings caught +her ear. + +Her heart contracted with an awful sense of loneliness. Her husband +slept--her children slept--while she-- + +Then the wave of a strange, a just passion mounted within her. She +stepped into the kitchen, and walking up to her husband's chair, she +stood still a moment looking at him. The lamp was dying away, but she +could still see him plainly. She held herself steadily erect; a frown +was on her brow, a flame in her eyes. + +'Well, good-bye, Isaac,' she said, in a low but firm voice. + +Then she walked to the back door and opened it, taking no heed of noise; +the latch fell heavily, the hinges creaked. + +'Isaac!' she cried, her tones loud and ringing,--_Iaac!_' + +There was a sudden sound in the kitchen. She slipped through the door, +and ran along the snow-covered garden. + +Isaac, roused by her call from the deep trance of exhaustion which only +a few minutes before had fallen upon his misery, stood up, felt the +blast rushing in through the open door at the back, and ran blindly. + +The door had swung to again. He clutched it open; in the dim weird +light, he saw a dark figure stoop over the well; he heard something +flung aside, which fell upon the snow with a thud; then the figure +sprang upon the coping of the well. + +He ran with all his speed, his face beaten by the wind and sleet. But he +was too late. A sharp cry pierced the night. As he reached the well, and +hung over it, he heard, or thought he heard, a groan, a beating of the +water--then no more. + +Isaac's shouts for help attracted the notice of a neighbour who was +sitting up with her daughter and a new-born child. She roused her +son-in-law and his boy, and through them a score of others, deep night +though it was. + +Watson was among the first of those who gathered round the well. He and +others lowered Isaac with ropes into its icy depths, and drew him up +again, while the snow beat upon them all--the straining men--two +dripping shapes emerging from the earth. A murmur of horror greeted the +first sight of that marred face on Isaac's arm, as the lanterns fell +upon it. For there was a gash above the eye, caused by a projection in +the hard chalk side of the well, which of itself spoke death. + +Isaac carried her in, and laid her down before the still glowing hearth. +A shudder ran through him as he knelt, bending over her. The new wound +had effaced all the traces of Timothy's blow. How long was it since she +had stood there before him pointing to it? + +The features were already rigid. No one felt the smallest hope. Yet with +that futile tenderness all can show to the dead, everything was tried. +Mary Anne Waller came--white and speechless--and her deft gentle hands +did whatever the village doctor told her. And there were many other +women, too, who did their best. Some of them, had Bessie dared to live, +would have helped with all their might to fill her cup of punishment to +the brim. Now that she had thrown herself on death as her only friend, +they were dissolved in pity. + +Everything failed. Bessie had meant to die, and she had not missed her +aim. There came a moment when the doctor, laying his ear for the last +time to her cold breast, raised himself to bid the useless effort cease. + +'Send them all away,' he said to the little widow, 'and you stay.' + +Watson helped to clear the room, then he and Isaac carried the dead +woman upstairs. An old man followed them, a bent and broken being, who +dragged himself up the steps with his stick. Watson, out of compassion, +came back to help him. + +'John--yer'd better go home, an to yer bed--yer can't do no good.' + +'I'll wait for Mary Anne,' said John, in a shaking whisper--'I'll wait +for Mary Anne.' + +And he stood at the doorway leaning on his stick; his weak and reddened +eyes fixed on his cousin, his mouth open feebly. + +But Mary Anne, weeping, beckoned to another woman who had come up with +the little procession, and they began their last offices. + +'Let us go,' said the doctor, kindly, his hand on Isaac's shoulder, +'till they have done.' + +At that moment Watson, throwing a last professional glance round the +room, perceived the piece of torn paper propped against the glass. Ah! +there was the letter. There was always a letter. + +He walked forward, glanced at it and handed it to Isaac. Isaac drew his +hand across his brow in bewilderment, then seemed to recognise the +handwriting and thrust it into his pocket without a word. + +Watson touched his arm. + +'Don't you destroy it,' he said in warning; 'it'll be asked for at the +inquest.' + +The men descended. Watson and the doctor departed. + +John and Isaac were left alone in the kitchen. Isaac hung over the fire, +which had been piled up in the hope of restoring warmth to the drowned +woman. Suddenly he took out the letter and, bending his head to the +blaze, began to read it. + +'Isaac, yer a cruel husband to me, an there's no way fer me but the way +I'm goin. I didn't mean no 'arm, not at first, but there, wot's the good +o' talkin. I can't bear the way as you speaks to me an looks at me, an +I'll never go to prison--no, never. It's orful--fer the children ull +'ave no mother, an I don't know however Arthur ull manage. But yer +woodent show me no mercy, an I can't think of anythin different. I did +love yer an the childer, but the drink got holt o' me. Yer mus see as +Arthur is rapped up, an Edie's eyes ull 'ave to be seen to now an agen. +I'm sorry, but there's nothin else. I wud like yer to kiss me onst, when +they bring me in, and jes say, Bessie, I forgive yer. It won't do yer no +'arm, an p'raps I may 'ear it without your knowin. So good-bye, Isaac, +from yur lovin wife, Bessie....' + +As he read it, the man's fixed pallor and iron calm gave way. He leant +against the mantelpiece, shaken at last with the sobs of a human and a +helpless remorse. + +John, from his seat on the settle a few yards away, looked at Isaac +miserably. His lips opened now and then as though to speak, then closed +again. His brain could form no distinct image. He was encompassed by a +general sense of desolation, springing from the loss of his money, which +was pierced every now and then by a strange sense of guilt. It seemed to +have something to do with Bessie, this last, though what he could not +have told. + +So they sat, till Mary Anne's voice called 'Isaac' from the top of the +stairs. + +Isaac stood up, drew one deep breath, controlled himself, and went, John +following. + +Mary Anne held the bedroom door open for them, and the two men entered, +treading softly. + +The women stood on either hand crying. They had clothed the dead in +white and crossed her hands upon her breast. A linen covering had been +pressed, nun-like, round the head and chin. The wound was hidden, and +the face lay framed in an oval of pure white, which gave it a strange +severity. + +Isaac bent over her. Was this _Bessie_--Bessie, the human, faulty, +chattering creature--whom he, her natural master, had been free to scold +or caress at will? At bottom he had always been conscious in regard to +her of a silent but immeasurable superiority, whether as mere man to +mere woman, or as the Christian to the sinner. + +Now--he dared scarcely touch her. As she lay in this new-found dignity, +the proud peace of her look intimidated, accused him--would always +accuse him till he too rested as she rested now, clad for the end. Yet +she had bade him kiss her--and he obeyed her--groaning within himself, +incapable altogether, out of sheer abasement, of saying those words she +had asked of him. Then he sat down beside her, motionless. John tried +once or twice to speak to him, but Isaac shook his head impatiently. At +last the mere presence of Bolderfield in the room seemed to anger him. +He threw the old man such dark and restless looks that Mary Anne +perceived them, and, with instinctive understanding, persuaded John to +go. + +She, however, must needs go with him, and she went. The other woman +stayed. Every now and then she looked furtively at Isaac. + +'If some one don't look arter 'im,' she said to herself, ''ee'll go as +his father and his brothers went afore him. 'Ee's got the look on it +awready. Wheniver it's light I'll go fetch Muster Drew.' + +With the first rays of the morning Bolderfield got up from the bed in +Mary Anne's cottage, where she had placed him a couple of hours before, +imploring him to lie still and rest himself. He slipped on his coat, the +only garment he had taken off, and taking his stick he crept down to the +cottage door. Mary Anne, who had gone out to fetch some bread, had left +it ajar. He opened it and stood on the threshold looking out. + +The storm of the night was over, and already a milder breeze was +beginning to melt the newly-fallen snow. The sun was striking cheerfully +from the hill behind him upon the glistening surfaces of the distant +fields; the old labourer felt a hint of spring in the air. It brought +with it a hundred vague associations, and filled him with a boundless +despair. What would become of him now--penniless and old and feeble? The +horror of Bessie's death no longer stood between him and his own pain, +and would soon even cease to protect her from his hatred. + +Mary Anne came back along the lane, carrying a jug and a loaf. Her +little face was all blanched and drawn with weariness; yet when she saw +him her look kindled. She ran up to him. + +'What did yer come down for, John? I'd ha taken yer yer breakfast in yer +bed.' + +He looked at her, then at the food. His eyes filled with tears. + +'I can't pay yer for it,' he said, pointing with his stick; 'I can't pay +yer for it.' + +Mary Anne led him in, scolding and coaxing him with her gentle, +trembling voice. She made him sit down while she blew up the fire; she +fed and tended him. When she had forced him to eat something, she came +behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder. + +'John,' she said, clearing her throat, 'John, yer shan't want while I'm +livin. I promised Eliza I wouldn't forget yer, and I won't. I can work +yet--there's plenty o' people want me to work for 'em--an maybe, when +yer get over this, you'll work a bit too now and again. We'll hold +together, John--anyways. While I live and keep my 'elth, yer shan't +want. An yer'll forgive Bessie'--she broke into sudden sobbing. 'Oh! +I'll never 'ear a crule word about Bessie in my 'ouse, _never_!' + +John put his arms on the table and hid his face upon them. He could not +speak of forgiveness, nor could he thank her for her promise. His chief +feeling was an intense wish to sleep; but as Mary Anne dried her tears +and began to go about her household work, the sound of her step, the +sense of her loving presence near him, began for the first time to relax +the aching grip upon his heart. He had always been weak and dependent, +in spite of his thrift and his money. He would be far more weak and +dependent now and henceforward. But again, he had found a woman's +tenderness to lean upon, and as she ministered to him--this humble +shrinking creature he had once so cordially despised--the first drop of +balm fell upon his sore. + +Meanwhile, in another cottage a few yards away, Mr. Drew was wrestling +with Isaac. In his own opinion, he met with small success. The man who +had refused his wife mercy, shrank with a kind of horror from talking of +the Divine mercy. Isaac Costrell's was a strange and groping soul. But +those misjudged him who called him a hypocrite. + +Yet in truth, during the years that followed, whenever he was not under +the influence of recurrent attacks of melancholia, Isaac did again +derive much comfort from the aspirations and self-abasements of +religion. No human life would be possible if there were not forces in +and round man perpetually tending to repair the wounds and breaches that +he himself makes. + +Misery provokes pity; despair throws itself on a Divine tenderness. And +for those who have the 'grace' of faith, in the broken and imperfect +action of these healing powers upon this various world--in the love of +the merciful for the unhappy, in the tremulous yet undying hope that +pierces even sin and remorse with the vision of some ultimate salvation +from the self that breeds them--in these powers there speaks the only +voice which can make us patient under the tragedies of human fate, +whether these tragedies be 'the falls of princes' or such meaner, +narrower pains as brought poor Bessie Costrell to her end. + + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Story of Bessie Costrell., by Mrs. Humphry Ward + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STORY OF BESSIE COSTRELL. *** + +***** This file should be named 12181-8.txt or 12181-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/1/8/12181/ + +Produced by Andrew Templeton, Juliet Sutherland, Carol David and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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HUMPHRY WARD + +COPYRIGHT, 1910, BY HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY + + + + + + +THE +STORY OF BESSIE COSTRELL + + + + +SCENE I + +It was an August evening, still and cloudy after a day unusually chilly +for the time of year. Now, about sunset, the temperature was warmer than +it had been in the morning, and the departing sun was forcing its way +through the clouds, breaking up their level masses into delicate +latticework of golds and greys. The last radiant light was on the +wheat-fields under the hill, and on the long chalk hill itself. Against +that glowing background lay the village, already engulfed by the +advancing shadow. All the nearer trees, which the daylight had mingled +in one green monotony, stood out sharp and distinct, each in its own +plane, against the hill. Each natural object seemed to gain a new +accent, a more individual beauty, from the vanishing and yet lingering +sunlight. + +An elderly labourer was walking along the road which led to the village. +To his right lay the allotment gardens just beginning to be alive with +figures, and the voices of men and children. Beyond them, far ahead, +rose the square tower of the church; to his left was the hill, and +straight in front of him the village, with its veils of smoke lightly +brushed over the trees, and its lines of cottages climbing the chalk +steeps behind it. + +His eye as he walked took in a number of such facts as life had trained +it to notice. Once he stopped to bend over a fence, to pluck a stalk or +two of oats; he examined them carefully, then he threw back his head and +sniffed the air, looking all round the sky meanwhile. Yes, the season +had been late and harsh, but the fine weather was coming at last. Two or +three days' warmth now would ripen even the oats, let alone the wheat. + +Well, he was glad. He wanted the harvest over. It would, perhaps, be his +last harvest at Clinton Magna, where he had worked, man and boy, for +fifty-six years come Michaelmas. His last harvest! A curious pleasure +stirred the man's veins as he thought of it, a pleasure in expected +change, which seemed to bring back the pulse of youth, to loosen a +little the yoke of those iron years that had perforce aged and bent him; +though, for sixty-two, he was still hale and strong. + +Things had all come together. Here was 'Muster' Hill, the farmer he had +worked for these seventeen years, dying of a sudden, with a carbuncle on +the neck, and the farm to be given up at Michaelmas. He--John +Bolderfield--had been working on for the widow; but, in his opinion, she +was 'nobbut a caselty sort of body,' and the sooner she and her children +were taken off to Barnet, where they were to live with her mother, the +less she'd cost them as had the looking after her. As for the crops, +they wouldn't pay the debts; not they. And there was no one after the +farm--'nary one'--and didn't seem like to be. That would make another +farm on Muster Forrest's hands. Well, and a good job. Landlords must be +'took down'; and there was plenty of work going on the railway just now +for those that were turned off. + +[Illustration: _The Village of Aldbury_] + +He was too old for the railway, though, and he might have found it hard +to get fresh work if he had been staying at Clinton. But he was not +staying. Poor Eliza wouldn't last more than a few days; a week or two at +most, and he was not going to keep on the cottage after he'd buried her. + +Aye, poor Eliza! She was his sister-in-law, the widow of his second +brother. He had been his brother's lodger during the greater part of his +working life, and since Tom's death he had stayed on with Eliza. She and +he suited each other, and the 'worritin childer' had all gone away years +since and left them in peace. He didn't believe Eliza knew where any of +them were, except Mary, 'married over to Luton'--and Jim, and Jim's +Louisa. And a good riddance too. There was not one of them knew how to +keep a shilling when they'd got one. Still, it was a bit lonesome for +Eliza now, with no one but Jim's Louisa to look after her. + +He grew rather downhearted as he trudged along, thinking. She and he had +stuck together 'a many year.' There would be nobody left for him to go +along with when she was gone. There was his niece Bessie Costrell and +her husband, and there was his silly old cousin Widow Waller. He dared +say they'd both of them want him to live with them. At the thought a +grin crossed his ruddy face. They both knew about _it_--that was what it +was. And he wouldn't live with either of them, not he. Not yet a bit, +anyway. All the same, he had a fondness for Bessie and her husband. +Bessie was always very civil to _him_--he chuckled again--and if +anything had to be done with _it_, while he was five miles off at +Frampton on a job of work that had been offered him, he didn't know but +he'd as soon trust Isaac Costrell and Bessie as anybody else. You might +call Isaac rather a fool, what with his religion, and 'extempry prayin, +an that,' but all the same Bolderfield thought of him with a kind of +uneasy awe. If ever there was a man secure of the next world it was +Isaac Costrell. His temper, perhaps, was 'nassty,' which might pull him +down a little when the last account came to be made up; and it could not +be said that his elder children had come to much, for all his piety. +But, on the whole, Bolderfield only wished he stood as well with the +powers talked about in chapel every Sunday as Isaac did. + +As for Bessie, she had been a wasteful woman all her life, with never a +bit of money put by, and never a good dress to her back. But, 'Lor bless +yer, there was a many worse folk nor Bessie.' She wasn't one of your +sour people--she could make you laugh; she had a merry heart. Many a +pleasant evening had he passed chatting with her and Isaac; and whenever +they cooked anything good there was always a bite for him. Yes, Bessie +had been a good niece to him; and if he trusted any one he dared say +he'd trust them. + +'Well, how's Eliza, Muster Bolderfield?' said a woman who passed him in +the village street. + +He replied, and then went his way, sobered again, dreading to find +himself at the cottage once more, and in the stuffy upper room with the +bed and the dying woman. Yet he was not really sad, not here at least, +out in the air and the sun. There was always a thought in his mind, a +fact in his consciousness, which stood between him and sadness. It had +so stood for a long, long time. He walked through the village to-night +in spite of Eliza and his sixty years with a free bearing and a +confident glance to right and left. He knew, and the village knew, that +he was not as other men. + +He passed the village green with its pond, and began to climb a lane +leading to the hill. Halfway up stood two cottages sideways. Phloxes and +marigolds grew untidily about their doorways, and straggly roses, +starved a little by the chalk soil, looked in at their latticed windows. +They were, however, comparatively modern and comfortable, with two +bedrooms above and two living-rooms below, far superior to the older and +more picturesque cottages in the main street. + +John went in softly, put down his straw dinner-bag, and took off his +heavy boots. Then he opened a door in the wall of the kitchen, and +gently climbed the stairs. + +A girl was sitting by the bed. When she saw his whitish head and red +face emerge against the darkness of the stairhole, she put up her finger +for silence. + +John crept in and came to look at the patient. His eyes grew round and +staring, his colour changed. + +'Is she a-goin?' he said, with evident excitement. + +Jim's Louisa shook her head. She was rather a stupid girl, heavy and +round-faced, but she had nursed her grandmother well. + +'No, she's asleep. Muster Drew's been here, and she dropped off while he +was a-talkin to her.' + +Mr. Drew was the Congregational minister. + +'Did she send for him?' + +'Yes; she said she felt her feet a-gettin cold and I must run. But I +don't believe she's no worse.' + +John stood looking down, ruefully. + +Suddenly the figure in the bed turned. + +'John,' said a comparatively strong voice which made Bolderfield start, +'John--Muster Drew says you'd oughter put it in the bank. You'll be a +fool if yer don't, 'ee says.' + +The old woman's pinched face emerged from the sheets, looking up at him. +Bluish patches showed here and there on the drawn white skin; there was +a great change since the morning, but the eyes were still alive. + +John was silent a moment, one corner of his mouth twitching, as though +what she had said struck him in a humorous light. + +'Well, I don't know as I mind much what 'ee says, 'Liza!' + +'Sit down.' + +She made a movement with her emaciated hand. John sat down on the chair +Louisa gave up to him, and bent down over the bed. + +'If yer woan't do--what Muster Drew says, John--whatever _wull_ yer do +with it?' + +She spoke slowly, but clearly. John scratched his head. His complexion +had evidently been very fair. It was still fresh and pink, and the full +cheek hung a little over the jaw. The mouth was shrewd, but its +expression was oddly contradicted by the eyes, which had on the whole a +childish, weak look. + +'I think yer must leave it to me, 'Liza,' he said at last. 'I'll do all +for the best.' + +'No--yer'll not, John,' said the dying voice. 'You'd a done a many +stupid things--if I 'adn't stopped yer. An I'm a-goin. You'll never +leave it wi Bessie?' + +'An who 'ud yer 'ave me leave it with? Ain't Bessie my own sister's +child?' + +An emaciated hand stole out of the bedclothes and fastened feebly on his +arm. + +'If yer do, John, yer'll repent it. Yer never were a good one at judgin +folk. Yer doan't consider nothin--an I'm a-goin. Leave it with Saunders, +John.' + +There was a pause. + +Then John said, with an obstinate look, 'Saunders 'as never been a +friend o' mine, since 'ee did me out o' that bit o' business with Missus +Moulsey. An I don't mean to go makin friends with him again.' + +Eliza withdrew her hand with a long sigh, and her eyelids closed. A fit +of coughing shook her; she had to be lifted in bed, and it left her +gasping and deathly. John was sorely troubled, and not only for himself. +When she was more at ease again, he stooped to her and put his mouth to +her ear. + +''Liza, don't yer think no more about it. Did Mr. Drew read to yer? Are +yer comfortable in yer mind?' + +She made a sign of assent, which showed, however, no great interest in +the subject. There was silence for a long time. Louisa was getting +supper downstairs. John, oppressed by the heat of the room, and tired by +his day's work, had almost fallen asleep in his chair when the old woman +spoke again. + +'John--what 'ud you think o' Mary Anne Waller!' + +The whisper was still human and eager. + +John roused himself, and could not help an astonished laugh. + +'Why, whatever put Mary Anne into your head, 'Liza? Yer never thought +anythink o' Mary Anne--no more than me.' + +Eliza's eyes wandered round the room. + +'P'raps--' she said, then stopped, and could say no more. She seemed to +become unconscious, and John went to call for Louisa. + +In the middle of the night John woke with a start, and sat up to listen. +Not a sound--but they would have called him if the end had come. He +could not rest, however, and presently he huddled on some clothes and +went to listen at Eliza's door. It was ajar, and hearing nothing he +pushed it open. + +Poor Eliza lay in her agony, unconscious, and breathing heavily. Beside +her sat the widow, Mary Anne Waller, and Louisa, motionless too, their +heads bent. There was an end of candle in a basin behind the bed, which +threw circles of wavering light over the coarse whitewash of the roof +and on the cards and faded photographs above the tiny mantelpiece. + +John crept up to the bed. The two women made a slight movement to let +him stand between them. + +'Can't yer give her no brandy?' he asked, whispering. + +Mary Anne Waller shook her head. + +'Dr. Murch said we wern't to trouble her. She'll go when the light +comes--most like.' + +She was a little shrivelled woman with a singularly delicate mouth, that +quivered as she spoke. John and Eliza Bolderfield had never thought much +of her, though she was John's cousin. She was a widow, and greatly 'put +upon' both by her children and her neighbours. Her children were grown +up, and settled--more or less--in the world, but they still lived on her +freely whenever it suited them; and in the village generally she was +reckoned but a poor creature. + +However, when Eliza--originally a hard, strong woman--took to her bed +with incurable disease, Mary Anne Waller came in to help, and was +accepted. She did everything humbly; she even let Louisa order her +about. But before the end, Eliza had come to be restless when she was +not there. + +Now, however, Eliza knew no more, and the little widow sat gazing at her +with the tears on her cheeks. John, too, felt his eyes wet. But after +half an hour, when there was still no change, he was turning away to go +back to bed, when the widow touched his arm. + +'Won't yer give her a kiss, John?' she said, timidly. 'She wor a good +sister to you.' + +John, with a tremor, stooped, and clumsily did as he was told--the first +time in his life he had ever done so for Mary Anne. Then, stepping as +noiselessly as he could on his bare feet, he hurried away. A man shares +nothing of that yearning attraction which draws women to a death-bed as +such. Instead, John felt a sudden sickness at his heart. He was thankful +to find himself in his own room again, and thought with dread of having +to go back--for the end. In spite of his still vigorous and stalwart +body he was often plagued with nervous fears and fancies. And it was +years now since he had seen death--he had indeed carefully avoided +seeing it. + +Gradually, however, as he sat on the edge of his bed in the summer dark, +the new impression died away, and something habitual took its place-- +that shielding, solacing thought, which was in truth all the world to +him, and was going to make up to him for Eliza's death, for getting old, +and the lonesomeness of a man without chick or child. He would have felt +unutterably forlorn and miserable, he would have shrunk trembling from +the shapes of death and pain that seemed to fill the darkness, but for +this fact, this defence, this treasure, that set him apart from his +fellows and gave him this proud sense of superiority, of a good time +coming in spite of all. Instinctively, as he sat on the bed, he pushed +his bare foot backwards till his heel touched a wooden object that stood +underneath. The contact cheered him at once. He ceased to think about +Eliza, his head was once more full of whirling plans and schemes. + +The wooden object was a box that held his money, the savings of a +labourer's lifetime. Seventy-one pounds! It seemed to him an ocean of +gold, never to be exhausted. The long toil of saving it was almost done. +After the Frampton job, he would begin enjoying it, cautiously at first, +taking a bit of work now and again, and then a bit of holiday. + +All the savour of life was connected for him with that box. His mind ran +over the constant excitements of the many small loans he had made from +it to his relations and friends. A shilling in the pound interest--he +had never taken less and he had never asked more. He had only lent to +people he knew well, people in the village whom he could look after, and +seldom for a term longer than three months, for to be parted from his +money at all gave him physical pain. He had once suffered great anxiety +over a loan to his eldest brother of thirty pounds. But in the end James +had paid it all back. He could still feel tingling through him the +passionate joy with which he had counted out the recovered sovereigns, +with the extra three half-sovereigns of interest. + +Muster Drew indeed! John fell into an angry inward argument against his +suggestion of the savings-bank. It was an argument he had often +rehearsed, often declaimed, and at bottom it all came to this--without +that box under his bed, his life would have sunk to dulness and +decrepitude; he would have been merely a pitiful and lonely old man. He +had neither wife nor children, all for the hoard's sake; but while the +hoard was there, to be handled any hour, he regretted nothing. Besides, +there was the peasant's rooted distrust of offices, and paper +transactions, of any routine that checks his free will and frightens his +inexperience. He was still eagerly thinking when the light began to +flood into his room, and before he could compose himself to sleep the +women called him. + +But he shed no more tears. He saw Eliza die, his companion of forty +years, and hardly felt it. What troubled him all through the last scene +was the thought that now he should never know why she was so set against +'Bessie's 'avin it.' + + + + +SCENE II + +It was, indeed, the general opinion in Clinton Magna that John +Bolderfield--or 'Borrofull,' as the village pronounced it, took his +sister-in-law's death too lightly. The women especially pronounced him a +hard heart. Here was 'poor Eliza' gone, Eliza who had kept him decent +and comfortable for forty years, ever since he was a lad, and he could +go about whistling, and--to talk to him--as gay as a lark! Yet John +contributed handsomely to the burial expenses--Eliza having already, +through her burial club, provided herself with a more than regulation +interment; and he gave Jim's Louisa her mourning. Nevertheless these +things did not avail. It was felt instinctively that he was not beaten +down as he ought to have been, and Mrs. Saunders, the smith's wife, was +applauded when she said to her neighbours that 'you couldn't expeck a +man with John Bolderfield's money to have as many feelins as other +people.' Whence it would seem that the capitalist is no more truly +popular in small societies than in large. + +John, however, did not trouble himself about these things. He was hard +at work harvesting for Muster Hill's widow, and puzzling his head day +and night as to what to do with his box. + +When the last field had been carried and the harvest supper was over, he +came home late, and wearied out. His working life at Clinton Magna was +done; and the family he had worked for so long was broken up in distress +and poverty. Yet he felt only a secret exultation. Such toil and effort +behind--such a dreamland in front! + +Next day he set to work to wind up his affairs. The furniture of the +cottage was left to Eliza's son Jim, and the daughter had arranged for +the carting of it to the house twelve miles off where her parents lived. +She was to go with it on the morrow, and John would give up the cottage +and walk over to Frampton, where he had already secured a lodging. + +Only twenty-four hours!--and he had not yet decided. Which was it to be +--Saunders after all--or the savings-bank--or Bessie? + +He was cording up his various possessions--a medley lot--indifferent +parcels and bundles, when Bessie Costrell knocked at the door. She had +already offered to stow away anything he might like to leave with her. + +'Well, I thought you'd be busy,' she said as she walked in, 'an I came +up to lend a hand. Is them the things you're goin to leave me to take +care on?' + +John nodded. + +'Field's cart, as takes Louisa's things to-morrer, is a-goin to deliver +these at your place first. They're more nor I thought they would be. But +you can put 'em anywheres.' + +'Oh, I'll see to 'em.' + +She sat down and watched him tie the knots of the last parcel. + +'There's some people as is real ill-natured,' she said presently, in an +angry voice. + +'Aye?' said John, looking up sharply. 'What are they sayin now?' + +'It's Muster Saunders. 'Ee's allus sayin nassty things about other +folks. And there'd be plenty of fault to be found with 'im, if onybody +was to try. An Sally Saunders eggs him on dreadful.' + +Saunders was the village smith, a tall, brawny man, of great size and +corresponding wisdom, who had been the village arbiter and general +councillor for a generation. There was not a will made in Clinton Magna +that he did not advise upon; not a bit of contentious business that he +had not a share in; not a family history that he did not know. His +probity was undisputed; his ability was regarded with awe; but as he had +a sharp tongue and was no respecter of persons, there was of course an +opposition. + +John took a seat on the wooden box he had just been cording, and mopped +his brow. His full cheeks were crimson, partly with exertion, partly +with sudden annoyance. + +'What's 'ee been sayin now? Though it doan't matter a brass farthin to +me what 'ee says.' + +'He says you 'aven't got no proper feelins about poor Eliza, and you'd +ought to have done a great deal more for Louisa. But 'ee says you allus +were a mean one with your money--an you knew that '_ee_ knew it--for 'ee +'d stopped you takin an unfair advantage more nor once. An 'ee didn't +believe as your money would come to any good; for now Eliza was gone you +wouldn't know how to take care on it.' + +John's eyes flamed. 'Oh! 'ee says that, do 'ee? Well Saunders wor allus +a beast--an a beast 'ee'll be.' + +He sat with his chin on his large dirty hands, ruminating furiously. + +It was quite true that Saunders had thwarted him more than once. There +was old Mrs. Moulsey at the shop, when she wanted to buy those cottages +in Potter's Row--and there was Sam Field the higgler--both of them would +have borrowed from him if Saunders hadn't cooled them off. Saunders said +it was a Jew's interest he was asking--because there was security--but +he wasn't going to accept a farthing less than his shilling a pound for +three months--not he! So they might take it or leave it. And Mrs. +Moulsey got hers from the Building Society, and Sam Field made shift to +go without. And John Bolderfield was three pounds poorer that quarter +than he need have been--all along of Saunders. And now Saunders was +talking 'agen him' like this--blast him! + +'Oh, an then he went on'--pursued Bessie with gusto--'about your bein +too ignorant to put it in the post-office. 'Ee said you'd think Edwards +would go an spend it' (Edwards was the postmaster), 'an then he laughed +fit to split 'imself. Yer couldn't see more nor the length of your own +nose he said--it was edication _you_ wanted. As for 'im, 'ee said, 'ee'd +have kep it for you if you'd asked him, but you'd been like a bear with +a sore 'ead, 'ee said ever since Mrs. Moulsey's affair--so 'ee didn't +suppose you would.' + +'Well, 'ee's about right there,' said John, grimly; ''ee's talkin sense +for onst when 'ee says that. I'd dig a hole in the hill and bury it +sooner nor I'd trust it to 'im--I would, by--' he swore vigorously. 'A +thieving set of magpies is all them Saunders--cadgin 'ere and cadgin +there.' + +He spoke with fierce contempt, the tacit hatred of years leaping to +sight. Bessie's bright brown eyes looked at him with sympathy. + +'It was just his nassty spite,' she said. 'He knew '_ee_ could never ha +done it--not what you've done--out o' your wages. Not unless 'ee got +Sally to tie 'im to the dresser with ropes so as 'ee couldn't go a-near +the "Spotted Deer" no more!' + +She laughed like a merry child at her own witticism, and John relished +it too, though he was not in a laughing mood. + +'Why'--continued Bessie with enthusiasm, 'it was Muster Drew as said to +me the other afternoon, as we was walkin 'ome from the churchyard, says +'ee, "Mrs. Costrell, I call it splendid what John's done--I _do_," 'ee +says. "A labourer on fifteen shillins a week--why it's an example to the +country," 'ee says. "'Ee ought to be showed."' + +John's face relaxed. The temper and obstinacy in the eyes began to yield +to the weak complacency which was their more normal expression. + +There was silence for a minute or two. Bessie sat with her hands on her +lap and her face turned towards the open door. Beyond the cherry-red +phloxes outside it, the ground fell rapidly to the village, rising again +beyond the houses to a great stubble field, newly shorn. Gleaners were +already in the field, their bent figures casting sharp shadows on the +golden upland, and the field itself stretched upwards to a great wood +that lay folded round the top of a spreading hill. To the left, beyond +the hill, a wide plain travelled into the sunset, its level spaces cut +by the scrawled elms and hedgerows of the nearer landscape. The beauty +of it all--the beauty of an English Midland--was of a modest and +measured sort, depending chiefly on bounties of sun and air, on the +delicacies of gentle curves and the pleasant intermingling of wood and +cornfield, of light spaces with dark, of solid earth with luminous sky. + +Such as it was, however, neither Bessie nor John spared it a moment's +attention. Bessie was thinking a hundred busy thoughts. John, on the +other hand, had begun to consider her with an excited scrutiny. She was +a handsome woman, as she sat in the doorway with her fine brown head +turned to the light. But John naturally was not thinking of that. He was +in the throes of decision. + +'Look 'ere, Bessie,' he said suddenly; 'what 'ud you say if I wor to ask +Isaac an you to take care on it?' + +Bessie started slightly. Then she looked frankly round at him. She had +very keen, lively eyes, and a bright red-brown colour on thin cheeks. +The village applied to her the epithet which John's thoughts had applied +to Muster Hill's widow. They said she was 'caselty,' which means +flighty, haphazard, excitable; but she was popular, nevertheless, and +had many friends. + +It was, of course, her own settled opinion that her uncle ought to leave +that box with her and Isaac; and it had wounded her vanity, and her +affection besides, that John had never yet made any such proposal, +though she knew--as, indeed, the village knew--that he was perplexed as +to what to do with his hoard. But she had never dared to suggest that he +should leave it with her, out of fear of Eliza Bolderfield. Bessie was +well aware that Eliza thought ill of her and would dissuade John from +any such arrangement if she could. And so formidable was Eliza--a woman +of the hardest and sourest virtue--when she chose, that Bessie was +afraid of her, even on her death-bed, though generally ready enough to +quarrel with other people. Nevertheless, Bessie had always felt that it +would be a crying shame and slight if she and Isaac did not have the +guardianship of the money. She thirsted, perhaps, to make an impression +upon public opinion in the village, which, as she instinctively +realised, held her cheaply. And then, of course, there was the secret +thought of John's death and what might come of it. John had always +loudly proclaimed that he meant to spend his money, and not leave it +behind him. But the instinct of saving, once formed, is strong. John, +too, might die sooner than he thought--and she and Isaac had children. + +She had come up, indeed, that afternoon, haunted by a passionate desire +to get the money into her hands; yet the mere sordidness of +'expectations' counted for less in the matter than one would suppose. +Vanity, a vague wish to ingratiate herself with her uncle, to avoid a +slight--these were, on the whole, her strongest motives. At any rate, +when he had once asked her the momentous question, she knew well what to +say to him. + +'Well, if you arst me,' she said hastily, 'of course _we_ think as it's +only nateral you should leave it with Isaac an me, as is your own kith +and kin. But we wasn't goin to say nothin; we didn't want to be pushin +of ourselves forward.' + +John rose to his feet. He was in his shirt-sleeves, which were rolled +up. He pulled them down, put on his coat, an air of crisis on his fat +face. + +'Where 'ud you put it?' he said. + +'Yer know that cupboard by the top of the stairs? It 'ud stand there +easy. And the cupboard's got a good lock to it; but we'd 'ave it seen +to, to make sure.' + +She looked up at him eagerly. She longed to feel herself trusted and +important. Her self-love was too often mortified in these respects. + +John fumbled round his neck for the bit of black cord on which he kept +two keys--the key of his room while he was away, and the key of the box +itself. + +'Well, let's get done with it,' he said. 'I'm off to-morrer mornin, six +o'clock. You go and get Isaac to come down.' + +'I'll run,' said Bessie, catching up her shawl and throwing it over her +head. 'He wor just finishin his tea.' + +And she whirled out of the cottage, running up the steep road behind it +as fast as she could. John was vaguely displeased by her excitement; but +the die was cast. He went to make his arrangements. + +Bessie ran till she was out of breath. When she reached her own house, a +cottage in a side lane above the Bolderfields' cottage and overlooking +it from the back, she found her husband sitting with his pipe at the +open door and reading his newspaper. Three out of her own four children +were playing in the lane, otherwise there was no one about. + +Isaac greeted her with a nod and slight lightening of the eyes, which, +however, hardly disturbed the habitual sombreness of the face. He was a +dark, finely featured man, with grizzled hair, carrying himself with an +air of sleepy melancholy. He was much older than his wife, and was a +prominent leader in the little Independent chapel of the village. His +melancholy could give way on occasion to fits of violent temper. For +instance, he had been almost beside himself when Bessie, who had +leanings to the Establishment, as providing a far more crowded and +entertaining place of resort on Sundays than her husband's chapel, had +rashly proposed to have the youngest baby christened in church. Other +Independents did it freely--why not she? But Isaac had been nearly mad +with wrath, and Bessie had fled upstairs from him, with her baby, and +bolted the bedroom door in bodily terror. Otherwise, he was a most +docile husband--in the neighbours' opinion, docile to absurdity. He +complained of nothing, and took notice of little. Bessie's untidy ways +left him indifferent; his main interest was in a kind of religious +dreaming, and in an Independent paper to which he occasionally wrote a +letter. He was gardener at a small house on the hill, and had rather +more education than most of his fellows in the village. For the rest he +was fond of his children, and, in his heart of hearts, exceedingly proud +of his wife, her liveliness and her good looks. She had been a +remarkably pretty girl when he married her, some eight years after his +first wife's death, and there was a great difference of age between +them. His two elder children by his first marriage had long since left +the home. The girl was in service. It troubled him to think of the boy, +who had fallen into bad ways early. Bessie's children were all small, +and she herself still young, though over thirty. + +When Bessie came up to him, she looked round to see that no one could +hear. Then she stooped and told him her errand in a panting whisper. He +must go down and fetch the box at once. She had promised John Borrofull +that they would stand by him. They were his own flesh and blood--and the +cupboard had a capital lock--and there wasn't no fear of it at all. + +Isaac listened to her at first with amazement, then sulkily. She had +talked to him often certainly about John's money, but it had made little +impression on his dreamer's sense. And now her demand struck him +disagreeably. + +He didn't want the worrit of other people's money, he said. Let them as +owned it keep it; filthy lucre was a snare to all as had to do with it; +and it would only bring a mischief to have it in the house. + +After a few more of these objections, Bessie lost her temper. She broke +into a torrent of angry arguments and reproaches, mainly turning, it +seemed, upon a recent visit to the house of Isaac's eldest son. The +drunken ne'er do weel had given Bessie much to put up with. Oh, yes!-- +_she_ was to be plagued out of her life by Isaac's belongings, and he +wouldn't do a pin's worth for her. Just let him see next time, that was +all. + +Isaac smoked vigorously through it all. But she was hammering on a sore +point. + +'Oh, it's just like yer!' Bessie flung at him at last in desperation. +'You're allus the same--a mean-spirited feller, stannin in your +children's way! 'Ow do _you_ know who old John's goin to leave his money +to? 'Ow do _you_ know as he wouldn't leave it to _them_ poor +innercents'--she waved her hand tragically towards the children playing +in the road--'if we was just a bit nice and friendly with him now 'ee's +gettin old? But you don't care, not you!--one 'ud think yer were made o' +money--an that little un there not got the right use of his legs!' + +She pointed, half-crying, to the second boy, who had already shown signs +of hip disease. + +Isaac still smoked, but he was troubled in his mind. A vague +presentiment held him, but the pressure brought to bear upon him was +strong. + +'I tell yer the lock isn't a good un!' he said, suddenly removing his +pipe. + +Bessie stopped instantly in the middle of another tirade. She was +leaning against the door, arms akimbo, eyes alternately wet and flaming. + +'Then, if it isn't,' she said, with a triumphant change of tone,' I'll +soon get Flack to see to it--it's nobbut a step. I'll run up after +supper.' + +Flack was the village carpenter. + +'An there's mother's old box as takes up the cupboard,' continued Isaac, +gruffly. + +Bessie burst out laughing. + +'Oh! yer old silly,' she said. 'As if they couldn't stand one top o' +t'other. Now, do just go, Isaac--there's a lovey! 'Ee's waitin for yer. +Whatever did make yer so contrairy? Of course I didn't mean nothin I +said--an I don't mind Timothy, nor nothin.' + +Still he did not move. + +'Then I s'pose yer want everybody in the village to know?' he said, with +sarcasm. + +Bessie was taken aback. + +'No--I--don't'--she said, undecidedly--'I don't know what yer mean.' + +'You go back and tell John as I'll come when it's dark, an, if he's not +a stupid, he won't want me to come afore.' + +Bessie understood and acquiesced. She ran back with her message to John. + +At half-past eight, when it had grown almost dark, Isaac descended the +hill. John opened the door to his knock. + +'Good-evenin, Isaac. Yer'll take it, will yer?' + +'If you can't do nothin better with it,' said Isaac, unwillingly. 'But +in gineral I'm not partial on keeping other folks' money.' + +John liked him all the better for his reluctance. + +'It'll give yer no trouble,' he said. 'You lock it up, an it'll be all +safe. Now, will yer lend a hand?' + +Isaac stepped to the door, looked up the lane, and saw that all was +quiet. Then he came back, and the two men raised the box. + +As they crossed the threshold, however, the door of the next cottage-- +which belonged to Watson the policeman--opened suddenly. John, in his +excitement, was so startled that he almost dropped his end of the box. + +'Why, Bolderfield,' said Watson's cheery voice, 'what have you got +there? Do you want a hand?' + +'No, I don't--thank yer kindly,' said John, in agitation. 'An, if _you_ +please, Muster Watson, don't yer say nothin to nobody.' + +The burly policeman looked from John to Isaac, then at the box. John's +hoard was notorious, and the officer of the law understood. + +'Lor bless yer,' he said, with a laugh, 'I'm safe. Well, good evenin to +yer, if I can't be of any assistance.' + +And he went off on his beat. + +The two men carried the box up the hill. It was in itself a heavy, +old-fashioned affair, strengthened and bottomed with iron. Isaac +wondered whether the weight of it were due more to the box or to the +money. But he said nothing. He had no idea how much John might have +saved, and would not have asked him the direct question for the world. +John's own way of talking about his wealth was curiously contradictory. +His 'money' was rarely out of his thoughts or speech, but no one had +ever been privileged for many years now to see the inside of his box, +except Eliza once; and no one but himself knew the exact amount of the +hoard. It delighted him that the village gossips should double or treble +it. Their estimates only gave him the more ground for vague boasting, +and he would not have said a word to put them right. + +When they reached the Costrells' cottage, John's first care was to +examine the cupboard. He saw that the large wooden chest filled with +odds and ends of rubbish which already stood there was placed on the top +of his own box. Then he tried the lock, and pronounced it adequate; he +didn't want to have Flack meddling round. Now at the moment of parting +with his treasure he was seized with a sudden fever of secrecy. Bessie +meanwhile hovered about the two men, full of excitement and loquacity. +And the children, shut into the kitchen, wondered what could be the +matter. + +When all was done, Isaac locked the cupboard, and solemnly presented the +key to John, who added it to the other round his neck. Then Bessie +unlocked the kitchen, and set the children flying, to help her with the +supper. She was in her most bustling and vivacious mood, and she had +never cooked the bloaters better or provided a more ample jug of beer. +But John was silent and depressed. + +He took leave at last with many sighs and lingerings. But he had not +been gone half an hour, and Bessie and Isaac were just going to bed, +when there was a knock at the door, and he reappeared. + +'Let me lie down there,' he said, pointing to a broken-down old sofa +that ran under the window. 'I'm lonesome somehow, an I've told Louisa.' + +His white hair and whiskers stood out wildly round his red face. He +looked old and ill, and the sympathetic Bessie was sorry for him. + +She made him a bed on the sofa, and he lay there all night, restless, +and sighing heavily. He missed Eliza more than he had done yet, and was +oppressed with a vague sense of unhappiness. Once, in the middle of the +night when all was still, he stole upstairs in his stocking feet and +gently tried the cupboard door. It was quite safe, and he went down +contented. + +An hour or two later he was off, trudging to Frampton through the August +dawn, with his bundle on his back. + + + + +SCENE III + +Some five months passed away. + +One January night the Independent minister of Clinton Magna was passing +down the village street. Clinton lay robed in light snow, and 'sparkling +to the moon.' The frozen pond beside the green, though it was nearly +eight o'clock, was still alive with children, sliding and shouting. All +around the gabled roofs stood laden and spotless. The woods behind the +village, and those running along the top of the snowy hill, were meshed +in a silvery mist which died into the moonlit blue, while in the fields +the sharpness of the shadows thrown by the scattered trees made a marvel +of black and white. + +The minister, in spite of a fighting creed, possessed a measure of +gentler susceptibilities, and the beauty of this basin in the chalk +hills, this winter triumphant, these lights of home and fellowship in +the cottage windows disputing with the forlornness of the snow, crept +into his soul. His mind travelled from the physical purity and hardness +before him to the purity and hardness of the inner life--the purity that +Christ blessed, the 'hardness' that the Christian endures. And such +thoughts brought him pleasure as he walked--the mystic's pleasure. + +Suddenly he saw a woman cross the snowy green in front of him. She had +come from the road leading to the hill, and her pace was hurried. Her +shawl was muffled round her head, but he recognised her, and his mood +fell. She was the wife of Isaac Costrell, and she was hurrying to the +'Spotted Deer,' a public-house which lay just beyond the village, on the +road to the mill. Already several times that week had he seen her going +in or coming out. Talk had begun to reach him, and he said to himself +to-night, as he saw her, that Isaac Costrell's wife was going to ruin. + +The thought oppressed him, pricked his pastoral conscience. Isaac was +his right-hand man: dull to all the rest of the world, but not dull to +the minister. With Mr. Drew sometimes he would break into talk of +religion, and the man's dark eyes would lose their film. His big +troubled self spoke with that accent of truth which lifts common talk +and halting texts to poetry. The minister, himself more of a pessimist +than his sermons showed, felt a deep regard for him. Could nothing be +done to save Isaac's wife and Isaac? Not so long ago Bessie Costrell had +been a decent woman, though a flighty and excitable one. Now some cause, +unknown to the minister, had upset a wavering balance, and was undoing a +life. + +As he passed the public-house a man came out, and through the open door +Mr. Drew caught a momentary glimpse of the bar and the drinkers. +Bessie's handsome, reckless head stood out an instant in the bright +light. + +Then Drew saw that the man who had emerged was Watson the policeman. +They greeted each other cordially and walked on together. Watson also +was a member of the minister's flock. Mr. Drew felt suddenly moved to +unburden himself. + +'That was Costrell's wife, Watson, wasn't it, poor thing?' + +'Aye, it wor Mrs. Costrell,' said Watson, in the tone of concern natural +to the respectable husband and father. + +The minister sighed. + +'It's terrible the way she's gone downhill the last three months. I +never pass almost but I see her going in there or coming out.' + +'No,' said Watson, slowly, 'no, it's bad. What I'd like to know,' he +added, reflectively,' is where she gets the money from.' + +'Oh, she had a legacy, hadn't she, in August? It seems to have been a +curse. She has been a changed woman ever since.' + +'Yes, she had a legacy,' said Watson, dubiously; 'but I don't believe it +was much. She talked big, of course, and made a lot o' fuss--she's that +kind o' woman--just as she did about old John's money.' + +'Old John's money?--Ah! did any one ever know what became of that?' + +'Well, there's many people thinks as Isaac has got it hid in the house +somewhere, and there's others thinks he's put it in Bedford bank. +Edwards told me private he didn't know nothing about it at the +post-office, and Bessie told my wife as John had given Isaac the keepin +of it till he come back again; but he'd knock her about, she said, if +she let on what he'd done with it. That's the story she's allus had, and +boastin, of course, dreadful, about John's trustin them, and Isaac doin +all his business for him.' + +The minister reflected. + +'And you say the legacy wasn't much?' + +'Well, sir, I know some people over at Bedford where her aunt lived as +left it her, and they were sure it wasn't a great deal; but you never +know.' + +'And Isaac never said?' + +'Bless yer, no sir! He was never a great one for talking, wasn't Isaac; +but you'd think now as he'd never learnt how. He'll set there in the +club of a night and never open his mouth to nobody.' + +'Perhaps he's fretting about his wife, Watson?' + +'Well, I don't believe as he knows much about her goins-on--not all, +leastways. I've seen her wait till he was at his work or gone to the +club, and then run down the hill--tearin--with her hair flyin--you'd +think she'd gone silly. Oh, it's a bad business,' said Watson, strongly, +'an uncommon bad business--all them young children too.' + +'I never saw her drunk, Watson.' + +'No--yer wouldn't. Nor I neither. But she'll treat half the parish if +she gets the chance. I know many fellers as go to the "Spotted Deer" +just because they know she'll treat 'em. She's a-doin of it now--there's +lots of 'em. And allus changin such a queer lot of money too-- +old half-crowns--years and years old--King George the Third, sir. No-- +it's strange--very strange.' + +The two walked on into the darkness, still talking. + +Meanwhile, inside the 'Spotted Deer' Bessie Costrell was treating her +hangers-on. She had drunk one glass of gin-and-water--it had made a +beauty of her in the judgement of the tap-room, such a kindling had it +given to her brown eyes and such a redness to her cheek. Bessie, in +truth, had reached her moment of physical prime. The marvel was that +there were no lovers in addition to the drinking and the extravagance. +But the worst of the village scandalmongers knew of none. Since this new +phase of character in her had developed, she would drink and make merry +with any young fellow in the place, but it went no further. She was +_bonne camarade_ with all the world--no more. Perhaps at bottom some +coolness of temperament protected her; nobody, at any rate, suspected +that it had anything to do with Isaac, or that she cared a ha'p'orth for +so lugubrious and hypocritical a husband. + +She had showered drinks on all her friends, and had, moreover, clattered +and screamed herself hoarse, when the church-clock outside slowly struck +eight. She started, changed countenance, and got up to pay at once. + +'Why, there's another o' them half-crowns o' yourn, Bessie,' said a +consumptive-looking girl in a bedraggled hat and feathers, as Mrs. +Costrell handed her coin to the landlord. 'Wheriver do yer get 'em?' + +'If yer don't ask no questions, I won't tell yer no lies,' said Bessie, +with quick impudence. 'Where did you get them hat and feathers?' + +There was a coarse laugh from the company. The girl in the hat reddened +furiously, and she and Bessie--both of them in a quarrelsome state-- +began to bandy words. + +Meanwhile the landlord was showing the coin to his assistant at the bar. + +'Rum, ain't it? I niver seed one o' them pieces in the village afore +this winter, an I've been 'ere twenty-two year come April.' + +A decent-looking labourer, who did not often visit the 'Spotted Deer,' +was leaning over the bar and caught the words. + +'Well then, I 'ave,' he said, promptly. 'I mind well as when I were a +lad, sixteen year ago, my fayther borrered a bit o' money off John +Bolderfield, to buy a cow with--an there was 'arf of it in them +'arf-crowns.' + +Those standing near overheard. Bessie and the girl stopped quarrelling. +The landlord, startled, cast a sly eye in Bessie's direction. She came +up to the bar. + +'What's that yer sayin?' she demanded. + +The man repeated his remark. + +'Well, I dessay there was,' said Bessie--'I dessay there was. I s'pose +there's plenty of 'em. Where do I get 'em?--why I get 'em at Bedford, of +course, when I goes for my money.' + +She looked round defiantly. No one said anything; but everybody +instinctively suspected a lie. The sudden silence was striking. + +'Well, give me my change, will yer?' she said, impatiently to the +landlord. 'I can't stan here all night.' + +He gave it to her, and she went out showering reckless good-nights, to +which there was little response. The door had no sooner closed upon her +than every one in the taproom pressed round the bar in a close gathering +of heads and tongues. + +Bessie ran across the green and began to climb the hill at a rapid pace. +Her thin woolen shawl blown back by the wind left her arms and bosom +exposed. But the effects of the spirit in her veins prevented any sense +of cold, though it was a bitter night. + +Once or twice, as she toiled up the hill, she gave a loud sudden sob. + +'Oh my God!' she said to herself. 'My God!' + +When she was halfway up, she met a neighbour. + +'Have yer seen Isaac?' Bessie asked her, panting. + +'Ee's at the club, arn't 'ee?' said the woman. 'Well they won't be up +yet. Jim tolt me as Muster Perris'--'Muster Perris' was the vicar of +Clinton Magna--''ad got a strange gen'leman stayin with 'im, and was +goin to take him into the club to-night to speak to 'em. 'Ee's a bishop, +they ses--someun from furrin parts.' + +Bessie threw her good-night and climbed on. + +When she reached the cottage the lamp was flaming on the table and the +fire was bright. Her lame boy had done all she had told him, and her +miserable heart softened. She hurriedly put out some food for Isaac. +Then she lit a candle and went up to look at the children. + +They were all asleep in the room to the right of the stairs--the two +little boys in one bed, the two little girls in the other, each pair +huddled together against the cold, like dormice in a nest. Then she +looked, conscience-stricken, at the untidiness of the room. She had +bought the children a wonderful number of new clothes lately, and the +family being quite unused to such abundance, there was no place to keep +them in. A new frock was flung down in a corner just as it had been +taken off; the kitten was sleeping on Arthur's last new jacket; a smart +hat with a bunch of poppies in it was lying about the floor; and under +the iron beds could be seen a confusion of dusty boots, new and old. The +children were naturally reckless like their mother, and they had been +getting used to new things. What excited them now, more than the +acquisitions themselves, was that their mother had strictly forbidden +them ever to show any of their new clothes to their father. If they did, +she would beat them well, she said. That they understood; and life was +thereby enriched, not only by new clothes but by a number of new +emotions and terrors. + +If Bessie noted the state of the room, she made no attempt to mend it. +She smoothed back the hair from the boys' foreheads with a violent, +shaky hand, and kissed them all, especially Arthur. Then she went out +and closed the door behind her. + +Outside she stood a moment on the tiny landing--listening. Not a sound; +but the cottage walls were thin. If any one came along the lane with +heavy boots she must hear them. Very like he would be half an hour yet. + +She ran down the stairs and shut the door at the bottom of them, opening +into the kitchen. It had no key or she would have locked it; and in her +agitation, her state of clouded brain, she forgot the outer door +altogether. Hurrying up again, she sat down on the topmost step, putting +her candle on the boards beside her. The cupboard at the stair-head +where John had left his money was close to her left hand. + +As she sank into the attitude of rest, her first instinct was to cry and +bemoan herself. Deep in her woman's being great floods of tears were +rising, and would fain have spent themselves. But she fought them down, +rapidly passing instead into a state of cold terror--terror of Isaac's +step--terror of discovery--of the man in the public-house. + +There was a mousehole in the skirting of the stairs close to the +cupboard. She slipped in a finger, felt along an empty space behind, and +drew out a key. + +It turned easily in the cupboard lock and the two boxes stood revealed, +standing apparently just as they stood when John left them. In hot haste +Bessie dragged the treasure-box from under the other, starting at every +sound in the process, at the thud the old wooden trunk made on the floor +of the cupboard as its supporter was withdrawn, at the rustle of her own +dress. All the boldness she had shown at the 'Spotted Deer' had +vanished. She was now the mere trembling and guilty woman. + +The lock on Bolderfield's box had been forced long before; it opened to +her hand. A heap of sovereigns and half-sovereigns lay on one side, +divided by a wooden partition from the few silver coins, crowns and +half-crowns, still lying on the other. She counted both the gold and +silver, losing her reckoning again and again, because of the sudden +anguish of listening that would overtake her. + +Thirty-six pounds on the one side, not much more than thirty shillings +on the other. When John left it there had been fifty-one pounds in gold, +and rather more than twenty pounds in silver, most of it in half-crowns. +Ah! she knew the figures well. + +Did that man who had spoken to the landlord in the public-house suspect? +How strange they had all looked! What a silly fool she had been to +change so much of the silver, instead of sticking to the gold! Yet she +had thought the gold would be noticed more. + +When was old John coming back? He had written once from Frampton to say +that he was 'laid up bad with the rheumatics,' and was probably going +into the Frampton Infirmary. That was in November. Since then nothing +had been heard of him. John was no scholar. What if he died without +coming back? There would be no trouble then, except--except with Isaac. + +Her mind suddenly filled with wild visions--of herself marched through +the village by Watson, as she had once seen him march a poacher who had +mauled one of Mr. Forrest's keepers--of the towering walls of Frampton +Gaol--of a visible physical shame which would kill her--drive her mad. +If, indeed, Isaac did not kill her before any one but he knew! He had +been that cross and glum all these last weeks--never a bit of talk +hardly--always snapping at her and the children. Yet he had never said a +word to her about the drink--nor about the things she had bought. As to +the 'things' and the bills, she believed that he knew nothing--had +noticed nothing. At home he was always smoking, sitting silent, with dim +eyes, like a man in a dream--or reading his father's old books, 'good +books,' which filled Bessie with a sense of dreariness unspeakable--or +pondering his weekly paper. + +But she believed he had begun to notice the drink. Drinking was +universal in Clinton, though there was not much drunkenness. +Teetotallers were unknown, and Isaac himself drank his beer freely, and +a glass of spirits, like anybody else on occasion. She had been used for +years to fetch his beer from the public, and she had been careful. But +there were signs-- + +Oh! if she could only think of some way of putting it back--this +thirty-odd pounds. She held her head between her hands, thinking and +thinking. Couldn't that little lawyer man to whom she went every month +at Bedford, to fetch her legacy money--couldn't he lend it her, and keep +her money till it was paid? She could make up a story, and give him +something for himself to induce him to hold his tongue. She had thought +of this often before, but never so urgently as now. She would take the +carrier's cart to Bedford next day, while Isaac was at work, and try. + +Yet all the time despair was at her heart. So hard to undo! Yet how easy +it had been to take and to spend. She thought of that day in September, +when she had got the news of her legacy--six shillings a week from an +old aunt--her father's aunt, whose very existence she had forgotten. The +wild delight of it! Isaac got sixteen shillings a week in wages--here +was nearly half as much again. She was warned that it would come to an +end in two years. But none the less it seemed to her a fortune--and all +her life, before it came, mere hard pinching and endurance. She had +always been one to spend where she could. Old John had often rated her +for it. So had Isaac. But that was his money. This was hers, and he who, +for religious reasons, had never made friends with or thought well of +any of her family, instinctively disliked the money which had come from +them, and made few inquiries into the spending of it. + +Oh! the joy of those first visits to Frampton, when all the shops had +seemed to be there for her, and she their natural mistress! How ready +people had been to trust her in the village! How tempting it had been to +brag and make a mystery! That old skinflint, Mrs. Moulsey, at 'the +shop,' she had been all sugar and sweets _then_. + +And a few weeks later--six, seven weeks later--about the beginning of +October, these halcyon days had all come to an end. She owed what she +could not pay--people had ceased to smile upon her--she was harassed, +excited, worried out of her life. + +Old familiar wonder of such a temperament! How can it be so easy to +spend, so delightful to promise, and so unreasonably, so unjustly +difficult, to pay? + +She began to be mortally afraid of Isaac--of the effect of disclosures. +One night she was alone in the cottage, almost beside herself under the +pressure of one or two claims she could not meet--one claim especially, +that of a little jeweller, from whom she had bought a gold ring and a +brooch at Frampton--when the thought of John's hoard swept upon her-- +clutched her like something living and tyrannical, not to be shaken off. +It struck her all in an instant that there was another cupboard in the +little parlour, exactly like that on the stairs. The lower cupboard had +a key--what if it fitted? + +The Devil must have been eager and active that night, for the key turned +in the lock with a smoothness that made honesty impossible, almost +foolish. And the old, weak lock on the box itself--why, a chisel had +soon made an end of that! Only five minutes--it had been so quick--there +had been no trouble. God had made no sign at all. + +Since! All the village smiles--the village flatteries recovered--an orgy +of power and pleasure--new passions and excitements--above all, the +rising passion of drink, sweeping in storms through a weak nature that +alternately opened to them and shuddered at them. And through everything +the steadily dribbling away of the hoard--the astonishing ease and +rapidity with which the coins--gold or silver--had flowed through her +hands! How could one spend so much in meat and dress, in beer and gin, +in giving other people beer and gin? How was it possible? She sat lost +in miserable thoughts, a mist round her.... + +'Wal I niver!' said a low, astonished voice at the foot of the stairs. + +Bessie rose to her feet with a shriek, the heart stopping in her breast. +The door below was ajar, and through the opening peered a face--the +vicious, drunken face of her husband's eldest son, Timothy Costrell. The +man below cast one more look of amazement at the woman standing on the +top stair, at the candle behind her, at the open box. Then an idea +struck him: he sprang up the stairs at a bound. + +'By gosh!' he said, looking down at the gold and silver. '_By gosh_!' + +Bessie tried to thrust him back. + +'What are you here for?' she asked fiercely, her trembling lips the +colour of the whitewashed wall behind. 'You get off at onst, or I'll +call yer father.' + +He pushed her contemptuously aside. The swish of her dress caught the +candle, and by good fortune put it out, or she would have been in a +blaze. Now there was only the light from the paraffin lamp in the +kitchen below striking upwards through the open door. She fell against +the doorway of her bedroom, panting and breathless, watching him. + +He seated himself in her place, and stooped to look at the box. On the +inside of the lid was pasted a discoloured piece of paper, and on the +paper was written, in a round, laborious hand, the name, 'John +Bolderfield.' + +'My blazes!' he said, slowly, his bloodshot eyes opening wider than +ever. 'It's old John's money. So yo've been after it, eh?' + +He turned to her with a grin, one hand on the box. He had been tramping +for more than three months, during which time they had heard nothing of +him. His filthy clothes scarcely hung together. His cheeks were hollow +and wolfish. From the whole man there rose a sort of exhalation of +sodden vice. Bessie had seen him drunken and out at elbows before, but +never so much of the beast as this. + +However, by this time she had somewhat recovered herself, and, +approaching him, she stooped and tried to shut the box. + +'You take yourself off,' she said, desperately, pushing him with her +fist. 'That money's no business o' yourn. It's John's, an he's comin +back directly. He gave it us to look after, an I wor countin it. March! +--there's your father comin!' + +And with all her force she endeavoured to wrench his hand away. He tore +it from her, and hit out at her backwards--a blow that sent her reeling +against the wall. + +'Yo take yer meddlin fist out o' that!' he said. 'Father ain't comin, +and if he wor, I 'spect I could manage the two on yer--_Keowntin_ it'-- +he mimicked her. 'Oh! yer a precious innercent, ain't yer? But I know +all about yer. Bless yer, I've been in at the "Spotted Deer" to-night, +and there worn't nothin else talked of but yo and yor goins-on. There +won't be a tongue in the place to-morrow that won't be a-waggin about +yer--yur a public charickter, yo are--they'll be sendin the reporters +down on yer for a hinterview. "Where the Devil do she get the money?" +they says.' + +He threw his curly head back and laughed till his sides shook. + +'Lor, I didn't think I wor goin to know quite so soon! An sich queer +'arf-crowns, they ses, as she keeps a-changin. Jarge somethin--an old +cove in a wig. An 'ere they is, I'll be blowed--some on 'em. Well, yer a +nice un, yer are!' + +He stared her up and down with a kind of admiration. + +Bessie began to cry feebly--the crying of a lost soul. + +'Tim, if yer'll go away an hold yer tongue, I'll give yer five o' them +suverins, and not tell yer father nothin.' + +'Five on 'em?' he said, grinning. 'Five on 'em, eh?' + +And dipping his hands into the box he began deliberately shovelling the +whole hoard into his trousers and waistcoat pocket. + +Bessie flung herself upon him. He gave her one businesslike blow which +knocked her down against the bedroom door. The door yielded to her fall, +and she lay there half-stunned, the blood dripping from her temple. + +'Noa, I'll not take 'em all,' he said, not even troubling to look where +she had fallen. 'That 'ud be playin it rayther too low down on old John. +I'll leave 'im two--jest two--for luck.' + +He buttoned up his coat tightly, then turned to throw a last glance at +Bessie. He had always disliked his father's second wife, and his sense +of triumph was boundless. + +'Oh! yer not hurt,' he said; 'yer shammin. I advise yer to look sharp +with shuttin up. Father'll be up the hill in two or three minutes now. +Sorry I can't 'elp yer, now yer've set me up so comfortabul. Bye-bye!' + +He ran down the stairs. She, as her senses revived, heard him open the +back door, cross the little garden, and jump the hedge at the end of it. + +Then she lay absolutely motionless, till suddenly there struck on her +ear the distant sound of heavy steps. They roused her like a goad. She +dragged herself to her feet, shut the box, had just time to throw it +into the cupboard and lock the door, when she heard her husband walk +into the kitchen. She crept into her own room, threw herself on the bed, +and wrapped her head and eyes in an old shawl, shivering so that the +mattresses shook. + +'Bessie, where are yer?' + +She did not answer. He made a sound of astonishment, and, finding no +candle, took the lamp and mounted the stairs. They were covered with +traces of muddy snow, and at the top he stooped to examine a spot upon +the boards. It was blood; and his heart thumped in his breast. + +'Bessie, whatever is the matter?' + +For by this time he had perceived her on the bed. He put down the lamp +and came to the bedside to look at her. + +'I've 'ad a fall,' she said, faintly. 'I tripped up over my skirt as I +wor comin up to look at Arthur. My head's all bleedin. Get me some water +from over there.' + +His countenance fell sadly. But he got the water, exclaiming when he saw +the wound. + +He bathed it clumsily, then tied a bit of rag round it, and made her +head easy with the pillow. She did not speak, and he sat on beside her, +looking at her pale face, and torn, as the silent minutes passed, +between conflicting impulses. He had just passed an hour listening to a +good man's plain narrative of a life spent for Christ, amid +fever-swamps, and human beings more deadly still. The Vicar's friend was +a missionary bishop, and a High Churchman; Isaac, as a staunch Dissenter +by conviction and inheritance, thought ill both of bishops and +Ritualists. Nevertheless he had been touched; he had been fired. Deep, +though often perplexed instincts in his own heart had responded to the +spiritual passion of the speaker. The religious atmosphere had stolen +about him, melting and subduing. + +And the first effect of it had been to quicken suddenly his domestic +conscience; to make him think painfully of Bessie and the children as he +climbed the hill. + +Was his wife going the way of his son? And he, sitting day after day +like a dumb dog, instead of striving with her! + +He made up his mind hurriedly. + +'Bessie,' he said, stooping to her and speaking in a strange voice, +'Bessie, had yer been to Dawson's?' + +Dawson was the landlord of the 'Spotted Deer.' + +Bessie was long in answering. At last she said, almost inaudibly, 'Yes.' + +She fully understood what he had meant by the question, and she wondered +whether he would fall into one of his rages and beat her. + +Instead his hand sought clumsily for hers. + +'Bessie, yer shouldn't; yer mustn't do it no more; it'll make a bad +woman of yer. I know as I'm not good to live with; I don't make things +pleasant to yer; but I've been thinkin; I'll try if yo'll try.' + +Bessie burst into tears. It seemed as though her life were breaking +within her. Never since their early married days had he spoken to her +like this. And she was in such piteous need of comfort; of some strong +hand to help her out of the black pit in which she lay. The wild impulse +crossed her to sit up and tell him--to throw it all on Timothy, to show +him the cupboard and the box. Should she tell him; brave it all now that +he was like this? Between them they might find a way--make it good. + +Then the thought of the man in the public-house, of the half-crowns, a +host of confused and guilty memories, swept upon her. How could she ever +get herself out of it? Her heart beat so that it seemed a live creature +strangling and silencing her. She was still fighting with her tears and +her terror when she heard Isaac say: + +'I know yer'll try, and I'll help yer. I'll be a better husband to yer, +I swear I will. Give us a kiss, old woman.' + +She turned her face, sobbing, and he kissed her cheek. + +Then she heard him say in another tone: + +'An I got a bit o' news down at the club as will liven yer up. Parkinson +was there; just come over from Frampton to see his mother; an he says +John will be here to-morrer or next day. 'Be seed him yesterday--pulled +down dreadful--quite the old man, 'ee says. An John told him as he was +comin 'ome directly to live comfortable.' + +Bessie drew her shawl over her head. + +'To-morrer, did yer say?' she asked in a whisper. + +'Mos like. Now you go to sleep; I'll put out the lamp.' + +But all night long Bessie lay wide awake in torment, her soul hardening +within her, little by little. + + + + +SCENE IV + +Just before dark on the following day, a man descended +from a down train at the Clinton Magna station. The porters knew him and +greeted him; so did one or two labourers outside, as he set off to walk +to the village which was about a mile distant. + +'Well, John, so yer coom back,' said one of them, an old man, grasping +the newcomer by the hand. 'An I can't say as yer looks is any credit to +Frampton--no, that aa can't.' + +John, indeed, wore a sallow and pinched air, and walked lamely, with a +stick. + +'Noa,' he said, peevishly; 'it's a beastly place is Frampton; a damp, +nassty hole as iver I saw--gives yer the rheumaticks to look at it. I've +'ad a doose of a time, I 'ave, I can tell yer--iver sense I went. But +I'll pull up now.' + +'Aye, this air'll do yer,' said the other. 'Where are yer stoppin? +Costrells'?' + +John nodded. + +'They don't know nothin about my comin, but I dessay they'll find me +somethin to sleep on. I'll 'ave my own place soon, and some one to look +arter it.' + +He drew himself up involuntarily, with the dignity that waits on +property. + +A laugh, rather jeering than cordial, ran through the group of +labourers. + +'Aye, yer'll be livin at your ease,' said the man who had spoken first. +'When will yo give us a drink, yer lardship?' + +The others grinned. + +'Where's your money, John?' said a younger man suddenly, staring hard at +the returned wanderer. + +John started. + +'Don't you talk your nonsense!' he said, fretfully; 'an I must be gettin +on, afore dark.' + +He went his way, but as he turned a corner of the road, he saw them +still standing where he had left them. They seemed to be watching his +progress, which astonished him. + +A light of windy sunset lay spread over the white valley, and the +freshening gusts drove the powdery snow before them, and sent little +stabs of pain through John's shrinking body. Yet how glad he was to find +himself again between those familiar hedges, to see the church-tower in +front of him, the long hill to his right! His heart swelled at once with +longing and satisfaction. During his Frampton job, and in the infirmary, +he had suffered much, physically and mentally. He had missed Eliza and +the tendance of years more than he had ever imagined he could; and he +had found himself too old for new faces and a new society. When he fell +ill he had been sorely tempted to send for some of his money, and get +himself nursed and cared for at the respectable lodging where he had put +up. But no; in the end he set his teeth and went into the infirmary. He +had planned not to touch his hoard till he had done with the Frampton +job, and returned to Clinton for good. + +His peasant obstinacy could not endure to be beaten; nor, indeed, could +he bring himself to part with his keys, to trust the opening of the +hoard even to Isaac. + +Since then he had passed through many weary weeks, sometimes of acute +pain, sometimes of sinking weakness, during which he had been haunted by +many secret torments, springing mainly from the fear of death. He had +almost been driven to make his will. But in the end superstitious +reluctance prevailed. He had not made the will; and to dwell on the fact +gave him the sensation of having escaped a bond, if not a danger. He did +not want to leave his money behind him; he wanted to spend it, as he had +told Eliza and Mary Anne and Bessie scores of times. To have assigned it +to any one else, even after his death, would have made it less his own. + +Ah, well! those bad weeks were done, and here he was, at home again. +Suddenly, as he tramped on, he caught sight against the hill of Bessie's +cottage, the blue smoke from it blown across the rime-laden trees behind +it. He drew in his breath with a deep, tremulous delight. That buoyant +self-congratulation indeed which had stood between him and the pain of +Eliza's death was gone. Rather there was in him a profound yearning for +rest, for long dreaming by the fire or in the sun, with his pipe to +smoke, and Jim's Louisa to look after him, and nothing to do but to draw +a half-crown from his box when he wanted it. No more hard work in rain +and cold; and no cringing, either, to the young and prosperous for the +mere fault of age. The snowy valley with its circling woods opened to +him like a mother's breast; the sight of it filled him with a hundred +simple hopes and consolations; he hurried to bury himself in it, and be +at peace. + +He was within a hundred yards of the first house in the village, when he +saw a tall figure in uniform approaching, and recognised Watson. + +At sight of him the policeman stopped short, and John was conscious of a +moment's vague impression of something strange in Watson's looks. + +However, Watson shook hands with great friendliness. + +'Well, I'm glad to see yer, John, I'm sure. An now, I s'pose, you're +back for good?' + +'Aye. I'm not goin away no more. I've done my share--I wants a bit o' +rest.' + +'Of coorse yer do. You've been ill, 'aven't yer? You look like it. An +yer puttin up at Costrells'?' + +'Yes, till I can turn round a bit. 'Ave yer seen anythin ov 'em? 'Ow's +Bessie?' + +Watson faced back towards the village. + +'I'll walk with yer a bit--I'm in no 'urry. Oh, she's all right. You +'eard of her bit o' money?' + +John opened his eyes. + +'Noa, I don know as I did.' + +'It wor an aunt o' hers, soa I understan--quite a good bit o' money.' + +'Did yer iver hear the name?' said John, eagerly. + +'Some one livin at Bedford, I did 'ear say.' + +John laughed, not without good-humoured relief. It would have touched +his vanity had his niece been discovered to be richer than himself. + +'Oh, that's old Sophy Clarke,' he said. 'Her 'usband bought the lease o' +two little 'ouses in Church Street, and they braaet 'er in six shillins a +week for years, an she allus said she'd leave it to Bessie if she wor +took afore the lease wor up. But the lease ull be up end o' next year I +know, for I saw the old lady myself last Michaelmas twelvemonth, an she +told me all about it, though I worn't to tell nobody meself. An I didn't +know Sophy wor gone. Ah, well! it's not much, but it's 'andy--it's +'andy.' + +'Six shillins a week!' said Watson, raising his eyebrows. 'It's a nice +bit o' money while it lassts, but I'd ha thought Mrs. Costrell 'ad come +into a deal more nor that.' + +'Oh, but she's sich a one to spend, is Bessie,' said John, anxiously. +'It's surprisin 'ow the money runs. It's sixpence 'ere, an sixpence +there, allus dribblin, an dribblin, out ov 'er. I've allus tole 'er as +she'll end 'er days on the parish.' + +'Sixpences!' said Watson, with a laugh. 'It's not sixpences as Mrs. +Costrell's 'ad the spendin of this last month or two--it's _suverins_-- +an plenty ov 'em. You may be sure you've got the wrong tale about the +money, John; it wor a deal more nor you say.' + +John stood stock-still at the word 'sovereigns,' his jaw dropping. + +'_Suverins!_' he said, trembling; 'suverins? Bessie ain't got no +suverins. Isaac arns sixteen shillin a week.' + +The colour was ebbing fast from his cheek and lips. Watson threw him a +quick professional glance, then rapidly consulted with himself. No; he +decided to hold his tongue. + +'Yo _are_ reg'lar used up,' he said, taking hold of the old fellow +kindly by the arm. 'Shall I walk yer up the hill?' + +John withdrew himself. + +'_Suverins!_' he repeated, in a low hoarse voice. 'She ain't got 'em, I +tell yer--she ain't got 'em!' + +The last words rose to a sort of cry, and without another word to Watson +the old man started at a feeble run, his head hanging. + +Watson followed him, afraid lest he should drop in the road. Instead, +John seemed to gather strength. He made straight for the hill, taking no +heed whatever of two or three startled acquaintances who stopped and +shouted to him. When the ground began to rise, he stumbled again and +again, but by a marvel did not fall, and his pace hardly slackened. +Watson had difficulty in keeping up with him. + +But when the policeman reached his own cottage on the side of the road, +he stopped, panting, and contented himself with looking after the +mounting figure. As soon as it turned the corner of the Costrells' lane, +he went into his own house, said a word to his wife, and sat himself +down at his own back door to await events--to ponder, also, a few +conversations he had held that morning, with Mrs. Moulsey at 'the shop,' +with Dawson, with Hall the butcher. Poor old John--poor old fellow! + +When Bolderfield reached the paling in front of the Costrells' cottage, +he paused a moment, holding for support to the half-open gate and +struggling for breath. 'I must keep my 'edd, I must,' he was saying to +himself piteously;' don yer be a fool, John Borroful, don yer be a +fool!' + +As he stood there, a child's face pushed the window-blind of the cottage +aside, and the lame boy's large eyes looked Bolderfield up and down. +Immediately after, the door opened, and all four children stood huddling +behind each other on the threshold. They all looked shyly at the +newcomer. They knew him, but in six months they had grown strange to +him. + +'Arthur, where's your mother?' said John, at last able to walk firmly up +to the door. + +'Don know.' + +'When did yer see her lasst?' + +'She wor 'ere gettin us our tea,' said another child; 'but she didn't +eat nothin.' + +John impatiently pushed the children before him back into the kitchen. + +'You 'old your tongues,' he said, 'an stay 'ere.' + +And he made for the door in the kitchen wall. But Arthur caught hold of +his coat-tails and clung to them. + +'Yer oughtn't to go up there--mother don't let any one go there.' + +John wrenched himself violently away. + +'Oh, don't she! yo take your 'ands away, yer little varmint, or I'll +brain yer.' + +He raised his stick, threatening. The child, terrified, fell back, and +John, opening the door, rushed up the stairs. + +He was so terribly excited that his fumbling fingers could hardly find +the ribbon round his neck. At last he drew it over his head, and made +stupendous efforts to steady his hand sufficiently to put the key in the +lock. + +The children below heard a sharp cry directly the cupboard door was +opened; then the frantic dragging of a box on to the stairs, the creak +of hinges--a groan long and lingering--and then silence. + +They clung together in terror, and the little girls began to cry. At +last Arthur took courage and opened the door. + +The old man was sitting on the top stair, supported sideways by the +wall, his head hanging forward, and his hands dropping over his knees, +in a dead faint. + +At the sight all four children ran helter-skelter into the lane, +shouting 'Mammy! Mammy!' in an anguish of fright. Their clamour was +caught by the fierce north wind, which had begun to sweep the hill, and +was borne along till it reached the ears of a woman who was sitting +sewing in a cottage some fifty yards further up the lane. She stepped to +her door, opened it and listened. + +'It's at Bessie's,' she said; 'whativer's wrong wi' the childer?' + +By this time Arthur had begun to run towards her. Darkness was falling +rapidly, but she could distinguish his small figure against the snow, +and his halting gait. + +'What is it, Arthur?--what is it, lammie?' + +'O Cousin Mary Anne! Cousin Mary Anne! It's Uncle John, an 'ee's dead!' + +She ran like the wind at the words, catching at the child's hand in the +dark, and dragging him along with her. + +'Where is he, Arthur?--don't take on, honey!' + +The child hurried on with her, sobbing, and she was soon on the stairs +beside the unconscious John. + +Mary Anne looked with amazement at the cupboard and the open box. Then +she laid the old man on the floor, her gentle face working with the +effort to remember what the doctor had once told her of the best way of +dealing with persons in a faint. She got water, and she sent Arthur to a +neighbour for brandy. + +'Where's your mother, child?' she asked, as she dispatched him. + +'Don know,' repeated the boy, stupidly. + +'Oh, for goodness' sake, she's never at Dawson's again!' groaned Mary +Anne to herself; 'she wor there last night, an the night afore that. An +her mother's brother lyin like this in 'er house!' + +He was so long in coming round that her ignorance began to fear the +worst. But just as she was telling the eldest girl to put on her hat and +jacket and run for the doctor, poor John revived. + +He struggled to a sitting posture, looked wildly at her and at the box. +As his eye caught the two sovereigns still lying at the bottom, he gave +a cry of rage, and got upon his feet with a mighty effort. + +'Where's Bessie, I tell yer? Where's the huzzy gone? I'll have the law +on 'er! I'll make 'er give it up--by the Lord, I will!' + +'John, what is it?--John, my dear!' cried Mary Anne, supporting him, and +terrified lest he should pitch headlong down the stairs. + +'Yo 'elp me down,' he said, violently. 'We'll find 'er--we'll wring it +out ov 'er--the mean thievin vagabond! Changin suverins, 'as she? we'll +soon know about that--yo 'elp me down, I tell yer.' + +And with her assistance he hobbled down the stairs, hardly able to +stand. Mary Anne's eyes were starting out of her head with fear and +agitation, and the children were staring at the old man as he came +tottering into the kitchen, when a sound at the outer door made them all +turn. + +The door opened, and Bessie appeared on the threshold. + +At sight of her John seemed to lose his senses. He rushed at her, +threatening, imploring, reviling--while Mary Anne could only cling to +his arms and coat, lest he should attempt some bodily mischief. + +Bessie closed the door, leant against it, and folded her arms. She was +white and haggard, but perfectly cool. In this moment of excitement it +struck neither John nor Mary Anne--nor, indeed, herself--that her +manner, with its brutality, and its poorly feigned surprise, was the +most revealing element in the situation. + +'What's all this about yer money?' she said, staring John in the face. +'What do I know about yer money? 'Ow dare yer say such things? I 'aven't +anythin to do with it, an never 'ad.' + +He raved at her, in reply, about the position in which he had found the +box--on the top of its fellow instead of underneath, where he had placed +it--about the broken lock, the sovereigns she had been changing, and the +things Watson had said of her--winding up with a peremptory demand for +his money. + +'Yo gi me my money back,' he said, holding out a shaking hand. 'Yer +can't 'ave spent it all--tain't possible--an yer ain't chucked it out o' +winder. Yer've got it somewhere 'idden, an I'll get it out o' you if I +die for 't!' + +Bessie surveyed him steadily. She had not even flinched at the mention +of the sovereigns. + +'What yer 'aven't got, yer can't give,' she said. 'I don know nothin +about it, an I've tole yer. There's plenty o' bad people in the world-- +beside me. Somebody came in o' nights, I suppose, an picked the lock-- +there's many as 'ud think nothin of it. And it 'ud be easy done--we all +sleeps 'ard.' + +'Bessie!' cried Mary Anne, outraged by something in her tone, 'aren't +yer sorry for 'im?' + +She pointed to the haggard and trembling man. + +Bessie turned to her reluctantly. + +'Aye, I'm sorry,' she said, sullenly. 'But he shouldn't fly out at yer +without 'earin a word. 'Ow should I know anythin about his money? 'Be +locked it up hisself, an tuk the keys.' + +'An them suverins,' roared John, rattling his stick on the floor; 'where +did yer get them suverins?' + +'I got 'em from old Sophy Clarke--leastways, from Sophy Clarke's lawyer. +And it ain't no business o' yourn.' + +At this John fell into a frenzy, shouting at her in inarticulate +passion, calling her liar and thief. + +She fronted it with perfect composure. Her fine eyes blazed, but +otherwise her face might have been a waxen mask. With her, in this +scene, was all the tragic dignity; with him, the weakness and vulgarity. + +At last the little widow caught her by the arm, and drew her from the +door. + +'Let me take 'im to my place,' she pleaded: 'it's no good talkin while +'ee's like 'ee is--not a bit o' good. John--John dear! you come along wi +me. Shall I get Saunders to come and speak to yer?' + +A gleam of sudden hope shot into the old man's face. He had not thought +of Saunders; but Saunders had a head; he might unravel this accursed +thing. + +'Aye!' he said, lurching forward, 'let's find Saunders--coom along-- +let's find Saunders.' + +Mary Anne guided him through the door, Bessie standing aside. As the +widow passed, she touched Bessie piteously. + +'O Bessie, yer _didn't_ do it--say yer didn't!' + +Bessie looked at her, dry-eyed and contemptuous. Something in the +speaker's emotion seemed to madden her. + +'Don't yer be a fool, Mary Anne--that's all!' she said scornfully, and +Mary Anne fled from her. + +When the door had closed upon them, Bessie came up to the fire, her +teeth chattering. She sank down in front of it, spreading out her hands +to the warmth. The children silently crowded up to her; first she pushed +them away, then she caught at the child nearest to her, pressed its fair +head against her, then again roughly put it aside. She was accustomed to +chatter with them, scold them, and slap them; but to-night they were +uneasily dumb. They looked at her with round eyes; and at last their +looks annoyed her. She told them to go to bed, and they slunk away, +gaping at the open box on the stairs, and huddling together overhead, +all on one bed, in the bitter cold, to whisper to each other. Isaac was +a stern parent; Bessie a capricious one; and the children, though they +could be riotous enough by themselves, were nervous and easily cowed at +home. + +Bessie, left alone, sat silently over the fire, her thin lips tight-set. +She would deny everything--_everything_. Let them find out what they +could. Who could prove what was in John's box when he left it? Who could +prove she hadn't got those half-crowns in change somewhere? + +The reflexion of the day had only filled her with a passionate and +fierce regret. _Why_ had she not followed her first impulse, and thrown +it all on Timothy?--told the story to Isaac, while she was still +bleeding from his son's violence? It had been her only chance, and out +of pure stupidness she had lost it. To have grasped it might at least +have made him take _her_ part, if it had forced him to give up Timothy. +And who would have listened to Timothy's tales? + +She sickened at the thought of her own folly, beating her knee with her +clenched fist. For to tell the tale now would only be to make her doubly +vile in Isaac's eyes. He would not believe her--no one would believe +her. What motive could she plead for her twenty-four hours of silence, +she knowing that John was coming back immediately? Isaac would only hate +her for throwing it on Timothy. + +Then again the memory of the half-crowns, and the village talk--and +Watson--would close upon her, putting her in a cold sweat. + +When would Isaac come? Who would tell him? As she looked forward to the +effect upon him, all her muscles stiffened. If he drove her to it, aye, +she _would_ tell him--she didn't care a hap'orth, she vowed. If he must +have it, let him. But as the name of Isaac, the thought of Isaac, +hovered in her brain, she must needs brush away wild tears. That +morning, for the first time for months, he had been so kind to her and +the children, so chatty and cheerful. + +Distant steps along the lane! She sprang to her feet, ran into the back +kitchen, tied on her apron, hastily filled an earthenware bowl with +water from the pump, and carrying it back to the front kitchen began to +wash up the tea-things, making a busy household clatter as she slid them +into the bowl. + +A confused sound of feet approached the house, and there was a knock. + +'Come in,' said Bessie. + +Three figures appeared, the huge form of Saunders the smith in front, +John and Mary Anne Waller behind. + +Saunders took off his cap politely. The sight of his bald head, his +double chin, his mouth with its queer twitch, which made him seem as +though perpetually about to laugh, if he had not perpetually thought +better of it, filled Bessie with angry excitement. She barely nodded to +him, in reply to his greeting. + +'May we come in, Mrs. Costrell?' Saunders inquired, in his most +deliberate voice. + +'If yer want to,' said Bessie, shortly, taking out a cup and drying it. + +Saunders drew in the other two and shut the door. + +'Sit down, John. Sit down, Mrs. Waller.' + +John did as he was told. Dishevelled and hopeless misery spoke in his +stained face, his straggling hair, his shirt burst open at the neck and +showing his wrinkled throat. But he fixed his eyes passionately on +Saunders, thirsting for every word. + +'Well, Mrs. Costrell,' said Saunders, settling himself comfortably, +'you'll be free to confess, won't yer, this is an oogly business--a very +oogly business? Now, will yer let us ask yer a question or two?' + +'I dessay,' said Bessie, polishing her cup. + +'Well, then--to begin reg'lar, Mrs. Costrell--yo agree, don't yer, as +Muster Bolderfield put his money in your upstairs cupboard?' + +'I agree as he put his box there,' said Bessie sharply. + +John broke into inarticulate and abusive clamour. + +Bessie turned upon him. + +''Ow did any of us know what yer'd got in your box? Did yer ever show it +to me, or Mary Anne there, or any livin soul in Clinton? Did yer?' + +She waited, hawk-like, for the answer. 'Did yer, John?' repeated +Saunders, judicially. John groaned, rocking himself to and fro. 'Noa. +I niver did--I niver did,' he said. 'Nobbut to Eliza--an she's gone-- +she's gone!' 'Keep your 'ead, John,' said Saunders, putting out a +calming hand. 'Let's get to the bottom o' this, quiet an _reg'lar_. An +yer didn't tell any one 'ow much yer 'ad?' 'Nobbut Eliza--nobbut +Eliza!' said the old man again. + +'Yer didn't tell _me_, I know,' said Saunders, blandly. + +John seemed to shrink together under the smith's glance. If only he had +not been a jealous fool, and had left it with Saunders! + +Saunders, however, refrained for the present from drawing this +self-evident moral. He sat twirling his cap between his knees, and his +shrewd eye travelled round the kitchen, coming back finally to Bessie, +who was washing and drying diligently. As he watched her cool movements +Saunders felt the presence of an enemy worthy of his steel, and his +emulation rose. + +'I understan, Mrs. Costrell,' he said, speaking with great civility, 'as +the cupboard where John put his money is a cupboard _hon_ the stairs? +Not in hany room, but _hon_ the stairs? Yer'll kindly correck me if I +say anythin wrong.' + +Bessie nodded. + +'Aye--top o' the stairs--right-'and side,' groaned John. + +'An John locked it hisself, an tuk the key?' Saunders proceeded. + +John plucked at his neck again, and, dumbly, held out the key. + +'An there worn't nothin wrong wi the lock when yo opened it, John?' + +'Nothin, Muster Saunders--I'll take my davy.' + +Saunders ruminated. 'Theer's a cupboard there,' he said suddenly, +raising his hand and pointing to the cupboard beside the fireplace. +'Is't anythin like the cupboard on th' stairs, John?' + +'Aye, 'tis!' said John, startled and staring. 'Aye, 'tis, Muster +Saunders!' + +Saunders rose. + +'Per'aps,' he said slowly, 'Mrs. Costrell will do us the favour ov +lettin us hexamine that 'ere cupboard?' + +He walked across to it. Bessie's hand dropped; she turned sharply, +supporting herself against the table, and watched him, her chest +heaving. + +'There's no key 'ere,' said Saunders, stooping to look at the lock. 'Try +yours, John.' + +John rushed forward, but Bessie put herself in the way. + +'What are yer meddlin with my 'ouse for?' she said fiercely. 'Just mek +yourselves scarce, all the lot o' yer! I don't know nothin about his +money, an I'll not have yer _insultin_ me in my own place! Get out o' my +kitchen, if _yo_ please!' + +Saunders buttoned his coat. + +'Sartinly, Mrs. Costrell, sartinly,' he said, with emphasis. 'Come +along, John. Yer must get Watson and put it in 'is hands. 'Ee's the law +is Watson. Maybe, as Mrs. Costrell ull listen to '_im_.' + +Mary Anne ran to Bessie in despair. + +'O Bessie, Bessie, my dear--don't let 'em get Watson; let 'em look +into't theirselves--it'll be better for yer, my dear, it _will_.' + +Bessie looked from one to the other, panting. Then she turned back to +the table. + +'_I_ don care what they do,' she said, with sullen passion. 'I'm not +stannin in any one's way, I tell yer. The more they finds out the better +I'm pleased.' + +The look of incipient laughter on Saunders's countenance became more +pronounced--that is to say, the left-hand corner of his mouth twitched a +little higher. + +But it was rare for him to complete the act, and he was not in the least +minded to do so now. He beckoned to John, and John, trembling, took off +his keys and gave them to him, pointing to that which belonged to the +treasure cupboard. + +Saunders slipped it into the lock before him. It moved with ease, +backwards and forwards. + +'H'm! that's strange,' he said, taking out the key and turning it over +thoughtfully in his hand. 'Yer didn't think as there were _another_ key +in this 'ouse that would open your cupboard, did yer, Bolderfield?' + +The old man sank weeping on a chair. He was too broken, too exhausted, +to revile Bessie any more. + +'Yo tell her, Muster Saunders,' he said, 'to gie it me back! I'll not +ast for all on it, but some on it, Muster Saunders--some on it. She +_can't_ a spent it. She must a got it somewhere. Yo speak to her, Muster +Saunders. It's a crule thing to rob an old man like me--an her own +mother's brother. Yo speak to 'er--an yo, too, Mary Anne.' + +He looked piteously from one to the other. But his misery only seemed to +goad Bessie to fresh fury. She turned upon him, arms akimbo. + +'Oh! an of course it must be _me_ as robs yer! It couldn't be nobody +else, could it? There isn't tramps an thieves, an rogues--'undreds of +'em--going about o' nights? Nary one, I believe yer! There isn't another +thief in Clinton Magna, nobbut Bessie Costrell, is ther? But yer'll not +blackguard me for nothin, I can tell yer. Now will yer jest oblige me by +takin yourselves off? I shall 'ave to clean up after yer'--she pointed +scornfully to the marks of their muddy boots on the floor--'an it's +gettin late.' + +'One moment, Mrs. Costrell,' said Saunders, gently rubbing his hands. +'With your leave, John and I ull just inspeck the cupboard _hup_ stairs +before leavin--an then we'll clear out double-quick. But we'll 'ave one +try if we can't 'it on somethin as ull show 'ow the thief got in--with +your leave, of _coorse._' + +Bessie hesitated; then she threw some spoons she held into the water +beside her with a violent gesture. + +'Go where yer wants,' she said, and returned to her washing. + +Saunders began to climb the narrow stairs, with John behind him. But the +smith's small eyes had a puzzled look. + +'There's _somethin_ rum,' he said to himself. 'Ow _did_ she spend it +all? 'As she been carryin on with someone be'ind Isaac's back, or is +Isaac in it too? It's one or t'other.' + +Meanwhile Bessie, left behind, was consumed by a passionate effort of +memory. _What_ had she done with the key, the night before, after she +had locked the cupboard? Her brain was blurred. The blow--the fall-- +seemed to have confused even the remembrance of the scene with Timothy. +How was it, for instance, that she had put the box back in the wrong +place? She put her hand to her head, trying in an anguish to recollect +the exact details. + +The little widow sat meanwhile a few yards away, her thin hands clasped +on her lap in her usual attitude of humble entreaty; her soft grey eyes, +brimmed with tears, were fixed on Bessie. Bessie did not know that she +was there--that she existed. + +The door had closed after the two men. Bessie could hear vague +movements, but nothing more. Presently she could bear it no longer. She +went to the door and opened it. + +She was just in time. By the light of the bit of candle that John held, +she saw Saunders sitting on the stair, the shadow of his huge frame +thrown back on the white wall; she saw him stoop suddenly, as a bird +pounces; she heard an exclamation--then a sound of metal. + +Her involuntary cry startled the men above. + +'All right, Mrs. Costrell,' said Saunders, briskly--'all right. We'll be +down directly.' + +She came back into the kitchen, a mist before her eyes, and fell heavily +on a chair by the fire. Mary Anne approached her, only to be pushed +back. The widow stood listening, in an agony. + +It took Saunders a minute or two to complete his case. Then he slowly +descended the stairs, carrying the box, his great weight making the +house shake. He entered the kitchen first, John behind him. But at the +same moment that they appeared, the outer door opened, and Isaac +Costrell, preceded by a gust of snow, stood on the threshold. + +'Why, John!' he cried, in amazement--'an _Saunders_!' + +He looked at them, then at Mary Anne, then at his wife. + +There was an instant's dead silence. + +Then the tottering John came forward. + +'An I'm glad yer come, Isaac, that I am--thankful! Now yer can tell me +what yer wife's done with my money. D'yer mind that box? It wor you an I +carried it across that night as Watson come out on us. An yo'll bear me +witness as we locked it up, an yo saw me tie the two keys roun my neck-- +yo _did_, Isaac. An now, Isaac'--the hoarse voice began to tremble--'now +there's two--suverins--left, and one 'arf-crown--out o' seventy-one +pound fower an sixpence--seventy-one pound, Isaac! Yo'll get it out on +'er, Isaac, yer will, won't yer?' + +He looked up, imploring. + +Isaac, after the first violent start, stood absolutely motionless, +Saunders observing him. As one of the main props of Church Establishment +in the village, Saunders had no great opinion of Isaac Costrell, who +stood for the dissidence of dissent. The two men had never been friends, +and Saunders in this affair had perhaps exercised the quasi-judicial +functions the village had long by common consent allowed him, with more +readiness than usual. + +As soon as John ceased speaking, Isaac walked up to Saunders. + +'Let me see that box,' he said peremptorily, 'put it down.' + +Saunders, who had rested the box on the back of a chair, placed it +gently on the table, assisted by Isaac. A few feet away stood Bessie, +saying nothing, her hand holding the duster on her hip, her eyes +following her husband. + +He looked carefully at the two sovereigns lying on the bit of old cloth +which covered the bottom of the box, and the one half-crown that Timothy +had forgotten; he took up the bit of cloth and shook it, he felt along +the edge of the box, he examined the wrenched lock. Then he stood for an +instant, his hand on the box, his eyes staring straight before him in a +kind of dream. + +Saunders grew impatient. He pushed John aside, and came to the table, +leaning his hands upon it, so as to command Isaac's face. + +'Now, look 'ere, Isaac,' he said, in a different voice from any that he +had yet employed, 'let's come to business. These 'ere are the facks o' +this case, an 'ow we're a-goin to get over 'em, I don see. John leaves +his money in your cupboard. Yo an he lock it up, an John goes away with +'is keys 'ung roun 'is neck. Yo agree to that? Well and good. But +there's _another_ key in your 'ouse, Isaac, as opens John's cupboard. +Ah--' + +He waved his hand in deprecation of Isaac's movement. + +'I dessay yo didn't know nowt about it--that's noather 'ere nor there. +Yo try John's key in that there door'--he pointed to the cupboard by the +fire--'an yo'll find it fits _ex_--act. Then, thinks I, where's the key +as belongs to that 'ere cupboard? An John an I goes upstairs to look +about us, an in noa time at aw, I sees a 'ole in the skirtin. I whips in +my finger--lor bless yer! I knew it wor there the moment I sets eyes on +the hole.' + +He held up the key triumphantly. By this time, no Old Bailey lawyer +making a hanging speech could have had more command of his task. + +''Ere then we 'ave'--he checked the items off on his fingers--'box +locked up--key in the 'ouse as fits it, unbeknown to John--money tuk +out--key 'idden away. But that's not all--not by long chalks--there's +another side to the affair _hal_togefher.' + +Saunders drew himself up, thrust his hands deep into his pockets, and +cleared his throat. + +'Per'aps yer don know--I'm sartin sure yer don know--leastways I'm +hinclined that way--as Mrs. Costrell'--he made a polite inclination +towards Bessie--''ave been makin free with money--fower--five--night a +week at the "Spotted Deer"--fower--five--night a week. She'd used to +treat every young feller, an plenty old uns too, as turned up; an there +was a many as only went to Dawson's becos they knew as she'd treat 'em. +Now she didn't go on tick at Dawson's; she'd _pay_--an she allus payed +in 'arf-crowns. An those arf-crowns were curous 'arf-crowns; an it came +into Dawson's [transcriber's note: "Dawon's" in original] 'ead as he'd +colleck them 'arf-crowns. 'Ee wanted to see summat, 'ee said--an I +dessay 'ee did. An people began to taak. Last night theer wor a bit of a +roompus, it seems, while Mrs. Costrell was a-payin another o' them +things, an summat as was said come to my ears--an come to Watson's. An +me and Watson 'ave been makin inquiries--an Mr. Dawson wor obligin +enough to make me a small loan, 'ee wor. Now I've got just one question +to ask o' John Borroful.' + +He put his hand into his waistcoat-pocket, and drew out a silver coin. + +'Is that yourn, John?' + +John fell upon it with a cry. + +'Aye, Saunders, it's mine. Look ye 'ere, Isaac, it's a king's 'ead. It's +Willum--not Victory. I saved that un up when I wor a lad at Mason's, an +look yer, there's my mark in the corner--every arf-crown I ever 'ad I +marked like that.' + +He held it under Isaac's staring eyes, pointing to the little scratched +cross in the corner. + +''Ere's another, John--two on 'em,' said Saunders, pulling out a second +and a third. + +John, in a passion of hope, identified them both. + +'Then,' said Saunders, slapping the table solemnly, 'theer's nobbut one +more thing to say--an sorry I am to say it. Them coins, Isaac'--he +pointed a slow finger at Bessie, whose white, fierce face moved +involuntarily--'them 'arf-crowns wor paid across the bar lasst night, or +the night afore, at Dawson's, by _yor wife_, as is now stannin there, an +she'll deny it if she can!' + +For an instant the whole group preserved their positions--the breath +suspended on their lips. + +Then Isaac strode up to his wife, and gripped her by the arms. + +'Did yer do it?' he asked her. + +He held her, looking into her eyes, Slowly she sank away from him; she +would have fallen, but for a chair that stood beside her. + +'Oh, yer brute!' she said, turning her head to Saunders an instant, and +speaking under her breath, with a kind of sob. 'Yer _brute_!' + +Isaac walked to the door, and threw it open. + +'Per'aps yer'll go,' he said, grimly. +And the three went, without a word. + + + + +SCENE V + +So the husband and wife were left together in the cottage room. The door +had no sooner closed on Saunders and his companions than Isaac was +seized with that strange sense of walking amid things unreal upon a +wavering earth which is apt to beset the man who has any portion of the +dreamer's temperament, under any sudden rush of circumstance. He drew +his hand across his brow, bewildered. The fire leapt and chattered in +the grate; the newly-washed tea-things on the table shone under the +lamp; the cat lay curled, as usual, on the chair where he sat after +supper to read his _Christian World_; yet all things were not the same. +What had changed? + +Then across poor John's rifled box he saw his wife sitting rigid on the +chair where he had left her. + +He came and sat down at the corner of the table, close to her, his chin +on his hand. + +''Ow did yer spend it?' he said, startled, as the words came out, by his +own voice, so grinding and ugly was the note of it. + +Her miserable eyes travelled over his face, seeking as it were, for some +promise, however faint, of future help and succour, however distant. + +Apparently she saw none, for her own look flamed to fresh defiance. + +'I didn't spend it. Saunders wor lyin.' + +''Ow did yer get them half-crowns?' + +'I got 'em at Bedford. Mr. Grimstone give 'em me.' + +Isaac looked at her hard, his shame burning into his heart. This was how +she had got her money for the gin. Of course, she had lied to him the +night before, in her account of her fall, and of that mark on her +forehead, which still showed, a red disfigurement, under the hair she +had drawn across it. The sight of it, of her, began to excite in him a +quick loathing. He was at bottom a man of violent passions, and in the +presence of evil-doing so flagrant, so cruel--of a household ruin so +complete--his religion failed him. + +'When was it as yer opened that box fust?' he asked her again, scorning +her denials. + +She burst into a rage of tears, lifting her apron to her eyes, and +flinging names at him that he scarcely heard. + +There was a little cold tea in a cup close to him that Bessie had +forgotten. He stretched out his hand, and took a mouthful, moistening +his dry lips and throat. + +'Yer'll go to prison for this,' he said, jerking it out as he put the +cup down. + +He saw her shiver. Her nerve was failing her. The convulsive sobs +continued, but she ceased to abuse him. He wondered when he should be +able to get it out of her. He himself could no more have wept than iron +and fire weep. + +'Are yer goin to tell me when yer took that money, and 'ow yer spent it? +'Cos, if yer don't, I shall go to Watson.' + +Even in her abasement it struck her as shameful, unnatural, that he, her +husband, should say this. Her remorse returned upon her heart, like a +tide driven back. She answered him not a word. + +He put his silver watch on the table. + +'I'll give yer two minutes,' he said. + +There was silence in the cottage except for the choking, hysterical +sounds she could not master. Then he took up his hat again, and went out +into the snow, which was by now falling fast. + +She remained helpless and sobbing, unconscious of the passage of time, +one hand playing incessantly with a child's comforter that lay beside +her on the table, the other wiping away the crowding tears. But her mind +worked feverishly all the time, and gradually she fought herself free of +this weeping, which clutched her against her will. + +Isaac was away for an hour. When he came back he closed the door +carefully, and, walking to the table, threw down his hat upon it. His +face under its ruddy brown had suffered some radical disintegrating +change. + +'They've traced yer,' he said, hoarsely;' they've got it up to +twenty-six pound, an more. Most on it 'ere in Clinton--some on it, +Muster Miles o' Frampton ull swear to. Watson ull go over to Frampton, +for the warrant--to-morrer.' + +The news shook her from head to foot. She stared at him wildly-- +speechless. + +'But that's not 'arf,' he went on--'not near 'arf. Do yer 'ear? What did +yer do with the rest? I'll not answer for keepin my 'ands off yer if yer +won't tell.' + +In his trance of rage and agony, he was incapable of pity. He had small +need to threaten her with blows--every word stabbed. + +But her turn had come to strike back. She raised her head; she measured +her news against his; and she did it with a kind of exultation. + +'Then I _will_ tell yer--an I 'ope it ull do yer good. _I_ took +thirty-one pound o' Bolderfield's money then--but it warn't me took the +rest. Some one else tuk it, an I stood by an saw 'im. When I tried to +stop 'im--look 'ere.' + +She raised her hand, nodding, and pointing to the wound on her brow. + +Isaac leant heavily on the table. A horrible suspicion swept through +him. Had she wronged him in a yet blacker way? He bent over her, +breathing fast--ready to strike. + +'Who was it?' + +She laughed. 'Well, it wor _Timothy_ then--yur precious--beautiful son-- +Timothy!' + +He fell back. + +'Yo're lyin,' he cried; 'yer want to throw it off on some one. How cud +Timothy 'ave 'ad anythin to do with John's money? Timothy's not been +near the place this three months.' + +'Not till lasst night,' she said, mocking him; 'I'll grant yer--not till +lasst night. But it _do_ 'appen, as lasst night Timothy took forty-one +pound o' John Borroful's money out o' that box, an got off--clean. I'm +sorry if yer don't like it--but I can't 'elp that; yo listen 'ere.' + +And lifting a quivering finger she told her tale at last, all the +beginning of it confused and almost unintelligible, but the scene with +Timothy vivid, swift, convincing--a direct impression from the ugly +immediate fact. + +He listened, his face lying on his arms. It was true, all true. She +might have taken more and Timothy less; no doubt she was making it out +as bad as she could for Timothy. But it lay between them--his wife and +his son--it lay between them. + +'An I 'eard yer comin,' she ended; 'an I thought I'd tell yer--an I wor +frightened about the 'arf-crowns--people 'ad been talkin so at +Dawson's--an I didn't see no way out--an--an--' + +She ceased, her hand plucking again at the comforter, her throat +working. + +He, too, thought of the loving words he had said to her, and the memory +of them only made his misery the more fierce. + +'An there ain't no way out,' he said violently, raising his head. +'Yer'll be took before the magistrates next week, an the assizes ull be +in February, an yer'll get six months--if yer don't get more.' + +She got up from her chair as though physically goaded by the words. + +'I'll not go to gaol,' she said, under her breath. 'I'll not--' + +A sound of scorn broke from Isaac. + +'You should ha thought o' that,' he said. 'Yo should ha thought o' that. +An what you've been sayin about Timothy don't make it a 'aporth the +better--not for _you_! Yo led _'im_ into it too--if it 'adn't been for +yo, 'ee'd never ha' _seen_ the cursed stuff. Yo've dragged 'im down +worse nor 'ee were--an yerself--an the childer--an me. An the drink, an +the lyin!--it turns a man's stomach to think on it. An I've been livin +with yer--these twelve years. I wish to the Lord I'd never seen yer--as +the children 'ud never been born! They'll be known all their life now-- +as 'avin 'ad sich a woman for their mother!' + +A demon of passion possessed him more and more. He looked at her with +murderous eyes, his hand on the table working. + +For his world, too, lay in ruins about him. Through many hard-working +and virtuous years he had counted among the righteous men of the +village--the men whom the Almighty must needs reckon to the good +whenever the score of Clinton Magna had to be made up. And this +pre-eminence had come to be part of the habitual furniture of life and +thought. To be suddenly stripped of it--to be, not only disgraced by his +wife, to be thrust down himself among the low and sinful herd--this +thought made another man of him; made him wicked, as it were, perforce. +For who that heard the story would ever believe that he was not the +partner of her crime? Had he not eaten and drunk of it; were not he and +his children now clothed by it? + +Bessie did not answer him nor look at him. At any other moment she would +have been afraid of him; now she feared nothing but the image in her own +mind--herself led along the village street, enclosed in that hateful +building, cut off from all pleasure, all free moving and willing--alone +and despised--her children taken from her. + +Suddenly she walked into the back kitchen and opened the door leading to +the garden. + +Outside everything lay swathed in white, and a snowstorm was drifting +over the deep cup of land which held the village. A dull, melancholy +moonlight seemed to be somewhere behind the snow curtain, for the +muffled shapes of the houses below and the long sweep of the hill were +visible through the dark, and the objects in the little garden itself +were almost distinct. There, in the centre, rose the round stone edging +of the well, the copious well, sunk deep into the chalk, for which +Bessie's neighbours envied her, whence her good nature let them draw +freely at any time of drought. On either side of it the gnarled stems of +old fruit-trees and the bare sticks of winter kail made black scratches +and blots upon the white. + +Bessie looked out, leaning against the doorway, and heedless of the wind +that drove upon her. Down below there was a light in Watson's cottage, +and a few lights from the main street beyond pierced the darkness. The +'Spotted Deer' must be at that moment full of people, all talking of her +and Isaac. Her eye came hastily back to the snow-shrouded well and dwelt +upon it. + +'Shut that door!' Isaac commanded from inside. She obeyed, and came back +into the kitchen. There she moved restlessly about a minute or two, +followed by his frowning look--the look, not of a husband but of an +enemy. Then a sudden animal yearning for rest and warmth seized her. She +opened the door by the hearth abruptly and went up, longing simply to +lie down and cover herself from the cold. + +But, after all, she turned aside to the children, and sat there for some +time at the foot of the little boys' bed. The children, especially +Arthur, had been restless for long, kept awake and trembling by the +strange sounds outside their door and the loud voices downstairs; but, +with the deep silence that had suddenly fallen on the house after Isaac +had gone away to seek his interview with Watson, sleep had come to them, +and even Arthur, on whose thin cheeks the smears left by crying were +still visible, was quite unconscious of his mother. She looked at them +from time to time, by the light of a bit of a candle she had placed on a +box beside her; but she did not kiss them, and her eyes had no tears. +From time to time she looked quickly round her, as though startled by a +sound, a breathing. + +Presently, shivering with cold, she went into her own room. There, +mechanically, she took off her outer dress, as though to go to bed; but +when she had done so her hands fell by her side; she stood motionless +till, suddenly wrapping an old shawl round her, she took up her candle +and went downstairs again. + +As she pushed open the door at the foot of the stairs, she saw Isaac, +where she had left him, sitting on his chair, bent forward, his hands +dropping between his knees, his gaze fixed on a bit of dying fire in the +grate. + +'Isaac!' + +He looked up with the unwillingness of one who hates the sound he hears, +and saw her standing on the lowest step. Her black hair had fallen upon +her shoulders, her quick breath shook the shawl she held about her, and +the light in her hand showed the anguished brightness of the eyes. + +'Isaac, are yer comin up?' + +The question maddened him. He turned to look at her more fixedly. + +'Comin up? noa, I'm not comin up--so now yer know. Take yerself off, an +be quick.' + +She trembled. + +'Are yer goin to sleep down 'ere, Isaac?' + +'Aye, or wherever I likes: it's no concern o' yourn. I'm no 'usband o' +yourn from this day forth. Take yourself off, I say!--I'll 'ave no thief +for _my_ wife!' + +But instead of going she stepped down into the kitchen. His words had +broken her down; she was crying again. + +'Isaac, I'd ha' put it back,' she said, imploring. 'I wor goin in to +Bedford to see Mr. Grimstone--'ee'd ha' managed it for me. I'd a worked +extra--I could ha' done it--if it 'adn't been for Timothy. If you'll +'elp--an you'd oughter, for yer _are_ my 'usband, whativer yer may say-- +we could pay John back--some day. Yo can go to 'im, an to Watson, an say +as we'll pay it back--yo _could_, Isaac. I can take ter the plattin +again, an I can go an work for Mrs. Drew--she asked me again lasst week. +Mary Anne ull see to the childer. You go to John, Isaac, to-morrer--an-- +an--to Watson. All they wants is the money back. Yer couldn't--yer +couldn't--see me took to prison, Isaac.' + +She gasped for breath, wiping the mist from her eye with the edge of her +shawl. + +But all that she said only maddened the man's harsh and pessimist nature +the more. The futility of her proposals, of her daring to think, after +his fiat and the law's had gone forth, that there was any way out of +what she had done, for her or for him, drove him to frenzy. And his +wretched son was far away; so he must vent the frenzy on her. The +melancholia, which religion had more or less restrained and comforted +during a troubled lifetime, became on this tragic night a wild-beast +impulse that must have its prey. + +He rose suddenly and came towards her, his eyes glaring, and a burst of +invective on his white lips. Then he made a rush for a heavy stick that +leant against the wall. + +She fled from him, reached her bedroom in safety, and bolted the door. +She heard him give a groan on the stairs, throw away the stick, and +descend again. + +Then for nearly two hours there was absolute stillness once more in this +miserable house. Bessie had sunk, half-fainting, on a chair by the bed, +and lay there, her head lying against the pillow. + +But in a very short time the blessed numbness was gone, and +consciousness became once more a torture, the medium of terrors not to +be borne. Isaac hated her--she would be taken from her children--she +felt Watson's grip upon her arm--she saw the jeering faces at the +village doors. + +At times a wave of sheer bewilderment swept across her. How had it come +about that she was sitting there like this? Only two days before she had +been everybody's friend. Life had been perpetually gay and exciting. She +had had qualms indeed, moments of a quick anguish, before the scene in +the 'Spotted Deer.' But there had been always some thought to protect +her from herself. John was not coming back for a long, long time. She +would replace the money--of course she would! And she would not take any +more--or only a very little. Meanwhile the hours floated by, dressed in +a colour and variety they had never yet possessed for her--charged with +all the delights of wealth, as such a human being under such conditions +is able to conceive them. + +Her nature, indeed, had never gauged its own capacities for pleasure +till within the last few months. Excitement, amusement, society--she had +grown to them; they had evoked in her a richer and fuller life, expanded +and quickened all the currents of her blood. As she sat shivering in the +darkness and solitude, she thought with a sick longing of the hours in +the public-house--the lights, the talk, the warmth within and without. +The drink-thirst was upon her at this moment. It had driven her down to +the village that afternoon at the moment of John's arrival. But she had +no money. She had not dared to unlock the cupboard again, and she could +only wander up and down the bit of dark road beyond the 'Spotted Deer,' +suffering and craving. + +Well, it was all done--all done! + +She had come up without her candle, and the only light in the room was a +cold glimmer from the snow outside. But she must find a light, for she +must write a letter. By much groping she found some matches, and then +lit one after another while she searched in her untidy drawers for an +ink-bottle and a pen she knew must be there. + +She found them, and with infinite difficulty--holding match after match +in her left hand--she scrawled a few blotted lines on a torn piece of +paper. She was a poor scholar, and the toil was great. When it was done, +she propped the paper up against the looking-glass. + +Then she felt for her dress, and deliberately put it on again, in the +dark, though her hands were so numb with cold that she could scarcely +hook the fastenings. Her teeth chattered as she threw her old shawl +round her. + +Stooping down she took off her boots, and pushing the bolt of her own +door back as noiselessly as possible, she crept down the stairs. As she +neared the lower door, the sound of two or three loud breathings caught +her ear. + +Her heart contracted with an awful sense of loneliness. Her husband +slept--her children slept--while she-- + +Then the wave of a strange, a just passion mounted within her. She +stepped into the kitchen, and walking up to her husband's chair, she +stood still a moment looking at him. The lamp was dying away, but she +could still see him plainly. She held herself steadily erect; a frown +was on her brow, a flame in her eyes. + +'Well, good-bye, Isaac,' she said, in a low but firm voice. + +Then she walked to the back door and opened it, taking no heed of noise; +the latch fell heavily, the hinges creaked. + +'Isaac!' she cried, her tones loud and ringing,--_Iaac!_' + +There was a sudden sound in the kitchen. She slipped through the door, +and ran along the snow-covered garden. + +Isaac, roused by her call from the deep trance of exhaustion which only +a few minutes before had fallen upon his misery, stood up, felt the +blast rushing in through the open door at the back, and ran blindly. + +The door had swung to again. He clutched it open; in the dim weird +light, he saw a dark figure stoop over the well; he heard something +flung aside, which fell upon the snow with a thud; then the figure +sprang upon the coping of the well. + +He ran with all his speed, his face beaten by the wind and sleet. But he +was too late. A sharp cry pierced the night. As he reached the well, and +hung over it, he heard, or thought he heard, a groan, a beating of the +water--then no more. + +Isaac's shouts for help attracted the notice of a neighbour who was +sitting up with her daughter and a new-born child. She roused her +son-in-law and his boy, and through them a score of others, deep night +though it was. + +Watson was among the first of those who gathered round the well. He and +others lowered Isaac with ropes into its icy depths, and drew him up +again, while the snow beat upon them all--the straining men--two +dripping shapes emerging from the earth. A murmur of horror greeted the +first sight of that marred face on Isaac's arm, as the lanterns fell +upon it. For there was a gash above the eye, caused by a projection in +the hard chalk side of the well, which of itself spoke death. + +Isaac carried her in, and laid her down before the still glowing hearth. +A shudder ran through him as he knelt, bending over her. The new wound +had effaced all the traces of Timothy's blow. How long was it since she +had stood there before him pointing to it? + +The features were already rigid. No one felt the smallest hope. Yet with +that futile tenderness all can show to the dead, everything was tried. +Mary Anne Waller came--white and speechless--and her deft gentle hands +did whatever the village doctor told her. And there were many other +women, too, who did their best. Some of them, had Bessie dared to live, +would have helped with all their might to fill her cup of punishment to +the brim. Now that she had thrown herself on death as her only friend, +they were dissolved in pity. + +Everything failed. Bessie had meant to die, and she had not missed her +aim. There came a moment when the doctor, laying his ear for the last +time to her cold breast, raised himself to bid the useless effort cease. + +'Send them all away,' he said to the little widow, 'and you stay.' + +Watson helped to clear the room, then he and Isaac carried the dead +woman upstairs. An old man followed them, a bent and broken being, who +dragged himself up the steps with his stick. Watson, out of compassion, +came back to help him. + +'John--yer'd better go home, an to yer bed--yer can't do no good.' + +'I'll wait for Mary Anne,' said John, in a shaking whisper--'I'll wait +for Mary Anne.' + +And he stood at the doorway leaning on his stick; his weak and reddened +eyes fixed on his cousin, his mouth open feebly. + +But Mary Anne, weeping, beckoned to another woman who had come up with +the little procession, and they began their last offices. + +'Let us go,' said the doctor, kindly, his hand on Isaac's shoulder, +'till they have done.' + +At that moment Watson, throwing a last professional glance round the +room, perceived the piece of torn paper propped against the glass. Ah! +there was the letter. There was always a letter. + +He walked forward, glanced at it and handed it to Isaac. Isaac drew his +hand across his brow in bewilderment, then seemed to recognise the +handwriting and thrust it into his pocket without a word. + +Watson touched his arm. + +'Don't you destroy it,' he said in warning; 'it'll be asked for at the +inquest.' + +The men descended. Watson and the doctor departed. + +John and Isaac were left alone in the kitchen. Isaac hung over the fire, +which had been piled up in the hope of restoring warmth to the drowned +woman. Suddenly he took out the letter and, bending his head to the +blaze, began to read it. + +'Isaac, yer a cruel husband to me, an there's no way fer me but the way +I'm goin. I didn't mean no 'arm, not at first, but there, wot's the good +o' talkin. I can't bear the way as you speaks to me an looks at me, an +I'll never go to prison--no, never. It's orful--fer the children ull +'ave no mother, an I don't know however Arthur ull manage. But yer +woodent show me no mercy, an I can't think of anythin different. I did +love yer an the childer, but the drink got holt o' me. Yer mus see as +Arthur is rapped up, an Edie's eyes ull 'ave to be seen to now an agen. +I'm sorry, but there's nothin else. I wud like yer to kiss me onst, when +they bring me in, and jes say, Bessie, I forgive yer. It won't do yer no +'arm, an p'raps I may 'ear it without your knowin. So good-bye, Isaac, +from yur lovin wife, Bessie....' + +As he read it, the man's fixed pallor and iron calm gave way. He leant +against the mantelpiece, shaken at last with the sobs of a human and a +helpless remorse. + +John, from his seat on the settle a few yards away, looked at Isaac +miserably. His lips opened now and then as though to speak, then closed +again. His brain could form no distinct image. He was encompassed by a +general sense of desolation, springing from the loss of his money, which +was pierced every now and then by a strange sense of guilt. It seemed to +have something to do with Bessie, this last, though what he could not +have told. + +So they sat, till Mary Anne's voice called 'Isaac' from the top of the +stairs. + +Isaac stood up, drew one deep breath, controlled himself, and went, John +following. + +Mary Anne held the bedroom door open for them, and the two men entered, +treading softly. + +The women stood on either hand crying. They had clothed the dead in +white and crossed her hands upon her breast. A linen covering had been +pressed, nun-like, round the head and chin. The wound was hidden, and +the face lay framed in an oval of pure white, which gave it a strange +severity. + +Isaac bent over her. Was this _Bessie_--Bessie, the human, faulty, +chattering creature--whom he, her natural master, had been free to scold +or caress at will? At bottom he had always been conscious in regard to +her of a silent but immeasurable superiority, whether as mere man to +mere woman, or as the Christian to the sinner. + +Now--he dared scarcely touch her. As she lay in this new-found dignity, +the proud peace of her look intimidated, accused him--would always +accuse him till he too rested as she rested now, clad for the end. Yet +she had bade him kiss her--and he obeyed her--groaning within himself, +incapable altogether, out of sheer abasement, of saying those words she +had asked of him. Then he sat down beside her, motionless. John tried +once or twice to speak to him, but Isaac shook his head impatiently. At +last the mere presence of Bolderfield in the room seemed to anger him. +He threw the old man such dark and restless looks that Mary Anne +perceived them, and, with instinctive understanding, persuaded John to +go. + +She, however, must needs go with him, and she went. The other woman +stayed. Every now and then she looked furtively at Isaac. + +'If some one don't look arter 'im,' she said to herself, ''ee'll go as +his father and his brothers went afore him. 'Ee's got the look on it +awready. Wheniver it's light I'll go fetch Muster Drew.' + +With the first rays of the morning Bolderfield got up from the bed in +Mary Anne's cottage, where she had placed him a couple of hours before, +imploring him to lie still and rest himself. He slipped on his coat, the +only garment he had taken off, and taking his stick he crept down to the +cottage door. Mary Anne, who had gone out to fetch some bread, had left +it ajar. He opened it and stood on the threshold looking out. + +The storm of the night was over, and already a milder breeze was +beginning to melt the newly-fallen snow. The sun was striking cheerfully +from the hill behind him upon the glistening surfaces of the distant +fields; the old labourer felt a hint of spring in the air. It brought +with it a hundred vague associations, and filled him with a boundless +despair. What would become of him now--penniless and old and feeble? The +horror of Bessie's death no longer stood between him and his own pain, +and would soon even cease to protect her from his hatred. + +Mary Anne came back along the lane, carrying a jug and a loaf. Her +little face was all blanched and drawn with weariness; yet when she saw +him her look kindled. She ran up to him. + +'What did yer come down for, John? I'd ha taken yer yer breakfast in yer +bed.' + +He looked at her, then at the food. His eyes filled with tears. + +'I can't pay yer for it,' he said, pointing with his stick; 'I can't pay +yer for it.' + +Mary Anne led him in, scolding and coaxing him with her gentle, +trembling voice. She made him sit down while she blew up the fire; she +fed and tended him. When she had forced him to eat something, she came +behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder. + +'John,' she said, clearing her throat, 'John, yer shan't want while I'm +livin. I promised Eliza I wouldn't forget yer, and I won't. I can work +yet--there's plenty o' people want me to work for 'em--an maybe, when +yer get over this, you'll work a bit too now and again. We'll hold +together, John--anyways. While I live and keep my 'elth, yer shan't +want. An yer'll forgive Bessie'--she broke into sudden sobbing. 'Oh! +I'll never 'ear a crule word about Bessie in my 'ouse, _never_!' + +John put his arms on the table and hid his face upon them. He could not +speak of forgiveness, nor could he thank her for her promise. His chief +feeling was an intense wish to sleep; but as Mary Anne dried her tears +and began to go about her household work, the sound of her step, the +sense of her loving presence near him, began for the first time to relax +the aching grip upon his heart. He had always been weak and dependent, +in spite of his thrift and his money. He would be far more weak and +dependent now and henceforward. But again, he had found a woman's +tenderness to lean upon, and as she ministered to him--this humble +shrinking creature he had once so cordially despised--the first drop of +balm fell upon his sore. + +Meanwhile, in another cottage a few yards away, Mr. Drew was wrestling +with Isaac. In his own opinion, he met with small success. The man who +had refused his wife mercy, shrank with a kind of horror from talking of +the Divine mercy. Isaac Costrell's was a strange and groping soul. But +those misjudged him who called him a hypocrite. + +Yet in truth, during the years that followed, whenever he was not under +the influence of recurrent attacks of melancholia, Isaac did again +derive much comfort from the aspirations and self-abasements of +religion. No human life would be possible if there were not forces in +and round man perpetually tending to repair the wounds and breaches that +he himself makes. + +Misery provokes pity; despair throws itself on a Divine tenderness. And +for those who have the 'grace' of faith, in the broken and imperfect +action of these healing powers upon this various world--in the love of +the merciful for the unhappy, in the tremulous yet undying hope that +pierces even sin and remorse with the vision of some ultimate salvation +from the self that breeds them--in these powers there speaks the only +voice which can make us patient under the tragedies of human fate, +whether these tragedies be 'the falls of princes' or such meaner, +narrower pains as brought poor Bessie Costrell to her end. + + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Story of Bessie Costrell., by Mrs. Humphry Ward + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STORY OF BESSIE COSTRELL. *** + +***** This file should be named 12181.txt or 12181.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/1/8/12181/ + +Produced by Andrew Templeton, Juliet Sutherland, Carol David and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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