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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Street of Seven Stars + +Author: Mary Roberts Rinehart + +Posting Date: September 15, 2008 [EBook #1214] +Release Date: February, 1998 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STREET OF SEVEN STARS *** + + + + +Produced by Michael Delaney + + + + + +THE STREET OF SEVEN STARS + +By Mary Roberts Rinehart + + + + +CHAPTER I + +The old stucco house sat back in a garden, or what must once have been +a garden, when that part of the Austrian city had been a royal game +preserve. Tradition had it that the Empress Maria Theresa had used the +building as a hunting-lodge, and undoubtedly there was something royal +in the proportions of the salon. With all the candles lighted in the +great glass chandelier, and no sidelights, so that the broken paneling +was mercifully obscured by gloom, it was easy to believe that the great +empress herself had sat in one of the tall old chairs and listened to +anecdotes of questionable character; even, if tradition may be believed, +related not a few herself. + +The chandelier was not lighted on this rainy November night. Outside +in the garden the trees creaked and bent before the wind, and the +heavy barred gate, left open by the last comer, a piano student named +Scatchett and dubbed "Scatch"--the gate slammed to and fro monotonously, +giving now and then just enough pause for a hope that it had latched +itself, a hope that was always destroyed by the next gust. + +One candle burned in the salon. Originally lighted for the purpose of +enabling Miss Scatchett to locate the score of a Tschaikowsky concerto, +it had been moved to the small center table, and had served to give +light if not festivity to the afternoon coffee and cakes. It still +burned, a gnarled and stubby fragment, in its china holder; round it the +disorder of the recent refreshment, three empty cups, a half of a +small cake, a crumpled napkin or two,--there were never enough to go +round,--and on the floor the score of the concerto, clearly abandoned +for the things of the flesh. + +The room was cold. The long casement windows creaked in time with the +slamming of the gate and the candle flickered in response to a draft +under the doors. The concerto flapped and slid along the uneven old +floor. At the sound a girl in a black dress, who had been huddled +near the tile stove, rose impatiently and picked it up. There was no +impatience, however, in the way she handled the loose sheets. She put +them together carefully, almost tenderly, and placed them on the top of +the grand piano, anchoring them against the draft with a china dog from +the stand. + +The room was very bare--a long mirror between two of the windows, half +a dozen chairs, a stand or two, and in a corner the grand piano. There +were no rugs--the bare floor stretched bleakly into dim corners and +was lost. The crystal pendants of the great chandelier looked like +stalactites in a cave. The girl touched the piano keys; they were ice +under her fingers. + +In a sort of desperation she drew a chair underneath the chandelier, and +armed with a handful of matches proceeded to the unheard-of extravagance +of lighting it, not here and there, but throughout as high as she could +reach, standing perilously on her tiptoes on the chair. + +The resulting illumination revealed a number of things: It showed that +the girl was young and comely and that she had been crying; it revealed +the fact that the coal-pail was empty and the stove almost so; it let +the initiated into the secret that the blackish fluid in the cups had +been made with coffee extract that had been made of Heaven knows what; +and it revealed in the cavernous corner near the door a number of +trunks. The girl, having lighted all the candles, stood on the chair and +looked at the trunks. She was very young, very tragic, very feminine. A +door slammed down the hall and she stopped crying instantly. Diving into +one of those receptacles that are a part of the mystery of the sex, she +rubbed a chamois skin over her nose and her reddened eyelids. + +The situation was a difficult one, but hardly, except to Harmony Wells, +a tragedy. Few of us are so constructed that the Suite "Arlesienne" +will serve as a luncheon, or a faulty fingering of the Waldweben from +"Siegfried" will keep us awake at night. Harmony had lain awake more +than once over some crime against her namesake, had paid penances of +early rising and two hours of scales before breakfast, working with +stiffened fingers in her cold little room where there was no room for a +stove, and sitting on the edge of the bed in a faded kimono where once +pink butterflies sported in a once blue-silk garden. Then coffee, rolls, +and honey, and back again to work, with little Scatchett at the piano in +the salon beyond the partition, wearing a sweater and fingerless gloves +and holding a hot-water bottle on her knees. Three rooms beyond, down +the stone hall, the Big Soprano, doing Madama Butterfly in bad German, +helped to make an encircling wall of sound in the center of which one +might practice peacefully. + +Only the Portier objected. Morning after morning, crawling out at dawn +from under his featherbed in the lodge below, he opened his door and +listened to Harmony doing penance above; and morning after morning he +shook his fist up the stone staircase. + +"Gott im Himmel!" he would say to his wife, fumbling with the knot of +his mustache bandage, "what a people, these Americans! So much noise and +no music!" + +"And mad!" grumbled his wife. "All the day coal, coal to heat; and at +night the windows open! Karl the milkboy has seen it." + +And now the little colony was breaking up. The Big Soprano was going +back to her church, grand opera having found no place for her. Scatch +was returning to be married, her heart full, indeed, of music, but her +head much occupied with the trousseau in her trunks. The Harmar sisters +had gone two weeks before, their funds having given out. Indeed, funds +were very low with all of them. The "Bitte zum speisen" of the little +German maid often called them to nothing more opulent than a stew of +beef and carrots. + +Not that all had been sordid. The butter had gone for opera tickets, and +never was butter better spent. And there had been gala days--a fruitcake +from Harmony's mother, a venison steak at Christmas, and once or twice +on birthdays real American ice cream at a fabulous price and worth it. +Harmony had bought a suit, too, a marvel of tailoring and cheapness, and +a willow plume that would have cost treble its price in New York. Oh, +yes, gala days, indeed, to offset the butter and the rainy winter and +the faltering technic and the anxiety about money. For that they all +had always, the old tragedy of the American music student abroad--the +expensive lessons, the delays in getting to the Master himself, the +contention against German greed or Austrian whim. And always back in +one's mind the home people, to whom one dares not confess that after +nine months of waiting, or a year, one has seen the Master once or not +at all. + +Or--and one of the Harmar girls had carried back this scar in her +soul--to go back rejected, as one of the unfit, on whom even the +undermasters refuse to waste time. That has been, and often. Harmony +stood on her chair and looked at the trunks. The Big Soprano was calling +down the hall. + +"Scatch," she was shouting briskly, "where is my hairbrush?" + +A wail from Scatch from behind a closed door. + +"I packed it, Heaven knows where! Do you need it really? Haven't you got +a comb?" + +"As soon as I get something on I'm coming to shake you. Half the teeth +are out of my comb. I don't believe you packed it. Look under the bed." + +Silence for a moment, while Scatch obeyed for the next moment. + +"Here it is," she called joyously. "And here are Harmony's bedroom +slippers. Oh, Harry, I found your slippers!" The girl got down off the +chair and went to the door. + +"Thanks, dear," she said. "I'm coming in a minute." + +She went to the mirror, which had reflected the Empress Maria Theresa, +and looked at her eyes. They were still red. Perhaps if she opened the +window the air would brighten them. + +Armed with the brush, little Scatchett hurried to the Big Soprano's +room. She flung the brush on the bed and closed the door. She held her +shabby wrapper about her and listened just inside the door. There were +no footsteps, only the banging of the gate in the wind. She turned to +the Big Soprano, heating a curling iron in the flame of a candle, and +held out her hand. + +"Look!" she said. "Under my bed! Ten kronen!" + +Without a word the Big Soprano put down her curling-iron, and +ponderously getting down on her knees, candle in hand, inspected the +dusty floor beneath her bed. It revealed nothing but a cigarette, on +which she pounced. Still squatting, she lighted the cigarette in the +candle flame and sat solemnly puffing it. + +"The first for a week," she said. "Pull out the wardrobe, Scatch; there +may be another relic of my prosperous days." + +But little Scatchett was not interested in Austrian cigarettes with a +government monopoly and gilt tips. She was looking at the ten-kronen +piece. + +"Where is the other?" she asked in a whisper. + +"In my powder-box." + +Little Scatchett lifted the china lid and dropped the tiny gold-piece. + +"Every little bit," she said flippantly, but still in a whisper, "added +to what she's got, makes just a little bit more." + +"Have you thought of a place to leave it for her? If Rosa finds it, +it's good-bye. Heaven knows it was hard enough to get together, without +losing it now. I'll have to jump overboard and swim ashore at New +York--I haven't even a dollar for tips." + +"New York!" said little Scatchett with her eyes glowing. "If Henry meets +me I know he will--" + +"Tut!" The Big Soprano got up cumbrously and stood looking down. "You +and your Henry! Scatchy, child, has it occurred to your maudlin young +mind that money isn't the only thing Harmony is going to need? She's +going to be alone--and this is a bad town to be alone in. And she is not +like us. You have your Henry. I'm a beefy person who has a stomach, and +I'm thankful for it. But she is different--she's got the thing that you +are as well without, the thing that my lack of is sending me back to +fight in a church choir instead of grand opera." + +Little Scatchett was rather puzzled. + +"Temperament?" she asked. It had always been accepted in the little +colony that Harmony was a real musician, a star in their lesser +firmament. + +The Big Soprano sniffed. + +"If you like," she said. "Soul is a better word. Only the rich ought to +have souls, Scatchy, dear." + +This was over the younger girl's head, and anyhow Harmony was coming +down the hall. + +"I thought, under her pillow," she whispered. "She'll find it--" + +Harmony came in, to find the Big Soprano heating a curler in the flame +of a candle. + + + +CHAPTER II + +Harmony found the little hoard under her pillow that night when, having +seen Scatch and the Big Soprano off at the station, she had come back +alone to the apartment on the Siebensternstrasse. The trunks were +gone now. Only the concerto score still lay on the piano, where little +Scatchett, mentally on the dock at New York with Henry's arms about her, +had forgotten it. The candles in the great chandelier had died in tears +of paraffin that spattered the floor beneath. One or two of the sockets +were still smoking, and the sharp odor of burning wickends filled the +room. + +Harmony had come through the garden quickly. She had had an uneasy sense +of being followed, and the garden, with its moaning trees and slamming +gate and the great dark house in the background, was a forbidding place +at best. She had rung the bell and had stood, her back against the door, +eyes and ears strained in the darkness. She had fancied that a figure +had stopped outside the gate and stood looking in, but the next moment +the gate had swung to and the Portier was fumbling at the lock behind +her. + +The Portier had put on his trousers over his night garments, and his +mustache bandage gave him a sinister expression, rather augmented +when he smiled at her. The Portier liked Harmony in spite of the early +morning practicing; she looked like a singer at the opera for whom he +cherished a hidden attachment. The singer had never seen him, but it was +for her he wore the mustache bandage. Perhaps some day--hopefully! One +must be ready! + +The Portier gave Harmony a tiny candle and Harmony held out his tip, the +five Hellers of custom. But the Portier was keen, and Rosa was a niece +of his wife and talked more than she should. He refused the tip with a +gesture. + +"Bitte, Fraulein!" he said through the bandage. "It is for me a pleasure +to admit you. And perhaps if the Fraulein is cold, a basin of soup." + +The Portier was not pleasant to the eye. His nightshirt was open over +his hairy chest and his feet were bare to the stone floor. But to +Harmony that lonely night he was beautiful. She tried to speak and could +not but she held out her hand in impulsive gratitude, and the Portier in +his best manner bent over and kissed it. As she reached the curve of the +stone staircase, carrying her tiny candle, the Portier was following her +with his eyes. She was very like the girl of the opera. + +The clang of the door below and the rattle of the chain were comforting +to Harmony's ears. From the safety of the darkened salon she peered out +into the garden again, but no skulking figure detached itself from the +shadows, and the gate remained, for a marvel, closed. + +It was when--having picked up her violin in a very passion of +loneliness, only to put it down when she found that the familiar sounds +echoed and reechoed sadly through the silent rooms--it was when she was +ready for bed that she found the money under her pillow, and a scrawl +from Scatchy, a breathless, apologetic scrawl, little Scatchett having +adored her from afar, as the plain adore the beautiful, the mediocre the +gifted:-- + +DEAREST HARRY [here a large blot, Scatchy being addicted to blots]: I am +honestly frightened when I think what we are doing. But, oh, my dear, if +you could know how pleased we are with ourselves you'd not deny us this +pleasure. Harry, you have it--the real thing, you know, whatever it +is--and I haven't. None of the rest of us had. And you must stay. To go +now, just when lessons would mean everything--well, you must not think +of it. We have scads to take us home, more than we need, both of us, or +at least--well, I'm lying, and you know it. But we have enough, by being +careful, and we want you to have this. It isn't much, but it may help. +Ten Kronen of it I found to-night under my bed, and it may be yours +anyhow. + +"Sadie [Sadie was the Big Soprano] keeps saying awful things about our +leaving you here, and she has rather terrified me. You are so beautiful, +Harry,--although you never let us tell you so. And Sadie says you have +a soul and I haven't, and that souls are deadly things to have. I feel +to-night that in urging you to stay I am taking the burden of your soul +on me! Do be careful, Harry. If any one you do not know speaks to you +call a policeman. And be sure you get into a respectable pension. There +are queer ones. + +"Sadie and I think that if you can get along on what you get from +home--you said your mother would get insurance, didn't you?--and will +keep this as a sort of fund to take you home if anything should go +wrong--. But perhaps we are needlessly worried. In any case, of course +it's a loan, and you can preserve that magnificent independence of yours +by sending it back when you get to work to make your fortune. And if you +are doubtful at all, just remember that hopeful little mother of yours +who sent you over to get what she had never been able to have for +herself, and who planned this for you from the time you were a kiddy and +she named you Harmony. + +"I'm not saying good-bye. I can't. + +"SCATCH." + +That night, while the Portier and his wife slept under their crimson +feather beds and the crystals of the chandelier in the salon shook in +the draft as if the old Austrian court still danced beneath, Harmony +fought her battle. And a battle it was. Scatchy and the Big Soprano had +not known everything. There had been no insurance on her father's life; +the little mother was penniless. A married sister would care for her, +but what then? Harmony had enough remaining of her letter of credit to +take her home, and she had--the hoard under the pillow. To go back and +teach the violin; or to stay and finish under the master, be presented, +as he had promised her, at a special concert in Vienna, with all the +prestige at home that that would mean, and its resulting possibility of +fame and fortune--which? + +She decided to stay. There might be a concert or so, and she could +teach English. The Viennese were crazy about English. Some of the stores +advertised "English Spoken." That would be something to fall back on, a +clerkship during the day. + +Toward dawn she discovered that she was very cold, and she went into the +Big Soprano's deserted and disordered room. The tile stove was warm and +comfortable, but on the toilet table there lay a disreputable comb with +most of the teeth gone. Harmony kissed this unromantic object! Which +reveals the fact that, genius or not, she was only a young and rather +frightened girl, and that every atom of her ached with loneliness. + +She did not sleep at all, but sat curled up on the bed with her feet +under her and thought things out. At dawn the Portier, crawling out +into the cold from under his feathers, opened the door into the hall +and listened. She was playing, not practicing, and the music was the +barcarolle from the "Tales" of Hoffmann. Standing in the doorway in +his night attire, his chest open to the frigid morning air, his face +upraised to the floor above, he hummed the melody in a throaty tenor. + +When the music had died away he went in and closed the door sheepishly. +His wife stood over the stove, a stick of firewood in her hand. She eyed +him. + +"So! It is the American Fraulein now!" + +"I did but hum a little. She drags out my heart with her music." He +fumbled with his mustache bandage, which was knotted behind, keeping one +eye on his wife, whose morning pleasure it was to untie it for him. + +"She leaves to-day," she announced, ignoring the knot. + +"Why? She is alone. Rosa says--" + +"She leaves to-day!" + +The knot was hopeless now, double-tied and pulled to smooth compactness. +The Portier jerked at it. + +"No Fraulein stays here alone. It is not respectable. And what saw I +last night, after she entered and you stood moon-gazing up the stair +after her! A man in the gateway!" + +The Portier was angry. He snarled something through the bandage, which +had slipped down over his mouth, and picked up a great knife. + +"She will stay if she so desire," he muttered furiously, and, raising +the knife, he cut the knotted string. His mustache, faintly gray and +sweetly up-curled, stood revealed. + +"She will stay!" he repeated. "And when you see men at the gate, let me +know. She is an angel!" + +"And she looks like the angel at the opera, hein?" + +This was a crushing blow. The Portier wilted. Such things come from +telling one's cousin, who keeps a brushshop, what is in one's heart. +Yesterday his wife had needed a brush, and to-day--Himmel, the girl must +go! + +Harmony knew also that she must go. The apartment was large and +expensive; Rosa ate much and wasted more. She must find somewhere a tiny +room with board, a humble little room but with a stove. It is folly +to practice with stiffened fingers. A room where her playing would not +annoy people, that was important. + +She paid Rosa off that morning out of money left for that purpose. Rosa +wept. She said she would stay with the Fraulein for her keep, because it +was not the custom for young ladies to be alone in the city--young girls +of the people, of course; but beautiful young ladies, no! + +Harmony gave her an extra krone or two out of sheer gratitude, but she +could not keep her. And at noon, having packed her trunk, she went down +to interview the Portier and his wife, who were agents under the owner +for the old house. + +The Portier, entirely subdued, was sweeping out the hallway. He looked +past the girl, not at her, and observed impassively that the lease was +up and it was her privilege to go. In the daylight she was not so like +the angel, and after all she could only play the violin. The angel had +a voice, such a voice! And besides, there was an eye at the crack of the +door. + +The bit of cheer of the night before was gone; it was with a heavy heart +that Harmony started on her quest for cheaper quarters. + +Winter, which had threatened for a month, had come at last. The +cobblestones glittered with ice and the small puddles in the gutters +were frozen. Across the street a spotted deer, shot in the mountains the +day before and hanging from a hook before a wild-game shop, was frozen +quite stiff. It was a pretty creature. The girl turned her eyes away. A +young man, buying cheese and tinned fish in the shop, watched after her. + +"That's an American girl, isn't it?" he asked in American-German. + +The shopkeeper was voluble. Also Rosa had bought much from him, and Rosa +talked. When the American left the shop he knew everything of Harmony +that Rosa knew except her name. Rosa called her "The Beautiful One." +Also he was short one krone four beliers in his change, which is readily +done when a customer is plainly thinking of a "beautiful one." + +Harmony searched all day for the little room with board and a stove and +no objection to practicing. There were plenty--but the rates! The +willow plume looked prosperous, and she had a way of making the plainest +garments appear costly. Landladies looked at the plume and the suit and +heard the soft swish of silk beneath, which marks only self-respect in +the American woman but is extravagance in Europe, and added to their +regular terms until poor Harmony's heart almost stood still. And then +at last toward evening she happened on a gloomy little pension near the +corner of the Alserstrasse, and it being dark and the plume not showing, +and the landlady missing the rustle owing to cotton in her ears for +earache, Harmony found terms that she could meet for a time. + +A mean little room enough, but with a stove. The bed sagged in the +center, and the toilet table had a mirror that made one eye appear +higher than the other and twisted one's nose. But there was an odor +of stewing cabbage in the air. Also, alas, there was the odor of many +previous stewed cabbages, and of dusty carpets and stale tobacco. +Harmony had had no lunch; she turned rather faint. + +She arranged to come at once, and got out into the comparative purity +of the staircase atmosphere and felt her way down. She reeled once or +twice. At the bottom of the dark stairs she stood for a moment with her +eyes closed, to the dismay of a young man who had just come in with a +cheese and some tinned fish under his arm. + +He put down his packages on the stone floor and caught her arm. + +"Not ill, are you?" he asked in English, and then remembering. "Bist du +krank?" He colored violently at that, recalling too late the familiarity +of the "du." + +Harmony smiled faintly. + +"Only tired," she said in English. "And the odor of cabbage--". + +Her color had come back and she freed herself from his supporting hand. +He whistled softly. He had recognized her. + +"Cabbage, of course!" he said. "The pension upstairs is full of it. +I live there, and I've eaten so much of it I could be served up with +pork." + +"I am going to live there. Is it as bad as that?" + +He waved a hand toward the parcels on the floor. + +"So bad," he observed, "that I keep body and soul together by buying +strong and odorous food at the delicatessens--odorous, because only +rugged flavors rise above the atmosphere up there. Cheese is the only +thing that really knocks out the cabbage, and once or twice even cheese +has retired defeated." + +"But I don't like cheese." In sheer relief from the loneliness of the +day her spirits were rising. + +"Then coffee! But not there. Coffee at the coffee-house on the corner. I +say--" He hesitated. + +"Yes?" + +"Would you--don't you think a cup of coffee would set you up a bit?" + +"It sounds attractive,"--uncertainly. + +"Coffee with whipped cream and some little cakes?" + +Harmony hesitated. In the gloom of the hall she could hardly see +this brisk young American--young, she knew by his voice, tall by his +silhouette, strong by the way he had caught her. She could not see his +face, but she liked his voice. + +"Do you mean--with you?" + +"I'm a doctor. I am going to fill my own prescription." + +That sounded reassuring. Doctors were not as other men; they were +legitimate friends in need. + +"I am sure it is not proper, but--" + +"Proper! Of course it is. I shall send you a bill for professional +services. Besides, won't we be formally introduced to-night by the +landlady? Come now--to the coffee-house and the Paris edition of the +'Herald'!" But the next moment he paused and ran his hand over his chin. +"I'm pretty disreputable," he explained. "I have been in a clinic all +day, and, hang it all, I'm not shaved." + +"What difference does that make?" + +"My dear young lady," he explained gravely, picking up the cheese and +the tinned fish, "it makes a difference in me that I wish you to realize +before you see me in a strong light." + +He rapped at the Portier's door, with the intention of leaving his +parcels there, but receiving no reply tucked them under his arm. A +moment later Harmony was in the open air, rather dazed, a bit excited, +and lovely with the color the adventure brought into her face. Her +companion walked beside her, tall, slightly stooped. She essayed a +fugitive little side-glance up at him, and meeting his eyes hastily +averted hers. + +They passed a policeman, and suddenly there flashed into the girl's mind +little Scatchett's letter. + +"Do be careful, Harry. If any one you do not know speaks to you, call a +policeman." + + + +CHAPTER III + +The coffee-house was warm and bright. Round its small tables were +gathered miscellaneous groups, here and there a woman, but mostly +men--uniformed officers, who made of the neighborhood coffee-house a +sort of club, where under their breath they criticized the Government +and retailed small regimental gossip; professors from the university, +still wearing under the beards of middle life the fine horizontal scars +of student days; elderly doctors from the general hospital across the +street; even a Hofrath or two, drinking beer and reading the "Fliegende +Blaetter" and "Simplicissimus"; and in an alcove round a billiard table +a group of noisy Korps students. Over all a permeating odor of coffee, +strong black coffee, made with a fig or two to give it color. It rose +even above the blue tobacco haze and dominated the atmosphere with +its spicy and stimulating richness. A bustle of waiters, a hum of +conversation, the rattle of newspapers and the click of billiard +balls--this was the coffee-house. + +Harmony had never been inside one before. The little music colony had +been a tight-closed corporation, retaining its American integrity, in +spite of the salon of Maria Theresa and three expensive lessons a week +in German. Harmony knew the art galleries and the churches, which were +free, and the opera, thanks to no butter at supper. But of that backbone +of Austrian life, the coffee-house, she was profoundly ignorant. + +Her companion found her a seat in a corner near a heater and disappeared +for an instant on the search for the Paris edition of the "Herald." The +girl followed him with her eyes. Seen under the bright electric lights, +he was not handsome, hardly good-looking. His mouth was wide, his nose +irregular, his hair a nondescript brown,--but the mouth had humor, the +nose character, and, thank Heaven, there was plenty of hair. Not that +Harmony saw all this at once. As he tacked to and fro round the tables, +with a nod here and a word there, she got a sort of ensemble effect--a +tall man, possibly thirty, broadshouldered, somewhat stooped, as tall +men are apt to be. And shabby, undeniably shabby! + +The shabbiness was a shock. A much-braided officer, trim from the points +of his mustache to the points of his shoes, rose to speak to him. The +shabbiness was accentuated by the contrast. Possibly the revelation +was an easement to the girl's nervousness. This smiling and unpressed +individual, blithely waving aloft the Paris edition of the "Herald" and +equally blithely ignoring the maledictions of the student from whom +he had taken it--even Scatchy could not have called him a vulture or +threatened him with the police. + +He placed the paper before her and sat down at her side, not to +interfere with her outlook over the room. + +"Warmer?" he asked. + +"Very much." + +"Coffee is coming. And cinnamon cakes with plenty of sugar. They know me +here and they know where I live. They save the sugariest cakes for me. +Don't let me bother you; go on and read. See which of the smart set is +getting a divorce--or is it always the same one? And who's President +back home." + +"I'd rather look round. It's curious, isn't it?" + +"Curious? It's heavenly! It's the one thing I am going to take back +to America with me--one coffee-house, one dozen military men for local +color, one dozen students ditto, and one proprietor's wife to sit in the +cage and shortchange the unsuspecting. I'll grow wealthy." + +"But what about the medical practice?" + +He leaned over toward her; his dark-gray eyes fulfilled the humorous +promise of his mouth. + +"Why, it will work out perfectly," he said whimsically. "The great +American public will eat cinnamon cakes and drink coffee until the +feeble American nervous system will be shattered. I shall have an office +across the street!" + +After that, having seen how tired she looked, he forbade conversation +until she had had her coffee. She ate the cakes, too, and he watched her +with comfortable satisfaction. + +"Nod your head but don't speak," he said. "Remember, I am prescribing, +and there's to be no conversation until the coffee is down. Shall I or +shall I not open the cheese?" + +But Harmony did not wish the cheese, and so signified. Something +inherently delicate in the unknown kept him from more than an occasional +swift glance at her. He read aloud, as she ate, bits of news from the +paper, pausing to sip his own coffee and to cast an eye over the crowded +room. Here and there an officer, gazing with too open admiration on +Harmony's lovely face, found himself fixed by a pair of steel-gray eyes +that were anything but humorous at that instant, and thought best to +shift his gaze. + +The coffee finished, the girl began to gather up her wraps. But the +unknown protested. + +"The function of a coffee-house," he explained gravely, "is twofold. +Coffee is only the first half. The second half is conversation." + +"I converse very badly." + +"So do I. Suppose we talk about ourselves. We are sure to do that well. +Shall I commence?" + +Harmony was in no mood to protest. Having swallowed coffee, why choke +over conversation? Besides, she was very comfortable. It was warm +there, with the heater at her back; better than the little room with the +sagging bed and the doors covered with wall paper. Her feet had stopped +aching, too, She could have sat there for hours. And--why evade it?--she +was interested. This whimsical and respectful young man with his absurd +talk and his shabby clothes had roused her curiosity. + +"Please," she assented. + +"Then, first of all, my name. I'm getting that over early, because it +isn't much, as names go. Peter Byrne it is. Don't shudder." + +"Certainly I'm not shuddering." + +"I have another name, put in by my Irish father to conciliate a German +uncle of my mother's. Augustus! It's rather a mess. What shall I put on +my professional brassplate? If I put P. Augustus Byrne nobody's fooled. +They know my wretched first name is Peter." + +"Or Patrick." + +"I rather like Patrick--if I thought it might pass as Patrick! Patrick +has possibilities. The diminutive is Pat, and that's not bad. But +Peter!" + +"Do you know," Harmony confessed half shyly, "I like Peter as a name." + +"Peter it shall be, then. I go down to posterity and fame as Peter +Byrne. The rest doesn't amount to much, but I want you to know it, since +you have been good enough to accept me on faith. I'm here alone, from +a little town in eastern Ohio; worked my way through a coeducational +college in the West and escaped unmarried; did two years in a drygoods +store until, by saving and working in my vacations, I got through +medical college and tried general practice. Didn't like it--always +wanted to do surgery. A little legacy from the German uncle, trying to +atone for the 'Augustus,' gave me enough money to come here. I've got a +chance with the Days--surgeons, you know--when I go back, if I can hang +on long enough. That's all. Here's a traveler's check with my name on +it, to vouch for the truth of this thrilling narrative. Gaze on it with +awe; there are only a few of them left!" + +Harmony was as delicately strung, as vibratingly responsive as the +strings of her own violin, and under the even lightness of his tone she +felt many things that met a response in her--loneliness and struggle, +and the ever-present anxiety about money, grim determination, hope and +fear, and even occasional despair. He was still young, but there were +lines in his face and a hint of gray in his hair. Even had he been less +frank, she would have known soon enough--the dingy little pension, the +shabby clothes-- + +She held out her hand. + +"Thank you for telling me," she said simply. "I think I understand very +well because--it's music with me: violin. And my friends have gone, so I +am alone, too." + +He leaned his elbows on the table and looked out over the crowd without +seeing it. + +"It's curious, isn't it?" he said. "Here we are, you and I, meeting +in the center of Europe, both lonely as the mischief, both working our +heads off for an idea that may never pan out! Why aren't you at home +to-night, eating a civilized beefsteak and running upstairs to get ready +for a nice young man to bring you a box of chocolates? Why am I not +measuring out calico in Shipley & West's? Instead, we are going to +Frau Schwarz', to listen to cold ham and scorched compote eaten in six +different languages." + +Harmony made no immediate reply. He seemed to expect none. She was +drawing on her gloves, her eyes, like his, roving over the crowd. + +Far back among the tables a young man rose and yawned. Then, +seeing Byrne, he waved a greeting to him. Byrne's eyes, from being +introspective, became watchful. + +The young man was handsome in a florid, red-checked way, with black hair +and blue eyes. Unlike Byrne, he was foppishly neat. He was not alone. A +slim little Austrian girl, exceedingly chic, rose when he did and threw +away the end of a cigarette. + +"Why do we go so soon?" she demanded fretfully in German. "It is early +still." + +He replied in English. It was a curious way they had, and eminently +satisfactory, each understanding better than he spoke the other's +language. + +"Because, my beloved," he said lightly, "you are smoking a great many +poisonous and highly expensive cigarettes. Also I wish to speak to +Peter." + +The girl followed his eyes and stiffened jealously. + +"Who is that with Peter?" + +"We are going over to find out, little one. Old Peter with a woman at +last!" + +The little Austrian walked delicately, swaying her slim body with a slow +and sensuous grace. She touched an officer as she passed him, and paused +to apologize, to the officer's delight and her escort's irritation. And +Peter Byrne watched and waited, a line of annoyance between his brows. +The girl was ahead; that complicated things. + +When she was within a dozen feet of the table he rose hastily, with a +word of apology, and met the couple. It was adroitly done. He had taken +the little Austrian's arm and led her by the table while he was still +greeting her. He held her in conversation in his absurd German until +they had reached the swinging doors, while her companion followed +helplessly. And he bowed her out, protesting his undying admiration for +her eyes, while the florid youth alternately raged behind him and stared +back at Harmony, interested and unconscious behind her table. + +The little Austrian was on the pavement when Byrne turned, unsmiling, to +the other man. + +"That won't do, you know, Stewart," he said, grave but not unfriendly. + +"The Kid wouldn't bite her." + +"We'll not argue about it." + +After a second's awkward pause Stewart smiled. + +"Certainly not," he agreed cheerfully. "That is up to you, of course. I +didn't know. We're looking for you to-night." + +A sudden repulsion for the evening's engagement rose in Byrne, but the +situation following his ungraciousness was delicate. + +"I'll be round," he said. "I have a lecture and I may be late, but I'll +come." + +The "Kid" was not stupid. She moved off into the night, chin in air, +angrily flushed. + +"You saw!" she choked, when Stewart had overtaken her and slipped a hand +through her arm. "He protects her from me! It is because of you. Before +I knew you--" + +"Before you knew me, little one," he said cheerfully, "you were exactly +what you are now." + +She paused on the curb and raised her voice. + +"So! And what is that?" + +"Beautiful as the stars, only--not so remote." + +In their curious bi-lingual talk there was little room for subtlety. The +"beautiful" calmed her, but the second part of the sentence roused her +suspicion. + +"Remote? What is that?" + +"I was thinking of Worthington." + +The name was a signal for war. Stewart repented, but too late. + +In the cold evening air, to the amusement of a passing detail of +soldiers trundling a breadwagon by a rope, Stewart stood on the pavement +and dodged verbal brickbats of Viennese idioms and German epithets. He +drew his chin into the up-turned collar of his overcoat and waited, an +absurdly patient figure, until the hail of consonants had subsided +into a rain of tears. Then he took the girl's elbow again and led her, +childishly weeping, into a narrow side street beyond the prying ears and +eyes of the Alserstrasse. + +Byrne went back to Harmony. The incident of Stewart and the girl was +closed and he dismissed it instantly. That situation was not his, or +of his making. But here in the coffee-house, lovely, alluring, rather +puzzled at this moment, was also a situation. For there was a situation. +He had suspected it that morning, listening to the delicatessen-seller's +narrative of Rosa's account of the disrupted colony across in the old +lodge; he had been certain of it that evening, finding Harmony in the +dark entrance to his own rather sordid pension. Now, in the bright +light of the coffee-house, surmising her poverty, seeing her beauty, the +emotional coming and going of her color, her frank loneliness, and God +save the mark!--her trust in him, he accepted the situation and adopted +it: his responsibility, if you please. + +He straightened under it. He knew the old city fairly well--enough to +love it and to loathe it in one breath. He had seen its tragedies and +passed them by, or had, in his haphazard way, thrown a greeting to them, +or even a glass of native wine. And he knew the musical temperament; +the all or nothing of its insistent demands; its heights that are higher +than others, its wretchednesses that are hell. Once in the Hofstadt +Theater, where he had bought standing room, he had seen a girl he had +known in Berlin, where he was taking clinics and where she was cooking +her own meals. She had been studying singing. In the Hofstadt Theater +she had worn a sable coat and had avoided his eyes. + +Perhaps the old coffee-house had seen nothing more absurd, in its years +of coffee and billiards and Munchener beer, than Peter's new resolution +that night: this poverty adopting poverty, this youth adopting youth, +with the altruistic purpose of saving it from itself. + +And this, mind you, before Peter Byrne had heard Harmony's story or knew +her name, Rosa having called her "The Beautiful One" in her narrative, +and the delicatessen-seller being literal in his repetition. + +Back to "The Beautiful One" went Peter Byrne, and, true to his new part +of protector and guardian, squared his shoulders and tried to look much +older than he really was, and responsible. The result was a grimness +that alarmed Harmony back to the forgotten proprieties. + +"I think I must go," she said hurriedly, after a glance at his +determinedly altruistic profile. "I must finish packing my things. The +Portier has promised--" + +"Go! Why, you haven't even told me your name!" + +"Frau Schwarz will present you to-night," primly and rising. + +Peter Byrne rose, too. + +"I am going back with you. You should not go through that lonely yard +alone after dark." + +"Yard! How do you know that?" + +Byrne was picking up the cheese, which he had thoughtlessly set on the +heater, and which proved to be in an alarming state of dissolution. It +took a moment to rewrap, and incidentally furnished an inspiration. He +indicated it airily. + +"Saw you this morning coming out--delicatessen shop across the street," +he said glibly. And then, in an outburst of honesty which the girl's +eyes seemed somehow to compel: "That's true, but it's not all the truth. +I was on the bus last night, and when you got off alone I--I saw you +were an American, and that's not a good neighborhood. I took the liberty +of following you to your gate!" + +He need not have been alarmed. Harmony was only grateful, and said so. +And in her gratitude she made no objection to his suggestion that he see +her safely to the old lodge and help her carry her hand-luggage and her +violin to the pension. He paid the trifling score, and followed by many +eyes in the room they went out into the crisp night together. + +At the lodge the doors stood wide, and a vigorous sound of scrubbing +showed that the Portier's wife was preparing for the inspection of +possible new tenants. She was cleaning down the stairs by the light of +a candle, and the steam of the hot water on the cold marble invested her +like an aura. She stood aside to let them pass, and then went cumbrously +down the stairs to where, a fork in one hand and a pipe in the other, +the Portier was frying chops for the evening meal. + +"What have I said?" she demanded from the doorway. "Your angel is here." + +"So!" + +"She with whom you sing, old cracked voice! Whose money you refuse, +because she reminds you of your opera singer! She is again here, and +with a man!" + +"It is the way of the young and beautiful--there is always a man," said +the Portier, turning a chop. + +His wife wiped her steaming hands on her apron and turned away, +exasperated. + +"It is the same man whom I last night saw at the gate," she threw back +over her shoulder. "I knew it from the first; but you, great booby, can +see nothing but red lips. Bah!" + +Upstairs in the salon of Maria Theresa, lighted by one candle and +freezing cold, in a stiff chair under the great chandelier Peter Byrne +sat and waited and blew on his fingers. Down below, in the Street of +Seven Stars, the arc lights swung in the wind. + + + +CHAPTER IV + +The supper that evening was even unusually bad. Frau Schwarz, much +crimped and clad in frayed black satin, presided at the head of the long +table. There were few, almost no Americans, the Americans flocking to +good food at reckless prices in more fashionable pensions; to the Frau +Gallitzenstein's, for instance, in the Kochgasse, where there was to +be had real beefsteak, where turkeys were served at Thanksgiving and +Christmas, and where, were one so minded, one might revel in whipped +cream. + +The Pension Schwarz, however, was not without adornment. In the center +of the table was a large bunch of red cotton roses with wire stems and +green paper leaves, and over the side-table, with its luxury of compote +in tall glass dishes and its wealth of small hard cakes, there hung +a framed motto which said, "Nicht Rauchen," "No Smoking,"--and which +looked suspiciously as if it had once adorned a compartment of a +railroad train. + +Peter Byrne was early in the dining-room. He had made, for him, a +careful toilet, which consisted of a shave and clean linen. But he had +gone further: He had discovered, for the first time in the three months +of its defection, a button missing from his coat, and had set about to +replace it. He had cut a button from another coat, by the easy method +of amputating it with a surgical bistoury, and had sewed it in its new +position with a curved surgical needle and a few inches of sterilized +catgut. The operation was slow and painful, and accomplished only with +the aid of two cigarettes and an artery clip. When it was over he tied +the ends in a surgeon's knot underneath and stood back to consider the +result. It seemed neat enough, but conspicuous. After a moment or two of +troubled thought he blacked the white catgut with a dot of ink and went +on his way rejoicing. + +Peter Byrne was entirely untroubled as to the wisdom of the course he +had laid out for himself. He followed no consecutive line of thought as +he dressed. When he was not smoking he was whistling, and when he was +doing neither, and the needle proved refractory in his cold fingers, +he was swearing to himself. For there was no fire in the room. The +materials for a fire were there, and a white tile stove, as cozy as an +obelisk in a cemetery, stood in the corner. But fires are expensive, +and hardly necessary when one sleeps with all one's windows open--one +window, to be exact, the room being very small--and spends most of the +day in a warm and comfortable shambles called a hospital. + +To tell the truth he was not thinking of Harmony at all, except +subconsciously, as instance the button. He was going over, step by +step, the technic of an operation he had seen that afternoon, weighing, +considering, even criticizing. His conclusion, reached as he brushed +back his hair and put away his sewing implements, was somewhat to the +effect that he could have done a better piece of work with his eyes +shut and his hands tied behind his back; and that if it were not for the +wealth of material to work on he'd pack up and go home. Which brought +him back to Harmony and his new responsibility. He took off the necktie +he had absently put on and hunted out a better one. + +He was late at supper--an offense that brought a scowl from the head +of the table, a scowl that he met with a cheerful smile. Harmony was +already in her place. Seated between a little Bulgarian and a Jewish +student from Galicia, she was almost immediately struggling in a sea of +language, into which she struck out now and then tentatively, only to +be again submerged. Byrne had bowed to her conventionally, even coldly, +aware of the sharp eyes and tongues round the table, but Harmony did +not understand. She had expected moral support from his presence, and +failing that she sank back into the loneliness and depression of the +day. Her bright color faded; her eyes looked tragic and rather aloof. +She ate almost nothing, and left the table before the others had +finished. + +What curious little dramas of the table are played under unseeing eyes! +What small tragedies begin with the soup and end with dessert! What +heartaches with a salad! Small tragedies of averted eyes, looking +away from appealing ones; lips that tremble with wretchedness nibbling +daintily at a morsel; smiles that sear; foolish bits of talk that mean +nothing except to one, and to that one everything! Harmony, freezing at +Peter's formal bow and gazing obstinately ahead during the rest of the +meal, or no nearer Peter than the red-paper roses, and Peter, showering +the little Bulgarian next to her with detestable German in the hope of a +glance. And over all the odor of cabbage salad, and the "Nicht Rauchen" +sign, and an acrimonious discussion on eugenics between an American +woman doctor named Gates and a German matron who had had fifteen +children, and who reduced every general statement to a personal insult. + +Peter followed Harmony as soon as he dared. Her door was closed, and she +was playing very softly, so as to disturb no one. Defiantly, too, had he +only known it, her small chin up and her color high again; playing the +"Humoresque," of all things, in the hope, of course, that he would +hear it and guess from her choice the wild merriment of her mood. Peter +rapped once or twice, but obtained no answer, save that the "Humoresque" +rose a bit higher; and, Dr. Gates coming along the hall just then, he +was forced to light a cigarette to cover his pausing. + +Dr. Gates, however, was not suspicious. She was a smallish woman of +forty or thereabout, with keen eyes behind glasses and a masculine +disregard of clothes, and she paused by Byrne to let him help her into +her ulster. + +"New girl, eh?" she said, with a birdlike nod toward the door. "Very +gay, isn't she, to have just finished a supper like that! Honestly, +Peter, what are we going to do?" + +"Growl and stay on, as we have for six months. There is better food, but +not for our terms." + +Dr. Gates sighed, and picking a soft felt hat from the table put it on +with a single jerk down over her hair. + +"Oh, darn money, anyhow!" she said. "Come and walk to the corner with +me. I have a lecture." + +Peter promised to follow in a moment, and hurried back to his room. +There, on a page from one of his lecture notebooks, he wrote-- + +"Are you ill? Or have I done anything?" + +"P. B." + +This with great care he was pushing under Harmony's door when the little +Bulgarian came along and stopped, smiling. He said nothing, nor did +Peter, who rose and dusted his knees. The little Bulgarian spoke no +English and little German. Between them was the wall of language. But +higher than this barrier was the understanding of their common sex. He +held out his hand, still smiling, and Peter, grinning sheepishly, took +it. Then he followed the woman doctor down the stairs. + +To say that Peter Byrne was already in love with Harmony would be +absurd. She attracted him, as any beautiful and helpless girl attracts +an unattracted man. He was much more concerned, now that he feared he +had offended her, than he would have been without this fillip to his +interest. But even his concern did not prevent his taking copious and +intelligent notes at his lecture that night, or interfere with his +enjoyment of the Stein of beer with which, after it was over, he washed +down its involved German. + +The engagement at Stewart's irked him somewhat. He did not approve of +Stewart exactly, not from any dislike of the man, but from a lack of +fineness in the man himself--an intangible thing that seems to be a +matter of that unfashionable essence, the soul, as against the clay; of +the thing contained, by an inverse metonymy, for the container. + +Boyer, a nerve man from Texas, met him on the street, and they walked +to Stewart's apartment together. The frosty air and the rapid exercise +combined to drive away Byrne's irritation; that, and the recollection +that it was Saturday night and that to-morrow there would be no clinics, +no lectures, no operations; that the great shambles would be closed down +and that priests would read mass to convalescents in the chapels. He was +whistling as he walked along. + +Boyer, a much older man, whose wife had come over with him, stopped +under a street light to consult his watch. + +"Almost ten!" he said. "I hope you don't mind, Byrne; but I told Jennie +I was going to your pension. She detests Stewart." + +"Oh, that's all right. She knows you're playing poker?" + +"Yes. She doesn't object to poker. It's the other. You can't make a good +woman understand that sort of thing." + +"Thank God for that!" + +After a moment of silence Byrne took up his whistling again. It was the +"Humoresque." + +Stewart's apartment was on the third floor. Admission at that hour was +to be gained only by ringing, and Boyer touched the bell. The lights +were still on, however, in the hallways, revealing not overclean stairs +and, for a wonder, an electric elevator. This, however, a card announced +as out of order. Boyer stopped and examined the card grimly. + +"'Out of order'!" he observed. "Out of order since last spring, judging +by that card. Vorwarts!" + +They climbed easily, deliberately. At home in God's country Boyer played +golf, as became the leading specialist of his county. Byrne, with a +driving-arm like the rod of a locomotive, had been obliged to +forswear the more expensive game for tennis, with a resulting muscular +development that his slight stoop belied. He was as hard as nails, +without an ounce of fat, and he climbed the long steep flights with an +elasticity that left even Boyer a step or so behind. + +Stewart opened the door himself, long German pipe in hand, his coat +replaced by a worn smoking-jacket. The little apartment was thick with +smoke, and from a room on the right came the click of chips and the +sound of beer mugs on wood. + +Marie, restored to good humor, came out to greet them, and both men +bowed ceremoniously over her hand, clicking their heels together and +bowing from the waist. Byrne sniffed. + +"What do I smell, Marie?" he demanded. "Surely not sausages!" + +Marie dimpled. It was an old joke, to be greeted as one greets an old +friend. It was always sausages. + +"Sausages, of a truth--fat ones.' + +"But surely not with mustard?" + +"Ach, ja--englisch mustard." + +Stewart and Boyer had gone on ahead. Marie laid a detaining hand on +Byrne's arm. + +"I was very angry with you to-day." + +"With me?" + +Like the others who occasionally gathered in Stewart's unconventional +menage, Byrne had adopted Stewart's custom of addressing Marie in +English, while she replied in her own tongue. + +"Ja. I wished but to see nearer the American Fraulein's hat, and +you--She is rich, so?" + +"I really don't know. I think not." + +"And good?" + +"Yes, of course." + +Marie was small; she stood, her head back, her eyes narrowed, looking +up at Byrne. There was nothing evil in her face, it was not even hard. +Rather, there was a sort of weariness, as of age and experience. She +had put on a white dress, cut out at the neck, and above her collarbones +were small, cuplike hollows. She was very thin. + +"I was sad to-night," she said plaintively. "I wished to jump out the +window." + +Byrne was startled, but the girl was smiling at the recollection. + +"And I made you feel like that?" + +"Not you--the other Fraulein. I was dirt to her. I--" She stopped +tragically, then sniffled. + +"The sausages!" she cried, and gathering up her skirts ran toward the +kitchen. Byrne went on into the sitting-room. + +Stewart was a single man spending two years in post-graduate work in +Germany and Austria, not so much because the Germans and Austrians could +teach what could not be taught at home, but because of the wealth of +clinical material. The great European hospitals, filled to overflowing, +offered unlimited choice of cases. The contempt for human life of +overpopulated cities, coupled with the extreme poverty and helplessness +of the masses, combined to form that tragic part of the world which dies +that others may live. + +Stewart, like Byrne, was doing surgery, and the very lack of fineness +which Byrne felt in the man promised something in his work, a sort of +ruthlessness, a singleness of purpose, good or bad, an overwhelming +egotism that in his profession might only be a necessary self-reliance. + +His singleness of purpose had, at the beginning of his residence in +Vienna, devoted itself to making him comfortable. With the narrow means +at his control he had the choice of two alternatives: To live, as Byrne +was living, in a third-class pension, stewing in summer, freezing in +winter, starving always; or the alternative he had chosen. + +The Stewart apartment had only three rooms, but it possessed that luxury +of luxuries, a bath. It was not a bath in the usual sense of water +on tap, and shining nickel plate, but a bath for all that, where with +premeditation and forethought one might bathe. The room had once been +a fuel and store room, but now boasted a tin tub and a stove with a +reservoir on top, where water might be heated to the boiling point, at +the same time bringing up the atmosphere to a point where the tin tub +sizzled if one touched it. + +Behind the bathroom a tiny kitchen with a brick stove; next, a bedroom; +the whole incredibly neat. Along one side of the wall a clothespress, +which the combined wardrobes of two did not fill. And beyond that again, +opening through an arch with a dingy chenille curtain, the sitting-room, +now in chaotic disorder. + +Byrne went directly to the sitting-room. There were four men already +there: Stewart and Boyer, a pathology man named Wallace Hunter, doing +research work at the general hospital, and a young piano student from +Tennessee named MacLean. The cards had been already dealt, and Byrne +stood by waiting for the hand to be played. + +The game was a small one, as befitted the means of the majority. It was +a regular Saturday night affair, as much a custom as the beer that sat +in Steins on the floor beside each man, or as Marie's boiled Wiener +sausages. + +The blue chips represented a Krone, the white ones five Hellers. +MacLean, who was hardly more than a boy, was winning, drawing in chips +with quick gestures of his long pianist's fingers. + +Byrne sat down and picked up his cards. Stewart was staying out, and so, +after a glance, did he. The other three drew cards and fell to betting. +Stewart leaned back and filled his long pipe, and after a second's +hesitation Byrne turned to him. + +"I don't know just what to say, Stewart," he began in an undertone. "I'm +sorry. I didn't want to hurt Marie, but--" + +"Oh, that's all right." Stewart drew at his pipe and bent forward to +watch the game with an air of ending the discussion. + +"Not at all. I did hurt her and I want to explain. Marie has been kind +to me, and I like her. You know that." + +"Don't be an ass!" Stewart turned on him sharply. "Marie is a little +fool, that's all. I didn't know it was an American girl." + +Byrne played in bad luck. His mind was not on the cards. He stayed +out of the last hand, and with a cigarette wandered about the room. He +glanced into the tidy bedroom and beyond, to where Marie hovered over +the stove. + +She turned and saw him. + +"Come," she called. "Watch the supper for me while I go down for more +beer." + +"But no," he replied, imitating her tone. "Watch the supper for me while +I go down for more beer." + +"I love thee," she called merrily. "Tell the Herr Doktor I love thee. +And here is the pitcher." + +When he returned the supper was already laid in the little kitchen. The +cards were put away, and young MacLean and Wallace Hunter were replacing +the cover and the lamp on the card-table. Stewart was orating from a +pinnacle of proprietorship. + +"Exactly," he was saying, in reply to something gone before; "I used +to come here Saturday nights--used to come early and take a bath. +Worthington had rented it furnished for a song. Used to sit in a corner +and envy Worthington his bathtub, and that lamp there, and decent food, +and a bed that didn't suffer from necrosis in the center. Then when he +was called home I took it." + +"Girl and all, wasn't it?" + +"Girl and all. Old Worth said she was straight, and, by Jove, she is. He +came back last fall on his wedding trip--he married a wealthy girl and +came to see us. I was out, but Marie was here. There was the deuce to +pay." + +He lowered his voice. The men had gathered about him in a group. + +"Jealous, eh?" from Hunter. + +"Jealous? No! He tried to kiss her and she hit him--said he didn't +respect her!" + +"It's a curious code of honor," said Boyer thoughtfully. And indeed to +none but Stewart did it seem amusing. This little girl of the streets, +driven by God knows what necessity to make her own code and, having made +it, living up to it with every fiber of her. + +"Bitte zum speisen!" called Marie gayly from her brick stove, and the +men trooped out to the kitchen. + +The supper was spread on the table, with the pitcher of beer in the +center. There were Swiss cheese and cold ham and rolls, and above all +sausages and mustard. Peter drank a great deal of beer, as did the +others, and sang German songs with a frightful accent and much vigor and +sentiment, as also did the others. + +Then he went back to the cold room in the Pension Schwarz, and told +himself he was a fool to live alone when one could live like a prince +for the same sum properly laid out. He dropped into the hollow center of +his bed, where his big figure fitted as comfortably as though it lay in +a washtub, and before his eyes there came a vision of Stewart's flat and +the slippers by the fire--which was eminently human. + +However, a moment later he yawned, and said aloud, with considerable +vigor, that he'd be damned if he would--which was eminently Peter Byrne. +Almost immediately, with the bed coverings, augmented by his overcoat, +drawn snug to his chin, and the better necktie swinging from the gasjet +in the air from the opened window, Peter was asleep. For four hours he +had entirely forgotten Harmony. + + + +CHAPTER V + +The peace of a gray Sunday morning hung like a cloud over the little +Pension Schwarz. In the kitchen the elderly maid, with a shawl over her +shoulders and stiffened fingers, made the fire, while in the dining-room +the little chambermaid cut butter and divided it sparingly among a dozen +breakfast trays--on each tray two hard rolls, a butter pat, a plate, +a cup. On two trays Olga, with a glance over her shoulder, placed two +butter pats. The mistress yet slept, but in the kitchen Katrina had a +keen eye for butter--and a hard heart. + +Katrina came to the door. + +"The hot water is ready," she announced. "And the coffee also. Hast thou +been to mass?" + +"Ja." + +"That is a lie." This quite on general principle, it being one of the +cook's small tyrannies to exact religious observance from her underling, +and one of Olga's Sunday morning's indulgences to oversleep and avoid +the mass. Olga took the accusation meekly and without reply, being +occupied at that moment in standing between Katrina and the extra pats +of butter. + +"For the lie," said Katrina calmly, "thou shalt have no butter this +morning. There, the Herr Doktor rings for water. Get it, wicked one!" + +Katrina turned slowly in the doorway. + +"The new Fraulein is American?" + +"Ja." + +Katrina shrugged her shoulders. + +"Then I shall put more water to heat," she said resignedly. "The +Americans use much water. God knows it cannot be healthy!" + +Olga filled her pitcher from the great copper kettle and stood with it +poised in her thin young arms. + +"The new Fraulein is very beautiful," she continued aloud. "Thinkest +thou it is the hot water?" + +"Is an egg more beautiful for being boiled?" demanded Katrina. "Go, and +be less foolish. See, it is not the Herr Doktor who rings, but the new +American." + +Olga carried her pitcher to Harmony's door, and being bidden, entered. +The room was frigid and Harmony, at the window in her nightgown, was +closing the outer casement. The inner still swung open. Olga, having put +down her pitcher, shivered. + +"Surely the Fraulein has not slept with open windows?" + +"Always with open windows." Harmony having secured the inner casement, +was wrapping herself in the blue silk kimono with the faded butterflies. +Merely to look at it made Olga shiver afresh. She shook her head. + +"But the air of the night," she said, "it is full of mists and +illnesses! Will you have breakfast now?" + +"In ten minutes, after I have bathed." + +Olga having put a match to the stove went back to the kitchen, shaking +her head. + +"They are strange, the Americans!" she said to latrine. "And if to be +lovely one must bathe daily, and sleep with open windows--" + +Harmony had slept soundly after all. Her pique at Byrne had passed +with the reading of his note, and the sensation of his protection and +nearness had been almost physical. In the virginal little apartment in +the lodge of Maria Theresa the only masculine presence had been that +of the Portier, carrying up coals at ninety Hellers a bucket, or of the +accompanist who each alternate day had played for the Big Soprano to +practice. And they had felt no deprivation, except for those occasional +times when Scatchy developed a reckless wish to see the interior of a +dancing-hall or one of the little theaters that opened after the opera. + +But, as calmly as though she had never argued alone with a cabman or +disputed the bill at the delicatessen shop, Harmony had thrown herself +on the protection of this shabby big American whom she had met but +once, and, having done so, slept like a baby. Not, of course, that +she realized her dependence. She had felt very old and experienced and +exceedingly courageous as she put out her light the night before and +took a flying leap into the bed. She was still old and experienced, if a +trifle less courageous, that Sunday morning. + +Promptly in ten minutes Olga brought the breakfast, two rolls, two pats +of butter--shades of the sleeping mistress and Katrina the thrifty--and +a cup of coffee. On the tray was a bit of paper torn from a notebook:-- + +"Part of the prescription is an occasional walk in good company. Will +you walk with me this afternoon? I would come in person to ask you, but +am spending the morning in my bathrobe, while my one remaining American +suit is being pressed. + +"P. B." + +Harmony got the ink and her pen from her trunk and wrote below:-- + +"You are very kind to me. Yes, indeed. + +"H. W." + +When frequent slamming of doors and steps along the passageway told +Harmony that the pension was fully awake, she got out her violin. +The idea of work obsessed her. To-morrow there would be the hunt for +something to do to supplement her resources, this afternoon she had +rashly promised to walk. The morning, then, must be given up to work. +But after all she did little. + +For an hour, perhaps, she practiced. The little Bulgarian paused outside +her door and listened, rapt, his eyes closed. Peter Byrne, listening +while he sorted lecture memoranda at his little table in bathrobe and +slippers, absently filed the little note with the others--where he came +across it months later--next to a lecture on McBurney's Point, and spent +a sad hour or so over it. Over all the sordid little pension, with its +odors of food and stale air, its spotted napery and dusty artificial +flowers, the music hovered, and made for the time all things lovely. + +In her room across from Harmony's, Anna Gates was sewing, or preparing +to sew. Her hair in a knob, her sleeves rolled up, the room in violent +disorder, she was bending over the bed, cutting savagely at a roll of +pink flannel. Because she was working with curved surgeon's scissors, +borrowed from Peter, the cut edges were strangely scalloped. Her method +as well as her tools was unique. Clearly she was intent on a body +garment, for now and then she picked up the flannel and held it to her. +Having thus, as one may say, got the line of the thing, she proceeded to +cut again, jaw tight set, small veins on her forehead swelling, a small +replica of Peter Byrne sewing a button on his coat. + +After a time it became clear to her that her method was wrong. She +rolled up the flannel viciously and flung it into a corner, and +proceeded to her Sunday morning occupation of putting away the garments +she had worn during the week, a vast and motley collection. + +On the irritability of her mood Harmony's music had a late but certain +effect. She made a toilet, a trifle less casual than usual, seeing that +she put on her stays, and rather sheepishly picked up the bundle from +the corner. She hunted about for a thimble, being certain she had +brought one from home a year before, but failed to find it. And finally, +bundle under her arm and smiling, she knocked at Harmony's door. + +"Would you mind letting me sit with you?" she asked. "I'll not stir. I +want to sew, and my room is such a mess!" + +Harmony threw the door wide. "You will make me very happy, if only my +practicing does not disturb you." + +Dr. Gates came in and closed the door. + +"I'll probably be the disturbing element," she said. "I'm a noisy +sewer." + +Harmony's immaculate room and radiant person put her in good humor +immediately. She borrowed a thimble--not because she cared whether +she had one or not, but because she knew a thimble was a part of the +game--and settled herself in a corner, her ragged pieces in her lap. For +an hour she plodded along and Harmony played. Then the girl put down her +bow and turned to the corner. The little doctor was jerking at a knot in +her thread. + +"It's in the most damnable knot!" she said, and Harmony was suddenly +aware that she was crying, and heartily ashamed of it. + +"Please don't pay any attention to me," she implored. "I hate to sew. +That's the trouble. Or perhaps it's not all the trouble. I'm a fool +about music." + +"Perhaps, if you hate to sew--" + +"I hate a good many things, my dear, when you play like that. I hate +being over here in this place, and I hate fleas and German cooking and +clinics, and I hate being forty years old and as poor as a church-mouse +and as ugly as sin, and I hate never having had any children!" + +Harmony was very uncomfortable and just a little shocked. But the next +moment Dr. Gates had wiped her eyes with a scrap of the flannel and was +smiling up through her glasses. + +"The plain truth really is that I have indigestion. I dare say I'm +really weeping in anticipation over the Sunday dinner! The food's bad +and I can't afford to live anywhere else. I'd take a room and do my own +cooking, but what time have I?" She spread out the pieces of flannel on +her knee. "Does this look like anything to you?" + +"A petticoat, isn't it?" + +"I didn't intend it as a petticoat." + +"I thought, on account of the scallops--" + +"Scallops!" Dr. Gates gazed at the painfully cut pink edges and from +them to Harmony. Then she laughed, peal after peal of joyous mirth. + +"Scallops!" she gasped at last. "Oh, my dear, if you'd seen me cutting +'em! And with Peter Byrne's scissors!" + +Now here at last they were on common ground. Harmony, delicately +flushed, repeated the name, clung to it conversationally, using little +adroitnesses to bring the talk back to him. All roads of talk led to +Peter--Peter's future, Peter's poverty, Peter's refusing to have his +hair cut, Peter's encounter with a major of the guards, and the duel +Peter almost fought. It developed that Peter, as the challenged, had had +the choice of weapons, and had chosen fists, and that the major had been +carried away. Dr. Gates grew rather weary of Peter at last and fell back +on the pink flannel. She confided to Harmony that the various pieces, +united, were to make a dressing-gown for a little American boy at the +hospital. "Although," she commented, "it looks more like a chair cover." + +Harmony offered to help her, and got out a sewing-box that was lined +with a piece of her mother's wedding dress. And as she straightened the +crooked edges she told the doctor about the wedding dress, and about the +mother who had called her Harmony because of the hope in her heart. +And soon, by dint of skillful listening, which is always better than +questioning, the faded little woman doctor knew all the story. + +She was rather aghast. + +"But suppose you cannot find anything to do?" + +"I must," simply. + +"It's such a terrible city for a girl alone." + +"I'm not really alone. I know you now." + +"An impoverished spinster! Much help I shall be!" + +"And there is Peter Byrne." + +"Peter!" Dr. Gates sniffed. "Peter is poorer than I am, if there is any +comparison in destitution!" + +Harmony stiffened a trifle. + +"Of course I do not mean money," she said. "There are such things as +encouragement, and--and friendliness." + +"One cannot eat encouragement," retorted Dr. Gates sagely. "And +friendliness between you and any man--bah! Even Peter is only human, my +dear." + +"I am sure he is very good." + +"So he is. He is very poor. But you are very attractive. There, I'm a +skeptic about men, but you can trust Peter. Only don't fall in love with +him. It will be years before he can marry. And don't let him fall in +love with you. He probably will." + +Whereupon Dr. Gates taking herself and her pink flannel off to prepare +for lunch, Harmony sent a formal note to Peter Byrne, regretting that +a headache kept her from taking the afternoon walk as she had promised. +Also, to avoid meeting him, she did without dinner, and spent the +afternoon crying herself into a headache that was real enough. + +Anna Gates was no fool. While she made her few preparations for dinner +she repented bitterly what she had said to Harmony. It is difficult for +the sophistry of forty to remember and cherish the innocence of twenty. +For illusions it is apt to substitute facts, the material for the +spiritual, the body against the soul. Dr. Gates, from her school of +general practice, had come to view life along physiological lines. + +With her customary frankness she approached Peter after the meal. + +"I've been making mischief, Peter. I been talking too much, as usual." + +"Certainly not about me, Doctor. Out of my blameless life--" + +"About you, as a representative member of your sex. I'm a fool." + +Peter looked serious. He had put on the newly pressed suit and his best +tie, and was looking distinguished and just now rather stern. + +"To whom?" + +"To the young Wells person. Frankly, Peter, I dare say at this moment +she thinks you are everything you shouldn't be, because I said you were +only human. Why it should be evil to be human, or human to be evil--" + +"I cannot imagine," said Peter slowly, "the reason for any conversation +about me." + +"Nor I, when I look back. We seemed to talk about other things, but it +always ended with you. Perhaps you were our one subject in common. Then +she irritated me by her calm confidence. The world was good, everybody +was good. She would find a safe occupation and all would be well." + +"So you warned her against me," said Peter grimly. + +"I told her you were human and that she was attractive. Shall I make +'way with myself?" + +"Cui bono?" demanded Peter, smiling in spite of himself. "The mischief +is done." + +Dr. Gates looked up at him. + +"I'm in love with you myself, Peter!" she said gratefully. "Perhaps it +is the tie. Did you ever eat such a meal?" + + + +CHAPTER VI + +A very pale and dispirited Harmony it was who bathed her eyes in cold +water that evening and obeyed little Olga's "Bitte sum speisen." The +chairs round the dining-table were only half occupied--a free concert +had taken some, Sunday excursions others. The little Bulgarian, secretly +considered to be a political spy, was never about on this one evening of +the week. Rumor had it that on these evenings, secreted in an attic room +far off in the sixteenth district, he wrote and sent off reports of what +he had learned during the week--his gleanings from near-by tables in +coffee-houses or from the indiscreet hours after midnight in the cafe, +where the Austrian military was wont to gather and drink. + +Into the empty chair beside Harmony Peter slid his long figure, and met +a tremulous bow and silence. From the head of the table Frau Schwarz was +talking volubly--as if, by mere sound, to distract attention from the +scantiness of the meal. Under cover of the Babel Peter spoke to the +girl. Having had his warning his tone was friendly, without a hint of +the intimacy of the day before. + +"Better?" + +"Not entirely. Somewhat." + +"I wish you had sent Olga to me for some tablets. No one needs to suffer +from headache, when five grains or so of powder will help them." + +"I am afraid of headache tablets." + +"Not when your physician prescribes them, I hope!" + +This was the right note. Harmony brightened a little. After all, what +had she to do with the man himself? He had constituted himself her +physician. That was all. + +"The next time I shall send Olga." + +"Good!" he responded heartily; and proceeded to make such a meal as +he might, talking little, and nursing, by a careful indifference, her +new-growing confidence. + +It was when he had pushed his plate away and lighted a +cigarette--according to the custom of the pension, which accorded the +"Nicht Rauchen" sign the same attention that it did to the portrait of +the deceased Herr Schwarz--that he turned to her again. + +"I am sorry you are not able to walk. It promises a nice night." + +Peter was clever. Harmony, expecting an invitation to walk, had nerved +herself to a cool refusal. This took her off guard. + +"Then you do not prescribe air?" + +"That's up to how you feel. If you care to go out and don't mind my +going along as a sort of Old Dog Tray I haven't anything else to do." + +Dr. Gates, eating stewed fruit across the table, gave Peter a swift +glance of admiration, which he caught and acknowledged. He was rather +exultant himself; certainly he had been adroit. + +"I'd rather like a short walk. It will make me sleep," said Harmony, +who had missed the by-play. "And Old Dog Tray would be a very nice +companion, I'm sure." + +It is doubtful, however, if Anna Gates would have applauded Peter +had she followed the two in their rambling walk that night. Direction +mattering little and companionship everything, they wandered on, talking +of immaterial things--of the rough pavements, of the shop windows, of +the gray medieval buildings. They came to a full stop in front of the +Votivkirche, and discussed gravely the twin Gothic spires and the +Benk sculptures on the facade. And there in the open square, casting +diplomacy to the winds, Peter Byrne turned to Harmony and blurted out +what was in his heart. + +"Look here," he said, "you don't care a rap about spires. I don't +believe you know anything about them. I don't. What did that idiot of a +woman doctor say to you to-day?" + +"I don't know what you mean." + +"You do very well. And I'm going to set you right. She starts out with +two premises: I'm a man, and you're young and attractive. Then she draws +some sort of fool deduction. You know what I mean?" + +"I don't see why we need discuss it," said poor Harmony. "Or how you +know--" + +"I know because she told me. She knew she had been a fool, and she +came to me. I don't know whether it makes any difference to you or not, +but--we'd started out so well, and then to have it spoiled! My dear +girl, you are beautiful and I know it. That's all the more reason why, +if you'll stand for it, you need some one to look after you--I'll not +say like a brother, because all the ones I ever knew were darned poor +brothers to their sisters, but some one who will keep an eye on you and +who isn't going to fall in love with you." + +"I didn't think you were falling in love with me; nor did I wish you +to." + +"Certainly not. Besides, I--" Here Peter Byrne had another inspiration, +not so good as the first--"Besides, there is somebody at home, you +understand? That makes it all right, doesn't it?" + +"A girl at home?" + +"A girl," said Peter, lying manfully. + +"How very nice!" said Harmony, and put out her hand. Peter, feeling all +sorts of a cheat, took it, and got his reward in a complete restoral of +their former comradely relations. From abstractions of church towers +and street paving they went, with the directness of the young, to +themselves. Thereafter, during that memorable walk, they talked +blissful personalities, Harmony's future, Peter's career, money--or +its lack--their ambitions, their hopes, even--and here was intimacy, +indeed!--their disappointments, their failures of courage, their +occasional loss of faith in themselves. + +The first real snow of the year was falling as they turned back toward +the Pension Schwarz, a damp snow that stuck fast and melted with a +chilly cold that had in it nothing but depression. The upper spires of +the Votivkirche were hidden in a gray mist; the trees in the park took +on, against the gloom of the city hall, a snowy luminosity. Save for +an occasional pedestrian, making his way home under an umbrella, the +streets were deserted. Byrne and Harmony had no umbrella, but the girl +rejected his offer of a taxicab. + +"We should be home too quickly," she observed naively. "And we have +so much to say about me. Now I thought that perhaps by giving English +lessons in the afternoon and working all morning at my music--" + +And so on and on, square after square, with Peter listening gravely, +his head bent. And square after square it was borne in on him what +a precarious future stretched before this girl beside him, how very +slender her resources, how more than dubious the outcome. + +Poverty, which had only stimulated Peter Byrne in the past, ate deep +into his soul that night. + +Epochmaking as the walk had been, seeing that it had reestablished a +friendship and made a working basis for future comradely relations, they +were back at the corner of the Alserstrasse before ten. As they turned +in at the little street, a man, lurching somewhat, almost collided +with Harmony. He was a short, heavy-set person with a carefully curled +mustache, and he was singing, not loudly, but with all his maudlin +heart in his voice, the barcarolle from the "Tales" of Hoffmann. He saw +Harmony, and still singing planted himself in her path. When Byrne would +have pushed him aside Harmony caught his arm. + +"It is only the Portier from the lodge," she said. + +The Portier, having come to rest on a throaty and rather wavering note, +stood before Harmony, bowing. + +"The Fraulein has gone and I am very sad," he said thickly. "There is no +more music, and Rosa has run away with a soldier from Salzburg who has +only one lung." + +"But think!" Harmony said in German. "No more practicing in the early +dawn, no young ladies bringing mud into your newscrubbed hall! It is +better, is it not? All day you may rest and smoke!" + +Byrne led Harmony past the drunken Portier, who turned with caution and +bowed after them. + +"Gute Nacht," he called. "Kuss die Hand, Fraulein. Four rooms and the +salon and a bath of the finest." + +As they went up the Hirschengasse they could hear him pursuing his +unsteady way down the street and singing lustily. At the door of the +Pension Schwarz Harmony paused. + +"Do you mind if I ask one question?" + +"You honor me, madam." + +"Then--what is the name of the girl back home?" + +Peter Byrne was suddenly conscious of a complete void as to feminine +names. He offered, in a sort of panic, the first one he recalled:-- + +"Emma." + +"Emma! What a nice, old-fashioned name!" But there was a touch of +disappointment in her voice. + +Harmony had a lesson the next day. She was a favorite pupil with the +master. Out of so much musical chaff he winnowed only now and then a +grain of real ability. And Harmony had that. Scatchy and the Big Soprano +had been right--she had the real thing. + +The short half-hour lesson had a way with Harmony of lengthening itself +to an hour or more, much to the disgust of the lady secretary in the +anteroom. On that Monday Harmony had pleased the old man to one of his +rare enthusiasms. + +"Six months," he said, "and you will go back to your America and show +them how over here we teach violin. I will a letter--letters--give you, +and you shall put on the programme, of your concerts that you are my +pupil, is it not so?" + +Harmony was drawing on her worn gloves; her hands trembled a little with +the praise and excitement. + +"If I can stay so long," she answered unsteadily. + +"You must stay. Have I so long labored, and now before it is finished +you talk of going! Gott im Himmel!" + +"It is a matter of money. My father is dead. And unless I find something +to do I shall have to go back." + +The master had heard many such statements. They never ceased to rouse +his ire against a world that had money for everything but music. He +spent five minutes in indignant protest, then:-- + +"But you are clever and young, child. You will find a way to stay. +Perhaps I can now and then find a concert for you." It was a lure he +had thrown out before, a hook without a bait. It needed no bait, being +always eagerly swallowed. "And no more talk of going away. I refuse to +allow. You shall not go." + +Harmony paid the lady secretary on her way out. The master was +interested. He liked Harmony and he believed in her. But fifty Kronen +is fifty Kronen, and South American beef is high of price. He followed +Harmony into the outer room and bowed her out of his studio. + +"The Fraulein has paid?" he demanded, turning sharply to the lady +secretary. + +"Always." + +"After the lesson?" + +"Ja, Herr Professor." + +"It is better," said the master, "that she pay hereafter before the +lesson." + +"Ja, Herr Professor." + +Whereupon the lady secretary put a red-ink cross before Harmony's name. +There were many such crosses on the ledger. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +For three days Byrne hardly saw Harmony. He was off early in the +morning, hurried back to the midday meal and was gone again the moment +it was over. He had lectures in the evenings, too, and although he +lingered for an hour or so after supper it was to find Harmony taken +possession of by the little Bulgarian, seized with a sudden thirst for +things American. + +On the evening of the second day he had left Harmony, enmeshed and +helpless in a tangle of language, trying to explain to the little +Bulgarian the reason American women wished to vote. Byrne flung down the +stairs and out into the street, almost colliding with Stewart. + +They walked on together, Stewart with the comfortably rolling gait of +the man who has just dined well, Byrne with his heavy, rather solid +tread. The two men were not congenial, and the frequent intervals +without speech between them were rather for lack of understanding than +for that completeness of it which often fathers long silences. Byrne was +the first to speak after their greeting. + +"Marie all right?" + +"Fine. Said if I saw you to ask you to supper some night this week." + +"Thanks. Does it matter which night?" + +"Any but Thursday. We're hearing 'La Boheme.'" + +"Say Friday, then." + +Byrne's tone lacked enthusiasm, but Stewart in his after-dinner mood +failed to notice it. + +"Have you thought any more about our conversation of the other night?" + +"What was that?" + +Stewart poked him playfully in the ribs. + +"Wake up, Byrne!" he said. "You remember well enough. Neither the Days +nor any one else is going to have the benefit of your assistance if you +go on living the way you have been. I was at Schwarz's. It is the double +drain there that tells on one--eating little and being eaten much. Those +old walls are full of vermin. Why don't you take our apartment?" + +"Yours?" + +"Yes, for a couple of months. I'm through with Schleich and Breidau +can't take me for two months. It's Marie's off season and we're going to +Semmering for the winter sports. We're ahead enough to take a holiday. +And if you want the flat for the same amount you are spending now, or +less, you can have it, and--a home, old man." + +Byrne was irritated, the more so that he realized that the offer tempted +him. To his resentment was added a contempt of himself. + +"Thanks," he said. "I think not." + +"Oh, all right." Stewart was rather offended. "I can't do more than give +you a chance." + +They separated shortly after and Byrne went on alone. The snow of Sunday +had turned to a fine rain which had lasted all of Monday and Tuesday. +The sidewalks were slimy; wagons slid in the ooze of the streets; and +the smoke from the little stoves in the street-cars followed them in +depressing horizontal clouds. Cabmen sat and smoked in the interior of +musty cabs. The women hod-carriers on a new building steamed like horses +as they worked. + +Byrne walked along, his head thrust down into his up-turned collar; +moisture gathered on his face like dew, condensed rather than +precipitated. And as he walked there came before him a vision of the +little flat on the Hochgasse, with the lamp on the table, and the +general air of warmth and cheer, and a figure presiding over the brick +stove in the kitchen. Byrne shook himself like a great dog and turned in +at the gate of the hospital. He was thoroughly ashamed of himself. + +That week was full of disappointments for Harmony. Wherever she turned +she faced a wall of indifference or, what was worse, an interest that +frightened her. Like a bird in a cage she beat helplessly against +barriers of language, of strange customs, of stolidity that were not far +from absolute cruelty. + +She held to her determination, however, at first with hope, then, as +the pension in advance and the lessons at fifty Kronen--also in +advance,--went on, recklessly. She played marvelously those days, crying +out through her violin the despair she had sealed her lips against. On +Thursday, playing for the master, she turned to find him flourishing +his handkerchief, and went home in a sort of daze, incredulous that she +could have moved him to tears. + +The little Bulgarian was frankly her slave now. He had given up the +coffee-houses that he might spend that hour near her, on the chance of +seeing her or, failing that, of hearing her play. At night in the Cafe +Hungaria he sat for hours at a time, his elbows on the table, a bottle +of native wine before him, and dreamed of her. He was very fat, the +little Georgiev, very swarthy, very pathetic. The Balkan kettle was +simmering in those days, and he had been set to watch the fire. But +instead he had kindled a flame of his own, and was feeding it with stray +words, odd glances, a bit of music, the curve of a woman's hair behind +her ears. For reports he wrote verses in modern Greek, and through one +of those inadvertences which make tragedy, the Minister of War down in +troubled Bulgaria once received between the pages of a report in cipher +on the fortifications of the Danube a verse in fervid hexameter that +made even that grim official smile. + +Harmony was quite unconscious. She went on her way methodically: so +many hours of work, so many lessons at fifty Kronen, so many afternoons +searching for something to do, making rounds of shops where her English +might be valuable. + +And after a few weeks Peter Byrne found time to help. After one +experience, when Harmony left a shop with flaming face and tears in her +eyes, he had thought it best to go with her. The first interview, +under Peter's grim eyes, was a failure. The shopkeeper was obviously +suspicious of Peter. After that, whenever he could escape from clinics, +Peter went along, but stayed outside, smoking his eternal cigarette, and +keeping a watchful eye on things inside the shop. + +Only once was he needed. At that time, suspecting that all was not +well, from the girl's eyes and the leer on the shopkeeper's face, he +had opened the door in time to hear enough. He had lifted the proprietor +bodily and flung him with a crash into a glass showcase of ornaments +for the hair. Then, entirely cheerful and happy, and unmolested by the +frightened clerks, he led Harmony outside and in a sort of atavistic +triumph bought her a bunch of valley lilies. + +Nevertheless, in his sane moments, Peter knew that things were very +bad, indeed. He was still not in love with the girl. He analyzed his own +feeling very carefully, and that was his conclusion. Nevertheless he did +a quixotic thing--which was Peter, of course, all over. + +He took supper with Stewart and Marie on Friday, and the idea came to +him there. Hardly came to him, being Marie's originally. The little flat +was cozy and bright. Marie, having straightened her kitchen, brought in +a waist she was making and sat sewing while the two men talked. Their +conversation was technical, a new extirpation of the thyroid gland, a +recent nephrectomy. + +In her curious way Marie liked Peter and respected him. She struggled +with the technicalities of their talk as she sewed, finding here and +there a comprehensive bit. At those times she sat, needle poised, +intelligent eyes on the speakers, until she lost herself again in the +mazes of their English. + +At ten o'clock she rose and put away her sewing. Peter saw her get the +stone pitcher and knew she was on her way for the evening beer. He took +advantage of her absence to broach the matter of Harmony. + +"She's up against it, as a matter of fact," he finished. "It ought to be +easy enough for her to find something, but it isn't." + +"I hardly saw her that day in the coffee-house; but she's rather +handsome, isn't she?" + +"That's one of the difficulties. Yes." + +Stewart smoked and reflected. "No friends here at all?" + +"None. There were three girls at first. Two have gone home." + +"Could she teach violin?" + +"I should think so." + +"Aren't there any kids in the American colony who want lessons? There's +usually some sort of infant prodigy ready to play at any entertainments +of the Doctors' Club." + +"They don't want an American teacher, I fancy; but I suppose I could put +a card up in the club rooms. Damn it all!" cried Peter with a burst of +honest resentment, "why do I have to be poor?" + +"If you were rolling in gold you could hardly offer her money, could +you?" + +Peter had not thought of that before. It was the only comfort he found +in his poverty. Marie had brought in the beer and was carefully filling +the mugs. "Why do you not marry her?" she asked unexpectedly. "Then you +could take this flat. We are going to Semmering for the winter sports. I +would show her about the stove." + +"Marry her, of course!" said Peter gravely. "Just pick her up and carry +her to church! The trifling fact that she does not wish to marry me need +have nothing to do with it." + +"Ah, but does she not wish it?" demanded Marie. "Are you so certain, +stupid big one? Do not women always love you?" + +Ridiculous as the thought was, Peter pondered it as he went back to the +Pension Schwarz. About himself he was absurdly modest, almost humble. It +had never occurred to him that women might care for him for himself. +In his struggling life there had been little time for women. But about +himself as the solution of a problem--that was different. + +He argued the thing over. In the unlikely contingency of the girl's +being willing, was Stewart right--could two people live as cheaply as +one? Marie was an Austrian and knew how to manage--that was different. +And another thing troubled him. He dreaded to disturb the delicate +adjustment of their relationship; the terra incognita of a young +girl's mind daunted him. There was another consideration which he put +resolutely in the back of his mind--his career. He had seen many a +promising one killed by early marriage, men driven to the hack work of +the profession by the scourge of financial necessity. But that was a +matter of the future; the necessity was immediate. + +The night was very cold. Gusts of wind from the snow-covered Schneeberg +drove along the streets, making each corner a fortress defended by the +elements, a battlement to be seized, lost, seized again. Peter Byrne +battled valiantly but mechanically. And as he fought he made his +decision. + +He acted with characteristic promptness. Possibly, too, he was afraid of +the strength of his own resolution. By morning sanity might prevail, and +in cold daylight he would see the absurdity of his position. He almost +ran up the winding staircase. At the top his cold fingers fumbled the +key and he swore under his breath. He slammed the door behind him. Peter +always slammed doors, and had an apologetic way of opening the door +again and closing it gently, as if to show that he could. Harmony's room +was dark, but he had surprised her once into a confession that when +she was very downhearted she liked to sit in the dark and be very blue +indeed. So he stopped and knocked. There was no reply, but from Dr. +Gates's room across there came a hum of conversation. He knew at once +that Harmony was there. + +Peter hardly hesitated. He took off his soft hat and ran a hand over his +hair, and he straightened his tie. These preliminaries to a proposal of +marriage being disposed of, he rapped at the door. + +Anna Gates opened it. She wore a hideous red-flannel wrapper, and in +deference to Harmony a thimble. Her flat breast was stuck with pins, and +pinkish threads revealed the fact that the bathrobe was still under way. + +"Peter!" she cried. "Come in and get warm." + +Harmony, in the blue kimono, gave a little gasp, and flung round her +shoulders the mass of pink on which she had been working. + +"Please go out!" she said. "I am not dressed." + +"You are covered," returned Anna Gates. "That's all that any sort of +clothing can do. Don't mind her, Peter, and sit on the bed. Look out for +pins!" + +Peter, however, did not sit down. He stood just inside the closed door +and stared at Harmony--Harmony in the red light from the little +open door of the stove; Harmony in blue and pink and a bit of white +petticoat; Harmony with her hair over her shoulders and tied out of her +eyes with an encircling band of rosy flannel. + +"Do sit!" cried Anna Gates. "You fill the room so. Bless you, Peter, +what a collar!" + +No man likes to know his collar is soiled, especially on the eve of +proposing marriage to a pink and blue and white vision. Peter, seated +now on the bed, writhed. + +"I rapped at Miss Wells's door," he said. "You were not there." + +This last, of course, to Harmony. + +Anna Gates sniffed. + +"Naturally!" + +"I had something to say to you. I--I dare say it is hardly pension +etiquette for you to go over to your room and let me say it there?" + +Harmony smiled above the flannel. + +"Could you call it through the door?" + +"Hardly." + +"Fiddlesticks!" said Dr. Gates, rising. "I'll go over, of course, but +not for long. There's no fire." + +With her hand on the knob, however, Harmony interfered. + +"Please!" she implored. "I am not dressed and I'd rather not." She +turned to Peter. "You can say it before her, can't you? She--I have told +her all about things." + +Peter hesitated. He felt ridiculous for the second time that night. +Then:-- + +"It was merely an idea I had. I saw a little apartment furnished--you +could learn to use the stove, unless, of course, you don't like +housekeeping--and food is really awfully cheap. Why, at these +delicatessen places and bakeshops--" + +Here he paused for breath and found Dr. Gates's quizzical glance fixed +on him, and Harmony's startled eyes. + +"What I am trying to say," he exploded, "is that I believe if you would +marry me it would solve some of your troubles anyhow." He was talking +for time now, against Harmony's incredulous face. "You'd be taking on +others, of course. I'm not much and I'm as poor--well, you know. It--it +was the apartment that gave me the idea--" + +"And the stove!" said Harmony; and suddenly burst into joyous laughter. +After a rather shocked instant Dr. Gates joined her. It was real mirth +with Harmony, the first laugh of days, that curious laughter of women +that is not far from tears. + +Peter sat on the bed uncomfortably. He grinned sheepishly and made a +last feeble attempt to stick to his guns. + +"I mean it. You know I'm not in love with you or you with me, of course. +But we are such a pair of waifs, and I thought we might get along. Lord +knows I need some one to look after me!" + +"And Emma?" + +"There is no Emma. I made her up." + +Harmony sobered at that. + +"It is only"--she gasped a little for breath--"it is only your--your +transparency, Peter." It was the first time she had called him Peter. +"You know how things are with me and you want to help me, and out of +your generosity you are willing to take on another burden. Oh, Peter!" + +And here, Harmony being an emotional young person, the tears beat the +laughter to the surface and had to be wiped away under the cover of +mirth. + +Anna Gates, having recovered herself, sat back and surveyed them both +sternly through her glasses. + +"Once for all," she said brusquely, "let such foolishness end. Peter, +I am ashamed of you. Marriage is not for you--not yet, not for a dozen +years. Any man can saddle himself with a wife; not every man can be what +you may be if you keep your senses and stay single. And the same is true +for you, girl. To tide over a bad six months you would sacrifice the +very thing you are both struggling for?" + +"I'm sure we don't intend to do it," replied Harmony meekly. + +"Not now. Some day you may be tempted. When that time comes, remember +what I say. Matrimonially speaking, each of you is fatal to the other. +Now go away and let me alone. I'm not accustomed to proposals of +marriage." + +It was in some confusion of mind that Peter Byrne took himself off +to the bedroom with the cold tiled stove and the bed that was as +comfortable as a washtub. Undeniably he was relieved. Also Harmony's +problem was yet unsolved. Also she had called him Peter. + +Also he had said he was not in love with her. Was he so sure of that? + +At midnight, just as Peter, rolled in the bedclothing, had managed to +warm the cold concavity of his bed and had dozed off, Anna Gates knocked +at his door. + +"Yes?" said Peter, still comfortably asleep. + +"It is Dr. Gates." + +"Sorry, Doctor--have to 'xcuse me," mumbled Peter from the blanket. + +"Peter!" + +Peter roused to a chilled and indignant consciousness and sat up in bed. + +"Well?" + +"Open the door just a crack." + +Resignedly Peter crawled out of bed, carefully turning the coverings up +to retain as much heat as possible. An icy blast from the open window +blew round him, setting everything movable in the little room to +quivering. He fumbled in the dark for his slippers, failed to find them, +and yawning noisily went to the door. + +Anna Gates, with a candle, was outside. Her short, graying hair was out +of its hard knot, and hung in an equally uncompromising six-inch plait +down her back. She had no glasses, and over the candle-frame she peered +shortsightedly at Peter. + +"It's about Jimmy," she said. "I don't know what's got into me, but I've +forgotten for three days. It's a good bit more than time for a letter." + +"Great Scott!" + +"Both yesterday and to-day he asked for it and to-day he fretted a +little. The nurse found him crying." + +"The poor little devil!" said Peter contritely. "Overdue, is it? I'll +fix it to-night." + +"Leave it under the door where I can get it in the morning. I'm off at +seven." + +"The envelope?" + +"Here it is. And take my candle. I'm going to bed." + +That was at midnight or shortly after. Half after one struck from the +twin clocks of the Votivkirche and echoed from the Stephansplatz across +the city. It found Peter with the window closed, sitting up in bed, a +candle balanced on one knee, a writing-tablet on the other. + +He was writing a spirited narrative of a chamois hunt in which he had +taken part that day, including a detailed description of the quarry, +which weighed, according to Peter, two hundred and fifty pounds, Peter +being strong on imagination and short on facts as regards the Alpine +chamois. Then, trying to read the letter from a small boy's point of +view and deciding that it lacked snap, he added by way of postscript a +harrowing incident of avalanche, rope, guide, and ice axe. He ended in a +sort of glow of authorship, and after some thought took fifty pounds off +the chamois. + +The letter finished, he put it in a much-used envelope addressed to +Jimmy Conroy--an envelope that stamped the whole episode as authentic, +bearing as it did an undecipherable date and the postmark of a tiny +village in the Austrian Tyrol. + +It was almost two when Peter put out the candle and settled himself to +sleep. + +It was just two o'clock when the night nurse, making rounds in her +ward in the general hospital, found a small boy very much awake on his +pillow, and taking off her felt slipper shook it at him in pretended +fury. + +"Now, thou bad one!" she said. "Awake, when the Herr Doktor orders +sleep! Shall I use the slipper?" + +The boy replied in German with a strong English accent. + +"I cannot sleep. Yesterday the Fraulein Elisabet said that in the +mountains there are accidents, and that sometimes--" + +"The Fraulein Elisabet is a great fool. Tomorrow comes thy letter of a +certainty. The post has been delayed with great snows. Thy father has +perhaps captured a great boar, or a--a chamois, and he writes of it." + +"Do chamois have horns?" + +"Ja. Great horns--so." + +"He will send them to me! And there are no accidents?" + +"None. Now sleep, or--the slipper." + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +So far Harmony's small world in the old city had consisted of Scatchy +and the Big Soprano, Peter, and Anna Gates, with far off in the +firmament the master. Scatchy and the Big Soprano had gone, weeping +anxious postcards from every way station it is true, but nevertheless +gone. Peter and Anna Gates remained, and the master as long as her funds +held out. To them now she was about to add Jimmy. + +The bathrobe was finished. Out of the little doctor's chaos of pink +flannel Harmony had brought order. The result, masculine and complete +even to its tassels and cord of pink yarn, was ready to be presented. It +was with mingled emotions that Anna Gates wrapped it up and gave it to +Harmony the next morning. + +"He hasn't been so well the last day or two," she said. "He doesn't +sleep much--that's the worst of those heart conditions. Sometimes, while +I've been working on this thing, I've wondered--Well, we're making a +fight anyhow. And better take the letter, too, Harry. I might forget and +make lecture notes on it, and if I spoil that envelope--" + +Harmony had arranged to carry the bathrobe to the hospital, meeting the +doctor there after her early clinic. She knew Jimmy's little story quite +well. Anna Gates had told it to her in detail. + +"Just one of the tragedies of the world, my dear," she had finished. +"You think you have a tragedy, but you have youth and hope; I think I +have my own little tragedy, because I have to go through the rest of +life alone, when taken in time I'd have been a good wife and mother. +Still I have my work. But this little chap, brought over here by a +father who hoped to see him cured, and spent all he had to bring him +here, and then--died. It gets me by the throat." + +"And the boy does not know?" Harmony had asked, her eyes wide. + +"No, thanks to Peter. He thinks his father is still in the mountains. +When we heard about it Peter went up and saw that he was buried. It took +about all the money there was. He wrote home about it, too, to the place +they came from. There has never been any reply. Then ever since Peter +has written these letters. Jimmy lives for them." + +Peter! It was always Peter. Peter did this. Peter said that. Peter +thought thus. A very large part of Harmony's life was Peter in those +days. + +She was thinking of him as she waited at the gate of the hospital for +Anna Gates, thinking of his shabby gray suit and unkempt hair, of his +letter that she carried to Jimmy Conroy, of his quixotic proposal of +the night before. Of the proposal, most of all--it was so eminently +characteristic of Peter, from the conception of the plan to its +execution. Harmony's thought of Peter was very tender that morning +as she stood in the arched gateway out of reach of the wind from the +Schneeberg. The tenderness and the bright color brought by the wind made +her very beautiful. Little Marie, waiting across the Alserstrasse for +a bus, and stamping from one foot to the other to keep warm, recognized +and admired her. After all, the American women were chic, she decided, +although some of the doctors had wives of a dowdiness--Himmel! And she +could copy the Fraulein's hat for two Kronen and a bit of ribbon she +possessed. + +The presentation of the bathrobe was a success. Six nurses and a Dozent +with a red beard stood about and watched Jimmy put into it, and the +Dozent, who had been engaged for five years and could not marry because +the hospital board forbade it, made a speech for Jimmy in awe-inspiring +German, ending up with a poem that was intended to be funny, but that +made the nurses cry. From which it will be seen that Jimmy was a great +favorite. + +During the ceremony, for such it was, the Germans loving a ceremony, +Jimmy kept his eyes on the letter in Anna Gates's hand and waited. That +the letter had come was enough. He lay back in anticipatory joy, and +let himself be talked over, and bathrobed, and his hair parted Austrian +fashion and turned up over a finger, which is very Austrian indeed. +He liked Harmony. The girl caught his eyes on her more than once. He +interrupted the speech once to ask her just what part of the robe she +had made, and whether she had made the tassel. When she admitted the +tassel, his admiration became mixed with respect. + +It was a bright day, for a marvel. Sunlight came through the barred +window behind Jimmy's bed, and brought into dazzling radiance the pink +bathrobe, and Harmony's eyes, and fat Nurse Elisabet's white apron. It +lay on the bedspread in great squares, outlined by the shadows of the +window bars. Now and then the sentry, pacing outside, would advance as +far as Jimmy's window, and a warlike silhouette of military cap and +the upper end of a carbine would appear on the coverlet. These events, +however, were rare, the sentry preferring the shelter of the gateway and +the odor of boiling onions from the lodge just inside. + +The Dozent retired to his room for the second breakfast; the nurses went +about the business of the ward; Dr. Anna Gates drew a hairpin from her +hair and made a great show of opening the many times opened envelope. + +"The letter at last!" she said. "Shall I read it or will you?" + +"You read it. It takes me so long. I'll read it all day, after you are +gone. I always do." + +Anna Gates read the letter. She read aloud poor Peter's first halting +lines, when he was struggling against sleep and cold. They were mainly +an apology for the delay. Then forgetting discomfort in the joy of +creation, he became more comfortable. The account of the near-accident +was wonderfully graphic; the description of the chamois was fervid, if +not accurate. But consternation came with the end. + +The letter apparently finished, there was yet another sheet. The doctor +read on. + +"For Heaven's sake," said Peter's frantic postscript, "find out how much +a medium-sized chamois--" + +Dr. Gates stopped "--ought to weigh," was the rest of it, "and fix it +right in the letter. The kid's too smart to be fooled and I never saw a +chamois outside of a drug store. They have horns, haven't they?" + +"That's funny!" said Jimmy Conway. + +"That was one of my papers slipped in by mistake," remarked Dr. Gates, +with dignity, and flashing a wild appeal for help to Harmony. + +"How did one of your papers get in when it was sealed?" + +"I think," observed Harmony, leaning forward, "that little boys must +not ask too many questions, especially when Christmas is only six weeks +off." + +"I know! He wants to send me the horns the way he sent me the boar's +tusks." + +For Peter, having in one letter unwisely recorded the slaughter of a +boar, had been obliged to ransack Vienna for a pair of tusks. The tusks +had not been so difficult. But horns! + +Jimmy was contented with his solution and asked no more questions. The +morning's excitement had tired him, and he lay back. Dr. Gates went to +hold a whispered consultation with the nurse, and came back, looking +grave. + +The boy was asleep, holding the letter in his thin hands. + +The visit to the hospital was a good thing for Harmony--to find some one +worse off than she was, to satisfy that eternal desire of women to do +something, however small, for some one else. Her own troubles looked +very small to her that day as she left the hospital and stepped out into +the bright sunshine. + +She passed the impassive sentry, then turned and went back to him. + +"Do you wish to do a very kind thing?" she asked in German. + +Now the conversation of an Austrian sentry consists of yea, yea, and +nay, nay, and not always that. But Harmony was lovely and the sun was +moderating the wind. The sentry looked round; no one was near. + +"What do you wish?" + +"Inside that third window is a small boy and he is very ill. I do not +think--perhaps he will never be well again. Could you not, now and then, +pass the window? It pleases him." + +"Pass the window! But why?" + +"In America we see few of our soldiers. He likes to see you and the +gun." + +"Ah, the gun!" He smiled and nodded in comprehension, then, as an +officer appeared in the door of a coffee-house across the street, he +stiffened into immobility and stared past Harmony into space. But the +girl knew he would do as she had desired. + +That day brought good luck to Harmony. The wife of one of the professors +at the hospital desired English conversation at two Kronen an hour. + +Peter brought the news home at noon, and that afternoon Harmony was +engaged. It was little enough, but it was something. It did much more +than offer her two Kronen an hour; it gave her back her self-confidence, +although the immediate result was rather tragic. + +The Frau Professor Bergmeister, infatuated with English and with +Harmony, engaged her, and took her first two Kronen worth that +afternoon. It was the day for a music-lesson. Harmony arrived five +minutes late, panting, hat awry, and so full of the Frau Professor +Bergmeister that she could think of nothing else. + +Obedient to orders she had placed the envelope containing her fifty +Kronen before the secretary as she went in. The master was out of humor. +Should he, the teacher of the great Koert, be kept waiting for a chit +of a girl--only, of course, he said "das Kindchen" or some other German +equivalent for chit--and then have her come into the sacred presence +breathless, and salute him between gasps as the Frau Professor +Bergmeister? + +Being excited and now confused by her error, and being also rather +tremulous with three flights of stairs at top speed, Harmony dropped +her bow. In point of heinousness this classes with dropping one's infant +child from an upper window, or sitting on the wrong side of a carriage +when with a lady. + +The master, thus thrice outraged, rose slowly and glared at Harmony. +Then with a lordly gesture to her to follow he stalked to the outer +room, and picking up the envelope with the fifty Kronen held it out to +her without a word. + +Harmony's world came crashing about her ears. She stared stupidly at the +envelope in her hand, at the master's retreating back. + +Two girl students waiting their turn, envelopes in hand, giggled +together. Harmony saw them and flushed scarlet. But the lady secretary +touched her arm. + +"It does not matter, Fraulein. He does so sometimes. Always he is sorry. +You will come for your next lesson, not so? and all will be well. You +are his well-beloved pupil. To-night he will not eat for grief that he +has hurt you." + +The ring of sincerity in the shabby secretary's voice was unmistakable. +Her tense throat relaxed. She looked across at the two students who +had laughed. They were not laughing now. Something of fellowship and +understanding passed between them in the glance. After all, it was in +the day's work--would come to one of them next, perhaps. And they had +much in common--the struggle, their faith, the everlasting loneliness, +the little white envelopes, each with its fifty Kronen. + +Vaguely comforted, but with the light gone out of her day of days, +Harmony went down the three long flights and out into the brightness of +the winter day. + +On the Ring she almost ran into Peter. He was striding toward her, +giving a definite impression of being bound for some particular +destination and of being behind time. That this was not the case was +shown by the celerity with which, when he saw Harmony, he turned about +and walked with her. + +"I had an hour or two," he explained, "and I thought I'd walk. But +walking is a social habit, like drinking. I hate to walk alone. How +about the Frau Professor?" + +"She has taken me on. I'm very happy. But, Dr. Byrne--" + +"You called me Peter last night." + +"That was different. You had just proposed to me." + +"Oh, if that's all that's necessary--" He stopped in the center of the +busy Ring with every evident intention of proposing again. + +"Please, Peter!" + +"Aha! Victory! Well, what about the Frau Professor Bergmeister?" + +"She asks so many questions about America; and I cannot answer them." + +"For instance?" + +"Well, taxes now. She's very much interested in taxes." + +"Never owned anything taxable except a dog--and that wasn't a tax +anyhow; it was a license. Can't you switch her on to medicine or +surgery, where I'd be of some use?" + +"She says to-morrow we'll talk of the tariff and customs duties." + +"Well, I've got something to say on that." He pulled from his overcoat +pocket a largish bundle--Peter always bulged with packages--and held +it out for her to see. "Tell the Frau Professor Bergmeister with my +compliments," he said, "that because some idiot at home sent me five +pounds of tobacco, hearing from afar my groans over the tobacco here, +I have passed from mere financial stress to destitution. The Austrian +customs have taken from me to-day the equivalent of ten dollars in duty. +I offered them the tobacco on bended knee, but they scorned it." + +"Really, Peter?" + +"Really." + +Under this lightness Harmony sensed the real anxiety. Ten dollars was +fifty Kronen, and fifty Kronen was a great deal of money. She reached +over and patted his arm. + +"You'll make it up in some way. Can't you cut off some little +extravagance?" + +"I might cut down on my tailor bills." He looked down at himself +whimsically. "Or on ties. I'm positively reckless about ties!" + +They walked on in silence. A detachment of soldiery, busy with that +eternal military activity that seems to get nowhere, passed on a +dog-trot. Peter looked at them critically. + +"Bosnians," he observed. "Raw, half-fed troops from Bosnia, nine out +of ten of them tubercular. It's a rotten game, this military play of +Europe. How's Jimmy?" + +"We left him very happy with your letter." + +Peter flushed. "I expect it was pretty poor stuff," he apologized. "I've +never seen the Alps except from a train window, and as for a chamois--" + +"He says his father will surely send him the horns." + +Peter groaned. + +"Of course!" he said. "Why, in Heaven's name, didn't I make it an eagle? +One can always buy a feather or two. But horns? He really liked the +letter?" + +"He adored it. He went to sleep almost at once with it in his hands." + +Peter glowed. The small irritation of the custom-house forgotten, he +talked of Jimmy; of what had been done and might still be done, if only +there were money; and from Jimmy he talked boy. He had had a boys' club +at home during his short experience in general practice. Boys were his +hobby. + +"Scum of the earth, most of them," he said, his plain face glowing. +"Dirty little beggars off the street. At first they stole my tobacco; +and one of them pawned a medical book or two! Then they got to playing +the game right. By Jove, Harmony, I wish you could have seen them! +Used to line 'em up and make 'em spell, and the two best spellers were +allowed to fight it out with gloves--my own method, and it worked. +Spell! They'd spell their heads off to get a chance at the gloves. Gee, +how I hated to give them up!" + +This was a new Peter, a boyish individual Harmony had never met before. +For the first time it struck her that Peter was young. He had always +seemed rather old, solid and dependable, the fault of his elder brother +attitude to her, no doubt. She was suddenly rather shy, a bit aloof. +Peter felt the change and thought she was bored. He talked of other +things. + +A surprise was waiting for them in the cold lower hallway of the Pension +Schwarz. A trunk was there, locked and roped, and on the trunk, in +ulster and hat, sat Dr. Gates. Olga, looking rather frightened, was +coming down with a traveling-bag. She put down the bag and scuttled up +the staircase like a scared rabbit. The little doctor was grim. She eyed +Peter and Harmony with an impersonal hostility, referable to her humor. + +"I've been waiting for you two," she flung at them. "I've had a terrific +row upstairs and I'm going. That woman's a devil!" + +It had been a bad day for Harmony, and this new development, after +everything else, assumed the proportions of a crisis. She had clung, +at first out of sheer loneliness and recently out of affection, to the +sharp little doctor with her mannish affectations, her soft and womanly +heart. + +"Sit down, child." Anna Gates moved over on the trunk. "You are fagged +out. Peter, will you stop looking murderous and listen to me? How much +did it cost the three of us to live in this abode of virtue?" + +It was simple addition. The total was rather appalling. + +"I thought so. Now this is my plan. It may not be conventional, but it +will be respectable enough to satisfy anybody. And it will be cheaper, +I'm sure of that: We are all going out to the hunting-lodge of Maria +Theresa, and Harmony shall keep house for us!" + + + +CHAPTER IX + +It was the middle of November when Anna Gates, sitting on her trunk in +the cold entrance hall on the Hirschengasse, flung the conversational +bomb that left empty three rooms in the Pension Schwarz. + +Mid-December found Harmony back and fully established in the lodge of +Maria Theresa on the Street of Seven Stars--back, but with a difference. +True, the gate still swung back and forward on rusty hinges, obedient to +every whim of the December gales; but the casement windows in the salon +no longer creaked or admitted drafts, thanks to Peter and a roll of +rubber weather-casing. The grand piano, which had been Scatchy's rented +extravagance, had gone never to return, and in its corner stood a +battered but still usable upright. Under the great chandelier sat a +table with an oil lamp, and evening and morning the white-tiled stove +gleamed warm with fire. On the table by the lamp were the combined +medical books of Peter and Anna Gates, and an ash-tray which also they +used in common. + +Shabby still, of course, bare, almost denuded, the salon of Maria +Theresa. But at night, with the lamp lighted and the little door of the +stove open, and perhaps, when the dishes from supper had been washed, +with Harmony playing softly, it took resolution on Peter's part to +put on his overcoat and face a lecture on the resection of a rib or a +discussion of the function of the pituitary body. + +The new arrangement had proved itself in more ways than one not only +greater in comfort, but in economy. Food was amazingly cheap. Coal, +which had cost ninety Hellers a bucket at the Pension Schwarz, they +bought in quantity and could afford to use lavishly. Oil for the lamp +was a trifle. They dined on venison now and then, when the shop across +boasted a deer from the mountains. They had other game occasionally, +when Peter, carrying home a mysterious package, would make them guess +what it might contain. Always on such occasions Harmony guessed rabbits. +She knew how to cook rabbits, and some of the other game worried her. + +For Harmony was the cook. It had taken many arguments and much coaxing +to make Peter see it that way. In vain Harmony argued the extravagance +of Rosa, now married to the soldier from Salzburg with one lung, or the +tendency of the delicatessen seller to weigh short if one did not watch +him. Peter was firm. + +It was Dr. Gates, after all, who found the solution. + +"Don't be too obstinate, Peter," she admonished him. "The child needs +occupation; she can't practice all day. You and I can keep up the +financial end well enough, reduced as it is. Let her keep house to her +heart's content. That can be her contribution to the general fund." + +And that eventually was the way it settled itself, not without demur +from Harmony, who feared her part was too small, and who irritated Anna +almost to a frenzy by cleaning the apartment from end to end to make +certain of her usefulness. + +A curious little household surely, one that made the wife of the Portier +shake her head, and speak much beneath her breath with the wife of +the brushmaker about the Americans having queer ways and not as the +Austrians. + +The short month had seen a change in all of them. Peter showed it least +of all, perhaps. Men feel physical discomfort less keenly than women, +and Peter had been only subconsciously wretched. He had gained a pound +or two in flesh, perhaps, and he was unmistakably tidier. Anna Gates was +growing round and rosy, and Harmony had trimmed her a hat. But the real +change was in Harmony herself. + +The girl had become a woman. Who knows the curious psychology by which +such changes come--not in a month or a year; but in an hour, a breath. +One moment Harmony was a shy, tender young creature, all emotion, +quivering at a word, aloof at a glance, prone to occasional +introspection and mysterious daydreams; the next she was a young woman, +tender but not shyly so, incredibly poised, almost formidably dignified +on occasion, but with little girlish lapses into frolic and high +spirits. + +The transition moment with Harmony came about in this wise: They had +been settled for three weeks. The odor of stewing cabbages at the +Pension Schwarz had retired into the oblivion of lost scents, to be +recalled, along with its accompanying memory of discomfort, with every +odor of stewing cabbages for years to come. At the hospital Jimmy had +had a bad week again. It had been an anxious time for all of them. In +vain the sentry had stopped outside the third window and smiled and +nodded through it; in vain--when the street was deserted and there +was none to notice--he went through a bit of the manual of arms on the +pavement outside, ending by setting his gun down with a martial and +ringing clang. + +In vain had Peter exhausted himself in literary efforts, climbing +unheard-of peaks, taking walking-tours through such a Switzerland as +never was, shooting animals of various sorts, but all hornless, as he +carefully emphasized. + +And now Jimmy was better again. He was propped up in bed, and with the +aid of Nurse Elisabet he had cut out a paper sentry and set it in the +barred window. The real sentry had been very much astonished; he had +almost fallen over backward. On recovering he went entirely through the +manual of arms, and was almost seen by an Oberst-lieutenant. It was all +most exciting. + +Harmony had been to see Jimmy on the day in question. She had taken +him some gelatin, not without apprehension, it being her first essay in +jelly and Jimmy being frank with the candor of childhood. The jelly had +been a great success. + +It was when she was about to go that Jimmy broached a matter very near +his heart. + +"The horns haven't come, have they?" he asked wistfully. + +"No, not yet." + +"Do you think he got my letter about them?" + +"He answered it, didn't he?" + +Jimmy drew a long breath. "It's very funny. He's mostly so quick. If I +had the horns, Sister Elisabet would tie them there at the foot of the +bed. And I could pretend I was hunting." + +Harmony had a great piece of luck that day. As she went home she saw +hanging in front of the wild-game shop next to the delicatessen store +a fresh deer, and this time it was a stag. Like the others it hung head +down, and as it swayed on its hook its great antlers tapped against the +shop door as if mutely begging admission. + +She could not buy the antlers. In vain she pleaded, explained, implored. +Harmony enlisted the Portier, and took him across with her. The +wild-game seller was obdurate. He would sell the deer entire, or he +would mount head and antlers for his wife's cousin in Galicia as a +Christmas gift. + +Harmony went back to the lodge and climbed the stairs. She was +profoundly depressed. Even the discovery that Peter had come home early +and was building a fire in the kitchen brought only a fleeting smile. +Anna was not yet home. + +Peter built the fire. The winter dusk was falling and Harmony made a +movement to light the candles. Peter stopped her. + +"Can't we have the firelight for a little while? You are always +beautiful, but--you are lovely in the firelight, Harmony." + +"That is because you like me. We always think our friends are +beautiful." + +"I am fond of Anna, but I have never thought her beautiful." + +The kitchen was small. Harmony, rolling up her sleeves by the table, +and Peter before the stove were very close together. The dusk was fast +fading into darkness; to this tiny room at the back of the old house few +street sounds penetrated. Round them, shutting them off together from +the world of shops with lighted windows, rumbling busses and hurrying +humanity, lay the old lodge with its dingy gardens, its whitewashed +halls, its dark and twisting staircases. + +Peter had been very careful. He had cultivated a comradely manner with +the girl that had kept her entirely at her ease with him. But it had +been growing increasingly hard. He was only human after all. And he was +very comfortable. Love, healthy human love, thrives on physical ease. +Indigestion is a greater foe to it than poverty. Great love songs are +written, not by poets starving in hall bedrooms, with insistent hunger +gnawing and undermining all that is of the spirit, but by full-fed +gentlemen who sing out of an overflowing of content and wide fellowship, +and who write, no doubt, just after dinner. Love, being a hunger, does +not thrive on hunger. + +Thus Peter. He had never found women essential, being occupied in the +struggle for other essentials. Women had had little part in his busy +life. Once or twice he had seen visions, dreamed dreams, to waken +himself savagely to the fact that not for many years could he afford the +luxury of tender eyes looking up into his, of soft arms about his neck. +So he had kept away from women with almost ferocious determination. And +now! + +He drew a chair before the stove and sat down. Standing or sitting, he +was much too large for the kitchen. He sat in the chair, with his hands +hanging, fingers interlaced between his knees. + +The firelight glowed over his strong, rather irregular features. +Harmony, knife poised over the evening's potatoes, looked at him. + +"I think you are sad to-night, Peter." + +"Depressed a bit. That's all." + +"It isn't money again?" + +It was generally money with any of the three, and only the week before +Peter had found an error in his bank balance which meant that he was a +hundred Kronen or so poorer than he had thought. This discovery had been +very upsetting. + +"Not more than usual. Don't mind me. I'll probably end in a roaring bad +temper and smash something. My moody spells often break up that way!" + +Harmony put down the paring-knife, and going over to where he sat rested +a hand on his shoulder. Peter drew away from it. + +"I have hurt you in some way?" + +"Of course not." + +"Could--could you talk about whatever it is? That helps sometimes." + +"You wouldn't understand." + +"You haven't quarreled with Anna?" Harmony asked, real concern in her +voice. + +"No. Good Lord, Harmony, don't ask me what's wrong! I don't know +myself." + +He got up almost violently and set the little chair back against the +wall. Hurt and astonished, Harmony went back to the table. The kitchen +was entirely dark, save for the firelight, which gleamed on the bare +floor and the red legs of the table. She was fumbling with a match and +the candle when she realized that Peter was just behind her, very close. + +"Dearest," he said huskily. The next moment he had caught her to him, +was kissing her lips, her hair. + +Harmony's heart beat wildly. There was no use struggling against him. +The gates of his self-control were down: all his loneliness, his starved +senses rushed forth in tardy assertion. + +After a moment Peter kissed her eyelids very gently and let her go. +Harmony was trembling, but with shock and alarm only. The storm that had +torn him root and branch from his firm ground of self-restraint left +her only shaken. He was still very close to her; she could hear him +breathing. He did not attempt to speak. With every atom of strength that +was left in him he was fighting a mad desire to take her in his arms +again and keep her there. + +That was the moment when Harmony became a woman. + +She lighted the candle with the match she still held. Then she turned +and faced him. + +"That sort of thing is not for you and me, Peter," she said quietly. + +"Why not?" + +"There isn't any question about it." + +He was still reckless, even argumentative; the crying need of her still +obsessed him. "Why not? Why should I not take you in my arms? If +there is a moment of happiness to be had in this grind of work and +loneliness--" + +"It has not made me happy." + +Perhaps nothing else she could have said would have been so effectual. +Love demands reciprocation; he could read no passion in her voice. He +knew then that he had left her unstirred. He dropped his outstretched +arms. + +"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do it." + +"I would rather not talk about it, please." + +The banging of a door far off told them that Anna Gates had arrived and +was taking off her galoshes in the entry. Peter drew a long breath, and, +after his habit, shook himself. + +"Very well, we'll not talk of it. But, for Heaven's sake, Harmony, don't +avoid me. I'm not a cad. I'll let you alone." + +There was only time for a glance of understanding between them, of +promise from Peter, of acceptance from the girl. When Anna Gates entered +the kitchen she found Harmony peeling potatoes and Peter filling up an +already overfed stove. + +That night, during that darkest hour before the dawn when the thrifty +city fathers of the old town had shut off the street lights because two +hours later the sun would rise and furnish light that cost the taxpayers +nothing, the Portier's wife awakened. + +The room was very silent, too silent. On those rare occasions when the +Portier's wife awakened in the night and heard the twin clocks of the +Votivkirche strike three, and listened, perhaps, while the delicatessen +seller ambled home from the Schubert Society, singing beerily as he +ambled, she was wont to hear from the bed beside hers the rhythmic +respiration that told her how safe from Schubert Societies and such like +evils was her lord. There was no sound at all. + +The Portier's wife raised herself on her elbow and reached over. Owing +to the width of the table that stood between the beds and to a sweeping +that day which had left the beds far apart she met nothing but empty +air. Words had small effect on the Portier, who slept fathoms deep in +unconsciousness. Also she did not wish to get up--the floor was cold +and a wind blowing. Could she not hear it and the creaking of the deer +across the street, as it swung on its hook? + +The wife of the Portier was a person of resource. She took the iron +candlestick from the table and flung it into the darkness at the +Portier's pillow. No startled yell followed. + +Suspicion thus confirmed, the Portier's wife forgot the cold floor and +the wind, and barefoot felt her way into the hall. + +Suspicion was doubly confirmed. The chain was off the door; it even +stood open an inch or two. + +Armed with a second candlestick she stationed herself inside the door +and waited. The stone floor was icy, but the fury of a woman scorned +kept her warm. The Votivkirche struck one, two, three quarters of an +hour. The candlestick in her hand changed from iron to ice, from ice +to red-hot fire. Still the Portier had not come back and the door chain +swung in the wind. + +At four o'clock she retired to the bedroom again. Indignation had +changed to fear, coupled with sneezing. Surely even the Schubert +Society--What was that? + +From the Portier's bed was coming a rhythmic respiration! + +She roused him, standing over him with the iron candlestick, now +lighted, and gazing at him with eyes in which alarm struggled with +suspicion. + +"Thou hast been out of thy bed!" + +"But no!" + +"An hour since the bed was empty." + +"Thou dreamest." + +"The chain is off the door." + +"Let it remain so and sleep. What have we to steal or the Americans +above? Sleep and keep peace." + +He yawned and was instantly asleep again. The Portier's wife crawled +into her bed and warmed her aching feet under the crimson feather +comfort. But her soul was shaken. + +The Devil had been known to come at night and take innocent ones out to +do his evil. The innocent ones knew it not, but it might be told by the +soles of the feet, which were always soiled. + +At dawn the Portier's wife cautiously uncovered the soles of her +sleeping lord's feet, and fell back gasping. They were quite black, as +of one who had tramped in garden mould. + +Early the next morning Harmony, after a restless night, opened the door +from the salon of Maria Theresa into the hall and set out a pitcher for +the milk. + +On the floor, just outside, lay the antlers from the deer across the +street. Tied to them was a bit of paper, and on it was written the one +word, "Still!" + + + +CHAPTER X + +In looking back after a catastrophe it is easy to trace the steps by +which the inevitable advanced. Destiny marches, not by great leaps but +with a thousand small and painful steps, and here and there it leaves +its mark, a footprint on a naked soul. We trace a life by its scars, as +a tree by its rings. + +Anna Gates was not the best possible companion for Harmony, and this +with every allowance for her real kindliness, her genuine affection for +the girl. Life had destroyed her illusions, and it was of illusions +that Harmony's veil had been woven. To Anna Gates, worn with a thousand +sleepless nights, a thousand thankless days, withered before her time +with the struggling routine of medical practice, sapped with endless +calls for sympathy and aid, existence ceased to be spiritual and became +physiological. + +Life and birth and death had lost their mysteries. The veil was rent. + +To fit this existence of hers she had built herself a curious creed, +a philosophy of individualism, from behind which she flung strange +bombshells of theories, shafts of distorted moralities, personal +liberties, irresponsibilities, a supreme scorn for modern law and the +prophets. Nature, she claimed, was her law and her prophet. + +In her hard-working, virginal life her theories had wrought no mischief. +Temptation had been lacking to exploit them, and even in the event of +the opportunity it was doubtful whether she would have had the strength +of her convictions. Men love theories, but seldom have the courage of +them, and Anna Gates was largely masculine. Women, being literal, are +apt to absorb dangerous doctrine and put it to the test. When it is +false doctrine they discover it too late. + +Harmony was now a woman. + +Anna would have cut off her hand sooner than have brought the girl to +harm; but she loved to generalize. It amused her to see Harmony's eyes +widen with horror at one of her radical beliefs. Nothing pleased +her more than to pit her individualism against the girl's rigid and +conventional morality, and down her by some apparently unanswerable +argument. + +On the day after the incident in the kitchen such an argument took +place--hardly an argument, for Harmony knew nothing of mental fencing. +Anna had taken a heavy cold, and remained at home. Harmony had been +practicing, and at the end she played a little winter song by some +modern composer. It breathed all the purity of a white winter's day; it +was as chaste as ice and as cold; and yet throughout was the thought of +green things hiding beneath the snow and the hope of spring. + +Harmony, having finished, voiced some such feeling. She was rather +ashamed of her thought. + +"It seems that way to me," she finished apologetically. "It sounds +rather silly. I always think I can tell the sort of person who composes +certain things." + +"And this gentleman who writes of winter?" + +"I think he is very reserved. And that he has never loved any one." + +"Indeed!" + +"When there is any love in music, any heart, one always feels it, +exactly as in books--the difference between a love story and--and--" + +"--a dictionary!" + +"You always laugh," Harmony complained + +"That's better than weeping. When I think of the rotten way things go in +this world I want to weep always." + +"I don't find it a bad world. Of course there are bad people, but there +are good ones." + +"Where? Peter and you and I, I suppose." + +"There are plenty of good men." + +"What do you call a good man?" + +Harmony hesitated, then went on bravely:-- + +"Honorable men." + +Anna smiled. "My dear child," she said, "you substitute the code of a +gentleman for the Mosaic Law. Of course your good man is a monogamist?" + +Harmony nodded, puzzled eyes on Anna. + +"Then there are no 'good' people in the polygamous countries, I suppose! +When there were twelve women to every man, a man took a dozen wives. +To-day in our part of the globe there is one woman--and a fifth +over--for every man. Each man gets one woman, and for every five couples +there is a derelict like myself, mateless." + +Anna's amazing frankness about herself often confused Harmony. Her +resentment at her single condition, because it left her childless, +brought forth theories that shocked and alarmed the girl. In the +atmosphere in which Harmony had been reared single women were always +presumed to be thus by choice and to regard with certain tolerance those +weaker sisters who had married. Anna, on the contrary, was frankly +a derelict, frankly regretted her maiden condition and railed with +bitterness against her enforced childlessness. The near approach of +Christmas had for years found her morose and resentful. There are, here +and there, such women, essentially mothers but not necessarily wives, +their sole passion that of maternity. + +Anna, argumentative and reckless, talked on. She tore away, in her +resentment, every theory of existence the girl had ever known, and +offered her instead an incredible liberty in the name of the freedom of +the individual. Harmony found all her foundations of living shaken, and +though refusing to accept Anna's theories, found her faith in her own +weakened. She sat back, pale and silent, listening, while Anna built up +out of her discontent a new heaven and a new earth, with liberty written +high in its firmament. + +When her reckless mood had passed Anna was regretful enough at the +girl's stricken face. + +"I'm a fool!" she said contritely. "If Peter had been here he'd have +throttled me. I deserve it. I'm a theorist, pure and simple, and +theorists are the anarchists of society. There's only one comfort about +us--we never live up to our convictions. Now forget all this rot I've +been talking." + +Peter brought up the mail that afternoon, a Christmas card or two for +Anna, depressingly early, and a letter from the Big Soprano for Harmony +from New York. The Big Soprano was very glad to be back and spent two +pages over her chances for concert work. + +"... I could have done as well had I stayed at home. If I had had the +money they wanted, to go to Geneva and sing 'Brunnhilde,' it would have +helped a lot. I could have said I'd sung in opera in Europe and at least +have had a hearing at the Met. But I didn't, and I'm back at the church +again and glad to get my old salary. If it's at all possible, stay until +the master has presented you in a concert. He's quite right, you haven't +a chance unless he does. And now I'll quit grumbling. + +"Scatchy met her Henry at the dock and looked quite lovely, flushed with +excitement and having been up since dawn curling her hair. He was rather +a disappointment--small and blond, with light blue eyes, and almost +dapper. But oh, my dear, I wouldn't care how pale a man's eyes were if +he looked at me the way Henry looked at her. + +"They asked me to luncheon with them, but I knew they wanted to be alone +together, and so I ate a bite or two, all I could swallow for the lump +in my throat, by myself. I was homesick enough in old Wien, but I am +just as homesick now that I am here, for we are really homesick only for +people, not places. And no one really cared whether I came back or not." + +Peter had been miserable all day, not with regret for the day before, +but with fear. What if Harmony should decide that the situation was +unpleasant and decide to leave? What if a reckless impulse, recklessly +carried out, were to break up an arrangement that had made a green oasis +of happiness and content for all of them in the desert of their common +despair? + +If he had only let her go and apologized! But no, he had had to argue, +to justify himself, to make an idiot of himself generally. He almost +groaned aloud as he opened the gate end crossed the wintry garden. + +He need not have feared. Harmony had taken him entirely at his word. +"I am not a beast. I'll let you alone," he had said. She had had a bad +night, as nights go. She had gone through the painful introspection +which, in a thoroughly good girl, always follows such an outburst as +Peter's. Had she said or done anything to make him think--Surely she had +not! Had she been wrong about Peter after all? Surely not again. + +While the Portier's wife, waked, as may happen, by an unaccustomed +silence, was standing guard in the hall below, iron candlestick in +hand, Harmony, having read the Litany through in the not particularly +religious hope of getting to sleep, was dreaming placidly. It was Peter +who tossed and turned almost all night. Truly there had been little +sleep that night in the old hunting-lodge of Maria Theresa. + +Peter, still not quite at ease, that evening kept out of the kitchen +while supper was preparing. Anna, radical theories forgotten and wearing +a knitted shawl against drafts, was making a salad, and Harmony, all +anxiety and flushed with heat, was broiling a steak. + +Steak was an extravagance, to be cooked with clear hot coals and prayer. + +"Peter," she called, "you may set the table. And try to lay the cloth +straight." + +Peter, exiled in the salon, came joyously. Obviously the wretched +business of yesterday was forgiven. He came to the door, pipe in mouth. + +"Suppose I refuse?" he questioned. "You--you haven't been very friendly +with me to-day, Harry." + +"I?" + +"Don't quarrel, you children," cried Anna, beating eggs vigorously. +"Harmony is always friendly, too friendly. The Portier loves her." + +"I'm sure I said good-evening to you." + +"You usually say, 'Good-evening, Peter.'" + +"And I did not?" + +"You did not." + +"Then--Good-evening, Peter." + +"Thank you." + +His steady eyes met hers. In them there was a renewal of his yesterday's +promise, abasement, regret. Harmony met him with forgiveness and +restoration. + +"Sometimes," said Peter humbly, "when I am in very great favor, you say, +'Good-evening, Peter, dear.'" + +"Good-evening, Peter, dear," said Harmony. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +The affairs of young Stewart and Marie Jedlicka were not moving +smoothly. Having rented their apartment to the Boyers, and through +Marie's frugality and the extra month's wages at Christmas, which was +Marie's annual perquisite, being temporarily in funds the sky seemed +clear enough, and Walter Stewart started on his holiday with a +comfortable sense of financial security. + +Mrs. Boyer, shown over the flat by Stewart during Marie's temporary +exile in the apartment across the hall, was captivated by the comfort of +the little suite and by its order. Her housewifely mind, restless with +long inactivity in a pension, seized on the bright pans of Marie's +kitchen and the promise of the brick-and-sheetiron stove. She +disapproved of Stewart, having heard strange stories of him, but there +was nothing bacchanal or suspicious about this orderly establishment. +Mrs. Boyer was a placid, motherly looking woman, torn from her church +and her card club, her grown children, her household gods of thirty +years' accumulation, that "Frank" might catch up with his profession. + +She had explained it rather tremulously at home. + +"Father wants to go," she said. "You children are big enough now to be +left. He's always wanted to do it, but we couldn't go while you were +little." + +"But, mother!" expostulated the oldest girl. "When you are so afraid of +the ocean! And a year!" + +"What is to be will be," she had replied. "If I'm going to be drowned +I'll be drowned, whether it's in the sea or in a bathtub. And I'll not +let father go alone." + +Fatalism being their mother's last argument and always final, the +children gave up. They let her go. More, they prepared for her so +elaborate a wardrobe that the poor soul had had no excuse to purchase +anything abroad. She had gone through Paris looking straight ahead lest +her eyes lead her into the temptation of the shops. In Vienna she wore +her home-town outfit with determination, vaguely conscious that the +women about her had more style, were different. She priced unsuitable +garments wistfully, and went home to her trunks full of best materials +that would never wear out. The children, knowing her, had bought the +best. + +To this couple, then, Stewart had rented his apartment. It is hard to +say by what psychology he found their respectability so satisfactory. It +was as though his own status gained by it. He had much the same feeling +about the order and decency with which Marie managed the apartment, as +if irregularity were thus regularized. + +Marie had met him once for a walk along the Graben. She had worn an +experimental touch of rouge under a veil, and fine lines were drawn +under her blue eyes, darkening them. She had looked very pretty, rather +frightened. Stewart had sent her home and had sulked for an entire +evening. + +So curious a thing is the mind masculine, such an order of disorder, so +conventional its defiance of convention. Stewart breaking the law and +trying to keep the letter! + +On the day they left for Semmering Marie was up at dawn. There was +much to do. The house must be left clean and shining. There must be no +feminine gewgaws to reveal to the Frau Doktor that it was not a purely +masculine establishment. At the last moment, so late that it sent her +heart into her mouth, she happened on the box of rouge hidden from +Stewart's watchful eyes. She gave it to the milk girl. + +Finally she folded her meager wardrobe and placed it in the Herr +Doktor's American trunk: a marvel, that trunk, so firm, so heavy, +bound with iron. And with her own clothing she packed Stewart's, the +dress-suit he had worn once to the Embassy, a hat that folded, strange +American shoes, and books--always books. The Herr Doktor would study +at Semmering. When all was in readiness and Stewart was taking a final +survey, Marie ran downstairs and summoned a cab. It did not occur to her +to ask him to do it. Marie's small life was one of service, and besides +there was an element in their relationship that no one but Marie +suspected, and that she hid even from herself. She was very much in +love with this indifferent American, this captious temporary god of her +domestic altar. Such a contingency had never occurred to Stewart; but +Peter, smoking gravely in the little apartment, had more than once +caught a look in Marie's eyes as she turned them on the other man, and +had surmised it. It made him uncomfortable. + +When the train was well under way, however, and he found no disturbing +element among the three others in the compartment, Stewart relaxed. +Semmering was a favorite resort with the American colony, but not until +later in the winter. In December there were rains in the mountains, and +low-lying clouds that invested some of the chalets in constant fog. +It was not until the middle of January that the little mountain train +became crowded with tourists, knickerbockered men with knapsacks, and +jaunty feathers in their soft hats, boys carrying ski, women with Alpine +cloaks and iron-pointed sticks. + +Marie was childishly happy. It was the first real vacation of her life, +and more than that she was going to Semmering, in the very shadow of the +Raxalpe, the beloved mountain of the Viennese. + +Marie had seen the Rax all her life, as it towered thirty miles or +so away above the plain. On peaceful Sundays, having climbed the cog +railroad, she had seen its white head turn rosy in the setting sun, and +once when a German tourist from Munich had handed her his fieldglass she +had even made out some of the crosses that showed where travelers had +met their deaths. Now she would be very close. If the weather were good, +she might even say a prayer in the chapel on its crest for the souls of +those who had died. It was of a marvel, truly; so far may one go when +one has money and leisure. + +The small single-trucked railway carriages bumped and rattled up the +mountain sides, always rising, always winding. There were moments when +the track held to the cliffs only by gigantic fingers of steel, while +far below were peaceful valleys and pink-and-blue houses and churches +with gilded spires. There were vistas of snow-peak and avalanche shed, +and always there were tunnels. Marie, so wise in some things, was a +child in others; she slid close to Stewart in the darkness and touched +him for comfort. + +"It is so dark," she apologized, "and it frightens me, the mountain +heart. In your America, have you so great mountains?" + +Stewart patted her hand, a patronizing touch that sent her blood racing. + +"Much larger," he said magnificently. "I haven't seen a hill in Europe +I'd exchange for the Rockies. And when we cross the mountains there we +use railway coaches. These toy railroads are a joke. At home we'd use +'em as street-cars." + +"Really! I should like to see America." + +"So should I." + +The conversation was taking a dangerous trend. Mention of America was +apt to put the Herr Doktor in a bad humor or to depress him, which was +even worse. Marie, her hand still on his arm and not repulsed, became +silent. + +At a small way station the three Germans in the compartment left the +train. Stewart, lowering a window, bought from a boy on the platform +beer and sausages and a bag of pretzels. As the train resumed its +clanking progress they ate luncheon, drinking the beer from the bottles +and slicing the sausage with a penknife. It was a joyous trip, a +red-letter day in the girl's rather sordid if not uneventful life. The +Herr Doktor was pleased with her. He liked her hat, and when she +flushed with pleasure demanded proof that she was not rouged. Proof was +forthcoming. She rubbed her cheeks vigorously with a handkerchief and +produced in triumph its unreddened purity. + +"Thou suspicious one!" she pouted. "I must take off the skin to assure +thee! When the Herr Doktor says no rouge, I use none." + +"You're a good child." He stooped over and kissed one scarlet cheek and +then being very comfortable and the beer having made him drowsy, he put +his head in her lap and slept. + +When he awakened they were still higher. The snow-peak towered above +and the valleys were dizzying! Semmering was getting near. They were +frequently in darkness; and between the tunnels were long lines of +granite avalanche sheds. The little passage of the car was full of +tourists looking down. + +"We are very close, I am sure," an American girl was saying just outside +the doorway. "See, isn't that the Kurhaus? There, it is lost again." + +The tourists in the passage were Americans and the girl who had spoken +was young and attractive. Stewart noticed them for the first time and +moved to a more decorous distance from Marie. + +Marie Jedlicka took her cue and lapsed into silence, but her thoughts +were busy. Perhaps this girl was going to Semmering also and the Herr +Doktor would meet her. But that was foolish! There were other resorts +besides Semmering, and in the little villa to which they went there +would be no Americans. It was childish to worry about a girl whose back +and profile only she had seen. Also profiles were deceptive; there was +the matter of the ears. Marie's ears were small and set close to her +head. If the American Fraulein's ears stuck out or her face were only +short and wide! But no. The American Fraulein turned and glanced once +swiftly into the compartment. She was quite lovely. + +Stewart thought so, too. He got up with a great show of stretching and +yawning and lounged into the passage. He did not speak to the girl; +Marie noted that with some comfort. But shortly after she saw him +conversing easily with a male member of the party. Her heart sank again. +Life was moving very fast for Marie Jedlicka that afternoon on the +train. + +Stewart was duly presented to the party of Americans and offered his own +cards, bowing from the waist and clicking his heels together, a German +custom he had picked up. The girl was impressed; Marie saw that. When +they drew into the station at Semmering Stewart helped the American +party off first and then came back for Marie. Less keen eyes than +the little Austrian's would have seen his nervous anxiety to escape +attention, once they were out of the train and moving toward the gate +of the station. He stopped to light a cigarette, he put down the +hand-luggage and picked it up again, as though it weighed heavily, +whereas it was both small and light. He loitered through the gate and +paused to exchange a word with the gateman. + +The result was, of course, that the Americans were in a sleigh and well +up the mountainside before Stewart and Marie were seated side by side in +a straw-lined sledge, their luggage about them, a robe over their knees, +and a noisy driver high above them on the driving-seat. Stewart spoke to +her then, the first time for half an hour. + +Marie found some comfort. The villas at Semmering were scattered wide +over the mountain breast, set in dense clumps of evergreens, hidden +from the roads and from each other by trees and shrubbery separated by +valleys. One might live in one part of Semmering for a month and never +suspect the existence of other parts, or wander over steep roads and +paths for days and never pass twice over the same one. The Herr Doktor +might not see the American girl again--and if he did! Did he not see +American girls wherever he went? + +The sleigh climbed on. It seemed they would never stop climbing. Below +in the valley twilight already reigned, a twilight of blue shadows, of +cows with bells wandering home over frosty fields, of houses with dark +faces that opened an eye of lamplight as one looked. + +Across the valley and far above--Marie pointed without words. Her small +heart was very full. Greater than she had ever dreamed it, steeper, more +beautiful, more deadly, and crowned with its sunset hue of rose was the +Rax. Even Stewart lost his look of irritation as he gazed with her. He +reached over and covered both her hands with his large one under the +robe. + +The sleigh climbed steadily. Marie Jedlicka, in a sort of ecstasy, +leaned back and watched the mountain; its crown faded from rose to gold, +from gold to purple with a thread of black. There was a shadow on the +side that looked like a cross. Marie stopped the sleigh at a wayside +shrine, and getting out knelt to say a prayer for the travelers who had +died on the Rax. They had taken a room at a small villa where board was +cheap, and where the guests were usually Germans of the thriftier +sort from Bavaria. Both the season and the modest character of the +establishment promised them quiet and seclusion. + +To Marie the house seemed the epitome of elegance, even luxury. It clung +to a steep hillside. Their room, on the third floor, looked out from the +back of the building over the valley, which fell away almost sheer from +beneath their windows. A tiny balcony outside, with access to it by a +door from the bedroom, looked far down on the tops of tall pines. It +made Marie dizzy. + +She was cheerful again and busy. The American trunk was to be unpacked +and the Herr Doktor's things put away, his shoes in rows, as he liked +them, and his shaving materials laid out on the washstand. Then there +was a new dress to put on, that she might do him credit at supper. + +Stewart's bad humor had returned. He complained of the room and the +draft under the balcony door; the light was wrong for shaving. But the +truth came out at last and found Marie not unprepared. + +"The fact is," he said, "I'm not going to eat with you to-night, dear. +I'm going to the hotel." + +"With the Americans?" + +"Yes. I know a chap who went to college with the brother--with the young +man you saw." + +Marie glanced down at her gala toilet. Then she began slowly to take +off the dress, reaching behind her for a hook he had just fastened and +fighting back tears as she struggled with it. + +"Now, remember, Marie, I will have no sulking." + +"I am not sulking." + +"Why should you change your clothes?" + +"Because the dress was for you. If you are not here I do not wish to +wear it." + +Stewart went out in a bad humor, which left him before he had walked for +five minutes in the clear mountain air. At the hotel he found the party +waiting for him, the women in evening gowns. The girl, whose name was +Anita, was bewitching in pale green. + +That was a memorable night for Walter Stewart, with his own kind once +more--a perfect dinner, brisk and clever conversation, enlivened by a +bit of sweet champagne, an hour or two on the terrace afterward with the +women in furs, and stars making a jeweled crown for the Rax. + +He entirely forgot Marie until he returned to the villa and opening the +door of the room found her missing. + +She had not gone far. At the sound of his steps she moved on the balcony +and came in slowly. She was pale and pinched with cold, but she was wise +with the wisdom of her kind. She smiled. + +"Didst thou have a fine evening?" + +"Wonderful!" + +"I am sorry if I was unpleasant. I was tired, now I am rested." + +"Good, little Marie!" + + + +CHAPTER XII + +The card in the American Doctors' Club brought a response finally. +It was just in time. Harmony's funds were low, and the Frau Professor +Bergmeister had gone to St. Moritz for the winter. She regretted the +English lessons, but there were always English at St. Moritz and it cost +nothing to talk with them. Before she left she made Harmony a present. +"For Christmas," she explained. It was a glass pin-tray, decorated +beneath with labels from the Herr Professor's cigars and in the center a +picture of the Emperor. + +The response came in this wise. Harmony struggling home against an east +wind and holding the pin-tray and her violin case, opened the old +garden gate by the simple expedient of leaning against it. It flew back +violently, almost overthrowing a stout woman in process of egress down +the walk. The stout woman was Mrs. Boyer, clad as usual in the best +broadcloth and wearing her old sable cape, made over according to her +oldest daughter's ideas into a staid stole and muff. The muff lay on the +path now and Mrs. Boyer was gasping for breath. + +"I'm so sorry!" Harmony exclaimed. "It was stupid of me; but the +wind--Is this your muff?" + +Mrs. Boyer took the muff coldly. From its depths she proceeded to +extract a handkerchief and with the handkerchief she brushed down the +broadcloth. Harmony stood apologetically by. It is explanatory of Mrs. +Boyer's face, attitude, and costume that the girl addressed her in +English. + +"I backed in," she explained. "So few people come, and no Americans." + +Mrs. Boyer, having finished her brushing and responded to this humble +apology in her own tongue, condescended to look at Harmony. + +"It really is no matter," she said, still coolly but with indications of +thawing. "I am only glad it did not strike my nose. I dare say it would +have, but I was looking up to see if it were going to snow." Here she +saw the violin case and became almost affable. + +"There was a card in the Doctors' Club, and I called--" She hesitated. + +"I am Miss Wells. The card is mine." + +"One of the women here has a small boy who wishes to take violin lessons +and I offered to come. The mother is very busy." + +"I see. Will you come in? I can make you a cup of tea and we can talk +about it." + +Mrs. Boyer was very willing, although she had doubts about the tea. +She had had no good tea since she had left England, and was inclined to +suspect all of it. + +They went in together, Harmony chatting gayly as she ran ahead, +explaining this bit of the old staircase, that walled-up door, here +an ancient bit of furniture not considered worthy of salvage, there +a closed and locked room, home of ghosts and legends. To Harmony this +elderly woman, climbing slowly behind her, was a bit of home. There +had been many such in her life; women no longer young, friends of her +mother's who were friends of hers; women to whom she had been wont to +pay the courtesy of a potted hyacinth at Easter or a wreath at Christmas +or a bit of custard during an illness. She had missed them all cruelly, +as she had missed many things--her mother, her church, her small +gayeties. She had thought at first that Frau Professor Bergmeister +might allay her longing for these comfortable, middle-aged, placid-eyed +friends of hers. But the Frau Professor Bergmeister had proved to be a +frivolous and garrulous old woman, who substituted ease for comfort, +and who burned a candle on the name-day of her first husband while her +second was safely out of the house. + +So it was with something of excitement that Harmony led the way up the +stairs and into the salon of Maria Theresa. + +Peter was there. He was sitting with his back to the door, busily +engaged in polishing the horns of the deer. Whatever scruples Harmony +had had about the horns, Peter had none whatever, save to get them +safely out of the place and to the hospital. So Peter was polishing the +horns. Harmony had not expected to find him home, and paused, rather +startled. + +"Oh, I didn't know you were home." + +Peter spoke without turning. + +"Try to bear up under it," he said. "I'm home and hungry, sweetheart!" + +"Peter, please!" + +Peter turned at that and rose instantly. It was rather dark in the salon +and he did not immediately recognize Mrs. Boyer. But that keen-eyed +lady had known him before he turned, had taken in the domesticity of the +scene and Peter's part in it, and had drawn the swift conclusion of the +pure of heart. + +"I'll come again," she said hurriedly. "I--I must really get home. Dr. +Boyer will be there, and wondering--" + +"Mrs. Boyer!" Peter knew her. + +"Oh, Dr. Byrne, isn't it? How unexpected to find you here!" + +"I live here." + +"So I surmised." + +"Three of us," said Peter. "You know Anna Gates, don't you?" + +"I'm afraid not. Really I--" + +Peter was determined to explain. His very eagerness was almost damning. + +"She and Miss Wells are keeping house here and have kindly taken me in +as a boarder. Please sit down." + +Harmony found nothing strange in the situation and was frankly puzzled +at Peter. The fact that there was anything unusual in two single women +and one unmarried man, unrelated and comparative strangers, setting up +housekeeping together had never occurred to her. Many a single woman +whom she knew at home took a gentleman into the house as a roomer, and +thereafter referred to him as "he" and spent hours airing the curtains +of smoke and even, as "he" became a member of the family, in sewing on +his buttons. There was nothing indecorous about such an arrangement; +merely a concession to economic pressure. + +She made tea, taking off her jacket and gloves to do it, but bustling +about cheerfully, with her hat rather awry and her cheeks flushed with +excitement and hope. Just now, when the Frau Professor had gone, the +prospect of a music pupil meant everything. An American child, too! +Fond as Harmony was of children, the sedate and dignified youngsters who +walked the parks daily with a governess, or sat with folded hands and +fixed eyes through hours of heavy music at the opera, rather daunted +her. They were never alone, those Austrian children--always under +surveillance, always restrained, always prepared to kiss the hand of +whatever relative might be near and to take themselves of to anywhere so +it were somewhere else. + +"I am so glad you are going to talk to me about an American child," said +Harmony, bringing in the tea. + +But Mrs. Boyer was not so sure she was going to talk about the American +child. She was not sure of anything, except that the household looked +most irregular, and that Peter Byrne was trying to cover a difficult +situation with much conversation. He was almost glib, was Peter. The tea +was good; that was one thing. + +She sat back with her muff on her knee, having refused the concession +of putting it on a chair as savoring too much of acceptance if not +approval, and sipped her tea out of a spoon as becomes a tea-lover. +Peter, who loathed tea, lounged about the room, clearly in the way, but +fearful to leave Harmony alone with her. She was quite likely, at the +first opportunity, to read her a lesson on the conventions, if nothing +worse; to upset the delicate balance of the little household he was +guarding. So he stayed, praying for Anna to come and bear out his story, +while Harmony toyed with her spoon and waited for some mention of the +lessons. None came. Mrs. Boyer, having finished her tea, rose and put +down her cup. + +"That was very refreshing," she said. "Where shall I find the +street-car? I walked out, but it is late." + +"I'll take you to the car." Peter picked up his old hat. + +"Thank you. I am always lost in this wretched town. I give the +conductors double tips to put me down where I want to go; but how can +they when it is the wrong car?" She bowed to Harmony without shaking +hands. "Thank you for the tea. It was really good. Where do you get it?" + +"There is a tea-shop a door or two from the Grand Hotel." + +"I must remember that. Thank you again. Good-bye." + +Not a word about the lessons or the American child! + +"You said something about my card in the Doctors' Club--" + +Something wistful in the girl's eyes caught and held Mrs. Boyer. + +After all she was the mother of daughters. She held out her hand and her +voice was not so hard. + +"That will have to wait until another time. I have made a social visit +and we'll not spoil it with business." + +"But--" + +"I really think the boy's mother must attend to that herself. But I +shall tell her where to find you, and"--here she glanced at Peter--"all +about it." + +"Thank you," said Harmony gratefully. + +Peter had no finesse. He escorted Mrs. Boyer across the yard and through +the gate with hardly a word. With the gate closed behind them he turned +and faced her:-- + +"You are going away with a wrong impression, Mrs. Boyer." + +Mrs. Boyer had been thinking hard as she crossed the yard. The result +was a resolution to give Peter a piece of her mind. She drew her ample +proportions into a dignity that was almost majesty. + +"Yes?" + +"I--I can understand why you think as you do. It is quite without +foundation." + +"I am glad of that." There was no conviction in her voice. + +"Of course," went on Peter, humbling himself for Harmony's sake, "I +suppose it has been rather unconventional, but Dr. Gates is not a young +woman by any means, and she takes very good care of Miss Wells. There +were reasons why this seemed the best thing to do. Miss Wells was alone +and--" + +"There is a Dr. Gates?" + +"Of course. If you will come back and wait she'll be along very soon." + +Mrs. Boyer was convinced and defrauded in one breath; convinced that +there might be a Dr. Gates, but equally convinced that the situation was +anomalous and certainly suspicious; defrauded in that she had lost the +anticipated pleasure of giving Peter a piece of her mind. She walked +along beside him without speaking until they reached the street-car +line. Then she turned. + +"You called her--you spoke to her very affectionately, young man," she +accused him. + +Peter smiled. The car was close. Some imp of recklessness, some +perversion of humor seized him. + +"My dear Mrs. Boyer," he said, "that was in jest purely. Besides, I did +not know that you were there!" + +Mrs. Boyer was a literal person without humor. It was outraged American +womanhood incarnate that got into the street-car and settled its +broadcloth of the best quality indignantly on the cane seat. It was +outraged American womanhood that flung open the door of Marie Jedlicka's +flat, and stalking into Marie Jedlicka's sitting room confronted her +husband as he read a month-old newspaper from home. + +"Did you ever hear of a woman doctor named Gates?" she demanded. + +Boyer was not unaccustomed to such verbal attacks. He had learned to +meet domestic broadsides with a shield of impenetrable good humor, or at +the most with a return fire of mild sarcasm. + +"I never hear of a woman doctor if it can be avoided." + +"Dr. Gates--Anna Gates?" + +"There are a number here. I meet them in the hospital, but I don't know +their names." + +"Where does Peter Byrne live?" + +"In a pension, I believe, my dear. Are we going to have anything to eat +or do we sup of Peter Byrne?" + +Mrs. Boyer made no immediate reply. She repaired to the bedroom of Marie +Jedlicka, and placed her hat, coat and furs on one of the beds with the +crocheted coverlets. It is a curious thing about rooms. There was no +change in the bedroom apparent to the eye, save that for Marie's tiny +slippers at the foot of the wardrobe there were Mrs. Boyer's substantial +house shoes. But in some indefinable way the room had changed. About it +hung an atmosphere of solid respectability, of impeccable purity that +soothed Mrs. Boyer's ruffled virtue into peace. Is it any wonder that +there is a theory to the effect that things take on the essential +qualities of people who use them, and that we are haunted by things, not +people? That when grandfather's wraith is seen in his old armchair it +is the chair that produces it, while grandfather himself serenely haunts +the shades of some vast wilderness of departed spirits? + +Not that Mrs. Boyer troubled herself about such things. She was +exceedingly orthodox, even in the matter of a hereafter, where the most +orthodox are apt to stretch a point, finding no attraction whatever in +the thing they are asked to believe. Mrs. Boyer, who would have regarded +it as heterodox to substitute any other instrument for the harp of her +expectation, tied on her gingham apron before Marie Jedlicka's mirror, +and thought of Harmony and of the girls at home. + +She told her husband over the supper-table and found him less shocked +than she had expected. + +"It's not your affair or mine," he said. "It's Byrne's business." + +"Think of the girl!" + +"Even if you are right it's rather late, isn't it?" + +"You could tell him what you think of him." + +Dr. Boyer sighed over a cup of very excellent coffee. Much living with a +representative male had never taught his wife the reserves among members +of the sex masculine. + +"I might, but I don't intend to," he said. "And if you listen to me +you'll keep the thing to yourself." + +"I'll take precious good care that the girl gets no pupils," snapped +Mrs. Boyer. And she did with great thoroughness. + +We trace a life by its scars. Destiny, marching on by a thousand painful +steps, had left its usual mark, a footprint on a naked soul. The soul +was Harmony's; the foot--was it not encased at that moment in Mrs. +Boyer's comfortable house shoes? + +Anna was very late that night. Peter, having put Mrs. Boyer on her car, +went back quickly. He had come out without his overcoat, and with the +sunset a bitter wind had risen, but he was too indignant to be cold. He +ran up the staircase, hearing on all sides the creaking and banging with +which the old house resented a gale, and burst into the salon of Maria +Theresa. + +Harmony was sitting sidewise in a chair by the tea-table with her face +hidden against its worn red velvet. She did not look up when he entered. +Peter went over and put a hand on her shoulder. She quivered under it +and he took it away. + +"Crying?" + +"A little," very smothered. "Just dis-disappointment. Don't mind me, +Peter." + +"You mean about the pupil?" + +Harmony sat up and looked at him. She still wore her hat, now more than +ever askew, and some of the dye from the velvet had stained her cheek. +She looked rather hectic, very lovely. + +"Why did she change so when she saw you?" + +Peter hesitated. Afterward he thought of a dozen things he might have +said, safe things. Not one came to him. + +"She--she is an evil-thinking old woman, Harry," he said gravely. + +"She did not approve of the way we are living here, is that it?" + +"Yes." + +"But Anna?" + +"She did not believe there was an Anna. Not that it matters," he added +hastily. "I'll make Anna go to her and explain. It's her infernal +jumping to a conclusion that makes me crazy." + +"She will talk, Peter. I am frightened." + +"I'll take Anna to-night and we'll go to Boyer's. I'll make that woman +get down on her knees to you. I'll--" + +"You'll make bad very much worse," said Harmony dejectedly. "When a +thing has to be explained it does no good to explain it." + +The salon was growing dark. Peter was very close to her again. As in the +dusky kitchen only a few days before, he felt the compelling influence +of her nearness. He wanted, as he had never wanted anything in his life +before, to take her in his arms, to hold her close and bid defiance to +evil tongues. He was afraid of himself. To gain a moment he put a chair +between them and stood, strong hands gripping its back, looking down at +her. + +"There is one thing we could do." + +"What, Peter?" + +"We could marry. If you cared for me even a little it--it might not be +so bad for you." + +"But I am not in love with you. I care for you, of course, but--not that +way, Peter. And I do not wish to marry." + +"Not even if I wish it very much?" + +"No." + +"If you are thinking of my future--" + +"I'm thinking for both of us. And although just now you think you care +a little for me, you do not care enough, Peter. You are lonely and I +am the only person you see much, so you think you want to marry me. You +don't really. You want to help me." + +Few motives are unmixed. Poor Peter, thus accused, could not deny his +altruism. + +And in the face of his poverty and the little he could offer, compared +with what she must lose, he did not urge what was the compelling motive +after all, his need of her. + +"It would be a rotten match for you," he agreed. "I only thought, +perhaps--You are right, of course; you ought not to marry." + +"And what about you?" + +"I ought not, of course." + +Harmony rose, smiling a little. + +"Then that's settled. And for goodness' sake, Peter, stop proposing to +me every time things go wrong." Her voice changed, grew grave and older, +much older than Peter's. "We must not marry, either of us, Peter. Anna +is right. There might be an excuse if we were very much in love: but we +are not. And loneliness is not a reason." + +"I am very lonely," said Peter wistfully. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +Peter took the polished horns to the hospital the next morning and +approached Jimmy with his hands behind him and an atmosphere of mystery +that enshrouded him like a cloak. Jimmy, having had a good night and +having taken the morning's medicine without argument, had been allowed +up in a roller chair. It struck Peter with a pang that the boy looked +more frail day by day, more transparent. + +"I have brought you," said Peter gravely, "the cod-liver oil." + +"I've had it!" + +"Then guess." + +"Dad's letter?" + +"You've just had one. Don't be a piggy." + +"Animal, vegetable, or mineral?" + +"Vegetable," said Peter shamelessly. + +"Soft or hard!" + +"Soft." + +This was plainly a disappointment. A pair of horns might be vegetable; +they could hardly be soft. + +"A kitten?" + +"A kitten is not vegetable, James." + +"I know. A bowl of gelatin from Harry!" For by this time Harmony was his +very good friend, admitted to the Jimmy club, which consisted of Nurse +Elisabet, the Dozent with the red beard, Anna and Peter, and of course +the sentry, who did not know that he belonged. + +"Gelatin, to be sure," replied Peter, and produced the horns. + +It was a joyous moment in the long low ward, with its triple row of +beds, its barred windows, its clean, uneven old floor. As if to add a +touch of completeness the sentry outside, peering in, saw the wheeled +chair with its occupant, and celebrated this advance along the road to +recovery by placing on the window-ledge a wooden replica of himself, +bayonet and all, carved from a bit of cigar box. + +"Everybody is very nice to me," said Jimmy contentedly. "When my father +comes back I shall tell him. He is very fond of people who are kind to +me. There was a woman on the ship--What is bulging your pocket, Peter?" + +"My handkerchief." + +"That is not where you mostly carry your handkerchief." + +Peter was injured. He scowled ferociously at being doubted and stood +up before the wheeled chair to be searched. The ward watched joyously, +while from pocket after pocket of Peter's old gray suit came Jimmy's +salvage--two nuts, a packet of figs, a postcard that represented a stout +colonel of hussars on his back on a frozen lake, with a private soldier +waiting to go through the various salutations due his rank before +assisting him. A gala day, indeed, if one could forget the grave in the +little mountain town with only a name on the cross at its head, and if +one did not notice that the boy was thinner than ever, that his hands +soon tired of playing and lay in his lap, that Nurse Elisabet, who was +much inured to death and lived her days with tragedy, caught him to her +almost fiercely as she lifted him back from the chair into the smooth +white bed. + +He fell asleep with Peter's arm under his head and the horns of the deer +beside him. On the bedside stand stood the wooden sentry, keeping +guard. As Peter drew his arm away he became aware of the Nurse Elisabet +beckoning to him from a door at the end of the ward Peter left the +sentinel on guard and tiptoed down the room. Just outside, round a +corner, was the Dozent's laboratory, and beyond the tiny closet where +he slept, where on a stand was the photograph of the lady he would marry +when he had become a professor and required no one's consent. + +The Dozent was waiting for Peter. In the amiable conspiracy which +kept the boy happy he was arch-plotter. His familiarity with Austrian +intrigue had made him invaluable. He it was who had originated the idea +of making Jimmy responsible for the order of the ward, so that a burly +Trager quarreling over his daily tobacco with the nurse in charge, or +brawling over his soup with another patient, was likely to be hailed in +a thin soprano, and to stand, grinning sheepishly, while Jimmy, in +mixed English and German, restored the decorum of the ward. They were a +quarrelsome lot, the convalescents. Jimmy was so busy some days settling +disputes and awarding decisions that he slept almost all night. This was +as it should be. + +The Dozent waited for Peter. His red beard twitched and his white coat, +stained from the laboratory table, looked quite villainous. He held out +a letter. + +"This has come for the child," he said in quite good English. He was +obliged to speak English. Day by day he taught in the clinics Americans +who scorned his native tongue, and who brought him the money with +which some day he would marry. He liked the English language; he liked +Americans because they learned quickly. He held out an envelope with a +black border and Peter took it. + +"From Paris!" he said. "Who in the world--I suppose I'd better open it." + +"So I thought. It appears a letter of--how you say it? Ah, yes, +condolence." + +Peter opened the letter and read it. Then without a word he gave it open +to the Dozent. There was silence in the laboratory while the Dozent +read it, silence except for his canary, which was chipping at a lump of +sugar. Peter's face was very sober. + +"So. A mother! You knew nothing of a mother?" + +"Something from the papers I found. She left when the boy was a +baby--went on the stage, I think. He has no recollection of her, which +is a good thing. She seems to have been a bad lot." + +"She comes to take him away. That is impossible." + +"Of course it is impossible," said Peter savagely. "She's not going +to see the child if I can help it. She left because--she's the boy's +mother, but that's the best you can say of her. This letter--Well, +you've read it." + +"She is as a stranger to him?" + +"Absolutely. She will come in mourning--look at that black border--and +tell him his father is dead, and kill him. I know the type." + +The canary chipped at his sugar; the red beard of the Dozent twitched, +as does the beard of one who plots. Peter re-read the gushing letter in +his hand and thought fiercely. + +"She is on her way here," said the Dozent. "That is bad. Paris to Wien +is two days and a night. She may hourly arrive." + +"We might send him away--to another hospital." + +The Dozent shrugged his shoulders. + +"Had I a home--" he said, and glanced through the door to the portrait +on the stand. "It would be possible to hide the boy, at least for a +time. In the interval the mother might be watched, and if she proved a +fit person the boy could be given to her. It is, of course, an affair of +police." + +This gave Peter pause. He had no money for fines, no time for +imprisonment, and he shared the common horror of the great jail. He read +the letter again, and tried to read into the lines Jimmy's mother, +and failed. He glanced into the ward. Still Jimmy slept. A burly +convalescent, with a saber cut from temple to ear and the general +appearance of an assassin, had stopped beside the bed and was drawing up +the blanket round the small shoulders. + +"I can give orders that the woman be not admitted to-day," said the +Dozent. "That gives us a few hours. She will go to the police, and +to-morrow she will be admitted. In the mean time--" + +"In the mean time," Peter replied, "I'll try to think of something. If I +thought she could be warned and would leave him here--" + +"She will not. She will buy him garments and she will travel with him +through the Riviera and to Nice. She says Nice. She wishes to be there +for carnival, and the boy will die." + +Peter took the letter and went home. He rode, that he might read it +again in the bus. But no scrap of comfort could he get from it. It spoke +of the dead father coldly, and the father had been the boy's idol. No +good woman could have been so heartless. It offered the boy a seat in +one of the least reputable of the Paris theaters to hear his mother +sing. And in the envelope, overlooked before, Peter found a cutting +from a French newspaper, a picture of the music-hall type that made him +groan. It was indorsed "Mamma." + +Harmony had had a busy morning. First she had put her house in order, +working deftly, her pretty hair pinned up in a towel--all in order but +Peter's room. That was to have a special cleaning later. Next, still +with her hair tied up, she had spent two hours with her violin, standing +very close to the stove to save fuel and keep her fingers warm. She +played well that morning: even her own critical ears were satisfied, +and the Portier, repairing a window lock in an empty room below, was +entranced. He sat on the window sill in the biting cold and listened. +Many music students had lived in the apartment with the great salon; +there had been much music of one sort and another, but none like this. + +"She tears my heart from my bosom," muttered the Portier, sighing, and +almost swallowed a screw that he held in his teeth. + +After the practicing Harmony cleaned Peter's room. She felt very tender +toward Peter that day. The hurt left by Mrs. Boyer's visit had died +away, but there remained a clear vision of Peter standing behind the +chair and offering himself humbly in marriage, so that a bad situation +might be made better. And as with a man tenderness expresses itself in +the giving of gifts, so with a woman it means giving of service. Harmony +cleaned Peter's room. + +It was really rather tidy. Peter's few belongings did not spread to any +extent and years of bachelorhood had taught him the rudiments of order. +Harmony took the covers from washstand and dressing table and washed and +ironed them. She cleaned Peter's worn brushes and brought a pincushion +of her own for his one extra scarfpin. Finally she brought her own +steamer rug and folded it across the foot of the bed. There was no stove +in the room; it had been Harmony's room once, and she knew to the full +how cold it could be. + +Having made all comfortable for the outer man she prepared for the +inner. She was in the kitchen, still with her hair tied up, when Anna +came home. + +Anna was preoccupied. Instead of her cheery greeting she came somberly +back to the kitchen, a letter in her hand. History was making fast that +day. + +"Hello, Harry," she said. "I'm going to take a bite and hurry off. Don't +bother, I'll attend to myself." She stuffed the letter in her belt and +got a plate from a shelf. "How pretty you look with your head tied up! +If stupid Peter saw you now he would fall in love with you." + +"Then I shall take it off. Peter must be saved!" + +Anna sat down at the tiny table and drank her tea. She felt rather +better after the tea. Harmony, having taken the towel off, was busy over +the brick stove. There was nothing said for a moment. Then:-- + +"I am out of patience with Peter," said Anna. + +"Why?" + +"Because he hasn't fallen in love with you. Where are his eyes?" + +"Please, Anna!" + +"It's better as it is, no doubt, for both of you. But it's superhuman of +Peter. I wonder--" + +"Yes?" + +"I think I'll not tell you what I wonder." + +And Harmony, rather afraid of Anna's frank speech, did not insist. + +As she drank her tea and made a pretense at eating, Anna's thoughts +wandered from Peter to Harmony to the letter in her belt and back again +to Peter and Harmony. For some time she had been suspicious of Peter. +From her dozen years of advantage in age and experience she looked down +on Peter's thirty years of youth, and thought she knew something that +Peter himself did not suspect. Peter being unintrospective, Anna did his +heart-searching for him. She believed he was madly in love with Harmony +and did not himself suspect it. As she watched the girl over her teacup, +revealing herself in a thousand unposed gestures of youth and grace, a +thousand lovelinesses, something of the responsibility she and Peter had +assumed came over her. She sighed and felt for her letter. + +"I've had rather bad news," she said at last. + +"From home?" + +"Yes. My father--did you know I have a father?" + +"You hadn't spoken of him." + +"I never do. As a father he hasn't amounted to much. But he's very ill, +and--I 've a conscience." + +Harmony turned a startled face to her. + +"You are not going back to America?" + +"Oh, no, not now, anyhow. If I become hag ridden with remorse and do go +I'll find some one to take my place. Don't worry." + +The lunch was a silent meal. Anna was hurrying off as Peter came in, and +there was no time to discuss Peter's new complication with her. Harmony +and Peter ate together, Harmony rather silent. Anna's unfortunate +comment about Peter had made her constrained. After the meal Peter, pipe +in mouth, carried the dishes to the kitchen, and there it was that he +gave her the letter. What Peter's slower mind had been a perceptible +time in grasping Harmony comprehended at once--and not only the +situation, but its solution. + +"Don't let her have him!" she said, putting down the letter. "Bring him +here. Oh, Peter, how good we must be to him!" + +And that after all was how the thing was settled. So simple, so obvious +was it that these three expatriates, these waifs and estrays, banded +together against a common poverty, a common loneliness, should share +without question whatever was theirs to divide. Peter and Anna gave +cheerfully of their substance, Harmony of her labor, that a small boy +should be saved a tragic knowledge until he was well enough to bear it, +or until, if God so willed, he might learn it himself without pain. + +The friendly sentry on duty again that night proved singularly blind. +Thus it happened that, although the night was clear when the twin dials +of the Votivkirche showed nine o'clock, he did not notice a cab that +halted across the street from the hospital. + +Still more strange that, although Peter passed within a dozen feet of +him, carrying a wriggling and excited figure wrapped in a blanket and +insisting on uncovering its feet, the sentry was able the next day to +say that he had observed such a person carrying a bundle, but that +it was a short stocky person, quite lame, and that the bundle was +undoubtedly clothing going to the laundry. + +Perhaps--it is just possible--the sentry had his suspicions. It is +undeniable that as Jimmy in the cab on Peter's knee, with Peter's arm +close about him, looked back at the hospital, the sentry was going +through the manual of arms very solemnly under the stars and facing +toward the carriage. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +For two days at Semmering it rained. The Raxalpe and the Schneeberg +sulked behind walls of mist. From the little balcony of the Pension +Waldheim one looked out over a sea of cloud, pierced here and there +by islands that were crags or by the tops of sunken masts that were +evergreen trees. The roads were masses of slippery mud, up which the +horses steamed and sweated. The gray cloud fog hung over everything; the +barking of a dog loomed out of it near at hand where no dog was to be +seen. Children cried and wild birds squawked; one saw them not. + +During the second night a landslide occurred on the side of the mountain +with a rumble like the noise of fifty trains. In the morning, the rain +clouds lifting for a moment, Marie saw the narrow yellow line of the +slip. + +Everything was saturated with moisture. It did no good to close the +heavy wooden shutters at night: in the morning the air of the room was +sticky and clothing was moist to the touch. Stewart, confined to the +house, grew irritable. + +Marie watched him anxiously. She knew quite well by what slender +tenure she held her man. They had nothing in common, neither speech nor +thought. And the little Marie's love for Stewart, grown to be a part of +her, was largely maternal. She held him by mothering him, by keeping him +comfortable, not by a great reciprocal passion that might in time have +brought him to her in chains. + +And now he was uncomfortable. He chafed against the confinement; he +resented the food, the weather. Even Marie's content at her unusual +leisure irked him. He accused her of purring like a cat by the fire, +and stamped out more than once, only to be driven in by the curious +thunderstorms of early Alpine winter. + +On the night of the second day the weather changed. Marie, awakening +early, stepped out on to the balcony and closed the door carefully +behind her. A new world lay beneath her, a marvel of glittering +branches, of white plain far below; the snowy mane of the Raxalpe was +become a garment. And from behind the villa came the cheerful sound of +sleigh-bells, of horses' feet on crisp snow, of runners sliding easily +along frozen roads. Even the barking of the dog in the next yard had +ceased rumbling and become sharp staccato. + +The balcony extended round the corner of the house. Marie, eagerly +discovering her new world, peered about, and seeing no one near ventured +so far. The road was in view, and a small girl on ski was struggling to +prevent a collision between two plump feet. Even as Marie saw her the +inevitable happened and she went headlong into a drift. A governess who +had been kneeling before a shrine by the road hastily crossed herself +and ran to the rescue. + +It was a marvelous morning, a day of days. The governess and the child +went on out of vision. Marie stood still, looking at the shrine. A drift +had piled about its foot, where the governess had placed a bunch of +Alpine flowers. Down on her knees on the balcony went the little +Marie, regardless of the snow, and prayed to the shrine of the Virgin +below--for what? For forgiveness? For a better life? Not at all. She +prayed that the heels of the American girl would keep her in out of the +snow. + +The prayer of the wicked availeth nothing; even the godly at times must +suffer disappointment. And when one prays of heels, who can know of +the yearning back of the praying? Marie, rising and dusting her chilled +knees, saw the party of Americans on the road, clad in stout boots +and swinging along gayly. Marie shrugged her shoulders resignedly. She +should have gone to the shrine itself; a balcony was not a holy +place. But one thing she determined--the Americans went toward the +Sonnwendstein. She would advise against the Sonnwendstein for that day. + +Marie's day of days had begun wrong after all. For Stewart rose with the +Sonnwendstein in his mind, and no suggestion of Marie's that in another +day a path would be broken had any effect on him. He was eager to be +off, committed the extravagance of ordering an egg apiece for breakfast, +and finally proclaimed that if Marie feared the climb he would go alone. + +Marie made many delays: she dressed slowly, and must run back to see +if the balcony door was securely closed. At a little shop where they +stopped to buy mountain sticks she must purchase postcards and send them +at once. Stewart was fairly patient: air and exercise were having their +effect. + +It was eleven o'clock when, having crossed the valley, they commenced to +mount the slope of the Sonnwendstein. The climb was easy; the road wound +back and forward on itself so that one ascended with hardly an effort. +Stewart gave Marie a hand here and there, and even paused to let her +sit on a boulder and rest. The snow was not heavy; he showed her the +footprints of a party that had gone ahead, and to amuse her tried +to count the number of people. When he found it was five he grew +thoughtful. There were five in Anita's party. Thanks to Marie's delays +they met the Americans coming down. The meeting was a short one: the +party went on down, gayly talking. Marie and Stewart climbed silently. +Marie's day was spoiled; Stewart had promised to dine at the hotel. + +Even the view at the tourist house did not restore Marie's fallen +spirits. What were the Vienna plain and the Styrian Alps to her, with +this impatient and frowning man beside her consulting his watch and +computing the time until he might see the American again? What was +prayer, if this were its answer? + +They descended rapidly, Stewart always in the lead and setting a pace +that Marie struggled in vain to meet. To her tentative and breathless +remarks he made brief answer, and only once in all that time did he +volunteer a remark. They had reached the Hotel Erzherzog in the valley. +The hotel was still closed, and Marie, panting, sat down on an edge of +the terrace. + +"We have been very foolish," he said. + +"Why?" + +"Being seen together like that." + +"But why? Could you not walk with any woman?" + +"It's not that," said Stewart hastily. "I suppose once does not matter. +But we can't be seen together all the time." + +Marie turned white. The time had gone by when an incident of the sort +could have been met with scorn or with threats; things had changed +for Marie Jedlicka since the day Peter had refused to introduce her to +Harmony. Then it had been vanity; now it was life itself. + +"What you mean," she said with pale lips, "is that we must not be seen +together at all. Must I--do you wish me to remain a prisoner while +you--" she choked. + +"For Heaven's sake," he broke out brutally, "don't make a scene. There +are men cutting ice over there. Of course you are not a prisoner. You +may go where you like." + +Marie rose and picked up her muff. + +Marie's sordid little tragedy played itself out in Semmering. Stewart +neglected her almost completely; he took fewer and fewer meals at the +villa. In two weeks he spent one evening with the girl, and was so +irritable that she went to bed crying. The little mountain resort was +filling up; there were more and more Americans. Christmas was drawing +near and a dozen or so American doctors came up, bringing their families +for the holidays. It was difficult to enter a shop without encountering +some of them. To add to the difficulty, the party at the hotel, finding +it crowded there, decided to go into a pension and suggested moving to +the Waldheim. + +Stewart himself was wretchedly uncomfortable. Marie's tragedy was his +predicament. He disliked himself very cordially, loathing himself and +his situation with the new-born humility of the lover. For Stewart was +in love for the first time in his life. Marie knew it. She had not lived +with him for months without knowing his every thought, every mood. She +grew bitter and hard those days, sitting alone by the green stove in +the Pension Waldheim, or leaning, elbows on the rail, looking from the +balcony over the valley far below. Bitter and hard, that is, during his +absences; he had but to enter the room and her rage died, to be +replaced with yearning and little, shy, tentative advances that he only +tolerated. Wild thoughts came to Marie, especially at night, when the +stars made a crown over the Rax, and in the hotel an orchestra played, +while people dined and laughed and loved. + +She grew obstinate, too. When in his desperation Stewart suggested that +they go back to Vienna she openly scoffed. + +"Why?" she demanded. "That you may come back here to her, leaving me +there?" + +"My dear girl," he flung back exasperated, "this affair was not a +permanent one. You knew that at the start." + +"You have taken me away from my work. I have two months' vacation. It is +but one month." + +"Go back and let me pay--" + +"No!" + +In pursuance of the plan to leave the hotel the American party came to +see the Waldheim, and catastrophe almost ensued. Luckily Marie was on +the balcony when the landlady flung open the door, and announced it as +Stewart's apartment. But Stewart had a bad five minutes and took it out, +manlike, on the girl. + +Stewart had another reason for not wishing to leave Semmering. Anita +was beautiful, a bit of a coquette, too; as are most pretty women. And +Stewart was not alone in his devotion. A member of the party, a New +Yorker named Adam, was much in love with the girl and indifferent who +knew it. Stewart detested him. + +In his despair Stewart wrote to Peter Byrne. It was characteristic of +Peter that, however indifferent people might be in prosperity, they +always turned to him in trouble. Stewart's letter concluded:-- + +"I have made out a poor case for myself; but I'm in a hole, as you can +see. I would like to chuck everything here and sail for home with these +people who go in January. But, confound it, Byrne, what am I to do with +Marie? And that brings me to what I 've been wanting to say all along, +and haven't had the courage to. Marie likes you and you rather liked +her, didn't you? You could talk her into reason if anybody could. Now +that you know how things are, can't you come up over Sunday? It's asking +a lot, and I know it; but things are pretty bad." + +Peter received the letter on the morning of the day before Christmas. He +read it several times and, recalling the look he had seen more than once +in Marie Jedlicka's eyes, he knew that things were very bad, indeed. + +But Peter was a man of family in those days, and Christmas is a family +festival not to be lightly ignored. He wired to Stewart that he would +come up as soon as possible after Christmas. Then, because of the look +in Marie's eyes and because he feared for her a sad Christmas, full of +heartaches and God knows what loneliness, he bought her a most hideous +brooch, which he thought admirable in every way and highly ornamental +and which he could not afford at all. This he mailed, with a cheery +greeting, and feeling happier and much poorer made his way homeward. + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Christmas-Eve in the saloon of Maria Theresa! Christmas-Eve, with the +great chandelier recklessly ablaze and a pig's head with cranberry eyes +for supper! Christmas-Eve, with a two-foot tree gleaming with candles on +the stand, and beside the stand, in a huge chair, Jimmy! + +It had been a busy day for Harmony. In the morning there had been +shopping and marketing, and such a temptation to be reckless, with the +shops full of ecstasies and the old flower women fairly overburdened. +There had been anxieties, too, such as the pig's head, which must be +done a certain way, and Jimmy, who must be left with the Portier's wife +as nurse while all of them went to the hospital. The house revolved +around Jimmy now, Jimmy, who seemed the better for the moving, and whose +mother as yet had failed to materialize. + +In the afternoon Harmony played at the hospital. Peter took her as the +early twilight was falling in through the gate where the sentry kept +guard and so to the great courtyard. In this grim playground men +wandered about, smoking their daily allowance of tobacco and moving to +keep warm, offscourings of the barracks, derelicts of the slums, with +here and there an honest citizen lamenting a Christmas away from home. +The hospital was always pathetic to Harmony; on this Christmas-Eve she +found it harrowing. Its very size shocked her, that there should be so +much suffering, so much that was appalling, frightful, insupportable. +Peter felt her quiver under his hand. A hospital in festivity is very +affecting. It smiles through its tears. And in every assemblage there +are sharply defined lines of difference. There are those who are going +home soon, God willing; there are those who will go home some time after +long days and longer nights. And there are those who will never go home +and who know it. And because of this the ones who are never going home +are most festively clad, as if, by way of compensation, the nurses +mean to give them all future Christmasses in one. They receive an +extra orange, or a pair of gloves, perhaps,--and they are not the less +grateful because they understand. And when everything is over they lay +away in the bedside stand the gloves they will never wear, and divide +the extra orange with a less fortunate one who is almost recovered. +Their last Christmas is past. + +"How beautiful the tree was!" they say. Or, "Did you hear how the +children sang? So little, to sing like that! It made me think--of +angels." + +Peter led Harmony across the courtyard, through many twisting corridors, +and up and down more twisting staircases to the room where she was to +play. There were many Christmas trees in the hospital that afternoon; +no one hall could have held the thousands of patients, the doctors, the +nurses. Sometimes a single ward had its own tree, its own entertainment. +Occasionally two or three joined forces, preempted a lecture-room, and +wheeled or hobbled or carried in their convalescents. In such case an +imposing audience was the result. + +Into such a room Peter led Harmony. It was an amphitheater, the seats +rising in tiers, half circle above half circle, to the dusk of the +roof. In the pit stood the tree, candle-lighted. There was no other +illumination in the room. The semi-darkness, the blazing tree, the +rows of hopeful, hoping, hopeless, rising above, white faces over white +gowns, the soft rustle of expectancy, the silence when the Dozent with +the red beard stepped out and began to read an address--all caught +Harmony by the throat. Peter, keenly alive to everything she did, felt +rather than heard her soft sob. + +Peter saw the hospital anew that dark afternoon, saw it through +Harmony's eyes. Layer after layer his professional callus fell away, +leaving him quick again. He had lived so long close to the heart of +humanity that he had reduced its throbbing to beats that might be +counted. Now, once more, Peter was back in the early days, when a heart +was not a pump, but a thing that ached or thrilled or struggled, that +loved or hated or yearned. + +The orchestra, insisting on sadly sentimental music, was fast turning +festivity into gloom. It played Handel's "Largo"; it threw its whole +soul into the assurance that the world, after all, was only a poor +place, that Heaven was a better. It preached resignation with every deep +vibration of the cello. Harmony fidgeted. + +"How terrible!" she whispered. "To turn their Christmas-Eve into +mourning! Stop them!" + +"Stop a German orchestra?" + +"They are crying, some of them. Oh, Peter!" + +The music came to an end at last. Tears were dried. Followed +recitations, gifts, a speech of thanks from Nurse Elisabet for the +patients. Then--Harmony. + +Harmony never remembered afterward what she had played. It was joyous, +she knew, for the whole atmosphere changed. Laughter came; even the +candles burned more cheerfully. When she had finished, a student in a +white coat asked her to play a German Volkspiel, and roared it out to +her accompaniment with much vigor and humor. The audience joined in, at +first timidly, then lustily. + +Harmony stood alone by the tree, violin poised, smiling at the applause. +Her eyes, running along the dim amphitheater, sought Peter's, and +finding them dwelt there a moment. Then she began to play softly and as +softly the others sang. + +"Stille Nacht, heilige Nacht,"--they sang, with upturned eyes. + +"Alles schlaeft, einsam wacht..." + +Visions came to Peter that afternoon in the darkness, visions in +which his poverty was forgotten or mattered not at all. Visions of a +Christmas-Eve in a home that he had earned, of a tree, of a girl-woman, +of a still and holy night, of a child. + +"Nur das traute, hoch heilige Paar Holder Knabe im lockigen Haar Schlaf' +in himmlischer Ruh', Schlaf' in himmlischer Ruh'," they sang. + +There was real festivity at the old lodge of Maria Theresa that night. + +Jimmy had taken his full place in the household. The best room, which +had been Anna's, had been given up to him. Here, carefully tended, with +a fire all day in the stove, Jimmy reigned from the bed. To him Harmony +brought her small puzzles and together they solved them. + +"Shall it be a steak to-night?" thus Harmony humbly. "Or chops?" + +"With tomato sauce?" + +"If Peter allows, yes." + +Much thinking on Jimmy's part, and then:-- + +"Fish," he would decide. "Fish with egg dressing." + +They would argue for a time, and compromise on fish. + +The boy was better. Peter shook his head over any permanent improvement, +but Anna fiercely seized each crumb of hope. Many and bitter were the +battles she and Peter fought at night over his treatment, frightful the +litter of authorities Harmony put straight every morning. + +The extra expense was not much, but it told. Peter's carefully +calculated expenditures felt the strain. He gave up a course in X-ray on +which he had set his heart and cut off his hour in the coffee-house as +a luxury. There was no hardship about the latter renunciation. Life for +Peter was spelling itself very much in terms of Harmony and Jimmy those +days. He resented anything that took him from them. + +There were anxieties of a different sort also. Anna's father was +failing. He had written her a feeble, half-senile appeal to let bygones +be bygones and come back to see him before he died. Anna was Peter's +great prop. What would he do should she decide to go home? He had built +his house on the sand, indeed. + +So far the threatened danger of a mother to Jimmy had not materialized. +Peter was puzzled, but satisfied. He still wrote letters of marvelous +adventure; Jimmy still watched for them, listened breathless, treasured +them under his pillow. But he spoke less of his father. The open page of +his childish mind was being written over with new impressions. "Dad" was +already a memory; Peter and Harmony and Anna were realities. Sometimes +he called Peter "Dad." At those times Peter caught the boy to him in an +agony of tenderness. + +And as the little apartment revolved round Jimmy, so was this +Christmas-Eve given up to him. All day he had stayed in bed for the +privilege of an extra hour propped up among pillows in the salon. All +day he had strung little red berries that looked like cranberries for +the tree, or fastened threads to the tiny cakes that were for trimming +only, and sternly forbidden to eat. + +A marvelous day that for Jimmy. Late in the afternoon the Portier, with +a collar on, had mounted the stairs and sheepishly presented him with a +pair of white mice in a wooden cage. Jimmy was thrilled. The cage was +on his knees all evening, and one of the mice was clearly ill of a cake +with pink icing. The Portier's gift was a stealthy one, while his wife +was having coffee with her cousin, the brushmaker. But the spirit Of +Christmas does strange things. That very evening, while the Portier was +roistering in a beer hall preparatory to the midnight mass, came the +Portier's wife, puffing from the stairs, and brought a puzzle book that +only the initiated could open, and when one succeeded at last there was +a picture of the Christ-Child within. + +Young McLean came to call that evening--came to call and remained to +worship. It was the first time since Mrs. Boyer that a visitor had +come. McLean, interested with everything and palpably not shocked, was +a comforting caller. He seemed to Harmony, who had had bad moments since +the day of Mrs. Boyer's visit, to put the hallmark of respectability on +the household, to restore it to something it had lost or had never had. + +She was quite unconscious of McLean's admiration. She and Anna put Jimmy +to bed. The tree candles were burned out; Peter was extinguishing +the dying remnants when Harmony came back. McLean was at the piano, +thrumming softly. Peter, turning round suddenly, surprised an expression +on the younger man's face that startled him. + +For that one night Harmony had laid aside her mourning, and wore white, +soft white, tucked in at the neck, short-sleeved, trailing. Peter had +never seen her in white before. + +It was Peter's way to sit back and listen: his steady eyes were always +alert, good-humored, but he talked very little. That night he was +unusually silent. He sat in the shadow away from the lamp and watched +the two at the piano: McLean playing a bit of this or that, the girl +bending over a string of her violin. Anna came in and sat down near him. + +"The boy is quite fascinated," she whispered. "Watch his eyes!" + +"He is a nice boy." This from Peter, as if he argued with himself. + +"As men go!" This was a challenge Peter was usually quick to accept. +That night he only smiled. "It would be a good thing for her: his people +are wealthy." + +Money, always money! Peter ground his teeth over his pipestem. Eminently +it would be a good thing for Harmony, this nice boy in his well-made +evening clothes, who spoke Harmony's own language of music, who was +almost speechless over her playing, and who looked up at her with eyes +in which admiration was not unmixed with adoration. + +Peter was restless. As the music went on he tiptoed out of the room and +took to pacing up and down the little corridor. Each time as he passed +the door he tried not to glance in; each time he paused involuntarily. +Jealousy had her will of him that night, jealousy, when he had never +acknowledged even to himself how much the girl was to him. + +Jimmy was restless. Usually Harmony's music put him to sleep; but that +night he lay awake, even after Peter had closed all the doors. Peter +came in and sat with him in the dark, going over now and then to cover +him, or to give him a drink, or to pick up the cage of mice which Jimmy +insisted on having beside him and which constantly slipped off on to the +floor. After a time Peter lighted the night-light, a bit of wick on a +cork floating in a saucer of lard oil, and set it on the bedside table. +Then round it he arranged Jimmy's treasures, the deer antlers, the cage +of mice, the box, the wooden sentry. The boy fell asleep. Peter sat in +the room, his dead pipe in his teeth, and thought of many things. + +It was very late when young McLean left. The two had played until they +stopped for very weariness. Anna had yawned herself off to bed. From +Jimmy's room Peter could hear the soft hum of their voices. + +"You have been awfully good to me," McLean said as he finally rose to +go. "I--I want you to know that I'll never forget this evening, never." + +"It has been splendid, hasn't it? Since little Scatchy left there has +been no one for the piano. I have been lonely sometimes for some one to +talk music to." + +Lonely! Poor Peter! + +"Then you will let me come back?" + +"Will I, indeed! I--I'll be grateful." + +"How soon would be proper? I dare say to-morrow you'll be +busy--Christmas and all that." + +"Do you mean you would like to come to-morrow?" + +"If old Peter wouldn't be fussed. He might think--" + +"Peter always wants every one to be happy. So if you really care--" + +"And I'll not bore you?" + +"Rather not!" + +"How--about what time?" + +"In the afternoon would be pleasant, I think. And then Jimmy can listen. +He loves music." + +McLean, having found his fur-lined coat, got into it as slowly as +possible. Then he missed a glove, and it must be searched for in all +the dark corners of the salon until found in his pocket. Even then he +hesitated, lingered, loath to break up this little world of two. + +"You play wonderfully," he said. + +"So do you." + +"If only something comes of it! It's curious, isn't it, when you think +of it? You and I meeting here in the center of Europe and both of us +working our heads off for something that may never pan out." + +There was something reminiscent about that to Harmony. It was not until +after young McLean had gone that she recalled. It was almost word for +word what Peter had said to her in the coffee-house the night they met. +She thought it very curious, the coincidence, and pondered it, being +ignorant of the fact that it is always a matter for wonder when the +man meets the woman, no matter where. Nothing is less curious, more +inevitable, more amazing. "You and I," forsooth, said Peter! + +"You and I," cried young McLean! + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +Quite suddenly Peter's house, built on the sand, collapsed. The shock +came on Christmas-Day, after young McLean, now frankly infatuated, had +been driven home by Peter. + +Peter did it after his own fashion. Harmony, with unflagging enthusiasm, +was looking tired. Suggestions to this effect rolled off McLean's back +like rain off a roof. Finally Peter gathered up the fur-lined coat, the +velours hat, gloves, and stick, and placed them on the piano in front of +the younger man. + +"I'm sorry you must go," said Peter calmly, "but, as you say, Miss Wells +is tired and there is supper to be eaten. Don't let me hurry you." + +The Portier was at the door as McLean, laughing and protesting, went +out. He brought a cablegram for Anna. Peter took it to her door and +waited uneasily while she read it. + +It was an urgent summons home; the old father was very low. He was +calling for her, and a few days or week' would see the end. There were +things that must be looked after. The need of her was imperative. +With the death the old man's pension would cease and Anna was the +bread-winner. + +Anna held the paper out to Peter and sat down. Her nervous strength +seemed to have deserted her. All at once she was a stricken, elderly +woman, with hope wiped out of her face and something nearer resentment +than grief in its place. + +"It has come, Peter," she said dully. "I always knew it couldn't last. +They've always hung about my neck, and now--" + +"Do you think you must go? Isn't there some way? If things are so bad +you could hardly get there in time, and--you must think of yourself a +little, Anna." + +"I am not thinking of anything else. Peter, I'm an uncommonly selfish +woman, but I--" + +Quite without warning she burst out crying, unlovely, audible weeping +that shook her narrow shoulders. Harmony heard the sound and joined +them. After a look at Anna she sat down beside her and put a white +arm over her shoulders. She did not try to speak. Anna's noisy grief +subsided as suddenly as it came. She patted Harmony's hand in mute +acknowledgment and dried her eyes. + +"I'm not grieving, child," she said; "I'm only realizing what a selfish +old maid I am. I'm crying because I'm a disappointment to myself. Harry, +I'm going back to America." + +And that, after hours of discussion, was where they ended. Anna must go +at once. Peter must keep the apartment, having Jimmy to look after and +to hide. What was a frightful dilemma to him and to Harmony Anna took +rather lightly. + +"You'll find some one else to take my place," she said. "If I had a day +I could find a dozen." + +"And in the interval?" Harmony asked, without looking at Peter. + +"The interval! Tut! Peter is your brother, to all intents and purposes. +And if you are thinking of scandal-mongers, who will know?" + +Having determined to go, no arguments moved Anna, nor could either of +the two think of anything to urge beyond a situation she refused to +see, or rather a situation she refused to acknowledge. She was not as +comfortable as she pretended. During all that long night, while snow +sifted down into the ugly yard and made it beautiful, while Jimmy slept +and the white mice played, while Harmony tossed and tried to sleep and +Peter sat in his cold room and smoked his pipe, Anna packed her untidy +belongings and added a name now and then to a list that was meant +for Peter, a list of possible substitutes for herself in the little +household. + +She left early the next morning, a grim little person who bent over the +sleeping boy hungrily, and insisted on carrying her own bag down the +stairs. Harmony did not go to the station, but stayed at home, pale and +silent, hovering around against Jimmy's awakening and struggling against +a feeling of panic. Not that she feared Peter or herself. But she +was conventional; shielded girls are accustomed to lean for a certain +support on the proprieties, as bridgeplayers depend on rules. + +Peter came back to breakfast, but ate little. Harmony did not even sit +down, but drank her cup of coffee standing, looking down at the snow +below. Jimmy still slept. + +"Won't you sit down?" said Peter. + +"I'm not hungry, thank you." + +"You can sit down without eating." + +Peter was nervous. To cover his uneasiness he was distinctly gruff. He +pulled a chair out for her and she sat down. Now that they were face +to face the tension was lessened. Peter laid Anna's list on the table +between them and bent over it toward her. + +"You are hurting me very much, Harry," he said. "Do you know why?" + +"I? I am only sorry about Anna. I miss her. I--I was fond of her." + +"So was I. But that isn't it, Harry. It's something else." + +"I'm uncomfortable, Peter." + +"So am I. I'm sorry you don't trust me. For that's it." + +"Not at all. But, Peter, what will people say?" + +"A great deal, if they know. Who is to know? How many people know about +us? A handful, at the most, McLean and Mrs. Boyer and one or two others. +Of course I can go away until we get some one to take Anna's place, but +you'd be here alone at night, and if the youngster had an attack--" + +"Oh, no, don't leave him!" + +"It's holiday time. There are no clinics until next week. If you'll put +up with me--" + +"Put up with you, when it is your apartment I use, your food I eat!" She +almost choked. "Peter, I must talk about money." + +"I'm coming to that. Don't you suppose you more than earn everything? +Doesn't it humiliate me hourly to see you working here?" + +"Peter! Would you rob me of my last vestige of self-respect?" + +This being unanswerable, Peter fell back on his major premise. + +"If you'll put up with me for a day or so I'll take this list of Anna's +and hunt up some body. Just describe the person you desire and I'll find +her." He assumed a certainty he was far from feeling, but it reassured +the girl. "A woman, of course?" + +"Of course. And not young." + +"'Not young,'" wrote Peter. "Fat?" + +Harmony recalled Mrs. Boyer's ample figure and shook her head. + +"Not too stout. And agreeable. That's most important." + +"'Agreeable,'" wrote Peter. "Although Anna was hardly agreeable, in the +strict sense of the word, was she?" + +"She was interesting, and--and human." + +"'Human!'" wrote Peter. "Wanted, a woman, not young, not too stout, +agreeable and human. Shall I advertise?" + +The strain was quite gone by that time. Harmony was smiling. Jimmy, +waking, called for food, and the morning of the first day was under way. + +Peter was well content that morning, in spite of an undercurrent of +uneasiness. Before this Anna had shared his proprietorship with him. Now +the little household was his. His vicarious domesticity pleased him. He +strutted about, taking a new view of his domain; he tightened a doorknob +and fastened a noisy window. He inspected the coal-supply and grumbled +over its quality. He filled the copper kettle on the stove, carried +in the water for Jimmy's morning bath, cleaned the mouse cage. He even +insisted on peeling the little German potatoes, until Harmony cried +aloud at his wastefulness and took the knife from him. + +And afterward, while Harmony in the sickroom read aloud and Jimmy put +the wooden sentry into the cage to keep order, he got out his books and +tried to study. But he did little work. His book lay on his knee, his +pipe died beside him. The strangeness of the situation came over him, +sitting there, and left him rather frightened. He tried to see it +from the viewpoint of an outsider, and found himself incredulous and +doubting. McLean would resent the situation. Even the Portier was a +person to reckon with. The skepticism of the American colony was a thing +to fear and avoid. + +And over all hung the incessant worry about money; he could just manage +alone. He could not, by any method he knew of, stretch his resources +to cover a separate arrangement for himself. But he had undertaken to +shield a girl-woman and a child, and shield them he would and could. + +Brave thoughts were Peter's that snowy morning in the great salon of +Maria Theresa, with the cat of the Portier purring before the fire; +brave thoughts, cool reason, with Harmony practicing scales very softly +while Jimmy slept, and with Anna speeding through a white world, to the +accompaniment of bitter meditation. + +Peter had meant to go to Semmering that day, but even the urgency of +Marie's need faded before his own situation. He wired Stewart that he +would come as soon as he could, and immediately after lunch departed for +the club, Anna's list in his pocket, Harmony's requirements in mind. He +paused at Jimmy's door on his way out. + +"What shall it be to-day?" he inquired. "A postcard or a crayon?" + +"I wish I could have a dog." + +"We'll have a dog when you are better and can take him walking. Wait +until spring, son." + +"Some more mice?" + +"You will have them--but not to-day." + +"What holiday comes next?" + +"New Year's Day. Suppose I bring you a New Year's card." + +"That's right," agreed Jimmy. "One I can send to Dad. Do you think he +will come back this year?" wistfully. + +Peter dropped on his baggy knees beside the bed and drew the little +wasted figure to him. + +"I think you'll surely see him this year, old man," he said huskily. + +Peter walked to the Doctors' Club. On the way he happened on little +Georgiev, the Bulgarian, and they went on together. Peter managed to +make out that Georgiev was studying English, and that he desired to know +the state of health and the abode of the Fraulein Wells. Peter evaded +the latter by the simple expedient of pretending not to understand. The +little Bulgarian watched him earnestly, his smouldering eyes not without +suspicion. There had been much talk in the Pension Schwarz about the +departure together of the three Americans. The Jew from Galicia still +raved over Harmony's beauty. + +Georgiev rather hoped, by staying by Peter, to be led toward his star. +But Peter left him at the Doctors' Club, still amiable, but absolutely +obtuse to the question nearest the little spy's heart. + +The club was almost deserted. The holidays had taken many of the members +out of town. Other men were taking advantage of the vacation to see the +city, or to make acquaintance again with families they had hardly seen +during the busy weeks before Christmas. The room at the top of the +stairs where the wives of the members were apt to meet for chocolate and +to exchange the addresses of dressmakers was empty; in the reading room +he found McLean. Although not a member, McLean was a sort of honorary +habitue, being allowed the privilege of the club in exchange for a +dependable willingness to play at entertainments of all sorts. + +It was in Peter's mind to enlist McLean's assistance in his +difficulties. McLean knew a good many people. He was popular, +goodlooking, and in a colony where, unlike London and Paris, the great +majority were people of moderate means, he was conspicuously well +off. But he was also much younger than Peter and intolerant with the +insolence of youth. Peter was thinking hard as he took off his overcoat +and ordered beer. + +The boy was in love with Harmony already; Peter had seen that, as he +saw many things. How far his love might carry him, Peter had no idea. It +seemed to him, as he sat across the reading-table and studied him over +his magazine, that McLean would resent bitterly the girl's position, and +that when he learned it a crisis might be precipitated. + +One of three things might happen: He might bend all his energies to +second Peter's effort to fill Anna's place, to find the right person; he +might suggest taking Anna's place himself, and insist that his presence +in the apartment would be as justifiable as Peter's; or he might do at +once the thing Peter felt he would do eventually, cut the knot of +the difficulty by asking Harmony to marry him. Peter, greeting him +pleasantly, decided not to tell him anything, to keep him away if +possible until the thing was straightened out, and to wait for an hour +at the club in the hope that a solution might stroll in for chocolate +and gossip. + +In any event explanation to McLean would have required justification. +Peter disliked the idea. He could humble himself, if necessary, to a +woman; he could admit his asininity in assuming the responsibility of +Jimmy, for instance, and any woman worthy of the name, or worthy of +living in the house with Harmony, would understand. But McLean was +young, intolerant. He was more than that, though Peter, concealing from +himself just what Harmony meant to him, would not have admitted a rival +for what he had never claimed. But a rival the boy was. Peter, calmly +reading a magazine and drinking his Munich beer, was in the grip of the +fiercest jealousy. He turned pages automatically, to recall nothing of +what he had read. + +McLean, sitting across from him, watched him surreptitiously. Big Peter, +aggressively masculine, heavy of shoulder, direct of speech and eye, was +to him the embodiment of all that a woman should desire in a man. He, +too, was jealous, but humbly so. Unlike Peter he knew his situation, was +young enough to glory in it. Shameless love is always young; with years +comes discretion, perhaps loss of confidence. The Crusaders were youths, +pursuing an idea to the ends of the earth and flaunting a lady's +guerdon from spear or saddle-bow. The older men among them tucked the +handkerchief or bit of a gauntleted glove under jerkin and armor near +the heart, and flung to the air the guerdon of some light o' love. +McLean would have shouted Harmony's name from the housetops. Peter did +not acknowledge even to himself that he was in love with her. + +It occurred to McLean after a time that Peter being in the club, and +Harmony being in all probability at home, it might be possible to see +her alone for a few minutes. He had not intended to go back to the house +in the Siebensternstrasse so soon after being peremptorily put out; he +had come to the club with the intention of clinching his resolution with +a game of cribbage. But fate was playing into his hands. There was no +cribbage player round, and Peter himself sat across deeply immersed in a +magazine. McLean rose, not stealthily, but without unnecessary noise. + +So far so good. Peter turned a page and went on reading. McLean +sauntered to a window, hands in pockets. He even whistled a trifle, +under his breath, to prove how very casual were his intentions. Still +whistling, he moved toward the door. Peter turned another page, which +was curiously soon to have read two columns of small type without +illustrations. + +Once out in the hall McLean's movements gained aim and precision. He got +his coat, hat and stick, flung the first over his arm and the second on +his head, and-- + +"Going out?" asked Peter calmly. + +"Yes, nothing to do here. I've read all the infernal old magazines until +I'm sick of them." Indignant, too, from his tone. + +"Walking?" + +"Yes." + +"Mind if I go with you?" + +"Not at all." + +Peter, taking down his old overcoat from its hook, turned and caught the +boy's eye. It was a swift exchange of glances, but illuminating--Peter's +whimsical, but with a sort of grim determination; McLean's sheepish, but +equally determined. + +"Rotten afternoon," said McLean as they started for the stairs. "Half +rain, half snow. Streets are ankle-deep." + +"I'm not particularly keen about walking, but--I don't care for this +tomb alone." + +Nothing was further from McLean's mind than a walk with Peter that +afternoon. He hesitated halfway down the upper flight. + +"You don't care for cribbage, do you?" + +"Don't know anything about it. How about pinochle?" + +They had both stopped, equally determined, equally hesitating. + +"Pinochle it is," acquiesced McLean. "I was only going because there was +nothing to do." + +Things went very well for Peter that afternoon--up to a certain point. +He beat McLean unmercifully, playing with cold deliberation. McLean +wearied, fidgeted, railed at his luck. Peter played on grimly. + +The club filled up toward the coffee-hour. Two or three women, wives of +members, a young girl to whom McLean had been rather attentive before +he met Harmony and who bridled at the abstracted bow he gave her. And, +finally, when hope in Peter was dead, one of the women on Anna's list. + +Peter, laying down pairs and marking up score, went over Harmony's +requirements. Dr. Jennings seemed to fit them all, a woman, not young, +not too stout, agreeable and human. She was a large, almost bovinely +placid person, not at all reminiscent of Anna. She was neat where Anna +had been disorderly, well dressed and breezy against Anna's dowdiness +and sharpness. Peter, having totaled the score, rose and looked down at +McLean. + +"You're a nice lad," he said, smiling. "Sometime I shall teach you the +game." + +"How about a lesson to-night in Seven-Star Street?" + +"To-night? Why, I'm sorry. We have an engagement for to-night." + +The "we" was deliberate and cruel. McLean writhed. Also the statement +was false, but the boy was spared that knowledge for the moment. + +Things went well. Dr. Jennings was badly off for quarters. She would +make a change if she could better herself. Peter drew her off to a +corner and stated his case. She listened attentively, albeit not without +disapproval. + +She frankly discredited the altruism of Peter's motives when he told +her about Harmony. But as the recital went on she found herself rather +touched. The story of Jimmy appealed to her. She scolded and lauded +Peter in one breath, and what was more to the point, she promised to +visit the house in the Siebensternstrasse the next day. + +"So Anna Gates has gone home!" she reflected. "When?" + +"This morning." + +"Then the girl is there alone?" + +"Yes. She is very young and inexperienced, and the boy--it's +myocarditis. She's afraid to be left with him." + +"Is she quite alone?" + +"Absolutely, and without funds, except enough for her lessons. Our +arrangement was that she should keep the house going; that was her +share." + +Dr. Jennings was impressed. It was impossible to talk to Peter and not +believe him. Women trusted Peter always. + +"You've been very foolish, Dr. Byrne," she said as she rose; "but you've +been disinterested enough to offset that and to put some of us to shame. +To-morrow at three, if it suits you. You said the Siebensternstrasse?" + +Peter went home exultant. + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +Christmas-Day had had a softening effect on Mrs. Boyer. It had opened +badly. It was the first Christmas she had spent away from her children, +and there had been little of the holiday spirit in her attitude as she +prepared the Christmas breakfast. After that, however, things happened. + +In the first place, under her plate she had found a frivolous chain and +pendant which she had admired. And when her eyes filled up, as they did +whenever she was emotionally moved, the doctor had come round the table +and put both his arms about her. + +"Too young for you? Not a bit!" he said heartily. "You're better-looking +then you ever were, Jennie; and if you weren't you're the only woman for +me, anyhow. Don't you think I realize what this exile means to you and +that you're doing it for me?" + +"I--I don't mind it." + +"Yes, you do. To-night we'll go out and make a night of it, shall we? +Supper at the Grand, the theater, and then the Tabarin, eh?" + +She loosened herself from his arms. + +"What shall I wear? Those horrible things the children bought me--" + +"Throw 'em away." + +"They're not worn at all." + +"Throw them out. Get rid of the things the children got you. Go out +to-morrow and buy something you like--not that I don't like you in +anything or without--" + +"Frank!" + +"Be happy, that's the thing. It's the first Christmas without the +family, and I miss them too. But we're together, dear. That's the big +thing. Merry Christmas." + +An auspicious opening, that, to Christmas-Day. And they had carried +out the program as outlined. Mrs. Boyer had enjoyed it, albeit a bit +horrified at the Christmas gayety at the Tabarin. + +The next morning, however, she awakened with a keen reaction. Her head +ached. She had a sense of taint over her. She was virtue rampant +again, as on the day she had first visited the old lodge in the +Siebensternstrasse. + +It is hardly astonishing that by association of ideas Harmony came +into her mind again, a brand that might even yet be snatched from the +burning. She had been a bit hasty before, she admitted to herself. There +was a woman doctor named Gates, although her address at the club was +given as Pension Schwarz. She determined to do her shopping early and +then to visit the house in the Siebensternstrasse. She was not a hard +woman, for all her inflexible morality, and more than once she had +had an uneasy memory of Harmony's bewildered, almost stricken face +the afternoon of her visit. She had been a watchful mother over a not +particularly handsome family of daughters. This lovely young girl needed +mothering and she had refused it. She would go back, and if she found +she had been wrong and the girl was deserving and honest, she would see +what could be done. + +The day was wretched. The snow had turned to rain. Mrs. Boyer, shopping, +dragged wet skirts and damp feet from store to store. She found nothing +that she cared for after all. The garments that looked chic in the +windows or on manikins in the shops, were absurd on her. Her insistent +bosom bulged, straight lines became curves or tortuous zigzags, plackets +gaped, collars choked her or shocked her by their absence. In the mirror +of Marie Jedlicka, clad in familiar garments that had accommodated +themselves to the idiosyncrasies of her figure, Mrs. Boyer was a plump, +rather comely matron. Here before the plate glass of the modiste, under +the glare of a hundred lights, side by side with a slim Austrian girl +who looked like a willow wand, Mrs. Boyer was grotesque, ridiculous, +monstrous. She shuddered. She almost wept. + +It was bad preparation for a visit to the Siebensternstrasse. Mrs. +Boyer, finding her vanity gone, convinced that she was an absurdity +physically, fell back for comfort on her soul. She had been a good wife +and mother; she was chaste, righteous. God had been cruel to her in the +flesh, but He had given her the spirit. + +"Madame wishes not the gown? It is beautiful--see the embroidery! And +the neck may be filled with chiffon." + +"Young woman," she said grimly, "I see the embroidery; and the neck +may be filled with chiffon, but not for me! And when you have had five +children, you will not buy clothes like that either." + +All the kindliness was gone from the visit to the Siebensternstrasse; +only the determination remained. Wounded to the heart of her +self-esteem, her pride in tatters, she took her way to the old lodge and +climbed the stairs. + +She found a condition of mild excitement. Jimmy had slept long after his +bath. Harmony practiced, cut up a chicken for broth, aired blankets for +the chair into which Peter on his return was to lift the boy. + +She was called to inspect the mouse-cage, which, according to Jimmy, had +strawberries in it. + +"Far back," he explained. "There in the cotton, Harry." + +But it was not strawberries. Harmony opened the cage and very tenderly +took out the cotton nest. Eight tiny pink baby mice, clean washed by the +mother, lay curled in a heap. + +It was a stupendous moment. The joy of vicarious parentage was Jimmy's. +He named them all immediately and demanded food for them. On Harmony's +delicate explanation that this was unnecessary, life took on a new +meaning for Jimmy. He watched the mother lest she slight one. His +responsibility weighed on him. Also his inquiring mind was very busy. + +"But how did they get there?" he demanded. + +"God sent them, just as he sends babies of all sorts." + +"Did he send me?" + +"Of course." + +"That's a good one on you, Harry. My father found me in a hollow tree." + +"But don't you think God had something to do with it?" + +Jimmy pondered this. + +"I suppose," he reflected, "God sent Daddy to find me so that I would be +his little boy. You never happened to see any babies when you were out +walking, did you, Harry?" + +"Not in stumps--but I probably wasn't looking." + +Jimmy eyed her with sympathy. + +"You may some day. Would you like to have one?" + +"Very much," said Harmony, and flushed delightfully. + +Jimmy was disposed to press the matter, to urge immediate maternity on +her. + +"You could lay it here on the bed," he offered, "and I'd watch it. When +they yell you let 'em suck your finger. I knew a woman once that had a +baby and she did that. And it could watch Isabella." Isabella was the +mother mouse. "And when I'm better I could take it walking." + +"That," said Harmony gravely, "is mighty fine of you, Jimmy boy. I--I'll +think about it." She never denied Jimmy anything, so now she temporized. + +"I'll ask Peter." + +Harmony had a half-hysterical moment; then: + +"Wouldn't it be better," she asked, "to keep anything of that sort a +secret? And to surprise Peter?" + +The boy loved a secret. He played with it in lieu of other occupation. +His uncertain future was sown thick with secrets that would never flower +into reality. Thus Peter had shamelessly promised him a visit to the +circus when he was able to go, Harmony not to be told until the tickets +were bought. Anna had similarly promised to send him from America a +pitcher's glove and a baseball bat. To this list of futurities he now +added Harmony's baby. + +Harmony brought in her violin and played softly to him, not to disturb +the sleeping mice. She sang, too, a verse that the Big Soprano had been +fond of and that Jimmy loved. Not much of a voice was Harmony's, but +sweet and low and very true, as became her violinist's ear. + + "Ah, well! For us all some sweet hope lies + Deeply buried from human eyes," + +she sang, her clear eyes luminous. + + "And in the hereafter, angels may + Roll the stone from its grave away!" + +Mrs. Boyer mounted the stairs. She was in a very bad humor. She had +snagged her skirt on a nail in the old gate, and although that very +morning she had detested the suit, her round of shopping had again +endeared it to her. She told the Portier in English what she thought +of him, and climbed ponderously, pausing at each landing to examine the +damage. + +Harmony, having sung Jimmy to sleep, was in the throes of an experiment. +She was trying to smoke. + +A very human young person was Harmony, apt to be exceedingly wretched +if her hat were of last year's fashion, anxious to be inconspicuous by +doing what every one else was doing, conventional as are the very young, +fearful of being an exception. + +And nearly every one was smoking. Many of the young women whom she met +at the master's house had yellowed fingers and smoked in the anteroom; +the Big Soprano had smoked; Anna and Scatchy had smoked; in the +coffee-houses milliners' apprentices produced little silver mouth-pieces +to prevent soiling their pretty lips and smoked endlessly. Even Peter +had admitted that it was not a vice, but only a comfortable bad habit. +And Anna had left a handful of cigarettes. + +Harmony was not smoking; she was experimenting. Peter and Anna had +smoked together and it had looked comradely. Perhaps, without reasoning +it out, Harmony was experimenting toward the end of establishing her +relations with Peter still further on friendly and comradely grounds. +Two men might smoke together; a man and a woman might smoke together +as friends. According to Harmony's ideas, a girl paring potatoes might +inspire sentiment, but smoking a cigarette--never! + +She did not like it. She thought, standing before her little mirror, +that she looked fast, after all. She tried pursing her lips together, +as she had seen Anna do, and blowing out the smoke in a thin line. She +smoked very hard, so that she stood in the center of a gray nimbus. She +hated it, but she persisted. Perhaps it grew on one; perhaps, also, +if she walked about it would choke her less. She practiced holding the +thing between her first and second fingers, and found that easier than +smoking. Then she went to the salon where there was more air, and tried +exhaling through her nose. It made her sneeze. + +On the sneeze came Mrs. Boyer's ring. Harmony thought very fast. It +might be the bread or the milk, but again--She flung the cigarette into +the stove, shut the door, and answered the bell. + +Mrs. Boyer's greeting was colder than she had intended. It put Harmony +on the defensive at once, made her uncomfortable. Like all the innocent +falsely accused she looked guiltier than the guiltiest. Under Mrs. +Boyer's searching eyes the enormity of her situation overwhelmed her. +And over all, through salon and passage, hung the damning odor of the +cigarette. Harmony, leading the way in, was a sheep before her shearer. + +"I'm calling on all of you," said Mrs. Boyer, sniping. "I meant to bring +Dr. Boyer's cards for every one, including Dr. Byrne." + +"I'm sorry. Dr. Byrne is out." + +"And Dr. Gates?" + +"She--she is away." + +Mrs. Boyer raised her eyebrows and ostentatiously changed the subject, +requesting a needle and thread to draw the rent together. It had been in +Harmony's mind to explain the situation, to show Jimmy to Mrs. Boyer, +to throw herself on the older woman's sympathy, to ask advice. But +the visitor's attitude made this difficult. To add to her discomfort, +through the grating in the stove door was coming a thin thread of smoke. + +It was, after all, Mrs. Boyer who broached the subject again. She had +had a cup of tea, and Harmony, sitting on a stool, had mended the rent +so that it could hardly be seen. Mrs. Boyer, softened by the tea and by +the proximity of Harmony's lovely head bent over her task, grew slightly +more expansive. + +"I ought to tell you something, Miss Wells," she said. "You remember my +other visit?" + +"Perfectly." Harmony bent still lower. + +"I did you an injustice at that time. I've been sorry ever since. I +thought that there was no Dr. Gates. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to +deny it. People do things in this wicked city that they wouldn't do at +home. I confess I misjudged Peter Byrne. You can give him my apologies, +since he won't see me." + +"But he isn't here or of course he'd see you." + +"Then," demanded Mrs. Boyer grimly, "if Peter Byrne is not here, who has +been smoking cigarettes in this room? There is one still burning in that +stove!" + +Harmony's hand was forced. She was white as she cut the brown-silk +thread and rose to her feet. + +"I think," she said, "that I'd better go back a few weeks, Mrs. Boyer, +and tell you a story, if you have time to listen." + +"If it is disagreeable--" + +"Not at all. It is about Peter Byrne and myself, and--some others. It +is really about Peter. Mrs. Boyer, will you come very quietly across the +hall?" + +Mrs. Boyer, expecting Heaven knows what, rose with celerity. Harmony +led the way to Jimmy's door and opened it. He was still asleep, a wasted +small figure on the narrow bed. Beside him the mice frolicked in their +cage, the sentry kept guard over Peter's shameless letters from the +Tyrol, the strawberry babies wriggled in their cotton. + +"We are not going to have him very long," said Harmony softly. "Peter is +making him happy for a little while." + +Back in the salon of Maria Theresa she told the whole story. Mrs. Boyer +found it very affecting. Harmony sat beside her on a stool and she kept +her hand on the girl's shoulder. When the narrative reached Anna's +going away, however, she took it away. From that point on she sat +uncompromisingly rigid and listened. + +"Then you mean to say," she exploded when Harmony had finished, "that +you intend to stay on here, just the two of you?" + +"And Jimmy." + +"Bah! What has the child to do with it?" + +"We will find some one to take Anna's place." + +"I doubt it. And until you do?" + +"There is nothing wicked in what we are doing. Don't you see, Mrs. +Boyer, I can't leave the boy." + +"Since Peter is so altruistic, let him hire a nurse." + +Bad as things were, Harmony smiled. + +"A nurse!" she said. "Why, do you realize that he is keeping three +people now on what is starvation for one?" + +"Then he's a fool!" Mrs. Boyer rose in majesty. "I'm not going to leave +you here." + +"I'm sorry. You must see--" + +"I see nothing but a girl deliberately putting herself in a compromising +portion and worse." + +"Mrs. Boyer!" + +"Get your things on. I guess Dr. Boyer and I can look after you until we +can send you home." + +"I am not going home--yet," said poor Harmony, biting her lip to steady +it. + +Back and forth waged the battle, Mrs. Boyer assailing, Harmony offering +little defense but standing firm on her refusal to go as long as Peter +would let her remain. + +"It means so much to me," she ventured, goaded. "And I earn my lodging +and board. I work hard and--I make him comfortable. It costs him very +little and I give him something in exchange. All men are not alike. If +the sort you have known are--are different--" + +This was unfortunate. Mrs. Boyer stiffened. She ceased offensive +tactics, and retired grimly into the dignity of her high calling of +virtuous wife and mother. She washed her hands of Harmony and Peter. She +tied on her veil with shaking hands, and prepared to leave Harmony to +her fate. + +"Give me your mother's address," she demanded. + +"Certainly not." + +"You absolutely refuse to save yourself?" + +"From what? From Peter? There are many worse people than Peter to save +myself from, Mrs. Boyer--uncharitable people, and--and cruel people." + +Mrs. Boyer shrugged her plump shoulders. + +"Meaning me!" she retorted. "My dear child, people are always cruel who +try to save us from ourselves." + +Unluckily for Harmony, one of Anna's specious arguments must pop into +her head at that instant and demand expression. + +"People are living their own lives these days, Mrs. Boyer; old standards +have gone. It is what one's conscience condemns that is wrong, isn't +it? Not merely breaking laws that were made to fit the average, not the +exception." + +Anna! Anna! + +Mrs. Boyer flung up her hands. + +"You are impossible!" she snapped. "After all, I believe it is Peter who +needs protection! I shall speak to him." + +She started down the staircase, but turned for a parting volley. + +"And just a word of advice: Perhaps the old standards have gone. But if +you really expect to find a respectable woman to chaperon YOU, keep your +views to yourself." + +Harmony, a bruised and wounded thing, crept into Jimmy's room and sank +on her knees beside the bed. One small hand lay on the coverlet; she +dared not touch it for fear of waking him--but she laid her cheek close +to it for comfort. When Peter came in, much later, he found the boy wide +awake and Harmony asleep, a crumpled heap beside the bed. + +"I think she's been crying," Jimmy whispered. "She's been sobbing in her +sleep. And strike a match, Peter; there may be more mice." + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Mrs. Boyer, bursting with indignation, went to the Doctors' Club. It was +typical of the way things were going with Peter that Dr. Boyer was not +there, and that the only woman in the clubrooms should be Dr. Jennings. +Young McLean was in the reading room, eating his heart out with jealousy +of Peter, vacillating between the desire to see Harmony that night and +fear lest Peter forbid him the house permanently if he made the attempt. +He had found a picture of the Fraulein Engel, from the opera, in a +magazine, and was sitting with it open before him. Very deeply and +really in love was McLean that afternoon, and the Fraulein Engel and +Harmony were not unlike. The double doors between the reading room and +the reception room adjoining were open. McLean, lost in a rosy future in +which he and Harmony sat together for indefinite periods, with no Peter +to scowl over his books at them, a future in which life was one long +piano-violin duo, with the candles in the chandelier going out one by +one, leaving them at last alone in scented darkness together--McLean +heard nothing until the mention of the Siebensternstrasse roused him. + +After that he listened. He heard that Dr. Jennings was contemplating +taking Anna's place at the lodge, and he comprehended after a moment +that Anna was already gone. Even then the significance of the situation +was a little time in dawning on him. When it did, however, he rose with +a stifled oath. + +Mrs. Boyer was speaking. + +"It is exactly as I tell you," she was saying. "If Peter Byrne is trying +to protect her reputation he is late doing it. Personally I have been +there twice. I never saw Anna Gates. And she is registered here at the +club as living in the Pension Schwarz. Whatever the facts may be, one +thing remains, she is not there now." + +McLean waited to hear no more. He was beside himself with rage. He found +a "comfortable" at the curb. The driver was asleep inside the carriage. +McLean dragged him out by the shoulder and shouted an address to him. +The cab bumped along over the rough streets to an accompaniment of +protests from its frantic passenger. + +The boy was white-lipped with wrath and fear. Peter's silence that +afternoon as to the state of affairs loomed large and significant. He +had thought once or twice that Peter was in love with Harmony; he knew +it now in the clearer vision of the moment. He recalled things that +maddened him: the dozen intimacies of the little menage, the caress +in Peter's voice when he spoke to the girl, Peter's steady eyes in the +semi-gloom of the salon while Harmony played. + +At a corner they must pause for the inevitable regiment. McLean cursed, +bending out to see how long the delay would be. Peter had been gone for +half an hour, perhaps, but Peter would walk. If he could only see the +girl first, talk to her, tell her what she would be doing by remaining-- + +He was there at last, flinging across the courtyard like a madman. Peter +was already there; his footprints were fresh in the slush of the path. +The house door was closed but not locked. McLean ran up the stairs. It +was barely twilight outside, but the staircase well was dark. At the +upper landing he was compelled to fumble for the bell. + +Peter admitted him. The corridor was unlighted, but from the salon came +a glow of lamplight. McLean, out of breath and furious, faced Peter. + +"I want to see Harmony," he said without preface. + +Peter eyed him. He knew what had happened, had expected it when the bell +rang, had anticipated it when Harmony told him of Mrs. Boyer's visit. In +the second between the peal of the bell and his opening the door he had +decided what to do. + +"Come in." + +McLean stepped inside. He was smaller than Peter, not so much shorter as +slenderer. Even Peter winced before the look in his eyes. + +"Where is she?" + +"In the kitchen, I think. Come into the salon." + +McLean flung off his coat. Peter closed the door behind him and stood +just inside. He had his pipe as usual. "I came to see her, not you, +Byrne." + +"So I gather. I'll let you see her, of course, but don't you want to see +me first?" + +"I want to take her away from here." + +"Why? Are you better able to care for her than I am?" + +McLean stood rigid. He had thrust his clenched hands into his pockets. + +"You're a scoundrel, Byrne," he said steadily. "Why didn't you tell me +this this afternoon?" + +"Because I knew if I did you'd do just what you are doing." + +"Are you going to keep her here?" + +Peter changed color at the thrust, but he kept himself in hand. + +"I'm not keeping her here," he said patiently. "I'm doing the best I can +under the circumstances." + +"Then your best is pretty bad." + +"Perhaps. If you would try to remember the circumstances, McLean,--that +the girl has no place else to go, practically no money, and that I--" + +"I remember one circumstance, that you are living here alone with her +and that you're crazy in love with her." + +"That has nothing to do with you. As long as I treat her--" + +"Bah!" + +"Will you be good enough to let me finish what I am trying to say? She's +safe with me. When I say that I mean it. She will not go away from +here with you or with any one else if I can prevent it. And if you care +enough about her to try to keep her happy you'll not let her know you +have been here. I've got a woman coming to take Anna's place. That ought +to satisfy you." + +"Dr. Jennings?" + +"Yes." + +"She'll not come. Mrs. Boyer has been talking to her. Inside of an hour +the whole club will have it--every American in Vienna will know about it +in a day or so. I tell you, Byrne, you're doing an awful thing." + +Peter drew a long breath. He had had his bad half-hour before McLean +came; had had to stand by, wordless, and see Harmony trying to smile, +see her dragging about, languid and white, see her tragic attempts +to greet him on the old familiar footing. Through it all he had been +sustained by the thought that a day or two days would see the old +footing reestablished, another woman in the house, life again worth the +living and Harmony smiling up frankly into his eyes. Now this hope had +departed. + +"You can't keep me from seeing her, you know," McLean persisted. "I've +got to put this thing to her. She's got to choose." + +"What alternative have you to suggest?" + +"I'd marry her if she'd have me." + +After all Peter had expected that. And, if she cared for the boy +wouldn't that be best for her? What had he to offer against that? He +couldn't marry. He could only offer her shelter, against everything +else. Even then he did not dislike McLean. He was a man, every slender +inch of him, this boy musician. Peter's heart sank, but he put down his +pipe and turned to the door. + +"I'll call her," he said. "But, since this concerns me very vitally, I +should like to be here while you put the thing to her. After that if you +like--" + +He called Harmony. She had given Jimmy his supper and was carrying out a +tray that seemed hardly touched. + +"He won't eat to-night," she said miserably. "Peter, if he stops eating, +what can we do? He is so weak!" + +Peter, took the tray from her gently. + +"Harry dear," he said, "I want you to come into the salon. Some one +wishes to speak to you." + +"To me?" + +"Yes. Harry, do you remember that evening in the kitchen when--Do you +recall what I promised?" + +"Yes, Peter." + +"You are sure you know what I mean?" + +"Yes." + +"That's all right, then. McLean wants to see you." + +She hesitated, looking up at him. + +"McLean? You look so grave, Peter. What is it?" + +"He will tell you. Nothing alarming." + +Peter gave McLean a minute alone after all, while he carried the tray +to the kitchen. He had no desire to play watchdog over the girl, he told +himself savagely; only to keep himself straight with her and to save +her from McLean's impetuosity. He even waited in the kitchen to fill and +light his pipe. + +McLean had worked himself into a very fair passion. He was intense, +almost theatrical, as he stood with folded arms waiting for Harmony. So +entirely did the girl fill his existence that he forgot, or did not care +to remember, how short a time he had known her. As Harmony she dominated +his life and his thoughts; as Harmony he addressed her when, rather +startled, she entered the salon and stood just inside the closed door. + +"Peter said you wanted to speak to me." + +McLean groaned. "Peter!" he said. "It is always Peter. Look here, +Harmony, you cannot stay here." + +"It is only for a few hours. To-morrow some one is coming. And, anyhow, +Peter is going to Semmering. We know it is unusual, but what can we do?" + +"Unusual! It's--it's damnable. It's the appearance of the thing, don't +you see that?" + +"I think it is rather silly to talk of appearance when there is no one +to care. And how can I leave? Jimmy needs me all the time--" + +"That's another idiocy of Peter's. What does he mean by putting you in +this position?" + +"I am one of Peter's idiocies." + +Peter entered on that. He took in the situation with a glance, and +Harmony turned to him; but if she had expected Peter to support her, she +was disappointed. Whatever decision she was to make must be her own, +in Peter's troubled mind. He crossed the room and stood at one of the +windows, looking out, a passive participant in the scene. + +The day had been a trying one for Harmony. What she chose to consider +Peter's defection was a fresh stab. She glanced from McLean, flushed and +excited, to Peter's impassive back. Then she sat down, rather limp, and +threw out her hands helplessly. + +"What am I to do?" she demanded. "Every one comes with cruel things to +say, but no one tells me what to do." + +Peter turned away from the window. + +"You can leave here," ventured McLean. "That's the first thing. After +that--" + +"Yes, and after that, what?" + +McLean glanced at Peter. Then he took a step toward the girl. + +"You could marry me, Harmony," he said unsteadily. "I hadn't expected +to tell you so soon, or before a third person." He faltered before +Harmony's eyes, full of bewilderment. "I'd be very happy if you--if you +could see it that way. I care a great deal, you see." + +It seemed hours to Peter before she made any reply, and that her voice +came from miles away. + +"Is it really as bad as that?" she asked. "Have I made such a mess of +things that some one, either you or Peter, must marry me to straighten +things out? I don't want to marry any one. Do I have to?" + +"Certainly you don't have to," said Peter. There was relief in his +voice, relief and also something of exultation. "McLean, you mean well, +but marriage isn't the solution. We were getting along all right until +our friends stepped in. Let Mrs. Boyer howl all over the colony; there +will be one sensible woman somewhere to come and be comfortable here +with us. In the interval we'll manage, unless Harmony is afraid. In that +case--" + +"Afraid of what?" + +The two men exchanged glances, McLean helpless, Peter triumphant. + +"I do not care what Mrs. Boyer says, at least not much. And I am not +afraid of anything else at all." + +McLean picked up his overcoat. + +"At least," he appealed to Peter, "you'll come over to my place?" + +"No!" said Peter. + +McLean made a final appeal to Harmony. + +"If this gets out," he said, "you are going to regret it all your life." + +"I shall have nothing to regret," she retorted proudly. + +Had Peter not been there McLean would have made a better case, would +have pleaded with her, would have made less of a situation that roused +her resentment and more of his love for her. He was very hard hit, very +young. He was almost hysterical with rage and helplessness; he wanted +to slap her, to take her in his arms. He writhed under the restraint of +Peter's steady eyes. + +He got to the door and turned, furious. + +"Then it's up to you," he flung at Peter. "You're old enough to know +better; she isn't. And don't look so damned superior. You're human, like +the rest of us. And if any harm comes to her--" + +Here unexpectedly Peter held out his hand, and after a sheepish moment +McLean took it. + +"Good-night, old man," said Peter. "And--don't be an ass." + +As was Peter's way, the words meant little, the tone much. McLean knew +what in his heart he had known all along--that the girl was safe enough; +that all that was to fear was the gossip of scandal-lovers. He took +Peter's hand, and then going to Harmony stood before her very erect. + +"I suppose I've said too much; I always do," he said contritely. "But +you know the reason. Don't forget the reason, will you?" + +"I am only sorry." + +He bent over and kissed her hand lingeringly. It was a tragic moment for +him, poor lad! He turned and went blindly out the door and down the dark +stone staircase. It was rather anticlimax, after all that, to have Peter +discover he had gone without his hat and toss it down to him a flight +below. + +All the frankness had gone out of the relationship between Harmony and +Peter. They made painful efforts at ease, talked during the meal of +careful abstractions, such as Jimmy, and Peter's proposed trip to +Semmering, avoided each other's eyes, ate little or nothing. Once when +Harmony passed Peter his coffee-cup their fingers touched, and between +them they dropped the cup. Harmony was flushed and pallid by turns, +Peter wretched and silent. + +Out of the darkness came one ray of light. Stewart had wired from +Semmering, urging Peter to come. He would be away for two days. In two +days much might happen; Dr. Jennings might come or some one else. In two +days some of the restraint would have worn off. Things would never be +the same, but they would be forty-eight hours better. + +Peter spent the early part of the evening with Jimmy, reading aloud to +him. After the child had dropped to sleep he packed a valise for the +next day's journey and counted out into an envelope half of the money he +had with him. This he labeled "Household Expenses" and set it up on +his table, leaning against his collar-box. There was no sign of Harmony +about. The salon was dark except for the study lamp turned down. + +Peter was restless. He put on his shabby dressing-gown and worn slippers +and wandered about. The Portier had brought coal to the landing; Peter +carried it in. He inspected the medicine bottles on Jimmy's stand +and wrote full directions for every emergency he could imagine. Then, +finding it still only nine o'clock, he turned up the lamp in the salon +and wrote an exciting letter from Jimmy's father, in which a lost lamb, +wandering on the mountain-side, had been picked up by an avalanche and +carried down into the fold and the arms of the shepherd. And because +he stood so in loco parentis, and because it seemed so inevitable that +before long Jimmy would be in the arms of the Shepherd, and, of course, +because it had been a trying day all through, Peter's lips were none too +steady as he folded up the letter. + +The fire was dead in the stove; Peter put out the salon lamp and closed +the shutters. In the warm darkness he put out his hand to feel his way +through the room. It touched a little sweater coat of Harmony's, hanging +over the back of a chair. Peter picked it up in a very passion of +tenderness and held it to him. + +"Little girl!" he choked. "My little girl! God help me!" + +He was rather ashamed, considerably startled. It alarmed him to find +that the mere unexpected touch of a familiar garment could rouse such a +storm in him. It made him pause. He put down the coat and pulled himself +up sharply. McLean was right; he was only human stuff, very poor human +stuff. He put the little coat down hastily, only to lift it again gently +to his lips. + +"Good-night, dear," he whispered. "Goodnight, Harmony." + +Frau Schwarz had had two visitors between the hours of coffee and +supper that day. The reason of their call proved to be neither rooms nor +pension. They came to make inquiries. + +The Frau Schwarz made this out at last, and sat down on the edge of +the bed in the room that had once been Peter's and that still lacked an +occupant. + +Mrs. Boyer had no German; Dr. Jennings very little and that chiefly +medical. There is, however, a sort of code that answers instead of +language frequently, when two or three women of later middle life +are gathered together, a code born of mutual understanding, mutual +disillusion, mutual distrust, a language of outspread hands, raised +eyebrows, portentous shakings of the head. Frau Schwarz, on the edge of +Peter's tub-shaped bed, needed no English to convey the fact that Peter +was a bad lot. Not that she resorted only to the sign language. + +"The women were also wicked," she said. "Of a man what does one expect? +But of a woman! And the younger one looked--Herr Gott! She had the eyes +of a saint! The little Georgiev was mad for her. When the three of them +left, disgraced, as one may say, he came to me, he threatened me. The +Herr Schwarz, God rest his soul, was a violent man, but never spoke he +so to me!" + +"She says," interpreted Dr. Jennings, "that they were a bad lot--that +the younger one made eyes at the Herr Schwarz!" + +Mrs. Boyer drew her ancient sables about her and put a tremulous hand on +the other woman's arm. + +"What an escape for you!" she said. "If you had gone there to live and +then found the establishment--queer!" + +From the kitchen of the pension, Olga was listening, an ear to the door. +Behind her, also listening, but less advantageously, was Katrina. + +"American ladies!" said Olga. "Two, old and fat." + +"More hot water!" growled Katrina. "Why do not the Americans stay in +their own country, where the water, I have learned, comes hot from the +earth." + +Olga, bending forward, opened the door a crack wider. + +"Sh! They do not come for rooms. They inquire for the Herr Doktor Byrne +and the others!" + +"No!" + +"Of a certainty." + +"Then let me to the door!" + +"A moment. She tells them everything and more. She says--how she is +wicked, Katrina! She says the Fraulein Harmony was not good, that she +sent them all away. Here, take the door!" + +Thus it happened that Dr. Jennings and Mrs. Boyer, having shaken off the +dust of a pension that had once harbored three malefactors, and having +retired Peter and Anna and Harmony into the limbo of things best +forgotten or ignored, found themselves, at the corner, confronted by a +slovenly girl in heelless slippers and wearing a knitted shawl over her +head. "The Frau Schwarz is wrong," cried Olga passionately in Vienna +dialect. "They were good, all of them!" + +"What in the world--" + +"And, please, tell me where lives the Fraulein Harmony. The Herr +Georgiev eats not nor sleeps that he cannot find her." + +Dr. Jennings was puzzled. + +"She wishes to know where the girl lives," she interpreted to Mrs. +Boyer. "A man wishes to know." + +"Naturally!" said Mrs. Boyer. "Well, don't tell her." + +Olga gathered from the tone rather than the words that she was not to +be told. She burst into a despairing appeal in which the Herr Georgiev, +Peter, a necktie Peter had forgotten, open windows, and hot water were +inextricably confused. Dr. Jennings listened, then waved her back with a +gesture. + +"She says," she interpreted as they walked on, "that Dr. Peter--by which +I suppose she means Dr. Byrne--has left a necktie, and that she'll be in +hot water if she does not return it." + +Mrs. Boyer sniffed. + +"In love with him, probably, like the others!" she said. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +Peter went to Semmering the next morning, tiptoeing out very early and +without breakfast. He went in to cover Jimmy, lying diagonally across +his small bed amid a riot of tossed blankets. The communicating door +into Harmony's room was open. Peter kept his eyes carefully from it, +but his ears were less under control. He could hear her soft breathing. +There were days coming when Peter would stand where he stood then and +listen, and find only silence. + +He tore himself away at last, closing the outer door carefully behind +him and lighting a match to find his way down the staircase. The Portier +was not awake. Peter had to rouse him, and to stand by while he donned +the trousers which he deemed necessary to the dignity of his position +before he opened the street door. + +Reluctant as he had been to go, the change was good for Peter. The dawn +grew rosy, promised sunshine, fulfilled its promise. The hurrying crowds +at the depot interested him: he enjoyed his coffee, taken from a bare +table in the station. The horizontal morning sunlight, shining in +through marvelously clean windows, warmed the marble of the floor, made +black shadows beside the heaps of hand luggage everywhere, turned into +gold the hair of a toddling baby venturing on a tour of discovery. The +same morning light, alas! revealed to Peter a break across the toe of +one of his shoes. Peter sighed, then smiled. The baby was catching at +the bits of dust that floated in the sunshine. + +Suddenly a great wave of happiness overwhelmed Peter. It was a passing +thing, born of nothing, but for the instant that it lasted Peter was a +king. Everything was well. The world was his oyster. Life was his, +to make it what he would--youth and hope and joy. Under the beatific +influence he expanded, grew, almost shone. Youth and hope and joy--that +cometh in the morning. + +The ecstasy passed away, but without reaction. Peter no longer shone; +he still glowed. He picked up the golden-haired baby and hugged it. He +hunted out a beggar he had passed and gave him five Hellers. He helped a +suspicious old lady with an oilcloth-covered bundle; he called the guard +on the train "son" and forced a grin out of that dignitary. + +Peter traveled third-class, which was quite comfortable, and no bother +about "Nicht Rauchen" signs. His unreasonable cheerfulness persisted as +far as Gloggnitz. There, with the increasing ruggedness of the scenery +and his first view of the Raxalpe, came recollection of the urgency of +Stewart's last message, of Marie Jedlicka, of the sordid little tragedy +that awaited him at the end of his journey. + +Peter sobered. Life was rather a mess, after all, he reflected. Love +was a blessing, but it was also a curse. After that he sat back in +his corner and let the mountain scenery take care of itself, while he +recalled the look he had surprised once or twice in Marie's eyes when +she looked at Stewart. It was sad, pitiful. Marie was a clever little +thing. If only she'd had a chance!--Why wasn't he rich enough to help +the ones who needed help. Marie could start again in America, with no +one the wiser, and make her way. + +"Smart as the devil, these Austrian girls!" Peter reflected. "Poor +little guttersnipe!" + +The weather was beautiful. The sleet of the previous day in Vienna had +been a deep snowfall on the mountains. The Schwarza was frozen, the +castle of Liechtenstein was gray against a white world. A little +pilgrimage church far below seemed snowed in against the faithful. The +third-class compartment filled with noisy skiing parties. The old woman +opened her oilcloth bundle, and taking a cat out of a box inside fed it +a sausage. + +Up and up, past the Weinzettelwand and the Station Breitenstein, across +the highest viaduct, the Kalte Rinne, and so at last to Semmering. + +The glow had died at last for Peter. He did not like his errand, was +very vague, indeed, as to just what that errand might be. He was stiff +and rather cold. Also he thought the cat might stifle in the oilcloth, +but the old woman too clearly distrusted him to make it possible +to interfere. Anyhow, he did not know the German for either cat or +oilcloth. + +He had wired Stewart; but the latter was not at the station. This made +him vaguely uneasy, he hardly knew why. He did not know Stewart well +enough to know whether he was punctilious in such matters or not: as a +matter of fact he hardly knew him at all. It was because he had appealed +to him that Peter was there, it being only necessary to Peter to be +needed, and he was anywhere. + +The Pension Waldheim was well up the mountains. He shouldered his valise +and started up--first long flights of steps through the pines, then a +steep road. Peter climbed easily. Here and there he met groups coming +down, men that he thought probably American, pretty women in "tams" and +sweaters. He watched for Marie, but there was no sign of her. + +He was half an hour, perhaps, in reaching the Waldheim. As he turned +in at the gate he noticed a sledge, with a dozen people following it, +coming toward him. It was a singularly silent party. Peter, with his +hand on the door-knocker, watched its approach with some curiosity. + +It stopped, and the men who had been following closed up round it. +Even then Peter did not understand. He did not understand until he +saw Stewart, limp and unconscious, lifted out of the straw and carried +toward him. + +Suicide may be moral cowardice; but it requires physical bravery. +And Marie was not brave. The balcony had attracted her: it opened +possibilities of escape, of unceasing regret and repentance for Stewart, +of publicity that would mean an end to the situation. But every inch of +her soul was craven at the thought. She crept out often and looked down, +and as often drew back, shuddering. To fall down, down on to the tree +tops, to be dropped from branch to branch, a broken thing, and perhaps +even not yet dead--that was the unthinkable thing, to live for a time +and suffer! + +Stewart was not ignorant of all that went on in her mind. She had +threatened him with the balcony, just as, earlier in the winter, it had +been a window-ledge with which she had frightened him. But there was +this difference, whereas before he had drawn her back from the window +and clapped her into sanity, now he let her alone. At the end of one of +their quarrels she had flung out on to the balcony, and then had watched +him through the opening in the shutter. He had lighted a cigarette! + +Stewart spent every daylight hour at the hotel, or walking over the +mountain roads, seldom alone with Anita, but always near her. He left +Marie sulking or sewing, as the case might be. He returned in the +evening to find her still sulking, still sewing. + +But Marie did not sulk all day, or sew. She too was out, never far from +Stewart, always watching. Many times she escaped discovery only by a +miracle, as when she stooped behind an oxcart, pretending to tie her +shoe, or once when they all met face to face, and although she lowered +her veil Stewart must have known her instantly had he not been so intent +on helping Anita over a slippery gutter. + +She planned a dozen forms of revenge and found them impossible of +execution. Stewart himself was frightfully unhappy. For the first +time in his life he was really in love, with all the humility of the +condition. There were days when he would not touch Anita's hand, when +he hardly spoke, when the girl herself would have been outraged at +his conduct had she not now and then caught him watching her, seen the +wretchedness in his eyes. + +The form of Marie's revenge was unpremeditated, after all. The light +mountain snow was augmented by a storm; roads were ploughed through +early in the morning, leaving great banks on either side. Sleigh-bells +were everywhere. Coasting parties made the steep roads a menace to +the pedestrian; every up-climbing sleigh carried behind it a string of +sleds, going back to the starting-point. + +Below the hotel was the Serpentine Coast, a long and dangerous course, +full of high-banked curves, of sudden descents, of long straightaway +dashes through the woodland. Two miles, perhaps three, it wound its +tortuous way down the mountain. Up by the highroad to the crest again, +only a mile or less. Thus it happened that the track was always clear, +except for speeding sleds. No coasters, dragging sleds back up the +slide, interfered. + +The track was crowded. Every minute a sled set out, sped down the +straightaway, dipped, turned, disappeared. A dozen would be lined up, +waiting for the interval and the signal. And here, watching from the +porch of the church, in the very shadow of the saints, Marie found her +revenge. + +Stewart had given her a little wrist watch. Stewart and Anita +were twelfth in line. By the watch, then, twelve minutes down the +mountain-side, straight down through the trees to a curve that Marie +knew well, a bad curve, only to be taken by running well up on the +snowbank. Beyond the snowbank there was a drop, fifteen feet, perhaps +more, into the yard of a Russian villa. Stewart and Anita were twelfth; +a man in a green stocking-cap was eleventh. The hillside was steep. +Marie negotiated it by running from tree to tree, catching herself, +steadying for a second, then down again. Once she fell and rolled a +little distance. There was no time to think; perhaps had she thought she +would have weakened. She had no real courage, only desperation. + +As she reached the track the man in the green stocking-cap was in +sight. A minute and a half she had then, not more. She looked about her +hastily. A stone might serve her purpose, almost anything that would +throw the sled out of its course. She saw a tree branch just above the +track and dragged at it frantically. Some one was shouting at her from +an upper window of the Russian villa. She did not hear. Stewart and +Anita had made the curve above and were coming down at frantic speed. +Marie stood, her back to the oncoming rush of the sled, swaying +slightly. When she could hear the singing of the runners she stooped and +slid the tree branch out against the track. + +She had acted almost by instinct, but with devilish skill. The sled +swung to one side up the snowbank, and launched itself into the air. +Marie heard the thud and the silence that followed it. Then she turned +and scuttled like a hunted thing up the mountain side. + +Peter put in a bad day. Marie was not about, could not be located. +Stewart, suffering from concussion, lay insensible all day and all of +the night. Peter could find no fracture, but felt it wise to get another +opinion. In the afternoon he sent for a doctor from the Kurhaus and +learned for the first time that Anita had also been hurt--a broken arm. +"Not serious," said the Kurhaus man. "She is brave, very brave, the +young woman. I believe they are engaged?" Peter said he did not know and +thought very hard. Where was Marie? Not gone surely. Here about him lay +all her belongings, even her purse. + +Toward evening Stewart showed some improvement. He was not conscious, +but he swallowed better and began to toss about. Peter, who had had a +long day and very little sleep the night before, began to look jaded. He +would have sent for a nurse from the Kurhaus, but he doubted Stewart's +ability to stand any extra financial strain, and Peter could not help +any. + +The time for supper passed, and no Marie. + +The landlady sent up a tray to Peter, stewed meat and potatoes, a +salad, coffee. Peter sat in a corner with his back to Stewart and ate +ravenously. He had had nothing since the morning's coffee. After that he +sat down again by the bed to watch. There was little to do but watch. + +The meal had made him drowsy. He thought of his pipe. Perhaps if he got +some fresh air and a smoke! He remembered the balcony. + +It was there on the balcony that he found Marie, a cowering thing that +pushed his hands away when he would have caught her and broke into +passionate crying. + +"I cannot! I cannot!" + +"Cannot what?" demanded Peter gently, watching her. So near was the +balcony rail! + +"Throw myself over. I've tried, Peter. I cannot!" + +"I should think not!" said Peter sternly. "Just now when we need you, +too! Come in and don't be a foolish child." + +But Marie would not go in. She held back, clinging tight to Peter's big +hand, moaning out in the dialect of the people that always confused him +her story of the day, of what she had done, of watching Stewart brought +back, of stealing into the house and through an adjacent room to the +balcony, of her desperation and her cowardice. + +She was numb with cold, exhaustion, and hunger, quite childish, +helpless. Peter stood out on the balcony with his arm round her, while +the night wind beat about them, and pondered what was best to do. He +thought she might come in and care for Stewart, at least, until he was +conscious. He could get her some supper. + +"How can I?" she asked. "I was seen. They are searching for me now. Oh, +Peter! Peter!" + +"Who is searching for you? Who saw you?" + +"The people in the Russian villa." + +"Did they see your face?" + +"I wore a veil. I think not." + +"Then come in and change your clothes. There is a train down at +midnight. You can take it." + +"I have no money." + +This raised a delicate question. Marie absolutely refused to take +Stewart's money. She had almost none of her own. And there were other +complications--where was she to go? The family of the injured girl did +not suspect her since they did not know of her existence. She might get +away without trouble. But after that, what? + +Peter pondered this on the balcony, while Marie in the bedroom was +changing her clothing, soaked with a day in the snow. He came to the +inevitable decision, the decision he knew at the beginning that he was +going to make. + +"If I could only put it up to Harmony first!" he reflected. "But she +will understand when I tell her. She always understands." + +Standing there on the little balcony, with tragedy the thickness of +a pine board beyond him, Peter experienced a bit of the glow of the +morning, as of one who stumbling along in a dark place puts a hand on a +friend. + +He went into the room. Stewart was lying very still and breathing +easily. On her knees beside the bed knelt Marie. At Peter's step she +rose and faced him. + +"I am leaving him, Peter, for always." + +"Good!" said Peter heartily. "Better for you and better for him." + +Marie drew a long breath. "The night train," she said listlessly, "is an +express. I had forgotten. It is double fare." + +"What of that, little sister?" said Peter. "What is a double fare when +it means life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness? And there will be +happiness, little sister." + +He put his hand in his pocket. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +The Portier was almost happy that morning. For one thing, he had won +honorable mention at the Schubert Society the night before; for another, +that night the Engel was to sing Mignon, and the Portier had spent his +Christmas tips for a ticket. All day long he had been poring over the +score. + +"'Kennst du das Land wo die Citronen bluhen?'" he sang with feeling +while he polished the floors. He polished them with his feet, wearing +felt boots for the purpose, and executing in the doing a sort of +ungainly dance--a sprinkle of wax, right foot forward and back, left +foot forward and back, both feet forward and back in a sort of double +shuffle; more wax, more vigorous polishing, more singing, with longer +pauses for breath. "'Knowest thou the land where the lemon trees +bloom?'" he bellowed--sprinkle of wax, right foot, left foot, any foot +at all. Now and then he took the score from his pocket and pored over +it, humming the air, raising his eyebrows over the high notes, dropping +his chin to the low ones. It was a wonderful morning. Between greetings +to neighbors he sang--a bit of talk, a bit of song. + +"'Kennst du das Land'--Good-morning, sir--the old Rax wears a crown. It +will snow soon. 'Kennst du das Land wo die Citronen'--Ah, madam the milk +Frau, and are the cows frozen up to-day like the pump? No? Marvelous! +Dost thou know that to-night is Mignon at the Opera, and that the Engel +sings? 'Kennst du das Land'--" + +At eleven came Rosa with her husband, the soldier from Salzburg with one +lung. He was having a holiday from his sentry duty at the hospital, +and the one lung seemed to be a libel, for while the women had coffee +together and a bit of mackerel he sang a very fair bass to the Portier's +tenor. Together they pored over the score, and even on their way to the +beer hall hummed together such bits as they recalled. + +On one point they differed. The score was old and soiled with much +thumbing. At one point, destroyed long since, the sentry sang A sharp: +the Portier insisted on A natural. They argued together over three +Steins of beer; the waiter, referred to, decided for A flat. It was a +serious matter to have one's teeth set, as one may say, for a natural +and then to be shocked with an unexpected half-tone up or down! It +destroyed the illusion; it disappointed; it hurt. + +The sentry stuck to the sharp--it was sung so at the Salzburg opera. +The Portier snapped his thumb at the Salzburg opera. Things were looking +serious; they walked back to the locale in silence. The sentry coughed. +Possibly there was something, after all, in the one-lung rumor. + +It was then that the Portier remembered Harmony. She would know; perhaps +she had the score. + +Harmony was having a bad morning. She had slept little until dawn, and +Peter's stealthy closing of the outer door had wakened her by its very +caution. After that there had been no more sleep. She had sat up in bed +with her chin in her hands and thought. + +In the pitiless dawn, with no Peter to restore her to cheerfulness, +things looked black, indeed. To what had she fallen, that first one man +and then another must propose marriage to her to save her. To save her +from what? From what people thought, or--each from the other? + +Were men so evil that they never trusted each other? McLean had frankly +distrusted Peter, had said so. Or could it be that there was something +about her, something light and frivolous? She had been frivolous. She +always laughed at Peter's foolishnesses. Perhaps that was it. That +was it. They were afraid for her. She had thrown herself on Peter's +hands--almost into his arms. She had made this situation. + +She must get away, of course. If only she had some one to care for Jimmy +until Peter returned! But there was no one. The Portier's wife was fond +of Jimmy, but not skillful. And suppose he were to wake in the night and +call for her and she would not come. She cried a little over this. After +a time she pattered across the room in her bare feet and got from a +bureau drawer the money she had left. There was not half enough to take +her home. She could write; the little mother might get some for her, but +at infinite cost, infinite humiliation. That would have to be a final, +desperate resort. + +She felt a little more cheerful when she had had a cup of coffee. Jimmy +wakened about that time, and she went through the details of his morning +toilet with all the brightness she could assume--bath blankets, warm +bath, toenails, finger-nails, fresh nightgown, fresh sheets, and--final +touch of all--a real barber's part straight from crown to brow. After +that ten minutes under extra comforters while the room aired. + +She hung over the boy that morning in an agony of tenderness--he was so +little, so frail, and she must leave him. Only one thing sustained her. +The boy loved her, but it was Peter he idolized. When he had Peter he +needed nothing else. In some curious process of his childish mind Peter +and Daddy mingled in inextricable confusion. More than once he had +recalled events in the roving life he and his father had led. + +"You remember that, don't you?" he would say. + +"Certainly I remember," Peter would reply heartily. + +"That evening on the steamer when I ate so many raisins." + +"Of course. And were ill." + +"Not ill--not that time. But you said I'd make a good pudding! You +remember that, don't you?" + +And Peter would recall it all. + +Peter would be left. That was the girl's comfort. + +She made a beginning at gathering her things together that morning, +while the boy dozed and the white mice scurried about the little cage. +She could not take her trunk, or Peter would trace it. She would have +to carry her belongings, a few at a time, to wherever she found a room. +Then when Peter came back she could slip away and he would never find +her. + +At noon came the Portier and the sentry, now no longer friends, and rang +the doorbell. Harmony was rather startled. McLean and Mrs. Boyer had +been her only callers, and she did not wish to see either of them. But +after a second ring she gathered her courage in her hands and opened the +door. + +She turned pale when she saw the sentry in his belted blue-gray tunic +and high cap. She thought, of course, that Jimmy had been traced and +that now he would be taken away. If the sentry knew her, however, he +kept his face impassive and merely touched his cap. The Portier stated +their errand. Harmony's face cleared. She even smiled as the Portier +extended to her the thumbed score with its missing corner. What, +after all, does it matter which was right--whether it was A sharp or A +natural? What really matters is that Harmony, having settled the dispute +and clinched the decision by running over the score for a page or two, +turned to find the Portier, ecstatic eyes upturned, hands folded on +paunch, enjoying a delirium of pleasure, and the sentry nowhere in +sight. + +He was discovered a moment later in the doorway of Jimmy's room, where, +taciturn as ever, severe, martial, he stood at attention, shoulders +back, arms at his sides, thumbs in. In this position he was making, with +amazing rapidity, a series of hideous grimaces for the benefit of the +little boy in the bed: marvelous faces they were, in which nose, mouth, +and eyes seemed interchangeable, where features played leapfrog with +one another. When all was over--perhaps when his repertoire was +exhausted--the sentry returned his nose to the center of his face, +replaced eyes and mouth, and wiped the ensemble with a blue cotton +handkerchief. Then, still in silence, he saluted and withdrew, leaving +the youngster enraptured, staring at the doorway. + +Harmony had decided the approximate location of her room. In the +higher part of the city, in the sixteenth district, there were many +unpretentious buildings. She had hunted board there and she knew. It +was far from the Stadt, far from the fashionable part of town, a +neighborhood of small shops, of frank indigence. There surely she could +find a room, and perhaps in one of the small stores what she failed to +secure in the larger, a position. + +Rosa having taken her soldier away, Harmony secured the Portier's wife +to sit with Jimmy and spent two hours that afternoon looking about for +a room. She succeeded finally in finding one, a small and wretchedly +furnished bedroom, part of the suite of a cheap dressmaker. The approach +was forbidding enough. One entered a cavelike, cobble-paved court +under the building, filled with wagons, feeding horses, quarrelsome and +swearing teamsters. From the side a stone staircase took off and led, +twisting from one landing cave to another, to the upper floor. + +Here lived the dressmaker, amid the constant whirring of +sewing-machines, the Babel of workpeople. Harmony, seeking not a +home but a hiding-place, took the room at once. She was asked for no +reference. In a sort of agony lest this haven fail her she paid for a +week in advance. The wooden bed, the cracked mirror over the table, even +the pigeons outside on the windowsill were hers for a week. + +The dressmaker was friendly, almost garrulous. + +"I will have it cleaned," she explained. "I have been so busy: the +masquerade season is on. The Fraulein is American, is she not?" + +"Yes." + +"One knows the Americans. They are chic, not like the English. I have +some American customers." + +Harmony started. The dressmaker was shrewd. Many people hid in the +sixteenth district. She hastened to reassure the girl. + +"They will not disturb you. And just now I have but one, a dancer. I +shall have the room cleaned. Good-bye, Fraulein." + +So far, good. She had a refuge now, one spot that the venom of scandal +could not poison, where she could study and work--work hard, although +there could be no more lessons--one spot where Peter would not have to +protect her, where Peter, indeed, would never find her. This thought, +which should have brought comfort, brought only new misery. Peace seemed +dearly bought all at once; shabby, wholesome, hearty Peter, with his +rough hair and quiet voice, his bulging pockets and steady eyes--she was +leaving Peter forever, exchanging his companionship for that of a row +of pigeons on a window-sill. He would find some one, of course; but who +would know that he liked toast made hard and plenty of butter, or to +leave his bed-clothing loose at the foot, Peter being very long and apt +to lop over? The lopping over brought a tear or two. A very teary and +tragic young heroine, this Harmony, prone to go about for the last day +or two with a damp little handkerchief tucked in her sleeve. + +She felt her way down the staircase and into the cave below. Fate hangs +by a very slender thread sometimes. If a wagon had not lumbered by as +she reached the lowest step, so that she must wait and thus had time +to lower her veil, she would have been recognized at once by the little +Georgiev, waiting to ascend. But the wagon was there, Harmony lowered +her veil, the little Georgiev, passing a veiled young woman in the +gloom, went up the staircase with even pulses and calm and judicial +bearing, up to the tiny room a floor or two below Harmony's, where he +wrote reports to the Minister of War and mixed them with sonnets--to +Harmony. + +Harmony went back to the Siebensternstrasse, having accomplished what +she had set out to do and being very wretched in consequence. Because +she was leaving the boy so soon she strove to atone for her coming +defection by making it a gala evening. The child was very happy. She +tucked him up in the salon, lighted all the candles, served him the +daintiest of suppers there. She brought in the mice and tied tiny bows +on their necks; she played checkers with him while the supper dishes +waited, and went down to defeat in three hilarious games; and last of +all she played to him, joyous music at first, then slower, drowsier +airs, until his heavy head dropped on his shoulder and she gathered him +up in tender arms and carried him to bed. + +It was dawn when Marie arrived. Harmony was sleeping soundly when the +bell rang. Her first thought was that Peter had come back--but Peter +carried a key. The bell rang again, and she slipped on the old kimono +and went to the door. + +"Is it Peter?" she called, hand on knob. + +"I come from Peter. I have a letter," in German. + +"Who is it?" + +"You do not know me--Marie Jedlicka. Please let me come in." + +Bewildered, Harmony opened the door, and like a gray ghost Marie slipped +by her and into the hall. + +There was a gaslight burning very low; Harmony turned it up and faced +her visitor. She recognized her at once--the girl Dr. Stewart had been +with in the coffee-house. + +"Something has happened to Peter!" + +"No. He is well. He sent this to the Fraulein Wells." + +"I am the Fraulein Wells." + +Marie held out the letter and staggered. Harmony put her in a chair; she +was bewildered, almost frightened. Crisis of some sort was written on +Marie's face. Harmony felt very young, very incapable. The other girl +refused coffee, would not even go into the salon until Peter's letter +had been read. She was a fugitive, a criminal; the Austrian law is +severe to those that harbor criminals. Let Harmony read:-- + +"DEAR HARRY,--Will you forgive me for this and spread the wings of your +splendid charity over this poor child? Perhaps I am doing wrong in +sending her to you, but just now it is all I can think of. If she wants +to talk let her talk. It will probably help her. Also feed her, will +you? And if she cannot sleep, give her one of the blue powders I fixed +for Jimmy. I'll be back later to-day if I can make it. + +"PETER" + +Harmony glanced up from the letter. Marie sat drooping in her chair. Her +eyes were sunken in her head. She had recognized her at once, but any +surprise she may have felt at finding Harmony in Peter's apartment was +sunk in a general apathy, a compound of nervous reaction and fatigue. +During the long hours in the express she had worn herself out with +fright and remorse: there was nothing left now but exhaustion. + +Harmony was bewildered, but obedient. She went back to the cold kitchen +and lighted a fire. She made Marie as comfortable as she could in the +salon, and then went into her room to dress. There she read the letter +again, and wondered if Peter had gone through life like this, picking up +waifs and strays and shouldering their burdens for them. Decidedly, life +with Peter was full of surprises. + +She remembered, as she hurried into her clothes; the boys' club back +in America and the spelling-matches. Decidedly, also, Peter was an +occupation, a state of mind, a career. No musician, hoping for a career +of her own, could possibly marry Peter. + +That was a curious morning in the old lodge of Maria Theresa, while +Stewart in the Pension Waldheim struggled back to consciousness, while +Peter sat beside him and figured on an old envelope the problem of +dividing among four enough money to support one, while McLean ate his +heart out in wretchedness in his hotel. + +Marie told her story over the early breakfast, sitting with her thin +elbows on the table, her pointed chin in her palms. + +"And now I am sorry," she finished. "It has done no good. If it had only +killed her but she was not much hurt. I saw her rise and bend over him." + +Harmony was silent. She had no stock of aphorisms for the situation, no +worldly knowledge, only pity. + +"Did Peter say he would recover?" + +"Yes. They will both recover and go to America. And he will marry her." + +Perhaps Harmony would have been less comfortable, Marie less frank, had +Marie realized that this establishment of Peter's was not on the same +basis as Stewart's had been, or had Harmony divined her thought. + +The presence of the boy was discovered by his waking. Marie was taken +in and presented. She looked stupefied. Certainly the Americans were a +marvelous people--to have taken into their house and their hearts this +strange child--if he were strange. Marie's suspicious little slum mind +was not certain. + +In the safety and comfort of the little apartment the Viennese expanded, +cheered. She devoted herself to the boy, telling him strange folk tales, +singing snatches of songs for him. The youngster took a liking to her at +once. It seemed to Harmony, going about her morning routine, that Marie +was her solution and Peter's. + +During the afternoon she took a package to the branch post-office and +mailed it by parcel-post to the Wollbadgasse. On the way she met Mrs. +Boyer face to face. That lady looked severely ahead, and Harmony passed +her with her chin well up and the eyes of a wounded animal. + +McLean sent a great box of flowers that day. She put them, for lack of a +vase, in a pitcher beside Jimmy's bed. + +At dusk a telegram came to say that Stewart was better and that Peter +was on his way down to Vienna. He would arrive at eight. Time was +very short now--seconds flashed by, minutes galloped. Harmony stewed +a chicken for supper, and creamed the breast for Jimmy. She fixed the +table, flowers in the center, the best cloth, Peter's favorite cheese. +Six o'clock, six-thirty, seven; Marie was telling Jimmy a fairy tale and +making the fairies out of rosebuds. The studylamp was lighted, the stove +glowing, Peter's slippers were out, his old smoking-coat, his pipe. + +A quarter past seven. Peter would be near Vienna now and hungry. If he +could only eat his supper before he learned--but that was impossible. +He would come in, as he always did, and slam the outer door, and open it +again to close it gently, as he always did, and then he would look for +her, going from room to room until he found her--only to-night he would +not find her. + +She did not say good-bye to Jimmy. She stood in the doorway and said a +little prayer for him. Marie had made the flower fairies on needles, and +they stood about his head on the pillow--pink and yellow and white elves +with fluffy skirts. Then, very silently, she put on her hat and jacket +and closed the outer door behind her. In the courtyard she turned and +looked up. The great chandelier in the salon was not lighted, but from +the casement windows shone out the comfortable glow of Peter's lamp. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +Peter had had many things to think over during the ride down the +mountains. He had the third-class compartment to himself, and sat in a +corner, soft hat over his eyes. Life had never been particularly simple +to Peter--his own life, yes; a matter of three meals a day--he had had +fewer--a roof, clothing. But other lives had always touched him closely, +and at the contact points Peter glowed, fused, amalgamated. Thus he had +been many people--good, indifferent, bad, but all needy. Thus, also, +Peter had committed vicarious crimes, suffered vicarious illnesses, +starved, died, loved--vicariously. + +And now, after years of living for others, Peter was living at last for +himself--and suffering. + +Not that he understood exactly what ailed him. He thought he was tired, +which was true enough, having had little sleep for two or three +nights. Also he explained to himself that he was smoking too much, and +resolutely--lighted another cigarette. + +Two things had revealed Peter's condition to himself: McLean had said: +"You are crazy in love with her." McLean's statement, lacking subtlety, +had had a certain quality of directness. Even then Peter, utterly +miserable, had refused to capitulate, when to capitulate would have +meant the surrender of the house in the Siebensternstrasse. And the +absence from Harmony had shown him just where he stood. + +He was in love, crazy in love. Every fiber of his long body glowed with +it, ached with it. And every atom of his reason told him what mad folly +it was, this love. Even if Harmony cared--and at the mere thought his +heart pounded--what madness for her, what idiocy for him! To ask her to +accept the half of--nothing, to give up a career to share his struggle +for one, to ask her to bury her splendid talent and her beauty under a +bushel that he might wave aloft his feeble light! + +And there was no way out, no royal road to fortune by the route he had +chosen; nothing but grinding work, with a result problematical and years +ahead. There were even no legacies to expect, he thought whimsically. +Peter had known a chap once, struggling along in gynecology, who had +had a fortune left him by a G. P., which being interpreted is Grateful +Patient. Peter's patients had a way of living, and when they did drop +out, as happened now and then, had also a way of leaving Peter an unpaid +bill in token of appreciation; Peter had even occasionally helped to +bury them, by way, he defended himself, of covering up his mistakes. + +Peter, sitting back in his corner, allowed the wonderful scenery to slip +by unnoticed. He put Harmony the Desirable out of his mind, and took +to calculating on a scrap of paper what could be done for Harmony the +Musician. He could hold out for three months, he calculated, and still +have enough to send Harmony home and to get home himself on a slow boat. +The Canadian lines were cheap. If Jimmy lived perhaps he could take him +along: if not-- + +He would have to put six months' work in the next three. That was not so +hard. He had got along before with less sleep, and thrived on it. Also +there must be no more idle evenings, with Jimmy in the salon propped in +a chair and Harmony playing, the room dark save for the glow from the +stove and for the one candle at Harmony's elbow. + +All roads lead to Rome. Peter's thoughts, having traveled in a circle, +were back again to Harmony the Desirable--Harmony playing in the +firelight, Harmony Hushed over the brick stove, Harmony paring potatoes +that night in the kitchen when he--Harmony! Harmony! + +Stewart knew all about the accident and its cause. Peter had surmised as +much when the injured man failed to ask for Marie. + +He tested him finally by bringing Marie's name into the conversation. +Stewart ignored it, accepted her absence, refused to be drawn. + +That was at first. During the day, however, as he gained strength, he +grew restless and uneasy. As the time approached for Peter to leave, he +was clearly struggling with himself. The landlady had agreed to care +for him and was bustling about the room. During one of her absences he +turned to Peter. + +"I suppose Marie hasn't been round?" + +"She came back last night." + +"Did she tell you?" + +"Yes, poor child." + +"She's a devil!" Stewart said, and lay silent. Then: "I saw her shoot +that thing out in front of us, but there was no time--Where is she now?" + +"Marie? I sent her to Vienna." + +Stewart fell back, relieved, not even curious. + +"Thank Heaven for that!" he said. "I don't want to see her again. I'd do +something I'd be sorry for. The kindest thing to say for her is that she +was not sane." + +"No," said Peter gravely, "she was hardly sane." + +Stewart caught his steady gaze and glanced away. For him Marie's little +tragedy had been written and erased. He would forget it magnanimously. +He had divided what he had with her, and she had repaid him by +attempting his life. And not only his life, but Anita's. Peter followed +his line of reasoning easily. + +"It's quite a frequent complication, Stewart," he said, "but every man +to whom it happens regards himself more or less as a victim. She fell in +love with you, that's all. Her conduct is contrary to the ethics of the +game, but she's been playing poor cards all along." + +"Where is she?" + +"That doesn't matter, does it?" + +Stewart had lain back and closed his eyes. No, it didn't matter. A sense +of great relief overwhelmed him. Marie was gone, frightened into hiding. +It was as if a band that had been about him was suddenly loosed: he +breathed deep, he threw out his arms and laughed from sheer reaction. +Then, catching Peter's not particularly approving eyes, he colored. + +"Good Lord, Peter!" he said, "you don't know what I've gone through with +that little devil. And now she's gone!" He glanced round the disordered +room, where bandages and medicines crowded toilet articles on the +dressing-table, where one of Marie's small slippers still lay where it +had fallen under the foot of the bed, where her rosary still hung over +the corner of the table. "Ring for the maid, Peter, will you! I've got +to get this junk out of here. Some of Anita's people may come." + +During that afternoon ride, while the train clump-clumped down the +mountains, Peter thought of all this. Some of Marie's "junk" was in his +bag; her rosary lay in his breastpocket, along with the pin he had sent +her at Christmas. Peter happened on it, still in its box, which looked +as if it had been cried over. He had brought it with him. He admired it +very much, and it had cost money he could ill afford to spend. + +It was late when the train drew into the station. Peter, encumbered with +Marie's luggage and his own, lowered his window and added his voice +to the chorus of plaintive calls: "Portier! Portier!" they shouted. +"Portier!" bawled Peter. + +He was obliged to resort to the extravagance of a taxicab. Possibly +a fiacre would have done as well, but it cost almost as much and was +slower. Moments counted now: a second was an hour, an hour a decade. For +he was on his way to Harmony. Extravagance became recklessness. As soon +die for a sheep as a lamb! He stopped the taxicab and bought a bunch of +violets, stopped again and bought lilies of the valley to combine with +the violets, went out of his way to the American grocery and bought a +jar of preserved fruit. + +By that time he was laden. The jar of preserves hung in one shabby +pocket, Marie's rosary dangled from another; the violets were buttoned +under his overcoat against the cold. + +At the very last he held the taxi an extra moment and darted into the +delicatessen shop across the Siebensternstrasse. From there, standing +inside the doorway, he could see the lights in the salon across the way, +the glow of his lamp, the flicker that was the fire. Peter whistled, +stamped his cold feet, quite neglected--in spite of repeated warnings +from Harmony--to watch the Herr Schenkenkaufer weigh the cheese, +accepted without a glance a ten-Kronen piece with a hole in it. + +"And how is the child to-day?" asked the Herr Schenkenkaufer, covering +the defective gold piece with conversation. + +"I do not know; I have been away," said Peter. He almost sang it. + +"All is well or I would have heard. Wilhelm the Portier was but just now +here." + +"All well, of course," sang Peter, eyes on the comfortable Floor of +his lamp, the flicker that was the fire. "Auf wiedersehen, Herr +Schenkenkaufer." + +"Auf wiedersehen, Herr Doktor." + +Violets, lilies-of-the-valley, cheese, rosary, luggage--thus Peter +climbed the stairs. The Portier wished to assist him, but Peter +declined. The Portier was noisy. There was to be a moment when Peter, +having admitted himself with extreme caution, would present himself +without so much as a creak to betray him, would stand in a doorway until +some one, Harmony perhaps--ah, Peter!--would turn and see him. She had a +way of putting one slender hand over her heart when she was startled. + +Peter put down the jar of preserved peaches outside. It was to be a +second surprise. Also he put down the flowers; they were to be brought +in last of all. One surprise after another is a cumulative happiness. +Peter did not wish to swallow all his cake in one bite. + +For once he did not slam the outer door, although he very nearly did, +and only caught it at the cost of a bruised finger. Inside he listened. +There was no clatter of dishes, no scurrying back and forth from table +to stove in the final excitement of dishing up. There was, however, +a highly agreeable odor of stewing chicken, a crisp smell of baking +biscuit. + +In the darkened hall Peter had to pause to steady himself. For he had +a sudden mad impulse to shout Harmony's name, to hold out his arms, to +call her to him there in the warm darkness, and when she had come, to +catch her to him, to tell his love in one long embrace, his arms about +her, his rough cheek against her soft one. No wonder he grew somewhat +dizzy and had to pull himself together. + +The silence rather surprised him, until he recalled that Harmony was +probably sewing in the salon, as she did sometimes when dinner was ready +to serve. The boy was asleep, no doubt. He stole along on tiptoe, hardly +breathing, to the first doorway, which was Jimmy's. + +Jimmy was asleep. Round him were the pink and yellow and white flower +fairies with violet heads. Peter saw them and smiled. Then, his eyes +growing accustomed to the light, he saw Marie, face down on the floor, +her head on her arms. Still as she was, Peter knew she was not sleeping, +only fighting her battle over again and losing. + +Some of the joyousness of his return fled from Peter, never to come +back. The two silent figures were too close to tragedy. Peter, with a +long breath, stole past the door and on to the salon. No Harmony there, +but the great room was warm and cheery. The table was drawn near the +stove and laid for Abendessen. The white porcelain coffee-pot had +boiled and extinguished itself, according to its method, and now gently +steamed. + +On to the kitchen. Much odor of food here, two candles lighted +but burning low, a small platter with money on it, quite a little +money--almost all he had left Harmony when he went away. + +Peter was dazed at first. Even when Marie, hastily summoned, had +discovered that Harmony's clothing was gone, when a search of the rooms +revealed the absence of her violin and her music, when at last the fact +stared them, incontestable, in the face, Peter refused to accept it. He +sat for a half-hour or even more by the fire in the salon, obstinately +refusing to believe she was gone, keeping the supper warm against her +return. He did not think or reason, he sat and waited, saying nothing, +hardly moving, save when a gust of wind slammed the garden gate. Then he +was all alive, sat erect, ears straining for her hand on the knob of the +outer door. + +The numbness of the shock passed at last, to be succeeded by alarm. +During all the time that followed, that condition persisted, fright, +almost terror. Harmony alone in the city, helpless, dependent, +poverty-stricken. Harmony seeking employment under conditions Peter knew +too well. But with his alarm came rage. + +Marie had never seen Peter angry. She shrank from this gaunt and +gray-faced man who raved up and down the salon, questioning the +frightened Portier, swearing fierce oaths, bringing accusation after +accusation against some unnamed woman to whom he applied epithets that +Marie's English luckily did not comprehend. Not a particularly heroic +figure was Peter that night: a frantic, disheveled individual, before +whom the Portier cowered, who struggled back to sanity through a berserk +haze and was liable to swift relapses into fury again. + +To this succeeded at last the mental condition that was to be Peter's +for many days, hopelessness and alarm and a grim determination to keep +on searching. + +There were no clues. The Portier made inquiries of all the cabstands in +the neighborhood. Harmony had not taken a cab. The delicatessen seller +had seen her go out that afternoon with a bundle and return without it. +She had been gone only an hour or so. That gave Peter a ray of hope that +she might have found a haven in the neighborhood--until he recalled the +parcel-post. + +One possibility he clung to: Mrs. Boyer had made the mischief, but she +had also offered the girl a home. She might be at the Boyers'. Peter, +flinging on a hat and without his overcoat, went to the Boyers'. Time +was valuable, and he had wasted an hour, two hours, in useless rage. So +he took a taxicab, and being by this time utterly reckless of cost let +it stand while he interviewed the Boyers. + +Boyer himself, partially undressed, opened the door to his ring. Peter +was past explanation or ceremonial. + +"Is Harmony here?" he demanded. + +"Harmony?" + +"Harmony Wells. She's disappeared, missing." + +"Come in," said Boyer, alive to the strain in Peter's voice. "I don't +know, I haven't heard anything. I'll ask Mrs. Boyer." + +During the interval it took for a whispered colloquy in the bedroom, and +for Mrs. Boyer to don her flannel wrapper, Peter suffered the tortures +of the damned. Whatever Mrs. Boyer had meant to say by way of protest at +the intrusion on the sacred privacy of eleven o'clock and bedtime died +in her throat. Her plump and terraced chin shook with agitation, perhaps +with guilt. Peter, however, had got himself in hand. He told a quiet +story; Boyer listened; Mrs. Boyer, clutching her wrapper about her +unstayed figure, listened. + +"I thought," finished Peter, "that since you had offered her a +refuge--from me--she might have come here." + +"I offered her a refuge--before I had been to the Pension Schwarz." + +"Ah!" said Peter slowly. "And what about the Pension Schwarz?" + +"Need you ask? I learned that you were all put out there. I am obliged +to say, Dr. Byrne, that under the circumstances had the girl come here I +could hardly--Frank, I will speak!--I could hardly have taken her in." + +Peter went white and ducked as from a physical blow, stumbling out +into the hall again. There he thought of something to say in reply, +repudiation, thought better of it, started down the stairs. + +Boyer followed him helplessly. At the street door, however, he put his +hand on Peter's shoulder. "You know, old man, I don't believe that. +These women--" + +"I know," said Peter simply. "Thank you. Good-night." + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +Harmony's only thought had been flight, from Peter, from McLean, from +Mrs. Boyer. She had devoted all her energies to losing herself, +to cutting the threads that bound her to the life in the +Siebensternstrasse. She had drawn all her money, as Peter discovered +later. The discovery caused him even more acute anxiety. The city was +full of thieves; poverty and its companion, crime, lurked on every +shadowy staircase of the barracklike houses, or peered, red-eyed, from +every alleyway. + +And into this city of contrasts--of gray women of the night hugging +gratings for warmth and accosting passers-by with loathsome gestures, of +smug civilians hiding sensuous mouths under great mustaches, of dapper +soldiers to whom the young girl unattended was potential prey, into +this night city of terror, this day city of frightful contrasts, ermine +rubbing elbows with frost-nipped flesh, destitution sauntering along +the fashionable Prater for lack of shelter, gilt wheels of royalty and +yellow wheels of courtesans--Harmony had ventured alone for the second +time. + +And this time there was no Peter Byrne to accost her cheerily in the +twilight and win her by sheer friendliness. She was alone. Her funds +were lower, much lower. And something else had gone--her faith. Mrs. +Boyer had seen to that. In the autumn Harmony had faced the city +clear-eyed and unafraid; now she feared it, met it with averted eyes, +alas! understood it. + +It was not the Harmony who had bade a brave farewell to Scatchy and the +Big Soprano in the station who fled to her refuge on the upper floor of +the house in the Wollbadgasse. This was a hunted creature, alternately +flushed and pale, who locked her door behind her before she took off +her hat, and who, having taken off her hat and surveyed her hiding-place +with tragic eyes, fell suddenly to trembling, alone there in the +gaslight. + +She had had no plans beyond flight. She had meant, once alone, to think +the thing out. But the room was cold, she had had nothing to eat, +and the single slovenly maid was a Hungarian and spoke no German. The +dressmaker had gone to the Ronacher. Harmony did not know where to find +a restaurant, was afraid to trust herself to the streets alone. She went +to bed supperless, with a tiny picture of Peter and Jimmy and the wooden +sentry under her cheek. + +The pigeons, cooing on the window-sill, wakened her early. She was +confused at first, got up to see if Jimmy had thrown off his blankets, +and wakened to full consciousness with the sickening realization that +Jimmy was not there. + +The dressmaker, whose name was Monia Reiff, slept late after her evening +out. Harmony, collapsing with hunger and faintness, waited as long as +she could. Then she put on her things desperately and ventured out. +Surely at this hour Peter would not be searching, and even if he were he +would never think of the sixteenth district. He would make inquiries, of +course--the Pension Schwarz, Boyers', the master's. + +The breakfast brought back her strength and the morning air gave her +confidence. The district, too, was less formidable than the neighborhood +of the Karntnerstrasse and the Graben. The shops were smaller. The +windows exhibited cheaper goods. There was a sort of family atmosphere +about many of them; the head of the establishment in the doorway, the +wife at the cashier's desk, daughters, cousins, nieces behind the +wooden counters. The shopkeepers were approachable, instead of familiar. +Harmony met no rebuffs, was respectfully greeted and cheerfully listened +to. In many cases the application ended in a general consultation, +shopkeeper, wife, daughters, nieces, slim clerks with tiny mustaches. +She got addresses, followed them up, more consultations, more addresses, +but no work. The reason dawned on her after a day of tramping, during +which she kept carefully away from that part of the city where Peter +might be searching for her. + +The fact was, of course, that her knowledge of English was her sole +asset as a clerk. And there were few English and no tourists in the +sixteenth district. She was marketing a commodity for which there was no +demand. + +She lunched at a Konditorei, more to rest her tired body than because +she needed food. The afternoon was as the morning. At six o'clock, +long after the midwinter darkness had fallen, she stumbled back to the +Wollbadgasse and up the whitewashed staircase. + +She had a shock at the second landing. A man had stepped into the angle +to let her pass. A gasjet dared over his head, and she recognized the +short heavy figure and ardent eyes of Georgiev. She had her veil down +luckily, and he gave no sign of recognition. She passed on, and she +heard him a second later descending. But there had been something +reminiscent after all in her figure and carriage. The little Georgiev +paused, halfway down, and thought a moment. It was impossible, of +course. All women reminded him of the American. Had he not, only the +day before, followed for two city blocks a woman old enough to be +his mother, merely because she carried a violin case? But there was +something about the girl he had just passed--Bah! + +A bad week for Harmony followed, a week of weary days and restless +nights when she slept only to dream of Peter--of his hurt and +incredulous eyes when he found she had gone; of Jimmy--that he needed +her, was worse, was dying. More than once she heard him sobbing and +wakened to the cooing of the pigeons on the window-sill. She grew thin +and sunken-eyed; took to dividing her small hoard, half of it with her, +half under the carpet, so that in case of accident all would not be +gone. + +This, as it happened, was serious. One day, the sixth, she came back wet +to the skin from an all-day rain, to find that the carpet bank had been +looted. There was no clue. The stolid Hungarian, startled out of her +lethargy, protested innocence; the little dressmaker, who seemed honest +and friendly, wept in sheer sympathy. The fact remained--half the small +hoard was gone. + +Two days more, a Sunday and a Monday. On Sunday Harmony played, and +Georgiev in the room below, translating into cipher a recent conference +between the Austrian Minister of War and the German Ambassador, put +aside his work and listened. She played, as once before she had played +when life seemed sad and tragic, the "Humoresque." Georgiev, hands +behind his head and eyes upturned, was back in the Pension Schwarz that +night months ago when Harmony played the "Humoresque" and Peter stooped +outside her door. The little Bulgarian sighed and dreamed. + +Harmony, a little sadder, a little more forlorn each day, pursued her +hopeless quest. She ventured into the heart of the Stadt and paid a +part of her remaining money to an employment bureau, to teach English +or violin, whichever offered, or even both. After she had paid they told +her it would be difficult, almost impossible without references. She had +another narrow escape as she was leaving. She almost collided with Olga, +the chambermaid, who, having clashed for the last time with Katrina, was +seeking new employment. On another occasion she saw Marie in the crowd +and was obsessed with a longing to call to her, to ask for Peter, for +Jimmy. That meeting took the heart out of the girl. Marie was white and +weary--perhaps the boy was worse. Perhaps Peter--Her heart contracted. +But that was absurd, of course, Peter was always well and strong. + +Two things occurred that week, one unexpected, the other inevitable. +The unexpected occurrence was that Monia Reiff, finding Harmony being +pressed for work, offered the girl a situation. The wage was small, but +she could live on it. + +The inevitable was that she met Georgiev on the stairs without her veil. + +It was the first day in the workroom. The apprentices were carrying home +boxes for a ball that night. Thread was needed, and quickly. Harmony, +who did odds and ends of sewing, was most easily spared. She slipped on +her jacket and hat and ran down to the shop near by. + +It was on the return that she met Georgiev coming down. The afternoon +was dark and the staircase unlighted. In the gloom one face was as +another. Georgiev, listening intently, hearing footsteps, drew back +into the embrasure of a window and waited. His swarthy face was tense, +expectant. As the steps drew near, were light feminine instead of +stealthy, the little spy relaxed somewhat. But still he waited, +crouched. + +It was a second before he recognized Harmony, another instant before he +realized his good fortune. She had almost passed. He put out an unsteady +hand. + +"Fraulein!" + +"Herr Georgiev!" + +The little Bulgarian was profoundly stirred. His fervid eyes gleamed. +He struggled against the barrier of language, broke out in passionate +Bulgar, switched to German punctuated with an English word here and +there. Made intelligible, it was that he had found her at last. Harmony +held her spools of thread and waited for the storm of languages to +subside. Then:-- + +"But you are not to say you have seen me, Herr Georgiev." + +"No?" + +Harmony colored. + +"I am--am hiding," she explained. "Something very uncomfortable happened +and I came here. Please don't say you have seen me." + +Georgiev was puzzled at first. She had to explain very slowly, with his +ardent eyes on her. But he understood at last and agreed of course. His +incredulity was turning to certainty. Harmony had actually been in the +same building with him while he sought her everywhere else. + +"Then," he said at last, "it was you who played Sunday." + +"I surely." + +She made a move to pass him, but he held out an imploring hand. + +"Fraulein, I may see you sometimes?" + +"We shall meet again, of course." + +"Fraulein,--with all respect,--sometime perhaps you will walk out with +me?" + +"I am very busy all day." + +"At night, then? For the exercise? I, with all respect, Fraulein!" + +Harmony was touched. + +"Sometime," she consented. And then impulsively: "I am very lonely, Herr +Georgiev." + +She held out her hand, and the little Bulgarian bent over it and kissed +it reverently. The Herr Georgiev's father was a nobleman in his own +country, and all the little spy's training had been to make of a girl +in Harmony's situation lawful prey. But in the spy's glowing heart there +was nothing for Harmony to fear. She knew it. He stood, hat in hand, +while she went up the staircase. Then:-- + +"Fraulein!" anxiously. + +"Yes?" + +"Was there below at the entrance a tall man in a green velours hat?" + +"I saw no one there." + +"I thank you, Fraulein." + +He watched her slender figure ascend, lose itself in the shadows, +listened until she reached the upper floors. Then with a sigh he clapped +his hat on his head and made his cautious way down to the street. There +was no man in a green velours hat below, but the little spy had an +uneasy feeling that eyes watched him, nevertheless. Life was growing +complicated for the Herr Georgiev. + +Life was pressing very close to Harmony also in those days, a life she +had never touched before. She discovered, after a day or two in the +work-room, that Monia Reiff's business lay almost altogether among the +demi-monde. The sewing-girls, of Marie's type many of them, found in +the customers endless topics of conversation. Some things Harmony was +spared, much of the talk being in dialect. But a great deal of it she +understood, and she learned much that was not spoken. They talked +freely of the women, their clothes, and they talked a great deal about +a newcomer, an American dancer, for whom Monia was making an elaborate +outfit. The American's name was Lillian Le Grande. She was dancing at +one of the variety theaters. + +Harmony was working on a costume for the Le Grande woman--a gold brocade +slashed to the knee at one side and with a fragment of bodice made of +gilt tissue. On the day after her encounter with Georgiev she met her. + +There was a dispute over the gown, something about the draping. Monia, +flushed with irritation, came to the workroom door and glanced over the +girls. She singled out Harmony finally and called her. + +"Come and put on the American's gown," she ordered. "She wishes--Heaven +knows what she wishes!" + +Harmony went unwillingly. Nothing she had heard of the Fraulein Le +Grande had prepossessed her. Her uneasiness was increased when she found +herself obliged to shed her gown and to stand for one terrible moment +before the little dressmaker's amused eyes. + +"Thou art very lovely, very chic," said Monia. The dress added to +rather than relieved Harmony's discomfiture. She donned it in one of the +fitting-rooms, made by the simple expedient of curtaining off a corner +of the large reception room. The slashed skirt embarrassed her; the low +cut made her shrink. Monia was frankly entranced. Above the gold tissue +of the bodice rose Harmony's exquisite shoulders. Her hair was gold; +even her eyes looked golden. The dressmaker, who worshiped beauty, gave +a pull here, a pat there. If only all women were so beautiful in the +things she made! + +She had an eye for the theatrical also. She posed Harmony behind the +curtain, arranged lights, drew down the chiffon so that a bit more of +the girl's rounded bosom was revealed. Then she drew the curtain aside +and stood smiling. + +Le Grande paid the picture the tribute of a second's silence. Then:-- + +"Exquisite!" she said in English. Then in halting German: "Do not change +a line. It is perfect." + +Harmony must walk in the gown, turn, sit. Once she caught a glimpse of +herself and was startled. She had been wearing black for so long, and +now this radiant golden creature was herself. She was enchanted and +abashed. The slash in the skirt troubled her: her slender leg had a way +of revealing itself. + +The ordeal was over at last. The dancer was pleased. She ordered another +gown. Harmony, behind the curtain, slipped out of the dress and into +her own shabby frock. On the other side of the curtain the dancer +was talking. Her voice was loud, but rather agreeable. She smoked a +cigarette. Scraps of chatter came to Harmony, and once a laugh. + +"That is too pink--something more delicate." + +"Here is a shade; hold it to your cheek." + +"I am a bad color. I did not sleep last night." + +"Still no news, Fraulein?" + +"None. He has disappeared utterly. That isn't so bad, is it? I could use +more rouge." + +"It is being much worn. It is strange, is it not, that a child could be +stolen from the hospital and leave no sign!" + +The dancer laughed a mirthless laugh. Her voice changed, became nasal, +full of venom. + +"Oh, they know well enough," she snapped. "Those nurses know, and +there's a pig of a red-bearded doctor--I'd like to poison him. +Separating mother and child! I'm going to find him, if only to show them +they are not so smart after all." + +In her anger she had lapsed into English. Harmony, behind her curtain, +had clutched at her heart. Jimmy's mother! + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Jimmy was not so well, although Harmony's flight had had nothing to do +with the relapse. He had found Marie a slavishly devoted substitute, and +besides Peter had indicated that Harmony's absence was purely temporary. +But the breaking-up was inevitable. All day long the child lay in the +white bed, apathetic but sleepless. In vain Marie made flower fairies +for his pillow, in vain the little mice, now quite tame, played +hide-and-seek over the bed, in vain Peter paused long enough in his +frantic search for Harmony to buy colored postcards and bring them to +him. + +He was contented enough; he did not suffer at all; and he had no +apprehension of what was coming. He asked for nothing, tried obediently +to eat, liked to have Marie in the room. But he did not beg to be +taken into the salon, as he once had done. There was a sort of mental +confusion also. He liked Marie to read his father's letters; but as +he grew weaker the occasional confusing of Peter with his dead father +became a fixed idea. Peter was Daddy. + +Peter took care of him at night. He had moved into Harmony's adjacent +room and dressed there. But he had never slept in the bed. At night he +put on his shabby dressing-gown and worn slippers and lay on a haircloth +sofa at the foot of Jimmy's bed--lay but hardly slept, so afraid was he +that the slender thread of life might snap when it was drawn out to its +slenderest during the darkest hours before the dawn. More than once in +every night Peter rose and stood, hardly breathing, with the tiny lamp +in his hand, watching for the rise and fall of the boy's thin little +chest. Peter grew old these days. He turned gray over the ears and +developed lines about his mouth that never left him again. He felt gray +and old, and sometimes bitter and hard also. The boy's condition could +not be helped: it was inevitable, hopeless. But the thing that was +eating his heart out had been unnecessary and cruel. + +Where was Harmony? When it stormed, as it did almost steadily, he +wondered how she was sheltered; when the occasional sun shone he hoped +it was bringing her a bit of cheer. Now and then, in the night, when the +lamp burned low and gusts of wind shook the old house, fearful thoughts +came to him--the canal, with its filthy depths. Daylight brought reason, +however. Harmony had been too rational, too sane for such an end. + +McLean was Peter's great support in those terrible days. He was young +and hopeful. Also he had money. Peter could not afford to grease the +machinery of the police service; McLean could and did. In Berlin Harmony +could not have remained hidden for two days. In Vienna, however, it +was different. Returns were made to the department, but irregularly. +An American music student was missing. There were thousands of American +music students in the city: one fell over them in the coffee-houses. +McLean offered a reward and followed up innumerable music students. + +The alternating hope and despair was most trying. Peter became old and +haggard; the boy grew thin and white. But there was this difference, +that with Peter the strain was cumulative, hour on hour, day on day. +With McLean each night found him worn and exhausted, but each following +morning he went to work with renewed strength and energy. Perhaps, after +all, the iron had not struck so deep into his soul. With Peter it was a +life-and-death matter. + +Clinics and lectures had begun again, but he had no heart for work. The +little household went on methodically. Marie remained; there had seemed +nothing else to do. She cooked Peter's food--what little he would eat; +she nursed Jimmy while Peter was out on the long search; and she kept +the apartment neat. She was never intrusive, never talkative. Indeed, +she seemed to have lapsed into definite silence. She deferred absolutely +to Peter, adored him, indeed, from afar. She never ate with him, in +spite of his protests. + +The little apartment was very quiet. Where formerly had been music and +Harmony's soft laughter, where Anna Gates had been wont to argue with +Peter in loud, incisive tones, where even the prisms of the chandelier +had once vibrated in response to Harmony's violin, almost absolute +silence now reigned. Even the gate, having been repaired, no longer +creaked, and the loud altercations between the Portier and his wife had +been silenced out of deference to the sick child. + +On the day that Harmony, in the gold dress, had discovered Jimmy's +mother in the American dancer Peter had had an unusually bad day. McLean +had sent him a note by messenger early in the morning, to the effect +that a young girl answering Harmony's description had been seen in the +park at Schonbrunn and traced to an apartment near by. + +Harmony had liked Schonbrunn, and it seemed possible. They had gone out +together, McLean optimistic, Peter afraid to hope. And it had been as he +feared--a pretty little violin student, indeed, who had been washing her +hair, and only opened the door an inch or two. + +McLean made a lame apology, Peter too sick with disappointment to speak. +Then back to the city again. + +He had taken to making a daily round, to the master's, to the Frau +Professor Bergmeister's, along the Graben and the Karntnerstrasse, +ending up at the Doctors' Club in the faint hope of a letter. Wrath +still smouldered deep in Peter; he would not enter a room at the club +if Mrs. Boyer sat within. He had had a long hour with Dr. Jennings, +and left that cheerful person writhing in abasement. And he had held +a stormy interview with the Frau Schwarz, which left her humble for +a week, and exceedingly nervous, being of the impression from Peter's +manner that in the event of Harmony not turning up an American gunboat +would sail up the right arm of the Danube and bombard the Pension +Schwarz. + +Schonbrunn having failed them, McLean and, Peter went back to the city +in the street-car, neither one saying much. Even McLean's elasticity was +deserting him. His eyes, from much peering into crowds, had taken on a +strained, concentrated look. + +Peter was shabbier than ever beside the other man's ultrafashionable +dress. He sat, bent forward, his long arms dangling between his knees, +his head down. Their common trouble had drawn the two together, or had +drawn McLean close to Peter, as if he recognized that there were degrees +in grief and that Peter had received almost a death-wound. His old +rage at Peter had died. Harmony's flight had proved the situation as no +amount of protestation would have done. The thing now was to find the +girl; then he and Peter would start even, and the battle to the best +man. + +They had the car almost to themselves. Peter had not spoken since he sat +down. McLean was busy over a notebook, in which he jotted down from day +to day such details of their search as might be worth keeping. Now and +then he glanced at Peter as if he wished to say something, hesitated, +fell to work again over the notebook. Finally he ventured. + +"How's the boy?" + +"Not so well to-day. I'm having a couple of men in to see him to-night. +He doesn't sleep." + +"Do you sleep?" + +"Not much. He's on my mind, of course." + +That and other things, Peter. + +"Don't you think--wouldn't it be better to have a nurse. You can't go +like this all day and be up all night, you know. And Marie has him most +of the day." McLean, of course, had known Marie before. "The boy ought +to have a nurse, I think." + +"He doesn't move without my hearing him." + +"That's an argument for me. Do you want to get sick?" + +Peter turned a white face toward McLean, a face in which exasperation +struggled with fatigue. + +"Good Lord, boy," he rasped, "don't you suppose I'd have a nurse if I +could afford it?" + +"Would you let me help? I'd like to do something. I'm a useless cub in +a sick-room, but I could do that. Who's the woman he liked in the +hospital?" + +"Nurse Elisabet. I don't know, Mac. There's no reason why I shouldn't +let you help, I suppose. It hurts, of course, but--if he would be +happier--" + +"That's settled, then," said McLean. "Nurse Elisabet, if she can come. +And--look here, old man. I 've been trying to say this for a week and +haven't had the nerve. Let me help you out for a while. You can send it +back when you get it, any time, a year or ten years. I'll not miss it." + +But Peter refused. He tempered the refusal in his kindly way. + +"I can't take anything now," he said. "But I'll remember it, and if +things get very bad I'll come to you. It isn't costing much to live. +Marie is a good manager, almost as good as--Harmony was." This with +difficulty. He found it always hard to speak of Harmony. His throat +seemed to close on the name. + +That was the best McLean could do, but he made a mental reservation to +see Marie that night and slip her a little money. Peter need never know, +would never notice. + +At a cross-street the car stopped, and the little Bulgarian, Georgiev, +got on. He inspected the car carefully before he came in from the +platform, and sat down unobtrusively in a corner. Things were not going +well with him either. His small black eyes darted from face to face +suspiciously, until they came to a rest on Peter. + +It was Georgiev's business to read men. Quickly he put together the bits +he had gathered from Harmony on the staircase, added to them Peter's +despondent attitude, his strained face, the abstraction which required a +touch on the arm from his companion when they reached their destination, +recalled Peter outside the door of Harmony's room in the Pension +Schwarz--and built him a little story that was not far from the truth. + +Peter left the car without seeing him. It was the hour of the promenade, +when the Ring and the larger business streets were full of people, +when Demel's was thronged with pretty women eating American ices, with +military men drinking tea and nibbling Austrian pastry, the hour when +the flower women along the Stephansplatz did a rousing business in +roses, when sterile women burned candles before the Madonna in the +Cathedral, when the lottery did the record business of the day. + +It was Peter's forlorn hope that somewhere among the crowd he might +happen on Harmony. For some reason he thought of her always as in a +crowd, with people close, touching her, men staring at her, following +her. He had spent a frightful night in the Opera, scanning seat after +seat, not so much because he hoped to find her as because inaction was +intolerable. + +And so, on that afternoon, he made his slow progress along the +Karntnerstrasse, halting now and then to scrutinize the crowd. He even +peered through the doors of shops here and there, hoping while he feared +that the girl might be seeking employment within, as she had before in +the early days of the winter. + +Because of his stature and powerful physique, and perhaps, too, because +of the wretchedness in his eyes, people noticed him. There was one place +where Peter lingered, where a new building was being erected, and where +because of the narrowness of the passage the dense crowd was thinned as +it passed. He stood by choice outside a hairdresser's window, where a +brilliant light shone on each face that passed. + +Inside the clerks had noticed him. Two of them standing together by the +desk spoke of him: "He is there again, the gray man!" + +"Ah, so! But, yes, there is his back!" + +"Poor one, it is the Fraulein Engel he waits to see, perhaps." + +"More likely Le Grande, the American. He is American." + +"He is Russian. Look at his size." + +"But his shoes!" triumphantly. "They are American, little one." + +The third girl had not spoken; she was wrapping in tissue a great golden +rose made for the hair. She placed it in a box carefully. + +"I think he is of the police," she said, "or a spy. There is much talk +of war." + +"Foolishness! Does a police officer sigh always? Or a spy have such +sadness in his face? And he grows thin and white." + +"The rose, Fraulein." + +The clerk who had wrapped up the flower held it out to the customer. +The customer, however, was not looking. She was gazing with strange +intentness at the back of a worn gray overcoat. Then with a curious +clutch at her heart she went white. Harmony, of course, Harmony come to +fetch the golden rose that was to complete Le Grande's costume. + +She recovered almost at once and made an excuse to leave by another +exit. + +She took a final look at the gray sleeve that was all she could see of +Peter, who had shifted a bit, and stumbled out into the crowd, walking +along with her lip trembling under her veil, and with the slow and +steady ache at her heart that she had thought she had stilled for good. + +It had never occurred to Harmony that Peter loved her. He had proposed +to her twice, but that had been in each case to solve a difficulty for +her. And once he had taken her in his arms, but that was different. Even +then he had not said he loved her--had not even known it, to be exact. +Nor had Harmony realized what Peter meant to her until she had put him +out of her life. + +The sight of the familiar gray coat, the scrap of conversation, so +enlightening as to poor Peter's quest, that Peter was growing thin and +white, made her almost reel. She had been too occupied with her own +position to realize Peter's. With the glimpse of him came a great +longing for the house on the Siebensternstrasse, for Jimmy's arms about +her neck, for the salon with the lamp lighted and the sleet beating +harmlessly against the casement windows, for the little kitchen with the +brick stove, for Peter. + +Doubts of the wisdom of her course assailed her. But to go back meant, +at the best, adding to Peter's burden of Jimmy and Marie, meant the +old situation again, too, for Marie most certainly did not add to the +respectability of the establishment. And other doubts assailed her. What +if Jimmy were not so well, should die, as was possible, and she had not +let his mother see him! + +Monia Reiff was very busy that day. Harmony did not leave the workroom +until eight o'clock. During all that time, while her slim fingers worked +over fragile laces and soft chiffons, she was seeing Jimmy as she had +seen him last, with the flower fairies on his pillow, and Peter, keeping +watch over the crowd in the Karntnerstrasse, looking with his steady +eyes for her. + +No part of the city was safe for a young girl after night, she knew; the +sixteenth district was no better than the rest, rather worse in places. +But the longing to see the house on the Siebensternstrasse grew on her, +became from an ache a sharp and insistent pain. She must go, must see +once again the comfortable glow of Peter's lamp, the flicker that was +the fire. + +She ate no supper. She was too tired to eat, and there was the pain. She +put on her wraps and crept down the whitewashed staircase. + +The paved courtyard below was to be crossed and it was poorly lighted. +She achieved the street, however, without molestation. To the street-car +was only a block, but during that block she was accosted twice. She was +white and frightened when she reached the car. + +The Siebensternstrasse at last. The street was always dark; the +delicatessen shop was closed, but in the wild-game store next a light +was burning low, and a flame flickered before the little shrine over the +money drawer. The gameseller was a religious man. + +The old stucco house dominated the neighborhood. From the time she left +the car Harmony saw it, its long flat roof black against the dark sky, +its rows of unlighted windows, its long wall broken in the center by +the gate. Now from across the street its whole facade lay before her. +Peter's lamp was not lighted, but there was a glow of soft firelight +from the salon windows. The light was not regular--it disappeared at +regular intervals, was blotted out. Harmony knew what that meant. Some +one beyond range of where she stood was pacing the floor, back and +forward, back and forward. When he was worried or anxious Peter always +paced the door. + +She did not know how long she stood there. One of the soft rains was +falling, or more accurately, condensing. The saturated air was hardly +cold. She stood on the pavement unmolested, while the glow died lower +and lower, until at last it was impossible to trace the pacing figure. +No one came to any of the windows. The little lamp before the shrine in +the wild-game shop burned itself out; the Portier across the way came to +the door, glanced up at the sky and went in. Harmony heard the rattle of +the chain as it was stretched across the door inside. + +Not all the windows of the suite opened on the street. Jimmy's +windows--and Peter's--opened toward the back of the house, where in +a brick-paved courtyard the wife of the Portier hung her washing, and +where the Portier himself kept a hutch of rabbits. A wild and reckless +desire to see at least the light from the child's room possessed +Harmony. Even the light would be something; to go like this, to carry +with her only the memory of a dark looming house without cheer was +unthinkable. The gate was never locked. If she but went into the garden +and round by the spruce tree to the back of the house, it would be +something. + +She knew the garden quite well. Even the darkness had no horror for +her. Little Scatchy had had a habit of leaving various articles on her +window-sill and of instigating searches for them at untimely hours +of night. Once they had found her hairbrush in the rabbit hutch! So +Harmony, ashamed but unalarmed, made her way by the big spruce to the +corner of the old lodge and thus to the courtyard. + +Ah, this was better! Lights all along the apartment floor and moving +shadows; on Jimmy's window-sill a jar of milk. And voices--some one was +singing. + +Peter was singing, droning softly, as one who puts a drowsy child to +sleep. Slower and slower, softer and softer, over and over, the little +song Harmony had been wont to sing:-- + +"Ah well! For us all some sweet hope lies Deeply buried from human +eyes. And in the--hereafter--angels may + + Roll--the--stone--from--its--grave--away." + +Slower and slower, softer and softer, until it died away altogether. +Peter, in his old dressing-gown, came to the window and turned down +the gaslight beside it to a blue point. Harmony did not breathe. For a +minute, two minutes, he stood there looking out. Far off the twin clocks +of the Votivkirche struck the hour. All about lay the lights of the old +city, so very old, so wise, so cunning, so cold. + +Peter stood looking out, as he had each night since Harmony went away. +Each night he sang the boy to sleep, turned down the light and stood +by the window. And each night he whispered to the city that sheltered +Harmony somewhere, what he had whispered to the little sweater coat the +night before he went away:-- + +"Good-night, dear. Good-night, Harmony." + +The rabbits stirred uneasily in the hutch; a passing gust shook the +great tree overhead and sent down a sharp shower on to the bricks below. +Peter struck a match and lit his pipe; the flickering light illuminated +his face, his rough hair, his steady eyes. + +"Good-night, Peter," whispered Harmony. "Good-night, dear." + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Walter Stewart had made an uncomplicated recovery, helped along by +relief at the turn events had taken. In a few days he was going about +again, weak naturally, rather handsomer than before because a little +less florid. But the week's confinement had given him an opportunity to +think over many things. Peter had set him thinking, on the day when he +had packed up the last of Marie's small belongings and sent them down to +Vienna. + +Stewart, lying in bed, had watched him. "Just how much talk do you +suppose this has made, Byrne?" he asked. + +"Haven't an idea. Some probably. The people in the Russian villa saw it, +you know." + +Stewart's brows contracted. + +"Damnation! Then the hotel has it, of course!" + +"Probably." + +Stewart groaned. Peter closed Marie's American trunk of which she had +been so proud, and coming over looked down at the injured man. + +"Don't you think you'd better tell the girl all about it?" + +"No," doggedly. + +"I know, of course, it wouldn't be easy, but--you can't get away with +it, Stewart. That's one way of looking at it. There's another." + +"What's that?" + +"Starting with a clean slate. If she's the sort you want to marry, and +not a prude, she'll understand, not at first, but after she gets used to +it." + +"She wouldn't understand in a thousand years." + +"Then you'd better not marry her. You know, Stewart, I have an idea +that women imagine a good many pretty rotten things about us, anyhow. +A sensible girl would rather know the truth and be done with it. What a +man has done with his life before a girl--the right girl--comes into +it isn't a personal injury to her, since she wasn't a part of his life +then. You know what I mean. But she has a right to know it before she +chooses." + +"How many would choose under those circumstances?" he jibed. + +Peter smiled. "Quite a few," he said cheerfully. "It's a wrong system, +of course; but we can get a little truth out of it." + +"You can't get away with it" stuck in Stewart's mind for several days. +It was the one thing Peter said that did stick. And before Stewart had +recovered enough to be up and about he had made up his mind to tell +Anita. In his mind he made quite a case for himself; he argued the +affair against his conscience and came out victorious. + +Anita's party had broken up. The winter sports did not compare, they +complained, with St. Moritz. They disliked German cooking. Into the +bargain the weather was not good; the night's snows turned soft by +midday; and the crowds that began to throng the hotels were solid +citizens, not the fashionables of the Riviera. Anita's arm forbade her +traveling. In the reassembling of the party she went to the Kurhaus in +the valley below the pension with one of the women who wished to take +the baths. + +It was to the Kurhaus, then, that Stewart made his first excursion after +the accident. He went to dinner. Part of the chaperon's treatment called +for an early retiring hour, which was highly as he had wished it and +rather unnerving after all. A man may decide that a dose of poison is +the remedy for all his troubles, but he does not approach his hour with +any hilarity. Stewart was a stupid dinner guest, ate very little, and +looked haggard beyond belief when the hour came for the older woman to +leave. + +He did not lack courage however. It was his great asset, physical and +mental rather than moral, but courage nevertheless. The evening was +quiet, and they elected to sit on the balcony outside Anita's sitting +room, the girl swathed in white furs and leaning back in her steamer +chair. + +Below lay the terrace of the Kurhaus, edged with evergreen trees. Beyond +and far below that was the mountain village, a few scattered houses +along a frozen stream. The townspeople retired early; light after light +was extinguished, until only one in the priest's house remained. A train +crept out of one tunnel and into another, like a glowing worm crawling +from burrow to burrow. + +The girl felt a change in Stewart. During the weeks he had known her +there had been a curious restraint in his manner to her. There were +times when an avowal seemed to tremble on his lips, when his eyes looked +into hers with the look no women ever mistakes; the next moment he would +glance away, his face would harden. They were miles apart. And perhaps +the situation had piqued the girl. Certainly it had lost nothing for her +by its unusualness. + +To-night there was a difference in the man. His eyes met hers squarely, +without evasion, but with a new quality, a searching, perhaps, for +something in her to give him courage. The girl had character, more than +ordinary decision. It was what Stewart admired in her most, and the +thing, of course, that the little Marie had lacked. Moreover, Anita, +barely twenty, was a woman, not a young girl. Her knowledge of the +world, not so deep as Marie's, was more comprehensive. Where Marie would +have been merciful, Anita would be just, unless she cared for him. In +that case she might be less than just, or more. + +Anita in daylight was a pretty young woman, rather incisive of speech, +very intelligent, having a wit without malice, charming to look at, +keenly alive. Anita in the dusk of the balcony, waiting to hear she knew +not what, was a judicial white goddess, formidably still, frightfully +potential. Stewart, who had embraced many women, did not dare a finger +on her arm. + +He had decided on a way to tell the girl the story--a preamble about his +upbringing, which had been indifferent, his struggle to get to Vienna, +his loneliness there, all leading with inevitable steps to Marie. From +that, if she did not utterly shrink from him, to his love for her. + +It was his big hour, that hour on the balcony. He was reaching, through +love, heights of honesty he had never scaled before. But as a matter of +fact he reversed utterly his order of procedure. The situation got him, +this first evening absolutely alone with her. That and her nearness, and +the pathos of her bandaged, useless arm. Still he had not touched her. + +The thing he was trying to do was more difficult for that. General +credulity to the contrary, men do not often make spoken love first. How +many men propose marriage to their women across the drawing-room or from +chair to chair? Absurd! The eyes speak first, then the arms, the lips +last. The woman is in his arms before he tells his love. It is by her +response that he gauges his chances and speaks of marriage. Actually the +thing is already settled; tardy speech only follows on swift instinct. +Stewart, wooing as men woo, would have taken the girl's hand, gained +an encouragement from it, ventured to kiss it, perhaps, and finding no +rebuff would then and there have crushed her to him; What need of words? +They would follow in due time, not to make a situation but to clarify +it. + +But he could not woo as men woo. The barrier of his own weakness stood +between them and must be painfully taken down. + +"I'm afraid this is stupid for you," said Anita out of the silence. +"Would you like to go to the music-room?" + +"God forbid. I was thinking." + +"Of what?" Encouragement this, surely. + +"I was thinking how you had come into my life, and stirred it up." + +"Really? I?" + +"You know that." + +"How did I stir it up?" + +"That's hardly the way I meant to put it. You've changed everything for +me. I care for you--a very great deal." + +He was still carefully in hand, his voice steady. And still he did not +touch her. Other men had made love to her, but never in this fashion, or +was he making love? + +"I'm very glad you like me." + +"Like you!" Almost out of hand that time. The thrill in his voice was +unmistakable. "It's much more than that, Anita, so much more that I'm +going to try to do a hideously hard thing. Will you help a little?" + +"Yes, if I can." She was stirred, too, and rather frightened. + +Stewart drew his chair nearer to her and sat forward, his face set and +dogged. + +"Have you any idea how you were hurt? Or why?" + +"No. There's a certain proportion of accidents that occur at all these +places, isn't there?" + +"This was not an accident." + +"No?" + +"The branch of a tree was thrown out in front of the sled to send us +over the bank. It was murder, if intention is crime." + +After a brief silence-- + +"Somebody who wished to kill you, or me?" + +"Both of us, I believe. It was done by a woman--a girl, Anita. A girl I +had been living with." + +A brutal way to tell her, no doubt, but admirably courageous. For he was +quivering with dread when he said it--the courage of the man who faces +a cannon. And here, where a less-poised woman would have broken into +speech, Anita took the refuge of her kind and was silent. Stewart +watched her as best he could in the darkness, trying to gather further +courage to go on. He could not see her face, but her fingers, touching +the edge of the chair, quivered. + +"May I tell you the rest?" + +"I don't think I want to hear it." + +"Are you going to condemn me unheard?" + +"There isn't anything you can say against the fact?" + +But there was much to say, and sitting there in the darkness he made +his plea. He made no attempt to put his case. He told what had happened +simply; he told of his loneliness and discomfort. And he emphasized the +lack of sentiment that prompted the arrangement. + +Anita spoke then for the first time: "And when you tried to terminate it +she attempted to kill you!" + +"I was acting the beast. I brought her up here, and then neglected her +for you." + +"Then it was hardly only a business arrangement for her." + +"It was at first. I never dreamed of any thing else. I swear that, +Anita. But lately, in the last month or two, she--I suppose I should +have seen that she--" + +"That she had fallen in love with you. How old is she?" + +"Nineteen." + +A sudden memory came to Anita, of a slim young girl, who had watched her +with wide, almost childish eyes. + +"Then it was she who was in the compartment with you on the train coming +up?" + +"Yes." + +"Where is she now?" + +"In Vienna. I have not heard from her. Byrne, the chap who came up +to see me after the--after the accident, sent her away. I think he's +looking after her. I haven't heard from him." + +"Why did you tell me all this?" + +"Because I love you, Anita. I want you to marry me." + +"What! After that?" + +"That, or something similar, is in many men's lives. They don't tell it, +that's the difference. I 'm not taking any credit for telling you this. +I'm ashamed to the bottom of my soul, and when I look at your bandaged +arm I'm suicidal. Peter Byrne urged me to tell you. He said I couldn't +get away with it; some time or other it would come out. Then he said +something else. He said you'd probably understand, and that if you +married me it was better to start with a clean slate." + +No love, no passion in the interview now. A clear statement of fact, an +offer--his past against hers, his future with hers. Her hand was steady +now. The light in the priest's house had been extinguished. The chill of +the mountain night penetrated Anita's white furs; and set her--or was it +the chill?--to shivering. + +"If I had not told you, would you have married me?" + +"I think so. I'll be honest, too. Yes." + +"I am the same man you would have married. Only--more honest." + +"I cannot argue about it. I am tired and cold." + +Stewart glanced across the valley to where the cluster of villas hugged +the mountain-side There was a light in his room; outside was the little +balcony where Marie had leaned against the railing and looked down, +down. Some of the arrogance of his new virtue left the man. He was +suddenly humbled. For the first time he realized a part of what Marie +had endured in that small room where the light burned. + +"Poor little Marie!" he said softly. + +The involuntary exclamation did more for him than any plea he could have +made. Anita rose and held out her hand. + +"Go and see her," she said quietly. "You owe her that. We'll be leaving +here in a day or so and I'll not see you again. But you've been honest, +and I will be honest, too. I--I cared a great deal, too." + +"And this has killed it?" + +"I hardly comprehend it yet. I shall have to have time to think." + +"But if you are going away--I'm afraid to leave you. You'll think this +thing over, alone, and all the rules of life you've been taught will +come--" + +"Please, I must think. I will write you, I promise." + +He caught her hand and crushed it between both of his. + +"I suppose you would rather I did not kiss you?" humbly. + +"I do not want you to kiss me." + +He released her hand and stood looking down at her in the darkness. If +he could only have crushed her to him, made her feel the security of his +love, of his sheltering arms! But the barrier of his own building was +between them. His voice was husky. + +"I want you to try to remember, past what I have told you, to the thing +that concerns us both--I love you. I never loved the other woman. I +never pretended I loved her. And there will be nothing more like that." + +"I shall try to remember." + +Anita left Semmering the next day, against the protests of the doctor +and the pleadings of the chaperon. She did not see Stewart again. But +before she left, with the luggage gone and the fiacre at the door, she +went out on the terrace, and looked across to the Villa Waldheim, rising +from among its clustering trees. Although it was too far to be certain, +she thought she saw the figure of a man on the little balcony standing +with folded arms, gazing across the valley to the Kurhaus. + +Having promised to see Marie, Stewart proceeded to carry out his promise +in his direct fashion. He left Semmering the evening of the following +day, for Vienna. The strain of the confession was over, but he was a +victim of sickening dread. To one thing only he dared to pin his hopes. +Anita had said she cared, cared a great deal. And, after all, what else +mattered? The story had been a jolt, he told himself. Girls were full of +queer ideas of right and wrong, bless them! But she cared. She cared! + +He arrived in Vienna at nine o'clock that night. The imminence of +his interview with Marie hung over him like a cloud. He ate a hurried +supper, and calling up the Doctors' Club by telephone found Peter's +address in the Siebensternstrasse. He had no idea, of course, that Marie +was there. He wanted to see Peter to learn where Marie had taken refuge, +and incidentally to get from Peter a fresh supply of moral courage for +the interview. For he needed courage. In vain on the journey down had he +clothed himself in armor of wrath against the girl; the very compartment +in the train provoked softened memories of her. Here they had bought a +luncheon, there Marie had first seen the Rax. Again at this station she +had curled up and put her head on his shoulder for a nap. Ah, but again, +at this part of the journey he had first seen Anita! + +He took a car to the Siebensternstrasse. His idea of Peter's manner +of living those days was exceedingly vague. He had respected Peter's +reticence, after the manner of men with each other. Peter had once +mentioned a boy he was looking after, in excuse for leaving so soon +after the accident. That was all. + +The house on the Siebensternstrasse loomed large and unlighted. The +street was dark, and it was only after a search that Stewart found the +gate. Even then he lost the path, and found himself among a group of +trees, to touch the lowest branches of any of which resulted in a shower +of raindrops. To add to his discomfort some one was walking in the +garden, coming toward him with light, almost stealthy steps. + +Stewart by his tree stood still, waiting. The steps approached, were +very close, were beside him. So intense was the darkness that even then +all he saw was a blacker shadow, and that was visible only because it +moved. Then a hand touched his arm, stopped as if paralyzed, drew back +slowly, fearfully. + +"Good Heavens!" said poor Harmony faintly. + +"Please don't be alarmed. I have lost the path." Stewart's voice was +almost equally nervous. "Is it to the right or the left?" + +It was a moment before Harmony had breath to speak. Then:-- + +"To the right a dozen paces or so." + +"Thank you. Perhaps I can help you to find it." + +"I know it quite well. Please don't bother." + +The whole situation was so unexpected that only then did it dawn on +Stewart that this blacker shadow was a countrywoman speaking God's own +language. Together, Harmony a foot or so in advance, they made the path. + +"The house is there. Ring hard, the bell is out of order." + +"Are you not coming in?" + +"No. I--I do not live here." + +She must have gone just after that. Stewart, glancing at the dark facade +of the house, turned round to find her gone, and a moment later heard +the closing of the gate. He was bewildered. What sort of curious place +was this, a great looming house that concealed in its garden a fugitive +American girl who came and went like a shadow, leaving only the memory +of a sweet voice strained with fright? + +Stewart was full of his encounter as he took the candle the Portier +gave him and followed the gentleman's gruff directions up the staircase. +Peter admitted him, looking a trifle uneasy, as well he might with Marie +in the salon. + +Stewart was too preoccupied to notice Peter's expression. He shook the +rain off his hat, smiling. + +"How are you?" asked Peter dutifully. + +"Pretty good, except for a headache when I'm tired. What sort of a place +have you got here anyhow, Byrne?" + +"Old hunting-lodge of Maria Theresa," replied Peter, still preoccupied +with Marie and what was coming. "Rather interesting old place." + +"Rather," commented Stewart, "with goddesses in the garden and all the +usual stunts." + +"Goddesses?" + +"Ran into one just now among the trees. 'A woman I forswore, but thou +being a goddess I forswore not thee.' English-speaking goddess, by +George!" + +Peter was staring at him incredulously; now he bent forward and grasped +his arm in fingers of steel. + +"For Heaven's sake, Stewart, tell me what you mean! Who was in the +garden?" + +Stewart was amused and interested. It was not for him to belittle a +situation of his own making, an incident of his own telling. + +"I lost my way in your garden, wandered among the trees, broke through a +hedgerow or two, struck a match and consulted the compass--" + +Peter's fingers closed. + +"Quick," he said. + +Stewart's manner lost its jauntiness. + +"There was a girl there," he said shortly. "Couldn't see her. She spoke +English. Said she didn't live here, and broke for the gate the minute I +got to the path." + +"You didn't see her?" + +"No. Nice voice, though. Young." + +The next moment he was alone. Peter in his dressing-gown was running +down the staircase to the lower floor, was shouting to the Portier to +unlock the door, was a madman in everything but purpose. The Portier let +him out and returned to the bedroom. + +"The boy above is worse," he said briefly. "A strange doctor has just +come, and but now the Herr Doktor Byrne runs to the drug store." + +The Portier's wife shrugged her shoulders even while tears filled her +eyes. + +"What can one expect?" she demanded. "The good Herr Gott has forbidden +theft and Rosa says the boy was stolen. Also the druggist has gone to +visit his wife's mother." + +"Perhaps I may be of service; I shall go up." + +"And see for a moment that hussy of the streets! Remain here. I shall +go." + +Slowly and ponderously she climbed the stairs. + +Stewart, left alone, wandered along the dim corridor. He found Peter's +excitement rather amusing. So this was where Peter lived, an old house, +isolated in a garden where rambled young women with soft voices. Hello, +a youngster asleep! The boy, no doubt. + +He wandered on toward the lighted door of the salon and Marie. The place +was warm and comfortable, but over it all hung the indescribable odor of +drugs that meant illness. He remembered that the boy was frail. + +Marie turned as he stopped in the salon doorway, and then rose, +white-faced. Across the wide spaces of the room they eyed each other. +Marie's crisis had come. Like all crises it was bigger than speech. It +was after a distinct pause that she spoke. + +"Hast thou brought the police?" + +Curiously human, curiously masculine at least was Stewart's mental +condition at that moment. He had never loved the girl; it was with +tremendous relief he had put her out of his life. And yet-- + +"So it's old Peter now, is it?" + +"No, no, not that, Walter. He has given me shelter, that is all. I swear +it. I look after the boy." + +"Who else is here?" + +"No one else; but--" + +"Tell that rot to some one who does not know you." + +"It is true. He never even looks at me. I am wicked, but I do not lie." +There was a catch of hope in her voice. Marie knew men somewhat, but she +still cherished the feminine belief that jealousy is love, whereas it is +only injured pride. She took a step toward him. "Walter, I am sorry. Do +you hate me?" She had dropped the familiar "thou." + +Stewart crossed the room until only Peter's table and lamp stood between +them. + +"I didn't mean to be brutal," he said, rather largely, entirely +conscious of his own magnanimity. "It was pretty bad up there and I +know it. I don't hate you, of course. That's hardly possible +after--everything." + +"You--would take me back?" + +"No. It's over, Marie. I wanted to know where you were, that's all; to +see that you were comfortable and not frightened. You're a silly child +to think of the police." + +Marie put a hand to her throat. + +"It is the American, of course." + +"Yes." + +She staggered a trifle, recovered, threw up her head. "Then I wish I had +killed her!" + +No man ever violently resents the passionate hate of one woman for her +rival in his affections. Stewart, finding the situation in hand and +Marie only feebly formidable, was rather amused and flattered by the +honest fury in her voice. The mouse was under his paw; he would play a +bit. "You'll get over feeling that way, kid. You don't really love me." + +"You were my God, that is all." + +"Will you let me help you--money, I mean?" + +"Keep it for her." + +"Peter will be here in a minute." He bent over the table and eyed her +with his old, half-bullying, half-playful manner. "Come round here and +kiss me for old times." + +"No!" + +"Come." + +She stood stubbornly still, and Stewart, still smiling, took a step or +two toward her. Then he stopped, ceased smiling, drew himself up. + +"You are quite right and I'm a rotter." Marie's English did not +comprehend "rotter," but she knew the tone. "Listen, Marie, I've told +the other girl, and there's a chance for me, anyhow. Some day she may +marry me. She asked me to see you." + +"I do not wish her pity." + +"You are wasting your life here. You cannot marry, you say, without a +dot. There is a chance in America for a clever girl. You are clever, +little Marie. The first money I can spare I'll send you--if you'll take +it. It's all I can do." + +This was a new Stewart, a man she had never known. Marie recoiled from +him, eyed him nervously, sought in her childish mind for an explanation. +When at last she understood that he was sincere, she broke down. +Stewart, playing a new part and raw in it, found the situation +irritating. But Marie's tears were not entirely bitter. Back of them her +busy young mind was weaving a new warp of life, with all of America for +its loom. Hope that had died lived again. Before her already lay that +great country where women might labor and live by the fruit of their +labor, where her tawdry past would be buried in the center of distant +Europe. New life beckoned to the little Marie that night in the old +salon of Maria Theresa, beckoned to her as it called to Stewart, +opportunity to one, love and work to the other. To America! + +"I will go," she said at last simply. "And I will not trouble you +there." + +"Good!" Stewart held out his hand and Marie took it. With a quick +gesture she held it to her cheek, dropped it. + +Peter came back half an hour later, downcast but not hopeless. He had +not found Harmony, but life was not all gray. She was well, still in +Vienna, and--she had come back! She had cared then enough to come back. +To-morrow he would commence again, would comb the city fine, and when +he had found her he would bring her back, the wanderer, to a marvelous +welcome. + +He found Stewart gone, and Marie feverishly overhauling her few +belongings by the salon lamp. She turned to him a face still stained +with tears but radiant with hope. + +"Peter," she said gravely, "I must prepare my outfit. I go to America." + +"With Stewart?" + +"Alone, Peter, to work, to be very good, to be something. I am very +happy, although--Peter, may I kiss you?" + +"Certainly," said Peter, and took her caress gravely, patting her thin +shoulder. His thoughts were in the garden with Harmony, who had cared +enough to come back. + +"Life," said Peter soberly, "life is just one damned thing after +another, isn't it?" + +But Marie was anxiously examining the hem of a skirt. + +The letter from Anita reached Stewart the following morning. She said:-- + +"I have been thinking things over, Walter, and I am going to hurt you +very much--but not, believe me, without hurting myself. Perhaps my +uppermost thought just now is that I am disappointing you, that I am not +so big as you thought I would be. For now, in this final letter, I can +tell you how much I cared. Oh, my dear, I did care! + +"But I will not marry you. And when this reaches you I shall have gone +very quietly out of your life. I find that such philosophy as I have +does not support me to-night, that all my little rules of life are +inadequate. Individual liberty was one--but there is no liberty of the +individual. Life--other lives--press too closely. You, living your life +as seemed best and easiest, and carrying down with you into shipwreck +the little Marie and--myself! + +"For, face to face with the fact, I cannot accept it, Walter. It is not +only a question of my past against yours. It is of steady revolt +and loathing of the whole thing; not the flash of protest before one +succumbs to the inevitable, but a deep-seated hatred that is a part of +me and that would never forget. + +"You say that you are the same man I would have married, only more +honest for concealing nothing. But--and forgive me this, it insists on +coming up in my mind--were you honest, really? You told me, and it took +courage, but wasn't it partly fear? What motive is unmixed? Honesty--and +fear, Walter. You were preparing against a contingency, although you may +not admit this to yourself. + +"I am not passing judgment on you. God forbid that I should! I am only +trying to show you what is in my mind, and that this break is final. The +revolt is in myself, against something sordid and horrible which I will +not take into my life. And for that reason time will make no difference. + +"I am not a child, and I am not unreasonable. But I ask a great deal of +this life of mine that stretches ahead, Walter--home and children, the +love of a good man, the fulfillment of my ideals. And you ask me to +start with a handicap. I cannot do it. I know you are resentful, but--I +know that you understand. + +"ANITA." + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +The little Georgiev was in trouble those days. The Balkan engine was +threatening to explode, but continued to gather steam, with Bulgaria +sitting on the safety-valve. Austria was mobilizing troops, and there +were long conferences in the Burg between the Emperor and various +bearded gentlemen, while the military prayed in the churches for war. + +The little Georgiev hardly ate or slept. Much hammering went on all day +in the small room below Harmony's on the Wollbadgasse. At night, +when the man in the green velours hat took a little sleep, mysterious +packages were carried down the whitewashed staircase and loaded into +wagons waiting below. Once on her window-sill Harmony found among the +pigeons a carrier pigeon with a brass tube fastened to its leg. + +On the morning after Harmony's flight from the garden in the Street +of Seven Stars, she received a visit from Georgiev. She had put in +a sleepless night, full of heart-searching. She charged herself with +cowardice in running away from Peter and Jimmy when they needed her, and +in going back like a thief the night before. The conviction that the boy +was not so well brought with it additional introspection--her sacrifice +seemed useless, almost childish. She had fled because two men thought +it necessary, in order to save her reputation, to marry her; and she +did not wish to marry. Marriage was fatal to the career she had promised +herself, had been promised. But this career, for which she had given up +everything else--would she find it in the workroom of a dressmaker? + +Ah, but there was more to it than that. Suppose--how her cheeks burned +when she thought of it!--suppose she had taken Peter at his word and +married him? What about Peter's career? Was there any way by which +Peter's poverty for one would be comfort for two? Was there any +reason why Peter, with his splendid ability, should settle down to the +hack-work of general practice, the very slough out of which he had so +painfully climbed? + +Either of two things--go back to Peter, but not to marry him, or stay +where she was. How she longed to go back only Harmony knew. There in +the little room, with only the pigeons to see, she held out her arms +longingly. "Peter!" she said. "Peter, dear!" + +She decided, of course, to stay where she was, a burden to no one. +The instinct of the young girl to preserve her good name at any cost +outweighed the vision of Peter at the window, haggard and tired, looking +out. It was Harmony's chance, perhaps, to do a big thing; to prove +herself bigger than her fears, stronger than convention. But she was +young, bewildered, afraid. And there was this element, stronger than +any of the others--Peter had never told her he loved her. To go back, +throwing herself again on his mercy, was unthinkable. On his love--that +was different. But what if he did not love her? He had been good to her; +but then Peter was good to every one. + +There was something else. If the boy was worse what about his mother? +Whatever she was or had been, she was his mother. Suppose he were to die +and his mother not see him? Harmony's sense of fairness rebelled. In the +small community at home mother was sacred, her claims insistent. + +It was very early, hardly more than dawn. The pigeons cooed on the sill; +over the ridge of the church roof, across, a luminous strip foretold the +sun. An oxcart, laden with vegetables for the market, lumbered along the +streets. Puzzled and unhappy, Harmony rose and lighted her fire, drew on +her slippers and the faded silk kimono with the pink butterflies. + +In the next room the dressmaker still slept, dreaming early morning +dreams of lazy apprentices, overdue bills, complaining customers. + +Harmony moved lightly not to disturb her. She set her room in order, fed +the pigeons,--it was then she saw the carrier with its message,--made +her morning coffee by setting the tiny pot inside the stove. And all the +time, moving quietly through her morning routine, she was there in that +upper room in body only. + +In soul she was again in the courtyard back of the old lodge, in the +Street of Seven Stars, with the rabbits stirring in the hutch, and +Peter, with rapt eyes, gazing out over the city. Bed, toilet-table, +coffee-pot, Peter; pigeons, rolls, Peter; sunrise over the church roof, +and Peter again. Always Peter! + +Monia Reiff was stirring in the next room. Harmony could hear her, +muttering and putting coal on the stove and calling to the Hungarian +maid for breakfast. Harmony dressed hastily. It was one of her new +duties to prepare the workroom for the day. The luminous streak above +the church was rose now, time for the day to begin. + +She was not certain at once that some one had knocked at the door, so +faint was the sound. + +She hesitated, listened. The knob turned slightly. Harmony, expecting +Monia, called "Come in." + +It was the little Georgiev, very apologetic, rather gray of face. He +stood in the doorway with his finger on his lips, one ear toward the +stairway. It was very silent. Monia was drinking her coffee in bed, +whither she had retired for warmth. + +"Pardon!" said the Bulgarian in a whisper. "I listened until I heard you +moving about. Ah, Fraulein, that I must disturb you!" + +"Something has happened!" exclaimed Harmony, thinking of Peter, of +course. + +"Not yet. I fear it is about to happen. Fraulein, do me the honor to +open your window. My pigeon comes now to you to be fed, and I fear--on +the sill, Fraulein." + +Harmony opened the window. The wild pigeons scattered at once, but the +carrier, flying out a foot or two, came back promptly and set about its +breakfast. + +"Will he let me catch him?" + +"Pardon, Fraulein, If I may enter--" + +"Come in, of course." + +Evidently the defection of the carrier had been serious. A handful of +grain on a wrong window-sill, and kingdoms overthrown! Georgiev caught +the pigeon and drew the message from the tube. Even Harmony grasped the +seriousness of the situation. The little Bulgarian's face, from gray +became livid; tiny beads of cold sweat came out on his forehead. + +"What have I done?" cried Harmony. "Oh, what have I done? If I had known +about the pigeon--" + +Georgiev recovered himself. + +"The Fraulein can do nothing wrong," he said. "It is a matter of an +hour's delay, that is all. It may not be too late." + +Monia Reiff, from the next room, called loudly for more coffee. The +sulky Hungarian brought it without a glance in their direction. + +"Too late for what?" + +"Fraulein, if I may trouble you--but glance from the window to the +street below. It is of an urgency, or I--Please, Fraulein!" + +Harmony glanced down into the half-light of the street. Georgiev, behind +her, watched her, breathless, expectant. Harmony drew in her head. + +"Only a man in a green hat," she said. "And down the street a group of +soldiers." + +"Ah!" + +The situation dawned on the girl then, at least partially. + +"They are coming for you?" + +"It is possible. But there are many soldiers in Vienna." + +"And I with the pigeon--Oh, it's too horrible! Herr Georgiev, stay here +in this room. Lock the door. Monia will say that it is mine--" + +"Ah no, Fraulein! It is quite hopeless. Nor is it a matter of the +pigeon. It is war, Fraulein. Do not distress yourself. It is but a +matter of--imprisonment." + +"There must be something I can do," desperately. "I hear them below. Is +there no way to the roof, no escape?" + +"None, Fraulein. It was an oversight. War is not my game; I am a man of +peace. You have been very kind to me, Fraulein. I thank you." + +"You are not going down!" + +"Pardon, but it is better so. Soldiers they are of the provinces mostly, +and not for a lady to confront." + +"They are coming up!" + +He listened. The clank of scabbards against the stone stairs was +unmistakable. The little Georgiev straightened, threw out his chest, +turned to descend, faltered, came back a step or two. + +His small black eyes were fixed on Harmony's face. + +"Fraulein," he said huskily, "you are very lovely. I carry always in my +heart your image. Always so long as I live. Adieu." + +He drew his heels together, gave a stiff little bow and was gone down +the staircase. Harmony was frightened, stricken. She collapsed in a heap +on the floor of her room, her fingers in her ears. But she need not have +feared. The little Georgiev made no protest, submitted to the inevitable +like a gentleman and a soldier, went out of her life, indeed, as +unobtrusively as he had entered it. + +The carrier pigeon preened itself comfortably on the edge of the +washstand. Harmony ceased her hysterical crying at last and pondered +what was best to do. Monia was still breakfasting so incredibly brief +are great moments. After a little thought Harmony wrote a tiny message, +English, German, and French, and inclosed it in the brass tube. + +"The Herr Georgiev has been arrested," she wrote. An hour later the +carrier rose lazily from the window-sill, flapped its way over +the church roof and disappeared, like Georgiev, out of her life. +Grim-visaged war had touched her and passed on. + +The incident was not entirely closed, however. A search of the building +followed the capture of the little spy. Protesting tenants were turned +out, beds were dismantled, closets searched, walls sounded for hidden +hollows. In one room on Harmony's floor was found stored a quantity of +ammunition. + +It was when the three men who had conducted the search had finished, +when the boxes of ammunition had been gathered in the hall, and the +chattering sewing-girls had gone back to work, that Harmony, on her way +to her dismantled room, passed through the upper passage. + +She glanced down the staircase where little Georgiev had so manfully +descended. + +"I carry always in my heart your image. Always so long as I live." + +The clatter of soldiers on their way down to the street came to her +ears; the soft cooing of the pigeons, the whirr of sewing-machines from +the workroom. The incident was closed, except for the heap of ammunition +boxes on the landing, guarded by an impassive soldier. + +Harmony glanced at him. He was eying her steadily, thumbs in, heels in, +toes out, chest out. Harmony put her hand to her heart. + +"You!" she said. + +The conversation of a sentry, save on a holiday is, "Yea, yea," and +"Nay, nay." + +"Yes, Fraulein." + +Harmony put her hands together, a little gesture of appeal, infinitely +touching. + +"You will not say that you have found, have seen me?" + +"No, Fraulein." + +It was in Harmony's mind to ask all her hungry heart craved to learn--of +Peter, of Jimmy, of the Portier, of anything that belonged to the old +life in the Siebensternstrasse. But there was no time. The sentry's +impassive face became rigid; he looked through her, not at her. Harmony +turned. + +The man in the green hat was coming up the staircase. There was no +further chance to question. The sentry was set to carrying the boxes +down the staircase. + +Full morning now, with the winter sun shining on the beggars in the +market, on the crowds in the parks, on the flower sellers in the +Stephansplatz; shining on Harmony's golden head as she bent over a bit +of chiffon, on the old milkwoman carrying up the whitewashed staircase +her heavy cans of milk; on the carrier pigeon winging its way to the +south; beating in through bars to the exalted face of Herr Georgiev; +resting on Peter's drooping shoulders, on the neglected mice and the +wooden soldier, on the closed eyes of a sick child--the worshiped sun, +peering forth--the golden window of the East. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +Jimmy was dying. Peter, fighting hard, was beaten at last. All through +the night he had felt it; during the hours before the dawn there had +been times when the small pulse wavered, flickered, almost ceased. With +the daylight there had been a trifle of recovery, enough for a bit of +hope, enough to make harder Peter's acceptance of the inevitable. + +The boy was very happy, quite content and comfortable. When he opened +his eyes he smiled at Peter, and Peter, gray of face, smiled back. Peter +died many deaths that night. + +At daylight Jimmy fell into a sleep that was really stupor. Marie, +creeping to the door in the faint dawn, found the boy apparently +asleep and Peter on his knees beside the bed. He raised his head at +her footstep and the girl was startled at the suffering in his face. He +motioned her back. + +"But you must have a little sleep, Peter." + +"No. I'll stay until--Go back to bed. It is very early." + +Peter had not been able after all to secure the Nurse Elisabet, and now +it was useless. At eight o'clock he let Marie take his place, then he +bathed and dressed and prepared to face another day, perhaps another +night. For the child's release came slowly. He tried to eat breakfast, +but managed only a cup of coffee. + +Many things had come to Peter in the long night, and one was +insistent--the boy's mother was in Vienna and he was dying without her. +Peter might know in his heart that he had done the best thing for the +child, but like Harmony his early training was rising now to accuse +him. He had separated mother and child. Who was he to have decided the +mother's unfitness, to have played destiny? How lightly he had taken the +lives of others in his hand, and to what end? Harmony, God knows where; +the boy dying without his mother. Whatever that mother might be, her +place that day was with her boy. What a wreck he had made of things! He +was humbled as well as stricken, poor Peter! + +In the morning he sent a note to McLean, asking him to try to trace the +mother and inclosing the music-hall clipping and the letter. The letter, +signed only "Mamma," was not helpful. The clipping might prove valuable. + +"And for Heaven's sake be quick," wrote Peter. "This is a matter of +hours. I meant well, but I've done a terrible thing. Bring her, Mac, no +matter what she is or where you find her." The Portier carried the note. +When he came up to get it he brought in his pocket a small rabbit and +a lettuce leaf. Never before had the combination failed to arouse and +amuse the boy. He carried the rabbit down again sorrowfully. "He saw +it not," he reported sadly to his wife. "Be off to the church while +I deliver this letter. And this rabbit we will not cook, but keep in +remembrance." + +At eleven o'clock Marie called Peter, who was asleep on the horsehair +sofa. + +"He asks for you." + +Peter was instantly awake and on his feet. The boy's eyes were open and +fixed on him. + +"Is it another day?" he asked. + +"Yes, boy; another morning." + +"I am cold, Peter." + +They blanketed him, although the room was warm. From where he lay he +could see the mice. He watched them for a moment. Poor Peter, very +humble, found himself wondering in how many ways he had been remiss. To +see this small soul launched into eternity without a foreword, without a +bit of light for the journey! Peter's religion had been one of life and +living, not of creed. + +Marie, bringing jugs of hot water, bent over Peter. + +"He knows, poor little one!" she whispered. + +And so, indeed, it would seem. The boy, revived by a spoonful or two of +broth, asked to have the two tame mice on the bed. Peter, opening the +cage, found one dead, very stiff and stark. The catastrophe he kept from +the boy. + +"One is sick, Jimmy boy," he said, and placed the mate, forlorn and +shivering, on the pillow. After a minute:-- + +"If the sick one dies will it go to heaven?" + +"Yes, honey, I think so." + +The boy was silent for a time. Thinking was easier than speech. His mind +too worked slowly. It was after a pause, while he lay there with closed +eyes, that Peter saw two tears slip from under his long lashes. Peter +bent over and wiped them away, a great ache in his heart. + +"What is it, dear?" + +"I'm afraid--it's going to die!" + +"Would that be so terrible, Jimmy boy?" asked Peter gently. "To go to +heaven, where there is no more death or dying, where it is always summer +and the sun always shines?" + +No reply for a moment. The little mouse sat up on the pillow and rubbed +its nose with a pinkish paw. The baby mice in the cage nuzzled their +dead mother. + +"Is there grass?" + +"Yes--soft green grass." + +"Do--boys in heaven--go in their bare feet?" Ah, small mind and heart, +so terrified and yet so curious! + +"Indeed, yes." And there on his knees beside the white bed Peter painted +such a heaven as no theologue has ever had the humanity to paint--a +heaven of babbling brooks and laughing, playing children, a heaven of +dear departed puppies and resurrected birds, of friendly deer, of trees +in fruit, of speckled fish in bright rivers. Painted his heaven with +smiling eyes and death in his heart, a child's heaven of games and +friendly Indians, of sunlight and rain, sweet sleep and brisk awakening. + +The boy listened. He was silent when Peter had finished. Speech was +increasingly an effort. + +"I should--like--to go there," he whispered at last. + +He did not speak again during all the long afternoon, but just at dusk +he roused again. + +"I would like--to see--the sentry," he said with difficulty. + +And so again, and for the last time, Rosa's soldier from Salzburg with +one lung. + +Through all that long day, then, Harmony sat over her work, unaccustomed +muscles aching, the whirring machines in her ears. Monia, upset over the +morning's excitement, was irritable and unreasonable. The gold-tissue +costume had come back from Le Grande with a complaint. Below in the +courtyard all day curious groups stood gaping up the staircase, where +the morning had seen such occurrences. + +At the noon hour, while the girls heated soup and carried in pails of +salad from the corner restaurant, Harmony had fallen into the way of +playing for them. To the music-loving Viennese girls this was the hour +of the day. To sit back, soup bowl on knee, the machines silent, Monia +quarreling in the kitchen with the Hungarian servant, and while the +pigeons ate crusts on the window-sills, to hear this American girl play +such music as was played at the opera, her slim figure swaying, her +whole beautiful face and body glowing with the melody she made, the +girls found the situation piquant, altogether delightful. Although she +did not suspect it, many rumors were rife about Harmony in the workroom. +She was not of the people, they said--the daughter of a great American, +of course, run away to escape a loveless marriage. This was borne out +by the report of one of them who had glimpsed the silk petticoat. It +was rumored also that she wore no chemise, but instead an infinitely +coquettish series of lace and nainsook garments--of a fineness! + +Harmony played for them that day, played, perhaps, as she had not played +since the day she had moved the master to tears, played to Peter as she +had seen him at the window, to Jimmy, to the little Georgiev as he went +down the staircase. And finally with a choke in her throat to the little +mother back home, so hopeful, so ignorant. + +In the evening, as was her custom, she took the one real meal of the day +at the corner restaurant, going early to avoid the crowd and coming back +quickly through the winter night. The staircase was always a peril, to +be encountered and conquered night after night and even in the daytime +not to be lightly regarded. On her way up this night she heard steps +ahead, heavy, measured steps that climbed steadily without pauses. For +an instant Harmony thought it sounded like Peter's step and she went +dizzy. + +But it was not Peter. Standing in the upper hall, much as he had stood +that morning over the ammunition boxes, thumbs in, heels in, toes out, +chest out, was the sentry. + +Harmony's first thought was of Georgiev and more searching of the +building. Then she saw that the sentry's impassive face wore lines of +trouble. He saluted. "Please, Fraulein." + +"Yes?" + +"I have not told the Herr Doktor." + +"I thank you." + +"But the child dies." + +"Jimmy?" + +"He dies all of last night and to-day. To-night, it is, perhaps, but of +moments." + +Harmony clutched at the iron stair-rail for support. "You are sure? You +are not telling me so that I will go back?" + +"He dies, Fraulein. The Herr Doktor has not slept for many hours. My +wife, Rosa, sits on the stair to see that none disturb, and her cousin, +the wife of the Portier, weeps over the stove. Please, Fraulein, come +with me." + +"When did you leave the Siebensternstrasse?" + +"But now." + +"And he still lives?" + +"Ja, Fraulein, and asks for you." + +Now suddenly fell away from the girl all pride, all fear, all that was +personal and small and frightened, before the reality of death. She +rose, as women by divine gift do rise, to the crisis; ceased trembling, +got her hat and coat and her shabby gloves and joined the sentry again. +Another moment's delay--to secure the Le Grande's address from Monia. +Then out into the night, Harmony to the Siebensternstrasse, the tall +soldier to find the dancer at her hotel, or failing that, at the +Ronacher Music-Hall. + +Harmony took a taxicab--nothing must be spared now--bribed the chauffeur +to greater speed, arrived at the house and ran across the garden, still +tearless, up the stairs, past Rosa on the upper flight, and rang the +bell. + +Marie admitted her with only a little gasp of surprise. There was +nothing to warn Peter. One moment he sat by the bed, watch in hand, +alone, drear, tragic-eyed. The next he had glanced up, saw Harmony and +went white, holding to the back of his chair. Their eyes met, agony +and hope in them, love and death, rapture and bitterness. In Harmony's, +pleading, promise, something of doubt; in Peter's, only yearning, as of +empty arms. Then Harmony dared to look at the bed and fell on her knees +in a storm of grief beside it. Peter bent over and gently stroked her +hair. + +Le Grande was singing; the boxes were full. In the body of the immense +theater waiters scurried back and forward among the tables. Everywhere +was the clatter of silver and steel on porcelain, the clink of glasses. +Smoke was everywhere--pipes, cigars, cigarettes. Women smoked between +bites at the tables, using small paper or silver mouthpieces, even a +gold one shone here and there. Men walked up and down among the diners, +spraying the air with chemicals to clear it. At a table just below the +stage sat the red-bearded Dozent with the lady of the photograph. They +were drinking cheap native wines and were very happy. + +From the height of his worldly wisdom he was explaining the people to +her. + +"In the box--don't stare, Liebchen, he looks--is the princeling I have +told you of. Roses, of course. Last night it was orchids." + +"Last night! Were you here?" He coughed. + +"I have been told, Liebchen. Each night he sits there, and when she +finishes her song he rises in the box, kisses the flowers and tosses +them to her." + +"Shameless! Is she so beautiful?" + +"No. But you shall see. She comes." + +Le Grande was very popular. She occupied the best place on the program; +and because she sang in American, which is not exactly English and more +difficult to understand, her songs were considered exceedingly risque. +As a matter of fact they were merely ragtime melodies, with a lilt to +them that caught the Viennese fancy, accustomed to German sentimental +ditties and the artificial forms of grand opera. And there was another +reason for her success. She carried with her a chorus of a dozen +pickaninnies. + +In Austria darkies were as rare as cats, and there were no cats! So the +little chorus had made good. + +Each day she walked in the Prater, ermine from head to foot, and behind +her two by two trailed twelve little Southern darkies in red-velvet +coats and caps, grinning sociably. When she drove a pair sat on the +boot. + +Her voice was strong, not sweet, spoiled by years of singing against +dishes and bottles in smoky music halls; spoiled by cigarettes and +absinthe and foreign cocktails that resembled their American prototypes +as the night resembles the day. + +She wore the gold dress, decolletee, slashed to the knee over +rhinestone-spangled stockings. And back of her trailed the twelve little +darkies. + +She sang "Dixie," of course, and the "Old Folks at Home"; then a ragtime +medley, with the chorus showing rows of white teeth and clogging with +all their short legs. Le Grande danced to that, a whirling, nimble +dance. The little rhinestones on her stockings flashed; her opulent +bosom quivered. The Dozent, eyes on the dancer, squeezed his companion's +hand. + +"I love thee!" he whispered, rather flushed. + +And then she sang "Doan ye cry, mah honey." Her voice, rather coarse but +melodious, lent itself to the negro rhythm, the swing and lilt of the +lullaby. The little darkies, eyes rolling, preternaturally solemn, +linked arms and swayed rhythmically, right, left, right, left. The +glasses ceased clinking; sturdy citizens forgot their steak and beer +for a moment and listened, knife and fork poised. Under the table the +Dozent's hand pressed its captive affectionately, his eyes no longer +on Le Grande, but on the woman across, his sweetheart, she who would +be mother of his children. The words meant little to the audience; the +rich, rolling Southern lullaby held them rapt:-- + + "Doan ye Cry, mah honey-- + Doan ye weep no mo', + Mammy's gwine to hold her baby, + All de udder black trash sleepin' on the flo'," + +The little darkies swayed; the singer swayed, empty arms cradled. + +She picked the tiniest darky up and held him, woolly head against her +breast, and crooned to him, rocking on her jeweled heels. The crowd +applauded; the man in the box kissed his flowers and flung them. Glasses +and dishes clinked again. + +The Dozent bent across the table. + +"Some day--" he said. + +The girl blushed. + +Le Grande made her way into the wings, surrounded by her little troupe. +A motherly colored woman took them, shooed them off, rounded them up +like a flock of chickens. + +And there in the wings, grimly impassive, stood a private soldier of the +old Franz Josef, blocking the door to her dressing room. For a moment +gold dress and dark blue-gray uniform confronted each other. Then the +sentry touched his cap. + +"Madam," he said, "the child is in the Riebensternstrasse and to-night +he dies." + +"What child?" Her arms were full of flowers. + +"The child from the hospital. Please to make haste." + +Jimmy died an hour after midnight, quite peacefully, died with one hand +in Harmony's and one between Peter's two big ones. + +Toward the last he called Peter "Daddy" and asked for a drink. His eyes, +moving slowly round the room, passed without notice the grayfaced woman +in a gold dress who stood staring down at him, rested a moment on the +cage of mice, came to a stop in the doorway, where stood the sentry, +white and weary, but refusing rest. + +It was Harmony who divined the child's unspoken wish. + +"The manual?" she whispered. + +The boy nodded. And so just inside the door of the bedroom across from +the old salon of Maria Theresa the sentry, with sad eyes but no lack of +vigor, went again through the Austrian manual of arms, and because he +had no carbine he used Peter's old walking-stick. + +When it was finished the boy smiled faintly, tried to salute, lay still. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Peter was going back to America and still he had not told Harmony he +loved her. It was necessary that he go back. His money had about given +out, and there was no way to get more save by earning it. The drain of +Jimmy's illness, the inevitable expense of the small grave and the tiny +stone Peter had insisted on buying, had made retreat his only course. +True, Le Grande had wished to defray all expenses, but Peter was +inexorable. No money earned as the dancer earned hers should purchase +peaceful rest for the loved little body. And after seeing Peter's eyes +the dancer had not insisted. + +A week had seen many changes. Marie was gone. After a conference between +Stewart and Peter that had been decided on. Stewart raised the money +somehow, and Peter saw her off, palpitant and eager, with the pin he had +sent her to Semmering at her throat. She kissed Peter on the cheek in +the station, rather to his embarrassment. From the lowered window, as +the train pulled out, she waved a moist handkerchief. + +"I shall be very good," she promised him. The last words he heard above +the grinding of the train were her cheery: "To America!" + +Peter was living alone in the Street of Seven Stars, getting food +where he might happen to be, buying a little now and then from the +delicatessen shop across the street. For Harmony had gone back to the +house in the Wollbadgasse. She had stayed until all was over and until +Marie's small preparations for departure were over. Then, while Peter +was at the station, she slipped away again. But this time she left her +address. She wrote:-- + +"You will come to visit me, dear Peter, because I was so lonely before +and that is unnecessary now. But you must know that I cannot stay in +the Siebensternstrasse. We have each our own fight to make, and you have +been trying to fight for us all, for Marie, for dear little Jimmy, for +me. You must get back to work now; you have lost so much time. And I +am managing well. The Frau Professor is back and will take an evening +lesson, and soon I shall have more money from Fraulein Reiff. You can +see how things are looking up for me. In a few months I shall be able to +renew my music lessons. And then, Peter,--the career! + +"HARMONY." + +Her address was beneath. + +Peter had suffered much. He was thinner, grayer, and as he stood with +the letter in his hand he felt that Harmony was right. He could offer +her nothing but his shabby self, his problematic future. Perhaps, +surely, everything would have been settled, without reason, had he only +once taken the girl in his arms, told her she was the breath of life +itself to him. But adversity, while it had roused his fighting spirit in +everything else, had sapped his confidence. + +He had found the letter on his dressing-table, and he found himself +confronting his image over it, a tall, stooping figure, a tired, lined +face, a coat that bore the impress of many days with a sick child's head +against its breast. + +So it was over. She had come back and gone again, and this time he must +let her go. Who was he to detain her? She would carry herself on to +success, he felt; she had youth, hope, beauty and ability. And she had +proved the thing he had not dared to believe, that she could take care +of herself in the old city. Only--to go away and leave her there! + +McLean would remain. No doubt he already had Harmony's address in the +Wollbadgasse. Peter was not subtle, no psychologist, but he had seen +during the last few days how the boy watched Harmony's every word, every +gesture. And, perhaps, when loneliness and hard work began to tell on +her, McLean's devotion would win its reward. McLean's devotion, with +all that it meant, the lessons again, community of taste, their common +youth! Peter felt old, very tired. + +Nevertheless he went that night to the Wollbadgasse. He sent his gray +suit to the Portier's wife to be pressed, and getting out his surgical +case, as he had once before in the Pension Schwarz, he sewed a button +on his overcoat, using the curved needle and the catgut and working with +surgeon's precision. Then, still working very carefully, he trimmed the +edges of graying hair over his ears, trimmed his cuffs, trimmed his best +silk tie, now almost hopeless. He blacked his shoes, and the suit not +coming, he donned his dressing-gown and went into Jimmy's room to feed +the mice. Peter stood a moment beside the smooth white bed with his face +working. The wooden sentry still stood on the bedside table. + +It was in Peter's mind to take the mice to Harmony, confess his defeat +and approaching retreat, and ask her to care for them. Then he decided +against this palpable appeal for sympathy, elected to go empty-handed +and discover merely how comfortable she was or was not. When the time +came he would slip out of her life, sending her a letter and leaving +McLean on guard. + +Harmony was at home. Peter climbed the dark staircase--where Harmony +had met the little Georgiev, and where he had gone down to his +death--climbed steadily, but without his usual elasticity. The place +appalled him--its gloom, its dinginess, its somber quiet. In the +daylight, with the pigeons on the sills and the morning sunlight +printing the cross of the church steeple on the whitewashed wall, it was +peaceful, cloisterlike, with landings that were crypts. But at night it +was almost terrifying, that staircase. + +Harmony was playing. Peter heard her when he reached the upper landing, +playing a sad little strain that gripped his heart. He waited outside +before ringing, heard her begin something determinedly cheerful, falter, +cease altogether. Peter rang. + +Harmony herself admitted him. Perhaps--oh, certainly she had expected +him! It would be Peter, of course, to come and see how she was getting +on, how she was housed. She held out her hand and Peter took it. Still +no words, only a half smile from her and no smile at all from Peter, but +his heart in his eyes. + +"I hoped you would come, Peter. We may have the reception room." + +"You knew I would come," said Peter. "The reception room?" + +"Where customers wait." She still carried her violin, and slipped back +to her room to put it away. Peter had a glimpse of its poverty and its +meagerness. He drew a long breath. + +Monia was at the opera, and the Hungarian sat in the kitchen knitting a +stocking. The reception room was warm from the day's fire, and in order. +All the pins and scraps of the day had been swept up, and the portieres +that made fitting-rooms of the corners were pushed back. Peter saw +only a big room with empty corners, and that at a glance. His eyes were +Harmony's. + +He sat down awkwardly on a stiff chair, Harmony on a velvet settee. They +were suddenly two strangers meeting for the first time. In the squalor +of the Pension Schwarz, in the comfortable intimacies of the Street of +Seven Stars, they had been easy, unconstrained. Now suddenly Peter was +tongue-tied. Only one thing in him clamored for utterance, and that he +sternly silenced. + +"I--I could not stay there, Peter. You understood?" + +"No. Of course, I understood." + +"You were not angry?" + +"Why should I be angry? You came, like an angel of light, when I needed +you. Only, of course,--" + +"Yes?" + +"I'll not say that, I think." + +"Please say it, Peter!" + +Peter writhed; looked everywhere but at her. + +"Please, Peter. You said I always came when you needed me, only--" + +"Only--I always need you!" Peter, Peter! + +"Not always, I think. Of course, when one is in trouble one needs a +woman; but--" + +"Well, of course--but--I'm generally in trouble, Harry dear." + +Frightfully ashamed of himself by that time was Peter, ashamed of his +weakness. He sought to give a casual air to the speech by stooping for a +neglected pin on the carpet. By the time he had stuck it in his lapel he +had saved his mental forces from the rout of Harmony's eyes. + +His next speech he made to the center table, and missed a most +delectable look in the aforesaid eyes. + +"I didn't come to be silly," he said to the table. "I hate people who +whine, and I've got into a damnable habit of being sorry for myself! +It's to laugh, isn't it, a great, hulking carcass like me, to be--" + +"Peter," said Harmony softly, "aren't you going to look at me?" + +"I'm afraid." + +"That's cowardice. And I've fixed my hair a new way. Do you like it?" + +"Splendid," said Peter to the center table. + +"You didn't look!" + +The rout of Harmony's eyes was supplemented by the rout of Harmony's +hair. Peter, goaded, got up and walked about. Harmony was half +exasperated; she would have boxed Peter's ears with a tender hand had +she dared. + +His hands thrust savagely in his pockets, Peter turned and faced her at +last. + +"First of all," he said, "I am going back to America, Harmony. I've +got all I can get here, all I came for--" He stopped, seeing her face. +"Well, of course, that's not true, I haven't. But I'm going back, +anyhow. You needn't look so stricken: I haven't lost my chance. I'll +come back sometime again and finish, when I've earned enough to do it." + +"You will never come back, Peter. You have spent all your money on +others, and now you are going back just where you were, and--you are +leaving me here alone!" + +"You are alone, anyhow," said Peter, "making your own way and getting +along. And McLean will be here." + +"Are you turning me over to him?" + +No reply. Peter was pacing the floor. + +"Peter!" + +"Yes, dear?" + +"Do you remember the night in Anna's room at the Schwartz when you +proposed to me?" + +No reply. Peter found another pin. + +"And that night in the old lodge when you proposed to me again?" + +Peter turned and looked at her, at her slender, swaying young figure, +her luminous eyes, her parted, childish lips. + +"Peter, I want you to--to ask me again." + +"No!" + +"Why?" + +"Now, listen to me, Harmony. You're sorry for me, that's all; I don't +want to be pitied. You stay here and work. You'll do big things. I had a +talk with the master while I was searching for you, and he says you +can do anything. But he looked at me--and a sight I was with worry and +fright--and he warned me off, Harmony. He says you must not marry." + +"Old pig!" said Harmony. "I will marry if I please." + +Nevertheless Peter's refusal and the master's speech had told somewhat. +She was colder, less vibrant. Peter came to her, stood close, looking +down at her. + +"I've said a lot I didn't mean to," he said. "There's only one thing I +haven't said, I oughtn't to say it, dear. I'm not going to marry you--I +won't have such a thing on my conscience. But it doesn't hurt a woman +to know that a man loves her. I love you, dear. You're my heaven and my +earth--even my God, I'm afraid. But I will not marry you." + +"Not even if I ask you to?" + +"Not even then, dear. To share my struggle--" + +"I see," slowly. "It is to be a struggle?" + +"A hard fight, Harmony. I'm a pauper practically." + +"And what am I?" + +"Two poverties don't make a wealth, even of happiness," said Peter +steadily. "In the time to come, when you would think of what you might +have been, it would be a thousand deaths to me, dear." + +"People have married, women have married and carried on their work, too, +Peter." + +"Not your sort of women or your sort of work. And not my sort of man, +Harry. I'm jealous--jealous of every one about you. It would have to be +the music or me." + +"And you make the choice!" said Harmony proudly. "Very well, Peter, I +shall do as you say. But I think it is a very curious sort of love." + +"I wonder," Peter cried, "if you realize what love it is that loves you +enough to give you up." + +"You have not asked me if I care, Peter." + +Peter looked at her. She was very near to tears, very sad, very +beautiful. + +"I'm afraid to ask," said Peter, and picking up his hat he made for the +door. There he turned, looked back, was lost. + +"My sweetest heart!" he cried, and took her in his hungry arms. But even +then, with her arms about his neck at last, with her slender body held +to him, her head on his shoulder, his lips to her soft throat, Peter put +her from him as a starving man might put away food. + +He held her off and looked at her. + +"I'm a fool and a weakling," he said gravely. "I love you so much that I +would sacrifice you. You are very lovely, my girl, my girl! As long as I +live I shall carry your image in my heart." + +Ah, what the little Georgiev had said on his way to the death that +waited down the staircase. Peter, not daring to look at her again, put +away her detaining hand, squared his shoulders, went to the door. + +"Good-bye, Harmony," he said steadily. "Always in my heart!" + +Very near the end now: the little Marie on the way to America, with +the recording angel opening a new page in life's ledger for her and +a red-ink line erasing the other; with Jimmy and his daddy wandering +through the heaven of friendly adventure and green fields, hand in hand; +with the carrier resting after its labors in the pigeon house by the +rose-fields of Sofia; with the sentry casting martial shadows through +the barred windows of the hospital; and the little Georgiev, about to +die, dividing his heart, as a heritage, between his country and a young +girl. + +Very near the end, with the morning light of the next day shining into +the salon of Maria Theresa and on to Peter's open trunk and shabby +wardrobe spread over chairs. An end of trunks and departure, as was the +beginning. + +Early morning at the Gottesacker, or God's acre, whence little Jimmy had +started on his comfortable journey. Early morning on the frost-covered +grass, the frozen roads, the snap and sparkle of the Donau. Harmony had +taken her problem there, in the early hour before Monia would summon her +to labor--took her problem and found her answer. + +The great cemetery was still and deserted. Harmony, none too warmly +clad, walked briskly, a bunch of flowers in oiled paper against the +cold. Already the air carried a hint of spring; there was a feeling of +resurrection and promise. The dead earth felt alive under-foot. + +Harmony knelt by the grave and said the little prayer the child had +repeated at night and morning. And, because he had loved it, with some +vague feeling of giving him comfort, she recited the little verse:-- + +"Ah well! For us all some sweet hope lies Deeply buried from human eyes: +And in the hereafter, angels may Roll the stone from its grave away." + +When she looked up Le Grande was standing beside her. + +There was no scene, hardly any tears. She had brought out a great bunch +of roses that bore only too clearly the stamp of whence they came. One +of the pickaninnies had carried the box and stood impassively by, gazing +at Harmony. + +Le Grande placed her flowers on the grave. They almost covered it, quite +eclipsed Harmony's. + +"I come here every morning," she said simply. + +She had a cab waiting, and offered to drive Harmony back to the city. +Her quiet almost irritated Harmony, until she had looked once into the +woman's eyes. After that she knew. It was on the drive back, with the +little darky on the box beside the driver, that Harmony got her answer. + +Le Grande put a hand over Harmony's. + +"I tried to tell you before how good I know you were to him." + +"We loved him." + +"And I resented it. But Dr. Byrne was right--I was not a fit person +to--to have him." + +"It was not that--not only that--" + +"Did he ever ask for me? But of course not." + +"No, he had no remembrance." + +Silence for a moment. The loose windows of the cab clattered. + +"I loved him very much when he came," said Le Grande, "although I did +not want him. I had been told I could have a career on the stage. Ah, +my dear, I chose the career--and look at me! What have I? A grave in +the cemetery back there, and on it roses sent me by a man I loathe! If I +could live it over again!" + +The answer was very close now:-- + +"Would you stay at home?" + +"Who knows, I being I? And my husband did not love me. It was the boy +always. There is only one thing worth while--the love of a good man. I +have lived, lived hard. And I know." + +"But supposing that one has real ability--I mean some achievement +already, and a promise--" + +Le Grande turned and looked at Harmony shrewdly. + +"I see. You are a musician, I believe?" + +"Yes." + +"And--it is Dr. Byrne?" + +"Yes." + +Le Grande bent forward earnestly. + +"My child," she said, "if one man in all the world looked at me as your +doctor looks at you, I--I would be a better woman." + +"And my music?" + +"Play for your children, as you played for my little boy." + +Peter was packing: wrapping medical books in old coats, putting clean +collars next to boots, folding pajamas and such-like negligible garments +with great care and putting in his dresscoat in a roll. His pipes took +time, and the wooden sentry he packed with great care and a bit of +healthy emotion. Once or twice he came across trifles of Harmony's, and +he put them carefully aside--the sweater coat, a folded handkerchief, +a bow she had worn at her throat. The bow brought back the night before +and that reckless kiss on her white throat. Well for Peter to get away +if he is to keep his resolution, when the sight of a ribbon bow can +bring that look of suffering into his eyes. + +The Portier below was polishing floors, right foot, left foot, any foot +at all. And as he polished he sang in a throaty tenor. + +"Kennst du das Land wo die Citronen bluhen," he sang at the top of his +voice, and coughed, a bit of floor wax having got into the air. The +antlers of the deer from the wild-game shop hung now in his bedroom. +When the wildgame seller came over for coffee there would be a +discussion probably. But were not the antlers of all deer similar? + +The Portier's wife came to the doorway with a cooking fork in her hand. + +"A cab," she announced, "with a devil's imp on the box. Perhaps it is +that American dancer. Run and pretty thyself!" + +It was too late for more than an upward twist of a mustache. Harmony +was at the door, but not the sad-eyed Harmony of a week before or the +undecided and troubled girl of before that. A radiant Harmony, this, who +stood in the doorway, who wished them good-morning, and ran up the old +staircase with glowing eyes and a heart that leaped and throbbed. A +woman now, this Harmony, one who had looked on life and learned; one +who had chosen her fate and was running to meet it; one who feared only +death, not life or anything that life could offer. + +The door was not locked. Perhaps Peter was not up--not dressed. What did +that matter? What did anything matter but Peter himself? + +Peter, sorting out lectures on McBurney's Point, had come across a bit +of paper that did not belong there, and was sitting by his open trunk, +staring blindly at it:-- + +"You are very kind to me. Yes, indeed. + +"H. W." + +Quite the end now, with Harmony running across the room and dropping +down on her knees among a riot of garments--down on her knees, with one +arm round Peter's neck, drawing his tired head lower until she could +kiss him. + +"Oh, Peter, Peter, dear!" she cried. "I'll love you all my life if only +you'll love me, and never, never let me go!" + +Peter was dazed at first. He put his arms about her rather unsteadily, +because he had given her up and had expected to go through the rest of +life empty of arm and heart. And when one has one's arms set, as one may +say, for loneliness and relinquishment it is rather difficult--Ah, but +Peter got the way of it swiftly. + +"Always," he said incoherently; "forever the two of us. Whatever comes, +Harmony?" + +"Whatever comes." + +"And you'll not be sorry?" + +"Not if you love me." + +Peter kissed her on the eyes very solemnly. + +"God helping me, I'll be good to you always. And I'll always love you." + +He tried to hold her away from him for a moment after that, to tell her +what she was doing, what she was giving up. She would not be reasoned +with. + +"I love you," was her answer to every line. And it was no divided +allegiance she promised him. "Career? I shall have a career. Yours!" + +"And your music?" + +She colored, held him closer. + +"Some day," she whispered, "I shall tell you about that." + +Late winter morning in Vienna, with the school-children hurrying home, +the Alserstrasse alive with humanity--soldiers and chimney-sweeps, +housewives and beggars. Before the hospital the crowd lines up along the +curb; the head waiter from the coffee-house across comes to the doorway +and looks out. The sentry in front of the hospital ceases pacing and +stands at attention. + +In the street a small procession comes at the double quick--a handful of +troopers, a black van with tiny, high-barred windows, more troopers. + +Inside the van a Bulgarian spy going out to death--a swarthy little man +with black eyes and short, thick hands, going out like a gentleman and a +soldier to meet the God of patriots and lovers. + +The sentry, who was only a soldier from Salzburg with one lung, was also +a gentleman and a patriot. 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