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diff --git a/11869-0.txt b/11869-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d13b99d --- /dev/null +++ b/11869-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,18053 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 11869 *** + +VENETIA + +BY THE EARL OF BEACONSFIELD, K.G. + +1905 + + + + + + + + 'Is thy face like thy mother's, my fair child?' + + 'The child of love, though born in bitterness + And nurtured in convulsion.' + + + + +TO + +LORD LYNDHURST. + +In happier hours, when I first mentioned to you the idea of this Work, +it was my intention, while inscribing it with your name, to have +entered into some details as to the principles which had guided me in +its composition, and the feelings with which I had attempted to shadow +forth, though as 'in in a glass darkly,' two of the most renowned and +refined spirits that have adorned these our latter days. But now I +will only express a hope that the time may come when, in these pages, +you may find some relaxation from the cares, and some distraction +from the sorrows, of existence, and that you will then receive this +dedication as a record of my respect and my affection. + +This Work was first published in the year 1837. + + + + +BOOK I. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Some ten years before the revolt of our American colonies, there was +situate in one of our midland counties, on the borders of an extensive +forest, an ancient hall that belonged to the Herberts, but which, +though ever well preserved, had not until that period been visited by +any member of the family, since the exile of the Stuarts. It was an +edifice of considerable size, built of grey stone, much covered with +ivy, and placed upon the last gentle elevation of a long ridge of +hills, in the centre of a crescent of woods, that far overtopped its +clusters of tall chimneys and turreted gables. Although the principal +chambers were on the first story, you could nevertheless step forth +from their windows on a broad terrace, whence you descended into the +gardens by a double flight of stone steps, exactly in the middle +of its length. These gardens were of some extent, and filled with +evergreen shrubberies of remarkable overgrowth, while occasionally +turfy vistas, cut in the distant woods, came sloping down to the +south, as if they opened to receive the sunbeam that greeted the +genial aspect of the mansion, The ground-floor was principally +occupied by the hall itself, which was of great dimensions, hung round +with many a family portrait and rural picture, furnished with long +oaken seats covered with scarlet cushions, and ornamented with a +parti-coloured floor of alternate diamonds of black and white marble. +From the centre of the roof of the mansion, which was always covered +with pigeons, rose the clock-tower of the chapel, surmounted by a +vane; and before the mansion itself was a large plot of grass, with a +fountain in the centre, surrounded by a hedge of honeysuckle. + +This plot of grass was separated from an extensive park, that opened +in front of the hall, by tall iron gates, on each of the pillars of +which was a lion rampant supporting the escutcheon of the family. The +deer wandered in this enclosed and well-wooded demesne, and about a +mile from the mansion, in a direct line with the iron gates, was an +old-fashioned lodge, which marked the limit of the park, and from +which you emerged into a fine avenue of limes bounded on both sides +by fields. At the termination of this avenue was a strong but simple +gate, and a woodman's cottage; and then spread before you a vast +landscape of open, wild lands, which seemed on one side interminable, +while on the other the eye rested on the dark heights of the +neighbouring forest. + +This picturesque and secluded abode was the residence of Lady Annabel +Herbert and her daughter, the young and beautiful Venetia, a child, at +the time when our history commences, of very tender age. It was nearly +seven years since Lady Annabel and her infant daughter had sought the +retired shades of Cherbury, which they had never since quitted. They +lived alone and for each other; the mother educated her child, and +the child interested her mother by her affectionate disposition, +the development of a mind of no ordinary promise, and a sort of +captivating grace and charming playfulness of temper, which were +extremely delightful. Lady Annabel was still young and lovely. That +she was wealthy her establishment clearly denoted, and she was a +daughter of one of the haughtiest houses in the kingdom. It was +strange then that, with all the brilliant accidents of birth, and +beauty, and fortune, she should still, as it were in the morning of +her life, have withdrawn to this secluded mansion, in a county where +she was personally unknown, distant from the metropolis, estranged +from all her own relatives and connexions, and without resource of +even a single neighbour, for the only place of importance in her +vicinity was uninhabited. The general impression of the villagers was +that Lady Annabel was a widow; and yet there were some speculators +who would shrewdly remark, that her ladyship had never worn weeds, +although her husband could not have been long dead when she first +arrived at Cherbury. On the whole, however, these good people were not +very inquisitive; and it was fortunate for them, for there was little +chance and slight means of gratifying their curiosity. The whole of +the establishment had been formed at Cherbury, with the exception of +her ladyship's waiting-woman, Mistress Pauncefort, and she was by far +too great a personage to condescend to reply to any question which was +not made to her by Lady Annabel herself. + +The beauty of the young Venetia was not the hereditary gift of her +beautiful mother. It was not from Lady Annabel that Venetia Herbert +had derived those seraphic locks that fell over her shoulders and +down her neck in golden streams, nor that clear grey eye even, whose +childish glance might perplex the gaze of manhood, nor that little +aquiline nose, that gave a haughty expression to a countenance that +had never yet dreamed of pride, nor that radiant complexion, that +dazzled with its brilliancy, like some winged minister of Raffael or +Correggio. The peasants that passed the lady and her daughter in their +walks, and who blessed her as they passed, for all her grace and +goodness, often marvelled why so fair a mother and so fair a child +should be so dissimilar, that one indeed might be compared to a starry +night, and the other to a sunny day. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +It was a bright and soft spring morning: the dewy vistas of Cherbury +sparkled in the sun, the cooing of the pigeons sounded around, the +peacocks strutted about the terrace and spread their tails with +infinite enjoyment and conscious pride, and Lady Annabel came forth +with her little daughter, to breathe the renovating odours of the +season. The air was scented with the violet, tufts of daffodils were +scattered all about, and though the snowdrop had vanished, and the +primroses were fast disappearing, their wild and shaggy leaves still +looked picturesque and glad. + +'Mamma,' said the little Venetia, 'is this spring?' + +'This is spring, my child,' replied Lady Annabel, 'beautiful spring! +The year is young and happy, like my little girl.' + +'If Venetia be like the spring, mamma is like the summer!' replied the +child; and the mother smiled. 'And is not the summer young and happy?' +resumed Venetia. + +'It is not quite so young as the spring,' said Lady Annabel, looking +down with fondness on her little companion, 'and, I fear, not quite so +happy.' + +'But it is as beautiful,' said Venetia. + +'It is not beauty that makes us happy,' said Lady Annabel; 'to be +happy, my love, we must be good.' + +'Am I good?' said Venetia. + +'Very good,' said Lady Annabel + +'I am very happy,' said Venetia; 'I wonder whether, if I be always +good, I shall always be happy?' + +'You cannot be happy without being good, my love; but happiness +depends upon the will of God. If you be good he will guard over you.' + +'What can make me unhappy, mamma?' inquired Venetia. + +'An evil conscience, my love.' + +'Conscience!' said Venetia: 'what is conscience?' + +'You are not yet quite old enough to understand,' said Lady Annabel, +'but some day I will teach you. Mamma is now going to take a long +walk, and Venetia shall walk with her.' + +So saying, the Lady Annabel summoned Mistress Pauncefort, a +gentlewoman of not more discreet years than might have been expected +in the attendant of so young a mistress; but one well qualified for +her office, very zealous and devoted, somewhat consequential, full of +energy and decision, capable of directing, fond of giving advice, and +habituated to command. The Lady Annabel, leading her daughter, and +accompanied by her faithful bloodhound, Marmion, ascended one of those +sloping vistas that we have noticed, Mistress Pauncefort following +them about a pace behind, and after her a groom, at a respectful +distance, leading Miss Herbert's donkey. + +They soon entered a winding path through the wood which was the +background of their dwelling. Lady Annabel was silent, and lost in her +reflections; Venetia plucked the beautiful wild hyacinths that then +abounded in the wood in such profusion, that their beds spread like +patches of blue enamel, and gave them to Mistress Pauncefort, who, as +the collection increased, handed them over to the groom; who, in turn, +deposited them in the wicker seat prepared for his young mistress. The +bright sun bursting through the tender foliage of the year, the clear +and genial air, the singing of the birds, and the wild and joyous +exclamations of Venetia, as she gathered her flowers, made it a +cheerful party, notwithstanding the silence of its mistress. + +When they emerged from the wood, they found themselves on the brow +of the hill, a small down, over which Venetia ran, exulting in the +healthy breeze which, at this exposed height, was strong and fresh. +As they advanced to the opposite declivity to that which they had +ascended, a wide and peculiar landscape opened before them. The +extreme distance was formed by an undulating ridge of lofty and savage +hills; nearer than these were gentler elevations, partially wooded; +and at their base was a rich valley, its green meads fed by a clear +and rapid stream, which glittered in the sun as it coursed on, losing +itself at length in a wild and sedgy lake that formed the furthest +limit of a widely-spreading park. In the centre of this park, and +not very remote from the banks of the rivulet, was an ancient gothic +building, that had once been an abbey of great repute and wealth, and +had not much suffered in its external character, by having served for +nearly two centuries and a half as the principal dwelling of an old +baronial family. + +Descending the downy hill, that here and there was studded with fine +old trees, enriching by their presence the view from the abbey, Lady +Annabel and her party entered the meads, and, skirting the lake, +approached the venerable walls without crossing the stream. + +It was difficult to conceive a scene more silent and more desolate. +There was no sign of life, and not a sound save the occasional +cawing of a rook. Advancing towards the abbey, they passed a pile of +buildings that, in the summer, might be screened from sight by the +foliage of a group of elms, too scanty at present to veil their +desolation. Wide gaps in the roof proved that the vast and dreary +stables were no longer used; there were empty granaries, whose doors +had fallen from their hinges; the gate of the courtyard was prostrate +on the ground; and the silent clock that once adorned the cupola over +the noble entrance arch, had long lost its index. Even the litter of +the yard appeared dusty and grey with age. You felt sure no human foot +could have disturbed it for years. At the back of these buildings were +nailed the trophies of the gamekeeper: hundreds of wild cats, dried to +blackness, stretched their downward heads and legs from the mouldering +wall; hawks, magpies, and jays hung in tattered remnants! but all +grey, and even green, with age; and the heads of birds in plenteous +rows, nailed beak upward, and so dried and shrivelled by the suns and +winds and frosts of many seasons, that their distinctive characters +were lost. + +'Do you know, my good Pauncefort,' said Lady Annabel, 'that I have +an odd fancy to-day to force an entrance into the old abbey. It is +strange, fond as I am of this walk, that we have never yet entered it. +Do you recollect our last vain efforts? Shall we be more fortunate +this time, think you?' + +Mistress Pauncefort smiled and smirked, and, advancing to the old +gloomy porch, gave a determined ring at the bell. Its sound might +be heard echoing through the old cloisters, but a considerable time +elapsed without any other effect being produced. Perhaps Lady Annabel +would have now given up the attempt, but the little Venetia expressed +so much regret at the disappointment, that her mother directed the +groom to reconnoitre in the neighbourhood, and see if it were possible +to discover any person connected with the mansion. + +'I doubt our luck, my lady,' said Mistress Pauncefort, 'for they do +say that the abbey is quite uninhabited.' + +''Tis a pity,' said Lady Annabel, 'for, with all its desolation, there +is something about this spot which ever greatly interests me.' + +'Mamma, why does no one live here?' said Venetia. + +'The master of the abbey lives abroad, my child.' + +'Why does he, mamma?' + +'Never ask questions, Miss Venetia,' said Mistress Pauncefort, in a +hushed and solemn tone; 'it is not pretty.' Lady Annabel had moved +away. + +The groom returned, and said he had met an old man, picking +water-cresses, and he was the only person who lived in the abbey, +except his wife, and she was bedridden. The old man had promised to +admit them when he had completed his task, but not before, and the +groom feared it would be some time before he arrived. + +'Come, Pauncefort, rest yourself on this bench,' said Lady Annabel, +seating herself in the porch; 'and Venetia, my child, come hither to +me.' + +'Mamma,' said Venetia, 'what is the name of the gentleman to whom this +abbey belongs?' + +'Lord Cadurcis, love.' + +'I should like to know why Lord Cadurcis lives abroad?' said Venetia, +musingly. + +'There are many reasons why persons may choose to quit their native +country, and dwell in another, my love,' said Lady Annabel, very +quietly; 'some change the climate for their health.' + +'Did Lord Cadurcis, mamma?' asked Venetia. + +'I do not know Lord Cadurcis, dear, or anything of him, except that he +is a very old man, and has no family.' + +At this moment there was a sound of bars and bolts withdrawn, and the +falling of a chain, and at length the massy door slowly opened, and +the old man appeared and beckoned to them to enter. + +''Tis eight years, come Martinmas, since I opened this door,' said the +old man, 'and it sticks a bit. You must walk about by yourselves, for +I have no breath, and my mistress is bedridden. There, straight down +the cloister, you can't miss your way; there is not much to see.' + +The interior of the abbey formed a quadrangle, surrounded by the +cloisters, and in this inner court was a curious fountain, carved with +exquisite skill by some gothic artist in one of those capricious moods +of sportive invention that produced those grotesque medleys for which +the feudal sculptor was celebrated. Not a sound was heard except the +fall of the fountain and the light echoes that its voice called up. + +The staircase led Lady Annabel and her party through several small +rooms, scantily garnished with ancient furniture, in some of which +were portraits of the family, until they at length entered a noble +saloon, once the refectory of the abbey, and not deficient in +splendour, though sadly soiled and worm-eaten. It was hung with +tapestry representing the Cartoons of Raffael, and their still vivid +colours contrasted with the faded hangings and the dingy damask of the +chairs and sofas. A mass of Cromwellian armour was huddled together in +a corner of a long monkish gallery, with a standard, encrusted with +dust, and a couple of old drums, one broken. From one of the windows +they had a good view of the old walled garden, which did not +tempt them to enter it; it was a wilderness, the walks no longer +distinguishable from the rank vegetation of the once cultivated lawns; +the terraces choked up with the unchecked shrubberies; and here and +there a leaden statue, a goddess or a satyr, prostrate, and covered +with moss and lichen. + +'It makes me melancholy,' said Lady Annabel; 'let us return.' + +'Mamma,' said Venetia, 'are there any ghosts in this abbey?' + +'You may well ask me, love,' replied Lady Annabel; 'it seems a +spell-bound place. But, Venetia, I have often told you there are no +such things as ghosts.' + +'Is it naughty to believe in ghosts, mamma, for I cannot help +believing in them?' + +'When you are older, and have more knowledge, you will not believe in +them, Venetia,' replied Lady Annabel. + +Our friends left Cadurcis Abbey. Venetia mounted her donkey, her +mother walked by her side; the sun was beginning to decline when they +again reached Cherbury, and the air was brisk. Lady Annabel was glad +to find herself by her fireside in her little terrace-room, and +Venetia fetching her book, read to her mother until their dinner hour. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Two serene and innocent years had glided away at Cherbury since this +morning ramble to Cadurcis Abbey, and Venetia had grown in loveliness, +in goodness, and intelligence. Her lively and somewhat precocious mind +had become greatly developed; and, though she was only nine years of +age, it scarcely needed the affection of a mother to find in her an +interesting and engaging companion. Although feminine education was +little regarded in those days, that of Lady Annabel had been an +exception to the general practice of society. She had been brought +up with the consciousness of other objects of female attainment and +accomplishment than embroidery, 'the complete art of making pastry,' +and reading 'The Whole Duty of Man.' She had profited, when a child, +by the guidance of her brother's tutor, who had bestowed no unfruitful +pains upon no ordinary capacity. She was a good linguist, a fine +musician, was well read in our elder poets and their Italian +originals, was no unskilful artist, and had acquired some knowledge +of botany when wandering, as a girl, in her native woods. Since her +retirement to Cherbury, reading had been her chief resource. The hall +contained a library whose shelves, indeed, were more full than choice; +but, amid folios of theological controversy and civil law, there might +be found the first editions of most of the celebrated writers of the +reign of Anne, which the contemporary proprietor of Cherbury, a man of +wit and fashion in his day, had duly collected in his yearly visits to +the metropolis, and finally deposited in the family book-room. + +The education of her daughter was not only the principal duty of Lady +Annabel, but her chief delight. To cultivate the nascent intelligence +of a child, in those days, was not the mere piece of scientific +mechanism that the admirable labours of so many ingenious writers have +since permitted it comparatively to become. In those days there was no +Mrs. Barbauld, no Madame de Genlis, no Miss Edgeworth; no 'Evenings at +Home,' no 'Children's Friend,' no 'Parent's Assistant.' Venetia loved +her book; indeed, she was never happier than when reading; but she +soon recoiled from the gilt and Lilliputian volumes of the good Mr. +Newbury, and her mind required some more substantial excitement than +'Tom Thumb,' or even 'Goody Two-Shoes.' 'The Seven Champions' was +a great resource and a great favourite; but it required all the +vigilance of a mother to eradicate the false impressions which such +studies were continually making on so tender a student; and to +disenchant, by rational discussion, the fascinated imagination of her +child. Lady Annabel endeavoured to find some substitute in the essays +of Addison and Steele; but they required more knowledge of the +every-day world for their enjoyment than an infant, bred in such +seclusion, could at present afford; and at last Venetia lost herself +in the wildering pages of Clelia and the Arcadia, which she pored over +with a rapt and ecstatic spirit, that would not comprehend the warning +scepticism of her parent. Let us picture to ourselves the high-bred +Lady Annabel in the terrace-room of her ancient hall, working at +her tapestry, and, seated at her feet, her little daughter Venetia, +reading aloud the Arcadia! The peacocks have jumped up on the +window-sill, to look at their friends, who love to feed them, and by +their pecking have aroused the bloodhound crouching at Lady Annabel's +feet. And Venetia looks up from her folio with a flushed and smiling +face to catch the sympathy of her mother, who rewards her daughter's +study with a kiss. Ah! there are no such mothers and no such daughters +now! + +Thus it will be seen that the life and studies of Venetia tended +rather dangerously, in spite of all the care of her mother, to the +development of her imagination, in case indeed she possessed that +terrible and fatal gift. She passed her days in unbroken solitude, or +broken only by affections which softened her heart, and in a scene +which itself might well promote any predisposition of the kind; +beautiful and picturesque objects surrounded her on all sides; she +wandered, at it were, in an enchanted wilderness, and watched the deer +reposing under the green shadow of stately trees; the old hall +itself was calculated to excite mysterious curiosity; one wing was +uninhabited and shut up; each morning and evening she repaired with +her mother and the household through long galleries to the chapel, +where she knelt to her devotions, illumined by a window blazoned with +the arms of that illustrious family of which she was a member, and +of which she knew nothing. She had an indefinite and painful +consciousness that she had been early checked in the natural inquiries +which occur to every child; she had insensibly been trained to speak +only of what she saw; and when she listened, at night, to the long +ivy rustling about the windows, and the wild owls hooting about the +mansion, with their pining, melancholy voices, she might have been +excused for believing in those spirits, which her mother warned her to +discredit; or she forgot these mournful impressions in dreams, caught +from her romantic volumes, of bright knights and beautiful damsels. + +Only one event of importance had occurred at Cherbury during these two +years, if indeed that be not too strong a phrase to use in reference +to an occurrence which occasioned so slight and passing an interest. +Lord Cadurcis had died. He had left his considerable property to his +natural children, but the abbey had descended with the title to a very +distant relative. The circle at Cherbury had heard, and that was all, +that the new lord was a minor, a little boy, indeed very little older +than Venetia herself; but this information produced no impression. The +abbey was still deserted and desolate as ever. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Every Sunday afternoon, the rector of a neighbouring though still +somewhat distant parish, of which the rich living was in the gift of +the Herberts, came to perform divine service at Cherbury. It was a +subject of deep regret to Lady Annabel that herself and her family +were debarred from the advantage of more frequent and convenient +spiritual consolation; but, at this time, the parochial discipline +of the Church of England was not so strict as it fortunately is at +present. Cherbury, though a vicarage, possessed neither parish church, +nor a residence for the clergyman; nor was there indeed a village. The +peasants on the estate, or labourers as they are now styled, a term +whose introduction into our rural world is much to be lamented, lived +in the respective farmhouses on the lands which they cultivated. These +were scattered about at considerable distances, and many of their +inmates found it more convenient to attend the church of the +contiguous parish than to repair to the hall chapel, where the +household and the dwellers in the few cottages scattered about the +park and woods always assembled. The Lady Annabel, whose lot it had +been in life to find her best consolation in religion, and who was +influenced by not only a sincere but even a severe piety, had no other +alternative, therefore, but engaging a chaplain; but this, after much +consideration, she had resolved not to do. She was indeed her own +chaplain, herself performing each day such parts of our morning and +evening service whose celebration becomes a laic, and reading portions +from the writings of those eminent divines who, from the Restoration +to the conclusion of the last reign, have so eminently distinguished +the communion of our national Church. + +Each Sunday, after the performance of divine service, the Rev. Dr. +Masham dined with the family, and he was the only guest at Cherbury +Venetia ever remembered seeing. The Doctor was a regular orthodox +divine of the eighteenth century; with a large cauliflower wig, +shovel-hat, and huge knee-buckles, barely covered by his top-boots; +learned, jovial, humorous, and somewhat courtly; truly pious, but not +enthusiastic; not forgetful of his tithes, but generous and charitable +when they were once paid; never neglecting the sick, yet occasionally +following a fox; a fine scholar, an active magistrate, and a good +shot; dreading the Pope, and hating the Presbyterians. + +The Doctor was attached to the Herbert family not merely because they +had given him a good living. He had a great reverence for an old +English race, and turned up his nose at the Walpolian loanmongers. +Lady Annabel, too, so beautiful, so dignified, so amiable, and highly +bred, and, above all, so pious, had won his regard. He was not a +little proud, too, that he was the only person in the county who had +the honour of her acquaintance, and yet was disinterested enough to +regret that he led so secluded a life, and often lamented that nothing +would induce her to show her elegant person on a racecourse, or to +attend an assize ball, an assembly which was then becoming much the +fashion. The little Venetia was a charming child, and the kind-hearted +Doctor, though a bachelor, loved children. + + O! matre pulchrâ, filia pulchrior, + +was the Rev. Dr. Masham's apposite and favourite quotation after his +weekly visit to Cherbury. + +Divine service was concluded; the Doctor had preached a capital +sermon; for he had been one of the shining lights of his university +until his rich but isolating preferment had apparently closed the +great career which it was once supposed awaited him. The accustomed +walk on the terrace was completed, and dinner was announced. This meal +was always celebrated at Cherbury, where new fashions stole down with +a lingering pace, in the great hall itself. An ample table was placed +in the centre on a mat of rushes, sheltered by a large screen covered +with huge maps of the shire and the neighbouring counties. The Lady +Annabel and her good pastor seated themselves at each end of the +table, while Venetia, mounted on a high chair, was waited on by +Mistress Pauncefort, who never condescended by any chance attention to +notice the presence of any other individual but her little charge, on +whose chair she just leaned with an air of condescending devotion. +The butler stood behind his lady, and two other servants watched the +Doctor; rural bodies all, but decked on this day in gorgeous livery +coats of blue and silver, which had been made originally for men of +very different size and bearing. Simple as was the usual diet at +Cherbury the cook was permitted on Sunday full play to her art, which, +in the eighteenth century, indulged in the production of dishes more +numerous and substantial than our refined tastes could at present +tolerate. The Doctor appreciated a good dinner, and his countenance +glistened with approbation as he surveyed the ample tureen of potage +royal, with a boned duck swimming in its centre. Before him still +scowled in death the grim countenance of a huge roast pike, flanked +on one side by a leg of mutton _à -la-daube_, and on the other by +the tempting delicacies of bombarded veal. To these succeeded that +masterpiece of the culinary art, a grand battalia pie, in which the +bodies of chickens, pigeons, and rabbits were embalmed in spices, +cocks' combs, and savoury balls, and well bedewed with one of those +rich sauces of claret, anchovy, and sweet herbs, in which our +great-grandfathers delighted, and which was technically termed a Lear. +But the grand essay of skill was the cover of this pasty, whereon the +curious cook had contrived to represent all the once-living forms that +were now entombed in that gorgeous sepulchre. A Florentine tourte, or +tansy, an old English custard, a more refined blamango, and a riband +jelly of many colours, offered a pleasant relief after these vaster +inventions, and the repast closed with a dish of oyster loaves and a +pompetone of larks. + +Notwithstanding the abstemiousness of his hostess, the Doctor was +never deterred from doing justice to her hospitality. Few were the +dishes that ever escaped him. The demon dyspepsia had not waved its +fell wings over the eighteenth century, and wonderful were the feats +then achieved by a country gentleman with the united aid of a good +digestion and a good conscience. + +The servants had retired, and Dr. Masham had taken his last glass +of port, and then he rang a bell on the table, and, I trust my fair +readers will not be frightened from proceeding with this history, a +servant brought him his pipe. The pipe was well stuffed, duly lighted, +and duly puffed; and then, taking it from his mouth, the Doctor spoke. + +'And so, my honoured lady, you have got a neighbour at last.' + +'Indeed!' exclaimed Lady Annabel. + +But the claims of the pipe prevented the good Doctor from too quickly +satisfying her natural curiosity. Another puff or two, and he then +continued. + +'Yes,' said he, 'the old abbey has at last found a tenant.' + +'A tenant, Doctor?' + +'Ay! the best tenant in the world: its proprietor.' + +'You quite surprise me. When did this occur?' + +'They have been there these three days; I have paid them a visit. Mrs. +Cadurcis has come to live at the abbey with the little lord.' + +'This is indeed news to us,' said Lady Annabel; 'and what kind of +people are they?' + +'You know, my dear madam,' said the Doctor, just touching the ash of +his pipe with his tobacco-stopper of chased silver, 'that the present +lord is a very distant relative of the late one?' + +Lady Annabel bowed assent. + +'The late lord,' continued the Doctor, 'who was as strange and +wrong-headed a man as ever breathed, though I trust he is in the +kingdom of heaven for all that, left all his property to his unlawful +children, with the exception of this estate entailed on the title, as +all estates should be, 'Tis a fine place, but no great rental. I doubt +whether 'tis more than a clear twelve hundred a-year.' + +'And Mrs. Cadurcis?' inquired Lady Annabel. + +'Was an heiress,' replied the Doctor, 'and the late Mr. Cadurcis a +spendrift. He was a bad manager, and, worse, a bad husband. Providence +was pleased to summon him suddenly from this mortal scene, but not +before he had dissipated the greater part of his wife's means. Mrs. +Cadurcis, since she was a widow, has lived in strict seclusion with +her little boy, as you may, my dear lady, with your dear little girl. +But I am afraid,' said the Doctor, shaking his head, 'she has not +been in the habit of dining so well as we have to-day. A very +limited income, my dear madam; a very limited income indeed. And +the guardians, I am told, will only allow the little lord a hundred +a-year; but, on her own income, whatever it may be, and that addition, +she has resolved to live at the abbey; and I believe, I believe she +has it rent-free; but I don't know.' + +'Poor woman!' said Lady Annabel, and not without a sigh. 'I trust her +child is her consolation.' + +Venetia had not spoken during this conversation, but she had listened +to it very attentively. At length she said, 'Mamma, is not a widow a +wife that has lost her husband?' + +'You are right, my dear,' said Lady Annabel, rather gravely. + +Venetia mused a moment, and then replied, 'Pray, mamma, are you a +widow?' + +'My dear little girl,' said Dr. Masham, 'go and give that beautiful +peacock a pretty piece of cake.' + +Lady Annabel and the Doctor rose from the table with Venetia, and took +a turn in the park, while the Doctor's horses were getting ready. + +'I think, my good lady,' said the Doctor, 'it would be but an act of +Christian charity to call upon Mrs. Cadurcis.' + +'I was thinking the same,' said Lady Annabel; 'I am interested by what +you have told me of her history and fortunes. We have some woes in +common; I hope some joys. It seems that this case should indeed be an +exception to my rule.' + +'I would not ask you to sacrifice your inclinations to the mere +pleasures of the world,' said the Doctor: 'but duties, my dear lady, +duties; there are such things as duties to our neighbour; and here is +a case where, believe me, they might be fulfilled.' + +The Doctor's horses now appeared. Both master and groom wore their +pistols in their holsters. The Doctor shook hands warmly with Lady +Annabel, and patted Venetia on her head, as she ran up from a little +distance, with an eager countenance, to receive her accustomed +blessing. Then mounting his stout mare, he once more waived his hand +with an air of courtliness to his hostess, and was soon out of sight. +Lady Annabel and Venetia returned to the terrace-room. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +'And so I would, my lady,' said Mistress Pauncefort, when Lady Annabel +communicated to her faithful attendant, at night, the news of the +arrival of the Cadurcis family at the abbey, and her intention of +paying Mrs. Cadurcis a visit; 'and so I would, my lady,' said Mistress +Pauncefort, 'and it would be but an act of Christian charity after +all, as the Doctor says; for although it is not for me to complain +when my betters are satisfied, and after all I am always content, if +your ladyship be; still there is no denying the fact, that this is +a terrible lonesome life after all. And I cannot help thinking your +ladyship has not been looking so well of late, and a little society +would do your ladyship good; and Miss Venetia too, after all, she +wants a playfellow; I am certain sure that I was as tired of playing +at ball with her this morning as if I had never sat down in my born +days; and I dare say the little lord will play with her all day long.' + +'If I thought that this visit would lead to what is understood by the +word society, my good Pauncefort, I certainly should refrain from +paying it,' said Lady Annabel, very quietly. + +'Oh! Lord, dear my lady, I was not for a moment dreaming of any such +thing,' replied Mistress Pauncefort; 'society, I know as well as any +one, means grand balls, Ranelagh, and the masquerades. I can't abide +the thought of them, I do assure your ladyship; all I meant was that a +quiet dinner now and then with a few friends, a dance perhaps in the +evening, or a hand of whist, or a game of romps at Christmas, when the +abbey will of course be quite full, a--' + +'I believe there is as little chance of the abbey being full at +Christmas, or any other time, as there is of Cherbury.' said Lady +Annabel. 'Mrs. Cadurcis is a widow, with a very slender fortune. Her +son will not enjoy his estate until he is of age, and its rental is +small. I am led to believe that they will live quite as quietly as +ourselves; and when I spoke of Christian charity, I was thinking only +of kindness towards them, and not of amusement for ourselves.' + +'Well, my lady, your la'ship knows best,' replied Mistress Pauncefort, +evidently very disappointed; for she had indulged in momentary visions +of noble visitors and noble valets; 'I am always content, you know, +when your la'ship is; but, I must say, I think it is very odd for a +lord to be so poor. I never heard of such a thing. I think they will +turn out richer than you have an idea, my lady. Your la'ship knows +'tis quite a saying, "As rich as a lord."' + +Lady Annabel smiled, but did not reply. + +The next morning the fawn-coloured chariot, which had rarely been used +since Lady Annabel's arrival at Cherbury, and four black long-tailed +coach-horses, that from absolute necessity had been degraded, in +the interval, to the service of the cart and the plough, made their +appearance, after much bustle and effort, before the hall-door. +Although a morning's stroll from Cherbury through the woods, Cadurcis +was distant nearly ten miles by the road, and that road was in great +part impassable, save in favourable seasons. This visit, therefore, +was an expedition; and Lady Annabel, fearing the fatigue for a child, +determined to leave Venetia at home, from whom she had actually never +been separated one hour in her life. Venetia could not refrain from +shedding a tear when her mother embraced and quitted her, and begged, +as a last favour, that she might accompany her through the park to +the avenue lodge. So Pauncefort and herself entered the chariot, that +rocked like a ship, in spite of all the skill of the coachman and the +postilion. + +Venetia walked home with Mistress Pauncefort, but Lady Annabel's +little daughter was not in her usual lively spirits; many a butterfly +glanced around without attracting her pursuit, and the deer trooped +by without eliciting a single observation. At length she said, in a +thoughtful tone, 'Mistress Pauncefort, I should have liked to have +gone and seen the little boy.' + +'You shall go and see him another day, Miss,' replied her attendant. + +'Mistress Pauncefort,' said Venetia, 'are you a widow?' + +Mistress Pauncefort almost started; had the inquiry been made by a +man, she would almost have supposed he was going to be very rude. She +was indeed much surprised. + +'And pray, Miss Venetia, what could put it in your head to ask such an +odd question?' exclaimed Mistress Pauncefort. 'A widow! Miss Venetia; +I have never yet changed my name, and I shall not in a hurry, that I +can tell you.' + +'Do widows change their names?' said Venetia. + +'All women change their names when they marry,' responded Mistress +Pauncefort. + +'Is mamma married?' inquired Venetia. + +'La! Miss Venetia. Well, to be sure, you do ask the strangest +questions. Married! to be sure she is married,' said Mistress +Pauncefort, exceedingly flustered. + +'And whom is she married to?' pursued the unwearied Venetia. + +'Your papa, to be sure,' said Mistress Pauncefort, blushing up to her +eyes, and looking very confused; 'that is to say, Miss Venetia, you +are never to ask questions about such subjects. Have not I often told +you it is not pretty?' + +'Why is it not pretty?' said Venetia. + +'Because it is not proper,' said Mistress Pauncefort; 'because your +mamma does not like you to ask such questions, and she will be very +angry with me for answering them, I can tell you that.' + +'I tell you what, Mistress Pauncefort,' said Venetia, 'I think mamma +is a widow.' + +'And what then, Miss Venetia? There is no shame in that.' + +'Shame!' exclaimed Venetia. 'What is shame?' + +'Look, there is a pretty butterfly!' exclaimed Mistress Pauncefort. +'Did you ever see such a pretty butterfly, Miss?' + +'I do not care about butterflies to-day, Mistress Pauncefort; I like +to talk about widows.' + +'Was there ever such a child!' exclaimed Mistress Pauncefort, with a +wondering glance. + +'I must have had a papa,' said Venetia; 'all the ladies I read about +had papas, and married husbands. Then whom did my mamma marry?' + +'Lord! Miss Venetia, you know very well your mamma always tells +you that all those books you read are a pack of stories,' observed +Mistress Pauncefort, with an air of triumphant art. + +'There never were such persons, perhaps,' said Venetia, 'but it is not +true that there never were such things as papas and husbands, for all +people have papas; you must have had a papa, Mistress Pauncefort?' + +'To be sure I had,' said Mistress Pauncefort, bridling up. + +'And a mamma too?' said Venetia. + +'As honest a woman as ever lived,' said Mistress Pauncefort. + +'Then if I have no papa, mamma must be a wife that has lost her +husband, and that, mamma told me at dinner yesterday, was a widow.' + +'Was the like ever seen!' exclaimed Mistress Pauncefort. 'And what +then, Miss Venetia?' + +'It seems to me so odd that only two people should live here, and both +be widows,' said Venetia, 'and both have a little child; the only +difference is, that one is a little boy, and I am a little girl.' + +'When ladies lose their husbands, they do not like to have their names +mentioned,' said Mistress Pauncefort; 'and so you must never talk of +your papa to my lady, and that is the truth.' + +'I will not now,' said Venetia. + +When they returned home, Mistress Pauncefort brought her work, and +seated herself on the terrace, that she might not lose sight of her +charge. Venetia played about for some little time; she made a castle +behind a tree, and fancied she was a knight, and then a lady, and +conjured up an ogre in the neighbouring shrubbery; but these daydreams +did not amuse her as much as usual. She went and fetched her book, but +even 'The Seven Champions' could not interest her. Her eye was fixed +upon the page, and apparently she was absorbed in her pursuit, but +her mind wandered, and the page was never turned. She indulged in an +unconscious reverie; her fancy was with her mother on her visit; the +old abbey rose up before her: she painted the scene without an effort: +the court, with the fountain; the grand room, with the tapestry +hangings; that desolate garden, with the fallen statues; and that +long, gloomy gallery. And in all these scenes appeared that little +boy, who, somehow or other, seemed wonderfully blended with her +imaginings. It was a very long day this; Venetia dined along with +Mistress Pauncefort; the time hung very heavy; at length she fell +asleep in Mistress Pauncefort's lap. A sound roused her: the carriage +had returned; she ran to greet her mother, but there was no news; Mrs. +Cadurcis had been absent; she had gone to a distant town to buy some +furniture; and, after all, Lady Annabel had not seen the little boy. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +A few days after the visit to Cadurcis, when Lady Annabel was sitting +alone, a postchaise drove up to the hall, whence issued a short and +stout woman with a rubicund countenance, and dressed in a style which +remarkably blended the shabby with the tawdry. She was accompanied +by a boy between eleven and twelve years of age, whose appearance, +however, much contrasted with that of his mother, for he was pale and +slender, with long curling black hair and large black eyes, which +occasionally, by their transient flashes, agreeably relieved a face +the general expression of which might be esteemed somewhat shy and +sullen. The lady, of course, was Mrs. Cadurcis, who was received by +Lady Annabel with the greatest courtesy. + +'A terrible journey,' exclaimed Mrs. Cadurcis, fanning herself as she +took her seat, 'and so very hot! Plantagenet, my love, make your +bow! Have not I always told you to make a bow when you enter a room, +especially where there are strangers? This is Lady Annabel Herbert, +who was so kind as to call upon us. Make your bow to Lady Annabel.' + +The boy gave a sort of sulky nod, but Lady Annabel received it so +graciously and expressed herself so kindly to him that his features +relaxed a little, though he was quite silent and sat on the edge of +his chair, the picture of dogged indifference. + +'Charming country, Lady Annabel,' said Mrs. Cadurcis, 'but worse +roads, if possible, than we had in Northumberland, where, indeed, +there were no roads at all. Cherbury a delightful place, very unlike +the abbey; dreadfully lonesome I assure you I find it, Lady Annabel. +Great change for us from a little town and all our kind neighbours. +Very different from Morpeth; is it not, Plantagenet?' + +'I hate Morpeth,' said the boy. + +'Hate Morpeth!' exclaimed Mrs. Cadurcis; 'well, I am sure, that +is very ungrateful, with so many kind friends as we always found. +Besides, Plantagenet, have I not always told you that you are to hate +nothing? It is very wicked. The trouble it costs me, Lady Annabel, to +educate this dear child!' continued Mrs. Cadurcis, turning to Lady +Annabel, and speaking in a semi-tone. 'I have done it all myself, I +assure you; and, when he likes, he can be as good as any one. Can't +you, Plantagenet?' + +Lord Cadurcis gave a grim smile; seated himself at the very back of +the deep chair and swung his feet, which no longer reached the ground, +to and fro. + +'I am sure that Lord Cadurcis always behaves well,' said Lady Annabel. + +'There, Plantagenet,' exclaimed Mrs. Cadurcis, 'only listen to that. +Hear what Lady Annabel Herbert says; she is sure you always behave +well. Now mind, never give her ladyship cause to change her opinion.' + +Plantagenet curled his lip, and half turned his back on his +companions. + +'I regretted so much that I was not at home when you did me the honour +to call,' resumed Mrs. Cadurcis; 'but I had gone over for the day to +Southport, buying furniture. What a business it is to buy furniture, +Lady Annabel!' added Mrs. Cadurcis, with a piteous expression. + +'It is indeed very troublesome,' said Lady Annabel. + +'Ah! you have none of these cares,' continued Mrs. Cadurcis, surveying +the pretty apartment. 'What a difference between Cherbury and the +abbey! I suppose you have never been there?' + +'Indeed, it is one of my favourite walks,' answered Lady Annabel; +'and, some two years ago, I even took the liberty of walking through +the house.' + +'Was there ever such a place!' exclaimed Mrs. Cadurcis. 'I assure you +my poor head turns whenever I try to find my way about it. But the +trustees offered it us, and I thought it my duty to my son to reside +there. Besides, it was a great offer to a widow; if poor Mr. Cadurcis +had been alive it would have been different. I hardly know what +I shall do there, particularly in winter. My spirits are always +dreadfully low. I only hope Plantagenet will behave well. If he goes +into his tantarums at the abbey, and particularly in winter, I hardly +know what will become of me!' + +'I am sure Lord Cadurcis will do everything to make the abbey +comfortable to you. Besides, it is but a short walk from Cherbury, and +you must come often and see us.' + +'Oh! Plantagenet can be good if he likes, I can assure you, +Lady Annabel; and behaves as properly as any little boy I know. +Plantagenet, my dear, speak. Have not I always told you, when you pay +a visit, that you should open your mouth now and then. I don't like +chattering children,' added Mrs. Cadurcis, 'but I like them to answer +when they are spoken to.' + +'Nobody has spoken to me,' said Lord Cadurcis, in a sullen tone. + +'Plantagenet, my love!' said his mother in a solemn voice. + +'Well, mother, what do you want?' + +'Plantagenet, my love, you know you promised me to be good!' + +'Well! what have I done?' + +'Lord Cadurcis,' said Lady Annabel, interfering, 'do you like to look +at pictures?' + +'Thank you,' replied the little lord, in a more courteous tone; 'I +like to be left alone.' + +'Did you ever know such an odd child!' said Mrs. Cadurcis; 'and yet, +Lady Annabel, you must not judge him by what you see. I do assure you +he can behave, when he likes, as pretty as possible.' + +'Pretty!' muttered the little lord between his teeth. + +'If you had only seen him at Morpeth sometimes at a little tea party,' +said Mrs. Cadurcis, 'he really was quite the ornament of the company.' + +'No, I wasn't,' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'Plantagenet!' said his mother again in a solemn tone, 'have I not +always told you that you are never to contradict any one?' + +The little lord indulged in a suppressed growl. + +'There was a little play last Christmas,' continued Mrs. Cadurcis, +'and he acted quite delightfully. Now you would not think that, from +the way he sits upon that chair. Plantagenet, my dear, I do insist +upon your behaving yourself. Sit like a man.' + +'I am not a man,' said Lord Cadurcis, very quietly; 'I wish I were.' + +'Plantagenet!' said the mother, 'have not I always told you that you +are never to answer me? It is not proper for children to answer! O +Lady Annabel, if you knew what it cost me to educate my son. He never +does anything I wish, and it is so provoking, because I know that he +can behave as properly as possible if he likes. He does it to provoke +me. You know you do it to provoke me, you little brat; now, sit +properly, sir; I do desire you to sit properly. How vexatious that you +should call at Cherbury for the first time, and behave in this manner! +Plantagenet, do you hear me?' exclaimed Mrs. Cadurcis, with a face +reddening to scarlet, and almost menacing a move from her seat. + +'Yes, everybody hears you, Mrs. Cadurcis,' said the little lord. + +'Don't call me Mrs. Cadurcis,' exclaimed the mother, in a dreadful +rage. 'That is not the way to speak to your mother; I will not be +called Mrs. Cadurcis by you. Don't answer me, sir; I desire you not +to answer me. I have half a mind to get up and give you a good shake, +that I have. O Lady Annabel,' sighed Mrs. Cadurcis, while a tear +trickled down her cheek, 'if you only knew the life I lead, and what +trouble it costs me to educate that child!' + +'My dear madam,' said Lady Annabel, 'I am sure that Lord Cadurcis has +no other wish but to please you. Indeed you have misunderstood him.' + +'Yes! she always misunderstands me,' said Lord Cadurcis, in a softer +tone, but with pouting lips and suffused eyes. + +'Now he is going on,' said his mother, beginning herself to cry +dreadfully. 'He knows my weak heart; he knows nobody in the world +loves him like his mother; and this is the way he treats me.' + +'My dear Mrs. Cadurcis,' said Lady Annabel, 'pray take luncheon after +your long drive; and Lord Cadurcis, I am sure you must be fatigued.' + +'Thank you, I never eat, my dear lady,' said Mrs. Cadurcis, 'except at +my meals. But one glass of Mountain, if you please, I would just take +the liberty of tasting, for the weather is so dreadfully hot, and +Plantagenet has so aggravated me, I really do not feel myself.' + +Lady Annabel sounded her silver hand-bell, and the butler brought some +cakes and the Mountain. Mrs. Cadurcis revived by virtue of her single +glass, and the providential co-operation of a subsequent one or two. +Even the cakes and the Mountain, however, would not tempt her son to +open his mouth; and this, in spite of her returning composure, drove +her to desperation. A conviction that the Mountain and the cakes were +delicious, an amiable desire that the palate of her spoiled child +should be gratified, some reasonable maternal anxiety that after so +long and fatiguing a drive he in fact needed some refreshment, and +the agonising consciousness that all her own physical pleasure at the +moment was destroyed by the mental sufferings she endured at having +quarrelled with her son, and that he was depriving himself of what was +so agreeable only to pique her, quite overwhelmed the ill-regulated +mind of this fond mother. Between each sip and each mouthful, she +appealed to him to follow her example, now with cajolery, now with +menace, till at length, worked up by the united stimulus of the +Mountain and her own ungovernable rage, she dashed down the glass and +unfinished slice of cake, and, before the astonished Lady Annabel, +rushed forward to give him what she had long threatened, and what she +in general ultimately had recourse to, a good shake. + +Her agile son, experienced in these storms, escaped in time, and +pushed his chair before his infuriated mother; Mrs. Cadurcis, however, +rallied, and chased him round the room; once more she flattered +herself she had captured him, once more he evaded her; in her despair +she took up Venetia's 'Seven Champions,' and threw the volume at his +head; he laughed a fiendish laugh, as, ducking his head, the book flew +on, and dashed through a pane of glass; Mrs. Cadurcis made a desperate +charge, and her son, a little frightened at her almost maniacal +passion, saved himself by suddenly seizing Lady Annabel's work-table, +and whirling it before her; Mrs. Cadurcis fell over the leg of the +table, and went into hysterics; while the bloodhound, who had long +started from his repose, looked at his mistress for instructions, and +in the meantime continued barking. The astonished and agitated Lady +Annabel assisted Mrs. Cadurcis to rise, and led her to a couch. Lord +Cadurcis, pale and dogged, stood in a corner, and after all this +uproar there was a comparative calm, only broken by the sobs of the +mother, each instant growing fainter and fainter. + +At this moment the door opened, and Mistress Pauncefort ushered in the +little Venetia. She really looked like an angel of peace sent from +heaven on a mission of concord, with her long golden hair, her bright +face, and smile of ineffable loveliness. + +'Mamma!' said Venetia, in the sweetest tone. + +'Hush! darling,' said Lady Annabel, 'this lady is not very well.' + +Mrs. Cadurcis opened her eyes and sighed. She beheld Venetia, and +stared at her with a feeling of wonder. 'O Lady Annabel,' she faintly +exclaimed, 'what must you think of me? But was there ever such an +unfortunate mother? and I have not a thought in the world but for that +boy. I have devoted my life to him, and never would have buried myself +in this abbey but for his sake. And this is the way he treats me, +and his father before him treated me even worse. Am I not the most +unfortunate woman you ever knew?' + +'My dear madam,' said the kind Lady Annabel, in a soothing tone, 'you +will be very happy yet; all will be quite right and quite happy.' + +'Is this angel your child?' inquired Mrs. Cadurcis, in a low voice. + +'This is my little girl, Venetia. Come hither, Venetia, and speak to +Mrs. Cadurcis.' + +'How do you do, Mrs. Cadurcis?' said Venetia. 'I am so glad you have +come to live at the abbey.' + +'The angel!' exclaimed Mrs. Cadurcis. 'The sweet seraph! Oh! why did +not my Plantagenet speak to you, Lady Annabel, in the same tone? +And he can, if he likes; he can, indeed. It was his silence that so +mortified me; it was his silence that led to all. I am so proud of +him! and then he comes here, and never speaks a word. O Plantagenet, I +am sure you will break my heart.' + +Venetia went up to the little lord in the corner, and gently stroked +his dark cheek. 'Are you the little boy?' she said. + +Cadurcis looked at her; at first the glance was rather fierce, but +it instantly relaxed. 'What is your name?' he said in a low, but not +unkind, tone. + +'Venetia!' + +'I like you, Venetia,' said the boy. 'Do you live here?' + +'Yes, with my mamma.' + +'I like your mamma, too; but not so much as you. I like your gold +hair.' + +'Oh, how funny! to like my gold hair!' + +'If you had come in sooner,' said Cadurcis, 'we should not have had +this row.' + +'What is a row, little boy?' said Venetia. + +'Do not call me little boy,' he said, but not in an unkind tone; 'call +me by my name.' + +'What is your name?' + +'Lord Cadurcis; but you may call me by my Christian name, because I +like you.' + +'What is your Christian name?' + +'Plantagenet.' + +'Plantagenet! What a long name!' said Venetia. 'Tell me then, +Plantagenet, what is a row?' + +'What often takes place between me and my mother, but which I am sorry +now has happened here, for I like this place, and should like to come +often. A row is a quarrel.' + +'A quarrel! What! do you quarrel with your mamma?' + +'Often.' + +'Why, then, you are not a good boy.' + +'Ah! my mamma is not like yours,' said the little lord, with a sigh. +'It is not my fault. But now I want to make it up; how shall I do it?' + +'Go and give her a kiss.' + +'Poh! that is not the way.' + +'Shall I go and ask my mamma what is best to do?' said Venetia; +and she stole away on tiptoe, and whispered to Lady Annabel that +Plantagenet wanted her. Her mother came forward and invited Lord +Cadurcis to walk on the terrace with her, leaving Venetia to amuse her +other guest. + +Lady Annabel, though kind, was frank and firm in her unexpected +confidential interview with her new friend. She placed before him +clearly the enormity of his conduct, which no provocation could +justify; it was a violation of divine law, as well as human propriety. +She found the little lord attentive, tractable, and repentant, +and, what might not have been expected, exceedingly ingenious +and intelligent. His observations, indeed, were distinguished by +remarkable acuteness; and though he could not, and indeed did not even +attempt to vindicate his conduct, he incidentally introduced much +that might be urged in its extenuation. There was indeed in this, +his milder moment, something very winning in his demeanour, and Lady +Annabel deeply regretted that a nature of so much promise and capacity +should, by the injudicious treatment of a parent, at once fond and +violent, afford such slight hopes of future happiness. It was arranged +between Lord Cadurcis and Lady Annabel that she should lead him to his +mother, and that he should lament the past, and ask her forgiveness; +so they re-entered the room. Venetia was listening to a long story +from Mrs. Cadurcis, who appeared to have entirely recovered herself; +but her countenance assumed a befitting expression of grief and +gravity when she observed her son. + +'My dear madam,' said Lady Annabel, 'your son is unhappy that he +should have offended you, and he has asked my kind offices to effect a +perfect reconciliation between a child who wishes to be dutiful to a +parent who, he feels, has always been so affectionate.' + +Mrs. Cadurcis began crying. + +'Mother,' said her son, 'I am sorry for what has occurred; mine was +the fault. I shall not be happy till you pardon me.' + +'No, yours was not the fault,' said poor Mrs. Cadurcis, crying +bitterly. 'Oh! no, it was not! I was in fault, only I. There, Lady +Annabel, did I not tell you he was the sweetest, dearest, most +generous-hearted creature that ever lived? Oh! if he would only always +speak so, I am sure I should be the happiest woman that ever breathed! +He puts me in mind quite of his poor dear father, who was an +angel upon earth; he was indeed, when he was not vexed. O my +dear Plantagenet! my only hope and joy! you are the treasure and +consolation of my life, and always will be. God bless you, my darling +child! You shall have that pony you wanted; I am sure I can manage it: +I did not think I could.' + +As Lady Annabel thought it was as well that the mother and the son +should not be immediately thrown together after this storm, she kindly +proposed that they should remain, and pass the day at Cherbury; and, +as Plantagenet's eyes brightened at the proposal, it did not require +much trouble to persuade his mother to accede to it. The day, that had +commenced so inauspiciously, turned out one of the most agreeable, +both to Mrs. Cadurcis and her child. The two mothers conversed +together, and, as Mrs. Cadurcis was a great workwoman, there was +at least one bond of sympathy between her and the tapestry of her +hostess. Then they all took a stroll in the park; and as Mrs. Cadurcis +was not able to walk for any length of time, the children were +permitted to stroll about together, attended by Mistress Pauncefort, +while Mrs. Cadurcis, chatting without ceasing, detailed to Lady +Annabel all the history of her life, all the details of her various +complaints and her economical arrangements, and all the secrets of her +husband's treatment of her, that favourite subject on which she ever +waxed most eloquent. Plantagenet, equally indulging in confidence, +which with him, however, was unusual, poured all his soul into the +charmed ear of Venetia. He told her how he and his mother had lived at +Morpeth, and how he hated it; how poor they had been, and how rich he +should be; how he loved the abbey, and especially the old gallery, and +the drums and armour; how he had been a day-scholar at a little school +which he abhorred, and how he was to go some day to Eton, of which he +was very proud. + +At length they were obliged to return, and when dinner was over the +postchaise was announced. Mrs. Cadurcis parted from Lady Annabel with +all the warm expressions of a heart naturally kind and generous; and +Plantagenet embraced Venetia, and promised that the next day he would +find his way alone from Cadurcis, through the wood, and come and take +another walk with her. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +This settlement of Mrs. Cadurcis and her son in the neighbourhood +was an event of no slight importance in the life of the family at +Cherbury. Venetia at length found a companion of her own age, itself +an incident which, in its influence upon her character and pursuits, +was not to be disregarded. There grew up between the little lord and +the daughter of Lady Annabel that fond intimacy which not rarely +occurs in childhood. Plantagenet and Venetia quickly imbibed for each +other a singular affection, not displeasing to Lady Annabel, who +observed, without dissatisfaction, the increased happiness of her +child, and encouraged by her kindness the frequent visits of the boy, +who soon learnt the shortest road from the abbey, and almost daily +scaled the hill, and traced his way through the woods to the hall. +There was much, indeed, in the character and the situation of Lord +Cadurcis which interested Lady Annabel Herbert. His mild, engaging, +and affectionate manners, when he was removed from the injudicious +influence of his mother, won upon her feelings; she felt for this +lone child, whom nature had gifted with so soft a heart and with a +thoughtful mind whose outbreaks not unfrequently attracted her notice; +with none to guide him, and with only one heart to look up to for +fondness; and that, too, one that had already contrived to forfeit the +respect even of so young a child. + +Yet Lady Annabel was too sensible of the paramount claims of a +mother; herself, indeed, too jealous of any encroachment on the full +privileges of maternal love, to sanction in the slightest degree, by +her behaviour, any neglect of Mrs. Cadurcis by her son. For his sake, +therefore, she courted the society of her new neighbour; and although +Mrs. Cadurcis offered little to engage Lady Annabel's attention as +a companion, though she was violent in her temper, far from well +informed, and, from the society in which, in spite of her original +good birth, her later years had passed, very far from being +refined, she was not without her good qualities. She was generous, +kind-hearted, and grateful; not insensible of her own deficiencies, +and respectable from her misfortunes. Lady Annabel was one of those +who always judged individuals rather by their good qualities than +their bad. With the exception of her violent temper, which, under the +control of Lady Annabel's presence, and by the aid of all that kind +person's skilful management, Mrs. Cadurcis generally contrived to +bridle, her principal faults were those of manner, which, from the +force of habit, every day became less painful. Mrs. Cadurcis, who, +indeed, was only a child of a larger growth, became scarcely less +attached to the Herbert family than her son; she felt that her life, +under their influence, was happier and serener than of yore; that +there were less domestic broils than in old days; that her son was +more dutiful; and, as she could not help suspecting, though she found +it difficult to analyse the cause, herself more amiable. The truth +was, Lady Annabel always treated Mrs. Cadurcis with studied respect; +and the children, and especially Venetia, followed her example. +Mrs. Cadurcis' self-complacency was not only less shocked, but more +gratified, than before; and this was the secret of her happiness. For +no one was more mortified by her rages, when they were past, than Mrs. +Cadurcis herself; she felt they compromised her dignity, and had lost +her all moral command over a child whom she loved at the bottom of her +heart with a kind of wild passion, though she would menace and strike +him, and who often precipitated these paroxysms by denying his mother +that duty and affection which were, after all, the great charm and +pride of her existence. + +As Mrs. Cadurcis was unable to walk to Cherbury, and as Plantagenet +soon fell into the habit of passing every morning at the hall, Lady +Annabel was frequent in her visits to the mother, and soon she +persuaded Mrs. Cadurcis to order the old postchaise regularly on +Saturday, and remain at Cherbury until the following Monday; by these +means both families united together in the chapel at divine service, +while the presence of Dr. Masham, at their now increased Sunday +dinner, was an incident in the monotonous life of Mrs. Cadurcis far +from displeasing to her. The Doctor gave her a little news of the +neighbourhood, and of the country in general; amused her with an +occasional anecdote of the Queen and the young Princesses, and always +lent her the last number of 'Sylvanus Urban.' + +This weekly visit to Cherbury, the great personal attention which she +always received there, and the frequent morning walks of Lady Annabel +to the abbey, effectually repressed on the whole the jealousy which +was a characteristic of Mrs. Cadurcis' nature, and which the constant +absence of her son from her in the mornings might otherwise have +fatally developed. But Mrs. Cadurcis could not resist the conviction +that the Herberts were as much her friends as her child's; her +jealousy was balanced by her gratitude; she was daily, almost hourly, +sensible of some kindness of Lady Annabel, for there were a thousand +services in the power of the opulent and ample establishment of +Cherbury to afford the limited and desolate household at the abbey. +Living in seclusion, it is difficult to refrain from imbibing even a +strong regard for our almost solitary companion, however incompatible +may be our pursuits, and however our tastes may vary, especially when +that companion is grateful, and duly sensible of the condescension of +our intimacy. And so it happened that, before a year had elapsed, that +very Mrs. Cadurcis, whose first introduction at Cherbury had been so +unfavourable to her, and from whose temper and manners the elegant +demeanour and the disciplined mind of Lady Annabel Herbert might have +been excused for a moment recoiling, had succeeded in establishing a +strong hold upon the affections of her refined neighbour, who sought, +on every occasion, her society, and omitted few opportunities of +contributing to her comfort and welfare. + +In the meantime her son was the companion of Venetia, both in her +pastimes and studies. The education of Lord Cadurcis had received no +further assistance than was afforded by the little grammar-school at +Morpeth, where he had passed three or four years as a day-scholar, and +where his mother had invariably taken his part on every occasion that +he had incurred the displeasure of his master. There he had obtained +some imperfect knowledge of Latin; yet the boy was fond of reading, +and had picked up, in an odd way, more knowledge than might have been +supposed. He had read 'Baker's Chronicle,' and 'The Old Universal +History,' and 'Plutarch;' and had turned over, in the book room of an +old gentleman at Morpeth, who had been attracted by his intelligence, +not a few curious old folios, from which he had gleaned no +contemptible store of curious instances of human nature. His guardian, +whom he had never seen, and who was a great nobleman and lived in +London, had signified to Mrs. Cadurcis his intention of sending his +ward to Eton; but that time had not yet arrived, and Mrs. Cadurcis, +who dreaded parting with her son, determined to postpone it by every +maternal artifice in her power. At present it would have seemed that +her son's intellect was to be left utterly uncultivated, for there +was no school in the neighbourhood which he could attend, and no +occasional assistance which could be obtained; and to the constant +presence of a tutor in the house Mrs. Cadurcis was not less opposed +than his lordship could have been himself. + +It was by degrees that Lord Cadurcis became the partner of Venetia +in her studies. Lady Annabel had consulted Dr. Masham about the poor +little boy, whose neglected state she deplored; and the good Doctor +had offered to ride over to Cherbury at least once a week, besides +Sunday, provided Lady Annabel would undertake that his directions, +in his absence, should be attended to. This her ladyship promised +cheerfully; nor had she any difficulty in persuading Cadurcis to +consent to the arrangement. He listened with docility and patience to +her representation of the fatal effects, in his after-life, of his +neglected education; of the generous and advantageous offer of Dr. +Masham; and how cheerfully she would exert herself to assist his +endeavours, if Plantagenet would willingly submit to her supervision. +The little lord expressed to her his determination to do all that she +desired, and voluntarily promised her that she should never repent +her goodness. And he kept his word. So every morning, with the full +concurrence of Mrs. Cadurcis, whose advice and opinion on the affair +were most formally solicited by Lady Annabel, Plantagenet arrived +early at the hall, and took his writing and French lessons with +Venetia, and then they alternately read aloud to Lady Annabel from the +histories of Hooke and Echard. When Venetia repaired to her drawing, +Cadurcis sat down to his Latin exercise, and, in encouraging and +assisting him, Lady Annabel, a proficient in Italian, began herself +to learn the ancient language of the Romans. With such a charming +mistress even these Latin exercises were achieved. In vain Cadurcis, +after turning leaf over leaf, would look round with a piteous air to +his fair assistant, 'O Lady Annabel, I am sure the word is not in the +dictionary;' Lady Annabel was in a moment at his side, and, by some +magic of her fair fingers, the word would somehow or other make its +appearance. After a little exposure of this kind, Plantagenet would +labour with double energy, until, heaving a deep sigh of exhaustion +and vexation, he would burst forth, 'O Lady Annabel, indeed there is +not a nominative case in this sentence.' And then Lady Annabel +would quit her easel, with her pencil in her hand, and give all her +intellect to the puzzling construction; at length, she would say, +'I think, Plantagenet, this must be our nominative case;' and so it +always was. + +Thus, when Wednesday came, the longest and most laborious morning of +all Lord Cadurcis' studies, and when he neither wrote, nor read, nor +learnt French with Venetia, but gave up all his soul to Dr. Masham, he +usually acquitted himself to that good person's satisfaction, who left +him, in general, with commendations that were not lost on the pupil, +and plenty of fresh exercises to occupy him and Lady Annabel until the +next week. When a year had thus passed away, the happiest year yet +in Lord Cadurcis' life, in spite of all his disadvantages, he had +contrived to make no inconsiderable progress. Almost deprived of a +tutor, he had advanced in classical acquirement more than during the +whole of his preceding years of scholarship, while his handwriting +began to become intelligible, he could read French with comparative +facility, and had turned over many a volume in the well-stored library +at Cherbury. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +When the hours of study were past, the children, with that zest for +play which occupation can alone secure, would go forth together, and +wander in the park. Here they had made a little world for themselves, +of which no one dreamed; for Venetia had poured forth all her Arcadian +lore into the ear of Plantagenet; and they acted together many of +the adventures of the romance, under the fond names of Musidorus and +Philoclea. Cherbury was Arcadia, and Cadurcis Macedon; while the +intervening woods figured as the forests of Thessaly, and the breezy +downs were the heights of Pindus. Unwearied was the innocent sport +of their virgin imaginations; and it was a great treat if Venetia, +attended by Mistress Pauncefort, were permitted to accompany +Plantagenet some way on his return. Then they parted with an embrace +in the woods of Thessaly, and Musidorus strolled home with a heavy +heart to his Macedonian realm. + +Parted from Venetia, the magic suddenly seemed to cease, and Musidorus +was instantly transformed into the little Lord Cadurcis, exhausted by +the unconscious efforts of his fancy, depressed by the separation from +his sweet companion, and shrinking from the unpoetical reception which +at the best awaited him in his ungenial home. Often, when thus alone, +would he loiter on his way and seat himself on the ridge, and watch +the setting sun, as its dying glory illumined the turrets of his +ancient house, and burnished the waters of the lake, until the tears +stole down his cheek; and yet he knew not why. No thoughts of sorrow +had flitted through his mind, nor indeed had ideas of any description +occurred to him. It was a trance of unmeaning abstraction; all that he +felt was a mystical pleasure in watching the sunset, and a conviction +that, if he were not with Venetia, that which he loved next best, was +to be alone. + +The little Cadurcis in general returned home moody and silent, and +his mother too often, irritated by his demeanour, indulged in all the +expressions of a quick and offended temper; but since his intimacy +with the Herberts, Plantagenet had learnt to control his emotions, +and often successfully laboured to prevent those scenes of domestic +recrimination once so painfully frequent. There often, too, was a note +from Lady Annabel to Mrs. Cadurcis, or some other slight memorial, +borne by her son, which enlisted all the kind feelings of that lady in +favour of her Cherbury friends, and then the evening was sure to pass +over in peace; and, when Plantagenet was not thus armed, he exerted +himself to be cordial; and so, on the whole, with some skill in +management, and some trials of temper, the mother and child contrived +to live together with far greater comfort than they had of old. + +Bedtime was always a great relief to Plantagenet, for it secured +him solitude. He would lie awake for hours, indulging in sweet and +unconscious reveries, and brooding over the future morn, that always +brought happiness. All that he used to sigh for, was to be Lady +Annabel's son; were he Venetia's brother, then he was sure he never +should be for a moment unhappy; that parting from Cherbury, and the +gloomy evenings at Cadurcis, would then be avoided. In such a mood, +and lying awake upon his pillow, he sought refuge from the painful +reality that surrounded him in the creative solace of his imagination. +Alone, in his little bed, Cadurcis was Venetia's brother, and he +conjured up a thousand scenes in which they were never separated, and +wherein he always played an amiable and graceful part. Yet he loved +the abbey; his painful infancy was not associated with that scene; it +was not connected with any of those grovelling common-places of his +life, from which he had shrunk back with instinctive disgust, even +at a very tender age. Cadurcis was the spot to which, in his most +miserable moments at Morpeth, he had always looked forward, as the +only chance of emancipation from the distressing scene that surrounded +him. He had been brought up with a due sense of his future position, +and although he had ever affected a haughty indifference on the +subject, from his disrelish for the coarse acquaintances who were +perpetually reminding him, with chuckling self-complacency, of his +future greatness, in secret he had ever brooded over his destiny as +his only consolation. He had imbibed from his own reflections, at a +very early period of life, a due sense of the importance of his lot; +he was proud of his hereditary honours, blended, as they were, with +some glorious passages in the history of his country, and prouder of +his still more ancient line. The eccentric exploits and the violent +passions, by which his race had been ever characterised, were to him a +source of secret exultation. Even the late lord, who certainly had +no claims to his gratitude, for he had robbed the inheritance to the +utmost of his power, commanded, from the wild decision of his life, +the savage respect of his successor. In vain Mrs. Cadurcis would +pour forth upon this, the favourite theme for her wrath and her +lamentations, all the bitter expressions of her rage and woe. +Plantagenet had never imbibed her prejudices against the departed, and +had often irritated his mother by maintaining that the late lord was +perfectly justified in his conduct. + +But in these almost daily separations between Plantagenet and Venetia, +how different was her lot to that of her companion! She was the +confidante of all his domestic sorrows, and often he had requested +her to exert her influence to obtain some pacifying missive from Lady +Annabel, which might secure him a quiet evening at Cadurcis; and +whenever this had not been obtained, the last words of Venetia were +ever not to loiter, and to remember to speak to his mother as much as +he possibly could. Venetia returned to a happy home, welcomed by the +smile of a soft and beautiful parent, and with words of affection +sweeter than music. She found an engaging companion, who had no +thought but for her welfare, her amusement, and her instruction: and +often, when the curtains were drawn, the candles lit, and Venetia, +holding her mother's hand, opened her book, she thought of poor +Plantagenet, so differently situated, with no one to be kind to him, +with no one to sympathise with his thoughts, and perhaps at the very +moment goaded into some unhappy quarrel with his mother. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The appearance of the Cadurcis family on the limited stage of her +life, and the engrossing society of her companion, had entirely +distracted the thoughts of Venetia from a subject to which in old days +they were constantly recurring, and that was her father. By a process +which had often perplexed her, and which she could never succeed in +analysing, there had arisen in her mind, without any ostensible +agency on the part of her mother which she could distinctly recall, a +conviction that this was a topic on which she was never to speak. This +idea had once haunted her, and she had seldom found herself alone +without almost unconsciously musing over it. Notwithstanding the +unvarying kindness of Lady Annabel, she exercised over her child +a complete and unquestioned control. Venetia was brought up with +strictness, which was only not felt to be severe, because the system +was founded on the most entire affection, but, fervent as her love was +for her mother, it was equalled by her profound respect, which every +word and action of Lady Annabel tended to maintain. + +In all the confidential effusions with Plantagenet, Venetia had never +dwelt upon this mysterious subject; indeed, in these conversations, +when they treated of their real and not ideal life, Venetia was a mere +recipient: all that she could communicate, Plantagenet could observe; +he it was who avenged himself at these moments for his habitual +silence before third persons; it was to Venetia that he poured forth +all his soul, and she was never weary of hearing his stories about +Morpeth, and all his sorrows, disgusts, and afflictions. There was +scarcely an individual in that little town with whom, from his lively +narratives, she was not familiar; and it was to her sympathising heart +that he confided all his future hopes and prospects, and confessed the +strong pride he experienced in being a Cadurcis, which from all others +was studiously concealed. + +It had happened that the first Christmas Day after the settlement of +the Cadurcis family at the abbey occurred in the middle of the week; +and as the weather was severe, in order to prevent two journeys at +such an inclement season, Lady Annabel persuaded Mrs. Cadurcis to pass +the whole week at the hall. This arrangement gave such pleasure to +Plantagenet that the walls of the abbey, as the old postchaise was +preparing for their journey, quite resounded with his merriment. In +vain his mother, harassed with all the mysteries of packing, indulged +in a thousand irritable expressions, which at any other time might +have produced a broil or even a fray; Cadurcis did nothing but laugh. +There was at the bottom of this boy's heart, with all his habitual +gravity and reserve, a fund of humour which would occasionally break +out, and which nothing could withstand. When he was alone with +Venetia, he would imitate the old maids of Morpeth, and all the +ceremonies of a provincial tea party, with so much life and genuine +fun, that Venetia was often obliged to stop in their rambles to +indulge her overwhelming mirth. When they were alone, and he was +gloomy, she was often accustomed to say, 'Now, dear Plantagenet, tell +me how the old ladies at Morpeth drink tea.' + +This morning at the abbey, Cadurcis was irresistible, and the more +excited his mother became with the difficulties which beset her, the +more gay and fluent were his quips and cranks. Puffing, panting, +and perspiring, now directing her waiting-woman, now scolding her +man-servant, and now ineffectually attempting to box her son's ears, +Mrs. Cadurcis indeed offered a most ridiculous spectacle. + +'John!' screamed Mrs. Cadurcis, in a voice of bewildered passion, and +stamping with rage, 'is that the place for my cap-box? You do it on +purpose, that you do!' + +'John,' mimicked Lord Cadurcis, 'how dare you do it on purpose?' + +'Take that, you brat,' shrieked the mother, and she struck her own +hand against the doorway. 'Oh! I'll give it you, I'll give it you,' +she bellowed under the united influence of rage and pain, and she +pursued her agile child, who dodged her on the other side of the +postchaise, which he persisted in calling the family carriage. + +'Oh! ma'am, my lady,' exclaimed the waiting-woman, sallying forth from +the abbey, 'what is to be done with the parrot when we are away? Mrs. +Brown says she won't see to it, that she won't; 'taynt her place.' + +This rebellion of Mrs. Brown was a diversion in favour of Plantagenet. +Mrs. Cadurcis waddled down the cloisters with precipitation, rushed +into the kitchen, seized the surprised Mrs. Brown by the shoulder, and +gave her a good shake; and darting at the cage, which held the parrot, +she bore it in triumph to the carriage. 'I will take the bird with +me,' said Mrs. Cadurcis. + +'We cannot take the bird inside, madam,' said Plantagenet, 'for it +will overhear all our conversation, and repeat it. We shall not be +able to abuse our friends.' + +Mrs. Cadurcis threw the cage at her son's head, who, for the sake of +the bird, dexterously caught it, but declared at the same time he +would immediately throw it into the lake. Then Mrs. Cadurcis began to +cry with rage, and, seating herself on the open steps of the chaise, +sobbed hysterically. Plantagenet stole round on tip-toe, and peeped +in her face: 'A merry Christmas and a happy new year, Mrs. Cadurcis,' +said her son. + +'How can I be merry and happy, treated as I am?' sobbed the mother. +'You do not treat Lady Annabel so. Oh! no; it is only your mother whom +you use in this manner! Go to Cherbury. Go by all means, but go by +yourself; I shall not go: go to your friends, Lord Cadurcis; they are +your friends, not mine, and I hope they are satisfied, now that they +have robbed me of the affections of my child. I have seen what they +have been after all this time. I am not so blind as some people think. +No! I see how it is. I am nobody. Your poor mother, who brought you +up, and educated you, is nobody. This is the end of all your Latin and +French, and your fine lessons. Honour your father and your mother, +Lord Cadurcis; that's a finer lesson than all. Oh! oh! oh!' + +This allusion to the Herberts suddenly calmed Plantagenet. He felt in +an instant the injudiciousness of fostering by his conduct the latent +jealousy which always lurked at the bottom of his mother's heart, and +which nothing but the united talent and goodness of Lady Annabel could +have hitherto baffled. So he rejoined in a kind yet playful tone, 'If +you will be good, I will give you a kiss for a Christmas-box, mother; +and the parrot shall go inside if you like.' + +'The parrot may stay at home, I do not care about it: but I cannot +bear quarrelling; it is not my temper, you naughty, very naughty boy.' + +'My dear mother,' continued his lordship, in a soothing tone, 'these +scenes always happen when people are going to travel. I assure you it +is quite a part of packing up.' + +'You will be the death of me, that you will,' said the mother, 'with +all your violence. You are worse than your father, that you are.' + +'Come, mother,' said her son, drawing nearer, and just touching her +shoulder with his hand, 'will you not have my Christmas-box?' + +The mother extended her cheek, which the son slightly touched with his +lip, and then Mrs. Cadurcis jumped up as lively as ever, called for a +glass of Mountain, and began rating the footboy. + +At length the postchaise was packed; they had a long journey before +them, because Cadurcis would go round by Southport, to call upon a +tradesman whom a month before he had commissioned to get a trinket +made for him in London, according to the newest fashion, as a present +for Venetia. The commission was executed; Mrs. Cadurcis, who had been +consulted in confidence by her son on the subject, was charmed with +the result of their united taste. She had good-naturedly contributed +one of her own few, but fine, emeralds to the gift; upon the back of +the brooch was engraved:-- + + TO VENETIA, FROM HER AFFECTIONATE BROTHER, PLANTAGENET. + +'I hope she will be a sister, and more than a sister, to you,' said +Mrs. Cadurcis. + +'Why?' inquired her son, rather confused. + +'You may look farther, and fare worse,' said Mrs. Cadurcis. +Plantagenet blushed; and yet he wondered why he blushed: he understood +his mother, but he could not pursue the conversation; his heart +fluttered. + +A most cordial greeting awaited them at Cherbury; Dr. Masham was +there, and was to remain until Monday. Mrs. Cadurcis would have opened +about the present immediately, but her son warned her on the threshold +that if she said a word about it, or seemed to be aware of its +previous existence, even when it was shown, he would fling it +instantly away into the snow; and her horror of this catastrophe +bridled her tongue. Mrs. Cadurcis, however, was happy, and Lady +Annabel was glad to see her so; the Doctor, too, paid her some +charming compliments; the good lady was in the highest spirits, for +she was always in extremes, and at this moment she would willingly +have laid down her life if she had thought the sacrifice could have +contributed to the welfare of the Herberts. + +Cadurcis himself drew Venetia aside, and then, holding the brooch +reversed, he said, with rather a confused air, 'Read that, Venetia.' + +'Oh! Plantagenet!' she said, very much astonished. + +'You see, Venetia,' he added, leaving it in her hand, 'it is yours.' + +Venetia turned the jewel; her eye was dazzled with its brilliancy. + +'It is too grand for a little girl, Plantagenet,' she exclaimed, a +little pale. + +'No, it is not,' said Plantagenet, firmly; 'besides, you will not +always be a little girl; and then, if ever we do not live together as +we do now, you will always remember you have a brother.' + +'I must show it mamma; I must ask her permission to take it, +Plantagenet.' + +Venetia went up to her mother, who was talking to Mrs. Cadurcis. She +had not courage to speak before that lady and Dr. Masham, so she +called her mother aside. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'something has happened.' + +'What, my dear?' said Lady Annabel, somewhat surprised at the +seriousness of her tone. + +'Look at this, mamma!' said Venetia, giving her the brooch. + +Lady Annabel looked at the jewel, and read the inscription. It was +a more precious offering than the mother would willingly have +sanctioned, but she was too highly bred, and too thoughtful of the +feelings of others, to hesitate for a moment to admire it herself, and +authorise its acceptance by her daughter. So she walked up to Cadurcis +and gave him a mother's embrace for his magnificent present to his +sister, placed the brooch itself near Venetia's heart, and then led +her daughter to Mrs. Cadurcis, that the gratified mother might +admire the testimony of her son's taste and affection. It was a most +successful present, and Cadurcis felt grateful to his mother for her +share in its production, and the very proper manner in which she +received the announcement of its offering. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +This was Christmas Eve; the snow was falling briskly. After dinner +they were glad to cluster round the large fire in the green +drawing-room. Dr. Masham had promised to read the evening service in +the chapel, which was now lit up, and the bell was sounding, that the +cottagers might have the opportunity of attending. + +Plantagenet and Venetia followed the elders to the chapel; they walked +hand-in-hand down the long galleries. + +'I should like to go all over this house,' said Plantagenet to his +companion. 'Have you ever been?' + +'Never,' said Venetia; 'half of it is shut up. Nobody ever goes into +it, except mamma.' + +In the night there was a violent snowstorm; not only was the fall +extremely heavy, but the wind was so high, that it carried the snow +off the hills, and all the roads were blocked up, in many places +ten or twelve feet deep. All communication was stopped. This was an +adventure that amused the children, though the rest looked rather +grave. Plantagenet expressed to Venetia his wish that the snow would +never melt, and that they might remain at Cherbury for ever. + +The children were to have a holiday this week, and they had planned +some excursions in the park and neighbourhood, but now they were all +prisoners to the house. They wandered about, turning the staircase +into mountains, the great hall into an ocean, and the different rooms +into so many various regions. They amused themselves with their +adventures, and went on endless voyages of discovery. Every moment +Plantagenet longed still more for the opportunity of exploring the +uninhabited chambers; but Venetia shook her head, because she was sure +Lady Annabel would not grant them permission. + +'Did you ever live at any place before you came to Cherbury?' inquired +Lord Cadurcis of Venetia. + +'I know I was not born here,' said Venetia; 'but I was so young that I +have no recollection of any other place.' + +'And did any one live here before you came?' said Plantagenet. + +'I do not know,' said Venetia; 'I never heard if anybody did. I, I,' +she continued, a little constrained, 'I know nothing.' + +'Do you remember your papa?' said Plantagenet. + +'No,' said Venetia. + +'Then he must have died almost as soon as you were born, said Lord +Cadurcis. + +'I suppose he must,' said Venetia, and her heart trembled. + +'I wonder if he ever lived here!' said Plantagenet. + +'Mamma does not like me to ask questions about my papa,' said Venetia, +'and I cannot tell you anything.' + +'Ah! your papa was different from mine, Venetia,' said Cadurcis; 'my +mother talks of him often enough. They did not agree very well; and, +when we quarrel, she always says I remind her of him. I dare say Lady +Annabel loved your papa very much.' + +'I am sure mamma did,' replied Venetia. + +The children returned to the drawing-room, and joined their friends: +Mrs. Cadurcis was sitting on the sofa, occasionally dozing over a +sermon; Dr. Masham was standing with Lady Annabel in the recess of +a distant window. Her ladyship's countenance was averted; she was +reading a newspaper, which the Doctor had given her. As the door +opened, Lady Annabel glanced round; her countenance was agitated; she +folded up the newspaper rather hastily, and gave it to the Doctor. + +'And what have you been doing, little folks?' inquired the Doctor of +the new comers. + +'We have been playing at the history of Rome,' said Venetia, 'and now +that we have conquered every place, we do not know what to do.' + +'The usual result of conquest,' said the Doctor, smiling. + +'This snowstorm is a great trial for you; I begin to believe that, +after all, you would be more pleased to take your holidays at another +opportunity.' + +'We could amuse ourselves very well,' said Plantagenet, 'if Lady +Annabel would be so kind as to permit us to explore the part of the +house that is shut up.' + +'That would be a strange mode of diversion,' said Lady Annabel, +quietly, 'and I do not think by any means a suitable one. There cannot +be much amusement in roaming over a number of dusty unfurnished +rooms.' + +'And so nicely dressed as you are too!' said Mrs. Cadurcis, rousing +herself: 'I wonder how such an idea could enter your head!' + +'It snows harder than ever,' said Venetia; 'I think, after all, I +shall learn my French vocabulary.' + +'If it snows to-morrow,' said Plantagenet, 'we will do our lessons as +usual. Holidays, I find, are not so amusing as I supposed.' + +The snow did continue, and the next day the children voluntarily +suggested that they should resume their usual course of life. With +their mornings occupied, they found their sources of relaxation ample; +and in the evening they acted plays, and Lady Annabel dressed them up +in her shawls, and Dr. Masham read Shakspeare to them. + +It was about the fourth day of the visit that Plantagenet, loitering +in the hall with Venetia, said to her, 'I saw your mamma go into the +locked-up rooms last night. I do so wish that she would let us go +there.' + +'Last night!' said Venetia; 'when could you have seen her last night?' + +'Very late: the fact is, I could not sleep, and I took it into my head +to walk up and down the gallery. I often do so at the abbey. I like to +walk up and down an old gallery alone at night. I do not know why; but +I like it very much. Everything is so still, and then you hear the +owls. I cannot make out why it is; but nothing gives me more pleasure +than to get up when everybody is asleep. It seems as if one were the +only living person in the world. I sometimes think, when I am a man, I +will always get up in the night, and go to bed in the daytime. Is not +that odd?' + +'But mamma!' said Venetia, 'how came you to see mamma?' + +'Oh! I am certain of it,' said the boy; 'for, to tell you the truth, I +was rather frightened at first; only I thought it would not do for a +Cadurcis to be afraid, so I stood against the wall, in the shade, and +I was determined, whatever happened, not to cry out.' + +'Oh! you frighten me so, Plantagenet!' said Venetia. + +'Ah! you might well have been frightened if you had been there; past +midnight, a tall white figure, and a light! However, there is nothing +to be alarmed about; it was Lady Annabel, nobody else. I saw her as +clearly as I see you now. She walked along the gallery, and went to +the very door you showed me the other morning. I marked the door; I +could not mistake it. She unlocked it, and she went in.' + +'And then?' inquired Venetia, eagerly. + +'Why, then, like a fool, I went back to bed,' said Plantagenet. 'I +thought it would seem so silly if I were caught, and I might not have +had the good fortune to escape twice. I know no more.' + +Venetia could not reply. She heard a laugh, and then her mother's +voice. They were called with a gay summons to see a colossal +snow-ball, that some of the younger servants had made and rolled to +the window of the terrace-room. It was ornamented with a crown of +holly and mistletoe, and the parti-coloured berries looked bright in a +straggling sunbeam which had fought its way through the still-loaded +sky, and fell upon the terrace. + +In the evening, as they sat round the fire, Mrs. Cadurcis began +telling Venetia a long rambling ghost story, which she declared was +a real ghost story, and had happened in her own family. Such +communications were not very pleasing to Lady Annabel, but she was too +well bred to interrupt her guest. When, however, the narrative was +finished, and Venetia, by her observations, evidently indicated +the effect that it had produced upon her mind, her mother took the +occasion of impressing upon her the little credibility which should +be attached to such legends, and the rational process by which many +unquestionable apparitions might be accounted for. Dr. Masham, +following this train, recounted a story of a ghost which had been +generally received in a neighbouring village for a considerable +period, and attested by the most veracious witnesses, but which was +explained afterwards by turning out to be an instance of somnambulism. +Venetia appeared to be extremely interested in the subject; she +inquired much about sleep-walkers and sleepwalking; and a great many +examples of the habit were cited. At length she said, 'Mamma, did you +ever walk in your sleep?' + +'Not to my knowledge,' said Lady Annabel, smiling; 'I should hope +not.' + +'Well, do you know,' said Plantagenet, who had hitherto listened in +silence, 'it is very curious, but I once dreamt that you did, Lady +Annabel.' + +'Indeed!' said the lady. + +'Yes! and I dreamt it last night, too,' continued Cadurcis. 'I thought +I was sleeping in the uninhabited rooms here, and the door opened, and +you walked in with a light.' + +'No! Plantagenet,' said Venetia, who was seated by him, and who spoke +in a whisper, 'it was not--' + +'Hush!' said Cadurcis, in a low voice. + +'Well, that was a strange dream,' said Mrs. Cadurcis; 'was it not, +Doctor?' + +'Now, children, I will tell you a very curious story,' said the +Doctor; 'and it is quite a true one, for it happened to myself.' + +The Doctor was soon embarked in his tale, and his audience speedily +became interested in the narrative; but Lady Annabel for some time +maintained complete silence. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The spring returned; the intimate relations between the two families +were each day more confirmed. Lady Annabel had presented her daughter +and Plantagenet each with a beautiful pony, but their rides were at +first to be confined to the park, and to be ever attended by a groom. +In time, however, duly accompanied, they were permitted to extend +their progress so far as Cadurcis. Mrs. Cadurcis had consented to +the wishes of her son to restore the old garden, and Venetia was his +principal adviser and assistant in the enterprise. Plantagenet was +fond of the abbey, and nothing but the agreeable society of Cherbury +on the one hand, and the relief of escaping from his mother on the +other, could have induced him to pass so little of his time at home; +but, with Venetia for his companion, his mornings at the abbey passed +charmingly, and, as the days were now at their full length again, +there was abundance of time, after their studies at Cherbury, to ride +together through the woods to Cadurcis, spend several hours there, and +for Venetia to return to the hall before sunset. Plantagenet always +accompanied her to the limits of the Cherbury grounds, and then +returned by himself, solitary and full of fancies. + +Lady Annabel had promised the children that they should some day +ride together to Marringhurst, the rectory of Dr. Masham, to eat +strawberries and cream. This was to be a great festival, and was +looked forward to with corresponding interest. Her ladyship had kindly +offered to accompany Mrs. Cadurcis in the carriage, but that lady was +an invalid and declined the journey; so Lady Annabel, who was herself +a good horsewoman, mounted her jennet with Venetia and Plantagenet. + +Marringhurst was only five miles from Cherbury by a cross-road, +which was scarcely passable for carriages. The rectory house was a +substantial, square-built, red brick mansion, shaded by gigantic elms, +but the southern front covered with a famous vine, trained over it +with elaborate care, and of which, and his espaliers, the Doctor was +very proud. The garden was thickly stocked with choice fruit-trees; +there was not the slightest pretence to pleasure grounds; but there +was a capital bowling-green, and, above all, a grotto, where the +Doctor smoked his evening pipe, and moralised in the midst of his +cucumbers and cabbages. On each side extended the meadows of his +glebe, where his kine ruminated at will. It was altogether a scene as +devoid of the picturesque as any that could be well imagined; flat, +but not low, and rich, and green, and still. + +His expected guests met as warm a reception as such a hearty friend +might be expected to afford. Dr. Masham was scarcely less delighted at +the excursion than the children themselves, and rejoiced in the sunny +day that made everything more glad and bright. The garden, the grotto, +the bowling-green, and all the novelty of the spot, greatly diverted +his young companions; they visited his farmyard, were introduced to +his poultry, rambled over his meadows, and admired his cows, which he +had collected with equal care and knowledge. Nor was the interior of +this bachelor's residence devoid of amusement. Every nook and corner +was filled with objects of interest; and everything was in admirable +order. The goddess of neatness and precision reigned supreme, +especially in his hall, which, though barely ten feet square, was a +cabinet of rural curiosities. His guns, his fishing-tackle, a cabinet +of birds stuffed by himself, a fox in a glass-case that seemed +absolutely running, and an otter with a real fish in its mouth, in +turn delighted them; but chiefly, perhaps, his chimney-corner of Dutch +tiles, all Scriptural subjects, which Venetia and Plantagenet emulated +each other in discovering. + +Then his library, which was rare and splendid, for the Doctor was one +of the most renowned scholars in the kingdom, and his pictures, his +prints, and his gold fish, and his canary birds; it seemed they never +could exhaust such sources of endless amusement; to say nothing of +every other room in the house, for, from the garret to the dairy, +his guests encouraged him in introducing them to every thing, every +person, and every place. + +'And this is the way we old bachelors contrive to pass our lives,' +said the good Doctor; 'and now, my dear lady, Goody Blount will give +us some dinner.' + +The Doctor's repast was a substantial one; he seemed resolved, at one +ample swoop, to repay Lady Annabel for all her hospitality; and he +really took such delight in their participation of it, that his +principal guest was constrained to check herself in more than one +warning intimation that moderation was desirable, were it only for the +sake of the strawberries and cream. All this time his housekeeper, +Goody Blount, as he called her, in her lace cap and ruffles, as +precise and starch as an old picture, stood behind his chair with +pleased solemnity, directing, with unruffled composure, the movements +of the liveried bumpkin who this day was promoted to the honour of +'waiting at table.' + +'Come,' said the Doctor, as the cloth was cleared, 'I must bargain for +one toast, Lady Annabel: "Church and State."' + +'What is Church and State?' said Venetia. + +'As good things. Miss Venetia, as strawberries and cream,' said the +Doctor, laughing; 'and, like them, always best united.' + +After their repast, the children went into the garden to amuse +themselves. They strolled about some time, until Plantagenet at length +took it into his head that he should like to learn to play at bowls; +and he said, if Venetia would wait in the grotto, where they then were +talking, he would run back and ask the Doctor if the servant might +teach him. He was not long absent; but appeared, on his return, a +little agitated. Venetia inquired if he had been successful, but he +shook his head, and said he had not asked. + +'Why did you not?' said Venetia. + +'I did not like,' he replied, looking very serious; 'something +happened.' + +'What could have happened?' said Venetia. + +'Something strange,' was his answer. + +'Oh, do tell me, Plantagenet!' + +'Why,' said he, in a low voice, 'your mamma is crying.' + +'Crying!' exclaimed Venetia; 'my dear mamma crying! I must go to her +directly.' + +'Hush!' said Plantagenet, shaking his head, 'you must not go.' + +'I must.' + +'No, you must not go, Venetia,' was his reply; 'I am sure she does not +want us to know she is crying.' + +'What did she say to you?' + +'She did not see me; the Doctor did, and he gave me a nod to go away.' + +'I never saw mamma cry,' said Venetia. + +'Don't you say anything about it, Venetia,' said Plantagenet, with a +manly air; 'listen to what I say.' + +'I do, Plantagenet, always; but still I should like to know what mamma +can be crying about. Do tell me all about it.' + +'Why, I came to the room by the open windows, and your mamma was +standing up, with her back to me, and leaning on the mantel-piece, +with her face in her handkerchief; and the Doctor was standing up too, +only his back was to the fireplace; and when he saw me, he made me a +sign to go away, and I went directly.' + +'Are you sure mamma was crying?' + +'I heard her sob.' + +'I think I shall cry,' said Venetia. + +'You must not; you must know nothing about it. If you let your mamma +know that I saw her crying, I shall never tell you anything again.' + +'What do you think she was crying about, Plantagenet?' + +'I cannot say; perhaps she had been talking about your papa. I do not +want to play at bowls now,' added Plantagenet; 'let us go and see the +cows.' + +In the course of half an hour the servant summoned the children to +the house. The horses were ready, and they were now to return. Lady +Annabel received them with her usual cheerfulness. + +'Well, dear children,' said she, 'have you been very much amused?' + +Venetia ran forward, and embraced her mother with even unusual +fondness. She was mindful of Plantagenet's injunctions, and was +resolved not to revive her mother's grief by any allusion that could +recall the past; but her heart was, nevertheless, full of sympathy, +and she could not have rode home, had she not thus expressed her love +for her mother. + +With the exception of this strange incident, over which, afterwards, +Venetia often pondered, and which made her rather serious the whole of +the ride home, this expedition to Marringhurst was a very happy day. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +This happy summer was succeeded by a singularly wet autumn. Weeks of +continuous rain rendered it difficult even for the little Cadurcis, +who defied the elements, to be so constant as heretofore in his daily +visits to Cherbury. His mother, too, grew daily a greater invalid, +and, with increasing sufferings and infirmities, the natural +captiousness of her temper proportionally exhibited itself. She +insisted upon the companionship of her son, and that he should not +leave the house in such unseasonable weather. If he resisted, she fell +into one of her jealous rages, and taunted him with loving strangers +better than his own mother. Cadurcis, on the whole, behaved very well; +he thought of Lady Annabel's injunctions, and restrained his passion. +Yet he was not repaid for the sacrifice; his mother made no effort +to render their joint society agreeable, or even endurable. She was +rarely in an amiable mood, and generally either irritable or sullen. +If the weather held up a little, and he ventured to pay a visit to +Cherbury, he was sure to be welcomed back with a fit of passion; +either Mrs. Cadurcis was angered for being left alone, or had +fermented herself into fury by the certainty of his catching a fever. +If Plantagenet remained at the abbey, she was generally sullen; and, +as he himself was naturally silent under any circumstances, his mother +would indulge in that charming monologue, so conducive to domestic +serenity, termed 'talking at a person,' and was continually +insinuating that she supposed he found it very dull to pass his day +with her, and that she dared say that somebody could be lively enough +if he were somewhere else. + +Cadurcis would turn pale, and bite his lip, and then leave the room; +and whole days would sometimes pass with barely a monosyllable being +exchanged between this parent and child. Cadurcis had found some +opportunities of pouring forth his griefs and mortification into the +ear of Venetia, and they had reached her mother; but Lady Annabel, +though she sympathised with this interesting boy, invariably +counselled duty. The morning studies were abandoned, but a quantity of +books were sent over from Cherbury for Plantagenet, and Lady Annabel +seized every opportunity of conciliating Mrs. Cadurcis' temper in +favour of her child, by the attention which she paid the mother. The +weather, however, prevented either herself or Venetia from visiting +the abbey; and, on the whole, the communications between the two +establishments and their inmates had become rare. + +Though now a continual inmate of the abbey, Cadurcis was seldom the +companion of his mother. They met at their meals, and that was all. He +entered the room every day with an intention of conciliating; but the +mutual tempers of the mother and the son were so quick and sensitive, +that he always failed in his purpose, and could only avoid a storm +by dogged silence. This enraged Mrs. Cadurcis more even than his +impertinence; she had no conduct; she lost all command over herself, +and did not hesitate to address to her child terms of reproach and +abuse, which a vulgar mind could only conceive, and a coarse tongue +alone express. What a contrast to Cherbury, to the mild maternal +elegance and provident kindness of Lady Annabel, and the sweet tones +of Venetia's ever-sympathising voice. Cadurcis, though so young, was +gifted with an innate fastidiousness, that made him shrink from a rude +woman. His feelings were different in regard to men; he sympathised at +a very early age with the bold and the energetic; his favourites among +the peasantry were ever those who excelled in athletic sports; and, +though he never expressed the opinion, he did not look upon the +poacher with the evil eye of his class. But a coarse and violent woman +jarred even his young nerves; and this woman was his mother, his only +parent, almost his only relation; for he had no near relative except +a cousin whom he had never even seen, the penniless orphan of a +penniless brother of his father, and who had been sent to sea; so +that, after all, his mother was the only natural friend he had. This +poor little boy would fly from that mother with a sullen brow, or, +perhaps, even with a harsh and cutting repartee; and then he would +lock himself up in his room, and weep. But he allowed no witnesses of +this weakness. The lad was very proud. If any of the household passed +by as he quitted the saloon, and stared for a moment at his pale and +agitated face, he would coin a smile for the instant, and say even a +kind word, for he was very courteous to his inferiors, and all the +servants loved him, and then take refuge in his solitary woe. + +Relieved by this indulgence of his mortified heart, Cadurcis looked +about him for resources. The rain was pouring in torrents, and the +plash of the troubled and swollen lake might be heard even at the +abbey. At night the rising gusts of wind, for the nights were always +clear and stormy, echoed down the cloisters with a wild moan to which +he loved to listen. In the morning he beheld with interest the savage +spoils of the tempest; mighty branches of trees strewn about, +and sometimes a vast trunk uprooted from its ancient settlement. +Irresistibly the conviction impressed itself upon his mind that, if +he were alone in this old abbey, with no mother to break that strange +fountain of fancies that seemed always to bubble up in his solitude, +he might be happy. He wanted no companions; he loved to be alone, to +listen to the winds, and gaze upon the trees and waters, and wander in +those dim cloisters and that gloomy gallery. + +From the first hour of his arrival he had loved the venerable hall of +his fathers. Its appearance harmonised with all the associations of +his race. Power and pomp, ancestral fame, the legendary respect of +ages, all that was great, exciting, and heroic, all that was marked +out from the commonplace current of human events, hovered round him. +In the halls of Cadurcis he was the Cadurcis; though a child, he was +keenly sensible of his high race; his whole being sympathised with +their glory; he was capable of dying sooner than of disgracing them; +and then came the memory of his mother's sharp voice and harsh vulgar +words, and he shivered with disgust. + +Forced into solitude, forced to feed upon his own mind, Cadurcis found +in that solitude each day a dearer charm, and in that mind a richer +treasure of interest and curiosity. He loved to wander about, dream of +the past, and conjure up a future as glorious. What was he to be? What +should be his career? Whither should he wend his course? Even at this +early age, dreams of far lands flitted over his mind; and schemes of +fantastic and adventurous life. But now he was a boy, a wretched boy, +controlled by a vulgar and narrow-minded woman! And this servitude +must last for years; yes! years must elapse before he was his own +master. Oh! if he could only pass them alone, without a human voice to +disturb his musings, a single form to distract his vision! + +Under the influence of such feelings, even Cherbury figured to his +fancy in somewhat faded colours. There, indeed, he was loved and +cherished; there, indeed, no sound was ever heard, no sight ever seen, +that could annoy or mortify the high pitch of his unconscious ideal; +but still, even at Cherbury, he was a child. Under the influence +of daily intercourse, his tender heart had balanced, perhaps even +outweighed, his fiery imagination. That constant yet delicate +affection had softened all his soul: he had no time but to be grateful +and to love. He returned home only to muse over their sweet society, +and contrast their refined and gentle life with the harsh rude hearth +that awaited him. Whatever might be his reception at home, he was +thrown, back for solace on their memory, not upon his own heart; and +he felt the delightful conviction that to-morrow would renew the spell +whose enchantment had enabled him to endure the present vexation. But +now the magic of that intercourse had ceased; after a few days of +restlessness and repining, he discovered that he must find in his +desolation sterner sources of support than the memory of Venetia, and +the recollections of the domestic joys of Cherbury. It astonishing +with what rapidity the character of Cadurcis developed itself in +solitude; and strange was the contrast between the gentle child who, +a few weeks before, had looked forward with so much interest to +accompanying Venetia to a childish festival, and the stern and moody +being who paced the solitary cloisters of Cadurcis, and then would +withdraw to his lonely chamber and the amusement of a book. He was at +this time deeply interested in Purchas's Pilgrimage, one of the few +books of which the late lord had not despoiled him. Narratives of +travels and voyages always particularly pleased him; he had an idea +that he was laying up information which might be useful to him +hereafter; the Cherbury collection was rich in this class of volumes, +and Lady Annabel encouraged their perusal. + +In this way many weeks elapsed at the abbey, during which the visits +of Plantagenet to Cherbury were very few. Sometimes, if the weather +cleared for an hour during the morning, he would mount his pony, and +gallop, without stopping, to the hall. The rapidity of the motion +excited his mind; he fancied himself, as he embraced Venetia, some +chieftain who had escaped for a moment from his castle to visit his +mistress; his imagination conjured up a war between the opposing +towers of Cadurcis and Cherbury; and when his mother fell into a +passion on his return, it passed with him only, according to its +length and spirit, as a brisk skirmish or a general engagement. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +One afternoon, on his return from Cherbury, Plantagenet found the fire +extinguished in the little room which he had appropriated to himself, +and where he kept his books. As he had expressed his wish to the +servant that the fire should be kept up, he complained to him of the +neglect, but was informed, in reply, that the fire had been allowed to +go out by his mother's orders, and that she desired in future that +he would always read in the saloon. Plantagenet had sufficient +self-control to make no observation before the servant, and soon after +joined his mother, who looked very sullen, as if she were conscious +that she had laid a train for an explosion. + +Dinner was now served, a short and silent meal. Lord Cadurcis did not +choose to speak because he felt aggrieved, and his mother because +she was husbanding her energies for the contest which she believed +impending. At length, when the table was cleared, and the servant +departed, Cadurcis said in a quiet tone, 'I think I shall write to my +guardian to-morrow about my going to Eton.' + +'You shall do no such thing,' said Mrs. Cadurcis, bristling up; 'I +never heard such a ridiculous idea in my life as a boy like you +writing letters on such subjects to a person you have never yet seen. +When I think it proper that you should go to Eton, I shall write.' + +'I wish you would think it proper now then, ma'am.' + +'I won't be dictated to,' said Mrs. Cadurcis, fiercely. + +'I was not dictating,' replied her son, calmly. + +'You would if you could,' said his mother. + +'Time enough to find fault with me when I do, ma'am.' + +'There is enough to find fault about at all times, sir.' + +'On which side, Mrs. Cadurcis?' inquired Plantagenet, with a sneer. + +'Don't aggravate me, Lord Cadurcis,' said his mother. + +'How am I aggravating you, ma'am?' + +'I won't be answered,' said the mother. + +'I prefer silence myself,' said the son. + +'I won't be insulted in my own room, sir,' said Mrs. Cadurcis. + +'I am not insulting you, Mrs. Cadurcis,' said Plantagenet, rather +fiercely; 'and, as for your own room, I never wish to enter it. Indeed +I should not be here at this moment, had you not ordered my fire to be +put out, and particularly requested that I should sit in the saloon.' + +'Oh! you are a vastly obedient person, I dare say,' replied Mrs. +Cadurcis, very pettishly. 'How long, I should like to know, have my +requests received such particular attention? Pooh!' + +'Well, then, I will order my fire to be lighted again,' said +Plantagenet. + +'You shall do no such thing,' said the mother; 'I am mistress in this +house. No one shall give orders here but me, and you may write to your +guardian and tell him that, if you like.' + +'I shall certainly not write to my guardian for the first time,' said +Lord Cadurcis, 'about any such nonsense.' + +'Nonsense, sir! Nonsense you said, did you? Your mother nonsense! This +is the way to treat a parent, is it? I am nonsense, am I? I will teach +you what nonsense is. Nonsense shall be very good sense; you shall +find that, sir, that you shall. Nonsense, indeed! I'll write to your +guardian, that I will! You call your mother nonsense, do you? And +where did you learn that, I should like to know? Nonsense, indeed! +This comes of your going to Cherbury! So your mother is nonsense; a +pretty lesson for Lady Annabel to teach you. Oh! I'll speak my mind to +her, that I will.' + +'What has Lady Annabel to do with it?' inquired Cadurcis, in a loud +tone. + +'Don't threaten me, sir,' said Mrs. Cadurcis, with violent gesture. +'I won't be menaced; I won't be menaced by my son. Pretty goings +on, indeed! But I will put a stop to them; will I not? that is all. +Nonsense, indeed; your mother nonsense!' + +'Well, you do talk nonsense, and the greatest,' said Plantagenet, +doggedly; 'you are talking nonsense now, you are always talking +nonsense, and you never open your mouth about Lady Annabel without +talking nonsense.' + +'If I was not very ill I would give it you,' said his mother, grinding +her teeth. 'O you brat! You wicked brat, you! Is this the way to +address me? I have half a mind to shake your viciousness out of you, +that I have! + +You are worse than your father, that you are!' and here she wept with +rage. + +'I dare say my father was not so bad, after all!' said Cadurcis. + +'What should you know about your father, sir?' said Mrs. Cadurcis. +'How dare you speak about your father!' + +'Who should speak about a father but a son?' + +'Hold your impudence, sir!' + +'I am not impudent, ma'am.' + +'You aggravating brat!' exclaimed the enraged woman, 'I wish I had +something to throw at you!' + +'Did you throw things at my father?' asked his lordship. + +Mrs. Cadurcis went into an hysterical rage; then, suddenly jumping up, +she rushed at her son. Lord Cadurcis took up a position behind +the table, but the sportive and mocking air which he generally +instinctively assumed on these occasions, and which, while it +irritated his mother more, was in reality affected by the boy from a +sort of nervous desire of preventing these dreadful exposures from +assuming a too tragic tone, did not characterise his countenance on +the present occasion; on the contrary, it was pale, but composed and +very serious. Mrs. Cadurcis, after one or two ineffectual attempts to +catch him, paused and panted for breath. He took advantage of this +momentary cessation, and spoke thus, 'Mother, I am in no humour for +frolics. I moved out of your way that you might not strike me, because +I have made up my mind that, if you ever strike me again, I will live +with you no longer. Now, I have given you warning; do what you please; +I shall sit down in this chair, and not move. If you strike me, you +know the consequences.' So saying, his lordship resumed his chair. + +Mrs. Cadurcis simultaneously sprang forward and boxed his ears; and +then her son rose without the slightest expression of any kind, and +slowly quitted the chamber. + +Mrs. Cadurcis remained alone in a savage sulk; hours passed away, and +her son never made his appearance. Then she rang the bell, and ordered +the servant to tell Lord Cadurcis that tea was ready; but the servant +returned, and reported that his lordship had locked himself up in his +room, and would not reply to his inquiries. Determined not to give in, +Mrs. Cadurcis, at length, retired for the night, rather regretting her +violence, but still sullen. Having well scolded her waiting-woman, she +at length fell asleep. + +The morning brought breakfast, but no Lord Cadurcis; in vain were all +the messages of his mother, her son would make no reply to them. Mrs. +Cadurcis, at length, personally repaired to his room and knocked at +the door, but she was as unsuccessful as the servants; she began to +think he would starve, and desired the servant to offer from himself +to bring his meal. Still silence. Indignant at his treatment of these +overtures of conciliation, Mrs. Cadurcis returned to the saloon, +confident that hunger, if no other impulse, would bring her wild cub +out of his lair; but, just before dinner, her waiting-woman came +running into the room. + +'Oh, ma'am, ma'am, I don't know where Lord Cadurcis has gone; but I +have just seen John, and he says there was no pony in the stable this +morning.' + +'Mrs. Cadurcis sprang up, rushed to her son's chamber, found the door +still locked, ordered it to be burst open, and then it turned out that +his lordship had never been there at all, for the bed was unused. Mrs. +Cadurcis was frightened out of her life; the servants, to console +her, assured her that Plantagenet must be at Cherbury; and while she +believed their representations, which were probable, she became not +only more composed, but resumed her jealousy and sullenness. 'Gone +to Cherbury, indeed! No doubt of it! Let him remain at Cherbury.' +Execrating Lady Annabel, she flung herself into an easy chair, and +dined alone, preparing herself to speak her mind on her son's return. + +The night, however, did not bring him, and Mrs. Cadurcis began to +recur to her alarm. Much as she now disliked Lady Annabel, she +could not resist the conviction that her ladyship would not permit +Plantagenet to remain at Cherbury. Nevertheless, jealous, passionate, +and obstinate, she stifled her fears, vented her spleen on her unhappy +domestics, and, finally, exhausting herself by a storm of passion +about some very unimportant subject, again sought refuge in sleep. + +She awoke early in a fright, and inquired immediately for her son. +He had not been seen. She ordered the abbey bell to be sounded, sent +messengers throughout the demesne, and directed all the offices to +be searched. At first she thought he must have returned, and slept, +perhaps in a barn; then she adopted the more probable conclusion, that +he had drowned himself in the lake. Then she went into hysterics; +called Plantagenet her lost darling; declared he was the best and most +dutiful of sons, and the image of his poor father, then abused all the +servants, and then abused herself. + +About noon she grew quite distracted, and rushed about the house +with her hair dishevelled, and in a dressing-gown, looked in all the +closets, behind the screens, under the chairs, into her work-box, but, +strange to say, with no success. Then she went off into a swoon, and +her servants, alike frightened about master and mistress, mother and +son, dispatched a messenger immediately to Cherbury for intelligence, +advice, and assistance. In less than an hour's time the messenger +returned, and informed them that Lord Cadurcis had not been at +Cherbury since two days back, but that Lady Annabel was very sorry +to hear that their mistress was so ill, and would come on to see her +immediately. In the meantime, Lady Annabel added that she had sent +to Dr. Masham, and had great hopes that Lord Cadurcis was at +Marringhurst. Mrs. Cadurcis, who had now come to, as her waiting-woman +described the returning consciousness of her mistress, eagerly +embraced the hope held out of Plantagenet being at Marringhurst, +poured forth a thousand expressions of gratitude, admiration, and +affection for Lady Annabel, who, she declared, was her best, her only +friend, and the being in the world whom she loved most, next to her +unhappy and injured child. + +After another hour of suspense Lady Annabel arrived, and her entrance +was the signal for a renewed burst of hysterics from Mrs. Cadurcis, so +wild and terrible that they must have been contagious to any female of +less disciplined emotions than her guest. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Towards evening Dr. Masham arrived at Cadurcis. He could give no +intelligence of Plantagenet, who had not called at Marringhurst; but +he offered, and was prepared, to undertake his pursuit. The good +Doctor had his saddle-bags well stocked, and was now on his way to +Southport, that being the nearest town, and where he doubted not +to gain some tidings of the fugitive. Mrs. Cadurcis he found so +indisposed, that he anticipated the charitable intentions of Lady +Annabel not to quit her; and after having bid them place their +confidence in Providence and his humble exertions, he at once departed +on his researches. + +In the meantime let us return to the little lord himself. Having +secured the advantage of a long start, by the device of turning the +key of his chamber, he repaired to the stables, and finding no one +to observe him, saddled his pony and galloped away without plan or +purpose. An instinctive love of novelty and adventure induced him to +direct his course by a road which he had never before pursued; and, +after two or three miles progress through a wild open country of +brushwood, he found that he had entered that considerable forest which +formed the boundary of many of the views from Cadurcis. The afternoon +was clear and still, the sun shining in the light blue sky, and the +wind altogether hushed. On each side of the winding road spread the +bright green turf, occasionally shaded by picturesque groups of +doddered oaks. The calm beauty of the sylvan scene wonderfully touched +the fancy of the youthful fugitive; it soothed and gratified him. He +pulled up his pony; patted its lively neck, as if in gratitude for +its good service, and, confident that he could not be successfully +pursued, indulged in a thousand dreams of Robin Hood and his merry +men. As for his own position and prospects, he gave himself no anxiety +about them: satisfied with his escape from a revolting thraldom, his +mind seemed to take a bound from the difficulty of his situation and +the wildness of the scene, and he felt himself a man, and one, too, +whom nothing could daunt or appal. + +Soon the road itself quite disappeared and vanished in a complete +turfy track; but the continuing marks of cartwheels assured him that +it was a thoroughfare, although he was now indeed journeying in the +heart of a forest of oaks and he doubted not it would lead to some +town or village, or at any rate to some farmhouse. Towards sunset, he +determined to make use of the remaining light, and pushed on apace; +but it soon grew so dark, that he found it necessary to resume his +walking pace, from fear of the overhanging branches and the trunks of +felled trees which occasionally crossed his way. + +Notwithstanding the probable prospect of passing his night in the +forest, our little adventurer did not lose heart. Cadurcis was an +intrepid child, and when in the company of those with whom he was not +familiar, and free from those puerile associations to which those who +had known and lived with him long were necessarily subject, he would +assume a staid and firm demeanour unusual with one of such tender +years. A light in the distance was now not only a signal that +the shelter he desired was at hand, but reminded him that it was +necessary, by his assured port, to prove that he was not unused to +travel alone, and that he was perfectly competent and qualified to be +his own master. + +As he drew nearer, the lights multiplied, and the moon, which now rose +over the forest, showed to him that the trees, retiring on both sides +to some little distance, left a circular plot of ground, on which were +not only the lights which had at first attracted his attention, but +the red flames of a watch-fire, round which some dark figures had +hitherto been clustered. The sound of horses' feet had disturbed them, +and the fire was now more and more visible. As Cadurcis approached, he +observed some low tents, and in a few minutes he was in the centre of +an encampment of gipsies. He was for a moment somewhat dismayed, for +he had been brought up with the usual terror of these wild people; +nevertheless, he was not unequal to the occasion. He was surrounded in +an instant, but only with women and children; for the gipsy-men never +immediately appear. They smiled with their bright eyes, and the flames +of the watch-fire threw a lurid glow over their dark and flashing +countenances; they held out their practised hands; they uttered +unintelligible, but not unfriendly sounds. The heart of Cadurcis +faltered, but his voice did not betray him. + +'I am cold, good people,' said the undaunted boy; 'will you let me +warm myself by your fire?' + +A beautiful girl, with significant gestures, pressed her hand to her +heart, then pointed in the direction of the tents, and then rushed +away, soon reappearing with a short thin man, inclining to middle age, +but of a compact and apparently powerful frame, lithe, supple, and +sinewy. His complexion was dark, but clear; his eye large, liquid, and +black; but his other features small, though precisely moulded. He wore +a green jacket and a pair of black velvet breeches, his legs and feet +being bare, with the exception of slippers. Round his head was twisted +a red handkerchief, which, perhaps, might not have looked like a +turban on a countenance less oriental. + +'What would the young master?' inquired the gipsy-man, in a voice far +from disagreeable, and with a gesture of courtesy; but, at the same +time, he shot a scrutinising glance first at Plantagenet, and then at +his pony. + +'I would remain with you,' said Cadurcis; 'that is, if you will let +me.' + +The gipsy-man made a sign to the women, and Plantagenet was lifted +by them off his pony, before he could be aware of their purpose; the +children led the pony away, and the gipsy-man conducted Plantagenet to +the fire, where an old woman sat, presiding over the mysteries of an +enormous flesh-pot. Immediately his fellows, who had originally been +clustered around it, re-appeared; fresh blocks and branches were +thrown on, the flames crackled and rose, the men seated themselves +around, and Plantagenet, excited by the adventure, rubbed his hands +before the fire, and determined to fear nothing. + +A savoury steam exuded from the flesh-pot. + +'That smells well,' said Plantagenet. + +'Tis a dimber cove,'[A] whispered one of the younger men to a +companion. + +[Footnote A: 'Tis a lively lad.] + +'Our supper has but rough seasoning for such as you,' said the man who +had first saluted him, and who was apparently the leader; 'but the +welcome is hearty.' + +The woman and girls now came with wooden bowls and platters, and, +after serving the men, seated themselves in an exterior circle, the +children playing round them. + +'Come, old mort,' said the leader, in a very different tone to the one +in which he addressed his young guest, 'tout the cobble-colter; are we +to have darkmans upon us? And, Beruna, flick the panam.'[A] + +[Footnote A: Come, old woman, took after the turkey. Are we to wait +till night! And, Beruna, cut the bread.] + +Upon this, that beautiful girl, who had at first attracted the notice +of Cadurcis, called out in a sweet lively voice, 'Ay! ay! Morgana!' +and in a moment handed over the heads of the women a pannier of bread, +which the leader took, and offered its contents to our fugitive. +Cadurcis helped himself, with a bold but gracious air. The pannier was +then passed round, and the old woman, opening the pot, drew out, with +a huge iron fork, a fine turkey, which she tossed into a large wooden +platter, and cut up with great quickness. First she helped Morgana, +but only gained a reproof for her pains, who immediately yielded his +portion to Plantagenet. Each man was provided with his knife, but the +guest had none. Morgana immediately gave up his own. + +'Beruna!' he shouted, 'gibel a chiv for the gentry cove.'[A] + +[Footnote A: Bring a knife for the gentleman.] + +'Ay! ay! Morgana!' said the girl; and she brought the knife to +Plantagenet himself, saying at the same time, with sparkling eyes, +'Yam, yam, gentry cove.'[A] + +[Footnote A: Eat, eat, gentleman.] + +Cadurcis really thought it was the most delightful meal he had ever +made in his life. The flesh-pot held something besides turkeys. Rough +as was the fare, it was good and plentiful. As for beverage, they +drank humpty-dumpty, which is ale boiled with brandy, and which is +not one of the slightest charms of a gipsy's life. When the men were +satisfied, their platters were filled, and given to the women and +children; and Beruna, with her portion, came and seated herself by +Plantagenet, looking at him with a blended glance of delight and +astonishment, like a beautiful young savage, and then turning to her +female companions to stifle a laugh. The flesh-pot was carried away, +the men lit their pipes, the fire was replenished, its red shadow +mingled with the silver beams of the moon; around were the glittering +tents and the silent woods; on all sides flashing eyes and picturesque +forms. Cadurcis glanced at his companions, and gazed upon the scene +with feelings of ravishing excitement; and then, almost unconscious of +what he was saying, exclaimed, 'At length I have found the life that +suits me!' + +'Indeed, squire!' said Morgana. 'Would you be one of us?' + +'From this moment,' said Cadurcis, 'if you will admit me to your band. +But what can I do? And I have nothing to give you. You must teach me +to earn my right to our supper.' + +'We'll make a Turkey merchant[A] of you yet,' said an old gipsy, +'never fear that.' + +[Footnote A: _i.e._ We will teach you to steal a turkey] + +'Bah, Peter!' said Morgana, with an angry look, 'your red rag will +never be still. And what was the purpose of your present travel?' he +continued to Plantagenet. + +'None; I was sick of silly home.' + +'The gentry cove will be romboyled by his dam,' said a third gipsy. +'Queer Cuffin will be the word yet, if we don't tout.'[A] + +[Footnote A: His mother will make a hue and cry after the gentleman +yet; justice of the peace will be the word, if we don't look sharp.] + +'Well, you shall see a little more of us before you decide,' said +Morgana, thoughtfully, and turning the conversation. 'Beruna.' + +'Ay! ay! Morgana!' + +'Tip me the clank, like a dimber mort as you are; trim a ken for the +gentry cove; he is no lanspresado, or I am a kinchin.'[A] + +[Footnote A: Give me the tankard, like a pretty girl. Get a bed ready +for the gentleman. He is no informer, or I am an infant.] + +'Ay! ay! Morgana' gaily exclaimed the girl, and she ran off to prepare +a bed for the Lord of Cadurcis. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Dr. Masham could gain no tidings of the object of his pursuit at +Southport: here, however, he ascertained that Plantagenet could not +have fled to London, for in those days public conveyances were rare. +There was only one coach that ran, or rather jogged, along this road, +and it went but once a week, it being expected that very night; while +the innkeeper was confident that so far as Southport was concerned, +his little lordship had not sought refuge in the waggon, which +was more frequent, though somewhat slower, in its progress to the +metropolis. Unwilling to return home, although the evening was now +drawing in, the Doctor resolved to proceed to a considerable town +about twelve miles further, which Cadurcis might have reached by a +cross road; so drawing his cloak around him, looking to his pistols, +and desiring his servant to follow his example, the stout-hearted +Rector of Marringhurst pursued his way. + +It was dark when the Doctor entered the town, and he proceeded +immediately to the inn where the coach was expected, with some faint +hope that the fugitive might be discovered abiding within its walls; +but, to all his inquiries about young gentlemen and ponies, he +received very unsatisfactory answers; so, reconciling himself as well +as he could to the disagreeable posture of affairs, he settled himself +in the parlour of the inn, with a good fire, and, lighting his pipe, +desired his servant to keep a sharp look-out. + +In due time a great uproar in the inn-yard announced the arrival of +the stage, an unwieldy machine, carrying six inside, and dragged by as +many horses. The Doctor, opening the door of his apartment, which +led on to a gallery that ran round the inn-yard, leaned over the +balustrade with his pipe in his mouth, and watched proceedings. It so +happened that the stage was to discharge one of its passengers at this +town, who had come from the north, and the Doctor recognised in him a +neighbour and brother magistrate, one Squire Mountmeadow, an important +personage in his way, the terror of poachers, and somewhat of an +oracle on the bench, as it was said that he could take a deposition +without the assistance of his clerk. Although, in spite of the +ostler's lanterns, it was very dark, it was impossible ever to be +unaware of the arrival of Squire Mountmeadow; for he was one of those +great men who take care to remind the world of their dignity by the +attention which they require on every occasion. + +'Coachman!' said the authoritative voice of the Squire. 'Where is the +coachman? Oh! you are there, sir, are you? Postilion! Where is the +postilion? Oh! you are there, sir, are you? Host! Where is the host? +Oh! you are there, sir, are you? Waiter! Where is the waiter? I say +where is the waiter?' + +'Coming, please your worship!' + +'How long am I to wait? Oh! you are there, sir, are you? Coachman!' + +'Your worship!' + +'Postilion!' + +'Yes, your worship!' + +'Host!' + +'Your worship's servant!' + +'Waiter!' + +'Your worship's honour's humble servant!' + +'I am going to alight!' + +All four attendants immediately bowed, and extended their arms to +assist this very great man; but Squire Mountmeadow, scarcely deigning +to avail himself of their proffered assistance, and pausing on each +step, looking around him with his long, lean, solemn visage, finally +reached terra firma in safety, and slowly stretched his tall, ungainly +figure. It was at this moment that Dr. Masham's servant approached +him, and informed his worship that his master was at the inn, and +would be happy to see him. The countenance of the great Mountmeadow +relaxed at the mention of the name of a brother magistrate, and in an +audible voice he bade the groom 'tell my worthy friend, his worship, +your worthy master, that I shall be rejoiced to pay my respects to an +esteemed neighbour and a brother magistrate.' + +With slow and solemn steps, preceded by the host, and followed by the +waiter, Squire Mountmeadow ascended the staircase of the external +gallery, pausing occasionally, and looking around him with thoughtful +importance, and making an occasional inquiry as to the state of the +town and neighbourhood during his absence, in this fashion: 'Stop! +where are you, host? Oh! you are there, sir, are you? Well, Mr. Host, +and how have we been? orderly, eh?' + +'Quite orderly, your worship.' + +'Hoh! Orderly! Hem! Well, very well! Never easy, if absent only +four-and-twenty hours. The law must be obeyed.' + +'Yes, your worship.' + +'Lead on, sir. And, waiter; where are you, waiter? Oh, you are there, +sir, are you? And so my brother magistrate is here?' + +'Yes, your honour's worship.' + +'Hem! What can he want? something in the wind; wants my advice, I dare +say; shall have it. Soldiers ruly; king's servants; must be obeyed.' + +'Yes, your worship; quite ruly, your worship,' said the host. + +'As obliging and obstreperous as can be,' said the waiter. + +'Well, very well;' and here the Squire had gained the gallery, where +the Doctor was ready to receive him. + +'It always gives me pleasure to meet a brother magistrate,' said +Squire Mountmeadow, bowing with cordial condescension; 'and a +gentleman of your cloth, too. The clergy must be respected; I stand or +fall by the Church. After you, Doctor, after you.' So saying, the two +magistrates entered the room. + +'An unexpected pleasure, Doctor,' said the Squire; 'and what brings +your worship to town?' + +'A somewhat strange business,' said the Doctor; 'and indeed I am not a +little glad to have the advantage of your advice and assistance.' + +'Hem! I thought so,' said the Squire; 'your worship is very +complimentary. What is the case? Larceny?' + +'Nay, my good sir, 'tis a singular affair; and, if you please, we will +order supper first, and discuss it afterwards. 'Tis for your private +ear.' + +'Oh! ho!' said the Squire, looking very mysterious and important. +'With your worship's permission,' he added, filling a pipe. + +The host was no laggard in waiting on two such important guests. The +brother magistrates despatched their rump-steak; the foaming tankard +was replenished; the fire renovated. At length, the table and the room +being alike clear, Squire Mountmeadow drew a long puff, and said, 'Now +for business, Doctor.' + +His companion then informed him of the exact object of his visit, and +narrated to him so much of the preceding incidents as was necessary. +The Squire listened in solemn silence, elevating his eyebrows, nodding +his head, trimming his pipe, with profound interjections; and finally, +being appealed to for his opinion by the Doctor, delivered himself of +a most portentous 'Hem!' + +'I question, Doctor,' said the Squire, 'whether we should not +communicate with the Secretary of State. 'Tis no ordinary business. +'Tis a spiriting away of a Peer of the realm. It smacks of treason.' + +'Egad!' said the Doctor, suppressing a smile, 'I think we can hardly +make a truant boy a Cabinet question.' + +The Squire glanced a look of pity at his companion. 'Prove the +truancy, Doctor; prove it. 'Tis a case of disappearance; and how do we +know that there is not a Jesuit at the bottom of it?' + +'There is something in that,' said the Doctor. + +'There is everything in it,' said the Squire, triumphantly. 'We must +offer rewards; we must raise the posse comitatus.' + +'For the sake of the family, I would make as little stir as +necessary,' said Dr. Masham. + +'For the sake of the family!' said the Squire. 'Think of the nation, +sir! For the sake of the nation we must make as much stir as possible. +'Tis a Secretary of State's business; 'tis a case for a general +warrant.' + +'He is a well-meaning lad enough,' said the Doctor. + +'Ay, and therefore more easily played upon,' said the Squire. 'Rome is +at the bottom of it, brother Masham, and I am surprised that a good +Protestant like yourself, one of the King's Justices of the Peace, and +a Doctor of Divinity to boot, should doubt the fact for an instant.' + +'We have not heard much of the Jesuits of late years,' said the +Doctor. + +'The very reason that they are more active,' said the Squire. + +'An only child!' said Dr. Masham. + +'A Peer of the realm!' said Squire Mountmeadow. + +'I should think he must be in the neighbourhood.' + +'More likely at St. Omer's.' + +'They would scarely take him to the plantations with this war?' + +'Let us drink "Confusion to the rebels!"' said the Squire. 'Any news?' + +'Howe sails this week,' said the Doctor. + +'May he burn Boston!' said the Squire. + +'I would rather he would reduce it, without such extremities,' said +Dr. Masham. + +'Nothing is to be done without extremities,' said Squire Mountmeadow. + +'But this poor child?' said the Doctor, leading back the conversation. +'What can we do?' + +'The law of the case is clear,' said the Squire; 'we must move a +habeas corpus.' + +'But shall we be nearer getting him for that?' inquired the Doctor. + +'Perhaps not, sir; but 'tis the regular way. We must proceed by rule.' + +'I am sadly distressed,' said Dr. Masham. 'The worst is, he has gained +such a start upon us; and yet he can hardly have gone to London; he +would have been recognised here or at Southport.' + +'With his hair cropped, and in a Jesuit's cap?' inquired the Squire, +with a slight sneer. 'Ah! Doctor, Doctor, you know not the gentry you +have to deal with!' + +'We must hope,' said Dr. Masham. 'To-morrow we must organise some +general search.' + +'I fear it will be of no use,' said the Squire, replenishing his pipe. +'These Jesuits are deep fellows.' + +'But we are not sure about the Jesuits, Squire.' + +'I am,' said the Squire; 'the case is clear, and the sooner you break +it to his mother the better. You asked me for my advice, and I give it +you.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +It was on the following morning, as the Doctor was under the operation +of the barber, that his groom ran into the room with a pale face and +agitated air, and exclaimed, + +'Oh! master, master, what do you think? Here is a man in the yard with +my lord's pony.' + +'Stop him, Peter,' exclaimed the Doctor. 'No! watch him, watch him; +send for a constable. Are you certain 'tis the pony?' + +'I could swear to it out of a thousand,' said Peter. + +'There, never mind my beard, my good man,' said the Doctor. 'There is +no time for appearances. Here is a robbery, at least; God grant no +worse. Peter, my boots!' So saying, the Doctor, half equipped, and +followed by Peter and the barber, went forth on the gallery. 'Where is +he?' said the Doctor. + +'He is down below, talking to the ostler, and trying to sell the +pony,' said Peter. + +'There is no time to lose,' said the Doctor; 'follow me, like true +men:' and the Doctor ran downstairs in his silk nightcap, for his wig +was not yet prepared. + +'There he is,' said Peter; and true enough there was a man in a +smock-frock and mounted on the very pony which Lady Annabel had +presented to Plantagenet. + +'Seize this man in the King's name,' said the Doctor, hastily +advancing to him. 'Ostler, do your duty; Peter, be firm. I charge you +all; I am a justice of the peace. I charge you arrest this man.' + +The man seemed very much astonished; but he was composed, and offered +no resistance. He was dressed like a small farmer, in top-boots and a +smock-frock. His hat was rather jauntily placed on his curly red hair. + +'Why am I seized?' at length said the man. + +'Where did you get that pony?' said the Doctor. + +'I bought it,' was the reply. + +'Of whom?' + +'A stranger at market.' + +'You are accused of robbery, and suspected of murder,' said Dr. +Masham. 'Mr. Constable,' said the Doctor, turning to that functionary, +who had now arrived, 'handcuff this man, and keep him in strict +custody until further orders.' + +The report that a man was arrested for robbery, and suspected of +murder, at the Red Dragon, spread like wildfire through the town; +and the inn-yard was soon crowded with the curious and excited +inhabitants. + +Peter and the barber, to whom he had communicated everything, were +well qualified to do justice to the important information of which +they were the sole depositaries; the tale lost nothing by their +telling; and a circumstantial narrative of the robbery and murder of +no less a personage than Lord Cadurcis, of Cadurcis Abbey, was soon +generally prevalent. + +The stranger was secured in a stable, before which the constable kept +guard; mine host, and the waiter, and the ostlers acted as a sort of +supernumerary police, to repress the multitude; while Peter held the +real pony by the bridle, whose identity, which he frequently attested, +was considered by all present as an incontrovertible evidence of the +commission of the crime. + +In the meantime Dr. Masham, really agitated, roused his brother +magistrate, and communicated to his worship the important discovery. +The Squire fell into a solemn flutter. 'We must be regular, brother +Masham; we must proceed by rule; we are a bench in ourselves. Would +that my clerk were here! We must send for Signsealer forthwith. I will +not decide without the statutes. The law must be consulted, and it +must be obeyed. The fellow hath not brought my wig. 'Tis a case of +murder no doubt. A Peer of the realm murdered! You must break the +intelligence to his surviving parent, and I will communicate to the +Secretary of State. Can the body be found? That will prove the murder. +Unless the body be found, the murder will not be proved, save +the villain confess, which he will not do unless he hath sudden +compunctions. I have known sudden compunctions go a great way. We had +a case before our bench last month; there was no evidence. It was not +a case of murder; it was of woodcutting; there was no evidence; but +the defendant had compunctions. Oh! here is my wig. We must send for +Signsealer. He is clerk to our bench, and he must bring the statutes. +'Tis not simple murder this; it involves petty treason.' + +By this time his worship had completed his toilet, and he and his +colleague took their way to the parlour they had inhabited the +preceding evening. Mr. Signsealer was in attendance, much to the real, +though concealed, satisfaction of Squire Mountmeadow. Their worships +were seated like two consuls before the table, which Mr. Signsealer +had duly arranged with writing materials and various piles of +calf-bound volumes. Squire Mountmeadow then, arranging his +countenance, announced that the bench was prepared, and mine host was +instructed forthwith to summon the constable and his charge, together +with Peter and the ostler as witnesses. There was a rush among some of +the crowd who were nighest the scene to follow the prisoner into the +room; and, sooth to say, the great Mountmeadow was much too enamoured +of his own self-importance to be by any means a patron of close courts +and private hearings; but then, though he loved his power to be +witnessed, he was equally desirous that his person should be +reverenced. It was his boast that he could keep a court of quarter +sessions as quiet as a church; and now, when the crowd rushed in with +all those sounds of tumult incidental to such a movement, it required +only Mountmeadow slowly to rise, and drawing himself up to the full +height of his gaunt figure, to knit his severe brow, and throw one +of his peculiar looks around the chamber, to insure a most awful +stillness. Instantly everything was so hushed, that you might have +heard Signsealer nib his pen. + +The witnesses were sworn; Peter proved that the pony belonged to Lord +Cadurcis, and that his lordship had been missing from home for several +days, and was believed to have quitted the abbey on this identical +pony. Dr. Masham was ready, if necessary, to confirm this evidence. +The accused adhered to his first account, that he had purchased the +animal the day before at a neighbouring fair, and doggedly declined to +answer any cross-examination. Squire Mountmeadow looked alike pompous +and puzzled; whispered to the Doctor; and then shook his head at Mr. +Signsealer. + +'I doubt whether there be satisfactory evidence of the murder, brother +Masham,' said the Squire; 'what shall be our next step?' + +'There is enough evidence to keep this fellow in custody,' said the +Doctor. 'We must remand him, and make inquiries at the market town. +I shall proceed there immediately, He is a strange-looking fellow,' +added the Doctor: 'were it not for his carroty locks, I should +scarcely take him for a native.' + +'Hem!' said the Squire, 'I have my suspicions. Fellow,' continued his +worship, in an awful tone, 'you say that you are a stranger, and that +your name is Morgan; very suspicious all this: you have no one to +speak to your character or station, and you are found in possession of +stolen goods. The bench will remand you for the present, and will at +any rate commit you for trial for the robbery. But here is a Peer of +the realm missing, fellow, and you are most grievously suspected of +being concerned in his spiriting away, or even murder. You are upon +tender ground, prisoner; 'tis a case verging on petty treason, if not +petty treason itself. Eh! Mr. Signsealer? Thus runs the law, as I take +it? Prisoner, it would be well for you to consider your situation. +Have you no compunctions? Compunctions might save you, if not a +principal offender. It is your duty to assist the bench in executing +justice. The Crown is merciful; you may be king's evidence.' + +Mr. Signsealer whispered the bench; he proposed that the prisoner's +hat should be examined, as the name of its maker might afford a clue +to his residence. + +'True, true, Mr. Clerk,' said Squire Mountmeadow, 'I am coming to +that. 'Tis a sound practice; I have known such a circumstance lead to +great disclosures. But we must proceed in order. Order is everything. +Constable, take the prisoner's hat off.' + +The constable took the hat off somewhat rudely; so rudely, indeed, +that the carroty locks came off in company with it, and revealed a +profusion of long plaited hair, which had been adroitly twisted under +the wig, more in character with the countenance than its previous +covering. + +'A Jesuit, after all!' exclaimed the Squire. + +'A gipsy, as it seems to me,' whispered the Doctor. + +'Still worse,' said the Squire. + +'Silence in the Court!' exclaimed the awful voice of Squire +Mountmeadow, for the excitement of the audience was considerable. +The disguise was generally esteemed as incontestable evidence of the +murder. 'Silence, or I will order the Court to be cleared. Constable, +proclaim silence. This is an awful business,' added the Squire, with a +very long face. 'Brother Masham, we must do our duty; but this is an +awful business. At any rate we must try to discover the body. A Peer +of the realm must not be suffered to lie murdered in a ditch. He must +have Christian burial, if possible, in the vaults of his ancestors.' + +When Morgana, for it was indeed he, observed the course affairs were +taking, and ascertained that his detention under present circumstances +was inevitable, he relaxed from his doggedness, and expressed a +willingness to make a communication to the bench. Squire Mountmeadow +lifted up his eyes to Heaven, as if entreating the interposition of +Providence to guide him in his course; then turned to his brother +magistrate, and then nodded to the clerk. + +'He has compunctions, brother Masham,' said his worship: 'I told you +so; he has compunctions. Trust me to deal with these fellows. He knew +not his perilous situation; the hint of petty treason staggered him. +Mr. Clerk, take down the prisoner's confession; the Court must be +cleared; constable, clear the Court. Let a stout man stand on each +side of the prisoner, to protect the bench. The magistracy of England +will never shrink from doing their duty, but they must be protected. +Now, prisoner, the bench is ready to hear your confession. Conceal +nothing, and if you were not a principal in the murder, or an +accessory before the fact; eh, Mr. Clerk, thus runs the law, as I take +it? there may be mercy; at any rate, if you be hanged, you will have +the satisfaction of having cheerfully made the only atonement to +society in your power.' + +'Hanging be damned!' said Morgana. + +Squire Mountmeadow started from his seat, his cheeks distended with +rage, his dull eyes for once flashing fire. 'Did you ever witness such +atrocity, brother Masham?' exclaimed his worship. 'Did you hear the +villain? I'll teach him to respect the bench. I'll fine him before he +is executed, that I will!' + +'The young gentleman to whom this pony belongs,' continued the gipsy, +'may or may not be a lord. I never asked him his name, and he never +told it me; but he sought hospitality of me and my people, and we gave +it him, and he lives with us, of his own free choice. The pony is of +no use to him now, and so I came to sell it for our common good.' + +'A Peer of the realm turned gipsy!' exclaimed the Squire. 'A very +likely tale! I'll teach you to come here and tell your cock-and-bull +stories to two of his majesty's justices of the peace. 'Tis a flat +case of robbery and murder, and I venture to say something else. You +shall go to gaol directly, and the Lord have mercy on your soul!' + +'Nay,' said the gipsy, appealing to Dr. Marsham; 'you, sir, appear to +be a friend of this youth. You will not regain him by sending me to +gaol. Load me, if you will, with irons; surround me with armed men, +but at least give me the opportunity of proving the truth of what I +say. I offer in two hours to produce to you the youth, and you shall +find he is living with my people in content and peace.' + +'Content and fiddlestick!' said the Squire, in a rage. + +'Brother Mountmeadow,' said the Doctor, in a low tone, to his +colleague, 'I have private duties to perform to this family. Pardon +me if, with all deference to your sounder judgment and greater +experience, I myself accept the prisoner's offer.' + +'Brother Masham, you are one of his majesty's justices of the peace, +you are a brother magistrate, and you are a Doctor of Divinity; you +owe a duty to your country, and you owe a duty to yourself. Is it +wise, is it decorous, that one of the Quorum should go a-gipsying? +Is it possible that you can credit this preposterous tale? Brother +Masham, there will be a rescue, or my name is not Mountmeadow.' + +In spite, however, of all these solemn warnings, the good Doctor, who +was not altogether unaware of the character of his pupil, and could +comprehend that it was very possible the statement of the gipsy might +be genuine, continued without very much offending his colleague, who +looked upon, his conduct indeed rather with pity than resentment, +to accept the offer of Morgana; and consequently, well-secured and +guarded, and preceding the Doctor, who rode behind the cart with his +servant, the gipsy soon sallied forth from the inn-yard, and requested +the driver to guide his course in the direction of the forest. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +It was the afternoon of the third day after the arrival of Cadurcis at +the gipsy encampment, and nothing had yet occurred to make him repent +his flight from the abbey, and the choice of life he had made. He had +experienced nothing but kindness and hospitality, while the beautiful +Beruna seemed quite content to pass her life in studying his +amusement. The weather, too, had been extremely favourable to his new +mode of existence; and stretched at his length upon the rich turf, +with his head on Beruna's lap, and his eyes fixed upon the rich forest +foliage glowing in the autumnal sunset, Plantagenet only wondered +that he could have endured for so many years the shackles of his +common-place home. + +His companions were awaiting the return of their leader, Morgana, +who had been absent since the preceding day, and who had departed on +Plantagenet's pony. Most of them were lounging or strolling in the +vicinity of their tents; the children were playing; the old woman was +cooking at the fire; and altogether, save that the hour was not so +late, the scene presented much the same aspect as when Cadurcis had +first beheld it. As for his present occupation, Beruna was giving him +a lesson in the gipsy language, which he was acquiring with a rapid +facility, which quite exceeded all his previous efforts in such +acquisitions. + +Suddenly a scout sang out that a party was in sight. The men instantly +disappeared; the women were on the alert; and one ran forward as a +spy, on pretence of telling fortunes. This bright-eyed professor of +palmistry soon, however, returned running, and out of breath, yet +chatting all the time with inconceivable rapidity, and accompanying +the startling communication she was evidently making with the most +animated gestures. Beruna started up, and, leaving the astonished +Cadurcis, joined them. She seemed alarmed. Cadurcis was soon convinced +there was consternation in the camp. + +Suddenly a horseman galloped up, and was immediately followed by a +companion. They called out, as if encouraging followers, and one of +them immediately galloped away again, as if to detail the results +of their reconnaissance. Before Cadurcis could well rise and make +inquiries as to what was going on, a light cart, containing several +men, drove up, and in it, a prisoner, he detected Morgana. The +branches of the trees concealed for a moment two other horsemen +who followed the cart; but Cadurcis, to his infinite alarm and +mortification, soon recognised Dr. Masham and Peter. + +When the gipsies found their leader was captive, they no longer +attempted to conceal themselves; they all came forward, and would have +clustered round the cart, had not the riders, as well as those who +more immediately guarded the prisoner, prevented them. Morgana spoke +some words in a loud voice to the gipsies, and they immediately +appeared less agitated; then turning to Dr. Masham, he said in +English, 'Behold your child!' + +Instantly two gipsy men seized Cadurcis, and led him to the Doctor. + +'How now, my lord!' said the worthy Rector, in a stern voice, 'is this +your duty to your mother and your friends?' + +Cadurcis looked down, but rather dogged than ashamed. + +'You have brought an innocent man into great peril,' continued the +Doctor. 'This person, no longer a prisoner, has been arrested on +suspicion of robbery, and even murder, through your freak. Morgana, or +whatever your name may be, here is some reward for your treatment of +this child, and some compensation for your detention. Mount your pony, +Lord Cadurcis, and return to your home with me.' + +'This is my home, sir,' said Plantagenet. + +'Lord Cadurcis, this childish nonsense must cease; it has already +endangered the life of your mother, nor can I answer for her safety, +if you lose a moment in returning.' + +'Child, you must return,' said Morgana. + +'Child!' said Plantagenet, and he walked some steps away, and leant +against a tree. 'You promised that I should remain,' said he, +addressing himself reproachfully to Morgana. + +'You are not your own master,' said the gipsy; 'your remaining here +will only endanger and disturb us. Fortunately we have nothing to fear +from laws we have never outraged; but had there been a judge less wise +and gentle than the master here, our peaceful family might have been +all harassed and hunted to the very death.' + +He waved his hand, and addressed some words to his tribe, whereupon +two brawny fellows seized Cadurcis, and placed him again, in spite of +his struggling, upon his pony, with the same irresistible facility +with which they had a few nights before dismounted him. The little +lord looked very sulky, but his position was beginning to get +ludicrous. Morgana, pocketing his five guineas, leaped over the side +of the cart, and offered to guide the Doctor and his attendants +through the forest. They moved on accordingly. It was the work of an +instant, and Cadurcis suddenly found himself returning home between +the Rector and Peter. Not a word, however, escaped his lips; once only +he moved; the light branch of a tree, aimed with delicate precision, +touched his back; he looked round; it was Beruna. She kissed her hand +to him, and a tear stole down his pale, sullen cheek, as, taking from +his breast his handkerchief, he threw it behind him, unperceived, that +she might pick it up, and keep it for his sake. + +After proceeding two or three miles under the guidance of Morgana, the +equestrians gained the road, though it still ran through the forest. +Here the Doctor dismissed the gipsy-man, with whom he had occasionally +conversed during their progress; but not a sound ever escaped from the +mouth of Cadurcis, or rather, the captive, who was now substituted in +Morgana's stead. The Doctor, now addressing himself to Plantagenet, +informed him that it was of importance that they should make the best +of their way, and so he put spurs to his mare, and Cadurcis sullenly +complied with the intimation. At this rate, in the course of little +more than another hour, they arrived in sight of the demesne of +Cadurcis, where they pulled up their steeds. + +They entered the park, they approached the portal of the abbey; at +length they dismounted. Their coming was announced by a servant, who +had recognised his lord at a distance, and had ran on before with the +tidings. When they entered the abbey, they were met by Lady Annabel in +the cloisters; her countenance was very serious. She shook hands with +Dr. Masham, but did not speak, and immediately led him aside. Cadurcis +remained standing in the very spot where Doctor Masham left him, as if +he were quite a stranger in the place, and was no longer master of +his own conduct. Suddenly Doctor Masham, who was at the end of the +cloister, while Lady Annabel was mounting the staircase, looked round +with a pale face, and said in an agitated voice, 'Lord Cadurcis, Lady +Annabel wishes to speak to you in the saloon.' + +Cadurcis immediately, but slowly, repaired to the saloon. Lady Annabel +was walking up and down in it. She seemed greatly disturbed. When she +saw him, she put her arm round his neck affectionately, and said in +a low voice, 'My dearest Plantagenet, it has devolved upon me to +communicate to you some distressing intelligence.' Her voice faltered, +and the tears stole down her cheek. + +'My mother, then, is dangerously ill?' he inquired in a calm but +softened tone. + +'It is even sadder news than that, dear child.' + +Cadurcis looked about him wildly, and then with an inquiring glance at +Lady Annabel: + +'There can be but one thing worse than that,' he at length said. + +'What if it have happened?' said Lady Annabel. + +He threw himself into a chair, and covered his face with his hands. +After a few minutes he looked up and said, in a low but distinct +voice, 'It is too terrible to think of; it is too terrible to mention; +but, if it have happened, let me be alone.' + +Lady Annabel approached him with a light step; she embraced him, and, +whispering that she should be found in the next room, she quitted the +apartment. + +Cadurcis remained seated for more than half an hour without changing +in the slightest degree his position. The twilight died away; it grew +quite dark; he looked up with a slight shiver, and then quitted the +apartment. + +In the adjoining room, Lady Annabel was seated with Doctor Masham, +and giving him the details of the fatal event. It had occurred that +morning. Mrs. Cadurcis, who had never slept a wink since her knowledge +of her son's undoubted departure, and scarcely for an hour been free +from violent epileptic fits, had fallen early in the morning into a +doze, which lasted about half an hour, and from which her medical +attendant, who with Pauncefort had sat up with her during the night, +augured the most favourable consequences. About half-past six o'clock +she woke, and inquired whether Plantagenet had returned. They answered +her that Doctor Masham had not yet arrived, but would probably be at +the abbey in the course of the morning. She said it would be too late. +They endeavoured to encourage her, but she asked to see Lady Annabel, +who was immediately called, and lost no time in repairing to her. When +Mrs. Cadurcis recognised her, she held out her hand, and said in a +dying tone, 'It was my fault; it was ever my fault; it is too late +now; let him find a mother in you.' She never spoke again, and in the +course of an hour expired. + +While Lady Annabel and the Doctor were dwelling on these sad +circumstances, and debating whether he should venture to approach +Plantagenet, and attempt to console him, for the evening was now +far advanced, and nearly three hours had elapsed since the fatal +communication had been made to him, it happened that Mistress +Pauncefort chanced to pass Mrs. Cadurcis' room, and as she did so she +heard some one violently sobbing. She listened, and hearing the sounds +frequently repeated, she entered the room, which, but for her candle, +would have been quite dark, and there she found Lord Cadurcis kneeling +and weeping by his mother's bedside. He seemed annoyed at being seen +and disturbed, but his spirit was too broken to murmur. 'La! my lord,' +said Mistress Pauncefort, 'you must not take on so; you must not +indeed. I am sure this dark room is enough to put any one in low +spirits. Now do go downstairs, and sit with my lady and the Doctor, +and try to be cheerful; that is a dear good young gentleman. I wish +Miss Venetia were here, and then she would amuse you. But you must not +take on, because there is no use in it. You must exert yourself, for +what is done cannot be undone; and, as the Doctor told us last Sunday, +we must all die; and well for those who die with a good conscience; +and I am sure the poor dear lady that is gone must have had a good +conscience, because she had a good heart, and I never heard any one +say the contrary. Now do exert yourself, my dear lord, and try to be +cheerful, do; for there is nothing like a little exertion in these +cases, for God's will must be done, and it is not for us to say yea or +nay, and taking on is a murmuring against God's providence.' And so +Mistress Pauncefort would have continued urging the usual topics of +coarse and common-place consolation; but Cadurcis only answered with a +sigh that came from the bottom of his heart, and said with streaming +eyes, 'Ah! Mrs. Pauncefort, God had only given me one friend in this +world, and there she lies.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +The first conviction that there is death in the house is perhaps the +most awful moment of youth. When we are young, we think that not only +ourselves, but that all about us, are immortal. Until the arrow has +struck a victim round our own hearth, death is merely an unmeaning +word; until then, its casual mention has stamped no idea upon our +brain. There are few, even among those least susceptible of thought +and emotion, in whose hearts and minds the first death in the family +does not act as a powerful revelation of the mysteries of life, and of +their own being; there are few who, after such a catastrophe, do not +look upon the world and the world's ways, at least for a time, with +changed and tempered feelings. It recalls the past; it makes us ponder +over the future; and youth, gay and light-hearted youth, is taught, +for the first time, to regret and to fear. + +On Cadurcis, a child of pensive temperament, and in whose strange +and yet undeveloped character there was, amid lighter elements, a +constitutional principle of melancholy, the sudden decease of his +mother produced a profound effect. All was forgotten of his parent, +except the intimate and natural tie, and her warm and genuine +affection. He was now alone in the world; for reflection impressed +upon him at this moment what the course of existence too generally +teaches to us all, that mournful truth, that, after all, we have no +friends that we can depend upon in this life but our parents. All +other intimacies, however ardent, are liable to cool; all other +confidence, however unlimited, to be violated. In the phantasmagoria +of life, the friend with whom we have cultivated mutual trust for +years is often suddenly or gradually estranged from us, or becomes, +from, painful, yet irresistible circumstances, even our deadliest foe. +As for women, as for the mistresses of our hearts, who has not learnt +that the links of passion are fragile as they are glittering; and +that the bosom on which we have reposed with idolatry all our secret +sorrows and sanguine hopes, eventually becomes the very heart that +exults in our misery and baffles our welfare? Where is the enamoured +face that smiled upon our early love, and was to shed tears over our +grave? Where are the choice companions of our youth, with whom we were +to breast the difficulties and share the triumphs of existence? Even +in this inconstant world, what changes like the heart? Love is a +dream, and friendship a delusion. No wonder we grow callous; for how +few have the opportunity of returning to the hearth which they quitted +in levity or thoughtless weariness, yet which alone is faithful to +them; whose sweet affections require not the stimulus of prosperity +or fame, the lure of accomplishments, or the tribute of flattery; but +which are constant to us in distress, and console us even in disgrace! + +Before she retired for the night, Lady Annabel was anxious to see +Plantagenet. Mistress Pauncefort had informed her of his visit to +his mother's room. Lady Annabel found Cadurcis in the gallery, now +partially lighted by the moon which had recently risen. She entered +with her light, as if she were on her way to her own room, and not +seeking him. + +'Dear Plantagenet,' she said, 'will you not go to bed?' + +'I do not intend to go to bed to-night,' he replied. + +She approached him and took him by the hand, which he did not withdraw +from her, and they walked together once or twice up and down the +gallery. + +'I think, dear child,' said Lady Annabel, 'you had better come and sit +with us.' + +'I like to be alone,' was his answer; but not in a sullen voice, low +and faltering. + +'But in sorrow we should be with our friends,' said Lady Annabel. + +'I have no friends,' he answered. 'I only had one.' + +'I am your friend, dear child; I am your mother now, and you shall +find me one if you like. And Venetia, have you forgotten your sister? +Is she not your friend? And Dr. Masham, surely you cannot doubt his +friendship?' + +Cadurcis tried to stifle a sob. 'Ay, Lady Annabel,' he said, 'you are +my friend now, and so are you all; and you know I love you much. But +you were not my friends two years ago; and things will change again; +they will, indeed. A mother is your friend as long as she lives; she +cannot help being your friend.' + +'You shall come to Cherbury and live with us,' said Lady Annabel.' You +know you love Cherbury, and you shall find it a home, a real home.' + +He pressed her hand to his lips; the hand was covered with his tears. + +'We will go to Cherbury to-morrow, dear Plantagenet; remaining here +will only make you sad.' + +'I will never leave Cadurcis again while my mother is in this house,' +he said, in a firm and serious voice. And then, after a moment's +pause, he added, 'I wish to know when the burial is to take place.' + +'We will ask Dr. Masham,' replied Lady Annabel. 'Come, let us go to +him; come, my own child.' + +He permitted himself to be led away. They descended to the small +apartment where Lady Annabel had been previously sitting. They found +the Doctor there; he rose and pressed Plantagenet's hand with great +emotion. They made room for him at the fire between them; he sat in +silence, with his gaze intently fixed upon the decaying embers, +yet did not quit his hold of Lady Annabel's hand. He found it a +consolation to him; it linked him to a being who seemed to love him. +As long as he held her hand he did not seem quite alone in the world. + +Now nobody spoke; for Lady Annabel felt that Cadurcis was in some +degree solaced; and she thought it unwise to interrupt the more +composed train of his thoughts. It was, indeed, Plantagenet himself +who first broke silence. + +'I do not think I can go to bed, Lady Annabel,' he said. 'The thought +of this night is terrible to me. I do not think it ever can end. I +would much sooner sit up in this room.' + +'Nay! my child, sleep is a great consoler; try to go to bed, love.' + +'I should like to sleep in my mother's room,' was his strange reply. +'It seems to me that I could sleep there. And if I woke in the night, +I should like to see her.' + +Lady Annabel and the Doctor exchanged looks. + +'I think,' said the Doctor, 'you had better sleep in my room, and +then, if you wake in the night, you will have some one to speak to. +You will find that a comfort.' + +'Yes, that you will,' said Lady Annabel. 'I will go and have the sofa +bed made up in the Doctor's room for you. Indeed that will be the very +best plan.' + +So at last, but not without a struggle, they persuaded Cadurcis to +retire. Lady Annabel embraced him tenderly when she bade him good +night; and, indeed, he felt consoled by her affection. + +As nothing could persuade Plantagenet to leave the abbey until his +mother was buried, Lady Annabel resolved to take up her abode there, +and she sent the next morning for Venetia. There were a great many +arrangements to make about the burial and the mourning; and Lady +Annabel and Dr. Masham were obliged, in consequence, to go the next +morning to Southport; but they delayed their departure until the +arrival of Venetia, that Cadurcis might not be left alone. + +The meeting between himself and Venetia was a very sad one, and yet +her companionship was a great solace. Venetia urged every topic that +she fancied could reassure his spirits, and upon the happy home he +would find at Cherbury. + +'Ah!' said Cadurcis, 'they will not leave me here; I am sure of that. +I think our happy days are over, Venetia.' + +What mourner has not felt the magic of time? Before the funeral could +take place, Cadurcis had recovered somewhat of his usual cheerfulness, +and would indulge with Venetia in plans of their future life. And +living, as they all were, under the same roof, sharing the same +sorrows, participating in the same cares, and all about to wear the +same mournful emblems of their domestic calamity, it was difficult for +him to believe that he was indeed that desolate being he had at first +correctly estimated himself. Here were true friends, if such could +exist; here were fine sympathies, pure affections, innocent and +disinterested hearts! Every domestic tie yet remained perfect, except +the spell-bound tie of blood. That wanting, all was a bright and happy +vision, that might vanish in an instant, and for ever; that perfect, +even the least graceful, the most repulsive home, had its irresistible +charms; and its loss, when once experienced, might be mourned for +ever, and could never be restored. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +After the funeral of Mrs. Cadurcis, the family returned to Cherbury +with Plantagenet, who was hereafter to consider it his home. All that +the most tender solicitude could devise to reconcile him to the change +in his life was fulfilled by Lady Annabel and her daughter, and, under +their benignant influence, he soon regained his usual demeanour. His +days were now spent as in the earlier period of their acquaintance, +with the exception of those painful returns to home, which had once +been a source to him of so much gloom and unhappiness. He pursued his +studies as of old, and shared the amusements of Venetia. His allotted +room was ornamented by her drawings, and in the evenings they read +aloud by turns to Lady Annabel the volume which she selected. The +abbey he never visited again after his mother's funeral. + +Some weeks had passed in this quiet and contented manner, when one +day Doctor Masham, who, since the death of his mother, had been +in correspondence with his guardian, received a letter from that +nobleman, to announce that he had made arrangements for sending his +ward to Eton, and to request that he would accordingly instantly +proceed to the metropolis. This announcement occasioned both Cadurcis +and Venetia poignant affliction. The idea of separation was to both +of them most painful; and although Lady Annabel herself was in +some degree prepared for an arrangement, which sooner or later she +considered inevitable, she was herself scarcely less distressed. +The good Doctor, in some degree to break the bitterness of parting, +proposed accompanying Plantagenet to London, and himself personally +delivering the charge, in whose welfare they were so much interested, +to his guardian. Nevertheless, it was a very sad affair, and the week +which was to intervene before his departure found both himself and +Venetia often in tears. They no longer took any delight in their +mutual studies but passed the day walking about and visiting old +haunts, and endeavouring to console each other for what they both +deemed a great calamity, and which was indeed, the only serious +misfortune Venetia had herself experienced in the whole course of her +serene career. + +'But if I were really your brother,' said Plantagenet, 'I must have +quitted you the same, Venetia. Boys always go to school; and then we +shall be so happy when I return.' + +'Oh! but we are so happy now, Plantagenet. I cannot believe that we +are going to part. And are you sure that you will return? Perhaps your +guardian will not let you, and will wish you to spend your holidays at +his house. His house will be your home now.' + +It was impossible for a moment to forget the sorrow that was impending +over them. There were so many preparations to be made for his +departure, that every instant something occurred to remind them of +their sorrow. Venetia sat with tears in her eyes marking his new +pocket-handkerchiefs which they had all gone to Southport to purchase, +for Plantagenet asked, as a particular favour, that no one should mark +them but Venetia. Then Lady Annabel gave Plantagenet a writing-case, +and Venetia filled it with pens and paper, that he might never want +means to communicate with them; and her evenings were passed in +working him a purse, which Lady Annabel took care should be well +stocked. All day long there seemed something going on to remind them +of what was about to happen; and as for Pauncefort, she flounced in +and out the room fifty times a day, with 'What is to be done about my +lord's shirts, my lady? I think his lordship had better have another +dozen, your la'ship. Better too much than too little, I always say;' +or, 'O! my lady, your la'ship cannot form an idea of what a state my +lord's stockings are in, my lady. I think I had better go over to +Southport with John, my lady, and buy him some;' or, 'Please, my lady, +did I understand your la'ship spoke to the tailor on Thursday about +my lord's things? I suppose your la'ship knows my lord has got no +great-coat?' + +Every one of these inquiries made Venetia's heart tremble. Then there +was the sad habit of dating every coming day by its distance from +the fatal one. There was the last day but four, and the last day +but three, and the last day but two. The last day but one at length +arrived; and at length, too, though it seemed incredible, the last day +itself. + +Plantagenet and Venetia both rose very early, that they might make it +as long as possible. They sighed involuntarily when they met, and then +they went about to pay last visits to every creature and object of +which they had been so long fond. Plantagenet went to bid farewell +to the horses and adieu to the cows, and then walked down to the +woodman's cottage, and then to shake hands with the keeper. He would +not say 'Good-bye' to the household until the very last moment; and as +for Marmion, the bloodhound, he accompanied both of them so faithfully +in this melancholy ramble, and kept so close to both, that it was +useless to break the sad intelligence to him yet. + +'I think now, Venetia, we have been to see everything,' said +Plantagenet, 'I shall see the peacocks at breakfast time. I wish Eton +was near Cherbury, and then I could come home on Sunday. I cannot bear +going to Cadurcis again, but I should like you to go once a week, and +try to keep up our garden, and look after everything, though there is +not much that will not take care of itself, except the garden. We made +that together, and I could not bear its being neglected.' + +Venetia could not assure him that no wish of his should be neglected, +because she was weeping. + +'I am glad the Doctor,' he continued, 'is going to take me to town. +I should be very wretched by myself. But he will put me in mind of +Cherbury, and we can talk together of Lady Annabel and you. Hark! the +bell rings; we must go to breakfast, the last breakfast but one.' + +Lady Annabel endeavoured, by unusual good spirits, to cheer up her +little friends. She spoke of Plantagenet's speedy return so much as a +matter of course, and the pleasant things they were to do when he came +back, that she really succeeded in exciting a smile in Venetia's April +face, for she was smiling amid tears. + +Although it was the last day, time hung heavily on their hands. After +breakfast they went over the house together; and Cadurcis, half with +genuine feeling, and half in a spirit of mockery of their sorrow, made +a speech to the inanimate walls, as if they were aware of his intended +departure. At length, in their progress, they passed the door of the +closed apartments, and here, holding Venetia's hand, he stopped, and, +with an expression of irresistible humour, making a low bow to them, +he said, very gravely, 'And good-bye rooms that I have never entered; +perhaps, before I come back, Venetia will find out what is locked up +in you!' + +Dr. Masham arrived for dinner, and in a postchaise. The unusual +conveyance reminded them of the morrow very keenly. Venetia could not +bear to see the Doctor's portmanteau taken out and carried into the +hall. She had hopes, until then, that something would happen and +prevent all this misery. Cadurcis whispered her, 'I say, Venetia, do +not you wish this was winter?' + +'Why, Plantagenet?' + +'Because then we might have a good snowstorm, and be blocked up again +for a week.' + +Venetia looked at the sky, but not a cloud was to be seen. + +The Doctor was glad to warm himself at the hall-fire, for it was a +fresh autumnal afternoon. + +'Are you cold, sir?' said Venetia, approaching him. + +'I am, my little maiden,' said the Doctor. + +'Do you think there is any chance of its snowing, Doctor Masham?' + +'Snowing! my little maiden; what can you be thinking of?' + +The dinner was rather gayer than might have been expected. The Doctor +was jocular, Lady Annabel lively, and Plantagenet excited by an +extraordinary glass of wine. Venetia alone remained dispirited. The +Doctor made mock speeches and proposed toasts, and told Plantagenet +that he must learn to make speeches too, or what would he do when +he was in the House of Lords? And then Plantagenet tried to make a +speech, and proposed Venetia's health; and then Venetia, who could not +bear to hear herself praised by him on such a day, the last day, burst +into tears. Her mother called her to her side and consoled her, and +Plantagenet jumped up and wiped her eyes with one of those very +pocket-handkerchiefs on which she had embroidered his cipher and +coronet with her own beautiful hair. Towards evening Plantagenet began +to experience the reaction of his artificial spirits. The Doctor had +fallen into a gentle slumber, Lady Annabel had quitted the room, +Venetia sat with her hand in Plantagenet's on a stool by the fireside. +Both were sad and silent. At last Venetia said, 'O Plantagenet, I +wish I were your real sister! Perhaps, when I see you again, you will +forget this,' and she turned the jewel that was suspended round her +neck, and showed him the inscription. + +'I am sure when I see you-again, Venetia,' he replied, 'the only +difference will be, that I shall love you more than ever.' + +'I hope so,' said Venetia. + +'I am sure of it. Now remember what we are talking about. When we meet +again, we shall see which of us two will love each other the most.' + +'O Plantagenet, I hope they will be kind to you at Eton.' + +'I will make them.' + +'And, whenever you are the least unhappy, you will write to us?' + +'I shall never be unhappy about anything but being away from you. As +for the rest, I will make people respect me; I know what I am.' + +'Because if they do not behave well to you, mamma could ask Dr. Masham +to go and see you, and they will attend to him; and I would ask him +too. I wonder,' she continued after a moment's pause, 'if you have +everything you want. I am quite sure the instant you are gone, we +shall remember something you ought to have; and then I shall be quite +brokenhearted.' + +'I have got everything.' + +'You said you wanted a large knife.' + +'Yes! but I am going to buy one in London. Dr. Masham says he will +take me to a place where the finest knives in the world are to be +bought. It is a great thing to go to London with Dr. Masham.' + +'I have never written your name in your Bible and Prayer-book. I will +do it this evening.' + +'Lady Annabel is to write it in the Bible, and you are to write it in +the Prayer-book.' + +'You are to write to us from London by Dr. Masham, if only a line.' + +'I shall not fail.' + +'Never mind about your handwriting; but mind you write.' + +At this moment Lady Annabel's step was heard, and Plantagenet said, +'Give me a kiss, Venetia, for I do not mean to bid good-bye to-night.' + +'But you will not go to-morrow before we are up?' + +'Yes, we shall.' + +'Now, Plantagenet, I shall be up to bid you good-bye, mind that' + +Lady Annabel entered, the Doctor woke, lights followed, the servant +made up the fire, and the room looked cheerful again. After tea, +the names were duly written in the Bible and Prayer-book; the last +arrangements were made, all the baggage was brought down into the +hall, all ransacked their memory and fancy, to see if it were possible +that anything that Plantagenet could require was either forgotten +or had been omitted. The clock struck ten; Lady Annabel rose. The +travellers were to part at an early hour: she shook hands with Dr. +Masham, but Cadurcis was to bid her farewell in her dressing-room, and +then, with heavy hearts and glistening eyes, they all separated. And +thus ended the last day! + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Venetia passed a restless night. She was so resolved to be awake in +time for Plantagenet's departure, that she could not sleep; and at +length, towards morning, fell, from exhaustion, into a light slumber, +from which she sprang up convulsively, roused by the sound of the +wheels of the postchaise. She looked out of her window, and saw the +servant strapping on the portmanteaus. Shortly after this she heard +Plantagenet's step in the vestibule; he passed her room, and proceeded +to her mother's dressing-room, at the door of which she heard him +knock, and then there was silence. + +'You are in good time,' said Lady Annabel, who was seated in an easy +chair when Plantagenet entered her room. 'Is the Doctor up?' + +'He is breakfasting.' + +'And have you breakfasted?' + +'I have no appetite.' + +'You should take something, my child, before you go. Now, come hither, +my dear Plantagenet,' she said, extending her hand; 'listen to me, one +word. When you arrive in London, you will go to your guardian's. He +is a great man, and I believe a very good one, and the law and your +father's will have placed him in the position of a parent to you. You +must therefore love, honour, and obey him; and I doubt not he will +deserve all your affection, respect, and duty. Whatever he desires or +counsels you will perform, and follow. So long as you act according to +his wishes, you cannot be wrong. But, my dear Plantagenet, if by any +chance it ever happens, for strange things sometimes happen in this +world, that you are in trouble and require a friend, remember that +Cherbury is also your home; the home of your heart, if not of the law; +and that not merely from my own love for you, but because I promised +your poor mother on her death-bed, I esteem myself morally, although +not legally, in the light of a parent to you. You will find Eton a +great change; you will experience many trials and temptations; but you +will triumph over and withstand them all, if you will attend to these +few directions. Fear God; morning and night let nothing induce you +ever to omit your prayers to Him; you will find that praying will +make you happy. Obey your superiors; always treat your masters with +respect. Ever speak the truth. So long as you adhere to this rule, +you never can be involved in any serious misfortune. A deviation from +truth is, in general, the foundation of all misery. Be kind to your +companions, but be firm. Do not be laughed into doing that which you +know to be wrong. Be modest and humble, but ever respect yourself. +Remember who you are, and also that it is your duty to excel. +Providence has given you a great lot. Think ever that you are born to +perform great duties. + +'God bless you, Plantagenet!' she continued, after a slight pause, +with a faltering voice, 'God bless you, my sweet child. And God will +bless you if you remember Him. Try also to remember us,' she added, as +she embraced him, and placed in his hand Venetia's well-lined purse. +'Do not forget Cherbury and all it contains; hearts that love you +dearly, and will pray ever for your welfare.' + +Plantagenet leant upon her bosom. He had entered the room resolved to +be composed, with an air even of cheerfulness, but his tender heart +yielded to the first appeal to his affections. He could only murmur +out some broken syllables of devotion, and almost unconsciously found +that he had quitted the chamber. + +With streaming eyes and hesitating steps he was proceeding along the +vestibule, when he heard his name called by a low sweet voice. He +looked around; it was Venetia. Never had he beheld such a beautiful +vision. She was muffled up in her dressing-gown, her small white feet +only guarded from the cold by her slippers. Her golden hair seemed to +reach her waist, her cheek was flushed, her large blue eyes glittered +with tears. + +'Plantagenet,' she said-- + +Neither of them could speak. They embraced, they mingled their tears +together, and every instant they wept more plenteously. At length a +footstep was heard; Venetia murmured a blessing, and vanished. + +Cadurcis lingered on the stairs a moment to compose himself. He wiped +his eyes; he tried to look undisturbed. All the servants were in the +hall; from Mistress Pauncefort to the scullion there was not a dry +eye. All loved the little lord, he was so gracious and so gentle. +Every one asked leave to touch his hand before he went. He tried to +smile and say something kind to all. He recognised the gamekeeper, +and told him to do what he liked at Cadurcis; said something to the +coachman about his pony; and begged Mistress Pauncefort, quite aloud, +to take great care of her young mistress. As he was speaking, he +felt something rubbing against his hand: it was Marmion, the old +bloodhound. He also came to bid his adieus. Cadurcis patted him with +affection, and said, 'Ah! my old fellow, we shall yet meet again.' + +The Doctor appeared, smiling as usual, made his inquiries whether all +were right, nodded to the weeping household, called Plantagenet his +brave boy, and patted him on the back, and bade him jump into the +chaise. Another moment, and Dr. Masham had also entered; the door was +closed, the fatal 'All right' sung out, and Lord Cadurcis was whirled +away from that Cherbury where he was so loved. + + + + +BOOK II. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Life is not dated merely by years. Events are sometimes the best +calendars. There are epochs in our existence which cannot be +ascertained by a formal appeal to the registry. The arrival of the +Cadurcis family at their old abbey, their consequent intimacy at +Cherbury, the death of the mother, and the departure of the son: these +were events which had been crowded into a space of less than two +years; but those two years were not only the most eventful in the life +of Venetia Herbert, but in their influence upon the development of her +mind, and the formation of her character, far exceeded the effects of +all her previous existence. + +Venetia once more found herself with no companion but her mother, +but in vain she attempted to recall the feelings she had before +experienced under such circumstances, and to revert to the resources +she had before commanded. No longer could she wander in imaginary +kingdoms, or transform the limited world of her experience into a +boundless region of enchanted amusement. Her play-pleasure hours were +fled for ever. She sighed for her faithful and sympathising companion. +The empire of fancy yielded without a struggle to the conquering sway +of memory. + +For the first few weeks Venetia was restless and dispirited, and when +she was alone she often wept. A mysterious instinct prompted her, +however, not to exhibit such emotion before her mother. Yet she loved +to hear Lady Annabel talk of Plantagenet, and a visit to the abbey was +ever her favourite walk. Sometimes, too, a letter arrived from Lord +Cadurcis, and this was great joy; but such communications were rare. +Nothing is more difficult than for a junior boy at a public school to +maintain a correspondence; yet his letters were most affectionate, +and always dwelt upon the prospect of his return. The period for this +hoped-for return at length arrived, but it brought no Plantagenet. +His guardian wished that the holidays should be spent under his roof. +Still at intervals Cadurcis wrote to Cherbury, to which, as time flew +on, it seemed destined he never was to return. Vacation followed +vacation, alike passed with his guardian, either in London, or at +a country seat still more remote from Cherbury, until at length it +became so much a matter of course that his guardian's house should +be esteemed his home, that Plantagenet ceased to allude even to the +prospect of return. In time his letters became rarer and rarer, until, +at length, they altogether ceased. Meanwhile Venetia had overcome the +original pang of separation; if not as gay as in old days, she was +serene and very studious; delighting less in her flowers and birds, +but much more in her books, and pursuing her studies with an +earnestness and assiduity which her mother was rather fain to check +than to encourage. Venetia Herbert, indeed, promised to become a most +accomplished woman. She had a fine ear for music, a ready tongue for +languages; already she emulated her mother's skill in the arts; while +the library of Cherbury afforded welcome and inexhaustible resources +to a girl whose genius deserved the richest and most sedulous +cultivation, and whose peculiar situation, independent of her studious +predisposition, rendered reading a pastime to her rather than a +task. Lady Annabel watched the progress of her daughter with lively +interest, and spared no efforts to assist the formation of her +principles and her taste. That deep religious feeling which was the +characteristic of the mother had been carefully and early cherished +in the heart of the child, and in time the unrivalled writings of the +great divines of our Church became a principal portion of her reading. +Order, method, severe study, strict religious exercise, with no +amusement or relaxation but of the most simple and natural character, +and with a complete seclusion from society, altogether formed a +system, which, acting upon a singularly susceptible and gifted nature, +secured the promise in Venetia Herbert, at fourteen years of age, of +an extraordinary woman; a system, however, against which her lively +and somewhat restless mind might probably have rebelled, had not +that system been so thoroughly imbued with all the melting spell of +maternal affection. It was the inspiration of this sacred love that +hovered like a guardian angel over the life of Venetia. It roused her +from her morning slumbers with an embrace, it sanctified her evening +pillow with a blessing; it anticipated the difficulty of the student's +page, and guided the faltering hand of the hesitating artist; it +refreshed her memory, it modulated her voice; it accompanied her in +the cottage, and knelt by her at the altar. Marvellous and beautiful +is a mother's love. And when Venetia, with her strong feelings and +enthusiastic spirit, would look around and mark that a graceful form +and a bright eye were for ever watching over her wants and wishes, +instructing with sweetness, and soft even with advice, her whole soul +rose to her mother, all thoughts and feelings were concentrated in +that sole existence, and she desired no happier destiny than to pass +through life living in the light of her mother's smiles, and clinging +with passionate trust to that beneficent and guardian form. + +But with all her quick and profound feelings Venetia was thoughtful +and even shrewd, and when she was alone her very love for her +mother, and her gratitude for such an ineffable treasure as parental +affection, would force her mind to a subject which at intervals had +haunted her even from her earliest childhood. Why had she only one +parent? What mystery was this that enveloped that great tie? For +that there was a mystery Venetia felt as assured as that she was a +daughter. By a process which she could not analyse, her father had +become a forbidden subject. True, Lady Annabel had placed no formal +prohibition upon its mention; nor at her present age was Venetia one +who would be influenced in her conduct by the bygone and arbitrary +intimations of a menial; nevertheless, that the mention of her father +would afford pain to the being she loved best in the world, was a +conviction which had grown with her years and strengthened with her +strength. Pardonable, natural, even laudable as was the anxiety of the +daughter upon such a subject, an instinct with which she could not +struggle closed the lips of Venetia for ever upon this topic. His name +was never mentioned, his past existence was never alluded to. Who was +he? That he was of noble family and great position her name betokened, +and the state in which they lived. He must have died very early; +perhaps even before her mother gave her birth. A dreadful lot indeed; +and yet was the grief that even such a dispensation might occasion, so +keen, so overwhelming, that after fourteen long years his name might +not be permitted, even for an instant, to pass the lips of his +bereaved wife? Was his child to be deprived of the only solace for +his loss, the consolation of cherishing his memory? Strange, passing +strange indeed, and bitter! At Cherbury the family of Herbert were +honoured only from tradition. Until the arrival of Lady Annabel, as we +have before mentioned, they had not resided at the hall for more than +half a century. There were no old retainers there from whom Venetia +might glean, without suspicion, the information for which she panted. +Slight, too, as was Venetia's experience of society, there were times +when she could not resist the impression that her mother was not +happy; that there was some secret sorrow that weighed upon her +spirit, some grief that gnawed at her heart. Could it be still the +recollection of her lost sire? Could one so religious, so resigned, +so assured of meeting the lost one in a better world, brood with a +repining soul over the will of her Creator? Such conduct was entirely +at variance with all the tenets of Lady Annabel. It was not thus she +consoled the bereaved, that she comforted the widow, and solaced the +orphan. Venetia, too, observed everything and forgot nothing. Not an +incident of her earliest childhood that was not as fresh in her memory +as if it had occurred yesterday. Her memory was naturally keen; living +in solitude, with nothing to distract it, its impressions never faded +away. She had never forgotten her mother's tears the day that she and +Plantagenet had visited Marringhurst. Somehow or other Dr. Masham +seemed connected with this sorrow. Whenever Lady Annabel was most +dispirited it was after an interview with that gentleman; yet the +presence of the Doctor always gave her pleasure, and he was the most +kind-hearted and cheerful of men. Perhaps, after all, it was only her +illusion; perhaps, after all, it was the memory of her father to which +her mother was devoted, and which occasionally overcame her; perhaps +she ventured to speak of him to Dr. Masham, though not to her +daughter, and this might account for that occasional agitation which +Venetia had observed at his visits. And yet, and yet, and yet; in vain +she reasoned. There is a strange sympathy which whispers convictions +that no evidence can authorise, and no arguments dispel. Venetia +Herbert, particularly as she grew older, could not refrain at times +from yielding to the irresistible belief that her existence was +enveloped in some mystery. Mystery too often presupposes the idea of +guilt. Guilt! Who was guilty? Venetia shuddered at the current of her +own thoughts. She started from the garden seat in which she had fallen +into this dangerous and painful reverie; flew to her mother, who +received her with smiles; and buried her face in the bosom of Lady +Annabel. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +We have indicated in a few pages the progress of three years. How +differently passed to the two preceding ones, when the Cadurcis family +were settled at the abbey! For during this latter period it seemed +that not a single incident had occurred. They had glided away in one +unbroken course of study, religion, and domestic love, the enjoyment +of nature, and the pursuits of charity; like a long summer +sabbath-day, sweet and serene and still, undisturbed by a single +passion, hallowed and hallowing. + +If the Cadurcis family were now not absolutely forgotten at Cherbury, +they were at least only occasionally remembered. These last three +years so completely harmonised with the life of Venetia before their +arrival, that, taking a general view of her existence, their residence +at the abbey figured only as an episode in her career; active indeed +and stirring, and one that had left some impressions not easily +discarded; but, on the whole, mellowed by the magic of time, Venetia +looked back to her youthful friendship as an event that was only an +exception in her lot, and she viewed herself as a being born and bred +up in a seclusion which she was never to quit, with no aspirations +beyond the little world in which she moved, and where she was to die +in peace, as she had lived in purity. + +One Sunday, the conversation after dinner fell upon Lord Cadurcis. +Doctor Masham had recently met a young Etonian, and had made some +inquiries about their friend of old days. The information he had +obtained was not very satisfactory. It seemed that Cadurcis was a more +popular boy with his companions than his tutors; he had been rather +unruly, and had only escaped expulsion by the influence of his +guardian, who was not only a great noble, but a powerful minister. + +This conversation recalled old times. They talked over the arrival of +Mrs. Cadurcis at the abbey, her strange character, her untimely end. +Lady Annabel expressed her conviction of the natural excellence of +Plantagenet's disposition, and her regret of the many disadvantages +under which he laboured; it gratified Venetia to listen to his praise. + +'He has quite forgotten us, mamma,' said Venetia. + +'My love, he was very young when he quitted us,' replied Lady Annabel; +'and you must remember the influence of a change of life at so tender +an age. He lives now in a busy world.' + +'I wish that he had not forgotten to write to us sometimes,' said +Venetia. + +'Writing a letter is a great achievement for a schoolboy,' said the +Doctor; 'it is a duty which even grown-up persons too often forget +to fulfil, and, when postponed, it is generally deferred for ever. +However, I agree with Lady Annabel, Cadurcis was a fine fellow, and +had he been properly brought up, I cannot help thinking, might have +turned out something.' + +'Poor Plantagenet!' said Venetia, 'how I pity him. His was a terrible +lot, to lose both his parents! Whatever were the errors of Mrs. +Cadurcis, she was his mother, and, in spite of every mortification, he +clung to her. Ah! I shall never forget when Pauncefort met him coming +out of her room the night before the burial, when he said, with +streaming eyes, "I only had one friend in the world, and now she is +gone." I could not love Mrs. Cadurcis, and yet, when I heard of these +words, I cried as much as he.' + +'Poor fellow!' said the Doctor, filling his glass. + +'If there be any person in the world whom I pity,' said Venetia, ''tis +an orphan. Oh! what should I be without mamma? And Plantagenet, poor +Plantagenet! he has no mother, no father.' Venetia added, with a +faltering voice: 'I can sympathise with him in some degree; I, I, I +know, I feel the misfortune, the misery;' her face became crimson, yet +she could not restrain the irresistible words, 'the misery of never +having known a father,' she added. + +There was a dead pause, a most solemn silence. In vain Venetia +struggled to look calm and unconcerned; every instant she felt +the blood mantling in her cheek with a more lively and spreading +agitation. She dared not look up; it was not possible to utter a word +to turn the conversation. She felt utterly confounded and absolutely +mute. At length, Lady Annabel spoke. Her tone was severe and choking, +very different to her usual silvery voice. + +'I am sorry that my daughter should feel so keenly the want of a +parent's love,' said her ladyship. + +What would not Venetia have given for the power or speech! but +it seemed to have deserted her for ever. There she sat mute and +motionless, with her eyes fixed on the table, and with a burning +cheek, as if she were conscious of having committed some act of shame, +as if she had been detected in some base and degrading deed. Yet, what +had she done? A daughter had delicately alluded to her grief at the +loss of a parent, and expressed her keen sense of the deprivation. + +It was an autumnal afternoon: Doctor Masham looked at the sky, and, +after a long pause, made an observation about the weather, and then +requested permission to order his horses, as the evening came on +apace, and he had some distance to ride. Lady Annabel rose; the +Doctor, with a countenance unusually serious, offered her his arm; and +Venetia followed them like a criminal. In a few minutes the horses +appeared; Lady Annabel bid adieu to her friend in her usual kind tone, +and with her usual sweet smile; and then, without noticing Venetia, +instantly retired to her own chamber. + +And this was her mother; her mother who never before quitted her for +an instant without some sign and symbol of affection, some playful +word of love, a winning smile, a passing embrace, that seemed to +acknowledge that the pang of even momentary separation could only be +alleviated by this graceful homage to the heart. What had she done? +Venetia was about to follow Lady Annabel, but she checked herself. +Agony at having offended her mother, and, for the first time, was +blended with a strange curiosity as to the cause, and some hesitating +indignation at her treatment. Venetia remained anxiously awaiting +the return of Lady Annabel; but her ladyship did not reappear. Every +instant, the astonishment and the grief of Venetia increased. It was +the first domestic difference that had occurred between them. It +shocked her much. She thought of Plantagenet and Mrs. Cadurcis. There +was a mortifying resemblance, however slight, between the respective +situations of the two families. Venetia, too, had quarrelled with her +mother; that mother who, for fourteen years, had only looked upon her +with fondness and joy; who had been ever kind, without being ever +weak, and had rendered her child happy by making her good; that mother +whose beneficent wisdom had transformed duty into delight; that +superior, yet gentle being, so indulgent yet so just, so gifted yet so +condescending, who dedicated all her knowledge, and time, and care, +and intellect to her daughter. + +Venetia threw herself upon a couch and wept. They were the first tears +of unmixed pain that she had ever shed. It was said by the household +of Venetia when a child, that she had never cried; not a single tear +had ever sullied that sunny face. Surrounded by scenes of innocence, +and images of happiness and content, Venetia smiled on a world that +smiled on her, the radiant heroine of a golden age. She had, indeed, +wept over the sorrows and the departure of Cadurcis; but those were +soft showers of sympathy and affection sent from a warm heart, like +drops from a summer sky. But now this grief was agony: her brow +throbbed, her hand was clenched, her heart beat with tumultuous +palpitation; the streaming torrent came scalding down her cheek like +fire rather than tears, and instead of assuaging her emotion, seemed, +on the contrary, to increase its fierce and fervid power. + +The sun had set, the red autumnal twilight had died away, the shadows +of night were brooding over the halls of Cherbury. The moan of the +rising wind might be distinctly heard, and ever and anon the branches +of neighbouring trees swung with a sudden yet melancholy sound against +the windows of the apartment, of which the curtains had remained +undrawn. Venetia looked up; the room would have been in perfect +darkness but for a glimmer which just indicated the site of the +expiring fire, and an uncertain light, or rather modified darkness, +that seemed the sky. Alone and desolate! Alone and desolate and +unhappy! Alone and desolate and unhappy, and for the first time! Was +it a sigh, or a groan, that issued from the stifling heart of Venetia +Herbert? That child of innocence, that bright emanation of love and +beauty, that airy creature of grace and gentleness, who had never said +an unkind word or done an unkind thing in her whole career, but had +glanced and glided through existence, scattering happiness and +joy, and receiving the pleasure which she herself imparted, how +overwhelming was her first struggle with that dark stranger, Sorrow! + +Some one entered the room; it was Mistress Pauncefort. She held a +taper in her hand, and came tripping gingerly in, with a new cap +streaming with ribands, and scarcely, as it were, condescending to +execute the mission with which she was intrusted, which was no greater +than fetching her lady's reticule. She glanced at the table, but it +was not there; she turned up her nose at a chair or two, which she +even condescended to propel a little with a saucy foot, as if the +reticule might be hid under the hanging drapery, and then, unable to +find the object of her search, Mistress Pauncefort settled herself +before the glass, elevating the taper above her head, that she might +observe what indeed she had been examining the whole day, the effect +of her new cap. With a complacent simper, Mistress Pauncefort then +turned from pleasure to business, and, approaching the couch, gave +a faint shriek, half genuine, half affected, as she recognised the +recumbent form of her young mistress. 'Well to be sure,' exclaimed +Mistress Pauncefort, 'was the like ever seen! Miss Venetia, as I live! +La! Miss Venetia, what can be the matter? I declare I am all of a +palpitation.' + +Venetia, affecting composure, said she was rather unwell; that she +had a headache, and, rising, murmured that she would go to bed. 'A +headache!' exclaimed Mistress Pauncefort, 'I hope no worse, for there +is my lady, and she is as out of sorts as possible. She has a headache +too; and when I shut the door just now, I am sure as quiet as a lamb, +she told me not to make so much noise when I left the room. "Noise!" +says I; "why really, my lady, I don't pretend to be a spirit; but if +it comes to noise--" "Never answer me, Pauncefort," says my lady. "No, +my lady," says I, "I never do, and, I am sure, when I have a headache +myself, I don't like to be answered." But, to be sure, if you have a +headache, and my lady has a headache too, I only hope we have not got +the epidemy. I vow, Miss Venetia, that your eyes are as red as if you +had been running against the wind. Well, to be sure, if you have not +been crying! I must go and tell my lady immediately.' + +'Light me to my room,' said Venetia; 'I will not disturb my mother, as +she is unwell.' + +Venetia rose, and Mistress Pauncefort followed her to her chamber, and +lit her candles. Venetia desired her not to remain; and when she had +quitted the chamber, Venetia threw herself in her chair and sighed. + +To sleep, it was impossible; it seemed to Venetia that she could never +rest again. She wept no more, but her distress was very great. She +felt it impossible to exist through the night without being reconciled +to her mother; but she refrained from going to her room, from the fear +of again meeting her troublesome attendant. She resolved, therefore, +to wait until she heard Mistress Pauncefort retire for the night, and +she listened with restless anxiety for the sign of her departure in +the sound of her footsteps along the vestibule on which the doors of +Lady Annabel's and her daughter's apartments opened. + +An hour elapsed, and at length the sound was heard. Convinced that +Pauncefort had now quitted her mother for the night, Venetia ventured +forth, and stopping before the door of her mother's room, she knocked +gently. There was no reply, and in a few minutes Venetia knocked +again, and rather louder. Still no answer. 'Mamma,' said Venetia, in a +faltering tone, but no sound replied. Venetia then tried the door, +and found it fastened. Then she gave up the effort in despair, and +retreating to her own chamber, she threw herself on her bed, and wept +bitterly. + +Some time elapsed before she looked up again; the candles were flaring +in their sockets. It was a wild windy night; Venetia rose, and +withdrew the curtain of her window. The black clouds were scudding +along the sky, revealing, in their occasional but transient rifts, +some glimpses of the moon, that seemed unusually bright, or of a star +that trembled with supernatural brilliancy. She stood a while gazing +on the outward scene that harmonised with her own internal agitation: +her grief was like the storm, her love like the light of that bright +moon and star. There came over her a desire to see her mother, which +she felt irresistible; she was resolved that no difficulty, no +impediment, should prevent her instantly from throwing herself on her +bosom. It seemed to her that her brain would burn, that this awful +night could never end without such an interview. She opened her door, +went forth again into the vestibule, and approached with a nervous but +desperate step her mother's chamber. To her astonishment the door was +ajar, but there was a light within. With trembling step and downcast +eyes, Venetia entered the chamber, scarcely daring to advance, or to +look up. + +'Mother,' she said, but no one answered; she heard the tick of the +clock; it was the only sound. 'Mother,' she repeated, and she dared to +look up, but the bed was empty. There was no mother. Lady Annabel was +not in the room. Following an irresistible impulse, Venetia knelt by +the side of her mother's bed and prayed. She addressed, in audible and +agitated tones, that Almighty and Beneficent Being of whom she was +so faithful and pure a follower. With sanctified simplicity, she +communicated to her Creator and her Saviour all her distress, all her +sorrow, all the agony of her perplexed and wounded spirit. If she had +sinned, she prayed for forgiveness, and declared in solitude, to One +whom she could not deceive, how unintentional was the trespass; if she +were only misapprehended, she supplicated for comfort and consolation, +for support under the heaviest visitation she had yet experienced, the +displeasure of that earthly parent whom she revered only second to her +heavenly Father. + +'For thou art my Father,' said Venetia, 'I have no other father +but thee, O God! Forgive me, then, my heavenly parent, if in my +wilfulness, if in my thoughtless and sinful blindness, I have sighed +for a father on earth, as well as in heaven! Great have thy mercies +been to me, O God! in a mother's love. Turn, then, again to me the +heart of that mother whom I have offended! Let her look upon her child +as before; let her continue to me a double parent, and let me pay to +her the duty and the devotion that might otherwise have been divided!' + +'Amen!' said a sweet and solemn voice; and Venetia was clasped in her +mother's arms. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +If the love of Lady Annabel for her child were capable of increase, it +might have been believed that it absolutely became more profound and +ardent after that short-lived but painful estrangement which we have +related in the last chapter. With all Lady Annabel's fascinating +qualities and noble virtues, a fine observer of human nature enjoying +opportunities of intimately studying her character, might have +suspected that an occasion only was wanted to display or develop in +that lady's conduct no trifling evidence of a haughty, proud, and even +inexorable spirit. Circumstanced as she was at Cherbury, with no one +capable or desirous of disputing her will, the more gracious and +exalted qualities of her nature were alone apparent. Entertaining a +severe, even a sublime sense of the paramount claims of duty in all +conditions and circumstances of life, her own conduct afforded an +invariable and consistent example of her tenet; from those around her +she required little, and that was cheerfully granted; while, on the +other hand, her more eminent situation alike multiplied her own +obligations and enabled her to fulfil them; she appeared, therefore, +to pass her life in conferring happiness and in receiving gratitude. +Strictly religious, of immaculate reputation, rigidly just, +systematically charitable, dignified in her manners, yet more than +courteous to her inferiors, and gifted at the same time with great +self-control and great decision, she was looked up to by all within +her sphere with a sentiment of affectionate veneration. Perhaps there +was only one person within her little world who, both by disposition +and relative situation, was qualified in any way to question her +undoubted sway, or to cross by independence of opinion the tenour of +the discipline she had established, and this was her child. Venetia, +with one of the most affectionate and benevolent natures in the world, +was gifted with a shrewd, inquiring mind, and a restless imagination. +She was capable of forming her own opinions, and had both reason and +feeling at command to gauge their worth. But to gain an influence over +this child had been the sole object of Lady Annabel's life, and she +had hitherto met that success which usually awaits in this world the +strong purpose of a determined spirit. Lady Annabel herself was far +too acute a person not to have detected early in life the talents of +her child, and she was proud of them. She had cultivated them with +exemplary devotion and with admirable profit. But Lady Annabel had not +less discovered that, in the ardent and susceptible temperament of +Venetia, means were offered by which the heart might be trained not +only to cope with but overpower the intellect. With great powers of +pleasing, beauty, accomplishments, a sweet voice, a soft manner, a +sympathetic heart, Lady Annabel was qualified to charm the world; she +had contrived to fascinate her daughter. She had inspired Venetia with +the most romantic attachment for her: such as rather subsists +between two female friends of the same age and hearts, than between +individuals in the relative situations which they bore to each other. +Yet while Venetia thus loved her mother, she could not but also +respect and revere the superior being whose knowledge was her guide on +all subjects, and whose various accomplishments deprived her secluded +education of all its disadvantages; and when she felt that one so +gifted had devoted her life to the benefit of her child, and that +this beautiful and peerless lady had no other ambition but to be +her guardian and attendant spirit; gratitude, fervent and profound, +mingled with admiring reverence and passionate affection, and together +formed a spell that encircled the mind of Venetia with talismanic +sway. + +Under the despotic influence of these enchanted feelings, Venetia +was fast growing into womanhood, without a single cloud having ever +disturbed or sullied the pure and splendid heaven of her domestic +life. Suddenly the horizon had become clouded, a storm had gathered +and burst, and an eclipse could scarcely have occasioned more terror +to the untutored roamer of the wilderness, than this unexpected +catastrophe to one so inexperienced in the power of the passions as +our heroine. Her heaven was again serene; but such was the effect +of this ebullition on her character, so keen was her dread of again +encountering the agony of another misunderstanding with her mother, +that she recoiled with trembling from that subject which had so often +and so deeply engaged her secret thoughts; and the idea of her father, +associated as it now was with pain, mortification, and misery, never +rose to her imagination but instantly to be shunned as some unhallowed +image, of which the bitter contemplation was fraught with not less +disastrous consequences than the denounced idolatry of the holy +people. + +Whatever, therefore, might be the secret reasons which impelled Lady +Annabel to shroud the memory of the lost parent of her child in such +inviolate gloom, it is certain that the hitherto restless though +concealed curiosity of Venetia upon the subject, the rash +demonstration to which it led, and the consequence of her boldness, +instead of threatening to destroy in an instant the deep and matured +system of her mother, had, on the whole, greatly contributed to the +fulfilment of the very purpose for which Lady Annabel had so long +laboured. That lady spared no pains in following up the advantage +which her acuteness and knowledge of her daughter's character assured +her that she had secured. She hovered round her child more like an +enamoured lover than a fond mother; she hung upon her looks, she read +her thoughts, she anticipated every want and wish; her dulcet tones +seemed even sweeter than before; her soft and elegant manners even +more tender and refined. Though even in her childhood Lady Annabel had +rather guided than commanded Venetia; now she rather consulted than +guided her. She seized advantage of the advanced character and mature +appearance of Venetia to treat her as a woman rather than a child, and +as a friend rather than a daughter. Venetia yielded herself up to this +flattering and fascinating condescension. Her love for her mother +amounted to passion; she had no other earthly object or desire but to +pass her entire life in her sole and sweet society; she could conceive +no sympathy deeper or more delightful; the only unhappiness she +had ever known had been occasioned by a moment trenching upon its +exclusive privilege; Venetia could not picture to herself that such a +pure and entrancing existence could ever experience a change. + +And this mother, this devoted yet mysterious mother, jealous of her +child's regret for a father that she had lost, and whom she had never +known! shall we ever penetrate the secret of her heart? + + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +It was in the enjoyment of these exquisite feelings that a year, +and more than another year, elapsed at our lone hall of Cherbury. +Happiness and content seemed at least the blessed destiny of the +Herberts. Venetia grew in years, and grace, and loveliness; each day +apparently more her mother's joy, and each day bound to that mother +by, if possible, more ardent love. She had never again experienced +those uneasy thoughts which at times had haunted her from her infancy; +separated from her mother, indeed, scarcely for an hour together, she +had no time to muse. Her studies each day becoming more various and +interesting, and pursued with so gifted and charming a companion, +entirely engrossed her; even the exercise that was her relaxation was +participated by Lady Annabel; and the mother and daughter, bounding +together on their steeds, were fanned by the same breeze, and +freshened by the same graceful and healthy exertion. + +One day the post, that seldom arrived at Cherbury, brought a letter to +Lady Annabel, the perusal of which evidently greatly agitated her. +Her countenance changed as her eye glanced over the pages; her hand +trembled as she held it. But she made no remark; and succeeded in +subduing her emotion so quickly that Venetia, although she watched +her mother with anxiety, did not feel justified in interfering with +inquiring sympathy. But while Lady Annabel resumed her usual calm +demeanour, she relapsed into unaccustomed silence, and, soon rising +from the breakfast table, moved to the window, and continued +apparently gazing on the garden, with her face averted from Venetia +for some time. At length she turned to her, and said, 'I think, +Venetia, of calling on the Doctor to-day; there is business on which I +wish to consult him, but I will not trouble you, dearest, to accompany +me. I must take the carriage, and it is a long and tiring drive.' + +There was a tone of decision even in the slightest observations of +Lady Annabel, which, however sweet might be the voice in which they +were uttered, scarcely encouraged their propriety to be canvassed. Now +Venetia was far from desirous of being separated from her mother this +morning. It was not a vain and idle curiosity, prompted by the receipt +of the letter and its consequent effects, both in the emotion of her +mother and the visit which it had rendered necessary, that swayed her +breast. The native dignity of a well-disciplined mind exempted Venetia +from such feminine weakness. But some consideration might be due to +the quick sympathy of an affectionate spirit that had witnessed, with +corresponding feeling, the disturbance of the being to whom she was +devoted. Why this occasional and painful mystery that ever and anon +clouded the heaven of their love, and flung a frigid shadow over the +path of a sunshiny life? Why was not Venetia to share the sorrow or +the care of her only friend, as well as participate in her joy and her +content? There were other claims, too, to this confidence, besides +those of the heart. Lady Annabel was not merely her only friend; she +was her parent, her only parent, almost, for aught she had ever heard +or learnt, her only relative. For her mother's family, though she was +aware of their existence by the freedom with which Lady Annabel ever +mentioned them, and though Venetia was conscious that an occasional +correspondence was maintained between them and Cherbury, occupied no +station in Venetia's heart, scarcely in her memory. That noble family +were nullities to her; far distant, apparently estranged from her +hearth, except in form she had never seen them; they were associated +in her recollection with none of the sweet ties of kindred. Her +grandfather was dead without her ever having received his blessing; +his successor, her uncle, was an ambassador, long absent from his +country; her only aunt married to a soldier, and established at a +foreign station. Venetia envied Dr. Masham the confidence which was +extended to him; it seemed to her, even leaving out of sight the +intimate feelings that subsisted between her and her mother, that the +claims of blood to this confidence were at least as strong as those of +friendship. But Venetia stifled these emotions; she parted from her +mother with a kind, yet somewhat mournful expression. Lady Annabel +might have read a slight sentiment of affectionate reproach in the +demeanour of her daughter when she bade her farewell. Whatever might +be the consciousness of the mother, she was successful in concealing +her impression. Very kind, but calm and inscrutable, Lady Annabel, +having given directions for postponing the dinner-hour, embraced her +child and entered the chariot. + +Venetia, from the terrace, watched her mother's progress through the +park. After gazing for some minutes, a tear stole down her cheek. She +started, as if surprised at her own emotion. And now the carriage +was out of sight, and Venetia would have recurred to some of those +resources which were ever at hand for the employment or amusement of +her secluded life. But the favourite volume ceased to interest this +morning, and almost fell from her hand. She tried her spinet, but her +ear seemed to have lost its music; she looked at her easel, but the +cunning had fled from her touch. + +Restless and disquieted, she knew not why, Venetia went forth again +into the garden. All nature smiled around her; the flitting birds were +throwing their soft shadows over the sunny lawns, and rustling amid +the blossoms of the variegated groves. The golden wreaths of the +laburnum and the silver knots of the chestnut streamed and glittered +around; the bees were as busy as the birds, and the whole scene was +suffused and penetrated with brilliancy and odour. It still was +spring, and yet the gorgeous approach of summer, like the advancing +procession of some triumphant king, might almost be detected amid the +lingering freshness of the year; a lively and yet magnificent period, +blending, as it were, Attic grace with Roman splendour; a time when +hope and fruition for once meet, when existence is most full of +delight, alike delicate and voluptuous, and when the human frame is +most sensible to the gaiety and grandeur of nature. + +And why was not the spirit of the beautiful and innocent Venetia as +bright as the surrounding scene? There are moods of mind that baffle +analysis, that arise from a mysterious sympathy we cannot penetrate. +At this moment the idea of her father irresistibly recurred to the +imagination of Venetia. She could not withstand the conviction that +the receipt of the mysterious letter and her mother's agitation were +by some inexplicable connexion linked with that forbidden subject. +Strange incidents of her life flitted across her memory: her mother +weeping on the day they visited Marringhurst; the mysterious chambers; +the nocturnal visit of Lady Annabel that Cadurcis had witnessed; her +unexpected absence from her apartment when Venetia, in her despair, +had visited her some months ago. What was the secret that enveloped +her existence? Alone, which was unusual; dispirited, she knew not +why; and brooding over thoughts which haunted her like evil spirits, +Venetia at length yielded to a degree of nervous excitement which +amazed her. She looked up to the uninhabited wing of the mansion with +an almost fierce desire to penetrate its mysteries. It seemed to her +that a strange voice came whispering on the breeze, urging her to the +fulfilment of a mystical mission. With a vague, yet wild, purpose she +entered the house, and took her way to her mother's chamber. Mistress +Pauncefort was there. Venetia endeavoured to assume her accustomed +serenity. The waiting-woman bustled about, arranging the toilet-table, +which had been for a moment discomposed, putting away a cap, folding +up a shawl, and indulging in a multitude of inane observations which +little harmonised with the high-strung tension of Venetia's mind. +Mistress Pauncefort opened a casket with a spring lock, in which she +placed some trinkets of her mistress. Venetia stood by her in silence; +her eye, vacant and wandering, beheld the interior of the casket. +There must have been something in it, the sight of which greatly +agitated her, for Venetia turned pale, and in a moment left the +chamber and retired to her own room. + +She locked her door, threw herself in a chair; almost gasping for +breath, she covered her face with her hands. It was some minutes +before she recovered comparative composure; she rose and looked in +the mirror; her face was quite white, but her eyes glittering with +excitement. She walked up and down her room with a troubled step, and +a scarlet flush alternately returned to and retired from her changing +cheek. Then she leaned against a cabinet in thought. She was disturbed +from her musings by the sound of Pauncefort's step along the +vestibule, as she quitted her mother's chamber. In a few minutes +Venetia herself stepped forth into the vestibule and listened. All was +silent. The golden morning had summoned the whole household to its +enjoyment. Not a voice, not a domestic sound, broke the complete +stillness. Venetia again repaired to the apartment of Lady Annabel. +Her step was light, but agitated; it seemed that she scarcely dared +to breathe. She opened the door, rushed to the cabinet, pressed the +spring lock, caught at something that it contained, and hurried again +to her own chamber. + +And what is this prize that the trembling Venetia holds almost +convulsively in her grasp, apparently without daring even to examine +it? Is this the serene and light-hearted girl, whose face was like +the cloudless splendour of a sunny day? Why is she so pallid and +perturbed? What strong impulse fills her frame? She clutches in her +hand a key! + +On that tempestuous night of passionate sorrow which succeeded the +first misunderstanding between Venetia and her mother, when the voice +of Lady Annabel had suddenly blended with that of her kneeling +child, and had ratified with her devotional concurrence her wailing +supplications; even at the moment when Venetia, in a rapture of love +and duty, felt herself pressed to her mother's reconciled heart, it +had not escaped her that Lady Annabel held in her hand a key; and +though the feelings which that night had so forcibly developed, and +which the subsequent conduct of Lady Annabel had so carefully and +skilfully cherished, had impelled Venetia to banish and erase from her +thought and memory all the associations which that spectacle, however +slight, was calculated to awaken, still, in her present mood, the +unexpected vision of the same instrument, identical she could not +doubt, had triumphed in an instant over all the long discipline of +her mind and conduct, in an instant had baffled and dispersed her +self-control, and been hailed as the providential means by which she +might at length penetrate that mystery which she now felt no longer +supportable. + +The clock of the belfry of Cherbury at this moment struck, and Venetia +instantly sprang from her seat. It reminded her of the preciousness +of the present morning. Her mother was indeed absent, but her mother +would return. Before that event a great fulfilment was to occur. +Venetia, still grasping the key, as if it were the talisman of her +existence, looked up to Heaven as if she required for her allotted +task an immediate and special protection; her lips seemed to move, and +then she again quitted her apartment. As she passed through an oriel +in her way towards the gallery, she observed Pauncefort in the avenue +of the park, moving in the direction of the keeper's lodge. This +emboldened her. With a hurried step she advanced along the gallery, +and at length stood before the long-sealed door that had so often +excited her strange curiosity. Once she looked around; but no one was +near, not a sound was heard. With a faltering hand she touched the +lock; but her powers deserted her: for a minute she believed that the +key, after all, would not solve the mystery. And yet the difficulty +arose only from her own agitation. She rallied her courage; once more +she made the trial; the key fitted with completeness, and the +lock opened with ease, and Venetia found herself in a small and +scantily-furnished ante-chamber. Closing the door with noiseless care, +Venetia stood trembling in the mysterious chamber, where apparently +there was nothing to excite wonder. The chamber into which the +ante-room opened was still closed, and it was some minutes before the +adventurous daughter of Lady Annabel could summon courage for the +enterprise which awaited her. + +The door yielded without an effort. Venetia stepped into a spacious +and lofty chamber. For a moment she paused almost upon the threshold, +and looked around her with a vague and misty vision. Anon she +distinguished something of the character of the apartment. In the +recess of a large oriel window that looked upon the park, and of which +the blinds were nearly drawn, was an old-fashioned yet sumptuous +toilet-table of considerable size, arranged as if for use. Opposite +this window, in a corresponding recess, was what might be deemed a +bridal bed, its furniture being of white satin richly embroidered; the +curtains half closed; and suspended from the canopy was a wreath of +roses that had once emulated, or rather excelled, the lustrous purity +of the hangings, but now were wan and withered. The centre of the +inlaid and polished floor of the apartment was covered with a Tournay +carpet of brilliant yet tasteful decoration. An old cabinet of +fanciful workmanship, some chairs of ebony, and some girandoles of +silver completed the furniture of the room, save that at its extreme +end, exactly opposite to the door by which Venetia entered, covered +with a curtain of green velvet, was what she concluded must be a +picture. + +An awful stillness pervaded the apartment: Venetia herself, with +a face paler even than the hangings of the mysterious bed, stood +motionless with suppressed breath, gazing on the distant curtain with +a painful glance of agitated fascination. At length, summoning her +energies as if for the achievement of some terrible yet inevitable +enterprise, she crossed the room, and averting her face, and closing +her eyes in a paroxysm of nervous excitement, she stretched forth her +arm, and with a rapid motion withdrew the curtain. The harsh sound of +the brass rings drawn quickly over the rod, the only noise that had +yet met her ear in this mystical chamber, made her start and tremble. +She looked up, she beheld, in a broad and massy frame, the full-length +portrait of a man. + +A man in the very spring of sunny youth, and of radiant beauty. Above +the middle height, yet with a form that displayed exquisite grace, he +was habited in a green tunic that enveloped his figure to advantage, +and became the scene in which he was placed: a park, with a castle in +the distance; while a groom at hand held a noble steed, that seemed +impatient for the chase. The countenance of its intended rider met +fully the gaze of the spectator. It was a countenance of singular +loveliness and power. The lips and the moulding of the chin resembled +the eager and impassioned tenderness of the shape of Antinous; but +instead of the effeminate sullenness of the eye, and the narrow +smoothness of the forehead, shone an expression of profound and +piercing thought. On each side of the clear and open brow descended, +even to the shoulders, the clustering locks of golden hair; while the +eyes, large and yet deep, beamed with a spiritual energy, and shone +like two wells of crystalline water that reflect the all-beholding +heavens. + +Now when Venetia Herbert beheld this countenance a change came over +her. It seemed that when her eyes met the eyes of the portrait, some +mutual interchange of sympathy occurred between them. She freed +herself in an instant from the apprehension and timidity that before +oppressed her. Whatever might ensue, a vague conviction of having +achieved a great object pervaded, as it were, her being. Some great +end, vast though indefinite, had been fulfilled. Abstract and +fearless, she gazed upon the dazzling visage with a prophetic heart. +Her soul was in a tumult, oppressed with thick-coming fancies too big +for words, panting for expression. There was a word which must be +spoken: it trembled on her convulsive lip, and would not sound. She +looked around her with an eye glittering with unnatural fire, as if to +supplicate some invisible and hovering spirit to her rescue, or that +some floating and angelic chorus might warble the thrilling word whose +expression seemed absolutely necessary to her existence. Her cheek +is flushed, her eye wild and tremulous, the broad blue veins of her +immaculate brow quivering and distended; her waving hair falls back +over her forehead, and rustles like a wood before the storm. She seems +a priestess in the convulsive throes of inspiration, and about to +breathe the oracle. The picture, as we have mentioned, was hung in +a broad and massy frame. In the centre of its base was worked an +escutcheon, and beneath the shield this inscription: + + MARMION HERBERT, AET. XX. + +Yet there needed not these letters to guide the agitated spirit of +Venetia, for, before her eye had reached them, the word was spoken; +and falling on her knees before the portrait, the daughter of Lady +Annabel had exclaimed, 'My father!' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The daughter still kneels before the form of the father, of whom she +had heard for the first time in her life. He is at length discovered. +It was, then, an irresistible destiny that, after the wild musings and +baffled aspirations of so many years, had guided her to this chamber. +She is the child of Marmion Herbert; she beholds her lost parent. That +being of supernatural beauty, on whom she gazes with a look of blended +reverence and love, is her father. What a revelation! Its reality +exceeded the wildest dreams of her romance; her brightest visions of +grace and loveliness and genius seemed personified in this form; the +form of one to whom she was bound by the strongest of all earthly +ties, of one on whose heart she had a claim second only to that of the +being by whose lips his name was never mentioned. Was he, then, no +more? Ah! could she doubt that bitterest calamity? Ah! was it, was +it any longer a marvel, that one who had lived in the light of those +seraphic eyes, and had watched them until their terrestrial splendour +had been for ever extinguished, should shrink from the converse that +could remind her of the catastrophe of all her earthly hopes! This +chamber, then, was the temple of her mother's woe, the tomb of her +baffled affections and bleeding heart. No wonder that Lady Annabel, +the desolate Lady Annabel, that almost the same spring must have +witnessed the most favoured and the most disconsolate of women, should +have fled from the world that had awarded her at the same time a lot +so dazzling and so full of despair. Venetia felt that the existence +of her mother's child, her own fragile being, could have been that +mother's sole link to life. The heart of the young widow of Marmion +Herbert must have broken but for Venetia; and the consciousness of +that remaining tie, and the duties that it involved, could alone have +sustained the victim under a lot of such unparalleled bitterness. The +tears streamed down her cheek as she thought of her mother's misery, +and her mother's gentle love; the misery that she had been so cautious +her child should never share; the vigilant affection that, with all +her own hopes blighted, had still laboured to compensate to her +child for a deprivation the fulness of which Venetia could only now +comprehend. + +When, where, why did he die? Oh that she might talk of him to her +mother for ever! It seemed that life might pass away in listening to +his praises. Marmion Herbert! and who was Marmion Herbert? Young as he +was, command and genius, the pride of noble passions, all the glory of +a creative mind, seemed stamped upon his brow. With all his marvellous +beauty, he seemed a being born for greatness. Dead! in the very burst +of his spring, a spring so sweet and splendid; could he be dead? Why, +then, was he ever born? It seemed to her that he could not be dead; +there was an animated look about the form, that seemed as if it could +not die without leaving mankind a prodigal legacy of fame. + +Venetia turned and looked upon her parents' bridal bed. Now that +she had discovered her father's portrait, every article in the room +interested her, for her imagination connected everything with him. She +touched the wreath of withered roses, and one instantly broke away +from the circle, and fell; she knelt down, and gathered up the +scattered leaves, and placed them in her bosom. She approached the +table in the oriel: in its centre was a volume, on which reposed a +dagger of curious workmanship; the volume bound in velvet, and the +word 'ANNABEL' embroidered upon it in gold. Venetia unclasped it. The +volume was his; in a fly-leaf were written these words: + + 'TO THE LADY OF MY LOVE, FROM HER MARMION HERBERT.' + +With a fluttering heart, yet sparkling eye, Venetia sank into a chair, +which was placed before the table, with all her soul concentred in the +contents of this volume. Leaning on her right hand, which shaded her +agitated brow, she turned a page of the volume with a trembling hand. +It contained a sonnet, delineating the feelings of a lover at the +first sight of his beloved, a being to him yet unknown. Venetia +perused with breathless interest the graceful and passionate picture +of her mother's beauty. A series of similar compositions detailed the +history of the poet's heart, and all the thrilling adventures of his +enchanted life. Not an incident, not a word, not a glance, in that +spell-bound prime of existence, that was not commemorated by his lyre +in strains as sweet and as witching! Now he poured forth his passion; +now his doubts; now his hopes; now came the glowing hour when he was +first assured of his felicity; the next page celebrated her visit to +the castle of his fathers; and another led her to the altar. + +With a flushed cheek and an excited eye, Venetia had rapidly pored +over these ardent annals of the heart from whose blood she had sprung. +She turns the page; she starts; the colour deserts her countenance; +a mist glides over her vision; she clasps her hands with convulsive +energy; she sinks back in her chair. In a few moments she extends one +hand, as if fearful again to touch the book that had excited so much +emotion, raises herself in her seat, looks around her with a vacant +and perplexed gaze, apparently succeeds in collecting herself, and +then seizes, with an eager grasp, the volume, and throwing herself on +her, knees before the chair, her long locks hanging on each side over +a cheek crimson as the sunset, loses her whole soul in the lines which +the next page reveals. + + ON THE NIGHT OUR DAUGHTER WAS BORN. + + I. + + Within our heaven of love, the new-born star + We long devoutly watched, like shepherd kings, + Steals into light, and, floating from afar, + Methinks some bright transcendent seraph sings, + Waving with flashing light her radiant wings, + Immortal welcome to the stranger fair: + To us a child is born. With transport clings + The mother to the babe she sighed to bear; + Of all our treasured loves the long-expected heir! + + II. + + My daughter! can it be a daughter now + Shall greet my being with her infant smile? + And shall I press that fair and taintless brow + With my fond lips, and tempt, with many a wile + Of playful love, those features to beguile + A parent with their mirth? In the wild sea + Of this dark life, behold a little isle + Rises amid the waters, bright and free, + A haven for my hopes of fond security! + + III. + + And thou shalt bear a name my line has loved, + And their fair daughters owned for many an age, + Since first our fiery blood a wanderer roved, + And made in sunnier lands his pilgrimage, + Where proud defiance with the waters wage + The sea-born city's walls; the graceful towers + Loved by the bard and honoured by the sage! + My own VENETIA now shall gild our bowers, + And with her spell enchain our life's enchanted hours! + + IV. + + Oh! if the blessing of a father's heart + Hath aught of sacred in its deep-breath'd prayer, + Skilled to thy gentle being to impart, + As thy bright form itself, a fate as fair; + On thee I breathe that blessing! Let me share, + O God! her joys; and if the dark behest + Of woe resistless, and avoidless care, + Hath, not gone forth, oh! spare this gentle guest. + And wreak thy needful wrath on my resigned breast! + +An hour elapsed, and Venetia did not move. Over and over again she +conned the only address from the lips of her father that had ever +reached her ear. A strange inspiration seconded the exertion of an +exercised memory. The duty was fulfilled, the task completed. Then +a sound was heard without. The thought that her mother had returned +occurred to her; she looked up, the big tears streaming down her face; +she listened, like a young hind just roused by the still-distant +huntsman, quivering and wild: she listened, and she sprang up, +replaced the volume, arranged the chair, cast one long, lingering, +feverish glance at the portrait, skimmed through the room, hesitated +one moment in the ante-chamber; opened, as all was silent, the no +longer mysterious door, turned the noiseless lock, tripped lightly +along the vestibule; glided into her mother's empty apartment, +reposited the key that had opened so many wonders in the casket; and, +then, having hurried to her own chamber, threw herself on her bed in a +paroxysm of contending emotions, that left her no power of pondering +over the strange discovery that had already given a new colour to her +existence. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Her mother had not returned; it was a false alarm; but Venetia could +not quit her bed. There she remained, repeating to herself her +father's verses. Then one thought alone filled her being. Was he dead? +Was this fond father, who had breathed this fervent blessing over her +birth, and invoked on his own head all the woe and misfortunes of her +destiny, was he, indeed, no more? How swiftly must the arrow have sped +after he received the announcement that a child was given to him, + + Of all his treasured loves the long-expected heir! + +He could scarcely have embraced her ere the great Being, to whom he +had offered his prayer, summoned him to his presence! Of that father +she had not the slightest recollection; she had ascertained that she +had reached Cherbury a child, even in arms, and she knew that her +father had never lived under the roof. What an awful bereavement! Was +it wonderful that her mother was inconsolable? Was it wonderful that +she could not endure even his name to be mentioned in her presence; +that not the slightest allusion to his existence could be tolerated by +a wife who had been united to such a peerless being, only to behold +him torn away from her embraces? Oh! could he, indeed, be dead? That +inspired countenance that seemed immortal, had it in a moment been +dimmed? and all the symmetry of that matchless form, had it indeed +been long mouldering in the dust? Why should she doubt it? Ah! why, +indeed? How could she doubt it? Why, ever and anon, amid the tumult of +her excited mind, came there an unearthly whisper to her ear, mocking +her with the belief that he still lived? But he was dead; he must be +dead; and why did she live? Could she survive what she had seen and +learnt this day? Did she wish to survive it? But her mother, her +mother with all her sealed-up sorrows, had survived him. Why? For her +sake; for her child; for 'his own Venetia!' His own! + +She clenched her feverish hand, her temples beat with violent +palpitations, her brow was burning hot. Time flew on, and every minute +Venetia was more sensible of the impossibility of rising to welcome +her mother. That mother at length returned; Venetia could not again +mistake the wheels of the returning carriage. Some minutes passed, and +there was a knock at her door. With a choking voice Venetia bade them +enter. It was Pauncefort. + +'Well, Miss,' she exclaimed, 'if you ayn't here, after all! I told my +lady, "My lady," says I, "I am sure Miss Venetia must be in the park, +for I saw her go out myself, and I have never seen her come home." +And, after all, you are here. My lady has come home, you know, Miss, +and has been inquiring for you several times.' + +'Tell mamma that I am not very well,' said Venetia, in a low voice, +'and that I have been obliged to lie down.' + +'Not well, Miss,' exclaimed Pauncefort; 'and what can be the matter +with you? I am afraid you have walked too much; overdone it, I dare +say; or, mayhap, you have caught cold; it is an easterly wind: for I +was saying to John this morning, "John," says I, "if Miss Venetia will +walk about with only a handkerchief tied round her head, why, what can +be expected?"' + +'I have only a headache, a very bad headache, Pauncefort; I wish to be +quiet,' said Venetia. + +Pauncefort left the room accordingly, and straightway proceeded to +Lady Annabel, when she communicated the information that Miss Venetia +was in the house, after all, though she had never seen her return, +and that she was lying down because she had a very bad headache. Lady +Annabel, of course, did not lose a moment in visiting her darling. She +entered the room softly, so softly that she was not heard; Venetia was +lying on her bed, with her back to the door. Lady Annabel stood by her +bedside for some moments unnoticed. At length Venetia heaved a +deep sigh. Her mother then said in a soft voice, 'Are you in pain, +darling?' + +'Is that mamma?' said Venetia, turning with quickness. + +'You are ill, dear,' said Lady Annabel, taking her hand. 'Your hand is +hot; you are feverish. How long has my Venetia felt ill?' + +Venetia could not answer; she did nothing but sigh. Her strange manner +excited her mother's wonder. Lady Annabel sat by the bedside, still +holding her daughter's hand in hers, watching her with a glance of +great anxiety. + +'Answer me, my love,' she repeated in a voice of tenderness. 'What do +you feel?' + +'My head, my head,' murmured Venetia. + +Her mother pressed her own hand to her daughter's brow; it was very hot. +'Does that pain you?' inquired Lady Annabel; but Venetia did not reply; +her look was wild and abstracted. Her mother gently withdrew her hand, +and then summoned Pauncefort, with whom she communicated without +permitting her to enter the room. + +'Miss Herbert is very ill,' said Lady Annabel, pale, but in a firm +tone. 'I am alarmed about her. She appears to me to have fever; send +instantly to Southport for Mr. Hawkins; and let the messenger use +and urge all possible expedition. Be in attendance in the vestibule, +Pauncefort; I shall not quit her room, but she must be kept perfectly +quiet.' + +Lady Annabel then drew her chair to the bedside of her daughter, and +bathed her temples at intervals with rose-water; but none of these +attentions apparently attracted the notice of the sufferer. She was, +it would seem, utterly unconscious of all that was occurring. She now +lay with her face turned towards her mother, but did not exchange even +looks with her. She was restless, and occasionally she sighed deeply. + +Once, by way of experiment, Lady Annabel again addressed her, but +Venetia gave no answer. Then the mother concluded what, indeed, had +before attracted her suspicion, that Venetia's head was affected. But +then, what was this strange, this sudden attack, which appeared to +have prostrated her daughter's faculties in an instant? A few hours +back, and Lady Annabel had parted from Venetia in all the glow of +health and beauty. The season was most genial; her exercise had +doubtless been moderate; as for her general health, so complete was +her constitution, and so calm the tenour of her life, that Venetia +had scarcely experienced in her whole career a single hour of +indisposition. It was an anxious period of suspense until the medical +attendant arrived from Southport. Fortunately he was one in whom, from +reputation, Lady Annabel was disposed to place great trust; and his +matured years, his thoughtful manner, and acute inquiries, confirmed +her favourable opinion of him. All that Mr. Hawkins could say, +however, was, that Miss Herbert had a great deal of fever, but the +cause was concealed, and the suddenness of the attack perplexed him. +He administered one of the usual remedies; and after an hour had +elapsed, and no favourable change occurring, he blooded her. He +quitted Cherbury, with the promise of returning late in the evening, +having several patients whom he was obliged to visit. + +The night drew on; the chamber was now quite closed, but Lady Annabel +never quitted it. She sat reading, removed from her daughter, that her +presence might not disturb her, for Venetia seemed inclined to sleep. +Suddenly Venetia spoke; but she said only one word, 'Father!' + +Lady Annabel started; her book nearly fell from her hand; she grew +very pale. Quite breathless, she listened, and again Venetia spoke, +and again called upon her father. Now, with a great effort, Lady +Annabel stole on tiptoe to the bedside of her daughter. Venetia was +lying on her back, her eyes were closed, her lips still as it were +quivering with the strange word they had dared to pronounce. Again +her voice sounded; she chanted, in an unearthly voice, verses. The +perspiration stood in large drops on the pallid forehead of the mother +as she listened. Still Venetia proceeded; and Lady Annabel, throwing +herself on her knees, held up her hands to Heaven in an agony of +astonishment, terror, and devotion. + +Now there was again silence; but her mother remained apparently buried +in prayer. Again Venetia spoke; again she repeated the mysterious +stanzas. With convulsive agony her mother listened to every fatal line +that she unconsciously pronounced. + +The secret was then discovered. Yes! Venetia must have penetrated the +long-closed chamber; all the labours of years had in a moment been +subverted; Venetia had discovered her parent, and the effects of the +discovery might, perhaps, be her death. Then it was that Lady Annabel, +in the torture of her mind, poured forth her supplications that the +life or the heart of her child might never be lost to her, 'Grant, O +merciful God!' she exclaimed, 'that this sole hope of my being may be +spared to me. Grant, if she be spared, that she may never desert her +mother! And for him, of whom she has heard this day for the first +time, let him be to her as if he were no more! May she never learn +that he lives! May she never comprehend the secret agony of her +mother's life! Save her, O God! save her from his fatal, his +irresistible influence! May she remain pure and virtuous as she has +yet lived! May she remain true to thee, and true to thy servant, who +now bows before thee! Look down upon me at this moment with gracious +mercy; turn to me my daughter's heart; and, if it be my dark doom to +be in this world a widow, though a wife, add not to this bitterness +that I shall prove a mother without a child!' + +At this moment the surgeon returned. It was absolutely necessary that +Lady Annabel should compose herself. She exerted all that strength of +character for which she was remarkable. From this moment she resolved, +if her life were the forfeit, not to quit for an instant the bedside +of Venetia until she was declared out of danger; and feeling conscious +that if she once indulged her own feelings, she might herself soon +be in a situation scarcely less hazardous than her daughter's, she +controlled herself with a mighty effort. Calm as a statue, she +received the medical attendant, who took the hand of the unconscious +Venetia with apprehension too visibly impressed upon his grave +countenance. As he took her hand, Venetia opened her eyes, stared at +her mother and her attendant, and then immediately closed them. + +'She has slept?' inquired Lady Annabel. + +'No,' said the surgeon, 'no: this is not sleep; it is a feverish +trance that brings her no refreshment.' He took out his watch, and +marked her pulse with great attention; then he placed his hand on her +brow, and shook his head. 'These beautiful curls must come off,' he +said. Lady Annabel glided to the table, and instantly brought the +scissors, as if the delay of an instant might be fatal. The surgeon +cut off those long golden locks. Venetia raised her hand to her head, +and said, in a low voice, 'They are for my father.' Lady Annabel leant +upon the surgeon's arm and shook. + +Now he led the mother to the window, and spoke in a hushed tone. + +'Is it possible that there is anything on your daughter's mind, Lady +Annabel?' he inquired. + +The agitated mother looked at the inquirer, and then at her daughter; +and then for a moment she raised her hand to her eyes; then she +replied, in a low but firm voice, 'Yes.' + +'Your ladyship must judge whether you wish me to be acquainted with +it,' said Mr. Hawkins, calmly. + +'My daughter has suddenly become acquainted, sir, with some family +incidents of a painful nature, and the knowledge of which I have +hitherto spared her. They are events long past, and their consequences +are now beyond all control.' + +'She knows, then, the worst?' + +'Without her mind, I cannot answer that question,' said Lady Annabel. + +'It is my duty to tell you that Miss Herbert is in imminent danger; +she has every appearance of a fever of a malignant character. I cannot +answer for her life.' + +'O God!' exclaimed Lady Annabel. + +'Yet you must compose yourself, my dear lady. Her chance of recovery +greatly depends upon the vigilance of her attendants. I shall bleed +her again, and place leeches on her temples. There is inflammation on +the brain. There are other remedies also not less powerful. We must +not despair; we have no cause to despair until we find these fail. I +shall not leave her again; and, for your satisfaction, not for my own, +I shall call in additional advice, the aid of a physician.' + +A messenger accordingly was instantly despatched for the physician, +who resided at a town more distant than Southport; the very town, +by-the-bye, where Morgana, the gipsy, was arrested. They contrived, +with the aid of Pauncefort, to undress Venetia, and place her in her +bed, for hitherto they had refrained from this exertion. At this +moment the withered leaves of a white rose fell from Venetia's dress. +A sofa-bed was then made for Lady Annabel, of which, however, she did +not avail herself. The whole night she sat by her daughter's side, +watching every movement of Venetia, refreshing her hot brow and +parched lips, or arranging, at every opportunity, her disordered +pillows. About an hour past midnight the surgeon retired to rest, for +a few hours, in the apartment prepared for him, and Pauncefort, by the +desire of her mistress, also withdrew: Lady Annabel was alone with her +child, and with those agitated thoughts which the strange occurrences +of the day were well calculated to excite. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Early in the morning the physician arrived at Cherbury. It remained +for him only to approve of the remedies which had been pursued. No +material change, however, had occurred in the state of Venetia: she +had not slept, and still she seemed unconscious of what was occurring. +The gracious interposition of Nature seemed the only hope. When the +medical men had withdrawn to consult in the terrace-room, Lady Annabel +beckoned to Pauncefort, and led her to the window of Venetia's +apartment, which she would not quit. + +'Pauncefort,' said Lady Annabel, 'Venetia has been in her father's +room.' + +'Oh! impossible, my lady,' burst forth Mistress Pauncefort; but Lady +Annabel placed her finger on her lip, and checked her. 'There is no +doubt of it, there can be no doubt of it, Pauncefort; she entered it +yesterday; she must have passed the morning there, when you believed +she was in the park.' + +'But, my lady,' said Pauncefort, 'how could it be? For I scarcely left +your la'ship's room a second, and Miss Venetia, I am sure, never was +near it. And the key, my lady, the key is in the casket. I saw it half +an hour ago with my own eyes.' + +'There is no use arguing about it, Pauncefort,' said Lady Annabel, +with decision. 'It is as I say. I fear great misfortunes are about to +commence at Cherbury.' + +'Oh! my lady, don't think of such things,' said Pauncefort, herself +not a little alarmed. 'What can happen?' + +'I fear more than I know,' said Lady Annabel; 'but I do fear much. At +present I can only think of her.' + +'Well! my lady,' said poor Mistress Pauncefort, looking bewildered, +'only to think of such a thing! and after all the pains I have taken! +I am sure I have not opened my lips on the subject these fifteen +years; and the many questions I have been asked too! I am sure there +is not a servant in the house--' + +'Hush! hush!' said Lady Annabel, 'I do not blame you, and therefore +you need not defend yourself. Go, Pauncefort, I must be alone.' +Pauncefort withdrew, and Lady Annabel resumed her seat by her +daughter's side. + +On the fourth day of her attack the medical attendants observed a +favourable change in their patient, and were not, of course, slow in +communicating this joyful intelligence to her mother. The crisis had +occurred and was past: Venetia had at length sunk into slumber. How +different was her countenance from the still yet settled features +they had before watched with such anxiety! She breathed lightly, the +tension of the eyelids had disappeared, her mouth was slightly open. +The physician and his colleague declared that immediate danger was +past, and they counselled Lady Annabel to take repose. On condition +that one of them should remain by the side of her daughter, the +devoted yet miserable mother quitted, for the first time her child's +apartment. Pauncefort followed her to her room. + +'Oh! my lady,' said Pauncefort, 'I am so glad your la'ship is going to +lie down a bit.' + +'I am not going to lie down, Pauncefort. Give me the key.' + +And Lady Annabel proceeded alone to the forbidden chamber, that +chamber which, after what has occurred, we may now enter with her, and +where, with so much labour, she had created a room exactly imitative +of their bridal apartment at her husband's castle. With a slow but +resolved step she entered the apartment, and proceeding immediately to +the table, took up the book; it opened at the stanzas to Venetia. The +pages had recently been bedewed with tears. Lady Annabel then looked +at the bridal bed, and marked the missing rose in the garland: it was +as she expected. She seated herself then in the chair opposite the +portrait, on which she gazed with a glance rather stern than fond. + +'Marmion,' she exclaimed, 'for fifteen years, a solitary votary, +I have mourned over, in this temple of baffled affections, the +inevitable past. The daughter of our love has found her way, perhaps +by an irresistible destiny, to a spot sacred to my long-concealed +sorrows. At length she knows her father. May she never know more! May +she never learn that the being, whose pictured form has commanded her +adoration, is unworthy of those glorious gifts that a gracious Creator +has bestowed upon him! Marmion, you seem to smile upon me; you seem +to exult in your triumph over the heart of your child. But there is a +power in a mother's love that yet shall baffle you. Hitherto I have +come here to deplore the past; hitherto I have come here to dwell +upon the form that, in spite of all that has happened, I still was, +perhaps, weak enough, to love. Those feelings are past for ever. Yes! +you would rob me of my child, you would tear from my heart the only +consolation you have left me. But Venetia shall still be mine; and +I, I am no longer yours. Our love, our still lingering love, has +vanished. You have been my enemy, now I am yours. I gaze upon your +portrait for the last time; and thus I prevent the magical fascination +of that face again appealing to the sympathies of my child. Thus and +thus!' She seized the ancient dagger that we have mentioned as lying +on the volume, and, springing on the chair, she plunged it into the +canvas; then, tearing with unflinching resolution the severed parts, +she scattered the fragments over the chamber, shook into a thousand +leaves the melancholy garland, tore up the volume of his enamoured +Muse, and then quitting the chamber, and locking and double locking +the door, she descended the staircase, and proceeding to the great +well of Cherbury, hurled into it the fatal key. + +'Oh! my lady,' said Mistress Pauncefort, as she met Lady Annabel +returning in the vestibule, 'Doctor Masham is here.' + +'Is he?' said Lady Annabel, as calm as usual. 'I will see him before I +lie down. Do not go into Venetia's room. She sleeps, and Mr. Hawkins +has promised me to let me know when she wakes.' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +As Lady Annabel entered the terrace-room, Doctor Masham came forward +and grasped her hand. + +'You have heard of our sorrow!' said her ladyship in a faint voice. + +'But this instant,' replied the Doctor, in a tone of great anxiety.' +Immediate danger--' + +'Is past. She sleeps,' replied Lady Annabel. + +'A most sudden and unaccountable attack,' said the Doctor. + +It is difficult to describe the contending emotions of the mother as +her companion made this observation. At length she replied, 'Sudden, +certainly sudden; but not unaccountable. Oh! my friend,' she added, +after a moment's pause, 'they will not be content until they have torn +my daughter from me.' + +'They tear your daughter from you!' exclaimed Doctor Masham. 'Who?' + +'He, he,' muttered Lady Annabel; her speech was incoherent, her manner +very disturbed. + +'My dear lady,' said the Doctor, gazing on her with extreme anxiety, +'you are yourself unwell.' + +Lady Annabel heaved a deep sigh; the Doctor bore her to a seat. 'Shall +I send for any one, anything?' + +'No one, no one,' quickly answered Lady Annabel. 'With you, at least, +there is no concealment necessary.' + +She leant back in her chair, the Doctor holding her hand, and standing +by her side. + +Still Lady Annabel continued sighing deeply: at length she looked up +and said, 'Does she love me? Do you think, after all, she loves me?' + +'Venetia?' inquired the Doctor, in a low and doubtful voice, for he +was greatly perplexed. + +'She has seen him; she loves him; she has forgotten her mother.' + +'My dear lady, you require rest,' said Doctor Masham. 'You are +overcome with strange fancies. Whom has your daughter seen?' + +'Marmion.' + +'Impossible! you forget he is--' + +'Here also. He has spoken to her: she loves him: she will recover: she +will fly to him; sooner let us both die!' + +'Dear lady!' + +'She knows everything. Fate has baffled me; we cannot struggle with +fate. She is his child; she is like him; she is not like her mother. +Oh! she hates me; I know she hates me.' + +'Hush! hush! hush!' said the Doctor, himself very agitated. 'Venetia +loves you, only you. Why should she love any one else?' + +'Who can help it? I loved him. I saw him. I loved him. His voice was +music. He has spoken to her, and she yielded: she yielded in a moment. +I stood by her bedside. She would not speak to me; she would not know +me; she shrank from me. Her heart is with her father: only with him.' + +'Where did she see him? How?' + +'His room: his picture. She knows all. I was away with you, and she +entered his chamber.' + +'Ah!' + +'Oh! Doctor, you have influence with her. Speak to her. Make her love +me! Tell her she has no father; tell her he is dead.' + +'We will do that which is well and wise,' replied Doctor Masham: 'at +present let us be calm; if you give way, her life may be the forfeit. +Now is the moment for a mother's love.' + +'You are right. I should not have left her for an instant. I would not +have her wake and find her mother not watching over her. But I was +tempted. She slept; I left her for a moment; I went to destroy the +spell. She cannot see him again. No one shall see him again. It was my +weakness, the weakness of long years; and now I am its victim.' + +'Nay, nay, my sweet lady, all will be quite well. Be but calm; Venetia +will recover.' + +'But will she love me? Oh! no, no, no! She will think only of him. She +will not love her mother. She will yearn for her father now. She has +seen him, and she will not rest until she is in his arms. She will +desert me, I know it.' + +'And I know the contrary,' said the Doctor, attempting to reassure +her; 'I will answer for Venetia's devotion to you. Indeed she has no +thought but your happiness, and can love only you. When there is +a fitting time, I will speak to her; but now, now is the time for +repose. And you must rest, you must indeed.' + +'Rest! I cannot. I slumbered in the chair last night by her bedside, +and a voice roused me. It was her own. She was speaking to her father. +She told him how she loved him; how long, how much she thought of him; +that she would join him when she was well, for she knew he was not +dead; and, if he were dead, she would die also. She never mentioned +me.' + +'Nay! the light meaning of a delirious brain.' 'Truth, truth, bitter, +inevitable truth. Oh! Doctor, I could bear all but this; but my child, +my beautiful fond child, that made up for all my sorrows. My joy, my +hope, my life! I knew it would be so; I knew he would have her heart. +He said she never could be alienated from him; he said she never +could be taught to hate him. I did not teach her to hate him. I said +nothing. I deemed, fond, foolish mother, that the devotion of my life +might bind her to me. But what is a mother's love? I cannot contend +with him. He gained the mother; he will gain the daughter too.' + +'God will guard over you,' said Masham, with streaming eyes; 'God will +not desert a pious and virtuous woman.' + +'I must go,' said Lady Annabel, attempting to rise, but the Doctor +gently controlled her; 'perhaps she is awake, and I am not at her +side. She will not ask for me, she will ask for him; but I will be +there; she will desert me, but she shall not say I ever deserted her.' + +'She will never desert you,' said the Doctor; 'my life on her pure +heart. She has been a child of unbroken love and duty; still she +will remain so. Her mind is for a moment overpowered by a marvellous +discovery. She will recover, and be to you as she was before.' + +'We'll tell her he is dead,' said Lady Annabel, eagerly. 'You must +tell her. She will believe you. I cannot speak to her of him; no, not +to secure her heart; never, never, never can I speak to Venetia of her +father.' + +'I will speak,' replied the Doctor, 'at the just time. Now let us +think of her recovery. She is no longer in danger. We should be +grateful, we should be glad.' + +'Let us pray to God! Let us humble ourselves,' said Lady Annabel. 'Let +us beseech him not to desert this house. We have been faithful to him, +we have struggled to be faithful to him. Let us supplicate him to +favour and support us!' + +'He will favour and support you,' said the Doctor, in a solemn tone. +'He has upheld you in many trials; he will uphold you still.' + +'Ah! why did I love him! Why did I continue to love him! How weak, how +foolish, how mad I have been! I have alone been the cause of all this +misery. Yes, I have destroyed my child.' + +'She lives, she will live. Nay, nay! you must reassure yourself. Come, +let me send for your servant, and for a moment repose. Nay! take my +arm. All depends upon you. We have great cares now; let us not conjure +up fantastic fears.' + +'I must go to my daughter's room. Perhaps by her side I might rest. +Nowhere else. You will attend me to the door, my friend. Yes! it is +something in this life to have a friend.' + +Lady Annabel took the arm of the good Masham. They stopped at her +daughter's door. + +'Rest here a moment,' she said, as she entered the room without a +sound. In a moment she returned. 'She still sleeps,' said the mother; +'I shall remain with her, and you--?' + +'I will not leave you,' said the Doctor, 'but think not of me. Nay! I +will not leave you. I will remain under this roof. I have shared its +serenity and joy; let me not avoid it in this time of trouble and +tribulation.' + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Venetia still slept: her mother alone in the chamber watched by her +side. Some hours had elapsed since her interview with Dr. Masham; the +medical attendant had departed for a few hours. + +Suddenly Venetia moved, opened her eyes, and said in a faint voice, +'Mamma!' + +The blood rushed to Lady Annabel's heart. That single word afforded +her the most exquisite happiness. + +'I am here, dearest,' she replied. + +'Mamma, what is all this?' inquired Venetia. + +'You have not been well, my own, but now you are much better.' + +'I thought I had been dreaming,' replied Venetia, 'and that all was +not right; somebody, I thought, struck me on my head. But all is right +now, because you are here, my dear mamma.' + +But Lady Annabel could not speak for weeping. + +'Are you sure, mamma, that nothing has been done to my head?' +continued Venetia. 'Why, what is this?' and she touched a light +bandage on her brow. + +'My darling, you have been ill, and you have lost blood; but now you +are getting quite well. I have been very unhappy about you; but now I +am quite happy, my sweet, sweet child.' + +'How long have I been ill?' + +'You have been very ill indeed for four or five days; you have had a +fever, Venetia; but now the fever is gone; and you are only a little +weak, and you will soon be well.' + +'A fever! and how did I get the fever?' + +'Perhaps you caught cold, my child; but we must not talk too much.' + +'A fever! I never had a fever before. A fever is like a dream.' + +'Hush! sweet love. Indeed you must not speak.' + +'Give me your hand, mamma; I will not speak if you will let me hold +your hand. I thought in the fever that we were parted.' + +'I have never left your side, my child, day or night,' said Lady +Annabel, not without agitation. + +'All this time! all these days and nights! No one would do that but +you, mamma. You think only of me.' + +'You repay me by your love, Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, feeling that +her daughter ought not to speak, yet irresistibly impelled to lead out +her thoughts. + +'How can I help loving you, my dear mamma?' + +'You do love me, you do love me very much; do you not, sweet child?' + +'Better than all the world,' replied Venetia to her enraptured parent. +'And yet, in the fever I seemed to love some one else: but fevers are +like dreams; they are not true.' + +Lady Annabel pressed her lips gently to her daughter's, and whispered +her that she must speak no more. + +When Mr. Hawkins returned, he gave a favourable report of Venetia. He +said that all danger was now past, and that all that was required for +her recovery were time, care, and repose. He repeated to Lady Annabel +alone that the attack was solely to be ascribed to some great mental +shock which her daughter had received, and which suddenly had affected +her circulation; leaving it, after this formal intimation, entirely to +the mother to take those steps in reference to the cause, whatever it +might be, which she should deem expedient. + +In the evening, Lady Annabel stole down for a few moments to Dr. +Masham, laden with joyful intelligence; assured of the safety of her +child, and, what was still more precious, of her heart, and even +voluntarily promising her friend that she should herself sleep +this night in her daughter's chamber, on the sofa-bed. The Doctor, +therefore, now bade her adieu, and said that he should ride over from +Marringhurst every day, to hear how their patient was proceeding. + +From this time, the recovery of Venetia, though slow, was gradual. She +experienced no relapse, and in a few weeks quitted her bed. She was +rather surprised at her altered appearance when it first met her +glance in the mirror, but scarcely made any observation on the loss of +her locks. During this interval, the mind of Venetia had been quite +dormant; the rage of the fever, and the violent remedies to which it +had been necessary to have recourse, had so exhausted her, that she +had not energy enough to think. All that she felt was a strange +indefinite conviction that some occurrence had taken place with which +her memory could not grapple. But as her strength returned, and as she +gradually resumed her usual health, by proportionate though almost +invisible degrees her memory returned to her, and her intelligence. +She clearly recollected and comprehended what had taken place. She +recalled the past, compared incidents, weighed circumstances, sifted +and balanced the impressions that now crowded upon her consciousness. +It is difficult to describe each link in the metaphysical chain which +at length connected the mind of Venetia Herbert with her actual +experience and precise situation. It was, however, at length perfect, +and gradually formed as she sat in an invalid chair, apparently +listless, not yet venturing on any occupation, or occasionally amused +for a moment by her mother reading to her. But when her mind had thus +resumed its natural tone, and in time its accustomed vigour, the past +demanded all her solicitude. At length the mystery of her birth was +revealed to her. She was the daughter of Marmion Herbert; and who was +Marmion Herbert? The portrait rose before her. How distinct was the +form, how definite the countenance! No common personage was Marmion +Herbert, even had he not won his wife, and celebrated his daughter in +such witching strains. Genius was stamped on his lofty brow, and spoke +in his brilliant eye; nobility was in all his form. This chivalric +poet was her father. She had read, she had dreamed of such beings, she +had never seen them. If she quitted the solitude in which she lived, +would she see men like her father? No other could ever satisfy her +imagination; all beneath that standard would rank but as imperfect +creations in her fancy. And this father, he was dead. No doubt. +Ah! was there indeed no doubt? Eager as was her curiosity on this +all-absorbing subject, Venetia could never summon courage to speak +upon it to her mother. Her first disobedience, or rather her first +deception of her mother, in reference to this very subject, had +brought, and brought so swiftly on its retributive wings, such +disastrous consequences, that any allusion to Lady Annabel was +restrained by a species of superstitious fear, against which Venetia +could not contend. Then her father was either dead or living. That was +certain. If dead, it was clear that his memory, however cherished by +his relict, was associated with feelings too keen to admit of any +other but solitary indulgence. If living, there was a mystery +connected with her parents, a mystery evidently of a painful +character, and one which it was a prime object with her mother to +conceal and to suppress. Could Venetia, then, in defiance of that +mother, that fond devoted mother, that mother who had watched through +long days and long nights over her sick bed, and who now, without a +murmur, was a prisoner to this very room, only to comfort and console +her child: could Venetia take any step which might occasion this +matchless parent even a transient pang? No; it was impossible. To her +mother she could never speak. And yet, to remain enveloped in the +present mystery, she was sensible, was equally insufferable. All she +asked, all she wanted to know, was he alive? If he were alive, then, +although she could not see him, though she might never see him, she +could exist upon his idea; she could conjure up romances of future +existence with him; she could live upon the fond hope of some day +calling him father, and receiving from his hands the fervid blessing +he had already breathed to her in song. + +In the meantime her remaining parent commanded all her affections. +Even if he were no more, blessed was her lot with such a mother! Lady +Annabel seemed only to exist to attend upon her daughter. No lover +ever watched with such devotion the wants or even the caprices of his +mistress. A thousand times every day Venetia found herself expressing +her fondness and her gratitude. It seemed that the late dreadful +contingency of losing her daughter had developed in Lady Annabel's +heart even additional powers of maternal devotion; and Venetia, the +fond and grateful Venetia, ignorant of the strange past, which she +believed she so perfectly comprehended, returned thanks to Heaven that +her mother was at least spared the mortification of knowing that her +daughter, in her absence, had surreptitiously invaded the sanctuary of +her secret sorrow. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +When Venetia had so far recovered that, leaning on her mother's arm, +she could resume her walks upon the terrace, Doctor Masham persuaded +his friends, as a slight and not unpleasant change of scene, to pay +him a visit at Marringhurst. Since the chamber scene, indeed, Lady +Annabel's tie to Cherbury was much weakened. There were certain +feelings of pain, and fear, and mortification, now associated with +that place which she could not bear to dwell upon, and which greatly +balanced those sentiments of refuge and repose, of peace and love, +with which the old hall, in her mind, was heretofore connected. +Venetia ever adopted the slightest intimations of a wish on the part +of her mother, and so she readily agreed to fall into the arrangement. + +It was rather a long and rough journey to Marringhurst, for they were +obliged to use the old chariot; but Venetia forgot her fatigues in +the cordial welcome of their host, whose sparkling countenance well +expressed the extreme gratification their arrival occasioned him. +All that the tenderest solicitude could devise for the agreeable +accommodation of the invalid had been zealously concerted; and the +constant influence of Dr. Masham's cheerful mind was as beneficial to +Lady Annabel as to her daughter. The season was gay, the place was +pleasant; and although they were only a few miles from home, in a +house with which they were familiar, and their companion one whom they +had known intimately all their lives, and of late almost daily seen; +yet such is the magic of a change in our habits, however slight, and +of the usual theatre of their custom, that this visit to Marringhurst +assumed quite the air of an adventure, and seemed at first almost +invested with the charm and novelty of travel. + +The surrounding country, which, though verdant, was flat, was well +adapted to the limited exertions and still feeble footsteps of an +invalid, and Venetia began to study botany with the Doctor, who indeed +was not very profound in his attainments in this respect, but knew +quite enough to amuse his scholar. By degrees also, as her strength +daily increased, they extended their walks; and at length she even +mounted her pony, and was fast recovering her elasticity both of body +and mind. There were also many pleasant books with which she was +unacquainted; a cabinet of classic coins, prints, and pictures. She +became, too, interested in the Doctor's rural pursuits; would watch +him with his angle, and already meditated a revolution in his garden. +So time, on the whole, flew cheerfully on, certainly without +any weariness; and the day seldom passed that they did not all +congratulate themselves on the pleasant and profitable change. + +In the meantime Venetia, when alone, still recurred to that idea that +was now so firmly rooted in her mind, that it was quite out of the +power of any social discipline to divert her attention from it. She +was often the sole companion of the Doctor, and she had long resolved +to seize a favourable opportunity to appeal to him on the subject of +her father. It so happened that she was walking alone with him one +morning in the neighbourhood of Marringhurst, having gone to visit the +remains of a Roman encampment in the immediate vicinity. When they had +arrived at the spot, and the Doctor had delivered his usual lecture on +the locality, they sat down together on a mound, that Venetia might +rest herself. + +'Were you ever in Italy, Doctor Masham?' said Venetia. + +'I never was out of my native country,' said the Doctor. 'I once, +indeed, was about making the grand tour with a pupil of mine at +Oxford, but circumstances interfered which changed his plans, and so I +remain a regular John Bull.' + +'Was my father at Oxford?' said Venetia, quietly. + +'He was,' replied the Doctor, looking confused. + +'I should like to see Oxford much,' said Venetia. + +'It is a most interesting seat of learning,' said the Doctor, quite +delighted to change the subject. 'Whether we consider its antiquity, +its learning, the influence it has exercised upon the history of the +country, its magnificent endowments, its splendid buildings, its great +colleges, libraries, and museums, or that it is one of the principal +head-quarters of all the hope of England, our youth, it is not too +much to affirm that there is scarcely a spot on the face of the globe +of equal interest and importance.' + +'It is not for its colleges, or libraries, or museums, or all its +splendid buildings,' observed Venetia, 'that I should wish to see it. +I wish to see it because my father was once there. I should like to +see a place where I was quite certain my father had been.' + +'Still harping of her father,' thought the Doctor to himself, and +growing uneasy; yet, from his very anxiety to turn the subject, quite +incapable of saying an appropriate word. + +'Do you remember my father at Oxford, Doctor Masham?' said Venetia. + +'Yes! no, yes!' said the Doctor, rather colouring; 'that he must have +been there in my time, I rather think.' + +'But you do not recollect him?' said Venetia, pressing question. + +'Why,' rejoined the Doctor, a little more collected, 'when you +remember that there are between two and three thousand young men at +the university, you must not consider it very surprising that I might +not recollect your father.' + +'No,' said Venetia, 'perhaps not: and yet I cannot help thinking that +he must always have been a person who, if once seen, would not easily +have been forgotten.' + +'Here is an Erica vagans,' said the Doctor, picking a flower; 'it +is rather uncommon about here;' and handing it at the same time to +Venetia. + +'My father must have been very young when he died?' said Venetia, +scarcely looking at the flower. + +'Yes, your father was very young,' he replied. + +'Where did he die?' + +'I cannot answer that question.' + +'Where was he buried?' + +'You know, my dear young lady, that the subject is too tender for any +one to converse with your poor mother upon it. It is not in my power +to give you the information you desire. Be satisfied, my dear Miss +Herbert, that a gracious Providence has spared to you one parent, and +one so inestimable.' + +'I trust I know how to appreciate so great a blessing,' replied +Venetia; 'but I should be sorry if the natural interest which all +children must take in those who have given them birth, should be +looked upon as idle and unjustifiable curiosity.' + +'My dear young lady, you misapprehend me.' + +'No, Doctor Masham, indeed I do not,' replied Venetia, with firmness. +'I can easily conceive that the mention of my father may for various +reasons be insupportable to my mother; it is enough for me that I am +convinced such is the case: my lips are sealed to her for ever upon +the subject; but I cannot recognise the necessity of this constraint +to others. For a long time I was kept in ignorance whether I had +a father or not. I have discovered, no matter how, who he was. I +believe, pardon me, my dearest friend, I cannot help believing, that +you were acquainted, or, at least, that you know something of him; and +I entreat you! yes,' repeated Venetia with great emphasis, laying +her hand upon his arm, and looking with earnestness in his face, 'I +entreat you, by all your kind feelings to my mother and myself, by all +that friendship we so prize, by the urgent solicitation of a daughter +who is influenced in her curiosity by no light or unworthy feeling; +yes! by all the claims of a child to information which ought not to be +withheld from her, tell me, tell me all, tell me something! Speak, Dr. +Masham, do speak!' + +'My dear young lady,' said the Doctor, with a glistening eye, 'it is +better that we should both be silent.' + +'No, indeed,' replied Venetia, 'it is not better; it is not well that +we should be silent. Candour is a great virtue. There is a charm, a +healthy charm, in frankness. Why this mystery? Why these secrets? Have +they worked good? Have they benefited us? O! my friend, I would not +say so to my mother, I would not be tempted by any sufferings to pain +for an instant her pure and affectionate heart; but indeed, Doctor +Masham, indeed, indeed, what I tell you is true, all my late illness, +my present state, all, all are attributable but to one cause, this +mystery about my father!' + +'What can I tell you?' said the unhappy Masham. + +'Tell me only one fact. I ask no more. Yes! I promise you, solemnly I +promise you, I will ask no more. Tell me, does he live?' + +'He does!' said the Doctor. Venetia sank upon his shoulder. + +'My dear young lady, my darling young lady!' said the Doctor; 'she has +fainted. What can I do?' The unfortunate Doctor placed Venetia in a +reclining posture, and hurried to a brook that was nigh, and brought +water in his hand to sprinkle on her. She revived; she made a struggle +to restore herself. + +'It is nothing,' she said, 'I am resolved to be well. I am well. I am +myself again. He lives; my father lives! I was confident of it! I will +ask no more. I am true to my word. O! Doctor Masham, you have always +been my kind friend, but you have never yet conferred on me a favour +like the one you have just bestowed.' + +'But it is well,' said the Doctor, 'as you know so much, that you +should know more.' + +'Yes! yes!' + +'As we walk along,' he continued, 'we will converse, or at another +time; there is no lack of opportunity.' + +'No, now, now!' eagerly exclaimed Venetia, 'I am quite well. It was +not pain or illness that overcame me. Now let us walk, now let us talk +of these things. He lives?' + +'I have little to add,' said Dr. Masham, after a moment's thought; +'but this, however painful, it is necessary for you to know, that your +father is unworthy of your mother, utterly; they are separated; they +never can be reunited.' + +'Never?' said Venetia. + +'Never,' replied Dr. Masham; 'and I now warn you; if, indeed, as I +cannot doubt, you love your mother; if her peace of mind and happiness +are, as I hesitate not to believe, the principal objects of your life, +upon this subject with her be for ever silent. Seek to penetrate no +mysteries, spare all allusions, banish, if possible, the idea of your +father from your memory. Enough, you know he lives. We know no more. +Your mother labours to forget him; her only consolation for sorrows +such as few women ever experienced, is her child, yourself, your love. +Now be no niggard with it. Cling to this unrivalled parent, who has +dedicated her life to you. Soothe her sufferings, endeavour to make +her share your happiness; but, of this be certain, that if you +raise up the name and memory of your father between your mother and +yourself, her life will be the forfeit!' + +'His name shall never pass my lips,' said Venetia; 'solemnly I vow it. +That his image shall be banished from my heart is too much to ask, and +more than it is in my power to grant. But I am my mother's child. I +will exist only for her; and if my love can console her, she shall +never be without solace. I thank you, Doctor, for all your kindness. +We will never talk again upon the subject; yet, believe me, you have +acted wisely, you have done good.' + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Venetia observed her promise to Doctor Masham with strictness. She +never alluded to her father, and his name never escaped her mother's +lips. Whether Doctor Masham apprised Lady Annabel of the conversation +that had taken place between himself and her daughter, it is not in +our power to mention. The visit to Marringhurst was not a short one. +It was a relief both to Lady Annabel and Venetia, after all that had +occurred, to enjoy the constant society of their friend; and this +change of life, though apparently so slight, proved highly beneficial +to Venetia. She daily recovered her health, and a degree of mental +composure which she had not for some time enjoyed. On the whole she +was greatly satisfied with the discoveries which she had made. She had +ascertained the name and the existence of her father: his very form +and appearance were now no longer matter for conjecture; and in a +degree she had even communicated with him. Time, she still believed, +would develope even further wonders. She clung to an irresistible +conviction that she should yet see him; that he might even again +be united to her mother. She indulged in dreams as to his present +pursuits and position; she repeated to herself his verses, and +remembered his genius with pride and consolation. + +They returned to Cherbury, they resumed the accustomed tenour of their +lives, as if nothing had occurred to disturb it. The fondness between +the mother and her daughter was unbroken and undiminished. They shared +again the same studies and the same amusements. Lady Annabel perhaps +indulged the conviction that Venetia had imbibed the belief that her +father was no more, and yet in truth that father was the sole idea on +which her child ever brooded. Venetia had her secret now; and often +as she looked up at the windows of the uninhabited portion of the +building, she remembered with concealed, but not less keen exultation, +that she had penetrated their mystery. She could muse for hours over +all that chamber had revealed to her, and indulge in a thousand +visions, of which her father was the centre. She was his 'own +Venetia.' Thus he had hailed her at her birth, and thus he might yet +again acknowledge her. If she could only ascertain where he existed! +What if she could, and she were to communicate with him? He must love +her. Her heart assured her he must love her. She could not believe, +if they were to meet, that his breast could resist the silent appeal +which the sight merely of his only child would suffice to make. Oh! +why had her parents parted? What could have been his fault? He was so +young! But a few, few years older than herself, when her mother must +have seen him for the last time. Yes! for the last time beheld that +beautiful form, and that countenance that seemed breathing only with +genius and love. He might have been imprudent, rash, violent; but +she would not credit for an instant that a stain could attach to the +honour or the spirit of Marmion Herbert. + +The summer wore away. One morning, as Lady Annabel and Venetia were +sitting together, Mistress Pauncefort bustled into the room with +a countenance radiant with smiles and wonderment. Her ostensible +business was to place upon the table a vase of flowers, but it was +evident that her presence was occasioned by affairs of far greater +urgency. The vase was safely deposited; Mistress Pauncefort gave the +last touch to the arrangement of the flowers; she lingered about Lady +Annabel. At length she said, 'I suppose you have heard the news, my +lady?' + +'Indeed, Pauncefort, I have not,' replied Lady Annabel. 'What news?' + +'My lord is coming to the abbey.' + +'Indeed!' + +'Oh! yes, my lady,' said Mistress Pauncefort; 'I am not at all +surprised your ladyship should be so astonished. Never to write, too! +Well, I must say he might have given us a line. But he is coming, I am +certain sure of that, my lady. My lord's gentleman has been down these +two days; and all his dogs and guns too, my lady. And the keeper is +ordered to be quite ready, my lady, for the first. I wonder if there +is going to be a party. I should not be at all surprised.' + +'Plantagenet returned!' said Lady Annabel. 'Well, I shall be very glad +to see him again.' + +'So shall I, my lady,' said Mistress Pauncefort; 'but I dare say we +shall hardly know him again, he must be so grown. Trimmer has been +over to the abbey, my lady, and saw my lord's valet. Quite the fine +gentleman, Trimmer says. I was thinking of walking over myself this +afternoon, to see poor Mrs. Quin, my lady; I dare say we might be +of use, and neighbours should be handy, as they say. She is a very +respectable woman, poor Mrs. Quin, and I am sure for my part, if your +ladyship has no objection, I should be very glad to be of service to +her.' + +'I have of course no objection, Pauncefort, to your being of service +to the housekeeper, but has she required your assistance?' + +'Why no, my lady, but poor Mrs. Quin would hardly like to ask for +anything, my lady; but I am sure we might be of very great use, for +my lord's gentleman seems very dissatisfied at his reception, Trimmer +says. He has his hot breakfast every morning, my lady, and poor Mrs. +Quin says--' + +'Well, Pauncefort, that will do,' said Lady Annabel, and the +functionary disappeared. + +'We have almost forgotten Plantagenet, Venetia,' added Lady Annabel, +addressing herself to her daughter. + +'He has forgotten us, I think, mamma,' said Venetia. + +END OF BOOK II + + + + +BOOK III. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Five years had elapsed since Lord Cadurcis had quitted the seat of his +fathers, nor did the fair inhabitants of Cherbury hear of his return +without emotion. Although the intercourse between them during this +interval had from the first been too slightly maintained, and of late +years had entirely died off, his return was, nevertheless, an event +which recalled old times and revived old associations. His visit to +the hall was looked forward to with interest. He did not long keep his +former friends in suspense; for although he was not uninfluenced by +some degree of embarrassment from the consciousness of neglect on his +side, rendered more keen now that he again found himself in the scene +endeared by the remembrance of their kindness, he was, nevertheless, +both too well bred and too warm-hearted to procrastinate the +performance of a duty which the regulations of society and natural +impulse alike assured him was indispensable. On the very morning, +therefore, after his arrival, having sauntered awhile over the old +abbey and strolled over the park, mused over his mother's tomb with +emotion, not the less deep because there was no outward and visible +sign of its influence, he ordered his horses, and directed his way +through the accustomed woods to Cherbury. + +Five years had not passed away without their effects at least upon the +exterior being of Cadurcis. Although still a youth, his appearance +was manly. A thoughtful air had become habitual to a countenance +melancholy even in his childhood. Nor was its early promise of beauty +unfulfilled; although its expression was peculiar, and less pleasing +than impressive. His long dark locks shaded a pale and lofty brow that +well became a cast of features delicately moulded, yet reserved and +haughty, and perhaps even somewhat scornful. His figure had set into a +form of remarkable slightness and elegance, and distinguished for +its symmetry. Altogether his general mien was calculated to attract +attention and to excite interest. + +His vacations while at Eton had been spent by Lord Cadurcis in the +family of his noble guardian, one of the king's ministers. Here he had +been gradually initiated in the habits and manners of luxurious and +refined society. Since he had quitted Eton he had passed a season, +previous to his impending residence at Cambridge, in the same sphere. +The opportunities thus offered had not been lost upon a disposition +which, with all its native reserve, was singularly susceptible. +Cadurcis had quickly imbibed the tone and adopted the usages of +the circle in which he moved. Naturally impatient of control, he +endeavoured by his precocious manhood to secure the respect and +independence which would scarcely have been paid or permitted to his +years. From an early period he never permitted himself to be treated +as a boy; and his guardian, a man whose whole soul was concentred in +the world, humoured a bent which he approved and from which he augured +the most complete success. Attracted by the promising talents and the +premature character of his ward, he had spared more time to assist the +development of his mind and the formation of his manners than might +have been expected from a minister of state. His hopes, indeed, rested +with confidence on his youthful relative, and he looked forward with +no common emotion to the moment when he should have the honour of +introducing to public life one calculated to confer so much credit +on his tutor, and shed so much lustre on his party. The reader will, +therefore, not be surprised if at this then unrivalled period of +political excitement, when the existence of our colonial empire was +at stake, Cadurcis, with his impetuous feelings, had imbibed to +their fullest extent all the plans, prejudices, and passions of his +political connections. He was, indeed, what the circumstances of the +times and his extreme youth might well excuse, if not justify, a most +violent partisan. Bold, sanguine, resolute, and intolerant, it was +difficult to persuade him that any opinions could be just which were +opposed to those of the circle in which he lived; and out of that +pale, it must be owned, he was as little inclined to recognise the +existence of ability as of truth. + +As Lord Cadurcis slowly directed his way through the woods and park of +Cherbury, past years recurred to him like a faint yet pleasing dream. +Among these meads and bowers had glided away the only happy years of +his boyhood, the only period of his early life to which he could look +back without disgust. He recalled the secret exultation with which, in +company with his poor mother, he had first repaired to Cadurcis, about +to take possession of what, to his inexperienced imagination, then +appeared a vast and noble inheritance, and for the first time in his +life to occupy a position not unworthy of his rank. For how many +domestic mortifications did the first sight of that old abbey +compensate! How often, in pacing its venerable galleries and solemn +cloisters, and musing over the memory of an ancient and illustrious +ancestry, had he forgotten those bitter passages of daily existence, +so humbling to his vanity and so harassing to his heart! Ho had beheld +that morn, after an integral of many years, the tomb of his mother. +That simple and solitary monument had revived and impressed upon him a +conviction that too easily escaped in the various life and busy scenes +in which he had since moved, the conviction of his worldly desolation +and utter loneliness. He had no parents, no relations; now that he was +for a moment free from the artificial life in which he had of late +mingled, he felt that he had no friends. The image of his mother came +back to him, softened by the magical tint of years; after all she was +his mother, and a deep sharer in all his joys and woes. Transported to +the old haunts of his innocent and warm-hearted childhood. He sighed +for a finer and a sweeter sympathy than was ever yielded by the roof +which he had lately quitted; a habitation, but not a home. He conjured +up the picture of his guardian, existing in a whirl of official bustle +and social excitement. A dreamy reminiscence of finer impulses stole +over the heart of Cadurcis. The dazzling pageant of metropolitan +splendour faded away before the bright scene of nature that surrounded +him. He felt the freshness of the fragrant breeze; he gazed with +admiration on the still and ancient woods, and his pure and lively +blood bubbled beneath the influence of the golden sunbeams. Before him +rose the halls of Cherbury, that roof where he had been so happy, that +roof to which he had appeared so ungrateful. The memory of a thousand +acts of kindness, of a thousand soft and soothing traits of affection, +recurred to him with a freshness which startled as much as it pleased +him. Not to him only, but to his mother, that mother whose loss he had +lived to deplore, had the inmates of Cherbury been ministering angels +of peace and joy. Oh! that indeed had been a home; there indeed had +been days of happiness; there indeed he had found sympathy, and +solace, and succour! And now he was returning to them a stranger, to +fulfil one of the formal duties of society in paying them his cold +respects; an attention which he could scarcely have avoided offering +had he been to them the merest acquaintance, instead of having found +within those walls a home not merely in words, but friendship the most +delicate and love the most pure, a second parent, and the only being +whom he had ever styled sister! + +The sight of Cadurcis became dim with emotion as the associations of +old scenes and his impending interview with Venetia brought back +the past with a power which he had rarely experienced in the +playing-fields of Eton, or the saloons of London. Five years! It was +an awful chasm in their acquaintance. + +He despaired of reviving the kindness which had been broken by such a +dreary interval, and broken on his side so wilfully; and yet he +began to feel that unless met with that kindness he should be very +miserable. Sooth to say, he was not a little embarrassed, and scarcely +knew which contingency he most desired, to meet, or to escape from +her. He almost repented his return to Cadurcis, and yet to see Venetia +again he felt must be exquisite pleasure. Influenced by these feelings +he arrived at the hall steps, and so, dismounting and giving his horse +to his groom, Cadurcis, with a palpitating heart and faltering hand, +formally rang the bell of that hall which in old days he entered at +all seasons without ceremony. + +Never perhaps did a man feel more nervous; he grew pale, paler even +than usual, and his whole frame trembled as the approaching footstep +of the servant assured him the door was about to open. He longed now +that the family might not be at home, that he might at least gain +four-and-twenty hours to prepare himself. But the family were at home +and he was obliged to enter. He stopped for a moment in the hall under +the pretence of examining the old familiar scene, but it was merely to +collect himself, for his sight was clouded; spoke to the old servant, +to reassure himself by the sound of his own voice, but the husky words +seemed to stick in his throat; ascended the staircase with tottering +steps, and leant against the banister as he heard his name announced. +The effort, however, must be made; it was too late to recede; and Lord +Cadurcis, entering the terrace-room, extended his hand to Lady Annabel +Herbert. She was not in the least changed, but looked as beautiful and +serene as usual. Her salutation, though far from deficient in warmth, +was a little more dignified than that which Plantagenet remembered; +but still her presence reassured him, and while he pressed her hand +with earnestness he contrived to murmur forth with pleasing emotion, +his delight at again meeting her. Strange to say, in the absorbing +agitation of the moment, all thought of Venetia had vanished; and +it was when he had turned and beheld a maiden of the most exquisite +beauty that his vision had ever lighted on, who had just risen from +her seat and was at the moment saluting him, that he entirely lost his +presence of mind; he turned scarlet, was quite silent, made an awkward +bow, and then stood perfectly fixed. + +'My daughter,' said Lady Annabel, slightly pointing to Venetia; 'will +not you be seated?' + +Cadurcis fell into a chair in absolute confusion. The rare and +surpassing beauty of Venetia, his own stupidity, his admiration of +her, his contempt for himself, the sight of the old chamber, the +recollection of the past, the minutest incidents of which seemed all +suddenly to crowd upon his memory, the painful consciousness of the +revolution which had occurred in his position in the family, proved by +his first being obliged to be introduced to Venetia, and then +being addressed so formally by his title by her mother; all these +impressions united overcame him; he could not speak, he sat silent and +confounded; and had it not been for the imperturbable self-composure +and delicate and amiable consideration of Lady Annabel, it would +have been impossible for him to have remained in a room where he +experienced agonising embarrassment. + +Under cover, however, of a discharge of discreet inquiries as to when +he arrived, how long he meant to stay, whether he found Cadurcis +altered, and similar interrogations which required no extraordinary +exertion of his lordship's intellect to answer, but to which he +nevertheless contrived to give inconsistent and contradictory +responses, Cadurcis in time recovered himself sufficiently to maintain +a fair though not very brilliant conversation, and even ventured +occasionally to address an observation to Venetia, who was seated at +her work perfectly composed, but who replied to all his remarks with +the same sweet voice and artless simplicity which had characterised +her childhood, though time and thought had, by their blended +influence, perhaps somewhat deprived her of that wild grace and +sparkling gaiety for which she was once so eminent. + +These great disenchanters of humanity, if indeed they had stolen away +some of the fascinating qualities of infancy, had amply recompensed +Venetia Herbert for the loss by the additional and commanding charms +which they had conferred on her. From a beautiful child she had +expanded into a most beautiful woman. She had now entirely recovered +from her illness, of which the only visible effect was the addition +that it had made to her stature, already slightly above the middle +height, but of exquisite symmetry. Like her mother, she did not wear +powder, then usual in society; but her auburn hair, of the finest +texture, descended in long and luxuriant tresses far over her +shoulders, braided with ribands, perfectly exposing her pellucid brow, +here and there tinted with an undulating vein, for she had retained, +if possible with increased lustre, the dazzling complexion of her +infancy. If the rose upon the cheek were less vivid than of yore, the +dimples were certainly more developed; the clear grey eye was shadowed +by long dark lashes, and every smile and movement of those ruby lips +revealed teeth exquisitely small and regular, and fresh and brilliant +as pearls just plucked by a diver. + +Conversation proceeded and improved. Cadurcis became more easy and +more fluent. His memory, which seemed suddenly to have returned to him +with unusual vigour, wonderfully served him. There was scarcely an +individual of whom he did not contrive to inquire, from Dr. Masham to +Mistress Pauncefort; he was resolved to show that if he had neglected, +he had at least not forgotten them. Nor did he exhibit the slightest +indication of terminating his visit; so that Lady Annabel, aware that +he was alone at the abbey and that he could have no engagement in the +neighbourhood, could not refrain from inviting him to remain and dine +with them. The invitation was accepted without hesitation. In due +course of time Cadurcis attended the ladies in their walk; it was a +delightful stroll in the park, though he felt some slight emotion when +he found himself addressing Venetia by the title of 'Miss Herbert.' +When he had exhausted all the topics of local interest, he had a great +deal to say about himself in answer to the inquiries of Lady Annabel. +He spoke with so much feeling and simplicity of his first days at +Eton, and the misery he experienced on first quitting Cherbury, that +his details could not fail of being agreeable to those whose natural +self-esteem they so agreeably mattered. Then he dwelt upon his casual +acquaintance with London society, and Lady Annabel was gratified to +observe, from many incidental observations, that his principles were +in every respect of the right tone; and that he had zealously enlisted +himself in the ranks of that national party who opposed themselves +to the disorganising opinions then afloat. He spoke of his impending +residence at the university with the affectionate anticipations which +might have been expected from a devoted child of the ancient and +orthodox institutions of his country, and seemed perfectly impressed +with the responsible duties for which he was destined, as an +hereditary legislator of England. On the whole, his carriage and +conversation afforded a delightful evidence of a pure, and earnest, +and frank, and gifted mind, that had acquired at an early age much of +the mature and fixed character of manhood, without losing anything +of that boyish sincerity and simplicity too often the penalty of +experience. + +The dinner passed in pleasant conversation, and if they were no longer +familiar, they were at least cordial. Cadurcis spoke of Dr. Masham +with affectionate respect, and mentioned his intention of visiting +Marringhurst on the following day. He ventured to hope that Lady +Annabel and Miss Herbert might accompany him, and it was arranged that +his wish should be gratified. The evening drew on apace, and Lady +Annabel was greatly pleased when Lord Cadurcis expressed his wish to +remain for their evening prayers. He was indeed sincerely religious; +and as he knelt in the old chapel that had been the hallowed scene +of his boyish devotions, he offered his ardent thanksgivings to his +Creator who had mercifully kept his soul pure and true, and allowed +him, after so long an estrangement from the sweet spot of his +childhood, once more to mingle his supplications with his kind and +virtuous friends. + +Influenced by the solemn sounds still lingering in his ear, Cadurcis +bade them farewell for the night, with an earnestness of manner and +depth of feeling which he would scarcely have ventured to exhibit at +their first meeting. 'Good night, dear Lady Annabel,' he said, as he +pressed her hand; 'you know not how happy, how grateful I feel, to be +once more at Cherbury. Good night, Venetia!' + +That last word lingered on his lips; it was uttered in a tone at once +mournful and sweet, and her hand was unconsciously retained for a +moment in his; but for a moment; and yet in that brief instant a +thousand thoughts seemed to course through his brain. + +Before Venetia retired to rest she remained for a few minutes in her +mother's room. 'What do you think of him, mamma?' she said; 'is he not +very changed?' + +'He is, my love,' replied Lady Annabel; 'what I sometimes thought he +might, what I always hoped he would, be.' + +'He really seemed happy to meet us again, and yet how strange that for +years he should never have communicated with us.' + +'Not so very strange, my love! He was but a child when we parted, and +he has felt embarrassment in resuming connections which for a long +interval had been inevitably severed. Remember what a change his life +had to endure; few, after such an interval, would have returned with +feelings so kind and so pure!' + +'He was always a favourite of yours, mamma!' + +'I always fancied that I observed in him the seeds of great virtues +and great talents; but I was not so sanguine that they would have +flourished as they appear to have done.' + +In the meantime the subject of their observations strolled home +on foot, for he had dismissed his horses, to the abbey. It was a +brilliant night, and the white beams of the moon fell full upon the +old monastic pile, of which massy portions were in dark shade while +the light gracefully rested on the projecting ornaments of the +building, and played, as it were, with the fretted and fantastic +pinnacles. Behind were the savage hills, softened by the hour; and on +the right extended the still and luminous lake. Cadurcis rested for +a moment and gazed upon the fair, yet solemn scene. The dreams of +ambition that occasionally distracted him were dead. The surrounding +scene harmonised with the thoughts of purity, repose, and beauty that +filled his soul. Why should he ever leave this spot, sacred to him by +the finest emotions of his nature? Why should he not at once quit +that world which he had just entered, while he could quit it without +remorse? If ever there existed a being who was his own master, who +might mould his destiny at his will, it seemed to be Cadurcis. His +lone yet independent situation, his impetuous yet firm volition, alike +qualified him to achieve the career most grateful to his disposition. +Let him, then, achieve it here; here let him find that solitude he had +ever loved, softened by that affection for which he had ever sighed, +and which here only he had ever found. It seemed to him that there +was only one being in the world whom he had ever loved, and that was +Venetia Herbert: it seemed to him that there was only one thing in +this world worth living for, and that was the enjoyment of her sweet +heart. The pure-minded, the rare, the gracious creature! Why should +she ever quit these immaculate bowers wherein she had been so +mystically and delicately bred? Why should she ever quit the fond +roof of Cherbury, but to shed grace and love amid the cloisters of +Cadurcis? Her life hitherto had been an enchanted tale; why should +the spell ever break? Why should she enter that world where care, +disappointment, mortification, misery, must await her? He for a season +had left the magic circle of her life, and perhaps it was well. He was +a man, and so he should know all. But he had returned, thank Heaven! +he had returned, and never again would he quit her. Fool that he had +been ever to have neglected her! And for a reason that ought to have +made him doubly her friend, her solace, her protector. Oh! to think of +the sneers or the taunts of the world calling for a moment the colour +from that bright cheek, or dusking for an instant the radiance of that +brilliant eye! His heart ached at the thought of her unhappiness, and +he longed to press her to it, and cherish her like some innocent dove +that had flown from the terrors of a pursuing hawk. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +'Well, Pauncefort,' said Lord Cadurcis, smiling, as he renewed his +acquaintance with his old friend, 'I hope you have not forgotten my +last words, and have taken care of your young lady.' + +'Oh! dear, my lord,' said Mistress Pauncefort, blushing and simpering. +'Well to be sure, how your lordship has surprised us all! I thought we +were never going to see you again!' + +'You know I told you I should return; and now I mean never to leave +you again.' + +'Never is a long word, my lord,' said Mistress Pauncefort, looking +very archly. + +'Ah! but I mean to settle, regularly to settle here,' said Lord +Cadurcis. + +'Marry and settle, my lord,' said Mistress Pauncefort, still more +arch. + +'And why not?' inquired Lord Cadurcis, laughing. + +'That is just what I said last night,' exclaimed Mistress Pauncefort, +eagerly. 'And why not? for I said, says I, his lordship must marry +sooner or later, and the sooner the better, say I: and to be sure he +is very young, but what of that? for, says I, no one can say he does +not look quite a man. And really, my lord, saving your presence, you +are grown indeed.' + +'Pish!' said Lord Cadurcis, turning away and laughing, 'I have left +off growing, Pauncefort, and all those sort of things.' + +'You have not forgotten our last visit to Marringhurst?' said Lord +Cadurcis to Venetia, as the comfortable mansion of the worthy Doctor +appeared in sight. + +'I have forgotten nothing,' replied Venetia with a faint smile; 'I do +not know what it is to forget. My life has been so uneventful that +every past incident, however slight, is as fresh in my memory as if it +occurred yesterday.' + +'Then you remember the strawberries and cream?' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'And other circumstances less agreeable,' he fancied Venetia observed, +but her voice was low. + +'Do you know, Lady Annabel,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'that I was very +nearly riding my pony to-day? I wish to bring back old times with the +utmost possible completeness; I wish for a moment to believe that I +have never quitted Cherbury.' + +'Let us think only of the present now,' said Lady Annabel in a +cheerful voice, 'for it is very agreeable. I see the good Doctor; he +has discovered us.' + +'I wonder whom he fancies Lord Cadurcis to be?' said Venetia. + +'Have you no occasional cavalier for whom at a distance I may be +mistaken?' inquired his lordship in a tone of affected carelessness, +though in truth it was an inquiry that he made not without anxiety. + +'Everything remains here exactly as you left it,' replied Lady +Annabel, with some quickness, yet in a lively tone. + +'Happy Cherbury!' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis. 'May it indeed never +change!' + +They rode briskly on; the Doctor was standing at his gate. He saluted +Lady Annabel and Venetia with his accustomed cordiality, and then +stared at their companion as if waiting for an introduction. + +'You forget an old friend, my dear Doctor,' said Cadurcis. + +'Lord Cadurcis!' exclaimed Dr. Masham. His lordship had by this time +dismounted and eagerly extended his hand to his old tutor. + +Having quitted their horses they all entered the house, nor was there +naturally any want of conversation. Cadurcis had much information to +give and many questions to answer. He was in the highest spirits +and the most amiable mood; gay, amusing, and overflowing with +kind-heartedness. The Doctor seldom required any inspiration, to be +joyous, and Lady Annabel was unusually animated. Venetia alone, though +cheerful, was calmer than pleased Cadurcis. Time, he sorrowfully +observed, had occasioned a greater change in her manner than he could +have expected. Youthful as she still was, indeed but on the threshold +of womanhood, and exempted, as it seemed she had been, from anything +to disturb the clearness of her mind, that enchanting play of fancy +which had once characterised her, and which he recalled with a sigh, +appeared in a great degree to have deserted her. He watched her +countenance with emotion, and, supremely beautiful as it undeniably +was, there was a cast of thoughtfulness or suffering impressed upon +the features which rendered him mournful he knew not why, and caused +him to feel as if a cloud had stolen unexpectedly over the sun and +made him shiver. + +But there was no time or opportunity for sad reflections; he had to +renew his acquaintance with all the sights and curiosities of the +rectory, to sing to the canaries, and visit the gold fish, admire the +stuffed fox, and wonder that in the space of five years the voracious +otter had not yet contrived to devour its prey. Then they refreshed +themselves after their ride with a stroll in the Doctor's garden; +Cadurcis persisted in attaching himself to Venetia, as in old days, +and nothing would prevent him from leading her to the grotto. Lady +Annabel walked behind, leaning on the Doctor's arm, narrating, with no +fear of being heard, all the history of their friend's return. + +'I never was so surprised in my life,' said the Doctor; 'he is vastly +improved; he is quite a man; his carriage is very finished.' + +'And his principles,' said Lady Annabel. 'You have no idea, my dear +Doctor, how right his opinions seem to be on every subject. He has +been brought up in a good school; he does his guardian great credit. +He is quite loyal and orthodox in all his opinions; ready to risk his +life for our blessed constitution in Church and State. He requested, +as a favour, that he might remain at our prayers last night. It is +delightful for me to see him turn out so well!' + +In the meantime Cadurcis and Venetia entered the grotto. + +'The dear Doctor!' said Cadurcis: 'five years have brought no visible +change even to him; perhaps he may be a degree less agile, but I will +not believe it. And Lady Annabel; it seems to me your mother is more +youthful and beautiful than ever. There is a spell in our air,' +continued his lordship, with a laughing eye; 'for if we have changed, +Venetia, ours is, at least, an alteration that bears no sign of decay. +We are advancing, but they have not declined; we are all enchanted.' + +'I feel changed,' said Venetia gravely. + +'I left you a child and I find you a woman,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'a +change which who can regret?' + +'I would I were a child again,' said Venetia. + +'We were happy,' said Lord Cadurcis, in a thoughtful tone; and then in +an inquiring voice he added, 'and so we are now?' + +Venetia shook her head. + +'Can you be unhappy?' + +'To be unhappy would be wicked,' said Venetia; 'but my mind has lost +its spring.' + +'Ah! say not so, Venetia, or you will make even me gloomy. I am happy, +positively happy. There must not be a cloud upon your brow.' + +'You are joyous,' said Venetia, 'because you are excited. It is the +novelty of return that animates you. It will wear off; you will grow +weary, and when you go to the university you will think yourself happy +again.' + +'I do not intend to go to the university,' said Cadurcis. + +'I understood from you that you were going there immediately.' + +'My plans are changed,' said Cadurcis; 'I do not intend ever to leave +home again.' + +'When you go to Cambridge,' said Dr. Masham, who just then reached +them, 'I shall trouble you with a letter to an old friend of mine +whose acquaintance you may find valuable.' + +Venetia smiled; Cadurcis bowed, expressed his thanks, and muttered +something about talking over the subject with the Doctor. + +After this the conversation became general, and at length they all +returned to the house to partake of the Doctor's hospitality, who +promised to dine at the hall on the morrow. The ride home was +agreeable and animated, but the conversation on the part of the ladies +was principally maintained by Lady Annabel, who seemed every moment +more delighted with the society of Lord Cadurcis, and to sympathise +every instant more completely with his frank exposition of his +opinions on all subjects. When they returned to Cherbury, Cadurcis +remained with them as a matter of course. An invitation was neither +expected nor given. Not an allusion was made to the sports of the +field, to enjoy which was the original purpose of his visit to the +abbey; and he spoke of to-morrow as of a period which, as usual, was +to be spent entirely in their society. He remained with them, as on +the previous night, to the latest possible moment. Although reserved +in society, no one could be more fluent with those with whom he was +perfectly unembarrassed. He was indeed exceedingly entertaining, and +Lady Annabel relaxed into conversation beyond her custom. As for +Venetia, she did not speak often, but she listened with interest, and +was evidently amused. When Cadurcis bade them good-night Lady Annabel +begged him to breakfast with them; while Venetia, serene, though kind, +neither seconded the invitation, nor seemed interested one way or the +other in its result. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Except returning to sleep at the abbey, Lord Cadurcis was now as much +an habitual inmate of Cherbury Hall as in the days of his childhood. +He was there almost with the lark, and never quitted its roof until +its inmates were about to retire for the night. His guns and dogs, +which had been sent down from London with so much pomp of preparation, +were unused and unnoticed; and he passed his days in reading +Richardson's novels, which he had brought with him from town, to the +ladies, and then in riding with them about the country, for he loved +to visit all his old haunts, and trace even the very green sward +where he first met the gipsies, and fancied that he had achieved his +emancipation from all the coming cares and annoyances of the world. +In this pleasant life several weeks had glided away: Cadurcis had +entirely resumed his old footing in the family, nor did he attempt to +conceal the homage he was paying to the charms of Venetia. She indeed +seemed utterly unconscious that such projects had entered, or indeed +could enter, the brain of her old playfellow, with whom, now that +she was habituated to his presence, and revived by his inspiriting +society, she had resumed all her old familiar intimacy, addressing him +by his Christian name, as if he had never ceased to be her brother. +But Lady Annabel was not so blind as her daughter, and had indeed her +vision been as clouded, her faithful minister, Mistress Pauncefort, +would have taken care quickly to couch it; for a very short time had +elapsed before that vigilant gentlewoman, resolved to convince her +mistress that nothing could escape her sleepless scrutiny, and that it +was equally in vain for her mistress to hope to possess any secrets +without her participation, seized a convenient opportunity before she +bid her lady good night, just to inquire 'when it might be expected to +take place?' and in reply to the very evident astonishment which Lady +Annabel testified at this question, and the expression of her extreme +displeasure at any conversation on a circumstance for which there +was not the slightest foundation, Mistress Pauncefort, after duly +flouncing about with every possible symbol of pettish agitation and +mortified curiosity, her cheek pale with hesitating impertinence, and +her nose quivering with inquisitiveness, condescended to admit with a +sceptical sneer, that, of course, no doubt her ladyship knew more of +such a subject than she could; it was not her place to know anything +of such business; for her part she said nothing; it was not her +place, but if it were, she certainly must say that she could not help +believing that my lord was looking remarkably sweet on Miss Venetia, +and what was more, everybody in the house thought the same, though for +her part, whenever they mentioned the circumstance to her, she said +nothing, or bid them hold their tongues, for what was it to them; it +was not their business, and they could know nothing; and that nothing +would displease her ladyship more than chattering on such subjects, +and many's the match as good as finished, that's gone off by no worse +means than the chitter-chatter of those who should hold their tongues. +Therefore she should say no more; but if her ladyship wished her to +contradict it, why she could, and the sooner, perhaps, the better. + +Lady Annabel observed to her that she wished no such thing, but +she desired that Pauncefort would make no more observations on the +subject, either to her or to any one else. And then Pauncefort bade +her ladyship good night in a huff, catching up her candle with a +rather impertinent jerk, and gently slamming the door, as if she had +meant to close it quietly, only it had escaped out of her fingers. + +Whatever might be the tone, whether of surprise or displeasure, which +Lady Annabel thought fit to assume to her attendant on her noticing +Lord Cadurcis' attentions to her daughter, there is no doubt that +his conduct had early and long engaged her ladyship's remark, her +consideration, and her approval. Without meditating indeed an +immediate union between Cadurcis and Venetia, Lady Annabel pleased +herself with the prospect of her daughter's eventual marriage with one +whom she had known so early and so intimately; who was by nature of a +gentle, sincere, and affectionate disposition, and in whom education +had carefully instilled the most sound and laudable principles and +opinions; one apparently with simple tastes, moderate desires, fair +talents, a mind intelligent, if not brilliant, and passions which at +the worst had been rather ill-regulated than violent; attached also +to Venetia from her childhood, and always visibly affected by her +influence. All these moral considerations seemed to offer a fair +security for happiness; and the material ones were neither less +promising, nor altogether disregarded by the mother. It was an union +which would join broad lands and fair estates; which would place on +the brow of her daughter one of the most ancient coronets in England; +and, which indeed was the chief of these considerations, would, +without exposing Venetia to that contaminating contact with the +world from which Lady Annabel recoiled, establish her, without this +initiatory and sorrowful experience, in a position superior to which +even the blood of the Herberts, though it might flow in so fair and +gifted a form as that of Venetia, need not aspire. + +Lord Cadurcis had not returned to Cherbury a week before this scheme +entered into the head of Lady Annabel. She had always liked him; had +always given him credit for good qualities; had always believed that +his early defects were the consequence of his mother's injudicious +treatment; and that at heart he was an amiable, generous, and +trustworthy being, one who might be depended on, with a naturally good +judgment, and substantial and sufficient talents, which only required +cultivation. When she met him again after so long an interval, and +found her early prognostics so fairly, so completely fulfilled, and +watched his conduct and conversation, exhibiting alike a well-informed +mind, an obliging temper, and, what Lady Annabel valued even above all +gifts and blessings, a profound conviction of the truth of all her own +opinions, moral, political, and religious, she was quite charmed; she +was moved to unusual animation; she grew excited in his praise; his +presence delighted her; she entertained for him the warmest affection, +and reposed in him unbounded confidence. All her hopes became +concentred in the wish of seeing him her son-in-law; and she detected +with lively satisfaction the immediate impression which Venetia had +made upon his heart; for indeed it should not be forgotten, that +although Lady Annabel was still young, and although her frame and +temperament were alike promising of a long life, it was natural, when +she reflected upon the otherwise lone condition of her daughter, that +she should tremble at the thought of quitting this world without +leaving her child a protector. To Doctor Masham, from whom Lady +Annabel had no secrets, she confided in time these happy but covert +hopes, and he was not less anxious than herself for their fulfilment. +Since the return of Cadurcis the Doctor contrived to be a more +frequent visitor at the hall than usual, and he lost no opportunity of +silently advancing the object of his friend. + +As for Cadurcis himself, it was impossible for him not quickly to +discover that no obstacle to his heart's dearest wish would arise on +the part of the parent. The demeanour of the daughter somewhat more +perplexed him. Venetia indeed had entirely fallen into her old habits +of intimacy and frankness with Plantagenet; she was as affectionate +and as unembarrassed as in former days, and almost as gay; for his +presence and companionship had in a great degree insensibly removed +that stillness and gravity which had gradually influenced her mind and +conduct. But in that conduct there was, and he observed it with some +degree of mortification, a total absence of the consciousness of being +the object of the passionate admiration of another. She treated Lord +Cadurcis as a brother she much loved, who had returned to his home +after a long absence. She liked to listen to his conversation, to hear +of his adventures, to consult over his plans. His arrival called +a smile to her face, and his departure for the night was always +alleviated by some allusion to their meeting on the morrow. But many +an ardent gaze on the part of Cadurcis, and many a phrase of emotion, +passed unnoticed and unappreciated. His gallantry was entirely +thrown away, or, if observed, only occasioned a pretty stare at the +unnecessary trouble he gave himself, or the strange ceremony which +she supposed an acquaintance with society had taught him. Cadurcis +attributed this reception of his veiled and delicate overtures to +her ignorance of the world; and though he sighed for as passionate +a return to his strong feelings as the sentiments which animated +himself, he was on the whole not displeased, but rather interested, by +these indications of a pure and unsophisticated spirit. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Cadurcis had proposed, and Lady Annabel had seconded the proposition +with eager satisfaction, that they should seek some day at the abbey +whatever hospitality it might offer; Dr. Masham was to be of the +party, which was, indeed, one of those fanciful expeditions where the +same companions, though they meet at all times without restraint +and with every convenience of life, seek increased amusement in the +novelty of a slight change of habits. With the aid of the neighbouring +town of Southport, Cadurcis had made preparations for his friends not +entirely unworthy of them, though he affected to the last all the +air of a conductor of a wild expedition of discovery, and laughingly +impressed upon them the necessity of steeling their minds and bodies +to the experience and endurance of the roughest treatment and the most +severe hardships. + +The morning of this eventful day broke as beautifully as the preceding +ones. Autumn had seldom been more gorgeous than this year. Although he +was to play the host, Cadurcis would not deprive himself of his usual +visit to the hall; and he appeared there at an early hour to accompany +his guests, who were to ride over to the abbey, to husband all their +energies for their long rambles through the demesne. + +Cadurcis was in high spirits, and Lady Annabel scarcely less +joyous. Venetia smiled with her usual sweetness and serenity. They +congratulated each other on the charming season; and Mistress +Pauncefort received a formal invitation to join the party and go +a-nutting with one of her fellow-servants and his lordship's valet. +The good Doctor was rather late, but he arrived at last on his stout +steed, in his accustomed cheerful mood. Here was a party of pleasure +which all agreed must be pleasant; no strangers to amuse, or to be +amusing, but formed merely of four human beings who spent every day of +their lives in each other's society, between whom there was the most +complete sympathy and the most cordial good-will. + +By noon they were all mounted on their steeds, and though the air was +warmed by a meridian sun shining in a clear sky, there was a gentle +breeze abroad, sweet and grateful; and moreover they soon entered the +wood and enjoyed the shelter of its verdant shade. The abbey looked +most picturesque when they first burst upon it; the nearer and wooded +hills, which formed its immediate background, just tinted by the +golden pencil of autumn, while the meads of the valley were still +emerald green; and the stream, now lost, now winding, glittered +here and there in the sun, and gave a life and sprightliness to the +landscape which exceeded even the effect of the more distant and +expansive lake. + +They were received at the abbey by Mistress Pauncefort, who had +preceded them, and who welcomed them with a complacent smile. Cadurcis +hastened to assist Lady Annabel to dismount, and was a little confused +but very pleased when she assured him she needed no assistance but +requested him to take care of Venetia. He was just in time to receive +her in his arms, where she found herself without the slightest +embarrassment. The coolness of the cloisters was grateful after their +ride, and they lingered and looked upon the old fountain, and felt the +freshness of its fall with satisfaction which all alike expressed. +Lady Annabel and Venetia then retired for a while to free themselves +from their riding habits, and Cadurcis affectionately taking the arm +of Dr. Masham led him a few paces, and then almost involuntarily +exclaimed, 'My dear Doctor, I think I am the happiest fellow that ever +lived!' + +'That I trust you may always be, my dear boy,' said Dr. Masham; 'but +what has called forth this particular exclamation?' + +'To feel that I am once more at Cadurcis; to feel that I am here once +more with you all; to feel that I never shall leave you again.' + +'Not again?' + +'Never!' said Cadurcis. 'The experience of these last few weeks, which +yet have seemed an age in my existence, has made me resolve never to +quit a society where I am persuaded I may obtain a degree of happiness +which what is called the world can never afford me.' + +'What will your guardian say?' + +'What care I?' + +'A dutiful ward!' + +'Poh! the relations between us were formed only to secure my welfare. +It is secured; it will be secured by my own resolution.' + +'And what is that?' inquired Dr. Masham. + +'To marry Venetia, if she will accept me.' + +'And that you do not doubt.' + +'We doubt everything when everything is at stake,' replied Lord +Cadurcis. 'I know that her consent would ensure my happiness; and when +I reflect, I cannot help being equally persuaded that it would secure +hers. Her mother, I think, would not be adverse to our union. And you, +my dear sir, what do you think?' + +'I think,' said Dr. Masham, 'that whoever marries Venetia will marry +the most beautiful and the most gifted of God's creatures; I hope you +may marry her; I wish you to marry her; I believe you will marry her, +but not yet; you are too young, Lord Cadurcis.' + +'Oh, no! my dear Doctor, not too young to marry Venetia. Remember I +have known her all my life, at least so long as I have been able to +form an opinion. How few are the men, my dear Doctor, who are so +fortunate as to unite themselves with women whom they have known, as I +have known Venetia, for more than seven long years!' + +'During five of which you have never seen or heard of her.' + +'Mine was the fault! And yet I cannot help thinking, as it may +probably turn out, as you yourself believe it will turn out, that +it is as well that we have been separated for this interval. It has +afforded me opportunities for observation which I should never have +enjoyed at Cadurcis; and although my lot either way could not have +altered the nature of things, I might have been discontented, I might +have sighed for a world which now I do not value. It is true I have +not seen Venetia for five years, but I find her the same, or changed +only by nature, and fulfilling all the rich promise which her +childhood intimated. No, my dear Doctor, I respect your opinion more +than that of any man living; but nobody, nothing, can persuade me that +I am not as intimately acquainted with Venetia's character, with all +her rare virtues, as if we had never separated.' + +'I do not doubt it,' said the Doctor; 'high as you may pitch your +estimate you cannot overvalue her.' + +'Then why should we not marry?' + +'Because, my dear friend, although you may be perfectly acquainted +with Venetia, you cannot be perfectly acquainted with yourself.' + +'How so?' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis in a tone of surprise, perhaps a +little indignant. + +'Because it is impossible. No young man of eighteen ever possessed +such precious knowledge. I esteem and admire you; I give you every +credit for a good heart and a sound head; but it is impossible, at +your time of life, that your character can be formed; and, until it +be, you may marry Venetia and yet be a very miserable man.' + +'It is formed,' said his lordship firmly; 'there is not a subject +important to a human being on which my opinions are not settled.' + +'You may live to change them all,' said the Doctor, 'and that very +speedily.' + +'Impossible!' said Lord Cadurcis. 'My dear Doctor, I cannot understand +you; you say that you hope, that you wish, even that you believe that +I shall marry Venetia; and yet you permit me to infer that our union +will only make us miserable. What do you wish me to do?' + +'Go to college for a term or two.' + +'Without Venetia! I should die.' + +'Well, if you be in a dying state you can return.' + +'You joke, my dear Doctor.' + +'My dear boy, I am perfectly serious.' + +'But she may marry somebody else?' + +'I am your only rival,' said the Doctor, with a smile; 'and though +even friends can scarcely be trusted under such circumstances, I +promise you not to betray you.' + +'Your advice is not very pleasant,' said his lordship. + +'Good advice seldom is,' said the Doctor. + +'My dear Doctor, I have made up my mind to marry her, and marry her at +once. I know her well, you admit that yourself. I do not believe that +there ever was a woman like her, that there ever will be a woman like +her. Nature has marked her out from other women, and her education +has not been less peculiar. Her mystic breeding pleases me. It +is something to marry a wife so fair, so pure, so refined, so +accomplished, who is, nevertheless, perfectly ignorant of the world. +I have dreamt of such things; I have paced these old cloisters when a +boy and when I was miserable at home, and I have had visions, and +this was one. I have sighed to live alone with a fair spirit for my +minister. Venetia has descended from heaven for me, and for me alone. +I am resolved I will pluck this flower with the dew upon its leaves.' + +'I did not know I was reasoning with a poet,' said the Doctor, with a +smile. 'Had I been conscious of it, I would not have been so rash.' + +'I have not a grain of poetry in my composition,' said his lordship; +'I never could write a verse; I was notorious at Eton for begging all +their old manuscripts from boys when they left school, to crib from; +but I have a heart, and I can feel. I love Venetia, I have always +loved her, and, if possible, I will marry her, and marry her at once.' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The reappearance of the ladies at the end of the cloister terminated +this conversation, the result of which was rather to confirm Lord +Cadurcis in his resolution of instantly urging his suit, than the +reverse. He ran forward to greet his friends with a smile, and took +his place by the side of Venetia, whom, a little to her surprise, he +congratulated in glowing phrase on her charming costume. Indeed she +looked very captivating, with a pastoral hat, then much in fashion, +and a dress as simple and as sylvan, both showing to admirable +advantage her long descending hair, and her agile and springy figure. + +Cadurcis proposed that they should ramble over the abbey, he talked of +projected alterations, as if he really had the power immediately to +effect them, and was desirous of obtaining their opinions before any +change was made. So they ascended the staircase which many years +before Venetia had mounted for the first time with her mother, and +entered that series of small and ill-furnished rooms in which Mrs. +Cadurcis had principally resided, and which had undergone no change. +The old pictures were examined; these, all agreed, never must move; +and the new furniture, it was settled, must be in character with the +building. Lady Annabel entered into all the details with an interest +and animation which rather amused Dr. Masham. Venetia listened and +suggested, and responded to the frequent appeals of Cadurcis to her +judgment with an unconscious equanimity not less diverting. + +'Now here we really can do something,' said his lordship as they +entered the saloon, or rather refectory; 'here I think we may effect +wonders. The tapestry must always remain. Is it not magnificent, +Venetia? But what hangings shall we have? We must keep the old chairs, +I think. Do you approve of the old chairs, Venetia? And what shall we +cover them with? Shall it be damask? What do you think, Venetia? Do +you like damask? And what colour shall it be? Shall it be crimson? +Shall it be crimson damask, Lady Annabel? Do you think Venetia would +like crimson damask? Now, Venetia, do give us the benefit of your +opinion.' + +Then they entered the old gallery; here was to be a great +transformation. Marvels were to be effected in the old gallery, +and many and multiplied were the appeals to the taste and fancy of +Venetia. + +'I think,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'I shall leave the gallery to be +arranged when I am settled. The rooms and the saloon shall be done at +once, I shall give orders for them to begin instantly. Whom do you +recommend, Lady Annabel? Do you think there is any person at Southport +who could manage to do it, superintended by our taste? Venetia, what +do you think?' + +Venetia was standing at the window, rather apart from her companions, +looking at the old garden. Lord Cadurcis joined her. 'Ah! it has been +sadly neglected since my poor mother's time. We could not do much in +those days, but still she loved this garden. I must depend upon you +entirely to arrange my garden, Venetia. This spot is sacred to you. +You have not forgotten our labours here, have you, Venetia? Ah! those +were happy days, and these shall be more happy still. This is your +garden; it shall always be called Venetia's garden.' + +'I would have taken care of it when you were away, but--' + +'But what?' inquired Lord Cadurcis anxiously. + +'We hardly felt authorised,' replied Venetia calmly. 'We came at first +when you left Cadurcis, but at last it did not seem that our presence +was very acceptable.' + +'The brutes!' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis. + +'No, no; good simple people, they were unused to orders from strange +masters, and they were perplexed. Besides, we had no right to +interfere.' + +'No right to interfere! Venetia, my little fellow-labourer, no +right to interfere! Why all is yours! Fancy your having no right to +interfere at Cadurcis!' + +Then they proceeded to the park and wandered to the margin of the +lake. There was not a spot, not an object, which did not recall +some adventure or incident of childhood. Every moment Lord Cadurcis +exclaimed, 'Venetia! do you remember this?' 'Venetia! have you +forgotten that?' and every time Venetia smiled, and proved how +faithful was her memory by adding some little unmentioned trait to the +lively reminiscences of her companion. + +'Well, after all,' said Lord Cadurcis with a sigh, 'my poor mother was +a strange woman, and, God bless her! used sometimes to worry me out +of my senses! but still she always loved you. No one can deny that. +Cherbury was a magic name with her. She loved Lady Annabel, and she +loved you, Venetia. It ran in the blood, you see. She would be happy, +quite happy, if she saw us all here together, and if she knew--' + +'Plantagenet,' said Lady Annabel, 'you must build a lodge at this +end of the park. I cannot conceive anything more effective than an +entrance from the Southport road in this quarter.' + +'Certainly, Lady Annabel, certainly we must build a lodge. Do not you +think so, Venetia?' + +'Indeed I think it would be a great improvement,' replied Venetia; +'but you must take care to have a lodge in character with the abbey.' + +'You shall make a drawing for it,' said Lord Cadurcis; 'it shall be +built directly, and it shall be called Venetia Lodge.' + +The hours flew away, loitering in the park, roaming in the woods. They +met Mistress Pauncefort and her friends loaded with plunder, and they +offered to Venetia a trophy of their success; but when Venetia, merely +to please their kind hearts, accepted their tribute with cordiality, +and declared there was nothing she liked better, Lord Cadurcis would +not be satisfied unless he immediately commenced nutting, and each +moment he bore to Venetia the produce of his sport, till in time she +could scarcely sustain the rich and increasing burden. At length they +bent their steps towards home, sufficiently wearied to look forward +with welcome to rest and their repast, yet not fatigued, and +exhilarated by the atmosphere, for the sun was now in its decline, +though in this favoured season there were yet hours enough remaining +of enchanting light. + +In the refectory they found, to the surprise of all but their host, a +banquet. It was just one of those occasions when nothing is +expected and everything is welcome and surprising; when, from the +unpremeditated air generally assumed, all preparation startles and +pleases; when even ladies are not ashamed to eat, and formality +appears quite banished. Game of all kinds, teal from the lake, +and piles of beautiful fruit, made the table alike tempting and +picturesque. Then there were stray bottles of rare wine disinterred +from venerable cellars; and, more inspiriting even than the choice +wine, a host under the influence of every emotion, and swayed by every +circumstance that can make a man happy and delightful. Oh! they were +very gay, and it seemed difficult to believe that care or sorrow, +or the dominion of dark or ungracious passions, could ever disturb +sympathies so complete and countenances so radiant. + +At the urgent request of Cadurcis, Venetia sang to them; and while she +sang, the expression of her countenance and voice harmonising with the +arch hilarity of the subject, Plantagenet for a moment believed that +he beheld the little Venetia of his youth, that sunny child so full +of mirth and grace, the very recollection of whose lively and bright +existence might enliven the gloomiest hour and lighten the heaviest +heart. + +Enchanted by all that surrounded him, full of hope, and joy, and +plans of future felicity, emboldened by the kindness of the daughter, +Cadurcis now ventured to urge a request to Lady Annabel, and the +request was granted, for all seemed to feel that it was a day on which +nothing was to be refused to their friend. Happy Cadurcis! The child +had a holiday, and it fancied itself a man enjoying a triumph. In +compliance, therefore, with his wish, it was settled that they should +all walk back to the hall; even Dr. Masham declared he was competent +to the exertion, but perhaps was half entrapped into the declaration +by the promise of a bed at Cherbury. This consent enchanted Cadurcis, +who looked forward with exquisite pleasure to the evening walk with +Venetia. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Although the sun had not set, it had sunk behind the hills leading +to Cherbury when our friends quitted the abbey. Cadurcis, without +hesitation, offered his arm to Venetia, and whether from a secret +sympathy with his wishes, or merely from some fortunate accident, Lady +Annabel and Dr. Masham strolled on before without busying themselves +too earnestly with their companions. + +'And how do you think our expedition to Cadurcis has turned out?' +inquired the young lord, of Venetia, 'Has it been successful?' + +'It has been one of the most agreeable days I ever passed,' was the +reply. + +'Then it has been successful,' rejoined his lordship; 'for my only +wish was to amuse you.' + +'I think we have all been equally amused,' said Venetia. 'I never knew +mamma in such good spirits. I think ever since you returned she has +been unusually light-hearted.' + +'And you: has my return lightened only her heart, Venetia?' + +'Indeed it has contributed to the happiness of every one.' + +'And yet, when I first returned, I heard you utter a complaint; the +first that to my knowledge ever escaped your lips.' + +'Ah! we cannot be always equally gay.' + +'Once you were, dear Venetia.' + +'I was a child then.' + +'And I, I too was a child; yet I am happy, at least now that I am with +you.' + +'Well, we are both happy now.' + +'Oh! say that again, say that again, Venetia; for indeed you made me +miserable when you told me that you had changed. I cannot bear that +you, Venetia, should ever change.' + +'It is the course of nature, Plantagenet; we all change, everything +changes. This day that was so bright is changing fast.' + +'The stars are as beautiful as the sun, Venetia.' + +'And what do you infer?' + +'That Venetia, a woman, is as beautiful as Venetia, a little girl; and +should be as happy.' + +'Is beauty happiness, Plantagenet?' + +'It makes others happy, Venetia; and when we make others happy we +should be happy ourselves.' + +'Few depend upon my influence, and I trust all of them are happy.' + +'No one depends upon your influence more than I do.' + +'Well, then, be happy always.' + +'Would that I might! Ah, Venetia! can I ever forget old days? You were +the solace of my dark childhood; you were the charm that first taught +me existence was enjoyment. Before I came to Cherbury I never was +happy, and since that hour--Ah, Venetia! dear, dearest Venetia! who is +like to you?' + +'Dear Plantagenet, you were always too kind to me. Would we were +children once more!' + +'Nay, my own Venetia! you tell me everything changes, and we must not +murmur at the course of nature. I would not have our childhood back +again, even with all its joys, for there are others yet in store for +us, not less pure, not less beautiful. We loved each other then, +Venetia, and we love each other now.' + +'My feelings towards you have never changed, Plantagenet; I heard +of you always with interest, and I met you again with heartfelt +pleasure.' + +'Oh, that morning! Have you forgotten that morning? Do you know, you +will smile very much, but I really believe that I expected to see my +Venetia still a little girl, the very same who greeted me when I first +arrived with my mother and behaved so naughtily! And when I saw you, +and found what you had become, and what I ought always to have known +you must become, I was so confused I entirely lost my presence of +mind. You must have thought me very awkward, very stupid?' + +'Indeed, I was rather gratified by observing that you could not meet +us again without emotion. I thought it told well for your heart, which +I always believed to be most kind, at least, I am sure, to us.' + +'Kind! oh, Venetia! that word but ill describes what my heart ever +was, what it now is, to you. Venetia! dearest, sweetest Venetia! +can you doubt for a moment my feelings towards your home, and what +influence must principally impel them? Am I so dull, or you so blind, +Venetia? Can I not express, can you not discover how much, how +ardently, how fondly, how devotedly, I, I, I love you?' + +'I am sure we always loved each other, Plantagenet.' + +'Yes! but not with this love; not as I love you now!' + +Venetia stared. + +'I thought we could not love each other more than we did, +Plantagenet,' at length she said. 'Do you remember the jewel that you +gave me? I always wore it until you seemed to forget us, and then I +thought it looked so foolish! You remember what is inscribed on it: +'TO VENETIA, FROM HER AFFECTIONATE BROTHER, PLANTAGENET.' And as a +brother I always loved you; had I indeed been your sister I could not +have loved you more warmly and more truly.' + +'I am not your brother, Venetia; I wish not to be loved as a brother: +and yet I must be loved by you, or I shall die.' + +'What then do you wish?' inquired Venetia, with great simplicity. + +'I wish you to marry me,' replied Lord Cadurcis. + +'Marry!' exclaimed Venetia, with a face of wonder. 'Marry! Marry you! +Marry you, Plantagenet!' + +'Ay! is that so wonderful? I love you, and if you love me, why should +we not marry?' + +Venetia was silent and looked upon the ground, not from agitation, +for she was quite calm, but in thought; and then she said, 'I never +thought of marriage in my life, Plantagenet; I have no intention, no +wish to marry; I mean to live always with mamma.' + +'And you shall always live with mamma, but that need not prevent you +from marrying me,' he replied. 'Do not we all live together now? What +will it signify if you dwell at Cadurcis and Lady Annabel at Cherbury? +Is it not one home? But at any rate, this point shall not be an +obstacle; for if it please you we will all live at Cherbury.' + +'You say that we are happy now, Plantagenet; oh! let us remain as we +are.' + +'My own sweet girl, my sister, if you please, any title, so it be one +of fondness, your sweet simplicity charms me; but, believe me, it +cannot be as you wish; we cannot remain as we are unless we marry.' + +'Why not?' + +'Because I shall be wretched and must live elsewhere, if indeed I can +live at all.' + +'Oh, Plantagenet! indeed I thought you were my brother; when I found +you after so long a separation as kind as in old days, and kinder +still, I was so glad; I was so sure you loved me; I thought I had the +kindest brother in the world. Let us not talk of any other love. It +will, indeed it will, make mamma so miserable!' + +'I am greatly mistaken,' replied Lord Cadurcis, who saw no obstacles +to his hopes in their conversation hitherto, 'if, on the contrary, our +union would not prove far from disagreeable to your mother, Venetia; I +will say our mother, for indeed to me she has been one.' + +'Plantagenet,' said Venetia, in a very earnest tone, 'I love you +very much; but, if you love me, press me on this subject no more at +present. You have surprised, indeed you have bewildered me. There are +thoughts, there are feelings, there are considerations, that must be +respected, that must influence me. Nay! do not look so sorrowful, +Plantagenet. Let us be happy now. To-morrow, only to-morrow, and +to-morrow we are sure to meet, we will speak further of all this; but +now, now, for a moment let us forget it, if we can forget anything so +strange. Nay! you shall smile!' + +He did. Who could resist that mild and winning glance! And indeed Lord +Cadurcis was scarcely disappointed, and not at all mortified at his +reception, or, as he esteemed it, the progress of his suit. The +conduct of Venetia he attributed entirely to her unsophisticated +nature and the timidity of a virgin soul. It made him prize even more +dearly the treasure that he believed awaited him. Silent, then, though +for a time they both struggled to speak on different subjects, silent, +and almost content, Cadurcis proceeded, with the arm of Venetia locked +in his and ever and anon unconsciously pressing it to his heart. The +rosy twilight had faded away, the stars were stealing forth, and the +moon again glittered. With a soul softer than the tinted shades of eve +and glowing like the heavens, Cadurcis joined his companions as they +entered the gardens of Cherbury. When they had arrived at home it +seemed that exhaustion had suddenly succeeded all the excitement +of the day. The Doctor, who was wearied, retired immediately. Lady +Annabel pressed Cadurcis to remain and take tea, or, at least to ride +home; but his lordship, protesting that he was not in the slightest +degree fatigued, and anticipating their speedy union on the morrow, +bade her good night, and pressing with fondness the hand of Venetia, +retraced his steps to the now solitary abbey. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Cadurcis returned to the abbey, but not to slumber. That love of +loneliness which had haunted him from his boyhood, and which ever +asserted its sway when under the influence of his passions, came over +him now with irresistible power. A day of enjoyment had terminated, +and it left him melancholy. Hour after hour he paced the moon-lit +cloisters of his abbey, where not a sound disturbed him, save the +monotonous fall of the fountain, that seems by some inexplicable +association always to blend with and never to disturb our feelings; +gay when we are joyful, and sad amid our sorrow. + +Yet was he sorrowful! He was gloomy, and fell into a reverie about +himself, a subject to him ever perplexing and distressing. His +conversation of the morning with Doctor Masham recurred to him. What +did the Doctor mean by his character not being formed, and that +he might yet live to change all his opinions? Character! what was +character? It must be will; and his will was violent and firm. Young +as he was, he had early habituated himself to reflection, and the +result of his musings had been a desire to live away from the world +with those he loved. The world, as other men viewed it, had no charms +for him. Its pursuits and passions seemed to him on the whole paltry +and faint. He could sympathise with great deeds, but not with bustling +life. That which was common did not please him. He loved things that +were rare and strange; and the spell that bound him so strongly to +Venetia Herbert was her unusual life, and the singular circumstances +of her destiny that were not unknown to him. True he was young; +but, lord of himself, youth was associated with none of those +mortifications which make the juvenile pant for manhood. Cadurcis +valued his youth and treasured it. He could not conceive love, and the +romantic life that love should lead, without the circumambient charm +of youth adding fresh lustre to all that was bright and fair, and a +keener relish to every combination of enjoyment. The moonbeam fell +upon his mother's monument, a tablet on the cloister wall that +recorded the birth and death of KATHERINE CADURCIS. His thoughts flew +to his ancestry. They had conquered in France and Palestine, and left +a memorable name to the annalist of his country. Those days were past, +and yet Cadurcis felt within him the desire, perhaps the power, of +emulating them; but what remained? What career was open in this +mechanical age to the chivalric genius of his race? Was he misplaced +then in life? The applause of nations, there was something grand and +exciting in such a possession. To be the marvel of mankind what would +he not hazard? Dreams, dreams! If his ancestors were valiant and +celebrated it remained for him to rival, to excel them, at least in +one respect. Their coronet had never rested on a brow fairer than +the one for which he destined it. Venetia then, independently of his +passionate love, was the only apparent object worth his pursuit, the +only thing in this world that had realised his dreams, dreams sacred +to his own musing soul, that even she had never shared or guessed. And +she, she was to be his. He could not doubt it: but to-morrow would +decide; to-morrow would seal his triumph. + +His sleep was short and restless; he had almost out-watched the stars, +and yet he rose with the early morn. His first thought was of Venetia; +he was impatient for the interview, the interview she promised and +even proposed. The fresh air was grateful to him; he bounded along to +Cherbury, and brushed the dew in his progress from the tall grass and +shrubs. In sight of the hall, he for a moment paused. He was before +his accustomed hour; and yet he was always too soon. Not to-day, +though, not to-day; suddenly he rushes forward and springs down the +green vista, for Venetia is on the terrace, and alone! + +Always kind, this morning she greeted him with unusual affection. +Never had she seemed to him so exquisitely beautiful. Perhaps her +countenance to-day was more pale than wont. There seemed a softness in +her eyes usually so brilliant and even dazzling; the accents of her +salutation were suppressed and tender. + +'I thought you would be here early,' she remarked, 'and therefore I +rose to meet you.' + +Was he to infer from this artless confession that his image had +haunted her in her dreams, or only that she would not delay the +conversation on which his happiness depended? He could scarcely doubt +which version to adopt when she took his arm and led him from the +terrace to walk where they could not be disturbed. + +'Dear Plantagenet,' she said, 'for indeed you are very dear to me; I +told you last night that I would speak to you to-day on your wishes, +that are so kind to me and so much intended for my happiness. I do not +love suspense; but indeed last night I was too much surprised, too +much overcome by what occurred, that exhausted as I naturally was by +all our pleasure, I could not tell you what I wished; indeed I could +not, dear Plantagenet.' + +'My own Venetia!' + +'So I hope you will always deem me; for I should be very unhappy if +you did not love me, Plantagenet, more unhappy than I have even been +these last two years; and I have been very unhappy, very unhappy +indeed, Plantagenet.' + +'Unhappy, Venetia! my Venetia unhappy?' + +'Listen! I will not weep. I can control my feelings. I have learnt to +do this; it is very sad, and very different to what my life once was; +but I can do it.' + +'You amaze me!' + +Venetia sighed, and then resumed, but in a tone mournful and low, and +yet to a degree firm. + +'You have been away five years, Plantagenet.' + +'But you have pardoned that.' + +'I never blamed you; I had nothing to pardon. It was well for you to +be away; and I rejoice your absence has been so profitable to you.' + +'But it was wicked to have been so silent.' + +'Oh! no, no, no! Such ideas never entered into my head, nor even +mamma's. You were very young; you did as all would, as all must do. +Harbour not such thoughts. Enough, you have returned and love us yet.' + +'Love! adore!' + +'Five years are a long space of time, Plantagenet. Events will happen +in five years, even at Cherbury. I told you I was changed.' + +'Yes!' said Lord Cadurcis, in a voice of some anxiety, with a +scrutinising eye. + +'You left me a happy child; you find me a woman, and a miserable one.' + +'Good God, Venetia! this suspense is awful. Be brief, I pray you. Has +any one--' + +Venetia looked at him with an air of perplexity. She could not +comprehend the idea that impelled his interruption. + +'Go on,' Lord Cadurcis added, after a short pause; 'I am indeed all +anxiety.' + +'You remember that Christmas which you passed at the hall and walking +at night in the gallery, and--' + +'Well! Your mother, I shall never forget it.' + +'You found her weeping when you were once at Marringhurst. You told me +of it.' + +'Ay, ay!' + +'There is a wing of our house shut up. We often talked of it.' + +'Often, Venetia; it was a mystery.' + +'I have penetrated it,' replied Venetia in a solemn tone; 'and never +have I known what happiness is since.' + +'Yes, yes!' said Lord Cadurcis, very pale, and in a whisper. + +'Plantagenet, I have a father.' + +Lord Cadurcis started, and for an instant his arm quitted Venetia's. +At length he said in a gloomy voice, 'I know it.' + +'Know it!' exclaimed Venetia with astonishment. 'Who could have told +you the secret?' + +'It is no secret,' replied Cadurcis; 'would that it were!' + +'Would that it were! How strange you speak, how strange you look, +Plantagenet! If it be no secret that I have a father, why this +concealment then? I know that I am not the child of shame!' she added, +after a moment's pause, with an air of pride. A tear stole down the +cheek of Cadurcis. + +'Plantagenet! dear, good Plantagenet! my brother! my own brother! see, +I kneel to you; Venetia kneels to you! your own Venetia! Venetia that +you love! Oh! if you knew the load that is on my spirit bearing me +down to a grave which I would almost welcome, you would speak to me; +you would tell me all. I have sighed for this; I have longed for this; +I have prayed for this. To meet some one who would speak to me of my +father; who had heard of him, who knew him; has been for years the +only thought of my being, the only object for which I existed. And +now, here comes Plantagenet, my brother! my own brother! and he knows +all, and he will tell me; yes, that he will; he will tell his Venetia +all, all!' + +'Is there not your mother?' said Lord Cadurcis, in a broken tone. + +'Forbidden, utterly forbidden. If I speak, they tell me her heart will +break; and therefore mine is breaking.' + +'Have you no friend?' + +'Are not you my friend?' + +'Doctor Masham?' + +'I have applied to him; he tells me that he lives, and then he shakes +his head.' + +'You never saw your father; think not of him.' + +'Not think of him!' exclaimed Venetia, with extraordinary energy. 'Of +what else? For what do I live but to think of him? What object have I +in life but to see him? I have seen him, once.' + +'Ah!' + +'I know his form by heart, and yet it was but a shade. Oh, what a +shade! what a glorious, what an immortal shade! If gods were upon +earth they would be like my father!' + +'His deeds, at least, are not godlike,' observed Lord Cadurcis dryly, +and with some bitterness. + +'I deny it!' said Venetia, her eyes sparkling with fire, her form +dilated with enthusiasm, and involuntarily withdrawing her arm from +her companion. Lord Cadurcis looked exceedingly astonished. + +'You deny it!' he exclaimed. 'And what should you know about it?' + +'Nature whispers to me that nothing but what is grand and noble could +be breathed by those lips, or fulfilled by that form.' + +'I am glad you have not read his works,' said Lord Cadurcis, with +increased bitterness. 'As for his conduct, your mother is a living +evidence of his honour, his generosity, and his virtue.' + +'My mother!' said Venetia, in a softened voice; 'and yet he loved my +mother!' + +'She was his victim, as a thousand others may have been.' + +'She is his wife!' replied Venetia, with some anxiety. + +'Yes, a deserted wife; is that preferable to being a cherished +mistress? More honourable, but scarcely less humiliating.' + +'She must have misunderstood him,' said Venetia. 'I have perused the +secret vows of his passion. I have read his praises of her beauty. +I have pored over the music of his emotions when he first became a +father; yes, he has gazed on me, even though but for a moment, with +love! Over me he has breathed forth the hallowed blessing of a parent! +That transcendent form has pressed his lips to mine, and held me with +fondness to his heart! And shall I credit aught to his dishonour? Is +there a being in existence who can persuade me he is heartless or +abandoned? No! I love him! I adore him! I am devoted to him with all +the energies of my being! I live only on the memory that he lives, +and, were he to die, I should pray to my God that I might join him +without delay in a world where it cannot be justice to separate a +child from a father.' + +And this was Venetia! the fair, the serene Venetia! the young, the +inexperienced Venetia! pausing, as it were, on the parting threshold +of girlhood, whom, but a few hours since, he had fancied could +scarcely have proved a passion; who appeared to him barely to +comprehend the meaning of his advances; for whose calmness or whose +coldness he had consoled himself by the flattering conviction of her +unknowing innocence. Before him stood a beautiful and inspired Moenad, +her eye flashing supernatural fire, her form elevated above her +accustomed stature, defiance on her swelling brow, and passion on her +quivering lip! + +Gentle and sensitive as Cadurcis ever appeared to those he loved, +there was in his soul a deep and unfathomed well of passions that had +been never stirred, and a bitter and mocking spirit in his brain, of +which he was himself unconscious. He had repaired this hopeful morn to +Cherbury to receive, as he believed, the plighted faith of a simple +and affectionate, perhaps grateful, girl. That her unsophisticated and +untutored spirit might not receive the advances of his heart with an +equal and corresponding ardour, he was prepared. It pleased him +that he should watch the gradual development of this bud of sweet +affections, waiting, with proud anxiety, her fragrant and her +full-blown love. But now it appeared that her coldness or her +indifference might be ascribed to any other cause than the one to +which he had attributed it, the innocence of an inexperienced mind. +This girl was no stranger to powerful passions; she could love, and +love with fervency, with devotion, with enthusiasm. This child of joy +was a woman of deep and thoughtful sorrows, brooding in solitude over +high resolves and passionate aspirations. Why were not the emotions +of such a tumultuous soul excited by himself? To him she was calm and +imperturbable; she called him brother, she treated him as a child. But +a picture, a fantastic shade, could raise in her a tempestuous swell +of sentiment that transformed her whole mind, and changed the colour +of all her hopes and thoughts. Deeply prejudiced against her father, +Cadurcis now hated him, and with a fell and ferocious earnestness that +few bosoms but his could prove. Pale with rage, he ground his teeth +and watched her with a glance of sarcastic aversion. + +'You led me here to listen to a communication which interested me,' he +at length said. 'Have I heard it?' + +His altered tone, the air of haughtiness which he assumed, were +not lost upon Venetia. She endeavoured to collect herself, but she +hesitated to reply. + +'I repeat my inquiry,' said Cadurcis. 'Have you brought me here only +to inform me that you have a father, and that you adore him, or his +picture?' + +'I led you here,' replied Venetia, in a subdued tone, and looking on +the ground, 'to thank you for your love, and to confess to you that I +love another.' + +'Love another!' exclaimed Cadurcis, in a tone of derision. Simpleton! +The best thing your mother can do is to lock you up in the chamber +with the picture that has produced such marvellous effects.' + +'I am no simpleton, Plantagenet,' rejoined Venetia, quietly, 'but one +who is acting as she thinks right; and not only as her mind, but as +her heart prompts her.' + +They had stopped in the earlier part of this conversation on a little +plot of turf surrounded by shrubs; Cadurcis walked up and down this +area with angry steps, occasionally glancing at Venetia with a look of +mortification and displeasure. + +'I tell you, Venetia,' he at length said, 'that you are a little fool. +What do you mean by saying that you cannot marry me because you love +another? Is not that other, by your own account, your father? Love him +as much as you like. Is that to prevent you from loving your husband +also?' + +'Plantagenet, you are rude, and unnecessarily so,' said Venetia. 'I +repeat to you again, and for the last time, that all my heart is my +father's. It would be wicked in me to marry you, because I cannot love +you as a husband should be loved. I can never love you as I love my +father. However, it is useless to talk upon this subject. I have not +even the power of marrying you if I wished, for I have dedicated +myself to my father in the name of God; and I have offered a vow, to +be registered in heaven, that thenceforth I would exist only for the +purpose of being restored to his heart.' + +'I congratulate you on your parent, Miss Herbert.' + +'I feel that I ought to be proud of him, though, alas I can only feel +it. But, whatever your opinion may be of my father, I beg you to +remember that you are speaking to his child.' + +'I shall state my opinion respecting your father, madam, with the most +perfect unreserve, wherever and whenever I choose; quite convinced +that, however you esteem that opinion, it will not be widely different +from the real sentiments of the only parent whom you ought to respect, +and whom you are bound to obey.' + +'And I can tell you, sir, that whatever your opinion is on any subject +it will never influence mine. If, indeed, I were the mistress of my +own destiny, which I am not, it would have been equally out of my +power to have acted as you have so singularly proposed. I do not wish +to marry, and marry I never will; but were it in my power, or in +accordance with my wish, to unite my fate for ever with another's, it +should at least be with one to whom I could look up with reverence, +and even with admiration. He should be at least a man, and a great +man; one with whose name the world rung; perhaps, like my father, a +genius and a poet.' + +'A genius and a poet!' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis, in a fury, stamping +with passion; 'are these fit terms to use when speaking of the most +abandoned profligate of his age? A man whose name is synonymous with +infamy, and which no one dares to breathe in civilised life; whose +very blood is pollution, as you will some day feel; who has violated +every tie, and derided every principle, by which society is +maintained; whose life is a living illustration of his own shameless +doctrines; who is, at the same time, a traitor to his king and an +apostate from his God!' + +Curiosity, overpowering even indignation, had permitted Venetia to +listen even to this tirade. Pale as her companion, but with a glance +of withering scorn, she exclaimed, 'Passionate and ill-mannered boy! +words cannot express the disgust and the contempt with which you +inspire me.' She spoke and she disappeared. Cadurcis was neither able +nor desirous to arrest her flight. He remained rooted to the ground, +muttering to himself the word 'boy!' Suddenly raising his arm and +looking up to the sky, he exclaimed, 'The illusion is vanished! +Farewell, Cherbury! farewell, Cadurcis! a wider theatre awaits me! I +have been too long the slave of soft affections! I root them out of my +heart for ever!' and, fitting the action to the phrase, it seemed that +he hurled upon the earth all the tender emotions of his soul. 'Woman! +henceforth you shall be my sport! I have now no feeling but for +myself. When she spoke I might have been a boy; I am a boy no longer. +What I shall do I know not; but this I know, the world shall ring with +my name; I will be a man, and a great man!' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +The agitation of Venetia on her return was not unnoticed by her +mother; but Lady Annabel ascribed it to a far different cause than the +real one. She was rather surprised when the breakfast passed, and Lord +Cadurcis did not appear; somewhat perplexed when her daughter seized +the earliest opportunity of retiring to her own chamber; but, with +that self-restraint of which she was so complete a mistress, Lady +Annabel uttered no remark. + +Once more alone, Venetia could only repeat to herself the wild words +that had burst from Plantagenet's lips in reference to her father. +What could they mean? His morals might be misrepresented, his opinions +might be misunderstood; stupidity might not comprehend his doctrines, +malignity might torture them; the purest sages have been accused +of immorality, the most pious philosophers have been denounced as +blasphemous: but, 'a traitor to his king,' that was a tangible, an +intelligible proposition, one with which all might grapple, which +could be easily disproved if false, scarcely propounded were it +not true. 'False to his God!' How false? Where? When? What mystery +involved her life? Unhappy girl! in vain she struggled with the +overwhelming burden of her sorrows. Now she regretted that she had +quarrelled with Cadurcis; it was evident that he knew everything and +would have told her all. And then she blamed him for his harsh and +unfeeling demeanour, and his total want of sympathy with her cruel and +perplexing situation. She had intended, she had struggled to be so +kind to him; she thought she had such a plain tale to tell that he +would have listened to it in considerate silence, and bowed to her +necessary and inevitable decision without a murmur. Amid all these +harassing emotions her mind tossed about like a ship without a rudder, +until, in her despair, she almost resolved to confess everything to +her mother, and to request her to soothe and enlighten her agitated +and confounded mind. But what hope was there of solace or information +from such a quarter? Lady Annabel's was not a mind to be diverted from +her purpose. Whatever might have been the conduct of her husband, it +was evident that Lady Annabel had traced out a course from which she +had resolved not to depart. She remembered the earnest and repeated +advice of Dr. Masham, that virtuous and intelligent man who never +advised anything but for their benefit. How solemnly had he enjoined +upon her never to speak to her mother upon the subject, unless she +wished to produce misery and distress! And what could her mother tell +her? Her father lived, he had abandoned her, he was looked upon as a +criminal, and shunned by the society whose laws and prejudices he had +alike outraged. Why should she revive, amid the comparative happiness +and serenity in which her mother now lived, the bitter recollection of +the almost intolerable misfortune of her existence? No! Venetia was +resolved to be a solitary victim. In spite of her passionate and +romantic devotion to her father she loved her mother with perfect +affection, the mother who had dedicated her life to her child, and at +least hoped she had spared her any share in their common unhappiness. +And this father, whoso image haunted her dreams, whose unknown voice +seemed sometimes to float to her quick ear upon the wind, could he be +that abandoned being that Cadurcis had described, and that all around +her, and all the circumstances of her life, would seem to indicate? +Alas! it might be truth; alas! it seemed like truth: and for one so +lost, so utterly irredeemable, was she to murmur against that pure +and benevolent parent who had cherished her with such devotion, and +snatched her perhaps from disgrace, dishonour, and despair! + +And Cadurcis, would he return? With all his violence, the kind +Cadurcis! Never did she need a brother more than now; and now he was +absent, and she had parted with him in anger, deep, almost deadly: +she, too, who had never before uttered a harsh word to a human being, +who had been involved in only one quarrel in her life, and that almost +unconsciously, and which had nearly broken her heart. She wept, +bitterly she wept, this poor Venetia! + +By one of those mental efforts which her strange lot often forced her +to practise, Venetia at length composed herself, and returned to the +room where she believed she would meet her mother, and hoped she +should see Cadurcis. He was not there: but Lady Annabel was seated as +calm and busied as usual; the Doctor had departed. Even his presence +would have proved a relief, however slight, to Venetia, who dreaded at +this moment to be alone with her mother. She had no cause, however, +for alarm; Lord Cadurcis never appeared, and was absent even from +dinner; the day died away, and still he was wanting; and at length +Venetia bade her usual good night to Lady Annabel, and received +her usual blessing and embrace without his name having been even +mentioned. + +Venetia passed a disturbed night, haunted by painful dreams, in which +her father and Cadurcis were both mixed up, and with images of pain, +confusion, disgrace, and misery; but the morrow, at least, did not +prolong her suspense, for just as she had joined her mother at +breakfast, Mistress Pauncefort, who had been despatched on some +domestic mission by her mistress, entered with a face of wonder, +and began as usual: 'Only think, my lady; well to be sure, who have +thought it? I am quite confident, for my own part, I was quite taken +aback when I heard it; and I could not have believed my ears, if John +had not told me himself, and he had it from his lordship's own man.' + +'Well, Pauncefort, what have you to say?' inquired Lady Annabel, very +calmly. + +'And never to send no note, my lady; at least I have not seen one come +up. That makes it so very strange.' + +'Makes what, Pauncefort?' + +'Why, my lady, doesn't your la'ship know his lordship left the abbey +yesterday, and never said nothing to nobody; rode off without a word, +by your leave or with your leave? To be sure he always was the oddest +young gentleman as ever I met with; and, as I said to John: John, says +I, I hope his lordship has not gone to join the gipsies again.' + +Venetia looked into a teacup, and then touched an egg, and then +twirled a spoon; but Lady Annabel seemed quite imperturbable, and only +observed, 'Probably his guardian is ill, and he has been suddenly +summoned to town. I wish you would bring my knitting-needles, +Pauncefort.' + +The autumn passed, and Lord Cadurcis never returned to the abbey, +and never wrote to any of his late companions. Lady Annabel never +mentioned his name; and although she seemed to have no other object in +life but the pleasure and happiness of her child, this strange mother +never once consulted Venetia on the probable occasion of his sudden +departure, and his strange conduct. + + + + +BOOK IV. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Party feeling, perhaps, never ran higher in England than during the +period immediately subsequent to the expulsion of the Coalition +Ministry. After the indefatigable faction of the American war, and the +flagrant union with Lord North, the Whig party, and especially Charles +Fox, then in the full vigour of his bold and ready mind, were stung to +the quick that all their remorseless efforts to obtain and preserve +the government of the country should terminate in the preferment and +apparent permanent power of a mere boy. + +Next to Charles Fox, perhaps the most eminent and influential member +of the Whig party was Lady Monteagle. The daughter of one of the +oldest and most powerful peers in the kingdom, possessing lively +talents and many fascinating accomplishments, the mistress of a great +establishment, very beautiful, and, although she had been married +some years, still young, the celebrated wife of Lord Monteagle found +herself the centre of a circle alike powerful, brilliant, and refined. +She was the Muse of the Whig party, at whose shrine every man of wit +and fashion was proud to offer his flattering incense; and her house +became not merely the favourite scene of their social pleasures, but +the sacred, temple of their political rites; here many a manoeuvre was +planned, and many a scheme suggested; many a convert enrolled, and +many a votary initiated. + +Reclining on a couch in a boudoir, which she was assured was the exact +facsimile of that of Marie Antoinette, Lady Monteagle, with an eye +sparkling with excitement and a cheek flushed with emotion, appeared +deeply interested in a volume, from which she raised her hand as her +husband entered the room. + +'Gertrude, my love,' said his lordship, 'I have asked the new bishop +to dine with us to-day.' + +'My dear Henry,' replied her ladyship, 'what could induce you to do +anything so strange?' + +'I suppose I have made a mistake, as usual,' said his lordship, +shrugging his shoulders, with a smile. + +'My dear Henry, you know you may ask whomever you like to your house. +I never find fault with what you do. But what could induce you to ask +a Tory bishop to meet a dozen of our own people?' + +'I thought I had done wrong directly I had asked him,' rejoined his +lordship; 'and yet he would not have come if I had not made such a +point of it. I think I will put him off.' + +'No, my love, that would be wrong; you cannot do that.' + +'I cannot think how it came into my head. The fact is, I lost my +presence of mind. You know he was my tutor at Christchurch, when poor +dear Herbert and I were such friends, and very kind he was to us both; +and so, the moment I saw him, I walked across the House, introduced +myself, and asked him to dinner.' + +'Well, never mind,' said Lady Monteagle, smiling. 'It is rather +ridiculous: but I hope nothing will be said to offend him.' + +'Oh! do not be alarmed about that: he is quite a man of the world, +and, although he has his opinions, not at all a partisan. I assure you +poor dear Herbert loved him to the last, and to this very moment has +the greatest respect and affection for him.' + +'How very strange that not only your tutor, but Herbert's, should be a +bishop,' remarked the lady, smiling. + +'It is very strange,' said his lordship, 'and it only shows that it is +quite useless in this world to lay plans, or reckon on anything. You +know how it happened?' + +'Not I, indeed; I have never given a thought to the business; I only +remember being very vexed that that stupid old Bangerford should not +have died when we were in office, and then, at any rate, we should +have got another vote.' + +'Well, you know,' said his lordship, 'dear old Masham, that is his +name, was at Weymouth this year; with whom do you think, of all people +in the world?' + +'How should I know? Why should I think about it, Henry?' + +'Why, with Herbert's wife.' + +'What, that horrid woman?' + +'Yes, Lady Annabel.' + +'And where was his daughter? Was she there?' + +'Of course. She has grown up, and a most beautiful creature they say +she is; exactly like her father.' + +'Ah! I shall always regret I never saw him,' said her ladyship. + +'Well, the daughter is in bad health; and so, after keeping her shut +up all her life, the mother was obliged to take her to Weymouth; and +Masham, who has a living in their neighbourhood, which, by-the-bye, +Herbert gave him, and is their chaplain and counsellor, and friend of +the family, and all that sort of thing, though I really believe he has +always acted for the best, he was with them. Well, the King took the +greatest fancy to these Herberts; and the Queen, too, quite singled +them out; and, in short, they were always with the royal family. It +ended by his Majesty making Masham his chaplain; and now he has made +him a bishop.' + +'Very droll indeed,' said her ladyship; 'and the drollest thing of all +is, that he is now coming to dine here.' + +'Have you seen Cadurcis to-day?' said Lord Monteagle. + +'Of course,' said her ladyship. + +'He dines here?' + +'To be sure. I am reading his new poem; it will not be published till +to-morrow.' + +'Is it good?' + +'Good! What crude questions you do always ask, Henry!' exclaimed Lady +Monteagle. 'Good! Of course it is good. It is something better than +good.' + +'But I mean is it as good as his other things? Will it make as much +noise as his last thing?' + +'Thing! Now, Henry, you know very well that if there be anything I +dislike in the world, it is calling a poem a thing.' + +'Well, my dear, you know I am no judge of poetry. But if you are +pleased, I am quite content. There is a knock. Some of your friends. +I am off. I say, Gertrude, be kind to old Masham, that is a dear +creature!' + +Her ladyship extended her hand, to which his lordship pressed his +lips, and just effected his escape as the servant announced a visitor, +in the person of Mr. Horace Pole. + +'Oh! my dear Mr. Pole, I am quite exhausted,' said her ladyship; 'I am +reading Cadurcis' new poem; it will not he published till to-morrow, +and it really has destroyed my nerves. I have got people to dinner +to-day, and I am sure I shall not be able to encounter them.' + +'Something outrageous, I suppose,' said Mr. Pole, with a sneer. 'I +wish Cadurcis would study Pope.' + +'Study Pope! My dear Mr. Pole, you have no imagination.' + +'No, I have not, thank Heaven!' drawled out Mr. Pole. + +'Well, do not let us have a quarrel about Cadurcis,' said Lady +Monteagle. 'All you men are jealous of him.' + +'And some of you women, I think, too,' said Mr. Pole. + +Lady Monteagle faintly smiled. + +'Poor Cadurcis!' she exclaimed; 'he has a very hard life of it. He +complains bitterly that so many women are in love with him. But then +he is such an interesting creature, what can he expect?' + +'Interesting!' exclaimed Mr. Pole. 'Now I hold he is the most +conceited, affected fellow that I ever met,' he continued with unusual +energy. + +'Ah! you men do not understand him,' said Lady Monteagle, shaking her +head. 'You cannot,' she added, with a look of pity. + +'I cannot, certainly,' said Mr. Pole, 'or his writings either. For my +part I think the town has gone mad.' + +'Well, you must confess,' said her ladyship, with a glance of triumph, +'that it was very lucky for us that I made him a Whig.' + +'I cannot agree with you at all on that head,' said Mr. Pole. 'We +certainly are not very popular at this moment, and I feel convinced +that a connection with a person who attracts so much notice as +Cadurcis unfortunately does, and whose opinions on morals and religion +must be so offensive to the vast majority of the English public, must +ultimately prove anything but advantageous to our party.' + +'Oh! my dear Mr. Pole,' said her ladyship, in a tone of affected +deprecation, 'think what a genius he is!' + +'We have very different ideas of genius, Lady Monteagle, I suspect,' +said her visitor. + +'You cannot deny,' replied her ladyship, rising from her recumbent +posture, with some animation, 'that he is a poet?' + +'It is difficult to decide upon our contemporaries,' said Mr. Pole +dryly. + +'Charles Fox thinks he is the greatest poet that ever existed,' said +her ladyship, as if she were determined to settle the question. + +'Because he has written a lampoon on the royal family,' rejoined Mr. +Pole. + +'You are a very provoking person,' said Lady Monteagle; 'but you do +not provoke me; do not flatter yourself you do.' + +'That I feel to be an achievement alike beyond my power and my +ambition,' replied Mr. Pole, slightly bowing, but with a sneer. + +'Well, read this,' said Lady Monteagle, 'and then decide upon the +merits of Cadurcis.' + +Mr. Pole took the extended volume, but with no great willingness, and +turned over a page or two and read a passage here and there. + +'Much the same as his last effusion, I think' he observed, as far as +I can judge from so cursory a review. Exaggerated passion, bombastic +language, egotism to excess, and, which perhaps is the only portion +that is genuine, mixed with common-place scepticism and impossible +morals, and a sort of vague, dreamy philosophy, which, if it mean +anything, means atheism, borrowed from his idol, Herbert, and which he +himself evidently does not comprehend.' + +'Monster!' exclaimed Lady Monteagle, with a mock assumption of +indignation, 'and you are going to dine with him here to-day. You do +not deserve it.' + +'It is a reward which is unfortunately too often obtained by me,' +replied Mr. Pole. 'One of the most annoying consequences of your +friend's popularity, Lady Monteagle, is that there is not a dinner +party where one can escape him. I met him yesterday at Fanshawe's. He +amused himself by eating only biscuits, and calling for soda water, +while we quaffed our Burgundy. How very original! What a thing it is +to be a great poet!' + +'Perverse, provoking mortal!' exclaimed Lady Monteagle. 'And on what +should a poet live? On coarse food, like you coarse mortals? Cadurcis +is all spirit, and in my opinion his diet only makes him more +interesting.' + +'I understand,' said Mr. Pole, 'that he cannot endure a woman to eat +at all. But you are all spirit, Lady Monteagle, and therefore of +course are not in the least inconvenienced. By-the-bye, do you mean to +give us any of those charming little suppers this season?' + +'I shall not invite you,' replied her ladyship; 'none but admirers of +Lord Cadurcis enter this house.' + +'Your menace effects my instant conversion,' replied Mr. Pole. 'I will +admire him as much as you desire, only do not insist upon my reading +his works.' + +'I have not the slightest doubt you know them by heart,' rejoined her +ladyship. + +Mr. Pole smiled, bowed, and disappeared; and Lady Monteagle sat down +to write a billet to Lord Cadurcis, to entreat him to be with her at +five o'clock, which was at least half an hour before the other guests +were expected. The Monteagles were considered to dine ridiculously +late. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Marmion Herbert, sprung from one of the most illustrious families in +England, became at an early age the inheritor of a great estate, to +which, however, he did not succeed with the prejudices or opinions +usually imbibed or professed by the class to which he belonged. While +yet a boy, Marmion Herbert afforded many indications of possessing a +mind alike visionary and inquisitive, and both, although not in an +equal degree, sceptical and creative. Nature had gifted him with +precocious talents; and with a temperament essentially poetic, he +was nevertheless a great student. His early reading, originally by +accident and afterwards by an irresistible inclination, had fallen +among the works of the English freethinkers: with all their errors, +a profound and vigorous race, and much superior to the French +philosophers, who were after all only their pupils and their +imitators. While his juvenile studies, and in some degree the +predisposition of his mind, had thus prepared him to doubt and finally +to challenge the propriety of all that was established and received, +the poetical and stronger bias of his mind enabled him quickly to +supply the place of everything he would remove and destroy; and, far +from being the victim of those frigid and indifferent feelings +which must ever be the portion of the mere doubter, Herbert, on the +contrary, looked forward with ardent and sanguine enthusiasm to a +glorious and ameliorating future, which should amply compensate and +console a misguided and unhappy race for the miserable past and +the painful and dreary present. To those, therefore, who could not +sympathise with his views, it will be seen that Herbert, in attempting +to fulfil them, became not merely passively noxious from his example, +but actively mischievous from his exertions. A mere sceptic, he would +have been perhaps merely pitied; a sceptic with a peculiar faith of +his own, which he was resolved to promulgate, Herbert became odious. A +solitary votary of obnoxious opinions, Herbert would have been looked +upon only as a madman; but the moment he attempted to make proselytes +he rose into a conspirator against society. + +Young, irresistibly prepossessing in his appearance, with great +eloquence, crude but considerable knowledge, an ardent imagination +and a subtle mind, and a generous and passionate soul, under any +circumstances he must have obtained and exercised influence, even if +his Creator had not also bestowed upon him a spirit of indomitable +courage; but these great gifts of nature being combined with accidents +of fortune scarcely less qualified to move mankind, high rank, vast +wealth, and a name of traditionary glory, it will not be esteemed +surprising that Marmion Herbert, at an early period, should have +attracted around him many enthusiastic disciples. + +At Christchurch, whither he repaired at an unusually early age, +his tutor was Doctor Masham; and the profound respect and singular +affection with which that able, learned, and amiable man early +inspired his pupil, for a time controlled the spirit of Herbert; or +rather confined its workings to so limited a sphere that the results +were neither dangerous to society nor himself. Perfectly comprehending +and appreciating the genius of the youth entrusted to his charge, +deeply interested in his spiritual as well as worldly welfare, and +strongly impressed with the importance of enlisting his pupil's +energies in favour of that existing order, both moral and religious, +in the truth and indispensableness of which he was a sincere believer, +Doctor Masham omitted no opportunity of combating the heresies of the +young inquirer; and as the tutor, equally by talent, experience, and +learning, was a competent champion of the great cause to which he was +devoted, his zeal and ability for a time checked the development of +those opinions of which he witnessed the menacing influence over +Herbert with so much fear and anxiety. The college life of Marmion +Herbert, therefore, passed in ceaseless controversy with his tutor; +and as he possessed, among many other noble qualities, a high and +philosophic sense of justice, he did not consider himself authorised, +while a doubt remained on his own mind, actively to promulgate those +opinions, of the propriety and necessity of which he scarcely ever +ceased to be persuaded. To this cause it must be mainly attributed +that Herbert was not expelled the university; for had he pursued there +the course of which his cruder career at Eton had given promise, there +can be little doubt that some flagrant outrage of the opinions held +sacred in that great seat of orthodoxy would have quickly removed him +from the salutary sphere of their control. + +Herbert quitted Oxford in his nineteenth year, yet inferior to +few that he left there, even among the most eminent, in classical +attainments, and with a mind naturally profound, practised in all the +arts of ratiocination. His general knowledge also was considerable, +and he was a proficient in those scientific pursuits which were then +rare. Notwithstanding his great fortune and position, his departure +from the university was not a signal with him for that abandonment to +the world, and that unbounded self-enjoyment naturally so tempting to +youth. On the contrary, Herbert shut himself up in his magnificent +castle, devoted to solitude and study. In his splendid library he +consulted the sages of antiquity, and conferred with them on the +nature of existence and of the social duties; while in his laboratory +or his dissecting-room he occasionally flattered himself he might +discover the great secret which had perplexed generations. The +consequence of a year passed in this severe discipline was +unfortunately a complete recurrence to those opinions that he had +early imbibed, and which now seemed fixed in his conviction beyond the +hope or chance of again faltering. In politics a violent republican, +and an advocate, certainly a disinterested one, of a complete equality +of property and conditions, utterly objecting to the very foundation +of our moral system, and especially a strenuous antagonist of +marriage, which he taught himself to esteem not only as an unnatural +tie, but as eminently unjust towards that softer sex, who had been +so long the victims of man; discarding as a mockery the received +revelation of the divine will; and, if no longer an atheist, +substituting merely for such an outrageous dogma a subtle and shadowy +Platonism; doctrines, however, which Herbert at least had acquired by +a profound study of the works of their great founder; the pupil of +Doctor Masham at length deemed himself qualified to enter that world +which he was resolved to regenerate; prepared for persecution, and +steeled even to martyrdom. + +But while the doctrines of the philosopher had been forming, the +spirit of the poet had not been inactive. Loneliness, after all, the +best of Muses, had stimulated the creative faculty of his being. +Wandering amid his solitary woods and glades at all hours and seasons, +the wild and beautiful apparitions of nature had appealed to a +sympathetic soul. The stars and winds, the pensive sunset and the +sanguine break of morn, the sweet solemnity of night, the ancient +trees and the light and evanescent flowers, all signs and sights and +sounds of loveliness and power, fell on a ready eye and a responsive +ear. Gazing on the beautiful, he longed to create it. Then it was that +the two passions which seemed to share the being of Herbert appeared +simultaneously to assert their sway, and he resolved to call in his +Muse to the assistance of his Philosophy. + +Herbert celebrated that fond world of his imagination, which he wished +to teach men to love. In stanzas glittering with refined images, and +resonant with subtle symphony, he called into creation that society of +immaculate purity and unbounded enjoyment which he believed was the +natural inheritance of unshackled man. In the hero he pictured a +philosopher, young and gifted as himself; in the heroine, his idea of +a perfect woman. Although all those peculiar doctrines of Herbert, +which, undisguised, must have excited so much odium, were more or +less developed and inculcated in this work; nevertheless they were +necessarily so veiled by the highly spiritual and metaphorical +language of the poet, that it required some previous acquaintance with +the system enforced, to be able to detect and recognise the esoteric +spirit of his Muse. The public read only the history of an ideal world +and of creatures of exquisite beauty, told in language that alike +dazzled their fancy and captivated their ear. They were lost in a +delicious maze of metaphor and music, and were proud to acknowledge +an addition to the glorious catalogue of their poets in a young and +interesting member of their aristocracy. + +In the meanwhile Herbert entered that great world that had long +expected him, and hailed his advent with triumph. How long might have +elapsed before they were roused by the conduct of Herbert to the +error under which they were labouring as to his character, it is +not difficult to conjecture; but before he could commence those +philanthropic exertions which apparently absorbed him, he encountered +an individual who most unconsciously put his philosophy not merely to +the test, but partially even to the rout; and this was Lady Annabel +Sidney. Almost as new to the world as himself, and not less admired, +her unrivalled beauty, her unusual accomplishments, and her pure and +dignified mind, combined, it must be confessed, with the flattering +admiration of his genius, entirely captivated the philosophical +antagonist of marriage. It is not surprising that Marmion Herbert, +scarcely of age, and with a heart of extreme susceptibility, resolved, +after a struggle, to be the first exception to his system, and, as he +faintly flattered himself, the last victim of prejudice. He wooed and +won the Lady Annabel. + +The marriage ceremony was performed by Doctor Masham, who had read his +pupil's poem, and had been a little frightened by its indications; but +this happy union had dissipated all his fears. He would not believe in +any other than a future career for him alike honourable and happy; and +he trusted that if any wild thoughts still lingered in Herbert's mind, +that they would clear off by the same literary process; so that +the utmost ill consequences of his immature opinions might be an +occasional line that the wise would have liked to blot, and yet which +the unlettered might scarcely be competent to comprehend. Mr. and Lady +Annabel Herbert departed after the ceremony to his castle, and Doctor +Masham to Marringhurst, a valuable living in another county, to which +his pupil had just presented him. + +Some months after this memorable event, rumours reached the ear of the +good Doctor that all was not as satisfactory as he could desire in +that establishment, in the welfare of which he naturally took so +lively an interest. Herbert was in the habit of corresponding with the +rector of Marringhurst, and his first letters were full of details as +to his happy life and his perfect consent; but gradually these details +had been considerably abridged, and the correspondence assumed chiefly +a literary or philosophical character. Lady Annabel, however, was +always mentioned with regard, and an intimation had been duly given +to the Doctor that she was in a delicate and promising situation, and +that they were both alike anxious that he should christen their child. +It did not seem very surprising to the good Doctor, who was a man of +the world, that a husband, six months after marriage, should not +speak of the memorable event with all the fulness and fondness of +the honeymoon; and, being one of those happy tempers that always +anticipate the best, he dismissed from his mind, as vain gossip and +idle exaggerations, the ominous whispers that occasionally reached +him. + +Immediately after the Christmas ensuing his marriage, the Herberts +returned to London, and the Doctor, who happened to be a short time +in the metropolis, paid them a visit. His observations were far from +unsatisfactory; it was certainly too evident that Marmion was no +longer enamoured of Lady Annabel, but he treated her apparently with +courtesy, and even cordiality. The presence of Dr. Masham tended, +perhaps, a little to revive old feelings, for he was as much a +favourite with the wife as with the husband; but, on the whole, +the Doctor quitted them with an easy heart, and sanguine that the +interesting and impending event would, in all probability, revive +affection on the part of Herbert, or at least afford Lady Annabel the +only substitute for a husband's heart. + +In due time the Doctor heard from Herbert that his wife had gone +down into the country, but was sorry to observe that Herbert did not +accompany her. Even this disagreeable impression was removed by a +letter, shortly after received from Herbert, dated from the castle, +and written in high spirits, informing him that Annabel had made him +the happy father of the most beautiful little girl in the world. +During the ensuing three months Mr. Herbert, though he resumed his +residence in London, paid frequent visits to the castle, where Lady +Annabel remained; and his occasional correspondence, though couched +in a careless vein, still on the whole indicated a cheerful spirit; +though ever and anon were sarcastic observations as to the felicity of +the married state, which, he said, was an undoubted blessing, as it +kept a man out of all scrapes, though unfortunately under the penalty +of his total idleness and inutility in life. On the whole, however, +the reader may judge of the astonishment of Doctor Masham when, in +common with the world, very shortly after the receipt of this letter, +Mr. Herbert having previously proceeded to London, and awaiting, as +was said, the daily arrival of his wife and child, his former tutor +learned that Lady Annabel, accompanied only by Pauncefort and Venetia, +had sought her father's roof, declaring that circumstances had +occurred which rendered it quite impossible that she could live with +Mr. Herbert any longer, and entreating his succour and parental +protection. + +Never was such a hubbub in the world! In vain Herbert claimed his +wife, and expressed his astonishment, declaring that he had parted +from her with the expression of perfect kind feeling on both sides. +No answer was given to his letter, and no explanation of any kind +conceded him. The world universally declared Lady Annabel an injured +woman, and trusted that she would eventually have the good sense and +kindness to gratify them by revealing the mystery; while Herbert, +on the contrary, was universally abused and shunned, avoided by his +acquaintances, and denounced as the most depraved of men. + +In this extraordinary state of affairs Herbert acted in a manner +the best calculated to secure his happiness, and the very worst to +preserve his character. Having ostentatiously shown himself in every +public place, and courted notice and inquiry by every means in his +power, to prove that he was not anxious to conceal himself or avoid +any inquiry, he left the country, free at last to pursue that career +to which he had always aspired, and in which he had been checked by +a blunder, from the consequences of which he little expected that +he should so speedily and strangely emancipate himself. It was in a +beautiful villa on the lake of Geneva that he finally established +himself, and there for many years he employed himself in the +publication of a series of works which, whether they were poetry or +prose, imaginative or investigative, all tended to the same consistent +purpose, namely, the fearless and unqualified promulgation of those +opinions, on the adoption of which he sincerely believed the happiness +of mankind depended; and the opposite principles to which, in his own +case, had been productive of so much mortification and misery. +His works, which were published in England, were little read, and +universally decried. The critics were always hard at work, proving +that he was no poet, and demonstrating in the most logical manner +that he was quite incapable of reasoning on the commonest topic. In +addition to all this, his ignorance was self-evident; and though he +was very fond of quoting Greek, they doubted whether he was capable of +reading the original authors. The general impression of the English +public, after the lapse of some years, was, that Herbert was an +abandoned being, of profligate habits, opposed to all the institutions +of society that kept his infamy in check, and an avowed atheist; and +as scarcely any one but a sympathetic spirit ever read a line he +wrote, for indeed the very sight of his works was pollution, it is not +very wonderful that this opinion was so generally prevalent. A calm +inquirer might, perhaps, have suspected that abandoned profligacy is +not very compatible with severe study, and that an author is seldom +loose in his life, even if he be licentious in his writings. A calm +inquirer might, perhaps, have been of opinion that a solitary sage +may be the antagonist of a priesthood without absolutely denying the +existence of a God; but there never are calm inquirers. The world, on +every subject, however unequally, is divided into parties; and even in +the case of Herbert and his writings, those who admired his genius, +and the generosity of his soul, were not content without advocating, +principally out of pique to his adversaries, his extreme opinions on +every subject, moral, political, and religious. + +Besides, it must be confessed, there was another circumstance which +was almost as fatal to Herbert's character in England as his loose and +heretical opinions. The travelling English, during their visits to +Geneva, found out that their countryman solaced or enlivened his +solitude by unhallowed ties. It is a habit to which very young men, +who are separated from or deserted by their wives, occasionally have +recourse. Wrong, no doubt, as most things are, but it is to be hoped +venial; at least in the case of any man who is not also an atheist. +This unfortunate mistress of Herbert was magnified into a seraglio; +the most extraordinary tales of the voluptuous life of one who +generally at his studies out-watched the stars, were rife in English +society; and + + Hoary marquises and stripling dukes, + +who were either protecting opera dancers, or, still worse, making +love to their neighbours' wives, either looked grave when the name of +Herbert was mentioned in female society, or affectedly confused, as if +they could a tale unfold, were they not convinced that the sense of +propriety among all present was infinitely superior to their sense of +curiosity. + +The only person to whom Herbert communicated in England was Doctor +Masham. He wrote to him immediately on his establishment at Geneva, in +a calm yet sincere and serious tone, as if it were useless to dwell +too fully on the past. Yet he declared, although now that it was all +over he avowed his joy at the interposition of his destiny, and the +opportunity which he at length possessed of pursuing the career for +which he was adapted, that he had to his knowledge given his wife +no cause of offence which could authorise her conduct. As for his +daughter, he said he should not be so cruel as to tear her from +her mother's breast; though, if anything could induce him to such +behaviour, it would be the malignant and ungenerous menace of his +wife's relatives, that they would oppose his preferred claim to +the guardianship of his child, on the plea of his immoral life and +atheistical opinions. With reference to pecuniary arrangements, as +his chief seat was entailed on male heirs, he proposed that his wife +should take up her abode at Cherbury, an estate which had been settled +on her and her children at her marriage, and which, therefore, would +descend to Venetia. Finally, he expressed his satisfaction that the +neighbourhood of Marringhurst would permit his good and still faithful +friend to cultivate the society and guard over the welfare of his wife +and daughter. + +During the first ten years of Herbert's exile, for such indeed it +might be considered, the Doctor maintained with him a rare yet regular +correspondence; but after that time a public event occurred, and +a revolution took place in Herbert's life which terminated all +communication between them; a termination occasioned, however, by such +a simultaneous conviction of its absolute necessity, that it was not +attended by any of those painful communications which are too often +the harrowing forerunners of a formal disruption of ancient ties. + +This event was the revolt of the American colonies; and this +revolution in Herbert's career, his junction with the rebels against +his native country. Doubtless it was not without a struggle, perhaps +a pang, that Herbert resolved upon a line of conduct to which it +must assuredly have required the strongest throb of his cosmopolitan +sympathy, and his amplest definition of philanthropy to have impelled +him. But without any vindictive feelings towards England, for he ever +professed and exercised charity towards his enemies, attributing their +conduct entirely to their ignorance and prejudice, upon this step he +nevertheless felt it his duty to decide. There seemed in the opening +prospects of America, in a world still new, which had borrowed from +the old as it were only so much civilisation as was necessary to +create and to maintain order; there seemed in the circumstances of its +boundless territory, and the total absence of feudal institutions and +prejudices, so fair a field for the practical introduction of those +regenerating principles to which Herbert had devoted all the thought +and labour of his life, that he resolved, after long and perhaps +painful meditation, to sacrifice every feeling and future interest to +its fulfilment. All idea of ever returning to his native country, even +were it only to mix his ashes with the generations of his ancestors; +all hope of reconciliation with his wife, or of pressing to his +heart that daughter, often present to his tender fancy, and to whose +affections he had feelingly appealed in an outburst of passionate +poetry; all these chances, chances which, in spite of his philosophy, +had yet a lingering charm, must be discarded for ever. They were +discarded. Assigning his estate to his heir upon conditions, in order +to prevent its forfeiture, with such resources as he could command, +and which were considerable, Marmion Herbert arrived at Boston, where +his rank, his wealth, his distinguished name, his great talents, and +his undoubted zeal for the cause of liberty, procured him an eminent +and gratifying reception. He offered to raise a regiment for the +republic, and the offer was accepted, and he was enrolled among the +citizens. All this occurred about the time that the Cadurcis family +first settled at the abbey, and this narrative will probably throw +light upon several slight incidents which heretofore may have +attracted the perplexed attention of the reader: such as the newspaper +brought by Dr. Masham at the Christmas visit; the tears shed at a +subsequent period at Marringhurst, when he related to her the last +intelligence that had been received from America. For, indeed, it is +impossible to express the misery and mortification which this last +conduct of her husband occasioned Lady Annabel, brought up, as she had +been, with feelings of romantic loyalty and unswerving patriotism. +To be a traitor seemed the only blot that remained for his sullied +scutcheon, and she had never dreamed of that. An infidel, a +profligate, a deserter from his home, an apostate from his God! one +infamy alone remained, and now he had attained it; a traitor to his +king! Why, every peasant would despise him! + +General Herbert, however, for such he speedily became, at the head of +his division, soon arrested the attention, and commanded the respect, +of Europe. To his exertions the successful result of the struggle +was, in a great measure, attributed; and he received the thanks of +Congress, of which he became a member. His military and political +reputation exercised a beneficial influence upon his literary fame. +His works were reprinted in America, and translated into French, +and published at Geneva and Basle, whence they were surreptitiously +introduced into France. The Whigs, who had become very factious, and +nearly revolutionary, during the American war, suddenly became proud +of their countryman, whom a new world hailed as a deliverer, and +Paris declared to be a great poet and an illustrious philosopher. His +writings became fashionable, especially among the young; numerous +editions of them appeared, and in time it was discovered that Herbert +was now not only openly read, and enthusiastically admired, but had +founded a school. + +The struggle with America ceased about the time of Lord Cadurcis' last +visit to Cherbury, when, from his indignant lips, Venetia first learnt +the enormities of her father's career. Since that period some three +years had elapsed until we introduced our readers to the boudoir +of Lady Monteagle. During this period, among the Whigs and their +partisans the literary fame of Herbert had arisen and become +established. How they have passed in regard to Lady Annabel Herbert +and her daughter, on the one hand, and Lord Cadurcis himself on the +other, we will endeavour to ascertain in the following chapter. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +From the last departure of Lord Cadurcis from Cherbury, the health of +Venetia again declined. The truth is, she brooded in solitude over her +strange lot, until her nerves became relaxed by intense reverie and +suppressed feeling. The attention of a mother so wrapt up in her child +as Lady Annabel, was soon attracted to the increasing languor of +our heroine, whose eye each day seemed to grow less bright, and her +graceful form less lithe and active. No longer, fond of the sun and +breeze as a beautiful bird, was Venetia seen, as heretofore, glancing +in the garden, or bounding over the lawns; too often might she be +found reclining on the couch, in spite of all the temptations of the +spring; while her temper, once so singularly sweet that it seemed +there was not in the world a word that could ruffle it, and which +required so keenly and responded so quickly to sympathy, became +reserved, if not absolutely sullen, or at times even captious and +fretful. + +This change in the appearance and demeanour of her daughter filled +Lady Annabel with anxiety and alarm. In vain she expressed to Venetia +her conviction of her indisposition; but Venetia, though her altered +habits confirmed the suspicion, and authorised the inquiry of her +parent, persisted ever in asserting that she had no ailment. Her old +medical attendant was, however, consulted, and, being perplexed with +the case, he recommended change of air. Lady Annabel then consulted +Dr. Masham, and he gave his opinion in favour of change of air for one +reason: and that was, that it would bring with it what he had long +considered Venetia to stand in need of, and that was change of life. + +Dr. Masham was right; but then, to guide him in forming his judgment, +he had the advantage of some psychological knowledge of the case, +which, in a greet degree, was a sealed book to the poor puzzled +physician. We laugh very often at the errors of medical men; but if +we would only, when we consult them, have strength of mind enough to +extend to them something better than a half-confidence, we might be +cured the sooner. How often, when the unhappy disciple of Esculapius +is perplexing himself about the state of our bodies, we might throw +light upon his obscure labours by simply detailing to him the state of +our minds! + +The result of these consultations in the Herbert family was a final +resolution, on the part of Lady Annabel, to quit Cherbury for a while. +As the sea air was especially recommended to Venetia, and as Lady +Annabel shrank with a morbid apprehension from society, to which +nothing could persuade her she was not an object either of odium or +impertinent curiosity, she finally resolved to visit Weymouth, then a +small and secluded watering-place, and whither she arrived and settled +herself, it not being even the season when its few customary visitors +were in the habit of gathering. + +This residence at Weymouth quite repaid Lady Annabel for all the +trouble of her new settlement, and for the change in her life very +painful to her confirmed habits, which she experienced in leaving for +the first time for such a long series of years, her old hall; for the +rose returned to the cheek of her daughter, and the western breezes, +joined with the influence of the new objects that surrounded her, and +especially of that ocean, and its strange and inexhaustible variety, +on which she gazed for the first time, gradually, but surely, +completed the restoration of Venetia to health, and with it to much of +her old vivacity. + +When Lady Annabel had resided about a year at Weymouth, in the society +of which she had invariably made the indisposition of Venetia a reason +for not entering, a great revolution suddenly occurred at this little +quiet watering-place, for it was fixed upon as the summer residence of +the English court. The celebrated name, the distinguished appearance, +and the secluded habits of Lady Annabel and her daughter, had rendered +them the objects of general interest. Occasionally they were met in a +seaside walk by some fellow-wanderer over the sands, or toiler over +the shingles; and romantic reports of the dignity of the mother and +the daughter's beauty were repeated by the fortunate observers to the +lounging circle of the public library or the baths. + +The moment that Lady Annabel was assured that the royal family had +positively fixed upon Weymouth for their residence, and were even +daily expected, she resolved instantly to retire. Her stern sense of +duty assured her that it was neither delicate nor loyal to obtrude +before the presence of an outraged monarch the wife and daughter of a +traitor; her haughty, though wounded, spirit shrank from the revival +of her husband's history, which must be the consequence of such a +conjunction, and from the startling and painful remarks which might +reach the shrouded ear of her daughter. With her characteristic +decision, and with her usual stern volition, Lady Annabel quitted +Weymouth instantly, but she was in some degree consoled for the regret +and apprehensiveness which she felt at thus leaving a place that had +otherwise so happily fulfilled all her hopes and wishes, and that +seemed to agree so entirely with Venetia, by finding unexpectedly +a marine villa, some few miles further up the coast, which was +untenanted, and which offered to Lady Annabel all the accommodation +she could desire. + +It so happened this summer that Dr. Masham paid the Herberts a visit, +and it was his habit occasionally to ride into Weymouth to read the +newspaper, or pass an hour in that easy lounging chat, which is, +perhaps, one of the principal diversions of a watering-place. A great +dignitary of the church, who was about the King, and to whom Dr. +Masham was known not merely by reputation, mentioned his presence to +his Majesty; and the King, who was fond of the society of eminent +divines, desired that Dr. Masham should be presented to him. Now, so +favourable was the impression that the rector of Marringhurst made +upon his sovereign, that from that moment the King was scarcely ever +content unless he was in attendance. His Majesty, who was happy in +asking questions, and much too acute to be baffled when he sought +information, finally elicited from the Doctor all that, in order to +please Lady Annabel, he long struggled to conceal; but when the King +found that the deserted wife and daughter of Herbert were really +living in the neighbourhood, and that they had quitted Weymouth on his +arrival, from a feeling of delicate loyalty, nothing would satisfy the +kind-hearted monarch but personally assuring them of the interest he +took in their welfare; and accordingly, the next day, without giving +Lady Annabel even the preparation of a notice, his Majesty and his +royal consort, attended only by a lord in waiting, called at the +marine villa, and fairly introduced themselves. + +An acquaintance, occasioned by a sentiment of generous and +condescending sympathy, was established and strengthened into +intimacy, by the personal qualities of those thus delicately honoured. +The King and Queen were equally delighted with the wife and daughter +of the terrible rebel; and although, of course, not an allusion was +made to his existence, Lady Annabel felt not the less acutely the +cause to which she was indebted for a notice so gratifying, but +which she afterwards ensured by her own merits. How strange are the +accidents of life! Venetia Herbert, who had been bred up in unbroken +solitude, and whose converse had been confined to two or three beings, +suddenly found herself the guest of a king, and the visitor to a +court! She stepped at once from solitude into the most august circle +of society; yet, though she had enjoyed none of that initiatory +experience which is usually held so indispensable to the votaries +of fashion, her happy nature qualified her to play her part without +effort and with success. Serene and graceful, she mingled in the +strange and novel scene, as if it had been for ever her lot to dazzle +and to charm. Ere the royal family returned to London, they extracted +from Lady Annabel a compliance with their earnest wishes, that +she should fix her residence, during the ensuing season, in the +metropolis, and that she should herself present Venetia at St. +James's. The wishes of kings are commands; and Lady Annabel, who thus +unexpectedly perceived some of the most painful anticipations of her +solitude at once dissipated, and that her child, instead of being +subjected on her entrance into life to all the mortifications she had +imagined, would, on the contrary, find her first introduction under +auspices the most flattering and advantageous, bowed a dutiful assent +to the condescending injunctions. + +Such were the memorable consequences of this visit to Weymouth! The +return of Lady Annabel to the world, and her intended residence in the +metropolis, while the good Masham preceded their arrival to receive a +mitre. Strange events, and yet not improbable! + +In the meantime Lord Cadurcis had repaired to the university, where +his rank and his eccentric qualities quickly gathered round him a +choice circle of intimates, chiefly culled from his old schoolfellows. +Of these the great majority were his seniors, for whose society +the maturity of his mind qualified him. It so happened that these +companions were in general influenced by those liberal opinions which +had become in vogue during the American war, and from which Lord +Cadurcis had hitherto been preserved by the society in which he +had previously mingled in the house of his guardian. With the +characteristic caprice and impetuosity of youth, Cadurcis rapidly +and ardently imbibed all these doctrines, captivated alike by their +boldness and their novelty. Hitherto the child of prejudice, he +flattered himself that he was now the creature of reason, and, +determined to take nothing for granted, he soon learned to question +everything that was received. A friend introduced him to the writings +of Herbert, that very Herbert whom he had been taught to look upon +with so much terror and odium. Their perusal operated a complete +revolution of his mind; and, in little more than a year from his +flight from Cherbury, he had become an enthusiastic votary of the +great master, for his violent abuse of whom he had been banished from +those happy bowers. The courage, the boldness, the eloquence, the +imagination, the strange and romantic career of Herbert, carried the +spirit of Cadurcis captive. The sympathetic companions studied his +works and smiled with scorn at the prejudice of which their great +model had been the victim, and of which they had been so long the +dupes. As for Cadurcis, he resolved to emulate him, and he commenced +his noble rivalship by a systematic neglect of all the duties and +the studies of his college life. His irregular habits procured him +constant reprimands in which he gloried; he revenged himself on the +authorities by writing epigrams, and by keeping a bear, which he +declared should stand for a fellowship. At length, having wilfully +outraged the most important regulations, he was expelled; and he +made his expulsion the subject of a satire equally personal and +philosophic, and which obtained applause for the great talent which it +displayed, even from those who lamented its want of judgment and the +misconduct of its writer. Flushed with success, Cadurcis at length +found, to his astonishment, that Nature had intended him for a poet. +He repaired to London, where he was received with open arms by the +Whigs, whose party he immediately embraced, and where he published a +poem, in which he painted his own character as the hero, and of which, +in spite of all the exaggeration and extravagance of youth, the genius +was undeniable. Society sympathised with a young and a noble poet; +his poem was read by all parties with enthusiasm; Cadurcis became the +fashion. To use his own expression, 'One morning he awoke, and found +himself famous.' Young, singularly handsome, with every gift of nature +and fortune, and with an inordinate vanity that raged in his soul, +Cadurcis soon forgot the high philosophy that had for a moment +attracted him, and delivered himself up to the absorbing egotism which +had ever been latent in his passionate and ambitious mind. Gifted with +energies that few have ever equalled, and fooled to the bent by the +excited sympathies of society, he poured forth his creative and daring +spirit with a license that conquered all obstacles, from the very +audacity with which he assailed them. In a word, the young, the +reserved, and unknown Cadurcis, who, but three years back, was to have +lived in the domestic solitude for which he alone felt himself fitted, +filled every heart and glittered in every eye. The men envied, the +women loved, all admired him. His life was a perpetual triumph; a +brilliant and applauding stage, on which he ever played a dazzling and +heroic part. So sudden and so startling had been his apparition, so +vigorous and unceasing the efforts by which he had maintained his +first overwhelming impression, and not merely by his writings, but by +his unusual manners and eccentric life, that no one had yet found time +to draw his breath, to observe, to inquire, and to criticise. He had +risen, and still flamed, like a comet as wild as it was beautiful, and +strange is it was brilliant. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +We must now return to the dinner party at Lord Monteagle's. When the +Bishop of ---- entered the room, he found nearly all the expected +guests assembled, and was immediately presented by his host to the +lady of the house, who received him with all that fascinating address +for which she was celebrated, expressing the extreme delight which she +felt at thus becoming formally acquainted with one whom her husband +had long taught her to admire and reverence. Utterly unconscious who +had just joined the circle, while Lord Monteagle was introducing his +newly-arrived guest to many present, and to all of whom he was unknown +except by reputation, Lord Cadurcis was standing apart, apparently +wrapt in his own thoughts; but the truth is, in spite of all the +excitement in which he lived, he had difficulty in overcoming the +natural reserve of his disposition. + +'Watch Cadurcis,' said Mr. Horace Pole to a fine lady. 'Does not he +look sublime?' + +'Show me him,' said the lady, eagerly. 'I have never seen him yet; I +am actually dying to know him. You know we have just come to town.' + +'And have caught the raging epidemic, I see,' said Mr. Pole, with a +sneer. 'However, there is the marvellous young gentleman! "Alone in a +crowd," as he says in his last poem. Very interesting!' + +'Wonderful creature!' exclaimed the dame. + +'Charming!' said Mr. Pole. 'If you ask Lady Monteagle, she will +introduce him to you, and then, perhaps, you will be fortunate enough +to be handed to dinner by him.' + +'Oh! how I should like it!' + +'You must take care, however, not to eat; he cannot endure a woman who +eats.' + +'I never do,' said the lady, simply; 'at least at dinner.' + +'Ah! then you will quite suit him; I dare say he will write a sonnet +to you, and call you Thyrza.' + +'I wish I could get him to write some lines in my book, said the lady; +'Charles Fox has written some; he was staying with us in the autumn, +and he has written an ode to my little dog.' + +'How amiable!' said Mr. Pole; 'I dare say they are as good as his +elegy on Mrs. Crewe's cat. But you must not talk of cats and dogs to +Cadurcis. He is too exalted to commemorate any animal less sublime +than a tiger or a barb.' + +'You forget his beautiful lines on his Newfoundland,' said the lady. + +'Very complimentary to us all,' said Mr. Horace Pole. 'The interesting +misanthrope!' + +'He looks unhappy.' + +'Very,' said Mr. Pole. 'Evidently something on his conscience.' + +'They do whisper very odd things,' said the lady, with great +curiosity. 'Do you think there is anything in them?' + +'Oh! no doubt,' said Mr. Pole; 'look at him; you can detect crime in +every glance.' + +'Dear me, how shocking! I think he must be the most interesting person +that ever lived. I should so like to know him! They say he is so very +odd.' + +'Very,' said Mr. Pole. 'He must be a man of genius; he is so unlike +everybody; the very tie of his cravat proves it. And his hair, so +savage and dishevelled; none but a man of genius would not wear +powder. Watch him to-day, and you will observe that he will not +condescend to perform the slightest act like an ordinary mortal. I +met him at dinner yesterday at Fanshawe's, and he touched nothing but +biscuits and soda-water. Fanshawe, you know, is famous for his cook. +Complimentary and gratifying, was it not?' + +'Dear me!' said the lady, 'I am delighted to see him; and yet I hope I +shall not sit by him at dinner. I am quite afraid of him.' + +'He is really awful!' said Mr. Pole. + +In the meantime the subject of these observations slowly withdrew to +the further end of the saloon, apart from every one, and threw himself +upon a couch with a somewhat discontented air. Lady Monteagle, whose +eye had never left him for a moment, although her attentions had been +necessarily commanded by her guests, and who dreaded the silent rages +in which Cadurcis constantly indulged, and which, when once assumed +for the day, were with difficulty dissipated, seized the first +opportunity to join and soothe him. + +'Dear Cadurcis,' she said, 'why do you sit here? You know I am obliged +to speak to all these odious people, and it is very cruel of you.' + +'You seemed to me to be extremely happy,' replied his lordship, in a +sarcastic tone. + +'Now, Cadurcis, for Heaven's sake do not play with my feelings,' +exclaimed Lady Monteagle, in a deprecating tone. 'Pray be amiable. If +I think you are in one of your dark humours, it is quite impossible +for me to attend to these people; and you know it is the only point on +which Monteagle ever has an opinion; he insists upon my attending to +his guests.' + +'If you prefer his guests to me, attend to them.' + +'Now, Cadurcis! I ask you as a favour, a favour to me, only for +to-day. Be kind, be amiable, you can if you like; no person can be +more amiable; now, do!' + +'I am amiable,' said his lordship; 'I am perfectly satisfied, if you +are. You made me dine here.' + +'Now, Cadurcis!' + +'Have I not dined here to satisfy you?' + +'Yes! It was very kind.' + +'But, really, that I should be wearied with all the common-places of +these creatures who come to eat your husband's cutlets, is too much,' +said his lordship. 'And you, Gertrude, what necessity can there be in +your troubling yourself to amuse people whom you meet every day of +your life, and who, from the vulgar perversity of society, value you +in exact proportion as you neglect them?' + +'Yes, but to-day I must be attentive; for Henry, with his usual +thoughtlessness, has asked this new bishop to dine with us.' + +'The Bishop of----?' inquired Lord Cadurcis, eagerly. 'Is he coming?' + +'He has been in the room this quarter of an hour?' + +'What, Masham! Doctor Masham!' continued Lord Cadurcis. + +'Assuredly.' + +Lord Cadurcis changed colour, and even sighed. He rose rather quickly, +and said, 'I must go and speak to him.' + +So, quitting Lady Monteagle, he crossed the room, and with all the +simplicity of old days, which instantly returned on him, those +melancholy eyes sparkling with animation, and that languid form quick +with excitement, he caught the Doctor's glance, and shook his extended +hand with a heartiness which astonished the surrounding spectators, +accustomed to the elaborate listlessness of his usual manner. + +'My dear Doctor! my dear Lord! I am glad to say,' said Cadurcis, 'this +is the greatest and the most unexpected pleasure I ever received. Of +all persons in the world, you are the one whom I was most anxious to +meet.' + +The good Bishop appeared not less gratified with the rencounter than +Cadurcis himself; but, in the midst of their mutual congratulations, +dinner was announced and served; and, in due order, Lord Cadurcis +found himself attending that fine lady, whom Mr. Horace Pole had, in +jest, suggested should be the object of his services; while Mr. Pole +himself was seated opposite to him at table. + +The lady, remembering all Mr. Pole's intimations, was really +much frightened; she at first could scarcely reply to the casual +observations of her neighbour, and quite resolved not to eat anything. +But his lively and voluble conversation, his perfectly unaffected +manner, and the nonchalance with which he helped himself to every dish +that was offered him, soon reassured her. Her voice became a little +firmer, her manner less embarrassed, and she even began meditating a +delicate assault upon a fricassee. + +'Are you going to Ranelagh to-night?' inquired Lord Cadurcis; 'I think +I shall take a round. There is nothing like amusement; it is the only +thing worth living for; and I thank my destiny I am easily amused. We +must persuade Lady Monteagle to go with us. Let us make a party, and +return and sup. I like a supper; nothing in the world more charming +than a supper, + + A lobster salad, and champagne and chat. + +That is life, and delightful. Why, really, my dear madam, you eat +nothing. You will never be able to endure the fatigues of a Ranelagh +campaign on the sustenance of a pâté. Pole, my good fellow, will you +take a glass of wine? We had a pleasant party yesterday at Fanshawe's, +and apparently a capital dinner. I was sorry that I could not play my +part; but I have led rather a raking life lately. We must go and dine +with him again.' + +Lord Cadurcis' neighbour and Mr. Pole exchanged looks; and the lady, +emboldened by the unexpected conduct of her cavalier and the exceeding +good friends which he seemed resolved to be with her and every +one else, began to flatter herself that she might yet obtain the +much-desired inscription in her volume. So, after making the usual +approaches, of having a great favour to request, which, however, she +could not flatter herself would be granted, and which she even was +afraid to mention; encouraged by the ready declaration of Lord +Cadurcis, that he should think it would be quite impossible for any +one to deny her anything, the lady ventured to state, that Mr. Fox had +written something in her book, and she should be the most honoured and +happiest lady in the land if--' + +'Oh! I shall be most happy,' said Lord Cadurcis; 'I really esteem your +request quite an honour: you know I am only a literary amateur, and +cannot pretend to vie with your real authors. If you want them, you +must go to Mrs. Montagu. I would not write a line for her, and no the +blues have quite excommunicated me. Never mind; I leave them to Miss +Hannah More; but you, you are quite a different sort of person. What +shall I write?' + +'I must leave the subject to you,' said his gratified friend. + +'Well, then,' said his lordship, 'I dare say you have got a lapdog or +a broken fan; I don't think I could soar above them. I think that is +about my tether.' + +This lady, though a great person, was not a beauty, and very little +of a wit, and not calculated in any respect to excite the jealousy of +Lady Monteagle. In the meantime that lady was quite delighted with the +unusual animation of Lord Cadurcis, who was much the most entertaining +member of the party. Every one present would circulate throughout +the world that it was only at the Monteagle's that Lord Cadurcis +condescended to be amusing. As the Bishop was seated on her right +hand, Lady Monteagle seized the opportunity of making inquiries as to +their acquaintance; but she only obtained from the good Masham that he +had once resided in his lordship's neighbourhood, and had known him as +a child, and was greatly attached to him. Her ladyship was anxious to +obtain some juvenile anecdotes of her hero; but the Bishop contrived +to be amusing without degenerating into gossip. She did not glean +much, except that all his early friends were more astonished at his +present career than the Bishop himself, who was about to add, that +he always had some misgivings, but, recollecting where he was, he +converted the word into a more gracious term. But if Lady Monteagle +were not so successful as she could wish in her inquiries, she +contrived still to speak on the, to her, ever-interesting subject, and +consoled herself by the communications which she poured into a guarded +yet not unwilling ear, respecting the present life and conduct of +the Bishop's former pupil. The worthy dignitary had been prepared by +public fame for much that was dazzling and eccentric; but it must be +confessed he was not a little astonished by a great deal to which he +listened. One thing, however, was clear that whatever might be the +demeanour of Cadurcis to the circle in which he now moved, time, and +the strange revolutions of his life, had not affected his carriage +to his old friend. It gratified the Bishop while he listened to Lady +Monteagle's details of the haughty, reserved, and melancholy demeanour +of Cadurcis, which impressed every one with an idea that some superior +being had, as a punishment, been obliged to visit their humble globe, +to recall the apparently heartfelt cordiality with which he had +resumed his old acquaintance with the former rector of Marringhurst. + +And indeed, to speak truth, the amiable and unpretending behaviour of +Cadurcis this day was entirely attributable to the unexpected meeting +with this old friend. In the hurry of society he could scarcely dwell +upon the associations which it was calculated to call up; yet +more than once he found himself quite absent, dwelling on sweet +recollections of that Cherbury that he had so loved. And ever and anon +the tones of a familiar voice caught his ear, so that they almost made +him start: they were not the less striking, because, as Masham was +seated on the same side of the table as Cadurcis, his eye had not +become habituated to the Bishop's presence, which sometimes he almost +doubted. + +He seized the first opportunity after dinner of engaging his old tutor +in conversation. He took him affectionately by the arm, and led him, +as if unintentionally, to a sofa apart from the rest of the company, +and seated himself by his side. Cadurcis was agitated, for he was +about to inquire of some whom he could not mention without emotion. + +'Is it long since you have seen our friends?' said his lordship, 'if +indeed I may call them mine.' + +'Lady Annabel Herbert?' said the Bishop. + +Cadurcis bowed. + +'I parted from her about two months back,' continued the Bishop. + +'And Cherbury, dear Cherbury, is it unchanged?' + +'They have not resided there for more than two years.' + +'Indeed!' + +'They have lived, of late, at Weymouth, for the benefit of the sea +air.' + +'I hope neither Lady Annabel nor her daughter needs it?' said Lord +Cadurcis, in a tone of much feeling. + +'Neither now, God be praised!' replied Masham; 'but Miss Herbert has +been a great invalid.' + +There was a rather awkward silence. At length Lord Cadurcis said, 'We +meet rather unexpectedly, my dear sir.' + +'Why, you have become a great man,' said the Bishop, with a smile; +'and one must expect to meet you.' + +'Ah! my dear friend,' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis, with a sigh, 'I would +willingly give a whole existence of a life like this for one year of +happiness at Cherbury.' + +'Nay!' said the Bishop, with a look of good-natured mockery, 'this +melancholy is all very well in poetry; but I always half-suspected, +and I am quite sure now, that Cherbury was not particularly adapted to +you.' + +'You mistake me,' said Cadurcis, mournfully shaking his head. + +'Hitherto I have not been so very wrong in my judgment respecting +Lord Cadurcis, that I am inclined very easily to give up my opinion,' +replied the Bishop. + +'I have often thought of the conversation to which you allude,' +replied Lord Cadurcis; 'nevertheless, there is one opinion I never +changed, one sentiment that still reigns paramount in my heart.' + +'You think so,' said his companion; but, perhaps, were it more than a +sentiment, it would cease to flourish.' + +'No,' said Lord Cadurcis firmly; 'the only circumstance in the world +of which I venture to feel certain is my love for Venetia.' + +'It raged certainly during your last visit to Cherbury,' said the +Bishop, 'after an interval of five years; it has been revived slightly +to-day, after an interval of three more, by the sight of a mutual +acquaintance, who has reminded you of her. But what have been your +feelings in the meantime? Confess the truth, and admit you have very +rarely spared a thought to the person to whom you fancy yourself at +this moment so passionately devoted.' + +'You do not do me justice,' said Lord Cadurcis; 'you are prejudiced +against me.' + +'Nay! prejudice is not my humour, my good lord. I decide only from +what I myself observe; I give my opinion to you at this moment as +freely as I did when you last conversed with me at the abbey, and when +I a little displeased you by speaking what you will acknowledge has +since turned out to be the truth.' + +'You mean, then, to say,' said his lordship, with some excitement, +'that you do not believe that I love Venetia?' + +'I think you do, at this moment,' replied Masham; 'and I think,' he +continued, smiling, 'that you may probably continue very much in love +with her, even during the rest of the week.' + +'You mock me!' + +'Nay! I am sincerely serious.' + +'What, then, do you mean?' + +'I mean that your imagination, my lord, dwelling for the moment with +great power upon the idea of Venetia, becomes inflamed, and your whole +mind is filled with her image.' + +'A metaphysical description of being in love,' said Lord Cadurcis, +rather dryly. + +'Nay!' said Masham, 'I think the heart has something to do with that.' + +'But the imagination acts upon the heart,' rejoined his companion. + +'But it is in the nature of its influence not to endure. At this +moment, I repeat, your lordship may perhaps love Miss Herbert; you +may go home and muse over her memory, and even deplore in passionate +verses your misery in being separated from her; but, in the course of +a few days, she will be again forgotten.' + +'But were she mine?' urged Lord Cadurcis, eagerly. + +'Why, you would probably part from her in a year, as her father parted +from Lady Annabel.' + +'Impossible! for my imagination could not conceive anything more +exquisite than she is.' + +'Then it would conceive something less exquisite,' said the Bishop. +'It is a restless quality, and is ever creative, either of good or of +evil.' + +'Ah! my dear Doctor, excuse me for again calling you Doctor, it is so +natural,' said Cadurcis, in a tone of affection. + +'Call me what you will, my dear lord,' said the good Bishop, whose +heart was moved; 'I can never forget old days.' + +'Believe me, then,' continued Cadurcis, 'that you misjudge me in +respect of Venetia. I feel assured that, had we married three years +ago, I should have been a much happier man.' + +'Why, you have everything to make you happy,' said the Bishop; 'if you +are not happy, who should be? You are young, and you are famous: all +that is now wanted is to be wise.' + +Lord Cadurcis shrugged his shoulders. I am tired of this life,' he +said; 'I am wearied of the same hollow bustle, and the same false +glitter day after day. Ah! my dear friend, when I remember the happy +hours when I used to roam through the woods of Cherbury with Venetia, +and ramble in that delicious park, both young, both innocent, lit by +the sunset and guided by the stars; and then remember that it has all +ended in this, and that this is success, glory, fame, or whatever be +the proper title to baptize the bubble, the burthen of existence is +too great for me.' + +'Hush, hush!' said his friend, rising from the sofa; 'you will be +happy if you be wise.' + +'But what is wisdom?' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'One quality of it, in your situation, my lord, is to keep your head +as calm as you can. Now, I must bid you good night.' + +The Bishop disappeared, and Lord Cadurcis was immediately surrounded +by several fine ladies, who were encouraged by the flattering bulletin +that his neighbour at dinner, who was among them, had given of his +lordship's temper. They were rather disappointed to find him sullen, +sarcastic, and even morose. As for going to Ranelagh, he declared +that, if he had the power of awarding the punishment of his bitterest +enemy, it would be to consign him for an hour to the barbarous +infliction of a promenade in that temple of ennui; and as for the +owner of the album, who, anxious about her verses, ventured to express +a hope that his lordship would call upon her, the contemptuous bard +gave her what he was in the habit of styling 'a look,' and quitted +the room, without deigning otherwise to acknowledge her hopes and her +courtesy. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +We must now return to our friends the Herberts, who, having quitted +Weymouth, without even revisiting Cherbury, are now on their journey +to the metropolis. It was not without considerable emotion that Lady +Annabel, after an absence of nearly nineteen years, contemplated her +return to the scene of some of the most extraordinary and painful +occurrences of her life. As for Venetia, who knew nothing of towns and +cities, save from the hasty observations she had made in travelling, +the idea of London, formed only from books and her imagination, was +invested with even awful attributes. Mistress Pauncefort alone +looked forward to their future residence simply with feelings of +self-congratulation at her return, after so long an interval, to the +theatre of former triumphs and pleasures, and where she conceived +herself so eminently qualified to shine and to enjoy. + +The travellers entered town towards nightfall, by Hyde Park Corner, +and proceeded to an hotel in St. James's Street, where Lady Annabel's +man of business had engaged them apartments. London, with its pallid +parish lamps, scattered at long intervals, would have presented but a +gloomy appearance to the modern eye, habituated to all the splendour +of gas; but to Venetia it seemed difficult to conceive a scene of more +brilliant bustle; and she leant back in the carriage, distracted with +the lights and the confusion of the crowded streets. When they were +once safely lodged in their new residence, the tumult of unpacking the +carriages had subsided, and the ceaseless tongue of Pauncefort had +in some degree refrained from its wearying and worrying chatter, +a feeling of loneliness, after all this agitation and excitement, +simultaneously came over the feelings of both mother and daughter, +though they alike repressed its expression. Lady Annabel was lost +in many sad thoughts, and Venetia felt mournful, though she could +scarcely define the cause. Both were silent, and they soon sought +refuge from fatigue and melancholy in sleep. + +The next morning, it being now April, was fortunately bright and +clear. It certainly was a happy fortune that the fair Venetia was not +greeted with a fog. She rose refreshed and cheerful, and joined her +mother, who was, however, not a little agitated by an impending visit, +of which Venetia had been long apprised. This was from Lady Annabel's +brother, the former ambassador, who had of late returned to his native +country. The brother and sister had been warmly attached in youth, but +the awful interval of time that had elapsed since they parted, filled +Venetia's mother with many sad and serious reflections. The Earl and +his family had been duly informed of Lady Annabel's visit to the +metropolis, and had hastened to offer her the hospitality of their +home; but the offer had been declined, with feelings, however, not a +little gratified by the earnestness with which it had been proffered. + +Venetia was now, for the first time in her life, to see a relative. +The anticipated meeting excited in her mind rather curiosity than +sentiment. She could not share the agitation of her mother, and +yet she looked forward to the arrival of her uncle with extreme +inquisitiveness. She was not long kept in suspense. Their breakfast +was scarcely finished, when he was announced. Lady Annabel turned +rather pale; and Venetia, who felt herself as it were a stranger to +her blood, would have retired, had not her mother requested her to +remain; so she only withdrew to the back of the apartment. + +Her uncle was ten years the senior of his sister, but not unlike her. +Tall, graceful, with those bland and sympathising manners that easily +win hearts, he entered the room with a smile of affection, yet with a +composure of deportment that expressed at the same time how sincerely +delighted he was at the meeting, and how considerately determined, at +the same time, not to indulge in a scene. He embraced his sister with +tenderness, assured her that she looked as young as ever, softly +chided her for not making his house her home, and hoped that they +should never part again; and he then turned to his niece. A fine +observer, one less interested in the scene than the only witnesses, +might have detected in the Earl, notwithstanding his experienced +breeding, no ordinary surprise and gratification at the sight of the +individual whose relationship he was now to claim for the first time. + +'I must claim an uncle's privilege,' he said, in a tone of sweetness +and some emotion, as he pressed with his own the beautiful lips of +Venetia. 'I ought to be proud of my niece. Why, Annabel! if only for +the honour of our family, you should not have kept this jewel so long +enshrined in the casket of Cherbury.' + +The Earl remained with them some hours, and his visit was really +prolonged by the unexpected pleasure which he found in the society of +his relations. He would not leave them until they promised to dine +with him that day, and mentioned that he had prevented his wife from +calling with him that morning, because he thought, after so long a +separation, it might be better to meet thus quietly. Then they parted +with affectionate cordiality on both sides; the Earl enchanted to find +delightful companions where he was half afraid he might only meet +tiresome relatives; Lady Annabel proud of her brother, and gratified +by his kindness; and Venetia anxious to ascertain whether all her +relations were as charming as her uncle. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +When Lady Annabel and her daughter returned from their morning drive, +they found the visiting ticket of the Countess on the table, who had +also left a note, with which she had provided herself in case she was +not so fortunate as to meet her relations. The note was affectionate, +and expressed the great delight of the writer at again meeting her +dear sister, and forming an acquaintance with her charming niece. + +'More relations!' said Venetia, with a somewhat droll expression of +countenance. + +At this moment the Bishop of----, who had already called twice upon +them unsuccessfully, entered the room. The sight of this old and dear +friend gave great joy. He came to engage them to dine with him the +next day, having already ineffectually endeavoured to obtain them for +permanent guests. They sat chatting so long with him, that they were +obliged at last to bid him an abrupt adieu, and hasten and make their +toilettes for their dinner. + +Their hostess received her relations with a warmth which her husband's +praises of her sister-in-law and niece had originally prompted, but +which their appearance and manners instantly confirmed. As all the +Earl's children were married, their party consisted to-day only of +themselves; but it was a happy and agreeable meeting, for every +one was desirous of being amiable. To be sure they had not many +recollections or associations in common, and no one recurred to the +past; but London, and the history of its fleeting hours, was an +inexhaustible source of amusing conversation; and the Countess seemed +resolved that Venetia should have a brilliant season; that she should +be much amused and much admired. Lady Annabel, however, put in a plea +for moderation, at least until Venetia was presented; but that the +Countess declared must be at the next drawing-room, which was early in +the ensuing week. Venetia listened to glittering narratives of balls +and routs, operas and theatres, breakfasts and masquerades, Ranelagh +and the Pantheon, with the same smiling composure as if she had been +accustomed to them all her life, instead of having been shut up in +a garden, with no livelier or brighter companions than birds and +flowers. + +After dinner, as her aunt and uncle and Lady Annabel sat round the +fire, talking of her maternal grandfather, a subject which did not at +all interest her, Venetia stole from her chair to a table in a distant +part of the room, and turned over some books and music that were lying +upon it. Among these was a literary journal, which she touched almost +by accident, and which opened, with the name of Lord Cadurcis on the +top of its page. This, of course, instantly attracted her attention. +Her eye passed hastily over some sentences which greatly astonished +her, and, extending her arm for a chair without quitting the book, +she was soon deeply absorbed by the marvels which rapidly unfolded +themselves to her. The article in question was an elaborate criticism +as well of the career as the works of the noble poet; for, indeed, as +Venetia now learnt, they were inseparably blended. She gathered from +these pages a faint and hasty yet not altogether unfaithful conception +of the strange revolution that had occurred in the character, +pursuits, and position of her former companion. In that mighty +metropolis, whose wealth and luxury and power had that morning so +vividly impressed themselves upon her consciousness, and to the +history of whose pleasures and brilliant and fantastic dissipation she +had recently been listening with a lively and diverted ear, it seemed +that, by some rapid and magical vicissitude, her little Plantagenet, +the faithful and affectionate companion of her childhood, whose +sorrows she had so often soothed, and who in her pure and devoted love +had always found consolation and happiness, had become 'the observed +of all observers;' the most remarkable where all was striking, and +dazzling where all were brilliant! + +His last visit to Cherbury, and its strange consequences, then +occurred to her; his passionate addresses, and their bitter parting. +Here was surely matter enough for a maiden's reverie, and into a +reverie Venetia certainly fell, from which she was roused by the voice +of her uncle, who could not conceive what book his charming niece +could find so interesting, and led her to feel what an ill compliment +she was paying to all present. Venetia hastily closed the volume, and +rose rather confused from her seat; her radiant smile was the +best apology to her uncle: and she compensated for her previous +inattention, by playing to him on the harpsichord. All the time, +however, the image of Cadurcis flitted across her vision, and she +was glad when her mother moved to retire, that she might enjoy the +opportunity of pondering in silence and unobserved over the strange +history that she had read. + +London is a wonderful place! Four-and-twenty hours back, with a +feeling of loneliness and depression amounting to pain, Venetia had +fled to sleep as her only refuge; now only a day had passed, and +she had both seen and heard many things that had alike startled and +pleased her; had found powerful and charming friends; and laid her +head upon her pillow in a tumult of emotion that long banished slumber +from her beautiful eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Venetia soon found that she must bid adieu for ever, in London, to her +old habits of solitude. She soon discovered that she was never to be +alone. Her aunt called upon them early in the morning, and said that +the whole day must be devoted to their court dresses; and in a few +minutes they were all whirled off to a celebrated milliner's. After +innumerable consultations and experiments, the dress of Venetia was +decided on; her aunt and Lady Annabel were both assured that it would +exceed in splendour and propriety any dress at the drawing-room. +Indeed, as the great artist added, with such a model to work from +it would reflect but little credit on the establishment, if any +approached Miss Herbert in the effect she must inevitably produce. + +While her mother was undergoing some of those attentions to which +Venetia had recently submitted, and had retired for a few minutes into +an adjoining apartment, our little lady of Cherbury strolled about the +saloon in which she had been left, until her attention was attracted +by a portrait of a young man in an oriental dress, standing very +sublimely amid the ruins of some desert city; a palm tree in the +distance, and by his side a crouching camel, and some recumbent +followers slumbering amid the fallen columns. + +'That is Lord Cadurcis, my love,' said her aunt, who at the moment +joined her, 'the famous poet. All the young ladies are in love with +him. I dare say you know his works by heart.' + +'No, indeed, aunt,' said Venetia; 'I have never even read them; but I +should like very much.' + +'Not read Lord Cadurcis' poems! Oh! we must go and get them directly +for you. Everybody reads them. You will be looked upon quite as a +little barbarian. We will stop the carriage at Stockdale's, and get +them for you.' + +At this moment Lady Annabel rejoined them; and, having made all their +arrangements, they re-entered the carriage. + +'Stop at Stockdale's,' said her ladyship to the servant; 'I must +get Cadurcis' last poem for Venetia. She will be quite back in her +learning, Annabel.' + +'Cadurcis' last poem!' said Lady Annabel; 'do you mean Lord Cadurcis? +Is he a poet?' + +'To he sure! Well, you are countrified not to know Lord Cadurcis!' + +'I know him very well,' said Lady Annabel, gravely; 'but I did not +know he was a poet.' + +The Countess laughed, the carriage stopped, the book was brought; Lady +Annabel looked uneasy, and tried to catch her daughter's countenance, +but, strange to say, for the first time in her life was quite +unsuccessful. The Countess took the book, and immediately gave it +Venetia. 'There, my dear,' said her aunt, 'there never was anything so +charming. I am so provoked that Cadurcis is a Whig.' + +'A Whig!' said Lady Annabel; 'he was not a Whig when I knew him.' + +'Oh! my dear, I am afraid he is worse than a Whig. He is almost a +rebel! But then he is such a genius! Everything is allowed, you know, +to a genius!' said the thoughtless sister-in-law. + +Lady Annabel was silent; but the stillness of her emotion must not be +judged from the stillness of her tongue. Her astonishment at all she +had heard was only equalled by what we may justly term her horror. It +was impossible that she could have listened to any communication at +the same time so astounding, and to her so fearful. + +'We knew Lord Cadurcis when he was very young, aunt,' said Venetia, in +a quiet tone. 'He lived near mamma, in the country.' + +'Oh! my dear Annabel, if you see him in town bring him to me; he is +the most difficult person in the world to get to one's house, and I +would give anything if he would come and dine with me.' + +The Countess at last set her relations down at their hotel. When Lady +Annabel was once more alone with her daughter, she said, 'Venetia, +dearest, give me that book your aunt lent you.' + +Venetia immediately handed it to her, but her mother did not open it; +but saying, 'The Bishop dines at four, darling; I think it is time for +us to dress,' Lady Annabel left the room. + +To say the truth, Venetia was less surprised than disappointed by this +conduct of her mother's; but she was not apt to murmur, and she tried +to dismiss the subject from her thoughts. + +It was with unfeigned delight that the kind-hearted Masham welcomed +under his own roof his two best and dearest friends. He had asked +nobody to meet them; it was settled that they were to be quite alone, +and to talk of nothing but Cherbury and Marringhurst. When they were +seated at table, the Bishop, who had been detained at the House of +Lords, and been rather hurried to be in time to receive his guests, +turned to his servant and inquired whether any one had called. + +'Yes, my lord, Lord Cadurcis,' was the reply. + +'Our old companion,' said the Bishop to Lady Annabel, with a +smile. 'He has called upon me twice, and I have on both occasions +unfortunately been absent.' + +Lady Annabel merely bowed an assent to the Bishop's remark. Venetia +longed to speak, but found it impossible. 'What is it that represses +me?' she asked herself. 'Is there to be another forbidden subject +insensibly to arise between us? I must struggle against this +indefinable despotism that seems to pervade my life.' + +'Have you met Lord Cadurcis, sir?' at length asked Venetia. + +'Once; we resumed our acquaintance at a dinner party one day; but I +shall soon see a great deal of him, for he has just taken his seat. He +is of age, you know.' + +'I hope he has come to years of discretion in every sense,' said Lady +Annabel; 'but I fear not.' + +'Oh, my dear lady!' said the Bishop, 'he has become a great man; he is +our star. I assure you there is nobody in London talked of but Lord +Cadurcis. He asked me a great deal after you and Cherbury. He will be +delighted to see you.' + +'I cannot say,' replied Lady Annabel, 'that the desire of meeting is +at all mutual. From all I hear, our connections and opinions are very +different, and I dare say our habits likewise.' + +'My aunt lent us his new poem to-day,' said Venetia, boldly. + +'Have you read it?' asked the Bishop. + +'I am no admirer of modern poetry,' said Lady Annabel, somewhat +tartly. + +'Poetry of any kind is not much in my way,' said the Bishop, 'but if +you like to read his poems, I will lend them to you, for he gave me a +copy; esteemed a great honour, I assure you.' + +'Thank you, my lord,' said Lady Annabel, 'both Venetia and myself +are much engaged now; and I do not wish her to read while she is in +London. When we return to Cherbury she will have abundance of time, if +desirable.' + +Both Venetia and her worthy host felt that the present subject of +conversation was not agreeable to Lady Annabel, and it was changed. +They fell upon more gracious topics, and in spite of this somewhat +sullen commencement the meeting was quite as delightful as they +anticipated. Lady Annabel particularly exerted herself to please, and, +as was invariably the case under such circumstances with this lady, +she was eminently successful; she apparently endeavoured, by her +remarkable kindness to her daughter, to atone for any unpleasant +feeling which her previous manner might for an instant have +occasioned. Venetia watched her beautiful and affectionate parent, +as Lady Annabel now dwelt with delight upon the remembrance of their +happy home, and now recurred to the anxiety she naturally felt about +her daughter's approaching presentation, with feelings of love and +admiration, which made her accuse herself for the recent rebellion of +her heart. She thought only of her mother's sorrows, and her devotion +to her child; and, grateful for the unexpected course of circumstances +which seemed to be leading every member of their former little society +to honour and happiness, she resolved to persist in that career of +duty and devotion to her mother, from which it seemed to her she had +never deviated for a moment but to experience sorrow, misfortune, and +remorse. Never did Venetia receive her mother's accustomed embrace +and blessing with more responsive tenderness and gratitude than +this night. She banished Cadurcis and his poems from her thoughts, +confident that, so long as her mother approved neither of her +continuing his acquaintance, nor perusing his writings, it was well +that the one should be a forgotten tie, and the other a sealed book. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +Among the intimate acquaintances of Lady Annabel's brother was the +nobleman who had been a minister during the American war, and who +had also been the guardian of Lord Cadurcis, of whom, indeed, he was +likewise a distant relative. He had called with his wife on Lady +Annabel, after meeting her and her daughter at her brother's, and had +cultivated her acquaintance with great kindness and assiduity, so +that Lady Annabel had found it impossible to refuse his invitation to +dinner. + +This dinner occurred a few days after the visit of the Herberts to the +Bishop, and that excellent personage, her own family, and some others +equally distinguished, but all of the ministerial party, were invited +to meet her. Lady Annabel found herself placed at table between a +pompous courtier, who, being a gourmand, was not very prompt to +disturb his enjoyment by conversation, and a young man whom she found +very agreeable, and who at first, indeed, attracted her attention by +his resemblance to some face with which she felt she was familiar, +and yet which she was not successful in recalling. His manners were +remarkably frank and ingenuous, yet soft and refined. Without having +any peculiar brilliancy of expression, he was apt and fluent, and his +whole demeanour characterised by a gentle modesty that was highly +engaging. Apparently he had travelled a great deal, for he more than +once alluded to his experience of foreign countries; but this was +afterwards explained by Lady Annabel discovering, from an observation +he let fall, that he was a sailor. A passing question from an opposite +guest also told her that he was a member of parliament. While she was +rather anxiously wishing to know who he might be, and congratulating +herself that one in whose favour she was so much prepossessed should +be on the right side, their host saluted him from the top of the +table, and said, 'Captain Cadurcis, a glass of wine.' + +The countenance was now explained. It was indeed Lord Cadurcis whom he +resembled, though his eyes were dark blue, and his hair light brown. +This then was that cousin who had been sent to sea to make his +fortune, and whom Lady Annabel had a faint recollection of poor Mrs. +Cadurcis once mentioning. George Cadurcis had not exactly made his +fortune, but he had distinguished himself in his profession, and +especially in Rodney's victory, and had fought his way up to the +command of a frigate. The frigate had recently been paid off, and he +had called to pay his respects to his noble relative with the hope of +obtaining his interest for a new command. The guardian of his +cousin, mortified with the conduct of his hopeful ward, was not very +favourably impressed towards any one who bore the name of Cadurcis; +yet George, with no pretence, had a winning honest manner that made +friends; his lordship took a fancy to him, and, as he could not at the +moment obtain him a ship, he did the next best thing for him in his +power; a borough was vacant, and he put him into parliament. + +'Do you know,' said Lady Annabel to her neighbour, 'I have been +fancying all dinner time that we had met before; but I find it is that +you only resemble one with whom I was once acquainted.' + +'My cousin!' said the Captain; 'he will be very mortified when I go +home, if I tell him your ladyship speaks of his acquaintance as one +that is past.' + +'It is some years since we met,' said Lady Annabel, in a more reserved +tone. + +'Plantagenet can never forget what he owes to you,' said Captain +Cadurcis. 'How often has he spoken to me of you and Miss Herbert! It +was only the other night; yes! not a week ago; that he made me sit up +with him all night, while he was telling stories of Cherbury: you see +I am quite familiar with the spot,' he added, smiling. + +'You are very intimate with your cousin, I see,' said Lady Annabel. + +'I live a great deal with him,' said George Cadurcis. 'You know we had +never met or communicated; and it was not Plantagenet's fault, I am +sure; for of all the generous, amiable, lovable beings, Cadurcis is +the best I ever met with in this world. Ever since we knew each other +he has been a brother to me; and though our politics and opinions are +so opposed, and we naturally live in such a different circle, he would +have insisted even upon my having apartments in his house; nor is it +possible for me to give you the slightest idea of the delicate and +unceasing kindness I experience from him. If we had lived together all +our lives, it would be impossible to be more united.' + +This eulogium rather softened Lady Annabel's heart; she even observed, +'I always thought Lord Cadurcis naturally well disposed; I always +hoped he would turn out well; but I was afraid, from what I heard, he +was much changed. He shows, however, his sense and good feeling in +selecting you for his friend; for you are his natural one,' she added, +after a momentary pause. + +'And then you know,' he continued, 'it is so purely kind of him; for +of course I am not fit to be a companion for Cadurcis, and perhaps, as +far as that, no one is. Of course we have not a thought in common. I +know nothing but what I have picked up in a rough life; and he, you +know, is the cleverest person that ever lived, at least I think so.' + +Lady Annabel smiled. + +'Well, he is very young,' she observed, 'much your junior, Captain +Cadurcis; and I hope he will yet prove a faithful steward of the great +gifts that God has given him.' + +'I would stake all I hold dear,' said the Captain, with great +animation, 'that Cadurcis turns out well. He has such a good heart. +Ah! Lady Annabel, if he be now and then a little irregular, only think +of the temptations that assail him. Only one-and-twenty, his own +master, and all London at his feet. It is too much for any one's head. +But say or think what the world may, I know him better than they do; +and I know there is not a finer creature in existence. I hope his old +friends will not desert him,' added Captain Cadurcis, with a smile +which, seemed to deprecate the severity of Lady Annabel; 'for in spite +of all his fame and prosperity, perhaps, after all, this is the time +when he most needs them.' + +'Very possibly,' said her ladyship rather dryly. + +While the mother was engaged in this conversation with her neighbour +respecting her former interesting acquaintance, such was the fame of +Lord Cadurcis then in the metropolis, that he also formed the topic of +conversation at another part of the table, to which the daughter was +an attentive listener. The tone in which he was spoken of, however, +was of a very different character. While no one disputed his genius, +his principles, temper, and habits of life were submitted to the +severest scrutiny; and it was with blended feelings of interest and +astonishment that Venetia listened to the detail of wild opinions, +capricious conduct, and extravagant and eccentric behaviour ascribed +to the companion of her childhood, who had now become the spoiled +child of society. A shrewd gentleman, who had taken an extremely +active part in this discussion, inquired of Venetia, next to whom he +was seated, whether she had read his lordship's last poem. He was +extremely surprised when Venetia answered in the negative; but he +seized the opportunity of giving her an elaborate criticism on the +poetical genius of Cadurcis. 'As for his style,' said the critic, 'no +one can deny that is his own, and he will last by his style; as for +his philosophy, and all these wild opinions of his, they will pass +away, because they are not genuine, they are not his own, they are +borrowed. He will outwrite them; depend upon it, he will. The fact is, +as a friend of mine observed the other day, Herbert's writings have +turned his head. Of course you could know nothing about them, but +there are wonderful things in them, I can tell you that.' + +'I believe it most sincerely,' said Venetia. + +The critic stared at his neighbour. 'Hush!' said he, 'his wife and +daughter are here. We must not talk of these things. You know Lady +Annabel Herbert? There she is; a very fine woman too. And that is his +daughter there, I believe, that dark girl with a turned-up nose. I +cannot say she warrants the poetical address to her: + + My precious pearl the false and glittering world + Has ne'er polluted with, its garish light! + +She does not look much like a pearl, does she? She should keep in +solitude, eh?' + +The ladies rose and relieved Venetia from her embarrassment. + +After dinner Lady Annabel introduced George Cadurcis to her daughter; +and, seated by them both, he contrived without effort, and without the +slightest consciousness of success, to confirm the pleasing impression +in his favour which he had already made, and, when they parted, it was +even with a mutual wish that they might meet again. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +It was the night after the drawing-room. Lord Cadurcis was at Brookes' +dining at midnight, having risen since only a few hours. Being a +malcontent, he had ceased to attend the Court, where his original +reception had been most gracious, which he had returned by some +factious votes, and a caustic lampoon. + +A party of young men entered, from the Court Ball, which in those days +always terminated at midnight, whence the guests generally proceeded +to Ranelagh; one or two of them seated themselves at the table at +which Cadurcis was sitting. They were full of a new beauty who had +been presented. Their violent and even extravagant encomiums excited +his curiosity. Such a creature had never been seen, she was peerless, +the most radiant of acknowledged charms had been dimmed before her. +Their Majesties had accorded to her the most marked reception. A +Prince of the blood had honoured her with his hand. Then they began to +expatiate with fresh enthusiasm on her unparalleled loveliness. + +'O Cadurcis,' said a young noble, who was one of his extreme admirers, +'she is the only creature I ever beheld worthy of being one of your +heroines.' + +'Whom are you talking about?' asked Cadurcis in a rather listless +tone. + +'The new beauty, of course.' + +'And who may she be?' + +'Miss Herbert, to be sure. Who speaks or thinks of any one else?' + +'What, Ve----, I mean Miss Herbert?' exclaimed Cadurcis, with no +little energy. + +'Yes. Do you know her?' + +'Do you mean to say--' and Cadurcis stopped and rose from the table, +and joined the party round the fire. 'What Miss Herbert is it?' he +added, after a short pause. + +'Why _the_ Miss Herbert; Herbert's daughter, to be sure. She was +presented to-day by her mother. + +'Lady Annabel?' + +'The same.' + +'Presented to-day!' said Cadurcis audibly, yet speaking as it were to +himself. 'Presented to-day! Presented! How strange!' + +'So every one thinks; one of the strangest things that ever happened,' +remarked a bystander. + +'And I did not even know they were in town,' continued Cadurcis, for, +from his irregular hours, he had not seen his cousin since the party +of yesterday. He began walking up and down the room, muttering, +'Masham, Weymouth, London, presented at Court, and I know nothing. How +life changes! Venetia at Court, my Venetia!' Then turning round and +addressing the young nobleman who had first spoken to him, he asked +'if the ball were over.' + +'Yes; all the world are going to Ranelagh. Are you inclined to take a +round?' + +'I have a strange fancy,' said Cadurcis, 'and if you will go with me, +I will take you in my vis-à -vis. It is here.' + +This was an irresistible invitation, and in a few minutes the +companions were on their way; Cadurcis, apparently with no peculiar +interest in the subject, leading the conversation very artfully to +the presentation of Miss Herbert. His friend was heartily inclined to +gratify his curiosity. He gave him ample details of Miss Herbert's +person: even of her costume, and the sensation both produced; how she +was presented by her mother, who, after so long an estrangement from +the world, scarcely excited less impression, and the remarkable +cordiality with which both mother and daughter were greeted by the +sovereign and his royal consort. + +The two young noblemen found Ranelagh crowded, but the presence of +Lord Cadurcis occasioned a sensation the moment he was recognised. +Everywhere the whisper went round, and many parties crowded near to +catch a glimpse of the hero of the day. 'Which is he? That fair, +tall young man? No, the other to be sure. Is it really he? How +distinguished! How melancholy! Quite the poet. Do you think he is +really so unhappy as he looks? I would sooner see him than the King +and Queen. He seems very young, but then he has seen so much of the +world! Fine eyes, beautiful hair! I wonder who is his friend? How +proud he must be! Who is that lady he bowed to? That is the Duke +of ---- speaking to him,' Such were the remarks that might be caught in +the vicinity of Lord Cadurcis as he took his round, gazed at by the +assembled crowd, of whom many knew him only by fame, for the charm of +Ranelagh was that it was rather a popular than a merely fashionable +assembly. Society at large blended with the Court, which maintained +and renewed its influence by being witnessed under the most graceful +auspices. The personal authority of the aristocracy has decreased with +the disappearance of Ranelagh and similar places of amusement, where +rank was not exclusive, and luxury by the gratification it occasioned +others seemed robbed of half its selfism. + +In his second round, Lord Cadurcis recognised the approach of the +Herberts. They formed the portion of a large party. Lady Annabel was +leaning on her brother, whom Cadurcis knew by sight; Venetia was at +the side of her aunt, and several gentlemen were hovering about them; +among them, to his surprise, his cousin, George Cadurcis, in his +uniform, for he had been to Court and to the Court Ball. Venetia was +talking with animation. She was in her Court dress and in powder. Her +appearance was strange to him. He could scarcely recognise the +friend of his childhood; but without any doubt in all that assembly, +unrivalled in the whole world for beauty, grace, and splendour, she +was without a parallel; a cynosure on which all eyes were fixed. + +So occupied were the ladies of the Herbert party by the conversation +of their numerous and brilliant attendants, that the approach of any +one else but Lord Cadurcis might have been unnoticed by them, but +a hundred tongues before he drew nigh had prepared Venetia for his +appearance. She was indeed most anxious to behold him, and though she +was aware that her heart fluttered not slightly as the moment was at +hand, she commanded her gaze, and her eyes met his, although she was +doubtful whether he might choose or care to recognise her. He bowed +almost to the ground; and when Venetia had raised her responsive head +he had passed by. + +'Why, Cadurcis, you know Miss Herbert?' said his friend in a tone of +some astonishment. + +'Well; but it is a long time since I have seen her.' + +'Is she not beautiful?' + +'I never doubted on that subject; I tell you, Scrope, we must contrive +to join her party. I wish we had some of our friends among them. Here +comes the Monteagle; aid me to escape her.' + +The most fascinating smile failed in arresting the progress of +Cadurcis; fortunately, the lady was the centre of a brilliant band; +all that he had to do, therefore, was boldly to proceed. + +'Do you think my cousin is altered since you knew him?' inquired +George Cadurcis of Venetia. + +'I scarcely had time to observe him,' she replied. + +'I wish you would let me bring him to you. He did not know until this +moment you were in town. I have not seen him since we met yesterday.' + +'Oh, no,' said Venetia. 'Do not disturb him.' + +In time, however, Lord Cadurcis was again in sight; and now without +any hesitation he stopped, and falling into the line by Miss Herbert, +he addressed her: 'I am proud of being remembered by Miss Herbert,' he +said. + +'I am most happy to meet you,' replied Venetia, with unaffected +sincerity. + +'And Lady Annabel, I have not been able to catch her eye: is she quite +well? I was ignorant that you were in London until I heard of your +triumph this night.' + +The Countess whispered her niece, and Venetia accordingly presented +Lord Cadurcis to her aunt. This was a most gratifying circumstance to +him. He was anxious, by some means or other, to effect his entrance +into her circle; and he had an irresistible suspicion that Lady +Annabel no longer looked upon him with eyes of favour. So he resolved +to enlist the aunt as his friend. Few persons could be more winning +than Cadurcis, when he willed it; and every attempt to please from one +whom all emulated to gratify and honour, was sure to be successful. +The Countess, who, in spite of politics, was a secret votary of his, +was quite prepared to be enchanted. She congratulated herself +on forming, as she had long wished, an acquaintance with one so +celebrated. She longed to pass Lady Monteagle in triumph. Cadurcis +improved his opportunity to the utmost. It was impossible for any +one to be more engaging; lively, yet at the same time gentle, and +deferential with all his originality. He spoke, indeed, more to the +aunt than to Venetia, but when he addressed the latter, there was +a melting, almost a mournful tenderness in his tones, that alike +affected her heart and charmed her imagination. Nor could she be +insensible to the gratification she experienced as she witnessed, +every instant, the emotion his presence excited among the passers-by, +and of which Cadurcis himself seemed so properly and so utterly +unconscious. And this was Plantagenet! + +Lord Cadurcis spoke of his cousin, who, on his joining the party, had +assisted the arrangement by moving to the other side; and he spoke of +him with a regard which pleased Venetia, though Cadurcis envied him +his good fortune in having the advantage of a prior acquaintance +with Miss Herbert in town; 'but then we are old acquaintances in the +country,' he added, half in a playful, half in a melancholy tone, 'are +we not?' + +'It is a long time that we have known each other, and it is a long +time since we have met,' replied Venetia. + +'A delicate reproach,' said Cadurcis; 'but perhaps rather my +misfortune than my fault. My thoughts have been often, I might say +ever, at Cherbury.' + +'And the abbey; have you forgotten the abbey?' + +'I have never been near it since a morning you perhaps remember,' said +his lordship in a low voice. 'Ah! Miss Herbert,' he continued, with +a sigh, 'I was young then; I have lived to change many opinions, and +some of which you then disapproved.' + +The party stopped at a box just vacant, and in which the ladies seated +themselves while their carriages were inquired for. Lord Cadurcis, +with a rather faltering heart, went up to pay his respects to +Venetia's mother. Lady Annabel received him with a courtesy, that +however was scarcely cordial, but the Countess instantly presented +him to her husband with an unction which a little astonished her +sister-in-law. Then a whisper, but unobserved, passed between the Earl +and his lady, and in a minute Lord Cadurcis had been invited to dine +with them on the next day, and meet his old friends from the country. +Cadurcis was previously engaged, but hesitated not a moment in +accepting the invitation. The Monteagle party now passed by; the +lady looked a little surprised at the company in which she found her +favourite, and not a little mortified by his neglect. What business +had Cadurcis to be speaking to that Miss Herbert? Was it not enough +that the whole day not another name had scarcely crossed her ear, but +the night must even witness the conquest of Lord Cadurcis by the +new beauty? It was such bad ton, it was so unlike him, it was so +underbred, for a person of his position immediately to bow before the +new idol of the hour, and a Tory girl too! It was the last thing +she could have expected from him. She should, on the contrary, +have thought that the universal admiration which this Miss Herbert +commanded, would have been exactly the reason why a man like Cadurcis +would have seemed almost unconscious of her existence. She determined +to remonstrate with him; and she was sure of a speedy opportunity, for +he was to dine with her on the morrow. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Notwithstanding Lady Annabel's reserved demeanour, Lord Cadurcis, +supported by the presence of his cousin, whom he had discovered to be +a favourite of that lady, ventured to call upon her the next day, but +she was out. They were to meet, however, at dinner, where Cadurcis +determined to omit no opportunity to propitiate her. The Countess had +a great deal of tact, and she contrived to make up a party to receive +him, in which there were several of his friends, among them his cousin +and the Bishop of----, and no strangers who were not, like herself, +his great admirers; but if she had known more, she need not have given +herself this trouble, for there was a charm among her guests of which +she was ignorant, and Cadurcis went determined to please and to be +pleased. + +At dinner he was seated next to Lady Annabel, and it was impossible +for any person to be more deferential, soft, and insinuating. He spoke +of old days with emotion which he did not attempt to suppress; he +alluded to the present with infinite delicacy. But it was very +difficult to make way. Lady Annabel was courteous, but she was +reserved. His lively reminiscences elicited from her no corresponding +sentiment; and no art would induce her to dwell upon the present. If +she only would have condescended to compliment him, it would have +given him an opportunity of expressing his distaste of the life which +he now led, and a description of the only life which he wished to +lead; but Lady Annabel studiously avoided affording him any opening +of the kind. She treated him like a stranger. She impressed upon him +without effort that she would only consider him an acquaintance. How +Cadurcis, satiated with the incense of the whole world, sighed for one +single congratulation from Lady Annabel! Nothing could move her. + +'I was so surprised to meet you last night,' at length he again +observed. 'I have made so many inquiries after you. Our dear friend +the Bishop was, I fear, almost wearied with my inquiries after +Cherbury. I know not how it was, I felt quite a pang when I heard that +you had left it, and that all these years, when I have been conjuring +up so many visions of what was passing under that dear roof, you were +at Weymouth.' + +'Yes. We were at Weymouth some time.' + +'But do not you long to see Cherbury again? I cannot tell you how +I pant for it. For my part, I have seen the world, and I have seen +enough of it. After all, the end of all our exertions is to be happy +at home; that is the end of everything; don't you think so?' + +'A happy home is certainly a great blessing,' replied Lady Annabel; +'and a rare one.' + +'But why should it be rare?' inquired Lord Cadurcis. + +'It is our own fault,' said Lady Annabel; 'our vanity drives us from +our hearths.' + +'But we soon return again, and calm and cooled. For my part, I have no +object in life but to settle down at the old abbey, and never to quit +again our woods. But I shall lead a dull life without my neighbours,' +he added, with a smile, and in a tone half-coaxing. + +'I suppose you never see Lord ---- now?' said Lady Annabel, mentioning +his late guardian. There was, as Cadurcis fancied, some sarcasm in the +question, though not in the tone in which it was asked. + +'No, I never see him,' his lordship answered firmly; 'we differ in our +opinions, and I differ from him with regret; but I differ from a sense +of duty, and therefore I have no alternative.' + +'The claims of duty are of course paramount,' observed Lady Annabel. + +'You know my cousin?' said Cadurcis, to turn the conversation. + +'Yes, and I like him much; he appears to be a sensible, amiable +person, of excellent principles.' + +'I am not bound to admire George's principles,' said Lord +Cadurcis, gaily; 'but I respect them, because I know that they are +conscientious. I love George; he is my only relation, and he is my +friend.' + +'I trust he will always be your friend, for I think you will then, at +least, know one person on whom you can depend.' + +'I believe it. The friendships of the world are wind.' + +'I am surprised to hear you say so,' said Lady Annabel. + +'Why, Lady Annabel?' + +'You have so many friends.' + +Lord Cadurcis smiled. 'I wish,' he said, after a little hesitation, +'if only for "Auld lang syne," I might include Lady Annabel Herbert +among them.' + +'I do not think there is any basis for friendship between us, my +lord,' she said, very dryly. + +'The past must ever be with me,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'and I should +have thought a sure and solid one.' + +'Our opinions on all subjects are so adverse, that I must believe that +there could be no great sympathy in our feelings.' + +'My feelings are beyond my control,' he replied; 'they are, and must +ever be, totally independent of my opinions.' + +Lady Annabel did not reply. His lordship felt baffled, but he was +resolved to make one more effort. + +'Do you know,' he said, 'I can scarcely believe myself in London +to-day? To be sitting next to you, to see Miss Herbert, to hear Dr. +Masham's voice. Oh! does it not recall Cherbury, or Marringhurst, or +that day at Cadurcis, when you were so good as to smile over my rough +repast? Ah! Lady Annabel, those days were happy! those were feelings +that can never die! All the glitter and hubbub of the world can never +make me forget them, can never make you, I hope, Lady Annabel, quite +recall them with an effort. We were friends then: let us be friends +now.' + +'I am too old to cultivate new friendships,' said Lady Annabel; 'and +if we are to be friends, Lord Cadurcis, I am sorry to say that, after +the interval that has occurred since we last parted, we should have to +begin again.' + +'It is a long time,' said Cadurcis, mournfully, 'a very long time, and +one, in spite of what the world may think, to which I cannot look back +with any self-congratulation. I wished three years ago never to leave +Cadurcis again. Indeed I did; and indeed it was not my fault that I +quitted it.' + +'It was no one's fault, I hope. Whatever the cause may have been, I +have ever remained quite ignorant of it. I wished, and wish, to +remain ignorant of it. I, for one, have ever considered it the wise +dispensation of a merciful Providence.' + +Cadurcis ground his teeth; a dark look came over him which, when +once it rose on his brow, was with difficulty dispelled; and for the +remainder of the dinner he continued silent and gloomy. + +He was, however, not unobserved by Venetia. She had watched his +evident attempts to conciliate her mother with lively interest; she +had witnessed their failure with sincere sorrow. In spite of that +stormy interview, the results of which, in his hasty departure, and +the severance of their acquaintance, she had often regretted, she had +always retained for him the greatest affection. During these three +years he had still, in her inmost heart, remained her own Plantagenet, +her adopted brother, whom she loved, and in whose welfare her feelings +were deeply involved. The mysterious circumstances of her birth, and +the discoveries to which they had led, had filled her mind with a +fanciful picture of human nature, over which she had long brooded. A +great poet had become her ideal of a man. Sometimes she had sighed, +when musing over her father and Plantagenet on the solitary seashore +at Weymouth, that Cadurcis, instead of being the merely amiable, and +somewhat narrow-minded being that she supposed, had not been invested +with those brilliant and commanding qualities which she felt could +alone master her esteem. Often had she, in those abstracted hours, +played with her imagination in combining the genius of her father with +the soft heart of that friend to whom she was so deeply attached. She +had wished, in her reveries, that Cadurcis might have been a great +man; that he might have existed in an atmosphere of glory amid the +plaudits and admiration of his race; and that then he might have +turned from all that fame, so dear to them both, to the heart which +could alone sympathise with the native simplicity of his childhood. + +The ladies withdrew. The Bishop and another of the guests joined them +after a short interval. The rest remained below, and drank their wine +with the freedom not unusual in those days, Lord Cadurcis among them, +although it was not his habit. But he was not convivial, though he +never passed the bottle untouched. He was in one of those dark humours +of which there was a latent spring in his nature, but which in old +days had been kept in check by his simple life, his inexperienced +mind, and the general kindness that greeted him, and which nothing but +the caprice and perversity of his mother could occasionally develope. +But since the great revolution in his position, since circumstances +had made him alike acquainted with his nature, and had brought all +society to acknowledge its superiority; since he had gained and felt +his irresistible power, and had found all the world, and all the +glory of it, at his feet, these moods had become more frequent. The +slightest reaction in the self-complacency that was almost unceasingly +stimulated by the applause of applauded men and the love of the +loveliest women, instantly took the shape and found refuge in the +immediate form of the darkest spleen, generally, indeed, brooding in +silence, and, if speaking, expressing itself only in sarcasm. Cadurcis +was indeed, as we have already described him, the spoiled child of +society; a froward and petted darling, not always to be conciliated by +kindness, but furious when neglected or controlled. He was habituated +to triumph; it had been his lot to come, to see, and to conquer; even +the procrastination of certain success was intolerable to him; his +energetic volition could not endure a check. To Lady Annabel Herbert, +indeed, he was not exactly what he was to others; there was a spell +in old associations from which he unconsciously could not emancipate +himself, and from which it was his opinion he honoured her in not +desiring to be free. He had his reasons for wishing to regain his old, +his natural influence, over her heart; he did not doubt for an instant +that, if Cadurcis sued, success must follow the condescending effort. +He had sued, and he had been met with coldness, almost with disdain. +He had addressed her in those terms of tenderness which experience +had led him to believe were irresistible, yet to which he seldom had +recourse, for hitherto he had not been under the degrading necessity +of courting. He had dwelt with fondness on the insignificant past, +because it was connected with her; he had regretted, or affected +even to despise, the glorious present, because it seemed, for some +indefinite cause, to have estranged him from her hearth. Yes! he had +humbled himself before her; he had thrown with disdain at her feet all +that dazzling fame and expanding glory which seemed his peculiar and +increasing privilege. He had delicately conveyed to her that even +these would be sacrificed, not only without a sigh, but with cheerful +delight, to find himself once more living, as of old, in the limited +world of her social affections. Three years ago he had been rejected +by the daughter, because he was an undistinguished youth. Now the +mother recoiled from his fame. And who was this woman? The same cold, +stern heart that had alienated the gifted Herbert; the same narrow, +rigid mind that had repudiated ties that every other woman in the +world would have gloried to cherish and acknowledge. And with her he +had passed his prejudiced youth, and fancied, like an idiot, that he +had found sympathy! Yes, so long as he was a slave, a mechanical, +submissive slave, bowing his mind to all the traditionary bigotry +which she adored, never daring to form an opinion for himself, +worshipping her idol, custom, and labouring by habitual hypocrisy to +perpetuate the delusions of all around her! + +In the meantime, while Lord Cadurcis was chewing the cud of these +bitter feelings, we will take the opportunity of explaining the +immediate cause of Lady Annabel's frigid reception of his friendly +advances. All that she had heard of Cadurcis, all the information she +had within these few days so rapidly acquired of his character and +conduct, were indeed not calculated to dispose her to witness the +renewal of their intimacy with feelings of remarkable satisfaction. +But this morning she had read his poem, the poem that all London was +talking of, and she had read it with horror. She looked upon Cadurcis +as a lost man. With her, indeed, since her marriage, an imaginative +mind had become an object of terror; but there were some peculiarities +in the tone of Cadurcis' genius, which magnified to excess her general +apprehension on this head. She traced, in every line, the evidences +of a raging vanity, which she was convinced must prompt its owner +to sacrifice, on all occasions, every feeling of duty to its +gratification. Amid all the fervour of rebellious passions, and the +violence of a wayward mind, a sentiment of profound egotism appeared +to her impressed on every page she perused. Great as might have been +the original errors of Herbert, awful as in her estimation were the +crimes to which they had led him, they might in the first instance be +traced rather to a perverted view of society than of himself. But self +was the idol of Cadurcis; self distorted into a phantom that seemed +to Lady Annabel pregnant not only with terrible crimes, but with the +basest and most humiliating vices. The certain degradation which in +the instance of her husband had been the consequence of a bad system, +would, in her opinion, in the case of Cadurcis, be the result of a +bad nature; and when she called to mind that there had once been a +probability that this individual might have become the husband of her +Venetia, her child whom it had been the sole purpose of her life to +save from the misery of which she herself had been the victim; that +she had even dwelt on the idea with complacency, encouraged its +progress, regretted its abrupt termination, but consoled herself by +the flattering hope that time, with even more favourable auspices, +would mature it into fulfilment; she trembled, and turned pale. + +It was to the Bishop that, after dinner, Lady Annabel expressed some +of the feelings which the reappearance of Cadurcis had occasioned her. + +'I see nothing but misery for his future,' she exclaimed; 'I tremble +for him when he addresses me. In spite of the glittering surface on +which he now floats, I foresee only a career of violence, degradation, +and remorse.' + +'He is a problem difficult to solve,' replied Masham; 'but there are +elements not only in his character, but his career, so different from +those of the person of whom we were speaking, that I am not inclined +at once to admit, that the result must necessarily be the same.' + +'I see none,' replied Lady Annabel; 'at least none of sufficient +influence to work any material change.' + +'What think you of his success?' replied Masham. 'Cadurcis is +evidently proud of it. With all his affected scorn of the world, he +is the slave of society. He may pique the feelings of mankind, but I +doubt whether he will outrage them.' + +'He is on such a dizzy eminence,' replied Lady Annabel, 'that I do not +believe he is capable of calculating so finely. He does not believe, I +am sure, in the possibility of resistance. His vanity will tempt him +onwards.' + +'Not to persecution,' said Masham. 'Now, my opinion of Cadurcis is, +that his egotism, or selfism, or whatever you may style it, will +ultimately preserve him from any very fatal, from any irrecoverable +excesses. He is of the world, worldly. All his works, all his conduct, +tend only to astonish mankind. He is not prompted by any visionary +ideas of ameliorating his species. The instinct of self-preservation +will serve him as ballast.' + +'We shall see,' said Lady Annabel; 'for myself, whatever may be his +end, I feel assured that great and disgraceful vicissitudes are in +store for him.' + +'It is strange after what, in comparison with such extraordinary +changes, must be esteemed so brief an interval,' observed Masham, with +a smile, 'to witness such a revolution in his position. I often think +to myself, can this indeed be our little Plantagenet?' + +'It is awful!' said Lady Annabel; 'much more than strange. For myself, +when I recall certain indications of his feelings when he was last at +Cadurcis, and think for a moment of the results to which they might +have led, I shiver; I assure you, my dear lord, I tremble from head to +foot. And I encouraged him! I smiled with fondness on his feelings! I +thought I was securing the peaceful happiness of my child! What can we +trust to in this world! It is too dreadful to dwell upon! It must have +been an interposition of Providence that Venetia escaped.' + +'Dear little Venetia,' exclaimed the good Bishop; 'for I believe I +shall call her little Venetia to the day of my death. How well she +looks to-night! Her aunt is, I think, very fond of her! See!' + +'Yes, it pleases me,' said Lady Annabel; but I do wish my sister was +not such an admirer of Lord Cadurcis' poems. You cannot conceive how +uneasy it makes me. I am quite annoyed that he was asked here to-day. +Why ask him?' + +'Oh! there is no harm,' said Masham; 'you must forget the past. By all +accounts, Cadurcis is not a marrying man. Indeed, as I understood, +marriage with him is at present quite out of the question. And as for +Venetia, she rejected him before, and she will, if necessary, reject +him again. He has been a brother to her, and after that he can be no +more. Girls never fall in love with those with whom they are bred up.' + +'I hope, I believe there is no occasion for apprehension,' replied +Lady Annabel; 'indeed, it has scarcely entered my head. The very +charms he once admired in Venetia can have no sway over him, as +I should think, now. I should believe him as little capable of +appreciating Venetia now, as he was when last at Cherbury, of +anticipating the change in his own character.' + +'You mean opinions, my dear lady, for characters never change. Believe +me, Cadurcis is radically the same as in old days. Circumstances have +only developed his latent predisposition.' + +'Not changed, my dear lord! what, that innocent, sweet-tempered, +docile child--' + +'Hush! here he comes.' + +The Earl and his guests entered the room; a circle was formed round +Lady Annabel; some evening visitors arrived; there was singing. It had +not been the intention of Lord Cadurcis to return to the drawing-room +after his rebuff by Lady Annabel; he had meditated making his peace at +Monteagle House; but when the moment of his projected departure had +arrived, he could not resist the temptation of again seeing Venetia. +He entered the room last, and some moments after his companions. Lady +Annabel, who watched the general entrance, concluded he had gone, and +her attention was now fully engaged. Lord Cadurcis remained at the +end of the room alone, apparently abstracted, and looking far from +amiable; but his eye, in reality, was watching Venetia. Suddenly her +aunt approached her, and invited the lady who was conversing with Miss +Herbert to sing; Lord Cadurcis immediately advanced, and took her +seat. Venetia was surprised that for the first time in her life +with Plantagenet she felt embarrassed. She had met his look when he +approached her, and had welcomed, or, at least, intended to welcome +him with a smile, but she was at a loss for words; she was haunted +with the recollection of her mother's behaviour to him at dinner, and +she looked down on the ground, far from being at ease. + +'Venetia!' said Lord Cadurcis. + +She started. + +'We are alone,' he said; 'let me call you Venetia when we are alone.' + +She did not, she could not reply; she felt confused; the blood rose to +her cheek. + +'How changed is everything!' continued Cadurcis. 'To think the day +should ever arrive when I should have to beg your permission to call +you Venetia!' + +She looked up; she met his glance. It was mournful; nay, his eyes were +suffused with tears. She saw at her side the gentle and melancholy +Plantagenet of her childhood. + +'I cannot speak; I am agitated at meeting you,' she said with her +native frankness. 'It is so long since we have been alone; and, as you +say, all is so changed.' + +'But are you changed, Venetia?' he said in a voice of emotion; 'for +all other change is nothing.' + +'I meet you with pleasure,' she replied; 'I hear of your fame with +pride. You cannot suppose that it is possible I should cease to be +interested in your welfare.' + +'Your mother does not meet me with pleasure; she hears of nothing +that has occurred to me with pride; your mother has ceased to take an +interest in my welfare; and why should you be unchanged?' + +'You mistake my mother.' + +'No, no,' replied Cadurcis, shaking his head, 'I have read her inmost +soul to-day. Your mother hates me; me, whom she once styled her son. +She was a mother once to me, and you were my sister. If I have lost +her heart, why have I not lost yours?' + +'My heart, if you care for it, is unchanged,' said Venetia. + +'O Venetia, whatever you may think, I never wanted the solace of a +sister's love more than I do at this moment.' + +'I pledged my affection to you when we were children,' replied +Venetia; 'you have done nothing to forfeit it, and it is yours still.' + +'When we were children,' said Cadurcis, musingly; 'when we were +innocent; when we were happy. You, at least, are innocent still; are +you happy, Venetia?' + +'Life has brought sorrows even to me, Plantagenet.' + +The blood deserted his heart when she called him Plantagenet; he +breathed with difficulty. + +'When I last returned to Cherbury,' he said, 'you told me you were +changed, Venetia; you revealed to me on another occasion the secret +cause of your affliction. I was a boy then, a foolish ignorant boy. +Instead of sympathising with your heartfelt anxiety, my silly vanity +was offended by feelings I should have shared, and soothed, and +honoured. Ah, Venetia! well had it been for one of us that I had +conducted myself more kindly, more wisely.' + +'Nay, Plantagenet, believe me, I remember that interview only to +regret it. The recollection of it has always occasioned me great +grief. We were both to blame; but we were both children then. We must +pardon each other's faults.' + +'You will hear, that is, if you care to listen, Venetia, much of my +conduct and opinions,' continued Lord Cadurcis, 'that may induce you +to believe me headstrong and capricious. Perhaps I am less of both in +all things than the world imagines. But of this be certain, that my +feelings towards you have never changed, whatever you may permit them +to be; and if some of my boyish judgments have, as was but natural, +undergone some transformation, be you, my sweet friend, in some degree +consoled for the inconsistency, since I have at length learned duly to +appreciate one of whom we then alike knew little, but whom a natural +inspiration taught you, at least, justly to appreciate: I need not say +I mean the illustrious father of your being.' + +Venetia could not restrain her tears; she endeavoured to conceal her +agitated countenance behind the fan with which she was fortunately +provided. + +'To me a forbidden subject,' said Venetia, 'at least with them I could +alone converse upon it, but one that my mind never deserts.' + +'O Venetia!' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis with a sigh, 'would we were both +with him!' + +'A wild thought,' she murmured, 'and one I must not dwell upon.' + +'We shall meet, I hope,' said Lord Cadurcis; 'we must meet, meet +often. I called upon your mother to-day, fruitlessly. You must attempt +to conciliate her. Why should we be parted? We, at least, are friends, +and more than friends. I cannot exist unless we meet, and meet with +the frankness of old days.' + +'I think you mistake mamma; I think you may, indeed. Remember how +lately she has met you, and after how long an interval! A little time, +and she will resume her former feelings, and believe that you have +never forfeited yours. Besides, we have friends, mutual friends. My +aunt admires you, and here I naturally must be a great deal. And the +Bishop, he still loves you; that I am sure he does: and your cousin, +mamma likes your cousin. I am sure if you can manage only to be +patient, if you will only attempt to conciliate a little, all will be +as before. Remember, too, how changed your position is,' Venetia added +with a smile; 'you allow me to forget you are a great man, but mamma +is naturally restrained by all this wonderful revolution. When she +finds that you really are the Lord Cadurcis whom she knew such a very +little boy, the Lord Cadurcis who, without her aid, would never have +been able even to write his fine poems, oh! she must love you again. +How can she help it?' + +Cadurcis smiled. 'We shall see,' he said. 'In the meantime do not you +desert me, Venetia.' + +'That is impossible,' she replied; 'the happiest of my days have been +passed with you. You remember the inscription on the jewel? I shall +keep to my vows.' + +'That was a very good inscription so far as it went,' said Cadurcis; +and then, as if a little alarmed at his temerity, he changed the +subject. + +'Do you know,' said Venetia, after a pause, 'I am treating you all +this time as a poet, merely in deference to public opinion. Not a line +have I been permitted to read; but I am resolved to rebel, and you +must arrange it all.' + +'Ah!' said the enraptured Cadurcis; 'this is fame!' + +At this moment the Countess approached them, and told Venetia that +her mother wished to speak to her. Lady Annabel had discovered the +tête-à -tête, and resolved instantly to terminate it. Lord Cadurcis, +however, who was quick as lightning, read all that was necessary in +Venetia's look. Instead of instantly retiring, he remained some little +time longer, talked to the Countess, who was perfectly enchanted with +him, even sauntered up to the singers, and complimented them, and did +not make his bow until he had convinced at least the mistress of the +mansion, if not her sister-in-law, that it was not Venetia Herbert who +was his principal attraction in this agreeable society. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The moment he had quitted Venetia, Lord Cadurcis returned home. He +could not endure the usual routine of gaiety after her society; and +his coachman, often waiting until five o'clock in the morning at +Monteagle House, could scarcely assure himself of his good fortune +in this exception to his accustomed trial of patience. The vis-à -vis +stopped, and Lord Cadurcis bounded out with a light step and a lighter +heart. His table was covered with letters. The first one that caught +his eye was a missive from Lady Monteagle. Cadurcis seized it like a +wild animal darting on its prey, tore it in half without opening it, +and, grasping the poker, crammed it with great energy into the fire. +This exploit being achieved, Cadurcis began walking up and down the +room; and indeed he paced it for nearly a couple of hours in a deep +reverie, and evidently under a considerable degree of excitement, for +his gestures were violent, and his voice often audible. At length, +about an hour after midnight, he rang for his valet, tore off his +cravat, and hurled it to one corner of the apartment, called for his +robe de chambre, soda water, and more lights, seated himself, and +began pouring forth, faster almost than his pen could trace the words, +the poem that he had been meditating ever since he had quitted the +roof where he had met Venetia. She had expressed a wish to read his +poems; he had resolved instantly to compose one for her solitary +perusal Thus he relieved his heart: + + I. + + Within a cloistered pile, whose Gothic towers + Rose by the margin of a sedgy lake, + Embosomed in a valley of green bowers, + And girt by many a grove and ferny brake + Loved by the antlered deer, a tender youth + Whom Time to childhood's gentle sway of love + Still spared; yet innocent as is the dove, + Nor mounded yet by Care's relentless tooth; + Stood musing, of that fair antique domain + The orphan lord! And yet, no childish thought + With wayward purpose holds its transient reign + In his young mind, with deeper feelings fraught; + Then mystery all to him, and yet a dream, + That Time has touched with its revealing beam. + + II. + + There came a maiden to that lonely boy, + And like to him as is the morn to night; + Her sunny face a very type of joy, + And with her soul's unclouded lustre bright. + Still scantier summers had her brow illumed + Than that on which she threw a witching smile, + Unconscious of the spell that could beguile + His being of the burthen it was doomed + By his ancestral blood to bear: a spirit, + Rife with desponding thoughts and fancies drear, + A moody soul that men sometimes inherit, + And worse than all the woes the world may bear. + But when he met that maiden's dazzling eye, + He bade each gloomy image baffled fly. + + III. + + Amid the shady woods and sunny lawns + The maiden and the youth now wander, gay + As the bright birds, and happy as the fawns, + Their sportive rivals, that around them play; + Their light hands linked in love, the golden hours + Unconscious fly, while thus they graceful roam, + And careless ever till the voice of home + Recalled them from their sunshine find their flowers; + For then they parted: to his lonely pile + The orphan-chief, for though his woe to lull, + The maiden called him brother, her fond smile + Gladdened another hearth, while his was dull + Yet as they parted, she reproved his sadness, + And for his sake she gaily whispered gladness. + + IV. + + She was the daughter of a noble race, + That beauteous girl, and yet she owed her name + To one who needs no herald's skill to trace + His blazoned lineage, for his lofty fame + Lives in the mouth of men, and distant climes + Re-echo his wide glory; where the brave + Are honoured, where 'tis noble deemed to save + A prostrate nation, and for future times + Work with a high devotion, that no taunt, + Or ribald lie, or zealot's eager curse, + Or the short-sighted world's neglect can daunt, + That name is worshipped! His immortal verse + Blends with his god-like deeds, a double spell + To bind the coming age he loved too well! + + V. + + For, from his ancient home, a scatterling, + They drove him forth, unconscious of their prize, + And branded as a vile unhallowed thing, + The man who struggled only to be wise. + And even his hearth rebelled, the duteous wife, + Whose bosom well might soothe in that dark hour, + Swelled with her gentle force the world's harsh power, + And aimed her dart at his devoted life. + That struck; the rest his mighty soul might scorn, + But when his household gods averted stood, + 'Twas the last pang that cannot well be borne + When tortured e'en to torpor: his heart's blood + Flowed to the unseen blow: then forth he went, + And gloried in his ruthless banishment. + + VI. + + A new-born pledge of love within his home, + His alien home, the exiled father left; + And when, like Cain, he wandered forth to roam, + A Cain without his solace, all bereft, + Stole down his pallid cheek the scalding tear, + To think a stranger to his tender love + His child must grow, untroubled where might rove + His restless life, or taught perchance to fear + Her father's name, and bred in sullen hate, + Shrink from his image. Thus the gentle maid, + Who with her smiles had soothed an orphan's fate, + Had felt an orphan's pang; yet undismayed, + Though taught to deem her sire the child of shame, + She clung with instinct to that reverent name! + + VII. + + Time flew; the boy became a man; no more + His shadow falls upon his cloistered hall, + But to a stirring world he learn'd to pour + The passion of his being, skilled to call + From the deep caverns of his musing thought + Shadows to which they bowed, and on their mind + To stamp the image of his own; the wind, + Though all unseen, with force or odour fraught, + Can sway mankind, and thus a poet's voice, + Now touched with sweetness, now inflamed with rage, + Though breath, can make us grieve and then rejoice: + Such is the spell of his creative page, + That blends with all our moods; and thoughts can yield + That all have felt, and yet till then were sealed. + + VIII. + + The lute is sounding in a chamber bright + With a high festival; on every side, + Soft in the gleamy blaze of mellowed light, + Fair women smile, and dancers graceful glide; + And words still sweeter than a serenade + Are breathed with guarded voice and speaking eyes, + By joyous hearts in spite of all their sighs; + But byegone fantasies that ne'er can fade + Retain the pensive spirit of the youth; + Reclined against a column he surveys + His laughing compeers with a glance, in sooth, + Careless of all their mirth: for other days + Enchain him with their vision, the bright hours + Passed with the maiden in their sunny bowers. + + IX. + + Why turns his brow so pale, why starts to life + That languid eye? What form before unseen, + With all the spells of hallowed memory rife, + Now rises on his vision? As the Queen + Of Beauty from her bed of sparkling foam + Sprang to the azure light, and felt the air, + Soft as her cheek, the wavy dancers bear + To his rapt sight a mien that calls his home, + His cloistered home, before him, with his dreams + Prophetic strangely blending. The bright muse + Of his dark childhood still divinely beams + Upon his being; glowing with the hues + That painters love, when raptured pencils soar + To trace a form that nations may adore! + + X. + + One word alone, within her thrilling ear, + Breathed with hushed voice the brother of her heart, + And that for aye is hidden. With a tear + Smiling she strove to conquer, see her start, + The bright blood rising to her quivering cheek, + And meet the glance she hastened once to greet, + When not a thought had he, save in her sweet + And solacing society; to seek + Her smiles his only life! Ah! happy prime + Of cloudless purity, no stormy fame + His unknown sprite then stirred, a golden time + Worth all the restless splendour of a name; + And one soft accent from those gentle lips + Might all the plaudits of a world eclipse. + + XI. + + My tale is done; and if some deem it strange + My fancy thus should droop, deign then to learn + My tale is truth: imagination's range + Its bounds exact may touch not: to discern + Far stranger things than poets ever feign, + In life's perplexing annals, is the fate + Of those who act, and musing, penetrate + The mystery of Fortune: to whose reign + The haughtiest brow must bend; 'twas passing strange + The youth of these fond children; strange the flush + Of his high fortunes and his spirit's change; + Strange was the maiden's tear, the maiden's blush; + Strange were his musing thoughts and trembling heart, + 'Tis strange they met, and stranger if they part! + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +When Lady Monteagle discovered, which she did a very few hours after +the mortifying event, where Lord Cadurcis had dined the day on which +he had promised to be her guest, she was very indignant, but her +vanity was more offended than her self-complacency. She was annoyed +that Cadurcis should have compromised his exalted reputation by so +publicly dangling in the train of the new beauty: still more that he +should have signified in so marked a manner the impression which the +fair stranger had made upon him, by instantly accepting an invitation +to a house so totally unconnected with his circle, and where, had it +not been to meet this Miss Herbert, it would of course never have +entered his head to be a visitor. But, on the whole, Lady Monteagle +was rather irritated than jealous; and far from suspecting that there +was the slightest chance of her losing her influence, such as it might +be, over Lord Cadurcis, all that she felt was, that less lustre must +redound to her from its possession and exercise, if it were obvious +to the world that his attentions could be so easily attracted and +commanded. + +When Lord Cadurcis, therefore, having dispatched his poem to Venetia, +paid his usual visit on the next day to Monteagle House, he was +received rather with sneers than reproaches, as Lady Monteagle, with +no superficial knowledge of society or his lordship's character, +was clearly of opinion that this new fancy of her admirer was to be +treated rather with ridicule than indignation; and, in short, as she +had discovered that Cadurcis was far from being insensible to mockery, +that it was clearly a fit occasion, to use a phrase then very much in +vogue, for _quizzing_. + +'How d'ye do?' said her ladyship, with an arch smile, 'I really could +not expect to see you!' + +Cadurcis looked a little confused; he detested scenes, and now he +dreaded one. + +'You seem quite distrait,' continued Lady Monteagle, after a moment's +pause, which his lordship ought to have broken. 'But no wonder, if the +world be right.' + +'The world cannot be wrong,' said Cadurcis sarcastically. + +'Had you a pleasant party yesterday?' + +'Very.' + +'Lady ---- must have been quite charmed to have you at last,' said Lady +Monteagle. 'I suppose she exhibited you to all her friends, as if you +were one of the savages that went to Court the other day.' + +'She was courteous.' + +'Oh! I can fancy her flutter! For my part, if there be one character +in the world more odious than another, I think it is a fussy woman. +Lady ----, with Lord Cadurcis dining with her, and the new beauty for a +niece, must have been in a most delectable state of bustle.' + +'I thought she was rather quiet,' said her companion with provoking +indifference. 'She seemed to me an agreeable person.' + +'I suppose you mean Miss Herbert?' said Lady Monteagle. + +'Oh! these are moderate expressions to use in reference to a person +like Miss Herbert.' + +'You know what they said of you two at Ranelagh?' said her ladyship. + +'No,' said Lord Cadurcis, somewhat changing colour, and speaking +through his teeth; 'something devilish pleasant, I dare say.' + +'They call you Sedition and Treason,' said Lady Monteagle. + +'Then we are well suited,' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'She certainly is a beautiful creature,' said her ladyship. + +'I think so,' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'Rather too tall, I think.' + +'Do you?' + +'Beautiful complexion certainly; wants delicacy, I think.' + +'Do you?' + +'Fine eyes! Grey, I believe. Cannot say I admire grey eyes. Certain +sign of bad temper, I believe, grey eyes?' + +'Are they?' + +'I did not observe her hand. I dare say a little coarse. Fair people +who are tall generally fail in the hand and arm. What sort of a hand +and arm has she?' + +'I did not observe anything coarse about Miss Herbert.' + +'Ah! you admire her. And you have cause. No one can deny she is a fine +girl, and every one must regret, that with her decidedly provincial +air and want of style altogether, which might naturally be expected, +considering the rustic way I understand she has been brought up (an +old house in the country, with a methodistical mother), that she +should have fallen into such hands as her aunt. Lady ---- is enough to +spoil any girl's fortune in London.' + +'I thought that the ---- were people of high consideration,' said Lord +Cadurcis. + +'Consideration!' exclaimed Lady Monteagle. 'If you mean that they are +people of rank, and good blood, and good property, they are certainly +people of consideration; but they are Goths, Vandals, Huns, Calmucks, +Canadian savages! They have no fashion, no style, no ton, no influence +in the world. It is impossible that a greater misfortune could have +befallen your beauty than having such an aunt. Why, no man who has the +slightest regard for his reputation would be seen in her company. She +is a regular quiz, and you cannot imagine how everybody was laughing +at you the other night.' + +'I am very much obliged to them,' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'And, upon my honour,' continued Lady Monteagle, 'speaking merely as +your friend, and not being the least jealous (Cadurcis do not suppose +that), not a twinge has crossed my mind on that score; but still I +must tell you that it was most ridiculous for a man like you, to +whom everybody looks up, and from whom the slightest attention is +an honour, to go and fasten yourself the whole night upon a rustic +simpleton, something between a wax doll and a dairymaid, whom every +fool in London was staring at; the very reason why you should not have +appeared to have been even aware of her existence.' + +'We have all our moments of weakness, Gertrude,' said Lord Cadurcis, +charmed that the lady was so thoroughly unaware and unsuspicious of +his long and intimate connection with the Herberts. 'I suppose it was +my cursed vanity. I saw, as you say, every fool staring at her, and +so I determined to show that in an instant I could engross her +attention.' + +'Of course, I know it was only that; but you should not have gone +and dined there, Cadurcis,' added the lady, very seriously, 'That +compromised you; but, by cutting them in future in the most marked +manner, you may get over it.' + +'You really think I may?' inquired Lord Cadurcis, with some anxiety. + +'Oh! I have no doubt of it,' said Lady Monteagle. + +'What it is to have a friend like you, Gertrude,' said Cadurcis, 'a +friend who is neither a Goth, nor a Vandal, nor a Hun, nor a Calmuck, +nor a Canadian savage; but a woman of fashion, style, ton, influence +in the world! It is impossible that a greater piece of good fortune +could have befallen me than having you for a friend.' + +'Ah, méchant! you may mock,' said the lady, triumphantly, for she was +quite satisfied with the turn the conversation had taken; 'but I am +glad for your sake that you take such a sensible view of the case.' + +Notwithstanding, however, this sensible view of the case, after +lounging an hour at Monteagle House, Lord Cadurcis' carriage stopped +at the door of Venetia's Gothic aunt. He was not so fortunate as +to meet his heroine; but, nevertheless, he did not esteem his time +entirely thrown away, and consoled himself for the disappointment +by confirming the favourable impression he had already made in this +establishment, and cultivating an intimacy which he was assured must +contribute many opportunities of finding himself in the society +of Venetia. From this day, indeed, he was a frequent guest at her +uncle's, and generally contrived also to meet her several times in +the week at some great assembly; but here, both from the occasional +presence of Lady Monteagle, although party spirit deterred her from +attending many circles where Cadurcis was now an habitual visitant, +and from the crowd of admirers who surrounded the Herberts, he rarely +found an opportunity for any private conversation with Venetia. +His friend the Bishop also, notwithstanding the prejudices of Lady +Annabel, received him always with cordiality, and he met the Herberts +more than once at his mansion. At the opera and in the park also he +hovered about them, in spite of the sarcasms or reproaches of Lady +Monteagle; for the reader is not to suppose that that lady continued +to take the same self-complacent view of Lord Cadurcis' acquaintance +with the Herberts which she originally adopted, and at first flattered +herself was the just one. His admiration of Miss Herbert had become +the topic of general conversation; it could no longer be concealed or +disguised. But Lady Monteagle was convinced that Cadurcis was not a +marrying man, and persuaded herself that this was a fancy which must +evaporate. Moreover, Monteagle House still continued his spot of most +constant resort; for his opportunities of being with Venetia were, +with all his exertions, limited, and he had no other resource which +pleased him so much as the conversation and circle of the bright +goddess of his party. After some fiery scenes therefore with the +divinity, which only led to his prolonged absence, for the profound +and fervent genius of Cadurcis revolted from the base sentiment and +mock emotions of society, the lady reconciled herself to her lot, +still believing herself the most envied woman in London, and often +ashamed of being jealous of a country girl. + +The general result of the fortnight which elapsed since Cadurcis +renewed his acquaintance with his Cherbury friends was, that he had +become convinced of his inability of propitiating Lady Annabel, was +devotedly attached to Venetia, though he had seldom an opportunity +of intimating feelings, which the cordial manner in which she ever +conducted herself to him gave him no reason to conclude desperate; at +the same time that he had contrived that a day should seldom elapse, +which did not under some circumstances, however unfavourable, bring +them together, while her intimate friends and the circles in which she +passed most of her life always witnessed his presence with favour. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +We must, however, endeavour to be more intimately acquainted with +the heart and mind of Venetia in her present situation, so strongly +contrasting with the serene simplicity of her former life, than the +limited and constrained opportunities of conversing with the companion +of his childhood enjoyed by Lord Cadurcis could possibly enable him to +become. Let us recur to her on the night when she returned home, after +having met with Plantagenet at her uncle's, and having pursued a +conversation with him, so unexpected, so strange, and so affecting! +She had been silent in the carriage, and retired to her room +immediately. She retired to ponder. The voice of Cadurcis lingered in +her ear; his tearful eye still caught her vision. She leant her head +upon her hand, and sighed! Why did she sigh? What at this instant was +her uppermost thought? Her mother's dislike of Cadurcis. 'Your mother +hates me.' These had been his words; these were the words she repeated +to herself, and on whose fearful sounds she dwelt. 'Your mother hates +me.' If by some means she had learnt a month ago at Weymouth, that her +mother hated Cadurcis, that his general conduct had been such as to +excite Lady Annabel's odium, Venetia might have for a moment +been shocked that her old companion in whom she had once been so +interested, had by his irregular behaviour incurred the dislike of her +mother, by whom he had once been so loved. But it would have been a +transient emotion. She might have mused over past feelings and past +hopes in a solitary ramble on the seashore; she might even have shed +a tear over the misfortunes or infelicity of one who had once been +to her a brother; but, perhaps, nay probably, on the morrow the +remembrance of Plantagenet would scarcely have occurred to her. +Long years had elapsed since their ancient fondness; a considerable +interval since even his name had met her ear. She had heard nothing +of him that could for a moment arrest her notice or command her +attention. + +But now the irresistible impression that her mother disliked this very +individual filled, her with intolerable grief. What occasioned this +change in her feelings, this extraordinary difference in her emotions? +There was, apparently, but one cause. She had met Cadurcis. Could then +a glance, could even the tender intonations of that unrivalled voice, +and the dark passion of that speaking eye, work in an instant such +marvels? Could they revive the past so vividly, that Plantagenet in +a moment resumed his ancient place in her affections? No, it was not +that: it was less the tenderness of the past that made Venetia mourn +her mother's sternness to Cadurcis, than the feelings of the future. +For now she felt that her mother's heart was not more changed towards +this personage than was her own. + +It seemed to Venetia that even before they met, from the very moment +that his name had so strangely caught her eye in the volume on the +first evening she had visited her relations, that her spirit suddenly +turned to him. She had never heard that name mentioned since without +a fluttering of the heart which she could not repress, and an emotion +she could ill conceal. She loved to hear others talk of him, and yet +scarcely dared speak of him herself. She recalled her emotion +at unexpectedly seeing his portrait when with her aunt, and her +mortification when her mother deprived her of the poem which she +sighed to read. Day after day something seemed to have occurred to fix +her brooding thoughts with fonder earnestness on his image. At length +they met. Her emotion when she first recognised him at Ranelagh and +felt him approaching her, was one of those tumults of the heart that +form almost a crisis in our sensations. With what difficulty had +she maintained herself! Doubtful whether he would even formally +acknowledge her presence, her vision as if by fascination had +nevertheless met his, and grew dizzy as he passed. In the interval +that had elapsed between his first passing and then joining her, what +a chaos was her mind! What a wild blending of all the scenes and +incidents of her life! What random answers had she made to those with +whom she had been before conversing with ease and animation! And then, +when she unexpectedly found Cadurcis at her side, and listened to the +sound of that familiar voice, familiar and yet changed, expressing +so much tenderness in its tones, and in its words such deference and +delicate respect, existence felt to her that moment affluent with a +blissful excitement of which she had never dreamed! + +Her life was a reverie until they met again, in which she only mused +over his fame, and the strange relations of their careers. She had +watched the conduct of her mother to him at dinner with poignant +sorrow; she scarcely believed that she should have an opportunity +of expressing to him her sympathy. And then what had followed? +A conversation, every word of which had touched her heart; a +conversation that would have entirely controlled her feelings even if +he had not already subjected them. The tone in which he so suddenly +had pronounced 'Venetia,' was the sweetest music to which she had ever +listened. His allusion to her father had drawn tears, which could not +be restrained even in a crowded saloon. Now she wept plenteously. +It was so generous, so noble, so kind, so affectionate! Dear, dear +Cadurcis, is it wonderful that you should be loved? + +Then falling into a reverie of sweet and unbroken stillness, with her +eyes fixed in abstraction on the fire, Venetia reviewed her life from +the moment she had known Plantagenet. Not an incident that had ever +occurred to them that did not rise obedient to her magical bidding. +She loved to dwell upon the time when she was the consolation of his +sorrows, and when Cherbury was to him a pleasant refuge! Oh! she felt +sure her mother must remember those fond days, and love him as she +once did! She pictured to herself the little Plantagenet of her +childhood, so serious and so pensive when alone or with others, yet +with her at times so gay and wild, and sarcastic; forebodings all of +that deep and brilliant spirit, which had since stirred up the heart +of a great nation, and dazzled the fancy of an admiring world. The +change too in their mutual lots was also, to a degree, not free from +that sympathy that had ever bound them together. A train of strange +accidents had brought Venetia from her spell-bound seclusion, placed +her suddenly in the most brilliant circle of civilisation, and classed +her among not the least admired of its favoured members. And whom had +she come to meet? Whom did she find in this new and splendid life the +most courted and considered of its community, crowned as it were with +garlands, and perfumed with the incense of a thousand altars? Her own +Plantagenet. It was passing strange. + +The morrow brought the verses from Cadurcis. They greatly affected +her. The picture of their childhood, and of the singular sympathy of +their mutual situations, and the description of her father, called +forth her tears; she murmured, however, at the allusion to her other +parent. It was not just, it could not be true. These verses were not, +of course, shown to Lady Annabel. Would they have been shown, even if +they had not contained the allusion? The question is not perplexing. +Venetia had her secret, and a far deeper one than the mere reception +of a poem; all confidence between her and her mother had expired. Love +had stept in, and, before his magic touch, the discipline of a life +expired in an instant. + +From all this an idea may be formed of the mood in which, during the +fortnight before alluded to, Venetia was in the habit of meeting Lord +Cadurcis. During this period not the slightest conversation respecting +him had occurred between her mother and herself. Lady Annabel never +mentioned him, and her brow clouded when his name, as was often the +case, was introduced. At the end of this fortnight, it happened that +her aunt and mother were out together in the carriage, and had left +her in the course of the morning at her uncle's house. During this +interval, Lord Cadurcis called, and having ascertained, through a +garrulous servant, that though his mistress was out, Miss Herbert was +in the drawing-room, he immediately took the opportunity of being +introduced. Venetia was not a little surprised at his appearance, and, +conscious of her mother's feelings upon the subject, for a moment +a little agitated, yet, it must be confessed, as much pleased. She +seized this occasion of speaking to him about his verses, for hitherto +she had only been able to acknowledge the receipt of them by a +word. While she expressed without affectation the emotions they had +occasioned her, she complained of his injustice to her mother: this +was the cause of an interesting conversation of which her father +was the subject, and for which she had long sighed. With what deep, +unbroken attention she listened to her companion's enthusiastic +delineation of his character and career! What multiplied questions did +she not ask him, and how eagerly, how amply, how affectionately he +satisfied her just and natural curiosity! Hours flew away while they +indulged in this rare communion. + +'Oh, that I could see him!' sighed Venetia. + +'You will,' replied Plantagenet; 'your destiny requires it. You will +see him as surely as you beheld that portrait that it was the labour +of a life to prevent you beholding.' + +Venetia shook her head; 'And yet,' she added musingly, 'my mother +loves him.' + +'Her life proves it,' said Cadurcis bitterly. + +'I think it does,' replied Venetia, sincerely. + +'I pretend not to understand her heart,' he answered; 'it is an enigma +that I cannot solve. I ought not to believe that she is without one; +but, at any rate, her pride is deeper than her love.' + +'They were ill suited,' said Venetia, mournfully; 'and yet it is one +of my dreams that they may yet meet.' + +'Ah, Venetia!' he exclaimed, in a voice of great softness, 'they had +not known each other from their childhood, like us. They met, and they +parted, alike in haste.' + +Venetia made no reply; her eyes were fixed in abstraction on a +handscreen, which she was unconscious that she held. + +'Tell me,' said Cadurcis, drawing his chair close to hers; 'tell me, +Venetia, if--' + +At this moment a thundering knock at the door announced the return of +the Countess and her sister-in-law. Cadurcis rose from his seat, but +his chair, which still remained close to that on which Venetia was +sitting, did not escape the quick glance of her mortified mother. The +Countess welcomed Cadurcis with extreme cordiality; Lady Annabel only +returned his very courteous bow. + +'Stop and dine with us, my dear lord,' said the Countess. 'We are only +ourselves, and Lady Annabel and Venetia.' + +'I thank you, Clara,' said Lady Annabel, 'but we cannot stop to-day.' + +'Oh!' exclaimed her sister. 'It will be such a disappointment to +Philip. Indeed you must stay,' she added, in a coaxing tone; 'we shall +be such an agreeable little party, with Lord Cadurcis.' + +'I cannot indeed, my dear Clara,' replied Lady Annabel; 'not to-day, +indeed not to-day. Come Venetia!' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Lady Annabel was particularly kind to Venetia on their return to their +hotel, otherwise her daughter might have fancied that she had offended +her, for she was silent. Venetia did not doubt that the presence of +Lord Cadurcis was the reason that her mother would not remain and +dine at her uncle's. This conviction grieved Venetia, but she did not +repine; she indulged the fond hope that time would remove the strong +prejudice which Lady Annabel now so singularly entertained against one +in whose welfare she was originally so deeply interested. During their +simple and short repast Venetia was occupied in a reverie, in +which, it must be owned, Cadurcis greatly figured, and answered the +occasional though kind remarks of her mother with an absent air. + +After dinner, Lady Annabel drew her chair towards the fire, for, +although May, the weather was chill, and said, 'A quiet evening at +home, Venetia, will be a relief after all this gaiety.' Venetia +assented to her mother's observation, and nearly a quarter of an hour +elapsed without another word being spoken. Venetia had taken up a +book, and Lady Annabel was apparently lost in her reflections. At +length she said, somewhat abruptly, 'It is more than three years, I +think, since Lord Cadurcis left Cherbury?' + +'Yes; it is more than three years,' replied Venetia. + +'He quitted us suddenly.' + +'Very suddenly,' agreed Venetia. + +'I never asked you whether you knew the cause, Venetia,' continued her +mother, 'but I always concluded that you did. I suppose I was not in +error?' + +This was not a very agreeable inquiry. Venetia did not reply to +it with her previous readiness and indifference. That indeed was +impossible; but, with her accustomed frankness, after a moment's +hesitation, she answered, 'Lord Cadurcis never specifically stated the +cause to me, mamma; indeed I was myself surprised at his departure, +but some conversation had occurred between us on the very morning he +quitted Cadurcis, which, on reflection, I could not doubt occasioned +that departure.' + +'Lord Cadurcis preferred his suit to you, Venetia, and you rejected +him?' said Lady Annabel. + +'It is as you believe,' replied Venetia, not a little agitated. + +'You did wisely, my child, and I was weak ever to have regretted your +conduct.' + +'Why should you think so, dearest mamma?' + +'Whatever may have been the cause that impelled your conduct then,' +said Lady Annabel, 'I shall ever esteem your decision as a signal +interposition of Providence in your favour. Except his extreme youth, +there was apparently no reason which should not have induced you to +adopt a different decision. I tremble when I think what might have +been the consequences.' + +'Tremble, dearest mother?' + +'Tremble, Venetia. My only thought in this life is the happiness of my +child. It was in peril. + +'Nay, I trust not that, mamma: you are prejudiced against Plantagenet. +It makes me very unhappy, and him also.' + +'He is again your suitor?' said Lady Annabel, with a scrutinising +glance. + +'Indeed he is not.' + +'He will be,' said Lady Annabel. 'Prepare yourself. Tell me, then, are +your feelings the same towards him as when he last quitted us?' + +'Feelings, mamma!' said Venetia, echoing her mother's words; for +indeed the question was one very difficult to answer; 'I ever loved +Plantagenet; I love him still.' + +'But do you love him now as then? Then you looked upon him as a +brother. He has no soul now for sisterly affections. I beseech you +tell me, my child, me, your mother, your friend, your best, your only +friend, tell me, have you for a moment repented that you ever refused +to extend to him any other affection?' + +'I have not thought of the subject, mamma; I have not wished to think +of the subject; I have had no occasion to think of it. Lord Cadurcis +is not my suitor now.' + +'Venetia!' said Lady Annabel, 'I cannot doubt you love me.' + +'Dearest mother!' exclaimed Venetia, in a tone of mingled fondness and +reproach, and she rose from her seat and embraced Lady Annabel. + +'My happiness is an object to you, Venetia?' continued Lady Annabel. + +'Mother, mother,' said Venetia, in a deprecatory tone. 'Do not ask +such cruel questions? Whom should I love but you, the best, the +dearest mother that ever existed? And what object can I have in life +that for a moment can be placed in competition with your happiness?' + +'Then, Venetia, I tell you,' said Lady Annabel, in a solemn yet +excited voice, 'that that happiness is gone for ever, nay, my very +life will be the forfeit, if I ever live to see you the bride of Lord +Cadurcis.' + +'I have no thought of being the bride of any one,' said Venetia. 'I am +happy with you. I wish never to leave you.' + +'My child, the fulfilment of such a wish is not in the nature of +things,' replied Lady Annabel. 'The day will come when we must part; +I am prepared for the event; nay, I look forward to it not only with +resignation, but delight, when I think it may increase your happiness; +but were that step to destroy it, oh! then, then I could live no more. +I can endure my own sorrows, I can struggle with my own bitter lot, +I have some sources of consolation which enable me to endure my own +misery without repining; but yours, yours, Venetia, I could not bear. +No! if once I were to behold you lingering in life as your mother, +with blighted hopes and with a heart broken, if hearts can break, I +should not survive the spectacle; I know myself, Venetia, I could not +survive it.' + +'But why anticipate such misery? Why indulge in such gloomy +forebodings? Am I not happy now? Do you not love me?' + +Venetia had drawn her chair close to that of her mother; she sat by +her side and held her hand. + +'Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, after a pause of some minutes, and in a +low voice, 'I must speak to you on a subject on which we have never +conversed. I must speak to you;' and here Lady Annabel's voice dropped +lower and lower, but still its tones were distinct, although +she expressed herself with evident effort: 'I must speak to you +about--your father.' + +Venetia uttered a faint cry, she clenched her mother's hand with a +convulsive grasp, and sank upon her bosom. She struggled to maintain +herself, but the first sound of that name from her mother's lips, and +all the long-suppressed emotions that it conjured up, overpowered her. +The blood seemed to desert her heart; still she did not faint; she +clung to Lady Annabel, pallid and shivering. + +Her mother tenderly embraced her, she whispered to her words of great +affection, she attempted to comfort and console her. Venetia murmured, +'This is very foolish of me, mother; but speak, oh! speak of what I +have so long desired to hear.' + +'Not now, Venetia.' + +'Now, mother! yes, now! I am quite composed. I could not bear the +postponement of what you were about to say. I could not sleep, dear +mother, if you did not speak to me. It was only for a moment I was +overcome. See! I am quite composed.' And indeed she spoke in a calm +and steady voice, but her pale and suffering countenance expressed the +painful struggle which it cost her to command herself. + +'Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, 'it has been one of the objects of my +life, that you should not share my sorrows.' + +Venetia pressed her mother's hand, but made no other reply. + +'I concealed from you for years,' continued Lady Annabel, 'a +circumstance in which, indeed, you were deeply interested, but the +knowledge of which could only bring you unhappiness. Yet it was +destined that my solicitude should eventually be baffled. I know that +it is not from my lips that you learn for the first time that you have +a father, a father living.' + +'Mother, let me tell you all!' said Venetia, eagerly. + +'I know all,' said Lady Annabel. + +'But, mother, there is something that you do not know; and now I would +confess it.' + +'There is nothing that you can confess with which I am not acquainted, +Venetia; and I feel assured, I have ever felt assured, that your only +reason for concealment was a desire to save me pain.' + +'That, indeed, has ever been my only motive,' replied Venetia, 'for +having a secret from my mother.' + +'In my absence from Cherbury you entered the chamber,' said Lady +Annabel, calmly. 'In the delirium of your fever I became acquainted +with a circumstance which so nearly proved fatal to you.' + +Venetia's cheek turned scarlet. + +'In that chamber you beheld the portrait of your father,' continued +Lady Annabel. 'From our friend you learnt that father was still +living. That is all?' said Lady Annabel, inquiringly. + +'No, not all, dear mother; not all. Lord Cadurcis reproached me at +Cherbury with, with, with having such a father,' she added, in a +hesitating voice. 'It was then I learnt his misfortunes, mother; his +misery.' + +'I thought that misfortunes, that misery, were the lot of your other +parent,' replied Lady Annabel, somewhat coldly. + +'Not with my love,' said Venetia, eagerly; 'not with my love, mother. +You have forgotten your misery in my love. Say so, say so, dearest +mother.' And Venetia threw herself on her knees before Lady Annabel, +and looked up with earnestness in her face. + +The expression of that countenance had been for a moment stern, but +it relaxed into fondness, as Lady Annabel gently bowed her head, and +pressed her lips to her daughter's forehead. 'Ah, Venetia!' she said, +'all depends upon you. I can endure, nay, I can forget the past, if my +child be faithful to me. There are no misfortunes, there is no misery, +if the being to whom I have consecrated the devotion of my life will +only be dutiful, will only be guided by my advice, will only profit by +my sad experience.' + +'Mother, I repeat I have no thought but for you,' said Venetia. 'My +own dearest mother, if my duty, if my devotion can content you, you +shall be happy. But wherein have I failed?' + +'In nothing, love. Your life has hitherto been one unbroken course of +affectionate obedience.' + +'And ever shall be,' said Venetia. 'But you were speaking, mother, you +were speaking of, of my, my father!' + +'Of him!' said Lady Annabel, thoughtfully. 'You have seen his +picture?' + +Venetia kissed her mother's hand. + +'Was he less beautiful than Cadurcis? Was he less gifted?' exclaimed +Lady Annabel, with animation. 'He could whisper in tones as sweet, and +pour out his vows as fervently. Yet what am I? O my child!' continued +Lady Annabel, 'beware of such beings! They bear within them a spirit +on which all the devotion of our sex is lavished in vain. A year, no! +not a year, not one short year! and all my hopes were blighted! O +Venetia! if your future should be like my bitter past! and it might +have been, and I might have contributed to the fulfilment! can you +wonder that I should look upon Cadurcis with aversion?' + +'But, mother, dearest mother, we have known Plantagenet from his +childhood. You ever loved him; you ever gave him credit for a heart, +most tender and affectionate.' + +'He has no heart.' + +'Mother!' + +'He cannot have a heart. Spirits like him are heartless. It is another +impulse that sways their existence. It is imagination; it is vanity; +it is self, disguised with glittering qualities that dazzle our weak +senses, but selfishness, the most entire, the most concentrated. We +knew him as a child: ah! what can women know? We are born to love, and +to be deceived. We saw him young, helpless, abandoned; he moved our +pity. We knew not his nature; then he was ignorant of it himself. But +the young tiger, though cradled at our hearths and fed on milk, will +in good time retire to its jungle and prey on blood. You cannot change +its nature; and the very hand that fostered it will be its first +victim.' + +'How often have we parted!' said Venetia, in a deprecating tone; 'how +long have we been separated! and yet we find him ever the same; he +ever loves us. Yes! dear mother, he loves you now, the same as in old +days. If you had seen him, as I have seen him, weep when he recalled +your promise to be a parent to him, and then contrasted with such +sweet hopes your present reserve, oh! you would believe he had a +heart, you would, indeed!' + +'Weep!' exclaimed Lady Annabel, bitterly, 'ay! they can weep. +Sensibility is a luxury which they love to indulge. Their very +susceptibility is our bane. They can weep; they can play upon our +feelings; and our emotion, so easily excited, is an homage to their +own power, in which they glory. + +'Look at Cadurcis,' she suddenly resumed; 'bred with so much care; +the soundest principles instilled into him with such sedulousness; +imbibing them apparently with so much intelligence, ardour, and +sincerity, with all that fervour, indeed, with which men of his +temperament for the moment pursue every object; but a few years back, +pious, dutiful, and moral, viewing perhaps with intolerance too +youthful all that differed from the opinions and the conduct he had +been educated to admire and follow. And what is he now? The most +lawless of the wild; casting to the winds every salutary principle of +restraint and social discipline, and glorying only in the abandoned +energy of self. Three years ago, you yourself confessed to me, he +reproached you with your father's conduct; now he emulates it. There +is a career which such men must run, and from which no influence can +divert them; it is in their blood. To-day Cadurcis may vow to you +eternal devotion; but, if the world speak truth, Venetia, a month ago +he was equally enamoured of another, and one, too, who cannot be his. +But grant that his sentiments towards you are for the moment sincere; +his imagination broods upon your idea, it transfigures it with a halo +which exists only to his vision. Yield to him; become his bride; and +you will have the mortification of finding that, before six mouths +have elapsed, his restless spirit is already occupied with objects +which may excite your mortification, your disgust, even your horror!' + +'Ah, mother! it is not with Plantagenet as with my father; Plantagenet +could not forget Cherbury, he could not forget our childhood,' said +Venetia. + +'On the contrary, while you lived together these recollections would +be wearisome, common-place to him; when you had separated, indeed, +mellowed by distance, and the comparative vagueness with which your +absence would invest them, they would become the objects of his muse, +and he would insult you by making the public the confidant of all your +most delicate domestic feelings.' + +Lady Annabel rose from her seat, and walked up and down the room, +speaking with an excitement very unusual with her. 'To have all +the soft secrets of your life revealed to the coarse wonder of the +gloating multitude; to find yourself the object of the world's +curiosity, still worse, their pity, their sympathy; to have the sacred +conduct of your hearth canvassed in every circle, and be the grand +subject of the pros and cons of every paltry journal, ah, Venetia! you +know not, you cannot understand, it is impossible you can comprehend, +the bitterness of such a lot.' + +'My beloved mother!' said Venetia, with streaming eyes, 'you cannot +have a feeling that I do not share.' + +'Venetia, you know not what I had to endure!' exclaimed Lady Annabel, +in a tone of extreme bitterness. 'There is no degree of wretchedness +that you can conceive equal to what has been the life of your mother. +And what has sustained me; what, throughout all my tumultuous +troubles, has been the star on which I have ever gazed? My child! And +am I to lose her now, after all my sufferings, all my hopes that she +at least might be spared my miserable doom? Am I to witness her also a +victim?' Lady Annabel clasped her hands in passionate grief. + +'Mother! mother!' exclaimed Venetia, in agony, 'spare yourself, spare +me!' + +'Venetia, you know how I have doted upon you; you know how I have +watched and tended you from your infancy. Have I had a thought, a +wish, a hope, a plan? has there been the slightest action of my life, +of which you have not been the object? All mothers feel, but none ever +felt like me; you were my solitary joy.' + +Venetia leant her face upon the table at which she was sitting and +sobbed aloud. + +'My love was baffled,' Lady Annabel continued. 'I fled, for both our +sakes, from the world in which my family were honoured; I sacrificed +without a sigh, in the very prime of my youth, every pursuit which +interests woman; but I had my child, I had my child!' + +'And you have her still!' exclaimed the miserable Venetia. 'Mother, +you have her still!' + +'I have schooled my mind,' continued Lady Annabel, still pacing the +room with agitated steps; 'I have disciplined my emotions; I have felt +at my heart the constant the undying pang, and yet I have smiled, that +you might be happy. But I can struggle against my fate no longer. No +longer can I suffer my unparalleled, yes, my unjust doom. What have I +done to merit these afflictions? Now, then, let me struggle no more; +let me die!' + +Venetia tried to rise; her limbs refused their office; she tottered; +she fell again into her seat with an hysteric cry. + +'Alas! alas!' exclaimed Lady Annabel, 'to a mother, a child is +everything; but to a child, a parent is only a link in the chain of +her existence. It was weakness, it was folly, it was madness to stake +everything on a resource which must fail me. I feel it now, but I feel +it too late.' + +Venetia held forth her arms; she could not speak; she was stifled with +her emotion. + +'But was it wonderful that I was so weak?' continued her mother, as it +were communing only with herself. 'What child was like mine? Oh! the +joy, the bliss, the hours of rapture that I have passed, in gazing +upon my treasure, and dreaming of all her beauty and her rare +qualities! I was so happy! I was so proud! Ah, Venetia! you know not +how I have loved you!' + +Venetia sprang from her seat; she rushed forward with convulsive +energy; she clung to her mother, threw her arms round her neck, and +buried her passionate woe in Lady Annabel's bosom. + +Lady Annabel stood for some minutes supporting her speechless and +agitated child; then, as her sobs became fainter, and the tumult of +her grief gradually died away, she bore her to the sofa, and seated +herself by her side, holding Venetia's hand in her own, and ever and +anon soothing her with soft embraces, and still softer words. + +At length, in a faint voice, Venetia said, 'Mother, what can I do to +restore the past? How can we be to each other as we were, for this I +cannot bear?' + +'Love me, my Venetia, as I love you; be faithful to your mother; do +not disregard her counsel; profit by her errors.' + +'I will in all things obey you,' said Venetia, in a low voice; 'there +is no sacrifice I am not prepared to make for your happiness.' + +'Let us not talk of sacrifices, my darling child; it is not a +sacrifice that I require. I wish only to prevent your everlasting +misery.' + +'What, then, shall I do?' + +'Make me only one promise; whatever pledge you give, I feel assured +that no influence, Venetia, will ever induce you to forfeit it.' + +'Name it, mother.' + +'Promise me never to marry Lord Cadurcis,' said Lady Annabel, in a +whisper, but a whisper of which not a word was lost by the person to +whom it was addressed. + +'I promise never to marry, but with your approbation,' said Venetia, +in a solemn voice, and uttering the words with great distinctness. + +The countenance of Lady Annabel instantly brightened; she embraced her +child with extreme fondness, and breathed the softest and the sweetest +expressions of gratitude and love. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +When Lady Monteagle discovered that of which her good-natured friends +took care she should not long remain ignorant, that Venetia Herbert +had been the companion of Lord Cadurcis' childhood, and that the most +intimate relations had once subsisted between the two families, +she became the prey of violent jealousy; and the bitterness of her +feelings was not a little increased, when she felt that she had not +only been abandoned, but duped; and that the new beauty, out of his +fancy for whom she had flattered herself she had so triumphantly +rallied him, was an old friend, whom he always admired. She seized the +first occasion, after this discovery, of relieving her feelings, by +a scene so violent, that Cadurcis had never again entered Monteagle +House; and then repenting of this mortifying result, which she had +herself precipitated, she overwhelmed him with letters, which, next +to scenes, were the very things which Lord Cadurcis most heartily +abhorred. These, now indignant, now passionate, now loading him with +reproaches, now appealing to his love, and now to his pity, daily +arrived at his residence, and were greeted at first only with short +and sarcastic replies, and finally by silence. Then the lady solicited +a final interview, and Lord Cadurcis having made an appointment to +quiet her, went out of town the day before to Richmond, to a villa +belonging to Venetia's uncle, and where, among other guests, he was of +course to meet Lady Annabel and her daughter. + +The party was a most agreeable one, and assumed an additional interest +with Cadurcis, who had resolved to seize this favourable opportunity +to bring his aspirations to Venetia to a crisis. The day after the +last conversation with her, which we have noticed, he had indeed +boldly called upon the Herberts at their hotel for that purpose, but +without success, as they were again absent from home. He had been +since almost daily in the society of Venetia; but London, to a lover +who is not smiled upon by the domestic circle of his mistress, is a +very unfavourable spot for confidential conversations. A villa life, +with its easy, unembarrassed habits, its gardens and lounging walks, +to say nothing of the increased opportunities resulting from being +together at all hours, and living under the same roof, was more +promising; and here he flattered himself he might defy even the Argus +eye and ceaseless vigilance of his intended mother-in-law, his enemy, +whom he could not propitiate, and whom he now fairly hated. + +His cousin George, too, was a guest, and his cousin George was the +confidant of his love. Upon this kind relation devolved the duty, far +from a disagreeable one, of amusing the mother; and as Lady Annabel, +though she relaxed not a jot of the grim courtesy which she ever +extended to Lord Cadurcis, was no longer seriously uneasy as to his +influence after the promise she had exacted from her daughter, it +would seem that these circumstances combined to prevent Lord Cadurcis +from being disappointed at least in the first object which he wished +to obtain, an opportunity. + +And yet several days elapsed before this offered itself, passed by +Cadurcis, however, very pleasantly in the presence of the being he +loved, and very judiciously too, for no one could possibly be more +amiable and ingratiating than our friend. Every one present, except +Lady Annabel, appeared to entertain for him as much affection as +admiration: those who had only met him in throngs were quite surprised +how their superficial observation and the delusive reports of the +world had misled them. As for his hostess, whom it had ever been his +study to please, he had long won her heart; and, as she could not +be blind to his projects and pretensions, she heartily wished him +success, assisted him with all her efforts, and desired nothing more +sincerely than that her niece should achieve such a conquest, and she +obtain so distinguished a nephew. + +Notwithstanding her promise to her mother, Venetia felt justified in +making no alteration in her conduct to one whom she still sincerely +loved; and, under the immediate influence of his fascination, it was +often, when she was alone, that she mourned with a sorrowing heart +over the opinion which her mother entertained of him. Could it indeed +be possible that Plantagenet, the same Plantagenet she had known so +early and so long, to her invariably so tender and so devoted, could +entail on her, by their union, such unspeakable and inevitable misery? +Whatever might be the view adopted by her mother of her conduct, +Venetia felt every hour more keenly that it was a sacrifice, and the +greatest; and she still indulged in a vague yet delicious dream, +that Lady Annabel might ultimately withdraw the harsh and perhaps +heart-breaking interdict she had so rigidly decreed. + +'Cadurcis,' said his cousin to him one morning, 'we are all going +to Hampton Court. Now is your time; Lady Annabel, the Vernons, and +myself, will fill one carriage; I have arranged that. Look out, and +something may be done. Speak to the Countess.' + +Accordingly Lord Cadurcis hastened to make a suggestion to a friend +always flattered by his notice. 'My dear friend,' he said in his +softest tone, 'let you and Venetia and myself manage to be together; +it will be so delightful; we shall quite enjoy ourselves.' + +The Countess did not require this animating compliment to effect the +object which Cadurcis did not express. She had gradually fallen +into the unacknowledged conspiracy against her sister-in-law, whose +prejudice against her friend she had long discovered, and had now +ceased to combat. Two carriages, and one filled as George had +arranged, accordingly drove gaily away; and Venetia, and her aunt, and +Lord Cadurcis were to follow them on horseback. They rode with delight +through the splendid avenues of Bushey, and Cadurcis was never in a +lighter or happier mood. + +The month of May was in its decline, and the cloudless sky and the +balmy air such as suited so agreeable a season. The London season was +approaching its close; for the royal birthday was, at the period of +our history, generally the signal of preparation for country quarters. +The carriages arrived long before the riding party, for they had +walked their steeds, and they found a messenger who requested them to +join their friends in the apartments which they were visiting. + +'For my part,' said Cadurcis, 'I love the sun that rarely shines in +this land. I feel no inclination to lose the golden hours in these +gloomy rooms. What say you, ladies fair, to a stroll in the gardens? +It will be doubly charming after our ride.' + +His companions cheerfully assented, and they walked away, +congratulating themselves on their escape from the wearisome amusement +of palace-hunting, straining their eyes to see pictures hung at a +gigantic height, and solemnly wandering through formal apartments full +of state beds and massy cabinets and modern armour. + +Taking their way along the terrace, they struck at length into a less +formal path. At length the Countess seated herself on a bench. 'I must +rest,' she said, 'but you, young people, may roam about; only do not +lose me.' + +'Come, Venetia!' said Lord Cadurcis. + +Venetia was hesitating; she did not like to leave her aunt alone, but +the Countess encouraged her, 'If you will not go, you will only make +me continue walking,' she said. And so Venetia proceeded, and for the +first time since her visit was alone with Plantagenet. + +'I quite love your aunt,' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'It is difficult indeed not to love her,' said Venetia. + +'Ah, Venetia! I wish your mother was like your aunt,' he continued. +It was an observation which was not heard without some emotion by his +companion, though it was imperceptible. 'Venetia,' said Cadurcis, +'when I recollect old days, how strange it seems that we now never +should be alone, but by some mere accident, like this, for instance.' + +'It is no use thinking of old days,' said Venetia. + +'No use! said Cadurcis. 'I do not like to hear you say that, Venetia. +Those are some of the least agreeable words that were ever uttered +by that mouth. I cling to old days; they are my only joy and my only +hope.' + +'They are gone,' said Venetia. + +'But may they not return?' said Cadurcis. + +'Never,' said Venetia, mournfully. + +They had walked on to a marble fountain of gigantic proportions and +elaborate workmanship, an assemblage of divinities and genii, all +spouting water in fantastic attitudes. + +'Old days,' said Plantagenet, 'are like the old fountain at Cadurcis, +dearer to me than all this modern splendour.' + +'The old fountain at Cadurcis,' said Venetia, musingly, and gazing on +the water with an abstracted air, 'I loved it well!' + +'Venetia,' said her companion, in a tone of extreme tenderness, yet +not untouched with melancholy, 'dear Venetia, let us return, and +return together, to that old fountain and those old days!' + +Venetia shook her head. 'Ah, Plantagenet!' she exclaimed in a mournful +voice, 'we must not speak of these things.' + +'Why not, Venetia?' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis, eagerly. 'Why should we +be estranged from each other? I love you; I love only you; never +have I loved another. And you, have you forgotten all our youthful +affection? You cannot, Venetia. Our childhood can never be a blank.' + +'I told you, when first we met, my heart was unchanged,' said Venetia. + +'Remember the vows I made to you when last at Cherbury,' said +Cadurcis. 'Years have flown on, Venetia; but they find me urging the +same. At any rate, now I know myself; at any rate, I am not now an +obscure boy; yet what is manhood, and what is fame, without the charm +of my infancy and my youth! Yes, Venetia! you must, you will he mine?' + +'Plantagenet,' she replied, in a solemn tone, 'yours I never can be.' + +'You do not, then, love me?' said Cadurcis reproachfully, and in a +voice of great feeling. + +'It is impossible for you to be loved more than I love you,' said +Venetia. + +'My own Venetia!' said Cadurcis; 'Venetia that I dote on! what does +this mean? Why, then, will you not be mine?' + +'I cannot; there is an obstacle, an insuperable obstacle.' + +'Tell it me,' said Cadurcis eagerly; 'I will overcome it.' + +'I have promised never to marry without the approbation of my mother; +her approbation you never can obtain.' + +Cadurcis' countenance fell; this was an obstacle which he felt that +even he could not overcome. + +'I told you your mother hated me, Venetia.' And then, as she did not +reply, he continued, 'You confess it, I see you confess it. Once you +flattered me I was mistaken; but now, now you confess it.' + +'Hatred is a word which I cannot understand,' replied Venetia. 'My +mother has reasons for disapproving my union with you; not founded on +the circumstances of your life, and therefore removable (for I know +what the world says, Plantagenet, of you), but I have confidence in +your love, and that is nothing; but founded on your character, on your +nature; they may be unjust, but they are insuperable, and I must yield +to them.' + +'You have another parent, Venetia,' said Cadurcis, in a tone of almost +irresistible softness, 'the best and greatest of men! Once you told me +that his sanction was necessary to your marriage. I will obtain it. +O Venetia! be mine, and we will join him; join that ill-fated and +illustrious being who loves you with a passion second only to mine; +him who has addressed you in language which rests on every lip, and +has thrilled many a heart that you even can never know. My adored +Venetia! picture to yourself, for one moment, a life with him; resting +on my bosom, consecrated by his paternal love! Let us quit this mean +and miserable existence, which we now pursue, which never could have +suited us; let us shun for ever this dull and degrading life, that is +not life, if life be what I deem it; let us fly to those beautiful +solitudes where he communes with an inspiring nature; let us, let us +be happy!' + +He uttered these last words in a tone of melting tenderness; he leant +forward his head, and his gaze caught hers, which was fixed upon the +water. Her hand was pressed suddenly in his; his eye glittered, his +lip seemed still speaking; he awaited his doom. + +The countenance of Venetia was quite pale, but it was disturbed. You +might see, as it were, the shadowy progress of thought, and mark the +tumultuous passage of conflicting passions. Her mind, for a moment, +was indeed a chaos. There was a terrible conflict between love and +duty. At length a tear, one solitary tear, burst from her burning +eye-ball, and stole slowly down her cheek; it relieved her pain. She +pressed Cadurcis hand, and speaking in a hollow voice, and with a look +vague and painful, she said, 'I am a victim, but I am resolved. I +never will desert her who devoted herself to me.' + +Cadurcis quitted her hand rather abruptly, and began walking up and +down on the turf that surrounded the fountain. + +'Devoted herself to you!' he exclaimed with a fiendish laugh, and +speaking, as was his custom, between his teeth. 'Commend me to such +devotion. Not content with depriving you of a father, now forsooth +she must bereave you of a lover too! And this is a mother, a devoted +mother! The cold-blooded, sullen, selfish, inexorable tyrant!' + +'Plantagenet!' exclaimed Venetia with great animation. + +'Nay, I will speak. Victim, indeed! You have ever been her slave. She +a devoted mother! Ay! as devoted as a mother as she was dutiful as a +wife! She has no heart; she never had a feeling. And she cajoles you +with her love, her devotion, the stern hypocrite!' + +'I must leave you,' said Venetia; 'I cannot bear this.' + +'Oh! the truth, the truth is precious,' said Cadurcis, taking her +hand, and preventing her from moving. 'Your mother, your devoted +mother, has driven one man of genius from her bosom, and his country. +Yet there is another. Deny me what I ask, and to-morrow's sun shall +light me to another land; to this I will never return; I will blend +my tears with your father's, and I will publish to Europe the double +infamy of your mother. I swear it solemnly. Still I stand here, +Venetia; prepared, if you will but smile upon me, to be her son, her +dutiful son. Nay! her slave like you. She shall not murmur. I will be +dutiful; she shall be devoted; we will all be happy,' he added in a +softer tone. 'Now, now, Venetia, my happiness is on the stake, now, +now.' + +'I have spoken,' said Venetia. 'My heart may break, but my purpose +shall not falter.' + +'Then my curse upon your mother's head?' said Cadurcis, with terrible +vehemency. 'May heaven rain all its plagues upon her, the Hecate!' + +'I will listen no more,' exclaimed Venetia indignantly, and she moved +away. She had proceeded some little distance when she paused and +looked back; Cadurcis was still at the fountain, but he did not +observe her. She remembered his sudden departure from Cherbury; she +did not doubt that, in the present instance, he would leave them as +abruptly, and that he would keep his word so solemnly given. Her heart +was nearly breaking, but she could not bear the idea of parting in +bitterness with the being whom, perhaps, she loved best in the world. +She stopt, she called his name in a voice low indeed, but in that +silent spot it reached him. He joined her immediately, but with a slow +step. When he had reached her, he said, without any animation and in a +frigid tone, 'I believe you called me?' + +Venetia burst into tears. 'I cannot bear to part in anger, +Plantagenet. I wished to say farewell in kindness. I shall always pray +for your happiness. God bless you, Plantagenet!' + +Lord Cadurcis made no reply, though for a moment he seemed about to +speak; he bowed, and, as Venetia approached her aunt, he turned his +steps in a different direction. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Venetia stopped for a moment to collect herself before she joined +her aunt, but it was impossible to conceal her agitation from the +Countess. They had not, however, been long together before they +observed their friends in the distance, who had now quitted the +palace. Venetia made the utmost efforts to compose herself, and not +unsuccessful ones. She was sufficiently calm on their arrival, to +listen, if not to converse. The Countess, with all the tact of a +woman, covered her niece's confusion by her animated description of +their agreeable ride, and their still more pleasant promenade; and in +a few minutes the whole party were walking back to their carriages. +When they had arrived at the inn, they found Lord Cadurcis, to +whose temporary absence the Countess had alluded with some casual +observation which she flattered herself was very satisfactory. +Cadurcis appeared rather sullen, and the Countess, with feminine +quickness, suddenly discovered that both herself and her niece were +extremely fatigued, and that they had better return in the carriages. +There was one vacant place, and some of the gentlemen must ride +outside. Lord Cadurcis, however, said that he should return as he +came, and the grooms might lead back the ladies' horses; and so in a +few minutes the carriages had driven off. + +Our solitary equestrian, however, was no sooner mounted than he put +his horse to its speed, and never drew in his rein until he reached +Hyde Park Corner. The rapid motion accorded with his tumultuous mood. +He was soon at home, gave his horse to a servant, for he had left +his groom behind, rushed into his library, tore up a letter of Lady +Monteagle's with a demoniac glance, and rang his bell with such force +that it broke. His valet, not unused to such ebullitions, immediately +appeared. + +'Has anything happened, Spalding?' said his lordship. + +'Nothing particular, my lord. Her ladyship sent every day, and called +herself twice, but I told her your lordship was in Yorkshire.' + +'That was right; I saw a letter from her. When did it come?' + +'It has been here several days, my lord.' + +'Mind, I am at home to nobody; I am not in town.' + +The valet bowed and disappeared. Cadurcis threw himself into an easy +chair, stretched his legs, sighed, and then swore; then suddenly +starting up, he seized a mass of letters that were lying on the table, +and hurled them to the other end of the apartment, dashed several +books to the ground, kicked down several chairs that were in his way, +and began pacing the room with his usual troubled step; and so he +continued until the shades of twilight entered his apartment. Then he +pulled down the other bell-rope, and Mr. Spalding again appeared. + +'Order posthorses for to-morrow,' said his lordship. + +'Where to, my lord?' + +'I don't know; order the horses.' + +Mr. Spalding again bowed and disappeared. + +In a few minutes he heard a great stamping and confusion in his +master's apartment, and presently the door opened and his master's +voice was heard calling him repeatedly in a very irritable tone. + +'Why are there no bells in this cursed room?' inquired Lord Cadurcis. + +'The ropes are broken, my lord.' + +'Why are they broken?' + +'I can't say, my lord,' + +'I cannot leave this house for a day but I find everything in +confusion. Bring me some Burgundy.' + +'Yes, my lord. There is a young lad, my lord, called a few minutes +back, and asked for your lordship. He says he has something very +particular to say to your lordship. I told him your lordship was out +of town. He said your lordship would wish very much to see him, and +that he had come from the Abbey.' + +'The Abbey!' said Cadurcis, in a tone of curiosity. 'Why did you not +show him in?' + +'Your lordship said you were not at home to anybody.' + +'Idiot! Is this anybody? Of course I would have seen him. What the +devil do I keep you for, sir? You seem to me to have lost your head.' + +Mr. Spalding retired. + +'The Abbey! that is droll,' said Cadurcis. 'I owe some duties to the +poor Abbey. I should not like to quit England, and leave anybody in +trouble at the Abbey. I wish I had seen the lad. Some son of a tenant +who has written to me, and I have never opened his letters. I am +sorry.' + +In a few minutes Mr. Spalding again entered the room. 'The young lad +has called again, my lord. He says he thinks your lordship has come to +town, and he wishes to see your lordship very much.' + +'Bring lights and show him up. Show him up first.' + +Accordingly, a country lad was ushered into the room, although it was +so dusky that Cadurcis could only observe his figure standing at the +door. + +'Well, my good fellow,' said Cadurcis; 'what do you want? Are you in +any trouble?' + +The boy hesitated. + +'Speak out, my good fellow; do not be alarmed. If I can serve you, or +any one at the Abbey, I will do it.' + +Here Mr. Spalding entered with the lights. The lad held a cotton +handkerchief to his face; he appeared to be weeping; all that was +seen of his head were his locks of red hair. He seemed a country lad, +dressed in a long green coat with silver buttons, and he twirled in +his disengaged hand a peasant's white hat. + +'That will do, Spalding,' said Lord Cadurcis. 'Leave the room. Now, +my good fellow, my time is precious; but speak out, and do not be +afraid.' + +'Cadurcis!' said the lad in a sweet and trembling voice. + +'Gertrude, by G--d!' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis, starting. 'What infernal +masquerade is this?' + +'Is it a greater disguise than I have to bear every hour of my life?' +exclaimed Lady Monteagle, advancing. 'Have I not to bear a smiling +face with a breaking heart?' + +'By Jove! a scene,' exclaimed Cadurcis in a piteous tone. + +'A scene!' exclaimed Lady Monteagle, bursting into a flood of +indignant tears. 'Is this the way the expression of my feelings is +ever to be stigmatised? Barbarous man!' + +Cadurcis stood with his back to the fireplace, with his lips +compressed, and his hands under his coat-tails. He was resolved that +nothing should induce him to utter a word. He looked the picture of +dogged indifference. + +'I know where you have been,' continued Lady Monteagle. 'You have been +to Richmond; you have been with Miss Herbert. Yes! I know all. I am a +victim, but I will not be a dupe. Yorkshire indeed! Paltry coward!' + +Cadurcis hummed an air. + +'And this is Lord Cadurcis!' continued the lady. 'The sublime, +ethereal Lord Cadurcis, condescending to the last refuge of the +meanest, most commonplace mind, a vulgar, wretched lie! What could +have been expected from such a mind? You may delude the world, but I +know you. Yes, sir! I know you. And I will let everybody know you. I +will tear away the veil of charlatanism with which you have enveloped +yourself. The world shall at length discover the nature of the idol +they have worshipped. All your meanness, all your falsehood, all your +selfishness, all your baseness, shall be revealed. I may be spurned, +but at any rate I will be revenged!' + +Lord Cadurcis yawned. + +'Insulting, pitiful wretch!' continued the lady. 'And you think that +I wish to hear you speak! You think the sound of that deceitful voice +has any charm for me! You are mistaken, sir! I have listened to you +too long. It was not to remonstrate with you that I resolved to see +you. The tones of your voice can only excite my disgust. I am here to +speak myself; to express to you the contempt, the detestation, the +aversion, the scorn, the hatred, which I entertain for you!' + +Lord Cadurcis whistled. + +The lady paused; she had effected the professed purport of her visit; +she ought now to have retired, and Cadurcis would most willingly have +opened the door for her, and bowed her out of his apartment. But her +conduct did not exactly accord with her speech. She intimated no +intention of moving. Her courteous friend retained his position, and +adhered to his policy of silence. There was a dead pause, and then +Lady Monteagle, throwing herself into a chair, went into hysterics. + +Lord Cadurcis, following her example, also seated himself, took up a +book, and began to read. + +The hysterics became fainter and fainter; they experienced all those +gradations of convulsive noise with which Lord Cadurcis was so well +acquainted; at length they subsided into sobs and sighs. Finally, +there was again silence, now only disturbed by the sound of a page +turned by Lord Cadurcis. + +Suddenly the lady sprang from her seat, and firmly grasping the arm of +Cadurcis, threw herself on her knees at his side. + +'Cadurcis!' she exclaimed, in a tender tone, 'do you love me?' + +'My dear Gertrude,' said Lord Cadurcis, coolly, but rather regretting +he had quitted his original and less assailable posture, 'you know I +like quiet women.' + +'Cadurcis, forgive me!' murmured the lady. 'Pity me! Think only how +miserable I am!' + +'Your misery is of your own making,' said Lord Cadurcis. 'What +occasion is there for any of these extraordinary proceedings? I have +told you a thousand times that I cannot endure scenes. Female society +is a relaxation to me; you convert it into torture. I like to sail +upon a summer sea; and you always will insist upon a white squall.' + +'But you have deserted me!' + +'I never desert any one,' replied Cadurcis calmly, raising her from +her supplicating attitude, and leading her to a seat. 'The last time +we met, you banished me your presence, and told me never to speak to +you again. Well, I obeyed your orders, as I always do.' + +'But I did not mean what I said,' said Lady Monteagle. + +'How should I know that?' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'Your heart ought to have assured you,' said the lady. + +'The tongue is a less deceptive organ than the heart,' replied her +companion. + +'Cadurcis,' said the lady, looking at her strange disguise, 'what do +you advise me to do?' + +'To go home; and if you like I will order my vis-à -vis for you +directly,' and he rose from his seat to give the order. + +'Ah!' you are sighing to get rid of me!' said the lady, in a +reproachful, but still subdued tone. + +'Why, the fact is, Gertrude, I prefer calling upon you, to your +calling upon me. When I am fitted for your society, I seek it; and, +when you are good-tempered, always with pleasure; when I am not in the +mood for it, I stay away. And when I am at home, I wish to see no one. +I have business now, and not very agreeable business. I am disturbed +by many causes, and you could not have taken a step which could have +given me greater annoyance than the strange one you have adopted this +evening.' + +'I am sorry for it now,' said the lady, weeping. 'When shall I see you +again?' + +'I will call upon you to-morrow, and pray receive me with smiles.' + +'I ever will,' said the lady, weeping plenteously. 'It is all my +fault; you are ever too good. There is not in the world a kinder and +more gentle being than yourself. I shall never forgive myself for this +exposure. + +'Would you like to take anything?' said Lord Cadurcis: 'I am sure you +must feel exhausted. You see I am drinking wine; it is my only dinner +to-day, but I dare say there is some salvolatile in the house; I dare +say, when my maids go into hysterics, they have it!' + +'Ah, mocker!' said Lady Monteagle; 'but I can pardon everything, if +you will only let me see you.' + +'Au revoir! then,' said his lordship; 'I am sure the carriage must be +ready. I hear it. Come, Mr. Gertrude, settle your wig; it is quite +awry. By Jove! we might as well go to the Pantheon, as you are ready +dressed. I have a domino.' And so saying, Lord Cadurcis handed the +lady to his carriage, and pressed her lightly by the hand, as he +reiterated his promise of calling at Monteagle House the next day. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Lord Cadurcis, unhappy at home, and wearied of the commonplace +resources of society, had passed the night in every species of +dissipation; his principal companion being that same young nobleman in +whose company he had been when he first met Venetia at Ranelagh. The +morn was breaking when Cadurcis and his friend arrived at his door. +They had settled to welcome the dawn with a beaker of burnt Burgundy. + +'Now, my dear Scrope,' said Cadurcis, 'now for quiet and philosophy. +The laughter of those infernal women, the rattle of those cursed dice, +and the oaths of those ruffians are still ringing in my ears. Let us +compose ourselves, and moralise.' + +Accustomed to their master's habits, who generally turned night into +day, the household were all on the alert; a blazing fire greeted them, +and his lordship ordered instantly a devil and the burnt Burgundy. + +'Sit you down here, my Scrope; that is the seat of honour, and you +shall have it. What is this, a letter? and marked "Urgent," and in a +man's hand. It must be read. Some good fellow nabbed by a bailiff, +or planted by his mistress. Signals of distress! We must assist our +friends.' + +The flame of the fire fell upon Lord Cadurcis' face as he read the +letter; he was still standing, while his friend was stretched out in +his easy chair, and inwardly congratulating himself on his comfortable +prospects. The countenance of Cadurcis did not change, but he bit +his lip, and read the letter twice, and turned it over, but with a +careless air; and then he asked what o'clock it was. The servant +informed him, and left the room. + +'Scrope,' said Lord Cadurcis, quietly, and still standing, 'are you +very drunk?' + +'My dear fellow, I am as fresh as possible; you will see what justice +I shall do to the Burgundy.' + +'"Burgundy to-morrow," as the Greek proverb saith,' observed Lord +Cadurcis. 'Read that.' + +His companion had the pleasure of perusing a challenge from Lord +Monteagle, couched in no gentle terms, and requesting an immediate +meeting. + +'Well, I never heard anything more ridiculous in my life,' said Lord +Scrope. 'Does he want satisfaction because you have planted her?' + +'D--n her!' said Lord Cadurcis. 'She has occasioned me a thousand +annoyances, and now she has spoilt our supper. I don't know, though; +he wants to fight quickly, let us fight at once. I will send him a +cartel now, and then we can have our Burgundy. You will go out with +me, of course? Hyde Park, six o'clock, and short swords.' + +Lord Cadurcis accordingly sat down, wrote his letter, and dispatched +it by Mr. Spalding to Monteagle House, with peremptory instructions to +bring back an answer. The companions then turned to their devil. + +'This is a bore, Cadurcis,' said Lord Scrope. + +'It is. I cannot say I am very valorous in a bad cause. I do not like +to fight "upon compulsion," I confess. If I had time to screw my +courage up, I dare say I should do it very well. I dare say, for +instance, if ever I am publicly executed, I shall die game.' + +'God forbid!' said Lord Scrope. 'I say, Cadurcis, I would not drink +any Burgundy if I were you. I shall take a glass of cold water.' + +'Ah! you are only a second, and so you want to cool your valour,' said +Cadurcis. 'You have all the fun.' + +'But how came this blow-up?' inquired Lord Scrope. 'Letters +discovered, eh? Because I thought you never saw her now?' + +'By Jove! my dear fellow, she has been the whole evening here +masquerading it like a very vixen, as she is; and now she has +committed us both. I have burnt her letters, without reading them, +for the last month. Now I call that honourable; because, as I had no +longer any claim on her heart, I would not think of trenching on her +correspondence. But honour, what is honour in these dishonourable +days? This is my reward. She contrived to enter my house this evening, +dressed like a farmer's boy, and you may imagine what ensued; rage, +hysterics, and repentance. I am sure if Monteagle had seen me, he +would not have been jealous. I never opened my mouth, but, like a +fool, sent her home in my carriage; and now I am going to be run +through the body for my politeness.' + +In this light strain, blended, however, with more decorous feeling on +the part of Lord Scrope, the young men conversed until the messenger's +return with Lord Monteagle's answer. In Hyde Park, in the course of an +hour, himself and Lord Cadurcis, attended by their friends, were to +meet. + +'Well, there is nothing like having these affairs over,' said +Cadurcis; 'and to confess the truth, my dear Scrope, I should not much +care if Monteagle were to despatch me to my fathers; for, in the whole +course of my miserable life, and miserable, whatever the world may +think, it has been, I never felt much more wretched than I have during +the last four-and-twenty hours. By Jove! do you know I was going to +leave England this morning, and I have ordered my horses, too.' + +'Leave England!' + +'Yes, leave England; and where I never intended to return.' + +'Well, you are the oddest person I ever knew, Cadurcis. I should have +thought you the happiest person that ever existed. Everybody admires, +everybody envies you. You seem to have everything that man can desire. +Your life is a perpetual triumph.' + +'Ah! my dear Scrope, there is a skeleton in every house. If you knew +all, you would not envy me.' + +'Well, we have not much time,' said Lord Scrope; 'have you any +arrangements to make?' + +'None. My property goes to George, who is my only relative, without +the necessity of a will, otherwise I should leave everything to him, +for he is a good fellow, and my blood is in his veins. Just you +remember, Scrope, that I will be buried with my mother. That is all; +and now let us get ready.' + +The sun had just risen when the young men went forth, and the day +promised to be as brilliant as the preceding one. Not a soul was +stirring in the courtly quarter in which Cadurcis resided; even the +last watchman had stolen to repose. They called a hackney coach at the +first stand they reached, and were soon at the destined spot. They +were indeed before their time, and strolling by the side of the +Serpentine, Cadurcis said, 'Yesterday morning was one of the happiest +of my life, Scrope, and I was in hopes that an event would have +occurred in the course of the day that might have been my salvation. +If it had, by-the-bye, I should not have returned to town, and got +into this cursed scrape. However, the gods were against me, and now I +am reckless.' + +Now Lord Monteagle and his friend, who was Mr. Horace Pole, appeared. +Cadurcis advanced, and bowed; Lord Monteagle returned his bow, +stiffly, but did not speak. The seconds chose their ground, the +champions disembarrassed themselves of their coats, and their swords +crossed. It was a brief affair. After a few passes, Cadurcis received +a slight wound in his arm, while his weapon pierced his antagonist in +the breast. Lord Monteagle dropped his sword and fell. + +'You had better fly, Lord Cadurcis,' said Mr. Horace Pole. 'This is a +bad business, I fear; we have a surgeon at hand, and he can help us to +the coach that is waiting close by.' + +'I thank you, sir, I never fly,' said Lord Cadurcis; 'and I shall wait +here until I see your principal safely deposited in his carriage; he +will have no objection to my friend, Lord Scrope, assisting him, who, +by his presence to-day, has only fulfilled one of the painful duties +that society imposes upon us.' + +The surgeon gave an unfavourable report of the wound, which he dressed +on the field. Lord Monteagle was then borne to his carriage, which was +at hand, and Lord Scrope, the moment he had seen the equipage move +slowly off, returned to his friend. + +'Well Cadurcis,' he exclaimed in an anxious voice, 'I hope you have +not killed him. What will you do now?' + +'I shall go home, and await the result, my dear Scrope. I am sorry for +you, for this may get you into trouble. For myself, I care nothing.' + +'You bleed!' said Lord Scrope. + +'A scratch. I almost wish our lots had been the reverse. Come, Scrope, +help me on with my coat. Yesterday I lost my heart, last night I lost +my money, and perhaps to-morrow I shall lose my arm. It seems we are +not in luck. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +It has been well observed, that no spectacle is so ridiculous as the +British public in one of its periodical fits of morality. In general, +elopements, divorces, and family quarrels pass with little notice. We +read the scandal, talk about it for a day, and forget it. But, once in +six or seven years, our virtue becomes outrageous. We cannot suffer +the laws of religion and decency to be violated. We must make a +stand against vice. We must teach libertines that the English people +appreciate the importance of domestic ties. Accordingly, some +unfortunate man, in no respect more depraved than hundreds whose +offences have been treated with lenity, is singled out as an expiatory +sacrifice. If he has children, they are to be taken from him. If he +has a profession, he is to be driven from it. He is cut by the higher +orders, and hissed by the lower. He is, in truth, a sort of whipping +boy, by whose vicarious agonies all the other transgressors of the +same class are, it is supposed, sufficiently chastised. We reflect +very complacently on our own severity, and compare, with great pride, +the high standard of morals established in England, with the Parisian +laxity. At length, our anger is satiated, our victim is ruined and +heart-broken, and our virtue goes quietly to sleep for seven years +more. + +These observations of a celebrated writer apply to the instance of +Lord Cadurcis; he was the periodical victim, the scapegoat of English +morality, sent into the wilderness with all the crimes and curses of +the multitude on his head. Lord Cadurcis had certainly committed a +great crime: not his intrigue with Lady Monteagle, for that surely was +not an unprecedented offence; not his duel with her husband, for after +all it was a duel in self-defence; and, at all events, divorces +and duels, under any circumstances, would scarcely have excited or +authorised the storm which was now about to burst over the late +spoiled child of society. But Lord Cadurcis had been guilty of the +offence which, of all offences, is punished most severely: Lord +Cadurcis had been overpraised. He had excited too warm an interest; +and the public, with its usual justice, was resolved to chastise him +for its own folly. + +There are no fits of caprice so hasty and so violent as those of +society. Society, indeed, is all passion and no heart. Cadurcis, in +allusion to his sudden and singular success, had been in the habit of +saying to his intimates, that he 'woke one morning and found himself +famous.' He might now observe, 'I woke one morning and found myself +infamous.' Before twenty-four hours had passed over his duel with Lord +Monteagle, he found himself branded by every journal in London, as an +unprincipled and unparalleled reprobate. The public, without waiting +to think or even to inquire after the truth, instantly selected as +genuine the most false and the most flagrant of the fifty libellous +narratives that were circulated of the transaction. Stories, +inconsistent with themselves, were all alike eagerly believed, and +what evidence there might be for any one of them, the virtuous people, +by whom they were repeated, neither cared nor knew. The public, in +short, fell into a passion with their darling, and, ashamed of their +past idolatry, nothing would satisfy them but knocking the divinity on +the head. + +Until Lord Monteagle, to the great regret of society, who really +wished him to die in order that his antagonist might commit murder, +was declared out of danger, Lord Cadurcis never quitted his house, and +he was not a little surprised that scarcely a human being called upon +him except his cousin, who immediately flew to his succour. George, +indeed, would gladly have spared Cadurcis any knowledge of the storm +that was raging against him, and which he flattered himself would blow +over before Cadurcis was again abroad; but he was so much with +his cousin, and Cadurcis was so extremely acute and naturally so +suspicious, that this was impossible. Moreover, his absolute desertion +by his friends, and the invectives and the lampoons with which the +newspapers abounded, and of which he was the subject, rendered any +concealment out of the question, and poor George passed his life in +running about contradicting falsehoods, stating truth, fighting his +cousin's battles, and then reporting to him, in the course of the day, +the state of the campaign. + +Cadurcis, being a man of infinite sensibility, suffered tortures. He +had been so habituated to panegyric, that the slightest criticism +ruffled him, and now his works had suddenly become the subject of +universal and outrageous attack; having lived only in a cloud of +incense, he suddenly found himself in a pillory of moral indignation; +his writings, his habits, his temper, his person, were all alike +ridiculed and vilified. In a word, Cadurcis, the petted, idolised, +spoiled Cadurcis, was enduring that charming vicissitude in a +prosperous existence, styled a reaction; and a conqueror, who deemed +himself invincible, suddenly vanquished, could scarcely be more +thunderstruck, or feel more impotently desperate. + +The tortures of his mind, however, which this sudden change in his +position and in the opinions of society, were of themselves competent +to occasion to one of so impetuous and irritable a temperament, and +who ever magnified both misery and delight with all the creative +power of a brooding imagination, were excited in his case even to the +liveliest agony, when he reminded himself of the situation in which he +was now placed with Venetia. All hope of ever obtaining her hand had +now certainly vanished, and he doubted whether even her love could +survive the quick occurrence, after his ardent vows, of this degrading +and mortifying catastrophe. He execrated Lady Monteagle with the most +heartfelt rage, and when he remembered that all this time the world +believed him the devoted admirer of this vixen, his brain was +stimulated almost to the verge of insanity. His only hope of the +truth reaching Venetia was through the medium of his cousin, and he +impressed daily upon Captain Cadurcis the infinite consolation it +would prove to him, if he could contrive to make her aware of the real +facts of the case. According to the public voice, Lady Monteagle at +his solicitation had fled to his house, and remained there, and her +husband forced his entrance into the mansion in the middle of the +night, while his wife escaped disguised in Lord Cadurcis' clothes. +She did not, however, reach Monteagle House in time enough to +escape detection by her lord, who had instantly sought and obtained +satisfaction from his treacherous friend. All the monstrous inventions +of the first week had now subsided into this circumstantial and +undoubted narrative; at least this was the version believed by those +who had been Cadurcis' friends. They circulated the authentic tale +with the most considerate assiduity, and shook their heads, and said +it was too bad, and that he must not be countenanced. + +The moment Lord Monteagle was declared out of danger, Lord Cadurcis +made his appearance in public. He walked into Brookes', and everybody +seemed suddenly so deeply interested in the newspapers, that you might +have supposed they had brought intelligence of a great battle, or a +revolution, or a change of ministry at the least. One or two men spoke +to him, who had never presumed to address him at any other time, and +he received a faint bow from a distinguished nobleman, who had ever +professed for him the greatest consideration and esteem. + +Cadurcis mounted his horse and rode down to the House of Lords. There +was a debate of some public interest, and a considerable crowd was +collected round the Peers' entrance. The moment Lord Cadurcis was +recognised, the multitude began hooting. He was agitated, and grinned +a ghastly smile at the rabble. But he dismounted, without further +annoyance, and took his seat. Not a single peer of his own party spoke +to him. The leader of the Opposition, indeed, bowed to him, and, in +the course of the evening, he received, from one or two more of his +party, some formal evidences of frigid courtesy. The tone of his +reception by his friends could not be concealed from the ministerial +party. It was soon detected, and generally whispered, that Lord +Cadurcis was cut. Nevertheless, he sat out the debate and voted. The +house broke up. He felt lonely; his old friend, the Bishop of----, who +had observed all that had occurred, and who might easily have avoided +him, came forward, however, in the most marked manner, and, in a tone +which everybody heard, said, 'How do you do, Lord Cadurcis? I am very +glad to see you,' shaking his hand most cordially. This made a great +impression. Several of the Tory Lords, among them Venetia's uncle, now +advanced and sainted him. He received their advances with a haughty, +but not disdainful, courtesy; but when his Whig friends, confused, now +hurried to encumber him with their assistance, he treated them with +the scorn which they well deserved. + +'Will you take a seat in my carriage home, Lord Cadurcis?' said his +leader, for it was notorious that Cadurcis had been mobbed on his +arrival. + +'Thank you, my lord,' said Cadurcis, speaking very audibly, 'I +prefer returning as I came. We are really both of us such unpopular +personages, that your kindness would scarcely be prudent.' + +The house had been full; there was a great scuffle and confusion as +the peers were departing; the mob, now considerable, were prepared for +the appearance of Lord Cadurcis, and their demeanour was menacing. +Some shouted out his name; then it was repeated with odious and +vindictive epithets, followed by ferocious yells. A great many +peers collected round Cadurcis, and entreated him not to return on +horseback. It must be confessed that genuine and considerable feeling +was now shown by all men of all parties. And indeed to witness this +young, and noble, and gifted creature, but a few days back the idol +of the nation, and from whom a word, a glance even, was deemed the +greatest and most gratifying distinction, whom all orders, classes, +and conditions of men had combined to stimulate with multiplied +adulation, with all the glory and ravishing delights of the world, as +it were, forced upon him, to see him thus assailed with the savage +execrations of all those vile things who exult in the fall of +everything that is great, and the abasement of everything that is +noble, was indeed a spectacle which might have silenced malice and +satisfied envy! + +'My carriage is most heartily at your service, Lord Cadurcis,' said +the noble leader of the government in the upper house; 'you can enter +it without the slightest suspicion by these ruffians.' 'Lord Cadurcis; +my dear lord; my good lord, for our sakes, if not for your own; +Cadurcis, dear Cadurcis, my good Cadurcis, it is madness, folly, +insanity; a mob will do anything, and an English mob is viler than +all; for Heaven's sake!' Such were a few of the varied exclamations +which resounded on all sides, but which produced on the person to whom +they were addressed only the result of his desiring the attendant to +call for his horses. + +The lobby was yet full; it was a fine thing in the light of the +archway to see Cadurcis spring into his saddle. Instantly there was a +horrible yell. Yet in spite of all their menaces, the mob were for a +time awed by his courage; they made way for him; he might even have +rode quickly on for some few yards, but he would not; he reined his +fiery steed into a slow but stately pace, and, with a countenance +scornful and composed, he continued his progress, apparently +unconscious of impediment. Meanwhile, the hooting continued without +abatement, increasing indeed, after the first comparative pause, +in violence and menace. At length a bolder ruffian, excited by the +uproar, rushed forward and seized Cadurcis' bridle. Cadurcis struck +the man over the eyes with his whip, and at the same time touched his +horse with his spur, and the assailant was dashed to the ground. This +seemed a signal for a general assault. It commenced with hideous +yells. His friends at the house, who had watched everything with the +keenest interest, immediately directed all the constables who were at +hand to rush to his succour; hitherto they had restrained the police, +lest their interference might stimulate rather than repress the mob. +The charge of the constables was well timed; they laid about them with +their staves; you might have heard the echo of many a broken crown. +Nevertheless, though they dispersed the mass, they could not penetrate +the immediate barrier that surrounded Lord Cadurcis, whose only +defence indeed, for they had cut off his groom, was the terrors of his +horse's heels, and whose managed motions he regulated with admirable +skill, now rearing, now prancing, now kicking behind, and now +turning round with a quick yet sweeping motion, before which the mob +retreated. Off his horse, however, they seemed resolved to drag him; +and it was not difficult to conceive, if they succeeded, what must +be his eventual fate. They were infuriate, but his contact with his +assailants fortunately prevented their co-mates from hurling stones at +him from the fear of endangering their own friends. + +A messenger to the Horse Guards had been sent from the House of Lords; +but, before the military could arrive, and fortunately (for, with +their utmost expedition, they must have been too late), a rumour of +the attack got current in the House of Commons. Captain Cadurcis, +Lord Scrope, and a few other young men instantly rushed out; and, +ascertaining the truth, armed with good cudgels and such other +effective weapons as they could instantly obtain, they mounted their +horses and charged the nearly-triumphant populace, dealing such +vigorous blows that their efforts soon made a visible diversion in +Lord Cadurcis' favour. It is difficult, indeed, to convey an idea of +the exertions and achievements of Captain Cadurcis; no Paladin of +chivalry ever executed such marvels on a swarm of Paynim slaves; and +many a bloody coxcomb and broken limb bore witness in Petty France +that night to his achievements. Still the mob struggled and were not +daunted by the delay in immolating their victim. As long as they had +only to fight against men in plain clothes, they were valorous and +obstinate enough; but the moment that the crests of a troop of Horse +Guards were seen trotting down Parliament Street, everybody ran away, +and in a few minutes all Palace-yard was as still as if the genius of +the place rendered a riot impossible. + +Lord Cadurcis thanked his friends, who were profuse in their +compliments to his pluck. His manner, usually playful with his +intimates of his own standing, was, however, rather grave at present, +though very cordial. He asked them home to dine with him; but they +were obliged to decline his invitation, as a division was expected; +so, saying 'Good-bye, George, perhaps I shall see you to-night,' +Cadurcis rode rapidly off. + +With Cadurcis there was but one step from the most exquisite +sensitiveness to the most violent defiance. The experience of this +day had entirely cured him of his previous nervous deference to the +feelings of society. Society had outraged him, and now he resolved to +outrage society. He owed society nothing; his reception at the House +of Lords and the riot in Palace-yard had alike cleared his accounts +with all orders of men, from the highest to the lowest. He had +experienced, indeed, some kindness that he could not forget, but only +from his own kin, and those who with his associations were the same as +kin. His memory dwelt with gratification on his cousin's courageous +zeal, and still more on the demonstration which Masham had made in his +favour, which, if possible, argued still greater boldness and sincere +regard. That was a trial of true affection, and an instance of moral +courage, which Cadurcis honoured, and which he never could forget. He +was anxious about Venetia; he wished to stand as well with her as he +deserved; no better; but he was grieved to think she could believe all +those infamous tales at present current respecting himself. But, for +the rest of the world, he delivered them all to the most absolute +contempt, disgust, and execration; he resolved, from this time, +nothing should ever induce him again to enter society, or admit the +advances of a single civilised ruffian who affected to be social. The +country, the people, their habits, laws, manners, customs, opinions, +and everything connected with them, were viewed with the same +jaundiced eye; and his only object now was to quit England, to which +he resolved never to return. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +Venetia was, perhaps, not quite so surprised as the rest of her +friends, when, on their return to Richmond, Lord Cadurcis was not +again seen. She was very unhappy: she recalled the scene in the +garden at Cherbury some years back; and, with the knowledge of the +impetuosity of his temper, she believed she should never see him +again. Poor Plantagenet, who loved her so much, and whose love she so +fully returned! why might they not be happy? She neither doubted the +constancy of his affection, nor their permanent felicity if they +were united. She shared none of her mother's apprehensions or her +prejudices, but she was the victim of duty and her vow. In the course +of four-and-twenty hours, strange rumours were afloat respecting Lord +Cadurcis; and the newspapers on the ensuing morning told the truth, +and more than the truth. Venetia could not doubt as to the duel or the +elopement; but, instead of feeling indignation, she attributed what +had occurred to the desperation of his mortified mind; and she visited +on herself all the fatal consequences that had happened. At present, +however, all her emotions were quickly absorbed in the one terrible +fear that Lord Monteagle would die. In that dreadful and urgent +apprehension every other sentiment merged. It was impossible to +conceal her misery, and she entreated her mother to return to town. + +Very differently, however, was the catastrophe viewed by Lady Annabel. +She, on the contrary, triumphed in her sagacity and her prudence. She +hourly congratulated herself on being the saviour of her daughter; +and though she refrained from indulging in any open exultation +over Venetia's escape and her own profound discretion, it was, +nevertheless, impossible for her to conceal from her daughter her +infinite satisfaction and self-congratulation. While Venetia was half +broken-hearted, her mother silently returned thanks to Providence for +the merciful dispensation which had exempted her child from so much +misery. + +The day after their return to town, Captain Cadurcis called upon them. +Lady Annabel never mentioned the name of his cousin; but George, +finding no opportunity of conversing with Venetia alone, and being, +indeed, too much excited to speak on any other subject, plunged at +once into the full narrative; defended Lord Cadurcis, abused the +Monteagles and the slanderous world, and, in spite of Lady Annabel's +ill-concealed dissatisfaction, favoured her with an exact and +circumstantial account of everything that had happened, how it +happened, when it happened, and where it happened; concluding by a +declaration that Cadurcis was the best fellow that ever lived; the +most unfortunate, and the most ill-used; and that, if he were to be +hunted down for an affair like this, over which he had no control, +there was not a man in London who could be safe for ten minutes. All +that George effected by his zeal, was to convince Lady Annabel that +his cousin had entirely corrupted, him; she looked upon her former +favourite as another victim; but Venetia listened in silence, and not +without solace. + +Two or three days after the riot at the House of Lords, Captain +Cadurcis burst into his cousin's room with a triumphant countenance. +'Well, Plantagenet!' he exclaimed, 'I have done it; I have seen +her alone, and I have put you as right as possible. Nothing can be +better.' + +'Tell me, my dear fellow,' said Lord Cadurcis, eagerly. + +'Well, you know, I have called half-a-dozen times,' said George, 'but +either Lady Annabel was there, or they were not at home, or something +always occurred to prevent any private communication. But I met her +to-day with her aunt; I joined them immediately, and kept with them +the whole morning. I am sorry to say she, I mean Venetia, is devilish +ill; she is, indeed. However, her aunt now is quite on your side, and +very kind, I can tell you that. I put her right at first, and she has +fought our battle bravely. Well, they stopped to call somewhere, and +Venetia was so unwell that she would not get out, and I was left alone +in the carriage with her. Time was precious, and I opened at once. I +told her how wretched you were, and that the only thing that made you +miserable was about her, because you were afraid she would think you +so profligate, and all that. I went through it all; told her the exact +truth, which, indeed, she had before heard; but now I assured her, on +my honour, that it was exactly what happened; and she said she did not +doubt it, and could not, from some conversation which you had together +the day we were all at Hampton Court, and that she felt that nothing +could have been premeditated, and fully believed that everything had +occurred as I said; and, however she deplored it, she felt the same +for you as ever, and prayed for your happiness. Then she told me what +misery the danger of Lord Monteagle had occasioned her; that she +thought his death must have been the forerunner of her own; but the +moment he was declared out of danger seemed the happiest hour of +her life. I told her you were going to leave England, and asked her +whether she had any message for you; and she said, "Tell him he is the +same to me that he has always been." So, when her aunt returned, I +jumped out and ran on to you at once.' + +'You are the best fellow that ever lived, George,' said Lord Cadurcis; +'and now the world may go to the devil!' + +This message from Venetia acted upon Lord Cadurcis like a charm. It +instantly cleared his mind. He shut himself up in his house for a +week, and wrote a farewell to England, perhaps the most masterly +effusion of his powerful spirit. It abounded in passages of +overwhelming passion, and almost Satanic sarcasm. Its composition +entirely relieved his long-brooding brain. It contained, moreover, +a veiled address to Venetia, delicate, tender, and irresistibly +affecting. He appended also to the publication, the verses he had +previously addressed to her. + +This volume, which was purchased with an avidity exceeding even +the eagerness with which his former productions had been received, +exercised extraordinary influence on public opinion. It enlisted the +feelings of the nation on his side in a struggle with a coterie. It +was suddenly discovered that Lord Cadurcis was the most injured of +mortals, and far more interesting than ever. The address to the +unknown object of his adoration, and the verses to Venetia, mystified +everybody. Lady Monteagle was universally abused, and all sympathised +with the long-treasured and baffled affection of the unhappy poet. +Cadurcis, however, was not to be conciliated. He left his native +shores in a blaze of glory, but with the accents of scorn still +quivering on his lip. + + + + +END OF BOOK IV. + + + + +BOOK V. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +The still waters of the broad and winding lake reflected the lustre +of the cloudless sky. The gentle declinations of the green hills that +immediately bordered the lake, with an undulating margin that now +retired into bays of the most picturesque form, now jutted forth +into woody promontories, and then opened into valleys of sequestered +beauty, which the eye delighted to pursue, were studded with white +villas, and cottages scarcely less graceful, and occasionally with +villages, and even towns; here and there rose a solitary chapel; and, +scarcely less conspicuous, the black spire of some cypress strikingly +contrasting with the fair buildings or the radiant foliage that in +general surrounded them. A rampart of azure mountains raised their +huge forms behind the nearer hills; and occasionally peering over +these, like spectres on some brilliant festival, were the ghastly +visages of the Alpine glaciers. + +It was within an hour of sunset, and the long shadows had fallen upon +the waters; a broad boat, with a variegated awning, rowed by two men, +approached the steps of a marble terrace. The moment they had reached +their point of destination, and had fastened the boat to its moorings, +the men landed their oars, and immediately commenced singing a simple +yet touching melody, wherewith it was their custom to apprise their +employers of their arrival. + +'Will they come forth this evening, think you, Vittorio?' said one +boatman to the other. + +'By our holy mother, I hope so!' replied his comrade, 'for this light +air that is now rising will do the young signora more good than fifty +doctors.' + +'They are good people,' said Vittorio. 'It gives me more pleasure to +row them than any persons who ever hired us.' + +'Ay, ay!' said his comrade, 'It was a lucky day when we first put an +oar in the lake for them, heretics though they be.' + +'But they may he converted yet,' said his companion; 'for, as I was +saying to Father Francisco last night, if the young signora dies, it +is a sad thing to think what will become of her.' + +'And what said the good Father?' + +'He shook his head,' said Vittorio. + +'When Father Francisco shakes his head, he means a great deal,' said +his companion. + +At this moment a servant appeared on the terrace, to say the ladies +were at hand; and very shortly afterwards Lady Annabel Herbert, with +her daughter leaning on her arm, descended the steps, and entered the +boat. The countenances of the boatmen brightened when they saw them, +and they both made their inquiries after the health of Venetia with +tenderness and feeling. + +'Indeed, my good friends,' said Venetia, 'I think you are right, and +the lake will cure me after all.' + +'The blessing of the lake be upon you, signora,' said the boatmen, +crossing themselves. + +Just as they were moving off, came running Mistress Pauncefort, +quite breathless. 'Miss Herbert's fur cloak, my lady; you told me to +remember, my lady, and I cannot think how I forgot it. But I really +have been so very hot all day, that such a thing as furs never entered +my head. And for my part, until I travelled, I always thought furs +were only worn in Russia. But live and learn, as I say.' + +They were now fairly floating on the calm, clear waters, and the +rising breeze was as grateful to Venetia as the boatmen had imagined. + +A return of those symptoms which had before disquieted Lady Annabel +for her daughter, and which were formerly the cause of their residence +at Weymouth, had induced her, in compliance with the advice of her +physicians, to visit Italy; but the fatigue of travel had exhausted +the energies of Venetia (for in those days the Alps were not passed in +luxurious travelling carriages) on the very threshold of the promised +land; and Lady Annabel had been prevailed upon to take a villa on the +Lago Maggiore, where Venetia had passed two months, still suffering +indeed from great debility, but not without advantage. + +There are few spots more favoured by nature than the Italian lakes and +their vicinity, combining, as they do, the most sublime features +of mountainous scenery with all the softer beauties and the varied +luxuriance of the plain. As the still, bright lake is to the rushing +and troubled cataract, is Italy to Switzerland and Savoy. Emerging +from the chaotic ravines and the wild gorges of the Alps, the happy +land breaks upon us like a beautiful vision. We revel in the sunny +light, after the unearthly glare of eternal snow. Our sight seems +renovated as we throw our eager glance over those golden plains, +clothed with such picturesque trees, sparkling with such graceful +villages, watered by such noble rivers, and crowned with such +magnificent cities; and all bathed and beaming in an atmosphere so +soft and radiant! Every isolated object charms us with its beautiful +novelty: for the first time we gaze on palaces; the garden, the +terrace, and the statue, recall our dreams beneath a colder sky; +and we turn from these to catch the hallowed form of some cupolaed +convent, crowning the gentle elevation of some green hill, and flanked +by the cypress or the pine. + +The influence of all these delightful objects and of this benign +atmosphere on the frame and mind of Venetia had been considerable. +After the excitement of the last year of her life, and the harassing +and agitating scenes with which it closed, she found a fine solace +in this fair land and this soft sky, which the sad perhaps can alone +experience. Its repose alone afforded a consolatory contrast to the +turbulent pleasure of the great world. She looked back upon those +glittering and noisy scenes with an aversion which was only modified +by her self-congratulation at her escape from their exhausting and +contaminating sphere. Here she recurred, but with all the advantages +of a change of scene, and a scene so rich in novel and interesting +associations, to the calm tenor of those days, when not a thought ever +seemed to escape from Cherbury and its spell-bound seclusion. Her +books, her drawings, her easel, and her harp, were now again her chief +pursuits; pursuits, however, influenced by the genius of the land in +which she lived, and therefore invested with a novel interest; for +the literature and the history of the country naturally attracted her +attention; and its fair aspects and sweet sounds, alike inspired her +pencil and her voice. She had, in the society of her mother, indeed, +the advantage of communing with a mind not less refined and cultivated +than her own. Lady Annabel was a companion whose conversation, from +reading and reflection, was eminently suggestive; and their hours, +though they lived in solitude, never hung heavy. They were always +employed, and always cheerful. But Venetia was not more than cheerful. +Still very young, and gifted with an imaginative and therefore +sanguine mind, the course of circumstances, however, had checked her +native spirit, and shaded a brow which, at her time of life and with +her temperament, should have been rather fanciful than pensive. If +Venetia, supported by the disciplined energies of a strong mind, had +schooled herself into not looking back to the past with grief, her +future was certainly not tinged with the Iris pencil of Hope. It +seemed to her that it was her fate that life should bring her no +happier hours than those she now enjoyed. They did not amount to +exquisite bliss. That was a conviction which, by no process of +reflection, however ingenious, could she delude herself to credit. +Venetia struggled to take refuge in content, a mood of mind perhaps +less natural than it should be to one so young, so gifted, and so +fair! + +Their villa was surrounded by a garden in the ornate and artificial +style of the country. A marble terrace overlooked the lake, crowned +with many a statue and vase that held the aloe. The laurel and the +cactus, the cypress and the pine, filled the air with their fragrance, +or charmed the eye with their rarity and beauty: the walks were +festooned with the vine, and they could raise their hands and pluck +the glowing fruit which screened them, from the beam by which, it was +ripened. In this enchanted domain Venetia might be often seen, a +form even fairer than the sculptured nymphs among which she glided, +catching the gentle breeze that played upon the surface of the lake, +or watching the white sail that glittered in the sun as it floated +over its purple bosom. + +Yet this beautiful retreat Venetia was soon to quit, and she thought +of her departure with a sigh. Her mother had been warned to avoid +the neighbourhood of the mountains in the winter, and the autumn was +approaching its close. If Venetia could endure the passage of the +Apennines, it was the intention of Lady Annabel to pass the winter +on the coast of the Mediterranean; otherwise to settle in one of the +Lombard cities. At all events, in the course of a few weeks they were +to quit their villa on the lake. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +A very few days after this excursion on the lake, Lady Annabel and her +daughter were both surprised and pleased with a visit from a friend +whose appearance was certainly very unexpected; this was Captain +Cadurcis. On his way from Switzerland to Sicily, he had heard of their +residence in the neighbourhood, and had crossed over from Arona to +visit them. + +The name of Cadurcis was still dear to Venetia, and George had +displayed such gallantry and devotion in all his cousin's troubles, +that she was personally attached to him; he had always been a +favourite of her mother; his arrival, therefore, was welcomed by each +of the ladies with great cordiality. He accepted the hospitality which +Lady Annabel offered him, and remained with them a week, a period +which they spent in visiting the most beautiful and interesting spots +of the lake, with which they were already sufficiently familiar to +allow them to prove guides as able as they were agreeable. These +excursions, indeed, contributed to the pleasure and happiness of the +whole party. There was about Captain Cadurcis a natural cheerfulness +which animated every one in his society; a gay simplicity, difficult +to define, but very charming, and which, without effort, often +produced deeper impressions than more brilliant and subtle qualities. +Left alone in the world, and without a single advantage save those +that nature had conferred upon him, it had often been remarked, +that in whatever circle he moved George Cadurcis always became the +favourite and everywhere made friends. His sweet and engaging temper +had perhaps as much contributed to his professional success as his +distinguished gallantry and skill. Other officers, no doubt, were +as brave and able as Captain Cadurcis, but his commanders always +signalled him out for favourable notice; and, strange to say, his +success, instead of exciting envy and ill-will, pleased even his less +fortunate competitors. However hard another might feel his own lot, it +was soothed by the reflection that George Cadurcis was at least +more fortunate. His popularity, however, was not confined to his +profession. His cousin's noble guardian, whom George had never seen +until he ventured to call upon his lordship on his return to England, +now looked upon him almost as a son, and omitted no opportunity of +advancing his interests in the world. Of all the members of the House +of Commons he was perhaps the only one that everybody praised, and +his success in the world of fashion had been as remarkable as in his +profession. These great revolutions in his life and future prospects +had, however, not produced the slightest change in his mind and +manners; and this was perhaps the secret spell of his prosperity. +Though we are most of us the creatures of affectation, simplicity has +a great charm, especially when attended, as in the present instance, +with many agreeable and some noble qualities. In spite of the rough +fortunes of his youth, the breeding of Captain Cadurcis was high; the +recollection of the race to which he belonged had never been forgotten +by him. He was proud of his family. He had one of those light hearts, +too, which enable their possessors to acquire accomplishments with +facility: he had a sweet voice, a quick ear, a rapid eye. He +acquired a language as some men learn an air. Then his temper was +imperturbable, and although the most obliging and kindest-hearted +creature that ever lived, there was a native dignity about him which +prevented his goodnature from being abused. No sense of interest +either could ever induce him to act contrary to the dictates of his +judgment and his heart. At the risk of offending his patron, George +sided with his cousin, although he had deeply offended his guardian, +and although the whole world was against him. Indeed, the strong +affection that Lord Cadurcis instantly entertained for George is +not the least remarkable instance of the singular, though silent, +influence that Captain Cadurcis everywhere acquired. Lord Cadurcis +had fixed upon him for his friend from the first moment of their +acquaintance; and though apparently there could not be two characters +more dissimilar, there were at bottom some striking points of sympathy +and some strong bonds of union, in the generosity and courage that +distinguished both, and in the mutual blood that filled their veins. + +There seemed to be a tacit understanding between the several members +of our party that the name of Lord Cadurcis was not to be mentioned. +Lady Annabel made no inquiry after him; Venetia was unwilling to +hazard a question which would annoy her mother, and of which the +answer could not bring her much satisfaction; and Captain Cadurcis did +not think fit himself to originate any conversation on the subject. +Nevertheless, Venetia could not help sometimes fancying, when her eyes +met his, that their mutual thoughts were the same, and both dwelling +on one who was absent, and of whom her companion would willingly have +conversed. To confess the truth, indeed, George Cadurcis was on his +way to join his cousin, who had crossed over from Spain to Barbary, +and journeyed along the African coast from Tangiers to Tripoli. Their +point of reunion was to be Sicily or Malta. Hearing of the residence +of the Herberts on the lake, he thought it would be but kind to +Plantagenet to visit them, and perhaps to bear to him some message +from Venetia. There was nothing, indeed, on which Captain Cadurcis +was more intent than to effect the union between his cousin and Miss +Herbert. He was deeply impressed with the sincerity of Plantagenet's +passion, and he himself entertained for the lady the greatest +affection and admiration. He thought she was the only person whom he +had ever known, who was really worthy to be his cousin's bride. And, +independent of her personal charms and undoubted talents, she had +displayed during the outcry against Lord Cadurcis so much good sense, +such a fine spirit, and such modest yet sincere affection for the +victim, that George Cadurcis had almost lost his own heart to her, +when he was endeavouring to induce her not utterly to reject that of +another; and it became one of the dreams of his life, that in a little +time, when all, as he fondly anticipated, had ended as it should, +and as he wished it, he should be able to find an occasional home at +Cadurcis Abbey, and enjoy the charming society of one whom he had +already taught himself to consider as a sister. + +'And to-night you must indeed go?' said Venetia, as they were walking +together on the terrace. It was the only time that they had been alone +together during his visit. + +'I must start from Arona at daybreak,' replied George; 'and I must +travel quickly, for in less than a month I must be in Sicily.' + +'Sicily! Why are you going to Sicily?' + +Captain Cadurcis smiled. 'I am going to join a friend of ours,' he +answered. + +'Plantagenet?' she said. + +Captain Cadurcis nodded assent. + +'Poor Plantagenet!' said Venetia. + +'His name has been on my lips several times,' said George. + +'I am sure of that,' said Venetia. 'Is he well?' + +'He writes to me in fair spirits,' said Captain Cadurcis. 'He has been +travelling in Spain, and now he is somewhere in Africa; we are to meet +in Sicily or Malta. I think travel has greatly benefited him. He seems +quite delighted with his glimpse of Oriental manners, and I should +scarcely be surprised if he were now to stretch on to Constantinople.' + +'I wonder if he will ever return to England,' said Venetia, +thoughtfully. + +'There is only one event that would induce him,' said Captain +Cadurcis. And then after a pause he added, 'You will not ask me what +it is?' + +'I wish he were in England, and were happy,' said Venetia. + +'It is in your power to effect both results,' said her companion. + +'It is useless to recur to that subject,' said Venetia. 'Plantagenet +knows my feelings towards him, but fate has forbidden our destinies to +be combined.' + +'Then he will never return to England, and never be happy. Ah, +Venetia! what shall I tell him when we meet? What message am I to bear +him from you?' + +'Those regards which he ever possessed, and has never forfeited,' said +Venetia. + +'Poor Cadurcis!' said his cousin, shaking his head, 'if any man ever +had reason to be miserable, it is he.' + +'We are none of us very happy, I think,' said Venetia, mournfully. 'I +am sure when I look back to the last few years of my life it seems +to me that there is some curse hanging over our families. I cannot +penetrate it; it baffles me.' + +'I am sure,' said Captain Cadurcis with great animation, 'nay, I would +pledge my existence cheerfully on the venture, that if Lady Annabel +would only relent towards Cadurcis, we should all be the happiest +people in the world.' + +'Heigho!' said Venetia. 'There are other cares in our house besides +our unfortunate acquaintance with your cousin. We were the last people +in the world with whom he should ever have become connected.' + +'And yet it was an intimacy that commenced auspiciously,' said her +friend. 'I am sure I have sat with Cadurcis, and listened to him by +the hour, while he has told me of all the happy days at Cherbury when +you were both children; the only happy days, according to him, that he +ever knew.' + +'Yes! they were happy days,' said Venetia. + +'And what connection could have offered a more rational basis for +felicity than your union?' he continued. 'Whatever the world may +think, I, who know Cadurcis to the very bottom of his heart, feel +assured that you never would have repented for an instant becoming the +sharer of his life; your families were of equal rank, your estates +joined, he felt for your mother the affection of a son. There seemed +every element that could have contributed to earthly bliss. As for his +late career, you who know all have already, have always indeed, +viewed it with charity. Placed in his position, who could have acted +otherwise? I know very well that his genius, which might recommend +him to another woman, is viewed by your mother with more than +apprehension. It is true that a man of his exquisite sensibility +requires sympathies as refined to command his nature. It is no common +mind that could maintain its hold over Cadurcis, and his spirit could +not yield but to rare and transcendent qualities. He found them, +Venetia, he found them in her whom he had known longest and most +intimately, and loved from his boyhood. Talk of constancy, indeed! who +has been so constant as my cousin? No, Venetia! you may think fit to +bow to the feelings of your mother, and it would be impertinence in me +to doubt for an instant the propriety of your conduct: I do not doubt +it; I admire it; I admire you, and everything you have done; none can +view your behaviour throughout all these painful transactions with +more admiration, I might even say with more reverence, than myself; +but, Venetia, you never can persuade me, you have never attempted to +persuade me, that you yourself are incredulous of the strength and +permanency of my cousin's love.' + +'Ah, George! you are our friend!' said Venetia, a tear stealing down +her cheek. 'But, indeed, we must not talk of these things. As for +myself, I think not of happiness. I am certain I am not born to be +happy. I wish only to live calmly; contentedly, I would say; but that, +perhaps, is too much. My feelings have been so harrowed, my mind so +harassed, during these last few years, and so many causes of pain and +misery seem ever hovering round my existence, that I do assure you, +my dear friend, I have grown old before my time. Ah! you may smile, +George, but my heart is heavy; it is indeed.' + +'I wish I could lighten it,' said Captain Cadurcis. 'I fear I am +somewhat selfish in wishing you to marry my cousin, for then you know +I should have a permanent and authentic claim to your regard. But no +one, at least I think so, can feel more deeply interested in your +welfare than I do. I never knew any one like you, and I always tell +Cadurcis so, and that I think makes him worse, but I cannot help it.' + +Venetia could not refrain from smiling at the simplicity of this +confession. + +'Well,' continued her companion,' everything, after all, is for the +best. You and Plantagenet are both very young; I live in hopes that I +shall yet see you Lady Cadurcis.' + +Venetia shook her head, but was not sorry that their somewhat +melancholy conversation should end in a livelier vein. So they entered +the villa. + +The hour of parting was painful, and the natural gaiety of Captain +Cadurcis deserted him. He had become greatly attached to the Herberts. +Without any female relatives of his own, their former intimacy and +probable connection with his cousin had taught him to look upon them +in some degree in the light of kindred. He had originally indeed +become acquainted with them in all the blaze of London society, not +very calculated to bring out the softer tints and more subdued tones +of our character, but even then the dignified grace of Lady Annabel +and the radiant beauty of Venetia, had captivated him, and he had +cultivated their society with assiduity and extreme pleasure. The +grand crisis of his cousin's fortunes had enabled him to become +intimate with the more secret and serious qualities of Venetia, and +from that moment he had taken the deepest interest in everything +connected with her. His happy and unexpected meeting in Italy had +completed the spell; and now that he was about to leave them, +uncertain even if they should ever meet again, his soft heart +trembled, and he could scarcely refrain from tears as he pressed their +hands, and bade them his sincere adieus. + +The moon had risen, ere he entered his boat, and flung a rippling line +of glittering light on the bosom of the lake. The sky was without a +cloud, save a few thin fleecy vapours that hovered over the azure brow +of a distant mountain. The shores of the lake were suffused with the +serene effulgence, and every object was so distinct, that the eye was +pained by the lights of the villages, that every instant became more +numerous and vivid. The bell of a small chapel on the opposite shore, +and the distant chant of some fishermen still working at their nets, +were the only sounds that broke the silence which they did not +disturb. Reclined in his boat, George Cadurcis watched the vanishing +villa of the Herberts, until the light in the principal chamber was +the only sign that assured him of its site. That chamber held Venetia, +the unhappy Venetia! He covered his face with his hand when even +the light of her chamber vanished, and, full of thoughts tender and +disconsolate, he at length arrived at Arona. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Pursuant to their plans, the Herberts left the Lago Maggiore towards +the end of October, and proceeded by gentle journeys to the Apennines. +Before they crossed this barrier, they were to rest awhile in one of +the Lombard cities; and now they were on the point of reaching Arquâ, +which Venetia had expressed a strong desire to visit. + +At the latter part of the last century, the race of tourists, the +offspring of a long peace, and the rapid fortunes made during the war, +did not exist. Travelling was then confined to the aristocracy, +and though the English, when opportunity offered, have ever been a +restless people, the gentle bosom of the Euganean Hills was then +rarely disturbed amid its green and sequestered valleys. + +There is not perhaps in all the Italian region, fertile as it is in +interesting associations and picturesque beauty, a spot that tradition +and nature have so completely combined to hallow, as the last +residence of Petrarch. It seems, indeed, to have been formed for the +retirement of a pensive and poetic spirit. It recedes from the world +by a succession of delicate acclivities clothed with vineyards and +orchards, until, winding within these hills, the mountain hamlet is +at length discovered, enclosed by two ridges that slope towards each +other, and seem to shut out all the passions of a troubled race. The +houses are scattered at intervals on the steep sides of these summits, +and on a little knoll is the mansion of the poet, built by himself, +and commanding a rich and extensive view, that ends only with the +shores of the Adriatic sea. His tomb, a sarcophagus of red marble, +supported by pillars, doubtless familiar to the reader, is at hand; +and, placed on an elevated site, gives a solemn impression to a scene, +of which the character would otherwise be serenely cheerful. + +Our travellers were surprised to find that the house of the poet was +inhabited by a very different tenant to the rustic occupier they had +anticipated. They heard that a German gentleman had within the last +year fixed upon it as the residence of himself and his wife. The +peasants were profuse in their panegyrics of this visitor, whose +arrival had proved quite an era in the history of their village. +According to them, a kinder and more charitable gentleman never +breathed; his whole life was spent in studying and contributing to the +happiness of those around him. The sick, the sorrowful, and the needy +were ever sure of finding a friend in him, and merit a generous +patron. From him came portions to the portionless; no village maiden +need despair of being united to her betrothed, while he could assist +her; and at his own cost he had sent to the academy of Bologna, a +youth whom his father would have made a cowherd, but whom nature +predisposed to be a painter. The inhabitants believed this benevolent +and generous person was a physician, for he attended the sick, +prescribed for their complaints, and had once even performed an +operation with great success. It seemed that, since Petrarch, no one +had ever been so popular at Arquâ as this kind German. Lady Annabel +and Venetia were interested with the animated narratives of the +ever-active beneficence of this good man, and Lady Annabel especially +regretted that his absence deprived her of the gratification of +becoming acquainted with a character so rare and so invaluable. In the +meantime they availed themselves of the offer of his servants to view +the house of Petrarch, for their master had left orders, that his +absence should never deprive a pilgrim from paying his homage to the +shrine of genius. + +The house, consisting of two floors, had recently been repaired by +the present occupier. It was simply furnished. The ground-floor was +allotted to the servants. The upper story contained five rooms, three +of which were of good size, and two closets. In one of these were the +traditionary chair and table of Petrarch, and here, according to their +guides, the master of the house passed a great portion of his time in +study, to which, by their account, he seemed devoted. The adjoining +chamber was his library; its windows opened on a balcony looking on +two lofty and conical hills, one topped with a convent, while the +valley opened on the side and spread into a calm and very pleasant +view. Of the other apartments, one served as a saloon, but there was +nothing in it remarkable, except an admirably painted portrait of a +beautiful woman, which the servant informed them was their mistress. + +'But that surely is not a German physiognomy?' said Lady Annabel. + +'The mistress is an Italian,' replied the servant. + +'She is very handsome, of whatever nation she may be,' replied Lady +Annabel. + +'Oh! how I should have liked to have met these happy people, mamma,' +said Venetia, 'for happy they surely must be.' + +'They seem to be good people,' said Lady Annabel. 'It really lightened +my heart to hear of all this gentleman's kind deeds.' + +'Ah! if the signora only knew the master,' said their guide, 'she +would indeed know a good man.' + +They descended to the garden, which certainly was not like the garden +of their villa; it had been but lately a wilderness of laurels, but +there were evidences that the eye and hand of taste were commencing +its restoration with effect. + +'The master did this,' said their guide. 'He will allow no one to work +in the garden but himself. It is a week since he went to Bologna, to +see our Paulo. He gained a prize at the academy, and his father begged +the master to be present when it was conferred on him; he said it +would do his son so much good! So the master went, though it is the +only time he has quitted Quâ since he came to reside here.' + +'And how long has he resided here?' inquired Venetia. + +''Tis the second autumn,' said the guide, 'and he came in the spring. +If the signora would only wait, we expect the master home to-night or +to-morrow, and he would be glad to see her.' + +'We cannot wait, my friend,' said Lady Annabel, rewarding the guide; +'but you will thank your master in our names, for the kindness we have +experienced. You are all happy in such a friend.' + +'I must write my name in Petrarch's house,' said Venetia. 'Adieu, +happy Arquâ! Adieu, happy dwellers in this happy valley!' + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Just as Lady Annabel and her daughter arrived at Rovigo, one of those +sudden and violent storms that occasionally occur at the termination +of an Italian autumn raged with irresistible fury. The wind roared +with a noise that overpowered the thunder; then came a rattling shower +of hail, with stones as big as pigeons' eggs, succeeded by rain, not +in showers, but literally in cataracts. The only thing to which +a tempest of rain in Italy can be compared is the bursting of a +waterspout. Venetia could scarcely believe that this could be the same +day of which the golden morning had found her among the sunny hills of +Arquâ. This unexpected vicissitude induced Lady Annabel to alter her +plans, and she resolved to rest at Rovigo, where she was glad to find +that they could be sheltered in a commodious inn. + +The building had originally been a palace, and in its halls and +galleries, and the vast octagonal vestibule on which the principal +apartments opened, it retained many noble indications of the purposes +to which it was formerly destined. + +At present, a lazy innkeeper who did nothing; his bustling wife, +who seemed equally at home in the saloon, the kitchen, and even the +stable; and a solitary waiter, were the only inmates, except the +Herberts, and a travelling party, who had arrived shortly after them, +and who, like them, had been driven by stress of weather to seek +refuge at a place where otherwise they had not intended to remain. + +A blazing fire of pine wood soon gave cheerfulness to the vast and +somewhat desolate apartment into which our friends had been ushered; +their sleeping-room was adjoining, but separated. In spite of the +lamentations of Pauncefort, who had been drenched to the skin, and who +required much more waiting upon than her mistress, Lady Annabel and +Venetia at length produced some degree of comfort. They drew the table +near the fire; they ensconced themselves behind an old screen; and, +producing their books and work notwithstanding the tempest, they +contrived to domesticate themselves at Rovigo. + +'I cannot help thinking of Arquâ and its happy tenants, mamma,' said +Venetia. + +'And yet, perhaps, they may have their secret sorrows,' said +Lady Annabel. 'I know not why, I always associate seclusion with +unhappiness.' + +Venetia remembered Cherbury. Their life at Cherbury was like the life +of the German at Arquâ. A chance visitor to Cherbury in their absence, +viewing the beautiful residence and the fair domain, and listening to +the tales which they well might hear of all her mother's grace and +goodness, might perhaps too envy its happy occupiers. But were they +happy? Had they no secret sorrows? Was their seclusion associated with +unhappiness? These were reflections that made Venetia grave; but she +opened her journal, and, describing the adventures and feelings of the +morning, she dissipated some mournful reminiscences. + +The storm still raged, Venetia had quitted the saloon in which her +mother and herself had been sitting, and had repaired to the adjoining +chamber to fetch a book. The door of this room opened, as all the +other entrances of the different apartments, on to the octagonal +vestibule. Just as she was quitting the room, and about to return to +her mother, the door of the opposite chamber opened, and there came +forward a gentleman in a Venetian dress of black velvet. His stature +was much above the middle height, though his figure, which was +remarkably slender, was bowed; not by years certainly, for his +countenance, though singularly emaciated, still retained traces +of youth. His hair, which he wore very long, descended over his +shoulders, and must originally have been of a light golden colour, but +now was severely touched with grey. His countenance was very pallid, +so colourless indeed that its aspect was almost unearthly; but his +large blue eyes, that were deeply set in his majestic brow, still +glittered with fire, and their expression alone gave life to a visage, +which, though singularly beautiful in its outline, from its faded and +attenuated character seemed rather the countenance of a corpse than of +a breathing being. + +The glance of the stranger caught that of Venetia, and seemed to +fascinate her. She suddenly became motionless; wildly she stared at +the stranger, who, in his turn, seemed arrested in his progress, and +stood still as a statue, with his eyes fixed with absorbing interest +on the beautiful apparition before him. An expression of perplexity +and pain flitted over the amazed features of Venetia; and then it +seemed that, by some almost supernatural effort, confusion amounting +to stupefaction suddenly brightened and expanded into keen and +overwhelming intelligence. Exclaiming in a frenzied tone, 'My father!' +Venetia sprang forward, and fell senseless on the stranger's breast. + +Such, after so much mystery, so many aspirations, so much anxiety, and +so much suffering, such was the first meeting of Venetia Herbert with +her father! + +Marmion Herbert, himself trembling and speechless, bore the apparently +lifeless Venetia into his apartment. Not permitting her for a moment +to quit his embrace, he seated himself, and gazed silently on the +inanimate and unknown form he held so strangely within his arms. Those +lips, now closed as if in death, had uttered however one word +which thrilled to his heart, and still echoed, like a supernatural +annunciation, within his ear. He examined with an eye of agitated +scrutiny the fair features no longer sensible of his presence. He +gazed upon that transparent brow, as if he would read some secret in +its pellucid veins; and touched those long locks of golden hair with a +trembling finger, that seemed to be wildly seeking for some vague and +miraculous proof of inexpressible identity. The fair creature had +called him 'Father.' His dreaming reveries had never pictured a being +half so beautiful! She called him 'Father!' Tha word had touched +his brain, as lightning cuts a tree. He looked around him with a +distracted air, then gazed on the tranced form he held with a glance +which would have penetrated her soul, and murmured unconsciously the +wild word she had uttered. She called him 'Father!' He dared not think +who she might be. His thoughts were wandering in a distant land; +visions of another life, another country, rose before him, troubled +and obscure. Baffled aspirations, and hopes blighted in the bud, and +the cherished secrets of his lorn existence, clustered like clouds +upon his perplexed, yet creative, brain. She called him, 'Father!' It +was a word to make him mad. 'Father!' This beautiful being had +called him 'Father,' and seemed to have expired, as it were, in the +irresistible expression. His heart yearned to her; he had met her +embrace with an inexplicable sympathy; her devotion had seemed, as it +were, her duty and his right. Yet who was she? He was a father. It +was a fact, a fact alike full of solace and mortification, the +consciousness of which never deserted him. But he was the father of an +unknown child; to him the child of his poetic dreams, rather than his +reality. And now there came this radiant creature, and called him +'Father!' Was he awake, and in the harsh busy world; or was it the +apparition of au over-excited imagination, brooding too constantly on +one fond idea, on which he now gazed so fixedly? Was this some spirit? +Would that she would speak again! Would that those sealed lips would +part and utter but one word, would but again call him 'Father,' and he +asked no more! + +'Father!' to be called 'Father' by one whom he could not name, by one +over whom he mused in solitude, by one to whom he had poured forth all +the passion of his desolate soul; to be called 'Father' by this being +was the aspiring secret of his life. He had painted her to himself in +his loneliness, he had conjured up dreams of ineffable loveliness, and +inexpressible love; he had led with her an imaginary life of thrilling +tenderness; he had indulged in a delicious fancy of mutual interchange +of the most exquisite offices of our nature; and then, when he had +sometimes looked around him, and found no daughter there, no beaming +countenance of purity to greet him with its constant smile, and +receive the quick and ceaseless tribute of his vigilant affection, the +tears had stolen down his lately-excited features, all the consoling +beauty of his visions had vanished into air, he had felt the deep +curse of his desolation, and had anathematised the cunning brain +that made his misery a thousand-fold keener by the mockery of its +transporting illusions. + +And now there came this transcendent creature, with a form more +glowing than all his dreams; a voice more musical than a seraphic +chorus, though it had uttered but one thrilling word: there came this +transcendent creature, beaming with grace, beauty, and love, and had +fallen upon his heart, and called him 'Father!' + +Herbert looked up to heaven as if waiting for some fresh miracle to +terminate the harrowing suspense of his tortured mind; Herbert looked +down upon his mysterious companion; the rose was gradually returning +to her cheek, her lips seemed to tremble with reviving breath. There +was only one word more strange to his ear than that which she had +uttered, but an irresistible impulse sent forth the sound. + +'Venetia!' he exclaimed. + +The eyes of the maiden slowly opened; she stared around her with a +vague glance of perplexity, not unmingled with pain; she looked up; +she caught the rapt gaze of her father, bending over her with +fondness yet with fear; his lips moved, for a moment they refused to +articulate, yet at length they again uttered, 'Venetia!' And the only +response she made was to cling to him with nervous energy, and hide +her face in his bosom. + +Herbert pressed her to his heart. Yet even now he hesitated to credit +the incredible union. Again he called her by her name, but added with +rising confidence, 'My Venetia!' + +'Your child, your child,' she murmured. 'Your own Venetia.' + +He pressed his lips to hers; he breathed over her a thousand +blessings; she felt his tears trickling on her neck. + +At length Venetia looked up and sighed; she was exhausted by the +violence of her emotions: her father relaxed his grasp with infinite +tenderness, watching her with delicate solicitude; she leaned her arm +upon his shoulder with downcast eyes. + +Herbert gently took her disengaged hand, and pressed it to his lips. +'I am as in a dream,' murmured Venetia. + +'The daughter of my heart has found her sire,' said Herbert in an +impassioned voice. 'The father who has long lived upon her fancied +image; the father, I fear, she has been bred up to hate.' + +'Oh! no, no!' said Venetia, speaking rapidly and with a slight shiver; +'not hate! it was a secret, his being was a secret, his name was never +mentioned; it was unknown.' + +'A secret! My existence a secret from my child, my beautiful fond +child!' exclaimed Herbert in a tone even more desolate than bitter. +'Why did they not let you at least hate me!' + +'My father!' said Venetia, in a firmer voice, and with returning +animation, yet gazing around her with a still distracted air, 'Am I +with my father? The clouds clear from my brain. I remember that we +met. Where was it? Was it at Arquâ? In the garden? I am with my +father!' she continued in a rapid tone and with a wild smile. 'Oh! let +me look on him;' and she turned round, and gazed upon Herbert with +a serious scrutiny. 'Are you my father?' she continued, in a still, +small voice. 'Your hair has grown grey since last I saw you; it was +golden then, like mine. I know you are my father,' she added, after a +pause, and in a tone almost of gaiety. 'You cannot deceive me. I know +your name. They did not tell it me; I found it out myself, but it made +me very ill, very; and I do not think I have ever been quite well +since. You are Marmion Herbert. My mother had a dog called Marmion, +when I was a little girl, but I did not know I had a father then.' + +'Venetia!' exclaimed Herbert, with streaming eyes, as he listened with +anguish to these incoherent sentences. 'My Venetia loves me!' + +'Oh! she always loved you,' replied Venetia; always, always. Before +she knew her father she loved him. I dare say you think I do not love +you, because I am not used to speak to a father. Everything must be +learnt, you know,' she said, with a faint, sad smile; 'and then it +was so sudden! I do not think my mother knows it yet. And after all, +though I found you out in a moment, still, I know not why, I thought +it was a picture. But I read your verses, and I knew them by heart at +once; but now my memory has worn out, for I am ill, and everything has +gone cross with me. And all because my father wrote me verses. 'Tis +very strange, is not it?' + +'Sweet lamb of my affections,' exclaimed Herbert to himself, 'I fear +me much this sudden meeting with one from whose bosom you ought never +to have been estranged, has been for the moment too great a trial for +this delicate brain.' + +'I will not tell my mother,' said Venetia; 'she will be angry.' + +'Your mother, darling; where is your mother?' said Herbert, looking, +if possible, paler than he was wont. + +She was at Arquâ with me, and on the lake for months, but where we are +now, I cannot say. If I could only remember where we are now,' she +added with earnestness, and with a struggle to collect herself, 'I +should know everything.' + +'This is Rovigo, my child, the inn of Rovigo. You are travelling with +your mother. Is it not so?' + +'Yes! and we came this morning, and it rained. Now I know everything,' +said Venetia, with an animated and even cheerful air. + +'And we met in the vestibule, my sweet,' continued Herbert, in a +soothing voice; 'we came out of opposite chambers, and you knew me; my +Venetia knew me. Try to tell me, my darling,' he added, in a tone of +coaxing fondness, 'try to remember how Venetia knew her father.' + +'He was so like his picture at Cherbury,' replied Venetia. + +'Cherbury!' exclaimed Herbert, with a deep-drawn sigh. + +'Only your hair has grown grey, dear father; but it is long, quite as +long as in your picture.' + +'Her dog called Marmion!' murmured Herbert to himself, 'and my +portrait, too! You saw your father's portrait, then, every day, love?' + +'Oh, no! said Venetia, shaking her head, 'only once, only once. And I +never told mamma. It was where no one could go, but I went there one +day. It was in a room that no one ever entered except mamma, but +I entered it. I stole the key, and had a fever, and in my fever I +confessed all. But I never knew it. Mamma never told me I confessed +it, until many, many years afterwards. It was the first, the only time +she ever mentioned to me your name, my father.' + +'And she told you to shun me, to hate me? She told you I was a +villain, a profligate, a demon? eh? eh? Was it not so, Venetia?' + +'She told me that you had broken her heart,' said Venetia; 'and she +prayed to God that her child might not be so miserable.' + +'Oh, my Venetia!' exclaimed Herbert, pressing her to his breast, +and in a voice stifled with emotion, 'I feel now we might have been +happy!' + +In the meantime the prolonged absence of her daughter surprised +Lady Annabel. At length she rose, and walked into their adjoining +apartment, but to her surprise Venetia was not there. Returning to her +saloon, she found Pauncefort and the waiter arranging the table for +dinner. + +'Where is Miss Herbert, Pauncefort?' inquired Lady Annabel. + +'I am sure, my lady, I cannot say. I have no doubt she is in the other +room.' + +'She is not there, for I have just quitted it,' replied Lady Annabel. +'How very strange! You have not seen the signora?' inquired Lady +Annabel of the waiter. + +'The signora is in the room with the gentleman.' + +'The gentleman!' exclaimed Lady Annabel. 'Tell me, good man, what do +you mean? I am inquiring for my daughter.' + +'I know well the signora is talking of her daughter,' replied the +waiter. + +'But do you know my daughter by sight? Surely you you must mean some +one else.' + +'Do I know the signora's daughter?' said the waiter. 'The beautiful +young lady, with hair like Santa Marguerita, in the church of the Holy +Trinity! I tell the signora, I saw her carried into numero 4, in the +arms of the Signor Forestiere, who arrived this morning.' + +'Venetia is ill,' said Lady Annabel. 'Show me to the room, my friend.' + +Lady Annabel accordingly, with a hurried step, following her guide, +quitted the chamber. Pauncefort remained fixed to the earth, the very +picture of perplexity. + +'Well, to be sure!' she exclaimed, 'was anything ever so strange! In +the arms of Signor Forestiere! Forestiere. An English name. There is +no person of the name of Forest that I know. And in his arms, too! I +should not wonder if it was my lord after all. Well, I should be glad +if he were to come to light again, for, after all, my lady may say +what she likes, but if Miss Venetia don't marry Lord Cadurcis, I must +say marriages were never made in heaven!' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The waiter threw open the door of Mr. Herbert's chamber, and Lady +Annabel swept in with a majesty she generally assumed when about to +meet strangers. The first thing she beheld was her daughter in +the arms of a man whose head was bent, and who was embracing her. +Notwithstanding this astounding spectacle, Lady Annabel neither +started nor screamed; she only said in an audible tone, and one rather +expressing astonishment than agitation, 'Venetia!' + +Immediately the stranger looked up, and Lady Annabel beheld her +husband! + +She was rooted to the earth. She turned deadly pale; for a moment her +countenance expressed only terror, but the terror quickly changed into +aversion. Suddenly she rushed forward, and exclaimed in a tone in +which decision conquered dismay, 'Restore me my child!' + +The moment Herbert had recognised his wife he had dexterously +disengaged himself from the grasp of Venetia, whom he left on the +chair, and meeting Lady Annabel with extended arms, that seemed to +deprecate her wrath, he said, 'I seek not to deprive you of her; she +is yours, and she is worthy of you; but respect, for a few moments, +the feelings of a father who has met his only child in a manner so +unforeseen.' + +The presence of her mother instantaneously restored Venetia to +herself. Her mind was in a moment cleared and settled. Her past and +peculiar life, and all its incidents, recurred to her with their +accustomed order, vividness, and truth. She thoroughly comprehended +her present situation. Actuated by long-cherished feelings and the +necessity of the occasion, she rose and threw herself at her mother's +feet and exclaimed, 'O mother! he is my father, love him!' + +Lady Annabel stood with an averted countenance, Venetia clinging to +her hand, which she had caught when she rushed forward, and which now +fell passive by Lady Annabel's side, giving no sign, by any pressure +or motion, of the slightest sympathy with her daughter, or feeling for +the strange and agonising situation in which they were both placed. + +'Annabel,' said Herbert, in a voice that trembled, though the speaker +struggled to appear calm, 'be charitable! I have never intruded upon +your privacy; I will not now outrage it. Accident, or some diviner +motive, has brought us together this day. If you will not treat me +with kindness, look not upon me with aversion before our child.' + +Still she was silent and motionless, her countenance hidden from her +husband and her daughter, but her erect and haughty form betokening +her inexorable mind. 'Annabel,' said Herbert, who had now withdrawn +to some distance, and leant against a pillar, 'will not then nearly +twenty years of desolation purchase one moment of intercourse? I have +injured you. Be it so. This is not the moment I will defend myself. +But have I not suffered? Is not this meeting a punishment deeper +even than your vengeance could devise? Is it nothing to behold this +beautiful child, and feel that she is only yours? Annabel, look on me, +look on me only one moment! My frame is bowed, my hair is grey, my +heart is withered; the principle of existence waxes faint and slack in +this attenuated frame. I am no longer that Herbert on whom you once +smiled, but a man stricken with many sorrows. The odious conviction of +my life cannot long haunt you; yet a little while, and my memory will +alone remain. Think of this, Annabel; I beseech you, think of it. Oh! +believe me, when the speedy hour arrives that will consign me to the +grave, where I shall at least find peace, it will not be utterly +without satisfaction that you will remember that we met if even by +accident, and parted at least not with harshness!' + +'Mother, dearest mother!' murmured Venetia, 'speak to him, look on +him!' + +'Venetia,' said her mother, without turning her head, but in a calm, +firm tone, 'your father has seen you, has conversed with you. Between +your father and myself there can be nothing to communicate, either of +fact or feeling. Now let us depart.' + +'No, no, not depart!' said Venetia franticly. 'You did not say depart, +dear mother! I cannot go,' she added in a low and half-hysterical +voice. + +'Desert me, then,' said the mother. 'A fitting consequence of your +private communications with your father,' she added in a tone of +bitter scorn; and Lady Annabel moved to depart, but Venetia, still +kneeling, clung to her convulsively. + +'Mother, mother, you shall not go; you shall not leave me; we will +never part, mother,' continued Venetia, in a tone almost of violence, +as she perceived her mother give no indication of yielding to her +wish. 'Are my feelings then nothing?' she then exclaimed. 'Is this +your sense of my fidelity? Am I for ever to be a victim?' She loosened +her hold of her mother's hand, her mother moved on, Venetia fell upon +her forehead and uttered a faint scream. The heart of Lady Annabel +relented when she fancied her daughter suffered physical pain, however +slight; she hesitated, she turned, she hastened to her child; her +husband had simultaneously advanced; in the rapid movement and +confusion her hand touched that of Herbert. + +'I yield her to you, Annabel,' said Herbert, placing Venetia in her +mother's arms. 'You mistake me, as you have often mistaken me, if you +think I seek to practise on the feelings of this angelic child. She is +yours; may she compensate you for the misery I have caused you, but +never sought to occasion!' + +'I am not hurt, dear mother,' said Venetia, as her mother tenderly +examined her forehead. 'Dear, dear mother, why did you reproach me?' + +'Forget it,' said Lady Annabel, in a softened tone; 'for indeed you +are irreproachable.' + +'O Annabel!' said Herbert, 'may not this child be some atonement, this +child, of whom I solemnly declare I would not deprive you, though I +would willingly forfeit my life for a year of her affection; and your, +your sufferance,' he added. + +'Mother! speak to him,' said Venetia, with her head on her mother's +bosom, who still, however, remained rigidly standing. But Lady Annabel +was silent. + +'Your mother was ever stern and cold, Venetia,' said Herbert, the +bitterness of his heart at length expressing itself. + +'Never,' said Venetia, with great energy; 'never; you know not my +mother. Was she stern and cold when she visited each night in secret +your portrait?' said Venetia, looking round upon her astonished +father, with her bright grey eye. 'Was she stern and cold when she +wept over your poems, those poems whose characters your own hand had +traced? Was she stern and cold when she hung a withered wreath on your +bridal bed, the bed to which I owe my miserable being? Oh, no, my +father! sad was the hour of separation for my mother and yourself. +It may have dimmed the lustre of her eye, and shaded your locks with +premature grey; but whatever may have been its inscrutable cause, +there was one victim of that dark hour, less thought of than +yourselves, and yet a greater sufferer than both, the being in whose +heart you implanted affections, whose unfulfilled tenderness has made +that wretched thing they call your daughter.' + +'Annabel!' exclaimed Herbert, rapidly advancing, with an imploring +gesture, and speaking in a tone of infinite anguish, 'Annabel, +Annabel, even now we can be happy!' + +The countenance of his wife was troubled, but its stern expression had +disappeared. The long-concealed, yet at length irrepressible, emotion +of Venetia had touched her heart. In the conflict of affection between +the claims of her two parents, Lady Annabel had observed with a +sentiment of sweet emotion, in spite of all the fearfulness of the +meeting, that Venetia had not faltered in her devotion to her mother. +The mental torture of her child touched her to the quick. In the +excitement of her anguish, Venetia had expressed a profound sentiment, +the irresistible truth of which Lady Annabel could no longer +withstand. She had too long and too fondly schooled herself to look +upon the outraged wife as the only victim. There was then, at length +it appeared to this stern-minded woman, another. She had laboured in +the flattering delusion that the devotion of a mother's love might +compensate to Venetia for the loss of that other parent, which in some +degree Lady Annabel had occasioned her; for the worthless husband, had +she chosen to tolerate the degrading connection, might nevertheless +have proved a tender father. But Nature, it seemed, had shrunk from +the vain effort of the isolated mother. The seeds of affection for +the father of her being were mystically implanted in the bosom of his +child. Lady Annabel recalled the harrowing hours that this attempt by +her to curb and control the natural course and rising sympathies +of filial love had cost her child, on whom she had so vigilantly +practised it. She recalled her strange aspirations, her inspired +curiosity, her brooding reveries, her fitful melancholy, her terrible +illness, her resignation, her fidelity, her sacrifices: there came +across the mind of Lady Annabel a mortifying conviction that the +devotion to her child, on which she had so rated herself, might +after all only prove a subtle form of profound selfishness; and that +Venetia, instead of being the idol of her love, might eventually be +the martyr of her pride. And, thinking of these things, she wept. + +This evidence of emotion, which in such a spirit Herbert knew how to +estimate, emboldened him to advance; he fell on one knee before her +and her daughter; gently he stole her hand, and pressed it to his +lips. It was not withdrawn, and Venetia laid her hand upon theirs, +and would have bound them together had her mother been relentless. +It seemed to Venetia that she was at length happy, but she would +not speak, she would not disturb the still and silent bliss of the +impending reconciliation. Was it then indeed at hand? In truth, the +deportment of Herbert throughout the whole interview, so delicate, so +subdued, so studiously avoiding the slightest rivaly with his wife +in the affections of their child, and so carefully abstaining from +attempting in the slightest degree to control the feelings of Venetia, +had not been lost upon Lady Annabel. And when she thought of him, so +changed from what he had been, grey, bent, and careworn, with all the +lustre that had once so fascinated her, faded, and talking of that +impending fate which his wan though spiritual countenance too clearly +intimated, her heart melted. + +Suddenly the door burst open, and there stalked into the room a woman +of eminent but most graceful stature, and of a most sovereign and +voluptuous beauty. She was habited in the Venetian dress; her dark +eyes glittered with fire, her cheek was inflamed with no amiable +emotion, and her long black hair was disordered by the violence of her +gesture. + +'And who are these?' she exclaimed in a shrill voice. + +All started; Herbert sprang up from his position with a glance of +withering rage. Venetia was perplexed, Lady Annabel looked round, and +recognised the identical face, however distorted by passion, that she +had admired in the portrait at Arquâ. + +'And who are these?' exclaimed the intruder, advancing. 'Perfidious +Marmion! to whom do you dare to kneel?' + +Lady Annabel drew herself up to a height that seemed to look down even +upon this tall stranger. The expression of majestic scorn that she +cast upon the intruder made her, in spite of all her violence and +excitement, tremble and be silent: she felt cowed she knew not why. + +'Come, Venetia,' said Lady Annabel with all her usual composure, 'let +me save my daughter at least from this profanation,' + +'Annabel!' said Herbert, rushing after them, 'be charitable, be just!' +He followed them to the threshold of the door; Venetia was silent, for +she was alarmed. + +'Adieu, Marmion!' said Lady Annabel, looking over her shoulder with a +bitter smile, but placing her daughter before her, as if to guard her. +'Adieu, Marmion! adieu for ever!' + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The moon shone brightly on the house of Petrarch, and the hamlet +slept in peace. Not a sound was heard, save the shrill voice of the +grasshoppers, so incessant that its monotony blended, as it were, with +the stillness. Over the green hills and the far expanse of the sheeny +plain, the beautiful light of heaven fell with all the magical repose +of the serene hour, an hour that brought to one troubled breast, and +one distracted spirit, in that still and simple village, no quietude. + +Herbert came forth into the balcony of his residence, and leaning over +the balustrade, revolved in his agitated mind the strange and stirring +incidents of the day. His wife and his child had quitted the inn of +Rovigo instantly after that mortifying rencounter that had dashed so +cruelly to the ground all his sweet and quickly-rising hopes. As for +his companion, she had by his peremptory desire returned to Arquâ +alone; he was not in a mood to endure her society; but he had +conducted himself to her mildly, though with firmness; he had promised +to follow her, and, in pursuance of his pledge, he rode home alone. + +He was greeted on his return by his servant, full of the the visit +of the morning. With an irresistible curiosity, Herbert had made him +describe every incident that had occurred, and repeat a hundred times +every word that the visitors had uttered. He listened with some +consolation, however mournful, to his wife's praises of the unknown +stranger's life; he gazed with witching interest upon the autograph of +his daughter on the wall of his library. He had not confessed to his +mistress the relation which the two strangers bore to him; yet he was +influenced in concealing the real circumstances, only by an indefinite +sentiment, that made him reluctant to acknowledge to her ties so +pure. The feelings of the parent overpowered the principles of the +philosopher. This lady indeed, although at the moment she had indulged +in so violent an ebullition of temper, possessed little influence over +the mind of her companion. Herbert, however fond of solitude, +required in his restricted world the graceful results of feminine +superintendence. Time had stilled his passions, and cooled the fervour +of his soul. The age of his illusions had long passed. This was a +connection that had commenced in no extravagant or romantic mood, and +perhaps for that reason had endured. He had become acquainted with her +on his first unknown arrival in Italy, from America, now nearly two +years back. It had been maintained on his side by a temper naturally +sweet, and which, exhausted by years of violent emotion, now required +only repose; seeking, in a female friend, a form that should not +outrage an eye ever musing on the beautiful, and a disposition that +should contribute to his comfort, and never ruffle his feelings. +Separated from his wife by her own act, whatever might have been its +impulse, and for so long an interval, it was a connection which the +world in general might have looked upon with charity, which in her +calmer hours one would imagine even Lady Annabel might have glanced +over without much bitterness. Certainly it was one which, under all +the circumstances of the case, could scarcely be esteemed by her as an +outrage or an insult; but even Herbert felt, with all his philosophy +and proud freedom from prejudice, that the rencounter of the morning +was one which no woman could at the moment tolerate, few eventually +excuse, and which of all incidents was that which would most tend to +confirm his wife in her stoical obduracy. Of his offences towards +her, whatever were their number or their quality, this surely was the +least, and yet its results upon his life and fortunes would in all +probability only be equalled by the mysterious cause of their original +separation. But how much more bitter than that original separation +was their present parting! Mortifying and annoying as had been the +original occurrence, it was one that many causes and considerations +combined to enable Herbert to support. He was then in the very prime +of youth, inexperienced, sanguine, restless, and adventurous, with the +whole world and its unknown results before him, and freedom for which +he ever sighed to compensate for the loss of that domestic joy that +he was then unable to appreciate. But now twenty years, which, in the +career of such a spirit, were equal to a century of the existence of +coarser clay, had elapsed; he was bowed with thought and suffering, if +not by time; his conscience was light, but it was sad; his illusions +had all vanished; he knew the world, and all that the world could +bring, and he disregarded them; and the result of all his profound +study, lofty aspirations, and great conduct was, that he sighed for +rest. The original catastrophe had been merely a separation between +a husband and a wife; the one that had just happened, involved other +feelings; the father was also separated from his child, and a child of +such surpassing qualities, that his brief acquaintance with her had +alone sufficed to convert his dream of domestic repose into a vision +of domestic bliss. + +Beautiful Venetia! so fair, and yet so dutiful; with a bosom teeming +with such exquisite sensibilities, and a mind bright with such acute +and elevated intelligence! An abstract conception of the sentiments +that might subsist between a father and a daughter, heightened by all +the devices of a glowing imagination, had haunted indeed occasionally +the solitary musing of Marmion Herbert; but what was this creation of +his poetic brain compared with the reality that now had touched his +human heart? Vainly had he believed that repose was the only solace +that remained for his exhausted spirit. He found that a new passion +now swayed his soul; a passion, too, that he had never proved; of +a nature most peculiar; pure, gentle, refined, yet ravishing and +irresistible, compared with which all former transports, no matter how +violent, tumultuous, and exciting, seemed evanescent and superficial: +they were indeed the wind, the fire, and the tempest that had gone +before, but this was the still small voice that followed, excelled, +and survived their might and majesty, unearthly and eternal! + +His heart melted to his daughter, nor did he care to live without her +love and presence. His philosophical theories all vanished. He felt +how dependent we are in this world on our natural ties, and how +limited, with all his arrogance, is the sphere of man. Dreaming of +philanthropy, he had broken his wife's heart, and bruised, perhaps +irreparably, the spirit of his child; he had rendered those miserable +who depended on his love, and for whose affection his heart now +yearned to that degree, that he could not contemplate existence +without their active sympathy. + +Was it then too late! Was it then impossible to regain that Paradise +he had forfeited so weakly, and of whose amaranthine bowers, but a few +hours since, he had caught such an entrancing glimpse, of which the +gate for a moment seemed about to re-open! In spite of all, then, +Annabel still loved him, loved him passionately, visited his picture, +mused over the glowing expression of their loves, wept over the bridal +bed so soon deserted! She had a dog, too, when Venetia was a child, +and called it Marmion. + +The recollection of this little trait, so trifling, yet so touching, +made him weep even with wildness. The tears poured down his cheeks in +torrents, he sobbed convulsively, his very heart seemed to burst. For +some minutes he leant over the balustrade in a paroxysm of grief. + +He looked up. The convent hill rose before him, bright in the moon; +beneath was his garden; around him the humble roofs that he made +happy. It was not without an effort that he recalled the locality, +that he remembered he was at Arquâ. And who was sleeping within the +house? Not his wife, Annabel was far away with their daughter. The +vision of his whole life passed before him. Study and strife, and fame +and love; the pride of the philosopher, the rapture of the poet, +the blaze of eloquence, the clash of arms, the vows of passion, the +execration and the applause of millions; both once alike welcome to +his indomitable soul! And what had they borne to him? Misery. He +called up the image of his wife, young, beautiful, and noble, with a +mind capable of comprehending his loftiest and his finest moods, with +a soul of matchless purity, and a temper whose winning tenderness had +only been equalled by her elevated sense of self-respect; a woman that +might have figured in the days of chivalry, soft enough to be his +slave, but too proud to be his victim. He called up her image in +the castle of his fathers, exercising in a domain worthy of such a +mistress, all those sweet offices of life which here, in this hired +roof in a strange land, and with his crippled means, he had yet found +solacing. He conjured before him a bud by the side of that beauteous +flower, sharing all her lustre and all her fragrance, his own Venetia! +What happiness might not have been his? And for what had he forfeited +it? A dream, with no dream-like beauty; a perturbed, and restless, and +agitated dream, from which he had now woke shattered and exhausted. + +He had sacrificed his fortune, he had forfeited his country, he had +alienated his wife, and he had lost his child; the home of his heroic +ancestry, the ancient land whose fame and power they had created, the +beauteous and gifted woman who would have clung for ever to his bosom, +and her transcendant offspring worthy of all their loves! Profound +philosopher! + +The clock of the convent struck the second hour after midnight. +Herbert started. And all this time where were Annabel and Venetia? +They still lived, they were in the same country, an hour ago they were +under the same roof, in the same chamber; their hands had joined, +their hearts had opened, for a moment he had dared to believe that all +that he cared for might be regained. And why was it not? The cause, +the cause? It recurred to him with associations of dislike, of +disgust, of wrath, of hatred, of which one whose heart was so tender, +and whose reason was so clear, could under the influence of no other +feelings have been capable. The surrounding scene, that had so often +soothed his mournful soul, and connected it with the last hours of +a spirit to whom he bore much resemblance, was now looked upon with +aversion. To rid himself of ties, now so dreadful, was all his +ambition. He entered the house quickly, and, seating himself in his +closet, he wrote these words: + +'You beheld this morning my wife and child; we can meet no more. All +that I can effect to console you under this sudden separation shall be +done. My banker from Bologna will be here in two days; express to him +all your wishes.' + +It was written, sealed, directed, and left upon the table at which +they had so often been seated. Herbert descended into the garden, +saddled his horse, and in a few minutes, in the heart of night, had +quitted Arquâ. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +The moment that the wife of Marmion Herbert re-entered her saloon, she +sent for her courier and ordered horses to her carriage instantly. +Until they were announced as ready, Lady Annabel walked up and down +the room with an impatient step, but was as completely silent as the +miserable Venetia, who remained weeping on the sofa. The confusion and +curiosity of Mistress Pauncefort were extraordinary. She still had a +lurking suspicion that the gentleman was Lord Cadurcis and she seized +the first opportunity of leaving the room, and flouncing into that of +the stranger, as if by mistake, determined to catch a glimpse of him; +but all her notable skill was baffled, for she had scarcely opened the +door before she was met by the Italian lady, who received Mistress +Pauncefort's ready-made apology, and bowed her away. The faithful +attendant then hurried downstairs to crossexamine the waiter, but, +though she gained considerable information from that functionary, it +was of a perplexing nature; for from him she only learnt that the +stranger lived at Arquâ. 'The German gentleman!' soliloquised Mistress +Pauncefort; 'and what could he have to say to Miss Venetia! and a +married man, too! Well, to be sure, there is nothing like travelling +for adventures! And I must say, considering all that I know, and how +I have held my tongue for nearly twenty years, I think it is very +strange indeed of my lady to have any secrets from me. Secrets, +indeed! Poh!' and Mistress Pauncefort flounced again into Lady +Annabel's room, with a face of offended pride, knocking the books +about, dashing down writing cases, tossing about work, and making as +much noise and disturbance as if she had a separate quarrel with every +single article under her superintendence. + +In the meantime the carriage was prepared, to which they were obliged +almost to carry Venetia, feeble and stupefied with grief. Uncertain +of her course, but anxious, in the present state of her daughter, for +rest and quiet, Lady Annabel ordered the courier to proceed to Padua, +at which city they arrived late at night, scarcely a word having been +interchanged during the whole journey between Lady Annabel and her +child, though infinite were the soft and soothing attentions which the +mother lavished upon her. Night, however, brought no rest to Venetia; +and the next day, her state appeared so alarming to Lady Annabel, that +she would have instantly summoned medical assistance, had it not been +for Venetia's strong objections. 'Indeed, dear mother,' she said, +'it is not physicians that I require. They cannot cure me. Let me be +quiet.' + +The same cause, indeed, which during the last five years had at +intervals so seriously menaced the existence of this unhappy girl, was +now at work with renovated and even irresistible influence. Her frame +could no longer endure the fatal action of her over-excited nerves. +Her first illness, however alarming, had been baffled by time, skill, +and principally by the vigour of an extremely youthful frame, then a +stranger to any serious indisposition. At a later period, the change +of life induced by their residence at Weymouth had permitted her again +to rally. She had quitted England with renewed symptoms of her former +attack, but a still more powerful change, not only of scene, but of +climate and country, and the regular and peaceful life she had led on +the Lago Maggiore, had again reassured the mind of her anxious mother. +This last adventure at Rovigo, however, prostrated her. The strange +surprise, the violent development of feeling, the agonising doubts and +hopes, the terrible suspense the profound and bitter and overwhelming +disappointment, all combined to shake her mind to its very +foundations. She felt for the first time, that she could no longer +bear up against the torture of her singular position. Her energy was +entirely exhausted; she was no longer capable of making the slightest +exertion; she took refuge in that torpid resignation that results from +utter hopelessness. + +Lying on her sofa with her eyes fixed in listless abstraction, the +scene at Rovigo flitted unceasingly before her languid vision. At +length she had seen that father, that unknown and mysterious father, +whose idea had haunted her infancy as if by inspiration; to gain +the slightest knowledge of whom had cost her many long and acute +suffering; and round whose image for so many years every thought of +her intelligence, and every feeling of her heart, had clustered like +spirits round some dim and mystical altar, At length she had beheld +him; she had gazed on that spiritual countenance; she had listened to +the tender accents of that musical voice; within his arms she had been +folded with rapture, and pressed to a heart that seemed to beat +only for her felicity. The blessing of her father, uttered by his +long-loved lips, had descended on her brow, and been sealed with his +passionate embrace. + +The entrance of her mother, that terrible contest of her lacerated +heart, when her two parents, as it were, appealed to her love, which +they would not share; the inspiration of her despair, that so suddenly +had removed the barriers of long years, before whose irresistible +pathos her father had bent a penitent, and her mother's inexorable +pride had melted; the ravishing bliss that for a moment had thrilled +through her, being experienced too for the first time, when she felt +that her parents were again united and bound by the sweet tie of her +now happy existence; this was the drama acted before her with an +almost ceaseless repetition of its transporting incidents; and when +she looked round, and beheld her mother sitting alone, and watching +her with a countenance almost of anguish, it was indeed with extreme +difficulty that Venetia could persuade herself that all had not been a +reverie; and she was only convinced of the contrary by that heaviness +of the heart which too quickly assures us of the reality of those +sorrows of which fancy for a moment may cheat us into scepticism. + +And indeed her mother was scarcely less miserable. The sight of +Herbert, so changed from the form that she remembered; those tones of +heart-rending sincerity, in which he had mournfully appealed to the +influence of time and sorrow on his life, still greatly affected her. +She had indulged for a moment in a dream of domestic love, she had +cast to the winds the inexorable determination of a life, and had +mingled her tears with those of her husband and her child. And how +had she been repaid? By a degrading catastrophe, from whose revolting +associations her mind recoiled with indignation and disgust. But her +lingering feeling for her husband, her own mortification, were as +nothing compared with the harrowing anxiety she now entertained for +her daughter. To converse with Venetia on the recent occurrence was +impossible. It was a subject which admitted of no discussion. They +had passed a week at Padua, and the slightest allusion to what had +happened had never been made by either Lady Annabel or her child. It +was only by her lavish testimonies of affection that Lady Annabel +conveyed to Venetia how deeply she sympathised with her, and how +unhappy she was herself. She had, indeed, never quitted for a moment +the side of her daughter, and witnessed each day, with renewed +anguish, her deplorable condition; for Venetia continued in a state +which, to those unacquainted with her, might have been mistaken for +insensibility, but her mother knew too well that it was despair. +She never moved, she never sighed, nor wept; she took no notice of +anything that occurred; she sought relief in no resources. Books, and +drawings, and music, were quite forgotten by her; nothing amused, and +nothing annoyed her; she was not even fretful; she had, apparently, +no physical ailment; she remained pale and silent, plunged in an +absorbing paroxysm of overwhelming woe. + +The unhappy Lady Annabel, at a loss how to act, at length thought it +might be advisable to cross over to Venice. She felt assured now, that +it would be a long time, if ever, before her child could again endure +the fatigue of travel; and she thought that for every reason, whether +for domestic comfort or medical advice, or those multifarious +considerations which interest the invalid, a capital was by far the +most desirable residence for them. There was a time when a visit to +the city that had given her a name had been a favourite dream of +Venetia; she had often sighed to be within + + The sea-born city's walls; the graceful towers + Loved by the bard. + +Those lines of her father had long echoed in her ear; but now the +proposition called no light to her glazed eye, nor summoned for an +instant the colour back to her cheek. She listened to her mother's +suggestion, and expressed her willingness to do whatever she desired. +Venice to her was now only a name; for, without the presence and the +united love of both her parents, no spot on earth could interest, and +no combination of circumstances affect her. To Venice, however, they +departed, having previously taken care that every arrangement should +be made for their reception. The English ambassador at the Ducal court +was a relative of Lady Annabel, and therefore no means or exertions +were spared to study and secure the convenience and accommodation of +the invalid. The barge of the ambassador met them at Fusina; and when +Venetia beheld the towers and cupolas of Venice, suffused with a +golden light and rising out of the bright blue waters, for a moment +her spirit seemed to lighten. It is indeed a spectacle as beautiful as +rare, and one to which the world offers few, if any, rivals. Gliding +over the great Lagune, the buildings, with which the pictures at +Cherbury had already made her familiar, gradually rose up before her: +the mosque-like Church of St. Marc, the tall Campanile red in the sun, +the Moresco Palace of the Doges, the deadly Bridge of Sighs, and the +dark structure to which it leads. + +Venice had not then fallen. The gorgeous standards of the sovereign +republic, and its tributary kingdoms, still waved in the Place of St. +Marc; the Bucentaur was not rotting in the Arsenal, and the warlike +galleys of the state cruised without the Lagune; a busy and +picturesque population swarmed in all directions; and the Venetian +noble, the haughtiest of men, might still be seen proudly moving from +the council of state, or stepping into a gondola amid a bowing crowd. +All was stirring life, yet all was silent; the fantastic architecture, +the glowing sky, the flitting gondolas, and the brilliant crowd +gliding about with noiseless step, this city without sound, it seemed +a dream! + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +The ambassador had engaged for Lady Annabel a palace on the Grand +Canal, belonging to Count Manfrini. It was a structure of great size +and magnificence, and rose out of the water with a flight of marble +steps. Within was a vast gallery, lined with statues and busts on tall +pedestals; suites of spacious apartments, with marble floors and +hung with satin; ceilings painted by Tintoretto and full of Turkish +trophies; furniture alike sumptuous and massy; the gilding, although +of two hundred years' duration, as bright and burnished as if it +had but yesterday been touched with the brush; sequin gold, as +the Venetians tell you to this day with pride. But even their old +furniture will soon not be left to them, as palaces are now daily +broken up like old ships, and their colossal spoils consigned to +Hanway Yard and Bond Street, whence, re-burnished and vamped up, their +Titantic proportions in time appropriately figure in the boudoirs of +May Fair and the miniature saloons of St. James'. Many a fine lady now +sits in a doge's chair, and many a dandy listens to his doom from a +couch that has already witnessed the less inexorable decrees of the +Council of Ten. + +Amid all this splendour, however, one mournful idea alone pervaded the +tortured consciousness of Lady Annabel Herbert. Daily the dark truth +stole upon her with increased conviction, that Venetia had come hither +only to die. There seemed to the agitated ear of this distracted +mother a terrible omen even in the very name of her child; and she +could not resist the persuasion that her final destiny would, in some +degree, be connected with her fanciful appellation. The physicians, +for hopeless as Lady Annabel could not resist esteeming their +interference, Venetia was now surrounded with physicians, shook their +heads, prescribed different remedies and gave contrary opinions; each +day, however, their patient became more languid, thinner and more +thin, until she seemed like a beautiful spirit gliding into the +saloon, leaning on her mother's arm, and followed by Pauncefort, who +had now learnt the fatal secret from, her mistress, and whose heart +was indeed almost broken at the prospect of the calamity that was +impending over them. + +At Padua, Lady Annabel, in her mortified reveries, outraged as she +conceived by her husband, and anxious about her daughter, had schooled +herself into visiting her fresh calamities on the head of the unhappy +Herbert, to whose intrusion and irresistible influence she ascribed +all the illness of her child; but, as the indisposition of Venetia +gradually, but surely, increased, until at length it assumed so +alarming an aspect that Lady Annabel, in the distraction of her mind, +could no longer refrain from contemplating the most fatal result, she +had taught herself bitterly to regret the failure of that approaching +reconciliation which now she could not but believe would, at least, +have secured her the life of Venetia. Whatever might be the risk +of again uniting herself with her husband, whatever might be the +mortification and misery which it might ultimately, or even speedily, +entail upon her, there was no unhappiness that she could herself +experience, which for one moment she could put in competition with the +existence of her child. When that was the question, every feeling +that had hitherto impelled her conduct assumed a totally different +complexion. That conduct, in her view, had been a systematic sacrifice +of self to secure the happiness of her daughter; and the result of all +her exertions was, that not only her happiness was destroyed, but her +life was fast vanishing away. To save Venetia, it now appeared to Lady +Annabel that there was no extremity which she would not endure; and if +it came to a question, whether Venetia should survive, or whether +she should even be separated from her mother, her maternal heart now +assured her that she would not for an instant hesitate in preferring +an eternal separation to the death of her child. Her terror now worked +to such a degree upon her character, that she even, at times, half +resolved to speak to Venetia upon the subject, and contrive some +method of communicating her wishes to her father; but pride, the +habitual repugnance of so many years to converse upon the topic, +mingled also, as should be confessed, with an indefinite apprehension +of the ill consequences of a conversation of such a character on the +nervous temperament of her daughter, restrained her. + +'My love!' said Lady Annabel, one day to her daughter, 'do you think +you could go out? The physicians think it of great importance that you +should attempt to exert yourself, however slightly.' + +'Dear mother, if anything could annoy me from your lips, it would +be to hear you quote these physicians,' said Venetia. 'Their daily +presence and inquiries irritate me. Let me be at peace. I wish to see +no one but you.' + +'But Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, in a voice of great emotion, +'Venetia--,' and here she paused; 'think of my anxiety.' + +'Dear mother, it would be ungrateful for me ever to forget that. But +you, and you alone, know that my state, whatever it may be, and to +whatever it may be I am reconciled, is not produced by causes over +which these physicians have any control, over which no one has +control--now,' added Venetia, in a tone of great mournfulness. + +For here we must remark that so inexperienced was Venetia in the +feelings of others, and so completely did she judge of the strength +and purity of their emotions from her own, that reflection, since the +terrible adventure of Rovigo, had only convinced her that it was no +longer in her mother's power to unite herself again with her other +parent. She had taught herself to look upon her father's burst of +feeling towards Lady Annabel as the momentary and inevitable result of +a meeting so unexpected and overpowering, but she did not doubt that +the stranger whose presence had ultimately so fatally clouded that +interview of promise, possessed claims upon Marmion Herbert which he +would neither break, nor, upon reflection, be desirous to question. It +was then the conviction that a reconciliation between her parents was +now impossible, in which her despair originated, and she pictured to +herself her father once more at Arquâ disturbed, perhaps, for a day +or two, as he naturally must be, by an interview so sudden and so +harassing; shedding a tear, perhaps, in secret to the wife whom he had +injured, and the child whom he had scarcely seen; but relapsing, alike +from the force of habit and inclination, into those previous and +confirmed feelings, under whose influence, she was herself a witness, +his life had been so serene, and even so laudable. She was confirmed +in these opinions by the circumstance of their never having heard +since from him. Placed in his situation, if indeed an irresistible +influence were not controlling him, would he have hesitated for a +moment to have prevented even their departure, or to have pursued +them; to have sought at any rate some means of communicating with +them? He was plainly reconciled to his present position, and felt that +under these circumstances silence on his part was alike kindest and +most discreet. Venetia had ceased, therefore, to question the justice +or the expediency, or even the abstract propriety, of her mother's +conduct. She viewed their condition now as the result of stern +necessity. She pitied her mother, and for herself she had no hope. + +There was then much meaning in that little monosyllable with which +Venetia concluded her reply to her mother. She had no hope 'now.' Lady +Annabel, however, ascribed it to a very different meaning; she only +believed that her daughter was of opinion that nothing would induce +her now to listen to the overtures of her father. Prepared for any +sacrifice of self, Lady Annabel replied, 'But there is hope, Venetia; +when your life is in question, there is nothing that should not be +done.' + +'Nothing can be done,' said Venetia, who, of course, could not dream +of what was passing in her mother's mind. + +Lady Annabel rose from her seat and walked to the window; apparently +her eye watched only the passing gondolas, but indeed she saw them +not; she saw only her child stretched perhaps on the couch of death. + +'We quitted, perhaps, Rovigo too hastily,' said Lady Annabel, in a +choking voice, and with a face of scarlet. It was a terrible struggle, +but the words were uttered. + +'No, mother,' said Venetia, to Lady Annabel's inexpressible surprise, +'we did right to go.' + +'Even my child, even Venetia, with all her devotion to him, feels the +absolute necessity of my conduct,' thought Lady Annabel. Her pride +returned; she felt the impossibility of making an overture to Herbert; +she looked upon their daughter as the last victim of his fatal career. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +How beautiful is night in Venice! Then music and the moon reign +supreme; the glittering sky reflected in the waters, and every gondola +gliding with sweet sounds! Around on every side are palaces and +temples, rising from the waves which they shadow with their solemn +forms, their costly fronts rich with the spoils of kingdoms, and +softened with the magic of the midnight beam. The whole city too is +poured forth for festival. The people lounge on the quays and cluster +on the bridges; the light barks skim along in crowds, just touching +the surface of the water, while their bright prows of polished iron +gleam in the moonshine, and glitter in the rippling wave. Not a sound +that is not graceful: the tinkle of guitars, the sighs of serenaders, +and the responsive chorus of gondoliers. Now and then a laugh, +light, joyous, and yet musical, bursts forth from some illuminated +coffee-house, before which a buffo disports, a tumbler stands on his +head, or a juggler mystifies; and all for a sequin! + +The Place of St. Marc, at the period of our story, still presented the +most brilliant spectacle of the kind in Europe. Not a spot was more +distinguished for elegance, luxury, and enjoyment. It was indeed the +inner shrine of the temple of pleasure, and very strange and amusing +would be the annals of its picturesque arcades. We must not, however, +step behind their blue awnings, but content ourselves with the +exterior scene; and certainly the Place of St. Marc, with the +variegated splendour of its Christian mosque, the ornate architecture +of its buildings, its diversified population, a tribute from every +shore of the midland sea, and where the noble Venetian, in his robe +of crimson silk, and long white peruque, might be jostled by the +Sclavonian with his target, and the Albanian in his kilt, while the +Turk, sitting cross-legged on his Persian carpet, smoked his long +chibouque with serene gravity, and the mild Armenian glided by him +with a low reverence, presented an aspect under a Venetian moon such +as we shall not easily find again in Christendom, and, in spite of the +dying glory and the neighbouring vice, was pervaded with an air of +romance and refinement, compared with which the glittering dissipation +of Paris, even in its liveliest and most graceful hours, assumes a +character alike coarse and commonplace. + +It is the hour of love and of faro; now is the hour to press your suit +and to break a bank; to glide from the apartment of rapture into the +chamber of chance. Thus a noble Venetian contrived to pass the night, +in alternations of excitement that in general left him sufficiently +serious for the morrow's council. For more vulgar tastes there was the +minstrel, the conjuror, and the story-teller, goblets of Cyprus wine, +flasks of sherbet, and confectionery that dazzled like diamonds. And +for every one, from the grave senator to the gay gondolier, there was +an atmosphere in itself a spell, and which, after all, has more to do +with human happiness than all the accidents of fortune and all the +arts of government. + +Amid this gay and brilliant multitude, one human being stood alone. +Muffled in his cloak, and leaning against a column in the portico +of St. Marc, an expression of oppressive care and affliction was +imprinted on his countenance, and ill accorded with the light and +festive scene. Had he been crossed in love, or had he lost at +play? Was it woman or gold to which his anxiety and sorrow were +attributable, for under one or other of these categories, undoubtedly, +all the miseries of man may range. Want of love, or want of money, +lies at the bottom of all our griefs. + +The stranger came forward, and leaving the joyous throng, turned down +the Piazzetta, and approached the quay of the Lagune. A gondolier +saluted him, and he entered his boat. + +'Whither, signor?' said the gondolier. + +'To the Grand Canal,' he replied. + +Over the moonlit wave the gondola swiftly skimmed! The scene was a +marvellous contrast to the one which the stranger had just quitted; +but it brought no serenity to his careworn countenance, though his eye +for a moment kindled as he looked upon the moon, that was sailing in +the cloudless heaven with a single star by her side. + +They had soon entered the Grand Canal, and the gondolier looked to his +employer for instructions. 'Row opposite to the Manfrini palace,' said +the stranger, 'and rest upon your oar.' + +The blinds of the great window of the palace were withdrawn. +Distinctly might be recognised a female figure bending over the +recumbent form of a girl. An hour passed away and still the gondola +was motionless, and still the silent stranger gazed on the inmates of +the palace. A servant now came forward and closed the curtain of the +chamber. The stranger sighed, and waving his hand to the gondolier, +bade him return to the Lagune. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +It is curious to recall our feelings at a moment when a great event +is impending over us, and we are utterly unconscious of its probable +occurrence. How often does it happen that a subject which almost +unceasingly engages our mind, is least thought of at the very instant +that the agitating suspense involved in its consideration is perhaps +about to be terminated for ever! The very morning after the mysterious +gondola had rested so long before the Manfrini Palace, Venetia rose +for the first time since the flight from Rovigo, refreshed by her +slumbers, and tranquil in her spirit. It was not in her power +to recall her dreams; but they had left a vague and yet serene +impression. There seemed a lightness in her heart, that long had been +unusual with her, and she greeted her mother with a smile, faint +indeed, yet natural. + +Perhaps this beneficial change, slight but still delightful, might be +attributed to the softness and the splendour of the morn. Before the +approach of winter, it seemed that the sun was resolved to remind the +Venetians that they were his children; and that, although his rays +might be soon clouded for a season, they were not to believe that +their parent had deserted them. The sea was like glass, a golden haze +suffused the horizon, and a breeze, not strong enough to disturb the +waters, was wafted at intervals from the gardens of the Brenta, fitful +and sweet. + +Venetia had yielded to the suggestion of her mother, and had agreed +for the first time to leave the palace. They stepped into their +gondola, and were wafted to an island in the Lagune where there was +a convent, and, what in Venice was more rare and more delightful, a +garden. Its scanty shrubberies sparkled in the sun; and a cypress +flanked by a pine-tree offered to the eye unused to trees a novel and +picturesque group. Beneath its shade they rested, watching on one side +the distant city, and on the other the still and gleaming waters of +the Adriatic. While they were thus sitting, renovated by the soft air +and pleasant spectacle, a holy father, with a beard like a meteor, +appeared and addressed them. + +'Welcome to St. Lazaro!' said the holy father, speaking in English; +'and may the peace that reigns within its walls fill also your +breasts!' + +'Indeed, holy father,' said Lady Annabel to the Armenian monk, 'I have +long heard of your virtues and your happy life.' + +'You know that Paradise was placed in our country,' said the monk with +a smile. 'We have all lost Paradise, but the Armenian has lost his +country too. Nevertheless, with God's blessing, on this islet we have +found an Eden, pure at least and tranquil.' + +'For the pious, Paradise exists everywhere,' said Lady Annabel. + +'You have been in England, holy father?' said Venetia. + +'It has not been my good fortune,' replied the monk. + +'Yet you speak our tongue with a facility and accent that surprise +me.' + +'I learnt it in America where I long resided,' rejoined the Armenian. + +'This is for your eye, lady,' continued the monk, drawing a letter +from his bosom. + +Lady Annabel felt not a little surprised; but the idea immediately +occurred to her that it was some conventual memorial appealing to her +charity. She took the paper from the monk, who immediately moved away; +but what was the agitation of Lady Annabel when she recognised the +handwriting of her husband! Her first thought was to save Venetia +from sharing that agitation. She rose quickly; she commanded herself +sufficiently to advise her daughter, in a calm tone, to remain seated, +while for a moment she refreshed herself by a stroll. She had not +quitted Venetia many paces, when she broke the seal and read these +lines: + +'Tremble not, Annabel, when you recognise this handwriting. It is that +of one whose only aspiration is to contribute to your happiness; and +although the fulfilment of that fond desire may be denied him, it +never shall be said, even by you, that any conduct of his should now +occasion you annoyance. I am in Venice at the peril of my life, which +I only mention because the difficulties inseparable from my position +are the principal cause that you did not receive this communication +immediately after our strange meeting. I have gazed at night upon your +palace, and watched the forms of my wife and our child; but one word +from you, and I quit Venice for ever, and it shall not be my fault if +you are ever again disturbed by the memory of the miserable Herbert. + +'But before I go, I will make this one appeal if not to your justice, +at least to your mercy. After the fatal separation of a life, we have +once more met: you have looked upon me not with hatred; my hand has +once more pressed yours; for a moment I indulged the impossible hope, +that this weary and exhausted spirit might at length be blessed. With +agony I allude to the incident that dispelled the rapture of +this vision. Sufficient for me most solemnly to assure you that +four-and-twenty hours had not elapsed without that feeble and +unhallowed tie being severed for ever! It vanished instantaneously +before the presence of my wife and my child. However you decide, it +can never again subsist: its utter and eternal dissolution was the +inevitable homage to your purity. + +'Whatever may have been my errors, whatever my crimes, for I will not +attempt to justify to you a single circumstance of my life, I humble +myself in the dust before you, and solicit only mercy; yet whatever +may have been my career, ah! Annabel, in the infinite softness of your +soul was it not for a moment pardoned? Am I indeed to suffer for that +last lamentable intrusion? You are a woman, Annabel, with a brain as +clear as your heart is pure. Judge me with calmness, Annabel; were +there no circumstances in my situation to extenuate that deplorable +connection? I will not urge them; I will not even intimate them; but +surely, Annabel, when I kneel before you full of deep repentance and +long remorse, if you could pardon the past, it is not that incident, +however mortifying to you, however disgraceful to myself, that should +be an impassable barrier to all my hopes! + +'Once you loved me; I ask you not to love me now. There is nothing +about me now that can touch the heart of woman. I am old before my +time; bent with the blended influence of action and of thought, and of +physical and moral suffering. The play of my spirit has gone for ever. +My passions have expired like my hopes. The remaining sands of my life +are few. Once it was otherwise: you can recall a different picture of +the Marmion on whom you smiled, and of whom you were the first love. O +Annabel! grey, feeble, exhausted, penitent, let me stagger over your +threshold, and die! I ask no more; I will not hope for your affection; +I will not even count upon your pity; but endure my presence; let your +roof screen my last days!' + +It was read; it was read again, dim as was the sight of Lady Annabel +with fast-flowing tears. Still holding the letter, but with hands +fallen, she gazed upon the shining waters before her in a fit of +abstraction. It was the voice of her child that roused her. + +'Mother,' said Venetia in a tone of some decision, 'you are troubled, +and we have only one cause of trouble. That letter is from my father.' + +Lady Annabel gave her the letter in silence. + +Venetia withdrew almost unconsciously a few paces from her mother. She +felt this to be the crisis of her life. There never was a moment which +she believed required more fully the presence of all her energies. +Before she had addressed Lady Annabel, she had endeavoured to steel +her mind to great exertion. Yet now that she held the letter, she +could not command herself sufficiently to read it. Her breath deserted +her; her hand lost its power; she could not even open the lines on +which perhaps her life depended. Suddenly, with a rapid effort, she +glanced at the contents. The blood returned to her check; her eye +became bright with excitement; she gasped for breath; she advanced to +Lady Annabel. 'Ah! mother,' she exclaimed, 'you will grant all that it +desires!' + +Still gazing on the wave that laved the shore of the island with an +almost inperceptible ripple, Lady Annabel continued silent. + +'Mother,' said Venetia, 'my beloved mother, you hesitate.' She +approached Lady Annabel, and with one arm round her neck, she grasped +with the other her mother's hand. 'I implore you, by all that +affection which you lavish on me, yield to this supplication. O +mother! dearest mother! it has been my hope that my life has been at +least a life of duty; I have laboured to yield to all your wishes. +I have struggled to make their fulfilment the law of my being. Yes! +mother, your memory will assure you, that when the sweetest emotions +of my heart were the stake, you appealed to me to sacrifice them, and +they were dedicated to your will. Have I ever murmured? I have sought +only to repay your love by obedience. Speak to me, dearest mother! I +implore you speak to me! Tell me, can you ever repent relenting in +this instance? O mother! you will not hesitate; you will not indeed; +you will bring joy and content to our long-harassed hearth! Tell me +so; I beseech you tell me so! I wish, oh! how I wish, that you would +comply from the mere impulse of your own heart! But, grant that it +is a sacrifice; grant that it may be unwise; that it may be vain; I +supplicate you to make it! I, your child, who never deserted you, who +will never desert you, pledging my faith to you in the face of heaven; +for my sake, I supplicate you to make it. You do not hesitate; you +cannot hesitate; mother, you cannot hesitate. Ah! you would not if you +knew all; if you knew all the misery of my life, you would be glad; +you would be cheerful; you would look upon this as an interposition of +Providence in favour of your Venetia; you would, indeed, dear mother!' + +'What evil fortune guided our steps to Italy?' said Lady Annabel in a +solemn tone, and as if in soliloquy. + +'No, no, mother; not evil fortune; fortune the best and brightest,' +exclaimed her daughter, 'We came here to be happy, and happiness we +have at length gained. It is in our grasp; I feel it. It was not +fortune, dear mother! it was fate, it was Providence, it was God. You +have been faithful to Him, and He has brought back to you my father, +chastened and repentant. God has turned his heart to all your virtues. +Will you desert him? No, no, mother, you will not, you cannot; for his +sake, for your own sake, and for your child's, you will not!' + +'For twenty years I have acted from an imperious sense of duty,' said +Lady Annabel, 'and for your sake, Venetia, as much as for my own. +Shall the feelings of a moment--' + +'O mother! dearest mother! say not these words. With me, at least, +it has not been the feeling of a moment. It haunted my infancy; it +harassed me while a girl; it has brought me in the prime of womanhood +to the brink of the grave. And with you, mother, has it been the +feeling of a moment? Ah! you ever loved him, when his name was never +breathed by those lips. You loved him when you deemed he had forgotten +you; when you pictured him to yourself in all the pride of health and +genius, wanton and daring; and now, now that he comes to you penitent, +perhaps dying, more like a remorseful spirit than a breathing being, +and humbles himself before you, and appeals only to your mercy, ah! my +mother, you cannot reject, you could not reject him, even if you were +alone, even if you had no child!' + +'My child! my child! all my hopes were in my child,' murmured Lady +Annabel. + +'Is she not by your side?' said Venetia. + +'You know not what you ask; you know not what you counsel,' said Lady +Annabel. 'It has been the prayer and effort of my life that you should +never know. There is a bitterness in the reconciliation which follows +long estrangement, that yields a pang more acute even than the first +disunion. Shall I be called upon to mourn over the wasted happiness of +twenty years? Why did he not hate us?' + +'The pang is already felt, mother,' said Venetia. 'Reject my father, +but you cannot resume the feelings of a month back. You have seen +him; you have listened to him. He is no longer the character which +justified your conduct, and upheld you under the trial. His image has +entered your soul; your heart is softened. Bid him quit Venice without +seeing you, and you will remain the most miserable of women.' + +'On his head, then, be the final desolation,' said Lady Annabel; 'it +is but a part of the lot that he has yielded me.' + +'I am silent,' said Venetia, relaxing her grasp. 'I see that your +child is not permitted to enter into your considerations.' She turned +away. + +'Venetia!' said her mother. + +'Mother!' said Venetia, looking back, but not returning. + +'Return one moment to me.' + +Venetia slowly rejoined her. Lady Annabel spoke in a kind and gentle, +though serious tone. + +'Venetia,' she said, 'what I am about to speak is not the impulse of +the moment, but has been long revolved in my mind; do not, therefore, +misapprehend it. I express without passion what I believe to be truth. +I am persuaded that the presence of your father is necessary to +your happiness; nay, more, to your life. I recognise the mysterious +influence which he has ever exercised over your existence. I feel it +impossible for me any longer to struggle against a power to which I +bow. Be happy, then, my daughter, and live. Fly to your father, and be +to him as matchless a child as you have been to me.' She uttered these +last words in a choking voice. + +'Is this, indeed, the dictate of your calm judgment, mother?' said +Venetia. + +'I call God to witness, it has of late been more than once on my lips. +The other night, when I spoke of Rovigo, I was about to express this.' + +'Then, mother!' said Venetia, 'I find that I have been misunderstood. +At least I thought my feelings towards yourself had been appreciated. +They have not; and I can truly say, my life does not afford a single +circumstance to which I can look back with content. Well will it +indeed be for me to die?' + +'The dream of my life,' said Lady Annabel, in a tone of infinite +distress, 'was that she, at least, should never know unhappiness. It +was indeed a dream.' + +There was now a silence of several minutes. Lady Annabel remained in +exactly the same position, Venetia standing at a little distance from +her, looking resigned and sorrowful. + +'Venetia,' at length said Lady Annabel, 'why are you silent?' + +'Mother, I have no more to say. I pretend not to act in this life; it +is my duty to follow you.' + +'And your inclination?' inquired Lady Annabel. + +'I have ceased to have a wish upon any subject,' said Venetia. + +'Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, with a great effort, 'I am miserable.' + +This unprecedented confession of suffering from the strong mind of her +mother, melted Venetia to the heart. She advanced, and threw her arms +round her mother's neck, and buried her weeping face in Lady Annabel's +bosom. + +'Speak to me, my daughter,' said Lady Annabel; 'counsel me, for my +mind trembles; anxiety has weakened it. Nay, I beseech you, speak. +Speak, speak, Venetia. What shall I do?' + +'Mother, I will never say anything again but that I love you!' + +'I see the holy father in the distance. Let us walk to him, my child, +and meet him.' + +Accordingly Lady Annabel, now leaning on Venetia, approached the monk. +About five minutes elapsed before they reached him, during which not a +word was spoken. + +'Holy father,' said Lady Annabel, in a tone of firmness that surprised +her daughter and made her tremble with anticipation, 'you know the +writer of this letter?' + +'He is my friend of many years, lady,' replied the Armenian; 'I knew +him in America. I owe to him my life, and more than my life. There +breathes not his equal among men.' + +A tear started to the eye of Lady Annabel; she recalled the terms in +which the household at Arquâ had spoken of Herbert. 'He is in Venice?' +she inquired. + +'He is within these walls,' the monk replied. + +Venetia, scarcely able to stand, felt her mother start. After a +momentary pause, Lady Annabel said, 'Can I speak with him, and alone?' + +Nothing but the most nervous apprehension of throwing any obstacle in +the way of the interview could have sustained Venetia. Quite pale, +with her disengaged hand clenched, not a word escaped her lips. She +hung upon the answer of the monk. + +'You can see him, and alone,' said the monk. 'He is now in the +sacristy. Follow me.' + +'Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, 'remain in this garden. I will accompany +this holy man. Stop! embrace me before I go, and,' she added, in a +whisper, 'pray for me.' + +It needed not the admonition of her mother to induce Venetia to seek +refuge in prayer, in this agony of her life. But for its salutary and +stilling influence, it seemed to her that she must have forfeited all +control over her mind. The suspense was too terrible for human aid to +support her. Seated by the sea-side, she covered her face with her +hands, and invoked the Supreme assistance. More than an hour passed +away. Venetia looked up. Two beautiful birds, of strange form and +spotless plumage, that perhaps had wandered from the Aegean, were +hovering over her head, bright and glancing in the sun. She accepted +their appearance as a good omen. At this moment she heard a voice, +and, looking up, observed a monk in the distance, beckoning to her. +She rose, and with a trembling step approached him. He retired, still +motioning to her to follow him. She entered, by a low portal, a dark +cloister; it led to an ante-chapel, through which, as she passed, her +ear caught the solemn chorus of the brethren. Her step faltered; her +sight was clouded; she was as one walking in a dream. The monk opened +a door, and, retiring, waved his hand, as for her to enter. There was +a spacious and lofty chamber, scantily furnished, some huge chests, +and many sacred garments. At the extreme distance her mother was +reclined on a bench, her head supported by a large crimson cushion, +and her father kneeling by her mother's side. With a soundless step, +and not venturing even to breathe, Venetia approached them, and, she +knew not how, found herself embraced by both her parents. + + + + +END OF BOOK V. + + + + +BOOK VI. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +In a green valley of the Apennines, close to the sea-coast between +Genoa and Spezzia, is a marine villa, that once belonged to the +Malaspina family, in olden time the friends and patrons of Dante. It +is rather a fantastic pile, painted in fresco, but spacious, in good +repair, and convenient. Although little more than a mile from Spezzia, +a glimpse of the blue sea can only be caught from one particular spot, +so completely is the land locked with hills, covered with groves of +chestnut and olive orchards. From the heights, however, you enjoy +magnificent prospects of the most picturesque portion of the Italian +coast; a lofty, undulating, and wooded shore, with an infinite variety +of bays and jutting promontories; while the eye, wandering from +Leghorn on one side towards Genoa on the other, traces an almost +uninterrupted line of hamlets and casinos, gardens and orchards, +terraces of vines, and groves of olive. Beyond them, the broad and +blue expanse of the midland ocean, glittering in the meridian blaze, +or about to receive perhaps in its glowing waters the red orb of +sunset. + +It was the month of May, in Italy, at least, the merry month of May, +and Marmion Herbert came forth from the villa Malaspina, and throwing +himself on the turf, was soon lost in the volume of Plato which he +bore with him. He did not move until in the course of an hour he was +roused by the arrival of servants, who brought seats and a table, +when, looking up, he observed Lady Annabel and Venetia in the portico +of the villa. He rose to greet them, and gave his arm to his wife. + +'Spring in the Apennines, my Annabel,' said Herbert, 'is a happy +combination. I am more in love each day with this residence. The +situation is so sheltered, the air so soft and pure, the spot so +tranquil, and the season so delicious, that it realises all my romance +of retirement. As for you, I never saw you look so well; and as for +Venetia, I can scarcely believe this rosy nymph could have been our +pale-eyed girl, who cost us such anxiety!' + +'Our breakfast is not ready. Let us walk to our sea view,' said Lady +Annabel. 'Give me your book to carry, Marmion.' + +'There let the philosopher repose,' said Herbert, throwing the volume +on the turf. 'Plato dreamed of what I enjoy.' + +'And of what did Plato dream, papa?' said Venetia. + +'He dreamed of love, child.' + +Venetia took her father's disengaged arm. + +They had now arrived at their sea view, a glimpse of the Mediterranean +between two tall crags. + +'A sail in the offing,' said Herbert. 'How that solitary sail tells, +Annabel!' + +'I feel the sea breeze, mother. Does not it remind you of Weymouth?' +said Venetia. + +'Ah! Marmion,' said Lady Annabel, 'I would that you could see Masham +once more. He is the only friend that I regret.' + +'He prospers, Annabel; let that be our consolation: I have at least +not injured him.' + +They turned their steps; their breakfast was now prepared. The sun had +risen above the hill beneath whose shade they rested, and the opposite +side of the valley sparkled in light. It was a cheerful scene. 'I have +a passion for living in the air,' said Herbert; 'I always envied the +shepherds in Don Quixote. One of my youthful dreams was living among +mountains of rosemary, and drinking only goat's milk. After breakfast +I will read you Don Quixote's description of the golden age. I have +often read it until the tears came into my eyes.' + +'We must fancy ourselves in Spain,' said Lady Annabel; 'it is not +difficult in this wild green valley; and if we have not rosemary, we +have scents as sweet. Nature is our garden here, Venetia; and I do not +envy even the statues and cypresses of our villa of the lake.' + +'We must make a pilgrimage some day to the Maggiore, Annabel,' said +Herbert. 'It is hallowed ground to me now.' + +Their meal was finished, the servants brought their work, and books, +and drawings; and Herbert, resuming his natural couch, re-opened his +Plato, but Venetia ran into the villa, and returned with a volume. +'You must read us the golden age, papa,' she said, as she offered him, +with a smile, his favourite Don Quixote. + +'You must fancy the Don looking earnestly upon a handful of acorns,' +said Herbert, opening the book, 'while he exclaims, "O happy age! +which our first parents called the age of gold! not because gold, so +much adored in this iron age, was then easily purchased, but because +those two fatal words, _meum_ and _tuum_, were distinctions unknown to +the people of those fortunate times; for all things were in common in +that holy age: men, for their sustenance, needed only to lift their +hands, and take it from the sturdy oak, whose spreading arms liberally +invited them to gather the wholesome savoury fruit; while the clear +springs, and silver rivulets, with luxuriant plenty, afforded them +their pure refreshing water. In hollow trees, and in the clefts +of rocks, the labouring and industrious bees erected their little +commonwealths, that men might reap with pleasure and with ease the +sweet and fertile harvest of their toils, The tough and strenuous +cork-trees did, of themselves, and without other art than their native +liberality, dismiss and impart their broad light bark, which served to +cover those lowly huts, propped up with rough-hewn stakes, that were +first built as a shelter against the inclemencies of the air. All then +was union, all peace, all love and friendship in the world. As yet no +rude ploughshare presumed with violence to pry into the pious bowels +of our mother earth, for she without compulsion kindly yielded from +every part of her fruitful and spacious bosom, whatever might at once +satisfy, sustain, and indulge her frugal children. Then was the time +when innocent, beautiful young sheperdesses went tripping over the +hills and vales; their lovely hair sometimes plaited, sometimes loose +and flowing, clad in no other vestment but what the modesty of nature +might require. The Tyrian dye, the rich glossy hue of silk, martyred +and dissembled into every colour, which are now esteemed so fine and +magnificent, were unknown to the innocent simplicity of that age; yet, +bedecked with more becoming leaves and flowers, they outshone the +proudest of the vaindressing ladies of our times, arrayed in the most +magnificent garbs and all the most sumptuous adornings which idleness +and luxury have taught succeeding pride. Lovers then expressed the +passion of their souls in the unaffected language of the heart, with +the native plainness and sincerity in which they were conceived, and +divested of all that artificial contexture which enervates what it +labours to enforce. Imposture, deceit, and malice had not yet crept +in, and imposed themselves unbribed upon mankind in the disguise of +truth: justice, unbiassed either by favour or interest, which now so +fatally pervert it, was equally and impartially dispensed; nor was the +judge's fancy law, for then there were neither judges nor causes to be +judged. The modest maid might then walk alone. But, in this degenerate +age, fraud and a legion of ills infecting the world, no virtue can be +safe, no honour be secure; while wanton desires, diffused into the +hearts of men, corrupt the strictest watches and the closest retreats, +which, though as intricate, and unknown as the labyrinth of Crete, +are no security for chastity. Thus, that primitive innocence being +vanished, the oppression daily prevailing, there was a necessity +to oppose the torrent of violence; for which reason the order of +knighthood errant was instituted, to defend the honour of virgins, +protect widows, relieve orphans, and assist all that are distressed. +Now I myself am one of this order, honest friends and though all +people are obliged by the law of nature to be kind to persons of my +character, yet since you, without knowing anything of this obligation, +have so generously entertained me, I ought to pay you my utmost +acknowledgment, and accordingly return you my most hearty thanks." + +'There,' said Herbert, as he closed the book. 'In my opinion, Don +Quixote was the best man that ever lived.' + +'But he did not ever live,' said Lady Annabel, smiling. + +'He lives to us,' said Herbert. 'He is the same to this age as if he +had absolutely wandered over the plains of Castile and watched in the +Sierra Morena. We cannot, indeed, find his tomb; but he has left us +his great example. In his hero, Cervantes has given us the picture +of a great and benevolent philosopher, and in his Sancho, a complete +personification of the world, selfish and cunning, and yet overawed +by the genius that he cannot comprehend: alive to all the material +interests of existence, yet sighing after the ideal; securing his four +young foals of the she-ass, yet indulging in dreams of empire.' + +'But what do you think of the assault on the windmills, Marmion?' said +Lady Annabel. + +'In the outset of his adventures, as in the outset of our lives, he +was misled by his enthusiasm,' replied Herbert, 'without which, after +all, we can do nothing. But the result is, Don Quixote was a redresser +of wrongs, and therefore the world esteemed him mad.' + +In this vein, now conversing, now occupied with their pursuits, and +occasionally listening to some passage which Herbert called to their +attention, and which ever served as the occasion for some critical +remarks, always as striking from their originality as they were happy +in their expression, the freshness of the morning disappeared; the sun +now crowned the valley with his meridian beam, and they re-entered the +villa. The ladies returned to their cool saloon, and Herbert to his +study. + +It was there he amused himself by composing the following lines: + + SPRING IN THE APENNINES. + + I. + + Spring in the Apennine now holds her court + Within an amphitheatre of hills, + Clothed with the blooming chestnut; musical + With murmuring pines, waving their light green cones + Like youthful Bacchants; while the dewy grass, + The myrtle and the mountain violet, + Blend their rich odours with the fragrant trees, + And sweeten the soft air. Above us spreads + The purple sky, bright with the unseen sun + The hills yet screen, although the golden beam + Touches the topmost boughs, and tints with light + The grey and sparkling crags. The breath of morn + Still lingers in the valley; but the bee + With restless passion hovers on the wing, + Waiting the opening flower, of whose embrace + The sun shall be the signal. Poised in air, + The winged minstrel of the liquid dawn, + The lark, pours forth his lyric, and responds + To the fresh chorus of the sylvan doves, + The stir of branches and the fall of streams, + The harmonies of nature! + + II + + Gentle Spring! + Once more, oh, yes! once more I feel thy breath, + And charm of renovation! To the sky + Thou bringest light, and to the glowing earth + A garb of grace: but sweeter than the sky + That hath no cloud, and sweeter than the earth + With all its pageantry, the peerless boon + Thou bearest to me, a temper like thine own; + A springlike spirit, beautiful and glad! + Long years, long years of suffering, and of thought + Deeper than woe, had dimmed the eager eye + Once quick to catch thy brightness, and the ear + That lingered on thy music, the harsh world + Had jarred. The freshness of my life was gone, + And hope no more an omen in thy bloom + Found of a fertile future! There are minds, + Like lands, but with one season, and that drear + Mine was eternal winter! + + III. + + A dark dream + Of hearts estranged, and of an Eden lost + Entranced my being; one absorbing thought + Which, if not torture, was a dull despair + That agony were light to. But while sad + Within the desert of my life I roamed, + And no sweet springs of love gushed for to greet + My wearied heart, behold two spirits came + Floating in light, seraphic ministers, + The semblance of whose splendour on me fell + As on some dusky stream the matin ray, + Touching the gloomy waters with its life. + And both were fond, and one was merciful! + And to my home long forfeited they bore + My vagrant spirit, and the gentle hearth. + I reckless fled, received me with its shade + And pleasant refuge. And our softened hearts + Were like the twilight, when our very bliss + Calls tears to soothe our rapture; as the stars + Steal forth, then shining smiles their trembling ray + Mixed with our tenderness; and love was there + In all his manifold forms; the sweet embrace, + And thrilling pressure of the gentle hand, + And silence speaking with the melting eye! + + IV. + + And now again I feel thy breath, O spring! + And now the seal hath fallen from my gaze, + And thy wild music in my ready ear + Finds a quick echo! The discordant world + Mars not thy melodies; thy blossoms now + Are emblems of my heart; and through my veins + The flow of youthful feeling, long pent up, + Glides like thy sunny streams! In this fair scene, + On forms still fairer I my blessing pour; + On her the beautiful, the wise, the good, + Who learnt the sweetest lesson to forgive; + And on the bright-eyed daughter of our love, + Who soothed a mother, and a father saved! + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Between the reconciliation of Lady Annabel Herbert with her husband, +at the Armenian convent at Venice, and the spring morning in the +Apennines, which we have just described, half a year had intervened. +The political position of Marmion Herbert rendered it impossible for +him to remain in any city where there was a representative of his +Britannic Majesty. Indeed, it was scarcely safe for him to be known +out of America. He had quitted that country shortly after the struggle +was over, chiefly from considerations for his health. His energies had +been fast failing him; and a retired life and change of climate had +been recommended by his physicians. His own feelings induced him to +visit Italy, where he had once intended to pass his life, and where he +now repaired to await death. Assuming a feigned name, and living in +strict seclusion, it is probable that his presence would never have +been discovered; or, if detected, would not have been noticed. Once +more united with his wife, her personal influence at the court of St. +James', and her powerful connections, might secure him from annoyance; +and Venetia had even indulged in a vague hope of returning to England. +But Herbert could only have found himself again in his native country +as a prisoner on parole. It would have been quite impossible for him +to mix in the civil business of his native land, or enjoy any of the +rights of citizenship. If a mild sovereign in his mercy had indeed +accorded him a pardon, it must have been accompanied with rigorous and +mortifying conditions; and his presence, in all probability, would +have been confined to his country residence and its immediate +neighbourhood. The pride of Lady Annabel herself recoiled from this +sufferance; and although Herbert, keenly conscious of the sacrifice +which a permanent estrangement from England entailed upon his wife and +child, would have submitted to any restrictions, however humiliating, +provided they were not inconsistent with his honour, it must be +confessed that, when he spoke of this painful subject to his wife, +it was with no slight self-congratulation that he had found her +resolution to remain abroad under any circumstances was fixed with her +habitual decision. She communicated both to the Bishop of ---- and to +her brother the unexpected change that had occurred in her condition, +and she had reason to believe that a representation of what had +happened would be made to the Royal family. Perhaps both the head of +her house and her reverend friend anticipated that time might remove +the barrier that presented itself to Herbert's immediate return to +England: they confined their answers, however, to congratulations on +the reconciliation, to their confidence in the satisfaction it would +occasion her, and to the expression of their faithful friendship; and +neither alluded to a result which both, if only for her sake, desired. + +The Herberts had quitted Venice a very few days after the meeting on +the island of St. Lazaro; had travelled by slow journeys, crossing the +Apennines, to Genoa; and only remained in that city until they engaged +their present residence. It combined all the advantages which they +desired: seclusion, beauty, comfort, and the mild atmosphere that +Venetia had seemed to require. It was not, however, the genial air +that had recalled the rose to Venetia's cheek and the sunny smile to +her bright eye, or had inspired again that graceful form with all its +pristine elasticity. It was a heart content; a spirit at length at +peace. The contemplation of the happiness of those most dear to her +that she hourly witnessed, and the blissful consciousness that her +exertions had mainly contributed to, if not completely occasioned, +all this felicity, were remedies of far more efficacy than all the +consultations and prescriptions of her physicians. The conduct of her +father repaid her for all her sufferings, and realised all her +dreams of domestic tenderness and delight. Tender, grateful, and +affectionate, Herbert hovered round her mother like a delicate spirit +who had been released by some kind mortal from a tedious and revolting +thraldom, and who believed he could never sufficiently testify his +devotion. There was so much respect blended with his fondness, that +the spirit of her mother was utterly subdued by his irresistible +demeanour. All her sadness and reserve, her distrust and her fear, had +vanished; and rising confidence mingling with the love she had ever +borne to him, she taught herself even to seek his opinion, and be +guided by his advice. She could not refrain, indeed, from occasionally +feeling, in this full enjoyment of his love, that she might have +originally acted with too much precipitation; and that, had she only +bent for a moment to the necessity of conciliation, and condescended +to the excusable artifices of affection, their misery might have been +prevented. Once when they were alone, her softened heart would have +confessed to Herbert this painful conviction, but he was too happy +and too generous to permit her for a moment to indulge in such a +remorseful retrospect. All the error, he insisted, was his own; and he +had been fool enough to have wantonly forfeited a happiness which time +and experience had now taught him to appreciate. + +'We married too young, Marmion,' said his wife. + +'It shall be that then, love,' replied Herbert; 'but for all that I +have suffered. I would not have avoided my fate on the condition of +losing the exquisite present!' + +It is perhaps scarcely necessary to remark, that Herbert avoided with +the most scrupulous vigilance the slightest allusion to any of those +peculiar opinions for which he was, unhappily, too celebrated. Musing +over the singular revolutions which had already occurred in his habits +and his feelings towards herself, Lady Annabel, indeed, did not +despair that his once self-sufficient soul might ultimately bow +to that blessed faith which to herself had ever proved so great a +support, and so exquisite a solace. It was, indeed, the inexpressible +hope that lingered at the bottom of her heart; and sometimes she even +indulged in the delightful fancy that his mild and penitent spirit +had, by the gracious mercy of Providence, been already touched by the +bright sunbeam of conviction. At all events, his subdued and chastened +temperament was no unworthy preparation for still greater blessings. +It was this hallowed anticipation which consoled, and alone consoled, +Lady Annabel for her own estrangement from the communion of her +national church. Of all the sacrifices which her devotion to Herbert +entailed upon her, this was the one which she felt most constantly +and most severely. Not a day elapsed but the chapel at Cherbury rose +before her; and when she remembered that neither herself nor her +daughter might again kneel round the altar of their God, she almost +trembled at the step which she had taken, and almost esteemed it +a sacrifice of heavenly to earthly duty, which no consideration, +perhaps, warranted. This apprehension, indeed, was the cloud in +her life, and one which Venetia, who felt all its validity, found +difficulty in combating. + +Otherwise, when Venetia beheld her parents, she felt ethereal, +and seemed to move in air; for her life, in spite of its apparent +tranquillity, was to her all excitement. She never looked upon her +father, or heard his voice, without a thrill. His society was as +delightful as his heart was tender. It seemed to her that she could +listen to him for ever. Every word he spoke was different from +the language of other men; there was not a subject on which his +richly-cultivated mind could not pour forth instantaneously a flood of +fine fancies and deep intelligence. He seemed to have read every book +in every language, and to have mused over every line he had read. She +could not conceive how one, the tone of whose mind was so original +that it suggested on every topic some conclusion that struck instantly +by its racy novelty, could be so saturated with the learning and the +views of other men. Although they lived in unbroken solitude, and were +almost always together, not a day passed that she did not find herself +musing over some thought or expression of her father, and which broke +from his mind without effort, and as if by chance. Literature to +Herbert was now only a source of amusement and engaging occupation. +All thought of fame had long fled his soul. He cared not for being +disturbed; and he would throw down his Plato for Don Quixote, or close +his Aeschylus and take up a volume of Madame de Sévigné without a +murmur, if reminded by anything that occurred of a passage which might +contribute to the amusement and instruction of his wife and daughter. +Indeed, his only study now was to contribute to their happiness. For +him they had given up their country and society, and he sought, by his +vigilant attention and his various accomplishments, to render their +hours as light and pleasant as, under such circumstances, was +possible. His muse, too, was only dedicated to the celebration of any +topic which their life or themselves suggested. He loved to lie under +the trees, and pour forth sonnets to Lady Annabel; and encouraged +Venetia, by the readiness and interest with which he invariably +complied with her intimations, to throw out every fancy which occurred +to her for his verse. A life passed without the intrusion of a single +evil passion, without a single expression that was not soft, and +graceful, and mild, and adorned with all the resources of a most +accomplished and creative spirit, required not the distractions +of society. It would have shrunk from it, from all its artificial +excitement and vapid reaction. The days of the Herberts flowed on in +one bright, continuous stream of love, and literature, and gentle +pleasures. Beneath them was the green earth, above them the blue sky. +Their spirits were as clear, and their hearts as soft as the clime. + +The hour of twilight was approaching, and the family were preparing +for their daily walk. Their simple repast was finished, and Venetia +held the verses which her father had written in the morning, and which +he had presented to her. + +'Let us descend to Spezzia,' said Herbert to Lady Annabel; 'I love an +ocean sunset.' + +Accordingly they proceeded through their valley to the craggy path +which led down to the bay. After passing through a small ravine, the +magnificent prospect opened before them. The sun was yet an hour above +the horizon, and the sea was like a lake of molten gold; the colour +of the sky nearest to the sun, of a pale green, with two or three +burnished streaks of vapour, quite still, and so thin you could almost +catch the sky through them, fixed, as it were, in this gorgeous frame. +It was now a dead calm, but the sail that had been hovering the whole +morning in the offing had made the harbour in time, and had just +cast anchor near some coasting craft and fishing-boats, all that now +remained where Napoleon had projected forming one of the arsenals of +the world. + +Tracing their way down a mild declivity, covered with spreading +vineyards, and quite fragrant with the blossom of the vine, the +Herberts proceeded through a wood of olives, and emerged on a terrace +raised directly above the shore, leading to Spezzia, and studded here +and there with rugged groups of aloes. + +'I have often observed here,' said Venetia, 'about a mile out at sea; +there, now, where I point; the water rise. It is now a calm, and yet +it is more troubled, I think, than usual. Tell me the cause, dear +father, for I have often wished to know.' + +'It passes my experience,' said Herbert; 'but here is an ancient +fisherman; let us inquire of him.' + +He was an old man, leaning against a rock, and smoking his pipe in +contemplative silence; his face bronzed with the sun and the roughness +of many seasons, and his grey hairs not hidden by his long blue cap. +Herbert saluted him, and, pointing to the phenomenon, requested an +explanation of it. + +''Tis a fountain of fresh water, signor, that rises in our gulf,' said +the old fisherman, 'to the height of twenty feet.' + +'And is it constant?' inquired Herbert. + +''Tis the same in sunshine and in storm, in summer and in winter, in +calm or in breeze,' said the old fisherman. + +'And has it always been so?' + +'It came before my time.' + +'A philosophic answer,' said Herbert, 'and deserves a paul. Mine was a +crude question. Adio, good friend.' + +'I should like to drink of that fountain of fresh water, Annabel,' +said Herbert. 'There seems to me something wondrous fanciful in it. +Some day we will row there. It shall be a calm like this.' + +'We want a fountain in our valley,' said Lady Annabel. + +'We do,' said Herbert; 'and I think we must make one; we must inquire +at Genoa. I am curious in fountains. Our fountain should, I think, be +classical; simple, compact, with a choice inscription, the altar of a +Naiad.' + +'And mamma shall make the design, and you shall write the +inscription,' said Venetia. + +'And you shall be the nymph, child,' said Herbert. + +They were now within a bowshot of the harbour, and a jutting cliff of +marble, more graceful from a contiguous bed of myrtles, invited them +to rest, and watch the approaching sunset. + +'Say what they like,' said Herbert, 'there is a spell in the shores +of the Mediterranean Sea which no others can rival. Never was such a +union of natural loveliness and magical associations! On these shores +have risen all that interests us in the past: Egypt and Palestine, +Greece, Rome, and Carthage, Moorish Spain, and feodal Italy. These +shores have yielded us our religion, our arts, our literature, and our +laws. If all that we have gained from the shores of the Mediterranean +was erased from the memory of man, we should be savages. Will the +Atlantic ever be so memorable? Its civilisation will be more rapid, +but will it be as refined? and, far more important, will it be as +permanent? Will it not lack the racy vigour and the subtle spirit of +aboriginal genius? Will not a colonial character cling to its society, +feeble, inanimate, evanescent? What America is deficient in is +creative intellect. It has no nationality. Its intelligence has been +imported, like its manufactured goods. Its inhabitants are a people, +but are they a nation? I wish that the empire of the Incas and the +kingdom of Montezuma had not been sacrificed. I wish that the republic +of the Puritans had blended with the tribes of the wilderness.' + +The red sun was now hovering over the horizon; it quivered for an +instant, and then sank. Immediately the high and undulating coast was +covered with a crimson flush; the cliffs, the groves, the bays and +jutting promontories, each straggling sail and tall white tower, +suffused with a rosy light. Gradually that rosy tint became a bright +violet, and then faded into purple. But the glory of the sunset long +lingered in the glowing west, streaming with every colour of the Iris, +while a solitary star glittered with silver light amid the shifting +splendour. + +'Hesperus rises from the sunset like the fountain of fresh water from +the sea,' said Herbert. 'The sky and the ocean have two natures, like +ourselves,' + +At this moment the boat of the vessel, which had anchored about an +hour back, put to shore. + +'That seems an English brig,' said Herbert. 'I cannot exactly make out +its trim; it scarcely seems a merchant vessel.' + +The projection of the shore hid the boat from their sight as it +landed. The Herberts rose, and proceeded towards the harbour. There +were some rude steps cut in the rock which led from the immediate +shore to the terrace. As they approached these, two gentlemen +in sailors' jackets mounted suddenly. Lady Annabel and Venetia +simultaneously started as they recognised Lord Cadurcis and his +cousin. They were so close that neither party had time to prepare +themselves. Venetia found her hand in that of Plantagenet, while Lady +Annabel saluted George. Infinite were their mutual inquiries and +congratulations, but it so happened that, with one exception, no name +was mentioned. It was quite evident, however, to Herbert, that these +were very familiar acquaintances of his family; for, in the surprise +of the moment, Lord Cadurcis had saluted his daughter by her Christian +name. There was no slight emotion, too, displayed on all sides. +Indeed, independently of the agitation which so unexpected a +rencounter was calculated to produce, the presence of Herbert, after +the first moments of recognition, not a little excited the curiosity +of the young men, and in some degree occasioned the embarrassment +of all. Who was this stranger, on whom Venetia and her mother were +leaning with such fondness? He was scarcely too old to be the admirer +of Venetia, and if there were a greater disparity of years between +them than is usual, his distinguished appearance might well reconcile +the lady to her lot, or even justify her choice. Had, then, Cadurcis +again met Venetia only to find her the bride or the betrothed of +another? a mortifying situation, even an intolerable one, if his +feelings remained unchanged; and if the eventful year that had elapsed +since they parted had not replaced her image in his susceptible mind +by another more cherished, and, perhaps, less obdurate. Again, to Lady +Annabel the moment was one of great awkwardness, for the introduction +of her husband to those with whom she was recently so intimate, and +who were then aware that the name of that husband was never even +mentioned in her presence, recalled the painful past with a disturbing +vividness. Venetia, indeed, did not share these feelings fully, +but she thought it ungracious to anticipate her mother in the +announcement. + +The Herberts turned with Lord Cadurcis and his cousin; they were about +to retrace their steps on the terrace, when Lady Annabel, taking +advantage of the momentary silence, and summoning all her energy, with +a pale cheek and a voice that slightly faltered, said, 'Lord Cadurcis, +allow me to present you to Mr. Herbert, my husband,' she added with +emphasis. + +'Good God!' exclaimed Cadurcis, starting; and then, outstretching his +hand, he contrived to add, 'have I, indeed, the pleasure of seeing one +I have so long admired?' + +'Lord Cadurcis!' exclaimed Herbert, scarcely less surprised. 'Is it +Lord Cadurcis? This is a welcome meeting.' + +Everyone present felt overwhelmed with confusion or astonishment; Lady +Annabel sought refuge in presenting Captain Cadurcis to her husband. +This ceremony, though little noticed even by those more immediately +interested in it, nevertheless served, in some degree, as a diversion. +Herbert, who was only astonished, was the first who rallied. Perhaps +Lord Cadurcis was the only man in existence whom Herbert wished to +know. He had read his works with deep interest; at least, those +portions which foreign journals had afforded him. He was deeply +impressed with his fame and genius; but what perplexed him at this +moment, even more than his unexpected introduction to him, was the +singular, the very extraordinary circumstance, that the name of their +most celebrated countryman should never have escaped the lips either +of his wife or his daughter, although they appeared, and Venetia +especially, to be on terms with him of even domestic intimacy. + +'You arrived here to day, Lord Cadurcis?' said Herbert. 'From whence?' + +'Immediately from Naples, where we last touched,' replied his +lordship; 'but I have been residing at Athens.' + +'I envy you,' said Herbert. + +'It would be a fit residence for you,' said Lord Cadurcis. 'You were, +however, in some degree, my companion, for a volume of your poems was +one of the few books I had with me. I parted with all the rest, but I +retained that. It is in my cabin, and full of my scribblement. If you +would condescend to accept it, I would offer it to you.' + +Mr. Herbert and Lord Cadurcis maintained the conversation along the +terrace. Venetia, by whose side her old companion walked, was quite +silent. Once her eyes met those of Cadurcis; his expression of mingled +archness and astonishment was irresistible. His cousin and Lady +Annabel carried on a more suppressed conversation, but on ordinary +topics. When they had reached the olive-grove Herbert said, 'Here lies +our way homeward, my lord. If you and your cousin will accompany us, +it will delight Lady Annabel and myself.' + +'Nothing, I am sure, will give George and myself greater pleasure,' he +replied. 'We had, indeed, no purpose when you met us but to enjoy our +escape from imprisonment, little dreaming we should meet our kindest +and oldest friends,' he added. + +'Kindest and oldest friends!' thought Herbert to himself. 'Well, this +is strange indeed.' + +'It is but a slight distance,' said Lady Annabel, who thought it +necessary to enforce the invitation. 'We live in the valley, of which +yonder hill forms a part.' + +'And there we have passed our winter and our spring,' added Venetia, +'almost as delightfully as you could have done at Athens.' + +'Well,' thought Cadurcis to himself, 'I have seen many of the world's +marvels, but this day is a miracle.' + +When they had proceeded through the olive-wood, and mounted the +acclivity, they arrived at a path which permitted the ascent of only +one person at a time. Cadurcis was last, and followed Venetia. Unable +any longer to endure the suspense, he was rather irritated that she +kept so close to her father; he himself loitered a few paces behind, +and, breaking off a branch of laurel, he tossed it at her. She looked +round and smiled; he beckoned to her to fall back. 'Tell me, Venetia,' +he said, 'what does all this mean?' + +'It means that we are at last all very happy,' she replied. 'Do you +not see my father?' + +'Yes; and I am very glad to see him; but this company is the very last +in which I expected to have that pleasure.' + +'It is too long a story to tell now; you must imagine it.' + +'But are you glad to see me?' + +'Very.' + +'I don't think you care for me the least.' + +'Silly Lord Cadurcis!' she said, smiling. + +'If you call me Lord Cadurcis, I shall immediately go back to the +brig, and set sail this night for Athens.' + +'Well then, silly Plantagenet!' + +He laughed, and they ran on. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +'Well, I am not surprised that you should have passed your time +delightfully here,' said Lord Cadurcis to Lady Annabel, when they had +entered the villa; 'for I never beheld so delightful a retreat. It is +even more exquisite than your villa on the lake, of which George gave +me so glowing a description. I was almost tempted to hasten to you. +Would you have smiled on me!' he added, rather archly, and in a +coaxing tone. + +'I am more gratified that we have met here,' said Lady Annabel. + +'And thus,' added Cadurcis. + +'You have been a great traveller since we last met?' said Lady +Annabel, a little embarrassed. + +'My days of restlessness are over,' said Cadurcis. 'I desire nothing +more dearly than to settle down in the bosom of these green hills as +you have done.' + +'This life suits Mr. Herbert,' said Lady Annabel. 'He is fond of +seclusion, and you know I am accustomed to it.' + +'Ah! yes,' said Cadurcis, mournfully. 'When I was in Greece, I used +often to wish that none of us had ever left dear Cherbury; but I do +not now.' + +'We must forget Cherbury,' said Lady Annabel. + +'I cannot: I cannot forget her who cherished my melancholy childhood. +Dear Lady Annabel,' he added in a voice of emotion, and offering her +his hand, 'forget all my follies, and remember that I was your child, +once as dutiful as you were affectionate.' + +Who could resist this appeal? Lady Annabel, not without agitation, +yielded him her hand, which he pressed to his lips. 'Now I am again +happy,' said Cadurcis; 'now we are all happy. Sweetest of friends, you +have removed in a moment the bitterness of years.' + +Although lights were in the saloon, the windows opening on the portico +were not closed. The evening air was soft and balmy, and though the +moon had not risen, the distant hills were clear in the starlight. +Venetia was standing in the portico conversing with George Cadurcis. + +'I suppose you are too much of a Turk to drink our coffee, Lord +Cadurcis,' said Herbert. Cadurcis turned and joined him, together with +Lady Annabel. + +'Nay,' said Lord Cadurcis, in a joyous tone, 'Lady Annabel will answer +for me that I always find everything perfect under her roof.' + +Captain Cadurcis and Venetia now re-entered the villa; they clustered +round the table, and seated themselves. + +'Why, Venetia,' said Cadurcis, 'George met me in Sicily and quite +frightened me about you. Is it the air of the Apennines that has +worked these marvels? for, really, you appear to me exactly the same +as when we learnt the French vocabulary together ten years ago.' + +'"The French vocabulary together, ten years ago!"' thought Herbert; +'not a mere London acquaintance, then. This is very strange.' + +'Why, indeed, Plantagenet,' replied Venetia, 'I was very unwell when +George visited us; but I really have quite forgotten that I ever was +an invalid, and I never mean to be again.' + +'"Plantagenet!"' soliloquised Herbert. 'And this is the great poet +of whom I have heard so much! My daughter is tolerably familiar with +him.' + +'I have brought you all sorts of buffooneries from Stamboul,' +continued Cadurcis; 'sweetmeats, and slippers, and shawls, and daggers +worn only by sultanas, and with which, if necessary, they can keep +"the harem's lord" in order. I meant to have sent them with George to +England, for really I did not anticipate our meeting here.' + +'"Sweetmeats and slippers,"' said Herbert to himself, '"shawls and +daggers!" What next?' + +'And has George been with you all the time?' inquired Venetia. + +'Oh! we quarrelled now and then, of course. He found Athens dull, and +would stay at Constantinople, chained by the charms of a fair Perote, +to whom he wanted me to write sonnets in his name. I would not, +because I thought it immoral. But, on the whole, we got on very well; +a sort of Pylades and Orestes, I assure you; we never absolutely +fought.' + +'Come, come,' said George, 'Cadurcis is always ashamed of being +amiable. We were together much more than I ever intended or +anticipated. You know mine was a sporting tour; and therefore, of +course, we were sometimes separated. But he was exceedingly popular +with all parties, especially the Turks, whom he rewarded for their +courtesy by writing odes to the Greeks to stir them up to revolt.' + +'Well, they never read them,' said Cadurcis. 'All we, poor fellows, +can do,' he added, turning to Herbert, 'is to wake the Hellenistic +raptures of May Fair; and that they call fame; as much like fame as a +toadstool is like a truffle.' + +'Nevertheless, I hope the muse has not slumbered,' said Herbert; 'for +you have had the happiest inspiration in the climes in which you have +resided; not only are they essentially poetic, but they offer a virgin +vein.' + +'I have written a little,' replied Cadurcis; 'I will give it you, if +you like, some day to turn over. Yours is the only opinion that I +really care for. I have no great idea of the poetry; but I am very +strong in my costume. I feel very confident about that. I fancy I know +how to hit off a pasha, or touch in a Greek pirate now. As for all the +things I wrote in England, I really am ashamed of them. I got up my +orientalism from books, and sultans and sultanas at masquerades,' he +added, archly. 'I remember I made my heroines always wear turbans; +only conceive my horror when I found that a Turkish woman would as +soon think of putting my hat on as a turban, and that it was an +article of dress entirely confined to a Bond Street milliner.' + +The evening passed in interesting and diverting conversation; of +course, principally contributed by the two travellers, who had seen so +much. Inspirited by his interview with Lady Annabel, and her gracious +reception of his overtures, Lord Cadurcis was in one of those frolic +humours, which we have before noticed was not unnatural to him. He had +considerable powers of mimicry, and the talent that had pictured to +Venetia in old days, with such liveliness, the habits of the old maids +of Morpeth, was now engaged on more considerable topics; an interview +with a pasha, a peep into a harem, a visit to a pirate's isle, the +slave-market, the bazaar, the barracks of the janissaries, all touched +with irresistible vitality, and coloured with the rich phrases of +unrivalled force of expression. The laughter was loud and continual; +even Lady Annabel joined zealously in the glee. As for Herbert, he +thought Cadurcis by far the most hearty and amusing person he had ever +known, and could not refrain from contrasting him with the picture +which his works and the report of the world had occasionally enabled +him to sketch to his mind's eye; the noble, young, and impassioned +bard, pouring forth the eloquent tide of his morbid feelings to an +idolising world, from whose applause he nevertheless turned with an +almost misanthropic melancholy. + +It was now much past the noon of night, and the hour of separation, +long postponed, was inevitable. Often had Cadurcis risen to depart, +and often, without regaining his seat, had he been tempted by his +friends, and especially Venetia, into fresh narratives. At last he +said, 'Now we must go. Lady Annabel looks good night. I remember the +look,' he said, laughing, 'when we used to beg for a quarter of an +hour more. O Venetia! do not you remember that Christmas when dear +old Masham read Julius Caesar, and we were to sit up until it was +finished. When he got to the last act I hid his spectacles. I never +confessed it until this moment. Will you pardon me, Lady Annabel?' and +he pressed his hands together in a mockery of supplication. + +'Will you come and breakfast with us to-morrow?' said Lady Annabel. + +'With delight,' he answered. 'I am used, you know, to walks before +breakfast. George, I do not think George can do it, though. George +likes his comforts; he is a regular John Bull. He was always calling +for tea when we were in Turkey!' + +At this moment Mistress Pauncefort entered the room, ostensibly on +some little affair of her mistress, but really to reconnoitre. + +'Ah! Mistress Pauncefort; my old friend, Mistress Pauncefort, how do +you do?' exclaimed his lordship. + +'Quite well, my lord, please your lordship; and very glad to see your +lordship again, and looking so well too.' + +'Ah! Mistress Pauncefort, you always flattered me!' + +'Oh! dear, my lord, your lordship, no,' said Mistress Pauncefort, with +a simper. + +'But you, Pauncefort,' said Cadurcis, 'why there must be some magic in +the air here. I have been complimenting your lady and Miss Venetia; +but really, you, I should almost have thought it was some younger +sister.' + +'Oh! my lord, you have such a way,' said Mistress Pauncefort, +retreating with a slow step that still lingered for a remark. + +'Pauncefort, is that an Italian cap?' said Lord Cadurcis; 'you know, +Pauncefort, you were always famous for your caps.' + +Mistress Pauncefort disappeared in a fluster of delight. + +And now they had indeed departed. There was a pause of complete +silence after they had disappeared, the slight and not painful +reaction after the mirthful excitement of the last few hours. At +length Herbert, dropping, as was his evening custom, a few drops of +orange-flower into a tumbler of water, said, 'Annabel, my love, I am +rather surprised that neither you nor Venetia should have mentioned to +me that you knew, and knew so intimately, a man like Lord Cadurcis.' + +Lady Annabel appeared a little confused; she looked even at Venetia, +but Venetia's eyes were on the ground. At length she said, 'In truth, +Marmion, since we met we have thought only of you.' + +'Cadurcis Abbey, papa, is close to Cherbury,' said Venetia. + +'Cherbury!' said Herbert, with a faint blush. 'I have never seen it, +and now I shall never see it. No matter, my country is your mother and +yourself. Some find a home in their country, I find a country in my +home. Well,' he added, in a gayer tone, 'it has gratified me much to +meet Lord Cadurcis. We were happy before, but now we are even gay. +I like to see you smile, Annabel, and hear Venetia laugh. I feel, +myself, quite an unusual hilarity. Cadurcis! It is very strange how +often I have mused over that name. A year ago it was one of my few +wishes to know him; my wishes, then, dear Annabel, were not very +ambitious. They did not mount so high as you have since permitted +them. And now I do know him, and under what circumstances! Is not life +strange? But is it not happy? I feel it so. Good night, sweet wife; +my darling daughter, a happy, happy night!' He embraced them ere +they retired; and opening a volume composed his mind after the novel +excitement of the evening. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Cadurcis left the brig early in the morning alone, and strolled +towards the villa. He met Herbert half-way to Spezzia, who turned back +with him towards home. They sat down on a crag opposite the sea; there +was a light breeze, the fishing boats wore out, and the view was as +animated as the fresh air was cheering. + +'There they go,' said Cadurcis, smiling, 'catching John Dory, as you +and I try to catch John Bull. Now if these people could understand +what two great men were watching them, how they would stare! But they +don't care a sprat for us, not they! They are not part of the world +the three or four thousand civilised savages for whom we sweat our +brains, and whose fetid breath perfumed with musk is fame. Pah!' + +Herbert smiled. 'I have not cared much myself for this same world.' + +'Why, no; you have done something, and shown your contempt for them. +No one can deny that. I will some day, if I have an opportunity. I owe +it them; I think I can show them a trick or two still.[A] I have got a +Damascus blade in store for their thick hides. I will turn their flank +yet.' + +[Footnote A: I think I know a trick or two would turn Your flanks. +_Don Juan_.] + +'And gain a victory where conquest brings no glory. You are worth +brighter laurels, Lord Cadurcis.' + +'Now is not it the most wonderful thing in the world that you and I +have met?' said Cadurcis. 'Now I look upon ourselves as something +like, eh! Fellows with some pith in them. By Jove, if we only joined +together, how we could lay it on! Crack, crack, crack; I think I see +them wincing under the thong, the pompous poltroons! If you only knew +how they behaved to me! By Jove, sir, they hooted me going to the +House of Lords, and nearly pulled me off my horse. The ruffians would +have massacred me if they could; and then they all ran away from a +drummer-boy and a couple of grenadiers, who were going the rounds to +change guard. Was not that good? Fine, eh? A brutish mob in a fit of +morality about to immolate a gentleman, and then scampering off from a +sentry. I call that human nature!' + +'As long as they leave us alone, and do not burn us alive, I am +content,' said Herbert. 'I am callous to what they say.' + +'So am I,' said Cadurcis. 'I made out a list the other day of all +the persons and things I have been compared to. It begins well, with +Alcibiades, but it ends with the Swiss giantess or the Polish dwarf, I +forget which. Here is your book. You see it has been well thumbed. In +fact, to tell the truth, it was my cribbing book, and I always kept +it by me when I was writing at Athens, like a gradus, a _gradus ad +Parnassum_, you know. But although I crib, I am candid, and you see I +fairly own it to you.' + +'You are welcome to all I have ever written,' said Herbert. 'Mine were +but crude dreams. I wished to see man noble and happy; but if he will +persist in being vile and miserable, I must even be content. I can +struggle for him no more.' + +'Well, you opened my mind,' said Cadurcis. 'I owe you everything; +but I quite agree with you that nothing is worth an effort. As for +philosophy and freedom, and all that, they tell devilish well in a +stanza; but men have always been fools and slaves, and fools and +slaves they always will be.' + +'Nay,' said Herbert, 'I will not believe that. I will not give up +a jot of my conviction of a great and glorious future for human +destinies; but its consummation will not be so rapid as I once +thought, and in the meantime I die.' + +'Ah, death!' said Lord Cadurcis, 'that is a botherer. What can you +make of death? There are those poor fishermen now; there will be a +white squall some day, and they will go down with those lateen sails +of theirs, and be food for the very prey they were going to catch; and +if you continue living here, you may eat one of your neighbours in +the shape of a shoal of red mullets, when it is the season. The great +secret, we cannot penetrate that with all our philosophy, my dear +Herbert. "All that we know is, nothing can be known." Barren, barren, +barren! And yet what a grand world it is! Look at this bay, these blue +waters, the mountains, and these chestnuts, devilish fine! The fact +is, truth is veiled, but, like the Shekinah over the tabernacle, the +veil is of dazzling light!' + +'Life is the great wonder,' said Herbert, 'into which all that is +strange and startling resolves itself. The mist of familiarity +obscures from us the miracle of our being. Mankind are constantly +starting at events which they consider extraordinary. But a +philosopher acknowledges only one miracle, and that is life. Political +revolutions, changes of empire, wrecks of dynasties and the opinions +that support them, these are the marvels of the vulgar, but these are +only transient modifications of life. The origin of existence is, +therefore, the first object which a true philosopher proposes to +himself. Unable to discover it, he accepts certain results from +his unbiassed observation of its obvious nature, and on them he +establishes certain principles to be our guides in all social +relations, whether they take the shape of laws or customs. +Nevertheless, until the principle of life be discovered, all theories +and all systems of conduct founded on theory must be considered +provisional.' + +'And do you believe that there is a chance of its being discovered?' +inquired Cadurcis. + +'I cannot, from any reason in my own intelligence, find why it should +not,' said Herbert. + +'You conceive it possible that a man may attain earthly immortality?' +inquired Cadurcis. + +'Undoubtedly.' + +'By Jove,' said Cadurcis, 'if I only knew how, I would purchase an +immense annuity directly.' + +'When I said undoubtedly,' said Herbert, smiling, 'I meant only to +express that I know no invincible reason to the contrary. I see +nothing inconsistent with the existence of a Supreme Creator in the +annihilation of death. It appears to me an achievement worthy of his +omnipotence. I believe in the possibility, but I believe in nothing +more. I anticipate the final result, but not by individual means. It +will, of course, be produced by some vast and silent and continuous +operation of nature, gradually effecting some profound and +comprehensive alteration in her order, a change of climate, for +instance, the great enemy of life, so that the inhabitants of the +earth may attain a patriarchal age. This renovated breed may in turn +produce a still more vigorous offspring, and so we may ascend the +scale, from the threescore and ten of the Psalmist to the immortality +of which we speak. Indeed I, for my own part, believe the operation +has already commenced, although thousands of centuries may elapse +before it is consummated; the threescore and ten of the Psalmist is +already obsolete; the whole world is talking of the general change of +its seasons and its atmosphere. If the origin of America were such as +many profound philosophers suppose, viz., a sudden emersion of a new +continent from the waves, it is impossible to doubt that such an event +must have had a very great influence on the climate of the world. +Besides, why should we be surprised that the nature of man should +change? Does not everything change? Is not change the law of nature? +My skin changes every year, my hair never belongs to me a month, the +nail on my hand is only a passing possession. I doubt whether a man at +fifty is the same material being that he is at five-and-twenty.' + +'I wonder,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'if a creditor brought an action +against you at fifty for goods delivered at five-and-twenty, one +could set up the want of identity as a plea in bar. It would be a +consolation to an elderly gentleman.' + +'I am afraid mankind are too hostile to philosophy,' said Herbert, +smiling, 'to permit so desirable a consummation.' + +'Should you consider a long life a blessing?' said Cadurcis. 'Would +you like, for instance, to live to the age of Methusalem?' + +'Those whom the gods love die young,' said Herbert. 'For the last +twenty years I have wished to die, and I have sought death. But my +feelings, I confess, on that head are at present very much modified.' + +'Youth, glittering youth!' said Cadurcis in a musing tone; 'I remember +when the prospect of losing my youth frightened me out of my wits; +I dreamt of nothing but grey hairs, a paunch, and the gout or the +gravel. But I fancy every period of life has its pleasures, and as we +advance in life the exercise of power and the possession of wealth +must be great consolations to the majority; we bully our children and +hoard our cash.' + +'Two most noble occupations!' said Herbert; 'but I think in this world +there is just as good a chance of being bullied by our children first, +and paying their debts afterwards.' + +'Faith! you are right,' said Cadurcis, laughing, 'and lucky is he who +has neither creditors nor offspring, and who owes neither money nor +affection, after all the most difficult to pay of the two.' + +'It cannot be commanded, certainly,' said Herbert 'There is no usury +for love.' + +'And yet it is very expensive, too, sometimes, said Cadurcis, +laughing. 'For my part, sympathy is a puzzler.' + +'You should read Cabanis,' said Herbert, 'if indeed, you have not. +I think I may find it here; I will lend it you. It has, from its +subject, many errors, but it is very suggestive.' + +'Now, that is kind, for I have not a book here, and, after all, there +is nothing like reading. I wish I had read more, but it is not too +late. I envy you your learning, besides so many other things. However, +I hope we shall not part in a hurry; we have met at last,' he said, +extending his hand, 'and we were always friends.' + +Herbert shook his hand very warmly. 'I can assure you, Lord Cadurcis, +you have not a more sincere admirer of your genius. I am happy in your +society. For myself, I now aspire to be nothing better than an idler +in life, turning over a page, and sometimes noting down a fancy. You +have, it appears, known my family long and intimately, and you were, +doubtless, surprised at finding me with them. I have returned to +my hearth, and I am content. Once I sacrificed my happiness to my +philosophy, and now I have sacrificed my philosophy to my happiness.' + +'Dear friend!' said Cadurcis, putting his arm affectionately in +Herbert's as they walked along, 'for, indeed, you must allow me to +style you so; all the happiness and all the sorrow of my life alike +flow from your roof!' + +In the meantime Lady Annabel and Venetia came forth from the villa to +their morning meal in their amphitheatre of hills. Marmion was not +there to greet them as usual. + +'Was not Plantagenet amusing last night?' said Venetia; 'and are not +you happy, dear mother, to see him once more?' + +'Indeed I am now always happy,' said Lady Annabel. + +'And George was telling me last night, in this portico, of all their +life. He is more attached to Plantagenet than ever. He says it is +impossible for any one to have behaved with greater kindness, or to +have led, in every sense, a more calm and rational life. When he was +alone at Athens, he did nothing but write. George says that all his +former works are nothing to what he has written now.' + +'He is very engaging,' said Lady Annabel. + +'I think he will be such a delightful companion for papa. I am sure +papa must like him. I hope he will stay some time; for, after all, +poor dear papa, he must require a little amusement besides our +society. Instead of being with his books, he might be walking and +talking with Plantagenet. I think, dearest mother, we shall be happier +than ever!' + +At this moment Herbert, with Cadurcis leaning on his arm, and +apparently speaking with great earnestness, appeared in the distance. +'There they are,' said Venetia; 'I knew they would be friends. Come, +dearest mother, let us meet them.' + +'You see, Lady Annabel,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'it is just as I said: +Mr. George is not here; he is having tea and toast on board the brig.' + +'I do not believe it,' said Venetia, smiling. + +They seated themselves at the breakfast-table. + +'You should have seen our Apennine breakfasts in the autumn, Lord +Cadurcis,' said Herbert. 'Every fruit of nature seemed crowded before +us. It was indeed a meal for a poet or a painter like Paul Veronese; +our grapes, our figs, our peaches, our mountain strawberries, they +made a glowing picture. For my part, I have an original prejudice +against animal food which I have never quite overcome, and I believe +it is only to please Lady Annabel that I have relapsed into the heresy +of cutlets.' + +'Do you think I have grown fatter, Lady Annabel?' said Lord Cadurcis, +starting up; 'I brought myself down at Athens to bread and olives, but +I have been committing terrible excesses lately, but only fish.' + +'Ah! here is George!' said Lady Annabel. + +And Captain Cadurcis appeared, followed by a couple of sailors, +bearing a huge case. + +'George,' said Venetia, 'I have been defending you against +Plantagenet; he said you would not come.' + +'Never mind, George, it was only behind your back,' said Lord +Cadurcis; 'and, under those legitimate circumstances, why even our +best friends cannot expect us to spare them.' + +'I have brought Venetia her toys,' said Captain Cadurcis, 'and she was +right to defend me, as I have been working for her.' + +The top of the case was knocked off, and all the Turkish buffooneries, +as Cadurcis called them, made their appearance: slippers, and shawls, +and bottles of perfumes, and little hand mirrors, beautifully +embroidered; and fanciful daggers, and rosaries, and a thousand other +articles, of which they had plundered the bazaars of Constantinople. + +'And here is a Turkish volume of poetry, beautifully illuminated; and +that is for you,' said Cadurcis giving it to Herbert. 'Perhaps it is a +translation of one of our works. Who knows? We can always say it is.' + +'This is the second present you have made me this morning. Here is a +volume of my works,' said Herbert, producing the book that Cadurcis +had before given him. 'I never expected that anything I wrote would be +so honoured. This, too, is the work of which I am the least ashamed +for my wife admired it. There, Annabel, even though Lord Cadurcis is +here, I will present it to you; 'tis an old friend.' + +Lady Annabel accepted the book very graciously, and, in spite of all +the temptations of her toys, Venetia could not refrain from peeping +over her mother's shoulder at its contents. 'Mother,' she whispered, +in a voice inaudible save to Lady Annabel, 'I may read this!' + +Lady Annabel gave it her. + +'And now we must send for Pauncefort, I think,' said Lady Annabel, 'to +collect and take care of our treasures.' + +'Pauncefort,' said Lord Cadurcis, when that gentlewoman appeared, 'I +have brought you a shawl, but I could not bring you a turban, because +the Turkish ladies do not wear turbans; but if I had thought we should +have met so soon, I would have had one made on purpose for you.' + +'La! my lord, you always are so polite!' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +When the breakfast was over, they wandered about the valley, which +Cadurcis could not sufficiently admire. Insensibly he drew Venetia +from the rest of the party, on the pretence of showing her a view at +some little distance. They walked along by the side of a rivulet, +which glided through the hills, until they were nearly a mile from the +villa, though still in sight. + +'Venetia,' he at length said, turning the conversation to a more +interesting topic, 'your father and myself have disburthened our minds +to each, other this morning; I think we know each other now as well as +if we were as old acquaintances as myself and his daughter.' + +'Ah! I knew that you and papa must agree,' said Venetia; 'I was saying +so this morning to my mother.' + +'Venetia,' said Cadurcis, with a laughing eye, 'all this is very +strange, is it not?' + +'Very strange, indeed, Plantagenet; I should not be surprised if it +appeared to you as yet even incredible.' + +'It is miraculous,' said Cadurcis, 'but not incredible; an angel +interfered, and worked the miracle. I know all.' + +Venetia looked at him with a faint flush upon her cheek; she gathered +a flower and plucked it to pieces. + +'What a singular destiny ours has been, Venetia! 'said Cadurcis. 'Do +you know, I can sit for an hour together and muse over it.' + +'Can you, Plantagenet?' + +'I have such an extraordinary memory; I do not think I ever forgot +anything. We have had some remarkable conversations in our time, +eh, Venetia? Do you remember my visit to Cherbury before I went to +Cambridge, and the last time I saw you before I left England? And now +it all ends in this! What do you think of it, Venetia?' + +'Think of what, Plantagenet?' + +'Why, of this reconciliation?' + +'Dear Plantagenet, what can I think of it but what I have expressed, +that it is a wonderful event, but the happiest in my life.' + +'You are quite happy now?' + +'Quite.' + +'I see you do not care for me the least.' + +'Plantagenet, you are perverse. Are you not here?' + +'Did you ever think of me when I was away?' + +'You know very well, Plantagenet, that it is impossible for me to +cease to be interested in you. Could I refrain from thinking of such a +friend?' + +'Friend! poh! I am not your friend; and, as for that, you never once +mentioned my name to your father, Miss Venetia.' + +'You might easily conceive that there were reasons for such silence,' +said Venetia. 'It could not arise on my part from forgetfulness or +indifference; for, even if my feelings were changed towards you, you +are not a person that one would, or even could, avoid speaking of, +especially to papa, who must have felt such interest in you! I am +sure, even if I had not known you, there were a thousand occasions +which would have called your name to my lips, had they been +uncontrolled by other considerations.' + +'Come, Venetia, I am not going to submit to compliments from you,' +said Lord Cadurcis; 'no blarney. I wish you only to think of me as +you did ten years ago. I will not have our hearts polluted by the +vulgarity of fame. I want you to feel for me as you did when we were +children. I will not be an object of interest, and admiration, and +fiddlestick to you; I will not submit to it.' + +'Well, you shall not,' said Venetia, laughing. 'I will not admire you +the least; I will only think of you as a good little boy.' + +'You do not love me any longer, I see that,' said Cadurcis. + +'Yes I do, Plantagenet.' + +'You do not love me so much as you did the night before I went to +Eton, and we sat over the fire? Ah! how often I have thought of that +night when I was at Athens!' he added in a tone of emotion. + +'Dear Plantagenet,' said Venetia, 'do not be silly. I am in the +highest spirits in the world; I am quite gay with happiness, and all +because you have returned. Do not spoil my pleasure.' + +'Ah, Venetia! I see how it is; you have forgotten me, or worse than +forgotten me.' + +'Well, I am sure I do not know what to say to satisfy you,' said +Venetia. 'I think you very unreasonable, and very ungrateful too, for +I have always been your friend, Plantagenet, and I am sure you know +it. You sent me a message before you went abroad.' + +'Darling!' said Lord Cadurcis, seizing her hand, 'I am not ungrateful, +I am not unreasonable. I adore you. You were very kind then, when all +the world was against me. You shall see how I will pay them off, the +dogs! and worse than dogs, their betters far; dogs are faithful. Do +you remember poor old Marmion? How we were mystified, Venetia! Little +did we think then who was Marmion's godfather.' + +Venetia smiled; but she said, 'I do not like this bitterness of yours, +Plantagenet. You have no cause to complain of the world, and you +magnify a petty squabble with a contemptible coterie into a quarrel +with a nation. It is not a wise humour, and, if you indulge it, it +will not be a happy one.' + +'I will do exactly what you wish on every subject, said Cadurcis, 'if +you will do exactly what I wish on one.' + +'Well!' said Venetia. + +'Once you told me,' said Cadurcis, 'that you would not marry me +without the consent of your father; then, most unfairly, you added to +your conditions the consent of your mother. Now both your parents are +very opportunely at hand; let us fall down upon our knees, and beg +their blessing.' + +'O! my dear Plantagenet, I think it will be much better for me never +to marry. We are both happy now; let us remain so. You can live here, +and I can be your sister. Will not that do?' + +'No, Venetia, it will not.' + +'Dear Plantagenet!' said Venetia with a faltering voice, 'if you knew +how much I had suffered, dear Plantagenet!' + +'I know it; I know all,' said Cadurcis, taking her arm and placing it +tenderly in his. 'Now listen to me, sweet girl; I loved you when a +child, when I was unknown to the world, and unknown to myself; I loved +you as a youth not utterly inexperienced in the world, and when my +rising passions had taught me to speculate on the character of women; +I loved you as a man, Venetia, with that world at my feet, that +world which I scorn, but which I will command; I have been constant, +Venetia; your heart assures you, of that. You are the only being in +existence who exercises over me any influence; and the influence you +possess is irresistible and eternal. It springs from some deep and +mysterious sympathy of blood which I cannot penetrate. It can neither +be increased nor diminished by time. It is entirely independent of +its action. I pretend not to love you more at this moment than when +I first saw you, when you entered the terrace-room at Cherbury and +touched my cheek. From that moment I was yours. I declare to you, most +solemnly I declare to you, that I know not what love is except to you. +The world has called me a libertine; the truth is, no other woman can +command my spirit for an hour. I see through them at a glance. I read +all their weakness, frivolity, vanity, affectation, as if they were +touched by the revealing rod of Asmodeus. You were born to be my +bride. Unite yourself with me, control my destiny, and my course shall +be like the sun of yesterday; but reject me, reject me, and I devote +all my energies to the infernal gods; I will pour my lava over the +earth until all that remains of my fatal and exhausted nature is a +black and barren cone surrounded by bitter desolation.' + +'Plantagenet; be calm!' + +'I am perfectly calm, Venetia. You talk to me of your sufferings. +What has occasioned them? A struggle against nature. Nature has now +triumphed, and you are happy. What necessity was there for all this +misery that has fallen on your house? Why is your father an exile? Do +not you think that if your mother had chosen to exert her influence +she might have prevented the most fatal part of his career? +Undoubtedly despair impelled his actions as much as philosophy, though +I give him credit for a pure and lofty spirit, to no man more. But not +a murmur against your mother from me. She received my overtures of +reconciliation last night with more than cordiality. She is your +mother, Venetia, and she once was mine. Indeed, I love her; indeed, +you would find that I would study her happiness. For after all, sweet, +is there another woman in existence better qualified to fill the +position of my mother-in-law? I could not behave unkindly to her; I +could not treat her with neglect or harshness; not merely for the +sake of her many admirable qualities, but from other considerations, +Venetia, considerations we never can forget. By heavens! I love your +mother; I do, indeed, Venetia! I remember so many things; her last +words to me when I went to Eton. If she would only behave kindly +to me, you would see what a son-in-law I should make. You would be +jealous, that you should, Venetia. I can bear anything from you, +Venetia, but, with others, I cannot forget who I am. It makes me +bitter to be treated as Lady Annabel treated me last year in London: +but a smile and a kind word and I recall all her maternal love; I do +indeed, Venetia; last night when she was kind I could have kissed +her!' + +Poor Venetia could not answer, her tears were flowing so plenteously. +'I have told your father all, sweetest,' said Cadurcis; 'I concealed +nothing.' + +'And what said he?' murmured Venetia. + +'It rests with your mother. After all that has passed, he will +not attempt to control your fate. And he is right. Perhaps his +interference in my favour might even injure me. But there is no cause +for despair; all I wanted was to come to an understanding with you; to +be sure you loved me as you always have done. I will not be impatient. +I will do everything to soothe and conciliate and gratify Lady +Annabel; you will see how I will behave! As you say, too, we are happy +because we are together; and, therefore, it would be unreasonable not +to be patient. I never can be sufficiently grateful for this meeting. +I concluded you would be in England, though we were on our way to +Milan to inquire after you. George has been a great comfort to me in +all this affair, Venetia; he loves you, Venetia, almost as much as +I do. I think I should have gone mad during that cursed affair in +England, had it not been for George. I thought you would hate me; but, +when George brought me your message, I cared for nothing; and then his +visit to the lake was so devilish kind! He is a noble fellow and a +true friend. My sweet, sweet Venetia, dry your eyes. Let us rejoin +them with a smile. We have not been long away, I will pretend we have +been violet hunting,' said Cadurcis, stooping down and plucking up a +handful of flowers. 'Do you remember our violets at home, Venetia? +Do you know, Venetia, I always fancy every human being is like some +object in nature; and you always put me in mind of a violet so fresh +and sweet and delicate!' + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +'We have been exploring the happy valley,' said Lord Cadurcis to Lady +Annabel, 'and here is our plunder,' and he gave her the violets. + +'You were always fond of flowers,' said Lady Annabel. + +'Yes, I imbibed the taste from you,' said Cadurcis, gratified by the +gracious remark. + +He seated himself at her feet, examined and admired her work, and +talked of old times, but with such infinite discretion, that he did +not arouse a single painful association. Venetia was busied with her +father's poems, and smiled often at the manuscript notes of Cadurcis. +Lying, as usual, on the grass, and leaning his head on his left arm, +Herbert was listening to Captain Cadurcis, who was endeavouring to +give him a clear idea of the Bosphorus. Thus the morning wore away, +until the sun drove them into the villa. + +'I will show you my library, Lord Cadurcis,' said Herbert. + +Cadurcis followed him into a spacious apartment, where he found a +collection so considerable that he could not suppress his surprise. +'Italian spoils chiefly,' said Herbert; 'a friend of mine purchased +an old library at Bologna for me, and it turned out richer than I +imagined: the rest are old friends that have been with me, many of +them at least, at college. I brought them back with me from America, +for then they were my only friends.' + +'Can you find Cabanis?' said Lord Cadurcis. + +Herbert looked about. It is in this neighbourhood, I imagine,' he +said. Cadurcis endeavoured to assist him. 'What is this?' he said; +'Plato!' + +'I should like to read Plato at Athens,' said Herbert. 'My ambition +now does not soar beyond such elegant fortune.' + +'We are all under great obligations to Plato,' said Cadurcis. 'I +remember, when I was in London, I always professed myself his +disciple, and it is astonishing what results I experienced. Platonic +love was a great invention.' + +Herbert smiled; but, as he saw Cadurcis knew nothing about the +subject, he made no reply. + +'Plato says, or at least I think he says, that life is love,' said +Cadurcis. 'I have said it myself in a very grand way too; I believe I +cribbed it from you. But what does he mean? I am sure I meant nothing; +but I dare say you did.' + +'I certainly had some meaning,' said Herbert, stopping in his search, +and smiling, 'but I do not know whether I expressed it. The principle +of every motion, that is of all life, is desire or love: at present; +I am in love with the lost volume of Cabanis, and, if it were not +for the desire of obtaining it, I should not now be affording any +testimony of my vitality by looking after it.' + +'That is very clear,' said Cadurcis, 'but I was thinking of love in +the vulgar sense, in the shape of a petticoat. Certainly, when I am in +love with a woman, I feel love is life; but, when I am out of love, +which often happens, and generally very soon, I still contrive to +live.' + +'We exist,' said Herbert, 'because we sympathise. If we did not +sympathise with the air, we should die. But, if we only sympathised +with the air, we should be in the lowest order of brutes, baser than +the sloth. Mount from the sloth to the poet. It is sympathy that makes +you a poet. It is your desire that the airy children of your brain +should be born anew within another's, that makes you create; +therefore, a misanthropical poet is a contradiction in terms.' + +'But when he writes a lampoon?' said Cadurcis. + +'He desires that the majority, who are not lampooned, should share his +hate,' said Herbert. + +'But Swift lampooned the species,' said Cadurcis. 'For my part, I +think life is hatred.' + +'But Swift was not sincere, for he wrote the Drapier's Letters at the +same time. Besides, the very fact of your abusing mankind proves that +you do not hate them; it is clear that you are desirous of obtaining +their good opinion of your wit. You value them, you esteem them, you +love them. Their approbation causes you to act, and makes you happy. +As for sexual love,' said Herbert, 'of which you were speaking, its +quality and duration depend upon the degree of sympathy that subsists +between the two persons interested. Plato believed, and I believe with +him, in the existence of a spiritual antitype of the soul, so that +when we are born, there is something within us which, from the instant +we live and move, thirsts after its likeness. This propensity develops +itself with the development of our nature. The gratification of the +senses soon becomes a very small part of that profound and complicated +sentiment, which we call love. Love, on the contrary, is an universal +thirst for a communion, not merely of the senses, but of our whole +nature, intellectual, imaginative, and sensitive. He who finds his +antitype, enjoys a love perfect and enduring; time cannot change it, +distance cannot remove it; the sympathy is complete. He who loves an +object that approaches his antitype, is proportionately happy, the +sympathy is feeble or strong, as it may be. If men were properly +educated, and their faculties fully developed,' continued Herbert, +'the discovery of the antitype would be easy; and, when the day +arrives that it is a matter of course, the perfection of civilisation +will be attained.' + +'I believe in Plato,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'and I think I have found my +antitype. His theory accounts for what I never could understand.' + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +In the course of the evening Lady Annabel requested Lord Cadurcis and +his cousin to take up their quarters at the villa. Independent of the +delight which such an invitation occasioned him, Cadurcis was doubly +gratified by its being given by her. It was indeed her unprompted +solicitation; for neither Herbert nor even Venetia, however much +they desired the arrangement, was anxious to appear eager for its +fulfilment. Desirous of pleasing her husband and her daughter; a +little penitent as to her previous treatment of Cadurcis, now that +time and strange events had combined to soften her feelings; and won +by his engaging demeanour towards herself, Lady Annabel had of mere +impulse resolved upon the act; and she was repaid by the general air +of gaiety and content which it diffused through the circle. + +Few weeks indeed passed ere her ladyship taught herself even to +contemplate the possibility of an union between her daughter and +Lord Cadurcis. The change which had occurred in her own feelings and +position had in her estimation removed very considerable barriers to +such a result. It would not become her again to urge the peculiarity +of his temperament as an insuperable objection to the marriage; that +was out of the question, even if the conscience of Lady Annabel +herself, now that she was so happy, were perfectly free from any +participation in the causes which occasioned the original estrangement +between Herbert and herself. Desirous too, as all mothers are, that +her daughter should be suitably married, Lady Annabel could not shut +her eyes to the great improbability of such an event occurring, now +that Venetia had, as it were, resigned all connection with her native +country. As to her daughter marrying a foreigner, the very idea was +intolerable to her; and Venetia appeared therefore to have resumed +that singular and delicate position which she occupied at Cherbury in +earlier years, when Lady Annabel had esteemed her connection with Lord +Cadurcis so fortunate and auspicious. Moreover, while Lord Cadurcis, +in birth, rank, country, and consideration, offered in every view of +the ease so gratifying an alliance, he was perhaps the only Englishman +whose marriage into her family would not deprive her of the society of +her child. Cadurcis had a great distaste for England, which he seized +every opportunity to express. He continually declared that he would +never return there; and his habits of seclusion and study so entirely +accorded with those of her husband, that Lady Annabel did not doubt +they would continue to form only one family; a prospect so engaging to +her, that it would perhaps have alone removed the distrust which she +had so unfortunately cherished against the admirer of her daughter; +and although some of his reputed opinions occasioned her doubtless +considerable anxiety, he was nevertheless very young, and far from +emancipated from the beneficial influence of his early education. She +was sanguine that this sheep would yet return to the fold where once +he had been tended with so much solicitude. When too she called to +mind the chastened spirit of her husband, and could not refrain from +feeling that, had she not quitted him, he might at a much earlier +period have attained a mood so full of promise and to her so cheering, +she could not resist the persuasion that, under the influence of +Venetia, Cadurcis might speedily free himself from the dominion of +that arrogant genius to which, rather than to any serious conviction, +the result of a studious philosophy, she attributed his indifference +on the most important of subjects. On the whole, however, it was with +no common gratification that Lady Annabel observed the strong and +intimate friendship that arose between her husband and Cadurcis. They +were inseparable companions. Independently of the natural sympathy +between two highly imaginative minds, there were in the superior +experience, the noble character, the vast knowledge, and refined taste +of Herbert, charms of which Cadurcis was very susceptible Cadurcis had +not been a great reader himself, and he liked the company of one whose +mind was at once so richly cultured and so deeply meditative: thus he +obtained matter and spirit distilled through the alembic of another's +brain. Jealousy had never had a place in Herbert's temperament; now he +was insensible even to emulation. He spoke of Cadurcis as he thought, +with the highest admiration; as one without a rival, and in whose +power it was to obtain an imperishable fame. It was his liveliest +pleasure to assist the full development of such an intellect, and to +pour to him, with a lavish hand, all the treasures of his taste, his +learning, his fancy, and his meditation. His kind heart, his winning +manners, his subdued and perfect temper, and the remembrance of the +relation which he bore to Venetia, completed the spell which bound +Cadurcis to him with all the finest feelings of his nature. It was, +indeed, an intercourse peculiarly beneficial to Cadurcis, whose career +had hitherto tended rather to the development of the power, than the +refinement of his genius; and to whom an active communion with an +equal spirit of a more matured intelligence was an incident rather to +be desired than expected. Herbert and Cadurcis, therefore, spent their +mornings together, sometimes in the library, sometimes wandering in +the chestnut woods, sometimes sailing in the boat of the brig, for +they were both fond of the sea: in these excursions, George was in +general their companion. He had become a great favourite with Herbert, +as with everybody else. No one managed a boat so well, although +Cadurcis prided himself also on his skill in this respect; and George +was so frank and unaffected, and so used to his cousin's habits, that +his presence never embarrassed Herbert and Cadurcis, and they read or +conversed quite at their ease, as if there were no third person to +mar, by his want of sympathy, the full communion of their intellect. +The whole circle met at dinner, and never again parted until at a late +hour of night. This was a most agreeable life; Cadurcis himself, good +humoured because he was happy, doubly exerted himself to ingratiate +himself with Lady Annabel, and felt every day that he was advancing. +Venetia always smiled upon him, and praised him delightfully for his +delightful conduct. + +In the evening, Herbert would read to them the manuscript poem of +Cadurcis, the fruits of his Attic residence and Grecian meditations. +The poet would sometimes affect a playful bashfulness on this head, +perhaps not altogether affected, and amuse Venetia, in a whisper, with +his running comments; or exclaim with an arch air, 'I say, Venetia, +what would Mrs. Montague and the Blues give for this, eh? I can fancy +Hannah More in decent ecstasies!' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +'It is an odd thing, my dear Herbert,' said Cadurcis to his friend, in +one of these voyages, 'that destiny should have given you and me the +same tutor.' + +'Masham!' said Herbert, smiling. 'I tell you what is much more +singular, my dear Cadurcis; it is, that, notwithstanding being our +tutor, a mitre should have fallen upon his head.' + +'I am heartily glad,' said Cadurcis. 'I like Masham very much; I +really have a sincere affection for him. Do you know, during my +infernal affair about those accursed Monteagles, when I went to the +House of Lords, and was cut even by my own party; think of that, the +polished ruffians! Masham was the only person who came forward and +shook hands with me, and in the most marked manner. A bishop, too! and +the other side! that was good, was it not? But he would not see his +old pupil snubbed; if he had waited ten minutes longer, he might have +had a chance of seeing him massacred. And then they complain of my +abusing England, my mother country; a step-dame, I take it.' + +'Masham is in politics a Tory, in religion ultra-orthodox,' Herbert. +'He has nothing about him of the latitudinarian; and yet he is the +most amiable man with whom I am acquainted. Nature has given him a +kind and charitable heart, which even his opinions have not succeeded +in spoiling.' + +'Perhaps that is exactly what he is saying of us two at this moment,' +said Cadurcis. 'After all, what is truth? It changes as you change +your clime or your country; it changes with the century. The truth of +a hundred years ago is not the truth of the present day, and yet it +may have been as genuine. Truth at Rome is not the truth of London, +and both of them differ from the truth of Constantinople. For my part, +I believe everything.' + +'Well, that is practically prudent, if it be metaphysically possible,' +said Herbert. 'Do you know that I have always been of opinion, that +Pontius Pilate has been greatly misrepresented by Lord Bacon in the +quotation of his celebrated question. 'What is truth?' said jesting +Pilate, and would not wait for an answer. Let us be just to Pontius +Pilate, who has sins enough surely to answer for. There is no +authority for the jesting humour given by Lord Bacon. Pilate was +evidently of a merciful and clement disposition; probably an +Epicurean. His question referred to a declaration immediately +preceding it, that He who was before him came to bear witness to the +truth. Pilate inquired what truth?' + +'Well, I always have a prejudice against Pontius Pilate,' said Lord +Cadurcis; 'and I think it is from seeing him, when I was a child, +on an old Dutch tile fireplace at Marringhurst, dressed like a +burgomaster. One cannot get over one's early impressions; but when you +picture him to me as an Epicurean, he assumes a new character. I fancy +him young, noble, elegant, and accomplished; crowned with a wreath and +waving a goblet, and enjoying his government vastly.' + +'Before the introduction of Christianity,' said Herbert, 'the +philosophic schools answered to our present religious sects. You said +of a man that he was a Stoic or an Epicurean, as you say of a man now +that he is a Calvinist or a Wesleyan.' + +'I should have liked to have known Epicurus,' said Cadurcis. + +'I would sooner have known him and Plato than any of the ancients,' +said Herbert. 'I look upon Plato as the wisest and the profoundest of +men, and upon Epicurus as the most humane and gentle.' + +'Now, how do you account for the great popularity of Aristotle in +modern ages?' said Cadurcis; 'and the comparative neglect of these, at +least his equals? Chance, I suppose, that settles everything.' + +'By no means,' said Herbert. 'If you mean by chance an absence of +accountable cause, I do not believe such a quality as chance exists. +Every incident that happens, must be a link in a chain. In the present +case, the monks monopolised literature, such as it might be, and they +exercised their intellect only in discussing words. They, therefore, +adopted Aristotle and the Peripatetics. Plato interfered with their +heavenly knowledge, and Epicurus, who maintained the rights of man to +pleasure and happiness, would have afforded a dangerous and seducing +contrast to their dark and miserable code of morals.' + +'I think, of the ancients,' said Cadurcis; 'Alcibiades and Alexander +the Great are my favourites. They were young, beautiful, and +conquerors; a great combination.' + +'And among the moderns?' inquired Herbert. + +'They don't touch my fancy,' said Cadurcis. 'Who are your heroes?' + +'Oh! I have many; but I confess I should like to pass a day with +Milton, or Sir Philip Sidney.' + +'Among mere literary men,' said Cadurcis; 'I should say Bayle.' + +'And old Montaigne for me,' said Herbert. + +'Well, I would fain visit him in his feudal chateau,' said Cadurcis. +'His is one of the books which give a spring to the mind. Of modern +times, the feudal ages of Italy most interest me. I think that was a +springtide of civilisation, all the fine arts nourished at the same +moment.' + +'They ever will,' said Herbert. 'All the inventive arts maintain a +sympathetic connection between each other, for, after all, they are +only various expressions of one internal power, modified by different +circumstances either of the individual or of society. It was so in +the age of Pericles; I mean the interval which intervened between +the birth of that great man and the death of Aristotle; undoubtedly, +whether considered in itself, or with reference to the effects which +it produced upon the subsequent destinies of civilised man, the most +memorable in the history of the world.' + +'And yet the age of Pericles has passed away,' said Lord Cadurcis +mournfully, 'and I have gazed upon the mouldering Parthenon. O +Herbert! you are a great thinker and muse deeply; solve me the +problem why so unparalleled a progress was made during that period +in literature and the arts, and why that progress, so rapid and so +sustained, so soon received a check and became retrograde?' + +'It is a problem left to the wonder and conjecture of posterity,' said +Herbert. 'But its solution, perhaps, may principally be found in the +weakness of their political institutions. Nothing of the Athenians +remains except their genius; but they fulfilled their purpose. The +wrecks and fragments of their subtle and profound minds obscurely +suggest to us the grandeur and perfection of the whole. Their language +excels every other tongue of the Western world; their sculptures +baffle all subsequent artists; credible witnesses assure us that their +paintings were not inferior; and we are only accustomed to consider +the painters of Italy as those who have brought the art to its highest +perfection, because none of the ancient pictures have been preserved. +Yet of all their fine arts, it was music of which the Greeks were +themselves most proud. Its traditionary effects were far more powerful +than any which we experience from the compositions of our times. And +now for their poetry, Cadurcis. It is in poetry, and poetry alone, +that modern nations have maintained the majesty of genius. Do we equal +the Greeks? Do we even excel them?' + +'Let us prove the equality first,' said Cadurcis. 'The Greeks excelled +in every species of poetry. In some we do not even attempt to rival +them. We have not a single modern ode, or a single modern pastoral. We +have no one to place by Pindar, or the exquisite Theocritus. As for +the epic, I confess myself a heretic as to Homer; I look upon the +Iliad as a remnant of national songs; the wise ones agree that the +Odyssey is the work of a later age. My instinct agrees with the result +of their researches. I credit their conclusion. The Paradise Lost is, +doubtless, a great production, but the subject is monkish. Dante is +national, but he has all the faults of a barbarous age. In general the +modern epic is framed upon the assumption that the Iliad is an orderly +composition. They are indebted for this fallacy to Virgil, who called +order out of chaos; but the Aeneid, all the same, appears to me an +insipid creation. And now for the drama. You will adduce Shakspeare?' + +'There are passages in Dante,' said Herbert, 'not inferior, in my +opinion, to any existing literary composition, but, as a whole, I will +not make my stand on him; I am not so clear that, as a lyric poet, +Petrarch may not rival the Greeks. Shakspeare I esteem of ineffable +merit.' + +'And who is Shakspeare?' said Cadurcis. 'We know of him as much as we +do of Homer. Did he write half the plays attributed to him? Did he +ever write a single whole play? I doubt it. He appears to me to have +been an inspired adapter for the theatres, which were then not as +good as barns. I take him to have been a botcher up of old plays. +His popularity is of modern date, and it may not last; it would have +surprised him marvellously. Heaven knows, at present, all that bears +his name is alike admired; and a regular Shaksperian falls into +ecstasies with trash which deserves a niche in the Dunciad. For my +part, I abhor your irregular geniuses, and I love to listen to the +little nightingale of Twickenham.' + +'I have often observed,' said Herbert, 'that writers of an unbridled +imagination themselves, admire those whom the world, erroneously, +in my opinion, and from a confusion of ideas, esteems correct. I am +myself an admirer of Pope, though I certainly should not ever think of +classing him among the great creative spirits. And you, you are the +last poet in the world, Cadurcis, whom one would have fancied his +votary.' + +'I have written like a boy,' said Cadurcis. 'I found the public bite, +and so I baited on with tainted meat. I have never written for fame, +only for notoriety; but I am satiated; I am going to turn over a new +leaf.' + +'For myself,' said Herbert, 'if I ever had the power to impress my +creations on my fellow-men, the inclination is gone, and perhaps the +faculty is extinct. My career is over; perhaps a solitary echo from my +lyre may yet, at times, linger about the world like a breeze that has +lost its way. But there is a radical fault in my poetic mind, and I am +conscious of it. I am not altogether void of the creative faculty, but +mine is a fragmentary mind; I produce no whole. Unless you do this, +you cannot last; at least, you cannot materially affect your species. +But what I admire in you, Cadurcis, is that, with all the faults +of youth, of which you will free yourself, your creative power is +vigorous, prolific, and complete; your creations rise fast and fair, +like perfect worlds.' + +'Well, we will not compliment each other,' said Cadurcis; 'for, after +all, it is a miserable craft. What is poetry but a lie, and what are +poets but liars?' + +'You are wrong, Cadurcis,' said Herbert, 'poets are the unacknowledged +legislators of the world.' + +'I see the towers of Porto Venere,' said Cadurcis directing the sail; +'we shall soon be on shore. I think, too, I recognise Venetia. Ah! my +dear Herbert, your daughter is a poem that beats all our inspiration!' + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +One circumstance alone cast a gloom over this happy family, and that +was the approaching departure of Captain Cadurcis for England. This +had been often postponed, but it could be postponed no longer. Not +even the entreaties of those kind friends could any longer prevent +what was inevitable. The kind heart, the sweet temper, and the lively +and companionable qualities of Captain Cadurcis, had endeared him to +everyone; all felt that his departure would occasion a blank in +their life, impossible to be supplied. It reminded the Herberts also +painfully of their own situation, in regard to their native country, +which they were ever unwilling to dwell upon. George talked of +returning to them, but the prospect was necessarily vague; they +felt that it was only one of those fanciful visions with which an +affectionate spirit attempts to soothe the pang of separation. His +position, his duties, all the projects of his life, bound him to +England, from which, indeed, he had been too long absent. It was +selfish to wish that, for their sakes, he should sink down into a mere +idler in Italy; and yet, when they recollected how little his future +life could be connected with their own, everyone felt dispirited. + +'I shall not go boating to-day,' said George to Venetia; 'it is my +last day. Mr. Herbert and Plantagenet talk of going to Lavenza; let us +take a stroll together.' + +Nothing can be refused to those we love on the last day, and Venetia +immediately acceded to his request. In the course of the morning, +therefore, herself and George quitted the valley, in the direction +of the coast towards Genoa. Many a white sail glittered on the blue +waters; it was a lively and cheering scene; but both Venetia and her +companion were depressed. + +'I ought to be happy,' said George, and sighed. 'The fondest wish +of my heart is attained. You remember our conversation on the Lago +Maggiore, Venetia? You see I was a prophet, and you will be Lady +Cadurcis yet.' + +'We must keep up our spirits,' said Venetia; 'I do not despair of our +all returning to England yet. So many wonders have happened, that I +cannot persuade myself that this marvel will not also occur. I am sure +my uncle will do something; I have a secret idea that the Bishop is +all this time working for papa; I feel assured I shall see Cherbury +and Cadurcis again, and Cadurcis will be your home.' + +'A year ago you appeared dying, and Plantagenet was the most miserable +of men,' said Captain Cadurcis. 'You are both now perfectly well and +perfectly happy, living even under the same roof, soon, I feel, to be +united, and with the cordial approbation of Lady Annabel. Your father +is restored to you. Every blessing in the world seems to cluster round +your roof. It is selfish for me to wear a gloomy countenance.' + +'Ah! dear George, you never can be selfish,' said Venetia. + +'Yes, I am selfish, Venetia. What else can make me sad?' + +'You know how much you contribute to our happiness,' said Venetia, +'and you feel for our sufferings at your absence.' + +'No, Venetia, I feel for myself,' said Captain Cadurcis with energy; +'I am certain that I never can be happy, except in your society and +Plantagenet's. I cannot express to you how I love you both. Nothing +else gives me the slightest interest.' + +'You must go home and marry,' said Venetia, smiling 'You must marry an +heiress.' + +'Never,' said Captain Cadurcis. 'Nothing shall ever induce me to +marry. No! all my dreams are confined to being the bachelor uncle of +the family.' + +'Well, now I think,' said Venetia, 'of all the persons I know, there +is no one so qualified for domestic happiness as yourself. I think +your wife, George, would be a very fortunate woman, and I only wish I +had a sister, that you might marry her.' + +'I wish you had, Venetia; I would give up my resolution against +marriage directly.' + +'Alas!' said Venetia, 'there is always some bitter drop in the cup of +life. Must you indeed go, George?' + +'My present departure is inevitable,' he replied; 'but I have some +thoughts of giving up my profession and Parliament, and then I will +return, never to leave you again.' + +'What will Lord ---- say? That will never do,' said Venetia. 'No; I +should not be content unless you prospered in the world, George. You +are made to prosper, and I should be miserable if you sacrificed your +existence to us. You must go home, and you must marry, and write +letters to us by every post, and tell us what a happy man you are. The +best thing for you to do would be to live with your wife at the abbey; +or Cherbury, if you liked. You see I settle everything.' + +'I never will marry,' said Captain Cadurcis, seriously. + +'Yes you will,' said Venetia. + +'I am quite serious, Venetia. Now, mark my words, and remember this +day. I never will marry. I have a reason, and a strong and good one, +for my resolution.' + +'What is it?' + +'Because my marriage will destroy the intimacy that subsists between +me and yourself, and Plantagenet,' he added. + +'Your wife should be my friend,' said Venetia. + +'Happy woman!' said George. + +'Let us indulge for a moment in a dream of domestic bliss,' said +Venetia gaily. 'Papa and mamma at Cherbury; Plantagenet and myself at +the abbey, where you and your wife must remain until we could build +you a house; and Dr. Masham coming down to spend Christmas with us. +Would it not be delightful? I only hope Plantagenet would be tame. I +think he would burst out a little sometimes.' + +'Not with you, Venetia, not with you,' said George 'you have a hold +over him which nothing can ever shake. I could always put him in an +amiable mood in an instant by mentioning your name.' + +'I wish you knew the abbey, George,' said Venetia. 'It is the most +interesting of all old places. I love it. You must promise me when you +arrive in England to go on a pilgrimage to Cadurcis and Cherbury, and +write me a long account of it.' + +'I will indeed; I will write to you very often.' + +'You shall find me a most faithful correspondent, which, I dare say, +Plantagenet would not prove.' + +'Oh! I beg your pardon,' said George; 'you have no idea of the +quantity of letters he wrote me when he first quitted England. +And such delightful ones! I do not think there is a more lively +letter-writer in the world! His descriptions are so vivid; a few +touches give you a complete picture; and then his observations, they +are so playful! I assure you there is nothing in the world more easy +and diverting than a letter from Plantagenet.' + +'If you could only see his first letter from Eton to me?' said +Venetia. 'I have always treasured it. It certainly was not very +diverting; and, if by easy you mean easy to decipher,' she added +laughing, 'his handwriting must have improved very much lately. Dear +Plantagenet, I am always afraid I never pay him sufficient respect; +that I do not feel sufficient awe in his presence; but I cannot +disconnect him from the playfellow of my infancy; and, do you know, it +seems to me, whenever he addresses me, his voice and air change, and +assume quite the tone and manner of childhood.' + +'I have never known him but as a great man,' said Captain Cadurcis; +'but he was so frank and simple with me from the very first, that I +cannot believe that it is not two years since we first met.' + +'Ah! I shall never forget that night at Ranelagh,' said Venetia, half +with a smile and half with a sigh. 'How interesting he looked! I loved +to see the people stare at him, and to hear them whisper his name.' + +Here they seated themselves by a fountain, overshadowed by a +plane-tree, and for a while talked only of Plantagenet. + +'All the dreams of my life have come to pass,' said Venetia. 'I +remember when I was at Weymouth, ill and not very happy, I used to +roam about the sands, thinking of papa, and how I wished Plantagenet +was like him, a great man, a great poet, whom all the world admired. +Little did I think that, before a year had passed, Plantagenet, my +unknown Plantagenet, would be the admiration of England; little did I +think another year would pass, and I should be living with my father +and Plantagenet together, and they should be bosom friends. You see, +George, we must never despair.' + +'Under this bright sun,' said Captain Cadurcis, 'one is naturally +sanguine, but think of me alone and in gloomy England.' + +'It is indeed a bright sun,' said Venetia; 'how wonderful to wake +every morning, and be sure of meeting its beam.' + +Captain Cadurcis looked around him with a sailor's eye. Over the +Apennines, towards Genoa, there was a ridge of dark clouds piled up +with such compactness, that they might have been mistaken in a hasty +survey for part of the mountains themselves. + +'Bright as is the sun,' said Captain Cadurcis, 'we may have yet a +squall before night.' + +'I was delighted with Venice,' said his companion, not noticing his +observation; 'I think of all places in the world it is one which +Plantagenet would most admire. I cannot believe but that even his +delicious Athens would yield to it.' + +'He did lead the oddest life at Athens you can conceive,' said Captain +Cadurcis. 'The people did not know what to make of him. He lived in +the Latin convent, a fine building which he had almost to himself, +for there are not half a dozen monks. He used to pace up and down the +terrace which he had turned into a garden, and on which he kept all +sorts of strange animals. He wrote continually there. Indeed he did +nothing but write. His only relaxation was a daily ride to Piraeus, +about five miles over the plain; he told me it was the only time in +his life he was ever contented with himself except when he was at +Cherbury. He always spoke of London with disgust.' + +'Plantagenet loves retirement and a quiet life,' said Venetia; 'but he +must not be marred with vulgar sights and common-place duties. That is +the secret with him.' + +'I think the wind has just changed,' said Captain Cadurcis. 'It seems +to me that we shall have a sirocco. There, it shifts again! We shall +have a sirocco for certain.' + +'What did you think of papa when you first saw him?' said Venetia. +'Was he the kind of person you expected to see?' + +'Exactly,' said Captain Cadurcis. 'So very spiritual! Plantagenet said +to me, as we went home the first night, that he looked like a golden +phantom. I think him very like you, Venetia; indeed, there can be no +doubt you inherited your face from your father.' + +'Ah! if you had seen his portrait at Cherbury, when he was only +twenty!' said Venetia. 'That was a golden phantom, or rather he looked +like Hyperion. What are you staring at so, George?' + +'I do not like this wind,' muttered Captain Cadurcis. 'There it goes.' + +'You cannot see the wind, George?' + +'Yes, I can, Venetia, and I do not like it at all. Do you see that +black spot flitting like a shade over the sea? It is like the +reflection of a cloud on the water; but there is no cloud. Well, that +is the wind, Venetia, and a very wicked wind too.' + +'How strange! Is that indeed the wind?' + +'We had better return home,' said Captain Cadurcis I wish they had not +gone to Lavenza.' + +'But there is no danger?' said Venetia. + +'Danger? No! no danger, but they may get a wet jacket.' + +They walked on; but Captain Cadurcis was rather distrait: his eye was +always watching the wind; at last he said, 'I tell you, Venetia, we +must walk quickly; for, by Jove, we are going to have a white squall.' + +They hurried their pace, Venetia mentioned her alarm again about the +boat; but her companion reassured her; yet his manner was not so +confident as his words. + +A white mist began to curl above the horizon, the blueness of the day +seemed suddenly to fade, and its colour became grey; there was a swell +on the waters that hitherto had been quite glassy, and they were +covered with a scurfy foam. + +'I wish I had been with them,' said Captain Cadurcis, evidently very +anxious. + +'George, you are alarmed,' said Venetia, earnestly. 'I am sure there +is danger.' + +'Danger! How can there be danger, Venetia? Perhaps they are in port by +this time. I dare say we shall find them at Spezzia. I will see you +home and run down to them. Only hurry, for your own sake, for you do +not know what a white squall in the Mediterranean is. We have but a +few moments.' + +And even at this very instant, the wind came roaring and rushing with +such a violent gush that Venetia could scarcely stand; George put his +arm round her to support her. The air was filled with thick white +vapour, so that they could no longer see the ocean, only the surf +rising very high all along the coast. + +'Keep close to me, Venetia,' said Captain Cadurcis; 'hold my arm and I +will walk first, for we shall not be able to see a yard before us in a +minute. I know where we are. We are above the olive wood, and we shall +soon be in the ravine. These Mediterranean white squalls are nasty +things; I had sooner by half be in a south-wester; for one cannot run +before the wind in this bay, the reefs stretch such a long way out.' + +The danger, and the inutility of expressing fears which could only +perplex her guide, made Venetia silent, but she was terrified. +She could not divest herself of apprehension about her father and +Plantagenet. In spite of all he said, it was evident that her +companion was alarmed. + +They had now entered the valley; the mountains had in some degree kept +off the vapour; the air was more clear. Venetia and Captain Cadurcis +stopped a moment to breathe. 'Now, Venetia, you are safe,' said +Captain Cadurcis. 'I will not come in; I will run down to the bay at +once.' He wiped the mist off his face: Venetia perceived him deadly +pale. + +'George,' she said, 'conceal nothing from me; there is danger, +imminent danger. Tell me at once.' + +'Indeed, Venetia,' said Captain Cadurcis, 'I am sure everything will +be quite right. There is some danger, certainly, at this moment; but +of course, long ago, they have run into harbour. I have no doubt they +are at Spezzia at this moment. Now, do not be alarmed; indeed there +is no cause. God bless you!' he said, and bounded away. 'No cause,' +thought he to himself, as the wind sounded like thunder, and the +vapour came rushing up the ravine. 'God grant I may be right; but +neither between the Tropics nor on the Line have I witnessed a severer +squall than this! What open boat can live in this weather Oh! that I +had been with them. I shall never forgive myself!' + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Venetia found her mother walking up and down the room, as was her +custom when she was agitated. She hurried to her daughter. 'You must +change your dress instantly, Venetia,' said Lady Annabel. 'Where is +George?' + +'He has gone down to Spezzia to papa and Plantagenet; it is a white +squall; it comes on very suddenly in this sea. He ran down to Spezzia +instantly, because he thought they would be wet,' said the agitated +Venetia, speaking with rapidity and trying to appear calm. + +'Are they at Spezzia?' inquired Lady Annabel, quickly. + +'George has no doubt they are, mother,' said Venetia. + +'No doubt!' exclaimed Lady Annabel, in great distress. 'God grant they +may be only wet.' + +'Dearest mother,' said Venetia, approaching her, but speech deserted +her. She had advanced to encourage Lady Annabel, but her own fear +checked the words on her lips. + +'Change your dress, Venetia,' said Lady Annabel; 'lose no time in +doing that. I think I will send down to Spezzia at once,' + +'That is useless now, dear mother, for George is there.' + +'Go, dearest,' said Lady Annabel; 'I dare say, we have no cause for +fear, but I am exceedingly alarmed about your father, about them: I +am, indeed. I do not like these sudden squalls, and I never liked this +boating; indeed, I never did. George being with them reconciled me to +it. Now go, Venetia; go, my love.' + +Venetia quitted the room. She was so agitated that she made Pauncefort +a confidant of her apprehensions. + +'La! my dear miss,' said Mistress Pauncefort, 'I should never have +thought of such a thing! Do not you remember what the old man said +at Weymouth, "there is many a boat will live in a rougher sea than a +ship;" and it is such an unlikely thing, it is indeed, Miss Venetia. I +am certain sure my lord can manage a boat as well as a common sailor, +and master is hardly less used to it than he. La! miss, don't make +yourself nervous about any such preposterous ideas. And I dare say you +will find them in the saloon when you go down again. Really I should +not wonder. I think you had better wear your twill dress; I have put +the new trimming on.' + +They had not returned when Venetia joined her mother. That indeed she +could scarcely expect. But, in about half an hour, a message arrived +from Captain Cadurcis that they were not at Spezzia, but from +something he had heard, he had no doubt they were at Sarzana, and he +was going to ride on there at once. He felt sure, however, from what +he had heard, they were at Sarzana. This communication afforded Lady +Annabel a little ease, but Venetia's heart misgave her. She recalled +the alarm of George in the morning, which it was impossible for him to +disguise, and she thought she recognised in this hurried message and +vague assurances of safety something of the same apprehension, and the +same fruitless efforts to conceal it. + +Now came the time of terrible suspense. Sarzana was nearly twenty +miles distant from Spezzia. The evening must arrive before they could +receive intelligence from Captain Cadurcis. In the meantime the squall +died away, the heavens became again bright, and, though the waves were +still tumultuous, the surf was greatly decreased. Lady Annabel had +already sent down more than one messenger to the bay, but they brought +no intelligence; she resolved now to go herself, that she might have +the satisfaction of herself cross-examining the fishermen who had been +driven in from various parts by stress of weather. She would not let +Venetia accompany her, who, she feared, might already suffer from the +exertions and rough weather of the morning. This was a most anxious +hour, and yet the absence of her mother was in some degree a relief to +Venetia; it at least freed her from the perpetual effort of assumed +composure. While her mother remained, Venetia had affected to read, +though her eye wandered listlessly over the page, or to draw, though +the pencil trembled in her hand; anything which might guard her from +conveying to her mother that she shared the apprehensions which had +already darkened her mother's mind. But now that Lady Annabel was +gone, Venetia, muffling herself up in her shawl, threw herself on a +sofa, and there she remained without a thought, her mind a chaos of +terrible images. + +Her mother returned, and with a radiant countenance, Venetia sprang +from the sofa. 'There is good news; O mother! have they returned?' + +'They are not at Spezzia,' said Lady Annabel, throwing herself into a +chair panting for breath; 'but there is good news. You see I was right +to go, Venetia. These stupid people we send only ask questions, and +take the first answer. I have seen a fisherman, and he says he heard +that two persons, Englishmen he believes, have put into Lerici in an +open boat.' + +'God be praised!' said Venetia. 'O mother, I can now confess to you +the terror I have all along felt.' + +'My own heart assures me of it, my child,' said Lady Annabel weeping; +and they mingled their tears together, but tears not of sorrow. + +'Poor George!' said Lady Annabel, 'he will have a terrible journey to +Sarzana, and be feeling so much for us! Perhaps he may meet them.' + +'I feel assured he will,' said Venetia; 'and perhaps ere long they +will all three be here again. Joy! joy!' + +'They must never go in that boat again,' said Lady Annabel. + +'Oh! they never will, dearest mother, if you ask them not,' said +Venetia. + +'We will send to Lerici,' said Lady Annabel. + +'Instantly,' said Venetia; 'but I dare say they already sent us a +messenger.' + +'No!' said Lady Annabel; 'men treat the danger that is past very +lightly. We shall not hear from them except in person.' + +Time now flew more lightly. They were both easy in their minds. The +messenger was despatched to Lerici; but even Lerici was a considerable +distance, and hours must elapse before his return. Still there was the +hope of seeing them, or hearing from them in the interval. + +'I must go out, dear mother,' said Venetia. 'Let us both go out. It +is now very fine. Let us go just to the ravine, for indeed it is +impossible to remain here.' + +Accordingly they both went forth, and took up a position on the coast +which commanded a view on all sides. All was radiant again, and +comparatively calm. Venetia looked upon the sea, and said, 'Ah! I +never shall forget a white squall in the Mediterranean, for all this +splendour.' + +It was sunset: they returned home. No news yet from Lerici. Lady +Annabel grew uneasy again. The pensive and melancholy hour encouraged +gloom; but Venetia, who was sanguine, encouraged her mother. + +'Suppose they were not Englishmen in the boat,' said Lady Annabel. + +'It is impossible, mother. What other two persons in this +neighbourhood could have been in an open boat? Besides, the man said +Englishmen. You remember, he said Englishmen. You are quite sure he +did? It must be they. I feel as convinced of it as of your presence.' + +'I think there can be no doubt,' said Lady Annabel. 'I wish that the +messenger would return.' + +The messenger did return. No two persons in an open boat had put into +Lerici; but a boat, like the one described, with every stitch of +canvas set, had passed Lerici just before the squall commenced, and, +the people there doubted not, had made Sarzana. + +Lady Annabel turned pale, but Venetia was still sanguine. 'They are +at Sarzana,' she said; 'they must be at Sarzana: you see George was +right. He said he was sure they were at Sarzana. Besides, dear mother, +he heard they were at Sarzana.' + +'And we heard they were at Lerici,' said Lady Annabel in a melancholy +tone. + +And so they were, dear mother; it all agrees. The accounts are +consistent. Do not you see how very consistent they are? They were +seen at Lerici, and were off Lerici, but they made Sarzana; and George +heard they were at Sarzana. I am certain they are at Sarzana. I feel +quite easy; I feel as easy as if they were here. They are safe at +Sarzana. But it is too far to return to-night. We shall see them at +breakfast to-morrow, all three.' + +'Venetia, dearest! do not you sit up,' said her mother. 'I think there +is a chance of George returning; I feel assured he will send to-night; +but late, of course. Go, dearest, and sleep.' + +'Sleep!' thought Venetia to herself; but to please her mother she +retired. + +'Good-night, my child,' said Lady Annabel. 'The moment any one +arrives, you shall be aroused.' + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Venetia, without undressing, lay down on her bed, watching for some +sound that might give her hope of George's return. Dwelling on every +instant, the time dragged heavily along, and she thought that the +night had half passed when Pauncefort entered her room, and she +learnt, to her surprise, that only an hour had elapsed since she had +parted from her mother. This entrance of Pauncefort had given Venetia +a momentary hope that they had returned. + +'I assure you, Miss Venetia, it is only an hour,' said Pauncefort, +'and nothing could have happened. Now do try to go to sleep, that is +a dear young lady, for I am certain sure that they will all return in +the morning, as I am here. I was telling my lady just now, I said, +says I, I dare say they are all very wet, and very fatigued.' + +'They would have returned, Pauncefort,' said Venetia, 'or they would +have sent. They are not at Sarzana.' + +'La! Miss Venetia, why should they be at Sarzana? Why should they not +have gone much farther on! For, as Vicenzo was just saying to me, and +Vicenzo knows all about the coast, with such a wind as this, I should +not be surprised if they were at Leghorn.' + +'O Pauncefort!' said Venetia, 'I am sick at heart!' + +'Now really, Miss Venetia, do not take on so!' said Pauncefort; 'for +do not you remember when his lordship ran away from the abbey, and +went a gipsying, nothing would persuade poor Mrs. Cadurcis that he was +not robbed and murdered, and yet you see he was as safe and sound all +the time, as if he had been at Cherbury.' + +'Does Vicenzo really think they could have reached Leghorn?' said +Venetia, clinging to every fragment of hope. + +'He is morally sure of it, Miss Venetia,' said Pauncefort, 'and I feel +quite as certain, for Vicenzo is always right.' + +'I had confidence about Sarzana,' said Venetia; 'I really did believe +they were at Sarzana. If only Captain Cadurcis would return; if he +only would return, and say they were not at Sarzana, I would try to +believe they were at Leghorn.' + +'Now, Miss Venetia,' said Pauncefort, 'I am certain sure that they are +quite safe; for my lord is a very good sailor; he is, indeed; all the +men say so; and the boat is as seaworthy a boat as boat can be. There +is not the slightest fear, I do assure you, miss.' + +'Do the men say that Plantagenet is a good sailor?' inquired Venetia. + +'Quite professional!' said Mistress Pauncefort; 'and can command a +ship as well as the best of them. They all say that.' + +'Hush! Pauncefort, I hear something.' + +'It's only my lady, miss. I know her step,' + +'Is my mother going to bed?' said Venetia. + +'Yes,' said Pauncefort, 'my lady sent me here to see after you. I wish +I could tell her you were asleep.' + +'It is impossible to sleep,' said Venetia, rising up from the bed, +withdrawing the curtain, and looking at the sky. 'What a peaceful +night! I wish my heart were like the sky. I think I will go to mamma, +Pauncefort!' + +'Oh! dear, Miss Venetia, I am sure I think you had better not. If you +and my lady, now, would only just go to sleep, and forget every thing +till morning, it would be much better for you. Besides, I am sure if +my lady knew you were not gone to bed already, it would only make her +doubly anxious. Now, really, Miss Venetia, do take my advice, and just +lie down, again. You may be sure the moment any one arrives I will let +you know. Indeed, I shall go and tell my lady that you are lying down +as it is, and very drowsy;' and, so saying, Mistress Pauncefort caught +up her candle, and bustled out of the room. + +Venetia took up the volume of her father's poems, which Cadurcis had +filled with his notes. How little did Plantagenet anticipate, when he +thus expressed at Athens the passing impressions of his mind, that, +ere a year had glided away, his fate would be so intimately blended +with that of Herbert! It was impossible, however, for Venetia to lose +herself in a volume which, under any other circumstances, might have +compelled her spirit! the very associations with the writers added +to the terrible restlessness of her mind. She paused each instant +to listen for the wished-for sound, but a mute stillness reigned +throughout the house and household. There was something in this deep, +unbroken silence, at a moment when anxiety was universally diffused +among the dwellers beneath that roof, and the heart of more than one +of them was throbbing with all the torture of the most awful suspense, +that fell upon Venetia's excited nerves with a very painful and even +insufferable influence. She longed for sound, for some noise that +might assure her she was not the victim of a trance. She closed her +volume with energy, and she started at the sound she had herself +created. She rose and opened the door of her chamber very softly, and +walked into the vestibule. There were caps, and cloaks, and whips, and +canes of Cadurcis and her father, lying about in familiar confusion. +It seemed impossible but that they were sleeping, as usual, under the +same roof. And where were they? That she should live and be unable to +answer that terrible question! When she felt the utter helplessness of +all her strong sympathy towards them, it seemed to her that she must +go mad. She gazed around her with a wild and vacant stare. At the +bottom of her heart there was a fear maturing into conviction too +horrible for expression. She returned to her own chamber, and the +exhaustion occasioned by her anxiety, and the increased coolness of +the night, made her at length drowsy. She threw herself on the bed and +slumbered. + +She started in her sleep, she awoke, she dreamed they had come home. +She rose and looked at the progress of the night. The night was waning +fast; a grey light was on the landscape; the point of day approached. +Venetia stole softly to her mother's room, and entered it with a +soundless step. Lady Annabel had not retired to bed. She had sat up +the whole night, and was now asleep. A lamp on a small table was +burning at her side, and she held, firmly grasped in her hand, the +letter of her husband, which he had addressed to her at Venice, and +which she had been evidently reading. A tear glided down the cheek of +Venetia as she watched her mother retaining that letter with fondness +even in her sleep, and when she thought of all the misery, and +heartaches, and harrowing hours that had preceded its receipt, and +which Venetia believed that letter had cured for ever. What misery +awaited them now? Why were they watchers of the night? She shuddered +when these dreadful questions flitted through her mind. She shuddered +and sighed. Her mother started, and woke. + +'Who is there?' inquired Lady Annabel. + +'Venetia.' + +'My child, have you not slept?' + +'Yes, mother, and I woke refreshed, as I hope you do.' + +'I wake with trust in God's mercy,' said Lady Annabel. 'Tell me the +hour.' + +'It is just upon dawn, mother.' + +'Dawn! no one has returned, or come.' + +'The house is still, mother.' + +'I would you were in bed, my child.' + +'Mother, I can sleep no more. I wish to be with you;' and Venetia +seated herself at her mother's feet, and reclined her head upon her +mother's knee. + +'I am glad the night has passed, Venetia,' said Lady Annabel, in a +suppressed yet solemn tone. 'It has been a trial.' And here she placed +the letter in her bosom. Venetia could only answer with a sigh. + +'I wish Pauncefort would come,' said Lady Annabel; 'and yet I do not +like to rouse her, she was up so late, poor creature! If it be the +dawn I should like to send out messengers again; something may be +heard at Spezzia.' + +'Vicenzo thinks they have gone to Leghorn, mother.' + +'Has he heard anything!' said Lady Annabel, eagerly. + +'No, but he is an excellent judge,' said Venetia, repeating all +Pauncefort's consolatory chatter. 'He knows the coast so well. He says +he is sure the wind would carry them on to Leghorn; and that accounts, +you know, mother, for George not returning. They are all at Leghorn.' + +'Would that George would return,' murmured Lady Annabel; 'I wish I +could see again that sailor who said they were at Lerici. He was an +intelligent man.' + +'Perhaps if we send down to the bay he may be there,' said Venetia.' + +'Hush! I hear a step!' said Lady Annabel. + +Venetia sprung up and opened the door, but it was only Pauncefort in +the vestibule. + +'The household are all up, my lady,' said that important personage +entering; ''tis a beautiful morning. Vicenzo has run down to the bay, +my lady; I sent him off immediately. Vicenzo says he is certain sure +they are at Leghorn, my lady; and, this time three years, the very +same thing happened. They were fishing for anchovies, my lady, close +by, my lady, near Sarzana; two young men, or rather one about the same +age as master, and one like my lord; cousins, my lady, and just in the +same sort of boat, my lady; and there came on a squall, just the same +sort of squall, my lady; and they did not return home; and everyone +was frightened out of their wits, my lady, and their wives and +families quite distracted; and after all they were at Leghorn; for +this sort of wind always takes your open boats to Leghorn, Vicenzo +says.' + +The sun rose, the household were all stirring, and many of them +abroad; the common routine of domestic duty seemed, by some general +yet not expressed understanding, to have ceased. The ladies descended +below at a very early hour, and went forth into the valley, once the +happy valley. What was to be its future denomination? Vicenzo returned +from the bay, and he contrived to return with cheering intelligence. +The master of a felucca who, in consequence of the squall had put in +at Lerici, and in the evening dropped down to Spezzia, had met an open +boat an hour before he reached Sarzana, and was quite confident that, +if it had put into port, it must have been, from the speed at which it +was going, a great distance down the coast. No wrecks had been heard +of in the neighbourhood. This intelligence, the gladsome time of day, +and the non-arrival of Captain Cadurcis, which according to their mood +was always a circumstance that counted either for good or for evil, +and the sanguine feelings which make us always cling to hope, +altogether reassured our friends. Venetia dismissed from her mind the +dark thought which for a moment had haunted her in the noon of night; +and still it was a suspense, a painful, agitating suspense, but only +suspense that yet influenced them. + +'Time! said Lady Annabel. 'Time! we must wait.' + +Venetia consoled her mother; she affected even a gaiety of spirit; +she was sure that Vicenzo would turn out to be right, after all; +Pauncefort said he always was right, and that they were at Leghorn. + +The day wore apace; the noon arrived and passed; it was even +approaching sunset. Lady Annabel was almost afraid to counterorder the +usual meals, lest Venetia should comprehend her secret terror; the +very same sentiment influenced Venetia. Thus they both had submitted +to the ceremony of breakfast, but when the hour of dinner approached +they could neither endure the mockery. They looked at each other, and +almost at the same time they proposed that, instead of dining, they +should walk down to the bay. + +'I trust we shall at least hear something before the night,' said Lady +Annabel. 'I confess I dread the coming night. I do not think I could +endure it.' + +'The longer we do not hear, the more certain I am of their being at +Leghorn,' said Venetia. + +'I have a great mind to travel there to-night,' said Lady Annabel. + +As they were stepping into the portico, Venetia recognised Captain +Cadurcis in the distance. She turned pale; she would have fallen had +she not leaned on her mother, who was not so advanced, and who had not +seen him. + +'What is the matter, Venetia!' said Lady Annabel, alarmed. + +'He is here, he is here!' + +'Marmion?' + +'No, George. Let me sit down.' + +Her mother tried to support her to a chair. Lady Annabel took off her +bonnet. She had not strength to walk forth. She could not speak. She +sat down opposite Venetia, and her countenance pictured distress to so +painful a degree, that at any other time Venetia would have flown to +her, but in this crisis of suspense it was impossible. George was in +sight; he was in the portico; he was in the room. + +He looked wan, haggard, and distracted. More than once he essayed to +speak, but failed. + +Lady Annabel looked at him with a strange, delirious expression. +Venetia rushed forward and seized his arm, and gazed intently on his +face. He shrank from her glance; his frame trembled. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +In the heart of the tempest Captain Cadurcis traced his way in a sea +of vapour with extreme danger and difficulty to the shore. On his +arrival at Spezzia, however, scarcely a house was visible, and the +only evidence of the situation of the place was the cessation of an +immense white surf which otherwise indicated the line of the sea, but +the absence of which proved his contiguity to a harbour. In the thick +fog he heard the cries and shouts of the returning fishermen, and +of their wives and children responding from the land to their +exclamations. He was forced, therefore, to wait at Spezzia, in an +agony of impotent suspense, until the fury of the storm was over and +the sky was partially cleared. At length the objects became gradually +less obscure; he could trace the outline of the houses, and catch a +glimpse of the water half a mile out, and soon the old castles which +guard the entrance of the strait that leads into the gulf, looming +in the distance, and now and then a group of human beings in the +vanishing vapour. Of these he made some inquiries, but in vain, +respecting the boat and his friends. He then made the brig, but could +learn nothing except their departure in the morning. He at length +obtained a horse and galloped along the coast towards Lerici, keeping +a sharp look out as he proceeded and stopping at every village in his +progress for intelligence. When he had arrived in the course of three +hours at Lerici, the storm had abated, the sky was clear, and no +evidence of the recent squall remained except the agitated state +of the waves. At Lerici he could hear nothing, so he hurried on to +Sarzana, where he learnt for the first time that an open boat, +with its sails set, had passed more than an hour before the squall +commenced. From Sarzana he hastened on to Lavenza, a little port, the +nearest sea-point to Massa, and where the Carrara marble is shipped +for England. Here also his inquiries were fruitless, and, exhausted +by his exertions, he dismounted and rested at the inn, not only for +repose, but to consider over the course which he should now pursue. +The boat had not been seen off Lavenza, and the idea that they had +made the coast towards Leghorn now occurred to him. His horse was so +wearied that he was obliged to stop some time at Lavenza, for he could +procure no other mode of conveyance; the night also was fast coming +on, and to proceed to Leghorn by this dangerous route at this hour was +impossible. At Lavenza therefore he remained, resolved to hasten +to Leghorn at break of day. This was a most awful night. Although +physically exhausted, Captain Cadurcis could not sleep, and, after +some vain efforts, he quitted his restless bed on which he had laid +down without undressing, and walked forth to the harbour. Between +anxiety for Herbert and his cousin, and for the unhappy women whom he +had left behind, he was nearly distracted. He gazed on the sea, as if +some sail in sight might give him a chance of hope. His professional +experience assured him of all the danger of the squall. He could not +conceive how an open boat could live in such a sea, and an instant +return to port so soon as the squall commenced, appeared the only +chance of its salvation. Could they have reached Leghorn? It seemed +impossible. There was no hope they could now be at Sarzana, or Lerici. +When he contemplated the full contingency of what might have occurred, +his mind wandered, and refused to comprehend the possibility of the +terrible conclusion. He thought the morning would never break. + +There was a cavernous rock by the seashore, that jutted into the water +like a small craggy promontory. Captain Cadurcis climbed to its top, +and then descending, reclined himself upon an inferior portion of it, +which formed a natural couch with the wave on each side. There, lying +at his length, he gazed upon the moon and stars whose brightness he +thought would never dim. The Mediterranean is a tideless sea, but the +swell of the waves, which still set in to the shore, bore occasionally +masses of sea-weed and other marine formations, and deposited them +around him, plashing, as it broke against the shore, with a melancholy +and monotonous sound. The abstraction of the scene, the hour, and the +surrounding circumstances brought, however, no refreshment to the +exhausted spirit of George Cadurcis. He could not think, indeed he did +not dare to think; but the villa of the Apennines and the open boat in +the squall flitted continually before him. His mind was feeble though +excited, and he fell into a restless and yet unmeaning reverie. As +long as he had been in action, as long as he had been hurrying along +the coast, the excitement of motion, the constant exercise of his +senses, had relieved or distracted the intolerable suspense. But this +pause, this inevitable pause, overwhelmed him. It oppressed his spirit +like eternity. And yet what might the morning bring? He almost wished +that he might remain for ever on this rock watching the moon and +stars, and that the life of the world might never recommence. + +He started; he had fallen into a light slumber; he had been dreaming; +he thought he had heard the voice of Venetia calling him; he had +forgotten where he was; he stared at the sea and sky, and recalled +his dreadful consciousness. The wave broke with a heavy plash that +attracted his attention: it was, indeed, that sound that had awakened +him. He looked around; there was some object; he started wildly from +his resting-place, sprang over the cavern, and bounded on the beach. +It was a corpse; he is kneeling by its side. It is the corpse of his +cousin! Lord Cadurcis was a fine swimmer, and had evidently made +strong efforts for his life, for he was partly undressed. In all the +insanity of hope, still wilder than despair, George Cadurcis seized +the body and bore it some yards upon the shore. Life had been long +extinct. The corpse was cold and stark, the eyes closed, an expression +of energy, however, yet lingering in the fixed jaw, and the hair +sodden with the sea. Suddenly Captain Cadurcis rushed to the inn and +roused the household. With a distracted air, and broken speech and +rapid motion, he communicated the catastrophe. Several persons, some +bearing torches, others blankets and cordials, followed him instantly +to the fatal spot. They hurried to the body, they applied all the rude +remedies of the moment, rather from the impulse of nervous excitement +than with any practical purpose; for the case had been indeed long +hopeless. While Captain Cadurcis leant over the body, chafing +the extremities in a hurried frenzy, and gazing intently on the +countenance, a shout was heard from one of the stragglers who had +recently arrived. The sea had washed on the beach another corpse: the +form of Marmion Herbert. It would appear that he had made no struggle +to save himself, for his hand was locked in his waistcoat, where, at +the moment, he had thrust the Phaedo, showing that he had been reading +to the last, and was meditating on immortality when he died. + +END OF BOOK VI. + + + + +BOOK VII + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +It was the commencement of autumn. The verdure of summer still +lingered on the trees; the sky, if not so cloudless, was almost as +refulgent as Italy; and the pigeons, bright and glancing, clustered on +the roof of the hall of Cherbury. The steward was in attendance; the +household, all in deep mourning, were assembled; everything was in +readiness for the immediate arrival of Lady Annabel Herbert. + +''Tis nearly four years come Martinmas,' said the grey-headed butler, +'since my lady left us.' + +'And no good has come of it,' said the housekeeper. 'And for my part I +never heard of good coming from going to foreign parts.' + +'I shall like to see Miss Venetia again,' said a housemaid. 'Bless her +sweet face.' + +'I never expected to see her Miss Venetia again from all we heard,' +said a footman. + +'God's will be done!' said the grey-headed butler; 'but I hope she +will find happiness at home. 'Tis nigh on twenty years since I first +nursed her in these arms.' + +'I wonder if there is any new Lord Cadurcis,' said the footman. 'I +think he was the last of the line.' + +'It would have been a happy day if I had lived to have seen the poor +young lord marry Miss Venetia,' said the housekeeper. 'I always +thought that match was made in heaven.' + +'He was a sweet-spoken young gentleman,' said the housemaid. + +'For my part,' said the footman, 'I should like to have seen our real +master, Squire Herbert. He was a famous gentleman by all accounts.' + +'I wish they had lived quietly at home,' said the housekeeper. + +'I shall never forget the time when my lord returned,' said the +grey-headed butler. 'I must say I thought it was a match.' + +'Mistress Pauncefort seemed to think so,' said the housemaid. + +'And she understands those things,' said the footman. + +'I see the carriage,' said a servant who was at a window in the hall. +All immediately bustled about, and the housekeeper sent a message to +the steward. + +The carriage might be just discovered at the end of the avenue. It was +some time before it entered the iron gates that were thrown open for +its reception. The steward stood on the steps with his hat off, the +servants were ranged in order at the entrance. Touching their horses +with the spur, and cracking their whips, the postilions dashed +round the circular plot and stopped at the hall-door. Under any +circumstances a return home after an interval of years is rather an +awful moment; there was not a servant who was not visibly affected. +On the outside of the carriage was a foreign servant and Mistress +Pauncefort, who was not so profuse as might have been expected in her +recognitions of her old friends; her countenance was graver than of +yore. Misfortune and misery had subdued even Mistress Pauncefort. The +foreign servant opened the door of the carriage; a young man, who was +a stranger to the household, but who was in deep mourning, alighted, +and then Lady Annabel appeared. The steward advanced to welcome her, +the household bowed and curtseyed. She smiled on them for a moment +graciously and kindly, but her countenance immediately reassumed a +serious air, and whispering one word to the strange gentleman, she +entered the hall alone, inviting the steward to follow her. + +'I hope your ladyship is well; welcome home, my lady; welcome again to +Cherbury; a welcome return, my lady; hope Miss Venetia is quite well; +happy to see your ladyship amongst us again, and Miss Venetia too, my +lady.' Lady Annabel acknowledged these salutations with kindness, and +then, saying that Miss Herbert was not very well and was fatigued with +her journey, she dismissed her humble but trusty friends. Lady Annabel +then turned and nodded to her fellow-traveller. + +Upon this Lord Cadurcis, if we must indeed use a title from which he +himself shrank, carried a shrouded form in his arms into the hall, +where the steward alone lingered, though withdrawn to the back part +of the scene; and Lady Annabel, advancing to meet him, embraced his +treasured burden, her own unhappy child. + +'Now, Venetia! dearest Venetia!' she said, ''tis past; we are at +home.' + +Venetia leant upon her mother, but made no reply. + +'Upstairs, dearest,' said Lady Annabel: 'a little exertion, a very +little.' Leaning on her mother and Lord Cadurcis, Venetia ascended the +staircase, and they reached the terrace-room. Venetia looked around +her as she entered the chamber; that scene of her former life, +endeared to her by so many happy hours, and so many sweet incidents; +that chamber where she had first seen Plantagenet. Lord Cadurcis +supported her to a chair, and then, overwhelmed by irresistible +emotion, she sank back in a swoon. + +No one was allowed to enter the room but Pauncefort. They revived her; +Lord Cadurcis holding her hand, and touching, with a watchful finger, +her pulse. Venetia opened her eyes, and looked around her. Her +mind did not wander; she immediately recognised where she was, and +recollected all that had happened. She faintly smiled, and said, in a +low voice 'You are all too kind, and I am very weak. After our trials, +what is this, George?' she added, struggling to appear animated; 'you +are at length at Cherbury.' + +Once more at Cherbury! It was, indeed, an event that recalled a +thousand associations. In the wild anguish of her first grief, when +the dreadful intelligence was broken to her, if anyone had whispered +to Venetia that she would yet find herself once more at Cherbury, she +would have esteemed the intimation as mockery. But time and hope will +struggle with the most poignant affliction, and their influence is +irresistible and inevitable. From her darkened chamber in their +Mediterranean villa, Venetia had again come forth, and crossed +mountains, and traversed immense plains, and journeyed through many +countries. She could not die, as she had supposed at first that she +must, and therefore she had exerted herself to quit, and to quit +speedily, a scene so terrible as their late abode. She was the very +first to propose their return to England, and to that spot where she +had passed her early life, and where she now wished to fulfil, in +quiet and seclusion, the allotment of her remaining years; to +meditate over the marvellous past, and cherish its sweet and bitter +recollections. The native firmness of Lady Annabel, her long exercised +control over her emotions, the sadness and subdued tone which the +early incidents of her career had cast over her character, her +profound sympathy with her daughter, and that religious consolation +which never deserted her, had alike impelled and enabled her to bear +up against the catastrophe with more fortitude than her child. The +arrow, indeed, had struck Venetia with a double barb. She was the +victim; and all the cares of Lady Annabel had been directed to soothe +and support this stricken lamb. Yet perhaps these unhappy women must +have sunk under their unparalleled calamities, had it not been for the +devotion of their companion. In the despair of his first emotions, +George Cadurcis was nearly plunging himself headlong into the wave +that had already proved so fatal to his house. But when he thought of +Lady Annabel and Venetia in a foreign land, without a single friend in +their desolation, and pictured them to himself with the dreadful news +abruptly communicated by some unfeeling stranger; and called upon, +in the midst of their overwhelming agony, to attend to all the +heart-rending arrangements which the discovery of the bodies of the +beings to whom they were devoted, and in whom all their feelings were +centred, must necessarily entail upon them, he recoiled from what he +contemplated as an act of infamous desertion. He resolved to live, if +only to preserve them from all their impending troubles, and with the +hope that his exertions might tend, in however slight a degree, not +to alleviate, for that was impossible; but to prevent the increase +of that terrible woe, the very conception of which made his brain +stagger. He carried the bodies, therefore, with him to Spezzia, and +then prepared for that fatal interview, the commencement of which we +first indicated. Yet it must be confessed that, though the bravest +of men, his courage faltered as he entered the accustomed ravine. He +stopped and looked down on the precipice below; he felt it utterly +impossible to meet them; his mind nearly deserted him. Death, some +great and universal catastrophe, an earthquake, a deluge, that would +have buried them all in an instant and a common fate, would have been +hailed by George Cadurcis, at that moment, as good fortune. + +He lurked about the ravine for nearly three hours before he could +summon up heart for the awful interview. The position he had taken +assured him that no one could approach the villa, to which he himself +dared not advance. At length, in a paroxysm of energetic despair, he +had rushed forward, met them instantly, and confessed with a whirling +brain, and almost unconscious of his utterance, that 'they could not +hope to see them again in this world.' + +What ensued must neither be attempted to be described, nor even +remembered. It was one of those tragedies of life which enfeeble the +most faithful memories at a blow shatter nerves beyond the faculty of +revival, cloud the mind for ever, or turn the hair grey in an instant. +They carried Venetia delirious to her bed. The very despair, and +almost madness, of her daughter forced Lady Annabel to self-exertion, +of which it was difficult to suppose that even she was capable. And +George, too, was obliged to leave them. He stayed only the night. A +few words passed between Lady Annabel and himself; she wished the +bodies to be embalmed, and borne to England. There was no time to be +lost, and there was no one to be entrusted except George. He had to +hasten to Genoa to make all these preparations, and for two days he +was absent from the villa. When he returned, Lady Annabel saw him, but +Venetia was for a long time invisible. The moment she grew composed, +she expressed a wish to her mother instantly to return to Cherbury. +All the arrangements necessarily devolved upon George Cadurcis. It +was his study that Lady Annabel should be troubled upon no point. The +household were discharged, all the affairs were wound up, the felucca +hired which was to bear them to Genoa, and in readiness, before he +notified to them that the hour of departure had arrived. The most +bitter circumstance was looking again upon the sea. It seemed so +intolerable to Venetia, that their departure was delayed more than one +day in consequence; but it was inevitable; they could reach Genoa in +no other manner. George carried Venetia in his arms to the boat, with +her face covered with a shawl, and bore her in the same manner to the +hotel at Genoa, where their travelling carriage awaited them. + +They travelled home rapidly. All seemed to be impelled, as it were, +by a restless desire for repose. Cherbury was the only thought in +Venetia's mind. She observed nothing; she made no remark during their +journey; they travelled often throughout the night; but no obstacles +occurred, no inconveniences. There was one in this miserable society +whose only object in life was to support Venetia under her terrible +visitation. Silent, but with an eye that never slept, George Cadurcis +watched Venetia as a nurse might a child. He read her thoughts, he +anticipated her wishes without inquiring them; every arrangement was +unobtrusively made that could possibly consult her comfort. + +They passed through London without stopping there. George would not +leave them for an instant; nor would he spare a thought to his own +affairs, though they urgently required his attention. The change in +his position gave him no consolation; he would not allow his passport +to be made out with his title; he shuddered at being called Lord +Cadurcis; and the only reason that made him hesitate about attending +them to Cherbury was its contiguity to his ancestral seat, which he +resolved never to visit. There never in the world was a less selfish +and more single-hearted man than George Cadurcis. Though the death of +his cousin had invested him with one of the most ancient coronets in +England, a noble residence and a fair estate, he would willingly have +sacrificed his life to have recalled Plantagenet to existence, and to +have secured the happiness of Venetia Herbert. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +The reader must not suppose, from the irresistible emotion that +overcame Venetia at the very moment of her return, that she was +entirely prostrated by her calamities. On the contrary, her mind had +been employed, during the whole of her journey to England, in a silent +effort to endure her lot with resignation. She had resolved to bear up +against her misery with fortitude, and she inherited from her mother +sufficient firmness of mind to enable her to achieve her purpose. She +came back to Cherbury to live with patience and submission; and though +her dreams of happiness might be vanished for ever, to contribute as +much as was in her power to the content of that dear and remaining +relative who was yet spared to her, and who depended in this world +only upon the affection of her child. The return to Cherbury was a +pang, and it was over. Venetia struggled to avoid the habits of an +invalid; she purposed resuming, as far as was in her power, all the +pursuits and duties of her life; and if it were neither possible, nor +even desirable, to forget the past, she dwelt upon it neither to sigh +nor to murmur, but to cherish in a sweet and musing mood the ties and +affections round which all her feelings had once gathered with so much +enjoyment and so much hope. + +She rose, therefore, on the morning after her return to Cherbury, at +least serene; and she took an early opportunity, when George and her +mother were engaged, and absent from the terrace-room, to go forth +alone and wander amid her old haunts. There was not a spot about the +park and gardens, which had been favourite resorts of herself and +Plantagenet in their childhood, that she did not visit. They were +unchanged; as green, and bright, and still as in old days, but what +was she? The freshness, and brilliancy, and careless happiness of her +life were fled for ever. And here he lived, and here he roamed, and +here his voice sounded, now in glee, now in melancholy, now in wild +and fanciful amusement, and now pouring into her bosom all his +domestic sorrows. It was but ten years since he first arrived at +Cherbury, and who could have anticipated that that little, silent, +reserved boy should, ere ten years had passed, have filled a wide and +lofty space in the world's thought; that his existence should have +influenced the mind of nations, and his death eclipsed their gaiety! +His death! Terrible and disheartening thought! Plantagenet was no +more. But he had not died without a record. His memory was embalmed +in immortal verse, and he had breathed his passion to his Venetia in +language that lingered in the ear, and would dwell for ever on the +lips, of his fellow-men. + +Among these woods, too, had Venetia first mused over her father; +before her rose those mysterious chambers, whose secret she had +penetrated at the risk of her life. There were no secrets now. Was +she happier? Now she felt that even in her early mystery there was +delight, and that hope was veiled beneath its ominous shadow. There +was now no future to ponder over; her hope was gone, and memory alone +remained. All the dreams of those musing hours of her hidden reveries +had been realised. She had seen that father, that surpassing parent, +who had satisfied alike her heart and her imagination; she had been +clasped to his bosom; she had lived to witness even her mother yield +to his penitent embrace. And he too was gone; she could never meet him +again in this world; in this world in which they had experienced such +exquisite bliss; and now she was once more at Cherbury! Oh! give her +back her girlhood, with all its painful mystery and harassing doubt! +Give her again a future! + +She returned to the hall; she met George on the terrace, she welcomed +him with a sweet, yet mournful smile. 'I have been very selfish,' +she said, 'for I have been walking alone. I mean to introduce you to +Cherbury, but I could not resist visiting some old spots.' Her voice +faltered in these last words. They re-entered the terrace-room +together, and joined her mother. + +'Nothing is changed, mamma,' said Venetia, in a more cheerful tone. +'It is pleasant to find something that is the same.' + +Several days passed, and Lord Cadurcis evinced no desire to visit his +inheritance. Yet Lady Annabel was anxious that he should do so, and +had more than once impressed upon him the propriety. Even Venetia +at length said to him, 'It is very selfish in us keeping you here, +George. Your presence is a great consolation, and yet, yet, ought you +not to visit your home?' She avoided the name of Cadurcis. + +'I ought, dear Venetia.' said George, 'and I will. I have promised +Lady Annabel twenty times, but I feel a terrible disinclination. +To-morrow, perhaps.' + +'To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,' murmured Venetia to +herself, 'I scarcely comprehend now what to-morrow means.' And then +again addressing him, and with more liveliness, she said, 'We have +only one friend in the world now, George, and I think that we ought to +be very grateful that he is our neighbour.' + +'It is a consolation to me,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'for I cannot remain +here, and otherwise I should scarcely know how to depart.' + +'I wish you would visit your home, if only for one morning,' said +Venetia; 'if only to know how very near you are to us.' + +'I dread going alone,' said Lord Cadurcis. 'I cannot ask Lady Annabel +to accompany me, because--' He hesitated. + +'Because?' inquired Venetia. + +'I cannot ask or wish her to leave you.' + +'You are always thinking of me, dear George,' said Venetia, artlessly. +'I assure you, I have come back to Cherbury to be happy. I must visit +your home some day, and I hope I shall visit it often. We will all go, +soon,' she added. + +'Then I will postpone my visit to that day,' said George. 'I am in +no humour for business, which I know awaits me there. Let me enjoy a +little more repose at dear Cherbury.' + +'I have become very restless of late, I think,' said Venetia, 'but +there is a particular spot in the garden that I wish to see. Come with +me, George.' + +Lord Cadurcis was only too happy to attend her. They proceeded through +a winding walk in the shrubberies until they arrived at a small +and open plot of turf, where Venetia stopped. 'There are some +associations,' she said, 'of this spot connected with both those +friends that we have lost. I have a fancy that it should be in some +visible manner consecrated to their memories. On this spot, George, +Plantagenet once spoke to me of my father. I should like to raise +their busts here; and indeed it is a fit place for such a purpose; +for poets,' she added, faintly smiling, 'should be surrounded with +laurels.' + +'I have some thoughts on this head that I am revolving in my fancy +myself,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'but I will not speak of them now.' + +'Yes, now, George; for indeed it is a satisfaction for me to speak of +them, at least with you, with one who understood them so well, and +loved them scarcely less than I did.' + +George tenderly put his arm into hers and led her away. As they walked +along, he explained to her his plans, which yet were somewhat crude, +but which greatly interested her; but they were roused from their +conversation by the bell of the hall sounding as if to summon them, +and therefore they directed their way immediately to the terrace. A +servant running met them; he brought a message from Lady Annabel. +Their friend the Bishop of ---- had arrived. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +'Well, my little daughter,' said the good Masham, advancing as Venetia +entered the room, and tenderly embracing her. The kind-hearted old man +maintained a conversation on indifferent subjects with animation for +some minutes; and thus a meeting, the anticipation of which would have +cost Venetia hours of pain and anxiety, occurred with less uneasy +feelings. + +Masham had hastened to Cherbury the moment he heard of the return of +the Herberts to England. He did not come to console, but to enliven. +He was well aware that even his eloquence, and all the influence of +his piety, could not soften the irreparable past; and knowing, from +experience, how in solitude the unhappy brood over sorrow, he fancied +that his arrival, and perhaps his arrival only, might tend in some +degree at this moment to their alleviation and comfort. He brought +Lady Annabel and Venetia letters from their relations, with whom he +had been staying at their country residence, and who were anxious that +their unhappy kinsfolk should find change of scene under their roof. + +'They are very affectionate,' said Lady Annabel, 'but I rather think +that neither Venetia nor myself feel inclined to quit Cherbury at +present.' + +'Indeed not, mamma,' said Venetia. 'I hope we shall never leave home +again.' + +'You must come and see me some day,' said the Bishop; then turning to +George, whom he was glad to find here, he addressed him in a hearty +tone, and expressed his delight at again meeting him. + +Insensibly to all parties this arrival of the good Masham exercised a +beneficial influence on their spirits. They could sympathise with his +cheerfulness, because they were convinced that he sympathised with +their sorrow. His interesting conversation withdrew their minds from +the painful subject on which they were always musing. It seemed +profanation to either of the three mourners when they were together +alone, to indulge in any topic but the absorbing one, and their utmost +effort was to speak of the past with composure; but they all felt +relieved, though at first unconsciously, when one, whose interest in +their feelings could not be doubted, gave the signal of withdrawing +their reflections from vicissitudes which it was useless to deplore. +Even the social forms which the presence of a guest rendered +indispensable, and the exercise of the courtesies of hospitality, +contributed to this result. They withdrew their minds from the past. +And the worthy Bishop, whose tact was as eminent as his good humour +and benevolence, evincing as much delicacy of feeling as cheerfulness +of temper, a very few days had elapsed before each of his companions +was aware that his presence had contributed to their increased +content. + +'You have not been to the abbey yet, Lord Cadurcis,' said Masham to +him one day, as they were sitting together after dinner, the ladies +having retired. 'You should go.' + +'I have been unwilling to leave them,' said George, 'and I could +scarcely expect them to accompany me. It is a visit that must revive +painful recollections.' + +'We must not dwell on the past,' said Masham; 'we must think only of +the future.' + +'Venetia has no future, I fear,' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'Why not?' said Masham; 'she is yet a girl, and with a prospect of a +long life. She must have a future, and I hope, and I believe, it will +yet be a happy one.' + +'Alas!' said Lord Cadurcis, 'no one can form an idea of the attachment +that subsisted between Plantagenet and Venetia. They were not common +feelings, or the feelings of common minds, my dear lord.' + +'No one knew them both better than I did,' said Masham, 'not even +yourself: they were my children.' + +'I feel that,' said George, 'and therefore it is a pleasure to us all +to see you, and to speak with you.' + +'But we must look for consolation,' said Masham; 'to deplore is +fruitless. If we live, we must struggle to live happily. To tell you +the truth, though their immediate return to Cherbury was inevitable, +and their residence here for a time is scarcely to be deprecated, I +still hope they will not bury themselves here. For my part, after the +necessary interval, I wish to see Venetia once more in the world.' + +Lord Cadurcis looked very mournful, and shook his head. + +'As for her dear mother, she is habituated to sorrow and +disappointment,' said Masham. 'As long as Venetia lives Lady Annabel +will be content. Besides, deplorable as may be the past, there must be +solace to her in the reflection that she was reconciled to her husband +before his death, and contributed to his happiness. Venetia is the +stricken lamb, but Venetia is formed for happiness, and it is in the +nature of things that she will be happy. We must not, however, yield +unnecessarily to our feelings. A violent exertion would be unwise, but +we should habituate ourselves gradually to the exercise of our duties, +and to our accustomed pursuits. It would be well for you to go to +Cadurcis. If I were you I would go to-morrow. Take advantage of my +presence, and return and give a report of your visit. Habituate +Venetia to talk of a spot with which ultimately she must renew her +intimacy.' + +Influenced by this advice, Lord Cadurcis rose early on the next +morning and repaired to the seat of his fathers, where hitherto his +foot had never trod. When the circle at Cherbury assembled at their +breakfast table he was missing, and Masham had undertaken the office +of apprising his friends of the cause of his absence. He returned to +dinner, and the conversation fell naturally upon the abbey, and the +impressions he had received. It was maintained at first by Lady +Annabel and the Bishop, but Venetia ultimately joined in it, and with +cheerfulness. Many a trait and incident of former days was alluded to; +they talked of Mrs. Cadurcis, whom George had never seen; they settled +the chambers he should inhabit; they mentioned the improvements +which Plantagenet had once contemplated, and which George must now +accomplish. + +'You must go to London first,' said the Bishop; 'you have a great deal +to do, and you should not delay such business. I think you had better +return with me. At this time of the year you need not be long absent; +you will not be detained; and when you return, you will find yourself +much more at ease; for, after all, nothing is more harassing than the +feeling, that there is business which must be attended to, and which, +nevertheless, is neglected.' + +Both Lady Annabel and Venetia enforced this advice of their friend; +and so it happened that, ere a week had elapsed, Lord Cadurcis, +accompanying Masham, found himself once more in London. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Venetia was now once more alone with her mother; it was as in old +times. Their life was the same as before the visit of Plantagenet +previous to his going to Cambridge, except indeed that they had no +longer a friend at Marringhurst. They missed the Sabbath visits of +that good man; for, though his successor performed the duties of the +day, which had been a condition when he was presented to the living, +the friend who knew all the secrets of their hearts was absent. +Venetia continued to bear herself with great equanimity, and the +anxiety which she observed instantly impressed on her mother's +countenance, the moment she fancied there was unusual gloom on the +brow of her child, impelled Venetia doubly to exert herself to appear +resigned. And in truth, when Lady Annabel revolved in her mind the +mournful past, and meditated over her early and unceasing efforts +to secure the happiness of her daughter, and then contrasted her +aspirations with the result, she could not acquit herself of having +been too often unconsciously instrumental in forwarding a very +different conclusion than that for which she had laboured. This +conviction preyed upon the mother, and the slightest evidence of +reaction in Venetia's tranquilised demeanour occasioned her the utmost +remorse and grief. The absence of George made both Lady Annabel and +Venetia still more finely appreciate the solace of his society. Left +to themselves, they felt how much they had depended on his vigilant +and considerate attention, and how much his sweet temper and his +unfailing sympathy had contributed to their consolation. He wrote, +however, to Venetia by every post, and his letters, if possible, +endeared him still more to their hearts. Unwilling to dwell upon +their mutual sorrows, yet always expressing sufficient to prove that +distance and absence had not impaired his sympathy, he contrived, with +infinite delicacy, even to amuse their solitude with the adventures of +his life of bustle. The arrival of the post was the incident of the +day; and not merely letters arrived; one day brought books, another +music; continually some fresh token of his thought and affection +reached them. He was, however, only a fortnight absent; but when he +returned, it was to Cadurcis. He called upon them the next day, and +indeed every morning found him at Cherbury; but he returned to his +home at night; and so, without an effort, from their guest he had +become their neighbour. + +Plantagenet had left the whole of his property to his cousin: his +mother's fortune, which, as an accessory fund, was not inconsiderable, +besides the estate. And George intended to devote a portion of this to +the restoration of the abbey. Venetia was to be his counsellor in this +operation, and therefore there were ample sources of amusement for the +remainder of the year. On a high ridge, which was one of the beacons +of the county, and which, moreover, marked the junction of the domains +of Cherbury and Cadurcis, it was his intention to raise a monument to +the united memories of Marmion Herbert and Plantagenet Lord Cadurcis. +He brought down a design with him from London, and this was the +project which he had previously whispered to Venetia. With George for +her companion, too, Venetia was induced to resume her rides. It was +her part to make him acquainted with the county in which he was so +important a resident. Time therefore, at Cherbury, on the whole, +flowed on in a tide of tranquil pleasure; and Lady Annabel observed, +with interest and fondness, the continual presence beneath her roof +of one who, from the first day she had met him, had engaged her kind +feelings, and had since become intimately endeared to her. + +The end of November was, however, now approaching, and Parliament +was about to reassemble. Masham had written more than once to Lord +Cadurcis, impressing upon him the propriety and expediency of taking +his seat. He had shown these letters, as he showed everything, to +Venetia, who was his counsellor on all subjects, and Venetia agreed +with their friend. + +'It is right,' said Venetia; 'you have a duty to perform, and you must +perform it. Besides, I do not wish the name of Cadurcis to sink again +into obscurity. I shall look forward with interest to Lord Cadurcis +taking the oaths and his seat. It will please me; it will indeed.' + +'But Venetia,' said George, 'I do not like to leave this place. I am +happy, if we may be happy. This life suits me. I am a quiet man. I +dislike London. I feel alone there.' + +'You can write to us; you will have a great deal to say. And I shall +have something to say to you now. I must give you a continual report +how they go on at the abbey. I will be your steward, and superintend +everything.' + +'Ah!' said George, 'what shall I do in London without you, without +your advice? There will be something occurring every day, and I shall +have no one to consult. Indeed I shall feel quite miserable; I shall +indeed.' + +'It is quite impossible that, with your station, and at your time of +life, you should bury yourself in the country,' said Venetia. 'You +have the whole world before you, and you must enjoy it. It is very +well for mamma and myself to lead this life. I look upon ourselves as +two nuns. If Cadurcis is an abbey, Cherbury is now a convent.' + +'How can a man wish to be more than happy? I am quite content here,' +said George, 'What is London to me?' + +'It may be a great deal to you, more than you think,' said Venetia. 'A +great deal awaits you yet. However, there can be no doubt you should +take your seat. You can always return, if you wish. But take your +seat, and cultivate dear Masham. I have the utmost confidence in his +wisdom and goodness. You cannot have a friend more respectable. Now +mind my advice, George.' + +'I always do, Venetia.' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Time and Faith are the great consolers, and neither of these precious +sources of solace were wanting to the inhabitants of Cherbury. They +were again living alone, but their lives were cheerful; and if Venetia +no longer indulged in a worldly and blissful future, nevertheless, in +the society of her mother, in the resources of art and literature, in +the diligent discharge of her duties to her humble neighbours, and in +cherishing the memory of the departed, she experienced a life that was +not without its tranquil pleasures. She maintained with Lord Cadurcis +a constant correspondence; he wrote to her every day, and although +they were separated, there was not an incident of his life, and +scarcely a thought, of which she was not cognisant. It was with great +difficulty that George could induce himself to remain in London; but +Masham, who soon obtained over him all the influence which Venetia +desired, ever opposed his return to the abbey. The good Bishop was not +unaware of the feelings with which Lord Cadurcis looked back to the +hall of Cherbury, and himself of a glad and sanguine temperament, he +indulged in a belief in the consummation of all that happiness for +which his young friend, rather sceptically, sighed. But Masham was +aware that time could alone soften the bitterness of Venetia's sorrow, +and prepare her for that change of life which he felt confident +would alone ensure the happiness both of herself and her mother. He +therefore detained Lord Cadurcis in London the whole of the sessions +that, on his return to Cherbury, his society might be esteemed a novel +and agreeable incident in the existence of its inhabitants, and not be +associated merely with their calamities. + +It was therefore about a year after the catastrophe which had so +suddenly changed the whole tenor of their lives, and occasioned so +unexpected a revolution in his own position, that Lord Cadurcis +arrived at his ancestral seat, with no intention of again speedily +leaving it. He had long and frequently apprised his friends of his +approaching presence, And, arriving at the abbey late at night, he was +at Cherbury early on the following morning. + +Although no inconsiderable interval had elapsed since Lord Cadurcis +had parted from the Herberts, the continual correspondence that had +been maintained between himself and Venetia, divested his visit of the +slightest embarrassment. They met as if they had parted yesterday, +except perhaps with greater fondness. The chain of their feelings +was unbroken. He was indeed welcomed, both by Lady Annabel and her +daughter, with warm affection; and his absence had only rendered him +dearer to them by affording an opportunity of feeling how much his +society contributed to their felicity. Venetia was anxious to know his +opinion of the improvements at the abbey, which she had superintended; +but he assured her that he would examine nothing without her company, +and ultimately they agreed to walk over to Cadurcis. + +It was a summer day, and they walked through that very wood wherein +we described the journey of the child Venetia, at the commencement +of this very history. The blue patches of wild hyacinths had all +disappeared, but there were flowers as sweet. What if the first +feelings of our heart fade, like the first flowers of spring, +succeeding years, like the coming summer, may bring emotions not less +charming, and, perchance, far more fervent! + +'I can scarcely believe,' said Lord Cadurcis, 'that I am once more +with you. I know not what surprises me most, Venetia, that we should +be walking once more together in the woods of Cherbury, or that I ever +should have dared to quit them.' + +'And yet it was better, dear George,' said Venetia. 'You must now +rejoice that you have fulfilled your duty, and yet you are here again. +Besides, the abbey never would have been finished if you had remained. +To complete all our plans, it required a mistress.' + +'I wish it always had one,' said George. 'Ah, Venetia! once you told +me never to despair.' + +'And what have you to despair about, George?' + +'Heigh ho!' said Lord Cadurcis, 'I never shall be able to live in this +abbey alone.' + +'You should have brought a wife from London,' said Venetia. + +'I told you once, Venetia, that I was not a marrying man,' said Lord +Cadurcis; 'and certainly I never shall bring a wife from London.' + +'Then you cannot accustom yourself too soon to a bachelor's life,' +said Venetia. + +'Ah, Venetia!' said George, 'I wish I were clever; I wish I were a +genius; I wish I were a great man.' + +'Why, George?' + +'Because, Venetia, perhaps,' and Lord Cadurcis hesitated, 'perhaps you +would think differently of me? I mean perhaps your feelings towards me +might; ah, Venetia! perhaps you might think me worthy of you; perhaps +you might love me.' + +'I am sure, dear George, if I did not love you, I should be the most +ungrateful of beings: you are our only friend.' + +'And can I never be more than a friend to you, Venetia?' said Lord +Cadurcis, blushing very deeply. + +'I am sure, dear George, I should be very sorry for your sake, if you +wished to be more,' said Venetia. + +'Why?' said Lord Cadurcis. + +'Because I should not like to see you unite your destiny with that of +a very unfortunate, if not a very unhappy, person.' + +'The sweetest, the loveliest of women!' said Lord Cadurcis. 'O +Venetia! I dare not express what I feel, still less what I could hope. +I think so little of myself, so highly of you, that I am convinced my +aspirations are too arrogant for me to breathe them.' + +'Ah! dear George, you deserve to be happy,' said Venetia. 'Would that +it were in my power to make you!' + +'Dearest Venetia! it is, it is,' exclaimed Lord Cadurcis; then +checking himself, as if frightened by his boldness, he added in a more +subdued tone, 'I feel I am not worthy of you.' + +They stood upon the breezy down that divided the demesnes of Cherbury +and the abbey. Beneath them rose, 'embosomed in a valley of green +bowers,' the ancient pile lately renovated under the studious care of +Venetia. + +'Ah!' said Lord Cadurcis, 'be not less kind to the master of these +towers, than to the roof that you have fostered. You have renovated +our halls, restore our happiness! There is an union that will bring +consolation to more than one hearth, and baffle all the crosses of +adverse fate. Venetia, beautiful and noble-minded Venetia, condescend +to fulfil it!' + +Perhaps the reader will not be surprised that, within a few months of +this morning walk, the hands of George, Lord Cadurcis, and Venetia +Herbert were joined in the chapel at Cherbury by the good Masham. +Peace be with them. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 11869 *** |
