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A Story of the Seen and the Unseen + +Author: Mrs. Oliphant + +Release Date: March 9, 2004 [EBook #11521] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A BELEAGUERED CITY *** + + + + +Produced by Stan Goodman and PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + + + + + +A BELEAGUERED CITY + + + + + +BEING + + + + + +A NARRATIVE OF CERTAIN RECENT EVENTS IN THE CITY OF SEMUR, IN THE +DEPARTMENT OF THE HAUTE BOURGOGNE + + + + + +A STORY OF THE SEEN AND THE UNSEEN + +by Mrs. Oliphant + +1900 + + +THE AUTHOR inscribes this little Book, with tender and grateful +greetings, to those whose sympathy has supported her through many and +long years, the kind audience of her UNKNOWN FRIENDS. + + +THE NARRATIVE OF M. LE MAIRE: THE CONDITION OF THE CITY. + +I, Martin Dupin (de la Clairiere), had the honour of holding the office +of Maire in the town of Semur, in the Haute Bourgogne, at the time when +the following events occurred. It will be perceived, therefore, that no +one could have more complete knowledge of the facts--at once from my +official position, and from the place of eminence in the affairs of the +district generally which my family has held for many generations--by +what citizen-like virtues and unblemished integrity I will not be vain +enough to specify. Nor is it necessary; for no one who knows Semur can +be ignorant of the position held by the Dupins, from father to son. The +estate La Clairiere has been so long in the family that we might very +well, were we disposed, add its name to our own, as so many families in +France do; and, indeed, I do not prevent my wife (whose prejudices I +respect) from making this use of it upon her cards. But, for myself, +_bourgeois_ I was born and _bourgeois_ I mean to die. My residence, like +that of my father and grandfather, is at No. 29 in the Grande Rue, +opposite the Cathedral, and not far from the Hospital of St. Jean. We +inhabit the first floor, along with the _rez-de-chaussee,_ which has +been turned into domestic offices suitable for the needs of the family. +My mother, holding a respected place in my household, lives with us in +the most perfect family union. My wife (_nee_ de Champfleurie) is +everything that is calculated to render a household happy; but, alas one +only of our two children survives to bless us. I have thought these +details of my private circumstances necessary, to explain the following +narrative; to which I will also add, by way of introduction, a simple +sketch of the town itself and its general conditions before these +remarkable events occurred. + +It was on a summer evening about sunset, the middle of the month of +June, that my attention was attracted by an incident of no importance +which occurred in the street, when I was making my way home, after an +inspection of the young vines in my new vineyard to the left of La +Clairiere. All were in perfectly good condition, and none of the many +signs which point to the arrival of the insect were apparent. I had come +back in good spirits, thinking of the prosperity which I was happy to +believe I had merited by a conscientious performance of all my duties. I +had little with which to blame myself: not only my wife and relations, +but my dependants and neighbours, approved my conduct as a man; and even +my fellow-citizens, exacting as they are, had confirmed in my favour the +good opinion which my family had been fortunate enough to secure from +father to son. These thoughts were in my mind as I turned the corner of +the Grande Rue and approached my own house. At this moment the tinkle of +a little bell warned all the bystanders of the procession which was +about to pass, carrying the rites of the Church to some dying person. +Some of the women, always devout, fell on their knees. I did not go so +far as this, for I do not pretend, in these days of progress, to have +retained the same attitude of mind as that which it is no doubt becoming +to behold in the more devout sex; but I stood respectfully out of the +way, and took off my hat, as good breeding alone, if nothing else, +demanded of me. Just in front of me, however, was Jacques Richard, +always a troublesome individual, standing doggedly, with his hat upon +his head and his hands in his pockets, straight in the path of M. le +Cure. There is not in all France a more obstinate fellow. He stood +there, notwithstanding the efforts of a good woman to draw him away, and +though I myself called to him. M. le Cure is not the man to flinch; and +as he passed, walking as usual very quickly and straight, his soutane +brushed against the blouse of Jacques. He gave one quick glance from +beneath his eyebrows at the profane interruption, but he would not +distract himself from his sacred errand at such a moment. It is a sacred +errand when any one, be he priest or layman, carries the best he can +give to the bedside of the dying. I said this to Jacques when M. le Cure +had passed and the bell went tinkling on along the street. 'Jacques,' +said I, 'I do not call it impious, like this good woman, but I call it +inhuman. What! a man goes to carry help to the dying, and you show him +no respect!' + +This brought the colour to his face; and I think, perhaps, that he might +have become ashamed of the part he had played; but the women pushed in +again, as they are so fond of doing. 'Oh, M. le Maire, he does not +deserve that you should lose your words upon him!' they cried; 'and, +besides, is it likely he will pay any attention to you when he tries to +stop even the _bon Dieu_?' + +'The _bon Dieu!_' cried Jacques. 'Why doesn't He clear the way for +himself? Look here. I do not care one farthing for your _bon Dieu_. Here +is mine; I carry him about with me.' And he took a piece of a hundred +sous out of his pocket (how had it got there?) '_Vive l'argent_' he +said. 'You know it yourself, though you will not say so. There is no +_bon Dieu_ but money. With money you can do anything. _L'argent c'est le +bon Dieu_.' + +'Be silent,' I cried, 'thou profane one!' And the women were still more +indignant than I. 'We shall see, we shall see; when he is ill and would +give his soul for something to wet his lips, his _bon Dieu_ will not do +much for him,' cried one; and another said, clasping her hands with a +shrill cry, 'It is enough to make the dead rise out of their graves!' + +'The dead rise out of their graves!' These words, though one has heard +them before, took possession of my imagination. I saw the rude fellow go +along the street as I went on, tossing the coin in his hand. One time it +fell to the ground and rang upon the pavement, and he laughed more +loudly as he picked it up. He was walking towards the sunset, and I too, +at a distance after. The sky was full of rose-tinted clouds floating +across the blue, floating high over the grey pinnacles of the Cathedral, +and filling the long open line of the Rue St. Etienne down which he was +going. As I crossed to my own house I caught him full against the light, +in his blue blouse, tossing the big silver piece in the air, and heard +him laugh and shout _'Vive l'argent!_ This is the only _bon Dieu_.' +Though there are many people who live as if this were their sentiment, +there are few who give it such brutal expression; but some of the people +at the corner of the street laughed too. 'Bravo, Jacques!' they cried; +and one said, 'You are right, _mon ami_, the only god to trust in +nowadays.' 'It is a short _credo_, M. le Maire,' said another, who +caught my eye. He saw I was displeased, this one, and his countenance +changed at once. + +'Yes, Jean Pierre,' I said, 'it is worse than short--it is brutal. I +hope no man who respects himself will ever countenance it. It is against +the dignity of human nature, if nothing more.' + +'Ah, M. le Maire!' cried a poor woman, one of the good ladies of the +market, with entrenchments of baskets all round her, who had been +walking my way; 'ah, M. le Maire! did not I say true? it is enough to +bring the dead out of their graves.' + +'That would be something to see,' said Jean Pierre, with a laugh; 'and I +hope, _ma bonne femme_, that if you have any interest with them, you +will entreat these gentlemen to appear before I go away.' + +'I do not like such jesting,' said I. 'The dead are very dead and will +not disturb anybody, but even the prejudices of respectable persons +ought to be respected. A ribald like Jacques counts for nothing, but I +did not expect this from you.' + +'What would you, M. le Maire?' he said, with a shrug of his shoulders. +'We are made like that. I respect prejudices as you say. My wife is a +good woman, she prays for two--but me! How can I tell that Jacques is +not right after all? A _grosse piece_ of a hundred sous, one sees that, +one knows what it can do--but for the other!' He thrust up one shoulder +to his ear, and turned up the palms of his hands. + +'It is our duty at all times to respect the convictions of others,' I +said, severely; and passed on to my own house, having no desire to +encourage discussions at the street corner. A man in my position is +obliged to be always mindful of the example he ought to set. But I had +not yet done with this phrase, which had, as I have said, caught my ear +and my imagination. My mother was in the great _salle_ of the +_rez-de-chausee,_ as I passed, in altercation with a peasant who had +just brought us in some loads of wood. There is often, it seems to me, a +sort of _refrain_ in conversation, which one catches everywhere as one +comes and goes. Figure my astonishment when I heard from the lips of my +good mother the same words with which that good-for-nothing Jacques +Richard had made the profession of his brutal faith. 'Go!' she cried, in +anger; 'you are all the same. Money is your god. _De grosses pieces_, +that is all you think of in these days.' + +'_Eh, bien,_ madame,' said the peasant; 'and if so, what then? Don't you +others, gentlemen and ladies, do just the same? What is there in the +world but money to think of? If it is a question of marriage, you demand +what is the _dot_; if it is a question of office, you ask, Monsieur +Untel, is he rich? And it is perfectly just. We know what money can do; +but as for _le bon Dieu_, whom our grandmothers used to talk about--' + +And lo! our _gros paysan_ made exactly the same gesture as Jean Pierre. +He put up his shoulders to his ears, and spread out the palms of his +hands, as who should say, There is nothing further to be said. + +Then there occurred a still more remarkable repetition. My mother, as +may be supposed, being a very respectable person, and more or less +_devote_, grew red with indignation and horror. + +'Oh, these poor grandmothers!' she cried; 'God give them rest! It is +enough to make the dead rise out of their graves.' + +'Oh, I will answer for _les morts_! they will give nobody any trouble,' +he said with a laugh. I went in and reproved the man severely, finding +that, as I supposed, he had attempted to cheat my good mother in the +price of the wood. Fortunately she had been quite as clever as he was. +She went upstairs shaking her head, while I gave the man to understand +that no one should speak to her but with the profoundest respect in my +house. 'She has her opinions, like all respectable ladies,' I said, +'but under this roof these opinions shall always be sacred.' And, to do +him justice, I will add that when it was put to him in this way +Gros-Jean was ashamed of himself. + +When I talked over these incidents with my wife, as we gave each other +the narrative of our day's experiences, she was greatly distressed, as +may be supposed. 'I try to hope they are not so bad as Bonne Maman +thinks. But oh, _mon ami!_' she said, 'what will the world come to if +this is what they really believe?' + +'Take courage,' I said; 'the world will never come to anything much +different from what it is. So long as there are _des anges_ like thee to +pray for us, the scale will not go down to the wrong side.' + +I said this, of course, to please my Agnes, who is the best of wives; +but on thinking it over after, I could not but be struck with the +extreme justice (not to speak of the beauty of the sentiment) of this +thought. The _bon Dieu_--if, indeed, that great Being is as represented +to us by the Church--must naturally care as much for one-half of His +creatures as for the other, though they have not the same weight in the +world; and consequently the faith of the women must hold the balance +straight, especially if, as is said, they exceed us in point of numbers. +This leaves a little margin for those of them who profess the same +freedom of thought as is generally accorded to men--a class, I must add, +which I abominate from the bottom of my heart. + +I need not dwell upon other little scenes which impressed the same idea +still more upon my mind. Semur, I need not say, is not the centre of the +world, and might, therefore, be supposed likely to escape the full +current of worldliness. We amuse ourselves little, and we have not any +opportunity of rising to the heights of ambition; for our town is not +even the _chef-lieu_ of the department,--though this is a subject upon +which I cannot trust myself to speak. Figure to yourself that La +Rochette--a place of yesterday, without either the beauty or the +antiquity of Semur--has been chosen as the centre of affairs, the +residence of M. le Prefet! But I will not enter upon this question. What +I was saying was, that, notwithstanding the fact that we amuse ourselves +but little, that there is no theatre to speak of, little society, few +distractions, and none of those inducements to strive for gain and to +indulge the senses, which exist, for instance, in Paris--that capital of +the world--yet, nevertheless, the thirst for money and for pleasure has +increased among us to an extent which I cannot but consider alarming. +Gros-Jean, our peasant, toils for money, and hoards; Jacques, who is a +cooper and maker of wine casks, gains and drinks; Jean Pierre snatches +at every sous that comes in his way, and spends it in yet worse +dissipations. He is one who quails when he meets my eye; he sins _en +cachette_; but Jacques is bold, and defies opinion; and Gros-Jean is +firm in the belief that to hoard money is the highest of mortal +occupations. These three are types of what the population is at Semur. +The men would all sell their souls for a _grosse piece_ of fifty +sous--indeed, they would laugh, and express their delight that any one +should believe them to love souls, if they could but have a chance of +selling them; and the devil, who was once supposed to deal in that +commodity, would be very welcome among us. And as for the _bon +Dieu--pouff!_ that was an affair of the grandmothers--_le bon Dieu c'est +l'argent_. This is their creed. I was very near the beginning of my +official year as Maire when my attention was called to these matters as +I have described above. A man may go on for years keeping quiet +himself--keeping out of tumult, religious or political--and make no +discovery of the general current of feeling; but when you are forced to +serve your country in any official capacity, and when your eyes are +opened to the state of affairs around you, then I allow that an +inexperienced observer might well cry out, as my wife did, 'What will +become of the world?' I am not prejudiced myself--unnecessary to say +that the foolish scruples of the women do not move me. But the devotion +of the community at large to this pursuit of gain-money without any +grandeur, and pleasure without any refinement--that is a thing which +cannot fail to wound all who believe in human nature. To be a +millionaire--that, I grant, would be pleasant. A man as rich as Monte +Christo, able to do whatever he would, with the equipage of an English +duke, the palace of an Italian prince, the retinue of a Russian +noble--he, indeed, might be excused if his money seemed to him a kind of +god. But Gros-Jean, who lays up two sous at a time, and lives on black +bread and an onion; and Jacques, whose _grosse piece_ but secures him +the headache of a drunkard next morning--what to them could be this +miserable deity? As for myself, however, it was my business, as Maire +of the commune, to take as little notice as possible of the follies +these people might say, and to hold the middle course between the +prejudices of the respectable and the levities of the foolish. With +this, without more, to think of, I had enough to keep all my faculties +employed. + + +THE NARRATIVE OF M. LE MAIRE CONTINUED: BEGINNING OF THE LATE REMARKABLE +EVENTS. + +I do not attempt to make out any distinct connection between the simple +incidents above recorded, and the extraordinary events that followed. I +have related them as they happened; chiefly by way of showing the state +of feeling in the city, and the sentiment which pervaded the +community--a sentiment, I fear, too common in my country. I need not say +that to encourage superstition is far from my wish. I am a man of my +century, and proud of being so; very little disposed to yield to the +domination of the clerical party, though desirous of showing all just +tolerance for conscientious faith, and every respect for the prejudices +of the ladies of my family. I am, moreover, all the more inclined to be +careful of giving in my adhesion to any prodigy, in consequence of a +consciousness that the faculty of imagination has always been one of my +characteristics. It usually is so, I am aware, in superior minds, and it +has procured me many pleasures unknown to the common herd. Had it been +possible for me to believe that I had been misled by this faculty, I +should have carefully refrained from putting upon record any account of +my individual impressions; but my attitude here is not that of a man +recording his personal experiences only, but of one who is the official +mouthpiece and representative of the commune, and whose duty it is to +render to government and to the human race a true narrative of the very +wonderful facts to which every citizen of Semur can bear witness. In +this capacity it has become my duty so to arrange and edit the different +accounts of the mystery, as to present one coherent and trustworthy +chronicle to the world. + +To proceed, however, with my narrative. It is not necessary for me to +describe what summer is in the Haute Bourgogne. Our generous wines, our +glorious fruits, are sufficient proof, without any assertion on my part. +The summer with us is as a perpetual _fete_--at least, before the insect +appeared it was so, though now anxiety about the condition of our vines +may cloud our enjoyment of the glorious sunshine which ripens them +hourly before our eyes. Judge, then, of the astonishment of the world +when there suddenly came upon us a darkness as in the depth of winter, +falling, without warning, into the midst of the brilliant weather to +which we are accustomed, and which had never failed us before in the +memory of man! It was the month of July, when, in ordinary seasons, a +cloud is so rare that it is a joy to see one, merely as a variety upon +the brightness. Suddenly, in the midst of our summer delights, this +darkness came. Its first appearance took us so entirely by surprise that +life seemed to stop short, and the business of the whole town was +delayed by an hour or two; nobody being able to believe that at six +o'clock in the morning the sun had not risen. I do not assert that the +sun did not rise; all I mean to say is that at Semur it was still dark, +as in a morning of winter, and when it gradually and slowly became day +many hours of the morning were already spent. And never shall I forget +the aspect of day when it came. It was like a ghost or pale shadow of +the glorious days of July with which we are usually blessed. The +barometer did not go down, nor was there any rain, but an unusual +greyness wrapped earth and sky. I heard people say in the streets, and I +am aware that the same words came to my own lips: 'If it were not full +summer, I should say it was going to snow.' We have much snow in the +Haute Bourgogne, and we are well acquainted with this aspect of the +skies. Of the depressing effect which this greyness exercised upon +myself personally, greyness exercised upon myself personally, I will not +speak. I have always been noted as a man of fine perceptions, and I was +aware instinctively that such a state of the atmosphere must mean +something more than was apparent on the surface. But, as the danger was +of an entirely unprecedented character, it is not to be wondered at that +I should be completely at a loss to divine what its meaning was. It was +a blight some people said; and many were of opinion that it was caused +by clouds of animalculae coming, as is described in ancient writings, to +destroy the crops, and even to affect the health of the population. The +doctors scoffed at this; but they talked about malaria, which, as far as +I could understand, was likely to produce exactly the same effect. The +night closed in early as the day had dawned late; the lamps were lighted +before six o'clock, and daylight had only begun about ten! Figure to +yourself, a July day! There ought to have been a moon almost at the +full; but no moon was visible, no stars--nothing but a grey veil of +clouds, growing darker and darker as the moments went on; such I have +heard are the days and the nights in England, where the seafogs so often +blot out the sky. But we are unacquainted with anything of the kind in +our _plaisant pays de France_. There was nothing else talked of in Semur +all that night, as may well be imagined. My own mind was extremely +uneasy. Do what I would, I could not deliver myself from a sense of +something dreadful in the air which was neither malaria nor animalculae, +I took a promenade through the streets that evening, accompanied by M. +Barbou, my _adjoint_, to make sure that all was safe; and the darkness +was such that we almost lost our way, though we were both born in the +town and had known every turning from our boyhood. It cannot be denied +that Semur is very badly lighted. We retain still the lanterns slung by +cords across the streets which once were general in France, but which, +in most places, have been superseded by the modern institution of gas. +Gladly would I have distinguished my term of office by bringing gas to +Semur. But the expense would have been great, and there were a hundred +objections. In summer generally, the lanterns were of little consequence +because of the brightness of the sky; but to see them now, twinkling +dimly here and there, making us conscious how dark it was, was strange +indeed. It was in the interests of order that we took our round, with a +fear, in my mind at least, of I knew not what. M. l'Adjoint said +nothing, but no doubt he thought as I did. + +While we were thus patrolling the city with a special eye to the +prevention of all seditious assemblages, such as are too apt to take +advantage of any circumstances that may disturb the ordinary life of a +city, or throw discredit on its magistrates, we were accosted by Paul +Lecamus, a man whom I have always considered as something of a +visionary, though his conduct is irreproachable, and his life +honourable and industrious. He entertains religious convictions of a +curious kind; but, as the man is quite free from revolutionary +sentiments, I have never considered it to be my duty to interfere with +him, or to investigate his creed. Indeed, he has been treated generally +in Semur as a dreamer of dreams--one who holds a great many +impracticable and foolish opinions--though the respect which I always +exact for those whose lives are respectable and worthy has been a +protection to hire. He was, I think, aware that he owed something to my +good offices, and it was to me accordingly that he addressed himself. + +'Good evening, M. le Maire,' he said; 'you are groping about, like +myself, in this strange night.' + +'Good evening M. Paul,' I replied. 'It is, indeed, a strange night. It +indicates, I fear, that a storm is coming.' + +M. Paul shook his head. There is a solemnity about even his ordinary +appearance. He has a long face, pale, and adorned with a heavy, drooping +moustache, which adds much to the solemn impression made by his +countenance. He looked at me with great gravity as he stood in the +shadow of the lamp, and slowly shook his head. + +'You do not agree with me? Well! the opinion of a man like M. Paul +Lecamus is always worthy to be heard.' + +'Oh!' he said, 'I am called visionary. I am not supposed to be a +trustworthy witness. Nevertheless, if M. Le Maire will come with me, I +will show him something that is very strange--something that is almost +more wonderful than the darkness--more strange,' he went on with great +earnestness, 'than any storm that ever ravaged Burgundy.' + +'That is much to say. A tempest now when the vines are in full +bearing--' + +'Would be nothing, nothing to what I can show you. Only come with me to +the Porte St. Lambert.' + +'If M. le Maire will excuse me,' said M. Barbou, 'I think I will go +home. It is a little cold, and you are aware that I am always afraid of +the damp.' In fact, our coats were beaded with a cold dew as in +November, and I could not but acknowledge that my respectable colleague +had reason. Besides, we were close to his house, and he had, no doubt, +the sustaining consciousness of having done everything that was really +incumbent upon him. 'Our ways lie together as far as my house,' he said, +with a slight chattering of his teeth. No doubt it was the cold. After +we had walked with him to his door, we proceeded to the Porte St. +Lambert. By this time almost everybody had re-entered their houses. The +streets were very dark, and they were also very still. When we reached +the gates, at that hour of the night, we found them shut as a matter of +course. The officers of the _octroi_ were standing close together at the +door of their office, in which the lamp was burning. The very lamp +seemed oppressed by the heavy air; it burnt dully, surrounded with a +yellow haze. The men had the appearance of suffering greatly from cold. +They received me with a satisfaction which was very gratifying to me. +'At length here is M. le Maire himself,' they said. + +'My good friends,' said I, 'you have a cold post to-night. The weather +has changed in the most extraordinary way. I have no doubt the +scientific gentlemen at the Musee will be able to tell us all about +it--M. de Clairon--' + +'Not to interrupt M. le Maire,' said Riou, of the _octroi_, 'I think +there is more in it than any scientific gentleman can explain.' + +'Ah! You think so. But they explain everything,' I said, with a smile. +'They tell us how the wind is going to blow.' + +As I said this, there seemed to pass us, from the direction of the +closed gates, a breath of air so cold that I could not restrain a +shiver. They looked at each other. It was not a smile that passed +between them--they were too pale, too cold, to smile but a look of +intelligence. 'M. le Maire,' said one of them, 'perceives it too;' but +they did not shiver as I did. They were like men turned into ice who +could feel no more. + +'It is, without doubt, the most extraordinary weather,' I said. My teeth +chattered like Barbou's. It was all I could do to keep myself steady. No +one made any reply; but Lecamus said, 'Have the goodness to open the +little postern for foot-passengers: M. le Maire wishes to make an +inspection outside.' + +Upon these words, Riou, who knew me well, caught me by the arm. 'A +thousand pardons,' he said, 'M. le Maire; but I entreat you, do not go. +Who can tell what is outside? Since this morning there is something very +strange on the other side of the gates. If M. le Maire would listen to +me, he would keep them shut night and day till _that_ is gone, he would +not go out into the midst of it. _Mon Dieu!_ a man may be brave. I know +the courage of M. le Maire; but to march without necessity into the +jaws of hell: _mon Dieu!_' cried the poor man again. He crossed himself, +and none of us smiled. Now a man may sign himself at the church +door--one does so out of respect; but to use that ceremony for one's own +advantage, before other men, is rare--except in the case of members of a +very decided party. Riou was not one of these. He signed himself in +sight of us all, and not one of us smiled. + +The other was less familiar--he knew me only in my public capacity--he +was one Gallais of the Quartier St. Medon. He said, taking off his hat: +'If I were M. le Maire, saving your respect, I would not go out into an +unknown danger with this man here, a man who is known as a pietist, as a +clerical, as one who sees visions--' + +'He is not a clerical, he is a good citizen,' I said; 'come, lend us +your lantern. Shall I shrink from my duty wherever it leads me? Nay, my +good friends, the Maire of a French commune fears neither man nor devil +in the exercise of his duty. M. Paul, lead on.' When I said the word +'devil' a spasm of alarm passed over Riou's face. He crossed himself +again. This time I could not but smile. 'My little Riou,' I said, 'do +you know that you are a little imbecile with your piety? There is a time +for everything.' + +'Except religion, M. le Maire; that is never out of place,' said +Gallais. + +I could not believe my senses. 'Is it a conversion?' I said. 'Some of +our Carmes dechausses must have passed this way.' + +'M. le Maire will soon see other teachers more wonderful than the Carmes +dechausses,' said Lecamus. He went and took down the lantern from its +nail, and opened the little door. When it opened, I was once more +penetrated by the same icy breath; once, twice, thrice, I cannot tell +how many times this crossed me, as if some one passed. I looked round +upon the others--I gave way a step. I could not help it. In spite of me, +the hair seemed to rise erect on my head. The two officers stood close +together, and Riou, collecting his courage, made an attempt to laugh. +'M. le Maire perceives,' he said, his lips trembling almost too much to +form the words, 'that the winds are walking about.' 'Hush, for God's +sake!' said the other, grasping him by the arm. + +This recalled me to myself; and I followed Lecamus, who stood waiting +for me holding the door a little ajar. He went on strangely, like--I can +use no other words to express it--a man making his way in the face of a +crowd, a thing very surprising to me. I followed him close; but the +moment I emerged from the doorway something caught my breath. The same +feeling seized me also. I gasped; a sense of suffocation came upon me; I +put out my hand to lay hold upon my guide. The solid grasp I got of his +arm re-assured me a little, and he did not hesitate, but pushed his way +on. We got out clear of the gate and the shadow of the wall, keeping +close to the little watch-tower on the west side. Then he made a pause, +and so did I. We stood against the tower and looked out before us. There +was nothing there. The darkness was great, yet through the gloom of the +night I could see the division of the road from the broken ground on +either side; there was nothing there. I gasped, and drew myself up close +against the wall, as Lecamus had also done. There was in the air, in the +night, a sensation the most strange I have ever experienced. I have felt +the same thing indeed at other times, in face of a great crowd, when +thousands of people were moving, rustling, struggling, breathing around +me, thronging all the vacant space, filling up every spot. This was the +sensation that overwhelmed me here--a crowd: yet nothing to be seen but +the darkness, the indistinct line of the road. We could not move for +them, so close were they round us. What do I say? There was +nobody--nothing--not a form to be seen, not a face but his and mine. I +am obliged to confess that the moment was to me an awful moment. I +could not speak. My heart beat wildly as if trying to escape from my +breast--every breath I drew was with an effort. I clung to Lecamus with +deadly and helpless terror, and forced myself back upon the wall, +crouching against it; I did not turn and fly, as would have been +natural. What say I? _did_ not! I _could_ not! they pressed round us so. +Ah! you would think I must be mad to use such words, for there was +nobody near me--not a shadow even upon the road. + +Lecamus would have gone farther on; he would have pressed his way boldly +into the midst; but my courage was not equal to this. I clutched and +clung to him, dragging myself along against the wall, my whole mind +intent upon getting back. I was stronger than he, and he had no power to +resist me. I turned back, stumbling blindly, keeping my face to that +crowd (there was no one), but struggling back again, tearing the skin +off my hands as I groped my way along the wall. Oh, the agony of seeing +the door closed! I have buffeted my way through a crowd before now, but +I may say that I never before knew what terror was. When I fell upon the +door, dragging Lecamus with me, it opened, thank God! I stumbled in, +clutching at Riou with my disengaged hand, and fell upon the floor of +the _octroi_, where they thought I had fainted. But this was not the +case. A man of resolution may give way to the overpowering sensations of +the moment. His bodily faculties may fail him; but his mind will not +fail. As in every really superior intelligence, my forces collected for +the emergency. While the officers ran to bring me water, to search for +the eau-de vie which they had in a cupboard, I astonished them all by +rising up, pale, but with full command of myself. 'It is enough,' I +said, raising my hand. 'I thank you, Messieurs, but nothing more is +necessary;' and I would not take any of their restoratives. They were +impressed, as was only natural, by the sight of my perfect +self-possession: it helped them to acquire for themselves a demeanour +befitting the occasion; and I felt, though still in great physical +weakness and agitation, the consoling consciousness of having fulfilled +my functions as head of the community. + +'M. le Maire has seen a----what there is outside?' Riou cried, +stammering in his excitement; and the other fixed upon me eyes which +were hungering with eagerness--if, indeed, it is permitted to use such +words. + +'I have seen--nothing, Riou,' I said. + +They looked at me with the utmost wonder. 'M. le Maire has +seen--nothing?' said Riou. 'Ah, I see! you say so to spare us. We have +proved ourselves cowards; but if you will pardon me, M. le Maire, you, +too, re-entered precipitately--you too! There are facts which may appal +the bravest--but I implore you to tell us what you have seen.' + +'I have seen nothing,' I said. As I spoke, my natural calm composure +returned, my heart resumed its usual tranquil beating. 'There is nothing +to be seen--it is dark, and one can perceive the line of the road for +but a little way--that is all. There is nothing to be seen----' + +They looked at me, startled and incredulous. They did not know what to +think. How could they refuse to believe me, sitting there calmly raising +my eyes to them, making my statement with what they felt to be an air of +perfect truth? But, then, how account for the precipitate return which +they had already noted, the supposed faint, the pallor of my looks? They +did not know what to think. + +And here, let me remark, as in my conduct throughout these remarkable +events, may be seen the benefit, the high advantage, of truth. Had not +this been the truth, I could not have borne the searching of their +looks. But it was true. There was nothing--nothing to be seen; in one +sense, this was the thing of all others which overwhelmed my mind. But +why insist upon these matters of detail to unenlightened men? There was +nothing, and I had seen nothing. What I said was the truth. + +All this time Lecamus had said nothing. As I raised myself from the +ground, I had vaguely perceived him hanging up the lantern where it had +been before; now he became distinct to me as I recovered the full +possession of my faculties. He had seated himself upon a bench by the +wall. There was no agitation about him; no sign of the thrill of +departing excitement, which I felt going through my veins as through the +strings of a harp. He was sitting against the wall, with his head +drooping, his eyes cast down, an air of disappointment and despondency +about him--nothing more. I got up as soon as I felt that I could go away +with perfect propriety; but, before I left the place, called him. He got +up when he heard his name, but he did it with reluctance. He came with +me because I asked him to do so, not from any wish of his own. Very +different were the feelings of Riou and Gallais. They did their utmost +to engage me in conversation, to consult me about a hundred trifles, to +ask me with the greatest deference what they ought to do in such and +such cases, pressing close to me, trying every expedient to delay my +departure. When we went away they stood at the door of their little +office close together, looking after us with looks which I found it +difficult to forget; they would not abandon their post; but their faces +were pale and contracted, their eyes wild with anxiety and distress. + +It was only as I walked away, hearing my own steps and those of Lecamus +ringing upon the pavement, that I began to realise what had happened. +The effort of recovering my composure, the relief from the extreme +excitement of terror (which, dreadful as the idea is, I am obliged to +confess I had actually felt), the sudden influx of life and strength to +my brain, had pushed away for the moment the recollection of what lay +outside. When I thought of it again, the blood began once more to course +in my veins. Lecamus went on by my side with his head down, the eyelids +drooping over his eyes, not saying a word. He followed me when I called +him: but cast a regretful look at the postern by which we had gone out, +through which I had dragged him back in a panic (I confess it) unworthy +of me. Only when we had left at some distance behind us that door into +the unseen, did my senses come fully back to me, and I ventured to ask +myself what it meant. 'Lecamus,' I said--I could scarcely put my +question into words--'what do you think? what is your idea?--how do you +explain--' Even then I am glad to think I had sufficient power of +control not to betray all that I felt. + +'One does not try to explain,' he said slowly; 'one longs to know--that +is all. If M. le Maire had not been--in such haste--had he been willing +to go farther--to investigate----' + +'God forbid!' I said; and the impulse to quicken my steps, to get home +and put myself in safety, was almost more than I could restrain. But I +forced myself to go quietly, to measure my steps by his, which were slow +and reluctant, as if he dragged himself away with difficulty from that +which was behind. + +What was it? 'Do not ask, do not ask!' Nature seemed to say in my heart. +Thoughts came into my mind in such a dizzy crowd, that the multitude of +them seemed to take away my senses. I put up my hands to my ears, in +which they seemed to be buzzing and rustling like bees, to stop the +sound. When I did so, Lecamus turned and looked at me--grave and +wondering. This recalled me to a sense of my weakness. But how I got +home I can scarcely say. My mother and wife met me with anxiety. They +were greatly disturbed about the hospital of St. Jean, in respect to +which it had been recently decided that certain changes should be made. +The great ward of the hospital, which was the chief establishment for +the patients--a thing which some had complained of as an annoyance +disturbing their rest. So many, indeed, had been the complaints +received, that we had come to the conclusion either that the opening +should be built up, or the office suspended. Against this decision, it +is needless to say, the Sisters of St. Jean were moving heaven and +earth. Equally unnecessary for me to add, that having so decided in my +public capacity, as at once the representative of popular opinion and +its guide, the covert reproaches which were breathed in my presence, and +even the personal appeals made to me, had failed of any result. I +respect the Sisters of St. Jean. They are good women and excellent +nurses, and the commune owes them much. Still, justice must be +impartial; and so long as I retain my position at the head of the +community, it is my duty to see that all have their due. My opinions as +a private individual, were I allowed to return to that humble position, +are entirely a different matter; but this is a thing which ladies, +however excellent, are slow to allow or to understand. + +I will not pretend that this was to me a night of rest. In the darkness, +when all is still, any anxiety which may afflict the soul is apt to gain +complete possession and mastery, as all who have had true experience of +life will understand. The night was very dark and very still, the clocks +striking out the hours which went so slowly, and not another sound +audible. The streets of Semur are always quiet, but they were more still +than usual that night. Now and then, in a pause of my thoughts, I could +hear the soft breathing of my Agnes in the adjoining room, which gave me +a little comfort. But this was only by intervals, when I was able to +escape from the grasp of the recollections that held me fast. Again I +seemed to see under my closed eyelids the faint line of the high road +which led from the Porte St. Lambert, the broken ground with its ragged +bushes on either side, and no one--no one there--not a soul, not a +shadow: yet a multitude! When I allowed myself to think of this, my +heart leaped into my throat again, my blood ran in my veins like a river +in flood. I need not say that I resisted this transport of the nerves +with all my might. As the night grew slowly into morning my power of +resistance increased; I turned my back, so to speak, upon my +recollections, and said to myself, with growing firmness, that all +sensations of the body must have their origin in the body. Some +derangement of the system easily explainable, no doubt, if one but held +the clue--must have produced the impression which otherwise it would be +impossible to explain. As I turned this over and over in my mind, +carefully avoiding all temptations to excitement--which is the only +wise course in the case of a strong impression on the nerves--I +gradually became able to believe that this was the cause. It is one of +the penalties, I said to myself, which one has to pay for an +organisation more finely tempered than that of the crowd. + +This long struggle with myself made the night less tedious, though, +perhaps, more terrible; and when at length I was overpowered by sleep, +the short interval of unconsciousness restored me like a cordial. I woke +in the early morning, feeling almost able to smile at the terrors of the +night. When one can assure oneself that the day has really begun, even +while it is yet dark, there is a change of sensation, an increase of +strength and courage. One by one the dark hours went on. I heard them +pealing from the Cathedral clock--four, five, six, seven--all dark, +dark. I had got up and dressed before the last, but found no one else +awake when I went out--no one stirring in the house,--no one moving in +the street. The Cathedral doors were shut fast, a thing I have never +seen before since I remember. Get up early who will, Pere Laserques the +sacristan is always up still earlier. He is a good old man, and I have +often heard him say God's house should be open first of all houses, in +case there might be any miserable ones about who had found no shelter in +the dwellings of men. But the darkness had cheated even Pere Laserques. +To see those great doors closed which stood always open gave me a +shiver, I cannot well tell why. Had they been open, there was an +inclination in my mind to have gone in, though I cannot tell why; for I +am not in the habit of attending mass, save on Sunday to set an example. +There were no shops open, not a sound about. I went out upon the +ramparts to the Mont St. Lambert, where the band plays on Sundays. In +all the trees there was not so much as the twitter of a bird. I could +hear the river flowing swiftly below the wall, but I could not see it, +except as something dark, a ravine of gloom below, and beyond the walls +I did not venture to look. Why should I look? There was nothing, +nothing, as I knew. But fancy is so uncontrollable, and one's nerves so +little to be trusted, that it was a wise precaution to refrain. The +gloom itself was oppressive enough; the air seemed to creep with +apprehensions, and from time to time my heart fluttered with a sick +movement, as if it would escape from my control. But everything was +still, still as the dead who had been so often in recent days called out +of their graves by one or another. 'Enough to bring the dead out of +their graves.' What strange words to make use of! It was rather now as +if the world had become a grave in which we, though living, were held +fast. + +Soon after this the dark world began to lighten faintly, and with the +rising of a little white mist, like a veil rolling upwards, I at last +saw the river and the fields beyond. To see anything at all lightened +my heart a little, and I turned homeward when this faint daylight +appeared. When I got back into the street, I found that the people at +last were stirring. They had all a look of half panic, half shame upon +their faces. Many were yawning and stretching themselves. 'Good morning, +M. le Maire,' said one and another; 'you are early astir.' 'Not so early +either,' I said; and then they added, almost every individual, with a +look of shame, 'We were so late this morning; we overslept +ourselves--like yesterday. The weather is extraordinary.' This was +repeated to me by all kinds of people. They were half frightened, and +they were ashamed. Pere Laserques was sitting moaning on the Cathedral +steps. Such a thing had never happened before. He had not rung the bell +for early mass; he had not opened the Cathedral; he had not called M. le +Cure. 'I think I must be going out of my senses,' he said; 'but then, M. +le Maire, the weather! Did anyone ever see such weather? I think there +must be some evil brewing. It is not for nothing that the seasons +change--that winter comes in the midst of summer.' + +After this I went home. My mother came running to one door when I +entered, and my wife to another. '_O mon fils!_' and '_O mon ami!_' they +said, rushing upon me. They wept, these dear women. I could not at first +prevail upon them to tell me what was the matter. At last they confessed +that they believed something to have happened to me, in punishment for +the wrong done to the Sisters at the hospital. 'Make haste, my son, to +amend this error,' my mother cried, 'lest a worse thing befall us!' And +then I discovered that among the women, and among many of the poor +people, it had come to be believed that the darkness was a curse upon us +for what we had done in respect to the hospital. This roused me to +indignation. 'If they think I am to be driven from my duty by their +magic,' I cried; 'it is no better than witchcraft!' not that I believed +for a moment that it was they who had done it. My wife wept, and my +mother became angry with me; but when a thing is duty, it is neither +wife nor mother who will move me out of my way. + +It was a miserable day. There was not light enough to see +anything--scarcely to see each other's faces; and to add to our alarm, +some travellers arriving by the diligence (we are still three leagues +from a railway, while that miserable little place, La Rochette, being +the _chef-lieu,_ has a terminus) informed me that the darkness only +existed in Semur and the neighbourhood, and that within a distance of +three miles the sun was shining. The sun was shining! was it possible? +it seemed so long since we had seen the sunshine; but this made our +calamity more mysterious and more terrible. The people began to gather +into little knots in the streets to talk of the strange thing that was +happening In the course of the day M. Barbou came to ask whether I did +not think it would be well to appease the popular feeling by conceding +what they wished to the Sisters of the hospital. I would not hear of it. +'Shall we own that we are in the wrong? I do not think we are in the +wrong,' I said, and I would not yield. 'Do you think the good Sisters +have it in their power to darken the sky with their incantations?' M. +l'Adjoint shook his head. He went away with a troubled countenance; but +then he was not like myself, a man of natural firmness. All the efforts +that were employed to influence him were also employed with me; but to +yield to the women was not in my thoughts. + +We are now approaching, however, the first important incident in this +narrative. The darkness increased as the afternoon came on; and it +became a kind of thick twilight, no lighter than many a night. It was +between five and six o'clock, just the time when our streets are the +most crowded, when, sitting at my window, from which I kept a watch +upon the Grande Rue, not knowing what might happen--I saw that some +fresh incident had taken place. Very dimly through the darkness I +perceived a crowd, which increased every moment, in front of the +Cathedral. After watching it for a few minutes, I got my hat and went +out. The people whom I saw--so many that they covered the whole middle +of the _Place_, reaching almost to the pavement on the other side--had +their heads all turned towards the Cathedral. 'What are you gazing at, +my friend?' I said to one by whom I stood. He looked up at me with a +face which looked ghastly in the gloom. 'Look, M. le Maire!' he said; +'cannot you see it on the great door?' + +'I see nothing,' said I; but as I uttered these words I did indeed see +something which was very startling. Looking towards the great door of +the Cathedral, as they all were doing, it suddenly seemed to me that I +saw an illuminated placard attached to it, headed with the word +'_Sommation_' in gigantic letters. '_Tiens!_' I cried; but when I +looked again there was nothing. 'What is this? it is some witchcraft!' I +said, in spite of myself. 'Do you see anything, Jean Pierre?' + +'M. le Maire,' he said, 'one moment one sees something--the next, one +sees nothing. Look! it comes again.' I have always considered myself a +man of courage, but when I saw this extraordinary appearance the panic +which had seized upon me the former night returned, though in another +form. Fly I could not, but I will not deny that my knees smote together. +I stood for some minutes without being able to articulate a word--which, +indeed, seemed the case with most of those before me. Never have I seen +a more quiet crowd. They were all gazing, as if it was life or death +that was set before them--while I, too, gazed with a shiver going over +me. It was as I have seen an illumination of lamps in a stormy night; +one moment the whole seems black as the wind sweeps over it, the next +it springs into life again; and thus you go on, by turns losing and +discovering the device formed by the lights. Thus from moment to moment +there appeared before us, in letters that seemed to blaze and flicker, +something that looked like a great official placard. +'_Sommation!_'--this was how it was headed. I read a few words at a +time, as it came and went; and who can describe the chill that ran +through my veins as I made it out? It was a summons to the people of +Semur by name--myself at the head as Maire (and I heard afterwards that +every man who saw it saw his own name, though the whole _facade_ of the +Cathedral would not have held a full list of all the people of +Semur)--to yield their places, which they had not filled aright, to +those who knew the meaning of life, being dead. NOUS AUTRES MORTS--these +were the words which blazed out oftenest of all, so that every one saw +them. And 'Go!' this terrible placard said--'Go! leave this place to us +who know the true signification of life.' These words I remember, but +not the rest; and even at this moment it struck me that there was no +explanation, nothing but this _vraie signification de la vie._ I felt +like one in a dream: the light coming and going before me; one word, +then another, appearing--sometimes a phrase like that I have quoted, +blazing out, then dropping into darkness. For the moment I was struck +dumb; but then it came back to my mind that I had an example to give, +and that for me, eminently a man of my century, to yield credence to a +miracle was something not to be thought of. Also I knew the necessity of +doing something to break the impression of awe and terror on the mind of +the people. 'This is a trick,' I cried loudly, that all might hear. 'Let +some one go and fetch M. de Clairon from the Musee. He will tell us how +it has been done.' This, boldly uttered, broke the spell. A number of +pale faces gathered round me. 'Here is M. le Maire--he will clear it +up,' they cried, making room for me that I might approach nearer. 'M. +le Maire is a man of courage--he has judgment. Listen to M. le Maire.' +It was a relief to everybody that I had spoken. And soon I found myself +by the side of M. le Cure, who was standing among the rest, saying +nothing, and with the air of one as much bewildered as any of us. He +gave me one quick look from under his eyebrows to see who it was that +approached him, as was his way, and made room for me, but said nothing. +I was in too much emotion myself to keep silence--indeed, I was in that +condition of wonder, alarm, and nervous excitement, that I had to speak +or die; and there seemed an escape from something too terrible for flesh +and blood to contemplate in the idea that there was trickery here. 'M. +le Cure,' I said, 'this is a strange ornament that you have placed on +the front of your church. You are standing here to enjoy the effect. Now +that you have seen how successful it has been, will not you tell me in +confidence how it is done?' + +I am conscious that there was a sneer in my voice, but I was too much +excited to think of politeness. He gave me another of his rapid, keen +looks. + +'M. le Maire,' he said, 'you are injurious to a man who is as little +fond of tricks as yourself.' + +His tone, his glance, gave me a certain sense of shame, but I could not +stop myself. 'One knows,' I said, 'that there are many things which an +ecclesiastic may do without harm, which are not permitted to an ordinary +layman--one who is an honest man, and no more.' + +M. le Cure made no reply. He gave me another of his quick glances, with +an impatient turn of his head. Why should I have suspected him? for no +harm was known of him. He was the Cure, that was all; and perhaps we men +of the world have our prejudices too. Afterwards, however, as we waited +for M. de Clairon--for the crisis was too exciting for personal +resentment--M. le Cure himself let drop something which made it apparent +that it was the ladies of the hospital upon whom his suspicions fell. +'It is never well to offend women, M. le Maire,' he said. 'Women do not +discriminate the lawful from the unlawful: so long as they produce an +effect, it does not matter to them.' This gave me a strange impression, +for it seemed to me that M. le Cure was abandoning his own side. +However, all other sentiments were, as may be imagined, but as shadows +compared with the overwhelming power that held all our eyes and our +thoughts to the wonder before us. Every moment seemed an hour till M. de +Clairon appeared. He was pushed forward through the crowd as by magic, +all making room for him; and many of us thought that when science thus +came forward capable of finding out everything, the miracle would +disappear. But instead of this it seemed to glow brighter than ever. +That great word '_Sommation_' blazed out, so that we saw his figure +waver against the light as if giving way before the flames that +scorched him. He was so near that his outline was marked out dark +against the glare they gave. It was as though his close approach +rekindled every light. Then, with a flicker and trembling, word by word +and letter by letter went slowly out before our eyes. + +M. de Clairon came down very pale, but with a sort of smile on his face. +'No, M. le Maire,' he said, 'I cannot see how it is done. It is clever. +I will examine the door further, and try the panels. Yes, I have left +some one to watch that nothing is touched in the meantime, with the +permission of M. le Cure--' + +'You have my full permission,' M. le Cure said; and M. de Clairon +laughed, though he was still very pale. 'You saw my name there,' he +said. 'I am amused--I who am not one of your worthy citizens, M. le +Maire. What can Messieurs les Morts of Semur want with a poor man of +science like me? But you shall have my report before the evening is +out.' + +With this I had to be content. The darkness which succeeded to that +strange light seemed more terrible than ever. We all stumbled as we +turned to go away, dazzled by it, and stricken dumb, though some kept +saying that it was a trick, and some murmured exclamations with voices +full of terror. The sound of the crowd breaking up was like a regiment +marching--all the world had been there. I was thankful, however, that +neither my mother nor my wife had seen anything; and though they were +anxious to know why I was so serious, I succeeded fortunately in keeping +the secret from them. + +M. de Clairon did not appear till late, and then he confessed to me he +could make nothing of it. 'If it is a trick (as of course it must be), +it has been most cleverly done,' he said; and admitted that he was +baffled altogether. For my part, I was not surprised. Had it been the +Sisters of the hospital, as M. le Cure thought, would they have let the +opportunity pass of preaching a sermon to us, and recommending their +doctrines? Not so; here there were no doctrines, nothing but that +pregnant phrase, _la vraie signification de la vie_. This made a more +deep impression upon me than anything else. The Holy Mother herself +(whom I wish to speak of with profound respect), and the saints, and the +forgiveness of sins, would have all been there had it been the Sisters, +or even M. le Cure. This, though I had myself suggested an imposture, +made it very unlikely to my quiet thoughts. But if not an imposture, +what could it be supposed to be? + + +EXPULSION OF THE INHABITANTS. + +I will not attempt to give any detailed account of the state of the town +during this evening. For myself I was utterly worn out, and went to rest +as soon as M. de Clairon left me, having satisfied, as well as I could, +the questions of the women. Even in the intensest excitement weary +nature will claim her dues. I slept. I can even remember the grateful +sense of being able to put all anxieties and perplexities aside for the +moment, as I went to sleep. I felt the drowsiness gain upon me, and I +was glad. To forget was of itself a happiness. I woke up, however, +intensely awake, and in perfect possession of all my faculties, while it +was yet dark; and at once got up and began to dress. The moment of +hesitation which generally follows waking--the little interval of +thought in which one turns over perhaps that which is past, perhaps that +which is to come--found no place within me. I got up without a moment's +pause, like one who has been called to go on a journey; nor did it +surprise me at all to see my wife moving about, taking a cloak from her +wardrobe, and putting up linen in a bag. She was already fully dressed; +but she asked no questions of me any more than I did of her. We were in +haste, though we said nothing. When I had dressed, I looked round me to +see if I had forgotten anything, as one does when one leaves a place. I +saw my watch suspended to its usual hook, and my pocketbook, which I had +taken from my pocket on the previous night. I took up also the light +overcoat which I had worn when I made my rounds through the city on the +first night of the darkness. 'Now,' I said, 'Agnes, I am ready.' I did +not speak to her of where we were going, nor she to me. Little Jean and +my mother met us at the door. Nor did _she_ say anything, contrary to +her custom; and the child was quite quiet. We went downstairs together +without saying a word. The servants, who were all astir, followed us. I +cannot give any description of the feelings that were in my mind. I had +not any feelings. I was only hurried out, hastened by something which I +could not define--a sense that I must go; and perhaps I was too much +astonished to do anything but yield. It seemed, however, to be no force +or fear that was moving me, but a desire of my own; though I could not +tell how it was, or why I should be so anxious to get away. All the +servants, trooping after me, had the same look in their faces; they were +anxious to be gone--it seemed their business to go--there was no +question, no consultation. And when we came out into the street, we +encountered a stream of processions similar to our own. The children +went quite steadily by the side of their parents. Little Jean, for +example, on an ordinary occasion would have broken away--would have run +to his comrades of the Bois-Sombre family, and they to him. But no; the +little ones, like ourselves, walked along quite gravely. They asked no +questions, neither did we ask any questions of each other, as, 'Where +are you going?' or, 'What is the meaning of a so-early promenade?' +Nothing of the kind; my mother took my arm, and my wife, leading little +Jean by the hand, came to the other side. The servants followed. The +street was quite full of people; but there was no noise except the sound +of their footsteps. All of us turned the same way--turned towards the +gates--and though I was not conscious of any feeling except the wish to +go on, there were one or two things which took a place in my memory. The +first was, that my wife suddenly turned round as we were coming out of +the _porte-cochere_, her face lighting up. I need not say to any one who +knows Madame Dupin de la Clairiere, that she is a beautiful woman. +Without any partiality on my part, it would be impossible for me to +ignore this fact: for it is perfectly well known and acknowledged by +all. She was pale this morning--a little paler than usual; and her blue +eyes enlarged, with a serious look, which they always retain more or +less. But suddenly, as we went out of the door, her face lighted up, her +eyes were suffused with tears--with light--how can I tell what it +was?--they became like the eyes of angels. A little cry came from her +parted lips--she lingered a moment, stooping down as if talking to some +one less tall than herself, then came after us, with that light still in +her face. At the moment I was too much occupied to enquire what it was; +but I noted it, even in the gravity of the occasion. The next thing I +observed was M. le Cure, who, as I have already indicated, is a man of +great composure of manner and presence of mind, coming out of the door +of the Presbytery. There was a strange look on his face of astonishment +and reluctance. He walked very slowly, not as we did, but with a visible +desire to turn back, folding his arms across his breast, and holding +himself as if against the wind, resisting some gale which blew behind +him, and forced him on. We felt no gale; but there seemed to be a +strange wind blowing along the side of the street on which M. le Cure +was. And there was an air of concealed surprise in his face--great +astonishment, but a determination not to let any one see that he was +astonished, or that the situation was strange to him. And I cannot tell +how it was, but I, too, though pre-occupied, was surprised to perceive +that M. le Cure was going with the rest of us, though I could not have +told why. + +Behind M. le Cure there was another whom I remarked. This was Jacques +Richard, he of whom I have already spoken. He was like a figure I have +seen somewhere in sculpture. No one was near him, nobody touching him, +and yet it was only necessary to look at the man to perceive that he +was being forced along against his will. Every limb was in resistance; +his feet were planted widely yet firmly upon the pavement; one of his +arms was stretched out as if to lay hold on anything that should come +within reach. M. le Cure resisted passively; but Jacques resisted with +passion, laying his back to the wind, and struggling not to be carried +away. Notwithstanding his resistance, however, this rough figure was +driven along slowly, struggling at every step. He did not make one +movement that was not against his will, but still he was driven on. On +our side of the street all went, like ourselves, calmly. My mother +uttered now and then a low moan, but said nothing. She clung to my arm, +and walked on, hurrying a little, sometimes going quicker than I +intended to go. As for my wife, she accompanied us with her light step, +which scarcely seemed to touch the ground, little Jean pattering by her +side. Our neighbours were all round us. We streamed down, as in a long +procession, to the Porte St. Lambert. It was only when we got there that +the strange character of the step we were all taking suddenly occurred +to me. It was still a kind of grey twilight, not yet day. The bells of +the Cathedral had begun to toll, which was very startling--not ringing +in their cheerful way, but tolling as if for a funeral; and no other +sound was audible but the noise of footsteps, like an army making a +silent march into an enemy's country. We had reached the gate when a +sudden wondering came over me. Why were we all going out of our houses +in the wintry dusk to which our July days had turned? I stopped, and +turning round, was about to say something to the others, when I became +suddenly aware that here I was not my own master. My tongue clave to the +root of my mouth; I could not say a word. Then I myself was turned +round, and softly, firmly, irresistibly pushed out of the gate. My +mother, who clung to me, added a little, no doubt, to the force against +me, whatever it was, for she was frightened, and opposed herself to any +endeavour on my part to regain freedom of movement; but all that her +feeble force could do against mine must have been little. Several other +men around me seemed to be moved as I was. M. Barbou, for one, made a +still more decided effort to turn back, for, being a bachelor, he had no +one to restrain him. Him I saw turned round as you would turn a +_roulette_. He was thrown against my wife in his tempestuous course, and +but that she was so light and elastic in her tread, gliding out straight +and softly like one of the saints, I think he must have thrown her down. +And at that moment, silent as we all were, his '_Pardon, Madame, mille +pardons, Madame_,' and his tone of horror at his own indiscretion, +seemed to come to me like a voice out of another life. Partially roused +before by the sudden impulse of resistance I have described, I was yet +more roused now. I turned round, disengaging myself from my mother. +'Where are we going? why are we thus cast forth? My friends, help!' I +cried. I looked round upon the others, who, as I have said, had also +awakened to a possibility of resistance. M. de Bois-Sombre, without a +word, came and placed himself by my side; others started from the crowd. +We turned to resist this mysterious impulse which had sent us forth. The +crowd surged round us in the uncertain light. + +Just then there was a dull soft sound, once, twice, thrice repeated. We +rushed forward, but too late. The gates were closed upon us. The two +folds of the great Porte St. Lambert, and the little postern for +foot-passengers, all at once, not hurriedly, as from any fear of us, but +slowly, softly, rolled on their hinges and shut--in our faces. I rushed +forward with all my force and flung myself upon the gate. To what use? +it was so closed as no mortal could open it. They told me after, for I +was not aware at the moment, that I burst forth with cries and +exclamations, bidding them 'Open, open in the name of God!' I was not +aware of what I said, but it seemed to me that I heard a voice of which +nobody said anything to me, so that it would seem to have been unheard +by the others, saying with a faint sound as of a trumpet, 'Closed--in +the name of God.' It might be only an echo, faintly brought back to me, +of the words I had myself said. + +There was another change, however, of which no one could have any doubt. +When I turned round from these closed doors, though the moment before +the darkness was such that we could not see the gates closing, I found +the sun shining gloriously round us, and all my fellow-citizens turning +with one impulse, with a sudden cry of joy, to hail the full day. + +_Le grand jour!_ Never in my life did I feel the full happiness of it, +the full sense of the words before. The sun burst out into shining, the +birds into singing. The sky stretched over us--deep and unfathomable and +blue,--the grass grew under our feet, a soft air of morning blew upon +us; waving the curls of the children, the veils of the women, whose +faces were lit up by the beautiful day. After three days of darkness +what a resurrection! It seemed to make up to us for the misery of being +thus expelled from our homes. It was early, and all the freshness of the +morning was upon the road and the fields, where the sun had just dried +the dew. The river ran softly, reflecting the blue sky. How black it had +been, deep and dark as a stream of ink, when I had looked down upon it +from the Mont St. Lambert! and now it ran as clear and free as the voice +of a little child. We all shared this moment of joy--for to us of the +South the sunshine is as the breath of life, and to be deprived of it +had been terrible. But when that first pleasure was over, the evidence +of our strange position forced itself upon us with overpowering reality +and force, made stronger by the very light. In the dimness it had not +seemed so certain; now, gazing at each other in the clear light of the +natural morning, we saw what had happened to us. No more delusion was +possible. We could not flatter ourselves now that it was a trick or a +deception. M. le Clairon stood there like the rest of us, staring at the +closed gates which science could not open. And there stood M. le Cure, +which was more remarkable still. The Church herself had not been able to +do anything. We stood, a crowd of houseless exiles, looking at each +other, our children clinging to us, our hearts failing us, expelled from +our homes. As we looked in each other's faces we saw our own trouble. +Many of the women sat down and wept; some upon the stones in the road, +some on the grass. The children took fright from them, and began to cry +too. What was to become of us? I looked round upon this crowd with +despair in my heart. It was I to whom every one would look--for lodging, +for direction--everything that human creatures want. It was my business +to forget myself, though I also had been driven from my home and my +city. Happily there was one thing I had left. In the pocket of my +overcoat was my scarf of office. I stepped aside behind a tree, and took +it out, and tied it upon me. That was something. There was thus a +representative of order and law in the midst of the exiles, whatever +might happen. This action, which a great number of the crowd saw, +restored confidence. Many of the poor people gathered round me, and +placed themselves near me, especially those women who had no natural +support. When M. le Cure saw this, it seemed to make a great impression +upon him. He changed colour, he who was usually so calm. Hitherto he had +appeared bewildered, amazed to find himself as others. This, I must add, +though you may perhaps think it superstitious, surprised me very much +too. But now he regained his self-possession. He stepped upon a piece of +wood that lay in front of the gate. 'My children'--he said. But just +then the Cathedral bells, which had gone on tolling, suddenly burst into +a wild peal. I do not know what it sounded like. It was a clamour of +notes all run together, tone upon tone, without time or measure, as +though a multitude had seized upon the bells and pulled all the ropes at +once. If it was joy, what strange and terrible joy! It froze the very +blood in our veins. M. le Cure became quite pale. He stepped down +hurriedly from the piece of wood. We all made a hurried movement farther +off from the gate. + +It was now that I perceived the necessity of doing something, of getting +this crowd disposed of, especially the women and the children. I am not +ashamed to own that I trembled like the others; and nothing less than +the consciousness that all eyes were upon me, and that my scarf of +office marked me out among all who stood around, could have kept me from +moving with precipitation as they did. I was enabled, however, to +retire at a deliberate pace, and being thus slightly detached from the +crowd, I took advantage of the opportunity to address them. Above all +things, it was my duty to prevent a tumult in these unprecedented +circumstances. 'My friends,' I said, 'the event which has occurred is +beyond explanation for the moment. The very nature of it is mysterious; +the circumstances are such as require the closest investigation. But +take courage. I pledge myself not to leave this place till the gates are +open, and you can return to your homes; in the meantime, however, the +women and the children cannot remain here. Let those who have friends in +the villages near, go and ask for shelter; and let all who will, go to +my house of La Clairiere. My mother, my wife! recall to yourselves the +position you occupy, and show an example. Lead our neighbours, I entreat +you, to La Clairiere.' + +My mother is advanced in years and no longer strong, but she has a great +heart. 'I will go,' she said. 'God bless thee, my son! There will no +harm happen; for if this be true which we are told, thy father is in +Semur.' + +There then occurred one of those incidents for which calculation never +will prepare us. My mother's words seemed, as it were to open the +flood-gates; my wife came up to me with the light in her face which I +had seen when we left our own door. 'It was our little Marie--our +angel,' she said. And then there arose a great cry and clamour of +others, both men and women pressing round. 'I saw my mother,' said one, +'who is dead twenty years come the St. Jean.' 'And I my little Rene,' +said another. 'And I my Camille, who was killed in Africa.' And lo, what +did they do, but rush towards the gate in a crowd--that gate from which +they had but this moment fled in terror--beating upon it, and crying +out, 'Open to us, open to us, our most dear! Do you think we have +forgotten you? We have never forgotten you!' What could we do with +them, weeping thus, smiling, holding out their arms to--we knew not +what? Even my Agnes was beyond my reach. Marie was our little girl who +was dead. Those who were thus transported by a knowledge beyond ours +were the weakest among us; most of them were women, the men old or +feeble, and some children. I can recollect that I looked for Paul +Lecamus among them, with wonder not to see him there. But though they +were weak, they were beyond our strength to guide. What could we do with +them? How could we force them away while they held to the fancy that +those they loved were there? As it happens in times of emotion, it was +those who were most impassioned who took the first place. We were at our +wits' end. + +But while we stood waiting, not knowing what to do, another sound +suddenly came from the walls, which made them all silent in a moment. +The most of us ran to this point and that (some taking flight +altogether; but with the greater part anxious curiosity and anxiety had +for the moment extinguished fear), in a wild eagerness to see who or +what it was. But there was nothing to be seen, though the sound came +from the wall close to the Mont St. Lambert, which I have already +described. It was to me like the sound of a trumpet, and so I heard +others say; and along with the trumpet were sounds as of words, though I +could not make them out. But those others seemed to understand--they +grew calmer--they ceased to weep. They raised their faces, all with that +light upon them--that light I had seen in my Agnes. Some of them fell +upon their knees. Imagine to yourself what a sight it was, all of us +standing round, pale, stupefied, without a word to say! Then the women +suddenly burst forth into replies--_'Oui, ma cherie! Oui, mon ange_!' +they cried. And while we looked they rose up; they came back, calling +the children around them. My Agnes took that place which I had bidden +her take. She had not hearkened to me, to leave me--but she hearkened +now; and though I had bidden her to do this, yet to see her do it +bewildered me, made my heart stand still. '_Mon ami_,' she said, 'I must +leave thee; it is commanded: they will not have the children suffer.' +What could we do? We stood pale and looked on, while all the little +ones, all the feeble, were gathered in a little army. My mother stood +like me--to her nothing had been revealed. She was very pale, and there +was a quiver of pain in her lips. She was the one who had been ready to +do my bidding: but there was a rebellion in her heart now. When the +procession was formed (for it was my care to see that everything was +done in order), she followed, but among the last. Thus they went away, +many of them weeping, looking back, waving their hands to us. My Agnes +covered her face, she could not look at me; but she obeyed. They went +some to this side, some to that, leaving us gazing. For a long time we +did nothing but watch them, going along the roads. What had their angels +said to them? Nay, but God knows. I heard the sound; it was like the +sound of the silver trumpets that travellers talk of; it was like music +from heaven. I turned to M. le Cure, who was standing by. 'What is it?' +I cried, 'you are their director--you are an ecclesiastic--you know what +belongs to the unseen. What is this that has been said to them?' I have +always thought well of M. le Cure. There were tears running down his +cheeks. + +'I know not,' he said. 'I am a miserable like the rest. What they know +is between God and them. Me! I have been of the world, like the rest.' + +This is how we were left alone--the men of the city--to take what means +were best to get back to our homes. There were several left among us who +had shared the enlightenment of the women, but these were not persons of +importance who could put themselves at the head of affairs. And there +were women who remained with us, but these not of the best. To see our +wives go was very strange to us; it was the thing we wished most to see, +the women and children in safety; yet it was a strange sensation to see +them go. For me, who had the charge of all on my hands, the relief was +beyond description--yet was it strange; I cannot describe it. Then I +called upon M. Barbou, who was trembling like a leaf, and gathered the +chief of the citizens about me, including M. le Cure, that we should +consult together what we should do. + +I know no words that can describe our state in the strange circumstances +we were now placed in. The women and the children were safe: that was +much. But we--we were like an army suddenly formed, but without arms, +without any knowledge of how to fight, without being able to see our +enemy. We Frenchmen have not been without knowledge of such perils. We +have seen the invader enter our doors; we have been obliged to spread +our table for him, and give him of our best. But to be put forth by +forces no man could resist--to be left outside, with the doors of our +own houses closed upon us--to be confronted by nothing--by a mist, a +silence, a darkness,--this was enough to paralyse the heart of any man. +And it did so, more or less, according to the nature of those who were +exposed to the trial. Some altogether failed us, and fled, carrying the +news into the country, where most people laughed at there, as we +understood afterwards. Some could do nothing but sit and gaze, huddled +together in crowds, at the cloud over Semur, from which they expected to +see fire burst and consume the city altogether. And a few, I grieve to +say, took possession of the little _cabaret_, which stands at about half +a kilometre from the St. Lambert gate, and established themselves there, +in hideous riot, which was the worst thing of all for serious men to +behold. Those upon whom I could rely I formed into patrols to go round +the city, that no opening of a gate, or movement of those who were +within, should take place without our knowledge. Such an emergency shows +what men are. M. Barbou, though in ordinary times he discharges his +duties as _adjoint_ satisfactorily enough (though, it need not be added, +a good Maire who is acquainted with his duties, makes the office of +_adjoint_ of but little importance), was now found entirely useless. He +could not forget how he had been spun round and tossed forth from the +city gates. When I proposed to put him at the head of a patrol, he had +an attack of the nerves. Before nightfall he deserted me altogether, +going off to his country-house, and taking a number of his neighbours +with him. 'How can we tell when we may be permitted to return to the +town?' he said, with his teeth chattering. 'M. le Maire, I adjure you to +put yourself in a place of safety.' + +'Sir,' I said to him, sternly, 'for one who deserts his post there is no +place of safety.' + +But I do not think he was capable of understanding me. Fortunately, I +found in M. le Cure a much more trustworthy coadjutor. He was +indefatigable; he had the habit of sitting up to all hours, of being +called at all hours, in which our _bourgeoisie_, I cannot but +acknowledge, is wanting. The expression I have before described of +astonishment--but of astonishment which he wished to conceal--never left +his face. He did not understand how such a thing could have been +permitted to happen while he had no share in it; and, indeed, I will not +deny that this was a matter of great wonder to myself too. + +The arrangements I have described gave us occupation; and this had a +happy effect upon us in distracting our minds from what had happened; +for I think that if we had sat still and gazed at the dark city we +should soon have gone mad, as some did. In our ceaseless patrols and +attempts to find a way of entrance, we distracted ourselves from the +enquiry, Who would dare to go in if the entrance were found? In the +meantime not a gate was opened, not a figure was visible. We saw +nothing, no more than if Semur had been a picture painted upon a canvas. +Strange sights indeed met our eyes--sights which made even the bravest +quail. The strangest of them was the boats that would go down and up the +river, shooting forth from under the fortified bridge, which is one of +the chief features of our town, sometimes with sails perfectly well +managed, sometimes impelled by oars, but with no one visible in them--no +one conducting them. To see one of these boats impelled up the stream, +with no rower visible, was a wonderful sight. M. de Clairon, who was by +my side, murmured something about a magnetic current; but when I asked +him sternly by what set in motion, his voice died away in his moustache. +M. le Cure said very little: one saw his lips move as he watched with us +the passage of those boats. He smiled when it was proposed by some one +to fire upon them. He read his Hours as he went round at the head of +his patrol. My fellow townsmen and I conceived a great respect for him; +and he inspired pity in me also. He had been the teacher of the Unseen +among us, till the moment when the Unseen was thus, as it were, brought +within our reach; but with the revelation he had nothing to do; and it +filled him with pain and wonder. It made him silent; he said little +about his religion, but signed himself, and his lips moved. He thought +(I imagine) that he had displeased Those who are over all. + +When night came the bravest of us were afraid. I speak for myself. It +was bright moonlight where we were, and Semur lay like a blot between +the earth and the sky, all dark: even the Cathedral towers were lost in +it; nothing visible but the line of the ramparts, whitened outside by +the moon. One knows what black and strange shadows are cast by the +moonlight; and it seemed to all of us that we did not know what might be +lurking behind every tree. The shadows of the branches looked like +terrible faces. I sent all my people out on the patrols, though they +were dropping with fatigue. Rather that than to be mad with terror. For +myself, I took up my post as near the bank of the river as we could +approach; for there was a limit beyond which we might not pass. I made +the experiment often; and it seemed to me, and to all that attempted it, +that we did reach the very edge of the stream; but the next moment +perceived that we were at a certain distance, say twenty metres or +thereabout. I placed myself there very often, wrapping a cloak about me +to preserve me from the dew. (I may say that food had been sent us, and +wine from La Clairiere and many other houses in the neighbourhood, where +the women had gone for this among other reasons, that we might be +nourished by them.) And I must here relate a personal incident, though I +have endeavoured not to be egotistical. While I sat watching, I +distinctly saw a boat, a boat which belonged to myself, lying on the +very edge of the shadow. The prow, indeed, touched the moonlight where +it was cut clean across by the darkness; and this was how I discovered +that it was the Marie, a pretty pleasure-boat which had been made for my +wife. The sight of it made my heart beat; for what could it mean but +that some one who was dear to me, some one in whom I took an interest, +was there? I sprang up from where I sat to make another effort to get +nearer; but my feet were as lead, and would not move; and there came a +singing in my ears, and my blood coursed through my veins as in a fever. +Ah! was it possible? I, who am a man, who have resolution, who have +courage, who can lead the people, _I was afraid!_ I sat down again and +wept like a child. Perhaps it was my little Marie that was in the boat. +God, He knows if I loved thee, my little angel! but I was afraid. O how +mean is man! though we are so proud. They came near to me who were my +own, and it was borne in upon my spirit that my good father was with +the child; but because they had died I was afraid. I covered my face +with my hands. Then it seemed to me that I heard a long quiver of a +sigh; a long, long breath, such as sometimes relieves a sorrow that is +beyond words. Trembling, I uncovered my eyes. There was nothing on the +edge of the moonlight; all was dark, and all was still, the white +radiance making a clear line across the river, but nothing more. + +If my Agnes had been with me she would have seen our child, she would +have heard that voice! The great cold drops of moisture were on my +forehead. My limbs trembled, my heart fluttered in my bosom. I could +neither listen nor yet speak. And those who would have spoken to me, +those who loved me, sighing, went away. It is not possible that such +wretchedness should be credible to noble minds; and if it had not been +for pride and for shame, I should have fled away straight to La +Clairiere, to Put myself under shelter, to have some one near me who +was less a coward than I. I, upon whom all the others relied, the Maire +of the Commune! I make my confession. I was of no more force than this. + +A voice behind me made me spring to my feet--the leap of a mouse would +have driven me wild. I was altogether demoralised. 'Monsieur le Maire, +it is but I,' said some one quite humble and frightened. + +'_Tiens!_--it is thou, Jacques!' I said. I could have embraced him, +though it is well known how little I approve of him. But he was living, +he was a man like myself. I put out my hand, and felt him warm and +breathing, and I shall never forget the ease that came to my heart. Its +beating calmed. I was restored to myself. + +'M. le Maire,' he said, 'I wish to ask you something. Is it true all +that is said about these people, I would say, these Messieurs? I do not +wish to speak with disrespect, M. le Maire.' + +'What is it, Jacques, that is said?' I had called him 'thou' not out of +contempt, but because, for the moment, he seemed to me as a brother, as +one of my friends. + +'M. le Maire, is it indeed _les morts_ that are in Semur?' + +He trembled, and so did I. 'Jacques,' I said, 'you know all that I +know.' + +'Yes, M. le Maire, it is so, sure enough. I do not doubt it. If it were +the Prussians, a man could fight. But _ces Messieurs la!_ What I want to +know is: is it because of what you did to those little Sisters, those +good little ladies of St. Jean?' + +'What I did? You were yourself one of the complainants. You were of +those who said, when a man is ill, when he is suffering, they torment +him with their mass; it is quiet he wants, not their mass. These were +thy words, _vaurien_. And now you say it was I!' + +'True, M. le Maire,' said Jacques; 'but look you, when a man is better, +when he has just got well, when he feels he is safe, then you should not +take what he says for gospel. It would be strange if one had a new +illness just when one is getting well of the old; and one feels now is +the time to enjoy one's self, to kick up one's heels a little, while at +least there is not likely to be much of a watch kept _up there_--the +saints forgive me,' cried Jacques, trembling and crossing himself, 'if I +speak with levity at such a moment! And the little ladies were very +kind. It was wrong to close their chapel, M. le Maire. From that comes +all our trouble.' + +'You good-for-nothing!' I cried, 'it is you and such as you that are the +beginning of our trouble. You thought there was no watch kept _up +there_; you thought God would not take the trouble to punish you; you +went about the streets of Semur tossing a _grosse piece_ of a hundred +sous, and calling out, "There is no God--this is my god; _l'argent, +c'est le bon Dieu_."' + +'M. le Maire, M. le Maire, be silent, I implore you! It is enough to +bring down a judgment upon us.' + +'It has brought down a judgment upon us. Go thou and try what thy +_grosse piece_ will do for thee now--worship thy god. Go, I tell you, +and get help from your money.' + +'I have no money, M. le Maire, and what could money do here? We would do +much better to promise a large candle for the next festival, and that +the ladies of St. Jean--' + +'Get away with thee to the end of the world, thou and thy ladies of St. +Jean!' I cried; which was wrong, I do not deny it, for they are good +women, not like this good-for-nothing fellow. And to think that this +man, whom I despise, was more pleasant to me than the dear souls who +loved me! Shame came upon me at the thought. I too, then, was like the +others, fearing the Unseen--capable of understanding only that which was +palpable. When Jacques slunk away, which he did for a few steps, not +losing sight of me, I turned my face towards the river and the town. The +moonlight fell upon the water, white as silver where that line of +darkness lay, shining, as if it tried, and tried in vain, to penetrate +Semur; and between that and the blue sky overhead lay the city out of +which we had been driven forth--the city of the dead. 'O God,' I cried, +'whom I know not, am not I to Thee as my little Jean is to me, a child +and less than a child? Do not abandon me in this darkness. Would I +abandon him were he ever so disobedient? And God, if thou art God, Thou +art a better father than I.' When I had said this, my heart was a little +relieved. It seemed to me that I had spoken to some one who knew all of +us, whether we were dead or whether we were living. That is a wonderful +thing to think of, when it appears to one not as a thing to believe, but +as something that is real. It gave me courage. I got up and went to meet +the patrol which was coming in, and found that great good-for-nothing +Jacques running close after me, holding my cloak. 'Do not send me away, +M. le Maire,' he said, 'I dare not stay by myself with _them_ so near.' +Instead of his money, in which he had trusted, it was I who had become +his god now. + + +OUTSIDE THE WALLS. + +There are few who have not heard something of the sufferings of a siege. +Whether within or without, it is the most terrible of all the +experiences of war. I am old enough to recollect the trenches before +Sebastopol, and all that my countrymen and the English endured there. +Sometimes I endeavoured to think of this to distract me from what we +ourselves endured. But how different was it! We had neither shelter nor +support. We had no weapons, nor any against whom to wield them. We were +cast out of our homes in the midst of our lives, in the midst of our +occupations, and left there helpless, to gaze at each other, to blind +our eyes trying to penetrate the darkness before us. Could we have done +anything, the oppression might have been less terrible--but what was +there that we could do? Fortunately (though I do not deny that I felt +each desertion) our band grew less and less every day. Hour by hour some +one stole away--first one, then another, dispersing themselves among the +villages near, in which many had friends. The accounts which these men +gave were, I afterwards learnt, of the most vague description. Some +talked of wonders they had seen, and were laughed at--and some spread +reports of internal division among us. Not till long after did I know +all the reports that went abroad. It was said that there had been +fighting in Semur, and that we were divided into two factions, one of +which had gained the mastery, and driven the other out. This was the +story current in La Rochette, where they are always glad to hear +anything to the discredit of the people of Semur; but no credence could +have been given to it by those in authority, otherwise M. le Prefet, +however indifferent to our interests, must necessarily have taken some +steps for our relief. Our entire separation from the world was indeed +one of the strangest details of this terrible period. Generally the +diligence, though conveying on the whole few passengers, returned with +two or three, at least, visitors or commercial persons, daily-and the +latter class frequently arrived in carriages of their own; but during +this period no stranger came to see our miserable plight. We made +shelter for ourselves under the branches of the few trees that grew in +the uncultivated ground on either side of the road--and a hasty +erection, half tent half shed, was put up for a place to assemble in, or +for those who were unable to bear the heat of the day or the occasional +chills of the night. But the most of us were too restless to seek +repose, and could not bear to be out of sight of the city. At any moment +it seemed to us the gates might open, or some loophole be visible by +which we might throw ourselves upon the darkness and vanquish it. This +was what we said to ourselves, forgetting how we shook and trembled +whenever any contact had been possible with those who were within. But +one thing was certain, that though we feared, we could not turn our eyes +from the place. We slept leaning against a tree, or with our heads on +our hands, and our faces toward Semur. We took no count of day or night, +but ate the morsel the women brought to us, and slept thus, not +sleeping, when want or weariness overwhelmed us. There was scarcely an +hour in the day that some of the women did not come to ask what news. +They crept along the roads in twos and threes, and lingered for hours +sitting by the way weeping, starting at every breath of wind. + +Meanwhile all was not silent within Semur. The Cathedral bells rang +often, at first filling us with hope, for how familiar was that sound! +The first time, we all gathered together and listened, and many wept. +It was as if we heard our mother's voice. M. de Bois-Sombre burst into +tears. I have never seen him within the doors of the Cathedral since his +marriage; but he burst into tears. '_Mon Dieu!_ if I were but there!' he +said. We stood and listened, our hearts melting, some falling on their +knees. M. le Cure stood up in the midst of us and began to intone the +psalm: [He has a beautiful voice. It is sympathetic, it goes to the +heart.] 'I was glad when they said to me, Let us go up--' And though +there were few of us who could have supposed themselves capable of +listening to that sentiment a little while before with any sympathy, yet +a vague hope rose up within us while we heard him, while we listened to +the bells. What man is there to whom the bells of his village, the +_carillon_ of his city, is not most dear? It rings for him through all +his life; it is the first sound of home in the distance when he comes +back--the last that follows him like a long farewell when he goes away. +While we listened, we forgot our fears. They were as we were, they were +also our brethren, who rang those bells. We seemed to see them trooping +into our beautiful Cathedral. All! only to see it again, to be within +its shelter, cool and calm as in our mother's arms! It seemed to us that +we should wish for nothing more. + +When the sound ceased we looked into each other's faces, and each man +saw that his neighbour was pale. Hope died in us when the sound died +away, vibrating sadly through the air. Some men threw themselves on the +ground in their despair. + +And from this time forward many voices were heard, calls and shouts +within the walls, and sometimes a sound like a trumpet, and other +instruments of music. We thought, indeed, that noises as of bands +patrolling along the ramparts were audible as our patrols worked their +way round and round. This was a duty which I never allowed to be +neglected, not because I put very much faith in it, but because it gave +us a sort of employment. There is a story somewhere which I recollect +dimly of an ancient city which its assailants did not touch, but only +marched round and round till the walls fell, and they could enter. +Whether this was a story of classic times or out of our own remote +history, I could not recollect. But I thought of it many times while we +made our way like a procession of ghosts, round and round, straining our +ears to hear what those voices were which sounded above us, in tones +that were familiar, yet so strange. This story got so much into my head +(and after a time all our heads seemed to get confused and full of wild +and bewildering expedients) that I found myself suggesting--I, a man +known for sense and reason--that we should blow trumpets at some time to +be fixed, which was a thing the ancients had done in the strange tale +which had taken possession of me. M. le Cure looked at me with +disapproval. He said, 'I did not expect from M. le Maire anything that +was disrespectful to religion.' Heaven forbid that I should be +disrespectful to religion at any time of life, but then it was +impossible to me. I remembered after that the tale of which I speak, +which had so seized upon me, was in the sacred writings; but those who +know me will understand that no sneer at these writings or intention of +wounding the feelings of M. le Cure was in my mind. + +I was seated one day upon a little inequality of the ground, leaning my +back against a half-withered hawthorn, and dozing with my head in my +hands, when a soothing, which always diffuses itself from her presence, +shed itself over me, and opening my eyes, I saw my Agnes sitting by me. +She had come with some food and a little linen, fresh and soft like her +own touch. My wife was not gaunt and worn like me, but she was pale and +as thin as a shadow. I woke with a start, and seeing her there, there +suddenly came a dread over me that she would pass away before my eyes, +and go over to Those who were within Semur. I cried '_Non, mon Agnes; +non, mon Agnes:_ before you ask, No!' seizing her and holding her fast +in this dream, which was not altogether a dream. She looked at me with a +smile, that smile that has always been to me as the rising of the sun +over the earth. + +'_Mon ami_,' she said surprised, 'I ask nothing, except that you should +take a little rest and spare thyself.' Then she added, with haste, what +I knew she would say, 'Unless it were this, _mon ami_. If I were +permitted, I would go into the city--I would ask those who are there +what is their meaning: and if no way can be found--no act of +penitence.--Oh! do not answer in haste! I have no fear; and it would be +to save thee.' + +A strong throb of anger came into my throat. Figure to yourself that I +looked at my wife with anger, with the same feeling which had moved me +when the deserters left us; but far more hot and sharp. I seized her +soft hands and crushed them in mine. 'You would leave me!' I said. 'You +would desert your husband. You would go over to our enemies!' + +'O Martin, say not so,' she cried, with tears. 'Not enemies. There is +our little Marie, and my mother, who died when I was born.' + +'You love these dead tyrants. Yes,' I said, 'you love them best. You +will go to--the majority, to the strongest. Do not speak to me! Because +your God is on their side, you will forsake us too.' + +Then she threw herself upon me and encircled me with her arms. The touch +of them stilled my passion; but yet I held her, clutching her gown, so +terrible a fear came over me that she would go and come back no more. + +'Forsake thee!' she breathed out over me with a moan. Then, putting her +cool cheek to mine, which burned, 'But I would die for thee, Martin.' + +'Silence, my wife: that is what you shall not do,' I cried, beside +myself. I rose up; I put her away from me. That is, I know it, what has +been done. Their God does this, they do not hesitate to say--takes from +you what you love best, to make you better--_you!_ and they ask you to +love Him when He has thus despoiled you! 'Go home, Agnes,' I said, +hoarse with terror. 'Let us face them as we may; you shall not go among +them, or put thyself in peril. Die for me! _Mon Dieu!_ and what then, +what should I do then? Turn your face from them; turn from them; go! go! +and let me not see thee here again.' + +My wife did not understand the terror that seized me. She obeyed me, as +she always does, but, with the tears falling from her white cheeks, +fixed upon me the most piteous look. '_Mon ami_,' she said, 'you are +disturbed, you are not in possession of yourself; this cannot be what +you mean.' + +'Let me not see thee here again!' I cried. 'Would you make me mad in +the midst of my trouble? No! I will not have you look that way. Go home! +go home!' Then I took her into my arms and wept, though I am not a man +given to tears. 'Oh! my Agnes,' I said, 'give me thy counsel. What you +tell me I will do; but rather than risk thee, I would live thus for +ever, and defy them.' + +She put her hand upon my lips. 'I will not ask this again,' she said, +bowing her head; 'but defy them--why should you defy them? Have they +come for nothing? Was Semur a city of the saints? They have come to +convert our people, Martin--thee too, and the rest. If you will submit +your hearts, they will open the gates, they will go back to their sacred +homes and we to ours. This has been borne in upon me sleeping and +waking; and it seemed to me that if I could but go, and say, "Oh! my +fathers, oh! my brothers, they submit," all would be well. For I do not +fear them, Martin. Would they harm me that love us? I would but give +our Marie one kiss----' + +'You are a traitor!' I said. 'You would steal yourself from me, and do +me the worst wrong of all----' + +But I recovered my calm. What she said reached my understanding at last. +'Submit!' I said, 'but to what? To come and turn us from our homes, to +wrap our town in darkness, to banish our wives and our children, to +leave us here to be scorched by the sun and drenched by the rain,--this +is not to convince us, my Agnes. And to what then do you bid us +submit----?' + +'It is to convince you, _mon ami_, of the love of God, who has permitted +this great tribulation to be, that we might be saved,' said Agnes. Her +face was sublime with faith. It is possible to these dear women; but for +me the words she spoke were but words without meaning. I shook my head. +Now that my horror and alarm were passed, I could well remember often to +have heard words like these before. + +'My angel!' I said, 'all this I admire, I adore in thee; but how is it +the love of God?--and how shall we be saved by it? Submit! I will do +anything that is reasonable; but of what truth have we here the +proof----?' + +Some one had come up behind as we were talking. When I heard his voice I +smiled, notwithstanding my despair. It was natural that the Church +should come to the woman's aid. But I would not refuse to give ear to M. +le Cure, who had proved himself a man, had he been ten times a priest. + +'I have not heard what Madame has been saying, M. le Maire, neither +would I interpose but for your question. You ask of what truth have we +the proof here? It is the Unseen that has revealed itself. Do we see +anything, you and I? Nothing, nothing, but a cloud. But that which we +cannot see, that which we know not, that which we dread--look! it is +there.' + +I turned unconsciously as he pointed with his hand. Oh, heaven, what +did I see! Above the cloud that wrapped Semur there was a separation, a +rent in the darkness, and in mid heaven the Cathedral towers, pointing +to the sky. I paid no more attention to M. le Cure. I sent forth a shout +that roused all, even the weary line of the patrol that was marching +slowly with bowed heads round the walls; and there went up such a cry of +joy as shook the earth. 'The towers, the towers!' I cried. These were +the towers that could be seen leagues off, the first sign of Semur; our +towers, which we had been born to love like our father's name. I have +had joys in my life, deep and great. I have loved, I have won honours, I +have conquered difficulty; but never had I felt as now. It was as if one +had been born again. + +When we had gazed upon them, blessing them and thanking God, I gave +orders that all our company should be called to the tent, that we might +consider whether any new step could now be taken: Agnes with the other +women sitting apart on one side and waiting. I recognised even in the +excitement of such a time that theirs was no easy part. To sit there +silent, to wait till we had spoken, to be bound by what we decided, and +to have no voice--yes, that was hard. They thought they knew better than +we did: but they were silent, devouring us with their eager eyes. I love +one woman more than all the world; I count her the best thing that God +has made; yet would I not be as Agnes for all that life could give me. +It was her part to be silent, and she was so, like the angel she is, +while even Jacques Richard had the right to speak. _Mon Dieu!_ but it is +hard, I allow it; they have need to be angels. This thought passed +through my mind even at the crisis which had now arrived. For at such +moments one sees everything, one thinks of everything, though it is only +after that one remembers what one has seen and thought. When my +fellow-citizens gathered together (we were now less than a hundred in +number, so many had gone from us), I took it upon myself to speak. We +were a haggard, worn-eyed company, having had neither shelter nor sleep +nor even food, save in hasty snatches. I stood at the door of the tent +and they below, for the ground sloped a little. Beside me were M. le +Cure, M. de Bois-Sombre, and one or two others of the chief citizens. +'My friends,' I said, 'you have seen that a new circumstance has +occurred. It is not within our power to tell what its meaning is, yet it +must be a symptom of good. For my own part, to see these towers makes +the air lighter. Let us think of the Church as we may, no one can deny +that the towers of Semur are dear to our hearts.' + +'M. le Maire,' said M. de Bois-Sombre, interrupting, 'I speak I am sure +the sentiments of my fellow-citizens when I say that there is no longer +any question among us concerning the Church; it is an admirable +institution, a universal advantage----' + +'Yes, yes,' said the crowd, 'yes, certainly!' and some added, 'It is the +only safeguard, it is our protection,' and some signed themselves. In +the crowd I saw Riou, who had done this at the _octroi_. But the sign +did not surprise me now. + +M. le Cure stood by my side, but he did not smile. His countenance was +dark, almost angry. He stood quite silent, with his eyes on the ground. +It gave him no pleasure, this profession of faith. + +'It is well, my friends,' said I, 'we are all in accord; and the good +God has permitted us again to see these towers. I have called you +together to collect your ideas. This change must have a meaning. It has +been suggested to me that we might send an ambassador--a messenger, if +that is possible, into the city--' + +Here I stopped short; and a shiver ran through me--a shiver which went +over the whole company. We were all pale as we looked in each other's +faces; and for a moment no one ventured to speak. After this pause it +was perhaps natural that he who first found his voice should be the last +who had any right to give an opinion. Who should it be but Jacques +Richard? 'M. le Maire,' cried the fellow, 'speaks at his ease--but who +will thus risk himself?' Probably he did not mean that his grumbling +should be heard, but in the silence every sound was audible; there was a +gasp, a catching of the breath, and all turned their eyes again upon me. +I did not pause to think what answer I should give. 'I!' I cried. 'Here +stands one who will risk himself, who will perish if need be--' + +Something stirred behind me. It was Agnes who had risen to her feet, who +stood with her lips parted and quivering, with her hands clasped, as if +about to speak. But she did not speak. Well! she had proposed to do it. +Then why not I? + +'Let me make the observation,' said another of our fellow-citizens, +Bordereau the banker, 'that this would not be just. Without M. le Maire +we should be a mob without a head. If a messenger is to be sent, let it +be some one not so indispensable----' + +'Why send a messenger?' said another, Philip Leclerc. 'Do we know that +these Messieurs will admit any one? and how can you speak, how can you +parley with those--' and he too, was seized with a shiver--'whom you +cannot see?' + +Then there came another voice out of the crowd. It was one who would not +show himself, who was conscious of the mockery in his tone. 'If there is +any one sent, let it be M. le Cure,' it said. + +M. le Cure stepped forward. His pale countenance flushed red. 'Here am +I,' he said, 'I am ready; but he who spoke speaks to mock me. Is it +befitting in this presence?' + +There was a struggle among the men. Whoever it was who had spoken (I did +not wish to know), I had no need to condemn the mocker; they themselves +silenced him; then Jacques Richard (still less worthy of credit) cried +out again with a voice that was husky. What are men made of? +Notwithstanding everything, it was from the _cabaret_, from the +wine-shop, that he had come. He said, 'Though M. le Maire will not take +my opinion, yet it is this. Let them reopen the chapel in the hospital. +The ladies of St. Jean--' + +'Hold thy peace,' I said, 'miserable!' But a murmur rose. 'Though it is +not his part to speak, I agree,' said one. 'And I.' 'And I.' There was +well-nigh a tumult of consent; and this made me angry. Words were on my +lips which it might have been foolish to utter, when M. de Bois-Sombre, +who is a man of judgment, interfered. + +'M. le Maire,' he said, 'as there are none of us here who would show +disrespect to the Church and holy things--that is understood--it is not +necessary to enter into details. Every restriction that would wound the +most susceptible is withdrawn; not one more than another, but all. We +have been indifferent in the past, but for the future you will agree +with me that everything shall be changed. The ambassador--whoever he may +be--' he added with a catching of his breath, 'must be empowered to +promise--everything--submission to all that may be required.' + +Here the women could not restrain themselves; they all rose up with a +cry, and many of them began to weep. 'Ah!' said one with a hysterical +sound of laughter in her tears. '_Sainte Mere_! it will be heaven upon +earth.' + +M. le Cure said nothing; a keen glance of wonder, yet of subdued +triumph, shot from under his eyelids. As for me, I wrung my hands: 'What +you say will be superstition; it will be hypocrisy,' I cried. + +But at that moment a further incident occurred. Suddenly, while we +deliberated, a long loud peal of a trumpet sounded into the air. I have +already said that many sounds had been heard before; but this was +different; there was not one of us that did not feel that this was +addressed to himself. The agitation was extreme; it was a summons, the +beginning of some distinct communication. The crowd scattered; but for +myself, after a momentary struggle, I went forward resolutely. I did not +even look back at my wife. I was no longer Martin Dupin, but the Maire +of Semur, the saviour of the community. Even Bois-Sombre quailed: but I +felt that it was in me to hold head against death itself; and before I +had gone two steps I felt rather than saw that M. le Cure had come to my +side. We went on without a word; gradually the others collected behind +us, following yet straggling here and there upon the inequalities of the +ground. + +Before us lay the cloud that was Semur, a darkness defined by the +shining of the summer day around, the river escaping from that gloom as +from a cavern, the towers piercing through, but the sunshine thrown back +on every side from that darkness. I have spoken of the walls as if we +saw them, but there were no walls visible, nor any gate, though we all +turned like blind men to where the Porte St. Lambert was. There was the +broad vacant road leading up to it, leading into the gloom. We stood +there at a little distance. Whether it was human weakness or an +invisible barrier, how can I tell? We stood thus immovable, with the +trumpet pealing out over us, out of the cloud. It summoned every man as +by his name. To me it was not wonderful that this impression should +come, but afterwards it was elicited from all that this was the feeling +of each. Though no words were said, it was as the calling of our names. +We all waited in such a supreme agitation as I cannot describe for some +communication that was to come. + +When suddenly, in a moment, the trumpet ceased; there was an interval of +dead and terrible silence; then, each with a leap of his heart as if it +would burst from his bosom, we saw a single figure slowly detach itself +out of the gloom. 'My God!' I cried. My senses went from me; I felt my +head go round like a straw tossed on the winds. + +To know them so near, those mysterious visitors--to feel them, to hear +them, was not that enough? But, to see! who could bear it? Our voices +rang like broken chords, like a tearing and rending of sound. Some +covered their faces with their hands; for our very eyes seemed to be +drawn out of their sockets, fluttering like things with a separate life. + +Then there fell upon us a strange and wonderful calm. The figure +advanced slowly; there was weakness in it. The step, though solemn, was +feeble; and if you can figure to yourself our consternation, the pause, +the cry--our hearts dropping back as it might be into their places--the +sudden stop of the wild panting in our breasts: when there became +visible to us a human face well known, a man as we were. 'Lecamus!' I +cried; and all the men round took it up, crowding nearer, trembling yet +delivered from their terror; some even laughed in the relief. There was +but one who had an air of discontent, and that was M. le Cure. As he +said 'Lecamus!' like the rest, there was impatience, disappointment, +anger in his tone. + +And I, who had wondered where Lecamus had gone; thinking sometimes that +he was one of the deserters who had left us! But when he came nearer his +face was as the face of a dead man, and a cold chill came over us. His +eyes, which were cast down, flickered under the thin eyelids in which +all the veins were visible. His face was gray like that of the dying. +'Is he dead?' I said. But, except M. le Cure, no one knew that I spoke. + +'Not even so,' said M. le Cure, with a mortification in his voice, which +I have never forgotten. 'Not even so. That might be something. They +teach us not by angels--by the fools and offscourings of the earth.' + +And he would have turned away. It was a humiliation. Was not he the +representative of the Unseen, the vice-gerent, with power over heaven +and hell? but something was here more strong than he. He stood by my +side in spite of himself to listen to the ambassador. I will not deny +that such a choice was strange, strange beyond measure, to me also. + +'Lecamus,' I said, my voice trembling in my throat, 'have you been among +the dead, and do you live?' + +'I live,' he said; then looked around with tears upon the crowd. 'Good +neighbours, good friends,' he said, and put out his hand and touched +them; he was as much agitated as they. + +'M. Lecamus,' said I, 'we are here in very strange circumstances, as you +know; do not trifle with us. If you have indeed been with those who have +taken the control of our city, do not keep us in suspense. You will see +by the emblems of my office that it is to me you must address yourself; +if you have a mission, speak.' + +'It is just,' he said, 'it is just--but bear with me one moment. It is +good to behold those who draw breath; if I have not loved you enough, my +good neighbours, forgive me now!' + +'Rouse yourself, Lecamus,' said I with some anxiety. 'Three days we have +been suffering here; we are distracted with the suspense. Tell us your +message--if you have anything to tell.' + +'Three days!' he said, wondering; 'I should have said years. Time is +long when there is neither night nor day.' Then, uncovering himself, he +turned towards the city. 'They who have sent me would have you know that +they come, not in anger but in friendship: for the love they bear you, +and because it has been permitted----' + +As he spoke his feebleness disappeared. He held his head high; and we +clustered closer and closer round him, not losing a half word, not a +tone, not a breath. + +'They are not the dead. They are the immortal. They are those who +dwell--elsewhere. They have other work, which has been interrupted +because of this trial. They ask, "Do you know now--do you know now?" +this is what I am bidden to say.' + +'What'--I said (I tried to say it, but my lips were dry), 'What would +they have us to know?' + +But a clamour interrupted me. 'Ah! yes, yes, yes!' the people cried, men +and women; some wept aloud, some signed themselves, some held up their +hands to the skies. 'Nevermore will we deny religion,' they cried, +'never more fail in our duties. They shall see how we will follow every +office, how the churches shall be full, how we will observe the feasts +and the days of the saints! M. Lecamus,' cried two or three together; +'go, tell these Messieurs that we will have masses said for them, that +we will obey in everything. We have seen what comes of it when a city is +without piety. Never more will we neglect the holy functions; we will +vow ourselves to the holy Mother and the saints--' + +'And if those ladies wish it,' cried Jacques Richard, 'there shall be as +many masses as there are priests to say them in the Hospital of St. +Jean.' + +'Silence, fellow!' I cried; 'is it for you to promise in the name of the +Commune?' I was almost beside myself. 'M. Lecamus. is it for this that +they have come?' + +His head had begun to droop again, and a dimness came over his face. 'Do +I know?' he said. 'It was them I longed for, not to know their errand; +but I have not yet said all. You are to send two--two whom you esteem +the highest--to speak with them face to face.' + +Then at once there rose a tumult among the people--an eagerness which +nothing could subdue. There was a cry that the ambassadors were already +elected, and we were pushed forward, M. le Cure and myself, towards the +gate. They would not hear us speak. 'We promise,' they cried, 'we +promise everything; let us but get back.' Had it been to sacrifice us +they would have done the same; they would have killed us in their +passion, in order to return to their city--and afterwards mourned us and +honoured us as martyrs. But for the moment they had neither ruth nor +fear. Had it been they who were going to reason not with flesh and +blood, it would have been different; but it was we, not they; and they +hurried us on as not willing that a moment should be lost. I had to +struggle, almost to fight, in order to provide them with a leader, which +was indispensable, before I myself went away. For who could tell if we +should ever come back? For a moment I hesitated, thinking that it might +be well to invest M. de Bois-Sombre as my deputy with my scarf of +office; but then I reflected that when a man goes to battle, when he +goes to risk his life, perhaps to lose it, for his people, it is his +right to bear those signs which distinguish him from common men, which +show in what office, for what cause, he is ready to die. + +Accordingly I paused, struggling against the pressure of the people, and +said in a loud voice, 'In the absence of M. Barbou, who has forsaken us, +I constitute the excellent M. Felix de Bois-Sombre my representative. In +my absence my fellow-citizens will respect and obey him as myself.' +There was a cry of assent. They would have given their assent to +anything that we might but go on. What was it to them? They took no +thought of the heaving of my bosom, the beating of my heart. They left +us on the edge of the darkness with our faces towards the gate. There we +stood one breathless moment. Then the little postern slowly opened +before us, and once more we stood within Semur. + + +THE NARRATIVE OF PAUL LECAMUS. + +M. le Maire having requested me, on his entrance into Semur, to lose no +time in drawing up an account of my residence in the town, to be placed +with his own narrative, I have promised to do so to the best of my +ability, feeling that my condition is a very precarious one, and my time +for explanation may be short. Many things, needless to enumerate, press +this upon my mind. It was a pleasure to me to see my neighbours when I +first came out of the city; but their voices, their touch, their +vehemence and eagerness wear me out. From my childhood up I have shrunk +from close contact with my fellow-men. My mind has been busy with other +thoughts; I have desired to investigate the mysterious and unseen. When +I have walked abroad I have heard whispers in the air; I have felt the +movement of wings, the gliding of unseen feet. To my comrades these have +been a source of alarm and disquiet, but not to me; is not God in the +unseen with all His angels? and not only so, but the best and wisest of +men. There was a time indeed, when life acquired for me a charm. There +was a smile which filled me with blessedness, and made the sunshine more +sweet. But when she died my earthly joys died with her. Since then I +have thought of little but the depths profound, into which she has +disappeared like the rest. + +I was in the garden of my house on that night when all the others left +Semur. I was restless, my mind was disturbed. It seemed to me that I +approached the crisis of my life. Since the time when I led M. le Maire +beyond the walls, and we felt both of us the rush and pressure of that +crowd, a feeling of expectation had been in my mind. I knew not what I +looked for--but something I looked for that should change the world. +The 'Sommation' on the Cathedral doors did not surprise me. Why should +it be a matter of wonder that the dead should come back? the wonder is +that they do not. Ah! that is the wonder. How one can go away who loves +you, and never return, nor speak, nor send any message--that is the +miracle: not that the heavens should bend down and the gates of Paradise +roll back, and those who have left us return. All my life it has been a +marvel to me how they could be kept away. I could not stay in-doors on +this strange night. My mind was full of agitation. I came out into the +garden though it was dark. I sat down upon the bench under the +trellis--she loved it. Often had I spent half the night there thinking +of her. + +It was very dark that night: the sky all veiled, no light anywhere a +night like November. One would have said there was snow in the air. I +think I must have slept toward morning (I have observed throughout that +the preliminaries of these occurrences have always been veiled in +sleep), and when I woke suddenly it was to find myself, if I may so +speak, the subject of a struggle. The struggle was within me, yet it was +not I. In my mind there was a desire to rise from where I sat and go +away, I could not tell where or why; but something in me said stay, and +my limbs were as heavy as lead. I could not move; I sat still against my +will; against one part of my will--but the other was obstinate and would +not let me go. Thus a combat took place within me of which I knew not +the meaning. While it went on I began to hear the sound of many feet, +the opening of doors, the people pouring out into the streets. This gave +me no surprise; it seemed to me that I understood why it was; only in my +own case, I knew nothing. I listened to the steps pouring past, going on +and on, faintly dying away in the distance, and there was a great +stillness. I then became convinced, though I cannot tell how, that I was +the only living man left in Semur; but neither did this trouble me. The +struggle within me came to an end, and I experienced a great calm. + +I cannot tell how long it was till I perceived a change in the air, in +the darkness round me. It was like the movement of some one unseen. I +have felt such a sensation in the night, when all was still, before now. +I saw nothing. I heard nothing. Yet I was aware, I cannot tell how, that +there was a great coming and going, and the sensation as of a multitude +in the air. I then rose and went into my house, where Leocadie, my old +housekeeper, had shut all the doors so carefully when she went to bed. +They were now all open, even the door of my wife's room of which I kept +always the key, and where no one entered but myself; the windows also +were open. I looked out upon the Grande Rue, and all the other houses +were like mine. Everything was open, doors and windows, and the streets +were full. There was in them a flow and movement of the unseen, without +a sound, sensible only to the soul. I cannot describe it, for I neither +heard nor saw, but felt. I have often been in crowds; I have lived in +Paris, and once passed into England, and walked about the London +streets. But never, it seemed to me, never was I aware of so many, of so +great a multitude. I stood at my open window, and watched as in a dream. +M. le Maire is aware that his house is visible from mine. Towards that a +stream seemed to be always going, and at the windows and in the doorways +was a sensation of multitudes like that which I have already described. +Gazing out thus upon the revolution which was happening before my eyes, +I did not think of my own house or what was passing there, till +suddenly, in a moment, I was aware that some one had come in to me. Not +a crowd as elsewhere; one. My heart leaped up like a bird let loose; it +grew faint within me with joy and fear. I was giddy so that I could not +stand. I called out her name, but low, for I was too happy, I had no +voice. Besides was it needed, when heart already spoke to heart? + +I had no answer, but I needed none. I laid myself down on the floor +where her feet would be. Her presence wrapped me round and round. It was +beyond speech. Neither did I need to see her face, nor to touch her +hand. She was more near to me, more near, than when I held her in my +arms. How long it was so, I cannot tell; it was long as love, yet short +as the drawing of a breath. I knew nothing, felt nothing but Her, alone; +all my wonder and desire to know departed from me. We said to each other +everything without words--heart overflowing into heart. It was beyond +knowledge or speech. + +But this is not of public signification that I should occupy with it the +time of M. le Maire. + +After a while my happiness came to an end. I can no more tell how, than +I can tell how it came. One moment, I was warm in her presence; the +next, I was alone. I rose up staggering with blindness and woe--could it +be that already, already it was over? I went out blindly following after +her. My God, I shall follow, I shall follow, till life is over. She +loved me; but she was gone. + +Thus, despair came to me at the very moment when the longing of my soul +was satisfied and I found myself among the unseen; but I cared for +knowledge no longer, I sought only her. I lost a portion of my time so. +I regret to have to confess it to M. le Maire. Much that I might have +learned will thus remain lost to my fellow-citizens and the world. We +are made so. What we desire eludes us at the moment of grasping it--or +those affections which are the foundation of our lives preoccupy us, and +blind the soul. Instead of endeavouring to establish my faith and +enlighten my judgment as to those mysteries which have been my life-long +study, all higher purpose departed from me; and I did nothing but rush +through the city, groping among those crowds, seeing nothing, thinking +of nothing--save of One. + +From this also I awakened as out of a dream. What roused me was the +pealing of the Cathedral bells. I was made to pause and stand still, and +return to myself. Then I perceived, but dimly, that the thing which had +happened to me was that which I had desired all my life. I leave this +explanation of my failure [Footnote: The reader will remember that the +ringing of the Cathedral bells happened in fact very soon after the +exodus of the citizens; so that the self-reproaches of M. Lecamus had +less foundation than he thought.] in public duty to the charity of M. le +Maire. + +The bells of the Cathedral brought me back to myself--to that which we +call reality in our language; but of all that was around me when I +regained consciousness, it now appeared to me that I only was a dream. I +was in the midst of a world where all was in movement. What the current +was which flowed around me I know not; if it was thought which becomes +sensible among spirits, if it was action, I cannot tell. But the energy, +the force, the living that was in them, that could no one misunderstand. +I stood in the streets, lagging and feeble, scarcely able to wish, much +less to think. They pushed against me, put me aside, took no note of me. +In the unseen world described by a poet whom M. le Maire has probably +heard of, the man who traverses Purgatory (to speak of no other place) +is seen by all, and is a wonder to all he meets--his shadow, his breath +separate him from those around him. But whether the unseen life has +changed, or if it is I who am not worthy their attention, this I know +that I stood in our city like a ghost, and no one took any heed of me. +When there came back upon me slowly my old desire to inquire, to +understand, I was met with this difficulty at the first--that no one +heeded me. I went through and through the streets, sometimes I paused to +look round, to implore that which swept by me to make itself known. But +the stream went along like soft air, like the flowing of a river, +setting me aside from time to time, as the air will displace a straw, or +the water a stone, but no more. There was neither languor nor lingering. +I was the only passive thing, the being without occupation. Would you +have paused in your labours to tell an idle traveller the meaning of our +lives, before the day when you left Semur? Nor would they: I was driven +hither and thither by the current of that life, but no one stepped forth +out of the unseen to hear my questions or to answer me how this might +be. + +You have been made to believe that all was darkness in Semur. M. le +Maire, it was not so. The darkness wrapped the walls as in a winding +sheet; but within, soon after you were gone, there arose a sweet and +wonderful light--a light that was neither of the sun nor of the moon; +and presently, after the ringing of the bells; the silence departed as +the darkness had departed. I began to hear, first a murmur, then the +sound of the going which I had felt without hearing it--then a faint +tinkle of voices--and at the last, as my mind grew attuned to these +wonders, the very words they said. If they spoke in our language or in +another, I cannot tell; but I understood. How long it was before the +sensation of their presence was aided by the happiness of hearing I know +not, nor do I know how the time has passed, or how long it is, whether +years or days, that I have been in Semur with those who are now there; +for the light did not vary--there was no night or day. All I know is +that suddenly, on awakening from a sleep (for the wonder was that I +could sleep, sometimes sitting on the Cathedral steps, sometimes in my +own house; where sometimes also I lingered and searched about for the +crusts that Leocadie had left), I found the whole world full of sound. +They sang going in bands about the streets; they talked to each other +as they went along every way. From the houses, all open, where everyone +could go who would, there came the soft chiming of those voices. And at +first every sound was full of gladness and hope. The song they sang +first was like this: 'Send us, send us to our father's house. Many are +our brethren, many and dear. They have forgotten, forgotten, forgotten! +But when we speak, then will they hear.' And the others answered: 'We +have come, we have come to the house of our fathers. Sweet are the +homes, the homes we were born in. As we remember, so will they remember. +When we speak, when we speak, they will hear.' Do not think that these +were the words they sang; but it was like this. And as they sang there +was joy and expectation everywhere. It was more beautiful than any of +our music, for it was full of desire and longing, yet hope and gladness; +whereas among us, where there is longing, it is always sad. Later a +great singer, I know not who he was, one going past as on a majestic +soft wind, sang another song, of which I shall tell you by and by. I do +not think he was one of them. They came out to the windows, to the +doors, into all the streets and byways to hear him as he went past. + +M. le Maire will, however, be good enough to remark that I did not +understand all that I heard. In the middle of a phrase, in a word half +breathed, a sudden barrier would rise. For a time I laboured after their +meaning, trying hard and vainly to understand; but afterwards I +perceived that only when they spoke of Semur, of you who were gone +forth, and of what was being done, could I make it out. At first this +made me only more eager to hear; but when thought came, then I perceived +that of all my longing nothing was satisfied. Though I was alone with +the unseen, I comprehended it not; only when it touched upon what I +knew, then I understood. + +At first all went well. Those who were in the streets, and at the doors +and windows of the houses, and on the Cathedral steps, where they seemed +to throng, listening to the sounding of the bells, spoke only of this +that they had come to do. Of you and you only I heard. They said to each +other, with great joy, that the women had been instructed, that they had +listened, and were safe. There was pleasure in all the city. The singers +were called forth, those who were best instructed (so I judged from what +I heard), to take the place of the warders on the walls; and all, as +they went along, sang that song: 'Our brothers have forgotten; but when +we speak, they will hear.' How was it, how was it that you did not hear? +One time I was by the river porte in a boat; and this song came to me +from the walls as sweet as Heaven. Never have I heard such a song. The +music was beseeching, it moved the very heart. 'We have come out of the +unseen,' they sang; 'for love of you; believe us, believe us! Love +brings us back to earth; believe us, believe us!' How was it that you +did not hear? When I heard those singers sing, I wept; they beguiled the +heart out of my bosom. They sang, they shouted, the music swept about +all the walls: 'Love brings us back to earth, believe us!' M. le Maire, +I saw you from the river gate; there was a look of perplexity upon your +face; and one put his curved hand to his ear as if to listen to some +thin far-off sound, when it was like a storm, like a tempest of music! + +After that there was a great change in the city. The choirs came back +from the walls marching more slowly, and with a sighing through all the +air. A sigh, nay, something like a sob breathed through the streets. +'They cannot hear us, or they will not hear us.' Wherever I turned, this +was what I heard: 'They cannot hear us.' The whole town, and all the +houses that were teeming with souls, and all the street, where so many +were coming and going was full of wonder and dismay. (If you will take +my opinion, they know pain as well as joy, M. le Maire, Those who are +in Semur. They are not as gods, perfect and sufficing to themselves, nor +are they all-knowing and all-wise, like the good God. They hope like us, +and desire, and are mistaken; but do no wrong. This is my opinion. I am +no more than other men, that you should accept it without support; but I +have lived among them, and this is what I think.) They were taken by +surprise; they did not understand it any more than we understand when we +have put forth all our strength and fail. They were confounded, if I +could judge rightly. Then there arose cries from one to another: 'Do you +forget what was said to us?' and, 'We were warned, we were warned.' +There went a sighing over all the city: 'They cannot hear us, our voices +are not as their voices; they cannot see us. We have taken their homes +from them, and they know not the reason.' My heart was wrung for their +disappointment. I longed to tell them that neither had I heard at once; +but it was only after a time that I ventured upon this. And whether I +spoke, and was heard; or if it was read in my heart, I cannot tell. +There was a pause made round me as if of wondering and listening, and +then, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, a face suddenly turned +and looked into my face. + +M. le Maire, it was the face of your father, Martin Dupin, whom I +remember as well as I remember my own father. He was the best man I ever +knew. It appeared to me for a moment, that face alone, looking at me +with questioning eyes. + +There seemed to be agitation and doubt for a time after this; some went +out (so I understood) on embassies among you, but could get no hearing; +some through the gates, some by the river. And the bells were rung that +you might hear and know; but neither could you understand the bells. I +wandered from one place to another, listening and watching--till the +unseen became to me as the seen, and I thought of the wonder no more. +Sometimes there came to me vaguely a desire to question them, to ask +whence they came and what was the secret of their living, and why they +were here? But if I had asked who would have heard me? and desire had +grown faint in my heart; all I wished for was that you should hear, that +you should understand; with this wish Semur was full. They thought but +of this. They went to the walls in bands, each in their order, and as +they came all the others rushed to meet them, to ask, 'What news?' I +following, now with one, now with another, breathless and footsore as +they glided along. It is terrible when flesh and blood live with those +who are spirits. I toiled after them. I sat on the Cathedral steps, and +slept and waked, and heard the voices still in my dream. I prayed, but +it was hard to pray. Once following a crowd I entered your house, M. le +Maire, and went up, though I scarcely could drag myself along. There +many were assembled as in council. Your father was at the head of all. +He was the one, he only, who knew me. Again he looked at me and I saw +him, and in the light of his face an assembly such as I have seen in +pictures. One moment it glimmered before me and then it was gone. There +were the captains of all the bands waiting to speak, men and women. I +heard them repeating from one to another the same tale. One voice was +small and soft like a child's; it spoke of you. 'We went to him,' it +said; and your father, M. le Maire, he too joined in, and said: 'We went +to him--but he could not hear us.' And some said it was enough--that +they had no commission from on high, that they were but permitted--that +it was their own will to do it--and that the time had come to forbear. + +Now, while I listened, my heart was grieved that they should fail. This +gave me a wound for myself who had trusted in them, and also for them. +But I, who am I, a poor man without credit among my neighbours, a +dreamer, one whom many despise, that I should come to their aid? Yet I +could not listen and take no part. I cried out: 'Send me. I will tell +them in words they understand.' The sound of my voice was like a roar in +that atmosphere. It sent a tremble into the air. It seemed to rend me as +it came forth from me, and made me giddy, so that I would have fallen +had not there been a support afforded me. As the light was going out of +my eyes I saw again the faces looking at each other, questioning, +benign, beautiful heads one over another, eyes that were clear as the +heavens, but sad. I trembled while I gazed: there was the bliss of +heaven in their faces, yet they were sad. Then everything faded. I was +led away, I know not how, and brought to the door and put forth. I was +not worthy to see the blessed grieve. That is a sight upon which the +angels look with awe, and which brings those tears which are salvation +into the eyes of God. + +I went back to my house, weary yet calm. There were many in my house; +but because my heart was full of one who was not there, I knew not those +who were there. I sat me down where she had been. I was weary, more +weary than ever before, but calm. Then I bethought me that I knew no +more than at the first, that I had lived among the unseen as if they +were my neighbours, neither fearing them, nor hearing those wonders +which they have to tell. As I sat with my head in my hands, two talked +to each other close by: 'Is it true that we have failed?' said one; and +the other answered, 'Must not all fail that is not sent of the Father?' +I was silent; but I knew them, they were the voices of my father and my +mother. I listened as out of a faint, in a dream. + +While I sat thus, with these voices in my ears, which a little while +before would have seemed to me more worthy of note than anything on +earth, but which now lulled me and comforted me, as a child is comforted +by the voices of its guardians in the night, there occurred a new thing +in the city like nothing I had heard before. It roused me +notwithstanding my exhaustion and stupor. It was the sound as of some +one passing through the city suddenly and swiftly, whether in some +wonderful chariot, whether on some sweeping mighty wind, I cannot tell. +The voices stopped that were conversing beside me, and I stood up, and +with an impulse I could not resist went out, as if a king were passing +that way. Straight, without turning to the right or left, through the +city, from one gate to another, this passenger seemed going; and as he +went there was the sound as of a proclamation, as if it were a herald +denouncing war or ratifying peace. Whosoever he was, the sweep of his +going moved my hair like a wind. At first the proclamation was but as a +great shout, and I could not understand it; but as he came nearer the +words became distinct. 'Neither will they believe--though one rose from +the dead.' As it passed a murmur went up from the city, like the voice +of a great multitude. Then there came sudden silence. + +At this moment, for a time--M. le Maire will take my statement for what +it is worth--I became unconscious of what passed further. Whether +weariness overpowered me and I slept, as at the most terrible moment +nature will demand to do, or if I fainted I cannot tell; but for a time +I knew no more. When I came to myself, I was seated on the Cathedral +steps with everything silent around me. From thence I rose up, moved by +a will which was not mine, and was led softly across the Grande Rue, +through the great square, with my face towards the Porte St. Lambert. I +went steadily on without hesitation, never doubting that the gates would +open to me, doubting nothing, though I had never attempted to withdraw +from the city before. When I came to the gate I said not a word, nor any +one to me; but the door rolled slowly open before me, and I was put +forth into the morning light, into the shining of the sun. I have now +said everything I had to say. The message I delivered was said through +me, I can tell no more. Let me rest a little; figure to yourselves, I +have known no night of rest, nor eaten a morsel of bread for--did you +say it was but three days? + + +M. LE MAIRE RESUMES HIS NARRATIVE. + +We re-entered by the door for foot-passengers which is by the side of +the great Porte St. Lambert. + +I will not deny that my heart was, as one may say, in my throat. A man +does what is his duty, what his fellow-citizens expect of him; but that +is not to say that he renders himself callous to natural emotion. My +veins were swollen, the blood coursing through them like a high-flowing +river; my tongue was parched and dry. I am not ashamed to admit that +from head to foot my body quivered and trembled. I was afraid--but I +went forward; no man can do more. As for M. le Cure he said not a word. +If he had any fears he concealed them as I did. But his occupation is +with the ghostly and spiritual. To see men die, to accompany them to +the verge of the grave, to create for them during the time of their +suffering after death (if it is true that they suffer), an interest in +heaven, this his profession must necessarily give him courage. My +position is very different. I have not made up my mind upon these +subjects. When one can believe frankly in all the Church says, many +things become simple, which otherwise cause great difficulty in the +mind. The mysterious and wonderful then find their natural place in the +course of affairs; but when a man thinks for himself, and has to take +everything on his own responsibility, and make all the necessary +explanations, there is often great difficulty. So many things will not +fit into their places, they straggle like weary men on a march. One +cannot put them together, or satisfy one's self. + +The sun was shining outside the walls when we re-entered Semur; but the +first step we took was into a gloom as black as night, which did not +re-assure us, it is unnecessary to say. A chill was in the air, of night +and mist. We shivered, not with the nerves only but with the cold. And +as all was dark, so all was still. I had expected to feel the presence +of those who were there, as I had felt the crowd of the invisible before +they entered the city. But the air was vacant, there was nothing but +darkness and cold. We went on for a little way with a strange fervour of +expectation. At each moment, at each step, it seemed to me that some +great call must be made upon my self-possession and courage, some event +happen; but there was nothing. All was calm, the houses on either side +of the way were open, all but the office of the _octroi_ which was black +as night with its closed door. M. le Cure has told me since that he +believed Them to be there, though unseen. This idea, however, was not in +my mind. I had felt the unseen multitude; but here the air was free, +there was no one interposing between us, who breathed as men, and the +walls that surrounded us. Just within the gate a lamp was burning, +hanging to its rope over our heads; and the lights were in the houses as +if some one had left them there; they threw a strange glimmer into the +darkness, flickering in the wind. By and by as we went on the gloom +lessened, and by the time we had reached the Grande Rue, there was a +clear steady pale twilight by which we saw everything, as by the light +of day. + +We stood at the corner of the square and looked round. Although still I +heard the beating of my own pulses loudly working in my ears, yet it was +less terrible than at first. A city when asleep is wonderful to look on, +but in all the closed doors and windows one feels the safety and repose +sheltered there which no man can disturb; and the air has in it a sense +of life, subdued, yet warm. But here all was open, and all deserted. The +house of the miser Grosgain was exposed from the highest to the lowest, +but nobody was there to search for what was hidden. The hotel de +Bois-Sombre, with its great _porte-cochere,_ always so jealously closed; +and my own house, which my mother and wife have always guarded so +carefully, that no damp nor breath of night might enter, had every door +and window wide open. Desolation seemed seated in all these empty +places. I feared to go into my own dwelling. It seemed to me as if the +dead must be lying within. _Bon Dieu!_ Not a soul, not a shadow; all +vacant in this soft twilight; nothing moving, nothing visible. The great +doors of the Cathedral were wide open, and every little entry. How +spacious the city looked, how silent, how wonderful! There was room for +a squadron to wheel in the great square, but not so much as a bird, not +a dog; all pale and empty. We stood for a long time (or it seemed a long +time) at the corner, looking right and left. We were afraid to make a +step farther. We knew not what to do. Nor could I speak; there was much +I wished to say, but something stopped my voice. + +At last M. le Cure found utterance. His voice so moved the silence, that +at first my heart was faint with fear; it was hoarse, and the sound +rolled round the great square like muffled thunder. One did not seem to +know what strange faces might rise at the open windows, what terrors +might appear. But all he said was, 'We are ambassadors in vain.' + +What was it that followed? My teeth chattered. I could not hear. It was +as if 'in vain!--in vain!' came back in echoes, more and more distant +from every opening. They breathed all around us, then were still, then +returned louder from beyond the river. M. le Cure, though he is a +spiritual person, was no more courageous than I. With one impulse, we +put out our hands and grasped each other. We retreated back to back, +like men hemmed in by foes, and I felt his heart beating wildly, and he +mine. Then silence, silence settled all around. + +It was now my turn to speak. I would not be behind, come what might, +though my lips were parched with mental trouble. + +I said, 'Are we indeed too late? Lecamus must have deceived himself.' + +To this there came no echo and no reply, which would be a relief, you +may suppose; but it was not so. It was well-nigh more appalling, more +terrible than the sound; for though we spoke thus, we did not believe +the place was empty. Those whom we approached seemed to be wrapping +themselves in silence, invisible, waiting to speak with some awful +purpose when their time came. + +There we stood for some minutes, like two children, holding each other's +hands, leaning against each other at the corner of the square--as +helpless as children, waiting for what should come next. I say it +frankly, my brain and my heart were one throb. They plunged and beat so +wildly that I could scarcely have heard any other sound. In this respect +I think he was more calm. There was on his face that look of intense +listening which strains the very soul. But neither he nor I heard +anything, not so much as a whisper. At last, 'Let us go on,' I said. We +stumbled as we went, with agitation and fear. We were afraid to turn our +backs to those empty houses, which seemed to gaze at us with all their +empty windows pale and glaring. Mechanically, scarce knowing what I was +doing, I made towards my own house. + +There was no one there. The rooms were all open and empty. I went from +one to another, with a sense of expectation which made my heart faint; +but no one was there, nor anything changed. Yet I do wrong to say that +nothing was changed. In my library, where I keep my books, where my +father and grandfather conducted their affairs, like me, one little +difference struck me suddenly, as if some one had dealt me a blow. The +old bureau which my grandfather had used, at which I remember standing +by his knee, had been drawn from the corner where I had placed it out +of the way (to make room for the furniture I preferred), and replaced, +as in old times, in the middle of the room. It was nothing; yet how much +was in this! though only myself could have perceived it. Some of the old +drawers were open, full of old papers. I glanced over there in my +agitation, to see if there might be any writing, any message addressed +to me; but there was nothing, nothing but this silent sign of those who +had been here. Naturally M. le Cure, who kept watch at the door, was +unacquainted with the cause of my emotion. The last room I entered was +my wife's. Her veil was lying on the white bed, as if she had gone out +that moment, and some of her ornaments were on the table. It seemed to +me that the atmosphere of mystery which filled the rest of the house was +not here. A ribbon, a little ring, what nothings are these? Yet they +make even emptiness sweet. In my Agnes's room there is a little shrine, +more sacred to us than any altar. There is the picture of our little +Marie. It is covered with a veil, embroidered with needlework which it +is a wonder to see. Not always can even Agnes bear to look upon the face +of this angel, whom God has taken from her. She has worked the little +curtain with lilies, with white and virginal flowers; and no hand, not +even mine, ever draws it aside. What did I see? The veil was boldly +folded away; the face of the child looked at me across her mother's bed, +and upon the frame of the picture was laid a branch of olive, with +silvery leaves. I know no more but that I uttered a great cry, and flung +myself upon my knees before this angel-gift. What stranger could know +what was in my heart? M. le Cure, my friend, my brother, came hastily to +me, with a pale countenance; but when he looked at me, he drew back and +turned away his face, and a sob came from his breast. Never child had +called him father, were it in heaven, were it on earth. Well I knew +whose tender fingers had placed the branch of olive there. + +I went out of the room and locked the door. It was just that my wife +should find it where it had been laid. + +I put my arm into his as we went out once more into the street. That +moment had made us brother and brother. And this union made us more +strong. Besides, the silence and the emptiness began to grow less +terrible to us. We spoke in our natural voices as we came out, scarcely +knowing how great was the difference between them and the whispers which +had been all we dared at first to employ. Yet the sound of these louder +tones scared us when we heard them, for we were still trembling, not +assured of deliverance. It was he who showed himself a man, not I; for +my heart was overwhelmed, the tears stood in my eyes, I had no strength +to resist my impressions. + +'Martin Dupin,' he said suddenly, 'it is enough. We are frightening +ourselves with shadows. We are afraid even of our own voices. This must +not be. Enough! Whosoever they were who have been in Semur, their +visitation is over, and they are gone.' + +'I think so,' I said faintly; 'but God knows.' Just then something +passed me as sure as ever man passed me. I started back out of the way +and dropped my friend's arm, and covered my eyes with my hands. It was +nothing that could be seen; it was an air, a breath. M. le Cure looked +at me wildly; he was as a man beside himself. He struck his foot upon +the pavement and gave a loud and bitter cry. + +'Is it delusion?' he said, 'O my God! or shall not even this, not even +so much as this be revealed to me?' + +To see a man who had so ruled himself, who had resisted every +disturbance and stood fast when all gave way, moved thus at the very +last to cry out with passion against that which had been denied to him, +brought me back to myself. How often had I read it in his eyes before! +He--the priest--the servant of the unseen--yet to all of us lay persons +had that been revealed which was hid from him. A great pity was within +me, and gave me strength. 'Brother,' I said, 'we are weak. If we saw +heaven opened, could we trust to our vision now? Our imaginations are +masters of us. So far as mortal eye can see, we are alone in Semur. Have +you forgotten your psalm, and how you sustained us at the first? And +now, your Cathedral is open to you, my brother. _Laetatus sum_,' I said. +It was an inspiration from above, and no thought of mine; for it is well +known, that though deeply respectful, I have never professed religion. +With one impulse we turned, we went together, as in a procession, across +the silent place, and up the great steps. We said not a word to each +other of what we meant to do. All was fair and silent in the holy place; +a breath of incense still in the air; a murmur of psalms (as one could +imagine) far up in the high roof. There I served, while he said his +mass. It was for my friend that this impulse came to my mind; but I was +rewarded. The days of my childhood seemed to come back to me. All +trouble, and care, and mystery, and pain, seemed left behind. All I +could see was the glimmer on the altar of the great candle-sticks, the +sacred pyx in its shrine, the chalice, and the book. I was again an +_enfant de choeur_ robed in white, like the angels, no doubt, no +disquiet in my soul--and my father kneeling behind among the faithful, +bowing his head, with a sweetness which I too knew, being a father, +because it was his child that tinkled the bell and swung the censer. +Never since those days have I served the mass. My heart grew soft within +me as the heart of a little child. The voice of M. le Cure was full of +tears--it swelled out into the air and filled the vacant place. I knelt +behind him on the steps of the altar and wept. + +Then there came a sound that made our hearts leap in our bosoms. His +voice wavered as if it had been struck by a strong wind; but he was a +brave man, and he went on. It was the bells of the Cathedral that pealed +out over our heads. In the midst of the office, while we knelt all +alone, they began to ring as at Easter or some great festival. At first +softly, almost sadly, like choirs of distant singers, that died away and +were echoed and died again; then taking up another strain, they rang out +into the sky with hurrying notes and clang of joy. The effect upon +myself was wonderful. I no longer felt any fear. The illusion was +complete. I was a child again, serving the mass in my little +surplice--aware that all who loved me were kneeling behind, that the +good God was smiling, and the Cathedral bells ringing out their majestic +Amen. + +M. le Cure came down the altar steps when his mass was ended. Together +we put away the vestments and the holy vessels. Our hearts were soft; +the weight was taken from them. As we came out the bells were dying +away in long and low echoes, now faint, now louder, like mingled voices +of gladness and regret. And whereas it had been a pale twilight when we +entered, the clearness of the day had rolled sweetly in, and now it was +fair morning in all the streets. We did not say a word to each other, +but arm and arm took our way to the gates, to open to our neighbours, to +call all our fellow-citizens back to Semur. + +If I record here an incident of another kind, it is because of the +sequel that followed. As we passed by the hospital of St. Jean, we heard +distinctly, coming from within, the accents of a feeble yet impatient +voice. The sound revived for a moment the troubles that were stilled +within us--but only for a moment. This was no visionary voice. It +brought a smile to the grave face of M. le Cure and tempted me well nigh +to laughter, so strangely did this sensation of the actual, break and +disperse the visionary atmosphere. We went in without any timidity, +with a conscious relaxation of the great strain upon us. In a little +nook, curtained off from the great ward, lay a sick man upon his bed. +'Is it M. le Maire?' he said; 'a la bonne heure! I have a complaint to +make of the nurses for the night. They have gone out to amuse +themselves; they take no notice of poor sick people. They have known for +a week that I could not sleep; but neither have they given me a sleeping +draught, nor endeavoured to distract me with cheerful conversation. And +to-day, look you, M. le Maire, not one of the sisters has come near me!' + +'Have you suffered, my poor fellow?' I said; but he would not go so far +as this. + +'I don't want to make complaints, M. le Maire; but the sisters do not +come themselves as they used to do. One does not care to have a strange +nurse, when one knows that if the sisters did their duty--But if it does +not occur any more I do not wish it to be thought that I am the one to +complain.' + +'Do not fear, mon ami,' I said. 'I will say to the Reverend Mother that +you have been left too long alone.' + +'And listen, M. le Maire,' cried the man; 'those bells, will they never +be done? My head aches with the din they make. How can one go to sleep +with all that riot in one's ears?' + +We looked at each other, we could not but smile. So that which is joy +and deliverance to one is vexation to another. As we went out again into +the street the lingering music of the bells died out, and (for the first +time for all these terrible days and nights) the great clock struck the +hour. And as the clock struck, the last cloud rose like a mist and +disappeared in flying vapours, and the full sunshine of noon burst on +Semur. + + +SUPPLEMENT BY M. DE BOIS-SOMBRE. + +When M. le Maire disappeared within the mist, we all remained behind +with troubled hearts. For my own part I was alarmed for my friend. M. +Martin Dupin is not noble. He belongs, indeed, to the _haute +bourgeoisie,_ and all his antecedents are most respectable; but it is +his personal character and admirable qualities which justify me in +calling him my friend. The manner in which he has performed his duties +to his fellow-citizens during this time of distress has been sublime. It +is not my habit to take any share in public life; the unhappy +circumstances of France have made this impossible for years. +Nevertheless, I put aside my scruples when it became necessary, to leave +him free for his mission. I gave no opinion upon that mission itself, +or how far he was right in obeying the advice of a hare-brained +enthusiast like Lecamus. Nevertheless the moment had come at which our +banishment had become intolerable. Another day, and I should have +proposed an assault upon the place. Our dead forefathers, though I would +speak of them with every respect, should not presume upon their +privilege. I do not pretend to be braver than other men, nor have I +shown myself more equal than others to cope with the present emergency. +But I have the impatience of my countrymen, and rather than rot here +outside the gates, parted from Madame de Bois-Sombre and my children, +who, I am happy to state, are in safety at the country house of the +brave Dupin, I should have dared any hazard. This being the case, a new +step of any kind called for my approbation, and I could not refuse under +the circumstances--especially as no ceremony of installation was +required or profession of loyalty to one government or another--to take +upon me the office of coadjutor and act as deputy for my friend Martin +outside the walls of Semur. + +The moment at which I assumed the authority was one of great +discouragement and depression. The men were tired to death. Their minds +were worn out as well as their bodies. The excitement and fatigue had +been more than they could bear. Some were for giving up the contest and +seeking new homes for themselves. These were they, I need not remark, +who had but little to lose; some seemed to care for nothing but to lie +down and rest. Though it produced a great movement among us when Lecamus +suddenly appeared coming out of the city; and the undertaking of Dupin +and the excellent Cure was viewed with great interest, yet there could +not but be signs apparent that the situation had lasted too long. It was +_tendu_ in the strongest degree, and when that is the case a reaction +must come. It is impossible to say, for one thing, how treat was our +personal discomfort. We were as soldiers campaigning without a +commissariat, or any precautions taken for our welfare; no food save +what was sent to us from La Clairiere and other places; no means of +caring for our personal appearance, in which lies so much of the +materials of self respect. I say nothing of the chief features of +all--the occupation of our homes by others--the forcible expulsion of +which we had been the objects. No one could have been more deeply +impressed than myself at the moment of these extraordinary proceedings; +but we cannot go on with one monotonous impression, however serious, we +other Frenchmen. Three days is a very long time to dwell in one thought; +I myself had become impatient, I do not deny. To go away, which would +have been very natural, and which Agathe proposed, was contrary to my +instincts and interests both. I trust I can obey the logic of +circumstances as well as another; but to yield is not easy, and to leave +my hotel at Semur--now the chief residence, alas! of the +Bois-Sombres--probably to the licence of a mob--for one can never tell +at what moment Republican institutions may break down and sink back into +the chaos from which they arose--was impossible. Nor would I forsake the +brave Dupin without the strongest motive; but that the situation was +extremely _tendu_, and a reaction close at hand, was beyond dispute. + +I resisted the movement which my excellent friend made to take off and +transfer to me his scarf of office. These things are much thought of +among the _bourgeoisie_. '_Mon ami_,' I said, 'you cannot tell what use +you may have for it; whereas our townsmen know me, and that I am not one +to take up an unwarrantable position.' We then accompanied him to the +neighbourhood of the Porte St. Lambert. It was at that time invisible; +we could but judge approximately. My men were unwilling to approach too +near, neither did I myself think it necessary. We parted, after giving +the two envoys an honourable escort, leaving a clear space between us +and the darkness. To see them disappear gave us all a startling +sensation. Up to the last moment I had doubted whether they would obtain +admittance. When they disappeared from our eyes, there came upon all of +us an impulse of alarm. I myself was so far moved by it, that I called +out after them in a sudden panic. For if any catastrophe had happened, +how could I ever have forgiven myself, especially as Madame Dupin de la +Clairiere, a person entirely _comme il faut_, and of the most +distinguished character, went after her husband, with a touching +devotion, following him to the very edge of the darkness? I do not +think, so deeply possessed was he by his mission, that he saw her. Dupin +is very determined in his way; but he is imaginative and thoughtful, and +it is very possible that, as he required all his powers to brace him for +this enterprise, he made it a principle neither to look to the right +hand nor the left. When we paused, and following after our two +representatives, Madame Dupin stepped forth, a thrill ran through us +all. Some would have called to her, for I heard many broken +exclamations; but most of us were too much startled to speak. We thought +nothing less than that she was about to risk herself by going after them +into the city. If that was her intention--and nothing is more probable; +for women are very daring, though they are timid--she was stopped, it is +most likely, by that curious inability to move a step farther which we +have all experienced. We saw her pause, clasp her hands in despair (or +it might be in token of farewell to her husband), then, instead of +returning, seat herself on the road on the edge of the darkness. It was +a relief to all who were looking on to see her there. + +In the reaction after that excitement I found myself in face of a great +difficulty--what to do with my men, to keep them from demoralisation. +They were greatly excited; and yet there was nothing to be done for +them, for myself, for any of us, but to wait. To organise the patrol +again, under the circumstances, would have been impossible. Dupin, +perhaps, might have tried it with that _bourgeois_ determination which +so often carries its point in spite of all higher intelligence; but to +me, who have not this commonplace way of looking at things, it was +impossible. The worthy soul did not think in what a difficulty he left +us. That intolerable, good-for-nothing Jacques Richard (whom Dupin +protects unwisely, I cannot tell why), and who was already +half-seas-over, had drawn several of his comrades with him towards the +_cabaret_, which was always a danger to us. 'We will drink success to M. +le Maire,' he said, '_mes bons amis_! That can do no one any harm; and +as we have spoken up, as we have empowered him to offer handsome terms +to _Messieurs les Morts_----' + +It was intolerable. Precisely at the moment when our fortune hung in the +balance, and when, perhaps, an indiscreet word--'Arrest that fellow,' I +said. 'Riou, you are an official; you understand your duty. Arrest him +on the spot, and confine him in the tent out of the way of mischief. Two +of you mount guard over him. And let a party be told off, of which you +will take the command, Louis Bertin, to go at once to La Clairiere and +beg the Reverend Mothers of the hospital to favour us with their +presence. It will be well to have those excellent ladies in our front +whatever happens; and you may communicate to them the unanimous decision +about their chapel. You, Robert Lemaire, with an escort, will proceed to +the _campagne_ of M. Barbou, and put him in possession of the +circumstances. Those of you who have a natural wish to seek a little +repose will consider yourselves as discharged from duty and permitted to +do so. Your Maire having confided to me his authority--not without your +consent--(this I avow I added with some difficulty, for who cared for +their assent? but a Republican Government offers a premium to every +insincerity), I wait with confidence to see these dispositions carried +out.' + +This, I am happy to say, produced the best effect. They obeyed me +without hesitation; and, fortunately for me, slumber seized upon the +majority. Had it not been for this, I can scarcely tell how I should +have got out of it. I felt drowsy myself, having been with the patrol +the greater part of the night; but to yield to such weakness was, in my +position, of course impossible. + +This, then, was our attitude during the last hours of suspense, which +were perhaps the most trying of all. In the distance might be seen the +little bands marching towards La Clairiere, on one side, and M. Barbou's +country-house ('La Corbeille des Raisins') on the other. It goes without +saying that I did not want M. Barbou, but it was the first errand I +could think of. Towards the city, just where the darkness began that +enveloped it, sat Madame Dupin. That _sainte femme_ was praying for her +husband, who could doubt? And under the trees, wherever they could find +a favourable spot, my men lay down on the grass, and most of them fell +asleep. My eyes were heavy enough, but responsibility drives away rest. +I had but one nap of five minutes' duration, leaning against a tree, +when it occurred to me that Jacques Richard, whom I sent under escort +half-drunk to the tent, was not the most admirable companion for that +poor visionary Lecamus, who had been accommodated there. I roused +myself, therefore, though unwillingly, to see whether these two, so +discordant, could agree. + +I met Lecamus at the tent-door. He was coming out, very feeble and +tottering, with that dazed look which (according to me) has always been +characteristic of him. He had a bundle of papers in his hand. He had +been setting in order his report of what had happened to him, to be +submitted to the Maire. 'Monsieur,' he said, with some irritation +(which I forgave him), 'you have always been unfavourable to me. I owe +it to you that this unhappy drunkard has been sent to disturb me in my +feebleness and the discharge of a public duty.' + +'My good Monsieur Lecamus,' said I, 'you do my recollection too much +honour. The fact is, I had forgotten all about you and your public duty. +Accept my excuses. Though indeed your supposition that I should have +taken the trouble to annoy you, and your description of that +good-for-nothing as an unhappy drunkard, are signs of intolerance which +I should not have expected in a man so favoured.' + +This speech, though too long, pleased me, for a man of this species, a +revolutionary (are not all visionaries revolutionaries?) is always, when +occasion offers, to be put down. He disarmed me, however, by his +humility. He gave a look round. 'Where can I go?' he said, and there was +pathos in his voice. At length he perceived Madame Dupin sitting almost +motionless on the road. 'Ah!' he said, 'there is my place.' The man, I +could not but perceive, was very weak. His eyes were twice their natural +size, his face was the colour of ashes; through his whole frame there +was a trembling; the papers shook in his hand. A compunction seized my +mind: I regretted to have sent that piece of noise and folly to disturb +a poor man so suffering and weak. 'Monsieur Lecamus,' I said, 'forgive +me. I acknowledge that it was inconsiderate. Remain here in comfort, and +I will find for this unruly fellow another place of confinement.' + +'Nay,' he said, 'there is my place,' pointing to where Madame Dupin sat. +I felt disposed for a moment to indulge in a pleasantry, to say that I +approved his taste; but on second thoughts I forebore. He went tottering +slowly across the broken ground, hardly able to drag himself along. 'Has +he had any refreshment?' I asked of one of the women who were about. +They told me yes, and this restored my composure; for after all I had +not meant to annoy him, I had forgotten he was there--a trivial fault in +circumstances so exciting. I was more easy in my mind, however, I +confess it, when I saw that he had reached his chosen position safely. +The man looked so weak. It seemed to me that he might have died on the +road. + +I thought I could almost perceive the gate, with Madame Dupin seated +under the battlements, her charming figure relieved against the gloom, +and that poor Lecamus lying, with his papers fluttering at her feet. +This was the last thing I was conscious of. + + +EXTRACT FROM THE NARRATIVE OF MADAME DUPIN DE LA CLAIRIERE (_nee_ DE +CHAMPFLEURIE). + +I went with my husband to the city gate. I did not wish to distract his +mind from what he had undertaken, therefore I took care he should not +see me; but to follow close, giving the sympathy of your whole heart, +must not that be a support? If I am asked whether I was content to let +him go, I cannot answer yes; but had another than Martin been chosen, I +could not have borne it. What I desired, was to go myself. I was not +afraid: and if it had proved dangerous, if I had been broken and crushed +to pieces between the seen and the unseen, one could not have had a +more beautiful fate. It would have made me happy to go. But perhaps it +was better that the messenger should not be a woman; they might have +said it was delusion, an attack of the nerves. We are not trusted in +these respects, though I find it hard to tell why. + +But I went with Martin to the gate. To go as far as was possible, to be +as near as possible, that was something. If there had been room for me +to pass, I should have gone, and with such gladness! for God He knows +that to help to thrust my husband into danger, and not to share it, was +terrible to me. But no; the invisible line was still drawn, beyond which +I could not stir. The door opened before him, and closed upon me. But +though to see him disappear into the gloom was anguish, yet to know that +he was the man by whom the city should be saved was sweet. I sat down on +the spot where my steps were stayed. It was close to the wall, where +there is a ledge of stonework round the basement of the tower. There I +sat down to wait till he should come again. + +If any one thinks, however, that we, who were under the shelter of the +roof of La Clairiere were less tried than our husbands, it is a mistake; +our chief grief was that we were parted from them, not knowing what +suffering, what exposure they might have to bear, and knowing that they +would not accept, as most of us were willing to accept, the +interpretation of the mystery; but there was a certain comfort in the +fact that we had to be very busy, preparing a little food to take to +them, and feeding the others. La Clairiere is a little country house, +not a great chateau, and it was taxed to the utmost to afford some +covert to the people. The children were all sheltered and cared for; but +as for the rest of us we did as we could. And how gay they were, all the +little ones! What was it to them all that had happened? It was a fete +for them to be in the country, to be so many together, to run in the +fields and the gardens. Sometimes their laughter and their happiness +were more than we could bear. Agathe de Bois-Sombre, who takes life +hardly, who is more easily deranged than I, was one who was much +disturbed by this. But was it not to preserve the children that we were +commanded to go to La Clairiere? Some of the women also were not easy to +bear with. When they were put into our rooms they too found it a fete, +and sat down among the children, and ate and drank, and forgot what it +was; what awful reason had driven us out of our homes. These were not, +oh let no one think so! the majority; but there were some, it cannot be +denied; and it was difficult for me to calm down Bonne Maman, and keep +her from sending them away with their babes. 'But they are +_miserables_,' she said. 'If they were to wander and be lost, if they +were to suffer as thou sayest, where would be the harm? I have no +patience with the idle, with those who impose upon thee.' It is possible +that Bonne Maman was right--but what then? 'Preserve the children and +the sick,' was the mission that had been given to me. My own room was +made the hospital. Nor did this please Bonne Maman. She bid me if I did +not stay in it myself to give it to the Bois-Sombres, to some who +deserved it. But is it not they who need most who deserve most? Bonne +Maman cannot bear that the poor and wretched should live in her Martin's +chamber. He is my Martin no less. But to give it up to our Lord is not +that to sanctify it? There are who have put Him into their own bed when +they imagined they were but sheltering a sick beggar there; that He +should have the best was sweet to me: and could not I pray all the +better that our Martin should be enlightened, should come to the true +sanctuary? When I said this Bonne Maman wept. It was the grief of her +heart that Martin thought otherwise than as we do. Nevertheless she +said, 'He is so good; the _bon Dieu_ knows how good he is;' as if even +his mother could know that so well as I! + +But with the women and the children crowding everywhere, the sick in my +chamber, the helpless in every corner, it will be seen that we, too, had +much to do. And our hearts were elsewhere, with those who were watching +the city, who were face to face with those in whom they had not +believed. We were going and coming all day long with food for them, and +there never was a time of the night or day that there were not many of +us watching on the brow of the hill to see if any change came in Semur. +Agathe and I, and our children, were all together in one little room. +She believed in God, but it was not any comfort to her; sometimes she +would weep and pray all day long; sometimes entreat her husband to +abandon the city, to go elsewhere and live, and fly from this strange +fate. She is one who cannot endure to be unhappy--not to have what she +wishes. As for me, I was brought up in poverty, and it is no wonder if +I can more easily submit. She was not willing that I should come this +morning to Semur. In the night the Mere Julie had roused us, saying she +had seen a procession of angels coming to restore us to the city. Ah! to +those who have no knowledge it is easy to speak of processions of +angels. But to those who have seen what an angel is--how they flock upon +us unawares in the darkness, so that one is confused, and scarce can +tell if it is reality or a dream; to those who have heard a little voice +soft as the dew coming out of heaven! I said to them--for all were in a +great tumult--that the angels do not come in processions, they steal +upon us unaware, they reveal themselves in the soul. But they did not +listen to me; even Agathe took pleasure in hearing of the revelation. As +for me, I had denied myself, I had not seen Martin for a night and a +day. I took one of the great baskets, and I went with the women who were +the messengers for the day. A purpose formed itself in my heart, it was +to make my way into the city, I know not how, and implore them to have +pity upon us before the people were distraught. Perhaps, had I been able +to refrain from speaking to Martin, I might have found the occasion I +wished; but how could I conceal my desire from my husband? And now all +is changed, I am rejected and he is gone. He was more worthy. Bonne +Maman is right. Our good God, who is our father, does He require that +one should make profession of faith, that all should be alike? He sees +the heart; and to choose my Martin, does not that prove that He loves +best that which is best, not I, or a priest, or one who makes +professions? Thus, I sat down at the gate with a great confidence, +though also a trembling in my heart. He who had known how to choose him +among all the others, would not He guard him? It was a proof to me once +again that heaven is true, that the good God loves and comprehends us +all, to see how His wisdom, which is unerring, had chosen the best man +in Semur. + +And M. le Cure, that goes without saying, he is a priest of priests, a +true servant of God. + +I saw my husband go: perhaps, God knows, into danger, perhaps to some +encounter such as might fill the world with awe--to meet those who read +the thought in your mind before it comes to your lips. Well! there is no +thought in Martin that is not noble and true. Me, I have follies in my +heart, every kind of folly; but he!--the tears came in a flood to my +eyes, but I would not shed them, as if I were weeping for fear and +sorrow--no--but for happiness to know that falsehood was not in him. My +little Marie, a holy virgin, may look into her father's heart--I do not +fear the test. + +The sun came warm to my feet as I sat on the foundation of our city, but +the projection of the tower gave me a little shade. All about was a +great peace. I thought of the psalm which says, 'He will give it to His +beloved sleeping'--that is true; but always there are some who are used +as instruments, who are not permitted to sleep. The sounds that came +from the people gradually ceased; they were all very quiet. M. de +Bois-Sombre I saw at a distance making his dispositions. Then M. Paul +Lecamus, whom I had long known, came up across the field, and seated +himself close to me upon the road. I have always had a great sympathy +with him since the death of his wife; ever since there has been an +abstraction in his eyes, a look of desolation. He has no children or any +one to bring him back to life. Now, it seemed to me that he had the air +of a man who was dying. He had been in the city while all of us had been +outside. + +'Monsieur Lecamus,' I said, 'you look very ill, and this is not a place +for you. Could not I take you somewhere, where you might be more at your +ease?' + +'It is true, Madame,' he said, 'the road is hard, but the sunshine is +sweet; and when I have finished what I am writing for M. le Maire, it +will be over. There will be no more need--' + +I did not understand what he meant. I asked him to let me help him, but +he shook his head. His eyes were very hollow, in great caves, and his +face was the colour of ashes. Still he smiled. 'I thank you, Madame,' he +said, 'infinitely; everyone knows that Madame Dupin is kind; but when it +is done, I shall be free.' + +'I am sure, M. Lecamus, that my husband--that M. le Maire--would not +wish you to trouble yourself, to be hurried--' + +'No,' he said, 'not he, but I. Who else could write what I have to +write? It must be done while it is day.' + +'Then there is plenty of time, M. Lecamus. All the best of the day is +yet to come; it is still morning. If you could but get as far as La +Clairiere. There we would nurse you--restore you.' + +He shook his head. 'You have enough on your hands at La Clairiere,' he +said; and then, leaning upon the stones, he began to write again with +his pencil. After a time, when he stopped, I ventured to ask--'Monsieur +Lecamus, is it, indeed, Those----whom we have known, who are in Semur?' + +He turned his dim eyes upon me. 'Does Madame Dupin,' he said, 'require +to ask?' + +'No, no. It is true. I have seen and heard. But yet, when a little time +passes, you know? one wonders; one asks one's self, was it a dream?' + +'That is what I fear,' he said. 'I, too, if life went on, might ask, +notwithstanding all that has occurred to me, Was it a dream?' + +'M. Lecamus, you will forgive me if I hurt you. You saw--_her_?' + +'No. Seeing--what is seeing? It is but a vulgar sense, it is not all; +but I sat at her feet. She was with me. We were one, as of old----.' A +gleam of strange light came into his dim eyes. 'Seeing is not +everything, Madame.' + +'No, M. Lecamus. I heard the dear voice of my little Marie.' + +'Nor is hearing everything,' he said hastily. 'Neither did she speak; +but she was there. We were one; we had no need to speak. What is +speaking or hearing when heart wells into heart? For a very little +moment, only for a moment, Madame Dupin.' + +I put out my hand to him; I could not say a word. How was it possible +that she could go away again, and leave him so feeble, so worn, alone? + +'Only a very little moment,' he said, slowly. 'There were other +voices--but not hers. I think I am glad it was in the spirit we met, she +and I--I prefer not to see her till--after----' + +'Oh, M. Lecamus, I am too much of the world! To see them, to hear +them--it is for this I long.' + +'No, dear Madame. I would not have it till--after----. But I must make +haste, I must write, I hear the hum approaching----' + +I could not tell what he meant; but I asked no more. How still +everything was The people lay asleep on the grass, and I, too, was +overwhelmed by the great quiet. I do not know if I slept, but I dreamed. +I saw a child very fair and tall always near me, but hiding her face. It +appeared to me in my dream that all I wished for was to see this hidden +countenance, to know her name; and that I followed and watched her, but +for a long time in vain. All at once she turned full upon me, held out +her arms to me. Do I need to say who it was? I cried out in my dream to +the good God, that He had done well to take her from me--that this was +worth it all. Was it a dream? I would not give that dream for rears of +waking life. Then I started and came back, in a moment, to the still +morning sunshine, the sight of the men asleep, the roughness of the wall +against which I leant. Some one laid a hand on mine. I opened my eyes, +not knowing what it was--if it might be my husband coming back, or her +whom I had seen in my dream. It was M. Lecamus. He had risen up upon his +knees--his papers were all laid aside. His eyes in those hollow caves +were opened wide, and quivering with a strange light. He had caught my +wrist with his worn hand. 'Listen!' he said; his voice fell to a +whisper; a light broke over his face. 'Listen!' he cried; 'they are +coming.' While he thus grasped my wrist, holding up his weak and +wavering body in that strained attitude, the moments passed very slowly. +I was afraid of him, of his worn face and thin hands, and the wild +eagerness about him. I am ashamed to say it, but so it was. And for this +reason it seemed long to me, though I think not more than a minute, till +suddenly the bells rang out, sweet and glad as they ring at Easter for +the resurrection. There had been ringing of bells before, but not like +this. With a start and universal movement the sleeping men got up from +where they lay--not one but every one, coming out of the little hollows +and from under the trees as if from graves. They all sprang up to +listen, with one impulse; and as for me, knowing that Martin was in the +city, can it be wondered at if my heart beat so loud that I was +incapable of thought of others! What brought me to myself was the +strange weight of M. Lecamus on my arm. He put his other hand upon me, +all cold in the brightness, all trembling. He raised himself thus slowly +to his feet. When I looked at him I shrieked aloud. I forgot all else. +His face was transformed--a smile came upon it that was ineffable--the +light blazed up, and then quivered and flickered in his eyes like a +dying flame. All this time he was leaning his weight upon my arm. Then +suddenly he loosed his hold of me, stretched out his hands, stood up, +and--died. My God! shall I ever forget him as he stood--his head raised, +his hands held out, his lips moving, the eyelids opened wide with a +quiver, the light flickering and dying He died first, standing up, +saying something with his pale lips--then fell. And it seemed to me all +at once, and for a moment, that I heard a sound of many people marching +past, the murmur and hum of a great multitude; and softly, softly I was +put out of the way, and a voice said, '_Adieu, ma soeur_.' '_Ma soeur_!' +who called me '_Ma soeur_'? I have no sister. I cried out, saying I know +not what. They told me after that I wept and wrung my hands, and said, +'Not thee, not thee, Marie!' But after that I knew no more. + + +THE NARRATIVE of MADAME VEUVE DUPIN (_nee_ LEPELLETIER). + +To complete the _proces verbal_, my son wishes me to give my account of +the things which happened out of Semur during its miraculous occupation, +as it is his desire, in the interests of truth, that nothing should be +left out. In this I find a great difficulty for many reasons; in the +first place, because I have not the aptitude of expressing myself in +writing, and it may well be that the phrases I employ may fail in the +correctness which good French requires; and again, because it is my +misfortune not to agree in all points with my Martin, though I am proud +to think that he is, in every relation of life, so good a man, that the +women of his family need not hesitate to follow his advice--but +necessarily there are some points which one reserves; and I cannot but +feel the closeness of the connection between the late remarkable +exhibition of the power of Heaven and the outrage done upon the good +Sisters of St. Jean by the administration, of which unfortunately my son +is at the head. I say unfortunately, since it is the spirit of +independence and pride in him which has resisted all the warnings +offered by Divine Providence, and which refuses even now to right the +wrongs of the Sisters of St. Jean; though, if it may be permitted to me +to say it, as his mother, it was very fortunate in the late troubles +that Martin Dupin found himself at the head of the Commune of +Semur--since who else could have kept his self-control as he +did?--caring for all things and forgetting nothing; who else would, with +so much courage, have entered the city? and what other man, being a +person of the world and secular in all his thoughts, as, alas! it is so +common for men to be, would have so nobly acknowledged his obligations +to the good God when our misfortunes were over? My constant prayers for +his conversion do not make me incapable of perceiving the nobility of +his conduct. When the evidence has been incontestible he has not +hesitated to make a public profession of his gratitude, which all will +acknowledge to be the sign of a truly noble mind and a heart of gold. + +I have long felt that the times were ripe for some exhibition of the +power of God. Things have been going very badly among us. Not only have +the powers of darkness triumphed over our holy church, in a manner ever +to be wept and mourned by all the faithful, and which might have been +expected to bring down fire from Heaven upon our heads, but the +corruption of popular manners (as might also have been expected) has +been daily arising to a pitch unprecedented. The fetes may indeed be +said to be observed, but in what manner? In the cabarets rather than in +the churches; and as for the fasts and vigils, who thinks of them? who +attends to those sacred moments of penitence? Scarcely even a few ladies +are found to do so, instead of the whole population, as in duty bound. I +have even seen it happen that my daughter-in-law and myself, and her +friend Madame de Bois-Sombre, and old Mere Julie from the market, have +formed the whole congregation. Figure to yourself the _bon Dieu_ and all +the blessed saints looking down from heaven to hear--four persons only +in our great Cathedral! I trust that I know that the good God does not +despise even two or three; but if any one will think of it--the great +bells rung, and the candles lighted, and the cure in his beautiful +robes, and all the companies of heaven looking on--and only us four! +This shows the neglect of all sacred ordinances that was in Semur. +While, on the other hand, what grasping there was for money; what fraud +and deceit; what foolishness and dissipation! Even the Mere Julie +herself, though a devout person, the pears she sold to us on the last +market day before these events, were far, very far, as she must have +known, from being satisfactory. In the same way Gros-Jean, though a +peasant from our own village near La Clairiere, and a man for whom we +have often done little services, attempted to impose upon me about the +wood for the winter's use, the very night before these occurrences. 'It +is enough,' I cried out, 'to bring the dead out of their graves.' I did +not know--the holy saints forgive me!--how near it was to the moment +when this should come true. + +And perhaps it is well that I should admit without concealment that I am +not one of the women to whom it has been given to see those who came +back. There are moments when I will not deny I have asked myself why +those others should have been so privileged and never I. Not even in a +dream do I see those whom I have lost; yet I think that I too have loved +them as well as any have been loved. I have stood by their beds to the +last; I have closed their beloved eyes. _Mon Dieu! mon Dieu!_ have not I +drunk of that cup to the dregs? But never to me, never to me, has it +been permitted either to see or to hear. _Bien_! it has been so ordered. +Agnes, my daughter-in-law, is a good woman. I have not a word to say +against her; and if there are moments when my heart rebels, when I ask +myself why she should have her eyes opened and not I, the good God knows +that I do not complain against His will--it is in His hand to do as He +pleases. And if I receive no privileges, yet have I the privilege which +is best, which is, as M. le Cure justly observes, the highest of all-- +that of doing my duty. In this I thank the good Lord our Seigneur that +my Martin has never needed to be ashamed of his mother. + +I will also admit that when it was first made apparent to me--not by the +sounds of voices which the others heard, but by the use of my reason +which I humbly believe is also a gift of God--that the way in which I +could best serve both those of the city and my son Martin, who is over +them, was to lead the way with the children and all the helpless to La +Clairiere, thus relieving the watchers, there was for a time a great +struggle in my bosom. What were they all to me, that I should desert my +Martin, my only son, the child of my old age; he who is as his father, +as dear, and yet more dear, because he is his father's son? 'What! (I +said in my heart) abandon thee, my child? nay, rather abandon life and +every consolation; for what is life to me but thee?' But while my heart +swelled with this cry, suddenly it became apparent to me how many there +were holding up their hands helplessly to him, clinging to him so that +he could not move. To whom else could they turn? He was the one among +all who preserved his courage, who neither feared nor failed. When those +voices rang out from the walls--which some understood, but which I did +not understand, and many more with me--though my heart was wrung with +straining my ears to listen if there was not a voice for me too, yet at +the same time this thought was working in my heart. There was a poor +woman close to me with little children clinging to her; neither did she +know what those voices said. Her eyes turned from Semur, all lost in the +darkness, to the sky above us and to me beside her, all confused and +bewildered; and the children clung to her, all in tears, crying with +that wail which is endless--the trouble of childhood which does not know +why it is troubled. 'Maman! Maman!' they cried, 'let us go home.' 'Oh! +be silent, my little ones,' said the poor woman; 'be silent; we will go +to M. le Maire--he will not leave us without a friend.' It was then that +I saw what my duty was. But it was with a pang--_bon Dieu!_--when I +turned my back upon my Martin, when I went away to shelter, to peace, +leaving my son thus in face of an offended Heaven and all the invisible +powers, do you suppose it was a whole heart I carried in my breast? But +no! it was nothing save a great ache--a struggle as of death. But what +of that? I had my duty to do, as he had--and as he did not flinch, so +did not I; otherwise he would have been ashamed of his mother--and I? I +should have felt that the blood was not mine which ran in his veins. + +No one can tell what it was, that march to La Clairiere. Agnes at first +was like an angel. I hope I always do Madame Martin justice. She is a +saint. She is good to the bottom of her heart. Nevertheless, with those +natures which are enthusiast--which are upborne by excitement--there is +also a weakness. Though she was brave as the holy Pucelle when we set +out, after a while she flagged like another. The colour went out of her +face, and though she smiled still, yet the tears came to her eyes, and +she would have wept with the other women, and with the wail of the +weary children, and all the agitation, and the weariness, and the length +of the way, had not I recalled her to herself. 'Courage!' I said to her. +'Courage, _ma fille!_ We will throw open all the chambers. I will give +up even that one in which my Martin Dupin, the father of thy husband, +died.' '_Ma mere_,' she said, holding my hand to her bosom, 'he is not +dead--he is in Semur.' Forgive me, dear Lord! It gave me a pang that she +could see him and not I. 'For me,' I cried, 'it is enough to know that +my good man is in heaven: his room, which I have kept sacred, shall be +given up to the poor.' But oh! the confusion of the stumbling, weary +feet; the little children that dropped by the way, and caught at our +skirts, and wailed and sobbed; the poor mothers with babes upon each +arm, with sick hearts and failing limbs. One cry seemed to rise round us +as we went, each infant moving the others to sympathy, till it rose like +one breath, a wail of 'Maman! Maman!' a cry that had no meaning, +through having so much meaning. It was difficult not to cry out too in +the excitement, in the labouring of the long, long, confused, and +tedious way. 'Maman! Maman!' The Holy Mother could not but hear it. It +is not possible but that she must have looked out upon us, and heard us, +so helpless as we were, where she sits in heaven. + +When we got to La Clairiere we were ready to sink down with fatigue like +all the rest--nay, even more than the rest, for we were not used to it, +and for my part I had altogether lost the habitude of long walks. But +then you could see what Madame Martin was. She is slight and fragile and +pale, not strong, as any one can perceive; but she rose above the needs +of the body. She was the one among us who rested not. We threw open all +the rooms, and the poor people thronged in. Old Leontine, who is the +_garde_ of the house, gazed upon us and the crowd whom we brought with +us with great eyes full of fear and trouble. 'But, Madame,' she cried, +'Madame!' following me as I went above to the better rooms. She pulled +me by my robe. She pushed the poor women with their children away. +'_Allez donc, allez_!--rest outside till these ladies have time to speak +to you,' she said; and pulled me by my sleeve. Then 'Madame Martin is +putting all this _canaille_ into our very chambers,' she cried. She had +always distrusted Madame Martin, who was taken by the peasants for a +clerical and a devote, because she was noble. 'The _bon Dieu_ be praised +that Madame also is here, who has sense and will regulate everything.' +'These are no _canaille,'_ I said: 'be silent, _ma bonne_ Leontine, here +is something which you cannot understand. This is Semur which has come +out to us for lodging.' She let the keys drop out of her hands. It was +not wonderful if she was amazed. All day long she followed me about, her +very mouth open with wonder. 'Madame Martin, that understands itself,' +she would say. 'She is romanesque--she has imagination--but Madame, +Madame has _bon sens_--who would have believed it of Madame?' Leontine +had been my _femme de menage_ long before there was a Madame Martin, +when my son was young; and naturally it was of me she still thought. But +I cannot put down all the trouble we had ere we found shelter for every +one. We filled the stables and the great barn, and all the cottages +near; and to get them food, and to have something provided for those who +were watching before the city, and who had no one but us to think of +them, was a task which was almost beyond our powers. Truly it was beyond +our powers--but the Holy Mother of heaven and the good angels helped us. +I cannot tell to any one how it was accomplished, yet it was +accomplished. The wail of the little ones ceased. They slept that first +night as if they had been in heaven. As for us, when the night came, and +the dews and the darkness, it seemed to us as if we were out of our +bodies, so weary were we, so weary that we could not rest. From La +Clairiere on ordinary occasions it is a beautiful sight to see the +lights of Semur shining in all the high windows, and the streets +throwing up a faint whiteness upon the sky; but how strange it was now +to look down and see nothing but a darkness--a cloud, which was the +city! The lights of the watchers in their camp were invisible to +us,--they were so small and low upon the broken ground that we could not +see them. Our Agnes crept close to me; we went with one accord to the +seat before the door. We did not say 'I will go,' but went by one +impulse, for our hearts were there; and we were glad to taste the +freshness of the night and be silent after all our labours. We leant +upon each other in our weariness. 'Ma mere,' she said, 'where is he now, +our Martin?' and wept. 'He is where there is the most to do, be thou +sure of that,' I cried, but wept not. For what did I bring him into the +world but for this end? + +Were I to go day by day and hour by hour over that time of trouble, the +story would not please any one. Many were brave and forgot their own +sorrows to occupy themselves with those of others, but many also were +not brave. There were those among us who murmured and complained. Some +would contend with us to let them go and call their husbands, and leave +the miserable country where such things could happen. Some would rave +against the priests and the government, and some against those who +neglected and offended the Holy Church. Among them there were those who +did not hesitate to say it was our fault, though how we were answerable +they could not tell. We were never at any time of the day or night +without a sound of some one weeping or bewailing herself, as if she were +the only sufferer, or crying out against those who had brought her here, +far from all her friends. By times it seemed to me that I could bear it +no longer, that it was but justice to turn those murmurers +_(pleureuses)_ away, and let them try what better they could do for +themselves. But in this point Madame Martin surpassed me. I do not +grudge to say it. She was better than I was, for she was more patient. +She wept with the weeping women, then dried her eyes and smiled upon +them without a thought of anger--whereas I could have turned them to the +door. One thing, however, which I could not away with, was that Agnes +filled her own chamber with the poorest of the poor. 'How,' I cried, +thyself and thy friend Madame de Bois-Sombre, were you not enough to +fill it, that you should throw open that chamber to good-for-nothings, +to _va-nu-pieds_, to the very rabble?' '_Ma mere,'_ said Madame Martin, +'our good Lord died for them.' 'And surely for thee too, thou +saint-imbecile!' I cried out in my indignation. What, my Martin's +chamber which he had adorned for his bride! I was beside myself. And +they have an obstinacy these enthusiasts! But for that matter her friend +Madame de Bois-Sombre thought the same. She would have been one of the +_pleureuses_ herself had it not been for shame. 'Agnes wishes to aid the +_bon Dieu_, Madame,' she said, 'to make us suffer still a little more.' +The tone in which she spoke, and the contraction in her forehead, as if +our hospitality was not enough for her, turned my heart again to my +daughter-in-law. 'You have reason, Madame,' I cried; 'there are indeed +many ways in which Agnes does the work of the good God.' The +Bois-Sombres are poor, they have not a roof to shelter them save that of +the old hotel in Semur, from whence they were sent forth like the rest +of us. And she and her children owed all to Agnes. Figure to yourself +then my resentment when this lady directed her scorn at my +daughter-in-law. I am not myself noble, though of the _haute +bourgeoisie_, which some people think a purer race. + +Long and terrible were the days we spent in this suspense. For ourselves +it was well that there was so much to do--the food to provide for all +this multitude, the little children to care for, and to prepare the +provisions for our men who were before Semur. I was in the Ardennes +during the war, and I saw some of its perils--but these were nothing to +what we encountered now. It is true that my son Martin was not in the +war, which made it very different to me; but here the dangers were such +as we could not understand, and they weighed upon our spirits. The seat +at the door, and that point where the road turned, where there was +always so beautiful a view of the valley and of the town of Semur--were +constantly occupied by groups of poor people gazing at the darkness in +which their homes lay. It was strange to see them, some kneeling and +praying with moving lips; some taking but one look, not able to endure +the sight. I was of these last. From time to time, whenever I had a +moment, I came out, I know not why, to see if there was any change. But +to gaze upon that altered prospect for hours, as some did, would have +been intolerable to me. I could not linger nor try to imagine what might +be passing there, either among those who were within (as was believed), +or those who were without the walls. Neither could I pray as many did. +My devotions of every day I will never, I trust, forsake or forget, and +that my Martin was always in my mind is it needful to say? But to go +over and over all the vague fears that were in me, and all those +thoughts which would have broken my heart had they been put into words, +I could not do this even to the good Lord Himself. When I suffered +myself to think, my heart grew sick, my head swam round, the light went +from my eyes. They are happy who can do so, who can take the _bon Dieu_ +into their confidence, and say all to Him; but me, I could not do it. I +could not dwell upon that which was so terrible, upon my home abandoned, +my son--Ah! now that it is past, it is still terrible to think of. And +then it was all I was capable of, to trust my God and do what was set +before me. God, He knows what it is we can do and what we cannot. I +could not tell even to Him all the terror and the misery and the +darkness there was in me; but I put my faith in Him. It was all of which +I was capable. We are not made alike, neither in the body nor in the +soul. + +And there were many women like me at La Clairiere. When we had done each +piece of work we would look out with a kind of hope, then go back to +find something else to do--not looking at each other, not saying a word. +Happily there was a great deal to do. And to see how some of the women, +and those the most anxious, would work, never resting, going on from one +thing to another, as if they were hungry for more and more! Some did it +with their mouths shut close, with their countenances fixed, not daring +to pause or meet another's eyes; but some, who were more patient, worked +with a soft word, and sometimes a smile, and sometimes a tear; but ever +working on. Some of them were an example to us all. In the morning, when +we got up, some from beds, some from the floor,--I insisted that all +should lie down, by turns at least, for we could not make room for every +one at the same hours,--the very first thought of all was to hasten to +the window, or, better, to the door. Who could tell what might have +happened while we slept? For the first moment no one would speak,--it +was the moment of hope--and then there would be a cry, a clasping of the +hands, which told--what we all knew. The one of the women who touched my +heart most was the wife of Riou of the _octroi_. She had been almost +rich for her condition in life, with a good house and a little servant +whom she trained admirably, as I have had occasion to know. Her husband +and her son were both among those whom we had left under the walls of +Semur; but she had three children with her at La Clairiere. Madame Riou +slept lightly, and so did I. Sometimes I heard her stir in the middle of +the night, though so softly that no one woke. We were in the same room, +for it may be supposed that to keep a room to one's self was not +possible. I did not stir, but lay and watched her as she went to the +window, her figure visible against the pale dawning of the light, with +an eager quick movement as of expectation--then turning back with slower +step and a sigh. She was always full of hope. As the days went on, there +came to be a kind of communication between us. We understood each other. +When one was occupied and the other free, that one of us who went out to +the door to look across the valley where Semur was would look at the +other as if to say, 'I go.' When it was Madame Riou who did this, I +shook my head, and she gave me a smile which awoke at every repetition +(though I knew it was vain) a faint expectation, a little hope. When she +came back, it was she who would shake her head, with her eyes full of +tears. 'Did I not tell thee?' I said, speaking to her as if she were my +daughter. 'It will be for next time, Madame,' she would say, and smile, +yet put her apron to her eyes. There were many who were like her, and +there were those of whom I have spoken who were _pleureuses_, never +hoping anything, doing little, bewailing themselves and their hard fate. +Some of them we employed to carry the provisions to Semur, and this +amused them, though the heaviness of the baskets made again a complaint. + +As for the children, thank God! they were not disturbed as we were--to +them it was a beautiful holiday--it was like Heaven. There is no place +on earth that I love like Semur, yet it is true that the streets are +narrow, and there is not much room for the children. Here they were +happy as the day; they strayed over all our gardens and the meadows, +which were full of flowers; they sat in companies upon the green grass, +as thick as the daisies themselves, which they loved. Old Sister +Mariette, who is called Marie de la Consolation, sat out in the meadow +under an acacia-tree and watched over them. She was the one among us who +was happy. She had no son, no husband, among the watchers, and though, +no doubt, she loved her convent and her hospital, yet she sat all day +long in the shade and in the full air, and smiled, and never looked +towards Semur. 'The good Lord will do as He wills,' she said, 'and that +will be well.' It was true--we all knew it was true; but it might +be--who could tell?--that it was His will to destroy our town, and take +away our bread, and perhaps the lives of those who were dear to us; and +something came in our throats which prevented a reply. '_Ma soeur_,' I +said, 'we are of the world, we tremble for those we love; we are not as +you are.' Sister Mariette did nothing but smile upon us. 'I have known +my Lord these sixty years,' she said, 'and He has taken everything from +me.' To see her smile as she said this was more than I could bear. From +me He had taken something, but not all. Must we be prepared to give up +all if we would be perfected? There were many of the others also who +trembled at these words. 'And now He gives me my consolation,' she said, +and called the little ones round her, and told them a tale of the Good +Shepherd, which is out of the holy Gospel. To see all the little ones +round her knees in a crowd, and the peaceful face with which she smiled +upon them, and the meadows all full of flowers, and the sunshine coming +and going through the branches: and to hear that tale of Him who went +forth to seek the lamb that was lost, was like a tale out of a holy +book, where all was peace and goodness and joy. But on the other side, +not twenty steps off, was the house full of those who wept, and at all +the doors and windows anxious faces gazing down upon that cloud in the +valley where Semur was. A procession of our women was coming back, many +with lingering steps, carrying the baskets which were empty. 'Is there +any news?' we asked, reading their faces before they could answer. And +some shook their heads, and some wept. There was no other reply. + +On the last night before our deliverance, suddenly, in the middle of the +night, there was a great commotion in the house. We all rose out of our +beds at the sound of the cry, almost believing that some one at the +window had seen the lifting of the cloud, and rushed together, +frightened, yet all in an eager expectation to hear what it was. It was +in the room where the old Mere Julie slept that the disturbance was. +Mere Julie was one of the market-women of Semur, the one I have +mentioned who was devout, who never missed the _Salut_ in the afternoon, +besides all masses which are obligatory. But there were other matters +in which she had not satisfied my mind, as I have before said. She was +the mother of Jacques Richard, who was a good-for-nothing, as is well +known. At La Clairiere Mere Julie had enacted a strange part. She had +taken no part in anything that was done, but had established herself in +the chamber allotted to her, and taken the best bed in it, where she +kept her place night and day, making the others wait upon her. She had +always expressed a great devotion for St. Jean; and the Sisters of the +Hospital had been very kind to her, and also to her _vaurien_ of a son, +who was indeed, in some manner, the occasion of all our troubles--being +the first who complained of the opening of the chapel into the chief +ward, which was closed up by the administration, and thus became, as I +and many others think, the cause of all the calamities that have come +upon us. It was her bed that was the centre of the great commotion we +had heard, and a dozen voices immediately began to explain to us as we +entered. 'Mere Julie has had a dream. She has seen a vision,' they said. +It was a vision of angels in the most beautiful robes, all shining with +gold and whiteness. + +'The dress of the Holy Mother which she wears on the great _fetes_ was +nothing to them,' Mere Julie told us, when she had composed herself. For +all had run here and there at her first cry, and procured for her a +_tisane_, and a cup of _bouillon_, and all that was good for an attack +of the nerves, which was what it was at first supposed to be. 'Their +wings were like the wings of the great peacock on the terrace, but also +like those of eagles. And each one had a collar of beautiful jewels +about his neck, and robes whiter than those of any bride.' This was the +description she gave: and to see the women how they listened, head above +head, a cloud of eager faces, all full of awe and attention! The angels +had promised her that they would come again, when we had bound ourselves +to observe all the functions of the Church, and when all these +Messieurs had been converted, and made their submission--to lead us back +gloriously to Semur. There was a great tumult in the chamber, and all +cried out that they were convinced, that they were ready to promise. All +except Madame Martin, who stood and looked at them with a look which +surprised me, which was of pity rather than sympathy. As there was no +one else to speak, I took the word, being the mother of the present +Maire, and wife of the last, and in part mistress of the house. Had +Agnes spoken I would have yielded to her, but as she was silent I took +my right. 'Mere Julie,' I said, 'and mes bonnes femmes, my friends, know +you that it is the middle of the night, the hour at which we must rest +if we are to be able to do the work that is needful, which the _bon +Dieu_ has laid upon us? It is not from us--my daughter and myself--who, +it is well known, have followed all the functions of the Church, that +you will meet with an opposition to your promise. But what I desire is +that you should calm yourselves, that you should retire and rest till +the time of work, husbanding your strength, since we know not what claim +may be made upon it. The holy angels,' I said, 'will comprehend, or if +not they, then the _bon Dieu_, who understands everything.' + +But it was with difficulty that I could induce them to listen to me, to +do that which was reasonable. When, however, we had quieted the +agitation, and persuaded the good women to repose themselves, it was no +longer possible for me to rest. I promised to myself a little moment of +quiet, for my heart longed to be alone. I stole out as quietly as I +might, not to disturb any one, and sat down upon the bench outside the +door. It was still a kind of half-dark, nothing visible, so that if any +one should gaze and gaze down the valley, it was not possible to see +what was there: and I was glad that it was not possible, for my very +soul was tired. I sat down and leant my back upon the wall of our +house, and opened my lips to draw in the air of the morning. How still +it was! the very birds not yet begun to rustle and stir in the bushes; +the night air hushed, and scarcely the first faint tint of blue +beginning to steal into the darkness. When I had sat there a little, +closing my eyes, lo, tears began to steal into them like rain when there +has been a fever of heat. I have wept in my time many tears, but the +time of weeping is over with me, and through all these miseries I had +shed none. Now they came without asking, like a benediction refreshing +my eyes. Just then I felt a soft pressure upon my shoulder, and there +was Agnes coming close, putting her shoulder to mine, as was her way, +that we might support each other. + +'You weep, ma mere,' she said. + +'I think it is one of the angels Mere Julie has seen,' said I. 'It is a +refreshment--a blessing; my eyes were dry with weariness.' + +'Mother,' said Madame Martin, 'do you think it is angels with wings +like peacocks and jewelled collars that our Father sends to us? Ah, not +so--one of those whom we love has touched your dear eyes,' and with that +she kissed me upon my eyes, taking me in her arms. My heart is sometimes +hard to my son's wife, but not always--not with my will, God knows! Her +kiss was soft as the touch of any angel could be. + +'God bless thee, my child,' I said. + +'Thanks, thanks, ma mere!' she cried. 'Now I am resolved; now will I go +and speak to Martin--of something in my heart.' + +'What will you do, my child?' I said, for as the light increased I could +see the meaning in her face, and that it was wrought up for some great +thing. 'Beware, Agnes; risk not my son's happiness by risking thyself; +thou art more to Martin than all the world beside.' + +'He loves thee dearly, mother,' she said. My heart was comforted. I was +able to remember that I too had had my day. 'He loves his mother, thank +God, but not as he loves thee. Beware, _ma fille_. If you risk my son's +happiness, neither will I forgive you.' She smiled upon me, and kissed +my hands. + +'I will go and take him his food and some linen, and carry him your love +and mine.' + +'_You_ will go, and carry one of those heavy baskets with the others!' + +'Mother,' cried Agnes, 'now you shame me that I have never done it +before.' + +What could I say? Those whose turn it was were preparing their burdens +to set out. She had her little packet made up, besides, of our cool +white linen, which I knew would be so grateful to my son. I went with +her to the turn of the road, helping her with her basket; but my limbs +trembled, what with the long continuance of the trial, what with the +agitation of the night. It was but just daylight when they went away, +disappearing down the long slope of the road that led to Semur. I went +back to the bench at the door, and there I sat down and thought. +Assuredly it was wrong to close up the chapel, to deprive the sick of +the benefit of the holy mass. But yet I could not but reflect that the +_bon Dieu_ had suffered still more great scandals to take place without +such a punishment. When, however, I reflected on all that has been done +by those who have no cares of this world as we have, but are brides of +Christ, and upon all they resign by their dedication, and the claim they +have to be furthered, not hindered, in their holy work: and when I +bethought myself how many and great are the powers of evil, and that, +save in us poor women who can do so little, the Church has few friends: +then it came back to me how heinous was the offence that had been +committed, and that it might well be that the saints out of heaven +should return to earth to take the part and avenge the cause of the +weak. My husband would have been the first to do it, had he seen with +my eyes; but though in the flesh he did not do so, is it to be doubted +that in heaven their eyes are enlightened--those who have been subjected +to the cleansing fires and have ascended into final bliss? This all +became clear to me as I sat and pondered, while the morning light grew +around me, and the sun rose and shed his first rays, which are as +precious gold, on the summits of the mountains--for at La Clairiere we +are nearer the mountains than at Semur. + +The house was more still than usual, and all slept to a later hour +because of the agitation of the past night. I had been seated, like old +sister Mariette, with my eyes turned rather towards the hills than to +the valley, being so deep in my thoughts that I did not look, as it was +our constant wont to look, if any change had happened over Semur. Thus +blessings come unawares when we are not looking for them. Suddenly I +lifted my eyes--but not with expectation--languidly, as one looks +without thought. Then it was that I gave that great cry which brought +all crowding to the windows, to the gardens, to every spot from whence +that blessed sight was visible; for there before us, piercing through +the clouds, were the beautiful towers of Semur, the Cathedral with all +its pinnacles, that are as if they were carved out of foam, and the +solid tower of St. Lambert, and the others, every one. They told me +after that I flew, though I am past running, to the farmyard to call all +the labourers and servants of the farm, bidding them prepare every +carriage and waggon, and even the _charrettes_, to carry back the +children, and those who could not walk to the city. + +'The men will be wild with privation and trouble,' I said to myself; +'they will want the sight of their little children, the comfort of their +wives.' + +I did not wait to reason nor to ask myself if I did well; and my son has +told me since that he scarcely was more thankful for our great +deliverance than, just when the crowd of gaunt and weary men returned +into Semur, and there was a moment when excitement and joy were at their +highest, and danger possible, to hear the roll of the heavy farm +waggons, and to see me arrive, with all the little ones and their +mothers, like a new army, to take possession of their homes once more. + + +M. LE MAIRE CONCLUDES HIS RECORD. + +The narratives which I have collected from the different eye-witnesses +during the time of my own absence, will show how everything passed while +I, with M. le Cure, was recovering possession of our city. Many have +reported to me verbally the occurrences of the last half-hour before my +return; and in their accounts there are naturally discrepancies, owing +to their different points of view and different ways of regarding the +subject. But all are agreed that a strange and universal slumber had +seized upon all. M. de Bois-Sombre even admits that he, too, was +overcome by this influence. They slept while we were performing our +dangerous and solemn duty in Semur. But when the Cathedral bells began +to ring, with one impulse all awoke; and starting from the places where +they lay, from the shade of the trees and bushes and sheltering hollows, +saw the cloud and the mist and the darkness which had enveloped Semur +suddenly rise from the walls. It floated up into the higher air before +their eyes, then was caught and carried away, and flung about into +shreds upon the sky by a strong wind, of which down below no influence +was felt. They all gazed, not able to get their breath, speechless, +beside themselves with joy, and saw the walls reappear, and the roofs of +the houses, and our glorious Cathedral against the blue sky. They stood +for a moment spell-bound. M. de Bois-Sombre informs me that he was +afraid of a wild rush into the city, and himself hastened to the front +to lead and restrain it; when suddenly a great cry rang through the air, +and some one was seen to fall across the high road, straight in front of +the Porte St. Lambert. M. de Bois-Sombre was at once aware who it was, +for he himself had watched Lecamus taking his place at the feet of my +wife, who awaited my return there. This checked the people in their +first rush towards their homes; and when it was seen that Madame Dupin +had also sunk down fainting on the ground after her more than human +exertions for the comfort of all, there was but one impulse of +tenderness and pity. When I reached the gate on my return, I found my +wife lying there in all the pallor of death, and for a moment my heart +stood still with sudden terror. What mattered Semur to me, if it had +cost me my Agnes? or how could I think of Lecamus or any other, while +she lay between life and death? I had her carried back to our own house. +She was the first to re-enter Semur; and after a time, thanks be to God, +she came back to herself. But Paul Lecamus was a dead man. No need to +carry him in, to attempt unavailing cares. 'He has gone, that one; he +has marched with the others,' said the old doctor, who had served in his +day, and sometimes would use the language of the camp. He cast but one +glance at him, and laid his hand upon his heart in passing. 'Cover his +face,' was all he said. + +It is possible that this check was good for the restraint of the crowd. +It moderated the rush with which they returned to their homes. The sight +of the motionless figures stretched out by the side of the way overawed +them. Perhaps it may seem strange, to any one who has known what had +occurred, that the state of the city should have given me great anxiety +the first night of our return. The withdrawal of the oppression and awe +which had been on the men, the return of everything to its natural +state, the sight of their houses unchanged, so that the brain turned +round of these common people, who seldom reflect upon anything, and they +already began to ask themselves was it all a delusion--added to the +exhaustion of their physical condition, and the natural desire for ease +and pleasure after the long strain upon all their faculties--produced an +excitement which might have led to very disastrous consequences. +Fortunately I had foreseen this. I have always been considered to +possess great knowledge of human nature, and this has been matured by +recent events. I sent off messengers instantly to bring home the women +and children, and called around me the men in whom I could most trust. +Though I need not say that the excitement and suffering of the past +three days had told not less upon myself than upon others, I abandoned +all idea of rest. The first thing that I did, aided by my respectable +fellow-townsmen, was to take possession of all _cabarets_ and +wine-shops, allowing indeed the proprietors to return, but preventing +all assemblages within them. We then established a patrol of respectable +citizens throughout the city, to preserve the public peace. I +calculated, with great anxiety, how many hours it would be before my +messengers could react: La Clairiere, to bring back the women--for in +such a case the wives are the best guardians, and can exercise an +influence more general and less suspected than that of the magistrates; +but this was not to be hoped for for three or four hours at least. +Judge, then, what was my joy and satisfaction when the sound of wheels +(in itself a pleasant sound, for no wheels had been audible on the +high-road since these events began) came briskly to us from the +distance; and looking out from the watch-tower over the Porte St. +Lambert, I saw the strangest procession. The wine-carts and all the farm +vehicles of La Clairiere, and every kind of country waggon, were jolting +along the road, all in a tumult and babble of delicious voices; and from +under the rude canopies and awnings and roofs of vine branches, made up +to shield them from the sun, lo! there were the children like birds in a +nest, one little head peeping over the other. And the cries and songs, +the laughter, and the shoutings! As they came along the air grew sweet, +the world was made new. Many of us, who had borne all the terrors and +sufferings of the past without fainting, now felt their strength fail +them. Some broke out into tears, interrupted with laughter. Some called +out aloud the names of their little ones. We went out to meet them, +every man there present, myself at the head. And I will not deny that a +sensation of pride came over me when I saw my mother stand up in the +first waggon, with all those happy ones fluttering around her. 'My son,' +she said, 'I have discharged the trust that was given me. I bring thee +back the blessing of God.' 'And God bless thee, my mother!' I cried. The +other men, who were fathers, like me, came round me, crowding to kiss +her hand. It is not among the women of my family that you will find +those who abandon their duties. + +And then to lift them down in armfuls, those flowers of paradise, all +fresh with the air of the fields, all joyous like the birds! We put them +down by twos and threes, some of us sobbing with joy. And to see them +dispersing hand in hand, running here and there, each to its home, +carrying peace, and love, and gladness, through the streets--that was +enough to make the most serious smile. No fear was in them, or care. +Every haggard man they met--some of them feverish, restless, beginning +to think of riot and pleasure after forced abstinence--there was a new +shout, a rush of little feet, a shower of soft kisses. The women were +following after, some packed into the carts and waggons, pale and worn, +yet happy; some walking behind in groups; the more strong, or the more +eager, in advance, and a long line of stragglers behind. There was +anxiety in their faces, mingled with their joy. How did they know what +they might find in the houses from which they had been shut out? And +many felt, like me, that in the very return, in the relief, there was +danger. But the children feared nothing; they filled the streets with +their dear voices, and happiness came back with them. When I felt my +little Jean's cheek against mine, then for the first time did I know how +much anguish I had suffered--how terrible was parting, and how sweet was +life. But strength and prudence melt away when one indulges one's self, +even in one's dearest affections. I had to call my guardians together, +to put mastery upon myself, that a just vigilance might not be relaxed. +M. de Bois-Sombre, though less anxious than myself, and disposed to +believe (being a soldier) that a little license would do no harm, yet +stood by me; and, thanks to our precautions, all went well. + +Before night three parts of the population had returned to Semur, and +the houses were all lighted up as for a great festival. The Cathedral +stood open--even the great west doors, which are only opened on great +occasions--with a glow of tapers gleaming out on every side. As I stood +in the twilight watching, and glad at heart to think that all was going +well, my mother and my wife--still pale, but now recovered from her +fainting and weakness--came out into the great square, leading my little +Jean. They were on their way to the Cathedral, to thank God for their +return. They looked at me, but did not ask me to go with them, those +dear women; they respected my opinions, as I had always respected +theirs. But this silence moved me more than words; there came into my +heart a sudden inspiration. I was still in my scarf of office, which had +been, I say it without vanity, the standard of authority and protection +during all our trouble; and thus marked out as representative of all, I +uncovered myself, after the ladies of my family had passed, and, without +joining them, silently followed with a slow and solemn step. A +suggestion, a look, is enough for my countrymen; those who were in the +Place with me perceived in a moment what I meant. One by one they +uncovered, they put themselves behind me. Thus we made such a procession +as had never been seen in Semur. We were gaunt and worn with watching +and anxiety, which only added to the solemn effect. Those who were +already in the Cathedral, and especially M. le Cure, informed me +afterwards that the tramp of our male feet as we came up the great steps +gave to all a thrill of expectation and awe. It was at the moment of the +exposition of the Sacrament that we entered. Instinctively, in a moment, +all understood--a thing which could happen nowhere but in France, where +intelligence is swift as the breath on our lips. Those who were already +there yielded their places to us, most of the women rising up, making as +it were a ring round us, the tears running down their faces. When the +Sacrament was replaced upon the altar, M. le Cure, perceiving our +meaning, began at once in his noble voice to intone the _Te Deum_. +Rejecting all other music, he adopted the plain song in which all could +join, and with one voice, every man in unison with his brother, we sang +with him. The great Cathedral walls seemed to throb with the sound that +rolled upward, _male_ and deep, as no song has ever risen from Semur in +the memory of man. The women stood up around us, and wept and sobbed +with pride and joy. When this wonderful moment was over, and all the +people poured forth out of the Cathedral walls into the soft evening, +with stars shining above, and all the friendly lights below, there was +such a tumult of emotion and gladness as I have never seen before. Many +of the poor women surrounded me, kissed my hand notwithstanding my +resistance, and called upon God to bless me; while some of the older +persons made remarks full of justice and feeling. + +'The _bon Dieu_ is not used to such singing,' one of them cried, her old +eyes streaming with tears. 'It must have surprised the saints up in +heaven!' + +'It will bring a blessing,' cried another. 'It is not like our little +voices, that perhaps only reach half-way.' + +This was figurative language, yet it was impossible to doubt there was +much truth in it. Such a submission of our intellects, as I felt in +determining to make it, must have been pleasing to heaven. The women, +they are always praying; but when we thus presented ourselves to give +thanks, it meant something, a real homage; and with a feeling of +solemnity we separated, aware that we had contented both earth and +heaven. + +Next morning there was a great function in the Cathedral, at which the +whole city assisted. Those who could not get admittance crowded upon the +steps, and knelt half way across the Place. It was an occasion long +remembered in Semur, though I have heard many say not in itself so +impressive as the _Te Deum_ on the evening of our return. After this we +returned to our occupations, and life was resumed under its former +conditions in our city. + +It might be supposed, however, that the place in which events so +extraordinary had happened would never again be as it was before. Had I +not been myself so closely involved, it would have appeared to me +certain, that the streets, trod once by such inhabitants as those who +for three nights and days abode within Semur, would have always retained +some trace of their presence; that life there would have been more +solemn than in other places; and that those families for whose advantage +the dead had risen out of their graves, would have henceforward carried +about with them some sign of that interposition. It will seem almost +incredible when I now add that nothing of this kind has happened at +Semur. The wonderful manifestation which interrupted our existence has +passed absolutely as if it had never been. We had not been twelve hours +in our houses ere we had forgotten, or practically forgotten, our +expulsion from them. Even myself, to whom everything was so vividly +brought home, I have to enter my wife's room to put aside the curtain +from little Marie's picture, and to see and touch the olive branch +which is there, before I can recall to myself anything that resembles +the feeling with which I re-entered that sanctuary. My grandfather's +bureau still stands in the middle of my library, where I found it on my +return; but I have got used to it, and it no longer affects me. +Everything is as it was; and I cannot persuade myself that, for a time, +I and mine were shut out, and our places taken by those who neither eat +nor drink, and whose life is invisible to our eyes. Everything, I say, +is as it was--every thing goes on as if it would endure for ever. We +know this cannot be, yet it does not move us. Why, then, should the +other move us? A little time, we are aware, and we, too, shall be as +they are--as shadows, and unseen. But neither has the one changed us, +and neither does the other. There was, for some time, a greater respect +shown to religion in Semur, and a more devout attendance at the sacred +functions; but I regret to say this did not continue. Even in my own +case--I say it with sorrow--it did not continue. M. le Cure is an +admirable person. I know no more excellent ecclesiastic. He is +indefatigable in the performance of his spiritual duties; and he has, +besides, a noble and upright soul. Since the days when we suffered and +laboured together, he has been to me as a brother. Still, it is +undeniable that he makes calls upon our credulity, which a man obeys +with reluctance. There are ways of surmounting this; as I see in Agnes +for one, and in M. de Bois-Sombre for another. My wife does not +question, she believes much; and in respect to that which she cannot +acquiesce in, she is silent. 'There are many things I hear you talk of, +Martin, which are strange to me,' she says, 'of myself I cannot believe +in them; but I do not oppose, since it is possible you may have reason +to know better than I; and so with some things that we hear from M. le +Cure.' This is how she explains herself--but she is a woman. It is a +matter of grace to yield to our better judgment. M. de Bois-Sombre has +another way. '_Ma foi_,' he says, 'I have not the time for all your +delicacies, my good people; I have come to see that these things are for +the advantage of the world, and it is not my business to explain them. +If M. le Cure attempted to criticise me in military matters, or thee, my +excellent Martin, in affairs of business, or in the culture of your +vines, I should think him not a wise man; and in like manner, faith and +religion, these are his concern.' Felix de Bois Sombre is an excellent +fellow; but he smells a little of the _mousquetaire_. I, who am neither +a soldier nor a woman, I have hesitations. Nevertheless, so long as I am +Maire of Semur, nothing less than the most absolute respect shall ever +be shown to all truly religious persons, with whom it is my earnest +desire to remain in sympathy and fraternity, so far as that may be. + +It seemed, however, a little while ago as if my tenure of this office +would not be long, notwithstanding the services which I am acknowledged, +on every hand, to have done to my fellow-townsmen. It will be remembered +that when M. le Cure and myself found Semur empty, we heard a voice of +complaining from the hospital of St. Jean, and found a sick man who had +been left there, and who grumbled against the Sisters, and accused them +of neglecting him, but remained altogether unaware, in the meantime, of +what had happened in the city. Will it be believed that after a time +this fellow was put faith in as a seer, who had heard and beheld many +things of which we were all ignorant? It must be said that, in the +meantime, there had been a little excitement in the town on the subject +of the chapel in the hospital, to which repeated reference has already +been made. It was insisted on behalf of these ladies that a promise had +been given, taking, indeed, the form of a vow, that, as soon as we were +again in possession of Semur, their full privileges should be restored +to them. Their advocates even went so far as to send to me a deputation +of those who had been nursed in the hospital, the leader of which was +Jacques Richard, who since he has been, as he says, 'converted,' thrusts +himself to the front of every movement. + +'Permit me to speak, M. le Maire,' he said; 'me, who was one of those so +misguided as to complain, before the great lesson we have all received. +The mass did not disturb any sick person who was of right dispositions. +I was then a very bad subject, indeed--as, alas! M. le Maire too well +knows. It annoyed me only as all pious observances annoyed me. I am now, +thank heaven, of a very different way of thinking----' + +But I would not listen to the fellow. When he was a _mauvais sujet_ he +was less abhorrent to me than now. + +The men were aware that when I pronounced myself so distinctly on any +subject, there was nothing more to be said, for, though gentle as a +lamb and open to all reasonable arguments, I am capable of making the +most obstinate stand for principle; and to yield to popular +superstition, is that worthy of a man who has been instructed? At the +same time it raised a great anger in my mind that all that should be +thought of was a thing so trivial. That they should have given +themselves, soul and body, for a little money; that they should have +scoffed at all that was noble and generous, both in religion and in +earthly things; all that was nothing to them. And now they would insult +the great God Himself by believing that all He cared for was a little +mass in a convent chapel. What desecration! What debasement! When I went +to M. le Cure, he smiled at my vehemence. There was pain in his smile, +and it might be indignation; but he was not furious like me. + +'They will conquer you, my friend,' he said. + +'Never,' I cried. 'Before I might have yielded. But to tell me the +gates of death have been rolled back, and Heaven revealed, and the great +God stooped down from Heaven, in order that mass should be said +according to the wishes of the community in the midst of the sick wards! +They will never make me believe this, if I were to die for it.' + +'Nevertheless, they will conquer,' M. le Cure said. + +It angered me that he should say so. My heart was sore as if my friend +had forsaken me. And then it was that the worst step was taken in this +crusade of false religion. It was from my mother that I heard of it +first. One day she came home in great excitement, saying that now indeed +a real light was to be shed upon all that had happened to us. + +'It appears,' she said, 'that Pierre Plastron was in the hospital all +the time, and heard and saw many wonderful things. Sister Genevieve has +just told me. It is wonderful beyond anything you could believe. He has +spoken with our holy patron himself, St. Lambert, and has received +instructions for a pilgrimage--' + +'Pierre Plastron!' I cried; 'Pierre Plastron saw nothing, ma mere. He +was not even aware that anything remarkable had occurred. He complained +to us of the Sisters that they neglected him; he knew nothing more.' + +'My son,' she said, looking upon me with reproving eyes, 'what have the +good Sisters done to thee? Why is it that you look so unfavourably upon +everything that comes from the community of St. Jean?' + +'What have I to do with the community?' I cried--'when I tell thee, +Maman, that this Pierre Plastron knows nothing! I heard it from the +fellow's own lips, and M. le Cure was present and heard him too. He had +seen nothing, he knew nothing. Inquire of M. le Cure, if you have doubts +of me.' + +'I do not doubt you, Martin,' said my mother, with severity, 'when you +are not biassed by prejudice. And, as for M. le Cure, it is well known +that the clergy are often jealous of the good Sisters, when they are not +under their own control.' + +Such was the injustice with which we were treated. And next day nothing +was talked of but the revelation of Pierre Plastron. What he had seen +and what he had heard was wonderful. All the saints had come and talked +with him, and told him what he was to say to his townsmen. They told him +exactly how everything had happened: how St. Jean himself had interfered +on behalf of the Sisters, and how, if we were not more attentive to the +duties of religion, certain among us would be bound hand and foot and +cast into the jaws of hell. That I was one, nay the chief, of these +denounced persons, no one could have any doubt. This exasperated me; and +as soon as I knew that this folly had been printed and was in every +house, I hastened to M. le Cure, and entreated him in his next Sunday's +sermon to tell the true story of Pierre Plastron, and reveal the +imposture. But M. le Cure shook his head. 'It will do no good,' he said. + +'But how no good?' said I. 'What good are we looking for? These are +lies, nothing but lies. Either he has deceived the poor ladies basely, +or they themselves--but this is what I cannot believe.' + +'Dear friend,' he said, 'compose thyself. Have you never discovered yet +how strong is self-delusion? There will be no lying of which they are +aware. Figure to yourself what a stimulus to the imagination to know +that he was here, actually here. Even I--it suggests a hundred things to +me. The Sisters will have said to him (meaning no evil, nay meaning the +edification of the people), "But, Pierre, reflect! You must have seen +this and that. Recall thy recollections a little." And by degrees Pierre +will have found out that he remembered--more than could have been +hoped.' + +'_Mon Dieu_!' I cried, out of patience, 'and you know all this, yet you +will not tell them the truth--the very truth.' + +'To what good?' he said. Perhaps M. le Cure was right: but, for my part, +had I stood up in that pulpit, I should have contradicted their lies and +given no quarter. This, indeed, was what I did both in my private and +public capacity; but the people, though they loved me, did not believe +me. They said, 'The best men have their prejudices. M. le Maire is an +excellent man; but what will you? He is but human after all.' + +M. le Cure and I said no more to each other on this subject. He was a +brave man, yet here perhaps he was not quite brave. And the effect of +Pierre Plastron's revelations in other quarters was to turn the awe that +had been in many minds into mockery and laughter. '_Ma foi_,' said Felix +de Bois-Sombre, 'Monseigneur St. Lambert has bad taste, mon ami Martin, +to choose Pierre Plastron for his confidant when he might have had +thee.' 'M. de Bois-Sombre does ill to laugh,' said my mother (even my +mother! she was not on my side), 'when it is known that the foolish are +often chosen to confound the wise.' But Agnes, my wife, it was she who +gave me the best consolation. She turned to me with the tears in her +beautiful eyes. + +'Mon ami,' she said, 'let Monseigneur St. Lambert say what he will. He +is not God that we should put him above all. There were other saints +with other thoughts that came for thee and for me!' + +All this contradiction was over when Agnes and I together took our +flowers on the _jour des morts_ to the graves we love. Glimmering among +the rest was a new cross which I had not seen before. This was the +inscription upon it:-- + + + A PAUL LECAMUS + PARTI + LE 20 JUILLET, 1875 + AVEC LES BIEN-AIMES + + +On it was wrought in the marble a little branch of olive. I turned to +look at my wife as she laid underneath this cross a handful of violets. +She gave me her hand still fragrant with the flowers. There was none of +his family left to put up for him any token of human remembrance. Who +but she should have done it, who had helped him to join that company and +army of the beloved? 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