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XXII.</h2><br> + <br> + + <center> + LONDON: + </center> + + <center> + ALTER SCOTT, 14 PATERNOSTER SQUARE, + </center> + + <center> + AND NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE + </center> + + <center> + 1884. + </center> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + <hr> + <a name="TOC"><!-- TOC --></a> + + <h2>CONTENTS.</h2> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_2">UPS AND DOWNS; OR, DAVID + STUART'S ACCOUNT OF HIS PILGRIMAGE.</a> (<i>John Mackay + Wilson</i>)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_3">THE BURGHER'S TALES.</a> + (<i>Alexander Leighton</i>)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_4">LADY RAE.</a> (<i>Alexander + Campbell</i>)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_5">THE DIAMOND EYES.</a> + (<i>Alexander Leighton</i>)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_6">DAVID LORIMER.</a> + (<i>Anon</i>.)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_7">THE CONVICT.</a> + (<i>Anon</i>.)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_8">THE AMATEUR ROBBERY.</a> + (<i>Alexander Leighton</i>)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_9">THE PROCRASTINATOR.</a> + (<i>John Mackay Wilson</i>)</p> + + <p class="toc"><a href="#RULE4_10">THE TEN OF DIAMONDS.</a> + (<i>Alexander Leighton</i>)</p> + <hr> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_1"><!-- RULE4 1 --></a> + + <h2>WILSON'S TALES OF THE BORDERS, AND OF SCOTLAND.</h2> + <hr> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_2"><!-- RULE4 2 --></a> + + <h2>UPS AND DOWNS; OR, DAVID STUART'S ACCOUNT OF HIS + PILGRIMAGE.</h2> + + <p>Old David Stuart was the picture of health—a + personification of contentment. When I knew him, his years must + have considerably exceeded threescore; but his good-natured face + was as ruddy as health could make it; his hair, though mingled + with grey, was as thick and strong as if he had been but twenty; + his person was still muscular and active; and, moreover, he yet + retained, in all their freshness, the feelings of his youth, and + no small portion of the simplicity of his childhood. I loved + David, not only because he was a good man, but because there was + a great deal of <i>character</i> or <i>originality</i> about him; + and though his brow was cheerful, the clouds of sorrow had + frequently rested upon it. More than once when seated by his + parlour fire, and when he had finished his pipe, and his + afternoon tumbler stood on the table beside him, I have heard him + give the following account of the ups and downs—the trials, + the joys, and sorrows—which he had encountered in his + worldly pilgrimage; and, to preserve the interest of the history, + I shall give it in David's own idiom, and in his own words.</p> + + <p>"I ne'er was a great traveller," David was wont to begin: + "through the length o' Edinburgh, and as far south as Newcastle, + is a' that my legs ken about geography. But I've had a good deal + o' crooks and thraws, and ups and downs, in the world for a' + that. My faither was in the droving line, and lived in the parish + o' Coldstream. He did a good deal o' business, baith about the + fairs on the Borders, at Edinburgh market every week, and + sometimes at Morpeth. He was a bachelor till he was + five-and-forty, and he had a very decent lass keep'd his house, + they ca'd Kirsty Simson. Kirsty was a remarkably weel-faur'd + woman, and a number o' the farm lads round about used to come and + see her, as weel as trades' chields frae about Coldstream and + Birgham—no that she gied them ony encouragement, but that + it was her misfortune to hae a gude-looking face. So, there was + ae night that my faither cam' hame frae Edinburgh, and, according + to his custom, he had a drap in his e'e—yet no sae meikle + but that he could see a lad or twa hingin' about the house. He + was very angry; and, 'Kirsty,' said he, 'I dinna like thae + youngsters to come about the house.'</p> + + <p>"'I'm sure, sir,' said she, 'I dinna encourage them.'</p> + + <p>"'Weel, Kirsty,' said he, 'if that's the way, if ye hae nae + objections, I'll marry ye mysel'.'</p> + + <p>"'I dinna see what objections I should hae,' said she, and, + without ony mair courtship, in a week or twa they were married; + and, in course o' time, I was born. I was sent to school when I + was about eight years auld, but my education ne'er got far'er + than the rule o' three. Before I was fifteen, I assisted my + faither at the markets, and in a short time he could trust me to + buy and sell. There was one very dark night in the month o' + January, when I was little mair than seventeen, my faither and me + were gaun to Morpeth, and we were wishing to get forward wi' the + beasts as far as Whittingham; but just as we were about half a + mile doun the loanin' frae Glanton, it cam' awa ane o' the + dreadfu'est storms that e'er mortal was out in. The snaw + literally fell in a solid mass, and every now and then the wind + cam' roarin' and howlin' frae the hills, and the fury o' the + drift was terrible. I was driven stupid and half suffocated. My + faither was on a strong mare, and I was on a bit powney; and + amang the cattle there was a camstairy three-year-auld bull, that + wad neither hup nor drive. We had it tied by the foreleg and the + horns; but the moment the drift broke ower us, the creature grew + perfectly unmanageable; forward it wadna gang. My faither had + strucken at it, when the mad animal plunged its horns into the + side o' the mare, and he fell to the ground. I could just see + what had happened, and that was a'. I jumped aff the powney, and + ran forward. 'O faither!' says I, 'ye're no hurt, are ye?' He was + trying to rise, but before I could reach him—indeed, before + I had the words weel out o' my mouth—the animal made a + drive at him! 'O Davy!' he cried, and he ne'er spak mair! We + generally carried pistols, and I had presence o' mind to draw ane + out o' the breast-pocket o' my big coat, and shoot the animal + dead on the spot. I tried to raise my faither in my arms, and, + dark as it was, I could see his blood upon the snaw—and a + dreadfu' sight it was for a son to see! I couldna see where he + had been hurt; and still, though he groaned but once, I didna + think he was dead, and I strove and strove again to lift him upon + the back o' the powney, and take him back to Glanton; but though + I fought wi' my heart like to burst a' the time, I couldna + accomplish it. 'Oh, what shall I do?' said I, and cried and + shouted for help—for the snaw fell sae fast, and the drift + was sae terrible, that I was feared that, even if he werena dead, + he wad be smothered and buried up before I could ride to Glanton + and back. And, as I cried, our poor dog Rover came couring to my + faither's body and licked his hand, and its pitiful howls mingled + wi' the shrieks o' the wind. No kennin' what to do, I lifted my + faither to the side o' the road, and tried to place him, half + sitting like, wi' his back to the drift, by the foot o' the + hedge. 'Oh, watch there, Rover,' said I; and the poor dog ran + yowlin' to his feet, and did as I desired it. I sprang upon the + back o' the powney, and flew up to the town. Within five minutes + I was back, and in a short time a number o' folk wi' lichts cam' + to our assistance. My faither was covered wi' blood, but without + the least sign o' life. I thought my heart wad break, and for a + time my screams were heard aboon the ragin' o' the storm. My + faither was conveyed up to the inn, and, on being stripped, it + was found that the horn o' the animal had entered his back below + the left shouther; and when a doctor frae Alnwick saw the body + next day, he said he must have died instantly—and, as I + have told ye, he never spoke, but just cried, 'O Davy!'</p> + + <p>"My feelings were in such a state that I couldna write mysel', + and I got a minister to send a letter to my mother, puir woman, + stating what had happened. An acquaintance o' my faither's looked + after the cattle, and disposed o' them at Morpeth; and I, having + hired a hearse at Alnwick, got the body o' my faither taen hame. + A sorrowfu' hame-gaun it was, ye may weel think. Before ever we + reached the house, I heard the shrieks o' my puir mither. 'O my + faitherless bairn!' she cried, as I entered the door; but before + she could rise to meet me, she got a glent o' the coffin which + they were takin' out o' the hearse, and utterin' a sudden scream, + her head fell back, and she gaed clean awa.</p> + + <p>"After my faither's funeral, we found that he had died worth + only about four hundred pounds when his debts were paid; and as I + had been bred in the droving line, though I was rather young, I + just continued it, and my mother and me kept house thegither.</p> + + <p>"This was the only thing particular that happened to me for + the next thirteen years, or till I was thirty. My mother still + kept the house, and I had nae thoughts o' marrying: no but that I + had gallanted a wee bit wi' the lasses now and then, but it was + naething serious, and was only to be neighbour-like. I had ne'er + seen ane that I could think o' takin' for better for warse; and, + anither thing, if I had seen ane to please me, I didna think my + mother would be comfortable wi' a young wife in the house. Weel, + ye see, as I was telling ye, things passed on in this way till I + was thirty, when a respectable flesher in Edinburgh that I did a + good deal o' business wi', and that had just got married, says to + me in the Grassmarket ae day: 'Davy,' says he, 'ye're no gaun out + o' the toun the night—will ye come and tak' tea and supper + wi' the wife and me, and a freend or twa?'</p> + + <p>"'I dinna care though I do,' says I; 'but I'm no just in a + tea-drinkin' dress.'</p> + + <p>"'Ne'er mind the dress,' says he. So, at the hour appointed, I + stepped awa ower to Hanover Street, in the New Town, where he + lived, and was shown into a fine carpeted room, wi' a great + looking-glass, in a gilt frame, ower the chimley-piece—ye + could see yoursel' at full length in't the moment you entered the + door. I was confounded at the carpets and the glass, and a sofa, + nae less; and, thinks I, 'This shows what kind o' bargains ye get + frae me.' There were three or four leddies sitting in the room; + and 'Mr. Stuart, leddies,' said the flesher; 'Mr. Stuart, Mrs. + So-and-so,' said he again—'Miss Murray, Mr. Stuart.' I was + like to drap at the impudence o' the creatur—he handed me + about as if I had been a bairn at a dancin' school. 'Your + servant, leddies,' said I; and didna ken where to look, when I + got a glimpse o' my face in the glass, and saw it was as red as + crimson. But I was mair than ever put about when the tea was + brought in, and the creatur says to me, 'Mr. Stuart, will you + assist the leddies?' 'Confound him,' thought I, 'has he brought + me here to mak' a fule o'me!' I did attempt to hand round the tea + and toast, when, wi' downright confusion, I let a cup fall on + Miss Murray's gown. I could have died wi' shame. 'Never + mind—never mind, sir!' said she; 'there is no harm done;' + and she spoke sae proper and sae kindly, I was in love wi' her + very voice. But when I got time to observe her face, it was a + perfect picture; and through the hale night after, I could do + naething but look at and think o' Miss Murray.</p> + + <p>"'Man,' says I to the flesher the next time I saw him, 'wha + was yon Miss Murray?' 'No match for a Grassmarket dealer, Davy,' + says he. 'I was thinkin' that,' says I; 'but I wad like to be + acquainted wi' her.' 'Ye shall be that,' says he; and, after + that, there was seldom a month passed that I was in Edinburgh but + I saw Miss Murray. But as to courtin', that was out o' the + question.</p> + + <p>"A short time after this, a relation o' my mither's, wha had + been a merchant in London, dee'd, and it was said we were his + nearest heirs; and that as he had left nae will, if we applied, + we would get the property, which was worth about five thousand + pounds. Weel, three or four years passed awa, and we heard + something about the lawsuit, but naething about the money. I was + vexed for having onything to say to it. I thought it was only + wasting a candle to chase a will-o'-the-wisp. About the time I + speak o', my mither had turned very frail. I saw there was a + wastin' awa o' nature, and she wadna be lang beside me. The day + before her death, she took my hand, and 'Davy,' says she to + me—'Davy,' poor body, she repeated (I think I hear her + yet)—'it wad been a great comfort to me if I had seen ye + settled wi' a decent partner before I dee'd; but it's no to + be.'</p> + + <p>"Weel, as I was saying, my mither dee'd, and I found the house + very dowie without her. It wad be about three months after her + death—I had been at Whitsunbank; and when I cam' hame, the + servant lassie put a letter into my hands; and 'Maister,' says + she, 'there's a letter—can it be for you, think ye?' It was + directed, 'David Stuart, <i>Esquire</i> (nae less), + for——, by Coldstream.' So I opened the seal, and, to + my surprise and astonishment, I found it was frae the man o' + business I had employed in London, stating that I had won the + law-plea, and that I might get the money whene'er I wanted it. I + sent for the siller the very next post. Now, ye see, I was sick + and tired o' being a bachelor. I had lang wished to be settled in + a comfortable matrimonial way—that is, frae e'er I had seen + Miss Murray. But, ye see, while I was a drover, I was very little + at hame—indeed I was waur than an Arawbian—and had + very little peace or comfort either, and I thought it was nae use + takin' a wife until something better might cast up. But this + wasna the only reason. There wasna a woman on earth that I + thought I could live happy wi' but Miss Murray, and she belanged + to a genteel family: whether she had ony siller or no, I declare, + as I'm to be judged hereafter, I never did inquire. But I saw + plainly it wadna do for a rough country drover, jauped up to the + very elbows, and sportin' a handfu' o' pound-notes the day, and + no' worth a penny the morn—I say, I saw plainly it wadna do + for the like o' me to draw up by her elbow, and say 'Here's a + fine day, ma'am,' or, 'Hae ye ony objections to a walk?' or + something o' that sort. But it was weel on for five years since I + had singled her out; and though I never said a word anent the + subject o' matrimony, yet I had reason to think she had a shrewd + guess that my heart louped quicker when she opened her lips than + if a regiment o' infantry had stealed behint me unobserved, and + fired their muskets ower my shouther; and I sometimes thought + that her een looked as if she wished to say, 'Are ye no gaun to + ask me, David?'</p> + + <p>"But still, when I thought she had been brought up a leddy in + a kind o' manner, I durstna venture to mint the matter; but I was + fully resolved and determined, should I succeed in getting the + money I was trying for, to break the business clean aff hand. So, + ye see, as soon as I got the siller, what does I do but sits down + and writes her a letter—and sic a letter! I tauld her a' my + mind as freely as though I had been speakin' to you. Weel, ye + see, I gaed bang through to Edinburgh at ance, no three days + after my letter; and up I goes to the Lawnmarket, where she was + living wi' her mother, and raps at the door without ony ceremony. + But when I had rapped, I was in a swither whether to staun till + they came out or no, for my heart began to imitate the knocker, + or rather to tell me how I ought to have knocked; for it wasna a + loud, solid drover's knock like mine, but it kept + rit-tit-tat-ting on my breast like the knock of a hairdresser's + 'prentice bringing a bandbox fu' o' curls and ither + knick-knackeries, for a leddy to pick and choose on for a fancy + ball; and my face lowed as though ye were haudin' a candle to it; + when out comes the servant, and I stammers out, 'Is your mistress + in?' says I. 'Yes, sir,' says she; 'walk in.' And in I walked; + but I declare I didna ken whether the floor carried me, or I + carried the floor; and wha should I see but an auld leddy wi' + spectacles—the maiden's mistress, sure enough, though no + mine, but my mother-in-law that was to be. So she looked at me, + and I looked at her. She made a low curtsey, and I tried to mak' + a bow; while all the time ye might hae heard my heart beatin' at + the opposite side o' the room. 'Sir,' says she. 'Ma'am,' says I. + I wad hae jumped out o' the window had it no been four stories + high; but since I've gane this far, I maun say something, thinks + I. 'I've ta'en the liberty o' callin', ma'am,' says I. 'Very + happy to see ye, sir,' says she. Weel, thinks I, I'm glad to hear + that, however; but had it been to save my life, I didna ken what + to say next. So I sat down; and at length I ventured to ask, 'Is + your daughter, Miss Jean, at hame, ma'am?' says I. 'I wate she + is,' quo' she. 'Jean!' she cried wi' a voice that made the house + a' dirl again. 'Comin', mother,' cried my flower o' the forest; + and in she cam', skippin' like a perfect fairy. But when she saw + me, she started as if she had seen an apparition, and coloured up + to the very e'ebrows. As for me, I trembled like an ash leaf, and + stepped forward to meet her. I dinna think she was sensible o' me + takin' her by the hand; and I was just beginning to say again, + 'I've taken the liberty,' when the auld wife had the sense and + discretion to leave us by our-sel's. I'm sure and certain I never + experienced such a relief since I was born. My head was + absolutely ringing wi' dizziness and love. I made twa or three + attempts to say something grand, but I never got half-a-dozen + words out; and finding it a' nonsense, I threw my arms around her + waist, and pressed her beatin' breast to mine, and stealing a + hearty kiss, the whole story that I had made such a wark about + was ower in a moment. She made a wee bit fuss, and cried 'Oh + fie!' and 'Sir!' or something o' that kind; but I held her to my + breast, declaring my intentions manfully—that I had been + dying for her for five years, and now that I was a gentleman, I + thought I might venture to speak. In fact, I held her in my arms + until she next door to said 'Yes!'</p> + + <p>"Within a week we had a'thing settled. I found out she had nae + fortune. Her mother belanged to a kind o' auld family, that, like + mony ithers, cam' down the brae wi' Prince Charles, poor fallow; + and they were baith rank Episcopawlians. I found the mither had + just sae muckle a year frae some o' her far-awa relations; and + had it no been that they happened to ca' me Stuart, and I tauld + her a rigmarole about my grandfaither and Culloden, so that she + soon made me out a pedigree, about which I kenned nae mair than + the man o' the moon, but keept saying 'yes' and 'certainly' to a' + she said—I say, but for that, and confound me, if she wadna + hae curled up her nose at me and my five thousand pounds into the + bargain, though her lassie should hae starved. But Jeannie was a + perfect angel. She was about two or three and thirty, wi' light + brown hair, hazel e'en, and a waist as jimp and sma' as ye ever + saw upon a human creature. She dressed maist as plain as a + Quakeress, but was a pattern o' neatness. Indeed, a blind man + might seen she was a leddy born and bred; and then for sense, + haud at ye there, I wad matched her against the minister and the + kirk elders put thegither. But she took that o' her mither; o' + whom mair by-and-by.</p> + + <p>"As I was saying, she was an Episcopawlian,—a downright, + open-day defender o' Archbishop Laud and the bloody Claverhouse; + and she wished to prove down through me the priority and + supremacy o' bishops ower presbyteries,—just downright + nonsense, ye ken; but there's nae accounting for sooperstition. A + great deal depends on how a body's brought up. But what vexed me + maist was to think that she wad be gaun to ae place o' public + worship on the Sabbath, and me to anither, just like twa + strangers; and maybe if her minister preached half an hour langer + than mine, or mine half an hour langer than hers, or when we had + nae intermission, then there was the denner spoiled, and the + servant no kenned what time to hae it ready; for the mistress + said ane o'clock, and the maister said twa o'clock. Now, I wadna + gie tippence for a cauld denner.</p> + + <p>"But, as I was telling ye about the auld wife, she thocht fit + to read baith us a bit o' a lecture.</p> + + <p>"'Now, bairns,' said she, 'I beseech ye, think weel what ye + are about; for it were better to rue at the very foot o' the + altar, than to rue it but ance afterwards, and that ance be for + ever. I dinna say this to cast a damp upon your joy, nor that I + doubt your affection for are another; but I say it as ane who has + been a wife, and seen a good deal o' the world; an,' oh bairns! I + say it as a <i>mother</i>! Marriage without love is like the sun + in January—often clouded, often trembling through storms, + but aye without heat; and its pillow is comfortless as a + snow-wreath. But although love be the principal thing, remember + it is not the only thing necessary. Are ye sure that ye are + perfectly acquainted wi' each other's characters and tempers? + Aboon a', are ye sure that ye esteem and respect ane anither? + Without this, and ye may think that ye like each other, but it's + no real love. It's no that kind o' liking that's to last through + married years, and be like a singing bird in your breasts to the + end o' your days. No, Jeannie, unless your very souls be, as it + were, cemented thegither, unless ye see something in him that ye + see in naebody else, and unless he sees something in you that he + sees in naebody else, dinna marry still. Passionate lovers dinna + aye mak' affectionate husbands. Powder will bleeze fiercely awa + in a moment; but the smotherin' peat retains fire and heat among + its very ashes. Remember that, in baith man and woman, what is + passion to-day may be disgust the morn. Therefore, think now; for + it will be ower late to think o' my advice hereafter.'</p> + + <p>"'Troth, ma'am,' said I, 'and I'm sure I'll be very proud to + ca' sic a sensible auld body <i>mither</i>!'</p> + + <p>"'Rather may ye be proud to call my bairn your <i>wife</i>,' + said she; 'for, where a man ceases to be proud o' his wife, upon + all occasions, and at all times, or where a wife has to blush for + her husband, ye may say fareweel to their happiness. However, + David,' continued she, 'I dinna doubt but ye will mak' a gude + husband; for ye're a sensible, and I really think a deservin' + lad; and were it nae mair than your name, the name o' Stuart wad + be a passport to my heart. There's but ae thing that I'm feared + on—just ae fault that I see in ye; indeed I may say it's + the beginning o' a' ithers, and I wad fain hae ye promise to mend + it; for it has brought mair misery upon the marriage state than + a' the sufferings o' poverty and the afflictions o' death put + thegither.'</p> + + <p>"'Mercy me, ma'am!' exclaimed I, 'what de ye mean? Ye've + surely been misinformed.'</p> + + <p>"'I've observed it mysel', David,' said she seriously.</p> + + <p>"'Goodness, ma'am! ye confound me!' says I; 'if it's onything + that's bad, I'll deny it point blank.'</p> + + <p>"'Ye mayna think it bad,' says she again, 'but I fear ye like + a <i>dram</i>, and my bairn's happiness demands that I should + speak o' it.'</p> + + <p>"'A dram!' says I; 'preserve us! is there ony ill in a + <i>dram?</i>—that's the last thing that I wad hae thought + about.'</p> + + <p>"'Ask the broken-hearted wife,' says she, 'if there be ony ill + in a dram—ask the starving family—ask the jailer and + the gravedigger—ask the doctor and the minister o' + religion—ask where ye see roups o' furniture at the cross, + or the auctioneer's flag wavin' frae the window—ask a + deathbed—ask eternity, David Stuart, and they will tell ye + if there be ony ill in a dram.'</p> + + <p>"'I hope, ma'am,' says I,—and I was a guid deal + nettled,—'I hope, ma'am, ye dinna tak' me to be a drunkard. + I can declare freely, that unless maybe at a time by chance (and + the best o' us will mak' a slip now and then), I never tak' aboon + twa or three glasses at a time. Indeed, three's just my set. I + aye say to my cronies, there is nae luck till the second tumbler, + and nae peace after the fourth. So ye perceive, there's not the + smallest danger o' me.'</p> + + <p>"'Ah, but, David,' replied she, 'there <i>is</i> danger. + Habits grow stronger, nature weaker, and resolution offers less + and less resistance; and ye may come to make four, five, or six + glasses your set; and frae that to a bottle—your + grave—and my bairn a broken-hearted widow.'</p> + + <p>"'Really, ma'am,' says I, ye talked very sensibly before, but + ye are awa wi' the harrows now—quite unreasonable + a'thegither. However, to satisfy ye upon that score, I'll mak' a + vow this very moment, that, except'——</p> + + <p>"'Mak' nae rash vows,' says she; 'for a breath mak's them, and + less than a breath unmak's them. But mind that, while ye wad be + comfortable wi' your cronies, my bairn wad be frettin' her lane; + and though she might say naething when ye cam hame, that wadna be + the way to wear her love round your neck like a chain of gold; + but, night after night, it wad break away link by link, till the + whole was lost; and if ye didna hate, ye wad soon find ye were + disagreeable to each other. Nae true woman will condescend to + love ony man lang, wha can find society he prefers to hers in an + alehouse. I dinna mean to say that ye should never enter a + company; but dinna mak' a practice o't.'</p> + + <p>"Weel, the wedding morning cam, and I really thocht it was a + great blessin' folk hadna to be married every day. My neckcloth + wadna tie as it used to tie, and but that I wadna swear at + onybody on the day o' my marriage, I'm sure I wad hae wished some + ill wish on the fingers o' the laundress. She had starched the + muslins!—a circumstance, I am perfectly certain, unheard of + in the memory o' man, and a thing which my mother ne'er did. It + was stiff, crumpled, and clumsy. I vowed it was insupportable. It + was within half an hour o' the time o' gaun to the chapel. I had + tried a 'rose-knot,' a 'witch-knot,' a 'chaise-driver's knot,' + and a 'running-knot,' wi' every kind o' knot that fingers could + twist the neckcloth into, but the confounded starch made every + ane look waur than anither. Three neckcloths I had rendered + unwearable, and the fourth I tied in a 'beau-knot' in despair. + The frill o' my sark-breast wadna lie in the position in which I + wanted it! For the first time my very hair rose in + rebellion—it wadna lie right; and I cried, 'The mischief + tak' the barber!' The only part o' my dress wi' which I was + satisfied, was a spotless pair o' nankeen pantaloons. I had a dog + they ca'ed Mettle—it was a son o' poor Rover, that I + mentioned to ye before, Weel, it had been raining through the + night, and Mettle had been out in the street. The instinct o' the + poor dumb brute was puzzled to comprehend the change that had + recently taken place in my appearance and habits, and its + curiosity was excited. I was sitting before the looking-glass, + and had just finished tying my cravat, when Mettle cam bouncing + into the room; he looked up in my face inquisitively, and, to + unriddle mair o' the matter, placed his unwashed paws upon my + unsoiled nankeens. Every particular claw left its ugly + impression. It was provoking beyond endurance. I raised my hand + to strike him, but the poor brute wagged his tail, and I only + pushed him down, saying, 'Sorrow tak' ye, Mettle, do ye see what + ye've dune?' So I had to gang to the kitchen fire and stand + before it to dry the damp, dirty footprints o' the offender. I + then found that the waistcoat wadna sit without wrinkles, such as + I had ne'er seen before upon a waistcoat o' mine. The coat, too, + was insupportably tight below the arms; and, as I turned half + round before the glass, I saw that it hung loose between the + shouthers! 'As sure as a gun,' says I, 'the stupid soul o' a + tailor has sent me hame the coat o' a humph-back in a mistak'!' + My hat was fitted on in every possible manner, ower the brow and + aff the brow, now straight, now cocked to the right side and + again to the left, but to no purpose; I couldna place it to look + like mysel', or as I wished. But half-past eight chimed frae St. + Giles'. I had ne'er before spent ten minutes to dress, shaving + included, and that morning I had begun at seven! There was not + another moment to spare; I let my hat fit as it would, seized my + gloves, and rushed down stairs, and up to the Lawnmarket, where I + knocked joyfully at the door o' my bonny bride.</p> + + <p>"When we were about to depart for the chapel, the auld leddy + rose to gie us her blessing, and placed Jeannie's hand within + mine. She shed a few quiet tears (a common circumstance wi' + mithers on similar occasions); and 'Now, Jeannie,' said she, + 'before ye go, I have just anither word or twa to say to + ye'—</p> + + <p>"'Dearsake, ma'am!' said I, for I was out o' a' patience, + 'we'll do very weel wi' what we've heard just now, and ye can say + onything ye like when we come back.'</p> + + <p>"There was only an elderly gentleman and a young leddy + accompanied us to the chapel; for Jeannie and her mother said + that that was mair genteel than to have a gilravish o' folk at + our heels. For my part, I thought, as we were to be married, we + micht as weel mak' a wedding o't. I, however, thought it prudent + to agree to their wish, which I did the mair readily, as I had + nae particular acquaintance in Edinburgh. The only point that I + wad not concede was being conveyed to the chapel in a coach. That + my plebeian blood, notwithstanding my royal name o' Stuart, could + not overcome. 'Save us a'!' said I, 'if I wadna <i>walk</i> to be + married, what in the three kingdoms wad tempt me to walk?'</p> + + <p>"'Weel,' said the auld leddy, 'my daughter will be the first + o' our family that ever gaed on foot to the altar.'</p> + + <p>"'An' I assure ye, ma'am,' said I, 'that I would be the first + o' my family that ever gaed in ony ither way; and, in my opinion, + to gang on foot shows a demonstration o' affection and free-will, + whereas gaun in a carriage looks as if there were unwillingness + or compulsion in the matter.' So she gied up the controversy. + Weel, the four o' us walked awa doun the Lawnmarket and High + Street, and turned into a close by the tap o' the Canon gate, + where the Episcopawlian chapel was situated. For several days I + had read ower the marriage service in the prayer-book, in order + to master the time to say 'I will,' and other matters. + Nevertheless, no sooner did I see the white gown of the + clergyman, and feel Jeannie's hand trembling in mine, than he + micht as weel hae spoken in Gaelic. I mind something about the + ring, and, when the minister was done, I whispered to the best + man, 'It's a' ower now?' 'Yes,' said he. 'Heeven be thankit!' + thought I.</p> + + <p>"Weel, ye see, after being married, and as I had been used to + an active life a' my days, I had nae skill in gaun about like a + gentleman wi' my hands in my pockets, and I was anxious to tak' a + farm. But Jeannie did not like the proposal, and my mother-in-law + wadna hear tell o't; so, by her advice, I put out the money, and + we lived upon the interest. For six years everything gaed + straight, and we were just as happy and as comfortable as a + family could be. We had three bairns: the eldest was a daughter, + and we ca'ed her Margaret, after her grandmother, who lived wi' + us; the second was a son, and I named him Andrew, after my + faither; and our third, and youngest, we ca'ed Jeannie, after her + mother. They were as clever, bonnie, and obedient bairns as ye + could see, and everybody admired them. There was ane Luckie + Macnaughton kept a tavern in Edinburgh at the time. A' sort o' + respectable folk used to frequent the house, and I was in the + habit o' gaun at night to smoke my pipe and hear the news about + Bonaparte and the rest o' them; but it was very seldom that I + exceeded three tumblers. Weel, among the customers there was ane + that I had got very intimate wi'—as genteel and decent a + looking man as ye could see; indeed I took him to be a particular + serious and honest man. So there was ae night that I was rather + mair than ordinary hearty, and says he to me: 'Mr Stuart,' says + he, 'will you lend your name to a bit paper for me?' 'No, I thank + ye, sir,' says I; 'I never wish to be caution for onybody.' 'It's + of no consequence,' said he, and there was no more passed. But as + I was rising to gang hame, 'Come, tak' anither, Mr. Stuart,' said + he; 'I'm next the wa' wi' ye—I'll stand treat.' Wi' sair + pressing I was prevailed upon to sit doun again, and we had + anither and anither, till I was perfectly insensible. What took + place, or how I got hame, I couldna tell, and the only thing I + remember was a head fit to split the next day, and Jeannie very + ill pleased and powty-ways. However, I thought nae mair about it, + and I was extremely glad I had refused to be bond for the person + who asked me; for within three months I learned that he had + broken and absconded wi' a vast o' siller. It was just a day or + twa after I had heard the intelligence, I was telling Jeannie and + her mother o' the circumstance, and what an escape I had had, + when the servant lassie showed a bank clerk into the room. 'Tak' + a seat, sir,' said I, for I had dealings wi' the bank. 'This is a + bad business, Mr. Stuart,' said he. 'What business?' said I, + quite astonished. 'Your being security for Mr. So-and-so,' said + he. 'Me!' cried I, starting up in the middle o' the + floor—'Me!—the scoundrel—I denied him point + blank!' 'There is your own signature for a thousand pounds,' said + the clerk. 'A thousand furies!' exclaimed I, stamping my foot; + 'it's a forgery—an infernal forgery!' 'Mr. Such-a-one is + witness to your handwriting,' said the clerk. I was petrified; I + could hae drawn down the roof o' the house upon my head to bury + me! In a moment a confused recollection o' the proceedings at + Luckie Macnaughton's flashed across my memory, like a flame from + the bottomless pit! There was a look o' witherin' reproach in my + mother-in-law's een, and I heard her mutterin' between her teeth, + 'I aye said what his three tumblers wad come to.' But my dear + Jeannie bore it like a Christian, as she is. She cam forward to + me, an', poor thing, she kissed my cheek, and says she, 'Dinna + distress yoursel', David, dear—it cannot be helped + now—let us pray that this may be a lesson for the future.' + I flung my arm round her neck—I couldna speak; but at last + I said, 'Oh Jeannie, it will be a lesson, and your affection will + be a lesson!' Some o' your book-learned folk wad ca' this conduct + philosophy in Jeannie; but I, wha kenned every thought in her + heart, was aware that it proceeded from her resignation as a true + Christian, and her affection as a dutiful wife. Weel, the upshot + was, I had robbed mysel' out o' a thousand pounds as simply as ye + wad snuff out a candle. You have heard the saying, that sorrow + ne'er comes singly; and I am sure, in a' my experience, I have + found its truth. At that period I had two thousand pounds, + bearing six per cent., lying in the hands o' a gentleman o' + immense property. Everybody believed him to be as sure as the + bank. Scores o' folk had money in his hands. The interest was + paid punctually, and I hadna the least suspicion. Weel, I was + looking ower the papers one morning at breakfast, and I happened + to glance at the list o' bankrupts (a thing I'm no in the habit + o' doing), when, mercy me! whose name should I see but the very + gentleman's that had my twa thousand pounds! I had the paper in + one hand and a saucer in the other. The saucer and the coffee + gaed smash upon the hearth! I trembled frae head to foot. 'Oh + David! what's the matter?' cried Jeannie. 'Matter!' cried I; + 'matter! I'm ruined!—we're a' ruined!' But it's o' nae use + dwelling on this. The fallow didna pay eighteenpence to the + pound; and there was three thousand gaen out o' my five! It was + nae use, wi' a young family, to talk o' living on the interest o' + our money now. 'We maun tak' a farm,' says I; and baith Jeannie + and her mother saw there was naething else for it. So I took a + farm which lay partly in the Lammermoors and partly in the Merse. + It took the thick end o' eight hundred pounds to stock it. + However, we were very comfortable in it; I found mysel' far mair + at hame than I had been in Edinburgh; for I had employment for + baith mind and hands, and Jeannie very soon made an excellent + farmer's wife. Auld grannie, too, said she never had been sae + happy; and the bairns were as healthy as the day was lang. We + couldna exactly say that we were making what ye may ca' siller, + yet we were losing nothing, and every year laying by a little. + There was a deepish burn ran near the onstead. We had been about + three years in the farm, and our youngest lassie was about nine + years auld. It was the summer time, and she had been paidling in + the burn, and sooming feathers and bits o' sticks; I was looking + after something that had gaen wrang about the threshin' machine, + when I heard an unco noise get up, and bairns screamin'. I looked + out, and I saw them runnin' and shoutin'—'Miss Jeannie! + Miss Jeannie!' I rushed out to the barnyard. 'What is't, bairns?' + cried I. 'Miss Jeannie! Miss Jeannie!' said they, pointing to the + burn. I flew as fast as my feet could carry me. The burn, after a + spate on the hills, often cam awa in a moment wi' a fury that + naething could resist. The flood had come awa upon my bairn; and + there, as I ran, did I see her bonnie yellow hair whirled round + and round, sinking out o' my sight, and carried awa doun wi' the + stream. There was a linn about thirty yards frae where I saw her, + and oh! how I rushed to snatch a grip o' her before she was + carried ower the rocks! But it was in vain—a moment sooner, + and I might hae saved her; but she was hurled ower the precipice + when I was within an arm's length, and making a grasp at her bit + frock! My poor little Jeannie was baith felled and drowned. I + plunged into the wheel below the linn, and got her out in my + arms. I ran wi' her to the house, and I laid my drowned bairn on + her mother's knee. Everything that could be done was done, and a + doctor was brought frae Dunse; but the spark o' life was out o' + my bit Jeannie. I felt the bereavement very bitterly; and for + many a day, when Margaret and Andrew sat down at the table by our + sides, my heart filled; for as I was helpin' their plates, I wad + put out my hand again to help anither, but there was nae ither + left to help. But Jeannie took our bairn's death far sairer to + heart than even I did. For several years she never was hersel' + again, and just seemed dwinin' awa. Sea-bathing was strongly + recommended; and as she had a friend in Portobello, I got her to + gang there for a week or twa during summer. Our daughter Margaret + was now about eighteen, and her brother Andrew about fifteen; and + as I thought it would do them good, I allowed them to gang wi' + their mither to the bathing. They were awa for about a month, and + I firmly believe that Jeannie was a great deal the better o't. + But it was a dear bathing to me on mony accounts for a' that. + Margaret was an altered lassie a'thegither. She used to be as + blithe as a lark in May, and now there was nae gettin' her to do + onything; but she sat couring and unhappy, and seighin' every + handel-a-while, as though she were miserable. It was past my + comprehension, and her mother could assign nae particular reason + for it. As for Andrew, he did naething but yammer, yammer, frae + morn till night, about the sea; or sail boats, rigged wi' thread + and paper sails, in the burn. When he was at the bathing he had + been doun aboot Leith, and had seen the ships, and naething wad + serve him but he would be a sailor. Night and day did he torment + my life out to set him to sea. But I wadna hear tell + o't—his mother was perfectly wild against it, and poor auld + grannie was neither to hand nor to bind. We had suffered enough + frae the burn at our door, without trusting our only son upon the + wide ocean. However, all we could say had nae effect—the + craik was never out o' his head; and it was still, 'I will be a + sailor.' Ae night he didna come in as usual for his four-hours, + and supper time cam, and we sent a' round about to seek him, but + naebody had heard o' him. We were in unco distress, and it struck + me at ance that he had run to sea. I saddled my horse that very + night and set out for Leith, but could get nae trace o' him. This + was a terrible trial to us, and ye may think what it was when I + tell ye it was mair than a twelvemonth before we heard tell o' + him; and the first accounts we had was a letter by his ain hand, + written frae Bengal. We had had a cart down at Dunse for some + bits o' things, and the lad brought the letter in his pocket; and + weel do I mind how Jeannie cam' fleein' wi' it open in her hand + across the fields to where I was looking after some workers + thinnin' turnips, crying, 'David! David! here's a letter frae + Andrew!' 'Read it! read it!' cried I, for my een were blind wi' + joy. But Andrew's rinnin' awa wasna the only trial that we had to + bear up against at this time. As I was tellin' ye, there was an + unco change ower Margaret since she had come frae the bathin'; + and a while after, a young lad that her mother said they had met + wi' at Portobello began to come about the house. He was the son + o' a merchant in Edinburgh, and pretended that he had come to + learn to be a farmer wi' a neighbour o' ours. He was a wild, + thoughtless, foppish-looking lad, and I didna like him; but + Margaret, silly thing, was clean daft about him. Late and early I + found him about the house, and I tauld him I couldna allow him + nor ony person to be within my doors at any such hours. Weel, + this kind o' wark was carried on for mair than a year; and a' + that I could say or do, Margaret and him were never separate; + till at last he drapped off comin' to the house, and our daughter + did naething but seigh and greet. I found that, after bringing + her to the point o' marriage, he either wadna or durstna fulfil + his promise unless I wad pay into his loof a thousand pounds as + her portion. I could afford my daughter nae sic sum, and + especially no to be thrown awa on the like o' him. But Jeannie + cam to me wi' the tears on her cheeks, and 'O David!' says she, + 'there's naething for it but partin' wi' a thousand pounds on the + ae hand or our bairn's death—and her—shame on the + ither!' Oh! if a knife had been driven through my heart, it + couldna pierced it like the word <i>shame</i>! As a faither, what + could I do? I paid him the money, and they were married.</p> + + <p>"It's o' nae use tellin' ye how I gaed back in the farm. In + the year sixteen my crops warna worth takin' aff the ground, and + I had twa score o' sheep smothered the same winter. I fell behint + wi' my rent; and household furniture, farm-stock, and everything + I had, were to be sold off. The day before the sale, wi' naething + but a bit bundle carrying in my hand, I took Jeannie on my ae arm + and her puir auld mither on the other, and wi' a sad and + sorrowfu' heart we gaed out o' the door o' the hame where our + bairns had been brought up, and a sheriff's officer steeked it + behint us. Weel, we gaed to Coldstream, and we took a bit room + there, and furnished it wi' a few things that a friend bought + back for us at our sale. We were very sair pinched. Margaret's + gudeman ne'er looked near us, nor rendered us the least + assistance, and she hadna it in her power. There was nae ither + alternative that I could see; and I was just gaun to apply for + labouring wark when we got a letter frae Andrew, enclosing a + fifty-pound bank-note. Mony a tear did Jeannie and me shed ower + that letter. He informed us that he had been appointed mate o' an + East Indiaman, and begged that we would keep ourselves easy; for + while he had a sixpence, his faither and mither should hae the + half o't. Margaret's husband very soon squandered away the money + he had got frae me, as weel as the property he had got frae his + faither; and, to escape the jail, he ran off, and left his wife + and family. They cam to stop wi' me; and for five years we heard + naething o' him. We had begun a shop in the spirit and grocery + line, and really we were remarkably fortunate. It was about six + years after I had begun business, ae night just after the shop + was shut, Jeannie and her mother, wha was then about ninety, and + Margaret and her bairns, and mysel', were a' sittin' round the + fire, when a rap cam to the door; ane o' the bairns ran and + opened it, and twa gentlemen cam in. Margaret gied a shriek, and + ane o' them flung himsel' at her feet. 'Mother! faither!' said + the other, 'do ye no ken me?' It was our son Andrew, and + Margaret's gudeman! I jamp up, and Jeannie jamp up; auld grannie + raise totterin' to her feet, and the bairns screamed, puir + things. I got haud o' Andrew, and his mother got haud o' him, and + we a' grat wi' joy. It was such a night o' happiness as I had + never kenned before. Andrew had been made a ship captain. + Margaret's husband had repented o' a' his follies, and was in a + good way o' doing in India; and everything has gane right and + prospered wi' our whole family frae that day to this."</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_3"><!-- RULE4 3 --></a> + + <h2>THE BURGHER'S TALES.</h2> + + <center> + THE ANCIENT BUREAU. + </center> + + <p>The sources of legends are not often found in old sermons; and + yet it will be admitted that there are few remarkable events in + man's history, which, if inquired into, will not be found to + embrace the elements of very impressive pulpit discourses. Even + in cases which seem to disprove a special, if not a general + Providence, there will always be found in the account between + earth and heaven some "desperate debt," mayhap an "accommodation + bill," which justifies the ways of God to man. It may even be + said that the fact of our being generally able to find that item + is a proof of the wonderful adaptability of Christianity to the + fortunes and hopes of our race. That ministers avoid the special + topics of peculiar destinies, may easily be accounted for + otherwise than by supposing that they cannot explain them so as + to vindicate God's justice; but if ever there was a case where + that difficulty would seem to the eye of mere reason to culminate + in impossibility, it is that which I have gleaned from a + veritable pulpit lecture. I have the sermon in my possession, but + from the want of the title-page, I am unable to ascertain the + author. The date at the end is 1793, and the text is, + "Inscrutable are <i>his</i> judgments."</p> + + <p>Inscrutable indeed in the case to which the words were + applied—no other than an instance of death by starvation, + which occurred in Edinburgh in the year we have just mentioned. + In that retreat of poverty called Middleton's Entry, which joins + the dark street called the Potterrow, and Bristo Street, the + inhabitants were roused into surprise, if not a feeling + approaching to horror, by the discovery that a woman, who had + lived for a period of fifteen years in a solitary room at the top + of one of the tenements, had been found in bed dead. A doctor was + called, but before he came it was concluded by those who had + assembled in the small room that she had died from want of food; + and such was the fact. The body—that of one not yet much + past the middle of life, and with fair complexion and comely + features—was so emaciated, that you might have counted the + ribs merely by the eye; and all those parts where the bones are + naturally near the surface exhibited a sharpness which suggested + the fancy, that as you may see a phosphorescent skeleton through + the glow, you beheld in the candle-light the figure of death + under the thin covering of the bones. She realized, in short, the + description which doctors give of the appearance of those + unfortunate beings who die of what is technically called + <i>atrophia familicorum</i>—that Nemesis of civilisation + which points scornfully to the victim of want, and then looks + round on God's bountiful table, set for the meanest of his + creatures. So we may indite; but rhetoric, which is useless where + the images cannot rise to the dignity or descend to the + humiliation of the visible fact, must always come short of the + effect of the plain words that a human creature—perhaps + good and amiable and delicate to that shyness which cannot + complain—has died in the very midst of a proclaimed + philanthropy, and within the limits of a space comprehending + smoking tables covered with luxuries, and surrounded by Christian + men and women filled with meat and drink to repletion and + satiety.</p> + + <p>Some such thoughts might have been passing through the minds + of the assembled neighbours; and they could not be said to be the + less true that a shrunk and partially-withered right arm showed + that the doom of the woman had been so far precipitated by the + still remaining effects of an old stroke of palsy. And the gossip + confirmed this, going also into particulars of + observation,—how she had kept herself so to herself as if + she wished to avoid the neighbours,—a fact which to an + extent justified their imputed want of attention; how almost the + only individual who had visited her was a peculiar being, in the + shape of a very little man, with a slight limp and thin pleasant + features, illuminated by a pair of dark, penetrating eyes. For + years and years had he been seen, always about the same hour of + the day, ascending her stair, and carrying a flagon, supposed to + contain articles of food. Then the gossiping embraced the + furniture and other articles in the room, which, however they + might have been unnoticed before, had now assumed the usual + interest when seen in the blue light of the acted tragedy: the + small mahogany table and the two chairs—how strange that + they should be of mahogany!—and some of the few marrowless + plates in the rack over the fireplace, why, they were absolute + china! but above all, the exquisite little bureau of French + manufacture, with its drawers, its desk, and pigeon-holes, and + cunning slides—what on earth was it doing in that room, + when its value even to a broker would have kept the woman alive + for months? Questions these put by a roused curiosity, and + perhaps not worth answer. Was not she a woman, and was not that + enough?</p> + + <p>Not enough; for legendary details cluster round startling + events, and often carry a moral which may prevent a repetition of + these; and so, had it not been for this apparently inexplicable + death by starvation, our wonderful story might never have + gathered listeners round the evening fire. We must go back some + twenty years before the date of the said sermon to find a certain + merchant-burgess of the city of Edinburgh, David Grierson, + occupying a portion of a front land situated in the Canongate, a + little to the east of Leith Wynd. It would be sheer affectation + in us to pretend that this merchant-burgess had any mental or + physical characteristic about him to justify his appearance in a + romance, if we except the power he had shown of amassing wealth, + of which he had so much that he could boast the possession of + more than twenty goodly tenements, some of wood and some of + stone, besides shares of ships and bank stock. And no doubt this + exception might stand for the thing excepted from, for money, + though commonly said to be extraneous, is often so far in its + influences intraneous, that it changes the feelings and motives, + and enables them to work. And then don't we know that it is by + extraneous things we are mostly led? But however all that may be, + certain it is that our merchant-burgess was a great man in his + own house in the Canongate, where his family consisted of Rachel + Grierson, his natural daughter, by a woman who had been long + dead, and Walter Grierson, his legitimate nephew, who had been + left an orphan in his early years, and who was his nearest lawful + heir. Two servants completed the household; and surely in this + rather curious combination there might be, if only circumstances + were favourable to their development, elements which might impart + interest to a story.</p> + + <p>So long as the shadow of the dark angel was, as Time counted, + far away from him, Burgess David was comparatively happy; but as + he got old and older, he began to realize the condition of the + poet—</p> + <pre> + "Now pleasure will no longer please, + And all the joys of life are gone; + I ask no more on earth but ease, + To be at peace, and be alone: + I ask in vain the winged powers + That weave man's destiny on high; + In vain I ask the golden hours + That o'er my head for ever fly." +</pre> + + <p>Then he waxed more and more anxious as to what he was to do + with his money. He tried to put away the thought; but the + terrible <i>magistra necessitas</i> went round and round him with + ever-diminishing circles, clearly indicating a conflict in which + he must succumb. He must make a will; an act which it is said no + man is ever in a hearty condition to perform, unless mayhap he is + angry, and wishes to cut off an ungrateful dog with a shilling; + and besides the general disinclination to sign the disposal of so + much wealth, of which he was more than ordinarily fond, and to + give away, as it were, <i>omnia praeter animam</i>, in the very + view of giving away the soul too, he was in a great perplexity as + to how to divide his means. Nor could he reconcile himself to a + division at all, preferring, as the greatly lesser evil, the + alternative of destinating his fortune all of a lump, with some + hope of its being kept together. As for Walter, though he had + some affection for him, he had not much confidence in him, for he + had seen that he was hare-brained as regarded things which suited + his fancy, and pig-brained as respected those which solicited and + required sound judgment; while Rachel, again, was everything + which, among the lower angels, could be comprehended under the + delightful title of "dear soul," an amiable and devoted creature, + as stedfast in her affections as she was wise in the selection of + their objects. So by revolving in his mind all the beauties of + the character of her who, however disqualified by law, was still + of his flesh and blood, yea, of his very nature, as he + complacently thought in compliment to himself, he became more and + more reconciled to his intention, if the very thought of making a + will, which had been horrible to him, did not become even a + pleasing kind of meditation. So is it—when Nature imposes + an inevitable duty, she gives man the power of inventing a + pleasing reason for his obedience; nay, so much of a + self-dissembler is he, that he even cheats himself into the + belief that his obedience is an act of his own will. In all which + he at least proved the value of one of the arguments in favour of + marriage; for trite it is to say, a bachelor bears to no one a + love which reconciles him to will-making, while a father, in + leaving his means to his children, feels as if he were giving to + himself. But this plan of our merchant-burgess had in addition a + spice of ingenuity in it which still more pleased him—he + would so contrive matters that the daughter and the nephew would + become, after his death, man and wife. He had only some doubts + how far their tastes agreed,—probably an absurd condition, + in so much as we all know that love is often struck out by + opposition, and that there is a pleasant suitability in a husband + preferring the head of a herring, and the wife the tail.</p> + + <p>Having thus arrived at a sense of his duty by the pleasant + path of his affection, Mr. David Grierson seized the first + opportunity which presented itself of sounding the heart of + Rachel, in order to know in what direction her affections ran. + Sitting in his big chair, all so comfortably cushioned by the + hands of the said Rachel herself, and with a good fire alongside, + due also to her unremitting care, he called her to him, and + placing his arm round her waist, as he was often in the habit of + doing, said to her—</p> + + <p>"Rachel, dear, I feel day by day my strength leaving me, and + it may be, nay, will be, that I will not be very much longer with + you."</p> + + <p>Rachel looked at him for a little, but said nothing, for, as + the saying goes, her heart came to her mouth, and she could not + have spoken even if she would; but the father understood all + this, and preferred the mute expression of a real grief to a + hysterical burst—of which, indeed, her calm genial nature + was incapable.</p> + + <p>"Forgive me, dear," continued he, "for I would not willingly + cause you sorrow, but I have a reason for speaking in this grave + way. Who is to fill the old arm-chair when I cannot occupy + it?"</p> + + <p>And he smiled somewhat grimly as he sought her eye, in which + he could observe the most real of all nature's evidences of + emotion.</p> + + <p>"What mean you, father?" she replied, with something like an + effort to respond to his humour.</p> + + <p>"Why, then, Rachel," he said, "to be out with it, I want to + know whether you have fixed your heart on any one."</p> + + <p>"Only upon you, dear father," she replied, with a smile which + struggled against her seriousness.</p> + + <p>"Nay, Rachel," continued he. "It is no light matter, and I + must have an answer. I intend to leave you my whole fortune, but + upon one condition, which is, that if Walter Grierson shall sue + for your hand, you will consent to marry him."</p> + + <p>To this there was a reply given with an alacrity which showed + how her heart pointed—"Yes;" then, adding that wonderful + little word "but," which makes such havoc among our resolutions, + she paused, while her eyes sought the ground.</p> + + <p>"What 'but' can be here?" interjected the old man. "Surely you + do not mean to doubt whether <i>he</i> would consent?"</p> + + <p>"And yet that is just my doubt," she replied, as if she felt + humiliated by the admission.</p> + + <p>"Doubt!" cried the father, in rising wrath; "doubt, doubt if a + beggar would consent to be made rich by marrying <i>you</i>! Why, + Rachel, dear, if the fellow were to breathe a sigh of hesitation, + he would deserve to be a beggar with more holes than wholes in + his gabardine, and too poor even to possess a wallet to carry his + bones and crumbs. Have you any reason for your strange + statement?"</p> + + <p>"No," replied the girl, with a sigh. "It is only my heart that + speaks."</p> + + <p>"And the heart never lies," said he sharply. "But I shall + see," he muttered to himself, "whether a certain tongue in a + certain head shall speak in the same way."</p> + + <p>"But would it not bring me down," said she, "were he to think + that he was forced by a promise?"</p> + + <p>"A promise!" rejoined he; "why, so it would, my dear. I see + you are right." But then he thought he could sound him without + putting any obligation upon him. "And a pretty obligation it + would be," he continued, "for a young fellow cut off with a + shilling to bind himself to consent to be the acceptor of two + such gifts as a fine girl and a fortune."</p> + + <p>And Burgess David tried to laugh; but the effort was still + that of a heavy heart, and, reclining his head upon the back of + the chair, he relapsed into those thoughts which, as Age advances + to the term where Hope throws down her lamp, press in and in upon + the spirit. Rachel glided away quietly, perhaps to think; and + certainly she had something to think about.</p> + + <p>So, too, doubtless had Mr. David Grierson, who, after + indulging in his reverie, wherein the subject of will-making + suggested a match between himself and a certain bridegroom who + never says nay, awoke to the interest of his scheme of + match-making in this world. So far he had accomplished his + object, for he could rely upon his faithful Rachel's performance + of her promise; and if the two should be married, he knew how to + take care to give her the power of the money, and keep a youth, + in whose prudence he had no great faith, in proper check. Next he + had to sound the nephew. Nor was it long before he had an + opportunity—even that same afternoon.</p> + + <p>"Walter," he began with an abruptness for which probably the + young man was scarcely prepared, "I am getting old, and must now + think of arranging my affairs so as to endeavour to make my + fortune serve the purpose of rendering those happy in whom I have + a natural interest. So I have some interest also as well as, I + suspect, some right to put the question to you, whether you ever + thought of Rachel Grierson for your wife?"</p> + + <p>"Upon my word," replied the nephew, with just as little + <i>mauvais honte</i> as suited his nature, "I never thought of + aspiring to the <i>honour</i>."</p> + + <p>A word this last which grated on the ear of the rich + merchant-burgess, inasmuch as it suggested a suspicion of the + figure of speech called irony, seeing that Rachel Grierson was a + bastard, and the youth carried the legitimate blood of the + Griersons in his veins.</p> + + <p>"Honour or no honour," replied he sharply, and perhaps + contrary to his original intention, "Rachel Grierson is to + inherit my fortune, ay, every penny thereof."</p> + + <p>"Every penny thereof," echoed the youth, as if his mind had + flown away with the words, and dropt them in despair as it + flew.</p> + + <p>"Yes," rejoined the angry uncle, "lands, tenements, + hereditaments, shares, dividends, stock, furniture, bed and table + linen."</p> + + <p>"And table linen," echoed the entranced nephew.</p> + + <p>"Yes; everything," continued the uncle; and calming down as he + saw the white lips and blank despair of the youth, he + added—"And to you I will leave and bequeath my natural-born + daughter, Rachel Grierson."</p> + + <p>And as he uttered these significant words, he watched + carefully the face of the youth, where, however, all indications + defied his perspicacity, inasmuch as blank astonishment was still + the prevailing expression. But after some minutes the young man + stuttered out—</p> + + <p>"A legacy worthy of a nobleman!"</p> + + <p>Words that sounded beautifully, because they were true as + regarded Rachel, whatever they might be as respected his secret + intention; yet as the children vaticinate from the examination of + each other's tongues, if the uncle had examined the organ, he + might have discovered some of those blue lines which produce an + exclamation from the young augurs.</p> + + <p>"<i>Words</i> worthy, too, of a nobleman," cried the old man + in a trembling voice; and holding out his hand, which shook under + his emotion of delight at hearing his beloved Rachel so praised, + he seized that of his nephew—</p> + + <p>"Yes, Walter," he added, "you have by these words redeemed + yourself, and I will take them as an offering of your willingness + to accept my legacy; but, remember, I extort no promise, which + might reduce the value of a young woman's affection,—a gift + to be accepted for its own sake."</p> + + <p>"I am content," said Walter.</p> + + <p>"And I am satisfied," added the uncle. "But here is wine on + the table," he continued, as he turned his eye in the direction + of a decanter of good claret, just as if Rachel had, by her art + of love, anticipated what he wished at this moment. "Ah, Walter, + if she shall watch your wants as she has done mine, you will live + to feel that you cannot want <i>her</i>, and live; so fill up a + glass for me, and one for yourself, that we may drink to the + happiness of the dear girl when, after I am dead, she shall + become your wedded wife."</p> + + <p>"With all and sundry lands, tenements, hereditaments, and so + forth," cried Walter, with a laugh which might pass as genuine, + and which was responded to by a chuckle from the dry throat of + the uncle, which certainly was so.</p> + + <p>So the pledge was taken; and Walter Grierson went away, + leaving the old merchant-burgess as happy as any poor mortal + creature can be when so near the term of his departure. Such is + our way of speaking; and yet we are forced to admit, that at no + period of life, however near the ultimate, abating the advent of + the great illumination which breaks like a new dawn upon the + internal sense of a favoured few, can you say that the hold of + this world upon the spirit is ever renounced. Whether the young + man was as happy, we may not venture to say; but this we might + surmise, even at this stage of our story, and in reference to the + classical proverb, that the bastard might be the beautiful Nisa, + and the lawful heir the ill-favoured Mopsus.</p> + + <p>These things we may leave to development; and with a caution + to the reader not to be over-suspicious, we will follow our Nisa, + Rachel Grierson, as she proceeds from the house of the + merchant-burgess up the High Street, at a period of the evening + of the same day when the shadows of the tall lands wrapped the + crowds of loiterers and passengers almost in utter darkness; not + that she chose this time for any purpose of secrecy,—for + she had no secret, except that solitary one which every young + woman has, and holds, up to the minute of conviction, that she is + engaged, after which it becomes a flame blown by her own + breath,—but simply because it suited the routine of her + duties. Her night-cloak kept her from the cold, and the panoply + of her virtue secured her from insult; so, threading her way + amidst the throng, she arrived at the head of the old winding + street called the West Bow, where, at a projection a little to + the north of Major Weir's Entry, she mounted a narrow stair. On + arriving at a door on the third landing-place, she tapped gently, + and in obedience to a shrill voice, which cried "Come in," she + lifted the latch, and entered a small room, where, at a bench, + sat a very peculiar personage. This was no other than the famous + Paul Bennett, an artist in jewellery, who at that time excelled + all his compeers for beauty of design and exquisite refinement of + minute elaboration. And this, perhaps, a good judge of mankind + might have augured of him; for while his body was far below the + middle size, his long thin fingers, tapering to a point, seemed + to be suitable instruments intended to serve a pair of dark eyes + so lustrous and sharp, that nothing within the point of the + beginning of infinitesimals might seem to escape them. Nor was + his pale face less suggestive of his peculiar faculties; for it + was made up of fine delicate features, harmonized into + regularity, and so expressive, that it seemed to change with + every feeling of the moment, even as the flitting moonbeams play + on the face of a statue. In addition to these peculiarities, his + appearance was rendered the more striking, that, working as he + did under a strong reflected light, cast down immediately before + his face by a dark shade, the upper part of his person and a + circle on the bench were in bright relief, while the other parts + of the room were comparatively dark.</p> + + <p>"Still at work, Paul," said Rachel, as she entered; "how long + do you intend to work to-night?"</p> + + <p>"Till the idea becomes dim, and the sense waxes thick," + replied he, as he turned his eyes upon her.</p> + + <p>"I have something to tell you," she continued, as she sat down + on a chair between him and the fire, if that could be called such + which consisted of some red cinders.</p> + + <p>"Some other wonder," replied he; "another cropping out of the + workings of fate."</p> + + <p>Words these, as coming from our little artist, which require + some explanation, to the effect that Paul was a philosopher, too, + in his own way. Early misfortunes, which mocked the resolutions + of a will never very strong, had played into a habit of thinking, + and brought him to the conviction that every movement or change + in the moral world, not less than in the physical, is the result + of a cause which runs back through endless generations to the + first man, and even beyond him. Paul was, in short, a fatalist; + not of that kind which romance writers feign in order to make the + character work through a gloomy presentiment of his own destiny, + but merely a believer in a universal original decree, the + workings of which we never know until the effects are seen. A + fatalist of this kind almost every man is, less or more, in some + mood or another; only, to save himself from being a puppet, moved + by springs or drawn by strings, he generally contrives to except + his <i>will</i> from the scheme of the iron-bound necessity. But + Paul would permit of no such exception. The will, with him, was + merely the <i>motive in action</i>; and as he compelled you to + admit that no thought is, in man's experience, ever called into + being, only developed from prior conditions, and that, even as to + an idea, the doctrine <i>Nihil nisi ex ovo</i> is true, and + therefore that no man can manufacture a motive, so he took a + short way with the maintainers of a moral liberty. This doctrine, + so gloomy, so grand, yet so terrible, was, to Paul, a conviction, + which he almost made practical; nay, he seemed to realize a kind + of poetic pleasure from reveries, which represented to him the + universe, with the sun and the stars, and all living + creatures—walking, flying, swimming, or + crawling—going through their parts in the great melodrama + of destiny, no one knowing how, or why, or wherefore, yet every + human being believing that he is master of his actions, at the + very moment that he might be conscious that his belief is only a + part of the great law of necessity. Then it seemed as if this + delusion in which men indulge, and are forced to indulge, was an + element of the farce introduced into the play, so as to relieve + the mind from the heavy burden of contemplating so terrible a + theory.</p> + + <p>"Something to tell me, Rachel!" continued he; "and what may + that be?"</p> + + <p>"My father has told me to-day," replied she, "that he is to + leave me all his fortune; and however grieved I may be at the + thought of losing him, I am glad to think that it may be in my + power to be of service to you, Paul, as my only relative on my + mother's side."</p> + + <p>"Service," muttered Paul to himself, while he looked into her + face as wistfully as a lover, which indeed he was, though in + secret. "And what is to become of Walter Grierson?" he asked.</p> + + <p>"When he finds that the entire fortune is mine," replied she, + "he will propose to marry me; and this is what my father wishes + to bring about by putting the fortune in my power."</p> + + <p>"So the events crop out from the long chain of causes," + thought Paul; "but who shall tell the final issue? Look here, + Rachel," he continued, as he laid his hand on a golden locket + which lay before him in the shape of a heart, "I have made this + to order;" and as he spoke he touched a spring, whereupon a lid + opened, and up flew a pair of tiny doves, which, with fluttering + wings of gold and azure, immediately saluted each other with + their long bills, and piped a few notes in imitation of the + cushat. The touch of another spring immediately consigned them + again to the cavity of the heart,—a conceit altogether of + such refined manufacture and ingenuity of design, as to remind us + of the saying of Cicero, that there is an exquisiteness in art + which never can be known till it is seen fresh from the hand of + genius.</p> + + <p>"And who ordered that beautiful thing?" inquired Rachel.</p> + + <p>"Walter Grierson," replied Paul, fixing his eyes upon her + sorrowfully, as if he felt oppressed by that gloomy theory of + his.</p> + + <p>Nor did he fail to perceive the effect his few words had + produced upon the heart of his cousin, where there was a + fluttering very different from that of cooing turtles; for the + fate of her happiness seemed to her to be suspended on the answer + to a question, and that question she was afraid to put.</p> + + <p>"Be patient, and learn to hear," continued the little + philosopher. "Ere yet Cheops built the Pyramids, or Joshua + commanded the sun to stand still, yea, before the first sensation + tingled in the first nerve made out of the dust, the beginnings + were laid of these events of this day and hour, and, in + particular, of that one which may well astonish you and grieve + you—viz., that the locket is intended for and inscribed to + Agnes Ainslie."</p> + + <p>"Agnes Ainslie!" repeated Rachel, with parched lips and + trembling voice, "the daughter of Mr. John Ainslie, my father's + agent, to whom I am even now going, by Mr. Grierson's command, to + request him to call to morrow for the purpose of preparing the + settlement!"</p> + + <p>"A strange perplexity of events," said Paul. "But what is this + mingling of threads to the great web of the universe, which is + eternally being woven and unwoven, unaffected by the will of man? + And then these small issues, the loss of a fortune by a man, and + that of a lover by a woman, how mighty they are to the individual + hearts and affections!"</p> + + <p>"Mighty indeed," sobbed Rachel, who had loved Walter so long, + and rejoiced to have it in her power to bestow a fortune upon + him, and now found all her hopes dissolved into the ashes of + grief and disappointment. "Mighty indeed; and these thoughts of + yours are so dreary, how can one believe in them and live!"</p> + + <p>"We are compelled to live," replied he, "even by that same + decree which binds us to the infinite chain. Were it not so, man + would imitate the day-flies, and die at sundown, that he might + escape the dark night which reveals to him the mystery of his + being, whereat he trembles and sobs; and all this is also in the + decree."</p> + + <p>"But if all these things are so," said Rachel, "what do you + say of happiness? Is there no joy in the world? Are not the birds + happy, when in the morning the woods resound with their song, and + so, too, every animal after its kind? Are not children joyful + when the house rings with their mirth? and have not men and women + their pleasures of a thousand kinds? nay, might not I myself have + been one of the happiest of beings, if, with the fortune which is + to be left to me, that locket had been engraved with the name of + Rachel Grierson in place of Agnes Ainslie?"</p> + + <p>"Yes," replied he, "happiness is in the decree as well; and," + he added with a smile, "it is always cropping out around us, but + no one can manufacture the article. If you wait for it, you may + feel it; if you run after it, you will probably not find it, + because it is not ready by those eternal laws which, at their + beginning, involved its coming up at a certain moment of long + after-years. Then, at the best, pleasure and pain are mere + oscillations; but the first movement is downwards, for we cry + when we come into the world; and the last is also downwards, for + we groan when we go out of it. It is the old rhyme—</p> + <pre> + 'We scream when we're born, + We groan when we're dying; + And all that's between + Is but laughing and crying.'" +</pre> + + <p>A parade of philosophy all this which at another time might + have had but a small effect upon a youthful mind, but Rachel was + in the meantime occupied by looking at the inscription on the + fatal toy; and we all know that the feeling of the dominant idea + of the moment assimilates to its own hue the light or shade of + all other ideas of a cognate kind; and there is in this process + also a selection and rejection whereby all melancholy ideas + cluster in the gloomy atmosphere, if we may so term it, of the + prevailing depression, and all joyful ones come together by the + attraction of a joyful thought; and so Rachel was impressed by + views which, if they had been modified by the comforting + doctrines of Christianity, might have enabled her at once to bear + and to hope. Even when Paul had finished, she was still gazing on + the locket. A moment or two more, and she laid it down with a + deep sigh, saying, almost involuntarily, "If my name had been + there, I would not have repined at the loss of all my expected + fortune." Then, shaking hands with this peculiar being, whom she + could not but respect for his ingenuity, as well as for a + kindliness and sympathy which lay at the bottom of all his + abstract theories, she left him to his work, at which he would + continue till drowsiness made, as he said, the idea dim and the + nerve thick.</p> + + <p>Retracing her steps down the long dark stair, not a very + efficient medium for the removal of impressions so unlike the + results of our natural consciousness, Rachel Grierson found + herself again among the bustling crowds of the High Street. Nor + could she view these busy people in the light by which she saw + them before entering the little dark room of the philosopher. + Though she did not know the classical word, she looked upon them + as so many <i>automata</i>; and the long chain of causes came + into her mind so vividly, that she found herself repeating the + very words of Paul. Then there was the reference to her own + individual fate; and was it not through the self-medium she saw + all these people in so strange a light?—with Hope's lamp + dashed down at her feet, and extinguished at the very moment + when, by the communication of her father, she thought she had the + means of recruiting it with a store of oil never to be exhausted + till possession was accomplished. Still under these impressions, + she came to the door of Mr. Ainslie's house. There were sounds of + mirth and music coming from within; and so plastic is the mind + when under a deep and engrossing feeling, that she found no + difficulty in concentrating and modifying these sounds into + joyful articulations from the very mouths of Walter Grierson and + Agnes Ainslie themselves. Such are the moral echoes which respond + to, because they are formed by the suspicions of, disappointed + love. No longer for the moment were Paul's thoughts true. These + happy beings inside were happy because they had the hearts and + the wills to enjoy; but she could draw no conclusion that she + herself could dispose her mind for the acceptance of the world's + pleasures also when her gloom should be away among the shadows, + and nature's innumerable enjoyments placed within her power. Yet, + withal, she could execute her commission, and upon the door being + opened, she could enter in the very face of that mirth of which + she fancied herself the victim.</p> + + <p>On being shown into a parlour, she was presently waited upon + by Mr. Ainslie, who seemed to her to have come from the scene of + enjoyment in the drawing-room. She could even fancy that he eyed + her as in some way standing in the path of his daughter's + expectations through Walter—a fancy which of course would + gain strength from the somewhat excited manner in which he + received the words of her commission, to the effect that he would + repair the next forenoon to the house of the merchant-burgess, + for the purpose of preparing his last will and testament. The + notary agreed to attend, and thus, still construing appearances + according to the assimilating bent of her mind, she departed for + home. After going through the routine of her domestic duties, and + caring for her invalid father, she retired to bed—that + place of so-called rest, where mortals chew the cud of the + thoughts of the day or of years. And how unlike the two + processes, the physical and the mental!—in the one is + brought up for a second enjoyment the green grass of nature, + still fresh and palatable and nutritious; in the other, the + seared leaves of memory, feeding unavailing regrets, and filling + the microcosm with phantoms and dire shapes of evil, the types + whereof never had an existence in the outer world. Walter + Grierson was lost to her for ever, and the dire energies of fate, + as described by the artist-philosopher, seemed to hang over her, + claiming, in harsh tones, her will as a mere instrument in the + working out of her own destiny.</p> + + <p>Next day Mr. Ainslie called, and was for a long time closeted + with Mr. Grierson; but so careless was she now of the fortune + about being left to her, and which she was satisfied would not + now be a means of showing her affection for Walter, that she felt + little interest in an affair which otherwise might have appeared + of so much importance to her. Her attention was, notwithstanding, + claimed by an incident. After the interview, the notary visited + Walter Grierson in his room, where the young man seemed to have + been waiting for him. In ordinary circumstances it might have + appeared strange that a man of business, bound to secrecy, would + divulge the terms of a will to any one, but far more that he + should take means for apprising a nephew that he was deprived of + any share of his uncle's means. Nor could she account for this + interview on any other supposition than that Mr. Ainslie knew of + the intentions of Walter towards his daughter, and that he took + this early opportunity of intimating that a disinherited young + man, of the grade of a merchant's clerk, would not, as a + son-in-law, suit the expectations of an ambitious writer. Yet out + of this interview there came to, if not drawn by, her fancy a + glimmer of hope, inasmuch as, if the young man were rejected by + the notary in consequence of the ban of disinheritance, he would + be left to the attractions of her wealth; but this supposition + involved the assumption that her triumph would be over a mind + that was mercenary, and not over a heart predisposed to love; + nay, her generosity revolted at the thought of gratifying her + long-concealed passion at the expense of the sacrificed love of + another. That other, too, had a better right to the object than + she herself, in so far that Agnes Ainslie's love had been + returned, while hers had not. But these speculations were to be + brought to the test by words and actions.</p> + + <p>No sooner had Mr. Ainslie left than Rachel was visited in her + private parlour by Walter Grierson himself. He had seldom taken + that liberty before, for her secret passion had been ruled by a + stern virtue. A natural shyness, remote from coyness, demanded + the conciliation of respect, though ready at a moment to pass + into the generosity of confidence where she was certain of a + return; but his presence before her might have been accounted for + by his appearance, which was that of one whose excitement was + only attempted to be overborne by an effort—a result more + mechanical than spiritual. His manner, not less than his + countenance, composed to gravity, was belied by the tremulous + light of his eye; and as he seized her hand and pressed it + fervently, she could feel that his trembled more than her own. + Her manner was also embarrassed, as it well might be, where so + many conflicting feelings, some revived from old memories, and + some produced by the singular events of the day and hour, + agitated her frame.</p> + + <p>"I am going to surprise you, cousin," he said, while he fixed + his eye upon her, as if to watch the effect of his words.</p> + + <p>Rachel forgot for a moment the philosophy of Paul—why + should one be surprised when the thing that is to be is a result + of a change in something else as old as Aldebaran, let alone "the + sun and the seven stars?" She was indeed prepared for a + surprise.</p> + + <p>"It is just the old story of the heart," he resumed. "Our + intercourse began so early, and partook so much of that of mere + relations, that I never could tell when the mere social feeling + gave place to another which I need not mention. You know, Rachel, + what I mean."</p> + + <p>She was silent because she was distrustful, yet her heart beat + bravely in spite of her efforts; for was not this man the object + of her love, and is not love moved with an eloquence which makes + reason ashamed of her poor figures and modes?</p> + + <p>"Yes," he went on, "I take it for granted that you know I am + only labouring towards a confession. Yes, dear heart, for years I + have considered you as the one sole object in all this world of + fair visions formed to make me happy. You see I cannot get out of + the ordinary mode of speech. The lover is fated to adjure, to + praise, and to petition always in the same set form of words; yet + is not the confession enough?"</p> + + <p>"So far," said she; "but I have never seen any evidence of all + this;" as if she wanted more in the same strain—sweet to + the ear, though distrusted by the reason.</p> + + <p>"No more you have," he continued, "yet you know that love is + often suspicious of itself. I have watched with my eye your + movements and attitudes when you thought I was not observing you. + My ear has followed your voice through adjoining rooms when you + thought I was listening to other sounds. I have admired your + words, without venturing the response of admiration. Often I have + wished to fold you in my arms when you dreamt nothing of my + inward thoughts. In short, Rachel, I have loved you for years! + Yes, I have enjoyed, or suffered, this gloating, yea, delightful + misery of the heart when it feeds upon its own secret treasures, + and trembles at the test which might dissolve the dream."</p> + + <p>"And why this suppression and secrecy, Walter?" she asked. + "How could you know," she continued, as she held down her head, + "that I would be adverse to your wishes; nay, that I was not even + in the same condition as yourself?"</p> + + <p>"Surely you do not mean to say that?" he cried, with something + like the rapture of one relieved by pleasure from pain. "I am not + worthy even of the suspicion that you speak according to the + bidding of your heart. Have I not watched your looks, and + penetrated into your eyes, to ascertain whether I might venture + to know my fate, and yet never could discover even the symptom of + a return; and then was I not under a conviction that your + affections were engaged elsewhere?"</p> + + <p>"Where?" asked Rachel, with a look of surprise.</p> + + <p>"We are apparently drifting into confessions," responded he. + "I may say that I never could construe your visits to Paul, the + ingenious artist, merely as dictated by admiration of his + wonderful genius."</p> + + <p>"You do not know that Paul is the son of my mother's sister," + replied she. "Your uncle knows; but there may be reasons why you + don't."</p> + + <p>"Then I am relieved," was the lover's ejaculation, in a tone + as if he had got quit of a great burden.</p> + + <p>"Yes, that is the truth," continued she; "but I also confess + that I have been attracted to his small dark workshop by the + exquisite curiosities of art on which he is so often engaged, and + which, by occupying so much of his time, keep him poor. It was + only yesterday I saw on his bench a locket which seems to + transcend all his prior efforts."</p> + + <p>The young man smiled and nodded. What could he mean? Why was + he not dumbfoundered?</p> + + <p>"It is in the shape of a heart," she continued; "and upon + touching a spring there fly up two tiny figures, which, with + fluttering wings, seem to devour each other with kisses."</p> + + <p>Words which forced themselves out of her in spite of her + shyness, but which she could not follow up by more than a + side-look at her admirer.</p> + + <p>"And upon which," said he, still smiling, "there is engraven + the inscription, 'From Walter Grierson to Agnes Ainslie.'"</p> + + <p>"Yes," sighed Rachel, "the very words. I read them again and + again, and could scarcely believe my eyes."</p> + + <p>"And well you might not," said he; "but your simple heart has + never yet informed you that love finds out strange inventions. I + have been guilty of a <i>ruse d'amour</i>, for which I beg your + pardon. Knowing that you were in the habit of visiting Paul's + workroom, and seeing all the work of his cunning fingers, I got + him to make the locket out of a piece of gold I got from my + uncle, and the inscription was,"—and here he paused as if + to watch her expression,—"yes, designed, to quicken your + affection for me by awakening jealousy. I confess it. Agnes + Ainslie was and is nothing to me; and I used her name merely + because I thought that you would view her as a likely rival."</p> + + <p>"Can all this be true?" muttered Rachel to herself, as the + wish to believe was pursued by the doubt which revolted against a + departure from all natural and rational actions.</p> + + <p>Perhaps she was not versed in the ways of the world; but + whether so or not, the difference in effect would have been + small; for what man, beloved by a woman, ever yet pled his cause + before his mistress without other than a wise man for his + client?</p> + + <p>"And if it is your wish, my dear Rachel," he continued, "the + inscription shall be erased, and replaced by the name of Rachel + Grierson. What say you?"</p> + + <p>His hand was held out for that acceptance which betokened + consent. It was accepted; yes, and more, His arms were next + moment around her waist; the heart of the yielding girl beat + rarely, the wistful face was turned up as even courting his eyes, + the kiss was impressed;—why, more, Rachel Grierson was + surely Walter Grierson's, and he was hers, and surely to be for + ever in this world.</p> + + <p>Rachel was now in that state of mind when the pleasantness of + a contemplated object excludes any inquiry whether it is true or + false, good or evil; and, in spite of Paul's fatalism, she was + satisfied that it was with Walter's own free will that he had + done what he had done, and said what he had said. The changed + inscription on the locket, and the delivery of that pledge to + her, would complete the vowing of the troth whereby she was to + become his wife. Entirely ignorant of what had taken place + between the nephew and the uncle, by means of which she might + have been able to analyze his conduct, she had only the closeting + of Mr. Ainslie and Walter to suggest to her that the young man's + sudden declaration was the result of his knowledge that she was + to be sole heiress. The heart that is under the influence of + love, as we have hinted, is too credulous to the tongue of the + lover to doubt the sincerity of his professions. So all appeared + well. The motives in action were adequate to the will of the + parties who used them; and as she felt that her love was in the + power of herself, so she could not doubt that Walter's affection + was the result of his approval of her good qualities. Paul was + now no longer an oracle. She would be pleased to have an + opportunity of showing him that his genius lay more in his + fingers than in his head. She had now, however, something else to + do. She went to her father's room. He was in one of those + reveries to which, as we have said, all the thinking of the + extremely aged is reduced, when the world and its figures of men + and women, its strange oscillations and changes, its passions, + pleasures, and pains, seem as made remote by the intervention of + a long space—dim, shadowy, and ghost-like. It is one of the + stages through which the long-living must pass, and, like all the + other experiences of life, it is true only to one's self—it + cannot be communicated by words. "Old memories are spectres that + do seem to chase the soul out of the world,"—an old + quotation which may be admitted without embracing the + metaphysical paradox, that "subjective thought is the poison of + life," or conceding the sharp sneer of the cynic—</p> + <pre> + "Know, ye who for your pleasures gape, + Man's life at best is but a scrape." +</pre> + + <p>But the entry of his daughter brought the old man back to the + margin of real living existences. He held out his hand to her, + and smiled in the face that was dear to him, as if for a moment + he rejoiced in the experience of a feeling which connected him + with breathing flesh and blood. The object of her visit was soon + explained. Whispering in his ear, as if she were afraid of the + sound of her own words, she told him that Walter had promised her + a love-token, and that she wished to give him one in return, for + which purpose she desired that she might be permitted to use one + or two old "Spanish ounces" that lay in the old bureau.</p> + + <p>"Yes, yes, dear child," said he. "Get a golden heart made of + them. It will be an emblem of the true heart you have to give + him, and a pledge to boot." Then, falling into one of his + reveries, in which his mind seemed occupied by some strong + feeling—"I am thus reminded," he continued, "of the old + song you used to sing. There is a verse which I hope will never + be applicable to you as it was to me. I wish to hear it for the + last time," he added, with a languid smile, "in consideration of + the ounces."</p> + + <p>Rachel knew the verse, because she had formerly noticed that + it moved some chord in his memory connected with an old love + affair in which his heart had been scathed; but she hesitated, + for the meaning it conveyed was dowie and ominous.</p> + + <p>"Come, come," said he, "the fate will never be yours."</p> + + <p>She complied, yet it was with a trembling voice. The tune is + at best but a sweet wail, and there was a misgiving of the heart + which imparted the thrilling effect of a gipsy's + farewell—</p> + <pre> + "If I had wist ere I had kisst, + That true love was so ill to win, + I'd have lock'd my heart in some secret part, + And bound it with a silver pin." +</pre> + + <p>"Now you may take the ounces," said he with a sigh. "The verse + has more meaning to me than you wot off, and surely, I hope, less + to you."</p> + + <p>And having thus gratified his whim—if that could be + called a whim which was a desire to have repeated to him a + sentiment once to him, as he hinted, a reality connected with the + young heart when it was lusty, and his pulse strong and thick + with the blood of young life—- she went to the bureau, and, + taking three of the ounces, she left the room. In the gloaming, + she was again on her way to Paul's workshop, where she found the + artist, as usual, with his head bent over the bright desk on the + bench, engaged in some of his fanciful creations. Having seated + herself in the chair where she had so often sat, she commenced + her story of the circumstances of the day,—how Walter + Grierson had acted and spoken to her; how he had accounted for + the locket and inscription; how he intended to change the latter, + and substitute her name for that of Agnes Ainslie; how he had + sought her love, and succeeded in his seeking; how she was + satisfied that he was sincere in his professions; and how she had + got the ounces from her father to make a love-token, to give in + exchange for Walter's. All which Paul listened to with deep + attention, now and then a faint smile passing over his delicate + face, and followed by the old pensive expression which was + peculiar to one so deeply imbued with the conviction that he was + an organism in nature's plan, acted upon to fulfil a fate of + which he could know nothing.</p> + + <p>"And so the powers work," said he, as he looked in the hopeful + face of his friend. "You are now happy, Rachel, because you + believe what Walter has said to you, and you have no power over + your belief. But," he continued, after a moment or two's silence, + "I <i>may</i> have power over you, but not over myself. Walter + Grierson has told you a falsehood, and his motive for it is + adequate to his nature. Since he gave me the order for the + locket, he has learnt that you are to inherit the whole fortune + of your father, on the condition that you are to marry him; and + his love for Agnes has been overborne by another + feeling—the desire to possess your wealth. Neither the one + nor the other of these feelings could he manufacture, or even + modify, any more than he could charm the winds into silence, or + send Jove's bolt back to its thunder-cloud; and now, look you, + his game is this: if you succeed to the money, he will marry + without loving you; if not, he will marry the woman he + loves—Agnes Ainslie."</p> + + <p>"You alarm me, Paul," said she, involuntarily holding forth + her arms, as if she would have stopped his speech.</p> + + <p>"And you cannot help your alarm," said he calmly; "neither can + I help <i>not</i> being alarmed by your alarm."</p> + + <p>"Oh, you trifle with my feelings," she cried, with a kind of + wail. "What have all these strange thoughts to do with this + situation in which I am placed? Even though all things are + pre-ordained, neither of us can be absolved from doing our duty + to God and ourselves."</p> + + <p>"Absolved!" echoed Paul. "Why, Rachel, look you, we are forced + to do it, or not to do it, precisely as the motive culminates + into action, but we are not sensible of the compulsion; and so am + I under the necessity to tell you that Walter Grierson is playing + false with you, according to the inexorable law of his nature. It + is not an hour yet since Agnes Ainslie called here with some old + trinkets, and requested me to make a ring out of them; nor was I + left without the means of understanding that it was to be given + in exchange for the locket."</p> + + <p>"Is it possible?" cried she. "And can it be that I am + deceived, and that secret powers are working my ruin?"</p> + + <p>"Not necessarily your ruin," said he; "no mortal knows the + birth of the next moment. The womb of fate is never empty; but no + man shall dare to say what is in it till the issue of every + moment proves itself. Nor does all this take away hope, for hope + is in the ancient decree, like all the other evolutions of time, + including that hope's being deferred till the heart grows sick; + and," he added, as he looked sorrowfully into her face, "that is + the fate of mine, for, know you, Rachel Grierson, I have long + loved you, and have now seen that the riches you are to inherit + put you beyond the sphere of my ambition. I have often + wished—pardon me Rachel—yes, I have often wished you + might be left a beggar, that I might have the privilege of using + the invention with which I am gifted to astonish the world by my + handiwork, and bring wealth to her I loved."</p> + + <p>"I am surrounded on all sides by difficulties," sighed the + young woman, as she seemed to find herself in the mazes of an + unseen destiny. As she looked at her cousin, she thought that one + of her evils was that the capture of her affections so early by + Walter had prevented her from viewing Paul in any other light + than that of an ingenious artist, and a man of kindly sympathies, + however much he was separated from mankind by a theory of the + world too esoteric for ordinary thought, and which yet, at some + time of man's life, forces its way amidst palpitations of fear to + every heart.</p> + + <p>On reaching home she met there the notary, Mr. Ainslie, who + informed her, probably at the request of her father (for + information of that kind is seldom given gratuitously), that the + will had been signed, and left in the possession of the old man. + Even this communication, so calculated to shake from the heart so + many of the sorrows of life, had no greater effect upon her + generous nature than to increase the responsibility of fulfilling + the condition upon which the inheritance was to be received and + held. If she had not been under the effect of an early + prepossession in favour of Walter, she might have doubted the + sincerity of his statement, as it came from his own mouth. + Suspicion attached to every word of it; but after the + communication made by Paul, it was scarcely possible for her to + resist the conclusion that he had told her a falsehood, and that + he was aiming at the fortune, without the power or the + inclination to give her in return his love; nay, that he was + heartlessly sacrificing to his passion for gold two + parties—the object of his real love, and that of his + feigned. Yet she did not resist that conclusion; and so good an + analyst was she of her own mind, that even when in the very act + of throwing away these suspicions of his honesty, she knew in her + soul that her love was in successful conflict with an array of + evidence establishing the fact which she disregarded. Then the + consciousness of this inability to cease loving the man whom she + could hardly doubt to be a liar, as well as heartless and + mercenary, brought up to her the strange theory of Paul. The + motive which no man or woman could make or even modify, was the + prime spring as well as ruler of the will, cropping out, to use + his own words, from moral, if not also physical causes, laid when + God said, "Let there be light, and there was light." A deeper + thinker than most of her sex, she felt "the sublimity in terror" + of this view of God's ways with man. If she could not resist the + resolution to love Walter, how could he resist the love he bore + to another? The thought shook her to the heart; nor was she less + pained when she reflected on the hapless Paul, with his + long-concealed affection, so pure from the sordidness of a desire + for money, that he would have toiled for her under the flame of + the midnight lamp, continued into the light of the rising + sun.</p> + + <p>During the night the persistency of her resolution to remain + by her past affection was maintained; yet as it was still merely + a persistency implying the continuance of a foe ready to assert + the old rights, she was so far unhappy that she wanted that + composure of mind which consists in the absence of conflict among + one's own thoughts.</p> + + <p>In the morning she found the locket lying on her parlour + table, with the inscription changed from Agnes Ainslie to Rachel + Grierson. She took it up and fixed her eyes upon it. At one time + she would have given the world for it; now it attracted her and + repelled her. It came from the only man she loved; but another + name had been on it, which ought, for aught she could be sure of, + to have been on it still. It might be the pledge of affection, + but it might also be the evidence of falsehood to her and + unfaithfulness to another. And then, as she traced the lines of + her name, she thought she could discover the signs of a + tremulousness in the hand that traced them. Amidst all these + thoughts and conflicting feelings, she could not help recurring + to the circumstance that he had not presented the locket with his + own hands. She was unwilling to indulge in an unfavourable + construction; and perhaps the more so that it so far pleased her + as relieving her from the dilemma of accepting it with more + coldness than her love warranted, or more warmth than her reason + allowed. Nay, though she gloated over his image when she was + alone, she felt an undefined fear of meeting him. Might he not be + precipitated into some further defence or confession, which might + fortify suspicions still battling against her prepossessions, and + diminish her love? Nor was this disinclination towards personal + interviews confined to this day—it continued; and it seemed + as if he also wished his connection with her to stand in the + meantime upon the pledges and confessions already made. This she + could also notice; but as for rendering a true reason for it, she + couldn't, even with the great ability she possessed in construing + conduct and character.</p> + + <p>But meanwhile time was accumulating antagonistic forces which + would explode in a consummation. Her thoughts were to be occupied + by another, who claimed her affections and care by an appeal as + powerful as it was without guile. Her father was seized with + paralysis. He was laid speechless on the bed where she sat, a + watchful and affectionate nurse, ready to sacrifice sleep and + peace and rest to the wants of him who, all through her life, had + been her friend and benefactor, and who had provided for her + future days at the expense of hopes entertained by his legitimate + heirs. For three days he had lain without speaking a word, and + Rachel could only guess his wants by mute signs. During all this + time her thoughts had scarcely glanced at Walter. He seemed + anxious about the condition of his uncle, calling repeatedly at + the bedroom door, and going away without entering. But his manner + indicated no affection, if it did not rather seem that he + considered the old man had done his worst against him, and that + sorrow was not due from one he had disinherited. Her affections + were too much engrossed by her patient to permit her thinking of + what was being transacted in the outside world. Yet, when she + looked upon the face of the invalid, so pale and motionless, + where so long the shades of grief and the lights of joy had + chased each other, by the old decree of human destiny, the words + of Paul would occur to her. Was the death that was there + impending the result of a more necessary law than that which had + ruled every other condition of body or mind which had ever been + experienced by the patient sufferer? Then there came the + question, Could Walter Grierson so regulate his heart as to force + it to love her in preference to Agnes Ainslie? Could she, Rachel + herself, so rule her feelings as to cease loving the man she + still suspected of falsehood and treachery? It was even while she + was thus ruminating over thoughts that made her tremble, that she + observed, on the third night, a change in her patient. He seemed + to start by the advent of some recollection. His body became + restless, and he waved his hand wildly, as if he wanted her to + bend over him, to hear what he might struggle to say. She + immediately obeyed the sign. He fixed his eyes upon her, made + efforts to articulate, which resulted only in a thick, broken + gibberish. She could only catch one or two indistinct words, from + which it seemed that he wished to tell her <i>where she would + find the will</i>; but the precise phrase whereby he wished to + indicate the deposit was pronounced in such an imperfect manner + that she could not make it out. Strangely enough, yet still + consistently with the generosity of her character, she did not + like to pain him by indicating that she did not understand him. + Nay, she nodded pleasantly, as if she wanted him to be easy, + under the satisfaction that he had succeeded in his efforts to + articulate. Yet so far was she from thinking of the importance of + the communication to herself, that she flattered him into the + belief that, as he could now speak so as to be understood, he was + in the way of improving. Alas for the goodness which is evil to + the heart that produces it!</p> + <pre> + "There are of plants + That die of too much generosity— + Exhaling their sweet life in essences." +</pre> + + <p>Paul would have said that this too was a cropping out of the + old causal strata. In two hours more, David Grierson was dead, + and Rachel was left to mourn for her parent and benefactor.</p> + + <p>Now the issues were accumulating. A very short time only was + allowed to elapse before Mr. Ainslie, accompanied by Walter, came + to seal up the repositories; an operation which was gone through + in a manner which indicated that both of them thought they were + locking up and making secure that which would destroy their + hopes. They seemed under the conviction that the will was in the + bureau; and if they had been men otherwise than merely what, as + the world goes, are called honest, they might have abstracted the + document; for the generous Rachel never even looked at their + proceedings, grieved as she was at the death of her father. They + were, at least, above that.</p> + + <p>In a few days David Grierson was consigned to the earth, and, + after the funeral, Mr. Ainslie, accompanied by Walter, again + attended to open the repositories and read the testament. Rachel + agreed to be present. When the seals were removed, she was asked + by the notary if she knew where the document was deposited. She + now felt the consequence of the easy manner in which she had let + slip the opportunity so dearly offered by her father, of knowing + the <i>locale</i> of a writ in all respects so important; for it + cannot be doubted that, if she had persevered, she might have + succeeded in drawing out of him the word, articulated so as that + she might have comprehended it. She accordingly, yet without any + anticipation of danger, answered in the negative, whereupon the + notary and nephew, who seemed to be on the most friendly terms, + set about a search. Rachel remained. A whole hour was passed in + the search; the will was not yet found. Every drawer of the + bureau was examined,—the presses, the cabinets, the + table-drawers, the trunks. And so another hour passed—no + will. Rachel began to get alarmed, and perhaps the more that she + saw upon the faces of the searchers an expression which she could + not comprehend. Their spirits seemed to have become elated as + hers became depressed; yet why should that have been, if Walter + Grierson was to be "true to his troth?"</p> + + <p>"We need search no more," said Mr. Ainslie. "The will is not + in the house. I should say it is not in existence, and that Mr. + Grierson, having changed his mind, had destroyed it."</p> + + <p>"Not so," replied Rachel, "for a few minutes before his death + he tried to tell me where it was, but the name of the place died + away upon his tongue, and I could not catch it."</p> + + <p>"Neither can we catch the deed," said Walter, with a laugh + which had a spice of irony in it.</p> + + <p>And so the search was given up. The two searchers left the + house, apparently in close conversation. Rachel sought her room + and threw herself on a sofa, oppressed by doubts and fears which + she could not very well explain. The manner of Walter appeared to + her not to be that of one who was pledged to marry her. Her mind + ran rapidly back over doubtful reminiscences which yielded no + comfort to the heart; nay, she felt that he had never been as a + lover to her; and far less that day when, as it appeared, he was + to be master of his uncle's wealth. Yet again comes the thought, + Was he pledged to her? Ay, that was certain enough; and then she + was so little versed in the subtle ways of the world, that she + could not doubt of his being "true to his troth."</p> + + <p>As soon as she recovered from her meditation, she sought again + the workroom of the artist, to whom she told the issue of the + search for the will. Paul looked at first greatly struck, but + under his strange philosophy he recovered that calmness which + belongs to those of his way of thinking.</p> + + <p>"Have I not often preached to you, Rachel," said he, as he lay + back on his chair, "that all these things were fixed ere Sirius + was born? Yea," he added, as a smile played amid the seriousness + of his face, "ere yet there was a space for the dog-star to wag + his tail. The croppings out will now come thick, and you will + know whether you are to be a lady or a beggar."</p> + + <p>Rachel might have known that the consolation offered by + fatalists is only the recommendation of a resignation which, as + fated itself, is gloomy, if not awful, for it amounts to an + annihilation of self, with all hopes, energies, and resolutions. + She heard his words, and forgave him, if she did not believe him; + for she knew that he was true in his friendship, and benevolent + in his feelings—parts these, too, as he would have said, of + the decree. She left him in a condition of sadness for which she + could not yet account, and the hues of her mind seemed to be + projected on all objects around her. She retired to rest; but she + could not banish from her mind that the realities of her + condition required to be read by the blue light of Paul's + philosophy. It was far in the morning before she fell asleep; and + when nine came she felt unrested. The servant came in to her and + told her the hour. The breakfast was ready; but Walter, who had + not returned on the prior night, was not as usual waiting for + her. The announcement was ominously in harmony with the thoughts + she had tried to banish. She scarcely touched the breakfast, and + the day passed in expectation of Walter. Night came, but it did + not bring him. The next day passed in the same way. People called + to condole without knowing how much she stood in need of + condolence; but still no Walter came to redeem the pledge of his + love. Yet still she hoped; nor till an entire month had gone over + her head did she renounce her confidence that he would be "true + to his troth."</p> + + <p>At the end of this period Paul advised her to take counsel. He + told her that the law had remedies for losses of deeds; and she + accordingly consulted a legal gentleman of the name of Cleghorn. + The result was not favourable. It appeared that Mr. Ainslie + denied that there was any copy or scroll of the will, through the + means of which it might have been "set up," by what is called a + proving of the tenor. There was no hope here, and by-and-by she + saw advertised in the <i>Caledonian Mercury</i> that the + furniture of the house was to be sold within a week. She was + there on mere tolerance; and now she had got a clear intimation + to flit. As for money or effects, she had none, except her + wardrobe, for she never thought of providing for an exigency + which she was satisfied never would occur. Again she applied to + Paul, who, with her consent, went and took for her a solitary + room in the close we have already mentioned. It was her intention + to acquire a livelihood by means of her needle, at that time + almost the only resource for genteel poverty. Some articles of + furniture were got, principally by Paul; and there, two days + before the sale, she took up her residence. Nor did the kindness + of Paul stop here. He attended the sale, and, considerately + judging that some articles belonging to her father would be + acceptable to her, he purchased, for a small sum, the old bureau + of which we have already spoken. The article was removed to + Rachel's room.</p> + + <p>For a period of fifteen years did Rachel Grierson live in that + room plying her needle to obtain for her a subsistence. Her + story, which came to be known, procured her plenty of work; and + the ten fingers, which were sufficiently employed, sufficed for + the wants of the stomach,—small these wants, probably, in + her who had heard of the marriage of Walter with Agnes Ainslie; + yea, she who could bear to hear that intelligence might claim a + right to be a pupil of Paul's school of philosophy. Paul she + indeed loved as a friend, but she never could bring herself to + the resolution of marrying the little artist. There was a train + of evils: the "croppings out" of her fate, as Paul called it, + were thick enough and to spare; for she fell into bad health, + which was the precursor of a fit of palsy, depriving her for ever + of the power of working for herself. Then it was that Paul's + affection was shown more clearly than ever. Day by day he brought + her all the food she required; but at length he himself was taken + ill, and his absence was fatal. Pride prevented her from making + her necessity known to the neighbours, with whom she had but + little intercourse. We have told how she was found dead; and when + we say that Paul recovered to be present at her funeral, we have + only one fact more to state. It is this: Paul took the old bureau + home to his own little room, to keep as a memorial of the only + woman he ever loved. One day, when repairing the internal + drawers, he found in a hollow perpendicular slip, which looked + like a broad beading, a document which was thus entitled on the + back:</p> + + <center> + LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT + </center> + + <center> + BY + </center> + + <center> + DAVID GRIERSON, + </center> + + <center> + IN FAVOUR OF + </center> + + <center> + RACHEL GRIERSON, + </center> + + <center> + 1776 + </center> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_4"><!-- RULE4 4 --></a> + + <h2>LADY RAE.</h2> + + <p>During the time that Oliver Cromwell was in Edinburgh, a lady + called one day at his lodgings and solicited an interview. She + was closely wrapped up in a large and loose mantle, and deeply + veiled. The former, however, did not conceal a shape of singular + elegance, nor mar the light and graceful carriage of the wearer. + Both were exceedingly striking; and if the veil performed its + duty more effectually than the mantle, by completely hiding the + countenance of the future Protector's fair visitor, it was only + to incite the imagination to invest that countenance with the + utmost beauty of which the "human face divine" is susceptible. + Nor would such creation of the fancy have surpassed the truth, + for the veiled one was indeed "fair to look upon."</p> + + <p>On its being announced to Cromwell that a lady desired an + interview with him, he, in some surprise, demanded who and what + she was. The servant could not tell. She had declined to give her + name, or to say what was the purpose of her visit.</p> + + <p>The Protector thought for a moment, and as he did so, kept + gazing, with a look of abstraction, in the face of his valet. At + length—</p> + + <p>"Admit her, Porson, admit her," he said. "The Lord sends his + own messengers in his own way; and if we deny them, He will deny + us."</p> + + <p>Porson, who was one of Cromwell's most pious + soldiers—for he served in the double capacity of warrior + and valet—stroked his sleek hair down over his solemn brow, + and uttered a sonorous "amen" to the unconnected and + unintelligible observation of his master, who, it is well known, + dealt much in this extraordinary sort of jargon.</p> + + <p>Having uttered his lugubrious amen, Porson withdrew, and in a + few minutes returned, conducting the lady, of whom we have + spoken, into the presence of Cromwell.</p> + + <p>On entering the apartment, the former threw aside her veil, + and discovered a countenance of such cunning charms as moved the + future Protector to throw into his manner an air of unwonted + gallantry.</p> + + <p>At the lady's first entrance he was busy writing, and had + merely thrown down his pen when she appeared, without intending + to carry his courtesy any further; but he had no sooner caught a + sight of the fair face of his visitor, than, excited by an + involuntary impulse, he rose from his chair and advanced towards + her, smiling and bowing most graciously; the latter, however, + being by no means remarkable either for its ease or its + elegance.</p> + + <p>"Pray, madam," now said Cromwell, still looking the + agreeable—so far as his saturnine features would admit of + such expression—"to what happy circumstance am I indebted + for the honour of this visit?"</p> + + <p>"The circumstance, sir, that brings me here is by no means a + happy one," replied the lady, in tones that thrilled even the + iron nerves of Oliver Cromwell. "I am Lady Rae, General; the wife + of John Lord Rae, at present a prisoner in the Tolbooth of + Edinburgh for his adherence to the cause of the late king."</p> + + <p>"Ah, my Lady Rae, I am sorry for you—sorry for you + indeed; but doubtless you have found consolation in the same + source whence your afflictions have sprung. Truly may I + reckon—indeed may I, doubtless—that the Lord, who has + seen fit to chastise you, has also comforted you under this + dispensation."</p> + + <p>"None, Sir General, who seek the aid of the Almighty in a true + spirit ever seek that aid in vain," replied Lady Rae; "and I have + been a seeker, and have found; nor have I, I trust, been wanting + on this occasion in a due submission to his will."</p> + + <p>"Truly, I hope not; indeed do I," replied Cromwell. "Then, + what would ye with me, fair lady? What would ye with one so + feeble and humble as I am, who am but as a tool, a mean + instrument in the hand of the artificer?" And the speaker assumed + a look of the deepest humility.</p> + + <p>"I dare not utter it! I dare not utter it, General!" exclaimed + Lady Rae, now giving way, for the first time, to that emotion + which was agitating her whole frame, although she had hitherto + endeavoured, and not unsuccessfully, to conceal it. "I dare not + utter it," she said, "lest it should bring death to my hopes; yet + came I hither for no other purpose."</p> + + <p>"Speak, lady, speak," said Cromwell. "What would'st thou with + me?"</p> + + <p>Lady Kae flung herself on her knees, and exclaimed, with + upraised countenance and streaming eyes—</p> + + <p>"Save my husband, General! Restore him to liberty and to me; + and thus, on my knees, shall I daily offer up prayers to heaven + for thy safety and prosperity. Oh refuse me not!—refuse me + not, General, as thou thyself hopest for mercy from thy God in + the hour of retribution!" And she wildly grasped the knees of the + republican commander.</p> + + <p>Without saying a word, Cromwell gently disengaged himself from + the fair suppliant, and, turning his back upon her, stalked to + the further end of the apartment, seemingly much agitated.</p> + + <p>On gaining the extremity of the room, Cromwell stood for two + or three minutes, still keeping his back to Lady Rae, with arms + folded, and drooping his head, as if musing deeply. At the expiry + of this period, he suddenly turned round, and advancing towards + his fair visitor with quick and hurried step, said—</p> + + <p>"My Lady Rae, may the Lord direct me in this matter and in all + others. I have been communing with myself anent your petition; + truly have I, but see not that I can serve thee; I cannot indeed. + If we would all walk in the straight path, we had need to walk + warily; for in this matter I cannot help thee, seeing my Lord Rae + is a State prisoner, and I have no power over him; none, truly, + none whatever. The law is strong, and may not be trifled with. + But I will consider, fair lady, indeed will I; I will seek + direction and counsel in the matter from on high. I will do so + this night; I will have this night to think of the matter, and + thou wilt call upon me at this hour to-morrow, and I will then + see if the Lord will vouchsafe me any light as to how I may + assist thee and thy poor husband; for on thy account I would do + so if I could."</p> + + <p>Confused, and all but wholly unintelligible, as was this + address of Cromwell's, Lady Rae perceived that it contained a + gleam of comfort, that a ray of hope-inspiring light, however + feeble, played through its obscurity; and, satisfied with this, + she urged her suit no further, but, with a thankful acceptance of + the Parliamentary general's invitation to her to wait upon him on + the following day, she withdrew.</p> + + <p>On Lady Rae issuing from Cromwell's lodgings, she stood in the + street, gazing around her for an instant, as if looking for some + one whom she had expected to find waiting her, but who was not at + the moment in sight. This was the case; but it was only for a + moment that she was so detained. She had glanced but two or three + times around her, when she was joined by a personage of very + striking appearance. This was a huge Highlander, considerably + above six feet in stature, proportionably stout and well made, + and apparently of enormous strength. He was dressed in the full + costume of his country, and armed to the teeth. By his side + depended a tremendous claymore; in his belt were stuck a dagger + and a brace of pistols; and on his shoulder rested that + formidable weapon called a Lochaber axe.</p> + + <p>The countenance of this tremendous personage was in keeping + with his other charms: it was manly, and decidedly handsome, but + withal was marked with an expression of fierceness that was + appalling to look upon; and was thus calculated, when associated + with his gigantic figure, to inspire at once admiration and + fear.</p> + + <p>As this formidable personage approached Lady Rae, he touched + his bonnet with an air of the most profound respect, and assumed + a look and attitude of devoted attention to her commands.</p> + + <p>"I have seen him, John," said Lady Rae, addressing her Goliath + of an attendant, who was neither more nor less than a retainer of + Lord Rae's, but one who stood high in the estimation of both the + former and the latter for his fidelity, and, fierce as he looked, + for the gentleness of his nature. John M'Kay—for such was + his name—was, in short, an especial favourite of both Lord + and Lady Rae, and was admitted to a degree of confidence and + familiarity that elevated him much above his real condition. They + were proud, too, of his superb figure, and delighted to exhibit + him in the full dress of his country, as a specimen of the men + which it produced. "I have seen him, John," said Lady Rae, whose + protector and attendant John always was when she went forth on + occasions of business of importance like the present.</p> + + <p>"And what he'll say, my letty?" inquired John in a low and + gentle tone, and stopping to catch Lady Rae's communication.</p> + + <p>"Not much that is quite satisfactory, John. He speaks in a + strange style, but I think there is ground of hope. He did not + altogether refuse the prayer of my petition, but bade me call + upon him again to-morrow."</p> + + <p>John looked grave, but made no reply. His lady walked on, and + he followed at a respectful distance.</p> + + <p>The former now directed her steps to a locality in the city + with which she was but too familiar, and which she had had + occasion of late but too often to frequent. This was the + Tolbooth—the place of her husband's confinement.</p> + + <p>On reaching the outer entrance to the jail, the low half-door, + thickly studded with huge-headed nails, by which it was + temporarily secured during the day, was immediately thrown open + for her admission by the turnkey—a little crusty-looking + personage in a fur cap—who had been leaning over it, + listlessly looking around him, on her ladyship's approach. As the + latter entered the prison door, the former stood to one side, + doffed his little fur cap, and respectfully wished her ladyship a + good morning.</p> + + <p>"How are you to-day, James?" said Lady Rae in kindly tones; + "and how is my lord?"</p> + + <p>"Quite well, my lady, quite well," replied the little turnkey, + extremely proud, seemingly, of the condescension of her ladyship. + The latter passed on, and commenced threading her way through the + tortuous but well-known passages which led to her husband's + prison-room. John M'Kay followed his mistress into the jail, + previously leaving his arms at the door—a condition to + which he had always to submit before gaining admission. Having + denuded himself of his weapons, John also passed on, but not + before he had shaken his fist ominously in the face of the little + jailer. This was John's constant practice every time he entered + the prison; and, simple as the act was, it had a good deal of + meaning. It meant, in the first place, that John associated the + misfortune of his master's confinement with the little turnkey's + employment; that he considered him as aiding and abetting in the + same. It further meant, that if it were not for one thing more + than another, or, as John himself would have expressed it, "for + todder things more nor ones," he would have brought his Lochaber + axe and the turnkey's head into more intimate contact.</p> + + <p>In the meantime, Lady Rae having ascended several flights of + dark and narrow stairs, and traversed several passages of a + similar description, had arrived at a particular door, on either + side of which stood a grenadier, with shouldered musket and + bayonet fixed. They were the guards placed upon her husband, who + occupied the apartment which they sentinelled.</p> + + <p>The soldiers, who had orders to admit her ladyship and + attendant to the prisoner at any time between the hours of nine + in the morning and seven at night, offered no hindrance to her + approaching the door and rapping for admittance. This she now + did; and the "Who's there?" of the captive was replied to in a + powerfully Celtic accent by John M'Kay, with—"My Letty Rae, + my lort." The door instantly flew open, and its inmate came + forth, with a smiling and delighted countenance, to receive his + beautiful and faithful wife.</p> + + <p>In the meantime, John M'Kay took his station on the outside of + the door—a more friendly guard over the inmates of the + apartment to which it conducted than those who stood on either + side of him. Here the same feeling which had dictated John's + significant hint to the turnkey below, suggested his general + bearing and particular manner to the two soldiers now beside + him.</p> + + <p>Maintaining a profound and contemptuous silence, he strutted + up and down the passage—without going, however, more than + two or three yards either way—in front of the door of his + lordship's apartment, keeping his huge form proudly erect, as he + thus paced the short walk to which he had limited himself, and + casting, every now and then, a look of fierce defiance on the + appalled soldiers, who looked with fear and dread on the chafed + lion with whom they found themselves thus unpleasantly caged, and + who seemed every moment as if he would spring upon and tear them + to pieces; and, in truth, little provocation would it have taken + to have brought John M'Kay's huge fists into play about their + heads. There can be no doubt that there was nothing at that + moment which would have given John more satisfaction than their + affording him an excuse for attacking them. This, however, the + soldiers carefully avoided; and, not content with refraining from + giving the slightest offence, either in word, look, or deed, + endeavoured to conciliate John by an attempt to lead him into + friendly conversation. But the attempt was in vain. Their + advances were all repelled, either with silent contempt or with a + gruff uncourteous response. A specimen of the conversation which + did take place between M'Kay and the guards may be + given:—</p> + + <p>"Delightful day, friend!" said one of the soldiers.</p> + + <p>"S'pose it is!" replied John sternly, and continuing his + walk.</p> + + <p>A pause.</p> + + <p>"Anything new in the town to-day?" at length said the other + soldier.</p> + + <p>"S'pose something new every tay!" replied John gruffly.</p> + + <p>"Ay, ay, I dare say; but have <i>you</i> anything new to tell + us?"</p> + + <p>"Maype I have," said John, with a grim smile.</p> + + <p>"What is it?"</p> + + <p>"Tat I'll knock your tam thick head against tat wall if you'll + pe botter me wi' any more o' your tam nonsense. Tat's news for + you!" and John gave one of those peculiar Celtic grunts which no + combination of letters can express. "And you, you + scarecrow-looking rascal," he continued, addressing the other + sentinel, "if you'll spoke anoder word, I'll cram my sporran doon + your dam troat."</p> + + <p>Having delivered himself of these friendly addresses, John + resumed his march, with additional pride of step and bearing. In + a minute after, he was summoned into Lord Rae's apartment, where + he remained until Lady Rae left the prison, which she did in a + short time afterwards.</p> + + <p>It was with a beating heart and anxious mind that Lady Rae + wended her way, on the following day—attended, as usual, by + her gigantic serving-man—to the lodgings of Oliver + Cromwell. On reaching the house, M'Kay took his station, as on a + former occasion, on the outside, while her ladyship advanced + towards the door, within which she speedily disappeared, her + admittance having been more prompt on the present visit than the + former.</p> + + <p>In an instant after, Lady Rae was again in the presence of + Oliver Cromwell. As on the former occasion, he was employed in + writing when she entered, and as on that occasion, so also he + threw down his pen, and rose to receive her.</p> + + <p>"Anent this matter of yours, my lady," began Cromwell + abruptly, and without any previous salutation, although he looked + all civility and kindness, "I really hardly know what to say; + truly do I not; but the Lord directs all, and He will guide us in + this thing also."</p> + + <p>"I trust so!" interrupted Lady Rae, meekly.</p> + + <p>"Yes," resumed the future Protector of England; "for we are + but weak creatures, short-sighted and erring. But indeed, as I + told you before, my lady, your husband is a State prisoner; truly + is he, and therefore may I not interfere with him. I cannot; I + have not the power. Yet would I serve thee if I could; truly + would I with great pleasure. But these, you see, are strange + times, in which all men must walk warily; for we are beset with + enemies, with traitors—deceivers on all sides, men who fear + not the Lord. Yet, for this matter of yours, my Lady Rae, I will + tell you: I cannot take your husband from prison; it would be + unseemly in the sight of all God-fearing men; but truly, if you + could in any ways manage to get his lordship once without the + prison walls, I would take upon me to prevent his being further + troubled. He should have a protection under my hand; truly he + should, although it might bring me to some odium with my friends. + But he should have it, nevertheless, out of my respect for you, + my lady. Now go, go, my lady; I may say no more on the subject. + Go, try and fall on some means of getting thy husband without the + walls of his prison; this done, come instantly to me, and thou + shalt have a protection for him under my hand; indeed thou + shalt."</p> + + <p>To Lady Rae, this proposal was a grievous disappointment. It + contained an arrangement which she had never contemplated, and + which seemed as impracticable as it was strange; yet she saw it + was all she had to expect, and that whatever might be the result, + she must be content with the extent of interference on her + husband's behalf, which was included in the singular measures + suggested by Cromwell.</p> + + <p>Impressed with this conviction, Lady Rae thanked him for his + kindness, said she would endeavour to get her husband without the + prison gates by some means or other, and would then again wait + upon him for the protection he was so generous as to offer.</p> + + <p>"Do so, my lady, do so," said Cromwell, escorting her ladyship + to the door with an air of great gallantry; "and may the Lord + have thee in his holy keeping."</p> + + <p>Lady Rae turned round, again thanked the general, curtseyed, + and withdrew.</p> + + <p>On reaching the street, her ladyship was instantly joined by + her faithful attendant M'Kay, who had been waiting with the + greatest anxiety and impatience for her return; for to him his + master's life and liberty were dearer far than his own, and he + well knew that both were much in the power of the extraordinary + man on whom his lady was now waiting.</p> + + <p>On the first glance which he obtained of his mistress's + countenance, John saw, with a feeling of disappointment that + lengthened his own several inches, that the interview had not + been a satisfactory one. His native sense of politeness, however, + and of the deference due to his mistress, prevented him making + any inquiries as to what had passed until she should herself + choose to communicate with him on the subject. For such + communication, however, he had longer to wait than usual; for, + lost in thought and depressed with disappointment, Lady Rae + walked on a good way without taking any notice whatever of her + attendant, who was following at a distance of several yards. At + length she suddenly stopped, but without turning round. This John + knew to be the signal for him to advance. He accordingly did so, + and, touching his bonnet, waited for the communication which it + promised.</p> + + <p>"I am afraid, John," now said Lady Rae—"I am afraid we + shall be disappointed, after all. The general has made the + strangest proposal you ever heard. He says that he cannot, + without compromising himself, or to that effect, liberate his + lordship from jail; but that if he were once out—that is, + if he could be got out by any means—he would save him from + being further troubled, and would grant him a protection under + his own hand. But how on earth are we to get him out? It is + impossible. These two guards at the door, besides other + difficulties, render it altogether impracticable. I know not what + is to be done."</p> + + <p>It was some seconds before M'Kay made any reply. At + length—</p> + + <p>"I'll no think ta difficulty fery crate, after all, my letty," + replied John. "There's shust ta bodachan at ta dore, I could put + in my sporran, and ta twa soger."</p> + + <p>"Yes, John; the first you might perhaps manage," said Lady + Rae, smiling, and glancing unconsciously at the huge figure of + her attendant, which presented so striking a contrast to that of + the little, slim, crusty turnkey; "but the two + soldiers—"</p> + + <p>"Whoich," exclaimed John contemptuously; "if's no far prettier + men than was there yesterday, it'll no trouble me much to manage + them too, my letty. A wee bit clamsheuchar wi' my Lochaper axe, + or a brog wi' my skean-dhu, will make them quate aneuch, my + letty. Tat's but a small shob."</p> + + <p>"John, John, no violence, no violence!" exclaimed Lady Rae, in + great alarm at the sanguinary view of the process for her + husband's liberation which John had taken. "No violence. If his + lordship's liberation be attempted at all, there must be no + violence; at least none to the shedding of blood, or to the + inflicting the smallest injury on any one. The idea is horrible; + and, if acted on, would only make matters worse. Your own life, + John, would be the forfeit of such an atrocious proceeding."</p> + + <p>"Foich, a figs for tat, my letty, beggin' your lettyship's + pardon," replied John, a good deal disappointed at the peaceful + tone of his mistress, and at the loss of an opportunity, such as + he had long desired, of taking vengeance on his master's guards + and jailers. "Foich, a figs for tat, my letty, beggin' your + lettyship's pardon," he said. "I could teuk to the hills in a + moment's notice, and see who'll catch John M'Kay then."</p> + + <p>"Well, well, perhaps, John, you might, but you must speak no + more of violence; I charge you, speak no more of it. We will, in + the meantime, go to his lordship and submit the matter to him, + and be guided thereafter by his advice."</p> + + <p>Having said this, Lady Rae directed her steps to the jail, + and, closely followed by M'Kay, was soon after in the apartment + of the prisoner.</p> + + <p>Lord Rae having been apprised by his lady of the result of her + interview with Cromwell, a secret consultation between the two, + which lasted nearly an hour, ensued.</p> + + <p>During this consultation, many different plans for effecting + the liberation of the prisoner were suggested, and, after being + duly weighed, abandoned as impracticable. One at length, however, + was adopted, and this one was proposed by M'Kay; it was + characteristic of the man, and came as close in its nature to his + original one as he durst presume upon.</p> + + <p>This plan, which was a simple enough one, was to seize the two + guards at the outside of the door, and to hold them fast until + Lord Rae should have rushed past them and got out of the prison. + The turnkey at the outer door, who, as has been already said, was + a little slender man, his lordship was to seize and throw down, + and then get over the little half-door, which was under his + guardianship, the best way he could. A row of short, sharp pikes, + however, with which it was fenced on its upper edge, rendered + this a formidable difficulty; but it was thought that it might, + to speak literally, be got over by the aid of a long form which + stood on one side of the passage of the jail, for the + accommodation of visitors.</p> + + <p>All this trouble a touch of the key would have saved; but this + the little man always carried in his pocket, never allowing it to + remain in the lock an instant, however frequent or numerous his + visitors might be.</p> + + <p>The securing of the two guards at the prisoner's door, by far + the most serious part of the business, M'Kay took upon himself, + and with a degree of confidence that sufficiently showed how well + he was aware of his own surpassing strength.</p> + + <p>This plan of proceedings arranged, it was resolved that it + should be put in execution that very afternoon. On that + afternoon, accordingly, John M'Kay again appeared at the jail + door, demanding admittance to his master. The door was + immediately thrown open to him by the little turnkey, whom he now + for the first time addressed in a friendly tone.</p> + + <p>The same change of manner marked his salutation to the guards + at the door of his master's apartment. To these he spoke in the + most civil and obliging terms possible. The men, who had often + winced under his savage growls and fierce looks, wondered at the + change, but were glad enough to meet with it in place of his + former ferocity.</p> + + <p>John, after talking for a few minutes with the sentinels, went + into his lordship's room. The latter was dressed, and ready for + the bold proceeding about to be adopted. "Think you you can + manage them, John?" said his lordship in a whisper, after the + door had been secured in the inside.</p> + + <p>"Pooch, a dizzen o' them, my lort!" replied M'Kay in the same + under-tone. "It's twa bits o' shachlin' podies no wors speakin' + aboot."</p> + + <p>"But they are armed, John—they have guns and bayonets; + and the former are loaded."</p> + + <p>"Pooch, their guns! what'll sicknify their guns, my lort, when + I'll have cot a hold o' the craturs themsels in my hants?" and he + held out his enormous brown paws as if to certify their power. + "I'll crush the podies like a mussel shells."</p> + + <p>"No violence, John, remember," said Lord Rae energetically, + but smiling as he spoke,—"that is, to the extent of doing + the men any, the smallest personal injury. Remember now, John; do + otherwise," continued his lordship in a more severe tone, "and + you forfeit my favour and esteem for ever. Mark, John, besides," + added his lordship, who seemed most anxious on the point which he + was now pressing on M'Kay's consideration, "your doing any injury + to these men would be destruction to me; for, under such + circumstances, the general would not grant me a protection after + I was out, and my case would otherwise be rendered infinitely + worse and more hopeless than it is. Now, remember all this, John, + and do the men no personal injury, I charge you."</p> + + <p>John's face reddened a little at the earnestness with which + these injunctions were delivered, and probably he thought they + indicated something like degeneracy in his chief; but he promised + compliance with his commands; and, to render his obedience more + certain, by lessening the temptation to infringe them, he denuded + himself of a concealed dirk, which he always carried about him, + over and above the arms he openly wore. Of this proceeding, which + was voluntary on M'Kay's part, his master highly approved, but, + smiling, said—</p> + + <p>"You have still your fists, John, nearly as dangerous weapons + as that you have just laid aside; but I hope you will use them + sparingly."</p> + + <p>John smiled, and promised he would.</p> + + <p>In a few minutes afterwards M'Kay came forth from Lord Rae's + apartment to perform the daring feat of securing two armed men by + the mere force of physical strength; for he was now without + weapon of any kind. When he came out, however, it was with an + appearance of the most friendly feeling towards the soldiers. He + came out smiling graciously, and entered into familiar chat with + the men, alleging that he came to put off the time till his + master had written a letter which he was to deliver to a person + in town.</p> + + <p>Thrown off their guard by M'Kay's jocular and cordial manner, + the soldiers grounded their muskets, and began to enter in + earnest into the conversation which he was promoting. M'Kay, in + the meantime, was watching his opportunity to seize them; but + this, as it was necessary he should be placed, with regard to + them, so as to have one on either side of him, that he might + grasp both at the same instant, he did not obtain for some + time.</p> + + <p>By dint, however, of some exceedingly cautious and wary + manoeuvring, M'Kay at length found himself in a position + favourable to his meditated proceedings. On doing so, he, with + the speed and force of lightning, darted an arm out on either + side of him, seized a soldier by the breast with each hand, and + with as much ease as a powerful dog could turn over a kitten, + laid them both gently on their backs on the floor of the passage, + where he held them extended at full length, and immovable in his + tremendous grasp, till he felt assured that Lord Rae had cleared + the prison. This the latter effected with the most perfect + success. The moment M'Kay seized the soldiers—an act of + which Lord Rae was apprised by the former's calling out, "Noo, + noo, my lort"—he rushed out, ran along the passage, + descended the stair in three or four leaps, came upon the little + turnkey unawares, as he was looking over the half-door of the + prison entrance—his sole occupation during three-fourths of + the day—seized him by the neck of the coat behind, laid him + down, as M'Kay had done by the soldiers, at his full + length—no great length after all—on the floor; drew + the form to the door, placed it over the little turnkey in such a + way as to prevent his rising, jumped on it, leapt into the street + at one bound, and instantly disappeared. All this was done in the + tenth part of the time that has been taken to relate it. It was, + in truth, the work of but a moment.</p> + + <p>On being satisfied that Lord Rae had made his + escape—</p> + + <p>"Noo, lads, ye may got up," said M'Kay, loosening his hold of + the men, and starting himself to his feet. "Ta burd's flown; but + ye may look after ta cage, and see tat no more o' your canaries + got away."</p> + + <p>Freed from the powerful grasp which had hitherto pinned them + to the floor, the soldiers sprang to their feet, and endeavoured + to get hold of their muskets. Seeing this, M'Kay again seized + them, and again threw them to the floor; but on this occasion it + was merely to show the power he had over them, if they should + still have any doubt of it.</p> + + <p>"Noo, lads, I'll tell you what it is," said M'Kay, addressing + the prostrate soldiers—"if you'll behave yoursels desenly, + and no be botherin' me wi' ony more o' your tarn nonsense, I'll + aloo you to make me your prisoner; for I'm no intending to run + away; I'll kive myself up to save your hides, and take my shance + of ta law for what I'll do. Tat's my mind of it, lads. If you + like to acree to it, goot and well; if not, I will knock your two + heads togidder, till your prains go into smash."</p> + + <p>But too happy to accept of such terms, the soldiers at once + assented to them; and on their doing so, were permitted once more + to resume their legs, when M'Kay peaceably yielded himself their + prisoner. The gigantic Highlander could easily have effected his + own escape; but he could not have done so without having recourse + to that violence which had been so anxiously deprecated by both + his master and mistress. Without inflicting some mortal injury on + the soldiers, he could not have prevented them from pursuing him + when he had fled, and probably firing on him as he did so. All + this, therefore, had been provided for by the arrangements + previously agreed upon by Lord Rae and his retainer. By these it + was settled, that he should, on the former's making his escape, + peaceably yield himself up to "underlie the law," in a reliance + on the friendly disposition of Cromwell towards the fugitive, + which, it was not doubted, would be exerted in behalf of his + servant. Such proceeding, it was thought too, would bring Lord + Rae's case sooner to issue; and be, with regard to the law, as it + were, throwing a bone in the dog's way to arrest his attention, + and interrupt his pursuit of the original and more important + object of his vengeance.</p> + + <p>On delivering himself up, M'Kay was immediately placed in + confinement, and shortly after brought to trial, for aiding and + abetting in the escape of a State prisoner. The trial was a very + brief one; for the facts were easily established, and sentence + was about to be passed on the prisoner, when a stir suddenly + arose at the court door. The presiding judge paused; the stir + increased. In the next instant it was hushed; and in that instant + Cromwell entered the court. On advancing a pace or two within the + apartment, he took off his hat, bowed respectfully to the judges, + and proceeding onwards, finally ascended the bench and took his + seat beside them.</p> + + <p>When a man feels himself master, he need be under no great + ceremony; neither need he trouble himself much about forms or + rules which regulate the conduct of inferiors. Cromwell, on this + occasion, got up in a few minutes after he had taken his place, + and delivered to the court a long, and, after his usual fashion, + obscure and unconnected oration in favour of the prisoner at the + bar. The chief ground, however, on which he rested his defence + and exculpation of M'Kay, was the fidelity to his master, which + the crime with which he was charge implied, and the worse effect + to the cause of morality than good to the political interests of + the State, which the infliction of any punishment in such case + would produce. "If," concluded Cromwell, "fidelity to a master is + to be punished as a crime, where shall we look for honest + servants?"</p> + + <p>The reasoning of Cromwell, even had it been less cogent than + it was, could not be but convincin to those who knew of and + dreaded his power. He was listened to with the most profound + attention, and the justness of his arguments and force of his + eloquence acknowledged by the acquittal of the prisoner.</p> + + <p>As M'Kay rose from his seat at the bar to leave the court, + Cromwell eyed him attentively for some seconds, and, struck with + his prodigious size and fierce aspect, whispered to one of the + judges near him, "May the Lord keep me from the devil's and + <i>that</i> man's grasp."</p> + + <p>We have now only to add, that the protection promised by + Cromwell to Lady Rae for her husband was duly made out, and + delivered to her. We need not say that it was found to be a + perfectly efficient document.</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_5"><!-- RULE4 5 --></a> + + <h2>THE DIAMOND EYES.</h2> + + <p>When I entered Edinburgh College the students were tolerably + free from any of those clubs or parties into which some + factitious subject—often a whim—divides them. In the + prior year the spirit of wager had seized a great number of them + with the harpy talons of the demon of gambling, giving rise to + consequences prejudicial to their morals, as well as to their + studies. A great deal of money among the richer of them changed + hands upon the result of bets, often the most frivolous, if not + altogether ridiculous. Now, we are not to say that, abstracted + from the love of money, the act of betting is unqualifiedly bad, + if rather we may not be able to say something for it, insomuch as + it sometimes brings out, and stamps ingenuity or sagacity, while + it represses and chastises arrogance. But the practice at the + College at that time was actually wild. They sought out subjects; + the aye and the no of ordinary converse was followed by the + gauntlet, which was taken up on the instant; and they even had an + umpire in the club, a respectable young man of the name of + Hawley, who was too wise to bet himself, but who was pleased with + the honour of being privileged to decide the bets of the + others.</p> + + <p>In the heat of this wild enthusiasm, it happened that two of + these youths, one called Henry Dewhurst, and the other Frank + Hamilton, were walking on the jetty which runs out from the + harbour of Leith a full mile into the Forth. Dewhurst was the son + of a West India planter, who allowed him £300 a year, every + penny of which was spent in paying only a part of his bills long + before the year was done; one of which bills I had an opportunity + of seeing, to my wonder—how any one could eat £15 + worth of tarts and sweetmeats in the course of not many months! + Hamilton was the son of a west country proprietor, and enjoyed + the privilege of using, to his ruin, a yearly allowance of + £250. In the midst of their sauntering they hailed two of + their friends,—one Campbell, a sworn companion of the young + West Indian; and the other Cameron, as closely allied to + Hamilton;—all the four being, as the saying goes, "birds of + a feather," tossing their wings in the gale of sprees, and not + always sleeping in their own nests at night.</p> + + <p>As they approached the end of the jetty, they met a lad who + had wounded one of these large gulls called Tom Norries,—a + beautiful creature, with its fine lead-coloured wings and + charming snow-white breast, and eye like a diamond.</p> + + <p>"I will give you a shilling for the bird," said Dewhurst.</p> + + <p>"But what are you to do with it?" replied the lad. "I would + not like it to be killed. It is only hurt in the wing; and I will + get half-a-crown for it from one who has a garden to keep it + in."</p> + + <p>"No, no," said Dewhurst, "I'll not kill it. Here's your + half-crown."</p> + + <p>And the bargain was struck. Dewhurst, with the struggling bird + in his hand, went down, followed by his friends, one of the side + stairs to the stone rampart, by which the jetty is defended on + the east. There they sat down. The sun was throwing a blaze of + glory over a sea which repaid the gift with a liquid splendour + scarcely inferior to his of fire; and the companions of the bird, + swirling in the clear air, seemed to be attracted by the sharp + cries of the prisoner; but all its efforts were vain to gratify + its love of liberty and their yearning. It was in the hands of + those who had neither pity for its sufferings, consideration for + the lessons it carried in its structure, nor taste for estimating + its beauties. One of another kind of students might have detected + adaptations in the structure of that creature sufficient to have + raised his thoughts to the great Author of design and the source + of all beauty,—that small and light body, capable of being + suspended for a great length of time in the air by those broad + wings, so that, as a bird of prey, it should watch for its food + without the aid of a perch; the feathers, supplied by an unctuous + substance, to enable them to throw off the water and keep the + body dry; the web-feet for swimming; and the long legs, which it + uses as a kind of stay, by turning them towards the head when it + bends the neck, to apply the beak—that beak, too, so + admirably formed—for taking up entire, or perforating the + backs of the silly fishes that gambol too near the surface. Ay, + even in these fishes, which, venturing too far from their natural + depths, and becoming amorous of the sun, and playful in their + escapades, he might see the symbol of man himself, who, when he + leaves the paths of prudence, and gets top-light with pleasure, + is ready, in every culmination of his delirium, to be caught by a + waiting retribution. Ah! but our student, who held the bird, was + not incurious—only cold and cruel in his curiosity.</p> + + <p>"Hamilton," said he, "that bird could still swim on the + surface of that sea, though deprived of every feather on its + body."</p> + + <p>"I deny it," replied Hamilton. "It will not swim five + minutes,"</p> + + <p>"What do you bet?"—- The old watchword.</p> + + <p>"Five pounds."</p> + + <p>"Done."</p> + + <p>And getting Campbell to hold the beak, which the bird was + using with all its vigour, he grasped its legs and wings together + by his left hand, and began to tear from the tender living skin + the feathers. Every handful showed the quivering flesh, and was + followed by spouts of blood; nor did he seem to + care—although the more carefully the flaying operation was + performed, the better chance he had of carrying his + wager—whether he brought away with the torn tips portions + of the skin. The writhing of the tortured creature was rather an + appeal to his deliberate cruelty, and the shrill scream only + quickened the process. The back finished and bloody, the belly, + snow-white and beautiful, was turned up, the feathers torn away, + the breast laid bare, and one wing after the other stript of + every pinion. Nothing in the shape of feathers, in short, was + left, except the covering of the head, which resisted his + fingers.</p> + + <p>"There now is Plato's definition of a man personified," said + he as he laughed.</p> + + <p>During all this time a lady looked over the parapet. Dewhurst + caught her eye red with anger, but he only laughed the + louder.</p> + + <p>"Now, Hamilton," said he, "you take the bird, and we mount to + the platform. When I give the sign, fling him in, and we shall + see how the bet goes."</p> + + <p>They accordingly mounted, and the lady turning her back, as if + she had been unable to bear longer the sight of so much cold + cruelty, directed her vision towards the west; but a little boy, + who was along with her, seemed to watch the operation.</p> + + <p>"Now," cried Dewhurst.</p> + + <p>And Hamilton thiew the bird into the sea. The creature, still + vivacious, true to its old instinct, spread out its bare wings in + an attempt to fly, but it was in vain; down it came sinking below + the surface, but rising quickly again to lash, with the bleeding + wings, the water on which it used to swim so lightly and + elegantly. The struggle between the effort to fly and the + tendency to sink was continued for several minutes, its screams + bringing closer around it many of its compeers, who looked as if + with pity and amazement on the suffering victim, known to them + now only by the well-known cry of distress.</p> + + <p>Meanwhile these curious students of natural history stood + looking over the rail, watch in hand; and the little boy, an + important personage in our story, also intent upon the + experiment, cried out two solitary words, very simple ones too, + and yet fraught with a strange import, as regards consequences, + that could not be gathered from them.</p> + + <p>"See, ma'."</p> + + <p>But the lady to whom they were addressed had still her head + turned away.</p> + + <p>"Six minutes," cried Dewhurst. "The time is up, and the bird + is only this instant down. I win."</p> + + <p>"I admit it," responded Hamilton, evidently disconcerted. "I + shall pay you to-night at Stewart's, at seven o'clock. I got my + remittance yesterday."</p> + + <p>"Content," said Dewhurst, "That's the third bet I have gained + off you within a fortnight,"</p> + + <p>Hamilton bit his lip and scowled—- an act which only + roused against him the raillery of his comrades, who were now + collected in a circle, and symptoms of anger of a more expressive + kind showed themselves.</p> + + <p>"You have been at this trade of flaying before," said he, + looking sternly at Dewhurst. "Your father, like the other West + Indians, is well acquainted with the flaying of negroes, and you + have been following his example with the Jamaica lungies. But, by + G—d," he added, getting enraged, "next time we cross the + rapiers of a bet, it shall be for ten times five."</p> + + <p>"This instant," answered Dewhurst, on whom the imputations + about his father acted as a fiery stimulant.</p> + + <p>"Seek your subject," responded Hamilton.</p> + + <p>"You see that lady there?" continued the West Indian. "She has + a boy with her."</p> + + <p>"I do."</p> + + <p>"The mother of the boy, or not?" continued Dewhurst. "I say + she is; and, in place of fifty, I'll make it a hundred."</p> + + <p>"Have you ever seen them before?" asked Hamilton, trying to be + calm.</p> + + <p>"Never. I know no more of them than you do; and, besides, I + give you your choice of mother, or not mother."</p> + + <p>"Ha! ha!" laughed Campbell, as he looked intently at Dewhurst. + "Are you mad, Dewhurst? Has your last triumph blinded you? The + woman is too old by ten years."</p> + + <p>Hamilton turned round without saying a word, and drew + cautiously near the lady, whose eyes, as she stood looking at a + foreign ship coming in, were still scornful, and it seemed as if + she waited until some gentleman came up to inform him of the + cruel act she had so recently witnessed. Resisting her fiery + glances, he surveyed her calmly, looking by turns at her and the + boy. A slight smile played on his lip in the midst of the + indications of his wrath. One might have read in that + expression—</p> + + <p>"Not a feature in these two faces in the least similar, and + the age is beyond all mortal doubt. I have the gull-flayer on the + hip at last."</p> + + <p>And returning to the companions with the same simulated + coolness—</p> + + <p>"Done for a hundred," he said. "That lady is not the mother of + that boy."</p> + + <p>"Agreed," answered Dewhurst, with a look of inward triumph. + "How to be decided?"</p> + + <p>"By the lips of the lady herself."</p> + + <p>"Agreed."</p> + + <p>"Yes," joined Campbell, "if you can get these lips to move. + She looks angry, and now she is moving along probably for home, + bequeathing to us the last look of her scorn. We shall give her + time to cool down, and Cameron and I will then pay our respects + to her. We shall get it out of the boy if she refuse to + answer."</p> + + <p>It was as Campbell said. The lady with the boy, who held her + by the hand, had begun her return along the jetty. The companions + kept walking behind; and of these, Campbell and Dewhurst fell + back a little from the other two.</p> + + <p>"Hark, Campbell," said Dewhurst. "Back me against Cameron for + any sum you can get out of him. I'm sure of my quarry; and," + laughing within the teeth, he added, "I'll gull him again."</p> + + <p>"You're ruined, man," whispered his companion. "The woman is + evidently too old, and I am satisfied you will catch some of her + wrinkles."</p> + + <p>A deeper whisper from Dewhurst conveyed to the ear of his + friend—</p> + + <p>"I heard the boy call her mother."</p> + + <p>"The devil!" exclaimed Campbell in surprise; but, catching + himself, "it might have been grandmother he meant."</p> + + <p>"No, no. Children in Scotland use grandma', never ma', to + grandmother. I'm satisfied; and if you are not a fool, take + advantage of my "—</p> + + <p>"Dishonesty," added Campbell.</p> + + <p>"No; all fair with that fellow Hamilton. Besides, all bets + assume a retention of reasons, otherwise there could be no bets. + In addition, I did not assert that I did not hear them address + each other."</p> + + <p>"That's something," said Campbell. "I do not say it is + impossible, or even very improbable, that she may be the mother; + and if you will assure me, on your honour, of what you heard, I + will have a little speculative peculation on Cameron."</p> + + <p>"I can swear; and if I couldn't, do you think I would have bet + so high, as in the event of losing I should be ruined?"</p> + + <p>"I'm content," said Campbell. "Ho, there, Cameron! I will back + Dewhurst on the maternity for ten."</p> + + <p>"That will just pay Nightingale," replied Cameron. "I accept. + Now for the grand <i>denouement</i>. Let us accost the arbitress + of our fortunes."</p> + + <p>"Not yet," said Hamilton. "Wait till she gets to the + lighthouse, where there are people. It is clear she has not a + good opinion of us, and in this solitary place she might get + alarmed."</p> + + <p>Hanging back to wait their opportunity, now upon the verge of + a decision which might be attended with disastrous results to + some of them, the whole four appeared absorbed in anxiety. Not a + word was spoken; and it seemed possible that, during these trying + minutes, a hint would have broken up the imprudent and dangerous + compact. The terror of the club was before them, and the false + honour which ruled them, in place of obedience to their fathers, + and humanity to dumb creatures, retained the ascendency. So has + it ever been with the worship of false gods: their exactions have + always been in proportion to the folly and credulity of their + votaries. The moment was approaching. The die was to carry + formidable issues. Dark shadows broke in through the resolution + to be brave, as might have been observed in the features of both + the principals. At length Campbell took the lead. They approached + the lady, who at first seemed to shrink from them as + monsters.</p> + + <p>"We beg pardon," he said. "Be assured, madam, we have not the + most distant intention to offend you. The truth is, that we have + a bet among us as to whether you are the mother of this fine boy. + We assure you, moreover, that it was the sport of betting that + sought out the subject, and the nature of that subject cannot, we + presume, be prejudicial either to your honour or your feelings. + While I ask your pardon, allow me to add that the wager, foolish + or not, is to be decided by your answer—yes or no."</p> + + <p>"No."</p> + + <p>After pronouncing, with a severe sternness, this monosyllable, + she paused a little; and looking round upon the youths with a + seriousness and dignity that sat upon her so well that they + shrunk from her glance, she added, with a corresponding + solemnity—</p> + + <p>"Would to God, who sees all things—ay, and punishes all + those who are cruel to the creatures He has formed with feelings + suitable to their natures, and dear to them as ours are to + us—that he who bet upon my being the mother of this boy may + be he who tortured the unoffending bird!"</p> + + <p>And, with these words, she departed, leaving the bewildered + students looking at each other, with various emotions. It was, + perhaps, fortunate for Dewhurst that the little sermon, contrary + to the practice of the courts, came after, in place of preceding + the condemnation, for he had been rendered all but insensible by + the formidable monosyllable. He saw there was some mystery + overhanging his present position. He doubted, and he did not + doubt the lady; but he heard the boy use the word, and he took up + the impression that he was, by some mistake on his part, to be + punished for the flaying of the bird. The lady's eye, red and + angry, had been fixed upon him, and now, when she was gone, he + still saw it. But there were more lurid lights, playing round + certain stern facts connected with his fortunes. He must pay this + £100 on the decision of her who had burned him with her + scorn. There was no relief for him. The club at the College had + no mercy, and he had enraged Hamilton, whose spirit was + relentless. He had been under rebuke from his father, who had + threatened to cut him off; and, worse still, the remnant of the + last yearly remittance was £110 in the Royal Bank, while + debts stood against him in the books of tailors, confectioners, + tavern-keepers, shoemakers—some already in the form of + decrees, and one at least in the advanced stage of a warrant. To + sum up all, he was betrothed to Miss M———- sh, + the sister of a writer to the signet, who had already hinted + doubts as the propriety of the marriage. He saw himself, in + short, wrecked on the razor-backed shelving rocks of misery. In + his extremity, he clutched at a floating weed: the woman, the + lady, did not speak the truth. He had ears, and could hear, and + he would trust to them. The boy could not be wrong.</p> + + <p>"Campbell," he cried, "dog her home—she lies!" Hamilton + and Campbell burst out into a laugh, but Campbell had been taken + aback by the lady's answer: he had not £10 to pay Cameron, + and the fear of the club was before him, with its stern decree of + the brand of caste and rejection by his associates. Since the + moment of the lady's answer, he had been conscious of obscure + doubts as to her truthfulness, clustering round the suspicion + that she might have known, by hearing something, that Dewhurst, + the gull-flayer, was on the side of the maternity, and that she + wanted to punish him—a notion which seemed to be favoured + by the somewhat affected manner of her expressing her little + sermon. These doubts, fluid and wavering, became, as it were, + crystallized by Dewhurst's cry that she was a liar; and, the + moment he felt the sharp angles of the idea, he set off after the + lady.</p> + + <p>This hope, which was nothing more than despair in hysterics, + enabled Dewhurst to withstand, for a little, the looks of triumph + in Hamilton and Cameron, in spite of their laugh, which still + rung in his ears. The sermon had touched him but little, and if + he could have got quit of this wildly contracted debt, he would + likely be the same man again. He did not, as yet, feel even the + dishonour of having taken advantage of the boy's + statement—an act which he had subtlety enough to defend. + Give him only relief from this debt, the fire of the club, the + stabbing glances of Hamilton's eye. At least he was not bound to + suffer the personal expression of his companions' triumph any + longer than he could away.</p> + + <p>"We will wait the issue of Campbell's inquiry," he said with + affected calmness. "I have a call to make in the Links."</p> + + <p>And he was retreating, even as he uttered these words.</p> + + <p>"I owe you £5," cried Hamilton, "which, <i>as a man of + honour</i>, I pay you to-night at seven o'clock, upon the + instant, at Stewart's. I have no wish to be dragged before the + club."</p> + + <p>With this barb, touched with wararra poison, or ten times + distilled kakodyle, and a layer of honey over all, Dewhurst + hurried away, to make no call. He was hard to subdue, and a + puppy, whose passion it was to strut, in the perfection of a + refined toilette, among fashionable street-walkers. While he was + abroad, his cares rankling within were overborne by the + consciousness of being "in position." The dog's nose is cold even + when his tongue is reeking; and as he walked slowly along, his + exterior showed the proper thermo-metric nonchalance—it was + not the time for a pyrometric measurement within the heart. On + his way, he talked to a Leith merchant, who hailed him; yet he + exhibited the required <i>retenu</i>, so expressive of confidence + and ease within, and withal so fashionable. You might have said + that he had the heart to wing a partridge,—to "wing it," a + pretty phrase in the mouth of a polite sportsman, who, if a + poacher were to break the bones of his leg, would, in his own + case, think it a little different. Yes, Dewhurst might have been + supposed to be able to "wing a partridge,"—not to "flay a + gull."</p> + + <p>It was while thus "in position"—not its master, but its + slave—that curvation of the spine of society, which + produces so much paralysis and death—that, when he came to + Princes Street, he felt himself constrained and able to walk up + South St. Andrew Street, direct to the door of the Royal Bank. He + even entered; he even drew a draft; he even made that draft + £110, all the money he had there in keeping for so many + coming wants and exigencies; he even presented it to the teller, + who knew his circumstances and his dangers—ay, and his + father's anxieties while he sent the yearly remittance.</p> + + <p>"All, Mr. Dewhurst?" said the teller, looking blank at the + draft.</p> + + <p>"All, sir; I require it all," answered the student, with such + a mouthful of the vowel, that we might write the word + <i>requoire</i>, and not be far from the pronunciation.</p> + + <p>The teller gave his head a significant shake. If he had had a + tail to shake, and had shaken that tail, it would have been much + the same.</p> + + <p>Having got the money, he was more than ever under the law of + that proclivity, on the broad line to ruin, on which so many + young men take stations; and still retaining his, he went at the + hour of the hot joints, to dine at the Rainbow, where he met many + others, in that refreshment house, of the same class, who, like + himself, considered—that is, while the money was + there—that guineas in the purse supersede the necessity of + having ideas in the head. He took to such liquid accompaniments + of the dinner, as would confirm the resolution he had formed, of + paying at once his debt of honour. And why not? Was not he of + that world whose code of laws draws the legitimate line of + distinction between debts contracted to industrious tradesmen for + the necessaries of life, and those which are the result of whim, + pride, or vindictiveness? All recollections of the flaying of the + bird, and of the lady's adjuration to heaven, had given way to + the enthusiasm of the noble feeling to obey the dictates of that + eternal and immutable code of honour. And by seven o'clock he was + at Stewart's, where he found Hamilton and Cameron waiting for + their respective "pounds of flesh."</p> + + <p>"Here is the £5," cried Hamilton, as he entered; and, + throwing the note upon the table, "it is for the gull trick."</p> + + <p>"And here," responded the West Indian, "is your £100 for + the woman trick."</p> + + <p>And he cast from him the bundle of notes, with a grandeur of + both honour and defiance. "But I have a reservation to make. + Campbell has not reported to me the issue of his commission; and + if it shall turn out that the woman retracts, I will reclaim the + money."</p> + + <p>"And get it too," said the other, laughing sneeringly, as he + counted the notes. "But here comes Campbell."</p> + + <p>"Campbell," cried Cameron, as his debtor entered, "I want my + £10 to pay Nightingale."</p> + + <p>"Ask Dewhurst," said Campbell. "I have been cheated by him. He + told me a lie. The woman speaks true, and I shall be + revenged."</p> + + <p>"I have nothing to do with Dewhurst," answered Cameron. "You + are my debtor; and if I don't get the money to-night—you + know my lodgings—the club will decide upon it + to-morrow."</p> + + <p>And, throwing a withering look upon his old friend—a + word now changed for, and lost in that expressive vocable, + debtor—he hurried out, followed by Hamilton, who had both + his money and his revenge, and wished to be beyond the reach of a + recall.</p> + + <p>Left to themselves, the two remaining friends of the hour + before, but now no longer friends, looked sternly at each other. + The one considered himself duped; the other was burning under the + imputation of being a cheat and a liar.</p> + + <p>"Oh I don't retract," said Campbell, with increased + fierceness. "It was upon the faith of your word that I ventured + the bet against my own convictions. I have traced the lady to + Great King Street, where she resides, as the aunt of the boy; and + I am satisfied that, in a case where the boy's mother is alive, + and now in her own house, he, of the age he is, never could have + used the word mother or mamma, or any word of that import, to his + father's sister. All power and energies are comparative. This + £10 cracks the spine of my fortune as effectually as ten + times the amount. I have not the money, and know no more where to + find it than I do to get hold of the philosopher's stone. I + repeat I have been cheated, and I demand of you the money."</p> + + <p>"Which you shall never get," replied Dewhurst. "I can swear + that I heard the words. They thrill on my ears now; and the best + proof of my conviction is, that I am myself ruined. Yes," and he + began to roll his eyes about, as the terrors of his situation + came rushing upon him, on the wake of the now departing effects + of the Rainbow wine—"Yes, the swell, the fop, the leader of + the college <i>ton</i>, whose coat came from the artistic study + of Willis, whose necktie could raise a <i>furore</i>, whose + glove, without a wrinkle, would condescend only to be touched by + friendship on the tip of the finger, is now at the mercy of any + one of twenty sleasy dogs, who can tell the sheriff I owe them + money. Money! why, I have only fifteen pounds in the wide world, + and I must pay that to my landlady."</p> + + <p>As he uttered these last words, the door opened, and there + stood before him a man with a blue coat, surmounted by a red + collar. He held a paper in his hand; his demeanour was + deferential and exuberantly polite.</p> + + <p>"That sum you have mentioned, sir," he said, looking to the + student, "with £10 added, will save you and me much + trouble. The debt to Mr. Reid is £25; and here is a certain + paper which gives me the power to do an unpolite thing. You + comprehend? I am an advocate for painless operations."</p> + + <p>"Will you accept the £15?" said Dewhurst, now scarcely + able to articulate.</p> + + <p>"Yes, if this gentleman here, who is, I presume, your friend, + will kindly add the £10. The expenses may stand."</p> + + <p>Campbell could only grin at this strange conversation.</p> + + <p>"Unwilling?" continued the messenger. "Ah, I see. It is + strange that when I devote myself to a gentleman, his friends fly + away. This is my misfortune. Well, there is no help for it. We + must take a walk to the prison," addressing himself to his + debtor. "You are a gentleman, and I shall be your servant in + livery."</p> + + <p>Dewhurst braced himself with a violent effort, like a spasm, + and took his hat.</p> + + <p>"Give me the £10," said Campbell. "It will make no + difference now. There are no degrees in despair."</p> + + <p>"I must take care of my master's money," said the officer, + with an attempt at a smile; and without going the full length of + imitating that most philanthropic of all executors of the law, + Simpson, who patted his victims on the back while he adjusted the + rope, he added, "And now, sir, I am at your humble service."</p> + + <p>In a very short time after, the strange events of that day + were terminated by the young man being placed in the debtor's + prison of the Calton. Like other jail birds, he at first shunned + his brethren in misfortune, fleeing to his room, and shrouding + himself in solitude and partial darkness. The change from a life + of gaiety, if not dissipation, to the experiences of prison + squalor, had come upon him without preparation, if indeed + preparation for evil ever diminishes or much ameliorates the + inevitable effects of the visitation. Unfortunates exhibit + wonderful diversities in their manifestations. Dewhurst became + dejected, broken in spirits, sad, and remorseful. He scarcely + stirred from the bed on which he had thrown himself when he + entered; and his mind became a theatre where strange plays were + acted, and strange personages performed strange parts, under the + direction of stage managers over whom he had no control. Though + some unhappy predecessor in the same cell had scribbled on the + wall,</p> + <pre> + "A prison is a cannie place, + Though viewed with reprobation, + Where cheats and thieves, and scants o' grace, + Find time for cogitation," +</pre> + + <p>he did not find that he could properly cogitate or meditate, + even if he had been, which he never was, a thinker. All his + thoughts were reduced to a continued wild succession of burning + images,—the mild face of his mother, so far away, as it + smiled upon him when he ran about among the cane groves of the + west; the negroes, with their "young massa" on their tongues, + jabbering their affection; his father scowling upon him as + undutiful; another, not so far away, in whose + eyes—beautiful to him—love dwelt as his worshipper, + looking all endearment, only the next moment to cast upon him the + withering glance of her contempt, if not hatred; admirers, + toadies, satellites, and sycophants, all there in groups and in + succession, beslabbering him with praises, then exploding in + peals of laughter. Nor was another awanting in these + saturnalia—the form and face of her whose one word of + sentence had been to him as a doom, and who fixed that doom in + his soul by her red glance of reproof. Seemingly very indifferent + objects assumed in the new lights of his spirit gigantic and + affraying features,—the sea-gull, with its torn back, + bleeding and quivering, and those diamond eyes so bright even in + its looks of agony—an object low indeed in the scale of + nature, but here elevated by some overruling power into the very + heart of man's actions and destinies, as if to show out of what + humble things the lightnings of retribution may come. Nay, these + diamond eyes haunted him; they were everywhere in these + saturnalian reveries, following every recurring image as an + inevitable concomitant which he had no power to drive away, + entering into the orbits of the personages, gleaming out of the + heads of negroes, that of his father, that of his mother, even + that of his mistress, imparting to the looks and glances of the + latter a brilliancy which enhanced beauty, while it sharpened + them into poignancy. But most of all were they in some way + associated with the form of the unknown lady. She never appeared + to him as the being on whom his destiny was suspended; but, + sooner or later, her own comparatively lustreless orbs changed + into those diamonds, which could fulminate scorn not less than + they could beam out supplication.</p> + + <p>For several days and nights he had scarcely any intervals of + peace from these soul-penetrating fancies, and these moments were + due to visits. But who came to visit? Not the writer to the + signet, the brother of his affianced, whom he had expected to see + first of all as a friend, if not as a relation, ready to extend + the hand that would save him; not any of those with whom he had + shared the folly of extravagance, if not dissipation, on whom he + had lavished favours in the wildness of his generosity. The first + was felicitating himself on his sister's escape; the latter + received the lesson that teaches prudence <i>a la distance</i>. + His only visitors were one or two heads of families where he had + been received as a fashionable friend, and these came only to + look and inquire. Their curiosity was satisfied when they got out + of him the amount of his debt, and pleased when they considered + that their daughters were at home, and under no chance of + becoming allied to a prisoner. One or two old associates, too, + paid their respects to him, but they were of those who had + resisted his fascinations and found their pleasures in their + studies. We seek for the virtues, but we do not always find them + in the high places, where masks, copied from them and bearing + their beautiful lineaments and their effulgence, are worn in + their stead only to cover the vices which are their very + antipodes. No: more often in lowlier regions, lying <i>perdu</i> + behind vices, not voluntary, but often, as it were, inflicted and + peering out, ashamed to be seen, because arrayed in the rags of + poverty. A solitary female stole in to him. Who was she? One with + whom he had formed a connection of not an honourable kind, only + now interrupted by the walls of the prison? No. One whom he had + long before cast off, only because the vice he had inoculated her + with had cast off the beauty that had inflamed him. Nor did he + know the meaning of that stealthy visit, which lasted only for a + few minutes—so unexpected, for he had not seen her during + many months, so singular, so unnatural, so unlike the world, + returning gratitude for injury, benediction for infamy, until, + after she had suddenly slipped away, he found by the side of the + wall a small bottle of wine. That form and face, once more + beautiful in his estimation than were those even now of his + honourable affianced, entered among the imagery of his reveries; + but the diamond eyes never displaced those of her gentle nature. + He had wronged her, but they never filled with the fire of + denunciation. She had looked her grief at him only through the + tears he had raised in them, and had never attempted to dry. Yes, + the diamond eyes entered everywhere, and into every form but that + one where the red heat of revenge might have been expected to + shrivel up and harden the issues of tears.</p> + + <p>Further on in the same evening, the jailer, a good-natured + sort of fellow, came in to him while he was absorbed in these + thoughts. He was at the time sitting on his bed.</p> + + <p>"A lady called in the dusk," he said, "and inquired if it was + true you were here. I told her it was."</p> + + <p>"And what more?" asked the youth, as he started out of his + day-dream. "But, stay—what like was she?"</p> + + <p>"I could scarcely see her," replied the man; "middling tail, + rather young, as I thought—with a veil, through which I + could see a pair of pretty, bright eyes."</p> + + <p>"Were they like diamonds?" cried the student, absolutely + forgetting that he was speaking to an ordinary mortal about very + ordinary things.</p> + + <p>"Ha, ha! I never saw diamond eyes," answered the jailer; "but + I've seen glass ones in a doll's head looking very bright. Why, + you 'aven't got mad, like some of the chicken-hearted birds in + our cage?"</p> + + <p>"Yes," cried the youth, "I'm frantic-mad; but stay, have + patience. Did she want to see me?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, she asked if she could; but when I told her she might, + she seemed to get afeared to come into a jail, and said she would + call again to-morrow night at the same hour."</p> + + <p>"Can you tell me nothing more of what she was like?—not + she who was here this evening?"</p> + + <p>"Why, no; don't you think I know her kind? Oh, we see many o' + them. They stick closest to the unfortunate, but 'tis because + they are unfortunate themselves. Common thing, sir. Never feel + for others till we have something to feel for ourselves. The + visitor is a lady, sir."</p> + + <p>"Can you tell me nothing more?" said the student eagerly. "How + was she dressed?"</p> + + <p>"A large, elegant cloak, sir; can scarcely say more."</p> + + <p>"Was it trimmed with fur?"</p> + + <p>"Not sure; but now, when I think, there was some lightish + trimming—I mean lighter than the cloak."</p> + + <p>"And the bonnet?"</p> + + <p>"Why, I think velvet; but you'll maybe see her yourself + to-morrow. The like o' her may do you good. The unfortunates who + stick so close to the unfortunate do no good—they're a + plaster that don't cure."</p> + + <p>"It is Maria!" ejaculated Dewhurst, as the jailer shut the + door. "She feels for me, and has come in spite of her + hard-hearted brother. Her diamond eyes are of another kind. They + speak wealth, and love to bestow it. Her fortune is her own, and + with that I may yet turn that wayward destiny, and laugh at my + persecutors."</p> + + <p>That ray of hope, illuminating his soul, changed almost in an + instant the whole tenor of his mind. It might be compared to a + stream of nervous energy, emanating from the brain, and shooting + down through the network of chords, confirming convulsed muscles, + and; imparting to trembling members consistency of action and + graces of motion. His reveries were scared by it, as owls under + the influence of a sunbeam, and retreated into the dark recesses + from which they had been charmed by the enchantment of despair. + The personages of these visions were no longer avengers, casting + upon him the burning beams of the diamond eyes. They were + hopeful, pitiful; the flatterers and fawners were at their old + work again, and Pleasure, with her siren face, smiled + blandishments on him. Then he would justify the favours of the + heaven he made for himself. He would be a logician, for once, in + that kind of dialectics called the "wish-born."</p> + + <p>"What was I afraid of?" he said to himself. "There is no + turpitude, no shame in a fair bet. I was worsted in an honourable + contest. What crazy power mocked me into the belief that all this + that has befallen me was connected with the flaying of a bird? + Don't we break the necks of innocent, yea, gentle fowls, not + depredators like gulls, every day for our dinners? And don't + ladies, as delicate as the unknown censor who dared to chastise + me with her eyes, eat of the same, with a relish delightful to + the tongues that pronounce the fine words of pity and + philanthropy? But, even admitting there was cruelty in the act, + where is the link that binds it with the consequences which have + brought me here? The bet upon the maternity was not an effect of + the flaying of the bird. If it followed the prior bet, it would + have followed another, in which I was gainer, equally the same. + The mad energy which weaves in my head these day-dreams, and + pursues me with these diamond eyes of wrath, is a lying power, + and I shall master it by the strength of my reason, which at + least is God's gift. Come, my Maria, as my good angel, and enable + me to free my mind from illusions. I will sit and look into your + eyes, as I have done so often. Yes, I will satisfy myself that + they shine still with the lustre of love, hope, and happiness; + and oh, let these, and these only, enter into my dreams."</p> + + <p>And thus he satisfied himself, as all do, whose hope weaves + the syllogisms of their wishes, and sits to see pleasure caught + on the wing. The day passed apace to usher in the evening with + its messenger of peace. Where, in that squalid place, would he + seat her, whose peculiar province was the drawing-room? How would + he receive her first look of sympathy? how repay it? with what + words express his emotions? with what fervour kiss those lips + redolent of forgiveness? with what ecstasy look into those eyes + refulgent with love? He would control himself, and be calm. He + would rehearse, that he might not fail in the forms of an + interview on which hung his destiny, almost his life. The hour of + seven arrived. He heard the heavy foot of the jailer come tramp, + tramp along the lobby. There was a softer step behind, as if the + echo of the heavier tread. A stern voice and a softer one mingled + their notes. The door opened.</p> + + <p>"My Mar—! O God! these scornful eyes again."</p> + + <p>"Not scornful now," replied the soft voice of a woman, as she + came forward, and stood before him in the dusk.</p> + + <p>"Were there light enough," she continued, "I would lift my + veil and show you that they are capable of a kindlier light than + even that they now carry, for the offering I made to heaven has + been more than answered."</p> + + <p>"Ah, you come to retract," he said, "to speak the truth at + last. It is not too late to say you <i>are</i> the + mother—the mother of the boy. Nor need you be ashamed: + there may be reasons; but many a woman lives to + repent—"</p> + + <p>"Hold, sir," she cried with indignation, as she fixed upon him + a look even more penetrating than that he so well remembered. "I + have nothing to retract—nothing to be ashamed of. I came + here out of pure sympathy, to make amends to one who has fallen + for a prayer which burst from me in my anger. Your friend, who + called for me, told me that you were a prisoner, and that your + imprisonment was the consequence of the wager which it fell to me + to decide. I did not come to repeat to you what I said before, + that I am not the mother of the boy, but to make an + explanation."</p> + + <p>"And I have one to ask," said he.</p> + + <p>"I am ready to answer."</p> + + <p>"How could I be deceived?" said he. "I heard the boy address + you as his mother."</p> + + <p>"And that is what I came to explain. I have taxed my memory + since Mr. Campbell insisted, in my presence, that Frederick did + address me in the manner you have stated. Shall I tell you the + precise words he used?"</p> + + <p>"I wait for them."</p> + + <p>"Well, they were, 'See ma.'"</p> + + <p>"The very words; and were they not enough for proof and + belief?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, sir; but there are words which have two significations. + Ma' is the contraction, as you know, for mamma, but it is + pronounced the same as <i>maw</i>, which is a word which we use + to designate those birds otherwise called gulls. I recollect that + while I was unable to bear the sight of the tortured bird, and + had turned my head in another direction, my nephew kept looking + over the rails, and that, as he saw the struggling creature, he + cried out to me the words you misconstrued. And thus the mystery + is cleared up."</p> + + <p>"Miserable and fatal error," he gasped out, as he staggered + back. "And the connection!—the connection! There <i>was</i> + retribution in those diamond eyes."</p> + + <p>"What mean you, sir?"</p> + + <p>"The bird's eyes that haunt me in my reveries, and enter into + the sockets of my dream-beings!"</p> + + <p>"Are you mad?"</p> + + <p>"No; or the heavens are mad, with their swirling orbs and + blazing comets, that rush sighing through space before some + terrible power that will give them no respite, except with the + condition that when they rest they die."</p> + + <p>"Poor youth! so early doomed; I pity you."</p> + + <p>"Ay, pity those who have no pity—those are the truly + wretched; for pity, in the world's life, is the soul of reason's + action. Ah, madam, it is those who have pity who do not need the + pity of others, for they are generally free from the faults that + produce the unhappiness that needs pity."</p> + + <p>"But you have been punished, I admit, in a very strange and + mysterious way; for the word used by the boy was the joining link + of the two transactions, and you were led to misconstrue + it—ay, and to take advantage of your misconstruction to get + the better of your friend."</p> + + <p>"I see it all."</p> + + <p>"But I say you have been punished," continued she, + consolingly; "and I perceive you are penitent—perhaps + justice is satisfied; and when you are liberated, you may be the + better for the lesson. I shall now reverse my prayer, and say to + one I shall perhaps never see again, May God deal mercifully by + you."</p> + + <p>And with these words, she retreated. But her prayer was never + answered, so far as man can judge of heaven's mysterious ways. + The conviction settled down and down into his heart, that that + apparently simple affair of killing a bird—which, even with + the aggravation of all the cruelty exhibited by the thoughtless, + yet certainly pitiless youth, is so apt to be viewed carelessly, + or only with an avowal of disapprobation—which, if too much + insisted on as an act to be taken up by superior retribution, is + more apt still to be laughed at—was the cause of all the + ills that had befallen him. The diamond eyes proved to him no + fancy. But for all this, we are afforded, by what subsequently + occurred, some means of explanation, which will be greedily laid + hold of by minute philosophers. Even then it was to have been + feared that the seeds of consumption had been deposited in + favourable soil. In our difficulties about explanations of mental + phenomena, we readily flee to diseases of the body, which, after + all, only removes the mystery a step or two back in the dark.</p> + + <p>It remains for me to add some words of personal experience. A + considerable period after these occurrences, I had + occasion—by a connection with a medium through which + Dewhurst received from his father, whose fortunes had in the + meantime failed, a petty allowance—to be the bearer to him, + now liberated, of a quarter's payment. I forget the part of the + town where I found him, but I have a distinct remembrance of the + room. It was a garret, almost entirely empty. He was lying on a + kind of bed spread upon the floor. There was a small grate, with + a handful of red cinders in it; only one chair, and a pot or pan + or two. There was a woman moving between him and the fireplace, + as if she had been preparing some warm drink or medicine of some + kind for him. I did not know then, but I knew afterwards, that + that woman was she who called upon him in prison, and deposited + the small bottle of wine. Her love for him had always overcome + any of those feelings of enmity, or something stronger, generally + deemed so natural in one who has been robbed of her dearest + treasure, and ruined. She alone had indeed not assumed the + diamond eyes. The diamonds were elsewhere,—yea, in her + heart, where she nourished pity for him who had so cruelly + deserted her, and left her to a fate so common, and requiring + only a hint to be understood by those who know the nature of + women. After he had got out of prison, she sought him out, got + the room for him, collected the paltry articles, procured food + for him, and continued to nurse him till his death, with all the + tenderness of a lover who had not only not been cast off, but + cherished. He betrayed the ordinary symptoms of consumption, and + the few words he muttered were those of thanks. I think he was + buried in the Canongate Churchyard.</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_6"><!-- RULE4 6 --></a> + + <h2>DAVID LORIMER.</h2> + <pre> + "There is a history in all men's lives."—SHAKSPEARE. +</pre> + + <p>It has been often said, and, I believe, with truth, that there + are few persons, however humble in station, whose life, if it has + been of any duration, does not present some incidents of an + interesting, if not instructive, nature.</p> + + <p>Induced by a belief in this assertion as a general truth, and + yet further by an opinion that, in my own particular case, there + are occurrences which will be considered somewhat extraordinary, + I venture to lay the following sketch of my life before the + reader, in the hope that it will not be found altogether devoid + of interest.</p> + + <p>With the earlier part of my history, which had nothing + whatever remarkable in it, I need not detain the reader further + than to say that my father was, though not a wealthy, a + respectable farmer in Lanarkshire; that he lived + at——, within fourteen miles of Glasgow; that I was + well educated; and that, at the period when I take up my own + history, I was in the eighteenth year of my age.</p> + + <p>Having given these two or three particulars, I proceed:</p> + + <p>It was in the year 18—, and during the week of the + Glasgow Fair, which occurs in July, that my father, who had a + very favourable opinion of my intelligence and sagacity, resolved + to entrust me with a certain important mission. This was to send + me to the fair of Glasgow to purchase a good draught horse for + him.</p> + + <p>I am not sure, however, that, with all the good opinion my + father entertained of my shrewdness, he would have deputed me on + the present occasion had he been able to go himself; but he was + not able, being confined to bed by a severe attack of rheumatism. + Be this as it may, however, the important business was put into + my hands; and great was the joy it occasioned me, for it secured + me in an opportunity of seeing Glasgow Fair—a scene which I + had long desired to witness, and which I had seen only once when + but a very young boy.</p> + + <p>From the moment I was informed by my father of his intention + of sending me to the fair, and which was only on the day + preceding that on which the horse-market is held, my imagination + became so excited that I could attend to nothing. I indeed + maintained some appearance of working—for though the son of + a farmer, I wrought hard—but accomplished little of the + reality.</p> + + <p>The joys and the splendours of Glasgow Fair, of which I had a + dim but captivating recollection, rose before my mind's eye in + brilliant confusion, putting to rout all other thoughts, and + utterly paralyzing all my physical energies. Nor was the + succeeding night less blessed with happy imaginings. My dreams + were filled with visions of shows, Punch's opera, rope-dancers, + tumblers, etc. etc., and my ears rang with the music of fiddles, + bugles, tambourines, and bass drums. It was a delicious night + with me; but the morning which brought an approach to the reality + was still more so.</p> + + <p>Getting up betimes, I arrayed myself in my best attire; which + attire, as I well recollect, consisted of a white corduroy + jacket, knee-breeches of the same colour and material, and a + bright-red waistcoat. A "neat Barcelona," tied carelessly round + my neck, and a pair of flaming-red garters, at least two inches + broad, wound round my legs just below the knee, and ending in a + knot with two dependent ends hanging down, that waved jauntily as + I walked, completed my equipment.</p> + + <p>Thus arrayed, and with thirty pounds in my pocket to purchase + a horse for my father, I took the road, stick in hand, for + Glasgow.</p> + + <p>It was a fine summer morning. I was in high spirits; and, in + my red waistcoat and red garters, looked, I believe, as tight and + comely a lad as might be seen.</p> + + <p>Pushing on with a light heart and light step, I quickly + reached the suburbs of the city, and in a few minutes more was + within view and earshot of the sights and sounds of the fair. I + saw the crowd; I got a glimpse of the canvas roofs of the shows + at the end of the old bridge—the locality on which the fair + was then held; and heard the screaming and braying of the cracked + trumpets, the clanging of the cymbals, and the thunders of the + bass drums.</p> + + <p>My heart beat high on hearing these joyous sounds. I quickened + my pace, and in a few seconds was in the thick of the throng that + crowded the space in front of the long line of shows extending + from the bridge to the Bridgegate. As it was yet several hours to + the height of the horse-market, I resolved on devoting that + interval to seeing some of the interesting sights which stood in + such tempting array before me.</p> + + <p>The first that fixed my regard was "The Great Lancashire + Giant," whose portrait at full length—that is, at the + length of some fifteen or twenty feet—flapped on a sheet of + canvas nearly as large as the mainsail of a Leith smack.</p> + + <p>This extraordinary personage was represented, in the picture, + as a youth of sixteen, dressed in a ruffled shirt, a red jacket, + and white trousers; and his exhibitor assured the spectators + that, though but a boy, he already measured nine feet in height + and seven feet round the body; that each of his shoes would make + a coffin for a child of five years old, and every stocking hold a + sack of flour. Six full-grown persons, he added, could be easily + buttoned within his waistcoat; and his tailor, he asserted, was + obliged to mount a ladder when he measured him for a jacket.</p> + + <p>Deeply interested by the astounding picture of this + extraordinary youth, and the still more astounding description + given of him by his exhibitor, I ascended the little ladder that + conducted to the platform in front of the show, paid my + twopence—the price of admission—and in the next + minute was in the presence of "The Great Lancashire Giant;" a + position which enabled me to make discoveries regarding that + personage that were not a little mortifying.</p> + + <p>In the first place, I found that, instead of being a youth of + sixteen, he was a man of at least six-and-thirty; in the next, + that if it had not been for the raised dais on which he stood, + the enormous thickness of the soles of his shoes, and the other + palpably fictitious contrivances and expedients by which his + dimensions were enlarged, he would not greatly have exceeded the + size of my own father. I found, in short, that the tremendous + "Lancashire Giant" was merely a pretty tall man, and nothing + more.</p> + + <p>Quitting this exhibition, and not a little displeased at being + so egregiously bitten, I passed on to the next, which was "Mr. + Higgenbotham's Royal Menagerie. The Noblest Collection of Wild + Beasts ever seen in the Civilised World."</p> + + <p>This was a splendid affair. On a narrow stage in front were + seated four fat red-faced musicians, in beef-eater coats, puffing + and blowing on bugles and trombones. Close by these, stood a + thin, sharp-eyed, sallow-complexioned man in plain clothes, + beating a huge drum, and adding the music of a set of Pandean + pipes, which were stuck into his bosom, to the general harmony. + This was Mr. Higgenbotham himself.</p> + + <p>But it was the paintings on the immense field of canvas above + that particularly attracted my attention. On this field were + exhibited an appalling collection of the most terrific monsters: + lions, as large as cows, gambolling amongst rocks; + ourang-outangs, of eight feet in height, walking with sticks in + their hands, as grave and stately as drum-majors; and a serpent, + as thick as a hogshead, and of interminable length—in + truth, without any beginning, middle, or end—twining round + an unfortunate black, and crushing him to death in its enormous + folds.</p> + + <p>All this was irresistible. So up the stair I sprang, paid my + sixpence, and in a moment after found myself in the centre of the + well-saw dusted area in the interior, gazing on the various birds + and beasts in the cages around me. It was by no means a + perplexing task; for, as in the case of "The Great Lancashire + Giant," the fulfilment of the inside but little corresponded with + the promise of the out. The principal part of the collection I + found to consist of half-a-dozen starved monkeys, as many + parrots—grey and green, an indescribable monster, in a dark + corner, strongly suspected by some of the spectators of being a + boy in a polar bear's skin, a bird of paradise, and a hedgehog, + which they dignified with the name of a porcupine.</p> + + <p>"Whaur's the lions, and the teegers, and the elephants, and + the boy instructor, and the black man?" said a disappointed + countryman, addressing a fellow in a short canvas frock or + overall, who was crossing the area with a bucket of water.</p> + + <p>"Ah! them's all in the other caravan," replied the man, "vich + should 'ave been here on Monday night, but hasn't coom yet, and + we suppose has broken down by the way; but there's a hanimal + worth 'em all," he added, pointing to the indescribable monster + in the dark corner. "The most curiousest ever was seen. Take a + look on him; and if you don't own he is, I'll heat him, skin and + all. They calls him the great Guampa from South America."</p> + + <p>Having said this, the fellow, desirous, for reasons best known + to himself, to avoid further questioning, hurried away, and + disappeared at a side door.</p> + + <p>It was just as this man left us, and as the small crowd of + spectators, of whom I was one, who had surrounded him, were + dispersing, that a gentleman—or a person, at least, who had + the air and manner of one, although somewhat broken down in his + apparel—came close up to me, and whispered in my ear, in a + perfectly calm and composed tone—</p> + + <p>"My lad, you are robbed."</p> + + <p>With a start of horror, and a face as pale as death, I clapped + my hand on the outside of my buttoned jacket, to feel for my + pocket-book, which I carefully deposited in an inside pocket. It + was gone.</p> + + <p>"Be calm—be composed, my lad," said the gentleman, + marking my excessive agitation, and seeing that I was about to + make some outcry. "The fellows will bolt on the least alarm; and + as there are three or four of them, may force their way out, if + driven to extremity. Leave the matter to me, and I'll manage it + for you."</p> + + <p>During all this time, the stranger, who had spoken in a very + low tone, carefully abstained from looking towards those of whom + he was speaking, and wore such an air of composure and + indifference, that no one could possibly have suspected for a + moment what was the subject of his communication to me.</p> + + <p>Having made this communication, and desired me to remain where + I was, and to exhibit no symptom of anything particular having + happened, my friend, as I could not but reckon him, went out for + an instant.</p> + + <p>When he returned, he kept hovering about the entrance into the + show, as if to prevent the egress of any one, but without making + any sign to me, or even looking at me. My agitation during this + interval was excessive; and although I strictly obeyed my + friend's injunctions, notwithstanding that I knew not to what + they were to lead, I could not suppress the dreadful feelings by + which I was distracted. I, however, did all I could to refrain + from exhibiting any outward sign of consciousness of my loss.</p> + + <p>To return to my friend. He had not stood, I think, more than a + minute at the entrance to the menagerie, when I observed three + fellows, after having winked to each other, edging towards it. My + friend, on seeing them approach, planted himself in the doorway, + and, addressing the first, at the same time extending his arms to + keep him back, said—</p> + + <p>"Stop a moment, my lad, I have something to say to you."</p> + + <p>The fellow seemed taken aback for a moment by this salutation; + but, quickly regaining his natural effrontery, he, with a + tremendous oath, made an attempt to push past, when four + policemen suddenly presented themselves at the entrance.</p> + + <p>"Come away, my lads," said my friend, addressing them. "Just + in time; a minute later, and the birds would have been flown. + Guard the door there a moment." Then, turning to the astonished + spectators who were assembled in the area—"Ladies and + gentlemen," he said, "there has been a robbery committed here + within these fifteen minutes. I saw it done, and know the person + who did it; but as he has several colleagues here, all of whom I + may not have discovered, I have no doubt that the + pocket-book—the article stolen—has been long since + transferred to other hands than those that first took it. It is + therefore necessary that we should all, without any exception, + submit to a search of our persons by the officers here."</p> + + <p>No objection to this proceeding having been offered by any of + the persons present, the search began; my friend submitting + himself the first.</p> + + <p>The operation was a tedious one; for it was unsuccessful. One + after another, including the three suspicious characters already + alluded to, was searched, but no pocket-book was found. At + length, the last person was taken in hand; and he, too, proved + innocent—at least of the possession of my lost + treasure.</p> + + <p>I was in despair at this result, thinking that my friend must + have been mistaken as to the robbery—that is, as to his + having witnessed it—and that my money was irretrievably + gone. No such despair of the issue, however, came over my + friend—he did not appear in the least disconcerted; but, on + the completion of the fruitless search, merely nodded his head, + uttering an expressive humph.</p> + + <p>"It's gone," said I to him in bitter anguish.</p> + + <p>"Patience a bit, my lad," he replied, with a smile. "The + pocket-book is within these four walls, and we'll find it + too."</p> + + <p>Turning now to one of the men belonging to the establishment, + he desired him to bring one of the rakes with which they levelled + the sawdust in the area.</p> + + <p>It was brought; when he set the man to work with it—to + rake up, slowly and deliberately, the surface of the sawdust, + himself vigilantly superintending the operation, and directing + the man to proceed regularly, and to leave no spot untouched. I + need not say with what intense interest I watched this + proceeding. I felt as if life or death were in the issue; for the + loss of such a sum as £30, although it could not, perhaps, + be considered a very great one, was sufficiently large to + distress my father seriously; and already some idea of never + facing him again, should the money not be recovered, began to + cross my mind.</p> + + <p>All thoughts, however, of this or any other kind were + absorbed, for the moment, by the deep interest which I took in + the operations of the man with the rake; an interest this in + which all present, less or more, participated.</p> + + <p>For a long while this search also was fruitless. More than + half the area had been gone over, and there was yet no appearance + of my lost treasure.</p> + + <p>At length, however—oh! how shall I describe the joy I + felt?—a sweep of the rake threw the well-known pocket-book + on the surface of the sawdust. I darted on it, clutched it, tore + it open, and saw the bank-notes apparently untouched. I counted + them. They were all there.</p> + + <p>"I thought so; I thought we should find it," said, with a calm + smile, the gentleman who had been so instrumental in its + recovery.</p> + + <p>The whole proceedings of the thief or thieves, so promptly and + correctly conjectured by my friend, were now obvious. Finding + that passing it from hand to hand would not avail them, he who + was last in possession of it had, on the search commencing, dropt + it on the ground, and shuffled it under the sawdust with his + foot.</p> + + <p>The police now requested my friend to point out the person who + had committed the robbery, that they might apprehend him; but + this he declined, saying that he was not quite sure of the man, + and that he would not like to run the risk of blaming an innocent + person; adding, with the quiet smile that seemed to be natural to + him, that as the money was recovered, it might be as well to let + the matter drop. The police for some time insisted on my friend + pointing out the man; but as he continued firmly to decline + interfering further in the matter, they gave it up and left the + place.</p> + + <p>Every one saw that it was benevolence, however impoperly + exerted, that induced my friend to refuse giving up the culprit; + and as I had now recovered my money, I felt pretty much in the + same disposition—that was, to allow him to fall into other + hands.</p> + + <p>I now presented the man who had been employed to rake the area + with five shillings, for his trouble. But how or in what way was + I to reward the friendly person to whom I was wholly indebted for + the recovery of my pocket-book? This puzzled me sadly. Money, at + least any such sum as I could spare, I could not offer one who, + notwithstanding the little deficiencies in his apparel formerly + noticed, had so much the appearance and manner of a gentleman. I + was greatly at a loss. In the meantime, my friend and I left the + exhibition together; he lecturing me the while, although in the + most kindly manner, on the danger of going into crowded places + with large sums of money about one's person.</p> + + <p>He said he had seen a good deal of the world, had resided long + in London, and knew all the tricks of the swell mob.</p> + + <p>"It was my knowledge and experience of these gentry," he + added, "that enabled me to manage your little matter so + successfully." We were at this time passing along Stockwell + Street, when, observing a respectable-looking tavern, it struck + me that I might, without offence, ask my friend to take a little + refreshment,—a glass of wine or so.</p> + + <p>With some hesitation, I proposed it.</p> + + <p>He smiled; and as if rather complying with my humour, or as if + unwilling to offend me by a refusal, said, "Well, my young + friend, I have no objection, although I am not greatly in the + habit of going to taverns. Not there, however," he added, seeing + me moving towards the house on which I had fixed my eye. "There + is a house in the Saltmarket, which, on the rare occasions I do + go to a tavern, and that is chiefly for a sight of the papers, I + always frequent. They are decent, respectable people. So we'll go + there, if you please; that is, if it be quite the same to + you."</p> + + <p>I said it was, and that I would cheerfully accompany him + wherever he chose.</p> + + <p>This point settled, we proceeded to the Saltmarket; when my + friend, who, by the way, had now told me that his name was + Lancaster, conducted me up a dark, dirty-looking close, and + finally into a house of anything but respectable appearance. The + furniture was scanty, and what was of it much dilapidated: half + the backs of half the chairs were broken off, the tables were + dirty and covered with stains and the circular marks of drinking + measures. A tattered sofa stood at one end of the apartment, the + walls were hung with paltry prints, and the small, old-fashioned, + dirty windows hung with dirtier curtains.</p> + + <p>To crown all, we met, as we entered, a huge, blowzy, tawdrily + dressed woman, of most forbidding appearance, who, I was led to + understand, was the mistress of the house. Between this person + and Mr. Lancaster I thought I perceived a rapid secret signal + pass as we came in, but was not sure.</p> + + <p>All this—namely, the appearance of the house and its + mistress, the shabbiness of the entrance to the former, the + secret signal, etc. etc.—surprised me a little; but I + suspected nothing wrong—never dreamt of it.</p> + + <p>On our taking our seats in the apartment into which we had + been shown, I asked my good genius, Mr. Lancaster, what he would + choose to drink.</p> + + <p>He at once replied that he drank nothing but wine; spirits and + malt liquors, he said, always did him great injury.</p> + + <p>But too happy to be able to contribute in any way to the + gratification of one who had rendered me so essential a service, + I immediately ordered a bottle of the best port, he having + expressed a preference for that description of wine.</p> + + <p>It was brought; when Mr. Lancaster, kindly assuming the + character of host, quickly filled our glasses, when we pledged + each other and drank.</p> + + <p>Wine, at that time, was no favourite liquor of mine, so that I + soon began to show some reluctance to swallowing it.</p> + + <p>Mr. Lancaster, perceiving this, began to banter me on my + abstemiousness, and to urge me to do more justice to the wine, + which he said was excellent.</p> + + <p>Prevailed on partly by his urgency, and partly by a fear of + displeasing him by further resistance, I now took out my glass as + often as he filled it.</p> + + <p>The consequence was, that I soon felt greatly excited; and + eventually so much so, that I not only readily swallowed bumper + after bumper, but, when our bottle was done, insisted on another + being brought in; forgetting everything but my debt of gratitude + to Mr. Lancaster, and losing sight, for the moment at any rate, + of all my obligations, in the delight with which I listened to + his entertaining conversation. For another half hour we went on + merrily, and the second bottle of wine was nearly finished, when + I suddenly felt a strange sinking sensation come over me. The + countenance of Mr. Lancaster, who sat opposite me, seemed to + disappear, as did also all the objects with which I was + surrounded.</p> + + <p>From that moment I became unconscious of all that passed. I + sank down on the floor in the heavy sleep, or rather in the utter + insensibility, of excessive intoxication.</p> + + <p>On awaking, which was not until a late hour of the night, I + found the scene changed. The room was dark, the bottles and + glasses removed, and my friend Mr. Lancaster gone.</p> + + <p>It was some seconds before I felt myself struck by this + contrast; that is, before I fully recollected the circumstances + which had preceded my unconsciousness. These, however, gradually + unfolded themselves, until the whole stood distinctly before me. + After having sat up for a second or two—for I found myself + still on the floor when I awoke, having been left to lie where I + fell—and having recalled all the circumstances of the day's + occurrences, I instinctively clapped my hand to the breast of my + jacket to feel for my pocket-book. It was again gone. Thinking at + first that it might have dropt out while I slept, I began groping + about the floor; but there was no pocket-book there. In great + alarm I now started to my feet, and began calling on the house. + My calls were answered by the landlady herself, who, with a + candle in her hand, and a fierce expression of face, flushed + apparently with drink, entered the apartment, and sternly + demanded what I wanted, and what I meant by making such a noise + in her house.</p> + + <p>Taking no notice of the uncourteous manner in which she had + addressed me, I civilly asked her what had become of Mr. + Lancaster.</p> + + <p>"Who's Mr. Lancaster?" she said fiercely. "I know no Mr. + Lancaster."</p> + + <p>"The gentleman," I replied, "who came in here with me, and who + drank wine with me."</p> + + <p>"I know nothing about him," said the virago; "I never saw him + before."</p> + + <p>"That's strange," said I; "he told me that he was in the habit + of frequenting this house."</p> + + <p>"If he did so, he told you a lie," replied the lady; "and I + tell you again, that I know nothing about him, and that I never + saw him before, nor ever expect to see him again."</p> + + <p>I now informed her that I missed a pocket-book containing a + considerable sum of money, and, simply enough, asked her if she + had it, or knew anything about it.</p> + + <p>At this, her rage, which before she seemed to have great + difficulty in controlling, burst out in the wildest fury.</p> + + <p>"I know nothing about your pocket-book," she exclaimed, + stamping passionately on the floor; "nor do I believe you had + one. It's all a fetch to bilk me out of my reckoning; but I'll + take care of you, you swindler! I'm not to be done that way. + Come, down with the price of the two bottles of wine you and your + pal drank—fifteen shillings—or I'll have the worth of + them out of your skin." And she flourished the candlestick in + such a way as led me to expect every instant that it would + descend on my skull.</p> + + <p>Terrified by the ferocious manner and threatening attitude of + the termagant, and beginning to feel that the getting safe out of + the house ought to be considered as a most desirable object, I + told her, in the most conciliatory manner I could assume, that I + had not a farthing beyond two or three shillings, which she was + welcome to; all my money having been in the pocket-book which I + had lost—I dared not say of which I had been robbed.</p> + + <p>"Let's see what you have, then," she said, extending her hand + to receive the loose silver I had spoken of. I gave it to + her.</p> + + <p>"Now," she said, "troop, troop with you; walk off, walk off," + motioning me towards the outer door, "and be thankful you have + got off so cheaply, after swindling me out of my reckoning, and + trying to injure the character of my house."</p> + + <p>But too happy at the escape permitted me, I hurried out of the + house, next down the stair—a pretty long one—at a + couple of steps, and rushed into the street.</p> + + <p>I will not here detain the reader with any attempt at + describing my feelings on this occasion: he will readily conceive + them, on taking into account all the circumstances connected with + my unhappy position. My money gone now, there was no doubt, + irretrievably; the market over, no horse bought, the hour late, + and I an entire stranger in the city, without a penny in my + pocket; my senses confused, and a mortal sickness oppressing me, + from the quantity of wine I had drunk, and which, I began to + suspect, had been drugged.</p> + + <p>Little as I was then conversant with the ways of the town, I + knew there was but one quarter where I could apply or hope for + any assistance in the recovery of my property. This was the + police office.</p> + + <p>Thither I accordingly ran, inquiring my way as I + went—for I knew not where it was—with wild + distraction in my every look and movement.</p> + + <p>On reaching the office, I rushed breathlessly into it, and + began telling my story as promptly and connectedly as my + exhaustion and agitation would permit. My tale was patiently + listened to by the two or three men whom I found on duty in the + office. When I had done, they smiled and shook their heads; + expressions which I considered as no good augury of the recovery + of my pocket-book.</p> + + <p>One of the men—a sergeant apparently—now put some + minute queries to me regarding the personal appearance of my + friend Mr. Lancaster. I gave him the best description of that + gentleman I could; but neither the sergeant nor any of the others + seemed to recognise him. They had no doubt, however, they said, + that he was a professed swindler, and in all probability one of + late importation into the city; that there was little question + that he was the person who had robbed me; adding, what was indeed + obvious enough, that he had assisted in the recovery of my + pocket-book from the first set of thieves who assailed me, that + he might secure it for himself.</p> + + <p>The house in the Saltmarket, which I also described as well as + I could, they knew at once, saying it was one of the most + infamous dens in the city. The men now promised that they would + use every exertion in their power to recover my money, but gave + me to understand that there was little or no hope of success. The + event justified their anticipations. They could discover no trace + of Lancaster; and as to the house in the Saltmarket, there was + not the slightest evidence of any connection whatever between its + mistress, or any other of its inmates, and either the robber or + the robbery. The police indeed searched the house; but of course + to no purpose.</p> + + <p>Being, as I have already said, penniless, and thus without the + means of going anywhere else, I remained in the police office all + night; and, in the hope every hour of hearing something of my + pocket-book, hung about it all next day till towards the evening, + when the sergeant, of whom I have before spoken, came up to me as + I was sauntering about the gate, and told me that it was useless + my hanging on any longer about the office; that all would be done + in my case that could be done; but that, in the meantime, I had + better go home, leaving my address; and that if anything + occurred, I would instantly be informed of it. "But I think it + but right to tell you, young man," he added, "that there is + scarcely any chance whatever of your ever recovering a sixpence + of your money. I mention this to prevent you indulging in any + false hopes. It is best you should know the worst at once."</p> + + <p>Satisfied that the man spoke truly, and that it was indeed + useless my hanging on any longer, I gave him my name and address, + and went away, although it was with a heavy heart, and without + knowing whither I should go; for to my father's house I could not + think of returning, after what had happened. I would not have + faced him for the world. In this matter, indeed, I did my father + a great injustice; for although a little severe in temper, he was + a just and reasonable man, and would most certainly have made all + allowances for what had occurred to me.</p> + + <p>The determination—for it now amounted to that—to + which I had come, not to return home, was one, therefore, not + warranted by any good reason; it was wholly the result of one of + those mad impulses which so frequently lead youthful inexperience + into error.</p> + + <p>On leaving the vicinity of the police office, I sauntered + towards the High Street without knowing or caring whither I went. + Having reached the street just named, I proceeded downwards, + still heedless of my way, until I found myself in the Saltmarket, + the scene of my late disaster.</p> + + <p>Curiosity, or perhaps some vague, absurd idea of seeing + something or other, I could not tell what, that might lead to the + recovery of my pocket-book, induced me to look about me to see if + I could discover the tavern in which I had been robbed. I was + thus employed—that is, gaping and staring at the windows of + the lower flats of the houses on either side of the street, for I + did not recollect on which was the house I wanted—when a + smart little man, dressed in a blue surtout, with a black stock + about his neck, and carrying a cane in his hand, made up to me + with a—</p> + + <p>"Looking for any particular place, my lad?"</p> + + <p>Taken unawares, and not choosing to enter into any + explanations with a stranger, I simply answered, "No, no."</p> + + <p>"Because if you were," continued my new acquaintance, "I + should have been glad to have helped you. But I say, my + lad—excuse me," he went on, now looking earnestly in my + face, and perceiving by my eyes that I had been weeping, which + was indeed the case—"you seem to be distressed. What has + happened you? I don't ask from any impertinent curiosity, but + from sympathy, seeing you are a stranger."</p> + + <p>Words of kindness in the hour of distress, by whomsoever + offered, at once find their way to the heart, and open up the + sluices of its pent-up feelings. The friendly address of the + stranger had this effect on me in the present instance. I told + him at once what had occurred to me.</p> + + <p>"Bad business, my lad; bad business indeed," he said. "But + don't be cast down. Fair weather comes after foul. You'll soon + make all up again."</p> + + <p>This was commonplace enough comfort; but without minding the + words, the intention was good, and with that I was gratified.</p> + + <p>My new friend, who had learnt from what I told him that I was + penniless, now proposed that I should take share of a bottle of + ale with him. Certain recollections of another friend, namely, + Mr. Lancaster, made me hesitate, indeed positively decline, this + invitation at first; but on my new acquaintance pressing his + kindness, and the melancholy truth occurring to me that I had now + no pocket-book to lose, I yielded, and accompanied him to a + tavern at the foot of the High Street. I may add that I was the + more easily induced to this, that I was in a dreadful state of + exhaustion, having tasted nothing in the shape of either food or + drink for nearly thirty hours.</p> + + <p>Having entered the tavern, a bottle of ale and a plate of + biscuit quickly stood before us. My entertainer filled up the + glasses; when, having presented me with one, he raised his own to + his lips, wished me "better luck," and tossed it off. I quickly + followed his example, and never before or since drank anything + with so keen a relish. After we had drunk a second glass + each—</p> + + <p>"Well, my lad," said my new acquaintance, "what do you propose + doing? Do you intend returning to the plough-tail, eh? I should + hardly think you'll venture home again after such a cursed + mishap."</p> + + <p>I at once acknowledged that I did not intend returning home + again; but as to what I should do, I did not know.</p> + + <p>"Why, now," replied my entertainer, "I think a stout, + good-looking, likely young fellow as you are need be at no loss. + There's the army. Did you ever think of that, eh? The only thing + for a lad of spirit. Smart clothes, good living, and free + quarters, with a chance of promotion. The chance, said I? Why, I + might say the certainty. Bounty too, you young dog! A handful of + golden guineas, and pretty girls to court in every town. List, + man, list," he shouted, clapping me on the shoulder, "and your + fortune's made!"</p> + + <p>List! It had never occurred to me before. I had never thought, + never dreamt of it. But now that the idea was presented to me, I + by no means disliked it. It was not, however, the flummery of my + new acquaintance, who, I need hardly say, was neither more nor + less than a sergeant in coloured clothes, assumed, I suppose, for + the purpose of taking young fellows like myself unawares,—I + say it was not his balderdash, which, young and raw as I was, I + fully perceived, that reconciled me to the notion of listing. It + was because I saw in it a prompt and ready means of escaping the + immediate destitution with which I was threatened, my foolish + determination not to return home having rather gained strength + than weakened, notwithstanding a painful sense of the misery + which my protracted absence must have been occasioning at home. + To the sergeant's proposal of listing, therefore, I at once + assented; when the former calling in the landlord, tendered me in + his presence the expressive shilling.</p> + + <p>The corps into which I had listed was the——, then + lying in the Tower, London, there being only the sergeant and two + or three men of the regiment in Glasgow recruiting. The matter of + listing settled, the sergeant bespoke me a bed for the night in + the tavern in which we were, that being his own quarters.</p> + + <p>On the following day I was informed, much to my surprise, + although by no means to my regret, that a detachment of recruits + for the—— were to be sent off that evening at nine + o'clock by the track boat for Edinburgh, and from thence by sea + to the headquarters of the regiment at London, and that I was to + be of the number. At nine o'clock of the evening, accordingly, we + were shipped at Port-Dundas.</p> + + <p>Before leaving Glasgow, however, I made one last call at the + police office to inquire whether any discoveries had been made + regarding my pocket-book, but found that nothing whatever had + been heard of it.</p> + + <p>On the following day we reached Edinburgh; on the next we were + embarked on board a Leith smack for London, where we arrived in + safety on the fourth day thereafter, and were marched to the + Tower, which was at the time the headquarters of the regiment. + Amongst the young men who were of the party who came up with me + from Scotland, there was one with whom I became particularly + intimate, and who was subsequently my comrade. His name was John + Lindsay, a native of Glasgow. He was about my own age, or perhaps + a year older—a lively, active, warm-hearted lad, but of a + restless, roving disposition.</p> + + <p>It was, I think, about a fortnight after our arrival in + London, that Lindsay one day, while rummaging a small trunk in + the barrack-room, which had formed the entire of his travelling + equipage from Scotland, stumbled on a letter, with whose delivery + he had been entrusted by some one in Glasgow, but which he had + entirely forgotten. It was addressed in a scrawling + hand—"To Susan Blaikie, servant with Henry Wallscourt, + Esq., 19, Grosvenor Square, London."</p> + + <p>"Here's a job, Davy," said Lindsay, holding up the letter. "I + promised faithfully to deliver this within an hour after my + arrival in London, and here it is still. But better late than + never. Will you go with me and see the fair maiden to whom this + is addressed? It contains, I believe, a kind of introduction to + her, and may perhaps lead to some sport."</p> + + <p>I readily closed with Lindsay's proposal, and in ten minutes + after we set out for Grosvenor Square, which we had no difficulty + in finding. Neither were we long in discovering No. 19, the + residence of Henry Wallscourt, Esq. It was a magnificent house, + everything about it bespeaking a wealthy occupant.</p> + + <p>Leaving me on the flagstones, Lindsay now descended into the + area; but in two or three minutes returned, and motioned me with + his finger to come to him.</p> + + <p>I did so, when he told me that he had seen Susan Blaikie, and + that she had invited us to come in. Into the house we accordingly + went, and were conducted by Susan, a lively, pretty girl, who + welcomed us with great cordiality, into what appeared to be a + housekeeper's room.</p> + + <p>My comrade, Lindsay, having given Susan all the Scotch, + particularly Glasgow, news in his budget, the latter left the + room for a few minutes, when she returned with a tray of cold + provisions—ham, fowl, and roast beef.</p> + + <p>Placing these before us, and adding a bottle of excellent + porter, she invited us to fall-to. We did so, and executed + summary justice on the good things placed before us.</p> + + <p>After this we sat for about half an hour, when we rose to + depart. This, however, she would not permit till we had promised + that we would come, on the following night, and take tea with her + and one or two of her fellow-servants. This promise we readily + gave, and as willingly kept. One of the party, on the night of + the tea-drinking, was the footman of the establishment, Richard + Digby—a rakish, dissipated-looking fellow, with an affected + air, and an excessively refined and genteel manner, that is, as + he himself thought it. To others, at least to me, he appeared an + egregious puppy; the obvious spuriousness of his assumed + gentility inspiring a disgust which I found it difficult to + suppress. Neither could I suppress it so effectually as to + prevent the fellow discovering it. He did so; and the consequence + was the rise of a hearty and mutual dislike, which, however, + neither of us evinced by any overt act.</p> + + <p>Having found the society of our fair countrywoman and her + friends very agreeable, we—that is, Lindsay and + myself—became frequent visitors; drinking tea with her and + her fellow-servants at least two or three times a week. While + this was going on, a detachment of the new recruits, of whom + Lindsay was one, was suddenly ordered to Chatham. I missed my + comrade much after his departure; but as I had by this time + established an intimacy with Susan and her fellow-servants on my + own account, I still continued visiting there, and drinking tea + occasionally as formerly.</p> + + <p>It was on one of these occasions, and about ten days after + Lindsay had left London, that as I was leaving Mr. Wallscourt's + house at a pretty late hour—I think about eleven at + night—I was suddenly collared by two men, just as I had + ascended the area stair, and was about to step out on the + pavement.</p> + + <p>"What's this for?" said I, turning first to the one and then + to the other of my captors.</p> + + <p>"We'll tell you that presently," replied one of the men, who + had by this time begun to grope about my person, as if searching + for something. In a moment after—"Ah! let's see what's + this," he said, plunging his hand into one of my coat-pockets, + and pulling out a silver table-spoon. "All right," he added. + "Come away, my lad;" and the two forthwith began dragging me + along.</p> + + <p>The whole affair was such a mystery to me, and of such sudden + occurrence, that it was some seconds before I could collect + myself sufficiently to put any such calm and rational queries to + my captors as might elicit an explanation of it. All that I could + say was merely to repeat my inquiry as to the meaning of the + treatment I was undergoing—resisting instinctively, the + while, the efforts of the men to urge me forward. This last, + however, was vain; for they were two powerful fellows, and seemed + scarcely to feel the resistance I made. To my reiterated demand + of explanation they merely replied that I should have it + presently, but that they rather thought I did not stand greatly + in need of it.</p> + + <p>Obliged to rest satisfied, in the meantime, with such evasive + answers, and finding resistance useless, indeed uncalled for, as + I was unconscious of any crime, I now went peaceably along with + the men. Whither they were conducting me the reader will readily + guess; it was to Bow Street.</p> + + <p>On being brought into the office, the men conducted me up to a + person who, seated at a desk, was busily employed making entries + in a large book. One of my captors having whispered something + into this person's ear, he turned sharply round and demanded my + name. I gave it him.</p> + + <p>"The others?" he said.</p> + + <p>"What others?" I replied. "I have only one name, and I have + given it."</p> + + <p>"Pho, pho!" exclaimed he. "Gentlemen of your profession have + always a dozen. However, we'll take what you have given in the + meantime." And he proceeded to make some entries in his book. + They related to me, but I was not permitted to see what they + were. The table-spoon which had been found in my pocket, and + which had been placed on the desk before the official already + spoken of, was now labelled and put past, and I was ordered to be + removed.</p> + + <p>During all this time I had been loudly protesting my innocence + of any crime; but no attention whatever was paid to me. So little + effect, indeed, had my protestations, that one would have + thought, judging by the unmoved countenances around me, that they + did not hear me at all, for they went on speaking to each other, + quite in the same way as if I had not been present. The only + indication I could perceive of a consciousness of my being there, + and of their hearing what I said, was an occasional faint smile + of incredulity. At one time, provoked by my importunity and my + obstinate iteration of my innocence, the official who was seated + at the desk turned fiercely round, exclaiming—</p> + + <p>"The spoon, the spoon, friend; what do you say to + that—found in your pocket, eh?"</p> + + <p>I solemnly protested that I knew not how it came there; that I + had never put it there, nor had the least idea of its being in my + possession till it was produced by those that searched me.</p> + + <p>"A very likely story," said the official, turning quietly + round to his book; "but we'll see all about that by-and-by. + Remove him, men."</p> + + <p>And I was hurried away, and locked up in a cell for the + night.</p> + + <p>I cannot say that, when left to myself, I felt much uneasiness + regarding the result of the extraordinary matter that had + occurred. I felt perfectly satisfied that, however awkward and + unpleasant my situation was in the meantime, the following day + would clear all up, and set me at liberty with an unblemished + character. From all that had taken place, I collected that I was + apprehended on a charge of robbery; that is, of abstracting + property from Mr. Wallscourt's house, of which the silver spoon + found in my possession was considered a proof. There was much, + however, in the matter of painful and inexplicable mystery. How + came the constables to be so opportunely in the way when I left + the house? and, more extraordinary still, how came the silver + spoon into my possession? Regarding neither of these + circumstances could I form the slightest plausible conjecture; + but had no doubt that, whether they should ever be explained or + not, my entire innocence of all such guilt as the latter of them + pointed at, would clearly appear. But, as the saying has it, "I + reckoned without my host." On the following morning I was brought + before the sitting magistrate, and, to my inexpressible surprise, + on turning round a little, saw Richard Digby in the witness-box. + Thinking at first that he was there to give some such evidence as + would relieve me from the imputation under which I lay, I nodded + to him; but he took no further notice of the recognition than by + looking more stern than before.</p> + + <p>Presently my case was entered on. Digby was called on to state + what he had to say to the matter. Judge of my consternation, + gentle reader, when I heard him commence the following + statement:—</p> + + <p>Having premised that he was servant with Mr. Wallscourt, of + No. 19, Grosvenor Square, he proceeded to say that during the + space of the three previous weeks he had from time to time missed + several valuable pieces of plate belonging to his master; that + this had happened repeatedly before he could form the slightest + conjecture as to who the thief could possibly be. At last it + occurred to him that the abstraction of the plate corresponded, + in point of time, with the prisoner's (my) introduction to the + house—in other words, that it was from that date the + robberies commenced, nothing of the kind having ever happened + before; that this circumstance led him to suspect me; that in + consequence he had on the previous night placed a silver + table-spoon in such a situation in the servants' hall as should + render it likely to be seen by the prisoner when he came to tea, + Susan Blaikie having previously informed him that he was coming; + that, shortly after the prisoner's arrival, he contrived, by + getting Susan and some of the other servants out of the room, on + various pretexts, to have the prisoner left alone for several + minutes; that, on his return, finding the spoon gone, he had no + longer any doubt of the prisoner's guilt; that, on feeling + satisfied of this, he immediately proceeded to the nearest + station-house, and procuring two constables, or policemen, + stationed them at the area gate, with instructions to seize the + prisoner the moment he came out; and that if the spoon was found + on him—of which he had no doubt—to carry him away to + Bow Street.</p> + + <p>Such, then, was Mr. Digby's statement of the affair; and a + very plausible and connected one, it must be allowed, it was. It + carried conviction to all present, and elicited from the + presiding magistrate a high encomium on that person's fidelity, + ability, and promptitude.</p> + + <p>The silver spoon, labelled as I had seen it, was now produced, + when Mr. Wallscourt, who was also present, was called on to + identify it. This he at once did, after glancing at the crest and + initials which were engraven on the handle. The charge against me + thus laid and substantiated, I was asked if I had anything to say + in my own defence.</p> + + <p>Defence! what defence could I make against an accusation so + strongly put, and so amply supported by circumstances? None. I + could meet it only by denial, and by assertions of innocence. + This, however, I did, and with such energy and + earnestness—for horror and despair inspired me with both + courage and eloquence—that a favourable impression was + perceptible in the court. The circumstantial statement of Digby, + however, with all its strong probabilities, was not to be + overturned by my bare assertions; and the result was, that I was + remanded to prison to stand trial at the ensuing assizes, Mr. + Wallscourt being bound over to prosecute.</p> + + <p>Wretched, however, as my situation was, I had not been many + hours in prison when I regained my composure; soothed by the + reflection that, however disgraceful or unhappy my position might + be, it was one in which I had not deserved being placed. I was + further supported by the conviction, which even the result of my + late examination before the magistrate had not in the least + weakened, that my innocence would yet appear, and that in + sufficient time to save me from further legal prosecution. Buoyed + up by these reflections, I became, if not cheerful, at least + comparatively easy in my mind. I thought several times during my + imprisonment of writing to my father,—to whom, by the way, + as I should have mentioned before, I wrote from Edinburgh, when + on my way to London, in order to relieve the minds of my mother + and himself from any apprehensions of anything more serious + having happened me, telling them of my loss, and the way it had + occurred, but without telling them that I had listed, or where I + was going,—I say I thought several times during my + confinement of writing to my father, and informing him of the + unhappy circumstances in which I was placed; but, on reflection, + it occurred to me that such a proceeding would only give him and + the rest of the family needless pain, seeing that he could be of + no service to me whatever. I therefore dropped the idea, thinking + it better that they should know nothing about the + matter—nothing, at least, until my trial was over, and my + innocence established; concomitant events, as I had no doubt they + would prove. In the meantime the day of trial approached. It + came, and I stood naked and defenceless; for I had no money to + employ counsel, no friends to assist me with advice. I stood at + the bar of the Old Bailey shielded only by my innocence; a poor + protection against evidence so strong and circumstantial as that + which pointed to my guilt.</p> + + <p>My trial came on. It was of short duration. Its result, what + every one who knew anything of the matter foresaw but myself. I + was found guilty, and sentenced to fourteen years' + transportation.</p> + + <p>As on a former occasion, I will leave it to the reader himself + to form a conception of what my feelings were when this dreadful + sentence rung in my ears—so horrible, so unexpected. A + sudden deafness struck me that, commingling all sounds, rendered + them unintelligible; a film came over my eyes; my heart fluttered + strangely, and my limbs trembled so that I thought I should have + sunk on the floor; but, making a violent effort, I supported + myself; and in a few seconds these agitating sensations so far + subsided as to allow of my retiring from the bar with tolerable + steadiness and composure.</p> + + <p>It was several days, however, before I regained entire + possession of myself, and before I could contemplate my position + in all its bearings with anything like fortitude or resignation. + On attaining this state, a thousand wild schemes for obtaining + such a reconsideration of my case as might lead to the discovery + of my innocence presented themselves to my mind. I thought of + addressing a letter to the judge who had tried me; to the foreman + of the jury who had found me guilty; to the prosecutor, Mr. + Wallscourt; to the Secretary of State; to the King. A little + subsequent reflection, however, showed me the utter hopelessness + of any such proceeding, as I had still only my simple, + unsupported assertions to oppose to the strong array of positive + and circumstantial evidence against me; that, therefore, no such + applications as I contemplated could be listened to for a moment. + Eventually satisfied of this, I came to the resolution of + submitting quietly to my fate in the meantime, trusting that some + circumstance or other would, sooner or later, occur that would + lead to a discovery of the injustice that had been done me.</p> + + <p>Writing to my father I considered now out of the question. The + same reasons that induced me to abstain from writing him before + my trial, presented themselves in additional force to prevent me + writing him after. I resolved that he should never know of the + misfortune, however undeserved, that had befallen me. I had all + along—that is, since my confinement—looked for some + letter or other communication from Lindsay. Sometimes I even + hoped for a visit from him. But I was disappointed. I neither saw + nor heard anything of him; and from this circumstance concluded + that he, too, thought me guilty, and that this was the cause of + his desertion of me. Friendless and despised, I at once abandoned + myself to fate.</p> + + <p>Of poor Susan Blaikie, however, I did hear something; and that + was, that she was discharged from her situation. This + intelligence distressed me much, although I had foreseen that it + must necessarily happen.</p> + + <p>In the apartment or cell into which I was placed after having + received sentence, there were five or six young men in similar + circumstances with myself—not as regarded innocence of + crime, but punishment. They were all under sentence of banishment + for various terms.</p> + + <p>From these persons I kept as much aloof as possible. My soul + sickened at the contamination to which I was exposed by the + society of such ruffians, for they were all of the very worst + description of London characters, and I did all I could to + maintain the distinction between myself and them, which my + innocence of all crime gave me a right to observe.</p> + + <p>Under this feeling, it was my habit to sit in a remote part of + the cell, and to take no share whatever either in the + conversation or in the coarse practical jokes with which they + were in the habit of beguiling the tedium of their + confinement.</p> + + <p>There was one occasion, however, on which I felt myself + suddenly caught by an interest in their proceedings.</p> + + <p>Seeing them one day all huddled together, listening with great + delight to one of their number who was reading a letter aloud, I + gradually approached nearer, curious to know what could be in + this letter to afford them so much amusement.</p> + + <p>Conceive my astonishment and surprise when, after listening + for a few minutes, I discovered that the subject which tickled my + fellow-prisoners so highly was a description of my own robbery; + that is, of the robbery in Glasgow of which I had been the + victim.</p> + + <p>It was written with considerable humour, and contained such a + minute and faithful account of the affair, that I had no doubt it + had been written by Lancaster. Indeed it could have been written + by no one else.</p> + + <p>The letter in question, then, was evidently one from that + person to a companion in crime who was amongst those with whom I + was associated—no doubt he who was reading it. The writer, + however, seemed also well known to all the other parties.</p> + + <p>In the letter itself, as well as in the remarks of the + audience on it, there was a great deal of slang, and a great many + cant phrases which I could not make out. But, on the whole, I + obtained a pretty correct knowledge of the import of both.</p> + + <p>The writer's description of me and of my worldly wisdom was + not very flattering. He spoke of me as a regular flat, and the + fleecing me as one of the easiest and pleasantest operations he + had ever performed. He concluded by saying that as he found there + was nothing worth while to be done in Scotland, he intended + returning to London in a few days.</p> + + <p>"More fool he," said one of the party, on this passage being + read. "That affair at Blackwall, in which Bob was concerned, has + not yet blown over, and he'll be lagged, as sure as he lives, + before he's a week in London."</p> + + <p>"Well, so much the better," said another. "In that case we'll + have him across the water with us, and be all the merrier for his + company."</p> + + <p>It was, I think, somewhat less than a month after + this—for we were detained in prison altogether about + two-months after sentence till a sufficient number had + accumulated for transportation—that we, meaning myself and + those in the ward in which I was confined, were favoured with a + new companion.</p> + + <p>Throwing open the door of our ward one afternoon, the turnkey + ushered in amongst us a person dressed out in the first style of + fashion, and immediately again secured the door. At first I could + not believe that so fine a gentleman could possibly be a convict; + I thought rather that he must be a friend of some one of my + fellow-prisoners. But I was quickly undeceived in this + particular, and found that he was indeed one of <i>us</i>.</p> + + <p>On the entrance of this convict dandy, the whole of my + fellow-prisoners rushed towards him, and gave him a cordial + greeting.</p> + + <p>"Glad to see you, Nick," said the fellow who had foretold the + speedy apprehension of the letter-writer, as already related. + "Cursed fool to come to London so soon. Knew you would be nabbed. + What have you got?"</p> + + <p>"Fourteen," replied the new-comer, with a shrug of his + shoulders.</p> + + <p>During all this time I had kept my eyes fixed on the stranger, + whom I thought I should know. For a while, however, I was greatly + puzzled to fix on any individual as identical with him; but at + length it struck me that he bore a wonderful resemblance to my + Glasgow friend Lancaster.</p> + + <p>His appearance was now, indeed, greatly changed. He was, for + one thing, splendidly attired, as I have already said, while at + the time I had the pleasure of knowing him first he was very + indifferently dressed. His face, too, had undergone some + alterations. He had removed a bushy pair of whiskers which he + sported in Glasgow, and had added to his adventitious + characteristics a pair of green spectacles. It was these last + that perplexed me most, in endeavouring to make out his identity. + But he soon laid them aside, as being now of no further + use—an operation which he accompanied by sundry jokes on + their utility, and the service they had done him in the way of + preventing inconvenient recognitions. Notwithstanding all these + changes, however, in the new-comer's appearance, I soon became + quite convinced that he was no other than Lancaster; and, under + this impression, I took an opportunity of edging towards him, and + putting the question plumply to him, although under breath, for I + did not care that the rest should hear it.</p> + + <p>"Your name, sir, is Lancaster, I think?" said I.</p> + + <p>He stared in my face for a second or two without making any + reply, or seeming to recognise me. At length—</p> + + <p>"No, youngster, it isn't," he said with the most perfect + assurance.</p> + + <p>"But you have taken that name on an occasion?" said I.</p> + + <p>"Oh, perhaps I may," he replied coolly. "I have taken a great + many names in my day. I'll give you a hundred of them at a penny + a dozen. But, Lancaster, let me see," and he kept looking hard at + me as he spoke. "Why, it can't be," he added, with a sudden + start. "Impossible! eh?" and he looked still more earnestly at + me. "Are you from Glasgow, young un?"</p> + + <p>I said I was.</p> + + <p>"Did you ever see me there?"</p> + + <p>I shook my head, and said, to my cost I had.</p> + + <p>How my friend Mr. Lancaster received this intimation of our + former acquaintance I must reserve for another number, as I must + also do the sequel of my adventures; for I have yet brought the + reader but half through the history of my chequered life.</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_7"><!-- RULE4 7 --></a> + + <h2>THE CONVICT;</h2> + + <center> + BEING THE SEQUEL TO "DAVID LORIMER." + </center> + + <p>The reader will recollect that when he and I parted, at the + conclusion of the last number, I had just intimated to Mr. + Lancaster my conviction of our having had a previous + acquaintance. Does the reader imagine that that gentleman was in + any way discomposed at this recognition on my part, or at the way + in which it was signified? that he felt ashamed or abashed? The + sequel will show whether he did or not.</p> + + <p>On my replying to his inquiry whether I had ever seen him in + Glasgow, by shaking my head, and saying that I had to my cost, he + burst into a loud laugh, and, striking his thigh with as much + exultation as if he had just made one of the most amusing + discoveries imaginable, exclaimed—</p> + + <p>"All right. Here, my pals," turning to the other prisoners. + "Here's a queer concern. Isn't this the very flat, Dick," + addressing one of their number, "that I did so clean in Glasgow, + and about whom I wrote you! The fellow whom I met in the + show."</p> + + <p>"No! Possible!" exclaimed several voices, whose owners now + crowded about me with a delighted curiosity, and began bantering + me in those slang terms in which they could best express their + witticisms.</p> + + <p>I made no reply to either their insolences or their jokes; + but, maintaining an obstinate silence, took an early opportunity + of withdrawing to a remote part of the apartment. Nor did + I—seeing how idle it would be to say a word more on the + subject of the robbery which had been committed on me in Glasgow, + as it would only subject me to ridicule and abuse—ever + afterwards open my lips to Lancaster on the matter: neither did + he to me, and there the affair ended; for, in a few days after, + he was removed, for what reason I know not, to another cell, and + I never saw him again.</p> + + <p>Let me here retrograde for a moment. In alluding, in the + preceding number, to the various wild ideas that occurred to me + after my condemnation, on the subject of obtaining a + reconsideration of my case, I forgot to mention that of applying + to the colonel of my regiment; but, on reflection, this seemed as + absurd as the others, seeing that I had been little more than + three weeks in the corps, and could therefore lay claim to no + character at the hands of any one belonging to it. I was still a + stranger amongst them. Besides, I found, from no interference + whatever having been made in my behalf, that I had been left + entirely in the hands of the civil law. Inquiries had no doubt + been made into my case by the commanding officer of my regiment, + but with myself no direct communication had taken place. My + connection with the corps, therefore, I took it for granted, was + understood to be completely severed, and that I was left to + undergo the punishment the sentence of the civil law had + awarded.</p> + + <p>To resume. In about a week after the occurrence of the + incident with Lancaster above described, I was removed to the + hulks, where I remained for somewhat more than a month, when I + was put on board a convict ship, about to sail for New South + Wales, along with a number of other convicts, male and female; + none of them, I hope, so undeserving their fate as I was.</p> + + <p>All this time I had submitted patiently to my destiny, seeing + it was now inevitable, and said nothing to any one of my + innocence; for, in the first place, I found that every one of my + companions in misfortune were, according to their own accounts, + equally innocent, and, in the next, that nobody believed + them.</p> + + <p>It was in the evening we were embarked on board the convict + ship; with the next tide we dropped down the river; and, ere the + sun of the following day had many hours risen, found ourselves + fairly at sea.</p> + + <p>For upwards of three weeks we pursued our course prosperously, + nothing in that time occurring of the smallest consequence; and + as the wind had been all along favourable, our progress was so + great, that many of us began thinking of the termination of our + voyage. These, however, were rather premature reflections, as we + had yet as many months to be at sea as we had been weeks.</p> + + <p>It was about the end of the period just alluded to, that as I + was one night restlessly tossing on my hard straw mattress, + unable to sleep, from having fallen into one of those painful and + exciting trains of thought that so frequently visit and so + greatly add to the miseries of the unfortunate, my ear suddenly + caught the sounds of whispering. Diverted from my reflections by + the circumstance, I drew towards the edge of my sleeping berth, + and thrusting my head a little way out—the place being + quite dark—endeavoured, by listening attentively, to make + out who the speakers were, and what was the subject of their + conversation. The former, after a little time, I discovered to be + three of my fellow-convicts—one of them a desperate fellow, + of the name of Norcot, a native of Middlesex, who had been + transported for a highway robbery, and who had been eminently + distinguished for superior dexterity and daring in his infamous + profession. The latter, however—namely, the subject of + their conversation—I could not make out; not so much from a + difficulty of overhearing what they said, as from the number of + slang words they employed. Their language was to me all but + wholly unintelligible; for although my undesired association with + them had enabled me to pick up a few of their words, I could make + nothing of their jargon when spoken colloquially.</p> + + <p>Unable, therefore—although suspecting something + wrong—to arrive at any conclusion regarding the purpose or + object of this midnight conversation, I took no notice of it to + any one, but determined on watching narrowly the future + proceedings of Norcot and his council.</p> + + <p>On the following night the whispering was again repeated. I + again listened, but with nearly as little success as before. From + what I did make out, however, I was led to imagine that some + attempt on the ship was contemplated; and in this idea I was + confirmed, when Norcot, on the following day, taking advantage of + a time when none of the seamen or soldiers, who formed our guard, + were near, slapped me on the shoulder with a—</p> + + <p>"Well, my pal, how goes it?"</p> + + <p>Surprised at this sudden familiarity on the part of a man from + whom I had always most especially kept aloof, and who, I was + aware, had marked my shyness, as he had never before sought to + exchange words with me, it was some seconds before I could make + him any answer. At length—</p> + + <p>"If you mean as to my health," said I, "I am very well."</p> + + <p>"Ay, ay; but I don't mean that," replied Norcot. "How do you + like your quarters, my man? How do you like this sort of life, + eh?"</p> + + <p>"Considering all circumstances, it's well enough; as well as + ought reasonably to be expected," said I, in a tone meant to + discourage farther conversation on the subject. But he was not to + be so put off.</p> + + <p>"Ay, in the meantime," said he; "but wait you till we get to + New South Wales; you'll see a difference then, my man, I'm + thinking. You'll be kept working, from sunrise till sunset, up to + the middle in mud and water, with a chain about your neck. You'll + be locked up in a dungeon at night, fed upon mouldy biscuit, and, + on the slightest fault, or without any fault at all, be flogged + within an inch of your life with a cat-o'-nine-tails. How will ye + like that, eh?"</p> + + <p>"<i>That</i> I certainly should not like," I replied. "But I + hope you're exaggerating a little." I knew he was.</p> + + <p>"Not a bit of it," said Norcot. "Come here, Knuckler;" and he + motioned to a fellow-convict to come towards him. "I've been + telling this young cove here what he may expect when we reach our + journey's end, but he won't believe me." Having repeated the + description of convict life which he had just given me—</p> + + <p>"Now, Knuckler, isn't that the truth?" he said.</p> + + <p>"True as gospel," exclaimed Knuckler, with a hideous oath; + adding—"Ay, and in some places they are still worse + used."</p> + + <p>"You hear that?" said Norcot. "I wasn't going to bamboozle you + with any nonsense, my lad. We're all in the same lag, you know, + and must stick by one another."</p> + + <p>My soul revolted at this horrible association, but I took care + to conceal my feelings.</p> + + <p>Norcot went on:—"Now, seeing what we have to expect when + we get to t'other side of the water, wouldn't he be a fool who + wouldn't try to escape it if he could, eh? Ay, although at the + risk of his life?"</p> + + <p>At this moment we were interrupted by a summons to the deck, + it being my turn, with that of several others, to enjoy the + luxury of inhaling the fresh sea breeze above. Norcot had thus + only time to add, as I left him—</p> + + <p>"I'll speak to you another time, my cove."</p> + + <p>Having now no doubt that some mischief was hatching amongst + the convicts, and that the conversation that had just passed was + intended at once to sound my disposition and to incline me + towards their projects, I felt greatly at a loss what to do. That + I should not join in their enterprise, of whatsoever nature it + might be, I at once determined. But I felt that this was not + enough, and that I was bound to give notice of what I had seen + and heard to those in command of the vessel, and that without + loss of time, as there was no saying how wild or atrocious might + be the scheme of these desperadoes, or how soon they might put it + in execution.</p> + + <p>Becoming every moment more impressed with the conviction that + this was my duty, I separated myself as far as I could from my + companions, and, watching an opportunity, said, in a low tone, to + the mate of the vessel, whom a chance movement brought close to + where I stood—</p> + + <p>"Mischief going on. Could I have a moment's private speech of + the captain?"</p> + + <p>The man stared at me for an instant with a look of + non-comprehension, as I thought; and, without saying a word, he + then resumed the little piece of duty he had been engaged in when + I interrupted him, and immediately after went away, still without + speaking, and indeed without taking any further notice of me.</p> + + <p>I now thought he had either not understood me, or was not + disposed to pay any attention to what I said. I was mistaken in + my conjectures, and in one of them did injustice to his + intelligence.</p> + + <p>A moment after he left me I saw the captain come out of the + cabin, and look hard at me for a second or two. I observed him + then despatch the steward towards me. On that person's + approach—</p> + + <p>"I say, my lad," he exclaimed, so as to be heard by the rest + of the convicts on deck, "can you wipe glasses and clean knives, + eh? or brush shoes, or anything of that kind?"</p> + + <p>Not knowing his real purpose in thus addressing me, I said I + had no experience in that sort of employment, but would do the + best I could.</p> + + <p>"Oh, if you be willing," he said, "we'll soon make you able. I + want a hand just now; so come aft with me, and I'll find you + work, and show you how to do it too."</p> + + <p>I followed him to the cabin; but I had not been there a minute + when the captain came down, and, taking me into a state room, + said—</p> + + <p>"Well, my lad, what's all this? You wanted a private word of + me, and hinted to the mate that you knew of some mischief going + on amongst the convicts. What is it?"</p> + + <p>I told him of the secret whisperings at night I had overheard, + and of the discourse Norcot had held with me; mentioning, + besides, several expressions which I thought pointed to a secret + conspiracy of some kind or other.</p> + + <p>The captain was of the same opinion, and after thanking me for + my information, and telling me that he would take care that the + part I had acted should operate to my advantage on our arrival in + the colony, he desired me to take no notice of what had passed, + but to mingle with my associates as formerly, and to leave the + whole matter to him.</p> + + <p>To cover appearances, I was subsequently detained in the + steward's room for about a couple of hours, when I was sent back + to my former quarters; not, however, without having been well + entertained by the steward, by the captain's orders.</p> + + <p>What intermediate steps the captain took I do not know, but on + that night Norcot and other ten of the most desperate of the + convicts were thrown into irons.</p> + + <p>Subsequent inquiry discovered a deep-laid plot to surprise the + guard, seize their arms, murder the captain and crew and all who + resisted, and take possession of the ship.</p> + + <p>Whether such a desperate attempt would have been successful or + not, is doubtful; but there is no question that a frightful scene + of bloodshed would have taken place; nor that, if the ruffians + had managed well, and judiciously timed their attack, they had + some chance, and probably not a small one, of prevailing.</p> + + <p>As it was, however, the matter was knocked on the head; for + not only were the leaders of the conspiracy heavily ironed, but + they were placed in different parts of the ship, wholly apart, + and thus could neither act nor hold the slightest communication + with each other.</p> + + <p>Although the part I had acted in this affair did not operate + in my favour with the greater part of my + fellow-convicts,—for, notwithstanding all our caution, a + strong suspicion prevailed amongst them that I was the + informer,—it secured me the marked favour of all others on + board the ship, and procured me many little indulgences which + would not otherwise have been permitted, and, generally, much + milder treatment than was extended to the others; and I confess I + was not without an idea that I deserved it.</p> + + <p>On our arrival at Sydney, whither I now hurry the reader, + nothing subsequent to the incident just recorded having occurred + in the interval with which I need detain him, I was immediately + assigned, with several others, to a farmer, a recently arrived + emigrant, who occupied a grant of land of about a thousand acres + in the neighbourhood of the town of Maitland.</p> + + <p>Before leaving the ship, the captain added to his other + kindnesses an assurance that he would not fail to represent my + case—meaning with reference to the service I had done him + in giving information of the conspiracy amongst the + convicts—to the governor, and that he had no doubt of its + having a favourable effect on my future fortunes, provided I + seconded it by my own good conduct.</p> + + <p>The person to whom we had been assigned, an Englishman, being + on the spot waiting us, we were forthwith clapped into a covered + waggon, and driven off to our destination, our new master + following us on horseback.</p> + + <p>The work to which we were put on the farm was very laborious, + consisting, for several weeks, in clearing the land of trees; + felling, burning, and grubbing up the roots. But we were well + fed, and, on the whole, kindly treated in other respects; so + that, although our toil was severe, we had not much to complain + of.</p> + + <p>In this situation I remained for a year and a half, and had + the gratification of enjoying, during the greater part of that + time, the fullest confidence of my employer, whose good opinion I + early won by my orderly conduct, and—an unusual thing + amongst convicts—by my attention to his interests.</p> + + <p>On leaving him, he gave me, unasked, a testimonial of + character, written in the strongest terms.</p> + + <p>I was now again returned on the hands of Government, to await + the demand of some other settler for my services.</p> + + <p>In the meantime I had heard nothing of the result of the + captain's representation in my behalf to the governor, but had no + doubt I would reap the benefit of it on the first occasion that I + should have a favour to ask. The first thing in this way that I + had to look for was what is called a ticket of leave; that is, a + document conferring exemption for a certain period from + Government labour, and allowing the party possessing it to employ + himself in any lawful way he pleases, and for his own advantage, + during the time specified by the ticket. My sentence, however, + having been for fourteen years, I could not, in the ordinary + case, look for this indulgence till the expiration of six years, + such being the colonial regulations.</p> + + <p>But imagining the good service I had done in the convict ship + would count for something, and probably induce the governor to + shorten my term of probation, I began now to think of applying + for the indulgence. This idea I shortly after acted upon, and + drew up a memorial to the personage just alluded to; saying + nothing, however, of my innocence of the crime for which I had + been transported, knowing that, as such an assertion would not be + believed, it would do much more harm than good. In this memorial, + however, I enclosed the letter of recommendation given me by my + last master.</p> + + <p>It was eight or ten days before I heard anything of my + application. At the end of that time, however, I received a very + gracious answer. It said that my "praiseworthy conduct" on board + the ship in which I came to the colony had been duly reported by + the captain, and that it would be remembered to my advantage; + that, at the, expiry of my second year in the colony, of which + there were six months yet to run, a ticket of leave would be + granted me—thus abridging the period by four years; and + that, if I continued to behave as well as I had done, I might + expect the utmost indulgence that Government could extend to one + in my situation.</p> + + <p>With this communication, although it did not immediately grant + the prayer of my petition, I was much gratified, and prepared to + submit cheerfully to the six months' compulsory labour which were + yet before me.</p> + + <p>Shortly after this I was assigned to another settler, in the + neighbourhood of Paramatta. This was a different sort of person + from the last I had served, and, I am sorry to say, a countryman. + His name I need not give; for although the doing so could no + longer affect him, he being long dead, it might give pain to his + relatives, several of whom are alive both here and in New South + Wales. This man was a tyrant, if ever there was one, and + possessed of all the passion and caprice of the worst description + of those who delight in lording it over their fellow-creatures. + There was not a week that he had not some of my unhappy + fellow-servants before a magistrate, often for the most trivial + faults—a word, a look—and had them flogged by + sentence of the court, by the scourger of the district, till the + blood streamed from their backs. Knowing how little consideration + there is for the unhappy convict in all cases of difference with + his taskmaster, and that however unjust or unreasonable the + latter's complaints may be, they are always readily entertained + by the subordinate authorities, and carefully recorded against + the former to his prejudice, I took care to give him no offence. + To say nothing of his positive orders, I obeyed his every + slightest wish with a promptitude and alacrity that left him no + shadow of ground to complain of me. It was a difficult task; but + it being for my interest that no complaint of me, just or unjust, + should be put on record against me, I bore all with what I must + call exemplary patience and fortitude.</p> + + <p>I have already said that my new master was a man of the most + tyrannical disposition—cruel, passionate, and vindictive. + He was all this; and his miserable fate—a fate which + overtook him while I was in his employment—was, in a great + measure, the result of his ungovernable and merciless temper.</p> + + <p>Some of the wretched natives of the country—perhaps the + most miserable beings on the face of the earth, as they are + certainly the lowest in the scale of intellect of all the savage + tribes that wander on its surface—used to come occasionally + about our farm, in quest of a morsel of food. Amongst these were + frequently women with infants on their backs. If my master was + out of the way when any of these poor creatures came about the + house, his wife, who was a good sort of woman, used to relieve + them; and so did we, also, when we had anything in our power. + Their treatment, however, was very different when our master + happened to be at home. The moment he saw any of these poor + blacks approaching, he used to run into the house for his rifle, + and on several occasions fired at and wounded the unoffending + wretches. At other times he hounded his dogs after them, himself + pursuing and hallooing with as much excitement as if he had been + engaged in the chase of some wild beasts instead of human + beings—beings as distinctly impressed as himself with the + image of his God.</p> + + <p>It is true that these poor creatures were mischievous + sometimes, and that they would readily steal any article to which + they took a fancy. But in beings so utterly ignorant, and so + destitute of all moral perceptions, such offences could hardly be + considered as criminal; not one, at any rate, deserving of wounds + and death at the caprice of a fellow-creature acting on his own + impulses, unchecked by any legal or judicial control. Besides, it + were easy to prevent the depredations of these poor + creatures—easy to drive them off without having recourse to + violence.</p> + + <p>The humanity and forbearance, however, which such a mode of + proceeding with the aborigines would require was not to be found + in my master. Fierce repulsion and retaliation were the only + means he would have recourse to in his mode of treating them; and + the consequence was, his inspiring the natives with a hatred of + him, and a desire of vengeance for his manifold cruelties towards + them, which was sure, sooner or later, to end in his destruction. + It did so. One deed of surpassing cruelty which he perpetrated + accomplished his fate.</p> + + <p>One day, seeing two or three natives, amongst whom was a woman + with a young infant on her back, passing within a short distance + of the house, not approaching it—for he was now so much + dreaded by these poor creatures that few came to the + door—my master, as usual, ran in for his rifle, and calling + his dogs around him, gave chase to the party.</p> + + <p>The men being unencumbered, fled on seeing him, and being + remarkably swift of foot, were soon out of his reach. Not so the + poor woman with the child on her back: she could not escape; and + at her the savage ruffian fired, killing both her and the infant + with the same murderous shot.</p> + + <p>This double murder was of so unprovoked, so cold-blooded, and + atrocious a nature, that it is probable, little as the life of a + native was accounted in those days, that my master would have + been called upon to answer for his crime before the tribunals of + the colony; but retribution overtook him by another and a + speedier course.</p> + + <p>On the following day my master came out of the house, about + ten o'clock in the forenoon, with an axe in one hand, and the + fatal rifle, his constant companion, with which he had + perpetrated the atrocious deed on the preceding day, in the + other, and coming up to me, told me that he was going to a + certain spot in an adjoining wood to cut some timber for paling, + and that he desired I should come to him two hours after with one + of the cars or sledges in use on the farm, to carry home the cut + wood. Having said this, he went off, little dreaming of the fate + that awaited him.</p> + + <p>At the time appointed I went with a horse and sledge to the + wood, but was much surprised to find that my master was not at + the spot where he said he would be;—a surprise which was + not a little increased by perceiving, from two or three felled + sticks that lay around, that he had been there, but had done + little—so little, that he could not have been occupied, as + I calculated, for more than a quarter of an hour. Thinking, + however, that wherever he had gone he would speedily return, I + sat down to await him; but he came not. An entire hour elapsed, + and still he did not make his appearance. Beginning now to + suspect that some accident had happened him, I hurried home to + inquire if they had seen or heard anything of him there. They had + not. His family became much alarmed for his safety—a + feeling in which my conscience forbids me to say that I + participated.</p> + + <p>Two of my fellow-servants now accompanied me back to the wood, + which it was proposed we should search. This, so soon as we had + reached the spot where my master had appointed to meet me, and + where, as already mentioned, he had evidently been, we began to + do, whooping and hallooing at the same time to attract his + attention should he be anywhere within hearing.</p> + + <p>For a long while our searching and shouting were vain. At + length one of my companions, who had entered a tangled patch of + underwood which we had not before thought of looking, suddenly + uttered a cry of horror. We ran up to him, and found him gazing + on the dead body of our master, who lay on his face, transfixed + by a native spear, which still stood upright in his back. It was + one of those spears which the aborigines of New South Wales use, + on occasion, as missiles, and which they throw with an + astonishing force and precision.</p> + + <p>Such, then, was the end of this cruel man; and that it + exceeded his deserts can hardly be maintained.</p> + + <p>Luckily for me, my period of service with my late master was + at this time about out. A few days more, and I became entitled to + my ticket of leave. For this indulgence I applied when the time + came, and it was immediately granted me for one year. On + obtaining my ticket I proceeded to Sydney, as the most likely + place to fall in with some employment. On this subject, however, + I felt much at a loss; for not having been bred to any mechanical + trade, I could do nothing in that way. Farming was the only + business of which I knew anything; and in this, my father having + been an excellent farmer, I was pretty well skilled. My hope, + therefore, was, that I would find some situation as a farm + overseer, and thought Sydney, although a town, the likeliest + place to fall in with or hear of an employer. On arriving in + Sydney, I proceeded to the house of a countryman of the name of + Lawson, who kept a tavern, and to whom I brought a letter of + introduction from a relative of his own who had been banished for + sedition, and who was one of my fellow-labourers in the last + place where I had served. On reading the letter, Lawson, who was + a kind-hearted man, exclaimed—</p> + + <p>"Puir Jamie, puir fallow; and hoo is he standin't oot?"</p> + + <p>I assured him that he was bearing his fate manfully, but that + he had been in the service of a remorseless master.</p> + + <p>"Ay, I ken him," said Lawson. "A man that's no gude to his ain + canna be gude to ithers."</p> + + <p>"You must speak of him now, however, in the past tense," said + I. "Mr.——- is dead."</p> + + <p>"Dead!" exclaimed Lawson, with much surprise. "When did he + die?"</p> + + <p>I told him, and also of the manner of his death.</p> + + <p>"Weel, that is shockin'," he remarked; "but, upon my word, + better couldna hae happened him, for he was a cruel-hearted man." + Then, reverting to his relative, "Puir Jamie," he said; "but I + think we'll manage to get Jamie oot o' his scrape by-and-by. I + hae gude interest wi' the governor, through a certain + acquaintance, and houpe to be able to get him a free pardon in a + whily. But he maun just submit a wee in the meantime."</p> + + <p>"But anent yoursel, my man," continued Lawson, "what can I do + for ye? Jamie, here, speaks in the highest terms o' ye, and begs + me to do what I can for ye; and that I'll willingly do on his + account. What war' ye bred to?"</p> + + <p>I told him that I had been bred to the farming business, and + that I should like to get employment as a farm overseer or upper + servant, to engage for a year.</p> + + <p>"Ay, just noo, just noo," said honest Lawson. "Weel, I'll tell + you what it is, and it's sae far lucky: there was a decent, + respectable-looking man here the day, a countryman o' our + ain—and I believe he'll sleep here the nicht—wha was + inquirin' if I kent o' ony decent, steady lad who had been brocht + up in the farmin' line. I kenna hoo they ca' the man, but he has + been in my house, noo, twa or three times. He's only twa or three + months arrived in the colony, and is settled somewhere in the + neighbourhood o' Liverpool—our Liverpool, ye ken, no the + English Liverpool. He seems to be in respectable circumstances. + Noo, if he comes to sleep here the nicht, as I hae nae doot he + will, seein' there's nae coach for Liverpool till the morn's + mornin'—I'll mention you till him, and maybe ye may mak a + bargain."</p> + + <p>I thanked Lawson for his kindness, and was about leaving the + house, with a promise to call back in the evening, when he + stopped me, and insisted on my taking some refreshment. This, + which consisted of some cold roast fowl and a glass of brandy and + water, I readily accepted. When I had partaken of his hospitality + I left the house, repeating my promise to call again in the + evening. The interval, knowing nobody in Sydney, I spent in + sauntering about the town.</p> + + <p>On the approach of evening, I again returned to Lawson's. He + was standing in the doorway when I came forward.</p> + + <p>"Come awa, lad," he said, with a glad face, on seeing me. + "Your frien's here, and I hae been speakin' to him aboot ye, and + he seems inclined to treat wi' you. But he's takin' a bit chack + o' dinner 'enoo, sae we'll let him alane for twa or three + minutes. Stap ye awa in there to the bar, in the meanwhile, and + I'll let him ken in a wee that ye're here."</p> + + <p>I did so. In about ten minutes after, Lawson came to me, and + said the gentleman up stairs would be glad to see me. I rose and + followed him. We entered the room, the worthy landlord leading + the way. The stranger, with his elbow resting on the table, was + leaning his head thoughtfully on his hand when we entered. He + gazed at me for an instant wildly; he sprang from his chair; he + clasped me in his arms. I returned the embrace. Reader, it was my + own father!</p> + + <p>"Davie, my son," he exclaimed, so soon as his surprise and + emotion would permit him to speak, "how, in the name of all + that's wonderful, has this come about? Where are you from? how + came you here? and where on earth have you been all this weary + time, since you left us?"</p> + + <p>It was several minutes before I could make any reply. At + length—</p> + + <p>"I have much to tell you, father," I said, glancing at the + same time towards Lawson, who stood with open mouth and staring + eyes, lost in wonder at the extraordinary scene, which he yet + could not fully comprehend.</p> + + <p>Understanding, however, the hint conveyed in that look, the + worthy man instantly quitted the apartment, leaving us to + ourselves. On his doing so, I sat down at table with my father, + and related to him the whole history of my misfortunes, without + reserve or extenuation.</p> + + <p>The narrative grieved and distressed him beyond measure; for, + until I told him, he had no idea I stood before him a convicted + felon; his first impression naturally being that I had come to + the colony of my own free will.</p> + + <p>Unlike all others, however, he, my poor father, believed + implicitly my assertions of entire innocence of the crime for + which I had been transported. But he felt bitterly for the + degrading situation in which I stood, and from which neither my + own conscious innocence nor his convictions, he was but too + sensible, could rescue me in so far as regarded the opinion of + the world.</p> + + <p>Having told my father my story, he told me his. It was simply + this—the story of hundreds, thousands. Tempted by the + favourable accounts he had heard and read of Australia, he had + come to the resolution of emigrating; had, with this view, sold + off at home; and here he was. He added that he had obtained a + grant of land, of about 500 acres, in the neighbourhood of + Liverpool, on very favourable terms; that although he had not + found everything quite so suitable or so well-ordered as he had + expected, he had no doubt of being able to do very well when once + he should have got matters put in proper train. He said he had + already got a very good house erected on the farm, and that + although their situation for the first two or three months was + bad enough, they were now pretty comfortable; and he hoped that, + with my assistance—seeing, as he interpolated with a faint + smile, I had just cast up in the nick of time—they would + soon make things still better.</p> + + <p>"Your poor mother, Davie," continued my father, recurring to a + subject which we had already discussed—for my first + inquiries had been after that dear parent, who, I was delighted + to learn, was in perfect good health, although sunk in spirits in + consequence of long mental suffering on my account,—"Your + poor mother, Davie," he said, "will go distracted with joy at the + sight of you. Her thoughts by day, her dreams by night, have been + of you, Davie. But," he added, seeing the tears streaming down my + cheeks, "I will not distress you by dwelling on the misery you + have occasioned her. It's all over now, I trust, and you will + compensate for the past. Neither will I say a word as to the + folly of your conduct in flying your father's house as you did. + You have paid dearly for that false step; and God forbid, my son, + that I, your father, should add to the punishment. You are, I + perceive, too sensible of the folly to render it necessary. So, + of that no more."</p> + + <p>Of that folly I was indeed sensible—bitterly sensible; + and could not listen to the calm, rational, and kind language of + my father, without looking back with amazement at the stupidity + of my conduct. It now seemed to me to have been the result of + utter insanity—madness. I could neither recall nor + comprehend the motives and impulses under which I had acted; and + could only see the act itself standing forth in naked, + inexplicable absurdity. Recurring again to the circumstances + which had led to my present unhappy position, and which were + always floating uppermost in my father's mind—</p> + + <p>"That scoundrel, Digby," he said, "must have been at the + bottom of the mischief, Davie. It must have been he who put the + spoon into your pocket. What a fiendish contrivance!"</p> + + <p>"I have always thought so, father," I replied; "and on my + trial ventured to hint it, as I also did to the turnkeys and + jailers; but although none said so directly, I saw very clearly + that all considered it as a ridiculous invention—a clumsy + way of accounting for a very plain fact."</p> + + <p>My father now proposed that I should start with him on the + following morning, per coach, for Liverpool, from which his farm + was distant an easy walk of some six or seven miles. On the + following morning, accordingly, after having duly acknowledged + our worthy host's kindness, we took our seats on the outside of + the coach, and were soon whirling it away merrily toward our + destination.</p> + + <p>During our journey, it gave both my father and I much painful + thought how we should break the matter of my unhappy position to + my mother. It would be death to her to learn it. At first we + thought of concealing the circumstances altogether; but the + chances of her hearing it from others, or making the discovery + herself when she was unprepared for it, through a hundred + different means, finally determined us on communicating the + unpleasant intelligence ourselves; that is, my father undertook + the disagreeable task, meaning, however, to choose time and + circumstance, and to allow a day or two to elapse before he + alluded to it.</p> + + <p>Having arrived at Liverpool, we started on foot for my + father's farm. Should I attempt it, I would not find it easy to + describe what were my feelings at this moment, arising from the + prospect of so soon beholding that dear parent, whose image had + ever been present to my mind, whose kind tones were ever sounding + in my ears like some heart-stirring and well-remembered melody. + They were overpowering. But when my father, after we had walked + for about an hour, raised his stick, and, pointing to a neat + farm-steading on the slope of a hill, and on the skirt of a dense + mountain forest that rose high behind it, said, "There's the + house, Davie," I thought I should have sunk on the ground. I had + never felt so agitated, excepting in that unhappy hour when I + stood at the bar of the Old Bailey, and heard sentence of + transportation awarded against me. But I compare the feelings on + these two occasions only as regards their intensity: in nature + they were very different indeed. On the former, they were those + of excruciating agony; on the latter, those of excessive joy. As + we approached the house, I descried one at the door. It was a + female figure. It was my mother. I gasped for breath. I flew over + the ground. I felt it not beneath my feet. I would not be + restrained by my father, who kept calling to me. My mother fixed + her gaze on me, wondering at my excited manner—wondering + who I could be; all unconscious, as I could perceive by her + vacant though earnest look, that I was her son—- the + darling of her heart. But a mother's eye is quick. Another + moment, and a shriek of wild joy and surprise announced that I + was recognised; in the next, we were in each other's arms, wrapt + in a speechless agony of bliss!</p> + + <p>My father, whom I had left a long way behind, came up to us + while we were locked together in this silent embrace, and stood + by us for a few seconds without speaking a word, then passed + quietly into the house, leaving us to ourselves.</p> + + <p>"My son, my son!" exclaimed my mother, so soon as the fulness + of her feelings would allow of utterance, "you have been cruel, + cruel to your mother. But I will not upbraid you. In seeing you + again—in clasping you once more to my bosom—I am + repaid a thousandfold for all you have made me suffer."</p> + + <p>With what further passed between us, I need not detain the + reader.</p> + + <p>The tender expressions of a mother and son meeting under such + circumstances as we met, being the language of nature, the + embodiment of feelings which all ran conceive, there is no + occasion for dilating on them in my particular case. I pass on to + other things of more general, or at least more uncommon + interest.</p> + + <p>The first day of my arrival at my father's farm was passed + entirely within doors in social communion, and in bringing up + that arrear of interchange in thought and feeling which our + separation for so long a period had created.</p> + + <p>On the following day I commenced work with my father; and + although I had done my duty faithfully by both the masters I had + served since I came to New South Wales, I soon found the + difference between compulsory and voluntary labour.</p> + + <p>In the former case I certainly wrought diligently, but as + certainly not cheerfully. There was an absence of spirit that + quickly gave rise to listlessness and fatigue, and that left the + physical energies weak and languid, in the latter case, it was + far otherwise. Toil as I might, I felt no diminution of strength. + I went from task to task, some of them far harder than any I had + yet encountered, with unabated vigour, and accomplished with ease + double the work I ever could get through with when in + bondage.</p> + + <p>The joint labours of my father and myself, assisted + occasionally by hired service—for he could not endure the + idea of having convicts about him—soon put a new and + promising face on the farm.</p> + + <p>We cleared, we drained, we enclosed, and we sowed and planted, + until we left ourselves comparatively little to do—I mean + in the way of hard labour—but to await the returns of our + industry.</p> + + <p>It was some time after we had got things into this + state—that is, I think about three months after I had + joined my father—that the latter received intelligence of a + band of bushmen or bushrangers having been seen in the + neighbourhood. He was assured that they were skulking in the + adjoining forest, and that we might every night expect our house + to be attacked, robbed, and ourselves, in all probability, + murdered.</p> + + <p>This information threw us into a most dreadful state of alarm; + these bushrangers, as the reader probably knows, being runaway + convicts, men of the most desperate characters, who take to the + woods, and subsist by plundering the settlers—a crime to + which they do not hesitate to add murder—many instances of + fearful atrocities of this kind having occurred.</p> + + <p>For some time we were quite at a loss what to do; for although + we had firearms and ammunition in the house, there were only four + men of us—my father, myself, and two servant + lads—while the bushrangers, as we had been told, were at + least ten or twelve in number. To have thought then of repelling + them by force, was out of the question; it could only have ended + in the murder of us all.</p> + + <p>Under these circumstances, my father determined on applying to + the authorities for constabulary or military protection; and with + this view went to Liverpool, where the district magistrate + resided.</p> + + <p>On stating the case to the latter, he at once gave my father a + note to the commanding officer of the garrison, enjoining him to + send a small party of military along with him,—these to + remain with us for our protection as long as circumstances should + render it necessary, and, in the meanwhile, to employ themselves + in scouring the adjoining woods, with a view to the apprehension + of the bushrangers, and to fire on them without hesitation in all + cases where they could not be captured.</p> + + <p>The result was, that a party of twelve men, commanded by a + sergeant, were immediately turned out, and marched off with my + father.</p> + + <p>I was sitting on an eminence close by the house, and which + commanded a view of the road leading to and from Liverpool, + looking out for my father's return, when the party came in + sight.</p> + + <p>As they neared, I recognised the men, from certain particulars + in their uniform, a party of the—th, the regiment into + which I had enlisted.</p> + + <p>The circumstance excited some curious feelings, and awakened a + train of not very pleasing reflections.</p> + + <p>I had never dreamt of meeting any of the corps in so distant a + part of the world; yet there was nothing more likely or more + natural, a large military force being always kept in New South + Wales, and frequently changed.</p> + + <p>I felt, however, no uneasiness on the subject, thinking that + it was not at all probable, seeing the very short time I had been + in the regiment, and the constant accession of new men it was + receiving, I should be recognised by any of the party.</p> + + <p>In the meantime, the party were rapidly approaching me, and + were now so near, that I could perceive the sergeant to be a tall + and handsome young man of about two or three and twenty. Little + did I yet dream who this sergeant was. I descended to meet them. + We came up to each other. The sergeant started on seeing me, and + looked at me with a grave surprise and fixed gaze. I did + precisely the same by him. We advanced towards each other with + smiling faces and extended arms. "Lorimer!" exclaimed the + sergeant. "Lindsay!" I replied. It was indeed Lindsay, my old + comrade, promoted to a sergeantcy.</p> + + <p>Our mutual astonishment and satisfaction at this extraordinary + and unexpected meeting was, I need not say, very great, although + I certainly thought I perceived a certain dryness and want of + cordiality in Lindsay's manner towards me. But for this I made + every allowance, believing it to proceed from a doubt of my + innocence, if not a conviction of my guilt, in the matter for + which I had been transported. He in short, it seemed to me, could + not forget that, in speaking to me, although an old comrade, he + was speaking to a convicted felon. However, notwithstanding this + feeling on his part, we talked freely of old stories; and as we + were apart from the men, I did not hesitate, amongst other + things, to allude to my misfortune, nor to charge the blame of it + on Digby.</p> + + <p>"Well," said the sergeant, in reply to my remarks on this + subject, "since you have mentioned the matter yourself, Lorimer, + I am glad to hear you say so—that is, to hear you say that + you are innocent of that rascally business; for, putting your + assertions, so solemnly made, to what my wife says—for she + has some queer stories of that fellow Digby—I have no doubt + now of your innocence."</p> + + <p>"Your wife!" exclaimed I in some amazement. "In the first + place, then, you are married; in the next, how on earth, if I may + ask, should she know anything of Digby?"</p> + + <p>"Why, man, Susan Blaikie is my wife," replied the sergeant, + laughing; "and she's not, I take it, half a dozen miles from us + at this moment. I left her safe and sound in my quarters in + Liverpool not two hours ago; and right glad will she be to see + you, when you can make it convenient to give us a call. But of + that we will speak more hereafter."</p> + + <p>Like two or three other things recorded in this little + history, this information gave me much surprise, but, like few of + them, much gratification also; as I had feared the worst for poor + Susan, seeing that she had been discharged from her situation, as + I had no doubt without a character, probably under a suspicion of + being concerned with me in the alleged robbery.</p> + + <p>By the time I had expressed the surprise and satisfaction + which Sergeant Lindsay's communication had given me, we had + reached the house, when all conversation between us of a private + nature ceased for the time.</p> + + <p>The first business now was to set some refreshment before the + men. This was quickly done; the sergeant, my father, and I taking + care of ourselves in a similar way in another apartment. The next + was to take the immediate matter in hand into consideration. + Accordingly, we three formed ourselves into a council of war, + and, after some deliberation, came to the following + resolutions:—That we should, soldiers and all, keep closely + within doors during the remainder of the afternoon; and that as + it was more than probable the bushmen would make their attack + that very night, and as it was likely they would know nothing of + the military being in the house, seeing that they always kept at + a distance during the day, or lay concealed in hidden places, we + should take them by surprise; that, for this purpose, we should + remain up all night, and place ourselves, with loaded arms, by + the windows, and in such other situations as would enable us to + see them approaching, without being seen by them.</p> + + <p>Having determined on this plan of operations, we resumed our + conversation on indifferent matters, and thus spent the time till + it was pretty far on in the night, when Lindsay suggested that it + was full time the men were distributed in the positions we + intended them to occupy. Two were accordingly placed at each + window of both the back and front of the house, the sergeant and + I occupying one,—he with one of our muskets, and I with a + rifle. It was a bright moonlight night; so that, as the vicinity + of the house was completely cleared around, to the distance of at + least 200 yards on every side, no one could approach it without + being seen; although they could remain long enough invisible, and + in safety, in the dense wood beyond, and by which the house was + surrounded on all sides but one.</p> + + <p>The sergeant and I had thus sat for, I think, about an hour + and a half, looking intently towards the dark forest beyond the + cleared ground, when we thought we saw several small, dark + objects flitting about the skirts of the wood; but whether they + were kangaroos or men, we could not tell.</p> + + <p>Keeping our eyes fixed steadily on them, however, we by-and-by + saw them unite, and could distinctly make out that they were + approaching the house in a body. Soon they came sufficiently near + to enable us to discern that it was a party of men, to the number + of about eight or ten. There might be more, but certainly no + fewer. We could now also see that they were armed—at least + a part of them—with muskets.</p> + + <p>Satisfied that they were the much dreaded bushrangers, of + whose vicinity we had been apprised, the sergeant hastily left + the window at which he and I had been seated, and, stealing with + soft and cautious steps through the house, visited each of his + posts to see that the men were on the alert. To each he whispered + instructions to put their pieces on cock, to go down on their + knees at the window, and to rest the muzzles of their muskets on + the sill, but not project them out more than two or three inches. + He concluded by telling them not to fire a shot until they heard + the report of his musket; that then they were to pepper away as + hard as they could pelt, taking, however, a sure and steady aim + at every shot.</p> + + <p>In the meantime the bushmen, whose advance had been, and still + was, very slow and cautious, as if they dreaded an ambuscade, had + approached to within seventy yards of the house. Thinking them + yet too distant to make sure of them, we allowed them to come + nearer. They did so; but they had now assumed a stealthy step, + walking lightly, as if they feared that their footfalls should be + heard. They were led on by one of their number; at least there + was one man considerably in advance of his fellows. He was armed + with a sword, as we saw it flashing in the moonlight.</p> + + <p>The party, handling their guns in readiness to fire, on the + slightest alarm, at any living object that might present itself, + were now within thirty or forty yards of the house, and had + halted to reconnoitre; when the sergeant, who had been on his + knees for several minutes before, with his piece at his eye, said + softly, "Now," and fired. Whether he had aimed at the foremost + man of the gang, I do not know; but if so, he had missed him, for + he still stood firm. At this person, however, I now levelled, + fired, and down he came. In the next instant the shots were + rapping thick and fast from the different windows of the + house.</p> + + <p>The bushrangers, taken by surprise, paused for an instant, + returned two or three straggling shots, and then fled in the + utmost consternation and disorder. We kept pelting after them for + a few minutes, and then, quitting the house, gave them chase, + with a whooping and hallooing that must have added in no small + degree to their terror. In this chase we overtook two that had + been severely wounded, and came upon a third near the skirt of + the wood, who, after running so far, had dropped down dead. The + others, who had fled, some of whom, we had no doubt, were also + wounded, escaped by getting into the forest, where it was no use + looking for them. The two wounded men we made prisoners, and + carried back to the house. As we were returning, we came upon the + man whom I had brought down. Being extended motionless on the + ground at full length, we thought him dead, and were about to + pass on, intending to leave him where he lay till the morning, + when I thought I heard him breathing. I knelt down beside him, + looked narrowly into his face, and found that he was still + living. On discovering this, we had the unfortunate man carried + to the house; and having placed him on a mattress, staunched the + bleeding of his wound, which was on the right breast, and + administered a little brandy and water, which almost immediately + revived him. He opened his eyes, began to breathe more freely, + and in a short time was so far recovered as to be able to speak, + although with difficulty.</p> + + <p>The excitement of the fray over, if the late affair could be + so called, my heart bled within me for the unhappy wretch who had + been reduced by my hand to the deplorable condition in which he + now lay before me. My conscience rose up against me, and would + not be laid by any suggestions of the necessity that prompted the + deed. In my anxiety to make what reparation I could for what now + seemed to me my cruelty, I sat by the miserable sufferer, ready + and eager to supply any want he might express, and to administer + what comfort I could do him in his dying moments; for that he was + dying, notwithstanding the temporary revival alluded to, was but + too evident from his ghastly look and rapidly glazing eye.</p> + + <p>It was while I thus sat by the unhappy man, and while silently + contemplating his pallid countenance, by the faint light of a + lamp that hung against the wall of the apartment, that I suddenly + thought I perceived in that countenance some traces of features + that I had seen before. Whose they were, or where I had seen + them, I did not at first recollect. But the idea having once + presented itself, I kept hunting it through all the recesses of + my memory. At length Digby occurred to me. But no, Digby it could + not be. Impossible.</p> + + <p>I looked on the countenance of the sufferer again. It was + slightly distorted with pain, and all trace of the resemblance I + had fancied was gone. An interval of ease succeeded. The real or + imagined resemblance returned. Again I lost sight of it, and + again I caught it; for it was only in some points of view I could + detect it at all. At length, after marking for some time longer, + with intense interest, the features of the sufferer, my + conviction becoming every moment stronger and stronger, and my + agitation in consequence extreme, I bent my head close to the + dying man, and, taking his cold and clammy hand in mine, asked + him, in a whisper, if his name was not Digby. His eyes were + closed at the moment, but I saw he was not sleeping. On my + putting the question, he opened them wide, and stared wildly upon + me, but without saying a word. He seemed to be endeavouring to + recognise me, but apparently in vain. I repeated the question. + This time he answered. Still gazing earnestly at me, he said, and + it was all he did say, "It is."</p> + + <p>"Don't you know me?" I inquired.</p> + + <p>He shook his head.</p> + + <p>"My name is Lorimer," said I.</p> + + <p>"Thank God," he exclaimed solemnly. "For one, at least, of my + crimes it is permitted me to make some reparation. Haste, haste, + get witnesses and hear my dying declaration. There's no time to + lose, for I feel I am fast going!"</p> + + <p>Without a moment's delay—- for I felt the importance of + obtaining the declaration, which I had no doubt would establish + my innocence—I ran for my father and Sergeant Lindsay, and, + to make assurance doubly sure, brought two of the privates also + along with me. It was a striking scene of retributive + justice,</p> + + <p>On our entering the apartment where Digby lay, the wretched + man raised himself upon his elbow. I ran and placed two pillows + beneath him to support him. He thanked me. Then raising his hand + impressively, and directing it towards me—</p> + + <p>"That young man there," he said, "David Lorimer, is, as I + declare on the word of a dying man, innocent of the crime for + which he was banished to this country. I, and no other, am the + guilty person. It was I who robbed my master, Mr. Wallscourt, of + the silver plate for which this young man was blamed; and it was + I who put the silver spoon in his pocket, in order to + substantiate the charge I subsequently brought against him, and + in which I was but too successful."</p> + + <p>He then added, that in case his declaration should not be + deemed sufficient to clear me of the guilt imputed to me, we + should endeavour to find out a person of the name of + Nareby—Thomas Nareby—who, he said, was in the colony + under sentence of transportation for life for housebreaking; and + that this person, who had been, at the time of the robbery for + which I suffered, a receiver of stolen goods, and with whom he, + Digby, had deposited Mr. Wallscourt's plate, would + acknowledge—at least he hoped so—this transaction, + and thus add to the weight of his dying testimony to my + innocence.</p> + + <p>Digby having concluded, I immediately committed what he had + just said to writing, and having read it over to him, obtained + his approval of it. He then, of his own accord, offered to + subscribe the declaration, and with some difficulty accomplished + the task. The signature was hardly legible, but it was quite + sufficient when attested, as it was, by the signatures of all + present excepting myself. Exhausted with the effort he had made, + Digby now sank back on his pillow, and in less than three minutes + after expired.</p> + + <p>We now learned from the unhappy man's two wounded companions, + who, the reader will recollect, were our prisoners, that, soon + after my trial and condemnation, he, Digby, had left Mr. + Wallscourt's service, not under any suspicion of the robbery of + the plate, but with no very good general character; that he had + the betaken himself entirely to live with the abandoned + characters whose acquaintance he had formed, and to subsist by + swindling and robbery; that he had proceeded from crime to crime, + until he at length fell into the hands of justice; and his + banishment to the colony where he had arrived about six months + before, was the result; that he had not been more than a month in + the country when he and several other convicts ran away from the + master to whom they had been assigned, and took to the bush. Such + was the brief but dismal history of this wretched man.</p> + + <p>On the following day we buried his remains in a lonely spot in + the forest, at the distance of about half a mile from the house, + and thereafter proceeded with our prisoners to Liverpool. On + arriving there, I accompanied my father to the magistrate on whom + he had waited on a former occasion, and having stated to this + gentleman the extraordinary circumstance which had taken + place—meaning Digby's declaration—he advised an + immediate application to the governor, setting forth the + circumstances of the case. This I lost no time in doing, + enclosing within my memorial Digby's attested declaration, and + pointing out Nareby as a person likely to confirm its tenor. The + singularity and apparent hardship of the case, combined with the + favourable knowledge of me previously existing, attracted the + attention of the governor in a special manner, and excited in him + so lively an interest, that he instantly had Nareby subjected to + a judicial examination, the result of which was a full admission + on the part of that person of the transaction to which Digby + alluded.</p> + + <p>Satisfied now of my innocence, and of the injustice which had + been unwittingly done me, the governor not only immediately + transmitted me a full and free pardon but offered me, by way of + compensation, a lucrative government appointment. This + appointment I accepted, and held for thirty years, I trust with + credit to myself, and satisfaction to my superiors. At the end of + this period, feeling my health giving way, my father and mother + having both, in the meantime, died, and having all that time + scraped together a competency, I returned to my native land, and + have written these little memoirs in one of the pleasantest + little retirements on the banks of the Tweed.</p> + + <p>I have only now to add, that I had frequent opportunities of + seeing both Lindsay and his wife after the establishment of my + innocence, and that no persons would more sincerely rejoice in + that event than they did. My poor mother, whom my father had made + aware of my situation soon after my arrival, and who had borne + the intelligence much better than we expected, it put nearly + distracted with joy.</p> + + <p>"My puir laddie," she exclaimed, "I aye kent to be innocent. + But noo the world 'll ken it too, and I can die happy."</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_8"><!-- RULE4 8 --></a> + + <h2>THE AMATEUR ROBBERY.</h2> + + <p>If there is anything more than another of which civilisation + has reason to be proud, it is the amelioration that has been + effected in punishment for crimes. Nor is it yet very long since + we began to get quit of the shame of our folly and inhumanity, if + we have not traces of these yet, coming out like sympathetic ink + dried by the choler of self-perfection and a false philosophy, as + in such writings as the latter-day pamphlets. How a man who loves + his species, and has a heart, will hang his head abashed as he + turns his vision back no further than the sixteenth century, and + sees the writhing creatures—often aged unhappy + women—under the pilniewinkies, caschielaws, turkases, + thumbikens, and other instruments of torture, frantically + bursting out with the demanded confession that was to fit them + for the stake or the rope! And even after these things in the + curiosity shop of Nemesis were got rid of, the abettors of the + law rushed with full swing into the operation of hanging, + scarcely allowing a crime to escape, from cold-blooded murder + down to the act of the famished wretch who snatched a roll from a + baker's basket. However insensible these strange lawgivers may + have been to so much cruelty, however blind to the perversity, + prejudices, and weaknesses incident to human testimony, however + ignorant of the total inefficacy of their remedy to deter from + crime, one might have imagined that they could not but have + known, if they ever looked inwardly into their own hearts, how + obscure are human motives, and especially those that instigate to + breaches of the law; and yet their consistent rule was, to make + the <i>corpus delicti</i> prove the intention. These + considerations have been suggested to me by the recollection of a + wild adventure of some young men in Edinburgh, the circumstances + of which, not belonging to fiction, will show better than a + learned dissertation how easy it was for these Dracos to catch + the fact and miss the motive.</p> + + <p>The skeleton names—now, alas! the only representatives + of skeleton bodies—Andrew W——pe, Henry + S——k, and Charles S——th, may recall to + the memory of some people in Edinburgh still, three young men, + who, with good education, fair talents, and graces from nature, + might have played a respectable <i>rôle</i> in the drama of + life, had it not been for a tendency to "fastness," a disease + which seems to increase with civilisation. In their instance the + old adage of Aristotle, <i>simile gaudet simili</i>, was + exemplified to the letter; and the union confirmed in each a mind + which, originally impatient of authority, fretted itself against + the frame of society, simply because that frame was the result of + order. They were never happy except when they went up to the + palisades, struck upon them with their lath-blades, and when some + orderly indweller looked over atop, ran away laughing. No doubt + they had strong passions to gratify too; but, as is usual with + this peculiar race of beings, the gratification was the keener + the more it owed to a rebellion against decorum. If they ever + differed, it was only in their rivalry of success; or when they + did not go a spree-hunting together, they recounted their + exploits at their nightly meetings, and then the result was an + increase of moral inflammation.</p> + + <p>Sometimes, for a change, they would take strolls into the + country, where they could extract as tribute the admiration or + wrath of clodhoppers without being troubled with any fears of the + police; not that on any of these occasions they perpetrated any + great infringements on the law, for, like the rest of their kind, + if they could make themselves objects of observation, they were + regardless whether their bizarreries were paid with admiration or + only anger or fear, though, if they could produce by any means a + causeless panic, the very height of their ambition was attained. + In regard to this last effect of their escapades, they were, in + the instance I am about to record, more than satisfied. They had + gone, on a fine, clear, winter day, along the coast of the Firth + of Forth towards Cramond; and, to diversify their amusements, + they took with them a gun, which was carried by + S——th, with the intention of having a shot at any + wild bird or barn-door fowl that might come conveniently within + his range. Of this kind of game they had fewer chances, and the + stroll would doubtless have appeared a very monotonous affair to + a person fond of rational conversation. Nor was there much even + to themselves of diversification till they got into a small + change-house at Davidson's Mains, where, with a rampant + authority, they contrived to get served up to them a kind of + dinner, intending to make up for the want of better edibles by + potations of whisky toddy.</p> + + <p>If facts, as Quinctilian says, are the bones of conversation, + opinions are certainly its sinews; and we might add, that whisky + toddy is its nervous fluid. These youths, though unwilling to + acquire solid information, could wrangle even to quarrelling; but + such were their affinities, that they adhered again in a short + time, and were as firm friends as ever. They had raised a + subject—no other than the question whether highwaymen are + necessarily or generally possessed of true courage. Very absurd, + no doubt, but as good for a wrangle as any other that can be + divided into affirmative and negative by the refracting medium of + feeling or prejudice. S——th declared them all to be + cowards.</p> + + <p>"What say you to Cartouche?" said S——k; "was he a + coward?"</p> + + <p>"Not sure but he was," said S——th; "he kept a band + of blackguards and received their pay, but he was seldom seen in + the wild <i>mélee</i> himself. He was fond of the name of + terror he bore; but then, as he listened to the wonderful things + the Parisian <i>blanchisseuses</i> and <i>chiffonniers</i> and + <i>gamins</i> said of him, he knew he was not recognisable, for + the very reason that he kept out of sight."</p> + + <p>"Oh yes," said W——pe, who joined S——k; + "and so he was like Wallace, who kept out of the sight of the + English, and yet delighted in Dundee to hear himself spoken of by + the crowds who collected in these troublesome times to discuss + public affairs. S——th, you know Wallace was a coward, + don't you?"</p> + + <p>"A thorough poltroon," cried S——th, laughing; "ay, + and all the people in Scotland are wrong about him. Didn't he run + off, after stabbing the governor's son? and he was always + skulking about the Cartland Crags. Then, didn't he flee at the + battle of Falkirk; and was he not a robber when Scotland belonged + to Longshanks? No doubt the fellow had a big body, strong bones, + and good thews; but that he had the real pluck that nerved the + little bodies of such men as Nelson, or Suwarrow, ay, or of + Napoleon, I deny." Then he began a ludicrous singing, see-saw + recitation of the English doggrel—</p> + <pre> + "The noble wight, + The Wallace dight, + Who slew the knight + On Beltane night, + And ran for fright + Of English might, + And English fight, + And English right;" +</pre> + + <p>and so on in drunken ribaldry.</p> + + <p>"All very well for you who are a Shamite, Shmite, Shmith, + Smith," said W——pe. "We happen to be Japhetites. Then + what say you to Rob Roy?"</p> + + <p>"That, in the first place," replied S——th, "he was + a Shemite; for Gathelus, the first Scottish monarch, was a + grandson of Nimrod, and, what is worse, he married Scota, the + daughter of an Egyptian queen, so there was a spice of Ham in + Rob; and as all the Hamites were robbers, Rob was a robber + too;—as to whose cowardice there is no doubt whatever; for + a man who steals another man's cattle in the dark must be a + coward. Did you ever hear one single example of Rob attacking + when in good daylight, and fighting for them in the sun?"</p> + + <p>"Ingenious, S——th, at any rate," roared + S——k; "but I don't agree with you. A robber on the + highway, must, in the general case, have courage. He braves + public opinion, he laughs at the gallows, and he throws himself + right against a man in bold competition, without knowing often + whether he is a giant or a dwarf."</p> + + <p>"All the elements of a batter pudding," cried + S——th, "without the battering principle. Ay, you + forget the head-battering bludgeon, the instantaneous pistol, or + the cunning knife; none of all which would a man with a spark of + courage in him use against an unarmed, defenceless traveller. + Another thing you forget, the robber acts upon surprises. He + produces confusion by his very presentation, fear by his demand + of life or money; and when the poor devil's head is running + round, he runs away with his watch or his purse, perhaps both. + 'Tis all selfishness, pure unadulterated selfishness; and will + you tell me that a man without a particle of honesty or + generosity can have courage?"</p> + + <p>"Not moral courage, perhaps; but he may have physical."</p> + + <p>"All the same, no difference," continued the doughty + S——th. "Who ever heard of a bodily feeling except as + something coming through the body? There are only two physical + feelings: pain in being wounded or starved, and pleasure in being + relieved from pain, or fed when hungry or thirsty. I know none + other; all the others are moral feelings."</p> + + <p>"You may be bold through drink acting on the stomach and + head."</p> + + <p>"Ay, but the boldness, though the effect of a physical cause, + is itself a moral entity."</p> + + <p>"Whoever thought that S——th was such a + metaphysician!" said W——pe, a little agoggled in his + drunken eyes.</p> + + <p>"But the same may be said of every feeling," rejoined + S——k, somewhat roused to ambition by + W——pe's remark.</p> + + <p>"And so it may, my little Aristotle," continued the clever + asserter of his original proposition. "Why, man, look ye, what + takes you into Miss F——'s shop in Princes Street for + snuff, when you never produce a physical titillation in your nose + by a single pinch? Why, it's something you call love, a terribly + moral thing, though personified by a little fellow with pinions. + Yes, wondrously moral; and sometimes, as in your case, immoral. + Well, what is it produced by? The face of the said Miss + F—— painted as a sun picture in the camera at the + back of your eye, where there is a membrane without a particle of + nitrate of silver in its composition, and which yet receives the + image. Well, what is love but just the titillation produced by + this image imprinted on your flesh, just as the pleasure of a + pinch is the effect of a titillation of the nerves in the nose? + Yet we don't say that snuff pleasure is a moral thing, but merely + nasal or bodily. What makes the difference?"</p> + + <p>"How S——th is coming it!" said W——pe, + still more amazed. "Where the devil has he got all this?"</p> + + <p>"Why, the difference lies here. You know, by manipulation and + blowing it, that you have a nose; but you don't wipe the retina + at the back of your eye when you are weeping for love—only + the outside, where the puling tears are. In short, you know you + have a nose, but you don't know you have a retina. D'ye catch me, + my small Stagyrite, my petit Peripatetic, my comical Academician, + eh? Take your toddy, and let's have a touch of moral + drunkenness."</p> + + <p>"You ray-ther have me on the hip, S——th."</p> + + <p>"Ay, just so; and if I should kick you there, you would not + say the pain was a moral thing. All through the same. It's just + where and when we don't know the medium we say things are moral + and spiritual, and poetical and rational, and all the rest of the + humbug."</p> + + <p>"But though you say all highwaymen are cowards, you won't try + that trick with your foot," said S——k, boiling up a + little under the fire of the toddy.</p> + + <p>"Don't intend; though, if you were to produce moral courage in + me by pinching my nose, I think I could, after making up my mind + and putting you upon your guard with a stick in your hand if you + chose. Eh! my Peripatetic." And S——th was clearly + getting drunk too.</p> + + <p>"D——n the fellow, his metaphysics are making him + [Transcriber's Note: missing part of this word] dent," cried + W——pe.</p> + + <p>"Why, you don't see where they hit," said S——th + drawlingly. "Somewhere about the pineal; and therefore we say + impudence is moral, sometimes immoral, as just now when you + damned me. No more of your old junk, I say, sitting here in my + cathedra, which by the way is spring-bottomed, which may account + for my moral elasticity that a highwayman is a coward."</p> + + <p>"Well," cried S——k, starting up. "I'll deposit a + pound with W——pe, on a bet that you'll not take + sixpence from the first bumpkin we meet on the road, by the old + watchword, 'Stand and deliver;' and you'll have the gun to + boot."</p> + + <p>"Ay, that's a physical bribe," cried W——pe; and, + after pausing a little, "The fellow flinches."</p> + + <p>"And surely the reverse must hold," added S——k, + "that, being a coward, he must be a highwayman."</p> + + <p>"Why, you see, gents," said S——th coolly, "I don't + mind a very great deal, you know, though I do take said sixpence + from said bumpkin; but I won't do it, you know, on + compulsion."</p> + + <p>"If there's no compulsion, there's no robbery," said + S——k.</p> + + <p>"Oh, I mean <i>your</i> compulsion. As for mine, exercised on + said bumpkin, let me alone for that part of the small affair; but + none of your compulsion, if you love me. I can do anything, but + not upon compulsion, you know."</p> + + <p>"Done then!"</p> + + <p>"Why, ye-e-s," drawled S——th, "done; I may say, + gents, done; but I say with Sir John, don't misunderstand me, not + upon compulsion, you know."</p> + + <p>"Your own free will," shouted both the others, now pretty well + to do in the world of dithyrambics. "Here's your instrument for + extorting the sixpence by force or fear."</p> + + <p>And this young man, half inebriated—with, we may here + say parenthetically, a mother living in a garret in James' + Square, with one son and an only daughter of a respectable though + poor man, and who trusted to her son for being the means of her + support—qualified, as we have seen, by high parts to extort + from society respect, and we may add, though that has not + appeared, to conciliate love and admiration—took willingly + into his hand the old rusty "Innes," to perpetrate upon the + highway a robbery. And would he do it? You had only to look upon + his face for an instant to be certain that he would; for he had + all the lineaments of a young man of indomitable courage and + resolution—the steady eye, the firm lip, all under the high + brows of intellect, nor unmixed with the beauty that belongs to + these moral expressions which in the playfulness of the social + hour he had been reducing to materialism, well knowing all the + while that he was arguing for effect and applause from those who + only gave him the return of stultified petulance. What if that + mother and sister, who loved him, and wept day and night over the + wild follies that consumed his energies and demoralized his + heart, had seen him now!</p> + + <p>The bill was paid by S——k, who happened to have + money, and who gave it on the implied condition of a similar one + for all on another occasion. They went, or, as the phrase is + often, sallied forth. The night had now come down with her black + shadows. There was no moon. She was dispensing her favours among + savages in another hemisphere, who, savages though they were, + might have their devotions to their strange gods, resident with + her up yonder, where no robbery is, save that of light from the + pure fountain of heat and life. Yes, the darkness was auspicious + to folly, as it often is to vice; and there was quietness + too—no winds abroad to speak voices through rustling + leaves, to terrify the criminal from his wild rebellion against + the peace of nature. No night could have suited them better. Yes, + all was favourable but God; and Him these wild youths had + offended, as disobedient sons of poor parents, who had educated + them well—as rebellious citizens among a society which + would have hailed them as ornaments—as despisers of God's + temple, where grace was held out to them and spurned.</p> + + <p>They were now upon the low road leading parallel to the beach, + and towards the end of Inverleith Row. Nor had the devil left + them with the deserted toddy-bowl. There was still pride for + S——th, and for the others the rankling sense of + inferiority in talent and of injury from scorching irony. Nor had + they proceeded two miles, till the fatal opportunity loomed in + the dark, in the form of a figure coming up from Leith or + Edinburgh.</p> + <pre> + Now, S——th; + Now, the cowardly Cartouche; + Now, the poltroon Rob Roy; + Now, the braggart Wallace! +</pre> + + <p>But S——th did not need the taunts, nor, though + many a patriotic cause wanted such a youth, was he left for other + work, that night of devil-worship. The figure approached. Alas! + the work so easy. S——th was right; how easy and + cowardly, where the stranger was, in the confidence of his own + heart, unprepared, unweaponed! Yet those who urged him on leapt a + dyke.</p> + + <p>"Stand and deliver!" said S——th, with a + handkerchief over his face.</p> + + <p>"God help me!" cried the man, in a fit of newborn fear. "I'm a + father, have wife and bairns; but I canna spare my life to a + highwayman. Here, here, here."</p> + + <p>And fumbling nervously in his pocket, and shaking all over, + not at all like the old object of similitude, but rather like a + branch of a tree driven by the wind, he thrust something into + S——th's hand, and rushing past him, was off on the + road homewards. Nor was it a quick walk under fear, but a run, as + if he thought he was or would be pursued for his life, or brought + down by the long range of the gun he had seen in the hands of the + robber.</p> + + <p>Yes, it was easily done, and it was done; but how to be undone + at a time when the craving maw of the noose dangled from the + post, in obedience to the Procrustes of the time!</p> + + <p>And S——th felt it was done. His hand still held + what the man had pushed into it, but by-and-by it was as fire. + His brain reeled; he staggered, and would have fallen, but for + S——k, who, leaping the dyke, came behind him.</p> + + <p>"What luck?"</p> + + <p>"This," said S——th,—"the price of my life," + throwing on the ground the paper roll.</p> + + <p>"Pound-notes," cried S——k, taking them up. "One, + two, three, four, five; more than sixpence."</p> + + <p>"Where is the man?" cried S——th, as, seizing the + notes from the hands of S——k, he turned round. Then, + throwing down the gun, he set off after his victim; but the + latter was now ahead, though his pursuer heard the clatter of his + heavy shoes on the metal road.</p> + + <p>"Ho, there! stop! 'twas a joke—a bet."</p> + + <p>No answer, and couldn't be. The man naturally thought the + halloo was for further compulsion, under the idea that he had + more to give, and on he sped with increased celerity and terror; + nor is it supposed that he stopt till he got to his own house, a + mile beyond Davidson's Mains.</p> + + <p>Smith gave up the pursuit, and with the notes in his hand, + ready to be cast away at every exacerbation of his fear, returned + to his cowardly companions with hanging head and, if they had + seen, with eyes rolling, as if he did not know where to look or + what to do.</p> + + <p>"What is to be done?" he cried; and his fears shook the + others.</p> + + <p>"Yes, what is to be done? You urged me on. Try to help me out. + Let us go back and seek out this man. To-morrow it may be too + late, when the police have had this robbery in their hands as a + thing intended."</p> + + <p>"We could not find the man though we went back," said + S——k. And his companions agreed.</p> + + <p>But W——pe, who had some acquaintanceship with the + police Captain Stewart, proposed that they should proceed + homewards, go to him, give him the money, and tell the story + out.</p> + + <p>"That, I fear, would be putting one's hand in the mouth of the + hyaena at the moment he is laughing with hunger, as they say he + does."</p> + + <p>An opinion which S——th feared was too well + founded. Nearly at their wits' end, they stood all three for a + little quite silent, till the sound of a horse's clattering feet + sounded as if coming from Davidson's Mains. All under the + conviction of crime, they became alarmed; and as the rider + approached, they concealed themselves behind the dyke, which ran + by the side of the road. At that moment a man came as if from + Edinburgh, and they could hear the rider, who did not, from his + voice, appear to be the man who had been robbed, inquiring if he + had met a young man with a gun in his hand. The man answered no, + and off set the rider towards town at the rate of a hard trot. + The few hopeful moments when anything could have been done + effectually as a palinode and expiation were past; and + S——th, releaping the dyke, was again upon the road in + the depth of despair, and his companions scarcely less so. All + his and their escapades had hitherto been at least within the + bounds of the law; and though his heart had often misgiven him, + when called upon for the nourishment of his wild humours, as he + thought of his widowed mother at home, without the comfort of the + son she loved in spite of his errors, he had not ever yet felt + the pangs of deep regret as they came preluding amendment. A + terrible influx of feelings, which had been accumulating almost + unknown to him during months and months—for his father had + been dead only for a year and a half—pushed up against all + the strainings of a wild natural temperament, and seemed ready to + choke him, depriving him of utterance, and making him appear the + very coward he had been depicting so sharply an hour before. A + deep gloom fell over him; nor was this rendered less inspissated + by the recollection that came quick as lightning, that he was the + only one known to the mistress of the inn. And now, worse and + worse—for the same power that sent him that conviction + threw a suspicion over his mind which made him strike his + forehead with an energy alarming to his companions—no + other—"O, merciful God!" he muttered—than that the + man he had robbed was his maternal uncle; the only man among the + friends of either his father or his mother who had shown any + sympathy to the bereaved family, who had fed them and kept them + from starvation, and by whom he had been himself nourished. He + had no power to speak this: it was one of those thoughts that + scathe the nerves that serve the tongue, and which flit and burn, + and will not ameliorate their fierceness by the common means + given to man in mercy. It now appeared to him as something + miraculous why he did not recognise him; but the occasion was one + of hurry and confusion, and so completely oblivious had he been + in the agony which came on him in an instant, that he even + thought that at the very moment he knew him, looking darkly, as + he did, through the handkerchief over his eyes. In his despair, + he meditated hurrying to Leith, and with the five pounds getting + a passage over the sea somewhere, it signified nothing where, if + away from the scene of his crime and ingratitude; and this + resolution was confirmed by the additional thought that Mr. + Henderson, however good and generous, was a stern man—so + stern, that he had ten years before given up a beloved son into + the hands of justice for stealing; yea, stern <i>ex corde</i> as + Cato, if generous <i>ex crumena</i> as Codrus.</p> + + <p>This resolution for a time brought back his love of freedom + and adventure. He would go to Hudson's Bay, and shoot bears or + set traps for wild silver-foxes, that would bring him gold; or to + Buenos Ayres, and catch the wild horse with the lasso; or to + Lima, and become a soldier of fortune, and slay men with the + sword. The gleam of wild hope was shortlived—his triumph + over his present ill a temporary hallucination. The laurel is the + only tree which burns and crackles when green. The intention + fled, as once more the thought of his mother came, with that + vigour which was only of half an hour's birth, and begotten by + young conscience on old neglect. They had been trailing their + legs along till they came to Inverleith Row, where he behoved to + have left his companions, if his resolution lasted; for the road + there goes straight on to Leith Harbour. He hesitated, and made + an effort; but S——k, who knew him, and fancied from + the wild look of his eye that he meditated throwing himself into + the deep harbour of Leith, took him by an arm, motioning to + W——pe to take the other, and thus by a very small + effort—for really his resolution had departed, and his + mind, so far as his intention went, was gone—they half + forced him up the long row. When they arrived at Canonmills, here + is the rider again, hurrying on: he had executed his commission, + whatever it was, and was galloping home. But the moment he came + forward, he pulled up. He had, by a glance under the light of a + lamp, caught a sight of the gun in the hands of S——k, + who had carried it when he took S——th's arm. The man + shouted to a policeman,</p> + + <p>"Seize that robber!"</p> + + <p>"Which of them?"</p> + + <p>"Him with the gun."</p> + + <p>And in an instant the cowardly dog who had done the whole + business was laid hold of.</p> + + <p>"The gun is mine," cried S——th. "It is I who am + answerable for whatever was done by him who carried that weapon. + Take me, and let the innocent off. I say this young man is + innocent."</p> + + <p>"Very gallant and noble," said the man; "but when we go to the + hills, we like the deer that bears the horns."</p> + + <p>"We are up to them tricks," said the policeman. And + S——k is borne along, with courage, if he ever had + any, gone, and his eye looking terror.</p> + + <p>S——th wanted to go along with him; but + W——pe seized him by the arm again and dragged him up + by the east side of Huntly Street, whereby they could get easily + to James' Square.</p> + + <p>In a few minutes more S——th was at his mother's + door with the burning five pounds in his pocket. He had meditated + throwing it away, but the hurrying concourse of thoughts had + prevented the insufficient remedy from being carried into effect. + When he opened the door he found his mother alone. The sister had + not yet come from the warehouse where she earned five shillings a + week, almost the only source of her and the mother's living; for + the money which S——th earned as a mere copying clerk + in a writer's office, went mostly in some other direction. The + mother soon observed, as she cast her eye over him, that there + was something more than ordinary out of even his irregular way. + He was pale, woe-worn, haggard; nor did he seem able to stand, + but hurried to a chair and flung himself down, uttering + confusedly, "Something to drink, mother——whisky."</p> + + <p>"I hae nane, Charlie, lad," said she. "Never hae I passed a + day like this since your father died. I have na e'en got the bit + meat that a' get that are under God's protection. But what ails + ye, dear Charlie?"</p> + + <p>"Never mind me," replied the youth in choking accents. "I am + better. Starving, starving! O God! and my doing. Yes, I am + better—a bitter cure—starving," he again muttered; + and searching his pockets, and throwing the five pounds on the + table—"There, there, there," he added.</p> + + <p>The mother took up the notes, and counted them slowly; for she + had been inured to grief, and was always calm, even when her + heart beat fast with the throbs of anguish.</p> + + <p>"And whaur fae, laddie?" she said, as she turned her grey eye + and scanned deeply the pale face of her son.</p> + + <p>Silent, even dogged! Where now his metaphysics, his gibes on + the physicalities, the moralities, the spiritualities?—all + bundled up in a vibrating chord.</p> + + <p>"Whaur fae, Charlie," had she repeated, still looking at + him.</p> + + <p>"The devil!" cried he, stung by her searching look, which + brought back a gleam of the old rebellion.</p> + + <p>"A gude paymaster to his servants," she said; "but I'm no ane + o' them yet; and may the Lord, wham I serve, even while his + chastening hand is heavy upon me, preserve me frae his bribes!" + And laying down the notes, she added, not lightly, as it might + seem, but seriously, yet quietly,</p> + + <p>"Nae wonder they're warm."</p> + + <p>The notes had carried the heat of his burning hand.</p> + + <p>"The auld story—billiards," said she again; "for they + are the devil's cue and balls."</p> + + <p>No answer; and the mother seating herself again, looked + stedfastly and suspiciously at him; but she could not catch the + eye of her son, who sat doggedly determined not to reveal his + secret, and as determined also to elude her looks, searching as + they were, and sufficient to enter his very soul. Yet she loved + him too well to objurgate where she was only as yet suspicious; + and in the quietness of the hour, she fell for a moment into her + widowed habit of speaking as if none were present but + herself.</p> + + <p>"Wharfor bore I him—wharfor toiled and wrought for him + for sae mony years, since the time he sat on my knee smiling in + my face, as if he said, I will comfort you when you are old, and + will be your stay and support? Was that smile then a lee, put + there by the devil, wha has gi'en him the money to deceive me + again?"</p> + + <p>Then she paused.</p> + + <p>"And how could that be? Love is not a cheat; and did ever + bairn love a mither as he loved me? or did ever mither love her + bairn as I hae loved him? Lord, deliver him frae his enemies, and + mak him what he was in thae bygone days—sae innocent, sae + cheerful, sae obedient; and I will meekly suffer a' Thou canst + lay upon me."</p> + + <p>The words reached the ears of the son, and the audible sobs + seemed to startle the solemn spirit of the hour and the place. + "What would she say," he thought, "if she heard me declare I had + robbed my uncle?"</p> + + <p>At that moment the door opened, and in rushed little Jeanie + S——th,—her face pale, and her blue eyes lighted + with fear, and the thin delicate nostril distended, and hissing + with her quick breathings,—</p> + + <p>"Oh mither, there's twa officers on the stair seeking + Charlie!"</p> + + <p>And the quick creature, darting her eye on the table where the + notes lay, snatched them up, and secreted them in her bosom; and, + what was more extraordinary, just as if she had divined something + more from her brother's looks, which told her that that money + would be sought for by these officers, she darted off like a bird + with a crumb in its bill, which it has picked up from beneath + your eyes; but not before depositing, as she passed, a paper on a + chair near the door.</p> + + <p>"That creature is a spirit," said the mother. "She sees the + evil in the dark before it comes, and wards it off like a + guardian angel; but oh! she has little in her power to be an + angel."</p> + + <p>And rising, she took up the paper. It was only some bread and + cheese, which the girl, knowing the privations of her mother, had + bought with a part of her five shillings a week.</p> + + <p>Thereafter, just as little Jeannie had intimated, came in two + officers, with the usual looks of duty appearing through their + professional sorrow.</p> + + <p>"We want your son, good woman."</p> + + <p>"He is there," said she; "but what want ye him for?"</p> + + <p>"Not for going to church," said the man, forgetting said + professional sorrow in his love of a joke, "but for robbery on + the highway; and we must search the house for five pounds in + British Linen Company notes."</p> + + <p>And the men proceeded to search, even putting their hands in + the mother's pockets, besides rifling those of the son. They of + course found nothing except the powder and shot, which had still + remained there, and a handkerchief.</p> + + <p>"That is something, anyhow," said one of the men, "and a great + deal too. The one who is up in the office says true; he was not + the man."</p> + + <p>"No more he was," said Charles. "I am the man you ought to + take; and take me."</p> + + <p>"Sae, sae; just as I suspected," muttered the mother. "Lord, + Lord! the cup runs over. It was e'en lipping when John died; but + I will bear yet." And she seemed to grasp firmly the back of a + chair, and compressed her lips—an attitude she maintained + like a statue all the time occupied by the departure of her son. + The door closed—he was gone; and she still stood, the + <i>vivum cadaver</i>—the image of a petrified creature of + misery.</p> + + <p>Yet, overcome as her very calmness was, and enchanted for the + moment into voicelessness and utter inaction, she was not that + kind of women who sit and bear the stripes without an effort to + ward them off. If Jeannie was as quick as lightning, she was sure + as that which follows the flash. She thought for a moment, "God + does not absolutely and for ever leave his servants." Some + thought had struck her. She put on her bonnet and cloak + deliberately, even looking into the glass to see if she was tidy + enough for where she intended going, and for whom she intended to + see.</p> + + <p>And now this quiet woman is on her way down Broughton Street + at twelve o'clock of a cold winter night, which, like her own + mind, had only that calmness which results from the exhaustion of + sudden biting gusts from the north, and therefore right in her + face. She drew her cloak round her. She had a long way to go, but + her son was in danger of the gallows; and thoughtless, and as it + now seemed, wicked as he was, he was yet her <i>son</i>. The very + word is a volume of heart language—not the fitful + expression of passion, but that quiet eloquence which bedews the + eye and brings deep sighs with holy recollections of the + child-time, and germinating hopes of future happiness up to the + period when he would hang over her departing spirit. Much of all + that had gone, and been replaced by dark forebodings of the + future; and now there was before her the vision of an ignominious + death as the termination of all these holy inspirations. But her + faithful saying was always, "Wait, hope, and persevere;" and the + saying was muttered a hundred times as she trudged weariedly, oh! + how weariedly, for one who had scarcely tasted food for that day, + and who had left untouched the gift brought by her loving + daughter that night—for which, plain as it was, her heart + yearned even amidst its grief, yea, though grief is said, untruly + no doubt, to have no appetite. Perhaps not to those who are well + fed; but nature is stronger than even grief, and she now felt the + consequence of her disobedience to her behests in her shaking + limbs and fainting heart. Yet she trudged and trudged on, + shutting her mouth against her empty stomach to keep out the cold + north wind. She is at the foot of Inverleith Row, and her face is + to the west; she will now escape the desultory blasts by keeping + close by the long running dyke. She passes the scene of the + robbery without knowing it; else, doubtless, she would have stood + and examined it by those instincts that force the spirit to such + modes of satisfaction, as if the inanimate thing could calm the + spiritual. She was now drawing to Davidson's Mains: a little + longer, and much past midnight, she was rapping, still in her + quiet way, at the door of her brother.</p> + + <p>The family had had something else to do than to sleep. There + were the sounds of tongues and high words. Mrs. S——th + was surprised, as well she might; for though sometimes Mr. + Henderson partook freely of the bottle when he met old friends in + town, he and the whole household were peaceable, orderly, and + early goers to bed. The door was opened almost upon the instant; + and Mrs. S——th was presently before Mr. Henderson and + two others, one of whom held in his hand a whip.</p> + + <p>"What has brought you here, Margaret, at this hour?"</p> + + <p>"I want to speak privately to you."</p> + + <p>"Just here; out with it," said he. "These are my friends; and + if it is more money you want, you have come at an unlucky time, + for I have been robbed by a villain of five pounds, which I could + ill spare."</p> + + <p>Mrs. S——th's heart died away within her. She + clenched her hands to keep her from shaking; for she recollected + the old story about his own son—a story which had got him + the character of being harsh and unnatural. She could not mention + her errand, which was nothing else than to induce her brother to + use his influence in some way to get Charles out of the hands of + the law. She could not utter even the word Charles, and all she + could say was—</p> + + <p>"Robbed!"</p> + + <p>"Ay, robbed by a villain, whom I shall hang three cubits + higher than Haman."</p> + + <p>And the stern man even laughed at the thought of retribution. + Yet, withal, no man could deny his generosity and general + kindliness, if, even immediately after, he did not show it by + slipping a pound into the hands of his needy sister.</p> + + <p>"There," said he; "no more at present. I will call up and see + you to-morrow morning, as I go to the police office to identify + the villain. Meantime, take a dram, dear Peggy, and get home to + bed. The night is cold, and see that you wrap yourself well up to + keep <i>out</i> the wind and <i>in</i> the spirit; it's good + whisky."</p> + + <p>Shortly afterwards she was on her way home, with more than + blasted hopes of what she had travelled for.</p> + + <p>His uncle the man he had robbed! Even with all her forced + composedness, this seemed too much—ay, so much too much, + that she was totally overpowered. She paused to recover strength; + and, looking forward, saw a thin flying shadow coming up to her, + with a shriek of delight; and immediately she was hugged + rapturously and kissed all over by little Jeannie, whose + movements, as they ever were—so agile, so quick, so + Protean—appeared to her, now that she was stolid with + despair, as the postures and gestures of a creature appearing in + a dream.</p> + + <p>"Oh, I know all," she cried; "don't speak—nay, wait now + till I return."</p> + + <p>And the creature was off like a September meteor disappearing + in the west, as if to make up again to the sun, far down away + behind the hills from whence it had been struck off in the height + of the day.</p> + + <p>What can the strange creature mean? But she had had experience + of her, and knew the instinctive divination that got at objects + and results where reason in full-grown man would syllogize into + the darkness of despair.</p> + + <p>Nor was it long before she is running back, leaping with all + the <i>abandon</i> of a romp, crying—</p> + + <p>"I will save dear Charlie yet; for I love him as much as I + hate that old curmudgeon."</p> + + <p>"What does the girl mean? Whaur was you, bairn?" said her + mother.</p> + + <p>"Oh mother, how cold it is for you! Wrap the cloak about + you."</p> + + <p>"But what <i>is</i> it that you mean, Jeannie?"</p> + + <p>"We shall be home by-and-by; come."</p> + + <p>And, putting an arm round her mother's waist, she impelled her + forward with the strength of her wythe of an arm.</p> + + <p>"Come, come, there are ghosts about these woods;" and then she + cowered, but still impelled.</p> + + <p>Nor did the mother press the question she had already put + twice; for, as we have said, she knew the nature of the girl, who + ever took her own way, and had the art to make that way either + filial obedience or loving conciliation.</p> + + <p>"Oh, I'm so frightened for these ghosts!" she continued. "You + know there was a murder here once upon a time. They're so like + myself—wicked, and won't answer when they're spoken to, as + I would not answer you, dear mother, just now; but wait till + to-morrow, and you shall see that I am your own loving + Jeannie."</p> + + <p>"Weel, weel, bairn, we <i>will</i> see. But, oh, I'm muckle + afraid; d'ye know, Jeannie, Charlie has been robbing! And wha, + think ye, was the man—wha but—"</p> + + <p>"Hush, hush, mother, I know it all already; but let me beneath + your cloak, I'm so frightened."</p> + + <p>And the little sprite got in, keeping her head and the little + cup of a bonnet protruding every moment to look round; yet if it + could have been seen in the dark, with such a sly, half-humorous + eye, as betokened one of those curiously-made creatures who seem + to be formed for studies to the thoroughgoing decent pacers of + the world's stage.</p> + + <p>"Ah! now we're all safe, as poor Charlie will be to-morrow," + she cried, as they got to the foot of the long row, and she + emerged in the light of one of the lamps, so like a flash from a + cloud, running before her mother to get her to walk faster and + faster, as if some scheme she had in her head was loitering under + the impediment of her mother's wearied, oh, wearied step.</p> + + <p>Having at length reached home, Jeannie ran and got the fire as + bright as her own eye, crying out occasionally, as she glanced + about,</p> + + <p>"Poor Charlie in a dungeon!" and again, a few minutes after, + when puffing at the fire with the bellows,</p> + + <p>"No fire for dear Charlie; all dark and dismal!"</p> + + <p>And then, running for the little paper packet with the cheese + and bread, and setting it down,</p> + + <p>"But he'll see the sun to-morrow, and will sleep in his own + bed to-morrow night too; that he shall. Now eat, mother, for you + will be hungry; and see you this!" as she took from her pocket a + very tiny bottle, which would hold somewhere about a glass.</p> + + <p>"Take that," filling out a little whisky.</p> + + <p>"Oh dear, dear bairn, where learnt ye a' that witchery?" said + the mother, looking at her.</p> + + <p>But the sly look, sometimes without a trace of laughter in her + face, was the only answer.</p> + + <p>And now they are stretched in bed in each other's arms; but it + was a restless night for both. And how different the + manifestations of the restlessness! The groans of the elder for + the fate of her only boy, now suspended on the scales of + justice—one branch of the balance to be lopt off by + Nemesis, and the other left with a noose in the string whereon to + hang that erring, yet still beloved son; hysterical laughs from + Jeannie in her dreams, as she saw herself undo the kench, and + Charlie let out, clapping his hands, and praying too, and kissing + Jeannie, and other fantastic tricks of fancy in her own domain, + unburdened with heavy clay which soils and presses upon her wings + and binds her to earth, and to these monstrous likenesses of + things, which she says are all a lying nature under the bonds of + a blind fate, from where she cannot get free, even though she + screams of murder and oppression and cruelty, and all the ills + that earth-born flesh inherits from the first man.</p> + + <p>Yet, for all these deductions from the sleep they needed, + Jeannie was up in the morning early, infusing tea for herself and + mother, muttering, as she whisked about,</p> + + <p>"No breakfast for him made by me, who love him so dearly; but + in this very house, ay, this night, he will have supper; and such + a supper!"</p> + + <p>In the midst of these scenes in the little room, a knock came + to the door. It was a policeman, to say that she and her mother + must be up to the office by ten.</p> + + <p>"And shall we not?" said Jeannie, laughing; "wouldn't I have + been there at any rate?"</p> + + <p>Then, a little after, came the stern Henderson, still ignorant + of who robbed him. Mrs. S—th got up trembling, and looking + at him with terror, so dark he appeared.</p> + + <p>"Where is Charles?" he said.</p> + + <p>"We don't know," said Jeannie, turning a side-glance at her + mother. It was true she hated her uncle mortally, for the reason + that, though he was to an extent generous to them, he was harsh + too, and left them often poorly off, when from his wealth, which + he concealed, he might have made them happy; and then how could + they help the conduct of the son whose earnings ought to have + relieved the uncle of even his small advances?</p> + + <p>But though Jeannie hated the curmudgeon, who was, if he could, + to hang her brother—worth to her all the world and a bit of + heaven—the mother saw some change in the girl's conduct + towards her uncle. Though pure as snow, she flew to him and + hugged him with the art of one of the denizens of rougedom, and + kissed him, and all the time was acting some by-play with her + nimble fingers.</p> + + <p>"Where is your box, you naughty uncle? Doesn't my mother like + her eyes opened in the morning? Ah, here it is."</p> + + <p>And getting the box, she carried it to her mother, who was + still more surprised; for she never had got a pinch from Mr. + Henderson nor any one, though she sometimes, for her breathing, + took a draught of a pipe at night.</p> + + <p>"It is empty, you witch," cried Henderson.</p> + + <p>"Ah! then, my mother will not get her eyes opened." And she + returned it into his pocket with these said subtle fingers.</p> + + <p>The mother got dressed, and took a cup of Jeannie's tea, and + in a few minutes they were all on their way to the police office. + They found Captain Stewart in his room, and along with him the + procurator-fiscal.</p> + + <p>"Come away, Mr. Henderson; this is a bad business," said + Stewart.</p> + + <p>"The villain!" cried Henderson; "I hope he will hang for + it."</p> + + <p>"Ay, if guilty though, only," replied the captain.</p> + + <p>"Would you know the man?" said the fiscal.</p> + + <p>"No, he had a napkin over his face; but I could guess + something from his size and voice."</p> + + <p>"He admits the robbery," said Stewart; "but he has an absurd + qualification about a frolic, which yet, I am bound to say, is + supported by his accomplices."</p> + + <p>"Then the money, five pounds, has not been got," said the + fiscal. "This is a great want; for without it, I don't see what + we can make of the case."</p> + + <p>"Money here or money there, I've lost it anyhow; and if he + isn't hanged, I'll not be pleased."</p> + + <p>"Was there any but one man engaged in the affair?"</p> + + <p>"Just one, and plenty."</p> + + <p>"He had a gun?"</p> + + <p>"Yes."</p> + + <p>"Would you know it?"</p> + + <p>"No. I was, to say the truth, too frightened to examine the + instrument that was to shoot me."</p> + + <p>"Then we have nothing but the admission and the testimony of + the accomplices, who say it was a frolic," said Stewart.</p> + + <p>"No frolic to me," cried Henderson. "Why then didn't they + return the money?"</p> + + <p>"They say they called and ran after you, and that you would + not wait to get it back."</p> + + <p>"Then why didn't they produce it to you?" said Henderson. "The + money is appropriated."</p> + + <p>"A circumstance," said the fiscal, "in itself sufficient to + rebut the frolic. Yes, the strength of the case is there."</p> + + <p>"So I thought," growled the man.</p> + + <p>"You wasn't in liquor?"</p> + + <p>"No."</p> + + <p>"Are you ever?"</p> + + <p>"I don't deny that in town I take a glass, but seldom so much + as to affect my walking; never so much as make me dream I was + robbed of money, and that too money gone from my pocket."</p> + + <p>"Where do you carry your money?"</p> + + <p>"In my waistcoat pocket. Sometimes I have carried a valuable + bill home in my snuff-mull, when it was empty by chance."</p> + + <p>"Where had you the five pounds?"</p> + + <p>"I am not sure, but I think in my left waistcoat pocket."</p> + + <p>"And you gave it on demand? It was not rifled from you?"</p> + + <p>"I thrust it into the villain's hand, and ran."</p> + + <p>"Well, we must confront you with the supposed robber," said + the captain. "But you seem to be in choler, and I caution you + against a precipitate judgment. You may naturally think the + admission of the young men enough, and that may make you see what + perhaps may not be to be seen. I confess the admission of + <i>three</i> to be more than the law wants or wishes; yet there + are peculiarities in this case that take it out of the general + rules." Stewart then nodded to an officer, who went out and + returned.</p> + + <p>"There stands the prisoner."</p> + + <p>"Charles S——th!" ejaculated the uncle: "my own + nephew! execrable villain!"</p> + + <p>And he looked at the youth with bated breath and fiery + eyes.</p> + + <p>There was silence for a few minutes. The officials looked + pitiful. The mother hung down her head; and little Jeannie leered + significantly, while she took the strings of her bonnet, tied + them, undid them again, and flung away the ends till they went + round her neck; nay, the playful minx was utterly dead to the + condition of her brother who stood there, ashamed to look any one + in the face, if he was not rather like an exhumed corpse; and we + would not be far out if we said that she even laughed as she saw + the curmudgeon staring like an angry mastiff at the brother she + loved so well. But then, was she not an eccentric thing, driven + hither and thither by vagrant impulses, and with thoughts in her + head which nobody could understand?</p> + + <p>"Was this the man who robbed you, Mr. Henderson?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, the very man; now when I recollect. Stay, was there any + handkerchief found on him?"</p> + + <p>"Yes; that," said an officer, producing a red silk + handkerchief.</p> + + <p>"Why, I gave him that," said Mr. Henderson. "It cost me 4s. + 6d.; and it was that he had over his face when he robbed me of my + hard-earned money!"</p> + + <p>"It is true," said Charles; "and sorry am I for the frolic, + which my companions forced me into."</p> + + <p>"A frolic with five pounds at its credit," said Mr. Henderson. + "Where is the money, sir?"</p> + + <p>"Ah! I know, dear uncle," cried the watchful Jeannie, in a + piercing treble of the clearest silver.</p> + + <p>All eyes were turned on Jeannie.</p> + + <p>"Then where is it, girl?"</p> + + <p>"I saw him put it in his snuff-mull last night when he was at + mother's."</p> + + <p>"Examine your box, Mr. Henderson."</p> + + <p>The man growled, took out the box, and there was the five + pounds. He looked at Jeannie as if he would have devoured her + with his nose at a single pinch.</p> + + <p>"Was Mr. Henderson sober, Miss S——th?"</p> + + <p>"No."</p> + + <p>"Was he drunk?"</p> + + <p>"No. Only he couldn't stand scarcely, though he could walk; + and he called mother Jeannie, and me Peggy, and he said 'twas a + shame in us to burn two candles at his expense, when one was + enough."</p> + + <p>"<i>Saved by a pinch</i>," cried Captain Stewart.</p> + + <p>"Mr. Henderson," said the fiscal, "the case is done, and would + never have come here if your nose had happened last night to be + as itchy as your hand. The prisoner is discharged."</p> + + <p>And no sooner had the words been uttered than Jeannie flew to + her brother, hung round his neck, kissed him, blubbered and + played such antics that the fiscal could not refrain searching + for his handkerchief. He found it too; but just as if this + article were no part of his official property, he returned it to + his pocket; and then, as he saw Charles leaning on his mother's + breast, and making more noise with his heart and lungs than he + could have done if he had been hanged, he resolved, after due + deliberation, to let the "hanging drop" have its own way in + sticking on the top of his cheek, and determined not to fall for + all his jerking.</p> + + <p>"BARBADOES, <i>15th July</i> 18—.</p> + + <p>"MY DEAREST LITTLE JEANNIE,—I am at length settled the + manager of a great sugar factory, with £400 a year. Tell + your mother I will write her by next post; and all I can say + meantime is, that Messrs. Coutts and Co. will pay her £100 + a year, half-yearly, till I return to keep you, for saving me + from the gallows. Accept the offer of the old man. He is worth + £500 a year; and you're just the little winged spirit that + will keep up a fire of life in a good heart only a little out of + use.</p> + + <p>"<i>P.S.</i>—Tell uncle that I will send him five pounds + of snuff, by next ship, in return for the five pounds I took out + of his box on that eventful night, which was the beginning of my + reformation.</p> + + <p>"Tell Mrs. S——k and Mrs. W——pe that + their sons arrived at Jamaica; but, poor fellows, they are both + dead.</p> + + <p>"The same vessel that carries the snuff will convey to mother + a hogshead of sugar and a puncheon of rum. So that at night, in + place of the tiny phial which held a glass, and which you used to + draw out of your pocket so slily when mother was weakly, you may + now mix for her a tumbler of rum-punch; and if you don't take + some too, I'll send you no more. But, hark ye, Jeannie, don't + give uncle a <i>drop</i>, though he tried to give me one that, I + fear, would have made my head, like yours, a little giddy. Adieu, + dear little Ariel."</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_9"><!-- RULE4 9 --></a> + + <h2>THE PROCRASTINATOR.</h2> + + <p>Being overtaken by a shower in Kensington Gardens, I sought + shelter in one of the alcoves near the palace. I was scarce + seated, when the storm burst with all its fury; and I observed an + old fellow, who had stood loitering till the hurricane whistled + round his ears, making towards me, as rapidly as his apparently + palsied limbs would permit. Upon his nearer approach, he appeared + rather to have suffered from infirmity than years. He wore a + brownish-black coat, or rather shell, which, from its dimensions, + had never been intended for the wearer; and his inexpressibles + were truly inexpressible. "So," said I, as he seated himself on + the bench, and shook the rain from his old broad-brimmed hat, + "you see, old boy, '<i>Procrastination is the thief of time</i>;' + the clouds gave you a hint of what was coming, but you seemed not + to take it." "It is," replied he, eagerly. "Doctor Young is in + the right. Procrastination has been my curse since I was in + leading-strings. It has grown with my growth, and strengthened + with my strength. It has ever been my besetting sin—my + companion in prosperity and adversity; and I have slept upon it, + like Samson on the lap of Delilah, till it has shorn my locks and + deprived me of my strength. It has been to me a witch, a + manslayer, and a murderer; and when I would have shaken it off in + wrath and in disgust, I found I was no longer master of my own + actions and my own house. It had brought around me a host of its + blood relations—its sisters and its cousins-german—to + fatten on my weakness, and haunt me to the grave; so that when I + tore myself from the embrace of one, it was only to be + intercepted by another. You are young, sir, and a stranger to me; + but its effects upon me and my history—the history of a + poor paralytic shoemaker—if you have patience to hear, may + serve as a beacon to you in your voyage through life."</p> + + <p>Upon expressing my assent to his proposal—for the + fluency and fervency of his manner had at once riveted my + attention and excited curiosity—he continued:—</p> + + <p>"I was born without a fortune, as many people are. When about + five years of age, I was sent to a parish school in + Roxburghshire, and procrastination went with me. Being possessed + of a tolerable memory, I was not more deficient than my + schoolfellows; but the task which they had studied the previous + evening was by me seldom looked at till the following morning, + and my seat was the last to be occupied of any other on the form. + My lessons were committed to memory by a few hurried glances, and + repeated with a faltering rapidity, which not unfrequently + puzzled the ear of the teacher to follow me. But what was thus + hastily learned, was as suddenly forgotten. They were mere + surface impressions, each obliterated by the succeeding. And + though I had run over a tolerable general education, I left + school but little wiser than when I entered it.</p> + + <p>"My parents—peace to their memory!"—here the old + fellow looked most feelingly, and a tear of filial recollection + glistened in his eyes: it added a dignity to the recital of his + weakness, and I almost reverenced him—"My parents," + continued he, "had no ambition to see me rise higher in society + than an honest tradesman; and at thirteen I was bound apprentice + to a shoemaker. Yes, sir, I was—I am a shoemaker; and but + for my curse—my malady—had been an ornament to my + profession. I have measured the foot of a princess, sir; I have + made slippers to his Majesty!" Here his tongue acquired new + vigour from the idea of his own importance. "Yes, sir, I have + made slippers to his Majesty; yet I am an unlucky—I am a + bewitched—I am a ruined man. But to proceed with my + history. During the first year of my apprenticeship, I acted in + the capacity of errand boy; and, as such, had to run upon many an + unpleasant message—sometimes to ask money, frequently to + borrow it. Now, sir, I am also a <i>bashful</i> man, and, as I + was saying, <i>bashfulness</i> is one of the blood relations + which procrastination has fastened upon me. While acting in my + last-mentioned capacity, I have gone to the house, gazed at every + window, passed it and repassed it, placed my hand upon the + rapper, withdrawn it, passed it and repassed it again, stood + hesitating and consulting with myself, then resolved to defer it + till the next day, and finally returned to my master, not with a + direct lie, but a broad <i>equivocation</i>; and this was another + of the cousins-german which procrastination introduced to my + acquaintance.</p> + + <p>"In the third year of my servitude, I became fond of reading; + was esteemed a quick workman; and, having no desire for money + beyond what was necessary to supply my wants, I gave unrestricted + indulgence to my new passion. We had each an allotted quantity of + work to perform weekly. Conscious of being able to complete it in + half the time, and having yielded myself solely to my ruinous + propensity to delay, I seldom did anything before the Thursday; + and the remaining days were spent in hurry, bustle, and + confusion. Occasionally I overrated my abilities—my task + was unfinished, and I was compelled to count a <i>dead horse</i>. + Week after week this grew upon me, till I was so firmly saddled, + that, until the expiration of my apprenticeship, I was never + completely freed from it. This was another of my curse's + handmaidens."</p> + + <p>Here he turned to me with a look of seriousness, and said, + "Beware, young man, how you trust to your own strength and your + own talents; for however noble it may be to do so, let it be in + the open field, before you are driven into a corner, where your + arms may come in contact with the thorns and the angles of the + hedges.</p> + + <p>"About this time, too, I fell in love—yes, <i>fell</i> + in love; for I just beheld the fair object, and I was a dead man, + or a new man, or anything you will. Frequently as I have looked + and acted like a fool, I believe I never did so so strikingly as + at that moment. She was a beautiful girl—a very angel of + light—about five feet three inches high, and my own age. + Heaven knows how I ever had courage to declare my passion; for I + put it off day after day, and week after week, always preparing a + new speech against the next time of meeting her, until three or + four rivals stepped forward before me. At length I did speak, and + never was love more clumsily declared. I told her in three words; + then looked to the ground, and again in her face most pitifully. + She received my addresses just as saucily as a pretty girl could + do. But it were useless to go over our courtship; it was the only + happy period of my existence, and every succeeding day has been + misery. Matters were eventually brought to a bearing, and the + fatal day of final felicity appointed. I was yet young, and my + love possessed all the madness of a first passion. She not only + occupied my heart, but my whole thoughts; I could think of + nothing else, speak of nothing else, and, what was worse, do + nothing else: it burned up the very capabilities of action, and + rendered my native indolence yet more indolent. However, the day + came (and a bitter stormy day it was), the ceremony was + concluded, and the honeymoon seemed to pass away in a + fortnight.</p> + + <p>"About twelve months after our marriage, Heaven (as authors + say) blest our loves with a son and, I had almost said, heir. + Deplorable patrimony!—heir of his mother's + features—the sacrifice of his father's weakness." Kean + could not have touched this last burst. The father, the miserable + man, parental affection, agony, remorse, repentance, were + expressed in a moment.</p> + + <p>A tear was hurrying down his withered cheek as he dashed it + away with his dripping sleeve. "I am a weak old fool," said he, + endeavouring to smile; for there was a volatile gaiety in his + disposition, which his sorrows had subdued, but not extinguished. + "Yet, my boy! my poor dear Willie!—I shall never—no, + I shall never see him again!" Here he again wept; and had nature + not denied me that luxury, I should have wept too, for the sake + of company. After a pause, he again proceeded:—</p> + + <p>"After the birth of my child, came the baptism. I had no + conscientious objection to the tenets of the Established Church + of my country; but I belonged to no religious community. I had + never thought of it as an obligation beyond that of custom, and + deferred it from year to year, till I felt ashamed to 'go + forward' on account of my age. My wife was a Cameronian; and to + them, though I knew nothing of their principles, I had an + aversion. But for her to hold up the child while I was in the + place, was worse than heathenism—was unheard-of in the + parish. The nearest Episcopal chapel was at Kelso, a distance of + ten miles. The child still remained unbaptized. 'It hasna a name + yet,' said the ignorant meddlers, who had no higher idea of the + ordinance. It was a source of much uneasiness to my wife, and + gave rise to some family quarrelling. Months succeeded weeks, and + eventually the child was carried to the Episcopal church. This + choked up all the slander of the town, and directed it into one + channel upon my devoted head. Some said I 'wasna sound,' and all + agreed I 'was nae better than I should be,' while the zealous + clergyman came to my father, expressing his fears that 'his son + was in a bad way.' For this, too, am I indebted to + procrastination. I thus became a martyr to supposed opinions, of + which I was ignorant; and such was the unchristian bigotry of my + neighbours, that, deeming it sinful to employ one whom they + considered little other than a pagan, about five years after my + marriage I was compelled to remove with my family to London.</p> + + <p>"We were at this period what tradesmen term <i>miserably hard + up</i>. Having sold off our little stock of furniture, after + discharging a few debts which were unavoidably contracted, a + balance of rather less than two pounds remained; and upon this, + my wife, my child, and myself were to travel a distance of three + hundred and fifty miles. I will not go over the journey: we + performed it on foot in twenty days; and, including lodging, our + daily expense amounted to one shilling and eightpence; so that, + on entering the metropolis, all we possessed was five shillings + and a few pence. It was the dead of winter, and nearly dark, when + we were passing down St. John Street, Clerkenwell. I was + benumbed, my wife was fainting, and our poor child was blue and + speechless. We entered a public-house near Smithfield, where two + pints of warm porter and ginger, with a crust of bread and + cheese, operated as partial restoratives. The noisy scene of + butchers, drovers, and coal-heavers was new to me. My child was + afraid, my wife uncomfortable, and I, a gaping observer, + forgetful of my own situation. My boy pulled my coat, and said, + 'Come, father;' my wife jogged my elbow, and reminded me of a + lodging; but my old reply, '<i>Stop a little</i>,' was my ninety + and nine times repeated answer. Frequently the landlord made a + long neck over the table, gauging the contents of our tardily + emptied pint; and, as the watchman was calling 'Past eleven,' + finally took it away, and bade us 'bundle off.' Now I arose, + feeling at once the pride of my spirit and the poorness of my + purse, vowing never to darken his door again, should I remain in + London a hundred years.</p> + + <p>"On reaching the street, I inquired at a half-grown boy where + we might obtain a lodging; and after causing me to inquire twice + or thrice—'I no ken, Sawney—haud awa' north,' said + the brat, sarcastically imitating my accent. I next inquired of a + watchman, who said there was no place upon his beat; but + <i>beat</i> was Gaelic to me; and I repeated my inquiry to + another, who directed me towards the hells of Saffron Hill. At a + third, I requested to be informed the way, who, after abusing me + for seeking lodgings at such an hour, said he had seen me in the + town six hours before, and bade us go to the devil. A fourth + inquired if we had any money, took us to the bar of a + public-house, called for a quartern of gin, drank our healths, + asked if we could obtain a bed, which being answered in the + negative, he hurried to the door, bawling 'Half-past eleven,' and + left me to pay for the liquor. On reaching Saffron Hill, it was + in an Irish uproar: policemen, thieves, prostitutes, and + Israelites were brawling in a satanic mass of iniquity; blood and + murder was the order of the night. My child screamed, my wife + clung to my arm; she would not, she durst not, sleep in such a + place. To be brief: we had to wander in the streets till the + morning; and I believe that night, aided by a broken heart, was + the forerunner of her death. It was the first time I had been + compelled to walk trembling for a night without shelter, or to + sit frozen on a threshold; and this, too, I owe to + procrastination.</p> + + <p>"For a time we rented a miserable garret, without furniture or + fixture, at a shilling weekly, which was paid in advance. I had + delayed making application for employment till our last sixpence + was spent. We had passed a day without food; my child appeared + dying; my wife said nothing, but she gazed upon her dear boy, and + shook her head with an expression that wrung me to the soul. I + rushed out almost in madness, and, in a state of unconsciousness, + hurried from shop to shop in agitation and in misery. It was + vain; appearances were against me. I was broken down and + dejected, and my state of mind and manner appeared a compound of + the maniac and the blackguard. At night I was compelled to return + to the suffering victims of my propensity, penniless and + unsuccessful. It was a dreadful and a sleepless night with us + all; or if I did slumber upon the hard floor for a moment (for we + had neither seat nor covering), it was to startle at the cries of + my child wailing for hunger, or the smothered sighs of my unhappy + partner. Again and again I almost thought them the voice of the + Judge, saying, 'Depart from me, ye cursed.'</p> + + <p>"I again hurried out with daybreak, for I was wretched, and + resumed my inquiries; but night came, and I again returned + equally successful. The yearnings of my child were now terrible, + and the streaming eyes of his fond mother, as she pressed his + head with her cold hand upon her lap, alone distinguished her + from death. The pains of hunger in myself were becoming + insupportable; my teeth gnashed against each other, and worms + seemed gnawing my heartstrings. At this moment, my dear wife + looked me in the face, and, stretching her hand to me, said, + 'Farewell, my love, in a few hours I and our dear child shall be + at rest! Oh! hunger, hunger!' I could stand no more. Reason + forsook me. I could have died for them; but I could not beg. We + had nothing to pledge. Our united wearing apparel would not have + brought a shilling. My wife had a pair of pocket Bibles (I had + once given them in a present): my eyes fell upon them—I + snatched them up unobserved—rushed from the house, + and—Oh heaven! let the cause forgive the act—pawned + them for eighteenpence. It saved our lives, it obtained + employment, and for a few weeks appeared to overcome my + curse.</p> + + <p>"I am afraid I grow tedious with particulars, sir; it is an + old man's fault—though I am not old either; I am scarce + fifty-five. After being three years in London, I was appointed + foreman of an extensive establishment in the Strand. I remained + in this situation about four years. It was one of respectability + and trust, demanding, hourly, a vigilant and undivided attention. + To another, it might have been attended with honour and profit; + but to me it terminated in disgrace. Amongst other duties, I had + the payment of the journeymen, and the giving out of the work. + They being numerous, and their demands frequent, it would have + required a clerk for the proper discharge of that duty alone. I + delayed entering at the moment in my books the materials and cash + given to each, until they, multiplying upon my hands, and + begetting a consequent confusion, it became impossible for me to + make their entry with certainty or correctness. The workmen were + not slow in discovering this, and not a few of the more + profligate improved upon it to their advantage. Thus I frequently + found it impossible to make both ends of my account meet; and in + repeated instances, where the week's expenditure exceeded the + general average, though satisfied in my own mind of its accuracy, + from my inability to state the particulars, in order to conceal + my infirmity, I have accounted for the overplus from my own + pocket. Matters went on in this way for a considerable time. You + will admit I was rendered feelingly sensible of my error, and I + resolved to correct it. But my resolutions were always made of + paper; they were like a complaisant debtor—full of + promises, praying for grace, and dexterously evading performance. + Thus, day after day, I deferred the adoption of my new system to + a future period. For, sir, you must be aware there is a pleasure + in procrastination, of a nature the most alluring and + destructive; but it is a pleasure purchased by the sacrifice of + judgment: in its nature and results it resembles the happiness of + the drunkard; for, in exact ratio as our spirits are raised above + their proper level, in the same proportion, when the ardent + effects have evaporated, they sink beneath that level.</p> + + <p>"I was now too proud to work as a mere journeyman, and I + commenced business for myself; but I began without capital, and a + gourd of sorrow hung over me, while I stood upon sand. I had some + credit; but, as my bills became payable, I ever found I had put + off, till the very day they became due, the means of liquidating + them; then had I to run and borrow five pounds from one, and five + shillings from another, urged by despair, from a hundred + quarters. My creditors grew clamorous; my wife upbraided me; I + flew to the bottle—to the bottle!" he repeated; "and my + ruin was complete—my family, business, everything, was + neglected. Bills of Middlesex were served on me, declarations + filed; I surrendered myself, and was locked up in Whitecross + Street. It is a horrid place; the Fleet is a palace to it; the + Bench, paradise! But, sir, I will draw my painful story to a + close. During my imprisonment my wife died—died, not by my + hands, but from the work of them! She was laid in a strange + grave, and strangers laid her head in the dust, while I lay a + prisoner in the city where she was buried. My boy—my poor + Willie—who had been always neglected, was left without + father and without mother! Sir! sir! my boy was left without + food! He forsook visiting me in the prison; I heard he had turned + the associate of thieves; and from that period five years have + passed, and I have obtained no trace of him. But it is my + doing—my poor Willie!"</p> + + <p>Here the victim of procrastination finished his narrative. The + storm had passed away, and the sun again shone out. The man had + interested me, and we left the gardens together. I mentioned that + I had to go into the city; he said he had business there also, + and asked to accompany me. I could not refuse him. From the door + by which we left the gardens, our route lay by way of Oxford + Street. As we proceeded down Holborn, the church bell of St. + Sepulchre's began to toll; and the crowd, collected round the top + of Newgate Street, indicated an execution. As we approached the + place, the criminal was brought forth. He was a young man about + nineteen years of age, and had been found guilty of an aggravated + case of housebreaking. As the unhappy being turned round to look + upon the spectators, my companion gave a convulsive shriek, and, + springing from my side, exclaimed, "Righteous Heaven! my Willie! + my murdered Willie!" He had proceeded but a few paces, when he + fell with his face upon the ground. In the wretched criminal he + discovered his lost, his only son. The miserable old man was + conveyed, in a state of insensibility, to St. Bartholomew's + Hospital, where I visited him the next day: he seemed to suffer + much, and in a few hours he died with a shudder, and the word + <i>procrastination</i> on his tongue.</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_10"><!-- RULE4 10 --></a> + + <h2>THE TEN OF DIAMONDS.</h2> + + <p>At length I reached the Moated Grange, on a visit to my friend + Graeme. But since I am to speak a good deal of this place, I may + as well explain that it was misnamed. There was no moat, nor had + there been for a hundred years; but round the old + pile—hoary, and shrivelled, and palsied enough, in all + conscience, for delighting the mole-eye of any antiquarian + hunks—- there was a visible trace of the old ditch in a + hollow covered with green sward going all round the house, which + hollow was the only place clear of trees. And these trees! They + stood for a mile round, like an army of giants seventy feet high, + all intent, it would seem, upon choking the poor old pile, + throwing their big arms over the hollow, swinging them to and + fro, and dashing their points against the panes as the wind + listed. It would come by-and-by to be a hard task for the stone + and lime victim to hold its place, with its sinews of run mortar, + against these tyrants of the wood. And then they were as full of + noises as Babel itself—noises a thousand times more + heterogeneous—croaking, chirping, screeching, cawing, + whistling, billing, cooing, cuckooing. "What a place to live in!" + I thought, fresh as I was from town, "where, if there are noises, + one knows something of their meaning—maledictory, yea, + devilish as it often is, expressive of the passions of men which + will never sleep. But these! what could one make of such a + <i>tintamarre</i>? Nothing but the reflection—that is, if + you happen to be a philosopher, which, thank God, I am + not—that not one note of all this rural oratorio is without + its intention; and thus we always satisfy ourselves. But when we + run the matter up a little further, we find it a very small + affair: two responses, one to each of two chords vibrating for + ever and ever throughout all nature—pleasure and pain, pain + and pleasure, turn by turn—the last pain being death!"</p> + + <p>"How can you live here, Graeme?" I said, as we stood under the + old porch, looking out, or rather having our look blocked up by + the thickness, and our ears deaved by the eternal screeching and + cawing of five thousand crows overhead.</p> + + <p>"There's gloom everywhere where man is," he replied, "and + screeching owls in every brain. You can't get quit." Then, + lowering his voice, "I am haunted, and yet live here in this + Moated Grange! The difference is this: in the town the gaslight + and eternal clatter distract a man like me who is plagued from + within; here I find some concord between the inside and the out, + only the owls in the inside are more grotesque and horrible."</p> + + <p>"Well, Graeme," said I, "it is needless to disguise what + brought me here. The secret is out. The choke-damp has got wind. + If the idiot had not blown his brains out, it would have been + nothing. You could have paid him back, and he might now have had + both his money and his brains."</p> + + <p>"Got wind!" cried he, clutching me by the breast of the coat + with the fury of a highwayman or a spasmodic actor. "Did the + villain Ruggieri tell you?"</p> + + <p>"No."</p> + + <p>"So far well," he added, taking a long pull with his lungs, as + if he had got quit of an attack of asthma; "but though I may + satisfy the widow, how am I to appease Heaven? Come," he added, + again seizing me with a force in which there was a tremble, "I + want to ease my mind. You are my oldest friend, and a load + divided is more easily carried."</p> + + <p>And leading the way into the parlour, where the fire had got + into a fine red heat, and was sending a glare through the ruby + and golden contents of several strangely-shaped bottles on the + table, he threw himself on a chair on the one side, I taking one + on the other. A few minutes of silence intervened.</p> + + <p>"If it be as painful for you," he continued, "to hear a + confession as it is for me to make it, you may help yourself to + bear the infliction by pouring into your stomach some of that + Burgundy. I will take none. I have fire enough in my brain + already;" and he pushed the bottle to me.</p> + + <p>"You were a bit of a blackleg yourself," he continued, as he + threw himself back in the arm-chair, and compressed his chest + with his folded arms till the blood seemed to mount to his face. + "You were present at that game where I took the five thousand by + a trick from Gourlay. You know, as a gambler yourself, that all + the tribe are by constitution cheats. It is folly to speak of an + honest gambler. The passion is a ten thousand times distilled + selfishness, with no qualm of obligation to God or religion to + keep it in check—only a little fear of that bugbear, + society. Our club at the 'Red Lion' all knew this in our souls; + but every one of us knew also that the moment he would be + discovered cheating, he would be scorched with our hatred and + contempt. He must leave our pure society on the instant—not + of course that he was any worse than the rest of us, but only + that he was unfortunate in being discovered. That night Gourlay + and I were demons. We had baffled each other, and drank till our + brains seethed, though our countenances and speech betrayed + nothing but the extreme of coolness. He had won a thousand of me, + and hounded me from post to pillar, offering to be cleared out by + my <i>skill</i>, as he called it sneeringly. The fellow, in + short, hated me, because the year before, at Baden-Baden, I had + taken two thousand out of him, and would not give him his + revenge."</p> + + <p>"He must have thought you honest," said I; "otherwise he would + not have thus badgered you to play."</p> + + <p>"No; he had not the generosity to think me honest. I repeat, + no gambler ever thinks another gambler honest, and he lies when + he says so. He knew himself to be a rogue, and thought it diamond + in the teeth of diamond;" and, pausing and meditating, he + repeated the word, "diamond—diamond—diamond."</p> + + <p>I looked at him in surprise. He continued to keep up the + cuckoo sound, trying to laugh, and yet totally unable to + accomplish even a cackle, as if some internal force clutched the + diaphragm and mocked him, so that his efforts were reduced to a + gurgling as in cynanche—like a dog choking with a rope + round his craig, the sounds coming jerking out in barks, and + dying away again in yelps and whines.</p> + + <p>"You will know presently why that word produces these strange + effects upon me," he at length contrived to be able to say. "Nor + less the form of the figure as painted in these hell-books. It is + blazoned everywhere. The devil wears it in fiery lines on his + face as he hounds me a-nights through these thick woods. Yet I am + not afraid of it—rather court it, as if I yearned for the + burning pain of its red signature in, and in, and in to my brain, + as far as thought goes."</p> + + <p>"Have you got mad, Graeme?" I ejaculated. "What has the figure + of a diamond, or of ten diamonds——"</p> + + <p>"<i>Ten</i>, you would say?" he immediately cried, as he + started up, and immediately threw himself down; "<i>the</i> ten, + if you dared. You are commissioned by the powers + yonder—you, you, too, along with the others, including the + devil."</p> + + <p>"I have no wish to be in the same commission with that great + personage," said I, with a very poor attempt to laugh, for I felt + anxious about my friend. "I gave him up when I threw his books + into the fire, and swore never more to touch the unhallowed + thing."</p> + + <p>I perceived that my attempt at humour increased his + excitement. "Repeat the words," he cried. "Say 'the ten of + diamonds' right out with open mouth, and repeat them a thousand + times, so as to give me ear-proof that the powers yonder," + pointing to the roof, "are against me."</p> + + <p>At this moment the door of the parlour was opened by some + timid hand.</p> + + <p>"Come hither, my pretty Edith," he said, in a calmer voice, as + a little cherub-looking child, with a head so like as if, after + the fashion of Danäe's, it had been powdered by Jupiter with + gold dust, and a pair of blue eyes, as if the said god, in making + them, had tried to emulate the wing of the Halcyon in a human + orb, and intended, moreover, the light thereof to calm the storm + in those of her father.</p> + + <p>And so it did, to a certain extent; for Edith got upon his + knee, and, putting her arms round his neck, kept peering with + those eyes into the very pupils of her father's, till the light + of innocence, softening the rigid nerve, enabled them to regain + somewhat of their natural lustre.</p> + + <p>"What did Trott, the crazy girl who spaes fortunes, give you, + Edith?" and coruscations began again to mix with the softer + light.</p> + + <p>"A card," replied the girl, as she undid her embrace, and, + casting her head to a side, viewed him timidly.</p> + + <p>"She has been frightened," thought I, "by some consequences + resulting from the same question put at some former time."</p> + + <p>"And what was the name of the card?" he continued.</p> + + <p>But the girl was now on her guard. She hesitated, and + struggled to get away.</p> + + <p>"Tell this gentleman, then."</p> + + <p>"The ten of diamonds," cried she; and no sooner were the words + out than she fled, like a beam of light chased by the shadow of a + tombstone.</p> + + <p>"You see how it is," continued Graeme, getting into his former + expression: "through this channel, this innocent medium, this + creature the fruit of my loins, the idol of my heart, is the + lightning of reproof hurled. A wandering idiot is prompted by the + very inspiration of her imbecility to put into the hands of my + child the emblem of my wickedness, that she in her love might + place it before my eyes, there to develop the sin-print in the + dark camera of my mind. No wonder she is alarmed at the mention + of the words, for she read the horror produced in me when she + held up what she called the pretty picture in my face. But, thank + God! thank God!"——</p> + + <p>And he fell for a moment into meditation.</p> + + <p>"For what?" said I, as my wonder increased.</p> + + <p>"That her mother, who is within a week of her confinement, + knows nothing of this mystery."</p> + + <p>I was silent. I might have said, "What mystery?" but I would + only have irritated him.</p> + + <p>"Rymer!"</p> + + <p>I started. I was looking into the fire, with my ear altogether + his, yet the strange mention of my name startled me.</p> + + <p>"What could infamy—infamy, with just a beam of + consciousness to tell it was infamy, and no more but that + beam—think and feel to be worshipped by purity and love? I + have shrunk from the embrace of that woman with a recoil equal to + that produced by the enfolding of a snake."</p> + + <p>"Though she knows not, and may never know, anything of this + affair which has taken such a hold of you?" said I, rather as a + speaking automaton, forced to vocabulate.</p> + + <p>"The very reason why I recoil and shudder."</p> + + <p>I had made a mistake—I would not risk another. "The man + has got into the enfolding arms of mania," I thought, "and I must + be chary."</p> + + <p>"Will you keep in your remembrance," he continued, "the words + uttered by Edith, and how she came by them? Will you?"</p> + + <p>"Yes."</p> + + <p>"Then take another glass; you will need it, and another + too."</p> + + <p>I obeyed not quite so mechanically. The Burgundy was better + than the conversation, and I made the pleasure of the palate + compensate for the pain of the ear.</p> + + <p>He now drew out his watch, and, going to the window, withdrew + the curtains. The shades of night had fallen. It looked black as + Tartarus, contrasted with the light within.</p> + + <p>"Come here!" he cried; and when I had somewhat reluctantly + obeyed what I considered the request of one whose internal sense + had got a jerk from some mad molecule out of its orbit in the + brain—"Do you see anything?"</p> + + <p>"Yes," said I—"a big black negative; but as for anything + positive, you might as well look into a coal-pit and find what + philosophers do in the wells of truth. There's nothing to be + seen."</p> + + <p>"No? Look there—there! See," pointing with his finger, + and clutching me tremulously, "once more—the traces as + vivid as ever! See!"</p> + + <p>I verily did think I saw something luminous, but it quickly + disappeared. "Oh, probably the reflection of a lantern," I + said.</p> + + <p>"Yes, a magic one," he replied sneeringly.</p> + + <p>"I know of no more magical lantern than a man's head," I + replied, a little disconcerted by his sneer. "Chemists say + there's more phosphorus in the brain than anywhere else; and so I + sometimes think."</p> + + <p>He made no reply, but, seizing me by the coat, dragged me + after him as he hurried out of the room, and making for a back + door, led me out, bareheaded as I was, into the wood. The + darkness had waxed to pitchiness, and the noises were hushed. The + crows had gone to roost; and had it not been for some too-hoos of + the jolly owl, sounding his horn as he rejoiced that the hated + sun had gone to annoy other owls in the west, the silence would + have been complete. But, in truth, I hate silence as well as + darkness, and have no more sympathy with the followers of + Pythagoras than I have with the triumph of the blind Roman who + silenced the covey of pretty women, in the heat of their + condolences for his blindness, by reminding them that they forgot + he could feel in the dark. I thought more of the fire inside, and + the bottle of Burgundy, on which I had made as yet only a small + impression.</p> + + <p>"If I want darkness, I can as well shut my eyes," said I + peevishly, "and I would even have the advantage of some + phosphorescent touches of the fancy."</p> + + <p>"Will you see that with your eyes shut?" he exclaimed + triumphantly, as he bent his body forward to an angle of + forty-five, and pointed with his finger to an object clearly + illumined, and exhibiting distinctly a large card, with ten red + diamonds sharply traced upon it. The advantage he had got over me + was lost in the rapture of his gaze; and he seemed to be charmed + by the apparition, for he began to move slowly forward, still + pointing his finger, and without apparently drawing a breath. + Though a little taken by surprise for the instant, it was not + easy for me to give up my practical wisdom, which, as a matter of + course, pointed to a trick.</p> + + <p>"You do see it, then?" said he.</p> + + <p>"Surely," said I. "There is no mistake it is the figure of the + ten of diamonds, probably stuck upon a turnip lantern."</p> + + <p>"I did not ask you for a banter," he replied angrily. "I can + draw my own conclusions. All I wanted was to satisfy myself that + I was free from a monomaniacal illusion. We cannot both be mad; + besides, you're a sceptic, and the testimony of a sceptic's eyes + is better than the sneer of his tongue."</p> + + <p>Still he proceeded, I following, and the apparition + retreating. "I told you to remember what Edith said," he + continued, as he still pointed his finger; "and I fancy you can + never forget that before you. The two things are wide apart."</p> + + <p>"And so are the two ends of a rope with which a man hangs + himself," said</p> + + <p>"It is gone!" cried my friend, without noticing my remark. "It + has receded into that infinite from whence it was commissioned to + earth to strike its lightning upon the eye of a falling, erring, + miserable mortal."</p> + + <p>"It is gone," said I; "and I am gone also—to finish my + bottle of Burgundy, which I have as little doubt was commissioned + from finitude to strike a little fire into the heart of another + erring mortal, not at this moment perfectly happy."</p> + + <p>And I made my way as quick as possible into the parlour, glad + to get quit of the chill of the night air. Meanwhile, there + appeared signs of some extraordinary movement in the other parts + of the house, the nature of which Graeme probably ascertained as + he came along the lobby, for I heard bustling and earnest + conversation; and presently little Edith came stepping in beside + me, with something very mysterious in her blue eyes, far too + mysterious for being confided to loud words, and so a whisper + told me that her mother was taken ill, and that Dr. Rogers had + been sent for. This little bit of information carried more to my + mind than it brought away from Edith's. I knew before that Mrs. + Graeme was on the eve of confinement, and it now appeared she had + been taken in labour. I saw, too, that my visit had not been very + well timed, and the worse that Graeme himself was in the + extraordinary frame of mind in which I found him—unfit for + facing the dangers, repaying the affections, performing the + duties, and receiving the honours or enjoying the hopes of his + situation. A rap at the door was the signal for Edith's + departure, with the words on her tongue that she knew the + doctor's knock. I was now, I thought, to be left to myself; nor + was I displeased, for I wanted a lounge and a meditation; though + of the latter I could not see that I could make much, if any, + more than confirming myself against all preternaturals as agents + on earth, however certain their existence may be beyond the + mystic veil that divides the two worlds. I had known Graeme's + crime and Gourlay's self-murder; but the crime was a trick among + blacklegs, and the suicide was the madness of a gambler, who had + risked his money and was ruined at the moment he wanted to ruin + another. Surely Heaven had something else to do with its + retributive lightnings than employ them, in subversion of all + natural laws, in a cause so inferior in turpitude to others that + every hour pass into oblivion, with more of a mark of natural, + and less or none of supernatural chastisement. I thought I might + be contented with such a view of these prodigies as might quickly + consign them to the limbo of men's machinations; yet somehow or + other—perhaps the Burgundy bottle, if it could have spoken, + like that of Asmodeus, might have helped the solution—I got + dreamy, and of course foolish, raising objections against my own + conclusions, and instituting an <i>alter ego</i> to argue against + myself for Graeme's theory. It has always seemed strange to me, + that though mankind hate metaphysics, they are all natural + metaphysicians, especially when a little <i>wined</i>. Perhaps + the true reason may be, that as wine came from the gods, it is + endued with the power of raising us to its source. At least, our + aspirations, from being <i>devine</i>, become wonderfully + <i>divine</i>, so that supernatural agencies wax less difficult + to our imaginations; and while we are ten times more ready to + meet a ghost, we are as many times more ready to admit their + possibility. But the end of these grand and elevated conditions + is generally sleep and an ugly nightmare; and though my case was + an exception as regards the latter, I awoke in not a very happy + mood, just as Graeme entered the room and told me it was twelve + o'clock. As I rubbed my eyes, he sat down in his chair, and + seemed inclined to court silence; but it was clear he could not + achieve repose.</p> + + <p>I felt no inclination to add to his apparent disturbance by + any remarks on what I had seen; but it struck me as remarkable, + that, while he got into contortions and general restlessness, + putting his hand to his brow, throwing one leg over another, + closing his hands, and heaving long sighs, he never so much as + thought it worth his pains to ask my opinion of the scene in the + wood. It seemed as if he was so thoroughly convinced of a divine + manifestation against him, that he despised any exceptional + scepticism as utterly beneath his notice or + attention—thoroughly engrossed, as he appeared to be, with + the terrible sanction of a portent of some coming retribution. + His silence in some degree distressed me, as I thought he + resented my levity in commenting upon his convictions; so it was + with some relief that Dr. Rogers came in and sat down at the + table, apparently to wait for a call to the bedroom. A man this + of ostentatious gloom,—too grave to deign to be witty, too + sanctified to stoop to be cheerful, and therefore not the man I + could have wished to see as the medical adviser, and perhaps the + religious confidant, of my friend and his wife. A temperate man, + too, by his own confession, pronounced over the top of a bottle; + and he drank as if for health, while his manner of beslabbering + the glass with his thick lips indicated a contempt for its + confined capacity; a tumbler would have suited him better; and he + waxed apparently graver when the delightful aroma of the Bordeaux + grape fondled his nostrils. We got into supernaturals + immediately, though how the subject was introduced I cannot + remember; but Dr. Rogers was a grave and heavy advocate for + divine manifestation, and Graeme's ear, circumcised to delicacy, + hung upon his thick lips. I asked for instances beyond the domain + of the addled brains of old women, or the excited fancies of + young; and Graeme looked at me intently, without saying a + word.</p> + + <p>"I have seen hundreds die," said the doctor, "ay, strong men, + the tissues of whose brain were, in comparison of those of your + old women and young enthusiasts, as iron wires to pellicles of + flesh. And how do they die if they are Christians, as all men + ought to be? What is there in death, think you, to subvert the + known laws of physiology? We might suppose, that as the spirit is + about to leave the mortal frame, it will be fitful, and flit from + tissue to tissue, and gleam and die away, to flare up again in + some worldly image, perhaps, of the past; as where I have known + it show the face of an early beloved one, long since gone, in all + its first glory, to the eyes of a lover. Such are mere + exceptions, from which no rule can be drawn; but they occur, and + we admit them as consonant enough to natural causes. So far we + all agree; but where is that consonance in all those numerous + cases which have come under my own observation, where the + man—a strong man even in death—is rapt into a vision + set in a halo of light, and showing forth, as an assurance of + divine favour, the very form and features of Him who died on the + cross of Calvary? Is there anything in physiology to account for + this? And then it occurs so often as almost to amount to a + rule."</p> + + <p>"I have too much respect for religion," replied I, "to throw a + doubt on certain workings of the spirit in that mysterious + condition when it hovers between the two worlds, and when it can + hardly be said to belong to earth; but the case is entirely + different where the common agencies are all working through their + fitted and natural means. We can never say that any of those + means are superseded—only others are substituted; and we do + not understand the substitution."</p> + + <p>"You are unfortunate," said the doctor, with a triumphant + gravity. "If you admit that supernatural agencies ever + have—in any stage of the world, in any place, way, or + manner, or by any means—had to do with earthly things, or + have to do in those days, or will have to do in any future time + or place on the earth's surface, your admission closes up your + mouth for ever."</p> + + <p>"To do, in those days, on this night, not many hours agone!" + cried Graeme, with rolling eyes. "Who cares for admissions of + those who see, when one's own eyes are nearer the brain than are + the eyes or lips of him who admits, or of him who denies?"</p> + + <p>"Not hours ago!" said the doctor, fixing his big eyes on the + face of Graeme; "and so near a birth?"</p> + + <p>"Oh, she knows nothing," said Graeme.</p> + + <p>"And I am supremely ignorant," said I.</p> + + <p>"Of what?" inquired Rogers, turning his face again to Graeme, + as if he would take him into his mouth.</p> + + <p>But just as he expected an answer, a slight rap sounded from + the door. Rogers himself opened it, and found that the call was + for him. Graeme and I were left again together, but not to resume + the former silence.</p> + + <p>"I did not ask you," said he, "what you thought of the figure + in the wood, for I expected nothing but a sceptical sneer. You + have heard Rogers. He is a shrewd fellow, belonging to a + profession not remarkable for credulity."</p> + + <p>"Answer me this," said I: "Did no one know the duplicate card + you used in the cheat?"</p> + + <p>"You were present and Ruggieri, no others; did you know + it?"</p> + + <p>"No."</p> + + <p>"Then do you know that Ruggieri is dead in Italy? and even if + he had more penetration than you, the secret died with him. But, + I tell you, he could not have known. Nothing transpired at the + play to show that a duplicate card was used at all, far less to + show that it was a particular card."</p> + + <p>"You may stagger me," said I, "but never can convince me that + you are not having a nice game played off upon you, something + similar to your own; only in place of duplicates, I fear there + are triplicates. Why might not Gourlay have been aware of the + fact you think only known to yourself?"</p> + + <p>"And yet have shot himself as a ruined gambler?"</p> + + <p>"Certainly it is more probable," said I, somewhat caught, + "that he would have insisted upon your repaying him, under the + threat of exposure. Yet one does not know what a man may do or + not do, even if we knew the circumstances. Two doves will not + pick up for their nests a straw each of the same shape. But I + believe it is now settled, that no case of mystery has ever + happened, or can be supposed by the most ingenious imagination, + where the chances are more for supernatural agency than for human + ingenuity or chance. The latter I put away out of your case, + though the marvels of coincidence are stranger than fiction. + Every one of us has a little record within his heart of such + experiences. I have been startled by a coincidence into a five + minutes' belief in supernatural agency. One opens a book of six + hundred pages, and catches, on the instant, the passage for which + he looked the whole day before. An actor dies in ranting 'there + is another and a better world.' A soldier is saved from the + punishment of death for sleeping on his post, by the fact of + having been able to say that St. Paul's on a certain night struck + thirteen, which it never did before. Andrew Gordon, the miser, + drew a prize of twenty thousand pounds for the number 2001, which + he dreamed of the night previous he bought the ticket. A shepherd + was the discoverer of the Australian diggings, by having taken up + a piece of what he considered quartz to throw at his dog called + Goldy. Human history is full of such things; but, marvellous as + they are, they are not more so than the ways by which man + manufactures mysteries, and gets them believed as the work of + Heaven. As to that illuminated figure I saw in the + wood"——</p> + + <p>My speech was interrupted by a strange sound from the other + end of the house. Graeme started to his feet. It was not one of + pain coming from a sick-room, but rather one of surprise, and + there seemed a bustle among the servants. The door opened, and a + woman's face, with two wild staring eyes, looked in. "Come here, + sir," she cried, and disappeared upon the instant.</p> + + <p>"Something more," ejaculated Graeme, as he hurried away. I was + allowed no time for an absurd monologue. Graeme was not absent + many minutes, when he hurried in as he had hurried out, but his + face was not that which he took with him, braced up into surprise + and fear, as that was. He was now as pale as death's pale horse, + and nearly as furious. His eye beamed an unnatural + light—his breathing was quick and snatchy, as if every + inspiration and expiration pained the lungs. He seemed to wish + some one to bind him with ropes, that he might escape the + vibrations of his muscles, and be steadied to be able to + speak.</p> + + <p>"Be calm," said I, taking him by the shoulders; "what new + discovery is this? Nothing wrong with Mrs. Graeme, I hope?"</p> + + <p>"The child," he cried; but he could get no further.</p> + + <p>"The child is"—</p> + + <p>"Is what?" said I.</p> + + <p>"Is marked on the back with the figure of the ten of + diamonds."</p> + + <p>"Pity it was not marked where it will wear its pockets," said + I; "but it will assuredly be a very fortunate child, + nevertheless, and shall bear a load of diamonds on his back like + the Arabian Alcansar."</p> + + <p>"Are you mad?" he cried.</p> + + <p>"Yes, with reason," I replied. "You know, nothing appears so + outrageously insane to a madman, as that same God's gift called + reason. They say, those who are bitten by the tarantula, and get + dancing mad, think the wondering crowd about them raving maniacs. + And there was the weeping philanthropist in the asylum of + Montrose, in Scotland, who wept all day, and could not be + consoled, because of all the people outside the asylum being + mad."</p> + + <p>"But," he gasped, "the thing is there."</p> + + <p>"No doubt on't," said I, "and you ought to be grateful. I have + read somewhere of one John Zopyrus, who went mad when he heard of + a son being born to him; and here you are not mad, though you + have a son (I hope) born to you, with ten diamonds besides."</p> + + <p>"But the thing is there," he again cried.</p> + + <p>"Ay, there's the rub, my dear fellow; the rub is + there—let the rub <i>be</i> there; that is, go and rub, and + the thing rubbed will not be there after the rubbing."</p> + + <p>"Madness, man! It is a true mother's mark."</p> + + <p>"Verily, a real <i>noevus maternus</i>" said I, "impressed by + an avenging angel on the mother's brain, and transferred by + nature's daguerreotype to the back of the child."</p> + + <p>"You have said it."</p> + + <p>"Nay, it is you who have said it," I continued; "and I will + even suppose it is a mother's mark, to please you for a little, + though it has no more that character than this sword-prick in my + left cheek. But taking it in your own way, I have a theory I + could propound to you about these marks. We say that the soul is + in the body. It is just as true that the body is in the soul. + Every member of the entire physical person is represented in the + brain, though we cannot discern the form in these white viscera. + Now, see you, if a man loses his finger, his son will not be + awanting in that member. But there are cases where the want of a + member is hereditary. Why? Because the member was not represented + in the cerebral microcosm of the first deficient person. From + this small epitome in the brain, the child is an extended + copy—<i>extended</i> from a mathematical point, where all + the members and lineaments are <i>intended</i>. So, when the + fancy of the mother is working in the brain—say, in + realizing some external image—it will impress it in the + cerebral person (woman) there epitomized; and if she is in a + certain way, the image will go to a corresponding part of the + foetal point, which is the epitome of the child. A most + ingenious, and satisfactory, and simple theory, which will + explain the ten-of-diamond naevus, for"——</p> + + <p>"Dreadful imbecility!" he exclaimed, as he threw himself on + his chair; "most unaccountable and cruel trifling with a notable + visitation of retributive justice, indicated by visible signs of + terrible import to him who must bear the cross, and be reconciled + to an angry Deity."</p> + + <p>"Against all that may tend to penitence for a past crime," + said I, getting grave, where gravity might avail for good, "I + have nothing to say. But Heaven does not work through the mean of + man's deceit and stratagem, and the good that comes of fear goes + with returning courage."</p> + + <p>Conscious of getting into a puling humour, I had no objection + to an interruption by the entrance of Rogers, who, having + finished his work, was probably intent upon the gratification + which generally follows.</p> + + <p>"I wish you joy of the boy and the diamonds," he said, as he + seized Graeme by the half-palsied hand. "The nurse is reconciled + to the omen of a fortune; and surely never was omen more + auspicious, for no sooner had the strange indication shown its + mute vaticination than it disappeared, that there might be no + deduction of beauty from the favourite of the gods." And drawing, + with his lumbering hand, the tumbler near him, he filled it + two-thirds up of pure wine, and presently his lips grappled with + it like a camel at the bucket in the desert, with such effect + that the contents changed vessels in a twinkling.</p> + + <p>"Disappeared!" said I musingly.</p> + + <p>"Yea, temperance hath her demands on occasions," said he, + thinking I alluded to the exit of the wine, and not the ominous + mark; "for there be two kinds of this noble virtue, the jejune + and the hearty, whereof the former observes no plethoric + gratifications, and the other is not averse to an extreme of + cordial indulgence."</p> + + <p>"Disappeared!" said I in a harping way, once again, "and left + the skin discoloured."</p> + + <p>"But it was there, and I saw it with these eyes," cried + Graeme, "and the doctor saw it, and Betha, but, thank God, not + the mother."</p> + + <p>"The vouchsafing of the eyes is an easy task," drawled Rogers. + "The truth of present fact is of the moment of experience as + regards the seer; but, as a moral entity, it never dies. The + great Author of nature has his intention in these mysterious + signs. We know only that there are two kinds of these God's + finger-touches—the enduring and the evanescent. That we + have now witnessed was of the latter kind, which we also call + superficial in opposition to the other, which is painted on the + <i>rete mucosum</i>, and never goes off. The difference of + indications we know not, further than that a mysterious purpose + is served by both. But might I ask if ever there was any occasion + on which the figure of this card might, as connected with some + thrilling incident, have been impressed upon the imagination of + the mother?"</p> + + <p>"Never," cried Graeme, as he shook violently.</p> + + <p>"Then it betokens fortune to the heir of the Moated Grange," + said Rogers.</p> + + <p>"It betokens vengeance!" roared Graeme, no longer able to + contain himself; and he began to pace rapidly the room. Then + stopping before me—</p> + + <p>"How long will you torment me with your scepticism? Here, + Betha," he cried to the woman, who at the instant again called + Rogers, "what did you see on the back of the boy?"</p> + + <p>"The ten of diamonds, sir," replied she, evidently frightened + by the wild eyes of her master. "But you are not to be feared. Do + I not know God's signs when I see them fresh from his very + finger? I have seen them aforetime; and no man or woman on earth, + no, even our minister, will convince me they are meant for + nothing. This bairn will be a rich man, but it will not be by the + devil's books; for he who made the mark does not tempt to evil by + promises printed on the bodies of them he loves."</p> + + <p>"I want not this drivelling," said her master, on whom her + reading of the sign had an effect the very opposite of that + intended. "You're a fool, but you have eyes. Say, once for all, + you saw it, and will swear. Take her words, Rymer."</p> + + <p>"As clear as I see the mark on your cheek, sir," she said, + addressing me. "It was not from one who loved you so well as your + mother did when she bore you, you got that mark."</p> + + <p>"I got it from a villain called Ruggieri," I replied, caring + nothing for the start I produced in Graeme, but keeping my eye on + the face of Rogers.</p> + + <p>I will say nothing of what I observed on that long, sombre, + saturnine index. It was an experiment on my part, and I might + have found something, merely because I expected it; nor do I + think Graeme knew my object, though he felt the words as a + surprise.</p> + + <p>"And who is Ruggieri?" said the doctor, by way of putting a + simple question.</p> + + <p>"<i>Perhaps</i> an Italian," said I. "Rogers is, they say, the + Scotch representative of that name."</p> + + <p>"It is a lie, sir!" cried the grave son of Aesculapius; but + finding he had committed a mistake, he beat up an apology close + upon the heels of his insult. "I beg your pardon; I simply meant + that the two names are different, and that you were out in your + etymology."</p> + + <p>"I am satisfied," I replied.</p> + + <p>"And so am I," growled the doctor, as he shuffled out, + followed by Betha.</p> + + <p>"What the devil do you mean?" said the colonel, coming up, and + looking me sternly in the face. "Is not this business serious + enough for me and this house already, without the mention to that + man, who knows nothing of me or of my history, of a name hateful + to both you and me?"</p> + + <p>"At present I have no intention of telling you what I meant by + introducing that name in the presence of Rogers."</p> + + <p>"More mystery!" said he.</p> + + <p>"No mystery—all as plain as little Edith's card she got + from Trott, or the blazon in the wood, or the mark on the child's + back. But I do not wish to dwell longer on a subject which gives + you so much pain. I am to be off in the morning, and I should + wish, before I go, to know what is to be the issue of all this + wonderful working."</p> + + <p>Graeme had now seated himself; and I resumed my chair also, to + wait an answer, which his manner seemed to indicate might be slow + and delicate. We looked, in the dim light of the room, at two in + the morning, like two wizards trying our skill in working out + some scheme of <i>diablerie</i>; yet, in reality, how unlike! For + though we had both been gamblers, and consequently bad men, we + had for years renounced the wild ways of an ill-regulated youth, + and settled down to tread, with pleasure to ourselves and profit + to others, the decent paths of virtue.</p> + + <p>"I am resolved," said Graeme at length——</p> + + <p>"On what?" I inquired.</p> + + <p>"On making amends. That money, which by means of the + substituted card I took from Gourlay, sticks like a bone-splint + in the red throat of my penitence. I cannot pray myself, nor join + Annabel, nor listen to Edith, when they send up their + supplications to that place where mercy is, and where, too, + vengeance is—vengeance which, in the very form of my + pictured crime, dogs me everywhere, as you have seen, though a + philosophical pride prevents you from giving faith to what you + have seen—vengeance which, though using no earthly + instruments, is yet the stronger, and more terrible to me, for + that very circumstance that it brings up my conscience, and + parades its pictured whisperings before my vision, scorching my + brain, and making me mad—vengeance, breaking no bones, nor + lacerating flesh, nor spilling blood, yet going to the heart of + the human organism, among the fine tissues where begin the + rudiments of being, and whence issue the springs of feeling, + sympathy, hope, love, and justice, all of which it poisons, and + turns into agonies. Yes, sir, vengeance which, claiming the + assistance of the fairest virtues, conjugal love and angelic + purity, makes them smite with shame, so that it were even a + relief to me that the wife of my bosom were wicked, and the child + of my affections a creature of sin. What are these signs that + haunt me but instigators to redemption? and can I hesitate when + Heaven asks obedience?"</p> + + <p>"A useless harangue," said I, "when you have the means of + saving yourself. Pay the money, read your Bible, and the signs + will cease."</p> + + <p>"You have said it. I will pay the money; but I do not know + where the woman Gourlay lives."</p> + + <p>"That is not a difficult matter. Where money is to be paid, + the recipient will start out of the bosom of the earth. I am + about sick of this chamber of mysteries—though no mysteries + to me; and I go to bed. I doubt if you may expect to see me at + the breakfast table in the morning."</p> + + <p>"Will you leave me in this condition?" he said, with an + imploring eye.</p> + + <p>"You will hear from me. Good night."</p> + + <p>In the midst of all these supernaturals, I remained myself + pretty natural—got naturally among the comfortable + bed-clothes, fell naturally asleep, and, in consequence of late + hours, slept naturally longer than I intended. I started at + seven, got my bag, and, without seeing Graeme, set out for + C—— town, got breakfast, and then took the stage for + a seaport not very far distant. Having arrived at my destination, + I sought out the Eastergate, a dirty street inhabited by poor + people, mounted three pair of stairs till I saw through a + slate-pane, knocked at a door, and was met by a woman, with an + umbrageously bearded face peering out from the side of her + head-gear—that is, there was a head there in addition to + her own.</p> + + <p>"The devil!" said the man. "How did you find me out?"</p> + + <p>"By the trail of evil," I said, as I walked in, and shut the + door behind me.</p> + + <p>"Did you not know I was dead?" he continued, by way of + desperate raillery.</p> + + <p>"Yes, the devil was once reported to be dead and buried in a + certain long town, but it was only a feint, whereby to catch the + unwary Whigs. Let us have seats. I want a little quiet + conversation with you both."</p> + + <p>We seemed rather a comfortable party round the fire.</p> + + <p>"Ruggieri," said I, "do you know that scar?"</p> + + <p>"I have certainly seen it before," replied he, with the utmost + composure.</p> + + <p>"Well, you know the attack you made upon me at Brussels, for + the convenient purpose of getting buried along with your victim a + certain little piece of dirty paper I have in my pocket, whereby + you became bound to pay to me a thousand florins which I lent + you, on the faith of one I took for a gentleman."</p> + + <p>"The scar I deny," he replied, unblushingly; "and as for the + bit of paper, if you can find any one in these parts who can + prove that the signature thereto was written by this hand + belonging to this person now sitting before you, you will + accomplish something more wonderful than finding me out here." + And he laughed in his old boisterous way.</p> + + <p>"The more difficult, I daresay," replied I, as I fixed a + pretty inquisitive gaze on him, "that you have a duplicate to + your real name of Charles Rogers."</p> + + <p>"'Tis a lie!" he exclaimed. "My father + was—was—yes—an artist in Bologna—the + cleverest magician in Italy."</p> + + <p>"And that is the reason," said I calmly, "that your brother + the doctor works his tricks so cleverly at the Moated + Grange."</p> + + <p>Subtle officers accomplish much by attacks of + surprise—going home with a fact known to the criminal to be + true, but supposed by him to be unknown to all the world besides. + I had acted on this principle, and the effect was singular. His + tongue, which had laid in a stock of nervous fluid for roaring + like a steam-boiler a little opened, was palsied. He turned on me + a blank look; then, directing his eye to the woman, "You infernal + hag," he exclaimed, "all this comes from you!"</p> + + <p>"I deny it," said the woman, as she left his side and came + round to mine. "But I now know, what I always suspected, that you + are a villain. Sir," she continued, "this man, and his brother + Dr. Rogers, prevailed upon me to give them a paper, to enable + them to get out of Colonel Graeme the money he won from my + husband. I believe they have got it, and that they are keeping it + from me."</p> + + <p>"They have not got it," said I, "and never will. The money is + yours, and will be paid to you, if to any."</p> + + <p>"Thank God!" she exclaimed. "No good could come out of the + designs of this man and his brother. They made it up to terrify + the colonel"——</p> + + <p>A look from the man stopped her; but the broken sentence was + to me a volume. They sat and looked lightnings at each other; and + I contented myself with thinking, that when a rotten tree splits, + bears catch honey.</p> + + <p>"Oh, I'm not to be frightened," she continued, as she gathered + up courage to dare the villain. "I will tell all about the ten of + diamonds which I heard made up between them."</p> + + <p>"You most haggard of all haggard hags!" cried the man, as his + fury rose, "do you know, that while I could have got you this + money, I can cut you out of it? Was it the loss of the money, + think ye, that made the wretched coward, your husband, shoot + himself? No, it was conscience. They were a pair of villains. I + know that Gourlay had a secreted card, whereby he was to blackleg + Graeme, and that it was disappointment, shame, and conscience, + working all together, that made him draw the trigger to end a + villanous life. But the game is up," he continued, as he rose and + got hold of his hat; then standing erect and fearless, he held + out his finger, pointing to me—"Rymer!" he said + impressively, but with devilish calmness, "let your ears tingle + as you think of me; it will keep you in remembrance of a friend, + who, when next he meets you, will embrace you + <i>cordially</i>—about the heart, you know. Good + night!"</p> + + <p>"And well gone," said the woman, as she heard the door slammed + with a noise that shook the crazy tenement. "Oh! I am so happy + you have come to relieve me of an engagement which I was ashamed + of, and which would have yielded me nothing; for their object was + to force money out of your friend, and then divide it between + them."</p> + + <p>"How did Rogers or Ruggieri find you out?" inquired I.</p> + + <p>"I cannot tell; the nose of a bloodhound has a finer sense + than a sheep-dog's."</p> + + <p>"And how did you come to know of the compact between the + brothers?"</p> + + <p>"They got unwary under wine drunk at that fir table. The + doctor was the medical attendant of Colonel Graeme, and this gave + him means of working upon his conscience; and I know they have + been at this work for a time."</p> + + <p>"But how did Ruggieri come to know about the ten of + diamonds?"</p> + + <p>"Oh, the card was found crumpled up under the table by + Ruggieri himself, who, with you, was present at the play. He has + the card at this moment. I have seen it. But this is the first + time I ever heard of Gourlay's intention to cheat. I will never + believe that; but then I am his widow, and may be too favourable + to him, while Ruggieri was his enemy, and may be too + vindictive."</p> + + <p>"And how was the colonel to be applied to, after his + conscience was wrought up to pay?"</p> + + <p>"The doctor was to open the subject, and undertake to + negotiate with me, to whom he was to hand over the + money—one penny of which I never would have received."</p> + + <p>"The matter is now in better hands," said I. "Will you be + staunch and firm in detailing all you know of the scheme?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, though I should not receive a farthing."</p> + + <p>"And you will be willing to go to the Moated Grange, and, if + necessary, swear to those things?"</p> + + <p>"I will; and, sir, serious though the whole affair has been to + me—for I am poor, and have children—I sometimes + wondered, if I did not laugh, at the queer, far-brought, devilish + designs of the doctor. Oh, he is a very dragon that for cunning! + I heard him say he would impress a painted piece of paper on the + child's back, so as to leave a mark, and swear it was a mother's + mark, graven by the hands of the Almighty. Oh the blasphemy and + wickedness of man!"</p> + + <p>"Go, dress yourself," said I, "and come with me to the + Grange."</p> + + <p>"I will, if you can give me some minutes to get a neighbour to + take charge of George and Anne." And away she went to get this + family arrangement completed, while I sat panting with desire to + free my friend from the agony of his condition.</p> + + <p>It was about seven o'clock of that same evening that Mrs. + Gourlay and I reached the Moated Grange. I got her shown into an + ante-room, to wait the issue of my interview with Graeme. It + happened that the doctor and he were together, and it even seemed + as if they were converging towards a medium state of confidence. + I could observe from the looks of the victim that he had been so + far at least drawn into a recital of facts (the nature of which + it was not difficult for me to conjecture), for I heard the word + Gourlay fall from his lips, as the last of a sentence which my + entry had cut short. Indeed, I may as well state here that Graeme + afterwards admitted to me that when I entered he was in the midst + of a confession of the whole secret of the false play, to which + confession he had been first driven by his internal monitor; and + secondly, led or rather pulled on by the arch-ambidexter, whose + game it was to cheat the cheater, and get the money from him upon + some pretence of seeking out Mrs. Gourlay and paying the money to + her. I was, in short, in the very nick of time, and could hardly + help smiling at the strange part I was playing in what was, as I + thought, one of those serious melodramatic farces of which (in + the Frenchman's sense) this strange world of laughter and groans + is made up.</p> + + <p>"Dr. Rogers," said I, after the customary greetings, "it is + well I have found you. I picked up a poor woman by the way who + lay under the seizure of premature labour, and knowing the + generosity of my friend, I brought her here for succour and + relief. She is in the green parlour, and, I fear, in exigency. + Come."</p> + + <p>"May I see her?" said Graeme.</p> + + <p>"Certainly, for a moment," said Rogers. "Ah! I rejoice at + these opportunities of employing the beneficence of our + profession. Who knows but I may bring into the world one who will + change the aspect of a hemisphere, and work out some great + blessings to the human race!"</p> + + <p>And following me, they arrived at the door of the green + parlour. I opened it. Rogers walked forward, Graeme followed, and + I stood in the midst of the three.</p> + + <p>"Dr. Rogers—Mrs. Gourlay, an intimate friend of your + brother, Signor Ruggieri."</p> + + <p>"Colonel Graeme—Mrs. Gourlay, the widow of that + unfortunate man, Ebenezer Gourlay."</p> + + <p>To which Mrs. Gourlay responded by a curtsey, deep and + respectful.</p> + + <p>"I am master for the nonce. The door is locked, and Mrs. + Gourlay must be delivered of her child with the naevus of the ten + of diamonds on its back."</p> + + <p>And she was delivered, but not with the assistance of the + doctor. She performed her part well. By a little drawing out, on + my part, I got her to tell her story; how she had got acquainted + with the two brothers; how they had laid their plans; how she + came to know of the crumpled card, and the use they were to make + of it; the trick of the impression on the child's back; the + forcing of the money from the colonel on the pretence of paying + it to her, with her conviction that she would never handle a + penny of it.</p> + + <p>During the period of this extraordinary recital, it was my + part to watch the countenances of the two listeners. Graeme sat + as if bound to his chair; every word of the woman seemed to work + as a charm upon him, relieving him of the conviction he had been + impressed with, that he was specially under the judgment of + Heaven, without depriving him of the consolation of a late + penitence. Sometimes I caught his eye, and, I fairly admit, I was + wicked enough to indulge in a little mute risibility to give him + confidence in the conclusions he was fast drawing from the + somewhat garrulous narrative of the poor widow.</p> + + <p>As for the doctor, he held out like a Milo. From the first + moment he saw the woman he knew that the game was up with him, + but he knew also, what all hardened sinners know, that they owe + it to the cacodaimon they obey, to deny everything to the last, + as if they were afraid to show any indication of what they + consider the weakness of being good. We allowed him to get quit + upon the condition of silence on his part, for a prudent + forbearance on ours.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Gourlay remained at the Grange for some time, whereby we + had an opportunity of further ascertaining all the details of the + machination. A sum of money was given to her, and Graeme's + conscience was relieved, as well by this retribution as by a + conviction to which we both came, that the game between him and + Gourlay was rendered at least equal by the fact which we had both + reason to believe, as stated by Ruggieri, that Gourlay himself + intended to cheat, and that his death could be more easily + accounted for on that theory than on any other.</p> + + <p>So far as peace could be brought to one truly penitent, that + peace was brought; and many a time since I have admired, in the + happiness of the family at the Grange, that exemplification of + the promise of our blessed faith, that there is no degree of + guilt which may not be atoned for by the heart that is contrite, + and trusts to the mercy of Heaven through the eternally-ordained + source.</p> + + <p>I may gratify a whim by informing the readers of the Border + Tales that the secret of the mark on the child's back was never + communicated to Mrs. Graeme. The nurse had told her of the fact + of the strange phenomenon, and she always clung to the belief + that it was an omen of good fortune to the boy. But under what + mysterious conditions is the chain of cause and effect kept up! + The frequent allusion made by the mother to the fact of the mark, + drew her son's attention to the cards. He early became fond of + playing with them, as boys do. The early feeling germinated, and + became a kind of passion, and I have reason to believe he became + a gambler like his father, squandering away a great part of his + patrimony.</p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p> + + <p> </p><a name="RULE4_11"><!-- RULE4 11 --></a> + + <h2>END OF VOL. XXII.</h2> + +<div>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 11334 ***</div> +</body> +</html> |