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diff --git a/11085.txt b/11085.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..00ea68f --- /dev/null +++ b/11085.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11621 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of M. or N. "Similia similibus curantur." +by G.J. Whyte-Melville + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: M. or N. "Similia similibus curantur." + +Author: G.J. Whyte-Melville + +Release Date: February 14, 2004 [EBook #11085] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SIMILIA SIMILIBUS *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Bradley Norton and PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + + +[Illustration: "Two of the police had now arrived." (_Page_ 295)] + + + + +M. or N. + +"_Similia similibus curantur_" + + +By G.J. Whyte-Melville + + + + +CONTENTS + +CHAP. + + +I. "Small and Early" + +II. "Nightfall" + +III. Tom Ryfe + +IV. Gentleman Jim + +V. The Cracksman's Checkmate + +VI. A Reversionary Interest + +VII. Dick Stanmore + +VIII. Nina + +IX. The Usual Difficulty + +X. The Fairy Queen + +XI. In the Scales + +XII. "A Cruel Parting" + +XIII. Sixes and Sevens + +XIV. The Officers' Mess + +XV. Mrs. Stanmore at Home + +XVI. "Missing--A Gentleman" + +XVII. "Wanted--A Lady" + +XVIII. "The Coming Queen" + +XIX. An Incubus + +XX. "The Little Cloud" + +XXI. Furens Quid Faemina + +XXII. "Not for Joseph" + +XXIII. Anonymous + +XXIV. Parted + +XXV. Coaxing a Fight + +XXVI. Baffled + +XXVII. Blinded + +XXVIII. Beat + +XXIX. Night-Hawks + +XXX. Under the Acacias + + + + +M. or N. + +"_Similia similibus curantur_" + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +"SMALL AND EARLY" + + +A wild wet night in the Channel, the white waves leaping, lashing, and +tumbling together in that confusion of troubled waters, which nautical +men call a "cross-sea." A dreary, dismal night on Calais sands: faint +moonshine struggling through a low driving scud, the harbour-lights +quenched and blurred in mist. Such a night as bids the trim French +sentry hug himself in his watch-coat, calmly cursing the weather, +while he hums the chorus of a comic opera, driving his thoughts by +force of contrast to the lustrous glow of the wine-shop, the sparkling +eyes and gold ear-rings of Mademoiselle Therese, who presides over +Love and Bacchus therein. Such a night as gives the travellers in the +mail-packet some notion of those ups and downs in life which landsmen +may bless themselves to ignore, as hints to the Queen's Messenger, +seasoned though he be, that ten minutes more of that heaving, +pitching, tremulous motion would lay him alongside those poor sick +neophytes whom he pities and condemns; reminding him how even _he_ has +cause to be thankful when he reflects that, save for an occasional +Levanter, the Mediterranean is a mill-pond compared to La Manche. Such +a night as makes the hardy fisherman running for Havre or St. Valerie +growl his "Babord" and "Tribord" in harsher tones than usual to his +mate, because he cannot keep his thoughts off Marie and the little +ones ashore; his dark-eyed Marie, praying her heart out to the Virgin +on her knees, feeling, as the fierce wind howls and blusters round +their hut, that not on her wedding-morning, not on that summer eve +when he won her down by the sea, did she love her Pierre so dearly, +as now in this dark boisterous weather, that causes her very flesh to +creep while she listens to its roar. Nobody who could help it would +be abroad on Calais sands. "Pas meme un Anglais!" mutters the sentry, +ordering his firelock with a ring, and wishing it was time for the +Relief. But an Englishman _is_ out nevertheless, wandering aimlessly +to and fro on the beach; turning his face to windward against the +driving rain; trying to think the wet on his cheek is all from +_without_; vainly hoping to stifle grief, remorse, anxiety, by +exposure and active bodily exercise. + +"How could I stay in that cursed room?" he mutters, striding wildly +among the sand-hills. "The very tick of the clock was enough to drive +one mad in those long fearful pauses--solemn and silent as death! +Can't the fools do anything for her? What is the use of nurses and +doctors, and all the humbug of medicine and science? My darling! my +darling! It was too cruel to hear you wailing and crying, and to know +I could do you no good! What a coward I am to have fled into the +wilderness like a murderer! I couldn't have stayed there, I feel I +couldn't! I wish I hadn't listened at the door! Only yesterday you +seemed so well and in such good spirits, with your dark eyes looking +so patiently and fondly into mine! And now, if she should die!--if she +should die!" + +Then he stands stock-still, turning instinctively from the wind like +one of the brutes, while the past comes back in a waking dream so akin +to reality, that even in his preoccupation he seems to live the last +year of his life over again. Once more he is at the old place in +Cheshire, whither he has gone like any other young dandy, an agreeable +addition to a country shooting-party because of his chestnut locks, +his blue eyes, his handsome person, and general recklessness of +character; agreeable, he reflects, to elderly _roues_ and established +married women, but a scarecrow to mothers, and a stumbling-block to +daughters, as being utterly penniless and rather good-for-nothing. +Once more he comes down late for dinner, to find a vacant place by +that beautiful girl, with her delicate features, her wealth of raven +hair, above all, with the soft, sad, dreamy eyes, that look so loving, +so trustful, and so good. In such characters as theirs these things +are soon accomplished. A walk or two, a waltz, a skein of silk to +wind, a drive in a pony-carriage, an afternoon church, and behold them +in the memorable summer-house, where he won her heart--completely and +unreservedly, while flinging down his own! Then came all the sweet +excitement, all the fascinating mystery of mutual understanding, of +stolen glances, of hidden meanings in the common phrases and daily +courtesies of social life. It was so delightful for each to feel that +other existence bound up in its own, to look down from their enchanted +mountain, with pity not devoid of contempt on the commonplace dwellers +on the plain, undeterred by proofs more numerous perhaps on the hills +of Paphos than in any other airy region, that + +"Great clymbers fall unsoft;" + +to know that come sorrow, suffering, disgrace, or misfortune, there +was refuge and safety for the poor, broken-winged bird, though its +plumage were torn by the fowler's cruelty, or even soiled in the storm +of shame. Alas! that the latter should arrive too soon! + +Perhaps of this young couple, the girl, in her perfect faith and +entire self-sacrifice, may have been less aghast than her lover at the +imminence of discovery, reprobation, and scorn. When no other course +was left open, she eloped willingly enough with the man she had +trusted--shutting her eyes to consequences, in that recklessness +of devotion which, lead though it may to much unhappiness in life, +constitutes not the least lovable trait of the female character, so +ready to burst into extremes of right and wrong. + +Besides, who cares for consequences at nineteen, with the sun glinting +on the waves of the Channel, the sea-air freshening cheek and brow, +the coast of Picardy rising bright and glistening, in smiles of +welcome, and the dear, fond face looking down so proudly and wistfully +on its treasure? Consequences indeed! They have been left with the +heavy baggage at London Bridge, to reach their proper owner possibly +hereafter in Paris; but meantime, with this fresh breeze blowing--on +the blue sea--under the blue sky--they do not exist--there are no such +things! + +These young people were very foolish, very wicked, but they loved each +other very dearly. Mr. Bruce was none of those heartless, unscrupulous +Lovelaces, oftener met with in fiction than in real life, who can +forget they are _men_ as well as gentlemen; and when he crossed the +Channel with Miss Algernon, it was from sheer want of forethought, +from mismanagement, no doubt, but still more from misfortune, that she +was Miss Algernon still. + +To marry, was to be disinherited--that he knew well enough; but +neither he nor his Nina, as he called her, would have paused for this +consideration. There were other difficulties, trivial in appearance, +harassing, vexatious, insurmountable in reality, that yet seemed +from day to day about to vanish; so they waited, and temporised, and +hesitated, till the opportunity came of escaping together, and they +availed themselves of it without delay. + +Now they had reached French ground, and were free, but it was too +late! That was why Mr. Bruce roamed so wildly to-night over the Calais +sands, tortured by a cruel fear that he might lose the treasure of his +heart for ever; exaggerating, in that supreme moment of anxiety, her +sufferings, her danger, perhaps even her priceless value to himself. + +To do him justice, he did not think for an instant of the many galling +annoyances to which both must be subjected hereafter in the event of +her coming safely through her trial. He found no time to reflect on a +censorious world, an outraged circle of friends, an infuriated family; +on the cold shoulder Mrs. Grundy would turn upon his darling, and the +fair mark he would himself be bound to offer that grim old father, who +had served under Wellington, or that soft-spoken dandy brother in +the Guards, unerring at "rocketers," and deadly for all ground +game, neither of whom would probably shoot the wider, under the +circumstances that he, the offender, felt in honour he must stand at +least one discharge without retaliation, an arrangement which makes +twelve paces uncomfortably close quarters for the passive and +immovable target. He scarcely dwelt a moment on the bitter scorn with +which his own great-uncle, whose natural heir he was, would calmly and +deliberately curse this piece of childish folly, while he disinherited +its perpetrator without scruple or remorse. He never even considered +the disadvantage under which a life that ought to be very dear to him +was now opening on the world: a life that might be blighted through +its whole course by his own folly, punished, a score of years hence, +for unwittingly arriving a few weeks too soon. No! He could think +of nothing but Nina's anguish and Nina's danger; could only wander +helplessly backwards and forwards, stupefied by the continuous gusts +of that boisterous sea-wind, stunned by the dull wash of the incoming +tide, feeling for minutes at a time, a numbed, apathetic impotency; +till, roused and stung by a rush of recurring apprehensions, he +hastened back to his hotel, white, agitated, dripping wet, moving +with wavering gestures and swift, irregular strides, like a man in a +trance. + +At the foot of the staircase he ran into the arms of a dapper French +doctor, young, yet experienced, a man of science, a man of pleasure, +an anatomist, a dancer, a philosopher, and a dandy--who put both hands +on his shoulders, and looked in his face with so comical an expression +of congratulation, sympathy, pity, and amusement, that Mr. Bruce's +fears vanished on the instant, and he found voice to ask, in husky +accents, "if it was over?" + +"Over!" repeated the doctor. "Pardon, my good sir. For our interesting +young friend it is only just begun. A young lady, monsieur, a +veritable little aristocrat, with a delicate nose, and, my faith, +sound and powerful lungs! I make you my compliment, monsieur. I am +happy to be the first to advertise you of good news. It is late. Let +madame be kept tranquil. You will permit me to wish you good-night. I +will return again in the morning." + +"And she is safe?" exclaimed Bruce, crushing the doctor's hand in a +grasp like a vice. + +"Safe!" answered the little man. "Parbleu--yes--for the present, safe +as the mole in the harbour, and likely to remain so if you will only +keep out of the room. Come, you shall see her for one quiet little +moment. She desires it so much. And when I scratch at the door thus, +you will come out. Agreed? Enter, then. You shall embrace your child." + +So the good-natured man turned into the hotel again, to conduct Mr. +Bruce back to the door from which he had fled in anguish an hour or +two ago, and was thus five minutes too late for another professional +engagement, which could not be postponed, but went on indeed very well +without him, the expectant lady being a person of experience, the wife +of a Calais fisherman, and now employed for the thirteenth time in her +yearly occupation. But this has nothing to do with Mr. Bruce. + +That gentleman stole on tiptoe through the darkened room, catching a +glimpse, as he passed the tawdry mirror on the chimney-piece, of a +very pale and anxious face strangely unlike his own, while from behind +the half-drawn bed-curtains he heard a quiet placid breathing, and a +weak, faint voice with its tender whisper, "Charlie, are you there? +My darling, I begged so hard to see you for one minute, and--Charlie +dear, to--to show you _this_." + +_This_ was a morsel of something swathed up in wrappings, round which +the young mother's arm was folded with proud, protecting love; but I +think he had been too anxious about the woman to feel a proper elation +in his new position as father to the child. The tears came thick to +his eyes once more, while he caught the pale, fragile hand that lay so +weary and listless on the counterpane, to press it against his lips, +his cheeks, his forehead, murmuring broken words of endearment, and +gratitude, and joy. + +She would have kept him there all night: she would have talked to him +for an hour, feeble as she was, of that little being, in so short a +time promoted to its sovereignty of Baby (with a capital B), in which +she had already discovered instincts, qualities, high reasoning +powers, noble moral characteristics: but the doctor's tap was heard, +"scratching," as he called it, at the door, and Bruce, too happy not +to be docile, had the good sense to obey his summons without delay. + +"Let them sleep, monsieur," said the Frenchman, struggling into his +great-coat, and hurrying down-stairs. "It will do them more good +than all your prevision and all my experience. I will return in the +morning, to inquire after madame and to renew my acquaintance with +mademoiselle--I should say with 'your charming mees.' Monsieur, you +are now father of a family--you should keep early hours. Good-night, +then--till to-morrow." + +Bruce looked after him with a blessing on his lips, and a fervent +thanksgiving in his heart to the Providence that had spared him +his treasure. For the moment, I believe, he completely forgot that +important personage with whom originated all their anxiety and +discomfort. To men, indeed, there is so little individuality about +a Baby, that, I fear, it has to be weaned and vaccinated, and to go +through many other processes before it ceases to be a thing, and +rather an inconvenient one. No; Bruce went to his own sitting-room, +with his heart so full of his Nina, there was scarcely place for other +considerations; therefore, instead of going to bed, he kicked off +his wet boots, turned on a brilliant illumination of gas, and threw +himself into an arm-chair--to smoke. After the excitement he had +lately passed through, the first few whiffs of his cigar were soothing +and consolatory in the extreme, but reflection comes with tobacco, not +less surely than warmth comes with fire; and soon he began to see the +crowd of fresh difficulties which the events of to-night would +bring swarming round his devoted head. How he cursed his foolish +calculations, his ill-judged caution, his cowardly scruples, thus to +have postponed the ceremony of marriage till too late. How impossible +it would be now, to throw dust in the eyes of society as to dates and +circumstances! how fruitless the reparation which should certainly be +put off no longer, no, not a day! It seemed so hard that he, of all +the world, should have injured the woman who loved him, the woman whom +he so devotedly loved in return. He almost hated the innocent baby for +its inopportune arrival; but remembering how that poor little creature +too must bear the punishment of his crime, he flung the end of his +cigar against the stove with a curse, and for one moment--only one +bitter, painful moment--found himself wishing he had never met, never +loved, his darling; had left the lamb at peace in its fold, the rose +ungathered on its stalk. + +The clock did not tick twice before there came a reaction. It seemed +so impossible that they should be independent of each other. He would +not be himself without Nina! and the flow of his affection, like +the back-water of a mill-stream, returned only the stronger for its +momentary interruption. After all, Nina was everything, Nina was the +first consideration. Something must be done at once. As soon as she +could bear it, that ceremony must be gone through which should have +been performed long ago. He was young, he was impatient, he would fain +be at work without delay; so he turned to his writing-table, and began +opening certain letters that had already followed him into France, but +that he had laid aside without examination, in the excitement of the +last few hours. + +They were not calculated to afford him much distraction. A circular +from a coal company, a couple of invitations to dinner, a tailor's +bill, and a manifesto from the firm, calling attention to the powers +of endurance with which their little account had "made running" for a +considerable period, while promising a "lawyer's letter" to enforce +payment of the same. Next this hostile protocol lay a business-like +missive bearing a Lincoln's Inn look about it not to be mistaken, and +which Bruce determined he would leave unopened till the morning, when, +if Nina had slept, and was doing well, he felt nothing in the world +could make him unhappy. + +"Serves me right, though," he yawned, "for deserting Poole. _He_ +wouldn't have bothered me for a miserable pony at such a time as +this;" and flinging off his clothes, in less than five minutes he was +as fast asleep as if he had never known an anxiety in the world, but +was lulled by the soothing considerations of a well-spent past, an +untroubled conscience, and a balance at his banker's! + +So he slept and dreamed not, as those sleep who are thoroughly +out-wearied in body and mind, waking only when the sun had been up +more than an hour, and the stormy night had given place to a clear, +unclouded day. + +The Channel was all blue and white now; the rollers, as they subsided +into a long heaving ground-swell, bringing in with them a freight +of health and freshness to the shore. The gulls were soaring and +screaming round the harbour, edging their wings with gold as they +dipped and wheeled in the morning light. Everything spoke of hope and +happiness and vitality. Bruce opened his window, drew in long breaths +of the keen, reviving air, and stole to listen at Nina's door. + +How his heart went up in gratitude to heaven! Mother and child were +sleeping--so peacefully, so soundly. Mother and child! At that early +period the dearest, the sweetest, the holiest link of human love--the +gold without the dross, the flower without the insect, the wine +without the headache, the full fruition of the feelings without the +wear and tear of the heart. + +He could have kissed the antiquated French chambermaid, dressed like +a Sister of Mercy, who met him in the passage, and wishing "Monsieur" +good-morning, congratulated him with tears of honest sympathy in her +glittering, bold black eyes. He _did_ give a five-franc piece to the +alert and well-dressed waiter, who looked as if he had never been in +bed, and never required to go. It may be this impulse of generosity +reminded him that five-franc pieces were likely to be scarce with him +in future, and an unpleasant association of ideas brought the lawyer's +letter to his mind. There it lay, square and uncompromising, between +his watch and his cigar-case. He opened it, I am afraid, with a truly +British oath. + +He turned quite white when he read it the first time, but the blood +rushed to his temples on a second perusal, and he flung himself +down on his knees at the windowsill, thanking Providence, somewhat +inconsiderately, for the benefits that only came to him through +another man's death. + +This letter, indeed, though the composition of a lawyer, had not been +written at the instance of his long-suffering tailor, but was from the +solicitor who conducted the business of his family. It advised him, in +very concise language, of his great-uncle's sudden "demise," as it was +worded, "intestate"; informing him that he thus became heir, as next +of kin, to the whole personal and real property of the deceased, and +concluded with sincere congratulations on his accession to a fine +fortune, not without a hope that their firm might continue to manage +his affairs, and afford him the same satisfaction that had always been +expressed by his late lamented relative, etc. The surprise staggered +him like a blow. From such blows, however, we soon "come to time," +willing to take any amount of similar punishment. He gave himself +credit for self-denial in not waking Nina on the instant to tell +her of their good fortune. Still more, he plumed himself on his +forethought in resolving to ask her doctor's leave before he entered +on so exciting a topic with the invalid. He longed to tell somebody. +He was so happy, so elated, so thankful! and yet, amidst all his joy, +there rankled an uncomfortable sensation of remorse and self-reproach +when he thought of the little blighted life, the little injured +helpless creature nestling to its young mother's side in the next +room. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +"NIGHTFALL" + + +It is more than twenty years ago, and yet how vividly it all comes +back to him to-night! + +The sun has gone down in streaks of orange and crimson over the +old oaks that crown the deer-park sloping upward to the rear of +Ecclesfield Manor. Mr. Bruce walks across a darkened room to throw the +window open for a gasp of fresh evening air, laden with the perfume of +pinks, carnations, and moss-roses in the garden below. _Her_ garden! +Is it possible? Something in the action reminds him of that bright, +hopeful morning at Calais. Something in the scent of the flowers +steals to his brain, half torpid and benumbed; his heart contracts +with an agony of physical suffering. "My darling! my darling!" he +murmurs, "shall I never see you tying those flowers again?" and +turning from the window, he falls on his knees by the bedside with +a passionate burst of weeping that, like blood-letting to the body, +restores the unwelcome faculty of consciousness to his mind. When +he raises his head again he knows well enough that the one great +misfortune has arrived at last--that henceforth for _him_ there may +come, in the lapse of long years, resignation, even repose, but hope +and happiness no more. + +Even now, though he wonders at his own callousness, he can bear to +look on the bed through a mist of tears; and, so looking, feels +his intellect failing in its effort to grasp the calamity that has +befallen him. + +There she lies, like a dead lily, his own, his treasure, his beloved; +the sweet face, calm and placid, with its chiselled ivory features, +its smooth and gentle brow, has already borrowed a higher, a more +perfect beauty from the immortality on which it has entered. Not +fairer, not lovelier did she look that well-remembered evening when he +first knew her pure and priceless heart was his own, though she has +borne him a daughter--nay, two daughters (and he winces with a fresh +and different pain)--the younger as old as she was then. Her raven +hair is parted soft and silky off those pale, delicate temples; her +long black lashes rest upon the waxen cheek. No; she never looked as +beautiful, not in the calm sleep he used to watch so lovingly; and now +the deep, fond eyes must open on his own no more. She was so gentle, +too, so patient, so sweet-tempered, and O, so true. He had been a man +of the world, neither better nor worse than others: he knew women +well; knew how rare are the good ones; knew the prize he had won, and +valued it--yes, he was sure he always valued it as it deserved. +What was the use? Had she not far better have been like the +others--petulant, wilful, capricious, covetous of admiration, careless +of affection, weak-headed, shallow-hearted, and desirous only of that +which could not possibly be her own? Such were most of the women +amongst whom he had been thrown in his youth; but O, how unlike her +who was lying dead there before his eyes. + + "For men at most differ as heaven and earth, + But women, worst and best, as heaven and hell." + +He felt so keenly now that she had been his better angel for more than +twenty years; that but for her he might long ago have deteriorated to +selfishness and cynicism, or sunk into that careless philosophy which +believes only in the tangible, the material, and the present. + +A good woman's lot may be linked to that of a bad man; she may even +love him very dearly, and yet retain much of her purer, better nature +amidst all the mire in which she is steeped; but it is not so with us. +To care for a bad woman is to be dragged down to her level, inch by +inch, till the intellect itself becomes sapped in a daily degradation +of the heart. From such slavery emancipation is cheap under any +suffering, at any sacrifice. The lopping of a limb is a painful +process, but above a gangrened wound experienced surgeons amputate +without scruple or remorse. + +On the other hand, a true woman's affection is of all earthly +influences the noblest and most elevating. It encourages the highest +and gentlest qualities of man's nature--his enterprise, courage, +patience, sympathy, above all, his trust. Happy the pilgrim on whose +life such a beacon-star has shone out to guide him in the right way; +thrice happy if it sets not until it has lured him so far that he will +never again turn aside from the path. + +Such reflections as these, while they added to his sense of loss and +loneliness, yet took so much of the sting out of Mr. Bruce's great +sorrow, that he could realise it for minutes at a time without being +goaded to madness or stunned to apathy by the pain. + +There had been no warning--no preparation. He had left her that +morning as usual, after smoking a cigar in her society on the lawn, +while she tied, and snipped, and gathered the flowers of her pretty +garden. He had visited the stable, ordered the pony-carriage, seen the +keeper, and been to look at an Alderney cow. It was one of his idle +days, yet, after twenty years of marriage, such days he still liked to +spend, if possible, in the company of his wife. So he strolled back to +write his letters in her boudoir, and entered it at the garden door, +expecting to find her, as usual, busied in some graceful feminine +employment. + +Her work was heaped on the sofa; a book she had been reading lay open +on the table; the very flowers she gathered an hour ago had the dew on +them still. He could not finish his first letter without consulting +her, for she kept his memory, his conscience, and his money, just +as she kept his heart, so he ran up-stairs to her bedroom door and +knocked. + +There was no answer, and he went in. At the first glance he thought +she must have fainted, for she had fallen on her knees against a +high-backed chair, her face buried in its cushions, and one hand +touching the carpet. He had a quick eye, and the turn of that grey +rigid hand warned him with a stab of something he refused persistently +to believe. Then he lifted her on the bed where she lay now, and sent +for every doctor within reach. + +He had no recollection of the interval that elapsed before the nearest +could arrive, nor distinct notion of any part of that long sunny +afternoon while he sat by his Nina in the death-chamber. Once he +got up to stop the ticking of a clock on the chimney-piece, moving +mechanically with stealthy footfall across the room lest she should +be disturbed. The doctors came and went, agreeing, as they left the +house, that he had answered their questions with wonderful precision +and presence of mind; nay, that he was less prostrated by the blow +than they should have expected. "Disease of the heart," said they--I +believe they called it "the _pericardium_"; and after paying a tribute +of admiration to the loveliness of the dead lady, discussed the +leading article of that day's _Times_ with perfect equanimity. What +would you have? There can be but one person in the world to whom +another is more than all the world beside. + +This person was sitting by Nina's bed, except for a few brief minutes +at a time, utterly stupefied and immovable. Even Maud--his cherished +daughter Maud--whose smile had hitherto been welcome in his eyes as +the light of morning, could not rouse his attention by the depth of +her own uncontrolled grief. He sat like an idiot or an opium-eater, +till something prompted him to open the window and gasp for a breath +of fresh evening air. Then it all came back to him, and he awoke to +the full consciousness of his misery. + +There are men, though not many, and these, perhaps, the least inclined +to prate about it, who have one attachment in their lives to which +every other sentiment is but an accessory and a satellite. Such +natures are often very bold to dare, very strong to endure, very +difficult to assail, save in their single vulnerable point. Force +that, and the man's whole vitality seems to collapse. He does not even +make a fight of it, but fails, gives in, and goes down without an +effort. Such was the character of Mr. Bruce, and to-day he had gotten +his death-blow. + +The stars twinkled out faintly one by one, the harvest-moon rose broad +and ruddy behind the wooded hill, and still he sat stupefied at the +bedside. The door opened gently to admit a beautiful girl, strangely, +startlingly like her dead mother, who came in with a cup of tea and a +candle. Setting these on the chimney-piece, she moved softly round +to where he sat, and pressed his head, with both hands, against her +breast. + +"Dearest father," said she, "I have brought you some tea. Try and +rouse yourself, papa, dear papa, for _my_ sake. You love _me_ too." + +The appeal was well chosen; once more the tears came to his eyes, and +he woke up as from a dream. + +"You are a good girl, Maud," he answered, with a vague, distracted +air. "I have my children left--I have my children left! But all the +world cannot make up to me for what I have lost!" + +She thought his mind was wandering, and tried to recall him to +himself. + +"We must bear our sorrows as best we may, papa," she answered, very +gently. "We must help each other. You and I are alone now in the +world." + +A contraction, as of some fresh pain, came over his livid face. He +raised his head to speak, but, stopping himself with an obvious +effort, looked long and scrutinisingly in his daughter's face. + +Maud Bruce was a very beautiful girl even now, in the extremity of +her sorrow. She had been crying heartily; no wonder, but her delicate +features were not swollen, nor her dark eyes dimmed. The silky +hair shone smooth and trim, the muslin dress was not rumpled nor +disarranged, and the white hands, with which she still caressed her +father's sorrow-laden head, neither shook nor wavered in their office. + +With her mother's beauty, Miss Bruce had inherited but little of her +mother's character; on the contrary, her nature, like that of +her father's ancestors rather than his own, was bold, firm, and +self-reliant to an unusual degree. She was hard, and that is the only +epithet properly to describe her--manner, voice, appearance, all +were lady-like, feminine, and exceedingly attractive; but the +self-possession she never seemed to lose, would have warned an +experienced admirer, that beneath the white bosom beat a heart not to +be reduced by stratagem, nor carried by assault; that he must not hope +to see the beautiful dark eyes veil themselves in the dreamy softness +which so confesses all it means to hide; that the raven tresses +clinging coquettishly to that faultless head were most unlikely to be +severed as a tribute of affection for any one whose conquest would not +be a question of pride and profit to their owner. Tenderness was the +one quality Maud lacked, the one quality which, like the zone of +Venus, completed all her mother's attractions, with an indefinable and +irresistible charm. + +There is a wild German legend which describes how a certain woodman, a +widower, gave shelter to a strangely fascinating dame, and falling in +love with her, incontinently made his guest lawful mistress of hearth +and home; how, notwithstanding his infatuated passion, and intense +admiration for her beauty, there was yet in it a fierceness which +chilled and repelled him, while he worshiped; how his children could +never be brought to look in the fair face of their stepmother without +crying aloud for fear; and how at last he discovered, to his horror +and dismay, that he had wedded a fearful creature, half wolf, half +woman, combining the seductions of the syren with the cruel voracity +of the brute. There was something about Maud Bruce to remind one of +that horrible myth, even now, now at her gentlest and softest, while +she clung round a sorrowing father, by the death-bed of one, whom, in +their different ways, both had very dearly loved. + +It was well that the young lady preserved her presence of mind, for +Bruce seemed incapable of connected thought or action. He roused +himself, indeed, at his daughter's call, but gazed stupidly about him, +stammered in his speech, and faltered in his step when he crossed +the room. The shock of grief had evidently overmastered his +faculties--something, too, besides affliction, seemed to worry and +distress him--something of which he wished to unbosom himself, +but that yet he could not make up his mind to reveal. Maud, whose +quickness of perception was seldom at fault, did not fail to observe +this, and reviewing the position with her accustomed coolness, drew +her father gently to the writing-table, and sat down. + +"Papa," said she, "there is much to be done. We must exert ourselves. +It will do us both good. Bargrave can be down by the middle of the +day, to-morrow. Let me write for him at once." + +Bargrave and Co. were Mr. Bruce's solicitors, as they had been his +great-uncle's: it was the same firm, indeed, that had apprised him of +his inheritance at Calais twenty years ago. How he rejoiced in their +intelligence then! What was the use of an inheritance now? + +A weary lassitude had come over him; he seemed incapable of exertion, +and shook his head in answer to Maud's appeal; but again some +hidden motive stung him into action, and taking his seat at the +writing-table, he seized a pen, only to let it slip helplessly through +his fingers, while he looked in his daughter's face with a vacant +stare. + +Maud was equal to the occasion. Obviously something more than sorrow +had reduced her father to this state. She sat down opposite, scribbled +off a note hastily enough, but in the clear unwavering hand, affirmed +by her correspondents to be so characteristic of the writer's +disposition, and ringing the bell, desired it should be dispatched on +the instant. "Let Thomas take the brougham with the ponies; the doctor +is sure to be at home. He can bring him back at once." + +Then she looked at her father, and stopped the lady's-maid, who, +tearful and hysterical, had answered the familiar summons, which but +this morning was "missis's bell." + +"While they are putting to," said she calmly, "I will write a +telegraphic message and a letter. Tell him to send word when he is +ready. I shall give him exactly ten minutes." + +Once more she glanced uneasily at Mr. Bruce; what she saw decided her. +In half-a-dozen words she penned a concise message to her father's +solicitor, desiring him to come himself or send a confidential person +to Ecclesfield Manor, by the very first train, on urgent business; and +wrote a letter as well to the same address, explaining her need of +immediate assistance, for Mr. Bargrave to receive the following +morning, in case that gentleman should not obey her telegram in +person, a contingency Miss Bruce considered highly probable. + +The ten minutes conceded to Thomas had stretched to twenty before he +was ready; for so strong is the force of habit among stablemen, that +even in a case of life and death, horses cannot be allowed to start +till their manes are straightened and their hoofs blacked. In the +interval, Miss Bruce became more and more concerned to observe no +signs of attention on her father's part--no inquiries as to her +motives--apparently no consciousness of what she was doing. When the +brougham was heard to roll away at a gallop, she came round and +put her arm about his neck, where he sat in his chair at the +writing-table. + +"Papa, dear," she said, "I have told them to get your dressing-room +ready. You are ill, very ill. I can see it. You must go to bed." + +He nodded, and smiled. Such a weary, silly smile, letting her lead him +away like a little child. He would even have passed the bed where his +wife lay without a look, but that his daughter stopped him at the +door. + +"Papa," said she--and the girl deserved credit for the courage with +which she kept her tears back--"won't you kiss her before you go?" + +It may be some instinct warned her that not in the body was he to look +on the face he loved again--that those material lips were never more +to touch the gentle brow which in a whole lifetime he had not seen +to frown--that their next greeting, freed from earthly anxieties, +released from earthly troubles, must be exchanged, at no distant +period, in heaven. + +He obeyed unhesitatingly, imprinting a caress on his dead wife's +forehead with no kind of emotion, and so left the room, muttering +vaguely certain indistinct and incoherent syllables, in which the +words "Nina" and "Bargrave" were alone intelligible. + +Maud saw her father to his room, and consigned him to the hands of +his valet, to be put to bed without delay. Then she went to the +dining-room, and forced herself to eat a crust of bread, to drink +a single glass of sherry. "I shall need all my strength to-night," +thought the girl, "to take care of poor papa, and arrange about the +funeral and such matters as he cannot attend to--the funeral! O, +mother, dear, kind mother! I wasn't half good enough to you while you +were with us, and now--but I won't cry--I won't cry. There'll be time +enough for all that by and by. The first thing to think of is about +papa. He hasn't borne it well. Men have very little courage when they +come to trial, and I fear--I fear there is something sadly wrong with +him. Let me see. Three-quarters of an hour to get to Bragford--five +minutes' stoppage at the turn-pike, for that stupid man is sure to +have gone to bed--five minutes more for Doctor Skilton to put on his +greatcoat, forty minutes for coming back--those ponies always go +faster towards home. No, he can't be here under another hour. Another +hour! It's a long time in a case like this. Suppose papa should have +a paralytic stroke! And I haven't a notion what to do--the proper +remedies, the best treatment. Women ought to know everything, and be +ready for everything." + +"Then there's the lawyer to-morrow. I don't suppose papa will be able +to see him. I must think of all the business--all the arrangements. He +can't be here till ten o'clock at the earliest, even if he starts by +the first train. I shall write my directions for _him_ in the morning. +Meantime, I'll go and sit with poor papa, and see if I can't hush him +off to sleep." + +But when Miss Bruce reached her father's room, she found him lying in +an alarming state of which she had no experience. Something between +sleeping and waking, yet without the repose of the one, the +consciousness of the other. So she took her place by his pillow, and +watched, listening anxiously for the brougham that was to bring the +doctor. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +TOM RYFE + + +At half-past eight in the morning Mr. Bargrave's office in Gray's Inn +was still empty. It had been swept, indeed, and "straightened," as he +called it, by a young gentleman, whose duty it was to be in attendance +at all hours from sunrise to sunset, when nobody else was in the +way, and who fulfilled that duty by slipping out on such available +occasions to join the youth of the quarter in sports of clamour, +strength, and skill. Just now he was half-a-mile off in Holborn, +running at full speed, shouting at the top of his voice, with no +apparent object but that of exercising his own physical powers and +the patience of the general public in his exertions. It was not, +therefore, the step of this trusty guardian which fell sharp and +quick on the stone stair outside the office, nor was it his hand, +nor pass-key, that opened the door to admit Mr. Bargrave's nephew, +assistant, and possible successor in the business, Tom Ryfe. + +That gentleman entered with the air of a master, looked about him, +detected the absence of his young subordinate as one who is disgusted +rather than surprised, and lifted two envelopes lying unopened on the +table with an oath. "As usual," he muttered, "telegram and letter, +same date--same place. Arrive together, of course! Chances are, if +there is any hurry you get the letter before the telegram. Halloa! +here's a business. Bargrave's sure to be an hour late, and that young +scamp not within a mile. If I had my way--Hang it! I _will_ have my +way. At all events I must manage _this_ business my way, for it seems +there's not a moment to spare, and nobody to help me. Dorothe-a!" + +The dirtiest woman to be found, probably, at that hour in the whole of +London, appeared from a lower storey in answer to his summons. Pushing +her hair off a grimy forehead with a grimier hand, she listened to +his directions, staring vacantly, as is the manner of her kind, but +understanding them, nevertheless, and not incapable of remembering +their purport: they were short and intelligible enough. + +"Tell that young scamp he is to sleep in the office tonight. He +mustn't leave it on any consideration while I'm away. I'm going into +the country, and I'll break his head when I come back." + +Tom Ryfe then huddled the letter into his pocket for perusal at +leisure, hailed a hansom, and in less than a quarter of an hour was in +his uncle's breakfast-room, bolting ham, muffins, and green tea, while +his clothes were packed. + +Mr. Bargrave, a bachelor, who liked his comforts, and took care to +have them, was reading the newspaper in a silk dressing-gown, and a +pair of gold spectacles. He had finished breakfast--such a copious +and leisurely repast as is consumed by one who dines at six, drinks a +bottle of port every day at dessert, and never smoked a cigar in his +life. No earthly consideration would hurry him for the next half-hour. +He looked over the top of his newspaper with the placid benignity of a +man who, considering digestion one of the most important functions of +nature, values and encourages it accordingly. + +"Sudden," observed Mr. Bargrave, in answer to his nephew's +communication. "Something of a seizure, no doubt. Time is of +importance; the young lady's telegram should have come to hand last +night. Be so good as to make a note on the back. Three doctors, does +she say? Bless me! They'll never let him get over it. Most unfortunate +just now, on account of the child--of the young lady. You can take the +necessary instructions. I will follow, if required. It's twenty-three +minutes' drive to the station. Better be off at once, Tom." + +So Tom took the hint, and was off. While he drives to the station we +may as well give an account of Tom's position in the firm of Bargrave +and Co. + +Old Bargrave's sister had chosen to marry a certain Mr. Ryfe, of whom +nobody knew more than that he could shoot pigeons, had been concerned +in one or two doubtful turf transactions, and played a good hand at +whist. _While_ he lived, though it was a mystery _how_ he lived, he +kept Mrs. Ryfe "very comfortable," to use Bargrave's expression. When +he died he left her nothing but the boy Tom, a precocious urchin, +inheriting some of his father's sporting propensities, with a certain +slang smartness of tone and manner, acquired in those circles where +horseflesh is affected as an inducement to speculation. + +Mrs. Ryfe did not long survive her husband. She had married a scamp, +and was, therefore, very fond of him: so before he had been dead a +year, she was laid in the same grave. Then her brother took the boy +Tom, and put him into his own business, making him begin by sweeping +out the office, and so requiring him to rise grade by grade till he +became confidential clerk and head manager of all matters connected +with the firm. + +At twenty-six years of age, Tom Ryfe possessed as much experience +as his principal, joined to a cunning and sharpness of intellect +peculiarly his own. To take care of number one was doubtless the +head clerk's ruling maxim; but while thus attending to his personal +welfare, he never failed to affect a keen interest in the affairs +of numbers two, three, four, and the rest. Tom Ryfe was a "friendly +fellow," people declared; "a deuced friendly fellow, and knew what he +was about, mind you, better than most people." + +"Every great man," said the Emperor Nicholas, "has a hook in his +nose." In the firmest characters, no doubt, there is a weakness +by which they are to be led or driven; and Tom Ryfe, like other +notabilities, was not without this crevice in his armour, this breach +in his embattled wall. He had shrewdness, knowledge of the world, +common sense, and yet the one great object of his efforts was to be +admitted into a class of society far above his own, and to find there +an ideal lady with whom to pass the rest of his days. + +"I'll marry a top-sawyer," he used to say, whenever his uncle broached +the question of his settlement in life. "Why, bless ye, it's the same +tackle and the same fly that takes the big fish and the little one. +It's no more trouble to make up to a duchess than a dairymaid. I'll +pick a real white-handed one, you see if I don't. A wife that can +_move_, uncle, cool, and calm, and lofty, like an air balloon; wearing +her dresses as if she was made for them, and her jewels as if she +didn't know she'd got them on; looking as much at home in the Queen's +drawing-room as she does in her own. That's my sort, and that's the +sort I'll choose! Why, there's scores of 'em to be seen any afternoon +in the Park. Never tell me I can't go in and take my pick. 'Nothing +venture, nothing have,' they say. I ain't going to venture much. I +don't see occasion for it, but I'll _have_ what I want, you see if I +won't, or I'll know the reason why." + +Whereon Bargrave, who considered womankind in general as an +unnecessary evil, would reply-- + +"Time enough, Tom, time enough. I haven't had much experience with the +ladies myself, except as clients, you know. The less I see of 'em, I +think, the more I like 'em. Better put it off a little, Tom. It can be +done any day, my boy, when you've an hour to spare. I wouldn't be in +a hurry if I was you. There's a fresh sample ticketed every year; and +they're not like port wine, you must remember, they don't improve with +keeping." + +Tom Ryfe had plenty of time to revolve his speculations, matrimonial +and otherwise, during his journey to Ecclesfield Manor by one of those +mid-day trains so irritating to through-passengers, which stop at +intermediate stations, dropping brown-paper parcels, and taking up old +women with baskets. He reviewed many little affairs of the heart in +which he had lately been engaged, without, however, suffering his +affections to involve themselves too deeply for speedy withdrawal. He +reflected with great satisfaction on his own fastidious rejection of +several "suitable parties," as he expressed it, who did not quite +reach his standard of aristocratic perfection, remembering how Mrs. +Blades, the well-to-do widow, with fine eyes and a house in Duke +Street, had fairly landed him but for that unfortunate dinner at which +he detected her eating fish with a knife; how certain grated-looking +needle-marks on Miss Glance's left forefinger had checked him just in +time while in the act of kissing her hand; and how, on the very eve of +a proposal to beautiful Constance de Courcy, whose manner, bearing, +and appearance, no less than her name, denoted the extreme of +refinement and high birth, he had sustained a shock, galvanic but +salutary, from her artless exclamation, "O my! whatever shall I do? If +here isn't pa!" + +"No," thought Tom, as he rolled on into the fair expanse of down +country that lay for miles round Ecclesfield, "I haven't found one yet +quite up to the pattern I require. When I do I shall go in and +win, that's all. I don't see why my chance shouldn't be as good as +another's. I'm not such a bad-looking chap when I'm dressed and my +hair's greased. I can do tricks with cards like winking. I can ride a +bit, shoot a bit--'specially pigeons--dance a bit, and make love to +'em no end. I've got the gift of the gab, I know, and I stick at +nothing. That's what the girls like, and that's what will pull me +through when I find the one I want. Another station, and not there +yet! What a slow train this is!" + +It was a slow train, and Tom, arriving at Ecclesfield, saw on the face +of the servant who admitted him that he was too late. In addition to +the solemn and mysterious hush that pervades a house in which the dead +lie yet unburied, a feeling of horror, the result of some unlooked-for +and additional calamity, seemed to predominate; and Tom was hardly +surprised, however much he might be shocked, when the old +butler gasped, in broken sentences, "Seizure--last night--quite +unconscious--all over this morning. Will you take some refreshment, +sir, after your journey?" + +Mr. Bruce had been dead a few hours--dead without time to set his +house in order, without consciousness even to wish his child good-bye. + +She came down to see Mr. Bargrave's clerk that afternoon, pale, calm, +collected, beautiful, but stern and unbending under the sorrow against +which her haughty nature rebelled. In a few words, referring to a +memorandum the while, she gave him her directions for the funeral and +its ceremonies; desired him to ascertain at once the state of her late +father's affairs, the amount of a succession to which she believed +herself entitled; begged he would return with full information that +day fortnight; ordered luncheon for him in the dining-room; and so +dismissed him as a bereaved queen might dismiss the humblest of her +subjects. + +Tom Ryfe, returning to London by the next train, thought he had never +felt so small; and yet, was not this proud, sorrowing, and beautiful +young damsel the ideal he had been seeking hitherto in vain? It is +not too much to say that for twenty miles he positively _hated_ her, +striving fiercely against the influence, which yet he could not but +acknowledge. In another twenty, his good opinion of his best friend +Mr. Ryfe reasserted itself. He had seen something of the world, and +possessed, moreover, a certain shallow acquaintance with human nature, +not of the highest class, so he argued thus-- + +"Women like what they are unaccustomed to. The Grand Duchess of +Gerolstein makes love to a private soldier simply because she don't +know what a private soldier is. This girl must have lived amongst a +set of starched and stuck-up people who have not two ideas beyond +themselves and their order. She has never so much as seen a smart, +business-like, active fellow, ready to take all trouble off her hands, +and make up her mind for her before she can turn round--young, too, +and not so bad-looking, though I dare say she's used to good-looking +chaps enough. The man's game who went in for Miss Bruce would be +this: constant attention to her interests, supreme disregard for her +feelings, and never to let her have her own way for a moment. She'd be +so utterly taken aback she'd give in without a fight. Why shouldn't I +try my chance? It's a good spec. It must be a good spec. And yet, +hang it! such a high-handed girl as that would suit _me_ without a +shilling. It dashed me a little at first; but I like that scornful way +of hers, I own. What eyes, too! and what hair! I wonder if I'm a fool. +No; nothing's impossible; it's only difficult. What! London already? +Ah! there's no place like town." + +The familiar gas-lamps, the roll of the cabs, the bustle in the +streets, dispelled whatever shadows of mistrust in his own merits +remained from Tom's reflections in the railway carriage; and long +before he reached his uncle's house, he had made up his mind to "go +in," as he called it, for Miss Bruce, morally confident of winning, +yet troubled with certain chilling misgivings, as fearing that _this_ +time he had really fallen in love. + +Many and long, during the ensuing week, were the consultations between +old Bargrave and his nephew as to the future prospects of the lady in +question. Her father had died without a will. That fact seemed pretty +evident, as he had often expressed his intention of preparing such an +instrument, but had hitherto moved no farther in the matter. + +"Depend upon it, Tom," said his uncle, that very evening over their +port wine, "he wouldn't go to anybody else. He was never much of +a business man, and he couldn't have disentangled his affairs +sufficiently to make 'em clear, except to me. It's a sad pity for many +reasons, but I'm just as sure there's no will as I am that my glass is +empty. Help yourself, Tom, and pass the wine." + +"Then she takes as next of kin," said Tom, thinking of Maud's dark +eyes, and filling his glass. "Here's her health!" + +"By all means," assented Bargrave. "Her very good health, poor girl! +But as to the succession I have my doubts; grave doubts. There's a +trust, Tom. I looked over the deed while you were down there to-day. +It is so worded that a male heir might advance a prior claim. There +_is_ a male heir, a parson in Dorsetshire, not a likely man to give in +without a fight. We'll look at it again to-morrow. If it reads as I +think, I wouldn't give a pinch of snuff for the young lady's chance." + +Tom's face fell. "Can't we fight it, uncle?" said he, stoutly, +applying himself once more to the port; but Bargrave had drawn his +silk handkerchief over his face, and was already fast asleep. + +So uncle and nephew went into the trust-deed, morning after morning, +arriving in its perusal at a conclusion adverse to Miss Brace's +interest; but then, as the younger man observed, "the beauty of our +English law is, that you can always fight a thing even if you haven't +a leg to stand on." + +It was almost time for Tom Ryfe's return journey to Ecclesfield, and +a coat ordered for the express purpose of captivating Miss Bruce had +actually come home, when the post brought him a little note from +that lady, which afforded him, as such notes often do, an absurd and +overweening joy. It was bordered with the deepest black, and ran as +follows-- + + +DEAR SIR, + +('_Dear_ sir,' thought Tom, 'ah! that sounds much sweeter than plain +sir')--I venture to trouble you with a commission in the nature of +business. A packet, containing some diamond ornaments belonging to me, +will be left by the jeweller at Mr. Bargrave's office to-morrow. Will +you kindly bring it down with you to Ecclesfield? + +Yours, very obediently, + +"Maud Bruce." + + +Tom kissed the signature. He was very far gone already, and took care +to be at the office in time to receive the diamonds. That boy was +out of the way, of course! So Tom summoned the grimy Dorothea to his +presence. + +"I shall be busy for an hour," said he; "don't admit anybody unless he +comes by appointment, except it's a man with a packet of jewelry. Take +it in yourself, and bring it here at once. I've got to carry it down +with me to-night by the train. Do you understand?" + +"Is it a long journey as you're a-goin', sir?" asked Dorothea. "I +should like to clean up a bit while you was away." + +"Only to Bragford," answered Tom; "but I might not be back for a day +or two. Mind about the parcel, though," he added, in the exuberance +of his spirits. "The thing's valuable. It's for a young lady. It's +jewels, Dorothea. It's diamonds." + +"Lor!" said Dorothea, going back to her scrubbing forthwith. + +The jeweller being dilatory, Tom had finished his letters before that +artificer arrived, thus saving Dorothea all responsibility in the +valuable packet confided to his charge, for Mr. Ryfe received it +himself in the outer office, whither he had resorted in a fidget to +compare a time-table with a railway-map of England. He fretted to set +off at once. He had finished his business; he had nothing to do now +but eat an early dinner at his uncle's, and so start by the afternoon +train on the path of love, triumph, and success, leaving the boy, +coerced by ghastly threats, to take charge of the office in his +absence. + +We have all seen a bird moulting, draggled, dirty, woebegone, not to +be recognised for the same bird, sleek and glossy in its holiday-suit +of feathers, pruning its wing for a flight across the summer sky. Even +so different was the Dorothea of the unkempt hair, the soapy arms, the +dingy apron, and the grimy face, from a gaudy damsel who emerged in +the afternoon sun out of Mr. Bargrave's chambers, bright with all the +colours of the rainbow, and scrupulously dressed, according to the +extreme style of the last prevailing fashion but two. + +She was a good-looking woman enough now that she had "cleaned +herself," as she expressed it, but for a certain roughness of hair, +coarseness of skin, and general redundancy of outline, despite of +which drawbacks, however, she attracted many admiring glances from +cab-drivers, omnibus-conductors, a precocious shoeblack, and the +policeman on duty, as she tripped into Holborn and mingled with the +living stream that flows unceasingly down that artery of London. + +Dorothea seemed to know where she was going well enough, and yet the +coarse red cheek turned pale while she approached her goal, though it +was but a flashy, dirty-looking gin-shop, standing at a corner where +two streets met. Her colour rose though, higher than before, when a +pot-boy, with a shock of red hair, and his shirt-sleeves rolled up to +his shoulders, thus accosted her-- + +"You're just in time, miss; he'd 'a been off in a minit, but old +Batters, he come in just now, and your young man stopped to take his +share of another half-quartern." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +GENTLEMAN JIM + + +There is no reason, because a woman is coarse, hard-working, low-born, +and badly dressed, she should be without that inconvenient feminine +appendage--a heart. Dorothea trembled and turned pale when the door of +the Holborn gin-shop swung open and the man she most wished to see in +all the world stood at her side. + +He would have been a good-looking fellow enough in any rank of life, +but to Dorothea, and others of her class, his clear, well-cut features +and jetty ringlets rendered him an absolute Adonis, despite the air of +half-drunken bravado and assumed recklessness which marred a naturally +resolute expression of countenance. He wore a fur cap, a velveteen +jacket, and a bright-red neckcloth, secured by an enormous ring; nor +was this remarkable costume out of character with the perfume he +exhaled, denoting he had consumed at least his share of that other +half-quartern which postponed his departure. + +Dorothea slipped her arm in his, and clung to him with the fond +tenacity of a woman who loves heart and soul, poor thing, to her cost. + +His manner was an admirable combination of low-class gallantry with +pitying condescension. + +"Why, Doll," said he, "what's up now? You don't look hearty, my lass. +Step in and take a dram; it'll do you good." + +She glanced admiringly in the comely dissipated face. + +"Ah! they may well call you Gentleman Jim," she answered; "you're fit +to be a lord of the land, you are; and so you would, if I was queen. +But I doesn't want you to treat me, Jim, leastways not this turn; I +wants you to come for a walk, dear. I've a bit of news for you. It's +business, Jim," she added, somewhat ruefully, "or I wouldn't go for to +ask." + +His face, which had fallen a little, assuming that wearied expression +a woman ought most to dread on the face she cares for, brightened +considerably. + +"Come on, lass!" he exclaimed, "business first, and pleasure arter. +Speak up, and let's hear all about it." + +They had turned from the main thoroughfare into a dark and quiet +by-street. She crossed her work-worn hands on his arm, and proceeded +nervously-- + +"You say I never put you on a job, Jim. Well, I've a job to put you on +now. I don't half like it, dear. It's for your sake I don't half like +it. Promise me as you'll be careful, very careful, this turn." + +"Bother!" answered Jim. "Stow that, lass, and let's have it out." + +Thus elegantly adjured, Doll, as he called her, obeyed without delay, +though her voice faltered and her colour faded more than once while +she went on. + +"You told me as you wouldn't love me without I kep' my ears open, and +my eyes too. Well, Jim, I've watched and watched old master and young, +like a cat watches a mouse-hole, till I've been that sick and tired I +could have set down and cried. Now, to-day I wanted to see you so bad, +at any rate, and, thinks I, here's a bit of news as my Jim will like +to learn. Look now: young master, he's a-goin' to a place they call +Bragford by the five-o'clock train. O, I mind the name well enough. +You know, Jim, you always bid me take notice of names. Well, it's +Bragford. Bragford, says he, quite plain, an' as loud as I'm +a-speakin' now." + +"Forty-five miles from London," answered Jim, "and not ten minutes' +walk from the branch line. Well?" + +"He's a-takin' summut down for a young lady," continued Doll. "It is +but a small package, what you might put in your coat-pocket, or your +hat. O, Jim! Jim! if you should chance on a stroke of luck this turn, +won't you give the trade up for good and all? If you and me had but a +roof to cover us, I wouldn't ask better than only liberty to work for +you till I dropped." + +Tears stood in her eyes, and for a moment the face that looked up +into the ruffian's was almost beautiful in its expression of entire +devotion and trust. + +He had taken a doubtful cigar from his coat-pocket, and was smoking +thoughtfully. + +"Small," said he, "then it ought, by rights, to be valuable. Did ye +get a feel of it, Doll, or was it only a smell?" + +"He took it hisself out of the jeweller's hands," answered Doll; +"but I hadn't no call to be curious, for he told me what it was free +enough. There ain't no smell about diamonds, Jim." + +"Nor you can't swear to them neither," replied Jim exultingly. +"Diamonds, Doll! you're _sure_ he said diamonds? Come, you _have_ +done it, my lass. Give us a kiss, Doll, and let's turn in here at the +Sunflower, and drink good luck to the job." + +The woman acceded to both proposals readily enough, but followed her +companion into the ill-favoured little tavern with a weary step and a +heavy heart. Some unerring instinct told her, no doubt, that she was +giving all and taking nothing, offering gold for silver, truth for +falsehood, love and devotion for a mere liking, rapidly waning to +indifference and contempt. + +Tom Ryfe, all anxiety to find himself once more in the same county +with Miss Bruce, was in good time, we may be sure, for the train that +should carry him down to Ecclesfield. Bustling through the station to +take his ticket, he was closely followed by a well-dressed person in +a pair of blue spectacles, travelling apparently without luggage or +impediments of any description. This individual seemed also bound +for Bragford, and showed some little eagerness to travel in the +same carriage with Tom, who attributed the compliment to his +lately-constructed coat and general appearance as a swell of the first +water. "He don't often get such a chance," thought Mr. Ryfe, accepting +with extreme graciousness the other's civilities as to open windows +and change of seats. He even went so far as to take a proffered cigar +from the case of his fellow-traveller, which he would have smoked +forth-with, but for the peremptory objections of a crusty old +gentleman, who arrived at the last moment, encumbered with such a +paraphernalia of railway-rugs, travelling-bags, books, newspapers and +magazines as denoted the through-passenger, not to be got rid of at +any intermediate station. The old gentleman glared defiance, but made +himself comfortable nevertheless; and the presence of this common +enemy was a bond of union to render the two chance acquaintances more +than ordinarily cordial and communicative. + +Smoking being prohibited, they had not proceeded many miles into the +country ere the gentleman in spectacles produced a box of lozenges +from his pocket, and, selecting one for his own consumption, offered +another, with much suavity, to Tom Ryfe, surveying meanwhile, with +inquisitive glances, the bulge in that gentleman's breast-pocket, +where he carried his valuable package; but here again both were +startled, not to say irritated, by the dictatorial interference of the +last arrival. + +"Excuse me, gentlemen," said this irrepressible old man, "I cannot +permit it. Damn me, sir!" turning full round upon Tom Ryfe, "I _won't_ +permit it! I can detect the smell of chloroform in those lozenges. +Smell, sir, I've the smell of a bloodhound. I could hunt a scamp all +over England by nose--by nose, I tell you, sir, and worry him to death +when I ran into him; and I _would_ too. Now, sir, if _you_ choose to +be chloroformed, I don't. I'm not anxious to be taken out of this +compartment as stupid as an owl, and as cold as a cabbage, with a +pain in my eyes, a singing in my ears, and a scoundrel's hands in my +waistcoat-pockets. Excuse me, sir, I'm warm--I wouldn't give much for +a chap that wasn't--and I speak my mind!" + +It seemed a bad speculation to quarrel with him, this big, burly, +resolute, and disagreeable old man. Tom Ryfe, for once, was at a +nonplus. He murmured a few vague sentences of dissent, while the +passenger in spectacles, consigning his lozenges to an inner pocket, +buried himself in the broad sheet of the _Times_. But it was his turn +now, and not even thus could he escape. Staring grimly at him, over +the top of the paper, his tormentor fired a point-blank question, from +which there was no refuge. + +"Pray, sir," said he, "are you a chemist?" + +The gentleman in spectacles signified, by a shake of the head, that +was not his profession. + +"Then, sir," continued the other, "do you know anything about +chemistry--volatile essences, noxious drugs, subtle poisons? I do." +(Here Tom Ryfe observed his ally turn pale.) "Permit me to remark, +sir, that if _you_ don't, you are like a school-boy carrying a +pocketful of squibs and crackers on the fifth of November, unconscious +that a single spark may blow him into the Christmas holidays before he +can say 'knife!' Let me see those lozenges, sir--let me have them in +my hand; I'll tell you in five seconds what they're made of, and how, +and where, and why." + +Here the man in spectacles, with considerable presence of mind, threw +the whole of his lozenges out of window, under cover of the _Times_. + +"You frighten me, sir," said he; "I wouldn't keep such dangerous +articles about me on any consideration." + +The old gentleman executed an elaborate wink, denoting extreme +satisfaction, at Tom Ryfe. "If you were going through," said he, "I +could tell you some funny stories. Queer tricks upon travellers +I've seen in my time. Why I was the first person to find out the +sinking-floor dodge in West Street. My evidence transported three +people for life, and a fourth for fifteen years. I once saw a man +pulled down by the heels through a grating in one of the busiest +streets in the City, and if I _hadn't_ seen him he would never have +come up alive. Why the police apply to me for advice many a time when +people are missing. 'Don't distress yourselves,' says I, 'they'll turn +up, never fear.' And they _do_ turn up, sir, in nineteen cases out of +twenty. In the twentieth, when there's foul play, we generally know +something about it within eight-and-forty hours. Bragford? Is it? You +get out here, do you? Good-morning, gentlemen; I hope you've enjoyed +your jaunt." + +Then as Tom, collecting great-coats, newspapers, etc., followed his +new acquaintance out of the carriage, this strange old gentleman +detained him for an instant by the arm. + +"Friend of yours, sir?" said he, pointing to the man in spectacles on +the platform. "Never saw him before? I thought so. Sharper, sir, I'll +take my oath of it, or something worse. I know the sort; I've exposed +hundreds of them. Take my advice, sir, and never see him again." + +With that the train glided on, leaving Mr. Ryfe and the gentleman +in spectacles staring at each other over a basket of fish and a +portmanteau. + +"Mad!" observed the latter, with an uneasy attempt at a laugh, and a +readjustment of his glasses. + +"Mad, no doubt," answered Tom, but followed the lunatic's counsel, +nevertheless, so far as to refrain from offering the other a lift +in the well-appointed brougham, with its burly coachman, waiting to +convey him to Ecclesfield Manor, though his late fellow-traveller was +proceeding in that direction on foot. + +Tom had determined to sleep at the Railway Hotel, Bragford, ere he +returned to London next day. This arrangement he considered more +respectful than an intrusion on the hospitality of Ecclesfield, should +it be offered him. Perhaps so scrupulous a regard for the proprieties +mollified Miss Bruce in his favour, and called forth an invitation +to tea in the drawing-room when he had concluded the solitary dinner +prepared for him after his journey. + +Tom Ryfe was always a careful dresser. Up to forty most men are. It +is only when we have nobody to please that we become negligent of +pleasing. I believe, though, that never in his life did he tie his +neckcloth or brush his whiskers with more care than on the present +occasion in a large and dreary chamber known to the household as one +of the "best bedrooms" of Ecclesfield Manor. + +Tom looked about him, with a proud consciousness that at last his foot +was on the ladder he had wanted all his life to climb. Here he stood, +actually dressing for dinner, a welcome guest in the house of an +old-established county family, on terms of confidence, if not +intimacy, with its proud and beautiful female representative, in whose +cause he was about to do battle with all the force of his intellect, +and (Tom began to think she could make him fool enough for anything) +all the resources of his purse. The old family pictures--sad daubs, or +they would never have been consigned to the bedrooms--simpered down on +him with encouraging benignity. Prim women, wearing enormously long +waists, and their heads a good deal on one side, pointed their fans +at him, while he washed his hands, with a coquetry irresistible, had +their colours only stood, combining entreaty and command; while +a jolly old boy in flowing wig, steel breast-plate, and the most +convivial of noses, smiled in his face, as who should say, "_Audaces +Fortuna juvat_!--Go in, my hearty, and win if you can!" + +What was there in these surroundings, in the orderly decorum of the +well-regulated mansion, in the chiming of the stable clock, nay, in +the reflection of his own person shown by that full-length glass, to +take the starch, as it were, out of Tom's self-confidence, turning his +moral courage limp and helpless for the nonce, bringing insensibly to +his mind the familiar refrain of "Not for Joseph"? What was there that +bade him man himself against this discouragement, as true bravery mans +itself against the sensation of fear? and why should he be less worthy +of approbation than other spirits who venture on "enterprises of great +pith and moment" with beating hearts indeed, but with unflinching +courage and a dogged determination to succeed? + +Had Tom been a young knight arming for a tournament, in which the good +fortune of his lance was to win him a king's daughter for his bride, +he might have claimed to be an admirable and interesting hero. Was +he, indeed, a less respectable adventurer, that for steel he had to +substitute French polish, for surcoat and corselet, broadcloth and +cambric--that the battle he was to wage must be fought out by tenacity +of purpose and ingenuity of brain, rather than strength of arm and +downright hardness of skull? + +He shook a little too much scent on his handkerchief as he finished +dressing, and walked down-stairs in a state of greater agitation than +he would have liked to admit. + +Dinner was soon done. Eaten in solitude with grave servants watching +every mouthful, he was glad to get it over. In a glass of brown sherry +he drank Miss Brace's health, and thus primed, followed the butler to +the drawing-room, where that lady sat working by the light of a single +lamp. + +The obscurity was in his favour. Tom made his bow and accepted the +chair offered him, less awkwardly than was to be expected from the +situation. + +Maud looked very beautiful with the light falling on her sculptured +chin, her fair neck, and white hands, set off by the deep shadows of +the mourning dress she wore. + +I believe he was going to begin by saying "it had been a fine day," +but she stopped him in her clear, cold voice, with its patrician +accent, so difficult to define, yet so impossible to mistake. + +"I have to thank you, Mr. Ryfe, for taking such care of my jewels. I +hope the man left them at your office as he promised, and that you had +no farther trouble about them." + +He wanted to say that "no errand of hers could be a trouble to him," +but the words stuck in his throat, or she would hardly have proceeded +so graciously. + +"We must go into a few matters of business this evening, if you have +got the papers you mentioned. I leave here to-morrow, and there is +little time to spare." + +He produced a neatly-folded packet, docketed and carefully tied with +tape. The sight of it roused his energies, as the shaking of a guidon +rouses an old trooper. Despite of the enchantress and all her glamour, +Tom was himself again. + +"Business is my trade, Miss Bruce," said he briskly. "I must ask +your earnest attention for a quarter of an hour, while I explain our +position as regards the estate. At present it appears beset with +difficulties. That's my look-out. Before we begin," added Tom, with a +diffident faltering of voice, partly natural, partly assumed, "forgive +my asking your future address. It is indispensable that we should +frequently communicate, and--and--I cannot help hoping and expressing +my hope for your happiness in the home you have chosen." + +Maud's smile was very taking. She smiled with her eyes, those dark, +pleasing eyes that would have made a fool of a wiser man than Tom. + +"I am going to Aunt Agatha's," she said. "I am to live with her for +good. I have no home of my own now." + +The words were simple enough--spoken, too, without sadness or +bitterness as a mere abstract matter of fact, but they aroused all the +pen-and-ink chivalry in Tom's nature, and he vowed in his heart to lay +goose-quill in rest on her behalf, with the devotion of a Montmorency +or a Bayard. + +"Miss Bruce," said he resolutely, "the battle is not yet lost. In our +last, of the 15th, we advised you that the other side had already +taken steps to oppose our claims. My uncle has great experience, and I +will not conceal from you that my uncle is less sanguine than myself; +but I begin to see my way, and if there is a possibility of winning, +by hook or by crook, depend upon it, Miss Bruce, win we _will_, for +our own sakes, and--and--for _yours_!" + +The last two words were spoken in a whisper, being indeed a +spontaneous ebullition, but she heard them nevertheless. In her deep +sorrow, in her friendless, homeless position there was something +soothing and consolatory in the sympathy of this young man, lawyer's +clerk though he were, as she insisted with unnecessary repetition +to herself. He showed at his best, too, while explaining the legal +complications involved in the whole business, and the steps by which +he hoped eventually to succeed. Maud was too thoroughly a woman not to +admire power, and Tom's intellect possessed obviously no small share +of that quality, when directed on such matters as the present. In +half-an-hour he had furnished her with a lucid statement of the whole +case, and in half-an-hour he had inspired her with respect for +his opinion, admiration of his sagacity, and confidence in his +strength--not a bad thirty minutes' work. At its conclusion, she shook +hands with him cordially when she wished him good-night. Tom was +no fool, and knew when to venture as when to hold back. He bowed +reverentially over the white hand, muttering only--"God bless you, +Miss Bruce! If you think of anything else, at a moment's notice I will +come from the end of the world to serve you,"--and so hurried away +before she could reply. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +THE CRACKSMAN'S CHECKMATE + + +Puckers, or Miss Puckers, as she liked to be called below-stairs, +was a little puzzled by her young mistress's abstraction, while she +brushed out Maud's wealth of raven hair for the night. Stealing +glances at herself in the glass opposite, she could not help observing +the expression on Miss Bruce's face. The light was in it once more +that had been so quenched by her father's death. Puckers, who, in the +housekeeper's room, had discussed the affairs of the family almost +hourly ever since that sorrowful event, considered that it must have +left his daughter in the possession of untold wealth, and that "the +young man from town," as she designated Tom Ryfe, was sent down +expressly to afford the heiress an estimate of her possessions. A true +lady's-maid, she determined to hazard the inquiry. + +"I suppose, miss," said she, brushing viciously, "we sha'n't be going +to your aunt's now quite so soon. I'm sure I've been that hurried and +put about, I don't scarce know which way to turn." + +"Why?" asked Maud quietly. "Not so hard, please." + +"Well, miss, a lady is not like a servant, you know; she can do as she +chooses, of course. But if I was _you_, miss, I'd remain on the spot. +There's the new furniture to get; there's the linen to see to; there's +the bailiff given warning; and that there young man from town, I +suppose _he_ wouldn't come if we could do without him, charging +goodness knows what, as if his very words was gold. But I give you +joy, miss, of your fortune, I do. I was a-sayin', only last night, was +it? to Mrs. Plummer, says I, 'Whatever _my_ young lady will do,' says +I, 'in a house where she isn't mistress, she that's been used to rule +in her poor ma's time, and her pa's, ah! ever since she cut her teeth +almost;' and Mrs. Plummer says, says she----" + +"That'll do, Puckers," observed Miss Bruce, "I shall not want you any +more. Good-night." + +She took as little notice of her handmaid's volubility as if the +latter had been a grey parrot, and dismissed her with a certain cold, +imperial manner that none of the household ever dreamt it possible +to dispute or disobey; but after Puckers, with a quantity of white +draperies over her arm, had departed to return no more, she sat down +at the dressing-table, and began to think with all her might. + +Her maid was a fool, no doubt: all maids were; but the shaft of folly, +shot at random, went home to the quick. "A house where she wasn't +mistress!" Had she ever considered the future shelter offered her by +Aunt Agatha in that light? Here at the Manor, for as long as she could +remember, had she not reigned supreme? All the little arrangements of +dinner-parties, picnics, archery-meetings, and such gatherings as +make up country society, had fallen into her hands. Mamma didn't +care--mamma never cared how anything was settled so long as papa was +pleased; and papa thought Maud could not possibly do wrong. So by +degrees--and this at an age when young ladies are ordinarily in the +schoolroom--Miss Bruce had grown, on all social questions, to be the +virtual head of the family. It was a position of which, till the time +came to abdicate, she had not sufficiently appreciated the value. It +seemed so natural to order carriages and horses at her own hours, to +return visits, to receive guests, to do the honours of a comfortable +country-house with an adequate establishment, and now, could she bear +to live with Aunt Agatha, on sufferance?--Aunt Agatha, whom she had +never liked, and whom she only refrained from snubbing and setting +down, because they so seldom met, but when the elder lady had been +invited by the younger as a guest! "To be dependent," thought Maud, +mentally addressing the beautiful face in the glass, "How should you +like that? _you_ with your haughty head, and your scornful eyes, and +your hard, unbending heart? I know you! Nobody knows you but me! And I +know how _bad_ you are--how capricious, and how cruel! When you want +anything, do you ever spare anybody to get it? Did you ever love any +one on earth as well as your own way? Even mamma? O, mamma, dear, dear +mamma, if you had lived I might have got better--I _was_ better, I +know I was better while I was with _you_. But now--now I must be +myself. I can't help it. After all, it is not my fault. What is it +I most covet and desire in the world? It is power. Rank, wealth, +luxury--these are all very well as accessories of life; but how should +I loathe and hate them if they were conditional on my thinking as +other people thought, or doing what I was told! I ought to have been +a man. Women are such weak, vapid, idiotic characters, in general--at +least, all I meet down here. Engrossed with their children, their +parishes, their miserable household cares and perplexities. While in +London, I believe there are women who actually lead a party and turn +out a minister. But they are beautiful, of course. Well--and me? I +don't think I am so much amiss. With my looks and the position I ought +to have, surely I might hold my own with the best of them. But what +good will my looks do me if I am to be a dependent on Aunt Agatha? No. +Without the estate I am nothing. With it I might be _anything_. This +lawyer thinks he can win it for me. I wonder if he knows. How clever +he seems! and how thoughtful! Nothing escapes him, and nothing seems +to take him by surprise. And yet what a fool I could make of him if I +chose. I saw it before he had been five minutes in the room. I wonder +now what he thinks of _me_!--whether he has the presumption to suppose +I could ever allow him to betray what he cared for me. I believe I +should rather admire his impudence! It is pleasant to be cared for, +even by an inferior; and, after all, this Mr. Ryfe is not without his +good points. He has plenty of talent and energy, and I should think +audacity. By his own account he sticks at nothing, when he means +winning, and he certainly means to win for me if he can. I never saw +anybody so eager, so much in earnest. Perhaps he thinks that if he +could come to me and say, 'There, Miss Bruce, I have saved your +birthright for you, and I ask nothing but one kind word in return,' I +might be disposed to give it, and something more. Well, I don't know. +Perhaps it would be as good a way as any other of getting into favour. +One thing is certain. The inheritance I must preserve at every +sacrifice. Dear me, how late it is! I ought to have been in bed hours +ago. Puckers, is that you?" + +Puckers did not answer, and a faint rustle in the adjoining room, +which had called forth Miss Bruce's question, ceased the instant she +spoke aloud. + +This young lady was not nervous; far from it; yet her watch seemed +to tick with extraordinary vigour, and her heart to beat harder than +common while she listened. + +The door of communication between the two rooms was closed. Another +door in the smaller apartment opened to the passage, but this, she +remembered, was habitually locked on the inside. It couldn't be +Puckers, therefore, who thus disturbed her mistress's reflections, +unless that handmaiden had come down the chimney, or in at the window. + +In this smaller room Miss Bruce kept her riding-habits, her +ball-dresses, her draperies of different fabric, her transparencies of +all kinds, and her jewels. + +The house was very silent--so silent, that in the distant corridors +were distinctly audible those faint and ghostly footfalls, which +traverse all large houses after midnight. There were candles burning +on Maud's toilet-table, but they served rather to show how dismal were +the shadowy corners of the large, lofty bedroom, than to afford light +and confidence to its inmate. + +She listened intently. Yes; she was sure she heard somebody in the +next room--a step that moved stealthily about; a noise as of woodwork +skilfully and cautiously forced open. + +One moment she felt frightened. Then her courage came back the higher +for its interruption. She could have escaped from her own room into +the passage, easily enough, and so alarmed the house; but when she +reflected that its fighting garrison consisted only of an infirm old +butler--for the footman was absent on leave--there seemed little to +be gained by such a proceeding, if violence or robbery were really +intended. Besides, she rather scorned the idea of summoning assistance +till she had ascertained the amount of danger. + +So she blew her candle out, crept to the door of the little room, and +laid her hand noiselessly on its lock. + +Softly as she turned it, gently as she pushed the door back on its +hinges inch by inch, she did not succeed in entering unobserved. The +light of a shaded lantern flashed over her the instant she crossed the +threshold, dazzling her eyes indeed, yet not so completely but +that she made out the figure of a man standing over her shattered +jewel-box, of which he seemed to have been rifling the contents. Quick +as thought, she said to herself, "Come, there is only one! If I can +frighten _him_ more than he frightens _me_, the game is mine." + +The man swore certain ghastly oaths in a whisper, and Maud was aware +of the muzzle of a pistol covering her above the dark lantern. + +She wondered why she wasn't frightened, not the least frightened--only +rather angry and intensely determined to save the jewels, and have it +out. + +She could distinguish a dark figure behind the spot of intense light +radiating round her own person, and perceived, besides, almost without +looking, that an entrance had been made by the window, which stood +wide open to disclose the topmost rounds of a garden-ladder, borrowed +doubtless from the tool-house, propped against its sill. + +What the housebreaker saw was a vision of dazzling beauty in a flood +of light. A pale, queenly woman, with haughty, delicate face, and +loops of jet-black hair, falling over robes of white, erect and +dauntless, fronting his levelled weapon without the slightest sign of +fear. + +He had never set eyes on such a sight as this; no, neither in circus +nor music-hall, nor gallery of metropolitan theatre at Christmas. For +a moment he lost his head--for a moment he hesitated. + +In that moment Miss Bruce showed herself equal to the occasion. + + +Quick as thought, she made one step to the window, pushed the ladder +outwards with all her force, and shut down the sash. As it closed, the +ladder, poising for an instant, fell with a crash on the gravel below. + +"Now," she said quietly, "you are trapped and taken. Better make no +resistance, for the gamekeepers watching below are a rough sort of +people, and I do not wish to see you ill-treated." + +The man was aghast! What could it all mean? Was he awake or dreaming? +She must be well backed, he said to himself, to assume such a position +as this; and she looked so beautiful--so beautiful! + +The latter consideration was not without its effect on him, even in +the exercise of his profession. "Gentleman Jim," as his mates affirmed +in their nervous English, became a fool of the deepest crimson dye +whenever a woman was concerned, and this woman was in his eyes as an +angel of light. + +Nevertheless, instinctively rather than of intention, he muttered +hoarsely-- + +"Drop it, miss, I warn you. One word out loud and I'll shoot, as sure +as you stand there." + +"Shoot away!" she answered with perfect composure; "you will save me +the trouble of giving an alarm. They expect it, and are waiting for it +every moment below-stairs. Light those candles, and let us see what +damage you have done before you return the plunder." + +A pair of wax-candles stood on the chimney-piece, and he obeyed +mechanically, wondering at himself the while. His cunning, however, +had not entirely deserted him, and he left his pistol lying on the +table, ready to snatch it away if she tried to take possession. It was +thus he gauged her confidence, and seeing she scarcely noticed the +weapon, argued that powerful assistance must be near at hand to +render this beautiful young lady so arbitrary and so unconcerned. +His admiration burst out in spite of his discomfiture and critical +position. + +"Well, you _are_ a cool one!" he exclaimed, in accents of mingled +vexation and approval. "A cool one and a stunner, I'm blessed if you +ain't! No offence, but I never see your likes yet, not since I was +born. Come, miss, let's cry quits. You pass me out o' this on the +quiet. I dessay as I can make shift to get down without the ladder; +an' I'll leave all these here gimcracks just as I found 'em. Now I've +seen ye once, I'm blessed if I'd take so much as an ear-drop, +unless it was in the way of a keepsake. Pass me out, miss, and I'll +promise--no, I'm blowed if I think as I _can_ promise--never to come +here no more." + +Undisguised admiration--the admiration always acceptable to a woman +when accompanied with respect--shone in Gentleman Jim's dark eyes. He +seemed under a spell, and while he acknowledged its strength, had no +power, nay, had no wish, to resist its influence. When on such jobs as +these it was his habit to observe an unusual sobriety. He was glad now +to think of his adherence to that rule. Had he been drunk, he might, +peradventure, have insulted this divinity. What had come over him? He +felt almost pleased to know he was in her power, and yet she treated +him like the dirt beneath her feet. + +"No insolence, sir," she said in a commanding voice. "Let me see, +first of all, that every one of my trinkets is in its place. There, +that bracelet would have brought you money, those diamonds would have +been valuable if you could have got them clear off. You must have +learned your trade very badly to suppose that with such things in the +house we keep no guard. Come, I am willing to believe that distress +brought you to this. Listen. You are in my power, and I will show you +mercy. If I give you five pounds now, on the spot, and let you go, +will you promise to try and get your bread as an honest man?" + +The tears came in his eyes. This woman, then, that looked so like an +angel, was angel all through. Yet, touched as he felt in his better +nature, the proletary instinct bade him try once more if her effort to +get rid of him originated in pity or fear, and he muttered, "Guineas! +make it guineas, miss, and I'll say 'done.'" + +"Not a shilling more, not a farthing," she answered, moving her hand +as if to put it on the bell-pull. "It cannot matter to me," she added, +in a tone of the most complete indifference, "but while I am about +it I think I would rather be the making of an honest man than the +destruction of a rogue." + +Her acting was perfect. She seemed so cold, so impassive, so +completely mistress of the position, and all the time her heart was +beating as the gambler's beats, albeit in winning vein, ere he lifts +the box from off the imprisoned dice--as the lion-tamer's beats when +he spurns in its very den the monster that could crush him with a +movement, and that yet he holds in check by an imaginary force, +irresistible only so long as it is unresisted. + +Such situations have a horrible fascination of their own. I have even +known them prolonged to gratify a morbid thirst for excitement; but +I think Miss Bruce was chiefly anxious to be released from her +precarious position, and to get rid of her visitor as soon as she +could. Even her resolute nerves were beginning to give way, and she +knew her own powers well enough to mistrust a protracted trial of +endurance. Feminine fortitude is so apt to break down all at once, and +Miss Bruce, though a courageous specimen of her sex, was but a woman +who had wrought herself up for a gallant effort, after all. + +She was quite unprepared though for its results. Gentleman Jim +snatched up his pistol, stowed it away in his breast-pocket, as if +heartily ashamed of it, brought out from that receptacle a pearl +necklace and a pair of coral ear-rings, dashed them down on the table +with an imprecation, and looking ridiculously sheepish, thus delivered +himself-- + +"Five pounds, miss! Five devils! If ever I went for to ask five +shillings of you, or five fardens, may the hands rot off at my wrists +and the teeth drop out of my head. Strike me blind, now, this moment, +in this here room, if I'd take so much as a pin's head that you +valued, not if my life depended on it and there wasn't no other way of +getting a morsel of bread! Look ye here, miss. No offence; I'm but +a rough-and-ready chap, and you're a lady. I never come a-nigh one +afore. Now I know what they mean when they talk of a real lady, and I +see what it is puts such a spirit into them swells as lives with the +likes of you. But a rough chap needn't be a blind chap. I come in here +for to clean out your jewel-box. I tell ye fair, I don't think as I +meant to have ill-treated you, and now I know as I _couldn't_ have +done it, but I wanted them gimcracks just the same. If so be as you'd +like to see me shopped and lagged, you take and ring that there bell, +and look if I go for to move a foot from this blessed spot. There! If +so be as you bid me walk out free from that there winder, take and +count these here now at once, and see there's not one missing and not +one broke. Say the word, miss--which is it to be?" + +The reaction was coming on fast. Maud dared not trust her voice, but +she pointed to the window with a gesture in which she preserved an +admirable imitation of confidence and command. Gentleman Jim threw +up the sash, but paused ere he ventured his plunge into the darkness +outside. + +"Look ye 'ere, miss," he muttered in a hoarse whisper, with one leg +over the ledge, "if ever you wants a chap to do you a turn, don't ye +forget there's one inside this waistcoat as will take a leap in a +halter any day to please ye. You drop a line to 'Gentleman Jim,' at +the Sunflower, High Holborn. O! I can read, bless ye, and write and +cipher too. What I says I sticks to. No offence, miss. I wonder will I +ever see you again?" + +He darted back for an instant, much to Maud's dismay, snatched a knot +of ribbon which had fallen from her dress on the carpet, and was gone. + +She heard his leap on the gravel below, and his cautious footsteps +receding towards the park. Then she passed her hands over her face, +and looked about her as one who wakes from a dream. + +"It was an escape, I suppose," she said, "and I ought to have been +horribly frightened; yet I never seemed to lose the upper hand with +him for a moment. How odd that even a man like that should be such a +fool. No wiser and no cooler than Mr. Ryfe. What is it, I wonder; what +is it, and how long will it last?" + +[Illustration: He muttered in a hoarse whisper, with one leg over the +ledge.] + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +A REVERSIONARY INTEREST + + +Although Dorothea could assume on occasions so bright an exterior as I +have in a previous chapter endeavoured to describe, her normal state +was undoubtedly that which is best conveyed by the epithet "grimy." +Old Mr. Bargrave, walking serenely into his office at eleven, and +meeting this handmaiden on the stairs, used to wonder how so much +dirt could accumulate on the human countenance, when irrigated, as +Dorothea's red eyelids too surely testified, by daily tears. Yes, she +had gone about her work of late with a heavy heart and a moody brow. +Hers was at best a dull dreary life, but in it there grew a noxious +weed which she was pleased to cherish for a flower. Well, it was +withering every day before her eyes, and all the tears she could shed +were not enough to keep it alive. Ah! when the ship is going down +under our very feet I don't think it much matters what may be our rank +and rating on board. The cook's mate in the galley is no less dismayed +than the admiral in command. Dorothea's light, so to speak, was only +a tallow-candle, yet to put it out was to leave the poor woman very +desolate in the dark. So Mr. Bargrave ventured one morning to ask if +she felt quite well; but the snappish manner in which his inquiries +were met, as though they masked a load of hidden sarcasm and insult, +caused the old gentleman to scuffle into his office with unusual +activity, much disturbed and humiliated, while resolved never so to +commit himself again. + +Into that office we must take the liberty of following him, tenanted +as it is only by himself and Tom Ryfe. + +The latter, extremely well dressed, wears a posy of spring flowers at +his buttonhole, and betrays in his whole bearing that he is under some +extraneous influence of an unbusinesslike nature. Bargrave subsides +into his leather chair with a grunt, shuffles his papers, dips a pen +in the inkstand, and looks over his spectacles at his nephew. + +"Waste of time, waste of capital, Tom," says he, with some irritation. +"Mind, I washed _my_ hands of it from the first. You've been at work +now for some months; that's _your_ look-out and it's been kept apart +and separate from the general business--that's _mine_." + +"I've got Tangle's opinion here," answered Tom; "I won't ask you to +look at it, uncle. He's dead against us. Just what you said six months +back. There's no getting over that trust-deed, nor through it, +nor round it, nor any way to the other side of it. I've done _my_ +d----dest, and we're not a bit better off than when we began." + +He spoke in a cheerful, almost an exulting tone, quite unlike a man +worsted in a hard and protracted struggle. + +"I'm sorry for the young lady," observed Bargrave; "but I never +expected anything else. It's a fine estate, and it must go to the male +heir. She has but a small settlement, Tom, very inadequate to her +position, as I told poor Mr. Bruce many a time. He used to say +everything would be set right by his will, and now one of these girls +is left penniless, and the other with a pittance, a mere pittance, +brought up, as I make no doubt she was, to believe herself an +heiress." + +"One of them!" exclaimed Tom. "What do you mean?" + +"Why, that poor thing who was born a few weeks too soon," answered +Bargrave. "She's totally unprovided for. With regard to Miss Bruce, +there is a settlement. Two hundred a year, Tom, for life; nothing +more. I told you so when you undertook the job. And now who's to pay +your costs?" + +"Not you, uncle," answered Tom flippantly, "so don't distress yourself +on that score." + +"I don't, indeed," observed Bargrave, with emphasis. + +"You've had your own time to work this, on the understanding, as you +know, that it was to be worked at your own risk. I haven't interfered; +it was no affair of mine. But your costs will be heavy, Tom, I can't +help seeing that. Tangle's opinion don't come so cheap, you see, +though it's word for word the same as mine. I would have let _you_ +have it for nothing, and anybody else for six and eightpence." + +"The costs _will_ be heavy," answered Tom, still radiant. "I should +say a thou. wouldn't cover the amount. Of course, if we can't get them +from the estate, they must come out of my pocket." + +Bargrave's eyebrows were raised. How the new school went ahead, he +thought. Here was this nephew of his talking of a thousand pounds with +an indifference verging on contempt. Well, that was Tom's look-out; +nevertheless, on such a road it would be wise to establish a +halting-place, and his tone betrayed more interest than common while +he asked-- + +"You won't take it into Chancery, Tom, will you?" + +The younger man laid his forefinger to the side of his nose, winked +thrice with considerable energy, lifted his hat from its peg, adjusted +his collars in the glass, nodded to his uncle, muttering briefly, +"Back in two hours," and vanished. + +Old Bargrave looked after him with a grim, approving smile. "Boy or +man," said he aloud, "that chap always knew what he was about. Tom can +be safely trusted to take care of Number One." + +He was wrong, though, on the present occasion. If Mr. Ryfe did indeed +know what he was about, there could be no excuse for the enterprise on +which he had embarked. He was selfish. He would not have denied his +selfishness, and indeed rather prided himself on that quality; yet +behold him now waging a contest in which a man wastes money, time, +comfort, and self-respect, that he may wrest from real sorrow and +discomfiture the shadow of a happiness which he cannot grasp when he +has reached it. There is much wisdom in the opinion expressed by a +certain fox concerning grapes hanging out of distance; but it is a +wisdom seldom acquired till the limbs are too stiff to stretch for an +effort--till there is scarce a tooth left in the mumbling jaws to be +set on edge. + +Tom Ryfe had allowed his existence to merge itself in another's. +For months, as devotedly as such natures can worship, he had been +worshipping his ideal in the person of Miss Bruce. I do not say that +he was capable of that highest form of adoration which seeks in the +first place the unlimited sovereignty of its idol, and which, as being +too good for them, women constantly undervalue; but I do say that he +esteemed his fair client the most beautiful, the most attractive, and +the most perfect of her sex, resolving that for him she was the only +woman in the world, and that in defiance of everything, even her own +inclinations, he would win her if he could. + +In Holborn there is always a hansom to be got at short notice. +"Grosvenor Crescent," says Tom, shutting the half-doors with a bang, +and shouting his orders through the little hole in the top. So to +Grosvenor Crescent he is forwarded accordingly, at the utmost speed +attainable by a pair of high wheels, a well-bred "screw," and a +rough-looking driver with a flower in his mouth. + +There are several peculiarities, all unreasonable, many ridiculous, +attending the demeanour of a man in love. Not the least eccentric +of these are his predatory instincts, his tendency to prowl, his +preference for walking over other modes of conveyance, and inclination +to subterfuge of every kind as to his ultimate destination. Tom Ryfe +was going to Belgrave Square; why should he direct his driver to set +him down a quarter of a mile off? why overpay the man by a shilling? +why wear down the soles of an exceedingly thin and elaborate pair of +boots on the hot, hard pavement without compunction? Why? Because he +was in love. This was also the reason, no doubt, that he turned red +and white when he approached the Square railings; that his nose seemed +to swell, his mouth got dry, his hat felt too tight, and the rest +of his attire too loose for the occasion; also that he affected an +unusual interest in the numbers of the doors, as though meditating a +ceremonious morning call, while all the time his heart was under +the laburnums in the centre of the Square gardens, at the feet of a +haughty, handsome girl, dressed in half-mourning, with the prettiest +black-laced parasol to be found on this side of the Rue Castiglione, +for love--of which, indeed, as the gift of Mr. Ryfe, it was a type--or +money, which, not having been yet paid for, it could hardly be said to +represent. + +That heart of his gave a bound when he saw it in her hand as she +sailed up the broad gravel-walk to let him in. He was almost happy, +poor fellow, for almost a minute, not distressing himself to observe +that the colour never deepened a shade on her proud, pale cheek; that +the shapely hand, which fitted its pass-key to the lock, was firm as +a dentist's, and the clear, cold voice that greeted him far steadier +than his own. It is a choice of evils, after all, this favourite game +of cross-purposes for two. To care more than the adversary entails +worry and vexation; to care less makes a burden of it, and a bore. + +"Thank you so much for coming, Miss Bruce--Maud," said Tom +passionately. "You never fail, and yet I always dread, somehow, that I +shall be disappointed." + +"I keep my word, Mr. Ryfe," answered the young lady, with perfect +self-possession; "and I am quite as anxious as you can be, I assure +you. I want so to know how we are getting on." + +He showed less discouragement than might have been expected. Perhaps +he was used to the _sang-froid_, perhaps he rather liked it, believing +it, in his ignorance, a distinctive mark of class, not knowing--how +should he?--that, once excited, these thoroughbred ones are, of all +racers, the least amenable to restraint. + +"I have bad news," he said tenderly. "Miss Bruce, I hardly like to +tell you that I fear we cannot make our case enough to come into +court. I took the opinion of the first man we have. I am sorry to +say he gives it against us. I am not selfish," he added, with real +emotion, "and I am sorry indeed, for your sake, dearest Miss Bruce." + +He meant to have called her "Maud"; but the beautiful lips tightened, +and the delicate eyebrows came down very straight and stern over the +deep eyes in which he had learned to read his fate. He would wait for +a better opportunity, he thought, of using the dear, familiar name. + +She took small notice of his trouble. + + +"Has there been no mismanagement?" she asked, almost angrily; "no +papers lost? no foul play? Have you done your best?" + +"I have, indeed," he answered meekly. "After all, is it not for my own +interest as much as yours? Are they not henceforth to be in common?" + +She ignored the question altogether; she seemed to be thinking of +something else. While they paced up and down a walk screened from the +Square windows by trees and shrubs already clothed in the tender, +quivering foliage of spring, she kept silence for several seconds, +looking straight before her with a sterner expression than he could +yet remember to have seen on the face he adored. Presently she spoke +in a hard, determined voice-- + +"I _am_ disappointed. Yes, Mr. Ryfe, I don't mind owning I am bitterly +and grievously disappointed. There, I suppose it's not your fault, so +you needn't look black about it; and I dare say you did the best +you could afford at the price. Well, I don't want to hurt your +feelings--your _very_ best, then. And yet it seems very odd--you were +so confident at first. Of course if the thing's really gone, and +there's no chance left, it's folly to think about it. But what a +future to lose--what a future to lose! Mr. Ryfe, I can't stay with +Aunt Agatha--I can't and I won't! How she could ever find anybody to +marry her! Mr. Ryfe, speak to me. What had I better do?" + +Tom would have given a round sum of money at that moment to recall one +of the many imaginary conversations held with Miss Bruce, in which +he had exhausted poetry, sentiment, and forensic ardour for the +successful pleading of his suit. Now he could find nothing better to +say than that "he had hoped she was comfortable with Mrs. Stanmore; +and anybody who didn't make Miss Bruce comfortable must be brutal +and wicked. But--but--if it was really so--and she could be +persuaded--why, Miss Bruce must long have known----" And here +the voice of Tom, the plausible, the prudent, the self-reliant, +degenerated to a husky whisper, because he felt that his very heart +was mounting to his throat. + +Miss Bruce cut him exceedingly short. + +"You remember our bargain," she said bitterly. "If you don't, I can +remind you of it. Listen, Mr. Ryfe; I am not going to cheat you out of +your dues. You were to win back my fortune from the next of kin--this +cousin who seems to have law on his side. You charged yourself with +the trouble--that counts for nothing, it is in the way of your +business--with the costs--the expenses--I don't know what you call +them--these were to be paid out of the estate. It was all plain +sailing, if we had conquered; and there was an alternative in the +event of failure. I accepted it. But I tell you, not till every +stratagem has been tried, every stone turned, every resource +exhausted, do I acknowledge the defeat, nor--I speak plain English, +Mr. Ryfe--do I pay the penalty." + +He turned very pale. "You did not use this tone when we walked +together through the snow in the avenue at Ecclesfield. You promised +of your own accord, you know you did," said poor Tom, trembling all +over; "and I have got your promise in writing locked up in a tin box +at home." + +She laughed a hard, shrill laugh, not without some real humour in it, +at his obvious distress. + +"Keep it safe in your tin box," said she, "and don't be afraid, when +the time comes, that I shall throw you over. Ah! what an odd thing +money is; and how it seems able to do everything!" She was looking +miles away now, totally unconscious of her companion's presence. +"To me this five or six thousand a year represents hope, enjoyment, +position--all that makes life worth having. More, to lose it is to +lose my freedom, to lose all that makes life endurable!" + +"And you _have_ lost it," observed Tom doggedly. He was very brave, +very high-minded, very chivalrous in any way; but he possessed the +truly British quality of tenacity, and did not mean to be shaken off +by any feminine vagaries where once he had taken hold. + +"Et je payerais de ma personne," replied Miss Bruce scornfully. "I +don't suppose you know any French. You must go now, Mr. Ryfe; my +maid's coming back for me from the bonnet-shop. I can't be trusted, +you see, over fifty yards of pavement and a crossing by myself. The +maid is walking with me now behind these lilac-bushes, you know. Her +name is Ryfe. She is very cross and silent; she wears a well-made +coat, shiny boots, rather a good hat, and carries a nosegay as big +as a chimney-sweep's--you can give it me if you like--I dare say you +bought it on purpose." + +How she could twist and turn him at will! three or four playful words +like these, precious all the more that her general manner was so +haughty and reserved, caused Tom to forget her pride, her whims, her +various caprices, her too palpable indifference to himself. He offered +the flowers with humble gratitude, ignoring resolutely the presumption +that she would probably throw them away before she reached her own +door. + +"Good-bye, Miss Bruce," said he, bowing reverently over the slim hand +she vouchsafed him, and "Good-bye," echoed the young lady, adding, +with another of those hard little laughs that jarred so on Tom's +nerves, "Come with better news next time, and don't give in while +there's a chance left; depend upon it the money's better worth having +than the client. By the bye, I sent you a card for Lady Goldthred's +this afternoon--only a stupid breakfast--did you forget it?" + +"Are you going?" returned Tom, with the clouds clearing from his brow. + +"Perhaps we shall, if it's fine," was the reply. "And now I can't wait +any longer. Don't forget what I told you, and do the best you can." + +So Tom Ryfe departed from his garden of Eden with sundry misgivings +not entirely new to him, that the fruit he took such pains to ripen +for his own gathering might but be gaudy wax-work after all, or +painted stone, perhaps, cold, smooth, and beautiful, against which he +should rasp his teeth in vain. + +The well-tutored Puckers, dressed in faded splendour, and holding a +brown-paper parcel in her hand, was waiting for her young lady at the +corner of the Square. + +While thus engaged she witnessed a bargain, of an unusual nature, made +apparently under extraordinary pressure of circumstances. A ragged +boy, established at the crossing, who had indeed rendered himself +conspicuous by his endeavours to ferry Puckers over dry-shod, was +accosted by a shabby-genteel and remarkably good-looking man in the +following vernacular-- + +"On this minnit, off at six, Buster; two bob an' a bender, and a three +of eye-water, in?" + +"Done for another joey," replied Buster, with the premature acuteness +of youth foraging for itself in the streets of London. + +"Done," repeated the man, pulling a handful of silver from his pocket, +and assuming the broom at once to enter on his professional labours, +ere Puckers had recovered from her astonishment, or Buster could +vanish round the corner in the direction of a neighbouring mews. + +Though plying his instrument diligently, the man kept a sharp eye on +the Square gardens. When Tom Ryfe emerged through the heavy iron gate +he whispered a deep and horrible curse, but his dark eyes shone and +his whole face beamed into a ruffianly kind of beauty, when after a +discreet pause, Miss Bruce followed the young lawyer through the same +portal. Then the man went to work with his broom harder than ever. Not +Sir Walter Raleigh spreading his cloak at the feet of his sovereign +mistress lest they should take a speck of mud could have shown more +loyalty, more devotion, than did Gentleman Jim sweeping for bare life, +as Miss Bruce and her maid approached the crossing he had hired for +the occasion. + +Maud recognised him at a glance. Not easily startled or surprised, she +bade Puckers walk on, while she took a half-crown from her purse and +put it in the sweeper's hand. + +"At least it is an honest trade," said she, looking him fixedly in the +face. + +The man turned pale while he received her bounty. + +"It's not that, miss," he stammered. "It's not that--I only wanted to +get a look of ye. I only wanted just to hear the turn of your voice +again. No offence, miss, I'll go away now. O! can't ye give a chap a +job? It's my heart's blood as I'd shed for you, free--and never ask no +more nor a kind word in return!" + +She looked him over from head to foot once more and passed on. In that +look there was neither surprise, nor indignation, nor scorn, only a +quaint and somewhat amused curiosity, yet this thief and associate of +thieves quivered, as if it had been a sun-stroke. When she passed out +of sight he bit the half-crown till it bent, and hid it away in his +breast. "I'll never part with ye," said he, "never;" unmindful of poor +Dorothea, going about her work tearful and forlorn. Gentleman Jim, +uneducated, besotted, half-brutalised as he was, had yet drunk from +the cup that poisons equally the basest and noblest of our kind. A +well-dressed, good-looking young man, walking on the other side of +the Square, did not fail to witness Tom Ryfe's farewell and Maud's +interview with the crossing-sweeper. He too looked strangely +disturbed, pacing up and down an adjoining street, more than once, +before he could make up his mind to ring a well-known bell. Verily +Miss Bruce seemed to be one of those ladies whose destiny it is to +puzzle, worry, and interest every man with whom they come in contact. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +DICK STANMORE + + +She had certainly succeeded in puzzling Dick Stanmore and already +began to interest him. The worry would surely follow in due time. +Dick was a fine subject for the scalpel--good-humoured, generous, +single-hearted, with faultless digestive powers, teeth, and colour to +correspond, a strong tendency to active exercise, and such a faculty +of enjoyment as, except in the highest order of intellects, seldom +lasts a man over thirty. + +Like many of his kind, he _said_ he hated London, but lived there very +contentedly from April to July, nevertheless. He was fresh, just at +present, from a good scenting season in Leicestershire, followed by a +sojourn on the Tweed, in which classical river he had improved many +shining hours, wading waist-deep under a twenty-foot rod, any number +of yards of line, and a fly of various hues, as gaudy, and but little +smaller than a cock pheasant. Now he had been a week in town, during +which period he met Miss Bruce at least once every day. This constant +intercourse is to be explained in a few words. + +Mrs. Stanmore, the Aunt Agatha with whom Maud expressed herself so +unwilling to reside, was a sister of the late Mr. Bruce. She had +married a widower with one son, that widower being old Mr. Stanmore, +defunct, that son being Dick. Mrs. Stanmore, in the enjoyment of +a large jointure (which rather impoverished her step-son), though +arbitrary and unpleasant, was a woman of generous instincts, so +offered Maud a home the moment she learned her niece's double +bereavement; which home, for many reasons, heiress or no heiress, Miss +Bruce felt constrained to accept. Thus it came about that she found +herself walking with Tom Ryfe _en cachette_ in the Square gardens; +and, leaving them, recognised the gentleman whom she was to meet at +luncheon in ten minutes, on whose intellect at least, if not his +heart, she felt pretty sure she had already made an impression. + +"I won't show her up," said Dick to his neatest boots, while he +scraped them at his mother's door, "but I _should_ like to know who +that bumptious-looking chap is, and what the h----ll she could have to +say to him in the Square gardens all the same." + +Mr. Stanmore's language at the luncheon-table, it is needless to +say, was far less emphatic than that which relieved his feelings in +soliloquy; nor was he to-day quite so talkative as usual. His mother +thought him silent (he always called her "mother," and, to do her +justice, she could not have loved her own son better, nor scolded +him oftener, had she possessed one); Miss Bruce voted him stupid and +sulky. She told him so. + +"A merrythought, if you please, and no bread-sauce," said the young +lady, in her calm, imperious manner. "Don't forget I hate bread-sauce, +if you mean to come here often to luncheon; and do _say_ something. +Aunt Agatha can't, no more can I. Recollect we've got a heavy +afternoon before us." + +Aunt Agatha always contradicted. "Not heavier than any other +breakfast, Maud," said she severely. "You didn't think that tea at the +Tower heavy last week, nor the ghosts in the mess-room of the Blues. +Lady Goldthred's an old friend of mine, and it was very kind of her to +ask us. Besides, Dick's coming down in the barouche." + +Maud's face brightened, and be sure, Dick saw it brighten. + +"That accounts for it," said she, with the rare smile in her eyes; +"and he thinks we sha'n't let him smoke, so he sulks beforehand, grim, +grave, and silent as a ghost. Mr. Stanmore, cheer up. You may smoke +the whole way down. _I'll_ give you leave." + +"Nonsense, my dear," observed Aunt Agatha sternly. "He don't want +to do anything of the kind. What have you been about, Maud, all +the morning? I looked for you everywhere to help me with the +visiting-list." + +"Puckers and I took a 'constitutional,'" answered Miss Bruce +unblushingly. "We wanted to do some shopping." But her dark eyes stole +towards Dick, and, although his never met them, she felt satisfied he +had witnessed her interview with Tom Ryfe in the Square gardens. + +"I saw you both coming in, Miss Bruce," said Dick, breaking the +awkward pause which succeeded Maud's mis-statement. "I think Puckers +wears twice as smart a bonnet as yours. I hope you are not offended." + +Again that smile from the dark eyes. Dick felt, and perhaps she meant +him to feel, that he had lost nothing in her good opinion by ignoring +even to herself that which she wished to keep unknown. + +"I think you've very little taste in bonnets, whatever you may have in +faces," answered the young lady; "and I think I shall go and put one +on now that will make you eat your words humbly when I appear in it on +the lawn at Lady Goldthred's." + +"I have no doubt there won't be a dry eye in the place," answered +Dick, looking after her, as she left the room, with undisguised +admiration in his honest face--with something warmer and sweeter than +admiration creeping and gathering about his heart. + +So they all went down together in the barouche, Dick sitting with his +back to the horses, and gazing his fill on the young beauty opposite, +looking so cool and fair in her fresh summer draperies, so thoroughly +in keeping with the light and sparkle of everything around--the +brilliant sunshine, the spring foliage, the varying scenery, even to +the varnish and glitter of the well-appointed carriage, and the plated +harness on the horses. + +Aunt Agatha conversed but sparingly. She was occupied with the phantom +pages of her banker's book; with the shortcomings of a new housemaid; +not a little with the vague sketch of a dress, to be worn at certain +approaching gaieties, which should embody the majesty of the chaperon +without entirely resigning all pretensions to youth. But for one +remark, "that the coachman was driving very badly," I think she +travelled in stately silence as far as Kew. Not so the other +occupants of the barouche. Maud, desirous of forgetting much that was +distasteful to her in the events of the morning, and indeed, in the +course of her daily life, resolved to accept the tangible advantages +of the present, nor scrupled to show that she enjoyed fresh air, fine +weather, and pleasant company. Dick, stimulated by her presence, +and never disinclined to gaiety of spirit, exerted himself to be +agreeable, pouring forth a continuous stream of that pleasant nonsense +which is the only style of conversation endurable in the process of +riding, driving, or other jerking means of locomotion. + +It is only when his suit has prospered that a man feels utterly +idiotic and moonstruck in the presence of the woman he adores. Why, +when life is scarce endurable but at her side, he should become a bore +in her presence, is only another intricacy in the many puzzles that +constitute the labyrinth of love. So long as he flutters unsinged +about its flame, the moth is all the happier for the warmth of the +candle, all the livelier for the inspiration of its rays. Dick +Stanmore, turning into the Kensington Road, was the insect basking in +those bright, alluring beams; but Dick Stanmore on the farther side of +Kew felt more like the same insect when its wings have been already +shrivelled and its powers of flight destroyed in the temerity of its +adoration. + +Still it was pleasant, very pleasant. She looked so beautiful, she +smiled so kindly, always with her eyes, sometimes with the perfect, +high-bred mouth; she entered so gaily into his gossip, his fancies, +his jokes, allowing him to hold her parasol and arrange her shawls +with such sweetness and good-humour, that Dick felt quite sorry to +reach the Portugal laurels and trim lawns of their destination, when +the drive was over from which he had derived this new and unforeseen +gratification. Something warned him that, in accordance with that rule +of compensation which governs all terrestrial matters, these delights +were too keen to last, and there must surely be annoyance and vexation +in store to complete the afternoon. + +His first twinge originated in the marked admiration called forth by +Miss Bruce's appearance at the very outset. She had scarcely made +her salaam to Lady Goldthred, and passed on through billiard-room, +library, and verandah, to the two dwarfed larches and half-acre of +mown grass which constitute the wilderness of a suburban villa, ere +Dick felt conscious that his could be no monopoly of adoration. Free +trade was at once declared by glances, whispers and inquiries from a +succession of well-dressed young gentlemen, wise doubtless in their +own conceit, yet not wanting in that worldly temerity which impels +fools to rush in where angels fear to tread, and gives the former +class of beings, in their dealings with that sex which is compounded +of both, an immeasurable advantage over the latter. + +Miss Bruce had not traversed the archery-ground twenty-five feet, from +target to target, on her way to the refreshment-tent, ere half-a-dozen +of the household troops, a bachelor baronet, and the richest young +commoner of his year were presented by her host, at their own earnest +request. Dick's high spirits went down like the froth in a glass of +soda-water, and he fell back discouraged, to exchange civilities with +Lady Goldthred. + +That excellent woman, dressed, painted, and wound-up for the occasion, +was volubly delighted with everybody; and being by no means sure of +Dick's identity, dashed the more cordiality into her manner, while +careful not to commit herself by venturing on his name. + +"_So_ good of you to come," she fired it at him as she had fired it at +fifty others, "all this distance from town, and such a hot day, to see +my poor little place. But isn't it pretty now? And are we not lucky in +the weather? And weren't you smothered in dust coming down? And you've +brought _the_ beauty with you too. I declare Sir Moses is positively +smitten. I'm getting quite jealous. Just look at him now. But he's not +the only one, that's a comfort." + +Dick _did_ look, wondering vaguely why the sunshine should have faded +all at once. Sir Moses, a little bald personage, in a good-humoured +fuss, whom no amount of inexperience could have taken for anything but +the "man of the house," was paying the utmost attention to Miss Bruce, +bringing her tea, placing a camp-stool for her that she might see the +archery, and rendering her generally those hospitable services which +it had been his lot to waste on many less attractive objects during +that long sunny afternoon. + +"Sir Moses is always so kind," answered Dick vaguely, "and nobody's +breakfasts are so pleasant as yours, Lady Goldthred." + +"I'm _too_ glad you think so," answered his hostess, who, like +a good-hearted woman as she was, took enormous pains with these +festivities, congratulating herself, when she washed off her rouge, +and doffed her robes of ceremony at night, that she had got through +the great penance of her year. "You're always so good-natured. But I +_do_ think men like to come here. The country air, you know, and +the scenery, and plenty of pretty people. Now, there's Lord +Bearwarden--look, he's talking to Miss Bruce, under the cedar--he's +actually driven over from Windsor, and though he's a way of being +so fine and _blase_ and all that, he don't look much bored at this +moment, does he? Twenty thousand a year, they say, and been everywhere +and done everything. Now, I fancy, he wants to marry, for he's much +older, you know, than he looks. To hear him talk, you'd think he was +a hundred, and broken-hearted into the bargain. For my part, I've no +patience with a melancholy man; but then I'm not a young lady. You +know him, though, of course?" + +Dick's reply, if he made one, was drowned in a burst of brass music +that deafened people at intervals throughout the afternoon, and Lady +Goldthred's attention wandered to fresh arrivals, for whom, with fresh +smiles and untiring energy, she elaborated many more remarks of a +similar tendency. + +Dick Stanmore _did_ know Lord Bearwarden, as every man about London +knows every other man leading the same profitable life. There were +many whom he would have preferred as rivals; but thinking he detected +signs of weariness on Maud's face (it had already come to this, that +he studied her countenance, and winced to see it smile on any one +else), he crossed the lawn, that he might fill the place by her side, +to which he considered himself as well entitled as another. + +His progress took some little time, what, with bowing to one lady, +treading on the dress of another, and parrying the attack of a third +who wanted him to give her daughter a cup of tea; so that by the time +Dick reached her Lord Bearwarden had left Miss Bruce to the attentions +of another guest, more smart than gentlemanlike, in whose appearance +there was something indefinably out of keeping with the rest. Dick +started. It was the man with whom he had seen Maud walking before +luncheon in the Square. + +People were pairing for a dance on the lawn, and Mr. Stanmore, wedged +in by blocks of beauty and mountains of muslin, could neither advance +nor retreat. It was no fault of his that he overheard Miss Bruce's +conversation with the stranger. + +"_Will_ you dance with me?" said the latter, in a whisper of +suppressed anger, rather than the tone of loving entreaty with which +it is customary to urge this pleasant request. + +"Impossible!" answered Maud energetically. "I'm engaged to Lord +Bearwarden--it's the Lancers, and he's only gone to make up the set." + +The man ground his teeth and knit his brows. + +"You seem to forget," he muttered--"you carry it off with too high a +hand. I have a right to bid you dance with me. I have a right, if I +chose, to order you down to the river there and row you back to Putney +with the tide; and I _will_, I swear, if you provoke me too far." + +She seemed to keep her temper with an effort. + +"_Do_ be patient," she whispered, glancing round at the bystanders. +"Surely you can trust me. Hush! here comes Lord Bearwarden." + +And taking that nobleman's arm, she walked off with a mournful +pleading look at her late companion, which poor Dick Stanmore would +have given worlds to have seen directed to himself. + +There was no more pleasure for him now during the rest of the +entertainment. He did indeed obtain a momentary distraction from his +resolution to ascertain the name of the person who had so spoilt his +afternoon. It helped him very little to be told the gentleman was "a +Mr. Ryfe." Nobody seemed to know any more, and even this information +he extracted with difficulty from Lady Goldthred, who added, in a tone +of astonishment-- + +"Why, you brought him, didn't you?" + +Dick was mystified--worse, he was unhappy. For a few minutes he +wandered about behind the dancers, watching Maud and her partner as +they threaded the intricacies of those exceedingly puzzling evolutions +which constitute the Lancer quadrilles. Lord Bearwarden was obviously +delighted with Maud, and that young lady seemed by no means +unconscious or careless of her partner's approval. I do not myself +consider the measure they were engaged in threading as particularly +conducive to the interchange of sentiment. If my memory serves me +right, this complicated dance demands as close an attention as whist, +and affords almost as few opportunities of communicating with a +partner. Nevertheless, there is a language of the eyes, as of the +lips; and it was not Lord Bearwarden's fault if his looks were +misunderstood by their object. All this Dick saw, and seeing, grew +more and more disgusted with life in general, with Lady Goldthred's +breakfast in particular. When the dance ended, and Dick +Stanmore--hovering about his flame, like the poor moth to which I have +compared him, once singed and eager to be singed again--was hesitating +as to whether he, too, should not go boldly in and try his chance, +behold Mr. Ryfe, with an offensive air of appropriation, walks off +with Miss Bruce arm-in-arm, towards the sequestered path that leads +to the garden-gate, that leads to the shady lane, that leads to the +shining river! + +It was all labour and sorrow now. People who called this sort of thing +amusement, thought Dick, would go to purgatory for pastime, and a +stage farther for diversion. When he broke poor Redwing's back three +fields from home in the Melton steeplechase he was grieved, annoyed, +distressed. When he lost that eleven-pounder in the shallows below +Melrose, because "Aundry," his Scottish henchman, was too drunk to +keep his legs in a running stream, he was angry, vexed, disgusted; but +never before, in his whole life of amusement and adventure, had he +experienced anything like the combination of uncomfortable feelings +that oppressed him now. He was ashamed of his own weakness, too, all +the time, which only made matters worse. + +"Hang it!" thought Dick, "I don't see why I should punish myself by +staying here any longer. I'll tell my mother I must be back in London +to dinner, make my bow, jump into a boat, and scull down to Chelsea. +So I will. The scull will do me good, and if--if she _has_ gone on the +water with that snob, why I shall know the worst. What a strange, odd +girl she is! And O, how I wish she wasn't!" + +But it takes time to find a lady, even of Mrs. Stanmore's presence, +amongst five hundred of her kind jostled up in half-an-acre of ground; +neither will the present code of good manners, liberal as it is, +bear a guest out in walking up to his hostess _a bout portant_, to +interrupt her in an interesting conversation, by bidding her a solemn +good-bye hours before anybody else has begun to move. Twenty minutes +at least must have elapsed ere Dick found himself in a dainty +outrigger with a long pair of sculls, fairly launched on the bosom of +the Thames--more than time for the corsair, if corsair he should be, +to have sailed far out of sight with false, consenting Maud in the +direction of London Bridge. + +Dick was no mean waterman. The exercise of a favourite art, combining +skill with muscular effort, is conducive to peace of mind. A swim, a +row, a gallop over a country, a fencing-bout or a rattling set-to with +"the gloves" bring a man to his senses more effectually than whole +hours of quiescent reflection. Ere the perspiration stood on Dick +Stanmore's brow, he suspected he had been hasty and unjust; by the +time he caught his second wind, and had got fairly into swing, he was +in charity with all the world, reflecting, not without toleration and +self-excuse, that he had been an ass. + +So he sculled on, like a jolly young waterman, making capital way with +the tide, and calculating that if the fugitive pair should have done +anything so improbable as to take the water in company, he must have +overhauled, or at least sighted them, ere now. + +His spirits rose. He wondered why he should have been so desponding an +hour ago. He had made excuses for himself--he began to make them for +Maud, nay, he was fast returning to his allegiance, the allegiance of +a day, thrown off in five minutes, when he sustained another damper, +such as the total reversal of his outrigger and his own immersion, +head uppermost, in the Thames, could not have surpassed. + +At a bend of the river near Putney he came suddenly on one of those +lovely little retreats which fringe its banks--a red-brick house, a +pretty flower-garden, a trim lawn, shaded by weeping-willows, kissing +the water's edge. On that lawn, under those weeping-willows, he +descried the graceful, pliant figure, the raven hair, the imperious +gestures that had made such havoc with his heart, and muttering the +dear name, never before coupled with a curse, he knew for the first +time, by the pain, how fondly he already loved this wild, heedless, +heartless girl, who had come to live in his mother's house. Swinging +steadily along in mid-stream, he must have been too far off, he +thought, for her to recognise his features; yet why should she have +taken refuge in the house with such haste, at an open window, through +which a pair of legs clad in trousers denoted the presence of some +male companion? For a moment he turned sick and faint, as he resigned +himself to the torturing truth. This Mr. Ryfe, then, had been as good +as his word, and she, his own proud, refined, beautiful idol, had +committed the enormity of accompanying that imperious admirer down +here. What could be the secret of such a man's influence over such a +girl? Whatever it was, she must be Dick's idol no longer. And he would +have loved her so dearly!--so dearly! + +There were tears in the eyes of this jolly young waterman as he pulled +on. These things hurt, you see, while the heart is fresh and honest, +and has been hitherto untouched. Those should expect rubbers who play +at bowls; if people pull their own chestnuts out of the fire they +must compound for burnt fingers; and when you wager a living, loving, +trustful heart against an organ of wax, gutta-percha, or Aberdeen +granite, don't be surprised if you get the worst of the game all +through. + +He had quite given her up by the time he arrived at Chelsea, and +had settled in his own mind that henceforward there must be no more +sentiment, no more sunshine, no more romance. He had dreamt his dream. +Well for him it was so soon over. _Semel insanivimus omnes_. Fellows +had all been fools once, but no woman should ever make a fool of him +again! No woman ever _could_. He should never see another like _her_! + +Perhaps this was the reason he walked half-a-mile out of his homeward +way, through Belgrave Square, to haunt the street in which she lived, +looking wistfully into those gardens whence he had seen her emerge +that very day with her mysterious companion--gazing with plaintive +interest on the bell-handle and door-scraper of his mother's +house--vaguely pondering how he could ever bear to enter that house +again--and going through the whole series of those imaginary throes, +which are indeed real sufferings with people who have been foolish +enough to exchange the dignity and reality of existence for a dream. + +What he expected I am at a loss to explain; but although, while pacing +up and down the street, he vowed every turn should be the last, he +had completed his nineteenth, and was on the eve of commencing his +twentieth, when Mrs. Stanmore's carriage rolled up to the door, +stopping with a jerk, to discharge itself of that lady and Maud, +looking cool, fresh, and unrumpled as when they started. The revulsion +of feeling was almost too much for Dick. By instinct, rather than with +intention, he came forward to help them out, so confused in his ideas +that he failed to remark how entirely his rapid retreat from the +breakfast had been overlooked. Mrs. Stanmore seemed never to have +missed him. Maud greeted him with a merry laugh, denoting more of +good-humour and satisfaction than should have been compatible with +keen interest in his movements or justifiable pique at his desertion. + +"Why, here you are!" she exclaimed gaily. "Actually home before us, +like a dog that one takes out walking to try and lose. Poor thing! did +it run all the way under the carriage with its tongue out? and wasn't +it choked with dust, and isn't it tired and thirsty? and won't it come +in and have some tea?" + +What could Dick say or do? He followed her up-stairs to the back +drawing-room, meek and submissive as the dog to which she had likened +him, waiting for her there with a dry mouth and a beating heart while +she went to "take off her things"; and when she reappeared smiling and +beautiful, able only to propound the following ridiculous question +with a gasp-- + +"Didn't you go on the water then, after all?" + +"On the water!" she repeated. "Not I. Nothing half so pleasant, +I assure you. I wish we had! for anything so slow as the whole +performance on dry land, I never yet experienced. I danced five +dances, none of them nice ones--I hate dancing on turf--and I had a +warm-water ice and some jelly that tasted of bees'-wax. What became +of you? We couldn't find you anywhere to get the carriage. However, I +asked Aunt Agatha to come away directly somebody made a move, because +I was cross and tired and bored with the whole business. I think +she liked it much better than I did; but here she is to answer for +herself." + +Dick had no dinner that day, yet what a pleasant cigar it was he +smoked as he coasted Belgrave Square once more in the sweet spring +evening under the gas-lamps! He had been very unhappy in the +afternoon, but that was all over now. Anxiety, suspicion, jealousy, +and the worst ingredient of the latter, a sense of humiliation, had +made wild work with his spirits, his temper, and indeed his appetite; +yet twenty minutes in a dusky back drawing-room, a cup of weak tea +and a slice of inferior bread-and-butter, were enough to restore +self-respect, peace of mind, and vigour of digestion. He could not +recall one word that bore an unusually favourable meaning, one look +that might not have been directed to a brother or an intimate friend, +and still he felt buoyed up with hope, restored to happiness. The +reaction had come on, and he was more in love with her than ever. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +NINA + + +It might have spared Mr. Stanmore a deal of unnecessary discomfort had +the owner of those legs which he saw through the open window at Putney +thought fit to show the rest of his person to voyagers on the river. +Dick would then have recognised an old college friend, would have +landed to greet him with the old college heartiness, and in the +natural course of events would have satisfied himself that his +suspicions of Maud were unfounded and absurd. + +Simon Perkins is not a romantic name, nor did the exterior of Simon +Perkins, as seen either within or without the Putney cottage, +correspond with that which fiction assigns to a hero of romance. His +frame was small and slight, his complexion pale, his hair weak and +thin, his manner diffident, awkward, almost ungainly, but that its +thorough courtesy and good-nature were so obvious and unaffected. In +general society people passed him over as a shy, harmless, unmeaning +little man; but those who really knew him affirmed that his courage +was not to be damped, nor his nerve shaken, by extremity of +danger--that he was always ready with succour for the needy, with +sympathy for the sorrowful. In short, as they tersely put it, that +"his heart was in the right place." + +For half-a-dozen terms at Oxford he and Dick had been inseparable. +Their intimacy, none the less close for dissimilarity of tastes and +pursuits, since Perkins was a reading man, and Dick a "fast" one, had +been still more firmly soldered by a long vacation spent together in +Norway, and a "thrilling tableau," as Dick called it, to which their +expedition gave rise. Had Simon Perkins's heart been no stouter than +his slender person, his companion must have died a damp death, and +this story would never have been told. + +The young men were in one of the most picturesque parts of that wild +and beautiful country, created, as it would seem, for the express +gratification of the fisherman and the landscape painter; Simon +Perkins, an artist in his very soul, wholly engrossed by the sketch of +a mountain, Dick Stanmore equally absorbed in fishing a pool. Scarce +twenty yards apart, neither was conscious, for the moment, of the +other's existence; Simon, indeed, being in spirit some seven thousand +feet above the level of the sea, putting more ochre into the virgin +snow that crested his topmost peak, and Dick deftly dropping a fly, +the size of a pen-wiper, over the nose of a fifteen-pounder that had +already once risen to the gaudy lure. + +Poising himself, like a Mercury, on a rock in mid-stream, the angler +had just thrown eighteen yards of line lightly as a silken thread +to an inch, when his foot slipped, and a loud splash, bringing the +painter, like Icarus, out of the clouds with a run, startled his +attention to the place where his companion was not. In another second +Simon had his grip on Dick's collar, and both men were struggling for +dear life in the pool. Stanmore could swim, of course, but it takes +a good swimmer to hold his own in fisherman's boots, encumbered, +moreover, with sundry paraphernalia of his art. Simon was a very mild +performer in the water, but he had coolness, presence of mind, and +inflexible tenacity of purpose. To these qualities the friends owed it +that they ever reached the shore alive. It was a very near thing, +and when they found their legs and looked into each other's faces, +gasping, dripping, spouting water from ears, nose, and mouth, Dick +gathered breath to exclaim, "You trump! I should have been drowned, +to a moral!" Whereat the other, choking, coughing, and sputtering, +answered faintly, "You old muff! I believe we were never out of our +depth the whole time!" + +Perkins did not go up for his degree, and the men lost sight of one +another in a few years, cherishing, indeed, a kindly remembrance each +of his friend, yet taking little pains to refresh that remembrance by +renewed intercourse. How many intimacies, how many attachments outlast +a twelvemonth's break? There are certain things people go on caring +for, but I fear they are more intimately connected with self in daily +life than either the romance of friendship or the intermittent fever +of love. The enjoyment of luxury, the pursuit of money-making, seem to +lose none of their zest with advancing years, and perhaps to these we +may add the taste for art. + +Now to Simon Perkins art was as the very air he breathed. The greatest +painter was, in his eyes, the greatest man that lived. When he left +Oxford, he devoted himself to the profession of painting with +such success as rendered him independent, besides enabling him to +contribute largely to the comfort of two maiden aunts with whom he +lived. + +Not without hard work; far from it. There is no pursuit, perhaps, +which demands such constant and unremitting exertion from its +votaries. The ideal to which he strains can never be reached, for his +very successes keep building it yet higher, and a painter is so far +like a baby his whole life through that he is always learning to +_see_. + +Simon was still learning to see on the afternoon Dick Stanmore sculled +by his cottage windows--studying the effect of a declining sun on the +opposite elms, not entirely averting his looks from that graceful +girl, who ran into the house to the oarsman's discomfiture, and +missing her more than might have been expected when she vanished +up-stairs. Was not the sun still shining bright on that graceful +feathery foliage? He did not quite think it was. + +Presently there came to the door a rustle of draperies, and an elderly +lady, not remarkable for beauty, entered the room. Taking no notice +of Simon, she proceeded to arrange small articles of furniture with a +restless manner that denoted anxiety of mind. At last, stopping short +in the act of dusting a china tea-cup, with a very clean cambric +handkerchief, she observed, in a faltering voice, "Simon, dear, I feel +so nervous I know I shall never get through with it. Where's your Aunt +Jemima?" Even while she spoke there appeared at the door another lady, +somewhat more elderly, and even less remarkable for beauty, who seated +herself bolt upright in an elbow-chair without delay, and, looking +austerely round, observed in an impressive voice, "Susannah, fetch me +my spectacles; Simon, shut the door." + +Of all governments there must be a head. It was obvious that in this +deliberative assembly Miss Jemima Perkins assumed the lead. Both +commands being promptly obeyed, she pulled her spectacles from their +case and put them on, as symbols of authority, forthwith. + +"I want your advice, Simon," said this strong-minded old lady, in a +hard, clear voice. "I dare say I sha'n't act upon it, but I want it +all the same. I've no secrets from either of you; but as the head of +the family I don't mean to shirk responsibility, and my opinion is, +she must go. Susannah, no weakness. My dear, you ought to be ashamed +of yourself. Nina, run up-stairs again, we don't want you just now." + +This to a pretty head with raven hair, that popped saucily in, and as +saucily withdrew. + +Simon looked wistfully after the pretty head, and relapsed into a +day-dream. Was he thinking what a picture it would make, or what a +reality it was? His aunt's voice recalled him to facts. + +"Simon," she repeated, "my opinion is she must go." + +"Go!" said her nephew vacantly, "what do you mean, +aunt?--Go?--where?--who?" + +"Why that girl we're all so fond of," replied Miss Jemima, growing +every moment more severe. "Mr. Algernon used to come here twice every +quarter, usedn't he? Never missed the day, did he? and paid his money +as regular as clockwork. Susannah, how long is it since he's been to +see us?" + +Susannah sobbed. + +"That's no answer," pursued the inflexible speaker. "Tomorrow week it +will be ten months since we have seen him; and tomorrow week it will +be ten months since we've had a scrap of his handwriting. Is that girl +to remain here, dependent on the bounty of a struggling artist and two +old maids? My opinion is that she ought to go out and gain her own +livelihood; my feeling is that--that--I couldn't bear to think of the +poor dear in any home but this." + +Here the old lady, whose assumption of extreme fortitude had +been gradually leading to the inevitable catastrophe, broke down +altogether, while Susannah, giving rein to her emotions, lifted up her +voice and wept. + +"You knew who she was all along, Jemima," said the latter, gulping +sadly at her syllables: "you know you did; and it's cruel to harrow up +our feelings like this." + +Simon said nothing, but on his homely features gathered an expression +of resolve, through which there gleamed the bright radiance of hope. + +Miss Perkins wiped her eyes and then her spectacles. Resuming her +dignity, she proceeded in a calmer voice-- + +"I will not conceal from you, Susannah, nor from you, Simon, that I +have had my suspicions for several years. Those suspicions became a +certainty some time ago. There can be no doubt now of the relationship +existing between our Nina and the Mr. Algernon, as he called himself, +who took such an interest in the child's welfare. When I saw Mr. +Bruce's death in the paper, I knew that our pet had lost her father. +What was I to do? When I consented to take charge of the child twenty +years ago--and a sweet pretty babe she was--I perfectly understood +there must be a mystery connected with her birth. As head of the +family, I imparted my suspicions to neither of you, and I kept my +conjectures and my disapproval to myself. This seemed only fair to +my correspondent, only fair to the child. When I learned Mr. Bruce's +death, it came upon me like a shot, that he was the Mr. Algernon who +used to visit here, and who furnished such liberal means for the +support and education of that girl up-stairs--Susannah, I cannot make +myself understood if you will persist in blowing your nose!--Since Mr. +Bruce's death no Mr. Algernon has darkened our doors, no remittances +have come to hand with the usual signature. Simon, my impression is +that no provision whatever has been made for the poor thing, and that +our Nina is--is utterly destitute and friendless." + +Here Miss Susannah gave a little scream, whereat her sister glared +austerely, and resumed the spectacles she had taken off to dry. + +"Not friendless, aunt," exclaimed Simon, in a great heat and fuss; +"never friendless so long as we are all above ground. I am perfectly +willing to--stay, Aunt Jemima, I beg your pardon, what do you think +ought to be done?" + +The old lady smoothed her dress, looking round with placid dignity. + +"I will first hear what you two have to propose. Susannah, leave off +crying this minute, and tell us what you think of this--this _very_ +embarrassing position." + +It is possible that but for the formidable adjective Susannah might +have originated, and indeed expressed some idea of her own; but to +confront a position described by her sister as "embarrassing" was +quite beyond her powers, and she could only repeat feebly, "I'll give +her half my money--I'll give her half my money. We can't drive her +out into the cold." This with sobs and tears, and a hand pressed +helplessly to her side. + +Miss Jemima turned from her with contempt, declaring, in an audible +whisper, she had "more than half a mind to send the foolish thing to +bed;" then looked severely at her nephew. + +"This girl," said he, "has become a member of our family, just as +if she were a born relation. It seems to me there is no question of +feeling or sentiment or prejudice in the matter. It is a mere affair +of duty. We are bound to treat Nina Algernon exactly as if she were a +Perkins." + +His aunt took his face in both her hands, squeezed it hard, and +flattened his nose with a grim kiss. After this feat she looked more +severe than ever. + +"I believe you are right," she said; "I believe this arrangement is a +special duty sent on purpose for us to fulfil. I had made up my mind +on the subject before I spoke to you, but it is satisfactory to +know that you both think as I do. When we give way to our feelings, +Susannah, we are sure to be injudicious, sometimes even unjust. But +duty is a never-failing guide, and--O! my dears, to part with that +darling would be to take the very heart out of my breast; and, Simon, +I'm so glad you agree with me; and, Susannah, dear, if I spoke harshly +just now, it was for your own good; and--and--I'll just step upstairs +into the storeroom, and look out some of the house-linen that wants +mending. I had rather you didn't disturb me. I shall be down again to +tea." + +So the old lady marched out firmly enough, but sister and nephew both +knew right well that kindly tears, long kept back from a sense of +dignity, would drop on the half-worn house-linen, and that in the +solitude of her storeroom she would give vent to those womanly +feelings she deemed it incumbent on her, as head of the family, to +restrain before the rest. + +Miss Susannah entertained no such scruples. Inflicting on her nephew a +very tearful embrace, she sobbed out incoherent congratulations on the +decision at which her eldest sister had arrived. + +"But we mustn't let the dear girl find it out," said this sensitive, +weak-minded, but generous-hearted lady. "We should make no sort of +difference in our treatment of her, of course, but we must take great +care not to let anything betray us in our manner. I am not good at +concealment, I know, but I will undertake that she never suspects +anything from mine." + +The fallacy of this assertion was so transparent that Simon could not +forbear a smile. + +"Better make a clean breast of it at once," said he. "Directly there's +a mystery in a family, Aunt Susannah, you may be sure there can be +no union. It need not be put in a way to hurt her feelings. On the +contrary, Aunt Jemima might impress on her that we count on her +assistance to keep the pot boiling. Why, she's saving us pounds and +pounds at this moment. Where should I get such a model for my Fairy +Queen, I should like to know? It ought to be a great picture--a great +picture, Aunt Susannah, if I can only work it out. And where should I +be if she left me in the lurch? No--no; we won't forget the bundle of +sticks. I'll to the maul-stick, and you and Aunt Jemima shall be as +cross as two sticks; and as for Nina, with her bright eyes, and her +pleasant voice, and her merry ways, I don't know what sort of a stick +we should make of her." "A fiddlestick, I should think," said that +young lady, entering the room from the garden window, having heard, it +is to be hoped, no more than Simon's closing sentence. "What are +you two doing here in the dark? It's past eight--tea's ready--Aunt +Jemima's down--and everything's getting cold." + +Candles were lit in the next room, and the tea-things laid. Following +the ladies, and watching with a painter's eye the lights and shades as +they fell on Nina's graceful beauty, Simon Perkins felt, not for the +first time, that if she were to leave the cottage, she would carry +away with her all that made it a dear and happy home, depriving him at +once of past, present, and future, taking from him the very cunning of +his handicraft, and, worse still, the inspiration of his art. + +It was no wonder she had wound herself round the hearts of that quiet +little family in the retired Putney villa. As like Maud Bruce in form +and feature, as though she had been her twin sister, Nina Algernon +possessed the same pale, delicate features, the same graceful form, +the same dark, pleading eyes and glossy raven hair; but Mr. Bruce's +elder and unacknowledged daughter had this advantage over the younger, +that about her there was a sweetness, a freshness, a quiet gaiety, and +a _bonhomie_ such as spring only from kindliness of disposition and +pure unselfishness of heart. Had she been an ugly girl, though she +might have lacked admirers, she could not have long remained without a +lover. Being as handsome as Maud, she seemed calculated to rivet more +attachments, while she made almost as many conquests. Between the +sisters there was a similitude and a difference. One was a costly +artificial flower, the other a real garden rose. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +THE USUAL DIFFICULTY + + +Maud's instincts, when, soon after her father's death, she felt a +strong disinclination to live with Aunt Agatha, had not played her +false. As inmates of the same house, the two ladies hit it off badly +enough. Perhaps because in a certain imperiousness and hardness of +character they were somewhat alike, their differences, though only on +rare occasions culminating in a battle royal, smouldered perpetually, +breaking out, more often than was seemly, in brisk skirmish and rapid +passage of arms. + +Miss Bruce's education during the lifetime of her parents had been +little calculated to fit her for the position of a dependent, and with +all her misgivings, which, indeed, vexed her sadly, she could not yet +quite divest herself of an idea that her inheritance had not wholly +passed away. Under any circumstances she resolved before long to go at +the head of an establishment of her own, so that she should assume her +proper position, which she often told herself, with _her_ attractions +and _her_ opportunities was a mere question of will. + +Then, like a band of iron tightening round her heart, would come the +thought of her promise to Tom Ryfe, the bitter regret for her +own weakness, her own overstrained notions of honour, as she now +considered them, in committing that promise to writing. She felt +as people feel in a dream, when, step which way they will, an +insurmountable obstacle seems to arise, arresting their progress, and +hemming them in by turns on every side. + + +It was not in the best of humours that, a few days after Lady +Goldthred's party, Maud descended to the luncheon-table fresh from an +hour's consideration of her grievances, and of the false position +in which she was placed. Mrs. Stanmore, too, had just sent back a +misfitting costume to the dressmaker for the third time; so each lady +being, as it were, primed and loaded, the lightest spark would suffice +to produce explosion. + +While the servants remained it was necessary to keep the peace, +but cutlets, mashed potatoes, and a ration of sherry having been +distributed, the room was cleared, and a fair field remained for +immediate action. Dick's train was late from Newmarket, and he was +well out of it. + +To do her justice, Maud had meant to intrench herself in sullen +silence. She saw the attack coming, and prepared to remain on the +defensive. Aunt Agatha began quietly enough--to borrow a metaphor from +the noble game of chess, she advanced a pawn. + +"I don't know how I'm to take you to Countess Monaco's to-night, Maud; +that stupid woman has disappointed me again, and I've got literally +nothing to go in. Besides, there will be such a crush we shall never +get away in time for my cousin's ball. I promised her I'd be early if +I could." + +Now Miss Bruce knew, I suppose because he had told her, that Lord +Bearwarden would be at Countess Monaco's reception, but would not be +at the said ball. It is possible Mrs. Stanmore may have been aware +of this also, and that her pawn simply represented what ladies call +"aggravation." + +Maud took it at once with her knight. "I don't the least care about +Countess Monaco's, aunt," said she. "Dick's not going because he's not +asked, and I'm engaged to dance the first dance with him at the other +place. It's a family bear-fight, I conclude; but though I hate the +kind of thing, Dick is sure to take care of _me_." + +Check for Aunt Agatha, whom this off-hand speech displeased for more +reasons than one. It galled her to be reminded that her step-son had +received no invitation from the smart foreign countess; while that +Maud should thus appropriate him, calling him "Dick" twice in a +breath, was more than she could endure. So she moved her king out of +position. + +"Talking of balls," said she, in a cold, civil voice, "reminds me that +you danced three times the night before last with Lord Bearwarden, and +twice with Dick, besides going down with him to supper. I don't like +finding fault, Maud, but I have a duty to perform, and I speak to you +as if you were my own child." + +"How can you be sure of that?" retorted incorrigible Maud. "You never +had one." + +This was a sore point, as Miss Bruce well knew. Aunt Agatha's line of +battle was sadly broken through, and her pieces huddled together on +the board. She began to lose her head, and her temper with it. + +"You speak in a very unbecoming tone, Miss Bruce," said she angrily. +"You force me into saying things I would much rather keep to myself. I +don't wish to remind you of your position in this house." + +It was now Maud's turn to advance her strongest pieces--castles, +rooks, and all. + +"You remind me of it often enough," she replied, with her haughtiest +air--an air which, notwithstanding its assumption of superiority, +certainly made her look her best; "if not in words, at least in +manner, twenty times a day. You think I don't see it, Mrs. Stanmore, +or that I don't mind it, because I've too much pride to resent it as +it deserves. I am indebted to you, certainly, for a great deal--the +roof that shelters me, and the food I eat. I owe you as much as your +carriage-horses, and a little less than your servants, for I do my +work and get no wages. Never fear but I shall pay up everything some +day; perhaps very soon. You had better get your bill made out, so as +to send it in on the morning of my departure. I wish the time had come +to settle it now." + +Mrs. Stanmore was aghast. Very angry, no doubt, but yet more +surprised, and perhaps the least thing cowed. Her cap, her laces, +the lockets round her neck, the very hair of her head, vibrated with +excitement. Maud, cool, pale, impassable, was sure to win at last, +waiting, like the superior chess-player, for that final mistake which +gives an adversary checkmate. + + +It came almost immediately. Mrs. Stanmore set down her sherry, because +the hand that held her glass shook so she could not raise it to her +lips. "You are rude and impertinent," said she; "and if you really +think so wickedly, the sooner you leave this house the better, though +you _are_ my brother's child; and--and--Maud, I don't mean it. But how +can you say such things? I never expected to be spoken to like this." + +Then the elder lady began to cry, and the game was over. Before the +second course came in a reconciliation took place. Maud presented a +pale, cold cheek to be kissed by her aunt, and it was agreed that +they should go to Countess Monaco's for the harmless purpose, as they +expressed it, of "just walking through the rooms," leaving thereafter +as soon as practicable for the ball; and Mrs. Stanmore, who was +good-hearted if bad-tempered, trusted "dear Maud would think no more +of what she had said in a moment of irritation, but that they would be +better friends than ever after their little tiff." + +None the less, though, for this decisive victory did the young lady +cherish her determination to settle in life without delay. Lord +Bearwarden had paid her considerable attention on the few occasions +they had met. True, he was not what the world calls a "marrying man"; +but the world, in arranging its romances, usually leaves out that very +chapter--the chapter of accidents--on which the whole plot revolves. +And why should there not be a Lady Bearwarden of the present as of the +past? To land so heavy a fish would be a signal triumph. Well, it was +at least possible, if not probable. This should be a matter for future +consideration, and must depend greatly on circumstances. + +In the meantime, Dick Stanmore would marry her tomorrow. Of that she +felt sure. Why? O, because she did! I believe women seldom deceive +themselves in such matters. Dick had never told her he cared for her; +after all, she had not known him many weeks, yet a certain deference +and softness of tone, a diffidence and even awkwardness of manner, +increasing painfully when they were alone, betrayed that he was her +slave. And she liked Dick, too, very much, as a woman could hardly +help liking that frank and kindly spirit. She even thought she could +love him if it was necessary, or at any rate make him a good wife, as +wives go. He would live in London, of course, give up hunting and all +that. It really might do very well. Yes, she would think seriously +about Dick Stanmore, and make up her mind without more delay. + +But how to get rid of Tom Ryfe? Ignore it as she might--strive as she +would to forget it in excitement, dissipation, and schemes for the +future, none the less was the chain always round her neck. Even while +it ceased to gall her she was yet sensible of its weight. So long as +she owed him money, so long as he held her written promise to repay +that debt with her hand, so long was she debarred all chances for the +future, so long was she tied down to a fate she could not contemplate +without a shudder. To be a "Mrs. Ryfe" when on the cards lay such a +prize as the Bearwarden coronet, when she need only put out her hand +and take Dick Stanmore, with his brown locks, his broad shoulders, his +genial, generous heart, for better or worse! It was unbearable. And +then to think that she could ever have fancied she liked the man; +that, even now, she had to give him clandestine meetings, to see him +at unseasonable hours, as if she loved him dearly, and was prepared +to make every sacrifice for his sake! Her pride revolted, her whole +spirit rose in arms at the reflection. She knew he cared for her too; +cared for her in his own way very dearly; and "c'est ce que c'est +d'etre femme," I fear she hated him all the more! So long as a woman +knows nothing about him, her suspicion that a man likes her is nine +points out of ten in his favour; but directly she has fathomed his +intellect and probed his heart; squeezed the orange, so to speak, and +resolved to throw away the rind, in proportion to the constancy of his +attachment will be her weariness of its duration; and from weariness +in such matters there is but one short step to hatred and disgust. + +Tom Ryfe must be paid his money. To this conclusion, at least, Maud's +reflections never failed to lead. Without such initiatory proceeding +it was useless to think of demanding the return of that written +promise. But how to raise the funds? After much wavering and +hesitation, Miss Bruce resolved at last to pawn her diamonds. So +dearly do women love their trinkets, that I believe, though he never +knew it, Tom Ryfe was more than once within an ace of gaining the +prize he longed for, simply from Maud's disinclination to part with +her jewels. How little he dreamt that the very packet which had helped +to cement into intimacy his first acquaintance with her should prove +the means of dashing his cherished hopes to the ground, and raising +yet another obstacle to shut him out from his lovely client! + +While Maud is meditating in the back drawing-room, and Aunt Agatha, +having removed the traces of emotion from her eyes and nose, is trying +on a bonnet up-stairs, Dick Stanmore has shaken off the dust of a +railway journey, in his lodgings, dressed himself from top to toe, +and is driving his phaeton merrily along Piccadilly, on his way to +Belgrave Square. How his heart leaps as he turns the well-known +corner! how it beats as he skips into his step-mother's house!--how +it stops when he reaches the door of that back drawing-room, where, +knowing the ways of the establishment, he hopes to find his treasure +alone! The colour returns to his face. There she is in her usual +place, her usual attitude, languid, graceful, indolent, yet glad to +see him nevertheless. + +"I'm in luck," said Dick, blushing like a school-boy. "My train was +late, and I was so afraid you'd be gone out before I could get here. +It seems so long since I've seen you. And where have you been, and +how's my mother, and what have you been doing?" + +"What have _you_ been doing, rather?" repeats the young lady, giving +him a cool and beautiful hand that he keeps in his own as long as he +dares. "Three days at Newmarket are long enough to make 'a man or +a mouse,' as you call it, of a greater capitalist than you, Mr. +Stanmore. Seriously, I hope you've had a good week." + +"Only lost a pony on the whole meeting," answered Dick triumphantly. +"And even that was a 'fluke,' because Bearwarden's Bacchante filly was +left at the post." + +"I congratulate you," said Maud, with laughter gleaming in her dark +eyes. "I suppose you consider that tantamount to winning. Was Lord +Bearwarden much disappointed, and did he swear horribly?" + +"Bearwarden never swears," replied Dick. "He only told the starter he +wondered he could get them off at all; for it must have put him out +sadly to see all the boys laughing at him. I've no doubt one or two +were fined in the very next race, for the official didn't seem to like +it." + +Maud pondered. "Is Lord Bearwarden very good-tempered?" said she. + +"Well, he never breaks out," answered Dick. "But why do you want to +know?" + +"Because you and he are such friends," said this artful young lady. +'"Because I can't make him out--because I don't care whether he is or +not! And now, Mr. Stanmore, though you've not been to see your mamma +yet, you've behaved like a good boy, considering; so I've got a little +treat in store for you. Will you drive me out in your phaeton?" + +"Will a duck swim?" exclaimed Dick, delighted beyond measure, with but +the one drawback to supreme happiness, of a wish that his off-horse +had been more than twice in harness. + +"Now before I go to put my bonnet on," continued Miss Bruce, +threatening him with her finger like a child, "you must promise to do +exactly what you're told--to drive very slow and very carefully, and +to set me down the instant I'm tired of you, because Aunt Agatha won't +hear of our going for more than half-an-hour or so, and it will take +some diplomacy to arrange even that." + +Then she tripped up-stairs, leaving the door open, so that Dick, +looking at himself in the glass, wondering, honest fellow, what she +could see in him to like, and thinking what a lucky dog he was, +overheard the following conversation at the threshold of his +step-mother's chamber on the floor above. + +A light tap--a smothered "Who's there?" and the silvery tones of the +voice he loved-- + +"Aunt Agatha--may Mr. Stanmore drive me to Rose and Brilliant's in his +phaeton?" + +Something that sounded very like "Certainly not." + +"But please, Aunt Agatha," pleaded the voice, "I've got a headache, +and an open carriage will do me so much good, and you can call for me +afterwards, whenever you like, to do our shopping. I sha'n't be five +minutes putting my bonnet on, and the wind's changed, and it's such a +beautiful day!" + +Here a door opened, whispers were exchanged, it closed with a bang, a +bell rang, an organ in the street struck up "The Marseillaise," and +ere it had played eight bars, Maud was on the stairs again looking, to +Dick's admiring eyes, like an angel in a bonnet coming straight down +from heaven. + +In after-days he often thought of that happy drive--of the pale +beautiful face, in its transparent little bonnet, turned confidingly +upwards to his own, of the winning ways, the playfully imperious +gestures, the sweet caressing voice--of the hope thrilling to his very +heart that perhaps for him might be reserved the blissful lot of thus +journeying with her by his side through life. + +As they passed into the Park at Albert Gate, two of his young +companions nodded and took off their hats, elbowing each other, as who +should say, "I suppose that's a case!" How proud Dick felt, and how +happy! The quarter of a mile that brought him to Apsley House seemed +a direct road to Paradise; the man who is always watering the +rhododendrons shone like a glorified being, and the soft west wind +fanned his temples like an air from heaven. How pleasant she was, how +quaint, how satirical, how amusing! Not the least frightened when that +off-horse shied in Piccadilly--not the least impatient (neither, be +sure, was he) when a block of carriages kept them stationary for ten +minutes in the narrow gorge of Bond Street. Long before they stopped +at Rose and Brilliant's it was all over with Dick. + +"You're not to get out," said Maud, while they drew up to the door of +that fashionable jeweller. "Yes, you may, just to keep my dress off +the wheel, but you mustn't come in. I said I'd a treat for you; now +tell me without prevarication--will you have sleeve-links with a +cipher or a monogram? Speak up--in one word--quick!" + +Sleeve-links! and from _her_! A present to be valued and cherished +more than life itself. He could hardly believe his senses. Far too +bewildered to solve the knotty point of cipher _versus_ monogram, he +muttered some incoherent syllables, and only began to recover when he +had stared blankly for a good five minutes at the off-horse's ears, +from the driving-seat of his phaeton. + +It took a long time apparently to pick out those sleeve-links. Perhaps +the choicest assortment of such articles remained in the back shop, +for thither Miss Bruce retired; and it is possible she may have +appealed to the proprietor's taste in her selection, since she was +closeted with that gentleman in earnest conference for three-quarters +of an hour. Dick had almost got tired of waiting, when she emerged at +last to thank him for her drive, and to present him, as she affirmed, +with the results of her protracted shopping. + +"There is a design on them already," said she, slipping a little box +of card into his hand with her pleasantest smile, "so I could not have +your initials engraved, but I dare say you won't lose them all the +same." + +Dick rather thought _not_, hiding the welcome keepsake away in his +waistcoat-pocket, as near his heart as the construction of that +garment would permit; but his day's happiness was over now, for Mrs. +Stanmore had arrived in her brougham to take his companion away for +the rest of the afternoon. + +That night, before he went to bed, I think he was fool enough to kiss +the insensible sleeve-links more than once. They were indeed choice +little articles of workmanship, bearing on their surface two quaint +and fanciful designs, representing a brace of Cupids in difficulty, +the one singed by his own torch, the other crying over a broken bow. + +At the same hour Maud was enclosing an order for a large sum of money +in a letter which seemed to cost her much study and vexation. Even +Miss Bruce found some difficulty in explaining to a lover that she +valued truth, honour, and fidelity at so many hundred pounds, while +she begged to forward him a cheque for the amount in lieu of the goods +marked "damaged and returned." + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +THE FAIRY QUEEN + + +I have said that Simon Perkins was a painter to the tips of his +fingers. Just as a carpenter cannot help looking at a piece of wood +with a professional glance it is impossible to mistake--a glance that +seems to embrace at once its length, depth, thickness, toughness, +and general capabilities--so a painter views every object in nature, +animate or inanimate, as a subject for imitation and study of his art. +The heavens are not too high, the sea too deep, nor the desert too +wide to afford him a lesson; and the human countenance, with its +endless variety of feature and expression, is a book he never wearies +of learning by heart. When his professional interest in beauty is +enhanced by warmer feelings, it may be imagined that vanity could +require no fuller tribute of admiration than the worship of one whose +special gift it is to decide on the symmetry of outward form. + +As a painter, Simon Perkins approved of Nina Algernon--as a man he +loved her. Lest his position should not prove sufficiently fatal, she +had become of late practically identified with his art, almost as +completely as she was mixed up with his every-day life. For many +months, perhaps even for years, the germ of a great work had taken +root in his imagination. Slowly, almost painfully, that germ developed +itself, passing through several stages, sketch upon sketch, till it +came to maturity at last in the composition of a large picture on +which he was now employed. + +The subject afforded ample scope for liberty of fancy in form and +grouping--for the indulgence of a gorgeous taste in colouring and +costume. It represented Thomas the Rhymer in Fairyland, at the moment +when its glamour is falling from his eyes, when its magic lustre is +dying out on all that glittering pageantry and the elfin is fading to +a gnome. The handsome wizard turns from a crowd of phantom shapes, +half lovely, half grotesque--for their change is even now in +progress--to look wistfully and appealingly on the queen. + +There is a pained expression in his comely features, of hurt +affection, and trust betrayed, yet not without a ray of pride and +triumph, that, come what might to the others, she is still unchanged. +Around him the fairies are shedding their glory as trees in autumn +shed their leaves. Here a sweet laughing face surmounts the hideous +body of an imp, there the bright scales of an unearthly armour shrivel +to rottenness and dust. The dazzling robes are turning blank and +colourless, the emerald rays waning to a pale, sad light, the flashing +diadem is dulled and dim. Yet on the fairy queen there lowers no +shadow of change, there threaten no symptoms of decay. + +Bathed in the halo of a true though hapless love, she is still +the same as when he first saw her all those seven long years ago, +glistening in immortal charms, and knelt to her for the queen of +heaven, where she rode--"under the linden tree." + +It is obvious that on her countenance, besides the stamp of exceeding +beauty, there must appear sorrow, self-reproach, fortitude, majesty, +and undying tenderness. All these the painter thought he read in Nina +Algernon's girlish face. + +So she sat to him dutifully enough for a model of his fairy queen, and +if she wearied at times, as I think she must, comforted herself with +the remembrance that in this way she helped the family who gave her +bread. + +For the convenience of sitters, Simon Perkins had his painting-room in +Berners Street: thither it was his custom to resort in the morning, +by penny steamer or threepenny omnibus, and there he spent many happy +hours working hard with palette and brush. Not the least golden seemed +those in which Nina accompanied him to sit patiently while he studied, +and drew her, line by line, feature by feature. The expeditions to and +fro were delightful, the labour was pleasure, the day was gone far too +soon. + +A morning could not but be fine, when, emerging from an omnibus at +Albert Gate, Simon walked by the side of his model through Hyde Park +on their way to Berners Street; but about this period one morning +seemed even finer than common, because that Nina, taking his arm as +they crossed Rotten Row, thought fit to confide to him an interview of +the day before with Aunt Jemima, in which she extorted from that dear +old lady with some difficulty the fact of her own friendless position +in the world. + +"And I don't mind it a bit," continued the girl, catching her voice +like a child, as was her habit when excited, "for I'm sure you're all +so kind to me that I'd much rather not have any other friends. And I +don't want to be independent, and I'll never leave you, so long as +you'll keep me. And O, Simon, isn't it good of your aunts, and you +too, to have taken care of me ever since I was quite a little thing? +For I'm no relation, you know--and how can I ever do enough for you? I +can't. It's impossible. And you don't want me to, if I could!" + +Notwithstanding the playful manner which was part of Nina's self, +there were tears of real feeling in her eyes, and I doubt if Simon's +were quite dry while he answered-- + +"You belong to us just as much as if you _were_ a relation, Nina. My +aunts have said so ever since I can remember, and as for me, why you +used to ride on my foot when you were in short frocks! What a little +romp it was! Always troublesome, and always will be--and that's +why we're so fond of you." He spoke lightly, but his voice shook +nevertheless. + +"So you ought to be," she answered. "For you know how much I love you +all." + +"What, even stern Aunt Jemima?" said this blundering young man, +clumsily beating about the bush, and thus scaring the bird quite as +much as if he had thrust his hand boldly into the nest. + +"Aunt Jemima best of all," replied Nina saucily, "because she's the +eldest, and tries to keep me in order, but she can't." + +"And which of us next best, Nina?" continued he, turning away with +extraordinary interest in a mowing-machine. + +"Aunt Susannah, of course." This very demurely, while tightening her +pretty lips to keep back a laugh. + +"Then I come last," he observed gently; but there was something in the +tone that made her glance sharply in his face. + +She pressed his arm. "You dear old simple Simon," said she kindly. +"Surely you must know me by this time. I love you very dearly, just as +if you were my brother. Brother, indeed! I don't think if I'd a father +I could be much fonder of him than I am of you." + +What a bright morning it had been five minutes ago, and now the sky +seemed clouded all at once. Simon even thought the statue of Achilles +looked more grim and ghostly than usual, lowering there in his naked +bronze. + +She had wounded him very deeply, that pretty unconscious archer. These +random shafts for which no interposing shield makes ready are sure +to find the joints in our harness. A tough hard nature such as +constitutes the true fighter only presses more doggedly to the front, +but gentler spirits are fain to turn aside out of the battle, and go +home to die. There came a dimness before Simon's eyes, and a ringing +in his ears. He scarcely heard his companion, while she asked-- + +"Who are those men bowing? Do you know them? They must take me for +somebody else." + +"Those men bowing" were two no less important characters than Lord +Bearwarden and Tom Ryfe, the latter in the act of selling the former +a horse. Such transactions, for some mysterious reason, always take +place in the morning, and whatever arguments may be adduced against +a too enthusiastic worship of the noble animal, at least it promotes +early rising. + +Tom Ryfe was one of those men rarely seen in the saddle or on the box, +but who, nevertheless, always seem to have a horse to dispose of, +whatever be the kind required. Hack, hunter, pony, phaeton-horse, he +was either possessor of the very animal you wanted, or could suit you +with it at twenty-four hours' notice; yet if you met him by accident +riding in the Park, he was sure to tell you he had been mounted by +a friend; if you saw him driving a team--and few could handle four +horses in a crowded thoroughfare with more neatness and precision--you +might safely wager it was from the box of another man's coach. + +He was supposed to be a very fine rider over a country, and there were +vague traditions of his having gone exceedingly well through great +runs on special occasions; but these exploits had obviously lost +nothing of their interest in the process of narration, and were indeed +enhanced by that obscurity which increases the magnitude of most +things, in the moral as in the material world. + +Mr. Ryfe knew all the sporting men about London, but not their wives. +He was at home on the Downs and the Heath, in the pavilion at Lord's, +and behind the traps of the Red House. He dined pretty frequently at +the barracks of the household troops, welcome to the genial spirits +of his entertainers, chiefly for those qualities with which they +themselves credited him; and he called Bearwarden "My lord," wherefore +that nobleman thought him a snob, and would perhaps have considered +him a still greater if he had _not_. The horse in question showed +good points and fine action. Mr. Ryfe walked, trotted, cantered, +and finally reined him up at the rails on which Lord Bearwarden was +leaning. + +"Rather a flat-catcher, Tom," said that nobleman, between the whiffs +of a cigar. "Too much action for a hunter, and too little body. He +wouldn't carry my weight if the ground was deep, though he's not a bad +goer, I'll admit." + +"Exactly what I said at first, my lord," answered Tom, slipping the +reins through his fingers, and letting the horse reach over the iron +bar against his chest to crop the tufts of grass beneath, an attitude +in which his fine shoulders and liberty of frame showed to great +advantage. "I never thought he was a fourteen-stone horse, and I never +told you so." + +"And I never told _you_ I rode fourteen stone, did I?" replied Lord +Bearwarden, who was a little touchy on that score. "Thirteen five at +the outside, and not so much as that after deer-stalking in Scotland. +He's clean thoroughbred, isn't he?" + +The purchaser was biting, and Tom understood his business as if he had +been brought up to it. + +"Clean," he answered, passing his leg over the horse's neck, and +sliding to the ground, thus leaving his saddle empty for the other. +"But he's thrown away on a heavy man. His place is carrying thirteen +stone over high Leicestershire. Nothing could touch him there amongst +the hills. Jumping's a vulgar accomplishment. Plenty of them can jump +if one dare ride them, but he's really an extraordinary fencer. Such a +mouth, too, and such a _gentleman_! Why he's the pleasantest hack in +London. You like a nice hack, my lord. Get up and feel him. It's like +riding a bird." + +So Lord Bearwarden jumped on, and altered the stirrups, and crammed +his hat down, ere he rode the horse to and fro, trying him in all +his paces, and probably falling in love with him forthwith, for he +returned with a brightened eye and higher colour to Tom Ryfe on the +footway. + +It was at this juncture both gentlemen started and took their hats off +to the lady who walked some fifty paces off, arm-in-arm with Simon +Perkins, the painter. + +Their salute was not returned. The lady, indeed, to whom it was +addressed seemed to hurry on all the faster with her companion. It was +remarkable, and both remarked it, that neither made any observation on +this lack of courtesy, but finished their bargain without apparently +half so much interest in sale or purchase as they felt five minutes +ago. + +"You'll dine with us, Tom, on the 11th?" said Bearwarden, when they +parted opposite Knightsbridge Barracks, but he was obviously thinking +of something else. + +"On the 11th," repeated Tom--"delighted, my lord--at eight o'clock, +I suppose," and turned his horse's head soberly towards Piccadilly, +proceeding at a walk, as one who revolved certain reflections, not of +the most agreeable, in his mind. A dinner at the barracks was usually +rather an event with Mr. Ryfe, but on the present occasion he forgot +all about it before he had gone a hundred yards. + +Lord Bearwarden, rejecting the temptation of luncheon in the +mess-room, ran up-stairs to his own quarters to think--of course he +smoked at the same time. + +This nobleman was one of the many of his kind who, to their credit be +it said, are not spoiled by sailing down the stream with the wind in +their favour. He had been "a good fellow" at Eton, he remained "a good +fellow" in the regiment. With general society he was not perhaps quite +so popular. People said he "required knowing"; and for those who +didn't choose to take the trouble of knowing him he was a little +reserved; with men, even a little rough. His manner was of the world, +worldly, and gave the idea of complete heartlessness and _savoir +faire_; yet under this seemingly impervious covering lurked a womanly +romance of temperament, a womanly tenderness of heart, than which +nothing would have made him so angry as to be accused of possessing. +His habits were manly and simple, his chief ambition was to +distinguish himself as a soldier, and so far as he could find +opportunity he had seen service with credit on the staff. A keen +sportsman, he could ride and shoot as well as his neighbours, and +this is saying no little amongst the young officers of the Household +Brigade. + +Anything but a "ladies' man," there was yet something about +Bearwarden, irrespective of his income and his coronet, that seemed +to interest women of all temperaments and characters. They would turn +away from far handsomer, better dressed, and more amusing people to +attract his notice when he entered a room, and the more enterprising +would even make fierce love to him on further acquaintance, +particularly after they discovered what up-hill work it was. Do they +appreciate a difficulty the greater trouble it requires to surmount, +or do they enjoy a scrape the more, that they have to squeeze +themselves into it by main force? I wonder if the sea-nymphs love +their Tritons because those zoophytes must necessarily be so cold! It +is doubtless against the hard impenetrable rock that the sea-waves +dash themselves again and again. Bearwarden responded but faintly to +the boldest advances. There must be a reason for it, said the fair +assailants. Curiosity grew into interest, and, flavoured with a dash +of pique, formed one of those messes with which, in stimulating their +vanity, women fancy they satisfy their hunger of the heart. + +Bearwarden was a man with a history; of this they were quite sure, and +herein they were less mistaken than people generally find themselves +who jump to conclusions. Yes, Bearwarden had a history, and a sad one, +so far as the principal actor was concerned. Indeed he dared not +think much about it even yet, and drove it--for he was no weak, silly +sentimentalist--by sheer force of will out of his mind. Indeed, if it +had not wholly changed his _real_ self, it had encrusted him with that +hardness and roughness of exterior which he turned instinctively to +the world. The same thing had happened to him that happens to most of +us at one time or another. Just as the hunting man, sooner or later, +is pretty sure to be laid up with a broken collar-bone, so in the +career of life must be encountered that inevitable disaster which +results in a wounded spirit and a sore heart. The collar-bone, we all +know, is a six weeks' job; but injuries of a tenderer nature take +far longer to heal. Nevertheless, the cure of these, too, is but a +question of time, though, to carry on the metaphor, I think in +either case the hapless rider loses some of the zest and dash which +distinguished his earlier performances, previous to discomfiture. +"Only a woman's hair," wrote Dean Swift on a certain packet hidden +away in his desk. And thus a very dark page in Lord Bearwarden's +history might have been headed "Only a woman's falsehood." Not much to +make a fuss about, surely; but he was kind, generous, of a peculiarly +trustful disposition, and it punished him very sharply, though he +tried hard to bear his sorrow like a man. It was the usual business. +He had attached himself to a lady of somewhat lower social standing +than his own, of rather questionable antecedents, and whom the world +accepted to a certain extent on sufferance, as it were, and under +protest, yet welcomed her cordially enough, nevertheless. His +relations abused her, his friends warned him against her; of course +he loved her very dearly, all the more that he had to sacrifice many +interests for her sake, and so resolved to make her his wife. + +For reasons of her own she stipulated that he should leave his +regiment, and even in this, though he would rather have lost an arm, +he yielded to her wish. + +The letter to his colonel, in which he requested permission to send in +his papers, actually lay sealed on the table, when he received a note +in a well-known hand that taught him the new lesson he had never +expected to learn. The writer besought his forgiveness, deploring her +own heartlessness the while, and proceeded to inform him that there +was a Somebody else in the field to whom she was solemnly promised +(just as she had been to him), and with whom she was about to unite +her Lot--capital L. She never could be happy, of course, but it was +her destiny: to fight against it was useless, and she trusted Lord B. +would forget her, etc., etc. All this in well-chosen language, and +written with an exceedingly good pen. + +It was lucky his letter to the colonel had not been sent. In such +sorrows as these a soldier learns how his regiment is his real home, +how his comrades are the staunchest, the least obtrusive, and the +sincerest of friends. + +Patting his charger's neck at the very next field-day, Bearwarden +told himself there was much to live for still; that it would be +unsoldierlike, unmanly, childish, to neglect duty, to wince from +pleasure, to turn his back on all the world had to offer, only because +a woman followed her nature and changed her mind. + +So he bore it very well, and those who knew him best wondered he cared +so little: and all the while he never heard a strain of music, nor +felt a ray of sunshine, nor looked on beauty of any kind whatever, +without that gnawing cruel pain at his heart. Thus the years passed +on, and the women of his family declared that Bearwarden was a +confirmed old bachelor. + +When he met Miss Bruce at Lady Goldthred's, no doubt he admired her +beauty and approved of her manner, but it was neither beauty nor +manner, nor could he have explained what it was, that caused the +pulses within him to stir, as they stirred long ago--that brought back +a certain flavour of the old draught he had quaffed so eagerly, to +find it so bitter at the dregs. Another meeting with Maud, a dance +or two, a whisper on a crowded staircase, and Lord Bearwarden told +himself that the deep wound had healed at last; that the grass was +growing fresh and fair over the grave of a dead love; that for him +too, as for others, there might still be an interest in the chances of +the great game. + +Surely the blind restored to sight is more grateful, more joyous, more +triumphant, than he who, born in darkness, finds himself overwhelmed +and dazzled with the glare of his new gift! + +Some men are so strangely constituted that they like a woman all the +better for "snubbing" them. Lord Bearwarden had never felt so grave +an interest in Miss Bruce as when he entered the barracks under the +impression she had cut him dead, without the slightest pretext or +excuse. + +Not so Tom Ryfe. In that gentleman's mind mingled the several +disagreeable sensations of surprise, anger, jealousy, and disgust. Of +these he chewed the bitter cud while he rode home, wondering with whom +Miss Bruce could thus dare to parade herself in public, maddened at +the open rebellion inferred by so ignoring his presence and his love, +vowing to revenge himself without delay by tightening the curb and +making her feel, to her cost, the hold he possessed over her person +and her actions. By the time he reached his uncle's house, he had +made up his mind to demand an explanation, to come to a final +understanding, to assert his authority, and to avenge his pride. He +turned pale to see Maud's monogram on the envelope of a letter that +had arrived during his absence; paler still, when from this letter a +thin slip of stamped paper fluttered to the floor--white to the very +lips while he read the sharp, decisive, cruel lines that accounted for +its presence in the missive, and that bade him relinquish at a word +all the hope and happiness of his life. Without unbuttoning his coat, +without removing the hat from his head, or the gloves from his hands, +he sat fiercely down, and wrote his answer. + +"You think to get rid of me, Miss Bruce, as you would get rid of an +unsuitable servant, by giving him his wages and bidding him to go +about his business. You imagine that the debt between us is such as a +sum of money can at once wipe out: that because you have been able to +raise this money (and how you did so I think I have a right to ask) +our business connection ceases, and the _lover_, inconvenient, no +doubt, from his priority of claim, must go to the wall directly the +_lawyer_ has been paid his bill. You never were more mistaken in your +life. Have you forgotten a certain promise I hold of yours, written in +your own hand, signed with your own signature, furnished, as itself +attests, of your own free will? and do you think I am a likely man to +forego such an advantage? You might have had me for a friend--how dear +a friend I cannot bear to tell you now. If you persist in making me an +enemy, you have but yourself to blame. I am not given to threaten; and +you know that I can generally fulfil what I promise. I give you fair +warning then: so surely as you try, in the faintest item, to elude +your bargain, so surely will I cross your path, and spoil your game, +and show you up before the world. Mine you are, and mine you shall be. +If of free will, happily; if not, then to your misery and my own. But, +mark me, always _mine_!" + +"The wisest clerks are not the wisest men." It is a bad plan ever to +drive a woman into a corner; and with all his knowledge of law, I +think Mr. Ryfe could hardly have written a more ill-advised and +injudicious letter than the above to Miss Bruce. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +IN THE SCALES + + +It was a declaration of war. Of all women in the world--and this is +saying a great deal--Maud was perhaps the least disposed to accept +anything like usurpation, or assumption of undue authority, especially +on the part of one in whose character she had detected an element of +weakness. Tom Ryfe, notwithstanding his capabilities, was a fool, like +most others, where his feelings were touched, and proved it by the +injudicious means he used to attain the end he so desired. + +Locked in her own room, she read his letter over and over again, with +a bitter curl of her lip, that denoted hatred, scorn, even contempt. +When a man has been unfortunate enough to excite the last of these +amiable feelings, he should lose no time in decamping, for the game is +wholly and irretrievably lost. Mr. Ryfe would have felt this, could +he have seen the gestures of the woman he loved, while she tore his +letter into shreds--could he have marked the carriage of her haughty +head, the compression of her sweet, resolute lips, the fierce energy +of her white, cruel hands. Maud paced the floor for some half-dozen +turns, opened the window, arranged the bottles on her toilet-table, +the flowers on her chimney-piece, even took a good long look at +herself in the glass, and sat down to think. + +For weeks she had been revolving in her mind the necessity of breaking +with Tom Ryfe, the policy of securing position and freedom by an early +marriage. That odious letter decided her; and now it only remained to +make her choice. There are women--and these, though sometimes the +most fascinating, by no means the most trustworthy of their sex--who +possess over mankind a mesmeric influence, almost akin to witchcraft. +Without themselves feeling deeply, perhaps for the very reason that +they do _not_, they are capable of exercising a magic sway over those +with whom they come in contact; and while they attract more admirers +than they know what to do with, are seldom very fortunate in their +selection, or happy in their eventual lot. Miss Bruce was one of these +witches, far more mischievous than the old conventional hags we used +to burn under the sapient government of our first Stuart, and she knew +a deal better than any old woman who ever mounted a broom-stick the +credulity of her victims, the dangerous power of her spells. These she +had lately been using freely. It was time to turn their exercise to +good account. + +"Mr. Stanmore _would_, in a moment," thought Maud, "if I only gave him +the slightest hint. And I like him. Yes, I like him very much indeed. +Poor Dick! What a fool one can make a man look, to be sure, when he's +in love, as people call it! Aunt Agatha wouldn't much fancy it, I +suppose; not that I should care two pins about that. And Dick's very +easy to manage--too easy, I think. He seems as if I couldn't make him +angry. I made him _sorry_, though, the other day, poor fellow! but +that's not half such fun. Now Lord Bearwarden _has_ got a temper, I'm +sure. I wonder, if we were to quarrel, which would give in first. I +don't think I should. I declare it would be rather nice to try. He's +good-looking--that's to say, good-looking for a _man_. It's an ugly +animal at best. And they tell me the Den is such a pretty place in the +autumn! And twenty thousand a year! I don't care so much about the +money part of it. Of course one must have money; but Selina St. Croix +assured me that they called him The Impenetrable; and there wasn't a +girl in London he ever danced with twice. _Wasn't_ there? He danced +with me three times in two hours; but I didn't say so. I suppose +people _would_ open their eyes. I've a great mind--a _very_ great +mind. But then, there's Dick. He'd be horribly bored, poor fellow! And +the worst of it is, he wouldn't _say_ anything; but I know exactly how +he'd look, and I should feel I was a least! What a bother it all is! +But something must be done. I can't go on with this sort of life; I +can't stand Aunt Agatha much longer. There she goes, calling on the +stairs again! Why can't she send my maid up, if she wants me?" + +But Miss Bruce ran down willingly enough when her aunt informed her, +from the first floor, that she must make haste, and Dick was in the +large drawing-room. + +She found mother and son, as they called themselves, buried in a +litter of cards, envelopes, papers of every description referring to +"Peerage," "Court Guide," visiting-list--all such aids to memory--the +charts, as it were, of that voyage which begins in the middle of +April, and ends with the last week in July. As usual on great +undertakings, from the opening of a campaign to the issuing of +invitations for a ball, too much had been left to the last moment; +there was a great deal to do, and little time to do it. + +"We can't get on without _you_, Miss Bruce," said Dick, with rising +colour and averted eyes, that denoted how much less efficient an +auxiliary he would prove since she had come into the room. "My mother +has mislaid the old visiting-list, and the new one only goes down to +T: so that the U's, and the V's, and W's will be all left out. Think +how we shall be hated in London next week! To be sure it's what my +mother calls 'small and early' like young potatoes, and I hear there +are three hundred cards sent out already." + +"You'll only hinder us, Mr. Stanmore," said Maud. "Hadn't you better +go away again?" but observing Dick's face fall, the smiling eyes +added, plainly as words could speak, "if you _can_!" She looked pale +though, and unhappy, he thought. Of course he felt fonder of her than +ever. + +"Hinder you!" he repeated. "Why, I'm the mainstay of the whole +performance. Don't I bring you eight-and-twenty dancing men? all at +once if you wish it, in a body, like soldiers." + +"Nonsense, my dear," interrupted Aunt Agatha. "The staircase will be +crowded enough as it is." + +Maud laughed. + +"But are they _real_ dancing men?" she asked, "not 'dummies,' +'duffers,'--what do you call them? people who only stand against the +wall and look idiotic. They're no use unless they work regularly +through, as if it was a match or a boat-race. I don't call it dancing +to hover about, and be always wanting to go down to tea or supper, and +to haunt one and look cross if one behaves with common propriety--like +some people I know." + +Dick accepted the imputation. + +"_I'm_ not a dancing man," said he, "though my eight-and-twenty +friends are. I cannot see the pleasure of being hustled about in a hot +room with a girl I never saw before in my life, and never want to see +again,--who is looking beyond me all the time, watching the door for +another fellow who never comes." + +"Then why on earth do you go?" asked Miss Bruce simply. + +"_You_ know why," he answered in a low voice, without raising his eyes +to her face. + +"O! I dare say," replied Maud; but though it was couched in a tone of +banter, the smile that accompanied this pertinent remark seemed to +afford Dick unbounded satisfaction. + +Mrs. Stanmore looked up from her writing-table. + +"I can't get on while you two are jabbering in that corner." (She had +not heard a word either of them said.) "I'll take my visiting-list +up-stairs. You can put these cards in envelopes and direct them. It +will help me a little, but you're neither of you much use." + +She gathered her materials together, and was leaving the room. Dick's +heart began beating to some purpose; but his step-mother stopped at +the door and addressed her niece. + +"By the bye, Maud, I'd almost forgotten. I'm going to Rose and +Brilliant's. Fetch me your diamonds, and I'll take them to be cleaned. +I can see the people myself, you know, and make sure of your having +them back in time for the ball." + +The girl turned white. Dick saw it, though his mother did not. He +observed, too, that she gasped as if she was trying to form words +which would not come. + +"I am not going to wear them." She got it out at last with difficulty. + +"Not wear them! nonsense!" was the reply. "Bring them down, my dear, +at any rate, and let me look them over. If you don't want it, you +might lend me the collar--it would go very well with my mauve satin." + +Maud's eyes turned here and there as if to look for help, and it was +Dick's nature to throw himself in the gap. + +"I'll take them, mother," said he. "My phaeton's at the door now. +You've plenty to do, and it will save you a long drive. Besides, I can +blow the people up more effectually than a lady." + +"I'm not so sure of that," answered Mrs. Stanmore. "However, it's a +sensible plan enough. Maud can fetch them down for you, and you may +come back to dinner if you're disengaged." + +So speaking, Mrs. Stanmore sailed off, leaving the young people alone. + +Maud thanked him with such a look as would have repaid Dick for a far +longer expedition than from Belgravia to Bond Street. + +"What should I do without you, Mr. Stanmore?" she said. "You always +come to the rescue just when I want you most." + +He coloured with delight. + +"I like doing things for _you_," said he simply; "but I don't know +that taking a parcel a mile and a half is such a favour after all. If +you'll bring it, I'll start directly you give the word." + +Miss Bruce had been very pale hitherto, now a burning blush swept over +her face to the temples. + +"I--I can't bring you my diamonds," said she, "for the first of those +thirty reasons that prevented Napoleon's general from bringing up his +guns--I haven't got them: they're at Rose and Brilliant's already." + +"Maud!" he exclaimed, unconsciously using her Christian name--a +liberty with which she seemed in nowise offended. + +"You may well say 'Maud'!" she murmured in a soft, low voice. "If you +knew all, you'd never call me Maud. I don't believe you'd ever speak +to me again." "Then I'd rather not know all," he replied. "Though it +would have to be something very bad indeed if it could make me think +ill of you! Don't tell me anything, Miss Bruce, except that you would +like your diamonds back again." + +"They _must_ be got back!" she exclaimed. "I _must_ have them back by +fair means or foul. I can't face Aunt Agatha, now that she knows, and +can't appear at her ball without them. O! Mr. Stanmore, what shall I +do? Do you think Rose and Brilliant's would _lend_ them to me only for +one night?" + +Dick began to suspect something, began to surmise that this young lady +had been "raising the wind," as he called it, and to wonder for what +mysterious purpose she could want so large a sum as had necessitated +the sacrifice of her most valuable jewels; but she seemed in such +distress that he felt this was no time for explanation. + +"Do!" he repeated cheerfully, and walking to the window that he might +not seem to notice her trouble. "Why do as I wish you had done all +through. Leave everything to _me_. I was going to say 'trust me,' but +I don't want to be trusted. I only want to be made use of." + +Her better nature was conquering her fast. + +"But indeed I _will_ trust you," she murmured. "You deserve to be +trusted. You are so kind, so good, so true. You will despise me, I +know--very likely hate me, and never come to see me again; but I don't +care--I can't help it. Sit down, and I will tell you everything." + +He did not blush nor stammer now, his voice was very firm, and he +stood up like a man. + +"Miss Bruce," said he, "Maud--yes, I'm not afraid to call you Maud--I +won't hear another word. I don't want to be told anything. Whatever +you have done makes no difference to me. Some day, perhaps, you'll +remember how I believed in you. In the meantime tell my mother that +the diamonds will be back in time for her ball. How late it is! I must +be off like a shot. Those horses will be perfectly wild with waiting. +I'm coming to dinner. Good-bye!" + +He hurried away without another look, and Maud, burying her head in +the sofa-cushions, burst out crying, as she had not cried since she +was a child. + +"He's too good for me!--he's too good for me!" she repeated, between +the sobs she tried hard to keep back. "How wicked and vile I should be +to throw him over! He's too good for me!--too good for me by far!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +"A CRUEL PARTING" + + +The phaeton-horses went off like wildfire, Dick driving as if he was +drunk. Omnibus-cads looked after him with undisguised admiration, +and hansom cabmen, catching the enthusiasm of pace, found themselves +actually wishing they were gentlemen's servants, to have their beer +found, and sit behind such steppers as those! + +The white foam stood on flank and shoulder when the pair were pulled +up at Rose and Brilliant's door. + +Dick bustled in with so agitated an air that an experienced shopman +instantly lifted the glass from a tray containing the usual assortment +of wedding-rings. + +"I'm come about some diamonds," panted the customer, casting a wistful +glance towards these implements of coercion the while. "A set of +diamonds--very valuable--left here by a lady--a young lady--I want +them back again." + +He looked about him helplessly; nevertheless, the shopman, himself a +married man, became at once less commiserating, and more confidential. + +"Diamonds!" he repeated. "Let me see--yes, sir--quite so--I think I +recollect. Perhaps you'll step in and speak to our principal. Mind +your hat, if you please, sir--yes, sir--this way, sir." + +So saying, he ushered Mr. Stanmore through glass doors into a neat +little room at the back, where sat a bald, smiling personage in sober +attire, something between that of a provincial master of hounds and a +low-church clergyman, whose cool composure, as it struck Dick at the +time, afforded a ludicrous contrast to his own fuss and agitation. + +"_My_ name is Rose, sir," said the placid man. "Pray take a seat." + +Nobody can "take a seat" under feelings of strong excitement. Dick +grasped the proffered chair by the back. + +"Mr. Rose," he began, "what I have to say to you goes no farther." + +"O dear, no!--certainly not--Mr. Stanmore, I believe? I hope I see you +well, sir. This is my _private_ room, you understand, sir. Whatever +affairs we transact here are _in_ private. How can I accommodate you, +Mr. Stanmore?" Dick looked so eager, the placid man was persuaded he +must want money. + +"There's a young lady," said Dick, plunging at his subject, "who left +her diamonds here last week--quite a young lady--very handsome. Did +she give you her name?" + +Mr. Rose smiled and shook his head benevolently. "If any jewels of +value were left with _us_, you may be sure we satisfied ourselves of +the party's name and address. Perhaps I can help you, Mr. Stanmore. +Can you favour me with the date?" + +"Yes, I can," answered Dick, "and the name too. It's no use humbugging +about it. Miss Bruce was the lady's name. There! Now she wants her +jewels back again. She's changed her mind." + +Mr. Rose took a ledger off the table, and ran his finger down its +columns. "Quite correct, sir," said he, stopping at a particular +entry. "You are acquainted with the circumstances, of course." + +Dick nodded, esteeming it little breach of confidence to look as if he +knew all about it. + +"There is no difficulty whatever," continued the bland Mr. Rose. +"Happy to oblige Miss Bruce. Happy to oblige _you_. We shall charge a +small sum for commission. Nothing more--O dear, no! Have them cleaned +up? Certainly, sir; and you may depend on their being sent home in +time. At your convenience, Mr. Stanmore. No hurry, sir. You can write +me your cheque for the amount. Perhaps I'd better draw out a little +memorandum. We shall make a mere nominal charge for cleaning." + +Dick glanced over the memorandum, including its nominal charge for +cleaning, which, perhaps from ignorance, did not strike him as being +extraordinarily low. He was somewhat startled at the sum total, but +when this gentleman made up his mind, it was not easy to turn him from +an object in view. + +The steppers, hardly cool, were hurried straight off to his bankers', +to be driven, after their owner's interview with one of the partners, +back again to the great emporium of their kind at Tattersall's. + +A woman who wants to make a sacrifice parts with her jewels, a man +sells his horses. Honour to each, for each offers up what is nearest +and dearest to the heart. + +Dick Stanmore lived no more within his income than other people. To +get back these diamonds he would have to raise a considerable sum. +There was nothing else to be done. The hunters must go: nay, the whole +stud, phaeton-horses, hacks, and all. Yet Dick marched into the office +to secure stalls for an early date, with a bright eye and a smiling +face. He was proving, to _himself_, at least, how well he loved her. + +The first person he met in the yard was Lord Bearwarden. That +nobleman, though knowing him but slightly, had rather a liking for +Stanmore, cemented by a certain good run they once saw in company, +when each approved of the other's straightforward riding and unusual +forbearance towards hounds. + +"There's a nice horse in the boxes," said my lord; "looks very like +your sort, Stanmore, and they say he'll go cheap, though he's quite +sound." + +"Thanks," answered Dick. "But I'm all the other way. Been taking +stalls. Going to sell." + +"Draft?" asked his lordship, who did not waste words. + +"All of them," replied the other. "Even the hacks, saddlery, clothing, +in short, the whole plant, and without reserve--going to give it +up--at any rate for a time." + +"Sorry for that," replied Bearwarden, adding, courteously, "Can I +offer you a lift? I'm going your way. Indeed, I'm going to call at +your mother's. Shall I find the ladies at home?" + +"A little later you will," said honest, unsuspecting Dick, who had not +yet learned the lesson that teaches it is not worth while to trust or +mistrust any of the sex. "They'll be charmed to give you some tea. I'm +off to Croydon to look over my poor screws before they're sold, and +break it to my groom." + +"That's a right good fellow," thought Lord Bearwarden, "and not a bad +connection if I was fool enough to marry the dark girl, after all." So +he called out to Dick, who had one foot on the step of his phaeton-- + +"I say, Stanmore, come and dine with us on the 11th; we've got two or +three hunting fellows, and we can go on together afterwards to your +mother's ball." + +"All right," said Stanmore, and bowled away in the direction of +Croydon at the rate of fourteen miles an hour. If the horses were +to be sold, people might just as well be made aware of the class of +animal he kept. Though the sacrifice involved was considerable, it +would be wise to lessen it by all judicious means in his power. + +_How_ great a sacrifice he scarcely felt till he arrived at his +country stables. + +Dick Stanmore had been fonder of hunting than any other pursuit in the +world, ever since he went out for the first time on a Shetland pony, +and came home with his nose bleeding, at five years old. + +The spin and "whizz" of his reel, the rush of a brown mountain stream +with its fringe of silver birch and stunted alder, the white side of a +leaping salmon, and the gasp of that noble fish towed deftly into the +shallows at last, afforded him a natural and unmixed pleasure. He +loved the heather dearly, the wild hillside, the keen pure air, the +steady setters, the flap and cackle of the rising grouse, the ringing +shot that laid him low, born in the purple, and fated there to die. +Nor, when corn-fields were cleared, and partridges, almost as swift as +bullets and as numerous as locusts, were driven to and fro across the +open, was his aim to be foiled by a flight little less rapid than the +shot that arrested it. With a rifle in his hand, a general knowledge +of the surrounding forest, and a couple of gillies, give him the wind +of a royal stag feeding amongst his hinds, and despite the feminine +jealousy and instinctive vigilance of the latter, an hour's stalk +would put the lord of the hills at the mercy of Dick Stanmore. In all +these sports he was a proficient, from all of them he derived a keen +gratification, but fox-hunting was his passion and his delight. + +A fine rider, he loved the pursuit so well, and was so interested in +hounds, that he gave his horse every opportunity of carrying him in +front, and as his natural qualities included a good eye, and that +confidence in the immediate future which we call "nerve," he was +seen in difficulties less often than might be expected from his +predilection in favour of "the shortest way." + +His horses generally appeared to go pleasantly, and to reciprocate +their rider's confidence, for he certainly seemed to get more work out +of them than his neighbours. + +As Mr. Crop, his stud-groom, remarked in the peculiar style of English +affected by that trustworthy but exceedingly impracticable servant-- + +"Take and put him on a 'arf-bred' 'oss, an' he rides him like a +hangel, nussin' of him, and coaxin' of him, and sendin' of him along, +_beautiful_ for ground, an' uncommon liberal for fences. Take an' put +him on a thoro'-bred 'un, like our Vampire 'oss, and--Lor!" + +One secret perhaps of that success in the hunting-field, which, when +well mounted, even Mr. Crop's eloquence was powerless to express but +by an interjection, lay in his master's affection for the animal. +Dick Stanmore dearly loved a horse, as some men do love them, totally +irrespective of any pleasure or advantage to be derived from their +use. + +There is a fanciful oriental legend which teaches that when Allah was +engaged in the work of creation, he tempered the lightning with the +south wind, and thus created the horse. Whimsical as is this idea, it +yet suggests the swiftness, the fire, the mettlesome, generous, but +plastic temperament of our favourite quadruped--the only one of +our dumb servants in whose spirit we can rouse at will the utmost +emulation, the keenest desire for the approval of its lord. Even the +countenance of this animal denotes most of the qualities we affect to +esteem in the human race--courage, docility, good-temper, reflection +(for few faces are so thoughtful as that of the horse), gratitude, +benevolence, and, above all, trust. Yes, the full brown eye, large, +and mild, and loving, expresses neither spite, nor suspicion, nor +revenge. It turns on you with the mute unquestioning confidence +of real affection, and you may depend on it under all pressure of +circumstance, in the last extremity of danger or death. Will you say +as much for the bluest eyes that ever sparkled in mirth, or swam in +tears, or shone and deepened under the combined influence of triumph, +belladonna, and war-paint? + +I once heard a man affirm that for him there was in every horse's face +the beauty each of us sees in the one woman he adores. This outrageous +position he assumed after a good run, and, indeed, after the dinner +which succeeded it. I will not go quite so far as to agree with him, +but I will say that in generosity, temper, and fidelity, there is +many a woman, and man too, who might well take example from the noble +qualities of the horse. + +And now Dick Stanmore was about to offer up half-a-dozen of these +valued servants before the idol he had lately begun to worship, for +whom, indeed, he esteemed no victim too precious, no sacrifice too +dear. + +Driving into his stable-yard, he threw the reins to a couple of +helpers, and made use of Mr. Crop's arm to assist his descent. That +worthy's face shone with delight. Next to his horses he loved his +master--chiefly, it is fair to say, as an important ingredient without +which there would be no stud. + +"I was expectin' of ye, sir," said he, touching an exceedingly +straight-brimmed hat. "Glad to see ye lookin' so well." + +To do him justice, Mr. Crop did his duty as if he always _was_ +expecting his master. + +"Horses all right?" asked Dick, moving towards the stable-door. + +"'Osses _is_ 'ealthy, I am thankful to say," replied the groom +gravely, "and lookin', too, pretty nigh as I could wish, now they've +done breakin' with their coats. There's Firetail got a queerish +look--them Northamptonshire 'osses is mostly unsound ones--and the +mare's off leg's filled; and the Vampire 'oss, he's got a bit of a +splent a-comin', but I'll soon frighten that away; an' old Dandybrush, +he's awful, but not wuss nor I counted; and the young un--" + +"I'll look 'em over," said Dick, interrupting what threatened to be +a long catalogue. "I came down on purpose. The fact is (take those +horses out and feed them)--the fact is, Crop, I'm going to sell them +all. I'm going to send them up to Tattersall's." + +Every groom is more or less a sporting man, and it is the peculiarity +of sporting men to betray astonishment at no eventuality, however +startling; therefore Mr. Crop, doing violence to his feelings, moved +not a muscle of his countenance. + +"I'm sorry to part with them, Crop," added Dick, a little put out by +the silence of his retainer, and not knowing exactly what to say next. +"They've carried me very well--I've seen a deal of fun on them--I +don't suppose I shall ever have such good ones--I don't suppose I +shall ever hunt much again." + +Mr. Crop began to thaw. "They're _good_ 'osses," he observed +sententiously; "but that's not to say as there isn't good 'osses +elsewheres. In regard of not huntin' there's a many seasons, askin' +your pardon, atween you and me, and I should be sorry to think as I +wasn't goin' huntin', ay, twenty years from now! When is 'em goin' up, +sir?" added he, sinking sentiment and coming to business at once. + +"Monday fortnight," answered Dick, entering a loose box, in which +stood a remarkably handsome mare, that neighed at him, and rubbed her +head against his breast. + +"I should ha' liked another ten days," replied Crop, for it was an +important part of his system never to accept his master's arrangements +without a protest. "I could ha' got 'em to show as they ought to show +by then. Is the stalls took?" + +Dick nodded. He was looking wistfully at the mare, thinking what a +light mouth she had, and how boldly she faced water. + +"That leg'll be as clean as my face in a week," observed Mr. Crop +confidently. "She'll fetch a good price, _she_ will. Sir Frederic's +after _her_, I know. There's nothing but tares in there, sir; old +Dandybrush is in the box on the right." + +Dick gave the mare a loving pat, and turned sadly into the residence +of old Dandybrush. + +That experienced animal greeted him with laid-back ears and a grin, as +though to say, "Here you are again! But I like you best in your red +coat." + +They had seen many a good gallop together, and rolled over each other +with the utmost good-humour, in every description of soil. To look at +the old horse, even in his summer guise, was to recall the happiest +moments of a sufficiently happy life. + +"I'd meant to guv it _him_ pretty sharp," said Crop; "but I'll let him +alone now. He'd 'a carried you, maybe, another season or two, with a +good strong dressin'; but them legs isn't what they _was_. Last +time as I rode of him second horse, I found him different--gettin' +inquisitive at his places--and when they gets inquisitive they soon +begins to get slow. You'll look at the Vampire 'oss, sir, before you +go back to town?" + +Now "the Vampire 'oss," as he called him, was an especial favourite +with Mr. Crop. Dick Stanmore had bought him out of training at +Newmarket by his groom's advice, and the highbred animal, being ridden +by an exceedingly good horseman, had turned out a far better hunter +than common--not invariably the case with horses that begin life +on the Heath. Crop took great pride in this purchase, confidently +asserting, and doubtless believing, that England could not produce its +equal. + +He threw the box-door open with the air of a man who is going to +exhibit a picture of his own painting. + +"It's a pity to let him go," said the groom, with a sigh. "Where'll +you get another as can touch him when the ground's deep, like it was +last March? I've had a many to look after, first and last; but such a +kind 'oss to do for in the stable I never see. Why, if you was to +give that 'oss ten feeds of corn a day he'd take an' eat 'em all out +clean--wouldn't leave a hoat! And legs. Them's not legs! them's slips +of gutta-percher an' steel! To be sure he'll fetch a hawful price at +the 'ammer--four 'underd, five 'underd, I shouldn't wonder--why he's +worth all the money to look at. Blessed if you mightn't ride a good +'ack to death only tryin' to find such another!" + +Nevertheless, the Vampire horse was condemned to go up with the rest. +Notwithstanding the truth of the groom's protestations, its money +value was exactly the quality that decided the animal's fate. + +Driving back to London, Dick's heart bounded to think that in an +hour's time he should meet Miss Bruce again at dinner. How delightful +to be doing all this for her sake, yet to keep the precious secret +safe locked in his own breast, until the moment should come when it +would be judicious to divulge it, making, at the same time, another +confession, of which he hoped the result might be happiness for life. + +"I'd do more than that for her," muttered this enthusiastic young +gentleman, while he trotted over Vauxhall Bridge. "I liked my poor +horses better than anything; and that's just the reason I like to part +with them for her sake. My darling, I'd give you the heart out of my +breast, even if I thought you'd tread it under foot and send it back +again!" + +Had such an anatomical absurdity been reconcilable with the structure +of the human frame, it is possible Miss Bruce might have treated this +important organ in the contumelious manner suggested. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +SIXES AND SEVENS + + +In the meantime, while Dick Stanmore is hugging himself in the warm +atmosphere of hope, while Lord Bearwarden hovers on the brink of a +stream in which he narrowly escaped drowning long ago, while Tom Ryfe +is plunged in depths of anxiety, jealousy, and humiliation that scorch +like liquid fire, Miss Bruce's dark eyes, and winning, wilful ways, +have kindled the torch of mistrust and discord between two people of +whom she has rarely seen the one and never heard of the other. + +Mr. Bargrave's chambers in Gray's Inn were at no time more remarkable +for cleanliness than other like apartments in the same locality; but +the dust lies inch-thick now in all places where dust _can_ lie, +because that Dorothea, more moping and tearful than ever, has not the +heart to clean up, no, nor even to wash her own hands and face in the +afternoon as heretofore. + +She loves her "Jim," of course, all the more passionately that he +makes her perfectly miserable, neglecting her for days together, +and when they do meet, treating her with an indifference far more +lacerating than any amount of cruelty or open scorn. + +Not that he is always good-humoured. On the contrary, "Gentleman Jim," +as they call him, has lost much of the rollicking, devil-may-care +recklessness that earned his nickname, and is often morose +now--sometimes even fierce and savage to brutality. + +The poor woman has had a quarrel with him, not two hours ago, +originating, it is but fair to state, in her own extremely irritating +conduct regarding beer, Jim being anxious to treat his ladye-love with +that fluid for the purpose, as he said, of "drowning unkindness," and +possibly with the further view of quenching an inconvenient curiosity +she has lately indulged about his movements. No man likes to be +watched; and the more reason the woman he is betraying has to doubt +him, the less patience he shows for her anxiety, the less he tolerates +her inquiries, her jealousy, or her reproaches. + +Now Dorothea's suspicions, sharpened by affection, have of late grown +extremely wearisome, and Jim has been heard to threaten more than once +that "if so be as she doesn't mend her manners, and live conformable, +he'll take an' hook it, he will, blessed if he won't!"--a dark saying +which sinks deeply and painfully into the forlorn one's heart. When, +therefore, instead of drinking her share, as usual, of a foaming quart +measure containing beer, dashed with something stronger, this +poor thing set it down untasted, and forthwith began to cry, the +cracksman's anger knew no bounds. + +"Drop it!" he exclaimed brutally. "You'd best, I tell ye! D'ye think I +want my blessed drink watered with your blessed nonsense? What's come +to ye, ye contrairy devil? I thought I'd larned ye better. I'll see if +I can't larn ye still. Would ye now!" + +It was almost a blow,--such a push as is the next thing to actual +violence, and it sent her staggering from the sloppy bar at which +their altercation took place against a bench by the wall, where she +sat down pale and gasping, to the indignation of a slatternly woman +nursing her child, and the concern of an honest coalheaver, who had a +virago of a wife at home. + +"Easy, mate!" expostulated that worthy, putting his broad frame +between the happy pair. "Hold on a bit, an' give her a drop when she +comes to. She'd 'a throwed her arms about your neck a while ago, an' +now she'd as soon knife ye as look at ye." + +Wild-eyed and pale, Dorothea glared round, as Clytemnestra may have +glared when her hand rested on the fatal axe; but this Holborn +Agamemnon did not seem destined to fall by a woman's blow, inasmuch as +the tide was effectually turned by another woman's interference. + +The slatternly lady, shouldering her child, as a soldier does his +firelock, thrust herself eagerly forward. + +"Knife him!" she exclaimed, with a most unfeminine execration. "I'd +knife him, precious soon, if it was me, the blessed willen! To take +an' use a woman like that there--a nasty, cowardly, sneakin,' ugly, +tallow-faced beast!" + +Had it not been for the imputation on his beauty, Dorothea might +perhaps have blazed out in open rebellion, or remained passive +in silent sulks; but to hear _her_ Jim, the flash man of a dozen +gin-shops, the beloved of a score of rivals, called "ugly," was +more than flesh and blood could endure. She turned fiercely on her +auxiliary and gave battle at once. + +"And who arst _you_ to interfere, mem, if I may wenture to make the +inquiry?" said she, with that polite but spasmodic intonation that +denotes the approaching row. "Keep yerself _to_ yerself, if you +please, mem. And I'll thank ye not to go for to come between me and my +young man, not till you've got a young man of your own, mem; and if +you'd like to walk out, there's the door, mem, and don't you try for +to give _me_ none o' your sauce, for I'm not a-goin' to put up with +it." + +The slatternly woman ran her guns out and returned the broadside with +promptitude. + +"Door, indeed! you poor whey-faced drab, you dare to say the word door +to _me_, a respectable woman, as Mister Tripes here knows me well, and +have a score against me behind that there wery door as you disgraces, +and as it's _you_ as ought to be t'other side, you ought; for it's out +of the streets as _you_ come, well I knows, an' say another word, and +I'll take that there bonnet off of your head, and chuck it into them +streets and _you_ arter it. O dear! O dear! that ever I should be +spoke to like this here, and my master out o' work a month come +Toosday, and this here gentleman standing by! But I'll set my mark on +ye, if I get six months for it--I will!" + +Thus speaking, or rather screaming, and brandishing her baby, as the +gonfalonier waves his gonfalon, the slat-slatternly woman, swelling +into a fury for the nonce, made a dive at Dorothea, which, but for the +interposition of "this here gentleman," as she called the coalheaver, +might have produced considerable mischief. That good man, however, +took a deal of "weathering," as sailors say, and ere either of the +combatants could get round his bulky person, the presence of a +policeman at the door warned them that ordeal by battle had better +be deferred till a more fitting opportunity. They burst into tears, +therefore, simultaneously, and the dispute ended, as such disputes +often do, in a general reconciliation, cemented by the consumption of +much excisable fluid, some of it at the expense of the philanthropic +coalheaver, whose simple faith involved a persuasion that the closest +connection must always be preserved between good-fellowship and beer. + +After these potations, it is not surprising that the slatternly woman +should have found herself, baby and all, under the care of the civil +power at a police-station, or that Gentleman Jim and his ladye-love +should have adjourned to sober themselves in the steaming gallery of a +playhouse. + +Behold them, then, wedged into a front seat, Dorothea's bonnet hanging +over the rail, Jim's gaudy handkerchief bulging with oranges, both +spectators too absorbed in the action of the piece to realise its +improbabilities, and the woman thoroughly identifying herself with the +character and fortunes of its heroine. + +The theatre is small, but the audience if not select are enthusiastic; +the stage is narrow, but affords room for a deal of strutting and +striding about on the part of an overpowering actor in the inevitable +belt and boots of the melodramatic highwayman. The play represents +certain startling passages in the career of one Claude Duval, +formerly a running footman, afterwards--strange anomaly!--a robber on +horseback, distinguished for polite manners and bold riding. + +This remarkable person has a wife, devoted to him of course. In the +English drama all wives are good; in the French all are bad, and +people tell you that a play is the reflection of real life. Besides +this dutiful spouse, he cherishes an attachment for a young lady +of high birth and aristocratic (stage) manners. She returns his +tenderness, as it is extremely natural a young person so educated and +brought up would return that of a criminal, who has made an impression +on her heart by shooting her servants, rifling her trunks, and forcing +her to dance a minuet with him on a deserted heath under a harvest +moon. + +This improbable incident affords a favourite scene, in which +Dorothea's whole soul is absorbed, and to which Jim devotes an earnest +attention, as of one who weighs the verisimilitude of an illustration, +that he may accept the purport of the parable it conveys. + +Dead servants (in profusion), struggling horses, the coach upset, and +the harvest moon, are depicted in the back scene, which represents +besides an illimitable heath, and a gibbet in the middle distance: all +this under a glare of light, as indeed it might well be, for the moon +is quite as large as the hind wheel of the coach. + +In the foreground are grouped, the hero himself, a comic servant with +a red nose and a fiddle, an open trunk, and a young lady in travelling +costume, viz. white satin shoes, paste diamonds, ball-dress, and +lace veil. The tips of her fingers rest in the gloved hand of her +assailant, whose voice comes deep and mellow through the velvet mask +he wears. + +"My preservier!" says the lady, a little inconsequentially, while +her fingers are lifted to the mask and saluted with such a smack as +elicits a "hooray!" from some disrespectful urchin at the back of the +pit. + +"To presurrve beauty from the jeer of insult, the grasp of vie-olence +is my duty and my prowfession. To adore it is my ree-ligion--and my +fate!" replies the gallant highwayman, contriving with some address +to retain his hold of the lady's hand, though encumbered by spurs, a +sword, pistols, a mask, and an enormous three-cornered hat. + +"And this man is proscribed, hunted, in danger, in disgrace!" exclaims +the lady, aside, and therefore loud enough to be heard in the street. +Claude Duval starts. The start of such an actor makes Dorothea jump. +"Perdition!" he shouts, "ye have reminded me of what were well buried +fathom-deep--obliterated--forgotten. Tr'you, lady, 'tis ee-ven so! I +have a compact with my followers--the ransom--" + +"Shall be paid right willingly," she answers; and forth-with the comic +servant with the red nose wakes into spasmodic life, winks repeatedly, +and performs a flourish on his "property" fiddle, a little out of tune +with the real instrument in the orchestra at his feet. + +"What are they going to do?" asked Dorothea, in great anxiety. + +"Hold your noise!" answers Jim, and the action of the piece +progresses. + +It is fortunate, perhaps, that minuets have gone out of fashion, if +they involved such a test of endurance as that in which Claude Duval +and his fair captive now disport themselves with an amount of bodily +exertion it seems real cruelty to encore. His concluding caper shakes +the mask from his partner's face, and the young lady falls, with a +shriek, into his arms, leaving the audience in that happy state of +perplexity, which so enhances the interest of a plot, as to whether +her distress originates in excess of sentiment or deficiency of wind. + +"It's beautiful!" whispers Dorothea, refreshing herself with an +orange. "It 'minds me of the first time you and me ever met at +Highbury Barn." + +Jim grunts, but his grunt is not that of a contented sleeper, rather +of one who is woke from a dream. + +After a tableau like the last, it is natural that Claude Duval should +find a certain want of excitement in the next scene, where he appears +as a respectable householder in the apartments of his lawful spouse. +This lady, leaving a cradle in the background, and advancing to the +footlights, proceeds to hover round her husband, after the manner of +stage wives, with neck protruded and arms spread out, like a woman +who is a little afraid of a wasp or earwig, but wants to catch the +creature all the same. He sits with his back to her, as nobody ever +does sit but a stage husband at home, and punches the floor with his +spur. It is strictly natural that she should sing a faint song with a +slow movement on the spot. + +It is perhaps yet more natural that this should provoke him +exceedingly, so he jumps up, reaches a cupboard in two strides, +and pulls out of it his whole paraphernalia, sword, pistols, mask, +three-cornered hat, everything but his horse. Then the wife, from her +knees, informs all whom it may concern, that for the first time in +their happy married life she has learned her husband is a robber, as +they both call it, by "prowfession." + +Dorothea's sympathies, womanlike, are with the wife. Jim, whose +interest is centred in the young lady, finds this part of the +performance rather wearisome, and thirsts, to use his own expression, +for "a drain." + +Events now succeed each other with startling rapidity. Claude Duval is +seen at Ranelagh, still in his boots, where he makes fierce love to +his young lady, and exchanges snuff-boxes (literally) with a duke. +Next, in a thicket beset by thief-takers, from whom he escapes after +prodigies of valour, aided by the comic servant, and thereafter guided +by that singular domestic to a place of safety, which turns out to +be the young lady's bedroom. Here Jim becomes much excited, fancying +himself for the moment a booted hero, rings, laced-coat, Steinkirk +handkerchief, and all. His dress touches that of his companion, but +instinctively he moves from her as far as the crowded seat will +permit, while Dorothea, all unconscious, looks lovingly in his face. + +"She's a bold thing, and I can't abide her," is that lady's comment +on the principal actress. "She ought to think shame of herself, she +ought, acause of his wife at 'ome. But he's a good plucked 'un, isn't +he, Jim? and lady or no lady, that goes a long way with a woman!" + +Jim turned his head aside. Brutalised, besotted, depraved, there was +yet in him a spark of that fire which lights men to their doom, and +his eyes filled with tears. + +But the thief-takers have Claude Duval by the throat at last; and +there is a scene in court, where the young lady perjures herself +unhesitatingly, and faints once more in the prisoner's arms. In vain. +Claude Duval is sworn to, found guilty, condemned; and the stage is +darkened for a grand finale. + +Still gay, still gallant, still impenitent, and still booted, though +in fetters, the highwayman sits in his prison cell, to be visited by +the young lady, who cannot bear to lose her partner, and the wife, +who still clings to her husband. Unlike Macheath, he seems in no way +embarrassed by the position. His wife forgives him, at this supreme +moment, all the sorrow he has caused her, in consideration of some +unexplained past, "gilded," as she expressed it, "by the sunny smiles +of southern France," while the young lady, holding on with great +tenacity to his hand, weeps frantically on her knees. + +A clock strikes. It is the hour of execution. Dorothea begins to sob, +and Gentleman Jim clenches his hands. The back of the stage opens to +disclose a street, a crowd, a hangman, and the fatal Tyburn tree. +Faint cheers are heard from the wings. The sheriff enters, bearing +in his hand a reprieve, written apparently on a window-blind. He is +attended by the comic servant, through whose mysterious agency a +pardon has been granted, and who sticks by his fiddle to the last. + +Grand tableau: Claude Duval penitent. His wife in his arms. The young +lady conveying in dumb show how platonic has been her attachment, +of which, nevertheless, she seems a little ashamed. The sheriff +benignant; the turnkeys amused; the comic servant, obviously in +liquor, brandishing his fiddlestick, and the orchestra playing "God +save the Queen." + +Walking home through the wet streets, under the flashing gaslights, +Dorothea and her companion preserve an ominous silence. Both identify +themselves with the fiction they have lately witnessed: the woman +pondering on Mrs. Duval's sufferings and the eventful reward of that +good lady's constancy and truth; her companion reflecting, not on the +charms of the actress he has lately been applauding, but on another +face which haunts him now, as the wilis and water-sprites haunted +their doomed votaries, and which must ever be as far out of reach as +if it belonged indeed to some such being of another nature; thinking +how a man might well risk imprisonment, transportation, hanging, for +one kind glance of those bright eyes, one smile of those haughty, +scornful lips; and comparing in bitter impatience that exotic beauty +with the humble, homely creature at his side. + +She looks up in his face. "Jim," says she timidly, and cowering close +to him the while, "if you was took, and shopped, like him in the long +boots, I'd go to quod with you, if they'd give me leave--I'd go to +death with you, Jim, I would. I'd never forsake you, I wouldn't. I +couldn't, dear,--not if it was ever so!" + +He shudders and shrinks from her. "It might come sooner than you think +for," says he, adding brutally enough, "now you _could_ do me a turn +in the witness-box, though I shouldn't wonder but you'd cut out white +like the others. Let's call in here, and take a drop o' gin afore they +shuts up." + + +The great picture of Thomas the Rhymer, and his Elfin Mistress, goes +on apace. There is, I believe, but one representation in London of +that celebrated prophet, and it is in the possession of his lineal +descendant. Every feature, every shadow on that portrait has Simon +Perkins studied with exceeding diligence and care, marvelling, it must +be confessed, at the taste of the Fairy Queen. The accessories to his +own composition are in rapid progress. Most of the fairies have been +put in, and the gradual change from glamour to disillusion, cunningly +conveyed by a stream of cold grey morning light entering the magic +cavern from realms of upper earth, to deaden the glitter, pale the +colouring, and strip, as it were, the tinsel where it strikes. On +the Rhymer himself our artist has bestowed an infinity of pains, +preserving (no easy task) some resemblance to the original portrait, +while he dresses his conception in the manly form and comely features +indispensable to the situation. + +But it is into the fairy queen herself that Simon loves to throw all +the power of his genius, all the resources of his art. To this labour +of love, day after day, he returns with unabated zest, altering, +improving, painting out, adding, taking away, drinking in the while +his model's beauty, as parched and thirsty gardens of Egypt drink +in the overflowing Nile, to return a tenfold harvest of verdure, +luxuriance, and wealth. + +She has been sitting to him for three consecutive hours. Truth to +tell, she is tired to death of it--tired of the room, the palette, +the easel, the queen, the rhymer, the little dusky imp in the corner, +whose wings are changing into scales and a tail, almost tired of dear +Simon Perkins himself; who is working contentedly on (how can he?) as +if life contained nothing more than effect and colouring--as if the +reality were not better than the representation after all. + +"A quarter of an inch more this way," says the preoccupied artist. +"There is a touch wanting in that shadow under the eye--thanks, dear +Nina. I shall get it at last," and he falls back a step to look at his +work, with his head on one side, as nobody but a painter _can_ look, +so strangely does the expression of face combine impartial criticism +with a satisfaction almost maternal in its intensity. + +Before beginning again, his eye rested on his model, and he could not +but mark the air of weariness and dejection she betrayed. + +"Why, Nina," said he, "you look quite pale and tired. What a brute I +am! I go painting on and forget how stupid it must be for you, who +mustn't even turn your head to look at my work." + +She gave a stretch, and such a yawn! Neither of them very graceful +performances, had the lady been less fair and fascinating, but Nina +looked exceedingly pretty in their perpetration nevertheless. + +"Work," she answered. "Do you call that work? Why you've undone +everything you did yesterday, and put about half of it in again. If +you're diligent, and keep on at this pace, you'll finish triumphantly +with a blank canvas, like Penthesilea and her tapestry in my ancient +history." + +"Penelope," corrected Simon gently. + +"Well, Penelope! It's all the same. I don't suppose any of it's true. +Let's have a peep, Simon. It can't be. Is that really like me?" + +The colour had come back to her face, the light to her eye. She was +pleased, flattered, half amused to find herself so beautiful. He +looked from the picture to the original, and with all his enthusiasm +for art awarded the palm to nature. + +"It _was_ like you a minute ago," said he, in his grave, gentle tones. +"Or rather, I ought to say you were like _it_. But you change so, that +I am often in despair of catching you, and, somehow, I always seem to +love the last expression best." + +There was something in his voice so admiring, so reverential, and yet +so tender, that she glanced quickly, with a kind of surprise, in his +face; that face which to an older woman, who had known suffering and +sorrow, might have been an index of the gentle heart, the noble, +chivalrous character within, which, to this girl, was simply pale +and worn, and not at all handsome, but very dear nevertheless, as +belonging to her kind old Simon, the playmate of her childhood, the +brother, and more than brother, of her youth. + +Those encounters are sadly unequal, and very poor fun for the muffled +fighter, in which one keeps the gloves on, while the other's blows are +delivered with the naked fist. + +Miss Algernon was at this time perhaps more attached to Simon Perkins +than to any other creature in the world; that is to say, she did not +happen to like anybody else better. How different from him, to whom +she represented the very essence of that spiritual life which, in +our several ways, we all try to live, which so few of us know how to +attain by postponing its enjoyment for a few short troubled years. + +It is probable that, if the painter had thrown down his brush at this +juncture, and asked simply, "Nina, will you be my wife?" she would +have answered, "Thank you kindly, yes, I will!" but although his +judgment told him he was likely to succeed, his finer instincts warned +him that an affirmative would be the sacrifice of her youth, her +illusions, her possible future. Such sacrifice it was far more in +Simon's nature to make than to accept. + +"Will she ever know me thoroughly?" he used to think. "Will the time +ever come when I can say to her, 'Nina, I am sure you care for me now, +and therefore I am not afraid to tell you how dearly I loved you all +through'? Such a time would be well worth waiting for, ay, though it +never came for seven years, and seven more to the back of that. Then +I should feel her happiness depended on mine. Now I often think the +prince in the fairy tale will ride past our Putney villa some summer's +day, like Launcelot through the barley sheaves (I'll paint Launcelot +when I've time, with the ripe ears reddened in the sun, and the light +flashing off his harness), ride by and take Nina's heart away with +him, and what will be left for me then? I could bear it! Yes, I could +bear it if I knew she was happy. My darling, my darling! so that you +walk on in joy and triumph, it matters little what becomes of me!" + +The sentiment was perhaps overstrained. It is not thus that women are +won. The fruit that drops into people's mouths is usually over-ripe, +and the Sabine maiden would have thought less of her Roman lover, +though doubtless she would have taken the initiative rather than miss +him altogether, had it been necessary to pounce on him in the vineyard +and desire him straightway to carry her home. But the bird of prey +must have its natural victim, and such hearts as our poor generous +painter possessed are destined for the talons and the beak. Ah! those +who value them least win the great prizes in the lottery. Fortune +smiles on the careless player--gold goes to the rich--streams run to +the river, and if you have more mutton than you know what to do with, +be sure that in your folds will be found the poor man's ewe-lamb. Put +a ribbon round her neck, and be kind to her as _he_ was. It is the +least you can do! + +"You've taken a deal of pains, Simon," says the sitter, after a long +and well-pleased scrutiny. "Tell me, no flattery now, why should I +be so difficult to paint?" Why, indeed, you saucy innocent coquette! +Perhaps, because, all the while, you are turning the poor artist's +head, and driving pins and needles into his heart. + +"I _ought_ to make a good likeness of you," answers Simon rather +sadly. "I'm sure, Nina, I know your face by heart. But I'm determined +to take enormous pains with this picture. It's to be my great work. I +want them to admire it at the Academy. I want all London to come and +look at it. I want the critics, who know nothing, to say it's well +drawn; and the artists, who do know something, to say it's well +treated; and the public to declare my fairy queen is the loveliest, +and the sweetest, and the dearest face they ever beheld. You see I'm +very--very--_ambitious_, Nina!" + + +"Yes, I suppose all painters are," replies Miss Algernon, with a +little gasp of relief, accompanied by a little chill of something not +quite unlike disappointment. "But you ought to be tired of working, +and I know I am tired of sitting. Hand me my bonnet, Simon--not upside +down--why that's the top where the rose is, of course! And let's walk +back through the Park. It will be nearly full by this time." + +So they walked back through the Park, and it _was_ full--full to +overflowing; nevertheless, amongst all the riders, drivers, sitters, +strollers, and idlers, there appeared neither of the smart-looking +gentlemen who had roused Nina's indignation by bowing to her in the +morning without having the honour of her acquaintance. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +THE OFFICERS' MESS + + +A gigantic sentry of her Majesty's Household Cavalry paces up and down +in front of the officers' quarters at Knightsbridge Barracks some two +hours before watch-setting. It is fortunate that constant use has +rendered him insensible to admiration. Few persons of either sex pass +under his nose without a glance of unqualified approval. They marvel +at his stature, his spurs, his carbine, his overalls, his plumed +helmet, towering high above their heads, and the stupendous +moustaches, on which this gentleman-private prides himself more than +on all the rest of his heroic attributes put together. + +Beyond a shade of disciplined weariness, there is no expression +whatever on his handsome face, yet it is to be presumed that the man +has his thoughts too, like another. Is he back in Cumberland amongst +his dales, a stalwart stripling, fishing some lonely stream within the +hills, watching a bout at "knurr-and-spell" across the heather, or +wrestling a fall in friendly rivalry with his cousin, a son of Anak, +tall as himself? Does that purple sunset over Kensington Gardens +remind him of Glaramara and Saddleback? Does that distant roar of +wheels in Piccadilly recall the rush and ripple of the Solway charging +up its tawny sands with the white horses all abreast in a spring-tide? + +Perhaps he is wishing he was an officer with no kit to keep in order, +no fatigue-duty to undergo, sitting merrily down to as good a dinner +as luxury can provide, or a guest, of whom he has seen several pass +his post in starched white neckcloths and trim evening clothes. +Perhaps he would not change with any of these, after all, when he +reflects on his own personal advantages, his social standing amongst +his comrades, his keen appreciation and large consumption of beer and +tobacco, with the innumerable conquests he makes amongst maids and +matrons in the middle and lower ranks of life. Such considerations, +however, impress themselves not the least upon his outward visage. A +statue could not look more imperturbable, and he turns his head but +very slightly, with supreme indifference, when peals of laughter, +more joyous than common, are wafted through the open windows of the +mess-room, where some of our friends have fairly embarked on that tide +of good-humour and hilarity which sets in with the second glass of +champagne. + +It is a full mess; the colonel himself sits at dinner, with two or +three friends, old brothers-in-arms, whose soldier-like bearing and +manly faces betray their antecedents, though they may not have worn +a uniform for months. A lately-joined cornet looks at these with a +reverence that I am afraid could be extorted from him by no other +institution on earth. The adjutant and riding-master, making +holiday, are both present--"to the front," as they call it, enjoying +exceedingly the jests and waggeries of their younger comrades. The +orderly-officer, conspicuous by his belt, sits at one end of the long +table. Lord Bearwarden occupies the other, supported on either side by +his two guests, Tom Ryfe and Dick Stanmore. It is the night of Mrs. +Stanmore's ball, and these last-named gentlemen are going there, with +feelings how different, yet with the same object. Dick is full of +confidence, elated and supremely happy. His entertainer experiences a +quiet comfort and _bien-etre_ stealing over him, to which he has long +been a stranger, while Tom Ryfe with every mouthful swallows down some +emotion of jealousy, humiliation, or mistrust. Nevertheless, he is in +the highest spirits of the three. + +"I tell you nothing can touch him, my lord, when hounds run," says he, +still harping on the merits of the horse he sold Lord Bearwarden in +the Park. Of course half the party are talking of hunting, the other +half of racing, soldiering, and women. "He'd have been thrown away on +most of the fellows we know. He wants a good man on his back, for if +you keep him fiddling behind, it breaks his heart. I always said you +ought to have him--you or Mr. Stanmore. He's just the sort for both of +you. I'm sorry to hear yours are all coming up at Tattersall's," adds +Tom, with a courteous bow to the opposite guest. "Hope it's only to +make room for some more." + +Dick disclaims. "No, indeed," says he, "it's a _bona fide_ +sale--without reserve, you know--I am going to give the thing up!" + +"Give up hunting!" expostulates a very young subaltern on Dick's left. +"Why, you're not a soldier, are you? What shall you do with yourself? +You have nothing to live for." + +Overcome by this reflection, he empties his glass and looks feelingly +in his neighbour's face. + +"Are you so fond of it too?" asks Dick with a smile. + +"Fond of it! I believe you!" answers the boy. "What is there to be +compared to it?--at least that I've tried, you know. I think the +happiest fellow on earth is a master of fox-hounds, particularly if +he hunts them himself: there's only one thing to beat it, and that's +soldiering. I'd rather command such a regiment as this than be Emperor +of China. Perhaps I shall, too, some day." + +The real colonel, sitting opposite, overhears this military sentiment, +and smiles good-humouredly at his zealous junior. "When you _are_ in +command," says he, "I hope you'll be down upon the cornets--they want +a deal of looking up--I'm much too easy with them." The young soldier +laughed and blushed. In his heart he thought the "chief," as he called +him, the very greatest man in the world, offering him that respect +combined with affection which goes so far to constitute the efficiency +of a regiment, hoping hereafter to tread in his footsteps and carry +out his system. + +For ten whole minutes he held his tongue--and this was no small effort +of self-restraint--that he might listen to the commanding officer's +conversation with his guests, savouring strongly of professional +interests, as comprising Crimean, Indian, and continental experiences, +all tending to prove that cavalry massed, kept under cover, held well +in hand, and "offered" at the critical moment, was _the_ force to +render success permanent and defeat irretrievable. + +When they got into a dissertation on shoeing, with the comparative +merits of "threes" and "sections" at drill, the young man refreshed +himself liberally with champagne, and turned to more congenial +discourse. + +Of this there seemed no lack. The winner of the St. Leger was as +confidently predicted as if the race were already in his owner's +pocket. A match was made between two splendid dandies, called +respectfully by their comrades "Nobby" and "The Dustman," to walk from +Knightsbridge Barracks to Windsor Bridge that day week--the odds being +slightly in favour of "The Dustman," who was a peer of the realm. A +moderate dancer was freely criticised, an exquisite singer approved +with reservation, and the style of fighting practised by our present +champion of the prize-ring unequivocally condemned. Presently a deep +voice made itself heard in more sustained tones than belong to general +conversation, and during a lull it became clear that the adjutant was +relating an anecdote of his own military experience. "It's a wonderful +country," said he, in reply to some previous observation. "I'm not an +Irishman myself, but I've observed that the most conspicuous men +in all nations are pure Irish or of Irish extraction. Look at the +service. Look at the ring--prize-fighters and book-makers. I believe +the Slasher's mother was born in Connaught, and nothing will convince +me but that Deerfoot came from Tipperary--east and west the world's +full of them--they swarm, I'm told, in America, and I can answer for +them in Europe. Did ye ever see a Turk in a vineyard? He's the very +moral of Pat in a potato-garden: the same frieze coat--the same baggy +breeches--the same occasional smoke, every five minutes or so--and the +same rooted aversion to hard work. Go on into India--they're all over +the place. Shall I tell you what happened to myself? We were engaged +on the right of the army, getting it hot and heavy, all the horses +with their heads up, but the men as steady as old Time. I was in the +Lancers then, under Sir Hope. The Sikhs worked their guns beautifully, +and presently we got the word to advance. It wasn't bad ground for +manoeuvring, and we were soon into them. The enemy fought a good +one--those Sikhs always do. There was one fine old white-bearded +patriarch stuck to his gun to the last. His people were all speared +and cut down, but he never gave back an inch. I can see him now, +looking like the pictures of Abraham in my old Sunday-school book. I +thought I'd save him if I could. Our chaps had got their blood up, and +dashed in to finish him with their lances, but I kept them off with +some difficulty, and offered him 'quarter.' I was afraid he wouldn't +understand my language. 'Quarter,' says he, in the richest brogue +you'll hear out of Cork--'quarter! you bloody thieves! will you stick +a countryman, an' a comrade, ye murtherin' villains, like a _boneen_ +in a butcher's shop!' He'd have gone on, I dare say, for an hour, but +the men had their lances through him before you could say 'knife.' As +my right-of-threes, himself a Paddy, observed--he was discoorsin' +the devil in less than five minutes. The man was a deserter and a +renegade, so it served him right, but being an Irishman, you see, he +distinguished himself--that's all I mean to infer." + +The young officer was exceedingly attentive to an anecdote which, thus +told by its bronzed, war-worn, and soldier-like narrator, possessed +the fascination of romance with the interest of reality. + +Lord Bearwarden and his guests had also broken off their conversation +to listen--they returned to the previous subject. + +"There are so many people come to town now-a-days," said his lordship, +"that the whole thing spoils itself. Society is broken up into sets, +and even if you belong to the same set, you cannot insure meeting any +particular person at any particular place. Just the same with clubs. +I might hunt you two fellows about all night, from Arthur's to +the Arlington--from the Arlington to White's--from White's to the +Carlton--from the Carlton back to St. James's Street--and never run +into you at all, unless I had the luck to find you drinking gin and +soda at Pratt's." Tom Ryfe, belonging only to the last-named of these +resorts, looked gratified. Dick Stanmore was thinking of something +else. + +"Now, to-night," continued Lord Bearwarden, turning to the latter, +"although the ball is in your own step-mother's house, I'll take odds +you don't know three-fourths of the people you'll meet, and yet you've +been as much about London as most of us. Where they come from I can't +think, and they're like the swallows, or the storks, or the woodcocks, +only they're not so welcome. Where they'll go to when the season's +over I neither know nor care." + +Tom Ryfe would have given much to feel equally indifferent. Something +like a pang shot through him as he reflected that for him the battle +must be against wind and tide--a fierce struggle, more and more +hopeless, to grasp at something drifting visibly out of reach. He +was not a man, however, to be beat while it was possible to persist. +Believing Dick Stanmore the great obstacle in his way, he watched that +preoccupied gentleman as a cat watches a mouse. + +"I don't want to be introduced to any more people," said Dick rather +absently. "In my opinion you can't have too few acquaintances and too +many friends." + +"One ought to know lots of _women_," said Mr. Ryfe, assuming the air +of a fine gentleman, which fitted him, thought Lord Bearwarden, as +ill as his uniform generally fits a civilian. "I mean women of +position--who _give_ things--whom you'd like to be seen talking to in +the Park. As for girls, they're a bore--there's a fresh crop every +season--they're exactly like each other, and you have to dance with +'em all!" + +"Confound his impudence!" _thought_ Lord Bearwarden; "does he hope to +impose on _me_ with his half-bred swagger and Brummagem assurance?" +but he only _said_, "I suppose, Tom, you're in great request with +them--all ranks, all sorts, all ages! You fellows have such a pull +over us poor soldiers; you can be improving the time while we're on +guard." + +Tom looked as if he rather believed he could. But he only _looked_ +it. Beneath that confident manner, his heart was sad and sinking. How +bitter he felt against Miss Bruce, and yet he loved her, in his own +way, too, all the while. + +"Champagne to Mr. Stanmore!" said his entertainer, beckoning to a +servant. "You're below the mark, Stanmore, and we've a heavy night +before us. You're thinking of your pets at Tattersall's next week. +Cheer up. Their future masters won't be half so hard on them, I'll be +bound. But I wouldn't assist at the sacrifice if I were you. Come +down to the Den with me; we'll troll for pike, and give the clods +a cricket-match. Then we'll dine early, set trimmers, and console +ourselves with claret-cup under affliction." + +Dick laughed. Affliction, indeed, and he had never been so happy in +his life! Perhaps that was the reason of his silence, his abstraction. +At this very moment, he thought, Maud might be opening the packet he +made such sacrifices to redeem. He had arranged for her to receive the +diamonds all reset and glittering at the hour she would be dressing +for the ball. He could almost fancy he saw the beautiful face flushed +with delight, the dark eyes filled with tears. Would she press those +jewels to her lips, and murmur broken words of endearment for _him_? +Would she not love him _now_, if, indeed, she had not loved him +before? Horses, forsooth! What were all the horses that ever galloped +compared to one smile of hers? He would have given her his right arm, +his life, if she wanted it. And now, perhaps, he was to obtain his +reward. Who could tell what that very night might bring forth? + +Mr. Stanmore's glass remained untasted before him, and Lord Bearwarden +observing that dinner was over, and his guests seemed disinclined to +drink any more wine, proposed an adjournment to the little mess-room +to smoke. + +In these days the long sittings that delighted our grandfathers have +completely given way to an early break up, a quiet cigar, and a +general retreat, if not to bed, at least to other scenes and other +society. In ten minutes from the rising of the colonel, Lord +Bearwarden, and half-a-dozen guests, the larger mess-room was cleared +of its inmates, and the smaller one crowded with an exceedingly merry +and rather noisy assemblage. + +"Just one cigar," said Lord Bearwarden, handing a huge case to +his friends. "It will steady you nicely for waltzing, and some +eau-de-cologne in my room will take off all the smell afterwards. I +know you dancing swells are very particular." + +Both gentlemen laughed, and putting large cigars into their mouths, +accommodated themselves with exceeding goodwill to the arrangement. It +was not in the nature of things that silence should be preserved +under such incentives to conversation as tobacco and soda-water with +something in it, but presently, above other sounds, a young voice was +heard to clamour for a song. + +"Let's have a chant!" protested this eager voice; "the night is still +young. We're all musical, and we don't often get the two best pipes in +the regiment to dine here the same day. Come, tune up, old boy. Give +us 'Twisting Jane,' or the 'Gallant Young Hussar.'" + +The "old boy" addressed, a large, fine-looking man, holding the +appointment of riding-master, smiled good-humouredly, and shook his +head. "It's too early for the 'Hussar,'" said he, scanning the +fresh beardless face with its clear mirthful eyes. "And it's not an +improving song for young officers neither. I'll try 'Twisting Jane' if +you gentlemen will support me with the chorus;" and in a deep mellow +voice he embarked without more ado on the following barrack-room +ditty:-- + + I loved a girl, down Windsor way, + When we was lying there, + As soft as silk, as mild as May, + As timid as a hare. + She blushed and smiled, looked down so shy, + And then--looked up again-- + My comrades warned me: 'Mind your eye, + With Twisting Jane!' + + I wooed her thus, not sure but slow, + To kiss she vowed a crime,-- + For she was 'reining back,' you know, + While I was 'marking time.' + + 'Alas!' I thought, 'these dainty charms + Are not for me, 'tis plain; + Too long she keeps me under arms, + Does Twisting Jane.' + + Our corporal-major says to me, + One day before parade, + 'She's gammoning you, young chap,' says he, + 'Is that there artful jade! + You'll not be long of finding out, + When nothing's left to gain, + How quick the word is "Threes about!" + With Twisting Jane!' + + Our corporal-major knows what's what; + I peeped above her blind; + The tea was made--the toast was hot-- + She looked so sweet and kind. + My captain in her parlour sat, + It gave me quite a pain, + With coloured clothes, and shining hat, + By Twisting Jane. + + The major he came cantering past, + She bustled out to see,-- + 'O, major! is it you at last? + Step in and take your tea.' + The major halted--winked his eye-- + Looked up and down the lane; + And in he went his luck to try + With Twisting Jane. + + I waited at 'attention' there, + Thinks I, 'There'll soon be more.' + The colonel's phaeton and pair + Came grinding to the door. + She gave him such a sugary smile, + (Old men is very vain!) + 'It's you I looked for all the while,' + Says Twisting Jane, + + 'I've done with you for good,' I cried, + 'You're never on the square; + Fight which you please on either side, + But hang it, lass, fight fair! + I won't be last--I can't be first-- + So look for me in vain + When next you're out "upon the burst," + Miss Twisting Jane!-- + When next you're out "upon the burst," + Miss Twisting Jane!' + +"A jolly good song," cried the affable young gentleman who had +instigated the effort, adding, with a quaint glance at the grizzled +visage and towering proportions of the singer, "You're very much +improved, old chap--not so shy, more power, more volume. If you mind +your music, I'll get you a place as a chorister-boy in the Chapel +Royal, after all. You're just the size, and your manner's the very +thing!" + +"Wait till I get _you_ in the school with that new charger," answered +the other, laughing. "I think, gentlemen, it's my call. I'll ask our +adjutant here to give us 'Boots and Saddles,' you all like that game." + +Tumblers were arrested in mid-air, cigars taken from smooth or hairy +lips, while all eyes were turned towards the adjutant, a soldier down +to his spurs, who "tuned up," as universally requested, without delay. + + BOOTS AND SADDLES. + + The ring of a bridle, the stamp of a hoof, + Stars above, and a wind in the tree,-- + A bush for a billet,--a rock for a roof,-- + Outpost duty's the duty for me! + Listen. A stir in the valley below-- + The valley below is with riflemen crammed, + Covering the column and watching the foe-- + Trumpet-major!--Sound and be d----d! + Stand to your horses!--It's time to begin-- + Boots and Saddles! The Pickets are in! + + Though our bivouac-fire has smouldered away, + Yet a bit of good 'baccy shall comfort us well; + When you sleep in your cloak there's no lodging to pay, + And where we shall breakfast the devil can tell! + But the horses were fed, ere the daylight had gone, + There's a slice in the embers--a drop in the can-- + Take a suck of it, comrade! and so pass it on, + For a ration of brandy puts heart in a man. + Good liquor is scarce, and to waste it a sin,-- + Boots and Saddles! The Pickets are in! + + Hark! there's a shot from the crest of the hill! + Look! there's a rocket leaps high in the air. + By the beat of his gallop, that's nearing us still, + That runaway horse has no rider, I'll swear! + + There's a jolly light-infantry post on the right, + I hear their bugles--they sound the 'Advance.' + They will tip us a tune that shall wake up the night, + And we're hardly the lads to leave out of the dance. + They're at it already, I'm sure, by the din,-- + Boots and Saddles! The Pickets are in! + + They don't give us long our divisions to prove-- + Short, sharp, and distinct, comes the word of command. + 'Have your men in the saddle---Be ready to move-- + Keep the squadron together--the horses in hand--' + While a whisper's caught up in the ranks as they form-- + A whisper that fain would break out in a cheer-- + How the foe is in force, how the work will be warm. + But, steady! the chief gallops up from the rear. + With old 'Death-or-Glory' to fight is to win, + And the Colonel means mischief, I see by his grin.-- + Boots and Saddles! The Pickets are in!-- + Boots and Saddles! The Pickets are in! + +"And it must be 'Boots and Saddles' with us," said Lord Bearwarden to +his guests as the applause subsided and he made a move towards the +door, "otherwise we shall be the 'lads to leave out of the dance'; and +I fancy that would suit none of us to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +MRS. STANMORE AT HOME. + + +DANCING. + +Amongst all the magnificent toilettes composed to do honour to the +lady whose card of invitation heads this chapter, none appeared more +variegated in colour, more startling in effect, than that of Miss +Puckers the maid. + +True, circumstances compelled her to wear a high dress, but even +this modest style of costume in the hands of a real artist admits of +marvellous combinations and extraordinary breadth of treatment. Miss +Puckers had disposed about her person as much ribbon, tulle, and cheap +jewelry as might have fitted out a fancy fair. Presiding in a little +breakfast-room off the hall, pinning tickets on short red cloaks, +shaking out skirts of wondrous fabrication, and otherwise assisting +those beautiful guests who constituted the entertainment, she afforded +a sight only equalled by her after-performances in the tea-room, +where, assuming the leadership of a body of handmaidens almost as +smart as herself, she formed, for several waggish and irreverent young +gentlemen, a principal attraction in that favourite place of resort. + +A ball is so far like a run with fox-hounds that it is difficult to +specify the precise moment at which the sport begins. Its votaries +gather by twos and threes attired for pursuit; there is a certain +amount of refitting practised, as regards dress and appointments, +while some of the keenest in the chase are nevertheless the latest +arrivals at the place of meeting. Presently are heard a note or two, +a faint flourish, a suggestive prelude. Three or four couples get +cautiously to work, the music swells, the pace increases, ere long the +excitement extends to all within sight or hearing, and a performance +of exceeding speed, spirit, and severity is the result. + +Puckers, with her mouth full of pins, is rearranging the dress of +a young lady in her first season, to whom, as to the inexperienced +hunter, that burst of music is simply maddening. She is a well-bred +young lady, however, and keeps her raptures to herself, but is +slightly indignant at the very small notice taken of her by Dick +Stanmore, who rushes into the tiring-room, drops a flurried little +bow, and hurries Puckers off into a corner, totally regardless of the +displeasure with which a calm, cold-looking chaperon regards this +unusual proceeding. + +"Did it come in time?" says Dick in a loud agitated whisper. "Did you +run up with it directly? Was she pleased? Did she say anything? Has +she got them on now?" + +"Lor, Mr. Stanmore!" exclaims Puckers; "whatever do you mean?" + +"Miss Bruce--the diamonds," explains Dick, in a voice that causes two +dandies, recently arrived, to pause in astonishment on the staircase. + +"O, the diamonds!" answers Puckers. "Only think, now. Was it _you_, +sir? Well, I never. Why, sir, when Miss Bruce opens the packet, not +half-an-hour ago, the tears comes into her eyes, and she says, 'Well, +this _is_ kind'--them was her very words--'this _is_ kind,' says +she, and pops'em on that moment; for I'd done her hair and all. Go +up-stairs, Mr. Stanmore, and see how she looks in them. I'll wager +she's waiting for Somebody to dance with her this very minute!" + +Though it is too often of sadly short duration, every man _has_ his +"good time" for a few blissful seconds during life. Let him not +complain they are so brief. It is something to have at least tasted +the cup, and perhaps it is better to turn with writhing lips from the +bitter drop near the brim than, drinking it fairly out, to find its +sweets pall on the palate, its essence cease to warm the heart and +stimulate the brain. + +Dick, hurrying past his mother into the soft, mellow, yet brilliant +radiance of her crowded ball-room, felt for that moment the happiest +man in London. + +Miss Bruce was _not_ waiting to dance with him, according to her +maid's prediction, but was performing a waltz in exceeding gravity, +assisted, as Dick could not help observing, with a certain +satisfaction, by the ugliest man in the room. The look she gave him +when their eyes met at last sent this shortsighted young gentleman +up to the seventh heaven. It seemed well worth all the hunters in +Leicestershire, all the diamonds in Golconda! He did the honours of +his step-mother's house, and thanked his own friends for coming, but +all with the vague consciousness of a man in a dream. Presently the +"round" dance came to an end, much to the relief of the ugly man, who +cared, indeed, for ladies as little as ladies cared for him; and +Dick hastened to secure Miss Bruce as a partner for the approaching +"square." She was engaged, of course, six deep, but she put off all +her claimants and took Mr. Stanmore's arm. "He's my cousin, you know," +said she, with her rare smile, "and cousins don't count; so you're +all merely put back _one_. If you don't like it, you needn't come for +it--_c'est tout simple_!" + +Then they took their places, and the dark eyes looked full into his +own. Dick felt he was winning in a canter. + +Miss Bruce put her hand on the collar of diamonds round her neck. "I'm +glad you're _not_ my cousin," she said; "I'm glad you're not _really_ +a relation. You're far dearer as it is. You're the best friend and +truest gentleman I ever met in my life. Now I sha'n't thank you any +more. Mind your dancing, and set to that gawky woman opposite. Isn't +she badly dressed?" + +How could Dick tell? He didn't even know he had a _vis-a-vis_, and the +"gawky woman," as Miss Bruce most unjustly called her, only wondered +anybody could make such blunders in so simple a figure as the _Ete_. +His head was in a whirl. A certain chivalrous instinct warned him that +this was no time, while his idol lay under a heavy obligation, to +press his suit. Yet he could not, for the life of him, help venturing +a word. + +"I look at nobody but you," he answered, turning pale as men do when +they are in sad earnest. "I should never wish to see any other face +than yours for the rest of my life." + +"How tired you'd get of it," said she, with a bright smile; but she +timed her reply so as to embark immediately afterwards on the _Chaine +des Dames_, a measure exceedingly ill calculated for sustained +conversation, and changed the subject directly she returned to his +side. + +"Where did you dine?" she asked saucily. "With those wild young men at +the barracks, I suppose. I knew you would: and you did all sorts of +horrid things, drank and smoked--I'm _sure_ you smoked." She put her +laced hand-kerchief laughingly to her nose. + +"I dined with Bearwarden," answered honest Dick, "and he's coming on +here directly with a lot of them. My mother will be so pleased--it's +going to be a capital ball." + +"I thought Lord Bearwarden never went to balls," replied the young +lady carelessly; but her heart swelled with gratified vanity to think +of the attraction that drew him now to every place where he could hear +her voice and look upon her beauty. + +"There he is," was her partner's comment, as his lordship's +head appeared in the doorway. "We'll have one more dance, Miss +Bruce--Maud--before the night is over?" + +"As many as you please," was her answer, and still Dick felt he had +the race in hand and was winning in a canter. + +People go to balls for pleasure, no doubt, but it must be admitted, +nevertheless, that the pleasure they seek there is of a delusive kind +and lasts but for a few minutes at a time. + +Mr. Stanmore's whole happiness was centred in Miss Bruce, yet it was +impossible for him to neglect all his step-mother's guests because of +his infatuation for one, nor would the usages of society's Draconic +laws, that are not to be broken, permit him to haunt that one +presence, which turned to magic a scene otherwise only ludicrous for +an hour or so, and simply wearisome as it went on. + +So Dick plunged into the thick of it, and did his duty manfully, +diving at partners right and left, yet, with a certain characteristic +loyalty, selecting the least attractive amongst the ladies for his +attentions. Thus it happened that as the rooms became crowded, +and half the smartest people in London surged and swayed upon the +staircase, he lost sight of the face he loved for a considerable +period, and was able to devote much real energy to the success of his +step-mother's ball, uninfluenced by the distraction of Miss Brace's +presence. + +This young lady's movements, however, were not unobserved. Puckers, +from her position behind the cups and saucers, enjoyed great +reconnoitring opportunities, which she did not suffer to escape +unimproved--the tea-room, she was aware, held an important place in +the working machinery of society, as a sort of neutral territory, +between the cold civilities of the ball-room and the warmer interests +fostered by juxtaposition in the boudoir, not to mention a wicked +little alcove beyond, with low red velvet seats, and a subdued light +suggestive of whispers and provoking question rather than reply. + +Puckers was not easily surprised. In the housekeeper's room she often +thanked her stars for this desirable immunity, and indeed on the +present occasion had furnished a loving couple with tea, whose united +ages would have come hard upon a century, without moving a muscle +of her countenance, albeit there was something ludicrous to +general society in the affectation of concealment with which this +long-recognised attachment had to be carried on. The gentleman was +bald and corpulent. The lady--well, the lady had been a beauty thirty +years ago, and dressed the character still. There was nothing to +prevent their seeing each other every day and all day long, if they +chose, yet they preferred scheming for invitation to the same places, +that they might meet _en evidence_ before the public; and dearly +loved, as now, a retirement into the tea-room, where they could +enact their _role_ of turtle-doves, uninterrupted, yet not entirely +unobserved. Perhaps, after all, this imaginary restraint afforded the +little spice of romance that preserved their attachment from decay. + +Puckers, I say, marvelled at these not at all, but she did marvel, and +admitted it, when Miss Bruce, entering the tea-room, was seen to be +attended, not by Mr. Stanmore, but by Lord Bearwarden. + +Her dark eyes glittered, and there was an exceedingly becoming flush +on the girl's fair face, usually so pale. Her maid thought she had +never seen Maud look so beautiful, and to judge by the expression of +his countenance, it would appear Lord Bearwarden thought so too. They +had been dancing together, and he seemed to be urging her to dance +with him again. His lordship's manner was more eager than common, and +in his eyes came an anxious expression that only one woman, the one +woman it was so difficult to forget, had ever been able to call into +them before. + +"Look odd!" he repeated, while he set down her cup and gave her back +the fan he had been holding. "I thought you were above all that, Miss +Bruce, and did what you liked, without respect to the fools who stare +and can't understand." + +She drew up her head with a proud gesture peculiar to her. "How do you +know I do like it?" said she haughtily. + +He looked hurt, and lowered his voice to a whisper. "Forgive me," he +said, "I have no right to suppose it. I have been presumptuous, and +you are entitled to be unkind. I have monopolised you too much, and +you're--you're bored with me. It's my own fault." + +"I never said so," she answered in the same tone; "who is unkind now?" +Then the dark eyes were raised for one moment to look full in his, and +it was all over with Lord Bearwarden. + +"You will dance with me again before I go," said he, recovering his +former position with an alacrity that denoted some previous practice. +"I shall ask nobody else--why should I? You know I only came here to +see _you_. One waltz, Miss Bruce--promise?" + +"I promise," she answered, and again came into her eyes that smile +which so fascinated her admirers to their cost. "I shall get into +horrid disgrace for it, and so I shall for sitting here so long now. +I'm always doing wrong. However, I'll risk it if you will." + +Her manner was playful, almost tender; and Puckers, adding another +large infusion of tea, wondered to see her look so soft and kind. + +A crowded waltz was in course of performance, and the tea-room, but +for this preoccupied couple, would have been empty. Two men looked in +as they passed the door, the one hurried on in search of his partner, +the other started, scowled, and turned back amongst the crowd. +Puckers, the lynx-eyed, observing and recognising both, had sufficient +skill in physiognomy to pity Mr. Stanmore and much mistrust Tom Ryfe. + +The former, indeed, felt a sharp, keen pang, when he saw the face that +so haunted him in close proximity to another face belonging to one +who, if he should enter for the prize, could not but prove a dangerous +rival. Nevertheless, the man's generous instincts stifled and kept +down so unworthy a suspicion, forcing himself to argue against his own +conviction that, at this very moment, the happiness of his life was +hanging by a thread. He resolved to ignore everything of the kind. +Jealousy was a bad beginning for a lover, and after all, if he should +allow himself to be jealous of every man who admired and danced with +Maud, life would be unbearable. How despicable, besides, would she +hold such a sentiment! With her disposition, how would she resent +anything like _espionage or surveillance_! How unworthy it seemed both +of herself and of him! In two minutes he was heartily ashamed of his +momentary discomfiture, and plunged energetically once more into the +duties of the ball-room. Nevertheless, from that moment, the whole +happiness of the evening had faded out for Dick. + +There is a light irradiating all such gatherings which is totally +irrespective of gas or wax-candles. It can shed a mellow lustre on +dingy rooms, frayed carpets, and shabby furniture; nay, I have seen +its tender rays impart a rare and spiritual beauty to an old, worn, +long-loved face; but on the other hand, when this magic light is +quenched, or even temporarily shaded, not all the illuminations of a +royal birthday are brilliant enough to dispel the gloom its absence +leaves about the heart. + +Mr. Stanmore, though whirling a very handsome young lady through a +waltz, began to think it was not such a good ball after all. + +Tom Ryfe, on the other hand, congratulated himself on his tactics in +having obtained an invitation, not without considerable pressure put +upon Miss Bruce, for a gathering of which his social standing hardly +entitled him to form a part. He was now, so to speak, on the very +ground occupied by the enemy, and though he saw defeat imminent, could +at least make his own effort to avert it. After all his misgivings as +regarded Stanmore, it seemed that he had been mistaken, and that Lord +Bearwarden was the rival he ought to dread. In any case but his own, +Mr. Ryfe was a man of the world, quite shrewd enough to have reasoned +that in this duality of admirers there was encouragement and hope. But +Tom had lost his heart, such as it was; and his head, though of much +better material, had naturally gone with it. Like other gamblers, he +determined to follow his ill-luck to the utmost, bring matters to a +crisis, and so know the worst. In all graver affairs of life, it is +doubtless good sense to look a difficulty in the face; but in the +amusements of love and play practised hands leave a considerable +margin for that uncertainty which constitutes the very essence of both +pastimes; and this is why, perhaps, the man in earnest has the worst +chance of winning at either game. + +So Tom Ryfe turned back into the crowd, and waited his opportunity for +a few minutes' conversation with Miss Bruce. + +It came at last. She had danced through several engagements, the night +was waning, and a few carriages had already been called up. Maud +occupied the extreme end of a bench, from which a party of ladies had +just risen to go away: she had declined to dance, and for the moment +was alone. Tom slipped into the vacant seat by her side, and thus +cut her off from the whole surrounding world. A waltz requiring much +terrific accompaniment of brass instruments pealed out its deafening +strains within ten feet of them, and in no desert island could there +have been less likelihood that their conversation would be overheard. + +Miss Bruce looked very happy, and in thorough good-humour. Tom Ryfe +opened the trenches quietly enough. + +"You haven't danced with me the whole evening," said he, with only +rather a bitter inflection of voice. + +"You never asked me," was the natural rejoinder. + +"And I'm not going to ask you, now," proceeded Mr. Ryfe; "you and I, +Miss Bruce, have something more than a mere dancing acquaintance, I +think." + +An impatient movement, a slight curl of the lip, was the only answer. + +"You may drop an acquaintance when you are tired of him, or a friend +when he gets troublesome. It's done every day. It's very easy, Miss +Bruce." + +He spoke in a tone of irony that roused her. + +"Not so easy," she answered, with tightening lips, "when people have +no tact--when they are not _gentlemen_." + +The taunt went home. The beauty of Mr. Ryfe's face was at no time +in its expression--certainly not now. Miss Bruce, too, seemed well +disposed to fight it out. Obviously it must be war to the knife! + +"Did you get my letter?" said he, in low, distinct syllables. "Do you +believe I mean what I say? Do you believe I mean what I _write_?" + +She smiled scornfully. A panting couple who stopped just in front of +them imagined they were interrupting a flirtation, and, doing as they +would be done by, twirled on. + +"I treat all begging-letters alike," answered Maud, "and make yours no +exception, because they contain threats and abuse into the bargain. +You have chosen the wrong person to try and frighten, Mr. Ryfe. It +only shows how little you understand my character." + +He would have caught at a straw even then. "How little chance I have +had of studying it!" he exclaimed. "It is not my fault. Heaven knows +I have been kept in ignorance, uncertainty, suspense, till it almost +drove me mad. Miss Bruce, you have known the worst of me; only the +worst of me, indeed, as yet." + +The man was pleading for his life, you see. Was it pitiable, or only +ludicrous, that his voice and manner had to be toned down to the staid +pitch of general conversation, that a fat and happy German was puffing +at a cornet-a-piston within arm's length of him? But for a quiver of +his lip, any bystander might have supposed he was asking Miss Bruce if +he should bring her an ice. + +"I have seen enough!" she replied, very resolutely, "and I am +determined to see no more. Mr. Ryfe, if you have no pleasanter +subjects of conversation than yourself and your arrangements, I +will ask you to move for an instant that I may pass and find Mrs. +Stanmore." + +Lord Bearwarden was at the other end of the room, looking about +apparently for some object of unusual interest. Perhaps Miss Bruce saw +him--as ladies do see people without turning their eyes--and the sight +fortified her resolution. + +"Then you defy me!" whispered Tom, in the low suppressed notes that +denote rage, concentrated and intensified for being kept down. "By +heaven, Miss Bruce, you shall repent it! I'll show you up! I'll expose +you! I'll have neither pity nor remorse! You think you've won a heavy +stake, do you? Hooked a big fish, and need only pull him ashore? _He_ +sha'n't be deceived! _He_ shall know you for what you are! He shall, +by----!" + +The adjuration with which Mr. Ryfe concluded this little ebullition +was fortunately drowned to all ears but those for which it was +intended by a startling flourish on the cornet-a-piston. Miss Bruce +accepted the challenge readily. "Do your worst!" said she, rising +with a scornful bow, and taking Lord Bearwarden's arm, much to that +gentleman's delight, walked haughtily away. + +Perhaps this declaration of open war may have decided her subsequent +conduct; perhaps it was only the result of those circumstances which +form the meshes of a certain web we call Fate. Howbeit, Miss Bruce was +too tired to dance. Miss Bruce would like to sit down in a cool place. +Miss Bruce would not be bored with Lord Bearwarden's companionship, +not for an hour, not for a week--no, not for a lifetime! + +Dick Stanmore, taking a lady down to her carriage, saw them sitting +alone in the tea-room, now deserted by Puckers [Illustration: "'O, +Dick!' she said, 'I couldn't help it!'"] and her assistants. His +honest heart turned very sick and cold. Half-an-hour after, passing +the same spot, they were there still; and then, I think, he knew that +he was overtaken by the first misfortune of his life. + +Later, when the ball was over, and he had wished Mrs. Stanmore +good-night, he went up to Maud with a grave, kind face. + +"We never had our waltz, Miss Bruce," said he; "and--and--there's _a +reason_, isn't there?" + +He was white to his very lips. Through all her triumph, she felt a +twinge, far keener than she expected, of compunction and remorse. + +"O, Dick!" she said, "I couldn't help it! Lord Bearwarden proposed to +me in that room." + +"And you accepted him?" said Dick, trying to steady his voice, +wondering why he felt half suffocated all the time. + +"And I accepted him." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +"MISSING--A GENTLEMAN" + + +"Age about thirty. Height five feet nine inches and a half--fair +complexion--light-grey eyes--small reddish-brown whiskers, +close-trimmed--short dark hair. Speaks fast, in a high key, and has a +habit of drawing out his shirt-sleeves from beneath his cuffs. When +last seen, was dressed in a dark surtout, fancy necktie, black-cloth +waist-coat, Oxford-mixture trousers, and Balmoral boots. Wore a black +hat with maker's name inside--Block and Co., 401 Regent Street. +Whoever will give such information to the authorities as may lead to +the discovery of the above, shall receive--A Reward!" + +Such was the placard that afforded a few minutes' speculation for the +few people who had leisure to read it, one fine morning about a week +after Mrs. Stanmore's eventful ball, and towards the close of the +London season; eliciting at the same time criticism not altogether +favourable on the style of composition affected by our excellent +police. The man was missing no doubt, and had been missing for some +days before anxiety, created by his absence, growing into alarm for +his safety, had produced the foregoing advertisement, prompted by +certain affectionate misgivings of Mr. Bargrave, since the lost sheep +was none other than his nephew Tom Ryfe. The old man felt, indeed, +seriously discomposed by the prolonged absence of this the only member +of his family. It was unjustifiable, as he remarked twenty times a +day, unfeeling, unheard-of, unaccountable. He rang for the servants at +his private residence every quarter of an hour or so to learn if the +truant had returned. He questioned the boy at the office sharply and +repeatedly as to orders left with him by Mr. Ryfe before he went away, +only to gather from the answers of this urchin, who would, indeed, +have forgotten any number of such directions, that he looked on the +present period of anxiety in the light of a holiday and festival, +devoutly praying that his taskmaster might never come back again. +Finally in despair poor Bargrave cast himself on the sympathy of +Dorothea, who listened to his bewailings with stolid indifference when +sober, and replied to them by surmises of the wildest improbability +when drunk. + +Alas, in common with so many others of her class, the charwoman +took refuge from care in constant inebriety. Her imagination thus +stimulated, pointed, like that of some old Castilian adventurer, +steadily to the west. + +"Lor, Mr. Bargrave," she would say, staring helplessly in his face, +and yielding to the genial hiccough which refused to be kept down, "he +be gone to 'Merriky, poor dear, to better hisself, I make no doubt. +Don't ye take on so. It's a weary world, it is; and that's where he be +gone, for sure!" + +Yet she knew quite well where he was hidden all the time; and, +inasmuch as she had some regard for her kind old employer, the +knowledge almost drove her mad. Therefore it was that Dorothea, +harassed by conflicting feelings, drowned her sorrows perseveringly in +the bowl. + +For a considerable period this poor woman had suffered a mental +torture, the severest, perhaps, to which her sex can be subjected. She +had seen the man she loved--and, though she was only a drudge, and not +by any means a tidy one, she could love very dearly--she had seen, I +say, the man she loved gradually learning to despise her affection, +and to estrange himself from her society. She was a good deal afraid +of "Gentleman Jim"--perhaps she liked him none the less for that--and +dared neither tax him with falsehood nor try to worm out of him the +assurance that she had or had not a rival. Nevertheless, she was +determined to ascertain the cause of her lover's indifference to +herself, and his changed conduct in other relations of life. + +Jim had always been somewhat given to the adornment of his person, +affecting that flash and gaudy style of decoration so much in favour +with dog-stealers and men of like dubious professions. Of late, +however, he had adopted, with different tastes and habits, a totally +different costume--when "off duty," as he called it--meaning thereby +release from the fulfilment of some business engagement subject to +penalties affixed by our criminal code. He now draped himself in white +linen, dark-coloured clothes, a tall hat, and such outward marks of +respectability, if not station, going even so far as to invest in kid +gloves and an "umbrellier," as he called that instrument. At first +sight, but for his boots, Jim might almost have been mistaken for a +real gentleman. About this period, too, he left off vulgar liquors, +and shamefully abandoned a short black pipe that had stuck by him +through many ups and downs, substituting for these stimulants a great +deal of brown sherry and certain sad-coloured cigars, demanding strong +lungs and a strong stomach as well. These changes did the forlorn +Dorothea note with increasing anxiety, and, because every woman +becomes keen-sighted and quick-witted where her heart is concerned, +drew from them an augury fatal to her future happiness. After a while, +when the suspense grew intolerable, she resolved on putting a stop to +it by personal inquiry, and with that view, as a preliminary, +kept herself tolerably sober for twenty-four hours, during which +probationary period she instituted a grand "clean up" of his premises; +and so, as she mentally expressed it, "with a cool head and a clean +house and a clear conscience," confronted her employer on the stairs. + +Old Bargrave had of late become very nervous and uneasy. The full +meals, the daily bottle of port, the life of self-indulgence, though +imparting an air of portliness and comfort while everything went well, +had unfitted him sadly for a contest with difficulty or reverse. +Like the fat troop-horse that looks so sightly on parade, a week's +campaigning reduced him to a miserable object--flabby, shrunk, +dispirited, and with a sinking heart at least, if not a sore back. + +Dorothea's person blocked up the staircase before him, or he would +have slipped by and locked himself unnoticed in his chambers. + +"Can I speak with you, sir?" said the charwoman. "Now, sir, if you +please--himmediate." + +Old Bargrave trembled. + +"Certainly, Dorothea, certainly. What is it, my good girl? You've +heard something. They've traced him--they've found him. One minute, my +good girl--one minute, if you please." + +He had preceded her through the office to his own inner room, and now, +shaking all over, sat down in his easy-chair, pressing both hands hard +on its arms to steady himself. Dorothea, staring helplessly at the +wall over his head, made a muff of her apron, and curtsied; nothing +more. + +"Speak!" gasped the old gentleman convulsively. + +"It's my haunt, if you please, sir," said Dorothea, with another +curtsey. + +"D----n your aunt!" vociferated Bargrave. "It's my nephew! Have you +heard nothing? I'm hasty, my good girl; I'm anxious. I--I haven't +another relation in the world. Have they told you anything more?" + +Dorothea began to cry. + +"He be gone to 'Meriker, for sure," she whimpered, trying back on the +old consolatory suggestion; "to better hisself, no doubt. It's me, +sir; that's my haunt. She's wuss this turn. An' if so be as you could +spare me for the day--I've been and cleaned up everythink, and I'd +wipe over that there table and shake the dust out o' them curtains in +five minutes, and----" + +"That will do--that will do!" exclaimed the old gentleman, aghast, +as well he might be, at the proposal, since none of the furniture in +question had been subjected to such a process for years, and immediate +suffocation, with intolerable confusion of papers, must have been the +result. "If you want to go and see your aunt, my girl, go, in heaven's +name. I can spare you as long as you like. But you mustn't tidy up +here. No; that would never do. And, Dorothea, if you should hear +anything, come and tell me that instant. Never mind the expense. I'd +give a great deal to know he was safe. Ah, I'd give all I have in the +world to see him back again." + +She curtsied and hurried out, leaving Bargrave to immerse himself +in law-papers and correspondence. From sheer force of habit he took +refuge in his daily work at this hour of anxiety and sad distress. In +such sorrows it is well for a man to have disciplined his mind till +it obeys him instinctively, like a managed steed bearing its rider at +will out of the crowd of assailants by whom he is beset. + +Dorothea, scrubbing her face with yellow soap till it shone again, +proceeded to array herself in raiment of many colours, and, when got +up to her own satisfaction, scuttled off to a distant part of London, +making use of more than one omnibus in her journey; and so, returning +almost upon her tracks, confronted Gentleman Jim as he emerged from +his usual house of call in the narrow street out of Holborn. + +He started, and his face lengthened with obvious disgust. + +"What's up now, lass?" said he. "I've business tonight. D'ye mind? +Blessed if my mouth isn't as dry as a cinder-heap. You go home, like +a good gal, and I'll take ye to the theaytre, perhaps, to-morrow. I +haven't a minnit to stop. I didn't ought to be here now." + +The promised treat, the hurried manner, above all the affected +kindness of tone, roused her suspicions to the utmost; and Dorothea +was woman enough to feel for the moment that she dared match her wits +against those of her betrayer. + +"It's lucky," she answered coolly; "for I've got to be home afore +dark, and they're lighting the lamps now. I've been down to see arter +him, Jim, an' I thought I'd just step round and let you know. I footed +it all the way back, that's why I'm so late now." + +She paused and looked steadily in his face. + +"Well?" said Jim, turning very pale, while his eyes glared in hers +with a wild horrible meaning. + +She answered his look rather than his exclamation. + +"He's a trifle better since morning. He don't know nothing yet, nor he +won't neither, not for a while to come. But he ain't a-goin' to die, +Jim--not this turn." + +His colour came back, and he laughed brutally. "Blast him! d'ye think +I care?" said he, with a wild flourish of his arm; but added in a +quieter voice, "Perhaps it's as well, lass. Cold meat isn't very handy +to hide, and he's worth more alive than dead. I couldn't hardly keep +from laffin' this mornin' when I saw them bills. I'll stand ye a drop, +lass, if you're dry, but I mustn't stop with ye to drink it." + +Dorothea declined this liberal offer. + +"Good-night, Jim," said she, and turned coldly away. She had no heart +for a more affectionate farewell; and could their positions have been +reversed he must have detected something strange in this unusual lack +of cordiality. But men are seldom close observers in such matters, +and Jim was full of his own interests, his own projects, his own wild +senseless infatuation. + +He watched her round her homeward turn, and then started off at a +quick pace in an opposite direction. With all his cunning he would +never have suspected that Dorothea, whose intellect he considered +little better than an idiot's, could presume to dog his footsteps; and +the contempt he entertained for her--of which she was beginning to be +uncomfortably conscious--no doubt facilitated this unhappy creature's +operations. + +Overhead the sky was dark and lowering, the air thick as before +thunder; and though the gaslights streamed on every street in London, +it was an evening well suited to watch an unsuspecting person +unobserved. + +Dorothea, returning on her footsteps, kept Jim carefully in sight, +walking from twenty to fifty yards behind him, and as much as possible +on the other side of the street. There was no danger of her losing +him. She could have followed that figure--to her the type of +comeliness and manhood--all over the world; but she dreaded, with a +fear that was almost paralysing, the possibility of his turning back +and detecting that he was tracked. "He'd murder me, for sure," thought +Dorothea, trembling in every limb. Nevertheless, the love that is +strong as death, the jealousy that is cruel as the grave, goaded her +to persevere; and so she flitted in his wake with a noiseless step, +wonderfully gliding and ghostlike considering the solidity of her +proportions. + +Jim turned out of Oxford Street to stop at an ill-looking dirty little +house, the door of which seemed to open to him of its own accord. She +spied a small grocer's shop nearly opposite not yet shut up. To dodge +rapidly in and sit down for a few minutes while she cheapened a couple +of ounces of tea, afforded Dorothea an excellent chance of watching +his further movements unseen. + +He emerged again almost immediately with a false beard and a pair of +spectacles, carrying a large parcel carefully wrapped in oiled silk; +then, after looking warily up and down the street, turned into the +main thoroughfare for the chase to begin once more. + +"He must be dreadful hot, poor Jim!" thought Dorothea, pitying him in +spite of herself for his false beard and heavy parcel, while she wiped +away the drops already beginning to pour off her own forehead. + +The night was indeed close and sultry. A light warm air, reeking like +the steam from a cook-shop, breathed in her face, while a low roll of +thunder, nearly lost in the noise of wheels, growled and rumbled among +the distant Surrey hills. + +She followed him perseveringly through the more fashionable streets +and squares of London, tolerably silent and deserted now in the +interval between dinner and concert, ball or drum. Here and there +through open windows might be seen a few gentlemen at their wine, or +a lady in evening dress coming out for a gasp of fresh air on the +balcony overhead; but on the pavement below, a policeman under a lamp +or a lady's-maid hurrying on an errand were the only occupants, and +these took no heed of the bearded man with his parcel, nor of the +dirty gaudily-dressed woman who followed like his shadow. So they +turned down Grosvenor Place and through Belgrave Square into one of +the adjoining streets. Here Jim, slackening pace, took his hat off +and wiped his brow. Dorothea, with all her faculties on the stretch, +slipped into a portico at the very moment when he glanced round on +every side to make sure he was not watched. From this hiding-place she +observed him, to her great astonishment, ring boldly at the door of +a large handsome house. That astonishment was increased to see him +admitted without demur by an irreproachable footman, powder, plush, +and all complete. Large drops of rain began to fall, and outside +London, beyond the limits of our several gas companies, it lightened +all round the horizon. + +Dorothea crept nearer the house where Jim had disappeared. On the +ground floor, in a dining-room of which the windows stood open for the +heat, she saw his figure within a few yards of her. He was unpacking +his bundle and arranging its contents on the table, where a servant +had placed a lamp when he admitted this unusual visitor. The rain fell +now in good earnest, and not a living creature remained in the street. +Dorothea cowered down by the area railings and watched. + +Not for long. The dining-room door opened, and into the lamplight, +like a vision from some world of which poor Dorothea could scarcely +form the vaguest conception, came a pale haughty woman, beautiful +exceedingly, before whom Jim, her own Jim, usually so defiant, seemed +to cower and tremble like a dog. Even in that moment of bewilderment +Dorothea's eye, woman-like, marked the mode in which Miss Bruce's long +black hair was twisted, and missed neither the cut nor texture of her +garments. + +Jim spread his goods out for inspection. It was obvious that he had +gained admission to the house under the guise of a dealer in rare +silks and Eastern brocades. We, who know everything, know that Mrs. +Stanmore was dozing over her coffee up-stairs, and that this scheme, +too, originated in the fertile brain and determined character of her +niece. + +"I'll take that shawl, if you please," said Maud, in her cool +authoritative way. "I dare say it's better than it looks. Put it aside +for me. And--you were to ask your own price." + +Dorothea, drenched to the skin, felt nevertheless a fire burning +within; for, raising her face to peer above the area railings, she +marked a mute worship in Jim's adoring eyes; she marked the working +of his features, pale, as it seemed, with some new and overpowering +emotion. Could this be Gentleman Jim? She had seen him asleep and +awake, pleased and angry, drunk and sober, but she had never seen that +face before. Through all its agony there rose in her heart a feeling +of anger at such transparent folly--almost of contempt for such +weakness in a man. + +His voice came hoarse and thick while he answered-- + +"Never name it, miss, never name it. I done as you desired, an' a +precious awkward job it were! _He'll tell no tales now!_" + +She started. The hand in which she held a small embroidered note-case +trembled visibly; but her voice, though low, was perfectly firm and +clear. + +"If you exceeded my order," said she, "you have nothing to hope from +my forbearance. I shall be the first to have you punished. I told you +so." + +He could scarcely contain his admiration. + +"What a plucked 'un!" he muttered; "what a plucked 'un! No, miss," he +added, "you needn't fear. Fear, says I! You never feared nothink in +your life. You needn't think of that 'ere. Me and another party we +worked it off as neat as wax, without noise and without violence. +We've a-trapped him safe, miss, and you've got nothink to do but just +you lift up your hand, and we'll put him back, not a ha'porth the +wuss, on the very spot as we took him from." + +She drew a great breath of relief, but suffered not a muscle of her +countenance to betray her feelings. + +"It is better so," she observed quietly. "Remember, once for all, when +I give orders they must be obeyed to the letter. I am satisfied with +you, Jim--I think your name is Jim?" + +There was just the least possible inflection of kindness in her voice, +and this ruffian's heart leaped to meet it, while the tears came to +his eyes. He dashed them savagely away, and took a letter from his +breast-pocket. + +"That's all we found on him, miss," said he, "that an' a couple o' +cigars. He hadn't no watch, no blunt, no latch-key, no nothink. I +kep' this here careful to bring it you. Bless ye, I can read, I can, +_well_, but I've not read that there. I couldn't even smoke of his +cigars. No, I guv 'em to a pal. This here job warn't done for money, +miss! It were done for--for--well--for _you_!" + +She took the letter with as little emotion as if it had been an +ordinary tradesman's bill for a few shillings; yet had she once pawned +a good many hundred pounds' worth of diamonds only on the chance of +recovering its contents. + +"At least, I must pay you for the shawl," said she, pulling the notes +out of their case. + +"For the shawl, miss? Yes," answered Jim. "Ten pounds will buy that, +an' leave a fair profit for my pal as owns it. Not a shilling more, +miss--no--no. D'ye mind the first time as ever I see you? D'ye mind +what I said then? There's one chap, miss, in this world, as belongs of +you, body and soul. He's a poor chap, he is, and a rough chap, but he +asks no better than to sarve of you, be the job what it may--ay, if he +swings for it! Now it's out!" + +Over her pale haughty face swept a flash of mingled triumph, malice, +and even amusement, while she listened to this desperate man's +avowal of fidelity and belief. But she only vouchsafed him a cold +condescending smile, observing, as she selected a ten-pound note-- + +"Is there nothing I can do to mark my satisfaction and approval?" + +He fidgeted, glanced at the note-case, and began packing up his goods. + +"If _you're_ pleased, miss, that's enough. But if so be as you _could_ +do without that there empty bit of silk, and spare it me for a +keepsake--well, miss, I'd never part with it--no, not if the rope was +rove, and the nightcap drawed over my blessed face!" + +She put the empty note-case in his hand. + +"You're a fool," she said, ringing the bell for a servant to show him +out; "but you're a stanch one, and I wish there were more like you." + +"Blast me, I _am_!" he muttered; adding, as he turned into the wet +street, and walked on through the rain like a man in a dream, "if +there was more such gals as you, maybe there'd be more fools like me. +It would be a rum world then, blessed if it wouldn't! And now it will +be a whole week afore I shall see her again!" + +Dorothea, clinging to the area railings, even in the imminence of +discovery had not the heart to leave them as he went out. Stupefied, +bewildered, benumbed, she could scarcely believe in the reality of the +scene she had witnessed. She felt it explained much that had lately +puzzled her exceedingly; but at present she was unequal to the task +of arranging her ideas so as to understand the mystery that enveloped +her. + +Gradually the thunderstorm rolled away, the rain cleared off, the moon +shone out, and Dorothea reached her squalid home, drenched, cold, +weary, and sick at heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +"WANTED--A LADY" + + +We must go back a few days to watch with Dick Stanmore through the sad +sorrowing hours that succeeded his step-mother's ball. I trust I have +not so described this gentleman as to leave an impression that he was +what young ladies call a romantic person. Romance, like port +wine, after-dinner slumbers, flannel next the skin, and such +self-indulgences, should be reserved as a luxury for after-life; under +no circumstances must it be permitted to impair the efficiency of +manhood in its prime. Dick Stanmore took his punishment with true +British pluck and pertinacity. It was a "facer." As it could not +possibly be returned, his instincts prompted him to "grin and bear +it." He had sustained a severe fall. His first impulse was to get up +again. None the less did nerves thrill and brain spin with the force +and agony of the blow. Perhaps the very nature that most resists, +suffers also the most severely from such shocks, as a granite wall +cracks and splinters to the round shot, while an earth-work accepts +that rushing missile with a stolid harmless thud. + +Dick's composition was at least not earthy enough to let him go to bed +after this recent downfall of his hopes. Restless, hurt, sorrowful, +angry with himself, not _her_--for his nature could be gallantly +loyal under defeat--sleep was as impossible as any other occupation +requiring quietude and self-control. No. The only thing to be done was +to smoke, of course! and then to pack up everything he could lay hands +on, without delay, so as to leave London that very morning, for any +part of England, Europe, or the habitable world. All places would be +alike to him now, only the farther from Belgrave Square the better. +Therefore it was, perhaps, that, after shamming to breakfast, and +enduring considerable pain in a state of enforced inactivity, while +his servant completed their travelling arrangements, he drove through +this very Square, though it lay by no means in a direct line for the +railway station to which he was bound. Those who believe in ghosts +affirm that a disembodied spirit haunts the place it best loved on +earth; and what are we but the ghosts of our former selves, when all +that constituted the pith and colouring and vitality of our lives has +passed away? Ah! Lady Macbeth's are not the only white hands from +which that cruel stain can never be removed. There are soft eyes and +sweet smiles and gentle whispers, enough in the world guilty of moral +manslaughter (I believe the culprits themselves call it "justifiable +homicide"), not entirely divested of that malice prepense which +constitutes the crime of murder! Happy the victims in whom life is not +completely extinguished, who recover their feet, bind up their wounds, +and undeterred by a ghastly experience, hazard in more encounters a +fresh assassination of the heart. Such fortitude would have afforded a +remedy to Dick Stanmore. "Wanted--a lady!" should have been the motto +emblazoned on his banner if ever he turned back into the battle once +more. Homoeopathy, no doubt, is the treatment for a malady like +that which prostrated this hapless sufferer,--homoeopathy, at first +distrusted, ridiculed, accepted only under protest, and in accordance +with the force of circumstances, the exigences of the position; +gradually found to soothe, to revive, to ameliorate, till at last it +effects a perfect and triumphant cure, nay, even shows itself powerful +enough to produce a second attack of the same nature, fierce and +virulent as the first. But, meanwhile, Dick Stanmore followed the +ghost's example, and drove sadly through Belgrave Square, as he told +himself, for the last--last time! Had he been an hour later, just one +hour, he might have taken away with him a subject for considerable +speculation, during his proposed travels in search of distraction. +This is what he would have seen. + +A good-looking bad-looking man, with dark eyes and hair, sweeping a +crossing very inefficiently, while he watched the adjacent street with +an air of eager anxiety, foreign to an occupation which indeed seems +to demand unusual philosophy and composure of mind. Presently, Maud +Bruce, tripping daintily across the path he had swept clean, let +herself into the Square gardens, dropping her glove in the muddy +street as she took a pass-key from her pocket. The crossing-sweeper +pounced at it like a hawk, stuck his broom against a lamp-post, and +hurried round to the other side of the Square. + +Here Maud appeared at the gate, while "Gentleman Jim," for it was none +other, returned her glove without a word through the iron bars. + +"I hardly expected you so soon," said Miss Bruce. "My letter could +only have been posted at five this morning." + +"You might ha' made sure I'd come that instant, miss," answered Jim, +his face brightening with excitement and delight. "I knowed who 'twas +from, well enough, though 'twas but a line as a man might say. I ain't +had it an hour, an' here I am, ready and willing for your job, be it +what it may!" + +"You're a bold fellow, I know," said Maud, "but it's a desperate +undertaking. If you don't like it, say so." + +Jim swore a horrible oath, and then drew his hand across his lips as +though to wipe away its traces. + +"Look'ee here, miss," he muttered in a hoarse thick whisper. "If you +says to me, Jim, says you, go and rob that there church--see, now, I'd +have the wards of the big key in wax, ah! this weary arternoon. If you +says to me, says you, Jim, go and cut that there parson's throat, I've +got a old knife in my pocket as I wouldn't want to sharpen afore the +job was done, and the parson too, for good an' all!" + +There was a peculiar grace in the setting on of Maud's head, +especially in the firm lines of her mouth and chin. Though she looked +even paler than usual, her rare beauty, always somewhat resolute and +defiant in character, never showed to greater advantage than now. + +"I won't speak of reward to _you_," she said, very clearly and +distinctly, "though you shall name your own price, and be paid at +your own time. Listen--I have an enemy--a bitter enemy who threatened +me--actually dared to threaten _me_ last night--who would hesitate at +nothing to do me an injury." + +"Blast him!" muttered Jim ferociously. "Leave 'un to me, miss, leave +'un to me!" + +She took no heed of his interruption. + +"That enemy," she continued, "must be got out of my way." + +The sweat stood on her listener's brow. + +"I understand you, miss," he gasped in a broken voice. "It shall be +done." + +Over the face this ruffian thought too beautiful to be mortal came a +stern proud smile. + +"I forbid _that_" she replied, "forbid it distinctly, and I _will_ be +obeyed to the very letter. If you were to kill this man, I should be +the first to hand you over to justice. Listen. He must be kept quiet +and out of the way for something less than three weeks. After that, he +can harm me no more. I bear him no grudge, I wish him no evil; but he +must be taken away this very afternoon. Every hour might make it too +late. Can you do this?" + +Jim pondered. He was an experienced criminal. A man with certain +qualities which, in the honest paths of life, might have made him +successful, even remarkable. In a few seconds he had run over his +chances, his resources, his risk of detection, all the pros and cons +of the undertaking. He looked cheerfully in her face. + +"I _can_, miss," said he confidently. "I don't go for to say as it's +a job to be done right off, like easy shavin', or taking a dozen of +hiseters. But it's to be worked. I'll engage for that, and I'm the +chap as can work it. You couldn't give me no longer than to-day, could +ye now?" + +"If it's not done at once, you must let it alone," was the answer. + +"Now that's business," replied Jim, growing cooler and more +self-possessed as he reviewed the difficulties of his enterprise. "The +party being in town, miss, o' course. You may depend on my makin' of +him safe before nine o'clock to-night. Shall I trouble you for the +name and address, or will you give me a description in full, that will +do as well?" + +"You have seen him," she observed quietly. "On this very spot where I +am standing now. I walked with him in these gardens the first morning +you swept our crossing. A gentleman in a frock coat with a bunch of +flowers at his buttonhole. Do you remember?" + +_Did he remember_? Why the man's figure, features, every detail of his +dress was photographed on Jim's heart. + +"No need to tell me his name, miss," was the answer. "I knows him as +well as I knows these here old shoes o' mine. I've had my eye on him +ever since. I can tell you when he goes out, when he comes in, where +he takes his meals. I could lay my hand on him in any part of this +here town at two hours' notice. Make yourself easy, miss. Your job's +as good as done, and some day you'll see me again, miss, won't you? +And--and you'll thank me kindly, perhaps, when it's off your mind for +good and all!" + +"You shall come and tell me the particulars," answered Miss Bruce, +with a gracious smile that seemed to flood him in sunshine, "when the +thing is finished. And now I ought to be at home again; but before I +go, understand plainly, to-morrow will be too late!" + +Jim was deep in thought. + +"The bird might be shy, miss," said he after a pause. "Some on 'em's +easy scared, and this doesn't seem like a green one, not a bit of it. +Supposin' as he _won't_ be 'ticed, miss; there's only one way, then!" + +For a moment she felt a keen stab of compunction, but, remembering the +stake she ventured, nerved herself to resist the pang. This was no +time for child's play, for a morbid sensitiveness, for weak indulgence +of the feelings. + +"Tell him you have a message from _me_, from Miss Bruce," she replied +firmly. "It will lead him anywhere." + +Jim looked as if he would rather set about the business in any other +way; nevertheless, he was keenly alive to the efficiency of so +tempting a bait, reflecting at the same time with a kind of awe on Mr. +Ryfe's temerity in affronting such a character as this. + +Another hurried sentence. A light in Jim's eyes like that with which a +dog receives directions from its master, a gesture such as dismisses +the same dog imperiously to its kennel, and Miss Bruce walked quietly +home to her music and her embroidery, while the crossing-sweeper, +recovering his broom, hurried off in another direction to commence +operations against the unsuspecting Tom Ryfe. + +That gentleman's feelings, as he sat in his uncle's office the morning +after Mrs. Stanmore's ball, were of no enviable nature. Malice, +hatred, and all uncharitableness might indeed sufficiently describe +the frame of mind in which he went about his daily business, +unfortunately on the present occasion an affair of such mere routine +as in no way to distract his attention from his sorrows and his +wrongs. + +"She has dared me," thought he, poring over a deed he knew by heart, +and of which his eye only took in the form and outward semblance, +"challenged me to do my worst, and herself declared it is to be war +to the knife. O Maud, Maud, how could you, how could you! Was it not +enough to have wound yourself round my heart, to have identified +yourself with my hopes, my ambition, my manhood, my very existence, +and then with one turn of your hand to have destroyed them, each and +all, but you must add insult to injury--must scorn and trample on me +as well? Some men may stand this sort of treatment--I won't. I _have_ +a pull over you. Ah! I'm not such a fool, after all, perhaps, as you +thought. I have it, and hang me, but I'll make use of it! You have +blasted my life, and thought it good fun, no doubt. I'll see if I +can't give tit-for-tat and spoil _your_ little game, my haughty lady, +with your white face and your cursed high-handed airs. Yet, how I +loved them--how I loved them! Must I never see a woman again without +that queenly beauty coming between me and my share of happiness? What +right had you to destroy my whole future? And I would have been so +different if you had cared _for_ me; I might have made a better +gentleman than any of them. As for that emptyheaded cousin (to be sure +you've thrown him over, too, and I hope he feels it to his marrow), +and that swaggering lord, can they care for you like I did? Would they +have worked as hard to please you, and sat up night after night, as I +have done, poring over papers to see you righted? and why am I to +be sacrificed to such men as these? I won't be sacrificed; no, by +heavens! I've done my best for you hitherto, Miss Bruce, and you've +dared me now to do my _worst_. I shall rather astonish you, I think, +when you learn what that worst is. Curse you; I'll have no mercy! If +I _am_ to suffer, I'll take care not to suffer meekly and alone. It's +_my_ turn now, my lady, as, before twelve hours are out, you shall +know to your cost." + +Mr. Ryfe, you see, was sadly wanting in that first element of chivalry +which establishes the maxim that "a woman can do no wrong." This +principle, when acted up to in its fullest sense, is convenient, +no doubt, and beneficial to us all. It involves free trade on the +broadest basis, sweeping away much of the selfishness and morbid +sentimentality that constitute the superstition we call Love. _She_ +has a perfect right to change her mind, bless her! why shouldn't she? +And so, no doubt, have _you_! Ring for fresh cards, cut again for +partners, and so sit merrily down to another rubber. Thus, too, you +will learn to play the game cautiously and with counters, saving both +your temper and your gold. It may be you will miss the excitement of +real gambling, finding the pastime so wearisome that you are fain to +leave off and go to bed. Whatever you do, retire with a good grace. +It is but a choice of evils. Perhaps you had better be bored than +miserable, and, if less exciting, it is surely less painful to stifle +listless yawns, than to crush down the cry of a wilful wounded heart. + +Mr. Ryfe, however, I consider perfectly inexcusable in the course +he chose to adopt. Self-sacrifice is, of all others, the quality by +which, in questions of feeling, the true gold is to be distinguished +from the false. But Tom had no idea of such generous immolation--not +he. + +Hour after hour, poring over the deeds of which he never read a line, +he raged and chafed and came to a determination at last. + +He had thought of writing to Lord Bearwarden, in his own name, warning +him as a true friend of the lady's antecedents who was about to become +his lordship's bride, enclosing at the same time a copy of her promise +to himself; for, with professional caution, he reflected that the +original had better not pass out of his hands. Then, he argued, if his +lordship could only see with his own eyes the treasured lines in her +well-known handwriting, by which Miss Bruce had bound herself in all +honour to the lawyer's clerk, that nobleman must readily, and of +necessity, hold himself absolved from any engagement he might have +contracted with her, and perceive at once the folly and impropriety +of making such a woman his wife. Yes, Lord Bearwarden should read the +letter itself; he would obtain a personal interview that very evening, +when the latter dressed for dinner. There would thus be no necessity +for trusting the important document out of his own possession, while +at the same time he could himself adopt a tone of candour and high +feeling, calculated to make a strong impression on such a true +gentleman as his friend. + +He took Miss Bruce's promise from the safe in which he kept it locked +up, and hid it carefully in his breast-pocket. Then, looking at his +watch, and finding it was time to leave his office for the West-End, +heaped his papers together, bundled them into the safe, and prepared +to depart. + +Walking moodily down-stairs he was waylaid by Dorothea, who, sluicing +the steps with dirty water under pretence of cleaning them, thus held, +as it were, the key of the position, and so had him at command. It +surprised him not a little that she should desist from her occupation +to request an interview. + +"Can I speak to you for a moment, Mr. Thomas?" said she. "It's +private, and it's particular." + +The amount of pressure put on Dorothea ere she consented to the +job now in hand it is not for me to estimate. Her Jim was a man of +unscrupulous habits and desperate resources. It is probable that she +had been subjected to the influences of affection, sentiment, and +intimidation, perhaps even physical force. I cannot tell, my business +is only with results. + +There was no escaping, even had Mr. Ryfe been so inclined, for +Dorothea's person, pail, and scrubbing-brushes defended the whole +width of the staircase. + +"It's strange, Mr. Thomas," she continued, pushing the hair off her +face. "Lor! I was that frightened and that surprised, as you might +have 'eard my 'eart beatin' like carpets. Who she may be, an' wot she +may be, I know no more than the dead. But her words was these--I'm +tellin' you her werry words--If you can make sure of seeing Mr. Ryfe, +says she,--that's _you_, Mr. Thomas,--any time afore to-night, says +she, tell him, as I must have a word with him in priwate atween him +and me this werry evening, or it would have been better for both of +us, poor things, says she, if we'd 'a never been born!" + +Tom Ryfe stared. + +"What do you mean?" he said. "Am I to understand that the--the +lady who spoke to you was desirous of an interview with me here in +chambers, or where?" + +"An' a born lady she is an' were!" answered Dorothea, incoherent, and +therefore in the acute lawyer's opinion more likely to be telling +the truth. "A beautiful lady, too--tall and pale, 'aughty and +'andsome--(Tom started)--dressed in 'alf-mourning, with a +black-and-white parasol in her 'and. It's to see you priwate, Mr. +Thomas, as she bade me to warn of you. To-night at height in the +Birdcage Walk, without fail, says she, for it's life and death as is +the matter, or marriage, says she, which is sometimes wuss nor both." + +Dorothea then removed herself, her pail, and her scrubbing-brushes to +one side, as though inviting him to follow out his assignation without +delay. + +"I ask yer pardon," said she, "Mr. Thomas, if I done wrong. But the +young lady she seemed so anxious and aggrawated-like. No offence, sir, +I 'umbly 'ope, and she guv' me 'alf-a-sovereign." + +"And I'll give you another," exclaimed Tom, placing a coin of that +value in Dorothea's damp hot hand. "The Birdcage Walk, at eight. And +it's past six now. Thank you, Dorothea. I've no doubt it's all right. +I'll start at once." + +Leaving Gray's Inn, the warm tears filled his eyes to think he had +so misjudged her. Evidently she was in some difficulty, some +complication; she had no opportunity of confiding to him, and hence +her apparent heartlessness, the inconsistency of her conduct which he +had been unable to understand. Obviously she loved him still, and the +conviction filled him with rapture, all the more thrilling and intense +for his late misgivings. + +He pulled her written promise from his pocket, and kissed it +passionately, reading it over and over again in the fading light. A +prayer rose from heart to lip for the woman he loved, while he looked +up to the crimson glories of the western sky. Do such prayers fall +back in the form of curses on the heads of those who betray, haunting +them in their sorrows--at their need--worst of all in their supreme +moments of happiness and joy? God forbid! Rather let us believe that, +true to their heaven-born nature, they are blessings for those who +give and those who receive. + +Some two hours later, Tom Ryfe found himself pacing to and fro under +the trees in the Birdcage Walk, with a happier heart, though it beat +so fast, than had been within his waistcoat for weeks. + +It was getting very dark, and even beneath the gas-lamps it was +difficult to distinguish the figure of man or woman, flitting through +the deep shadows cast by trees still thick with their summer foliage. +Tom, peering anxiously into the obscure, could make out nothing but +a policeman, a foot-guardsman with a clothes-basket, and a drunken +slattern carrying her baby upside-down. + +He was growing anxious. Big Ben's booming tones had already warned him +it was a quarter past eight, when, suddenly, so close to him he could +almost touch it, loomed the figure of a woman. + +"Miss Bruce," he exclaimed--"Maud--is it you?" + +Turning his own body, so as to take advantage of a dim ray from the +nearest gaslight, he was aware that the woman, shorter and stouter +than Miss Bruce, had muffled herself in a cloak, and was closely +veiled. + +"You have a letter--a message," he continued in a whisper. "It's all +right. I'm the party you expected to meet--here--at eight--under the +trees." + +"And wot the--are you at with my missus under the trees?" growled +a brutal voice over his shoulder, while Tom felt he was helplessly +pinioned by a pair of strong arms from behind, that crushed and +bruised him like iron. Ere he could twist his hands free to show +fight, which he meant to do pretty fiercely, he found himself baffled, +blinded, suffocated, by a handkerchief thrust into his face, while a +strong, pungent, yet not altogether unpleasant flavour of ether filled +eyes, mouth, and nostrils, till it permeated to his very lungs. Then +with every pulsation of the blood Big Ben seemed to be striking +inside his brain till something gave way with a great whizz! like +the mainspring of a watch, and Tom Ryfe was perfectly quiet and +comfortable henceforth. + +Five minutes afterwards a belated bricklayer lounging home with his +mate observed two persons, man and woman, supporting between them a +limp helpless figure, obviously incapable of sense or motion. Said the +bricklayer, "That's a stiff-'un, Bill, to all appearance." + +"Stiff-'un be d----d!" retorted Bill; "he's only jolly drunk. I wish I +was too!" + +The bricklayer seemed a man of reflection; for half-a-mile or so he +held his peace, then, with a backward nod of the head, to indicate his +meaning, observed solemnly-- + +"I wouldn't take that chap's head-ache when he comes to, no, not to be +as jolly drunk as he is this minnit--I wouldn't!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +"THE COMING QUEEN" + + + "And whenever she comes she will find me waiting + To do her homage--my queen--my queen!" + +How many an aspiring heart has breathed the high chivalrous sentiment, +never before so touchingly expressed, as in the words of this +beautiful song! How many a gallant generous nature has desired with +unspeakable longing to lay its wealth of loyalty and devotion at her +feet who is to prove the coming queen of its affections, the ladye of +its love! And for how many is the unwavering worship, the unfailing +faith, the venture of wealth and honour, the risk of life and limb, +right royally rewarded according to its merits and its claim! I am not +sure that implicit belief, unquestioning obedience, are the qualities +most esteemed by those illustrious personages on whom they are +lavished; and I think that the rebel who sends in his adhesion on his +own terms is sometimes treated with more courtesy and consideration +than the stanch vassal whose fidelity remains unaffected by coldness, +ingratitude, or neglect. + +Dick Stanmore, reading in the _Morning Post_ an eloquent account of +Viscount Bearwarden's marriage to Miss Bruce, with the festivities +consequent thereon, felt that he had sadly wasted his loyalty, if +indeed this lady were the real sovereign to whom the homage of his +heart was due. He began now to entertain certain misgivings on that +score. What if he had over-estimated his own admiration and the force +of her attractions? Perhaps his _real_ queen had not come to him after +all. It might be she was advancing even now in her maiden majesty, +as yet unseen, but shedding before her a soft and mellow radiance, a +tender quiver of light and warmth, like that which flushes the horizon +at the break of a summer's day. + +His dark hour had been cold and dismal enough. There is nothing to be +ashamed of in the confession. Dick suffered severely, as every manly +nature must suffer when deceived by a woman. He did not blame the +woman--why should he?--but he felt that a calamity had befallen him, +the heaviest of his young experience, and he bore it as best he might. + +"_Caelum non animum_" is a very old proverb: his first impulse, no +doubt, was to change the scene, and seek under other skies an altered +frame of mind, in defiance of Horace and his worldly wisdom, so rarely +at fault. In these days a code of behaviour has been established by +society to meet every eventuality of life. When your fortunes are +impaired you winter at Rome; when your liver is affected you travel in +Germany; when your heart is broke you start at once for India. There +is something unspeakably soothing, I imagine, in the swing of an +elephant as he crashes through jungle, beating it out for tigers; +something consolatory to wounded feelings in the grin of a heavy old +tusker, lumbering along, half sulky, half defiant, winking a little +blood-red eye at the pig-sticker, pushing his Arab to speed with a +loose rein ere he delivers the meditated thrust that shall win first +spear. Snipe, too, killed by the despairing lover while standing in a +paddy-field up to his knees in water, with a tropical sun beating on +his head, to be eaten afterwards in military society, not undiluted by +pale ale and brandy-pawnee, afford a relief to the finer feelings of +his nature as delightful as it is unaccountable; while those more +adventurous spirits who, penetrating far into the mountainous regions +of the north-west frontier, persecute the wild sheep or the eland, and +even make acquaintance with the lordly ibex "rocketing" down from crag +to crag, breaking the force and impetus of his leap by alighting on +horns and forehead, would seem to gain in their life of hardship and +adventure an immunity from the "common evil" which lasts them well +into middle age. + +Dick Stanmore's first impulse, therefore, was to secure a berth in the +P. and O. steamer at once. Then he reflected that it would not be +a bad plan to stop at Constantinople--one of the Egean islands, +Messina--or, indeed, why go farther than Marseilles? If you come to +that, Paris was the very place for a short visit. A man might spend +a fortnight there pleasantly enough, even in the hot weather, and it +would be a complete change, the eventual result of these deliberations +being a resolve to go down and look after his landed property in the +west of England. I believe that in this determination Mr. Stanmore +showed more wisdom than his friends had hitherto given him credit for +possessing. At his own place he had his own affairs to interest him, a +good deal of business to attend to, above all, constant opportunities +of doing good. This it is, I fancy, which constitutes the real pith +and enjoyment of a country gentleman's life--which imparts zest and +flavour to the marking of trees, the setting of trimmers, the shooting +of partridges, nay, even to the joyous excitement of fox-hunting +itself. + +This, too, is a wondrous salve for such wounds as those under which +Dick Stanmore was now smarting. The very comparison of our own sorrows +with those of others has a tendency to decrease their proportions +and diminish their importance. How can I prate of my cut finger in +presence of your broken leg? And how utterly ridiculous would have +seemed Mr. Stanmore's sentimental sorrows to one of his own labourers +keeping a wife and half-a-dozen children on eleven shillings a week? + +In the whole moral physic-shop there is no anodyne like duty, +sweetened with a little charity towards your neighbours. Amusement +and dissipation simply aggravate the evil. Personal danger, while +its excitement braces nerve and intellect for the time, is an +over-powerful stimulant for the imagination, and leaves a reaction +sadly softening to the heart. Successful ambition, gratified vanity, +what are these with none to share the triumph? But put the sufferer +through a steady course of daily duties, engrossing in their nature, +stupefying in the monotony of their routine, and insensibly, while his +attention is distracted from self and selfish feelings, he gathers +strength, day by day, till at last he is able to look his sorrow in +the face, and fight it fairly, as he would any other honourable foe. +The worst is over then, and victory a mere question of time. + +So Dick Stanmore, setting to work with a will, found sleep and +appetite and bodily strength come back rapidly enough. He had moments +of pain, no doubt, particularly when he woke in the morning. Also at +intervals during the day, when the breeze sighed through his woods, +or the sweetbrier's fragrance stole on his senses more heavily than +usual. Once, when a gipsy-girl blessed his handsome face, adding, in +the fervour of her gratitude, a thousand good wishes for "the lass he +loved, as must love him dear, sure-lie!" but for very shame he could +have cried like a child. + +Such relapses, however, were of rarer occurrence every week. It was +not long before he told himself that he had been through the worst of +his ordeal and could meet Lady Bearwarden now without looking like +a fool. In this more rational frame of mind Mr. Stanmore arrived in +London in business at that period of settled weather and comparative +stagnation called by tradesmen the "dead time of year," and found his +late-acquired philosophy put somewhat unexpectedly to the proof. + +He was staring at a shop-window in Oxford Street--studying, indeed, +the print of a patent mowing-machine, but thinking, I fear, more of +past scenes in certain well-lit rooms, on slippery floors, than of the +velvet lawns at home--when a barouche drew up to the kerb-stone with +such trampling of hoofs, such pulling about of horses' mouths, such a +jerk and vibration of the whole concern, as denoted a smart carriage +with considerable pretension, a body-coachman of no ordinary calibre. +Dick turned sharply round, and there, not five yards off, was the pale +face, proud, dreamy, and beautiful as of old. Had she seen him? He +hardly knew, for he was sick at heart, growing white to his very +lips--he, a strong healthy man, with as much courage as his +neighbours. Horribly ashamed of himself he felt. And well he might be! +But with more wisdom than he had hitherto shown, he made a snatch at +his hat, and took refuge in immediate retreat. It was his only chance. +How, indeed, could he have met her manfully and with dignity, while +every nerve and fibre quivered at her presence? how endure the shame +of betraying in his manner that he loved her very dearly still? It +gave him, indeed, a sharp and cruel pang to think that it had come to +this--that the face he had so worshipped he must now fly from like a +culprit--that for his own sake, in sheer self-defence, he must +avoid her presence, as if he had committed against her some deadly +injury--against _her_, for whom, even now, he would willingly have +laid down his life! Poor Dick! He little knew, but it was the last +pang he was destined to feel from his untoward attachment, and it +punished him far more severely than he deserved. + +Blundering hastily up a by-street, he ran into the very arms of a +gentleman who had turned aside to apply a latch-key at the door of a +rambling unfurnished-looking house, sadly in want of paint, whitewash, +and general repair. The gentleman, with an exclamation of delight, put +both hands on Mr. Stanmore's shoulders. + +"This _is_ a piece of luck!" exclaimed the latter. "Why, it's 'old Sir +Simon the King'!" + +His mind reverted insensibly to the pleasant Oxford days, and he +used a nickname universally bestowed on his friend by the men of his +college. + +"And what can _you_ be doing here at this time of year?" asked Simon. +"In the first place, how came you to be in London? In the second, how +did you ever get so far along Oxford Street? In the third, being here, +won't you come up to the painting-room? I'll show you my sketches; +I'll give you some 'baccy--I haven't forgot Iffley Lock and your vile +habit of stopping to drink. I can even supply you with beer! We'll +have a smoke, and a talk over old times." + +"Willingly," answered Dick, declining the beer, however, on the plea +that such potations only went well with boating or cricket, and +followed the painter up-stairs into an exceedingly uncomfortable room, +of which the principal object of furniture seemed to be an easel, +bearing a sketch, apparently to be transferred hereafter into some +unfinished picture. + +Dick was in no frame of mind to converse upon his own affairs; +accepting the proffered cigar, and taking the only seat in the place, +he preferred listening to his friend, who got to work at once, and +talked disjointedly while he painted. + +"I can't complain," said Simon, in answer to the other's questions +concerning his prosperity and success. "I was always a plodding sort +of fellow, as you remember. Not a genius--I don't _think_ I've the +divine gift. Sometimes I hope it may come. I've worked hard, I grant +you--very hard; but I've had extraordinary luck--marvellous! What do +you think of that imp's tail?--Isn't it a trifle too long?" + +"I'm no judge of imps," answered Dick. "He's horribly ugly. Go on +about yourself." + +"Well, as I was saying," continued Simon, foreshortening his imp the +while, "my luck has been wonderful. It all began with _you_. If you +hadn't gone fishing there, I should never have seen Norway. If I +hadn't seen it, I couldn't have painted it." + +"I'm not sure that follows," interrupted Dick. + +"Well, I _shouldn't_ have painted it, then," resumed the artist. "And +the credit I got for those Norway sketches was perfectly absurd. I see +their faults now. They're cold and crude, and one or two are quite +contrary to the first principles of art. I should like to paint them +all over again. But still, if I hadn't been to Norway, I shouldn't be +here now." + +"No more should I," observed Dick, puffing out a volume of smoke. "I +should have been 'marry-ed to a mermy-ed' by this time, if you had +shown a proper devotion to your art, and the customary indifference to +your friend." + +"O, that was nothing!" said the painter, blushing. "Any other fellow +could have pulled you out just as well. I say, Stanmore, how jolly it +was over there! Those were happy days. And yet I don't wish to have +them back again--do you?" + +Dick sighed and held his peace. For him it seemed that the light heart +and joyous carelessness of that bright youthful time was gone, never +to come again. + +"I have learned so much since then," continued Simon, putting a little +grey into his imp's muzzle, "and unlearned so much, too, which is better +still. Mannerism, Stanmore--mannerism is the great enemy of art. Now, +I'll explain what I mean in two words. In the first place, you observe +the light from that chink streaming down on my imp's back; well, in the +picture, you know--" + +"Where _is_ the picture?" exclaimed Dick, whose cigar was finished, +and who had no scruples in thus unceremoniously interrupting a +professional lecture which previous experience told him might be +wearisome. "Let's see it. Let's see _all_ the pictures. Illustration's +better than argument, and I can't understand anything unless it's set +before me in bright colours, under my very nose." + +Good-natured Simon desisted from his occupation at once, and began +lifting picture after picture, as they stood in layers against the +wall, to place them in a favourable light for the inspection of +his friend. Many and discursive were his criticisms on these, the +progressive results of eye, and hand, and brain, improving every +day. Here the drawing was faulty, there the tints were coarse. This +betrayed mannerism, that lacked power, and in a very ambitious +landscape, enriched with wood, water, and mountain, a patchy sky +spoiled the effect of the whole. + +Nevertheless it seemed that he was himself not entirely dissatisfied +with his work, and whenever his friend ventured on the diffident +criticism of an amateur, Simon demonstrated at great length that each +fault, as he pointed it out, was in truth a singular merit and beauty +in the picture. + +Presently, with a face of increased importance, he moved a large +oblong canvas from its hiding-place, to prop it artistically at such +an angle as showed the lights and shades of its finished portion to +the best advantage. Then he fell back a couple of paces, contemplating +it in silence with his head on one side, and so waited for his +friend's opinion. + +But Dick was mute. Something in this picture woke up the pain of a +recent wound festering in his heart, and yet through all the smart and +tingling came a strange sensation of relief, like that with which a +styptic salves a sore. + +"What do you think of it?" asked the artist. "I want your candid +opinion, Stanmore--impartial--unprejudiced, I tell you. I hope great +things from it. I believe it far and away the best I've painted yet. +Look into the work. O, it will stand inspection. You might examine it +with a microscope. Then, the conception, eh? And the drawing's not +amiss. A little more this way--you catch the outline of his eyebrow, +with the turn of the Rhymer's head." + +"Hang the Rhymer's head!" replied Dick, "I don't care about it. I +won't look at it. I _can't_ look at it, man, with such a woman as +_that_ in the picture. Old boy, you've won immortality at last!" + +But Simon's face fell. + +"That's a great fault," he answered gravely. "The details, though +kept down as accessories to the whole, should yet be worked out so +carefully as to possess individual merit of their own. I see, though; +I see how to remedy the defect you have suggested. I can easily bring +him out by darkening the shadows of the background. Then, this fairy +at his elbow is paltry, and too near him besides. I shall paint her +out altogether. She takes the eye off my principal figures, and breaks +that grand line of light pouring in from the morning sky. Don't you +think so?" + +But Dick gave no answer. With feverish thirst and longing, he was +drinking in the beauty of the Fairy Queen; and had not Simon Perkins +been the dullest of observers, and the least conceited of painters, he +must have felt intensely flattered by the effect of his work. + +"So you like her," said he, after a pause, during which, in truth, he +had been considering whether he should not paint out the intrusive +fairy that very afternoon. + +"Like her!" replied the other. "It's the image of the most beautiful +face I ever saw in my life; only it's softer and even more beautiful. +I'll tell you what, old fellow, put a price on that picture and I'll +have it, cost what it may! Only you must give me a little time," added +Dick somewhat ruefully, reflecting that he had spent a good deal of +money lately, and rent-day was still a long way off. + +Simon smiled. + +"I wonder what you'd think of the original," said he, "the model who +sits to me for my Fairy Queen! I can tell you that face on the canvas +is no more to be compared to hers than I am to Velasquez. And yet +Velasquez must have been a beginner once." + +"I don't believe there's such a woman--two such women--in London," +replied his friend, correcting himself. "I can hardly imagine such +eyes, such an expression. It's what the fellows who write poetry call +'the beauty of a dream,' and I'll never say poetry is nonsense again. +No, that's neither more nor less than an imaginary angel, Simon. +Simply an impossible duck!" + +"Would you like to see her?" asked the painter, laughing. "She'll be +here in five minutes. I do believe that's her step on the stairs now." + +A strange wild hope thrilled through Dick Stanmore's heart. Could it +be possible that Lady Bearwarden had employed his friend to paint her +likeness in this fancy picture, perhaps under a feigned name, and was +she coming to take her sitting now? + +All his stoicism, all his philosophy, vanished on the instant. He +would remain where he was though he should die for it. O, to see her, +to be in the same room with her, to look in her eyes, and hear her +voice once more! + +A gown rustled, a light step was heard, the door opened, and a +sweet laughing voice rung out its greeting to the painter from the +threshold. + +"So late, Simon! Shameful, isn't it? But I've got all they wanted. +Such bargains! I suppose nobody ever did so much shopping in so short +a--" + +She caught sight of Dick, stopped, blushed, and made a very +fascinating little curtsey, as they were formally introduced; but next +time she spoke the merriment had gone out of her voice. It had become +more staid, more formal, and its deeper, fuller tones reminded him +painfully of Maud. + +[Illustration: "She caught sight of Dick."] + +Yes. Had he not known Lady Bearwarden so well, he thought it would +have been quite possible for him to have mistaken this beautiful young +lady for that faithless peeress. The likeness was extraordinary, +ridiculous. Not that he felt the least inclined to laugh. The features +were absolutely the same, and a certain backward gesture of the head, +a certain trick of the mouth and chin were identical with the manner +of Lady Bearwarden, in those merry days that seemed so long ago +now, when she had been Maud Bruce. Only Miss Algernon's face had a +softness, a kindly trustful expression he never remembered on the +other, and her large pleading eyes seemed as if they could neither +kindle with anger nor harden to freezing glances of scorn. + +As for the Fairy Queen, he looked from the picture to its original, +and felt constrained to admit that, wondrously beautiful as he had +thought its likeness on canvas, the face before him was infinitely +superior to the painter's fairest and most cherished work. + +Dick went away of course almost immediately, though sorely against his +will. Contrary to her wont, Miss Algernon, who was rather a mimic and +full of fun, neither imitated the gestures nor ridiculed the bearing +of this chance visitor. "She had not observed him much," she said, +when taxed by Simon with this unusual forbearance. This was false. But +"she might know him again, perhaps, if they met." This, I imagine, was +true. + +And Dick, wending his way back to his hotel buried in thought, passed +without recognising it the spot where he met Lady Bearwarden one short +hour ago. He was pondering, no doubt, on the face he had just seen--on +its truth, its purity, its fresh innocent mirth, its dazzling beauty, +more, perhaps, than on its extraordinary likeness to hers who had +brought him the one great misfortune of his life. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +AN INCUBUS + + +It is not to be supposed that any gentleman can see a lady in the +streets of London and remain himself unseen. In the human as in meaner +races the female organ of perception is quicker, keener, and more +accurate than the male. Therefore it is that a man bowing in Pall Mall +or Piccadilly to some divinity in an open carriage, and failing to +receive any return for his salute, sinks at once into a false position +of awkwardness and discomfiture, _il a manque son coup_, and his face +assumes incontinently the expression of one who has missed a woodcock +in the open, and has no second barrel with which to redeem his shot. +As Dick saw Lady Bearwarden in Oxford Street, we may be sure that Lady +Bearwarden also saw Dick. Nor was her ladyship best pleased with the +activity he displayed in avoiding her carriage and escaping from her +society. If Mr. Stanmore had been the most successful Lovelace who +ever devoted himself to the least remunerative of pursuits, instead +of a loyal, kindhearted, unassuming gentleman, he could hardly have +chosen a line of conduct so calculated to keep alive some spark of +interest in Maud's breast as that which he unconsciously adopted. It +is one thing to dismiss a lover because suited with a superior article +(as some ladies send away five-foot-ten of footman when six-foot comes +to look after the place), and another to lose a vassal for good, like +an unreclaimed hawk, heedless of the lure, clear of the jesses, and +checking, perhaps, at every kind of prey in wilful wanton flight, +down-wind towards the sea. + +There is but one chance for a man worsted in these duels _a +l'outrance_, which are fought out with such merciless animosity. It is +to bind up his wounds as best he may, and take himself off to die or +get well in secret. Presently the conqueror finds that a battle only +has been won, and not a territory gained. After the flush of combat +comes a reaction. The triumph seems somewhat tame, ungraced by +presence of the captive. Curiosity wakes up, pity puts in its pleading +word, a certain jealous instinct of appropriation is aroused. Where is +he? What has become of him? I wonder if he ever thinks of me _now_! +Poor fellow! I shouldn't wish to be forgotten altogether, as if we had +never met; and though I didn't want him to like _me_, I never meant +that he was to care for anybody else. Such are the thoughts that chase +each other through the female heart when deprived of sovereignty in +the remotest particular; and it was very much in this way that Lady +Bearwarden, sitting alone in her boudoir, speculated on the present +doings and sentiments of the man who had loved her so well and had +given her up so unwillingly, yet with never a word of reproach, never +a look nor action that could add to her remorse or make her task more +painful. + +Alas, she was not happy; even now, when she had gained all she most +wished and schemed for in the world. She felt she was not happy, and +she felt, too, that for Dick to know of her unhappiness would be the +bitterest drop in the bitter cup he had been compelled to drain. + +As she looked round her beautiful boudoir, with its blue-satin +hangings, its numerous mirrors, its redundancy of coronets surmounting +her own cipher, twisted and twined into a far more graceful decoration +than the grim heraldic bruin which formed her husband's cognisance, +she said to herself that something was yet required to constitute +a woman's happiness beyond the utmost efforts of the upholder's +art--that even carriages, horses, tall footmen, quantities of flowers, +unlimited credit, and whole packs of cards left on the hall table +every day were mere accessories and superfluities, not the real pith +and substance of that for which she pined. + +Lady Bearwarden, more than most women, had, since her marriage, found +the worldly ball at her foot. She needed but to kick it where she +would. As Miss Bruce, with nothing to depend on but her own good looks +and conquering manners, she had wrested a large share of admiration +from an unwilling public; now, as a peeress, and a rich one, the same +public of both sexes courted, toadied, and flattered her, till she +grew tired of hearing herself praised. The men--at least those of high +position and great prospects--had no scruple in offering a married +woman that homage which might have entailed their own domestic +subjugation if laid at a spinster's feet; and the women--all except +the very smartest ladies (who liked her for her utter fearlessness and +_sang-froid_ as well as for her own sake)--thought it a fine thing to +be on intimate terms with "Maud Bearwarden," as they loved to call +her, and being much afraid of her, made up to her with the sweet +facility and sincerity of their sex. + +Yet in defiance of ciphers, coronets, visiting-cards, blue hangings, +the homage of lords, and the vassalage of ladies, there was something +amiss. She caught herself continually looking back to the old days +at Ecclesfield Manor, to the soft lawns and shady avenues, the fond +father, who thought his darling the perfection of humanity, and whose +face lit up so joyfully whenever she came into the room; the sweet +delicate mother from whom she could never remember an unkind look nor +an angry word; the hills, the river, the cottages, the tenants, the +flower-garden, the ponies, and the old retriever that died licking her +hand. She felt kindly towards Mrs. Stanmore, and wondered whether she +had behaved quite as well to that lady as she ought, recalling many a +little act of triumphant malice and overt resistance which afforded +keen gratification to the rebel at the time. By an easy transition, +she glided on to Dick Stanmore's honest and respectful admiration, his +courtesy, his kindness, his unfailing forbearance and good humour. +Bearwarden was not always good-humoured--she had found that out +already. But as for Dick, she remembered how no mishap nor annoyance +of his own ever irritated him in the slightest degree; how his first +consideration always seemed to be _her_ comfort and _her_ happiness; +how even in his deep sorrow, deceived, humiliated, cut to the heart, +he had never so much as spoken one bitter word. How nobly had he +trusted her about those diamonds! How well he had behaved to her +throughout, and how fondly would he have loved and cherished her had +she confided her future to his care! He must be strangely altered now, +to avoid her like this. She was sure he recognised her, for she saw +his face fall, saw him wince--that at least was a comfort--but never +to shake hands, never even to stop and speak! Well, she had treated +him cruelly, and perhaps he was right. + +But this was not the actual grievance, after all. She felt she would +do precisely the same over again. It was less repentance that pained +her, than retribution. Maud, for the first time in her life, was +beginning to feel really in love, and with her own husband. Such an +infatuation, rare as it is admirable, ought to have been satisfactory +and prosperous enough. When ladies do so far condescend, it is usually +a gratifying domestic arrangement for themselves and their lords; +but in the present instance the wife's increasing affection afforded +neither happiness to herself nor comfort to her husband. There was +a "Something" always between them, a shadow, not of suspicion nor +mistrust, for Bearwarden was frank and loyal by nature, but of +coldness. She had a secret from him, and she was a bad dissembler; his +finer instincts told him that he did not possess her full confidence, +and he was too proud to ask it. So they lived together a few short +weeks after marriage, on outward terms of courtesy and cordiality, but +with this little rift of dissatisfaction gradually yet surely widening +into a fissure that should rend each of these proud unbending hearts +in twain. + +"What would I give to be like other wives," thought Maud, looking at +a half-length of her husband in uniform, which occupied the place of +honour in her boudoir. "What is it? Why is it? I would love him so, if +he would let me. How I wish I could be good--_really_ good, like mamma +was. I suppose it's impossible now. I wonder if it's too late to try." +And with the laudable intention of beginning amendment at once, Lady +Bearwarden rang sharply to tell her servants she was "not at home to +anybody till Lord Bearwarden came in, except"--and here she turned +away from her own footman, that he might not see the colour rising in +her face--"except a man should call with some silks and brocades, in +which case he was to be shown up-stairs at once." + +The door had scarcely closed ere the paper-cutter in Maud's fingers +broke short off at the handle. Her grasp tightened on it insensibly, +while she ground and gnashed her small white teeth, to think that she, +with her proud nature, in her high position, should not be free +to admit or deny what visitors she pleased. So dandies of various +patterns, afoot, in tea-carts, and on hacks more or less deserving in +shape and action, discharged themselves of their visiting-cards at +Lady Bearwarden's door, and passed on in peace to fulfil the same rite +elsewhere. + +Two only betrayed an unseemly emotion when informed "her ladyship was +not at home": the one, a cheerful youth, bound for a water-party +at Skindle's, and fearful of missing his train, thanked Providence +audibly for what he called "an unexpected let off"; the other, an +older, graver, and far handsomer man, suffered an expression of +palpable discomfiture to overspread his comely face, and, regardless +of observation, walked away from the door with the heavy step that +denotes a heavy heart. Not that he had fallen in love with Lady +Bearwarden--far from it. But there _was_ a Somebody--that Somebody an +adverse fate had decreed he must neither meet to-day nor to-morrow, +and the interval seemed to both of them wearisome, and even painful. +But Maud was Somebody's dear friend. Maud either had seen her or would +see her that very afternoon. Maud would let him talk about her, praise +her, perhaps would even give her a message--nay, it was just possible +she might arrive to pay a morning visit while he was there. No wonder +he looked so sad to forego this series of chances; and all the while, +if he had only known it, Fate, having veered round at luncheon-time, +would have permitted him to call at Somebody's house, to find her at +home, enchanted to see him, and to sit with her as long as he liked +in the well-known room, with its flowers and sun-shades and globes +of gold-fish, and the picture over the chimney-piece, and its dear +original by his side. But it is a game at cross-purposes all through +this dangerous pastime; and perhaps its very _contretemps_ are what +make it so interesting to the players, so amusing to the lookers-on. + +Lady Bearwarden grew fidgety after a while. It is needless to say that +"the man with some silks and brocades" to be admitted by her servants +was none other than "Gentleman Jim," who, finding the disguise of a +"travelling merchant" that in which he excited least suspicion in his +interviews with her ladyship, had resolved to risk detection yet once +more, and had given her notice of his intention. + +We all remember Sinbad's Old Man of the Sea, and the grip of that +merciless rider tightening closer and closer the longer he was carried +by his disgusted victim. There is more truth in the fable than most of +us would like to allow. If you once permit yourself to set up an "Old +Man of the Sea," farewell to free agency, happiness, even tolerable +comfort, from that time forth! Sometimes your burden takes the shape +of a renewed bill, sometimes of a fatal secret, sometimes of an unwise +attachment, sometimes only of a bad habit; but whatever it be, the +farther you carry it the heavier it seems to grow; and in this case +custom does not in the least degree reconcile you to the infliction. +Up with your heels, and kick it off at any price! Even should you rick +your back in the process, it is better to be crippled for life than +eternally oppressed by a ruthless rider and an intolerable weight. + +Gentleman Jim was becoming Lady Bearwarden's Old Man of the Sea. More +than once of late he had forced himself on her presence when it was +exceedingly inconvenient and even dangerous to meet him. The promised +interview of to-day had been extorted from her most unwillingly, and +by threats, implied if not expressed. She began to feel that she was +no longer her own mistress--that she had lost her independence, and +was virtually at the command of an inferior. To a proud nature like +hers such a situation seemed simply intolerable. + +Lord Bearwarden seldom came in much before it was time to dress for +dinner; but young men's habits are not usually very regular, the +monotonous custom of doing everything by clockwork being a tedious +concomitant of old age. Maud could not calculate on his absence at any +particular hour of the day unless he were on duty, and the bare notion +that she should _wish_ thus to calculate fretted and chafed her beyond +measure. It was a relief to hear the door-bell once more, and prepare +to confront the worst. A London servant never betrays astonishment, +nor indeed any emotion whatever, beyond a shade of dignified and +forbearing contempt. The first footman showed Lady Bearwarden's +suspicious-looking visitor into her boudoir with sublime indifference, +returning thereafter leisurely and loftily to his tea. Maud felt her +courage departing, and her defeat, like that of brave troops seized +by panic, seemed all the more imminent for habitual steadiness and +valour. She took refuge in an attempt to bully. + +"Why are you here?" said Maud, standing bolt upright; while Gentleman +Jim, with an awkward bow, began as usual to unroll his goods. "I have +told you often enough this persecution must finish. I am determined +not to endure it any longer. The next time you call I shall order my +servants to drive you from the door. O, will you--_will_ you not come +to terms?" + +His face had been growing darker and darker while she spoke, and she +watched its expression as the Mediterranean fisherman watches a white +squall gliding with fatal swiftness over the waters, to bring ruin and +shipwreck and despair. It sometimes happens that the fisherman loses +his head precisely at the wrong moment, so that foiled, helpless, +and taken aback, he comes to fatal and irremediable grief. Thus Lady +Bearwarden, too, found the nerve on which she prided herself failing +when she most wanted it, and knew that the prestige and influence +which formed her only safeguards were slipping from her grasp. + +She had cowed this ruffian at their first meeting by an assumption +of calm courage and superiority in a crisis when most women, thus +confronted at dead of night by a housebreaker, would have shrunk +trembling and helpless before him. She had retained her superiority +during their subsequent association by an utter indifference as to +results, so long as they only affected character and fortune, which +to his lower nature seemed simply incomprehensible; but now that her +heart was touched she could no longer remain thus reckless, thus +defiant. With womanly feelings came womanly misgivings and fear of +consequences. The charm was lost, the spell broken, and the familiar +spirit had grown to an exacting master from an obedient slave. + +"That's not the way as them speaks who's had the pith and marrow out +of a chap's werry bones," growled Jim. "There wasn't no talkin of +figure-footmen and drivin' of respectable tradesmen from folks' doors +when a _man_ was wanted, like this here. A _man_, I says, wot wasn't +afeard to swing, if so be as he could act honourable and fulfil his +bargain." + +"I'll pay anything. Hush! _pray_. Don't speak so loud. What _must_ my +servants think? Consider the frightful risks I run. Why should you +wish to make me utterly miserable--to drive me out of my senses? I'll +pay anything--anything to be free from this intolerable persecution." + +"Pay--pay anythink!" repeated Jim, slightly mollified by her distress, +but still in a tone of deep disgust. "Pay. Ah! that's always the word +with the likes of you. You think your blessed money can buy us poor +chaps up, body and heart and soul Blast your money! says I. There, +that's not over civil, my lady, but it's plain speaking." + +"What would you have me do?" she asked, in a low plaintive voice. + +She had sunk into an arm-chair, and was wringing her hands. How lovely +she looked now in her sore distress! It imparted the one feminine +charm generally wanting in her beauty. + +Gentleman Jim, standing over against her, could not but feel the old +mysterious influence pervading him once more. "If you was to say to +me, Jim, says you, I believe as you're a true chap!--I believe as +you'd serve of me, body and bones. Well, not for money. Money be +d----d! But for goodwill, we'll say. I believe as you thinks there's +nobody on this 'arth as is to be compared of me, says you; and see +now, you shall come here once a week, once a fortnit, once a month, +even, and I'll never say no more about drivin' of you away; but you +shall see me, and I'll speak of you kind and haffable; and whatever +I wants done I'll tell you, do it: and it _will_ be done; see if it +won't! Why--why I'd be proud, my lady--there--and happy too. Ay, there +wouldn't walk a happier man, nor a prouder, maybe, in the streets of +London!" + +It was a long speech for Jim. At its conclusion he drew his sleeve +across his face and bent down to re-arrange the contents of his +bundle. + +Tears were falling from her eyes at last. Noiselessly enough, and +without that redness of nose, those contortions of face, which render +them so unbecoming to most women. + +"Is there no way but this?" she murmured. "No way but this? It's +impossible! It's absurd! It's infamous! Do you know who I am? Do you +know what you ask? How dare you dictate terms to _me_? How dare you +presume to say I shall do this, I shall not do _that?_ Leave my house +this minute. I will not listen to another syllable!" + +She was blazing out again, and the fire of pride had dried her tears +ere she concluded. Anger brought back her natural courage, but it was +too late. + +Gentleman Jim's face, distorted with fury, looked hideous. Under his +waistcoat lurked a long thin knife. Maud never knew how near, for one +ghastly moment, that knife was to being buried in her round white +throat. + +He was not quite madman enough, however, to indulge his passions so +far, with the certainty of immediate destruction. + +"Have a care!" he hissed through his clenched teeth. "If you and me +is to be enemies, look out! You know me--leastways you ought to; and +_you_ know I stick at nothing!" + +She was still dreadfully frightened. Once more she went back to the +old plea, and offered him fifty pounds--a hundred pounds. Anything! + +He was tying the knots of his bundle. Completing the last, he looked +up, and the glare in his eyes haunted her through many a sleepless +night. + +"You've done it now!" was all he muttered. "When next you see me +you'll wish you hadn't." + +It speaks well for Jim's self-command that, as he went down, he could +say, "Your servant, my lord," with perfect composure, to a gentleman +whom he met on the stairs. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +"THE LITTLE CLOUD" + + +Lord Bearwarden, like other noblemen and gentlemen keeping house in +London, was not invariably fortunate in the selection of his servants. +The division of labour, that admirable system by which such great +results are attained, had been brought to perfection in his as in many +other establishments. A man who cleaned knives, it appeared, could +not possibly do anything else, and for several days the domestic +arrangements below-stairs had been disturbed by a knotty question as +to _whose_ business it was to answer "my lord's bell". Now my lord +was what his servants called rather "a arbitrary gentleman", seeming, +indeed, to entertain the preposterous notion that these were paid +their wages in consideration of doing as they were bid. It was +not therefore surprising that figure-footmen, high of stature and +faultless in general appearance, should have succeeded each other with +startling rapidity, throwing up their appointments and doffing his +lordship's livery, without regard to their own welfare or their +employer's convenience, but in accordance with some Quixotic notions +of respect for their office and loyalty to their order. + +Thus it came about that a subordinate in rank, holding the appointment +of second footman, had been so lately enlisted as not yet to have made +himself acquainted with the personal appearance of his master; and it +speaks well for the amiable disposition of this recruit that, although +his liveries were not made, he should, during the temporary absence of +a fellow-servant, who was curling his whiskers below, have consented +to answer the door. + +Lord Bearwarden had rung like any other arrival; but it must be +allowed that his composure was somewhat ruffled when refused +admittance by his own servant to his own house. + +"Her ladyship's not at home, I tell ye", said the man, apparently +resenting the freedom with which this stranger proceeded into the +hall, while he placed his own massive person in the way; "and if you +want to see my lord, you just can't--_that_ I know!" + +"Why?" asked his master, beginning to suspect how the land lay, and +considerably amused. + +"Because his lordship's particularly engaged. He's having his 'air +cut just now, and the dentist's waiting to see him after he's +done", returned this imaginative retainer, arguing indeed from his +pertinacity that the visitor must be one of the swell mob, therefore +to be kept out at any cost. + +"And who are _you_?" said his lordship, now laughing outright. + +"Who am I?" repeated the man. "I'm his lordship's footman. Now, then, +who are _you_? That's more like it!" + +"I'm Lord Bearwarden himself", replied his master. + +"Lord Bearwarden! O! I dare say", was the unexpected rejoinder. "Well, +that _is_ a good one. Come, young man, none of these games here: +there's a policeman round the corner." + +At this juncture the fortunate arrival of the gentleman with +lately-curled whiskers, in search of his _Bell's Life_, left on the +hall-table, produced an _eclaircissement_ much to the unbeliever's +confusion, and the master of the house was permitted to ascend his own +staircase without further obstruction. + +Meeting "Gentleman Jim" coming down with a bundle, it did not strike +him as the least extraordinary that his wife should have denied +herself to other visitors. Slight as was his experience of women and +their ways, he had yet learned to respect those various rites that +constitute the mystery of shopping, appreciating the composure and +undisturbed attention indispensable to a satisfactory performance of +that ceremony. + +But it _did_ trouble him to observe on Lady Bearwarden's face traces +of recent emotion, even, he thought, to tears. She turned quickly +aside when he came into the room, busying herself with the blinds and +muslin window-curtains; but he had a quick eye, and his perceptions +were sharpened besides by an affection he was too proud to admit, +while racked with cruel misgivings that it might not be returned. + +"Gentleman-like man _that_, I met just now on the stairs!" he began, +good-humouredly enough, though in a certain cold, conventional tone, +that Maud knew too well, and hated accordingly. "Dancing partner, +swell mob, smuggler, respectable tradesman, what is he? Ought to sell +cheap, I should say. Looks as if he stole the things ready made. Hope +you've done good business with him, my lady? May I see the plunder?" +He never called her Maud; it was always "my lady", as if they had +been married for twenty years. How she longed for an endearing +word, slipping out, as it were, by accident--for a covert smile, an +occasional caress. Perhaps had these been lavished more freely she +might have rated them at a lower value. + +Lady Bearwarden was not one of those women who can tell a lie without +the slightest hesitation, calmly satisfied that "the end justifies +the means"; neither did it form a part of her creed that a lie by +implication is less dishonourable than a lie direct. On the contrary, +her nature was exceedingly frank, even defiant, and from pride, +perhaps, rather than principle, she scorned no baseness so heartily +as duplicity. Therefore she hesitated now and changed colour, looking +guilty and confused, but taking refuge, as usual, in self-assertion. + +"I had business with the man", she answered haughtily, "or you would +not have found him here. I might have got rid of him sooner, perhaps, +if I had known you were to be home so early. I'm sure I hate shopping, +I hate tradespeople, I hate--" + +She was going to say "I hate everything", but stopped herself in time. +Counting her married life as yet only by weeks, it would have sounded +too ungracious, too ungrateful! + +"Why should you do anything you hate?" said her husband, very kindly, +and to all appearance dismissing every suspicion from his mind, though +deep in his heart rankled the cruel conviction that between them this +strange, mysterious barrier increased day by day. "I want you to have as +little of the rough and as much of the smooth in life as is possible. +All the ups and none of the downs, my lady. If this fellow bores you, +tell them not to let him in again. That second footman will keep him out +like a dragon, I'll be bound." Then he proceeded laughingly to relate +his own adventure with his new servant in the hall. + +He seemed cordial, kind, good-humoured enough, but his tone was that +of man to man, brother officer to comrade, not of a lover to his +mistress, a husband to his lately-married wife. + +She felt this keenly, though at the same time she could appreciate his +tact, forbearance, and generosity in asking no more questions about +her visitor. To have shown suspicion of Maud would have been at once +to drive her to extremities, while implicit confidence put her on +honour and rendered her both unable and unwilling to deceive. Never +since their first acquaintance had she found occasion to test this +quality of trust in her husband, and now it seemed that he possessed +it largely, like a number of other manly characteristics. That he was +brave, loyal, and generous she had discovered already; handsome and of +high position she knew long ago, or she would never have resolved +on his capture; and what was there wanting to complete her perfect +happiness? Only one thing, she answered herself; but for it she would +so willingly have bartered all the rest--that he should love her as +Dick Stanmore did. Poor Dick Stanmore! how badly she had treated him, +and perhaps this was to be her punishment. + +"Bearwarden," she said, crossing the room to lean on the arm of his +chair, "we've got to dine at your aunt's to-night. I suppose they will +be very late. I wish there were no such things as dinners, don't you?" + +"Not when I've missed luncheon, as I did to-day," answered his +lordship, whose appetite was like that of any other healthy man under +forty. + +"I hoped you wouldn't," she observed, in rather a low voice; "it was +very dull without you. We see each other so seldom, somehow. I should +like to go to the play to-morrow--you and I, Darby and Joan--I don't +care which house, nor what the play is." + +"To-morrow", he answered, with a bright smile. "All right, my lady, +I'll send for a box. I forgot, though, I can't go to-morrow, I'm on +guard." + +Her face fell, but she turned away that he might not detect her +disappointment, and began to feed her bullfinch in the window. + +"You're always on guard, I think", said she, after a pause. "I +wonder you like it: surely it must be a dreadful tie. You lost your +grouse-shooting this year and the Derby, didn't you? all to sit in +plate armour and jack-boots at that gloomiest and stuffiest of Horse +Guards. Bearwarden, I--I wish you'd give up the regiment, I do +indeed." + +When Maud's countenance wore a pleading expression, as now, it was +more than beautiful, it was lovely. Looking in her face it seemed to +him that it was the face of an angel. + +"Do you honestly wish it?" he replied gently. "I would do a great deal +to please you, my lady; but--no--I couldn't do _that_." + +"He can't really care for me; I knew it all along", thought poor Maud, +but she only looked up at him rather wistfully and held her peace. + +He was gazing miles away, through the window, through the opposite +houses, their offices, their washing-ground, and the mews at the back. +She had never seen him look so grave; she had never seen that soft, +sad look on his face before. She wondered now that she could ever have +regarded that face as a mere encumbrance and accessory to be taken +with a coronet and twenty thousand a year. + +"Would you like to know why I cannot make this sacrifice to please +you?" he asked, in a low, serious voice. "I think you _ought_ to know, +my lady, and I will tell you. I'm fond of soldiering, of course. I've +been brought up to the trade--that's nothing. So I am of hunting, +shooting, rackets, cricketing, London porter, and dry champagne; but +I'd give them up, each and all, at a moment's notice, if it made you +any happier for ten minutes. I _am_ a little ambitious, I grant, and +the only fame I would care much for is a soldier's. Still, even if +my chance of military distinction were ten times as good I shouldn't +grudge losing it for your sake. No: what makes me stick to the +regiment is what makes a fellow take a life-buoy on board ship--the +instinct of self-preservation. When everything else goes down he's got +that to cling to, and can have a fight for his life. Once, my lady, +long before I had ever seen you, it was my bad luck to be very +unhappy. I didn't howl about it at the time, I'm not going to howl +about it now. Simply, all at once, in a day, an hour, everything in +the world turned from a joy to a misery and a pain. If my mother +hadn't taught me better, I should have taken the quickest remedy of +all. If I hadn't had the regiment to fall back upon I must have gone +mad. The kindness of my brother officers I never can forget; and to +go down the ranks scanning the bold, honest faces of the men, feeling +that we had cast our lot in together, and when the time came would all +play the same stake, win or lose, reminded me that there were others +to live for besides myself, and that I had not lost everything, while +yet a share remained invested in our joint venture. When I lay awake +in my barrack-room at night I could hear the stamp and snort of the +old black troopers, and it did me good. I don't know the reason, but +it did me good. You will think I was very unhappy--so I was." + +"But why?" asked Maud, shrewdly guessing, and at the same time +dreading the answer. + +"Because I was a fool, my lady," replied her husband--"a fool of the +very highest calibre. You have, no doubt, discovered that in this +world folly is punished far more severely than villainy. Deceive +others, and you prosper well enough; allow yourself to be deceived, +and you're pitched into as if you were the greatest rogue unhung. It's +not a subject for you and me to talk about, my lady. I only mentioned +it to show you why I am so unwilling to leave the army. Why, I _dare_ +not do it, even to please you." + +"But"--she hesitated, and her voice came very soft and low--"you--you +are not afraid--I mean you don't think it likely, do you, that you +will ever be so unhappy again? It was about--about somebody that you +cared for, I suppose." + +She got it out with difficulty, and already hated that unknown +Somebody with an unreasoning hatred, such as women think justifiable +and even meritorious in like cases. + +He laughed a harsh, forced laugh. + +"What a fool you must think me", said he: "I ought never to have told +you. Yes, it was about a woman, of course. You did not fancy I could +be so soft, did you? Don't let us talk about it. I'll tell you in +three words, and then will never mention the subject again. I trusted +and believed in her. She deceived me, and that sort of thing puts a +fellow all wrong, you know, unless he's very good-tempered, and I +suppose I'm not. It's never likely to happen again, but still, blows +of all sorts fall upon people when they least expect them, and that's +why I can't give up the old corps, but shall stick by it to the last." + +"Are you sure you haven't forgiven her?" asked Maud, inwardly +trembling for an answer. + +"Forgiven her!" repeated his lordship; "well, I've forgiven her like +a Christian, as they say--perhaps even more fully than that. I don't +wish her any evil. I wouldn't do her a bad turn, but as for ever +thinking of her or caring for her afterwards, that was impossible. No. +While I confided in her freely and fully, while I gave up for her sake +everything I prized and cared for in the world, while I was even on +the verge of sending in my papers because it seemed to be her wish I +should leave the regiment, she had her own secret hidden up from me +all the time. That showed what she was. No; I don't think I could ever +forgive _that_--except _as a Christian_, you know, my lady!" + +He ended in a light sarcastic tone, for like most men who have lived +much in the world, he had acquired a habit of discussing the gravest +and most painful subjects with conventional coolness, originating +perhaps in our national dislike of anything sentimental or dramatic +in situation. He could have written probably eloquently and seriously +enough, but to "speak like a book" would have lowered him, in his own +esteem, as being unmanly no less than ungentlemanlike. + +Maud's heart ached very painfully. A secret then, kept from him by the +woman he trusted, was the one thing he could not pardon. Must this +indeed be her punishment? Day by day to live with this honourable, +generous nature, learning to love it so dearly, and yet so hopelessly, +because of the great gulf fixed by her own desperate venture, risked, +after all, that she might win _him_! For a moment, under the influence +of that great tide of love which swelled up in her breast, she felt as +if she must put her whole life's happiness on one desperate throw, and +abide the result. Make a clean breast, implore his forgiveness, and +tell him all. + +She had been wandering about while he spoke, straightening a +table-cover here, snipping a dead leaf off a geranium there, and +otherwise fidgeting to conceal her emotion. Now she walked across the +room to her husband's side, and in another minute perhaps the whole +truth would have been out, and these two might have driven off to +dinner in their brougham, the happiest couple in London; but the door +was thrown wide open, and the student of _Bell's Life_, on whose +whiskers the time employed in curling them had obviously not been +thrown away, announced to her ladyship, with much pomp, that her +carriage was at the door. + +"Good gracious!" exclaimed Maud, "and your aunt is always so punctual. +You must dress in ten minutes, Bearwarden. I'm certain I can. Run down +this moment, and don't stop to answer a single letter if it's a case +of life and death." + +And Lady Bearwarden, casting all other thoughts to the winds in the +present emergency, hurried up-stairs after the pretty little feet of +her French maid, whose anxiety that her lady should not be late, and +perhaps a certain curiosity to know the cause of delay, had tempted +her down at least as far as the first landing, while my lord walked to +his dressing-room on the ground-floor, with the comfortable conviction +that he might spend a good half-hour at his toilet, and would then be +ready a considerable time before his wife. + +The reflections that chased each other through the pretty head of the +latter while subjected to Justine's skilful manipulations, I will not +take upon me to detail. I may state, however, that the dress she chose +to wear was trimmed with Bearwarden's favourite colour; that she +carried a bunch of his favourite flowers on her breast and another in +her hair. + +A brougham drawn by a pair of long, low, high-stepping horses, at +the rate of twelve miles an hour, is an untoward vehicle for serious +conversation when taking its occupants out to dinner, although well +adapted for tender confidence or mutual recrimination on its return +from a party at night. Lady Bearwarden could not even make sure that +her husband observed she had consulted his taste in dress. Truth +to tell, Lord Bearwarden was only conscious that his wife looked +exceedingly handsome, and that he wished they were going to dine at +home. Marriage had made him very slow, and this inconvenient wish +lasted him all through dinner, notwithstanding that it was his +enviable lot to sit by a fast young lady of the period, who rallied +him with exceeding good taste on his wife, his house, his furniture, +manners, dress, horses, and everything that was his. Once, in +extremity of boredom, he caught sight of Maud's delicate profile +five couples off, and fancied he could detect on the pale, pure face +something of his own weariness and abstraction. After that the fast +young lady "went at him", as she called it, in vain. Later, in the +drawing-room, she told another damsel of her kind that "Bruin's +marriage had utterly spoilt him. Simply ruination, my dear! So unlike +men in general. What he could see in her I can't make out! She looks +like death, and she's not _very_ well dressed, in my opinion. I wonder +if she bullies him. He used to be such fun. So fast, so cheery, so +delightfully satirical, and as wicked as Sin!" + +Maud went home in the brougham by herself. After a tedious dinner, +lasting through a couple of hours, enlivened by the conversation of +a man he can't understand, and the persecutions of a woman who bores +him, it is natural for the male human subject to desire tobacco, and +a walk home in order to smoke. Somehow, the male human subject never +does walk straight home with its cigar. + +Bearwarden, like others of his class, went off to Pratt's, where, we +will hope, he was amused, though he did not look it. A cigar on a +close evening leads to soda-water, with a slice of lemon, and, I had +almost forgotten to add, a small modicum of gin. This entails another +cigar, and it is wonderful how soon one o'clock in the morning comes +round again. When Lord Bearwarden turned out of St. James's Street it +was too late to think of anything but immediate bed. Her ladyship's +confessions, if she had any to make, must be put off till +breakfast-time, and, alas! by _her_ breakfast-time, which was none of +the earliest, my lord was well down in his sheepskin, riding out of +the barrack-gate in command of his guard. + + "Fronte capillata post est Oceasio calav" + +Bald-pated Father Time had succeeded in slipping his forelock out of +Maud's hand the evening before, and, henceforth, behind his bare and +mocking skull, those delicate, disappointed fingers must close on +empty air in vain! + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +FURENS QUID FOEMINA + + +We left Tom Ryfe, helpless, unconscious, more dead than alive, +supported between a man and woman up a back street in Westminster: we +must return to him after a considerable interval, pale, languid, but +convalescent, on a sofa in his own room under his uncle's roof. He is +only now beginning to understand that he has been dangerously ill; +that according to his doctor nothing but a "splendid constitution" and +unprecedented medical skill have brought him back from the threshold +of that grim portal known as death's door. This he does not quite +believe, but is aware, nevertheless, that he is much enfeebled, and +that his system has sustained what he himself calls "a deuced awkward +shake." Even now he retains no very clear idea of what happened to +him. He remembers vaguely, as in a dream, certain bare walls of a dim +and gloomy chamber, tapestried with cobwebs, smelling of damp and +mould like a vault, certain broken furniture, shabby and scarce, on +a bare brick floor, with a grate in which no fire could have been +kindled without falling into the middle of the room. He recalls that +racking head-ache, that scorching thirst, and those pains in all the +bones of a wan, wasted figure lying under a patchwork quilt on a +squalid bed. A figure, independent of, and dissevered from himself, +yet in some degree identified with his thoughts, his sufferings, +and his memories. Somebody nursed the figure, too--he is sure of +that--bringing it water, medicines, food, and leeches for its aching +temples; smoothing its pillow and arranging its bed-clothes, in those +endless nights, so much longer, yet scarce more dismal than the +days,--somebody, whose voice he never heard, whose face he never saw, +yet in whose slow, cautious tread there seemed a familiar sound. Once, +in delirium, he insisted it was Miss Bruce, but even _through_ that +delirium he knew he must be raving, and it was impossible. Could that +be a part of his dream, too, in which he dragged himself out of bed, +to dress in his own clothes, laid out on the chair that had hitherto +carried a basin of gruel or a jug of cooling drink? No, it must have +been reality surely, for even to-day he has so vivid a remembrance of +the fresh air, the blinding sunshine, and the homely life-like look of +that four-wheeled cab waiting in the narrow street, which he entered +mechanically, which _as_ mechanically brought him home to his uncle's +house, the man asking no questions, nor stopping to receive his fare. +To be sure, he fainted from utter weakness at the door. Of that he +is satisfied, for he remembers nothing between the jolting of those +slippery cushions and another bed in which he found himself, with a +grave doctor watching over him, and which he recognised, doubtfully, +as his own. + +Gradually, with returning strength, Tom began to suspect the truth +that he had been hocussed and robbed. His pockets, when he resumed +his clothes, were empty. Their only contents, his cigar-case and Miss +Bruce's letter, were gone. The motive for so desperate an attack he +felt unable to fathom. His intellect was still affected by bodily +weakness, and he inclined at first to think he had been mistaken for +somebody else. The real truth only dawned on him by degrees. Its first +ray originated with no less brilliant a luminary than old Bargrave. + +To do him justice, the uncle had shown far more natural affection than +his household had hitherto believed him capable of feeling. During +his nephew's absence, he had been like one distracted, and the large +reward offered for discovery of the missing gentleman sufficiently +testified his anxiety and alarm. When Tom did return, more dead than +alive, Bargrave hurried off in person to procure the best medical +advice, and postponing inquiry into his wrongs to the more immediate +necessity of nursing the sufferer, spent six or seven hours out of the +twenty-four at the sick man's bedside. + +The first day Tom could sit up his uncle thought well to enliven him +with a little news, social, general, and professional. Having told +him that he had outbid Mortlake for the last batch of poor Mr. +Chalkstone's port, and stated, at some length, his reasons for +doubting the stability of Government, he entered gleefully upon +congenial topics, and proceeded to give the invalid a general sketch +of business affairs during his retirement. + +"I've worked the coach, Tom," said he, walking up and down the +room, waving his coat-tails, "as well as it _could_ be worked, +single-handed. I don't think you'll find a screw loose anywhere. Ah, +Tom! an old head, you know, is worth a many pair of hands. When you're +well enough, in a week or so, my lad, I shall like to show you how +I've kept everything going, though I was so anxious, terribly anxious, +all the time. The only matter that's been left what you call _in statu +quo_ is that business of Miss Bruce's, which I had nothing to do with. +It will last you a good while yet, Tom, though it's of less importance +to her now, poor thing!--don't you move, Tom--I'll hand you the +barley-water--because she's Miss Bruce no longer." + +Tom gasped, and hid his pale, thin face in the jug of barley-water. +He had some pluck about him, after all; for weak and ill as he was he +managed to get out an indifferent question. + +"Not Miss Bruce, isn't she? Ah! I hadn't heard. Who is she then, +uncle? I suppose you mean she's--she's married." He was so husky, no +wonder he took another pull at the barley-water. + +"Yes, she's married," answered his uncle, in the indifferent tone with +which threescore years and odd can discuss that fatality. "Made a good +marriage, too--an excellent marriage. What do you think of a peerage, +my boy? She's Viscountess Bearwarden now. Twenty thousand a year, if +it's a penny. I am sure of it, for I was concerned in a lawsuit of the +late lord's twenty years ago. I don't suppose you're acquainted with +her husband, Tom. Not in our circle, you know; but a most respectable +young man, I understand, and likely to be lord-lieutenant of his +county before long. I'm sure I trust she'll be happy. And now, Tom, as +you seem easy and comfortable, perhaps you'd like to go to sleep for a +little. If you want anything you can reach the bell, and I'll come and +see you again before I dress for dinner." + +Easy and comfortable! When the door shut behind his uncle, Tom bowed +his head upon the table and gave way completely. He was unmanned by +illness, and the shock had been too much for him. It was succeeded, +however, and that pretty quickly, by feelings of bitter wrath and +resentment, which did more to restore his strength than all the tonics +in the world. An explanation, too, seemed now afforded to much that +had so mystified him of late. What if, rendered desperate by his +threats, Miss Bruce had been in some indirect manner the origin of his +captivity and illness--Miss Bruce, the woman who of all others owed +him the largest debt of gratitude (like most people, Tom argued +from his own side of the question); for whom he had laboured so +unremittingly, and was willing to sacrifice so much? Could it be so? +And if it was, should he not be justified in going to any extremity +for revenge? Revenge--yes, that was all he had to live for now; and +the very thought seemed to put new vigour into his system, infuse +fresh blood in his veins. So is it with all baser spirits; and perhaps +in the indulgence of this cowardly craving they obtain a more speedy +relief than nobler natures from the first agony of suffering; but +their cure is not and never can be permanent; and to them must remain +unknown that strange wild strain of some unearthly music which thrills +through those sore hearts that can repay good for evil, kindly +interest for cold indifference; that, true to themselves and their own +honour, can continue to love a memory, though it be but the memory +of a dream. Tom felt as if he could make an exceedingly high bid, +involving probity, character, good faith, and the whole of his +moral code, for an auxiliary who should help him in his vengeance. +Assistance was at hand even now, in an unexpected moment and an +unlooked-for shape. + +"A person wishes to see you, sir, if you're well enough," said a +little housemaid who had volunteered to provide for the wants of the +invalid, and took very good care of him indeed. + +"What sort of a person?" asked Tom languidly, feeling, nevertheless, +that any distraction would be a relief. + +"Well, sir," replied the maid, "it seems a respectable person, I +should say. Like a sick-nurse or what not." + +There is no surmise so wild but that a rejected lover will grasp at +and connect it with the origin of his disappointment. "I'll see her," +said Tom stoutly, not yet despairing but that it might be a messenger +from Maud. + +He certainly was surprised when Dorothea, whom he recognised at once, +even in her Sunday clothes, entered the room, with a wandering eye and +a vacillating step. + +"You'll never forgive me, Master Tom," was her startling salutation. +"It's me as nursed you through it; but you'll never forgive me--never! +And I don't deserve as you should." + +Dorothea was nervous, hysterical, but she steadied herself bravely, +though her fingers worked and trembled under her faded shawl. + +Tom stared, and his visitor went on-- + +"You'd 'a died for sure if I hadn't. Don't ye cast it up to me, Master +Tom. I've been punished enough. Punished! If I was to bare my arm now +I could show you weals that's more colours and brighter than your +neckankercher there. I've been served worse nor that, though, since. I +ain't a-goin' to put up with it no longer. Master Tom, do you know as +you've Been put upon, and by who?" + +His senses were keenly on the alert. "Tell me the truth, my good +girl," said he, "and I'll forgive you all your share. More, I'll stick +by you through thick and thin." + +She whimpered a little, affected by the kindness of his tone, but +tugging harder at her shawl, proceeded to further confessions. + +"You was hocussed, Master Tom; and I can point out to you the man as +did it. You'd 'a been murdered amongst 'em if it hadn't been for me. +Who was it, d'ye think, as nussed of you, and cared for you, all +through, and laid out your clothes ready brushed and folded, and went +and got you a cab the day as you come back here? Master Tom, I've been +put upon too. Put upon and deceived, as never yet was born woman used +so bad; and it's my turn now! Look ye here, Master Tom. It's that +villain, Jim--Gentleman Jim, as we calls him--what's been at the +bottom of this here. And yet there's worse than Jim in it too. There's +others that set Jim on. O! to believe as a fine handsome chap like him +could turn out to be so black-hearted, and such a soft too. She'll +never think no more of him, for all his comely face, than the dirt +beneath her feet." + +"_She_!" repeated Tom, intensely interested, and therefore +preternaturally calm. "What d'ye mean by _she_? Don't fret, that's a +good girl, and don't excite yourself. Tell your story your own way, +you know, but keep as quiet as you can. You're safe enough here." + +"We'd been asked in church," replied Dorothea, somewhat +inconsequently. "Ah! more than once, we had. And I'd ha' been as true +to him, and was, as ever a needle to a stitch. Well, sir, when he +slights of me, and leaves of me, why it's natural as I should run up +and down the streets a-lookin' for him like wild. So one day, after +I'd done my work, and put things straight, for I never was one of your +sluttish ones, Master Tom--and your uncle, he's always been a kind +gentleman to me, and a haffable, like yourself, Master Tom--according, +I comes upon my Jim at the Sunflower, and I follows him unbeknown for +miles and miles right away to the West-End. So he never looks behind +him, nor he never stops, o' course, till he comes to Belgrave Square; +and he turns down a street as I couldn't read its name, but should +know it again as well as I know my own hand. And then, Master Tom, if +you'll believe me, I thought as I must have dropped." + +"Well?" said Tom, not prepared to be satisfied with this climax, +though his companion stopped, as if she had got to the end of her +disclosures. + +"Well indeed!" resumed Dorothea, after a considerable interval, "when +he come that far, I know'd as he must be up to some of his games, and +I watched. They lets him into a three-storied house, and I sees him in +the best parlour with a lady, speaking up to her, but not half so bold +as usual. He a not often dashed, Jim isn't. I will say that for him." + +"What sort of a lady?" asked Tom, quivering with excitement. "You took +a good look at her, I'll be bound!" + +"Well, a real lady in a muslin dress," answered Dorothea. "A tall +young lady--not much to boast of for looks, but with hair as black as +your hat and a face as white as cream. Very 'aughty too an' arbitrary, +and seemed to have my Jim like quite at her command. So from where I +stood I couldn't help hearing everything that passed. My Jim, he gives +her the very letter as laid in your pocket that night, as you--as you +was taken so poorly, you know. And from what she said and what he +said, and putting this and that together, I'm sure as they got you out +of the way between them, Master Tom, and gammoned me into the job too, +when I'd rather have cut both my hands off, if I'd only known the +truth." + +Tom sat back on his sofa, shutting his eyes that he might concentrate +his powers of reflection. Yes, it was all clear enough at last. The +nature and origin of the outrage to which he had been subjected were +obvious, nor could he entertain any further doubt of Maud's motives, +though marvelling exceedingly, as well he might, at her courage, her +recklessness, and the social standing of her accomplice. It seemed +to him as if he could forgive every one concerned but her. This poor +woman who had fairly thrown herself on his mercy: the ruffian whose +grip had been at his throat, but who might hereafter prove as +efficient an ally as he had been a formidable enemy. Only let him have +Maud in his power, that was all he asked, praying him to spare her, +kneeling at his feet, and then without a shade of compunction to ruin, +and crush, and humble her to the dust! + +He saw his way presently, but he must work warily, he told himself, +and use all the tools that came to his hand. + +"If you can clear the matter up, Dorothea," said he, kindly, "I will +not visit your share in it on your head, as I have already told you. +Indeed I believe I owe you my life. But this man you mention, this +Gentleman Jim as you call him, can you find him? Do you know where he +is? My poor girl! I think I understand. Surely you deserved better +treatment at his hands." + +The kind words produced this time no softening effect, and Tom knew +enough of human nature to feel sure that she was bent on revenge as +earnestly as himself, while he also knew that he must take advantage +of her present humour at once, for it might change in an hour. + +"If I could lay my hand on him," answered Dorothea fiercely, "it's +likely I'd leave my mark! I've looked for him now, high and low, every +evening and many arternoons, better nor a week. I ain't come on him +yet, the false-hearted thief! but I seen _her_ only the day before +yesterday, seen her walk into a house in Berners Street as bold as you +please. I watched and waited better nor two hours, for, thinks I, +he won't be long follerin'; and I seen her come out agin with a +gentleman, a comely young gentleman; I'd know him anywheres, but he +warn't like my Jim." + +"Are you sure it was the same lady?" asked Tom eagerly, but ashamed +of putting so unnecessary a question when he saw the expression of +Dorothea's face. + +"Am I _sure_?" said she, with a short gasping laugh. "Do you suppose +as a woman can be mistook as has been put upon like me? Lawyers is +clever men, askin' your pardon, Mr. Ryfe, but there's not much sense +in such a question as yours: I seen the lady, sir, and I seen the +house; that's enough for _me_!" + +"And you observed the gentleman narrowly?" continued Tom, stifling +down a little pang of jealousy that was surely unreasonable now. + +"Well, I didn't take much notice of the gentleman," answered Dorothea +wearily, for the reaction was coming on apace. "It warn't my Jim, I +know. You and me has both been used bad, Master Tom, and it's a shame, +it is. But the weather's uncommon close, and it's a long walk here, +and I'm a'most fit to drop, askin' your pardon, sir. I wrote down the +number of the house, Master Tom, to make sure--there it is. If you +please, I'll go down-stairs, and ask the servants for a cup o' tea, +and I wish you a good arternoon, sir, and am glad to see you lookin' a +trifle better at last." + +So Dorothea departed to enjoy the luxury of strong tea and unlimited +gossip with Mr. Bargrave's household, drawing largely on her invention +in explanation of her recent interview, but affording them no clue to +the real object of her visit. + +Tom Ryfe was still puzzled. That Maud (he could not endure to think of +her as Lady Bearwarden)--that Maud should, so soon after her marriage, +be seen going about London by herself under such questionable +circumstances was strange, to say the least of it, even making +allowances for her recklessness and wilful disposition, of which no +one could be better aware than himself. What could be her object? +though he loved her so fiercely in his own way, he had no great +opinion of her discretion; and now, in the bitterness of his anger, +was prepared to put the very worst construction upon everything she +did. He recalled, painfully enough, a previous occasion on which he +had met her, as he believed, walking with a stranger in the Park, and +did not forget her displeasure while cutting short his inquiries on +the subject. After all, it occurred to him almost immediately, that +the person with whom she had been lately seen was probably her own +husband. He would not himself have described Lord Bearwarden exactly +as a "comely young gentleman," but on the subject of manly beauty +Dorothea's taste was probably more reliable than his own. If so, +however, what could they be doing in Berners Street? Pshaw! How this +illness had weakened his intellect! Having her picture painted, of +course! what else could bring a doting couple, married only a few +weeks, to that part of the town? He cursed Dorothea bitterly for her +ridiculous surmises and speculations--cursed the fond pair--cursed his +own wild unconquerable folly--cursed the day he first set eyes on that +fatal beauty, so maddening to his senses, so destructive to his heart; +and thus cursing staggered across the room to take his strengthening +draught, looked at his pale, worn face in the glass, and sat down +again to think. + +The doctor had visited him at noon, and stated with proper caution +that in a day or two, if amendment still progressed satisfactorily, +"carriage exercise," as he called it, might be taken with undoubted +benefit to the invalid. We all know, none better than medical men +themselves, that if your doctor says you may get up to-morrow, you +jump out of bed the moment his back is turned. Tom Ryfe, worried, +agitated, unable to rest where he was, resolved that he would take his +carriage exercise without delay, and to the housemaid's astonishment, +indeed much against her protest, ordered a hansom cab to the door at +once. + +Though so weak he could not dress without assistance, he no sooner +found himself on the move, and out of doors, than he began to feel +stronger and better; he had no object in driving beyond change of +scene, air, and exercise; but it will not surprise those who have +suffered from the cruel thirst and longing which accompanies such +mental maladies as his, that he should have directed the cabman to +proceed to Berners Street. + +It sometimes happens that when we thus "draw a bow at a venture" our +random shaft hits the mark we might have aimed at for an hour in +vain. Tom Ryfe esteemed it an unlooked-for piece of good fortune that +turning out of Oxford Street he should meet another hansom going at +speed in an opposite direction, and containing--yes, he could have +sworn to them before any jury in England--the faces, very near each +other, of Lady Bearwarden and Dick Stanmore. + +It was enough. Dorothea's statement seemed sufficiently corroborated, +and after proceeding to the number she indicated, as if to satisfy +himself that the house had not walked bodily away, Mr. Ryfe returned +home very much benefited in his own opinion by the drive, though the +doctor, visiting his patient next day, was disappointed to find him +still low and feverish, altogether not so much better as he expected. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +"NOT FOR JOSEPH" + + +But Dick Stanmore was _not_ in a hansom with Lady Bearwarden. Shall +I confess, to the utter destruction of his character for undying +constancy, that he did not wish to be? + +Dick had been cured at last--cured of the painful disease he once +believed mortal--cured by a course of sanitary treatment, delightful +in its process, unerring in its results; and he walked about now with +the buoyant step, the cheerful air of one who has been lightened of a +load lying next his heart. + +Medical discoveries have of late years brought into vogue a science of +which I have borrowed the motto for these volumes. _Similia similibus +curantur_ is the maxim of homoeopathy; and whatever success this +healing principle may obtain with bodily ailments, I have little doubt +of its efficacy in affections of the heart. I do not mean to say +its precepts will render us invulnerable or immortal. There are +constitutions that, once shaken, can never be restored; there are +characters that, once outraged, become saddened for evermore. The +fairest flowers and the sweetest, are those which, if trampled down, +never hold up their heads again. But I do mean, that should man or +woman be capable of cure under sufferings originating in misplaced +confidence, such cure is most readily effected by a modified attack of +the same nature, at the risk of misplacing it again. + +After Dick Stanmore's first visit to the painting-room in Berners +Street, it was astonishing how enthusiastic a taste he contracted for +art. He was never tired of contemplating his friend's great picture, +and Simon used laughingly to declare the amateur knew every line and +shade of colour in his Fairy Queen as accurately as the painter. +He remained in London at a season which could have afforded few +attractions for a young man of his previous habits, and came every day +to the painting-room as regularly as the model herself. Thus it fell +out that Dick, religiously superintending the progress of this Fairy +Queen, found his eyes wandering perpetually from the representation on +canvas to its original on Miss Algernon's shoulders, and gratified his +sense of sight with less scruple, that from the very nature of her +occupation she was compelled to keep her head always turned one way. + +It must have been agreeable for Nina, no doubt, if not improving, to +listen to Dick's light and rather trivial conversation which relieved +the monotony of her task, and formed a cheerful addition to the short, +jerking, preoccupied sentences of the artist, enunciated obviously +at random, and very often with a brush in his mouth. Nor was it +displeasing, I imagine, to be aware of Mr. Stanmore's admiration, +forsaking day by day its loudly-declared allegiance to the Fairy +Queen in favour of her living prototype, deepening gradually to long +intervals of silence, sweeter, more embarrassing, while far more +eloquent than words. + +And all the time, Simon, the chivalrous, painted on. I cannot believe +but that, with the jealous instinct of true affection, he must have +perceived the ground slipping away, hour by hour, from beneath his +feet--must have seen the ship that carried all his cargo sailing +farther and farther into a golden distance to leave him desolate on +the darkening shore. How his brain may have reeled, and his heart +ached, it is not for me to speculate. There is a decency of courage, +as there is an extravagance of bravado, and that is the true spirit of +chivalry which bleeds to death unmoved, beneath its armour, keeping +the pale knightly face turned calm and constant towards the foe. + +It was a strange trio, that, in the painting-room. The garden of +Eden seems to have been originally intended for two. The third was +doubtless an intruder, and from that day to this how many a paradise +has been lost by admittance of the visitor who completes this uneven +number, unaccountably supposed to be so productive of good fortune. + +Curious cross purposes were at work in the three heads grouped so near +each other opposite the painter's glowing canvas. Dick perhaps was the +least perceptive and therefore the happiest of the party. His sense of +well-being, indeed, seemed enhanced by his previous troubles: like a +man who comes out of the cold into the glow of a comforting fire, he +abandoned himself without much reflection to the positive enjoyment of +pleasure and the negative solace of relief from pain. + +Simon, always painting, fought hard to keep down that little leavening +of self which constitutes our very identity. Under the cold impassive +vigour he was so determined to preserve, he registered many a noble +vow of fortitude and abnegation on behalf of the friend he valued, of +the woman he loved. Sometimes a pang would shoot through him painfully +enough while he marked a change of Nina's colour, a little flutter of +manner, a little trembling of her hands, and felt that she was already +more affected by the presence of this comparative stranger than she +had ever shown herself by his, who had cared for her so tenderly, +worshipped her so long. Then he bent all his faculties on the picture, +and like a child running to seize its mother's gown, took refuge with +his art. + +That mistress did not fail him. She never does fail the true +worshipper, who kneels consistently at her shrine. It is not for her +to scorn the homage offered to-day because it has been offered in +faith and loyalty during many a long-past year. It is not for her to +shed on the new votary her sweetest smiles only because he _is_ new. +Woo her frankly, love her dearly, and serve her faithfully, she will +insure you from being cozened out of your reward. Had she not taken +care of Simon at this period, I scarcely know what would have become +of him. + +Nina, too, lived in a golden dream, from which it was her only fear +that she must soon awake. Ere long, she sometimes thought, she must +ask herself who was this stranger that brought with him a flood +of sunshine into the homely painting-room? that steeped for her, +unconsciously and without effort, every day in happiness, every +morning in hope? She put off asking the question, having perhaps a +wholesome recollection of him who, going to count his treasure of +fairy gold, found it only withered leaves, and let herself float with +the stream, in that enjoyment of the present which is enhanced rather +than modified by misgivings for the future. Nina was very happy, that +is the honest truth, and even her beauty seemed to brighten like the +bloom on a flower, opening to the smile of spring. + +Simon marked the change. How could he help it? And still he +painted--painted on. + +"There!" exclaimed the artist, with a sigh of relief, as he stepped +back from his picture, stretching both weary arms above his head. "At +last--at last! If I only like it to-morrow as well as I do now, not +another touch shall go into it anywhere above the chin. It's the +expression I've been trying to catch for months. There it is! Doubt, +sorrow, remorse, and, through it all, the real undying love of +the--Well, that's all can't! I mean--Can't you see that she likes him +awfully even now? Nina, you've been the making of me, you're the best +sitter in the world, and while I look at my picture I begin to think +you're the handsomest. I mustn't touch it again. Stanmore, what do you +think?" + +Absorbed in contemplation of his work, he paid little attention to the +answer, which was so far fortunate, that Dick, in his preoccupation, +faltered out a string of contradictory criticisms, flattering neither +to the original nor the copy. Nina indeed suggested, with some truth, +that he had made the eyebrows too dark, but this remark appeared to +originate only in a necessity for something to say. These two young +people seemed unusually shy and ill at ease. Perhaps in each of the +three hearts beating there before the picture lurked some vague +suspicion that its wistful expression, so lately caught, may have been +owing to corresponding feelings lately awakened in the model; and, if +so, why should not two of them have thrilled with happiness, though +the third might ache in loneliness and despair? + +"Not another stroke of work will I do to-day," said the artist, +affecting a cheerfulness which perhaps he did not feel. "Nina, you've +got to be back early. I'll have a half-holiday for once and take you +home. Put your bonnet on: I shall be ready in five minutes when I've +washed my hands." + +Dick's face fell. He had counted on a couple more hours at least. +Women, when they are really disappointed, rarely show it, and perhaps +he felt a little hurt to observe how readily, and with what apparent +goodwill, Miss Algernon resumed her out-of-doors attire. He felt +hardly sure of his ground yet, or he might have begun to sulk in +earnest. No bad plan either, for such little misunderstandings +bring on explanations, reconciliations, declarations, all sorts of +vexations, every day! + +Ladies are stanch believers in luck, and leave much to chance with a +devout faith that it will serve them at their need. I imagine Nina +thought it quite in the natural course of events that a dirty boy +should enter the room at this juncture and deliver a note to Simon, +which called forth all his energies and sympathies in a moment. The +note, folded in a hurry, written with a pencil, was from a brother +artist, and ran thus-- + +Dear Simon, "Come and see me if you _can_. On my back! Two doctors. +Not going to be rubbed out, but beastly seedy all the same." + +"When was he taken ill? Who's attending him? Anybody taking care of +him? What o'clock is it now? Tell him I'll be there in five minutes." +Simon delivered himself of these sentences in a breath, and then +glanced from Nina to Dick Stanmore. + +"I dare say you wouldn't mind," said he. "I _must_ go to this poor +fellow, and if I find him very ill I may be detained till evening. If +you've time, Stanmore, could you see Miss Algernon as far as the boat? +She'll do very well then, but we don't like her to be wandering about +London by herself." + +It is possible this idea may have suggested itself to the persons most +concerned, for all that they seemed so supremely unconscious, and as +if the arrangement, though a sensible one and convenient, no doubt, +were a matter of perfect indifference to themselves. + +Dick "would be delighted," of course; though he tried not to look so; +and Nina "couldn't think of giving Mr. Stanmore so much trouble." +Nevertheless, within ten minutes the two were turning into Oxford +Street in a hansom cab; and although they said very little, being +indeed in a vehicle which jolted, swung, and rattled inordinately, I +have not the least doubt they enjoyed their drive. + +They enjoyed the river steamer too, which seems equally strange, +with its narrow deck, its tangible smoke, its jerks and snorts, and +throbbing vibrations, as it worked its way against the tide. They +had never before been alone together, and the situation, though +delightful, was at first somewhat embarrassing, because they were in +earnest. The restraint, however, soon wore off, and with tongues +once loosened there was no lack of matter for their employment. How +beautiful, how interesting, how picturesque everything seemed to have +grown all at once: the Houses of Parliament--the bridges--the dull, +broad surface of the river, grey, with a muddy tinge--the low, +level banks--the blunt-nosed barges--their fellow-passengers--the +engineer--the boy with the mop--and the dingy funnel of the steamer +itself. + +How mysterious the charm that lurks in association of ideas! What +magic it imparts to the commonest actions, the most vulgar objects of +life! What a heart-ache on occasions has it not caused you or me! One +of us cannot see a woman fitting on her gloves without a pang. To +another there is a memory and a sorrow in the flirt of a fan, the +rustle of a dress, the grinding of a barrel-organ, or the slang of a +street song. The stinging-nettle crops up in every bed of flowers we +raise; the bitter tonic flavours all we eat and drink. I dare say +Werther could not munch his bread-and-butter for years in common +comfort because of Charlotte. Would it not be wiser for us to ignore +the Charlottes of life altogether, and stick to the bread-and-butter? + +Too soon that dingy steamer reached its place of disembarkation--too +soon, at least, for certain of its passengers; and yet in their short +voyage up the river each of these two had passed the portal of +a paradise, through which, amongst all its gaudy and luxuriant +vegetation, you may search for the tree of knowledge in vain. Not a +word was spoken by either that could bear the direct interpretation of +love-making, yet each felt that the Rubicon had been passed which must +never be recrossed dryshod again. + +Dick paid his respects, as seemed but right and proper, to the Misses +Perkins, who voted him an exceedingly agreeable young man; and this +was the more tolerant on their part that he found very little to say, +and had the good taste to be a very short time in saying it. They +asked him, indeed, to remain for dinner, and, notwithstanding their +hospitable inclinations, were no doubt relieved when he declined. He +had gained some experience, you see, from his previous worship of Miss +Bruce, which now stood him in good stead, for in affairs of love, +as of honour, a man conducts his second with more skill and _savoir +faire_ than his first. + +The world seemed to have changed by magic while he went back to +London. It felt like the breaking up of a frost, when all is warmth +and softness and vitality once more. He could have talked to himself, +and laughed aloud for very joy. + +But Nina went to her room, and cried as she had not cried since she +was a little child, shedding tears of mingled sweetness and sorrow, +rapture and remorse. Her eyes were opened now in her new-found +happiness, and she foresaw the crushing blow that happiness must +inflict on the oldest, kindest, dearest of friends. + +For the first time in her life she took herself to task and examined +her own heart. What a joyous heart it was! And yet how could she be +so inhuman as to admit a pleasure which must be cruelly productive of +another's pain? Here was a person whom she had known, as it were, but +yesterday, and his lightest word or glance had already become dearer +to her than the wealth of care and affection which tended her from +childhood, which would be about her to her grave. It was infamous! she +told herself, and yet it was surpassingly sweet! Yes, she loved this +man--this brown-haired, broad-shouldered Mr. Stanmore, of whose +existence a fortnight ago she had been perfectly unconscious, and +in that love she learned to appreciate and understand the affection +loyal, true-hearted Simon lavished on herself. Was he to be sacrificed +to this mere stranger? Never! Rather she would sacrifice herself. But +the tears flowed faster to think that it would indeed be a sacrifice, +an offering up of youth, beauty, hope, happiness for life. Then she +dried her eyes, and went down on her knees to pray at her bedside; and +so rose up, making certain stern resolutions, which it is only fair to +state she afterwards kept--like a woman! + +With the view, doubtless, of putting these in practice, she induced +Simon to walk with her on the lawn after tea, while the stars were +twinkling dimly through a soft, misty sky, and the lazy river lapped +and gurgled against the garden banks. He accompanied her, nothing +loth, for he too had spent the last hour in hard painful conflict, +making, also, stern resolutions, which he kept--like a man! "You found +him better," she said, alluding to the cause of his delay in returning +home. "I'm so glad. If he hadn't been, you'd have stayed with him all +night, I know. Simon, I think you're the best and the kindest person +in the world." + +Here was an opening. Was she disappointed, or not, that he took so +little advantage of it? "We must all help each other, Nina," said he; +"that's the way to make life easy and to stifle sorrows, if we have +them, of our own." + +"_You_ ought never to have a sorrow," she broke in. "_You_, who always +think of others before yourself--you deserve to be so happy. And, +Simon, sometimes I think you're not, and it makes me wretched; and I'd +do anything in the world to please you; anything, if--if it wasn't +_too_ hard a task, you know." + +She had been so eager to make her sacrifice and get it over that she +hurried inconsiderately to the brink,--then, like a timid bather, +stopped short, hesitating--the water looked so cold and dark and deep. + +The lightest touch from his hand would have plunged her in, overhead. +He would have held it in the fire rather, like the Roman hero, till it +shrivelled into ashes. + +"My happiness can never be apart from yours," he said, tenderly and +sadly. "Yet I think I know now that yours is not entirely bound up in +mine. Am I right, Nina?" + +"I would do anything in the world for you--anything," she murmured, +taking refuge, as we all do at such times, in vain repetition. + +They had reached the drawing-room window, and she turned aside, as if +she meant to go in. He took her hand lightly in his own, and led her +back towards the river. It was very dark, and neither could read the +expression of the other's face. + +"I have but one earnest desire in the world," said he, speaking +distinctly, but very low. "It is to see you happily settled in life. +I never had a sister nor a daughter, Nina. You have stood me in the +stead of both; and--and I shall never have a wife." + +She knew what he meant. The quiet, sad, yet uncomplaining tone cut +her to the heart. "It's a shame! it's a shame!" she murmured. "Simon, +Simon. Tell me; don't you think me the worst, the most ungrateful, the +most horrible girl in the world?" + +He spoke cheerfully now, and even laughed. "Very ungrateful," he +repeated, pressing her hand kindly; "and very detestable, unless +you tell me the truth. Nina, dear Nina, confide in me as if I was +your--well--your grandmother! Will that do? I think there's a somebody +we saw to-day who likes you very much. He's a good fellow, and to be +trusted, I can swear. Don't you think, dear, though you haven't +known him long, that _you_ like _him_ a little--more than a little, +already?" + +"O, Simon, what a brute I am, and what a fool!" answered the girl, +bursting into tears. And then the painter knew that his ship had gone +down, and the waters had closed over it for evermore. That evening his +aunts thought Simon in better spirits than usual. Nina, though +she went to bed before the rest, had never found him kinder, more +cheerful, more considerate. He spoke playfully, good-humouredly, on +various subjects, and kissed the girl's forehead gravely, almost +reverently, when she wished him good-night. It was such a caress as a +man lays on the dead face that shall never look in his own again. The +painter slept but little--perhaps not at all. And who shall tell how +hard he wrestled with his great sorrow during those long hours of +darkness, "even to the breaking of the day"? No angel sat by his bed +to comfort him, nor spirit-voices whispered solace in his ear, nor +spirit-sympathy poured balm into the cold, aching, empty heart; but +I have my own opinion on such matters, and I would fain believe that +struggles and sufferings like these are neither wasted nor forgotten, +but are treasured and recorded by kindred beings of a higher nature, +as the training that alone fits poor humanity, then noblest, when most +sorrowful, to enter the everlasting gates and join the radiant legions +of heaven. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +ANONYMOUS + + +Lord Bearwarden finds himself very constantly on guard just at +present. Her ladyship is of opinion that he earns his pay more +thoroughly than any day-labourer his wages. I do not myself consider +that helmet, cuirass, and leather breeches form the appropriate +appliances of a hero, when terminating in a pair of red morocco +slippers. Nevertheless, in all representations purporting to be +life-like, effect must be subservient to correctness of detail; and +such was the costume in which his lordship, on duty at the Horse +Guards, received a dispatch that seemed to cause him considerable +surprise and vexation. + +The guard coming off was mustering below. The relief coming on was +already moving gallantly down Regent Street, to the admiration of all +beholders. Armed was his lordship to the teeth, though not to +the toes, for his batman waited respectfully with a pair of high +jack-boots in his hand, and still his officer read, and frowned, and +pulled his moustache, and swore, as the saying is, like a trooper, +which, if he had only drawn on his boots, would not have been so much +out of character at the time. + +Once again he read it from end to end ere he crumpled the note in +under his cuirass for future consideration. It ran as follows-- + +My Lord, + +"Your lordship's manly and generous character has obtained for you +many well-wishers. Of these the writer is one of the most sincere. It +grieves and angers him to see your lordship's honest nature deceived, +your domestic happiness destroyed, your noble confidence abused. The +writer, my lord, is your true friend. Though too late for rescue, it +is not too late for redress; and he has no power of communicating to +your lordship suspicions which now amount to certainty but by the +means at present employed. Anonymous letters are usually the resource +of a liar and slanderer; but there is no rule without exception; and +the writer can bring _proof_ of every syllable he asserts. If your +lordship will use your own eyes, watch and wait. She has deceived +others; why not _you_? Berners Street, Oxford Street, is no crowded +thoroughfare. Why should your lordship abstain from walking there any +afternoon between four and five? Be wary. Watch and wait." + + * * * * * + +"Blast his impudence!" muttered Lord Bearwarden, now booted to the +thigh, and clattering down-stairs to take command of his guard. + +With zealous subalterns, an experienced corporal-major, well-drilled +men, and horses that knew their way home, it required little military +skill to move his handful of cavalry back to barracks, so Lord +Bearwarden came off duty without creating scandal or ridicule in the +regiment; but I doubt if he knew exactly what he was doing, till he +arrived in plain clothes within a few paces of his own door. Here he +paused for a few minutes' reflection before entering his house, and +was surprised to see at the street corner a lady extremely like his +wife in earnest conversation with a man in rags who had the appearance +of a professional beggar. The lady, as far as he could judge at that +distance, seemed to be offering money, which the man by his actions +obviously refused. Lord Bearwarden walked briskly towards them, a good +deal puzzled, and glad to have his attention distracted from his own +affairs. + +It was a long street, and the couple separated before he reached +them, the man disappearing round the corner, while the lady advanced +steadily towards himself. When within a few paces she lifted a thick +double veil, and he found he had not been mistaken. + +Maud was pale and calm as usual, but to those who knew her well recent +agitation would have been betrayed by the lowering of her eyebrows, +and an unusual compression of the lines about her mouth. + +He knew her better than she thought, and did not fail to remark these +signs of a recent storm, but, as usual, refrained from asking for the +confidence it was his right to receive. + +"You're out early, my lady," said he, in a careless tone. "Been for an +appetite against luncheon-time, eh? That beggar just now didn't seem +hungry, at any rate. It looked to me as if you were offering him +money, and he wouldn't take it. That's quite a new trick in the +trade." + +She glanced quickly in his face with something almost of reproach. +It was a hateful life this, and even now, she thought, if he would +question her kindly, she could find it in her heart perhaps to tell +him all. All! How she had deceived him, and promised herself to +another, and to get rid of that other, only for a time, had rendered +herself amenable to the law--had been guilty of actual crime--had sunk +to feel the very slave of a felon, the lowest refuse of society. How +she, Lady Bearwarden, had within the last ten minutes been threatened +by this ruffian, been compelled to submit to his insolence, to make +terms with his authority, and to promise him another interview that +very afternoon. How every hour of her life was darkened by terror of +his presence and dread of his revenge. It was unheard-of! unbearable! +She would make a clean breast of it on the first opportunity. + +"Let's go in, dear," she said, with more of softness and affection +than was her habit when addressing her husband. "Luncheon is almost +ready. I'm so glad you got away early from barracks. I see so little +of you now. Never mind. It will be all right next week. We shall have +two more captains back from leave to help us. You see I'm beginning to +know the roster almost as well as the Adjutant himself." + +It pleased him that she should show an interest in these professional +details. He liked to hear such military terms of the orderly room from +those pretty lips, and he would have replied with something unusually +affectionate, and therefore exceedingly precious, but that, as husband +and wife reached their own door, they found standing there to greet +them the pale wasted face and attenuated figure of Tom Ryfe. + +He saluted Lady Bearwarden gravely, but with perfect confidence, and +she was obliged to give him her hand, though she felt as if she could +have strangled him with pleasure, then and there, by the scraper. Her +husband clapped him heartily on the back. "Glad to see you, Tom," said +he; "I heard you were ill and called to inquire, but they wouldn't let +me disturb you. Been devilish seedy, haven't you? Don't look _quite_ +in form yet. Come in and have some luncheon. Doctors all tell one to +keep up the system now-a-days." + +Poor Lady Bearwarden! Here was another of her avengers, risen, as +it seemed, from the dead, and she must speak kind words, find false +smiles, bid him to her table, and treat him as an honoured guest. +Whatever happened, too, she could not endure to leave him alone with +Bearwarden. Who could tell what disclosures might come out? She was +walking on a mine, so she backed her husband's invitation, and herself +led the way into the dining-room where luncheon was ready, not daring +even to go up-stairs and take her bonnet off before she sat down. + +Mr. Ryfe was less communicative than usual about himself, and spoke as +little to her ladyship as seemed compatible with the ordinary forms of +politeness. His object was to lull her suspicions and put her off her +guard. Nevertheless, with painful attention she watched every glance +of his eye, every turn of his features, hanging eagerly, nervously, on +every word he said. + +Tom had laid his plan of attack, and now called on the lately-married +couple, that he might reconnoitre his ground before bringing up his +forces. It is not to be supposed that a man of Mr. Ryfe's resources +would long remain in ignorance of the real truth, after detecting, as +he believed at the time, Lady Bearwarden and Dick Stanmore side by +side in a hansom cab. + +Ere twenty-four hours had elapsed he had learned the exact state of +the case, and had satisfied himself of the extraordinary resemblance +between Miss Algernon and the woman he had resolved to persecute +without remorse. In this resemblance he saw an engine with which he +hoped to work her ladyship's utter destruction, and then (Tom's heart +leapt within him even now at the thought), ruined, lonely, desolate, +when the whole world turned from her, she might learn to appreciate +his devotion, might take shelter at last with the only heart open to +receive her in her shame. + +It is hard to say whether Tom's feelings for the woman he so admired +were of love or hate. + +He saw through Lord Bearwarden's nature thoroughly, for of him, too, +he had made it his business to inquire into all the tendencies, all +the antecedents. A high fastidious spirit, jealous, because sensitive, +yet far too proud to admit, much less indulge that jealousy, seemed of +all others the easiest to deceive. The hide of the rhinoceros is no +contemptible gift, and a certain bluntness, I might say coarseness +of character, enables a man to go through the world comfortably and +happily, unvexed by those petty stings and bites and irritations that +worry thinner skins to death. With Lord Bearwarden to suspect was to +fret and ponder and conceal, hating and despising himself the while. +He had other points, besides his taste for soldiering, in common with +Othello. + +On such a man an anonymous letter acted like a blister, clinging, +drawing, inflaming all round the affected part. Nobody in theory so +utterly despised these productions. For nobody in practice did they +produce so disastrous an effect. And then he had been deceived once +before. He had lost his trust, not so much in the other sex (for +all men think every woman false but one) as in himself. He had been +outraged, hurt, humbled, and the bold confidence, the _dash_ with +which such games should be played were gone. There is a buoyancy +gradually lost as we cross the country of life, which is perhaps worth +more than all the gains of experience. And in the real pursuit, as +in the mimic hurry of the chase, it is wise to avoid too hazardous a +venture. The hunter that has once been overhead in a brook never faces +water very heartily again. + +Tom could see that his charm was working, that the letter he had +written produced all the effect he desired. His host was obviously +preoccupied, absent in manner, and even flurried, at least for _him_. +Moreover, he drank brown sherry out of a claret-glass, which looked +like being uncomfortable somewhere inside. Lady Bearwarden, grave and +unusually silent, watched her husband with a sad, wistful air, that +goaded Tom to madness. How he had loved that pale, proud face, and it +was paler and prouder and lovelier than ever to-day! + +"I've seen some furniture you'd like to look at, my lord," said Tom, +in his old, underbred manner. "There's a chair I'd buy directly if I'd +a house to put it in, or a lady to sit on it; and a carved ebony frame +it's worth going all the distance to see. If you'd nothing to do this +afternoon, I'll be proud to show them you. Twenty minutes' drive from +here in a hansom." + +"Will you come?" asked Lord Bearwarden, kindly, of his wife. "You +might take us in the barouche." + +She seemed strangely agitated by so natural a proposal, and neither +gentleman failed to remark her disorder. + +"I shall like it very much," she stammered. "At least I should. But I +can't this afternoon. I--I've got an engagement at the other end of +the town." + +"Which _is_ the other end of the town?" said Lord Bearwarden, +laughing. "You've not told us _your_ end yet, Tom;" but seeing his +wife's colour fade more and more, he purposely filled Tom's glass to +distract his attention. + +Her engagement was indeed of no pleasant nature. It was to hold +another interview with "Gentleman Jim," in which she hoped to prevail +on him to leave the country by offering the largest sum of money +she could raise from all her resources. Once released from his +persecutions, she thought she could breathe a little, and face Tom +Ryfe well enough single-handed, should he try to poison her husband's +mind against her--an attempt she thought him likely enough to make. It +was Jim she feared--Jim, whom drink and crime, and an infatuation of +which she was herself the cause, had driven almost mad--she could see +it in his eye--who was reckless of her character as of his own--who +insisted on her giving him these meetings two or three times a week, +and was capable of any folly, any outrage, if she disappointed +him. Well, to-day should end it! On that she was determined. If he +persisted in refusing her bribe, she would throw herself on Lord +Bearwarden's mercy and tell him the whole truth. + +Maud had more self-command than most women, and could hold her own +even in so false a position as this. + +"I must get another gown," she said, after a moment's pause, ignoring +Tom's presence altogether as she addressed her husband across the +table. "I've nothing to wear at the Den, if it's cold when we go down +next week, so I _must_ call at Stripe and Rainbow's to-day, and I +won't keep you waiting in the carriage all the time I'm shopping." + +He seemed quite satisfied. "Then I'll take Ryfe to my sulking-room," +said he, "and wish you good-bye till dinner-time. Tom, you shall have +the best cigar in England--I've kept them five years, and they're +strong enough to blow your head off now." + +So Tom, with a formal bow to Lady Bearwarden, followed his host into a +snug but dark apartment at the back, devoted, as was at once detected +by its smell, to the consumption of tobacco. + +While he lit a cigar, he could not help thinking of the days, not so +long ago, when Maud would have followed him, at least with her eyes, +out of the room, but consoled himself by the reflection that his +turn was coming now, and so smoked quietly on with a firm, cruel +determination to do his worst. + +Thus it came to pass that, before they had finished their cigars, +these gentlemen heard the roll of her ladyship's carriage as it took +her away; also that a few minutes later, passing Stripe and Rainbow's +in a hansom cab, they saw the same carriage, standing empty at the +door of that gorgeous and magnificent emporium. + +"Don't get out, Tom," said his, lordship, stopping the hansom, "I only +want to ask a question--I sha'n't be a minute;" and in two strides he +was across the pavement and within the folding-doors of the shop. + +Perhaps the question he meant to ask was of his own common-sense, and +its answer seemed hard to accept philosophically. Perhaps he never +expected to find what he meant to look for, yet was weak enough to +feel disappointed all the same--for he had turned very pale when he +re-entered the cab, and he lit another cigar without speaking. + +Though her carriage stood at the door, he had searched the whole of +Stripe and Rainbow's shop for Lady Bearwarden in vain. + +Tom Ryfe was not without a certain mother-wit, sharpened by his +professional education. He suspected the truth, recalling the +'agitated manner of his hostess at luncheon, when her afternoon's +employment came under notice. Will it be believed that he experienced +an actual pang, to think she should have some assignation, some secret +of which his lordship must be kept in ignorance--that he should have +felt more jealous of this unknown, this possible rival, than of her +lawful husband now sitting by his side! He was no bad engineer, +however, and having laid his train, waited patiently for the mine to +explode at its proper time. + +"What an outlandish part of the town we are getting to," observed Lord +Bearwarden, after several minutes' silence; "your furniture-man seems +to live at the other end of the world." + +"If you want to buy things at first hand you must go into Oxford +Street," answered Tom. "Let's get out and walk, my lord; it's so +crowded here, we shall make better way." + +So they paid their hansom, and threading the swarms of passengers on +the footway, turned into Berners Street arm-in-arm. + +Tom walked very slowly for reasons of his own, but made himself +pleasant enough, talking on a variety of subjects, and boasting his +own good taste in matters of curiosity, especially old furniture. + +"I wish you could have induced the viscountess to come with us," said +Tom, "we should have been all the better for her help. But ladies have +so many engagements in the afternoon we know nothing about, that it's +impossible to secure their company without several days' notice. I'll +be bound her ladyship is in Stripe and Rainbow's still." + +There was something in the casual remark that jarred on Lord +Bearwarden, more than Tom's absurd habit of thus bestowing her full +title on his wife in common conversation, though even that provoked +him a little too; something to set him thinking, to rouse all the +pride and all the suspicion of his nature. "The viscountess," as Tom +called her, was _not_ in Stripe and Rainbow's, of that he had made +himself perfectly certain less than half-an-hour ago; then where +_could_ she be? Why this secrecy, this mystery, this reserve, that had +been growing up between them day by day ever since their marriage? +What conclusion was a man likely to arrive at who had lived in the +world of London from boyhood, and been already once so cruelly +deceived? His blood boiled; and Tom, whose hand rested on his arm, +felt the muscles swell and quiver beneath his touch. + +Mr. Ryfe had timed his observation well; the two gentlemen were now +proceeding slowly up Berners Street, and had arrived nearly opposite +the house that contained Simon's painting-room, its hard-working +artist, its frequent visitor, its beautiful sitter, and its Fairy +Queen. Since his first visit there Tom Ryfe, in person or through +his emissaries, had watched the place strictly enough to have become +familiar with the habits of its inmates. + +Mr. Stanmore's trial trip with Miss Algernon proved so satisfactory, +that the journey had been repeated on the same terms every day: this +arrangement, very gratifying to the persons involved, originated +indeed with Simon, who now went regularly after work to pass a few +hours with his sick friend. Thus, to see these two young people +bowling down Berners Street in a hansom cab, about five o'clock, +looking supremely happy the while, was as good a certainty as to meet +the local pot-boy, or the postman. + +Tom Ryfe manoeuvred skilfully enough to bring his man on the ground +precisely at the right moment. + +Still harping on old furniture, he was in the act of remarking that +"he should know the shop again, though he had forgotten the number, +and that it must be a few doors higher up," when his companion +started, uttered a tremendous execration, and struggling to free +himself from Tom's arm, holloaed at an unconscious cab-driver to stop. + +"What's the matter? are you ill, my lord?" exclaimed his companion, +holding on to him with all his weight, while affecting great anxiety +and alarm. + +"D--n you! let me go!" exclaimed Lord Bearwarden, nearly flinging Tom +to the pavement as he shook himself free and tore wildly down the +street in vain pursuit. + +He returned in a minute or two, white, scared, and breathless. Pulling +his moustache fiercely, he made a gallant effort to compose himself; +but when he spoke, his voice was so changed, Tom looked with surprise +in his face. + +"You saw it too, Tom!" he said at last, in a hoarse whisper. + +"Saw it!--saw what?" repeated Tom, with an admirable assumption of +ignorance, innocence, and dismay. + +"Saw Lady Bearwarden in that cab with Dick Stanmore!" answered his +lordship, steadying himself bravely like a good ship in a breeze, and +growing cooler and cooler, as was his nature in an emergency. + +"Are you sure of it?--did you see her face? I fancied so myself, but +thought I must be mistaken. It was Mr. Stanmore, no doubt, but it +cannot possibly have been the viscountess." + +Tom spoke with an air of gravity, reflection, and profound concern. + +"I may settle with _him_, at any rate!" said Lord Bearwarden. "Tom, +you're a true friend; I can trust you like myself. It's a comfort to +have a friend, Tom, when a fellow's smashed up like this. I shall bear +it well enough presently; but it's an awful facer, old boy. I'd have +done anything for that woman--I tell you, anything! I'd have cut off +my right hand to please her. And now!--It's not because she doesn't +care for me--I've known that all along; but to think that she's +like--like those poor painted devils we met just now. Like +them!--she's a million times worse! O, it's hard to bear! Damnation! I +_won't_ bear it! Somebody will have to give an account for this!" + +"You have my sympathy," said Tom, in a low respectful voice, for he +knew his man thoroughly; "these things won't stand talking about; but +you shall have my assistance too, in any and every way you require. +I'm not a swell, my lord, but I'll stick by you through thick and +thin." + +The other pressed his arm. "We must do something at once," said he. +"I will go up to barracks now: call for me there in an hour's time; I +shall have decided on everything by then." + +So Lord Bearwarden carried a sore heart back once more to the old +familiar scenes--through the well-known gate, past the stalwart +sentry, amongst all the sights and sounds of the profession by which +he set such store. What a mockery it seemed!--how hard, how cruel, and +how unjust! + +But this time at least, he felt, he should not be obliged to sit down +and brood over his injuries without reprisals or redress. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +PARTED + + +Lady Bearwarden's carriage had, without doubt, set her down at Stripe +and Rainbow's, to take her up again at the same place after waiting +there for so long a period as must have impressed on her servants the +importance of their lady's toilet, and the careful study she bestowed +on its selection. The tall bay horses had been flicked at least a +hundred times to make them stand out and show themselves, in the form +London coachmen think so imposing to passers-by. The footman had +yawned as often, expressing with each contortion an excessive longing +for beer. Many street boys had lavished their criticisms, favourable +and otherwise, on the wheels, the panels, the varnish, the driver's +wig, and that dignitary's legs, whom they had the presumption to +address as "John." Diverse connoisseurs on the pavement had appraised +the bay horses at every conceivable price--some men never can pass a +horse or a woman without thinking whether they would like to bargain +for the one or make love to the other; and the animals themselves +seemed to have interchanged many confidential whispers, on the +subject, probably, of beans,--when Lady Bearwarden re-appeared, to +seat herself in the carriage and give the welcome order, "Home!" + +She had passed what the French call a very "bad little quarter of an +hour," and the storm had left its trace on her pale brow and delicate +features. They bore, nevertheless, that firm, resolute expression +which Maud must have inherited from some iron-hearted ancestor. There +was the same stem clash of the jaw, the same hard, determined frown +in this, their lovely descendant, that confronted Plantagenet and his +mailed legions on the plains by Stirling, that stiffened under the wan +moonlight on Culloden Moor amongst broken claymores and riven targets, +and tartans all stained to the deep-red hues of the Stuart with his +clansmen's blood. + +Softened, weakened by a tender, doubting affection, she had yielded +to an ignoble, unworthy coercion; but it had been put on too hard of +late, and her natural character asserted itself under the pressure. +She was in that mood which makes the martyr and the heroine, sometimes +even the criminal, but on which, deaf to reason and insensible to +fear, threats and arguments are equally thrown away. + +She had met "Gentleman Jim," according to promise, extorted from her +by menaces of everything that could most outrage her womanly feelings +and tarnish her fair fame before the world--had met him with as much +secrecy, duplicity, and caution as though he were really the favoured +lover for whom she was prepared to sacrifice home, husband, honour, +and all. The housebreaker had mounted a fresh disguise for the +occasion, and flattered himself, to use his own expression, that he +looked "quite the gentleman from top to toe." Could he have known how +this high-bred woman loathed his tawdry ornaments, his flash attire, +his silks and velvets, and flushed face, and dirty, ringed hands and +greasy hair! + +Could he have known! He _did_ know, and it maddened him till he forgot +reason, prudence, experience, commonsense--forgot everything but the +present torture, the cruel longing for the impossible, the accursed +conviction (worse than all the stings of drink and sin and remorse) +that this one wild, hopeless desire of his existence could never be +attained. + +Therefore, in the lonely street to which a cab had brought her from +the shop where her carriage waited, and which they paced to and fro, +this strangely-assorted pair, he gave vent to his feelings, and broke +out in a paroxysm that roused all his listener's feelings of anger, +resistance, and disgust. She had just offered him so large a sum +of money to quit England for ever, as even Jim, for whom, you must +remember, every sovereign represented twenty shillings' worth of +beer, could not refuse without a qualm. He hesitated, and Maud's face +brightened with a ray of hope that quivered in her eyes like sunlight. +"To sail next week," said he slowly; "to take my last look of ye +to-day. Them's the articles. My last look. Standing there in the +daylight--a _real_ lady! And never to come back no more!" + +She clasped her hands--the delicate gloved hands, with their heavy +bracelets at the wrists--and her voice shook while she spoke. "You'll +go; won't you? It will make your fortune; and--and--I'll always think +of you kindly--and--gratefully. I _will_ indeed; so long as you keep +away." + +He sprang like a horse to the lash. "It's h----ll!" he exclaimed. "Put +back your cursed money. I won't do it!" + +"You won't do it?" + +There was such quiet despair in her accents as drove him to fury. + +"I won't do it!" he repeated in a low voice that frightened her. "I'll +rot in a gaol first!--I'll swing on a gallows!--I'll die in a ditch! +Take care as _you_ don't give me something to swing for! Yes, _you_, +with your pale face, and your high-handed ways, and your cold, cruel +heart that can send a poor devil to the other end o' the earth with +a 'pleasant trip, and here's your health, my lad,' like as if I was +goin' across to Lambeth. And yet you stand there as beautiful as a +hangel; and I--I'm a fool, I am! And--and I don't know what keeps me +from slippin' my knife into that white throat o' yourn, except it is +as you don't look not a morsel dashed, nor skeared, you don't; no more +than you was that first night as ever I see your face. And I wish my +eyes had been lime-blinded first, and I'd been dead and rotting in my +grave." + +With anything like a contest, as usual, Maud's courage came back. + +"I am not in your power yet," said she, raising her haughty head. +"There stands the cab. When we reach it I get in, and you shall never +have a chance of speaking to me after to-day. Once for all. Will you +take this money, or leave it? I shall not make the offer again." + +He took the notes from her hand, with a horrible oath, and dashed them +on the ground; then growing so pale she thought he must have fallen, +seemed to recover his temper and his presence of mind, picked them up, +returned them very quietly, and stood aside on the narrow pavement to +let her pass. + +"You are right," said he, in a voice so changed, she looked anxiously +in his white face, working like that of a man in a fit. "I was a fool +a while ago. I know better now. But I won't take the notes, my lady. +Thank ye kindly just the same. I'll wish ye good-mornin' now. O, no! +Make yourself easy. I'll never ask to see ye again." + +He staggered while he walked away, and laid hold of an area railing as +he turned the street corner; but Maud was too glad to get rid of her +tormentor at any price to speculate on his meaning, his movements, or +the storm that raged within his breast. + +And now, sitting back in her carriage, bowling home-ward, with the +fresh evening breeze in her face, the few men left to take their hats +off looked in that face, and while making up their minds that after +all it was the handsomest in London, felt instinctively they had never +coveted the ownership of its haughty beauty so little as to-day. Her +husband's cornet, walking with a brother subaltern, and saluting Lady +Bearwarden, or, rather, the carriage and horses, for her ladyship's +eyes and thoughts were miles away, expressed the popular feeling +perhaps with sufficient clearness when he thus delivered himself, in +reply to his companion's loudly-expressed admiration-- + +"The best-looking woman in London, no doubt, and the best turned out. +But I think Bruin's got a handful, you know. Tell ye what, my boy, I'm +generally right about women. She looks like the sort that, if they +once _begin_ to kick, never leave off till they've knocked the +splinter-bar into toothpicks and carried away the whole of the front +boot." + +Maud, all unconscious of the light in which she appeared to this young +philosopher, was meanwhile hardening her heart with considerable +misgivings for the task she had in view, resolved that nothing should +now deter her from the confession she had delayed too long. She +reflected how foolish it was not to have taken advantage of the first +confidences of married life by throwing herself on her husband's +mercy, telling him all the folly, imprudence, crime of which she had +been guilty, and imploring to be forgiven. Every day that passed made +it more difficult, particularly since this coolness had arisen between +them, which, although she felt it did not originate with herself, she +also felt a little pliancy on her part, a little warmth of manner, a +little expressed affection, would have done much to counteract and put +away. She had delayed it too long; but "Better late than never." It +should be done to-day; before she dressed for dinner; the instant she +got home. She would put her arms round his neck, and tell him that the +worst of her iniquities, the most unpardonable, had been committed for +love of _him_! She could not bear to lose him (Maud forgot that in +those days it was the coronet she wanted to capture). She dreaded +falling in his esteem. She dared all, risked all, because without +him life must have been to her, as it is to so many, a blank and a +mistake. But supposing he put on the cold, grave face, assumed the +conventional tone she knew so well, told her he could not pardon such +unladylike, such unwomanly proceedings, or that he did not desire to +intrude on confidences so long withheld; or, worse than all, that +they did very well as they were, got on--he had hinted as much once +before--better than half the married couples in London, why, she must +bear it. This would be part of the punishment; and at least she could +have the satisfaction of assuring him how she loved him, and of loving +him heartily, humbly, even without return. + +Lady Bearwarden had never done anything humbly before. Perhaps she +thought this new sensation might be for her good--might make her a +changed woman, and in such change happier henceforth. + +Tears sprang to her eyes. How slow that man drove; but, thank heaven! +here she was, home at last. + +On the hall-table lay a letter in her husband's hand-writing, +addressed to herself. "How provoking!" she muttered, "to say he dines +out, of course. And now I must wait till to-morrow. Never mind." + +Passing up-stairs to her boudoir, she opened it as she entered the +room, and sank into a chair, with a faint passionate cry, like that of +a hare, or other weak animal, struck to the death. She had courage, +nevertheless, to read it over twice, so as thoroughly to master the +contents. During their engagement they used to meet every day. They +had not been parted since their marriage. It was the first, literally +the very first, letter she had ever received from him. + + "I have no reproaches to make," it said, "nor reasons + to offer for my own decision. I leave both to your sense + of right, if indeed yours can be the same as that usually + accepted amongst honourable people. I have long felt + some mysterious barrier existed between you and me. I + have only an hour ago discovered its disgraceful nature, + and the impossibility that it can ever be removed. You + cannot wonder at my not returning home. Stay there as + long as you please, and be assured I shall not enter that + house again. You will not probably wish to see or hold + any communication with me in future, but should you be + so ill-advised as to attempt it, remember I have taken care + to render it impossible. I know not how I have forfeited + the right to be treated fairly and on the square, nor why + you, of all the world, should have felt entitled to make me + your dupe, but this is a question on which I do not mean + to enter, now nor hereafter. My man of business will + attend to any directions you think proper to give, and has + my express injunctions to further your convenience in + every way, but to withhold my address and all information + respecting my movements. With a sincere wish for your + welfare, I remain," + + Yours, etc., + + "Bearwarden." + +She was stunned, stupefied, bewildered. What had he found out? What +could it mean? She had known of late she loved him very dearly; she +never knew till now the pain such love might bring. She rocked herself +to and fro in her agony, but soon started up into action. She must do +something. She could not sit there under his very picture looking down +on her, manly, and kind, and soldierlike. She ran down-stairs to his +room. It was all disordered just as he had left it, and an odour of +tobacco clung heavily round the curtains and furniture. She wondered +now she should ever have disliked the fumes of that unsavoury plant. +She could not bear to stay there long, but hurried up-stairs again +to ring for a servant, and bid him get a cab at once, to see if Lord +Bearwarden was at the barracks. She felt hopelessly convinced it was +no use; even if he were, nothing would be gained by the assurance, but +it seemed a relief to obtain an interval of waiting and uncertainty +and delay. When the man returned to report that "his lordship had been +there and gone away again," she wished she had let it alone. It formed +no light portion of her burden that she must preserve an appearance +of composure before her servants. It seemed such a mockery while her +heart was breaking, yes, breaking, in the desolation of her sorrow, +the blank of a future without _him_. + +Then in extremity of need she bethought her of Dick Stanmore, and in +this I think Lady Bearwarden betrayed, under all her energy and force +of character, the softer elements of woman's nature. A man, I suppose, +under any pressure of affliction would hardly go for consolation +to the woman he had deceived. He partakes more of the wild beast's +sulkiness, which, sick or wounded, retires to mope in a corner by +itself; whereas a woman, as indeed seems only becoming to her less +firmly-moulded character, shows in a struggle all the qualities of +valour except that one additional atom of final endurance which wins +the fight at last. In real bitter distress they must have some one to +lean on. Is it selfishness that bids them carry their sorrows for help +to the very hearts they have crushed and trampled? Is it not rather a +noble instinct of forgiveness and generosity which tells them that if +their mutual cases were reversed they would themselves be capable of +affording the sympathy they expect? + +Maud knew that, to use the conventional language of the world in which +they moved, "she had treated Dick ill." We think very lightly of these +little social outrages in the battle of life, and yet I doubt if one +human being can inflict a much deeper injury on another than that +which deprives the victim of all power of enjoyment, all belief in +good, all hope for the future, all tender memories of the past. Man +or woman, we ought to have some humane compunction, some little +hesitation in sitting down to play at that game from which the winner +rises only wearied with unmerited good fortune, the loser, haggard, +miserable, stripped and beggared for life. + +It was owing to no forbearance of Lady Bearwarden's that Dick had so +far recovered his losses as to sit down once more and tempt fortune at +another table; but she turned to him nevertheless in this her hour +of perplexity, and wrote to ask his aid, advice, and sympathy in her +great distress. + +I give her letter, though it never reached its destination, because I +think it illustrates certain feminine ideas of honour, justice, and +plain dealing which must originate in some code of reasoning totally +unintelligible to ourselves. + + Dear Mr. Stanmore, + + You are a true friend, I feel sure. I have always + considered you, since we have been acquainted, the truest + and most tried amongst the few I possess. You told me + once, some time ago, when we used to meet oftener than + we have of late, that if ever I was in sorrow or difficulty + I was to be sure and let you know. I am in sorrow and + difficulty now--great sorrow, overwhelming difficulty. I + have nobody that cares for me enough to give advice or + help, and I am so very, _very_ sad and desolate. I think I + have some claim upon you. We used to be so much + together and were always such good friends. Besides, we + are almost relations, are we not? and once I thought we + should have been something more. But that is all over + now. + + Will you help me? Come to me at once, or write. + Lord Bearwarden has left me without a word of explanation + except a cruel, cutting, formal letter that I cannot + understand. I don't know what I have said or done, but + it seems so hard, so inhuman. And I loved him very + dearly, very. Indeed, though you have every right to say + you don't believe me, I would have made him a good wife + if he had let me. My heart seems quite crushed and + broken. It is too hard. Again I ask you to help me, and + remain always + + Yours sincerely, + + "M. Bearwarden." + +There is little doubt that had Dick Stanmore ever received this +touching production he would have lost not one moment in complying +with the urgency of its appeal. But Dick did not receive it, for the +simple reason that, although stamped by her ladyship and placed in the +letter-box, it was never sent to the post. + +Lord Bearwarden, though absenting himself from home under such +unpleasant circumstances, could not therefore shake off the thousand +imperceptible meshes that bind a man like chains of iron to his own +domestic establishment. Amongst other petty details his correspondence +had to be provided for, and he sent directions accordingly to his +groom of the chambers, that all his letters should be forwarded to a +certain address. The groom of the chambers, who had served in one or +two families before, of which the heads had separated under rather +discreditable circumstances, misunderstanding his master's orders, or +determined to err on the safe side, forwarded all the letters he could +lay hands on to my lord. Therefore the hurt and angry husband was +greeted, ere he had left home a day, by the sight of an envelope in +his wife's handwriting addressed to the man with whom he believed +she was in love. Even under such provocation Lord Bearwarden was too +high-minded to open the enclosure, but sent it back forthwith in a +slip of paper, on which he calmly "presented his compliments and +begged to forward a letter he could see was Lady Bearwarden's that had +fallen into his hands by mistake." + +Maud, weeping in her desolate home, tore it into a thousand shreds. +There was something characteristic of her husband in these little +honourable scruples that cut her to the heart. "Why didn't he read +it?" she repeated, wringing her hands and walking up and down the +room. "He knows Mr. Stanmore quite well. Why didn't he read it? and +then he would have seen what I shall never, never be able to tell him +now!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +COAXING A FIGHT + + +Mr. Ryfe could now congratulate himself that his puppets were fairly +on the stage prepared for their several parts; and it remained but to +bring them into play, and with that view, he summoned all the craft of +his experience to assist the cunning of his nature. + +Lord Bearwarden, amongst other old-fashioned prejudices, clung to an +obsolete notion that there are certain injuries, and those of the +deepest and most abiding, for which neither the opinion of society, +nor the laws of the land, afford redress, and which can only be wiped +out by personal encounter of man to man. It seemed to him that he +could more easily forget his sorrow, and turn with a firmer tread into +the beaten track of life, after a snap shot at Mr. Stanmore across a +dozen yards of turf. Do not blame him--remember his education and +the opinions of those amongst whom he lived. Remember, too, that his +crowning sorrow had not yet taught him resignation, an opiate which +works only with lapse of time. There is a manlier and a truer courage +than that which seeks a momentary oblivion of its wrongs in the +excitement of personal danger--there is a heroism of defence, far +above the easier valour of attack--and those are distinguished as the +bravest troops that under severe loss preserve their discipline and +formation, without returning the fire of an enemy. + +Lord Bearwarden, however, as became the arm of the service to which he +belonged, was impatient of inaction, and had not yet learned to look +on hostilities in this light. + +"We'll parade him, Tom," said he, affecting a cheerfulness which did +not the least deceive his companion. "I don't want to make a row about +it, of course. I'll spare _her_, though she hardly deserves it, but +I'll have a slap at _him_, and I'll shoot him, too, if I can! You +needn't put us up much farther than the width of this room!" + +They were closeted together at the back of a certain unassuming hotel, +where their addresses, if required, would be consistently denied. The +room in question was small, gloomy, and uncomfortable, but so shaded +and sequestered, that, lulled by its drowsy glimmer, for its inmates, +as for the lotus-eaters, "it was always afternoon." + +"Suppose he won't fight," observed Tom, shaking his head. + +"Won't fight!" repeated his lordship, in high disdain. "Curse him--he +_must_ fight. I'll horsewhip him in the Park! That's all nonsense, +Tom. The fellow's a gentleman. I'll say that for him. He'll see the +propriety of keeping the whole thing quiet, if it was only out of +regard for _her_. You must settle it, Tom. It's a great deal to ask. I +know I ought to have gone to a brother-officer, but this is a peculiar +case, you see, and the fewer fellows in the hunt the better!" + +Mr. Ryfe mused. He didn't much like his job, but reflected that, under +the management of any one else, an explanation would assuredly put +everything in its true light, and his web would all be brushed away. +What he required was a scandal; a slander so well sustained, that Lady +Bearwarden's character should never recover it, and for such a purpose +nothing seemed so efficacious as a duel, of which she should be the +cause. He imagined also, in his inexperience, like the immortal Mr. +Winkle, that these encounters were usually bloodless, and mere, +matters of form. + +"You're resolved, I suppose," said Tom. "I needn't point out to you, my +lord, that such a course shuts every door to reconciliation--precludes +every possibility of things coming right in future. It's a strong +measure--a very strong measure--and you really mean to carry it +through?" + +"I've made up my mind to shoot him," answered the other doggedly. +"What's the use of jawing about it? These things should be done at +once, my good fellow. If we have to go abroad, we'll start to-morrow +night." + +"I'd better try and hunt him up without delay," said Tom. "It's easier +to find a fellow now than in the middle of the season, but I might not +hit upon him to-night, nevertheless." + +Lord Bearwarden looked at his watch. "Try his club," said he. "If he +dines there, it's about the time. They'll know his address at any +rate, and if you look sharp you might catch him at home dressing for +dinner. I'll wait here and we'll have a mutton-chop when you come in. +Stick to him, Tom. Don't let him back out. It would have saved a deal +of trouble," added his lordship, while the other hurried off, "if I +could have caught that cab to-day. She'd have been frightened, though, +and upset. Better as it is, perhaps, after all." + +Mr. Ryfe did not suffer the wheels of his chariot to tarry, nor the +grass to grow beneath his feet. Very few minutes elapsed before he +found himself waiting in the strangers' room of a club much affected +by Dick Stanmore, comforted with a hall-porter's assurance that the +gentleman he sought had ordered dinner, and could not fail to arrive +almost immediately. He had scarcely taken up the evening paper when +Mr. Stanmore came in. + +Anything less like a conscience-stricken Lothario, burdened with the +guilt of another man's wife, can scarcely be imagined. Dick's eye +was bright, his cheek blooming, his countenance radiant with health, +happiness, and the light from within that is kindled by a good +conscience and a loving heart. He came up to Ryfe with a merry +greeting on his lips, but stopped short, marking the gravity of that +gentleman's face and the unusual formality of his bow. + +"My errand is a very painful one," said Tom. "I regret to say, Mr. +Stanmore, that I have come to you on a most unpleasant business." + +"I thought you'd come to dinner," answered Dick, no whit disconcerted. +"Never mind. Let's have it out. I dare say it's not half so bad as it +seems." + +"It could not possibly be worse," was the solemn rejoinder. "It +involves life and honour for two gentlemen, both of whom I respect and +esteem. For the sake of one, a very dear friend, I have consented +to be here now. Mr. Stanmore, I come to you on behalf of Lord +Bearwarden." + +Dick started. The old wound was healed, and, indeed, perfectly cured +now, but the skin had not yet grown quite callous over that injured +part. + +"Go on," said he. "Why didn't Lord Bearwarden come himself?" + +"Impossible!" answered Tom, with great dignity. "Contrary to all +precedent. I could not have permitted such a thing. Should not have +listened to it for a moment. Quite inadmissible. Would have placed +every one in a false position. His lordship has lost no time in +selecting an experienced friend. May I hope Mr. Stanmore will be +equally prompt? You understand me, of course." + +"I'm hanged if I _do_!" replied Dick, opening his eyes very wide. "You +must speak plainer. What is it all about?" + +"Simply," said the other, "that my principal assures me he feels +confident your own sense of honour will not permit you to refuse him a +meeting. Lord Bearwarden, as you must be aware, Mr. Stanmore, is a +man of very high spirit and peculiarly sensitive feelings. You have +inflicted on him some injury of so delicate a nature that even from +me, his intimate friend, he withholds his confidence on the real facts +of the case. He leads me to believe that I shall not find my task very +difficult, and my own knowledge of Mr. Stanmore's high character and +jealous sense of honour points to the same conclusion. You will, of +course, meet me half-way, without any further negotiation or delay." + +("If he's ever spoken three words of endearment to 'the viscountess,'" +reflected Tom, "he'll understand at once. If he hasn't, he'll think +I'm mad!") + +"But I can't fight without I'm told what it's for," urged Dick, in +considerable bewilderment. "I don't know Lord Bearwarden well. I've +nothing to do with him. We've never had a quarrel in our lives." + +"Mr. Stanmore!" replied the other. "You surprise me. I thought you +quite a different sort of person. I thought a _gentleman_"--here a +flash in Dick's eye warned him not to go too far--"a gentleman of your +intelligence would have anticipated my meaning without trying to force +from me an explanation, which indeed it is out of my power to make. +There _are_ injuries, Mr. Stanmore, on which outraged friendship +cannot bear to enlarge; for which a man of honour feels bound to offer +the only reparation in his power. Must we _force_ you, Mr. Stanmore, +into the position we require, by overt measures, as disgraceful to you +as they would be unbecoming in my friend?" + +"Stop a moment, Mr. Ryfe," said Dick. "Do you speak now for yourself +or Lord Bearwarden?" + +There was a slight contraction of the lip accompanying this remark +that Tom by no means fancied. He hastened to shelter himself behind +his principal. + +"For Lord Bearwarden, decidedly," said he, "and without intention of +the slightest discourtesy. My only object is indeed to avoid, for both +parties, anything so revolting as a personal collision. Have I said +enough?" + +"No, you haven't!" answered Dick, who was getting warm while his +dinner was getting cold. "If you won't tell me what the offence is, +how can I offer either redress or apology?" + +"No apology would be accepted," replied Mr. Ryfe loftily. "Nor, +indeed, does his lordship consider that his injuries admit of +extenuation. Shall I tell you his very words, Mr. Stanmore, addressed +to me less than an hour ago?" + +"Drive on," said Dick. + +"His lordship's words, not my own, you will bear in mind," continued +Tom, rather uncomfortable, but resolved to play out his trump card. +"And I only repeat them as it were in confidence, and at your own +request. 'Tom,' said he, 'nothing on earth shall prevent our meeting. +No, not if I have to horsewhip Mr. Stanmore in the Park to bring it +about.'" + +"If that don't fetch him," thought Tom, "he's not the man I take him +for." + +It _did_ fetch him. Dick started, and turned fiercely on the speaker. + +"The devil!" he exclaimed. "Two can play at that game, and perhaps he +might come off the worst! Mr. Ryfe, you're a bold man to bring such +a message to _me_. I'm not sure how far your character of ambassador +should bear you harmless; but, in the meantime, tell your principal +I'll accommodate him with pleasure, and the sooner the better." + +Dick's blood was up, as indeed seemed natural enough under so gross +an insult, and he was all for fighting now, right or wrong. Tom Ryfe +congratulated himself on the success of this, his first step in a +diplomacy leading to war, devoutly hoping that the friend to whom Mr. +Stanmore should refer him might prove equally fierce and hot-headed. +He bowed with the studied courtesy assumed by every man concerned, +either as principal or second, in an act of premeditated homicide, and +smoothed his hat preparatory to taking leave. + +"If you will kindly favour me with your friend's name," said he in a +tone of excessive suavity, "I will wish you good-evening. I fear I +have already kept you too long from dinner." + +Dick considered for a few seconds, while he ran over in his mind the +sum-total of intimates on whom he could rely in an emergency like the +present. It is wonderful how short such lists are. Mr. Stanmore could +not recall more than half-a-dozen, and of these four were out of town, +and one lay ill in bed. The only available man of the six was Simon +Perkins. Dick Stanmore knew that he could trust him to act as a stanch +friend through thick and thin, but he had considerable scruples +in availing himself of the painter's assistance under existing +circumstances. + +Time pressed, however, and there was nothing for it but to furnish Mr. +Ryfe with Simon's name and address in Berners Street. + +"Can I see him at once?" asked Tom, strangely anxious to hasten +matters, as it seemed to Dick Stanmore, who could not help wondering +whether, had the visitor been a combatant, he would have proved +equally eager for the fray. + +"I am afraid not till to-morrow," was the reply. "He has left his +painting-room by this time and gone out of town. I cannot ask you to +take another journey to-night. Allow me to offer you a glass of sherry +before you go." + +Tom declined the proffered hospitality, bowing himself out, as +befitted the occasion, with much ceremonious politeness, and leaving +the other to proceed to his club-dinner in a frame of mind that +considerably modified the healthy appetite he had brought with him +half-an-hour ago. + +He congratulated himself, however, before his soup was done, that he +had not sent Mr. Ryfe down to the cottage at Putney. He could not bear +to think of that peaceful, happy retreat, the nest of his dove, the +home of his heart, as desecrated by such a presence on such an errand. +"Come what might," he thought, "Nina must be kept from all terrors and +anxieties of this kind--all knowledge of such wild, wicked doings as +these." + +So thinking, and reflecting, also, that it was very possible with +an encounter of so deadly a nature before him they might never meet +again, he knew too well by the heaviness at his heart how dear this +girl had become in so short a time--how completely she had filled up +that gaping wound in his affections from which he once thought he must +have bled hopelessly to death; how entirely he was bound up in her +happiness, and how, even in an hour of trouble, danger, and vexation +like this, his chief anxiety was lest it should bring sorrow and +suffering to _her_. + +He drank but little wine at his solitary dinner, smoked one cigar +after it, and wrote a long letter to Nina before he went to bed--a +letter in which he told her all his love, all the comfort she had been +to him, all his past sorrows, all his future hopes, and then tore this +affectionate production into shreds and flung it in the fire-place. It +had only been meant to reach her hands if he should be killed. And +was it not calculated, then, to render her more unhappy, more +inconsolable? He asked himself the question several times before he +found resolution to answer it in the practical manner described. I +think he must have been very fond of Nina Algernon indeed, although he +did not the least know she was at that moment looking out of window, +with her hair down, listening to the night breeze in the poplars, the +lap and wash of the ebb-tide against the river-banks, thinking how +nice it was to have met him that morning, by the merest accident, +how nice it would be to see him in the painting-room, by the merest +accident again, of course, to-morrow afternoon. + +The clock at St. George's, Hanover Square, struck nine as Mr. Ryfe +returned to his hotel. He found Lord Bearwarden waiting for him, and +dinner ready to be placed on the table. + +"Have you settled it?" asked his lordship, in a fierce whisper that +betrayed no little eagerness for action--something very like a +thirst for blood. "When is it for, Tom? To-morrow morning? I've got +everything ready. I don't know that we need cross the water, after +all." + +"Easy, my lord," answered Tom. "I can't get on quite so quick as you +wish. I've seen our man, and learned his friend's name and address. +That's pretty well, I think, for one day's work." + +"You'll meet the friend to-night, Tom!" exclaimed the other. "Who is +he? Do we know him? He's a soldier, I hope?" + +"He's a painter, and he lives out of town; so I _can't_ see him till +to-morrow. In the meantime, I would venture to suggest, my lord, +that I'm recovering from a severe illness, and I've been eight hours +without food." + +Tom spoke cheerily enough, but in good truth he looked haggard and +out-worn. Lord Bearwarden rang the bell. + +"I'm ashamed of myself," said he. "Let's have dinner directly; and as +for this cursed business, don't let us think any more about it till +to-morrow morning." + +They sat down accordingly to, good food, well cooked, good wine, well +decanted: in good society, too, well chosen from a select fraternity +usually to be found in this secluded resort. So they feasted, and were +merry, talking of hounds, horses, hunting, racing, weight for age, +wine, women, and what not. The keenest observer, the acutest judge +of his kind, could never have detected that one of these men was +meditating bloodshed, the other prompting him to something very like +murder as an accessory before the fact. + +I will never believe that Damocles ate his supper with less appetite, +drank his wine with less zest, for the threatening sword suspended +overhead. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +BAFFLED + + +Mr. Ryfe, we may be sure, did not fail to make his appearance in +Berners Street at an early hour on the following day, as soon indeed +as, according to Mr. Stanmore's information, there was any chance of +finding the painter at home. He felt, and he told himself so more than +once, that he was enacting the part of Mephistopheles, without the +supernatural power of that fatal auxiliary, without even a fair +allowance of time to lure his Faust to perdition. He had undertaken a +task that never would have occurred but to a desperate man, and Tom +was desperate, inasmuch as the one hope on which he set his heart +had crumbled to atoms. He had resolved to bring together in active +hostility two men of the world, versed in the usages of society, +themselves perfectly familiar with the code of social honour, that +they might attempt each other's lives beguiled by a delusion gross and +palpable as the common tricks of any fire-eating conjurer at a fair. + +The very audacity of the scheme, however, seemed to afford its best +chance of success, and when that success should have been attained, +Tom's fancy, overleaping all intermediate difficulties, revelled in +the wild possibilities of the future. Of bloodshed he took very little +thought. What cared he, with his sad, sore heart, for the lives of +those prosperous men, gifted with social advantages that had been +denied to himself, and that he felt a proud consciousness he could +have put to a far richer profit? Whether either or both were killed, +whether either or both came home untouched, his object would equally +be gained. Lady Bearwarden's fair fame would equally be dishonoured +before the world. He knew that world well, knew its tyrannical code, +its puzzling verdicts, its unaccountable clemency to the wolf, its +inflexible severity for the lamb, above all, its holy horror of a blot +that has been scored, of a sin, then only unpardonable, that has been +"found out." + +Men love the women on whom they set their affections so differently. +For some--and these are great favourites with the sex--attachment +means the desire of a tiger for its prey. With others it is the +gratification a child finds in a toy. A small minority entertain the +superstition of a savage for his idol; a smaller yet offer the holy +homage of a true worshipper to his saint. A woman's heart pines for +unrivalled sovereignty--a woman's nature requires the strong hand of a +master to retain it in bondage. For this, as for every other earthly +state, there is no unalloyed happiness, no perfect enjoyment, no +complete repose. The gourd has its worm, the diamond its flaw, the +rose its earwigs, and + + "The trail of the serpent is over them all." + +So Tom Ryfe, taking time by the forelock, breakfasted at ten, wrote +several letters with considerable coolness and forethought, all +bearing on the event in contemplation, some providing for a week's +absence abroad, at least, smoked a cigar in Lord Bearwarden's bedroom, +who was not yet up, and towards noon turned out of Oxford Street to +fulfil his mission with Simon Perkins the painter. + +His step was lighter, his whole appearance more elate, than usual. The +traces of recent illness and over-night's fatigue had disappeared. +He was above all foolish fancies of luck, presentiments, and such +superstitions--a man not easily acted on by extraneous circumstances +of good or evil, trusting chiefly in his own resources, and believing +very firmly in nothing but the multiplication table; yet to-day he +told himself he "felt like a winner"; to-day victory seemed in his +grasp, and he trod the pavement with the confident port of that pride +which the proverb warns us "goeth before a fall." + +He rang the door-bell and was vaguely directed to proceed up-stairs by +the nondescript maid-servant who admitted him. The place was dark, the +day sultry, the steps numerous. Tom climbed them leisurely, hat in +hand, wondering why people couldn't live on the ground-floor, and not +a little absorbed in preparation of such a plausible tale as should +bring the contemplated interview to a warlike termination. + +Turning imaginary periods with certain grandiloquent phrases +concerning delicacy of feeling and high sense of honour, he arrived at +the second landing, where he paused to take breath. Tom's illness had +no doubt weakened his condition, but the gasp with which he now opened +his mouth denoted excess of astonishment rather than deficiency of +wind. + +Spinning deftly into its place, as if dropped from heaven with a +plumb-line, a wreath of artificial flowers landed lightly on his +temples, while a woman's laugh, soft and silvery, accompanied with its +pleasant music this unexpected coronation. + +Tom looked up aghast, but he was not quick enough to catch sight of +more than the hem of a garment, the turn of an ankle. There was a +smothered exclamation, a "my gracious!" denoting extremity of dismay, +a rustle of skirts, the loud bang of a door, and all became still. +"Deuced odd," thought Tom, removing the wreath and wondering where +he should put it, before he made his entrance. "Queer sort of +people these! Painter a regular Don Giovanni, no doubt. So much the +better--all the more likely to go in for the fuss and _eclat_ of a +duel." + +So Tom flung his garland aside and prepared to assume a lofty presence +with his hand on the painting-room door, while Nina, blushing to +the roots of her hair, barricaded herself carefully into a small +dressing-closet opening on the studio, in which retreat it was Simon's +habit to wash his hands and smarten himself up when he had done work +for the day. + +Poor Nina! To use her own expression, she was "horrified." She expected +Dick Stanmore, and with a girlish playfulness sufficiently denoting the +terms on which they stood, had been lying in wait at the top of the +stairs, preparing to take a good shot, and drop the wreath, one of +Simon's faded properties, on that head which she now loved better than +all the world besides. + +The staircase, I have said, was gloomy. Young gentlemen all brush +their hair the same way. The missile was out of her fingers ere a +horrid suspicion crossed her that she had made a mistake; and when Tom +looked up there was nothing for it but _sauve qui peut!_ After all, +one head, perhaps, also, one heart, is very like another; but Nina had +not yet mastered this, the first element of a rational philosophy, and +would have fled, if she could, to the ends of the earth. + +In the meantime she took refuge in the little room off the studio, +blushing, palpitating, very much ashamed, though more than half +amused, but firmly resolved not to leave her hiding-place nor face the +visitor, devoutly hoping, at the same time, that he might not stay +long. + +Simon was in the act of lifting his Fairy Queen into her usual +position. She had been dethroned the day before, while he worked at a +less congenial task. On his visitor's entrance he put her back with +her face to the wall. + +Tom made an exceedingly stiff bow. "Mr. Perkins, I believe?" + +"Mr. Ryfe?" replied Simon, in the same half-interrogative tone, with a +very stiff bow too. + +"I am here on the part of Lord Bearwarden," said Tom. "And I have been +referred to you by Mr. Stanmore. You expected me, no doubt." + +"I had a communication from Mr. Stanmore an hour ago to that effect," +answered Simon, with a gravity the more profound that he had some +difficulty in repressing a smile. The painter was not without a sense +of humour, and this "communication," as he called it, lay crumpled up +in his waistcoat-pocket while he spoke. It ran thus-- + +"Dear Simon,--I have had a visit from a man named Ryfe that puzzles me +exceedingly. He comes from Lord Bearwarden, and they want to fasten +some sort of quarrel on me, but why, I cannot imagine. I was obliged +to refer him to you. Of course we'll fight if we must; but try and +make out what they are driving at, and which is the biggest fool of +the two. I think they're both mad! I shall be with you rather later +than usual. In the meantime I leave the whole thing in your hands. +I don't know Bearwarden well, but used to think him rather a good +fellow. The others an _awful_ snob!" + + * * * * * + +Now I feel that it would be unbecoming on my part to tax a young lady +with so mean an act as that of listening; nevertheless, each of the +gentlemen in the studio thought proper to speak in so loud and indeed +so pompous a voice that Miss Algernon could not avoid overhearing +them. It was surely natural, then, that when Mr. Stanmore's name was +brought into the colloquy she should have drawn nearer the door of +the partition, and--well--not _tried_ to avoid overhearing as much as +possible of their dialogue. + +The action of the farce amused her at first. It was soon to become +interesting, exciting, terrible, even to the verge of tragedy. + +"That makes my task easier," continued Mr. Ryfe. "He has explained, of +course, the tendency of my instructions, the object of my visit. It +only remains for us to fix time and place." + +"He has explained _nothing_," answered the painter. "What is it you +complain of, and of what nature is the dispute between Lord Bearwarden +and my friend?" + +Tom assumed an air of extreme candour, and opened his case artfully +enough; but, forgetting that every painter is necessarily a +physiognomist, omitted the precaution of turning his back to the +light. + +"You are on intimate terms with Mr. Stanmore, I believe," said he. +"Yet in matters of so delicate a nature men of honour keep their own +counsel very closely. It is possible you may not be aware of much +in his daily life that you would disapprove--much that, under the +circumstances, though I am no rigid moralist, appears inexcusable even +to me." + +How white that delicate face turned in the next room! How eagerly +those dark eyes seemed trying to pierce the blank panels of the door! + +"I have known Mr. Stanmore several years," answered the painter. "I +have seen him almost every day of late. I can only say you must be +more explicit, Mr. Ryfe. I do not understand you yet." + +"Do you mean to tell me you are ignorant of an entanglement, a +_liaison_, a most untoward and unfortunate attachment, existing +between Mr. Stanmore and a lady whose name I fear it will be +impossible to keep out of the discussion?" + +A wild misgiving, not altogether painful, shot through the painter +while he thought of Nina; but, watching the speaker's face, as was his +wont, and detecting a disparity of expression between eyes and +mouth, he gathered that the man was trying to deceive him in some +particular--not speaking the whole truth. + +Miss Algernon, who could only listen, trembled and turned sick at +heart. + +"I think you must be misinformed, Mr. Ryfe," was Simon's reply. + +The other smiled, as pitying such ignorance of social gossip and +worldly scandal. + +"Misinformed!" he repeated. "A man is not usually misinformed +who trusts his own eyes. A husband cannot be called unreasonably +dissatisfied whose wife tells him distinctly she is going to one +place, and who sees her an hour after in company with the man he +suspects at another. It is no use beating about the bush. You +cannot ignore such outrages as these. I wish to spare everybody's +feelings--yours, mine, even the lady's, and, above all, my poor +friend's; but I must tell you, point-blank, that the intimacy which +I have reason to believe existed between Mr. Stanmore and Lady +Bearwarden has not been discontinued since her marriage; and I come +to you, as that gentleman's friend, on Lord. Bearwarden's behalf, to +demand the only reparation that can be made for such injuries from man +to man." + +The painter opened his eyes, and Tom told himself he had made a good +speech, very much to the point. Neither gentleman heard a faint moan +in the next room, the cry of a gentle heart wounded to the quick. + +"You mean they ought to fight," said Simon, still scrutinising the +expression of the other's face. + +"Precisely," answered Tom. "We must go abroad, I fancy, for all our +sakes. Can you be ready to start tonight? Tidal train, you know--nice +weather for crossing--breakfast the other side--_demi-poulet_ and +bottle of moderate St. Julien--needn't stop long for that--Belgian +frontier by the middle of the day--no sort of difficulty when once +you're across the water. Shall I say to-morrow afternoon, somewhere +in the neighbourhood of Mouscron? We can all go together, for that +matter, and arrange the exact spot in ten minutes." + +Tom spoke as if they were planning a picnic, with nothing whatever to +dread but the chance of rain. + +"Stop a moment," said the painter. "Not quite so fast, if you please. +This is a matter of life and death. We can't settle it in five +minutes, and as many words. You call yourself a man of the world, Mr. +Ryfe, and, doubtless, have some familiarity with affairs of this kind, +either from experience or hearsay. Do you seriously believe I am going +to put my friend up as a target for yours to shoot at without some +more definite information, some fuller explanation than you seem +inclined to give? Lady Bearwarden has not left her home. My friend +has been here every day of late with the utmost regularity. It seems +impossible that Lord Bearwarden's suspicions can be well grounded. +There must be some mistake; some misconception. Over-haste in a matter +like this would be irrevocable, and ruinous to everybody concerned." + +Nina was listening with all her might. Every word of Tom's answer sunk +into her heart. + +"My friend has left _his_ home," said he, in a voice of assumed +feeling. "I was at luncheon with them just before the disclosure +took place. A happier couple you never saw. Lately married--new +furniture--wedding-presents all over the place--delightful house, +overlooking the Park. This paradise is now completely broken up. +I confess I feel strongly on the subject. I know his lordship +intimately. I can appreciate his good qualities. I have also the +honour of Lady Bearwarden's acquaintance. The whole affair is +extremely painful even to me, but I have a duty to perform, and I must +go through with it. Mr. Perkins, we are wasting time, let us come to +the main point at once." + +Simon pondered for a minute, during which he made another narrow +scrutiny of Tom Ryfe's face. Then he said, in the tone of a man who +comes to a final decision, "I suppose you are right. I fear there is +but one way out of it." + +It did not escape the painter that, notwithstanding his obvious +self-command, the other's countenance brightened far more than was +natural at this admission. A duel in these days is a very serious +matter to every one concerned, and why should this man seem so truly +rejoiced at the progress of an affair that might put his own neck in +danger of a halter? + +Simon's natural shrewdness, of which, in common with many other +simple-minded persons, he possessed a considerable share, warned him +there was something more here than appeared at first sight--some +mystery of which time alone was likely to afford the elucidation. Time +he resolved accordingly to gain, and that without putting the other on +his guard. + +"But one way out of it," he repeated gravely. "I wish indeed it could +be arranged otherwise. Still this is a serious matter--quite out of my +usual line--I cannot undertake anything decided without advice, nor +entirely on my own responsibility. My intention is to consult with a +friend, an old military man. You shall have my definite answer in a +day or two at farthest." + +Again watching Mr. Ryfe's face, Simon observed it cloud with +dissatisfaction, and his suspicions were confirmed. This fire-eater +was evidently only anxious to hurry on the duel with unseemly haste, +and make the principals fight at all risks. + +"We object to delay," he exclaimed, "we object to publicity. The thing +is plain enough as it stands. You will only complicate it by bringing +others into council, and in such a case, surely, the fewer people +aware of our intentions the better." + +"I cannot help that," answered the painter, in a tone of decision. "My +mind is made up, and I see my way clearly enough. You shall have our +answer within forty-eight hours at farthest. I repeat, this is a +matter in which I will not move an inch without the utmost certainty." + +Tom began to lose his temper. "Your scruples will bring about a +flagrant scandal," he exclaimed. "Lord Bearwarden is determined not to +be cheated out of his redress. I know his intentions, and I know his +character. There will be a personal collision, to the disgrace of +every one concerned!" + +"Then I shall recommend Stanmore to walk about With a thick stick," +answered Simon coolly. "I often carry one myself, Mr. Ryfe," he added +in a tone of marked significance, "and should not scruple to use it on +occasion to the best of my abilities." + +The painter, though a small, slight man, was utterly fearless. +Looking Tom Ryfe straight in the eyes while he made this suggestive +observation, the latter felt that nothing was to be gained by +bullying, and the game was lost. + +"I am surprised," he replied loftily, but with a ceremonious bow, as +reminding the other that his character of ambassador was sacred. "I am +disappointed. I wash my hands of the disagreeable results likely +to arise from this unfortunate delay. I wish you good-morning, Mr. +Perkins. I leave you my address, and I trust you will lose no time in +making me acquainted with the result of your deliberations." + +So Tom walked down-stairs with great dignity, though he smothered more +than one bitter curse the while, passing without so much as a glance +the rejected garland, lying where he had thrown it aside before he +entered on his unsuccessful mission. + +Had he been a little less stately in manner, a little more rapid of +movement, he might have overtaken the very lady of whom he obtained a +glimpse during his ascent. Nina Algernon was but a few paces ahead of +him, scouring along at a speed only accomplished by those who feel +that goad in the heart which stimulates exertion, far more effectually +than the "spur in the head," proverbially supposed to be worth "two in +the heels.'" Nina had overheard enough from her hiding-place to make +her angry, unhappy, and anxious in the highest degree. Angry, first +of all, with herself and him, to think that she could have set her +affections on one who was untrue; unhappy, to feel she still cared for +him so much; anxious to gather from the cold-blooded courtesies of the +odious Mr. Ryfe that a life so dear to her was in danger, that +perhaps she might never see Dick Stanmore again. With this ghastly +consideration, surged up fuller than ever the tide of love that had +been momentarily obstructed, forcing her into action, and compelling +her to take immediate steps for ascertaining his perfidy, while, at +the same time, she warded off from him the penalties it entailed. + +"He'll know I love him then," thought poor Nina. "But I'll never see +him, nor speak to him, again--never--never! How _could_ he? I wonder +why men are so bad!" + +To this end, acting on an impulse as unreasonable as it was +essentially feminine, she resolved to seek Lady Bearwarden without +delay, and throwing herself on the mercy of that formidable rival, +implore advice and assistance for the safety of the man they both +loved. + +So she fled down-stairs, and was out of the house like a lapwing, just +as Tom Ryfe's warlike colloquy with the painter came to a close. + +Simon, missing her, after he had taken leave of his visitor, was not +therefore disturbed nor alarmed by her absence. He accounted for it +on the very natural supposition that she had met Dick Stanmore at +the door, and pressed him into her service to act as convoy in some +shopping expedition, before she sat down to her daily duty as a model +for the Fairy Queen, now completed, all but a few folds of drapery, +and a turn of the white hand. + +Till she came back, however, the great work must remain at a +standstill, and Simon had leisure to reflect on his late conversation +with Mr. Ryfe, which astonished and perplexed him exceedingly. + +Neither his astonishment, nor his perplexity, were decreased, to +learn, on Dick's arrival, that he had no knowledge of Miss Algernon's +movements--had not met her--had not seen her since yesterday, +certainly expected to find her here, and was to the full as anxious +and uncomfortable as the painter himself. + +"This other business will keep cold," said Dick, in a great heat and +fuss. "I don't care whether it will or not. It _must_! But we can't +have Miss Algernon wandering about London by herself. We can't, at +least _I_ can't, be easy a moment till I know what has become of her. +You stay here, Simon, in case she should come back. After all, she may +be shopping in the next street. I'll rush down to Putney at once, and +find out if she's gone home. Don't be afraid. I won't alarm the old +ladies. If she's not there I'll be back immediately. If she comes in +while I'm gone, wait for me, or leave a line. Old man, if anything +goes wrong with that darling, I--I've nothing left to live for in the +world!" + +Even while he spoke, he was on the stairs, and Simon, left in the +painting-room, shook his head, and pondered. + +"They'll never make me believe that cock-and-bull story about Lady +Bearwarden. Ah, Nina! I begin to think this man loves you almost as +well as I could have done!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +BLINDED + + +Tom Ryfe, walking down Berners Street in the worst of humours, saw the +whole game he had been playing slipping out of his hands. If there +were to be no duel, all the trouble he had taken went for nothing; +and even should there be an unseemly _fracas_, and should a meeting +afterwards take place between Lord Bearwarden and Dick Stanmore, what +good would it do him, if her ladyship's name were kept out of the +quarrel? How he cursed this cockney painter's resolution and good +sense! How he longed for some fierce encounter, some desperate +measure, something, no matter what, that should bring affairs to a +crisis! It seemed so silly, so childlike, to be baffled now. Yes, he +had set his heart on Lady Bearwarden. The great master-passion of +his life had gone on gathering and growing till it became, as such +master-passions will, when there is neither honour nor religion to +check them, a fury, over which he had lost all control. And he felt +that, having gone so far, there was no crime, no outrage, he would +shrink from committing, to obtain what he desired now. + +When a man is thus ripe for evil he seldom wants opportunity. It must +be admitted the devil never throws a chance away. Open your hand, and +ere you can close it again, he slips a tool in, expressly adapted for +the purpose you design--a tool that, before you have done with it, you +may be sure, will cut your own fingers to the bone. + +"Beg pardon, sir, can I speak to you for a minute?" said a +gaudily-dressed, vulgar-looking personage, crossing the street to +accost Tom Ryfe as he emerged from the painter's house. "It's about +a lady. About her ladyship, askin' your pardon. Lady Bearwarden, you +know." + +That name was a talisman to arrest Tom's attention. He looked his man +over from head to foot, and thought he had never seen a more ruffianly +bearing, a wilder, sadder face. + +"Come up this by-street," said he. "Speak out--I'll keep your counsel, +and I'll pay you well. That's what you mean, I suppose. That's +business. What about Lady Bearwarden?" + +The man cursed her deeply, bitterly, ere he replied--"I know _you_, +sir, an' so I ought to, though you don't know _me_. Mr. Ryfe, I seen +you in Belgrave Square, along of _her_. You was a-courtin' of her +then. You owes her more than one good turn now, or I'm mistaken!" + +"Who the devil are you?" asked Tom, startled, and with reason; yet +conscious, in his dark, dreary despair, of a vague glimmer, bearing +the same relation to hope that a will-o'-the-wisp does to the light on +our hearth at home. + +The man looked about him. That narrow street was deserted but for +themselves. + +He stared in Tom's face with a certain desperate frankness. "I'll tell +ye who I am," said he; "if you an' me is to go in for this job, as +true pals, let's have no secrets between us, an' bear no malice. They +call me 'Gentleman Jim,' Mr. Ryfe, that's what they call me. I'm the +man as hocussed you that there arternoon, down Westminster way. I was +set on to that job, I was. Set on by _her_. I squeezed hard, I know. +All in the way o' business. But I might have squeezed _harder_, Mr. +Ryfe. You should think o' that!" + +"You infernal scoundrel!" exclaimed Tom, yet in a tone neither so +astonished nor so indignant as his informant expected. "If you had, +you'd have been hanged for murder. Well, it's not _you_ I ought to +blame. What have you got to say? You can help me--I see it in your +face. Out with it. You speak to a man as desperate as yourself." + +"I knowed it!" exclaimed the other. "When you come out o' that there +house, I seen it in the way as you slammed to that there door. Says I, +there's the man as I wants, an' the man as wants me! I follered you +this mornin' from your hotel, an' a precious job I had keepin' up with +your hansom, though the driver, as works by times with a pal o' mine, +he kep' on easy when he could. I watched of the house, ah! an hour an' +more, an' I never turned my head away but to get a drop o' beer from a +lad as I sent round to the Grapes for a quart. Bless ye! I hadn't but +just emptied the pot, when I see a lady--the very moral of her as we +knows on--pops round the corner into Oxford Street. I was in two minds +whether to foller, but thinks I, it's Mr. Ryfe as I'm a-lookin' for, +an' if it _was_ she, we couldn't trap her now, not in a crowded place +like that. Besides, I see a servant-gal takin' home the beer drop her +a curtsey as she went by. No, it couldn't be my lady; but if so be as +you an' me is of the same mind, Mr. Ryfe, my lady shall be safe in a +cage afore this time to-morrow, and never a man to keep the key but +yourself, Mr. Ryfe, if you'll only be guided by a true friend." + +"Who set you on to this?" asked Tom, coolly enough, considering that +his blood was boiling with all the worst and fiercest passions of his +nature. "What do you expect to gain from injury inflicted on" (he +could not get the name out)--"on the lady you mention?" + +Jim laughed--a harsh, grating laugh. "You're a deep 'un, Mr. Ryfe!" he +answered. "I won't deceive you. I put this here in your way because +there's two things as I must have to work the job as I ain't got. +One's money, and t'other's gumption. I ain't rich enough, and I ain't +hartful enough. I owe my lady a turn, too, never you mind what for, +and strike me dead but I'll pay it up! I ain't a-going to say as I +wouldn't ha' worked this here off, clear, single-handed, if I'd had +the chance. I'm not telling you a lie, Mr. Ryfe; you and me can do it +together, an' I'll only charge you fair and reasonable. Ah! not half +what you'd take an' offer this minute if I was to stand out for a +price." + +Tom Ryfe turned round, put both hands on the other's shoulders, and +laughed too. + +"We understand each other," said he. "Never mind the price. If the +work's done to please me, I'm not likely to grudge the money. You've +some plan in your head by which you think we can both gain what we +most desire. I know you're a resolute fellow. Hang it! my throat's +still sore where you got that cursed grip of yours inside my collar. +You can believe I'm not easily thwarted, or I should hardly be here +now. Explain yourself. Let me know your plan. If it is anything like +practicable, you and I ought to be able to carry it out." + +Then Jim, not without circumlocution and many hideous oaths, detailed +in his hearer's willing ears the scheme he had in view. He proposed, +with Mr. Ryfe's assistance, to accomplish no less flagrant an outrage +than the forcible abduction of Lady Bearwarden from her home. +He suggested that his listener, of whose skill in penmanship he +entertained a high opinion, should write such a letter as might lure +her ladyship into a lonely, ill-lighted locality, not far from her own +door; and Tom, appreciating the anxiety she must now feel about her +husband's movements, saw no difficulty in the accomplishment of such +a stratagem. This desperate couple were then to be ready with a +four-wheeled cab, a shawl, and a cleverly-constructed gag, in which +screaming was impossible. Tom should enact the part of driver, while +Jim, being the stronger man of the two, should seize and pinion her +ladyship in his grasp. Mute and muffled, she was to be forced into +the cab, which could then be driven off to that very lodging in the +purlieus of Westminster which Tom knew, by his own experiences, was +far removed from assistance or inquiry. Once in Mr. Ryfe's hands, +Jim observed, the captive would only be too glad to make terms, and +arrangements for taking her out of London down the river, or in any +other direction, could be entered into at leisure. Mr. Ryfe surely +would not require more than twelve hours to come to an understanding +with a lady irrevocably in his power. And all the while, deep in this +bold villain's breast lurked a dark, fierce, terrible reflection +that one more crime, only one more--almost, indeed, an act of wild +retributive justice on his confederate--and that proud, tameless woman +would be crouching in the dust, praying for mercy at the feet of the +desperate man she had reviled and despised. + +Gentleman Jim, maddened by a course of dram-drinking, blinded by +an infatuation that itself constituted insanity, was hardly to be +considered an accountable being. It may be that under the mass of +guilt and impurity with which his whole being was loaded, there +glimmered some faint spark of manlier and worthier feeling; it may +be, that he entertained some vague notion of appearing before the +high-born lady in the light of a preserver, with the blood of the +smoother and more polished scoundrel on his hands, and of setting her +free, while he declared his hopeless, his unalterable devotion, sealed +by the sacrifice of two lives, for, as he often expressed it in +imaginary conversations with his idol, "he asked no better than to +swing for her sake!" + +Who knows? Fanaticism has its martyrs, like religion. It is not only +the savage heathen who run under Juggernaut every day. Diseased +brains, corrupt hearts, and impossible desires go far to constitute +aberration of intellect. Unreasoning love, and unlimited liquor, will +make a man fool enough for anything. + +Tom Ryfe listened, well pleased. For him there was neither the excuse +of drink nor despair, yet he, too, entertained some notion of home and +happiness hereafter, when she found nobody in the world to turn to but +himself, and had forgiven him her wrongs because of the tenacity with +which he clung to her in spite of all. + +Of his friend, and the position he must leave him in, he made no +account. + +Something very disagreeable came across him, indeed, when he thought +of Lord Bearwarden's resolute character--his practical notions +concerning the redress of injury or insult; but all such apprehensions +were for the future. The present must be a time of action. If only +to-night's _coup de main_ should come off successfully, he might cross +the Atlantic with his prey, and remain in safe seclusion till the +outrage had been so far forgotten by the public that those at home +whom it most affected would be unwilling to rekindle the embers of a +scandal half-smothered and dying out. Tom Ryfe was not without ready +money. He calculated he could live for at least a year in some foreign +clime, far beyond the western wave, luxuriously enough. A year! +With _her_! Why it seemed an eternity; and even in that moment his +companion was wondering, half-stupidly, how Mr. Ryfe would look with +his throat cut, or his head laid open, weltering in blood; and when +and where it would be advisable to put this finishing stroke of murder +and perfidy to the crimes he meditated to-night. + +Ere these confederates parted, however, two letters had to be written +in a stationer's shop. They were directed by the same pen, though +apparently in different handwritings, to Lord and Lady Bearwarden at +their respective addresses. + +The first was as follows-- + + DEAR LORD BEARWARDEN, + + "They won't fight! All sorts of difficulties have + been made, and even if we can obtain a meeting at last, it + must be after considerable delay. In the meantime I have + business of my own which forces me to leave town for + four-and-twenty hours at least. If possible, I will look + you up before I start. If not, send a line to the office. + I shall find it on my return: these matters complicate + themselves as they go on, but I still venture to hope you + may leave the conduct of the present affair with perfect + safety in my hands, and I remain, with much sympathy," + + Your lordship's obedient servant, + + THOMAS RYFE. + +The second, though a very short production, took longer time, both in +composition and penmanship. It was written purposely on a scrap of +paper from which the stationer's name and the water-mark had been +carefully torn off. It consisted but of these lines-- + + "A cruel mystery has deprived you of your husband. + You have courage. Walk out to-night at eight, fifty yards + from your own door. Turn to the right--I will meet you + and explain all." + + "My reputation is at stake. I trust you as one woman + trusts another. Seek to learn no more." + +"That will bring her," thought Tom, "for she fears nothing!" and he +sealed the letter with a dab of black wax flattened by the impression +of the woman's thimble, who kept the shop. + +There was a Court Guide on the counter. Tom Ryfe knew Lady +Bearwarden's address as well as his own, yet from a methodical and +lawyer-like habit of accuracy, seeing that it lay open at the letter +B, he glanced his eye, and ran his finger down the page to stop at the +very bottom, and thus verify, as it were, his own recollection of his +lordship's number, ere he paid for the paper and walked away to post +his letters in company with Jim, who waited outside. + +The stationer, fitting shelves in his back shop, was a man of +observation and some eccentricity. + +"Poll," said he to his wife, "it's an uncertain business, is the +book-trade. A Court Guide hasn't been asked for over that counter, no, +not for six months, and here's two parties come in and look at it in +a morning. There's nothing goes off, to depend on, but hymns. Both +of 'em wanted the same address, I do believe, for I took notice each +stopped in the same column at the very foot. Nothing escapes me, lass! +However, that isn't no business of yours nor mine." + +The wife, a woman of few words and abrupt demeanour, made a pounce at +the Court Guide to put it back in its place, but her "master," as she +somewhat inconsequently called him, interposed. + +"Let it be, lass!" said he. "There's luck in odd numbers, they say. +Who knows but we mayn't have a third party come in on the same errand? +Let it be, and go make the toast. It's getting on for tea-time, and +the fire in the back parlour's nearly out." + +When these letters were posted, the confederates, feeling themselves +fairly embarked on their joint scheme, separated to advance each his +own share of the contemplated enormity. Tom Ryfe jumped into a cab, +and was off on a multiplicity of errands, while Jim, pondering deeply +with his head down, and his hands thrust into his coat-pockets, slunk +towards Holborn, revolving in his mind the least he could offer some +dissipated cabman, whose licence was in danger at any rate, for the +hire of horse and vehicle during the ensuing night. + +Feeling his sleeve plucked feebly from behind, he broke off these +meditations, to turn round with a savage oath. + +What a dreary face was that which met his arm! Pale and gaunt, with +the hollow eyes that denote bodily suffering, and the deep cruel lines +that speak of mental care. What a thin wasted hand was laid on his +burly arm, in its velveteen sleeve; and what a weak faint voice in +trembling accents, urged its sad, wistful prayer. + +"Speak to me, Jim--won't you speak to me, dear? I've looked for you +day and night, and followed you mile after mile till I'm ready to lie +down and die here on the cold stones." + +"Bother!" replied Jim, shaking himself free. "I'm busy, I tell ye. +What call had you, I should like to know, to be tracking, and hunting +of me about, as if I was a--well--a fancy dog we'll say, as had +strayed out of a parlour? Go home, I tell ye, or it'll be the worse +for ye!" + +"You don't love me no more, Jim!" said the woman. There was a calm +sadness in her voice speaking of that resignation which is but the +apathy of despair. + +"Well--I don't. There!" replied Jim, acceding to this proposition with +great promptitude. + +"But you can't keep me off of loving _you_, Jim," she replied, with a +wild stare; "nobody can't keep me off of that. Won't ye think better +of it, old man? Give us one chance more, that's a good chap. It's for +dear life I'm askin'!" + +She had wound both hands round his arm, and was hanging to it with all +her weight. How light a burden it seemed, to which those limp rags +clung so shabbily, compared with the substantial frame he remembered +in former days, when Dorothea was honest, hard-working, and happy. + +"It ain't o' no use tryin' on of these here games," said he, +unclasping the poor weak hands with brutal force. "Come! I can't stop +all day. Shut up, I tell ye! you'll wish you had by and by." + +"O! Jim," she pleaded. "Is it come to this? Never say it, dear. If you +and me is to part in anger now we'll not meet again. Leastways, not +on this earth. And if it's true, as I was taught at Sunday-school, +heaven's too good a place for us!" + +"Go to h----ll!" exclaimed the ruffian furiously; and he flung her from +him with a force that would have brought her to the ground had she not +caught at the street railings for support. + +She moaned and sat down on a doorstep a few paces off, without looking +up. + +For a moment Jim's heart smote him, and he thought to turn back, but +in his maddened brain there rose a vision of the pale, haughty face, +the queenly bearing, the commanding gestures that bade him kneel to +worship, and with another oath--remorseless, pitiless, untouched, and +unrepentant--he passed on to his iniquity. + +Dorothea sat with head bent down, and hands clasped about her knees, +unconscious, as it seemed, of all the world outside. The heart knoweth +its own bitterness, and who shall say what expiation she may not +have made for sin in that dull trance of pain which took no note of +circumstance, kept no count of time? + +Ere long, a policeman, good-humoured but imperative, touched her on +the shoulder, and bade her "move on." + +The face that looked up to him puzzled this functionary extremely. The +woman was sober enough, he could see, and yet there seemed something +queer about her, uncommon queer: he was blessed if he knew what to +make of her, and he had been a goodish time in the force, too! + +She thanked him very quietly. She had been taking a rest, she said, +thinking no harm, for she was tired, and now she would go home. Yes, +she was dead-tired, she had better go home! + +Wrapping her faded shawl about her, she glided on, instinctively +avoiding the jostling of foot-passengers and the trampling of +horses, proceeding at an even, leisurely pace, with something of the +sleep-walker's wandering step and gestures. The roll of wheels came +dull and muffled on her ear: those were phantoms surely, those +meaningless faces that met her in the street, not living men and +women, and yet she had a distinct perception of an apple-woman's +stall, of some sham jewelry she saw in a shop-window. She was near +turning back then, but it didn't seem worth while, and it was less +trouble to plod stupidly on, always westward, always towards the +setting sun! + +Without knowing how she got there, presently she felt tufts of grass +beneath her feet dank with dew, growing greener and coarser under +large towering elms. O! she knew an elm-tree well enough! She was +country bred, she was, and could milk a cow long ago. + +It wasn't Kensington Gardens, was it? She didn't remember whether +she'd ever been here before or not. She'd heard of the place, of +course, indeed Jim had promised to take her there some Sunday. Then +she shivered from head to foot, and wrapped her shawl tight round her +as she walked on. + +What was that shining far-off between the trees, cool, and quiet, and +bright, like heaven? Could it be the water? That was what had brought +her, to be sure. She remembered all about it now and hurried forward +with quick, irregular steps, causing her breath to come thick, and her +heart to beat with sudden choking throbs. + +She pulled at her collar, and undid its fastenings. She took her +bonnet off and swung it in her hand. The soiled tawdry ribbon had been +given her by Jim, long ago. Was it long ago? She couldn't tell, and +what did it matter? She wouldn't have looked twice at it a while back. +She might kiss and cuddle it now, if she'd a mind. + +What a long way off that water seemed! Not there yet, and she had been +walking--walking like the wayfarer she remembered to have read of in +the _Pilgrim's Progress_. All in a moment, with a flash, as it were, +of its own light, there it lay glistening at her feet. Another step +and she would have been in head-foremost! There was time enough. How +cool and quiet it looked! She sat down on the brink and wondered why +she was born! + +Would Jim feel it very much? Ah! they'd none of them care for him like +she used. He'd find that out at last. How could he? How _could_ he? +She'd given him fair warning! + +She'd do it now. This moment, while she'd a mind to it. Afraid! Why +should she be afraid? Better than the gin-palace! Better than the +workhouse! Better than the cold cruel streets! She couldn't be worse +off anywhere than here! Once! Twice! + +Her head swam. She was rising to her feet, when a light touch rested +on her shoulder, and the sweetest voice that had ever sounded in poor +Dorothea's ears, whispered softly, "You are ill, my good woman. Don't +sit here on the damp grass. Come home with me." + +What did it mean? Was it over? Could this be one of the angels, and +had she got to heaven after all? No; there were the trees, the grass, +the distant roar of the city, and the peaceful water--fair, smooth, +serene, like the face of a friend. + +She burst into a fit of hysterical weeping, cowering under that kindly +touch as if it had been a mountain to crush her, rocking herself to +and fro, sobbing out wildly, "I wish I was dead! I wish I was dead!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +BEAT + + +Like a disturbed spirit Lady Bearwarden wandered about in the fever +of a sorrow, so keen that her whole soul would sometimes rise in +rebellion against the unaccustomed pain. There was something stifling +to her senses in the fact of remaining between the four walls of a +house. She panted for air, motion, freedom, and betook herself to +Kensington Gardens, partly because that beautiful retreat lay within +an easy walk of her house, partly perhaps, that for her, as for many +of us, it had been brightened by a certain transient and delusive +light which turns everything to gold while it lasts, leaves everything +but a dull dim copper when it has passed away. + +It was a benevolent and merciful restriction, no doubt, that debarred +our first parents from re-entering the paradise they had forfeited. +Better far to carry away unsullied and unfaded the sweet sad memories +of the Happy Land, than revisit it to find weeds grown rank, fountains +dry, the skies darkened, the song of birds hushed, its bloom faded off +the flower, and its glory departed from the day. + +She used to sit here in the shade with _him_. There was the very tree. +Even the broken chair they had laughed at was not mended, and yet for +her a century ago could not have seemed a more hopeless past. Other +springs would bloom with coming years, other summers glow, and she +could not doubt that many another worshipper would kneel humbly and +gratefully at her shrine, but their votive garlands could never more +glisten with the fresh dew of morning, the fumes from their lower +altars, though they might lull the senses and intoxicate the brain, +could never thrill like that earlier incense, with subtle sudden +poison to her heart. + +To be sure, on more than one occasion she had walked here with Dick +Stanmore too. It was but human nature, I suppose, that she should have +looked on that gentleman's grievances from a totally different point +of view. It couldn't be half so bad in his case, she argued, men had +so many resources, so many distractions. She was sorry for him, of +course, but he couldn't be expected to feel a disappointment of this +nature like a woman, and, after all, theirs was more a flirtation +than an attachment. He need not have minded it so very much, and had +probably fancied he cared a great deal more than he really did. + +It is thus we are all prone to reason, gauging the tide of each +other's feelings by the ebb and flow of our own. + +Love, diffused amongst the species, is the best and purest of +earthly motives, concentrated on the individual it seems but a dual +selfishness after all. + +There were few occupants of the Gardens; here two or three +nursery-maids and children, there a foreign gentleman reading a +newspaper. Occasionally, in some rare sequestered nook, an umbrella, +springing up unnecessarily and defiantly like a toadstool, above +two male legs and a muslin skirt. Lady Bearwarden passed on, with a +haughty step, and a bitter smile. + +There is something of freemasonry in sorrow. Dorothea's vague +abstracted gait arrested Maud's attention even from a distance, and +involuntarily the delicate lady followed on the track of that limp +shabby figure with which she had but this one unconscious link, of a +common sorrow, an aching heart. + +Approaching nearer, she watched the poor sufferer with a curiosity +that soon grew to interest and even alarm. + +While Dorothea sat herself down by the water's edge, her ladyship +looked round in vain for a policeman or a park-keeper, holding herself +in readiness to prevent the horror she already anticipated, and +which drove clear off her mind every thought of her own regrets and +despondency. + + +There was no time to lose; when the despairing woman half rose to her +feet, Lady Bearwarden interposed, calm, collected, and commanding in +the courage which had hitherto never failed her in an emergency. + +That burst of hysterical tears, that despairing cry, "I wish I was +dead!" told her for the present Dorothea was saved. She sat down on +the grass by her side. She took the poor coarse hands in her own. She +laid the drooping head on her lap, and with gentle, loving phrases, +such as soothe a suffering child, encouraged the helpless wretch to +weep and sob her fill. + +She could have wept too for company, because of the load that seemed +lifted in an instant from her own breast; but this was a time for +action, and at such a season it was no part of Maud's nature to sit +down and cry. + +It was long ere the numbed heart and surcharged brain had relieved +themselves sufficiently for apprehension and intelligible speech. +Dorothea's first impulse, on coming to herself, was to smooth her +unkempt hair and apologise for the disorder of her costume. + +"If ever mind your dress," said Lady Bearwarden, resuming, now the +crisis was past, her habitual air of authority, conscious that it +would be most efficacious under the circumstances. "You are tired and +exhausted. You must have food and rest. I ask no questions, and I +listen to no explanations, at least till to-morrow. Can you walk to +the gate? You must come home with me." + +"O, miss! O, my lady!" stammered poor Dorothea, quite overcome by such +unlikely sympathy, such unexpected succour. "It's too much! It's too +much! I'm not fit for it! If you only knowed what I am!" then, lifting +her eyes to the other's face, a pang, keener than all previous +sufferings, went through her woman's heart like the thrust of a knife. +It all came on her at once. This beautiful being, clad in shining +raiment, who had saved and soothed her like an angel from heaven, was +the pale girl Jim had gone to visit in her stately, luxurious home, +when she followed him so far through those weary streets on the night +of the thunderstorm. + +She could bear no more. Her physical system gave way, just as a tree +that has sustained crash after crash falls with the last well-directed +blow. She rolled her eyes, lifted both bare arms above her head, and +with a faint despairing cry, went down at Lady Bearwarden's feet, +motionless and helpless as the dead. + +But assistance was at hand at last. A park-keeper helped to raise the +prostrate figure. An elderly gentleman volunteered to fetch a cab. +Amongst them they supported Dorothea to the gate and placed her in the +vehicle. The park-keeper touched his hat, the elderly gentleman made +a profusion of bows, and as many offers of assistance which were +declined, while Maud, soothing and supporting her charge, told the +driver where to stop. As they jingled and rattled away from the gate, +a pardonable curiosity prompted the elderly gentleman to inquire the +name of this beautiful Samaritan, clad in silks and satins, so +ready to succour the fallen and give shelter to the homeless. The +park-keeper took his hat off, looked in the crown, and put it on +again. + +"I see her once afore under them trees," he said, "with a gentleman. I +see a many and I don't often take notice. But she's a rare sort, she +is! and as good as she's good-looking. I wish you a good-evening, +sir." + +Then he retired into his cabin and ruminated on this "precious start," +as he called it, during his tea. + +Meantime, Maud took her charge home, and would fain have put her to +bed. For this sanatory measure, however, Dorothea, who had recovered +consciousness, seemed to entertain an unaccountable repugnance. She +consented, indeed, to lie down for an hour or two, but could not +conceal a wild, restless anxiety to depart as soon as possible. +Something more than the obvious astonishment of the servants, +something more than the incongruity of the situation, seemed prompting +her to leave Lady Bearwarden's house without delay and fly from the +presence of almost the first friend she had ever known in her life. + +When the bustle and excitement consequent on this little adventure had +subsided, her ladyship found herself once more face to face with her +own sorrow, and the despondency she had shaken off during a time of +action gathered again all the blacker and heavier round her heart. She +was glad to find distraction in the arrival of a nameless visitor, +announced by the most pompous of footmen as "a young person desirous +of waiting on her ladyship." + +"Show her up," said Lady Bearwarden; and for the first time in their +lives the two sisters stood face to face. + +Each started, as if she had come suddenly on her own reflection in a +mirror. During a few seconds both looked stupefied, bewildered. Lady +Bearwarden spoke first. + +"You wish to see me, I believe. A sick person has just been brought +into the house, and we are rather in confusion. I fear you have been +kept waiting." + +"I called while your ladyship was out," answered Nina. "So I walked +about till I thought you must have come home again. You've never seen +me before--I didn't even know where you lived--I found your address +in the Court Guide--O! I can't say it properly, but I did so want to +speak to you. I hope I haven't done anything rude or wrong." + +There was no mistaking the refinement of Nina's voice and manner. + +Lady Bearwarden recognised one of her own station at a glance. And +this girl so like herself--how beautiful she was! How beautiful they +both were! + +"What can I do for you?" said her ladyship, very kindly. "Sit down; I +am sure you must be tired." + +But Nina had too much of her sister's character to feel tired when +there was a purpose to carry out. The girl stood erect and looked full +in her ladyship's face. All unconscious of their relationship, +the likeness between them was at this moment so striking as to be +ludicrous. + +"I have come on a strange errand, Lady Bearwarden," said Nina, +hardening her heart for the impending effort--"I have come to tell a +truth and to put a question. I suppose, even now, you have some regard +for your husband?" + +Lady Bearwarden started. "What do you know about my husband?" she +asked, turning very pale. + +"That he is in danger," was the answer, in a voice of such +preternatural fortitude as promised a speedy break-down. "That he is +going to fight a duel--and it's about _you_--with--with Mr. Stanmore! +O! Lady Bearwarden, how _could_ you? You'd everything in the world, +everything to make a woman good and happy, and now, see what you've +done!" + +Tears and choking sobs were coming thick, but she kept them back. + +"What do you mean?" exclaimed Maud, trembling in every limb, for +through the dark midnight of her misery she began to see gleams of a +coming dawn. + +"I mean _this_," answered Nina, steadying herself bravely. "Lord +Bearwarden has found everything out. He has sent a challenge to Mr. +Stanmore. I--I--care for Mr. Stanmore, Lady Bearwarden--at least, I +_did_. I was engaged to him." (Here, notwithstanding the tumult of her +feelings, a little twinge crossed Lady Bearwarden to learn how quickly +Dick had consoled himself.) "I'm only a girl, but I know these things +_can_ be prevented, and that's why I'm here now. You've done the +mischief; you are bound to repair it; and I have a right to come to +you for help." + +"But I haven't done anything!" pleaded Maud, in for humbler tones than +she habitually used. "I love my husband very dearly, and I've not +set eyes on Mr. Stanmore but once since I married, in Oxford Street, +looking into a shop-window, and directly he caught sight of me, he got +out of the way as if I had the plague! There's some mistake. Not a +minute should be lost in setting it right. I wonder what we ought to +do!" + +"And--and you're not in love with Mr. Stanmore? and he isn't going to +run away with you? Lady Bearwarden, are you quite sure? And I don't +deserve to be so happy. I judged him so harshly, so unkindly. What +will he think of me when he knows it? He'll never speak to me again." + +Then the tears came in good earnest, and presently Miss Algernon +grew more composed, giving her hostess an account of herself, her +prospects, her Putney home, and the person she most depended on in the +world to get them all out of their present difficulty, Simon Perkins, +the painter. "I know he can stop it," pursued Nina eagerly, "and be +will, too. He told the other man nothing should be done in a hurry. +I heard him say so, for I listened, Lady Bearwarden, I _did_. And I +would again if I had the same reason. Wouldn't _you_? I hope the other +man will be hanged. He seemed to want them so to kill each other. +Don't you think he can be punished? For it's murder, you know, +_really_, after all." + +Without entering into the vexed question of duelling--a practice for +which each lady in her heart entertained a secret respect--the sisters +consulted long and earnestly on the best method of preventing a +conflict that should endanger the two lives now dearer to them than +ever. + +They drank tea over it, we may be sure, and in the course of that +refreshment could not fail to observe how the gloves they laid aside +were the same number (six and three-quarters, if you would like to +know), how their hands were precisely similar in shape, how the turn +of their arms and wrists corresponded as closely as the tone of their +voices. Each thought she liked the other better than any one she had +ever met of her own sex. + +After a long debate it was decided that Nina should return at once to +her Putney home, doubtless ere now much disturbed at her prolonged +absence; that she should have full powers to inform Simon of all the +confidences regarding her husband Lady Bearwarden had poured in her +ear; should authorise him to seek his lordship out and tell him the +whole truth on his wife's behalf; also, finally, for women rarely +neglect the worship of Nemesis, that after a general reconciliation +had been effected, measures should be taken for bringing to condign +punishment the false friend who had been at such pains to foment +hostilities between the men they both loved. + +Lady Bearwarden had her hand on the bell to order the carriage for her +visitor, but the latter would not hear of it. + +"I can get a cab every twenty yards in this part of the town," said +Nina. "I shall be home in three-quarters of an hour. It's hardly dark +yet, and I'm quite used to going about by myself. I am not at all a +coward, Lady Bearwarden, but my aunts would be horribly alarmed if one +of your smart carriages drove up to the gate. Besides, I don't believe +it could turn round in the lane. No; I won't even have a servant, +thanks. I'll put my bonnet on and start at once, please. You've been +very kind to me, and I'm so much obliged. Good-night!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +NIGHT-HAWKS + + +Lord Bearwarden's groom of the chambers, a person by no means +deficient in self-confidence, owned that he was mystified. Amongst +all the domestic dissensions with which his situation had made him +familiar, he could recall nothing like his present experience. This +bringing home of a shabby woman out of the street and ordering the +best bedroom for her reception; this visit of a beautiful young person +so exactly resembling his mistress that, but for the evidence of his +own senses, when he brought in tea and found them together, he could +have sworn it was her ladyship; this general confusion of household +arrangements, and culpable indifference to the important ceremony of +dinner, forced him to admit that he was in a position of which he +had no preconceived idea, and from which he doubted whether he could +extricate himself with the dignity essential to his office. + +Returning to his own department, and glancing at the letter-box in the +hall, he reflected with satisfaction how his professional duties +had been scrupulously fulfilled, and how in accordance with his +misconception of Lord Bearwarden's orders, every packet that reached +the house had been forwarded to its master without delay. + +Hence it came to pass, that the vexed and angry husband received in +due course of post a letter which puzzled him exceedingly. + +He had only just digested Tom Ryfe's unwelcome missive, announcing +somewhat vaguely that the revenge for which he panted must be delayed +two or three days at least, and had cursed, energetically enough, +his own friend's mismanagement of the affair, with the scruples +entertained by the other side, when a fresh budget was placed in his +hands, and he opened the envelopes as people often do, without looking +at their addresses: thus it fell out, that he read the anonymous +letter directed to his wife, asking for a meeting that same night, in +the vicinity of his own house. + +"A cruel mystery has deprived you of your husband." What could +it mean? He studied the brief communication very attentively, +particularly that first line. And a vague hope rose in his loving, +generous heart, that he might have judged her too harshly after all. +It was but the faintest spark, yet he tried hard to kindle it into +flame. The wariest rogue is never armed on all sides. He is sure to +forget some trifling precaution, that, left unguarded, is like the +chink in a shutter to let in the light of day. Lord Bearwarden +recognised the same hand that had penned the anonymous letter he +received on guard--this argued a plot of some sort. He resolved to +sift the matter thoroughly, and instead of forwarding so mysterious a +request to his wife, repair to the indicated spot in person, and there +by threats, bribery, compulsion, any or all means in his power, arrive +at a true solution of the mystery. + +It was a welcome distraction, too, this new idea, with which to while +away the weary interminable day. It seemed well perhaps, after all, +that the duel had been postponed. He might learn something to-night +that would change the whole current of his actions, if not, let Mr. +Stanmore look to himself! + +That gentleman, in the meantime, had completely forgotten Lord +Bearwarden's existence--had forgotten Mr. Ryfe's visit the night +before at his club, the unintelligible quarrel, the proposed meeting, +everything but that Nina was lost. Lost! a stray lamb, helpless in the +streets of London! His blood ran cold to think of it. He hastened down +to Putney, and indeed only knew that he had made so sure of finding +her there, by his disappointment to learn she had not returned home. +It made his task no easier that Aunt Susannah was in the garden when +he reached the house, and he had to dissemble his alarm in presence of +that weak-minded and affectionate spinster. "He was passing by," he +said, "on his way to town, and only looked in (he couldn't stay a +moment) to know if they had any message to--to their nephew. He was +going straight from here to the painting-room." + +"How considerate!" said Aunt Susannah; not without reason, for it was +but this morning they parted with Simon, and they expected him back to +dinner. "We have a few autumn flowers left. I'll just run in, and +get the scissors to make up a nosegay. It won't take ten minutes. O! +nothing like ten minutes! You can give it to poor Simon with our dear +love. He's so fond of flowers! and Nina too. But perhaps you know +Nina's tastes as well as we do, and indeed I think they're very +creditable to her, and she's not at all a bad judge!" + +Then the good lady, shaking her grey curls, smiled and looked knowing, +while Dick cursed her below his breath, for a grinning old idiot, and +glared wildly about him, like a beast in a trap seeking some way of +escape. It was provoking, no doubt, to be kept talking platitudes to a +silly old woman in the garden, while every moment drifted his heart's +treasure farther and farther into the uncertainty he scarcely dared to +contemplate. + +Some women are totally deficient in the essentially feminine quality +of tact. Aunt Susannah, with a pocket-handkerchief tied round her +head, might have stood drivelling nonsense to her visitor for an hour, +and never found out he wanted to get away. Fortunately, she went +indoors for her scissors, and Dick, regardless of the proprieties, +made his escape forthwith, thus avoiding also the ignominy of carrying +back to London a nosegay as big as a chimney-sweep's on May-day. + +Hastening to the painting-room, his worst fears were realised. Nina +had not returned. Simon, too, began to share his alarm, and not +without considerable misgivings did the two men hold counsel on their +future movements. + +It occurred to them at this juncture, that the maid-of-all-work +below-stairs might possibly impart some information as to the exact +time when the young lady left the house. They rang for that domestic +accordingly, and bewildered her with a variety of questions in vain. + +Had she seen Miss Algernon during the morning? She was to think, and +take time, and answer without being frightened. + +"Miss Algernon! Lor! that was her as come here most days, along o' +him," with a backward nod at Dick. "No--she hadn't a-seen her to-day, +she was sure. Not _particler_, that was. Not more nor any other day." + +"Had she seen her at all?" + +"O, yes! she'd seen her at all. In course, you know, she couldn't be +off of seeing her at all!" + +"When did she see her?" + +"When? O! last week, every day a'most. And the week afore that too! +She wasn't a-goin' to tell a lie!" + +"Then she hadn't seen her this morning?" + +"Yes, she'd seen her this morning. When she come in, you know, along +o' the other gentleman." Here a dive of the shock head at Simon, and +symptoms of approaching emotion. + +"Why you said you hadn't at first!" exclaimed Dick, perplexed and +provoked. + +Forthwith a burst of sobs and tears. + +"Compose yourself, my good girl," said the painter kindly. "We don't +want to hurry nor confuse you. We are in great distress ourselves. +Miss Algernon went out, we believe, to take a walk. She has not +returned here, nor gone home. It would help us very much if we knew +the exact time at which she left the house, or could find anybody who +saw her after she went away." + +If you want a woman to help you, even a maid-of-all-work, tell her +your whole story, and make no half-confidences: the drudge brightened +up through her tears, and assumed a look of intelligence at once. + +"Lor!" said she, "why didn't ye say so? In course I see the young +lady, as I was a-fetchin' in the dinner beer. She'd a-got her bonnet +on, I took notice, and was maybe goin' for a walk, or to get a few +odds and ends, or such like." + +Here a full stop with a curtsey. The men looked at each other and +waited. + + +"She went into a shop round the corner, for I seen her myself. A +stationer's shop it were. An' I come home then, with the beer, an' +shut to the door, an' I couldn't tell you no more; no, not if you was +to take and kill me dead this very minute!" + +Stronger symptoms of agitation now appearing, Simon thought well +to dismiss this incoherent witness, and proceed at once to the +stationer's shop in quest of further intelligence. Its proprietor was +ready to furnish all the information in his power. + +"Had a lady answering their description been in his shop?" "Well, a +great many ladies come backwards and forwards, you know. Trade wasn't +very brisk just now, but there was always something doing in the fancy +stationery line. It was a light business, and most of his customers +were females. His 'missis' didn't take much notice, but he happened to +be something of a physiognomist himself, and a face never escaped him. +A very beautiful young lady, was it? Tall, pale, with dark eyes and +hair. Certainly, no doubt, that must be the party. Stepped in about +dinner-time; seemed anxious and in a hurry, as you might say; didn't +take any order from her,--the young lady only asked as a favour to +look into their Court Guide. There it lay, just as she left it. +Singular enough, another party had come in afterwards to write a +letter, and took the same address, he believed, right at the foot of +the column; these were trifles, but it was his way to notice trifles. +He was a scientific man, to a certain extent, and in science, as they +probably knew, there were no such things as trifles. He remembered a +curious story of Sir Isaac Newton. But perhaps the gentlemen were in a +hurry." + +The gentlemen _were_ in a hurry. Dick Stanmore with characteristic +impetuosity had plunged at the Court Guide, to scan the page at which +it lay open with eager eyes. At the foot of the column, said this man +of science. To be sure, there it was, Barsac, Barwise, Barzillai, +Bearwarden--the very last name in the page. And yet what could Nina +want at Lord Bearwarden's house? Of all places in London why should +she go there? Nevertheless, in such a hopeless search, the vaguest +hint was welcome, the faintest clue must be followed out. So the two +men, standing in earnest colloquy, under the gas-lamps, resolved to +hunt their trail as far as Lord Bearwarden's residence without further +delay. + +The more precious are the moments, the faster they seem to pass. An +autumn day had long given place to night, ere they verified this +last piece of intelligence, and acquired some definite aim for their +exertions; but neither liked to compare notes with the other, nor +express his own disheartening reflection that Nina might be wandering +so late, bewildered, lonely, and unprotected, through the labyrinths +of the great city. + +In the meantime, Gentleman Jim and his confederate were fully +occupied with the details necessary to carry their infamous plot into +execution. The lawyer had drawn out from the bank all the ready money +he could lay hands on, amounting to several hundred pounds. He +had furnished Jim with ample funds to facilitate his share of the +preparations, and he had still an hour or two on hand before the +important moment arrived. That interval he devoted to his private +affairs, and those of the office, so that his uncle should be +inconvenienced as little as possible by an absence which he now hoped +might be prolonged for a considerable time. + +It had been dark for more than an hour ere the accomplices met again, +equipped and ready for the work they had pledged themselves to +undertake. + +Jim, indeed, contrary to his wont, when "business," as he called it, +was on hand, seemed scarcely sober; but to obtain the use of the +vehicle he required without the company of its driver, he had found +it necessary to ply the latter with liquor till he became insensible, +although the drunken man's instincts of good-fellowship bade him +insist that his generous entertainer should partake largely of the +fluids consumed at his expense. To drink down a London cabman, on +anything like fair terms, is an arduous task, even for a housebreaker, +and Jim's passions were roused to their worst by alcohol long before +he arrived with his four-wheeled cab at the appointed spot where he +was to wait for Tom Ryfe. + +How he laughed to himself while he felt the pliant life-preserver +coiled in his great-coat pocket--the long, keen, murderous knife +resting against his heart. A fiend had taken possession of the man. +Already overleaping the intervening time, ignoring everything but the +crime he meditated, his chief difficulty seemed how he should dispose +of Tom's mutilated body ere he flew to reap the harvest of his guilt. + +He chuckled and grinned with a fierce, savage sense of humour, while +he recalled the imperious manner in which Mr. Ryfe had taken the +initiative in their joint proceedings; as if they originated in his +own invention, were ordered solely for his own convenience; and the +tone of authority in which that gentleman had warned him not to be +late. + +"It's good! That is!" said Jim, sitting on the box of the cab, and +peering into the darkness, through which a gas-lamp glimmered with +dull, uncertain rays, blurred by the autumn fog. "You'd like to be +master, you would, I dare say, all through the job, and for me to be +man! You'd best look sharp about it. I'll have that blessed life of +yours afore the sun's up to-morrow, and see who'll be master then. Ay, +and missis too! Hooray! for the cruel eyes, and the touch-me-not airs. +The proud, pale-faced devil! as thought Jim wasn't quite the equals of +the dirt beneath her feet. Steady! Here he comes." + +And looming through the fog, Mr. Ryfe approached with cautious, +resolute step; carrying a revolver in his pocket, prepared to use it, +too, on occasion, with the fearless energy of a desperate man. + +"Is it all ready, Jim?" said he in a whisper. "You haven't forgot the +gag? Nor the shawl to throw round her head? The least mistake upsets a +job like this." + +For answer, Jim descended heavily from his seat, and holding the +cab-door open, pointed to the above-named articles lying folded on the +front seat. + +"You'll drive, master," said he, with a hoarse chuckle. "You knows +the way. First turn to the left. I'll ride inside, like a lord, or a +fashionable doctor, and keep my eye on the tackle." + +"It's very dark," continued Tom uneasily. "But that's all in our +favour, of course. You know her figure as well as I do. Don't forget, +now. I'll drive close to the pavement, and the instant we stop, you +must throw the shawl over her head, muffle her up, and whip her in. +This beggar can gallop, I suppose." + +"He's a thoroughbred 'un," answered Jim, with a sounding pat on the +horse's bony ribs. "Leastways, so the chap as I borrowed him off swore +solemn. He was so precious drunk, I'm blessed if I think he knowed +what he meant. But howsoever, I make no doubt the critter can go when +it's pushed." + +Thus speaking, Jim helped the other to mount the box, and placed +himself inside with the door open, ready to spring like a tiger when +he should catch sight of his prey. + +The streets of the great city are never so deserted as an hour or +two after nightfall, and an hour or two before dawn. Not a single +passenger did they meet, and only one policeman; while the cab with +its desperate inmates rattled and jolted along on this nefarious +enterprise. + +It was stopped at last, close to the footway in a dimly-lighted +street, within a hundred yards of Lord Bearwarden's house, which stood +a few doors off round the corner. + +A distant clock struck the hour. That heavy clang seemed to dwell on +the gloomy stillness of the atmosphere, and both men felt their nerves +strangely jarred by the dull, familiar sound. + +Their hearts beat fast. Tom began to wish he had adopted some less +unconventional means of attaining his object, and tried in vain to +drive from his mind the punishments awarded to such offences as he +meditated, by the severity of our criminal code. + +Jim had but one feeling, with which heart and brain were saturated. +In a few minutes he would see her again! In a new character, +possibly--tearful, humbled, supplicating. No; his instincts told him +that not even the last extremity of danger would force a tear from +those proud eyes, nor bow that haughty head an inch. How this wild, +fierce worship maddened him! So longing, yet so slavish--so reckless, +so debased, yet all the while cursed with a certain leavening of the +true faith, that drove him to despair. But come what might, in a +few minutes he would see her again. Even at such a time, there was +something of repose and happiness in the thought. + +So the quasi-thoroughbred horse went to sleep and the men waited; +waited, wondering how the lagging minutes could pass so slow. + +Listen! a light footstep round the corner. The gentle rustle of +a woman's dress. A tall, slight figure gliding yonder under the +gas-lamp, coming down the street, even now, with head erect, and easy, +undulating gait. + +The blood rose to Jim's brain till it beat like strokes from a +sledge-hammer. Tom shortened the reins, and tightened his grasp round +the whip. + +Nearer, nearer, she came on. The pure, calm face held high aloft, the +pliant figure moving ever with the same smooth, graceful gestures. +Fortune favoured them; she stopped when she reached the cab, and +seemed about to engage it for her journey. + +The men were quick to see their advantage. Jim, coiled for a spring, +shrank into the darkest corner of the vehicle. Tom, enacting driver, +jumped down, and held the door to help her in. + +Catching sight of the dark figure on the front seat, she started back. +The next moment, there rose a faint stifled shriek, the shawl was over +her head. Jim's powerful arms wound themselves tight round her body, +and Tom clambered in haste to the box. + +But quick feet had already rained along that fifty yards of pavement. +A powerful grasp was at the driver's throat, pulling him back between +the wheels of the cab; and he found himself struggling for life with a +strong, angry man, who swore desperately, while two more figures ran +at speed up the street. + +Tom's eyes were starting, his tongue was out. + +"Jim, help me!" he managed to articulate. "I'm choking." + +"You infernal scoundrel!" exclaimed his antagonist, whose fury seemed +redoubled by the sound of that familiar voice: the grasp, closing +round Tom's neck like iron, threatened death unless he could get free. + +An instinct of self-preservation bade him pluck at his revolver. He +got it out at the moment when Jim, setting his back to the door to +secure his captive, dealt with the heavy life-preserver a blow at the +assailant's head, which fortunately only reached his shoulder. The +latter released Tom's throat to get possession of the pistol. In the +struggle it went off. There was a hideous blasphemy, a groan, and a +heavy fall between the wheels of the cab. + +Ere the smoke cleared away two more auxiliaries appeared on the scene. +With Simon Perkins's assistance, Lord Bearwarden had little difficulty +in pinioning his late antagonist, while Dick Stanmore, having lifted +the imprisoned lady out of the cab, over the housebreaker's prostrate +body, held her tightly embraced, in a transport of affection +intensified by alarm. + +Lord Bearwarden, usually so collected, was now utterly stupefied and +amazed. He looked from Tom Ryfe's white face, staring over the badge +and great-coat of a London cabman, to the sinking form of his wife--as +he believed--in the arms of her lover, clinging to him for protection, +responding in utter shamelessness to his caresses and endearments. + +"Mr. Stanmore!" he exclaimed, in a voice breathless from exertion, and +choking with anger. "You and I have an account to settle that cannot +be put off. Lady Bearwarden, I will see you home. Come with me this +instant." + +Dick seemed as if he thought his lordship had gone mad. Nina stared +helplessly at the group. Another gasp and a fainter groan came from +the body lying underneath the cab. + +"We must look to this man; he is dying," said Simon Perkins, on his +knees by the prostrate form, now motionless and insensible. + +"My house is round the corner," answered Lord Bearwarden, stooping +over the fallen ruffian. "Let us take him in. All the doctors in +the world won't save him," he added, in a tone of grave pity. "He's +bleeding to death inside." + +Nina had been a good deal frightened, but recovered wonderfully in +the reassuring presence of her lover. "_His_ house?" she asked, in a +sufficiently audible voice, considering her late agitation. "Who is +he, Dick, and where does he live?" + +Two of the police had now arrived, and were turning their lanterns on +the party. The strong white light glared full on Miss Algernon's +face and figure, so like Lady Bearwarden's but yet to the husband's +bewildered senses so surely not his wife's. + +He shook all over. His face, though flushed a moment ago, turned +deadly pale. He clutched Dick's shoulder, and his voice came dry and +husky, while he gasped-- + +"What is it, Stanmore? Speak, man, for the love of heaven. What does +it all mean?" + +Then came question and answer; clearer, fuller, more fluent with every +sentence. And so the explanation went on: how some enemy had +roused his worst suspicions; how Lord Bearwarden, deceived by the +extraordinary likeness which he could not but acknowledge even now, +had been satisfied he saw Dick Stanmore with Maud in a hansom cab; how +he had left his home in consequence, and sent that hostile message to +Dick, which had so puzzled that gallant, open-hearted gentleman; how +a certain letter from Lady Bearwarden, addressed to Mr. Stanmore, and +forwarded to her husband, had but confirmed his suspicions; and +how, at last, an anonymous communication to the same lady, falling +accidentally into his hands, had mystified him completely, and +made him resolve to watch and follow her at the hour named, with a +desperate hope that something might be revealed to alleviate his +sufferings, to give him more certainty of action and future guidance. + +"I was horribly cut up, I don't mind confessing it," said Lord +Bearwarden, with his kindly grasp still on Dick's shoulder. "And I +waited there, outside my own house, like some d----d poaching thief. +It seemed so hard I couldn't go in and see her just once more! +Presently, out she came, as I thought, and I followed, very craftily, +and not too near for fear she should look round. She didn't, though, +but walked straight on; and when I saw the cab waiting, and she +stopped as if she meant to get in, I couldn't tell what to make of it +at all." + +"I was only just in time. I came that last few yards with a rush, I +give you my word! And I made a grab at the driver, thinking the best +chance was to stop the conveyance at once, or if I couldn't do that, +take a free passage with the rest of them. She wasn't going of her own +accord, I felt sure. That villain of a lawyer struggled hard. I didn't +think he'd been so good a man. I wasn't at all sorry to see you +fellows coming up. It was two to one, you know, and I do believe, if +it hadn't been for the pistol, they might have got clear off. It shot +the worst customer of the two, that poor fellow behind us, right +through the body. Under my arm, I should think, for I got a very nasty +one on the shoulder just as the smoke flew in my face. It has squared +_his_ accounts, I fancy. But here we are at my house. Let's get him +in, and then you must introduce me properly to this young lady, whose +acquaintance I have made in such an unusual manner." + +The strange procession had, indeed, arrived at Lord Bearwarden's +residence. It consisted of the proprietor himself, whose right arm was +now completely disabled, but who gesticulated forcibly with his left; +of Dick Stanmore and Nina, listening to his lordship with the utmost +deference and attention; of Jim's senseless body, carried by Simon +Perkins and one policeman, while Tom Ryfe, in close custody of the +other, brought up the rear. + +As they entered the hall, Lady Bearwarden's pale, astonished face was +seen looking over the banisters. Dorothea, too, creeping down-stairs, +with some vague idea of escaping from this friendly refuge, and +finding her way back, perhaps, to the cool shining Serpentine, came +full upon the group at the moment when Jim was laid tenderly down by +his bearers, and the policeman whispered audibly to his comrade that, +even if the doctor were in the next street now, he would come too +late! + +She ran forward with a wild, despairing cry. She flung herself down by +the long, limp, helpless figure. She raised the drooping head with +its matted locks, its fixed, white, rigid face, and pressed it hard +against her bosom--hard to her wayward, ignorant, warped, but loving +heart. + +"Speak to me, Jim!" she moaned once more, rocking backwards and +forwards in her fierce agony. "Speak to me, deary! You'll never speak +again. O! why did they stop _me_ to-day? It's cruel--cruel! Why did +they stop me? We'd have been together before now!" + +And the groom of the chambers, an unwilling witness of all these +indecorous proceedings, resolved, for that one night, to do his duty +stanchly by his employer, but give up his place with inflexible +dignity on the morrow. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +UNDER THE ACACIAS + + +"Out of drawing; flesh tints infamous; chiaroscuro grossly muddled; no +breadth; not much story in it; badly composed; badly treated; badly +painted altogether." + +So said the reviews, laying down the infallible law of the writer, +concerning Simon Perkins's great picture. The public followed the +reviews, of course, in accordance with a generous instinct, urging +it to believe that he who can write his own language, not, indeed, +accurately, but with a certain force and rapidity, must therefore +be conversant with all the subjects on which he chooses to declaim. +Statesman, chemist, engineer, shipbuilder, soldier, above all, +navigator, painter, plasterer, and statuary; like the hungry Greek +adventurer of Juvenal, _omnia novit_: like Horace's wise man amongst +the Stoics; be the subject boots, beauty, bullocks, or the beer-trade, +he is universal instructor and referee. + + "Et sutor bonus, et solus formosus, et est rex." + +So reviewers abused the picture persistently, and Lord Bearwarden was +furious, brandishing a weekly newspaper above his head, and striding +about the little Putney lawn with an energy that threatened to immerse +him in the river, forgetful of those narrow limits, suggesting the +proverbial extent of a fisherman's walk on deck, "two steps and +overboard." + +His audience, though, were partial and indulgent. The old ladies +in the drawing-room, overhearing an occasional sentence, devoutly +believed their nephew was the first painter of his time, Lord +Bearwarden the wisest critic that ever lived, the greatest nobleman, +the bravest soldier, the kindest husband, always excepting, perhaps, +that other husband smoking there under the acacia, interchanging with +his lordship many a pleasant jest and smile, that argued the good +understanding existing between them. + +Dick Stanmore and Lord Bearwarden were now inseparable. Their alliance +furnished a standing joke for their wives. "They have the same +perverted tastes, my dear, and like the same sort of people," +lighthearted Nina would observe to the sister whom she had not found +till the close of her girlish life. "It's always fast friends, or, at +least, men with a strong tendency to friendship, who are in love with +the same woman, and I don't believe they hate each other half as much +as we should, even for _that_!" + +To which Maud would make no reply, gazing with her dark eyes out upon +the river, and wondering whether Dick had ever told the wife he loved +how fondly he once worshipped another face so like her own. + +For my part, I don't think he had. I don't think he could realise the +force of those past feelings, nor comprehend that he could ever have +cared much for any one but the darling who now made the joy of his +whole life. When first he fell in love with Nina, it was for her +likeness to her sister. Now, though in his eyes the likeness was +fading every day, that sister's face was chiefly dear to him because +of its resemblance to his wife's. + +Never was there a happier family party than these persons constituted. +Lord and Lady Bearwarden, Mr. and Mrs. Stanmore, drove down from +London many days in the week to the pretty Putney villa. Simon was +truly rejoiced to see them, while the old ladies vibrated all over, +caps, fronts, ribbons, lockets, and laces, with excitement and +delight. The very flowers had a sweeter perfume, the laburnums a +richer gold, the river a softer ripple, than in the experience of all +previous springs. + +"They may say what they like," continued Lord Bearwarden, still with +the weekly paper in his hand. "I maintain the criterion of merit +is success. I maintain that the Rhymer and the Fairy Queen is an +extraordinary picture, and the general public the best judge. Why +there was no getting near it at the Academy. The people crowded round +as they do about a Cheap Jack at a fair. I'm not a little fellow, but +I couldn't catch a glimpse of any part except the Fairy Queen's head. +I think it's _the_ most beautiful face I ever saw in my life!" + +"Thank you, Lord Bearwarden," said Nina, laughing. "He'd such a +subject, you know; it's no wonder he made a good picture of it." + +No wonder, indeed! Did she ever think his brush was dipped in colours +ground on the poor artist's heart? + +"It's very like _you_ and it's very like Maud," answered Lord +Bearwarden. "Somehow you don't seem to me so like each other as you +used to be. And yet how puzzled I was the second time I ever set eyes +on you!" + +"How cross you were! and how you scolded!" answered saucy Mrs. +Stanmore. "I wouldn't have stood it from Dick. Do you ever speak to +Maud like that?" + +The look that passed between Lord and Lady Bearwarden was a sufficient +reply. The crowning beauty had come to those dark eyes of hers, now +that their pride was centred in another, their lustre deepened and +softened with the light of love. + +"It was lucky for you, dear, that he _was_ angry," said her ladyship. +"If he had hesitated a moment, it's frightful to think what would have +become of you, at the mercy of those reckless, desperate men!" + +"They were punished, at any rate," observed Nina gravely. "I shall +never forget that dead fixed face in the hall. Nor the other man's +look, the cowardly one, while he prayed to be forgiven. Forgiven, +indeed! One ought to forgive a great deal, but not such an enormity as +that!" + +"I think he got off very cheap," interposed Dick Stanmore. "He +deserved to be hanged, in my opinion, and they only transported +him--not even for life!" + +"Think of the temptation, Dick," replied Nina, with another saucy +smile. "How would you like it yourself?" + +"And you were in pursuit of the same object. You can't deny that, only +he hit upon me first." + +"I was more sorry for the other villain," said Lord Bearwarden, who +had heard long ago the history of Gentleman Jim's persecution of her +ladyship. "He was a daring, reckless scoundrel, and I should like to +have killed him myself, but _it_ did seem hard lines to be shot by his +own confederate in the row!" + +"I pity that poor woman most of all," observed Lady Bearwarden, with a +sigh. "It is quite a mercy that she should have lost her senses. She +suffered so dreadfully till her mind failed." + +"How is she?" "Have you seen her?" came from the others in a breath. + +"I was with her this morning," answered Maud. "She didn't know me. +I don't think she knows anybody. They can't get her to read, nor do +needlework, nor even walk out into the garden. She's never still, poor +thing! but paces up and down the room mumbling over a bent halfcrown +and a knot of ribbon," added Lady Bearwarden, with a meaning glance +at her husband, "that they found on the dead man's body, and keeps +pressing it against her breast while she mutters something about their +wanting to take it away. It's a sad, sad sight! I can't get that wild +vacant stare out of my head. It's the same expression that frightened +me so on her face that day by the Serpentine. It has haunted me +ever since. She seemed to be looking miles away across the water at +something I couldn't see. I wonder what it was. I wonder what she +looks at now!" + +"She's never been in her right senses, has she, since that dreadful +night?" asked Nina. "If she were a lady, and well dressed, and +respectable, one would say it's quite a romance. Don't you think +perhaps, after all, it's more touching as it is?" and Nina, who liked +to make little heartless speeches she did not mean, looked lovingly +on Dick, with her dark eyes full of tears, as she wondered what would +become of her if anything happened to _him_! + +"I can scarcely bear to think of it," answered Maud, laying her +hand on her husband's shoulder. "Through all the happiness of that +night--far, far the happiest of my whole life--this poor thing's utter +misery comes back to me like a warning and a reproach. If I live to a +hundred I shall never forget her when she looked up to heaven from the +long rigid figure with its fixed white face, and tried to pray, and +couldn't, and didn't know how! O! my darling!"--and here Maud's voice +sank to a whisper, while the haughty head drooped lovingly and humbly +towards her husband's arm,--"what have I done that I should be so +blessed, while there is all this misery and disappointment and despair +in the world?" + +He made no attempt at explanation. The philosophy of our Household +Cavalry, like the religion of Napoleon's "Old Guard," is adapted for +action rather than casuistry. He did not tell her that in the journey +of life for some the path is made smooth and easy, for others paved +with flint and choked with thorns; but that a wise Director knows best +the capabilities of the wayfarer, and the amount of toil required to +fit him for his rest. So up and down, through rough and smooth, in +storm and sunshine--all these devious tracks lead home at last. If +Lord Bearwarden thought this, he could not put it into words, but his +arm stole lovingly round the slender waist, and over his brave, manly +face came a gentle look that seemed to say he asked no better than +to lighten every load for that dear one through life, and bear her +tenderly with him on the road to heaven. + +"_C'est l'amour_!" laughed Nina, "that makes all the bother and +complications of our artificial state of existence!" + +"And all its sorrows!" said Lord Bearwarden. + +"And all its sin!" said her ladyship. + +"And all its beauty!" said Dick. + +"And all its happiness!" added the painter, who had not yet spoken, +from his seat under the acacia that grew by the water's edge. + +"Well put!" exclaimed the others, "and you need not go out of this +dear little garden in search of the proof." + +But Simon made no answer. Once more he was looking wistfully on the +river, thinking how it freshened and fertilised all about it as it +passed by. Fulfilling its noble task--bearing riches, comforts, +health, happiness, yet taking to deck its own bosom, not one of +the humblest wildflowers that must droop and die but for its love. +Consoler, sympathiser, benefactor, night and day. Gently, noiselessly, +imperceptibly speeding its good work, making no pause, knowing no +rest, till far away beyond that dim horizon, under the golden heaven, +it merged into the sea. + +THE END + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of M. or N. "Similia similibus curantur." +by G.J. 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