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diff --git a/11052.txt b/11052.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..25b83e6 --- /dev/null +++ b/11052.txt @@ -0,0 +1,15482 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Custom of the Country, by Edith Wharton + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Custom of the Country + +Author: Edith Wharton + +Release Date: February 12, 2004 [EBook #11052] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CUSTOM OF THE COUNTRY *** + + + + +Produced by Steve Harris and PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + +THE CUSTOM OF THE COUNTRY + +by EDITH WHARTON + + + +1913 + + + + +THE CUSTOM OF THE COUNTRY + + + + +I + +"Undine Spragg--how can you?" her mother wailed, raising a +prematurely-wrinkled hand heavy with rings to defend the note which a +languid "bell-boy" had just brought in. + +But her defence was as feeble as her protest, and she continued to +smile on her visitor while Miss Spragg, with a turn of her quick young +fingers, possessed herself of the missive and withdrew to the window to +read it. + +"I guess it's meant for me," she merely threw over her shoulder at her +mother. + +"Did you EVER, Mrs. Heeny?" Mrs. Spragg murmured with deprecating pride. + +Mrs. Heeny, a stout professional-looking person in a waterproof, her +rusty veil thrown back, and a shabby alligator bag at her feet, followed +the mother's glance with good-humoured approval. + +"I never met with a lovelier form," she agreed, answering the spirit +rather than the letter of her hostess's enquiry. + +Mrs. Spragg and her visitor were enthroned in two heavy gilt armchairs +in one of the private drawing-rooms of the Hotel Stentorian. The Spragg +rooms were known as one of the Looey suites, and the drawing-room walls, +above their wainscoting of highly-varnished mahogany, were hung with +salmon-pink damask and adorned with oval portraits of Marie Antoinette +and the Princess de Lamballe. In the centre of the florid carpet a gilt +table with a top of Mexican onyx sustained a palm in a gilt basket tied +with a pink bow. But for this ornament, and a copy of "The Hound of the +Baskervilles" which lay beside it, the room showed no traces of human +use, and Mrs. Spragg herself wore as complete an air of detachment as if +she had been a wax figure in a show-window. Her attire was fashionable +enough to justify such a post, and her pale soft-cheeked face, with +puffy eye-lids and drooping mouth, suggested a partially-melted wax +figure which had run to double-chin. + +Mrs. Heeny, in comparison, had a reassuring look of solidity and +reality. The planting of her firm black bulk in its chair, and the +grasp of her broad red hands on the gilt arms, bespoke an organized and +self-reliant activity, accounted for by the fact that Mrs. Heeny was a +"society" manicure and masseuse. Toward Mrs. Spragg and her daughter +she filled the double role of manipulator and friend; and it was in the +latter capacity that, her day's task ended, she had dropped in for a +moment to "cheer up" the lonely ladies of the Stentorian. + +The young girl whose "form" had won Mrs. Heeny's professional +commendation suddenly shifted its lovely lines as she turned back from +the window. + +"Here--you can have it after all," she said, crumpling the note and +tossing it with a contemptuous gesture into her mother's lap. + +"Why--isn't it from Mr. Popple?" Mrs. Spragg exclaimed unguardedly. + +"No--it isn't. What made you think I thought it was?" snapped her +daughter; but the next instant she added, with an outbreak of childish +disappointment: "It's only from Mr. Marvell's sister--at least she says +she's his sister." + +Mrs. Spragg, with a puzzled frown, groped for her eye-glass among the +jet fringes of her tightly-girded front. + +Mrs. Heeny's small blue eyes shot out sparks of curiosity. +"Marvell--what Marvell is that?" + +The girl explained languidly: "A little fellow--I think Mr. Popple said +his name was Ralph"; while her mother continued: "Undine met them both +last night at that party downstairs. And from something Mr. Popple said +to her about going to one of the new plays, she thought--" + +"How on earth do you know what I thought?" Undine flashed back, her grey +eyes darting warnings at her mother under their straight black brows. + +"Why, you SAID you thought--" Mrs. Spragg began reproachfully; but Mrs. +Heeny, heedless of their bickerings, was pursuing her own train of +thought. + +"What Popple? Claud Walsingham Popple--the portrait painter?" + +"Yes--I suppose so. He said he'd like to paint me. Mabel Lipscomb +introduced him. I don't care if I never see him again," the girl said, +bathed in angry pink. + +"Do you know him, Mrs. Heeny?" Mrs. Spragg enquired. + +"I should say I did. I manicured him for his first society portrait--a +full-length of Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll." Mrs. Heeny smiled indulgently +on her hearers. "I know everybody. If they don't know ME they ain't in +it, and Claud Walsingham Popple's in it. But he ain't nearly AS in it," +she continued judicially, "as Ralph Marvell--the little fellow, as you +call him." + +Undine Spragg, at the word, swept round on the speaker with one of the +quick turns that revealed her youthful flexibility. She was always +doubling and twisting on herself, and every movement she made seemed +to start at the nape of her neck, just below the lifted roll of +reddish-gold hair, and flow without a break through her whole slim +length to the tips of her fingers and the points of her slender restless +feet. + +"Why, do you know the Marvells? Are THEY stylish?" she asked. + +Mrs. Heeny gave the discouraged gesture of a pedagogue who has vainly +striven to implant the rudiments of knowledge in a rebellious mind. + +"Why, Undine Spragg, I've told you all about them time and again! +His mother was a Dagonet. They live with old Urban Dagonet down in +Washington Square." + +To Mrs. Spragg this conveyed even less than to her daughter, "'way down +there? Why do they live with somebody else? Haven't they got the means +to have a home of their own?" + +Undine's perceptions were more rapid, and she fixed her eyes searchingly +on Mrs. Heeny. + +"Do you mean to say Mr. Marvell's as swell as Mr. Popple?" + +"As swell? Why, Claud Walsingham Popple ain't in the same class with +him!" + +The girl was upon her mother with a spring, snatching and smoothing out +the crumpled note. + +"Laura Fairford--is that the sister's name?" + +"Mrs. Henley Fairford; yes. What does she write about?" + +Undine's face lit up as if a shaft of sunset had struck it through the +triple-curtained windows of the Stentorian. + +"She says she wants me to dine with her next Wednesday. Isn't it queer? +Why does SHE want me? She's never seen me!" Her tone implied that she +had long been accustomed to being "wanted" by those who had. + +Mrs. Heeny laughed. "HE saw you, didn't he?" + +"Who? Ralph Marvell? Why, of course he did--Mr. Popple brought him to +the party here last night." + +"Well, there you are... When a young man in society wants to meet a girl +again, he gets his sister to ask her." + +Undine stared at her incredulously. "How queer! But they haven't all +got sisters, have they? It must be fearfully poky for the ones that +haven't." + +"They get their mothers--or their married friends," said Mrs. Heeny +omnisciently. + +"Married gentlemen?" enquired Mrs. Spragg, slightly shocked, but +genuinely desirous of mastering her lesson. + +"Mercy, no! Married ladies." + +"But are there never any gentlemen present?" pursued Mrs. Spragg, +feeling that if this were the case Undine would certainly be +disappointed. + +"Present where? At their dinners? Of course--Mrs. Fairford gives the +smartest little dinners in town. There was an account of one she gave +last week in this morning's TOWN TALK: I guess it's right here among my +clippings." Mrs. Heeny, swooping down on her bag, drew from it a handful +of newspaper cuttings, which she spread on her ample lap and proceeded +to sort with a moistened forefinger. "Here," she said, holding one of +the slips at arm's length; and throwing back her head she read, in a +slow unpunctuated chant: '"Mrs. Henley Fairford gave another of her +natty little dinners last Wednesday as usual it was smart small and +exclusive and there was much gnashing of teeth among the left-outs +as Madame Olga Loukowska gave some of her new steppe dances after +dinner'--that's the French for new dance steps," Mrs. Heeny concluded, +thrusting the documents back into her bag. + +"Do you know Mrs. Fairford too?" Undine asked eagerly; while Mrs. +Spragg, impressed, but anxious for facts, pursued: "Does she reside on +Fifth Avenue?" + +"No, she has a little house in Thirty-eighth Street, down beyond Park +Avenue." + +The ladies' faces drooped again, and the masseuse went on promptly: "But +they're glad enough to have her in the big houses!--Why, yes, I know +her," she said, addressing herself to Undine. "I mass'd her for a +sprained ankle a couple of years ago. She's got a lovely manner, but +NO conversation. Some of my patients converse exquisitely," Mrs. Heeny +added with discrimination. + +Undine was brooding over the note. "It IS written to mother--Mrs. Abner +E. Spragg--I never saw anything so funny! 'Will you ALLOW your daughter +to dine with me?' Allow! Is Mrs. Fairford peculiar?" + +"No--you are," said Mrs. Heeny bluntly. "Don't you know it's the thing +in the best society to pretend that girls can't do anything without +their mothers' permission? You just remember that. Undine. You mustn't +accept invitations from gentlemen without you say you've got to ask your +mother first." + +"Mercy! But how'll mother know what to say?" + +"Why, she'll say what you tell her to, of course. You'd better tell her +you want to dine with Mrs. Fairford," Mrs. Heeny added humorously, as +she gathered her waterproof together and stooped for her bag. + +"Have I got to write the note, then?" Mrs. Spragg asked with rising +agitation. + +Mrs. Heeny reflected. "Why, no. I guess Undine can write it as if it was +from you. Mrs. Fairford don't know your writing." + +This was an evident relief to Mrs. Spragg, and as Undine swept to her +room with the note her mother sank back, murmuring plaintively: "Oh, +don't go yet, Mrs. Heeny. I haven't seen a human being all day, and I +can't seem to find anything to say to that French maid." + +Mrs. Heeny looked at her hostess with friendly compassion. She was well +aware that she was the only bright spot on Mrs. Spragg's horizon. Since +the Spraggs, some two years previously, had moved from Apex City to New +York, they had made little progress in establishing relations with their +new environment; and when, about four months earlier, Mrs. Spragg's +doctor had called in Mrs. Heeny to minister professionally to his +patient, he had done more for her spirit than for her body. Mrs. Heeny +had had such "cases" before: she knew the rich helpless family, stranded +in lonely splendour in a sumptuous West Side hotel, with a father +compelled to seek a semblance of social life at the hotel bar, and a +mother deprived of even this contact with her kind, and reduced to +illness by boredom and inactivity. Poor Mrs. Spragg had done her own +washing in her youth, but since her rising fortunes had made this +occupation unsuitable she had sunk into the relative inertia which the +ladies of Apex City regarded as one of the prerogatives of affluence. At +Apex, however, she had belonged to a social club, and, until they moved +to the Mealey House, had been kept busy by the incessant struggle with +domestic cares; whereas New York seemed to offer no field for any form +of lady-like activity. She therefore took her exercise vicariously, with +Mrs. Heeny's help; and Mrs. Heeny knew how to manipulate her imagination +as well as her muscles. It was Mrs. Heeny who peopled the solitude of +the long ghostly days with lively anecdotes of the Van Degens, the +Driscolls, the Chauncey Ellings and the other social potentates whose +least doings Mrs. Spragg and Undine had followed from afar in the Apex +papers, and who had come to seem so much more remote since only the +width of the Central Park divided mother and daughter from their +Olympian portals. + +Mrs. Spragg had no ambition for herself--she seemed to have transferred +her whole personality to her child--but she was passionately resolved +that Undine should have what she wanted, and she sometimes fancied that +Mrs. Heeny, who crossed those sacred thresholds so familiarly, might +some day gain admission for Undine. + +"Well--I'll stay a little mite longer if you want; and supposing I was +to rub up your nails while we're talking? It'll be more sociable," the +masseuse suggested, lifting her bag to the table and covering its shiny +onyx surface with bottles and polishers. + +Mrs. Spragg consentingly slipped the rings from her small mottled hands. +It was soothing to feel herself in Mrs. Heeny's grasp, and though she +knew the attention would cost her three dollars she was secure in the +sense that Abner wouldn't mind. It had been clear to Mrs. Spragg, ever +since their rather precipitate departure from Apex City, that Abner was +resolved not to mind--resolved at any cost to "see through" the +New York adventure. It seemed likely now that the cost would be +considerable. They had lived in New York for two years without any +social benefit to their daughter; and it was of course for that purpose +that they had come. If, at the time, there had been other and more +pressing reasons, they were such as Mrs. Spragg and her husband +never touched on, even in the gilded privacy of their bedroom at the +Stentorian; and so completely had silence closed in on the subject that +to Mrs. Spragg it had become non-existent: she really believed that, +as Abner put it, they had left Apex because Undine was too big for the +place. + +She seemed as yet--poor child!--too small for New York: actually +imperceptible to its heedless multitudes; and her mother trembled for +the day when her invisibility should be borne in on her. Mrs. Spragg +did not mind the long delay for herself--she had stores of lymphatic +patience. But she had noticed lately that Undine was beginning to be +nervous, and there was nothing that Undine's parents dreaded so much as +her being nervous. Mrs. Spragg's maternal apprehensions unconsciously +escaped in her next words. + +"I do hope she'll quiet down now," she murmured, feeling quieter herself +as her hand sank into Mrs. Heeny's roomy palm. + +"Who's that? Undine?" + +"Yes. She seemed so set on that Mr. Popple's coming round. From the way +he acted last night she thought he'd be sure to come round this morning. +She's so lonesome, poor child--I can't say as I blame her." + +"Oh, he'll come round. Things don't happen as quick as that in New +York," said Mrs. Heeny, driving her nail-polisher cheeringly. + +Mrs. Spragg sighed again. "They don't appear to. They say New Yorkers +are always in a hurry; but I can't say as they've hurried much to make +our acquaintance." + +Mrs. Heeny drew back to study the effect of her work. "You wait, Mrs. +Spragg, you wait. If you go too fast you sometimes have to rip out the +whole seam." + +"Oh, that's so--that's SO!" Mrs. Spragg exclaimed, with a tragic +emphasis that made the masseuse glance up at her. + +"Of course it's so. And it's more so in New York than anywhere. The +wrong set's like fly-paper: once you're in it you can pull and pull, but +you'll never get out of it again." + +Undine's mother heaved another and more helpless sigh. "I wish YOU'D +tell Undine that, Mrs. Heeny." + +"Oh, I guess Undine's all right. A girl like her can afford to wait. +And if young Marvell's really taken with her she'll have the run of the +place in no time." + +This solacing thought enabled Mrs. Spragg to yield herself unreservedly +to Mrs. Heeny's ministrations, which were prolonged for a happy +confidential hour; and she had just bidden the masseuse good-bye, and +was restoring the rings to her fingers, when the door opened to admit +her husband. + +Mr. Spragg came in silently, setting his high hat down on the +centre-table, and laying his overcoat across one of the gilt chairs. He +was tallish, grey-bearded and somewhat stooping, with the slack figure +of the sedentary man who would be stout if he were not dyspeptic; and +his cautious grey eyes with pouch-like underlids had straight black +brows like his daughter's. His thin hair was worn a little too long over +his coat collar, and a Masonic emblem dangled from the heavy gold chain +which crossed his crumpled black waistcoat. + +He stood still in the middle of the room, casting a slow pioneering +glance about its gilded void; then he said gently: "Well, mother?" + +Mrs. Spragg remained seated, but her eyes dwelt on him affectionately. +"Undine's been asked out to a dinner-party; and Mrs. Heeny says it's to +one of the first families. It's the sister of one of the gentlemen that +Mabel Lipscomb introduced her to last night." + +There was a mild triumph in her tone, for it was owing to her insistence +and Undine's that Mr. Spragg had been induced to give up the house +they had bought in West End Avenue, and move with his family to the +Stentorian. Undine had early decided that they could not hope to get +on while they "kept house"--all the fashionable people she knew either +boarded or lived in hotels. Mrs. Spragg was easily induced to take the +same view, but Mr. Spragg had resisted, being at the moment unable +either to sell his house or to let it as advantageously as he had hoped. +After the move was made it seemed for a time as though he had been +right, and the first social steps would be as difficult to make in a +hotel as in one's own house; and Mrs. Spragg was therefore eager to have +him know that Undine really owed her first invitation to a meeting under +the roof of the Stentorian. + +"You see we were right to come here, Abner," she added, and he absently +rejoined: "I guess you two always manage to be right." + +But his face remained unsmiling, and instead of seating himself and +lighting his cigar, as he usually did before dinner, he took two or +three aimless turns about the room, and then paused in front of his +wife. + +"What's the matter--anything wrong down town?" she asked, her eyes +reflecting his anxiety. + +Mrs. Spragg's knowledge of what went on "down town" was of the most +elementary kind, but her husband's face was the barometer in which she +had long been accustomed to read the leave to go on unrestrictedly, +or the warning to pause and abstain till the coming storm should be +weathered. + +He shook his head. "N--no. Nothing worse than what I can see to, if you +and Undine will go steady for a while." He paused and looked across the +room at his daughter's door. "Where is she--out?" + +"I guess she's in her room, going over her dresses with that French +maid. I don't know as she's got anything fit to wear to that dinner," +Mrs. Spragg added in a tentative murmur. + +Mr. Spragg smiled at last. "Well--I guess she WILL have," he said +prophetically. + +He glanced again at his daughter's door, as if to make sure of its being +shut; then, standing close before his wife, he lowered his voice to say: +"I saw Elmer Moffatt down town to-day." + +"Oh, Abner!" A wave of almost physical apprehension passed over Mrs. +Spragg. Her jewelled hands trembled in her black brocade lap, and the +pulpy curves of her face collapsed as if it were a pricked balloon. + +"Oh, Abner," she moaned again, her eyes also on her daughter's door. Mr. +Spragg's black eyebrows gathered in an angry frown, but it was evident +that his anger was not against his wife. + +"What's the good of Oh Abner-ing? Elmer Moffatt's nothing to us--no +more'n if we never laid eyes on him." + +"No--I know it; but what's he doing here? Did you speak to him?" she +faltered. + +He slipped his thumbs into his waistcoat pockets. "No--I guess Elmer and +I are pretty well talked out." + +Mrs. Spragg took up her moan. "Don't you tell her you saw him, Abner." + +"I'll do as you say; but she may meet him herself." + +"Oh, I guess not--not in this new set she's going with! Don't tell her +ANYHOW." + +He turned away, feeling for one of the cigars which he always carried +loose in his pocket; and his wife, rising, stole after him, and laid her +hand on his arm. + +"He can't do anything to her, can he?" + +"Do anything to her?" He swung about furiously. "I'd like to see him +touch her--that's all!" + + + +II + +Undine's white and gold bedroom, with sea-green panels and old rose +carpet, looked along Seventy-second Street toward the leafless tree-tops +of the Central Park. + +She went to the window, and drawing back its many layers of lace gazed +eastward down the long brownstone perspective. Beyond the Park lay Fifth +Avenue--and Fifth Avenue was where she wanted to be! + +She turned back into the room, and going to her writing-table laid Mrs. +Fairford's note before her, and began to study it minutely. She had read +in the "Boudoir Chat" of one of the Sunday papers that the smartest +women were using the new pigeon-blood notepaper with white ink; and +rather against her mother's advice she had ordered a large supply, with +her monogram in silver. It was a disappointment, therefore, to find that +Mrs. Fairford wrote on the old-fashioned white sheet, without even a +monogram--simply her address and telephone number. It gave Undine rather +a poor opinion of Mrs. Fairford's social standing, and for a moment she +thought with considerable satisfaction of answering the note on +her pigeon-blood paper. Then she remembered Mrs. Heeny's emphatic +commendation of Mrs. Fairford, and her pen wavered. What if white paper +were really newer than pigeon blood? It might be more stylish, anyhow. +Well, she didn't care if Mrs. Fairford didn't like red paper--SHE did! +And she wasn't going to truckle to any woman who lived in a small house +down beyond Park Avenue... + +Undine was fiercely independent and yet passionately imitative. She +wanted to surprise every one by her dash and originality, but she could +not help modelling herself on the last person she met, and the confusion +of ideals thus produced caused her much perturbation when she had to +choose between two courses. She hesitated a moment longer, and then took +from the drawer a plain sheet with the hotel address. + +It was amusing to write the note in her mother's name--she giggled as +she formed the phrase "I shall be happy to permit my daughter to take +dinner with you" ("take dinner" seemed more elegant than Mrs. Fairford's +"dine")--but when she came to the signature she was met by a new +difficulty. Mrs. Fairford had signed herself "Laura Fairford"--just as +one school-girl would write to another. But could this be a proper model +for Mrs. Spragg? Undine could not tolerate the thought of her mother's +abasing herself to a denizen of regions beyond Park Avenue, and she +resolutely formed the signature: "Sincerely, Mrs. Abner E. Spragg." Then +uncertainty overcame her, and she re-wrote her note and copied Mrs. +Fairford's formula: "Yours sincerely, Leota B. Spragg." But this struck +her as an odd juxtaposition of formality and freedom, and she made a +third attempt: "Yours with love, Leota B. Spragg." This, however, +seemed excessive, as the ladies had never met; and after several other +experiments she finally decided on a compromise, and ended the note: +"Yours sincerely, Mrs. Leota B. Spragg." That might be conventional. +Undine reflected, but it was certainly correct. This point settled, she +flung open her door, calling imperiously down the passage: "Celeste!" +and adding, as the French maid appeared: "I want to look over all my +dinner-dresses." + +Considering the extent of Miss Spragg's wardrobe her dinner-dresses were +not many. She had ordered a number the year before but, vexed at her +lack of use for them, had tossed them over impatiently to the maid. +Since then, indeed, she and Mrs. Spragg had succumbed to the abstract +pleasure of buying two or three more, simply because they were too +exquisite and Undine looked too lovely in them; but she had grown tired +of these also--tired of seeing them hang unworn in her wardrobe, like so +many derisive points of interrogation. And now, as Celeste spread them +out on the bed, they seemed disgustingly common-place, and as familiar +as if she had danced them to shreds. Nevertheless, she yielded to the +maid's persuasions and tried them on. + +The first and second did not gain by prolonged inspection: they looked +old-fashioned already. "It's something about the sleeves," Undine +grumbled as she threw them aside. + +The third was certainly the prettiest; but then it was the one she +had worn at the hotel dance the night before and the impossibility of +wearing it again within the week was too obvious for discussion. Yet she +enjoyed looking at herself in it, for it reminded her of her sparkling +passages with Claud Walsingham Popple, and her quieter but more fruitful +talk with his little friend--the young man she had hardly noticed. + +"You can go, Celeste--I'll take off the dress myself," she said: and +when Celeste had passed out, laden with discarded finery. Undine bolted +her door, dragged the tall pier-glass forward and, rummaging in a drawer +for fan and gloves, swept to a seat before the mirror with the air of a +lady arriving at an evening party. Celeste, before leaving, had drawn +down the blinds and turned on the electric light, and the white and gold +room, with its blazing wall-brackets, formed a sufficiently brilliant +background to carry out the illusion. So untempered a glare would have +been destructive to all half-tones and subtleties of modelling; but +Undine's beauty was as vivid, and almost as crude, as the brightness +suffusing it. Her black brows, her reddish-tawny hair and the pure red +and white of her complexion defied the searching decomposing radiance: +she might have been some fabled creature whose home was in a beam of +light. + +Undine, as a child, had taken but a lukewarm interest in the diversions +of her playmates. Even in the early days when she had lived with her +parents in a ragged outskirt of Apex, and hung on the fence with Indiana +Frusk, the freckled daughter of the plumber "across the way," she had +cared little for dolls or skipping-ropes, and still less for the riotous +games in which the loud Indiana played Atalanta to all the boyhood of +the quarter. Already Undine's chief delight was to "dress up" in her +mother's Sunday skirt and "play lady" before the wardrobe mirror. The +taste had outlasted childhood, and she still practised the same secret +pantomime, gliding in, settling her skirts, swaying her fan, moving her +lips in soundless talk and laughter; but lately she had shrunk from +everything that reminded her of her baffled social yearnings. Now, +however, she could yield without afterthought to the joy of dramatizing +her beauty. Within a few days she would be enacting the scene she was +now mimicking; and it amused her to see in advance just what impression +she would produce on Mrs. Fairford's guests. + +For a while she carried on her chat with an imaginary circle of +admirers, twisting this way and that, fanning, fidgeting, twitching at +her draperies, as she did in real life when people were noticing her. +Her incessant movements were not the result of shyness: she thought it +the correct thing to be animated in society, and noise and restlessness +were her only notion of vivacity. She therefore watched herself +approvingly, admiring the light on her hair, the flash of teeth between +her smiling lips, the pure shadows of her throat and shoulders as she +passed from one attitude to another. Only one fact disturbed her: there +was a hint of too much fulness in the curves of her neck and in the +spring of her hips. She was tall enough to carry off a little extra +weight, but excessive slimness was the fashion, and she shuddered at the +thought that she might some day deviate from the perpendicular. + +Presently she ceased to twist and sparkle at her image, and sinking into +her chair gave herself up to retrospection. She was vexed, in looking +back, to think how little notice she had taken of young Marvell, who +turned out to be so much less negligible than his brilliant friend. She +remembered thinking him rather shy, less accustomed to society; and +though in his quiet deprecating way he had said one or two droll things +he lacked Mr. Popple's masterly manner, his domineering yet caressing +address. When Mr. Popple had fixed his black eyes on Undine, and +murmured something "artistic" about the colour of her hair, she had +thrilled to the depths of her being. Even now it seemed incredible that +he should not turn out to be more distinguished than young Marvell: he +seemed so much more in the key of the world she read about in the Sunday +papers--the dazzling auriferous world of the Van Degens, the Driscolls +and their peers. + +She was roused by the sound in the hall of her mother's last words to +Mrs. Heeny. Undine waited till their adieux were over; then, opening her +door, she seized the astonished masseuse and dragged her into the room. +Mrs. Heeny gazed in admiration at the luminous apparition in whose hold +she found herself. + +"Mercy, Undine--you do look stunning! Are you trying on your dress for +Mrs. Fairford's?" + +"Yes--no--this is only an old thing." The girl's eyes glittered under +their black brows. "Mrs. Heeny, you've got to tell me the truth--ARE +they as swell as you said?" + +"Who? The Fairfords and Marvells? If they ain't swell enough for you. +Undine Spragg, you'd better go right over to the court of England!" + +Undine straightened herself. "I want the best. Are they as swell as the +Driscolls and Van Degens?" + +Mrs. Heeny sounded a scornful laugh. "Look at here, now, you unbelieving +girl! As sure as I'm standing here before you, I've seen Mrs. Harmon B. +Driscoll of Fifth Avenue laying in her pink velvet bed with Honiton lace +sheets on it, and crying her eyes out because she couldn't get asked +to one of Mrs. Paul Marvell's musicals. She'd never 'a dreamt of being +asked to a dinner there! Not all of her money couldn't 'a bought her +that--and she knows it!" + +Undine stood for a moment with bright cheeks and parted lips; then she +flung her soft arms about the masseuse. "Oh Mrs. Heeny--you're lovely +to me!" she breathed, her lips on Mrs. Heeny's rusty veil; while the +latter, freeing herself with a good-natured laugh, said as she turned +away: "Go steady. Undine, and you'll get anywheres." + +GO STEADY, UNDINE! Yes, that was the advice she needed. Sometimes, in +her dark moods, she blamed her parents for not having given it to her. +She was so young... and they had told her so little! As she looked back +she shuddered at some of her escapes. Even since they had come to New +York she had been on the verge of one or two perilous adventures, and +there had been a moment during their first winter when she had actually +engaged herself to the handsome Austrian riding-master who accompanied +her in the Park. He had carelessly shown her a card-case with a coronet, +and had confided in her that he had been forced to resign from a crack +cavalry regiment for fighting a duel about a Countess; and as a result +of these confidences she had pledged herself to him, and bestowed on him +her pink pearl ring in exchange for one of twisted silver, which he said +the Countess had given him on her deathbed with the request that he +should never take it off till he met a woman more beautiful than +herself. + +Soon afterward, luckily. Undine had run across Mabel Lipscomb, whom she +had known at a middle western boarding-school as Mabel Blitch. Miss +Blitch occupied a position of distinction as the only New York girl at +the school, and for a time there had been sharp rivalry for her +favour between Undine and Indiana Frusk, whose parents had somehow +contrived--for one term--to obtain her admission to the same +establishment. In spite of Indiana's unscrupulous methods, and of a +certain violent way she had of capturing attention, the victory remained +with Undine, whom Mabel pronounced more refined; and the discomfited +Indiana, denouncing her schoolmates as a "bunch of mushes," had +disappeared forever from the scene of her defeat. + +Since then Mabel had returned to New York and married a stock-broker; +and Undine's first steps in social enlightenment dated from the day when +she had met Mrs. Harry Lipscomb, and been again taken under her wing. + +Harry Lipscomb had insisted on investigating the riding-master's record, +and had found that his real name was Aaronson, and that he had left +Cracow under a charge of swindling servant-girls out of their savings; +in the light of which discoveries Undine noticed for the first time that +his lips were too red and that his hair was pommaded. That was one of +the episodes that sickened her as she looked back, and made her resolve +once more to trust less to her impulses--especially in the matter of +giving away rings. In the interval, however, she felt she had learned a +good deal, especially since, by Mabel Lipscomb's advice, the Spraggs had +moved to the Stentorian, where that lady was herself established. + +There was nothing of the monopolist about Mabel, and she lost no time in +making Undine free of the Stentorian group and its affiliated branches: +a society addicted to "days," and linked together by membership in +countless clubs, mundane, cultural or "earnest." Mabel took Undine to +the days, and introduced her as a "guest" to the club-meetings, where +she was supported by the presence of many other guests--"my friend Miss +Stager, of Phalanx, Georgia," or (if the lady were literary) simply "my +friend Ora Prance Chettle of Nebraska--you know what Mrs. Chettle stands +for." + +Some of these reunions took place in the lofty hotels moored like a +sonorously named fleet of battle-ships along the upper reaches of the +West Side: the Olympian, the Incandescent, the Ormolu; while others, +perhaps the more exclusive, were held in the equally lofty but more +romantically styled apartment-houses: the Parthenon, the Tintern Abbey +or the Lido. + +Undine's preference was for the worldly parties, at which games were +played, and she returned home laden with prizes in Dutch silver; but +she was duly impressed by the debating clubs, where ladies of local +distinction addressed the company from an improvised platform, or the +members argued on subjects of such imperishable interest as: "What is +charm?" or "The Problem-Novel" after which pink lemonade and rainbow +sandwiches were consumed amid heated discussion of the "ethical aspect" +of the question. + +It was all very novel and interesting, and at first Undine envied Mabel +Lipscomb for having made herself a place in such circles; but in time +she began to despise her for being content to remain there. For it did +not take Undine long to learn that introduction to Mabel's "set" had +brought her no nearer to Fifth Avenue. Even in Apex, Undine's tender +imagination had been nurtured on the feats and gestures of Fifth +Avenue. She knew all of New York's golden aristocracy by name, and the +lineaments of its most distinguished scions had been made familiar by +passionate poring over the daily press. In Mabel's world she sought +in vain for the originals, and only now and then caught a tantalizing +glimpse of one of their familiars: as when Claud Walsingham Popple, +engaged on the portrait of a lady whom the Lipscombs described as "the +wife of a Steel Magnet," felt it his duty to attend one of his client's +teas, where it became Mabel's privilege to make his acquaintance and to +name to him her friend Miss Spragg. + +Unsuspected social gradations were thus revealed to the attentive +Undine, but she was beginning to think that her sad proficiency had been +acquired in vain when her hopes were revived by the appearance of Mr. +Popple and his friend at the Stentorian dance. She thought she had +learned enough to be safe from any risk of repeating the hideous +Aaronson mistake; yet she now saw she had blundered again in +distinguishing Claud Walsingham Popple while she almost snubbed his more +retiring companion. It was all very puzzling, and her perplexity had +been farther increased by Mrs. Heeny's tale of the great Mrs. Harmon B. +Driscoll's despair. + +Hitherto Undine had imagined that the Driscoll and Van Degen clans and +their allies held undisputed suzerainty over New York society. Mabel +Lipscomb thought so too, and was given to bragging of her acquaintance +with a Mrs. Spoff, who was merely a second cousin of Mrs. Harmon B. +Driscoll's. Yet here was she. Undine Spragg of Apex, about to be +introduced into an inner circle to which Driscolls and Van Degens had +laid siege in vain! It was enough to make her feel a little dizzy with +her triumph--to work her up into that state of perilous self-confidence +in which all her worst follies had been committed. + +She stood up and, going close to the glass, examined the reflection +of her bright eyes and glowing cheeks. This time her fears were +superfluous: there were to be no more mistakes and no more follies now! +She was going to know the right people at last--she was going to get +what she wanted! + +As she stood there, smiling at her happy image, she heard her father's +voice in the room beyond, and instantly began to tear off her dress, +strip the long gloves from her arms and unpin the rose in her hair. +Tossing the fallen finery aside, she slipped on a dressing-gown and +opened the door into the drawing-room. + +Mr. Spragg was standing near her mother, who sat in a drooping attitude, +her head sunk on her breast, as she did when she had one of her "turns." +He looked up abruptly as Undine entered. + +"Father--has mother told you? Mrs. Fairford has asked me to dine. She's +Mrs. Paul Marvell's daughter--Mrs. Marvell was a Dagonet--and they're +sweller than anybody; they WON'T KNOW the Driscolls and Van Degens!" + +Mr. Spragg surveyed her with humorous fondness. + +"That so? What do they want to know you for, I wonder?" he jeered. + +"Can't imagine--unless they think I'll introduce YOU!" she jeered back +in the same key, her arms around his stooping shoulders, her shining +hair against his cheek. + +"Well--and are you going to? Have you accepted?" he took up her joke as +she held him pinioned; while Mrs. Spragg, behind them, stirred in her +seat with a little moan. + +Undine threw back her head, plunging her eyes in his, and pressing so +close that to his tired elderly sight her face was a mere bright blur. + +"I want to awfully," she declared, "but I haven't got a single thing to +wear." + +Mrs. Spragg, at this, moaned more audibly. "Undine, I wouldn't ask +father to buy any more clothes right on top of those last bills." + +"I ain't on top of those last bills yet--I'm way down under them," Mr. +Spragg interrupted, raising his hands to imprison his daughter's slender +wrists. + +"Oh, well--if you want me to look like a scarecrow, and not get asked +again, I've got a dress that'll do PERFECTLY," Undine threatened, in a +tone between banter and vexation. + +Mr. Spragg held her away at arm's length, a smile drawing up the loose +wrinkles about his eyes. + +"Well, that kind of dress might come in mighty handy on SOME occasions; +so I guess you'd better hold on to it for future use, and go and select +another for this Fairford dinner," he said; and before he could finish +he was in her arms again, and she was smothering his last word in little +cries and kisses. + + + +III + +Though she would not for the world have owned it to her parents, Undine +was disappointed in the Fairford dinner. + +The house, to begin with, was small and rather shabby. There was no +gilding, no lavish diffusion of light: the room they sat in after +dinner, with its green-shaded lamps making faint pools of brightness, +and its rows of books from floor to ceiling, reminded Undine of the old +circulating library at Apex, before the new marble building was put up. +Then, instead of a gas-log, or a polished grate with electric bulbs +behind ruby glass, there was an old-fashioned wood-fire, like pictures +of "Back to the farm for Christmas"; and when the logs fell forward Mrs. +Pairford or her brother had to jump up to push them in place, and the +ashes scattered over the hearth untidily. + +The dinner too was disappointing. Undine was too young to take note of +culinary details, but she had expected to view the company through a +bower of orchids and eat pretty-coloured entrees in ruffled papers. +Instead, there was only a low centre-dish of ferns, and plain roasted +and broiled meat that one could recognize--as if they'd been dyspeptics +on a diet! With all the hints in the Sunday papers, she thought it dull +of Mrs. Fairford not to have picked up something newer; and as the +evening progressed she began to suspect that it wasn't a real "dinner +party," and that they had just asked her in to share what they had when +they were alone. + +But a glance about the table convinced her that Mrs. Fairford could not +have meant to treat her other guests so lightly. They were only eight +in number, but one was no less a person than young Mrs. Peter Van +Degen--the one who had been a Dagonet--and the consideration which this +young lady, herself one of the choicest ornaments of the Society Column, +displayed toward the rest of the company, convinced Undine that they +must be more important than they looked. She liked Mrs. Fairford, +a small incisive woman, with a big nose and good teeth revealed by +frequent smiles. In her dowdy black and antiquated ornaments she was not +what Undine would have called "stylish"; but she had a droll kind way +which reminded the girl of her father's manner when he was not tired or +worried about money. One of the other ladies, having white hair, did not +long arrest Undine's attention; and the fourth, a girl like herself, who +was introduced as Miss Harriet Ray, she dismissed at a glance as plain +and wearing a last year's "model." + +The men, too, were less striking than she had hoped. She had not +expected much of Mr. Fairford, since married men were intrinsically +uninteresting, and his baldness and grey moustache seemed naturally to +relegate him to the background; but she had looked for some brilliant +youths of her own age--in her inmost heart she had looked for Mr. +Popple. He was not there, however, and of the other men one, whom they +called Mr. Bowen, was hopelessly elderly--she supposed he was the +husband of the white-haired lady--and the other two, who seemed to be +friends of young Marvell's, were both lacking in Claud Walsingham's +dash. + +Undine sat between Mr. Bowen and young Marvell, who struck her as very +"sweet" (it was her word for friendliness), but even shyer than at the +hotel dance. Yet she was not sure if he were shy, or if his quietness +were only a new kind of self-possession which expressed itself +negatively instead of aggressively. Small, well-knit, fair, he sat +stroking his slight blond moustache and looking at her with kindly, +almost tender eyes; but he left it to his sister and the others to draw +her out and fit her into the pattern. + +Mrs. Fairford talked so well that the girl wondered why Mrs. Heeny had +found her lacking in conversation. But though Undine thought silent +people awkward she was not easily impressed by verbal fluency. All the +ladies in Apex City were more voluble than Mrs. Fairford, and had +a larger vocabulary: the difference was that with Mrs. Fairford +conversation seemed to be a concert and not a solo. She kept drawing in +the others, giving each a turn, beating time for them with her smile, +and somehow harmonizing and linking together what they said. She took +particular pains to give Undine her due part in the performance; but +the girl's expansive impulses were always balanced by odd reactions of +mistrust, and to-night the latter prevailed. She meant to watch and +listen without letting herself go, and she sat very straight and pink, +answering promptly but briefly, with the nervous laugh that punctuated +all her phrases--saying "I don't care if I do" when her host asked her +to try some grapes, and "I wouldn't wonder" when she thought any one was +trying to astonish her. + +This state of lucidity enabled her to take note of all that was being +said. The talk ran more on general questions, and less on people, than +she was used to; but though the allusions to pictures and books escaped +her, she caught and stored up every personal reference, and the pink in +her cheeks deepened at a random mention of Mr. Popple. + +"Yes--he's doing me," Mrs. Peter Van Degen was saying, in her slightly +drawling voice. "He's doing everybody this year, you know--" + +"As if that were a reason!" Undine heard Mrs. Fairford breathe to Mr. +Bowen; who replied, at the same pitch: "It's a Van Degen reason, isn't +it?"--to which Mrs. Fairford shrugged assentingly. + +"That delightful Popple--he paints so exactly as he talks!" the +white-haired lady took it up. "All his portraits seem to proclaim what +a gentleman he is, and how he fascinates women! They're not pictures of +Mrs. or Miss So-and-so, but simply of the impression Popple thinks he's +made on them." + +Mrs. Fairford smiled. "I've sometimes thought," she mused, "that Mr. +Popple must be the only gentleman I know; at least he's the only man +who has ever told me he was a gentleman--and Mr. Popple never fails to +mention it." + +Undine's ear was too well attuned to the national note of irony for her +not to perceive that her companions were making sport of the painter. +She winced at their banter as if it had been at her own expense, yet +it gave her a dizzy sense of being at last in the very stronghold of +fashion. Her attention was diverted by hearing Mrs. Van Degen, under +cover of the general laugh, say in a low tone to young Marvell: "I +thought you liked his things, or I wouldn't have had him paint me." + +Something in her tone made all Undine's perceptions bristle, and she +strained her ears for the answer. + +"I think he'll do you capitally--you must let me come and see some day +soon." Marvell's tone was always so light, so unemphasized, that she +could not be sure of its being as indifferent as it sounded. She looked +down at the fruit on her plate and shot a side-glance through her lashes +at Mrs. Peter Van Degen. + +Mrs. Van Degen was neither beautiful nor imposing: just a dark +girlish-looking creature with plaintive eyes and a fidgety frequent +laugh. But she was more elaborately dressed and jewelled than the other +ladies, and her elegance and her restlessness made her seem less alien +to Undine. She had turned on Marvell a gaze at once pleading and +possessive; but whether betokening merely an inherited intimacy (Undine +had noticed that they were all more or less cousins) or a more personal +feeling, her observer was unable to decide; just as the tone of +the young man's reply might have expressed the open avowal of +good-fellowship or the disguise of a different sentiment. All was +blurred and puzzling to the girl in this world of half-lights, +half-tones, eliminations and abbreviations; and she felt a violent +longing to brush away the cobwebs and assert herself as the dominant +figure of the scene. + +Yet in the drawing-room, with the ladies, where Mrs. Fairford came and +sat by her, the spirit of caution once more prevailed. She wanted to be +noticed but she dreaded to be patronized, and here again her hostess's +gradations of tone were confusing. Mrs. Fairford made no tactless +allusions to her being a newcomer in New York--there was nothing as +bitter to the girl as that--but her questions as to what pictures had +interested Undine at the various exhibitions of the moment, and which of +the new books she had read, were almost as open to suspicion, since they +had to be answered in the negative. Undine did not even know that there +were any pictures to be seen, much less that "people" went to see them; +and she had read no new book but "When The Kissing Had to Stop," of +which Mrs. Fairford seemed not to have heard. On the theatre they were +equally at odds, for while Undine had seen "Oolaloo" fourteen times, and +was "wild" about Ned Norris in "The Soda-Water Fountain," she had not +heard of the famous Berlin comedians who were performing Shakespeare at +the German Theatre, and knew only by name the clever American actress +who was trying to give "repertory" plays with a good stock company. The +conversation was revived for a moment by her recalling that she had seen +Sarah Bernhard in a play she called "Leg-long," and another which she +pronounced "Fade"; but even this did not carry them far, as she had +forgotten what both plays were about and had found the actress a good +deal older than she expected. + +Matters were not improved by the return of the men from the +smoking-room. Henley Fairford replaced his wife at Undine's side; and +since it was unheard-of at Apex for a married man to force his society +on a young girl, she inferred that the others didn't care to talk to +her, and that her host and hostess were in league to take her off their +hands. This discovery resulted in her holding her vivid head very high, +and answering "I couldn't really say," or "Is that so?" to all Mr. +Fairford's ventures; and as these were neither numerous nor striking it +was a relief to both when the rising of the elderly lady gave the signal +for departure. + +In the hall, where young Marvell had managed to precede her. Undine +found Mrs. Van Degen putting on her cloak. As she gathered it about her +she laid her hand on Marvell's arm. + +"Ralphie, dear, you'll come to the opera with me on Friday? We'll dine +together first--Peter's got a club dinner." They exchanged what seemed a +smile of intelligence, and Undine heard the young man accept. Then Mrs. +Van Degen turned to her. + +"Good-bye, Miss Spragg. I hope you'll come--" + +"--TO DINE WITH ME TOO?" That must be what she was going to say, and +Undine's heart gave a bound. + +"--to see me some afternoon," Mrs. Van Degen ended, going down the steps +to her motor, at the door of which a much-furred footman waited with +more furs on his arm. + +Undine's face burned as she turned to receive her cloak. When she had +drawn it on with haughty deliberation she found Marvell at her side, in +hat and overcoat, and her heart gave a higher bound. He was going to +"escort" her home, of course! This brilliant youth--she felt now that he +WAS brilliant--who dined alone with married women, whom the "Van Degen +set" called "Ralphie, dear," had really no eyes for any one but herself; +and at the thought her lost self-complacency flowed back warm through +her veins. + +The street was coated with ice, and she had a delicious moment +descending the steps on Marvell's arm, and holding it fast while they +waited for her cab to come up; but when he had helped her in he closed +the door and held his hand out over the lowered window. + +"Good-bye," he said, smiling; and she could not help the break of pride +in her voice, as she faltered out stupidly, from the depths of her +disillusionment: "Oh--good-bye." + + + +IV + +"Father, you've got to take a box for me at the opera next Friday." + +From the tone of her voice Undine's parents knew at once that she was +"nervous." + +They had counted a great deal on the Fairford dinner as a means of +tranquillization, and it was a blow to detect signs of the opposite +result when, late the next morning, their daughter came dawdling into +the sodden splendour of the Stentorian breakfast-room. + +The symptoms of Undine's nervousness were unmistakable to Mr. and Mrs. +Spragg. They could read the approaching storm in the darkening of her +eyes from limpid grey to slate-colour, and in the way her straight +black brows met above them and the red curves of her lips narrowed to a +parallel line below. + +Mr. Spragg, having finished the last course of his heterogeneous meal, +was adjusting his gold eye-glasses for a glance at the paper when +Undine trailed down the sumptuous stuffy room, where coffee-fumes hung +perpetually under the emblazoned ceiling and the spongy carpet might +have absorbed a year's crumbs without a sweeping. + +About them sat other pallid families, richly dressed, and silently +eating their way through a bill-of-fare which seemed to have ransacked +the globe for gastronomic incompatibilities; and in the middle of the +room a knot of equally pallid waiters, engaged in languid conversation, +turned their backs by common consent on the persons they were supposed +to serve. + +Undine, who rose too late to share the family breakfast, usually had her +chocolate brought to her in bed by Celeste, after the manner described +in the articles on "A Society Woman's Day" which were appearing in +Boudoir Chat. Her mere appearance in the restaurant therefore prepared +her parents for those symptoms of excessive tension which a nearer +inspection confirmed, and Mr. Spragg folded his paper and hooked his +glasses to his waistcoat with the air of a man who prefers to know the +worst and have it over. + +"An opera box!" faltered Mrs. Spragg, pushing aside the bananas and +cream with which she had been trying to tempt an appetite too languid +for fried liver or crab mayonnaise. + +"A parterre box," Undine corrected, ignoring the exclamation, and +continuing to address herself to her father. "Friday's the stylish +night, and that new tenor's going to sing again in 'Cavaleeria,'" she +condescended to explain. + +"That so?" Mr. Spragg thrust his hands into his waistcoat pockets, and +began to tilt his chair till he remembered there was no wall to meet it. +He regained his balance and said: "Wouldn't a couple of good orchestra +seats do you?" + +"No; they wouldn't," Undine answered with a darkening brow. He looked at +her humorously. "You invited the whole dinner-party, I suppose?" + +"No--no one." + +"Going all alone in a box?" She was disdainfully silent. "I don't s'pose +you're thinking of taking mother and me?" + +This was so obviously comic that they all laughed--even Mrs. Spragg--and +Undine went on more mildly: "I want to do something for Mabel Lipscomb: +make some return. She's always taking me 'round, and I've never done a +thing for her--not a single thing." + +This appeal to the national belief in the duty of reciprocal "treating" +could not fail of its effect, and Mrs. Spragg murmured: "She never HAS, +Abner,"--but Mr. Spragg's brow remained unrelenting. + +"Do you know what a box costs?" + +"No; but I s'pose you do," Undine returned with unconscious flippancy. + +"I do. That's the trouble. WHY won't seats do you?" + +"Mabel could buy seats for herself." + +"That's so," interpolated Mrs. Spragg--always the first to succumb to +her daughter's arguments. + +"Well, I guess I can't buy a box for her." + +Undine's face gloomed more deeply. She sat silent, her chocolate +thickening in the cup, while one hand, almost as much beringed as her +mother's, drummed on the crumpled table-cloth. + +"We might as well go straight back to Apex," she breathed at last +between her teeth. + +Mrs. Spragg cast a frightened glance at her husband. These struggles +between two resolute wills always brought on her palpitations, and she +wished she had her phial of digitalis with her. + +"A parterre box costs a hundred and twenty-five dollars a night," said +Mr. Spragg, transferring a toothpick to his waistcoat pocket. + +"I only want it once." + +He looked at her with a quizzical puckering of his crows'-feet. "You +only want most things once. Undine." + +It was an observation they had made in her earliest youth--Undine never +wanted anything long, but she wanted it "right off." And until she got +it the house was uninhabitable. + +"I'd a good deal rather have a box for the season," she rejoined, and he +saw the opening he had given her. She had two ways of getting things +out of him against his principles; the tender wheedling way, and the +harsh-lipped and cold--and he did not know which he dreaded most. As a +child they had admired her assertiveness, had made Apex ring with their +boasts of it; but it had long since cowed Mrs. Spragg, and it was +beginning to frighten her husband. + +"Fact is, Undie," he said, weakening, "I'm a little mite strapped just +this month." + +Her eyes grew absent-minded, as they always did when he alluded to +business. THAT was man's province; and what did men go "down town" for +but to bring back the spoils to their women? She rose abruptly, leaving +her parents seated, and said, more to herself than the others: "Think +I'll go for a ride." + +"Oh, Undine!" fluttered Mrs. Spragg. She always had palpitations when +Undine rode, and since the Aaronson episode her fears were not confined +to what the horse might do. + +"Why don't you take your mother out shopping a little?" Mr. Spragg +suggested, conscious of the limitation of his resources. + +Undine made no answer, but swept down the room, and out of the door +ahead of her mother, with scorn and anger in every line of her arrogant +young back. Mrs. Spragg tottered meekly after her, and Mr. Spragg +lounged out into the marble hall to buy a cigar before taking the Subway +to his office. + +Undine went for a ride, not because she felt particularly disposed for +the exercise, but because she wished to discipline her mother. She was +almost sure she would get her opera box, but she did not see why she +should have to struggle for her rights, and she was especially annoyed +with Mrs. Spragg for seconding her so half-heartedly. If she and her +mother did not hold together in such crises she would have twice the +work to do. + +Undine hated "scenes": she was essentially peace-loving, and would have +preferred to live on terms of unbroken harmony with her parents. But +she could not help it if they were unreasonable. Ever since she could +remember there had been "fusses" about money; yet she and her mother had +always got what they wanted, apparently without lasting detriment to the +family fortunes. It was therefore natural to conclude that there were +ample funds to draw upon, and that Mr. Spragg's occasional resistances +were merely due to an imperfect understanding of what constituted the +necessities of life. + +When she returned from her ride Mrs. Spragg received her as if she had +come back from the dead. It was absurd, of course; but Undine was inured +to the absurdity of parents. + +"Has father telephoned?" was her first brief question. + +"No, he hasn't yet." + +Undine's lips tightened, but she proceeded deliberately with the removal +of her habit. + +"You'd think I'd asked him to buy me the Opera House, the way +he's acting over a single box," she muttered, flinging aside her +smartly-fitting coat. Mrs. Spragg received the flying garment and +smoothed it out on the bed. Neither of the ladies could "bear" to have +their maid about when they were at their toilet, and Mrs. Spragg had +always performed these ancillary services for Undine. + +"You know, Undie, father hasn't always got the money in his pocket, and +the bills have been pretty heavy lately. Father was a rich man for Apex, +but that's different from being rich in New York." + +She stood before her daughter, looking down on her appealingly. + +Undine, who had seated herself while she detached her stock and +waistcoat, raised her head with an impatient jerk. "Why on earth did we +ever leave Apex, then?" she exclaimed. + +Mrs. Spragg's eyes usually dropped before her daughter's inclement gaze; +but on this occasion they held their own with a kind of awe-struck +courage, till Undine's lids sank above her flushing cheeks. + +She sprang up, tugging at the waistband of her habit, while Mrs. Spragg, +relapsing from temerity to meekness, hovered about her with obstructive +zeal. "If you'd only just let go of my skirt, mother--I can unhook it +twice as quick myself." + +Mrs. Spragg drew back, understanding that her presence was no longer +wanted. But on the threshold she paused, as if overruled by a stronger +influence, and said, with a last look at her daughter: "You didn't meet +anybody when you were out, did you, Undie?" + +Undine's brows drew together: she was struggling with her long +patent-leather boot. + +"Meet anybody? Do you mean anybody I know? I don't KNOW anybody--I never +shall, if father can't afford to let me go round with people!" + +The boot was off with a wrench, and she flung it violently across the +old-rose carpet, while Mrs. Spragg, turning away to hide a look of +inexpressible relief, slipped discreetly from the room. + +The day wore on. Undine had meant to go down and tell Mabel Lipscomb +about the Fairford dinner, but its aftertaste was flat on her lips. What +would it lead to? Nothing, as far as she could see. Ralph Marvell had +not even asked when he might call; and she was ashamed to confess to +Mabel that he had not driven home with her. + +Suddenly she decided that she would go and see the pictures of which +Mrs. Fairford had spoken. Perhaps she might meet some of the people she +had seen at dinner--from their talk one might have imagined that they +spent their lives in picture-galleries. + +The thought reanimated her, and she put on her handsomest furs, and a +hat for which she had not yet dared present the bill to her father. It +was the fashionable hour in Fifth Avenue, but Undine knew none of the +ladies who were bowing to each other from interlocked motors. She had to +content herself with the gaze of admiration which she left in her wake +along the pavement; but she was used to the homage of the streets and +her vanity craved a choicer fare. + +When she reached the art gallery which Mrs. Fairford had named she found +it even more crowded than Fifth Avenue; and some of the ladies and +gentlemen wedged before the pictures had the "look" which signified +social consecration. As Undine made her way among them, she was aware of +attracting almost as much notice as in the street, and she flung herself +into rapt attitudes before the canvases, scribbling notes in the +catalogue in imitation of a tall girl in sables, while ripples of +self-consciousness played up and down her watchful back. + +Presently her attention was drawn to a lady in black who was examining +the pictures through a tortoise-shell eye-glass adorned with diamonds +and hanging from a long pearl chain. Undine was instantly struck by the +opportunities which this toy presented for graceful wrist movements +and supercilious turns of the head. It seemed suddenly plebeian and +promiscuous to look at the world with a naked eye, and all her floating +desires were merged in the wish for a jewelled eye-glass and chain. So +violent was this wish that, drawn on in the wake of the owner of the +eye-glass, she found herself inadvertently bumping against a stout +tight-coated young man whose impact knocked her catalogue from her hand. + +As the young man picked the catalogue up and held it out to her she +noticed that his bulging eyes and queer retreating face were suffused +with a glow of admiration. He was so unpleasant-looking that she would +have resented his homage had not his odd physiognomy called up some +vaguely agreeable association of ideas. Where had she seen before this +grotesque saurian head, with eye-lids as thick as lips and lips as thick +as ear-lobes? It fled before her down a perspective of innumerable +newspaper portraits, all, like the original before her, tightly coated, +with a huge pearl transfixing a silken tie.... + +"Oh, thank you," she murmured, all gleams and graces, while he stood hat +in hand, saying sociably: + +"The crowd's simply awful, isn't it?" + +At the same moment the lady of the eye-glass drifted closer, and with a +tap of her wand, and a careless "Peter, look at this," swept him to the +other side of the gallery. + +Undine's heart was beating excitedly, for as he turned away she had +identified him. Peter Van Degen--who could he be but young Peter Van +Degen, the son of the great banker, Thurber Van Degen, the husband of +Ralph Marvell's cousin, the hero of "Sunday Supplements," the captor of +Blue Ribbons at Horse-Shows, of Gold Cups at Motor Races, the owner of +winning race-horses and "crack" sloops: the supreme exponent, in short, +of those crowning arts that made all life seem stale and unprofitable +outside the magic ring of the Society Column? Undine smiled as she +recalled the look with which his pale protruding eyes had rested on +her--it almost consoled her for his wife's indifference! + +When she reached home she found that she could not remember anything +about the pictures she had seen... + +There was no message from her father, and a reaction of disgust set in. +Of what good were such encounters if they were to have no sequel? She +would probably never meet Peter Van Degen again--or, if she DID run +across him in the same accidental way, she knew they could not continue +their conversation without being "introduced." What was the use of being +beautiful and attracting attention if one were perpetually doomed to +relapse again into the obscure mass of the Uninvited? + +Her gloom was not lightened by finding Ralph Marvell's card on the +drawing-room table. She thought it unflattering and almost impolite of +him to call without making an appointment: it seemed to show that he +did not wish to continue their acquaintance. But as she tossed the card +aside her mother said: "He was real sorry not to see you. Undine--he sat +here nearly an hour." + +Undine's attention was roused. "Sat here--all alone? Didn't you tell him +I was out?" + +"Yes--but he came up all the same. He asked for me." + +"Asked for YOU?" + +The social order seemed to be falling in ruins at Undine's feet. A +visitor who asked for a girl's mother!--she stared at Mrs. Spragg with +cold incredulity. "What makes you think he did?" + +"Why, they told me so. I telephoned down that you were out, and they +said he'd asked for me." Mrs. Spragg let the fact speak for itself--it +was too much out of the range of her experience to admit of even a +hypothetical explanation. + +Undine shrugged her shoulders. "It was a mistake, of course. Why on +earth did you let him come up?" + +"I thought maybe he had a message for you, Undie." + +This plea struck her daughter as not without weight. "Well, did he?" she +asked, drawing out her hat-pins and tossing down her hat on the onyx +table. + +"Why, no--he just conversed. He was lovely to me, but I couldn't make +out what he was after," Mrs. Spragg was obliged to own. + +Her daughter looked at her with a kind of chill commiseration. "You +never CAN," she murmured, turning away. + +She stretched herself out moodily on one of the pink and gold sofas, and +lay there brooding, an unread novel on her knee. Mrs. Spragg timidly +slipped a cushion under her daughter's head, and then dissembled herself +behind the lace window-curtains and sat watching the lights spring out +down the long street and spread their glittering net across the Park. It +was one of Mrs. Spragg's chief occupations to watch the nightly lighting +of New York. + +Undine lay silent, her hands clasped behind her head. She was plunged in +one of the moods of bitter retrospection when all her past seemed like a +long struggle for something she could not have, from a trip to Europe to +an opera-box; and when she felt sure that, as the past had been, so the +future would be. And yet, as she had often told her parents, all she +sought for was improvement: she honestly wanted the best. + +Her first struggle--after she had ceased to scream for candy, or sulk +for a new toy--had been to get away from Apex in summer. Her summers, +as she looked back on them, seemed to typify all that was dreariest and +most exasperating in her life. The earliest had been spent in the yellow +"frame" cottage where she had hung on the fence, kicking her toes +against the broken palings and exchanging moist chewing-gum and +half-eaten apples with Indiana Frusk. Later on, she had returned from +her boarding-school to the comparative gentility of summer vacations at +the Mealey House, whither her parents, forsaking their squalid suburb, +had moved in the first flush of their rising fortunes. The tessellated +floors, the plush parlours and organ-like radiators of the Mealey House +had, aside from their intrinsic elegance, the immense advantage of +lifting the Spraggs high above the Frusks, and making it possible for +Undine, when she met Indiana in the street or at school, to chill her +advances by a careless allusion to the splendours of hotel life. But +even in such a setting, and in spite of the social superiority it +implied, the long months of the middle western summer, fly-blown, +torrid, exhaling stale odours, soon became as insufferable as they had +been in the little yellow house. At school Undine met other girls whose +parents took them to the Great Lakes for August; some even went to +California, others--oh bliss ineffable!--went "east." + +Pale and listless under the stifling boredom of the Mealey House +routine, Undine secretly sucked lemons, nibbled slate-pencils and drank +pints of bitter coffee to aggravate her look of ill-health; and when she +learned that even Indiana Frusk was to go on a month's visit to Buffalo +it needed no artificial aids to emphasize the ravages of envy. Her +parents, alarmed by her appearance, were at last convinced of the +necessity of change, and timidly, tentatively, they transferred +themselves for a month to a staring hotel on a glaring lake. + +There Undine enjoyed the satisfaction of sending ironic post-cards to +Indiana, and discovering that she could more than hold her own +against the youth and beauty of the other visitors. Then she made the +acquaintance of a pretty woman from Richmond, whose husband, a mining +engineer, had brought her west with him while he inspected the +newly developed Eubaw mines; and the southern visitor's dismay, her +repugnances, her recoil from the faces, the food, the amusements, the +general bareness and stridency of the scene, were a terrible initiation +to Undine. There was something still better beyond, then--more +luxurious, more exciting, more worthy of her! She once said to herself, +afterward, that it was always her fate to find out just too late about +the "something beyond." But in this case it was not too late--and +obstinately, inflexibly, she set herself to the task of forcing her +parents to take her "east" the next summer. + +Yielding to the inevitable, they suffered themselves to be impelled to a +Virginia "resort," where Undine had her first glimpse of more romantic +possibilities--leafy moonlight rides and drives, picnics in mountain +glades, and an atmosphere of Christmas-chromo sentimentality that +tempered her hard edges a little, and gave her glimpses of a more +delicate kind of pleasure. But here again everything was spoiled by a +peep through another door. Undine, after a first mustering of the other +girls in the hotel, had, as usual, found herself easily first--till the +arrival, from Washington, of Mr. and Mrs. Wincher and their daughter. +Undine was much handsomer than Miss Wincher, but she saw at a glance +that she did not know how to use her beauty as the other used her +plainness. She was exasperated too, by the discovery that Miss Wincher +seemed not only unconscious of any possible rivalry between them, but +actually unaware of her existence. Listless, long-faced, supercilious, +the young lady from Washington sat apart reading novels or playing +solitaire with her parents, as though the huge hotel's loud life of +gossip and flirtation were invisible and inaudible to her. Undine never +even succeeded in catching her eye: she always lowered it to her book +when the Apex beauty trailed or rattled past her secluded corner. But +one day an acquaintance of the Winchers' turned up--a lady from Boston, +who had come to Virginia on a botanizing tour; and from scraps of Miss +Wincher's conversation with the newcomer, Undine, straining her ears +behind a column of the long veranda, obtained a new glimpse into the +unimagined. + +The Winchers, it appeared, found themselves at Potash Springs merely +because a severe illness of Mrs. Wincher's had made it impossible, at +the last moment, to move her farther from Washington. They had let their +house on the North Shore, and as soon as they could leave "this dreadful +hole" were going to Europe for the autumn. Miss Wincher simply didn't +know how she got through the days; though no doubt it was as good as +a rest-cure after the rush of the winter. Of course they would have +preferred to hire a house, but the "hole," if one could believe it, +didn't offer one; so they had simply shut themselves off as best +they could from the "hotel crew"--had her friend, Miss Wincher +parenthetically asked, happened to notice the Sunday young men? They +were queerer even than the "belles" they came for--and had escaped the +promiscuity of the dinner-hour by turning one of their rooms into a +dining-room, and picnicking there--with the Persimmon House standards, +one couldn't describe it in any other way! But luckily the awful place +was doing mamma good, and now they had nearly served their term... + +Undine turned sick as she listened. Only the evening before she had +gone on a "buggy-ride" with a young gentleman from Deposit--a dentist's +assistant--and had let him kiss her, and given him the flower from her +hair. She loathed the thought of him now: she loathed all the people +about her, and most of all the disdainful Miss Wincher. It enraged her +to think that the Winchers classed her with the "hotel crew"--with the +"belles" who awaited their Sunday young men. The place was forever +blighted for her, and the next week she dragged her amazed but thankful +parents back to Apex. + +But Miss Wincher's depreciatory talk had opened ampler vistas, and the +pioneer blood in Undine would not let her rest. She had heard the call +of the Atlantic seaboard, and the next summer found the Spraggs at Skog +Harbour, Maine. Even now Undine felt a shiver of boredom as she recalled +it. That summer had been the worst of all. The bare wind-beaten inn, all +shingles without and blueberry pie within, was "exclusive," parochial, +Bostonian; and the Spraggs wore through the interminable weeks in blank +unmitigated isolation. The incomprehensible part of it was that every +other woman in the hotel was plain, dowdy or elderly--and most of them +all three. If there had been any competition on ordinary lines Undine +would have won, as Van Degen said, "hands down." But there wasn't--the +other "guests" simply formed a cold impenetrable group who walked, +boated, played golf, and discussed Christian Science and the Subliminal, +unaware of the tremulous organism drifting helplessly against their +rock-bound circle. + +It was on the day the Spraggs left Skog Harbour that Undine vowed to +herself with set lips: "I'll never try anything again till I try New +York." Now she had gained her point and tried New York, and so far, it +seemed, with no better success. From small things to great, everything +went against her. In such hours of self-searching she was ready enough +to acknowledge her own mistakes, but they exasperated her less than the +blunders of her parents. She was sure, for instance, that she was on +what Mrs. Heeny called "the right tack" at last: yet just at the moment +when her luck seemed about to turn she was to be thwarted by her +father's stupid obstinacy about the opera-box... + +She lay brooding over these things till long after Mrs. Spragg had gone +away to dress for dinner, and it was nearly eight o'clock when she heard +her father's dragging tread in the hall. + +She kept her eyes fixed on her book while he entered the room and moved +about behind her, laying aside his hat and overcoat; then his steps came +close and a small parcel dropped on the pages of her book. + +"Oh, father!" She sprang up, all alight, the novel on the floor, her +fingers twitching for the tickets. But a substantial packet emerged, +like nothing she had ever seen. She looked at it, hoping, fearing--she +beamed blissful interrogation on her father while his sallow smile +continued to tantalize her. Then she closed on him with a rush, +smothering his words against her hair. + +"It's for more than one night--why, it's for every other Friday! Oh, you +darling, you darling!" she exulted. + +Mr. Spragg, through the glittering meshes, feigned dismay. "That so? +They must have given me the wrong--!" Then, convicted by her radiant +eyes as she swung round on him: "I knew you only wanted it ONCE for +yourself. Undine; but I thought maybe, off nights, you'd like to send it +to your friends." + +Mrs. Spragg, who from her doorway had assisted with moist eyes at this +closing pleasantry, came forward as Undine hurried away to dress. + +"Abner--can you really manage it all right?" + +He answered her with one of his awkward brief caresses. "Don't you fret +about that, Leota. I'm bound to have her go round with these people she +knows. I want her to be with them all she can." + +A pause fell between them, while Mrs. Spragg looked anxiously into his +fagged eyes. + +"You seen Elmer again?" + +"No. Once was enough," he returned, with a scowl like Undine's. + +"Why--you SAID he couldn't come after her, Abner!" + +"No more he can. But what if she was to get nervous and lonesome, and +want to go after him?" + +Mrs. Spragg shuddered away from the suggestion. "How'd he look? Just the +same?" she whispered. + +"No. Spruced up. That's what scared me." + +It scared her too, to the point of blanching her habitually lifeless +cheek. She continued to scrutinize her husband broodingly. "You look +fairly sick, Abner. You better let me get you some of those stomach +drops right off," she proposed. + +But he parried this with his unfailing humour. "I guess I'm too sick to +risk that." He passed his hand through her arm with the conjugal gesture +familiar to Apex City. "Come along down to dinner, mother--I guess +Undine won't mind if I don't rig up to-night." + + + +V + +She had looked down at them, enviously, from the balcony--she had looked +up at them, reverentially, from the stalls; but now at last she was on a +line with them, among them, she was part of the sacred semicircle whose +privilege it is, between the acts, to make the mere public forget that +the curtain has fallen. + +As she swept to the left-hand seat of their crimson niche, waving Mabel +Lipscomb to the opposite corner with a gesture learned during her +apprenticeship in the stalls, Undine felt that quickening of the +faculties that comes in the high moments of life. Her consciousness +seemed to take in at once the whole bright curve of the auditorium, from +the unbroken lines of spectators below her to the culminating blaze +of the central chandelier; and she herself was the core of that vast +illumination, the sentient throbbing surface which gathered all the +shafts of light into a centre. + +It was almost a relief when, a moment later, the lights sank, the +curtain rose, and the focus of illumination was shifted. The music, the +scenery, and the movement on the stage, were like a rich mist tempering +the radiance that shot on her from every side, and giving her time to +subside, draw breath, adjust herself to this new clear medium which made +her feel so oddly brittle and transparent. + +When the curtain fell on the first act she began to be aware of a subtle +change in the house. In all the boxes cross-currents of movement had +set in: groups were coalescing and breaking up, fans waving and heads +twinkling, black coats emerging among white shoulders, late comers +dropping their furs and laces in the red penumbra of the background. +Undine, for the moment unconscious of herself, swept the house with her +opera-glass, searching for familiar faces. Some she knew without being +able to name them--fixed figure-heads of the social prow--others she +recognized from their portraits in the papers; but of the few from whom +she could herself claim recognition not one was visible, and as she +pursued her investigations the whole scene grew blank and featureless. + +Almost all the boxes were full now, but one, just opposite, tantalized +her by its continued emptiness. How queer to have an opera-box and not +use it! What on earth could the people be doing--what rarer delight +could they be tasting? Undine remembered that the numbers of the boxes +and the names of their owners were given on the back of the programme, +and after a rapid computation she turned to consult the list. Mondays +and Fridays, Mrs. Peter Van Degen. That was it: the box was empty +because Mrs. Van Degen was dining alone with Ralph Marvell! "PETER WILL +BE AT ONE OF HIS DINNERS." Undine had a sharp vision of the Van Degen +dining-room--she pictured it as oak-carved and sumptuous with gilding +--with a small table in the centre, and rosy lights and flowers, and +Ralph Marvell, across the hot-house grapes and champagne, leaning to +take a light from his hostess's cigarette. Undine had seen such scenes +on the stage, she had come upon them in the glowing pages of fiction, +and it seemed to her that every detail was before her now, from the +glitter of jewels on Mrs. Van Degen's bare shoulders to the way young +Marvell stroked his slight blond moustache while he smiled and listened. + +Undine blushed with anger at her own simplicity in fancying that he had +been "taken" by her--that she could ever really count among these happy +self-absorbed people! They all had their friends, their ties, their +delightful crowding obligations: why should they make room for an +intruder in a circle so packed with the initiated? + +As her imagination developed the details of the scene in the Van Degen +dining-room it became clear to her that fashionable society was +horribly immoral and that she could never really be happy in such a +poisoned atmosphere. She remembered that an eminent divine was preaching +a series of sermons against Social Corruption, and she determined to go +and hear him on the following Sunday. + +This train of thought was interrupted by the feeling that she was being +intently observed from the neighbouring box. She turned around with a +feint of speaking to Mrs. Lipscomb, and met the bulging stare of Peter +Van Degen. He was standing behind the lady of the eye-glass, who had +replaced her tortoise-shell implement by one of closely-set brilliants, +which, at word from her companion, she critically bent on Undine. + +"No--I don't remember," she said; and the girl reddened, divining +herself unidentified after this protracted scrutiny. + +But there was no doubt as to young Van Degen's remembering her. She was +even conscious that he was trying to provoke in her some reciprocal sign +of recognition; and the attempt drove her to the haughty study of her +programme. + +"Why, there's Mr. Popple over there!" exclaimed Mabel Lipscomb, making +large signs across the house with fan and play-bill. + +Undine had already become aware that Mabel, planted, blond and brimming, +too near the edge of the box, was somehow out of scale and out of +drawing; and the freedom of her demonstrations increased the effect +of disproportion. No one else was wagging and waving in that way: a +gestureless mute telegraphy seemed to pass between the other boxes. +Still, Undine could not help following Mrs. Lipscomb's glance, and +there in fact was Claud Popple, taller and more dominant than ever, and +bending easily over what she felt must be the back of a brilliant woman. + +He replied by a discreet salute to Mrs. Lipscomb's intemperate motions, +and Undine saw the brilliant woman's opera-glass turn in their +direction, and said to herself that in a moment Mr. Popple would be +"round." But the entr'acte wore on, and no one turned the handle of +their door, or disturbed the peaceful somnolence of Harry Lipscomb, who, +not being (as he put it) "onto" grand opera, had abandoned the struggle +and withdrawn to the seclusion of the inner box. Undine jealously +watched Mr. Popple's progress from box to box, from brilliant woman to +brilliant woman; but just as it seemed about to carry him to their door +he reappeared at his original post across the house. + +"Undie, do look--there's Mr. Marvell!" Mabel began again, with another +conspicuous outbreak of signalling; and this time Undine flushed to the +nape as Mrs. Peter Van Degen appeared in the opposite box with Ralph +Marvell behind her. The two seemed to be alone in the box--as they had +doubtless been alone all the evening!--and Undine furtively turned to +see if Mr. Van Degen shared her disapproval. But Mr. Van Degen had +disappeared, and Undine, leaning forward, nervously touched Mabel's arm. + +"What's the matter. Undine? Don't you see Mr. Marvell over there? Is +that his sister he's with?" + +"No.--I wouldn't beckon like that," Undine whispered between her teeth. + +"Why not? Don't you want him to know you're here?" + +"Yes--but the other people are not beckoning." + +Mabel looked about unabashed. "Perhaps they've all found each other. +Shall I send Harry over to tell him?" she shouted above the blare of the +wind instruments. + +"NO!" gasped Undine as the curtain rose. + +She was no longer capable of following the action on the stage. Two +presences possessed her imagination: that of Ralph Marvell, small, +unattainable, remote, and that of Mabel Lipscomb, near-by, immense and +irrepressible. + +It had become clear to Undine that Mabel Lipscomb was ridiculous. That +was the reason why Popple did not come to the box. No one would care to +be seen talking to her while Mabel was at her side: Mabel, monumental +and moulded while the fashionable were flexible and diaphanous, Mabel +strident and explicit while they were subdued and allusive. At the +Stentorian she was the centre of her group--here she revealed herself +as unknown and unknowing. Why, she didn't even know that Mrs. Peter Van +Degen was not Ralph Marvell's sister! And she had a way of trumpeting +out her ignorances that jarred on Undine's subtler methods. It was +precisely at this point that there dawned on Undine what was to be one +of the guiding principles of her career: "IT'S BETTER TO WATCH THAN TO +ASK QUESTIONS." + +The curtain fell again, and Undine's eyes flew back to the Van Degen +box. Several men were entering it together, and a moment later she saw +Ralph Marvell rise from his seat and pass out. Half-unconsciously she +placed herself in such a way as to have an eye on the door of the box. +But its handle remained unturned, and Harry Lipscomb, leaning back +on the sofa, his head against the opera cloaks, continued to breathe +stentorously through his open mouth and stretched his legs a little +farther across the threshold... + +The entr'acte was nearly over when the door opened and two gentlemen +stumbled over Mr. Lipscomb's legs. The foremost was Claud Walsingham +Popple; and above his shoulder shone the batrachian countenance of Peter +Van Degen. A brief murmur from Mr. Popple made his companion known to +the two ladies, and Mr. Van Degen promptly seated himself behind Undine, +relegating the painter to Mrs. Lipscomb's elbow. + +"Queer go--I happened to see your friend there waving to old Popp across +the house. So I bolted over and collared him: told him he'd got to +introduce me before he was a minute older. I tried to find out who +you were the other day at the Motor Show--no, where was it? Oh, those +pictures at Goldmark's. What d'you think of 'em, by the way? You ought +to be painted yourself--no, I mean it, you know--you ought to get old +Popp to do you. He'd do your hair ripplingly. You must let me come and +talk to you about it... About the picture or your hair? Well, your hair +if you don't mind. Where'd you say you were staying? Oh, you LIVE here, +do you? I say, that's first rate!" + +Undine sat well forward, curving toward him a little, as she had seen +the other women do, but holding back sufficiently to let it be visible +to the house that she was conversing with no less a person than Mr. +Peter Van Degen. Mr. Popple's talk was certainly more brilliant and +purposeful, and she saw him cast longing glances at her from behind Mrs. +Lipscomb's shoulder; but she remembered how lightly he had been treated +at the Fairford dinner, and she wanted--oh, how she wanted!--to have +Ralph Marvell see her talking to Van Degen. + +She poured out her heart to him, improvising an opinion on the pictures +and an opinion on the music, falling in gaily with his suggestion of +a jolly little dinner some night soon, at the Cafe Martin, and +strengthening her position, as she thought, by an easy allusion to her +acquaintance with Mrs. Van Degen. But at the word her companion's eye +clouded, and a shade of constraint dimmed his enterprising smile. + +"My wife--? Oh, SHE doesn't go to restaurants--she moves on too high a +plane. But we'll get old Popp, and Mrs.--, Mrs.--, what'd you say your +fat friend's name was? Just a select little crowd of four--and some kind +of a cheerful show afterward... Jove! There's the curtain, and I must +skip." + +As the door closed on him Undine's cheeks burned with resentment. If +Mrs. Van Degen didn't go to restaurants, why had he supposed that SHE +would? and to have to drag Mabel in her wake! The leaden sense of +failure overcame her again. Here was the evening nearly over, and what +had it led to? Looking up from the stalls, she had fancied that to sit +in a box was to be in society--now she saw it might but emphasize one's +exclusion. And she was burdened with the box for the rest of the season! +It was really stupid of her father to have exceeded his instructions: +why had he not done as she told him?... Undine felt helpless and +tired... hateful memories of Apex crowded back on her. Was it going to +be as dreary here as there? + +She felt Lipscomb's loud whisper in her back: "Say, you girls, I guess +I'll cut this and come back for you when the show busts up." They heard +him shuffle out of the box, and Mabel settled back to undisturbed +enjoyment of the stage. + +When the last entr'acte began Undine stood up, resolved to stay no +longer. Mabel, lost in the study of the audience, had not noticed her +movement, and as she passed alone into the back of the box the door +opened and Ralph Marvell came in. + +Undine stood with one arm listlessly raised to detach her cloak from the +wall. Her attitude showed the long slimness of her figure and the fresh +curve of the throat below her bent-back head. Her face was paler and +softer than usual, and the eyes she rested on Marvell's face looked deep +and starry under their fixed brows. + +"Oh--you're not going?" he exclaimed. + +"I thought you weren't coming," she answered simply. + +"I waited till now on purpose to dodge your other visitors." + +She laughed with pleasure. "Oh, we hadn't so many!" + +Some intuition had already told her that frankness was the tone to take +with him. They sat down together on the red damask sofa, against the +hanging cloaks. As Undine leaned back her hair caught in the spangles of +the wrap behind her, and she had to sit motionless while the young man +freed the captive mesh. Then they settled themselves again, laughing a +little at the incident. + +A glance had made the situation clear to Mrs. Lipscomb, and they saw her +return to her rapt inspection of the boxes. In their mirror-hung recess +the light was subdued to a rosy dimness and the hum of the audience came +to them through half-drawn silken curtains. Undine noticed the delicacy +and finish of her companion's features as his head detached itself +against the red silk walls. The hand with which he stroked his small +moustache was finely-finished too, but sinewy and not effeminate. She +had always associated finish and refinement entirely with her own sex, +but she began to think they might be even more agreeable in a man. +Marvell's eyes were grey, like her own, with chestnut eyebrows and +darker lashes; and his skin was as clear as a woman's, but pleasantly +reddish, like his hands. + +As he sat talking in a low tone, questioning her about the music, asking +her what she had been doing since he had last seen her, she was aware +that he looked at her less than usual, and she also glanced away; but +when she turned her eyes suddenly they always met his gaze. + +His talk remained impersonal. She was a little disappointed that he did +not compliment her on her dress or her hair--Undine was accustomed to +hearing a great deal about her hair, and the episode of the spangles had +opened the way to a graceful allusion--but the instinct of sex told her +that, under his quiet words, he was throbbing with the sense of her +proximity. And his self-restraint sobered her, made her refrain from the +flashing and fidgeting which were the only way she knew of taking part +in the immemorial love-dance. She talked simply and frankly of herself, +of her parents, of how few people they knew in New York, and of how, at +times, she was almost sorry she had persuaded them to give up Apex. + +"You see, they did it entirely on my account; they're awfully lonesome +here; and I don't believe I shall ever learn New York ways either," she +confessed, turning on him the eyes of youth and truthfulness. "Of course +I know a few people; but they're not--not the way I expected New York +people to be." She risked what seemed an involuntary glance at Mabel. +"I've seen girls here to-night that I just LONG to know--they look so +lovely and refined--but I don't suppose I ever shall. New York's not +very friendly to strange girls, is it? I suppose you've got so many of +your own already--and they're all so fascinating you don't care!" As she +spoke she let her eyes rest on his, half-laughing, half-wistful, and +then dropped her lashes while the pink stole slowly up to them. + +When he left her he asked if he might hope to find her at home the next +day. + +The night was fine, and Marvell, having put his cousin into her motor, +started to walk home to Washington Square. At the corner he was joined +by Mr. Popple. "Hallo, Ralph, old man--did you run across our auburn +beauty of the Stentorian? Who'd have thought old Harry Lipscomb'd have +put us onto anything as good as that? Peter Van Degen was fairly taken +off his feet--pulled me out of Mrs. Monty Thurber's box and dragged me +'round by the collar to introduce him. Planning a dinner at Martin's +already. Gad, young Peter must have what he wants WHEN he wants it! I +put in a word for you--told him you and I ought to be let in on the +ground floor. Funny the luck some girls have about getting started. I +believe this one'll take if she can manage to shake the Lipscombs. I +think I'll ask to paint her; might be a good thing for the spring show. +She'd show up splendidly as a PENDANT to my Mrs. Van Degen--Blonde and +Brunette... Night and Morning... Of course I prefer Mrs. Van Degen's +type--personally, I MUST have breeding--but as a mere bit of flesh and +blood... hallo, ain't you coming into the club?" + +Marvell was not coming into the club, and he drew a long breath of +relief as his companion left him. + +Was it possible that he had ever thought leniently of the egregious +Popple? The tone of social omniscience which he had once found so comic +was now as offensive to him as a coarse physical touch. And the worst of +it was that Popple, with the slight exaggeration of a caricature, really +expressed the ideals of the world he frequented. As he spoke of Miss +Spragg, so others at any rate would think of her: almost every one in +Ralph's set would agree that it was luck for a girl from Apex to be +started by Peter Van Degen at a Cafe Martin dinner... + +Ralph Marvell, mounting his grandfather's doorstep, looked up at the +symmetrical old red house-front, with its frugal marble ornament, as he +might have looked into a familiar human face. + +"They're right,--after all, in some ways they're right," he murmured, +slipping his key into the door. + +"They" were his mother and old Mr. Urban Dagonet, both, from Ralph's +earliest memories, so closely identified with the old house in +Washington Square that they might have passed for its inner +consciousness as it might have stood for their outward form; and the +question as to which the house now seemed to affirm their intrinsic +rightness was that of the social disintegration expressed by +widely-different architectural physiognomies at the other end of Fifth +Avenue. As Ralph pushed the bolts behind him, and passed into the hall, +with its dark mahogany doors and the quiet "Dutch interior" effect of +its black and white marble paving, he said to himself that what Popple +called society was really just like the houses it lived in: a muddle of +misapplied ornament over a thin steel shell of utility. The steel shell +was built up in Wall Street, the social trimmings were hastily added +in Fifth Avenue; and the union between them was as monstrous and +factitious, as unlike the gradual homogeneous growth which flowers +into what other countries know as society, as that between the Blois +gargoyles on Peter Van Degen's roof and the skeleton walls supporting +them. + +That was what "they" had always said; what, at least, the Dagonet +attitude, the Dagonet view of life, the very lines of the furniture in +the old Dagonet house expressed. Ralph sometimes called his mother and +grandfather the Aborigines, and likened them to those vanishing denizens +of the American continent doomed to rapid extinction with the advance of +the invading race. He was fond of describing Washington Square as the +"Reservation," and of prophesying that before long its inhabitants would +be exhibited at ethnological shows, pathetically engaged in the exercise +of their primitive industries. + +Small, cautious, middle-class, had been the ideals of aboriginal New +York; but it suddenly struck the young man that they were singularly +coherent and respectable as contrasted with the chaos of indiscriminate +appetites which made up its modern tendencies. He too had wanted to be +"modern," had revolted, half-humorously, against the restrictions and +exclusions of the old code; and it must have been by one of the ironic +reversions of heredity that, at this precise point, he began to see what +there was to be said on the other side--his side, as he now felt it to +be. + + + +VI + +Upstairs, in his brown firelit room, he threw himself into an armchair, +and remembered... Harvard first--then Oxford; then a year of wandering +and rich initiation. Returning to New York, he had read law, and now +had his desk in the office of the respectable firm in whose charge the +Dagonet estate had mouldered for several generations. But his profession +was the least real thing in his life. The realities lay about him now: +the books jamming his old college bookcases and overflowing on chairs +and tables; sketches too--he could do charming things, if only he had +known how to finish them!--and, on the writing-table at his elbow, +scattered sheets of prose and verse; charming things also, but, like the +sketches, unfinished. + +Nothing in the Dagonet and Marvell tradition was opposed to this +desultory dabbling with life. For four or five generations it had been +the rule of both houses that a young fellow should go to Columbia or +Harvard, read law, and then lapse into more or less cultivated inaction. +The only essential was that he should live "like a gentleman"--that is, +with a tranquil disdain for mere money-getting, a passive openness to +the finer sensations, one or two fixed principles as to the quality of +wine, and an archaic probity that had not yet learned to distinguish +between private and "business" honour. + +No equipment could more thoroughly have unfitted the modern youth for +getting on: it hardly needed the scribbled pages on the desk to complete +the hopelessness of Ralph Marvell's case. He had accepted the fact with +a humorous fatalism. Material resources were limited on both sides of +the house, but there would always be enough for his frugal wants--enough +to buy books (not "editions"), and pay now and then for a holiday dash +to the great centres of art and ideas. And meanwhile there was the world +of wonders within him. As a boy at the sea-side, Ralph, between tides, +had once come on a cave--a secret inaccessible place with glaucous +lights, mysterious murmurs, and a single shaft of communication with the +sky. He had kept his find from the other boys, not churlishly, for he +was always an outspoken lad, but because he felt there were things about +the cave that the others, good fellows as they all were, couldn't be +expected to understand, and that, anyhow, it would never be quite his +cave again after he had let his thick-set freckled cousins play smuggler +and pirate in it. + +And so with his inner world. Though so coloured by outer impressions, +it wove a secret curtain about him, and he came and went in it with +the same joy of furtive possession. One day, of course, some one would +discover it and reign there with him--no, reign over it and him. Once or +twice already a light foot had reached the threshold. His cousin Clare +Dagonet, for instance: there had been a summer when her voice had +sounded far down the windings... but he had run over to Spain for the +autumn, and when he came back she was engaged to Peter Van Degen, and +for a while it looked black in the cave. That was long ago, as time is +reckoned under thirty; and for three years now he had felt for her only +a half-contemptuous pity. To have stood at the mouth of his cave, and +have turned from it to the Van Degen lair--! + +Poor Clare repented, indeed--she wanted it clearly but she repented in +the Van Degen diamonds, and the Van Degen motor bore her broken heart +from opera to ball. She had been subdued to what she worked in, and she +could never again find her way to the enchanted cave... Ralph, since +then, had reached the point of deciding that he would never marry; +reached it not suddenly or dramatically, but with such sober advisedness +as is urged on those about to take the opposite step. What he most +wanted, now that the first flutter of being was over, was to learn and +to do--to know what the great people had thought, think about their +thinking, and then launch his own boat: write some good verse if +possible; if not, then critical prose. A dramatic poem lay among the +stuff at his elbow; but the prose critic was at his elbow too, and not +to be satisfied about the poem; and poet and critic passed the nights +in hot if unproductive debate. On the whole, it seemed likely that the +critic would win the day, and the essay on "The Rhythmical Structures of +Walt Whitman" take shape before "The Banished God." Yet if the light in +the cave was less supernaturally blue, the chant of its tides less laden +with unimaginable music, it was still a thronged and echoing place when +Undine Spragg appeared on its threshold... + +His mother and sister of course wanted him to marry. They had the usual +theory that he was "made" for conjugal bliss: women always thought that +of a fellow who didn't get drunk and have low tastes. Ralph smiled at +the idea as he sat crouched among his secret treasures. Marry--but whom, +in the name of light and freedom? The daughters of his own race sold +themselves to the Invaders; the daughters of the Invaders bought +their husbands as they bought an opera-box. It ought all to have been +transacted on the Stock Exchange. His mother, he knew, had no such +ambitions for him: she would have liked him to fancy a "nice girl" like +Harriet Ray. + +Harriet Ray was neither vulgar nor ambitious. She regarded Washington +Square as the birthplace of Society, knew by heart all the cousinships +of early New York, hated motor-cars, could not make herself understood +on the telephone, and was determined, if she married, never to receive a +divorced woman. As Mrs. Marvell often said, such girls as Harriet were +growing rare. Ralph was not sure about this. He was inclined to think +that, certain modifications allowed for, there would always be plenty of +Harriet Rays for unworldly mothers to commend to their sons; and he had +no desire to diminish their number by removing one from the ranks of the +marriageable. He had no desire to marry at all--that had been the whole +truth of it till he met Undine Spragg. And now--? He lit a cigar, and +began to recall his hour's conversation with Mrs. Spragg. + +Ralph had never taken his mother's social faiths very seriously. +Surveying the march of civilization from a loftier angle, he had early +mingled with the Invaders, and curiously observed their rites and +customs. But most of those he had met had already been modified by +contact with the indigenous: they spoke the same language as his, though +on their lips it had often so different a meaning. Ralph had never seen +them actually in the making, before they had acquired the speech of the +conquered race. But Mrs. Spragg still used the dialect of her people, +and before the end of the visit Ralph had ceased to regret that her +daughter was out. He felt obscurely that in the girl's presence--frank +and simple as he thought her--he should have learned less of life in +early Apex. + +Mrs. Spragg, once reconciled--or at least resigned--to the mysterious +necessity of having to "entertain" a friend of Undine's, had yielded to +the first touch on the weak springs of her garrulity. She had not seen +Mrs. Heeny for two days, and this friendly young man with the gentle +manner was almost as easy to talk to as the masseuse. And then she could +tell him things that Mrs. Heeny already knew, and Mrs. Spragg liked +to repeat her stories. To do so gave her almost her sole sense of +permanence among the shifting scenes of life. So that, after she had +lengthily deplored the untoward accident of Undine's absence, and her +visitor, with a smile, and echoes of divers et ondoyant in his brain, +had repeated her daughter's name after her, saying: "It's a wonderful +find--how could you tell it would be such a fit?"--it came to her quite +easily to answer: "Why, we called her after a hair-waver father put on +the market the week she was born--" and then to explain, as he remained +struck and silent: "It's from UNdoolay, you know, the French for +crimping; father always thought the name made it take. He was quite a +scholar, and had the greatest knack for finding names. I remember the +time he invented his Goliath Glue he sat up all night over the Bible to +get the name... No, father didn't start IN as a druggist," she went on, +expanding with the signs of Marvell's interest; "he was educated for an +undertaker, and built up a first-class business; but he was always +a beautiful speaker, and after a while he sorter drifted into the +ministry. Of course it didn't pay him anything like as well, so finally +he opened a drug-store, and he did first-rate at that too, though his +heart was always in the pulpit. But after he made such a success with +his hair-waver he got speculating in land out at Apex, and somehow +everything went--though Mr. Spragg did all he COULD--." Mrs. Spragg, +when she found herself embarked on a long sentence, always ballasted it +by italicizing the last word. + +Her husband, she continued, could not, at the time, do much for his +father-in-law. Mr. Spragg had come to Apex as a poor boy, and their +early married life had been a protracted struggle, darkened by domestic +affliction. Two of their three children had died of typhoid in the +epidemic which devastated Apex before the new water-works were built; +and this calamity, by causing Mr. Spragg to resolve that thereafter +Apex should drink pure water, had led directly to the founding of his +fortunes. + +"He had taken over some of poor father's land for a bad debt, and when +he got up the Pure Water move the company voted to buy the land and +build the new reservoir up there: and after that we began to be better +off, and it DID seem as if it had come out so to comfort us some about +the children." + +Mr. Spragg, thereafter, had begun to be a power in Apex, and fat years +had followed on the lean. Ralph Marvell was too little versed in affairs +to read between the lines of Mrs. Spragg's untutored narrative, and he +understood no more than she the occult connection between Mr. Spragg's +domestic misfortunes and his business triumph. Mr. Spragg had "helped +out" his ruined father-in-law, and had vowed on his children's graves +that no Apex child should ever again drink poisoned water--and out +of those two disinterested impulses, by some impressive law of +compensation, material prosperity had come. What Ralph understood and +appreciated was Mrs. Spragg's unaffected frankness in talking of her +early life. Here was no retrospective pretense of an opulent past, +such as the other Invaders were given to parading before the bland but +undeceived subject race. The Spraggs had been "plain people" and had not +yet learned to be ashamed of it. The fact drew them much closer to the +Dagonet ideals than any sham elegance in the past tense. Ralph felt +that his mother, who shuddered away from Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll, would +understand and esteem Mrs. Spragg. + +But how long would their virgin innocence last? Popple's vulgar hands +were on it already--Popple's and the unspeakable Van Degen's! Once they +and theirs had begun the process of initiating Undine, there was no +knowing--or rather there was too easy knowing--how it would end! It was +incredible that she too should be destined to swell the ranks of the +cheaply fashionable; yet were not her very freshness, her malleability, +the mark of her fate? She was still at the age when the flexible soul +offers itself to the first grasp. That the grasp should chance to be Van +Degen's--that was what made Ralph's temples buzz, and swept away all his +plans for his own future like a beaver's dam in a spring flood. To +save her from Van Degen and Van Degenism: was that really to be his +mission--the "call" for which his life had obscurely waited? It was +not in the least what he had meant to do with the fugitive flash of +consciousness he called self; but all that he had purposed for that +transitory being sank into insignificance under the pressure of Undine's +claims. + +Ralph Marvell's notion of women had been formed on the experiences +common to good-looking young men of his kind. Women were drawn to him as +much by his winning appealing quality, by the sense of a youthful warmth +behind his light ironic exterior, as by his charms of face and mind. +Except during Clare Dagonet's brief reign the depths in him had not been +stirred; but in taking what each sentimental episode had to give he had +preserved, through all his minor adventures, his faith in the great +adventure to come. It was this faith that made him so easy a victim +when love had at last appeared clad in the attributes of romance: the +imaginative man's indestructible dream of a rounded passion. + +The clearness with which he judged the girl and himself seemed the +surest proof that his feeling was more than a surface thrill. He was not +blind to her crudity and her limitations, but they were a part of her +grace and her persuasion. Diverse et ondoyante--so he had seen her from +the first. But was not that merely the sign of a quicker response to the +world's manifold appeal? There was Harriet Ray, sealed up tight in the +vacuum of inherited opinion, where not a breath of fresh sensation could +get at her: there could be no call to rescue young ladies so +secured from the perils of reality! Undine had no such traditional +safeguards--Ralph guessed Mrs. Spragg's opinions to be as fluid as +her daughter's--and the girl's very sensitiveness to new impressions, +combined with her obvious lack of any sense of relative values, would +make her an easy prey to the powers of folly. He seemed to see her--as +he sat there, pressing his fists into his temples--he seemed to see her +like a lovely rock-bound Andromeda, with the devouring monster Society +careering up to make a mouthful of her; and himself whirling down on his +winged horse--just Pegasus turned Rosinante for the nonce--to cut her +bonds, snatch her up, and whirl her back into the blue... + + + +VII + +Some two months later than the date of young Marvell's midnight vigil, +Mrs. Heeny, seated on a low chair at Undine's knee, gave the girl's left +hand an approving pat as she laid aside her lapful of polishers. + +"There! I guess you can put your ring on again," she said with a laugh +of jovial significance; and Undine, echoing the laugh in a murmur of +complacency, slipped on the fourth finger of her recovered hand a band +of sapphires in an intricate setting. + +Mrs. Heeny took up the hand again. "Them's old stones, Undine--they've +got a different look," she said, examining the ring while she rubbed her +cushioned palm over the girl's brilliant finger-tips. "And the setting's +quaint--I wouldn't wonder but what it was one of old Gran'ma Dagonet's." + +Mrs. Spragg, hovering near in fond beatitude, looked up quickly. + +"Why, don't you s'pose he BOUGHT it for her, Mrs. Heeny? It came in a +Tiff'ny box." + +The manicure laughed again. "Of course he's had Tiff'ny rub it up. +Ain't you ever heard of ancestral jewels, Mrs. Spragg? In the Eu-ropean +aristocracy they never go out and BUY engagement-rings; and Undine's +marrying into our aristocracy." + +Mrs. Spragg looked relieved. "Oh, I thought maybe they were trying to +scrimp on the ring--" + +Mrs. Heeny, shrugging away this explanation, rose from her seat and +rolled back her shiny black sleeves. + +"Look at here, Undine, if you really want me to do your hair it's time +we got to work." + +The girl swung about in her seat so that she faced the mirror on the +dressing-table. Her shoulders shone through transparencies of lace +and muslin which slipped back as she lifted her arms to draw the +tortoise-shell pins from her hair. + +"Of course you've got to do it--I want to look perfectly lovely!" + +"Well--I dunno's my hand's in nowadays," said Mrs. Heeny in a tone that +belied the doubt she cast on her own ability. + +"Oh, you're an ARTIST, Mrs. Heeny--and I just couldn't have had that +French maid 'round to-night," sighed Mrs. Spragg, sinking into a chair +near the dressing-table. + +Undine, with a backward toss of her head, scattered her loose locks +about her. As they spread and sparkled under Mrs. Heeny's touch, Mrs. +Spragg leaned back, drinking in through half-closed lids her daughter's +loveliness. Some new quality seemed added to Undine's beauty: it had a +milder bloom, a kind of melting grace, which might have been lent to it +by the moisture in her mother's eyes. + +"So you're to see the old gentleman for the first time at this dinner?" +Mrs. Heeny pursued, sweeping the live strands up into a loosely woven +crown. + +"Yes. I'm frightened to death!" Undine, laughing confidently, took up a +hand-glass and scrutinized the small brown mole above the curve of her +upper lip. + +"I guess she'll know how to talk to him," Mrs. Spragg averred with a +kind of quavering triumph. + +"She'll know how to LOOK at him, anyhow," said Mrs. Heeny; and Undine +smiled at her own image. + +"I hope he won't think I'm too awful!" + +Mrs. Heeny laughed. "Did you read the description of yourself in the +Radiator this morning? I wish't I'd 'a had time to cut it out. I guess +I'll have to start a separate bag for YOUR clippings soon." + +Undine stretched her arms luxuriously above her head and gazed through +lowered lids at the foreshortened reflection of her face. + +"Mercy! Don't jerk about like that. Am I to put in this +rose?--There--you ARE lovely!" Mrs. Heeny sighed, as the pink petals +sank into the hair above the girl's forehead. Undine pushed her chair +back, and sat supporting her chin on her clasped hands while she studied +the result of Mrs. Heeny's manipulations. + +"Yes--that's the way Mrs. Peter Van Degen's flower was put in the other +night; only hers was a camellia.--Do you think I'd look better with a +camellia?" + +"I guess if Mrs. Van Degen looked like a rose she'd 'a worn a rose," +Mrs. Heeny rejoined poetically. "Sit still a minute longer," she added. +"Your hair's so heavy I'd feel easier if I was to put in another pin." + +Undine remained motionless, and the manicure, suddenly laying both hands +on the girl's shoulders, and bending over to peer at her reflection, +said playfully: "Ever been engaged before, Undine?" + +A blush rose to the face in the mirror, spreading from chin to brow, and +running rosily over the white shoulders from which their covering had +slipped down. + +"My! If he could see you now!" Mrs. Heeny jested. + +Mrs. Spragg, rising noiselessly, glided across the room and became lost +in a minute examination of the dress laid out on the bed. + +With a supple twist Undine slipped from Mrs. Heeny's hold. + +"Engaged? Mercy, yes! Didn't you know? To the Prince of Wales. I broke +it off because I wouldn't live in the Tower." + +Mrs. Spragg, lifting the dress cautiously over her arm, advanced with a +reassured smile. + +"I s'pose Undie'll go to Europe now," she said to Mrs. Heeny. + +"I guess Undie WILL!" the young lady herself declared. "We're going to +sail right afterward.--Here, mother, do be careful of my hair!" She +ducked gracefully to slip into the lacy fabric which her mother held +above her head. As she rose Venus-like above its folds there was a tap +on the door, immediately followed by its tentative opening. + +"Mabel!" Undine muttered, her brows lowering like her father's; and +Mrs. Spragg, wheeling about to screen her daughter, addressed herself +protestingly to the half-open door. + +"Who's there? Oh, that YOU, Mrs. Lipscomb? Well, I don't know as you +CAN--Undie isn't half dressed yet--" + +"Just like her--always pushing in!" Undine murmured as she slipped her +arms into their transparent sleeves. + +"Oh, that don't matter--I'll help dress her!" Mrs. Lipscomb's large +blond person surged across the threshold. "Seems to me I ought to lend a +hand to-night, considering I was the one that introduced them!" + +Undine forced a smile, but Mrs. Spragg, her soft wrinkles deepening with +resentment, muttered to Mrs. Heeny, as she bent down to shake out the +girl's train: "I guess my daughter's only got to show herself--" + +The first meeting with old Mr. Dagonet was less formidable than Undine +had expected. She had been once before to the house in Washington +Square, when, with her mother, she had returned Mrs. Marvell's +ceremonial visit; but on that occasion Ralph's grandfather had not +been present. All the rites connected with her engagement were new and +mysterious to Undine, and none more so than the unaccountable necessity +of "dragging"--as she phrased it--Mrs. Spragg into the affair. It was an +accepted article of the Apex creed that parental detachment should be +completest at the moment when the filial fate was decided; and to find +that New York reversed this rule was as puzzling to Undine as to her +mother. Mrs. Spragg was so unprepared for the part she was to play +that on the occasion of her visit to Mrs. Marvell her helplessness had +infected Undine, and their half-hour in the sober faded drawing-room +remained among the girl's most unsatisfactory memories. + +She re-entered it alone with more assurance. Her confidence in her +beauty had hitherto carried her through every ordeal; and it was +fortified now by the feeling of power that came with the sense of being +loved. If they would only leave her mother out she was sure, in her +own phrase, of being able to "run the thing"; and Mrs. Spragg had +providentially been left out of the Dagonet dinner. + +It was to consist, it appeared, only of the small family group Undine +had already met; and, seated at old Mr. Dagonet's right, in the high +dark dining-room with mahogany doors and dim portraits of "Signers" +and their females, she felt a conscious joy in her ascendancy. Old Mr. +Dagonet--small, frail and softly sardonic--appeared to fall at once +under her spell. If she felt, beneath his amenity, a kind of delicate +dangerousness, like that of some fine surgical instrument, she ignored +it as unimportant; for she had as yet no clear perception of forces that +did not directly affect her. + +Mrs. Marvell, low-voiced, faded, yet impressive, was less responsive +to her arts, and Undine divined in her the head of the opposition to +Ralph's marriage. Mrs. Heeny had reported that Mrs. Marvell had other +views for her son; and this was confirmed by such echoes of the short +sharp struggle as reached the throbbing listeners at the Stentorian. But +the conflict over, the air had immediately cleared, showing the enemy in +the act of unconditional surrender. It surprised Undine that there had +been no reprisals, no return on the points conceded. That was not her +idea of warfare, and she could ascribe the completeness of the victory +only to the effect of her charms. + +Mrs. Marvell's manner did not express entire subjugation; yet she seemed +anxious to dispel any doubts of her good faith, and if she left the +burden of the talk to her lively daughter it might have been because +she felt more capable of showing indulgence by her silence than in her +speech. + +As for Mrs. Fairford, she had never seemed more brilliantly bent +on fusing the various elements under her hand. Undine had already +discovered that she adored her brother, and had guessed that this +would make her either a strong ally or a determined enemy. The latter +alternative, however, did not alarm the girl. She thought Mrs. Fairford +"bright," and wanted to be liked by her; and she was in the state of +dizzy self-assurance when it seemed easy to win any sympathy she chose +to seek. + +For the only other guests--Mrs. Fairford's husband, and the elderly +Charles Bowen who seemed to be her special friend--Undine had no +attention to spare: they remained on a plane with the dim pictures +hanging at her back. She had expected a larger party; but she was +relieved, on the whole, that it was small enough to permit of her +dominating it. Not that she wished to do so by any loudness of +assertion. Her quickness in noting external differences had already +taught her to modulate and lower her voice, and to replace "The I-dea!" +and "I wouldn't wonder" by more polished locutions; and she had not been +ten minutes at table before she found that to seem very much in love, +and a little confused and subdued by the newness and intensity of the +sentiment, was, to the Dagonet mind, the becoming attitude for a young +lady in her situation. The part was not hard to play, for she WAS in +love, of course. It was pleasant, when she looked across the table, to +meet Ralph's grey eyes, with that new look in them, and to feel that she +had kindled it; but I it was only part of her larger pleasure in +the general homage to her beauty, in the sensations of interest and +curiosity excited by everything about her, from the family portraits +overhead to the old Dagonet silver on the table--which were to be hers +too, after all! + +The talk, as at Mrs. Fairford's, confused her by its lack of the +personal allusion, its tendency to turn to books, pictures and politics. +"Politics," to Undine, had always been like a kind of back-kitchen to +business--the place where the refuse was thrown and the doubtful messes +were brewed. As a drawing-room topic, and one to provoke disinterested +sentiments, it had the hollowness of Fourth of July orations, and her +mind wandered in spite of the desire to appear informed and competent. + +Old Mr. Dagonet, with his reedy staccato voice, that gave polish and +relief to every syllable, tried to come to her aid by questioning her +affably about her family and the friends she had made in New York. +But the caryatid-parent, who exists simply as a filial prop, is not a +fruitful theme, and Undine, called on for the first time to view her own +progenitors as a subject of conversation, was struck by their lack of +points. She had never paused to consider what her father and mother were +"interested" in, and, challenged to specify, could have named--with +sincerity--only herself. On the subject of her New York friends it was +not much easier to enlarge; for so far her circle had grown less rapidly +than she expected. She had fancied Ralph's wooing would at once admit +her to all his social privileges; but he had shown a puzzling reluctance +to introduce her to the Van Degen set, where he came and went with such +familiarity; and the persons he seemed anxious to have her know--a few +frumpy "clever women" of his sister's age, and one or two brisk +old ladies in shabby houses with mahogany furniture and Stuart +portraits--did not offer the opportunities she sought. + +"Oh, I don't know many people yet--I tell Ralph he's got to hurry up and +take me round," she said to Mr. Dagonet, with a side-sparkle for Ralph, +whose gaze, between the flowers and lights, she was aware of perpetually +drawing. + +"My daughter will take you--you must know his mother's friends," the old +gentleman rejoined while Mrs. Marvell smiled noncommittally. + +"But you have a great friend of your own--the lady who takes you into +society," Mr. Dagonet pursued; and Undine had the sense that the +irrepressible Mabel was again "pushing in." + +"Oh, yes--Mabel Lipscomb. We were school-mates," she said indifferently. + +"Lipscomb? Lipscomb? What is Mr. Lipscomb's occupation?" + +"He's a broker," said Undine, glad to be able to place her friend's +husband in so handsome a light. The subtleties of a professional +classification unknown to Apex had already taught her that in New York +it is more distinguished to be a broker than a dentist; and she was +surprised at Mr. Dagonet's lack of enthusiasm. + +"Ah? A broker?" He said it almost as Popple might have said "A +DENTIST?" and Undine found herself astray in a new labyrinth of social +distinctions. She felt a sudden contempt for Harry Lipscomb, who had +already struck her as too loud, and irrelevantly comic. "I guess +Mabel'll get a divorce pretty soon," she added, desiring, for personal +reasons, to present Mrs. Lipscomb as favourably as possible. + +Mr. Dagonet's handsome eye-brows drew together. "A divorce? H'm--that's +bad. Has he been misbehaving himself?" + +Undine looked innocently surprised. "Oh, I guess not. They like each +other well enough. But he's been a disappointment to her. He isn't +in the right set, and I think Mabel realizes she'll never really get +anywhere till she gets rid of him." + +These words, uttered in the high fluting tone that she rose to when sure +of her subject, fell on a pause which prolonged and deepened itself to +receive them, while every face at the table, Ralph Marvell's excepted, +reflected in varying degree Mr. Dagonet's pained astonishment. + +"But, my dear young lady--what would your friend's situation be if, as +you put it, she 'got rid' of her husband on so trivial a pretext?" + +Undine, surprised at his dullness, tried to explain. "Oh that wouldn't +be the reason GIVEN, of course. Any lawyer could fix it up for them. +Don't they generally call it desertion?" + +There was another, more palpitating, silence, broken by a laugh from +Ralph. + +"RALPH!" his mother breathed; then, turning to Undine, she said with +a constrained smile: "I believe in certain parts of the country +such--unfortunate arrangements--are beginning to be tolerated. But in +New York, in spite of our growing indifference, a divorced woman is +still--thank heaven!--at a decided disadvantage." + +Undine's eyes opened wide. Here at last was a topic that really +interested her, and one that gave another amazing glimpse into the +camera obscura of New York society. "Do you mean to say Mabel would be +worse off, then? Couldn't she even go round as much as she does now?" + +Mrs. Marvell met this gravely. "It would depend, I should say, on the +kind of people she wished to see." + +"Oh, the very best, of course! That would be her only object." + +Ralph interposed with another laugh. "You see, Undine, you'd better +think twice before you divorce me!" + +"RALPH!" his mother again breathed; but the girl, flushed and sparkling, +flung back: "Oh, it all depends on YOU! Out in Apex, if a girl marries a +man who don't come up to what she expected, people consider it's to her +credit to want to change. YOU'D better think twice of that!" + +"If I were only sure of knowing what you expect!" he caught up her joke, +tossing it back at her across the fascinated silence of their listeners. + +"Why, EVERYTHING!" she announced--and Mr. Dagonet, turning, laid an +intricately-veined old hand on, hers, and said, with a change of tone +that relaxed the tension of the listeners: "My child, if you look like +that you'll get it." + + + +VIII + +It was doubtless owing to Mrs. Fairford's foresight that such +possibilities of tension were curtailed, after dinner, by her carrying +off Ralph and his betrothed to the theatre. + +Mr. Dagonet, it was understood, always went to bed after an hour's whist +with his daughter; and the silent Mr. Fairford gave his evenings to +bridge at his club. The party, therefore, consisted only of Undine and +Ralph, with Mrs. Fairford and her attendant friend. Undine vaguely +wondered why the grave and grey-haired Mr. Bowen formed so invariable a +part of that lady's train; but she concluded that it was the York custom +for married ladies to have gentlemen "'round" (as girls had in Apex), +and that Mr. Bowen was the sole survivor of Laura Fairford's earlier +triumphs. + +She had, however, little time to give to such conjectures, for the +performance they were attending--the debut of a fashionable London +actress--had attracted a large audience in which Undine immediately +recognized a number of familiar faces. Her engagement had been announced +only the day before, and she had the delicious sense of being "in +all the papers," and of focussing countless glances of interest and +curiosity as she swept through the theatre in Mrs. Fairford's wake. +Their stalls were near the stage, and progress thither was slow enough +to permit of prolonged enjoyment of this sensation. Before passing to +her place she paused for Ralph to remove her cloak, and as he lifted it +from her shoulders she heard a lady say behind her: "There she is--the +one in white, with the lovely back--" and a man answer: "Gad! Where did +he find anything as good as that?" + +Anonymous approval was sweet enough; but she was to taste a moment more +exquisite when, in the proscenium box across the house, she saw Clare +Van Degen seated beside the prim figure of Miss Harriet Ray. "They're +here to see me with him--they hate it, but they couldn't keep away!" +She turned and lifted a smile of possessorship to Ralph. Mrs. Fairford +seemed also struck by the presence Of the two ladies, and Undine heard +her whisper to Mr. Bowen: "Do you see Clare over there--and Harriet with +her? Harriet WOULD COME--I call it Spartan! And so like Clare to ask +her!" + +Her companion laughed. "It's one of the deepest instincts in human +nature. The murdered are as much given as the murderer to haunting the +scene of the crime." + +Doubtless guessing Ralph's desire to have Undine to himself, Mrs. +Fairford had sent the girl in first; and Undine, as she seated herself, +was aware that the occupant of the next stall half turned to her, as +with a vague gesture of recognition. But just then the curtain rose, and +she became absorbed in the development of the drama, especially as it +tended to display the remarkable toilets which succeeded each other on +the person of its leading lady. Undine, seated at Ralph Marvell's side, +and feeling the thrill of his proximity as a subtler element in +the general interest she was exciting, was at last repaid for the +disappointment of her evening at the opera. It was characteristic of her +that she remembered her failures as keenly as her triumphs, and that the +passionate desire to obliterate, to "get even" with them, was always +among the latent incentives of her conduct. Now at last she was having +what she wanted--she was in conscious possession of the "real thing"; +and through her other, diffused, sensations Ralph's adoration gave her +such a last refinement of pleasure as might have come to some warrior +Queen borne in triumph by captive princes, and reading in the eyes of +one the passion he dared not speak. When the curtain fell this vague +enjoyment was heightened by various acts of recognition. All the people +she wanted to "go with," as they said in Apex, seemed to be about her +in the stalls and boxes; and her eyes continued to revert with special +satisfaction to the incongruous group formed by Mrs. Peter Van Degen and +Miss Ray. The sight made it irresistible to whisper to Ralph: "You ought +to go round and talk to your cousin. Have you told her we're engaged?" + +"Clare? of course. She's going to call on you tomorrow." + +"Oh, she needn't put herself out--she's never been yet," said Undine +loftily. + +He made no rejoinder, but presently asked: "Who's that you're waving +to?" + +"Mr. Popple. He's coming round to see us. You know he wants to paint +me." Undine fluttered and beamed as the brilliant Popple made his way +across the stalls to the seat which her neighbour had momentarily left. + +"First-rate chap next to you--whoever he is--to give me this chance," +the artist declared. "Ha, Ralph, my boy, how did you pull it off? That's +what we're all of us wondering." He leaned over to give Marvell's hand +the ironic grasp of celibacy. "Well, you've left us lamenting: he has, +you know. Miss Spragg. But I've got one pull over the others--I can +paint you! He can't forbid that, can he? Not before marriage, anyhow!" + +Undine divided her shining glances between the two. "I guess he isn't +going to treat me any different afterward," she proclaimed with joyous +defiance. + +"Ah, well, there's no telling, you know. Hadn't we better begin at once? +Seriously, I want awfully to get you into the spring show." + +"Oh, really? That would be too lovely!" + +"YOU would be, certainly--the way I mean to do you. But I see Ralph +getting glum. Cheer up, my dear fellow; I daresay you'll be invited to +some of the sittings--that's for Miss Spragg to say.--Ah, here comes +your neighbour back, confound him--You'll let me know when we can +begin?" + +As Popple moved away Undine turned eagerly to Marvell. "Do you suppose +there's time? I'd love to have him to do me!" + +Ralph smiled. "My poor child--he WOULD 'do' you, with a vengeance. +Infernal cheek, his asking you to sit--" + +She stared. "But why? He's painted your cousin, and all the smart +women." + +"Oh, if a 'smart' portrait's all you want!" + +"I want what the others want," she answered, frowning and pouting a +little. She was already beginning to resent in Ralph the slightest sign +of resistance to her pleasure; and her resentment took the form--a +familiar one in Apex courtships--of turning on him, in the next +entr'acte, a deliberately averted shoulder. The result of this was to +bring her, for the first time, in more direct relation to her other +neighbour. As she turned he turned too, showing her, above a shining +shirt-front fastened with a large imitation pearl, a ruddy plump snub +face without an angle in it, which yet looked sharper than a razor. +Undine's eyes met his with a startled look, and for a long moment they +remained suspended on each other's stare. + +Undine at length shrank back with an unrecognizing face; but her +movement made her opera-glass slip to the floor, and her neighbour bent +down and picked it up. + +"Well--don't you know me yet?" he said with a slight smile, as he +restored the glass to her. + +She had grown white to the lips, and when she tried to speak the effort +produced only a faint click in her throat. She felt that the change in +her appearance must be visible, and the dread of letting Marvell see it +made her continue to turn her ravaged face to her other neighbour. +The round black eyes set prominently in the latter's round glossy +countenance had expressed at first only an impersonal and slightly +ironic interest; but a look of surprise grew in them as Undine's silence +continued. + +"What's the matter? Don't you want me to speak to you?" + +She became aware that Marvell, as if unconscious of her slight show of +displeasure, had left his seat, and was making his way toward the aisle; +and this assertion of independence, which a moment before she would so +deeply have resented, now gave her a feeling of intense relief. + +"No--don't speak to me, please. I'll tell you another time--I'll +write." Her neighbour continued to gaze at her, forming his lips into a +noiseless whistle under his small dark moustache. + +"Well, I--That's about the stiffest," he murmured; and as she made no +answer he added: "Afraid I'll ask to be introduced to your friend?" + +She made a faint movement of entreaty. "I can't explain. I promise to +see you; but I ASK you not to talk to me now." + +He unfolded his programme, and went on speaking in a low tone while he +affected to study it. "Anything to oblige, of course. That's always been +my motto. But is it a bargain--fair and square? You'll see me?" + +She receded farther from him. "I promise. I--I WANT to," she faltered. + +"All right, then. Call me up in the morning at the Driscoll Building. +Seven-o-nine--got it?" + +She nodded, and he added in a still lower tone: "I suppose I can +congratulate you, anyhow?" and then, without waiting for her reply, +turned to study Mrs. Van Degen's box through his opera-glass. Clare, as +if aware of the scrutiny fixed on her from below leaned back and threw a +question over her shoulder to Ralph Marvell, who had just seated himself +behind her. + +"Who's the funny man with the red face talking to Miss Spragg?" + +Ralph bent forward. "The man next to her? Never saw him before. But I +think you're mistaken: she's not speaking to him." + +"She WAS--Wasn't she, Harriet?" + +Miss Ray pinched her lips together without speaking, and Mrs. Van Degen +paused for the fraction of a second. "Perhaps he's an Apex friend," she +then suggested. + +"Very likely. Only I think she'd have introduced him if he had been." + +His cousin faintly shrugged. "Shall you encourage that?" + +Peter Van Degen, who had strayed into his wife's box for a moment, +caught the colloquy, and lifted his opera-glass. + +"The fellow next to Miss Spragg? (By George, Ralph, she's ripping +to-night!) Wait a minute--I know his face. Saw him in old Harmon +Driscoll's office the day of the Eubaw Mine meeting. This chap's his +secretary, or something. Driscoll called him in to give some facts to +the directors, and he seemed a mighty wide-awake customer." + +Clare Van Degen turned gaily to her cousin. "If he has anything to +do with the Driscolls you'd better cultivate him! That's the kind of +acquaintance the Dagonets have always needed. I married to set them an +example!" + +Ralph rose with a laugh. "You're right. I'll hurry back and make +his acquaintance." He held out his hand to his cousin, avoiding her +disappointed eyes. + +Undine, on entering her bedroom late that evening, was startled by the +presence of a muffled figure which revealed itself, through the dimness, +as the ungirded midnight outline of Mrs. Spragg. + +"MOTHER? What on earth--?" the girl exclaimed, as Mrs. Spragg pressed +the electric button and flooded the room with light. The idea of a +mother's sitting up for her daughter was so foreign to Apex customs +that it roused only mistrust and irritation in the object of the +demonstration. + +Mrs. Spragg came forward deprecatingly to lift the cloak from her +daughter's shoulders. + +"I just HAD to, Undie--I told father I HAD to. I wanted to hear all +about it." + +Undine shrugged away from her. "Mercy! At this hour? You'll be as white +as a sheet to-morrow, sitting up all night like this." + +She moved toward the toilet-table, and began to demolish with feverish +hands the structure which Mrs. Heeny, a few hours earlier, had so +lovingly raised. But the rose caught in a mesh of hair, and Mrs. Spragg, +venturing timidly to release it, had a full view of her daughter's face +in the glass. + +"Why, Undie, YOU'RE as white as a sheet now! You look fairly sick. +What's the matter, daughter?" + +The girl broke away from her. + +"Oh, can't you leave me alone, mother? There--do I look white NOW?" she +cried, the blood flaming into her pale cheeks; and as Mrs. Spragg +shrank back, she added more mildly, in the tone of a parent rebuking a +persistent child: "It's enough to MAKE anybody sick to be stared at that +way!" + +Mrs. Spragg overflowed with compunction. "I'm so sorry, Undie. I guess +it was just seeing you in this glare of light." + +"Yes--the light's awful; do turn some off," ordered Undine, for whom, +ordinarily, no radiance was too strong; and Mrs. Spragg, grateful to +have commands laid upon her, hastened to obey. + +Undine, after this, submitted in brooding silence to having her dress +unlaced, and her slippers and dressing-gown brought to her. Mrs. Spragg +visibly yearned to say more, but she restrained the impulse lest it +should provoke her dismissal. + +"Won't you take just a sup of milk before you go to bed?" she suggested +at length, as Undine sank into an armchair. + +"I've got some for you right here in the parlour." + +Without looking up the girl answered: "No. I don't want anything. Do go +to bed." + +Her mother seemed to be struggling between the life-long instinct +of obedience and a swift unformulated fear. "I'm going, Undie." She +wavered. "Didn't they receive you right, daughter?" she asked with +sudden resolution. + +"What nonsense! How should they receive me? Everybody was lovely to me." +Undine rose to her feet and went on with her undressing, tossing her +clothes on the floor and shaking her hair over her bare shoulders. + +Mrs. Spragg stooped to gather up the scattered garments as they fell, +folding them with a wistful caressing touch, and laying them on the +lounge, without daring to raise her eyes to her daughter. It was not +till she heard Undine throw herself on the bed that she went toward her +and drew the coverlet up with deprecating hands. + +"Oh, do put the light out--I'm dead tired," the girl grumbled, pressing +her face into the pillow. + +Mrs. Spragg turned away obediently; then, gathering all her scattered +impulses into a passionate act of courage, she moved back to the +bedside. + +"Undie--you didn't see anybody--I mean at the theatre? ANYBODY YOU +DIDN'T WANT TO SEE?" + +Undine, at the question, raised her head and started right against +the tossed pillows, her white exasperated face close to her mother's +twitching features. The two women examined each other a moment, fear +and anger in their crossed glances; then Undine answered: "No, nobody. +Good-night." + + + +IX + +Undine, late the next day, waited alone under the leafless trellising of +a wistaria arbour on the west side of the Central Park. She had put on +her plainest dress, and wound a closely, patterned veil over her least +vivid hat; but even thus toned down to the situation she was conscious +of blazing out from it inconveniently. + +The habit of meeting young men in sequestered spots was not unknown to +her: the novelty was in feeling any embarrassment about it. Even now +she--was disturbed not so much by the unlikely chance of an accidental +encounter with Ralph Marvell as by the remembrance of similar meetings, +far from accidental, with the romantic Aaronson. Could it be that the +hand now adorned with Ralph's engagement ring had once, in this very +spot, surrendered itself to the riding-master's pressure? At the thought +a wave of physical disgust passed over her, blotting out another memory +as distasteful but more remote. + +It was revived by the appearance of a ruddy middle-sized young man, his +stoutish figure tightly buttoned into a square-shouldered over-coat, who +presently approached along the path that led to the arbour. Silhouetted +against the slope of the asphalt, the newcomer revealed an outline thick +yet compact, with a round head set on a neck in which, at the first +chance, prosperity would be likely to develop a red crease. His face, +with its rounded surfaces, and the sanguine innocence of a complexion +belied by prematurely astute black eyes, had a look of jovial cunning +which Undine had formerly thought "smart" but which now struck her as +merely vulgar. She felt that in the Marvell set Elmer Moffatt would have +been stamped as "not a gentleman." Nevertheless something in his look +seemed to promise the capacity to develop into any character he might +care to assume; though it did not seem probable that, for the present, +that of a gentleman would be among them. He had always had a brisk +swaggering step, and the faintly impudent tilt of the head that she had +once thought "dashing"; but whereas this look had formerly denoted +a somewhat desperate defiance of the world and its judgments it now +suggested an almost assured relation to these powers; and Undine's heart +sank at the thought of what the change implied. + +As he drew nearer, the young man's air of assurance was replaced by an +expression of mildly humorous surprise. + +"Well--this is white of you. Undine!" he said, taking her lifeless +fingers into his dapperly gloved hand. + +Through her veil she formed the words: "I said I'd come." + +He laughed. "That's so. And you see I believed you. Though I might not +have--" + +"I don't see the use of beginning like this," she interrupted nervously. + +"That's so too. Suppose we walk along a little ways? It's rather chilly +standing round." + +He turned down the path that descended toward the Ramble and the girl +moved on beside him with her long flowing steps. + +When they had reached the comparative shelter of the interlacing trees +Moffatt paused again to say: "If we're going to talk I'd like to see +you. Undine;" and after a first moment of reluctance she submissively +threw back her veil. + +He let his eyes rest on her in silence; then he said judicially: "You've +filled out some; but you're paler." After another appreciative scrutiny +he added: "There's mighty few women as well worth looking at, and I'm +obliged to you for letting me have the chance again." + +Undine's brows drew together, but she softened her frown to a quivering +smile. + +"I'm glad to see you too, Elmer--I am, REALLY!" + +He returned her smile while his glance continued to study her +humorously. "You didn't betray the fact last night. Miss Spragg." + +"I was so taken aback. I thought you were out in Alaska somewhere." + +The young man shaped his lips into the mute whistle by which he +habitually vented his surprise. "You DID? Didn't Abner E. Spragg tell +you he'd seen me down town?" + +Undine gave him a startled glance. "Father? Why, have you seen him? He +never said a word about it!" + +Her companion's whistle became audible. "He's running yet!" he said +gaily. "I wish I could scare some people as easy as I can your father." + +The girl hesitated. "I never felt toward you the way father did," she +hazarded at length; and he gave her another long look in return. + +"Well, if they'd left you alone I don't believe you'd ever have acted +mean to me," was the conclusion he drew from it. + +"I didn't mean to, Elmer ... I give you my word--but I was so young ... +I didn't know anything...." + +His eyes had a twinkle of reminiscent pleasantry. "No--I don't suppose +it WOULD teach a girl much to be engaged two years to a stiff like +Millard Binch; and that was about all that had happened to you before I +came along." + +Undine flushed to the forehead. "Oh, Elmer--I was only a child when I +was engaged to Millard--" + +"That's a fact. And you went on being one a good while afterward. The +Apex Eagle always head-lined you 'The child-bride'--" + +"I can't see what's the use--now--." + +"That ruled out of court too? See here. Undine--what CAN we talk about? +I understood that was what we were here for." + +"Of course." She made an effort at recovery. "I only meant to +say--what's the use of raking up things that are over?" + +"Rake up? That's the idea, is it? Was that why you tried to cut me last +night?" + +"I--oh, Elmer! I didn't mean to; only, you see, I'm engaged." + +"Oh, I saw that fast enough. I'd have seen it even if I didn't read the +papers." He gave a short laugh. "He was feeling pretty good, sitting +there alongside of you, wasn't he? I don't wonder he was. I remember. +But I don't see that that was a reason for cold-shouldering me. I'm +a respectable member of society now--I'm one of Harmon B. Driscoll's +private secretaries." He brought out the fact with mock solemnity. + +But to Undine, though undoubtedly impressive, the statement did not +immediately present itself as a subject for pleasantry. + +"Elmer Moffatt--you ARE?" + +He laughed again. "Guess you'd have remembered me last night if you'd +known it." + +She was following her own train of thought with a look of pale +intensity. "You're LIVING in New York, then--you're going to live here +right along?" + +"Well, it looks that way; as long as I can hang on to this job. Great +men always gravitate to the metropolis. And I gravitated here just as +Uncle Harmon B. was looking round for somebody who could give him an +inside tip on the Eubaw mine deal--you know the Driscolls are +pretty deep in Eubaw. I happened to go out there after our little +unpleasantness at Apex, and it was just the time the deal went through. +So in one way your folks did me a good turn when they made Apex too hot +for me: funny to think of, ain't it?" + +Undine, recovering herself, held out her hand impulsively. + +"I'm real glad of it--I mean I'm real glad you've had such a stroke of +luck!" + +"Much obliged," he returned. "By the way, you might mention the fact to +Abner E. Spragg next time you run across him." + +"Father'll be real glad too, Elmer." She hesitated, and then went on: +"You must see now that it was natural father and mother should have felt +the way they did--" + +"Oh, the only thing that struck me as unnatural was their making you +feel so too. But I'm free to admit I wasn't a promising case in those +days." His glance played over her for a moment. "Say, Undine--it was +good while it lasted, though, wasn't it?" + +She shrank back with a burning face and eyes of misery. + +"Why, what's the matter? That ruled out too? Oh, all right. Look at +here, Undine, suppose you let me know what you ARE here to talk about, +anyhow." + +She cast a helpless glance down the windings of the wooded glen in which +they had halted. + +"Just to ask you--to beg you--not to say anything of this kind +again--EVER--" + +"Anything about you and me?" + +She nodded mutely. + +"Why, what's wrong? Anybody been saying anything against me?" + +"Oh, no. It's not that!" + +"What on earth is it, then--except that you're ashamed of me, one way +or another?" She made no answer, and he stood digging the tip of his +walking-stick into a fissure of the asphalt. At length he went on in a +tone that showed a first faint trace of irritation: "I don't want to +break into your gilt-edged crowd, if it's that you're scared of." + +His tone seemed to increase her distress. "No, no--you don't understand. +All I want is that nothing shall be known." + +"Yes; but WHY? It was all straight enough, if you come to that." + +"It doesn't matter ... whether it was straight ... or ... not ..." He +interpolated a whistle which made her add: "What I mean is that out here +in the East they don't even like it if a girl's been ENGAGED before." + +This last strain on his credulity wrung a laugh from Moffatt. "Gee! +How'd they expect her fair young life to pass? Playing 'Holy City' on +the melodeon, and knitting tidies for church fairs?" + +"Girls are looked after here. It's all different. Their mothers go round +with them." + +This increased her companion's hilarity and he glanced about him with a +pretense of compunction. "Excuse ME! I ought to have remembered. Where's +your chaperon, Miss Spragg?" He crooked his arm with mock ceremony. +"Allow me to escort you to the bew-fay. You see I'm onto the New York +style myself." + +A sigh of discouragement escaped her. "Elmer--if you really believe I +never wanted to act mean to you, don't you act mean to me now!" + +"Act mean?" He grew serious again and moved nearer to her. "What is it +you want, Undine? Why can't you say it right out?" + +"What I told you. I don't want Ralph Marvell--or any of them--to know +anything. If any of his folks found out, they'd never let him marry +me--never! And he wouldn't want to: he'd be so horrified. And it would +KILL me, Elmer--it would just kill me!" + +She pressed close to him, forgetful of her new reserves and repugnances, +and impelled by the passionate absorbing desire to wring from him some +definite pledge of safety. + +"Oh, Elmer, if you ever liked me, help me now, and I'll help you if I +get the chance!" + +He had recovered his coolness as hers forsook her, and stood his ground +steadily, though her entreating hands, her glowing face, were near +enough to have shaken less sturdy nerves. + +"That so, Puss? You just ask me to pass the sponge over Elmer Moffatt of +Apex City? Cut the gentleman when we meet? That the size of it?" + +"Oh, Elmer, it's my first chance--I can't lose it!" she broke out, +sobbing. + +"Nonsense, child! Of course you shan't. Here, look up. Undine--why, I +never saw you cry before. Don't you be afraid of me--_I_ ain't going to +interrupt the wedding march." He began to whistle a bar of Lohengrin. "I +only just want one little promise in return." + +She threw a startled look at him and he added reassuringly: "Oh, don't +mistake me. I don't want to butt into your set--not for social purposes, +anyhow; but if ever it should come handy to know any of 'em in a +business way, would you fix it up for me--AFTER YOU'RE MARRIED?'" + +Their eyes met, and she remained silent for a tremulous moment or two; +then she held out her hand. "Afterward--yes. I promise. And YOU promise, +Elmer?" + +"Oh, to have and to hold!" he sang out, swinging about to follow her as +she hurriedly began to retrace her steps. + +The March twilight had fallen, and the Stentorian facade was all aglow, +when Undine regained its monumental threshold. She slipped through the +marble vestibule and soared skyward in the mirror-lined lift, hardly +conscious of the direction she was taking. What she wanted was solitude, +and the time to put some order into her thoughts; and she hoped to steal +into her room without meeting her mother. Through her thick veil the +clusters of lights in the Spragg drawing-room dilated and flowed +together in a yellow blur, from which, as she entered, a figure detached +itself; and with a start of annoyance she saw Ralph Marvell rise from +the perusal of the "fiction number" of a magazine which had replaced +"The Hound of the Baskervilles" on the onyx table. + +"Yes; you told me not to come--and here I am." He lifted her hand to his +lips as his eyes tried to find hers through the veil. + +She drew back with a nervous gesture. "I told you I'd be awfully late." + +"I know--trying on! And you're horribly tired, and wishing with all your +might I wasn't here." + +"I'm not so sure I'm not!" she rejoined, trying to hide her vexation in +a smile. + +"What a tragic little voice! You really are done up. I couldn't help +dropping in for a minute; but of course if you say so I'll be off." She +was removing her long gloves and he took her hands and drew her close. +"Only take off your veil, and let me see you." + +A quiver of resistance ran through her: he felt it and dropped her +hands. + +"Please don't tease. I never could bear it," she stammered, drawing +away. + +"Till to-morrow, then; that is, if the dress-makers permit." + +She forced a laugh. "If I showed myself now you might not come back +to-morrow. I look perfectly hideous--it was so hot and they kept me so +long." + +"All to make yourself more beautiful for a man who's blind with your +beauty already?" + +The words made her smile, and moving nearer she bent her head and stood +still while he undid her veil. As he put it back their lips met, and his +look of passionate tenderness was incense to her. + +But the next moment his expression passed from worship to concern. +"Dear! Why, what's the matter? You've been crying!" + +She put both hands to her hat in the instinctive effort to hide her +face. His persistence was as irritating as her mother's. + +"I told you it was frightfully hot--and all my things were horrid; and +it made me so cross and nervous!" She turned to the looking-glass with a +feint of smoothing her hair. + +Marvell laid his hand on her arm, "I can't bear to see you so done up. +Why can't we be married to-morrow, and escape all these ridiculous +preparations? I shall hate your fine clothes if they're going to make +you so miserable." + +She dropped her hands, and swept about on him, her face lit up by a new +idea. He was extraordinarily handsome and appealing, and her heart began +to beat faster. + +"I hate it all too! I wish we COULD be married right away!" + +Marvell caught her to him joyously. "Dearest--dearest! Don't, if you +don't mean it! The thought's too glorious!" + +Undine lingered in his arms, not with any intent of tenderness, but as +if too deeply lost in a new train of thought to be conscious of his +hold. + +"I suppose most of the things COULD be got ready sooner--if I said they +MUST," she brooded, with a fixed gaze that travelled past him. "And the +rest--why shouldn't the rest be sent over to Europe after us? I want to +go straight off with you, away from everything--ever so far away, +where there'll be nobody but you and me alone!" She had a flash of +illumination which made her turn her lips to his. + +"Oh, my darling--my darling!" Marvell whispered. + + + +X + +Mr. and Mrs. Spragg were both given to such long periods of ruminating +apathy that the student of inheritance might have wondered whence Undine +derived her overflowing activity. The answer would have been obtained +by observing her father's business life. From the moment he set foot +in Wall Street Mr. Spragg became another man. Physically the change +revealed itself only by the subtlest signs. As he steered his way to his +office through the jostling crowd of William Street his relaxed muscles +did not grow more taut or his lounging gait less desultory. His +shoulders were hollowed by the usual droop, and his rusty black +waistcoat showed the same creased concavity at the waist, the same +flabby prominence below. It was only in his face that the difference was +perceptible, though even here it rather lurked behind the features than +openly modified them: showing itself now and then in the cautious glint +of half-closed eyes, the forward thrust of black brows, or a tightening +of the lax lines of the mouth--as the gleam of a night-watchman's light +might flash across the darkness of a shuttered house-front. The shutters +were more tightly barred than usual, when, on a morning some two +weeks later than the date of the incidents last recorded, Mr. Spragg +approached the steel and concrete tower in which his office occupied a +lofty pigeon-hole. Events had moved rapidly and somewhat surprisingly in +the interval, and Mr. Spragg had already accustomed himself to the fact +that his daughter was to be married within the week, instead of awaiting +the traditional post-Lenten date. Conventionally the change meant little +to him; but on the practical side it presented unforeseen difficulties. +Mr. Spragg had learned within the last weeks that a New York marriage +involved material obligations unknown to Apex. Marvell, indeed, had +been loftily careless of such questions; but his grandfather, on the +announcement of the engagement, had called on Mr. Spragg and put before +him, with polished precision, the young man's financial situation. + +Mr. Spragg, at the moment, had been inclined to deal with his visitor in +a spirit of indulgent irony. As he leaned back in his revolving chair, +with feet adroitly balanced against a tilted scrap basket, his air of +relaxed power made Mr. Dagonet's venerable elegance seem as harmless as +that of an ivory jack-straw--and his first replies to his visitor were +made with the mildness of a kindly giant. + +"Ralph don't make a living out of the law, you say? No, it didn't strike +me he'd be likely to, from the talks I've had with him. Fact is, the +law's a business that wants--" Mr. Spragg broke off, checked by a +protest from Mr. Dagonet. "Oh, a PROFESSION, you call it? It ain't a +business?" His smile grew more indulgent as this novel distinction +dawned on him. "Why, I guess that's the whole trouble with Ralph. Nobody +expects to make money in a PROFESSION; and if you've taught him to +regard the law that way, he'd better go right into cooking-stoves and +done with it." + +Mr. Dagonet, within a narrower range, had his own play of humour; and it +met Mr. Spragg's with a leap. "It's because I knew he would manage to +make cooking-stoves as unremunerative as a profession that I saved him +from so glaring a failure by putting him into the law." + +The retort drew a grunt of amusement from Mr. Spragg; and the eyes of +the two men met in unexpected understanding. + +"That so? What can he do, then?" the future father-in-law enquired. + +"He can write poetry--at least he tells me he can." Mr. Dagonet +hesitated, as if aware of the inadequacy of the alternative, and then +added: "And he can count on three thousand a year from me." + +Mr. Spragg tilted himself farther back without disturbing his +subtly-calculated relation to the scrap basket. + +"Does it cost anything like that to print his poetry?" + +Mr. Dagonet smiled again: he was clearly enjoying his visit. "Dear, +no--he doesn't go in for 'luxe' editions. And now and then he gets ten +dollars from a magazine." + +Mr. Spragg mused. "Wasn't he ever TAUGHT to work?" + +"No; I really couldn't have afforded that." + +"I see. Then they've got to live on two hundred and fifty dollars a +month." + +Mr. Dagonet remained pleasantly unmoved. "Does it cost anything like +that to buy your daughter's dresses?" + +A subterranean chuckle agitated the lower folds of Mr. Spragg's +waistcoat. + +"I might put him in the way of something--I guess he's smart enough." + +Mr. Dagonet made a gesture of friendly warning. "It will pay us both in +the end to keep him out of business," he said, rising as if to show that +his mission was accomplished. + +The results of this friendly conference had been more serious than +Mr. Spragg could have foreseen--and the victory remained with his +antagonist. It had not entered into Mr. Spragg's calculations that he +would have to give his daughter any fixed income on her marriage. He +meant that she should have the "handsomest" wedding the New York press +had ever celebrated, and her mother's fancy was already afloat on a sea +of luxuries--a motor, a Fifth Avenue house, and a tiara that should +out-blaze Mrs. Van Degen's; but these were movable benefits, to be +conferred whenever Mr. Spragg happened to be "on the right side" of the +market. It was a different matter to be called on, at such short notice, +to bridge the gap between young Marvell's allowance and Undine's +requirements; and her father's immediate conclusion was that the +engagement had better be broken off. Such scissions were almost painless +in Apex, and he had fancied it would be easy, by an appeal to the girl's +pride, to make her see that she owed it to herself to do better. + +"You'd better wait awhile and look round again," was the way he had put +it to her at the opening of the talk of which, even now, he could not +recall the close without a tremor. + +Undine, when she took his meaning, had been terrible. Everything had +gone down before her, as towns and villages went down before one of the +tornadoes of her native state. Wait awhile? Look round? Did he suppose +she was marrying for MONEY? Didn't he see it was all a question, now +and here, of the kind of people she wanted to "go with"? Did he want +to throw her straight back into the Lipscomb set, to have her marry a +dentist and live in a West Side flat? Why hadn't they stayed in Apex, if +that was all he thought she was fit for? She might as well have married +Millard Binch, instead of handing him over to Indiana Frusk! Couldn't +her father understand that nice girls, in New York, didn't regard +getting married like going on a buggy-ride? It was enough to ruin a +girl's chances if she broke her engagement to a man in Ralph Marvell's +set. All kinds of spiteful things would be said about her, and she would +never be able to go with the right people again. They had better go back +to Apex right off--it was they and not SHE who had wanted to leave Apex, +anyhow--she could call her mother to witness it. She had always, when it +came to that, done what her father and mother wanted, but she'd given +up trying to make out what they were after, unless it was to make her +miserable; and if that was it, hadn't they had enough of it by this +time? She had, anyhow. But after this she meant to lead her own life; +and they needn't ask her where she was going, or what she meant to do, +because this time she'd die before she told them--and they'd made life +so hateful to her that she only wished she was dead already. + +Mr. Spragg heard her out in silence, pulling at his beard with one +sallow wrinkled hand, while the other dragged down the armhole of his +waistcoat. Suddenly he looked up and said: "Ain't you in love with the +fellow, Undie?" + +The girl glared back at him, her splendid brows beetling like an +Amazon's. "Do you think I'd care a cent for all the rest of it if I +wasn't?" + +"Well, if you are, you and he won't mind beginning in a small way." + +Her look poured contempt on his ignorance. "Do you s'pose I'd drag him +down?" With a magnificent gesture she tore Marvell's ring from her +finger. "I'll send this back this minute. I'll tell him I thought he +was a rich man, and now I see I'm mistaken--" She burst into shattering +sobs, rocking her beautiful body back and forward in all the abandonment +of young grief; and her father stood over her, stroking her shoulder and +saying helplessly: "I'll see what I can do, Undine--" + +All his life, and at ever-diminishing intervals, Mr. Spragg had been +called on by his womenkind to "see what he could do"; and the seeing had +almost always resulted as they wished. Undine did not have to send back +her ring, and in her state of trance-like happiness she hardly asked by +what means her path had been smoothed, but merely accepted her mother's +assurance that "father had fixed everything all right." + +Mr. Spragg accepted the situation also. A son-in-law who expected to +be pensioned like a Grand Army veteran was a phenomenon new to his +experience; but if that was what Undine wanted she should have it. Only +two days later, however, he was met by a new demand--the young people +had decided to be married "right off," instead of waiting till June. +This change of plan was made known to Mr. Spragg at a moment when he was +peculiarly unprepared for the financial readjustment it necessitated. He +had always declared himself able to cope with any crisis if Undine and +her mother would "go steady"; but he now warned them of his inability to +keep up with the new pace they had set. Undine, not deigning to return +to the charge, had commissioned her mother to speak for her; and Mr. +Spragg was surprised to meet in his wife a firmness as inflexible as his +daughter's. + +"I can't do it, Loot--can't put my hand on the cash," he had protested; +but Mrs. Spragg fought him inch by inch, her back to the wall--flinging +out at last, as he pressed her closer: "Well, if you want to know, she's +seen Elmer." + +The bolt reached its mark, and her husband turned an agitated face on +her. + +"Elmer? What on earth--he didn't come HERE?" + +"No; but he sat next to her the other night at the theatre, and she's +wild with us for not having warned her." + +Mr. Spragg's scowl drew his projecting brows together. "Warned her of +what? What's Elmer to her? Why's she afraid of Elmer Moffatt?" + +"She's afraid of his talking." + +"Talking? What on earth can he say that'll hurt HER?" + +"Oh, I don't know," Mrs. Spragg wailed. "She's so nervous I can hardly +get a word out of her." + +Mr. Spragg's whitening face showed the touch of a new fear. "Is she +afraid he'll get round her again--make up to her? Is that what she +means by 'talking'?" "I don't know, I don't know. I only know she is +afraid--she's afraid as death of him." + +For a long interval they sat silently looking at each other while their +heavy eyes exchanged conjectures: then Mr. Spragg rose from his chair, +saying, as he took up his hat: "Don't you fret, Leota; I'll see what I +can do." + +He had been "seeing" now for an arduous fortnight; and the strain on his +vision had resulted in a state of tension such as he had not undergone +since the epic days of the Pure Water Move at Apex. It was not his habit +to impart his fears to Mrs. Spragg and Undine, and they continued the +bridal preparations, secure in their invariable experience that, once +"father" had been convinced of the impossibility of evading their +demands, he might be trusted to satisfy them by means with which his +womenkind need not concern themselves. Mr. Spragg, as he approached his +office on the morning in question, felt reasonably sure of fulfilling +these expectations; but he reflected that a few more such victories +would mean disaster. + +He entered the vast marble vestibule of the Ararat Trust Building and +walked toward the express elevator that was to carry him up to his +office. At the door of the elevator a man turned to him, and he +recognized Elmer Moffatt, who put out his hand with an easy gesture. + +Mr. Spragg did not ignore the gesture: he did not even withhold his +hand. In his code the cut, as a conscious sign of disapproval, did not +exist. In the south, if you had a grudge against a man you tried to +shoot him; in the west, you tried to do him in a mean turn in business; +but in neither region was the cut among the social weapons of offense. +Mr. Spragg, therefore, seeing Moffatt in his path, extended a lifeless +hand while he faced the young man scowlingly. Moffatt met the hand and +the scowl with equal coolness. + +"Going up to your office? I was on my way there." + +The elevator door rolled back, and Mr. Spragg, entering it, found his +companion at his side. They remained silent during the ascent to Mr. +Spragg's threshold; but there the latter turned to enquire ironically of +Moffatt: "Anything left to say?" + +Moffatt smiled. "Nothing LEFT--no; I'm carrying a whole new line of +goods." + +Mr. Spragg pondered the reply; then he opened the door and suffered +Moffatt to follow him in. Behind an inner glazed enclosure, with its one +window dimmed by a sooty perspective barred with chimneys, he seated +himself at a dusty littered desk, and groped instinctively for the +support of the scrap basket. Moffatt, uninvited, dropped into the +nearest chair, and Mr. Spragg said, after another silence: "I'm pretty +busy this morning." + +"I know you are: that's why I'm here," Moffatt serenely answered. He +leaned back, crossing his legs, and twisting his small stiff moustache +with a plump hand adorned by a cameo. + +"Fact is," he went on, "this is a coals-of-fire call. You think I owe +you a grudge, and I'm going to show you I'm not that kind. I'm going +to put you onto a good thing--oh, not because I'm so fond of you; just +because it happens to hit my sense of a joke." + +While Moffatt talked Mr. Spragg took up the pile of letters on his desk +and sat shuffling them like a pack of cards. He dealt them deliberately +to two imaginary players; then he pushed them aside and drew out his +watch. + +"All right--I carry one too," said the young man easily. "But you'll +find it's time gained to hear what I've got to say." + +Mr. Spragg considered the vista of chimneys without speaking, and +Moffatt continued: "I don't suppose you care to hear the story of my +life, so I won't refer you to the back numbers. You used to say out in +Apex that I spent too much time loafing round the bar of the Mealey +House; that was one of the things you had against me. Well, maybe I +did--but it taught me to talk, and to listen to the other fellows too. +Just at present I'm one of Harmon B. Driscoll's private secretaries, and +some of that Mealey House loafing has come in more useful than any job I +ever put my hand to. The old man happened to hear I knew something about +the inside of the Eubaw deal, and took me on to have the information +where he could get at it. I've given him good talk for his money; +but I've done some listening too. Eubaw ain't the only commodity the +Driscolls deal in." + +Mr. Spragg restored his watch to his pocket and shifted his drowsy gaze +from the window to his visitor's face. + +"Yes," said Moffatt, as if in reply to the movement, "the Driscolls are +getting busy out in Apex. Now they've got all the street railroads in +their pocket they want the water-supply too--but you know that as well +as I do. Fact is, they've got to have it; and there's where you and I +come in." + +Mr. Spragg thrust his hands in his waistcoat arm-holes and turned his +eyes back to the window. + +"I'm out of that long ago," he said indifferently. + +"Sure," Moffatt acquiesced; "but you know what went on when you were in +it." + +"Well?" said Mr. Spragg, shifting one hand to the Masonic emblem on his +watch-chain. + +"Well, Representative James J. Rolliver, who was in it with you, ain't +out of it yet. He's the man the Driscolls are up against. What d'you +know about him?" + +Mr. Spragg twirled the emblem thoughtfully. "Driscoll tell you to come +here?" + +Moffatt laughed. "No, SIR--not by a good many miles." + +Mr. Spragg removed his feet from the scrap basket and straightened +himself in his chair. + +"Well--I didn't either; good morning, Mr. Moffatt." + +The young man stared a moment, a humorous glint in his small black eyes; +but he made no motion to leave his seat. "Undine's to be married next +week, isn't she?" he asked in a conversational tone. + +Mr. Spragg's face blackened and he swung about in his revolving chair. + +"You go to--" + +Moffatt raised a deprecating hand. "Oh, you needn't warn me off. I +don't want to be invited to the wedding. And I don't want to forbid the +banns." + +There was a derisive sound in Mr. Spragg's throat. + +"But I DO want to get out of Driscoll's office," Moffatt imperturbably +continued. "There's no future there for a fellow like me. I see things +big. That's the reason Apex was too tight a fit for me. It's only +the little fellows that succeed in little places. New York's my +size--without a single alteration. I could prove it to you to-morrow if +I could put my hand on fifty thousand dollars." + +Mr. Spragg did not repeat his gesture of dismissal: he was once more +listening guardedly but intently. Moffatt saw it and continued. + +"And I could put my hand on double that sum--yes, sir, DOUBLE--if you'd +just step round with me to old Driscoll's office before five P. M. See +the connection, Mr. Spragg?" + +The older man remained silent while his visitor hummed a bar or two of +"In the Gloaming"; then he said: "You want me to tell Driscoll what I +know about James J. Rolliver?" + +"I want you to tell the truth--I want you to stand for political purity +in your native state. A man of your prominence owes it to the community, +sir," cried Moffatt. Mr. Spragg was still tormenting his Masonic emblem. + +"Rolliver and I always stood together," he said at last, with a tinge of +reluctance. + +"Well, how much have you made out of it? Ain't he always been ahead of +the game?" + +"I can't do it--I can't do it," said Mr. Spragg, bringing his clenched +hand down on the desk, as if addressing an invisible throng of +assailants. + +Moffatt rose without any evidence of disappointment in his ruddy +countenance. "Well, so long," he said, moving toward the door. Near +the threshold he paused to add carelessly: "Excuse my referring to a +personal matter--but I understand Miss Spragg's wedding takes place next +Monday." + +Mr. Spragg was silent. + +"How's that?" Moffatt continued unabashed. "I saw in the papers the date +was set for the end of June." + +Mr. Spragg rose heavily from his seat. "I presume my daughter has her +reasons," he said, moving toward the door in Moffatt's wake. + +"I guess she has--same as I have for wanting you to step round with me +to old Driscoll's. If Undine's reasons are as good as mine--" + +"Stop right here, Elmer Moffatt!" the older man broke out with lifted +hand. Moffatt made a burlesque feint of evading a blow; then his face +grew serious, and he moved close to Mr. Spragg, whose arm had fallen to +his side. + +"See here, I know Undine's reasons. I've had a talk with her--didn't +she tell you? SHE don't beat about the bush the way you do. She told me +straight out what was bothering her. She wants the Marvells to think +she's right out of Kindergarten. 'No goods sent out on approval from +this counter.' And I see her point--_I_ don't mean to publish my +meemo'rs. Only a deal's a deal." He paused a moment, twisting his +fingers about the heavy gold watch-chain that crossed his waistcoat. +"Tell you what, Mr. Spragg, I don't bear malice--not against Undine, +anyway--and if I could have afforded it I'd have been glad enough to +oblige her and forget old times. But you didn't hesitate to kick me when +I was down and it's taken me a day or two to get on my legs again after +that kicking. I see my way now to get there and keep there; and there's +a kinder poetic justice in your being the man to help me up. If I can +get hold of fifty thousand dollars within a day or so I don't care who's +got the start of me. I've got a dead sure thing in sight, and you're the +only man that can get it for me. Now do you see where we're coming out?" + +Mr. Spragg, during this discourse, had remained motionless, his hands +in his pockets, his jaws moving mechanically, as though he mumbled a +tooth-pick under his beard. His sallow cheek had turned a shade paler, +and his brows hung threateningly over his half-closed eyes. But there +was no threat--there was scarcely more than a note of dull curiosity--in +the voice with which he said: "You mean to talk?" + +Moffatt's rosy face grew as hard as a steel safe. "I mean YOU to +talk--to old Driscoll." He paused, and then added: "It's a hundred +thousand down, between us." + +Mr. Spragg once more consulted his watch. "I'll see you again," he said +with an effort. + +Moffatt struck one fist against the other. "No, SIR--you won't! You'll +only hear from me--through the Marvell family. Your news ain't worth a +dollar to Driscoll if he don't get it to-day." + +He was checked by the sound of steps in the outer office, and Mr. +Spragg's stenographer appeared in the doorway. + +"It's Mr. Marvell," she announced; and Ralph Marvell, glowing with haste +and happiness, stood between the two men, holding out his hand to Mr. +Spragg. + +"Am I awfully in the way, sir? Turn me out if I am--but first let me +just say a word about this necklace I've ordered for Un--" + +He broke off, made aware by Mr. Spragg's glance of the presence of Elmer +Moffatt, who, with unwonted discretion, had dropped back into the +shadow of the door. Marvell turned on Moffatt a bright gaze full of the +instinctive hospitality of youth; but Moffatt looked straight past him +at Mr. Spragg. The latter, as if in response to an imperceptible signal, +mechanically pronounced his visitor's name; and the two young men moved +toward each other. + +"I beg your pardon most awfully--am I breaking up an important +conference?" Ralph asked as he shook hands. + +"Why, no--I guess we're pretty nearly through. I'll step outside and woo +the blonde while you're talking," Moffatt rejoined in the same key. + +"Thanks so much--I shan't take two seconds." Ralph broke off to +scrutinize him. "But haven't we met before? It seems to me I've seen +you--just lately--" + +Moffatt seemed about to answer, but his reply was checked by an abrupt +movement on the part of Mr. Spragg. There was a perceptible pause, +during which Moffatt's bright black glance rested questioningly on +Ralph; then he looked again at the older man, and their eyes held each +other for a silent moment. + +"Why, no--not as I'm aware of, Mr. Marvell," Moffatt said, addressing +himself amicably to Ralph. "Better late than never, though--and I hope +to have the pleasure soon again." + +He divided a nod between the two men, and passed into the outer office, +where they heard him addressing the stenographer in a strain of +exaggerated gallantry. + + + +XI + +The July sun enclosed in a ring of fire the ilex grove of a villa in the +hills near Siena. + +Below, by the roadside, the long yellow house seemed to waver and +palpitate in the glare; but steep by steep, behind it, the cool +ilex-dusk mounted to the ledge where Ralph Marvell, stretched on his +back in the grass, lay gazing up at a black reticulation of branches +between which bits of sky gleamed with the hardness and brilliancy of +blue enamel. + +Up there too the air was thick with heat; but compared with the white +fire below it was a dim and tempered warmth, like that of the churches +in which he and Undine sometimes took refuge at the height of the torrid +days. + +Ralph loved the heavy Italian summer, as he had loved the light spring +days leading up to it: the long line of dancing days that had drawn them +on and on ever since they had left their ship at Naples four months +earlier. Four months of beauty, changeful, inexhaustible, weaving itself +about him in shapes of softness and strength; and beside him, hand in +hand with him, embodying that spirit of shifting magic, the radiant +creature through whose eyes he saw it. This was what their hastened +marriage had blessed them with, giving them leisure, before summer came, +to penetrate to remote folds of the southern mountains, to linger in the +shade of Sicilian orange-groves, and finally, travelling by slow stages +to the Adriatic, to reach the central hill-country where even in July +they might hope for a breathable air. + +To Ralph the Sienese air was not only breathable but intoxicating. The +sun, treading the earth like a vintager, drew from it heady fragrances, +crushed out of it new colours. All the values of the temperate landscape +were reversed: the noon high-lights were whiter but the shadows had +unimagined colour. On the blackness of cork and ilex and cypress lay the +green and purple lustres, the coppery iridescences, of old bronze; and +night after night the skies were wine-blue and bubbling with stars. +Ralph said to himself that no one who had not seen Italy thus prostrate +beneath the sun knew what secret treasures she could yield. + +As he lay there, fragments of past states of emotion, fugitive +felicities of thought and sensation, rose and floated on the surface +of his thoughts. It was one of those moments when the accumulated +impressions of life converge on heart and brain, elucidating, enlacing +each other, in a mysterious confusion of beauty. He had had glimpses of +such a state before, of such mergings of the personal with the general +life that one felt one's self a mere wave on the wild stream of being, +yet thrilled with a sharper sense of individuality than can be known +within the mere bounds of the actual. But now he knew the sensation in +its fulness, and with it came the releasing power of language. Words +were flashing like brilliant birds through the boughs overhead; he had +but to wave his magic wand to have them flutter down to him. Only they +were so beautiful up there, weaving their fantastic flights against the +blue, that it was pleasanter, for the moment, to watch them and let the +wand lie. + +He stared up at the pattern they made till his eyes ached with excess of +light; then he changed his position and looked at his wife. + +Undine, near by, leaned against a gnarled tree with the slightly +constrained air of a person unused to sylvan abandonments. Her beautiful +back could not adapt itself to the irregularities of the tree-trunk, +and she moved a little now and then in the effort to find an easier +position. But her expression was serene, and Ralph, looking up at her +through drowsy lids, thought her face had never been more exquisite. + +"You look as cool as a wave," he said, reaching out for the hand on her +knee. She let him have it, and he drew it closer, scrutinizing it as if +it had been a bit of precious porcelain or ivory. It was small and soft, +a mere featherweight, a puff-ball of a hand--not quick and thrilling, +not a speaking hand, but one to be fondled and dressed in rings, and to +leave a rosy blur in the brain. The fingers were short and tapering, +dimpled at the base, with nails as smooth as rose-leaves. Ralph lifted +them one by one, like a child playing with piano-keys, but they were +inelastic and did not spring back far--only far enough to show the +dimples. + +He turned the hand over and traced the course of its blue veins from the +wrist to the rounding of the palm below the fingers; then he put a kiss +in the warm hollow between. The upper world had vanished: his universe +had shrunk to the palm of a hand. But there was no sense of diminution. +In the mystic depths whence his passion sprang, earthly dimensions were +ignored and the curve of beauty was boundless enough to hold whatever +the imagination could pour into it. Ralph had never felt more convinced +of his power to write a great poem; but now it was Undine's hand which +held the magic wand of expression. + +She stirred again uneasily, answering his last words with a faint accent +of reproach. + +"I don't FEEL cool. You said there'd be a breeze up here.". + +He laughed. + +"You poor darling! Wasn't it ever as hot as this in Apex?" + +She withdrew her hand with a slight grimace. + +"Yes--but I didn't marry you to go back to Apex!" + +Ralph laughed again; then he lifted himself on his elbow and regained +the hand. "I wonder what you DID marry me for?" + +"Mercy! It's too hot for conundrums." She spoke without impatience, but +with a lassitude less joyous than his. + +He roused himself. "Do you really mind the heat so much? We'll go, if +you do." + +She sat up eagerly. "Go to Switzerland, you mean?" + +"Well, I hadn't taken quite as long a leap. I only meant we might drive +back to Siena." + +She relapsed listlessly against her tree-trunk. "Oh, Siena's hotter than +this." + +"We could go and sit in the cathedral--it's always cool there at +sunset." + +"We've sat in the cathedral at sunset every day for a week." + +"Well, what do you say to stopping at Lecceto on the way? I haven't +shown you Lecceto yet; and the drive back by moonlight would be +glorious." + +This woke her to a slight show of interest. "It might be nice--but where +could we get anything to eat?" + +Ralph laughed again. "I don't believe we could. You're too practical." + +"Well, somebody's got to be. And the food in the hotel is too disgusting +if we're not on time." + +"I admit that the best of it has usually been appropriated by the +extremely good-looking cavalry-officer who's so keen to know you." + +Undine's face brightened. "You know he's not a Count; he's a Marquis. +His name's Roviano; his palace in Rome is in the guide-books, and +he speaks English beautifully. Celeste found out about him from the +headwaiter," she said, with the security of one who treats of recognized +values. + +Marvell, sitting upright, reached lazily across the grass for his hat. +"Then there's all the more reason for rushing back to defend our share." +He spoke in the bantering tone which had become the habitual expression +of his tenderness; but his eyes softened as they absorbed in a last +glance the glimmering submarine light of the ancient grove, through +which Undine's figure wavered nereid-like above him. + +"You never looked your name more than you do now," he said, kneeling +at her side and putting his arm about her. She smiled back a little +vaguely, as if not seizing his allusion, and being content to let it +drop into the store of unexplained references which had once stimulated +her curiosity but now merely gave her leisure to think of other things. +But her smile was no less lovely for its vagueness, and indeed, to +Ralph, the loveliness was enhanced by the latent doubt. He remembered +afterward that at that moment the cup of life seemed to brim over. + +"Come, dear--here or there--it's all divine!" + +In the carriage, however, she remained insensible to the soft spell of +the evening, noticing only the heat and dust, and saying, as they passed +under the wooded cliff of Lecceto, that they might as well have stopped +there after all, since with such a headache as she felt coming on she +didn't care if she dined or not. Ralph looked up yearningly at the long +walls overhead; but Undine's mood was hardly favourable to communion +with such scenes, and he made no attempt to stop the carriage. Instead +he presently said: "If you're tired of Italy, we've got the world to +choose from." + +She did not speak for a moment; then she said: "It's the heat I'm tired +of. Don't people generally come here earlier?" + +"Yes. That's why I chose the summer: so that we could have it all to +ourselves." + +She tried to put a note of reasonableness into her voice. "If you'd told +me we were going everywhere at the wrong time, of course I could have +arranged about my clothes." + +"You poor darling! Let us, by all means, go to the place where the +clothes will be right: they're too beautiful to be left out of our +scheme of life." + +Her lips hardened. "I know you don't care how I look. But you didn't +give me time to order anything before we were married, and I've got +nothing but my last winter's things to wear." + +Ralph smiled. Even his subjugated mind perceived the inconsistency +of Undine's taxing him with having hastened their marriage; but her +variations on the eternal feminine still enchanted him. + +"We'll go wherever you please--you make every place the one place," he +said, as if he were humouring an irresistible child. + +"To Switzerland, then? Celeste says St. Moritz is too heavenly," +exclaimed Undine, who gathered her ideas of Europe chiefly from the +conversation of her experienced attendant. + +"One can be cool short of the Engadine. Why not go south again--say to +Capri?" + +"Capri? Is that the island we saw from Naples, where the artists go?" +She drew her brows together. "It would be simply awful getting there in +this heat." + +"Well, then, I know a little place in Switzerland where one can still +get away from the crowd, and we can sit and look at a green water-fall +while I lie in wait for adjectives." + +Mr. Spragg's astonishment on learning that his son-in-law contemplated +maintaining a household on the earnings of his Muse was still matter for +pleasantry between the pair; and one of the humours of their first weeks +together had consisted in picturing themselves as a primeval couple +setting forth across a virgin continent and subsisting on the adjectives +which Ralph was to trap for his epic. On this occasion, however, his +wife did not take up the joke, and he remained silent while their +carriage climbed the long dusty hill to the Fontebranda gate. He had +seen her face droop as he suggested the possibility of an escape from +the crowds in Switzerland, and it came to him, with the sharpness of a +knife-thrust, that a crowd was what she wanted--that she was sick to +death of being alone with him. + +He sat motionless, staring ahead at the red-brown walls and towers +on the steep above them. After all there was nothing sudden in his +discovery. For weeks it had hung on the edge of consciousness, but +he had turned from it with the heart's instinctive clinging to the +unrealities by which it lives. Even now a hundred qualifying reasons +rushed to his aid. They told him it was not of himself that Undine had +wearied, but only of their present way of life. He had said a moment +before, without conscious exaggeration, that her presence made any place +the one place; yet how willingly would he have consented to share in +such a life as she was leading before their marriage? And he had to +acknowledge their months of desultory wandering from one remote Italian +hill-top to another must have seemed as purposeless to her as balls and +dinners would have been to him. An imagination like his, peopled with +such varied images and associations, fed by so many currents from the +long stream of human experience, could hardly picture the bareness of +the small half-lit place in which his wife's spirit fluttered. Her mind +was as destitute of beauty and mystery as the prairie school-house in +which she had been educated; and her ideals seemed to Ralph as pathetic +as the ornaments made of corks and cigar-bands with which her infant +hands had been taught to adorn it. He was beginning to understand this, +and learning to adapt himself to the narrow compass of her experience. +The task of opening new windows in her mind was inspiring enough to give +him infinite patience; and he would not yet own to himself that her +pliancy and variety were imitative rather than spontaneous. + +Meanwhile he had no desire to sacrifice her wishes to his, and it +distressed him that he dared not confess his real reason for avoiding +the Engadine. The truth was that their funds were shrinking faster than +he had expected. Mr. Spragg, after bluntly opposing their hastened +marriage on the ground that he was not prepared, at such short notice, +to make the necessary provision for his daughter, had shortly afterward +(probably, as Undine observed to Ralph, in consequence of a lucky "turn" +in the Street) met their wishes with all possible liberality, bestowing +on them a wedding in conformity with Mrs. Spragg's ideals and up to the +highest standard of Mrs. Heeny's clippings, and pledging himself to +provide Undine with an income adequate to so brilliant a beginning. It +was understood that Ralph, on their return, should renounce the law for +some more paying business; but this seemed the smallest of sacrifices to +make for the privilege of calling Undine his wife; and besides, he still +secretly hoped that, in the interval, his real vocation might declare +itself in some work which would justify his adopting the life of +letters. + +He had assumed that Undine's allowance, with the addition of his own +small income, would be enough to satisfy their needs. His own were few, +and had always been within his means; but his wife's daily requirements, +combined with her intermittent outbreaks of extravagance, had thrown out +all his calculations, and they were already seriously exceeding their +income. + +If any one had prophesied before his marriage that he would find it +difficult to tell this to Undine he would have smiled at the suggestion; +and during their first days together it had seemed as though pecuniary +questions were the last likely to be raised between them. But his +marital education had since made strides, and he now knew that a +disregard for money may imply not the willingness to get on without +it but merely a blind confidence that it will somehow be provided. If +Undine, like the lilies of the field, took no care, it was not because +her wants were as few but because she assumed that care would be taken +for her by those whose privilege it was to enable her to unite floral +insouciance with Sheban elegance. + +She had met Ralph's first note of warning with the assurance that she +"didn't mean to worry"; and her tone implied that it was his business to +do so for her. He certainly wanted to guard her from this as from all +other cares; he wanted also, and still more passionately after the topic +had once or twice recurred between them, to guard himself from the risk +of judging where he still adored. These restraints to frankness kept him +silent during the remainder of the drive, and when, after dinner, Undine +again complained of her headache, he let her go up to her room and +wandered out into the dimly lit streets to renewed communion with his +problems. + +They hung on him insistently as darkness fell, and Siena grew vocal with +that shrill diversity of sounds that breaks, on summer nights, from +every cleft of the masonry in old Italian towns. Then the moon rose, +unfolding depth by depth the lines of the antique land; and Ralph, +leaning against an old brick parapet, and watching each silver-blue +remoteness disclose itself between the dark masses of the middle +distance, felt his spirit enlarged and pacified. For the first time, as +his senses thrilled to the deep touch of beauty, he asked himself if out +of these floating and fugitive vibrations he might not build something +concrete and stable, if even such dull common cares as now oppressed him +might not become the motive power of creation. If he could only, on +the spot, do something with all the accumulated spoils of the last +months--something that should both put money into his pocket and harmony +into the rich confusion of his spirit! "I'll write--I'll write: that +must be what the whole thing means," he said to himself, with a vague +clutch at some solution which should keep him a little longer hanging +half-way down the steep of disenchantment. + +He would have stayed on, heedless of time, to trace the ramifications +of his idea in the complex beauty of the scene, but for the longing to +share his mood with Undine. For the last few months every thought and +sensation had been instantly transmuted into such emotional impulses +and, though the currents of communication between himself and Undine +were neither deep nor numerous, each fresh rush of feeling seemed +strong enough to clear a way to her heart. He hurried back, almost +breathlessly, to the inn; but even as he knocked at her door the subtle +emanation of other influences seemed to arrest and chill him. + +She had put out the lamp, and sat by the window in the moonlight, her +head propped on a listless hand. As Marvell entered she turned; then, +without speaking, she looked away again. + +He was used to this mute reception, and had learned that it had no +personal motive, but was the result of an extremely simplified social +code. Mr. and Mrs. Spragg seldom spoke to each other when they met, and +words of greeting seemed almost unknown to their domestic vocabulary. +Marvell, at first, had fancied that his own warmth would call forth a +response from his wife, who had been so quick to learn the forms of +worldly intercourse; but he soon saw that she regarded intimacy as a +pretext for escaping from such forms into a total absence of expression. + +To-night, however, he felt another meaning in her silence, and perceived +that she intended him to feel it. He met it by silence, but of a +different kind; letting his nearness speak for him as he knelt beside +her and laid his cheek against hers. She seemed hardly aware of +the gesture; but to that he was also used. She had never shown any +repugnance to his tenderness, but such response as it evoked was remote +and Ariel-like, suggesting, from the first, not so much of the recoil of +ignorance as the coolness of the element from which she took her name. + +As he pressed her to him she seemed to grow less impassive and he felt +her resign herself like a tired child. He held his breath, not daring to +break the spell. + +At length he whispered: "I've just seen such a wonderful thing--I wish +you'd been with me!" + +"What sort of a thing?" She turned her head with a faint show of +interest. + +"A--I don't know--a vision.... It came to me out there just now with the +moonrise." + +"A vision?" Her interest flagged. "I never cared much about spirits. +Mother used to try to drag me to seances--but they always made me +sleepy." + +Ralph laughed. "I don't mean a dead spirit but a living one! I saw the +vision of a book I mean to do. It came to me suddenly, magnificently, +swooped down on me as that big white moon swooped down on the black +landscape, tore at me like a great white eagle-like the bird of Jove! +After all, imagination WAS the eagle that devoured Prometheus!" + +She drew away abruptly, and the bright moonlight showed him the +apprehension in her face. "You're not going to write a book HERE?" + +He stood up and wandered away a step or two; then he turned and came +back. "Of course not here. Wherever you want. The main point is that +it's come to me--no, that it's come BACK to me! For it's all these +months together, it's all our happiness--it's the meaning of life that +I've found, and it's you, dearest, you who've given it to me!" + +He dropped down beside her again; but she disengaged herself and he +heard a little sob in her throat. + +"Undine--what's the matter?" + +"Nothing...I don't know...I suppose I'm homesick..." + +"Homesick? You poor darling! You're tired of travelling? What is it?" + +"I don't know...I don't like Europe...it's not what I expected, and I +think it's all too dreadfully dreary!" The words broke from her in a +long wail of rebellion. + +Marvell gazed at her perplexedly. It seemed strange that such unguessed +thoughts should have been stirring in the heart pressed to his. "It's +less interesting than you expected--or less amusing? Is that it?" + +"It's dirty and ugly--all the towns we've been to are disgustingly +dirty. I loathe the smells and the beggars. I'm sick and tired of the +stuffy rooms in the hotels. I thought it would all be so splendid--but +New York's ever so much nicer!" + +"Not New York in July?" + +"I don't care--there are the roof-gardens, anyway; and there are always +people round. All these places seem as if they were dead. It's all like +some awful cemetery." + +A sense of compunction checked Marvell's laughter. "Don't cry, +dear--don't! I see, I understand. You're lonely and the heat has tired +you out. It IS dull here; awfully dull; I've been stupid not to feel it. +But we'll start at once--we'll get out of it." + +She brightened instantly. "We'll go up to Switzerland?" + +"We'll go up to Switzerland." He had a fleeting glimpse of the quiet +place with the green water-fall, where he might have made tryst with his +vision; then he turned his mind from it and said: "We'll go just where +you want. How soon can you be ready to start?" + +"Oh, to-morrow--the first thing to-morrow! I'll make Celeste get out +of bed now and pack. Can we go right through to St. Moritz? I'd rather +sleep in the train than in another of these awful places." + +She was on her feet in a flash, her face alight, her hair waving and +floating about her as though it rose on her happy heart-beats. + +"Oh, Ralph, it's SWEET of you, and I love you!" she cried out, letting +him take her to his breast. + + + +XII + +In the quiet place with the green water-fall Ralph's vision might +have kept faith with him; but how could he hope to surprise it in the +midsummer crowds of St. Moritz? Undine, at any rate, had found there +what she wanted; and when he was at her side, and her radiant smile +included him, every other question was in abeyance. But there were hours +of solitary striding over bare grassy slopes, face to face with the +ironic interrogation of sky and mountains, when his anxieties came back, +more persistent and importunate. Sometimes they took the form of merely +material difficulties. How, for instance, was he to meet the cost of +their ruinous suite at the Engadine Palace while he awaited Mr. Spragg's +next remittance? And once the hotel bills were paid, what would be left +for the journey back to Paris, the looming expenses there, the price +of the passage to America? These questions would fling him back on the +thought of his projected book, which was, after all, to be what the +masterpieces of literature had mostly been--a pot-boiler. Well! Why not? +Did not the worshipper always heap the rarest essences on the altar of +his divinity? Ralph still rejoiced in the thought of giving back to +Undine something of the beauty of their first months together. But even +on his solitary walks the vision eluded him; and he could spare so few +hours to its pursuit! + +Undine's days were crowded, and it was still a matter of course that +where she went he should follow. He had risen visibly in her opinion +since they had been absorbed into the life of the big hotels, and she +had seen that his command of foreign tongues put him at an advantage +even in circles where English was generally spoken if not understood. +Undine herself, hampered by her lack of languages, was soon drawn into +the group of compatriots who struck the social pitch of their hotel. + +Their types were familiar enough to Ralph, who had taken their measure +in former wanderings, and come across their duplicates in every scene +of continental idleness. Foremost among them was Mrs. Harvey Shallum, +a showy Parisianized figure, with a small wax-featured husband whose +ultra-fashionable clothes seemed a tribute to his wife's importance +rather than the mark of his personal taste. Mr. Shallum, in fact, could +not be said to have any personal bent. Though he conversed with a +colourless fluency in the principal European tongues, he seldom +exercised his gift except in intercourse with hotel-managers and +head-waiters; and his long silences were broken only by resigned +allusions to the enormities he had suffered at the hands of this gifted +but unscrupulous class. + +Mrs. Shallum, though in command of but a few verbs, all of which, on her +lips, became irregular, managed to express a polyglot personality as +vivid as her husband's was effaced. Her only idea of intercourse with +her kind was to organize it into bands and subject it to frequent +displacements; and society smiled at her for these exertions like an +infant vigorously rocked. She saw at once Undine's value as a factor in +her scheme, and the two formed an alliance on which Ralph refrained from +shedding the cold light of depreciation. It was a point of honour +with him not to seem to disdain any of Undine's amusements: the noisy +interminable picnics, the hot promiscuous balls, the concerts, +bridge-parties and theatricals which helped to disguise the difference +between the high Alps and Paris or New York. He told himself that there +is always a Narcissus-element in youth, and that what Undine really +enjoyed was the image of her own charm mirrored in the general +admiration. With her quick perceptions and adaptabilities she would soon +learn to care more about the quality of the reflecting surface; and +meanwhile no criticism of his should mar her pleasure. + +The appearance at their hotel of the cavalry-officer from Siena was a +not wholly agreeable surprise; but even after the handsome Marquis had +been introduced to Undine, and had whirled her through an evening's +dances, Ralph was not seriously disturbed. Husband and wife had grown +closer to each other since they had come to St. Moritz, and in the brief +moments she could give him Undine was now always gay and approachable. +Her fitful humours had vanished, and she showed qualities of comradeship +that seemed the promise of a deeper understanding. But this very hope +made him more subject to her moods, more fearful of disturbing the +harmony between them. Least of all could he broach the subject of money: +he had too keen a memory of the way her lips could narrow, and her eyes +turn from him as if he were a stranger. + +It was a different matter that one day brought the look he feared to her +face. She had announced her intention of going on an excursion with Mrs. +Shallum and three or four of the young men who formed the nucleus of +their shifting circle, and for the first time she did not ask Ralph if +he were coming; but he felt no resentment at being left out. He was +tired of these noisy assaults on the high solitudes, and the prospect +of a quiet afternoon turned his thoughts to his book. Now if ever there +seemed a chance of recapturing the moonlight vision... + +From his balcony he looked down on the assembling party. Mrs. Shallum +was already screaming bilingually at various windows in the long facade; +and Undine presently came out of the hotel with the Marchese Roviano and +two young English diplomatists. Slim and tall in her trim mountain +garb, she made the ornate Mrs. Shallum look like a piece of ambulant +upholstery. The high air brightened her cheeks and struck new lights +from her hair, and Ralph had never seen her so touched with morning +freshness. The party was not yet complete, and he felt a movement of +annoyance when he recognized, in the last person to join it, a Russian +lady of cosmopolitan notoriety whom he had run across in his unmarried +days, and as to whom he had already warned Undine. Knowing what +strange specimens from the depths slip through the wide meshes of the +watering-place world, he had foreseen that a meeting with the Baroness +Adelschein was inevitable; but he had not expected her to become one of +his wife's intimate circle. + +When the excursionists had started he turned back to his writing-table +and tried to take up his work; but he could not fix his thoughts: +they were far away, in pursuit of Undine. He had been but five months +married, and it seemed, after all, rather soon for him to be dropped out +of such excursions as unquestioningly as poor Harvey Shallum. He smiled +away this first twinge of jealousy, but the irritation it left found +a pretext in his displeasure at Undine's choice of companions. Mrs. +Shallum grated on his taste, but she was as open to inspection as +a shop-window, and he was sure that time would teach his wife the +cheapness of what she had to show. Roviano and the Englishmen were well +enough too: frankly bent on amusement, but pleasant and well-bred. But +they would naturally take their tone from the women they were with; +and Madame Adelschein's tone was notorious. He knew also that Undine's +faculty of self-defense was weakened by the instinct of adapting herself +to whatever company she was in, of copying "the others" in speech and +gesture as closely as she reflected them in dress; and he was disturbed +by the thought of what her ignorance might expose her to. + +She came back late, flushed with her long walk, her face all sparkle and +mystery, as he had seen it in the first days of their courtship; and the +look somehow revived his irritated sense of having been intentionally +left out of the party. + +"You've been gone forever. Was it the Adelschein who made you go such +lengths?" he asked her, trying to keep to his usual joking tone. + +Undine, as she dropped down on the sofa and unpinned her hat, shed on +him the light of her guileless gaze. + +"I don't know: everybody was amusing. The Marquis is awfully bright." + +"I'd no idea you or Bertha Shallum knew Madame Adelschein well enough to +take her off with you in that way." + +Undine sat absently smoothing the tuft of glossy cock's-feathers in her +hat. + +"I don't see that you've got to know people particularly well to go for +a walk with them. The Baroness is awfully bright too." + +She always gave her acquaintances their titles, seeming not, in this +respect, to have noticed that a simpler form prevailed. + +"I don't dispute the interest of what she says; but I've told you what +decent people think of what she does," Ralph retorted, exasperated by +what seemed a wilful pretense of ignorance. + +She continued to scrutinize him with her clear eyes, in which there was +no shadow of offense. + +"You mean they don't want to go round with her? You're mistaken: it's +not true. She goes round with everybody. She dined last night with the +Grand Duchess; Roviano told me so." + +This was not calculated to make Ralph take a more tolerant view of the +question. + +"Does he also tell you what's said of her?" + +"What's said of her?" Undine's limpid glance rebuked him. "Do you mean +that disgusting scandal you told me about? Do you suppose I'd let him +talk to me about such things? I meant you're mistaken about her social +position. He says she goes everywhere." + +Ralph laughed impatiently. "No doubt Roviano's an authority; but it +doesn't happen to be his business to choose your friends for you." + +Undine echoed his laugh. "Well, I guess I don't need anybody to do that: +I can do it myself," she said, with the good-humoured curtness that was +the habitual note of intercourse with the Spraggs. + +Ralph sat down beside her and laid a caressing touch on her shoulder. +"No, you can't, you foolish child. You know nothing of this society +you're in; of its antecedents, its rules, its conventions; and it's my +affair to look after you, and warn you when you're on the wrong track." + +"Mercy, what a solemn speech!" She shrugged away his hand without +ill-temper. "I don't believe an American woman needs to know such a lot +about their old rules. They can see I mean to follow my own, and if they +don't like it they needn't go with me." + +"Oh, they'll go with you fast enough, as you call it. They'll be too +charmed to. The question is how far they'll make you go with THEM, and +where they'll finally land you." + +She tossed her head back with the movement she had learned in "speaking" +school-pieces about freedom and the British tyrant. + +"No one's ever yet gone any farther with me than I wanted!" she +declared. She was really exquisitely simple. + +"I'm not sure Roviano hasn't, in vouching for Madame Adelschein. But he +probably thinks you know about her. To him this isn't 'society' any more +than the people in an omnibus are. Society, to everybody here, means +the sanction of their own special group and of the corresponding groups +elsewhere. The Adelschein goes about in a place like this because it's +nobody's business to stop her; but the women who tolerate her here would +drop her like a shot if she set foot on their own ground." + +The thoughtful air with which Undine heard him out made him fancy this +argument had carried; and as be ended she threw him a bright look. + +"Well, that's easy enough: I can drop her if she comes to New York." + +Ralph sat silent for a moment--then he turned away and began to gather +up his scattered pages. + +Undine, in the ensuing days, was no less often with Madame Adelschein, +and Ralph suspected a challenge in her open frequentation of the lady. +But if challenge there were, he let it lie. Whether his wife saw more or +less of Madame Adelschein seemed no longer of much consequence: she had +so amply shown him her ability to protect herself. The pang lay in the +completeness of the proof--in the perfect functioning of her instinct +of self-preservation. For the first time he was face to face with his +hovering dread: he was judging where he still adored. + +Before long more pressing cares absorbed him. He had already begun to +watch the post for his father-in-law's monthly remittance, without +precisely knowing how, even with its aid, he was to bridge the gulf of +expense between St. Moritz and New York. The non-arrival of Mr. Spragg's +cheque was productive of graver tears, and these were abruptly confirmed +when, coming in one afternoon, he found Undine crying over a letter from +her mother. + +Her distress made him fear that Mr. Spragg was ill, and he drew her to +him soothingly; but she broke away with an impatient movement. + +"Oh, they're all well enough--but father's lost a lot of money. He's +been speculating, and he can't send us anything for at least three +months." + +Ralph murmured reassuringly: "As long as there's no one ill!"--but in +reality he was following her despairing gaze down the long perspective +of their barren quarter. + +"Three months! Three months!" + +Undine dried her eyes, and sat with set lips and tapping foot while he +read her mother's letter. + +"Your poor father! It's a hard knock for him. I'm sorry," he said as he +handed it back. + +For a moment she did not seem to hear; then she said between her teeth: +"It's hard for US. I suppose now we'll have to go straight home." + +He looked at her with wonder. "If that were all! In any case I should +have to be back in a few weeks." + +"But we needn't have left here in August! It's the first place in Europe +that I've liked, and it's just my luck to be dragged away from it!" + +"I'm so awfully sorry, dearest. It's my fault for persuading you to +marry a pauper." + +"It's father's fault. Why on earth did he go and speculate? There's no +use his saying he's sorry now!" She sat brooding for a moment and then +suddenly took Ralph's hand. "Couldn't your people do something--help us +out just this once, I mean?" + +He flushed to the forehead: it seemed inconceivable that she should make +such a suggestion. + +"I couldn't ask them--it's not possible. My grandfather does as much as +he can for me, and my mother has nothing but what he gives her." + +Undine seemed unconscious of his embarrassment. "He doesn't give us +nearly as much as father does," she said; and, as Ralph remained silent, +she went on: + +"Couldn't you ask your sister, then? I must have some clothes to go home +in." + +His heart contracted as he looked at her. What sinister change came +over her when her will was crossed? She seemed to grow inaccessible, +implacable--her eyes were like the eyes of an enemy. + +"I don't know--I'll see," he said, rising and moving away from her. +At that moment the touch of her hand was repugnant. Yes--he might ask +Laura, no doubt: and whatever she had would be his. But the necessity +was bitter to him, and Undine's unconsciousness of the fact hurt him +more than her indifference to her father's misfortune. + +What hurt him most was the curious fact that, for all her light +irresponsibility, it was always she who made the practical suggestion, +hit the nail of expediency on the head. No sentimental scruple made the +blow waver or deflected her resolute aim. She had thought at once of +Laura, and Laura was his only, his inevitable, resource. His anxious +mind pictured his sister's wonder, and made him wince under the sting of +Henley Fairford's irony: Fairford, who at the time of the marriage had +sat silent and pulled his moustache while every one else argued and +objected, yet under whose silence Ralph had felt a deeper protest than +under all the reasoning of the others. It was no comfort to reflect that +Fairford would probably continue to say nothing! But necessity made +light of these twinges, and Ralph set his teeth and cabled. + +Undine's chief surprise seemed to be that Laura's response, though +immediate and generous, did not enable them to stay on at St. Moritz. +But she apparently read in her husband's look the uselessness of such a +hope, for, with one of the sudden changes of mood that still disarmed +him, she accepted the need of departure, and took leave philosophically +of the Shallums and their band. After all, Paris was ahead, and in +September one would have a chance to see the new models and surprise the +secret councils of the dressmakers. + +Ralph was astonished at the tenacity with which she held to her purpose. +He tried, when they reached Paris, to make her feel the necessity of +starting at once for home; but she complained of fatigue and of feeling +vaguely unwell, and he had to yield to her desire for rest. The word, +however, was to strike him as strangely misapplied, for from the day of +their arrival she was in state of perpetual activity. She seemed to +have mastered her Paris by divination, and between the hounds of the +Boulevards and the Place Vendome she moved at once with supernatural +ease. + +"Of course," she explained to him, "I understand how little we've got +to spend; but I left New York without a rag, and it was you who made me +countermand my trousseau, instead of having it sent after us. I wish now +I hadn't listened to you--father'd have had to pay for THAT before he +lost his money. As it is, it will be cheaper in the end for me to pick +up a few things here. The advantage of going to the French dress-makers +is that they'll wait twice as long for their money as the people at +home. And they're all crazy to dress me--Bertha Shallum will tell you +so: she says no one ever had such a chance! That's why I was willing to +come to this stuffy little hotel--I wanted to save every scrap I could +to get a few decent things. And over here they're accustomed to being +bargained with--you ought to see how I've beaten them down! Have you any +idea what a dinner-dress costs in New York--?" + +So it went on, obtusely and persistently, whenever he tried to sound +the note of prudence. But on other themes she was more than usually +responsive. Paris enchanted her, and they had delightful hours at +the theatres--the "little" ones--amusing dinners at fashionable +restaurants, and reckless evenings in haunts where she thrilled with +simple glee at the thought of what she must so obviously be "taken for." +All these familiar diversions regained, for Ralph, a fresh zest in her +company. Her innocence, her high spirits, her astounding comments and +credulities, renovated the old Parisian adventure and flung a veil of +romance over its hackneyed scenes. Beheld through such a medium the +future looked less near and implacable, and Ralph, when he had received +a reassuring letter from his sister, let his conscience sleep and +slipped forth on the high tide of pleasure. After all, in New York +amusements would be fewer, and their life, for a time, perhaps more +quiet. Moreover, Ralph's dim glimpses of Mr. Spragg's past suggested +that the latter was likely to be on his feet again at any moment, and +atoning by redoubled prodigalities for his temporary straits; and beyond +all these possibilities there was the book to be written--the book on +which Ralph was sure he should get a real hold as soon as they settled +down in New York. + +Meanwhile the daily cost of living, and the bills that could not be +deferred, were eating deep into Laura's subsidy. Ralph's anxieties +returned, and his plight was brought home to him with a shock when, on +going one day to engage passages, he learned that the prices were that +of the "rush season," and one of the conditions immediate payment. At +other times, he was told the rules were easier; but in September and +October no exception could be made. + +As he walked away with this fresh weight on his mind he caught sight of +the strolling figure of Peter Van Degen--Peter lounging and luxuriating +among the seductions of the Boulevard with the disgusting ease of a man +whose wants are all measured by money, and who always has enough to +gratify them. + +His present sense of these advantages revealed itself in the affability +of his greeting to Ralph, and in his off-hand request that the latter +should "look up Clare," who had come over with him to get her winter +finery. + +"She's motoring to Italy next week with some of her long-haired +friends--but I'm off for the other side; going back on the Sorceress. +She's just been overhauled at Greenock, and we ought to have a good spin +over. Better come along with me, old man." + +The Sorceress was Van Degen's steam-yacht, most huge and complicated of +her kind: it was his habit, after his semi-annual flights to Paris and +London, to take a joyous company back on her and let Clare return by +steamer. The character of these parties made the invitation almost +an offense to Ralph; but reflecting that it was probably a phrase +distributed to every acquaintance when Van Degen was in a rosy mood, he +merely answered: "Much obliged, my dear fellow; but Undine and I are +sailing immediately." + +Peter's glassy eye grew livelier. "Ah, to be sure--you're not over the +honeymoon yet. How's the bride? Stunning as ever? My regards to her, +please. I suppose she's too deep in dress-making to be called on? +Don't you forget to look up Clare!" He hurried on in pursuit of a +flitting petticoat and Ralph continued his walk home. + +He prolonged it a little in order to put off telling Undine of his +plight; for he could devise only one way of meeting the cost of the +voyage, and that was to take it at once, and thus curtail their Parisian +expenses. But he knew how unwelcome this plan would be, and he shrank +the more from seeing Undine's face harden; since, of late, he had so +basked in its brightness. + +When at last he entered the little salon she called "stuffy" he found +her in conference with a blond-bearded gentleman who wore the red +ribbon in his lapel, and who, on Ralph's appearance--and at a sign, as +it appeared, from Mrs. Marvell--swept into his note-case some small +objects that had lain on the table, and bowed himself out with a +"Madame--Monsieur" worthy of the highest traditions. + +Ralph looked after him with amusement. "Who's your friend--an Ambassador +or a tailor?" + +Undine was rapidly slipping on her rings, which, as he now saw, had also +been scattered over the table. + +"Oh, it was only that jeweller I told you about--the one Bertha Shallum +goes to." + +"A jeweller? Good heavens, my poor girl! You're buying jewels?" The +extravagance of the idea struck a laugh from him. + +Undine's face did not harden: it took on, instead, almost deprecating +look. "Of course not--how silly you are! I only wanted a few old things +reset. But I won't if you'd rather not." + +She came to him and sat down at his side, laying her hand on his arm. He +took the hand up and looked at the deep gleam of the sapphires in the +old family ring he had given her. + +"You won't have that reset?" he said, smiling and twisting the ring +about on her finger; then he went on with his thankless explanation. +"It's not that I don't want you to do this or that; it's simply that, +for the moment, we're rather strapped. I've just been to see the steamer +people, and our passages will cost a good deal more than I thought." + +He mentioned the sum and the fact that he must give an answer the next +day. Would she consent to sail that very Saturday? Or should they go a +fortnight later, in a slow boat from Plymouth? + +Undine frowned on both alternatives. She was an indifferent sailor and +shrank from the possible "nastiness" of the cheaper boat. She wanted +to get the voyage over as quickly and luxuriously as possible--Bertha +Shallum had told her that in a "deck-suite" no one need be sea-sick--but +she wanted still more to have another week or two of Paris; and it was +always hard to make her see why circumstances could not be bent to her +wishes. + +"This week? But how on earth can I be ready? Besides, we're dining at +Enghien with the Shallums on Saturday, and motoring to Chantilly with +the Jim Driscolls on Sunday. I can't imagine how you thought we could go +this week!" + +But she still opposed the cheap steamer, and after they had carried the +question on to Voisin's, and there unprofitably discussed it through a +long luncheon, it seemed no nearer a solution. + +"Well, think it over--let me know this evening," Ralph said, +proportioning the waiter's fee to a bill burdened by Undine's reckless +choice of primeurs. + +His wife was to join the newly-arrived Mrs. Shallum in a round of the +rue de la Paix; and he had seized the opportunity of slipping off to a +classical performance at the Francais. On their arrival in Paris he had +taken Undine to one of these entertainments, but it left her too weary +and puzzled for him to renew the attempt, and he had not found time +to go back without her. He was glad now to shed his cares in such an +atmosphere. The play was of the greatest, the interpretation that of the +vanishing grand manner which lived in his first memories of the Parisian +stage, and his surrender such influences as complete as in his early +days. Caught up in the fiery chariot of art, he felt once more the tug +of its coursers in his muscles, and the rush of their flight still +throbbed in him when he walked back late to the hotel. + + + +XIII + +He had expected to find Undine still out; but on the stairs he crossed +Mrs. Shallum, who threw at him from under an immense hat-brim: "Yes, +she's in, but you'd better come and have tea with me at the Luxe. I +don't think husbands are wanted!" + +Ralph laughingly rejoined that that was just the moment for them to +appear; and Mrs. Shallum swept on, crying back: "All the same, I'll wait +for you!" + +In the sitting-room Ralph found Undine seated behind a tea-table on the +other side of which, in an attitude of easy intimacy, Peter Van Degen +stretched his lounging length. + +He did not move on Ralph's appearance, no doubt thinking their kinship +close enough to make his nod and "Hullo!" a sufficient greeting. Peter +in intimacy was given to miscalculations of the sort, and Ralph's first +movement was to glance at Undine and see how it affected her. But her +eyes gave out the vivid rays that noise and banter always struck from +them; her face, at such moments, was like a theatre with all the lustres +blazing. That the illumination should have been kindled by his cousin's +husband was not precisely agreeable to Marvell, who thought Peter a bore +in society and an insufferable nuisance on closer terms. But he was +becoming blunted to Undine's lack of discrimination; and his own +treatment of Van Degen was always tempered by his sympathy for Clare. + +He therefore listened with apparent good-humour to Peter's suggestion of +an evening at a petit theatre with the Harvey Shallums, and joined in +the laugh with which Undine declared: "Oh, Ralph won't go--he only +likes the theatres where they walk around in bathtowels and talk +poetry.--Isn't that what you've just been seeing?" she added, with a +turn of the neck that shed her brightness on him. + +"What? One of those five-barrelled shows at the Francais? Great Scott, +Ralph--no wonder your wife's pining for the Folies Bergere!" + +"She needn't, my dear fellow. We never interfere with each other's +vices." + +Peter, unsolicited, was comfortably lighting a cigarette. "Ah, there's +the secret of domestic happiness. Marry somebody who likes all the +things you don't, and make love to somebody who likes all the things you +do." + +Undine laughed appreciatively. "Only it dooms poor Ralph to such awful +frumps. Can't you see the sort of woman who'd love his sort of play?" + +"Oh, I can see her fast enough--my wife loves 'em," said their visitor, +rising with a grin; while Ralph threw, out: "So don't waste your pity on +me!" and Undine's laugh had the slight note of asperity that the mention +of Clare always elicited. + +"To-morrow night, then, at Paillard's," Van Degen concluded. "And about +the other business--that's a go too? I leave it to you to settle the +date." + +The nod and laugh they exchanged seemed to hint at depths of collusion +from which Ralph was pointedly excluded; and he wondered how large +a programme of pleasure they had already had time to sketch out. He +disliked the idea of Undine's being too frequently seen with Van Degen, +whose Parisian reputation was not fortified by the connections that +propped it up in New York; but he did not want to interfere with her +pleasure, and he was still wondering what to say when, as the door +closed, she turned to him gaily. + +"I'm so glad you've come! I've got some news for you." She laid a light +touch on his arm. + +Touch and tone were enough to disperse his anxieties, and he answered +that he was in luck to find her already in when he had supposed her +engaged, over a Nouveau Luxe tea-table, in repairing the afternoon's +ravages. + +"Oh, I didn't shop much--I didn't stay out long." She raised a kindling +face to him. "And what do you think I've been doing? While you were +sitting in your stuffy old theatre, worrying about the money I was +spending (oh, you needn't fib--I know you were!) I was saving you +hundreds and thousands. I've saved you the price of our passage!" + +Ralph laughed in pure enjoyment of her beauty. When she shone on him +like that what did it matter what nonsense she talked? + +"You wonderful woman--how did you do it? By countermanding a tiara?" + +"You know I'm not such a fool as you pretend!" She held him at arm's +length with a nod of joyous mystery. "You'll simply never guess! I've +made Peter Van Degen ask us to go home on the Sorceress. What. do you +say to that?" + +She flashed it out on a laugh of triumph, without appearing to have a +doubt of the effect the announcement would produce. + +Ralph stared at her. "The Sorceress? You MADE him?" + +"Well, I managed it, I worked him round to it! He's crazy about the idea +now--but I don't think he'd thought of it before he came." + +"I should say not!" Ralph ejaculated. "He never would have had the cheek +to think of it." + +"Well, I've made him, anyhow! Did you ever know such luck?" + +"Such luck?" He groaned at her obstinate innocence. "Do you suppose I'll +let you cross the ocean on the Sorceress?" + +She shrugged impatiently. "You say that because your cousin doesn't go +on her." + +"If she doesn't, it's because it's no place for decent women." + +"It's Clare's fault if it isn't. Everybody knows she's crazy about you, +and she makes him feel it. That's why he takes up with other women." + +Her anger reddened her cheeks and dropped her brows like a black bar +above her glowing eyes. Even in his recoil from what she said Ralph felt +the tempestuous heat of her beauty. But for the first time his latent +resentments rose in him, and he gave her back wrath for wrath. + +"Is that the precious stuff he tells you?" + +"Do you suppose I had to wait for him to tell me? Everybody knows +it--everybody in New York knew she was wild when you married. That's +why she's always been so nasty to me. If you won't go on the Sorceress +they'll all say it's because she was jealous of me and wouldn't let +you." + +Ralph's indignation had already flickered down to disgust. Undine was no +longer beautiful--she seemed to have the face of her thoughts. He stood +up with an impatient laugh. + +"Is that another of his arguments? I don't wonder they're convincing--" +But as quickly as it had come the sneer dropped, yielding to a wave of +pity, the vague impulse to silence and protect her. How could he have +given way to the provocation of her weakness, when his business was to +defend her from it and lift her above it? He recalled his old dreams of +saving her from Van Degenism--it was not thus that he had imagined the +rescue. + +"Don't let's pay Peter the compliment of squabbling over him," he said, +turning away to pour himself a cup of tea. + +When he had filled his cup he sat down beside Undine, with a smile. "No +doubt he was joking--and thought you were; but if you really made him +believe we might go with him you'd better drop him a line." + +Undine's brow still gloomed. "You refuse, then?" + +"Refuse? I don't need to! Do you want to succeed to half the +chorus-world of New York?" + +"They won't be on board with us, I suppose!" + +"The echoes of their conversation will. It's the only language Peter +knows." + +"He told me he longed for the influence of a good woman--" She checked +herself, reddening at Ralph's laugh. + +"Well, tell him to apply again when he's been under it a month or two. +Meanwhile we'll stick to the liners." + +Ralph was beginning to learn that the only road to her reason lay +through her vanity, and he fancied that if she could be made to see +Van Degen as an object of ridicule she might give up the idea of the +Sorceress of her own accord. But her will hardened slowly under his +joking opposition, and she became no less formidable as she grew more +calm. He was used to women who, in such cases, yielded as a matter of +course to masculine judgments: if one pronounced a man "not decent" +the question was closed. But it was Undine's habit to ascribe all +interference with her plans to personal motives, and he could see that +she attributed his opposition to the furtive machinations of poor Clare. +It was odious to him to prolong the discussion, for the accent of +recrimination was the one he most dreaded on her lips. But the moment +came when he had to take the brunt of it, averting his thoughts as best +he might from the glimpse it gave of a world of mean familiarities, of +reprisals drawn from the vulgarest of vocabularies. Certain retorts sped +through the air like the flight of household utensils, certain charges +rang out like accusations of tampering with the groceries. He stiffened +himself against such comparisons, but they stuck in his imagination and +left him thankful when Undine's anger yielded to a burst of tears. He +had held his own and gained his point. The trip on the Sorceress was +given up, and a note of withdrawal despatched to Van Degen; but at the +same time Ralph cabled his sister to ask if she could increase her loan. +For he had conquered only at the cost of a concession: Undine was to +stay in Paris till October, and they were to sail on a fast steamer, in +a deck-suite, like the Harvey Shallums. + +Undine's ill-humour was soon dispelled by any new distraction, and she +gave herself to the untroubled enjoyment of Paris. The Shallums were the +centre of a like-minded group, and in the hours the ladies could spare +from their dress-makers the restaurants shook with their hilarity +and the suburbs with the shriek of their motors. Van Degen, who had +postponed his sailing, was a frequent sharer in these amusements; but +Ralph counted on New York influences to detach him from Undine's train. +He was learning to influence her through her social instincts where he +had once tried to appeal to other sensibilities. + +His worst moment came when he went to see Clare Van Degen, who, on the +eve of departure, had begged him to come to her hotel. He found her less +restless and rattling than usual, with a look in her eyes that reminded +him of the days when she had haunted his thoughts. The visit passed off +without vain returns to the past; but as he was leaving she surprised +him by saying: "Don't let Peter make a goose of your wife." + +Ralph reddened, but laughed. + +"Oh, Undine's wonderfully able to defend herself, even against such +seductions as Peter's." + +Mrs. Van Degen looked down with a smile at the bracelets on her thin +brown wrist. "His personal seductions--yes. But as an inventor of +amusements he's inexhaustible; and Undine likes to be amused." + +Ralph made no reply but showed no annoyance. He simply took her hand and +kissed it as he said good-bye; and she turned from him without audible +farewell. + +As the day of departure approached. Undine's absorption in her dresses +almost precluded the thought of amusement. Early and late she was +closeted with fitters and packers--even the competent Celeste not being +trusted to handle the treasures now pouring in--and Ralph cursed his +weakness in not restraining her, and then fled for solace to museums and +galleries. + +He could not rouse in her any scruple about incurring fresh debts, yet +he knew she was no longer unaware of the value of money. She had +learned to bargain, pare down prices, evade fees, brow-beat the small +tradespeople and wheedle concessions from the great--not, as Ralph +perceived, from any effort to restrain her expenses, but only to prolong +and intensify the pleasure of spending. Pained by the trait, he tried +to laugh her out of it. He told her once that she had a miserly +hand--showing her, in proof, that, for all their softness, the fingers +would not bend back, or the pink palm open. But she retorted a little +sharply that it was no wonder, since she'd heard nothing talked of since +their marriage but economy; and this left him without any answer. So +the purveyors continued to mount to their apartment, and Ralph, in the +course of his frequent nights from it, found himself always dodging the +corners of black glazed boxes and swaying pyramids of pasteboard; always +lifting his hat to sidling milliners' girls, or effacing himself before +slender vendeuses floating by in a mist of opopanax. He felt incompetent +to pronounce on the needs to which these visitors ministered; but the +reappearance among them of the blond-bearded jeweller gave him ground +for fresh fears. Undine had assured him that she had given up the idea +of having her ornaments reset, and there had been ample time for their +return; but on his questioning her she explained that there had been +delays and "bothers" and put him in the wrong by asking ironically if he +supposed she was buying things "for pleasure" when she knew as well as +he that there wasn't any money to pay for them. + +But his thoughts were not all dark. Undine's moods still infected him, +and when she was happy he felt an answering lightness. Even when +her amusements were too primitive to be shared he could enjoy their +reflection in her face. Only, as he looked back, he was struck by the +evanescence, the lack of substance, in their moments of sympathy, and +by the permanent marks left by each breach between them. Yet he still +fancied that some day the balance might be reversed, and that as she +acquired a finer sense of values the depths in her would find a voice. + +Something of this was in his mind when, the afternoon before their +departure, he came home to help her with their last arrangements. She +had begged him, for the day, to leave her alone in their cramped salon, +into which belated bundles were still pouring; and it was nearly dark +when he returned. The evening before she had seemed pale and nervous, +and at the last moment had excused herself from dining with the Shallums +at a suburban restaurant. It was so unlike her to miss any opportunity +of the kind that Ralph had felt a little anxious. But with the arrival +of the packers she was afoot and in command again, and he withdrew +submissively, as Mr. Spragg, in the early Apex days, might have fled +from the spring storm of "house-cleaning." + +When he entered the sitting-room, he found it still in disorder. Every +chair was hidden under scattered dresses, tissue-paper surged from the +yawning trunks and, prone among her heaped-up finery. Undine lay with +closed eyes on the sofa. + +She raised her head as he entered, and then turned listlessly away. + +"My poor girl, what's the matter? Haven't they finished yet?" + +Instead of answering she pressed her face into the cushion and began to +sob. The violence of her weeping shook her hair down on her shoulders, +and her hands, clenching the arm of the sofa, pressed it away from her +as if any contact were insufferable. + +Ralph bent over her in alarm. "Why, what's wrong, dear? What's +happened?" + +Her fatigue of the previous evening came back to him--a puzzled hunted +look in her eyes; and with the memory a vague wonder revived. He had +fancied himself fairly disencumbered of the stock formulas about the +hallowing effects of motherhood, and there were many reasons for not +welcoming the news he suspected she had to give; but the woman a man +loves is always a special case, and everything was different that befell +Undine. If this was what had befallen her it was wonderful and divine: +for the moment that was all he felt. + +"Dear, tell me what's the matter," he pleaded. + +She sobbed on unheedingly and he waited for her agitation to subside. He +shrank from the phrases considered appropriate to the situation, but he +wanted to hold her close and give her the depth of his heart in long +kiss. + +Suddenly she sat upright and turned a desperate face on him. "Why on +earth are you staring at me like that? Anybody can see what's the +matter!" + +He winced at her tone, but managed to get one of her hands in his; and +they stayed thus in silence, eye to eye. + +"Are you as sorry as all that?" he began at length conscious of the +flatness of his voice. + +"Sorry--sorry? I'm--I'm--" She snatched her hand away, and went on +weeping. + +"But, Undine--dearest--bye and bye you'll feel differently--I know you +will!" + +"Differently? Differently? When? In a year? It TAKES a year--a whole +year out of life! What do I care how I shall feel in a year?" + +The chill of her tone struck in. This was more than a revolt of the +nerves: it was a settled, a reasoned resentment. Ralph found himself +groping for extenuations, evasions--anything to put a little warmth into +her! "Who knows? Perhaps, after all, it's a mistake." + +There was no answering light in her face. She turned her head from him +wearily. + +"Don't you think, dear, you may be mistaken?" + +"Mistaken? How on earth can I be mistaken?" + +Even in that moment of confusion he was struck by the cold competence of +her tone, and wondered how she could be so sure. + +"You mean you've asked--you've consulted--?" The irony of it took him +by the throat. They were the very words he might have spoken in some +miserable secret colloquy--the words he was speaking to his wife! + +She repeated dully: "I know I'm not mistaken." + +There was another long silence. Undine lay still, her eyes shut, +drumming on the arm of the sofa with a restless hand. The other lay +cold in Ralph's clasp, and through it there gradually stole to him the +benumbing influence of the thoughts she was thinking: the sense of +the approach of illness, anxiety, and expense, and of the general +unnecessary disorganization of their lives. + +"That's all you feel, then?" he asked at length a little bitterly, as if +to disguise from himself the hateful fact that he felt it too. He stood +up and moved away. "That's all?" he repeated. + +"Why, what else do you expect me to feel? I feel horribly ill, if that's +what you want." He saw the sobs trembling up through her again. + +"Poor dear--poor girl...I'm so sorry--so dreadfully sorry!" + +The senseless reiteration seemed to exasperate her. He knew it by the +quiver that ran through her like the premonitory ripple on smooth water +before the coming of the wind. She turned about on him and jumped to her +feet. + +"Sorry--you're sorry? YOU'RE sorry? Why, what earthly difference will it +make to YOU?" She drew back a few steps and lifted her slender arms from +her sides. "Look at me--see how I look--how I'm going to look! YOU +won't hate yourself more and more every morning when you get up and see +yourself in the glass! YOUR life's going on just as usual! But what's +mine going to be for months and months? And just as I'd been to all this +bother--fagging myself to death about all these things--" her tragic +gesture swept the disordered room--"just as I thought I was going home +to enjoy myself, and look nice, and see people again, and have a little +pleasure after all our worries--" She dropped back on the sofa with +another burst of tears. "For all the good this rubbish will do me now! I +loathe the very sight of it!" she sobbed with her face in her hands. + + + +XIV + +It was one of the distinctions of Mr. Claud Walsingham Popple that his +studio was never too much encumbered with the attributes of his art +to permit the installing, in one of its cushioned corners, of an +elaborately furnished tea-table flanked by the most varied seductions +in sandwiches and pastry. + +Mr. Popple, like all great men, had at first had his ups and downs; but +his reputation had been permanently established by the verdict of a +wealthy patron who, returning from an excursion into other fields of +portraiture, had given it as the final fruit of his experience that +Popple was the only man who could "do pearls." To sitters for whom this +was of the first consequence it was another of the artist's merits +that he always subordinated art to elegance, in life as well as in his +portraits. The "messy" element of production was no more visible in +his expensively screened and tapestried studio than its results were +perceptible in his painting; and it was often said, in praise of his +work, that he was the only artist who kept his studio tidy enough for a +lady to sit to him in a new dress. + +Mr. Popple, in fact, held that the personality of the artist should at +all times be dissembled behind that of the man. It was his opinion that +the essence of good-breeding lay in tossing off a picture as easily as +you lit a cigarette. Ralph Marvell had once said of him that when he +began a portrait he always turned back his cuffs and said: "Ladies +and gentlemen, you can see there's absolutely nothing here," and Mrs. +Fairford supplemented the description by defining his painting as +"chafing-dish" art. On a certain late afternoon of December, some four +years after Mr. Popple's first meeting with Miss Undine Spragg of Apex, +even the symbolic chafing-dish was nowhere visible in his studio; the +only evidence of its recent activity being the full-length portrait of +Mrs. Ralph Marvell, who, from her lofty easel and her heavily garlanded +frame, faced the doorway with the air of having been invited to +"receive" for Mr. Popple. + +The artist himself, becomingly clad in mouse-coloured velveteen, had +just turned away from the picture to hover above the tea-cups; but his +place had been taken by the considerably broader bulk of Mr. Peter Van +Degen, who, tightly moulded into a coat of the latest cut, stood before +the portrait in the attitude of a first arrival. + +"Yes, it's good--it's damn good, Popp; you've hit the hair off +ripplingly; but the pearls ain't big enough," he pronounced. + +A slight laugh sounded from the raised dais behind the easel. + +"Of course they're not! But it's not HIS fault, poor man; HE didn't give +them to me!" As she spoke Mrs. Ralph Marvell rose from a monumental gilt +arm-chair of pseudo-Venetian design and swept her long draperies to Van +Degen's side. + +"He might, then--for the privilege of painting you!" the latter +rejoined, transferring his bulging stare from the counterfeit to the +original. His eyes rested on Mrs. Marvell's in what seemed a quick +exchange of understanding; then they passed on to a critical inspection +of her person. She was dressed for the sitting in something faint and +shining, above which the long curves of her neck looked dead white in +the cold light of the studio; and her hair, all a shadowless rosy gold, +was starred with a hard glitter of diamonds. + +"The privilege of painting me? Mercy, _I_ have to pay for being painted! +He'll tell you he's giving me the picture--but what do you suppose this +cost?" She laid a finger-tip on her shimmering dress. + +Van Degen's eye rested on her with cold enjoyment. "Does the price come +higher than the dress?" + +She ignored the allusion. "Of course what they charge for is the cut--" + +"What they cut away? That's what they ought to charge for, ain't it, +Popp?" + +Undine took this with cool disdain, but Mr. Popple's sensibilities were +offended. + +"My dear Peter--really--the artist, you understand, sees all this as a +pure question of colour, of pattern; and it's a point of honour with the +MAN to steel himself against the personal seduction." + +Mr. Van Degen received this protest with a sound of almost vulgar +derision, but Undine thrilled agreeably under the glance which her +portrayer cast on her. She was flattered by Van Degen's notice, and +thought his impertinence witty; but she glowed inwardly at Mr. Popple's +eloquence. After more than three years of social experience she still +thought he "spoke beautifully," like the hero of a novel, and she +ascribed to jealousy the lack of seriousness with which her husband's +friends regarded him. His conversation struck her as intellectual, and +his eagerness to have her share his thoughts was in flattering contrast +to Ralph's growing tendency to keep his to himself. Popple's homage +seemed the, subtlest proof of what Ralph could have made of her if he +had "really understood" her. It was but another step to ascribe all her +past mistakes to the lack of such understanding; and the satisfaction +derived from this thought had once impelled her to tell the artist that +he alone knew how to rouse her 'higher self.' He had assured her that +the memory of her words would thereafter hallow his life; and as he +hinted that it had been stained by the darkest errors she was moved at +the thought of the purifying influence she exerted. + +Thus it was that a man should talk to a true woman--but how few whom +she had known possessed the secret! Ralph, in the first months of their +marriage, had been eloquent too, had even gone the length of quoting +poetry; but he disconcerted her by his baffling twists and strange +allusions (she always scented ridicule in the unknown), and the poets he +quoted were esoteric and abstruse. Mr. Popple's rhetoric was drawn from +more familiar sources, and abounded in favourite phrases and in moving +reminiscences of the Fifth Reader. He was moreover as literary as he +was artistic; possessing an unequalled acquaintance with contemporary +fiction, and dipping even into the lighter type of memoirs, in which the +old acquaintances of history are served up in the disguise of "A Royal +Sorceress" or "Passion in a Palace." The mastery with which Mr. +Popple discussed the novel of the day, especially in relation to +the sensibilities of its hero and heroine, gave Undine a sense of +intellectual activity which contrasted strikingly with Marvell's +flippant estimate of such works. "Passion," the artist implied, would +have been the dominant note of his life, had it not been held in check +by a sentiment of exalted chivalry, and by the sense that a nature of +such emotional intensity as his must always be "ridden on the curb." + +Van Degen was helping himself from the tray of iced cocktails which +stood near the tea-table, and Popple, turning to Undine, took up the +thread of his discourse. But why, he asked, why allude before others to +feelings so few could understand? The average man--lucky devil!--(with a +compassionate glance at Van Degen's back) the average man knew nothing +of the fierce conflict between the lower and higher natures; and even +the woman whose eyes had kindled it--how much did SHE guess of its +violence? Did she know--Popple recklessly asked--how often the artist +was forgotten in the man--how often the man would take the bit between +his teeth, were it not that the look in her eyes recalled some sacred +memory, some lesson learned perhaps beside his mother's knee? "I say, +Popp--was that where you learned to mix this drink? Because it does the +old lady credit," Van Degen called out, smacking his lips; while the +artist, dashing a nervous hand through his hair, muttered: "Hang it, +Peter--is NOTHING sacred to you?" + +It pleased Undine to feel herself capable of inspiring such emotions. +She would have been fatigued by the necessity of maintaining her own +talk on Popple's level, but she liked to listen to him, and especially +to have others overhear what he said to her. + +Her feeling for Van Degen was different. There was more similarity of +tastes between them, though his manner flattered her vanity less than +Popple's. She felt the strength of Van Degen's contempt for everything +he did not understand or could not buy: that was the only kind of +"exclusiveness" that impressed her. And he was still to her, as in her +inexperienced days, the master of the mundane science she had once +imagined that Ralph Marvell possessed. During the three years since her +marriage she had learned to make distinctions unknown to her girlish +categories. She had found out that she had given herself to the +exclusive and the dowdy when the future belonged to the showy and the +promiscuous; that she was in the case of those who have cast in +their lot with a fallen cause, or--to use an analogy more within her +range--who have hired an opera box on the wrong night. It was all +confusing and exasperating. Apex ideals had been based on the myth of +"old families" ruling New York from a throne of Revolutionary tradition, +with the new millionaires paying them feudal allegiance. But experience +had long since proved the delusiveness of the simile. Mrs. Marvell's +classification of the world into the visited and the unvisited was as +obsolete as a mediaeval cosmogony. Some of those whom Washington Square +left unvisited were the centre of social systems far outside its +ken, and as indifferent to its opinions as the constellations to the +reckonings of the astronomers; and all these systems joyously revolved +about their central sun of gold. + +There were moments after Undine's return to New York when she was +tempted to class her marriage with the hateful early mistakes from the +memories of which she had hoped it would free her. Since it was never +her habit to accuse herself of such mistakes it was inevitable that she +should gradually come to lay the blame on Ralph. She found a poignant +pleasure, at this stage of her career, in the question: "What does a +young girl know of life?" And the poignancy was deepened by the fact +that each of the friends to whom she put the question seemed convinced +that--had the privilege been his--he would have known how to spare her +the disenchantment it implied. + +The conviction of having blundered was never more present to her than +when, on this particular afternoon, the guests invited by Mr. Popple to +view her portrait began to assemble before it. + +Some of the principal figures of Undine's group had rallied for +the occasion, and almost all were in exasperating enjoyment of +the privileges for which she pined. There was young Jim Driscoll, +heir-apparent of the house, with his short stout mistrustful wife, who +hated society, but went everywhere lest it might be thought she had been +left out; the "beautiful Mrs. Beringer," a lovely aimless being, who +kept (as Laura Fairford said) a home for stray opinions, and could never +quite tell them apart; little Dicky Bowles, whom every one invited +because he was understood to "say things" if one didn't; the Harvey +Shallums, fresh from Paris, and dragging in their wake a bewildered +nobleman vaguely designated as "the Count," who offered cautious +conversational openings, like an explorer trying beads on savages; and, +behind these more salient types, the usual filling in of those who are +seen everywhere because they have learned to catch the social eye. + +Such a company was one to flatter the artist as much his sitter, so +completely did it represent that unamity of opinion which constitutes +social strength. Not one the number was troubled by any personal theory +of art: all they asked of a portrait was that the costume should be +sufficiently "life-like," and the face not too much so; and a long +experience in idealizing flesh and realizing dress-fabrics had enabled +Mr. Popple to meet both demands. + +"Hang it," Peter Van Degen pronounced, standing before the easel in +an attitude of inspired interpretation, "the great thing in a man's +portrait is to catch the likeness--we all know that; but with a woman's +it's different--a woman's picture has got to be pleasing. Who wants +it about if it isn't? Those big chaps who blow about what they call +realism--how do THEIR portraits look in a drawing-room? Do you suppose +they ever ask themselves that? THEY don't care--they're not going to +live with the things! And what do they know of drawing-rooms, anyhow? +Lots of them haven't even got a dress-suit. There's where old Popp has +the pull over 'em--HE knows how we live and what we want." + +This was received by the artist with a deprecating murmur, and by his +public with warm expressions of approval. + +"Happily in this case," Popple began ("as in that of so many of my +sitters," he hastily put in), "there has been no need to idealize-nature +herself has outdone the artist's dream." + +Undine, radiantly challenging comparison with her portrait, glanced +up at it with a smile of conscious merit, which deepened as young Jim +Driscoll declared: + +"By Jove, Mamie, you must be done exactly like that for the new +music-room." + +His wife turned a cautious eye upon the picture. + +"How big is it? For our house it would have to be a good deal bigger," +she objected; and Popple, fired by the thought of such a dimensional +opportunity, rejoined that it would be the chance of all others to. +"work in" a marble portico and a court-train: he had just done Mrs. +Lycurgus Ambler in a court-train and feathers, and as THAT was for +Buffalo of course the pictures needn't clash. + +"Well, it would have to be a good deal bigger than Mrs. Ambler's," Mrs. +Driscoll insisted; and on Popple's suggestion that in that case he might +"work in" Driscoll, in court-dress also--("You've been presented? Well, +you WILL be,--you'll HAVE to, if I do the picture--which will make a +lovely memento")--Van Degen turned aside to murmur to Undine: "Pure +bluff, you know--Jim couldn't pay for a photograph. Old Driscoll's high +and dry since the Ararat investigation." + +She threw him a puzzled glance, having no time, in her crowded +existence, to follow the perturbations of Wall Street save as they +affected the hospitality of Fifth Avenue. + +"You mean they've lost their money? Won't they give their fancy ball, +then?" + +Van Degen shrugged. "Nobody knows how it's coming out That queer chap +Elmer Moffatt threatens to give old Driscoll a fancy ball--says he's +going to dress him in stripes! It seems he knows too much about the Apex +street-railways." + +Undine paled a little. Though she had already tried on her costume for +the Driscoll ball her disappointment at Van Degen's announcement was +effaced by the mention of Moffatt's name. She had not had the curiosity +to follow the reports of the "Ararat Trust Investigation," but once +or twice lately, in the snatches of smoking-room talk, she had been +surprised by a vague allusion to Elmer Moffatt, as to an erratic +financial influence, half ridiculed, yet already half redoubtable. Was +it possible that the redoubtable element had prevailed? That the time +had come when Elmer Moffatt--the Elmer Moffatt of Apex!--could, even for +a moment, cause consternation in the Driscoll camp? He had always said +he "saw things big"; but no one had ever believed he was destined to +carry them out on the same scale. Yet apparently in those idle Apex +days, while he seemed to be "loafing and fooling," as her father called +it, he had really been sharpening his weapons of aggression; there had +been something, after all, in the effect of loose-drifting power she had +always felt in him. Her heart beat faster, and she longed to question +Van Degen; but she was afraid of betraying herself, and turned back +to the group about the picture. Mrs. Driscoll was still presenting +objections in a tone of small mild obstinacy. "Oh, it's a LIKENESS, of +course--I can see that; but there's one thing I must say, Mr. Popple. It +looks like a last year's dress." + +The attention of the ladies instantly rallied to the picture, and the +artist paled at the challenge. + +"It doesn't look like a last year's face, anyhow--that's what makes them +all wild," Van Degen murmured. Undine gave him back a quick smile. She +had already forgotten about Moffatt. Any triumph in which she shared +left a glow in her veins, and the success of the picture obscured all +other impressions. She saw herself throning in a central panel at the +spring exhibition, with the crowd pushing about the picture, repeating +her name; and she decided to stop on the way home and telephone her +press-agent to do a paragraph about Popple's tea. + +But in the hall, as she drew on her cloak, her thoughts reverted to the +Driscoll fancy ball. What a blow if it were given up after she had taken +so much trouble about her dress! She was to go as the Empress Josephine, +after the Prudhon portrait in the Louvre. The dress was already fitted +and partly embroidered, and she foresaw the difficulty of persuading the +dress-maker to take it back. + +"Why so pale and sad, fair cousin? What's up?" Van Degen asked, as they +emerged from the lift in which they had descended alone from the studio. + +"I don't know--I'm tired of posing. And it was so frightfully hot." + +"Yes. Popple always keeps his place at low-neck temperature, as if the +portraits might catch cold." Van Degen glanced at his watch. "Where are +you off to?" + +"West End Avenue, of course--if I can find a cab to take me there." + +It was not the least of Undine's grievances that she was still living in +the house which represented Mr. Spragg's first real-estate venture in +New York. It had been understood, at the time of her marriage, that +the young couple were to be established within the sacred precincts of +fashion; but on their return from the honeymoon the still untenanted +house in West End Avenue had been placed at their disposal, and in view +of Mr. Spragg's financial embarrassment even Undine had seen the folly +of refusing it. That first winter, more-over, she had not regretted her +exile: while she awaited her boy's birth she was glad to be out of sight +of Fifth Avenue, and to take her hateful compulsory exercise where no +familiar eye could fall on her. And the next year of course her father +would give them a better house. + +But the next year rents had risen in the Fifth Avenue quarter, and +meanwhile little Paul Marvell, from his beautiful pink cradle, was +already interfering with his mother's plans. Ralph, alarmed by the fresh +rush of expenses, sided with his father-in-law in urging Undine to +resign herself to West End Avenue; and thus after three years she +was still submitting to the incessant pin-pricks inflicted by the +incongruity between her social and geographical situation--the need of +having to give a west side address to her tradesmen, and the deeper +irritation of hearing her friends say: "Do let me give you a lift home, +dear--Oh, I'd forgotten! I'm afraid I haven't the time to go so far--" + +It was bad enough to have no motor of her own, to be avowedly dependent +on "lifts," openly and unconcealably in quest of them, and perpetually +plotting to provoke their offer (she did so hate to be seen in a cab!) +but to miss them, as often as not, because of the remoteness of her +destination, emphasized the hateful sense of being "out of things." + +Van Degen looked out at the long snow-piled streets, down which the +lamps were beginning to put their dreary yellow splashes. + +"Of course you won't get a cab on a night like this. If you don't mind +the open car, you'd better jump in with me. I'll run you out to the High +Bridge and give you a breath of air before dinner." + +The offer was tempting, for Undine's triumph in the studio had left her +tired and nervous--she was beginning to learn that success may be as +fatiguing as failure. Moreover, she was going to a big dinner that +evening, and the fresh air would give her the eyes and complexion she +needed; but in the back of her mind there lingered the vague sense of +a forgotten engagement. As she tried to recall it she felt Van Degen +raising the fur collar about her chin. + +"Got anything you can put over your head? Will that lace thing do? Come +along, then." He pushed her through the swinging doors, and added with a +laugh, as they reached the street: "You're not afraid of being seen with +me, are you? It's all right at this hour--Ralph's still swinging on a +strap in the elevated." + +The winter twilight was deliriously cold, and as they swept through +Central Park, and gathered impetus for their northward flight along the +darkening Boulevard, Undine felt the rush of physical joy that drowns +scruples and silences memory. Her scruples, indeed, were not serious; +but Ralph disliked her being too much with Van Degen, and it was her way +to get what she wanted with as little "fuss" as possible. Moreover, she +knew it was a mistake to make herself too accessible to a man of Peter's +sort: her impatience to enjoy was curbed by an instinct for holding off +and biding her time that resembled the patient skill with which her +father had conducted the sale of his "bad" real estate in the Pure Water +Move days. But now and then youth had its way--she could not always +resist the present pleasure. And it was amusing, too, to be "talked +about" with Peter Van Degen, who was noted for not caring for "nice +women." She enjoyed the thought of triumphing over meretricious charms: +it ennobled her in her own eyes to influence such a man for good. + +Nevertheless, as the motor flew on through the icy twilight, her present +cares flew with it. She could not shake off the thought of the useless +fancy dress which symbolized the other crowding expenses she had not +dared confess to Ralph. Van Degen heard her sigh, and bent down, +lowering the speed of the motor. + +"What's the matter? Isn't everything all right?" + +His tone made her suddenly feel that she could confide in him, and +though she began by murmuring that it was nothing she did so with the +conscious purpose of being persuaded to confess. And his extraordinary +"niceness" seemed to justify her and to prove that she had been right in +trusting her instinct rather than in following the counsels of prudence. +Heretofore, in their talks, she had never gone beyond the vaguest hint +of material "bothers"--as to which dissimulation seemed vain while one +lived in West End Avenue! But now that the avowal of a definite worry +had been wrung from her she felt the injustice of the view generally +taken of poor Peter. For he had been neither too enterprising nor too +cautious (though people said of him that he "didn't care to part"); he +had just laughed away, in bluff brotherly fashion, the gnawing thought +of the fancy dress, had assured her he'd give a ball himself rather +than miss seeing her wear it, and had added: "Oh, hang waiting for the +bill--won't a couple of thou make it all right?" in a tone that showed +what a small matter money was to any one who took the larger view of +life. + +The whole incident passed off so quickly and easily that within a few +minutes she had settled down--with a nod for his "Everything jolly again +now?"--to untroubled enjoyment of the hour. Peace of mind, she said to +herself, was all she needed to make her happy--and that was just what +Ralph had never given her! At the thought his face seemed to rise before +her, with the sharp lines of care between the eyes: it was almost like a +part of his "nagging" that he should thrust himself in at such a moment! +She tried to shut her eyes to the face; but a moment later it was +replaced by another, a small odd likeness of itself; and with a cry of +compunction she started up from her furs. + +"Mercy! It's the boy's birthday--I was to take him to his grandmother's. +She was to have a cake for him and Ralph was to come up town. I KNEW +there was something I'd forgotten!" + + + +XV + +In the Dagonet drawing-room the lamps had long been lit, and Mrs. +Fairford, after a last impatient turn, had put aside the curtains of +worn damask to strain her eyes into the darkening square. She came +back to the hearth, where Charles Bowen stood leaning between the prim +caryatides of the white marble chimney-piece. + +"No sign of her. She's simply forgotten." + +Bowen looked at his watch, and turned to compare it with the +high-waisted Empire clock. + +"Six o'clock. Why not telephone again? There must be some mistake. +Perhaps she knew Ralph would be late." + +Laura laughed. "I haven't noticed that she follows Ralph's movements +so closely. When I telephoned just now the servant said she'd been out +since two. The nurse waited till half-past four, not liking to come +without orders; and now it's too late for Paul to come." + +She wandered away toward the farther end of the room, where, +through half-open doors, a shining surface of mahogany reflected a +flower-wreathed cake in which two candles dwindled. + +"Put them out, please," she said to some one in the background; then she +shut the doors and turned back to Bowen. + +"It's all so unlucky--my grandfather giving up his drive, and mother +backing out of her hospital meeting, and having all the committee down +on her. And Henley: I'd even coaxed Henley away from his bridge! He +escaped again just before you came. Undine promised she'd have the boy +here at four. It's not as if it had never happened before. She's always +breaking her engagements." + +"She has so many that it's inevitable some should get broken." + +"All if she'd only choose! Now that Ralph has had into business, and +is kept in his office so late, it's cruel of her to drag him out every +night. He told us the other day they hadn't dined at home for a month. +Undine doesn't seem to notice how hard he works." + +Bowen gazed meditatively at the crumbling fire. "No--why should she?" + +"Why SHOULD she? Really, Charles--!" + +"Why should she, when she knows nothing about it?" + +"She may know nothing about his business; but she must know it's her +extravagance that's forced him into it." Mrs. Fairford looked at Bowen +reproachfully. "You talk as if you were on her side!" + +"Are there sides already? If so, I want to look down on them impartially +from the heights of pure speculation. I want to get a general view of +the whole problem of American marriages." + +Mrs. Fairford dropped into her arm-chair with a sigh. "If that's what +you want you must make haste! Most of them don't last long enough to be +classified." + +"I grant you it takes an active mind. But the weak point is so +frequently the same that after a time one knows where to look for it." + +"What do you call the weak point?" + +He paused. "The fact that the average American looks down on his wife." + +Mrs. Fairford was up with a spring. "If that's where paradox lands you!" + +Bowen mildly stood his ground. "Well--doesn't he prove it? How much does +he let her share in the real business of life? How much does he rely on +her judgment and help in the conduct of serious affairs? Take Ralph for +instance--you say his wife's extravagance forces him to work too hard; +but that's not what's wrong. It's normal for a man to work hard for a +woman--what's abnormal is his not caring to tell her anything about it." + +"To tell Undine? She'd be bored to death if he did!" + +"Just so; she'd even feel aggrieved. But why? Because it's against the +custom of the country. And whose fault is that? The man's again--I don't +mean Ralph I mean the genus he belongs to: homo sapiens, Americanus. +Why haven't we taught our women to take an interest in our work? Simply +because we don't take enough interest in THEM." + +Mrs. Fairford, sinking back into her chair, sat gazing at the +vertiginous depths above which his thought seemed to dangle her. + +"YOU don't? The American man doesn't--the most slaving, self-effacing, +self-sacrificing--?" + +"Yes; and the most indifferent: there's the point. The 'slaving's' no +argument against the indifference To slave for women is part of the old +American tradition; lots of people give their lives for dogmas they've +ceased to believe in. Then again, in this country the passion for making +money has preceded the knowing how to spend it, and the American man +lavishes his fortune on his wife because he doesn't know what else to do +with it." + +"Then you call it a mere want of imagination for a man to spend his +money on his wife?" + +"Not necessarily--but it's a want of imagination to fancy it's all +he owes her. Look about you and you'll see what I mean. Why does the +European woman interest herself so much more in what the men are doing? +Because she's so important to them that they make it worth her while! +She's not a parenthesis, as she is here--she's in the very middle +of the picture. I'm not implying that Ralph isn't interested in his +wife--he's a passionate, a pathetic exception. But even he has to +conform to an environment where all the romantic values are reversed. +Where does the real life of most American men lie? In some woman's +drawing-room or in their offices? The answer's obvious, isn't it? The +emotional centre of gravity's not the same in the two hemispheres. In +the effete societies it's love, in our new one it's business. In America +the real crime passionnel is a 'big steal'--there's more excitement in +wrecking railways than homes." + +Bowen paused to light another cigarette, and then took up his theme. +"Isn't that the key to our easy divorces? If we cared for women in the +old barbarous possessive way do you suppose we'd give them up as +readily as we do? The real paradox is the fact that the men who make, +materially, the biggest sacrifices for their women, should do least for +them ideally and romantically. And what's the result--how do the women +avenge themselves? All my sympathy's with them, poor deluded dears, when +I see their fallacious little attempt to trick out the leavings +tossed them by the preoccupied male--the money and the motors and the +clothes--and pretend to themselves and each other that THAT'S what +really constitutes life! Oh, I know what you're going to say--it's less +and less of a pretense with them, I grant you; they're more and more +succumbing to the force of the suggestion; but here and there I fancy +there's one who still sees through the humbug, and knows that money and +motors and clothes are simply the big bribe she's paid for keeping out +of some man's way!" + +Mrs. Fairford presented an amazed silence to the rush of this tirade; +but when she rallied it was to murmur: "And is Undine one of the +exceptions?" + +Her companion took the shot with a smile. "No--she's a monstrously +perfect result of the system: the completest proof of its triumph. It's +Ralph who's the victim and the exception." + +"Ah, poor Ralph!" Mrs. Fairford raised her head quickly. "I hear him +now. I suppose," she added in an undertone, "we can't give him your +explanation for his wife's having forgotten to come?" + +Bowen echoed her sigh, and then seemed to toss it from him with his +cigarette-end; but he stood in silence while the door opened and Ralph +Marvell entered. + +"Well, Laura! Hallo, Charles--have you been celebrating too?" Ralph +turned to his sister. "It's outrageous of me to be so late, and I +daren't look my son in the face! But I stayed down town to make +provision for his future birthdays." He returned Mrs. Fairford's kiss. +"Don't tell me the party's over, and the guest of honour gone to bed?" + +As he stood before them, laughing and a little flushed, the strain of +long fatigue sounding through his gaiety and looking out of his anxious +eyes, Mrs. Fairford threw a glance at Bowen and then turned away to ring +the bell. + +"Sit down, Ralph--you look tired. I'll give you some tea." + +He dropped into an arm-chair. "I did have rather a rush to get here--but +hadn't I better join the revellers? Where are they?" + +He walked to the end of the room and threw open the dining-room doors. +"Hallo--where have they all gone to? What a jolly cake!" He went up to +it. "Why, it's never even been cut!" + +Mrs. Fairford called after him: "Come and have your tea first." + +"No, no--tea afterward, thanks. Are they all upstairs with my +grandfather? I must make my peace with Undine--" His sister put her arm +through his, and drew him back to the fire. + +"Undine didn't come." + +"Didn't come? Who brought the boy, then?" + +"He didn't come either. That's why the cake's not cut." + +Ralph frowned. "What's the mystery? Is he ill, or what's happened?" + +"Nothing's happened--Paul's all right. Apparently Undine forgot. She +never went home for him, and the nurse waited till it was too late to +come." + +She saw his eyes darken; but he merely gave a slight laugh and drew out +his cigarette case. "Poor little Paul--poor chap!" He moved toward the +fire. "Yes, please--some tea." + +He dropped back into his chair with a look of weariness, as if some +strong stimulant had suddenly ceased to take effect on him; but before +the tea-table was brought back he had glanced at his watch and was on +his feet again. + +"But this won't do. I must rush home and see the poor chap before +dinner. And my mother--and my grandfather? I want to say a word to +them--I must make Paul's excuses!" + +"Grandfather's taking his nap. And mother had to rush out for a +postponed committee meeting--she left as soon as we heard Paul wasn't +coming." + +"Ah, I see." He sat down again. "Yes, make the strong, please. I've had +a beastly fagging sort of day." + +He leaned back with half-closed eyes, his untouched cup in his hand. +Bowen took leave, and Laura sat silent, watching her brother under +lowered lids while she feigned to be busy with the kettle. Ralph +presently emptied his cup and put it aside; then, sinking into his +former attitude, he clasped his hands behind his head and lay staring +apathetically into the fire. But suddenly he came to life and started +up. A motor-horn had sounded outside, and there was a noise of wheels at +the door. + +"There's Undine! I wonder what could have kept her." He jumped up and +walked to the door; but it was Clare Van Degen who came in. At sight of +him she gave a little murmur of pleasure. "What luck to find you! No, +not luck--I came because I knew you'd be here. He never comes near me, +Laura: I have to hunt him down to get a glimpse of him!" + +Slender and shadowy in her long furs, she bent to kiss Mrs. Fairford and +then turned back to Ralph. "Yes, I knew I'd catch you here. I knew +it was the boy's birthday, and I've brought him a present: a vulgar +expensive Van Degen offering. I've not enough imagination left to find +the right thing, the thing it takes feeling and not money to buy. When I +look for a present nowadays I never say to the shopman: 'I want this or +that'--I simply say: 'Give me something that costs so much.'" + +She drew a parcel from her muff. "Where's the victim of my vulgarity? +Let me crush him under the weight of my gold." + +Mrs. Fairford sighed out "Clare--Clare!" and Ralph smiled at his cousin. + +"I'm sorry; but you'll have to depute me to present it. The birthday's +over; you're too late." + +She looked surprised. "Why, I've just left Mamie Driscoll, and she told +me Undine was still at Popple's studio a few minutes ago: Popple's +giving a tea to show the picture." + +"Popple's giving a tea?" Ralph struck an attitude of mock consternation. +"Ah, in that case--! In Popple's society who wouldn't forget the flight +of time?" + +He had recovered his usual easy tone, and Laura sat that Mrs. Van +Degen's words had dispelled his preoccupation. He turned to his cousin. +"Will you trust me with your present for the boy?" + +Clare gave him the parcel. "I'm sorry not to give it myself. I said what +I did because I knew what you and Laura were thinking--but it's really +a battered old Dagonet bowl that came down to me from our revered +great-grandmother." + +"What--the heirloom you used to eat your porridge out of?" Ralph +detained her hand to put a kiss on it. "That's dear of you!" + +She threw him one of her strange glances. "Why not say: 'That's like +you?' But you don't remember what I'm like." She turned away to glance +at the clock. "It's late, and I must be off. I'm going to a big dinner +at the Chauncey Ellings'--but you must be going there too, Ralph? You'd +better let me drive you home." + +In the motor Ralph leaned back in silence, while the rug was drawn +over their knees, and Clare restlessly fingered the row of gold-topped +objects in the rack at her elbow. It was restful to be swept through the +crowded streets in this smooth fashion, and Clare's presence at his side +gave him a vague sense of ease. + +For a long time now feminine nearness had come to mean to him, not +this relief from tension, but the ever-renewed dread of small daily +deceptions, evasions, subterfuges. The change had come gradually, marked +by one disillusionment after another; but there had been one moment that +formed the point beyond which there was no returning. It was the moment, +a month or two before his boy's birth, when, glancing over a batch of +belated Paris bills, he had come on one from the jeweller he had once +found in private conference with Undine. The bill was not large, but two +of its items stood out sharply. "Resetting pearl and diamond pendant. +Resetting sapphire and diamond ring." The pearl and diamond pendant was +his mother's wedding present; the ring was the one he had given Undine +on their engagement. That they were both family relics, kept unchanged +through several generations, scarcely mattered to him at the time: he +felt only the stab of his wife's deception. She had assured him in Paris +that she had not had her jewels reset. He had noticed, soon after their +return to New York, that she had left off her engagement-ring; but the +others were soon discarded also, and in answer to his question she had +told him that, in her ailing state, rings "worried" her. Now he saw she +had deceived him, and, forgetting everything else, he went to her, bill +in hand. Her tears and distress filled him with immediate contrition. +Was this a time to torment her about trifles? His anger seemed to +cause her actual physical fear, and at the sight he abased himself in +entreaties for forgiveness. When the scene ended she had pardoned him, +and the reset ring was on her finger... + +Soon afterward, the birth of the boy seemed to wipe out these +humiliating memories; yet Marvell found in time that they were not +effaced, but only momentarily crowded out of sight. In reality, the +incident had a meaning out of proportion to its apparent seriousness, +for it put in his hand a clue to a new side of his wife's character. He +no longer minded her having lied about the jeweller; what pained him was +that she had been unconscious of the wound she inflicted in destroying +the identity of the jewels. He saw that, even after their explanation, +she still supposed he was angry only because she had deceived him; and +the discovery that she was completely unconscious of states of feeling +on which so much of his inner life depended marked a new stage in their +relation. He was not thinking of all this as he sat beside Clare Van +Degen; but it was part of the chronic disquietude which made him more +alive to his cousin's sympathy, her shy unspoken understanding. After +all, he and she were of the same blood and had the same traditions. She +was light and frivolous, without strength of will or depth of purpose; +but she had the frankness of her foibles, and she would never have lied +to him or traded on his tenderness. + +Clare's nervousness gradually subsided, and she lapsed into a low-voiced +mood which seemed like an answer to his secret thought. But she did not +sound the personal note, and they chatted quietly of commonplace things: +of the dinner-dance at which they were presently to meet, of the +costume she had chosen for the Driscoll fancy-ball, the recurring +rumours of old Driscoll's financial embarrassment, and the mysterious +personality of Elmer Moffatt, on whose movements Wall Street was +beginning to fix a fascinated eye. When Ralph, the year after his +marriage, had renounced his profession to go into partnership with a +firm of real-estate agents, he had come in contact for the first time +with the drama of "business," and whenever he could turn his attention +from his own tasks he found a certain interest in watching the fierce +interplay of its forces. In the down-town world he had heard things +of Moffatt that seemed to single him out from the common herd of +money-makers: anecdotes of his coolness, his lazy good-temper, the +humorous detachment he preserved in the heat of conflicting interests; +and his figure was enlarged by the mystery that hung about it--the fact +that no one seemed to know whence he came, or how he had acquired the +information which, for the moment, was making him so formidable. "I +should like to see him," Ralph said; "he must be a good specimen of the +one of the few picturesque types we've got." + +"Yes--it might be amusing to fish him out; but the most picturesque +types in Wall Street are generally the tamest in a drawing-room." Clare +considered. "But doesn't Undine know him? I seem to remember seeing them +together." + +"Undine and Moffatt? Then you KNOW him--you've' met him?" + +"Not actually met him--but he's been pointed out to me. It must have +been some years ago. Yes--it was one night at the theatre, just after +you announced your engagement." He fancied her voice trembled slightly, +as though she thought he might notice her way of dating her memories. +"You came into our box," she went on, "and I asked you the name of the +red-faced man who was sitting in the stall next to Undine. You didn't +know, but some one told us it was Moffatt." + +Marvell was more struck by her tone than by what she was saying. "If +Undine knows him it's odd she's never mentioned it," he answered +indifferently. + +The motor stopped at his door and Clare, as she held out her hand, +turned a first full look on him. + +"Why do you never come to see me? I miss you more than ever," she said. + +He pressed her hand without answering, but after the motor had rolled +away he stood for a while on the pavement, looking after it. + +When he entered the house the hall was still dark and the small +over-furnished drawing-room empty. The parlour-maid told him that Mrs. +Marvell had not yet come in, and he went upstairs to the nursery. But on +the threshold the nurse met him with the whispered request not to make +a noise, as it had been hard to quiet the boy after the afternoon's +disappointment, and she had just succeeded in putting him to sleep. +Ralph went down to his own room and threw himself in the old college +arm-chair in which, four years previously, he had sat the night out, +dreaming of Undine. He had no study of his own, and he had crowded into +his narrow bed-room his prints and bookshelves, and the other relics of +his youth. As he sat among them now the memory of that other night swept +over him--the night when he had heard the "call"! Fool as he had been +not to recognize its meaning then, he knew himself triply mocked in +being, even now, at its mercy. The flame of love that had played +about his passion for his wife had died down to its embers; all the +transfiguring hopes and illusions were gone, but they had left an +unquenchable ache for her nearness, her smile, her touch. His life +had come to be nothing but a long effort to win these mercies by one +concession after another: the sacrifice of his literary projects, +the exchange of his profession for an uncongenial business, and the +incessant struggle to make enough money to satisfy her increasing +exactions. That was where the "call" had led him... The clock struck +eight, but it was useless to begin to dress till Undine came in, and he +stretched himself out in his chair, reached for a pipe and took up the +evening paper. His passing annoyance had died out; he was usually too +tired after his day's work for such feelings to keep their edge long. +But he was curious--disinterestedly curious--to know what pretext Undine +would invent for being so late, and what excuse she would have found for +forgetting the little boy's birthday. + +He read on till half-past eight; then he stood up and sauntered to the +window. The avenue below it was deserted; not a carriage or motor turned +the corner around which he expected Undine to appear, and he looked idly +in the opposite direction. There too the perspective was nearly empty, +so empty that he singled out, a dozen blocks away, the blazing lamps +of a large touring-car that was bearing furiously down the avenue from +Morningside. As it drew nearer its speed slackened, and he saw it hug +the curb and stop at his door. By the light of the street lamp he +recognized his wife as she sprang out and detected a familiar silhouette +in her companion's fur-coated figure. Then the motor flew on and Undine +ran up the steps. Ralph went out on the landing. He saw her coming up +quickly, as if to reach her room unperceived; but when she caught sight +of him she stopped, her head thrown back and the light falling on her +blown hair and glowing face. + +"Well?" she said, smiling up at him. + +"They waited for you all the afternoon in Washington Square--the boy +never had his birthday," he answered. + +Her colour deepened, but she instantly rejoined: "Why, what happened? +Why didn't the nurse take him?" + +"You said you were coming to fetch him, so she waited." + +"But I telephoned--" + +He said to himself: "Is THAT the lie?" and answered: "Where from?" + +"Why, the studio, of course--" She flung her cloak open, as if to attest +her veracity. "The sitting lasted longer than usual--there was something +about the dress he couldn't get--" + +"But I thought he was giving a tea." + +"He had tea afterward; he always does. And he asked some people in to +see my portrait. That detained me too. I didn't know they were coming, +and when they turned up I couldn't rush away. It would have looked as +if I didn't like the picture." She paused and they gave each other a +searching simultaneous glance. "Who told you it was a tea?" she asked. + +"Clare Van Degen. I saw her at my mother's." + +"So you weren't unconsoled after all--!" + +"The nurse didn't get any message. My people were awfully disappointed; +and the poor boy has cried his eyes out." + +"Dear me! What a fuss! But I might have known my message wouldn't be +delivered. Everything always happens to put me in the wrong with your +family." + +With a little air of injured pride she started to go to her room; but he +put out a hand to detain her. + +"You've just come from the studio?" + +"Yes. It is awfully late? I must go and dress. We're dining with the +Ellings, you know." + +"I know... How did you come? In a cab?" + +She faced him limpidly. "No; I couldn't find one that would bring me--so +Peter gave me a lift, like an angel. I'm blown to bits. He had his open +car." + +Her colour was still high, and Ralph noticed that her lower lip twitched +a little. He had led her to the point they had reached solely to be able +to say: "If you're straight from the studio, how was it that I saw you +coming down from Morningside?" + +Unless he asked her that there would be no point in his +cross-questioning, and he would have sacrificed his pride without +a purpose. But suddenly, as they stood there face to face, almost +touching, she became something immeasurably alien and far off, and the +question died on his lips. + +"Is that all?" she asked with a slight smile. + +"Yes; you'd better go and dress," he said, and turned back to his room. + + + +XVI + +The turnings of life seldom show a sign-post; or rather, though the +sign is always there, it is usually placed some distance back, like the +notices that give warning of a bad hill or a level railway-crossing. + +Ralph Marvell, pondering upon this, reflected that for him the sign had +been set, more than three years earlier, in an Italian ilex-grove. That +day his life had brimmed over--so he had put it at the time. He saw now +that it had brimmed over indeed: brimmed to the extent of leaving the +cup empty, or at least of uncovering the dregs beneath the nectar. He +knew now that he should never hereafter look at his wife's hand without +remembering something he had read in it that day. Its surface-language +had been sweet enough, but under the rosy lines he had seen the warning +letters. + +Since then he had been walking with a ghost: the miserable ghost of his +illusion. Only he had somehow vivified, coloured, substantiated it, by +the force of his own great need--as a man might breathe a semblance of +life into a dear drowned body that he cannot give up for dead. All this +came to him with aching distinctness the morning after his talk with his +wife on the stairs. He had accused himself, in midnight retrospect, of +having failed to press home his conclusion because he dared not face +the truth. But he knew this was not the case. It was not the truth he +feared, it was another lie. If he had foreseen a chance of her saying: +"Yes, I was with Peter Van Degen, and for the reason you think," he +would have put it to the touch, stood up to the blow like a man; but he +knew she would never say that. She would go on eluding and doubling, +watching him as he watched her; and at that game she was sure to beat +him in the end. + +On their way home from the Elling dinner this certainty had become so +insufferable that it nearly escaped him in the cry: "You needn't watch +me--I shall never again watch you!" But he had held his peace, knowing +she would not understand. How little, indeed, she ever understood, +had been made clear to him when, the same night, he had followed her +upstairs through the sleeping house. She had gone on ahead while he +stayed below to lock doors and put out lights, and he had supposed her +to be already in her room when he reached the upper landing; but she +stood there waiting in the spot where he had waited for her a few hours +earlier. She had shone her vividest at dinner, with revolving brilliancy +that collective approval always struck from her; and the glow of it +still hung on her as she paused there in the dimness, her shining cloak +dropped from her white shoulders. + +"Ralphie--" she began, a soft hand on his arm. He stopped, and she +pulled him about so that their faces were close, and he saw her lips +curving for a kiss. Every line of her face sought him, from the sweep of +the narrowed eyelids to the dimples that played away from her smile. His +eye received the picture with distinctness; but for the first time it +did not pass into his veins. It was as if he had been struck with a +subtle blindness that permitted images to give their colour to the eye +but communicated nothing to the brain. + +"Good-night," he said, as he passed on. + +When a man felt in that way about a woman he was surely in a position to +deal with his case impartially. This came to Ralph as the joyless solace +of the morning. At last the bandage was off and he could see. And what +did he see? Only the uselessness of driving his wife to subterfuges that +were no longer necessary. Was Van Degen her lover? Probably not--the +suspicion died as it rose. She would not take more risks than she could +help, and it was admiration, not love, that she wanted. She wanted +to enjoy herself, and her conception of enjoyment was publicity, +promiscuity--the band, the banners, the crowd, the close contact of +covetous impulses, and the sense of walking among them in cool security. +Any personal entanglement might mean "bother," and bother was the thing +she most abhorred. Probably, as the queer formula went, his "honour" +was safe: he could count on the letter of her fidelity. At moment the +conviction meant no more to him than if he had been assured of the +honesty of the first strangers he met in the street. A stranger--that +was what she had always been to him. So malleable outwardly, she had +remained insensible to the touch of the heart. + +These thoughts accompanied him on his way to business the next morning. +Then, as the routine took him back, the feeling of strangeness +diminished. There he was again at his daily task--nothing tangible was +altered. He was there for the same purpose as yesterday: to make money +for his wife and child. The woman he had turned from on the stairs a few +hours earlier was still his wife and the mother of Paul Marvell. She was +an inherent part of his life; the inner disruption had not resulted in +any outward upheaval. And with the sense of inevitableness there came a +sudden wave of pity. Poor Undine! She was what the gods had made her--a +creature of skin-deep reactions, a mote in the beam of pleasure. He +had no desire to "preach down" such heart as she had--he felt only a +stronger wish to reach it, teach it, move it to something of the pity +that filled his own. They were fellow-victims in the noyade of marriage, +but if they ceased to struggle perhaps the drowning would be easier for +both...Meanwhile the first of the month was at hand, with its usual +batch of bills; and there was no time to think of any struggle less +pressing than that connected with paying them... + +Undine had been surprised, and a little disconcerted, at her husband's +acceptance of the birthday incident. Since the resetting of her bridal +ornaments the relations between Washington Square and West End Avenue +had been more and more strained; and the silent disapproval of the +Marvell ladies was more irritating to her than open recrimination. She +knew how keenly Ralph must feel her last slight to his family, and she +had been frightened when she guessed that he had seen her returning with +Van Degen. He must have been watching from the window, since, credulous +as he always was, he evidently had a reason for not believing her when +she told him she had come from the studio. There was therefore something +both puzzling and disturbing in his silence; and she made up her mind +that it must be either explained or cajoled away. + +These thoughts were with her as she dressed; but at the Ellings' they +fled like ghosts before light and laughter. She had never been more open +to the suggestions of immediate enjoyment. At last she had reached the +envied situation of the pretty woman with whom society must reckon, and +if she had only had the means to live up to her opportunities she would +have been perfectly content with life, with herself and her husband. She +still thought Ralph "sweet" when she was not bored by his good advice or +exasperated by his inability to pay her bills. The question of money +was what chiefly stood between them; and now that this was momentarily +disposed of by Van Degen's offer she looked at Ralph more kindly--she +even felt a return of her first impersonal affection for him. Everybody +could see that Clare Van Degen was "gone" on him, and Undine always +liked to know that what belonged to her was coveted by others. Her +reassurance had been fortified by the news she had heard at the Elling +dinner--the published fact of Harmon B. Driscoll's unexpected victory. +The Ararat investigation had been mysteriously stopped--quashed, in the +language of the law--and Elmer Moffatt "turned down," as Van Degen (who +sat next to her) expressed it. + +"I don't believe we'll ever hear of that gentleman again," he said +contemptuously; and their eyes crossed gaily as she exclaimed: "Then +they'll give the fancy ball after all?" + +"I should have given you one anyhow--shouldn't you have liked that as +well?" "Oh, you can give me one too!" she returned; and he bent closer +to say: "By Jove, I will--and anything else you want." + +But on the way home her fears revived. Ralph's indifference struck +her as unnatural. He had not returned to the subject of Paul's +disappointment, had not even asked her to write a word of excuse to his +mother. Van Degen's way of looking at her at dinner--he was incapable +of graduating his glances--had made it plain that the favour she had +accepted would necessitate her being more conspicuously in his company +(though she was still resolved that it should be on just such terms as +she chose); and it would be extremely troublesome if, at this juncture, +Ralph should suddenly turn suspicious and secretive. + +Undine, hitherto, had found more benefits than drawbacks in her +marriage; but now the tie began to gall. It was hard to be criticized +for every grasp at opportunity by a man so avowedly unable to do the +reaching for her! Ralph had gone into business to make more money for +her; but it was plain that the "more" would never be much, and that he +would not achieve the quick rise to affluence which was man's natural +tribute to woman's merits. Undine felt herself trapped, deceived; and it +was intolerable that the agent of her disillusionment should presume to +be the critic of her conduct. Her annoyance, however, died out with +her fears. Ralph, the morning after the Elling dinner, went his way as +usual, and after nerving herself for the explosion which did not come +she set down his indifference to the dulling effect of "business." No +wonder poor women whose husbands were always "down-town" had to look +elsewhere for sympathy! Van Degen's cheque helped to calm her, and the +weeks whirled on toward the Driscoll ball. + +The ball was as brilliant as she had hoped, and her own part in it as +thrilling as a page from one of the "society novels" with which she had +cheated the monotony of Apex days. She had no time for reading now: +every hour was packed with what she would have called life, and the +intensity of her sensations culminated on that triumphant evening. What +could be more delightful than to feel that, while all the women envied +her dress, the men did not so much as look at it? Their admiration was +all for herself, and her beauty deepened under it as flowers take a +warmer colour in the rays of sunset. Only Van Degen's glance weighed +on her a little too heavily. Was it possible that he might become a +"bother" less negligible than those he had relieved her of? Undine +was not greatly alarmed--she still had full faith in her powers of +self-defense; but she disliked to feel the least crease in the smooth +surface of existence. She had always been what her parents called +"sensitive." + +As the winter passed, material cares once more assailed her. In +the thrill of liberation produced by Van Degen's gift she had been +imprudent--had launched into fresh expenses. Not that she accused +herself of extravagance: she had done nothing not really necessary. The +drawing-room, for instance, cried out to be "done over," and Popple, who +was an authority on decoration, had shown her, with a few strokes of his +pencil how easily it might be transformed into a French "period" room, +all curves and cupids: just the setting for a pretty woman and his +portrait of her. But Undine, still hopeful of leaving West End Avenue, +had heroically resisted the suggestion, and contented herself with the +renewal of the curtains and carpet, and the purchase of some fragile +gilt chairs which, as she told Ralph, would be "so much to the good" +when they moved--the explanation, as she made it, seemed an additional +evidence of her thrift. + +Partly as a result of these exertions she had a "nervous breakdown" +toward the middle of the winter, and her physician having ordered +massage and a daily drive it became necessary to secure Mrs. Heeny's +attendance and to engage a motor by the month. Other unforeseen +expenses--the bills, that, at such times, seem to run up without visible +impulsion--were added to by a severe illness of little Paul's: a long +costly illness, with three nurses and frequent consultations. During +these days Ralph's anxiety drove him to what seemed to Undine foolish +excesses of expenditure and when the boy began to get better the doctors +advised country air. Ralph at once hired a small house at Tuxedo and +Undine of course accompanied her son to the country; but she spent only +the Sundays with him, running up to town during the week to be with +her husband, as she explained. This necessitated the keeping up of two +households, and even for so short a time the strain on Ralph's purse was +severe. So it came about that the bill for the fancy-dress was still +unpaid, and Undine left to wonder distractedly what had become of +Van Degen's money. That Van Degen seemed also to wonder was becoming +unpleasantly apparent: his cheque had evidently not brought in the +return he expected, and he put his grievance to her frankly one day when +he motored down to lunch at Tuxedo. + +They were sitting, after luncheon, in the low-ceilinged drawing-room to +which Undine had adapted her usual background of cushions, bric-a-brac +and flowers--since one must make one's setting "home-like," however +little one's habits happened to correspond with that particular effect. +Undine, conscious of the intimate charm of her mise-en-scene, and of +the recovered freshness and bloom which put her in harmony with it, had +never been more sure of her power to keep her friend in the desired +state of adoring submission. But Peter, as he grew more adoring, became +less submissive; and there came a moment when she needed all her wits to +save the situation. It was easy enough to rebuff him, the easier as his +physical proximity always roused in her a vague instinct of resistance; +but it was hard so to temper the rebuff with promise that the game of +suspense should still delude him. He put it to her at last, standing +squarely before her, his batrachian sallowness unpleasantly flushed, +and primitive man looking out of the eyes from which a frock-coated +gentleman usually pined at her. + +"Look here--the installment plan's all right; but ain't you a bit behind +even on that?" (She had brusquely eluded a nearer approach.) "Anyhow, +I think I'd rather let the interest accumulate for a while. This is +good-bye till I get back from Europe." + +The announcement took her by surprise. "Europe? Why, when are you +sailing?" + +"On the first of April: good day for a fool to acknowledge his folly. +I'm beaten, and I'm running away." + +She sat looking down, her hand absently occupied with the twist of +pearls he had given her. In a flash she saw the peril of this departure. +Once off on the Sorceress, he was lost to her--the power of old +associations would prevail. Yet if she were as "nice" to him as he +asked--"nice" enough to keep him--the end might not be much more to her +advantage. Hitherto she had let herself drift on the current of their +adventure, but she now saw what port she had half-unconsciously been +trying for. If she had striven so hard to hold him, had "played" him +with such patience and such skill, it was for something more than her +passing amusement and convenience: for a purpose the more tenaciously +cherished that she had not dared name it to herself. In the light of +this discovery she saw the need of feigning complete indifference. + +"Ah, you happy man! It's good-bye indeed, then," she threw back at him, +lifting a plaintive smile to his frown. + +"Oh, you'll turn up in Paris later, I suppose--to get your things for +Newport." + +"Paris? Newport? They're not on my map! When Ralph can get away we shall +go to the Adirondacks for the boy. I hope I shan't need Paris clothes +there! It doesn't matter, at any rate," she ended, laughing, "because +nobody I care about will see me." + +Van Degen echoed her laugh. "Oh, come--that's rough on Ralph!" + +She looked down with a slight increase of colour. "I oughtn't to have +said it, ought I? But the fact is I'm unhappy--and a little hurt--" + +"Unhappy? Hurt?" He was at her side again. "Why, what's wrong?" + +She lifted her eyes with a grave look. "I thought you'd be sorrier to +leave me." + +"Oh, it won't be for long--it needn't be, you know." He was perceptibly +softening. "It's damnable, the way you're tied down. Fancy rotting all +summer in the Adirondacks! Why do you stand it? You oughtn't to be bound +for life by a girl's mistake." + +The lashes trembled slightly on her cheek. "Aren't we all bound by our +mistakes--we women? Don't let us talk of such things! Ralph would never +let me go abroad without him." She paused, and then, with a quick upward +sweep of the lids: "After all, it's better it should be good-bye--since +I'm paying for another mistake in being so unhappy at your going." + +"Another mistake? Why do you call it that?" + +"Because I've misunderstood you--or you me." She continued to smile at +him wistfully. "And some things are best mended by a break." + +He met her smile with a loud sigh--she could feel him in the meshes +again. "IS it to be a break between us?" + +"Haven't you just said so? Anyhow, it might as well be, since we shan't +be in the same place again for months." + +The frock-coated gentleman once more languished from his eyes: she +thought she trembled on the edge of victory. "Hang it," he broke out, +"you ought to have a change--you're looking awfully pulled down. Why +can't you coax your mother to run over to Paris with you? Ralph couldn't +object to that." + +She shook her head. "I don't believe she could afford it, even if I +could persuade her to leave father. You know father hasn't done very +well lately: I shouldn't like to ask him for the money." + +"You're so confoundedly proud!" He was edging nearer. "It would all be +so easy if you'd only be a little fond of me..." + +She froze to her sofa-end. "We women can't repair our mistakes. Don't +make me more miserable by reminding me of mine." + +"Oh, nonsense! There's nothing cash won't do. Why won't you let me +straighten things out for you?" + +Her colour rose again, and she looked him quickly and consciously in +the eye. It was time to play her last card. "You seem to forget that I +am--married," she said. + +Van Degen was silent--for a moment she thought he was swaying to her in +the flush of surrender. But he remained doggedly seated, meeting her +look with an odd clearing of his heated gaze, as if a shrewd businessman +had suddenly replaced the pining gentleman at the window. + +"Hang it--so am I!" he rejoined; and Undine saw that in the last issue +he was still the stronger of the two. + + + +XVII + +Nothing was bitterer to her than to confess to herself the failure of +her power; but her last talk with Van Degen had taught her a lesson +almost worth the abasement. She saw the mistake she had made in taking +money from him, and understood that if she drifted into repeating that +mistake her future would be irretrievably compromised. What she wanted +was not a hand-to-mouth existence of precarious intrigue: to one with +her gifts the privileges of life should come openly. Already in her +short experience she had seen enough of the women who sacrifice future +security for immediate success, and she meant to lay solid foundations +before she began to build up the light super-structure of enjoyment. + +Nevertheless it was galling to see Van Degen leave, and to know that for +the time he had broken away from her. Over a nature so insensible to the +spells of memory, the visible and tangible would always prevail. If she +could have been with him again in Paris, where, in the shining spring +days, every sight and sound ministered to such influences, she was sure +she could have regained her hold. And the sense of frustration was +intensified by the fact that every one she knew was to be there: her +potential rivals were crowding the east-bound steamers. New York was a +desert, and Ralph's seeming unconsciousness of the fact increased her +resentment. She had had but one chance at Europe since her marriage, and +that had been wasted through her husband's unaccountable perversity. She +knew now with what packed hours of Paris and London they had paid for +their empty weeks in Italy. + +Meanwhile the long months of the New York spring stretched out before +her in all their social vacancy to the measureless blank of a summer in +the Adirondacks. In her girlhood she had plumbed the dim depths of such +summers; but then she had been sustained by the hope of bringing some +capture to the surface. Now she knew better: there were no "finds" for +her in that direction. The people she wanted would be at Newport or +in Europe, and she was too resolutely bent on a definite object, too +sternly animated by her father's business instinct, to turn aside in +quest of casual distractions. + +The chief difficulty in the way of her attaining any distant end had +always been her reluctance to plod through the intervening stretches +of dulness and privation. She had begun to see this, but she could not +always master the weakness: never had she stood in greater need of +Mrs. Heeny's "Go slow. Undine!" Her imagination was incapable of long +flights. She could not cheat her impatience with the mirage of far-off +satisfactions, and for the moment present and future seemed equally +void. But her desire to go to Europe and to rejoin the little New York +world that was reforming itself in London and Paris was fortified by +reasons which seemed urgent enough to justify an appeal to her father. + +She went down to his office to plead her case, fearing Mrs. Spragg's +intervention. For some time past Mr. Spragg had been rather continuously +overworked, and the strain was beginning to tell on him. He had never +quite regained, in New York, the financial security of his Apex days. +Since he had changed his base of operations his affairs had followed +an uncertain course, and Undine suspected that his breach with his old +political ally, the Representative Rolliver who had seen him through the +muddiest reaches of the Pure Water Move, was not unconnected with his +failure to get a footing in Wall Street. But all this was vague and +shadowy to her Even had "business" been less of a mystery, she was too +much absorbed in her own affairs to project herself into her father's +case; and she thought she was sacrificing enough to delicacy of feeling +in sparing him the "bother" of Mrs. Spragg's opposition. When she came +to him with a grievance he always heard her out with the same mild +patience; but the long habit of "managing" him had made her, in his own +language, "discount" this tolerance, and when she ceased to speak her +heart throbbed with suspense as he leaned back, twirling an invisible +toothpick under his sallow moustache. Presently he raised a hand to +stroke the limp beard in which the moustache was merged; then he groped +for the Masonic emblem that had lost itself in one of the folds of his +depleted waistcoat. + +He seemed to fish his answer from the same rusty depths, for as his +fingers closed about the trinket he said: "Yes, the heated term IS +trying in New York. That's why the Fresh Air Fund pulled my last dollar +out of me last week." + +Undine frowned: there was nothing more irritating, in these encounters +with her father, than his habit of opening the discussion with a joke. + +"I wish you'd understand that I'm serious, father. I've never been +strong since the baby was born, and I need a change. But it's not only +that: there are other reasons for my wanting to go." + +Mr. Spragg still held to his mild tone of banter. "I never knew you +short on reasons, Undie. Trouble is you don't always know other people's +when you see 'em." + +His daughter's lips tightened. "I know your reasons when I see them, +father: I've heard them often enough. But you can't know mine because I +haven't told you--not the real ones." + +"Jehoshaphat! I thought they were all real as long as you had a use for +them." + +Experience had taught her that such protracted trifling usually +concealed an exceptional vigour of resistance, and the suspense +strengthened her determination. + +"My reasons are all real enough," she answered; "but there's one more +serious than the others." + +Mr. Spragg's brows began to jut. "More bills?" + +"No." She stretched out her hand and began to finger the dusty objects +on his desk. "I'm unhappy at home." + +"Unhappy--!" His start overturned the gorged waste-paper basket and shot +a shower of paper across the rug. He stooped to put the basket back; +then he turned his slow fagged eyes on his daughter. "Why, he worships +the ground you walk on, Undie." + +"That's not always a reason, for a woman--" It was the answer she would +have given to Popple or Van Degen, but she saw in an instant the +mistake of thinking it would impress her father. In the atmosphere +of sentimental casuistry to which she had become accustomed, she had +forgotten that Mr. Spragg's private rule of conduct was as simple as his +business morality was complicated. + +He glowered at her under thrust-out brows. "It isn't a reason, isn't it? +I can seem to remember the time when you used to think it was equal to a +whole carload of whitewash." + +She blushed a bright red, and her own brows were levelled at his above +her stormy steel-grey eyes. The sense of her blunder made her angrier +with him, and more ruthless. + +"I can't expect you to understand--you never HAVE, you or mother, when +it came to my feelings. I suppose some people are born sensitive--I +can't imagine anybody'd CHOOSE to be so. Because I've been too proud to +complain you've taken it for granted that I was perfectly happy. But my +marriage was a mistake from the beginning; and Ralph feels just as I do +about it. His people hate me, they've always hated me; and he looks at +everything as they do. They've never forgiven me for his having had to +go into business--with their aristocratic ideas they look down on a man +who works for his living. Of course it's all right for YOU to do it, +because you're not a Marvell or a Dagonet; but they think Ralph ought to +just lie back and let you support the baby and me." + +This time she had found the right note: she knew it by the tightening of +her father's slack muscles and the sudden straightening of his back. + +"By George, he pretty near does!" he exclaimed bringing down his fist +on the desk. "They haven't been taking it out of you about that, have +they?" "They don't fight fair enough to say so. They just egg him on to +turn against me. They only consented to his marrying me because they +thought you were so crazy about the match you'd give us everything, and +he'd have nothing to do but sit at home and write books." + +Mr. Spragg emitted a derisive groan. "From what I hear of the amount of +business he's doing I guess he could keep the Poet's Corner going right +along. I suppose the old man was right--he hasn't got it in him to make +money." + +"Of course not; he wasn't brought up to it, and in his heart of hearts +he's ashamed of having to do it. He told me it was killing a little more +of him every day." + +"Do they back him up in that kind of talk?" + +"They back him up in everything. Their ideas are all different from +ours. They look down on us--can't you see that? Can't you guess how they +treat me from the way they've acted to you and mother?" + +He met this with a puzzled stare. "The way they've acted to me and +mother? Why, we never so much as set eyes on them." + +"That's just what I mean! I don't believe they've even called on mother +this year, have they? Last year they just left their cards without +asking. And why do you suppose they never invite you to dine? In their +set lots of people older than you and mother dine every night of the +winter--society's full of them. The Marvells are ashamed to have you +meet their friends: that's the reason. They're ashamed to have it known +that Ralph married an Apex girl, and that you and mother haven't always +had your own servants and carriages; and Ralph's ashamed of it too, now +he's got over being crazy about me. If he was free I believe he'd turn +round to-morrow and marry that Ray girl his mother's saving up for him." + +Mr. Spragg listened with a heavy brow and pushed-out lip. His daughter's +outburst seemed at last to have roused him to a faint resentment. After +she had ceased to speak he remained silent, twisting an inky penhandle +between his fingers; then he said: "I guess mother and I can worry along +without having Ralph's relatives drop in; but I'd like to make it clear +to them that if you came from Apex your income came from there too. I +presume they'd be sorry if Ralph was left to support you on HIS." + +She saw that she had scored in the first part of the argument, but every +watchful nerve reminded her that the hardest stage was still ahead. + +"Oh, they're willing enough he should take your money--that's only +natural, they think." + +A chuckle sounded deep down under Mr. Spragg's loose collar. "There +seems to be practical unanimity on that point," he observed. "But I +don't see," he continued, jerking round his bushy brows on her, "how +going to Europe is going to help you out." + +Undine leaned close enough for her lowered voice to reach him. "Can't +you understand that, knowing how they all feel about me--and how Ralph +feels--I'd give almost anything to get away?" + +Her father looked at her compassionately. "I guess most of us feel that +once in a way when we're youngy, Undine. Later on you'll see going away +ain't much use when you've got to turn round and come back." + +She nodded at him with close-pressed lips, like a child in possession of +some solemn secret. + +"That's just it--that's the reason I'm so wild to go; because it MIGHT +mean I wouldn't ever have to come back." + +"Not come back? What on earth are you talking about?" + +"It might mean that I could get free--begin over again..." + +He had pushed his seat back with a sudden jerk and cut her short by +striking his palm on the arm of the chair. + +"For the Lord's sake. Undine--do you know what you're saying?" + +"Oh, yes, I know." She gave him back a confident smile. "If I can get +away soon--go straight over to Paris...there's some one there who'd do +anything... who COULD do anything...if I was free..." + +Mr. Spragg's hands continued to grasp his chair-arms. "Good God, Undine +Marvell--are you sitting there in your sane senses and talking to me of +what you could do if you were FREE?" + +Their glances met in an interval of speechless communion; but Undine did +not shrink from her father's eyes and when she lowered her own it seemed +to be only because there was nothing left for them to say. + +"I know just what I could do if I were free. I could marry the right +man," she answered boldly. + +He met her with a murmur of helpless irony. "The right man? The right +man? Haven't you had enough of trying for him yet?" + +As he spoke the door behind them opened, and Mr. Spragg looked up +abruptly. + +The stenographer stood on the threshold, and above her shoulder Undine +perceived the ingratiating grin of Elmer Moffatt. + +"'A little farther lend thy guiding hand'--but I guess I can go the rest +of the way alone," he said, insinuating himself through the doorway with +an airy gesture of dismissal; then he turned to Mr. Spragg and Undine. + +"I agree entirely with Mrs. Marvell--and I'm happy to have the +opportunity of telling her so," he proclaimed, holding his hand out +gallantly. + +Undine stood up with a laugh. "It sounded like old times, I suppose--you +thought father and I were quarrelling? But we never quarrel any more: he +always agrees with me." She smiled at Mr. Spragg and turned her shining +eyes on Moffatt. "I wish that treaty had been signed a few years +sooner!" the latter rejoined in his usual tone of humorous familiarity. + +Undine had not met him since her marriage, and of late the adverse turn +of his fortunes had carried him quite beyond her thoughts. But +his actual presence was always stimulating, and even through her +self-absorption she was struck by his air of almost defiant prosperity. +He did not look like a man who has been beaten; or rather he looked like +a man who does not know when he is beaten; and his eye had the gleam of +mocking confidence that had carried him unabashed through his lowest +hours at Apex. + +"I presume you're here to see me on business?" Mr. Spragg enquired, +rising from his chair with a glance that seemed to ask his daughter's +silence. + +"Why, yes. Senator," rejoined Moffatt, who was given, in playful +moments, to the bestowal of titles high-sounding. "At least I'm here to +ask you a little question that may lead to business." + +Mr. Spragg crossed the office and held open the door. "Step this way, +please," he said, guiding Moffatt out before him, though the latter hung +back to exclaim: "No family secrets, Mrs. Marvell--anybody can turn the +fierce white light on ME!" + +With the closing of the door Undine's thoughts turned back to her own +preoccupations. It had not struck her as incongruous that Moffatt should +have business dealings with her father: she was even a little surprised +that Mr. Spragg should still treat him so coldly. But she had no time to +give to such considerations. Her own difficulties were too importunately +present to her. She moved restlessly about the office, listening to +the rise and fall of the two voices on the other side of the partition +without once wondering what they were discussing. + +What should she say to her father when he came back--what argument was +most likely to prevail with him? If he really had no money to give her +she was imprisoned fast--Van Degen was lost to her, and the old life +must go on interminably...In her nervous pacings she paused before the +blotched looking-glass that hung in a corner of the office under a +steel engraving of Daniel Webster. Even that defective surface could not +disfigure her, and she drew fresh hope from the sight of her beauty. +Her few weeks of ill-health had given her cheeks a subtler curve and +deepened the shadows beneath her eyes, and she was handsomer than before +her marriage. No, Van Degen was not lost to her even! From narrowed lids +to parted lips her face was swept by a smile like retracted sunlight. He +was not lost to her while she could smile like that! Besides, even if +her father had no money, there were always mysterious ways of "raising" +it--in the old Apex days he had often boasted of such feats. As the +hope rose her eyes widened trustfully, and this time the smile that +flowed up to them was as limpid as a child's. That was the was her +father liked her to look at him... + +The door opened, and she heard Mr. Spragg say behind her: "No, sir, I +won't--that's final." + +He came in alone, with a brooding face, and lowered himself heavily into +his chair. It was plain that the talk between the two men had had an +abrupt ending. Undine looked at her father with a passing flicker of +curiosity. Certainly it was an odd coincidence that Moffatt should have +called while she was there... + +"What did he want?" she asked, glancing back toward the door. + +Mr. Spragg mumbled his invisible toothpick. "Oh, just another of his +wild-cat schemes--some real-estate deal he's in." + +"Why did he come to YOU about it?" + +He looked away from her, fumbling among the letters on the desk. "Guess +he'd tried everybody else first. He'd go and ring the devil's front-door +bell if he thought he could get anything out of him." + +"I suppose he did himself a lot of harm by testifying in the Ararat +investigation?" + +"Yes, SIR--he's down and out this time." + +He uttered the words with a certain satisfaction. His daughter did not +answer, and they sat silent, facing each other across the littered desk. +Under their brief about Elmer Moffatt currents of rapid intelligence +seemed to be flowing between them. Suddenly Undine leaned over the desk, +her eyes widening trustfully, and the limpid smile flowing up to them. + +"Father, I did what you wanted that one time, anyhow--won't you listen +to me and help me out now?" + + + +XVIII + +Undine stood alone on the landing outside her father's office. + +Only once before had she failed to gain her end with him--and there +was a peculiar irony in the fact that Moffatt's intrusion should have +brought before her the providential result of her previous failure. Not +that she confessed to any real resemblance between the two situations. +In the present case she knew well enough what she wanted, and how to +get it. But the analogy had served her father's purpose, and Moffatt's +unlucky entrance had visibly strengthened his resistance. + +The worst of it was that the obstacles in the way were real enough. Mr. +Spragg had not put her off with vague asseverations--somewhat against +her will he had forced his proofs on her, showing her how much above his +promised allowance he had contributed in the last three years to +the support of her household. Since she could not accuse herself of +extravagance--having still full faith in her gift of "managing"--she +could only conclude that it was impossible to live on what her father +and Ralph could provide; and this seemed a practical reason for desiring +her freedom. If she and Ralph parted he would of course return to his +family, and Mr. Spragg would no longer be burdened with a helpless +son-in-law. But even this argument did not move him. Undine, as soon as +she had risked Van Degen's name, found herself face to face with a code +of domestic conduct as rigid as its exponent's business principles were +elastic. Mr. Spragg did not regard divorce as intrinsically wrong or +even inexpedient; and of its social disadvantages he had never even +heard. Lots of women did it, as Undine said, and if their reasons were +adequate they were justified. If Ralph Marvell had been a drunkard or +"unfaithful" Mr. Spragg would have approved Undine's desire to divorce +him; but that it should be prompted by her inclination for another +man--and a man with a wife of his own--was as shocking to him as it +would have been to the most uncompromising of the Dagonets and Marvells. +Such things happened, as Mr. Spragg knew, but they should not happen to +any woman of his name while he had the power to prevent it; and Undine +recognized that for the moment he had that power. + +As she emerged from the elevator she was surprised to see Moffatt in the +vestibule. His presence was an irritating reminder of her failure, and +she walked past him with a rapid bow; but he overtook her. + +"Mrs. Marvell--I've been waiting to say a word to you." + +If it had been any one else she would have passed on; but Moffatt's +voice had always a detaining power. Even now that she knew him to be +defeated and negligible, the power asserted itself, and she paused to +say: "I'm afraid I can't stop--I'm late for an engagement." + +"I shan't make you much later; but if you'd rather have me call round at +your house--" + +"Oh, I'm so seldom in." She turned a wondering look on him. "What is it +you wanted to say?" + +"Just two words. I've got an office in this building and the shortest +way would be to come up there for a minute." As her look grew distant he +added: "I think what I've got to say is worth the trip." + +His face was serious, without underlying irony: the face he wore when he +wanted to be trusted. + +"Very well," she said, turning back. + +Undine, glancing at her watch as she came out of Moffatt's office, saw +that he had been true to his promise of not keeping her more than ten +minutes. The fact was characteristic. Under all his incalculableness +there had always been a hard foundation of reliability: it seemed to be +a matter of choice with him whether he let one feel that solid bottom +or not. And in specific matters the same quality showed itself in an +accuracy of statement, a precision of conduct, that contrasted curiously +with his usual hyperbolic banter and his loose lounging manner. No one +could be more elusive yet no one could be firmer to the touch. Her +face had cleared and she moved more lightly as she left the building. +Moffatt's communication had not been completely clear to her, but she +understood the outline of the plan he had laid before her, and was +satisfied with the bargain they had struck. He had begun by reminding +her of her promise to introduce him to any friend of hers who might be +useful in the way of business. Over three years had passed since they +had made the pact, and Moffatt had kept loyally to his side of it. With +the lapse of time the whole matter had become less important to her, +but she wanted to prove her good faith, and when he reminded her of her +promise she at once admitted it. + +"Well, then--I want you to introduce me to your husband." + +Undine was surprised; but beneath her surprise she felt a quick sense of +relief. Ralph was easier to manage than so many of her friends--and it +was a mark of his present indifference to acquiesce in anything she +suggested. + +"My husband? Why, what can he do for you?" + +Moffatt explained at once, in the fewest words, as his way was when it +came to business. He was interested in a big "deal" which involved the +purchase of a piece of real estate held by a number of wrangling +heirs. The real-estate broker with whom Ralph Marvell was associated +represented these heirs, but Moffatt had his reasons for not approaching +him directly. And he didn't want to go to Marvell with a "business +proposition"--it would be better to be thrown with him socially as if by +accident. It was with that object that Moffatt had just appealed to Mr. +Spragg, but Mr. Spragg, as usual, had "turned him down," without even +consenting to look into the case. + +"He'd rather have you miss a good thing than have it come to you through +me. I don't know what on earth he thinks it's in my power to do to +you--or ever was, for that matter," he added. "Anyhow," he went on to +explain, "the power's all on your side now; and I'll show you how little +the doing will hurt you as soon as I can have a quiet chat with +your husband." He branched off again into technicalities, nebulous +projections of capital and interest, taxes and rents, from which she +finally extracted, and clung to, the central fact that if the "deal +went through" it would mean a commission of forty thousand dollars to +Marvell's firm, of which something over a fourth would come to Ralph. + +"By Jove, that's an amazing fellow!" Ralph Marvell exclaimed, turning +back into the drawing-room, a few evenings later, at the conclusion of +one of their little dinners. Undine looked up from her seat by the fire. +She had had the inspired thought of inviting Moffatt to meet Clare Van +Degen, Mrs. Fairford and Charles Bowen. It had occurred to her that +the simplest way of explaining Moffatt was to tell Ralph that she had +unexpectedly discovered an old Apex acquaintance in the protagonist of +the great Ararat Trust fight. Moffatt's defeat had not wholly divested +him of interest. As a factor in affairs he no longer inspired +apprehension, but as the man who had dared to defy Harmon B. Driscoll he +was a conspicuous and, to some minds, almost an heroic figure. + +Undine remembered that Clare and Mrs. Fairford had once expressed a wish +to see this braver of the Olympians, and her suggestion that he should +be asked meet them gave Ralph evident pleasure. It was long since she +had made any conciliatory sign to his family. + +Moffatt's social gifts were hardly of a kind to please the two ladies: +he would have shone more brightly in Peter Van Degen's set than in +his wife's. But neither Clare nor Mrs. Fairford had expected a man +of conventional cut, and Moffatt's loud easiness was obviously less +disturbing to them than to their hostess. Undine felt only his +crudeness, and the tacit criticism passed on it by the mere presence of +such men as her husband and Bowen; but Mrs. Fairford' seemed to enjoy +provoking him to fresh excesses of slang and hyperbole. Gradually she +drew him into talking of the Driscoll campaign, and he became recklessly +explicit. He seemed to have nothing to hold back: all the details of the +prodigious exploit poured from him with Homeric volume. Then he broke +off abruptly, thrusting his hands into his trouser-pockets and shaping +his red lips to a whistle which he checked as his glance met Undine's. +To conceal his embarrassment he leaned back in his chair, looked about +the table with complacency, and said "I don't mind if I do" to the +servant who approached to re-fill his champagne glass. + +The men sat long over their cigars; but after an interval Undine called +Charles Bowen into the drawing-room to settle some question in dispute +between Clare and Mrs. Fairford, and thus gave Moffatt a chance to be +alone with her husband. Now that their guests had gone she was throbbing +with anxiety to know what had passed between the two; but when Ralph +rejoined her in the drawing-room she continued to keep her eyes on the +fire and twirl her fan listlessly. + +"That's an amazing chap," Ralph repeated, looking down at her. "Where +was it you ran across him--out at Apex?" + +As he leaned against the chimney-piece, lighting his cigarette, it +struck Undine that he looked less fagged and lifeless than usual, and +she felt more and more sure that something important had happened during +the moment of isolation she had contrived. + +She opened and shut her fan reflectively. "Yes--years ago; father had +some business with him and brought him home to dinner one day." + +"And you've never seen him since?" + +She waited, as if trying to piece her recollections together. "I suppose +I must have; but all that seems so long ago," she said sighing. She had +been given, of late, to such plaintive glances toward her happy girlhood +but Ralph seemed not to notice the allusion. + +"Do you know," he exclaimed after a moment, "I don't believe the +fellow's beaten yet." + +She looked up quickly. "Don't you?" + +"No; and I could see that Bowen didn't either. He strikes me as the kind +of man who develops slowly, needs a big field, and perhaps makes some +big mistakes, but gets where he wants to in the end. Jove, I wish I +could put him in a book! There's something epic about him--a kind of +epic effrontery." + +Undine's pulses beat faster as she listened. Was it not what Moffatt had +always said of himself--that all he needed was time and elbow-room? How +odd that Ralph, who seemed so dreamy and unobservant, should instantly +have reached the same conclusion! But what she wanted to know was the +practical result of their meeting. + +"What did you and he talk about when you were smoking?" + +"Oh, he got on the Driscoll fight again--gave us some extraordinary +details. The man's a thundering brute, but he's full of observation and +humour. Then, after Bowen joined you, he told me about a new deal he's +gone into--rather a promising scheme, but on the same Titanic scale. +It's just possible, by the way, that we may be able to do something for +him: part of the property he's after is held in our office." He paused, +knowing Undine's indifference to business matters; but the face she +turned to him was alive with interest. + +"You mean you might sell the property to him?" + +"Well, if the thing comes off. There would be a big commission if we +did." He glanced down on her half ironically. "You'd like that, wouldn't +you?" + +She answered with a shade of reproach: "Why do you say that? I haven't +complained." + +"Oh, no; but I know I've been a disappointment as a money-maker." + +She leaned back in her chair, closing her eyes as if in utter weariness +and indifference, and in a moment she felt him bending over her. "What's +the matter? Don't you feel well?" + +"I'm a little tired. It's nothing." She pulled her hand away and burst +into tears. + +Ralph knelt down by her chair and put his arm about her. It was the +first time he had touched her since the night of the boy's birthday, and +the sense of her softness woke a momentary warmth in his veins. + +"What is it, dear? What is it?" + +Without turning her head she sobbed out: "You seem to think I'm too +selfish and odious--that I'm just pretending to be ill." + +"No, no," he assured her, smoothing back her hair. But she continued +to sob on in a gradual crescendo of despair, till the vehemence of her +weeping began to frighten him, and he drew her to her feet and tried to +persuade her to let herself be led upstairs. She yielded to his arm, +sobbing in short exhausted gasps, and leaning her whole weight on him as +he guided her along the passage to her bedroom. On the lounge to which +he lowered her she lay white and still, tears trickling through her +lashes and her handkerchief pressed against her lips. He recognized the +symptoms with a sinking heart: she was on the verge of a nervous attack +such as she had had in the winter, and he foresaw with dismay the +disastrous train of consequences, the doctors' and nurses' bills, and +all the attendant confusion and expense. If only Moffatt's project might +be realized--if for once he could feel a round sum in his pocket, and be +freed from the perpetual daily strain! + +The next morning Undine, though calmer, was too weak to leave her bed, +and her doctor prescribed rest and absence of worry--later, perhaps, a +change of scene. He explained to Ralph that nothing was so wearing to +a high-strung nature as monotony, and that if Mrs. Marvell were +contemplating a Newport season it was necessary that she should be +fortified to meet it. In such cases he often recommended a dash to Paris +or London, just to tone up the nervous system. + +Undine regained her strength slowly, and as the days dragged on the +suggestion of the European trip recurred with increasing frequency. But +it came always from her medical adviser: she herself had grown strangely +passive and indifferent. She continued to remain upstairs on her lounge, +seeing no one but Mrs. Heeny, whose daily ministrations had once more +been prescribed, and asking only that the noise of Paul's play should be +kept from her. His scamperings overhead disturbed her sleep, and his bed +was moved into the day nursery, above his father's room. The child's +early romping did not trouble Ralph, since he himself was always awake +before daylight. The days were not long enough to hold his cares, and +they came and stood by him through the silent hours, when there was no +other sound to drown their voices. + +Ralph had not made a success of his business. The real-estate brokers +who had taken him into partnership had done so only with the hope of +profiting by his social connections; and in this respect the alliance +had been a failure. It was in such directions that he most lacked +facility, and so far he had been of use to his partners only as an +office-drudge. He was resigned to the continuance of such drudgery, +though all his powers cried out against it; but even for the routine of +business his aptitude was small, and he began to feel that he was not +considered an addition to the firm. The difficulty of finding another +opening made him fear a break; and his thoughts turned hopefully to +Elmer Moffatt's hint of a "deal." The success of the negotiation might +bring advantages beyond the immediate pecuniary profit; and that, at the +present juncture, was important enough in itself. + +Moffatt reappeared two days after the dinner, presenting himself in West +End Avenue in the late afternoon with the explanation that the business +in hand necessitated discretion, and that he preferred not to be seen in +Ralph's office. It was a question of negotiating with the utmost privacy +for the purchase of a small strip of land between two large plots +already acquired by purchasers cautiously designated by Moffatt as his +"parties." How far he "stood in" with the parties he left it to Ralph +to conjecture; but it was plain that he had a large stake in the +transaction, and that it offered him his first chance of recovering +himself since Driscoll had "thrown" him. The owners of the coveted +plot did not seem anxious to sell, and there were personal reasons for +Moffatt's not approaching them through Ralph's partners, who were the +regular agents of the estate: so that Ralph's acquaintance with the +conditions, combined with his detachments from the case, marked him out +as a useful intermediary. + +Their first talk left Ralph with a dazzled sense of Moffatt's strength +and keenness, but with a vague doubt as to the "straightness" of the +proposed transaction. Ralph had never seen his way clearly in that dim +underworld of affairs where men of the Moffatt and Driscoll type moved +like shadowy destructive monsters beneath the darting small fry of the +surface. He knew that "business" has created its own special morality; +and his musings on man's relation to his self imposed laws had shown him +how little human conduct is generally troubled about its own sanctions. +He had a vivid sense of the things a man of his kind didn't do; but his +inability to get a mental grasp on large financial problems made it hard +to apply to them so simple a measure as this inherited standard. He only +knew, as Moffatt's plan developed, that it seemed all right while he +talked of it with its originator, but vaguely wrong when he thought it +over afterward. It occurred to him to consult his grandfather; and if he +renounced the idea for the obvious reason that Mr. Dagonet's ignorance +of business was as fathomless as his own, this was not his sole motive. +Finally it occurred to him to put the case hypothetically to Mr. +Spragg. As far as Ralph knew, his father-in-law's business record was +unblemished; yet one felt in him an elasticity of adjustment not allowed +for in the Dagonet code. + +Mr. Spragg listened thoughtfully to Ralph's statement of the case, +growling out here and there a tentative correction, and turning his +cigar between his lips as he seemed to turn the problem over in the +loose grasp of his mind. + +"Well, what's the trouble with it?" he asked at length, stretching his +big square-toed shoes against the grate of his son-in-law's dining-room, +where, in the after-dinner privacy of a family evening, Ralph had seized +the occasion to consult him. + +"The trouble?" Ralph considered. "Why, that's just what I should like +you to explain to me." + +Mr. Spragg threw back his head and stared at the garlanded French clock +on the chimney-piece. Mrs. Spragg was sitting upstairs in her daughter's +bedroom, and the silence of the house seemed to hang about the two men +like a listening presence. + +"Well, I dunno but what I agree with the doctor who said there warn't +any diseases, but only sick people. Every case is different, I guess." +Mr. Spragg, munching his cigar, turned a ruminating glance on Ralph. +"Seems to me it all boils down to one thing. Was this fellow we're +supposing about under any obligation to the other party--the one he was +trying to buy the property from?" + +Ralph hesitated. "Only the obligation recognized between decent men to +deal with each other decently." Mr. Spragg listened to this with the +suffering air of a teacher compelled to simplify upon his simplest +questions. + +"Any personal obligation, I meant. Had the other fellow done him a good +turn any time?" + +"No--I don't imagine them to have had any previous relations at all." + +His father-in-law stared. "Where's your trouble, then?" He sat for a +moment frowning at the embers. "Even when it's the other way round it +ain't always so easy to decide how far that kind of thing's binding... +and they say shipwrecked fellows'll make a meal of friend as quick as +they would of a total stranger." He drew himself together with a shake +of his shoulders and pulled back his feet from the grate. "But I don't +see the conundrum in your case, I guess it's up to both parties to take +care of their own skins." + +He rose from his chair and wandered upstairs to Undine. + +That was the Wall Street code: it all "boiled down" to the personal +obligation, to the salt eaten in the enemy's tent. Ralph's fancy +wandered off on a long trail of speculation from which he was pulled +back with a jerk by the need of immediate action. Moffatt's "deal" +could not wait: quick decisions were essential to effective action, and +brooding over ethical shades of difference might work more ill than +good in a world committed to swift adjustments. The arrival of several +unforeseen bills confirmed this view, and once Ralph had adopted it he +began to take a detached interest in the affair. + +In Paris, in his younger days, he had once attended a lesson in acting +given at the Conservatoire by one of the great lights of the theatre, +and had seen an apparently uncomplicated role of the classic repertory, +familiar to him through repeated performances, taken to pieces before +his eyes, dissolved into its component elements, and built up again with +a minuteness of elucidation and a range of reference that made him feel +as though he had been let into the secret of some age-long natural +process. As he listened to Moffatt the remembrance of that lesson came +back to him. At the outset the "deal," and his own share in it, had +seemed simple enough: he would have put on his hat and gone out on the +spot in the full assurance of being able to transact the affair. But as +Moffatt talked he began to feel as blank and blundering as the class of +dramatic students before whom the great actor had analyzed his part. The +affair was in fact difficult and complex, and Moffatt saw at once just +where the difficulties lay and how the personal idiosyncrasies of "the +parties" affected them. Such insight fascinated Ralph, and he strayed +off into wondering why it did not qualify every financier to be a +novelist, and what intrinsic barrier divided the two arts. + +Both men had strong incentives for hastening the affair; and within a +fortnight after Moffatt's first advance Ralph was able to tell him that +his offer was accepted. Over and above his personal satisfaction he felt +the thrill of the agent whom some powerful negotiator has charged with +a delicate mission: he might have been an eager young Jesuit carrying +compromising papers to his superior. It had been stimulating to work +with Moffatt, and to study at close range the large powerful instrument +of his intelligence. + +As he came out of Moffatt's office at the conclusion of this visit +Ralph met Mr. Spragg descending from his eyrie. He stopped short with a +backward glance at Moffatt's door. + +"Hallo--what were you doing in there with those cut-throats?" + +Ralph judged discretion to be essential. "Oh, just a little business for +the firm." + +Mr. Spragg said no more, but resorted to the soothing labial motion of +revolving his phantom toothpick. + +"How's Undie getting along?" he merely asked, as he and his son-in-law +descended together in the elevator. + +"She doesn't seem to feel much stronger. The doctor wants her to run +over to Europe for a few weeks. She thinks of joining her friends the +Shallums in Paris." + +Mr. Spragg was again silent, but he left the building at Ralph's side, +and the two walked along together toward Wall Street. + +Presently the older man asked: "How did you get acquainted with +Moffatt?" + +"Why, by chance--Undine ran across him somewhere and asked him to dine +the other night." + +"Undine asked him to dine?" + +"Yes: she told me you used to know him out at Apex." + +Mr. Spragg appeared to search his memory for confirmation of the fact. +"I believe he used to be round there at one time. I've never heard any +good of him yet." He paused at a crossing and looked probingly at his +son-in-law. "Is she terribly set on this trip to Europe?" + +Ralph smiled. "You know how it is when she takes a fancy to do +anything--" + +Mr. Spragg, by a slight lift of his brooding brows, seemed to convey a +deep if unspoken response. + +"Well, I'd let her do it this time--I'd let her do it," he said as he +turned down the steps of the Subway. + +Ralph was surprised, for he had gathered from some frightened references +of Mrs. Spragg's that Undine's parents had wind of her European plan and +were strongly opposed to it. He concluded that Mr. Spragg had long since +measured the extent of profitable resistance, and knew just when it +became vain to hold out against his daughter or advise others to do so. + +Ralph, for his own part, had no inclination to resist. As he left +Moffatt's office his inmost feeling was one of relief. He had reached +the point of recognizing that it was best for both that his wife should +go. When she returned perhaps their lives would readjust themselves--but +for the moment he longed for some kind of benumbing influence, something +that should give relief to the dull daily ache of feeling her so near +and yet so inaccessible. Certainly there were more urgent uses for their +brilliant wind-fall: heavy arrears of household debts had to be met, and +the summer would bring its own burden. But perhaps another stroke of +luck might befall him: he was getting to have the drifting dependence +on "luck" of the man conscious of his inability to direct his life. And +meanwhile it seemed easier to let Undine have what she wanted. + +Undine, on the whole, behaved with discretion. She received the good +news languidly and showed no unseemly haste to profit by it. But it was +as hard to hide the light in her eyes as to dissemble the fact that she +had not only thought out every detail of the trip in advance, but had +decided exactly how her husband and son were to be disposed of in her +absence. Her suggestion that Ralph should take Paul to his grandparents, +and that the West End Avenue house should be let for the summer, was too +practical not to be acted on; and Ralph found she had already put her +hand on the Harry Lipscombs, who, after three years of neglect, were to +be dragged back to favour and made to feel, as the first step in their +reinstatement, the necessity of hiring for the summer months a cool airy +house on the West Side. On her return from Europe, Undine explained, she +would of course go straight to Ralph and the boy in the Adirondacks; and +it seemed a foolish extravagance to let the house stand empty when the +Lipscombs were so eager to take it. + +As the day of departure approached it became harder for her to temper +her beams; but her pleasure showed itself so amiably that Ralph began +to think she might, after all, miss the boy and himself more than she +imagined. She was tenderly preoccupied with Paul's welfare, and, to +prepare for his translation to his grandparents' she gave the household +in Washington Square more of her time than she had accorded it since her +marriage. She explained that she wanted Paul to grow used to his new +surroundings; and with that object she took him frequently to his +grandmother's, and won her way into old Mr. Dagonet's sympathies by her +devotion to the child and her pretty way of joining in his games. + +Undine was not consciously acting a part: this new phase was as natural +to her as the other. In the joy of her gratified desires she wanted to +make everybody about her happy. If only everyone would do as she wished +she would never be unreasonable. She much preferred to see smiling faces +about her, and her dread of the reproachful and dissatisfied countenance +gave the measure of what she would do to avoid it. + +These thoughts were in her mind when, a day or two before sailing, she +came out of the Washington Square house with her boy. It was a late +spring afternoon, and she and Paul had lingered on till long past the +hour sacred to his grandfather's nap. Now, as she came out into the +square she saw that, however well Mr. Dagonet had borne their protracted +romp, it had left his playmate flushed and sleepy; and she lifted Paul +in her arms to carry him to the nearest cab-stand. + +As she raised herself she saw a thick-set figure approaching her across +the square; and a moment later she was shaking hands with Elmer Moffatt. +In the bright spring air he looked seasonably glossy and prosperous; and +she noticed that he wore a bunch of violets in his buttonhole. His small +black eyes twinkled with approval as they rested on her, and Undine +reflected that, with Paul's arms about her neck, and his little flushed +face against her own, she must present a not unpleasing image of young +motherhood. + +"That the heir apparent?" Moffatt asked; adding "Happy to make your +acquaintance, sir," as the boy, at Undine's bidding, held out a fist +sticky with sugarplums. + +"He's been spending the afternoon with his grandfather, and they played +so hard that he's sleepy," she explained. Little Paul, at that stage in +his career, had a peculiar grace of wide-gazing deep-lashed eyes and +arched cherubic lips, and Undine saw that Moffatt was not insensible +to the picture she and her son composed. She did not dislike his +admiration, for she no longer felt any shrinking from him--she would +even have been glad to thank him for the service he had done her husband +if she had known how to allude to it without awkwardness. Moffatt seemed +equally pleased at the meeting, and they looked at each other almost +intimately over Paul's tumbled curls. + +"He's a mighty fine fellow and no mistake--but isn't he rather an armful +for you?" Moffatt asked, his eyes lingering with real kindliness on the +child's face. + +"Oh, we haven't far to go. I'll pick up a cab at the corner." + +"Well, let me carry him that far anyhow," said Moffatt. + +Undine was glad to be relieved of her burden, for she was unused to the +child's weight, and disliked to feel that her skirt was dragging on +the pavement. "Go to the gentleman, Pauly--he'll carry you better than +mother," she said. + +The little boy's first movement was one of recoil from the ruddy +sharp-eyed countenance that was so unlike his father's delicate face; +but he was an obedient child, and after a moment's hesitation he wound +his arms trustfully about the red gentleman's neck. + +"That's a good fellow--sit tight and I'll give you a ride," Moffatt +cried, hoisting the boy to his shoulder. + +Paul was not used to being perched at such a height, and his nature was +hospitable to new impressions. "Oh, I like it up here--you're higher +than father!" he exclaimed; and Moffatt hugged him with a laugh. + +"It must feel mighty good to come uptown to a fellow like you in the +evenings," he said, addressing the child but looking at Undine, who also +laughed a little. + +"Oh, they're a dreadful nuisance, you know; but Paul's a very good boy." + +"I wonder if he knows what a friend I've been to him lately," Moffatt +went on, as they turned into Fifth Avenue. + +Undine smiled: she was glad he should have given her an opening. "He +shall be told as soon as he's old enough to thank you. I'm so glad you +came to Ralph about that business." + +"Oh I gave him a leg up, and I guess he's given me one too. Queer the +way things come round--he's fairly put me in the way of a fresh start." + +Their eyes met in a silence which Undine was the first to break. "It's +been awfully nice of you to do what you've done--right along. And this +last thing has made a lot of difference to us." + +"Well, I'm glad you feel that way. I never wanted to be anything but +'nice,' as you call it." Moffatt paused a moment and then added: "If +you're less scared of me than your father is I'd be glad to call round +and see you once in a while." + +The quick blood rushed to her cheeks. There was nothing challenging, +demanding in his tone--she guessed at once that if he made the request +it was simply for the pleasure of being with her, and she liked the +magnanimity implied. Nevertheless she was not sorry to have to answer: +"Of course I'll always be glad to see you--only, as it happens, I'm just +sailing for Europe." + +"For Europe?" The word brought Moffatt to a stand so abruptly that +little Paul lurched on his shoulder. + +"For Europe?" he repeated. "Why, I thought you said the other evening +you expected to stay on in town till July. Didn't you think of going to +the Adirondacks?" + +Flattered by his evident disappointment, she became high and careless in +her triumph. "Oh, yes,--but that's all changed. Ralph and the boy are +going, but I sail on Saturday to join some friends in Paris--and later I +may do some motoring in Switzerland an Italy." + +She laughed a little in the mere enjoyment of putting her plans into +words and Moffatt laughed too, but with an edge of sarcasm. + +"I see--I see: everything's changed, as you say, and your husband can +blow you off to the trip. Well, I hope you'll have a first-class time." + +Their glances crossed again, and something in his cool scrutiny impelled +Undine to say, with a burst of candour: "If I do, you know, I shall owe +it all to you!" + +"Well, I always told you I meant to act white by you," he answered. + +They walked on in silence, and presently he began again in his usual +joking strain: "See what one of the Apex girls has been up to?" + +Apex was too remote for her to understand the reference, and he went on: +"Why, Millard Binch's wife--Indiana Frusk that was. Didn't you see in +the papers that Indiana'd fixed it up with James J. Rolliver to marry +her? They say it was easy enough squaring Millard Binch--you'd know it +WOULD be--but it cost Roliver near a million to mislay Mrs. R. and the +children. Well, Indiana's pulled it off, anyhow; she always WAS a bright +girl. But she never came up to you." + +"Oh--" she stammered with a laugh, astonished and agitated by his news. +Indiana Frusk and Rolliver! It showed how easily the thing could be +done. If only her father had listened to her! If a girl like Indiana +Frusk could gain her end so easily, what might not Undine have +accomplished? She knew Moffatt was right in saying that Indiana had +never come up to her...She wondered how the marriage would strike Van +Degen... + +She signalled to a cab and they walked toward it without speaking. +Undine was recalling with intensity that one of Indiana's shoulders was +higher than the other, and that people in Apex had thought her lucky to +catch Millard Binch, the druggist's clerk, when Undine herself had cast +him off after a lingering engagement. And now Indiana Frusk was to be +Mrs. James J. Rolliver! + +Undine got into the cab and bent forward to take little Paul. + +Moffatt lowered his charge with exaggerated care, and a "Steady there, +steady," that made the child laugh; then, stooping over, he put a kiss +on Paul's lips before handing him over to his mother. + + + +XIX + +"The Parisian Diamond Company--Anglo-American branch." + +Charles Bowen, seated, one rainy evening of the Paris season, in a +corner of the great Nouveau Luxe restaurant, was lazily trying to +resolve his impressions of the scene into the phrases of a letter to his +old friend Mrs. Henley Fairford. + +The long habit of unwritten communion with this lady--in no way +conditioned by the short rare letters they actually exchanged--usually +caused his notations, in absence, to fall into such terms when the +subject was of a kind to strike an answering flash from her. And who +but Mrs. Fairford would see, from his own precise angle, the fantastic +improbability, the layers on layers of unsubstantialness, on which the +seemingly solid scene before him rested? + +The dining-room of the Nouveau Luxe was at its fullest, and, having +contracted on the garden side through stress of weather, had even +overflowed to the farther end of the long hall beyond; so that Bowen, +from his corner, surveyed a seemingly endless perspective of plumed +and jewelled heads, of shoulders bare or black-coated, encircling the +close-packed tables. He had come half an hour before the time he had +named to his expected guest, so that he might have the undisturbed +amusement of watching the picture compose itself again before his eyes. +During some forty years' perpetual exercise of his perceptions he had +never come across anything that gave them the special titillation +produced by the sight of the dinner-hour at the Nouveau Luxe: the same +sense of putting his hand on human nature's passion for the factitious, +its incorrigible habit of imitating the imitation. + +As he sat watching the familiar faces swept toward him on the rising +tide of arrival--for it was one of the joys of the scene that the type +was always the same even when the individual was not--he hailed with +renewed appreciation this costly expression of a social ideal. The +dining-room at the Nouveau Luxe represented, on such a spring evening, +what unbounded material power had devised for the delusion of its +leisure: a phantom "society," with all the rules, smirks, gestures of +its model, but evoked out of promiscuity and incoherence while the other +had been the product of continuity and choice. And the instinct which +had driven a new class of world-compellers to bind themselves to slavish +imitation of the superseded, and their prompt and reverent faith in +the reality of the sham they had created, seemed to Bowen the most +satisfying proof of human permanence. + +With this thought in his mind he looked up to greet his guest. The Comte +Raymond de Chelles, straight, slim and gravely smiling, came toward him +with frequent pauses of salutation at the crowded tables; saying, as he +seated himself and turned his pleasant eyes on the scene: "Il n'y a pas +a dire, my dear Bowen, it's charming and sympathetic and original--we +owe America a debt of gratitude for inventing it!" + +Bowen felt a last touch of satisfaction: they were the very words to +complete his thought. + +"My dear fellow, it's really you and your kind who are responsible. It's +the direct creation of feudalism, like all the great social upheavals!" + +Raymond de Chelles stroked his handsome brown moustache. "I should have +said, on the contrary, that one enjoyed it for the contrast. It's such +a refreshing change from our institutions--which are, nevertheless, the +necessary foundations of society. But just as one may have an infinite +admiration for one's wife, and yet occasionally--" he waved a light hand +toward the spectacle. "This, in the social order, is the diversion, the +permitted diversion, that your original race has devised: a kind of +superior Bohemia, where one may be respectable without being bored." + +Bowen laughed. "You've put it in a nutshell: the ideal of the American +woman is to be respectable without being bored; and from that point of +view this world they've invented has more originality than I gave it +credit for." + +Chelles thoughtfully unfolded his napkin. "My impression's a superficial +one, of course--for as to what goes on underneath--!" He looked across +the room. "If I married I shouldn't care to have my wife come here too +often." + +Bowen laughed again. "She'd be as safe as in a bank! Nothing ever goes +on! Nothing that ever happens here is real." + +"Ah, quant a cela--" the Frenchman murmured, inserting a fork into +his melon. Bowen looked at him with enjoyment--he was such a precious +foot-note to the page! The two men, accidentally thrown together some +years previously during a trip up the Nile, always met again with +pleasure when Bowen returned to France. Raymond de Chelles, who came of +a family of moderate fortune, lived for the greater part of the year on +his father's estates in Burgundy; but he came up every spring to the +entresol of the old Marquis's hotel for a two months' study of human +nature, applying to the pursuit the discriminating taste and transient +ardour that give the finest bloom to pleasure. Bowen liked him as a +companion and admired him as a charming specimen of the Frenchman of his +class, embodying in his lean, fatigued and finished person that happy +mean of simplicity and intelligence of which no other race has found the +secret. If Raymond de Chelles had been English he would have been a +mere fox-hunting animal, with appetites but without tastes; but in his +lighter Gallic clay the wholesome territorial savour, the inherited +passion for sport and agriculture, were blent with an openness to finer +sensations, a sense of the come-and-go of ideas, under which one felt +the tight hold of two or three inherited notions, religious, political, +and domestic, in total contradiction to his surface attitude. That the +inherited notions would in the end prevail, everything in his appearance +declared from the distinguished slant of his nose to the narrow forehead +under his thinning hair; he was the kind of man who would inevitably +"revert" when he married. But meanwhile the surface he presented to the +play of life was broad enough to take in the fantastic spectacle of the +Nouveau Luxe; and to see its gestures reflected in a Latin consciousness +was an endless entertainment to Bowen. + +The tone of his guest's last words made him take them up. "But is the +lady you allude to more than a hypothesis? Surely you're not thinking of +getting married?" + +Chelles raised his eye-brows ironically. "When hasn't one to think of +it, in my situation? One hears of nothing else at home--one knows that, +like death, it has to come." His glance, which was still mustering the +room, came to a sudden pause and kindled. + +"Who's the lady over there--fair-haired, in white--the one who's just +come in with the red-faced man? They seem to be with a party of your +compatriots." + +Bowen followed his glance to a neighbouring table, where, at the moment, +Undine Marvell was seating herself at Peter Van Degen's side, in the +company of the Harvey Shallums, the beautiful Mrs. Beringer and a dozen +other New York figures. + +She was so placed that as she took her seat she recognized Bowen and +sent him a smile across the tables. She was more simply dressed than +usual, and the pink lights, warming her cheeks and striking gleams from +her hair, gave her face a dewy freshness that was new to Bowen. He +had always thought her beauty too obvious, too bathed in the bright +publicity of the American air; but to-night she seemed to have been +brushed by the wing of poetry, and its shadow lingered in her eyes. + +Chelles' gaze made it evident that he had received the same impression. + +"One is sometimes inclined to deny your compatriots actual beauty--to +charge them with producing the effect without having the features; but +in this case--you say you know the lady?" + +"Yes: she's the wife of an old friend." + +"The wife? She's married? There, again, it's so puzzling! Your +young girls look so experienced, and your married women sometimes +so--unmarried." + +"Well, they often are--in these days of divorce!" + +The other's interest quickened. "Your friend's divorced?" + +"Oh, no; heaven forbid! Mrs. Marvell hasn't been long married; and it +was a love-match of the good old kind." + +"Ah--and the husband? Which is he?" + +"He's not here--he's in New York." + +"Feverishly adding to a fortune already monstrous?" + +"No; not precisely monstrous. The Marvells are not well off," said +Bowen, amused by his friend's interrogations. + +"And he allows an exquisite being like that to come to Paris without +him--and in company with the red-faced gentleman who seems so alive to +his advantages?" + +"We don't 'allow' our women this or that; I don't think we set much +store by the compulsory virtues." + +His companion received this with amusement. "If: you're as detached as +that, why does the obsolete institution of marriage survive with you?" + +"Oh, it still has its uses. One couldn't be divorced without it." + +Chelles laughed again; but his straying eye still followed the same +direction, and Bowen noticed that the fact was not unremarked by the +object of his contemplation. Undine's party was one of the liveliest in +the room: the American laugh rose above the din of the orchestra as the +American toilets dominated the less daring effects at the other +tables. Undine, on entering, had seemed to be in the same mood as her +companions; but Bowen saw that, as she became conscious of his friend's +observation, she isolated herself in a kind of soft abstraction; and +he admired the adaptability which enabled her to draw from such +surroundings the contrasting graces of reserve. + +They had greeted each other with all the outer signs of cordiality, +but Bowen fancied she would not care to have him speak to her. She was +evidently dining with Van Degen, and Van Degen's proximity was the last +fact she would wish to have transmitted to the critics in Washington +Square. Bowen was therefore surprised when, as he rose to leave the +restaurant, he heard himself hailed by Peter. + +"Hallo--hold on! When did you come over? Mrs. Marvell's dying for the +last news about the old homestead." + +Undine's smile confirmed the appeal. She wanted to know how lately Bowen +had left New York, and pressed him to tell her when he had last seen her +boy, how he was looking, and whether Ralph had been persuaded to go down +to Clare's on Saturdays and get a little riding and tennis? And dear +Laura--was she well too, and was Paul with her, or still with his +grandmother? They were all dreadfully bad correspondents, and so was +she. Undine laughingly admitted; and when Ralph had last written her +these questions had still been undecided. + +As she smiled up at Bowen he saw her glance stray to the spot where his +companion hovered; and when the diners rose to move toward the garden +for coffee she said, with a sweet note and a detaining smile: "Do come +with us--I haven't half finished." + +Van Degen echoed the request, and Bowen, amused by Undine's arts, was +presently introducing Chelles, and joining with him in the party's +transit to the terrace. The rain had ceased, and under the clear evening +sky the restaurant garden opened green depths that skilfully hid its +narrow boundaries. Van Degen's company was large enough to surround +two of the tables on the terrace, and Bowen noted the skill with which +Undine, leaving him to Mrs. Shallum's care, contrived to draw Raymond de +Chelles to the other table. Still more noticeable was the effect of +this stratagem on Van Degen, who also found himself relegated to Mrs. +Shallum's group. Poor Peter's state was betrayed by the irascibility +which wreaked itself on a jostling waiter, and found cause for loud +remonstrance in the coldness of the coffee and the badness of the +cigars; and Bowen, with something more than the curiosity of the +looker-on, wondered whether this were the real clue to Undine's conduct. +He had always smiled at Mrs. Fairford's fears for Ralph's domestic +peace. He thought Undine too clear-headed to forfeit the advantages of +her marriage; but it now struck him that she might have had a glimpse +of larger opportunities. Bowen, at the thought, felt the pang of +the sociologist over the individual havoc wrought by every social +readjustment: it had so long been clear to him that poor Ralph was a +survival, and destined, as such, to go down in any conflict with the +rising forces. + + + +XX + +Some six weeks later. Undine Marvell stood at the window smiling down on +her recovered Paris. + +Her hotel sitting-room had, as usual, been flowered, cushioned and +lamp-shaded into a delusive semblance of stability; and she had really +felt, for the last few weeks, that the life she was leading there must +be going to last--it seemed so perfect an answer to all her wants! + +As she looked out at the thronged street, on which the summer light lay +like a blush of pleasure, she felt herself naturally akin to all the +bright and careless freedom of the scene. She had been away from +Paris for two days, and the spectacle before her seemed more rich and +suggestive after her brief absence from it. Her senses luxuriated in all +its material details: the thronging motors, the brilliant shops, the +novelty and daring of the women's dresses, the piled-up colours of +the ambulant flower-carts, the appetizing expanse of the fruiterers' +windows, even the chromatic effects of the petits fours behind the +plate-glass of the pastry-cooks: all the surface-sparkle and variety of +the inexhaustible streets of Paris. + +The scene before her typified to Undine her first real taste of life. +How meagre and starved the past appeared in comparison with this +abundant present! The noise, the crowd, the promiscuity beneath her eyes +symbolized the glare and movement of her life. Every moment of her days +was packed with excitement and exhilaration. Everything amused her: the +long hours of bargaining and debate with dress-makers and jewellers, the +crowded lunches at fashionable restaurants, the perfunctory dash through +a picture-show or the lingering visit to the last new milliner; the +afternoon motor-rush to some leafy suburb, where tea and musics and +sunset were hastily absorbed on a crowded terrace above the Seine; the +whirl home through the Bois to dress for dinner and start again on the +round of evening diversions; the dinner at the Nouveau Luxe or the +Cafe de Paris, and the little play at the Capucines or the Varietes, +followed, because the night was "too lovely," and it was a shame to +waste it, by a breathless flight back to the Bois, with supper in one +of its lamp-hung restaurants, or, if the weather forbade, a tumultuous +progress through the midnight haunts where "ladies" were not supposed +to show themselves, and might consequently taste the thrill of being +occasionally taken for their opposites. + +As the varied vision unrolled itself, Undine contrasted it with the pale +monotony of her previous summers. The one she most resented was the +first after her marriage, the European summer out of whose joys she had +been cheated by her own ignorance and Ralph's perversity. They had been +free then, there had been no child to hamper their movements, their +money anxieties had hardly begun, the face of life had been fresh and +radiant, and she had been doomed to waste such opportunities on a +succession of ill-smelling Italian towns. She still felt it to be her +deepest grievance against her husband; and now that, after four years of +petty household worries, another chance of escape had come, he already +wanted to drag her back to bondage! + +This fit of retrospection had been provoked by two letters which had +come that morning. One was from Ralph, who began by reminding her that +he had not heard from her for weeks, and went on to point out, in his +usual tone of good-humoured remonstrance, that since her departure the +drain on her letter of credit had been deep and constant. "I wanted +you," he wrote, "to get all the fun you could out of the money I made +last spring; but I didn't think you'd get through it quite so fast. Try +to come home without leaving too many bills behind you. Your illness and +Paul's cost more than I expected, and Lipscomb has had a bad knock in +Wall Street, and hasn't yet paid his first quarter..." + +Always the same monotonous refrain! Was it her fault that she and the +boy had been ill? Or that Harry Lipscomb had been "on the wrong side" of +Wall Street? Ralph seemed to have money on the brain: his business life +had certainly deteriorated him. And, since he hadn't made a success of +it after all, why shouldn't he turn back to literature and try to write +his novel? Undine, the previous winter, had been dazzled by the figures +which a well-known magazine editor, whom she had met at dinner had named +as within reach of the successful novelist. She perceived for the first +time that literature was becoming fashionable, and instantly decided +that it would be amusing and original if she and Ralph should owe their +prosperity to his talent. She already saw herself, as the wife of a +celebrated author, wearing "artistic" dresses and doing the drawing-room +over with Gothic tapestries and dim lights in altar candle-sticks. But +when she suggested Ralph's taking up his novel he answered with a laugh +that his brains were sold to the firm--that when he came back at night +the tank was empty...And now he wanted her to sail for home in a week! + +The other letter excited a deeper resentment. It was an appeal from +Laura Fairford to return and look after Ralph. He was overworked and out +of spirits, she wrote, and his mother and sister, reluctant as they +were to interfere, felt they ought to urge Undine to come back to him. +Details followed, unwelcome and officious. What right had Laura Fairford +to preach to her of wifely obligations? No doubt Charles Bowen had sent +home a highly-coloured report--and there was really a certain irony in +Mrs. Fairford's criticizing her sister-in-law's conduct on information +obtained from such a source! Undine turned from the window and threw +herself down on her deeply cushioned sofa. She was feeling the pleasant +fatigue consequent on her trip to the country, whither she and Mrs. +Shallum had gone with Raymond de Chelles to spend a night at the old +Marquis's chateau. When her travelling companions, an hour earlier, had +left her at her door, she had half-promised to rejoin them for a late +dinner in the Bois; and as she leaned back among the cushions disturbing +thoughts were banished by the urgent necessity of deciding what dress +she should wear. + +These bright weeks of the Parisian spring had given her a first real +glimpse into the art of living. From the experts who had taught her to +subdue the curves of her figure and soften her bright free stare with +dusky pencillings, to the skilled purveyors of countless forms of +pleasure--the theatres and restaurants, the green and blossoming +suburbs, the whole shining shifting spectacle of nights and days--every +sight and sound and word had combined to charm her perceptions and +refine her taste. And her growing friendship with Raymond de Chelles had +been the most potent of these influences. + +Chelles, at once immensely "taken," had not only shown his eagerness to +share in the helter-skelter motions of Undine's party, but had given her +glimpses of another, still more brilliant existence, that life of the +inaccessible "Faubourg" of which the first tantalizing hints had but +lately reached her. Hitherto she had assumed that Paris existed for the +stranger, that its native life was merely an obscure foundation for +the dazzling superstructure of hotels and restaurants in which her +compatriots disported themselves. But lately she had begun to hear +about other American women, the women who had married into the French +aristocracy, and who led, in the high-walled houses beyond the Seine +which she had once thought so dull and dingy, a life that made her own +seem as undistinguished as the social existence of the Mealey +House. Perhaps what most exasperated her was the discovery, in this +impenetrable group, of the Miss Wincher who had poisoned her far-off +summer at Potash Springs. To recognize her old enemy in the Marquise de +Trezac who so frequently figured in the Parisian chronicle was the more +irritating to Undine because her intervening social experiences had +caused her to look back on Nettie Wincher as a frumpy girl who wouldn't +have "had a show" in New York. + +Once more all the accepted values were reversed, and it turned out that +Miss Wincher had been in possession of some key to success on which +Undine had not yet put her hand. To know that others were indifferent to +what she had thought important was to cheapen all present pleasure and +turn the whole force of her desires in a new direction. What she wanted +for the moment was to linger on in Paris, prolonging her flirtation with +Chelles, and profiting by it to detach herself from her compatriots and +enter doors closed to their approach. And Chelles himself attracted +her: she thought him as "sweet" as she had once thought Ralph, whose +fastidiousness and refinement were blent in him with a delightful +foreign vivacity. His chief value, however, lay in his power of exciting +Van Degen's jealousy. She knew enough of French customs to be aware that +such devotion as Chelles' was not likely to have much practical bearing +on her future; but Peter had an alarming way of lapsing into security, +and as a spur to his ardour she knew the value of other men's +attentions. + +It had become Undine's fixed purpose to bring Van Degen to a definite +expression of his intentions. The case of Indiana Frusk, whose brilliant +marriage the journals of two continents had recently chronicled with +unprecedented richness of detail, had made less impression on him than +she hoped. He treated it as a comic episode without special bearing on +their case, and once, when Undine cited Rolliver's expensive fight for +freedom as an instance of the power of love over the most invulnerable +natures, had answered carelessly: "Oh, his first wife was a laundress, I +believe." + +But all about them couples were unpairing and pairing again with an ease +and rapidity that encouraged Undine to bide her time. It was simply a +question of making Van Degen want her enough, and of not being obliged +to abandon the game before he wanted her as much as she meant he should. +This was precisely what would happen if she were compelled to leave +Paris now. Already the event had shown how right she had been to come +abroad: the attention she attracted in Paris had reawakened Van Degen's +fancy, and her hold over him was stronger than when they had parted +in America. But the next step must be taken with coolness and +circumspection; and she must not throw away what she had gained by going +away at a stage when he was surer of her than she of him. She was still +intensely considering these questions when the door behind her opened +and he came in. + +She looked up with a frown and he gave a deprecating laugh. "Didn't I +knock? Don't look so savage! They told me downstairs you'd got back, and +I just bolted in without thinking." + +He had widened and purpled since their first encounter, five years +earlier, but his features had not matured. His face was still the +face of a covetous bullying boy, with a large appetite for primitive +satisfactions and a sturdy belief in his intrinsic right to them. It was +all the more satisfying to Undine's vanity to see his look change at her +tone from command to conciliation, and from conciliation to the entreaty +of a capriciously-treated animal. + +"What a ridiculous hour for a visit!" she exclaimed, ignoring his +excuse. "Well, if you disappear like that, without a word--" + +"I told my maid to telephone you I was going away." + +"You couldn't make time to do it yourself, I suppose?" + +"We rushed off suddenly; I'd hardly time to get to the station." + +"You rushed off where, may I ask?" Van Degen still lowered down on her. + +"Oh didn't I tell you? I've been down staying at Chelles' chateau in +Burgundy." Her face lit up and she raised herself eagerly on her elbow. + +"It's the most wonderful old house you ever saw: a real castle, with +towers, and water all round it, and a funny kind of bridge they pull up. +Chelles said he wanted me to see just how they lived at home, and I did; +I saw everything: the tapestries that Louis Quinze gave them, and the +family portraits, and the chapel, where their own priest says mass, and +they sit by themselves in a balcony with crowns all over it. The priest +was a lovely old man--he said he'd give anything to convert me. Do you +know, I think there's something very beautiful about the Roman Catholic +religion? I've often felt I might have been happier if I'd had some +religious influence in my life." + +She sighed a little, and turned her head away. She flattered herself +that she had learned to strike the right note with Van Degen. At this +crucial stage he needed a taste of his own methods, a glimpse of the +fact that there were women in the world who could get on without him. + +He continued to gaze down at her sulkily. "Were the old people there? +You never told me you knew his mother." + +"I don't. They weren't there. But it didn't make a bit of difference, +because Raymond sent down a cook from the Luxe." + +"Oh, Lord," Van Degen groaned, dropping down on the end of the sofa. +"Was the cook got down to chaperon you?" + +Undine laughed. "You talk like Ralph! I had Bertha with me." + +"BERTHA!" His tone of contempt surprised her. She had supposed that Mrs. +Shallum's presence had made the visit perfectly correct. + +"You went without knowing his parents, and without their inviting you? +Don't you know what that sort of thing means out here? Chelles did it +to brag about you at his club. He wants to compromise you--that's his +game!" + +"Do you suppose he does?" A flicker of a smile crossed her lips. "I'm +so unconventional: when I like a man I never stop to think about such +things. But I ought to, of course--you're quite right." She looked at +Van Degen thoughtfully. "At any rate, he's not a married man." + +Van Degen had got to his feet again and was standing accusingly before +her; but as she spoke the blood rose to his neck and ears. "What +difference does that make?" + +"It might make a good deal. I see," she added, "how careful I ought to +be about going round with you." + +"With ME?" His face fell at the retort; then he broke into a laugh. He +adored Undine's "smartness," which was of precisely the same quality +as his own. "Oh, that's another thing: you can always trust me to look +after you!" + +"With your reputation? Much obliged!" + +Van Degen smiled. She knew he liked such allusions, and was pleased that +she thought him compromising. + +"Oh, I'm as good as gold. You've made a new man of me!" + +"Have I?" She considered him in silence for a moment. "I wonder what +you've done to me but make a discontented woman of me--discontented with +everything I had before I knew you?" + +The change of tone was thrilling to him. He forgot her mockery, forgot +his rival, and sat down at her side, almost in possession of her waist. +"Look here," he asked, "where are we going to dine to-night?" + +His nearness was not agreeable to Undine, but she liked his free way, +his contempt for verbal preliminaries. Ralph's reserves and delicacies, +his perpetual desire that he and she should be attuned to the same key, +had always vaguely bored her; whereas in Van Degen's manner she felt a +hint of the masterful way that had once subdued her in Elmer Moffatt. +But she drew back, releasing herself. + +"To-night? I can't--I'm engaged." + +"I know you are: engaged to ME! You promised last Sunday you'd dine with +me out of town to-night." + +"How can I remember what I promised last Sunday? Besides, after what +you've said, I see I oughtn't to." + +"What do you mean by what I've said?" + +"Why, that I'm imprudent; that people are talking--" + +He stood up with an angry laugh. "I suppose you're dining with Chelles. +Is that it?" + +"Is that the way you cross-examine Clare?" + +"I don't care a hang what Clare does--I never have." + +"That must--in some ways--be rather convenient for her!" + +"Glad you think so. ARE you dining with him?" + +She slowly turned the wedding-ring upon her finger. "You know I'm NOT +married to you--yet!" + +He took a random turn through the room; then he came back and planted +himself wrathfully before her. "Can't you see the man's doing his best +to make a fool of you?" + +She kept her amused gaze on him. "Does it strike you that it's such an +awfully easy thing to do?" + +The edges of his ears were purple. "I sometimes think it's easier for +these damned little dancing-masters than for one of us." + +Undine was still smiling up at him; but suddenly her grew grave. "What +does it matter what I do or don't do, when Ralph has ordered me home +next week?" + +"Ordered you home?" His face changed. "Well, you're not going, are you?" + +"What's the use of saying such things?" She gave a disenchanted laugh. +"I'm a poor man's wife, and can't do the things my friends do. It's not +because Ralph loves me that he wants me back--it's simply because he +can't afford to let me stay!" + +Van Degen's perturbation was increasing. "But you mustn't go--it's +preposterous! Why should a woman like you be sacrificed when a lot of +dreary frumps have everything they want? Besides, you can't chuck me +like this! Why, we're all to motor down to Aix next week, and perhaps +take a dip into Italy--" + +"OH, ITALY--" she murmured on a note of yearning. + +He was closer now, and had her hands. "You'd love that, wouldn't you? +As far as Venice, anyhow; and then in August there's Trouville--you've +never tried Trouville? There's an awfully jolly crowd there--and the +motoring's ripping in Normandy. If you say so I'll take a villa there +instead of going back to Newport. And I'll put the Sorceress in +commission, and you can make up parties and run off whenever you like, +to Scotland or Norway--" He hung above her. "Don't dine with Chelles +to-night! Come with me, and we'll talk things over; and next week we'll +run down to Trouville to choose the villa." + +Undine's heart was beating fast, but she felt within her a strange lucid +force of resistance. Because of that sense of security she left her +hands in Van Degen's. So Mr. Spragg might have felt at the tensest hour +of the Pure Water move. She leaned forward, holding her suitor off by +the pressure of her bent-back palms. + +"Kiss me good-bye, Peter; I sail on Wednesday," she said. + +It was the first time she had permitted him a kiss, and as his face +darkened down on her she felt a moment's recoil. But her physical +reactions were never very acute: she always vaguely wondered why +people made "such a fuss," were so violently for or against such +demonstrations. A cool spirit within her seemed to watch over and +regulate her sensations, and leave her capable of measuring the +intensity of those she provoked. + +She turned to look at the clock. "You must go now--I shall be hours late +for dinner." + +"Go--after that?" He held her fast. "Kiss me again," he commanded. + +It was wonderful how cool she felt--how easily she could slip out of his +grasp! Any man could be managed like a child if he were really in love +with one.... + +"Don't be a goose, Peter; do you suppose I'd have kissed you if--" + +"If what--what--what?" he mimicked her ecstatically, not listening. + +She saw that if she wished to make him hear her she must put more +distance between them, and she rose and moved across the room. From the +fireplace she turned to add--"if we hadn't been saying good-bye?" + +"Good-bye--now? What's the use of talking like that?" He jumped up and +followed her. "Look here, Undine--I'll do anything on earth you want; +only don't talk of going! If you'll only stay I'll make it all as +straight and square as you please. I'll get Bertha Shallum to stop over +with you for the summer; I'll take a house at Trouville and make my wife +come out there. Hang it, she SHALL, if you say so! Only be a little good +to me!" + +Still she stood before him without speaking, aware that her implacable +brows and narrowed lips would hold him off as long as she chose. + +"What's the matter. Undine? Why don't you answer? You know you can't go +back to that deadly dry-rot!" + +She swept about on him with indignant eyes. "I can't go on with my +present life either. It's hateful--as hateful as the other. If I don't +go home I've got to decide on something different." + +"What do you mean by 'something different'?" She was silent, and he +insisted: "Are you really thinking of marrying Chelles?" + +She started as if he had surprised a secret. "I'll never forgive you if +you speak of it--" + +"Good Lord! Good Lord!" he groaned. + +She remained motionless, with lowered lids, and he went up to her and +pulled her about so that she faced him. "Undine, honour bright--do you +think he'll marry you?" + +She looked at him with a sudden hardness in her eyes. "I really can't +discuss such things with you." + +"Oh, for the Lord's sake don't take that tone! I don't half know what +I'm saying...but you mustn't throw yourself away a second time. I'll do +anything you want--I swear I will!" + +A knock on the door sent them apart, and a servant entered with a +telegram. + +Undine turned away to the window with the narrow blue slip. She was glad +of the interruption: the sense of what she had at stake made her want to +pause a moment and to draw breath. + +The message was a long cable signed with Laura Fairford's name. It told +her that Ralph had been taken suddenly ill with pneumonia, that his +condition was serious and that the doctors advised his wife's immediate +return. + +Undine had to read the words over two or three times to get them into +her crowded mind; and even after she had done so she needed more time to +see their bearing on her own situation. If the message had concerned +her boy her brain would have acted more quickly. She had never troubled +herself over the possibility of Paul's falling ill in her absence, but +she understood now that if the cable had been about him she would have +rushed to the earliest steamer. With Ralph it was different. Ralph was +always perfectly well--she could not picture him as being suddenly at +death's door and in need of her. Probably his mother and sister had had +a panic: they were always full of sentimental terrors. The next moment +an angry suspicion flashed across her: what if the cable were a device +of the Marvell women to bring her back? Perhaps it had been sent +with Ralph's connivance! No doubt Bowen had written home about +her--Washington Square had received some monstrous report of her +doings!... Yes, the cable was clearly an echo of Laura's letter--mother +and daughter had cooked it up to spoil her pleasure. Once the thought +had occurred to her it struck root in her mind and began to throw out +giant branches. Van Degen followed her to the window, his face still +flushed and working. "What's the matter?" he asked, as she continued to +stare silently at the telegram. + +She crumpled the strip of paper in her hand. If only she had been alone, +had had a chance to think out her answers! + +"What on earth's the matter?" he repeated. + +"Oh, nothing--nothing." + +"Nothing? When you're as white as a sheet?" + +"Am I?" She gave a slight laugh. "It's only a cable from home." + +"Ralph?" + +She hesitated. "No. Laura." + +"What the devil is SHE cabling you about?" + +"She says Ralph wants me." + +"Now--at once?" + +"At once." + +Van Degen laughed impatiently. "Why don't he tell you so himself? What +business is it of Laura Fairford's?" + +Undine's gesture implied a "What indeed?" + +"Is that all she says?" + +She hesitated again. "Yes--that's all." As she spoke she tossed the +telegram into the basket beneath the writing-table. "As if I didn't HAVE +to go anyhow?" she exclaimed. + +With an aching clearness of vision she saw what lay before her--the +hurried preparations, the long tedious voyage on a steamer chosen at +haphazard, the arrival in the deadly July heat, and the relapse into all +the insufferable daily fag of nursery and kitchen--she saw it and her +imagination recoiled. + +Van Degen's eyes still hung on her: she guessed that he was intensely +engaged in trying to follow what was passing through her mind. Presently +he came up to her again, no longer perilous and importunate, but +awkwardly tender, ridiculously moved by her distress. + +"Undine, listen: won't you let me make it all right for you to stay?" + +Her heart began to beat more quickly, and she let him come close, +meeting his eyes coldly but without anger. + +"What do you call 'making it all right'? Paying my bills? Don't you see +that's what I hate, and will never let myself be dragged into again?" +She laid her hand on his arm. "The time has come when I must be +sensible, Peter; that's why we must say good-bye." + +"Do you mean to tell me you're going back to Ralph?" + +She paused a moment; then she murmured between her lips: "I shall never +go back to him." + +"Then you DO mean to marry Chelles?" + +"I've told you we must say good-bye. I've got to look out for my +future." + +He stood before her, irresolute, tormented, his lazy mind and impatient +senses labouring with a problem beyond their power. "Ain't I here to +look out for your future?" he said at last. + +"No one shall look out for it in the way you mean. I'd rather never see +you again--" + +He gave her a baffled stare. "Oh, damn it--if that's the way you feel!" +He turned and flung away toward the door. + +She stood motionless where he left her, every nerve strung to the +highest pitch of watchfulness. As she stood there, the scene about her +stamped itself on her brain with the sharpest precision. She was aware +of the fading of the summer light outside, of the movements of her maid, +who was laying out her dinner-dress in the room beyond, and of the fact +that the tea-roses on her writing-table, shaken by Van Degen's tread, +were dropping their petals over Ralph's letter, and down on the crumpled +telegram which she could see through the trellised sides of the +scrap-basket. + +In another moment Van Degen would be gone. Worse yet, while he wavered +in the doorway the Shallums and Chelles, after vainly awaiting her, +might dash back from the Bois and break in on them. These and other +chances rose before her, urging her to action; but she held fast, +immovable, unwavering, a proud yet plaintive image of renunciation. + +Van Degen's hand was on the door. He half-opened it and then turned +back. + +"That's all you've got to say, then?" + +"That's all." + +He jerked the door open and passed out. She saw him stop in the +ante-room to pick up his hat and stick, his heavy figure silhouetted +against the glare of the wall-lights. A ray of the same light fell +on her where she stood in the unlit sitting-room, and her reflection +bloomed out like a flower from the mirror that faced her. She looked +at the image and waited. Van Degen put his hat on his head and slowly +opened the door into the outer hall. Then he turned abruptly, his bulk +eclipsing her reflection as he plunged back into the room and came up to +her. + +"I'll do anything you say. Undine; I'll do anything in God's world to +keep you!" + +She turned her eyes from the mirror and let them rest on his face, which +looked as small and withered as an old man's, with a lower lip that +trembled queerly.... + + + +XXI + +The spring in New York proceeded through more than its usual extremes of +temperature to the threshold of a sultry June. + +Ralph Marvell, wearily bent to his task, felt the fantastic humours of +the weather as only one more incoherence in the general chaos of his +case. It was strange enough, after four years of marriage, to find +himself again in his old brown room in Washington Square. It was +hardly there that he had expected Pegasus to land him; and, like a man +returning to the scenes of his childhood, he found everything on a much +smaller scale than he had imagined. Had the Dagonet boundaries really +narrowed, or had the breach in the walls of his own life let in a wider +vision? + +Certainly there had come to be other differences between his present and +his former self than that embodied in the presence of his little boy in +the next room. Paul, in fact, was now the chief link between Ralph and +his past. Concerning his son he still felt and thought, in a general +way, in the terms of the Dagonet tradition; he still wanted to implant +in Paul some of the reserves and discriminations which divided that +tradition from the new spirit of limitless concession. But for himself +it was different. Since his transaction with Moffatt he had had the +sense of living under a new dispensation. He was not sure that it was +any worse than the other; but then he was no longer very sure about +anything. Perhaps this growing indifference was merely the reaction from +a long nervous strain: that his mother and sister thought it so was +shown by the way in which they mutely watched and hovered. Their +discretion was like the hushed tread about a sick-bed. They permitted +themselves no criticism of Undine; he was asked no awkward questions, +subjected to no ill-timed sympathy. They simply took him back, on his +own terms, into the life he had left them to; and their silence had none +of those subtle implications of disapproval which may be so much more +wounding than speech. + +For a while he received a weekly letter from Undine. Vague and +disappointing though they were, these missives helped him through the +days; but he looked forward to them rather as a pretext for replies than +for their actual contents. Undine was never at a loss for the spoken +word: Ralph had often wondered at her verbal range and her fluent use of +terms outside the current vocabulary. She had certainly not picked these +up in books, since she never opened one: they seemed rather like some +odd transmission of her preaching grandparent's oratory. But in her +brief and colourless letters she repeated the same bald statements in +the same few terms. She was well, she had been "round" with Bertha +Shallum, she had dined with the Jim Driscolls or May Beringer or Dicky +Bowles, the weather was too lovely or too awful; such was the gist of +her news. On the last page she hoped Paul was well and sent him a kiss; +but she never made a suggestion concerning his care or asked a question +about his pursuits. One could only infer that, knowing in what good +hands he was, she judged such solicitude superfluous; and it was thus +that Ralph put the matter to his mother. + +"Of course she's not worrying about the boy--why should she? She knows +that with you and Laura he's as happy as a king." + +To which Mrs. Marvell would answer gravely: "When you write, be sure +to say I shan't put on his thinner flannels as long as this east wind +lasts." + +As for her husband's welfare. Undine's sole allusion to it consisted +in the invariable expression of the hope that he was getting along all +right: the phrase was always the same, and Ralph learned to know +just how far down the third page to look for it. In a postscript she +sometimes asked him to tell her mother about a new way of doing hair or +cutting a skirt; and this was usually the most eloquent passage of the +letter. What satisfaction he extracted from these communications he +would have found it hard to say; yet when they did not come he missed +them hardly less than if they had given him all he craved. Sometimes the +mere act of holding the blue or mauve sheet and breathing its scent was +like holding his wife's hand and being enveloped in her fresh young +fragrance: the sentimental disappointment vanished in the penetrating +physical sensation. In other moods it was enough to trace the letters +of the first line and the last for the desert of perfunctory phrases +between the two to vanish, leaving him only the vision of their +interlaced names, as of a mystic bond which her own hand had tied. +Or else he saw her, closely, palpably before him, as she sat at her +writing-table, frowning and a little flushed, her bent nape showing the +light on her hair, her short lip pulled up by the effort of composition; +and this picture had the violent reality of dream-images on the verge of +waking. At other times, as he read her letter, he felt simply that at +least in the moment of writing it she had been with him. But in one of +the last she had said (to excuse a bad blot and an incoherent sentence): +"Everybody's talking to me at once, and I don't know what I'm writing." +That letter he had thrown into the fire.... + +After the first few weeks, the letters came less and less regularly: +at the end of two months they ceased. Ralph had got into the habit of +watching for them on the days when a foreign post was due, and as the +weeks went by without a sign he began to invent excuses for leaving the +office earlier and hurrying back to Washington Square to search +the letter-box for a big tinted envelope with a straggling blotted +superscription. + +Undine's departure had given him a momentary sense of liberation: at +that stage in their relations any change would have brought relief. But +now that she was gone he knew she could never really go. Though his +feeling for her had changed, it still ruled his life. If he saw her in +her weakness he felt her in her power: the power of youth and physical +radiance that clung to his disenchanted memories as the scent she used +clung to her letters. Looking back at their four years of marriage he +began to ask himself if he had done all he could to draw her +half-formed spirit from its sleep. Had he not expected too much at +first, and grown too indifferent in the sequel? After all, she was still +in the toy age; and perhaps the very extravagance of his love had +retarded her growth, helped to imprison her in a little circle of +frivolous illusions. But the last months had made a man of him, and when +she came back he would know how to lift her to the height of his +experience. + +So he would reason, day by day, as he hastened back to Washington +Square; but when he opened the door, and his first glance at the hall +table showed him there was no letter there, his illusions shrivelled +down to their weak roots. She had not written: she did not mean to +write. He and the boy were no longer a part of her life. When she +came back everything would be as it had been before, with the dreary +difference that she had tasted new pleasures and that their absence +would take the savour from all he had to give her. Then the coming of +another foreign mail would lift his hopes, and as he hurried home he +would imagine new reasons for expecting a letter.... + +Week after week he swung between the extremes of hope and dejection, +and at last, when the strain had become unbearable, he cabled her. The +answer ran: "Very well best love writing"; but the promised letter never +came.... + +He went on steadily with his work: he even passed through a phase of +exaggerated energy. But his baffled youth fought in him for air. Was +this to be the end? Was he to wear his life out in useless drudgery? The +plain prose of it, of course, was that the economic situation remained +unchanged by the sentimental catastrophe and that he must go on working +for his wife and child. But at any rate, as it was mainly for Paul that +he would henceforth work, it should be on his own terms and according to +his inherited notions of "straightness." He would never again engage in +any transaction resembling his compact with Moffatt. Even now he was not +sure there had been anything crooked in that; but the fact of his having +instinctively referred the point to Mr. Spragg rather than to his +grandfather implied a presumption against it. + +His partners were quick to profit by his sudden spurt of energy, and +his work grew no lighter. He was not only the youngest and most recent +member of the firm, but the one who had so far added least to the volume +of its business. His hours were the longest, his absences, as summer +approached, the least frequent and the most grudgingly accorded. No +doubt his associates knew that he was pressed for money and could not +risk a break. They "worked" him, and he was aware of it, and submitted +because he dared not lose his job. But the long hours of mechanical +drudgery were telling on his active body and undisciplined nerves. He +had begun too late to subject himself to the persistent mortification of +spirit and flesh which is a condition of the average business life; and +after the long dull days in the office the evenings at his grandfather's +whist-table did not give him the counter-stimulus he needed. + +Almost every one had gone out of town; but now and then Miss Ray came to +dine, and Ralph, seated beneath the family portraits and opposite the +desiccated Harriet, who had already faded to the semblance of one of +her own great-aunts, listened languidly to the kind of talk that the +originals might have exchanged about the same table when New York +gentility centred in the Battery and the Bowling Green. Mr. Dagonet was +always pleasant to see and hear, but his sarcasms were growing faint +and recondite: they had as little bearing on life as the humours of a +Restoration comedy. As for Mrs. Marvell and Miss Ray, they seemed to the +young man even more spectrally remote: hardly anything that mattered to +him existed for them, and their prejudices reminded him of sign-posts +warning off trespassers who have long since ceased to intrude. + +Now and then he dined at his club and went on to the theatre with some +young men of his own age; but he left them afterward, half vexed with +himself for not being in the humour to prolong the adventure. There +were moments when he would have liked to affirm his freedom in however +commonplace a way: moments when the vulgarest way would have seemed +the most satisfying. But he always ended by walking home alone and +tip-toeing upstairs through the sleeping house lest he should wake his +boy.... + +On Saturday afternoons, when the business world was hurrying to the +country for golf and tennis, he stayed in town and took Paul to see the +Spraggs. Several times since his wife's departure he had tried to bring +about closer relations between his own family and Undine's; and the +ladies of Washington Square, in their eagerness to meet his wishes, had +made various friendly advances to Mrs. Spragg. But they were met by a +mute resistance which made Ralph suspect that Undine's strictures on his +family had taken root in her mother's brooding mind; and he gave up the +struggle to bring together what had been so effectually put asunder. + +If he regretted his lack of success it was chiefly because he was so +sorry for the Spraggs. Soon after Undine's marriage they had abandoned +their polychrome suite at the Stentorian, and since then their +peregrinations had carried them through half the hotels of the +metropolis. Undine, who had early discovered her mistake in thinking +hotel life fashionable, had tried to persuade her parents to take a +house of their own; but though they refrained from taxing her with +inconsistency they did not act on her suggestion. Mrs. Spragg seemed +to shrink from the thought of "going back to house-keeping," and Ralph +suspected that she depended on the transit from hotel to hotel as the +one element of variety in her life. As for Mr. Spragg, it was impossible +to imagine any one in whom the domestic sentiments were more completely +unlocalized and disconnected from any fixed habits; and he was probably +aware of his changes of abode chiefly as they obliged him to ascend from +the Subway, or descend from the "Elevated," a few blocks higher up or +lower down. + +Neither husband nor wife complained to Ralph of their frequent +displacements, or assigned to them any cause save the vague one of +"guessing they could do better"; but Ralph noticed that the decreasing +luxury of their life synchronized with Undine's growing demands for +money. During the last few months they had transferred themselves to the +"Malibran," a tall narrow structure resembling a grain-elevator divided +into cells, where linoleum and lincrusta simulated the stucco and marble +of the Stentorian, and fagged business men and their families consumed +the watery stews dispensed by "coloured help" in the grey twilight of a +basement dining-room. + +Mrs. Spragg had no sitting-room, and Paul and his father had to be +received in one of the long public parlours, between ladies seated at +rickety desks in the throes of correspondence and groups of listlessly +conversing residents and callers. + +The Spraggs were intensely proud of their grandson, and Ralph perceived +that they would have liked to see Paul charging uproariously from group +to group, and thrusting his bright curls and cherubic smile upon the +general attention. The fact that the boy preferred to stand between his +grandfather's knees and play with Mr. Spragg's Masonic emblem, or dangle +his legs from the arm of Mrs. Spragg's chair, seemed to his grandparents +evidence of ill-health or undue repression, and he was subjected by Mrs. +Spragg to searching enquiries as to how his food set, and whether he +didn't think his Popper was too strict with him. A more embarrassing +problem was raised by the "surprise" (in the shape of peanut candy or +chocolate creams) which he was invited to hunt for in Gran'ma's pockets, +and which Ralph had to confiscate on the way home lest the dietary rules +of Washington Square should be too visibly infringed. + +Sometimes Ralph found Mrs. Heeny, ruddy and jovial, seated in the +arm-chair opposite Mrs. Spragg, and regaling her with selections from a +new batch of clippings. During Undine's illness of the previous winter +Mrs. Heeny had become a familiar figure to Paul, who had learned to +expect almost as much from her bag as from his grandmother's pockets; so +that the intemperate Saturdays at the Malibran were usually followed by +languid and abstemious Sundays in Washington Square. Mrs. Heeny, being +unaware of this sequel to her bounties, formed the habit of appearing +regularly on Saturdays, and while she chatted with his grandmother the +little boy was encouraged to scatter the grimy carpet with face-creams +and bunches of clippings in his thrilling quest for the sweets at the +bottom of her bag. + +"I declare, if he ain't in just as much of a hurry f'r everything as his +mother!" she exclaimed one day in her rich rolling voice; and stooping +to pick up a long strip of newspaper which Paul had flung aside she +added, as she smoothed it out: "I guess 'f he was a little mite older +he'd be better pleased with this 'n with the candy. It's the very thing +I was trying to find for you the other day, Mrs. Spragg," she went on, +holding the bit of paper at arm's length; and she began to read out, +with a loudness proportioned to the distance between her eyes and the +text: + +"With two such sprinters as 'Pete' Van Degen and Dicky Bowles to set the +pace, it's no wonder the New York set in Paris has struck a livelier +gait than ever this spring. It's a high-pressure season and no mistake, +and no one lags behind less than the fascinating Mrs. Ralph Marvell, +who is to be seen daily and nightly in all the smartest restaurants and +naughtiest theatres, with so many devoted swains in attendance that the +rival beauties of both worlds are said to be making catty comments. But +then Mrs. Marvell's gowns are almost as good as her looks--and how can +you expect the other women to stand for such a monopoly?" + +To escape the strain of these visits, Ralph once or twice tried the +experiment of leaving Paul with his grand-parents and calling for him in +the late afternoon; but one day, on re-entering the Malibran, he was met +by a small abashed figure clad in a kaleidoscopic tartan and a green +velvet cap with a silver thistle. After this experience of the +"surprises" of which Gran'ma was capable when she had a chance to take +Paul shopping Ralph did not again venture to leave his son, and their +subsequent Saturdays were passed together in the sultry gloom of the +Malibran. Conversation with the Spraggs was almost impossible. Ralph +could talk with his father-in-law in his office, but in the hotel +parlour Mr. Spragg sat in a ruminating silence broken only by the +emission of an occasional "Well--well" addressed to his grandson. As for +Mrs. Spragg, her son-in-law could not remember having had a sustained +conversation with her since the distant day when he had first called at +the Stentorian, and had been "entertained," in Undine's absence, by her +astonished mother. The shock of that encounter had moved Mrs. Spragg to +eloquence; but Ralph's entrance into the family, without making him seem +less of a stranger, appeared once for all to have relieved her of the +obligation of finding something to say to him. + +The one question she invariably asked: "You heard from Undie?" had been +relatively easy to answer while his wife's infrequent letters continued +to arrive; but a Saturday came when he felt the blood rise to his +temples as, for the fourth consecutive week, he stammered out, under the +snapping eyes of Mrs. Heeny: "No, not by this post either--I begin to +think I must have lost a letter"; and it was then that Mr. Spragg, +who had sat silently looking up at the ceiling, cut short his wife's +exclamation by an enquiry about real estate in the Bronx. After that, +Ralph noticed, Mrs. Spragg never again renewed her question; and he +understood that his father-in-law had guessed his embarrassment and +wished to spare it. + +Ralph had never thought of looking for any delicacy of feeling under +Mr. Spragg's large lazy irony, and the incident drew the two men nearer +together. Mrs. Spragg, for her part, was certainly not delicate; but +she was simple and without malice, and Ralph liked her for her silent +acceptance of her diminished state. Sometimes, as he sat between the +lonely primitive old couple, he wondered from what source Undine's +voracious ambitions had been drawn: all she cared for, and attached +importance to, was as remote from her parents' conception of life as her +impatient greed from their passive stoicism. + +One hot afternoon toward the end of June Ralph suddenly wondered if +Clare Van Degen were still in town. She had dined in Washington Square +some ten days earlier, and he remembered her saying that she had sent +the children down to Long Island, but that she herself meant to stay on +in town till the heat grew unbearable. She hated her big showy place on +Long Island, she was tired of the spring trip to London and Paris, where +one met at every turn the faces one had grown sick of seeing all winter, +and she declared that in the early summer New York was the only place in +which one could escape from New Yorkers... She put the case amusingly, +and it was like her to take up any attitude that went against the habits +of her set; but she lived at the mercy of her moods, and one could never +tell how long any one of them would rule her. + +As he sat in his office, with the noise and glare of the endless +afternoon rising up in hot waves from the street, there wandered into +Ralph's mind a vision of her shady drawing-room. All day it hung before +him like the mirage of a spring before a dusty traveller: he felt a +positive thirst for her presence, for the sound of her voice, the wide +spaces and luxurious silences surrounding her. + +It was perhaps because, on that particular day, a spiral pain was +twisting around in the back of his head, and digging in a little deeper +with each twist, and because the figures on the balance sheet before him +were hopping about like black imps in an infernal forward-and-back, +that the picture hung there so persistently. It was a long time since he +had wanted anything as much as, at that particular moment, he wanted to +be with Clare and hear her voice; and as soon as he had ground out the +day's measure of work he rang up the Van Degen palace and learned that +she was still in town. + +The lowered awnings of her inner drawing-room cast a luminous shadow on +old cabinets and consoles, and on the pale flowers scattered here and +there in vases of bronze and porcelain. Clare's taste was as capricious +as her moods, and the rest of the house was not in harmony with this +room. There was, in particular, another drawing-room, which she now +described as Peter's creation, but which Ralph knew to be partly hers: a +heavily decorated apartment, where Popple's portrait of her throned over +a waste of gilt furniture. It was characteristic that to-day she had +had Ralph shown in by another way; and that, as she had spared him the +polyphonic drawing-room, so she had skilfully adapted her own appearance +to her soberer background. She sat near the window, reading, in a clear +cool dress: and at his entrance she merely slipped a finger between the +pages and looked up at him. + +Her way of receiving him made him feel that restlessness and stridency +were as unlike her genuine self as the gilded drawing-room, and that +this quiet creature was the only real Clare, the Clare who had once been +so nearly his, and who seemed to want him to know that she had never +wholly been any one else's. + +"Why didn't you let me know you were still in town?" he asked, as he sat +down in the sofa-corner near her chair. + +Her dark smile deepened. "I hoped you'd come and see." + +"One never knows, with you." + +He was looking about the room with a kind of confused pleasure in its +pale shadows and spots of dark rich colour. The old lacquer screen +behind Clare's head looked like a lustreless black pool with gold leaves +floating on it; and another piece, a little table at her elbow, had the +brown bloom and the pear-like curves of an old violin. + +"I like to be here," Ralph said. + +She did not make the mistake of asking: "Then why do you never come?" +Instead, she turned away and drew an inner curtain across the window to +shut out the sunlight which was beginning to slant in under the awning. + +The mere fact of her not answering, and the final touch of well-being +which her gesture gave, reminded him of other summer days they had spent +together long rambling boy-and-girl days in the hot woods and fields, +when they had never thought of talking to each other unless there was +something they particularly wanted to say. His tired fancy strayed off +for a second to the thought of what it would have been like come back, +at the end of the day, to such a sweet community of silence; but his +mind was too crowded with importunate facts for any lasting view of +visionary distances. The thought faded, and he merely felt how restful +it was to have her near... + +"I'm glad you stayed in town: you must let me come again," he said. + +"I suppose you can't always get away," she answered; and she began to +listen, with grave intelligent eyes, to his description of his tedious +days. + +With her eyes on him he felt the exquisite relief of talking about +himself as he had not dared to talk to any one since his marriage. +He would not for the world have confessed his discouragement, his +consciousness of incapacity; to Undine and in Washington Square any +hint of failure would have been taken as a criticism of what his wife +demanded of him. Only to Clare Van Degen could he cry out his present +despondency and his loathing of the interminable task ahead. + +"A man doesn't know till he tries it how killing uncongenial work is, +and how it destroys the power of doing what one's fit for, even if +there's time for both. But there's Paul to be looked out for, and I +daren't chuck my job--I'm in mortal terror of its chucking me..." + +Little by little he slipped into a detailed recital of all his lesser +worries, the most recent of which was his experience with the Lipscombs, +who, after a two months' tenancy of the West End Avenue house, had +decamped without paying their rent. + +Clare laughed contemptuously. "Yes--I heard he'd come to grief and been +suspended from the Stock Exchange, and I see in the papers that his +wife's retort has been to sue for a divorce." + +Ralph knew that, like all their clan, his cousin regarded a divorce-suit +as a vulgar and unnecessary way of taking the public into one's +confidence. His mind flashed back to the family feast in Washington +Square in celebration of his engagement. He recalled his grandfather's +chance allusion to Mrs. Lipscomb, and Undine's answer, fluted out on her +highest note: "Oh, I guess she'll get a divorce pretty soon. He's been a +disappointment to her." + +Ralph could still hear the horrified murmur with which his mother had +rebuked his laugh. For he had laughed--had thought Undine's speech fresh +and natural! Now he felt the ironic rebound of her words. Heaven knew he +had been a disappointment to her; and what was there in her own feeling, +or in her inherited prejudices, to prevent her seeking the same redress +as Mabel Lipscomb? He wondered if the same thought were in his cousin's +mind... + +They began to talk of other things: books, pictures, plays; and one +by one the closed doors opened and light was let into dusty shuttered +places. Clare's mind was neither keen nor deep: Ralph, in the past, had +smiled at her rash ardours and vague intensities. But she had his own +range of allusions, and a great gift of momentary understanding; and +he had so long beaten his thoughts out against a blank wall of +incomprehension that her sympathy seemed full of insight. + +She began by a question about his writing, but the subject was +distasteful to him, and he turned the talk to a new book in which he had +been interested. She knew enough of it to slip in the right word here +and there; and thence they wandered on to kindred topics. Under the +warmth of her attention his torpid ideas awoke again, and his eyes took +their fill of pleasure as she leaned forward, her thin brown hands +clasped on her knees and her eager face reflecting all his feelings. + +There was a moment when the two currents of sensation were merged in +one, and he began to feel confusedly that he was young and she was kind, +and that there was nothing he would like better than to go on sitting +there, not much caring what she said or how he answered, if only she +would let him look at her and give him one of her thin brown hands to +hold. Then the corkscrew in the back of his head dug into him again with +a deeper thrust, and she seemed suddenly to recede to a great distance +and be divided from him by a fog of pain. The fog lifted after a minute, +but it left him queerly remote from her, from the cool room with its +scents and shadows, and from all the objects which, a moment before, had +so sharply impinged upon his senses. It was as though he looked at it +all through a rain-blurred pane, against which his hand would strike if +he held it out to her... + +That impression passed also, and he found himself thinking how tired he +was and how little anything mattered. He recalled the unfinished piece +of work on his desk, and for a moment had the odd illusion that it was +there before him... + +She exclaimed: "But are you going?" and her exclamation made him aware +that he had left his seat and was standing in front of her... He fancied +there was some kind of appeal in her brown eyes; but she was so dim and +far off that he couldn't be sure of what she wanted, and the next moment +he found himself shaking hands with her, and heard her saying something +kind and cold about its having been so nice to see him... + +Half way up the stairs little Paul, shining and rosy from supper, lurked +in ambush for his evening game. Ralph was fond of stooping down to let +the boy climb up his outstretched arms to his shoulders, but to-day, as +he did so, Paul's hug seemed to crush him in a vice, and the shout +of welcome that accompanied it racked his ears like an explosion of +steam-whistles. The queer distance between himself and the rest of the +world was annihilated again: everything stared and glared and clutched +him. He tried to turn away his face from the child's hot kisses; and as +he did so he caught sight of a mauve envelope among the hats and sticks +on the hall table. + +Instantly he passed Paul over to his nurse, stammered out a word about +being tired, and sprang up the long flights to his study. The pain +in his head had stopped, but his hands trembled as he tore open the +envelope. Within it was a second letter bearing a French stamp and +addressed to himself. It looked like a business communication and had +apparently been sent to Undine's hotel in Paris and forwarded to him by +her hand. "Another bill!" he reflected grimly, as he threw it aside and +felt in the outer envelope for her letter. There was nothing there, and +after a first sharp pang of disappointment he picked up the enclosure +and opened it. + +Inside was a lithographed circular, headed "Confidential" and bearing +the Paris address of a firm of private detectives who undertook, in +conditions of attested and inviolable discretion, to investigate +"delicate" situations, look up doubtful antecedents, and furnish +reliable evidence of misconduct--all on the most reasonable terms. + +For a long time Ralph sat and stared at this document; then he began to +laugh and tossed it into the scrap-basket. After that, with a groan, he +dropped his head against the edge of his writing table. + + + +XXII + +When he woke, the first thing he remembered was the fact of having +cried. + +He could not think how he had come to be such a fool. He hoped to heaven +no one had seen him. He supposed he must have been worrying about the +unfinished piece of work at the office: where was it, by the way, he +wondered? Why--where he had left it the day before, of course! What a +ridiculous thing to worry about--but it seemed to follow him about like +a dog... + +He said to himself that he must get up presently and go down to the +office. Presently--when he could open his eyes. Just now there was a +dead weight on them; he tried one after another in vain. The effort set +him weakly trembling, and he wanted to cry again. Nonsense! He must get +out of bed. + +He stretched his arms out, trying to reach something to pull himself up +by; but everything slipped away and evaded him. It was like trying +to catch at bright short waves. Then suddenly his fingers clasped +themselves about something firm and warm. A hand: a hand that gave back +his pressure! The relief was inexpressible. He lay still and let the +hand hold him, while mentally he went through the motions of getting +up and beginning to dress. So indistinct were the boundaries between +thought and action that he really felt himself moving about the room, in +a queer disembodied way, as one treads the air in sleep. Then he felt +the bedclothes over him and the pillows under his head. + +"I MUST get up," he said, and pulled at the hand. + +It pressed him down again: down into a dim deep pool of sleep. He lay +there for a long time, in a silent blackness far below light and sound; +then he gradually floated to the surface with the buoyancy of a dead +body. But his body had never been more alive. Jagged strokes of pain +tore through it, hands dragged at it with nails that bit like teeth. +They wound thongs about him, bound him, tied weights to him, tried to +pull him down with them; but still he floated, floated, danced on the +fiery waves of pain, with barbed light pouring down on him from an +arrowy sky. + +Charmed intervals of rest, blue sailings on melodious seas, alternated +with the anguish. He became a leaf on the air, a feather on a current, a +straw on the tide, the spray of the wave spinning itself to sunshine as +the wave toppled over into gulfs of blue... + +He woke on a stony beach, his legs and arms still lashed to his sides +and the thongs cutting into him; but the fierce sky was hidden, and +hidden by his own languid lids. He felt the ecstasy of decreasing pain, +and courage came to him to open his eyes and look about him... + +The beach was his own bed; the tempered light lay on familiar things, +and some one was moving about in a shadowy way between bed and window. +He was thirsty and some one gave him a drink. His pillow burned, and +some one turned the cool side out. His brain was clear enough now for +him to understand that he was ill, and to want to talk about it; but his +tongue hung in his throat like a clapper in a bell. He must wait till +the rope was pulled... + +So time and life stole back on him, and his thoughts laboured weakly +with dim fears. Slowly he cleared a way through them, adjusted himself +to his strange state, and found out that he was in his own room, in his +grandfather's house, that alternating with the white-capped faces about +him were those of his mother and sister, and that in a few days--if he +took his beef-tea and didn't fret--Paul would be brought up from Long +Island, whither, on account of the great heat, he had been carried off +by Clare Van Degen. + +No one named Undine to him, and he did not speak of her. But one day, +as he lay in bed in the summer twilight, he had a vision of a moment, +a long way behind him--at the beginning of his illness, it must have +been--when he had called out for her in his anguish, and some one had +said: "She's coming: she'll be here next week." + +Could it be that next week was not yet here? He supposed that illness +robbed one of all sense of time, and he lay still, as if in ambush, +watching his scattered memories come out one by one and join themselves +together. If he watched long enough he was sure he should recognize one +that fitted into his picture of the day when he had asked for Undine. +And at length a face came out of the twilight: a freckled face, +benevolently bent over him under a starched cap. He had not seen the +face for a long time, but suddenly it took shape and fitted itself into +the picture... + +Laura Fairford sat near by, a book on her knee. At the sound of his +voice she looked up. + +"What was the name of the first nurse?" + +"The first--?" + +"The one that went away." + +"Oh--Miss Hicks, you mean?" + +"How long is it since she went?" + +"It must be three weeks. She had another case." + +He thought this over carefully; then he spoke again. "Call Undine." + +She made no answer, and he repeated irritably: "Why don't you call her? +I want to speak to her." + +Mrs. Fairford laid down her book and came to him. + +"She's not here--just now." + +He dealt with this also, laboriously. "You mean she's out--she's not in +the house?" + +"I mean she hasn't come yet." + +As she spoke Ralph felt a sudden strength and hardness in his brain and +body. Everything in him became as clear as noon. + +"But it was before Miss Hicks left that you told me you'd sent for her, +and that she'd be here the following week. And you say Miss Hicks has +been gone three weeks." + +This was what he had worked out in his head, and what he meant to say +to his sister; but something seemed to snap shut in his throat, and he +closed his eyes without speaking. + +Even when Mr. Spragg came to see him he said nothing. They talked about +his illness, about the hot weather, about the rumours that Harmon B. +Driscoll was again threatened with indictment; and then Mr. Spragg +pulled himself out of his chair and said: "I presume you'll call round +at the office before you leave the city." + +"Oh, yes: as soon as I'm up," Ralph answered. They understood each +other. + +Clare had urged him to come down to Long Island and complete his +convalescence there, but he preferred to stay in Washington Square till +he should be strong enough for the journey to the Adirondacks, whither +Laura had already preceded him with Paul. He did not want to see any +one but his mother and grandfather till his legs could carry him to Mr. +Spragg's office. It was an oppressive day in mid-August, with a +yellow mist of heat in the sky, when at last he entered the big +office-building. Swirls of dust lay on the mosaic floor, and a stale +smell of decayed fruit and salt air and steaming asphalt filled the +place like a fog. As he shot up in the elevator some one slapped him +on the back, and turning he saw Elmer Moffatt at his side, smooth and +rubicund under a new straw hat. + +Moffatt was loudly glad to see him. "I haven't laid eyes on you for +months. At the old stand still?" + +"So am I," he added, as Ralph assented. "Hope to see you there again +some day. Don't forget it's MY turn this time: glad if I can be any use +to you. So long." Ralph's weak bones ached under his handshake. + +"How's Mrs. Marvell?" he turned back from his landing to call out; and +Ralph answered: "Thanks; she's very well." + +Mr. Spragg sat alone in his murky inner office, the fly-blown engraving +of Daniel Webster above his head and the congested scrap-basket beneath +his feet. He looked fagged and sallow, like the day. + +Ralph sat down on the other side of the desk. For a moment his throat +contracted as it had when he had tried to question his sister; then he +asked: "Where's Undine?" + +Mr. Spragg glanced at the calendar that hung from a hat-peg on the door. +Then he released the Masonic emblem from his grasp, drew out his watch +and consulted it critically. + +"If the train's on time I presume she's somewhere between Chicago and +Omaha round about now." + +Ralph stared at him, wondering if the heat had gone to his head. "I +don't understand." + +"The Twentieth Century's generally considered the best route to Dakota," +explained Mr. Spragg, who pronounced the word ROWT. + +"Do you mean to say Undine's in the United States?" + +Mr. Spragg's lower lip groped for the phantom tooth-pick. "Why, let me +see: hasn't Dakota been a state a year or two now?" + +"Oh, God--" Ralph cried, pushing his chair back violently and striding +across the narrow room. + +As he turned, Mr. Spragg stood up and advanced a few steps. He had given +up the quest for the tooth-pick, and his drawn-in lips were no more +than a narrow depression in his beard. He stood before Ralph, absently +shaking the loose change in his trouser-pockets. + +Ralph felt the same hardness and lucidity that had come to him when he +had heard his sister's answer. + +"She's gone, you mean? Left me? With another man?" + +Mr. Spragg drew himself up with a kind of slouching majesty. "My +daughter is not that style. I understand Undine thinks there have been +mistakes on both sides. She considers the tie was formed too hastily. I +believe desertion is the usual plea in such cases." + +Ralph stared about him, hardly listening. He did not resent his +father-in-law's tone. In a dim way he guessed that Mr. Spragg was +suffering hardly less than himself. But nothing was clear to him save +the monstrous fact suddenly upheaved in his path. His wife had left him, +and the plan for her evasion had been made and executed while he lay +helpless: she had seized the opportunity of his illness to keep him in +ignorance of her design. The humour of it suddenly struck him and he +laughed. + +"Do you mean to tell me that Undine's divorcing ME?" + +"I presume that's her plan," Mr. Spragg admitted. + +"For desertion?" Ralph pursued, still laughing. + +His father-in-law hesitated a moment; then he answered: "You've always +done all you could for my daughter. There wasn't any other plea she +could think of. She presumed this would be the most agreeable to your +family." + +"It was good of her to think of that!" + +Mr. Spragg's only comment was a sigh. + +"Does she imagine I won't fight it?" Ralph broke out with sudden +passion. + +His father-in-law looked at him thoughtfully. "I presume you realize it +ain't easy to change Undine, once she's set on a thing." + +"Perhaps not. But if she really means to apply for a divorce I can make +it a little less easy for her to get." + +"That's so," Mr. Spragg conceded. He turned back to his revolving chair, +and seating himself in it began to drum on the desk with cigar-stained +fingers. + +"And by God, I will!" Ralph thundered. Anger was the only emotion in him +now. He had been fooled, cheated, made a mock of; but the score was not +settled yet. He turned back and stood before Mr. Spragg. + +"I suppose she's gone with Van Degen?" + +"My daughter's gone alone, sir. I saw her off at the station. I +understood she was to join a lady friend." + +At every point Ralph felt his hold slip off the surface of his +father-in-law's impervious fatalism. + +"Does she suppose Van Degen's going to marry her?" + +"Undine didn't mention her future plans to me." After a moment Mr. +Spragg appended: "If she had, I should have declined to discuss them +with her." Ralph looked at him curiously, perceiving that he intended in +this negative way to imply his disapproval of his daughter's course. + +"I shall fight it--I shall fight it!" the young man cried again. "You +may tell her I shall fight it to the end!" + +Mr. Spragg pressed the nib of his pen against the dust-coated inkstand. +"I suppose you would have to engage a lawyer. She'll know it that way," +he remarked. + +"She'll know it--you may count on that!" + +Ralph had begun to laugh again. Suddenly he heard his own laugh and it +pulled him up. What was he laughing about? What was he talking about? +The thing was to act--to hold his tongue and act. There was no use +uttering windy threats to this broken-spirited old man. + +A fury of action burned in Ralph, pouring light into his mind and +strength into his muscles. He caught up his hat and turned to the door. + +As he opened it Mr. Spragg rose again and came forward with his slow +shambling step. He laid his hand on Ralph's arm. + +"I'd 'a' given anything--anything short of my girl herself--not to have +this happen to you, Ralph Marvell." + +"Thank you, sir," said Ralph. + +They looked at each other for a moment; then Mr. Spragg added: "But +it HAS happened, you know. Bear that in mind. Nothing you can do will +change it. Time and again, I've found that a good thing to remember." + + + +XXIII + +In the Adirondacks Ralph Marvell sat day after day on the balcony of +his little house above the lake, staring at the great white +cloud-reflections in the water and at the dark line of trees that closed +them in. Now and then he got into the canoe and paddled himself through +a winding chain of ponds to some lonely clearing in the forest; and +there he lay on his back in the pine-needles and watched the great +clouds form and dissolve themselves above his head. + +All his past life seemed to be symbolized by the building-up and +breaking-down of those fluctuating shapes, which incalculable +wind-currents perpetually shifted and remodelled or swept from the +zenith like a pinch of dust. His sister told him that he looked +well--better than he had in years; and there were moments when his +listlessness, his stony insensibility to the small pricks and frictions +of daily life, might have passed for the serenity of recovered health. + +There was no one with whom he could speak of Undine. His family had +thrown over the whole subject a pall of silence which even Laura +Fairford shrank from raising. As for his mother, Ralph had seen at once +that the idea of talking over the situation was positively frightening +to her. There was no provision for such emergencies in the moral order +of Washington Square. The affair was a "scandal," and it was not in +the Dagonet tradition to acknowledge the existence of scandals. Ralph +recalled a dim memory of his childhood, the tale of a misguided friend +of his mother's who had left her husband for a more congenial companion, +and who, years later, returning ill and friendless to New York, had +appealed for sympathy to Mrs. Marvell. The latter had not refused to +give it; but she had put on her black cashmere and two veils when she +went to see her unhappy friend, and had never mentioned these errands of +mercy to her husband. + +Ralph suspected that the constraint shown by his mother and sister was +partly due to their having but a dim and confused view of what had +happened. In their vocabulary the word "divorce" was wrapped in such a +dark veil of innuendo as no ladylike hand would care to lift. They had +not reached the point of differentiating divorces, but classed them +indistinctively as disgraceful incidents, in which the woman was always +to blame, but the man, though her innocent victim, was yet inevitably +contaminated. The time involved in the "proceedings" was viewed as a +penitential season during which it behoved the family of the persons +concerned to behave as if they were dead; yet any open allusion to the +reason for adopting such an attitude would have been regarded as the +height of indelicacy. + +Mr. Dagonet's notion of the case was almost as remote from reality. All +he asked was that his grandson should "thrash" somebody, and he could +not be made to understand that the modern drama of divorce is sometimes +cast without a Lovelace. + +"You might as well tell me there was nobody but Adam in the garden when +Eve picked the apple. You say your wife was discontented? No woman ever +knows she's discontented till some man tells her so. My God! I've seen +smash-ups before now; but I never yet saw a marriage dissolved like +a business partnership. Divorce without a lover? Why, it's--it's as +unnatural as getting drunk on lemonade." + +After this first explosion Mr. Dagonet also became silent; and Ralph +perceived that what annoyed him most was the fact of the "scandal's" not +being one in any gentlemanly sense of the word. It was like some nasty +business mess, about which Mr. Dagonet couldn't pretend to have an +opinion, since such things didn't happen to men of his kind. That such +a thing should have happened to his only grandson was probably the +bitterest experience of his pleasantly uneventful life; and it added a +touch of irony to Ralph's unhappiness to know how little, in the whole +affair, he was cutting the figure Mr. Dagonet expected him to cut. + +At first he had chafed under the taciturnity surrounding him: had +passionately longed to cry out his humiliation, his rebellion, his +despair. Then he began to feel the tonic effect of silence; and the next +stage was reached when it became clear to him that there was nothing to +say. There were thoughts and thoughts: they bubbled up perpetually +from the black springs of his hidden misery, they stole on him in the +darkness of night, they blotted out the light of day; but when it came +to putting them into words and applying them to the external facts +of the case, they seemed totally unrelated to it. One more white and +sun-touched glory had gone from his sky; but there seemed no way of +connecting that with such practical issues as his being called on to +decide whether Paul was to be put in knickerbockers or trousers, and +whether he should go back to Washington Square for the winter or hire a +small house for himself and his son. + +The latter question was ultimately decided by his remaining under his +grandfather's roof. November found him back in the office again, in +fairly good health, with an outer skin of indifference slowly forming +over his lacerated soul. There had been a hard minute to live through +when he came back to his old brown room in Washington Square. The walls +and tables were covered with photographs of Undine: effigies of all +shapes and sizes, expressing every possible sentiment dear to the +photographic tradition. Ralph had gathered them all up when he had moved +from West End Avenue after Undine's departure for Europe, and they +throned over his other possessions as her image had throned over his +future the night he had sat in that very room and dreamed of soaring up +with her into the blue... + +It was impossible to go on living with her photographs about him; and +one evening, going up to his room after dinner, he began to unhang them +from the walls, and to gather them up from book-shelves and mantel-piece +and tables. Then he looked about for some place in which to hide them. +There were drawers under his book-cases; but they were full of old +discarded things, and even if he emptied the drawers, the photographs, +in their heavy frames, were almost all too large to fit into them. He +turned next to the top shelf of his cupboard; but here the nurse had +stored Paul's old toys, his sand-pails, shovels and croquet-box. Every +corner was packed with the vain impedimenta of living, and the mere +thought of clearing a space in the chaos was too great an effort. + +He began to replace the pictures one by one; and the last was still in +his hand when he heard his sister's voice outside. He hurriedly put +the portrait back in its usual place on his writing-table, and Mrs. +Fairford, who had been dining in Washington Square, and had come up to +bid him good night, flung her arms about him in a quick embrace and went +down to her carriage. + +The next afternoon, when he came home from the office, he did not at +first see any change in his room; but when he had lit his pipe and +thrown himself into his arm-chair he noticed that the photograph of his +wife's picture by Popple no longer faced him from the mantel-piece. He +turned to his writing-table, but her image had vanished from there too; +then his eye, making the circuit of the walls, perceived that they also +had been stripped. Not a single photograph of Undine was left; yet so +adroitly had the work of elimination been done, so ingeniously the +remaining objects readjusted, that the change attracted no attention. + +Ralph was angry, sore, ashamed. He felt as if Laura, whose hand he +instantly detected, had taken a cruel pleasure in her work, and for an +instant he hated her for it. Then a sense of relief stole over him. He +was glad he could look about him without meeting Undine's eyes, and he +understood that what had been done to his room he must do to his memory +and his imagination: he must so readjust his mind that, whichever way he +turned his thoughts, her face should no longer confront him. But +that was a task that Laura could not perform for him, a task to be +accomplished only by the hard continuous tension of his will. + +With the setting in of the mood of silence all desire to fight his +wife's suit died out. The idea of touching publicly on anything that had +passed between himself and Undine had become unthinkable. Insensibly he +had been subdued to the point of view about him, and the idea of calling +on the law to repair his shattered happiness struck him as even more +grotesque than it was degrading. Nevertheless, some contradictory +impulse of his divided spirit made him resent, on the part of his mother +and sister, a too-ready acceptance of his attitude. There were moments +when their tacit assumption that his wife was banished and forgotten +irritated him like the hushed tread of sympathizers about the bed of an +invalid who will not admit that he suffers. + +His irritation was aggravated by the discovery that Mrs. Marvell and +Laura had already begun to treat Paul as if he were an orphan. One day, +coming unnoticed into the nursery, Ralph heard the boy ask when his +mother was coming back; and Mrs. Fairford, who was with him, answered: +"She's not coming back, dearest; and you're not to speak of her to +father." + +Ralph, when the boy was out of hearing, rebuked his sister for her +answer. "I don't want you to talk of his mother as if she were dead. I +don't want you to forbid Paul to speak of her." + +Laura, though usually so yielding, defended herself. "What's the use of +encouraging him to speak of her when he's never to see her? The sooner +he forgets her the better." + +Ralph pondered. "Later--if she asks to see him--I shan't refuse." + +Mrs. Fairford pressed her lips together to check the answer: "She never +will!" + +Ralph heard it, nevertheless, and let it pass. Nothing gave him so +profound a sense of estrangement from his former life as the conviction +that his sister was probably right. He did not really believe that +Undine would ever ask to see her boy; but if she did he was determined +not to refuse her request. + +Time wore on, the Christmas holidays came and went, and the winter +continued to grind out the weary measure of its days. Toward the end +of January Ralph received a registered letter, addressed to him at his +office, and bearing in the corner of the envelope the names of a firm of +Sioux Falls attorneys. He instantly divined that it contained the legal +notification of his wife's application for divorce, and as he wrote his +name in the postman's book he smiled grimly at the thought that the +stroke of his pen was doubtless signing her release. He opened the +letter, found it to be what he had expected, and locked it away in his +desk without mentioning the matter to any one. + +He supposed that with the putting away of this document he was thrusting +the whole subject out of sight; but not more than a fortnight later, as +he sat in the Subway on his way down-town, his eye was caught by his +own name on the first page of the heavily head-lined paper which the +unshaved occupant of the next seat held between grimy fists. The blood +rushed to Ralph's forehead as he looked over the man's arm and read: +"Society Leader Gets Decree," and beneath it the subordinate clause: +"Says Husband Too Absorbed In Business To Make Home Happy." For weeks +afterward, wherever he went, he felt that blush upon his forehead. For +the first time in his life the coarse fingering of public curiosity had +touched the secret places of his soul, and nothing that had gone before +seemed as humiliating as this trivial comment on his tragedy. The +paragraph continued on its way through the press, and whenever he took +up a newspaper he seemed to come upon it, slightly modified, variously +developed, but always reverting with a kind of unctuous irony to his +financial preoccupations and his wife's consequent loneliness. The +phrase was even taken up by the paragraph writer, called forth excited +letters from similarly situated victims, was commented on in humorous +editorials and served as a text for pulpit denunciations of the growing +craze for wealth; and finally, at his dentist's, Ralph came across it +in a Family Weekly, as one of the "Heart problems" propounded to +subscribers, with a Gramophone, a Straight-front Corset and a +Vanity-box among the prizes offered for its solution. + + + +XXIV + +"If you'd only had the sense to come straight to me, Undine Spragg! +There isn't a tip I couldn't have given you--not one!" + +This speech, in which a faintly contemptuous compassion for her friend's +case was blent with the frankest pride in her own, probably represented +the nearest approach to "tact" that Mrs. James J. Rolliver had yet +acquired. Undine was impartial enough to note in it a distinct advance +on the youthful methods of Indiana Frusk; yet it required a good deal +of self-control to take the words to herself with a smile, while they +seemed to be laying a visible scarlet welt across the pale face she kept +valiantly turned to her friend. The fact that she must permit herself to +be pitied by Indiana Frusk gave her the uttermost measure of the depth +to which her fortunes had fallen. This abasement was inflicted on her +in the staring gold apartment of the Hotel Nouveau Luxe in which the +Rollivers had established themselves on their recent arrival in Paris. +The vast drawing-room, adorned only by two high-shouldered gilt baskets +of orchids drooping on their wires, reminded Undine of the "Looey suite" +in which the opening scenes of her own history had been enacted; and +the resemblance and the difference were emphasized by the fact that the +image of her past self was not inaccurately repeated in the triumphant +presence of Indiana Rolliver. + +"There isn't a tip I couldn't have given you--not one!" Mrs. +Rolliver reproachfully repeated; and all Undine's superiorities and +discriminations seemed to shrivel up in the crude blaze of the other's +solid achievement. + +There was little comfort in noting, for one's private delectation, that +Indiana spoke of her husband as "Mr. Rolliver," that she twanged a +piercing R, that one of her shoulders was still higher than the other, +and that her striking dress was totally unsuited to the hour, the +place and the occasion. She still did and was all that Undine had so +sedulously learned not to be and to do; but to dwell on these obstacles +to her success was but to be more deeply impressed by the fact that she +had nevertheless succeeded. + +Not much more than a year had elapsed since Undine Marvell, sitting +in the drawing-room of another Parisian hotel, had heard the immense +orchestral murmur of Paris rise through the open windows like the +ascending movement of her own hopes. The immense murmur still sounded +on, deafening and implacable as some elemental force; and the discord in +her fate no more disturbed it than the motor wheels rolling by under +the windows were disturbed by the particles of dust that they ground to +finer powder as they passed. + +"I could have told you one thing right off," Mrs. Rolliver went on with +her ringing energy. "And that is, to get your divorce first thing. A +divorce is always a good thing to have: you never can tell when you may +want it. You ought to have attended to that before you even BEGAN with +Peter Van Degen." + +Undine listened, irresistibly impressed. "Did YOU?" she asked; but Mrs. +Rolliver, at this, grew suddenly veiled and sibylline. She wound her +big bejewelled hand through her pearls--there were ropes and ropes of +them--and leaned back, modestly sinking her lids. + +"I'm here, anyhow," she rejoined, with "CIRCUMSPICE!" in look and tone. + +Undine, obedient to the challenge, continued to gaze at the pearls. +They were real; there was no doubt about that. And so was Indiana's +marriage--if she kept out of certain states. + +"Don't you see," Mrs. Rolliver continued, "that having to leave him when +you did, and rush off to Dakota for six months, was--was giving him too +much time to think; and giving it at the wrong time, too?" "Oh, I see. +But what could I do? I'm not an immoral woman." + +"Of course not, dearest. You were merely thoughtless that's what I meant +by saying you ought to have had your divorce ready." + +A flicker of self-esteem caused Undine to protest. "It wouldn't have +made any difference. His wife would never have given him up." + +"She's so crazy about him?" + +"No: she hates him so. And she hates me too, because she's in love with +my husband." + +Indiana bounced out of her lounging attitude and struck her hands +together with a rattle of rings. + +"In love with your husband? What's the matter, then? Why on earth didn't +the four of you fix it up together?" + +"You don't understand." (It was an undoubted relief to be able, at last, +to say that to Indiana!) "Clare Van Degen thinks divorce wrong--or +rather awfully vulgar." + +"VULGAR?" Indiana flamed. "If that isn't just too much! A woman who's in +love with another woman's husband? What does she think refined, I'd like +to know? Having a lover, I suppose--like the women in these nasty French +plays? I've told Mr. Rolliver I won't go to the theatre with him again +in Paris--it's too utterly low. And the swell society's just as bad: +it's simply rotten. Thank goodness I was brought up in a place where +there's some sense of decency left!" She looked compassionately at +Undine. "It was New York that demoralized you--and I don't blame you for +it. Out at Apex you'd have acted different. You never NEVER would have +given way to your feelings before you'd got your divorce." + +A slow blush rose to Undine's forehead. + +"He seemed so unhappy--" she murmured. + +"Oh, I KNOW!" said Indiana in a tone of cold competence. She gave Undine +an impatient glance. "What was the understanding between you, when you +left Europe last August to go out to Dakota?" + +"Peter was to go to Reno in the autumn--so that it wouldn't look too +much as if we were acting together. I was to come to Chicago to see him +on his way out there." + +"And he never came?" + +"No." + +"And he stopped writing?" + +"Oh, he never writes." + +Indiana heaved a deep sigh of intelligence. "There's one perfectly clear +rule: never let out of your sight a man who doesn't write." + +"I know. That's why I stayed with him--those few weeks last summer...." + +Indiana sat thinking, her fine shallow eyes fixed unblinkingly on her +friend's embarrassed face. + +"I suppose there isn't anybody else--?" + +"Anybody--?" + +"Well--now you've got your divorce: anybody else it would come in handy +for?" + +This was harder to bear than anything that had gone before: Undine could +not have borne it if she had not had a purpose. "Mr. Van Degen owes it +to me--" she began with an air of wounded dignity. + +"Yes, yes: I know. But that's just talk. If there IS anybody else--" + +"I can't imagine what you think of me, Indiana!" + +Indiana, without appearing to resent this challenge, again lost herself +in meditation. + +"Well, I'll tell him he's just GOT to see you," she finally emerged from +it to say. + +Undine gave a quick upward look: this was what she had been waiting +for ever since she had read, a few days earlier, in the columns of her +morning journal, that Mr. Peter Van Degen and Mr. and Mrs. James J. +Rolliver had been fellow-passengers on board the Semantic. But she did +not betray her expectations by as much as the tremor of an eye-lash. She +knew her friend well enough to pour out to her the expected tribute of +surprise. + +"Why, do you mean to say you know him, Indiana?" + +"Mercy, yes! He's round here all the time. He crossed on the steamer +with us, and Mr. Rolliver's taken a fancy to him," Indiana explained, in +the tone of the absorbed bride to whom her husband's preferences are the +sole criterion. + +Undine turned a tear-suffused gaze on her. "Oh, Indiana, if I could only +see him again I know it would be all right! He's awfully, awfully fond +of me; but his family have influenced him against me--" + +"I know what THAT is!" Mrs. Rolliver interjected. + +"But perhaps," Undine continued, "it would be better if I could meet him +first without his knowing beforehand--without your telling him ... I +love him too much to reproach him!" she added nobly. + +Indiana pondered: it was clear that, though the nobility of the +sentiment impressed her, she was disinclined to renounce the idea of +taking a more active part in her friend's rehabilitation. But Undine +went on: "Of course you've found out by this time that he's just a big +spoiled baby. Afterward--when I've seen him--if you'd talk to him; or it +you'd only just let him BE with you, and see how perfectly happy you and +Mr. Rolliver are!" + +Indiana seized on this at once. "You mean that what he wants is the +influence of a home like ours? Yes, yes, I understand. I tell you what +I'll do: I'll just ask him round to dine, and let you know the day, +without telling him beforehand that you're coming." + +"Oh, Indiana!" Undine held her in a close embrace, and then drew away +to say: "I'm so glad I found you. You must go round with me everywhere. +There are lots of people here I want you to know." + +Mrs. Rolliver's expression changed from vague sympathy to concentrated +interest. "I suppose it's awfully gay here? Do you go round a great deal +with the American set?" + +Undine hesitated for a fraction of a moment. "There are a few of them +who are rather jolly. But I particularly want you to meet my friend the +Marquis Roviano--he's from Rome; and a lovely Austrian woman, Baroness +Adelschein." + +Her friend's face was brushed by a shade of distrust. "I don't know as I +care much about meeting foreigners," she said indifferently. + +Undine smiled: it was agreeable at last to be able to give Indiana a +"point" as valuable as any of hers on divorce. + +"Oh, some of them are awfully attractive; and THEY'LL make you meet the +Americans." + +Indiana caught this on the bound: one began to see why she had got on in +spite of everything. + +"Of course I'd love to know your friends," she said, kissing Undine; who +answered, giving back the kiss: + +"You know there's nothing on earth I wouldn't do for you." + +Indiana drew back to look at her with a comic grimace under which a +shade of anxiety was visible. "Well, that's a pretty large order. But +there's just one thing you CAN do, dearest: please to let Mr. Rolliver +alone!" + +"Mr. Rolliver, my dear?" Undine's laugh showed that she took this for +unmixed comedy. "That's a nice way to remind me that you're heaps and +heaps better-looking than I am!" + +Indiana gave her an acute glance. "Millard Binch didn't think so--not +even at the very end." + +"Oh, poor Millard!" The women's smiles mingled easily over the common +reminiscence, and once again, on the threshold. Undine enfolded her +friend. In the light of the autumn afternoon she paused a moment at +the door of the Nouveau Luxe, and looked aimlessly forth at the brave +spectacle in which she seemed no longer to have a stake. + +Many of her old friends had already returned to Paris: the Harvey +Shallums, May Beringer, Dicky Bowles and other westward-bound nomads +lingering on for a glimpse of the autumn theatres and fashions before +hurrying back to inaugurate the New York season. A year ago Undine would +have had no difficulty in introducing Indiana Rolliver to this group--a +group above which her own aspirations already beat an impatient wing. +Now her place in it had become too precarious for her to force an +entrance for her protectress. Her New York friends were at no pains to +conceal from her that in their opinion her divorce had been a blunder. +Their logic was that of Apex reversed. Since she had not been "sure" of +Van Degen, why in the world, they asked, had she thrown away a position +she WAS sure of? Mrs. Harvey Shallum, in particular, had not scrupled +to put the question squarely. "Chelles was awfully taken--he would have +introduced you everywhere. I thought you were wild to know smart French +people; I thought Harvey and I weren't good enough for you any longer. +And now you've done your best to spoil everything! Of course I feel for +you tremendously--that's the reason why I'm talking so frankly. You +must be horribly depressed. Come and dine to-night--or no, if you don't +mind I'd rather you chose another evening. I'd forgotten that I'd asked +the Jim Driscolls, and it might be uncomfortable--for YOU...." + +In another world she was still welcome, at first perhaps even more so +than before: the world, namely, to which she had proposed to present +Indiana Rolliver. Roviano, Madame Adelschein, and a few of the freer +spirits of her old St. Moritz band, reappearing in Paris with the close +of the watering-place season, had quickly discovered her and shown a +keen interest in her liberation. It appeared in some mysterious way to +make her more available for their purpose, and she found that, in the +character of the last American divorcee, she was even regarded as +eligible to the small and intimate inner circle of their loosely-knit +association. At first she could not make out what had entitled her to +this privilege, and increasing enlightenment produced a revolt of the +Apex puritanism which, despite some odd accommodations and compliances, +still carried its head so high in her. + +Undine had been perfectly sincere in telling Indiana Rolliver that she +was not "an Immoral woman." The pleasures for which her sex took such +risks had never attracted her, and she did not even crave the excitement +of having it thought that they did. She wanted, passionately and +persistently, two things which she believed should subsist together in +any well-ordered life: amusement and respectability; and despite her +surface-sophistication her notion of amusement was hardly less innocent +than when she had hung on the plumber's fence with Indiana Frusk. It +gave her, therefore, no satisfaction to find herself included among +Madame Adelschein's intimates. It embarrassed her to feel that she was +expected to be "queer" and "different," to respond to pass-words and +talk in innuendo, to associate with the equivocal and the subterranean +and affect to despise the ingenuous daylight joys which really satisfied +her soul. But the business shrewdness which was never quite dormant in +her suggested that this was not the moment for such scruples. She must +make the best of what she could get and wait her chance of getting +something better; and meanwhile the most practical use to which she +could put her shady friends was to flash their authentic nobility in the +dazzled eyes of Mrs. Rolliver. + +With this object in view she made haste, in a fashionable tea-room of +the rue de Rivoli, to group about Indiana the most titled members of the +band; and the felicity of the occasion would have been unmarred had she +not suddenly caught sight of Raymond de Chelles sitting on the other +side of the room. + +She had not seen Chelles since her return to Paris. It had seemed +preferable to leave their meeting to chance and the present chance +might have served as well as another but for the fact that among his +companions were two or three of the most eminent ladies of the +proud quarter beyond the Seine. It was what Undine, in moments of +discouragement, characterized as "her luck" that one of these should +be the hated Miss Wincher of Potash Springs, who had now become the +Marquise de Trezac. Undine knew that Chelles and his compatriots, +however scandalized at her European companions, would be completely +indifferent to Mrs. Rolliver's appearance; but one gesture of Madame de +Trezac's eye-glass would wave Indiana to her place and thus brand the +whole party as "wrong." + +All this passed through Undine's mind in the very moment of her +noting the change of expression with which Chelles had signalled +his recognition. If their encounter could have occurred in happier +conditions it might have had far-reaching results. As it was, the +crowded state of the tea-room, and the distance between their tables, +sufficiently excused his restricting his greeting to an eager bow; and +Undine went home heavy-hearted from this first attempt to reconstruct +her past. + +Her spirits were not lightened by the developments of the next few +days. She kept herself well in the foreground of Indiana's life, +and cultivated toward the rarely-visible Rolliver a manner in which +impersonal admiration for the statesman was tempered with the politest +indifference to the man. Indiana seemed to do justice to her efforts and +to be reassured by the result; but still there came no hint of a +reward. For a time Undine restrained the question on her lips; but one +afternoon, when she had inducted Indiana into the deepest mysteries +of Parisian complexion-making, the importance of the service and the +confidential mood it engendered seemed to warrant a discreet allusion to +their bargain. + +Indiana leaned back among her cushions with an embarrassed laugh. + +"Oh, my dear, I've been meaning to tell you--it's off, I'm afraid. The +dinner is, I mean. You see, Mr. Van Degen has seen you 'round with me, +and the very minute I asked him to come and dine he guessed--" + +"He guessed--and he wouldn't?" + +"Well, no. He wouldn't. I hate to tell you." + +"Oh--" Undine threw off a vague laugh. "Since you're intimate enough for +him to tell you THAT he must, have told you more--told you something to +justify his behaviour. He couldn't--even Peter Van Degen couldn't--just +simply have said to you: 'I wont see her.'" + +Mrs. Rolliver hesitated, visibly troubled to the point of regretting her +intervention. + +"He DID say more?" Undine insisted. "He gave you a reason? + +"He said you'd know." + +"Oh how base--how base!" Undine was trembling with one of her +little-girl rages, the storms of destructive fury before which Mr. and +Mrs. Spragg had cowered when she was a charming golden-curled cherub. +But life had administered some of the discipline which her parents had +spared her, and she pulled herself together with a gasp of pain. "Of +course he's been turned against me. His wife has the whole of New York +behind her, and I've no one; but I know it would be all right if I could +only see him." + +Her friend made no answer, and Undine pursued, with an irrepressible +outbreak of her old vehemence: "Indiana Rolliver, if you won't do it for +me I'll go straight off to his hotel this very minute. I'll wait there +in the hall till he sees me!" + +Indiana lifted a protesting hand. "Don't, Undine--not that!" + +"Why not?" + +"Well--I wouldn't, that's all." + +"You wouldn't? Why wouldn't you? You must have a reason." Undine faced +her with levelled brows. "Without a reason you can't have changed so +utterly since our last talk. You were positive enough then that I had a +right to make him see me." + +Somewhat to her surprise, Indiana made no effort to elude the challenge. +"Yes, I did think so then. But I know now that it wouldn't do you the +least bit of good." + +"Have they turned him so completely against me? I don't care if they +have! I know him--I can get him back." + +"That's the trouble." Indiana shed on her a gaze of cold compassion. +"It's not that any one has turned him against you. It's worse than +that--" + +"What can be?" + +"You'll hate me if I tell you." + +"Then you'd better make him tell me himself!" + +"I can't. I tried to. The trouble is that it was YOU--something you did, +I mean. Something he found out about you--" + +Undine, to restrain a spring of anger, had to clutch both arms of her +chair. "About me? How fearfully false! Why, I've never even LOOKED at +anybody--!" + +"It's nothing of that kind." Indiana's mournful head-shake seemed to +deplore, in Undine, an unsuspected moral obtuseness. "It's the way you +acted to your own husband." + +"I--my--to Ralph? HE reproaches me for that? Peter Van Degen does?" +"Well, for one particular thing. He says that the very day you went off +with him last year you got a cable from New York telling you to come +back at once to Mr. Marvell, who was desperately ill." + +"How on earth did he know?" The cry escaped Undine before she could +repress it. + +"It's true, then?" Indiana exclaimed. "Oh, Undine--" + +Undine sat speechless and motionless, the anger frozen to terror on her +lips. + +Mrs. Rolliver turned on her the reproachful gaze of the deceived +benefactress. "I didn't believe it when he told me; I'd never have +thought it of you. Before you'd even applied for your divorce!" + +Undine made no attempt to deny the charge or to defend herself. For +a moment she was lost in the pursuit of an unseizable clue--the +explanation of this monstrous last perversity of fate. Suddenly she rose +to her feet with a set face. + +"The Marvells must have told him--the beasts!" It relieved her to be +able to cry it out. + +"It was your husband's sister--what did you say her name was? When you +didn't answer her cable, she cabled Mr. Van Degen to find out where you +were and tell you to come straight back." + +Undine stared. "He never did!" + +"No." + +"Doesn't that show you the story's all trumped up?" + +Indiana shook her head. "He said nothing to you about it because he was +with you when you received the first cable, and you told him it was from +your sister-in-law, just worrying you as usual to go home; and when he +asked if there was anything else in it you said there wasn't another +thing." + +Undine, intently following her, caught at this with a spring. "Then he +knew it all along--he admits that? And it made no earthly difference to +him at the time?" She turned almost victoriously on her friend. "Did he +happen to explain THAT, I wonder?" + +"Yes." Indiana's longanimity grew almost solemn. "It came over him +gradually, he said. One day when he wasn't feeling very well he thought +to himself: 'Would she act like that to ME if I was dying?' And after +that he never felt the same to you." Indiana lowered her empurpled +lids. "Men have their feelings too--even when they're carried away by +passion." After a pause she added: "I don't know as I can blame him. +Undine. You see, you were his ideal." + + + +XXV + +Undine Marvell, for the next few months, tasted all the accumulated +bitterness of failure. After January the drifting hordes of her +compatriots had scattered to the four quarters of the globe, leaving +Paris to resume, under its low grey sky, its compacter winter +personality. Noting, from her more and more deserted corner, each least +sign of the social revival, Undine felt herself as stranded and baffled +as after the ineffectual summers of her girlhood. She was not without +possible alternatives; but the sense of what she had lost took the +savour from all that was left. She might have attached herself to some +migratory group winged for Italy or Egypt; but the prospect of travel +did not in itself appeal to her, and she was doubtful of its social +benefit. She lacked the adventurous curiosity which seeks its occasion +in the unknown; and though she could work doggedly for a given object +the obstacles to be overcome had to be as distinct as the prize. Her one +desire was to get back an equivalent of the precise value she had lost +in ceasing to be Ralph Marvell's wife. Her new visiting-card, bearing +her Christian name in place of her husband's, was like the coin of a +debased currency testifying to her diminished trading capacity. Her +restricted means, her vacant days, all the minor irritations of her +life, were as nothing compared to this sense of a lost advantage. Even +in the narrowed field of a Parisian winter she might have made herself +a place in some more or less extra-social world; but her experiments in +this line gave her no pleasure proportioned to the possible derogation. +She feared to be associated with "the wrong people," and scented a shade +of disrespect in every amicable advance. The more pressing attentions of +one or two men she had formerly known filled her with a glow of outraged +pride, and for the first time in her life she felt that even solitude +might be preferable to certain kinds of society. Since ill health was +the most plausible pretext for seclusion, it was almost a relief to find +that she was really growing "nervous" and sleeping badly. The doctor she +summoned advised her trying a small quiet place on the Riviera, not too +near the sea; and thither in the early days of December, she transported +herself with her maid and an omnibus-load of luggage. + +The place disconcerted her by being really small and quiet, and for a +few days she struggled against the desire for flight. She had never +before known a world as colourless and negative as that of the large +white hotel where everybody went to bed at nine, and donkey-rides over +stony hills were the only alternative to slow drives along dusty roads. +Many of the dwellers in this temple of repose found even these exercises +too stimulating, and preferred to sit for hours under the palms in +the garden, playing Patience, embroidering, or reading odd volumes of +Tauchnitz. Undine, driven by despair to an inspection of the hotel +book-shelves, discovered that scarcely any work they contained was +complete; but this did not seem to trouble the readers, who continued to +feed their leisure with mutilated fiction, from which they occasionally +raised their eyes to glance mistrustfully at the new arrival sweeping +the garden gravel with her frivolous draperies. The inmates of the hotel +were of different nationalities, but their racial differences were +levelled by the stamp of a common mediocrity. All differences of tongue, +of custom, of physiognomy, disappeared in this deep community of +insignificance, which was like some secret bond, with the manifold signs +and pass-words of its ignorances and its imperceptions. It was not the +heterogeneous mediocrity of the American summer hotel where the lack of +any standard is the nearest approach to a tie, but an organized codified +dulness, in conscious possession of its rights, and strong in the +voluntary ignorance of any others. + +It took Undine a long time to accustom herself to such an atmosphere, +and meanwhile she fretted, fumed and flaunted, or abandoned herself to +long periods of fruitless brooding. Sometimes a flame of anger shot up +in her, dismally illuminating the path she had travelled and the blank +wall to which it led. At other moments past and present were enveloped +in a dull fog of rancour which distorted and faded even the image she +presented to her morning mirror. There were days when every young face +she saw left in her a taste of poison. But when she compared herself +with the specimens of her sex who plied their languid industries under +the palms, or looked away as she passed them in hall or staircase, her +spirits rose, and she rang for her maid and dressed herself in her +newest and vividest. These were unprofitable triumphs, however. She +never made one of her attacks on the organized disapproval of the +community without feeling she had lost ground by it; and the next day +she would lie in bed and send down capricious orders for food, which her +maid would presently remove untouched, with instructions to transmit her +complaints to the landlord. + +Sometimes the events of the past year, ceaselessly revolving through her +brain, became no longer a subject for criticism or justification but +simply a series of pictures monotonously unrolled. Hour by hour, in such +moods, she re-lived the incidents of her flight with Peter Van Degen: +the part of her career that, since it had proved a failure, seemed least +like herself and most difficult to justify. She had gone away with him, +and had lived with him for two months: she, Undine Marvell, to whom +respectability was the breath of life, to whom such follies had always +been unintelligible and therefore inexcusable.--She had done this +incredible thing, and she had done it from a motive that seemed, at +the time, as clear, as logical, as free from the distorting mists of +sentimentality, as any of her father's financial enterprises. It had +been a bold move, but it had been as carefully calculated as the +happiest Wall Street "stroke." She had gone away with Peter because, +after the decisive scene in which she had put her power to the test, to +yield to him seemed the surest means of victory. Even to her practical +intelligence it was clear that an immediate dash to Dakota might look +too calculated; and she had preserved her self-respect by telling +herself that she was really his wife, and in no way to blame if the law +delayed to ratify the bond. She was still persuaded of the justness of +her reasoning; but she now saw that it had left certain risks out of +account. Her life with Van Degen had taught her many things. The two had +wandered from place to place, spending a great deal of money, always +more and more money; for the first time in her life she had been able +to buy everything she wanted. For a while this had kept her amused and +busy; but presently she began to perceive that her companion's view of +their relation was not the same as hers. She saw that he had always +meant it to be an unavowed tie, screened by Mrs. Shallum's companionship +and Clare's careless tolerance; and that on those terms he would have +been ready to shed on their adventure the brightest blaze of notoriety. +But since Undine had insisted on being carried off like a sentimental +school-girl he meant to shroud the affair in mystery, and was as zealous +in concealing their relation as she was bent on proclaiming it. In the +"powerful" novels which Popple was fond of lending her she had met +with increasing frequency the type of heroine who scorns to love +clandestinely, and proclaims the sanctity of passion and the moral +duty of obeying its call. Undine had been struck by these arguments as +justifying and even ennobling her course, and had let Peter understand +that she had been actuated by the highest motives in openly associating +her life with his; but he had opposed a placid insensibility to these +allusions, and had persisted in treating her as though their journey +were the kind of escapade that a man of the world is bound to hide. She +had expected him to take her to all the showy places where couples like +themselves are relieved from a too sustained contemplation of nature by +the distractions of the restaurant and the gaming-table; but he had +carried her from one obscure corner of Europe to another, shunning +fashionable hotels and crowded watering-places, and displaying an +ingenuity in the discovery of the unvisited and the out-of-season that +gave their journey an odd resemblance to her melancholy wedding-tour. + +She had never for a moment ceased to remember that the Dakota +divorce-court was the objective point of this later honeymoon, and her +allusions to the fact were as frequent as prudence permitted. Peter +seemed in no way disturbed by them. He responded with expressions of +increasing tenderness, or the purchase of another piece of jewelry; +and though Undine could not remember his ever voluntarily bringing the +subject of their marriage he did not shrink from her recurring mention +of it. He seemed merely too steeped in present well-being to think +of the future, and she ascribed this to the fact that his faculty of +enjoyment could not project itself beyond the moment. Her business was +to make each of their days so agreeable that when the last came he +should be conscious of a void to be bridged over as rapidly as possible +and when she thought this point had been reached she packed her trunks +and started for Dakota. + +The next picture to follow was that of the dull months in the western +divorce-town, where, to escape loneliness and avoid comment, she had +cast in her lot with Mabel Lipscomb, who had lately arrived there on the +same errand. + +Undine, at the outset, had been sorry for the friend whose new venture +seemed likely to result so much less brilliantly than her own; but +compassion had been replaced by irritation as Mabel's unpruned +vulgarities, her enormous encroaching satisfaction with herself and +her surroundings, began to pervade every corner of their provisional +household. Undine, during the first months of her exile, had been +sustained by the fullest confidence in her future. When she had parted +from Van Degen she had felt sure he meant to marry her, and the fact +that Mrs. Lipscomb was fortified by no similar hope made her easier to +bear with. Undine was almost ashamed that the unwooed Mabel should be +the witness of her own felicity, and planned to send her off on a trip +to Denver when Peter should announce his arrival; but the weeks passed, +and Peter did not come. Mabel, on the whole, behaved well in this +contingency. Undine, in her first exultation, had confided all her +hopes and plans to her friend, but Mabel took no undue advantage of the +confidence. She was even tactful in her loud fond clumsy way, with a +tact that insistently boomed and buzzed about its victim's head. But one +day she mentioned that she had asked to dinner a gentleman from Little +Rock who had come to Dakota with the same object as themselves, and +whose acquaintance she had made through her lawyer. + +The gentleman from Little Rock came to dine, and within a week Undine +understood that Mabel's future was assured. If Van Degen had been at +hand Undine would have smiled with him at poor Mabel's infatuation and +her suitor's crudeness. But Van Degen was not there. He made no sign, he +sent no excuse; he simply continued to absent himself; and it was Undine +who, in due course, had to make way for Mrs. Lipscomb's caller, and sit +upstairs with a novel while the drawing-room below was given up to the +enacting of an actual love-story. + +Even then, even to the end, Undine had to admit that Mabel had behaved +"beautifully." But it is comparatively easy to behave beautifully when +one is getting what one wants, and when some one else, who has not +always been altogether kind, is not. The net result of Mrs. Lipscomb's +magnanimity was that when, on the day of parting, she drew Undine to +her bosom with the hand on which her new engagement-ring blazed, Undine +hated her as she hated everything else connected with her vain exile in +the wilderness. + + + +XXVI + +The next phase in the unrolling vision was the episode of her return to +New York. She had gone to the Malibran, to her parents--for it was a +moment in her career when she clung passionately to the conformities, +and when the fact of being able to say: "I'm here with my father and +mother" was worth paying for even in the discomfort of that grim abode. +Nevertheless, it was another thorn in her pride that her parents could +not--for the meanest of material reasons--transfer themselves at her +coming to one of the big Fifth Avenue hotels. When she had suggested it +Mr. Spragg had briefly replied that, owing to the heavy expenses of her +divorce suit, he couldn't for the moment afford anything better; and +this announcement cast a deeper gloom over the future. + +It was not an occasion for being "nervous," however; she had learned too +many hard facts in the last few months to think of having recourse +to her youthful methods. And something told her that if she made the +attempt it would be useless. Her father and mother seemed much older, +seemed tired and defeated, like herself. + +Parents and daughter bore their common failure in a common silence, +broken only by Mrs. Spragg's occasional tentative allusions to her +grandson. But her anecdotes of Paul left a deeper silence behind them. +Undine did not want to talk of her boy. She could forget him when, +as she put it, things were "going her way," but in moments of +discouragement the thought of him was an added bitterness, subtly +different from her other bitter thoughts, and harder to quiet. It had +not occurred to her to try to gain possession of the child. She was +vaguely aware that the courts had given her his custody; but she had +never seriously thought of asserting this claim. Her parents' diminished +means and her own uncertain future made her regard the care of Paul as +an additional burden, and she quieted her scruples by thinking of him as +"better off" with Ralph's family, and of herself as rather touchingly +disinterested in putting his welfare before her own. Poor Mrs. Spragg +was pining for him, but Undine rejected her artless suggestion that Mrs. +Heeny should be sent to "bring him round." "I wouldn't ask them a favour +for the world--they're just waiting for a chance to be hateful to me," +she scornfully declared; but it pained her that her boy, should be +so near, yet inaccessible, and for the first time she was visited by +unwonted questionings as to her share in the misfortunes that had +befallen her. She had voluntarily stepped out of her social frame, and +the only person on whom she could with any satisfaction have laid +the blame was the person to whom her mind now turned with a belated +tenderness. It was thus, in fact, that she thought of Ralph. His pride, +his reserve, all the secret expressions of his devotion, the tones of +his voice, his quiet manner, even his disconcerting irony: these seemed, +in contrast to what she had since known, the qualities essential to her +happiness. She could console herself only by regarding it as part of her +sad lot that poverty and the relentless animosity of his family, should +have put an end to so perfect a union: she gradually began to look on +herself and Ralph as the victims of dark machinations, and when she +mentioned him she spoke forgivingly, and implied that "everything might +have been different" if "people" had not "come between" them. She had +arrived in New York in midseason, and the dread of seeing familiar +faces kept her shut up in her room at the Malibran, reading novels and +brooding over possibilities of escape. She tried to avoid the daily +papers, but they formed the staple diet of her parents, and now and then +she could not help taking one up and turning to the "Society Column." +Its perusal produced the impression that the season must be the gayest +New York had ever known. The Harmon B. Driscolls, young Jim and his +wife, the Thurber Van Degens, the Chauncey Ellings, and all the other +Fifth Avenue potentates, seemed to have their doors perpetually open +to a stream of feasters among whom the familiar presences of Grace +Beringer, Bertha Shallum, Dicky Bowles and Claud Walsingham Popple +came and went with the irritating sameness of the figures in a +stage-procession. + +Among them also Peter Van Degen presently appeared. He had been on a +tour around the world, and Undine could not look at a newspaper without +seeing some allusion to his progress. After his return she noticed that +his name was usually coupled with his wife's: he and Clare seemed to +be celebrating his home-coming in a series of festivities, and Undine +guessed that he had reasons for wishing to keep before the world the +evidences of his conjugal accord. + +Mrs. Heeny's clippings supplied her with such items as her own reading +missed; and one day the masseuse appeared with a long article from the +leading journal of Little Rock, describing the brilliant nuptials of +Mabel Lipscomb--now Mrs. Homer Branney--and her departure for "the +Coast" in the bridegroom's private car. This put the last touch to +Undine's irritation, and the next morning she got up earlier than usual, +put on her most effective dress, went for a quick walk around the Park, +and told her father when she came in that she wanted him to take her to +the opera that evening. + +Mr. Spragg stared and frowned. "You mean you want me to go round and +hire a box for you?" + +"Oh, no." Undine coloured at the infelicitous allusion: besides, she +knew now that the smart people who were "musical" went in stalls. + +"I only want two good seats. I don't see why I should stay shut up. I +want you to go with me," she added. + +Her father received the latter part of the request without comment: he +seemed to have gone beyond surprise. But he appeared that evening at +dinner in a creased and loosely fitting dress-suit which he had probably +not put on since the last time he had dined with his son-in-law, and he +and Undine drove off together, leaving Mrs. Spragg to gaze after them +with the pale stare of Hecuba. + +Their stalls were in the middle of the house, and around them swept +the great curve of boxes at which Undine had so often looked up in the +remote Stentorian days. Then all had been one indistinguishable glitter, +now the scene was full of familiar details: the house was thronged with +people she knew, and every box seemed to contain a parcel of her +past. At first she had shrunk from recognition; but gradually, as she +perceived that no one noticed her, that she was merely part of the +invisible crowd out of range of the exploring opera glasses, she felt a +defiant desire to make herself seen. When the performance was over her +father wanted to leave the house by the door at which they had entered, +but she guided him toward the stockholders' entrance, and pressed her +way among the furred and jewelled ladies waiting for their motors. "Oh, +it's the wrong door--never mind, we'll walk to the corner and get a +cab," she exclaimed, speaking loudly enough to be overheard. Two or +three heads turned, and she met Dicky Bowles's glance, and returned his +laughing bow. The woman talking to him looked around, coloured slightly, +and made a barely perceptible motion of her head. Just beyond her, Mrs. +Chauncey Elling, plumed and purple, stared, parted her lips, and +turned to say something important to young Jim Driscoll, who looked up +involuntarily and then squared his shoulders and gazed fixedly at a +distant point, as people do at a funeral. Behind them Undine caught +sight of Clare Van Degen; she stood alone, and her face was pale and +listless. "Shall I go up and speak to her?" Undine wondered. Some +intuition told her that, alone of all the women present, Clare might +have greeted her kindly; but she hung back, and Mrs. Harmon Driscoll +surged by on Popple's arm. Popple crimsoned, coughed, and signalled +despotically to Mrs. Driscoll's footman. Over his shoulder Undine +received a bow from Charles Bowen, and behind Bowen she saw two or three +other men she knew, and read in their faces surprise, curiosity, and the +wish to show their pleasure at seeing her. But she grasped her father's +arm and drew him out among the entangled motors and vociferating +policemen. + +Neither she nor Mr. Spragg spoke a word on the way home; but when they +reached the Malibran her father followed her up to her room. She had +dropped her cloak and stood before the wardrobe mirror studying her +reflection when he came up behind her and she saw that he was looking at +it too. + +"Where did that necklace come from?" + +Undine's neck grew pink under the shining circlet. It was the first time +since her return to New York that she had put on a low dress and thus +uncovered the string of pearls she always wore. She made no answer, and +Mr. Spragg continued: "Did your husband give them to you?" + +"RALPH!" She could not restrain a laugh. + +"Who did, then?" + +Undine remained silent. She really had not thought about the pearls, +except in so far as she consciously enjoyed the pleasure of possessing +them; and her father, habitually so unobservant, had seemed the last +person likely to raise the awkward question of their origin. + +"Why--" she began, without knowing what she meant to say. + +"I guess you better send 'em back to the party they belong to," Mr. +Spragg continued, in a voice she did not know. + +"They belong to me!" she flamed up. He looked at her as if she had grown +suddenly small and insignificant. "You better send 'em back to Peter Van +Degen the first thing to-morrow morning," he said as he went out of the +room. As far as Undine could remember, it was the first time in her life +that he had ever ordered her to do anything; and when the door closed on +him she had the distinct sense that the question had closed with it, and +that she would have to obey. She took the pearls off and threw them from +her angrily. The humiliation her father had inflicted on her was merged +with the humiliation to which she had subjected herself in going to the +opera, and she had never before hated her life as she hated it then. + +All night she lay sleepless, wondering miserably what to do; and out +of her hatred of her life, and her hatred of Peter Van Degen, there +gradually grew a loathing of Van Degen's pearls. How could she have +kept them; how have continued to wear them about her neck! Only +her absorption in other cares could have kept her from feeling the +humiliation of carrying about with her the price of her shame. Her +novel-reading had filled her mind with the vocabulary of outraged +virtue, and with pathetic allusions to woman's frailty, and while she +pitied herself she thought her father heroic. She was proud to think +that she had such a man to defend her, and rejoiced that it was in her +power to express her scorn of Van Degen by sending back his jewels. + +But her righteous ardour gradually cooled, and she was left once more +to face the dreary problem of the future. Her evening at the opera had +shown her the impossibility of remaining in New York. She had neither +the skill nor the power to fight the forces of indifference leagued +against her: she must get away at once, and try to make a fresh start. +But, as usual, the lack of money hampered her. Mr. Spragg could no +longer afford to make her the allowance she had intermittently received +from him during the first years of her marriage, and since she was now +without child or household she could hardly make it a grievance that he +had reduced her income. But what he allowed her, even with the addition +of her alimony, was absurdly insufficient. Not that she looked far +ahead; she had always felt herself predestined to ease and luxury, and +the possibility of a future adapted to her present budget did not occur +to her. But she desperately wanted enough money to carry her without +anxiety through the coming year. + +When her breakfast tray was brought in she sent it away untouched and +continued to lie in her darkened room. She knew that when she got up she +must send back the pearls; but there was no longer any satisfaction +in the thought, and she lay listlessly wondering how she could best +transmit them to Van Degen. + +As she lay there she heard Mrs. Heeny's voice in the passage. Hitherto +she had avoided the masseuse, as she did every one else associated with +her past. Mrs. Heeny had behaved with extreme discretion, refraining +from all direct allusions to Undine's misadventure; but her silence +was obviously the criticism of a superior mind. Once again Undine had +disregarded her injunction to "go slow," with results that justified the +warning. Mrs. Heeny's very reserve, however, now marked her as a safe +adviser; and Undine sprang up and called her in. "My sakes. Undine! You +look's if you'd been setting up all night with a remains!" the masseuse +exclaimed in her round rich tones. + +Undine, without answering, caught up the pearls and thrust them into +Mrs. Heeny's hands. + +"Good land alive!" The masseuse dropped into a chair and let the twist +slip through her fat flexible fingers. "Well, you got a fortune right +round your neck whenever you wear them, Undine Spragg." + +Undine murmured something indistinguishable. "I want you to take them--" +she began. + +"Take 'em? Where to?" + +"Why, to--" She was checked by the wondering simplicity of Mrs. Heeny's +stare. The masseuse must know where the pearls had come from, yet it had +evidently not occurred to her that Mrs. Marvell was about to ask her to +return them to their donor. In the light of Mrs. Heeny's unclouded gaze +the whole episode took on a different aspect, and Undine began to be +vaguely astonished at her immediate submission to her father's will. The +pearls were hers, after all! + +"To be re-strung?" Mrs. Heeny placidly suggested. "Why, you'd oughter +to have it done right here before your eyes, with pearls that are worth +what these are." + +As Undine listened, a new thought shaped itself. She could not continue +to wear the pearls: the idea had become intolerable. But for the first +time she saw what they might be converted into, and what they might +rescue her from; and suddenly she brought out: "Do you suppose I could +get anything for them?" + +"Get anything? Why, what--" + +"Anything like what they're worth, I mean. They cost a lot of money: +they came from the biggest place in Paris." Under Mrs. Heeny's +simplifying eye it was comparatively easy to make these explanations. "I +want you to try and sell them for me--I want you to do the best you can +with them. I can't do it myself--but you must swear you'll never tell a +soul," she pressed on breathlessly. + +"Why, you poor child--it ain't the first time," said Mrs. Heeny, coiling +the pearls in her big palm. "It's a pity too: they're such beauties. But +you'll get others," she added, as the necklace vanished into her bag. + +A few days later there appeared from the same receptacle a bundle of +banknotes considerable enough to quiet Undine's last scruples. She no +longer understood why she had hesitated. Why should she have thought it +necessary to give back the pearls to Van Degen? His obligation to her +represented far more than the relatively small sum she had been able to +realize on the necklace. She hid the money in her dress, and when Mrs. +Heeny had gone on to Mrs. Spragg's room she drew the packet out, and +counting the bills over, murmured to herself: "Now I can get away!" + +Her one thought was to return to Europe; but she did not want to go +alone. The vision of her solitary figure adrift in the spring mob of +trans-Atlantic pleasure-seekers depressed and mortified her. She would +be sure to run across acquaintances, and they would infer that she was +in quest of a new opportunity, a fresh start, and would suspect her of +trying to use them for the purpose. The thought was repugnant to her +newly awakened pride, and she decided that if she went to Europe her +father and mother must go with her. The project was a bold one, and when +she broached it she had to run the whole gamut of Mr. Spragg's irony. He +wanted to know what she expected to do with him when she got him there; +whether she meant to introduce him to "all those old Kings," how she +thought he and her mother would look in court dress, and how she +supposed he was going to get on without his New York paper. But Undine +had been aware of having what he himself would have called "a pull" over +her father since, the day after their visit to the opera, he had taken +her aside to ask: "You sent back those pearls?" and she had answered +coldly: "Mrs. Heeny's taken them." + +After a moment of half-bewildered resistance her parents, perhaps +secretly flattered by this first expression of her need for them, had +yielded to her entreaty, packed their trunks, and stoically set out for +the unknown. Neither Mr. Spragg nor his wife had ever before been out of +their country; and Undine had not understood, till they stood beside +her tongue-tied and helpless on the dock at Cherbourg, the task she +had undertaken in uprooting them. Mr. Spragg had never been physically +active, but on foreign shores he was seized by a strange restlessness, +and a helpless dependence on his daughter. Mrs. Spragg's long habit of +apathy was overcome by her dread of being left alone when her husband +and Undine went out, and she delayed and impeded their expeditions +by insisting on accompanying them; so that, much as Undine disliked +sightseeing, there seemed no alternative between "going round" with her +parents and shutting herself up with them in the crowded hotels to which +she successively transported them. + +The hotels were the only European institutions that really interested +Mr. Spragg. He considered them manifestly inferior to those at home; +but he was haunted by a statistical curiosity as to their size, their +number, their cost and their capacity for housing and feeding the +incalculable hordes of his countrymen. He went through galleries, +churches and museums in a stolid silence like his daughter's; but in the +hotels he never ceased to enquire and investigate, questioning every one +who could speak English, comparing bills, collecting prospectuses and +computing the cost of construction and the probable return on the +investment. He regarded the non-existence of the cold-storage system as +one more proof of European inferiority, and no longer wondered, in +the absence of the room-to-room telephone, that foreigners hadn't yet +mastered the first principles of time-saving. + +After a few weeks it became evident to both parents and daughter that +their unnatural association could not continue much longer. Mrs. +Spragg's shrinking from everything new and unfamiliar had developed into +a kind of settled terror, and Mr. Spragg had begun to be depressed +by the incredible number of the hotels and their simply incalculable +housing capacity. + +"It ain't that they're any great shakes in themselves, any one of 'em; +but there's such a darned lot of 'em: they're as thick as mosquitoes, +every place you go." And he began to reckon up, on slips of paper, on +the backs of bills and the margins of old newspapers, the number of +travellers who could be simultaneously lodged, bathed and boarded on +the continent of Europe. "Five hundred bedrooms--three hundred +bathrooms--no; three hundred and fifty bathrooms, that one has: that +makes, supposing two-thirds of 'em double up--do you s'pose as many as +that do, Undie? That porter at Lucerne told me the Germans slept three +in a room--well, call it eight hundred people; and three meals a day per +head; no, four meals, with that afternoon tea they take; and the last +place we were at--'way up on that mountain there--why, there were +seventy-five hotels in that one spot alone, and all jam full--well, it +beats me to know where all the people come from..." + +He had gone on in this fashion for what seemed to his daughter an +endless length of days; and then suddenly he had roused himself to say: +"See here, Undie, I got to go back and make the money to pay for all +this." + +There had been no question on the part of any of the three of Undine's +returning with them; and after she had conveyed them to their steamer, +and seen their vaguely relieved faces merged in the handkerchief-waving +throng along the taffrail, she had returned alone to Paris and made her +unsuccessful attempt to enlist the aid of Indiana Rolliver. + + + +XXVII + +She was still brooding over this last failure when one afternoon, as she +loitered on the hotel terrace, she was approached by a young woman whom +she had seen sitting near the wheeled chair of an old lady wearing a +crumpled black bonnet under a funny fringed parasol with a jointed +handle. + +The young woman, who was small, slight and brown, was dressed with a +disregard of the fashion which contrasted oddly with the mauve powder on +her face and the traces of artificial colour in her dark untidy hair. +She looked as if she might have several different personalities, and as +if the one of the moment had been hanging up a long time in her wardrobe +and been hurriedly taken down as probably good enough for the present +occasion. + +With her hands in her jacket pockets, and an agreeable smile on her +boyish face, she strolled up to Undine and asked, in a pretty variety of +Parisian English, if she had the pleasure of speaking to Mrs. Marvell. + +On Undine's assenting, the smile grew more alert and the lady continued: +"I think you know my friend Sacha Adelschein?" + +No question could have been less welcome to Undine. If there was one +point on which she was doggedly and puritanically resolved, it was that +no extremes of social adversity should ever again draw her into the +group of people among whom Madame Adelschein too conspicuously figured. +Since her unsuccessful attempt to win over Indiana by introducing her to +that group, Undine had been righteously resolved to remain aloof from +it; and she was drawing herself up to her loftiest height of disapproval +when the stranger, as if unconscious of it, went on: "Sacha speaks of +you so often--she admires you so much.--I think you know also my cousin +Chelles," she added, looking into Undine's eyes. "I am the Princess +Estradina. I've come here with my mother for the air." + +The murmur of negation died on Undine's lips. She found herself +grappling with a new social riddle, and such surprises were always +stimulating. The name of the untidy-looking young woman she had been +about to repel was one of the most eminent in the impregnable quarter +beyond the Seine. No one figured more largely in the Parisian chronicle +than the Princess Estradina, and no name more impressively headed the +list at every marriage, funeral and philanthropic entertainment of +the Faubourg Saint Germain than that of her mother, the Duchesse de +Dordogne, who must be no other than the old woman sitting in the +Bath-chair with the crumpled bonnet and the ridiculous sunshade. + +But it was not the appearance of the two ladies that surprised Undine. +She knew that social gold does not always glitter, and that the lady she +had heard spoken of as Lili Estradina was notoriously careless of the +conventions; but that she should boast of her intimacy with Madame +Adelschein, and use it as a pretext for naming herself, overthrew all +Undine's hierarchies. + +"Yes--it's hideously dull here, and I'm dying of it. Do come over and +speak to my mother. She's dying of it too; but don't tell her so, +because she hasn't found it out. There were so many things our mothers +never found out," the Princess rambled on, with her half-mocking +half-intimate smile; and in another moment Undine, thrilled at having +Mrs. Spragg thus coupled with a Duchess, found herself seated between +mother and daughter, and responding by a radiant blush to the elder +lady's amiable opening: "You know my nephew Raymond--he's your great +admirer." + +How had it happened, whither would it lead, how long could it last? The +questions raced through Undine's brain as she sat listening to her +new friends--they seemed already too friendly to be called +acquaintances!--replying to their enquiries, and trying to think far +enough ahead to guess what they would expect her to say, and what tone +it would be well to take. She was used to such feats of mental agility, +and it was instinctive with her to become, for the moment, the person +she thought her interlocutors expected her to be; but she had never had +quite so new a part to play at such short notice. She took her cue, +however, from the fact that the Princess Estradina, in her mother's +presence, made no farther allusion to her dear friend Sacha, and seemed +somehow, though she continued to chat on in the same easy strain, to +look differently and throw out different implications. All these shades +of demeanour were immediately perceptible to Undine, who tried to adapt +herself to them by combining in her manner a mixture of Apex dash and +New York dignity; and the result was so successful that when she rose to +go the Princess, with a hand on her arm, said almost wistfully: "You're +staying on too? Then do take pity on us! We might go on some trips +together; and in the evenings we could make a bridge." + +A new life began for Undine. The Princess, chained her mother's side, +and frankly restive under her filial duty, clung to her new acquaintance +with a persistence too flattering to be analyzed. "My dear, I was on +the brink of suicide when I saw your name in the visitors' list," she +explained; and Undine felt like answering that she had nearly reached +the same pass when the Princess's thin little hand had been held out +to her. For the moment she was dizzy with the effect of that random +gesture. Here she was, at the lowest ebb of her fortunes, miraculously +rehabilitated, reinstated, and restored to the old victorious sense of +her youth and her power! Her sole graces, her unaided personality, had +worked the miracle; how should she not trust in them hereafter? + +Aside from her feeling of concrete attainment. Undine was deeply +interested in her new friends. The Princess and her mother, in their +different ways, were different from any one else she had known. The +Princess, who might have been of any age between twenty and forty, had +a small triangular face with caressing impudent eyes, a smile like a +silent whistle and the gait of a baker's boy balancing his basket. She +wore either baggy shabby clothes like a man's, or rich draperies that +looked as if they had been rained on; and she seemed equally at ease +in either style of dress, and carelessly unconscious of both. She was +extremely familiar and unblushingly inquisitive, but she never gave +Undine the time to ask her any questions or the opportunity to venture +on any freedom with her. Nevertheless she did not scruple to talk of her +sentimental experiences, and seemed surprised, and rather disappointed, +that Undine had so few to relate in return. She playfully accused her +beautiful new friend of being cachottiere, and at the sight of Undine's +blush cried out: "Ah, you funny Americans! Why do you all behave as if +love were a secret infirmity?" + +The old Duchess was even more impressive, because she fitted better into +Undine's preconceived picture of the Faubourg Saint Germain, and was +more like the people with whom she pictured the former Nettie Wincher as +living in privileged intimacy. The Duchess was, indeed, more amiable +and accessible than Undine's conception of a Duchess, and displayed a +curiosity as great as her daughter's, and much more puerile, concerning +her new friend's history and habits. But through her mild prattle, and +in spite of her limited perceptions. Undine felt in her the same clear +impenetrable barrier that she ran against occasionally in the Princess; +and she was beginning to understand that this barrier represented a +number of things about which she herself had yet to learn. She would +not have known this a few years earlier, nor would she have seen in the +Duchess anything but the ruin of an ugly woman, dressed in clothes that +Mrs. Spragg wouldn't have touched. The Duchess certainly looked like a +ruin; but Undine now saw that she looked like the ruin of a castle. + +The Princess, who was unofficially separated from her husband, had with +her her two little girls. She seemed extremely attached to both--though +avowing for the younger a preference she frankly ascribed to the +interesting accident of its parentage--and she could not understand that +Undine, as to whose domestic difficulties she minutely informed herself, +should have consented to leave her child to strangers. "For, to one's +child every one but one's self is a stranger; and whatever your +egarements--" she began, breaking off with a stare when Undine +interrupted her to explain that the courts had ascribed all the wrongs +in the case to her husband. "But then--but then--" murmured the +Princess, turning away from the subject as if checked by too deep an +abyss of difference. + +The incident had embarrassed Undine, and though she tried to justify +herself by allusions to her boy's dependence on his father's family, +and to the duty of not standing in his way, she saw that she made no +impression. "Whatever one's errors, one's child belongs to one," her +hearer continued to repeat; and Undine, who was frequently scandalized +by the Princess's conversation, now found herself in the odd position +of having to set a watch upon her own in order not to scandalize the +Princess. + +Each day, nevertheless, strengthened her hold on her new friends. After +her first flush of triumph she began indeed to suspect that she had been +a slight disappointment to the Princess, had not completely justified +the hopes raised by the doubtful honour of being one of Sacha +Adelschein's intimates. Undine guessed that the Princess had expected to +find her more amusing, "queerer," more startling in speech and conduct. +Though by instinct she was none of these things, she was eager to go as +far as was expected; but she felt that her audacities were on lines +too normal to be interesting, and that the Princess thought her rather +school-girlish and old-fashioned. Still, they had in common their youth, +their boredom, their high spirits and their hunger for amusement; and +Undine was making the most of these ties when one day, coming back from +a trip to Monte-Carlo with the Princess, she was brought up short by the +sight of a lady--evidently a new arrival--who was seated in an attitude +of respectful intimacy beside the old Duchess's chair. Undine, advancing +unheard over the fine gravel of the garden path, recognized at a glance +the Marquise de Trezac's drooping nose and disdainful back, and at the +same moment heard her say: "--And her husband?" + +"Her husband? But she's an American--she's divorced," the Duchess +replied, as if she were merely stating the same fact in two different +ways; and Undine stopped short with a pang of apprehension. + +The Princess came up behind her. "Who's the solemn person with Mamma? +Ah, that old bore of a Trezac!" She dropped her long eye-glass with a +laugh. "Well, she'll be useful--she'll stick to Mamma like a leech and +we shall get away oftener. Come, let's go and be charming to her." + +She approached Madame de Trezac effusively, and after an interchange of +exclamations Undine heard her say "You know my friend Mrs. Marvell? No? +How odd! Where do you manage to hide yourself, chere Madame? Undine, +here's a compatriot who hasn't the pleasure--" + +"I'm such a hermit, dear Mrs. Marvell--the Princess shows me what I +miss," the Marquise de Trezac murmured, rising to give her hand +to Undine, and speaking in a voice so different from that of the +supercilious Miss Wincher that only her facial angle and the droop of +her nose linked her to the hated vision of Potash Springs. + +Undine felt herself dancing on a flood-tide of security. For the first +time the memory of Potash Springs became a thing to smile at, and with +the Princess's arm through hers she shone back triumphantly on Madame de +Trezac, who seemed to have grown suddenly obsequious and insignificant, +as though the waving of the Princess's wand had stripped her of all her +false advantages. + +But upstairs, in her own room. Undine's courage fell. Madame de Trezac +had been civil, effusive even, because for the moment she had been taken +off her guard by finding Mrs. Marvell on terms of intimacy with the +Princess Estradina and her mother. But the force of facts would reassert +itself. Far from continuing to see Undine through her French friends' +eyes she would probably invite them to view her compatriot through the +searching lens of her own ampler information. "The old hypocrite--she'll +tell them everything," Undine murmured, wincing at the recollection +of the dentist's assistant from Deposit, and staring miserably at her +reflection in the dressing-table mirror. Of what use were youth and +grace and good looks, if one drop of poison distilled from the envy of +a narrow-minded woman was enough to paralyze them? Of course Madame de +Trezac knew and remembered, and, secure in her own impregnable position, +would never rest till she had driven out the intruder. + + + +XXVIII + +"What do you say to Nice to-morrow, dearest?" the Princess suggested +a few evenings later as she followed Undine upstairs after a languid +evening at bridge with the Duchess and Madame de Trezac. + +Half-way down the passage she stopped to open a door and, putting her +finger to her lip, signed to Undine to enter. In the taper-lit dimness +stood two small white beds, each surmounted by a crucifix and a palm +branch, and each containing a small brown sleeping child with a mop of +hair and a curiously finished little face. As the Princess stood gazing +on their innocent slumbers she seemed for a moment like a third little +girl scarcely bigger and browner than the others; and the smile with +which she watched them was as clear as theirs. "Ah, si seulement je +pouvais choisir leurs amants!" she sighed as she turned away. + +"--Nice to-morrow," she repeated, as she and Undine walked on to their +rooms with linked arms. "We may as well make hay while the Trezac +shines. She bores Mamma frightfully, but Mamma won't admit it because +they belong to the same oeuvres. Shall it be the eleven train, dear? +We can lunch at the Royal and look in the shops--we may meet somebody +amusing. Anyhow, it's better than staying here!" + +Undine was sure the trip to Nice would be delightful. Their previous +expeditions had shown her the Princess's faculty for organizing such +adventures. At Monte-Carlo, a few days before, they had run across two +or three amusing but unassorted people, and the Princess, having fused +them in a jolly lunch, had followed it up by a bout at baccarat, and, +finally hunting down an eminent composer who had just arrived to +rehearse a new production, had insisted on his asking the party to tea, +and treating them to fragments of his opera. + +A few days earlier, Undine's hope of renewing such pleasures would have +been clouded by the dread of leaving Madame de Trezac alone with the +Duchess. But she had no longer any fear of Madame de Trezac. She had +discovered that her old rival of Potash Springs was in actual dread +of her disfavour, and nervously anxious to conciliate her, and the +discovery gave her such a sense of the heights she had scaled, and the +security of her footing, that all her troubled past began to seem like +the result of some providential "design," and vague impulses of piety +stirred in her as she and the Princess whirled toward Nice through the +blue and gold glitter of the morning. + +They wandered about the lively streets, they gazed into the beguiling +shops, the Princess tried on hats and Undine bought them, and they +lunched at the Royal on all sorts of succulent dishes prepared under +the head-waiter's special supervision. But as they were savouring +their "double" coffee and liqueurs, and Undine was wondering what her +companion would devise for the afternoon, the Princess clapped her hands +together and cried out: "Dearest, I'd forgotten! I must desert you." + +She explained that she'd promised the Duchess to look up a friend who +was ill--a poor wretch who'd been sent to Cimiez for her lungs--and that +she must rush off at once, and would be back as soon as possible--well, +if not in an hour, then in two at latest. She was full of compunction, +but she knew Undine would forgive her, and find something amusing to +fill up the time: she advised her to go back and buy the black hat with +the osprey, and try on the crepe de Chine they'd thought so smart: for +any one as good-looking as herself the woman would probably alter it for +nothing; and they could meet again at the Palace Tea-Rooms at four. She +whirled away in a cloud of explanations, and Undine, left alone, sat +down on the Promenade des Anglais. She did not believe a word the +Princess had said. She had seen in a flash why she was being left, and +why the plan had not been divulged to her before-hand; and she +quivered with resentment and humiliation. "That's what she's wanted me +for...that's why she made up to me. She's trying it to-day, and after +this it'll happen regularly...she'll drag me over here every day or +two...at least she thinks she will!" + +A sincere disgust was Undine's uppermost sensation. She was as much +ashamed as Mrs. Spragg might have been at finding herself used to screen +a clandestine adventure. + +"I'll let her see... I'll make her understand," she repeated angrily; +and for a moment she was half-disposed to drive to the station and take +the first train back. But the sense of her precarious situation withheld +her; and presently, with bitterness in her heart, she got up and began +to stroll toward the shops. + +To show that she was not a dupe, she arrived at the designated +meeting-place nearly an hour later than the time appointed; but when she +entered the Tea-Rooms the Princess was nowhere to be seen. The rooms +were crowded, and Undine was guided toward a small inner apartment +where isolated couples were absorbing refreshments in an atmosphere of +intimacy that made it seem incongruous to be alone. She glanced about +for a face she knew, but none was visible, and she was just giving up +the search when she beheld Elmer Moffatt shouldering his way through the +crowd. + +The sight was so surprising that she sat gazing with unconscious fixity +at the round black head and glossy reddish face which kept appearing and +disappearing through the intervening jungle of aigrettes. It was long +since she had either heard of Moffatt or thought about him, and now, in +her loneliness and exasperation, she took comfort in the sight of his +confident capable face, and felt a longing to hear his voice and unbosom +her woes to him. She had half risen to attract his attention when she +saw him turn back and make way for a companion, who was cautiously +steering her huge feathered hat between the tea-tables. The woman was +of the vulgarest type; everything about her was cheap and gaudy. But +Moffatt was obviously elated: he stood aside with a flourish to usher +her in, and as he followed he shot out a pink shirt-cuff with jewelled +links, and gave his moustache a gallant twist. Undine felt an +unreasoning irritation: she was vexed with him both for not being alone +and for being so vulgarly accompanied. As the couple seated themselves +she caught Moffatt's glance and saw him redden to the edge of his white +forehead; but he elaborately avoided her eye--he evidently wanted her to +see him do it--and proceeded to minister to his companion's wants with +an air of experienced gallantry. + +The incident, trifling as it was, filled up the measure of Undine's +bitterness. She thought Moffatt pitiably ridiculous, and she hated him +for showing himself in such a light at that particular moment. Her mind +turned back to her own grievance, and she was just saying to herself +that nothing on earth should prevent her letting the Princess know what +she thought of her, when the lady in question at last appeared. She came +hurriedly forward and behind her Undine perceived the figure of a slight +quietly dressed man, as to whom her immediate impression was that he +made every one else in the room look as common as Moffatt. An instant +later the colour had flown to her face and her hand was in Raymond de +Chelles, while the Princess, murmuring: "Cimiez's such a long way off; +but you WILL forgive me?" looked into her eyes with a smile that added: +"See how I pay for what I get!" + +Her first glance showed Undine how glad Raymond de Chelles was to see +her. Since their last meeting his admiration for her seemed not only to +have increased but to have acquired a different character. Undine, at +an earlier stage in her career, might not have known exactly what the +difference signified; but it was as clear to her now as if the Princess +had said--what her beaming eyes seemed, in fact, to convey--"I'm only +too glad to do my cousin the same kind of turn you're doing me." + +But Undine's increased experience, if it had made her more vigilant, +had also given her a clearer measure of her power. She saw at once +that Chelles, in seeking to meet her again, was not in quest of a mere +passing adventure. He was evidently deeply drawn to her, and her present +situation, if it made it natural to regard her as more accessible, had +not altered the nature of his feeling. She saw and weighed all this in +the first five minutes during which, over tea and muffins, the Princess +descanted on her luck in happening to run across her cousin, and +Chelles, his enchanted eyes on Undine, expressed his sense of his good +fortune. He was staying, it appeared, with friends at Beaulieu, and had +run over to Nice that afternoon by the merest chance: he added that, +having just learned of his aunt's presence in the neighbourhood, he had +already planned to present his homage to her. + +"Oh, don't come to us--we're too dull!" the Princess exclaimed. "Let us +run over occasionally and call on you: we're dying for a pretext, aren't +we?" she added, smiling at Undine. + +The latter smiled back vaguely, and looked across the room. Moffatt, +looking flushed and foolish, was just pushing back his chair. To carry +off his embarrassment he put an additional touch of importance; and as +he swaggered out behind his companion, Undine said to herself, with a +shiver: "If he'd been alone they would have found me taking tea with +him." + +Undine, during the ensuing weeks, returned several times to Nice with +the Princess; but, to the latter's surprise, she absolutely refused to +have Raymond de Chelles included in their luncheon-parties, or even +apprised in advance of their expeditions. + +The Princess, always impatient of unnecessary dissimulation, had not +attempted to keep up the feint of the interesting invalid at Cimiez. She +confessed to Undine that she was drawn to Nice by the presence there of +the person without whom, for the moment, she found life intolerable, +and whom she could not well receive under the same roof with her little +girls and her mother. She appealed to Undine's sisterly heart to feel +for her in her difficulty, and implied that--as her conduct had already +proved--she would always be ready to render her friend a like service. +It was at this point that Undine checked her by a decided word. "I +understand your position, and I'm very sorry for you, of course," she +began (the Princess stared at the "sorry"). "Your secret's perfectly +safe with me, and I'll do anything I can for you...but if I go to Nice +with you again you must promise not to ask your cousin to meet us." + +The Princess's face expressed the most genuine astonishment. "Oh, my +dear, do forgive me if I've been stupid! He admires you so tremendously; +and I thought--" + +"You'll do as I ask, please--won't you?" Undine went on, ignoring the +interruption and looking straight at her under level brows; and the +Princess, with a shrug, merely murmured: "What a pity! I fancied you +liked him." + + + +XXIX + +The early spring found Undine once more in Paris. + +She had every reason to be satisfied with the result of the course she +had pursued since she had pronounced her ultimatum on the subject of +Raymond de Chelles. She had continued to remain on the best of terms +with the Princess, to rise in the estimation of the old Duchess, and +to measure the rapidity of her ascent in the upward gaze of Madame de +Trezac; and she had given Chelles to understand that, if he wished to +renew their acquaintance, he must do so in the shelter of his venerable +aunt's protection. + +To the Princess she was careful to make her attitude equally clear. "I +like your cousin very much--he's delightful, and if I'm in Paris this +spring I hope I shall see a great deal of him. But I know how easy it is +for a woman in my position to get talked about--and I have my little boy +to consider." + +Nevertheless, whenever Chelles came over from Beaulieu to spend a +day with his aunt and cousin--an excursion he not infrequently +repeated--Undine was at no pains to conceal her pleasure. Nor was there +anything calculated in her attitude. Chelles seemed to her more charming +than ever, and the warmth of his wooing was in flattering contrast to +the cool reserve of his manners. At last she felt herself alive and +young again, and it became a joy to look in her glass and to try on her +new hats and dresses... + +The only menace ahead was the usual one of the want of money. While she +had travelled with her parents she had been at relatively small expense, +and since their return to America Mr. Spragg had sent her allowance +regularly; yet almost all the money she had received for the pearls was +already gone, and she knew her Paris season would be far more expensive +than the quiet weeks on the Riviera. + +Meanwhile the sense of reviving popularity, and the charm of Chelles' +devotion, had almost effaced the ugly memories of failure, and +refurbished that image of herself in other minds which was her only +notion of self-seeing. Under the guidance of Madame de Trezac she had +found a prettily furnished apartment in a not too inaccessible quarter, +and in its light bright drawing-room she sat one June afternoon +listening, with all the forbearance of which she was capable, to the +counsels of her newly-acquired guide. + +"Everything but marriage--" Madame de Trezac was repeating, her long +head slightly tilted, her features wearing the rapt look of an adept +reciting a hallowed formula. + +Raymond de Chelles had not been mentioned by either of the ladies, and +the former Miss Wincher was merely imparting to her young friend one of +the fundamental dogmas of her social creed; but Undine was conscious +that the air between them vibrated with an unspoken name. She made no +immediate answer, but her glance, passing by Madame de Trezac's dull +countenance, sought her own reflection in the mirror behind her +visitor's chair. A beam of spring sunlight touched the living masses of +her hair and made the face beneath as radiant as a girl's. Undine smiled +faintly at the promise her own eyes gave her, and then turned them back +to her friend. "What can such women know about anything?" she thought +compassionately. + +"There's everything against it," Madame de Trezac continued in a tone of +patient exposition. She seemed to be doing her best to make the matter +clear. "In the first place, between people in society a religious +marriage is necessary; and, since the Church doesn't recognize divorce, +that's obviously out of the question. In France, a man of position who +goes through the form of civil marriage with a divorced woman is simply +ruining himself and her. They might much better--from her point of +view as well as his--be 'friends,' as it's called over here: such +arrangements are understood and allowed for. But when a Frenchman +marries he wants to marry as his people always have. He knows there are +traditions he can't fight against--and in his heart he's glad there +are." + +"Oh, I know: they've so much religious feeling. I admire that in them: +their religion's so beautiful." Undine looked thoughtfully at her +visitor. "I suppose even money--a great deal of money--wouldn't make the +least bit of difference?" + +"None whatever, except to make matters worse," Madame de Trezac +decisively rejoined. She returned Undine's look with something of Miss +Wincher's contemptuous authority. "But," she added, softening to a +smile, "between ourselves--I can say it, since we're neither of us +children--a woman with tact, who's not in a position to remarry, will +find society extremely indulgent... provided, of course, she keeps up +appearances..." + +Undine turned to her with the frown of a startled Diana. "We don't look +at things that way out at Apex," she said coldly; and the blood rose in +Madame de Trezac's sallow cheek. + +"Oh, my dear, it's so refreshing to hear you talk like that! Personally, +of course, I've never quite got used to the French view--" + +"I hope no American woman ever does," said Undine. + +She had been in Paris for about two months when this conversation took +place, and in spite of her reviving self-confidence she was beginning to +recognize the strength of the forces opposed to her. It had taken a long +time to convince her that even money could not prevail against them; +and, in the intervals of expressing her admiration for the Catholic +creed, she now had violent reactions of militant Protestantism, during +which she talked of the tyranny of Rome and recalled school stories of +immoral Popes and persecuting Jesuits. + +Meanwhile her demeanour to Chelles was that of the incorruptible but +fearless American woman, who cannot even conceive of love outside of +marriage, but is ready to give her devoted friendship to the man on +whom, in happier circumstances, she might have bestowed her hand. This +attitude was provocative of many scenes, during which her suitor's +unfailing powers of expression--his gift of looking and saying all +the desperate and devoted things a pretty woman likes to think she +inspires--gave Undine the thrilling sense of breathing the very air of +French fiction. But she was aware that too prolonged tension of these +cords usually ends in their snapping, and that Chelles' patience was +probably in inverse ratio to his ardour. + +When Madame de Trezac had left her these thoughts remained in her mind. +She understood exactly what each of her new friends wanted of her. The +Princess, who was fond of her cousin, and had the French sense of family +solidarity, would have liked to see Chelles happy in what seemed to her +the only imaginable way. Madame de Trezac would have liked to do what +she could to second the Princess's efforts in this or any other line; +and even the old Duchess--though piously desirous of seeing her +favourite nephew married--would have thought it not only natural but +inevitable that, while awaiting that happy event, he should try to +induce an amiable young woman to mitigate the drawbacks of celibacy. +Meanwhile, they might one and all weary of her if Chelles did; and +a persistent rejection of his suit would probably imperil her +scarcely-gained footing among his friends. All this was clear to her, +yet it did not shake her resolve. She was determined to give up Chelles +unless he was willing to marry her; and the thought of her renunciation +moved her to a kind of wistful melancholy. + +In this mood her mind reverted to a letter she had just received from +her mother. Mrs. Spragg wrote more fully than usual, and the unwonted +flow of her pen had been occasioned by an event for which she had long +yearned. For months she had pined for a sight of her grandson, had tried +to screw up her courage to write and ask permission to visit him, and, +finally breaking through her sedentary habits, had begun to haunt the +neighbourhood of Washington Square, with the result that one afternoon +she had had the luck to meet the little boy coming out of the house with +his nurse. She had spoken to him, and he had remembered her and called +her "Granny"; and the next day she had received a note from Mrs. +Fairford saying that Ralph would be glad to send Paul to see her. Mrs. +Spragg enlarged on the delights of the visit and the growing beauty and +cleverness of her grandson. She described to Undine exactly how Paul +was dressed, how he looked and what he said, and told her how he had +examined everything in the room, and, finally coming upon his mother's +photograph, had asked who the lady was; and, on being told, had wanted +to know if she was a very long way off, and when Granny thought she +would come back. + +As Undine re-read her mother's pages, she felt an unusual tightness in +her throat and two tears rose to her eyes. It was dreadful that her +little boy should be growing up far away from her, perhaps dressed in +clothes she would have hated; and wicked and unnatural that when he saw +her picture he should have to be told who she was. "If I could only meet +some good man who would give me a home and be a father to him," she +thought--and the tears overflowed and ran down. + +Even as they fell, the door was thrown open to admit Raymond de Chelles, +and the consciousness of the moisture still glistening on her cheeks +perhaps strengthened her resolve to resist him, and thus made her more +imperiously to be desired. Certain it is that on that day her suitor +first alluded to a possibility which Madame de Trezac had prudently +refrained from suggesting, there fell upon Undine's attentive ears the +magic phrase "annulment of marriage." + +Her alert intelligence immediately set to work in this new direction; +but almost at the same moment she became aware of a subtle change +of tone in the Princess and her mother, a change reflected in the +corresponding decline of Madame de Trezac's cordiality. Undine, since +her arrival in Paris, had necessarily been less in the Princess's +company, but when they met she had found her as friendly as ever. It was +manifestly not a failing of the Princess's to forget past favours, and +though increasingly absorbed by the demands of town life she treated her +new friend with the same affectionate frankness, and Undine was given +frequent opportunities to enlarge her Parisian acquaintance, not only in +the Princess's intimate circle but in the majestic drawing-rooms of the +Hotel de Dordogne. Now, however, there was a perceptible decline in +these signs of hospitality, and Undine, on calling one day on the +Duchess, noticed that her appearance sent a visible flutter of +discomfort through the circle about her hostess's chair. Two or three of +the ladies present looked away from the new-comer and at each other, +and several of them seemed spontaneously to encircle without approaching +her, while another--grey-haired, elderly and slightly frightened--with +an "Adieu, ma bonne tante" to the Duchess, was hastily aided in her +retreat down the long line of old gilded rooms. + +The incident was too mute and rapid to have been noticeable had it not +been followed by the Duchess's resuming her conversation with the ladies +nearest her as though Undine had just gone out of the room instead of +entering it. The sense of having been thus rendered invisible filled +Undine with a vehement desire to make herself seen, and an equally +strong sense that all attempts to do so would be vain; and when, a few +minutes later, she issued from the portals of the Hotel de Dordogne it +was with the fixed resolve not to enter them again till she had had an +explanation with the Princess. + +She was spared the trouble of seeking one by the arrival, early the next +morning, of Madame de Trezac, who, entering almost with the breakfast +tray, mysteriously asked to be allowed to communicate something of +importance. + +"You'll understand, I know, the Princess's not coming herself--" Madame +de Trezac began, sitting up very straight on the edge of the arm-chair +over which Undine's lace dressing-gown hung. + +"If there's anything she wants to say to me, I don't," Undine answered, +leaning back among her rosy pillows, and reflecting compassionately that +the face opposite her was just the colour of the cafe au lait she was +pouring out. + +"There are things that are...that might seem too pointed...if one said +them one's self," Madame de Trezac continued. "Our dear Lili's so +good-natured... she so hates to do anything unfriendly; but she +naturally thinks first of her mother..." + +"Her mother? What's the matter with her mother?" + +"I told her I knew you didn't understand. I was sure you'd take it in +good part..." + +Undine raised herself on her elbow. "What did Lili tell you to tell me?" + +"Oh, not to TELL you...simply to ask if, just for the present, you'd +mind avoiding the Duchess's Thursdays ...calling on any other day, that +is." + +"Any other day? She's not at home on any other. Do you mean she doesn't +want me to call?" + +"Well--not while the Marquise de Chelles is in Paris. She's the +Duchess's favourite niece--and of course they all hang together. That +kind of family feeling is something you naturally don't--" + +Undine had a sudden glimpse of hidden intricacies. + +"That was Raymond de Chelles' mother I saw there yesterday? The one they +hurried out when I came in?" + +"It seems she was very much upset. She somehow heard your name." + +"Why shouldn't she have heard my name? And why in the world should it +upset her?" + +Madame de Trezac heaved a hesitating sigh. "Isn't it better to be frank? +She thinks she has reason to feel badly--they all do." + +"To feel badly? Because her son wants to marry me?" + +"Of course they know that's impossible." Madame de Trezac smiled +compassionately. "But they're afraid of your spoiling his other +chances." + +Undine paused a moment before answering, "It won't be impossible when my +marriage is annulled," she said. + +The effect of this statement was less electrifying than she had hoped. +Her visitor simply broke into a laugh. "My dear child! Your marriage +annulled? Who can have put such a mad idea into your head?" + +Undine's gaze followed the pattern she was tracing with a lustrous nail +on her embroidered bedspread. "Raymond himself," she let fall. + +This time there was no mistaking the effect she produced. Madame de +Trezac, with a murmured "Oh," sat gazing before her as if she had +lost the thread of her argument; and it was only after a considerable +interval that she recovered it sufficiently to exclaim: "They'll never +hear of it--absolutely never!" + +"But they can't prevent it, can they?" + +"They can prevent its being of any use to you." + +"I see," Undine pensively assented. + +She knew the tone she had taken was virtually a declaration of war; but +she was in a mood when the act of defiance, apart from its strategic +value, was a satisfaction in itself. Moreover, if she could not gain +her end without a fight it was better that the battle should be +engaged while Raymond's ardour was at its height. To provoke immediate +hostilities she sent for him the same afternoon, and related, quietly +and without comment, the incident of her visit to the Duchess, and +the mission with which Madame de Trezac had been charged. In the +circumstances, she went on to explain, it was manifestly impossible that +she should continue to receive his visits; and she met his wrathful +comments on his relatives by the gently but firmly expressed resolve not +to be the cause of any disagreement between himself and his family. + + + +XXX + +A few days after her decisive conversation with Raymond de Chelles, +Undine, emerging from the doors of the Nouveau Luxe, where she had been +to call on the newly-arrived Mrs. Homer Branney, once more found herself +face to face with Elmer Moffatt. + +This time there was no mistaking his eagerness to be recognized. He +stopped short as they met, and she read such pleasure in his eyes that +she too stopped, holding out her hand. + +"I'm glad you're going to speak to me," she said, and Moffatt reddened at +the allusion. + +"Well, I very nearly didn't. I didn't know you. You look about as old as +you did when I first landed at Apex--remember?" + +He turned back and began to walk at her side in the direction of the +Champs Elysees. + +"Say--this is all right!" he exclaimed; and she saw that his glance had +left her and was ranging across the wide silvery square ahead of them to +the congregated domes and spires beyond the river. + +"Do you like Paris?" she asked, wondering what theatres he had been to. + +"It beats everything." He seemed to be breathing in deeply the +impression of fountains, sculpture, leafy' avenues and long-drawn +architectural distances fading into the afternoon haze. + +"I suppose you've been to that old church over there?" he went on, his +gold-topped stick pointing toward the towers of Notre Dame. + +"Oh, of course; when I used to sightsee. Have you never been to Paris +before?" + +"No, this is my first look-round. I came across in March." + +"In March?" she echoed inattentively. It never occurred to her that +other people's lives went on when they were out of her range of vision, +and she tried in vain to remember what she had last heard of Moffatt. +"Wasn't that a bad time to leave Wall Street?" + +"Well, so-so. Fact is, I was played out: needed a change." Nothing in +his robust mien confirmed the statement, and he did not seem inclined to +develop it. "I presume you're settled here now?" he went on. "I saw by +the papers--" + +"Yes," she interrupted; adding, after a moment: "It was all a mistake +from the first." + +"Well, I never thought he was your form," said Moffatt. + +His eyes had come back to her, and the look in them struck her as +something she might use to her advantage; but the next moment he had +glanced away with a furrowed brow, and she felt she had not wholly fixed +his attention. + +"I live at the other end of Paris. Why not come back and have tea with +me?" she suggested, half moved by a desire to know more of his affairs, +and half by the thought that a talk with him might help to shed some +light on hers. + +In the open taxi-cab he seemed to recover his sense of well-being, and +leaned back, his hands on the knob of his stick, with the air of a man +pleasantly aware of his privileges. "This Paris is a thundering good +place," he repeated once or twice as they rolled on through the crush +and glitter of the afternoon; and when they had descended at Undine's +door, and he stood in her drawing-room, and looked out on the +horse-chestnut trees rounding their green domes under the balcony, his +satisfaction culminated in the comment: "I guess this lays out West End +Avenue!" + +His eyes met Undine's with their old twinkle, and their expression +encouraged her to murmur: "Of course there are times when I'm very +lonely." + +She sat down behind the tea-table, and he stood at a little distance, +watching her pull off her gloves with a queer comic twitch of his +elastic mouth. "Well, I guess it's only when you want to be," he said, +grasping a lyre-backed chair by its gilt cords, and sitting down astride +of it, his light grey trousers stretching too tightly over his plump +thighs. Undine was perfectly aware that he was a vulgar over-dressed +man, with a red crease of fat above his collar and an impudent +swaggering eye; yet she liked to see him there, and was conscious that +he stirred the fibres of a self she had forgotten but had not ceased to +understand. + +She had fancied her avowal of loneliness might call forth some +sentimental phrase; but though Moffatt was clearly pleased to be with +her she saw that she was not the centre of his thoughts, and the +discovery irritated her. + +"I don't suppose YOU'VE known what it is to be lonely since you've been +in Europe?" she continued as she held out his tea-cup. + +"Oh," he said jocosely, "I don't always go round with a guide"; and she +rejoined on the same note: "Then perhaps I shall see something of you." + +"Why, there's nothing would suit me better; but the fact is, I'm +probably sailing next week." + +"Oh, are you? I'm sorry." There was nothing feigned in her regret. + +"Anything I can do for you across the pond?" + +She hesitated. "There's something you can do for me right off." + +He looked at her more attentively, as if his practised eve had passed +through the surface of her beauty to what might be going on behind it. +"Do you want my blessing again?" he asked with sudden irony. + +Undine opened her eyes with a trustful look. "Yes--I do." + +"Well--I'll be damned!" said Moffatt gaily. + +"You've always been so awfully nice," she began; and he leaned back, +grasping both sides of the chair-back, and shaking it a little with his +laugh. + +He kept the same attitude while she proceeded to unfold her case, +listening to her with the air of sober concentration that his frivolous +face took on at any serious demand on his attention. When she had ended +he kept the same look during an interval of silent pondering. "Is it the +fellow who was over at Nice with you that day?" + +She looked at him with surprise. "How did you know?" + +"Why, I liked his looks," said Moffatt simply. He got up and strolled +toward the window. On the way he stopped before a table covered with +showy trifles, and after looking at them for a moment singled out a dim +old brown and golden book which Chelles had given her. He examined +it lingeringly, as though it touched the spring of some choked-up +sensibility for which he had no language. "Say--" he began: it was the +usual prelude to his enthusiasms; but he laid the book down and turned +back. + +"Then you think if you had the cash you could fix it up all right with +the Pope?" + +Her heart began to beat. She remembered that he had once put a job in +Ralph's way, and had let her understand that he had done it partly for +her sake. + +"Well," he continued, relapsing into hyperbole, "I wish I could send the +old gentleman my cheque to-morrow morning: but the fact is I'm high and +dry." He looked at her with a sudden odd intensity. "If I WASN'T, I +dunno but what--" The phrase was lost in his familiar whistle. +"That's an awfully fetching way you do your hair," he said. It was a +disappointment to Undine to hear that his affairs were not prospering, +for she knew that in his world "pull" and solvency were closely related, +and that such support as she had hoped he might give her would be +contingent on his own situation. But she had again a fleeting sense of +his mysterious power of accomplishing things in the teeth of adversity; +and she answered: "What I want is your advice." + +He turned away and wandered across the room, his hands in his pockets. +On her ornate writing desk he saw a photograph of Paul, bright-curled +and sturdy-legged, in a manly reefer, and bent over it with a murmur of +approval. "Say--what a fellow! Got him with you?" + +Undine coloured. "No--" she began; and seeing his look of surprise, she +embarked on her usual explanation. "I can't tell you how I miss him," +she ended, with a ring of truth that carried conviction to her own ears +if not to Moffatt's. + +"Why don't you get him back, then?" + +"Why, I--" + +Moffatt had picked up the frame and was looking at the photograph more +closely. "Pants!" he chuckled. "I declare!" + +He turned back to Undine. "Who DOES he belong to, anyhow?" + +"Belong to?" + +"Who got him when you were divorced? Did you?" + +"Oh, I got everything," she said, her instinct of self-defense on the +alert. + +"So I thought." He stood before her, stoutly planted on his short legs, +and speaking with an aggressive energy. "Well, I know what I'd do if he +was mine." + +"If he was yours?" + +"And you tried to get him away from me. Fight you to a finish! If it +cost me down to my last dollar I would." + +The conversation seemed to be wandering from the point, and she +answered, with a touch of impatience: "It wouldn't cost you anything +like that. I haven't got a dollar to fight back with." + +"Well, you ain't got to fight. Your decree gave him to you, didn't it? +Why don't you send right over and get him? That's what I'd do if I was +you." + +Undine looked up. "But I'm awfully poor; I can't afford to have him +here." + +"You couldn't, up to now; but now you're going to get married. You're +going to be able to give him a home and a father's care--and the +foreign languages. That's what I'd say if I was you...His father takes +considerable stock in him, don't he?" + +She coloured, a denial on her lips; but she could not shape it. "We're +both awfully fond of him, of course... His father'd never give him up!" + +"Just so." Moffatt's face had grown as sharp as glass. "You've got the +Marvells running. All you've got to do's to sit tight and wait for their +cheque." He dropped back to his equestrian seat on the lyre-backed +chair. + +Undine stood up and moved uneasily toward the window. She seemed to +see her little boy as though he were in the room with her; she did not +understand how she could have lived so long without him...She stood for +a long time without speaking, feeling behind her the concentrated irony +of Moffatt's gaze. + +"You couldn't lend me the money--manage to borrow it for me, I mean?" +she finally turned back to ask. He laughed. "If I could manage to borrow +any money at this particular minute--well, I'd have to lend every +dollar of it to Elmer Moffatt, Esquire. I'm stone-broke, if you want +to know. And wanted for an Investigation too. That's why I'm over here +improving my mind." + +"Why, I thought you were going home next week?" + +He grinned. "I am, because I've found out there's a party wants me to +stay away worse than the courts want me back. Making the trip just for +my private satisfaction--there won't be any money in it, I'm afraid." + +Leaden disappointment descended on Undine. She had felt almost sure +of Moffatt's helping her, and for an instant she wondered if some +long-smouldering jealousy had flamed up under its cold cinders. But +another look at his face denied her this solace; and his evident +indifference was the last blow to her pride. The twinge it gave her +prompted her to ask: "Don't you ever mean to get married?" + +Moffatt gave her a quick look. "Why, I shouldn't wonder--one of these +days. Millionaires always collect something; but I've got to collect my +millions first." + +He spoke coolly and half-humorously, and before he had ended she had +lost all interest in his reply. He seemed aware of the fact, for he +stood up and held out his hand. "Well, so long, Mrs. Marvell. It's been +uncommonly pleasant to see you; and you'd better think over what I've +said." + +She laid her hand sadly in his. "You've never had a child," she replied. + + + +XXXI + +Nearly two years had passed since Ralph Marvell, waking from his long +sleep in the hot summer light of Washington Square, had found that the +face of life was changed for him. + +In the interval he had gradually adapted himself to the new order of +things; but the months of adaptation had been a time of such darkness +and confusion that, from the vantage-ground of his recovered lucidity, +he could not yet distinguish the stages by which he had worked his way +out; and even now his footing was not secure. + +His first effort had been to readjust his values--to take an inventory +of them, and reclassify them, so that one at least might be made to +appear as important as those he had lost; otherwise there could be no +reason why he should go on living. He applied himself doggedly to this +attempt; but whenever he thought he had found a reason that his mind +could rest in, it gave way under him, and the old struggle for a +foothold began again. His two objects in life were his boy and his book. +The boy was incomparably the stronger argument, yet the less serviceable +in filling the void. Ralph felt his son all the while, and all through +his other feelings; but he could not think about him actively and +continuously, could not forever exercise his eager empty dissatisfied +mind on the relatively simple problem of clothing, educating and amusing +a little boy of six. Yet Paul's existence was the all-sufficient reason +for his own; and he turned again, with a kind of cold fervour, to his +abandoned literary dream. Material needs obliged him to go on with +his regular business; but, the day's work over, he was possessed of a +leisure as bare and as blank as an unfurnished house, yet that was at +least his own to furnish as he pleased. + +Meanwhile he was beginning to show a presentable face to the world, and +to be once more treated like a man in whose case no one is particularly +interested. His men friends ceased to say: "Hallo, old chap, I never saw +you looking fitter!" and elderly ladies no longer told him they were +sure he kept too much to himself, and urged him to drop in any afternoon +for a quiet talk. People left him to his sorrow as a man is left to an +incurable habit, an unfortunate tie: they ignored it, or looked over its +head if they happened to catch a glimpse of it at his elbow. + +These glimpses were given to them more and more rarely. The smothered +springs of life were bubbling up in Ralph, and there were days when he +was glad to wake and see the sun in his window, and when he began to +plan his book, and to fancy that the planning really interested him. He +could even maintain the delusion for several days--for intervals each +time appreciably longer--before it shrivelled up again in a scorching +blast of disenchantment. The worst of it was that he could never tell +when these hot gusts of anguish would overtake him. They came sometimes +just when he felt most secure, when he was saying to himself: "After +all, things are really worth while--" sometimes even when he was sitting +with Clare Van Degen, listening to her voice, watching her hands, and +turning over in his mind the opening chapters of his book. + +"You ought to write"; they had one and all said it to him from the +first; and he fancied he might have begun sooner if he had not +been urged on by their watchful fondness. Everybody wanted him to +write--everybody had decided that he ought to, that he would, that +he must be persuaded to; and the incessant imperceptible pressure of +encouragement--the assumption of those about him that because it would +be good for him to write he must naturally be able to--acted on his +restive nerves as a stronger deterrent than disapproval. + +Even Clare had fallen into the same mistake; and one day, as he sat +talking with her on the verandah of Laura Fairford's house on the +Sound--where they now most frequently met--Ralph had half-impatiently +rejoined: "Oh, if you think it's literature I need--!" + +Instantly he had seen her face change, and the speaking hands tremble on +her knee. But she achieved the feat of not answering him, or turning her +steady eyes from the dancing mid-summer water at the foot of Laura's +lawn. Ralph leaned a little nearer, and for an instant his hand imagined +the flutter of hers. But instead of clasping it he drew back, and rising +from his chair wandered away to the other end of the verandah...No, he +didn't feel as Clare felt. If he loved her--as he sometimes thought he +did--it was not in the same way. He had a great tenderness for her, he +was more nearly happy with her than with any one else; he liked to sit +and talk with her, and watch her face and her hands, and he wished there +were some way--some different way--of letting her know it; but he could +not conceive that tenderness and desire could ever again be one for him: +such a notion as that seemed part of the monstrous sentimental muddle on +which his life had gone aground. + +"I shall write--of course I shall write some day," he said, turning back +to his seat. "I've had a novel in the back of my head for years; and +now's the time to pull it out." + +He hardly knew what he was saying; but before the end of the sentence he +saw that Clare had understood what he meant to convey, and henceforth he +felt committed to letting her talk to him as much as she pleased about +his book. He himself, in consequence, took to thinking about it more +consecutively; and just as his friends ceased to urge him to write, he +sat down in earnest to begin. + +The vision that had come to him had no likeness to any of his earlier +imaginings. Two or three subjects had haunted him, pleading for +expression, during the first years of his marriage; but these now seemed +either too lyrical or too tragic. He no longer saw life on the heroic +scale: he wanted to do something in which men should look no bigger than +the insects they were. He contrived in the course of time to reduce one +of his old subjects to these dimensions, and after nights of brooding he +made a dash at it, and wrote an opening chapter that struck him as +not too bad. In the exhilaration of this first attempt he spent some +pleasant evenings revising and polishing his work; and gradually a +feeling of authority and importance developed in him. In the morning, +when he woke, instead of his habitual sense of lassitude, he felt an +eagerness to be up and doing, and a conviction that his individual task +was a necessary part of the world's machinery. He kept his secret with +the beginner's deadly fear of losing his hold on his half-real creations +if he let in any outer light on them; but he went about with a more +assured step, shrank less from meeting his friends, and even began to +dine out again, and to laugh at some of the jokes he heard. + +Laura Fairford, to get Paul away from town, had gone early to the +country; and Ralph, who went down to her every Saturday, usually found +Clare Van Degen there. Since his divorce he had never entered his +cousin's pinnacled palace; and Clare had never asked him why he stayed +away. This mutual silence had been their sole allusion to Van Degen's +share in the catastrophe, though Ralph had spoken frankly of its other +aspects. They talked, however, most often of impersonal subjects--books, +pictures, plays, or whatever the world that interested them was +doing--and she showed no desire to draw him back to his own affairs. She +was again staying late in town--to have a pretext, as he guessed, for +coming down on Sundays to the Fairfords'--and they often made the trip +together in her motor; but he had not yet spoken to her of having begun +his book. One May evening, however, as they sat alone in the verandah, +he suddenly told her that he was writing. As he spoke his heart beat +like a boy's; but once the words were out they gave him a feeling of +self-confidence, and he began to sketch his plan, and then to go into +its details. Clare listened devoutly, her eyes burning on him through +the dusk like the stars deepening above the garden; and when she got up +to go in he followed her with a new sense of reassurance. + +The dinner that evening was unusually pleasant. Charles Bowen, just back +from his usual spring travels, had come straight down to his friends +from the steamer; and the fund of impressions he brought with him gave +Ralph a desire to be up and wandering. And why not--when the book was +done? He smiled across the table at Clare. + +"Next summer you'll have to charter a yacht, and take us all off to +the Aegean. We can't have Charles condescending to us about the +out-of-the-way places he's been seeing." + +Was it really he who was speaking, and his cousin who was sending +him back her dusky smile? Well--why not, again? The seasons renewed +themselves, and he too was putting out a new growth. "My book--my +book--my book," kept repeating itself under all his thoughts, as +Undine's name had once perpetually murmured there. That night as he went +up to bed he said to himself that he was actually ceasing to think about +his wife... + +As he passed Laura's door she called him in, and put her arms about him. + +"You look so well, dear!" + +"But why shouldn't I?" he answered gaily, as if ridiculing the fancy +that he had ever looked otherwise. Paul was sleeping behind the next +door, and the sense of the boy's nearness gave him a warmer glow. His +little world was rounding itself out again, and once more he felt safe +and at peace in its circle. + +His sister looked as if she had something more to say; but she merely +kissed him good night, and he went up whistling to his room. The next +morning he was to take a walk with Clare, and while he lounged about the +drawing-room, waiting for her to come down, a servant came in with the +Sunday papers. Ralph picked one up, and was absently unfolding it when +his eye fell on his own name: a sight he had been spared since the last +echoes of his divorce had subsided. His impulse was to fling the paper +down, to hurl it as far from him as he could; but a grim fascination +tightened his hold and drew his eyes back to the hated head-line. + +NEW YORK BEAUTY WEDS FRENCH NOBLEMAN MRS. UNDINE MARVELL CONFIDENT POPE +WILL ANNUL PREVIOUS MARRIAGE MRS. MARVELL TALKS ABOUT HER CASE + +There it was before him in all its long-drawn horror--an "interview"--an +"interview" of Undine's about her coming marriage! Ah, she talked about +her case indeed! Her confidences filled the greater part of a column, +and the only detail she seemed to have omitted was the name of her +future husband, who was referred to by herself as "my fiance" and by +the interviewer as "the Count" or "a prominent scion of the French +nobility." + +Ralph heard Laura's step behind him. He threw the paper aside and their +eyes met. + +"Is this what you wanted to tell me last night?" + +"Last night?--Is it in the papers?" + +"Who told you? Bowen? What else has he heard?" + +"Oh, Ralph, what does it matter--what can it matter?" + +"Who's the man? Did he tell you that?" Ralph insisted. He saw her +growing agitation. "Why can't you answer? Is it any one I know?" + +"He was told in Paris it was his friend Raymond de Chelles." + +Ralph laughed, and his laugh sounded in his own ears like an echo of the +dreary mirth with which he had filled Mr. Spragg's office the day he +had learned that Undine intended to divorce him. But now his wrath was +seasoned with a wholesome irony. The fact of his wife's having reached +another stage in her ascent fell into its place as a part of the huge +human buffoonery. + +"Besides," Laura went on, "it's all perfect nonsense, of course. How in +the world can she have her marriage annulled?" + +Ralph pondered: this put the matter in another light. "With a great deal +of money I suppose she might." + +"Well, she certainly won't get that from Chelles. He's far from rich, +Charles tells me." Laura waited, watching him, before she risked: +"That's what convinces me she wouldn't have him if she could." + +Ralph shrugged. "There may be other inducements. But she won't be able +to manage it." He heard himself speaking quite collectedly. Had Undine +at last lost her power of wounding him? + +Clare came in, dressed for their walk, and under Laura's anxious eyes he +picked up the newspaper and held it out with a careless: "Look at this!" + +His cousin's glance flew down the column, and he saw the tremor of her +lashes as she read. Then she lifted her head. "But you'll be free!" Her +face was as vivid as a flower. + +"Free? I'm free now, as far as that goes!" + +"Oh, but it will go so much farther when she has another name--when +she's a different person altogether! Then you'll really have Paul to +yourself." + +"Paul?" Laura intervened with a nervous laugh. "But there's never been +the least doubt about his having Paul!" + +They heard the boy's laughter on the lawn, and she went out to join him. +Ralph was still looking at his cousin. + +"You're glad, then?" came from him involuntarily; and she startled him +by bursting into tears. He bent over and kissed her on the cheek. + + + +XXXII + +Ralph, as the days passed, felt that Clare was right: if Undine married +again he would possess himself more completely, be more definitely rid +of his past. And he did not doubt that she would gain her end: he knew +her violent desires and her cold tenacity. If she had failed to capture +Van Degen it was probably because she lacked experience of that +particular type of man, of his huge immediate wants and feeble +vacillating purposes; most of all, because she had not yet measured the +strength of the social considerations that restrained him. It was a +mistake she was not likely to repeat, and her failure had probably been +a useful preliminary to success. It was a long time since Ralph had +allowed himself to think of her, and as he did so the overwhelming fact +of her beauty became present to him again, no longer as an element of +his being but as a power dispassionately estimated. He said to himself: +"Any man who can feel at all will feel it as I did"; and the conviction +grew in him that Raymond de Chelles, of whom he had formed an idea +through Bowen's talk, was not the man to give her up, even if she failed +to obtain the release his religion exacted. + +Meanwhile Ralph was gradually beginning to feel himself freer and +lighter. Undine's act, by cutting the last link between them, seemed to +have given him back to himself; and the mere fact that he could consider +his case in all its bearings, impartially and ironically, showed him the +distance he had travelled, the extent to which he had renewed himself. +He had been moved, too, by Clare's cry of joy at his release. Though +the nature of his feeling for her had not changed he was aware of a new +quality in their friendship. When he went back to his book again his +sense of power had lost its asperity, and the spectacle of life seemed +less like a witless dangling of limp dolls. He was well on in his second +chapter now. + +This lightness of mood was still on him when, returning one afternoon to +Washington Square, full of projects for a long evening's work, he found +his mother awaiting him with a strange face. He followed her into the +drawing-room, and she explained that there had been a telephone message +she didn't understand--something perfectly crazy about Paul--of course +it was all a mistake... + +Ralph's first thought was of an accident, and his heart contracted. "Did +Laura telephone?" + +"No, no; not Laura. It seemed to be a message from Mrs. Spragg: +something about sending some one here to fetch him--a queer name like +Heeny--to fetch him to a steamer on Saturday. I was to be sure to have +his things packed...but of course it's a misunderstanding..." She gave +an uncertain laugh, and looked up at Ralph as though entreating him to +return the reassurance she had given him. + +"Of course, of course," he echoed. + +He made his mother repeat her statement; but the unforeseen always +flurried her, and she was confused and inaccurate. She didn't actually +know who had telephoned: the voice hadn't sounded like Mrs. Spragg's... +A woman's voice; yes--oh, not a lady's! And there was certainly +something about a steamer...but he knew how the telephone bewildered +her...and she was sure she was getting a little deaf. Hadn't he better +call up the Malibran? Of course it was all a mistake--but... well, +perhaps he HAD better go there himself... + +As he reached the front door a letter clinked in the box, and he saw +his name on an ordinary looking business envelope. He turned the +door-handle, paused again, and stooped to take out the letter. It bore +the address of the firm of lawyers who had represented Undine in the +divorce proceedings and as he tore open the envelope Paul's name started +out at him. + +Mrs. Marvell had followed him into the hall, and her cry broke the +silence. "Ralph--Ralph--is it anything she's done?" + +"Nothing--it's nothing." He stared at her. "What's the day of the week?" + +"Wednesday. Why, what--?" She suddenly seemed to understand. "She's not +going to take him away from us?" + +Ralph dropped into a chair, crumpling the letter in his hand. He had +been in a dream, poor fool that he was--a dream about his child! He sat +gazing at the type-written phrases that spun themselves out before +him. "My client's circumstances now happily permitting... at last in +a position to offer her son a home...long separation...a mother's +feelings...every social and educational advantage"...and then, at the +end, the poisoned dart that struck him speechless: "The courts having +awarded her the sole custody..." + +The sole custody! But that meant that Paul was hers, hers only, hers +for always: that his father had no more claim on him than any casual +stranger in the street! And he, Ralph Marvell, a sane man, young, +able-bodied, in full possession of his wits, had assisted at the +perpetration of this abominable wrong, had passively forfeited his right +to the flesh of his body, the blood of his being! But it couldn't be--of +course it couldn't be. The preposterousness of it proved that it wasn't +true. There was a mistake somewhere; a mistake his own lawyer would +instantly rectify. If a hammer hadn't been drumming in his head he +could have recalled the terms of the decree--but for the moment all the +details of the agonizing episode were lost in a blur of uncertainty. + +To escape his mother's silent anguish of interrogation he stood up and +said: "I'll see Mr. Spragg--of course it's a mistake." But as he spoke +he retravelled the hateful months during the divorce proceedings, +remembering his incomprehensible lassitude, his acquiescence in his +family's determination to ignore the whole episode, and his gradual +lapse into the same state of apathy. He recalled all the old family +catchwords, the full and elaborate vocabulary of evasion: "delicacy," +"pride," "personal dignity," "preferring not to know about such things"; +Mrs. Marvell's: "All I ask is that you won't mention the subject to +your grandfather," Mr. Dagonet's: "Spare your mother, Ralph, whatever +happens," and even Laura's terrified: "Of course, for Paul's sake, there +must be no scandal." + +For Paul's sake! And it was because, for Paul's sake, there must be no +scandal, that he, Paul's father, had tamely abstained from defending his +rights and contesting his wife's charges, and had thus handed the child +over to her keeping! + +As his cab whirled him up Fifth Avenue, Ralph's whole body throbbed with +rage against the influences that had reduced him to such weakness. Then, +gradually, he saw that the weakness was innate in him. He had been +eloquent enough, in his free youth, against the conventions of his +class; yet when the moment came to show his contempt for them they +had mysteriously mastered him, deflecting his course like some hidden +hereditary failing. As he looked back it seemed as though even his great +disaster had been conventionalized and sentimentalized by this inherited +attitude: that the thoughts he had thought about it were only those of +generations of Dagonets, and that there had been nothing real and his +own in his life but the foolish passion he had been trying so hard to +think out of existence. + +Halfway to the Malibran he changed his direction, and drove to the house +of the lawyer he had consulted at the time of his divorce. The lawyer +had not yet come up town, and Ralph had a half hour of bitter meditation +before the sound of a latch-key brought him to his feet. The visit did +not last long. His host, after an affable greeting, listened without +surprise to what he had to say, and when he had ended reminded him with +somewhat ironic precision that, at the time of the divorce, he had asked +for neither advice nor information--had simply declared that he wanted +to "turn his back on the whole business" (Ralph recognized the phrase as +one of his grandfather's), and, on hearing that in that case he had only +to abstain from action, and was in no need of legal services, had gone +away without farther enquiries. + +"You led me to infer you had your reasons--" the slighted counsellor +concluded; and, in reply to Ralph's breathless question, he subjoined, +"Why, you see, the case is closed, and I don't exactly know on what +ground you can re-open it--unless, of course, you can bring evidence +showing that the irregularity of the mother's life is such..." + +"She's going to marry again," Ralph threw in. + +"Indeed? Well, that in itself can hardly be described as irregular. In +fact, in certain circumstances it might be construed as an advantage to +the child." + +"Then I'm powerless?" + +"Why--unless there's an ulterior motive--through which pressure might be +brought to bear." + +"You mean that the first thing to do is to find out what she's up to?" + +"Precisely. Of course, if it should prove to be a genuine case of +maternal feeling, I won't conceal from you that the outlook's bad. At +most, you could probably arrange to see your boy at stated intervals." + +To see his boy at stated intervals! Ralph wondered how a sane man could +sit there, looking responsible and efficient, and talk such rubbish...As +he got up to go the lawyer detained him to add: "Of course there's no +immediate cause for alarm. It will take time to enforce the provision +of the Dakota decree in New York, and till it's done your son can't +be taken from you. But there's sure to be a lot of nasty talk in the +papers; and you're bound to lose in the end." + +Ralph thanked him and left. + +He sped northward to the Malibran, where he learned that Mr. and Mrs. +Spragg were at dinner. He sent his name down to the subterranean +restaurant, and Mr. Spragg presently appeared between the limp portieres +of the "Adam" writing-room. He had grown older and heavier, as if +illness instead of health had put more flesh on his bones, and there +were greyish tints in the hollows of his face. + +"What's this about Paul?" Ralph exclaimed. "My mother's had a message we +can't make out." + +Mr. Spragg sat down, with the effect of immersing his spinal column in +the depths of the arm-chair he selected. He crossed his legs, and swung +one foot to and fro in its high wrinkled boot with elastic sides. + +"Didn't you get a letter?" he asked. + +"From my--from Undine's lawyers? Yes." Ralph held it out. "It's queer +reading. She hasn't hitherto been very keen to have Paul with her." + +Mr. Spragg, adjusting his glasses, read the letter slowly, restored it +to the envelope and gave it back. "My daughter has intimated that she +wishes these gentlemen to act for her. I haven't received any additional +instructions from her," he said, with none of the curtness of tone that +his stiff legal vocabulary implied. + +"But the first communication I received was from you--at least from Mrs. +Spragg." + +Mr. Spragg drew his beard through his hand. "The ladies are apt to be a +trifle hasty. I believe Mrs. Spragg had a letter yesterday instructing +her to select a reliable escort for Paul; and I suppose she thought--" + +"Oh, this is all too preposterous!" Ralph burst out, springing from his +seat. "You don't for a moment imagine, do you--any of you--that I'm +going to deliver up my son like a bale of goods in answer to any +instructions in God's world?--Oh, yes, I know--I let him go--I +abandoned my right to him...but I didn't know what I was doing...I was +sick with grief and misery. My people were awfully broken up over the +whole business, and I wanted to spare them. I wanted, above all, to +spare my boy when he grew up. If I'd contested the case you know what +the result would have been. I let it go by default--I made no conditions +all I wanted was to keep Paul, and never to let him hear a word against +his mother!" + +Mr. Spragg received this passionate appeal in a silence that implied not +so much disdain or indifference, as the total inability to deal verbally +with emotional crises. At length, he said, a slight unsteadiness in his +usually calm tones: "I presume at the time it was optional with you to +demand Paul's custody." + +"Oh, yes--it was optional," Ralph sneered. + +Mr. Spragg looked at him compassionately. "I'm sorry you didn't do it," +he said. + + + +XXXIII + +The upshot of Ralph's visit was that Mr. Spragg, after considerable +deliberation, agreed, pending farther negotiations between the opposing +lawyers, to undertake that no attempt should be made to remove Paul from +his father's custody. Nevertheless, he seemed to think it quite natural +that Undine, on the point of making a marriage which would put it in her +power to give her child a suitable home, should assert her claim on him. +It was more disconcerting to Ralph to learn that Mrs. Spragg, for once +departing from her attitude of passive impartiality, had eagerly abetted +her daughter's move; he had somehow felt that Undine's desertion of the +child had established a kind of mute understanding between himself and +his mother-in-law. + +"I thought Mrs. Spragg would know there's no earthly use trying to take +Paul from me," he said with a desperate awkwardness of entreaty, and Mr. +Spragg startled him by replying: "I presume his grandma thinks he'll +belong to her more if we keep him in the family." + +Ralph, abruptly awakened from his dream of recovered peace, found +himself confronted on every side by. indifference or hostility: it was +as though the June fields in which his boy was playing had suddenly +opened to engulph him. Mrs. Marvell's fears and tremors were almost +harder to bear than the Spraggs' antagonism; and for the next few days +Ralph wandered about miserably, dreading some fresh communication from +Undine's lawyers, yet racked by the strain of hearing nothing more from +them. Mr. Spragg had agreed to cable his daughter asking her to await a +letter before enforcing her demands; but on the fourth day after +Ralph's visit to the Malibran a telephone message summoned him to his +father-in-law's office. + +Half an hour later their talk was over and he stood once more on the +landing outside Mr. Spragg's door. Undine's answer had come and Paul's +fate was sealed. His mother refused to give him up, refused to await +the arrival of her lawyer's letter, and reiterated, in more peremptory +language, her demand that the child should be sent immediately to Paris +in Mrs. Heeny's care. + +Mr. Spragg, in face of Ralph's entreaties, remained pacific but remote. +It was evident that, though he had no wish to quarrel with Ralph, he saw +no reason for resisting Undine. "I guess she's got the law on her side," +he said; and in response to Ralph's passionate remonstrances he added +fatalistically: "I presume you'll have to leave the matter to my +daughter." + +Ralph had gone to the office resolved to control his temper and keep +on the watch for any shred of information he might glean; but it soon +became clear that Mr. Spragg knew as little as himself of Undine's +projects, or of the stage her plans had reached. All she had apparently +vouchsafed her parent was the statement that she intended to re-marry, +and the command to send Paul over; and Ralph reflected that his own +betrothal to her had probably been announced to Mr. Spragg in the same +curt fashion. + +The thought brought back an overwhelming sense of the past. One by one +the details of that incredible moment revived, and he felt in his +veins the glow of rapture with which he had first approached the dingy +threshold he was now leaving. There came back to him with peculiar +vividness the memory of his rushing up to Mr. Spragg's office to consult +him about a necklace for Undine. Ralph recalled the incident because his +eager appeal for advice had been received by Mr. Spragg with the very +phrase he had just used: "I presume you'll have to leave the matter to +my daughter." + +Ralph saw him slouching in his chair, swung sideways from the untidy +desk, his legs stretched out, his hands in his pockets, his jaws engaged +on the phantom tooth-pick; and, in a corner of the office, the +figure of a middle-sized red-faced young man who seemed to have been +interrupted in the act of saying something disagreeable. + +"Why, it must have been then that I first saw Moffatt," Ralph reflected; +and the thought suggested the memory of other, subsequent meetings in +the same building, and of frequent ascents to Moffatt's office during +the ardent weeks of their mysterious and remunerative "deal." + +Ralph wondered if Moffatt's office were still in the Ararat; and on the +way out he paused before the black tablet affixed to the wall of the +vestibule and sought and found the name in its familiar place. + +The next moment he was again absorbed in his own cares. Now that he had +learned the imminence of Paul's danger, and the futility of pleading for +delay, a thousand fantastic projects were contending in his head. To +get the boy away--that seemed the first thing to do: to put him out of +reach, and then invoke the law, get the case re-opened, and carry the +fight from court to court till his rights should be recognized. It would +cost a lot of money--well, the money would have to be found. The first +step was to secure the boy's temporary safety; after that, the question +of ways and means would have to be considered...Had there ever been a +time, Ralph wondered, when that question hadn't been at the root of all +the others? + +He had promised to let Clare Van Degen know the result of his visit, and +half an hour later he was in her drawing-room. It was the first time he +had entered it since his divorce; but Van Degen was tarpon-fishing in +California--and besides, he had to see Clare. His one relief was in +talking to her, in feverishly turning over with her every possibility of +delay and obstruction; and he marvelled at the intelligence and energy +she brought to the discussion of these questions. It was as if she had +never before felt strongly enough about anything to put her heart or her +brains into it; but now everything in her was at work for him. + +She listened intently to what he told her; then she said: "You tell me +it will cost a great deal; but why take it to the courts at all? Why not +give the money to Undine instead of to your lawyers?" + +Ralph looked at her in surprise, and she continued: "Why do you suppose +she's suddenly made up her mind she must have Paul?" + +"That's comprehensible enough to any one who knows her. She wants him +because he'll give her the appearance of respectability. Having him with +her will prove, as no mere assertions can, that all the rights are on +her side and the 'wrongs' on mine." + +Clare considered. "Yes; that's the obvious answer. But shall I tell you +what I think, my dear? You and I are both completely out-of-date. +I don't believe Undine cares a straw for 'the appearance of +respectability.' What she wants is the money for her annulment." + +Ralph uttered an incredulous exclamation. "But don't you see?" she +hurried on. "It's her only hope--her last chance. She's much too clever +to burden herself with the child merely to annoy you. What she wants is +to make you buy him back from her." She stood up and came to him with +outstretched hands. "Perhaps I can be of use to you at last!" + +"You?" He summoned up a haggard smile. "As if you weren't +always--letting me load you with all my bothers!" + +"Oh, if only I've hit on the way out of this one! Then there wouldn't be +any others left!" Her eyes followed him intently as he turned away +to the window and stood staring down at the sultry prospect of Fifth +Avenue. As he turned over her conjecture its probability became more and +more apparent. It put into logical relation all the incoherencies of +Undine's recent conduct, completed and defined her anew as if a sharp +line had been drawn about her fading image. + +"If it's that, I shall soon know," he said, turning back into the room. +His course had instantly become plain. He had only to resist and Undine +would have to show her hand. Simultaneously with this thought there +sprang up in his mind the remembrance of the autumn afternoon in Paris +when he had come home and found her, among her half-packed finery, +desperately bewailing her coming motherhood. Clare's touch was on his +arm. "If I'm right--you WILL let me help?" + +He laid his hand on hers without speaking, and she went on: + +"It will take a lot of money: all these law-suits do. Besides, she'd be +ashamed to sell him cheap. You must be ready to give her anything she +wants. And I've got a lot saved up--money of my own, I mean..." + +"Your own?" As he looked at her the rare blush rose under her brown +skin. + +"My very own. Why shouldn't you believe me? I've been hoarding up my +scrap of an income for years, thinking that some day I'd find I couldn't +stand this any longer..." Her gesture embraced their sumptuous setting. +"But now I know I shall never budge. There are the children; and +besides, things are easier for me since--" she paused, embarrassed. + +"Yes, yes; I know." He felt like completing her phrase: "Since my wife +has furnished you with the means of putting pressure on your husband--" +but he simply repeated: "I know." + +"And you WILL let me help?" + +"Oh, we must get at the facts first." He caught her hands in his with +sudden energy. "As you say, when Paul's safe there won't be another +bother left!" + + + +XXXIV + +The means of raising the requisite amount of money became, during the +next few weeks, the anxious theme of all Ralph's thoughts. His lawyers' +enquiries soon brought the confirmation of Clare's surmise, and it +became clear that--for reasons swathed in all the ingenuities of legal +verbiage--Undine might, in return for a substantial consideration, be +prevailed on to admit that it was for her son's advantage to remain with +his father. + +The day this admission was communicated to Ralph his first impulse was +to carry the news to his cousin. His mood was one of pure exaltation; he +seemed to be hugging his boy to him as he walked. Paul and he were to +belong to each other forever: no mysterious threat of separation could +ever menace them again! He had the blissful sense of relief that the +child himself might have had on waking out of a frightened dream and +finding the jolly daylight in his room. + +Clare at once renewed her entreaty to be allowed to aid in ransoming +her little cousin, but Ralph tried to put her off by explaining that he +meant to "look about." + +"Look where? In the Dagonet coffers? Oh, Ralph, what's the use of +pretending? Tell me what you've got to give her." It was amazing how +his cousin suddenly dominated him. But as yet he couldn't go into the +details of the bargain. That the reckoning between himself and Undine +should be settled in dollars and cents seemed the last bitterest satire +on his dreams: he felt himself miserably diminished by the smallness of +what had filled his world. + +Nevertheless, the looking about had to be done; and a day came when +he found himself once more at the door of Elmer Moffatt's office. His +thoughts had been drawn back to Moffatt by the insistence with which the +latter's name had lately been put forward by the press in connection +with a revival of the Ararat investigation. Moffatt, it appeared, had +been regarded as one of the most valuable witnesses for the State; +his return from Europe had been anxiously awaited, his unreadiness to +testify caustically criticized; then at last he had arrived, had gone on +to Washington--and had apparently had nothing to tell. + +Ralph was too deep in his own troubles to waste any wonder over this +anticlimax; but the frequent appearance of Moffatt's name in the morning +papers acted as an unconscious suggestion. Besides, to whom else could +he look for help? The sum his wife demanded could be acquired only by "a +quick turn," and the fact that Ralph had once rendered the same kind of +service to Moffatt made it natural to appeal to him now. The market, +moreover, happened to be booming, and it seemed not unlikely that so +experienced a speculator might have a "good thing" up his sleeve. + +Moffatt's office had been transformed since Ralph's last visit. Paint, +varnish and brass railings gave an air of opulence to the outer +precincts, and the inner room, with its mahogany bookcases containing +morocco-bound "sets" and its wide blue leather arm-chairs, lacked only +a palm or two to resemble the lounge of a fashionable hotel. Moffatt +himself, as he came forward, gave Ralph the impression of having been +done over by the same hand: he was smoother, broader, more supremely +tailored, and his whole person exhaled the faintest whiff of an +expensive scent. He installed his visitor in one of the blue arm-chairs, +and sitting opposite, an elbow on his impressive "Washington" desk, +listened attentively while Ralph made his request. + +"You want to be put onto something good in a damned hurry?" Moffatt +twisted his moustache between two plump square-tipped fingers with +a little black growth on their lower joints. "I don't suppose," he +remarked, "there's a sane man between here and San Francisco who isn't +consumed by that yearning." + +Having permitted himself this pleasantry he passed on to business. +"Yes--it's a first-rate time to buy: no doubt of that. But you say you +want to make a quick turn-over? Heard of a soft thing that won't wait, +I presume? That's apt to be the way with soft things--all kinds of 'em. +There's always other fellows after them." Moffatt's smile was playful. +"Well, I'd go considerably out of my way to do you a good turn, because +you did me one when I needed it mighty bad. 'In youth you sheltered me.' +Yes, sir, that's the kind I am." He stood up, sauntered to the other +side of the room, and took a small object from the top of the bookcase. + +"Fond of these pink crystals?" He held the oriental toy against the +light. "Oh, I ain't a judge--but now and then I like to pick up a pretty +thing." Ralph noticed that his eyes caressed it. + +"Well--now let's talk. You say you've got to have the funds for +your--your investment within three weeks. That's quick work. And you +want a hundred thousand. Can you put up fifty?" + +Ralph had been prepared for the question, but when it came he felt a +moment's tremor. He knew he could count on half the amount from his +grandfather; could possibly ask Fairford for a small additional +loan--but what of the rest? Well, there was Clare. He had always known +there would be no other way. And after all, the money was Clare's--it +was Dagonet money. At least she said it was. All the misery of his +predicament was distilled into the short silence that preceded his +answer: "Yes--I think so." + +"Well, I guess I can double it for you." Moffatt spoke with an air of +Olympian modesty. "Anyhow, I'll try. Only don't tell the other girls!" + +He proceeded to develop his plan to ears which Ralph tried to make alert +and attentive, but in which perpetually, through the intricate concert +of facts and figures, there broke the shout of a small boy racing across +a suburban lawn. "When I pick him up to-night he'll be mine for good!" +Ralph thought as Moffatt summed up: "There's the whole scheme in a +nut-shell; but you'd better think it over. I don't want to let you in +for anything you ain't quite sure about." "Oh, if you're sure--" Ralph +was already calculating the time it would take to dash up to Clare Van +Degen's on his way to catch the train for the Fairfords'. + +His impatience made it hard to pay due regard to Moffatt's parting +civilities. "Glad to have seen you," he heard the latter assuring him +with a final hand-grasp. "Wish you'd dine with me some evening at my +club"; and, as Ralph murmured a vague acceptance: "How's that boy of +yours, by the way?" Moffatt continued. "He was a stunning chap last time +I saw him.--Excuse me if I've put my foot in it; but I understood you +kept him with you...? Yes: that's what I thought.... Well, so long." + +Clare's inner sitting-room was empty; but the servant, presently +returning, led Ralph into the gilded and tapestried wilderness where she +occasionally chose to receive her visitors. There, under Popple's effigy +of herself, she sat, small and alone, on a monumental sofa behind a +tea-table laden with gold plate; while from his lofty frame, on the +opposite wall Van Degen, portrayed by a "powerful" artist, cast on her +the satisfied eye of proprietorship. + +Ralph, swept forward on the blast of his excitement, felt as in a dream +the frivolous perversity of her receiving him in such a setting instead +of in their usual quiet corner; but there was no room in his mind for +anything but the cry that broke from him: "I believe I've done it!" + +He sat down and explained to her by what means, trying, as best he +could, to restate the particulars of Moffatt's deal; and her manifest +ignorance of business methods had the effect of making his vagueness +appear less vague. + +"Anyhow, he seems to be sure it's a safe thing. I understand he's in +with Rolliver now, and Rolliver practically controls Apex. This is some +kind of a scheme to buy up all the works of public utility at Apex. +They're practically sure of their charter, and Moffatt tells me I can +count on doubling my investment within a few weeks. Of course I'll go +into the details if you like--" + +"Oh, no; you've made it all so clear to me!" She really made him feel he +had. "And besides, what on earth does it matter? The great thing is +that it's done." She lifted her sparkling eyes. "And now--my share--you +haven't told me..." + +He explained that Mr. Dagonet, to whom he had already named the amount +demanded, had at once promised him twenty-five thousand dollars, to +be eventually deducted from his share of the estate. His mother had +something put by that she insisted on contributing; and Henley Fairford, +of his own accord, had come forward with ten thousand: it was awfully +decent of Henley... + +"Even Henley!" Clare sighed. "Then I'm the only one left out?" + +Ralph felt the colour in his face. "Well, you see, I shall need as much +as fifty--" + +Her hands flew together joyfully. "But then you've got to let me help! +Oh, I'm so glad--so glad! I've twenty thousand waiting." + +He looked about the room, checked anew by all its oppressive +implications. "You're a darling...but I couldn't take it." + +"I've told you it's mine, every penny of it!" + +"Yes; but supposing things went wrong?" + +"Nothing CAN--if you'll only take it..." + +"I may lose it--" + +"_I_ sha'n't, if I've given it to you!" Her look followed his about the +room and then came back to him. "Can't you imagine all it will make up +for?" + +The rapture of the cry caught him up with it. Ah, yes, he could imagine +it all! He stooped his head above her hands. "I accept," he said; and +they stood and looked at each other like radiant children. + +She followed him to the door, and as he turned to leave he broke into a +laugh. "It's queer, though, its happening in this room!" + +She was close beside him, her hand on the heavy tapestry curtaining the +door; and her glance shot past him to her husband's portrait. Ralph +caught the look, and a flood of old tendernesses and hates welled up in +him. He drew her under the portrait and kissed her vehemently. + + + +XXXV + +Within forty-eight hours Ralph's money was in Moffatt's hands, and the +interval of suspense had begun. + +The transaction over, he felt the deceptive buoyancy that follows on +periods of painful indecision. It seemed to him that now at last life +had freed him from all trammelling delusions, leaving him only the best +thing in its gift--his boy. + +The things he meant Paul to do and to be filled his fancy with happy +pictures. The child was growing more and more interesting--throwing out +countless tendrils of feeling and perception that delighted Ralph but +preoccupied the watchful Laura. + +"He's going to be exactly like you, Ralph--" she paused and then risked +it: "For his own sake, I wish there were just a drop or two of Spragg in +him." + +Ralph laughed, understanding her. "Oh, the plodding citizen I've become +will keep him from taking after the lyric idiot who begot him. Paul and +I, between us, are going to turn out something first-rate." + +His book too was spreading and throwing out tendrils, and he worked +at it in the white heat of energy which his factitious exhilaration +produced. For a few weeks everything he did and said seemed as easy and +unconditioned as the actions in a dream. + +Clare Van Degen, in the light of this mood, became again the comrade +of his boyhood. He did not see her often, for she had gone down to the +country with her children, but they communicated daily by letter or +telephone, and now and then she came over to the Fairfords' for a night. +There they renewed the long rambles of their youth, and once more the +summer fields and woods seemed full of magic presences. Clare was no +more intelligent, she followed him no farther in his flights; but some +of the qualities that had become most precious to him were as native to +her as its perfume to a flower. So, through the long June afternoons, +they ranged together over many themes; and if her answers sometimes +missed the mark it did not matter, because her silences never did. + +Meanwhile Ralph, from various sources, continued to pick up a good deal +of more or less contradictory information about Elmer Moffatt. It seemed +to be generally understood that Moffatt had come back from Europe with +the intention of testifying in the Ararat investigation, and that his +former patron, the great Harmon B. Driscoll, had managed to silence him; +and it was implied that the price of this silence, which was set at +a considerable figure, had been turned to account in a series of +speculations likely to lift Moffatt to permanent eminence among the +rulers of Wall Street. The stories as to his latest achievement, and the +theories as to the man himself, varied with the visual angle of each +reporter: and whenever any attempt was made to focus his hard sharp +personality some guardian divinity seemed to throw a veil of mystery +over him. His detractors, however, were the first to own that there +was "something about him"; it was felt that he had passed beyond the +meteoric stage, and the business world was unanimous in recognizing +that he had "come to stay." A dawning sense of his stability was even +beginning to make itself felt in Fifth Avenue. It was said that he had +bought a house in Seventy-second Street, then that he meant to build +near the Park; one or two people (always "taken by a friend") had been +to his flat in the Pactolus, to see his Chinese porcelains and Persian +rugs; now and then he had a few important men to dine at a Fifth Avenue +restaurant; his name began to appear in philanthropic reports and on +municipal committees (there were even rumours of its having been put +up at a well-known club); and the rector of a wealthy parish, who was +raising funds for a chantry, was known to have met him at dinner and to +have stated afterward that "the man was not wholly a materialist." + +All these converging proofs of Moffatt's solidity strengthened Ralph's +faith in his venture. He remembered with what astuteness and authority +Moffatt had conducted their real estate transaction--how far off and +unreal it all seemed!--and awaited events with the passive faith of a +sufferer in the hands of a skilful surgeon. + +The days moved on toward the end of June, and each morning Ralph opened +his newspaper with a keener thrill of expectation. Any day now he might +read of the granting of the Apex charter: Moffatt had assured him it +would "go through" before the close of the month. But the announcement +did not appear, and after what seemed to Ralph a decent lapse of time he +telephoned to ask for news. Moffatt was away, and when he came back a +few days later he answered Ralph's enquiries evasively, with an edge of +irritation in his voice. The same day Ralph received a letter from his +lawyer, who had been reminded by Mrs. Marvell's representatives that the +latest date agreed on for the execution of the financial agreement was +the end of the following week. + +Ralph, alarmed, betook himself at once to the Ararat, and his first +glimpse of Moffatt's round common face and fastidiously dressed person +gave him an immediate sense of reassurance. He felt that under the +circle of baldness on top of that carefully brushed head lay the +solution of every monetary problem that could beset the soul of man. +Moffatt's voice had recovered its usual cordial note, and the warmth of +his welcome dispelled Ralph's last apprehension. + +"Why, yes, everything's going along first-rate. They thought they'd hung +us up last week--but they haven't. There may be another week's delay; +but we ought to be opening a bottle of wine on it by the Fourth." + +An office-boy came in with a name on a slip of paper, and Moffatt looked +at his watch and held out a hearty hand. "Glad you came. Of course I'll +keep you posted...No, this way...Look in again..." and he steered Ralph +out by another door. + +July came, and passed into its second week. Ralph's lawyer had obtained +a postponement from the other side, but Undine's representatives had +given him to understand that the transaction must be closed before the +first of August. Ralph telephoned once or twice to Moffatt, receiving +genially-worded assurances that everything was "going their way"; but he +felt a certain embarrassment in returning again to the office, and +let himself drift through the days in a state of hungry apprehension. +Finally one afternoon Henley Fairford, coming back from town (which +Ralph had left in the morning to join his boy over Sunday), brought word +that the Apex consolidation scheme had failed to get its charter. It was +useless to attempt to reach Moffatt on Sunday, and Ralph wore on as he +could through the succeeding twenty-four hours. Clare Van Degen had come +down to stay with her youngest boy, and in the afternoon she and Ralph +took the two children for a sail. A light breeze brightened the waters +of the Sound, and they ran down the shore before it and then tacked out +toward the sunset, coming back at last, under a failing breeze, as the +summer sky passed from blue to a translucid green and then into the +accumulating greys of twilight. + +As they left the landing and walked up behind the children across the +darkening lawn, a sense of security descended again on Ralph. He could +not believe that such a scene and such a mood could be the disguise of +any impending evil, and all his doubts and anxieties fell away from him. + +The next morning, he and Clare travelled up to town together, and at the +station he put her in the motor which was to take her to Long Island, +and hastened down to Moffatt's office. When he arrived he was told that +Moffatt was "engaged," and he had to wait for nearly half an hour in +the outer office, where, to the steady click of the type-writer and +the spasmodic buzzing of the telephone, his thoughts again began their +restless circlings. Finally the inner door opened, and he found himself +in the sanctuary. Moffatt was seated behind his desk, examining another +little crystal vase somewhat like the one he had shown Ralph a few +weeks earlier. As his visitor entered, he held it up against the light, +revealing on its dewy sides an incised design as frail as the shadow of +grass-blades on water. + +"Ain't she a peach?" He put the toy down and reached across the desk to +shake hands. "Well, well," he went on, leaning back in his chair, and +pushing out his lower lip in a half-comic pout, "they've got us in the +neck this time and no mistake. Seen this morning's Radiator? I don't +know how the thing leaked out--but the reformers somehow got a smell of +the scheme, and whenever they get swishing round something's bound to +get spilt." + +He talked gaily, genially, in his roundest tones and with his easiest +gestures; never had he conveyed a completer sense of unhurried power; +but Ralph noticed for the first time the crow's-feet about his eyes, and +the sharpness of the contrast between the white of his forehead and the +redness of the fold of neck above his collar. + +"Do you mean to say it's not going through?" + +"Not this time, anyhow. We're high and dry." + +Something seemed to snap in Ralph's head, and he sat down in the nearest +chair. "Has the common stock dropped a lot?" + +"Well, you've got to lean over to see it." Moffatt pressed his +finger-tips together and added thoughtfully: "But it's THERE all right. +We're bound to get our charter in the end." + +"What do you call the end?" + +"Oh, before the Day of Judgment, sure: next year, I guess." + +"Next year?" Ralph flushed. "What earthly good will that do me?" + +"I don't say it's as pleasant as driving your best girl home by +moonlight. But that's how it is. And the stuff's safe enough any +way--I've told you that right along." + +"But you've told me all along I could count on a rise before August. You +knew I had to have the money now." + +"I knew you WANTED to have the money now; and so did I, and several of +my friends. I put you onto it because it was the only thing in sight +likely to give you the return you wanted." + +"You ought at least to have warned me of the risk!" + +"Risk? I don't call it much of a risk to lie back in your chair and wait +another few months for fifty thousand to drop into your lap. I tell you +the thing's as safe as a bank." + +"How do I know it is? You've misled me about it from the first." + +Moffatt's face grew dark red to the forehead: for the first time in +their acquaintance Ralph saw him on the verge of anger. "Well, if you +get stuck so do I. I'm in it a good deal deeper than you. That's about +the best guarantee I can give; unless you won't take my word for that +either." To control himself Moffatt spoke with extreme deliberation, +separating his syllables like a machine cutting something into even +lengths. + +Ralph listened through a cloud of confusion; but he saw the madness +of offending Moffatt, and tried to take a more conciliatory tone. "Of +course I take your word for it. But I can't--I simply can't afford to +lose..." + +"You ain't going to lose: I don't believe you'll even have to put up any +margin. It's THERE safe enough, I tell you..." + +"Yes, yes; I understand. I'm sure you wouldn't have advised me--" +Ralph's tongue seemed swollen, and he had difficulty in bringing out the +words. "Only, you see--I can't wait; it's not possible; and I want to +know if there isn't a way--" + +Moffatt looked at him with a sort of resigned compassion, as a doctor +looks at a despairing mother who will not understand what he has tried +to imply without uttering the word she dreads. Ralph understood the +look, but hurried on. + +"You'll think I'm mad, or an ass, to talk like this; but the fact is, I +must have the money." He waited and drew a hard breath. "I must have it: +that's all. Perhaps I'd better tell you--" + +Moffatt, who had risen, as if assuming that the interview was over, sat +down again and turned an attentive look on him. "Go ahead," he said, +more humanly than he had hitherto spoken. + +"My boy...you spoke of him the other day... I'm awfully fond of him--" +Ralph broke off, deterred by the impossibility of confiding his feeling +for Paul to this coarse-grained man with whom he hadn't a sentiment in +common. + +Moffatt was still looking at him. "I should say you would be! He's as +smart a little chap as I ever saw; and I guess he's the kind that gets +better every day." + +Ralph had collected himself, and went on with sudden resolution: "Well, +you see--when my wife and I separated, I never dreamed she'd want the +boy: the question never came up. If it had, of course--but she'd left +him with me when she went away two years before, and at the time of the +divorce I was a fool...I didn't take the proper steps..." + +"You mean she's got sole custody?" + +Ralph made a sign of assent, and Moffatt pondered. "That's bad--bad." + +"And now I understand she's going to marry again--and of course I can't +give up my son." + +"She wants you to, eh?" + +Ralph again assented. + +Moffatt swung his chair about and leaned back in it, stretching out his +plump legs and contemplating the tips of his varnished boots. He hummed +a low tune behind inscrutable lips. + +"That's what you want the money for?" he finally raised his head to ask. + +The word came out of the depths of Ralph's anguish: "Yes." + +"And why you want it in such a hurry. I see." Moffatt reverted to the +study of his boots. "It's a lot of money." + +"Yes. That's the difficulty. And I...she..." + +Ralph's tongue was again too thick for his mouth. "I'm afraid she won't +wait...or take less..." + +Moffatt, abandoning the boots, was scrutinizing him through half-shut +lids. "No," he said slowly, "I don't believe Undine Spragg'll take a +single cent less." + +Ralph felt himself whiten. Was it insolence or ignorance that had +prompted Moffatt's speech? Nothing in his voice or face showed the +sense of any shades of expression or of feeling: he seemed to apply +to everything the measure of the same crude flippancy. But such +considerations could not curb Ralph now. He said to himself "Keep your +temper--keep your temper--" and his anger suddenly boiled over. + +"Look here, Moffatt," he said, getting to his feet, "the fact that I've +been divorced from Mrs. Marvell doesn't authorize any one to take that +tone to me in speaking of her." + +Moffatt met the challenge with a calm stare under which there were +dawning signs of surprise and interest. "That so? Well, if that's the +case I presume I ought to feel the same way: I've been divorced from her +myself." + +For an instant the words conveyed no meaning to Ralph; then they surged +up into his brain and flung him forward with half-raised arm. But he +felt the grotesqueness of the gesture and his arm dropped back to his +side. A series of unimportant and irrelevant things raced through his +mind; then obscurity settled down on it. "THIS man...THIS man..." was +the one fiery point in his darkened consciousness.... "What on earth +are you talking about?" he brought out. + +"Why, facts," said Moffatt, in a cool half-humorous voice. "You didn't +know? I understood from Mrs. Marvell your folks had a prejudice against +divorce, so I suppose she kept quiet about that early episode. The truth +is," he continued amicably, "I wouldn't have alluded to it now if you +hadn't taken rather a high tone with me about our little venture; but +now it's out I guess you may as well hear the whole story. It's mighty +wholesome for a man to have a round now and then with a few facts. Shall +I go on?" + +Ralph had stood listening without a sign, but as Moffatt ended he made a +slight motion of acquiescence. He did not otherwise change his attitude, +except to grasp with one hand the back of the chair that Moffatt pushed +toward him. + +"Rather stand?..." Moffatt himself dropped back into his seat and took +the pose of easy narrative. "Well, it was this way. Undine Spragg and I +were made one at Opake, Nebraska, just nine years ago last month. My! +She was a beauty then. Nothing much had happened to her before but being +engaged for a year or two to a soft called Millard Binch; the same she +passed on to Indiana Rolliver; and--well, I guess she liked the change. +We didn't have what you'd called a society wedding: no best man or +bridesmaids or Voice that Breathed o'er Eden. Fact is, Pa and Ma didn't +know about it till it was over. But it was a marriage fast enough, as +they found out when they tried to undo it. Trouble was, they caught on +too soon; we only had a fortnight. Then they hauled Undine back to Apex, +and--well, I hadn't the cash or the pull to fight 'em. Uncle Abner was +a pretty big man out there then; and he had James J. Rolliver behind +him. I always know when I'm licked; and I was licked that time. So we +unlooped the loop, and they fixed it up for me to make a trip to Alaska. +Let me see--that was the year before they moved over to New York. Next +time I saw Undine I sat alongside of her at the theatre the day your +engagement was announced." + +He still kept to his half-humorous minor key, as though he were in the +first stages of an after-dinner speech; but as he went on his bodily +presence, which hitherto had seemed to Ralph the mere average garment of +vulgarity, began to loom, huge and portentous as some monster released +from a magician's bottle. His redness, his glossiness, his baldness, and +the carefully brushed ring of hair encircling it; the square line of his +shoulders, the too careful fit of his clothes, the prominent lustre of +his scarf-pin, the growth of short black hair on his manicured hands, +even the tiny cracks and crows'-feet beginning to show in the hard close +surface of his complexion: all these solid witnesses to his reality +and his proximity pressed on Ralph with the mounting pang of physical +nausea. + +"THIS man...THIS man..." he couldn't get beyond the thought: whichever +way he turned his haggard thought, there was Moffatt bodily blocking the +perspective...Ralph's eyes roamed toward the crystal toy that stood on +the desk beside Moffatt's hand. Faugh! That such a hand should have +touched it! + +Suddenly he heard himself speaking. "Before my marriage--did you know +they hadn't told me?" + +"Why, I understood as much..." + +Ralph pushed on: "You knew it the day I met you in Mr. Spragg's office?" + +Moffatt considered a moment, as if the incident had escaped him. "Did we +meet there?" He seemed benevolently ready for enlightenment. But Ralph +had been assailed by another memory; he recalled that Moffatt had dined +one night in his house, that he and the man who now faced him had sat at +the same table, their wife between them... He was seized with another +dumb gust of fury; but it died out and left him face to face with the +uselessness, the irrelevance of all the old attitudes of appropriation +and defiance. He seemed to be stumbling about in his inherited +prejudices like a modern man in mediaeval armour... Moffatt still sat at +his desk, unmoved and apparently uncomprehending. "He doesn't even +know what I'm feeling," flashed through Ralph; and the whole archaic +structure of his rites and sanctions tumbled down about him. + +Through the noise of the crash he heard Moffatt's voice going on without +perceptible change of tone: "About that other matter now...you can't +feel any meaner about it than I do, I can tell you that... but all we've +got to do is to sit tight..." + +Ralph turned from the voice, and found himself outside on the landing, +and then in the street below. + + + +XXXVI + +He stood at the corner of Wall Street, looking up and down its hot +summer perspective. He noticed the swirls of dust in the cracks of the +pavement, the rubbish in the gutters, the ceaseless stream of perspiring +faces that poured by under tilted hats. + +He found himself, next, slipping northward between the glazed walls of +the Subway, another languid crowd in the seats about him and the nasal +yelp of the stations ringing through the car like some repeated ritual +wail. The blindness within him seemed to have intensified his physical +perceptions, his sensitiveness to the heat, the noise, the smells of the +dishevelled midsummer city; but combined with the acuter perception of +these offenses was a complete indifference to them, as though he were +some vivisected animal deprived of the power of discrimination. + +Now he had turned into Waverly Place, and was walking westward +toward Washington Square. At the corner he pulled himself up, saying +half-aloud: "The office--I ought to be at the office." He drew out his +watch and stared at it blankly. What the devil had he taken it out for? +He had to go through a laborious process of readjustment to find out +what it had to say.... Twelve o'clock.... Should he turn back to the +office? It seemed easier to cross the square, go up the steps of the old +house and slip his key into the door.... + +The house was empty. His mother, a few days previously, had departed +with Mr. Dagonet for their usual two months on the Maine coast, where +Ralph was to join them with his boy.... The blinds were all drawn down, +and the freshness and silence of the marble-paved hall laid soothing +hands on him.... He said to himself: "I'll jump into a cab presently, +and go and lunch at the club--" He laid down his hat and stick and +climbed the carpetless stairs to his room. When he entered it he had +the shock of feeling himself in a strange place: it did not seem like +anything he had ever seen before. Then, one by one, all the old stale +usual things in it confronted him, and he longed with a sick intensity +to be in a place that was really strange. + +"How on earth can I go on living here?" he wondered. + +A careless servant had left the outer shutters open, and the sun was +beating on the window-panes. Ralph pushed open the windows, shut the +shutters, and wandered toward his arm-chair. Beads of perspiration stood +on his forehead: the temperature of the room reminded him of the heat +under the ilexes of the Sienese villa where he and Undine had sat +through a long July afternoon. He saw her before him, leaning against +the tree-trunk in her white dress, limpid and inscrutable.... "We were +made one at Opake, Nebraska...." Had she been thinking of it that +afternoon at Siena, he wondered? Did she ever think of it at all?... It +was she who had asked Moffatt to dine. She had said: "Father brought +him home one day at Apex.... I don't remember ever having seen him +since"--and the man she spoke of had had her in his arms ... and perhaps +it was really all she remembered! + +She had lied to him--lied to him from the first ... there hadn't been +a moment when she hadn't lied to him, deliberately, ingeniously and +inventively. As he thought of it, there came to him, for the first time +in months, that overwhelming sense of her physical nearness which had +once so haunted and tortured him. Her freshness, her fragrance, the +luminous haze of her youth, filled the room with a mocking glory; and he +dropped his head on his hands to shut it out.... + +The vision was swept away by another wave of hurrying thoughts. He felt +it was intensely important that he should keep the thread of every one +of them, that they all represented things to be said or done, or guarded +against; and his mind, with the unwondering versatility and tireless +haste of the dreamer's brain, seemed to be pursuing them all +simultaneously. Then they became as unreal and meaningless as the red +specks dancing behind the lids against which he had pressed his fists +clenched, and he had the feeling that if he opened his eyes they would +vanish, and the familiar daylight look in on him.... + +A knock disturbed him. The old parlour-maid who was always left in +charge of the house had come up to ask if he wasn't well, and if there +was anything she could do for him. He told her no ... he was perfectly +well ... or, rather, no, he wasn't ... he supposed it must be the heat; +and he began to scold her for having forgotten to close the shutters. + +It wasn't her fault, it appeared, but Eliza's: her tone implied that he +knew what one had to expect of Eliza ... and wouldn't he go down to the +nice cool shady dining-room, and let her make him an iced drink and a +few sandwiches? + +"I've always told Mrs. Marvell I couldn't turn my back for a second +but what Eliza'd find a way to make trouble," the old woman continued, +evidently glad of the chance to air a perennial grievance. "It's not +only the things she FORGETS to do," she added significantly; and it +dawned on Ralph that she was making an appeal to him, expecting him to +take sides with her in the chronic conflict between herself and Eliza. +He said to himself that perhaps she was right ... that perhaps there was +something he ought to do ... that his mother was old, and didn't always +see things; and for a while his mind revolved this problem with feverish +intensity.... + +"Then you'll come down, sir?" + +"Yes." + +The door closed, and he heard her heavy heels along the passage. + +"But the money--where's the money to come from?" The question sprang out +from some denser fold of the fog in his brain. The money--how on earth +was he to pay it back? How could he have wasted his time in thinking of +anything else while that central difficulty existed? + +"But I can't ... I can't ... it's gone ... and even if it weren't...." +He dropped back in his chair and took his head between his hands. He had +forgotten what he wanted the money for. He made a great effort to regain +hold of the idea, but all the whirring, shuttling, flying had abruptly +ceased in his brain, and he sat with his eyes shut, staring straight +into darkness.... The clock struck, and he remembered that he had said +he would go down to the dining-room. "If I don't she'll come up--" He +raised his head and sat listening for the sound of the old woman's step: +it seemed to him perfectly intolerable that any one should cross the +threshold of the room again. + +"Why can't they leave me alone?" he groaned.... At length through the +silence of the empty house, he fancied he heard a door opening and +closing far below; and he said to himself: "She's coming." + +He got to his feet and went to the door. He didn't feel anything now +except the insane dread of hearing the woman's steps come nearer. He +bolted the door and stood looking about the room. For a moment he was +conscious of seeing it in every detail with a distinctness he had never +before known; then everything in it vanished but the single narrow panel +of a drawer under one of the bookcases. He went up to the drawer, knelt +down and slipped his hand into it. + +As he raised himself he listened again, and this time he distinctly +heard the old servant's steps on the stairs. He passed his left hand +over the side of his head, and down the curve of the skull behind the +ear. He said to himself: "My wife ... this will make it all right for +her...." and a last flash of irony twitched through him. Then he felt +again, more deliberately, for the spot he wanted, and put the muzzle of +his revolver against it. + + + +XXXVII + +In a drawing-room hung with portraits of high-nosed personages in +perukes and orders, a circle of ladies and gentlemen, looking not unlike +every-day versions of the official figures above their heads, sat +examining with friendly interest a little boy in mourning. + +The boy was slim, fair and shy, and his small black figure, islanded +in the middle of the wide lustrous floor, looked curiously lonely +and remote. This effect of remoteness seemed to strike his mother as +something intentional, and almost naughty, for after having launched him +from the door, and waited to judge of the impression he produced, she +came forward and, giving him a slight push, said impatiently: "Paul! Why +don't you go and kiss your new granny?" + +The boy, without turning to her, or moving, sent his blue glance gravely +about the circle. "Does she want me to?" he asked, in a tone of evident +apprehension; and on his mother's answering: "Of course, you silly!" he +added earnestly: "How many more do you think there'll be?" + +Undine blushed to the ripples of her brilliant hair. "I never knew such +a child! They've turned him into a perfect little savage!" + +Raymond de Chelles advanced from behind his mother's chair. + +"He won't be a savage long with me," he said, stooping down so that his +fatigued finely-drawn face was close to Paul's. Their eyes met and +the boy smiled. "Come along, old chap," Chelles continued in English, +drawing the little boy after him. + +"Il est bien beau," the Marquise de Chelles observed, her eyes turning +from Paul's grave face to her daughter-in-law's vivid countenance. + +"Do be nice, darling! Say, 'bonjour, Madame,'" Undine urged. + +An odd mingling of emotions stirred in her while she stood watching Paul +make the round of the family group under her husband's guidance. It was +"lovely" to have the child back, and to find him, after their three +years' separation, grown into so endearing a figure: her first glimpse +of him when, in Mrs. Heeny's arms, he had emerged that morning from the +steamer train, had shown what an acquisition he would be. If she had +had any lingering doubts on the point, the impression produced on her +husband would have dispelled them. Chelles had been instantly charmed, +and Paul, in a shy confused way, was already responding to his advances. +The Count and Countess Raymond had returned but a few weeks before +from their protracted wedding journey, and were staying--as they were +apparently to do whenever they came to Paris--with the old Marquis, +Raymond's father, who had amicably proposed that little Paul Marvell +should also share the hospitality of the Hotel de Chelles. Undine, at +first, was somewhat dismayed to find that she was expected to fit the +boy and his nurse into a corner of her contracted entresol. But the +possibility of a mother's not finding room for her son, however cramped +her own quarters, seemed not to have occurred to her new relations, and +the preparing of her dressing-room and boudoir for Paul's occupancy was +carried on by the household with a zeal which obliged her to dissemble +her lukewarmness. + +Undine had supposed that on her marriage one of the great suites of +the Hotel de Chelles would be emptied of its tenants and put at her +husband's disposal; but she had since learned that, even had such a plan +occurred to her parents-in-law, considerations of economy would have +hindered it. The old Marquis and his wife, who were content, when they +came up from Burgundy in the spring, with a modest set of rooms looking +out on the court of their ancestral residence, expected their son and +his wife to fit themselves into the still smaller apartment which +had served as Raymond's bachelor lodging. The rest of the fine old +mouldering house--the tall-windowed premier on the garden, and the whole +of the floor above--had been let for years to old fashioned tenants +who would have been more surprised than their landlord had he suddenly +proposed to dispossess them. Undine, at first, had regarded these +arrangements as merely provisional. She was persuaded that, under her +influence, Raymond would soon convert his parents to more modern ideas, +and meanwhile she was still in the flush of a completer well-being than +she had ever known, and disposed, for the moment, to make light of any +inconveniences connected with it. The three months since her marriage +had been more nearly like what she had dreamed of than any of her +previous experiments in happiness. At last she had what she wanted, and +for the first time the glow of triumph was warmed by a deeper feeling. +Her husband was really charming (it was odd how he reminded her of +Ralph!), and after her bitter two years of loneliness and humiliation it +was delicious to find herself once more adored and protected. + +The very fact that Raymond was more jealous of her than Ralph had ever +been--or at any rate less reluctant to show it--gave her a keener sense +of recovered power. None of the men who had been in love with her before +had been so frankly possessive, or so eager for reciprocal assurances +of constancy. She knew that Ralph had suffered deeply from her intimacy +with Van Degen, but he had betrayed his feeling only by a more studied +detachment; and Van Degen, from the first, had been contemptuously +indifferent to what she did or felt when she was out of his sight. As to +her earlier experiences, she had frankly forgotten them: her sentimental +memories went back no farther than the beginning of her New York career. + +Raymond seemed to attach more importance to love, in all its +manifestations, than was usual or convenient in a husband; and she +gradually began to be aware that her domination over him involved a +corresponding loss of independence. Since their return to Paris she had +found that she was expected to give a circumstantial report of every +hour she spent away from him. She had nothing to hide, and no designs +against his peace of mind except those connected with her frequent and +costly sessions at the dress-makers'; but she had never before been +called upon to account to any one for the use of her time, and after the +first amused surprise at Raymond's always wanting to know where she had +been and whom she had seen she began to be oppressed by so exacting a +devotion. Her parents, from her tenderest youth, had tacitly recognized +her inalienable right to "go round," and Ralph--though from motives +which she divined to be different--had shown the same respect for her +freedom. It was therefore disconcerting to find that Raymond expected +her to choose her friends, and even her acquaintances, in conformity not +only with his personal tastes but with a definite and complicated code +of family prejudices and traditions; and she was especially surprised to +discover that he viewed with disapproval her intimacy with the Princess +Estradina. + +"My cousin's extremely amusing, of course, but utterly mad and very mal +entouree. Most of the people she has about her ought to be in prison or +Bedlam: especially that unspeakable Madame Adelschein, who's a candidate +for both. My aunt's an angel, but she's been weak enough to let Lili +turn the Hotel de Dordogne into an annex of Montmartre. Of course you'll +have to show yourself there now and then: in these days families like +ours must hold together. But go to the reunions de famille rather than +to Lili's intimate parties; go with me, or with my mother; don't let +yourself be seen there alone. You're too young and good-looking to be +mixed up with that crew. A woman's classed--or rather unclassed--by +being known as one of Lili's set." + +Agreeable as it was to Undine that an appeal to her discretion should +be based on the ground of her youth and good-looks, she was dismayed +to find herself cut off from the very circle she had meant them to +establish her in. Before she had become Raymond's wife there had been a +moment of sharp tension in her relations with the Princess Estradina and +the old Duchess. They had done their best to prevent her marrying their +cousin, and had gone so far as openly to accuse her of being the cause +of a breach between themselves and his parents. But Ralph Marvell's +death had brought about a sudden change in her situation. She was now no +longer a divorced woman struggling to obtain ecclesiastical sanction for +her remarriage, but a widow whose conspicuous beauty and independent +situation made her the object of lawful aspirations. The first person to +seize on this distinction and make the most of it was her old enemy the +Marquise de Trezac. The latter, who had been loudly charged by the house +of Chelles with furthering her beautiful compatriot's designs, had +instantly seen a chance of vindicating herself by taking the widowed +Mrs. Marvell under her wing and favouring the attentions of other +suitors. These were not lacking, and the expected result had followed. +Raymond de Chelles, more than ever infatuated as attainment became less +certain, had claimed a definite promise from Undine, and his family, +discouraged by his persistent bachelorhood, and their failure to fix his +attention on any of the amiable maidens obviously designed to continue +the race, had ended by withdrawing their opposition and discovering in +Mrs. Marvell the moral and financial merits necessary to justify their +change of front. + +"A good match? If she isn't, I should like to know what the Chelles call +one!" Madame de Trezac went about indefatigably proclaiming. "Related to +the best people in New York--well, by marriage, that is; and her husband +left much more money than was expected. It goes to the boy, of course; +but as the boy is with his mother she naturally enjoys the income. And +her father's a rich man--much richer than is generally known; I mean +what WE call rich in America, you understand!" + +Madame de Trezac had lately discovered that the proper attitude for +the American married abroad was that of a militant patriotism; and she +flaunted Undine Marvell in the face of the Faubourg like a particularly +showy specimen of her national banner. The success of the experiment +emboldened her to throw off the most sacred observances of her past. She +took up Madame Adelschein, she entertained the James J. Rollivers, +she resuscitated Creole dishes, she patronized negro melodists, she +abandoned her weekly teas for impromptu afternoon dances, and the prim +drawing-room in which dowagers had droned echoed with a cosmopolitan +hubbub. + +Even when the period of tension was over, and Undine had been officially +received into the family of her betrothed, Madame de Trezac did not +at once surrender. She laughingly professed to have had enough of the +proprieties, and declared herself bored by the social rites she had +hitherto so piously performed. "You'll always find a corner of home +here, dearest, when you get tired of their ceremonies and solemnities," +she said as she embraced the bride after the wedding breakfast; and +Undine hoped that the devoted Nettie would in fact provide a refuge from +the extreme domesticity of her new state. But since her return to Paris, +and her taking up her domicile in the Hotel de Chelles, she had found +Madame de Trezac less and less disposed to abet her in any assertion of +independence. + +"My dear, a woman must adopt her husband's nationality whether she wants +to or not. It's the law, and it's the custom besides. If you wanted +to amuse yourself with your Nouveau Luxe friends you oughtn't to have +married Raymond--but of course I say that only in joke. As if any woman +would have hesitated who'd had your chance! Take my advice--keep out of +Lili's set just at first. Later ... well, perhaps Raymond won't be so +particular; but meanwhile you'd make a great mistake to go against his +people--" and Madame de Trezac, with a "Chere Madame," swept forward +from her tea-table to receive the first of the returning dowagers. + +It was about this time that Mrs. Heeny arrived with Paul; and for a +while Undine was pleasantly absorbed in her boy. She kept Mrs. Heeny +in Paris for a fortnight, and between her more pressing occupations it +amused her to listen to the masseuse's New York gossip and her comments +on the social organization of the old world. It was Mrs. Heeny's first +visit to Europe, and she confessed to Undine that she had always wanted +to "see something of the aristocracy"--using the phrase as a naturalist +might, with no hint of personal pretensions. Mrs. Heeny's democratic +ease was combined with the strictest professional discretion, and it +would never have occurred to her to regard herself, or to wish others +to regard her, as anything but a manipulator of muscles; but in that +character she felt herself entitled to admission to the highest circles. + +"They certainly do things with style over here--but it's kinder +one-horse after New York, ain't it? Is this what they call their season? +Why, you dined home two nights last week. They ought to come over to New +York and see!" And she poured into Undine's half-envious ear a list of +the entertainments which had illuminated the last weeks of the New York +winter. "I suppose you'll begin to give parties as soon as ever you get +into a house of your own. You're not going to have one? Oh, well, +then you'll give a lot of big week-ends at your place down in the +Shatter-country--that's where the swells all go to in the summer time, +ain't it? But I dunno what your ma would say if she knew you were going +to live on with HIS folks after you're done honey-mooning. Why, we read +in the papers you were going to live in some grand hotel or other--oh, +they call their houses HOTELS, do they? That's funny: I suppose it's +because they let out part of 'em. Well, you look handsomer than ever. +Undine; I'll take THAT back to your mother, anyhow. And he's dead +in love, I can see that; reminds me of the way--" but she broke off +suddenly, as if something in Undine's look had silenced her. + +Even to herself. Undine did not like to call up the image of Ralph +Marvell; and any mention of his name gave her a vague sense of distress. +His death had released her, had given her what she wanted; yet she could +honestly say to herself that she had not wanted him to die--at least +not to die like that.... People said at the time that it was the hot +weather--his own family had said so: he had never quite got over his +attack of pneumonia, and the sudden rise of temperature--one of the +fierce "heat-waves" that devastate New York in summer--had probably +affected his brain: the doctors said such cases were not uncommon.... +She had worn black for a few weeks--not quite mourning, but something +decently regretful (the dress-makers were beginning to provide a special +garb for such cases); and even since her remarriage, and the lapse of +a year, she continued to wish that she could have got what she wanted +without having had to pay that particular price for it. + +This feeling was intensified by an incident--in itself far from +unwelcome--which had occurred about three months after Ralph's death. +Her lawyers had written to say that the sum of a hundred thousand +dollars had been paid over to Marvell's estate by the Apex Consolidation +Company; and as Marvell had left a will bequeathing everything he +possessed to his son, this unexpected windfall handsomely increased +Paul's patrimony. Undine had never relinquished her claim on her child; +she had merely, by the advice of her lawyers, waived the assertion of +her right for a few months after Marvell's death, with the express +stipulation that her doing so was only a temporary concession to the +feelings of her husband's family; and she had held out against all +attempts to induce her to surrender Paul permanently. Before her +marriage she had somewhat conspicuously adopted her husband's creed, and +the Dagonets, picturing Paul as the prey of the Jesuits, had made the +mistake of appealing to the courts for his custody. This had confirmed +Undine's resistance, and her determination to keep the child. The case +had been decided in her favour, and she had thereupon demanded, and +obtained, an allowance of five thousand dollars, to be devoted to the +bringing up and education of her son. This sum, added to what Mr. Spragg +had agreed to give her, made up an income which had appreciably bettered +her position, and justified Madame de Trezac's discreet allusions to +her wealth. Nevertheless, it was one of the facts about which she least +liked to think when any chance allusion evoked Ralph's image. The money +was hers, of course; she had a right to it, and she was an ardent +believer in "rights." But she wished she could have got it in some +other way--she hated the thought of it as one more instance of the +perverseness with which things she was entitled to always came to her as +if they had been stolen. + +The approach of summer, and the culmination of the Paris season, swept +aside such thoughts. The Countess Raymond de Chelles, contrasting +her situation with that of Mrs. Undine Marvell, and the fulness and +animation of her new life with the vacant dissatisfied days which +had followed on her return from Dakota, forgot the smallness of her +apartment, the inconvenient proximity of Paul and his nurse, the +interminable round of visits with her mother-in-law, and the long +dinners in the solemn hotels of all the family connection. The world was +radiant, the lights were lit, the music playing; she was still young, +and better-looking than ever, with a Countess's coronet, a famous +chateau and a handsome and popular husband who adored her. And then +suddenly the lights went out and the music stopped when one day Raymond, +putting his arm about her, said in his tenderest tones: "And now, my +dear, the world's had you long enough and it's my turn. What do you say +to going down to Saint Desert?" + + + +XXXVIII + +In a window of the long gallery of the chateau de Saint Desert the +new Marquise de Chelles stood looking down the poplar avenue into the +November rain. It had been raining heavily and persistently for a longer +time than she could remember. Day after day the hills beyond the park +had been curtained by motionless clouds, the gutters of the long steep +roofs had gurgled with a perpetual overflow, the opaque surface of the +moat been peppered by a continuous pelting of big drops. The water lay +in glassy stretches under the trees and along the sodden edges of the +garden-paths, it rose in a white mist from the fields beyond, it exuded +in a chill moisture from the brick flooring of the passages and from the +walls of the rooms on the lower floor. Everything in the great empty +house smelt of dampness: the stuffing of the chairs, the threadbare +folds of the faded curtains, the splendid tapestries, that were fading +too, on the walls of the room in which Undine stood, and the wide bands +of crape which her husband had insisted on her keeping on her black +dresses till the last hour of her mourning for the old Marquis. + +The summer had been more than usually inclement, and since her first +coming to the country Undine had lived through many periods of rainy +weather; but none which had gone before had so completely epitomized, so +summed up in one vast monotonous blur, the image of her long months at +Saint Desert. + +When, the year before, she had reluctantly suffered herself to be torn +from the joys of Paris, she had been sustained by the belief that her +exile would not be of long duration. Once Paris was out of sight, she +had even found a certain lazy charm in the long warm days at Saint +Desert. Her parents-in-law had remained in town, and she enjoyed being +alone with her husband, exploring and appraising the treasures of the +great half abandoned house, and watching her boy scamper over the June +meadows or trot about the gardens on the poney his stepfather had given +him. Paul, after Mrs. Heeny's departure, had grown fretful and restive, +and Undine had found it more and more difficult to fit his small +exacting personality into her cramped rooms and crowded life. He +irritated her by pining for his Aunt Laura, his Marvell granny, and old +Mr. Dagonet's funny stories about gods and fairies; and his wistful +allusions to his games with Clare's children sounded like a lesson he +might have been drilled in to make her feel how little he belonged to +her. But once released from Paris, and blessed with rabbits, a poney and +the freedom of the fields, he became again all that a charming child +should be, and for a time it amused her to share in his romps and +rambles. Raymond seemed enchanted at the picture they made, and the +quiet weeks of fresh air and outdoor activity gave her back a bloom that +reflected itself in her tranquillized mood. She was the more resigned to +this interlude because she was so sure of its not lasting. Before they +left Paris a doctor had been found to say that Paul--who was certainly +looking pale and pulled-down--was in urgent need of sea air, and Undine +had nearly convinced her husband of the expediency of hiring a chalet at +Deauville for July and August, when this plan, and with it every other +prospect of escape, was dashed by the sudden death of the old Marquis. + +Undine, at first, had supposed that the resulting change could not +be other than favourable. She had been on too formal terms with her +father-in-law--a remote and ceremonious old gentleman to whom her own +personality was evidently an insoluble enigma--to feel more than the +merest conventional pang at his death; and it was certainly "more fun" +to be a marchioness than a countess, and to know that one's husband +was the head of the house. Besides, now they would have the chateau to +themselves--or at least the old Marquise, when she came, would be there +as a guest and not a ruler--and visions of smart house-parties and big +shoots lit up the first weeks of Undine's enforced seclusion. Then, by +degrees, the inexorable conditions of French mourning closed in on +her. Immediately after the long-drawn funeral observances the bereaved +family--mother, daughters, sons and sons-in-law--came down to +seclude themselves at Saint Desert; and Undine, through the slow hot +crape-smelling months, lived encircled by shrouded images of woe in +which the only live points were the eyes constantly fixed on her least +movements. The hope of escaping to the seaside with Paul vanished in +the pained stare with which her mother-in-law received the suggestion. +Undine learned the next day that it had cost the old Marquise a +sleepless night, and might have had more distressing results had it not +been explained as a harmless instance of transatlantic oddness. Raymond +entreated his wife to atone for her involuntary legerete by submitting +with a good grace to the usages of her adopted country; and he seemed to +regard the remaining months of the summer as hardly long enough for this +act of expiation. As Undine looked back on them, they appeared to have +been composed of an interminable succession of identical days, in which +attendance at early mass (in the coroneted gallery she had once so +glowingly depicted to Van Degen) was followed by a great deal of +conversational sitting about, a great deal of excellent eating, an +occasional drive to the nearest town behind a pair of heavy draft +horses, and long evenings in a lamp-heated drawing-room with all the +windows shut, and the stout cure making an asthmatic fourth at the +Marquise's card-table. + +Still, even these conditions were not permanent, and the discipline of +the last years had trained Undine to wait and dissemble. The summer +over, it was decided--after a protracted family conclave--that the +state of the old Marquise's health made it advisable for her to spend +the winter with the married daughter who lived near Pau. The other +members of the family returned to their respective estates, and Undine +once more found herself alone with her husband. But she knew by this +time that there was to be no thought of Paris that winter, or even the +next spring. Worse still, she was presently to discover that Raymond's +accession of rank brought with it no financial advantages. + +Having but the vaguest notion of French testamentary law, she was +dismayed to learn that the compulsory division of property made it +impossible for a father to benefit his eldest son at the expense of the +others. Raymond was therefore little richer than before, and with the +debts of honour of a troublesome younger brother to settle, and Saint +Desert to keep up, his available income was actually reduced. He held +out, indeed, the hope of eventual improvement, since the old Marquis had +managed his estates with a lofty contempt for modern methods, and the +application of new principles of agriculture and forestry were certain +to yield profitable results. But for a year or two, at any rate, this +very change of treatment would necessitate the owner's continual +supervision, and would not in the meanwhile produce any increase of +income. + +To faire valoir the family acres had always, it appeared, been Raymond's +deepest-seated purpose, and all his frivolities dropped from him with +the prospect of putting his hand to the plough. He was not, indeed, +inhuman enough to condemn his wife to perpetual exile. He meant, he +assured her, that she should have her annual spring visit to Paris--but +he stared in dismay at her suggestion that they should take possession +of the coveted premier of the Hotel de Chelles. He was gallant enough to +express the wish that it were in his power to house her on such a scale; +but he could not conceal his surprise that she had ever seriously +expected it. She was beginning to see that he felt her constitutional +inability to understand anything about money as the deepest difference +between them. It was a proficiency no one had ever expected her to +acquire, and the lack of which she had even been encouraged to regard as +a grace and to use as a pretext. During the interval between her divorce +and her remarriage she had learned what things cost, but not how to do +without them; and money still seemed to her like some mysterious and +uncertain stream which occasionally vanished underground but was sure +to bubble up again at one's feet. Now, however, she found herself in a +world where it represented not the means of individual gratification but +the substance binding together whole groups of interests, and where the +uses to which it might be put in twenty years were considered before the +reasons for spending it on the spot. At first she was sure she could +laugh Raymond out of his prudence or coax him round to her point of +view. She did not understand how a man so romantically in love could be +so unpersuadable on certain points. Hitherto she had had to contend +with personal moods, now she was arguing against a policy; and she was +gradually to learn that it was as natural to Raymond de Chelles to adore +her and resist her as it had been to Ralph Marvell to adore her and let +her have her way. At first, indeed, he appealed to her good sense, using +arguments evidently drawn from accumulations of hereditary experience. +But his economic plea was as unintelligible to her as the silly problems +about pen-knives and apples in the "Mental Arithmetic" of her infancy; +and when he struck a tenderer note and spoke of the duty of providing +for the son he hoped for, she put her arms about him to whisper: "But +then I oughtn't to be worried..." + +After that, she noticed, though he was as charming as ever, he behaved +as if the case were closed. He had apparently decided that his arguments +were unintelligible to her, and under all his ardour she felt the +difference made by the discovery. It did not make him less kind, but it +evidently made her less important; and she had the half-frightened sense +that the day she ceased to please him she would cease to exist for him. +That day was a long way off, of course, but the chill of it had brushed +her face; and she was no longer heedless of such signs. She resolved to +cultivate all the arts of patience and compliance, and habit might have +helped them to take root if they had not been nipped by a new cataclysm. + +It was barely a week ago that her husband had been called to Paris to +straighten out a fresh tangle in the affairs of the troublesome brother +whose difficulties were apparently a part of the family tradition. +Raymond's letters had been hurried, his telegrams brief and +contradictory, and now, as Undine stood watching for the brougham that +was to bring him from the station, she had the sense that with his +arrival all her vague fears would be confirmed. There would be more +money to pay out, of course--since the funds that could not be found for +her just needs were apparently always forthcoming to settle Hubert's +scandalous prodigalities--and that meant a longer perspective of +solitude at Saint Desert, and a fresh pretext for postponing the +hospitalities that were to follow on their period of mourning. The +brougham--a vehicle as massive and lumbering as the pair that drew it-- +presently rolled into the court, and Raymond's sable figure (she had +never before seen a man travel in such black clothes) sprang up the +steps to the door. Whenever Undine saw him after an absence she had +a curious sense of his coming back from unknown distances and not +belonging to her or to any state of things she understood. Then habit +reasserted itself, and she began to think of him again with a querulous +familiarity. But she had learned to hide her feelings, and as he came in +she put up her face for a kiss. + +"Yes--everything's settled--" his embrace expressed the satisfaction of +the man returning from an accomplished task to the joys of his fireside. + +"Settled?" Her face kindled. "Without your having to pay?" + +He looked at her with a shrug. "Of course I've had to pay. Did you +suppose Hubert's creditors would be put off with vanilla eclairs?" + +"Oh, if THAT'S what you mean--if Hubert has only to wire you at any time +to be sure of his affairs being settled--!" + +She saw his lips narrow and a line come out between his eyes. "Wouldn't +it be a happy thought to tell them to bring tea?" he suggested. + +"In the library, then. It's so cold here--and the tapestries smell so of +rain." + +He paused a moment to scrutinize the long walls, on which the fabulous +blues and pinks of the great Boucher series looked as livid as withered +roses. "I suppose they ought to be taken down and aired," he said. + +She thought: "In THIS air--much good it would do them!" But she had +already repented her outbreak about Hubert, and she followed her husband +into the library with the resolve not to let him see her annoyance. +Compared with the long grey gallery the library, with its brown walls +of books, looked warm and home-like, and Raymond seemed to feel the +influence of the softer atmosphere. He turned to his wife and put his +arm about her. + +"I know it's been a trial to you, dearest; but this is the last time I +shall have to pull the poor boy out." + +In spite of herself she laughed incredulously: Hubert's "last times" +were a household word. + +But when tea had been brought, and they were alone over the fire, +Raymond unfolded the amazing sequel. Hubert had found an heiress, Hubert +was to be married, and henceforth the business of paying his debts +(which might be counted on to recur as inevitably as the changes of the +seasons) would devolve on his American bride--the charming Miss Looty +Arlington, whom Raymond had remained over in Paris to meet. + +"An American? He's marrying an American?" Undine wavered between wrath +and satisfaction. She felt a flash of resentment at any other intruder's +venturing upon her territory--("Looty Arlington? Who is she? What a +name!")--but it was quickly superseded by the relief of knowing that +henceforth, as Raymond said, Hubert's debts would be some one else's +business. Then a third consideration prevailed. "But if he's engaged to +a rich girl, why on earth do WE have to pull him out?" + +Her husband explained that no other course was possible. Though General +Arlington was immensely wealthy, ("her father's a general--a General +Manager, whatever that may be,") he had exacted what he called "a clean +slate" from his future son-in-law, and Hubert's creditors (the boy was +such a donkey!) had in their possession certain papers that made it +possible for them to press for immediate payment. + +"Your compatriots' views on such matters are so rigid--and it's all to +their credit--that the marriage would have fallen through at once if the +least hint of Hubert's mess had got out--and then we should have had him +on our hands for life." + +Yes--from that point of view it was doubtless best to pay up; but Undine +obscurely wished that their doing so had not incidentally helped an +unknown compatriot to what the American papers were no doubt already +announcing as "another brilliant foreign alliance." + +"Where on earth did your brother pick up anybody respectable? Do you +know where her people come from? I suppose she's perfectly awful," she +broke out with a sudden escape of irritation. + +"I believe Hubert made her acquaintance at a skating rink. They come +from some new state--the general apologized for its not yet being on the +map, but seemed surprised I hadn't heard of it. He said it was already +known as one of 'the divorce states,' and the principal city had, in +consequence, a very agreeable society. La petite n'est vraiment pas trop +mal." + +"I daresay not! We're all good-looking. But she must be horribly +common." + +Raymond seemed sincerely unable to formulate a judgment. "My dear, you +have your own customs..." + +"Oh, I know we're all alike to you!" It was one of her grievances that +he never attempted to discriminate between Americans. "You see no +difference between me and a girl one gets engaged to at a skating rink!" + +He evaded the challenge by rejoining: "Miss Arlington's burning to know +you. She says she's heard a great deal about you, and Hubert wants to +bring her down next week. I think we'd better do what we can." + +"Of course." But Undine was still absorbed in the economic aspect of the +case. "If they're as rich as you say, I suppose Hubert means to pay you +back by and bye?" + +"Naturally. It's all arranged. He's given me a paper." He drew her hands +into his. "You see we've every reason to be kind to Miss Arlington." + +"Oh, I'll be as kind as you like!" She brightened at the prospect of +repayment. Yes, they would ask the girl down... She leaned a little +nearer to her husband. "But then after a while we shall be a good deal +better off--especially, as you say, with no more of Hubert's debts to +worry us." And leaning back far enough to give her upward smile, she +renewed her plea for the premier in the Hotel de Chelles: "Because, +really, you know, as the head of the house you ought to--" + +"Ah, my dear, as the head of the house I've so many obligations; and one +of them is not to miss a good stroke of business when it comes my way." + +Her hands slipped from his shoulders and she drew back. "What do you +mean by a good stroke of business? + +"Why, an incredible piece of luck--it's what kept me on so long in +Paris. Miss Arlington's father was looking for an apartment for the +young couple, and I've let him the premier for twelve years on the +understanding that he puts electric light and heating into the whole +hotel. It's a wonderful chance, for of course we all benefit by it as +much as Hubert." + +"A wonderful chance... benefit by it as much as Hubert!" He seemed to be +speaking a strange language in which familiar-sounding syllables meant +something totally unknown. Did he really think she was going to coop +herself up again in their cramped quarters while Hubert and his +skating-rink bride luxuriated overhead in the coveted premier? All the +resentments that had been accumulating in her during the long baffled +months since her marriage broke into speech. "It's extraordinary of you +to do such a thing without consulting me!" + +"Without consulting you? But, my dear child, you've always professed the +most complete indifference to business matters--you've frequently begged +me not to bore you with them. You may be sure I've acted on the best +advice; and my mother, whose head is as good as a man's, thinks I've +made a remarkably good arrangement." + +"I daresay--but I'm not always thinking about money, as you are." + +As she spoke she had an ominous sense of impending peril; but she was +too angry to avoid even the risks she saw. To her surprise Raymond put +his arm about her with a smile. "There are many reasons why I have to +think about money. One is that YOU don't; and another is that I must +look out for the future of our son." + +Undine flushed to the forehead. She had grown accustomed to such +allusions and the thought of having a child no longer filled her with +the resentful terror she had felt before Paul's birth. She had been +insensibly influenced by a different point of view, perhaps also by a +difference in her own feeling; and the vision of herself as the mother +of the future Marquis de Chelles was softened to happiness by the +thought of giving Raymond a son. But all these lightly-rooted sentiments +went down in the rush of her resentment, and she freed herself with a +petulant movement. "Oh, my dear, you'd better leave it to your brother +to perpetuate the race. There'll be more room for nurseries in their +apartment!" + +She waited a moment, quivering with the expectation of her husband's +answer; then, as none came except the silent darkening of his face, she +walked to the door and turned round to fling back: "Of course you can do +what you like with your own house, and make any arrangements that suit +your family, without consulting me; but you needn't think I'm ever +going back to live in that stuffy little hole, with Hubert and his wife +splurging round on top of our heads!" + +"Ah--" said Raymond de Chelles in a low voice. + + + +XXXIX + +Undine did not fulfil her threat. The month of May saw her back in the +rooms she had declared she would never set foot in, and after her long +sojourn among the echoing vistas of Saint Desert the exiguity of her +Paris quarters seemed like cosiness. + +In the interval many things had happened. Hubert, permitted by his +anxious relatives to anticipate the term of the family mourning, had +been showily and expensively united to his heiress; the Hotel de Chelles +had been piped, heated and illuminated in accordance with the bride's +requirements; and the young couple, not content with these utilitarian +changes had moved doors, opened windows, torn down partitions, and given +over the great trophied and pilastered dining-room to a decorative +painter with a new theory of the human anatomy. Undine had silently +assisted at this spectacle, and at the sight of the old Marquise's +abject acquiescence; she had seen the Duchesse de Dordogne and the +Princesse Estradina go past her door to visit Hubert's premier and +marvel at the American bath-tubs and the Annamite bric-a-brac; and she +had been present, with her husband, at the banquet at which Hubert had +revealed to the astonished Faubourg the prehistoric episodes depicted on +his dining-room walls. She had accepted all these necessities with the +stoicism which the last months had developed in her; for more and more, +as the days passed, she felt herself in the grasp of circumstances +stronger than any effort she could oppose to them. The very absence +of external pressure, of any tactless assertion of authority on her +husband's part, intensified the sense of her helplessness. He simply +left it to her to infer that, important as she might be to him in +certain ways, there were others in which she did not weigh a feather. + +Their outward relations had not changed since her outburst on the +subject of Hubert's marriage. That incident had left her half-ashamed, +half-frightened at her behaviour, and she had tried to atone for it +by the indirect arts that were her nearest approach to acknowledging +herself in the wrong. Raymond met her advances with a good grace, +and they lived through the rest of the winter on terms of apparent +understanding. When the spring approached it was he who suggested that, +since his mother had consented to Hubert's marrying before the year of +mourning was over, there was really no reason why they should not go up +to Paris as usual; and she was surprised at the readiness with which he +prepared to accompany her. + +A year earlier she would have regarded this as another proof of her +power; but she now drew her inferences less quickly. Raymond was as +"lovely" to her as ever; but more than once, during their months in the +country, she had had a startled sense of not giving him all he expected +of her. She had admired him, before their marriage, as a model of social +distinction; during the honeymoon he had been the most ardent of lovers; +and with their settling down at Saint Desert she had prepared to resign +herself to the society of a country gentleman absorbed in sport and +agriculture. But Raymond, to her surprise, had again developed a +disturbing resemblance to his predecessor. During the long winter +afternoons, after he had gone over his accounts with the bailiff, or +written his business letters, he took to dabbling with a paint-box, or +picking out new scores at the piano; after dinner, when they went to the +library, he seemed to expect to read aloud to her from the reviews and +papers he was always receiving; and when he had discovered her inability +to fix her attention he fell into the way of absorbing himself in one of +the old brown books with which the room was lined. At first he tried--as +Ralph had done--to tell her about what he was reading or what was +happening in the world; but her sense of inadequacy made her slip +away to other subjects, and little by little their talk died down to +monosyllables. Was it possible that, in spite of his books, the evenings +seemed as long to Raymond as to her, and that he had suggested going +back to Paris because he was bored at Saint Desert? Bored as she was +herself, she resented his not finding her company all-sufficient, and +was mortified by the discovery that there were regions of his life she +could not enter. + +But once back in Paris she had less time for introspection, and Raymond +less for books. They resumed their dispersed and busy life, and in spite +of Hubert's ostentatious vicinity, of the perpetual lack of money, and +of Paul's innocent encroachments on her freedom, Undine, once more in +her element, ceased to brood upon her grievances. She enjoyed going +about with her husband, whose presence at her side was distinctly +ornamental. He seemed to have grown suddenly younger and more animated, +and when she saw other women looking at him she remembered how +distinguished he was. It amused her to have him in her train, and +driving about with him to dinners and dances, waiting for him on +flower-decked landings, or pushing at his side through blazing +theatre-lobbies, answered to her inmost ideal of domestic intimacy. + +He seemed disposed to allow her more liberty than before, and it was +only now and then that he let drop a brief reminder of the conditions on +which it was accorded. She was to keep certain people at a distance, +she was not to cheapen herself by being seen at vulgar restaurants +and tea-rooms, she was to join with him in fulfilling certain family +obligations (going to a good many dull dinners among the number); but in +other respects she was free to fill her days as she pleased. + +"Not that it leaves me much time," she admitted to Madame de Trezac; +"what with going to see his mother every day, and never missing one of +his sisters' jours, and showing myself at the Hotel de Dordogne whenever +the Duchess gives a pay-up party to the stuffy people Lili Estradina +won't be bothered with, there are days when I never lay eyes on Paul, +and barely have time to be waved and manicured; but, apart from that, +Raymond's really much nicer and less fussy than he was." + +Undine, as she grew older, had developed her mother's craving for a +confidante, and Madame de Trezac had succeeded in that capacity to Mabel +Lipscomb and Bertha Shallum. + +"Less fussy?" Madame de Trezac's long nose lengthened thoughtfully. +"H'm--are you sure that's a good sign?" + +Undine stared and laughed. "Oh, my dear, you're so quaint! Why, nobody's +jealous any more." + +"No; that's the worst of it." Madame de Trezac pondered. "It's a +thousand pities you haven't got a son." + +"Yes; I wish we had." Undine stood up, impatient to end the +conversation. Since she had learned that her continued childlessness +was regarded by every one about her as not only unfortunate but somehow +vaguely derogatory to her, she had genuinely begun to regret it; and any +allusion to the subject disturbed her. + +"Especially," Madame de Trezac continued, "as Hubert's wife--" + +"Oh, if THAT'S all they want, it's a pity Raymond didn't marry Hubert's +wife," Undine flung back; and on the stairs she murmured to herself: +"Nettie has been talking to my mother-in-law." + +But this explanation did not quiet her, and that evening, as she and +Raymond drove back together from a party, she felt a sudden impulse to +speak. Sitting close to him in the darkness of the carriage, it ought to +have been easy for her to find the needed word; but the barrier of his +indifference hung between them, and street after street slipped by, +and the spangled blackness of the river unrolled itself beneath their +wheels, before she leaned over to touch his hand. + +"What is it, my dear?" + +She had not yet found the word, and already his tone told her she was +too late. A year ago, if she had slipped her hand in his, she would not +have had that answer. + +"Your mother blames me for our not having a child. Everybody thinks it's +my fault." + +He paused before answering, and she sat watching his shadowy profile +against the passing lamps. + +"My mother's ideas are old-fashioned; and I don't know that it's +anybody's business but yours and mine." + +"Yes, but--" + +"Here we are." The brougham was turning under the archway of the hotel, +and the light of Hubert's tall windows fell across the dusky court. +Raymond helped her out, and they mounted to their door by the stairs +which Hubert had recarpeted in velvet, with a marble nymph lurking in +the azaleas on the landing. + +In the antechamber Raymond paused to take her cloak from her shoulders, +and his eyes rested on her with a faint smile of approval. + +"You never looked better; your dress is extremely becoming. Good-night, +my dear," he said, kissing her hand as he turned away. + +Undine kept this incident to herself: her wounded pride made her shrink +from confessing it even to Madame de Trezac. She was sure Raymond would +"come back"; Ralph always had, to the last. During their remaining weeks +in Paris she reassured herself with the thought that once they were back +at Saint Desert she would easily regain her lost hold; and when Raymond +suggested their leaving Paris she acquiesced without a protest. But at +Saint Desert she seemed no nearer to him than in Paris. He continued to +treat her with unvarying amiability, but he seemed wholly absorbed in +the management of the estate, in his books, his sketching and his music. +He had begun to interest himself in politics and had been urged to stand +for his department. This necessitated frequent displacements: trips to +Beaune or Dijon and occasional absences in Paris. Undine, when he was +away, was not left alone, for the dowager Marquise had established +herself at Saint Desert for the summer, and relays of brothers +and sisters-in-law, aunts, cousins and ecclesiastical friends and +connections succeeded each other under its capacious roof. Only Hubert +and his wife were absent. They had taken a villa at Deauville, and in +the morning papers Undine followed the chronicle of Hubert's polo scores +and of the Countess Hubert's racing toilets. + +The days crawled on with a benumbing sameness. The old Marquise and the +other ladies of the party sat on the terrace with their needle-work, the +cure or one of the visiting uncles read aloud the Journal des Debats and +prognosticated dark things of the Republic, Paul scoured the park and +despoiled the kitchen-garden with the other children of the family, +the inhabitants of the adjacent chateaux drove over to call, and +occasionally the ponderous pair were harnessed to a landau as lumbering +as the brougham, and the ladies of Saint Desert measured the dusty +kilometres between themselves and their neighbours. + +It was the first time that Undine had seriously paused to consider +the conditions of her new life, and as the days passed she began to +understand that so they would continue to succeed each other till the +end. Every one about her took it for granted that as long as she lived +she would spend ten months of every year at Saint Desert and the +remaining two in Paris. Of course, if health required it, she might go +to les eaux with her husband; but the old Marquise was very doubtful as +to the benefit of a course of waters, and her uncle the Duke and her +cousin the Canon shared her view. In the case of young married women, +especially, the unwholesome excitement of the modern watering-place was +more than likely to do away with the possible benefit of the treatment. +As to travel--had not Raymond and his wife been to Egypt and Asia Minor +on their wedding-journey? Such reckless enterprise was unheard of in +the annals of the house! Had they not spent days and days in the saddle, +and slept in tents among the Arabs? (Who could tell, indeed, whether +these imprudences were not the cause of the disappointment which it had +pleased heaven to inflict on the young couple?) No one in the family +had ever taken so long a wedding-journey. One bride had gone to +England (even that was considered extreme), and another--the artistic +daughter--had spent a week in Venice; which certainly showed that they +were not behind the times, and had no old-fashioned prejudices. Since +wedding-journeys were the fashion, they had taken them; but who had +ever heard of travelling afterward? + +What could be the possible object of leaving one's family, one's habits, +one's friends? It was natural that the Americans, who had no homes, who +were born and died in hotels, should have contracted nomadic habits: but +the new Marquise de Chelles was no longer an American, and she had Saint +Desert and the Hotel de Chelles to live in, as generations of ladies of +her name had done before her. Thus Undine beheld her future laid out for +her, not directly and in blunt words, but obliquely and affably, in the +allusions, the assumptions, the insinuations of the amiable women among +whom her days were spent. Their interminable conversations were carried +on to the click of knitting-needles and the rise and fall of industrious +fingers above embroidery-frames; and as Undine sat staring at the +lustrous nails of her idle hands she felt that her inability to occupy +them was regarded as one of the chief causes of her restlessness. The +innumerable rooms of Saint Desert were furnished with the embroidered +hangings and tapestry chairs produced by generations of diligent +chatelaines, and the untiring needles of the old Marquise, her daughters +and dependents were still steadily increasing the provision. + +It struck Undine as curious that they should be willing to go on making +chair-coverings and bed-curtains for a house that didn't really belong +to them, and that she had a right to pull about and rearrange as she +chose; but then that was only a part of their whole incomprehensible way +of regarding themselves (in spite of their acute personal and parochial +absorptions) as minor members of a powerful and indivisible whole, the +huge voracious fetish they called The Family. + +Notwithstanding their very definite theories as to what Americans were +and were not, they were evidently bewildered at finding no corresponding +sense of solidarity in Undine; and little Paul's rootlessness, his lack +of all local and linear ties, made them (for all the charm he exercised) +regard him with something of the shyness of pious Christians toward +an elfin child. But though mother and child gave them a sense of +insuperable strangeness, it plainly never occurred to them that both +would not be gradually subdued to the customs of Saint Desert. Dynasties +had fallen, institutions changed, manners and morals, alas, deplorably +declined; but as far back as memory went, the ladies of the line of +Chelles had always sat at their needle-work on the terrace of Saint +Desert, while the men of the house lamented the corruption of the +government and the cure ascribed the unhappy state of the country to the +decline of religious feeling and the rise in the cost of living. It was +inevitable that, in the course of time, the new Marquise should come to +understand the fundamental necessity of these things being as they were; +and meanwhile the forbearance of her husband's family exercised itself, +with the smiling discretion of their race, through the long succession +of uneventful days. + +Once, in September, this routine was broken in upon by the unannounced +descent of a flock of motors bearing the Princess Estradina and a chosen +band from one watering-place to another. Raymond was away at the time, +but family loyalty constrained the old Marquise to welcome her kinswoman +and the latter's friends; and Undine once more found herself immersed in +the world from which her marriage had removed her. + +The Princess, at first, seemed totally to have forgotten their former +intimacy, and Undine was made to feel that in a life so variously +agitated the episode could hardly have left a trace. But the night +before her departure the incalculable Lili, with one of her sudden +changes of humour, drew her former friend into her bedroom and plunged +into an exchange of confidences. She naturally unfolded her own history +first, and it was so packed with incident that the courtyard clock had +struck two before she turned her attention to Undine. + +"My dear, you're handsomer than ever; only perhaps a shade too stout. +Domestic bliss, I suppose? Take care! You need an emotion, a drama... +You Americans are really extraordinary. You appear to live on change and +excitement; and then suddenly a man comes along and claps a ring on your +finger, and you never look through it to see what's going on outside. +Aren't you ever the least bit bored? Why do I never see anything of you +any more? I suppose it's the fault of my venerable aunt--she's never +forgiven me for having a better time than her daughters. How can I help +it if I don't look like the cure's umbrella? I daresay she owes you the +same grudge. But why do you let her coop you up here? It's a thousand +pities you haven't had a child. They'd all treat you differently if you +had." + +It was the same perpetually reiterated condolence; and Undine flushed +with anger as she listened. Why indeed had she let herself be cooped up? +She could not have answered the Princess's question: she merely felt +the impossibility of breaking through the mysterious web of traditions, +conventions, prohibitions that enclosed her in their impenetrable +net-work. But her vanity suggested the obvious pretext, and she murmured +with a laugh: "I didn't know Raymond was going to be so jealous--" + +The Princess stared. "Is it Raymond who keeps you shut up here? And what +about his trips to Dijon? And what do you suppose he does with himself +when he runs up to Paris? Politics?" She shrugged ironically. "Politics +don't occupy a man after midnight. Raymond jealous of you? Ah, merci! +My dear, it's what I always say when people talk to me about fast +Americans: you're the only innocent women left in the world..." + + + +XL + +After the Princess Estradina's departure, the days at Saint Desert +succeeded each other indistinguishably; and more and more, as they +passed, Undine felt herself drawn into the slow strong current already +fed by so many tributary lives. Some spell she could not have named +seemed to emanate from the old house which had so long been the +custodian of an unbroken tradition: things had happened there in the +same way for so many generations that to try to alter them seemed as +vain as to contend with the elements. + +Winter came and went, and once more the calendar marked the first days +of spring; but though the horse-chestnuts of the Champs Elysees were +budding snow still lingered in the grass drives of Saint Desert and +along the ridges of the hills beyond the park. Sometimes, as Undine +looked out of the windows of the Boucher gallery, she felt as if her +eyes had never rested on any other scene. Even her occasional brief +trips to Paris left no lasting trace: the life of the vivid streets +faded to a shadow as soon as the black and white horizon of Saint Desert +closed in on her again. + +Though the afternoons were still cold she had lately taken to sitting in +the gallery. The smiling scenes on its walls and the tall screens which +broke its length made it more habitable than the drawing-rooms beyond; +but her chief reason for preferring it was the satisfaction she found in +having fires lit in both the monumental chimneys that faced each other +down its long perspective. This satisfaction had its source in the old +Marquise's disapproval. Never before in the history of Saint Desert had +the consumption of firewood exceeded a certain carefully-calculated +measure; but since Undine had been in authority this allowance had been +doubled. If any one had told her, a year earlier, that one of the chief +distractions of her new life would be to invent ways of annoying her +mother-in-law, she would have laughed at the idea of wasting her time on +such trifles. But she found herself with a great deal of time to waste, +and with a fierce desire to spend it in upsetting the immemorial customs +of Saint Desert. Her husband had mastered her in essentials, but she had +discovered innumerable small ways of irritating and hurting him, and +one--and not the least effectual--was to do anything that went counter +to his mother's prejudices. It was not that he always shared her views, +or was a particularly subservient son; but it seemed to be one of his +fundamental principles that a man should respect his mother's wishes, +and see to it that his household respected them. All Frenchmen of +his class appeared to share this view, and to regard it as beyond +discussion: it was based on something so much more Immutable than +personal feeling that one might even hate one's mother and yet insist +that her ideas as to the consumption of fire-wood should be regarded. + +The old Marquise, during the cold weather, always sat in her bedroom; +and there, between the tapestried four-poster and the fireplace, the +family grouped itself around the ground-glass of her single carcel lamp. +In the evening, if there were visitors, a fire was lit in the library; +otherwise the family again sat about the Marquise's lamp till the +footman came in at ten with tisane and biscuits de Reims; after which +every one bade the dowager good night and scattered down the corridors +to chill distances marked by tapers floating in cups of oil. + +Since Undine's coming the library fire had never been allowed to go out; +and of late, after experimenting with the two drawing-rooms and the +so-called "study" where Raymond kept his guns and saw the bailiff, she +had selected the gallery as the most suitable place for the new and +unfamiliar ceremony of afternoon tea. Afternoon refreshments had never +before been served at Saint Desert except when company was expected; +when they had invariably consisted in a decanter of sweet port and a +plate of small dry cakes--the kind that kept. That the complicated rites +of the tea-urn, with its offering-up of perishable delicacies, should be +enacted for the sole enjoyment of the family, was a thing so unheard of +that for a while Undine found sufficient amusement in elaborating the +ceremonial, and in making the ancestral plate groan under more varied +viands; and when this palled she devised the plan of performing the +office in the gallery and lighting sacrificial fires in both chimneys. + +She had said to Raymond, at first: "It's ridiculous that your mother +should sit in her bedroom all day. She says she does it to save fires; +but if we have a fire downstairs why can't she let hers go out, and come +down? I don't see why I should spend my life in your mother's bedroom." + +Raymond made no answer, and the Marquise did, in fact, let her fire go +out. But she did not come down--she simply continued to sit upstairs +without a fire. + +At first this also amused Undine; then the tacit criticism implied began +to irritate her. She hoped Raymond would speak of his mother's attitude: +she had her answer ready if he did! But he made no comment, he took no +notice; her impulses of retaliation spent themselves against the blank +surface of his indifference. He was as amiable, as considerate as ever; +as ready, within reason, to accede to her wishes and gratify her whims. +Once or twice, when she suggested running up to Paris to take Paul to +the dentist, or to look for a servant, he agreed to the necessity and +went up with her. But instead of going to an hotel they went to their +apartment, where carpets were up and curtains down, and a care-taker +prepared primitive food at uncertain hours; and Undine's first glimpse +of Hubert's illuminated windows deepened her rancour and her sense of +helplessness. + +As Madame de Trezac had predicted, Raymond's vigilance gradually +relaxed, and during their excursions to the capital Undine came and went +as she pleased. But her visits were too short to permit of her falling +in with the social pace, and when she showed herself among her friends +she felt countrified and out-of-place, as if even her clothes had come +from Saint Desert. Nevertheless her dresses were more than ever her +chief preoccupation: in Paris she spent hours at the dressmaker's, and +in the country the arrival of a box of new gowns was the chief event +of the vacant days. But there was more bitterness than joy in the +unpacking, and the dresses hung in her wardrobe like so many unfulfilled +promises of pleasure, reminding her of the days at the Stentorian when +she had reviewed other finery with the same cheated eyes. In spite of +this, she multiplied her orders, writing up to the dress-makers for +patterns, and to the milliners for boxes of hats which she tried on, and +kept for days, without being able to make a choice. Now and then she +even sent her maid up to Paris to bring back great assortments of veils, +gloves, flowers and laces; and after periods of painful indecision she +ended by keeping the greater number, lest those she sent back should +turn out to be the ones that were worn in Paris. She knew she was +spending too much money, and she had lost her youthful faith in +providential solutions; but she had always had the habit of going out to +buy something when she was bored, and never had she been in greater need +of such solace. + +The dulness of her life seemed to have passed into her blood: her +complexion was less animated, her hair less shining. The change in her +looks alarmed her, and she scanned the fashion-papers for new scents +and powders, and experimented in facial bandaging, electric massage and +other processes of renovation. Odd atavisms woke in her, and she began +to pore over patent medicine advertisements, to send stamped envelopes +to beauty doctors and professors of physical development, and to brood +on the advantage of consulting faith-healers, mind-readers and their +kindred adepts. She even wrote to her mother for the receipts of some of +her grandfather's forgotten nostrums, and modified her daily life, and +her hours of sleeping, eating and exercise, in accordance with each new +experiment. + +Her constitutional restlessness lapsed into an apathy like Mrs. +Spragg's, and the least demand on her activity irritated her. But she +was beset by endless annoyances: bickerings with discontented maids, the +difficulty of finding a tutor for Paul, and the problem of keeping him +amused and occupied without having him too much on her hands. A great +liking had sprung up between Raymond and the little boy, and during the +summer Paul was perpetually at his step-father's side in the stables +and the park. But with the coming of winter Raymond was oftener away, +and Paul developed a persistent cold that kept him frequently indoors. +The confinement made him fretful and exacting, and the old Marquise +ascribed the change in his behaviour to the deplorable influence of his +tutor, a "laic" recommended by one of Raymond's old professors. Raymond +himself would have preferred an abbe: it was in the tradition of the +house, and though Paul was not of the house it seemed fitting that he +should conform to its ways. Moreover, when the married sisters came +to stay they objected to having their children exposed to the tutor's +influence, and even implied that Paul's society might be contaminating. +But Undine, though she had so readily embraced her husband's faith, +stubbornly resisted the suggestion that she should hand over her son to +the Church. The tutor therefore remained; but the friction caused by +his presence was so irritating to Undine that she began to consider the +alternative of sending Paul to school. He was still small and tender +for the experiment; but she persuaded herself that what he needed was +"hardening," and having heard of a school where fashionable infancy was +subjected to this process, she entered into correspondence with the +master. His first letter convinced her that his establishment was just +the place for Paul; but the second contained the price-list, and after +comparing it with the tutor's keep and salary she wrote to say that she +feared her little boy was too young to be sent away from home. + +Her husband, for some time past, had ceased to make any comment on her +expenditure. She knew he thought her too extravagant, and felt sure he +was minutely aware of what she spent; for Saint Desert projected on +economic details a light as different as might be from the haze that +veiled them in West End Avenue. She therefore concluded that Raymond's +silence was intentional, and ascribed it to his having shortcomings of +his own to conceal. The Princess Estradina's pleasantry had reached its +mark. Undine did not believe that her husband was seriously in love with +another woman--she could not conceive that any one could tire of her +of whom she had not first tired--but she was humiliated by his +indifference, and it was easier to ascribe it to the arts of a rival +than to any deficiency in herself. It exasperated her to think that he +might have consolations for the outward monotony of his life, and she +resolved that when they returned to Paris he should see that she was not +without similar opportunities. + +March, meanwhile, was verging on April, and still he did not speak of +leaving. Undine had learned that he expected to have such decisions left +to him, and she hid her impatience lest her showing it should incline +him to delay. But one day, as she sat at tea in the gallery, he came in +in his riding-clothes and said: "I've been over to the other side of the +mountain. The February rains have weakened the dam of the Alette, and +the vineyards will be in danger if we don't rebuild at once." + +She suppressed a yawn, thinking, as she did so, how dull he always +looked when he talked of agriculture. It made him seem years older, and +she reflected with a shiver that listening to him probably gave her the +same look. + +He went on, as she handed him his tea: "I'm sorry it should happen +just now. I'm afraid I shall have to ask you to give up your spring in +Paris." "Oh, no--no!" she broke out. A throng of half-subdued grievances +choked in her: she wanted to burst into sobs like a child. + +"I know it's a disappointment. But our expenses have been unusually +heavy this year." + +"It seems to me they always are. I don't see why we should give up Paris +because you've got to make repairs to a dam. Isn't Hubert ever going to +pay back that money?" + +He looked at her with a mild surprise. "But surely you understood at the +time that it won't be possible till his wife inherits?" + +"Till General Arlington dies, you mean? He doesn't look much older than +you!" + +"You may remember that I showed you Hubert's note. He has paid the +interest quite regularly." + +"That's kind of him!" She stood up, flaming with rebellion. "You can do +as you please; but I mean to go to Paris." + +"My mother is not going. I didn't intend to open our apartment." + +"I understand. But I shall open it--that's all!" + +He had risen too, and she saw his face whiten. "I prefer that you +shouldn't go without me." + +"Then I shall go and stay at the Nouveau Luxe with my American friends." + +"That never!" + +"Why not?" + +"I consider it unsuitable." + +"Your considering it so doesn't prove it." + +They stood facing each other, quivering with an equal anger; then he +controlled himself and said in a more conciliatory tone: "You never seem +to see that there are necessities--" + +"Oh, neither do you--that's the trouble. You can't keep me shut up here +all my life, and interfere with everything I want to do, just by saying +it's unsuitable." + +"I've never interfered with your spending your money as you please." + +It was her turn to stare, sincerely wondering. "Mercy, I should hope +not, when you've always grudged me every penny of yours!" + +"You know it's not because I grudge it. I would gladly take you to Paris +if I had the money." + +"You can always find the money to spend on this place. Why don't you +sell it if it's so fearfully expensive?" + +"Sell it? Sell Saint Desert?" + +The suggestion seemed to strike him as something monstrously, almost +fiendishly significant: as if her random word had at last thrust +into his hand the clue to their whole unhappy difference. Without +understanding this, she guessed it from the change in his face: it was +as if a deadly solvent had suddenly decomposed its familiar lines. + +"Well, why not?" His horror spurred her on. "You might sell some of the +things in it anyhow. In America we're not ashamed to sell what we can't +afford to keep." Her eyes fell on the storied hangings at his back. +"Why, there's a fortune in this one room: you could get anything you +chose for those tapestries. And you stand here and tell me you're a +pauper!" + +His glance followed hers to the tapestries, and then returned to her +face. "Ah, you don't understand," he said. + +"I understand that you care for all this old stuff more than you do for +me, and that you'd rather see me unhappy and miserable than touch one of +your great-grandfather's arm-chairs." + +The colour came slowly back to his face, but it hardened into lines she +had never seen. He looked at her as though the place where she stood +were empty. "You don't understand," he said again. + + + +XLI + +The incident left Undine with the baffled feeling of not being able to +count on any of her old weapons of aggression. In all her struggles for +authority her sense of the rightfulness of her cause had been measured +by her power of making people do as she pleased. Raymond's firmness +shook her faith in her own claims, and a blind desire to wound and +destroy replaced her usual business-like intentness on gaining her +end. But her ironies were as ineffectual as her arguments, and his +imperviousness was the more exasperating because she divined that some +of the things she said would have hurt him if any one else had said +them: it was the fact of their coming from her that made them innocuous. +Even when, at the close of their talk, she had burst out: "If you grudge +me everything I care about we'd better separate," he had merely answered +with a shrug: "It's one of the things we don't do--" and the answer had +been like the slamming of an iron door in her face. + +An interval of silent brooding had resulted in a reaction of rebellion. +She dared not carry out her threat of joining her compatriots at the +Nouveau Luxe: she had too clear a memory of the results of her former +revolt. But neither could she submit to her present fate without +attempting to make Raymond understand his selfish folly. She had failed +to prove it by argument, but she had an inherited faith in the value of +practical demonstration. If he could be made to see how easily he could +give her what she wanted perhaps he might come round to her view. + +With this idea in mind, she had gone up to Paris for twenty-four hours, +on the pretext of finding a new nurse for Paul; and the steps then taken +had enabled her, on the first occasion, to set her plan in motion. The +occasion was furnished by Raymond's next trip to Beaune. He went off +early one morning, leaving word that he should not be back till night; +and on the afternoon of the same day she stood at her usual post in the +gallery, scanning the long perspective of the poplar avenue. + +She had not stood there long before a black speck at the end of the +avenue expanded into a motor that was presently throbbing at the +entrance. Undine, at its approach, turned from the window, and as she +moved down the gallery her glance rested on the great tapestries, with +their ineffable minglings of blue and rose, as complacently as though +they had been mirrors reflecting her own image. + +She was still looking at them when the door opened and a servant ushered +in a small swarthy man who, in spite of his conspicuously London-made +clothes, had an odd exotic air, as if he had worn rings in his ears or +left a bale of spices at the door. + +He bowed to Undine, cast a rapid eye up and down the room, and then, +with his back to the windows, stood intensely contemplating the wall +that faced them. + +Undine's heart was beating excitedly. She knew the old Marquise was +taking her afternoon nap in her room, yet each sound in the silent house +seemed to be that of her heels on the stairs. + +"Ah--" said the visitor. + +He had begun to pace slowly down the gallery, keeping his face to the +tapestries, like an actor playing to the footlights. + +"AH--" he said again. + +To ease the tension of her nerves Undine began: "They were given by +Louis the Fifteenth to the Marquis de Chelles who--" + +"Their history has been published," the visitor briefly interposed; and +she coloured at her blunder. + +The swarthy stranger, fitting a pair of eye-glasses to a nose that was +like an instrument of precision, had begun a closer and more detailed +inspection of the tapestries. He seemed totally unmindful of her +presence, and his air of lofty indifference was beginning to make +her wish she had not sent for him. His manner in Paris had been so +different! + +Suddenly he turned and took off the glasses, which sprang back into a +fold of his clothing like retracted feelers. + +"Yes." He stood and looked at her without seeing her. "Very well. I have +brought down a gentleman." + +"A gentleman--?" + +"The greatest American collector--he buys only the best. He will not be +long in Paris, and it was his only chance of coming down." + +Undine drew herself up. "I don't understand--I never said the tapestries +were for sale." + +"Precisely. But this gentleman buys only this that are not for sale." + +It sounded dazzling and she wavered. "I don't know--you were only to put +a price on them--" + +"Let me see him look at them first; then I'll put a price on them," he +chuckled; and without waiting for her answer he went to the door and +opened it. The gesture revealed the fur-coated back of a gentleman +who stood at the opposite end of the hall examining the bust of a +seventeenth century field-marshal. + +The dealer addressed the back respectfully. "Mr. Moffatt!" + +Moffatt, who appeared to be interested in the bust, glanced over his +shoulder without moving. "See here--" + +His glance took in Undine, widened to astonishment and passed into +apostrophe. "Well, if this ain't the damnedest--!" He came forward and +took her by both hands. "Why, what on earth are you doing down here?" + +She laughed and blushed, in a tremor at the odd turn of the adventure. +"I live here. Didn't you know?" + +"Not a word--never thought of asking the party's name." He turned +jovially to the bowing dealer. "Say--I told you those tapestries'd +have to be out and outers to make up for the trip; but now I see I was +mistaken." + +Undine looked at him curiously. His physical appearance was unchanged: +he was as compact and ruddy as ever, with the same astute eyes under the +same guileless brow; but his self-confidence had become less aggressive, +and she had never seen him so gallantly at ease. + +"I didn't know you'd become a great collector." + +"The greatest! Didn't he tell you so? I thought that was why I was +allowed to come." + +She hesitated. "Of course, you know, the tapestries are not for sale--" + +"That so? I thought that was only his dodge to get me down. Well, I'm +glad they ain't: it'll give us more time to talk." + +Watch in hand, the dealer intervened. "If, nevertheless, you would first +take a glance. Our train--" + +"It ain't mine!" Moffatt interrupted; "at least not if there's a later +one." + +Undine's presence of mind had returned. "Of course there is," she said +gaily. She led the way back into the gallery, half hoping the dealer +would allege a pressing reason for departure. She was excited and amused +at Moffatt's unexpected appearance, but humiliated that he should +suspect her of being in financial straits. She never wanted to see +Moffatt except when she was happy and triumphant. + +The dealer had followed the other two into the gallery, and there was a +moment's pause while they all stood silently before the tapestries. "By +George!" Moffatt finally brought out. + +"They're historical, you know: the King gave them to Raymond's +great-great-grandfather. The other day when I was in Paris," Undine +hurried on, "I asked Mr. Fleischhauer to come down some time and tell us +what they're worth ... and he seems to have misunderstood ... to have +thought we meant to sell them." She addressed herself more pointedly to +the dealer. "I'm sorry you've had the trip for nothing." + +Mr. Fleischhauer inclined himself eloquently. "It is not nothing to have +seen such beauty." + +Moffatt gave him a humorous look. "I'd hate to see Mr. Fleischhauer miss +his train--" + +"I shall not miss it: I miss nothing," said Mr. Fleischhauer. He bowed +to Undine and backed toward the door. + +"See here," Moffatt called to him as he reached the threshold, "you let +the motor take you to the station, and charge up this trip to me." + +When the door closed he turned to Undine with a laugh. "Well, this beats +the band. I thought of course you were living up in Paris." + +Again she felt a twinge of embarrassment. "Oh, French people--I mean my +husband's kind--always spend a part of the year on their estates." + +"But not this part, do they? Why, everything's humming up there now. +I was dining at the Nouveau Luxe last night with the Driscolls and +Shallums and Mrs. Rolliver, and all your old crowd were there whooping +things up." + +The Driscolls and Shallums and Mrs. Rolliver! How carelessly he reeled +off their names! One could see from his tone that he was one of them +and wanted her to know it. And nothing could have given her a completer +sense of his achievement--of the number of millions he must be worth. +It must have come about very recently, yet he was already at ease in his +new honours--he had the metropolitan tone. While she examined him with +these thoughts in her mind she was aware of his giving her as close a +scrutiny. "But I suppose you've got your own crowd now," he continued; +"you always WERE a lap ahead of me." He sent his glance down the lordly +length of the room. "It's sorter funny to see you in this kind of place; +but you look it--you always DO look it!" + +She laughed. "So do you--I was just thinking it!" Their eyes met. "I +suppose you must be awfully rich." + +He laughed too, holding her eyes. "Oh, out of sight! The Consolidation +set me on my feet. I own pretty near the whole of Apex. I came down to +buy these tapestries for my private car." + +The familiar accent of hyperbole exhilarated her. "I don't suppose I +could stop you if you really wanted them!" + +"Nobody can stop me now if I want anything." + +They were looking at each other with challenge and complicity in their +eyes. His voice, his look, all the loud confident vigorous things he +embodied and expressed, set her blood beating with curiosity. "I didn't +know you and Rolliver were friends," she said. + +"Oh JIM--" his accent verged on the protective. "Old Jim's all right. +He's in Congress now. I've got to have somebody up in Washington." He +had thrust his hands in his pockets, and with his head thrown back and +his lips shaped to the familiar noiseless whistle, was looking slowly +and discerningly about him. + +Presently his eyes reverted to her face. "So this is what I helped you +to get," he said. "I've always meant to run over some day and take a +look. What is it they call you--a Marquise?" + +She paled a little, and then flushed again. "What made you do it?" she +broke out abruptly. "I've often wondered." + +He laughed. "What--lend you a hand? Why, my business instinct, I +suppose. I saw you were in a tight place that time I ran across you in +Paris--and I hadn't any grudge against you. Fact is, I've never had +the time to nurse old scores, and if you neglect 'em they die off like +gold-fish." He was still composedly regarding her. "It's funny to think +of your having settled down to this kind of life; I hope you've got what +you wanted. This is a great place you live in." + +"Yes; but I see a little too much of it. We live here most of the year." +She had meant to give him the illusion of success, but some underlying +community of instinct drew the confession from her lips. + +"That so? Why on earth don't you cut it and come up to Paris?" + +"Oh, Raymond's absorbed in the estates--and we haven't got the money. +This place eats it all up." + +"Well, that sounds aristocratic; but ain't it rather out of date? When +the swells are hard-up nowadays they generally chip off an heirloom." +He wheeled round again to the tapestries. "There are a good many Paris +seasons hanging right here on this wall." + +"Yes--I know." She tried to check herself, to summon up a glittering +equivocation; but his face, his voice, the very words he used, were like +so many hammer-strokes demolishing the unrealities that imprisoned her. +Here was some one who spoke her language, who knew her meanings, who +understood instinctively all the deep-seated wants for which her +acquired vocabulary had no terms; and as she talked she once more seemed +to herself intelligent, eloquent and interesting. + +"Of course it's frightfully lonely down here," she began; and through +the opening made by the admission the whole flood of her grievances +poured forth. She tried to let him see that she had not sacrificed +herself for nothing; she touched on the superiorities of her situation, +she gilded the circumstances of which she called herself the victim, and +let titles, offices and attributes shed their utmost lustre on her tale; +but what she had to boast of seemed small and tinkling compared with the +evidences of his power. + +"Well, it's a downright shame you don't go round more," he kept saying; +and she felt ashamed of her tame acceptance of her fate. + +When she had told her story she asked for his; and for the first time +she listened to it with interest. He had what he wanted at last. The +Apex Consolidation scheme, after a long interval of suspense, had +obtained its charter and shot out huge ramifications. Rolliver had +"stood in" with him at the critical moment, and between them they had +"chucked out" old Harmon B. Driscoll bag and baggage, and got the +whole town in their control. Absorbed in his theme, and forgetting her +inability to follow him, Moffatt launched out on an epic recital of plot +and counterplot, and she hung, a new Desdemona, on his conflict with the +new anthropophagi. It was of no consequence that the details and the +technicalities escaped her: she knew their meaningless syllables stood +for success, and what that meant was as clear as day to her. Every Wall +Street term had its equivalent in the language of Fifth Avenue, and +while he talked of building up railways she was building up palaces, and +picturing all the multiple lives he would lead in them. To have things +had always seemed to her the first essential of existence, and as she +listened to him the vision of the things he could have unrolled itself +before her like the long triumph of an Asiatic conqueror. + +"And what are you going to do next?" she asked, almost breathlessly, +when he had ended. + +"Oh, there's always a lot to do next. Business never goes to sleep." + +"Yes; but I mean besides business." + +"Why--everything I can, I guess." He leaned back in his chair with an +air of placid power, as if he were so sure of getting what he wanted +that there was no longer any use in hurrying, huge as his vistas had +become. + +She continued to question him, and he began to talk of his growing +passion for pictures and furniture, and of his desire to form a +collection which should be a great representative assemblage of +unmatched specimens. As he spoke she saw his expression change, and his +eyes grow younger, almost boyish, with a concentrated look in them that +reminded her of long-forgotten things. + +"I mean to have the best, you know; not just to get ahead of the other +fellows, but because I know it when I see it. I guess that's the only +good reason," he concluded; and he added, looking at her with a smile: +"It was what you were always after, wasn't it?" + + + +XLII + +Undine had gained her point, and the entresol of the Hotel de Chelles +reopened its doors for the season. + +Hubert and his wife, in expectation of the birth of an heir, had +withdrawn to the sumptuous chateau which General Arlington had hired for +them near Compiegne, and Undine was at least spared the sight of their +bright windows and animated stairway. But she had to take her share of +the felicitations which the whole far-reaching circle of friends and +relations distributed to every member of Hubert's family on the approach +of the happy event. Nor was this the hardest of her trials. Raymond had +done what she asked--he had stood out against his mother's protests, set +aside considerations of prudence, and consented to go up to Paris for +two months; but he had done so on the understanding that during their +stay they should exercise the most unremitting economy. As dinner-giving +put the heaviest strain on their budget, all hospitality was suspended; +and when Undine attempted to invite a few friends informally she was +warned that she could not do so without causing the gravest offense to +the many others genealogically entitled to the same attention. + +Raymond's insistence on this rule was simply part of an elaborate and +inveterate system of "relations" (the whole of French social life seemed +to depend on the exact interpretation of that word), and Undine felt +the uselessness of struggling against such mysterious inhibitions. He +reminded her, however, that their inability to receive would give them +all the more opportunity for going out, and he showed himself more +socially disposed than in the past. But his concession did not result as +she had hoped. They were asked out as much as ever, but they were asked +to big dinners, to impersonal crushes, to the kind of entertainment it +is a slight to be omitted from but no compliment to be included in. +Nothing could have been more galling to Undine, and she frankly bewailed +the fact to Madame de Trezac. + +"Of course it's what was sure to come of being mewed up for months and +months in the country. We're out of everything, and the people who are +having a good time are simply too busy to remember us. We're only asked +to the things that are made up from visiting-lists." + +Madame de Trezac listened sympathetically, but did not suppress a candid +answer. + +"It's not altogether that, my dear; Raymond's not a man his friends +forget. It's rather more, if you'll excuse my saying so, the fact of +your being--you personally--in the wrong set." + +"The wrong set? Why, I'm in HIS set--the one that thinks itself too good +for all the others. That's what you've always told me when I've said it +bored me." + +"Well, that's what I mean--" Madame de Trezac took the plunge. "It's not +a question of your being bored." + +Undine coloured; but she could take the hardest thrusts where her +personal interest was involved. "You mean that I'M the bore, then?" + +"Well, you don't work hard enough--you don't keep up. It's not that they +don't admire you--your looks, I mean; they think you beautiful; they're +delighted to bring you out at their big dinners, with the Sevres and the +plate. But a woman has got to be something more than good-looking to +have a chance to be intimate with them: she's got to know what's being +said about things. I watched you the other night at the Duchess's, and +half the time you hadn't an idea what they were talking about. I haven't +always, either; but then I have to put up with the big dinners." + +Undine winced under the criticism; but she had never lacked insight into +the cause of her own failures, and she had already had premonitions of +what Madame de Trezac so bluntly phrased. When Raymond ceased to be +interested in her conversation she had concluded it was the way of +husbands; but since then it had been slowly dawning on her that she +produced the same effect on others. Her entrances were always triumphs; +but they had no sequel. As soon as people began to talk they ceased to +see her. Any sense of insufficiency exasperated her, and she had vague +thoughts of cultivating herself, and went so far as to spend a +morning in the Louvre and go to one or two lectures by a fashionable +philosopher. But though she returned from these expeditions charged with +opinions, their expression did not excite the interest she had hoped. +Her views, if abundant, were confused, and the more she said the more +nebulous they seemed to grow. She was disconcerted, moreover, by finding +that everybody appeared to know about the things she thought she had +discovered, and her comments clearly produced more bewilderment than +interest. + +Remembering the attention she had attracted on her first appearance in +Raymond's world she concluded that she had "gone off" or grown dowdy, +and instead of wasting more time in museums and lecture-halls she +prolonged her hours at the dress-maker's and gave up the rest of the day +to the scientific cultivation of her beauty. + +"I suppose I've turned into a perfect frump down there in that +wilderness," she lamented to Madame de Trezac, who replied inexorably: +"Oh, no, you're as handsome as ever; but people here don't go on looking +at each other forever as they do in London." + +Meanwhile financial cares became more pressing. A dunning letter from +one of her tradesmen fell into Raymond's hands, and the talk it led to +ended in his making it clear to her that she must settle her personal +debts without his aid. All the "scenes" about money which had disturbed +her past had ended in some mysterious solution of her difficulty. +Disagreeable as they were, she had always, vulgarly speaking, found they +paid; but now it was she who was expected to pay. Raymond took his +stand without ill-temper or apology: he simply argued from inveterate +precedent. But it was impossible for Undine to understand a social +organization which did not regard the indulging of woman as its first +purpose, or to believe that any one taking another view was not moved by +avarice or malice; and the discussion ended in mutual acrimony. + +The morning afterward, Raymond came into her room with a letter in his +hand. + +"Is this your doing?" he asked. His look and voice expressed something +she had never known before: the disciplined anger of a man trained to +keep his emotions in fixed channels, but knowing how to fill them to the +brim. + +The letter was from Mr. Fleischhauer, who begged to transmit to the +Marquis de Chelles an offer for his Boucher tapestries from a client +prepared to pay the large sum named on condition that it was accepted +before his approaching departure for America. + +"What does it mean?" Raymond continued, as she did not speak. + +"How should I know? It's a lot of money," she stammered, shaken out of +her self-possession. She had not expected so prompt a sequel to the +dealer's visit, and she was vexed with him for writing to Raymond +without consulting her. But she recognized Moffatt's high-handed way, +and her fears faded in the great blaze of the sum he offered. + +Her husband was still looking at her. "It was Fleischhauer who brought a +man down to see the tapestries one day when I was away at Beaune?" + +He had known, then--everything was known at Saint Desert! + +She wavered a moment and then gave him back his look. + +"Yes--it was Fleischhauer; and I sent for him." + +"You sent for him?" + +He spoke in a voice so veiled and repressed that he seemed to be +consciously saving it for some premeditated outbreak. Undine felt its +menace, but the thought of Moffatt sent a flame through her, and the +words he would have spoken seemed to fly to her lips. + +"Why shouldn't I? Something had to be done. We can't go on as we are. +I've tried my best to economize--I've scraped and scrimped, and gone +without heaps of things I've always had. I've moped for months and +months at Saint Desert, and given up sending Paul to school because it +was too expensive, and asking my friends to dine because we couldn't +afford it. And you expect me to go on living like this for the rest of +my life, when all you've got to do is to hold out your hand and have two +million francs drop into it!" + +Her husband stood looking at her coldly and curiously, as though she +were some alien apparition his eyes had never before beheld. + +"Ah, that's your answer--that's all you feel when you lay hands on +things that are sacred to us!" He stopped a moment, and then let his +voice break out with the volume she had felt it to be gathering. "And +you're all alike," he exclaimed, "every one of you. You come among us +from a country we don't know, and can't imagine, a country you care for +so little that before you've been a day in ours you've forgotten the +very house you were born in--if it wasn't torn down before you knew it! +You come among us speaking our language and not knowing what we mean; +wanting the things we want, and not knowing why we want them; aping our +weaknesses, exaggerating our follies, ignoring or ridiculing all we care +about--you come from hotels as big as towns, and from towns as flimsy as +paper, where the streets haven't had time to be named, and the buildings +are demolished before they're dry, and the people are as proud of +changing as we are of holding to what we have--and we're fools enough +to imagine that because you copy our ways and pick up our slang +you understand anything about the things that make life decent and +honourable for us!" + +He stopped again, his white face and drawn nostrils giving him so much +the look of an extremely distinguished actor in a fine part that, in +spite of the vehemence of his emotion, his silence might have been the +deliberate pause for a replique. Undine kept him waiting long enough to +give the effect of having lost her cue--then she brought out, with a +little soft stare of incredulity: "Do you mean to say you're going to +refuse such an offer?" + +"Ah--!" He turned back from the door, and picking up the letter that lay +on the table between them, tore it in pieces and tossed the pieces on +the floor. "That's how I refuse it!" + +The violence of his tone and gesture made her feel as though the +fluttering strips were so many lashes laid across her face, and a rage +that was half fear possessed her. + +"How dare you speak to me like that? Nobody's ever dared to before. Is +talking to a woman in that way one of the things you call decent and +honourable? Now that I know what you feel about me I don't want to stay +in your house another day. And I don't mean to--I mean to walk out of it +this very hour!" + +For a moment they stood face to face, the depths of their mutual +incomprehension at last bared to each other's angry eyes; then Raymond, +his glance travelling past her, pointed to the fragments of paper on the +floor. + +"If you're capable of that you're capable of anything!" he said as he +went out of the room. + + + +XLIII + +She watched him go in a kind of stupour, knowing that when they next met +he would be as courteous and self-possessed as if nothing had happened, +but that everything would nevertheless go on in the same way--in HIS +way--and that there was no more hope of shaking his resolve or altering +his point of view than there would have been of transporting the +deep-rooted masonry of Saint Desert by means of the wheeled supports on +which Apex architecture performed its easy transits. + +One of her childish rages possessed her, sweeping away every feeling +save the primitive impulse to hurt and destroy; but search as she would +she could not find a crack in the strong armour of her husband's habits +and prejudices. For a long time she continued to sit where he had left +her, staring at the portraits on the walls as though they had joined +hands to imprison her. Hitherto she had almost always felt herself a +match for circumstances, but now the very dead were leagued to defeat +her: people she had never seen and whose names she couldn't even +remember seemed to be plotting and contriving against her under the +escutcheoned grave-stones of Saint Desert. + +Her eyes turned to the old warm-toned furniture beneath the pictures, +and to her own idle image in the mirror above the mantelpiece. Even in +that one small room there were enough things of price to buy a release +from her most pressing cares; and the great house, in which the room was +a mere cell, and the other greater house in Burgundy, held treasures to +deplete even such a purse as Moffatt's. She liked to see such things +about her--without any real sense of their meaning she felt them to be +the appropriate setting of a pretty woman, to embody something of the +rareness and distinction she had always considered she possessed; and +she reflected that if she had still been Moffatt's wife he would have +given her just such a setting, and the power to live in it as became +her. + +The thought sent her memory flying back to things she had turned it from +for years. For the first time since their far-off weeks together she let +herself relive the brief adventure. She had been drawn to Elmer Moffatt +from the first--from the day when Ben Frusk, Indiana's brother, had +brought him to a church picnic at Mulvey's Grove, and he had taken +instant possession of Undine, sitting in the big "stage" beside her on +the "ride" to the grove, supplanting Millard Binch (to whom she was +still, though intermittently and incompletely, engaged), swinging her +between the trees, rowing her on the lake, catching and kissing her +in "forfeits," awarding her the first prize in the Beauty Show he +hilariously organized and gallantly carried out, and finally (no one +knew how) contriving to borrow a buggy and a fast colt from old Mulvey, +and driving off with her at a two-forty gait while Millard and the +others took their dust in the crawling stage. + +No one in Apex knew where young Moffatt had come from, and he offered +no information on the subject. He simply appeared one day behind the +counter in Luckaback's Dollar Shoe-store, drifted thence to the office +of Semple and Binch, the coal-merchants, reappeared as the stenographer +of the Police Court, and finally edged his way into the power-house of +the Apex Water-Works. He boarded with old Mrs. Flynn, down in North +Fifth Street, on the edge of the red-light slum, he never went to church +or attended lectures, or showed any desire to improve or refine himself; +but he managed to get himself invited to all the picnics and lodge +sociables, and at a supper of the Phi Upsilon Society, to which he had +contrived to affiliate himself, he made the best speech that had been +heard there since young Jim Rolliver's first flights. The brothers of +Undine's friends all pronounced him "great," though he had fits of +uncouthness that made the young women slower in admitting him to favour. +But at the Mulvey's Grove picnic he suddenly seemed to dominate them +all, and Undine, as she drove away with him, tasted the public triumph +which was necessary to her personal enjoyment. + +After that he became a leading figure in the youthful world of Apex, and +no one was surprised when the Sons of Jonadab, (the local Temperance +Society) invited him to deliver their Fourth of July oration. The +ceremony took place, as usual, in the Baptist church, and Undine, all +in white, with a red rose in her breast, sat just beneath the platform, +with Indiana jealously glaring at her from a less privileged seat, and +poor Millard's long neck craning over the row of prominent citizens +behind the orator. + +Elmer Moffatt had been magnificent, rolling out his alternating effects +of humour and pathos, stirring his audience by moving references to the +Blue and the Gray, convulsing them by a new version of Washington and +the Cherry Tree (in which the infant patriot was depicted as having +cut down the tree to check the deleterious spread of cherry bounce), +dazzling them by his erudite allusions and apt quotations (he confessed +to Undine that he had sat up half the night over Bartlett), and winding +up with a peroration that drew tears from the Grand Army pensioners in +the front row and caused the minister's wife to say that many a sermon +from that platform had been less uplifting. + +An ice-cream supper always followed the "exercises," and as repairs were +being made in the church basement, which was the usual scene of the +festivity, the minister had offered the use of his house. The long table +ran through the doorway between parlour and study, and another was set +in the passage outside, with one end under the stairs. The stair-rail +was wreathed in fire-weed and early golden-rod, and Temperance texts in +smilax decked the walls. When the first course had been despatched the +young ladies, gallantly seconded by the younger of the "Sons," helped to +ladle out and carry in the ice-cream, which stood in great pails on the +larder floor, and to replenish the jugs of lemonade and coffee. Elmer +Moffatt was indefatigable in performing these services, and when the +minister's wife pressed him to sit down and take a mouthful himself he +modestly declined the place reserved for him among the dignitaries of +the evening, and withdrew with a few chosen spirits to the dim table-end +beneath the stairs. Explosions of hilarity came from this corner with +increasing frequency, and now and then tumultuous rappings and howls of +"Song! Song!" followed by adjurations to "Cough it up" and "Let her go," +drowned the conversational efforts at the other table. + +At length the noise subsided, and the group was ceasing to attract +attention when, toward the end of the evening, the upper table, drooping +under the lengthy elucubrations of the minister and the President of the +Temperance Society, called on the orator of the day for a few remarks. +There was an interval of scuffling and laughter beneath the stairs, and +then the minister's lifted hand enjoined silence and Elmer Moffatt got +to his feet. + +"Step out where the ladies can hear you better, Mr. Moffatt!" the +minister called. Moffatt did so, steadying himself against the table and +twisting his head about as if his collar had grown too tight. But if his +bearing was vacillating his smile was unabashed, and there was no lack +of confidence in the glance he threw at Undine Spragg as he began: +"Ladies and Gentlemen, if there's one thing I like better than another +about getting drunk--and I like most everything about it except the next +morning--it's the opportunity you've given me of doing it right here, in +the presence of this Society, which, as I gather from its literature, +knows more about the subject than anybody else. Ladies and +Gentlemen"--he straightened himself, and the table-cloth slid toward +him--"ever since you honoured me with an invitation to address you from +the temperance platform I've been assiduously studying that literature; +and I've gathered from your own evidence--what I'd strongly suspected +before--that all your converted drunkards had a hell of a good time +before you got at 'em, and that... and that a good many of 'em have gone +on having it since..." + +At this point he broke off, swept the audience with his confident smile, +and then, collapsing, tried to sit down on a chair that didn't happen to +be there, and disappeared among his agitated supporters. + +There was a night-mare moment during which Undine, through the doorway, +saw Ben Frusk and the others close about the fallen orator to the crash +of crockery and tumbling chairs; then some one jumped up and shut the +parlour door, and a long-necked Sunday school teacher, who had been +nervously waiting his chance, and had almost given it up, rose from his +feet and recited High Tide at Gettysburg amid hysterical applause. + +The scandal was considerable, but Moffatt, though he vanished from the +social horizon, managed to keep his place in the power-house till he +went off for a week and turned up again without being able to give a +satisfactory reason for his absence. After that he drifted from one job +to another, now extolled for his "smartness" and business capacity, now +dismissed in disgrace as an irresponsible loafer. His head was always +full of immense nebulous schemes for the enlargement and development of +any business he happened to be employed in. Sometimes his suggestions +interested his employers, but proved unpractical and inapplicable; +sometimes he wore out their patience or was thought to be a dangerous +dreamer. Whenever he found there was no hope of his ideas being adopted +he lost interest in his work, came late and left early, or disappeared +for two or three days at a time without troubling himself to account for +his absences. At last even those who had been cynical enough to smile +over his disgrace at the temperance supper began to speak of him as a +hopeless failure, and he lost the support of the feminine community when +one Sunday morning, just as the Baptist and Methodist churches were +releasing their congregations, he walked up Eubaw Avenue with a young +woman less known to those sacred edifices than to the saloons of North +Fifth Street. + +Undine's estimate of people had always been based on their apparent +power of getting what they wanted--provided it came under the category +of things she understood wanting. Success was beauty and romance to her; +yet it was at the moment when Elmer Moffatt's failure was most complete +and flagrant that she suddenly felt the extent of his power. After the +Eubaw Avenue scandal he had been asked not to return to the surveyor's +office to which Ben Frusk had managed to get him admitted; and on the +day of his dismissal he met Undine in Main Street, at the shopping hour, +and, sauntering up cheerfully, invited her to take a walk with him. She +was about to refuse when she saw Millard Binch's mother looking at her +disapprovingly from the opposite street-corner. + +"Oh, well, I will--" she said; and they walked the length of Main Street +and out to the immature park in which it ended. She was in a mood of +aimless discontent and unrest, tired of her engagement to Millard Binch, +disappointed with Moffatt, half-ashamed of being seen with him, and yet +not sorry to have it known that she was independent enough to choose her +companions without regard to the Apex verdict. + +"Well, I suppose you know I'm down and out," he began; and she responded +virtuously: "You must have wanted to be, or you wouldn't have behaved +the way you did last Sunday." + +"Oh, shucks!" he sneered. "What do I care, in a one-horse place like +this? If it hadn't been for you I'd have got a move on long ago." + +She did not remember afterward what else he said: she recalled only the +expression of a great sweeping scorn of Apex, into which her own disdain +of it was absorbed like a drop in the sea, and the affirmation of a +soaring self-confidence that seemed to lift her on wings. All her own +attempts to get what she wanted had come to nothing; but she had always +attributed her lack of success to the fact that she had had no one to +second her. It was strange that Elmer Moffatt, a shiftless out-cast from +even the small world she despised, should give her, in the very moment +of his downfall, the sense of being able to succeed where she had +failed. It was a feeling she never had in his absence, but that his +nearness always instantly revived; and he seemed nearer to her now than +he had ever been. They wandered on to the edge of the vague park, and +sat down on a bench behind the empty band-stand. + +"I went with that girl on purpose, and you know it," he broke out +abruptly. "It makes me too damned sick to see Millard Binch going round +looking as if he'd patented you." + +"You've got no right--" she interrupted; and suddenly she was in his +arms, and feeling that no one had ever kissed her before.... + +The week that followed was a big bright blur--the wildest vividest +moment of her life. And it was only eight days later that they were in +the train together, Apex and all her plans and promises behind them, and +a bigger and brighter blur ahead, into which they were plunging as the +"Limited" plunged into the sunset.... + +Undine stood up, looking about her with vague eyes, as if she had come +back from a long distance. Elmer Moffatt was still in Paris--he was in +reach, within telephone-call. She stood hesitating a moment; then +she went into her dressing-room, and turning over the pages of the +telephone book, looked out the number of the Nouveau Luxe.... + + + +XLIV + +Undine had been right in supposing that her husband would expect +their life to go on as before. There was no appreciable change in the +situation save that he was more often absent-finding abundant reasons, +agricultural and political, for frequent trips to Saint Desert--and +that, when in Paris, he no longer showed any curiosity concerning her +occupations and engagements. They lived as much apart is if their +cramped domicile had been a palace; and when Undine--as she now +frequently did--joined the Shallums or Rollivers for a dinner at the +Nouveau Luxe, or a party at a petit theatre, she was not put to the +trouble of prevaricating. + +Her first impulse, after her scene with Raymond, had been to ring up +Indiana Rolliver and invite herself to dine. It chanced that Indiana +(who was now in full social progress, and had "run over" for a few weeks +to get her dresses for Newport) had organized for the same evening a +showy cosmopolitan banquet in which she was enchanted to include the +Marquise de Chelles; and Undine, as she had hoped, found Elmer Moffatt +of the party. When she drove up to the Nouveau Luxe she had not fixed +on any plan of action; but once she had crossed its magic threshold her +energies revived like plants in water. At last she was in her native air +again, among associations she shared and conventions she understood; and +all her self-confidence returned as the familiar accents uttered the +accustomed things. + +Save for an occasional perfunctory call, she had hitherto made no effort +to see her compatriots, and she noticed that Mrs. Jim Driscoll and +Bertha Shallum received her with a touch of constraint; but it vanished +when they remarked the cordiality of Moffatt's greeting. Her seat was +at his side, and her old sense of triumph returned as she perceived the +importance his notice conferred, not only in the eyes of her own party +but of the other diners. Moffatt was evidently a notable figure in all +the worlds represented about the crowded tables, and Undine saw that +many people who seemed personally unacquainted with him were recognizing +and pointing him out. She was conscious of receiving a large share of +the attention he attracted, and, bathed again in the bright air of +publicity, she remembered the evening when Raymond de Chelles' first +admiring glance had given her the same sense of triumph. + +This inopportune memory did not trouble her: she was almost grateful to +Raymond for giving her the touch of superiority her compatriots clearly +felt in her. It was not merely her title and her "situation," but the +experiences she had gained through them, that gave her this advantage +over the loud vague company. She had learned things they did not guess: +shades of conduct, turns of speech, tricks of attitude--and easy and +free and enviable as she thought them, she would not for the world have +been back among them at the cost of knowing no more than they. + +Moffatt made no allusion to his visit to Saint Desert; but when the +party had re-grouped itself about coffee and liqueurs on the terrace, he +bent over to ask confidentially: "What about my tapestries?" + +She replied in the same tone: "You oughtn't to have let Fleischhauer +write that letter. My husband's furious." + +He seemed honestly surprised. "Why? Didn't I offer him enough?" + +"He's furious that any one should offer anything. I thought when he +found out what they were worth he might be tempted; but he'd rather see +me starve than part with one of his grand-father's snuff-boxes." + +"Well, he knows now what the tapestries are worth. I offered more than +Fleischhauer advised." + +"Yes; but you were in too much of a hurry." + +"I've got to be; I'm going back next week." + +She felt her eyes cloud with disappointment. "Oh, why do you? I hoped +you might stay on." + +They looked at each other uncertainly a moment; then he dropped his +voice to say: "Even if I did, I probably shouldn't see anything of you." + +"Why not? Why won't you come and see me? I've always wanted to be +friends." + +He came the next day and found in her drawing-room two ladies whom she +introduced as her sisters-in-law. The ladies lingered on for a long +time, sipping their tea stiffly and exchanging low-voiced remarks while +Undine talked with Moffatt; and when they left, with small sidelong bows +in his direction. + +Undine exclaimed: "Now you see how they all watch me!" + +She began to go into the details of her married life, drawing on the +experiences of the first months for instances that scarcely applied to +her present liberated state. She could thus, without great exaggeration, +picture herself as entrapped into a bondage hardly conceivable to +Moffatt, and she saw him redden with excitement as he listened. "I call +it darned low--darned low--" he broke in at intervals. + +"Of course I go round more now," she concluded. "I mean to see my +friends--I don't care what he says." + +"What CAN he say?" + +"Oh, he despises Americans--they all do." + +"Well, I guess we can still sit up and take nourishment." + +They laughed and slipped back to talking of earlier things. She urged +him to put off his sailing--there were so many things they might do +together: sight-seeing and excursions--and she could perhaps show him +some of the private collections he hadn't seen, the ones it was hard to +get admitted to. This instantly roused his attention, and after naming +one or two collections he had already seen she hit on one he had found +inaccessible and was particularly anxious to visit. "There's an Ingres +there that's one of the things I came over to have a look at; but I was +told there was no use trying." + +"Oh, I can easily manage it: the Duke's Raymond's uncle." It gave her a +peculiar satisfaction to say it: she felt as though she were taking a +surreptitious revenge on her husband. "But he's down in the country this +week," she continued, "and no one--not even the family--is allowed to +see the pictures when he's away. Of course his Ingres are the finest in +France." + +She ran it off glibly, though a year ago she had never heard of the +painter, and did not, even now, remember whether he was an Old Master or +one of the very new ones whose names one hadn't had time to learn. + +Moffatt put off sailing, saw the Duke's Ingres under her guidance, and +accompanied her to various other private galleries inaccessible +to strangers. She had lived in almost total ignorance of such +opportunities, but now that she could use them to advantage she showed a +surprising quickness in picking up "tips," ferreting out rare things and +getting a sight of hidden treasures. She even acquired as much of the +jargon as a pretty woman needs to produce the impression of being +well-informed; and Moffatt's sailing was more than once postponed. + +They saw each other almost daily, for she continued to come and go as +she pleased, and Raymond showed neither surprise nor disapproval. When +they were asked to family dinners she usually excused herself at the +last moment on the plea of a headache and, calling up Indiana or Bertha +Shallum, improvised a little party at the Nouveau Luxe; and on other +occasions she accepted such invitations as she chose, without mentioning +to her husband where she was going. + +In this world of lavish pleasures she lost what little prudence the +discipline of Saint Desert had inculcated. She could never be with +people who had all the things she envied without being hypnotized into +the belief that she had only to put her hand out to obtain them, and all +the unassuaged rancours and hungers of her early days in West End Avenue +came back with increased acuity. She knew her wants so much better now, +and was so much more worthy of the things she wanted! + +She had given up hoping that her father might make another hit in Wall +Street. Mrs. Spragg's letters gave the impression that the days of big +strokes were over for her husband, that he had gone down in the conflict +with forces beyond his measure. If he had remained in Apex the tide of +its new prosperity might have carried him to wealth; but New York's huge +waves of success had submerged instead of floating him, and Rolliver's +enmity was a hand perpetually stretched out to strike him lower. At +most, Mr. Spragg's tenacity would keep him at the level he now held, and +though he and his wife had still further simplified their way of +living Undine understood that their self-denial would not increase +her opportunities. She felt no compunction in continuing to accept an +undiminished allowance: it was the hereditary habit of the parent animal +to despoil himself for his progeny. But this conviction did not seem +incompatible with a sentimental pity for her parents. Aside from all +interested motives, she wished for their own sakes that they were better +off. Their personal requirements were pathetically limited, but renewed +prosperity would at least have procured them the happiness of giving her +what she wanted. + +Moffatt lingered on; but he began to speak more definitely of sailing, +and Undine foresaw the day when, strong as her attraction was, stronger +influences would snap it like a thread. She knew she interested and +amused him, and that it flattered his vanity to be seen with her, and to +hear that rumour coupled their names; but he gave her, more than any +one she had ever known, the sense of being detached from his life, in +control of it, and able, without weakness or uncertainty, to choose +which of its calls he should obey. If the call were that of business--of +any of the great perilous affairs he handled like a snake-charmer +spinning the deadly reptiles about his head--she knew she would drop +from his life like a loosened leaf. + +These anxieties sharpened the intensity of her enjoyment, and made the +contrast keener between her crowded sparkling hours and the vacant +months at Saint Desert. Little as she understood of the qualities that +made Moffatt what he was, the results were of the kind most palpable to +her. He used life exactly as she would have used it in his place. Some +of his enjoyments were beyond her range, but even these appealed to her +because of the money that was required to gratify them. When she took +him to see some inaccessible picture, or went with him to inspect the +treasures of a famous dealer, she saw that the things he looked at moved +him in a way she could not understand, and that the actual touching of +rare textures--bronze or marble, or velvets flushed with the bloom of +age--gave him sensations like those her own beauty had once roused in +him. But the next moment he was laughing over some commonplace joke, or +absorbed in a long cipher cable handed to him as they re-entered the +Nouveau Luxe for tea, and his aesthetic emotions had been thrust back +into their own compartment of the great steel strong-box of his mind. + +Her new life went on without comment or interference from her husband, +and she saw that he had accepted their altered relation, and intended +merely to keep up an external semblance of harmony. To that semblance +she knew he attached intense importance: it was an article of his +complicated social creed that a man of his class should appear to live +on good terms with his wife. For different reasons it was scarcely +less important to Undine: she had no wish to affront again the social +reprobation that had so nearly wrecked her. But she could not keep up +the life she was leading without more money, a great deal more money; +and the thought of contracting her expenditure was no longer tolerable. + +One afternoon, several weeks later, she came in to find a tradesman's +representative waiting with a bill. There was a noisy scene in the +anteroom before the man threateningly withdrew--a scene witnessed by the +servants, and overheard by her mother-in-law, whom she found seated in +the drawing-room when she entered. The old Marquise's visits to her +daughter-in-law were made at long intervals but with ritual regularity; +she called every other Friday at five, and Undine had forgotten that she +was due that day. This did not make for greater cordiality between them, +and the altercation in the anteroom had been too loud for concealment. +The Marquise was on her feet when her daughter-in-law came in, and +instantly said with lowered eyes: "It would perhaps be best for me to +go." + +"Oh, I don't care. You're welcome to tell Raymond you've heard me +insulted because I'm too poor to pay my bills--he knows it well enough +already!" The words broke from Undine unguardedly, but once spoken they +nourished her defiance. + +"I'm sure my son has frequently recommended greater prudence--" the +Marquise murmured. + +"Yes! It's a pity he didn't recommend it to your other son instead! All +the money I was entitled to has gone to pay Hubert's debts." + +"Raymond has told me that there are certain things you fail to +understand--I have no wish whatever to discuss them." The Marquise had +gone toward the door; with her hand on it she paused to add: "I shall +say nothing whatever of what has happened." + +Her icy magnanimity added the last touch to Undine's wrath. They knew +her extremity, one and all, and it did not move them. At most, they +would join in concealing it like a blot on their honour. And the menace +grew and mounted, and not a hand was stretched to help her.... + +Hardly a half-hour earlier Moffatt, with whom she had been visiting a +"private view," had sent her home in his motor with the excuse that he +must hurry back to the Nouveau Luxe to meet his stenographer and sign a +batch of letters for the New York mail. It was therefore probable that +he was still at home--that she should find him if she hastened there +at once. An overwhelming desire to cry out her wrath and wretchedness +brought her to her feet and sent her down to hail a passing cab. As it +whirled her through the bright streets powdered with amber sunlight her +brain throbbed with confused intentions. She did not think of Moffatt +as a power she could use, but simply as some one who knew her and +understood her grievance. It was essential to her at that moment to be +told that she was right and that every one opposed to her was wrong. + +At the hotel she asked his number and was carried up in the lift. On the +landing she paused a moment, disconcerted--it had occurred to her that +he might not be alone. But she walked on quickly, found the number and +knocked.... Moffatt opened the door, and she glanced beyond him and saw +that the big bright sitting-room was empty. + +"Hullo!" he exclaimed, surprised; and as he stood aside to let her enter +she saw him draw out his watch and glance at it surreptitiously. He was +expecting someone, or he had an engagement elsewhere--something claimed +him from which she was excluded. The thought flushed her with sudden +resolution. She knew now what she had come for--to keep him from every +one else, to keep him for herself alone. + +"Don't send me away!" she said, and laid her hand on his beseechingly. + + + +XLV + +She advanced into the room and slowly looked about her. The big vulgar +writing-table wreathed in bronze was heaped with letters and papers. +Among them stood a lapis bowl in a Renaissance mounting of enamel and +a vase of Phenician glass that was like a bit of rainbow caught in +cobwebs. On a table against the window a little Greek marble lifted its +pure lines. On every side some rare and sensitive object seemed to be +shrinking back from the false colours and crude contours of the hotel +furniture. There were no books in the room, but the florid console under +the mirror was stacked with old numbers of Town Talk and the New York +Radiator. Undine recalled the dingy hall-room that Moffatt had lodged in +at Mrs. Flynn's, over Hober's livery stable, and her heart beat at the +signs of his altered state. When her eyes came back to him their lids +were moist. + +"Don't send me away," she repeated. He looked at her and smiled. "What +is it? What's the matter?" + +"I don't know--but I had to come. To-day, when you spoke again of +sailing, I felt as if I couldn't stand it." She lifted her eyes and +looked in his profoundly. + +He reddened a little under her gaze, but she could detect no softening +or confusion in the shrewd steady glance he gave her back. + +"Things going wrong again--is that the trouble?" he merely asked with a +comforting inflexion. + +"They always are wrong; it's all been an awful mistake. But I shouldn't +care if you were here and I could see you sometimes. You're so STRONG: +that's what I feel about you, Elmer. I was the only one to feel it that +time they all turned against you out at Apex.... Do you remember the +afternoon I met you down on Main Street, and we walked out together to +the Park? I knew then that you were stronger than any of them...." + +She had never spoken more sincerely. For the moment all thought of +self-interest was in abeyance, and she felt again, as she had felt +that day, the instinctive yearning of her nature to be one with his. +Something in her voice must have attested it, for she saw a change in +his face. + +"You're not the beauty you were," he said irrelevantly; "but you're a +lot more fetching." + +The oddly qualified praise made her laugh with mingled pleasure and +annoyance. + +"I suppose I must be dreadfully changed--" + +"You're all right!--But I've got to go back home," he broke off +abruptly. "I've put it off too long." + +She paled and looked away, helpless in her sudden disappointment. "I +knew you'd say that.... And I shall just be left here...." She sat down +on the sofa near which they had been standing, and two tears formed on +her lashes and fell. + +Moffatt sat down beside her, and both were silent. She had never seen +him at a loss before. She made no attempt to draw nearer, or to use any +of the arts of cajolery; but presently she said, without rising: "I +saw you look at your watch when I came in. I suppose somebody else is +waiting for you." + +"It don't matter." + +"Some other woman?" + +"It don't matter." + +"I've wondered so often--but of course I've got no right to ask." She +stood up slowly, understanding that he meant to let her go. + +"Just tell me one thing--did you never miss me?" + +"Oh, damnably!" he brought out with sudden bitterness. + +She came nearer, sinking her voice to a low whisper. "It's the only time +I ever really cared--all through!" + +He had risen too, and they stood intensely gazing at each other. +Moffatt's face was fixed and grave, as she had seen it in hours she now +found herself rapidly reliving. + +"I believe you DID," he said. + +"Oh, Elmer--if I'd known--if I'd only known!" + +He made no answer, and she turned away, touching with an unconscious +hand the edge of the lapis bowl among his papers. + +"Elmer, if you're going away it can't do any harm to tell me--is there +any one else?" + +He gave a laugh that seemed to shake him free. "In that kind of way? +Lord, no! Too busy!" + +She came close again and laid a hand on his shoulder. "Then why not--why +shouldn't we--?" She leaned her head back so that her gaze slanted up +through her wet lashes. "I can do as I please--my husband does. They +think so differently about marriage over here: it's just a business +contract. As long as a woman doesn't make a show of herself no one +cares." She put her other hand up, so that she held him facing her. +"I've always felt, all through everything, that I belonged to you." + +Moffatt left her hands on his shoulders, but did not lift his own to +clasp them. For a moment she thought she had mistaken him, and a leaden +sense of shame descended on her. Then he asked: "You say your husband +goes with other women?" + +Lili Estradina's taunt flashed through her and she seized on it. "People +have told me so--his own relations have. I've never stooped to spy on +him...." + +"And the women in your set--I suppose it's taken for granted they all do +the same?" + +She laughed. + +"Everything fixed up for them, same as it is for the husbands, eh? +Nobody meddles or makes trouble if you know the ropes?" + +"No, nobody ... it's all quite easy...." She stopped, her faint +smile checked, as his backward movement made her hands drop from his +shoulders. + +"And that's what you're proposing to me? That you and I should do like +the rest of 'em?" His face had lost its comic roundness and grown harsh +and dark, as it had when her father had taken her away from him at +Opake. He turned on his heel, walked the length of the room and halted +with his back to her in the embrasure of the window. There he paused +a full minute, his hands in his pockets, staring out at the perpetual +interweaving of motors in the luminous setting of the square. Then he +turned and spoke from where he stood. + +"Look here. Undine, if I'm to have you again I don't want to have you +that way. That time out in Apex, when everybody in the place was against +me, and I was down and out, you stood up to them and stuck by me. +Remember that walk down Main Street? Don't I!--and the way the people +glared and hurried by; and how you kept on alongside of me, talking and +laughing, and looking your Sunday best. When Abner Spragg came out to +Opake after us and pulled you back I was pretty sore at your deserting; +but I came to see it was natural enough. You were only a spoilt girl, +used to having everything you wanted; and I couldn't give you a thing +then, and the folks you'd been taught to believe in all told you I never +would. Well, I did look like a back number, and no blame to you for +thinking so. I used to say it to myself over and over again, laying +awake nights and totting up my mistakes ... and then there were days +when the wind set another way, and I knew I'd pull it off yet, and +I thought you might have held on...." He stopped, his head a little +lowered, his concentrated gaze on her flushed face. "Well, anyhow," he +broke out, "you were my wife once, and you were my wife first--and if +you want to come back you've got to come that way: not slink through the +back way when there's no one watching, but walk in by the front door, +with your head up, and your Main Street look." + +Since the days when he had poured out to her his great fortune-building +projects she had never heard him make so long a speech; and her heart, +as she listened, beat with a new joy and terror. It seemed to her that +the great moment of her life had come at last--the moment all her minor +failures and successes had been building up with blind indefatigable +hands. + +"Elmer--Elmer--" she sobbed out. + +She expected to find herself in his arms, shut in and shielded from all +her troubles; but he stood his ground across the room, immovable. + +"Is it yes?" + +She faltered the word after him: "Yes--?" + +"Are you going to marry me?" + +She stared, bewildered. "Why, Elmer--marry you? You forget!" + +"Forget what? That you don't want to give up what you've got?" + +"How can I? Such things are not done out here. Why, I'm a Catholic; and +the Catholic Church--" She broke off, reading the end in his face. "But +later, perhaps ... things might change. Oh, Elmer, if only you'd stay +over here and let me see you sometimes!" + +"Yes--the way your friends see each other. We're differently made out in +Apex. When I want that sort of thing I go down to North Fifth Street for +it." + +She paled under the retort, but her heart beat high with it. What he +asked was impossible--and she gloried in his asking it. Feeling her +power, she tried to temporize. "At least if you stayed we could be +friends--I shouldn't feel so terribly alone." + +He laughed impatiently. "Don't talk magazine stuff to me, Undine Spragg. +I guess we want each other the same way. Only our ideas are different. +You've got all muddled, living out here among a lot of loafers who call +it a career to run round after every petticoat. I've got my job out at +home, and I belong where my job is." + +"Are you going to be tied to business all your life?" Her smile was +faintly depreciatory. + +"I guess business is tied to ME: Wall Street acts as if it couldn't get +along without me." He gave his shoulders a shake and moved a few steps +nearer. "See here, Undine--you're the one that don't understand. If I +was to sell out to-morrow, and spend the rest of my life reading art +magazines in a pink villa, I wouldn't do what you're asking me. And +I've about as much idea of dropping business as you have of taking to +district nursing. There are things a man doesn't do. I understand +why your husband won't sell those tapestries--till he's got to. His +ancestors are HIS business: Wall Street's mine." + +He paused, and they silently faced each other. Undine made no attempt +to approach him: she understood that if he yielded it would be only to +recover his advantage and deepen her feeling of defeat. She put out her +hand and took up the sunshade she had dropped on entering. "I suppose +it's good-bye then," she said. + +"You haven't got the nerve?" + +"The nerve for what?" + +"To come where you belong: with me." + +She laughed a little and then sighed. She wished he would come nearer, +or look at her differently: she felt, under his cool eye, no more +compelling than a woman of wax in a show-case. + +"How could I get a divorce? With my religion--" + +"Why, you were born a Baptist, weren't you? That's where you used to +attend church when I waited round the corner, Sunday mornings, with one +of old Hober's buggies." They both laughed, and he went on: "If you'll +come along home with me I'll see you get your divorce all right. Who +cares what they do over here? You're an American, ain't you? What you +want is the home-made article." + +She listened, discouraged yet fascinated by his sturdy inaccessibility +to all her arguments and objections. He knew what he wanted, saw his +road before him, and acknowledged no obstacles. Her defense was drawn +from reasons he did not understand, or based on difficulties that did +not exist for him; and gradually she felt herself yielding to the steady +pressure of his will. Yet the reasons he brushed away came back with +redoubled tenacity whenever he paused long enough for her to picture the +consequences of what he exacted. + +"You don't know--you don't understand--" she kept repeating; but she +knew that his ignorance was part of his terrible power, and that it was +hopeless to try to make him feel the value of what he was asking her to +give up. + +"See here, Undine," he said slowly, as if he measured her resistance +though he couldn't fathom it, "I guess it had better be yes or no right +here. It ain't going to do either of us any good to drag this thing out. +If you want to come back to me, come--if you don't, we'll shake hands on +it now. I'm due in Apex for a directors' meeting on the twentieth, and +as it is I'll have to cable for a special to get me out there. No, no, +don't cry--it ain't that kind of a story ... but I'll have a deck suite +for you on the Semantic if you'll sail with me the day after to-morrow." + + + +XLVI + +In the great high-ceilinged library of a private hotel overlooking one +of the new quarters of Paris, Paul Marvell stood listlessly gazing out +into the twilight. + +The trees were budding symmetrically along the avenue below; and Paul, +looking down, saw, between windows and tree-tops, a pair of tall iron +gates with gilt ornaments, the marble curb of a semi-circular drive, +and bands of spring flowers set in turf. He was now a big boy of nearly +nine, who went to a fashionable private school, and he had come home +that day for the Easter holidays. He had not been back since Christmas, +and it was the first time he had seen the new hotel which his +step-father had bought, and in which Mr. and Mrs. Moffatt had hastily +established themselves, a few weeks earlier, on their return from a +flying trip to America. They were always coming and going; during the +two years since their marriage they had been perpetually dashing over to +New York and back, or rushing down to Rome or up to the Engadine: Paul +never knew where they were except when a telegram announced that they +were going somewhere else. He did not even know that there was any +method of communication between mothers and sons less laconic than that +of the electric wire; and once, when a boy at school asked him if his +mother often wrote, he had answered in all sincerity: "Oh yes--I got a +telegram last week." + +He had been almost sure--as sure as he ever was of anything--that he +should find her at home when he arrived; but a message (for she hadn't +had time to telegraph) apprised him that she and Mr. Moffatt had run +down to Deauville to look at a house they thought of hiring for the +summer; they were taking an early train back, and would be at home for +dinner--were in fact having a lot of people to dine. + +It was just what he ought to have expected, and had been used to ever +since he could remember; and generally he didn't much mind, especially +since his mother had become Mrs. Moffatt, and the father he had been +most used to, and liked best, had abruptly disappeared from his life. +But the new hotel was big and strange, and his own room, in which there +was not a toy or a book, or one of his dear battered relics (none of +the new servants--they were always new--could find his things, or think +where they had been put), seemed the loneliest spot in the whole house. +He had gone up there after his solitary luncheon, served in the immense +marble dining-room by a footman on the same scale, and had tried to +occupy himself with pasting post-cards into his album; but the newness +and sumptuousness of the room embarrassed him--the white fur rugs +and brocade chairs seemed maliciously on the watch for smears and +ink-spots--and after a while he pushed the album aside and began to roam +through the house. + +He went to all the rooms in turn: his mother's first, the wonderful lacy +bedroom, all pale silks and velvets, artful mirrors and veiled lamps, +and the boudoir as big as a drawing-room, with pictures he would have +liked to know about, and tables and cabinets holding things he was +afraid to touch. Mr. Moffatt's rooms came next. They were soberer and +darker, but as big and splendid; and in the bedroom, on the brown wall, +hung a single picture--the portrait of a boy in grey velvet--that +interested Paul most of all. The boy's hand rested on the head of a big +dog, and he looked infinitely noble and charming, and yet (in spite of +the dog) so sad and lonely that he too might have come home that very +day to a strange house in which none of his old things could be found. + +From these rooms Paul wandered downstairs again. The library attracted +him most: there were rows and rows of books, bound in dim browns and +golds, and old faded reds as rich as velvet: they all looked as if they +might have had stories in them as splendid as their bindings. But the +bookcases were closed with gilt trellising, and when Paul reached up +to open one, a servant told him that Mr. Moffatt's secretary kept them +locked because the books were too valuable to be taken down. This seemed +to make the library as strange as the rest of the house, and he passed +on to the ballroom at the back. Through its closed doors he heard a +sound of hammering, and when he tried the door-handle a servant passing +with a tray-full of glasses told him that "they" hadn't finished, and +wouldn't let anybody in. + +The mysterious pronoun somehow increased Paul's sense of isolation, and +he went on to the drawing-rooms, steering his way prudently between the +gold arm-chairs and shining tables, and wondering whether the wigged and +corseleted heroes on the walls represented Mr. Moffatt's ancestors, and +why, if they did, he looked so little like them. The dining-room beyond +was more amusing, because busy servants were already laying the long +table. It was too early for the florist, and the centre of the table was +empty, but down the sides were gold baskets heaped with pulpy summer +fruits-figs, strawberries and big blushing nectarines. Between them +stood crystal decanters with red and yellow wine, and little dishes full +of sweets; and against the walls were sideboards with great pieces +of gold and silver, ewers and urns and branching candelabra, which +sprinkled the green marble walls with starlike reflections. + +After a while he grew tired of watching the coming and going of +white-sleeved footmen, and of listening to the butler's vociferated +orders, and strayed back into the library. The habit of solitude had +given him a passion for the printed page, and if he could have found +a book anywhere--any kind of a book--he would have forgotten the long +hours and the empty house. But the tables in the library held only +massive unused inkstands and immense immaculate blotters; not a single +volume had slipped its golden prison. + +His loneliness had grown overwhelming, and he suddenly thought of Mrs. +Heeny's clippings. His mother, alarmed by an insidious gain in weight, +had brought the masseuse back from New York with her, and Mrs. Heeny, +with her old black bag and waterproof, was established in one of the +grand bedrooms lined with mirrors. She had been loud in her joy at +seeing her little friend that morning, but four years had passed since +their last parting, and her personality had grown remote to him. He saw +too many people, and they too often disappeared and were replaced by +others: his scattered affections had ended by concentrating themselves +on the charming image of the gentleman he called his French father; and +since his French father had vanished no one else seemed to matter much +to him. + +"Oh, well," Mrs. Heeny had said, discerning the reluctance under his +civil greeting, "I guess you're as strange here as I am, and we're both +pretty strange to each other. You just go and look round, and see what +a lovely home your Ma's got to live in; and when you get tired of that, +come up here to me and I'll give you a look at my clippings." + +The word woke a train of dormant associations, and Paul saw himself +seated on a dingy carpet, between two familiar taciturn old presences, +while he rummaged in the depths of a bag stuffed with strips of +newspaper. + +He found Mrs. Heeny sitting in a pink arm-chair, her bonnet perched on a +pink-shaded electric lamp and her numerous implements spread out on an +immense pink toilet-table. Vague as his recollection of her was, she +gave him at once a sense of reassurance that nothing else in the house +conveyed, and after he had examined all her scissors and pastes and +nail-polishers he turned to the bag, which stood on the carpet at her +feet as if she were waiting for a train. + +"My, my!" she said, "do you want to get into that again? How you used to +hunt in it for taffy, to be sure, when your Pa brought you up to Grandma +Spragg's o' Saturdays! Well, I'm afraid there ain't any taffy in it now; +but there's piles and piles of lovely new clippings you ain't seen." + +"My Papa?" He paused, his hand among the strips of newspaper. "My Papa +never saw my Grandma Spragg. He never went to America." + +"Never went to America? Your Pa never--? Why, land alive!" Mrs. Heeny +gasped, a blush empurpling her large warm face. "Why, Paul Marvell, +don't you remember your own father, you that bear his name?" she +exclaimed. + +The boy blushed also, conscious that it must have been wrong to forget, +and yet not seeing how he was to blame. + +"That one died a long long time ago, didn't he? I was thinking of my +French father," he explained. + +"Oh, mercy," ejaculated Mrs. Heeny; and as if to cut the conversation +short she stooped over, creaking like a ship, and thrust her plump +strong hand into the bag. + +"Here, now, just you look at these clippings--I guess you'll find a lot +in them about your Ma.--Where do they come from? Why, out of the papers, +of course," she added, in response to Paul's enquiry. "You'd oughter +start a scrap-book yourself--you're plenty old enough. You could make +a beauty just about your Ma, with her picture pasted in the front--and +another about Mr. Moffatt and his collections. There's one I cut out the +other day that says he's the greatest collector in America." + +Paul listened, fascinated. He had the feeling that Mrs. Heeny's +clippings, aside from their great intrinsic interest, might furnish him +the clue to many things he didn't understand, and that nobody had ever +had time to explain to him. His mother's marriages, for instance: he was +sure there was a great deal to find out about them. But she always said: +"I'll tell you all about it when I come back"--and when she came back +it was invariably to rush off somewhere else. So he had remained without +a key to her transitions, and had had to take for granted numberless +things that seemed to have no parallel in the experience of the other +boys he knew. + +"Here--here it is," said Mrs. Heeny, adjusting the big tortoiseshell +spectacles she had taken to wearing, and reading out in a slow chant +that seemed to Paul to come out of some lost remoteness of his infancy. + +"'It is reported in London that the price paid by Mr. Elmer Moffatt for +the celebrated Grey Boy is the largest sum ever given for a Vandyck. +Since Mr. Moffatt began to buy extensively it is estimated in art +circles that values have gone up at least seventy-five per cent.'" + +But the price of the Grey Boy did not interest Paul, and he said a +little impatiently: "I'd rather hear about my mother." + +"To be sure you would! You wait now." Mrs. Heeny made another dive, and +again began to spread her clippings on her lap like cards on a big black +table. + +"Here's one about her last portrait--no, here's a better one about +her pearl necklace, the one Mr. Moffatt gave her last Christmas. 'The +necklace, which was formerly the property of an Austrian Archduchess, is +composed of five hundred perfectly matched pearls that took thirty years +to collect. It is estimated among dealers in precious stones that since +Mr. Moffatt began to buy the price of pearls has gone up over fifty per +cent.'" + +Even this did not fix Paul's attention. He wanted to hear about his +mother and Mr. Moffatt, and not about their things; and he didn't quite +know how to frame his question. But Mrs. Heeny looked kindly at him and +he tried. "Why is mother married to Mr. Moffatt now?" + +"Why, you must know that much, Paul." Mrs. Heeny again looked warm and +worried. "She's married to him because she got a divorce--that's why." +And suddenly she had another inspiration. "Didn't she ever send you +over any of those splendid clippings that came out the time they were +married? Why, I declare, that's a shame; but I must have some of 'em +right here." + +She dived again, shuffled, sorted, and pulled out a long discoloured +strip. "I've carried this round with me ever since, and so many's wanted +to read it, it's all torn." She smoothed out the paper and began: + +"'Divorce and remarriage of Mrs. Undine Spragg-de Chelles. American +Marquise renounces ancient French title to wed Railroad King. Quick work +untying and tying. Boy and girl romance renewed. "'Reno, November 23d. +The Marquise de Chelles, of Paris, France, formerly Mrs. Undine Spragg +Marvell, of Apex City and New York, got a decree of divorce at a special +session of the Court last night, and was remarried fifteen minutes +later to Mr. Elmer Moffatt, the billionaire Railroad King, who was the +Marquise's first husband. + +"'No case has ever been railroaded through the divorce courts of this +State at a higher rate of speed: as Mr. Moffatt said last night, before +he and his bride jumped onto their east-bound special, every record has +been broken. It was just six months ago yesterday that the present Mrs. +Moffatt came to Reno to look for her divorce. Owing to a delayed train, +her counsel was late yesterday in receiving some necessary papers, and +it was feared the decision would have to be held over; but Judge Toomey, +who is a personal friend of Mr. Moffatt's, held a night session and +rushed it through so that the happy couple could have the knot tied and +board their special in time for Mrs. Moffatt to spend Thanksgiving in +New York with her aged parents. The hearing began at seven ten p. m. and +at eight o'clock the bridal couple were steaming out of the station. + +"'At the trial Mrs. Spragg-de Chelles, who wore copper velvet and +sables, gave evidence as to the brutality of her French husband, but she +had to talk fast as time pressed, and Judge Toomey wrote the entry at +top speed, and then jumped into a motor with the happy couple and +drove to the Justice of the Peace, where he acted as best man to the +bridegroom. The latter is said to be one of the six wealthiest men east +of the Rockies. His gifts to the bride are a necklace and tiara of +pigeon-blood rubies belonging to Queen Marie Antoinette, a million +dollar cheque and a house in New York. The happy pair will pass the +honeymoon in Mrs. Moffatt's new home, 5009 Fifth Avenue, which is an +exact copy of the Pitti Palace, Florence. They plan to spend their +springs in France.'" + +Mrs. Heeny drew a long breath, folded the paper and took off her +spectacles. "There," she said, with a benignant smile and a tap on +Paul's cheek, "now you see how it all happened...." + +Paul was not sure he did; but he made no answer. His mind was too full +of troubled thoughts. In the dazzling description of his mother's latest +nuptials one fact alone stood out for him--that she had said things that +weren't true of his French father. Something he had half-guessed in her, +and averted his frightened thoughts from, took his little heart in an +iron grasp. She said things that weren't true.... That was what he had +always feared to find out.... She had got up and said before a lot of +people things that were awfully false about his dear French father.... + +The sound of a motor turning in at the gates made Mrs. Heeny exclaim +"Here they are!" and a moment later Paul heard his mother calling to +him. He got up reluctantly, and stood wavering till he felt Mrs. Heeny's +astonished eye upon him. Then he heard Mr. Moffatt's jovial shout of +"Paul Marvell, ahoy there!" and roused himself to run downstairs. + +As he reached the landing he saw that the ballroom doors were open and +all the lustres lit. His mother and Mr. Moffatt stood in the middle of +the shining floor, looking up at the walls; and Paul's heart gave +a wondering bound, for there, set in great gilt panels, were the +tapestries that had always hung in the gallery at Saint Desert. + +"Well, Senator, it feels good to shake your fist again!" his step-father +said, taking him in a friendly grasp; and his mother, who looked +handsomer and taller and more splendidly dressed than ever, exclaimed: +"Mercy! how they've cut his hair!" before she bent to kiss him. + +"Oh, mother, mother!" he burst out, feeling, between his mother's face +and the others, hardly less familiar, on the walls, that he was really +at home again, and not in a strange house. + +"Gracious, how you squeeze!" she protested, loosening his arms. "But you +look splendidly--and how you've grown!" She turned away from him and +began to inspect the tapestries critically. "Somehow they look smaller +here," she said with a tinge of disappointment. + +Mr. Moffatt gave a slight laugh and walked slowly down the room, as if +to study its effect. As he turned back his wife said: "I didn't think +you'd ever get them." He laughed again, more complacently. "Well, I +don't know as I ever should have, if General Arlington hadn't happened +to bust up." + +They both smiled, and Paul, seeing his mother's softened face, stole his +hand in hers and began: "Mother, I took a prize in composition--" + +"Did you? You must tell me about it to-morrow. No, I really must rush +off now and dress--I haven't even placed the dinner-cards." She freed +her hand, and as she turned to go Paul heard Mr. Moffatt say: "Can't you +ever give him a minute's time, Undine?" + +She made no answer, but sailed through the door with her head high, as +she did when anything annoyed her; and Paul and his step-father stood +alone in the illuminated ball-room. + +Mr. Moffatt smiled good-naturedly at the little boy and then turned back +to the contemplation of the hangings. + +"I guess you know where those come from, don't you?" he asked in a tone +of satisfaction. + +"Oh, yes," Paul answered eagerly, with a hope he dared not utter that, +since the tapestries were there, his French father might be coming too. + +"You're a smart boy to remember them. I don't suppose you ever thought +you'd see them here?" + +"I don't know," said Paul, embarrassed. + +"Well, I guess you wouldn't have if their owner hadn't been in a pretty +tight place. It was like drawing teeth for him to let them go." + +Paul flushed up, and again the iron grasp was on his heart. He hadn't, +hitherto, actually disliked Mr. Moffatt, who was always in a good +humour, and seemed less busy and absent-minded than his mother; but at +that instant he felt a rage of hate for him. He turned away and burst +into tears. + +"Why, hullo, old chap--why, what's up?" Mr. Moffatt was on his knees +beside the boy, and the arms embracing him were firm and friendly. But +Paul, for the life of him, couldn't answer: he could only sob and sob as +the great surges of loneliness broke over him. + +"Is it because your mother hadn't time for you? Well, she's like that, +you know; and you and I have got to lump it," Mr. Moffatt continued, +getting to his feet. He stood looking down at the boy with a queer +smile. "If we two chaps stick together it won't be so bad--we can keep +each other warm, don't you see? I like you first rate, you know; when +you're big enough I mean to put you in my business. And it looks as if +one of these days you'd be the richest boy in America...." + +The lamps were lit, the vases full of flowers, the foot-men assembled +on the landing and in the vestibule below, when Undine descended to the +drawing-room. As she passed the ballroom door she glanced in approvingly +at the tapestries. They really looked better than she had been willing +to admit: they made her ballroom the handsomest in Paris. But something +had put her out on the way up from Deauville, and the simplest way of +easing her nerves had been to affect indifference to the tapestries. Now +she had quite recovered her good humour, and as she glanced down the +list of guests she was awaiting she said to herself, with a sigh of +satisfaction, that she was glad she had put on her rubies. + +For the first time since her marriage to Moffatt she was about to +receive in her house the people she most wished to see there. The +beginnings had been a little difficult; their first attempt in New York +was so unpromising that she feared they might not be able to live down +the sensational details of their reunion, and had insisted on her +husband's taking her back to Paris. But her apprehensions were +unfounded. It was only necessary to give people the time to pretend they +had forgotten; and already they were all pretending beautifully. The +French world had of course held out longest; it had strongholds she +might never capture. But already seceders were beginning to show +themselves, and her dinner-list that evening was graced with the names +of an authentic Duke and a not too-damaged Countess. In addition, of +course, she had the Shallums, the Chauncey Ellings, May Beringer, Dicky +Bowles, Walsingham Popple, and the rest of the New York frequenters of +the Nouveau Luxe; she had even, at the last minute, had the amusement of +adding Peter Van Degen to their number. In the evening there were to be +Spanish dancing and Russian singing; and Dicky Bowles had promised her +a Grand Duke for her next dinner, if she could secure the new tenor who +always refused to sing in private houses. + +Even now, however, she was not always happy. She had everything she +wanted, but she still felt, at times, that there were other things she +might want if she knew about them. And there had been moments lately +when she had had to confess to herself that Moffatt did not fit into the +picture. At first she had been dazzled by his success and subdued by his +authority. He had given her all she had ever wished for, and more than +she had ever dreamed of having: he had made up to her for all her +failures and blunders, and there were hours when she still felt his +dominion and exulted in it. But there were others when she saw his +defects and was irritated by them: when his loudness and redness, his +misplaced joviality, his familiarity with the servants, his alternating +swagger and ceremony with her friends, jarred on perceptions that had +developed in her unawares. Now and then she caught herself thinking +that his two predecessors--who were gradually becoming merged in her +memory--would have said this or that differently, behaved otherwise in +such and such a case. And the comparison was almost always to Moffatt's +disadvantage. + +This evening, however, she thought of him indulgently. She was pleased +with his clever stroke in capturing the Saint Desert tapestries, which +General Arlington's sudden bankruptcy, and a fresh gambling scandal of +Hubert's, had compelled their owner to part with. She knew that Raymond +de Chelles had told the dealers he would sell his tapestries to anyone +but Mr. Elmer Moffatt, or a buyer acting for him; and it amused her to +think that, thanks to Elmer's astuteness, they were under her roof after +all, and that Raymond and all his clan were by this time aware of it. +These facts disposed her favourably toward her husband, and deepened the +sense of well-being with which--according to her invariable habit--she +walked up to the mirror above the mantelpiece and studied the image it +reflected. + +She was still lost in this pleasing contemplation when her husband +entered, looking stouter and redder than ever, in evening clothes that +were a little too tight. His shirt front was as glossy as his baldness, +and in his buttonhole he wore the red ribbon bestowed on him for waiving +his claim to a Velasquez that was wanted for the Louvre. He carried +a newspaper in his hand, and stood looking about the room with a +complacent eye. + +"Well, I guess this is all right," he said, and she answered briefly: +"Don't forget you're to take down Madame de Follerive; and for goodness' +sake don't call her 'Countess.'" + +"Why, she is one, ain't she?" he returned good-humouredly. + +"I wish you'd put that newspaper away," she continued; his habit of +leaving old newspapers about the drawing-room annoyed her. + +"Oh, that reminds me--" instead of obeying her he unfolded the paper. +"I brought it in to show you something. Jim Driscoll's been appointed +Ambassador to England." + +"Jim Driscoll--!" She caught up the paper and stared at the paragraph +he pointed to. Jim Driscoll--that pitiful nonentity, with his stout +mistrustful commonplace wife! It seemed extraordinary that the +government should have hunted up such insignificant people. And +immediately she had a great vague vision of the splendours they were +going to--all the banquets and ceremonies and precedences.... + +"I shouldn't say she'd want to, with so few jewels--" She dropped the +paper and turned to her husband. "If you had a spark of ambition, that's +the kind of thing you'd try for. You could have got it just as easily as +not!" + +He laughed and thrust his thumbs in his waistcoat armholes with the +gesture she disliked. "As it happens, it's about the one thing I +couldn't." + +"You couldn't? Why not?" + +"Because you're divorced. They won't have divorced Ambassadresses." + +"They won't? Why not, I'd like to know?" + +"Well, I guess the court ladies are afraid there'd be too many pretty +women in the Embassies," he answered jocularly. + +She burst into an angry laugh, and the blood flamed up into her face. +"I never heard of anything so insulting!" she cried, as if the rule had +been invented to humiliate her. + +There was a noise of motors backing and advancing in the court, and she +heard the first voices on the stairs. She turned to give herself a last +look in the glass, saw the blaze of her rubies, the glitter of her hair, +and remembered the brilliant names on her list. + +But under all the dazzle a tiny black cloud remained. She had learned +that there was something she could never get, something that neither +beauty nor influence nor millions could ever buy for her. She could +never be an Ambassador's wife; and as she advanced to welcome her first +guests she said to herself that it was the one part she was really made +for. + +THE END + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Custom of the Country, by Edith Wharton + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CUSTOM OF THE COUNTRY *** + +***** This file should be named 11052.txt or 11052.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/1/0/5/11052/ + +Produced by Steve Harris and PG Distributed Proofreaders + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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