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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/1098-0.txt b/1098-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b74afe2 --- /dev/null +++ b/1098-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10145 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 1098 *** + +THE TURMOIL + +A NOVEL + +By Booth Tarkington + +1915. + + +To Laurel. + + + +CHAPTER I + +There is a midland city in the heart of fair, open country, a dirty and +wonderful city nesting dingily in the fog of its own smoke. The stranger +must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt will be upon +him instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since he must breathe +it, and he may care for no further proof that wealth is here better +loved than cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, the negligently +tended streets incessantly press home the point, and so do the flecked +and grimy citizens. At a breeze he must smother in the whirlpools of +dust, and if he should decline at any time to inhale the smoke he has +the meager alternative of suicide. + +The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more +riches. He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling +prodigiously. He has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious trained +to one tune: “Wealth! I will get Wealth! I will make Wealth! I will sell +Wealth for more Wealth! My house shall be dirty, my garment shall be +dirty, and I will foul my neighbor so that he cannot be clean--but I +will get Wealth! There shall be no clean thing about me: my wife shall +be dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I will get Wealth!” And yet it +is not wealth that he is so greedy for: what the giant really wants is +hasty riches. To get these he squanders wealth upon the four winds, for +wealth is in the smoke. + +Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no +heaving, grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly +people who had understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much +of the same type. It was a leisurely and kindly place--“homelike,” it +was called--and when the visitor had been taken through the State Asylum +for the Insane and made to appreciate the view of the cemetery from a +little hill, his host's duty as Baedeker was done. The good burghers +were given to jogging comfortably about in phaetons or in surreys for +a family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; few were very poor; the +air was clean, and there was time to live. + +But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as +elsewhere--a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil +and labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the +mountains, and emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good +American hearts--Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + +In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound +longing for size. Year by year the longing increased until it became +an accumulated force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be Bigger! +Bigness means Money! And the thing began to happen; their longing became +a mighty Will. We must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! Get people here! Coax +them here! Bribe them! Swindle them into coming, if you must, but get +them! Shout them into coming! Deafen them into coming! Any kind of +people; all kinds of people! We must be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! +Kill the fault-finder! Scream and bellow to the Most High: Bigness is +patriotism and honor! Bigness is love and life and happiness! Bigness is +Money! We want Bigness! + +They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, and +slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the quick +years went by. White people came, and black people and brown people +and yellow people; the negroes came from the South by the thousands and +thousands, multiplying by other thousands and thousands faster than +they could die. From the four quarters of the earth the people came, +the broken and the unbroken, the tame and the wild--Germans, Irish, +Italians, Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, English, French, Swiss, Swedes, +Norwegians, Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, Dalmatians, Armenians, +Rumanians, Servians, Persians, Syrians, Japanese, Chinese, Turks, and +every hybrid that these could propagate. And if there were no Eskimos +nor Patagonians, what other human strain that earth might furnish failed +to swim and bubble in this crucible? + +With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began to +roar and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn under +the tread of hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical look of +the faces was lost in something harder and warier; and a cockney +type began to emerge discernibly--a cynical young mongrel barbaric +of feature, muscular and cunning; dressed in good fabrics fashioned +apparently in imitation of the sketches drawn by newspaper comedians. +The female of his kind came with him--a pale girl, shoddy and a little +rouged; and they communicated in a nasal argot, mainly insolences and +elisions. Nay, the common speech of the people showed change: in +place of the old midland vernacular, irregular but clean, and not +unwholesomely drawling, a jerky dialect of coined metaphors began to +be heard, held together by GUNNAS and GOTTAS and much fostered by the +public journals. + +The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a nucleus, +and spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and in its +vitals, like benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in the body +of a man, missions and refuges offered what resistance they might to the +saloons and all the hells that cities house and shelter. Temptation +and ruin were ready commodities on the market for purchase by the +venturesome; highwaymen walked the streets at night and sometimes +killed; snatching thieves were busy everywhere in the dusk; while +house-breakers were a common apprehension and frequent reality. Life +itself was somewhat safer from intentional destruction than it was in +medieval Rome during a faction war--though the Roman murderer was more +like to pay for his deed--but death or mutilation beneath the wheels lay +in ambush at every crossing. + +The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did +not matter much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. +Law-making was a pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. +Singular fermentation of their humor, they even had laws forbidding +dangerous speed. More marvelous still, they had a law forbidding smoke! +They forbade chimneys to smoke and they forbade cigarettes to smoke. +They made laws for all things and forgot them immediately; though +sometimes they would remember after a while, and hurry to make new laws +that the old laws should be enforced--and then forget both new and old. +Wherever enforcement threatened Money or Votes--or wherever it was too +much to bother--it became a joke. Influence was the law. + +So the place grew. And it grew strong. + +Straightway when he came, each man fell to the same worship: + + Give me of thyself, O Bigness: + Power to get more power! + Riches to get more riches! + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more! + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself, + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! And + there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! + + + +CHAPTER II + +The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust +Company was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the +biggest builder and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. He +had come from a country cross-roads, at the beginning of the growth, and +he had gone up and down in the booms and relapses of that period; but +each time he went down he rebounded a little higher, until finally, +after a year of overwork and anxiety--the latter not decreased by a +chance, remote but possible, of recuperation from the former in the +penitentiary--he found himself on top, with solid substance under +his feet; and thereafter “played it safe.” But his hunger to get was +unabated, for it was in the very bones of him and grew fiercer. + +He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as he +called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. And +when soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. “It's +good! It's good!” he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. “Good, clean +soot; it's our life-blood, God bless it!” The smoke was one of his +great enthusiasms; he laughed at a committee of plaintive housewives who +called to beg his aid against it. “Smoke's what brings your husbands' +money home on Saturday night,” he told them, jovially. “Smoke may hurt +your little shrubberies in the front yard some, but it's the catarrhal +climate and the adenoids that starts your chuldern coughing. Smoke makes +the climate better. Smoke means good health: it makes the people wash +more. They have to wash so much they wash off the microbes. You go +home and ask your husbands what smoke puts in their pockets out o' the +pay-roll--and you'll come around next time to get me to turn out more +smoke instead o' chokin' it off!” + +It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his reflection +in it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, strong, and +unquenchably optimistic. From the deepest of his inside all the way out +he believed it was the finest city in the world. “Finest” was his word. +He thought of it as his city as he thought of his family as his family; +and just as profoundly believed his city to be the finest city in +the world, so did he believe his family to be--in spite of his son +Bibbs--the finest family in the world. As a matter of fact, he knew +nothing worth knowing about either. + +Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and considered +the failure--the “odd one”--of the family. Born during that most +dangerous and anxious of the early years, when the mother fretted and +the father took his chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, and +grew meagerly, only lengthwise, through a feeble childhood. At his +christening he was committed for life to “Bibbs” mainly through lack of +imagination on his mother's part, for though it was her maiden name, she +had no strong affection for it; but it was “her turn” to name the baby, +and, as she explained later, she “couldn't think of anything else she +liked AT ALL!” She offered this explanation one day when the sickly boy +was nine and after a long fit of brooding had demanded some reason for +his name's being Bibbs. He requested then with unwonted vehemence to +be allowed to exchange names with his older brother, Roscoe Conkling +Sheridan, or with the oldest, James Sheridan, Junior, and upon being +refused went down into the cellar and remained there the rest of +that day. And the cook, descending toward dusk, reported that he had +vanished; but a search revealed that he was in the coal-pile, completely +covered and still burrowing. Removed by force and carried upstairs, +he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing to utter a syllable of +explanation, even under the lash. This obvious thing was wholly a +mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, failed to trace and +connect; and the father regarded his son as a stubborn and mysterious +fool, an impression not effaced as the years went by. + +At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding +of a man, waiting for the building to begin inside--a long-shanked, +long-faced, rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired +and dark-eyed, with a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at +first sight of Bibbs Sheridan a stranger might well be solicitous, for +he seemed upon the point of tears. But to a slightly longer gaze, not +grief, but mirth, was revealed as his emotion; while a more searching +scrutiny was proportionately more puzzling--he seemed about to burst out +crying or to burst out laughing, one or the other, inevitably, but it +was impossible to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any occasion of his +life, either laughed aloud or wept. + +He was a “disappointment” to his father. At least that was the parent's +word--a confirmed and established word after his first attempt to make +a “business man” of the boy. He sent Bibbs to “begin at the bottom and +learn from the ground up” in the machine-shop of the Sheridan Automatic +Pump Works, and at the end of six months the family physician sent Bibbs +to begin at the bottom and learn from the ground up in a sanitarium. + +“You needn't worry, mamma,” Sheridan told his wife. “There's nothin' the +matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. I put +him in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about as well +as the next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty alarmists. +Does he think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh and blood? He +makes me tired!” + +Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite disease +was incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine conviction that lack +of physical persistence in any task involving money must be due to some +subtle weakness of character itself, to some profound shiftlessness or +slyness. He understood typhoid fever, pneumonia, and appendicitis--one +had them, and either died or got over them and went back to work--but +when the word “nervous” appeared in a diagnosis he became honestly +suspicious: he had the feeling that there was something contemptible +about it, that there was a nigger in the wood-pile somewhere. + +“Look at me,” he said. “Look at what I did at his age! Why, when I was +twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock choppin' +wood--yes! and out in the dark and the snow--to build a fire in a +country grocery store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a DOCTOR +because he can't--Pho! it makes me tired! If he'd gone at it like a man +he wouldn't be sick.” + +He paced the bedroom--the usual setting for such parental +discussions--in his nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and +gesticulating to his bedded spouse. “My Lord!” he said. “If a little, +teeny bit o' work like this is too much for him, why, he ain't fit for +anything! It's nine-tenths imagination, and the rest of it--well, I +won't say it's deliberate, but I WOULD like to know just how much of +it's put on!” + +“Bibbs didn't want the doctor,” said Mrs. Sheridan. “It was when he was +here to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat anything. +Honey, you better come to bed.” + +“Eat!” he snorted. “Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's +imagination that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time for +that kind of imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice +about good health, if you'll take the trouble to look around you Mrs. +Sheridan: busy men haven't got time to be sick and they don't GET sick. +You just think it over and you'll find that ninety-nine per cent. of the +sick people you know are either women or loafers. Yes, ma'am!” + +“Honey,” she said again, drowsily, “you better come to bed.” + +“Look at the other boys,” her husband bade her. “Look at Jim and Roscoe. +Look at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their bodies. +Work never made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load off my +shoulders already. Right now there isn't a harder-workin', brighter +business man in this city than Jim. I've pushed him, but he give me +something to push AGAINST. You can't push 'nervous dyspepsia'! And look +at Roscoe; just LOOK at what that boy's done for himself, and barely +twenty-seven years old--married, got a fine wife, and ready to build +for himself with his own money, when I put up the New House for you and +Edie.” + +“Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet,” she murmured. “You better +come to bed.” + +“And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl,” he continued, emphatically, +“as I am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some man a mighty good +wife when the time comes. She's the prettiest and talentedest girl in +the United States! Look at that poem she wrote when she was in school +and took the prize with; it's the best poem I ever read in my life, and +she'd never even tried to write one before. It's the finest thing I +ever read, and R. T. Bloss said so, too; and I guess he's a good enough +literary judge for me--turns out more advertisin' liter'cher than any +man in the city. I tell you she's smart! Look at the way she worked me +to get me to promise the New House--and I guess you had your finger +in that, too, mamma! This old shack's good enough for me, but you and +little Edie 'll have to have your way. I'll get behind her and push her +the same as I will Jim and Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' them +three chuldern! But Bibbs--” He paused, shaking his head. “Honest, +mamma, when I talk to men that got ALL their boys doin' well and worth +their salt, why, I have to keep my mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget +about Bibbs.” + +Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. “You did the +best you could, papa,” she said, impatiently, “so come to bed and quit +reproachin' yourself for it.” + +He glared at her indignantly. “Reproachin' myself!” he snorted. “I ain't +doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness would I want +to reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I could,' either. It was +the best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him a chance to show what was +in him and make a man of himself--and here he goes and gets 'nervous +dyspepsia' on me!” + +He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, and +muttered his way morosely into bed. + +“What?” said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + +“More like hook-worm, I said,” he explained, speaking louder. “I don't +know what to do with him!” + + + +CHAPTER III + +Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long +course for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and “zwieback” as the +basis of instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before he +was considered near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on a +nurse and a cane. These and subsequent months saw the planning, the +building, and the completion of the New House; and it was to that abode +of Bigness that Bibbs was brought when the cane, without the nurse, was +found sufficient to his support. + +Edith met him at the station. “Well, well, Bibbs!” she said, as he came +slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from that train. +She gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes after a quick +glance at him, and turning at once toward the passage to the street. “Do +you think they ought to've let you come? You certainly don't look well!” + +“But I certainly do look better,” he returned, in a voice as slow as +his gait; a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak +quickly he stammered. “Up to about a month ago it took two people to see +me. They had to get me in a line between 'em!” + +Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her first +quick glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a faint, +troubled distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by some +obligation of business to visit a “bad” ward in a hospital. She was +nineteen, fair and slim, with small, unequal features, but a prettiness +of color and a brilliancy of eyes that created a total impression close +upon beauty. Her movements were eager and restless: there was something +about her, as kind old ladies say, that was very sweet; and there was +something that was hurried and breathless. This was new to Bibbs; it was +a perceptible change since he had last seen her, and he bent upon her +a steady, whimsical scrutiny as they stood at the curb, waiting for an +automobile across the street to disengage itself from the traffic. + +“That's the new car,” she said. “Everything's new. We've got four now, +besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two.” + +“Edith, you look--” he began, and paused. + +“Oh, WE're all well,” she said, briskly; and then, as if something in +his tone had caught her as significant, “Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?” + +“You look--” He paused again, taking in the full length of her--her trim +brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of brown +and green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat in the mad +mode--all suited to the October day. + +“How do I look?” she insisted. + +“You look,” he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted +watch of platinum and enamel at her wrist, “you look--expensive!” That +was a substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint and +preoccupation, manifested particularly in her keeping her direct +glance away from him, did not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive +intimacies. + +“I expect I am!” she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of his +glance. “Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime--it's an evening +thing, for the theater--but my day wrist-watch is out of gear. Bobby +Lamhorn broke it yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. Do you want +Claus to help you in?” + +“Oh no,” said Bibbs. “I'm alive.” And after a fit of panting subsequent +to his climbing into the car unaided, he added, “Of course, I have to +TELL people!” + +“We only got your telegram this morning,” she said, as they began to +move rapidly through the “wholesale district” neighboring the station. +“Mother said she'd hardly expected you this month.” + +“They seemed to be through with me up there in the country,” he +explained, gently. “At least they said they were, and they wouldn't keep +me any longer, because so many really sick people wanted to get in. They +told me to go home--and I didn't have any place else to go. It'll be all +right, Edith; I'll sit in the woodshed until after dark every day.” + +“Pshaw!” She laughed nervously. “Of course we're all of us glad to have +you back.” + +“Yes?” he said. “Father?” + +“Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?” She did not turn +to him with the question. All the while she rode with her face directly +forward. + +“No,” he said; “father hasn't written.” + +She flushed a little. “I expect I ought to've written sometime, or one +of the boys--” + +“Oh no; that was all right.” + +“You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often +planned to write--and then, just as I was going to, something would turn +up. And I'm sure it's been just the same way with Jim and Roscoe. Of +course we knew mamma was writing often and--” + +“Of course!” he said, readily. “There's a chunk of coal fallen on your +glove, Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! I'd almost +forgotten how sooty it is here.” + +“We've been having very bright weather this month--for us.” She blew the +flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + +He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun like +a cold tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for a +decoration. “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It's very gay.” A few moments later, as +they passed a corner, “Aren't we going home?” he asked. + +“Why, yes! Did you want to go somewhere else first?” + +“No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?” + +“No. This is right. We're going straight home.” + +“But we've passed the corner. We always turned--” + +“Good gracious!” she cried. “Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't you know +we were in the New House?” + +“Why, no!” said Bibbs. “Are you?” + +“We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know--” She broke +off, flushing again, and then went on hastily: “Of course, mamma's never +been so busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do anything but +keep on the hop. Mamma couldn't even come to the station to-day. Papa's +got some of his business friends and people from around the +OLD-house neighborhood coming to-night for a big dinner and +'house-warming'--dreadful kind of people--but mamma's got it all on her +hands. She's never sat down a MINUTE; and if she did, papa would have +her up again before--” + +“Of course,” said Bibbs. “Do you like the new place, Edith?” + +“I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's the +finest house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! Papa +bought one thing I like--a view of the Bay of Naples in oil that's +perfectly beautiful; it's the first thing you see as you come in the +front hall, and it's eleven feet long. But he would have that old +fruit picture we had in the Murphy Street house hung up in the new +dining-room. You remember it--a table and a watermelon sliced open, +and a lot of rouged-looking apples and some shiny lemons, with two dead +prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it at a furniture-store years and +years ago, and he claims it's a finer picture than any they saw in the +museums, that time he took mamma to Europe. But it's horribly out of +date to have those things in dining-rooms, and I caught Bobby Lamhorn +giggling at it; and Sibyl made fun of it, too, with Bobby, and then told +papa she agreed with him about its being such a fine thing, and said he +did just right to insist on having it where he wanted it. She makes me +tired! Sibyl!” + +Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to +awkwardness, vanished with this theme, though she still kept her full +gaze always to the front, even in the extreme ardor of her denunciation +of her sister-in-law. + +“SIBYL!” she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed +to strike fire on her lips. “I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't have +married somebody from HERE that would have done us some good! He could +have got in with Bobby Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, and +Bobby'd have introduced him to the nicest girls in town, but instead of +that he had to go and pick up this Sibyl Rink! I met some awfully +nice people from her town when mamma and I were at Atlantic City, last +spring, and not one had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even HEARD of 'em!” + +“I thought you were great friends with Sibyl,” Bibbs said. + +“Up to the time I found her out!” the sister returned, with continuing +vehemence. “I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan +lately--” + +“It's only lately?” + +“Well--” Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. “Of course, I +always did see that she never cared the snap of her little finger about +ROSCOE!” + +“It seems,” said Bibbs, in laconic protest, “that she married him.” + +The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous +laughter, and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: “Why, she'd have +married YOU!” + +“No, no,” he said; “she couldn't be that bad!” + +“I didn't mean--” she began, distressed. “I only meant--I didn't mean--” + +“Never mind, Edith,” he consoled her. “You see, she couldn't have +married me, because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as +mercenary as all that she'd have been too clever. The head doctor even +had to lend me the money for my ticket home.” + +“I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU,” Edith babbled. “I only +meant I thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to +marry somebody she'd have married anybody that asked her.” + +“Yes, yes,” said Bibbs, “it's all straight.” And, perceiving that +his sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set +matters perfectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + +“Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her,” she continued, a moment later. “Too +lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, like a +MAN, I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave herself!” + +“'Behave'?” + +“Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere,” said Edith, characteristically +evasive when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, and +in this not unique of her sex. + +Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. “Business +is crawling up the old streets,” he said, his long, tremulous hand +indicating a vasty structure in course of erection. “The boarding-houses +come first and then the--” + +“That isn't for shops,” she informed him. “That's a new investment of +papa's--the 'Sheridan Apartments.'” + +“Well, well,” he murmured. “I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well enough +known here already.” + +“Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!” she said, impatiently. “I guess +there isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't +know who we are. But we aren't in with the right people.” + +“No!” he exclaimed. “Who's all that?” + +“Who's all what?” + +“The 'right people.'” + +“You know what I mean: the best people, the old families--the people +that have the real social position in this town and that know they've +got it.” + +Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. “I +thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may-call-it +didn't know it,” he said. “I've always understood that it was very +unsatisfactory, because if you thought about it you didn't have it, and +if you had it you didn't know it.” + +“That's just bosh,” she retorted. “They know it in this town, all right! +I found out a lot of things, long before we began to think of building +out in this direction. The right people in this town aren't always the +society-column ones, and they mix around with outsiders, and they don't +all belong to any one club--they're taken in all sorts into all their +clubs--but they're a clan, just the same; and they have the clan feeling +and they're just as much We, Us and Company as any crowd you read about +anywhere in the world. Most of 'em were here long before papa came, and +the grandfathers of the girls of my age knew each other, and--” + +“I see,” Bibbs interrupted, gravely. “Their ancestors fled together +from many a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. I +always understood the first house was built by an old party of the name +of Vertrees who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried away to +these parts because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd lent him.” + +Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. “You mustn't repeat that +story, Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, and +of course the very oldest here; they were an old family even before +Mary Vertrees's great-great-grandfather came west and founded this +settlement. He came from Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have relatives +there YET--some of the best people in Lynn!” + +“No!” exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + +“And there are other old families like the Vertreeses,” she went on, +not heeding him; “the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the J. Palmerston +Smiths--” + +“Strange names to me,” he interrupted. “Poor things! None of them have +my acquaintance.” + +“No, that's just it!” she cried. “And papa had never even heard the name +of Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee to see +him, and he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring home his +wages from the pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about it, and I +thought I just couldn't live through the night, I was so ashamed! Mr. +Vertrees has always lived on his income, and papa didn't know him, of +course. They're the stiffist, most elegant people in the whole town. And +to crown it all, papa went and bought the next lot to the old Vertrees +country mansion--it's in the very heart of the best new residence +district now, and that's where the New House is, right next door to +them--and I must say it makes their place look rather shabby! I met Mary +Vertrees when I joined the Mission Service Helpers, but she never did +any more than just barely bow to me, and since papa's break I doubt if +she'll do that! They haven't called.” + +“And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First stealing +Dan'l Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call--” + +“Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him +understand that,” said Edith, demurely, “and he's promised to try and +meet Mr. Vertrees and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we don't +know THEM, it's practically no use in our having built the New House; +and if we DO know them and they're decent to us, we're right with the +right people. They can do the whole thing for us. Bobby Lamhorn told +Sibyl he was going to bring his mother to call on her and on mamma, but +it was weeks ago, and I notice he hasn't done it; and if Mrs. Vertrees +decides not to know us, I'm darn sure Mrs Lamhorn'll never come. That's +ONE thing Sibyl didn't manage! She SAID Bobby offered to bring his +mother--” + +“You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?” Bibbs asked. + +“Oh, he's a friend of the whole family,” she returned, with a petulance +which she made an effort to disguise. “Roscoe and he got acquainted +somewhere, and they take him to the theater about every other night. +Sibyl has him to lunch, too, and keeps--” She broke off with an angry +little jerk of the head. “We can see the New House from the second +corner ahead. Roscoe has built straight across the street from us, you +know. Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a snake, sometimes--the way +she pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys up to papa and gets +anything in the world she wants out of him, and then makes fun of him +behind his back--yes, and to his face, but HE can't see it! She got +him to give her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch for their house after it +was--” + +“Good heavens!” said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner and +the car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. “Is that the +New House?” + +“Yes. What do you think of it?” + +“Well,” he drawled, “I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a size +bigger; I can't be certain till I measure.” + +And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: +“But it's beautiful!” + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect +who loved the milder “Gothic motives” had built what he liked: it was to +be seen at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had wrought a +picture out of his head into a noble and exultant reality. At the same +time a landscape-designer had played so good a second, with ready-made +accessories of screen, approach and vista, that already whatever look +of newness remained upon the place was to its advantage, as showing at +least one thing yet clean under the grimy sky. For, though the smoke was +thinner in this direction, and at this long distance from the heart +of the town, it was not absent, and under tutelage of wind and weather +could be malignant even here, where cows had wandered in the meadows and +corn had been growing not ten years gone. + +Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those architects' +successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; it revealed nothing +of the people who lived in it save that they were rich. There are houses +that cannot be detached from their own people without protesting: every +inch of mortar seems to mourn the separation, and such a house--no +matter what be done to it--is ever murmurous with regret, whispering the +old name sadly to itself unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind +to change hands without emotion. In our swelling cities, great places +of its type are useful as financial gauges of the business tides; +rich families, one after another, take title and occupy such houses as +fortunes rise and fall--they mark the high tide. It was impossible to +imagine a child's toy wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the New +House, and yet it was--as Bibbs rightly called it--“beautiful.” + +What the architect thought of the “Golfo di Napoli,” which hung in its +vast gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, is to +be conjectured--perhaps he had not seen it. + +“Edith, did you say only eleven feet?” Bibbs panted, staring at it, as +the white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out of his +overcoat. + +“Eleven without the frame,” she explained. “It's splendid, don't you +think? It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy before.” + +“No gloom now!” said Bibbs. + +“This statue in the corner is pretty, too,” she remarked. “Mamma and I +bought that.” And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a +grove of tubbed palms, a “life-size,” black-bearded Moor, of a plastic +composition painted with unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his +chocolate head he wore a gold turban; in his hand he held a gold-tipped +spear; and for the rest, he was red and yellow and black and silver. + +“Hallelujah!” was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and Edith, +saying she would “find mamma,” left him blinking at the Moor. Presently, +after she had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who stood +waiting, Bibbs's traveling-bag in his hand. “What do YOU think of it?” + Bibbs asked, solemnly. + +“Gran'!” replied the servitor. “She mighty hard to dus'. Dus' git in all +'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'.” + +“I expect she must be,” said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively +to the black bull beard for a moment. “Is there a place anywhere I could +lie down?” + +“Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right up +staihs, suh. Nice room.” + +He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to +rest, and noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the +exodus from the “old” house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under the +patently nominal direction of another Pullman porter, who was profoundly +enjoying his own affectation of being harassed with care. + +“Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night,” Bibbs's +guide explained, chuckling. “Yessuh, we got big doin's to-night! Big +doin's!” + +The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished in +every particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it +pleasant--though, indeed, any room with a good bed would have +seemed pleasant to him after his journey. He stretched himself flat +immediately, and having replied “Not now” to the attendant's offer to +unpack the bag, closed his eyes wearily. + +White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made +an exit on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket--the harassed +overseer--in the hall without. Said the emerging one: “He mighty shaky, +Mist' Jackson. Drop right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all black. +Rich folks gotta go same as anybody else. Anybody ast me if I change +'ith 'at ole boy--No, suh! Le'm keep 'is money; I keep my black skin an' +keep out the ground!” + +Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. “Yessuh, he look tuh me like +somebody awready laid out,” he concluded. And upon the stairway landing, +near by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were likewise +pessimistic. + +“Hech!” said one, lamenting in a whisper. “It give me a turn to see him +go by--white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell me: d'it +make ye kind o' sick to look at um?” + +“Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!” + +“Well,” said the other, “I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once--” + She fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + +It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + +She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age +like drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her +husband and her daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence +she had was given almost wholly to comprehending and serving those +two, and except in the presence of one of them she was nearly always +absent-minded. Edith lived all day with her mother, as daughters do; and +Sheridan so held his wife to her unity with him that she had long ago +become unconscious of her existence as a thing separate from his. She +invariably perceived his moods, and nursed him through them when she +did not share them; and she gave him a profound sympathy with the inmost +spirit and purpose of his being, even though she did not comprehend it +and partook of it only as a spectator. They had known but one actual +altercation in their lives, and that was thirty years past, in the early +days of Sheridan's struggle, when, in order to enhance the favorable +impression he believed himself to be making upon some capitalists, he +had thought it necessary to accompany them to a performance of “The +Black Crook.” But she had not once referred to this during the last ten +years. + +Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes rustled +more than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many at a time +and to be vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting a skirt down +over some unruly internal dissension at the moment she opened Bibbs's +door. + +At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, +withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and the +rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + +“Don't go, mother,” he said. “I'm not asleep.” He swung his long legs +over the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his shoulder, +restraining him; and he lay flat again. + +“No,” she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, “I just come for a +minute, but I want to see how you seem. Edith said--” + +“Poor Edith!” he murmured. “She couldn't look at me. She--” + +“Nonsense!” Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came +back to the bedside. “You look a great deal better than what you did +before you went to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body +can see that right away. You need fatting up, of course, and you haven't +got much color--” + +“No,” he said, “I haven't much color.” + +“But you will have when you get your strength back.” + +“Oh yes!” he responded, cheerfully. “THEN I will.” + +“You look a great deal better than what I expected.” + +“Edith must have a great vocabulary!” he chuckled. + +“She's too sensitive,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “and it makes her exaggerate +a little. What about your diet?” + +“That's all right. They told me to eat anything.” + +“Anything at all?” + +“Well--anything I could.” + +“That's good,” she said, nodding. “They mean for you just to build up +your strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see you +at the sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and that's +only a little time ago. How long was it?” + +“Eight months, I think.” + +“No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was +longer'n I thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely +even time to write more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' +along, but I told Edith to write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked +Jim to, too, and they both said they would, so I suppose you've kept up +pretty well on the home news.” + +“Oh yes.” + +“What I think you need,” said the mother, gravely, “is to liven up a +little and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' this +morning, after we got your telegram; and that's what'll stimilate your +appetite, too. He was talkin' over his plans for you--” + +“Plans?” Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light +with his hand, so that he might see her better. “What--” He paused. +“What plans is he making for me, mother?” + +She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. +“Well, you better talk it over with HIM,” she said, with perceptible +nervousness. “He better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had any +call, exactly, to go into it; and you better get to sleep now, anyway.” + She came and stood by the bedside once more. “But you must remember, +Bibbs, whatever papa does is for the best. He loves his chuldern and +wants to do what's right by ALL of 'em--and you'll always find he's +right in the end.” + +He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and +she rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened it. +“You get a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for to-night.” + +“You--you mean--he--” Bibbs stammered, having begun to speak too +quickly. Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, quietly, +“Does father expect me to come down-stairs this evening?” + +“Well, I think he does,” she answered. “You see, it's the +'house-warming,' as he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern +ought to be around us, as well as the old friends and other folks. It's +just what he thinks you need--to take an interest and liven up. You +don't feel too bad to come down, do you?” + +“Mother?” + +“Well?” + +“Take a good look at me,” he said. + +“Oh, see here!” she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. “You're not so bad +off as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't do you +any harm to please your--” + +“It isn't that,” he interrupted. “Honestly, I'm only afraid it might +spoil somebody's appetite. Edith--” + +“I told you the child was too sensitive,” she interrupted, in turn. +“You're a plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look +like you been through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's all +there is to it.” + +“All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, I +can!” + +“It 'll do you good,” she returned, rustling into the hall. “Now take +a nap, and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to get +dressed up before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, Bibbs!” + +Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something +she had said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over +interminably. “His plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for +you--his plans for you--” And then, taking the place of “his plans for +you,” after what seemed a long, long while, her flurried voice came +back to him insistently, seeming to whisper in his ear: “He loves his +chuldern--he loves his chuldern--he loves his chuldern”--“you'll find +he's always right--you'll find he's always right--” Until at last, as he +drifted into the state of half-dreams and distorted realities, the voice +seemed to murmur from beyond a great black wing that came out of the +wall and stretched over his bed--it was a black wing within the room, +and at the same time it was a black cloud crossing the sky, bridging the +whole earth from pole to pole. It was a cloud of black smoke, and out +of the heart of it came a flurried voice whispering over and over, “His +plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for you--” And then there +was nothing. + +He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly--as one might have a care +against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic--and, getting +to his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade so that +it flew up, letting in a pale sunset. + +He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the +next house, as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, “the old Vertrees +country mansion.” It stood in a broad lawn which was separated from the +Sheridans' by a young hedge; and it was a big, square, plain old box +of a house with a giant salt-cellar atop for a cupola. Paint had been +spared for a long time, and no one could have put a name to the color of +it, but in spite of that the place had no look of being out at heel, and +the sward was as neatly trimmed as the Sheridans' own. + +The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window--for this wing of +the New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot--and, directly +opposite the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so as to make +a little knoll upon which stood a small rustic “summer-house.” It was +almost on a level with Bibbs's window and not thirty feet away; and +it was easy for him to imagine the present dynasty of Vertreeses +in grievous outcry when they had found this retreat ruined by the +juxtaposition of the parvenu intruder. Probably the “summer-house” was +pleasant and pretty in summer. It had the look of a place wherein little +girls had played for a generation or so with dolls and “housekeeping,” + or where a lovely old lady might come to read something dull on warm +afternoons; but now in the thin light it was desolate, the color of +dust, and hung with haggard vines which had lost their leaves. + +Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship +with anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside the +window and paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough inspection. He +looked the mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, but came in the end +to a long and earnest scrutiny of the face. Throughout this cryptic +seance his manner was profoundly impersonal; he had the air of an +entomologist intent upon classifying a specimen, but finally he appeared +to become pessimistic. He shook his head solemnly; then gazed again +and shook his head again, and continued to shake it slowly, in complete +disapproval. + +“You certainly are one horrible sight!” he said, aloud. + +And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, +he was vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a +rustic aperture of the “summer-house” and staring full into his +window--straight into his eyes, too, for the infinitesimal fraction of +a second before the flashingly censorious withdrawal of her own. +Composedly, she pulled several dead twigs from a vine, the manner of her +action conveying a message or proclamation to the effect that she was in +the summer-house for the sole purpose of such-like pruning and tending, +and that no gentleman could suppose her presence there to be due to any +other purpose whatsoever, or that, being there on that account, she +had allowed her attention to wander for one instant in the direction of +things of which she was in reality unconscious. + +Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness--and at the +same time her disapproval--of everything in the nature of a Sheridan +or belonging to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with maintained +composure, and sauntered toward a side-door of the country mansion of +the Vertreeses. An elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, opened the door +and came to meet her. + +“Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you doing?” + +“Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows,” said Mary +Vertrees. “I got caught at it.” + +“Mary!” cried her mother. “Just as we were going to call! Good heavens!” + +“We'll go, just the same,” the daughter returned. “I suppose those women +would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the ground.” + +“But WHO saw you?” insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + +“One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or something. +At least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, and never talk +about him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and talking to himself. +Then he looked out and caught me.” + +“What did he--” + +“Nothing, of course.” + +“How did he look?” + +“Like a ghost in a blue suit,” said Miss Vertrees, moving toward the +street and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, who +was observing them from the window of his library. “Rather tragic and +altogether impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it over!” + +And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter for +their gracious assault upon the New House next door. + + + +CHAPTER V + +Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man who +had something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the window and +began to pace the library thoughtfully, pending their return. He was +about sixty; a small man, withered and dry and fine, a trim little +sketch of an elderly dandy. His lambrequin mustache--relic of a +forgotten Anglomania--had been profoundly black, but now, like his +smooth hair, it was approaching an equally sheer whiteness; and though +his clothes were old, they had shapeliness and a flavor of mode. And for +greater spruceness there were some jaunty touches; gray spats, a narrow +black ribbon across the gray waistcoat to the eye-glasses in a pocket, +a fleck of color from a button in the lapel of the black coat, labeling +him the descendant of patriot warriors. + +The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. +Vertrees was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation black +marble a merry little coal-fire beamed forth upon high and narrow +“Eastlake” bookcases with long glass doors, and upon comfortable, +incongruous furniture, and upon meaningless “woodwork” everywhere, +and upon half a dozen Landseer engravings which Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees +sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty years of possession, as +“very fine things.” They had been the first people in town to possess +Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had rested, but they still +had a feeling that in all such matters they were in the van; and when +Mr. Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the walls of other people's +houses he thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted follower; and if he +found an edition of Bulwer Lytton accompanying the Landseers as a final +corroboration of culture, he would say, inevitably, “Those people know +good pictures and they know good books.” + +The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a millionaire, +had ruined him because he had failed to understand it. When towns begin +to grow they have whims, and the whims of a town always ruin somebody. +Mr. Vertrees had been most strikingly the somebody in this case. At +about the time he bought the Landseers, he owned, through inheritance, +an office-building and a large house not far from it, where he spent the +winter; and he had a country place--a farm of four hundred acres--where +he went for the summers to the comfortable, ugly old house that was his +home now, perforce, all the year round. If he had known how to sit +still and let things happen he would have prospered miraculously; but, +strangely enough, the dainty little man was one of the first to fall +down and worship Bigness, the which proceeded straightway to enact the +role of Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true prophet of +the prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and +buying bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers +and read his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained +milkers milked her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building and +the house in town to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; then +he sold the farm, except the house and the ground about it, to pay the +taxes on the suburban lots and to “keep them up.” The lots refused to +stay up; but he had to do something to keep himself and his family up, +so in despair he sold the lots (which went up beautifully the next year) +for “traction stock” that was paying dividends; and thereafter he ceased +to buy and sell. Thus he disappeared altogether from the commercial +surface at about the time James Sheridan came out securely on top; and +Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees called upon him with her “anti-smoke” + committee, had never heard the name. + +Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees +“managed somehow” on the dividends, though “managing” became more and +more difficult as the years went by and money bought less and less. But +there came a day when three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia took +greedy counsel with four fellow-worshipers from New York, and not long +after that there were no more dividends for Mr. Vertrees. In fact, there +was nothing for Mr. Vertrees, because the “traction stock” henceforth +was no stock at all, and he had mortgaged his house long ago to help +“manage somehow” according to his conception of his “position in +life”--one of his own old-fashioned phrases. Six months before the +completion of the New House next door, Mr. Vertrees had sold his horses +and the worn Victoria and “station-wagon,” to pay the arrears of his two +servants and re-establish credit at the grocer's and butcher's--and a +pair of elderly carriage-horses with such accoutrements are not very +ample barter, in these days, for six months' food and fuel and service. +Mr. Vertrees had discovered, too, that there was no salary for him in +all the buzzing city--he could do nothing. + +It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do come +in all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or craft, if +his feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall fail. + +The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight +closed round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed round +about the heart of the anxious little man patrolling the fan-shaped zone +of firelight. But as the mantel clock struck wheezily six there was the +rattle of an outer door, and a rich and beautiful peal of laughter went +ringing through the house. Thus cheerfully did Mary Vertrees herald her +return with her mother from their expedition among the barbarians. + +She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair by +the hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. Mrs. +Vertrees followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the contrary, +she looked vaguely disturbed, as if she had eaten something not quite +certain to agree with her, and regretted it. + +“Papa! Oh, oh!” And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief upon +her eyes. “I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed it--” + +Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. “I suppose I'm very dull,” she said, +gently. “I didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and the +house is altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and--” + +“Papa!” Mary cried, breaking in. “They asked us to DINNER!” + +“What!” + +“And I'm GOING!” she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. +“Think of it! Never in their house before; never met any of them but the +daughter--and just BARELY met her--” + +“What about you?” interrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon his +wife. + +She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten would +not agree with her. “I couldn't!” she said. “I--” + +“Yes, that's just--just the way she--she looked when they asked her!” + cried Mary, choking. “And then she--she realized it, and tried to turn +it into a cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like--like a +squeal!” + +“I suppose,” said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, “that Mary will have an +uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of--” + +Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel +and, leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of her +shoe, twinkling in the firelight. + +“THEY didn't notice anything,” she said. “So far as they were concerned, +mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed.” + +“Who were 'they'?” asked her father. “Whom did you see?” + +“Only the mother and daughter,” Mary answered. “Mrs. Sheridan is dumpy +and rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing--dresses by the +fashion magazines and talks about New York people that have +their pictures in 'em. She tutors the mother, but not very +successfully--partly because her own foundation is too flimsy and partly +because she began too late. They've got an enormous Moor of painted +plaster or something in the hall, and the girl evidently thought it was +to her credit that she selected it!” + +“They have oil-paintings, too,” added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of +gentle pride at the Landseers. “I've always thought oil-paintings in a +private house the worst of taste.” + +“Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!” said Mr. Vertrees, finishing +the implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. “Go on, +Mary. None of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan +or--” He paused and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately with +the poker. “Or one of the sons?” + +Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter comprehension. +He turned instantly away, but she had begun to laugh again. + +“No,” she said, “no one except the women, but mamma inquired about the +sons thoroughly!” + +“Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. + +“Oh, most adroitly, too!” laughed the girl. “Only she couldn't help +unconsciously turning to look at me--when she did it!” + +“Mary Vertrees!” + +“Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM +could help unconsciously turning to look at me--speculatively--at the +same time! They all three kept looking at me and talking about the +oldest son, Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father is +very anxious 'to get Jim to marry and settle down,' and she assured me +that 'Jim is right cultivated.' Another of the sons, the youngest one, +caught me looking in the window this afternoon; but they didn't seem +to consider him quite one of themselves, somehow, though Mrs. Sheridan +mentioned that a couple of years or so ago he had been 'right sick,' +and had been to some cure or other. They seemed relieved to bring the +subject back to 'Jim' and his virtues--and to look at me! The other +brother is the middle one, Roscoe; he's the one that owns the new house +across the street, where that young black-sheep of the Lamhorns, Robert, +goes so often. I saw a short, dark young man standing on the porch with +Robert Lamhorn there the other day, so I suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' +still lurks in the mists, but I shall meet him to-night. Papa--” She +stepped nearer to him so that he had to face her, and his eyes were +troubled as he did. There may have been a trouble deep within her own, +but she kept their surface merry with laughter. “Papa, Bibbs is the +youngest one's name, and Bibbs--to the best of our information--is a +lunatic. Roscoe is married. Papa, does it have to be Jim?” + +“Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. “You're outrageous! That's a +perfectly horrible way of talking!” + +“Well, I'm close to twenty-four,” said Mary, turning to her. “I haven't +been able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, and maybe I +never shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything I ever wanted in +my life--you and papa gave it all to me--and it's about time I began +to pay back. Unfortunately, I don't know how to do anything--but +something's got to be done.” + +“But you needn't talk of it like THAT!” insisted the mother, +plaintively. “It's not--it's not--” + +“No, it's not,” said Mary. “I know that!” + +“How did they happen to ask you to dinner?” Mr. Vertrees inquired, +uneasily. “'Stextrawdn'ry thing!” + +“Climbers' hospitality,” Mary defined it. “We were so very cordial and +easy! I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as any kind +old woman on a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss Sheridan who +did it. She played around it awhile; you could see she wanted to--she's +in a dreadful hurry to get into things--and I fancied she had an idea it +might impress that Lamhorn boy to find us there to-night. It's a sort of +house-warming dinner, and they talked about it and talked about it--and +then the girl got her courage up and blurted out the invitation. And +mamma--” Here Mary was once more a victim to incorrigible merriment. +“Mamma tried to say yes, and COULDN'T! She swallowed and squealed--I +mean you coughed, dear! And then, papa, she said that you and she had +promised to go to a lecture at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her +daughter would be delighted to come to the Big Show! So there I am, +and there's Mr. Jim Sheridan--and there's the clock. Dinner's at +seven-thirty!” + +And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a gesture +of flying grace as she sped. + +When she came down, at twenty minutes after seven, her father stood in +the hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through +the dark. He looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze +was fond and proud--and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and nodded +gaily, and, when she reached the floor, put a hand on his shoulder. + +“At least no one could suspect me to-night,” she said. “I LOOK rich, +don't I, papa?” + +She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called +“regal.” A head taller than her father, she was as straight and jauntily +poised as a boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown eyes were +like her mother's, but for the rest she went back to some stronger and +livelier ancestor than either of her parents. + +“Don't I look too rich to be suspected?” she insisted. + +“You look everything beautiful, Mary,” he said, huskily. + +“And my dress?” She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a splendor +of white and silver. “Anything better at Nice next winter, do you +think?” She laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the cloak again. +“Two years old, and no one would dream it! I did it over.” + +“You can do anything, Mary.” + +There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more--a +significance not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if +he suggested something to her and begged her forgiveness in the same +breath. + +And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She lifted +her hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, so that he +should feel the reassurance of its pressure. + +“Don't worry,” she said, in a low voice and gravely. “I know exactly +what you want me to do.” + + + +CHAPTER VI + +It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because there +was an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long dining-room, +and after a preliminary stiffness the guests were impelled to +converse--necessarily at the tops of their voices. The whole company +of fifty sat at a great oblong table, improvised for the occasion by +carpenters; but, not betraying itself as an improvisation, it seemed +a permanent continent of damask and lace, with shores of crystal and +silver running up to spreading groves of orchids and lilies and +white roses--an inhabited continent, evidently, for there were three +marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the center and one at each end, +white miracles wrought by some inspired craftsman in sculptural icing. +They were models in miniature, and they represented the Sheridan +Building, the Sheridan Apartments, and the Pump Works. Nearly all the +guests recognized them without having to be told what they were, and +pronounced the likenesses superb. + +The arrangement of the table was visibly baronial. At the head sat the +great Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about him; +then on each side came the neighbors of the “old” house, grading down to +vassals and retainers--superintendents, cashiers, heads of departments, +and the like--at the foot, where the Thane's lady took her place as a +consolation for the less important. Here, too, among the thralls and +bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a meek Banquo, wondering how anybody could +look at him and eat. + +Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were +wholesome folk who understood that dinner meant something intended +for introduction into the system by means of an aperture in the face, +devised by nature for that express purpose. And besides, nobody looked +at Bibbs. + +He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong +enough to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting +effort, and the talk that went on about him was too fast and too +fragmentary for his drawl to keep pace with it. So he felt relieved when +each of his neighbors in turn, after a polite inquiry about his health, +turned to seek livelier responses in other directions. For the talk +went on with the eating, incessantly. It rose over the throbbing of the +orchestra and the clatter and clinking of silver and china and glass, +and there was a mighty babble. + +“Yes, sir! Started without a dollar.”... “Yellow flounces on the +overskirt--“... “I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger +this year,' I says.”... “Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one +weeks.”... “One of the biggest men in the biggest--“... “The wife says +she'll have to let out my pants if my appetite--“... “Say, did you see +that statue of a Turk in the hall? One of the finest things I ever--“... +“Not a dollar, not a nickel, not one red cent do you get out o' me,' I +says, and so he ups and--“... “Yes, the baby makes four, they've lost +now.”... “Well, they got their raise, and they went in big.”... “Yes, +sir! Not a dollar to his name, and look at what--“... “You wait! The +population of this town's goin' to hit the million mark before she +stops.”... “Well, if you can show me a bigger deal than--” + +And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the +continual booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the +sentence, “Yes, young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's +just what'll do it for my boys--they got to make two blades o' grass +grow where one grew before!” It was his familiar flourish, an old +story to Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed for the edification of Mary +Vertrees. + +It was a great night for Sheridan--the very crest of his wave. He sat +there knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and his big, +smooth, red face grew more and more radiant with good will and with the +simplest, happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the picture of health, +of good cheer, and of power on a holiday. He had thirty teeth, none +bought, and showed most of them when he laughed; his grizzled hair was +thick, and as unruly as a farm laborer's; his chest was deep and big +beneath its vast facade of starched white linen, where little diamonds +twinkled, circling three large pearls; his hands were stubby and strong, +and he used them freely in gestures of marked picturesqueness; and, +though he had grown fat at chin and waist and wrist, he had not lost the +look of readiness and activity. + +He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries at +every one. His idea was that when people were having a good time they +were noisy; and his own additions to the hubbub increased his pleasure, +and, of course, met the warmest encouragement from his guests. Edith had +discovered that he had very foggy notions of the difference between a +band and an orchestra, and when it was made clear to him he had held out +for a band until Edith threatened tears; but the size of the orchestra +they hired consoled him, and he had now no regrets in the matter. + +He kept time to the music continually--with his feet, or pounding on the +table with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his plate +or a glass, without permitting these side-products to interfere with the +real business of eating and shouting. + +“Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!” he would bellow down the length of +the table to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the +“Toreador” song, perhaps. “Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy +Lee'!” And when the leader would shake his head apologetically in answer +to an obedient shriek from Mrs. Sheridan, the “Toreador” continuing +vehemently, Sheridan would roar half-remembered fragments of “Nancy +Lee,” naturally mingling some Bizet with the air of that uxorious +tribute. + +“Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! A sail-er's +wife a sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy +Lee! Oh, Na-hancy Lee!” + +“HAY, there, old lady!” he would bellow. “Tell 'em to play 'In the +Gloaming.' In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee--Well, if they +don't know that, what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? THAT'S +good music! That's the kind o' music I like! Come on, now! Mrs. Callin, +get 'em singin' down in your part o' the table. What's the matter you +folks down there, anyway? Larboard watch, ahoy!” + +“What joy he feels, as--ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board +watch, ahoy!” + +No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' +table had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it than +conviction, it bore none now; though “mineral waters” were copiously +poured from bottles wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, and proved +wholly satisfactory to almost all of the guests. And certainly no wine +could have inspired more turbulent good spirits in the host. Not even +Bibbs was an alloy in this night's happiness, for, as Mrs. Sheridan had +said, he had “plans for Bibbs”--plans which were going to straighten out +some things that had gone wrong. + +So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, +forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, +turning to Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the +table at his right, he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen less +naive than he had paid her that tribute, for she was a girl who inspired +the autobiographical impulse in every man who met her--it needed but the +sight of her. + +The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the +jocund host as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were the +rubicund king and the starry princess of this spectacle--they paid court +to each other, and everybody paid court to them. Down near the +sugar Pump Works, where Bibbs sat, there was audible speculation and +admiration. “Wonder who that lady is--makin' such a hit with the old +man.” “Must be some heiress.” “Heiress? Golly, I guess I could stand it +to marry rich, then!” + +Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees +with an almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect +Sheridan's pastoral gaieties--and other things--would have upon her, +but she seemed delighted with everything, and with him most of all. +She treated him as if he were some delicious, foolish old joke that +she understood perfectly, laughing at him almost violently when he +bragged--probably his first experience of that kind in his life. It +enchanted him. + +As he proclaimed to the table, she had “a way with her.” She had, +indeed, as Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after the +feast began. Since his marriage three years before, no lady had bestowed +upon him so protracted a full view of brilliant eyes; and, with the +look, his lovely neighbor said--and it was her first speech to him-- + +“I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!” + +Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and “Why?” was all he managed to say. + +She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a +mystification equal to his own, by his sister across the table. No one, +reflected Edith, could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl who would +“really flirt” with married men--she was obviously the “opposite of all +that.” Edith defined her as a “thoroughbred,” a “nice girl”; and the +look given to Roscoe was astounding. Roscoe's wife saw it, too, and +she was another whom it puzzled--though not because its recipient was +married. + +“Because!” said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. “And +also because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull times +ahead for both of us if we don't get along.” + +Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been +brought up to believe that when a man married he “married and settled +down.” It was “all right,” he felt, for a man as old as his father to +pay florid compliments to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but +for himself--“a young married man”--it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't +even be quite moral. He knew that young married people might have +friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl and Lamhorn never +“flirted”--they were always very matter-of-fact with each other. Roscoe +would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she hoped he was +susceptible. + +“Yes--we're neighbors,” he said, awkwardly. + +“Next-door neighbors in houses, too,” she added. + +“No, not exactly. I live across the street.” + +“Why, no!” she exclaimed, and seemed startled. “Your mother told me this +afternoon that you lived at home.” + +“Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the +street.” + +“But you--” she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came into +her cheek. “But I understood--” + +“No,” he said; “my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, +but that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course.” + +“I--I see,” she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned from +him and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her left the +name, “Mr. James Sheridan, Jr.” And from that moment Roscoe had little +enough cause for wondering what he ought to reply to her disturbing +coquetries. + +Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor +to “get through with old Roscoe,” as he thought of it, and give a +bachelor a chance. “Old Roscoe” was the younger, but he had always been +the steady wheel-horse of the family. Jim was “steady” enough, but was +considered livelier than Roscoe, which in truth is not saying much for +Jim's liveliness. As their father habitually boasted, both brothers were +“capable, hard-working young business men,” and the principal difference +between them was merely that which resulted from Jim's being still a +bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: dark of eyes and of +hair, fresh-colored and thick-set, and though Roscoe was several inches +taller than Jim, neither was of the height, breadth, or depth of the +father. Both wore young business men's mustaches, and either could have +sat for the tailor-shop lithographs of young business men wearing “rich +suitings in dark mixtures.” + +Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access of +color, which increased his approbation. “What's that old Roscoe saying +to you, Miss Vertrees?” he asked. “These young married men are mighty +forward nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush.” + +“Am I blushing?” she said. “Are you sure?” And with that she gave him +ample opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look wasted +upon Roscoe. “I think you must be mistaken,” she continued. “I think +it's your brother who is blushing. I've thrown him into confusion.” + +“How?” + +She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone as +confidential as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. “By trying +to begin with him a courtship I meant for YOU!” + +This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it a +nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He realized +that he wished what she said to be the literal truth, and he was +instantly snared by that realization. + +“By George!” he said. “I guess you're the kind of girl that can say +anything--yes, and get away with it, too!” + +She laughed again--in her way, so that he could not tell whether she was +laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; and +she said: “But you see I don't care whether I get away with it or not. +I wish you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a chance to get away +with YOU?” + +“More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!” Jim was inspired +to reply. “Not one in the world, especially after beginning by making +fun of me like that.” + +“I mightn't be so much in fun as you think,” she said, regarding him +with sudden gravity. + +“Well,” said Jim, in simple honesty, “you're a funny girl!” + +Her gravity continued an instant longer. “I may not turn out to be funny +for YOU.” + +“So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can +manage to be satisfied.” And with that, to his own surprise, it was his +turn to blush, whereupon she laughed again. + +“Yes,” he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, “I can see +you're the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man really +means anything!” + +“'Laugh'!” she cried, gaily. “Why, it might be a matter of life and +death! But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, +considering the mistake I made with your brother.” + +Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery and +nonsense with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in it; +he was but too sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a +consciousness that he could never quite know this giddy and alluring +lady, no matter how long it pleased her to play with him. But he +mightily wanted her to keep on playing with him. + +“Put what question?” he said, breathlessly. + +“As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family,” she returned, +speaking slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, “I think it would +be well for me to know at once whether you are already walking out with +any young lady or not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you spoken for?” + +“Not yet,” he gasped. “Are you?” + +“NO!” she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the pastime +proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + +Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from a +lively conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that Miss +Vertrees was “starting rather picturesquely with Jim.” And he added, +languidly, “Do you suppose she WOULD?” + +For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed +interested in the clasp of a long “rope” of pearls, a loop of which she +was allowing to swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the table +and following with her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum in the +clasp at the end of the loop. She wore many jewels. She was pretty, +but hers was not the kind of prettiness to be loaded with too sumptuous +accessories, and jeweled head-dresses are dangerous--they may emphasize +the wrongness of the wearer. + +“I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim,” + repeated Mr. Lamhorn. + +“I heard you.” There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her +eyes, no matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just +now she did not care to cover it; she looked sullen. “Starting any +stronger than you did with Edith?” she inquired. + +“Oh, keep the peace!” he said, crossly. “That's off, of course.” + +“You haven't been making her see it this evening--precisely,” said +Sibyl, looking at him steadily. “You've talked to her for--” + +“For Heaven's sake,” he begged, “keep the peace!” + +“Well, what have you just been doing?” + +“SH!” he said. “Listen to your father-in-law.” + +Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra having +begun to play “The Rosary,” to his vast content. + +“I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM,” he roared, beating the measures +with his fork. “EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM-TUM-DUM--What's +the matter with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? Miss Vertrees, I bet a +thousand dollars YOU sing! Why'n't--” + +“Mr. Sheridan,” she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, “you +don't know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my rough ways, +and my soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he was about to say +something important.” + +“I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!” the father +threatened, more delighted with her than ever. “By gosh! if I was his +age--or a widower right NOW--” + +“Oh, wait!” cried Mary. “If they'd only make less noise! I want Mrs. +Sheridan to hear.” + +“She'd say the same,” he shouted. “She'd tell me I was mighty slow if I +couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age--” + +“You must listen to your father,” Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, who +had grown red again. “He's going to tell us how, when he was your age, +he made those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup--and you could +see for yourself he didn't get them out of his sleeve!” + +At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. “Look here, young +lady!” he roared. “Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you--or +I'm goin' to kiss you!” + +Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed “too awful,” but +Mary Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + +“Both!” she cried. “Both! The one to make me forget the other!” + +“But which--” he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian +trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. +“Jim,” he roared, “if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll send +you back to the machine-shop with Bibbs!” + +And Bibbs--down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and +watching Mary Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a rich +little girl in a garden--Bibbs heard. He heard--and he knew what his +father's plans were now. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Mrs. Vertrees “sat up” for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired +after a restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his +Landseers. Mary had taken a key, insisting that he should not come for +her and seeming confident that she would not lack for escort; nor did +the sequel prove her confidence unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees had a +long vigil of it. + +She was not the woman to make herself easy--no servant had ever seen her +in a wrapper--and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what they +had been when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat through +the slow night hours in a stiff little chair under the gaslight in her +own room, which was directly over the “front hall.” There, book in hand, +she employed the time in her own reminiscences, though it was her belief +that she was reading Madame de Remusat's. + +Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and the +deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they brought +her--and there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought backward +because she did not dare think forward definitely. What thinking forward +this troubled couple ventured took the form of a slender hope which +neither of them could have borne to hear put in words, and yet they +had talked it over, day after day, from the very hour when they heard +Sheridan was to build his New House next door. For--so quickly does +any ideal of human behavior become an antique--their youth was of the +innocent old days, so dead! of “breeding” and “gentility,” and no craft +had been more straitly trained upon them than that of talking about +things without mentioning them. Herein was marked the most vital +difference between Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees and their big new neighbor. +Sheridan, though his youth was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such +matters. He had been chopping wood for the morning fire in the country +grocery while they were still dancing. + +It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the delicate +clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening of the door, +Mary's laugh, and “Yes--if you aren't afraid--to-morrow!” + +The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath +of cold and bracing air into her mother's room. “Yes,” she said, before +Mrs. Vertrees could speak, “he brought me home!” + +She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet +rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light +pat upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + +“Mamma!” Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that +she had enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. “Why don't you ask +me?” + +This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. “I don't--” she +faltered. “Ask you what, Mary?” + +“How I got along and what he's like.” + +“Mary!” + +“Oh, it isn't distressing!” said Mary. “And I got along so fast--” She +broke off to laugh; continuing then, “But that's the way I went at it, +of course. We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?” + +“I don't know what you mean,” Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her head +plaintively. + +“Yes,” said Mary, “I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow +afternoon, and to the theater the next night--but I stopped it there. +You see, after you give the first push, you must leave it to them while +YOU pretend to run away!” + +“My dear, I don't know what to--” + +“What to make of anything!” Mary finished for her. “So that's all +right! Now I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening and +tee-total. We could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at figures, +but I calculated that if we lived six months on poor old Charlie and Ned +and the station-wagon and the Victoria, we could manage at least twice +as long on the cost of the 'house-warming.' I think the orchids alone +would have lasted us a couple of months. There they were, before me, but +I couldn't steal 'em and sell 'em, and so--well, so I did what I could!” + +She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. “It +seemed to be a success--what I could,” she said, clasping her hands +behind her neck and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic +accompaniment to her narrative. “The girl Edith and her sister-in-law, +Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were too anxious about the effect of things on me. +The father's worth a bushel of both of them, if they knew it. He's +what he is. I like him.” She paused reflectively, continuing, “Edith's +'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's good-looking and not stupid, but +I think he's--” She interrupted herself with a cheery outcry: “Oh! I +mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make Edith like him, I +ought to respect him as a colleague.” + +“I don't understand a thing you're talking about,” Mrs. Vertrees +complained. + +“All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's +always known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that +know. He sat between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like those +people you wondered about at the theater, the last time we went--dressed +in ball-gowns; bound to show their clothes and jewels SOMEwhere! She +flatters the father, and so did I, for that matter--but not that way. I +treated him outrageously!” + +“Mary!” + +“That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment of +us follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide on the +Palatine. He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' of 'em +listened as if they thought he intended to make them a present of the +house. What he was proudest of was the plumbing and that Bay of Naples +panorama in the hall. He made us look at all the plumbing--bath-rooms +and everywhere else--and then he made us look at the Bay of Naples. He +said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but I think it's more. And +he led us all into the ready-made library to see a poem Edith had taken +a prize with at school. They'd had it printed in gold letters and framed +in mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself was rather simple and wistful +and nice--he read it to us, though Edith tried to stop him. She was +modest about it, and said she'd never written anything else. And then, +after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan asked me to come across the street +to her house with them--her husband and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim +Sheridan--” + +Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. “'Jim'!” she exclaimed. “Mary, PLEASE--” + +“Of course,” said Mary. “I'll make it as easy for you as I can, +mamma. Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. Roscoe +explained that 'the men were all dying for a drink,' though I noticed +that Mr. Lamhorn was the only one near death's door on that account. +Edith and Mrs. Roscoe said they knew I'd been bored at the dinner. They +were objectionably apologetic about it, and they seemed to think NOW we +were going to have a 'good time' to make up for it. But I hadn't been +bored at the dinner, I'd been amused; and the 'good time' at Mrs. +Roscoe's was horribly, horribly stupid.” + +“But, Mary,” her mother began, “is--is--” And she seemed unable to +complete the question. + +“Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, stupid? +I'm sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise--Oh, what +right have I to be calling people 'stupid' because they're not exactly +my kind? On the big dinner-table they had enormous icing models of the +Sheridan Building--” + +“Oh, no!” Mrs. Vertrees cried. “Surely not!” + +“Yes, and two other things of that kind--I don't know what. But, after +all, I wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner at a palace +in Italy, and a relief or inscription on one of the old silver pieces +had referred to some great deed or achievement of the family, I +shouldn't have felt superior; I'd have thought it picturesque and +stately--I'd have been impressed. And what's the real difference? The +icing is temporary, and that's much more modest, isn't it? And why is +it vulgar to feel important more on account of something you've done +yourself than because of something one of your ancestors did? Besides, +if we go back a few generations, we've all got such hundreds of +ancestors it seems idiotic to go picking out one or two to be proud of +ourselves about. Well, then, mamma, I managed not to feel superior to +Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, because he didn't see anything out of place +in the Sheridan Building in sugar.” + +Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the +conclusion of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head +gravely. “My dear, dear child,” she said, “it seems to me--It looks--I'm +afraid--” + +“Say as much of it as you can, mamma,” said Mary, encouragingly. “I can +get it, if you'll just give me one key-word.” + +“Everything you say,” Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, “seems to have the +air of--it is as if you were seeking to--to make yourself--” + +“Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself to like +him.” + +“Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant,” said Mrs. Vertrees, +speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. “But you said +that--that you found the latter part of the evening at young Mrs. +Sheridan's unentertaining--” + +“And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than at +dinner, and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you think I--” + And then it was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + +Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter +understood, Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + +“Well,” she asked, gravely, “is there anything else I can do? You and +papa don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, as this is +the only thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to let it distress +me. That's all there is about it, isn't it?” + +“But nothing MUST distress you!” the mother cried. + +“That's what I say!” said Mary, cheerfully. “And so it doesn't. It's all +right.” She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to go to her own +room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood leaning against +the foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at her feet. +“Mother, you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't really matter +whom a girl marries.” + +“No, no!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. “I never said such a--” + +“No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that +marriage really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To get +right down to it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't she? +One man as well as another?” + +“Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I--” + +“Yes, yes,” said Mary, indulgently. “I don't mean you and papa. But +isn't it propinquity that makes marriages? So many people say so, there +must be something in it.” + +“Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that.” And Mrs. Vertrees +lifted pleading eyes to her daughter--eyes that begged to be spared. “It +sounds--almost reckless!” + +Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. “Never fret, +dear! I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do--I've always been +too thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity that does our +choosing for us, well, at least no girl in the world could ask for more +than THAT! How could there be any more propinquity than the very house +next door?” + +She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the door +this time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. “Oh, +the one that caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest one--” + +“Did he speak of it?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + +“No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't meet him. +But he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long intervals when +he's not. Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived at home when he was +'well enough'; and it may be he's only an invalid. He looks dreadfully +ill, but he has pleasant eyes, and it struck me that if--if one were +in the Sheridan family”--she laughed a little ruefully--“he might be +interesting to talk to sometimes, when there was too much stocks and +bonds. I didn't see him after dinner.” + +“There must be something wrong with him,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “They'd +have introduced him if there wasn't.” + +“I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much--sometimes people +like that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father spoke of +sending him back to a machine-shop of some sort; I suppose he meant +when the poor thing gets better. I glanced at him just then, when Mr. +Sheridan mentioned him, and he happened to be looking straight at me; +and he was pathetic-looking enough before that, but the most tragic +change came over him. He seemed just to die, right there at the table!” + +“You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?” + +“Yes.” + +“Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling.” + +“No,” said Mary, thoughtfully, “I don't think he is; but he might be +uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he +once sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor boy +just then! I'm afraid I'll keep remembering--” + +“I wouldn't.” Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there +was the remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. “I'd keep my mind on +pleasanter things, Mary.” + +Mary laughed and nodded. “Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, and +probably, if all were known, too good--even for me!” + +And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden +were off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +Edith, glancing casually into the “ready-made” library, stopped +abruptly, seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the +pearl-framed and golden-lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. He read +it: + + FUGITIVE + + I will forget the things that sting: + The lashing look, the barbed word. + I know the very hands that fling + The stones at me had never stirred + To anger but for their own scars. + They've suffered so, that's why they strike. + I'll keep my heart among the stars + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like + These wounded ones I must not be, + For, wounded, I might strike in turn! + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. + +“Bibbs!” Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly as she +came into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more powerful +than that warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the lapel of her +coat. + +Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed +by the poem. “Pretty young, isn't it?” he said. “There must have been +something about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't believe +the poem did it.” + +She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a +low voice: “I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at all, +Bibbs. I'd like a chance to forget the whole silly business. I didn't +want them to frame it, and I wish to goodness papa'd quit talking about +it; but here, that night, after the dinner, didn't he go and read it +aloud to the whole crowd of 'em! And then they all wanted to know what +other poems I'd written and why I didn't keep it up and write some more, +and if I didn't, why didn't I, and why this and why that, till I thought +I'd die of shame!” + +“You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp,” Bibbs suggested. + +“I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every +time anybody speaks of the thing.” + +Bibbs looked grieved. “The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you were +only seventeen when you wrote it.” + +“Oh, hush up!” she snapped. “I wish it had burnt my fingers the first +time I touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it where +it was. I had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed--” + +“No, no,” he said, comfortingly. “It was the very most flattering thing +ever happened to me. It was almost my last flight before I went to the +machine-shop, and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it enough to--” + +“But I DON'T like it!” she exclaimed. “I don't even understand it--and +papa made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate it! The +truth is I never dreamed it'd get the prize.” + +“Maybe they expected father to endow the school,” Bibbs murmured. + +“Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a LINE! +I hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me about how +I 'keep my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such a mushy kind of +thing, the way he says it. I hate it!” + +“You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under another +name you might find--” + +“Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first +chance I get.” She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. “I'd like +to think I could hope to hear the last of it before I die!” + +“Edith!” he called, as she went into the hall. + +“What's the matter?” + +“I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got used +to me?” + +“What on earth do you mean?” she said, coming back as far as the +threshold. + +“When I first came you couldn't look at me,” Bibbs explained, in his +impersonal way. “But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered if +I'd--” + +“It's because you look so much better,” she told him, cheerfully. “This +month you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the change.” + +“Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium--the change.” + +“You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw,” said Edith, with supreme +candor. “But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a corpse in my +life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly sick, so you +mustn't judge by me. I only know you do look better, I'm glad to say. +But you're right about my not being able to look at you at first. You +had a kind of whiteness that--Well, you're almost as thin, I suppose, +but you've got more just ordinarily pale; not that ghastly look. Anybody +could look at you now, Bibbs, and no--not get--” + +“Sick?” + +“Well--almost that!” she laughed. “And you're getting a better color +every day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly.” + +“I--I'm afraid so,” he said, ruefully. + +“'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean +father might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. +I heard him say something about it the night of the--” The jingle of +a distant bell interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. “Bobby +Lamhorn! I'm going to motor him out to look at a place in the country. +Afternoon, Bibbs!” + +When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, +his eye wandering among the titles of the books. The library consisted +almost entirely of handsome “uniform editions”: Irving, Poe, Cooper, +Goldsmith, Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, Hume, Gibbon, +Prescott, Thackeray, Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, Gautier, Flaubert, +Goethe, Schiller, Dante, and Tasso. There were shelves and shelves +of encyclopedias, of anthologies, of “famous classics,” of “Oriental +masterpieces,” of “masterpieces of oratory,” and more shelves of +“selected libraries” of “literature,” of “the drama,” and of “modern +science.” They made an effective decoration for the room, all these +big, expensive books, with a glossy binding here and there twinkling a +reflection of the flames that crackled in the splendid Gothic fireplace; +but Bibbs had an impression that the bookseller who selected them +considered them a relief, and that white-jacket considered them a +burden of dust, and that nobody else considered them at all. Himself, he +disturbed not one. + +There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, +and white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. +“Awready, Mist' Bibbs,” he announced. “You' ma say wrap up wawm f' you' +ride, an' she cain' go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see you' pa at +fo' 'clock. Aw ready, suh.” + +He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; and in +the manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. In the +hall they passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while white-jacket +opened the door with a flourish and waved condescendingly to the +chauffeur in the car which stood waiting in the driveway. + +“It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when I +first came home, George,” said Bibbs, thoughtfully. “What did you tell +me?” + +“Yessuh!” George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some unknown +reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the Moor. “You +ast me when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, an' mighty +near ev'y day all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you ast me +twicet.” He shook his head solemnly. “Look to me mus' be somep'm might +lamiDAL 'bout 'at statue!” + +“Mighty what?” + +“Mighty lamiDAL!” George, burst out laughing. “What DO 'at word mean, +Mist' Bibbs?” + +“It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?” + +“I nev' DID hear it!” said George. “I uz dess sittin' thinkum to myse'f +an' she pop in my head--'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she soun' so good, +seem like she GOTTA mean somep'm!” + +“Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes--” + +“Do she?” cried George. “WHAT she mean?” + +“It's exactly the word for the statue,” said Bibbs, with conviction, as +he climbed into the car. “It's a lamiDAL statue.” + +“Hiyi!” George exulted. “Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty lamiDAL +statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!” + +“I expect she is!” said Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a moment later he was swept from sight. + +George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently in +the hallway. “Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson--'I expec' she is!' +Ev'y day he try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' aw-ways, +las' thing HE say, 'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' Jackson, if he git +well, 'at young man go' be pride o' the family, Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, +right now I pick 'im fo' firs' money!” + +“Look out with all 'at money, George!” Jackson warned the enthusiast. +“White folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer'n you. You the on'y man +bettin' on 'im!” + +“I risk it!” cried George, merrily. “I put her all on now--ev'y cent! +'At boy's go' be flower o' the flock!” + +This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for +the meaning of “lamiDAL,” differed radically from another prediction +concerning Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some +twenty minutes later. + +Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees +beside him, in his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon +the highroad. The two cars were going in opposite directions, and the +occupants of Jim's had only a swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting alone on +the back seat--his white face startlingly white against cap and collar +of black fur--but he flashed into recognition as Mary bowed to him. + +Jim waved his left hand carelessly. “It's Bibbs, taking his +constitutional,” he explained. + +“Yes, I know,” said Mary. “I bowed to him, too, though I've never met +him. In fact, I've only seen him once--no, twice. I hope he won't think +I'm very bold, bowing to him.” + +“I doubt if he noticed it,” said honest Jim. + +“Oh, no!” she cried. + +“What's the trouble?” + +“I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them.” + +“Oh, I see!” said Jim. “Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs is +funny.” + +“Is he? How?” she asked. “He strikes me as anything but funny.” + +“Well, I'm his brother,” Jim said, deprecatingly, “but I don't know what +he's like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like I WAS +his brother, the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more than half +alive to me. Of course Roscoe and I are older, and when we were boys we +were too big to play with him, but he never played anyway, with boys his +own age. He'd rather just sit in the house and mope around by himself. +Nobody could ever get him to DO anything; you can't get him to do +anything now. He never had any LIFE in him; and honestly, if he is my +brother, I must say I believe Bibbs Sheridan is the laziest man God ever +made! Father put him in the machine-shop over at the Pump Works--best +thing in the world for him--and he was just plain no account. It made +him sick! If he'd had the right kind of energy--the kind father's got, +for instance, or Roscoe, either--why, it wouldn't have made him sick. +And suppose it was either of them--yes, or me, either--do you think any +of us would have stopped if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, +but Bibbs Sheridan'll never amount to anything as long as he lives.” + +Mary looked thoughtful. “Is there any particular reason why he should?” + she asked. + +“Good gracious!” he exclaimed. “You don't mean that, do you? Don't you +believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how much +money his father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got to be +carried on by everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on what we've +got and see other fellows get ahead of us? If we've got big things +already, isn't it every man's business to go ahead and make 'em bigger? +Isn't it his duty? Don't we always want to get bigger and bigger?” + +“Ye-es--I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. He +looked so lonely--and sick.” + +“He's gettin' better every day,” Jim said. “Dr. Gurney says so. There's +nothing much the matter with him, really--it's nine-tenths imaginary. +'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have nervous +diseases, because they don't have time to imagine 'em.” + +“You mean his trouble is really mental?” + +“Oh, he's not a lunatic,” said Jim. “He's just queer. Sometimes he'll +say something right bright, but half the time what he says is 'way off +the subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. For instance, +the other day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies in the hall. The +darky asked him what time he wanted the car for his drive, and anybody +else in the world would have just said what time they DID want it, and +that would have been all there was to it; but here's what Bibbs says, +and I heard him with my own ears. 'What time do I want the car?' he +says. 'Well, now, that depends--that depends,' he says. He talks slow +like that, you know. 'I'll tell you what time I want the car, George,' +he says, 'if you'll tell ME what you think of this statue!' That's +exactly his words! Asked the darky what he thought of that Arab Edith +and mother bought for the hall!” + +Mary pondered upon this. “He might have been in fun, perhaps,” she +suggested. + +“Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary--of a work +of art! Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just +kind-hearted--and that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course--” + +“Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!” she laughed. + +“See here!” he cried. “Isn't there any way for us to get over this +Mister and Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've managed +to be with you a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and I think you +know how I feel by this time--” + +She looked panic-stricken immediately. “Oh, no,” she protested, quickly. +“No, I don't, and--” + +“Yes, you do,” he said, and his voice shook a little. “You couldn't help +knowing.” + +“But I do!” she denied, hurriedly. “I do help knowing. I mean--Oh, +wait!” + +“What for? You do know how I feel, and you--well, you've certainly +WANTED me to feel that way--or else pretended--” + +“Now, now!” she lamented. “You're spoiling such a cheerful afternoon!” + +“'Spoilin' it!'” He slowed down the car and turned his face to her +squarely. “See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you--” + +“Stop! Stop the car a minute.” And when he had complied she faced him as +squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. “Listen. I don't want +you to go on, to-day.” + +“Why not?” he asked, sharply. + +“I don't know.” + +“You mean it's just a whim?” + +“I don't know,” she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and honest, +and she kept her clear eyes upon his. + +“Will you tell me something?” + +“Almost anything.” + +“Have you ever told any man you loved him?” + +And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. “No,” + she said. “And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that--or ever +know what it means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan.” + +“Then you--you've just been flirting with me!” Poor Jim looked both +furious and crestfallen. + +“Not one bit!” she cried. “Not one word! Not one syllable! I've meant +every single thing!” + +“I don't--” + +“Of course you don't!” she said. “Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to start +the car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have to say. I +have not flirted with you. I have deliberately courted you. One thing +more, and then I want you to take me straight home, talking about the +weather all the way. I said that I do not believe I shall ever 'care' +for any man, and that is true. I doubt the existence of the kind of +'caring' we hear about in poems and plays and novels. I think it must be +just a kind of emotional TALK--most of it. At all events, I don't feel +it. Now, we can go faster, please.” + +“Just where does that let me out?” he demanded. “How does that excuse +you for--” + +“It isn't an excuse,” she said, gently, and gave him one final look, +wholly desolate. “I haven't said I should never marry.” + +“What?” Jim gasped. + +She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, +unfathomably sorrowful. + +“I promise nothing,” she said, faintly. + +“You needn't!” shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. “You needn't! By +George! I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and promise +whenever you're ready!” + +“Don't forget what I asked,” she begged him. + +“Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!” cried the +happy Jim. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields +and sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean +air beneath a glorious sky--that sky so despised in the city, and so +maltreated there, that from early October to mid-May it was impossible +for men to remember that blue is the rightful color overhead. + +Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost +resembling a pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its phantom. +How largely this apparition may have been the work of the wind upon his +face it is difficult to calculate, for beyond a doubt it was partly the +result of a lady's bowing to him upon no more formal introduction than +the circumstance of his having caught her looking into his window a +month before. She had bowed definitely; she had bowed charmingly. And it +seemed to Bibbs that she must have meant to convey her forgiveness. + +There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to +his experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the +impression that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: her +veil tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind--and that +look of gay friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose in carnival. + +By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then backed +and tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the south and the +smoke. Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon the horizon, +that nest of cloud in which the city strove and panted like an engine +shrouded in its own steam. But to Bibbs, who had now to go to the very +heart of it, for a commanded interview with his father, the distant +cloud was like an implacable genius issuing thunderously in smoke from +his enchanted bottle, and irresistibly drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + +They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of +November late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; and +here the sky shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to gray; +the smoke did not visibly permeate the air, but it was there, +nevertheless--impalpable, thin, no more than the dust of smoke. And +then, as the car drove on, the chimneys and stacks of factories came +swimming up into view like miles of steamers advancing abreast, every +funnel with its vast plume, savage and black, sweeping to the horizon, +dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation over league on league already +rich and vile with grime. + +The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; and a roar +and clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. And now the car +passed two great blocks of long brick buildings, hideous in all ways +possible to make them hideous; doorways showing dark one moment and +lurid the next with the leap of some virulent interior flame, revealing +blackened giants, half naked, in passionate action, struggling with +formless things in the hot illumination. And big as these shops were, +they were growing bigger, spreading over a third block, where two new +structures were mushrooming to completion in some hasty cement process +of a stability not over-reassuring. Bibbs pulled the rug closer about +him, and not even the phantom of color was left upon his cheeks as he +passed this place, for he knew it too well. Across the face of one of +the buildings there was an enormous sign: “Sheridan Automatic Pump Co., +Inc.” + +Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and +adding their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden houses +of a thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on narrow lots +and nudging one another crossly, shutting out the stingy sunlight from +one another; bad neighbors who would destroy one another root and branch +some night when the right wind blew. They were only waiting for that +wind and a cigarette, and then they would all be gone together--a pinch +of incense burned upon the tripod of the god. + +Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there +a forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some people +said it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some were sure +that asphalt and “improving” the streets did it; but Bigness was in +too Big a hurry to bother much about trees. He had telegraph-poles +and telephone-poles and electric-light-poles and trolley-poles by the +thousand to take their places. So he let the trees die and put up his +poles. They were hideous, but nobody minded that; and sometimes the +wires fell and killed people--but not often enough to matter at all. + +Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the +town where the few solid old houses not already demolished were in +transition: some, with their fronts torn away, were being made into +segments of apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into +trade, brazenly putting forth “show-windows” on their first floors, +seeming to mean it for a joke; one or two with unaltered facades peeped +humorously over the tops of temporary office buildings of one story +erected in the old front yards. Altogether, the town here was like a +boarding-house hash the Sunday after Thanksgiving; the old ingredients +were discernible. + +This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs reached +the roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at every crossing +while the dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms of dust, hurried +before it. Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, loomed hundreds of +feet above him; newer ones, more magnificent, were rising beside them, +rising higher; old buildings were coming down; middle-aged buildings +were coming down; the streets were laid open to their entrails and men +worked underground between palisades, and overhead in metal cobwebs +like spiders in the sky. Trolley-cars and long interurban cars, built to +split the wind like torpedo-boats, clanged and shrieked their way +round swarming corners; motor-cars of every kind and shape known to +man babbled frightful warnings and frantic demands; hospital ambulances +clamored wildly for passage; steam-whistles signaled the swinging of +titanic tentacle and claw; riveters rattled like machine-guns; the +ground shook to the thunder of gigantic trucks; and the conglomerate +sound of it all was the sound of earthquake playing accompaniments for +battle and sudden death. On one of the new steel buildings no work +was being done that afternoon. The building had killed a man in the +morning--and the steel-workers always stop for the day when that +“happens.” + +And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the +brobdingnagian camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers and +the pagan women--there would be work to-day and dancing to-night. For +the Puritan's dry voice is but the crackling of a leaf underfoot in the +rush and roar of the coming of the new Egypt. + +Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be “to the minute” or his father +would consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's +office marked four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally with +his entrance five people who had been at work in the office, under +Sheridan's direction, walked out. They departed upon no visible or +audible suggestion, and with a promptness that seemed ominous to +the new-comer. As the massive door clicked softly behind the elderly +stenographer, the last of the procession, Bibbs had a feeling that +they all understood that he was a failure as a great man's son, a +disappointment, the “queer one” of the family, and that he had been +summoned to judgment--a well-founded impression, for that was exactly +what they understood. + +“Sit down,” said Sheridan. + +It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried +fathers to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + +Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of +silence, then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, his +big hands, loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. They +were soiled, as were all other hands down-town, except such as might be +still damp from a basin. + +“Well, Bibbs,” he said at last, not altering his attitude, “do you know +what I'm goin' to do with you?” + +Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon +the ceiling. “I heard you tell Jim,” he began, in his slow way. “You +said you'd send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose to +Miss Vertrees. So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But--” + +“But what?” said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + +“Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?” + +That brought his father sharply round to face him. “You beat the devil! +Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like anybody else?” + +“Liver, maybe,” said Bibbs, gently. + +“Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you +organically. No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, +and that's ALL the matter. Oh, not one o' these BIG dreamers that put +through the big deals! No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that just +sets out on the back fence and thinks about how much trouble there must +be in the world! That ain't the kind that builds the bridges, Bibbs; +it's the kind that borrows fifteen cents from his wife's uncle's +brother-in-law to get ten cent's worth o' plug tobacco and a nickel's +worth o' quinine!” + +He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned +again to the window. + +“Look out there!” he bade his son. “Look out o' that window! Look at the +life and energy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood would +tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things young +men are doin' in this town!” He swung about, coming to the mahogany desk +in the middle of the room. “Look at what I was doin' at your age! Look +at what your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! Yes, and look +at Jim! I made Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty Company last +New-Year's, with charge of every inch o' ground and every brick and +every shingle and stick o' wood we own; and it's an example to any young +man--or ole man, either--the way he took ahold of it. Last July we found +out we wanted two more big warehouses at the Pump Works--wanted 'em +quick. Contractors said it couldn't be done; said nine or ten months +at the soonest; couldn't see it any other way. What'd Jim do? Took the +contract himself; found a fellow with a new cement and concrete process; +kept men on the job night and day, and stayed on it night and day +himself--and, by George! we begin to USE them warehouses next week! Four +months and a half, and every inch fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' +these fellers that make miracles happen! Now, I don't say every young +man can be like Jim, because there's mighty few got his ability, but +every young man can go in and do his share. This town is God's own +country, and there's opportunity for anybody with a pound of energy and +an ounce o' gumption. I tell you these young business men I watch just +do my heart good! THEY don't set around on the back fence--no, sir! They +take enough exercise to keep their health; and they go to a baseball +game once or twice a week in summer, maybe, and they're raisin' nice +families, with sons to take their places sometime and carry on the +work--because the work's got to go ON! They're puttin' their life-blood +into it, I tell you, and that's why we're gettin' bigger every minute, +and why THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why it's all goin' to keep ON +gettin' bigger!” + +He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, observing +that Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with his eyes still +fixed upon the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat plaintive, Sheridan +was impelled to groan. “Oh, Lord!” he said. “This is the way you always +were. I don't believe you understood a darn word I been sayin'! You +don't LOOK as if you did. By George! it's discouraging!” + +“I don't understand about getting--about getting bigger,” said Bibbs, +bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. “I don't see +just why--” + +“WHAT?” Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and +staring across it incredulously at his son. + +“I don't understand--exactly--what you want it all bigger for?” + +“Great God!” shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his +clenched fist. “A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the +poorest day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question--” + +“I did once,” Bibbs interrupted; “when I was in the machine-shop. I--” + +“Wha'd he say?” + +“He said, 'Oh, hell!'” answered Bibbs, mildly. + +“Yes, I reckon he would!” Sheridan swung away from the desk. “I reckon +he certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right now, +myself!” + +“It's the same answer, then?” Bibbs's voice was serious, almost +tremulous. + +“Damnation!” Sheridan roared. “Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, +you ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear the +word PROGRESS?” + +He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest surging, +his throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. “Now then,” he said, +huskily, when the anguish had somewhat abated, “what do you want to do?” + +“Sir?” + +“What do you WANT to do, I said.” + +Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. “What--what do--I--what--” + +“If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you +do?” + +Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him--a profound +shyness. He bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe of his +shoe, which he moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit called to +the desk in school. + +“What would you do? Loaf?” + +“No, sir.” Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound it +made was unquestionably a guilty sound. “I suppose I'd--I'd--” + +“Well?” + +“I suppose I'd try to--to write.” + +“Write what?” + +“Nothing important--just poems and essays, perhaps.” + +“That all?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“I see,” said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was +putting upon himself. “That is, you want to write, but you don't want to +write anything of any account.” + +“You think--” + +Sheridan got up again. “I take my hat off to the man that can write +a good ad,” he said, emphatically. “The best writin' talent in this +country is right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine for +good writin'--look on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money for +that kind o' writin'. Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! I've tried +it, and I can't do it. I tell you an ad's got to be written so it makes +people do the hardest thing in this world to GET 'em to do: it's got to +make 'em give up their MONEY! You talk about 'poems and essays.' I tell +you when it comes to the actual skill o' puttin' words together so as to +make things HAPPEN, R. T. Bloss, right here in this city, knows more in +a minute than George Waldo Emerson ever knew in his whole life!” + +“You--you may be--” Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word smothered in +a cough. + +“Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take up +with the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and essays'! +My Lord, Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a newspaper +without havin' to see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper on 'Jane +Eyre,' or 'East Lynne,' at the God-Knows-What Club. And 'poetry'! Why, +look at Edith! I expect that poem o' hers would set a pretty high-water +mark for you, young man, and it's the only one she's ever managed to +write in her whole LIFE! When I wanted her to go on and write some more +she said it took too much time. Said it took months and months. And +Edith's a smart girl; she's got more energy in her little finger than +you ever give me a chance to see in your whole body, Bibbs. Now look +at the facts: say she could turn out four or five poems a year and you +could turn out maybe two. That medal she got was worth about fifteen +dollars, so there's your income--thirty dollars a year! That's a fine +success to make of your life! I'm not sayin' a word against poetry. I +wouldn't take ten thousand dollars right now for that poem of Edith's; +and poetry's all right enough in its place--but you leave it to the +girls. A man's got to do a man's work in this world!” + +He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, tapped +Bibbs confidentially on the knee. “This city's got the greatest future +in America, and if my sons behave right by me and by themselves they're +goin' to have a mighty fair share of it--a mighty fair share. I love +this town. It's God's own footstool, and it's made money for me every +day right along, I don't know how many years. I love it like I do my own +business, and I'd fight for it as quick as I'd fight for my own family. +It's a beautiful town. Look at our wholesale district; look at any +district you want to; look at the park system we're puttin' through, +and the boulevards and the public statuary. And she grows. God! how she +grows!” He had become intensely grave; he spoke with solemnity. “Now, +Bibbs, I can't take any of it--nor any gold or silver nor buildings nor +bonds--away with me in my shroud when I have to go. But I want to leave +my share in it to my boys. I've worked for it; I've been a builder and +a maker; and two blades of grass have grown where one grew before, +whenever I laid my hand on the ground and willed 'em to grow. I've built +big, and I want the buildin' to go on. And when my last hour comes I +want to know that my boys are ready to take charge; that they're fit +to take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, when that hour comes I want +to know that my boys are big men, ready and fit to take hold of big things. +Bibbs, when I'm up above I want to know that the big share I've made +mine, here below, is growin' bigger and bigger in the charge of my +boys.” + +He leaned back, deeply moved. “There!” he said, huskily. “I've never +spoken more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want you +to understand--and not think me a mean father. I never had to talk that +way to Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, Bibbs.” + +“I see,” said Bibbs. “At least I think I do. But--” + +“Wait a minute!” Sheridan raised his hand. “If you see the least bit +in the world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son set +here and talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. And you +must understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys and have +him come back on me the way you did, and have to be sent to a sanitarium +because he couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right down to it, Bibbs. +I've had a whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney about you, one time +another, and I reckon I understand your case just about as well as he +does, anyway! Now here, I'll be frank with you. I started you in harder +than what I did the other boys, and that was for your own good, because +I saw you needed to be shook up more'n they did. You were always kind of +moody and mopish--and you needed work that'd keep you on the jump. Now, +why did it make you sick instead of brace you up and make a man of you +the way it ought of done? I pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look +here, ain't it really because he just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, +'that's it. If he'd enjoyed it, it wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, +and that affects his nervous system. The more he tries it, the more he +hates it; and the more he hates it, the more injury it does him.' That +ain't quite his words, but it's what he meant. And that's about the way +it is.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, “that's about the way it is.” + +“Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but to +make you like it!” + +Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost +ghostly. “I can't,” he said, in a low voice. “I can't.” + +“Can't go back to the shop?” + +“No. Can't like it. I can't.” + +Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had reasoned +exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than a father +should, only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and mysterious +stubbornness which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic from +childhood. “By George, you will!” he cried. “You'll go back there and +you'll like it! Gurney says it won't hurt you if you like it, and he +says it'll kill you if you go back and hate it; so it looks as if it +was about up to you not to hate it. Well, Gurney's a fool! Hatin' work +doesn't kill anybody; and this isn't goin' to kill you, whether you hate +it or not. I've never made a mistake in a serious matter in my life, +and it wasn't a mistake my sendin' you there in the first place. And +I'm goin' to prove it--I'm goin' to send you back there and vindicate my +judgment. Gurney says it's all 'mental attitude.' Well, you're goin' +to learn the right one! He says in a couple more months this fool thing +that's been the matter with you'll be disappeared completely and you'll +be back in as good or better condition than you were before you ever +went into the shop. And right then is when you begin over--right in that +same shop! Nobody can call me a hard man or a mean father. I do the best +I can for my chuldern, and I take full responsibility for bringin' my +sons up to be men. Now, so far, I've failed with you. But I'm not goin' +to keep ON failin'. I never tackled a job YET I didn't put through, and +I'm not goin' to begin with my own son. I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. +By God! I am!” + +Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. “You say you +give me a couple of months?” he said. + +Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. “Gurney said two months more +would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get yourself +in the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are up! Good-by!” + +“Good-by, sir,” said Bibbs, meekly. + + + +CHAPTER X + +Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the “lamidal” + George had shown him upon his return, still bore the appearance of +temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no clear conception +of himself as a permanent incumbent. However, he had set upon the +mantelpiece the two photographs that he owned: one, a “group” twenty +years old--his father and mother, with Jim and Roscoe as boys--and the +other a “cabinet” of Edith at sixteen. And upon a table were the books +he had taken from his trunk: Sartor Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, +Huckleberry Finn, and Afterwhiles. There were some other books in the +trunk--a large one, which remained unremoved at the foot of the bed, +adding to the general impression of transiency. It contained nearly all +the possessions as well as the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs +sat beside it, the day after his interview with his father, raking over +a small collection of manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he +glanced through dubiously, finding little comfort in them; but one made +him smile. Then he shook his head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to +read it. It was written on paper stamped “Hood Sanitarium,” and bore the +title, “Leisure.” + + A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if + he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful + quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to + recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession + adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would + choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on + Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way + of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward + purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of + life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he + must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must + be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and + so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the + screaming of the whistles. Peace-- + +Having read so far as the word “peace,” Bibbs suffered an interruption +interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the +hall just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's quarrel +was in progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's room, and +continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + +“Yes, you BETTER go home!” Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, shrilly. +“You better go home and keep your mind a little more on your HUSBAND!” + +“Edie, Edie!” he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + +“You see here!” This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and +tremulous. “Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell Mother +Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan if she +thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good.” + +“Yes, you did!” And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. “Yes, you +did! YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want to break it +up between Bobby Lamhorn and me because--” + +“Edie, Edie! Now, now!” + +“Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new friends +tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come here, what +about his not going to HER house. How--” + +“I've explained that to Mother Sheridan.” Sibyl's voice indicated that +she was descending the stairs. “Married people are not the same. Some +things that should be shielded from a young girl--” + +This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. “'Shielded from +a young girl'!” she shrilled. “You seem pretty willing to be the shield! +You look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield you are!” + +Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts at +pacification were renewed. “Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for your good, +and you'd oughtn't to--” + +“Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa--” + +“Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe--” + +“You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!” the girl cried, passionately. + +“Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll--” + +“No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!” And Edith, +flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, swung +round it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw herself, +face down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she had no +perception of Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and sobbing in a +passion of tears, she beat the coverlet and pillows with her clenched +fists. “Sneak!” she babbled aloud. “Sneak! Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!” + +Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly toward +the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; but some +sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, facing him. + +“Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago.” + +“Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry--” + +“Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?” + +“Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm going +out.” + +“No; don't go.” She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a sob, +and repeated her request. “Don't go. I don't mind you; you're quiet, +anyhow. Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't mind you at +all, but I wish you'd sit down.” + +“All right.” And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. “Go ahead +and cry all you want, Edith,” he said. “No harm in that!” + +“Sibyl told mamma--OH!” she began, choking. “Mary Vertrees had mamma and +Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had some +women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just laid +herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after 'em +ever since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby Lamhorn +is so bad that, even though they like his family, none of the nice +people in town would let him in their houses. In the first place, it's +a falsehood, and I don't believe a word of it; and in the second place +I know the reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS I know it! I +won't SAY what it is--not yet--because papa and all of you would think +I'm as crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool he'd probably +quit speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch her; that's all I +ask. Just you watch that woman. You'll see!” + +As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching “that woman.” Glancing from +the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the old +house next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked +quickly up the path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention +of calling. But he did not mention this to his sister, who, after +delivering herself of a rather vague jeremiad upon the subject of her +sister-in-law's treacheries, departed to her own chamber, leaving him to +his speculations. The chief of these concerned the social elasticities +of women. Sibyl had just been a participant in a violent scene; she had +suffered hot insult of a kind that could not fail to set her quivering +with resentment; and yet she elected to betake herself to the presence +of people whom she knew no more than “formally.” Bibbs marveled. Surely, +he reflected, some traces of emotion must linger upon Sibyl's face or in +her manner; she could not have ironed it all quite out in the three or +four minutes it took her to reach the Vertreeses' door. + +And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment +wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving to +master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to exhibit +anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the manner of a +casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the sudden purpose +that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious than she was finely +intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a type Scriptural in its +antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-educated intriguer who may +and does delude men, of course, and the best and dullest of her own sex +as well, finding invariably strong supporters among these latter. It is +a type that has wrought some damage in the world and would have wrought +greater, save for the check put upon its power by intelligent women +and by its own “lack of perspective,” for it is a type that never sees +itself. Sibyl followed her impulses with no reflection or question--it +was like a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not +even the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make +a certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed that +she was believed. + +“My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come down,” + Mary said, when they were seated. + +Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had +been brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark +addressed to her by any person with whom she was not on familiar terms. +It was intended partly as a courtesy and partly as the foundation for an +impression of sweetness. + +“Just thought I'd fly in a minute,” she said, continuing the cooing to +relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. “I thought I'd just behave +like REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far +from down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted +to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that +afternoon. You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here +before, I've had to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely, and +I really've known scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so engrossed +in business ever since he was a mere boy, why, of course--” + +She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + +“Of course,” said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + +“Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that +afternoon,” Sibyl went on. “They're really delightful people. Indeed +they are! Yes--” + +She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to +another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite +errand. Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of +abstraction as she looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the +errand was a serious one for the caller and easily to be connected +with the slight but perceptible agitation underlying her assumption of +cheerful ease. There was a restlessness of breathing, a restlessness of +hands. + +“Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some of the people +here in town the other day,” said Sibyl, repeating the cooing and +protracting it. “They said something that took ME by surprise! We were +talking about our mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn--” + +Mary interrupted her promptly. “Do you mean 'mutual' to include my +mother and me?” she asked. + +“Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean.” + +“No,” said Mary. “We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend of +ours.” + +To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. “That's +just the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!” she cried, with a vehemence that +made Mary stare. “Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families +here speak of him!” + +Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her composure. +“I had the impression he was a friend of yours,” she said; adding, +hastily, “and your husband's.” + +“Oh yes,” said the caller, absently. “He is, certainly. A man's +reputation for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to +married people, of course. It's where young girls are in question. THEN +it may be very, very dangerous. There are a great many things safe and +proper for married people that might be awf'ly imprudent for a young +girl. Don't you agree, Miss Vertrees?” + +“I don't know,” returned the frank Mary. “Do you mean that you intend +to remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's +doing so?” + +“That's it exactly!” was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. “What +I feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all suitable +for Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. I tell +you,” she cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, “her father ought to +put his foot down!” + +Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and +then retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one +might catch a glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back +into hiding under a bush. + +“Of course,” said Sibyl, much more composedly, “I hardly need say that +it's entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. I'm as +fond of Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help fretting +about it. It would break my heart to have Edith's life spoiled.” + +This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with +pathos, but she flatted. + +And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the +stress of some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not +uncommonly developed a phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect +obtained by placing two mirrors opposite each other, one clear and +the other flawed. In this case, particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect +consciousness of Mary. The Mary Vertrees that she saw was merely +something to be cozened to her own frantic purpose--a Mary Vertrees who +was incapable of penetrating that purpose. Sibyl sat there believing +that she was projecting the image of herself that she desired to +project, never dreaming that with every word, every look, and every +gesture she was more and more fully disclosing the pitiable truth to +the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw was an overdressed +woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as a pan, but +possessed by emotions that appeared to be strong--perhaps even violent. +What those emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she began to suspect. + +“And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled,” Sibyl continued. “It would be a +dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father +Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. It +would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like Robert +Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if somebody doesn't +tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might get his consent +and hurry on the wedding before he finds out, and then it would be too +late. You see, Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for me to decide just +what it's my duty to do.” + +“I see,” said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, “Does Miss Sheridan +seem to--to care very much about him?” + +“He's deliberately fascinated her,” returned the visitor, beginning to +breathe quickly and heavily. “Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew she +wasn't in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people that +were, and she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the start +that made it easy for him--and he didn't need it. He could have done +it, anyway!” Sibyl was launched now; her eyes were furious and her voice +shook. “He went after her deliberately, the way he does everything; he's +as cold-blooded as a fish. All he cares about is his own pleasure, and +lately he's decided it would be pleasant to get hold of a piece of real +money--and there was Edith! And he'll marry her! Nothing on earth can +stop him unless he finds out she won't HAVE any money if she marries +him, and the only person that could make him understand that is Father +Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be managed, because Lamhorn is going to +hurry it on as fast as he can. He told me so last night. He said he was +going to marry her the first minute he could persuade her to it--and +little Edith's all ready to be persuaded!” Sibyl's eyes flashed green +again. “And he swore he'd do it,” she panted. “He swore he'd marry Edith +Sheridan, and nothing on earth could stop him!” + +And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the babbling +creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, a canvas of +unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity and horror: she +saw Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a whisper, perhaps--for +Roscoe might have been in the house, or servants might have heard. +She saw Sibyl entreating, beseeching, threatening despairingly, and +Lamhorn--tired of her--first evasive, then brutally letting her have the +truth; and at last, infuriated, “swearing” to marry her rival. If Sibyl +had not babbled out the word “swore” it might have been less plain. + +The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what she had confessed. +“You see,” she said, more quietly, “whatever's going to be done ought to +be done right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd heard +about Lamhorn--oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right before +Edith. I think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, because +nobody can say it isn't for the girl's own good and what her best friend +would do. But Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and she's afraid +to ever come right out with anything. Father Sheridan's different. Edith +can get anything she wants out of him in the way of money or ordinary +indulgence, but when it comes to a matter like this he'd be a steel +rock. If it's a question of his will against anybody else's he'd make +his will rule if it killed 'em both! Now, he'd never in the world let +Lamhorn come near the house again if he knew his reputation. So, you +see, somebody's got to tell him. It isn't a very easy position for me, +is it, Miss Vertrees?” + +“No,” said Mary, gravely. + +“Well, to be frank,” said Sibyl, smiling, “that's why I've come to you.” + +“To ME!” Mary frowned. + +Sibyl rippled and cooed again. “There isn't ANYBODY ever made such a hit +with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course we ALL +hope you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs of the +family!” (This sally with another and louder effect of laughter). “And +if it's MY duty, why, in a way, I think it might be thought yours, too.” + +“No, no!” exclaimed Mary, sharply. + +“Listen,” said Sibyl. “Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with this +story, and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn has a +good reputation and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, or suppose +(what's most likely) she loses her temper and says I invented it, then +what am I going to do? Father Sheridan doesn't know Mrs. Kittersby and +her daughter, and they're out of the question, anyway. But suppose I +could say: 'All right, if you want proof, ask Miss Vertrees. She came +with me, and she's waiting in the next room right now, to--” + +“No, no,” said Mary, quickly. “You mustn't--” + +“Listen just a minute more,” Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on easy +ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. “You +naturally don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, but +if YOU take part in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself what +weight you carry over there, and no one would have the right to say you +did it except out of the purest kindness. Don't you see that Jim and +his father would admire you all the more for it? Miss Vertrees, listen! +Don't you see we OUGHT to do it, you and I? Do you suppose Robert +Lamhorn cares a snap of his finger for her? Do you suppose a man like +him would LOOK at Edith Sheridan if it wasn't for the money?” And again +Sibyl's emotion rose to the surface. “I tell you he's after nothing on +earth but to get his finger in that old man's money-pile, over there, +next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to do it. Marry Edith?” she cried. “I tell +you he'd marry their nigger cook for THAT!” + +She stopped, afraid--at the wrong time--that she had been too vehement, +but a glance at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that she had +produced the effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; she was +staring straight before her at the wall, her eyes wide and shining. She +became visibly a little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + +“After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's +money-pile, over there, next door!” The voice was vulgar, the words were +vulgar--and the plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary Vertrees's +ears! The clear mirror had caught its own image clearly in the flawed +one at last. + +Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her +bargain. “Now don't you worry,” she said, sunnily, “about this setting +Edith against you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, but if she +tried to be spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you when you drop in +over there, or managed so as to sort of leave you out, why, I've got a +house, and Jim likes to come there. I don't THINK Edith WOULD be that +way; she's too crazy to have you take her around with the smart crowd, +but if she DID, you needn't worry. And another thing--I guess you won't +mind Jim's own sister-in-law speaking of it. Of course, I don't know +just how matters stand between you and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about +as much alike as two brothers can be, and Roscoe was very slow making up +his mind; sometimes I used to think he actually never WOULD. Now, what +I mean is, sisters-in-law can do lots of things to help matters on like +that. There's lots of little things can be said, and lots--” + +She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, and +now, still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of explanation, or +any other kind of word, and walked slowly to the open door and out of +the room. + +Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered +something neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, and +that she would return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess of +absent-mindedness not to have excused herself, especially as her guest +was talking. And, Mary's return being delayed, Sibyl found time to think +this unprefaced exit odder and ruder than she had first considered it. +There might have been more excuse for it, she thought, had she been +speaking of matters less important--offering to do the girl all the +kindness in her power, too! + +Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of +her shoe; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory +of the furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and +engravings. Then she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a window +and stood looking out upon the brown lawn, then came back to the chair +she had abandoned, and sat again. There was no sound in the house. + +A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her +face, and slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary--scarlet to the ears. She +looked at her watch again--and twenty-five minutes had elapsed since she +had looked at it before. + +She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she let +herself softly out of the front door, and went across the street to her +own house. + +Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. “Saw you from the window,” + he explained. “You must find a lot to say to that old lady.” + +“What old lady?” + +“Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the +daughter come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then walk +on up the street. Don't stand out on the porch,” he said, crossly. +“Come in here. There's something it's come time I'll have to talk to you +about. Come in!” + +But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house +and started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, +staring fixedly. “Something's the matter over there,” he muttered, and +then, more loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he said, “What's the +matter over there?” + +Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its highest speed, +and as he saw Roscoe he made a gesture singularly eloquent of calamity, +and was lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. Edith had +followed part of the way down the drive, and it could be seen that she +was crying bitterly. She lifted both arms to Roscoe, summoning him. + +“By George!” gasped Roscoe. “I believe somebody's dead!” + +And he started for the New House at a run. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, +and at about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from +foreign parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with +Sheridan and his colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, +was a gentleman of Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, and +Sheridan took pleasure in showing him the sights of the country's finest +city. They got into an open car at the main entrance of the Sheridan +Building, and were driven first, slowly and momentously, through the +wholesale district and the retail district; then more rapidly they +inspected the packing-houses and the stock-yards; then skirmished over +the “park system” and “boulevards”; and after that whizzed through the +“residence section” on their way to the factories and foundries. + +“All cray,” observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + +“'Cray'?” echoed Sheridan. “I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?” + +“No white,” said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the +long rows of houses on both sides of the street. “No white lace +window-curtains; all cray lace window-curtains.” + +“Oh. I see!” Sheridan laughed indulgently. “You mean 'GRAY.' No, they +ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones.” + +Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. “There are NO white ones,” + he said. “There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white +window-curtains, no white house, no white peeble!” He pointed upward. +“Smoke!” Then he sniffed the air and clasped his nose between forefinger +and thumb. “Smoke! Smoke ef'rywhere. Smoke in your insites.” He tapped +his chest. “Smoke in your lunks!” + +“Oh! SMOKE!” Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath and +patently finding it delicious. “You BET we got smoke!” + +“Exbensif!” said Herr Favre. “Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe in +summer it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it.” + +Sheridan laughed uproariously. “They know it means new spring hats for +'em!” + +“They must need many, too!” said the visitor. “New hats, new all things, +but nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are a safing +peeble.” + +“Where's that?” + +“In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'” + +“Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, +and I tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was mighty +dirty and mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. Now comin' +right down TO it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here in this town +than in Munich? I know you got more enterprise up there than the part of +the old country I saw, and I know YOU'RE a live business man and you're +associated with others like you, but when it comes to LIVIN' in a place, +wouldn't you heap rather be here than over there?” + +“For me,” said Herr Favre, “no. Here I should not think I was living. It +would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing else.” + +“We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. THEY +like it.” + +“Oh yes.” And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. “The first generation, +they bring their Germany with them; then, after that, they are +Americans, like you.” He tapped his host's big knee genially. “You are +patriot; so are they.” + +“Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. +Farver!” Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. “You certainly stand up for your +own town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you would +here. Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT--after you've seen +our city! It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I kind of admire +you for it; every man ought to stick up for his own, even when he sees +the other fellow's got the goods on him. Yet I expect way down deep in +your heart, Mr. Farver, you'd rather live right here than any place else +in the world, if you had your choice. Man alive! this is God's country, +Mr. Farver, and a blind man couldn't help seein' it! You couldn't stand +where you do in a business way and NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. +This is the big works, and I'll show you something now that'll make your +eyes stick out!” + +They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was +personally conducted and personally instructed by the founder and +president, the buzzing queen bee of those buzzing hives. + +“Now I'll take you for a spin in the country,” said Sheridan, when at +last they came out to the car again. “We'll take a breezer.” But, with +his foot on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man who came out +of the office smiling a greeting. “Hello, young fellow!” Sheridan said, +heartily. “On the job, are you, Jimmie? Ha! They don't catch you OFF of +it very often, I guess, though I do hear you go automobile-ridin' in +the country sometimes with a mighty fine-lookin' girl settin' up beside +you!” He roared with laughter, clapping his son upon the shoulder. +“That's all right with me--if it is with HER! So, Jimmie? Well, when we +goin' to move into your new warehouses? Monday?” + +“Sunday, if you want to,” said Jim. + +“No!” cried his father, delighted. “Don't tell me you're goin' to keep +your word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never heard of a +contractor yet didn't want more time.” + +“They'll be all ready for you on the minute,” said Jim. “I'm going over +both of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. I +guess they'll pass inspection, too!” + +“Well, then, when you get through with that,” said his father, “you go +and take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You tell +her you stand high with ME!” He stepped into the car, waving a waggish +farewell, and when the wheels were in motion again, he turned upon his +companion a broad face literally shining with pride. “That's my boy +Jimmie!” he said. + +“Fine young man, yes,” said Herr Favre. + +“I got two o' the finest boys,” said Sheridan, “I got two o' the finest +boys God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's the oldest, and +I tell you they got to get up the day before if they expect to catch HIM +in bed! My other boy, Roscoe, he's always to the good, too, but Jim's +a wizard. You saw them two new-process warehouses, just about finished? +Well, JIM built 'em. I'll tell you about that, Mr. Farver.” And he +recited this history, describing the new process at length; in fact, he +had such pride in Jim's achievement that he told Herr Favre all about it +more than once. + +“Fine young man, yes,” repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters of an +hour later. They were many miles out in the open country by this time. + +“He is that!” said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: “I got a fine +family, Mr. Farver--fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you take her +and put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY of 'em. +There's culture and refinement and society in this town by the car-load, +and here lately she's been gettin' right in the thick of it--her and my +daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. +I'm goin' to get you up for a meal with us before you leave town, and +you'll see--and, well, sir, from all I hear the two of 'em been holdin' +their own with the best. Myself, I and the wife never had time for much +o' that kind o' doin's, but it's all right and good for the chuldern; +and my daughter she's always kind of taken to it. I'll read you a poem +she wrote when I get you up at the house. She wrote it in school and +took the first prize for poetry with it. I tell you they don't make 'em +any smarter'n that girl, Mr. Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're +a pretty happy family; yes, sir. Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, +and I haven't ever spoke to him and his wife about it--it's kind of +a delicate matter--but it's about time the wife and I saw some +gran'-chuldern growin' up around us. I certainly do hanker for about +four or five little curly-headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, I +hope, o' course; that's only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty +splendid-lookin' girl; lives right next door to us. I expect you heard +me joshin' him about it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods +here, and I guess it was a mighty good stock--to raise HER! She's one +these girls that stand right up and look at you! And pretty? She's +the prettiest thing you ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good +sense. Jim'll be just right if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME +to think o' the way that boy took ahold o' that job back yonder. Four +months and a half! Yes, sir--” + +He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain +the stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before they +reached the city on their return, and it was after five when Sheridan +allowed Herr Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where boys were +shrieking extra editions of the evening paper. + +“Now, good night, Mr. Farver,” said Sheridan, leaning from the car to +shake hands with his guest. “Don't forget I'm goin' to come around and +take you up to--Go on away, boy!” + +A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, “Extry! +Secon' Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!” + +“Get out!” laughed Sheridan. “Who wants to read about accidents? Get +out!” + +The boy moved away philosophically. “Extry! Extry!” he shrilled. “Three +men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! Extry! +Extry!” + +“Don't forget, Mr. Farver,” Sheridan completed his interrupted +farewells. “I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. I'll be +here for you about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope you 'njoyed +the drive much as I have. Good night--good night!” He leaned back, +speaking to the chauffer. “Now you can take me around to the Central +City barber-shop, boy. I want to get a shave 'fore I go up home.” + +“Extry! Extry!” screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds like +bats in the dusk. “Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! Extry!” It +struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many “Extras”; they printed +“Extras” for all sorts of petty crimes and casualties. It was a mistake, +he decided, critically. Crying “Wolf!” too often wouldn't sell the +goods; it was bad business. The papers would “make more in the long +run,” he was sure, if they published an “Extra” only when something of +real importance happened. + +“Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!” a boy squawked under his +nose, as he descended from the car. + +“Go on away!” said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked to see +the youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + +But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the +barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had thus +cried his wares. + +“Say, Yallern,” said this second, hoarse with awe, “'n't chew know who +that IS?” + +“Who?” + +“It's SHERIDAN!” + +“Jeest!” cried the first, staring insanely. + +At about the same hour, four times a week--Monday, Wednesday, Friday, +and Saturday--Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head +barber. The barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was +their habit to give him a “reception,” his entrance being always the +signal for a flurry of jocular hospitality, followed by general excesses +of briskness and gaiety. But it was not so this evening. + +The shop was crowded. Copies of the “Extra” were being read by men +waiting, and by men in the latter stages of treatment. “Extras” lay upon +vacant seats and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + +There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent +patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened +the door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering +of a firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men +turned their prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of amazing +silence in the shop. + +The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. His +left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic section +of his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung poised above +it, the razor motionless. And then, roused from trance by the door's +closing, he accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. The barber +remembered that there are no circumstances in life--or just after +it--under which a man does not need to be shaved. + +He stepped forward, profoundly grave. “I be through with this man in the +chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan,” he said, in a hushed tone. “Yessuh.” + And of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, “You goin' +RESIGN?” he demanded in a fierce undertone. “You goin' take Mist' +Sheridan's coat?” He sent an angry look round the shop, and the barbers, +taking his meaning, averted their eyes and fell to work, the murmur of +subdued conversation buzzing from chair to chair. + +“You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan,” said the head barber, gently. +“I fix nice chair fo' you to wait in.” + +“Never mind,” said Sheridan. “Go on get through with your man.” + +“Yessuh.” And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed by +Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + +Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not know +what to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious demand +for the meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had been +imposed upon him by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by the odd +look every man in the shop had bent upon him. + +Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of the +shop, and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching quickly +shifted, furtive glances here and there. He made this brief survey after +wondering if one of the barbers had died suddenly, that day, or the +night before; but there was no vacancy in either line. + +The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of +the “Extra” there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. The +first of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: + + Fatally Faulty. New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to + Death with Inventor. Seven Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims-- + +Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering the +print from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before him, +pale and gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + +“I've come for you, father,” said Bibbs. “Here's the boy with your coat +and hat. Put them on and come home.” + +And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the +strength and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what +calamity had befallen him. But he was frightened. + +Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, +but as they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his +son's sleeve with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood +face to face. + +“What--what--” His mouth could not do him the service he asked of it, he +was so frightened. + +“Extry!” screamed a newsboy straight in his face. “Young North Side +millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!” + +“Not--JIM!” said Sheridan. + +Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + +“And YOU come to tell me that?” + +Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and in the +first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the unuttered +cry of accusation: + +“Why wasn't it you?” + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three +days later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite +in his mind: the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and Bibbs +wondered how many million times that had happened since men first made a +word to name the sons of one mother. Almost literally he had buried his +strong brother, for Sheridan had gone to pieces when he saw his dead +son. He had nothing to help him meet the shock, neither definite +religion nor “philosophy” definite or indefinite. He could only beat his +forehead and beg, over and over, to be killed with an ax, while his wife +was helpless except to entreat him not to “take on,” herself adding a +continuous lamentation. Edith, weeping, made truce with Sibyl and saw to +it that the mourning garments were beyond criticism. Roscoe was dazed, +and he shirked, justifying himself curiously by saying he “never had +any experience in such matters.” So it was Bibbs, the shy outsider, who +became, during this dreadful little time, the master of the house; for +as strange a thing as that, sometimes, may be the result of a death. He +met the relatives from out of town at the station; he set the time +for the funeral and the time for meals; he selected the flowers and +he selected Jim's coffin; he did all the grim things and all the other +things. Jim had belonged to an order of Knights, who lengthened the +rites with a picturesque ceremony of their own, and at first Bibbs +wished to avoid this, but upon reflection he offered no objection--he +divined that the Knights and their service would be not precisely a +consolation, but a satisfaction to his father. So the Knights led the +procession, with their band playing a dirge part of the long way to the +cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in two lines, plumed +hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the carriages pass +between. + +“Mighty fine-lookin' men,” said Sheridan, brokenly. “They all--all liked +him. He was--” His breath caught in a sob and choked him. “He was--a +Grand Supreme Herald.” + +Bibbs had divined aright. + +“Dust to dust,” said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that +Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group +shivered, except Bibbs, when it came to “Dust to dust.” Bibbs stood +passive, for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as a +familiar neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, long +time, and even now he could prophesy no protracted separation between +himself and dust. The machine-shop had brought him very close, and if +he had to go back it would probably bring him closer still; so close--as +Dr. Gurney predicted--that no one would be able to tell the difference +between dust and himself. And Sheridan, if Bibbs read him truly, would +be all the more determined to “make a man” of him, now that there was +a man less in the family. To Bibbs's knowledge, no one and nothing had +ever prevented his father from carrying through his plans, once he had +determined upon them; and Sheridan was incapable of believing that any +plan of his would not work out according to his calculations. His nature +unfitted him to accept failure. He had the gift of terrible persistence, +and with unflecked confidence that his way was the only way he would +hold to that way of “making a man” of Bibbs, who understood very well, +in his passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a way which might +make, not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for the thought. + +He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The +truth about Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had so +thoroughly formed the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings that +no doubt he had forgotten--by this time--where he had put some of them, +especially those which concerned himself. But he had not hidden his +feelings about his father where they could not be found. He was strange +to his father, but his father was not strange to him. He knew that +Sheridan's plans were conceived in the stubborn belief that they would +bring about a good thing for Bibbs himself; and whatever the result was +to be, the son had no bitterness. Far otherwise, for as he looked at the +big, woeful figure, shaking and tortured, an almost unbearable pity laid +hands upon Bibbs's throat. Roscoe stood blinking, his lip quivering; +Edith wept audibly; Mrs. Sheridan leaned in half collapse against her +husband; but Bibbs knew that his father was the one who cared. + +It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, and +Bibbs nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward the line +of waiting carriages. Roscoe understood--Bibbs would stay and see the +grave filled; the rest were to go. The groups began to move away over +the turf; wheels creaked on the graveled drive; and one by one the +carriages filled and departed, the horses setting off at a walk. Bibbs +gazed steadfastly at the workmen; he knew that his father kept looking +back as he went toward the carriage, and that was a thing he did not +want to see. But after a little while there were no sounds of wheels +or hoofs on the gravel, and Bibbs, glancing up, saw that every one had +gone. A coupe had been left for him, the driver dozing patiently. + +The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about +it, and Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood +looking thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal-seeming +hillock beneath the darkening November sky. “It's too bad!” he half +whispered, his lips forming the words--and his meaning was that it was +too bad that the strong brother had been the one to go. For this was +his last thought before he walked to the coupe and saw Mary Vertrees +standing, all alone, on the other side of the drive. + +She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on a +slope where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude of the +barbaric and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our graveyards: +urn-crowned columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop-carved angels and +shop-carved children poising on pillars and shafts, all lifting--in +unthought pathos--their blind stoniness toward the sky. Against such +a background, Bibbs was not incongruous, with his figure, in black, so +long and slender, and his face so long and thin and white; nor was the +undertaker's coupe out of keeping, with the shabby driver dozing on the +box and the shaggy horses standing patiently in attitudes without +hope and without regret. But for Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque +setting--she was a vivid, living creature of a beautiful world. And a +graveyard is not the place for people to look charming. + +She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and +confused than Bibbs. In “Edith's” poem he had declared his intention of +hiding his heart “among the stars”; and in his boyhood one day he had +successfully hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no comrade +of other boys or of girls, and his acquaintances of a recent period were +only a few fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood Sanitarium. All +his life Bibbs had kept himself to himself--he was but a shy onlooker in +the world. Nevertheless, the startled gaze he bent upon the +unexpected lady before him had causes other than his shyness and her +unexpectedness. For Mary Vertrees had been a shining figure in the +little world of late given to the view of this humble and elusive +outsider, and spectators sometimes find their hearts beating faster than +those of the actors in the spectacle. Thus with Bibbs now. He started +and stared; he lifted his hat with incredible awkwardness, his fingers +fumbling at his forehead before they found the brim. + +“Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, “I'm afraid you'll have to take me home with +you. I--” She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness of her own. + +“Why--why--yes,” Bibbs stammered. “I'll--I'll be de--Won't you get in?” + +In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. Then +Mary without more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, closing +the door. + +“You're very kind,” she said, somewhat breathlessly. “I should have had +to walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I think.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs. “It--it is beginning to get dark. I--I noticed that.” + +“I ought to tell you--I--” Mary began, confusedly. She bit her lip, sat +silent a moment, then spoke with composure. “It must seem odd, my--” + +“No, no!” Bibbs protested, earnestly. “Not in the--in the least.” + +“It does, though,” said Mary. “I had not intended to come to the +cemetery, Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house came +and whispered to me that 'the family wished me to'--I think your sister +sent him. So I came. But when we reached here I--oh, I felt that perhaps +I--” + +Bibbs nodded gravely. “Yes, yes,” he murmured. + +“I got out on the opposite side of the carriage,” she continued. “I mean +opposite from--from where all of you were. And I wandered off over in +the other direction; and I didn't realize how little time it takes. +From where I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving--at least I didn't +notice them. So when I got back, just now, you were the only one here. +I didn't know the other people in the carriage I came in, and of course +they didn't think to wait for me. That's why--” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, “I--” And that seemed all he had to say just then. + +Mary looked out through the dusty window. “I think we'd better be going +home, if you please,” she said. + +“Yes,” Bibbs agreed, not moving. “It will be dark before we get there.” + +She gave him a quick little glance. “I think you must be very tired, +Mr. Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be,” she said, gently. “If +you'll let me, I'll--” And without explaining her purpose she opened the +door on her side of the coupe and leaned out. + +Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + +“Driver!” she called, in her clear voice, loudly. “Driver! We'd like to +start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. Sheridan's, +please.” The wheels began to move, and she leaned back beside Bibbs +once more. “I noticed that he was asleep when we got in,” she said. “I +suppose they have a great deal of night work.” + +Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. +“I've never been able to apologize quickly,” he said, with his +accustomed slowness, “because if I try to I stammer. My brother Roscoe +whipped me once, when we were boys, for stepping on his slate-pencil. +It took me so long to tell him it was an accident, he finished before I +did.” + +Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, gentle +voice or the odd implication that his not noticing the motionless state +of their vehicle was an “accident.” She had formed a casual impression +of him, not without sympathy, but at once she discovered that he was +unlike any of her cursory and vague imaginings of him. And suddenly she +saw a picture he had not intended to paint for sympathy: a sturdy boy +hammering a smaller, sickly boy, and the sickly boy unresentful. Not +that picture alone; others flashed before her. Instantaneously she had a +glimpse of Bibbs's life and into his life. She had a queer feeling, new +to her experience, of knowing him instantly. It startled her a little; +and then, with some surprise, she realized that she was glad he had sat +so long, after getting into the coupe, before he noticed that it had +not started. What she did not realize, however, was that she had made +no response to his apology, and they passed out of the cemetery gates, +neither having spoken again. + +Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was +silence. The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled with a +rich presence for him; and presently it was so dark that neither of the +two could see the other, nor did even their garments touch. But neither +had any sense of being alone. The wheels creaked steadily, rumbling +presently on paved streets; there were the sounds, as from a distance, +of the plod-plod of the horses; and sometimes the driver became audible, +coughing asthmatically, or saying, “You, JOE!” with a spiritless flap of +the whip upon an unresponsive back. Oblongs of light from the lamps +at street-corners came swimming into the interior of the coupe and, +thinning rapidly to lances, passed utterly, leaving greater darkness. +And yet neither of these two last attendants at Jim Sheridan's funeral +broke the silence. + +It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it--too late. Abruptly she +realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of her +companion and not talking to him. “Mr. Sheridan,” she began, not knowing +what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as she realized +the queerness of this drive--“Mr. Sheridan, I--” + +The coupe stopped. “You, JOE!” said the driver, reproachfully, and +climbed down and opened the door. + +“What's the trouble?” Bibbs inquired. + +“Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir.” + +Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it +mustn't be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + +“What?” Bibbs demanded. + +“We're there, sir,” said the driver, sympathetically. “Next house north +of Mr. Sheridan's.” + +Bibbs descended to the curb. “Why, yes,” he said. “Yes, you seem to +be right.” And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front +windows of Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + +“Let me help you,” said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and she +was several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + +“Oh no,” she murmured. “I think I can--” She meant that she could get +out of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had already +accomplished this feat, she decided not to complete the sentence. + +“You, JOE!” cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he +rumbled away at his team's best pace--a snail's. + +“Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, stiffly. She +did not offer her hand. “Good night.” + +“Good night,” Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked +beside her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. +Realization of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, +beginning to shock her; she stepped aside from the light that fell +through the glass panels of the door and withheld her hand as it touched +the old-fashioned bell-handle. + +“I'm quite safe, thank you,” she said, with a little emphasis. “Good +night.” + +“Good night,” said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the +street he looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + +Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out +from the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + +“Where are your eyes, Bibbs?” demanded Roscoe. “Sleep-walking, as +usual?” + +But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. “Come over to our house for a +little while, Bibbs,” she urged. “I want to--” + +“No, I'd better--” + +“Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all quiet +over there--all worn out. Just come for a minute.” + +He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with +real feeling: “'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! And +I don't wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You mustn't get +down sick again. I'm going to make you take a little brandy.” + +He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and +was grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the +decanters on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much +heavier libation in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl +leaned against the sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and +recalling the names of the donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed +Bibbs to remain longer when he rose to go, and then, as he persisted, +she went with him to the front door. He opened it, and she said: + +“Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. +How did you happen to be there?” + +“I had only been to the door,” he said. “Good night, Sibyl.” + +“Wait,” she insisted. “We saw you coming out.” + +“I wasn't,” he explained, moving to depart. “I'd just brought Miss +Vertrees home.” + +“What?” she cried. + +“Yes,” he said, and stepped out upon the porch, “that was it. Good +night, Sibyl.” + +“Wait!” she said, following him across the threshold. “How did that +happen? I thought you were going to wait while those men filled +the--the--” She paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + +“I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there,” he said, reluctantly. “She +had walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were +leaving. When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one +left.” + +Sibyl regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow +breathlessness. “And she drove home from Jim's funeral--with you!” + +Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand ineffectually +over her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the house, hurling the +door shut behind her. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had laughed. +The laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond suspicion, but it +seemed to him that she had only affected the effort to suppress it and +that she wished it to be significant. Significant of what? And why had +she wished to impress upon him the fact of her overwhelming amusement? +He found no answer, but she had succeeded in disturbing him, and he +wished that he had not encountered her. + +At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering +about the house, several mournfully admiring the “Bay of Naples,” and +others occupied with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited for +trains. Edith and her mother had retired to some upper fastness, but +Bibbs interviewed Jackson and had the various groups of relatives +summoned to the dining-room for food. One great-uncle, old Gideon +Sheridan from Boonville, could not be found, and Bibbs went in search of +him. He ransacked the house, discovering the missing antique at last +by accident. Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, Bibbs heard +a murmurous sound, and paused to listen. The sound proved to be a +quavering and rickety voice, monotonously bleating: + +“The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember that; +we got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a-gittin' +along, and I've seen a-many of 'em go--two daughters and a son the Lord +give me, and He has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord +takuth away! Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, James. Bildad the +Shuhite says, 'He shall have neither son nor nephew among his people, +nor any remaining in his dwellings.' Bildad the Shuhite--” + +Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, in +his underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, swinging +backward and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long white beard +and gazing at the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned him urgently, but +Uncle Gideon paid no attention. + +“Bildad the Shuhite spake and he says, 'If thy children have sinned +against Him and He have cast them away--'” + +There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows +rattled. The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, but +Uncle Gideon leaped from his chair. “My God!” he cried. “What's that?” + +There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. +Bibbs went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, +discovered the source of the disturbance. Gideon's grandson, a boy +of fourteen, had brought his camera to the funeral and was taking +“flash-lights” of the Moor. Uncle Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's +explanation, would have returned to finish his quotation from Bildad the +Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little argument persuaded +him to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, after closing +the door of his father's room. + +He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing +several attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; +and it was a relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile +was waiting to convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. +They were the last to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing +to his own room. + +He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went to +the window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where +Mary Vertrees lived. Then he opened his trunk, took therefrom a small +note-book half filled with fragmentary scribblings, and began to write: + + Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at + anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the + cemetery, but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are + out of hearing, it strikes up, “Darktown is Out To-night.” That + is natural--but there are women whose laughter is like the whirring + of whips. Why is it that certain kinds of laughter seem to spoil + something hidden away from the laughers? If they do not know of + it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? Yet it + does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not + out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a + man would not look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look + beautiful, though, at the funeral of a man whom she had known and + liked. And in that case, too, she would probably not want to talk + if she drove home from the cemetery with his brother: nor would + she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either stupid or + timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and + drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to + listen to him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence + is open to suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. + It may be dignity, or it may be false teeth. + + Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become perceptible in a small + inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of gasoline rising + from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside her + than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady-- + but there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may + be three feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a + great deal before you reach the end of it. Still, it may be that + one should begin to speak. + + No one could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of + the people that are in this world. There are some so wonderful + you do not understand how the dead COULD die. How could they let + themselves? A falling building does not care who falls with it. + It does not choose who shall be upon its roof and who shall not. + Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman of the world + should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the length + of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three + miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! + Even if she thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had + heard from others that he was a disappointment to his own people, + even if she had seen for herself that he was a useless and + irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him at least + to speak--she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make + sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every + step of the way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a + frozen fish. And she might be right. She might be right if she + thought him about as pleasant a companion as--as Bildad the Shuhite! + +Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a +period of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing-gown +and slippers, and went softly out into the hall--to his father's door. +Upon the floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier in the +evening, to place upon a table in Sheridan's room--but the food was +untouched. Bibbs stood listening outside the door for several minutes. +There came no sound from within, and he went back to his own room and to +bed. + +In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his +experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little +pause--sleep has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is +a curious half-void, a glimpse of aphasia; and although the person +experiencing it may not know for that instant his own name or age or +sex, he may be acutely conscious of depression or elation. It is the +moment, as we say, before we “remember”; and for the first time in +Bibbs's life it came to him bringing a vague happiness. He woke to a +sense of new riches; he had the feeling of a boy waking to a birthday. +But when the next moment brought him his memory, he found nothing that +could explain his exhilaration. On the contrary, under the circumstances +it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. However, it was a brief visitation +and was gone before he had finished dressing. It left a little trail, +the pleased recollection of it and the puzzle of it, which remained +unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the morning is not usually +the result of a drive home from a funeral. No wonder the sequence evaded +Bibbs Sheridan! + +His father had gone when he came down-stairs. “Went on down to 's +office, jes' same,” Jackson informed him. “Came sat breakfas'-table, all +by 'mself; eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' eat +a thing. Yessuh, went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. Yessuh, I +reckon putty much ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta do.” + +It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days had +passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan cried +a little, now and then, but no other external difference was to be +seen. Edith was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch proved +herself able to argue with her mother upon the propriety of receiving +calls in the earliest stages of “mourning.” Lunch was as usual--for Jim +and his father had always lunched down-town--and the afternoon was as +usual. Bibbs went for his drive, and his mother went with him, as she +sometimes did when the weather was pleasant. Altogether, the usualness +of things was rather startling to Bibbs. + +During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's childhood. +“But you wouldn't remember about that,” she said, after narrating an +episode. “You were too little. He was always a good boy, just like that. +And he'd save whatever papa gave him, and put it in the bank. I reckon +it'll just about kill your father to put somebody in his place as +president of the Realty Company, Bibbs. I know he can't move Roscoe +over; he told me last week he'd already put as much on Roscoe as any +one man could handle and not go crazy. Oh, it's a pity--” She stopped +to wipe her eyes. “It's a pity you didn't run more with Jim, Bibbs, and +kind o' pick up his ways. Think what it'd meant to papa now! You never +did run with either Roscoe or Jim any, even before you got sick. Of +course, you were younger; but it always DID seem queer--and you three +bein' brothers like that. I don't believe I ever saw you and Jim sit +down together for a good talk in my life.” + +“Mother, I've been away so long,” Bibbs returned, gently. “And since I +came home I--” + +“Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs,” she said. “Jim ain't been home +much of an evening since you got back--what with his work and callin' +and goin' to the theater and places, and often not even at the house for +dinner. Right the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner at some +miser'ble rest'rant down by the Pump Works, he was so set on overseein' +the night work and gettin' everything finished up right to the minute he +told papa he would. I reckon you might 'a' put in more time with Jim if +there'd been more opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you feel almost as if you +scarcely really knew him right well.” + +“I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I hadn't +much to say about the things that interested him, because I don't know +much about them.” + +“It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!” she moaned. “And you'll have to learn to +know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, because I felt it +was all between your father and you, but I honestly do believe it will +just kill him if he has to have any more trouble on top of all this! +You mustn't LET him, Bibbs--you mustn't! You don't know how he's grieved +over you, and now he can't stand any more--he just can't! Whatever he +says for you to do, you DO it, Bibbs, you DO it! I want you to promise +me you will.” + +“I would if I could,” he said, sorrowfully. + +“No, no! Why can't you?” she cried, clutching his arm. “He wants you to +go back to the machine-shop and--” + +“And--'like it'!” said Bibbs. + +“Yes, that's it--to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it wouldn't +hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit--the doctor said that himself, +Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much for your father? +You ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got a beautiful house +to live in; you got automobiles to ride in; you got fur coats and warm +clothes; you been taken care of all your life. And you don't KNOW how +he worked for the money to give all these things to you! You don't DREAM +what he had to go through and what he risked when we were startin' out +in life; and you never WILL know! And now this blow has fallen on him +out of a clear sky, and you make it out to be a hardship to do like he +wants you to! And all on earth he asks is for you to go back to the work +in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt you! That's all he asks. Look, +Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, but before we get there I want you +to promise me that you'll do what he asks you to. Promise me!” + +In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see +him better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for her +before he spoke. + +“I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother,” he said. + +“There!” she exclaimed, satisfied. “That's a good boy! That's all I +wanted you to say.” + +“Don't give me any credit,” he said, ruefully. “There isn't anything +else for me to do.” + +“Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!” + +“No, no,” he soothed her. “We'll have to begin to make the spirit a +cheerful one. We may--” They were turning into their own driveway as +he spoke, and he glanced at the old house next door. Mary Vertrees was +visible in the twilight, standing upon the front steps, bareheaded, the +door open behind her. She bowed gravely. + +“'We may'--what?” asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + +“What is it, mother?” + +“You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'.” + +“Did I?” said Bibbs, blankly. “Well, what WERE we saying?” + +“Of all the queer boys!” she cried. “You always were. Always! You +haven't forgot what you just promised me, have you?” + +“No,” he answered, as the car stopped. “No, the spirit will be as +cheerful as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave like--” + +His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she +failed to hear his final words. + +“Behave like who, Bibbs?” + +“Nothing.” + +But she was fretful in her grief. “You said it wouldn't do to behave +like SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?” + +“It was just nonsense,” he explained, turning to go in. “An obscure +person I don't think much of lately.” + +“Behave like WHO?” she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant +insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell +Dr. Gurney about it. + +“Like Bildad the Shuhite!” was what Bibbs said. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was +Sheridan's custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the +library, while his wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old habit) +or allowed herself to be repeatedly baffled by one of the simpler forms +of solitaire. To-night she did neither, but sat in her customary chair, +gazing at the fire, while Sheridan let the unfolded paper rest upon his +lap, though now and then he lifted it, as if to read, and let it fall +back upon his knees again. Bibbs came in noiselessly and sat in a +corner, doing nothing; and from a “reception-room” across the hall an +indistinct vocal murmur became just audible at intervals. Once, when +this murmur grew louder, under stress of some irrepressible merriment, +Edith's voice could be heard--“Bobby, aren't you awful!” and Sheridan +glanced across at his wife appealingly. + +She rose at once and went into the “reception-room”; there was a flurry +of whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall--Edith and her +suitor changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. Sheridan returned +to her chair in the library. + +“They won't bother you any more, papa,” she said, in a comforting voice. +“She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this evening, +and I said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she said she'd +already told him he could.” She paused, then added, rather guiltily: “I +got kind of a notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much as he used +to. Maybe--maybe you better ask Roscoe, papa.” And as Sheridan nodded +solemnly, she concluded, in haste: “Don't say I said to. I might be +wrong about it, anyway.” + +He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. +Sheridan broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that +brought tears. “That Miss Vertrees was a good girl,” she said. “SHE was +all right.” + +Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of +thought, for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + +“Did you--How did you fix it about the--the Realty Company?” she +faltered. “Did you--” + +He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. +“I fixed it,” he said, in a husky voice. “I moved Cantwell up, and put +Johnston in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among the +four men with salaries high enough to take it.” He went to her, put +his hand upon her shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous breath. +“It's my bedtime, mamma; I'm goin' up.” He dropped the hand from her +shoulder and moved slowly away, but when he reached the door he stopped +and spoke again, without turning to look at her. “The Realty Company'll +go right on just the same,” he said. “It's like--it's like sand, mamma. +It puts me in mind of chuldern playin' in a sand-pile. One of 'em sticks +his finger in the sand and makes a hole, and another of 'em'll pat the +place with his hand, and all the little grains of sand run in and fill +it up and settle against one another; and then, right away it's flat on +top again, and you can't tell there ever was a hole there. The Realty +Company'll go on all right, mamma. There ain't anything anywhere, I +reckon, that wouldn't go right on--just the same.” + +And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy tread +upon the stairs. + +Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. +“It's so forlone,” she said, chokingly. “That's the first time he spoke +since he came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' hurt him to +hear Edith laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to let him come, +right the very first evening this way; she'd oughtn't to done it! She +just seems to lose her head over him, and it scares me. You heard what +Sibyl said the other day, and--and you heard what--what--” + +“What Edith said to Sibyl?” Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + +“We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!” she wailed. “Oh, it looks as +if movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! It scares +me!” She put both her hands over her face. “Oh, Bibbs, Bibbs! if you +only wasn't so QUEER! If you could only been a kind of dependable son! +I don't know what we're all comin' to!” And, weeping, she followed her +husband. + +Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man +who has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room--it was called +“the smoking-room”--where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up in +no welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to a +less conspicuous adjacency. + +“Good evening,” said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a +leather easy-chair near them. + +“What is it?” asked Edith, plainly astonished. + +“Nothing,” he returned, smiling. + +She frowned. “Did you want something?” she asked. + +“Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I sha'n't +be going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be anybody left +for me to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn.” + +“'CHAT with'!” she echoed, incredulously. + +“I can talk about almost anything,” said Bibbs with an air of +genial politeness. “It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about +business--if that's what you happened to be talking about. But you +aren't in business, are you, Mr. Lamhorn?” + +“Not now,” returned Lamhorn, shortly. + +“I'm not, either,” said Bibbs. “It was getting cloudier than usual, I +noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. Rain +to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised.” + +He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of +which had now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he +sat expectantly, looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as if +implying that it was their turn to speak. Edith returned his gaze with +a mixture of astonishment and increasing anger, while Mr. Lamhorn was +obviously disturbed, though Bibbs had been as considerate as possible in +presenting the weather as a topic. Bibbs had perceived that Lamhorn had +nothing in his mind at any time except “personalities”--he could talk +about people and he could make love. Bibbs, wishing to be courteous, +offered the weather. + +Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude in the +leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent fixture for +the rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope that he would +move, and Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking silly. + +“I was just going,” he said, rising. + +“Oh NO!” Edith cried, sharply. + +“Yes. Good night! I think I--” + +“Too bad,” said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, +while Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She heard +Bibbs offering to “help” Lamhorn with his overcoat and the latter rather +curtly declining assistance, these episodes of departure being followed +by the closing of the outer door. She ran into the hall. + +“What's the matter with you?” she cried, furiously. “What do you MEAN? +How did you dare come in there when you knew--” + +Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up the +stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs came up, +a few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + +“Oh, Bibbs,” she said, shaking her head woefully, “you'd oughtn't to +distress your sister! She says you drove that young man right out of the +house. You'd ought to been more considerate.” + +Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's +naive shadow motionless across its threshold. “Yes,” he said. “He +doesn't appear to be much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse of +one.” + +Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: “You call yourself one?” + +“No, no,” he answered. “I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't +claim--” But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + +“There,” he said, sighing. “That's almost the first time in my life I +ever tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly in +what I tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!” + +“You hurt her feelin's,” she groaned. “You must 'a' gone at it too +rough, Bibbs.” + +He looked upon her wanly. “That's my trouble, mother,” he murmured. “I'm +a plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man.” + +For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. “Hush your +nonsense!” she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile +appearing. “You go to bed.” + +He kissed her and obeyed. + + +Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast-table. + +“You mustn't do that under a misapprehension,” he warned her, when they +were alone in the dining-room. + +“Do what under a what?” she asked. + +“Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'” he +told her, gravely. “I have a prejudice against that young man.” + +She laughed. “I guess you think it means a great deal who you have +prejudices against!” In mockery she adopted the manner of one who +implores. “Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR influence +with papa against him!” And she laughed louder. + +“Listen,” he said, with peculiar earnestness. “I'll tell you now, +because--because I've decided I'm one of the family.” And then, as +if the earnestness were too heavy for him to carry it further, he +continued, in his usual tone, “I'm drunk with power, Edith.” + +“What do you want to tell me?” she demanded, brusquely. + +“Lamhorn made love to Sibyl,” he said. + +Edith hooted. “SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat +between us the other day when I the same as accused her of it, and said +something like that to you afterward--” + +“No,” he said, gravely. “I KNOW.” + +“How?” + +“I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and +Lamhorn--” + +Edith screamed with laughter. “You were with ROSCOE--and you heard +Lamhorn making love to Sibyl!” + +“No. I heard them quarreling.” + +“You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!” she cried. “You say he made love to +her because you heard them quarreling!” + +“That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can--by the +way they quarrel.” + +“You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?” + +“Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!--it's +always certain--” + +Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. “You ought +to know. You've had so much experience, yourself!” + +“I haven't any, Edith,” he said. “My life has been about as exciting as +an incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at things.” + +“Well, then,” she said, “if you look out through the glass you must know +what effect such stuff would have upon ME!” She rose, visibly agitated. +“What if it WAS true?” she demanded, bitterly. “What if it was true a +hundred times over? You sit there with your silly face half ready to +giggle and half ready to sniffle, and tell me stories like that, about +Sibyl picking on Bobby Lamhorn and worrying him to death, and you think +it matters to ME? What if I already KNEW all about their 'quarreling'? +What if I understood WHY she--” She broke off with a violent gesture, a +sweep of her arm extended at full length, as if she hurled something to +the ground. “Do you think a girl that really cared for a man would pay +any attention to THAT? Or to YOU, Bibbs Sheridan!” + +He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. +She met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she +had spoken and he meant to agree with what she said. + +“Ah, yes,” he said. “I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm +sorry, Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see +until you see for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out of +it--especially me!” + +“That's sensible,” she responded, curtly. “You're most surprising of all +when you're sensible, Bibbs.” + +“Yes,” he sighed. “I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, Edith.” + +Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and +George appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was waiting +there, he announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but friendly touch +upon the shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, and left her. + +Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he merely +glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was not over +fifty, in spite of Sheridan's habitual “ole Doc Gurney.” He was gray, +however, almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always he looked drowsy. + +“Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs,” he said, not +rising. “Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here in front of +me--between me and the fire. I want to see if I can see through you.” + +“You mean you're too sleepy to move,” returned Bibbs, complying. “I +think you'll notice that I'm getting worse.” + +“Taken on about twelve pounds,” said Gurney. “Thirteen, maybe.” + +“Twelve.” + +“Well, it won't do.” The doctor rubbed his eyelids. “You're so much +better I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just +where you are. You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down--all +the way. I suppose you know why your father wants to know.” + +Bibbs nodded. “Machine-shop.” + +“Still hate it?” + +Bibbs nodded again. + +“Don't blame you!” the doctor grunted. “Yes, I expect it'll make a lump +in your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell him you've +got the old lump there yet? You still want to write, do you?” + +“What's the use?” Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. “My kind of writing!” + +“Yes,” the doctor agreed. “I suppose if you broke away and lived on +roots and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention of +editors' you might be able to hope for an income of four or five hundred +dollars a year by the time you're fifty.” + +“That's about it,” Bibbs murmured. + +“Of course I know what you want to do,” said Gurney, drowsily. “You +don't hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show--the noise and +jar and dirt, the scramble--the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' You'd +like to go somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and bask on a +balcony, smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow fat on it and +have a delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what do you say? I +can lie like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father he'll lose another +of his boys if you don't go to Sicily?” + +“I don't want to go to Sicily,” said Bibbs. “I want to stay right here.” + +The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his +patient a sharp glance. “It's a risk,” he said. “I think we'll find +you're so much better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. +Something's got hold of you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical as +you used to be. But I warn you: I think the shop will knock you just as +it did before, and perhaps even harder, Bibbs.” + +He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. “Well, when we go over +you this afternoon what are we going to say about it?” + +“Tell him I'm ready,” said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + +“Oh no,” Gurney laughed. “Not quite yet; but you may be almost. We'll +see. Don't forget I said to walk down.” + +And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor +informed Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be pleasing. +“Here's a new 'situation' for a one-act farce,” he said, gloomily, to +his next patient when Bibbs had gone. “Doctor tells a man he's well, and +that's his death sentence, likely. Dam' funny world!” + +Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon +this point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on any +point, so discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a dingy +afternoon, and the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, but to +his nostrils, though most of the pedestrians were so saturated with +the smell they could no longer detect it. Nearly all of them walked +hurriedly, too intent upon their destinations to be more than half aware +of the wayside; they wore the expressions of people under a vague yet +constant strain. They were all lightly powdered, inside and out, with +fine dust and grit from the hard-paved streets, and they were unaware of +that also. They did not even notice that they saw the smoke, though the +thickened air was like a shrouding mist. And when Bibbs passed the new +“Sheridan Apartments,” now almost completed, he observed that the marble +of the vestibule was already streaky with soot, like his gloves, which +were new. + +That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the way +from his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought which +continued till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route was by +a street parallel to that on which the New House fronted, and in his +preoccupation he walked a block farther than he intended, so that, +having crossed to his own street, he approached the New House from the +north, and as he came to the corner of Mr. Vertrees's lot Mr. Vertrees's +daughter emerged from the front door and walked thoughtfully down the +path to the old picket gate. She was unconscious of the approach of the +pedestrian from the north, and did not see him until she had opened the +gate and he was almost beside her. Then she looked up, and as she +saw him she started visibly. And if this thing had happened to +Robert Lamhorn, he would have had a thought far beyond the horizon of +faint-hearted Bibbs's thoughts. Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his +thought. He would have said: “You jumped because you were thinking of +me!” + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand +closing the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction +Bibbs was walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they +should walk together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had +paused in his slow stride, and there elapsed an instant before either +spoke or moved--it was no longer than that, and yet it sufficed for each +to seem to say, by look and attitude, “Why, it's YOU!” + +Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's +name as if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came to +a stop simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they began +to walk on together he contrived to find his voice. + +“I--I--hate a frozen fish myself,” he said. “I think three miles was too +long for you to put up with one.” + +“Good gracious!” she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which +restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. “Mr. Sheridan, you're +lovely to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say it's +turning cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we didn't know +each other well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an imposition for +me to have made you bring me home, and after I went into the house I +decided I should have walked. Besides, it wasn't three miles to the +car-line. I never thought of it!” + +“No,” said Bibbs, earnestly. “I didn't, either. I might have said +something if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; I must +remember that, and not worry about it later. I think I'm talking, though +it doesn't sound intelligent even to me. I made up my mind that if I +ever met you again I'd turn on my voice and keep it going, no mater what +it said. I--” + +She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one +which Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, “a cripple +would crawl five miles to hear.” And at the merry lilting of it Bibbs's +father's son took heart to forget some of his trepidation. “I'll be any +kind of idiot,” he said, “if you'll laugh at me some more. It won't be +difficult for me.” + +She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which Mary +perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and irritated +description of him to her mother just after she had seen him for the +first time. “Rather tragic and altogether impossible.” It seemed to her +now that she must have been blind. + +They had passed the New House without either of them showing--or +possessing--any consciousness that it had been the destination of one of +them. + +“I'll keep on talking,” Bibbs continued, cheerfully, “and you keep on +laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. I'm +making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered by my +bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and that makes +me bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm afraid of what +I'll think of myself later if I don't keep talking--talking now, I +mean--and I'm afraid of what I'll think of myself if I do. And besides +these two things, I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't remember talking as +much as this more than once or twice in my life. I suppose it was always +in me to do it, though, the first time I met any one who didn't know me +well enough not to listen.” + +“But you're not really talking to me,” said Mary. “You're just thinking +aloud.” + +“No,” he returned, gravely. “I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making +vocal sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the +subject of what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change it, +but I don't know how. I haven't any experience in talking, and I don't +know how to manage it.” + +“You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. +“Not even if you really talked about yourself.” She turned her +face toward him as she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was +pathetically amazed by the look she gave him. It was a glowing look, +warmly friendly and understanding, and, what almost shocked him, it was +an eagerly interested look. Bibbs was not accustomed to anything like +that. + +“I--you--I--I'm--” he stammered, and the faint color in his cheeks grew +almost vivid. + +She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance that came +into his face. There was something about him, too, that explained how +“queer” many people might think him; but he did not seem “queer” to Mary +Vertrees; he seemed the most quaintly natural person she had ever met. + +He waited, and became coherent. “YOU say something now,” he said. “I +don't even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing the funny +man's solo! You--” + +“No,” she interrupted. “I'd rather play your accompaniment.” + +“I'll stop and listen to it, then.” + +“Perhaps--” she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a +gesture with her muff, indicating a large brick church which they were +approaching. “Do you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?” + +“I suppose I could,” he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at her. +“But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me I'd better +say anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. The other reason +I don't want to see the church is that I have a feeling it's where +you're going, and where I'll be sent back.” + +She shook her head in cheery negation. “Not unless you want to be. Would +you like to come with me?” + +“Why--why--yes,” he said. “Anywhere!” And again it was apparent that he +spoke in simple truthfulness. + +“Then come--if you care for organ music. The organist is an old friend +of mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. He had +a degree from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he gave up +everything for music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. He looks like +Beethoven, doesn't he? I think he knows that, perhaps and enjoys it a +little. I hope so.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. “I think Beethoven +would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like other people.” + +“I haven't kept you?” Mary said to the organist. + +“No, no,” he answered, heartily. “I would not mind so only you should +shooer come!” + +“This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me.” + +The organist looked bluntly surprised. “Iss that SO?” he exclaimed. +“Well, I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle playink. +He iss musician himself, then, of course.” + +“No,” said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. “I--I played +the--I tried to play--” Fortunately he checked himself; he had been +about to offer the information that he had failed to master the +jews'-harp in his boyhood. “No, I'm not a musician,” he contented +himself with saying. + +“What?” Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. “Young man, you are fortunate! +I play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. You are the first. You +are the first one EVER!” + +They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist +finished speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary Vertrees +in a dazed way that was not of her perceiving; for, though she stopped +as he did, her gaze followed the organist, who was walking away from +them toward the front of the church, shaking his white Beethovian mane +roguishly. + +“It's false pretenses on my part,” Bibbs said. “You mean to be kind to +the sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going back +to work in a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to play, hadn't +I?” + +“No,” said Mary, beginning to walk forward. “Not unless you don't like +great music.” + +He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft +ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of pipes +ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; they +covered all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's figure, +reaching its high perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian magician +ludicrously daring the attempt to control a monster certain to overwhelm +him. + +“This afternoon some Handel!” he turned to shout. + +Mary nodded. “Will you like that?” she asked Bibbs. + +“I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know anything +about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If I knew enough to +pretend, I would.” + +“No,” said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, “you wouldn't.” + +She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; +the huge empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people +listening filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with +it. The two sat intensely still, the great sound all round about them, +while the church grew dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a +tiny star of light. His white head moved from side to side beneath it +rhythmically, or lunged and recovered with the fierceness of a duelist +thrusting, but he was magnificently the master of his giant, and it sang +to his magic as he bade it. + +Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was wholly +unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. Unlike +the tale, it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought him to the +enchanted cave, and that--for Bibbs--was what made its magic dazing. It +seemed to him a long, long time since he had been walking home drearily +from Dr. Gurney's office; it seemed to him that he had set out upon a +happy journey since then, and that he had reached another planet, where +Mary Vertrees and he sat alone together listening to a vast choiring of +invisible soldiers and holy angels. There were armies of voices about +them singing praise and thanksgiving; and yet they were alone. It was +incredible that the walls of the church were not the boundaries of +the universe, to remain so for ever; incredible that there was a smoky +street just yonder, where housemaids were bringing in evening papers +from front steps and where children were taking their last spins on +roller-skates before being haled indoors for dinner. + +He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew +it could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to her, +saying: “You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know the dream +that these sounds bring to me?” And it seemed to him as though she +answered continually: “I hear! I hear that strain, and I hear the new +one that you are hearing now. I know the dream that these sounds bring +to you. Yes, yes, I hear it all! We hear--together!” + +And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow except +the vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, with the white +head moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness that the girl sitting +beside him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see her as plainly as ever in +the darkness, though he did not look at her. And all the mighty chanting +of the organ's multitudinous voices that afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be +chorusing of her and interpreting her, singing her thoughts and singing +for him the world of humble gratitude that was in his heart because she +was so kind to him. It all meant Mary. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +But when she asked him what it meant, on their homeward way, he was +silent. They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, +walking slowly. + +“I'll tell you what it meant to me,” she said, as he did not immediately +reply. “Almost any music of Handel's always means one thing above all +others to me: courage! That's it. It makes cowardice of whining seem so +infinitesimal--it makes MOST things in our hustling little lives seem +infinitesimal.” + +“Yes,” he said. “It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are +hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering +every way to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town +to-morrow. And yet there isn't anything down there worth getting to. +They're like servants drudging to keep the house going, and believing +the drudgery itself is the great thing. They make so much noise and fuss +and dirt they forget that the house was meant to live in. The housework +has to be done, but the people who do it have been so overpaid that +they're confused and worship the housework. They're overpaid, and yet, +poor things! they haven't anything that a chicken can't have. Of +course, when the world gets to paying its wages sensibly that will be +different.” + +“Do you mean 'communism'?” she asked, and she made their slow pace a +little slower--they had only three blocks to go. + +“Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very sensible +now--especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and can't! +'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's fair for +all the strong runners to start from the same mark and give the weak +ones a fair distance ahead, so that all can run something like even +on the stretch. And wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if they could all +cross the winning-line together? Who really enjoys beating anybody--if +he sees the beaten man's face? The only way we can enjoy getting ahead +of other people nowadays is by forgetting what the other people feel. +And that,” he added, “is nothing of what the music meant to me. You see, +if I keep talking about what it didn't mean I can keep from telling you +what it did mean.” + +“Didn't it mean courage to you, too--a little?” she asked. “Triumph and +praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me.” + +“Yes, they were all there,” Bibbs said. “I don't know the name of what +he played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man that +makes the music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and the +name he puts to it can't make much difference--except to himself and +people very much like him, I suppose.” + +“I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that.” + +“I imagine music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of +the people who hear it,” Bibbs went on, musingly, “according to their +own natures as much as according to the music itself. The musician might +compose something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy Grail, +and some people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, and some +would think of how good they were themselves, and a boy might think of +himself at the head of a solemn procession, carrying a banner and riding +a white horse. And then, if there were some jubilant passages in the +music, he'd think of a circus.” + +They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did +not open it. Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her +kindnesses--not to be prompt in leaving him. + +“After all,” she said, “you didn't tell me whether you liked it.” + +“No. I didn't need to.” + +“No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said you +were trying to keep from telling me what it did mean.” + +“I can't keep from telling it any longer,” he said. “The music meant to +me--it meant the kindness of--of you.” + +“Kindness? How?” + +“You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp--and sick--” + +“No,” she said, decidedly. “I thought perhaps you'd like to hear Dr. +Kraft play. And you did.” + +“It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were +playing.” + +Mary laughed. “I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin--Grieg--Chaminade. You +wouldn't listen!” + +Bibbs drew a deep breath. “I'm frightened again,” he said, in an +unsteady voice. “I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but--” He paused, +and the words sank to a murmur. + +“Oh, if you want ME to play for you!” she said. “Yes, gladly. It will be +merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play like a hundred +thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when any one's willing to +listen, and if you--” She stopped, checked by a sudden recollection, +and laughed ruefully. “But my piano won't be here after to-night. I--I'm +sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid that if you'd like me to play to +you you'd have to come this evening.” + +“You'll let me?” he cried. + +“Certainly, if you care to.” + +“If I could play--” he said, wistfully, “if I could play like that old +man in the church I could thank you.” + +“Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, +but--” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs. “It was the greatest happiness I've ever known.” + +It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain honesty, +and he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying anything +especially significant, that she knew it was the truth. For a moment she +was nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went in. “You'll come after +dinner, then?” + +“Yes,” he said, not moving. “Would you mind if I stood here until time +to come in?” + +She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the +response of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted +windows of the New House, as though bidding him to run home to his +dinner. + +That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + + Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that + is beautiful is music, if you can listen. + + There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand + piano. There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge + with the running of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to + see what you are hearing and to hear what you are seeing. + + There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to + a sparkling sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when + she is near you, you feel strong and ambitious; you forget that + the world doesn't like you. You think that perhaps you are a great + fellow, after all. Then you come away and feel like a boy who has + fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. You'll be whipped + for it--and ought to be. + + There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. + But they do not have the “Greek profile.” I do not believe Helen + of Troy had a “Greek profile”; they would not have fought about her + if her nose had been quite that long. The Greek nose is not the + adorable nose. The adorable nose is about an eighth of an inch + shorter. + + Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the + piano. Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such + things as the primitive impulses of humanity--he could have made a + machine-shop into music. But not if he had to work in it. Wagner + was always dealing in immensities--a machine-shop would have put a + majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. + + There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to + be “sent away.” That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. + “Sent away” is a euphuism for “sent to prison.” But pianos are not + sent to prison, and they are not sent to the tuner--the tuner is + sent to them. Why are pianos “sent away”--and where? + + Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless + life. Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the + gloomy house of that life as if some stray angel just happened to + perch on the roof-tree, resting and singing. And the night after + such a day is lustrous and splendid with the memory of it. Music + and beauty and kindness--those are the three greatest things God + can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who expected + nothing--ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as + it is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich + with new memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of + glory. + + Yes--the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter + than the Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter. + + There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a + conquering hero. But the sick tramp had better remember that's + what he is. Take care, take care! Humble's the word! + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +That “mystery about pianos” which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery to +Mr. Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time Bibbs +scribbled the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone up-stairs upon +Bibbs's departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sat until +after midnight in the library, talking. And in all that time they found +not one cheerful topic, but became more depressed with everything and +with every phase of everything that they discussed--no extraordinary +state of affairs in a family which has always “held up its head,” + only to arrive in the end at a point where all it can do is to look on +helplessly at the processes of its own financial dissolution. For that +was the point which this despairing couple had reached--they could do +nothing except look on and talk about it. They were only vaporing, and +they knew it. + +“She needn't to have done that about her piano,” vapored Mr. Vertrees. +“We could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have +consulted me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details with +the--the dealer.” + +“She thought that it might be--annoying for you,” Mrs. Vertrees +explained. “Really, she planned for you not to know about it until +they had removed--until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to--to +mention it. You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this +morning. She has another idea, too, I'm afraid. It's--it's--” + +“Well?” he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + +“Her other idea is--that is, it was--I think it can be avoided, of +course--it was about her furs.” + +“No!” he exclaimed, quickly. “I won't have it! You must see to that. I'd +rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her.” + +“I'll try not,” his wife promised. “Of course, they're very handsome.” + +“All the more reason for her to keep them!” he returned, irritably. +“We're not THAT far gone, I think!” + +“Perhaps not yet,” Mrs. Vertrees said. “She seems to be troubled about +the--the coal matter and--about Tilly. Of course the piano will take +care of some things like those for a while and--” + +“I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to--” + +“You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way,” she said, comfortingly. +“She arranged with the--with the purchaser that the men will come for it +about half after five in the afternoon. The days are so short now it's +really quite winter.” + +“Oh, yes,” he agreed, moodily. “So far as that goes people have a +right to move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, I +suppose, even by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying much +attention just now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office early +the morning after the funeral.” + +Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. “I don't believe +that was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only +because he felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed +wrapped up in his son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about +most. He isn't vulgar in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk a +great deal about his--his actual money--though there was something about +blades of grass that I didn't comprehend. I think he meant something +about his energy--but perhaps not. No, his bragging usually seemed to be +not so much a personal vainglory as about his family and the greatness +of this city.” + +“'Greatness of this city'!” Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. +“It's nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man who +has the luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' to any +YOUNG man, too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. The fellows +that get what they want out of it say it's 'great,' and everybody else +gets the habit. But you have a different point of view if it's the +city that got what it wanted out of you! Of course Sheridan says it's +'great'.” + +Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. “I believe,” she +began, timidly, “he doesn't boast of--that is, I understand he has never +seemed so interested in the--the other one.” + +Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon +it; he looked more haggard than before. “'The other one',” he repeated, +averting his eyes. “You mean--you mean the third son--the one that was +here this evening?” + +“Yes, the--the youngest,” she returned, her voice so feeble it was +almost a whisper. + +And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did either +look at the other during that silence. + +At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. +“What--ah--what was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she +came in this afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, but +she answered in such a low voice I didn't--ah--happen to catch it.” + +“She--she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she had +enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful creature +I've ever known.'” + +“Well?” + +“That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile--though he doesn't +seem quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the window when +she went out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't known about him +I'd have thought he had quite an interesting face.” + +“If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?” + +“Oh, nothing, of course,” she said, hurriedly. “Nothing definite, that +is. Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, as we +thought at first. It's only--well, of course it IS odd, their attitude +about him. I suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes him--perhaps +a little queer at times, so that he can't apply himself to anything--or +perhaps does odd things. But, after all, of course, we only have an +impression about it. We don't know--that is, positively. I--” She +paused, then went on: “I didn't know just how to ask--that is--I didn't +mention it to Mary. I didn't--I--” The poor lady floundered pitifully, +concluding with a mumble. “So soon after--after the--the shock.” + +“I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him,” said Mr. +Vertrees. “I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of +him is--” He broke off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. “I +can't imagine her--oh, NO!” he gasped. And he began to pace the floor. +“A half-witted epileptic!” + +“No, no!” she cried. “He may be all right. We--” + +“Oh, it's horrible! I can't--” He threw himself back into his chair +again, sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall limply +at his sides. + +Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. “You mustn't give way so,” she said, +inspired for once almost to direct discourse. “Whatever Mary might think +of doing, it wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on ours. But if +WE should--should consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR own account. It +isn't because we think of ourselves.” + +“Oh God, no!” he groaned. “Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, but +Mary can't be a stenographer!” + +Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. “Of course,” she +murmured, “it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, +but I had a queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested in +this--” She had almost said “in this one,” but checked herself. “In this +young man. It's natural, of course; she is always so strong and well, +and he is--he seems to be, that is--rather appealing to the--the +sympathies.” + +“Yes!” he agreed, bitterly. “Precisely. The sympathies!” + +“Perhaps,” she faltered, “perhaps you might feel easier if I could have +a little talk with some one?” + +“With whom?” + +“I had thought of--not going about it too brusquely, of course, but +perhaps just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to +be talking with somebody that knew the family--and then I might find +a chance to say that I was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, +and--Something of that kind perhaps?” + +“You don't know anybody that knows the family.” + +“Yes. That is--well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan is not a--that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced little +woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she is interested +about--that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more intimate with +Mary, naturally. She's always looking over here from her house; she +was looking out the window this afternoon when Mary went out, I +noticed--though I don't think Mary saw her. I'm sure she wouldn't think +it out of place to--to be frank about matters. She called the other day, +and Mary must rather like her--she said that evening that the call had +done her good. Don't you think it might be wise?” + +“Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible.” + +“Yes, so do I,” she returned, promptly. “It isn't really a thing we +should be considering seriously, of course. Still--” + +“I should say not! But possibly--” + +Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned the +lights out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between +them that Mrs. Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain +definite information from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and +physical status of Bibbs. And if he were subject to attacks of lunacy, +the unhappy pair decided to prevent the sacrifice they supposed their +daughter intended to make of herself. Altogether, if there were spiteful +ghosts in the old house that night, eavesdropping upon the woeful +comedy, they must have died anew of laughter! + +Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. Darkness +had fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were carrying the piano +down the front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was standing in the open doorway +behind them, preparing to withdraw, when she heard a sharp exclamation; +and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the +light of the doorway. + +“Good gracious!” she cried. “It did give me a fright!” + +“It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?” Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this +informal appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. +“Won't you come in?” + +“No. Oh no, thank you!” Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. +“You don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing but +your piano!” She laughed shrilly. “You know, since our tragedy coming +so suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been--almost +hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute or so ago, +and saw your door wide open and black figures of men against the light, +carrying something heavy, and I almost fainted. You see, it was just the +way it looked when I saw them bringing my poor brother-in-law in, +next door, only such a few short days ago. And I thought I'd seen your +daughter start for a drive with Bibbs Sheridan in a car about three +o'clock--and-- They aren't back yet, are they?” + +“No. Good heavens!” + +“And the only thing I could think of was that something must have +happened to them, and I just dashed over--and it was only your PIANO!” + She broke into laughter again. “I suppose you're just sending it +somewhere to be repaired, aren't you?” + +“It's--it's being taken down-town,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “Won't you come +in and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, that I +was--ah--” She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her invitation. +“Won't you come in? I'd really--” + +“Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home +about this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there.” + +“That's very sweet.” Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked toward +the street with Sibyl. “It's quite balmy for so late in November, isn't +it? Almost like a May evening.” + +“I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano,” said Sibyl, watching +the instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. “She plays +wonderfully, Mrs. Kittersby tells me.” + +“Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her +yesterday, after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him.” + +“You mean Bibbs?” asked Sibyl. + +“The--the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?” + +“I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much whether +he was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. Does your +daughter expect the piano back soon?” + +“I--I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to hear +her play because she had arranged with the--that is, it was to be +removed this afternoon. He seems almost well again.” + +“Yes.” Sibyl nodded. “His father's going to try to start him to work.” + +“He seems very delicate,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “I shouldn't think he +would be able to stand a great deal, either physically or--” She paused +and then added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness--“or +mentally.” + +“Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right,” said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + +“Entirely?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + +“Yes, entirely.” + +“But has he ALWAYS been?” This question came with the same anxious +eagerness. + +“Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over it.” + +“And you think--” + +“Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor--” Sibyl choked, and pressed +her handkerchief to her mouth. “Good night, Mrs. Vertrees,” she said, +hurriedly, as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner +above, sending a brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement where +the two ladies were standing. + +“Won't you come in?” urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound +of a cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. +“Do! There's Mary now, and she--” + +But Sibyl was half-way across the street. “No, thanks,” she called. +“I hope she won't miss her piano!” And she ran into her own house +and plunged headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her +handkerchief over her mouth. + +The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the +quiet house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash of +a decanter, dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end of the +hall; and, after a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe came forth, +holding a dripping napkin in his hand. + +“What's your excitement?” he demanded. “What do you find to go into +hysterics over? Another death in the family?” + +“Oh, it's funny!” she gasped. “Those old frost-bitten people! I guess +THEY'RE getting their come-uppance!” Lying prone, she elevated her feet +in the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + +“Come through, come through!” said her husband, crossly. “What you been +up to?” + +“Me?” she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. +“Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!” She wiped her eyes. “They've had +to sell their piano!” + +“Well, what of it?” + +“That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago,” said Sibyl. +“They've been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as +last winter she knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled and +patched, because she got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's cook +had HERS! And the night of the house-warming I kind of got suspicious, +myself. She didn't have one single piece of any kind of real jewelry, +and you could see her dress was an old one done over. Men can't tell +those things, and you all made a big fuss over her, but I thought she +looked a sight, myself! Of course, EDITH was crazy to have her, and--” + +“Well, well?” he urged, impatiently. + +“Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! +Just absolutely NOTHING--and they don't know anywhere to turn! The +family's all died out but them, and all the relatives they got are very +distant, and live East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole town's +been wondering what WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty chances to +marry up to a year or so ago, but she was so indifferent she scared the +men off, and the ones that had wanted to went and married other girls. +Gracious! they were lucky! Marry HER? The man that found himself tied up +to THAT girl--” + +“Terrible funny, terrible funny!” said Roscoe, with sarcasm. “It's so +funny I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of--” + +“Wait!” she begged. “You'll see. I was sitting by the window a little +while ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street and some men +go into the house. It was too dark to make out much, and for a minute +I got the idea they were moving out--the house has been foreclosed on, +Mrs. Kittersby says. It seemed funny, too, because I knew that girl was +out riding with Bibbs. Well, I thought I'd see, so I slipped over--and +it was their PIANO! They'd sold it and were trying to sneak it out after +dark, so nobody'd catch on!” Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but +resumed, as her husband seemed about to interrupt the narrative. “Wait a +minute, can't you? The old lady was superintending, and she gave it all +away. I sized her up for one of those old churchy people that tell +all kinds of lies except when it comes to so many words, and then they +can't. She might just as well told me outright! Yes, they'd sold it; +and I hope they'll pay some of their debts. They owe everybody, and last +week a coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with Mr. Vertrees. +Their cook told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't know WHEN +she'd seen any money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as that +girl in your LIFE?” + +“What girl? Their cook?” + +“That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into +this neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and +out, and here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll +the girl up in her old things, made over, and send her out to get a +Sheridan--she's GOT to get one! And she just goes in blind; and she +tries it on first with YOU. You remember, she just plain TOLD you she +was going to mash you, and then she found out you were the married one, +and turned right square around to Jim and carried him off his feet. +Oh, Jim was landed--there's no doubt about THAT! But Jim was lucky; +he didn't live to STAY landed, and it's a good thing for him!” Sibyl's +mirth had vanished, and she spoke with virulent rapidity. “Well, she +couldn't get you, because you were married, and she couldn't get Jim, +because Jim died. And there they were, dead broke! Do you know what she +did? Do you know what she's DOING?” + +“No, I don't,” said Roscoe, gruffly. + +Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. +“BIBBS! She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from JIM'S +FUNERAL! Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!” + +She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. “Bibbs!” she shrieked. +“Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!” + +He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. +“And yesterday,” she continued, between paroxysms--“yesterday she came +out of the house--just as he was passing. She must have been looking +out--waiting for the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the window! +And she got him there last night--to 'PLAY' to him; the old lady gave +that away! And to-day she made him take her out in a machine! And the +cream of it is that they didn't even know whether he was INSANE or +not--they thought maybe he was, but she went after him just the same! +The old lady set herself to pump me about it to-day. BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! +BIBBS!” + +But Roscoe looked grim. “So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds kind of +pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too.” + +“Oh, it might,” she returned, sobering. “It might, if those people +weren't such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency to +come down off the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was funny, +but to see 'em sit up on their pedestal all the time they're eating +dirt--well, I think it's funny! That girl sits up as if she was Queen +Elizabeth, and expects people to wallow on the ground before her until +they get near enough for her to give 'em a good kick with her old +patched shoes--oh, she'd do THAT, all right!--and then she powders up +and goes out to mash--BIBBS SHERIDAN!” + +“Look here,” said Roscoe, heavily; “I don't care about that one way or +another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you about. +I was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim.” + +At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. “What +is it?” + +“Well,” he began, frowning, “what I was going to say then--” He broke +off, and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin in +his hand, threw it pettishly into a corner. “I never expected I'd have +to say anything like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going to ask +you what was the matter between you and Lamhorn.” + +Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. “Well?” + +“I felt the time had come for me to know about it,” he went on. “You +never told me anything--” + +“You never asked,” she interposed, curtly. + +“Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much,” said Roscoe. “It looks to +me now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other the way a good +many people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. I was up early and down +to work all day, and I'd come home tired at night, and want to go to bed +soon as I'd got the paper read--unless there was some good musical show +in town. Well, you seemed all right until here lately, the last month or +so, I began to see something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it.” + +“Wrong?” she said. “What like?” + +“You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and +excited and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now then, +Lamhorn had been going with us a good while, but I noticed that not long +ago you got to picking on him about every little thing he did; you got +to quarreling with him when I was there and when I wasn't. I could see +you'd been quarreling whenever I came in and he was here.” + +“Do you object to that?” asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + +“Yes--when it injures my wife's health!” he returned, with a quick lift +of his eyes to hers. “You began to run down just about the time you +began falling out with him.” He stepped close to her. “See here, Sibyl, +I'm going to know what it means.” + +“Oh, you ARE?” she snapped. + +“You're trembling,” he said, gravely. + +“Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!” + +“That was all I was going to say the other day,” he said. “I was going +to ask you--” + +“Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What else +have you to say to-night?” + +“To-night,” he replied, with grim swiftness, “I want to know why you +keep telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming here.” + +She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, “And what +else did Edith want you to ask me?” + +“I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn,” he said, +fiercely. + +“Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped in +there on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell you +then what I said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?” + +“No, she didn't!” he vociferated, his voice growing louder. “She said, +'You tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come and see +her, because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! And I want +to know what it means. I intend--” + +A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. “Dinner is ready,” she +said, and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into the +dining-room. Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + +“I intend to know exactly what has been going on,” he declared. “I mean +to know just what--” + +Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + +“Oh, you DO!” she cried, shrilly. “You mean to know just what's what, do +you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your +wife, and then you come home making a scene before the servants and +humiliating me in their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl didn't +hear every word you said? You go in there and eat your dinner alone! Go +on! Go and eat your dinner alone--because I won't eat with you!” + +And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon +her, and dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her room +slam overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing +through the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, +found a couple of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. A +window had been open in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left his +note-book on the sill--and the sheets were loose. The door was open, and +when Bibbs came in and closed it, he did not notice that the two sheets +had blown out into the hall. Sheridan recognized the handwriting and +put the sheets in his coat pocket, intending to give them to George +or Jackson for return to the owner, but he forgot and carried them +down-town with him. At noon he found himself alone in his office, and, +having a little leisure, remembered the bits of manuscript, took them +out, and glanced at them. A glance was enough to reveal that they were +not epistolary. Sheridan would not have read a “private letter” that +came into his possession in that way, though in a “matter of business” + he might have felt it his duty to take advantage of an opportunity +afforded in any manner whatsoever. Having satisfied himself that Bibbs's +scribblings were only a sample of the kind of writing his son preferred +to the machine-shop, he decided, innocently enough, that he would be +justified in reading them. + + It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy + generalization of a companion, and will wear the most agreeable + expression of accepting it as the law, and then--days afterward, + when the thing is a mummy to its promulgator--she will inquire out + of a clear sky: “WHY did you say that the people down-town have + nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you mean?” And she + may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very difficult + --you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously. + + Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is + warm in winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but + dozens. He has a clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he + walks in his April orchard under a roof of flowers. He must die, + violently perhaps, but quickly. Is Midas's cancer a better way? + The rooster's wives and children must die. Are those of Midas + immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but Midas's + life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise. + + The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh + himself anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster + doesn't get. The office-building has an elevator, the rooster + flies up to the bough. Midas has a machine to take him to his work; + the rooster finds his worm underfoot. The “business man” feels + a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits late at wine + after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because it + interferes with the work--he swears never to relieve that pressure + again. The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is + in his favor. + + The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. The rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for + to-morrow. What does he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the + rooster will not have without providing. + + The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, + they love; they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. + Neither knows beauty; neither knows knowledge. And after all, when + Midas dies and the rooster dies, there is one thing Midas has had + and rooster has not. Midas has had the excitement of accumulating + what he has grubbed, and that has been his life and his love and + his god. He cannot take that god with him when he dies. I wonder + if the worthy gods are those we can take with us. + + Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in + his religion-- + +The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. +He crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in a +waste-basket beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia of +Names, which a book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; a +volume now first put to use for the location of “Midas.” Having read the +legend, Sheridan walked up and down the spacious office, exhaling +the breath of contempt. “Dam' fool!” he mumbled. But this was no new +thought, nor was the contrariness of Bibbs's notes a surpise to him; and +presently he dismissed the matter from his mind. + +He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For a long +time he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe preferred a +club luncheon, but Jim and his father almost always went to a small +restaurant near the Sheridan Building, where they spent twenty minutes +in the consumption of food, and twenty in talk, with cigars. Jim came +for his father every day, at five minutes after twelve, and Sheridan +was again in his office at five minutes before one. But now that Jim no +longer came, Sheridan remained alone in his office; he had not gone out +to lunch since Jim's death, nor did he have anything sent to him--he +fasted until evening. + +It was the time he missed Jim personally the most--the voice and eyes +and handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these things +were not the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss went far +deeper. Roscoe was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and that was +a great comfort; but it was in Jim that Sheridan had most happily +perceived his own likeness. Jim was the one who would have been surest +to keep the great property growing greater, year by year. Sheridan had +fallen asleep, night after night, picturing what the growth would be +under Jim. He had believed that Jim was absolutely certain to be one of +the biggest men in the country. Well, it was all up to Roscoe now! + +That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was a +question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife had +suggested it--though vaguely--and he had meant to speak to Roscoe about +it. However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for several +days, and when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had been no +opportunity. + +He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward four +o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a lower +floor. He found several men waiting for business interviews in an outer +room of the series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he would +find his son busy with others, and that his question would have to +be postponed, but when he entered the door marked “R. C. Sheridan. +Private,” Roscoe was there alone. + +He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, and +he did not turn as his father opened the door. + +“Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy,” said +Sheridan. “What's the matter?” + +“Nothing,” Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + +“Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes myself! +I just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it'll keep, if you're +workin' something out in your mind!” + +Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, paused +with his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless figure in +the chair. Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when he came to the +office. “You're all right, ain't you?” said Sheridan. “Not sick, are +you?” + +“No.” + +Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. “I +wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn,” he said. “I guess your +mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you known him +longer'n any of us, so--” + +“I won't,” said Roscoe, thickly--“I won't say a dam' thing about him!” + +Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position +near the window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were +bloodshot and vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was distorted, +and he was deathly pale. The father stood aghast. + +“By George!” he muttered. “ROSCOE!” + +“My name,” said Roscoe. “Can' help that.” + +“ROSCOE!” Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. Probably +nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find Roscoe--the +steady old wheel-horse--in this condition. “How'd you GET this way?” he +demanded. “You caught cold and took too much for it?” + +For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. “Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all time, +lately. Firs' you notice it?” + +“By George!” cried Sheridan. “I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good deal +lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good for you. +Boh! To see you like a common hog!” + +Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gesture. +“Hog!” he repeated, chuckling. + +“Yes, a hog!” said Sheridan, angrily. “In business hours! I don't object +to anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business hours; nor, +if a man keeps his work right up to the scratch, I wouldn't be the one +to baste him if he got good an' drunk once in two, three years, maybe. +It ain't MY way. I let it alone, but I never believed in forcin' my way +on a grown-up son in moral matters. I guess I was wrong! You think them +men out there are waitin' to talk business with a drunkard? You think +you can come to your office and do business drunk? By George! I wonder +how often this has been happening and me not on to it! I'll have a look +over your books to-morrow, and I'll--” + +Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, +contriving to hold himself in position by clutching the back of the +heavy chair in which he had been sitting. + +“Hoo--hoorah!” he cried. “'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all you +want to--outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing innerfere +business hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. Drink! Die! +L'everything go to hell, but DON' let innerfere business!” + +Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling +his own office, overhead. “Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's +suite and get rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him in +room two-fourteen. There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' fellows +on the Kinsey business. Tell 'em something's come up I have to go over +with Roscoe, and tell 'em to come back day after to-morrow at two. +You needn't come in to let me know they're gone; we don't want to be +disturbed. Tell Pauly to call my house and send Claus down here with a +closed car. We may have to go out. Tell him to hustle, and call me at +Roscoe's room as soon as the car gets here. 'T's all!” + +Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. “Drunk in +business hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get drunk, +mus'n' gamble, mus'n' kill 'nybody--not in business hours! All right any +other time. Kill 'nybody you want to--'s long 'tain't in business +hours! Fine! Mus'n' have any trouble 't'll innerfere business. Keep your +trouble 't home. Don' bring it to th' office. Might innerfere business! +Have funerals on Sunday--might innerfere business! Don' let your wife +innerfere business! Keep all, all, ALL your trouble an' your meanness, +an' your trad--your tradegy--keep 'em ALL for home use! If you got die, +go on die 't home--don' die round th' office! Might innerfere business!” + +Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with his +back to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware of his +father's significant posture. + +“You know wh' I think?” he went on. “I think Bibbs only one the fam'ly +any 'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. Jim worked, +an' he got killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look at me! Jus' look at +me, I ask you. Fine 'dustriss young business man. Look whass happen' to +me! Fine!” He lifted his hand from the sustaining chair in a deplorable +gesture, and, immediately losing his balance, fell across the chair +and caromed to the floor with a crash, remaining prostrate for several +minutes, during which Sheridan did not relax his apparent attention to +the newspaper. He did not even look round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + +Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up +by holding to the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having +progressed in the prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less +volatile. He rubbed his dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + +“What--what you ask me while ago?” he said. + +“Nothin'.” + +“Yes, you did. What--what was it?” + +“Nothin'. You better sit down.” + +“You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. Well, I +won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!” + +The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear and +said, “Right down.” Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a closet and +brought them to his son. “Get into this coat,” he said. “You're goin' +home.” + +“All ri',” Roscoe murmured, obediently. + +They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through the +outer office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped it, and +told the operator to take on no more passengers until they reached +the ground floor. Roscoe walked out of the building and got into the +automobile without lurching, and twenty minutes later walked into his +own house in the same manner, neither he nor his father having spoken a +word in the interval. + +Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room +without meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door he +heard from within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant +fragments of song: + + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?... + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound. + And away--and away! + Hi-yay! + +It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected +any musical symptom whatever in Bibbs--he had never even heard him +whistle--and it seemed the last touch of irony that the useless fool +should be merry to-day. + +To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and he +did not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and locked +the door. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and +came to the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety +manifest and was but partially reassured by his explanation that his +lunch had “disagreed” with him a little. + +Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had +become hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from +white-jacket's salver. “Here's another difference between Midas and +chicken,” Sheridan remarked, grimly. “Midas can eat rooster, but rooster +can't eat Midas. I reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks to me like he +had the advantage there.” + +Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to +his plate without dropping it and to respond, “Yes--he crows over it.” + +Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed--for +he could blush distinctly now--and his mother looked upon him with +pleasure, though the reference to Midas and roosters was of course +jargon to her. “Did you ever see anybody improve the way that child +has!” she exclaimed. “I declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look right +handsome!” + +“He's got to be such a gadabout,” Edith giggled. + +“I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before +anybody was up,” said Sheridan. “I reckon if people lose things in this +house and expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as I do.” + +“What was it he lost?” asked Edith. + +“He knows!” her father returned. “Seems to me like I forgot to bring it +home with me. I looked it over--thought probably it was something pretty +important, belongin' to a busy man like him.” He affected to search +his pockets. “What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to me like I +remember leavin' it down at the office--in the waste-basket.” + +“Good place for it,” Bibbs murmured, still red. + +Sheridan gave him a grin. “Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up +early enough to find things before I do!” + +It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the +evening, to Mary Vertrees--they had come to know each other that well. + +“My time's here at last,” he said, as they sat together in the +melancholy gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. +That removal had left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. +Vertrees that neither of them had crossed the threshold since the dark +day; but the gas-light, though from a single jet, shed no melancholy +upon Bibbs, nor could any room seem bare that knew the glowing presence +of Mary. He spoke lightly, not sadly. + +“Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put off +any longer. It's really my part to go to him--at least it would save my +face. He means what he says, and the time's come to serve my sentence. +Hard labor for life, I think.” + +Mary shook her head. “I don't think so. He's too kind.” + +“You think my father's KIND?” And Bibbs stared at her. + +“Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. It's +only that he has to be kind in his own way--because he can't understand +any other way.” + +“Ah yes,” said Bibbs. “If that's what you mean by 'kind'!” + +She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. “It's +going to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?” + +“Oh--self-pity!” he returned, smiling. “This has been just the last +flicker of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. +There'd be no loafers in the world if each man found the thing that he +could do best; but the only work I happen to want to do is useless--so I +have to give it up. To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer.” + +“What is it like--exactly?” + +“I get up at six,” he said. “I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, +which is aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin +buckets, and tin buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, +and I'm at work in my overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, and +work again from one till five.” + +“But the work itself?” + +“It wasn't muscularly exhausting--not at all. They couldn't give me a +heavier job because I wasn't good enough.” + +“But what will you do? I want to know.” + +“When I left,” said Bibbs, “I was 'on' what they call over there a +'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and that's +what I'll be sent back to.” + +“But what is it?” she insisted. + +Bibbs explained. “It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips of +zinc into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into little +circles. All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into the jaws at +a certain angle--and yet I was a very bad hand at it.” + +He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade +paler, and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have +known it and wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + +“You do that all day long?” she asked, and as he nodded, “It seems +incredible!” she exclaimed. “YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a machine +nine hours a day! No wonder--” She broke off, and then, after a keen +glance at his face, she said: “I should think you WOULD have been a 'bad +hand at it'!” + +He laughed ruefully. “I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to +say it. You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of +rhythmical crashing--a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle.” + +“How often is that?” + +“The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute--a little more +than one a second.” + +“And you're close to it?” + +“Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap,” he said, turning to her more +gaily. “The others don't mind. You see, it's something wrong with me. I +have an idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing--I flinch and +duck a little every time the crash comes, and I couldn't get over it. I +was a treat to the other workmen in that room; they'll be glad to see me +back. They used to laugh at me all day long.” + +Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting +on the arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. She +was staring at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in them. + +“It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you,” she said, in a +low voice. “No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you to the +leisure to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to have them +published for you--” + +“Can't you SEE him?” Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in +his voice. “If he could understand what you're saying--and if you can +imagine his taking such a notion, he'd have had R. T. Bloss put up +posters all over the country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with a +Punch!' No. It's just as well he never got the--But what's the use? I've +never written anything worth printing, and I never shall.” + +“You could!” she said. + +“That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried to +do.” + +“You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!” + +“It isn't,” said BIBBS, honestly. “I never could--but you're the kindest +lady in this world, Miss Vertrees.” + +She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. +“That sounds wrong,” she said, impulsively. “I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' +I've thought of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't +you rather call me 'Mary'?” + +Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + +“Wouldn't you?” she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + +“If I CAN!” he said, in a low voice. + +“Ah, that's very pretty!” she laughed. “You're such an honest person, +it's pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety.” She +became grave again immediately. “I hear myself laughing as if it were +some one else. It sounds like laughter on the eve of a great calamity.” + She got up restlessly, crossed the room and leaned against the wall, +facing him. “You've GOT to go back to that place?” + +He nodded. + +“And the other time you did it--” + +“Just over it,” said Bibbs. “Two years. But I don't mind the prospect of +a repetition so much as--” + +“So much as what?” she prompted, as he stopped. + +Bibbs looked up at her shyly. “I want to say it, but--but I come to a +dead balk when I try. I--” + +“Go on. Say it, whatever it is,” she bade him. “You wouldn't know how to +say anything I shouldn't like.” + +“I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say,” he +returned, moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet--he +seemed to feel awkward, thoroughly. “You see, all my life--until I met +you--if I ever felt like saying anything, I wrote it instead. Saying +things is a new trick for me, and this--well, it's just this: I used to +feel as if I hadn't ever had any sort of a life at all. I'd never been +of use to anything or anybody, and I'd never had anything, myself, +except a kind of haphazard thinking. But now it's different--I'm still +of no use to anybody, and I don't see any prospect of being useful, +but I have had something for myself. I've had a beautiful and happy +experience, and it makes my life seem to be--I mean I'm glad I've lived +it! That's all; it's your letting me be near you sometimes, as you have, +this strange, beautiful, happy little while!” + +He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he had +to say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did not +speak, but a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she had +gone back to her chair again. The house was still; the shabby old room +was so quiet that the sound of a creaking in the wall seemed sharp and +loud. + +And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. “If you +think it has been--happy--to be friends with me--you'd want to--to make +it last.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, as faintly. + +“You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't you?” + +“Yes,” he gulped. + +“But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over.” + +He tried to evade her. “Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his overalls--” + +“No,” she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. “You said what you did +because you think the shop's going to kill you.” + +“No, no!” + +“Yes, you do think that!” She rose to her feet again and came and stood +before him. “Or you think it's going to send you back to the sanitarium. +Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you that! You see I'm +a friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant what you said--and you +did mean it, I know it!--you're not going to go back to the sanitarium. +The shop sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!” + +And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, +splendid in generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + +“If I mean THAT much to you,” she cried, “they can't harm you! Go +back to the shop--but come to me when your day's work is done. Let the +machines crash their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember each crash +that deafens you is that much nearer the evening and me!” + +He stumbled to his feet. “You say--” he gasped. + +“Every evening, dear Bibbs!” + +He could only stare, bewildered. + +“EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!” And she held +out her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous clasp. “If +I could, I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine with you,” + she said. “But all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. You must keep +remembering that your friend stands beside you. And when the work is +done--won't the night make up for the day?” + +Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance +of kindness. But all he could say was, huskily, “To think you're +there--with me--standing beside the old zinc-eater--” + +And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found what +it meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his +father sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood before +him. “I'm cured, father,” he said. “When do I go back to the shop? I'm +ready.” + +The desolate and grim old man did not relax. “I was sittin' up to give +you a last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's about time! +I just wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not to make me take +you over there by the collar. Last night I made up my mind I'd give you +just one more day. Well, you got to it before I did--pretty close to +the eleventh hour! All right. Start in to-morrow. It's the first o' the +month. Think you can get up in time?” + +“Six o'clock,” Bibbs responded, briskly. “And I want to tell you--I'm +going in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll 'like it'!” + +“That's YOUR lookout!” his father grunted. “They'll put you back on the +clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week.” + +“More than I'm worth, too,” said Bibbs, cheerily. “That reminds me, I +didn't mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I meant--” + +“Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!” + +“I just wanted you to know. Good night, father.” + +“G'night!” + +The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became +inaudible, and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat +staring angrily at the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slippers could +be heard descending, and Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, her oblique +expression and the state of her toilette being those of a person who, +after trying unsuccessfully to sleep on one side, has got up to look for +burglars. + +“Papa!” she exclaimed, drowsily. “Why'n't you go to bed? It must be +goin' on 'leven o'clock!” + +She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to +the fire. “What's the matter?” she asked, sleep and anxiety striving +sluggishly with each other in her voice. “I knew you were worried all +dinner-time. You got something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' +taken away like he was. What's worryin' you now, papa?” + +“Nothin'.” + +She jeered feebly. “N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't +you?” + +“He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning,” said Sheridan. + +“Just the same as he did before?” + +“Just pre-CISELY!” + +“How--how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?” she asked, timidly. + +“Until he KNOWS something!” The unhappy man struck his palms together, +then got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his wont when he +talked. “He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly +in the six months he was there, and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn +it! Do you suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to +learn it? No! And I ain't a-goin' to tell him, either! When he went +there I had 'em set him on the simplest machine we got--and he stuck +there! How much prospect would there be of his learnin' to run the whole +business if he can't run the easiest machine in it? I sent him there +to make him THOROUGH. And what happened? He didn't LIKE it! That boy's +whole life, there's been a settin' up o' something mulish that's against +everything I want him to do. I don't know what it is, but it's got to be +worked out of him. Now, labor ain't any more a simple question than what +it was when we were young. My idea is that, outside o' union troubles, +the man that can manage workin'-men is the man that's been one himself. +Well, I set Bibbs to learn the men and to learn the business, and HE +set himself to balk on the first job! That's what he did, and the balk's +lasted close on to three years. If he balks again I'm just done with +him! Sometimes I feel like I was pretty near done with everything, +anyhow!” + +“I knew there was something else,” said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over +a yawn. “You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now--'less +you'll tell me?” + +“Suppose something happened to Roscoe,” he said. “THEN what'd I have to +look forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A +lummix! A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a +groove!” + +“Roscoe?” she yawned. “You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's the +strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better health than +he does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years. You better +go up to bed, papa.” + +“Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it +means, keepin' property together these days--just keepin' it ALIVE, let +alone makin' it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates hacked +away in chunks, big and little. I tell you when a man dies the wolves +come out o' the woods, pack after pack, to see what they can tear off +for themselves; and if that dead man's chuldern ain't on the job, night +and day, everything he built'll get carried off. Carried off? I've seen +a big fortune behave like an ash-barrel in a cyclone--there wasn't even +a dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've seen it, time and again. +My Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME! It don't seem like +I deserved it--no man ever tried harder to raise his boys right than I +have. I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to be guards +to drive the wolves off, and how to be builders to build, and build +bigger. I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadays--a man's +got to have eyes in the back of his head. You hear talk, sometimes, 'd +make you think the millennium had come--but right the next breath you'll +hear somebody hollerin' about 'the great unrest.' You BET there's a +'great unrest'! There ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's +goin' to do to us in the end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, +but it's frothin' and bubblin' in the boiler. This country's been +fillin' up with it from all over the world for a good many years, and +the old camp-meetin' days are dead and done with. Church ain't what it +used to be. Nothin's what it used to be--everything's turned up from the +bottom, and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the air. There's +an awful ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're goin' +to keep your balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like +bugs on the bottom of a board--after any piece o' money they hear is +loose. Fool schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and +the worst! You got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it. And +the woods are full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: +'Get the other fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's +built as I have, when he's built good and strong, and made good things +grow and prosper--THOSE are the fellows that lay for the chance to slide +in and sneak the benefit of it and put their names to it! And what's +the use of my havin' ever been born, if such a thing as that is goin' +to happen? What's the use of my havin' worked my life and soul into my +business, if it's all goin' to be dispersed and scattered soon as I'm in +the ground?” + +He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating--little regarding +the troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled +thunderously; the words came with stormy bitterness. “You think this is +a time for young men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never +was such a time before; there never was such opportunity. The sluggard +is despoiled while he sleeps--yes, by George! if a man lays down they'll +eat him before he wakes!--but the live man can build straight up till +he touches the sky! This is the business man's day; it used to be the +soldier's day and the statesman's day, but this is OURS! And it ain't a +Sunday to go fishin'--it's turmoil! turmoil!--and you got to go out and +live it and breathe it and MAKE it yourself, or you'll only be a dead +man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. And that's what my son Bibbs +has been doin' all his life, and what he'd rather do now than go out and +do his part by me. And if anything happens to Roscoe--” + +“Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense,” Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, +irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. “There isn't anything +goin' to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' yourself about +nothin'. Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?” + +Sheridan halted. “All right, mamma,” he said, with a vast sigh. “Let's +go up.” And he snapped off the electric light, leaving only the rosy +glow of the fire. + +“Did you speak to Roscoe?” she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her +drowsiness. “Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?” + +“No. I will to-morrow.” + + +But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did +Sheridan see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the +fourth day of the month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine +in the morning, when Sheridan happened to be alone. + +“They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me.” + +“Sit down,” said Sheridan, rising. + +Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, and +then walked away, smiling bitterly. “Boh!” he exclaimed. “Still at it!” + +“Yes,” said Roscoe. “I've had a couple of drinks this morning. What +about it?” + +“I reckon I better adopt some decent young man,” his father returned. +“I'd bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I +would!” + +“Better do it,” Roscoe assented, sullenly. + +“When'd you begin this thing?” + +“I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is.” + +“Leave that talk out! You know what I mean.” + +“Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours--until the +other day.” + +Sheridan began cutting. “It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your +office. He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into him, +and he came through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't work. You +been leavin' your office for drinks every few hours for the last three +weeks. I been over your books. Your office is way behind. You haven't +done any work, to count, in a month.” + +“All right,” said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. “It's all true.” + +“What you goin' to do about it?” + +Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. “I can't stand very much +talk about it, father,” he said, pleadingly. + +“No!” Sheridan cried. “Neither can I! What do you think it means to ME?” + He dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. “I can't stand to +talk about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to find out +what's the matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you out!” + +Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + +“You can't straighten me out.” + +“See here!” said Sheridan. “Can you go back to your office and stay +sober to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a couple +o' huskies to follow you around and knock the whiskey out o' your hand +if they see you tryin' to take it?” + +“You needn't worry about that,” said Roscoe, looking up with a faint +resentment. “I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst.” + +“Well, what have you got?” + +“Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you.” + +“We'll see about that!” said Sheridan, harshly. “Now I can't fool with +you to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my +office. You bring your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come last +Sunday--but you come to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when the +women-folks are workin' the phonograph, after dinner. Can you keep sober +till then? You better be sure, because I'm going to send Abercrombie +down to your office every little while, and he'll let me know.” + +Roscoe paused at the door. “You told Abercrombie about it?” he asked. + +“TOLD him!” And Sheridan laughed hideously. “Do you suppose there's an +elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?” + +Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + “WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!” + +So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen +because of the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago that +the uproar was rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, on the +afternoon of the fourth day of his return, he was accompanying the +swing and clash of the metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, mingling +improvisations of his own among them, and mocking the zinc-eater's crash +with vocal imitations: + + Fearless and bold, + Chang! Bash! Behold! + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound, + And away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, crash, bang! + WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash? + NIGHT'S on the way + EACH time I say, + Hi-YAY! + Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! + +The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the +air was thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; +everything was implacably in motion--nowhere was there a rest for the +dizzied eye. The first time he had entered the place Bibbs had become +dizzy instantly, and six months of it had only added increasing nausea +to faintness. But he felt neither now. “ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY +THOUGHTS TO YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR FRIEND STANDS +BESIDE YOU.” He saw her there beside him, and the greasy, roaring place +became suffused with radiance. The poet was happy in his machine-shop; +he was still a poet there. And he fed his old zinc-eater, and sang: + + Away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG! + Wild are his eyes, + Fiercely he dies! + Hi-YAH! + Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG! + Ready to fling + Our gloves in the ring-- + +He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. +Their great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him +standing with Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan nodded +to those nearest him--he had personal acquaintance with nearly all of +them--but he kept his attention upon his son. Bibbs worked steadily, +never turning from his machine. Now and then he varied his musical +programme with remarks addressed to the zinc-eater. + +“Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if +you don't try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's +right--YOU'LL never get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's a +nice, shiny one.” + +The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to +Gurney's ear and shouted fiercely: “Talkin' to himself! By George!” + +Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + +Bibbs returned to song: + + Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I! + WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Fearless and bo-- + +His father grasped him by the arm. “Here!” he shouted. “Let ME show you +how to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some better'n +you used to be, but that's no way to handle--Get out the way and let me +show you once.” + +“Better be careful,” Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + +“Careful? Boh!” Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. “What +you talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think you're so +abused you're goin' wrong in the head?” + +“'Abused'? No!” shouted Bibbs. “I was SINGING--because I 'like it'! I +told you I'd come back and 'like it.'” + +Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, +but began to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it +awkwardly--and with bad results. + +“Here!” he shouted. “This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's nothin' +to it, if you put your mind on it.” By his own showing then his mind was +not upon it. He continued to talk. “All you got to look out for is to +keep it pressed over to--” + +“Don't run your hand up with it,” Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward him. + +“Run nothin'! You GOT to--” + +“Look out!” shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang +forward. But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, and +the zinc-eater had bitten off the tips of the first and second fingers. +He swore vehemently, and wrung his hand, sending a shower of red drops +over himself and Bibbs, but Gurney grasped his wrist, and said, sharply: + +“Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, fetch +my bag. It's in my machine, outside.” + +And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor +still grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a basin. +Sheridan had lost color, and temper, too. He glared over his shoulder at +his son as the latter handed the bag to Gurney. + +“You go on back to your work,” he said. “I've had worse snips than that +from a pencil-sharpener.” + +“Oh no, you haven't!” said Gurney. + +“I have, too!” Sheridan retorted, angrily. “Bibbs, you go on back to +your work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole Doc +Gurney tryin' to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that only needs +a little court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't happened. You get back +on your job.” + +“All right,” said Bibbs. + +“HERE!” Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. +“You watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? I +slipped, or I wouldn't got scratched, but you--YOU'RE liable to get your +whole hand cut off! You keep your eyes open!” + +“Yes, sir.” And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + +Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned him +outside, where conversation was possible. “I sent him home, Bibbs. He'll +have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls off. I'll take you +for a drive and leave you at home.” + +“Can't,” said Bibbs. “Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows.” + +“No, you don't,” the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. “He wants me to +take you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see how much +harm these four days on the machine have done you. I guess you folks +have got that old man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, up at your +house! But I don't need to go over you. I can see with my eyes half +shut--” + +“Yes,” Bibbs interrupted, “that's what they are.” + +“I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. What's +made the difference?” + +“I like the machine,” said Bibbs. “I've made a friend of it. I serenade +it and talk to it, and then it talks back to me.” + +“Indeed, indeed? What does it say?” + +“What I want to hear.” + +“Well, well!” The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot +repeatedly. “Better come along and take a drive with me. You can take +the time off that he allowed for the examination, and--” + +“Not at all,” said Bibbs. “I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater till +five o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!” + +“Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write.” + +“I don't know about that,” Bibbs said, thoughtfully; “but the zinc-eater +doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than being +in business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. I'd be +content to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my days.” + +“You do beat the devil!” exclaimed Gurney. “Your father's right when he +tells me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was doing +when He made you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! Well, I'm +off. Go on back to your murdering old machine.” He climbed into his car, +which he operated himself, but he refrained from setting it immediately +in motion. “Well, I rubbed it in on the old man that you had warned him +not to slide his hand along too far, and that he got hurt because he +didn't pay attention to your warning, and because he was trying to show +you how to do something you were already doing a great deal better +than he could. You tell him I'll be around to look at it and change the +dressing to-morrow morning. Good-by.” + +But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more than +change the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe of +its kind, and Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was +rebellious and scornful, being brought to a degree of tractability +only by means of horrible threats and talk of amputation. However, he +appeared at the dinner-table with his hand supported in a sling, which +he seemed to regard as an indignity, while the natural inquiries upon +the subject evidently struck him as deliberate insults. Mrs. Sheridan, +having been unable to contain her solicitude several times during the +day, and having been checked each time in a manner that blanched her +cheek, hastened to warn Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their arrival at five, to +omit any reference to the injury and to avoid even looking at the sling +if they possibly could. + +The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to +arrive either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; +and the members of the family were all seated at the table within two +minutes after she and Roscoe had entered the house. + +It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed charged, +awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's expression, +as she sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon her husband, was +that of a person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale and intent. +Roscoe looked ill; Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked both ill and +explosive. Bibbs had more color than any of these, and there was a +strange brightness, like a light, upon his face. It was curious to see +anything so happy in the tense gloom of that household. + +Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She never +once looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick glance, +heavily charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, and, like +Edith, kept his eyes upon his plate and made believe to occupy himself +with the viands thereon, loading his fork frequently, but not lifting +it to his mouth. He did not once look at his father, though his father +gazed heavily at him most of the time. And between Edith and Sibyl, and +between Roscoe and his father, some bitter wireless communication seemed +continually to be taking place throughout the long silences prevailing +during this enlivening ceremony of Sabbath refection. + +“Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?” his mother asked, in the +effort to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + +“What did you say, mother?” + +“Didn't you go to church this morning?” + +“I think so,” he answered, as from a roseate trance. + +“You THINK so! Don't you know?” + +“Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!” + +“Which one?” + +“Just down the street. It's brick.” + +“What was the sermon about?” + +“What, mother?” + +“Can't you hear me?” she cried. “I asked you what the sermon was about?” + +He roused himself. “I think it was about--” He frowned, seeming to +concentrate his will to recollect. “I think it was about something in +the Bible.” + +White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and +lean upon Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. “He don't know they +WAS any suhmon!” he concluded, having narrated the dining-room dialogue. +“All he know is he was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!” George was right. + +“Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?” Sibyl asked. + +“No,” he answered. “No, I didn't go alone.” + +“Oh?” Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking inquiry, +and followed it by another, expressive of hilarious comprehension. “OH!” + +Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that +completed the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + +Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed to +other parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe into the +library, but was not well received. + +“YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks,” Sheridan +commanded. + +Bibbs retreated. “Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!” he +said. + +However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his +mother and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, +according to their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping her +feet together and looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the room, +examining a brooch which she had detached from her throat; and Mrs. +Sheridan was looking over a collection of records consisting exclusively +of Caruso and rag-time. She selected one of the latter, remarking that +she thought it “right pretty,” and followed it with one of the former +and the same remark. + +As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad +doorway, seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. Instead, +he favored Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately left +the room, George stepping aside for her to precede him, and then +disappearing after her in the hall with an air of successful diplomacy. +He made it perfectly clear that Edith had given him secret instructions +and that it had been his pride and pleasure to fulfil them to the +letter. + +Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with +curious eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + +“What's that?” she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + +“Here's another right pretty record,” said Mrs. Sheridan, +affecting--with patent nervousness--not to hear. And she unloosed the +music. + +Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After a +little while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in a gold +chair, with his eyes closed. + +“Where did Edith go?” she asked, curiously. + +“Edith?” he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. “Is she gone?” + +Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, +still tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she was +suddenly at high tension, and her expression had become one of sharp +excitement. She listened intently. + +When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the +library, during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and +husky: “I won't say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as well +let me alone!” + +But there were other sounds: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low +protesting cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started +another record, a sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes of +Sibyl. She walked down the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + +Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became +instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to +foot, and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + +But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face so +white. At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible consequences +became nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up her skirts and +contorting her lips to the semblance of a smile. + +“Sit just as you were--both of you!” she said. And then to Edith: “Did +you tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?” + +“You march out of here!” said Edith, fiercely. “March straight out of +here!” + +Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + +“Did you tell her I'd been telephoning you I wanted you to come?” + +“Oh, good God!” Lamhorn said. “Hush!” + +“You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?” she cried. “You knew +that!” + +“HUSH!” he begged, panic-stricken. + +“That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You wouldn't +come--you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what I had to say! +You were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it all a thousand times +before, and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!” she stormed. “You wouldn't +even come for five minutes, but you could tell that little cat! And SHE +told my husband! You're a MAN!” + +Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous to +Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give way +to her feelings. “Get out of this house!” she shrieked. “This is my +father's house. Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!” + +“No! No! I mustn't SPEAK--” + +“Don't you DARE!” + +Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, +fronting each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled +and rose and cracked--they screeched. They could be heard over the noise +of the phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. They could +be heard all over the house. They were heard in the kitchen; they could +have been heard in the cellar. Neither of them cared for that. + +“You told my husband!” screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer to +Edith's. “You told my husband! This man put THAT in your hands to strike +me with! HE did!” + +“I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! It's +TIME your husband--” + +They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. “Do you want the neighbors +in?” Sheridan thundered. + +There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and his +mother in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. She moved +slowly toward the door; then suddenly she began to run. She ran into the +hall, and through it, and out of the house. Roscoe followed her heavily, +his eyes on the ground. + +“NOW THEN!” said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + +The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the +vicious gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit in the +direction of the door in a manner sufficient for the swift dispersal of +George and Jackson and several female servants who hovered behind Mrs. +Sheridan. They fled lightly. + +“Papa, papa!” wailed Mrs. Sheridan. “Look at your hand! You'd oughtn't +to been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her shoulder. Look!” + +There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the tips +of the fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. “Now then!” + he repeated. “You goin' to leave my house?” + +“He will NOT!” sobbed Edith. “Don't you DARE order him out!” + +“Don't you bother, dear,” said Lamhorn, quietly. “He doesn't understand. +YOU mustn't be troubled.” Pallor was becoming to him; he looked very +handsome, and as he left the room he seemed in the girl's distraught +eyes a persecuted noble, indifferent to the rabble yawping insult at his +heels--the rabble being enacted by her father. + +“Don't come back, either!” said, Sheridan, realistic in this +impersonation. “Keep off the premises!” he called savagely into the +hall. “This family's through with you!” + +“It is NOT!” Edith cried, breaking from her mother. “You'll SEE about +that! You'll find out! You'll find out what'll happen! What's HE done? +I guess if I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? What's +HE done, I'd like to know? You don't know anything about it. Don't you +s'pose he told ME? She was crazy about him soon as he began going there, +and he flirted with her a little. That's everything he did, and it +was before he met ME! After that he wouldn't, and it wasn't anything, +anyway--he never was serious a minute about it. SHE wanted it to be +serious, and she was bound she wouldn't give him up. He told her long +ago he cared about me, but she kept persecuting him and--” + +“Yes,” said Sheridan, sternly; “that's HIS side of it! That'll do! He +doesn't come in this house again!” + +“You look out!” Edith cried. + +“Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed on +the premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie +look up this young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count +on earth! He's no good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if he was +George Washington, after what's happened and what I've heard to-night!” + +“But, papa,” Mrs. Sheridan began, “if Edie says it was all Sibyl's +fault, makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor--” + +“'S enough!” he roared. “He keeps off these premises! And if any of you +so much as ever speak his name to me again--” + +But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the +sound of his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by her +mother. However, Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and joined +her husband in the library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold chair, saw +her pass, roused himself from reverie, and strolled in after her. + +“She locked her door,” said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. +“She wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room.” + +“Well,” said her husband, “she can settle her mind to it. She +never speaks to that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her +to-morrow--Here! You tell the help if he calls up to ring off and say +it's my orders. No, you needn't. I'll tell 'em myself.” + +“Better not,” said Bibbs, gently. + +His father glared at him. + +“It's no good,” said Bibbs. “Mother, when you were in love with +father--” + +“My goodness!” she cried. “You ain't a-goin' to compare your father to +that--” + +“Edith feels about him just what you did about father,” said Bibbs. “And +if YOUR father had told you--” + +“I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!” she declared, angrily. + +“So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?” said Sheridan. +“What is it?” + +“Let her see him all she wants.” + +“You're a--” Sheridan gave it up. “I don't know what to call you!” + +“Let her see him all she wants,” Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. “You're +up against something too strong for you. If Edith were a weakling +you'd have a chance this way, but she isn't. She's got a lot of your +determination, father, and with what's going on inside of her she'll +beat you. You can't keep her from seeing him, as long as she feels about +him the way she does now. You can't make her think less of him, either. +Nobody can. Your only chance is that she'll do it for herself, and if +you give her time and go easy she probably will. Marriage would do it +for her quickest, but that's just what you don't want, and as you DON'T +want it, you'd better--” + +“I can't stand any more!” Sheridan burst out. “If it's come to BIBBS +advisin' me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's that +nigger George? Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my family. +Bibbs, for God's sake go and lay down! 'Let her see him all she wants'! +Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; here's--” + +“Bibbs,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “if you haven't got anything to do, you +might step over and take Sibyl's wraps home--she left 'em in the hall. I +don't think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now.” + +“All right.” And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and +delivered them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, +“Forgot these,” and, “Good night, Roscoe,” cordially and cheerfully, and +returned to the New House. His mother and father were still talking in +the library, but with discretion he passed rapidly on and upward to his +own room, and there he proceeded to write in his note-book. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. + + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love--nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train--hatreds and jealousies--all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. + + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to + be turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross + a mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. + Friendship walks gently and with open eyes. + + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise + when she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other + half of the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce + ways, could know this transcendent happiness? + + Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a friend + is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. For + the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love it! + + Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness--it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured--the air becomes iridescent. + You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods everything. + + When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give + you nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in + anything for ever. + + What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out. + + This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment. + + Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, + or if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning “Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents + duly noted.” But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting--always there--for you! Who would wake + from such a dream as this? + + Dawn and the sea--music in moonlit gardens--nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom--what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what it means not to be alone! + That is what a friend gives you! + +Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed a +somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his own +(and perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan to +sleep soundly through the night and to wake at dawn with a light heart. + +His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of +affairs of his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, +“Who would wake from such a dream as this?” Bibbs was a sympathetic +person, easily touched, but he was indeed living in a dream, and all +things outside of it were veiled and remote--for that is the way of +youth in a dream. And Bibbs, who had never before been of any age, +either old or young, had come to his youth at last. + +He went whistling from the house before even his father had come +down-stairs. There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder of +soot, and though Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an automobile +at the curb before Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it as Dr. +Gurney's, but went cheerily on his way through the dingy mist. And when +he was once more installed beside his faithful zinc-eater he whistled +and sang to it, as other workmen did to their own machines sometimes, +when things went well. His comrades in the shop glanced at him amusedly +now and then. They liked him, and he ate his lunch at noon with a group +of Socialists who approved of his ideas and talked of electing him to +their association. + +The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the whistles +blew. When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where he divested +himself of his overalls--his single divergence from the routine of his +fellow-workmen--and after that he used soap and water copiously. This +was his transformation scene: he passed into the office a rather frail +young working-man noticeably begrimed, and passed out of it to the +pavement a cheerfully pre-occupied sample of gentry, fastidious to the +point of elegance. + +The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and +boys and women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. Many +hurried and some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling one +another, and Bibbs, turning his face homeward, was forced to go slowly. + +Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught +sight of his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost +passed her, for in the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not +recognize her, though his shoulder actually touched hers. He would have +gone by, but she laughed delightedly; and he stopped short, startled. +Two boys, one chasing the other, swept between them, and Bibbs stood +still, peering about him in deep perplexity. She leaned toward him. + +“I knew YOU!” she said. + +“Good heavens!” cried Bibbs. “I thought it was your voice coming out of +a star!” + +“There's only smoke overhead,” said Mary, and laughed again. “There +aren't any stars.” + +“Oh yes, there were--when you laughed!” + +She took his arm, and they went on. “I've come to walk home with you, +Bibbs. I wanted to.” + +“But were you here in the--” + +“In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!” + +Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to scold +her. + +“But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have--you ought +to know better. What did--” + +“I only waited about twelve seconds,” she laughed. “I'd just got here.” + +“But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you--” + +“I was in this part of town already,” she said. “At least, I was only +seven or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd +have had to go home alone--and I preferred going home with you.” + +“It's pretty beautiful for me,” said Bibbs, with a deep breath. “You'll +never know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness--and then +to--to see you standing there! Oh, it was like--it was like--how can I +TELL you what it was like?” They had passed beyond the crowd now, and +a crossing-lamp shone upon them, which revealed the fact that again she +was without her furs. Here was a puzzle. Why did that adorable little +vanity of hers bring her out without them in the DARK? But of course she +had gone out long before dark. For undefinable reasons this explanation +was not quite satisfactory; however, allowing it to stand, his +solicitude for her took another turn. “I think you ought to have a car,” + he said, “especially when you want to be out after dark. You need one in +winter, anyhow. Have you ever asked your father for one?” + +“No,” said Mary. “I don't think I'd care for one particularly.” + +“I wish you would.” Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. “I think in +winter you--” + +“No, no,” she interrupted, lightly. “I don't need--” + +“But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every afternoon +for me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, but a girl--” + +“A girl likes to walk, too,” said Mary. “Let me tell you where I've been +this afternoon and how I happened to be near enough to make you take me +home. I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures of the smoke. +He has a sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives there with his +mother and his wife and their seven children, and he's gloriously happy. +I'd seen one of his pictures at an exhibition, and I wanted to see +more of them, so he showed them to me. He has almost everthing he ever +painted; I don't suppose he's sold more than four or five pictures in +his life. He gives drawing-lessons to keep alive.” + +“How do you mean he paints the smoke?” Bibbs asked. + +“Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the +street--anywhere. He just paints what's around him--and it's beautiful.” + +“The smoke?” + +“Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly roofs +of cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky sunsets and +smoky sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, solid, slow +columns of smoke going far out and growing more ethereal and mixing +with the hazy light in the distance; and he has others with the broken +sky-line of down-town, all misted with the smoke and puffs and jets of +vapor that have colors like an orchard in mid-April. I'm going to take +you there some Sunday afternoon, Bibbs.” + +“You're showing me the town,” he said. “I didn't know what was in it at +all.” + +“There are workers in beauty here,” she told him, gently. “There are +other painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts of +things.” + +“I didn't know.” + +“No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself +'greater,' one could live here all one's life and know only the side of +it that shows.” + +“The beauty-workers seem buried very deep,” said Bibbs. “And I imagine +that your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried deepest +of all. My father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his buying one +of your friend's pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples,' but he wouldn't +get one of those. He'd think smoke in a picture was horrible--unless he +could use it for an advertisement.” + +“Yes,” she said, thoughtfully. “And really he's the town. They ARE +buried pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs.” + +“And yet it's all wonderful,” he said. “It's wonderful to me.” + +“You mean the town is wonderful to you?” + +“Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The city +is only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer than +the horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old zinc-eater +all day long, helping me. Mary--” He stopped with a gasp. “That's the +first time I've called you 'Mary'!” + +“Yes.” She laughed, a little tremuously. “Though I wanted you to!” + +“I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to walk +home with me. That must be it.” + +“Women like to have things said,” Mary informed him, her tremulous +laughter continuing. “Were you glad I came for you?” + +“No--not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up +and up--over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that way +most of the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. The person +I was then seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs Sheridan at +all. It seems long, long ago. I was gloomy and sickly--somebody +else--somebody I don't understand now, a coward afraid of +shadows--afraid of things that didn't exist--afraid of my old +zinc-eater! And now I'm only afraid of what might change anything.” + +She was silent a moment, and then, “You're happy, Bibbs?” she asked. + +“Ah, don't you see?” he cried. “I want it to last for a thousand, +thousand years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. I +wouldn't have one thing different--nothing, nothing!” + +“Dear Bibbs!” she said, and laughed happily. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told Edith, +after his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that he had +decided that he was “a member of the family”; but he appeared to have +relapsed to the retired list after that one attempt at participancy--he +was far enough detached from membership now. These were turbulent days +in the New House, but Bibbs had no part whatever in the turbulence--he +seemed an absent-minded stranger, present by accident and not wholly +aware that he was present. He would sit, faintly smiling over pleasant +imaginings and dear reminiscences of his own, while battle raged between +Edith and her father, or while Sheridan unloosed jeremiads upon the +sullen Roscoe, who drank heavily to endure them. The happy dreamer +wandered into storm-areas like a somnambulist, and wandered out again +unawakened. He was sorry for his father and for Roscoe, and for Edith +and for Sibyl, but their sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + +Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday night, +not long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during the first +days of Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be with her +frequently, and to install a muscular nurse. And whether he would or +no, Gurney received from his hysterical patient a variety of pungent +information which would have staggered anybody but a family physician. +Among other things he was given to comprehend the change in Bibbs, and +why the zinc-eater was not putting a lump in the operator's gizzard as +of yore. + +Sibyl was not delirious--she was a thin little ego writhing and +shrieking in pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting +herself; her condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration of +that of a child after a bad bruise--there must be screaming and telling +mother all about the hurt and how it happened. Sibyl babbled herself +hoarse when Gurney withheld morphine. She went from the beginning to the +end in a breath. No protest stopped her; nothing stopped her. + +“You ought to let me die!” she wailed. “It's cruel not to let me die! +What harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? +Just look at my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, and +look what that got me into!--look where I am now! He brought me to this +town, and what did I have in my life but his FAMILY? And they didn't +even know the right crowd! If they had, it might have been SOMETHING! +I had nothing--nothing--nothing in the world! I wanted to have a good +time--and how could I? Where's any good time among these Sheridans? They +never even had wine on the table! I thought I was marrying into a rich +family where I'd meet attractive people I'd read about, and travel, and +go to dances--and, oh, my Lord! all I got was these Sheridans! I did +the best I could; I did, indeed! Oh, I DID! I just tried to live. Every +woman's got a right to live, some time in her life, I guess! Things were +just beginning to look brighter--we'd moved up here, and that frozen +crowd across the street were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd +have started us with the right people--and then I saw how Edith was +getting him away from me. She did it, too! She got him! A girl with +money can do that to a married woman--yes, she can, every time! And what +could I do? What can any woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but +try to stand it--and I couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle--that +Vertrees girl--and she could have helped me a little, and it wouldn't +have hurt her. It wouldn't have done her any harm to help me THAT +little! She treated me as if I'd been dirt that she wouldn't even take +the trouble to sweep out of her house! Let her WAIT!” + +Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky +whisper, though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half +upright, and the nurse restrained her. “I'd get up out of this bed to +show her she can't do such things to me! I was absolutely ladylike, and +she walked out and left me there alone! She'll SEE! She started after +Bibbs before Jim's casket was fairly underground, and she thinks she's +landed that poor loon--but she'll see! She'll see! If I'm ever able +to walk across the street again I'll show her how to treat a woman in +trouble that comes to her for help! It wouldn't have hurt her any--it +wouldn't--it wouldn't. And Edith needn't have told what she told +Roscoe--it wouldn't have hurt her to let me alone. And HE told her I +bored him--telephoning him I wanted to see him. He needn't have done +it! He needn't--needn't--” Her voice grew fainter, for that while, +with exhaustion, though she would go over it all again as soon as her +strength returned. She lay panting. Then, seeing her husband standing +disheveled in the doorway, “Don't come in, Roscoe,” she murmured. “I +don't want to see you.” And as he turned away she added, “I'm kind of +sorry for you, Roscoe.” + +Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, +and she had the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also the +disadvantage of a mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her +husband's sharp tutelage, proved an effective one. Edith was reduced to +telephoning Lamhorn from shops whenever she could juggle her mother into +a momentary distraction over a counter. + +Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. Her +whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything that +separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered by only +the lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but Sheridan, +like legions of other parents, intensified her passion and fed it hourly +fuel by opposing to it an intolerable force. He swore she should cool, +and thus set her on fire. + +Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with her +father, and kept her bed betweentimes to let him see what his violence +had done to her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him to breathing +fast, she said pitiably that she might bear her trouble better if she +went away; it was impossible to be in the same town with Lamhorn and not +think always of him. Perhaps in New York she might forget a little. +She had written to a school friend, established quietly with an aunt in +apartments--and a month or so of theaters and restaurants might bring +peace. Sheridan shouted with relief; he gave her a copious cheque, and +she left upon a Monday morning wearing violets with her mourning and +having kissed everybody good-by except Sibyl and Bibbs. She might have +kissed Bibbs, but he failed to realize that the day of her departure +had arrived, and was surprised, on returning from his zinc-eater, that +evening, to find her gone. “I suppose they'll be maried there,” he said, +casually. + +Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, +fuming. “Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!” he snorted. “I +don't want to be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot you +are! She's through with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be kept +away from him a few weeks, and I KEPT her away, and it did the business. +For Heaven's sake, go on out o' here!” + +Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black silk +sling was still round Sheridan's neck, but no word of Gurney's and no +excruciating twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in the sling. The +wounds, slight enough originally, had become infected the first time he +had dislodged the bandages, and healing was long delayed. Sheridan had +the habit of gesture; he could not “take time to remember,” he said, +that he must be careful, and he had also a curious indignation with his +hurt; he refused to pay it the compliment of admitting its existence. + +The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan +Building to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which +the doctor felt had become necessary. But he was a little before +the appointed time and was obliged to wait a few minutes in an +anteroom--there was a directors' meeting of some sort in Sheridan's +office. The door was slightly ajar, leaking cigar-smoke and oratory, the +latter all Sheridan's, and Gurney listened. + +“No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!” he heard the big voice rumbling, and then, +breaking into thunder, “I tell you NO! Some o' you men make me sick! +You'd lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug flipped his +hind leg at you! You say money's tight all over the country. Well, what +if it is? There's no reason for it to be tight, and it's not goin' to +keep OUR money tight! You're always runnin' to the woodshed to hide +your nickels in a crack because some fool newspaper says the market's a +little skeery! You listen to every street-corner croaker and then +come and set here and try to scare ME out of a big thing! We're IN on +this--understand? I tell you there never WAS better times. These are +good times and big times, and I won't stand for any other kind o' talk. +This country's on its feet as it never was before, and this city's on +its feet and goin' to stay there!” And Gurney heard a series of whacks +and thumps upon the desk. “'Bad times'!” Sheridan vociferated, with +accompanying thumps. “Rabbit talk! These times are glorious, I tell you! +We're in the promised land, and we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, +gentlemen. The loan goes!” + +The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened +in. His guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with his +right hand. The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh damage +as best he might; and then he said what he had to say on the subject of +Roscoe and Sibyl, his opinion meeting, as he expected, a warmly hostile +reception. But the result of this conversation was that by telephonic +command Roscoe awaited his father, an hour later, in the library at the +New House. + +“Gurney says your wife's able to travel,” Sheridan said brusquely, as he +came in. + +“Yes.” Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude +which had become his habit. “Yes, she is.” + +“Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!” + +“Oh, I wouldn't put it that way,” Roscoe protested, drearily. + +“No, I hear YOU wouldn't!” There was a bitter gibe in the father's +voice, and he added: “It's a good thing she's goin' abroad--if she'll +stay there. I shouldn't think any of us want her here any more--you +least of all!” + +“It's no use your talking that way,” said Roscoe. “You won't do any +good.” + +“Well, when are you comin' back to your office?” Sheridan used a +brisker, kinder tone. “Three weeks since you showed up there at all. +When you goin' to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the +foolishness and start in again? You ought to be able to make up for a +lot o' lost time and a lot o' spilt milk when that woman takes herself +out o' the way and lets you and all the rest of us alone.” + +“It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say to +you. I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!” + +“Wait a minute before you talk that way!” Sheridan began his sentry-go +up and down the room. “I suppose you know it's taken two pretty good +men about sixteen hours a day to set things straight and get 'em runnin' +right again, down in your office?” + +“They must be good men.” Roscoe nodded indifferently. “I thought I was +doing about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could handle +it.” + +“Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are plenty +men drive harder'n I do, and--” + +“Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with +'em. They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use +the rest of their lives. The last's my case, I guess--'complicated by +domestic difficulties'!” + +“You set there and tell me you give up?” Sheridan's voice shook, and +so did the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward the +despondent figure. “Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say you'll come +down there again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' to trouble you any +more. The work ain't goin' to hurt you if you haven't got her to worry +you, and you can get shut o' this nasty whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't +fastened on you yet. Don't say--” + +“It's no use on earth,” Roscoe mumbled. “No use on earth.” + +“Look here! If you want another month's vacation--” + +“I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?” + +“Gurney!” Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. “It's Gurney, Gurney, +Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' to with +everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' and, 'The +doctor says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country expect to get +its Work done if Gurney and all the other old nanny-goats keep up this +blattin'--'Oh, oh! Don't lift that stick o' wood; you'll ruin your +NERVES!' So he says you got 'nervous exhaustion induced by overwork and +emotional strain.' They always got to stick the Work in if they see a +chance! I reckon you did have the 'emotional strain,' and that's all's +the matter with you. You'll be over it soon's this woman's gone, and +Work's the very thing to make you quit frettin' about her.” + +“Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?” + +“Shut up!” Sheridan bellowed. “I'm so sick o' that man's name I feel +like shootin' anybody that says it to me!” He fumed and chafed, swearing +indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. “Look here; do you +think you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? How much you worth?” + +“I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, +outside the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not.” + +“It is? You could'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, at +your age?” + +“No. But it's mine, and it's enough.” + +“My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit +there! I suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the bucket, +and all you have to do is lay back and wait! You let me tell you right +here, you'll never see one cent of it. You go out o' business now, and +what would you know about handlin' it five or ten or twenty years from +now? Because I intend to STAY here a little while yet, my boy! They'd +either get it away from you or you'd sell for a nickel and let it be +split up and--” He whirled about, marched to the other end of the room, +and stood silent a moment. Then he said, solemnly: “Listen. If you go +out now, you leave me in the lurch, with nothin' on God's green earth +to depend on but your brother--and you know what he is. I've depended on +you for it ALL since Jim died. Now you've listened to that dam' doctor, +and he says maybe you won't ever be as good a man as you were, and that +certainly you won't be for a year or so--probably more. Now, that's all +a lie. Men don't break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell +you, you can shake this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and +a little gumption. Men don't go away for YEARS and then come back into +MOVING businesses like ours--they lose the strings. And if you could, I +won't let you--if you lay down on me now, I won't--and that's because if +you lay down you prove you ain't the man I thought you were.” He cleared +his throat and finished quietly: “Roscoe, will you take a month's +vacation and come back and go to it?” + +“No,” said Roscoe, listlessly. “I'm through.” + +“All right,” said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a +table, went to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. +“Good-by.” + +Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his eyes. +“Best I can do,” he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet lingering. “I +figure it out a good deal like this,” he said. “I didn't KNOW my job +was any strain, and I managed all right, but from what Gur--from what +I hear, I was just up to the limit of my nerves from overwork, and +the--the trouble at home was the extra strain that's fixed me the way I +am. I tried to brace, so I could stand the work and the trouble too, on +whiskey--and that put the finish to me! I--I'm not hitting it as hard as +I was for a while, and I reckon pretty soon, if I can get to feeling a +little more energy, I better try to quit entirely--I don't know. I'm all +in--and the doctor says so. I thought I was running along fine up to a +few months ago, but all the time I was ready to bust, and didn't know +it. Now, then, I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you +I wouldn't speak of her as 'that woman,' because she's your +daughter-in-law and going to stay that way. She didn't do anything +wicked. It was a shock to me, and I don't deny it, to find what she had +done--encouraging that fellow to hang around her after he began trying +to flirt with her, and losing her head over him the way she did. I don't +deny it was a shock and that it'll always be a hurt inside of me I'll +never get over. But it was my fault; I didn't understand a woman's +nature.” Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and desolate earnest. +“A woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting attractive people, and +traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, but I can give her +the traveling--real traveling, not just going to Atlantic City or +New Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman has to have +something in her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I was. I +never understood till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and I +believe if you'd heard her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly +about her; I believe you might have forgiven her like I have. That's +all. I never cared anything for any girl but her in my life, but I was +so busy with business I put it ahead of her. I never THOUGHT about her, +I was so busy thinking business. Well, this is where it's brought us +to--and now when you talk about 'business' to me I feel the way you do +when anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word 'business' makes me +dizzy--it makes me honestly sick at the stomach. I believe if I had +to go down-town and step inside that office door I'd fall down on the +floor, deathly sick. You talk about a 'month's vacation'--and I get just +as sick. I'm rattled--I can't plan--I haven't got any plans--can't make +any, except to take my girl and get just as far away from that office as +I can--and stay. We're going to Japan first, and if we--” + +His father rustled the paper. “I said good-by, Roscoe.” + +“Good-by,” said Roscoe, listlessly. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; then +he rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson appeared. + +“Has Bibbs got home from work?” + +“Mist' Bibbs? No, suh.” + +“Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes.” + +“Yessuh.” + +Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon +the newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond +their explanatory rubrics--there was nothing unusual or startling to +concentrate his attention: + + “Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides.” + “Burglars Make Big Haul.” + “Board Works Approve Big Car-line Extension.” + “Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull Fractured.” + “Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court.” + “Plan New Eighteen-story Structure.” + “School-girl Meets Death under Automobile.” + “Negro Cuts Three. One Dead.” + “Life Crushed Out. Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes + Action by Coroner.” + “Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies Protest to + Governor in Church Rioting Case.” + “Short $3,500 in Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug.” + “Found Frozen. Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when + Parents Return Home from Seeking Work.” + “Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures on Big Future of Our + City. Sees Big Improvement during Short Absence. Says No + European City Holds Candle.” (Sheridan nodded approvingly here.) + +Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. +“Well, father, did you want me?” + +“Yes. Sit down.” Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the fire, +holding out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold outdoors. + +“I came within seven of the shop record to-day,” he said. “I handled +more strips than any other workman has any day this month. The nearest +to me is sixteen behind.” + +“There!” exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. “What'd I tell you? +I'd like to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you +there--I would just like to hear him! And you--ain't you ashamed of +makin' such a fuss about it? Ain't you?” + +“I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time,” Bibbs said, +smiling brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. “I didn't +know the difference it meant to like a thing.” + +“Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I guess I +HAVE! I said the shop'd be good for you, and it was. I said it wouldn't +hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what I said it would be. +Ain't that so?” + +“Looks like it!” Bibbs agreed, gaily. + +“Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! Instead +o' hurting you, it's been the makin' of you--physically. You're a good +inch taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than what I am +if you'd get some flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' a little. +Physically, it's started you out to be the huskiest one o' the whole +family. Now, then, mentally--that's different. I don't say it unkindly, +Bibbs, but you got to do something for yourself mentally, just like +what's begun physically. And I'm goin' to help you.” + +Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his +son's, and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. “I got +plans for you, Bibbs,” he said. + +Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. “I--I'm all +right now, father.” + +“Listen.” Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the tone +of a reasonable man reasoning. “Listen here, Bibbs. I had another blow +to-day, and it was a hard one and right in the face, though I HAVE been +expectin' it some little time back. Well, it's got to be met. Now I'll +be frank with you. As I said a minute ago, mentally I couldn't ever +called you exactly strong. You been a little weak both ways, most of +your life. Not but what I think you GOT a mentality, if you'd learn to +use it. You got will-power, I'll say that for you. I never knew boy or +man that could be stubborner--never one in my life! Now, then, you've +showed you could learn to run that machine best of any man in the shop, +in no time at all. That looks to me like you could learn to do other +things. I don't deny but what it's an encouragin' sign. I don't deny +that, at all. Well, that helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as +it looks. You're all I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't +as poor material as I thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within +seven strips of the shop's record to-day looks to me like encouragin' +information brought in at just about the right time. Now, then, I'm +goin' to give you a raise. I wanted to send you straight on up through +the shops--a year or two, maybe--but I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now +I've lost Roscoe. He's quit. He's laid down on me. If he ever comes back +at all, he'll be a long time pickin' up the strings, and, anyway, he +ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count on him. I got to have +SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to this: you're my last +chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains you got and see if +we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' to put my time +in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, and I won't be +hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' to do the +big thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do the big +thing for me, in return. I've vindicated my policy with you about the +shop, and now I'm goin' to turn right around and swing you 'way over +ahead of where the other boys started, and I'm goin' to make an appeal +to your ambition that'll make you dizzy!” He tapped his son on the knee +again. “Bibbs, I'm goin' to start you off this way: I'm goin' to +make you a director in the Pump Works Company; I'm goin' to make you +vice-president of the Realty Company and a vice-president of the Trust +Company!” + +Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. “Oh no!” he cried. + +Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. “Yes, +sir! And there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those +vice-presidencies, and a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the +directorship. You thought I was pretty mean about the shop--oh, I know +you did!--but you see the old man can play it both ways. And so right +now, the minute you've begun to make good the way I wanted you to, +I deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it out bigger and +bigger every time you show me you're big enough to play the hand I deal +you. I'm startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!” + +“But I don't--I don't--I don't want it!” Bibbs stammered. + +“What'd you say?” Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + +“I don't want it, father. I thank you--I do thank you--” + +Sheridan looked perplexed. “What's the matter with you? Didn't you +understand what I was tellin' you?” + +“Yes.” + +“You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered--” + +“I know, I know! But I can't take it.” + +“What's the matter with you?” Sheridan was half amazed, half suspicious. +“Your head feel funny?” + +“I've never been quite so sane in my life,” said Bibbs, “as I have +lately. And I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right +life. I'm earning my daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My wages +are enough. I don't want any more money, and I don't deserve any--” + +“Damnation!” Sheridan sprang up. “You've turned Socialist! You been +listening to those fellows down there, and you--” + +“No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that isn't +it.” + +Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. +“Then what is it? What's the matter?” + +“Nothing,” his son returned, nervously. “Nothing--except that I'm +content. I don't want to change anything.” + +“Why not?” + +Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. “I'll tell you, +father, if I can. I know it may be hard to understand--” + +“Yes, I think it may be,” said Sheridan, grimly. “What you say usually +is a LITTLE that way. Go on!” + +Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself at +every possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream--a +rough hand stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a table and +made vague drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke he kept his +eyes lowered. “You weren't altogether right about the shop--that is, +in one way you weren't, father.” He glanced up apprehensively. Sheridan +stood facing him, expressionless, and made no attempt to interrupt. +“That's difficult to explain,” Bibbs continued, lowering his eyes again, +to follow the tracings of his finger. “I--I believe the shop might have +done for me this time if I hadn't--if something hadn't helped me to--oh, +not only to bear it, but to be happy in it. Well, I AM happy in it. +I want to go on just as I am. And of all things on earth that I don't +want, I don't want to live a business life--I don't want to be drawn +into it. I don't think it IS living--and now I AM living. I have the +healthful toil--and I can think. In business as important as yours I +couldn't think anything but business. I don't--I don't think making +money is worth while.” + +“Go on,” said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + +“It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see,” said Bibbs. “You +think this city is rich and powerful--but what's the use of its being +rich and powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the schools +because the city is rich and powerful. They teach them more than they +used to because some people--not rich and powerful people--have thought +the thoughts to teach the children. And yet when you've been reading +the paper I've heard you objecting to the children being taught anything +except what would help them to make money. You said it was wasting the +taxes. You want them taught to make a living, but not to live. When I +was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; now it's hideous. What's the +use of being big just to be hideous? I mean I don't think all this has +meant really going ahead--it's just been getting bigger and dirtier and +noisier. Wasn't the whole country happier and in many ways wiser when it +was smaller and cleaner and quieter and kinder? I know you think I'm an +utter fool, father, but, after all, though, aren't business and politics +just the housekeeping part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman +that not only made her housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily +and dirtily that the whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over +it? And suppose she talked and thought about her housekeeping all +the time, and was always having additions built to her house when she +couldn't keep clean what she already had; and suppose, with it all, she +made the house altogether unpeaceful and unlivable--” + +“Just one minute!” Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible courtesy, +“If you will permit me? Have you ever been right about anything?” + +“I don't quite--” + +“I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything +whatever in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon +any subject or question you've thought about and talked about? Can you +mention one single time when you were proved to be right?” + +He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, +“If I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm +right about this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be due +to bring up my average.” + +“Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you +probably couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You been +balkin' all your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you to do, +you'd let out SOME kind of a holler, like you are now--and yet I can't +seem to remember once when you didn't have to lay down and do what I +said. But go on with your remarks about our city and the business of +this country. Go on!” + +“I don't want to be a part of it,” said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. +“I want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I went +down there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for money +enough to--” + +“No,” his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. “You've never had +to earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. Now, let me +remind you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're eatin' pretty +fair food; you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just suppose one o' these +noisy housekeepers--me, for instance--decided to let you do your own +housekeepin'. May I ask what your proposition would be?” + +“I'm earning nine dollars a week,” said Bibbs, sturdily. “It's enough. I +shouldn't mind at all.” + +“Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?” + +“My work!” Bibbs answered. “And I've done so well on that +clipping-machine I believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty +a week at another job. I could be a fair plumber in a few months, +I'm sure. I'd rather have a trade than be in business--I should, +infinitely!” + +“You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!” But Sheridan +struggled with his temper and again was partially successful in +controlling it. “You better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're +either goin' down with me to my office Monday morning--or--you can go to +plumbing!” + +“All right,” said Bibbs, gently. “I can get along.” + +Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. “O God,” he said, +“this boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine dollars a +week, and now his money's gone to his head! Can't You do nothin' for +him?” Then he flung his hands apart, palms outward, in a furious gesture +of dismissal. “Get out o' this room! You got a skull that's thicker'n a +whale's thigh-bone, but it's cracked spang all the way across! You hated +the machine-shop so bad when I sent you there, you went and stayed sick +for over two years--and now, when I offer to take you out of it and give +you the mint, you holler for the shop like a calf for its mammy! You're +cracked! Oh, but I got a fine layout here! One son died, one quit, and +one's a loon! The loon's all I got left! H. P. Ellersly's wife had +a crazy brother, and they undertook to keep him at the house. First +morning he was there he walked straight though a ten-dollar plate-glass +window out into the yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' +That's what you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', 'Oh, look +at the pretty dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what you +bust! Well, mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you +are, I'll take you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn +you--yes, and I'll lam you, if I got to--until I've made something out +of you that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while +I'm able to stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' +at you till they get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and don't +let me hear from you again till you can come and tell me you've waked +up, you poor, pitiful, dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!” + +Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, +for once; but there was more than that--he seemed to be startled by his +father's last word. + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this +storm nor that other which so imminently threatened him held place +in the consciousness of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the +presence of Mary. All was right in his world as he sat with her, reading +Maurice Maeterlinck's Alladine and Palomides. The sorrowful light of +the gas-jet might have been May morning sunshine flashing amber and rose +through the glowing windows of the Sainte-Chapelle, it was so bright for +Bibbs. And while the zinc-eater held out to bring him such golden nights +as these, all the king's horses and all the king's men might not serve +to break the spell. + +Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; +and Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, +appeared to discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look at +him whenever there was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, that +while they were together, and it was light, she looked at him all the +time. + +When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a +little while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and +said: “There's something I want to read over. This:” + + You would think I threw a window open on the dawn.... She has a + soul that can be seen around her--that takes you in its arms like + an ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you + for everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it.... + +He stopped and looked at her. + +“You boy!” said Mary, not very clearly. + +“Oh yes,” he returned. “But it's true--especially my knees!” + +“You boy!” she murmured again, blushing charmingly. “You might read +another line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were +looking into a mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it--I can give +it to you: 'A little Greek slave that came from the heart of Arcady!'” + +“I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works--and going to stay one, +unless I have to decide to study plumbing.” + +“No.” She shook her head. “You love and want what's beautiful and +delicate and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, and +have always wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most wistful +person I had ever known, and that's what you were wistful for.” + +Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment or +two the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. “Why, no,” he said; “I +wanted something else more than that. I wanted you.” + +“And here I am!” she laughed, completely understanding. “I think we're +like those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the rough +Burgundian cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard and +told everybody that the devil was dead.” + +“He isn't, though,” said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next room +began a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. “He gets +into the clock whenever I'm with you.” And, sighing deeply he rose to +go. + +“You're always very prompt about leaving me.” + +“I--I try to be,” he said. “It isn't easy to be careful not to risk +everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw you +look tired--” + +“Have you ever?” + +“Not yet. You always look--you always look--” + +“How?” + +“Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about +something, you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into +people to see it. If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering that +look--and I'd never give up! It's a brave look, too, as though gaiety +might be a kind of gallantry on your part, and yet I don't quite +understand why it should be, either.” He smiled quizzically, looking +down upon her. “Mary, you haven't a 'secret sorrow,' have you?” + +For answer she only laughed. + +“No,” he said; “I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think +that's why you were so kind to me--you have nothing but happiness in +your own life, and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn to +happiness, too. But there's one little time in the twenty-four hours +when I'm not happy. It's now, when I have to say good night. I feel +dismal every time it comes--and then, when I've left the house, there's +a bad little blankness, a black void, as though I were temporarily +dead; and it lasts until I get it established in my mind that I'm really +beginning another day that's to end with YOU again. Then I cheer up. But +now's the bad time--and I must go through it, and so--good night.” And +he added with a pungent vehemence of which he was little aware, “I hate +it!” + +“Do you?” she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood +motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + +“Mary! Your eyes are so--” He stopped. + +“Yes?” But she looked quickly away. + +“I don't know,” he said. “I thought just then--” + +“What did you think?” + +“I don't know--it seemed to me that there was something I ought to +understand--and didn't.” + +She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. “My eyes are +pleased,” she said. “I'm glad that you miss me a little after you go.” + +“But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it,” he +said. + +She inclined her head. “Yes. I'll--'let it'!” + +“Going to church,” said Bibbs. “It IS going to church when I go with +you!” + +She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They had +formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them ever +speaking of it; but it was always the same. She always stood in the +doorway until he reached the sidewalk, and there he always turned and +looked back, and she waved her hand to him. Then he went on, halfway to +the New House, and looked back again, and Mary was not in the doorway, +but the door was open and the light shone. It was as if she meant to +tell him that she would never shut him out; he could always see that +friendly light of the open doorway--as if it were open for him to come +back, if he would. He could see it until a wing of the New House came +between, when he went up the path. The open doorway seemed to him the +beautiful symbol of her friendship--of her thought of him; a symbol of +herself and of her ineffable kindness. + +And she kept the door open--even to-night, though the sleet and fine +snow swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was +strewn with tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw that +she was there, waving her hand to him, as if she did not know that the +storm touched her. When he had gone on, Mary did as she always did--she +went into an unlit room across the hall from that in which they had +spent the evening, and, looking from the window, watched him until he +was out of sight. The storm made that difficult to-night, but she +caught a glimpse of him under the street-lamp that stood between the two +houses, and saw that he turned to look back again. Then, and not before, +she looked at the upper windows of Roscoe's house across the street. +They were dark. Mary waited, but after a little while she closed the +front door and returned to her window. A moment later two of the upper +windows of Roscoe's house flashed into light and a hand lowered the +shade of one of them. Mary felt the cold then--it was the third night +she had seen those windows lighted and the shade lowered, just after +Bibbs had gone. + +But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for +his last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white +already upon his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the +lee of the sheltering wing of the New House. + +A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became +aware of a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the +library: Sheridan cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her voice +rising to an agonized squeal of protest upon each of a series of muffled +detonations--the outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand upon wood; then +Gurney, sharply imperious, “Keep your hand in that sling! Keep your hand +in that sling, I say!” + +“LOOK!” George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important a +tragedy; and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with which +he had first beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before the +eyes of Bibbs. “Look at 'at lamidal statue!” + +Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly +Byzantine--painted colossal fragments of the shattered torso, +appallingly human; and gilded and silvered heaps of magnificence strewn +among ruinous palms like the spoil of a barbarians' battle. There had +been a massacre in the oasis--the Moor had been hurled headlong from his +pedestal. + +“He hit 'at ole lamidal statue,” said George. “POW!” + +“My father?” + +“YESsuh! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick 's +I kin telefoam--she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He ain't +takin' on 'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was 'while ago. +You done miss' it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all quiet' down, to what +he was. POW! he hit'er! Yessuh!” He took Bibbs's coat and proffered a +crumpled telegraph form. “Here what come,” he said. “I pick 'er up when +he done stompin' on 'er. You read 'er, Mist' Bibbs--you' ma tell me tuhn +'er ovuh to you soon's you come in.” + +Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed to +Mrs. Sheridan. + + Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure + you will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal. + Edith Lamhorn. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening to +thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open doors +of the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of him, just +then, would prove nothing less than insufferable for his father. For +that reason he was about to make his escape into the gold-and-brocade +room, intending to keep out of sight, when he heard Sheridan +vociferously demanding his presence. + +“Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let him +in. Now you'll SEE!” And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out into +the hall, beckoned to her son. + +Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white +cotton, his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was +striding up and down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages that +he seemed to be wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were bloodshot; +his forehead was heavily bedewed; one side of his collar had broken +loose, and there were blood-stains upon his right cuff. + +“THERE'S our little sunshine!” he cried, as Bibbs appeared. “THERE'S the +hope o' the family--my lifelong pride and joy! I want--” + +“Keep you hand in that sling,” said Gurney, sharply. + +Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. “For God's sake, +sing another tune!” he cried. “You said you 'came as a doctor but stay +as a friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up and criticize +ME--” + +“Oh, talk sense,” said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. “What do +you want Bibbs to say?” + +“You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'--'hysterical,' +oh Lord! You sat up there and told me I got 'hysterical' over nothin'! +You sat up there tellin' me I didn't have as heavy burdens as many +another man you knew. I just want you to hear THIS. Now listen!” He +swung toward the quiet figure waiting in the doorway. “Bibbs, will you +come down-town with me Monday morning and let me start you with two +vice-presidencies, a directorship, stock, and salaries? I ask you.” + +“No, father,” said Bibbs, gently. + +Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + +“Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, +instead of takin' up my offer?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“And I'd like the doctor to hear: What'll you do if I decide you're +too high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in my +shop?” + +“Find other work,” said Bibbs. + +“There! You hear him for yourself!” Sheridan cried. “You hear what--” + +“Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him.” + +Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and +broke, piping into falsetto: “He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants to +be a PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into business--he +wants to be a plumber so he can THINK!” + +He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left hand. +“There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's my chance +to live,” he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave ashes in his +throat. “That's my one chance to live--that thing you see in the doorway +yonder!” + +Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been winding, +and tossed it into the open bag. “What's the matter with giving Bibbs a +chance to live?” he said, coolly. “I would if I were you. You've had TWO +that went into business.” + +Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. “Joe Gurney,” + he said, when he could command himself so far, “are you accusin' me of +the responsibility for the death of my son James?” + +“I accuse you of nothing,” said the doctor. “But just once I'd like +to have it out with you on the question of Bibbs--and while he's here, +too.” He got up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands behind +his back and smiling. “Look here, old fellow, let's be reasonable,” he +said. “You were bound Bibbs should go to the shop again, and I gave you +and him, both, to understand pretty plainly that if he went it was at +the risk of his life. Well, what did he do? He said he wanted to go. And +he did go, and he's made good there. Now, see: Isn't that enough? Can't +you let him off now? He wants to write, and how do you know that he +couldn't do it if you gave him a chance? How do you know he hasn't some +message--something to say that might make the world just a little +bit happier or wiser? He MIGHT--in time--it's a possibility not to be +denied. Now he can't deliver any message if he goes down there with you, +and he won't HAVE any to deliver. I don't say going down with you is +likely to injure his health, as I thought the shop would, and as the +shop did, the first time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But +I tell you one thing I know: if you take him down there you'll kill +something that I feel is in him, and it's finer, I think, than his +physical body, and you'll kill it deader than a door-nail! And so +why not let it live? You've about come to the end of your string, old +fellow. Why not stop this perpetual devilish fighting and give Bibbs his +chance?” + +Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. “What 'fighting?'” + +“Yours--with nature.” Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his fierce +antagonist equably. “You don't seem to understand that you've been +struggling against actual law.” + +“What law?” + +“Natural law,” said Gurney. “What do you think beat you with Edith? Did +Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question something +powerful that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, and you weren't +against HER, but you set yourself against the power that had her in its +grip, and it shot out a spurt of flame--and won in a walk! What's taken +Roscoe from you? Timbers bear just so much strain, old man; but YOU +wanted to send the load across the broken bridge, and you thought you +could bully or coax the cracked thing into standing. Well, you couldn't! +Now here's Bibbs. There are thousands of men fit for the life you want +him to lead--and so is he. It wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be +twice as good a business man as Jim and Roscoe put together.” + +“WHAT!” Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + +“Your son Bibbs,” said the doctor, composedly, “Bibbs Sheridan has +the kind and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success in +anything--if he ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to remain +asleep. I like him that way. But the thousands of men fit for the life +you want him to lead aren't fit to do much with the life he OUGHT +to lead. Blindly, he's been fighting for the chance to lead it--he's +obeying something that begs to stay alive within him; and, blindly, he +knows you'll crush it out. You've set your will to do it. Let me tell +you something more. You don't know what you've become since Jim's going +thwarted you--and that's what was uppermost, a bafflement stronger than +your normal grief. You're half mad with a consuming fury against the +very self of the law--for it was the very self of the law that took Jim +from you. That was a law concerning the cohesion of molecules. The very +self of the law took Roscoe from you and gave Edith the certainty of +beating you; and the very self of the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. +The LAW beats you. Haven't you been whipped enough? But you want to whip +the law--you've set yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, to +wield it and twist it--” + +The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. “Yes! And by +God, I will!” + +“So Ajax defied the lightning,” said Gurney. + +“I've heard that dam'-fool story, too,” Sheridan retorted, fiercely. +“That's for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me +tell you! 'Defied the lightning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been half +a man he'd 'a' got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' the +lightning--we hitch it up and make it work for us like a black-steer! A +man nowadays would just as soon think o' defyin' a wood-shed!” + +“Well, what about Bibbs?” said Gurney. “Will you be a really big man now +and--” + +“Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!” Sheridan began to walk to and +fro again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot +his bolt the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, but +the target seemed unaware of the marksman. + +“I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder,” Sheridan +went on, “and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what--I +don't! I suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I +mightn't need a son! Yes, I got a son-in-law now--a spender!” + +“Oh, put your hand back!” said Gurney, wearily. + +There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right hand +in the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the table +and half-way across the room--a comet with a destroying black tail. Mrs. +Sheridan shrieked and sprang toward it. + +“Let it lay!” he shouted, fiercely. “Let it lay!” And, weeping, she +obeyed. “Yes, sir,” he went on, in a voice the more ominous for the +sudden hush he put upon it. “I got a spender for a son-in-law! It's +wonderful where property goes, sometimes. There was ole man Tracy--you +remember him, Doc--J. R. Tracy, solid banker. He went into the bank as +messenger, seventeen years old; he was president at forty-three, and he +built that bank with his life for forty years more. He was down there +from nine in the morning until four in the afternoon the day before he +died--over eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? It was diamond edge! He used +to eat a bag o' peanuts and an apple for lunch; but he wasn't +stingy--he was just livin' in his business. He didn't care for pie or +automobiles--he had his bank. It was an institution, and it come pretty +near bein' the beatin' heart o' this town in its time. Well, that ole +man used to pass one o' these here turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants +cigarette boys on the streets. Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak +to him? God! he wouldn't 'a' coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him +clean the cuspidors at the bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' +in FRONT the bank he'd 'a' had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy +was doin' every day of his life was workin' for that cigarette boy! +Tracy thought it was for the bank; he thought he was givin' his life and +his life-blood and the blood of his brain for the bank, but he wasn't. +It was every bit--from the time he went in at seventeen till he died in +harness at eighty-three--it was every last lick of it just slavin' for +that turned-up-nose, turned-up-pants cigarette boy. AND TRACY DIDN'T +EVEN KNOW HIS NAME! He died, not ever havin' heard it, though he chased +him off the front steps of his house once. The day after Tracy died his +old-maid daughter married the cigarette--and there AIN'T any Tracy bank +any more! And now”--his voice rose again--“and now I got a cigarette +son-in-law!” + +Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and +Sheridan once more returned it to the sling. + +“My son-in-law likes Florida this winter,” Sheridan went on. “That's +good, and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll be +there next winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and I hear +it can be done in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's woman got +me to spend that much on a porch for their new house, Edith wouldn't +give me a minute's rest till I turned over the same to her. And she's +got it, besides what I gave her to go East on. It'll be gone long before +this time next year, and when she comes home and leaves the cigarette +behind--for good--she'll get some more. MY name ain't Tracy, and there +ain't goin' to be any Tracy business in the Sheridan family. And there +ain't goin' to be any college foundin' and endowin' and trusteein', +nor God-knows-what to keep my property alive when I'm gone! Edith'll +be back, and she'll get a girl's share when she's through with that +cigarette, but--” + +“By the way,” interposed Gurney, “didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that +Bibbs warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?” + +Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed +and stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with his +wounded hand, and when the doctor, after storming at him ineffectively, +sprang to catch and protect that hand, Sheridan wrenched it away, +tearing the bandage. He hammered the table till it leaped. + +“Fool!” he panted, choking. “If he's shown gumption enough to guess +right the first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' +him on!” And, struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, +thrusting forward his convulsed face, which was deathly pale. “My name +ain't Tracy, I tell you!” he screamed, hoarsely. “You give in, you +stubborn fool! I've had my way with you before, and I'll have my way +with you now!” + +Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering that +“splendid look” of Mary's which he had told her would give him courage +in a struggle, so that he would “never give up.” + +“No. You can't have your way,” he said. And then, obeying a significant +motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving them struggling. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her +husband's room at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the +darkened chamber. At the “old” house they had shared a room, but the +architect had chosen to separate them at the New, and they had not known +how to formulate an objection, although to both of them something seemed +vaguely reprehensible in the new arrangement. + +Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the +aperture when he spoke. + +“Oh, I'm AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door.” + +She came and sat by the bed. “I woke up thinkin' about it,” she +explained. “And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must +be right, and I knew you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, +so--well, you got plenty other troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't +goin' to have the worry with Bibbs it looks like.” + +“You BET I ain't!” he grunted. + +“Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works,” she continued. +“He's a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I honestly have to +say he seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll say something sounds +right bright. 'Course, most always it doesn't, and a good deal of the +time, when he says things, why, I have to feel glad we haven't got +company, because they'd think he didn't have any gumption at all. Yet, +look at the way he did when Jim--when Jim got hurt. He took right hold +o' things. 'Course he'd been sick himself so much and all--and the rest +of us never had, much, and we were kind o' green about what to do in +that kind o' trouble--still, he did take hold, and everything went off +all right; you'll have to say that much, papa. And Dr. Gurney says he's +got brains, and you can't deny but what the doctor's right considerable +of a man. He acts sleepy, but that's only because he's got such a large +practice--he's a pretty wide-awake kind of a man some ways. Well, what +he says last night about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and how much he'd +amount to if he ever woke up--that's what I got to thinkin' about. You +heard him, papa; he says, 'Bibbs'll be a bigger business man than what +Jim and Roscoe was put together--if he ever wakes up,' he says. Wasn't +that exactly what he says?” + +“I suppose so,” said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. +“Gurney's crazier'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't--if what he says was +true--what of it?” + +“Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get married. +You know where he goes all the time--” + +“Oh, Lord, yes!” Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the wall, +leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. “You +better go back to sleep. He runs over there--every minute she'll let +him, I suppose. Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it.” + +“WHY ain't there?” she urged. “I know better--there is, too! You wait +and see. There's just one thing in the world that'll wake the sleepiest +young man alive up--yes, and make him JUMP up--and I don't care who he +is or how sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when he takes it +into his head to pick out some girl and settle down and have a home and +chuldern of his own. THEN, I guess, he'll go out after the money! You'll +see. I've known dozens o' cases, and so've you--moony, no-'count young +men, all notions and talk, goin' to be ministers, maybe or something; +and there's just this one thing takes it out of 'em and brings 'em right +down to business. Well, I never could make out just what it is +Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem he wants to be a minister +exactly--he's so far-away you can't tell, and he never SAYS--but I know +this is goin' to get him right down to common sense. Now, I don't say +that Bibbs has got the idea in his head yet--'r else he wouldn't be +talkin' that fool-talk about nine dollars a week bein' good enough for +him to live on. But it's COMIN', papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you +want to hand him out. He will! And I can tell you this much, too: he'll +want all the salary and stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to +keep gettin' more. That girl's the kind that a young husband just goes +crazy to give things to! She's pretty and fine-lookin', and things look +nice on her, and I guess she'd like to have 'em about as well as the +next. And I guess she isn't gettin' many these days, either, and she'll +be pretty ready for the change. I saw her with her sleeves rolled up at +the kitchen window the other day, and Jackson told me yesterday their +cook left two weeks ago, and they haven't tried to hire another one. He +says her and her mother been doin' the housework a good while, and now +they're doin' the cookin,' too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't know that +unless she's told him, and I reckon she wouldn't; she's kind o' +stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is too up in the clouds to notice anything +like that for himself. They've never asked him to a meal in the house, +but he wouldn't notice that, either--he's kind of innocent. Now I was +thinkin'--you know, I don't suppose we've hardly mentioned the girl's +name at table since Jim went, but it seems to me maybe if--” + +Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. +“You're barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!” + +“Why am I?” she demanded, crossly. “Why am I barkin' up the wrong tree?” + +“Because you are. There's nothin' in it.” + +“I'll bet you,” she said, rising--“I'll bet you he goes to church with +her this morning. What you want to bet?” + +“Go back to bed,” he commanded. “I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; there's +nothin' in it, I tell you.” + +She shook her head perplexedly. “You think because--because Jim was +runnin' so much with her it wouldn't look right?” + +“No. Nothin' to do with it.” + +“Then--do you know something about it that you ain't told me?” + +“Yes, I do,” he grunted. “Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. I +ain't had any yet!” + +“Well--” She went to the door, her expression downcast. “I thought +maybe--but--” She coughed prefatorily. “Oh, papa, something else I +wanted to tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last night +when the telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but--well, Sibyl wants +to come over this afternoon. Roscoe says she has something she wants to +say to us. It'll be the first time she's been out since she was able to +sit up--and I reckon she wants to tell us she's sorry for what happened. +They expect to get off by the end o' the week, and I reckon she wants to +feel she's done what she could to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's +what he said. I 'phoned him again about Edith, and he said it wouldn't +disturb Sibyl, because she'd been expectin' it; she was sure all +along it was goin' to happen; and, besides, I guess she's got all that +foolishness pretty much out of her, bein' so sick. But what I thought +was, no use bein' rough with her, papa--I expect she's suffered a +good deal--and I don't think we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. +You'll--you'll be kind o' polite to her, won't you, papa?” + +He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had +pulled over his head. + +“What?” she said, timidly. “I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat Sibyl +all right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, papa?” + +He threw the coverlet off furiously. “I presume so!” he roared. + +She departed guiltily. + +But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to +church with Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have lost. +Nevertheless, Bibbs and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. Vertrees's +house with the purpose of going to church. That was their intention, and +they had no other. They meant to go to church. + +But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a conversation +as they came to the church; and though Mary was looking to the right and +Bibbs was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward glance converged with +Mary's rightward glance, and neither was looking far beyond the other +at this time. It also happened that, though they were a little jostled +among groups of people in the vicinity of the church, they passed this +somewhat prominent edifice without being aware of their proximity to it, +and they had gone an incredible number of blocks beyond it before +they discovered their error. However, feeling that they might be +embarrassingly late if they returned, they decided that a walk would +make them as good. It was a windless winter morning, with an inch of +crisp snow over the ground. So they walked, and for the most part they +were silent, but on their way home, after they had turned back at noon, +they began to be talkative again. + +“Mary,” said Bibbs, after a time, “am I a sleep-walker?” + +She laughed a little, then looked grave. “Does your father say you are?” + +“Yes--when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. He +has quite a list.” + +“You mustn't mind,” she said, gently. “He's been getting some pretty +severe shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, Bibbs. +I've always been sure he's very big.” + +“Yes. Big and--blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without any +consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to grow +stronger. Stronger for what? For nothing.” + +“Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger for +something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what he and +his kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T see +it--so great none of us could see it.” + +“No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving underground--” + +“Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight,” she finished +for him, cheerily. + +“Into the smoke,” said Bibbs. “Look at the powder of coal-dust already +dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's from the +little pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's a fleck of +soot on your cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; he might as well +have thrown it on you. It would have been braver, for then he'd have +taken his chance of my whipping him for it if I could.” + +“IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so +rhetorically? IS there?” + +“Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary--a fleck on each. One +landed since I mentioned the first.” + +She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded in +transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They were +entirely matter-of-course about it. + +An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary +for the last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of the +soot. “There!” said the elderly wife. “You're always wrong when +you begin guessing about strangers. Those two young people aren't +honeymooners at all--they've been married for years. A blind man could +see that.” + + +“I wish I did know who threw that soot on you,” said Bibbs, looking up +at the neighboring chimneys, as they went on. “They arrest children for +throwing snowballs at the street-cars, but--” + +“But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures in +the houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they make. +I wonder what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city each year. +Yes, we pay the price for living in a 'growing town,' whether we have +money to pay or none.” + +“Who is it gets the pay?” said Bibbs. + +“Not I!” she laughed. + +“Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only some +of the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father wants me to +get.” + +“Yes,” she said, smiling to him, and nodding. “And you don't want it, +and you don't need it.” + +“But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?” He had told her of his +father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor and +picturesqueness of their setting forth. “You think I'm right?” + +“A thousand times!” she cried. “There aren't so many happy people in +this world, I think--and you say you've found what makes you happy. If +it's a dream--keep it!” + +“The thought of going down there--into the money shuffle--I hate it as +I never hated the shop!” he said. “I hate it! And the city itself, the +city that the money shuffle has made--just look at it! Look at it in +winter. The snow's tried hard to make the ugliness bearable, but the +ugliness is winning; it's making the snow hideous; the snow's getting +dirty on top, and it's foul underneath with the dirt and disease of the +unclean street. And the dirt and the ugliness and the rush and the noise +aren't the worst of it; it's what the dirt and ugliness and rush and +noise MEAN--that's the worst! The outward things are insufferable, but +they're only the expression of a spirit--a blind embryo of a spirit, not +yet a soul--oh, just greed! And this 'go ahead' nonsense! Oughtn't it +all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't want to get ahead if I could--I'd +want to help the other fellow to keep up with me.” + +“I read something the other day and remembered it for you,” said Mary. +“It was something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: +'In the first picture I shall make a man walking in the street of +a great city, full of all kinds of happy life: children, and lovers +walking, and ladies leaning from the windows all down great lengths of +a street leading to the city walls; and there the gates are wide open, +letting in a space of green field and cornfield in harvest; and all +round his head a great rain of swirling autumn leaves blowing from a +little walled graveyard.” + +“And if I painted,” Bibbs returned, “I'd paint a lady walking in the +street of a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile +life--children being taught only how to make money, and lovers hurrying +to get richer, and ladies who'd given up trying to wash their windows +clean, and the gates of the city wide open, letting in slums and +slaughter-houses and freight-yards, and all round this lady's head a +great rain of swirling soot--” He paused, adding, thoughtfully: “And yet +I believe I'm glad that soot got on your cheek. It was just as if I were +your brother--the way you gave me your handkerchief to rub it off for +you. Still, Edith never--” + +“Didn't she?” said Mary, as he paused again. + +“No. And I--” He contented himself with shaking his head instead of +offering more definite information. Then he realized that they were +passing the New House, and he sighed profoundly. “Mary, our walk's +almost over.” + +She looked as blank. “So it is, Bibbs.” + +They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly +to a stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with +Sibyl, who was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her +illness, however, walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not +taking his arm. The two crossed the street without appearing to see Mary +and her companion, and entering the New House, were lost to sight. Mary +gazed after them gravely, but Bibbs, looking at Mary, did not see them. + +“Mary,” he said, “you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?” + +“No, Bibbs.” And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him +instantly unreasonably happy. + +“I know you want to go in--” he began. + +“No. I don't want to.” + +“I mustn't keep you standing here, and I mustn't go in with you--but--I +just wanted to say--I've seemed very stupid to myself this morning, +grumbling about soot and all that--while all the time I--Mary, I think +it's been the very happiest of all the hours you've given me. I do. +And--I don't know just why--but it's seemed to me that it was one I'd +always remember. And you,” he added, falteringly, “you look so--so +beautiful to-day!” + +“It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs.” + +“Mary, will you tell me something?” he asked. + +“I think I will.” + +“It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them +ever just fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so much +colder, you don't--you never wear them at all any more. Why don't you?” + +Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up gaily. +“Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask any more +questions?” + +“Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?” + +“Because I found I'd be warmer without them!” She caught his hand +quickly in her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran into +the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative +warmth will so often make even a ready-made library the actual +“living-room” of a family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed sealed. +Thus it was with Sheridan, who read nothing except newspapers, +business letters, and figures; who looked upon books as he looked upon +bric-a-brac or crocheting--when he was at home, and not abed or eating, +he was in the library. + +He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at the +far end of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and he +exhaled a solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, +as always, in the length of his coat and the closeness of his +Saturday-night shave; and his expression, to match this religious pomp, +was more than Sabbatical, but the most dismaying of his demonstrations +was his keeping his hand in his sling. + +Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not looking +at him, but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, her hands were +nervously moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another part of the room. +There was a deadly silence. + +But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though she +was unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to veil +them. She spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting something +committed to memory, but her sincerity was none the less evident for +that. + +“Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to +me, and I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the +way I acted. I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that +night, and to say I know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and it +will never happen again, because it's been a pretty hard lesson; +and when we come back, some day, I hope you'll see that you've got a +daughter-in-law you never need to be ashamed of again. I want to ask +you to excuse me for the way I did, and I can say I haven't any feelings +toward Edith now, but only wish her happiness and good in her new life. +I thank you for all your kindness to me, and I know I made a poor return +for it, but if you can overlook the way I behaved I know I would feel a +good deal happier--and I know Roscoe would, too. I wish to promise not +to be as foolish in the future, and the same error would never occur +again to make us all so unhappy, if you can be charitable enough to +excuse it this time.” + +He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, +never lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved the +agitation of her hands within the muff. + +“All right,” he said at last. + +She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation of +heavy tears when the eyelids lifted. + +“Thank you,” she said. “There's something else--about something +different--I want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear it, +too.” + +“She's up-stairs in her room,” said Sheridan. “Roscoe--” + +Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall and +begin to ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively perceived +the chance for precisely the effect she wanted. + +“No, let me go,” she said. “I want to speak to her a minute first, +anyway.” + +And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to see +Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, in his +room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; for +bitter Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently informed +her of the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, and with +the recollection there had flashed the thought--out of her own +experience--that people are often much more deeply impressed by words +they overhear than by words directly addressed to them. Sibyl +intended to make it impossible for Bibbs not to overhear. She did not +hesitate--her heart was hot with the old sore, and she believed wholly +in the justice of her cause and in the truth of what she was going to +say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had delivered into her hands the +girl who had affronted her. + +Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe had +driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her husband's +mood, and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a mark of +emphasis again, in her presence, she would (as she thought of it) “have +a fit right there.” She heard Sibyl's step, and pretended to be putting +a touch to her hair before a mirror. + +“I was just coming down,” she said, as the door opened. + +“Yes, he wants you to,” said Sibyl. “It's all right, mother Sheridan. +He's forgiven me.” + +Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her +daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, +wiped her eyes, and applied powder. + +“And I hope Edith will be happy,” Sibyl added, inciting more +applications of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + +“Yes, yes,” murmured the good woman. “We mustn't make the worst of +things.” + +“Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear +it, too,” said Sibyl. “We better go down, mother Sheridan.” + +She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they came +to a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. “I want to tell you +about it first,” she said, abruptly. “It isn't a secret, of course, in +any way; it's something the whole family has to know, and the sooner the +whole family knows it the better. It's something it wouldn't be RIGHT +for us ALL not to understand, and of course father Sheridan most of all. +But I want to just kind of go over it first with you; it'll kind of help +me to see I got it all straight. I haven't got any reason for saying it +except the good of the family, and it's nothing to me, one way or the +other, of course, except for that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I +did that night, and it seems to me if there's anything I can do to help +the family, I ought to, because it would help show I felt the right way. +Well, what I want to do is to tell this so's to keep the family from +being made a fool of. I don't want to see the family just made use of +and twisted around her finger by somebody that's got no more heart than +so much ice, and just as sure to bring troubles in the long run as--as +Edith's mistake is. Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell +you how it looks to me and see if it don't strike you the same way.” + +Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. He +wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying to +write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem begun +the preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted to +fix upon paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity +to vanish, for they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the +beginnings of his poem, and if he could carry it through he meant to +dare greatly with it--he would venture it upon an editor. For he had +his plan of life now: his day would be of manual labor and thinking--he +could think of his friend and he could think in cadences for poems, to +the crashing of the strong machine--and if his father turned him out of +home and out of the Works, he would work elsewhere and live elsewhere. +His father had the right, and it mattered very little to Bibbs--he faced +the prospect of a working-man's lodging-house without trepidation. He +could find a washstand to write upon, he thought; and every evening when +he left Mary he would write a little; and he would write on holidays and +on Sundays--on Sundays in the afternoon. In a lodging-house, at least +he wouldn't be interrupted by his sister-in-law's choosing the immediate +vicinity of his door for conversations evidently important to herself, +but merely disturbing to him. He frowned plaintively, wishing he could +think of some polite way of asking her to go away. But, as she went on, +he started violently, dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + +“I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan,” she said, “but +this old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and +all THEY got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a +little longer. Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has +been up and down the streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job he +could call a 'position,' and couldn't land it. You heard anything about +it, mother Sheridan?” + +“Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while +back,” said Mrs. Sheridan. “And now they're doin' the cookin', too.” + +Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. “I hope they find +something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!” + +Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy--of +all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream the last +would have been what he heard now. He felt that something incredible was +happening, and that he was powerless to stop it. It seemed to him that +heavy blows were falling on his head and upon Mary's; it seemed to +him that he and Mary were being struck and beaten physically--and that +something hideous impended. He wanted to shout to Sibyl to be silent, +but he could not; he could only stand, swallowing and trembling. + +“What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this,” said +Sibyl, sharply. “Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees +started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! +They'd got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and +Mrs. Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took +the daughter out auto-riding!” She paused a moment, looking at Mrs. +Sheridan, but listening intently. There was no sound from within the +room. + +“No!” exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + +“It's the truth,” Sibyl declared, loudly. “Oh, of course we were all +crazy about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up +here, and we thought she'd get us IN--but it didn't take ME long to read +her! Her family were down and out when it came to money--and they had to +go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started for Roscoe; but +she found out pretty quick he was married, and she turned right around +to Jim--and she landed him! There's no doubt about it, she had Jim, and +if he'd lived you'd had another daughter-in-law before this, as sure as +I stand here telling you the God's truth about it! Well--when Jim was +left in the cemetery she was waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! +Jim wasn't COLD--and she didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, +but he was the only one of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get +him.” + +The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was not, +in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and she spoke +with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + +“What I feel about it is,” she said, “it oughtn't to be allowed to go +on. It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him made +such a fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a fool of! +I like poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute himself he'd +have to realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would be apt to fall +in love with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but you know how he +WAS--just kind of a long white rag in good clothes. And girls like +men with some GO to 'em--SOME sort of dashingness, anyhow! Nobody ever +looked at poor Bibbs before, and neither'd she--no, SIR! not till she'd +tried both Roscoe and Jim first! It was only when her and her family got +desperate that she--” + +Bibbs--whiter than when he came from the sanitarium--opened the door. +He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. Both women +screamed. + +“Oh, good heavens!” cried Sibyl. “Were you in THERE? Oh, I wouldn't--” + She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward the stairway. “Come +on, mother Sheridan!” she urged, and as the befuddled and confused lady +obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy exclamations: “Good gracious! Oh, +I wouldn't--too bad! I didn't DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his +feelings! Not for the world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, +good heavens--” + +She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top of +the stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but Bibbs was not +following; he had gone back into his room. + +“He--he looked--oh, terrible bad!” stammered Mrs. Sheridan. “I--I +wish--” + +“Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it,” said Sibyl. “I +shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could happened. +Come on!” + +And completing their descent to the library, the two made their +appearance to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full and +truthful account of what had taken place, repeating her own remarks, +and omitting only the fact that it was through her design that Bibbs had +overheard them. + +“But as I told mother Sheridan,” she said, in conclusion, “it might turn +out for the very best that he did hear--just that way. Don't you think +so, father Sheridan?” + +He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top +of his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given no +sign of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary Vertrees's +character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl--it was Bibbs whom +she desired to impress, and she was content in that matter. + +“I'm sure it was all for the best,” she said. “It's over now, and +he knows what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, just +hearing a thing that way, a person can tell it's SO--and he knows I +haven't got any ax to grind except his own good and the good of the +family.” + +Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking toward +the stairway. “I wish--I wish I knew what he was doin',” she said. “He +did look terrible bad. It was like something had been done to him +that was--I don't know what. I never saw anybody look like he did. +He looked--so queer. It was like you'd--” She called down the hall, +“George!” + +“Yes'm?” + +“Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?” + +“Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done buil' +him nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm.” He departed. + +“What do you expect he wants a fire for?” she asked, turning toward her +husband. “The house is warm as can be, I do wish I--” + +“Oh, quit frettin'!” said Sheridan. + +“Well, I--I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know you +meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would been so much +harm if--” + +“Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in the +family? Why, she--” + +“I don't know, I don't know,” the troubled woman quavered. “If he liked +her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and he hasn't +ever taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way it was, there +was more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa wants him to. If +she wants to marry him--” + +Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. “She don't!” he said. +“You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that kind of a +girl.” + +“But, father Sheridan, didn't she--” + +He cut her short. “That's enough. You may mean all right, but you guess +wrong. So do you, mamma.” + +Sibyl cried out, “Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim--” + +“She did not,” he said, curtly. “She wouldn't take Jim. She turned him +down cold.” + +“But that's impossi--” + +“It's not. I KNOW she did.” + +Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + +“And YOU needn't worry,” he said, turning to his wife. “This won't have +any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, anyhow. +D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs--after she wouldn't take +JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs come to see her, +but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement the way you women +think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he has--he'd 'a' been at +me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job he could support a wife +on. There's nothin' in it--and I've got the same old fight with him on +my hands I've had all his life--and the Lord knows what he won't do +to balk me! What's happened now'll probably only make him twice as +stubborn, but--” + +“SH!” Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. “That's his +step--he's comin' down-stairs.” She shrank away from the door as if +she feared to have Bibbs see her. “I--I wonder--” she said, almost in a +whisper--“I wonder what he's goin'--to do.” + +Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, +frowning, but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved +toward Sibyl, who stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened as +the slow steps descended the stairs and came toward the library. + +Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes looked +slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested upon his +father. Then he came and stood before him. + +“I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me,” he said, gently. “You +won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me.” + +Sheridan did not speak--he stared, astounded and incredulous; and Bibbs +had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, though he +went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to move. She went +nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the hall. Bibbs had +gone from the house. + +Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known +before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant--something in her +mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing had been +done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went up to his +room. + +The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, +charred ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the +large upper tray, which she remembered to have seen full of papers and +note-books, was empty. And somehow she understood that Bibbs had given +up the mysterious vocation he had hoped to follow--and that he had +given it up for ever. She thought it was the wisest thing he could have +done--and yet, for an unknown reason, she sat upon the bed and wept a +little before she went down-stairs. + +So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of +passage upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; +a black-clad, thin young man, whose expression was one of habitual +anxiety, habitual wariness and habitual eagerness. He propelled a +perambulator containing the third--and all three were newly cleaned, +Sundayfied, and made fit to dine with the wife's relatives. + +“How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?” the husband +whispered. “He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left now.” + +The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. “Well, I don't know,” she returned. +“He looks to me like he had his own troubles.” + +“I expect he has, like anybody else,” said the young husband, “but I +guess we could stand a good deal if we had his money.” + +“Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby'll be as well fixed +as the Sheridans. You can't tell.” She glanced back at Bibbs, who had +turned north. “He walks kind of slow and stooped over, like.” + +“So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess,” said the young +husband, with bitter admiration. + +Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she +started, clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him at +the door. + +“Bibbs!” she cried. “What is the matter? I saw something was terribly +wrong when I--You look--” She paused, and he came in, not lifting his +eyes to hers. Always when he crossed that threshold he had come with +his head up and his wistful gaze seeking hers. “Ah, poor boy!” she said, +with a gesture of understanding and pity. “I know what it is!” + +He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into a +chair. + +“You needn't tell me,” she said. “They've made you give up. Your +father's won--you're going to do what he wants. You've given up.” + +Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + +She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. “Bibbs,” + she said. “I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. I can be +glad you came straight to me. It's more to me than even if you'd come +because you were happy.” She did not speak again for a little while; +then she said: “Bibbs--dear--could you tell me about it? Do you want +to?” + +Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked her +a question so grotesque that at first she thought she had misunderstood +his words. + +“Mary,” he said, “could you marry me?” + +“What did you say, Bibbs?” she asked, quietly. + +His tone and attitude did not change. “Will you marry me?” + +Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks--she grew red and then white. +She rose slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first +incredulously, then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous +in her wide eyes; it was like a spoken question. The room filled with +strangeness in the long silence--the two were so strange to each other. +At last she said: + +“What made you say that?” + +He did not answer. + +“Bibbs, look at me!” Her voice was loud and clear. “What made you say +that? Look at me!” + +He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + +“What was it that made you?” she said. “I want you to tell me.” + +She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that +intensity of wonder. “You've given up--to your father,” she said, +slowly, “and then you came to ask me--” She broke off. “Bibbs, do you +want me to marry you?” + +“Yes,” he said, just audibly. + +“No!” she cried. “You do not. Then what made you ask me? What is it +that's happened?” + +“Nothing.” + +“Wait,” she said. “Let me think. It's something that happened since our +walk this morning--yes, since you left me at noon. Something happened +that--” She stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of amazement and +dawning comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had gone to the New +House. + +Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, “I do--I do want you +to--marry me, if--if--you could.” + +She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. “Bibbs, do you--” Her +voice was as unsteady as his--little more than a whisper. “Do you think +I'm--in love with you?” + +“No,” he said. + +Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; it +did not seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware of it. +“Why?” + +“I've had nothing but dreams,” Bibbs said, desolately, “but they weren't +like that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me.” He smiled faintly, +though still he did not look at Mary. “And when I first came home Edith +told me Sibyl was so anxious to marry that she'd have married ME. She +meant it to express Sibyl's extremity, you see. But I hardly needed +either of them to tell me. I hadn't thought of myself as--well, not as +particularly captivating!” + +Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. “Those two!” she +exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: “Lamhorn! +That's like them!” She turned away, went to the bare little black +mantel, and stood leaning upon it. Presently she asked: “WHEN did Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan say that 'no girl' could care about you?” + +“To-day.” + +Mary drew a deep breath. “I think I'm beginning to understand--a +little.” She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and +in her voice. “Answer me once more,” she said. “Bibbs, do you know now +why I stopped wearing my furs?” + +“Yes.” + +“I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?” + +“I--I heard her say--” + +“I think I know what happened, now.” Mary's breath came fast and her +voice shook, but she spoke rapidly. “You 'heard her say' more than that. +You 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I +tried first to marry your brother--and then--” But now she faltered, and +it was only after a convulsive effort that she was able to go on. “And +then--that I tried to marry--you! You 'heard her say' that--and you +believe that I don't care for you and that 'no girl' could care for +you--but you think I am in such an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was--that you-- +And so, not wanting me, and believing that I could not want you--except +for my 'extremity'--you took your father's offer and then came to ask +me--to marry you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you--” + +Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon +the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + +“Mary, Mary!” he cried, helplessly. “Oh NO--you--you don't understand.” + +“I do, though!” she sobbed. “I do!” + +He came and stood beside her. “You kill me!” he said. “I can't make it +plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was +always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent--I did nothing +but lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all about my +idiotic distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of wonderful +being that had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. You +seemed to lean down--out of a rosy cloud--to be kind to me. I never +dreamed I could do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could need +anything to be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that--that +you--” + +“You heard that I needed to marry--some one--anybody--with money,” she +sobbed. “And you thought we were so--so desperate--you believed that I +had--” + +“No!” he said, quickly. “I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing +for me--for that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except +generously--to give. I said I couldn't make it plain!” he cried, +despairingly. + +“Wait!” She lifted her head and extended her hands to him unconsciously, +like a child. “Help me up, Bibbs.” Then, when she was once more upon her +feet, she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him ruefully and faintly, but +reassuringly, as if to tell him, in that way, that she knew he had +not meant to hurt her. And that smile of hers, so lamentable, but so +faithfully friendly, misted his own eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered +them no more. + +“Let me tell you what you want to tell me,” she said. “You can't, +because you can't put it into words--they are too humiliating for me +and you're too gentle to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? You +didn't believe that I'd tried to make you fall in love with me--” + +“Never! Never for an instant!” + +“You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me--” + +“No, no, no!” + +“I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew I +cared for you--but you didn't think I might be--in love with you. +But you thought that I might marry you without being in love with you +because you did believe I had tried to marry your brother, and--” + +“Mary, I only knew--for the first time--that you--that you were--” + +“Were desperately poor,” she said. “You can't even say that! Bibbs, it +was true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!” And she sank +down into the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was agonized. + +“Mary,” he groaned, “I didn't know you COULD cry!” + +“Listen,” she said. “Listen till I get through--I want you to +understand. We were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never had +been, and we didn't know what to do. We'd been almost rich; there was +plenty, but my father wanted to take advantage of the growth of the +town; he wanted to be richer, but instead--well, just about the time +your father finished building next door we found we hadn't anything. +People say that, sometimes, meaning that they haven't anything in +comparison with other people of their own kind, but we really hadn't +anything--we hadn't anything at all, Bibbs! And we couldn't DO anything. +You might wonder why I didn't 'try to be a stenographer'--and I wonder +myself why, when a family loses its money, people always say the +daughters 'ought to go and be stenographers.' It's curious!--as if a +wave of the hand made you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be +either married comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not +to marry. The poverty came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all +there--and I didn't know how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how +to be anything except a well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife--and +I couldn't be a well-to-do old maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd been +raised to know how to do. I went out to be fascinating and be married. I +did it openly, at least, and with a kind of decent honesty. I told your +brother I had meant to fascinate him and that I was not in love with +him, but I let him think that perhaps I meant to marry him. I think I +did mean to marry him. I had never cared for anybody, and I thought +it might be there really WASN'T anything more than a kind of excited +fondness. I can't be sure, but I think that though I did mean to +marry him I never should have done it, because that sort of a marriage +is--it's sacrilege--something would have stopped me. Something did stop +me; it was your sister-in-law, Sibyl. She meant no harm--but she was +horrible, and she put what I was doing into such horrible words--and +they were the truth--oh! I SAW myself! She was proposing a miserable +compact with me--and I couldn't breathe the air of the same room with +her, though I'd so cheapened myself she had a right to assume that I +WOULD. But I couldn't! I left her, and I wrote to your brother--just a +quick scrawl. I told him just what I'd done; I asked his pardon, and I +said I would not marry him. I posted the letter, but he never got it. +That was the afternoon he was killed. That's all, Bibbs. Now you know +what I did--and you know--ME!” She pressed her clenched hands tightly +against her eyes, leaning far forward, her head bowed before him. + +Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. “Couldn't +you--Isn't there--Won't you--” he stammered. “Mary, I'm going with +father. Isn't there some way you could use the money without--without--” + +She gave a choked little laugh. + +“You gave me something to live for,” he said. “You kept me alive, I +think--and I've hurt you like this!” + +“Not you--oh no!” + +“You could forgive me, Mary?” + +“Oh, a thousand times!” Her right hand went out in a faltering gesture, +and just touched his own for an instant. “But there's nothing to +forgive.” + +“And you can't--you can't--” + +“Can't what, Bibbs?” + +“You couldn't--” + +“Marry you?” she said for him. + +“Yes.” + +“No, no, no!” She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what she +did, she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her a +little. “I can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?” + +“Mary--” + +“No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more--please--” + +“MARY--” + +“Never, never, never!” she cried, in a passion of tears. “You mustn't +come any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, never!” + +Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, he +got himself to the door and out of the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned to +the New House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, but +so that the others might hear. + +“When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one would +be apt to care enough about me to marry me, you were right,” he said. “I +thought perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss Vertrees to marry me. +It proved what you said of me, and disproved what you said of her. She +refused.” + +And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly as he +had entered it. + +“He's SO queer!” Mrs. Sheridan gasped. “Who on earth would thought of +his doin' THAT?” + +“I told you,” said her husband, grimly. + +“You didn't tell us he'd go over there and--” + +“I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, +didn't I?” + +Sibyl was altogether taken aback. “Do you supose it's true? Do you +suppose she WOULDN'T?” + +“He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things fixed +up fine with his girl,” said Sheridan. “Not to me, he didn't!” + +“But why would--” + +“I told you,” he interrupted, angrily, “she ain't that kind of a girl! +If you got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it over with, +though I'd pretty near just as soon not have to talk a whole lot about +my dead boy's private affairs. She wrote to Jim she couldn't take him, +and it was a good, straight letter, too. It came to Jim's office; he +never saw it. She wrote it the afternoon he was hurt.” + +“I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon,” said +Roscoe. “Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it--I was waiting +for you while you were in there so long talking to her mother. It was +just before we saw that something was wrong over here, and Edith came +and called me.” + +Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, +for, although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they +were dimmed by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed--after +some further fragmentary discourse--visibly elated. After all, the +guilty had not been exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the +less surely, that her injury had been copiously avenged. She bestowed a +contented glance upon the old house with the cupola, as she and Roscoe +crossed the street. + +When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after a while +she said, uneasily, “Papa, you think it would be any use to tell Bibbs +about that letter?” + +“I don't know,” he answered, walking moodily to the window. “I been +thinkin' about it.” He came to a decision. “I reckon I will.” And he +went up to Bibbs's room. + +“Well, you goin' back on what you said?” he inquired, brusquely, as he +opened the door. “You goin' to take it back and lay down on me again?” + +“No,” said Bibbs. + +“Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I don't +know as you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, though the +Lord knows you've laid down on me enough. You certainly have!” Sheridan +was baffled. This was not what he wished to say, but his words were +unmanageable; he found himself unable to control them, and his querulous +abuse went on in spite of him. “I can't say I expect much of you--not +from the way you always been, up to now--unless you turn over a new +leaf, and I don't see any encouragement to think you're goin' to do +THAT! If you go down there and show a spark o' real GIT-up, I reckon the +whole office'll fall in a faint. But if you're ever goin' to show any, +you better begin right at the beginning and begin to show it to-morrow.” + +“Yes--I'll try.” + +“You better, if it's in you!” Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He had +always been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue seemed +bewitched. He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and to his own +angry astonishment he found it impossible to do anything except to scold +like a drudge-driver. “You better come down there with your mind made +up to hustle harder than the hardest workin'-man that's under you, +or you'll not get on very good with me, I tell you! The way to get +ahead--and you better set it down in your books--the way to get ahead is +to do ten times the work of the hardest worker that works FOR you. But +you don't know what work is, yet. All you've ever done was just stand +around and feed a machine a child could handle, and then come home +and take a bath and go callin'. I tell you you're up against a mighty +different proposition now, and if you're worth your salt--and you never +showed any signs of it yet--not any signs that stuck out enough to bang +somebody on the head and make 'em sit up and take notice--well, I want +to say, right here and now--and you better listen, because I want to say +just what I DO say. I say--” + +He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was a +hopeless blank. + +Bibbs looked up patiently--an old, old look. “Yes, father; I'm +listening.” + +“That's all,” said Sheridan, frowning heavily. “That's all I came to +say, and you better see't you remember it!” + +He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind him +with a crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his departure. +He stopped just outside the door, and stood there a minute or more. +Then abruptly he turned the knob and exhibited to his son a forehead +liberally covered with perspiration. + +“Look here,” he said, crossly. “That girl over yonder wrote Jim a +letter--” + +“I know,” said Bibbs. “She told me.” + +“Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it--” The door +closed on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of the sentence +was nevertheless audible--“if you knew she wouldn't have Jim, either.” + +And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her frettin' +and not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was about to +inquire what Bibbs “said,” but after a second thought she decided not +to speak at all. She merely murmured a wordless assent, and verbal +communication was given over between them for the rest of that +afternoon. + +Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next +morning, and she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and she +worried about what might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. She +felt that everything depended on how Bibbs “took hold,” and upon her +husband's return in the evening she seized upon the first opportunity +to ask him how things had gone. He was non-committal. What could anybody +tell by the first day? He'd seen plenty go at things well enough right +at the start and then blow up. Pretty near anybody could show up fair +the first day or so. There was a big job ahead. This material, such as +it was--Bibbs, in fact--had to be broken in to handling the work Roscoe +had done; and then, at least as an overseer, he must take Jim's position +in the Realty Company as well. He told her to ask him again in a month. + +But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed +remarks of his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small +restaurant where it had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, and +she took this to be an encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room as soon +as they left the table, and her husband was not communicative after +reading his paper. + +She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of +business, although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and +only in the evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. +Usually Bibbs was silent, except when directly addressed, but on the +first evening of the third week of his new career he offered an opinion +which had apparently been the subject of previous argument. + +“I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those storage-rooms, +father,” he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before him. “Abercrombie +agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him.” + +“You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen,” Sheridan returned, “but +you can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. The roof +fell because it hadn't had time to settle and on account of weather +conditions. I want that building put just the way Jim planned it.” + +“You can't have it,” said Bibbs. “You can't, because Jim planned for the +building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one--the one that +didn't fall--is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for storage. +It won't stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get both buildings +down as quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's the best and cheapest +in the long run for that type.” + +Sheridan looked sarcastic. “Fine! What we goin' to do for storage-rooms +while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?” + +“Rent,” Bibbs returned, promptly. “We'll lose money if we don't rent, +anyhow--they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse matter +your attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount of +stuff they've got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until +we could patch up those process perils--and the Krivitch Manufacturing +Company's plant is empty, right across the street. I took an option on +it for us this morning.” + +Sheridan's expression was queer. “Look here!” he said, sharply. “Did you +go and do that without consulting me?” + +“It didn't cost anything,” said Bibbs. “It's only until to-morrow +afternoon at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then.” + +“Oh, you did?” Sheridan's tone was sardonic. “Well, just suppose you +couldn't convince me.” + +“I can, though--and I intend to,” said Bibbs, quietly. “I don't think +you understand the condition of those buildings you want patched up.” + +“Now, see here,” said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; “suppose I had my +mind set about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it was--well, +kind of a matter of sentiment with me to prove he was right.” + +Bibbs looked at him compassionately. “I'm sorry if you have a sentiment +about it, father,” he said. “But whether you have or not can't make a +difference. You'll get other people hurt if you trust that process, and +that won't do. And if you want a monument to Jim, at least you want +one that will stand. Besides, I don't think you can reasonably defend +sentiment in this particular kind of affair.” + +“Oh, you don't?” + +“No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it.” + +Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. “Why are you 'sorry'?” he asked, +curiously. + +“Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon,” said Bibbs, +“and I had him condemn both those buildings.” + +“What?” + +“He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us--afraid you'd +see he lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them--they've got to come +down now.” + +Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered brows. +Finally he said, “How long did they give you on that option to convince +me?” + +“Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon.” + +“All right,” said Sheridan, not relaxing. “I'm convinced.” + +Bibbs jumped up. “I thought you would be. I'll telephone the Krivitch +agent. He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I told him I'd settle +it this evening.” + +Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his +expression did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him that +startled his wife. It had been a long time since she had heard anything +resembling a chuckle from him, and this sound--although it was grim and +dry--bore that resemblance. + +She brightened eagerly. “Looks like he was startin' right well don't it, +papa?” + +“Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I +wanted--that's why he had the inspector up there, so't he'd have me beat +before we even started to talk about it. And did you hear him? 'Can't +reasonably defend SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': 'Took an option +for Us'! 'Stuff piled up on Us'!” + +There was always an alloy for Mrs. Sheridan. “I don't just like the way +he looks, though, papa.” + +“Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, so you +start to frettin' about IT!” + +“No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, and--” + +“I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then,” said +Sheridan. “You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business men, I +expect.” + +“Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. And +he'd begun to fill out some, but--” + +Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table to +her, patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right being +still heavily bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. “That's the +way it is with you, mamma--got to take your frettin' out one way if you +don't another!” + +“No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when he +begun to get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', some +way.” + +“Yes, he may 'a' lost something,” said Sheridan. “I expect he's lost a +whole lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions about writin' +poetry and--” + +“No,” his wife persisted. “I mean he looks right peakid. And yesterday, +when he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the window. He wasn't +readin'.” + +“Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?” + +“He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, I don't +believe.” + +“Look, here!” said Sheridan. “Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over there +the rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl say did +one big thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. Well, he had +to go and bust clean out with a bang; and that stopped his goin' over +there, and it stopped his poetry, but I reckon he's begun to get pretty +fair pay for what he lost. I guess a good many young men have had to get +over worries like his; they got to lose SOMETHING if they're goin' +to keep ahead o' the procession nowadays--and it kind o' looks to me, +mamma, like Bibbs might keep quite a considerable long way ahead. Why, a +year from now I'll bet you he won't know there ever WAS such a thing as +poetry! And ain't he funny? He wanted to stick to the shop so's he could +'think'! What he meant was, think about something useless. Well, I guess +he's keepin' his mind pretty occupied the other way these days. Yes, +sir, it took a pretty fair-sized shock to get him out of his trance, but +it certainly did the business.” He patted his wife's shoulder again, and +then, without any prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous laugh. + +“Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!” + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. But +no one came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of Bigness, +and the changing of money was holy worship and true religion. The +priests wore that “settish” look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning +to develop about his mouth and eyes--a wary look which she could not +define, but it comes with service at the temple; and it was the more +marked upon Bibbs for his sharp awakening to the necessities of that +service. + +He did as little “useless” thinking as possible, giving himself no time +for it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on his work +when he came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever except his +work. But he did not sing at it. He was often in the streets, and people +were not allowed to sing in the streets. They might make any manner of +hideous uproar--they could shake buildings; they could out-thunder the +thunder, deafen the deaf, and kill the sick with noise; or they +could walk the streets or drive through them bawling, squawking, or +screeching, as they chose, if the noise was traceably connected with +business; though street musicians were not tolerated, being considered +a nuisance and an interference. A man or woman who went singing for +pleasure through the streets--like a crazy Neopolitan--would have been +stopped, and belike locked up; for Freedom does not mean that a citizen +is allowed to do every outrageous thing that comes into his head. The +streets were dangerous enough, in all conscience, without any singing! +and the Motor Federation issued public warnings declaring that the +pedestrian's life was in his own hands, and giving directions how to +proceed with the least peril. However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to +sing in the streets, or anywhere. He had gone to his work with an energy +that, for the start, at least, was bitter, and there was no song left in +him. + +He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among +them he found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period +of neighborliness, “pioneer stock,” usually; and there were +men--particularly among the merchants and manufacturers--“so honest they +leaned backward”; reputations sometimes attested by stories of heroic +sacrifices to honor; nor were there lacking some instances of generosity +even nobler. Here and there, too, were book-men, in their little +leisure; and, among the Germans, music-men. And these, with the others, +worshiped Bigness and the growth, each man serving for his own sake and +for what he could get out of it, but all united in their faith in the +beneficence and glory of their god. + +To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing in +life, except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as the +dangerous illness of a wife or child. In the way of “relaxation” some of +the servers took golf; some took fishing; some took “shows”--a mixture +of infantile and negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; some took +an occasional debauch; some took trips; some took cards; and some took +nothing. The high priests were vigilant to watch that no “relaxation” + should affect the service. When a man attended to anything outside his +business, eyes were upon him; his credit was in danger--that is, his +life was in danger. And the old priests were as ardent as the young +ones; the million was as eager to be bigger as the thousand; seventy was +as busy as seventeen. They strove mightily against one another, and +the old priests were the most wary, the most plausible, and the most +dangerous. Bibbs learned he must walk charily among these--he must wear +a thousand eyes and beware of spiders indeed! + +And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming thieves +and sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open rascals; but +these were feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, and he had +a good guide to point them out to him. They were useful sometimes, +he learned, and many of them served as go-betweens in matters where +business must touch politics. He learned also how breweries and +“traction” companies and banks and other institutions fought one another +for the political control of the city. The newspapers, he discovered, +had lost their ancient political influence, especially with the knowing, +who looked upon them with a skeptical humor, believing the journals +either to be retained partisans, like lawyers, or else striving to +forward the personal ambitions of their owners. The control of the city +lay not with them, but was usually obtained by giving the hordes of +negroes gin-money, and by other largesses. The revenues of the people +were then distributed as fairly as possible among a great number of men +who had assisted the winning side. Names and titles of offices went with +many of the prizes, and most of these title-holders were expected to +present a busy appearance at times; and, indeed, some among them did +work honestly and faithfully. + +Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known +and customary, astonished him at first, and once--in a brief moment +of forgetting that he was done with writing--he thought that if he had +known them and written of them, how like a satire the plainest relation +of them must have seemed! Strangest of all to him was the vehement and +sincere patriotism. On every side he heard it--it was a permeation; the +newest school-child caught it, though just from Hungary and learning to +stammer a few words of the local language. Everywhere the people shouted +of the power, the size, the riches, and the growth of their city. Not +only that, they said that the people of their city were the greatest, +the “finest,” the strongest, the Biggest people on earth. They cited no +authorities, and felt the need of none, being themselves the people thus +celebrated. And if the thing was questioned, or if it was hinted that +there might be one small virtue in which they were not perfect and +supreme, they wasted no time examining themselves to see if what the +critic said was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, +for they were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with +them, harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. +For the voice of the people is the voice of their god. + + +Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, +and the door between the two rooms usually stood open--the father had +established that intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was +alone, Sheridan came in, some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his +hand. + +“Bibbs,” he said, “I don't like to butt in very often this way, and when +I do I usually wish I hadn't--but for Heaven's sake what have you been +buying that ole busted inter-traction stock for?” + +Bibbs leaned back from his desk. “For eleven hundred and fifty-five +dollars. That's all it cost.” + +“Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought to +know that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader'n Adam's cat!” + +“It might be worth something--some day.” + +“How?” + +“It mightn't be so dead--not if we went into it,” said Bibbs, coolly. + +“Oh!” Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, “Who'd you buy it +from?” + +“A broker--Fansmith.” + +“Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that was +soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?” + +“Yes, I do.” + +“Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?” + +“It belonged to Mr. Vertrees,” said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself to +his desk. + +“So!” Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. “Excuse me,” he said. +“Your business.” And he went back to his own room. But presently he +looked in again. + +“I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day”--he was shuffling +himself into his overcoat--“because I just thought I'd go up to the +house and get THIS over with mamma.” He glanced apologetically toward +his right hand as it emerged from the sleeve of the overcoat. The +bandages had been removed, finally, that morning, revealing but three +fingers--the forefinger and the finger next to it had been amputated. +“She's bound to make an awful fuss, and better to spoil her lunch than +her dinner. I'll be back about two.” + +But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so accurately +that Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she was rising from +the lonely table when he came into the dining-room. He had left his +overcoat in the hall, but he kept his hands in his trousers pockets. + +“What's the matter, papa?” she asked, quickly. “Has anything gone wrong? +You ain't sick?” + +“Me!” He laughed loudly. “Me SICK?” + +“You had lunch?” + +“Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffee, though.” + +She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had withdrawn +she said querulously, “I just know there's something wrong.” + +“Nothin' in the world,” he responded, heartily, taking a seat at the +head of the table. “I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with you, +that's all. It's more women-folks' business than what it is man's, +anyhow.” + +“What about?” + +“Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile--” + +“To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?” + +“Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile--” + +Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. “I guess it's time you had him, +too. I KNEW Bibbs--” + +“Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over BEFORE +anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take any chances +with BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, and I an' ole +Gurney had a talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; he rubbed it in on +me what he said about Bibbs havin' brains if he ever woke up. Then +I thought he must want to get something out o' me, he got so +flattering--for a minute! 'Bibbs couldn't help havin' business brains,' +he says, 'bein' YOUR son. Don't be surprised,' he says--'don't be +surprised at his makin' a success,' he says. 'He couldn't get over his +heredity; he couldn't HELP bein' a business success--once you got him +into it. It's in his blood. Yes, sir' he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH +brains,' he says, 'an only third-rate brains, at that,' he says, 'but +it does need a special KIND o' brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. +I mean,' he says, 'when a man's given a start. If nobody gives him a +start, why, course he's got to have luck AND the right kind o' brains. +The only miracle about Bibbs,' he says, 'is where he got the OTHER kind +o' brains--the brains you made him quit usin' and throw away.'” + +“But what'd he say about his health?” Mrs. Sheridan demanded, +impatiently, as George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. +Sheridan helped himself to cream and sugar, and began to sip the coffee. + +“I'm comin' to that,” he returned, placidly. “See how easy I manage this +cup with my left hand, mamma?” + +“You been doin' that all winter. What did--” + +“It's wonderful,” he interrupted, admiringly, “what a fellow can do with +his left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever could +with my right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, I +believe I RATHER sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, +anyway--just the signature. Rest's all dictatin'.” He blew across the +top of the cup unctuously. “Good coffee, mamma! Well, about Bibbs. Ole +Gurney says he believes if Bibbs could somehow get back to the state o' +mind he was in about the machine-shop--that is, if he could some way get +to feelin' about business the way he felt about the shop--not the poetry +and writin' part, but--” He paused, supplementing his remarks with a +motion of his head toward the old house next door. “He says Bibbs +is older and harder'n what he was when he broke down that time, and +besides, he ain't the kind o' dreamy way he was then--and I should +say he AIN'T! I'd like 'em to show ME anybody his age that's any wider +awake! But he says Bibbs's health never need bother us again if--” + +Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. “I don't see any help THAT way. You know +yourself she wouldn't have Jim.” + +“Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let him +LOOK at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked her, that +she won't let him come in the house any more. He's a mighty funny boy, +and some ways I reckon he's pretty near as hard to understand as the +Bible, but Gurney kind o' got me in the way o' thinkin' that if +she'd let him come back and set around with her an evening or two +sometimes--not reg'lar, I don't mean--why--Well, I just thought I'd see +what YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk about it to Bibbs +himself--I don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow--but I thought maybe you +could kind o' slip over there some day, and sort o' fix up to have a +little talk with her, and kind o' hint around till you see how the land +lays, and ask her--” + +“ME!” Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. “No.” She shook +her head decidedly. “It wouldn't do any good.” + +“You won't try it?” + +“I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what I +believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T--and, +what's more, it'd only make things worse. If people find out you're +runnin' after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't do as +much for you as if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any use, and +I couldn't do it if it was.” + +He sighed with resignation. “All right, mamma. That's all.” Then, in a +livelier tone, he said: “Ole Gurney took the bandages off my hand this +morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more.” + +“Why, that's splendid, papa!” she cried, beaming. “I was afraid--Let's +see.” + +She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his pocket. +“Wait a minute,” he said, smiling. “Now it may give you just a teeny bit +of a shock, but the fact is--well, you remember that Sunday when Sibyl +came over here and made all that fuss about nothin'--it was the day +after I got tired o' that statue when Edith's telegram came--” + +“Let me see your hand!” she cried. + +“Now wait!” he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. +“The truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, +when you wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office--he'd told +me to, you see--and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything.” And he held +out, for her inspection, the mutilated hand. “You see, these days when +it's all dictatin', anyhow, nobody'd mind just a couple o'--” + +He had to jump for her--she went over backward. For the second time in +her life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her own +room, still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her with heat +that the “fuss” she was making irked him far more than his physical +loss. He permitted her to think that he meant to return directly to his +office, but when he came out to the open air he told the chauffeur in +attendance to await him in front of Mr. Vertrees's house, whither he +himself proceeded on foot. + +Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as +manna in the wilderness; it came from heaven--by what agency he did +not particularly question. The broker informed him that “parties were +interested in getting hold of the stock,” and that later there might +be a possible increase in the value of the large amount retained by his +client. It might go “quite a ways up” within a year or so, he said, and +he advised “sitting tight” with it. Mr. Vertrees went home and prayed. + +He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own +again. It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, and +his wife shared his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back her +piano, and as for furs--spring was on the way, she said. But they paid +the butcher, the baker, and the candlestick-maker, and hired a cook +once more. It was this servitress who opened the door for Sheridan and +presently assured him that Miss Vertrees would “be down.” + +He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he flushed +and beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels of the +cook. She had a look of apprehension for the first fraction of a second, +but it vanished at the sight of him, and its place was taken in her eyes +by a soft brilliance, while color rushed in her cheeks. + +“Don't be surprised,” he said. “Truth is, in a way it's sort of on +business I looked in here. It'll only take a minute, I expect.” + +“I'm sorry,” said Mary. “I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors.” + +He chuckled. “Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their +neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so--lately.” + +“You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?” + +“I guess I could manage that much.” And they sat down, facing each other +and not far apart. + +“Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly,” he said, more +gravely. “Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it seemed +to me I ought to give you, and I just thought it was better to bring it +myself and explain how I happened to have it. It's this--this letter you +wrote my boy.” He extended the letter to her solemnly, in his left hand, +and she took it gently from him. “It was in his mail, after he was hurt. +You knew he never got it, I expect.” + +“Yes,” she said, in a low voice. + +He sighed. “I'm glad he didn't. Not,” he added, quickly--“not but what +you did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any other way +when it came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' to you--you +were above-board all through.” + +Mary said, “Thank you,” almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed +low. + +“You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all +his mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it +all--once I got started.” + +“I'm glad you did.” + +“Well”--he leaned forward as if to rise--“I guess that's about all. I +just thought you ought to have it.” + +“Thank you for bringing it.” + +He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she might +have something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware of this +glance, and sat with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the floor. + +“Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office,” he said, rising +desperately. “I told--I told my partner I'd be back at two o'clock, +and I guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he catches me behind +time. I got to walk the chalk a mighty straight line these days--with +THAT fellow keepin' tabs on me!” + +Mary rose with him. “I've always heard YOU were the hard driver.” + +He guffawed derisively. “Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. You +couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up my end +o' the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand bounce some +day, and run the whole circus by himself. You know how he is--once he +goes AT a thing!” + +“No,” she smiled. “I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always heard--” + +He laughed, looking away from her. “It's just my way o' speakin' o' that +boy o' mine, Bibbs.” + +He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of +careless geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, “How +IS Bibbs?” but she said nothing at all, though he waited until the +silence became embarrassing. + +“Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there,” he said, at last. “He +might worry.” + +“Good-by--and thank you,” said Mary. + +“For what?” + +“For the letter.” + +“Oh,” he said, blankly. “You're welcome. Good-by.” + +Mary put out her hand. “Good-by.” + +“You'll have to excuse my left hand,” he said. “I had a little accident +to the other one.” + +She gave a pitying cry as she saw. “Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!” + +“Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow.” He laughed +jovially. “Did anybody tell you how it happened?” + +“I heard you hurt your hand, but no--not just how.” + +“It was this way,” he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat down +again. “You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal about the +youngest o' my boys--the one that used to come to see you sometimes, +after Jim--that is, I mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke of as my partner; +and the truth is that's what it's just about goin' to amount to, one o' +these days--if his health holds out. Well, you remember, I expect, I +had him on a machine over at a plant o' mine; and sometimes I'd kind o' +sneak in there and see how he was gettin' along. Take a doctor with me +sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so robust, you might say. Ole Doc +Gurney--I guess maybe you know him? Tall, thin man; acts sleepy--” + +“Yes.” + +“Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook +to show Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I +wouldn't listen, and I didn't look out--and that's how I got my hand +hurt, tryin' to show Bibbs how to do something he knew how to do and +I didn't. Made me so mad I just wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS +hurt--and so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney had to take kind o' radical +measures with me. He's a right good doctor, too. Don't you think so, +Miss Vertrees?” + +“Yes.” + +“Yes, he is so!” Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and +gossip with all day on his hands. “Take him on Bibbs's case. I was +talkin' about Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh to +hear the way ole Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as much a +friend as he is doctor--and he takes as much interest in Bibbs as if +he was in the family. He says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; and +he thinks he could stand the pace and get fat on it if--well, this is +what'd made YOU laugh if you'd been there, Miss Vertrees--honest it +would!” He paused to chuckle, and stole a glance at her. She was gazing +straight before her at the wall; her lips were parted, and--visibly--she +was breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she was growing +furiously angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, and he went +on, determined now to say it all. He leaned forward and altered his +voice to one of confidential friendliness, though in it he still +maintained a tone which indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion was only +a joke he shared with her. “Yes, sir, you certainly would 'a' laughed! +Why, that ole man thinks YOU got something to do with it. You'll have to +blame it on him, young lady, if it makes you feel like startin' out +to whip somebody! He's actually got THIS theory: he says Bibbs got to +gettin' better while he worked over there at the shop because you kept +him cheered up and feelin' good. And he says if you could manage to +just stand him hangin' around a little--maybe not much, but just +SOMEtimes--again, he believed it'd do Bibbs a mighty lot o' good. +'Course, that's only what the doctor said. Me, I don't know anything +about that; but I can say this much--I never saw any such a MENTAL +improvement in anybody in my life as I have lately in Bibbs. I expect +you'd find him a good deal more entertaining than what he used to +be--and I know it's a kind of embarrassing thing to suggest after the +way he piled in over here that day to ask you to stand up before the +preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc GURNEY, he's got you on his +brain so bad--” + +Mary jumped. “Mr. Sheridan!” she exclaimed. + +He sighed profoundly. “There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. I +didn't--” + +“No, no, no!” she cried. “But I don't understand--and I think you don't. +What is it you want me to do?” + +He sighed again, but this time with relief. “Well, well!” he said. +“You're right. It'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I could +with you, all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come and see you +sometimes, once more. Could you?” + +“You don't understand.” She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful +gesture. “Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to make +your oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came and +asked me to marry him--because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T see him +any more,” she cried in distress. “I CAN'T!” + +Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. “You mean because he thought +that about you?” + +“No, no! What he thought was TRUE!” + +“Well--you mean he was so much in--you mean he thought so much of you--” + The words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's tongue; he seemed +to be in doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a ghastly pause he +bravely repeated them. “You mean he thought so much of you that you just +couldn't stand him around?” + +“NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and he'd +respected me--too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you like, and +he'd have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, and as he +knew I would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. “But the cheap, +bad things one has done seem always to come back--they wait, and pull +you down when you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you see; and he +wasn't 'in love' with me at all.” + +“He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to +do--it was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad--he just +threw it away and walked right up and took the job he swore he never +would--just for you. And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that +must think quite a heap o' the girl he does it for! You say it was only +because he was sorry, but let me tell you there's only ONE girl he could +feel THAT sorry for! Yes, sir!” + +“No, no,” she said. “Bibbs isn't like other men--he would do anything +for anybody.” + +Sheridan grinned. “Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays,” he +said. “For instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in +'sentiment in business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he +wanted was, just plain and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was +afraid his thinkin' so much OF you had kind o' sickened you of him--the +way it does sometimes. But from the way you talk, I understand that +ain't the trouble.” He coughed, and his voice trembled a little. “Now +here, Miss Vertrees, I don't have to tell you--because you see things +easy--I know I got no business comin' to you like this, but I had to +make Bibbs go my way instead of his own--I had to do it for the sake o' +my business and on his own account, too--and I expect you got some idea +how it hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. He didn't come in +half-hearted or mean; he came in--all the way! But there isn't anything +in it to him; you can see he's just shut his teeth on it and goin' ahead +with dust in his mouth. You see, one way of lookin' at it, he's +got nothin' to work FOR. And it seems to me like it cost him your +friendship, and I believe--honest--that's what hurt him the worst. Now +you said we'd talk plain. Why can't you let him come back?” + +She covered her face desperately with her hands. “I can't!” + +He rose, defeated, and looking it. + +“Well, I mustn't press you,” he said, gently. + +At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her face. +“Ah! He was only sorry for me!” + +He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal honesty, +and it confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. It was so clear +that even Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able to see it. Then a +change came over him; gloom fell from him, and he grew radiant. + +“Don't! Don't” she cried. “You mustn't--” + +“I won't tell him,” said Sheridan, from the doorway. “I won't tell +anybody anything!” + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest in the +sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy and dirty, +thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, asphalt, +sulphurous acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar things the men +liked to breathe and to have upon their skins and garments and upon +their wives and babies and sweethearts. The growth of the city was +visible in the smoke and the noise and the rush. There was more smoke +than there had been this day of February a year earlier; there was more +noise; and the crowds were thicker--yet quicker in spite of that. The +traffic policeman had a hard time, for the people were independent--they +retained some habits of the old market-town period, and would cross +the street anywhere and anyhow, which not only got them killed more +frequently than if they clung to the legal crossings, but kept the +motormen, the chauffeurs, and the truck-drivers in a stew of profane +nervousness. So the traffic policemen led harried lives; they themselves +were killed, of course, with a certain periodicity, but their main +trouble was that they could not make the citizens realize that it was +actually and mortally perilous to go about their city. It was strange, +for there were probably no citizens of any length of residence who had +not personally known either some one who had been killed or injured in +an accident, or some one who had accidentally killed or injured others. +And yet, perhaps it was not strange, seeing the sharp preoccupation of +the faces--the people had something on their minds; they could not stop +to bother about dirt and danger. + +Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident +until this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother connected +with a timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in and out of the +department stores, she had an insistent consciousness of the Sheridan +Building. From the street, anywhere, it was almost always in sight, like +some monstrous geometrical shadow, murk-colored and rising limitlessly +into the swimming heights of the smoke-mist. It was gaunt and grimy +and repellent; it had nothing but strength and size--but in that +consciousness of Mary's the great structure may have partaken of beauty. +Sheridan had made some of the things he said emphatic enough to remain +with her. She went over and over them--and they began to seem true: +“Only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for!” “Gurney says he's got you +on his brain so bad--” The man's clumsy talk began to sing in her heart. +The song was begun there when she saw the accident. + +She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the +traffic to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking the +passage, darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came from +the crowd behind her, talking earnestly, and started across. Both wore +black; one was tall and broad and thick, and the other was taller, but +noticeably slender. And Mary caught her breath, for they were Bibbs and +his father. They did not see her, and she caught a phrase in Bibbs's +mellow voice, which had taken a crisper ring: “Sixty-eight thousand +dollars? Not sixty-eight thousand buttons!” It startled her queerly, +and as there was a glimpse of his profile she saw for the first time a +resemblance to his father. + +She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead +of his father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing of +a truck, beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of country +women who were in course of passage; they were just in front of Bibbs, +and shoved backward upon him violently. To extricate himself from them +he stepped back, directly in front of a moving trolley-car--no place for +absent-mindedness, but Bibbs was still absorbed in thoughts concerned +with what he had been saying to his father. There were shrieks and +yells; Bibbs looked the wrong way--and then Mary saw the heavy figure +of Sheridan plunge straight forward in front of the car. With +absolute disregard of his own life, he hurled himself at Bibbs like a +football-player shunting off an opponent, and to Mary it seemed +that they both went down together. But that was all she could +see--automobiles, trucks, and wagons closed in between. She made out +that the trolley-car stopped jerkily, and she saw a policeman breaking +his way through the instantly condensing crowd, while the traffic came +to a standstill, and people stood up in automobiles or climbed upon +the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a chance of seeing anything +horrible. + +Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came to +help the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion again. +The crowd became pliant, dispersing--there was no figure upon the +ground, and no ambulance came. But one of the policemen was detained by +the clinging and beseeching of a gloved hand. + +“What IS the matter, lady?” + +“Where are they?” Mary cried. + +“Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!” + +“His SON--” + +“Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him--oh, he's not bad +off, I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. The +fender shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got shook +up. They both went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. Excuse +me, lady.” + +Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, +ascending. “Whisk-broom up in the office,” Sheridan was saying. “You got +to look out on those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't know I got +any call to blow, though--because I tried to cross after you did. That's +how I happened to run into you. Well, you want to remember to look out +after this. We were talkin' about Murtrie's askin' sixty-eight thousand +flat for that ninety-nine-year lease. It's his lookout if he'd rather +take it that way, and I don't know but--” + +“No,” said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; “he won't get +it. Not from us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can convince you +in five minutes.” He followed his father into the office anteroom--and +convinced him. Then, having been diligently brushed by a youth of color, +Bibbs went into his own room and closed the door. + +He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and his +side was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be alone; he +wanted to rub himself and, for once, to do some useless thinking again. +He knew that his father had not “happened” to run into him; he knew that +Sheridan had instantly--and instinctively--proved that he held his own +life of no account whatever compared to that of his son and heir. Bibbs +had been unable to speak of that, or to seem to know it; for Sheridan, +just as instinctively, had swept the matter aside--as of no importance, +since all was well--reverting immediately to business. + +Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he +had never perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and +indomitable--and lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's +very self; laughing at the lightning and at wounds and mutilation; +conquering, irresistible--and blindly noble. For the first time in his +life Bibbs began to understand the meaning of being truly this man's +son. + +He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan said, +Bibbs had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. He +had given his word because he had wanted the money, simply, for Mary +Vertrees in her need. And he shivered with horror of himself, thinking +how he had gone to her to offer it, asking her to marry him--with his +head on his breast in shameful fear that she would accept him! He had +not known her; the knowing had lost her to him, and this had been his +real awakening; for he knew now how deep had been that slumber wherein +he dreamily celebrated the superiority of “friendship”! The sleep-walker +had wakened to bitter knowledge of love and life, finding himself a +failure in both. He had made a burnt offering of his dreams, and the +sacrifice had been an unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was left for +him was the work he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in +that, though it was indeed no more than “dust in his mouth.” If there +had been anything “to work for--” + +He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets +below. He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms and he looked +across, over the roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the vast, +foggy heart of the smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising dimly +against it, chattering with steel on steel, and screeching in steam, +while tiny figures of men walked on threads in the dull sky. Buildings +would overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was being served. + +But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. Here, +where his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running brooks, and +how had the kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! The pioneers had +begun the work, but in their old age their orators had said for them +that they had toiled and risked and sacrificed that their posterity +might live in peace and wisdom, enjoying the fruits of the earth. Well, +their posterity was here--and there was only turmoil. Where was the +promised land? It had been promised by the soldiers of all the wars; it +had been promised to this generation by the pioneers; but here was the +very posterity to whom it had been promised, toiling and risking and +sacrificing in turn--for what? + +The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, continuously +beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish a pulsation in +it--a broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him that it was like +a titanic voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily metallic--the voice of +the god, Bigness. And the voice summoned Bibbs as it summoned all its +servants. + +“Come and work!” it seemed to yell. “Come and work for Me, all men! By +your youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your despair I +summon you to work for Me yet a little, with what strength you have. By +your love of home I summon you! By your love of woman I summon you! By +your hope of children I summon you! + +“You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, your +Master and Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon my ugliness. +You shall give your toil and your lives, you shall go mad for love and +worship of my ugliness! You shall perish still worshipping Me, and your +children shall perish knowing no other god!” + +And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his father's +voice booming in the next room; he could not distinguish the words but +the tone was exultant--and there came the THUMP! THUMP! of the maimed +hand. Bibbs guessed that Sheridan was bragging of the city and of +Bigness to some visitor from out-of-town. + +And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. But +with the old, old thought again, “What for?” Bibbs caught a glimmer of +far, faint light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life struggled +and conquered, and must all his life go on struggling and inevitably +conquering, as part of a vast impulse not his own. Sheridan served +blindly--but was the impulse blind? Bibbs asked himself if it was not +he who had been in the greater hurry, after all. The kiln must be fired +before the vase is glazed, and the Acropolis was not crowned with marble +in a day. + +Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of +some high music struggling to be born of the turmoil. “Ugly I am,” it +seemed to say to him, “but never forget that I AM a god!” And the voice +grew in sonorousness and in dignity. “The highest should serve, but so +long as you worship me for my own sake I will not serve you. It is man +who makes me ugly, by his worship of me. If man would let me serve him, +I should be beautiful!” + +Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself--in +the vague contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs--a gigantic +figure with feet pedestaled upon the great buildings and shoulders +disappearing in the clouds, a colossus of steel and wholly blackened +with soot. But Bibbs carried his fancy further--for there was still a +little poet lingering in the back of his head--and he thought that up +over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant labored with his hands +in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what he made +there--perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that +were children now--a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white-- + +It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang fiercely. + +He lifted the thing from his desk and answered--and as the small voice +inside it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled +violently as he picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong--he had +been mistaken--yet it was a startlingly beautiful voice; startlingly +kind, too, and ineffably like the one he hungered most to hear. + +“Who?” he said, his own voice shaking--like his hand. + +“Mary.” + +He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: “IS IT?” + +There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. +“Bibbs--I wanted to--just to see if you--” + +“Yes--Mary?” + +“I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. +They said you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know for +myself.” + +“No, no, I wasn't hurt at all--Mary. It was father who came nearer it. +He saved me.” + +“Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd until +you had gone. And I wanted to KNOW.” + +“Mary--would you--have minded?” he said. + +There was a long interval before she answered. + +“Yes.” + +“Then why--” + +“Yes, Bibbs?” + +“I don't know what to say,” he cried. “It's so wonderful to hear your +voice again--I'm shaking, Mary--I--I don't know--I don't know anything +except that I AM talking to you! It IS you--Mary?” + +“Yes, Bibbs!” + +“Mary--I've seen you from my window at home--only five times since +I--since then. You looked--oh, how can I tell you? It was like a man +chained in a cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. Mary, won't +you--let me see you again--near? I think I could make you really forgive +me--you'd have to--” + +“I DID--then.” + +“No--not really--or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me any +more.” + +“That wasn't the reason.” The voice was very low. + +“Mary,” he said, even more tremulously than before, “I can't--you +COULDN'T mean it was because--you can't mean it was because you--care?” + +There was no answer. + +“Mary?” he called, huskily. “If you mean THAT--you'd let me see +you--wouldn't you?” + +And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, but +if it did, the words were, “Yes, Bibbs--dear.” + +But the voice was not in the instrument--it was so gentle and so light, +so almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air--and it came from the +air. + +Slowly and incredulously he turned--and glory fell upon his shining +eyes. The door of his father's room had opened. + +Mary stood upon the threshold. + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Turmoil, by Booth Tarkington + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 1098 *** diff --git a/1098-h/1098-h.htm b/1098-h/1098-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7de92de --- /dev/null +++ b/1098-h/1098-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,12333 @@ +<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?> + +<!DOCTYPE html + PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" + "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd" > + +<html xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" lang="en"> + <head> + <title> + The Turmoil, by Booth Tarkington + </title> + <style type="text/css" xml:space="preserve"> + + body { margin:5%; background:#faebd0; text-align:justify} + P { text-indent: 1em; margin-top: .25em; margin-bottom: .25em; } + H1,H2,H3,H4,H5,H6 { text-align: center; margin-left: 15%; margin-right: 15%; } + hr { width: 50%; text-align: center;} + .foot { margin-left: 20%; margin-right: 20%; text-align: justify; 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The stranger + must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt will be upon + him instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since he must breathe + it, and he may care for no further proof that wealth is here better loved + than cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, the negligently tended + streets incessantly press home the point, and so do the flecked and grimy + citizens. At a breeze he must smother in the whirlpools of dust, and if he + should decline at any time to inhale the smoke he has the meager + alternative of suicide. + </p> + <p> + The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more + riches. He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling + prodigiously. He has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious trained to + one tune: “Wealth! I will get Wealth! I will make Wealth! I will sell + Wealth for more Wealth! My house shall be dirty, my garment shall be + dirty, and I will foul my neighbor so that he cannot be clean—but I + will get Wealth! There shall be no clean thing about me: my wife shall be + dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I will get Wealth!” And yet it is + not wealth that he is so greedy for: what the giant really wants is hasty + riches. To get these he squanders wealth upon the four winds, for wealth + is in the smoke. + </p> + <p> + Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no + heaving, grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly + people who had understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much of + the same type. It was a leisurely and kindly place—“homelike,” it + was called—and when the visitor had been taken through the State + Asylum for the Insane and made to appreciate the view of the cemetery from + a little hill, his host's duty as Baedeker was done. The good burghers + were given to jogging comfortably about in phaetons or in surreys for a + family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; few were very poor; the air + was clean, and there was time to live. + </p> + <p> + But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as + elsewhere—a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil + and labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the + mountains, and emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good + American hearts—Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + </p> + <p> + In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound longing + for size. Year by year the longing increased until it became an + accumulated force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be Bigger! + Bigness means Money! And the thing began to happen; their longing became a + mighty Will. We must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! Get people here! Coax them + here! Bribe them! Swindle them into coming, if you must, but get them! + Shout them into coming! Deafen them into coming! Any kind of people; all + kinds of people! We must be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! Kill the + fault-finder! Scream and bellow to the Most High: Bigness is patriotism + and honor! Bigness is love and life and happiness! Bigness is Money! We + want Bigness! + </p> + <p> + They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, and + slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the quick + years went by. White people came, and black people and brown people and + yellow people; the negroes came from the South by the thousands and + thousands, multiplying by other thousands and thousands faster than they + could die. From the four quarters of the earth the people came, the broken + and the unbroken, the tame and the wild—Germans, Irish, Italians, + Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, English, French, Swiss, Swedes, Norwegians, + Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, Dalmatians, Armenians, Rumanians, Servians, + Persians, Syrians, Japanese, Chinese, Turks, and every hybrid that these + could propagate. And if there were no Eskimos nor Patagonians, what other + human strain that earth might furnish failed to swim and bubble in this + crucible? + </p> + <p> + With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began to + roar and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn under the + tread of hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical look of the + faces was lost in something harder and warier; and a cockney type began to + emerge discernibly—a cynical young mongrel barbaric of feature, + muscular and cunning; dressed in good fabrics fashioned apparently in + imitation of the sketches drawn by newspaper comedians. The female of his + kind came with him—a pale girl, shoddy and a little rouged; and they + communicated in a nasal argot, mainly insolences and elisions. Nay, the + common speech of the people showed change: in place of the old midland + vernacular, irregular but clean, and not unwholesomely drawling, a jerky + dialect of coined metaphors began to be heard, held together by GUNNAS and + GOTTAS and much fostered by the public journals. + </p> + <p> + The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a nucleus, + and spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and in its vitals, + like benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in the body of a man, + missions and refuges offered what resistance they might to the saloons and + all the hells that cities house and shelter. Temptation and ruin were + ready commodities on the market for purchase by the venturesome; + highwaymen walked the streets at night and sometimes killed; snatching + thieves were busy everywhere in the dusk; while house-breakers were a + common apprehension and frequent reality. Life itself was somewhat safer + from intentional destruction than it was in medieval Rome during a faction + war—though the Roman murderer was more like to pay for his deed—but + death or mutilation beneath the wheels lay in ambush at every crossing. + </p> + <p> + The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did not + matter much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. + Law-making was a pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. + Singular fermentation of their humor, they even had laws forbidding + dangerous speed. More marvelous still, they had a law forbidding smoke! + They forbade chimneys to smoke and they forbade cigarettes to smoke. They + made laws for all things and forgot them immediately; though sometimes + they would remember after a while, and hurry to make new laws that the old + laws should be enforced—and then forget both new and old. Wherever + enforcement threatened Money or Votes—or wherever it was too much to + bother—it became a joke. Influence was the law. + </p> + <p> + So the place grew. And it grew strong. + </p> + <p> + Straightway when he came, each man fell to the same worship: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Give me of thyself, O Bigness:<br /> + Power to get more power!<br /> + Riches to get more riches!<br /> + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more!<br /> + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself,<br /> + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! And<br /> + there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! +</div></div> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II + </h2> + <p> + The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust + Company was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the + biggest builder and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. He had + come from a country cross-roads, at the beginning of the growth, and he + had gone up and down in the booms and relapses of that period; but each + time he went down he rebounded a little higher, until finally, after a + year of overwork and anxiety—the latter not decreased by a chance, + remote but possible, of recuperation from the former in the penitentiary—he + found himself on top, with solid substance under his feet; and thereafter + “played it safe.” But his hunger to get was unabated, for it was in the + very bones of him and grew fiercer. + </p> + <p> + He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as he + called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. And + when soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. “It's + good! It's good!” he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. “Good, clean + soot; it's our life-blood, God bless it!” The smoke was one of his great + enthusiasms; he laughed at a committee of plaintive housewives who called + to beg his aid against it. “Smoke's what brings your husbands' money home + on Saturday night,” he told them, jovially. “Smoke may hurt your little + shrubberies in the front yard some, but it's the catarrhal climate and the + adenoids that starts your chuldern coughing. Smoke makes the climate + better. Smoke means good health: it makes the people wash more. They have + to wash so much they wash off the microbes. You go home and ask your + husbands what smoke puts in their pockets out o' the pay-roll—and + you'll come around next time to get me to turn out more smoke instead o' + chokin' it off!” + </p> + <p> + It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his reflection + in it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, strong, and + unquenchably optimistic. From the deepest of his inside all the way out he + believed it was the finest city in the world. “Finest” was his word. He + thought of it as his city as he thought of his family as his family; and + just as profoundly believed his city to be the finest city in the world, + so did he believe his family to be—in spite of his son Bibbs—the + finest family in the world. As a matter of fact, he knew nothing worth + knowing about either. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and considered + the failure—the “odd one”—of the family. Born during that most + dangerous and anxious of the early years, when the mother fretted and the + father took his chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, and grew meagerly, + only lengthwise, through a feeble childhood. At his christening he was + committed for life to “Bibbs” mainly through lack of imagination on his + mother's part, for though it was her maiden name, she had no strong + affection for it; but it was “her turn” to name the baby, and, as she + explained later, she “couldn't think of anything else she liked AT ALL!” + She offered this explanation one day when the sickly boy was nine and + after a long fit of brooding had demanded some reason for his name's being + Bibbs. He requested then with unwonted vehemence to be allowed to exchange + names with his older brother, Roscoe Conkling Sheridan, or with the + oldest, James Sheridan, Junior, and upon being refused went down into the + cellar and remained there the rest of that day. And the cook, descending + toward dusk, reported that he had vanished; but a search revealed that he + was in the coal-pile, completely covered and still burrowing. Removed by + force and carried upstairs, he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing to + utter a syllable of explanation, even under the lash. This obvious thing + was wholly a mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, failed to + trace and connect; and the father regarded his son as a stubborn and + mysterious fool, an impression not effaced as the years went by. + </p> + <p> + At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding of + a man, waiting for the building to begin inside—a long-shanked, + long-faced, rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired and + dark-eyed, with a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at first + sight of Bibbs Sheridan a stranger might well be solicitous, for he seemed + upon the point of tears. But to a slightly longer gaze, not grief, but + mirth, was revealed as his emotion; while a more searching scrutiny was + proportionately more puzzling—he seemed about to burst out crying or + to burst out laughing, one or the other, inevitably, but it was impossible + to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any occasion of his life, either + laughed aloud or wept. + </p> + <p> + He was a “disappointment” to his father. At least that was the parent's + word—a confirmed and established word after his first attempt to + make a “business man” of the boy. He sent Bibbs to “begin at the bottom + and learn from the ground up” in the machine-shop of the Sheridan + Automatic Pump Works, and at the end of six months the family physician + sent Bibbs to begin at the bottom and learn from the ground up in a + sanitarium. + </p> + <p> + “You needn't worry, mamma,” Sheridan told his wife. “There's nothin' the + matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. I put + him in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about as well + as the next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty alarmists. + Does he think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh and blood? He + makes me tired!” + </p> + <p> + Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite disease + was incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine conviction that lack of + physical persistence in any task involving money must be due to some + subtle weakness of character itself, to some profound shiftlessness or + slyness. He understood typhoid fever, pneumonia, and appendicitis—one + had them, and either died or got over them and went back to work—but + when the word “nervous” appeared in a diagnosis he became honestly + suspicious: he had the feeling that there was something contemptible about + it, that there was a nigger in the wood-pile somewhere. + </p> + <p> + “Look at me,” he said. “Look at what I did at his age! Why, when I was + twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock choppin' wood—yes! + and out in the dark and the snow—to build a fire in a country + grocery store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a DOCTOR because he can't—Pho! + it makes me tired! If he'd gone at it like a man he wouldn't be sick.” + </p> + <p> + He paced the bedroom—the usual setting for such parental discussions—in + his nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and gesticulating to his + bedded spouse. “My Lord!” he said. “If a little, teeny bit o' work like + this is too much for him, why, he ain't fit for anything! It's nine-tenths + imagination, and the rest of it—well, I won't say it's deliberate, + but I WOULD like to know just how much of it's put on!” + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs didn't want the doctor,” said Mrs. Sheridan. “It was when he was + here to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat anything. + Honey, you better come to bed.” + </p> + <p> + “Eat!” he snorted. “Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's + imagination that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time for + that kind of imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice about + good health, if you'll take the trouble to look around you Mrs. Sheridan: + busy men haven't got time to be sick and they don't GET sick. You just + think it over and you'll find that ninety-nine per cent. of the sick + people you know are either women or loafers. Yes, ma'am!” + </p> + <p> + “Honey,” she said again, drowsily, “you better come to bed.” + </p> + <p> + “Look at the other boys,” her husband bade her. “Look at Jim and Roscoe. + Look at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their bodies. Work + never made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load off my shoulders + already. Right now there isn't a harder-workin', brighter business man in + this city than Jim. I've pushed him, but he give me something to push + AGAINST. You can't push 'nervous dyspepsia'! And look at Roscoe; just LOOK + at what that boy's done for himself, and barely twenty-seven years old—married, + got a fine wife, and ready to build for himself with his own money, when I + put up the New House for you and Edie.” + </p> + <p> + “Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet,” she murmured. “You better + come to bed.” + </p> + <p> + “And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl,” he continued, emphatically, + “as I am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some man a mighty good + wife when the time comes. She's the prettiest and talentedest girl in the + United States! Look at that poem she wrote when she was in school and took + the prize with; it's the best poem I ever read in my life, and she'd never + even tried to write one before. It's the finest thing I ever read, and R. + T. Bloss said so, too; and I guess he's a good enough literary judge for + me—turns out more advertisin' liter'cher than any man in the city. I + tell you she's smart! Look at the way she worked me to get me to promise + the New House—and I guess you had your finger in that, too, mamma! + This old shack's good enough for me, but you and little Edie 'll have to + have your way. I'll get behind her and push her the same as I will Jim and + Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' them three chuldern! But Bibbs—” + He paused, shaking his head. “Honest, mamma, when I talk to men that got + ALL their boys doin' well and worth their salt, why, I have to keep my + mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget about Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. “You did the best + you could, papa,” she said, impatiently, “so come to bed and quit + reproachin' yourself for it.” + </p> + <p> + He glared at her indignantly. “Reproachin' myself!” he snorted. “I ain't + doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness would I want to + reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I could,' either. It was the + best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him a chance to show what was in him and + make a man of himself—and here he goes and gets 'nervous dyspepsia' + on me!” + </p> + <p> + He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, and + muttered his way morosely into bed. + </p> + <p> + “What?” said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + </p> + <p> + “More like hook-worm, I said,” he explained, speaking louder. “I don't + know what to do with him!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III + </h2> + <p> + Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long + course for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and “zwieback” as the basis + of instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before he was + considered near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on a nurse and + a cane. These and subsequent months saw the planning, the building, and + the completion of the New House; and it was to that abode of Bigness that + Bibbs was brought when the cane, without the nurse, was found sufficient + to his support. + </p> + <p> + Edith met him at the station. “Well, well, Bibbs!” she said, as he came + slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from that train. + She gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes after a quick + glance at him, and turning at once toward the passage to the street. “Do + you think they ought to've let you come? You certainly don't look well!” + </p> + <p> + “But I certainly do look better,” he returned, in a voice as slow as his + gait; a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak quickly + he stammered. “Up to about a month ago it took two people to see me. They + had to get me in a line between 'em!” + </p> + <p> + Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her first + quick glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a faint, + troubled distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by some obligation + of business to visit a “bad” ward in a hospital. She was nineteen, fair + and slim, with small, unequal features, but a prettiness of color and a + brilliancy of eyes that created a total impression close upon beauty. Her + movements were eager and restless: there was something about her, as kind + old ladies say, that was very sweet; and there was something that was + hurried and breathless. This was new to Bibbs; it was a perceptible change + since he had last seen her, and he bent upon her a steady, whimsical + scrutiny as they stood at the curb, waiting for an automobile across the + street to disengage itself from the traffic. + </p> + <p> + “That's the new car,” she said. “Everything's new. We've got four now, + besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two.” + </p> + <p> + “Edith, you look—” he began, and paused. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, WE're all well,” she said, briskly; and then, as if something in his + tone had caught her as significant, “Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “You look—” He paused again, taking in the full length of her—her + trim brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of brown + and green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat in the mad + mode—all suited to the October day. + </p> + <p> + “How do I look?” she insisted. + </p> + <p> + “You look,” he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted watch + of platinum and enamel at her wrist, “you look—expensive!” That was + a substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint and + preoccupation, manifested particularly in her keeping her direct glance + away from him, did not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive + intimacies. + </p> + <p> + “I expect I am!” she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of his + glance. “Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime—it's an + evening thing, for the theater—but my day wrist-watch is out of + gear. Bobby Lamhorn broke it yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. Do + you want Claus to help you in?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh no,” said Bibbs. “I'm alive.” And after a fit of panting subsequent to + his climbing into the car unaided, he added, “Of course, I have to TELL + people!” + </p> + <p> + “We only got your telegram this morning,” she said, as they began to move + rapidly through the “wholesale district” neighboring the station. “Mother + said she'd hardly expected you this month.” + </p> + <p> + “They seemed to be through with me up there in the country,” he explained, + gently. “At least they said they were, and they wouldn't keep me any + longer, because so many really sick people wanted to get in. They told me + to go home—and I didn't have any place else to go. It'll be all + right, Edith; I'll sit in the woodshed until after dark every day.” + </p> + <p> + “Pshaw!” She laughed nervously. “Of course we're all of us glad to have + you back.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes?” he said. “Father?” + </p> + <p> + “Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?” She did not turn + to him with the question. All the while she rode with her face directly + forward. + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said; “father hasn't written.” + </p> + <p> + She flushed a little. “I expect I ought to've written sometime, or one of + the boys—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh no; that was all right.” + </p> + <p> + “You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often planned + to write—and then, just as I was going to, something would turn up. + And I'm sure it's been just the same way with Jim and Roscoe. Of course we + knew mamma was writing often and—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course!” he said, readily. “There's a chunk of coal fallen on your + glove, Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! I'd almost + forgotten how sooty it is here.” + </p> + <p> + “We've been having very bright weather this month—for us.” She blew + the flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + </p> + <p> + He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun like a + cold tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for a decoration. + “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It's very gay.” A few moments later, as they passed a + corner, “Aren't we going home?” he asked. + </p> + <p> + “Why, yes! Did you want to go somewhere else first?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?” + </p> + <p> + “No. This is right. We're going straight home.” + </p> + <p> + “But we've passed the corner. We always turned—” + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” she cried. “Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't you know + we were in the New House?” + </p> + <p> + “Why, no!” said Bibbs. “Are you?” + </p> + <p> + “We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know—” She + broke off, flushing again, and then went on hastily: “Of course, mamma's + never been so busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do anything but + keep on the hop. Mamma couldn't even come to the station to-day. Papa's + got some of his business friends and people from around the OLD-house + neighborhood coming to-night for a big dinner and 'house-warming'—dreadful + kind of people—but mamma's got it all on her hands. She's never sat + down a MINUTE; and if she did, papa would have her up again before—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Bibbs. “Do you like the new place, Edith?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's the + finest house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! Papa bought + one thing I like—a view of the Bay of Naples in oil that's perfectly + beautiful; it's the first thing you see as you come in the front hall, and + it's eleven feet long. But he would have that old fruit picture we had in + the Murphy Street house hung up in the new dining-room. You remember it—a + table and a watermelon sliced open, and a lot of rouged-looking apples and + some shiny lemons, with two dead prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it + at a furniture-store years and years ago, and he claims it's a finer + picture than any they saw in the museums, that time he took mamma to + Europe. But it's horribly out of date to have those things in + dining-rooms, and I caught Bobby Lamhorn giggling at it; and Sibyl made + fun of it, too, with Bobby, and then told papa she agreed with him about + its being such a fine thing, and said he did just right to insist on + having it where he wanted it. She makes me tired! Sibyl!” + </p> + <p> + Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to + awkwardness, vanished with this theme, though she still kept her full gaze + always to the front, even in the extreme ardor of her denunciation of her + sister-in-law. + </p> + <p> + “SIBYL!” she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed to + strike fire on her lips. “I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't have + married somebody from HERE that would have done us some good! He could + have got in with Bobby Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, and Bobby'd + have introduced him to the nicest girls in town, but instead of that he + had to go and pick up this Sibyl Rink! I met some awfully nice people from + her town when mamma and I were at Atlantic City, last spring, and not one + had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even HEARD of 'em!” + </p> + <p> + “I thought you were great friends with Sibyl,” Bibbs said. + </p> + <p> + “Up to the time I found her out!” the sister returned, with continuing + vehemence. “I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan lately—” + </p> + <p> + “It's only lately?” + </p> + <p> + “Well—” Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. “Of course, I + always did see that she never cared the snap of her little finger about + ROSCOE!” + </p> + <p> + “It seems,” said Bibbs, in laconic protest, “that she married him.” + </p> + <p> + The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous + laughter, and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: “Why, she'd have + married YOU!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he said; “she couldn't be that bad!” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't mean—” she began, distressed. “I only meant—I didn't + mean—” + </p> + <p> + “Never mind, Edith,” he consoled her. “You see, she couldn't have married + me, because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as mercenary as all + that she'd have been too clever. The head doctor even had to lend me the + money for my ticket home.” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU,” Edith babbled. “I only + meant I thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to marry + somebody she'd have married anybody that asked her.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” said Bibbs, “it's all straight.” And, perceiving that his + sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set matters + perfectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + </p> + <p> + “Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her,” she continued, a moment later. “Too + lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, like a + MAN, I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave herself!” + </p> + <p> + “'Behave'?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere,” said Edith, characteristically + evasive when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, and + in this not unique of her sex. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. “Business is + crawling up the old streets,” he said, his long, tremulous hand indicating + a vasty structure in course of erection. “The boarding-houses come first + and then the—” + </p> + <p> + “That isn't for shops,” she informed him. “That's a new investment of + papa's—the 'Sheridan Apartments.'” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well,” he murmured. “I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well enough + known here already.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!” she said, impatiently. “I guess there + isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't know who we + are. But we aren't in with the right people.” + </p> + <p> + “No!” he exclaimed. “Who's all that?” + </p> + <p> + “Who's all what?” + </p> + <p> + “The 'right people.'” + </p> + <p> + “You know what I mean: the best people, the old families—the people + that have the real social position in this town and that know they've got + it.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. “I + thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may-call-it + didn't know it,” he said. “I've always understood that it was very + unsatisfactory, because if you thought about it you didn't have it, and if + you had it you didn't know it.” + </p> + <p> + “That's just bosh,” she retorted. “They know it in this town, all right! I + found out a lot of things, long before we began to think of building out + in this direction. The right people in this town aren't always the + society-column ones, and they mix around with outsiders, and they don't + all belong to any one club—they're taken in all sorts into all their + clubs—but they're a clan, just the same; and they have the clan + feeling and they're just as much We, Us and Company as any crowd you read + about anywhere in the world. Most of 'em were here long before papa came, + and the grandfathers of the girls of my age knew each other, and—” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” Bibbs interrupted, gravely. “Their ancestors fled together from + many a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. I always + understood the first house was built by an old party of the name of + Vertrees who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried away to + these parts because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd lent him.” + </p> + <p> + Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. “You mustn't repeat that story, + Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, and of + course the very oldest here; they were an old family even before Mary + Vertrees's great-great-grandfather came west and founded this settlement. + He came from Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have relatives there YET—some + of the best people in Lynn!” + </p> + <p> + “No!” exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + </p> + <p> + “And there are other old families like the Vertreeses,” she went on, not + heeding him; “the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the J. Palmerston Smiths—” + </p> + <p> + “Strange names to me,” he interrupted. “Poor things! None of them have my + acquaintance.” + </p> + <p> + “No, that's just it!” she cried. “And papa had never even heard the name + of Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee to see him, + and he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring home his wages + from the pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about it, and I thought I + just couldn't live through the night, I was so ashamed! Mr. Vertrees has + always lived on his income, and papa didn't know him, of course. They're + the stiffist, most elegant people in the whole town. And to crown it all, + papa went and bought the next lot to the old Vertrees country mansion—it's + in the very heart of the best new residence district now, and that's where + the New House is, right next door to them—and I must say it makes + their place look rather shabby! I met Mary Vertrees when I joined the + Mission Service Helpers, but she never did any more than just barely bow + to me, and since papa's break I doubt if she'll do that! They haven't + called.” + </p> + <p> + “And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First stealing + Dan'l Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call—” + </p> + <p> + “Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him understand + that,” said Edith, demurely, “and he's promised to try and meet Mr. + Vertrees and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we don't know THEM, + it's practically no use in our having built the New House; and if we DO + know them and they're decent to us, we're right with the right people. + They can do the whole thing for us. Bobby Lamhorn told Sibyl he was going + to bring his mother to call on her and on mamma, but it was weeks ago, and + I notice he hasn't done it; and if Mrs. Vertrees decides not to know us, + I'm darn sure Mrs Lamhorn'll never come. That's ONE thing Sibyl didn't + manage! She SAID Bobby offered to bring his mother—” + </p> + <p> + “You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?” Bibbs asked. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, he's a friend of the whole family,” she returned, with a petulance + which she made an effort to disguise. “Roscoe and he got acquainted + somewhere, and they take him to the theater about every other night. Sibyl + has him to lunch, too, and keeps—” She broke off with an angry + little jerk of the head. “We can see the New House from the second corner + ahead. Roscoe has built straight across the street from us, you know. + Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a snake, sometimes—the way she + pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys up to papa and gets anything + in the world she wants out of him, and then makes fun of him behind his + back—yes, and to his face, but HE can't see it! She got him to give + her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch for their house after it was—” + </p> + <p> + “Good heavens!” said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner and + the car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. “Is that the + New House?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. What do you think of it?” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” he drawled, “I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a size + bigger; I can't be certain till I measure.” + </p> + <p> + And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: + “But it's beautiful!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV + </h2> + <p> + It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect who + loved the milder “Gothic motives” had built what he liked: it was to be + seen at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had wrought a + picture out of his head into a noble and exultant reality. At the same + time a landscape-designer had played so good a second, with ready-made + accessories of screen, approach and vista, that already whatever look of + newness remained upon the place was to its advantage, as showing at least + one thing yet clean under the grimy sky. For, though the smoke was thinner + in this direction, and at this long distance from the heart of the town, + it was not absent, and under tutelage of wind and weather could be + malignant even here, where cows had wandered in the meadows and corn had + been growing not ten years gone. + </p> + <p> + Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those architects' + successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; it revealed nothing of + the people who lived in it save that they were rich. There are houses that + cannot be detached from their own people without protesting: every inch of + mortar seems to mourn the separation, and such a house—no matter + what be done to it—is ever murmurous with regret, whispering the old + name sadly to itself unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind to + change hands without emotion. In our swelling cities, great places of its + type are useful as financial gauges of the business tides; rich families, + one after another, take title and occupy such houses as fortunes rise and + fall—they mark the high tide. It was impossible to imagine a child's + toy wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the New House, and yet it was—as + Bibbs rightly called it—“beautiful.” + </p> + <p> + What the architect thought of the “Golfo di Napoli,” which hung in its + vast gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, is to + be conjectured—perhaps he had not seen it. + </p> + <p> + “Edith, did you say only eleven feet?” Bibbs panted, staring at it, as the + white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out of his + overcoat. + </p> + <p> + “Eleven without the frame,” she explained. “It's splendid, don't you + think? It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy before.” + </p> + <p> + “No gloom now!” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “This statue in the corner is pretty, too,” she remarked. “Mamma and I + bought that.” And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a grove of + tubbed palms, a “life-size,” black-bearded Moor, of a plastic composition + painted with unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his chocolate head he + wore a gold turban; in his hand he held a gold-tipped spear; and for the + rest, he was red and yellow and black and silver. + </p> + <p> + “Hallelujah!” was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and Edith, + saying she would “find mamma,” left him blinking at the Moor. Presently, + after she had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who stood waiting, + Bibbs's traveling-bag in his hand. “What do YOU think of it?” Bibbs asked, + solemnly. + </p> + <p> + “Gran'!” replied the servitor. “She mighty hard to dus'. Dus' git in all + 'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'.” + </p> + <p> + “I expect she must be,” said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively to + the black bull beard for a moment. “Is there a place anywhere I could lie + down?” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right up + staihs, suh. Nice room.” + </p> + <p> + He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to rest, + and noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the exodus from + the “old” house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under the patently + nominal direction of another Pullman porter, who was profoundly enjoying + his own affectation of being harassed with care. + </p> + <p> + “Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night,” Bibbs's + guide explained, chuckling. “Yessuh, we got big doin's to-night! Big + doin's!” + </p> + <p> + The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished in every + particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it pleasant—though, + indeed, any room with a good bed would have seemed pleasant to him after + his journey. He stretched himself flat immediately, and having replied + “Not now” to the attendant's offer to unpack the bag, closed his eyes + wearily. + </p> + <p> + White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made an + exit on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket—the harassed + overseer—in the hall without. Said the emerging one: “He mighty + shaky, Mist' Jackson. Drop right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all + black. Rich folks gotta go same as anybody else. Anybody ast me if I + change 'ith 'at ole boy—No, suh! Le'm keep 'is money; I keep my + black skin an' keep out the ground!” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. “Yessuh, he look tuh me like + somebody awready laid out,” he concluded. And upon the stairway landing, + near by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were likewise + pessimistic. + </p> + <p> + “Hech!” said one, lamenting in a whisper. “It give me a turn to see him go + by—white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell me: d'it + make ye kind o' sick to look at um?” + </p> + <p> + “Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said the other, “I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once—” + She fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + </p> + <p> + It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + </p> + <p> + She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age like + drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her husband and + her daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence she had was + given almost wholly to comprehending and serving those two, and except in + the presence of one of them she was nearly always absent-minded. Edith + lived all day with her mother, as daughters do; and Sheridan so held his + wife to her unity with him that she had long ago become unconscious of her + existence as a thing separate from his. She invariably perceived his + moods, and nursed him through them when she did not share them; and she + gave him a profound sympathy with the inmost spirit and purpose of his + being, even though she did not comprehend it and partook of it only as a + spectator. They had known but one actual altercation in their lives, and + that was thirty years past, in the early days of Sheridan's struggle, + when, in order to enhance the favorable impression he believed himself to + be making upon some capitalists, he had thought it necessary to accompany + them to a performance of “The Black Crook.” But she had not once referred + to this during the last ten years. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes rustled + more than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many at a time and + to be vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting a skirt down over some + unruly internal dissension at the moment she opened Bibbs's door. + </p> + <p> + At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, + withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and the + rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + </p> + <p> + “Don't go, mother,” he said. “I'm not asleep.” He swung his long legs over + the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his shoulder, + restraining him; and he lay flat again. + </p> + <p> + “No,” she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, “I just come for a minute, + but I want to see how you seem. Edith said—” + </p> + <p> + “Poor Edith!” he murmured. “She couldn't look at me. She—” + </p> + <p> + “Nonsense!” Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came back + to the bedside. “You look a great deal better than what you did before you + went to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body can see that + right away. You need fatting up, of course, and you haven't got much color—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said, “I haven't much color.” + </p> + <p> + “But you will have when you get your strength back.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes!” he responded, cheerfully. “THEN I will.” + </p> + <p> + “You look a great deal better than what I expected.” + </p> + <p> + “Edith must have a great vocabulary!” he chuckled. + </p> + <p> + “She's too sensitive,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “and it makes her exaggerate a + little. What about your diet?” + </p> + <p> + “That's all right. They told me to eat anything.” + </p> + <p> + “Anything at all?” + </p> + <p> + “Well—anything I could.” + </p> + <p> + “That's good,” she said, nodding. “They mean for you just to build up your + strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see you at the + sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and that's only a + little time ago. How long was it?” + </p> + <p> + “Eight months, I think.” + </p> + <p> + “No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was longer'n + I thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely even time to + write more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' along, but I told + Edith to write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked Jim to, too, and they + both said they would, so I suppose you've kept up pretty well on the home + news.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes.” + </p> + <p> + “What I think you need,” said the mother, gravely, “is to liven up a + little and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' this + morning, after we got your telegram; and that's what'll stimilate your + appetite, too. He was talkin' over his plans for you—” + </p> + <p> + “Plans?” Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light with + his hand, so that he might see her better. “What—” He paused. “What + plans is he making for me, mother?” + </p> + <p> + She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. “Well, + you better talk it over with HIM,” she said, with perceptible nervousness. + “He better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had any call, exactly, + to go into it; and you better get to sleep now, anyway.” She came and + stood by the bedside once more. “But you must remember, Bibbs, whatever + papa does is for the best. He loves his chuldern and wants to do what's + right by ALL of 'em—and you'll always find he's right in the end.” + </p> + <p> + He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and she + rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened it. “You + get a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for to-night.” + </p> + <p> + “You—you mean—he—” Bibbs stammered, having begun to + speak too quickly. Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, + quietly, “Does father expect me to come down-stairs this evening?” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I think he does,” she answered. “You see, it's the 'house-warming,' + as he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern ought to be around + us, as well as the old friends and other folks. It's just what he thinks + you need—to take an interest and liven up. You don't feel too bad to + come down, do you?” + </p> + <p> + “Mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “Take a good look at me,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, see here!” she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. “You're not so bad + off as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't do you + any harm to please your—” + </p> + <p> + “It isn't that,” he interrupted. “Honestly, I'm only afraid it might spoil + somebody's appetite. Edith—” + </p> + <p> + “I told you the child was too sensitive,” she interrupted, in turn. + “You're a plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look like + you been through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's all there + is to it.” + </p> + <p> + “All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, I + can!” + </p> + <p> + “It 'll do you good,” she returned, rustling into the hall. “Now take a + nap, and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to get + dressed up before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something she + had said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over + interminably. “His plans for you—his plans for you—his plans + for you—his plans for you—” And then, taking the place of “his + plans for you,” after what seemed a long, long while, her flurried voice + came back to him insistently, seeming to whisper in his ear: “He loves his + chuldern—he loves his chuldern—he loves his chuldern”—“you'll + find he's always right—you'll find he's always right—” Until + at last, as he drifted into the state of half-dreams and distorted + realities, the voice seemed to murmur from beyond a great black wing that + came out of the wall and stretched over his bed—it was a black wing + within the room, and at the same time it was a black cloud crossing the + sky, bridging the whole earth from pole to pole. It was a cloud of black + smoke, and out of the heart of it came a flurried voice whispering over + and over, “His plans for you—his plans for you—his plans for + you—” And then there was nothing. + </p> + <p> + He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly—as one might have a + care against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic—and, + getting to his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade so + that it flew up, letting in a pale sunset. + </p> + <p> + He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the next + house, as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, “the old Vertrees country + mansion.” It stood in a broad lawn which was separated from the Sheridans' + by a young hedge; and it was a big, square, plain old box of a house with + a giant salt-cellar atop for a cupola. Paint had been spared for a long + time, and no one could have put a name to the color of it, but in spite of + that the place had no look of being out at heel, and the sward was as + neatly trimmed as the Sheridans' own. + </p> + <p> + The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window—for this wing + of the New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot—and, + directly opposite the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so as + to make a little knoll upon which stood a small rustic “summer-house.” It + was almost on a level with Bibbs's window and not thirty feet away; and it + was easy for him to imagine the present dynasty of Vertreeses in grievous + outcry when they had found this retreat ruined by the juxtaposition of the + parvenu intruder. Probably the “summer-house” was pleasant and pretty in + summer. It had the look of a place wherein little girls had played for a + generation or so with dolls and “housekeeping,” or where a lovely old lady + might come to read something dull on warm afternoons; but now in the thin + light it was desolate, the color of dust, and hung with haggard vines + which had lost their leaves. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship with + anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside the window + and paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough inspection. He looked + the mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, but came in the end to a long + and earnest scrutiny of the face. Throughout this cryptic seance his + manner was profoundly impersonal; he had the air of an entomologist intent + upon classifying a specimen, but finally he appeared to become + pessimistic. He shook his head solemnly; then gazed again and shook his + head again, and continued to shake it slowly, in complete disapproval. + </p> + <p> + “You certainly are one horrible sight!” he said, aloud. + </p> + <p> + And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, he was + vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a rustic aperture of + the “summer-house” and staring full into his window—straight into + his eyes, too, for the infinitesimal fraction of a second before the + flashingly censorious withdrawal of her own. Composedly, she pulled + several dead twigs from a vine, the manner of her action conveying a + message or proclamation to the effect that she was in the summer-house for + the sole purpose of such-like pruning and tending, and that no gentleman + could suppose her presence there to be due to any other purpose + whatsoever, or that, being there on that account, she had allowed her + attention to wander for one instant in the direction of things of which + she was in reality unconscious. + </p> + <p> + Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness—and at + the same time her disapproval—of everything in the nature of a + Sheridan or belonging to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with + maintained composure, and sauntered toward a side-door of the country + mansion of the Vertreeses. An elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, opened + the door and came to meet her. + </p> + <p> + “Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you doing?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows,” said Mary + Vertrees. “I got caught at it.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” cried her mother. “Just as we were going to call! Good heavens!” + </p> + <p> + “We'll go, just the same,” the daughter returned. “I suppose those women + would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the ground.” + </p> + <p> + “But WHO saw you?” insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + </p> + <p> + “One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or something. + At least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, and never talk + about him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and talking to himself. + Then he looked out and caught me.” + </p> + <p> + “What did he—” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “How did he look?” + </p> + <p> + “Like a ghost in a blue suit,” said Miss Vertrees, moving toward the + street and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, who was + observing them from the window of his library. “Rather tragic and + altogether impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it over!” + </p> + <p> + And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter for + their gracious assault upon the New House next door. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V + </h2> + <p> + Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man who had + something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the window and began + to pace the library thoughtfully, pending their return. He was about + sixty; a small man, withered and dry and fine, a trim little sketch of an + elderly dandy. His lambrequin mustache—relic of a forgotten + Anglomania—had been profoundly black, but now, like his smooth hair, + it was approaching an equally sheer whiteness; and though his clothes were + old, they had shapeliness and a flavor of mode. And for greater spruceness + there were some jaunty touches; gray spats, a narrow black ribbon across + the gray waistcoat to the eye-glasses in a pocket, a fleck of color from a + button in the lapel of the black coat, labeling him the descendant of + patriot warriors. + </p> + <p> + The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. + Vertrees was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation black + marble a merry little coal-fire beamed forth upon high and narrow + “Eastlake” bookcases with long glass doors, and upon comfortable, + incongruous furniture, and upon meaningless “woodwork” everywhere, and + upon half a dozen Landseer engravings which Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees + sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty years of possession, as + “very fine things.” They had been the first people in town to possess + Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had rested, but they still + had a feeling that in all such matters they were in the van; and when Mr. + Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the walls of other people's houses he + thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted follower; and if he found an edition + of Bulwer Lytton accompanying the Landseers as a final corroboration of + culture, he would say, inevitably, “Those people know good pictures and + they know good books.” + </p> + <p> + The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a millionaire, + had ruined him because he had failed to understand it. When towns begin to + grow they have whims, and the whims of a town always ruin somebody. Mr. + Vertrees had been most strikingly the somebody in this case. At about the + time he bought the Landseers, he owned, through inheritance, an + office-building and a large house not far from it, where he spent the + winter; and he had a country place—a farm of four hundred acres—where + he went for the summers to the comfortable, ugly old house that was his + home now, perforce, all the year round. If he had known how to sit still + and let things happen he would have prospered miraculously; but, strangely + enough, the dainty little man was one of the first to fall down and + worship Bigness, the which proceeded straightway to enact the role of + Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true prophet of the + prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and buying + bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers and read + his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained milkers milked + her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building and the house in + town to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; then he sold the farm, + except the house and the ground about it, to pay the taxes on the suburban + lots and to “keep them up.” The lots refused to stay up; but he had to do + something to keep himself and his family up, so in despair he sold the + lots (which went up beautifully the next year) for “traction stock” that + was paying dividends; and thereafter he ceased to buy and sell. Thus he + disappeared altogether from the commercial surface at about the time James + Sheridan came out securely on top; and Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees + called upon him with her “anti-smoke” committee, had never heard the name. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees + “managed somehow” on the dividends, though “managing” became more and more + difficult as the years went by and money bought less and less. But there + came a day when three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia took greedy + counsel with four fellow-worshipers from New York, and not long after that + there were no more dividends for Mr. Vertrees. In fact, there was nothing + for Mr. Vertrees, because the “traction stock” henceforth was no stock at + all, and he had mortgaged his house long ago to help “manage somehow” + according to his conception of his “position in life”—one of his own + old-fashioned phrases. Six months before the completion of the New House + next door, Mr. Vertrees had sold his horses and the worn Victoria and + “station-wagon,” to pay the arrears of his two servants and re-establish + credit at the grocer's and butcher's—and a pair of elderly + carriage-horses with such accoutrements are not very ample barter, in + these days, for six months' food and fuel and service. Mr. Vertrees had + discovered, too, that there was no salary for him in all the buzzing city—he + could do nothing. + </p> + <p> + It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do come in + all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or craft, if his + feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall fail. + </p> + <p> + The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight closed + round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed round about + the heart of the anxious little man patrolling the fan-shaped zone of + firelight. But as the mantel clock struck wheezily six there was the + rattle of an outer door, and a rich and beautiful peal of laughter went + ringing through the house. Thus cheerfully did Mary Vertrees herald her + return with her mother from their expedition among the barbarians. + </p> + <p> + She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair by + the hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. Mrs. + Vertrees followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the contrary, she + looked vaguely disturbed, as if she had eaten something not quite certain + to agree with her, and regretted it. + </p> + <p> + “Papa! Oh, oh!” And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief upon + her eyes. “I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed it—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. “I suppose I'm very dull,” she said, gently. + “I didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and the house is + altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Papa!” Mary cried, breaking in. “They asked us to DINNER!” + </p> + <p> + “What!” + </p> + <p> + “And I'm GOING!” she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. “Think + of it! Never in their house before; never met any of them but the daughter—and + just BARELY met her—” + </p> + <p> + “What about you?” interrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon his wife. + </p> + <p> + She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten would + not agree with her. “I couldn't!” she said. “I—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that's just—just the way she—she looked when they asked + her!” cried Mary, choking. “And then she—she realized it, and tried + to turn it into a cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like—like + a squeal!” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose,” said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, “that Mary will have an + uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of—” + </p> + <p> + Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel and, + leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of her shoe, + twinkling in the firelight. + </p> + <p> + “THEY didn't notice anything,” she said. “So far as they were concerned, + mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed.” + </p> + <p> + “Who were 'they'?” asked her father. “Whom did you see?” + </p> + <p> + “Only the mother and daughter,” Mary answered. “Mrs. Sheridan is dumpy and + rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing—dresses by the + fashion magazines and talks about New York people that have their pictures + in 'em. She tutors the mother, but not very successfully—partly + because her own foundation is too flimsy and partly because she began too + late. They've got an enormous Moor of painted plaster or something in the + hall, and the girl evidently thought it was to her credit that she + selected it!” + </p> + <p> + “They have oil-paintings, too,” added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of + gentle pride at the Landseers. “I've always thought oil-paintings in a + private house the worst of taste.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!” said Mr. Vertrees, finishing the + implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. “Go on, Mary. None + of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan or—” He + paused and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately with the poker. + “Or one of the sons?” + </p> + <p> + Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter comprehension. + He turned instantly away, but she had begun to laugh again. + </p> + <p> + “No,” she said, “no one except the women, but mamma inquired about the + sons thoroughly!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, most adroitly, too!” laughed the girl. “Only she couldn't help + unconsciously turning to look at me—when she did it!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary Vertrees!” + </p> + <p> + “Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM could + help unconsciously turning to look at me—speculatively—at the + same time! They all three kept looking at me and talking about the oldest + son, Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father is very + anxious 'to get Jim to marry and settle down,' and she assured me that + 'Jim is right cultivated.' Another of the sons, the youngest one, caught + me looking in the window this afternoon; but they didn't seem to consider + him quite one of themselves, somehow, though Mrs. Sheridan mentioned that + a couple of years or so ago he had been 'right sick,' and had been to some + cure or other. They seemed relieved to bring the subject back to 'Jim' and + his virtues—and to look at me! The other brother is the middle one, + Roscoe; he's the one that owns the new house across the street, where that + young black-sheep of the Lamhorns, Robert, goes so often. I saw a short, + dark young man standing on the porch with Robert Lamhorn there the other + day, so I suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' still lurks in the mists, but I + shall meet him to-night. Papa—” She stepped nearer to him so that he + had to face her, and his eyes were troubled as he did. There may have been + a trouble deep within her own, but she kept their surface merry with + laughter. “Papa, Bibbs is the youngest one's name, and Bibbs—to the + best of our information—is a lunatic. Roscoe is married. Papa, does + it have to be Jim?” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. “You're outrageous! That's a + perfectly horrible way of talking!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'm close to twenty-four,” said Mary, turning to her. “I haven't + been able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, and maybe I + never shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything I ever wanted in + my life—you and papa gave it all to me—and it's about time I + began to pay back. Unfortunately, I don't know how to do anything—but + something's got to be done.” + </p> + <p> + “But you needn't talk of it like THAT!” insisted the mother, plaintively. + “It's not—it's not—” + </p> + <p> + “No, it's not,” said Mary. “I know that!” + </p> + <p> + “How did they happen to ask you to dinner?” Mr. Vertrees inquired, + uneasily. “'Stextrawdn'ry thing!” + </p> + <p> + “Climbers' hospitality,” Mary defined it. “We were so very cordial and + easy! I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as any kind + old woman on a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss Sheridan who did + it. She played around it awhile; you could see she wanted to—she's + in a dreadful hurry to get into things—and I fancied she had an idea + it might impress that Lamhorn boy to find us there to-night. It's a sort + of house-warming dinner, and they talked about it and talked about it—and + then the girl got her courage up and blurted out the invitation. And mamma—” + Here Mary was once more a victim to incorrigible merriment. “Mamma tried + to say yes, and COULDN'T! She swallowed and squealed—I mean you + coughed, dear! And then, papa, she said that you and she had promised to + go to a lecture at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her daughter would + be delighted to come to the Big Show! So there I am, and there's Mr. Jim + Sheridan—and there's the clock. Dinner's at seven-thirty!” + </p> + <p> + And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a gesture of + flying grace as she sped. + </p> + <p> + When she came down, at twenty minutes after seven, her father stood in the + hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through the + dark. He looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze was fond + and proud—and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and nodded gaily, + and, when she reached the floor, put a hand on his shoulder. + </p> + <p> + “At least no one could suspect me to-night,” she said. “I LOOK rich, don't + I, papa?” + </p> + <p> + She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called + “regal.” A head taller than her father, she was as straight and jauntily + poised as a boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown eyes were like + her mother's, but for the rest she went back to some stronger and livelier + ancestor than either of her parents. + </p> + <p> + “Don't I look too rich to be suspected?” she insisted. + </p> + <p> + “You look everything beautiful, Mary,” he said, huskily. + </p> + <p> + “And my dress?” She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a splendor + of white and silver. “Anything better at Nice next winter, do you think?” + She laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the cloak again. “Two + years old, and no one would dream it! I did it over.” + </p> + <p> + “You can do anything, Mary.” + </p> + <p> + There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more—a + significance not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if he + suggested something to her and begged her forgiveness in the same breath. + </p> + <p> + And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She lifted her + hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, so that he should + feel the reassurance of its pressure. + </p> + <p> + “Don't worry,” she said, in a low voice and gravely. “I know exactly what + you want me to do.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI + </h2> + <p> + It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because there + was an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long dining-room, and + after a preliminary stiffness the guests were impelled to converse—necessarily + at the tops of their voices. The whole company of fifty sat at a great + oblong table, improvised for the occasion by carpenters; but, not + betraying itself as an improvisation, it seemed a permanent continent of + damask and lace, with shores of crystal and silver running up to spreading + groves of orchids and lilies and white roses—an inhabited continent, + evidently, for there were three marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the + center and one at each end, white miracles wrought by some inspired + craftsman in sculptural icing. They were models in miniature, and they + represented the Sheridan Building, the Sheridan Apartments, and the Pump + Works. Nearly all the guests recognized them without having to be told + what they were, and pronounced the likenesses superb. + </p> + <p> + The arrangement of the table was visibly baronial. At the head sat the + great Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about him; + then on each side came the neighbors of the “old” house, grading down to + vassals and retainers—superintendents, cashiers, heads of + departments, and the like—at the foot, where the Thane's lady took + her place as a consolation for the less important. Here, too, among the + thralls and bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a meek Banquo, wondering how + anybody could look at him and eat. + </p> + <p> + Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were + wholesome folk who understood that dinner meant something intended for + introduction into the system by means of an aperture in the face, devised + by nature for that express purpose. And besides, nobody looked at Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong + enough to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting effort, + and the talk that went on about him was too fast and too fragmentary for + his drawl to keep pace with it. So he felt relieved when each of his + neighbors in turn, after a polite inquiry about his health, turned to seek + livelier responses in other directions. For the talk went on with the + eating, incessantly. It rose over the throbbing of the orchestra and the + clatter and clinking of silver and china and glass, and there was a mighty + babble. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir! Started without a dollar.”... “Yellow flounces on the overskirt—“... + “I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger this year,' I + says.”... “Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one weeks.”... “One of the + biggest men in the biggest—“... “The wife says she'll have to let + out my pants if my appetite—“... “Say, did you see that statue of a + Turk in the hall? One of the finest things I ever—“... “Not a + dollar, not a nickel, not one red cent do you get out o' me,' I says, and + so he ups and—“... “Yes, the baby makes four, they've lost now.”... + “Well, they got their raise, and they went in big.”... “Yes, sir! Not a + dollar to his name, and look at what—“... “You wait! The population + of this town's goin' to hit the million mark before she stops.”... “Well, + if you can show me a bigger deal than—” + </p> + <p> + And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the + continual booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the + sentence, “Yes, young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's + just what'll do it for my boys—they got to make two blades o' grass + grow where one grew before!” It was his familiar flourish, an old story to + Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed for the edification of Mary Vertrees. + </p> + <p> + It was a great night for Sheridan—the very crest of his wave. He sat + there knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and his big, + smooth, red face grew more and more radiant with good will and with the + simplest, happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the picture of health, of + good cheer, and of power on a holiday. He had thirty teeth, none bought, + and showed most of them when he laughed; his grizzled hair was thick, and + as unruly as a farm laborer's; his chest was deep and big beneath its vast + facade of starched white linen, where little diamonds twinkled, circling + three large pearls; his hands were stubby and strong, and he used them + freely in gestures of marked picturesqueness; and, though he had grown fat + at chin and waist and wrist, he had not lost the look of readiness and + activity. + </p> + <p> + He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries at every + one. His idea was that when people were having a good time they were + noisy; and his own additions to the hubbub increased his pleasure, and, of + course, met the warmest encouragement from his guests. Edith had + discovered that he had very foggy notions of the difference between a band + and an orchestra, and when it was made clear to him he had held out for a + band until Edith threatened tears; but the size of the orchestra they + hired consoled him, and he had now no regrets in the matter. + </p> + <p> + He kept time to the music continually—with his feet, or pounding on + the table with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his plate + or a glass, without permitting these side-products to interfere with the + real business of eating and shouting. + </p> + <p> + “Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!” he would bellow down the length of the + table to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the “Toreador” + song, perhaps. “Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy Lee'!” And when + the leader would shake his head apologetically in answer to an obedient + shriek from Mrs. Sheridan, the “Toreador” continuing vehemently, Sheridan + would roar half-remembered fragments of “Nancy Lee,” naturally mingling + some Bizet with the air of that uxorious tribute. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! A sail-er's wife + a sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy Lee! + Oh, Na-hancy Lee!” + </p> + <p> + “HAY, there, old lady!” he would bellow. “Tell 'em to play 'In the + Gloaming.' In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee—Well, if + they don't know that, what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? + THAT'S good music! That's the kind o' music I like! Come on, now! Mrs. + Callin, get 'em singin' down in your part o' the table. What's the matter + you folks down there, anyway? Larboard watch, ahoy!” + </p> + <p> + “What joy he feels, as—ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board + watch, ahoy!” + </p> + <p> + No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' + table had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it than + conviction, it bore none now; though “mineral waters” were copiously + poured from bottles wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, and proved + wholly satisfactory to almost all of the guests. And certainly no wine + could have inspired more turbulent good spirits in the host. Not even + Bibbs was an alloy in this night's happiness, for, as Mrs. Sheridan had + said, he had “plans for Bibbs”—plans which were going to straighten + out some things that had gone wrong. + </p> + <p> + So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, + forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, turning + to Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the table at his + right, he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen less naive than he had + paid her that tribute, for she was a girl who inspired the + autobiographical impulse in every man who met her—it needed but the + sight of her. + </p> + <p> + The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the jocund + host as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were the rubicund + king and the starry princess of this spectacle—they paid court to + each other, and everybody paid court to them. Down near the sugar Pump + Works, where Bibbs sat, there was audible speculation and admiration. + “Wonder who that lady is—makin' such a hit with the old man.” “Must + be some heiress.” “Heiress? Golly, I guess I could stand it to marry rich, + then!” + </p> + <p> + Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees with + an almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect Sheridan's + pastoral gaieties—and other things—would have upon her, but + she seemed delighted with everything, and with him most of all. She + treated him as if he were some delicious, foolish old joke that she + understood perfectly, laughing at him almost violently when he bragged—probably + his first experience of that kind in his life. It enchanted him. + </p> + <p> + As he proclaimed to the table, she had “a way with her.” She had, indeed, + as Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after the feast began. + Since his marriage three years before, no lady had bestowed upon him so + protracted a full view of brilliant eyes; and, with the look, his lovely + neighbor said—and it was her first speech to him— + </p> + <p> + “I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!” + </p> + <p> + Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and “Why?” was all he managed to say. + </p> + <p> + She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a mystification + equal to his own, by his sister across the table. No one, reflected Edith, + could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl who would “really flirt” with + married men—she was obviously the “opposite of all that.” Edith + defined her as a “thoroughbred,” a “nice girl”; and the look given to + Roscoe was astounding. Roscoe's wife saw it, too, and she was another whom + it puzzled—though not because its recipient was married. + </p> + <p> + “Because!” said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. “And + also because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull times ahead + for both of us if we don't get along.” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been + brought up to believe that when a man married he “married and settled + down.” It was “all right,” he felt, for a man as old as his father to pay + florid compliments to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but for + himself—“a young married man”—it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't + even be quite moral. He knew that young married people might have + friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl and Lamhorn never + “flirted”—they were always very matter-of-fact with each other. + Roscoe would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she hoped + he was susceptible. + </p> + <p> + “Yes—we're neighbors,” he said, awkwardly. + </p> + <p> + “Next-door neighbors in houses, too,” she added. + </p> + <p> + “No, not exactly. I live across the street.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, no!” she exclaimed, and seemed startled. “Your mother told me this + afternoon that you lived at home.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the street.” + </p> + <p> + “But you—” she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came + into her cheek. “But I understood—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said; “my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, but + that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “I—I see,” she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned + from him and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her left the + name, “Mr. James Sheridan, Jr.” And from that moment Roscoe had little + enough cause for wondering what he ought to reply to her disturbing + coquetries. + </p> + <p> + Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor to + “get through with old Roscoe,” as he thought of it, and give a bachelor a + chance. “Old Roscoe” was the younger, but he had always been the steady + wheel-horse of the family. Jim was “steady” enough, but was considered + livelier than Roscoe, which in truth is not saying much for Jim's + liveliness. As their father habitually boasted, both brothers were + “capable, hard-working young business men,” and the principal difference + between them was merely that which resulted from Jim's being still a + bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: dark of eyes and of hair, + fresh-colored and thick-set, and though Roscoe was several inches taller + than Jim, neither was of the height, breadth, or depth of the father. Both + wore young business men's mustaches, and either could have sat for the + tailor-shop lithographs of young business men wearing “rich suitings in + dark mixtures.” + </p> + <p> + Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access of + color, which increased his approbation. “What's that old Roscoe saying to + you, Miss Vertrees?” he asked. “These young married men are mighty forward + nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush.” + </p> + <p> + “Am I blushing?” she said. “Are you sure?” And with that she gave him + ample opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look wasted + upon Roscoe. “I think you must be mistaken,” she continued. “I think it's + your brother who is blushing. I've thrown him into confusion.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone as + confidential as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. “By trying + to begin with him a courtship I meant for YOU!” + </p> + <p> + This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it a + nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He realized that + he wished what she said to be the literal truth, and he was instantly + snared by that realization. + </p> + <p> + “By George!” he said. “I guess you're the kind of girl that can say + anything—yes, and get away with it, too!” + </p> + <p> + She laughed again—in her way, so that he could not tell whether she + was laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; and + she said: “But you see I don't care whether I get away with it or not. I + wish you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a chance to get away with + YOU?” + </p> + <p> + “More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!” Jim was inspired + to reply. “Not one in the world, especially after beginning by making fun + of me like that.” + </p> + <p> + “I mightn't be so much in fun as you think,” she said, regarding him with + sudden gravity. + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said Jim, in simple honesty, “you're a funny girl!” + </p> + <p> + Her gravity continued an instant longer. “I may not turn out to be funny + for YOU.” + </p> + <p> + “So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can + manage to be satisfied.” And with that, to his own surprise, it was his + turn to blush, whereupon she laughed again. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, “I can see + you're the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man really + means anything!” + </p> + <p> + “'Laugh'!” she cried, gaily. “Why, it might be a matter of life and death! + But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, considering + the mistake I made with your brother.” + </p> + <p> + Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery and + nonsense with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in it; he was + but too sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a consciousness + that he could never quite know this giddy and alluring lady, no matter how + long it pleased her to play with him. But he mightily wanted her to keep + on playing with him. + </p> + <p> + “Put what question?” he said, breathlessly. + </p> + <p> + “As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family,” she returned, + speaking slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, “I think it would be + well for me to know at once whether you are already walking out with any + young lady or not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you spoken for?” + </p> + <p> + “Not yet,” he gasped. “Are you?” + </p> + <p> + “NO!” she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the pastime + proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + </p> + <p> + Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from a + lively conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that Miss + Vertrees was “starting rather picturesquely with Jim.” And he added, + languidly, “Do you suppose she WOULD?” + </p> + <p> + For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed + interested in the clasp of a long “rope” of pearls, a loop of which she + was allowing to swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the table + and following with her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum in the + clasp at the end of the loop. She wore many jewels. She was pretty, but + hers was not the kind of prettiness to be loaded with too sumptuous + accessories, and jeweled head-dresses are dangerous—they may + emphasize the wrongness of the wearer. + </p> + <p> + “I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim,” + repeated Mr. Lamhorn. + </p> + <p> + “I heard you.” There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her eyes, + no matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just now she + did not care to cover it; she looked sullen. “Starting any stronger than + you did with Edith?” she inquired. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, keep the peace!” he said, crossly. “That's off, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “You haven't been making her see it this evening—precisely,” said + Sibyl, looking at him steadily. “You've talked to her for—” + </p> + <p> + “For Heaven's sake,” he begged, “keep the peace!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what have you just been doing?” + </p> + <p> + “SH!” he said. “Listen to your father-in-law.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra having + begun to play “The Rosary,” to his vast content. + </p> + <p> + “I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM,” he roared, beating the measures + with his fork. “EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM-TUM-DUM—What's + the matter with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? Miss Vertrees, I bet a + thousand dollars YOU sing! Why'n't—” + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Sheridan,” she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, “you + don't know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my rough ways, and + my soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he was about to say + something important.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!” the father + threatened, more delighted with her than ever. “By gosh! if I was his age—or + a widower right NOW—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, wait!” cried Mary. “If they'd only make less noise! I want Mrs. + Sheridan to hear.” + </p> + <p> + “She'd say the same,” he shouted. “She'd tell me I was mighty slow if I + couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age—” + </p> + <p> + “You must listen to your father,” Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, who + had grown red again. “He's going to tell us how, when he was your age, he + made those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup—and you could + see for yourself he didn't get them out of his sleeve!” + </p> + <p> + At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. “Look here, young + lady!” he roared. “Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you—or + I'm goin' to kiss you!” + </p> + <p> + Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed “too awful,” but Mary + Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + </p> + <p> + “Both!” she cried. “Both! The one to make me forget the other!” + </p> + <p> + “But which—” he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian + trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. + “Jim,” he roared, “if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll send + you back to the machine-shop with Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + And Bibbs—down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and + watching Mary Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a rich + little girl in a garden—Bibbs heard. He heard—and he knew what + his father's plans were now. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII + </h2> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees “sat up” for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired after + a restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his Landseers. Mary + had taken a key, insisting that he should not come for her and seeming + confident that she would not lack for escort; nor did the sequel prove her + confidence unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees had a long vigil of it. + </p> + <p> + She was not the woman to make herself easy—no servant had ever seen + her in a wrapper—and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what + they had been when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat through + the slow night hours in a stiff little chair under the gaslight in her own + room, which was directly over the “front hall.” There, book in hand, she + employed the time in her own reminiscences, though it was her belief that + she was reading Madame de Remusat's. + </p> + <p> + Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and the + deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they brought her—and + there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought backward because she did + not dare think forward definitely. What thinking forward this troubled + couple ventured took the form of a slender hope which neither of them + could have borne to hear put in words, and yet they had talked it over, + day after day, from the very hour when they heard Sheridan was to build + his New House next door. For—so quickly does any ideal of human + behavior become an antique—their youth was of the innocent old days, + so dead! of “breeding” and “gentility,” and no craft had been more + straitly trained upon them than that of talking about things without + mentioning them. Herein was marked the most vital difference between Mr. + and Mrs. Vertrees and their big new neighbor. Sheridan, though his youth + was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such matters. He had been chopping + wood for the morning fire in the country grocery while they were still + dancing. + </p> + <p> + It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the delicate + clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening of the door, + Mary's laugh, and “Yes—if you aren't afraid—to-morrow!” + </p> + <p> + The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath of + cold and bracing air into her mother's room. “Yes,” she said, before Mrs. + Vertrees could speak, “he brought me home!” + </p> + <p> + She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet + rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light pat + upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + </p> + <p> + “Mamma!” Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that she + had enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. “Why don't you ask me?” + </p> + <p> + This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. “I don't—” she + faltered. “Ask you what, Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “How I got along and what he's like.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it isn't distressing!” said Mary. “And I got along so fast—” + She broke off to laugh; continuing then, “But that's the way I went at it, + of course. We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know what you mean,” Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her head + plaintively. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Mary, “I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow afternoon, + and to the theater the next night—but I stopped it there. You see, + after you give the first push, you must leave it to them while YOU pretend + to run away!” + </p> + <p> + “My dear, I don't know what to—” + </p> + <p> + “What to make of anything!” Mary finished for her. “So that's all right! + Now I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening and + tee-total. We could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at figures, but + I calculated that if we lived six months on poor old Charlie and Ned and + the station-wagon and the Victoria, we could manage at least twice as long + on the cost of the 'house-warming.' I think the orchids alone would have + lasted us a couple of months. There they were, before me, but I couldn't + steal 'em and sell 'em, and so—well, so I did what I could!” + </p> + <p> + She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. “It + seemed to be a success—what I could,” she said, clasping her hands + behind her neck and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic + accompaniment to her narrative. “The girl Edith and her sister-in-law, + Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were too anxious about the effect of things on me. + The father's worth a bushel of both of them, if they knew it. He's what he + is. I like him.” She paused reflectively, continuing, “Edith's + 'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's good-looking and not stupid, but I + think he's—” She interrupted herself with a cheery outcry: “Oh! I + mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make Edith like him, I + ought to respect him as a colleague.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't understand a thing you're talking about,” Mrs. Vertrees + complained. + </p> + <p> + “All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's + always known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that know. + He sat between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like those people you + wondered about at the theater, the last time we went—dressed in + ball-gowns; bound to show their clothes and jewels SOMEwhere! She flatters + the father, and so did I, for that matter—but not that way. I + treated him outrageously!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” + </p> + <p> + “That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment of us + follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide on the + Palatine. He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' of 'em + listened as if they thought he intended to make them a present of the + house. What he was proudest of was the plumbing and that Bay of Naples + panorama in the hall. He made us look at all the plumbing—bath-rooms + and everywhere else—and then he made us look at the Bay of Naples. + He said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but I think it's more. And + he led us all into the ready-made library to see a poem Edith had taken a + prize with at school. They'd had it printed in gold letters and framed in + mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself was rather simple and wistful and + nice—he read it to us, though Edith tried to stop him. She was + modest about it, and said she'd never written anything else. And then, + after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan asked me to come across the street to + her house with them—her husband and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim + Sheridan—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. “'Jim'!” she exclaimed. “Mary, PLEASE—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Mary. “I'll make it as easy for you as I can, mamma. Mr. + James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. Roscoe explained that + 'the men were all dying for a drink,' though I noticed that Mr. Lamhorn + was the only one near death's door on that account. Edith and Mrs. Roscoe + said they knew I'd been bored at the dinner. They were objectionably + apologetic about it, and they seemed to think NOW we were going to have a + 'good time' to make up for it. But I hadn't been bored at the dinner, I'd + been amused; and the 'good time' at Mrs. Roscoe's was horribly, horribly + stupid.” + </p> + <p> + “But, Mary,” her mother began, “is—is—” And she seemed unable + to complete the question. + </p> + <p> + “Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, stupid? + I'm sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise—Oh, what + right have I to be calling people 'stupid' because they're not exactly my + kind? On the big dinner-table they had enormous icing models of the + Sheridan Building—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, no!” Mrs. Vertrees cried. “Surely not!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, and two other things of that kind—I don't know what. But, + after all, I wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner at a + palace in Italy, and a relief or inscription on one of the old silver + pieces had referred to some great deed or achievement of the family, I + shouldn't have felt superior; I'd have thought it picturesque and stately—I'd + have been impressed. And what's the real difference? The icing is + temporary, and that's much more modest, isn't it? And why is it vulgar to + feel important more on account of something you've done yourself than + because of something one of your ancestors did? Besides, if we go back a + few generations, we've all got such hundreds of ancestors it seems idiotic + to go picking out one or two to be proud of ourselves about. Well, then, + mamma, I managed not to feel superior to Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, + because he didn't see anything out of place in the Sheridan Building in + sugar.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the + conclusion of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head gravely. + “My dear, dear child,” she said, “it seems to me—It looks—I'm + afraid—” + </p> + <p> + “Say as much of it as you can, mamma,” said Mary, encouragingly. “I can + get it, if you'll just give me one key-word.” + </p> + <p> + “Everything you say,” Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, “seems to have the air + of—it is as if you were seeking to—to make yourself—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself to like + him.” + </p> + <p> + “Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant,” said Mrs. Vertrees, + speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. “But you said that—that + you found the latter part of the evening at young Mrs. Sheridan's + unentertaining—” + </p> + <p> + “And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than at + dinner, and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you think I—” + And then it was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter + understood, Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + </p> + <p> + “Well,” she asked, gravely, “is there anything else I can do? You and papa + don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, as this is the + only thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to let it distress me. + That's all there is about it, isn't it?” + </p> + <p> + “But nothing MUST distress you!” the mother cried. + </p> + <p> + “That's what I say!” said Mary, cheerfully. “And so it doesn't. It's all + right.” She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to go to her own + room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood leaning against + the foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at her feet. “Mother, + you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't really matter whom a girl + marries.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. “I never said such a—” + </p> + <p> + “No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that + marriage really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To get + right down to it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't she? + One man as well as another?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” said Mary, indulgently. “I don't mean you and papa. But isn't + it propinquity that makes marriages? So many people say so, there must be + something in it.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that.” And Mrs. Vertrees lifted + pleading eyes to her daughter—eyes that begged to be spared. “It + sounds—almost reckless!” + </p> + <p> + Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. “Never fret, + dear! I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do—I've always + been too thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity that does + our choosing for us, well, at least no girl in the world could ask for + more than THAT! How could there be any more propinquity than the very + house next door?” + </p> + <p> + She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the door + this time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. “Oh, the + one that caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest one—” + </p> + <p> + “Did he speak of it?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + </p> + <p> + “No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't meet him. + But he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long intervals when + he's not. Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived at home when he was + 'well enough'; and it may be he's only an invalid. He looks dreadfully + ill, but he has pleasant eyes, and it struck me that if—if one were + in the Sheridan family”—she laughed a little ruefully—“he + might be interesting to talk to sometimes, when there was too much stocks + and bonds. I didn't see him after dinner.” + </p> + <p> + “There must be something wrong with him,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “They'd have + introduced him if there wasn't.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much—sometimes + people like that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father spoke + of sending him back to a machine-shop of some sort; I suppose he meant + when the poor thing gets better. I glanced at him just then, when Mr. + Sheridan mentioned him, and he happened to be looking straight at me; and + he was pathetic-looking enough before that, but the most tragic change + came over him. He seemed just to die, right there at the table!” + </p> + <p> + “You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, thoughtfully, “I don't think he is; but he might be + uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he once + sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor boy just + then! I'm afraid I'll keep remembering—” + </p> + <p> + “I wouldn't.” Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there was the + remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. “I'd keep my mind on pleasanter + things, Mary.” + </p> + <p> + Mary laughed and nodded. “Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, and + probably, if all were known, too good—even for me!” + </p> + <p> + And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden + were off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII + </h2> + <p> + Edith, glancing casually into the “ready-made” library, stopped abruptly, + seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the pearl-framed and + golden-lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. He read it: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + <span style="margin-left: 4em;">FUGITIVE</span><br /> +<br /> + I will forget the things that sting:<br /> + The lashing look, the barbed word.<br /> + I know the very hands that fling<br /> + The stones at me had never stirred<br /> + To anger but for their own scars.<br /> + They've suffered so, that's why they strike.<br /> + I'll keep my heart among the stars<br /> + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like<br /> + These wounded ones I must not be,<br /> + For, wounded, I might strike in turn!<br /> + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free<br /> + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. +</div></div> + <p> + “Bibbs!” Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly as she + came into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more powerful than + that warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the lapel of her coat. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed by + the poem. “Pretty young, isn't it?” he said. “There must have been + something about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't believe the + poem did it.” + </p> + <p> + She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a low + voice: “I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at all, Bibbs. + I'd like a chance to forget the whole silly business. I didn't want them + to frame it, and I wish to goodness papa'd quit talking about it; but + here, that night, after the dinner, didn't he go and read it aloud to the + whole crowd of 'em! And then they all wanted to know what other poems I'd + written and why I didn't keep it up and write some more, and if I didn't, + why didn't I, and why this and why that, till I thought I'd die of shame!” + </p> + <p> + “You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp,” Bibbs suggested. + </p> + <p> + “I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every time + anybody speaks of the thing.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked grieved. “The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you were + only seventeen when you wrote it.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up!” she snapped. “I wish it had burnt my fingers the first time + I touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it where it was. + I had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he said, comfortingly. “It was the very most flattering thing + ever happened to me. It was almost my last flight before I went to the + machine-shop, and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it enough to—” + </p> + <p> + “But I DON'T like it!” she exclaimed. “I don't even understand it—and + papa made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate it! The + truth is I never dreamed it'd get the prize.” + </p> + <p> + “Maybe they expected father to endow the school,” Bibbs murmured. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a LINE! I + hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me about how I + 'keep my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such a mushy kind of + thing, the way he says it. I hate it!” + </p> + <p> + “You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under another name + you might find—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first chance + I get.” She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. “I'd like to think + I could hope to hear the last of it before I die!” + </p> + <p> + “Edith!” he called, as she went into the hall. + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got used to + me?” + </p> + <p> + “What on earth do you mean?” she said, coming back as far as the + threshold. + </p> + <p> + “When I first came you couldn't look at me,” Bibbs explained, in his + impersonal way. “But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered if I'd—” + </p> + <p> + “It's because you look so much better,” she told him, cheerfully. “This + month you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the change.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium—the change.” + </p> + <p> + “You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw,” said Edith, with supreme + candor. “But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a corpse in my + life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly sick, so you + mustn't judge by me. I only know you do look better, I'm glad to say. But + you're right about my not being able to look at you at first. You had a + kind of whiteness that—Well, you're almost as thin, I suppose, but + you've got more just ordinarily pale; not that ghastly look. Anybody could + look at you now, Bibbs, and no—not get—” + </p> + <p> + “Sick?” + </p> + <p> + “Well—almost that!” she laughed. “And you're getting a better color + every day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly.” + </p> + <p> + “I—I'm afraid so,” he said, ruefully. + </p> + <p> + “'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean father + might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. I heard + him say something about it the night of the—” The jingle of a + distant bell interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. “Bobby + Lamhorn! I'm going to motor him out to look at a place in the country. + Afternoon, Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, his + eye wandering among the titles of the books. The library consisted almost + entirely of handsome “uniform editions”: Irving, Poe, Cooper, Goldsmith, + Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, Hume, Gibbon, Prescott, + Thackeray, Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, Gautier, Flaubert, Goethe, + Schiller, Dante, and Tasso. There were shelves and shelves of + encyclopedias, of anthologies, of “famous classics,” of “Oriental + masterpieces,” of “masterpieces of oratory,” and more shelves of “selected + libraries” of “literature,” of “the drama,” and of “modern science.” They + made an effective decoration for the room, all these big, expensive books, + with a glossy binding here and there twinkling a reflection of the flames + that crackled in the splendid Gothic fireplace; but Bibbs had an + impression that the bookseller who selected them considered them a relief, + and that white-jacket considered them a burden of dust, and that nobody + else considered them at all. Himself, he disturbed not one. + </p> + <p> + There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, and + white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. “Awready, + Mist' Bibbs,” he announced. “You' ma say wrap up wawm f' you' ride, an' + she cain' go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see you' pa at fo' 'clock. + Aw ready, suh.” + </p> + <p> + He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; and in the + manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. In the hall they + passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while white-jacket opened the + door with a flourish and waved condescendingly to the chauffeur in the car + which stood waiting in the driveway. + </p> + <p> + “It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when I + first came home, George,” said Bibbs, thoughtfully. “What did you tell + me?” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh!” George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some unknown + reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the Moor. “You ast + me when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, an' mighty near ev'y + day all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you ast me twicet.” He shook + his head solemnly. “Look to me mus' be somep'm might lamiDAL 'bout 'at + statue!” + </p> + <p> + “Mighty what?” + </p> + <p> + “Mighty lamiDAL!” George, burst out laughing. “What DO 'at word mean, + Mist' Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?” + </p> + <p> + “I nev' DID hear it!” said George. “I uz dess sittin' thinkum to myse'f + an' she pop in my head—'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she soun' so + good, seem like she GOTTA mean somep'm!” + </p> + <p> + “Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes—” + </p> + <p> + “Do she?” cried George. “WHAT she mean?” + </p> + <p> + “It's exactly the word for the statue,” said Bibbs, with conviction, as he + climbed into the car. “It's a lamiDAL statue.” + </p> + <p> + “Hiyi!” George exulted. “Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty lamiDAL + statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!”</p> +<p> “I expect she is!” + said Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a moment later he was swept + from sight. + </p> + <p> + George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently in the + hallway. “Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson—'I expec' she is!' Ev'y + day he try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' aw-ways, las' + thing HE say, 'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' Jackson, if he git well, + 'at young man go' be pride o' the family, Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, right + now I pick 'im fo' firs' money!” + </p> + <p> + “Look out with all 'at money, George!” Jackson warned the enthusiast. + “White folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer'n you. You the on'y man + bettin' on 'im!” + </p> + <p> + “I risk it!” cried George, merrily. “I put her all on now—ev'y cent! + 'At boy's go' be flower o' the flock!” + </p> + <p> + This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for the + meaning of “lamiDAL,” differed radically from another prediction + concerning Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some twenty + minutes later. + </p> + <p> + Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees beside + him, in his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon the highroad. + The two cars were going in opposite directions, and the occupants of Jim's + had only a swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting alone on the back seat—his + white face startlingly white against cap and collar of black fur—but + he flashed into recognition as Mary bowed to him. + </p> + <p> + Jim waved his left hand carelessly. “It's Bibbs, taking his + constitutional,” he explained. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I know,” said Mary. “I bowed to him, too, though I've never met him. + In fact, I've only seen him once—no, twice. I hope he won't think + I'm very bold, bowing to him.” + </p> + <p> + “I doubt if he noticed it,” said honest Jim. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, no!” she cried. + </p> + <p> + “What's the trouble?” + </p> + <p> + “I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I see!” said Jim. “Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs is + funny.” + </p> + <p> + “Is he? How?” she asked. “He strikes me as anything but funny.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'm his brother,” Jim said, deprecatingly, “but I don't know what + he's like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like I WAS his + brother, the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more than half alive to + me. Of course Roscoe and I are older, and when we were boys we were too + big to play with him, but he never played anyway, with boys his own age. + He'd rather just sit in the house and mope around by himself. Nobody could + ever get him to DO anything; you can't get him to do anything now. He + never had any LIFE in him; and honestly, if he is my brother, I must say I + believe Bibbs Sheridan is the laziest man God ever made! Father put him in + the machine-shop over at the Pump Works—best thing in the world for + him—and he was just plain no account. It made him sick! If he'd had + the right kind of energy—the kind father's got, for instance, or + Roscoe, either—why, it wouldn't have made him sick. And suppose it + was either of them—yes, or me, either—do you think any of us + would have stopped if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, but Bibbs + Sheridan'll never amount to anything as long as he lives.” + </p> + <p> + Mary looked thoughtful. “Is there any particular reason why he should?” + she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” he exclaimed. “You don't mean that, do you? Don't you + believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how much money + his father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got to be carried on + by everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on what we've got and see + other fellows get ahead of us? If we've got big things already, isn't it + every man's business to go ahead and make 'em bigger? Isn't it his duty? + Don't we always want to get bigger and bigger?” + </p> + <p> + “Ye-es—I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. He + looked so lonely—and sick.” + </p> + <p> + “He's gettin' better every day,” Jim said. “Dr. Gurney says so. There's + nothing much the matter with him, really—it's nine-tenths imaginary. + 'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have nervous diseases, + because they don't have time to imagine 'em.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean his trouble is really mental?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, he's not a lunatic,” said Jim. “He's just queer. Sometimes he'll say + something right bright, but half the time what he says is 'way off the + subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. For instance, the + other day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies in the hall. The darky + asked him what time he wanted the car for his drive, and anybody else in + the world would have just said what time they DID want it, and that would + have been all there was to it; but here's what Bibbs says, and I heard him + with my own ears. 'What time do I want the car?' he says. 'Well, now, that + depends—that depends,' he says. He talks slow like that, you know. + 'I'll tell you what time I want the car, George,' he says, 'if you'll tell + ME what you think of this statue!' That's exactly his words! Asked the + darky what he thought of that Arab Edith and mother bought for the hall!” + </p> + <p> + Mary pondered upon this. “He might have been in fun, perhaps,” she + suggested. + </p> + <p> + “Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary—of a work of + art! Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just kind-hearted—and + that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course—” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!” she laughed. + </p> + <p> + “See here!” he cried. “Isn't there any way for us to get over this Mister + and Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've managed to be + with you a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and I think you know + how I feel by this time—” + </p> + <p> + She looked panic-stricken immediately. “Oh, no,” she protested, quickly. + “No, I don't, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you do,” he said, and his voice shook a little. “You couldn't help + knowing.” + </p> + <p> + “But I do!” she denied, hurriedly. “I do help knowing. I mean—Oh, + wait!” + </p> + <p> + “What for? You do know how I feel, and you—well, you've certainly + WANTED me to feel that way—or else pretended—” + </p> + <p> + “Now, now!” she lamented. “You're spoiling such a cheerful afternoon!” + </p> + <p> + “'Spoilin' it!'” He slowed down the car and turned his face to her + squarely. “See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you—” + </p> + <p> + “Stop! Stop the car a minute.” And when he had complied she faced him as + squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. “Listen. I don't want + you to go on, to-day.” + </p> + <p> + “Why not?” he asked, sharply. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean it's just a whim?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and honest, + and she kept her clear eyes upon his. + </p> + <p> + “Will you tell me something?” + </p> + <p> + “Almost anything.” + </p> + <p> + “Have you ever told any man you loved him?” + </p> + <p> + And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. “No,” + she said. “And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that—or ever + know what it means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan.” + </p> + <p> + “Then you—you've just been flirting with me!” Poor Jim looked both + furious and crestfallen. + </p> + <p> + “Not one bit!” she cried. “Not one word! Not one syllable! I've meant + every single thing!” + </p> + <p> + “I don't—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course you don't!” she said. “Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to start + the car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have to say. I have + not flirted with you. I have deliberately courted you. One thing more, and + then I want you to take me straight home, talking about the weather all + the way. I said that I do not believe I shall ever 'care' for any man, and + that is true. I doubt the existence of the kind of 'caring' we hear about + in poems and plays and novels. I think it must be just a kind of emotional + TALK—most of it. At all events, I don't feel it. Now, we can go + faster, please.” + </p> + <p> + “Just where does that let me out?” he demanded. “How does that excuse you + for—” + </p> + <p> + “It isn't an excuse,” she said, gently, and gave him one final look, + wholly desolate. “I haven't said I should never marry.” + </p> + <p> + “What?” Jim gasped. + </p> + <p> + She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, + unfathomably sorrowful. + </p> + <p> + “I promise nothing,” she said, faintly. + </p> + <p> + “You needn't!” shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. “You needn't! By George! + I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and promise whenever + you're ready!” + </p> + <p> + “Don't forget what I asked,” she begged him. + </p> + <p> + “Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!” cried the + happy Jim. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX + </h2> + <p> + Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields and + sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean air + beneath a glorious sky—that sky so despised in the city, and so + maltreated there, that from early October to mid-May it was impossible for + men to remember that blue is the rightful color overhead. + </p> + <p> + Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost + resembling a pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its phantom. + How largely this apparition may have been the work of the wind upon his + face it is difficult to calculate, for beyond a doubt it was partly the + result of a lady's bowing to him upon no more formal introduction than the + circumstance of his having caught her looking into his window a month + before. She had bowed definitely; she had bowed charmingly. And it seemed + to Bibbs that she must have meant to convey her forgiveness. + </p> + <p> + There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to his + experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the impression + that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: her veil + tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind—and that + look of gay friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose in carnival. + </p> + <p> + By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then backed + and tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the south and the + smoke. Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon the horizon, that + nest of cloud in which the city strove and panted like an engine shrouded + in its own steam. But to Bibbs, who had now to go to the very heart of it, + for a commanded interview with his father, the distant cloud was like an + implacable genius issuing thunderously in smoke from his enchanted bottle, + and irresistibly drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + </p> + <p> + They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of November + late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; and here the sky + shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to gray; the smoke did not + visibly permeate the air, but it was there, nevertheless—impalpable, + thin, no more than the dust of smoke. And then, as the car drove on, the + chimneys and stacks of factories came swimming up into view like miles of + steamers advancing abreast, every funnel with its vast plume, savage and + black, sweeping to the horizon, dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation + over league on league already rich and vile with grime. + </p> + <p> + The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; and a roar + and clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. And now the car + passed two great blocks of long brick buildings, hideous in all ways + possible to make them hideous; doorways showing dark one moment and lurid + the next with the leap of some virulent interior flame, revealing + blackened giants, half naked, in passionate action, struggling with + formless things in the hot illumination. And big as these shops were, they + were growing bigger, spreading over a third block, where two new + structures were mushrooming to completion in some hasty cement process of + a stability not over-reassuring. Bibbs pulled the rug closer about him, + and not even the phantom of color was left upon his cheeks as he passed + this place, for he knew it too well. Across the face of one of the + buildings there was an enormous sign: “Sheridan Automatic Pump Co., Inc.” + </p> + <p> + Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and adding + their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden houses of a + thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on narrow lots and + nudging one another crossly, shutting out the stingy sunlight from one + another; bad neighbors who would destroy one another root and branch some + night when the right wind blew. They were only waiting for that wind and a + cigarette, and then they would all be gone together—a pinch of + incense burned upon the tripod of the god. + </p> + <p> + Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there a + forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some people said + it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some were sure that + asphalt and “improving” the streets did it; but Bigness was in too Big a + hurry to bother much about trees. He had telegraph-poles and + telephone-poles and electric-light-poles and trolley-poles by the thousand + to take their places. So he let the trees die and put up his poles. They + were hideous, but nobody minded that; and sometimes the wires fell and + killed people—but not often enough to matter at all. + </p> + <p> + Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the town where + the few solid old houses not already demolished were in transition: some, + with their fronts torn away, were being made into segments of + apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into trade, brazenly + putting forth “show-windows” on their first floors, seeming to mean it for + a joke; one or two with unaltered facades peeped humorously over the tops + of temporary office buildings of one story erected in the old front yards. + Altogether, the town here was like a boarding-house hash the Sunday after + Thanksgiving; the old ingredients were discernible. + </p> + <p> + This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs reached the + roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at every crossing while + the dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms of dust, hurried before + it. Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, loomed hundreds of feet + above him; newer ones, more magnificent, were rising beside them, rising + higher; old buildings were coming down; middle-aged buildings were coming + down; the streets were laid open to their entrails and men worked + underground between palisades, and overhead in metal cobwebs like spiders + in the sky. Trolley-cars and long interurban cars, built to split the wind + like torpedo-boats, clanged and shrieked their way round swarming corners; + motor-cars of every kind and shape known to man babbled frightful warnings + and frantic demands; hospital ambulances clamored wildly for passage; + steam-whistles signaled the swinging of titanic tentacle and claw; + riveters rattled like machine-guns; the ground shook to the thunder of + gigantic trucks; and the conglomerate sound of it all was the sound of + earthquake playing accompaniments for battle and sudden death. On one of + the new steel buildings no work was being done that afternoon. The + building had killed a man in the morning—and the steel-workers + always stop for the day when that “happens.” + </p> + <p> + And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the + brobdingnagian camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers and the + pagan women—there would be work to-day and dancing to-night. For the + Puritan's dry voice is but the crackling of a leaf underfoot in the rush + and roar of the coming of the new Egypt. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be “to the minute” or his father would + consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's office + marked four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally with his + entrance five people who had been at work in the office, under Sheridan's + direction, walked out. They departed upon no visible or audible + suggestion, and with a promptness that seemed ominous to the new-comer. As + the massive door clicked softly behind the elderly stenographer, the last + of the procession, Bibbs had a feeling that they all understood that he + was a failure as a great man's son, a disappointment, the “queer one” of + the family, and that he had been summoned to judgment—a well-founded + impression, for that was exactly what they understood. + </p> + <p> + “Sit down,” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried + fathers to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of + silence, then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, his + big hands, loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. They + were soiled, as were all other hands down-town, except such as might be + still damp from a basin. + </p> + <p> + “Well, Bibbs,” he said at last, not altering his attitude, “do you know + what I'm goin' to do with you?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon the + ceiling. “I heard you tell Jim,” he began, in his slow way. “You said + you'd send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose to Miss + Vertrees. So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But—” + </p> + <p> + “But what?” said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + </p> + <p> + “Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?” + </p> + <p> + That brought his father sharply round to face him. “You beat the devil! + Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like anybody else?” + </p> + <p> + “Liver, maybe,” said Bibbs, gently. + </p> + <p> + “Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you organically. + No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, and that's ALL the + matter. Oh, not one o' these BIG dreamers that put through the big deals! + No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that just sets out on the back fence + and thinks about how much trouble there must be in the world! That ain't + the kind that builds the bridges, Bibbs; it's the kind that borrows + fifteen cents from his wife's uncle's brother-in-law to get ten cent's + worth o' plug tobacco and a nickel's worth o' quinine!” + </p> + <p> + He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned again + to the window. + </p> + <p> + “Look out there!” he bade his son. “Look out o' that window! Look at the + life and energy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood would + tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things young men + are doin' in this town!” He swung about, coming to the mahogany desk in + the middle of the room. “Look at what I was doin' at your age! Look at + what your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! Yes, and look at Jim! I + made Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty Company last New-Year's, with + charge of every inch o' ground and every brick and every shingle and stick + o' wood we own; and it's an example to any young man—or ole man, + either—the way he took ahold of it. Last July we found out we wanted + two more big warehouses at the Pump Works—wanted 'em quick. + Contractors said it couldn't be done; said nine or ten months at the + soonest; couldn't see it any other way. What'd Jim do? Took the contract + himself; found a fellow with a new cement and concrete process; kept men + on the job night and day, and stayed on it night and day himself—and, + by George! we begin to USE them warehouses next week! Four months and a + half, and every inch fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' these fellers that + make miracles happen! Now, I don't say every young man can be like Jim, + because there's mighty few got his ability, but every young man can go in + and do his share. This town is God's own country, and there's opportunity + for anybody with a pound of energy and an ounce o' gumption. I tell you + these young business men I watch just do my heart good! THEY don't set + around on the back fence—no, sir! They take enough exercise to keep + their health; and they go to a baseball game once or twice a week in + summer, maybe, and they're raisin' nice families, with sons to take their + places sometime and carry on the work—because the work's got to go + ON! They're puttin' their life-blood into it, I tell you, and that's why + we're gettin' bigger every minute, and why THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why + it's all goin' to keep ON gettin' bigger!” + </p> + <p> + He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, observing + that Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with his eyes still + fixed upon the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat plaintive, Sheridan was + impelled to groan. “Oh, Lord!” he said. “This is the way you always were. + I don't believe you understood a darn word I been sayin'! You don't LOOK + as if you did. By George! it's discouraging!” + </p> + <p> + “I don't understand about getting—about getting bigger,” said Bibbs, + bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. “I don't see + just why—” + </p> + <p> + “WHAT?” Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and + staring across it incredulously at his son. + </p> + <p> + “I don't understand—exactly—what you want it all bigger for?” + </p> + <p> + “Great God!” shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his + clenched fist. “A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the poorest + day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question—” + </p> + <p> + “I did once,” Bibbs interrupted; “when I was in the machine-shop. I—” + </p> + <p> + “Wha'd he say?” + </p> + <p> + “He said, 'Oh, hell!'” answered Bibbs, mildly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I reckon he would!” Sheridan swung away from the desk. “I reckon he + certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right now, myself!” + </p> + <p> + “It's the same answer, then?” Bibbs's voice was serious, almost tremulous. + </p> + <p> + “Damnation!” Sheridan roared. “Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, you + ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear the word + PROGRESS?” + </p> + <p> + He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest surging, + his throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. “Now then,” he said, + huskily, when the anguish had somewhat abated, “what do you want to do?” + </p> + <p> + “Sir?” + </p> + <p> + “What do you WANT to do, I said.” + </p> + <p> + Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. “What—what do—I—what—” + </p> + <p> + “If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you do?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him—a profound + shyness. He bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe of his + shoe, which he moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit called to the + desk in school. + </p> + <p> + “What would you do? Loaf?” + </p> + <p> + “No, sir.” Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound it + made was unquestionably a guilty sound. “I suppose I'd—I'd—” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose I'd try to—to write.” + </p> + <p> + “Write what?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing important—just poems and essays, perhaps.” + </p> + <p> + “That all?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir.” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was + putting upon himself. “That is, you want to write, but you don't want to + write anything of any account.” + </p> + <p> + “You think—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan got up again. “I take my hat off to the man that can write a good + ad,” he said, emphatically. “The best writin' talent in this country is + right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine for good writin'—look + on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money for that kind o' writin'. + Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! I've tried it, and I can't do it. + I tell you an ad's got to be written so it makes people do the hardest + thing in this world to GET 'em to do: it's got to make 'em give up their + MONEY! You talk about 'poems and essays.' I tell you when it comes to the + actual skill o' puttin' words together so as to make things HAPPEN, R. T. + Bloss, right here in this city, knows more in a minute than George Waldo + Emerson ever knew in his whole life!” + </p> + <p> + “You—you may be—” Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word + smothered in a cough. + </p> + <p> + “Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take up + with the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and essays'! My + Lord, Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a newspaper without + havin' to see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper on 'Jane Eyre,' or 'East + Lynne,' at the God-Knows-What Club. And 'poetry'! Why, look at Edith! I + expect that poem o' hers would set a pretty high-water mark for you, young + man, and it's the only one she's ever managed to write in her whole LIFE! + When I wanted her to go on and write some more she said it took too much + time. Said it took months and months. And Edith's a smart girl; she's got + more energy in her little finger than you ever give me a chance to see in + your whole body, Bibbs. Now look at the facts: say she could turn out four + or five poems a year and you could turn out maybe two. That medal she got + was worth about fifteen dollars, so there's your income—thirty + dollars a year! That's a fine success to make of your life! I'm not sayin' + a word against poetry. I wouldn't take ten thousand dollars right now for + that poem of Edith's; and poetry's all right enough in its place—but + you leave it to the girls. A man's got to do a man's work in this world!” + </p> + <p> + He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, tapped + Bibbs confidentially on the knee. “This city's got the greatest future in + America, and if my sons behave right by me and by themselves they're goin' + to have a mighty fair share of it—a mighty fair share. I love this + town. It's God's own footstool, and it's made money for me every day right + along, I don't know how many years. I love it like I do my own business, + and I'd fight for it as quick as I'd fight for my own family. It's a + beautiful town. Look at our wholesale district; look at any district you + want to; look at the park system we're puttin' through, and the boulevards + and the public statuary. And she grows. God! how she grows!” He had become + intensely grave; he spoke with solemnity. “Now, Bibbs, I can't take any of + it—nor any gold or silver nor buildings nor bonds—away with me + in my shroud when I have to go. But I want to leave my share in it to my + boys. I've worked for it; I've been a builder and a maker; and two blades + of grass have grown where one grew before, whenever I laid my hand on the + ground and willed 'em to grow. I've built big, and I want the buildin' to + go on. And when my last hour comes I want to know that my boys are ready + to take charge; that they're fit to take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, + when that hour comes I want to know that my boys are big men, ready and + fit to take hold of big things. Bibbs, when I'm up above I want to know that + the big share I've made mine, here below, is growin' bigger and bigger in + the charge of my boys.” + </p> + <p> + He leaned back, deeply moved. “There!” he said, huskily. “I've never + spoken more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want you to + understand—and not think me a mean father. I never had to talk that + way to Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” said Bibbs. “At least I think I do. But—” + </p> + <p> + “Wait a minute!” Sheridan raised his hand. “If you see the least bit in + the world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son set here + and talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. And you must + understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys and have him come + back on me the way you did, and have to be sent to a sanitarium because he + couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right down to it, Bibbs. I've had a + whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney about you, one time another, and I + reckon I understand your case just about as well as he does, anyway! Now + here, I'll be frank with you. I started you in harder than what I did the + other boys, and that was for your own good, because I saw you needed to be + shook up more'n they did. You were always kind of moody and mopish—and + you needed work that'd keep you on the jump. Now, why did it make you sick + instead of brace you up and make a man of you the way it ought of done? I + pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look here, ain't it really because + he just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, 'that's it. If he'd enjoyed it, + it wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, and that affects his nervous + system. The more he tries it, the more he hates it; and the more he hates + it, the more injury it does him.' That ain't quite his words, but it's + what he meant. And that's about the way it is.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, “that's about the way it is.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but to + make you like it!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost + ghostly. “I can't,” he said, in a low voice. “I can't.” + </p> + <p> + “Can't go back to the shop?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Can't like it. I can't.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had reasoned + exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than a father + should, only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and mysterious + stubbornness which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic from + childhood. “By George, you will!” he cried. “You'll go back there and + you'll like it! Gurney says it won't hurt you if you like it, and he says + it'll kill you if you go back and hate it; so it looks as if it was about + up to you not to hate it. Well, Gurney's a fool! Hatin' work doesn't kill + anybody; and this isn't goin' to kill you, whether you hate it or not. + I've never made a mistake in a serious matter in my life, and it wasn't a + mistake my sendin' you there in the first place. And I'm goin' to prove it—I'm + goin' to send you back there and vindicate my judgment. Gurney says it's + all 'mental attitude.' Well, you're goin' to learn the right one! He says + in a couple more months this fool thing that's been the matter with you'll + be disappeared completely and you'll be back in as good or better + condition than you were before you ever went into the shop. And right then + is when you begin over—right in that same shop! Nobody can call me a + hard man or a mean father. I do the best I can for my chuldern, and I take + full responsibility for bringin' my sons up to be men. Now, so far, I've + failed with you. But I'm not goin' to keep ON failin'. I never tackled a + job YET I didn't put through, and I'm not goin' to begin with my own son. + I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. By God! I am!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. “You say you give + me a couple of months?” he said. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. “Gurney said two months more + would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get yourself + in the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are up! Good-by!” + </p> + <p> + “Good-by, sir,” said Bibbs, meekly. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X + </h2> + <p> + Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the “lamidal” + George had shown him upon his return, still bore the appearance of + temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no clear conception of + himself as a permanent incumbent. However, he had set upon the mantelpiece + the two photographs that he owned: one, a “group” twenty years old—his + father and mother, with Jim and Roscoe as boys—and the other a + “cabinet” of Edith at sixteen. And upon a table were the books he had + taken from his trunk: Sartor Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, Huckleberry + Finn, and Afterwhiles. There were some other books in the trunk—a + large one, which remained unremoved at the foot of the bed, adding to the + general impression of transiency. It contained nearly all the possessions + as well as the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs sat beside it, the + day after his interview with his father, raking over a small collection of + manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he glanced through dubiously, + finding little comfort in them; but one made him smile. Then he shook his + head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to read it. It was written on + paper stamped “Hood Sanitarium,” and bore the title, “Leisure.” + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if + he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful + quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to + recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession + adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would + choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on + Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way + of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward + purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of + life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he + must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must + be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and + so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the + screaming of the whistles. Peace—</p> +</div> + <p> + Having read so far as the word “peace,” Bibbs suffered an interruption + interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the hall + just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's quarrel was in + progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's room, and + continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you BETTER go home!” Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, shrilly. + “You better go home and keep your mind a little more on your HUSBAND!” + </p> + <p> + “Edie, Edie!” he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + </p> + <p> + “You see here!” This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and + tremulous. “Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell Mother + Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan if she + thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you did!” And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. “Yes, you did! + YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want to break it up + between Bobby Lamhorn and me because—” + </p> + <p> + “Edie, Edie! Now, now!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new friends + tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come here, what + about his not going to HER house. How—” + </p> + <p> + “I've explained that to Mother Sheridan.” Sibyl's voice indicated that she + was descending the stairs. “Married people are not the same. Some things + that should be shielded from a young girl—” + </p> + <p> + This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. “'Shielded from a + young girl'!” she shrilled. “You seem pretty willing to be the shield! You + look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield you are!” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts at + pacification were renewed. “Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for your good, + and you'd oughtn't to—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa—” + </p> + <p> + “Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe—” + </p> + <p> + “You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!” the girl cried, passionately. + </p> + <p> + “Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll—” + </p> + <p> + “No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!” And Edith, + flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, swung round + it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw herself, face + down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she had no perception of + Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and sobbing in a passion of tears, + she beat the coverlet and pillows with her clenched fists. “Sneak!” she + babbled aloud. “Sneak! Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly toward + the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; but some + sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, facing him. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry—” + </p> + <p> + “Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?” + </p> + <p> + “Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm going + out.” + </p> + <p> + “No; don't go.” She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a sob, and + repeated her request. “Don't go. I don't mind you; you're quiet, anyhow. + Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't mind you at all, but I + wish you'd sit down.” + </p> + <p> + “All right.” And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. “Go ahead and + cry all you want, Edith,” he said. “No harm in that!” + </p> + <p> + “Sibyl told mamma—OH!” she began, choking. “Mary Vertrees had mamma + and Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had + some women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just laid + herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after 'em ever + since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby Lamhorn is so + bad that, even though they like his family, none of the nice people in + town would let him in their houses. In the first place, it's a falsehood, + and I don't believe a word of it; and in the second place I know the + reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS I know it! I won't SAY what + it is—not yet—because papa and all of you would think I'm as + crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool he'd probably quit + speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch her; that's all I ask. Just + you watch that woman. You'll see!” + </p> + <p> + As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching “that woman.” Glancing from + the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the old house + next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked quickly up the + path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention of calling. But he did + not mention this to his sister, who, after delivering herself of a rather + vague jeremiad upon the subject of her sister-in-law's treacheries, + departed to her own chamber, leaving him to his speculations. The chief of + these concerned the social elasticities of women. Sibyl had just been a + participant in a violent scene; she had suffered hot insult of a kind that + could not fail to set her quivering with resentment; and yet she elected + to betake herself to the presence of people whom she knew no more than + “formally.” Bibbs marveled. Surely, he reflected, some traces of emotion + must linger upon Sibyl's face or in her manner; she could not have ironed + it all quite out in the three or four minutes it took her to reach the + Vertreeses' door. + </p> + <p> + And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment + wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving to + master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to exhibit + anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the manner of a + casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the sudden purpose + that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious than she was finely + intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a type Scriptural in its + antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-educated intriguer who may and + does delude men, of course, and the best and dullest of her own sex as + well, finding invariably strong supporters among these latter. It is a + type that has wrought some damage in the world and would have wrought + greater, save for the check put upon its power by intelligent women and by + its own “lack of perspective,” for it is a type that never sees itself. + Sibyl followed her impulses with no reflection or question—it was + like a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not even + the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make a + certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed that she + was believed. + </p> + <p> + “My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come down,” + Mary said, when they were seated. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had been + brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark addressed to + her by any person with whom she was not on familiar terms. It was intended + partly as a courtesy and partly as the foundation for an impression of + sweetness. + </p> + <p> + “Just thought I'd fly in a minute,” she said, continuing the cooing to + relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. “I thought I'd just behave like + REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far from + down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted to tell + you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that afternoon. + You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here before, I've had + to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely, and I really've known + scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so engrossed in business ever + since he was a mere boy, why, of course—” + </p> + <p> + She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that + afternoon,” Sibyl went on. “They're really delightful people. Indeed they + are! Yes—” + </p> + <p> + She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to + another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite + errand. Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of + abstraction as she looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the + errand was a serious one for the caller and easily to be connected with + the slight but perceptible agitation underlying her assumption of cheerful + ease. There was a restlessness of breathing, a restlessness of hands. + </p> + <p> + “Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some of the people + here in town the other day,” said Sibyl, repeating the cooing and + protracting it. “They said something that took ME by surprise! We were + talking about our mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn—” + </p> + <p> + Mary interrupted her promptly. “Do you mean 'mutual' to include my mother + and me?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary. “We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend of + ours.” + </p> + <p> + To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. “That's just + the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!” she cried, with a vehemence that made Mary + stare. “Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families here speak of + him!” + </p> + <p> + Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her composure. + “I had the impression he was a friend of yours,” she said; adding, + hastily, “and your husband's.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes,” said the caller, absently. “He is, certainly. A man's reputation + for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to married people, + of course. It's where young girls are in question. THEN it may be very, + very dangerous. There are a great many things safe and proper for married + people that might be awf'ly imprudent for a young girl. Don't you agree, + Miss Vertrees?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” returned the frank Mary. “Do you mean that you intend to + remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's doing + so?” + </p> + <p> + “That's it exactly!” was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. “What I + feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all suitable for + Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. I tell you,” she + cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, “her father ought to put his + foot down!” + </p> + <p> + Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and then + retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one might + catch a glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back into + hiding under a bush. + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Sibyl, much more composedly, “I hardly need say that + it's entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. I'm as fond + of Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help fretting about + it. It would break my heart to have Edith's life spoiled.” + </p> + <p> + This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with pathos, + but she flatted. + </p> + <p> + And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the stress + of some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not uncommonly + developed a phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect obtained by + placing two mirrors opposite each other, one clear and the other flawed. + In this case, particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect consciousness of Mary. + The Mary Vertrees that she saw was merely something to be cozened to her + own frantic purpose—a Mary Vertrees who was incapable of penetrating + that purpose. Sibyl sat there believing that she was projecting the image + of herself that she desired to project, never dreaming that with every + word, every look, and every gesture she was more and more fully disclosing + the pitiable truth to the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw + was an overdressed woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as + a pan, but possessed by emotions that appeared to be strong—perhaps + even violent. What those emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she began + to suspect. + </p> + <p> + “And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled,” Sibyl continued. “It would be a + dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father + Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. It + would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like Robert + Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if somebody doesn't + tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might get his consent and + hurry on the wedding before he finds out, and then it would be too late. + You see, Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for me to decide just what + it's my duty to do.” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, “Does Miss Sheridan seem + to—to care very much about him?” + </p> + <p> + “He's deliberately fascinated her,” returned the visitor, beginning to + breathe quickly and heavily. “Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew she + wasn't in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people that + were, and she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the start that + made it easy for him—and he didn't need it. He could have done it, + anyway!” Sibyl was launched now; her eyes were furious and her voice + shook. “He went after her deliberately, the way he does everything; he's + as cold-blooded as a fish. All he cares about is his own pleasure, and + lately he's decided it would be pleasant to get hold of a piece of real + money—and there was Edith! And he'll marry her! Nothing on earth can + stop him unless he finds out she won't HAVE any money if she marries him, + and the only person that could make him understand that is Father + Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be managed, because Lamhorn is going to + hurry it on as fast as he can. He told me so last night. He said he was + going to marry her the first minute he could persuade her to it—and + little Edith's all ready to be persuaded!” Sibyl's eyes flashed green + again. “And he swore he'd do it,” she panted. “He swore he'd marry Edith + Sheridan, and nothing on earth could stop him!” + </p> + <p> + And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the babbling + creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, a canvas of + unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity and horror: she saw + Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a whisper, perhaps—for + Roscoe might have been in the house, or servants might have heard. She saw + Sibyl entreating, beseeching, threatening despairingly, and Lamhorn—tired + of her—first evasive, then brutally letting her have the truth; and + at last, infuriated, “swearing” to marry her rival. If Sibyl had not + babbled out the word “swore” it might have been less plain. + </p> + <p> + The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what she had confessed. + “You see,” she said, more quietly, “whatever's going to be done ought to + be done right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd heard + about Lamhorn—oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right before + Edith. I think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, because + nobody can say it isn't for the girl's own good and what her best friend + would do. But Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and she's afraid to + ever come right out with anything. Father Sheridan's different. Edith can + get anything she wants out of him in the way of money or ordinary + indulgence, but when it comes to a matter like this he'd be a steel rock. + If it's a question of his will against anybody else's he'd make his will + rule if it killed 'em both! Now, he'd never in the world let Lamhorn come + near the house again if he knew his reputation. So, you see, somebody's + got to tell him. It isn't a very easy position for me, is it, Miss + Vertrees?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, gravely. + </p> + <p> + “Well, to be frank,” said Sibyl, smiling, “that's why I've come to you.” + </p> + <p> + “To ME!” Mary frowned. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl rippled and cooed again. “There isn't ANYBODY ever made such a hit + with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course we ALL hope + you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs of the family!” + (This sally with another and louder effect of laughter). “And if it's MY + duty, why, in a way, I think it might be thought yours, too.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” exclaimed Mary, sharply. + </p> + <p> + “Listen,” said Sibyl. “Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with this + story, and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn has a good + reputation and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, or suppose (what's + most likely) she loses her temper and says I invented it, then what am I + going to do? Father Sheridan doesn't know Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter, + and they're out of the question, anyway. But suppose I could say: 'All + right, if you want proof, ask Miss Vertrees. She came with me, and she's + waiting in the next room right now, to—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” said Mary, quickly. “You mustn't—” + </p> + <p> + “Listen just a minute more,” Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on easy + ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. “You + naturally don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, but if + YOU take part in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself what weight + you carry over there, and no one would have the right to say you did it + except out of the purest kindness. Don't you see that Jim and his father + would admire you all the more for it? Miss Vertrees, listen! Don't you see + we OUGHT to do it, you and I? Do you suppose Robert Lamhorn cares a snap + of his finger for her? Do you suppose a man like him would LOOK at Edith + Sheridan if it wasn't for the money?” And again Sibyl's emotion rose to + the surface. “I tell you he's after nothing on earth but to get his finger + in that old man's money-pile, over there, next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to + do it. Marry Edith?” she cried. “I tell you he'd marry their nigger cook + for THAT!” + </p> + <p> + She stopped, afraid—at the wrong time—that she had been too + vehement, but a glance at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that she + had produced the effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; she was + staring straight before her at the wall, her eyes wide and shining. She + became visibly a little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + </p> + <p> + “After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's + money-pile, over there, next door!” The voice was vulgar, the words were + vulgar—and the plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary + Vertrees's ears! The clear mirror had caught its own image clearly in the + flawed one at last. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her + bargain. “Now don't you worry,” she said, sunnily, “about this setting + Edith against you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, but if she + tried to be spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you when you drop in + over there, or managed so as to sort of leave you out, why, I've got a + house, and Jim likes to come there. I don't THINK Edith WOULD be that way; + she's too crazy to have you take her around with the smart crowd, but if + she DID, you needn't worry. And another thing—I guess you won't mind + Jim's own sister-in-law speaking of it. Of course, I don't know just how + matters stand between you and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about as much + alike as two brothers can be, and Roscoe was very slow making up his mind; + sometimes I used to think he actually never WOULD. Now, what I mean is, + sisters-in-law can do lots of things to help matters on like that. There's + lots of little things can be said, and lots—” + </p> + <p> + She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, and + now, still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of explanation, or any + other kind of word, and walked slowly to the open door and out of the + room. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered something + neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, and that she + would return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess of + absent-mindedness not to have excused herself, especially as her guest was + talking. And, Mary's return being delayed, Sibyl found time to think this + unprefaced exit odder and ruder than she had first considered it. There + might have been more excuse for it, she thought, had she been speaking of + matters less important—offering to do the girl all the kindness in + her power, too! + </p> + <p> + Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of her + shoe; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory of the + furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and engravings. Then + she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a window and stood looking + out upon the brown lawn, then came back to the chair she had abandoned, + and sat again. There was no sound in the house. + </p> + <p> + A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her face, + and slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary—scarlet to the ears. She + looked at her watch again—and twenty-five minutes had elapsed since + she had looked at it before. + </p> + <p> + She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she let + herself softly out of the front door, and went across the street to her + own house. + </p> + <p> + Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. “Saw you from the window,” he + explained. “You must find a lot to say to that old lady.” + </p> + <p> + “What old lady?” + </p> + <p> + “Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the daughter + come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then walk on up the + street. Don't stand out on the porch,” he said, crossly. “Come in here. + There's something it's come time I'll have to talk to you about. Come in!” + </p> + <p> + But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house and + started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, + staring fixedly. “Something's the matter over there,” he muttered, and + then, more loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he said, “What's the + matter over there?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its highest speed, + and as he saw Roscoe he made a gesture singularly eloquent of calamity, + and was lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. Edith had + followed part of the way down the drive, and it could be seen that she was + crying bitterly. She lifted both arms to Roscoe, summoning him. + </p> + <p> + “By George!” gasped Roscoe. “I believe somebody's dead!” + </p> + <p> + And he started for the New House at a run. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI + </h2> + <p> + Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, and + at about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from foreign + parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with Sheridan and + his colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, was a gentleman + of Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, and Sheridan took + pleasure in showing him the sights of the country's finest city. They got + into an open car at the main entrance of the Sheridan Building, and were + driven first, slowly and momentously, through the wholesale district and + the retail district; then more rapidly they inspected the packing-houses + and the stock-yards; then skirmished over the “park system” and + “boulevards”; and after that whizzed through the “residence section” on + their way to the factories and foundries. + </p> + <p> + “All cray,” observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + </p> + <p> + “'Cray'?” echoed Sheridan. “I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?” + </p> + <p> + “No white,” said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the long rows + of houses on both sides of the street. “No white lace window-curtains; all + cray lace window-curtains.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh. I see!” Sheridan laughed indulgently. “You mean 'GRAY.' No, they + ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones.” + </p> + <p> + Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. “There are NO white ones,” he + said. “There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white window-curtains, + no white house, no white peeble!” He pointed upward. “Smoke!” Then he + sniffed the air and clasped his nose between forefinger and thumb. “Smoke! + Smoke ef'rywhere. Smoke in your insites.” He tapped his chest. “Smoke in + your lunks!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh! SMOKE!” Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath and + patently finding it delicious. “You BET we got smoke!” + </p> + <p> + “Exbensif!” said Herr Favre. “Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe in + summer it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan laughed uproariously. “They know it means new spring hats for + 'em!” + </p> + <p> + “They must need many, too!” said the visitor. “New hats, new all things, + but nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are a safing peeble.” + </p> + <p> + “Where's that?” + </p> + <p> + “In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, and I + tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was mighty dirty + and mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. Now comin' right + down TO it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here in this town than in + Munich? I know you got more enterprise up there than the part of the old + country I saw, and I know YOU'RE a live business man and you're associated + with others like you, but when it comes to LIVIN' in a place, wouldn't you + heap rather be here than over there?” + </p> + <p> + “For me,” said Herr Favre, “no. Here I should not think I was living. It + would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing else.” + </p> + <p> + “We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. THEY + like it.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes.” And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. “The first generation, + they bring their Germany with them; then, after that, they are Americans, + like you.” He tapped his host's big knee genially. “You are patriot; so + are they.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. + Farver!” Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. “You certainly stand up for your own + town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you would here. + Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT—after you've seen + our city! It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I kind of admire you + for it; every man ought to stick up for his own, even when he sees the + other fellow's got the goods on him. Yet I expect way down deep in your + heart, Mr. Farver, you'd rather live right here than any place else in the + world, if you had your choice. Man alive! this is God's country, Mr. + Farver, and a blind man couldn't help seein' it! You couldn't stand where + you do in a business way and NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. This is + the big works, and I'll show you something now that'll make your eyes + stick out!” + </p> + <p> + They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was + personally conducted and personally instructed by the founder and + president, the buzzing queen bee of those buzzing hives. + </p> + <p> + “Now I'll take you for a spin in the country,” said Sheridan, when at last + they came out to the car again. “We'll take a breezer.” But, with his foot + on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man who came out of the office + smiling a greeting. “Hello, young fellow!” Sheridan said, heartily. “On + the job, are you, Jimmie? Ha! They don't catch you OFF of it very often, I + guess, though I do hear you go automobile-ridin' in the country sometimes + with a mighty fine-lookin' girl settin' up beside you!” He roared with + laughter, clapping his son upon the shoulder. “That's all right with me—if + it is with HER! So, Jimmie? Well, when we goin' to move into your new + warehouses? Monday?” + </p> + <p> + “Sunday, if you want to,” said Jim. + </p> + <p> + “No!” cried his father, delighted. “Don't tell me you're goin' to keep + your word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never heard of a + contractor yet didn't want more time.” + </p> + <p> + “They'll be all ready for you on the minute,” said Jim. “I'm going over + both of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. I guess + they'll pass inspection, too!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, then, when you get through with that,” said his father, “you go and + take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You tell her you + stand high with ME!” He stepped into the car, waving a waggish farewell, + and when the wheels were in motion again, he turned upon his companion a + broad face literally shining with pride. “That's my boy Jimmie!” he said. + </p> + <p> + “Fine young man, yes,” said Herr Favre. + </p> + <p> + “I got two o' the finest boys,” said Sheridan, “I got two o' the finest + boys God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's the oldest, and I + tell you they got to get up the day before if they expect to catch HIM in + bed! My other boy, Roscoe, he's always to the good, too, but Jim's a + wizard. You saw them two new-process warehouses, just about finished? + Well, JIM built 'em. I'll tell you about that, Mr. Farver.” And he recited + this history, describing the new process at length; in fact, he had such + pride in Jim's achievement that he told Herr Favre all about it more than + once. + </p> + <p> + “Fine young man, yes,” repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters of an + hour later. They were many miles out in the open country by this time. + </p> + <p> + “He is that!” said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: “I got a fine + family, Mr. Farver—fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you take her + and put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY of 'em. + There's culture and refinement and society in this town by the car-load, + and here lately she's been gettin' right in the thick of it—her and + my daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. + I'm goin' to get you up for a meal with us before you leave town, and + you'll see—and, well, sir, from all I hear the two of 'em been + holdin' their own with the best. Myself, I and the wife never had time for + much o' that kind o' doin's, but it's all right and good for the chuldern; + and my daughter she's always kind of taken to it. I'll read you a poem she + wrote when I get you up at the house. She wrote it in school and took the + first prize for poetry with it. I tell you they don't make 'em any + smarter'n that girl, Mr. Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're a + pretty happy family; yes, sir. Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, and I + haven't ever spoke to him and his wife about it—it's kind of a + delicate matter—but it's about time the wife and I saw some + gran'-chuldern growin' up around us. I certainly do hanker for about four + or five little curly-headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, I hope, o' + course; that's only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty + splendid-lookin' girl; lives right next door to us. I expect you heard me + joshin' him about it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods here, + and I guess it was a mighty good stock—to raise HER! She's one these + girls that stand right up and look at you! And pretty? She's the prettiest + thing you ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good sense. Jim'll be + just right if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME to think o' the way + that boy took ahold o' that job back yonder. Four months and a half! Yes, + sir—” + </p> + <p> + He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain the + stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before they + reached the city on their return, and it was after five when Sheridan + allowed Herr Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where boys were + shrieking extra editions of the evening paper. + </p> + <p> + “Now, good night, Mr. Farver,” said Sheridan, leaning from the car to + shake hands with his guest. “Don't forget I'm goin' to come around and + take you up to—Go on away, boy!” + </p> + <p> + A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, “Extry! Secon' + Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!” + </p> + <p> + “Get out!” laughed Sheridan. “Who wants to read about accidents? Get out!” + </p> + <p> + The boy moved away philosophically. “Extry! Extry!” he shrilled. “Three + men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! Extry! + Extry!” + </p> + <p> + “Don't forget, Mr. Farver,” Sheridan completed his interrupted farewells. + “I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. I'll be here for you + about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope you 'njoyed the drive much + as I have. Good night—good night!” He leaned back, speaking to the + chauffer. “Now you can take me around to the Central City barber-shop, + boy. I want to get a shave 'fore I go up home.” + </p> + <p> + “Extry! Extry!” screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds like + bats in the dusk. “Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! Extry!” It + struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many “Extras”; they printed + “Extras” for all sorts of petty crimes and casualties. It was a mistake, + he decided, critically. Crying “Wolf!” too often wouldn't sell the goods; + it was bad business. The papers would “make more in the long run,” he was + sure, if they published an “Extra” only when something of real importance + happened. + </p> + <p> + “Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!” a boy squawked under his + nose, as he descended from the car. + </p> + <p> + “Go on away!” said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked to see + the youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + </p> + <p> + But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the + barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had thus + cried his wares. + </p> + <p> + “Say, Yallern,” said this second, hoarse with awe, “'n't chew know who + that IS?” + </p> + <p> + “Who?” + </p> + <p> + “It's SHERIDAN!” + </p> + <p> + “Jeest!” cried the first, staring insanely. + </p> + <p> + At about the same hour, four times a week—Monday, Wednesday, Friday, + and Saturday—Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head + barber. The barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was their + habit to give him a “reception,” his entrance being always the signal for + a flurry of jocular hospitality, followed by general excesses of briskness + and gaiety. But it was not so this evening. + </p> + <p> + The shop was crowded. Copies of the “Extra” were being read by men + waiting, and by men in the latter stages of treatment. “Extras” lay upon + vacant seats and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + </p> + <p> + There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent + patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened the + door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering of a + firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men turned + their prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of amazing silence + in the shop. + </p> + <p> + The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. His + left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic section + of his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung poised above + it, the razor motionless. And then, roused from trance by the door's + closing, he accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. The barber + remembered that there are no circumstances in life—or just after it—under + which a man does not need to be shaved. + </p> + <p> + He stepped forward, profoundly grave. “I be through with this man in the + chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan,” he said, in a hushed tone. “Yessuh.” + And of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, “You goin' + RESIGN?” he demanded in a fierce undertone. “You goin' take Mist' + Sheridan's coat?” He sent an angry look round the shop, and the barbers, + taking his meaning, averted their eyes and fell to work, the murmur of + subdued conversation buzzing from chair to chair. + </p> + <p> + “You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan,” said the head barber, gently. + “I fix nice chair fo' you to wait in.” + </p> + <p> + “Never mind,” said Sheridan. “Go on get through with your man.” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh.” And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed by + Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + </p> + <p> + Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not know + what to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious demand + for the meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had been + imposed upon him by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by the odd + look every man in the shop had bent upon him. + </p> + <p> + Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of the shop, + and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching quickly shifted, + furtive glances here and there. He made this brief survey after wondering + if one of the barbers had died suddenly, that day, or the night before; + but there was no vacancy in either line. + </p> + <p> + The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of the + “Extra” there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. The first + of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: + </p> +<div class="blok"><p class="c"> + Fatally Faulty. New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to<br /> + Death with Inventor. Seven Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims—</p> +</div> + <p> + Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering the + print from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before him, + pale and gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + </p> + <p> + “I've come for you, father,” said Bibbs. “Here's the boy with your coat + and hat. Put them on and come home.” + </p> + <p> + And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the + strength and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what + calamity had befallen him. But he was frightened. + </p> + <p> + Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, but + as they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his son's + sleeve with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood face to + face. + </p> + <p> + “What—what—” His mouth could not do him the service he asked + of it, he was so frightened. + </p> + <p> + “Extry!” screamed a newsboy straight in his face. “Young North Side + millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!” + </p> + <p> + “Not—JIM!” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + </p> + <p> + “And YOU come to tell me that?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and in the + first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the unuttered cry + of accusation: + </p> + <p> + “Why wasn't it you?” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII + </h2> + <p> + Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three days + later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite in his + mind: the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and Bibbs wondered + how many million times that had happened since men first made a word to + name the sons of one mother. Almost literally he had buried his strong + brother, for Sheridan had gone to pieces when he saw his dead son. He had + nothing to help him meet the shock, neither definite religion nor + “philosophy” definite or indefinite. He could only beat his forehead and + beg, over and over, to be killed with an ax, while his wife was helpless + except to entreat him not to “take on,” herself adding a continuous + lamentation. Edith, weeping, made truce with Sibyl and saw to it that the + mourning garments were beyond criticism. Roscoe was dazed, and he shirked, + justifying himself curiously by saying he “never had any experience in + such matters.” So it was Bibbs, the shy outsider, who became, during this + dreadful little time, the master of the house; for as strange a thing as + that, sometimes, may be the result of a death. He met the relatives from + out of town at the station; he set the time for the funeral and the time + for meals; he selected the flowers and he selected Jim's coffin; he did + all the grim things and all the other things. Jim had belonged to an order + of Knights, who lengthened the rites with a picturesque ceremony of their + own, and at first Bibbs wished to avoid this, but upon reflection he + offered no objection—he divined that the Knights and their service + would be not precisely a consolation, but a satisfaction to his father. So + the Knights led the procession, with their band playing a dirge part of + the long way to the cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in two + lines, plumed hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the + carriages pass between. + </p> + <p> + “Mighty fine-lookin' men,” said Sheridan, brokenly. “They all—all + liked him. He was—” His breath caught in a sob and choked him. “He + was—a Grand Supreme Herald.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had divined aright. + </p> + <p> + “Dust to dust,” said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that + Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group + shivered, except Bibbs, when it came to “Dust to dust.” Bibbs stood + passive, for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as a + familiar neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, long + time, and even now he could prophesy no protracted separation between + himself and dust. The machine-shop had brought him very close, and if he + had to go back it would probably bring him closer still; so close—as + Dr. Gurney predicted—that no one would be able to tell the + difference between dust and himself. And Sheridan, if Bibbs read him + truly, would be all the more determined to “make a man” of him, now that + there was a man less in the family. To Bibbs's knowledge, no one and + nothing had ever prevented his father from carrying through his plans, + once he had determined upon them; and Sheridan was incapable of believing + that any plan of his would not work out according to his calculations. His + nature unfitted him to accept failure. He had the gift of terrible + persistence, and with unflecked confidence that his way was the only way + he would hold to that way of “making a man” of Bibbs, who understood very + well, in his passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a way which might + make, not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for the thought. + </p> + <p> + He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The truth + about Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had so thoroughly + formed the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings that no doubt he + had forgotten—by this time—where he had put some of them, + especially those which concerned himself. But he had not hidden his + feelings about his father where they could not be found. He was strange to + his father, but his father was not strange to him. He knew that Sheridan's + plans were conceived in the stubborn belief that they would bring about a + good thing for Bibbs himself; and whatever the result was to be, the son + had no bitterness. Far otherwise, for as he looked at the big, woeful + figure, shaking and tortured, an almost unbearable pity laid hands upon + Bibbs's throat. Roscoe stood blinking, his lip quivering; Edith wept + audibly; Mrs. Sheridan leaned in half collapse against her husband; but + Bibbs knew that his father was the one who cared. + </p> + <p> + It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, and Bibbs + nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward the line of + waiting carriages. Roscoe understood—Bibbs would stay and see the + grave filled; the rest were to go. The groups began to move away over the + turf; wheels creaked on the graveled drive; and one by one the carriages + filled and departed, the horses setting off at a walk. Bibbs gazed + steadfastly at the workmen; he knew that his father kept looking back as + he went toward the carriage, and that was a thing he did not want to see. + But after a little while there were no sounds of wheels or hoofs on the + gravel, and Bibbs, glancing up, saw that every one had gone. A coupe had + been left for him, the driver dozing patiently. + </p> + <p> + The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about it, + and Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood looking + thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal-seeming hillock + beneath the darkening November sky. “It's too bad!” he half whispered, his + lips forming the words—and his meaning was that it was too bad that + the strong brother had been the one to go. For this was his last thought + before he walked to the coupe and saw Mary Vertrees standing, all alone, + on the other side of the drive. + </p> + <p> + She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on a slope + where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude of the barbaric + and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our graveyards: urn-crowned + columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop-carved angels and shop-carved + children poising on pillars and shafts, all lifting—in unthought + pathos—their blind stoniness toward the sky. Against such a + background, Bibbs was not incongruous, with his figure, in black, so long + and slender, and his face so long and thin and white; nor was the + undertaker's coupe out of keeping, with the shabby driver dozing on the + box and the shaggy horses standing patiently in attitudes without hope and + without regret. But for Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque setting—she + was a vivid, living creature of a beautiful world. And a graveyard is not + the place for people to look charming. + </p> + <p> + She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and confused + than Bibbs. In “Edith's” poem he had declared his intention of hiding his + heart “among the stars”; and in his boyhood one day he had successfully + hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no comrade of other boys or + of girls, and his acquaintances of a recent period were only a few + fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood Sanitarium. All his life Bibbs + had kept himself to himself—he was but a shy onlooker in the world. + Nevertheless, the startled gaze he bent upon the unexpected lady before + him had causes other than his shyness and her unexpectedness. For Mary + Vertrees had been a shining figure in the little world of late given to + the view of this humble and elusive outsider, and spectators sometimes + find their hearts beating faster than those of the actors in the + spectacle. Thus with Bibbs now. He started and stared; he lifted his hat + with incredible awkwardness, his fingers fumbling at his forehead before + they found the brim. + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, “I'm afraid you'll have to take me home with + you. I—” She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness of her + own. + </p> + <p> + “Why—why—yes,” Bibbs stammered. “I'll—I'll be de—Won't + you get in?” + </p> + <p> + In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. Then + Mary without more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, closing the + door. + </p> + <p> + “You're very kind,” she said, somewhat breathlessly. “I should have had to + walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I think.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It—it is beginning to get dark. I—I + noticed that.” + </p> + <p> + “I ought to tell you—I—” Mary began, confusedly. She bit her + lip, sat silent a moment, then spoke with composure. “It must seem odd, my—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” Bibbs protested, earnestly. “Not in the—in the least.” + </p> + <p> + “It does, though,” said Mary. “I had not intended to come to the cemetery, + Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house came and whispered + to me that 'the family wished me to'—I think your sister sent him. + So I came. But when we reached here I—oh, I felt that perhaps I—” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs nodded gravely. “Yes, yes,” he murmured. + </p> + <p> + “I got out on the opposite side of the carriage,” she continued. “I mean + opposite from—from where all of you were. And I wandered off over in + the other direction; and I didn't realize how little time it takes. From + where I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving—at least I didn't + notice them. So when I got back, just now, you were the only one here. I + didn't know the other people in the carriage I came in, and of course they + didn't think to wait for me. That's why—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, “I—” And that seemed all he had to say just then. + </p> + <p> + Mary looked out through the dusty window. “I think we'd better be going + home, if you please,” she said. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” Bibbs agreed, not moving. “It will be dark before we get there.” + </p> + <p> + She gave him a quick little glance. “I think you must be very tired, Mr. + Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be,” she said, gently. “If you'll + let me, I'll—” And without explaining her purpose she opened the + door on her side of the coupe and leaned out. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + </p> + <p> + “Driver!” she called, in her clear voice, loudly. “Driver! We'd like to + start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. Sheridan's, + please.” The wheels began to move, and she leaned back beside Bibbs once + more. “I noticed that he was asleep when we got in,” she said. “I suppose + they have a great deal of night work.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. “I've + never been able to apologize quickly,” he said, with his accustomed + slowness, “because if I try to I stammer. My brother Roscoe whipped me + once, when we were boys, for stepping on his slate-pencil. It took me so + long to tell him it was an accident, he finished before I did.” + </p> + <p> + Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, gentle + voice or the odd implication that his not noticing the motionless state of + their vehicle was an “accident.” She had formed a casual impression of + him, not without sympathy, but at once she discovered that he was unlike + any of her cursory and vague imaginings of him. And suddenly she saw a + picture he had not intended to paint for sympathy: a sturdy boy hammering + a smaller, sickly boy, and the sickly boy unresentful. Not that picture + alone; others flashed before her. Instantaneously she had a glimpse of + Bibbs's life and into his life. She had a queer feeling, new to her + experience, of knowing him instantly. It startled her a little; and then, + with some surprise, she realized that she was glad he had sat so long, + after getting into the coupe, before he noticed that it had not started. + What she did not realize, however, was that she had made no response to + his apology, and they passed out of the cemetery gates, neither having + spoken again. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was silence. + The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled with a rich + presence for him; and presently it was so dark that neither of the two + could see the other, nor did even their garments touch. But neither had + any sense of being alone. The wheels creaked steadily, rumbling presently + on paved streets; there were the sounds, as from a distance, of the + plod-plod of the horses; and sometimes the driver became audible, coughing + asthmatically, or saying, “You, JOE!” with a spiritless flap of the whip + upon an unresponsive back. Oblongs of light from the lamps at + street-corners came swimming into the interior of the coupe and, thinning + rapidly to lances, passed utterly, leaving greater darkness. And yet + neither of these two last attendants at Jim Sheridan's funeral broke the + silence. + </p> + <p> + It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it—too late. Abruptly + she realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of her + companion and not talking to him. “Mr. Sheridan,” she began, not knowing + what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as she realized + the queerness of this drive—“Mr. Sheridan, I—” + </p> + <p> + The coupe stopped. “You, JOE!” said the driver, reproachfully, and climbed + down and opened the door. + </p> + <p> + “What's the trouble?” Bibbs inquired. + </p> + <p> + “Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir.” + </p> + <p> + Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it + mustn't be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + </p> + <p> + “What?” Bibbs demanded. + </p> + <p> + “We're there, sir,” said the driver, sympathetically. “Next house north of + Mr. Sheridan's.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs descended to the curb. “Why, yes,” he said. “Yes, you seem to be + right.” And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front windows + of Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + </p> + <p> + “Let me help you,” said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and she + was several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “Oh no,” she murmured. “I think I can—” She meant that she could get + out of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had already + accomplished this feat, she decided not to complete the sentence. + </p> + <p> + “You, JOE!” cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he rumbled + away at his team's best pace—a snail's. + </p> + <p> + “Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, stiffly. She + did not offer her hand. “Good night.” + </p> + <p> + “Good night,” Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked beside + her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. Realization + of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, beginning to shock + her; she stepped aside from the light that fell through the glass panels + of the door and withheld her hand as it touched the old-fashioned + bell-handle. + </p> + <p> + “I'm quite safe, thank you,” she said, with a little emphasis. “Good + night.” + </p> + <p> + “Good night,” said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the street + he looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + </p> + <p> + Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out + from the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + </p> + <p> + “Where are your eyes, Bibbs?” demanded Roscoe. “Sleep-walking, as usual?” + </p> + <p> + But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. “Come over to our house for a + little while, Bibbs,” she urged. “I want to—” + </p> + <p> + “No, I'd better—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all quiet over + there—all worn out. Just come for a minute.” + </p> + <p> + He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with real + feeling: “'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! And I don't + wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You mustn't get down sick + again. I'm going to make you take a little brandy.” + </p> + <p> + He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and was + grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the + decanters on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much + heavier libation in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl + leaned against the sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and + recalling the names of the donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed + Bibbs to remain longer when he rose to go, and then, as he persisted, she + went with him to the front door. He opened it, and she said: + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. How + did you happen to be there?” + </p> + <p> + “I had only been to the door,” he said. “Good night, Sibyl.” + </p> + <p> + “Wait,” she insisted. “We saw you coming out.” + </p> + <p> + “I wasn't,” he explained, moving to depart. “I'd just brought Miss + Vertrees home.” + </p> + <p> + “What?” she cried. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, and stepped out upon the porch, “that was it. Good night, + Sibyl.” + </p> + <p> + “Wait!” she said, following him across the threshold. “How did that + happen? I thought you were going to wait while those men filled the—the—” + She paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + </p> + <p> + “I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there,” he said, reluctantly. “She had + walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were leaving. + When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one left.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow + breathlessness. “And she drove home from Jim's funeral—with you!” + </p> + <p> + Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand ineffectually + over her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the house, hurling the door + shut behind her. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIII + </h2> + <p> + Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had laughed. + The laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond suspicion, but it + seemed to him that she had only affected the effort to suppress it and + that she wished it to be significant. Significant of what? And why had she + wished to impress upon him the fact of her overwhelming amusement? He + found no answer, but she had succeeded in disturbing him, and he wished + that he had not encountered her. + </p> + <p> + At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering about + the house, several mournfully admiring the “Bay of Naples,” and others + occupied with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited for trains. + Edith and her mother had retired to some upper fastness, but Bibbs + interviewed Jackson and had the various groups of relatives summoned to + the dining-room for food. One great-uncle, old Gideon Sheridan from + Boonville, could not be found, and Bibbs went in search of him. He + ransacked the house, discovering the missing antique at last by accident. + Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, Bibbs heard a murmurous sound, + and paused to listen. The sound proved to be a quavering and rickety + voice, monotonously bleating: + </p> + <p> + “The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember that; we + got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a-gittin' along, and + I've seen a-many of 'em go—two daughters and a son the Lord give me, + and He has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth + away! Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, James. Bildad the Shuhite + says, 'He shall have neither son nor nephew among his people, nor any + remaining in his dwellings.' Bildad the Shuhite—” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, in his + underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, swinging + backward and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long white beard and + gazing at the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned him urgently, but Uncle + Gideon paid no attention. + </p> + <p> + “Bildad the Shuhite spake and he says, 'If thy children have sinned + against Him and He have cast them away—'” + </p> + <p> + There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows rattled. + The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, but Uncle Gideon + leaped from his chair. “My God!” he cried. “What's that?” + </p> + <p> + There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. + Bibbs went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, + discovered the source of the disturbance. Gideon's grandson, a boy of + fourteen, had brought his camera to the funeral and was taking + “flash-lights” of the Moor. Uncle Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's + explanation, would have returned to finish his quotation from Bildad the + Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little argument persuaded him + to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, after closing the + door of his father's room. + </p> + <p> + He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing several + attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; and it was + a relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile was waiting to + convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. They were the last + to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing to his own room. + </p> + <p> + He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went to the + window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where Mary + Vertrees lived. Then he opened his trunk, took therefrom a small note-book + half filled with fragmentary scribblings, and began to write: + </p> +<div class="blok"> + <p>Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at + anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the + cemetery, but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are + out of hearing, it strikes up, “Darktown is Out To-night.” That + is natural—but there are women whose laughter is like the whirring + of whips. Why is it that certain kinds of laughter seem to spoil + something hidden away from the laughers? If they do not know of + it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? Yet it + does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not + out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a + man would not look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look + beautiful, though, at the funeral of a man whom she had known and + liked. And in that case, too, she would probably not want to talk + if she drove home from the cemetery with his brother: nor would + she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either stupid or + timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and + drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to + listen to him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence + is open to suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. + It may be dignity, or it may be false teeth.</p> + +<p> Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become perceptible in a small + inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of gasoline rising + from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside her + than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady— + but there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may + be three feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a + great deal before you reach the end of it. Still, it may be that + one should begin to speak.</p> + +<p> + + No one could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of + the people that are in this world. There are some so wonderful + you do not understand how the dead COULD die. How could they let + themselves? A falling building does not care who falls with it. + It does not choose who shall be upon its roof and who shall not. + Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman of the world + should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the length + of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three + miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! + Even if she thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had + heard from others that he was a disappointment to his own people, + even if she had seen for herself that he was a useless and + irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him at least + to speak—she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make + sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every + step of the way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a + frozen fish. And she might be right. She might be right if she + thought him about as pleasant a companion as—as Bildad the Shuhite!</p> +</div> + <p> + Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a + period of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing-gown + and slippers, and went softly out into the hall—to his father's + door. Upon the floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier in + the evening, to place upon a table in Sheridan's room—but the food + was untouched. Bibbs stood listening outside the door for several minutes. + There came no sound from within, and he went back to his own room and to + bed. + </p> + <p> + In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his + experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little pause—sleep + has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is a curious half-void, a + glimpse of aphasia; and although the person experiencing it may not know + for that instant his own name or age or sex, he may be acutely conscious + of depression or elation. It is the moment, as we say, before we + “remember”; and for the first time in Bibbs's life it came to him bringing + a vague happiness. He woke to a sense of new riches; he had the feeling of + a boy waking to a birthday. But when the next moment brought him his + memory, he found nothing that could explain his exhilaration. On the + contrary, under the circumstances it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. + However, it was a brief visitation and was gone before he had finished + dressing. It left a little trail, the pleased recollection of it and the + puzzle of it, which remained unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the + morning is not usually the result of a drive home from a funeral. No + wonder the sequence evaded Bibbs Sheridan! + </p> + <p> + His father had gone when he came down-stairs. “Went on down to 's office, + jes' same,” Jackson informed him. “Came sat breakfas'-table, all by + 'mself; eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' eat a + thing. Yessuh, went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. Yessuh, I reckon + putty much ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta do.” + </p> + <p> + It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days had + passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan cried a + little, now and then, but no other external difference was to be seen. + Edith was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch proved herself + able to argue with her mother upon the propriety of receiving calls in the + earliest stages of “mourning.” Lunch was as usual—for Jim and his + father had always lunched down-town—and the afternoon was as usual. + Bibbs went for his drive, and his mother went with him, as she sometimes + did when the weather was pleasant. Altogether, the usualness of things was + rather startling to Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's childhood. + “But you wouldn't remember about that,” she said, after narrating an + episode. “You were too little. He was always a good boy, just like that. + And he'd save whatever papa gave him, and put it in the bank. I reckon + it'll just about kill your father to put somebody in his place as + president of the Realty Company, Bibbs. I know he can't move Roscoe over; + he told me last week he'd already put as much on Roscoe as any one man + could handle and not go crazy. Oh, it's a pity—” She stopped to wipe + her eyes. “It's a pity you didn't run more with Jim, Bibbs, and kind o' + pick up his ways. Think what it'd meant to papa now! You never did run + with either Roscoe or Jim any, even before you got sick. Of course, you + were younger; but it always DID seem queer—and you three bein' + brothers like that. I don't believe I ever saw you and Jim sit down + together for a good talk in my life.” + </p> + <p> + “Mother, I've been away so long,” Bibbs returned, gently. “And since I + came home I—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs,” she said. “Jim ain't been home much + of an evening since you got back—what with his work and callin' and + goin' to the theater and places, and often not even at the house for + dinner. Right the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner at some + miser'ble rest'rant down by the Pump Works, he was so set on overseein' + the night work and gettin' everything finished up right to the minute he + told papa he would. I reckon you might 'a' put in more time with Jim if + there'd been more opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you feel almost as if you + scarcely really knew him right well.” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I hadn't + much to say about the things that interested him, because I don't know + much about them.” + </p> + <p> + “It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!” she moaned. “And you'll have to learn to + know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, because I felt it + was all between your father and you, but I honestly do believe it will + just kill him if he has to have any more trouble on top of all this! You + mustn't LET him, Bibbs—you mustn't! You don't know how he's grieved + over you, and now he can't stand any more—he just can't! Whatever he + says for you to do, you DO it, Bibbs, you DO it! I want you to promise me + you will.” + </p> + <p> + “I would if I could,” he said, sorrowfully. + </p> + <p> + “No, no! Why can't you?” she cried, clutching his arm. “He wants you to go + back to the machine-shop and—” + </p> + <p> + “And—'like it'!” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that's it—to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it + wouldn't hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit—the doctor said + that himself, Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much for + your father? You ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got a + beautiful house to live in; you got automobiles to ride in; you got fur + coats and warm clothes; you been taken care of all your life. And you + don't KNOW how he worked for the money to give all these things to you! + You don't DREAM what he had to go through and what he risked when we were + startin' out in life; and you never WILL know! And now this blow has + fallen on him out of a clear sky, and you make it out to be a hardship to + do like he wants you to! And all on earth he asks is for you to go back to + the work in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt you! That's all he asks. + Look, Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, but before we get there I want + you to promise me that you'll do what he asks you to. Promise me!” + </p> + <p> + In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see him + better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for her before + he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “There!” she exclaimed, satisfied. “That's a good boy! That's all I wanted + you to say.” + </p> + <p> + “Don't give me any credit,” he said, ruefully. “There isn't anything else + for me to do.” + </p> + <p> + “Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he soothed her. “We'll have to begin to make the spirit a + cheerful one. We may—” They were turning into their own driveway as + he spoke, and he glanced at the old house next door. Mary Vertrees was + visible in the twilight, standing upon the front steps, bareheaded, the + door open behind her. She bowed gravely. + </p> + <p> + “'We may'—what?” asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + </p> + <p> + “What is it, mother?” + </p> + <p> + “You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'.” + </p> + <p> + “Did I?” said Bibbs, blankly. “Well, what WERE we saying?” + </p> + <p> + “Of all the queer boys!” she cried. “You always were. Always! You haven't + forgot what you just promised me, have you?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he answered, as the car stopped. “No, the spirit will be as cheerful + as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave like—” + </p> + <p> + His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she failed + to hear his final words. + </p> + <p> + “Behave like who, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing.” + </p> + <p> + But she was fretful in her grief. “You said it wouldn't do to behave like + SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?” + </p> + <p> + “It was just nonsense,” he explained, turning to go in. “An obscure person + I don't think much of lately.” + </p> + <p> + “Behave like WHO?” she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant + insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell Dr. + Gurney about it. + </p> + <p> + “Like Bildad the Shuhite!” was what Bibbs said. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIV + </h2> + <p> + The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was Sheridan's + custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the library, while his + wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old habit) or allowed herself to + be repeatedly baffled by one of the simpler forms of solitaire. To-night + she did neither, but sat in her customary chair, gazing at the fire, while + Sheridan let the unfolded paper rest upon his lap, though now and then he + lifted it, as if to read, and let it fall back upon his knees again. Bibbs + came in noiselessly and sat in a corner, doing nothing; and from a + “reception-room” across the hall an indistinct vocal murmur became just + audible at intervals. Once, when this murmur grew louder, under stress of + some irrepressible merriment, Edith's voice could be heard—“Bobby, + aren't you awful!” and Sheridan glanced across at his wife appealingly. + </p> + <p> + She rose at once and went into the “reception-room”; there was a flurry of + whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall—Edith and her + suitor changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. Sheridan returned to + her chair in the library. + </p> + <p> + “They won't bother you any more, papa,” she said, in a comforting voice. + “She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this evening, and + I said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she said she'd already + told him he could.” She paused, then added, rather guiltily: “I got kind + of a notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much as he used to. Maybe—maybe + you better ask Roscoe, papa.” And as Sheridan nodded solemnly, she + concluded, in haste: “Don't say I said to. I might be wrong about it, + anyway.” + </p> + <p> + He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. + Sheridan broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that + brought tears. “That Miss Vertrees was a good girl,” she said. “SHE was + all right.” + </p> + <p> + Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of thought, + for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + </p> + <p> + “Did you—How did you fix it about the—the Realty Company?” she + faltered. “Did you—” + </p> + <p> + He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. “I + fixed it,” he said, in a husky voice. “I moved Cantwell up, and put + Johnston in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among the four + men with salaries high enough to take it.” He went to her, put his hand + upon her shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous breath. “It's my + bedtime, mamma; I'm goin' up.” He dropped the hand from her shoulder and + moved slowly away, but when he reached the door he stopped and spoke + again, without turning to look at her. “The Realty Company'll go right on + just the same,” he said. “It's like—it's like sand, mamma. It puts + me in mind of chuldern playin' in a sand-pile. One of 'em sticks his + finger in the sand and makes a hole, and another of 'em'll pat the place + with his hand, and all the little grains of sand run in and fill it up and + settle against one another; and then, right away it's flat on top again, + and you can't tell there ever was a hole there. The Realty Company'll go + on all right, mamma. There ain't anything anywhere, I reckon, that + wouldn't go right on—just the same.” + </p> + <p> + And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy tread + upon the stairs. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. + “It's so forlone,” she said, chokingly. “That's the first time he spoke + since he came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' hurt him to + hear Edith laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to let him come, + right the very first evening this way; she'd oughtn't to done it! She just + seems to lose her head over him, and it scares me. You heard what Sibyl + said the other day, and—and you heard what—what—” + </p> + <p> + “What Edith said to Sibyl?” Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + </p> + <p> + “We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!” she wailed. “Oh, it looks as if + movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! It scares me!” + She put both her hands over her face. “Oh, Bibbs, Bibbs! if you only + wasn't so QUEER! If you could only been a kind of dependable son! I don't + know what we're all comin' to!” And, weeping, she followed her husband. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man who + has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room—it was called + “the smoking-room”—where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up + in no welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to a + less conspicuous adjacency. + </p> + <p> + “Good evening,” said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a leather + easy-chair near them. + </p> + <p> + “What is it?” asked Edith, plainly astonished. + </p> + <p> + “Nothing,” he returned, smiling. + </p> + <p> + She frowned. “Did you want something?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I sha'n't be + going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be anybody left for + me to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn.” + </p> + <p> + “'CHAT with'!” she echoed, incredulously. + </p> + <p> + “I can talk about almost anything,” said Bibbs with an air of genial + politeness. “It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about business—if + that's what you happened to be talking about. But you aren't in business, + are you, Mr. Lamhorn?” + </p> + <p> + “Not now,” returned Lamhorn, shortly. + </p> + <p> + “I'm not, either,” said Bibbs. “It was getting cloudier than usual, I + noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. Rain + to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised.” + </p> + <p> + He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of which + had now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he sat + expectantly, looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as if implying + that it was their turn to speak. Edith returned his gaze with a mixture of + astonishment and increasing anger, while Mr. Lamhorn was obviously + disturbed, though Bibbs had been as considerate as possible in presenting + the weather as a topic. Bibbs had perceived that Lamhorn had nothing in + his mind at any time except “personalities”—he could talk about + people and he could make love. Bibbs, wishing to be courteous, offered the + weather. + </p> + <p> + Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude in the + leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent fixture for the + rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope that he would move, and + Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking silly. + </p> + <p> + “I was just going,” he said, rising. + </p> + <p> + “Oh NO!” Edith cried, sharply. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Good night! I think I—” + </p> + <p> + “Too bad,” said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, + while Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She heard + Bibbs offering to “help” Lamhorn with his overcoat and the latter rather + curtly declining assistance, these episodes of departure being followed by + the closing of the outer door. She ran into the hall. + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter with you?” she cried, furiously. “What do you MEAN? How + did you dare come in there when you knew—” + </p> + <p> + Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up the + stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs came up, a + few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Bibbs,” she said, shaking her head woefully, “you'd oughtn't to + distress your sister! She says you drove that young man right out of the + house. You'd ought to been more considerate.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's + naive shadow motionless across its threshold. “Yes,” he said. “He doesn't + appear to be much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse of one.” + </p> + <p> + Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: “You call yourself one?” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he answered. “I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't claim—” + But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + </p> + <p> + “There,” he said, sighing. “That's almost the first time in my life I ever + tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly in what I + tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!” + </p> + <p> + “You hurt her feelin's,” she groaned. “You must 'a' gone at it too rough, + Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + He looked upon her wanly. “That's my trouble, mother,” he murmured. “I'm a + plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man.” + </p> + <p> + For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. “Hush your + nonsense!” she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile + appearing. “You go to bed.” + </p> + <p> + He kissed her and obeyed. + </p> + <p> + Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast-table. + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't do that under a misapprehension,” he warned her, when they + were alone in the dining-room. + </p> + <p> + “Do what under a what?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'” he + told her, gravely. “I have a prejudice against that young man.” + </p> + <p> + She laughed. “I guess you think it means a great deal who you have + prejudices against!” In mockery she adopted the manner of one who + implores. “Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR influence + with papa against him!” And she laughed louder. + </p> + <p> + “Listen,” he said, with peculiar earnestness. “I'll tell you now, because—because + I've decided I'm one of the family.” And then, as if the earnestness were + too heavy for him to carry it further, he continued, in his usual tone, + “I'm drunk with power, Edith.” + </p> + <p> + “What do you want to tell me?” she demanded, brusquely. + </p> + <p> + “Lamhorn made love to Sibyl,” he said. + </p> + <p> + Edith hooted. “SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat between + us the other day when I the same as accused her of it, and said something + like that to you afterward—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said, gravely. “I KNOW.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + “I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and + Lamhorn—” + </p> + <p> + Edith screamed with laughter. “You were with ROSCOE—and you heard + Lamhorn making love to Sibyl!” + </p> + <p> + “No. I heard them quarreling.” + </p> + <p> + “You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!” she cried. “You say he made love to her + because you heard them quarreling!” + </p> + <p> + “That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can—by + the way they quarrel.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!—it's + always certain—” + </p> + <p> + Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. “You ought to + know. You've had so much experience, yourself!” + </p> + <p> + “I haven't any, Edith,” he said. “My life has been about as exciting as an + incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at things.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, then,” she said, “if you look out through the glass you must know + what effect such stuff would have upon ME!” She rose, visibly agitated. + “What if it WAS true?” she demanded, bitterly. “What if it was true a + hundred times over? You sit there with your silly face half ready to + giggle and half ready to sniffle, and tell me stories like that, about + Sibyl picking on Bobby Lamhorn and worrying him to death, and you think it + matters to ME? What if I already KNEW all about their 'quarreling'? What + if I understood WHY she—” She broke off with a violent gesture, a + sweep of her arm extended at full length, as if she hurled something to + the ground. “Do you think a girl that really cared for a man would pay any + attention to THAT? Or to YOU, Bibbs Sheridan!” + </p> + <p> + He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. She + met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she had + spoken and he meant to agree with what she said. + </p> + <p> + “Ah, yes,” he said. “I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm sorry, + Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see until you + see for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out of it—especially + me!” + </p> + <p> + “That's sensible,” she responded, curtly. “You're most surprising of all + when you're sensible, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he sighed. “I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, Edith.” + </p> + <p> + Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and George + appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was waiting there, he + announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but friendly touch upon the + shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, and left her. + </p> + <p> + Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he merely + glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was not over fifty, + in spite of Sheridan's habitual “ole Doc Gurney.” He was gray, however, + almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always he looked drowsy. + </p> + <p> + “Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs,” he said, not + rising. “Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here in front of + me—between me and the fire. I want to see if I can see through you.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean you're too sleepy to move,” returned Bibbs, complying. “I think + you'll notice that I'm getting worse.” + </p> + <p> + “Taken on about twelve pounds,” said Gurney. “Thirteen, maybe.” + </p> + <p> + “Twelve.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, it won't do.” The doctor rubbed his eyelids. “You're so much better + I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just where you + are. You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down—all the + way. I suppose you know why your father wants to know.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs nodded. “Machine-shop.” + </p> + <p> + “Still hate it?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs nodded again. + </p> + <p> + “Don't blame you!” the doctor grunted. “Yes, I expect it'll make a lump in + your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell him you've got the + old lump there yet? You still want to write, do you?” + </p> + <p> + “What's the use?” Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. “My kind of writing!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” the doctor agreed. “I suppose if you broke away and lived on roots + and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention of + editors' you might be able to hope for an income of four or five hundred + dollars a year by the time you're fifty.” + </p> + <p> + “That's about it,” Bibbs murmured. + </p> + <p> + “Of course I know what you want to do,” said Gurney, drowsily. “You don't + hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show—the noise and + jar and dirt, the scramble—the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' + You'd like to go somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and bask + on a balcony, smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow fat on it + and have a delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what do you say? I + can lie like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father he'll lose another of + his boys if you don't go to Sicily?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't want to go to Sicily,” said Bibbs. “I want to stay right here.” + </p> + <p> + The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his patient + a sharp glance. “It's a risk,” he said. “I think we'll find you're so much + better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. Something's got hold + of you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical as you used to be. But I + warn you: I think the shop will knock you just as it did before, and + perhaps even harder, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. “Well, when we go over you + this afternoon what are we going to say about it?” + </p> + <p> + “Tell him I'm ready,” said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + </p> + <p> + “Oh no,” Gurney laughed. “Not quite yet; but you may be almost. We'll see. + Don't forget I said to walk down.” + </p> + <p> + And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor + informed Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be pleasing. + “Here's a new 'situation' for a one-act farce,” he said, gloomily, to his + next patient when Bibbs had gone. “Doctor tells a man he's well, and + that's his death sentence, likely. Dam' funny world!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon this + point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on any point, + so discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a dingy afternoon, + and the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, but to his nostrils, + though most of the pedestrians were so saturated with the smell they could + no longer detect it. Nearly all of them walked hurriedly, too intent upon + their destinations to be more than half aware of the wayside; they wore + the expressions of people under a vague yet constant strain. They were all + lightly powdered, inside and out, with fine dust and grit from the + hard-paved streets, and they were unaware of that also. They did not even + notice that they saw the smoke, though the thickened air was like a + shrouding mist. And when Bibbs passed the new “Sheridan Apartments,” now + almost completed, he observed that the marble of the vestibule was already + streaky with soot, like his gloves, which were new. + </p> + <p> + That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the way + from his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought which + continued till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route was by a + street parallel to that on which the New House fronted, and in his + preoccupation he walked a block farther than he intended, so that, having + crossed to his own street, he approached the New House from the north, and + as he came to the corner of Mr. Vertrees's lot Mr. Vertrees's daughter + emerged from the front door and walked thoughtfully down the path to the + old picket gate. She was unconscious of the approach of the pedestrian + from the north, and did not see him until she had opened the gate and he + was almost beside her. Then she looked up, and as she saw him she started + visibly. And if this thing had happened to Robert Lamhorn, he would have + had a thought far beyond the horizon of faint-hearted Bibbs's thoughts. + Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his thought. He would have said: “You + jumped because you were thinking of me!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0015" id="link2HCH0015"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XV + </h2> + <p> + Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand closing + the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction Bibbs was + walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they should walk + together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had paused in his + slow stride, and there elapsed an instant before either spoke or moved—it + was no longer than that, and yet it sufficed for each to seem to say, by + look and attitude, “Why, it's YOU!” + </p> + <p> + Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's name + as if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came to a stop + simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they began to walk + on together he contrived to find his voice. + </p> + <p> + “I—I—hate a frozen fish myself,” he said. “I think three miles + was too long for you to put up with one.” + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which + restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. “Mr. Sheridan, you're + lovely to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say it's + turning cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we didn't know + each other well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an imposition for me + to have made you bring me home, and after I went into the house I decided + I should have walked. Besides, it wasn't three miles to the car-line. I + never thought of it!” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs, earnestly. “I didn't, either. I might have said + something if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; I must + remember that, and not worry about it later. I think I'm talking, though + it doesn't sound intelligent even to me. I made up my mind that if I ever + met you again I'd turn on my voice and keep it going, no mater what it + said. I—” + </p> + <p> + She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one which + Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, “a cripple would + crawl five miles to hear.” And at the merry lilting of it Bibbs's father's + son took heart to forget some of his trepidation. “I'll be any kind of + idiot,” he said, “if you'll laugh at me some more. It won't be difficult + for me.” + </p> + <p> + She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which Mary + perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and irritated + description of him to her mother just after she had seen him for the first + time. “Rather tragic and altogether impossible.” It seemed to her now that + she must have been blind. + </p> + <p> + They had passed the New House without either of them showing—or + possessing—any consciousness that it had been the destination of one + of them. + </p> + <p> + “I'll keep on talking,” Bibbs continued, cheerfully, “and you keep on + laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. I'm + making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered by my + bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and that makes me + bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm afraid of what I'll + think of myself later if I don't keep talking—talking now, I mean—and + I'm afraid of what I'll think of myself if I do. And besides these two + things, I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't remember talking as much as this + more than once or twice in my life. I suppose it was always in me to do + it, though, the first time I met any one who didn't know me well enough + not to listen.” + </p> + <p> + “But you're not really talking to me,” said Mary. “You're just thinking + aloud.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he returned, gravely. “I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making + vocal sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the + subject of what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change it, + but I don't know how. I haven't any experience in talking, and I don't + know how to manage it.” + </p> + <p> + “You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. + “Not even if you really talked about yourself.” She turned her face toward + him as she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was pathetically amazed + by the look she gave him. It was a glowing look, warmly friendly and + understanding, and, what almost shocked him, it was an eagerly interested + look. Bibbs was not accustomed to anything like that. + </p> + <p> + “I—you—I—I'm—” he stammered, and the faint color + in his cheeks grew almost vivid. + </p> + <p> + She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance that came + into his face. There was something about him, too, that explained how + “queer” many people might think him; but he did not seem “queer” to Mary + Vertrees; he seemed the most quaintly natural person she had ever met. + </p> + <p> + He waited, and became coherent. “YOU say something now,” he said. “I don't + even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing the funny man's + solo! You—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she interrupted. “I'd rather play your accompaniment.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll stop and listen to it, then.” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps—” she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a + gesture with her muff, indicating a large brick church which they were + approaching. “Do you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose I could,” he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at her. + “But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me I'd better + say anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. The other reason I + don't want to see the church is that I have a feeling it's where you're + going, and where I'll be sent back.” + </p> + <p> + She shook her head in cheery negation. “Not unless you want to be. Would + you like to come with me?” + </p> + <p> + “Why—why—yes,” he said. “Anywhere!” And again it was apparent + that he spoke in simple truthfulness. + </p> + <p> + “Then come—if you care for organ music. The organist is an old + friend of mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. He had + a degree from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he gave up + everything for music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. He looks like + Beethoven, doesn't he? I think he knows that, perhaps and enjoys it a + little. I hope so.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. “I think Beethoven + would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like other people.” + </p> + <p> + “I haven't kept you?” Mary said to the organist. + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he answered, heartily. “I would not mind so only you should + shooer come!” + </p> + <p> + “This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me.” + </p> + <p> + The organist looked bluntly surprised. “Iss that SO?” he exclaimed. “Well, + I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle playink. He iss + musician himself, then, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. “I—I + played the—I tried to play—” Fortunately he checked himself; + he had been about to offer the information that he had failed to master + the jews'-harp in his boyhood. “No, I'm not a musician,” he contented + himself with saying. + </p> + <p> + “What?” Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. “Young man, you are fortunate! I + play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. You are the first. You are + the first one EVER!” + </p> + <p> + They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist + finished speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary Vertrees in + a dazed way that was not of her perceiving; for, though she stopped as he + did, her gaze followed the organist, who was walking away from them toward + the front of the church, shaking his white Beethovian mane roguishly. + </p> + <p> + “It's false pretenses on my part,” Bibbs said. “You mean to be kind to the + sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going back to work + in a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to play, hadn't I?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, beginning to walk forward. “Not unless you don't like + great music.” + </p> + <p> + He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft + ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of pipes + ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; they + covered all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's figure, + reaching its high perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian magician + ludicrously daring the attempt to control a monster certain to overwhelm + him. + </p> + <p> + “This afternoon some Handel!” he turned to shout. + </p> + <p> + Mary nodded. “Will you like that?” she asked Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know anything + about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If I knew enough to + pretend, I would.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, “you wouldn't.” + </p> + <p> + She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; the + huge empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people + listening filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with it. + The two sat intensely still, the great sound all round about them, while + the church grew dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a tiny star of + light. His white head moved from side to side beneath it rhythmically, or + lunged and recovered with the fierceness of a duelist thrusting, but he + was magnificently the master of his giant, and it sang to his magic as he + bade it. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was wholly + unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. Unlike the + tale, it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought him to the + enchanted cave, and that—for Bibbs—was what made its magic + dazing. It seemed to him a long, long time since he had been walking home + drearily from Dr. Gurney's office; it seemed to him that he had set out + upon a happy journey since then, and that he had reached another planet, + where Mary Vertrees and he sat alone together listening to a vast choiring + of invisible soldiers and holy angels. There were armies of voices about + them singing praise and thanksgiving; and yet they were alone. It was + incredible that the walls of the church were not the boundaries of the + universe, to remain so for ever; incredible that there was a smoky street + just yonder, where housemaids were bringing in evening papers from front + steps and where children were taking their last spins on roller-skates + before being haled indoors for dinner. + </p> + <p> + He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew it + could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to her, + saying: “You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know the dream + that these sounds bring to me?” And it seemed to him as though she + answered continually: “I hear! I hear that strain, and I hear the new one + that you are hearing now. I know the dream that these sounds bring to you. + Yes, yes, I hear it all! We hear—together!” + </p> + <p> + And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow except + the vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, with the white + head moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness that the girl sitting + beside him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see her as plainly as ever in + the darkness, though he did not look at her. And all the mighty chanting + of the organ's multitudinous voices that afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be + chorusing of her and interpreting her, singing her thoughts and singing + for him the world of humble gratitude that was in his heart because she + was so kind to him. It all meant Mary. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0016" id="link2HCH0016"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XVI + </h2> + <p> + But when she asked him what it meant, on their homeward way, he was + silent. They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, + walking slowly. + </p> + <p> + “I'll tell you what it meant to me,” she said, as he did not immediately + reply. “Almost any music of Handel's always means one thing above all + others to me: courage! That's it. It makes cowardice of whining seem so + infinitesimal—it makes MOST things in our hustling little lives seem + infinitesimal.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said. “It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are + hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering every + way to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town to-morrow. + And yet there isn't anything down there worth getting to. They're like + servants drudging to keep the house going, and believing the drudgery + itself is the great thing. They make so much noise and fuss and dirt they + forget that the house was meant to live in. The housework has to be done, + but the people who do it have been so overpaid that they're confused and + worship the housework. They're overpaid, and yet, poor things! they + haven't anything that a chicken can't have. Of course, when the world gets + to paying its wages sensibly that will be different.” + </p> + <p> + “Do you mean 'communism'?” she asked, and she made their slow pace a + little slower—they had only three blocks to go. + </p> + <p> + “Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very sensible + now—especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and can't! + 'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's fair for all + the strong runners to start from the same mark and give the weak ones a + fair distance ahead, so that all can run something like even on the + stretch. And wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if they could all cross the + winning-line together? Who really enjoys beating anybody—if he sees + the beaten man's face? The only way we can enjoy getting ahead of other + people nowadays is by forgetting what the other people feel. And that,” he + added, “is nothing of what the music meant to me. You see, if I keep + talking about what it didn't mean I can keep from telling you what it did + mean.” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't it mean courage to you, too—a little?” she asked. “Triumph + and praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, they were all there,” Bibbs said. “I don't know the name of what he + played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man that makes the + music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and the name he puts + to it can't make much difference—except to himself and people very + much like him, I suppose.” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that.” + </p> + <p> + “I imagine music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of the + people who hear it,” Bibbs went on, musingly, “according to their own + natures as much as according to the music itself. The musician might + compose something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy Grail, and + some people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, and some would + think of how good they were themselves, and a boy might think of himself + at the head of a solemn procession, carrying a banner and riding a white + horse. And then, if there were some jubilant passages in the music, he'd + think of a circus.” + </p> + <p> + They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did not open + it. Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her kindnesses—not + to be prompt in leaving him. + </p> + <p> + “After all,” she said, “you didn't tell me whether you liked it.” + </p> + <p> + “No. I didn't need to.” + </p> + <p> + “No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said you were + trying to keep from telling me what it did mean.” + </p> + <p> + “I can't keep from telling it any longer,” he said. “The music meant to me—it + meant the kindness of—of you.” + </p> + <p> + “Kindness? How?” + </p> + <p> + “You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp—and sick—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she said, decidedly. “I thought perhaps you'd like to hear Dr. Kraft + play. And you did.” + </p> + <p> + “It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were + playing.” + </p> + <p> + Mary laughed. “I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin—Grieg—Chaminade. + You wouldn't listen!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs drew a deep breath. “I'm frightened again,” he said, in an unsteady + voice. “I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but—” He paused, and + the words sank to a murmur. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, if you want ME to play for you!” she said. “Yes, gladly. It will be + merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play like a hundred + thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when any one's willing to + listen, and if you—” She stopped, checked by a sudden recollection, + and laughed ruefully. “But my piano won't be here after to-night. I—I'm + sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid that if you'd like me to play to you + you'd have to come this evening.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll let me?” he cried. + </p> + <p> + “Certainly, if you care to.” + </p> + <p> + “If I could play—” he said, wistfully, “if I could play like that + old man in the church I could thank you.” + </p> + <p> + “Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, but—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It was the greatest happiness I've ever known.” + </p> + <p> + It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain honesty, + and he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying anything + especially significant, that she knew it was the truth. For a moment she + was nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went in. “You'll come after + dinner, then?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, not moving. “Would you mind if I stood here until time to + come in?” + </p> + <p> + She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the + response of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted + windows of the New House, as though bidding him to run home to his dinner. + </p> + <p> + That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + </p> +<div class="blok"><p> + Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that + is beautiful is music, if you can listen.</p> + +<p> There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand + piano. There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge + with the running of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to + see what you are hearing and to hear what you are seeing.</p> + +<p> There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to + a sparkling sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when + she is near you, you feel strong and ambitious; you forget that + the world doesn't like you. You think that perhaps you are a great + fellow, after all. Then you come away and feel like a boy who has + fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. You'll be whipped + for it—and ought to be.</p> + +<p> There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. + But they do not have the “Greek profile.” I do not believe Helen + of Troy had a “Greek profile”; they would not have fought about her + if her nose had been quite that long. The Greek nose is not the + adorable nose. The adorable nose is about an eighth of an inch + shorter.</p> + +<p> Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the + piano. Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such + things as the primitive impulses of humanity—he could have made a + machine-shop into music. But not if he had to work in it. Wagner + was always dealing in immensities—a machine-shop would have put a + majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. +</p> +<p> There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to + be “sent away.” That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. + “Sent away” is a euphuism for “sent to prison.” But pianos are not + sent to prison, and they are not sent to the tuner—the tuner is + sent to them. Why are pianos “sent away”—and where?</p> + +<p> Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless + life. Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the + gloomy house of that life as if some stray angel just happened to + perch on the roof-tree, resting and singing. And the night after + such a day is lustrous and splendid with the memory of it. Music + and beauty and kindness—those are the three greatest things God + can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who expected + nothing—ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as + it is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich + with new memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of + glory.</p> + +<p> Yes—the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter + than the Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter.</p> + +<p> There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a + conquering hero. But the sick tramp had better remember that's + what he is. Take care, take care! Humble's the word!</p> +</div> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0017" id="link2HCH0017"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XVII + </h2> + <p> + That “mystery about pianos” which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery to Mr. + Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time Bibbs + scribbled the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone up-stairs upon + Bibbs's departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sat until + after midnight in the library, talking. And in all that time they found + not one cheerful topic, but became more depressed with everything and with + every phase of everything that they discussed—no extraordinary state + of affairs in a family which has always “held up its head,” only to arrive + in the end at a point where all it can do is to look on helplessly at the + processes of its own financial dissolution. For that was the point which + this despairing couple had reached—they could do nothing except look + on and talk about it. They were only vaporing, and they knew it. + </p> + <p> + “She needn't to have done that about her piano,” vapored Mr. Vertrees. “We + could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have + consulted me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details with + the—the dealer.” + </p> + <p> + “She thought that it might be—annoying for you,” Mrs. Vertrees + explained. “Really, she planned for you not to know about it until they + had removed—until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to—to + mention it. You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this morning. + She has another idea, too, I'm afraid. It's—it's—” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + </p> + <p> + “Her other idea is—that is, it was—I think it can be avoided, + of course—it was about her furs.” + </p> + <p> + “No!” he exclaimed, quickly. “I won't have it! You must see to that. I'd + rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll try not,” his wife promised. “Of course, they're very handsome.” + </p> + <p> + “All the more reason for her to keep them!” he returned, irritably. “We're + not THAT far gone, I think!” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps not yet,” Mrs. Vertrees said. “She seems to be troubled about the—the + coal matter and—about Tilly. Of course the piano will take care of + some things like those for a while and—” + </p> + <p> + “I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to—” + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way,” she said, comfortingly. + “She arranged with the—with the purchaser that the men will come for + it about half after five in the afternoon. The days are so short now it's + really quite winter.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, yes,” he agreed, moodily. “So far as that goes people have a right to + move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, I suppose, + even by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying much attention + just now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office early the morning + after the funeral.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. “I don't believe that + was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only because he + felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed wrapped up in + his son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about most. He isn't + vulgar in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk a great deal about + his—his actual money—though there was something about blades + of grass that I didn't comprehend. I think he meant something about his + energy—but perhaps not. No, his bragging usually seemed to be not so + much a personal vainglory as about his family and the greatness of this + city.” + </p> + <p> + “'Greatness of this city'!” Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. + “It's nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man who + has the luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' to any + YOUNG man, too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. The fellows + that get what they want out of it say it's 'great,' and everybody else + gets the habit. But you have a different point of view if it's the city + that got what it wanted out of you! Of course Sheridan says it's 'great'.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. “I believe,” she + began, timidly, “he doesn't boast of—that is, I understand he has + never seemed so interested in the—the other one.” + </p> + <p> + Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon it; he + looked more haggard than before. “'The other one',” he repeated, averting + his eyes. “You mean—you mean the third son—the one that was + here this evening?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, the—the youngest,” she returned, her voice so feeble it was + almost a whisper. + </p> + <p> + And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did either + look at the other during that silence. + </p> + <p> + At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. “What—ah—what + was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she came in this + afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, but she answered in + such a low voice I didn't—ah—happen to catch it.” + </p> + <p> + “She—she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she + had enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful + creature I've ever known.'” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile—though he + doesn't seem quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the window + when she went out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't known about + him I'd have thought he had quite an interesting face.” + </p> + <p> + “If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, nothing, of course,” she said, hurriedly. “Nothing definite, that is. + Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, as we thought + at first. It's only—well, of course it IS odd, their attitude about + him. I suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes him—perhaps a + little queer at times, so that he can't apply himself to anything—or + perhaps does odd things. But, after all, of course, we only have an + impression about it. We don't know—that is, positively. I—” + She paused, then went on: “I didn't know just how to ask—that is—I + didn't mention it to Mary. I didn't—I—” The poor lady + floundered pitifully, concluding with a mumble. “So soon after—after + the—the shock.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him,” said Mr. Vertrees. + “I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of him is—” + He broke off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. “I can't + imagine her—oh, NO!” he gasped. And he began to pace the floor. “A + half-witted epileptic!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” she cried. “He may be all right. We—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it's horrible! I can't—” He threw himself back into his chair + again, sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall limply + at his sides. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. “You mustn't give way so,” she said, inspired + for once almost to direct discourse. “Whatever Mary might think of doing, + it wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on ours. But if WE should—should + consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR own account. It isn't because we + think of ourselves.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh God, no!” he groaned. “Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, but + Mary can't be a stenographer!” + </p> + <p> + Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. “Of course,” she murmured, + “it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, but I had a + queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested in this—” She + had almost said “in this one,” but checked herself. “In this young man. + It's natural, of course; she is always so strong and well, and he is—he + seems to be, that is—rather appealing to the—the sympathies.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes!” he agreed, bitterly. “Precisely. The sympathies!” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps,” she faltered, “perhaps you might feel easier if I could have a + little talk with some one?” + </p> + <p> + “With whom?” + </p> + <p> + “I had thought of—not going about it too brusquely, of course, but + perhaps just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to be + talking with somebody that knew the family—and then I might find a + chance to say that I was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, and—Something + of that kind perhaps?” + </p> + <p> + “You don't know anybody that knows the family.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. That is—well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That + Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan is not a—that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced + little woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she is + interested about—that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more + intimate with Mary, naturally. She's always looking over here from her + house; she was looking out the window this afternoon when Mary went out, I + noticed—though I don't think Mary saw her. I'm sure she wouldn't + think it out of place to—to be frank about matters. She called the + other day, and Mary must rather like her—she said that evening that + the call had done her good. Don't you think it might be wise?” + </p> + <p> + “Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, so do I,” she returned, promptly. “It isn't really a thing we should + be considering seriously, of course. Still—” + </p> + <p> + “I should say not! But possibly—” + </p> + <p> + Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned the + lights out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between them + that Mrs. Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain definite + information from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and physical status + of Bibbs. And if he were subject to attacks of lunacy, the unhappy pair + decided to prevent the sacrifice they supposed their daughter intended to + make of herself. Altogether, if there were spiteful ghosts in the old + house that night, eavesdropping upon the woeful comedy, they must have + died anew of laughter! + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. Darkness had + fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were carrying the piano down + the front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was standing in the open doorway behind + them, preparing to withdraw, when she heard a sharp exclamation; and Mrs. + Roscoe Sheridan, bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the light of the + doorway. + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” she cried. “It did give me a fright!” + </p> + <p> + “It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?” Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this + informal appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. + “Won't you come in?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Oh no, thank you!” Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. “You + don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing but your + piano!” She laughed shrilly. “You know, since our tragedy coming so + suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been—almost + hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute or so ago, and + saw your door wide open and black figures of men against the light, + carrying something heavy, and I almost fainted. You see, it was just the + way it looked when I saw them bringing my poor brother-in-law in, next + door, only such a few short days ago. And I thought I'd seen your daughter + start for a drive with Bibbs Sheridan in a car about three o'clock—and— + They aren't back yet, are they?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Good heavens!” + </p> + <p> + “And the only thing I could think of was that something must have happened + to them, and I just dashed over—and it was only your PIANO!” She + broke into laughter again. “I suppose you're just sending it somewhere to + be repaired, aren't you?” + </p> + <p> + “It's—it's being taken down-town,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “Won't you + come in and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, that I + was—ah—” She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her + invitation. “Won't you come in? I'd really—” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home about + this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there.” + </p> + <p> + “That's very sweet.” Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked toward + the street with Sibyl. “It's quite balmy for so late in November, isn't + it? Almost like a May evening.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano,” said Sibyl, watching the + instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. “She plays wonderfully, + Mrs. Kittersby tells me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her + yesterday, after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean Bibbs?” asked Sibyl. + </p> + <p> + “The—the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?” + </p> + <p> + “I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much whether + he was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. Does your + daughter expect the piano back soon?” + </p> + <p> + “I—I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to hear + her play because she had arranged with the—that is, it was to be + removed this afternoon. He seems almost well again.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” Sibyl nodded. “His father's going to try to start him to work.” + </p> + <p> + “He seems very delicate,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “I shouldn't think he would + be able to stand a great deal, either physically or—” She paused and + then added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness—“or + mentally.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right,” said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + </p> + <p> + “Entirely?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, entirely.” + </p> + <p> + “But has he ALWAYS been?” This question came with the same anxious + eagerness. + </p> + <p> + “Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over it.” + </p> + <p> + “And you think—” + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor—” Sibyl choked, and pressed her + handkerchief to her mouth. “Good night, Mrs. Vertrees,” she said, + hurriedly, as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner + above, sending a brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement where + the two ladies were standing. + </p> + <p> + “Won't you come in?” urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound of + a cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. “Do! + There's Mary now, and she—” + </p> + <p> + But Sibyl was half-way across the street. “No, thanks,” she called. “I + hope she won't miss her piano!” And she ran into her own house and plunged + headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her handkerchief over + her mouth. + </p> + <p> + The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the quiet + house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash of a + decanter, dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end of the + hall; and, after a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe came forth, + holding a dripping napkin in his hand. + </p> + <p> + “What's your excitement?” he demanded. “What do you find to go into + hysterics over? Another death in the family?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it's funny!” she gasped. “Those old frost-bitten people! I guess + THEY'RE getting their come-uppance!” Lying prone, she elevated her feet in + the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + </p> + <p> + “Come through, come through!” said her husband, crossly. “What you been up + to?” + </p> + <p> + “Me?” she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. + “Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!” She wiped her eyes. “They've had + to sell their piano!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what of it?” + </p> + <p> + “That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago,” said Sibyl. + “They've been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as last + winter she knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled and + patched, because she got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's cook had + HERS! And the night of the house-warming I kind of got suspicious, myself. + She didn't have one single piece of any kind of real jewelry, and you + could see her dress was an old one done over. Men can't tell those things, + and you all made a big fuss over her, but I thought she looked a sight, + myself! Of course, EDITH was crazy to have her, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well?” he urged, impatiently. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! Just + absolutely NOTHING—and they don't know anywhere to turn! The + family's all died out but them, and all the relatives they got are very + distant, and live East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole town's + been wondering what WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty chances to + marry up to a year or so ago, but she was so indifferent she scared the + men off, and the ones that had wanted to went and married other girls. + Gracious! they were lucky! Marry HER? The man that found himself tied up + to THAT girl—” + </p> + <p> + “Terrible funny, terrible funny!” said Roscoe, with sarcasm. “It's so + funny I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of—” + </p> + <p> + “Wait!” she begged. “You'll see. I was sitting by the window a little + while ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street and some men + go into the house. It was too dark to make out much, and for a minute I + got the idea they were moving out—the house has been foreclosed on, + Mrs. Kittersby says. It seemed funny, too, because I knew that girl was + out riding with Bibbs. Well, I thought I'd see, so I slipped over—and + it was their PIANO! They'd sold it and were trying to sneak it out after + dark, so nobody'd catch on!” Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but + resumed, as her husband seemed about to interrupt the narrative. “Wait a + minute, can't you? The old lady was superintending, and she gave it all + away. I sized her up for one of those old churchy people that tell all + kinds of lies except when it comes to so many words, and then they can't. + She might just as well told me outright! Yes, they'd sold it; and I hope + they'll pay some of their debts. They owe everybody, and last week a + coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with Mr. Vertrees. Their cook + told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't know WHEN she'd seen any + money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as that girl in your + LIFE?” + </p> + <p> + “What girl? Their cook?” + </p> + <p> + “That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into this + neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and out, and + here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll the girl up in + her old things, made over, and send her out to get a Sheridan—she's + GOT to get one! And she just goes in blind; and she tries it on first with + YOU. You remember, she just plain TOLD you she was going to mash you, and + then she found out you were the married one, and turned right square + around to Jim and carried him off his feet. Oh, Jim was landed—there's + no doubt about THAT! But Jim was lucky; he didn't live to STAY landed, and + it's a good thing for him!” Sibyl's mirth had vanished, and she spoke with + virulent rapidity. “Well, she couldn't get you, because you were married, + and she couldn't get Jim, because Jim died. And there they were, dead + broke! Do you know what she did? Do you know what she's DOING?” + </p> + <p> + “No, I don't,” said Roscoe, gruffly. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. “BIBBS! + She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from JIM'S FUNERAL! + Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!” + </p> + <p> + She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. “Bibbs!” she shrieked. + “Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!” + </p> + <p> + He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. “And + yesterday,” she continued, between paroxysms—“yesterday she came out + of the house—just as he was passing. She must have been looking out—waiting + for the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the window! And she got him + there last night—to 'PLAY' to him; the old lady gave that away! And + to-day she made him take her out in a machine! And the cream of it is that + they didn't even know whether he was INSANE or not—they thought + maybe he was, but she went after him just the same! The old lady set + herself to pump me about it to-day. BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! BIBBS!” + </p> + <p> + But Roscoe looked grim. “So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds kind of + pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it might,” she returned, sobering. “It might, if those people weren't + such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency to come down off + the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was funny, but to see 'em + sit up on their pedestal all the time they're eating dirt—well, I + think it's funny! That girl sits up as if she was Queen Elizabeth, and + expects people to wallow on the ground before her until they get near + enough for her to give 'em a good kick with her old patched shoes—oh, + she'd do THAT, all right!—and then she powders up and goes out to + mash—BIBBS SHERIDAN!” + </p> + <p> + “Look here,” said Roscoe, heavily; “I don't care about that one way or + another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you about. I + was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim.” + </p> + <p> + At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. “What + is it?” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” he began, frowning, “what I was going to say then—” He broke + off, and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin in + his hand, threw it pettishly into a corner. “I never expected I'd have to + say anything like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going to ask you + what was the matter between you and Lamhorn.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “I felt the time had come for me to know about it,” he went on. “You never + told me anything—” + </p> + <p> + “You never asked,” she interposed, curtly. + </p> + <p> + “Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much,” said Roscoe. “It looks to + me now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other the way a good + many people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. I was up early and down to + work all day, and I'd come home tired at night, and want to go to bed soon + as I'd got the paper read—unless there was some good musical show in + town. Well, you seemed all right until here lately, the last month or so, + I began to see something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it.” + </p> + <p> + “Wrong?” she said. “What like?” + </p> + <p> + “You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and excited + and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now then, Lamhorn had + been going with us a good while, but I noticed that not long ago you got + to picking on him about every little thing he did; you got to quarreling + with him when I was there and when I wasn't. I could see you'd been + quarreling whenever I came in and he was here.” + </p> + <p> + “Do you object to that?” asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes—when it injures my wife's health!” he returned, with a quick + lift of his eyes to hers. “You began to run down just about the time you + began falling out with him.” He stepped close to her. “See here, Sibyl, + I'm going to know what it means.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you ARE?” she snapped. + </p> + <p> + “You're trembling,” he said, gravely. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!” + </p> + <p> + “That was all I was going to say the other day,” he said. “I was going to + ask you—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What else + have you to say to-night?” + </p> + <p> + “To-night,” he replied, with grim swiftness, “I want to know why you keep + telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming here.” + </p> + <p> + She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, “And what + else did Edith want you to ask me?” + </p> + <p> + “I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn,” he said, + fiercely. + </p> + <p> + “Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped in + there on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell you then + what I said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?” + </p> + <p> + “No, she didn't!” he vociferated, his voice growing louder. “She said, + 'You tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come and see + her, because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! And I want to + know what it means. I intend—” + </p> + <p> + A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. “Dinner is ready,” she said, + and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into the + dining-room. Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + </p> + <p> + “I intend to know exactly what has been going on,” he declared. “I mean to + know just what—” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you DO!” she cried, shrilly. “You mean to know just what's what, do + you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your wife, + and then you come home making a scene before the servants and humiliating + me in their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl didn't hear every + word you said? You go in there and eat your dinner alone! Go on! Go and + eat your dinner alone—because I won't eat with you!” + </p> + <p> + And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon her, + and dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her room slam + overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0018" id="link2HCH0018"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XVIII + </h2> + <p> + At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing + through the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, + found a couple of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. A + window had been open in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left his + note-book on the sill—and the sheets were loose. The door was open, + and when Bibbs came in and closed it, he did not notice that the two + sheets had blown out into the hall. Sheridan recognized the handwriting + and put the sheets in his coat pocket, intending to give them to George or + Jackson for return to the owner, but he forgot and carried them down-town + with him. At noon he found himself alone in his office, and, having a + little leisure, remembered the bits of manuscript, took them out, and + glanced at them. A glance was enough to reveal that they were not + epistolary. Sheridan would not have read a “private letter” that came into + his possession in that way, though in a “matter of business” he might have + felt it his duty to take advantage of an opportunity afforded in any + manner whatsoever. Having satisfied himself that Bibbs's scribblings were + only a sample of the kind of writing his son preferred to the + machine-shop, he decided, innocently enough, that he would be justified in + reading them. + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy + generalization of a companion, and will wear the most agreeable + expression of accepting it as the law, and then—days afterward, + when the thing is a mummy to its promulgator—she will inquire out + of a clear sky: “WHY did you say that the people down-town have + nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you mean?” And she + may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very difficult + —you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously.</p> + +<p> Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is + warm in winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but + dozens. He has a clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he + walks in his April orchard under a roof of flowers. He must die, + violently perhaps, but quickly. Is Midas's cancer a better way? + The rooster's wives and children must die. Are those of Midas + immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but Midas's + life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise.</p> + +<p> The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh + himself anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster + doesn't get. The office-building has an elevator, the rooster + flies up to the bough. Midas has a machine to take him to his work; + the rooster finds his worm underfoot. The “business man” feels + a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits late at wine + after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because it + interferes with the work—he swears never to relieve that pressure + again. The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is + in his favor.</p> + +<p> The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. The rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for + to-morrow. What does he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the + rooster will not have without providing.</p> + +<p> The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, + they love; they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. + Neither knows beauty; neither knows knowledge. And after all, when + Midas dies and the rooster dies, there is one thing Midas has had + and rooster has not. Midas has had the excitement of accumulating + what he has grubbed, and that has been his life and his love and + his god. He cannot take that god with him when he dies. I wonder + if the worthy gods are those we can take with us.</p> + +<p> Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in + his religion—</p> +</div> + <p> + The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. He + crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in a + waste-basket beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia of Names, + which a book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; a volume now + first put to use for the location of “Midas.” Having read the legend, + Sheridan walked up and down the spacious office, exhaling the breath of + contempt. “Dam' fool!” he mumbled. But this was no new thought, nor was + the contrariness of Bibbs's notes a surpise to him; and presently he + dismissed the matter from his mind. + </p> + <p> + He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For a long + time he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe preferred a club + luncheon, but Jim and his father almost always went to a small restaurant + near the Sheridan Building, where they spent twenty minutes in the + consumption of food, and twenty in talk, with cigars. Jim came for his + father every day, at five minutes after twelve, and Sheridan was again in + his office at five minutes before one. But now that Jim no longer came, + Sheridan remained alone in his office; he had not gone out to lunch since + Jim's death, nor did he have anything sent to him—he fasted until + evening. + </p> + <p> + It was the time he missed Jim personally the most—the voice and eyes + and handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these things + were not the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss went far + deeper. Roscoe was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and that was a + great comfort; but it was in Jim that Sheridan had most happily perceived + his own likeness. Jim was the one who would have been surest to keep the + great property growing greater, year by year. Sheridan had fallen asleep, + night after night, picturing what the growth would be under Jim. He had + believed that Jim was absolutely certain to be one of the biggest men in + the country. Well, it was all up to Roscoe now! + </p> + <p> + That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was a + question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife had + suggested it—though vaguely—and he had meant to speak to + Roscoe about it. However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for + several days, and when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had been no + opportunity. + </p> + <p> + He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward four + o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a lower + floor. He found several men waiting for business interviews in an outer + room of the series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he would find his + son busy with others, and that his question would have to be postponed, + but when he entered the door marked “R. C. Sheridan. Private,” Roscoe was + there alone. + </p> + <p> + He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, and + he did not turn as his father opened the door. + </p> + <p> + “Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy,” said + Sheridan. “What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing,” Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes myself! I + just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it'll keep, if you're + workin' something out in your mind!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, paused + with his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless figure in + the chair. Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when he came to the + office. “You're all right, ain't you?” said Sheridan. “Not sick, are you?” + </p> + <p> + “No.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. “I + wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn,” he said. “I guess your + mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you known him + longer'n any of us, so—” + </p> + <p> + “I won't,” said Roscoe, thickly—“I won't say a dam' thing about + him!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position near the + window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were bloodshot and + vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was distorted, and he was + deathly pale. The father stood aghast. + </p> + <p> + “By George!” he muttered. “ROSCOE!” + </p> + <p> + “My name,” said Roscoe. “Can' help that.” + </p> + <p> + “ROSCOE!” Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. Probably + nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find Roscoe—the + steady old wheel-horse—in this condition. “How'd you GET this way?” + he demanded. “You caught cold and took too much for it?” + </p> + <p> + For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. “Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all time, + lately. Firs' you notice it?” + </p> + <p> + “By George!” cried Sheridan. “I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good deal + lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good for you. + Boh! To see you like a common hog!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gesture. + “Hog!” he repeated, chuckling. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, a hog!” said Sheridan, angrily. “In business hours! I don't object + to anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business hours; nor, + if a man keeps his work right up to the scratch, I wouldn't be the one to + baste him if he got good an' drunk once in two, three years, maybe. It + ain't MY way. I let it alone, but I never believed in forcin' my way on a + grown-up son in moral matters. I guess I was wrong! You think them men out + there are waitin' to talk business with a drunkard? You think you can come + to your office and do business drunk? By George! I wonder how often this + has been happening and me not on to it! I'll have a look over your books + to-morrow, and I'll—” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, + contriving to hold himself in position by clutching the back of the heavy + chair in which he had been sitting. + </p> + <p> + “Hoo—hoorah!” he cried. “'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all you + want to—outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing + innerfere business hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. Drink! + Die! L'everything go to hell, but DON' let innerfere business!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling his + own office, overhead. “Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's suite and + get rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him in room + two-fourteen. There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' fellows on the + Kinsey business. Tell 'em something's come up I have to go over with + Roscoe, and tell 'em to come back day after to-morrow at two. You needn't + come in to let me know they're gone; we don't want to be disturbed. Tell + Pauly to call my house and send Claus down here with a closed car. We may + have to go out. Tell him to hustle, and call me at Roscoe's room as soon + as the car gets here. 'T's all!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. “Drunk in business + hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get drunk, mus'n' gamble, + mus'n' kill 'nybody—not in business hours! All right any other time. + Kill 'nybody you want to—'s long 'tain't in business hours! Fine! + Mus'n' have any trouble 't'll innerfere business. Keep your trouble 't + home. Don' bring it to th' office. Might innerfere business! Have funerals + on Sunday—might innerfere business! Don' let your wife innerfere + business! Keep all, all, ALL your trouble an' your meanness, an' your trad—your + tradegy—keep 'em ALL for home use! If you got die, go on die 't home—don' + die round th' office! Might innerfere business!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with his + back to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware of his + father's significant posture. + </p> + <p> + “You know wh' I think?” he went on. “I think Bibbs only one the fam'ly any + 'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. Jim worked, an' he + got killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look at me! Jus' look at me, I + ask you. Fine 'dustriss young business man. Look whass happen' to me! + Fine!” He lifted his hand from the sustaining chair in a deplorable + gesture, and, immediately losing his balance, fell across the chair and + caromed to the floor with a crash, remaining prostrate for several + minutes, during which Sheridan did not relax his apparent attention to the + newspaper. He did not even look round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + </p> + <p> + Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up by + holding to the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having progressed + in the prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less volatile. He + rubbed his dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + </p> + <p> + “What—what you ask me while ago?” he said. + </p> + <p> + “Nothin'.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you did. What—what was it?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin'. You better sit down.” + </p> + <p> + “You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. Well, I + won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!” + </p> + <p> + The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear and + said, “Right down.” Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a closet and + brought them to his son. “Get into this coat,” he said. “You're goin' + home.” + </p> + <p> + “All ri',” Roscoe murmured, obediently. + </p> + <p> + They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through the + outer office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped it, and + told the operator to take on no more passengers until they reached the + ground floor. Roscoe walked out of the building and got into the + automobile without lurching, and twenty minutes later walked into his own + house in the same manner, neither he nor his father having spoken a word + in the interval. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room without + meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door he heard from + within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant fragments of + song: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?...<br /> + With a leap from the ground<br /> + To the saddle in a bound.<br /> + And away—and away!<br /> + Hi-yay!<br /> +</div></div> + <p> + It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected any + musical symptom whatever in Bibbs—he had never even heard him + whistle—and it seemed the last touch of irony that the useless fool + should be merry to-day. + </p> + <p> + To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and he + did not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and locked + the door. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0019" id="link2HCH0019"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIX + </h2> + <p> + He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and came + to the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety manifest + and was but partially reassured by his explanation that his lunch had + “disagreed” with him a little. + </p> + <p> + Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had become + hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from + white-jacket's salver. “Here's another difference between Midas and + chicken,” Sheridan remarked, grimly. “Midas can eat rooster, but rooster + can't eat Midas. I reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks to me like he + had the advantage there.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to his + plate without dropping it and to respond, “Yes—he crows over it.” + </p> + <p> + Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed—for + he could blush distinctly now—and his mother looked upon him with + pleasure, though the reference to Midas and roosters was of course jargon + to her. “Did you ever see anybody improve the way that child has!” she + exclaimed. “I declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look right handsome!” + </p> + <p> + “He's got to be such a gadabout,” Edith giggled. + </p> + <p> + “I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before + anybody was up,” said Sheridan. “I reckon if people lose things in this + house and expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as I do.” + </p> + <p> + “What was it he lost?” asked Edith. + </p> + <p> + “He knows!” her father returned. “Seems to me like I forgot to bring it + home with me. I looked it over—thought probably it was something + pretty important, belongin' to a busy man like him.” He affected to search + his pockets. “What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to me like I + remember leavin' it down at the office—in the waste-basket.” + </p> + <p> + “Good place for it,” Bibbs murmured, still red. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gave him a grin. “Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up early + enough to find things before I do!” + </p> + <p> + It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the + evening, to Mary Vertrees—they had come to know each other that + well. + </p> + <p> + “My time's here at last,” he said, as they sat together in the melancholy + gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. That removal + had left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees that neither + of them had crossed the threshold since the dark day; but the gas-light, + though from a single jet, shed no melancholy upon Bibbs, nor could any + room seem bare that knew the glowing presence of Mary. He spoke lightly, + not sadly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put off + any longer. It's really my part to go to him—at least it would save + my face. He means what he says, and the time's come to serve my sentence. + Hard labor for life, I think.” + </p> + <p> + Mary shook her head. “I don't think so. He's too kind.” + </p> + <p> + “You think my father's KIND?” And Bibbs stared at her. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. It's + only that he has to be kind in his own way—because he can't + understand any other way.” + </p> + <p> + “Ah yes,” said Bibbs. “If that's what you mean by 'kind'!” + </p> + <p> + She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. “It's + going to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh—self-pity!” he returned, smiling. “This has been just the last + flicker of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. There'd + be no loafers in the world if each man found the thing that he could do + best; but the only work I happen to want to do is useless—so I have + to give it up. To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer.” + </p> + <p> + “What is it like—exactly?” + </p> + <p> + “I get up at six,” he said. “I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, which + is aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin buckets, and + tin buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, and I'm at work + in my overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, and work again from + one till five.” + </p> + <p> + “But the work itself?” + </p> + <p> + “It wasn't muscularly exhausting—not at all. They couldn't give me a + heavier job because I wasn't good enough.” + </p> + <p> + “But what will you do? I want to know.” + </p> + <p> + “When I left,” said Bibbs, “I was 'on' what they call over there a + 'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and that's + what I'll be sent back to.” + </p> + <p> + “But what is it?” she insisted. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs explained. “It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips of + zinc into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into little + circles. All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into the jaws at a + certain angle—and yet I was a very bad hand at it.” + </p> + <p> + He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade + paler, and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have known + it and wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + </p> + <p> + “You do that all day long?” she asked, and as he nodded, “It seems + incredible!” she exclaimed. “YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a machine + nine hours a day! No wonder—” She broke off, and then, after a keen + glance at his face, she said: “I should think you WOULD have been a 'bad + hand at it'!” + </p> + <p> + He laughed ruefully. “I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to say + it. You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of + rhythmical crashing—a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle.” + </p> + <p> + “How often is that?” + </p> + <p> + “The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute—a little + more than one a second.” + </p> + <p> + “And you're close to it?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap,” he said, turning to her more + gaily. “The others don't mind. You see, it's something wrong with me. I + have an idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing—I flinch + and duck a little every time the crash comes, and I couldn't get over it. + I was a treat to the other workmen in that room; they'll be glad to see me + back. They used to laugh at me all day long.” + </p> + <p> + Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting on + the arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. She was + staring at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in them. + </p> + <p> + “It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you,” she said, in a + low voice. “No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you to the + leisure to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to have them + published for you—” + </p> + <p> + “Can't you SEE him?” Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in his + voice. “If he could understand what you're saying—and if you can + imagine his taking such a notion, he'd have had R. T. Bloss put up posters + all over the country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with a Punch!' No. + It's just as well he never got the—But what's the use? I've never + written anything worth printing, and I never shall.” + </p> + <p> + “You could!” she said. + </p> + <p> + “That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried to + do.” + </p> + <p> + “You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!” + </p> + <p> + “It isn't,” said BIBBS, honestly. “I never could—but you're the + kindest lady in this world, Miss Vertrees.” + </p> + <p> + She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. + “That sounds wrong,” she said, impulsively. “I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' I've + thought of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't you + rather call me 'Mary'?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + </p> + <p> + “Wouldn't you?” she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + </p> + <p> + “If I CAN!” he said, in a low voice. + </p> + <p> + “Ah, that's very pretty!” she laughed. “You're such an honest person, it's + pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety.” She became + grave again immediately. “I hear myself laughing as if it were some one + else. It sounds like laughter on the eve of a great calamity.” She got up + restlessly, crossed the room and leaned against the wall, facing him. + “You've GOT to go back to that place?” + </p> + <p> + He nodded. + </p> + <p> + “And the other time you did it—” + </p> + <p> + “Just over it,” said Bibbs. “Two years. But I don't mind the prospect of a + repetition so much as—” + </p> + <p> + “So much as what?” she prompted, as he stopped. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked up at her shyly. “I want to say it, but—but I come to a + dead balk when I try. I—” + </p> + <p> + “Go on. Say it, whatever it is,” she bade him. “You wouldn't know how to + say anything I shouldn't like.” + </p> + <p> + “I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say,” he returned, + moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet—he seemed + to feel awkward, thoroughly. “You see, all my life—until I met you—if + I ever felt like saying anything, I wrote it instead. Saying things is a + new trick for me, and this—well, it's just this: I used to feel as + if I hadn't ever had any sort of a life at all. I'd never been of use to + anything or anybody, and I'd never had anything, myself, except a kind of + haphazard thinking. But now it's different—I'm still of no use to + anybody, and I don't see any prospect of being useful, but I have had + something for myself. I've had a beautiful and happy experience, and it + makes my life seem to be—I mean I'm glad I've lived it! That's all; + it's your letting me be near you sometimes, as you have, this strange, + beautiful, happy little while!” + </p> + <p> + He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he had to + say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did not speak, + but a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she had gone back to + her chair again. The house was still; the shabby old room was so quiet + that the sound of a creaking in the wall seemed sharp and loud. + </p> + <p> + And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. “If you + think it has been—happy—to be friends with me—you'd want + to—to make it last.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, as faintly. + </p> + <p> + “You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he gulped. + </p> + <p> + “But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over.” + </p> + <p> + He tried to evade her. “Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his overalls—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. “You said what you did + because you think the shop's going to kill you.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you do think that!” She rose to her feet again and came and stood + before him. “Or you think it's going to send you back to the sanitarium. + Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you that! You see I'm a + friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant what you said—and + you did mean it, I know it!—you're not going to go back to the + sanitarium. The shop sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!” + </p> + <p> + And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, splendid + in generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + </p> + <p> + “If I mean THAT much to you,” she cried, “they can't harm you! Go back to + the shop—but come to me when your day's work is done. Let the + machines crash their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember each crash + that deafens you is that much nearer the evening and me!” + </p> + <p> + He stumbled to his feet. “You say—” he gasped. + </p> + <p> + “Every evening, dear Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + He could only stare, bewildered. + </p> + <p> + “EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!” And she held out + her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous clasp. “If I + could, I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine with you,” she + said. “But all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. You must keep + remembering that your friend stands beside you. And when the work is done—won't + the night make up for the day?” + </p> + <p> + Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance of + kindness. But all he could say was, huskily, “To think you're there—with + me—standing beside the old zinc-eater—” + </p> + <p> + And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found what it + meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0020" id="link2HCH0020"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XX + </h2> + <p> + When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his father + sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood before him. + “I'm cured, father,” he said. “When do I go back to the shop? I'm ready.” + </p> + <p> + The desolate and grim old man did not relax. “I was sittin' up to give you + a last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's about time! I just + wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not to make me take you over + there by the collar. Last night I made up my mind I'd give you just one + more day. Well, you got to it before I did—pretty close to the + eleventh hour! All right. Start in to-morrow. It's the first o' the month. + Think you can get up in time?” + </p> + <p> + “Six o'clock,” Bibbs responded, briskly. “And I want to tell you—I'm + going in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll 'like it'!” + </p> + <p> + “That's YOUR lookout!” his father grunted. “They'll put you back on the + clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week.” + </p> + <p> + “More than I'm worth, too,” said Bibbs, cheerily. “That reminds me, I + didn't mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I meant—” + </p> + <p> + “Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!” + </p> + <p> + “I just wanted you to know. Good night, father.” + </p> + <p> + “G'night!” + </p> + <p> + The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became + inaudible, and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat staring + angrily at the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slippers could be heard + descending, and Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, her oblique expression + and the state of her toilette being those of a person who, after trying + unsuccessfully to sleep on one side, has got up to look for burglars. + </p> + <p> + “Papa!” she exclaimed, drowsily. “Why'n't you go to bed? It must be goin' + on 'leven o'clock!” + </p> + <p> + She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to the + fire. “What's the matter?” she asked, sleep and anxiety striving + sluggishly with each other in her voice. “I knew you were worried all + dinner-time. You got something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' taken + away like he was. What's worryin' you now, papa?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin'.” + </p> + <p> + She jeered feebly. “N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't you?” + </p> + <p> + “He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning,” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + “Just the same as he did before?” + </p> + <p> + “Just pre-CISELY!” + </p> + <p> + “How—how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?” she asked, + timidly. + </p> + <p> + “Until he KNOWS something!” The unhappy man struck his palms together, + then got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his wont when he + talked. “He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly + in the six months he was there, and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn + it! Do you suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to learn + it? No! And I ain't a-goin' to tell him, either! When he went there I had + 'em set him on the simplest machine we got—and he stuck there! How + much prospect would there be of his learnin' to run the whole business if + he can't run the easiest machine in it? I sent him there to make him + THOROUGH. And what happened? He didn't LIKE it! That boy's whole life, + there's been a settin' up o' something mulish that's against everything I + want him to do. I don't know what it is, but it's got to be worked out of + him. Now, labor ain't any more a simple question than what it was when we + were young. My idea is that, outside o' union troubles, the man that can + manage workin'-men is the man that's been one himself. Well, I set Bibbs + to learn the men and to learn the business, and HE set himself to balk on + the first job! That's what he did, and the balk's lasted close on to three + years. If he balks again I'm just done with him! Sometimes I feel like I + was pretty near done with everything, anyhow!” + </p> + <p> + “I knew there was something else,” said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over a + yawn. “You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now—'less + you'll tell me?” + </p> + <p> + “Suppose something happened to Roscoe,” he said. “THEN what'd I have to + look forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A + lummix! A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a + groove!” + </p> + <p> + “Roscoe?” she yawned. “You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's the + strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better health than + he does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years. You better go + up to bed, papa.” + </p> + <p> + “Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it + means, keepin' property together these days—just keepin' it ALIVE, + let alone makin' it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates hacked + away in chunks, big and little. I tell you when a man dies the wolves come + out o' the woods, pack after pack, to see what they can tear off for + themselves; and if that dead man's chuldern ain't on the job, night and + day, everything he built'll get carried off. Carried off? I've seen a big + fortune behave like an ash-barrel in a cyclone—there wasn't even a + dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've seen it, time and again. My + Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME! It don't seem like I + deserved it—no man ever tried harder to raise his boys right than I + have. I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to be guards + to drive the wolves off, and how to be builders to build, and build + bigger. I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadays—a + man's got to have eyes in the back of his head. You hear talk, sometimes, + 'd make you think the millennium had come—but right the next breath + you'll hear somebody hollerin' about 'the great unrest.' You BET there's a + 'great unrest'! There ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's + goin' to do to us in the end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, but + it's frothin' and bubblin' in the boiler. This country's been fillin' up + with it from all over the world for a good many years, and the old + camp-meetin' days are dead and done with. Church ain't what it used to be. + Nothin's what it used to be—everything's turned up from the bottom, + and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the air. There's an awful + ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're goin' to keep your + balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like bugs on the + bottom of a board—after any piece o' money they hear is loose. Fool + schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and the worst! You + got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it. And the woods are + full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: 'Get the other + fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's built as I have, + when he's built good and strong, and made good things grow and prosper—THOSE + are the fellows that lay for the chance to slide in and sneak the benefit + of it and put their names to it! And what's the use of my havin' ever been + born, if such a thing as that is goin' to happen? What's the use of my + havin' worked my life and soul into my business, if it's all goin' to be + dispersed and scattered soon as I'm in the ground?” + </p> + <p> + He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating—little regarding + the troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled + thunderously; the words came with stormy bitterness. “You think this is a + time for young men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never was + such a time before; there never was such opportunity. The sluggard is + despoiled while he sleeps—yes, by George! if a man lays down they'll + eat him before he wakes!—but the live man can build straight up till + he touches the sky! This is the business man's day; it used to be the + soldier's day and the statesman's day, but this is OURS! And it ain't a + Sunday to go fishin'—it's turmoil! turmoil!—and you got to go + out and live it and breathe it and MAKE it yourself, or you'll only be a + dead man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. And that's what my son + Bibbs has been doin' all his life, and what he'd rather do now than go out + and do his part by me. And if anything happens to Roscoe—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense,” Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, + irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. “There isn't anything + goin' to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' yourself about + nothin'. Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan halted. “All right, mamma,” he said, with a vast sigh. “Let's go + up.” And he snapped off the electric light, leaving only the rosy glow of + the fire. + </p> + <p> + “Did you speak to Roscoe?” she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her + drowsiness. “Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?” + </p> + <p> + “No. I will to-morrow.” + </p> + <p> + But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did + Sheridan see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the fourth + day of the month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine in the + morning, when Sheridan happened to be alone. + </p> + <p> + “They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me.” + </p> + <p> + “Sit down,” said Sheridan, rising. + </p> + <p> + Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, and then + walked away, smiling bitterly. “Boh!” he exclaimed. “Still at it!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Roscoe. “I've had a couple of drinks this morning. What about + it?” + </p> + <p> + “I reckon I better adopt some decent young man,” his father returned. “I'd + bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I would!” + </p> + <p> + “Better do it,” Roscoe assented, sullenly. + </p> + <p> + “When'd you begin this thing?” + </p> + <p> + “I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is.” + </p> + <p> + “Leave that talk out! You know what I mean.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours—until the + other day.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan began cutting. “It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your + office. He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into him, and + he came through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't work. You been + leavin' your office for drinks every few hours for the last three weeks. I + been over your books. Your office is way behind. You haven't done any + work, to count, in a month.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. “It's all true.” + </p> + <p> + “What you goin' to do about it?” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. “I can't stand very much + talk about it, father,” he said, pleadingly. + </p> + <p> + “No!” Sheridan cried. “Neither can I! What do you think it means to ME?” + He dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. “I can't stand to + talk about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to find out + what's the matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you out!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + </p> + <p> + “You can't straighten me out.” + </p> + <p> + “See here!” said Sheridan. “Can you go back to your office and stay sober + to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a couple o' + huskies to follow you around and knock the whiskey out o' your hand if + they see you tryin' to take it?” + </p> + <p> + “You needn't worry about that,” said Roscoe, looking up with a faint + resentment. “I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what have you got?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you.” + </p> + <p> + “We'll see about that!” said Sheridan, harshly. “Now I can't fool with you + to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my office. You + bring your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come last Sunday—but + you come to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when the women-folks are + workin' the phonograph, after dinner. Can you keep sober till then? You + better be sure, because I'm going to send Abercrombie down to your office + every little while, and he'll let me know.” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe paused at the door. “You told Abercrombie about it?” he asked. + </p> + <p> + “TOLD him!” And Sheridan laughed hideously. “Do you suppose there's an + elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0021" id="link2HCH0021"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXI + </h2> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + “WHO looks a mustang in the eye?<br /> + Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!” + </div></div> + <p> + So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen + because of the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago that the + uproar was rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, on the + afternoon of the fourth day of his return, he was accompanying the swing + and clash of the metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, mingling + improvisations of his own among them, and mocking the zinc-eater's crash + with vocal imitations: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Fearless and bold,<br /> + Chang! Bash! Behold!<br /> + With a leap from the ground<br /> + To the saddle in a bound,<br /> + And away—and away!<br /> + Hi-YAY!<br /> + WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, crash, bang!<br /> + WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash?<br /> + NIGHT'S on the way<br /> + EACH time I say,<br /> + Hi-YAY!<br /> + Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! +</div></div> + <p> + The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the air was + thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; everything + was implacably in motion—nowhere was there a rest for the dizzied + eye. The first time he had entered the place Bibbs had become dizzy + instantly, and six months of it had only added increasing nausea to + faintness. But he felt neither now. “ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY THOUGHTS TO + YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR FRIEND STANDS BESIDE YOU.” He saw + her there beside him, and the greasy, roaring place became suffused with + radiance. The poet was happy in his machine-shop; he was still a poet + there. And he fed his old zinc-eater, and sang: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Away—and away!<br /> + Hi-YAY!<br /> + Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG!<br /> + Wild are his eyes,<br /> + Fiercely he dies!<br /> + Hi-YAH!<br /> + Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG!<br /> + Ready to fling<br /> + Our gloves in the ring—<br /> +</div></div> + <p> + He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. + Their great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him + standing with Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan nodded to + those nearest him—he had personal acquaintance with nearly all of + them—but he kept his attention upon his son. Bibbs worked steadily, + never turning from his machine. Now and then he varied his musical + programme with remarks addressed to the zinc-eater. + </p> + <p> + “Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if you don't + try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's right—YOU'LL + never get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's a nice, shiny + one.” + </p> + <p> + The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to + Gurney's ear and shouted fiercely: “Talkin' to himself! By George!” + </p> + <p> + Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs returned to song: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I!<br /> + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?<br /> + Fearless and bo— +</div></div> + <p> + His father grasped him by the arm. “Here!” he shouted. “Let ME show you + how to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some better'n + you used to be, but that's no way to handle—Get out the way and let + me show you once.” + </p> + <p> + “Better be careful,” Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + </p> + <p> + “Careful? Boh!” Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. “What you + talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think you're so abused + you're goin' wrong in the head?” + </p> + <p> + “'Abused'? No!” shouted Bibbs. “I was SINGING—because I 'like it'! I + told you I'd come back and 'like it.'” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, but + began to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it awkwardly—and + with bad results. + </p> + <p> + “Here!” he shouted. “This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's nothin' + to it, if you put your mind on it.” By his own showing then his mind was + not upon it. He continued to talk. “All you got to look out for is to keep + it pressed over to—” + </p> + <p> + “Don't run your hand up with it,” Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward him. + </p> + <p> + “Run nothin'! You GOT to—” + </p> + <p> + “Look out!” shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang + forward. But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, and the + zinc-eater had bitten off the tips of the first and second fingers. He + swore vehemently, and wrung his hand, sending a shower of red drops over + himself and Bibbs, but Gurney grasped his wrist, and said, sharply: + </p> + <p> + “Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, fetch + my bag. It's in my machine, outside.” + </p> + <p> + And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor still + grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a basin. Sheridan + had lost color, and temper, too. He glared over his shoulder at his son as + the latter handed the bag to Gurney. + </p> + <p> + “You go on back to your work,” he said. “I've had worse snips than that + from a pencil-sharpener.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh no, you haven't!” said Gurney. + </p> + <p> + “I have, too!” Sheridan retorted, angrily. “Bibbs, you go on back to your + work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole Doc Gurney + tryin' to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that only needs a little + court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't happened. You get back on your + job.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “HERE!” Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. “You + watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? I + slipped, or I wouldn't got scratched, but you—YOU'RE liable to get + your whole hand cut off! You keep your eyes open!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir.” And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + </p> + <p> + Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned him + outside, where conversation was possible. “I sent him home, Bibbs. He'll + have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls off. I'll take you + for a drive and leave you at home.” + </p> + <p> + “Can't,” said Bibbs. “Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows.” + </p> + <p> + “No, you don't,” the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. “He wants me to + take you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see how much + harm these four days on the machine have done you. I guess you folks have + got that old man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, up at your house! + But I don't need to go over you. I can see with my eyes half shut—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” Bibbs interrupted, “that's what they are.” + </p> + <p> + “I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. What's made + the difference?” + </p> + <p> + “I like the machine,” said Bibbs. “I've made a friend of it. I serenade it + and talk to it, and then it talks back to me.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, indeed? What does it say?” + </p> + <p> + “What I want to hear.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well!” The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot + repeatedly. “Better come along and take a drive with me. You can take the + time off that he allowed for the examination, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Not at all,” said Bibbs. “I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater till + five o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!” + </p> + <p> + “Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know about that,” Bibbs said, thoughtfully; “but the zinc-eater + doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than being in + business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. I'd be + content to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my days.” + </p> + <p> + “You do beat the devil!” exclaimed Gurney. “Your father's right when he + tells me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was doing + when He made you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! Well, I'm + off. Go on back to your murdering old machine.” He climbed into his car, + which he operated himself, but he refrained from setting it immediately in + motion. “Well, I rubbed it in on the old man that you had warned him not + to slide his hand along too far, and that he got hurt because he didn't + pay attention to your warning, and because he was trying to show you how + to do something you were already doing a great deal better than he could. + You tell him I'll be around to look at it and change the dressing + to-morrow morning. Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more than + change the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe of its + kind, and Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was rebellious + and scornful, being brought to a degree of tractability only by means of + horrible threats and talk of amputation. However, he appeared at the + dinner-table with his hand supported in a sling, which he seemed to regard + as an indignity, while the natural inquiries upon the subject evidently + struck him as deliberate insults. Mrs. Sheridan, having been unable to + contain her solicitude several times during the day, and having been + checked each time in a manner that blanched her cheek, hastened to warn + Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their arrival at five, to omit any reference to the + injury and to avoid even looking at the sling if they possibly could. + </p> + <p> + The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to + arrive either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; and the + members of the family were all seated at the table within two minutes + after she and Roscoe had entered the house. + </p> + <p> + It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed charged, + awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's expression, as + she sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon her husband, was that + of a person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale and intent. Roscoe looked + ill; Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked both ill and explosive. Bibbs + had more color than any of these, and there was a strange brightness, like + a light, upon his face. It was curious to see anything so happy in the + tense gloom of that household. + </p> + <p> + Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She never + once looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick glance, + heavily charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, and, like + Edith, kept his eyes upon his plate and made believe to occupy himself + with the viands thereon, loading his fork frequently, but not lifting it + to his mouth. He did not once look at his father, though his father gazed + heavily at him most of the time. And between Edith and Sibyl, and between + Roscoe and his father, some bitter wireless communication seemed + continually to be taking place throughout the long silences prevailing + during this enlivening ceremony of Sabbath refection. + </p> + <p> + “Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?” his mother asked, in the + effort to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + </p> + <p> + “What did you say, mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't you go to church this morning?” + </p> + <p> + “I think so,” he answered, as from a roseate trance. + </p> + <p> + “You THINK so! Don't you know?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!” + </p> + <p> + “Which one?” + </p> + <p> + “Just down the street. It's brick.” + </p> + <p> + “What was the sermon about?” + </p> + <p> + “What, mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Can't you hear me?” she cried. “I asked you what the sermon was about?” + </p> + <p> + He roused himself. “I think it was about—” He frowned, seeming to + concentrate his will to recollect. “I think it was about something in the + Bible.” + </p> + <p> + White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and lean + upon Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. “He don't know they WAS any + suhmon!” he concluded, having narrated the dining-room dialogue. “All he + know is he was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!” George was right. + </p> + <p> + “Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?” Sibyl asked. + </p> + <p> + “No,” he answered. “No, I didn't go alone.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh?” Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking inquiry, + and followed it by another, expressive of hilarious comprehension. “OH!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that + completed the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + </p> + <p> + Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed to + other parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe into the + library, but was not well received. + </p> + <p> + “YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks,” Sheridan + commanded. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs retreated. “Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!” he + said. + </p> + <p> + However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his + mother and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, + according to their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping her + feet together and looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the room, + examining a brooch which she had detached from her throat; and Mrs. + Sheridan was looking over a collection of records consisting exclusively + of Caruso and rag-time. She selected one of the latter, remarking that she + thought it “right pretty,” and followed it with one of the former and the + same remark. + </p> + <p> + As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad + doorway, seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. Instead, + he favored Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately left the + room, George stepping aside for her to precede him, and then disappearing + after her in the hall with an air of successful diplomacy. He made it + perfectly clear that Edith had given him secret instructions and that it + had been his pride and pleasure to fulfil them to the letter. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with + curious eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + </p> + <p> + “What's that?” she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + </p> + <p> + “Here's another right pretty record,” said Mrs. Sheridan, affecting—with + patent nervousness—not to hear. And she unloosed the music. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After a + little while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in a gold + chair, with his eyes closed. + </p> + <p> + “Where did Edith go?” she asked, curiously. + </p> + <p> + “Edith?” he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. “Is she gone?” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, + still tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she was + suddenly at high tension, and her expression had become one of sharp + excitement. She listened intently. + </p> + <p> + When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the + library, during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and + husky: “I won't say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as well + let me alone!” + </p> + <p> + But there were other sounds: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low + protesting cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started another + record, a sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes of Sibyl. She + walked down the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + </p> + <p> + Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became + instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to + foot, and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + </p> + <p> + But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face so + white. At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible consequences + became nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up her skirts and + contorting her lips to the semblance of a smile. + </p> + <p> + “Sit just as you were—both of you!” she said. And then to Edith: + “Did you tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?” + </p> + <p> + “You march out of here!” said Edith, fiercely. “March straight out of + here!” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + </p> + <p> + “Did you tell her I'd been telephoning you I wanted you to come?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, good God!” Lamhorn said. “Hush!” + </p> + <p> + “You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?” she cried. “You knew that!” + </p> + <p> + “HUSH!” he begged, panic-stricken. + </p> + <p> + “That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You wouldn't + come—you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what I had to + say! You were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it all a thousand + times before, and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!” she stormed. “You + wouldn't even come for five minutes, but you could tell that little cat! + And SHE told my husband! You're a MAN!” + </p> + <p> + Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous to + Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give way to + her feelings. “Get out of this house!” she shrieked. “This is my father's + house. Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!” + </p> + <p> + “No! No! I mustn't SPEAK—” + </p> + <p> + “Don't you DARE!” + </p> + <p> + Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, + fronting each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled and + rose and cracked—they screeched. They could be heard over the noise + of the phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. They could be + heard all over the house. They were heard in the kitchen; they could have + been heard in the cellar. Neither of them cared for that. + </p> + <p> + “You told my husband!” screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer to + Edith's. “You told my husband! This man put THAT in your hands to strike + me with! HE did!” + </p> + <p> + “I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! It's TIME + your husband—” + </p> + <p> + They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. “Do you want the neighbors + in?” Sheridan thundered. + </p> + <p> + There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and his + mother in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. She moved + slowly toward the door; then suddenly she began to run. She ran into the + hall, and through it, and out of the house. Roscoe followed her heavily, + his eyes on the ground. + </p> + <p> + “NOW THEN!” said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + </p> + <p> + The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the vicious + gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit in the direction + of the door in a manner sufficient for the swift dispersal of George and + Jackson and several female servants who hovered behind Mrs. Sheridan. They + fled lightly. + </p> + <p> + “Papa, papa!” wailed Mrs. Sheridan. “Look at your hand! You'd oughtn't to + been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her shoulder. Look!” + </p> + <p> + There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the tips of + the fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. “Now then!” he + repeated. “You goin' to leave my house?” + </p> + <p> + “He will NOT!” sobbed Edith. “Don't you DARE order him out!” + </p> + <p> + “Don't you bother, dear,” said Lamhorn, quietly. “He doesn't understand. + YOU mustn't be troubled.” Pallor was becoming to him; he looked very + handsome, and as he left the room he seemed in the girl's distraught eyes + a persecuted noble, indifferent to the rabble yawping insult at his heels—the + rabble being enacted by her father. + </p> + <p> + “Don't come back, either!” said, Sheridan, realistic in this + impersonation. “Keep off the premises!” he called savagely into the hall. + “This family's through with you!” + </p> + <p> + “It is NOT!” Edith cried, breaking from her mother. “You'll SEE about + that! You'll find out! You'll find out what'll happen! What's HE done? I + guess if I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? What's HE + done, I'd like to know? You don't know anything about it. Don't you s'pose + he told ME? She was crazy about him soon as he began going there, and he + flirted with her a little. That's everything he did, and it was before he + met ME! After that he wouldn't, and it wasn't anything, anyway—he + never was serious a minute about it. SHE wanted it to be serious, and she + was bound she wouldn't give him up. He told her long ago he cared about + me, but she kept persecuting him and—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Sheridan, sternly; “that's HIS side of it! That'll do! He + doesn't come in this house again!” + </p> + <p> + “You look out!” Edith cried. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed on + the premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie look up + this young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count on earth! + He's no good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if he was George + Washington, after what's happened and what I've heard to-night!” + </p> + <p> + “But, papa,” Mrs. Sheridan began, “if Edie says it was all Sibyl's fault, + makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor—” + </p> + <p> + “'S enough!” he roared. “He keeps off these premises! And if any of you so + much as ever speak his name to me again—” + </p> + <p> + But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the sound + of his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by her mother. + However, Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and joined her + husband in the library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold chair, saw her + pass, roused himself from reverie, and strolled in after her. + </p> + <p> + “She locked her door,” said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. “She + wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room.” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said her husband, “she can settle her mind to it. She never speaks + to that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her to-morrow—Here! + You tell the help if he calls up to ring off and say it's my orders. No, + you needn't. I'll tell 'em myself.” + </p> + <p> + “Better not,” said Bibbs, gently. + </p> + <p> + His father glared at him. + </p> + <p> + “It's no good,” said Bibbs. “Mother, when you were in love with father—” + </p> + <p> + “My goodness!” she cried. “You ain't a-goin' to compare your father to + that—” + </p> + <p> + “Edith feels about him just what you did about father,” said Bibbs. “And + if YOUR father had told you—” + </p> + <p> + “I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!” she declared, angrily. + </p> + <p> + “So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?” said Sheridan. “What + is it?” + </p> + <p> + “Let her see him all she wants.” + </p> + <p> + “You're a—” Sheridan gave it up. “I don't know what to call you!” + </p> + <p> + “Let her see him all she wants,” Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. “You're up + against something too strong for you. If Edith were a weakling you'd have + a chance this way, but she isn't. She's got a lot of your determination, + father, and with what's going on inside of her she'll beat you. You can't + keep her from seeing him, as long as she feels about him the way she does + now. You can't make her think less of him, either. Nobody can. Your only + chance is that she'll do it for herself, and if you give her time and go + easy she probably will. Marriage would do it for her quickest, but that's + just what you don't want, and as you DON'T want it, you'd better—” + </p> + <p> + “I can't stand any more!” Sheridan burst out. “If it's come to BIBBS + advisin' me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's that + nigger George? Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my family. + Bibbs, for God's sake go and lay down! 'Let her see him all she wants'! + Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; here's—” + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “if you haven't got anything to do, you might + step over and take Sibyl's wraps home—she left 'em in the hall. I + don't think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now.” + </p> + <p> + “All right.” And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and delivered + them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, “Forgot these,” + and, “Good night, Roscoe,” cordially and cheerfully, and returned to the + New House. His mother and father were still talking in the library, but + with discretion he passed rapidly on and upward to his own room, and there + he proceeded to write in his note-book. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0022" id="link2HCH0022"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXII + </h2> +<div class="blok"><p> + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. +</p> + +<p> + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love—nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train—hatreds and jealousies—all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. +</p> + +<p> + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to + be turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross + a mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. + Friendship walks gently and with open eyes. +</p> + +<p> + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise + when she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other + half of the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce + ways, could know this transcendent happiness?</p> + +<p> Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a friend + is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. For + the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love it!</p> + +<p> Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness—it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured—the air becomes iridescent. + You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods everything.</p> + +<p> When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give + you nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in + anything for ever.</p> + +<p> What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out.</p> + +<p> This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment.</p> + +<p> Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, + or if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning “Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents + duly noted.” But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting—always there—for you! Who would wake + from such a dream as this?</p> + +<p> Dawn and the sea—music in moonlit gardens—nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom—what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what</p> it means not to be alone! + That is what a friend gives you! +</div> + <p> + Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed a + somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his own + (and perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan to sleep + soundly through the night and to wake at dawn with a light heart. + </p> + <p> + His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of affairs + of his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, “Who would + wake from such a dream as this?” Bibbs was a sympathetic person, easily + touched, but he was indeed living in a dream, and all things outside of it + were veiled and remote—for that is the way of youth in a dream. And + Bibbs, who had never before been of any age, either old or young, had come + to his youth at last. + </p> + <p> + He went whistling from the house before even his father had come + down-stairs. There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder of + soot, and though Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an automobile at + the curb before Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it as Dr. Gurney's, + but went cheerily on his way through the dingy mist. And when he was once + more installed beside his faithful zinc-eater he whistled and sang to it, + as other workmen did to their own machines sometimes, when things went + well. His comrades in the shop glanced at him amusedly now and then. They + liked him, and he ate his lunch at noon with a group of Socialists who + approved of his ideas and talked of electing him to their association. + </p> + <p> + The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the whistles + blew. When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where he divested + himself of his overalls—his single divergence from the routine of + his fellow-workmen—and after that he used soap and water copiously. + This was his transformation scene: he passed into the office a rather + frail young working-man noticeably begrimed, and passed out of it to the + pavement a cheerfully pre-occupied sample of gentry, fastidious to the + point of elegance. + </p> + <p> + The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and boys + and women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. Many hurried + and some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling one another, and + Bibbs, turning his face homeward, was forced to go slowly. + </p> + <p> + Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught sight + of his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost passed her, + for in the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not recognize her, + though his shoulder actually touched hers. He would have gone by, but she + laughed delightedly; and he stopped short, startled. Two boys, one chasing + the other, swept between them, and Bibbs stood still, peering about him in + deep perplexity. She leaned toward him. + </p> + <p> + “I knew YOU!” she said. + </p> + <p> + “Good heavens!” cried Bibbs. “I thought it was your voice coming out of a + star!” + </p> + <p> + “There's only smoke overhead,” said Mary, and laughed again. “There aren't + any stars.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes, there were—when you laughed!” + </p> + <p> + She took his arm, and they went on. “I've come to walk home with you, + Bibbs. I wanted to.” + </p> + <p> + “But were you here in the—” + </p> + <p> + “In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to scold + her. + </p> + <p> + “But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have—you + ought to know better. What did—” + </p> + <p> + “I only waited about twelve seconds,” she laughed. “I'd just got here.” + </p> + <p> + “But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you—” + </p> + <p> + “I was in this part of town already,” she said. “At least, I was only + seven or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd have + had to go home alone—and I preferred going home with you.” + </p> + <p> + “It's pretty beautiful for me,” said Bibbs, with a deep breath. “You'll + never know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness—and then + to—to see you standing there! Oh, it was like—it was like—how + can I TELL you what it was like?” They had passed beyond the crowd now, + and a crossing-lamp shone upon them, which revealed the fact that again + she was without her furs. Here was a puzzle. Why did that adorable little + vanity of hers bring her out without them in the DARK? But of course she + had gone out long before dark. For undefinable reasons this explanation + was not quite satisfactory; however, allowing it to stand, his solicitude + for her took another turn. “I think you ought to have a car,” he said, + “especially when you want to be out after dark. You need one in winter, + anyhow. Have you ever asked your father for one?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary. “I don't think I'd care for one particularly.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish you would.” Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. “I think in + winter you—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” she interrupted, lightly. “I don't need—” + </p> + <p> + “But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every afternoon + for me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, but a girl—” + </p> + <p> + “A girl likes to walk, too,” said Mary. “Let me tell you where I've been + this afternoon and how I happened to be near enough to make you take me + home. I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures of the smoke. + He has a sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives there with his + mother and his wife and their seven children, and he's gloriously happy. + I'd seen one of his pictures at an exhibition, and I wanted to see more of + them, so he showed them to me. He has almost everthing he ever painted; I + don't suppose he's sold more than four or five pictures in his life. He + gives drawing-lessons to keep alive.” + </p> + <p> + “How do you mean he paints the smoke?” Bibbs asked. + </p> + <p> + “Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the street—anywhere. + He just paints what's around him—and it's beautiful.” + </p> + <p> + “The smoke?” + </p> + <p> + “Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly roofs of + cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky sunsets and smoky + sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, solid, slow columns of + smoke going far out and growing more ethereal and mixing with the hazy + light in the distance; and he has others with the broken sky-line of + down-town, all misted with the smoke and puffs and jets of vapor that have + colors like an orchard in mid-April. I'm going to take you there some + Sunday afternoon, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “You're showing me the town,” he said. “I didn't know what was in it at + all.” + </p> + <p> + “There are workers in beauty here,” she told him, gently. “There are other + painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts of things.” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't know.” + </p> + <p> + “No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself + 'greater,' one could live here all one's life and know only the side of it + that shows.” + </p> + <p> + “The beauty-workers seem buried very deep,” said Bibbs. “And I imagine + that your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried deepest of + all. My father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his buying one of your + friend's pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples,' but he wouldn't get one + of those. He'd think smoke in a picture was horrible—unless he could + use it for an advertisement.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” she said, thoughtfully. “And really he's the town. They ARE buried + pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “And yet it's all wonderful,” he said. “It's wonderful to me.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean the town is wonderful to you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The city is + only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer than the + horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old zinc-eater all + day long, helping me. Mary—” He stopped with a gasp. “That's the + first time I've called you 'Mary'!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” She laughed, a little tremuously. “Though I wanted you to!” + </p> + <p> + “I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to walk + home with me. That must be it.” + </p> + <p> + “Women like to have things said,” Mary informed him, her tremulous + laughter continuing. “Were you glad I came for you?” + </p> + <p> + “No—not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up + and up—over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that way + most of the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. The person I + was then seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs Sheridan at all. It + seems long, long ago. I was gloomy and sickly—somebody else—somebody + I don't understand now, a coward afraid of shadows—afraid of things + that didn't exist—afraid of my old zinc-eater! And now I'm only + afraid of what might change anything.” + </p> + <p> + She was silent a moment, and then, “You're happy, Bibbs?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Ah, don't you see?” he cried. “I want it to last for a thousand, thousand + years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. I wouldn't have + one thing different—nothing, nothing!” + </p> + <p> + “Dear Bibbs!” she said, and laughed happily. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0023" id="link2HCH0023"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXIII + </h2> + <p> + Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told Edith, + after his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that he had + decided that he was “a member of the family”; but he appeared to have + relapsed to the retired list after that one attempt at participancy—he + was far enough detached from membership now. These were turbulent days in + the New House, but Bibbs had no part whatever in the turbulence—he + seemed an absent-minded stranger, present by accident and not wholly aware + that he was present. He would sit, faintly smiling over pleasant + imaginings and dear reminiscences of his own, while battle raged between + Edith and her father, or while Sheridan unloosed jeremiads upon the sullen + Roscoe, who drank heavily to endure them. The happy dreamer wandered into + storm-areas like a somnambulist, and wandered out again unawakened. He was + sorry for his father and for Roscoe, and for Edith and for Sibyl, but + their sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday night, + not long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during the first + days of Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be with her + frequently, and to install a muscular nurse. And whether he would or no, + Gurney received from his hysterical patient a variety of pungent + information which would have staggered anybody but a family physician. + Among other things he was given to comprehend the change in Bibbs, and why + the zinc-eater was not putting a lump in the operator's gizzard as of + yore. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was not delirious—she was a thin little ego writhing and + shrieking in pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting + herself; her condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration of that + of a child after a bad bruise—there must be screaming and telling + mother all about the hurt and how it happened. Sibyl babbled herself + hoarse when Gurney withheld morphine. She went from the beginning to the + end in a breath. No protest stopped her; nothing stopped her. + </p> + <p> + “You ought to let me die!” she wailed. “It's cruel not to let me die! What + harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? Just look + at my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, and look what + that got me into!—look where I am now! He brought me to this town, + and what did I have in my life but his FAMILY? And they didn't even know + the right crowd! If they had, it might have been SOMETHING! I had nothing—nothing—nothing + in the world! I wanted to have a good time—and how could I? Where's + any good time among these Sheridans? They never even had wine on the + table! I thought I was marrying into a rich family where I'd meet + attractive people I'd read about, and travel, and go to dances—and, + oh, my Lord! all I got was these Sheridans! I did the best I could; I did, + indeed! Oh, I DID! I just tried to live. Every woman's got a right to + live, some time in her life, I guess! Things were just beginning to look + brighter—we'd moved up here, and that frozen crowd across the street + were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd have started us with the + right people—and then I saw how Edith was getting him away from me. + She did it, too! She got him! A girl with money can do that to a married + woman—yes, she can, every time! And what could I do? What can any + woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but try to stand it—and I + couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle—that Vertrees girl—and + she could have helped me a little, and it wouldn't have hurt her. It + wouldn't have done her any harm to help me THAT little! She treated me as + if I'd been dirt that she wouldn't even take the trouble to sweep out of + her house! Let her WAIT!” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky whisper, + though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half upright, and the + nurse restrained her. “I'd get up out of this bed to show her she can't do + such things to me! I was absolutely ladylike, and she walked out and left + me there alone! She'll SEE! She started after Bibbs before Jim's casket + was fairly underground, and she thinks she's landed that poor loon—but + she'll see! She'll see! If I'm ever able to walk across the street again + I'll show her how to treat a woman in trouble that comes to her for help! + It wouldn't have hurt her any—it wouldn't—it wouldn't. And + Edith needn't have told what she told Roscoe—it wouldn't have hurt + her to let me alone. And HE told her I bored him—telephoning him I + wanted to see him. He needn't have done it! He needn't—needn't—” + Her voice grew fainter, for that while, with exhaustion, though she would + go over it all again as soon as her strength returned. She lay panting. + Then, seeing her husband standing disheveled in the doorway, “Don't come + in, Roscoe,” she murmured. “I don't want to see you.” And as he turned + away she added, “I'm kind of sorry for you, Roscoe.” + </p> + <p> + Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, and she + had the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also the disadvantage + of a mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her husband's sharp + tutelage, proved an effective one. Edith was reduced to telephoning + Lamhorn from shops whenever she could juggle her mother into a momentary + distraction over a counter. + </p> + <p> + Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. Her + whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything that + separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered by only + the lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but Sheridan, like + legions of other parents, intensified her passion and fed it hourly fuel + by opposing to it an intolerable force. He swore she should cool, and thus + set her on fire. + </p> + <p> + Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with her + father, and kept her bed betweentimes to let him see what his violence had + done to her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him to breathing fast, + she said pitiably that she might bear her trouble better if she went away; + it was impossible to be in the same town with Lamhorn and not think always + of him. Perhaps in New York she might forget a little. She had written to + a school friend, established quietly with an aunt in apartments—and + a month or so of theaters and restaurants might bring peace. Sheridan + shouted with relief; he gave her a copious cheque, and she left upon a + Monday morning wearing violets with her mourning and having kissed + everybody good-by except Sibyl and Bibbs. She might have kissed Bibbs, but + he failed to realize that the day of her departure had arrived, and was + surprised, on returning from his zinc-eater, that evening, to find her + gone. “I suppose they'll be maried there,” he said, casually. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, + fuming. “Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!” he snorted. “I + don't want to be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot you + are! She's through with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be kept away + from him a few weeks, and I KEPT her away, and it did the business. For + Heaven's sake, go on out o' here!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black silk + sling was still round Sheridan's neck, but no word of Gurney's and no + excruciating twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in the sling. The + wounds, slight enough originally, had become infected the first time he + had dislodged the bandages, and healing was long delayed. Sheridan had the + habit of gesture; he could not “take time to remember,” he said, that he + must be careful, and he had also a curious indignation with his hurt; he + refused to pay it the compliment of admitting its existence. + </p> + <p> + The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan + Building to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which the + doctor felt had become necessary. But he was a little before the appointed + time and was obliged to wait a few minutes in an anteroom—there was + a directors' meeting of some sort in Sheridan's office. The door was + slightly ajar, leaking cigar-smoke and oratory, the latter all Sheridan's, + and Gurney listened. + </p> + <p> + “No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!” he heard the big voice rumbling, and then, + breaking into thunder, “I tell you NO! Some o' you men make me sick! You'd + lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug flipped his hind leg + at you! You say money's tight all over the country. Well, what if it is? + There's no reason for it to be tight, and it's not goin' to keep OUR money + tight! You're always runnin' to the woodshed to hide your nickels in a + crack because some fool newspaper says the market's a little skeery! You + listen to every street-corner croaker and then come and set here and try + to scare ME out of a big thing! We're IN on this—understand? I tell + you there never WAS better times. These are good times and big times, and + I won't stand for any other kind o' talk. This country's on its feet as it + never was before, and this city's on its feet and goin' to stay there!” + And Gurney heard a series of whacks and thumps upon the desk. “'Bad + times'!” Sheridan vociferated, with accompanying thumps. “Rabbit talk! + These times are glorious, I tell you! We're in the promised land, and + we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, gentlemen. The loan goes!” + </p> + <p> + The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened in. + His guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with his right + hand. The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh damage as best + he might; and then he said what he had to say on the subject of Roscoe and + Sibyl, his opinion meeting, as he expected, a warmly hostile reception. + But the result of this conversation was that by telephonic command Roscoe + awaited his father, an hour later, in the library at the New House. + </p> + <p> + “Gurney says your wife's able to travel,” Sheridan said brusquely, as he + came in. + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude which + had become his habit. “Yes, she is.” + </p> + <p> + “Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I wouldn't put it that way,” Roscoe protested, drearily. + </p> + <p> + “No, I hear YOU wouldn't!” There was a bitter gibe in the father's voice, + and he added: “It's a good thing she's goin' abroad—if she'll stay + there. I shouldn't think any of us want her here any more—you least + of all!” + </p> + <p> + “It's no use your talking that way,” said Roscoe. “You won't do any good.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, when are you comin' back to your office?” Sheridan used a brisker, + kinder tone. “Three weeks since you showed up there at all. When you goin' + to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the foolishness and + start in again? You ought to be able to make up for a lot o' lost time and + a lot o' spilt milk when that woman takes herself out o' the way and lets + you and all the rest of us alone.” + </p> + <p> + “It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say to + you. I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!” + </p> + <p> + “Wait a minute before you talk that way!” Sheridan began his sentry-go up + and down the room. “I suppose you know it's taken two pretty good men + about sixteen hours a day to set things straight and get 'em runnin' right + again, down in your office?” + </p> + <p> + “They must be good men.” Roscoe nodded indifferently. “I thought I was + doing about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could handle + it.” + </p> + <p> + “Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are plenty men + drive harder'n I do, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with 'em. + They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use the rest of + their lives. The last's my case, I guess—'complicated by domestic + difficulties'!” + </p> + <p> + “You set there and tell me you give up?” Sheridan's voice shook, and so + did the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward the + despondent figure. “Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say you'll come + down there again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' to trouble you any + more. The work ain't goin' to hurt you if you haven't got her to worry + you, and you can get shut o' this nasty whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't + fastened on you yet. Don't say—” + </p> + <p> + “It's no use on earth,” Roscoe mumbled. “No use on earth.” + </p> + <p> + “Look here! If you want another month's vacation—” + </p> + <p> + “I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?” + </p> + <p> + “Gurney!” Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. “It's Gurney, Gurney, + Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' to with + everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' and, 'The + doctor says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country expect to get its + Work done if Gurney and all the other old nanny-goats keep up this + blattin'—'Oh, oh! Don't lift that stick o' wood; you'll ruin your + NERVES!' So he says you got 'nervous exhaustion induced by overwork and + emotional strain.' They always got to stick the Work in if they see a + chance! I reckon you did have the 'emotional strain,' and that's all's the + matter with you. You'll be over it soon's this woman's gone, and Work's + the very thing to make you quit frettin' about her.” + </p> + <p> + “Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?” + </p> + <p> + “Shut up!” Sheridan bellowed. “I'm so sick o' that man's name I feel like + shootin' anybody that says it to me!” He fumed and chafed, swearing + indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. “Look here; do you think + you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? How much you worth?” + </p> + <p> + “I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, + outside the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not.” + </p> + <p> + “It is? You could'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, at your + age?” + </p> + <p> + “No. But it's mine, and it's enough.” + </p> + <p> + “My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit there! + I suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the bucket, and all + you have to do is lay back and wait! You let me tell you right here, + you'll never see one cent of it. You go out o' business now, and what + would you know about handlin' it five or ten or twenty years from now? + Because I intend to STAY here a little while yet, my boy! They'd either + get it away from you or you'd sell for a nickel and let it be split up and—” + He whirled about, marched to the other end of the room, and stood silent a + moment. Then he said, solemnly: “Listen. If you go out now, you leave me + in the lurch, with nothin' on God's green earth to depend on but your + brother—and you know what he is. I've depended on you for it ALL + since Jim died. Now you've listened to that dam' doctor, and he says maybe + you won't ever be as good a man as you were, and that certainly you won't + be for a year or so—probably more. Now, that's all a lie. Men don't + break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell you, you can shake + this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and a little gumption. Men + don't go away for YEARS and then come back into MOVING businesses like + ours—they lose the strings. And if you could, I won't let you—if + you lay down on me now, I won't—and that's because if you lay down + you prove you ain't the man I thought you were.” He cleared his throat and + finished quietly: “Roscoe, will you take a month's vacation and come back + and go to it?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Roscoe, listlessly. “I'm through.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a table, + went to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. “Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his eyes. + “Best I can do,” he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet lingering. “I + figure it out a good deal like this,” he said. “I didn't KNOW my job was + any strain, and I managed all right, but from what Gur—from what I + hear, I was just up to the limit of my nerves from overwork, and the—the + trouble at home was the extra strain that's fixed me the way I am. I tried + to brace, so I could stand the work and the trouble too, on whiskey—and + that put the finish to me! I—I'm not hitting it as hard as I was for + a while, and I reckon pretty soon, if I can get to feeling a little more + energy, I better try to quit entirely—I don't know. I'm all in—and + the doctor says so. I thought I was running along fine up to a few months + ago, but all the time I was ready to bust, and didn't know it. Now, then, + I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you I wouldn't speak of her + as 'that woman,' because she's your daughter-in-law and going to stay that + way. She didn't do anything wicked. It was a shock to me, and I don't deny + it, to find what she had done—encouraging that fellow to hang around + her after he began trying to flirt with her, and losing her head over him + the way she did. I don't deny it was a shock and that it'll always be a + hurt inside of me I'll never get over. But it was my fault; I didn't + understand a woman's nature.” Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and + desolate earnest. “A woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting + attractive people, and traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, + but I can give her the traveling—real traveling, not just going to + Atlantic City or New Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman + has to have something in her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I + was. I never understood till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and + I believe if you'd heard her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly + about her; I believe you might have forgiven her like I have. That's all. + I never cared anything for any girl but her in my life, but I was so busy + with business I put it ahead of her. I never THOUGHT about her, I was so + busy thinking business. Well, this is where it's brought us to—and + now when you talk about 'business' to me I feel the way you do when + anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word 'business' makes me dizzy—it + makes me honestly sick at the stomach. I believe if I had to go down-town + and step inside that office door I'd fall down on the floor, deathly sick. + You talk about a 'month's vacation'—and I get just as sick. I'm + rattled—I can't plan—I haven't got any plans—can't make + any, except to take my girl and get just as far away from that office as I + can—and stay. We're going to Japan first, and if we—” + </p> + <p> + His father rustled the paper. “I said good-by, Roscoe.” + </p> + <p> + “Good-by,” said Roscoe, listlessly. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0024" id="link2HCH0024"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXIV + </h2> + <p> + Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; then + he rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson appeared. + </p> + <p> + “Has Bibbs got home from work?” + </p> + <p> + “Mist' Bibbs? No, suh.” + </p> + <p> + “Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes.” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon the + newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond their + explanatory rubrics—there was nothing unusual or startling to + concentrate his attention: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + “Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides.”<br /> + “Burglars Make Big Haul.”<br /> + “Board Works Approve Big Car-line Extension.”<br /> + “Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull Fractured.”<br /> + “Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court.”<br /> + “Plan New Eighteen-story Structure.”<br /> + “School-girl Meets Death under Automobile.”<br /> + “Negro Cuts Three. One Dead.”<br /> + “Life Crushed Out. Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes Action by Coroner.”<br /> + “Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies Protest to Governor in Church Rioting Case.”<br /> + “Short $3,500 in Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug.”<br /> + “Found Frozen. Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when + Parents Return Home from Seeking Work.”<br /> + “Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures on Big Future of Our<br /> + City. Sees Big Improvement during Short Absence. Says No<br /> + European City Holds Candle.” (Sheridan nodded approvingly here.)<br /> +</div></div> + <p> + Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. + “Well, father, did you want me?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Sit down.” Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the fire, + holding out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold outdoors. + </p> + <p> + “I came within seven of the shop record to-day,” he said. “I handled more + strips than any other workman has any day this month. The nearest to me is + sixteen behind.” + </p> + <p> + “There!” exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. “What'd I tell you? I'd + like to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you there—I + would just like to hear him! And you—ain't you ashamed of makin' + such a fuss about it? Ain't you?” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time,” Bibbs said, + smiling brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. “I didn't know + the difference it meant to like a thing.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I guess I + HAVE! I said the shop'd be good for you, and it was. I said it wouldn't + hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what I said it would be. + Ain't that so?” + </p> + <p> + “Looks like it!” Bibbs agreed, gaily. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! Instead o' + hurting you, it's been the makin' of you—physically. You're a good + inch taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than what I am if you'd + get some flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' a little. Physically, + it's started you out to be the huskiest one o' the whole family. Now, + then, mentally—that's different. I don't say it unkindly, Bibbs, but + you got to do something for yourself mentally, just like what's begun + physically. And I'm goin' to help you.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his + son's, and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. “I got plans + for you, Bibbs,” he said. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. “I—I'm all + right now, father.” + </p> + <p> + “Listen.” Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the tone of + a reasonable man reasoning. “Listen here, Bibbs. I had another blow + to-day, and it was a hard one and right in the face, though I HAVE been + expectin' it some little time back. Well, it's got to be met. Now I'll be + frank with you. As I said a minute ago, mentally I couldn't ever called + you exactly strong. You been a little weak both ways, most of your life. + Not but what I think you GOT a mentality, if you'd learn to use it. You + got will-power, I'll say that for you. I never knew boy or man that could + be stubborner—never one in my life! Now, then, you've showed you + could learn to run that machine best of any man in the shop, in no time at + all. That looks to me like you could learn to do other things. I don't + deny but what it's an encouragin' sign. I don't deny that, at all. Well, + that helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as it looks. You're all + I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't as poor material as I + thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within seven strips of the shop's + record to-day looks to me like encouragin' information brought in at just + about the right time. Now, then, I'm goin' to give you a raise. I wanted + to send you straight on up through the shops—a year or two, maybe—but + I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now I've lost Roscoe. He's quit. He's laid + down on me. If he ever comes back at all, he'll be a long time pickin' up + the strings, and, anyway, he ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count + on him. I got to have SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to + this: you're my last chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains + you got and see if we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' + to put my time in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, + and I won't be hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' + to do the big thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do the + big thing for me, in return. I've vindicated my policy with you about the + shop, and now I'm goin' to turn right around and swing you 'way over ahead + of where the other boys started, and I'm goin' to make an appeal to your + ambition that'll make you dizzy!” He tapped his son on the knee again. + “Bibbs, I'm goin' to start you off this way: I'm goin' to make you a + director in the Pump Works Company; I'm goin' to make you vice-president + of the Realty Company and a vice-president of the Trust Company!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. “Oh no!” he cried. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. “Yes, sir! + And there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those + vice-presidencies, and a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the + directorship. You thought I was pretty mean about the shop—oh, I + know you did!—but you see the old man can play it both ways. And so + right now, the minute you've begun to make good the way I wanted you to, I + deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it out bigger and bigger + every time you show me you're big enough to play the hand I deal you. I'm + startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!” + </p> + <p> + “But I don't—I don't—I don't want it!” Bibbs stammered. + </p> + <p> + “What'd you say?” Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + </p> + <p> + “I don't want it, father. I thank you—I do thank you—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan looked perplexed. “What's the matter with you? Didn't you + understand what I was tellin' you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered—” + </p> + <p> + “I know, I know! But I can't take it.” + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter with you?” Sheridan was half amazed, half suspicious. + “Your head feel funny?” + </p> + <p> + “I've never been quite so sane in my life,” said Bibbs, “as I have lately. + And I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right life. I'm + earning my daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My wages are enough. I + don't want any more money, and I don't deserve any—” + </p> + <p> + “Damnation!” Sheridan sprang up. “You've turned Socialist! You been + listening to those fellows down there, and you—” + </p> + <p> + “No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that isn't + it.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. + “Then what is it? What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing,” his son returned, nervously. “Nothing—except that I'm + content. I don't want to change anything.” + </p> + <p> + “Why not?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. “I'll tell you, father, + if I can. I know it may be hard to understand—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I think it may be,” said Sheridan, grimly. “What you say usually is + a LITTLE that way. Go on!” + </p> + <p> + Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself at + every possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream—a + rough hand stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a table and + made vague drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke he kept his + eyes lowered. “You weren't altogether right about the shop—that is, + in one way you weren't, father.” He glanced up apprehensively. Sheridan + stood facing him, expressionless, and made no attempt to interrupt. + “That's difficult to explain,” Bibbs continued, lowering his eyes again, + to follow the tracings of his finger. “I—I believe the shop might + have done for me this time if I hadn't—if something hadn't helped me + to—oh, not only to bear it, but to be happy in it. Well, I AM happy + in it. I want to go on just as I am. And of all things on earth that I + don't want, I don't want to live a business life—I don't want to be + drawn into it. I don't think it IS living—and now I AM living. I + have the healthful toil—and I can think. In business as important as + yours I couldn't think anything but business. I don't—I don't think + making money is worth while.” + </p> + <p> + “Go on,” said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + </p> + <p> + “It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see,” said Bibbs. “You think + this city is rich and powerful—but what's the use of its being rich + and powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the schools + because the city is rich and powerful. They teach them more than they used + to because some people—not rich and powerful people—have + thought the thoughts to teach the children. And yet when you've been + reading the paper I've heard you objecting to the children being taught + anything except what would help them to make money. You said it was + wasting the taxes. You want them taught to make a living, but not to live. + When I was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; now it's hideous. What's + the use of being big just to be hideous? I mean I don't think all this has + meant really going ahead—it's just been getting bigger and dirtier + and noisier. Wasn't the whole country happier and in many ways wiser when + it was smaller and cleaner and quieter and kinder? I know you think I'm an + utter fool, father, but, after all, though, aren't business and politics + just the housekeeping part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman that + not only made her housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily and + dirtily that the whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over it? + And suppose she talked and thought about her housekeeping all the time, + and was always having additions built to her house when she couldn't keep + clean what she already had; and suppose, with it all, she made the house + altogether unpeaceful and unlivable—” + </p> + <p> + “Just one minute!” Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible courtesy, + “If you will permit me? Have you ever been right about anything?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't quite—” + </p> + <p> + “I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything + whatever in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon any + subject or question you've thought about and talked about? Can you mention + one single time when you were proved to be right?” + </p> + <p> + He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, “If + I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm right + about this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be due to bring + up my average.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you + probably couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You been + balkin' all your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you to do, + you'd let out SOME kind of a holler, like you are now—and yet I + can't seem to remember once when you didn't have to lay down and do what I + said. But go on with your remarks about our city and the business of this + country. Go on!” + </p> + <p> + “I don't want to be a part of it,” said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. “I + want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I went down + there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for money enough to—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. “You've never had + to earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. Now, let me + remind you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're eatin' pretty + fair food; you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just suppose one o' these + noisy housekeepers—me, for instance—decided to let you do your + own housekeepin'. May I ask what your proposition would be?” + </p> + <p> + “I'm earning nine dollars a week,” said Bibbs, sturdily. “It's enough. I + shouldn't mind at all.” + </p> + <p> + “Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?” + </p> + <p> + “My work!” Bibbs answered. “And I've done so well on that clipping-machine + I believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty a week at another job. + I could be a fair plumber in a few months, I'm sure. I'd rather have a + trade than be in business—I should, infinitely!” + </p> + <p> + “You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!” But Sheridan + struggled with his temper and again was partially successful in + controlling it. “You better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're + either goin' down with me to my office Monday morning—or—you + can go to plumbing!” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Bibbs, gently. “I can get along.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. “O God,” he said, + “this boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine dollars a + week, and now his money's gone to his head! Can't You do nothin' for him?” + Then he flung his hands apart, palms outward, in a furious gesture of + dismissal. “Get out o' this room! You got a skull that's thicker'n a + whale's thigh-bone, but it's cracked spang all the way across! You hated + the machine-shop so bad when I sent you there, you went and stayed sick + for over two years—and now, when I offer to take you out of it and + give you the mint, you holler for the shop like a calf for its mammy! + You're cracked! Oh, but I got a fine layout here! One son died, one quit, + and one's a loon! The loon's all I got left! H. P. Ellersly's wife had a + crazy brother, and they undertook to keep him at the house. First morning + he was there he walked straight though a ten-dollar plate-glass window out + into the yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' That's what + you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', 'Oh, look at the pretty + dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what you bust! Well, + mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you are, I'll take + you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn you—yes, and + I'll lam you, if I got to—until I've made something out of you + that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while I'm able to + stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' at you till + they get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and don't let me hear + from you again till you can come and tell me you've waked up, you poor, + pitiful, dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, for + once; but there was more than that—he seemed to be startled by his + father's last word. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0025" id="link2HCH0025"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXV + </h2> + <p> + There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this storm + nor that other which so imminently threatened him held place in the + consciousness of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the presence of + Mary. All was right in his world as he sat with her, reading Maurice + Maeterlinck's Alladine and Palomides. The sorrowful light of the gas-jet + might have been May morning sunshine flashing amber and rose through the + glowing windows of the Sainte-Chapelle, it was so bright for Bibbs. And + while the zinc-eater held out to bring him such golden nights as these, + all the king's horses and all the king's men might not serve to break the + spell. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; and + Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, appeared to + discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look at him whenever + there was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, that while they were + together, and it was light, she looked at him all the time. + </p> + <p> + When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a + little while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and + said: “There's something I want to read over. This:” + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> You would think I threw a window open on the dawn.... She has a + soul that can be seen around her—that takes you in its arms like + an ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you + for everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it....</p> +</div> + <p> + He stopped and looked at her. + </p> + <p> + “You boy!” said Mary, not very clearly. + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes,” he returned. “But it's true—especially my knees!” + </p> + <p> + “You boy!” she murmured again, blushing charmingly. “You might read + another line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were looking + into a mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it—I can give it to + you: 'A little Greek slave that came from the heart of Arcady!'” + </p> + <p> + “I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works—and going to stay one, + unless I have to decide to study plumbing.” + </p> + <p> + “No.” She shook her head. “You love and want what's beautiful and delicate + and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, and have always + wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most wistful person I had + ever known, and that's what you were wistful for.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment or + two the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. “Why, no,” he said; “I + wanted something else more than that. I wanted you.” + </p> + <p> + “And here I am!” she laughed, completely understanding. “I think we're + like those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the rough + Burgundian cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard and told + everybody that the devil was dead.” + </p> + <p> + “He isn't, though,” said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next room + began a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. “He gets + into the clock whenever I'm with you.” And, sighing deeply he rose to go. + </p> + <p> + “You're always very prompt about leaving me.” + </p> + <p> + “I—I try to be,” he said. “It isn't easy to be careful not to risk + everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw you + look tired—” + </p> + <p> + “Have you ever?” + </p> + <p> + “Not yet. You always look—you always look—” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + “Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about something, + you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into people to see it. + If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering that look—and I'd + never give up! It's a brave look, too, as though gaiety might be a kind of + gallantry on your part, and yet I don't quite understand why it should be, + either.” He smiled quizzically, looking down upon her. “Mary, you haven't + a 'secret sorrow,' have you?” + </p> + <p> + For answer she only laughed. + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said; “I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think + that's why you were so kind to me—you have nothing but happiness in + your own life, and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn to + happiness, too. But there's one little time in the twenty-four hours when + I'm not happy. It's now, when I have to say good night. I feel dismal + every time it comes—and then, when I've left the house, there's a + bad little blankness, a black void, as though I were temporarily dead; and + it lasts until I get it established in my mind that I'm really beginning + another day that's to end with YOU again. Then I cheer up. But now's the + bad time—and I must go through it, and so—good night.” And he + added with a pungent vehemence of which he was little aware, “I hate it!” + </p> + <p> + “Do you?” she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood + motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + </p> + <p> + “Mary! Your eyes are so—” He stopped. + </p> + <p> + “Yes?” But she looked quickly away. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” he said. “I thought just then—” + </p> + <p> + “What did you think?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know—it seemed to me that there was something I ought to + understand—and didn't.” + </p> + <p> + She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. “My eyes are + pleased,” she said. “I'm glad that you miss me a little after you go.” + </p> + <p> + “But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it,” he said. + </p> + <p> + She inclined her head. “Yes. I'll—'let it'!” + </p> + <p> + “Going to church,” said Bibbs. “It IS going to church when I go with you!” + </p> + <p> + She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They had + formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them ever + speaking of it; but it was always the same. She always stood in the + doorway until he reached the sidewalk, and there he always turned and + looked back, and she waved her hand to him. Then he went on, halfway to + the New House, and looked back again, and Mary was not in the doorway, but + the door was open and the light shone. It was as if she meant to tell him + that she would never shut him out; he could always see that friendly light + of the open doorway—as if it were open for him to come back, if he + would. He could see it until a wing of the New House came between, when he + went up the path. The open doorway seemed to him the beautiful symbol of + her friendship—of her thought of him; a symbol of herself and of her + ineffable kindness. + </p> + <p> + And she kept the door open—even to-night, though the sleet and fine + snow swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was strewn + with tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw that she was + there, waving her hand to him, as if she did not know that the storm + touched her. When he had gone on, Mary did as she always did—she + went into an unlit room across the hall from that in which they had spent + the evening, and, looking from the window, watched him until he was out of + sight. The storm made that difficult to-night, but she caught a glimpse of + him under the street-lamp that stood between the two houses, and saw that + he turned to look back again. Then, and not before, she looked at the + upper windows of Roscoe's house across the street. They were dark. Mary + waited, but after a little while she closed the front door and returned to + her window. A moment later two of the upper windows of Roscoe's house + flashed into light and a hand lowered the shade of one of them. Mary felt + the cold then—it was the third night she had seen those windows + lighted and the shade lowered, just after Bibbs had gone. + </p> + <p> + But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for his + last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white already + upon his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the lee of the + sheltering wing of the New House. + </p> + <p> + A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became + aware of a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the + library: Sheridan cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her voice + rising to an agonized squeal of protest upon each of a series of muffled + detonations—the outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand upon wood; + then Gurney, sharply imperious, “Keep your hand in that sling! Keep your + hand in that sling, I say!” + </p> + <p> + “LOOK!” George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important a + tragedy; and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with which he + had first beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before the eyes of + Bibbs. “Look at 'at lamidal statue!” + </p> + <p> + Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly Byzantine—painted + colossal fragments of the shattered torso, appallingly human; and gilded + and silvered heaps of magnificence strewn among ruinous palms like the + spoil of a barbarians' battle. There had been a massacre in the oasis—the + Moor had been hurled headlong from his pedestal. + </p> + <p> + “He hit 'at ole lamidal statue,” said George. “POW!” + </p> + <p> + “My father?” + </p> + <p> + “YESsuh! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick 's I + kin telefoam—she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He ain't + takin' on 'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was 'while ago. You + done miss' it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all quiet' down, to what he + was. POW! he hit'er! Yessuh!” He took Bibbs's coat and proffered a + crumpled telegraph form. “Here what come,” he said. “I pick 'er up when he + done stompin' on 'er. You read 'er, Mist' Bibbs—you' ma tell me tuhn + 'er ovuh to you soon's you come in.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed to + Mrs. Sheridan. + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure + you will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal.</p> + <p class="rt">Edith Lamhorn.</p> +</div> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0026" id="link2HCH0026"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXVI + </h2> + <p> + George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening to + thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open doors of + the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of him, just then, + would prove nothing less than insufferable for his father. For that reason + he was about to make his escape into the gold-and-brocade room, intending + to keep out of sight, when he heard Sheridan vociferously demanding his + presence. + </p> + <p> + “Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let him in. + Now you'll SEE!” And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out into the + hall, beckoned to her son. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white + cotton, his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was striding + up and down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages that he seemed + to be wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were bloodshot; his forehead + was heavily bedewed; one side of his collar had broken loose, and there + were blood-stains upon his right cuff. + </p> + <p> + “THERE'S our little sunshine!” he cried, as Bibbs appeared. “THERE'S the + hope o' the family—my lifelong pride and joy! I want—” + </p> + <p> + “Keep you hand in that sling,” said Gurney, sharply. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. “For God's sake, + sing another tune!” he cried. “You said you 'came as a doctor but stay as + a friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up and criticize ME—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, talk sense,” said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. “What do you + want Bibbs to say?” + </p> + <p> + “You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'—'hysterical,' + oh Lord! You sat up there and told me I got 'hysterical' over nothin'! You + sat up there tellin' me I didn't have as heavy burdens as many another man + you knew. I just want you to hear THIS. Now listen!” He swung toward the + quiet figure waiting in the doorway. “Bibbs, will you come down-town with + me Monday morning and let me start you with two vice-presidencies, a + directorship, stock, and salaries? I ask you.” + </p> + <p> + “No, father,” said Bibbs, gently. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, + instead of takin' up my offer?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir.” + </p> + <p> + “And I'd like the doctor to hear: What'll you do if I decide you're too + high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in my shop?” + </p> + <p> + “Find other work,” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “There! You hear him for yourself!” Sheridan cried. “You hear what—” + </p> + <p> + “Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and + broke, piping into falsetto: “He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants to be + a PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into business—he + wants to be a plumber so he can THINK!” + </p> + <p> + He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left hand. + “There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's my chance to + live,” he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave ashes in his + throat. “That's my one chance to live—that thing you see in the + doorway yonder!” + </p> + <p> + Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been winding, + and tossed it into the open bag. “What's the matter with giving Bibbs a + chance to live?” he said, coolly. “I would if I were you. You've had TWO + that went into business.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. “Joe Gurney,” he + said, when he could command himself so far, “are you accusin' me of the + responsibility for the death of my son James?” + </p> + <p> + “I accuse you of nothing,” said the doctor. “But just once I'd like to + have it out with you on the question of Bibbs—and while he's here, + too.” He got up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands behind + his back and smiling. “Look here, old fellow, let's be reasonable,” he + said. “You were bound Bibbs should go to the shop again, and I gave you + and him, both, to understand pretty plainly that if he went it was at the + risk of his life. Well, what did he do? He said he wanted to go. And he + did go, and he's made good there. Now, see: Isn't that enough? Can't you + let him off now? He wants to write, and how do you know that he couldn't + do it if you gave him a chance? How do you know he hasn't some message—something + to say that might make the world just a little bit happier or wiser? He + MIGHT—in time—it's a possibility not to be denied. Now he + can't deliver any message if he goes down there with you, and he won't + HAVE any to deliver. I don't say going down with you is likely to injure + his health, as I thought the shop would, and as the shop did, the first + time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But I tell you one thing I + know: if you take him down there you'll kill something that I feel is in + him, and it's finer, I think, than his physical body, and you'll kill it + deader than a door-nail! And so why not let it live? You've about come to + the end of your string, old fellow. Why not stop this perpetual devilish + fighting and give Bibbs his chance?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. “What 'fighting?'” + </p> + <p> + “Yours—with nature.” Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his + fierce antagonist equably. “You don't seem to understand that you've been + struggling against actual law.” + </p> + <p> + “What law?” + </p> + <p> + “Natural law,” said Gurney. “What do you think beat you with Edith? Did + Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question something + powerful that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, and you weren't + against HER, but you set yourself against the power that had her in its + grip, and it shot out a spurt of flame—and won in a walk! What's + taken Roscoe from you? Timbers bear just so much strain, old man; but YOU + wanted to send the load across the broken bridge, and you thought you + could bully or coax the cracked thing into standing. Well, you couldn't! + Now here's Bibbs. There are thousands of men fit for the life you want him + to lead—and so is he. It wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be + twice as good a business man as Jim and Roscoe put together.” + </p> + <p> + “WHAT!” Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + </p> + <p> + “Your son Bibbs,” said the doctor, composedly, “Bibbs Sheridan has the + kind and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success in + anything—if he ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to + remain asleep. I like him that way. But the thousands of men fit for the + life you want him to lead aren't fit to do much with the life he OUGHT to + lead. Blindly, he's been fighting for the chance to lead it—he's + obeying something that begs to stay alive within him; and, blindly, he + knows you'll crush it out. You've set your will to do it. Let me tell you + something more. You don't know what you've become since Jim's going + thwarted you—and that's what was uppermost, a bafflement stronger + than your normal grief. You're half mad with a consuming fury against the + very self of the law—for it was the very self of the law that took + Jim from you. That was a law concerning the cohesion of molecules. The + very self of the law took Roscoe from you and gave Edith the certainty of + beating you; and the very self of the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. + The LAW beats you. Haven't you been whipped enough? But you want to whip + the law—you've set yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, + to wield it and twist it—” + </p> + <p> + The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. “Yes! And by + God, I will!” + </p> + <p> + “So Ajax defied the lightning,” said Gurney. + </p> + <p> + “I've heard that dam'-fool story, too,” Sheridan retorted, fiercely. + “That's for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me tell + you! 'Defied the lightning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been half a man + he'd 'a' got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' the lightning—we + hitch it up and make it work for us like a black-steer! A man nowadays + would just as soon think o' defyin' a wood-shed!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what about Bibbs?” said Gurney. “Will you be a really big man now + and—” + </p> + <p> + “Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!” Sheridan began to walk to and fro + again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot his bolt + the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, but the target + seemed unaware of the marksman. + </p> + <p> + “I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder,” Sheridan + went on, “and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what—I + don't! I suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I mightn't + need a son! Yes, I got a son-in-law now—a spender!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, put your hand back!” said Gurney, wearily. + </p> + <p> + There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right hand in + the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the table and + half-way across the room—a comet with a destroying black tail. Mrs. + Sheridan shrieked and sprang toward it. + </p> + <p> + “Let it lay!” he shouted, fiercely. “Let it lay!” And, weeping, she + obeyed. “Yes, sir,” he went on, in a voice the more ominous for the sudden + hush he put upon it. “I got a spender for a son-in-law! It's wonderful + where property goes, sometimes. There was ole man Tracy—you remember + him, Doc—J. R. Tracy, solid banker. He went into the bank as + messenger, seventeen years old; he was president at forty-three, and he + built that bank with his life for forty years more. He was down there from + nine in the morning until four in the afternoon the day before he died—over + eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? It was diamond edge! He used to eat a bag o' + peanuts and an apple for lunch; but he wasn't stingy—he was just + livin' in his business. He didn't care for pie or automobiles—he had + his bank. It was an institution, and it come pretty near bein' the beatin' + heart o' this town in its time. Well, that ole man used to pass one o' + these here turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants cigarette boys on the + streets. Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak to him? God! he wouldn't + 'a' coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him clean the cuspidors at the + bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' in FRONT the bank he'd 'a' + had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy was doin' every day of his + life was workin' for that cigarette boy! Tracy thought it was for the + bank; he thought he was givin' his life and his life-blood and the blood + of his brain for the bank, but he wasn't. It was every bit—from the + time he went in at seventeen till he died in harness at eighty-three—it + was every last lick of it just slavin' for that turned-up-nose, + turned-up-pants cigarette boy. AND TRACY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME! He + died, not ever havin' heard it, though he chased him off the front steps + of his house once. The day after Tracy died his old-maid daughter married + the cigarette—and there AIN'T any Tracy bank any more! And now”—his + voice rose again—“and now I got a cigarette son-in-law!” + </p> + <p> + Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and + Sheridan once more returned it to the sling. + </p> + <p> + “My son-in-law likes Florida this winter,” Sheridan went on. “That's good, + and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll be there + next winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and I hear it can + be done in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's woman got me to + spend that much on a porch for their new house, Edith wouldn't give me a + minute's rest till I turned over the same to her. And she's got it, + besides what I gave her to go East on. It'll be gone long before this time + next year, and when she comes home and leaves the cigarette behind—for + good—she'll get some more. MY name ain't Tracy, and there ain't + goin' to be any Tracy business in the Sheridan family. And there ain't + goin' to be any college foundin' and endowin' and trusteein', nor + God-knows-what to keep my property alive when I'm gone! Edith'll be back, + and she'll get a girl's share when she's through with that cigarette, but—” + </p> + <p> + “By the way,” interposed Gurney, “didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that Bibbs + warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed and + stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with his wounded + hand, and when the doctor, after storming at him ineffectively, sprang to + catch and protect that hand, Sheridan wrenched it away, tearing the + bandage. He hammered the table till it leaped. + </p> + <p> + “Fool!” he panted, choking. “If he's shown gumption enough to guess right + the first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' him on!” + And, struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, thrusting forward + his convulsed face, which was deathly pale. “My name ain't Tracy, I tell + you!” he screamed, hoarsely. “You give in, you stubborn fool! I've had my + way with you before, and I'll have my way with you now!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering that + “splendid look” of Mary's which he had told her would give him courage in + a struggle, so that he would “never give up.” + </p> + <p> + “No. You can't have your way,” he said. And then, obeying a significant + motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving them struggling. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0027" id="link2HCH0027"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXVII + </h2> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her husband's + room at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the darkened chamber. + At the “old” house they had shared a room, but the architect had chosen to + separate them at the New, and they had not known how to formulate an + objection, although to both of them something seemed vaguely reprehensible + in the new arrangement. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the aperture + when he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I'm AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door.” + </p> + <p> + She came and sat by the bed. “I woke up thinkin' about it,” she explained. + “And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must be right, and I + knew you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, so—well, you got + plenty other troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't goin' to have the worry + with Bibbs it looks like.” + </p> + <p> + “You BET I ain't!” he grunted. + </p> + <p> + “Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works,” she continued. + “He's a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I honestly have to + say he seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll say something sounds + right bright. 'Course, most always it doesn't, and a good deal of the + time, when he says things, why, I have to feel glad we haven't got + company, because they'd think he didn't have any gumption at all. Yet, + look at the way he did when Jim—when Jim got hurt. He took right + hold o' things. 'Course he'd been sick himself so much and all—and + the rest of us never had, much, and we were kind o' green about what to do + in that kind o' trouble—still, he did take hold, and everything went + off all right; you'll have to say that much, papa. And Dr. Gurney says + he's got brains, and you can't deny but what the doctor's right + considerable of a man. He acts sleepy, but that's only because he's got + such a large practice—he's a pretty wide-awake kind of a man some + ways. Well, what he says last night about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and + how much he'd amount to if he ever woke up—that's what I got to + thinkin' about. You heard him, papa; he says, 'Bibbs'll be a bigger + business man than what Jim and Roscoe was put together—if he ever + wakes up,' he says. Wasn't that exactly what he says?” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose so,” said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. “Gurney's + crazier'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't—if what he says was true—what + of it?” + </p> + <p> + “Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get married. + You know where he goes all the time—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Lord, yes!” Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the wall, + leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. “You better + go back to sleep. He runs over there—every minute she'll let him, I + suppose. Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it.” + </p> + <p> + “WHY ain't there?” she urged. “I know better—there is, too! You wait + and see. There's just one thing in the world that'll wake the sleepiest + young man alive up—yes, and make him JUMP up—and I don't care + who he is or how sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when he takes it + into his head to pick out some girl and settle down and have a home and + chuldern of his own. THEN, I guess, he'll go out after the money! You'll + see. I've known dozens o' cases, and so've you—moony, no-'count + young men, all notions and talk, goin' to be ministers, maybe or + something; and there's just this one thing takes it out of 'em and brings + 'em right down to business. Well, I never could make out just what it is + Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem he wants to be a minister exactly—he's + so far-away you can't tell, and he never SAYS—but I know this is + goin' to get him right down to common sense. Now, I don't say that Bibbs + has got the idea in his head yet—'r else he wouldn't be talkin' that + fool-talk about nine dollars a week bein' good enough for him to live on. + But it's COMIN', papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you want to hand him + out. He will! And I can tell you this much, too: he'll want all the salary + and stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to keep gettin' more. That + girl's the kind that a young husband just goes crazy to give things to! + She's pretty and fine-lookin', and things look nice on her, and I guess + she'd like to have 'em about as well as the next. And I guess she isn't + gettin' many these days, either, and she'll be pretty ready for the + change. I saw her with her sleeves rolled up at the kitchen window the + other day, and Jackson told me yesterday their cook left two weeks ago, + and they haven't tried to hire another one. He says her and her mother + been doin' the housework a good while, and now they're doin' the cookin,' + too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't know that unless she's told him, and I reckon + she wouldn't; she's kind o' stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is too up in the + clouds to notice anything like that for himself. They've never asked him + to a meal in the house, but he wouldn't notice that, either—he's + kind of innocent. Now I was thinkin'—you know, I don't suppose we've + hardly mentioned the girl's name at table since Jim went, but it seems to + me maybe if—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. + “You're barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!” + </p> + <p> + “Why am I?” she demanded, crossly. “Why am I barkin' up the wrong tree?” + </p> + <p> + “Because you are. There's nothin' in it.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll bet you,” she said, rising—“I'll bet you he goes to church + with her this morning. What you want to bet?” + </p> + <p> + “Go back to bed,” he commanded. “I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; there's + nothin' in it, I tell you.” + </p> + <p> + She shook her head perplexedly. “You think because—because Jim was + runnin' so much with her it wouldn't look right?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Nothin' to do with it.” + </p> + <p> + “Then—do you know something about it that you ain't told me?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I do,” he grunted. “Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. I + ain't had any yet!” + </p> + <p> + “Well—” She went to the door, her expression downcast. “I thought + maybe—but—” She coughed prefatorily. “Oh, papa, something else + I wanted to tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last night + when the telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but—well, Sibyl + wants to come over this afternoon. Roscoe says she has something she wants + to say to us. It'll be the first time she's been out since she was able to + sit up—and I reckon she wants to tell us she's sorry for what + happened. They expect to get off by the end o' the week, and I reckon she + wants to feel she's done what she could to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's + what he said. I 'phoned him again about Edith, and he said it wouldn't + disturb Sibyl, because she'd been expectin' it; she was sure all along it + was goin' to happen; and, besides, I guess she's got all that foolishness + pretty much out of her, bein' so sick. But what I thought was, no use + bein' rough with her, papa—I expect she's suffered a good deal—and + I don't think we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. You'll—you'll + be kind o' polite to her, won't you, papa?” + </p> + <p> + He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had pulled + over his head. + </p> + <p> + “What?” she said, timidly. “I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat Sibyl + all right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, papa?” + </p> + <p> + He threw the coverlet off furiously. “I presume so!” he roared. + </p> + <p> + She departed guiltily. + </p> + <p> + But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to church + with Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have lost. + Nevertheless, Bibbs and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. Vertrees's + house with the purpose of going to church. That was their intention, and + they had no other. They meant to go to church. + </p> + <p> + But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a conversation + as they came to the church; and though Mary was looking to the right and + Bibbs was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward glance converged with + Mary's rightward glance, and neither was looking far beyond the other at + this time. It also happened that, though they were a little jostled among + groups of people in the vicinity of the church, they passed this somewhat + prominent edifice without being aware of their proximity to it, and they + had gone an incredible number of blocks beyond it before they discovered + their error. However, feeling that they might be embarrassingly late if + they returned, they decided that a walk would make them as good. It was a + windless winter morning, with an inch of crisp snow over the ground. So + they walked, and for the most part they were silent, but on their way + home, after they had turned back at noon, they began to be talkative + again. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” said Bibbs, after a time, “am I a sleep-walker?” + </p> + <p> + She laughed a little, then looked grave. “Does your father say you are?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes—when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. He + has quite a list.” + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't mind,” she said, gently. “He's been getting some pretty + severe shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, Bibbs. + I've always been sure he's very big.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Big and—blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without + any consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to grow + stronger. Stronger for what? For nothing.” + </p> + <p> + “Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger for + something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what he and his + kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T see it—so + great none of us could see it.” + </p> + <p> + “No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving underground—” + </p> + <p> + “Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight,” she finished for + him, cheerily. + </p> + <p> + “Into the smoke,” said Bibbs. “Look at the powder of coal-dust already + dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's from the little + pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's a fleck of soot on + your cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; he might as well have + thrown it on you. It would have been braver, for then he'd have taken his + chance of my whipping him for it if I could.” + </p> + <p> + “IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so + rhetorically? IS there?” + </p> + <p> + “Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary—a fleck on each. One + landed since I mentioned the first.” + </p> + <p> + She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded in + transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They were + entirely matter-of-course about it. + </p> + <p> + An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary for + the last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of the soot. + “There!” said the elderly wife. “You're always wrong when you begin + guessing about strangers. Those two young people aren't honeymooners at + all—they've been married for years. A blind man could see that.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish I did know who threw that soot on you,” said Bibbs, looking up at + the neighboring chimneys, as they went on. “They arrest children for + throwing snowballs at the street-cars, but—” + </p> + <p> + “But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures in the + houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they make. I + wonder what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city each year. Yes, + we pay the price for living in a 'growing town,' whether we have money to + pay or none.” + </p> + <p> + “Who is it gets the pay?” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “Not I!” she laughed. + </p> + <p> + “Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only some of + the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father wants me to + get.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” she said, smiling to him, and nodding. “And you don't want it, and + you don't need it.” + </p> + <p> + “But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?” He had told her of his + father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor and + picturesqueness of their setting forth. “You think I'm right?” + </p> + <p> + “A thousand times!” she cried. “There aren't so many happy people in this + world, I think—and you say you've found what makes you happy. If + it's a dream—keep it!” + </p> + <p> + “The thought of going down there—into the money shuffle—I hate + it as I never hated the shop!” he said. “I hate it! And the city itself, + the city that the money shuffle has made—just look at it! Look at it + in winter. The snow's tried hard to make the ugliness bearable, but the + ugliness is winning; it's making the snow hideous; the snow's getting + dirty on top, and it's foul underneath with the dirt and disease of the + unclean street. And the dirt and the ugliness and the rush and the noise + aren't the worst of it; it's what the dirt and ugliness and rush and noise + MEAN—that's the worst! The outward things are insufferable, but + they're only the expression of a spirit—a blind embryo of a spirit, + not yet a soul—oh, just greed! And this 'go ahead' nonsense! + Oughtn't it all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't want to get ahead if I + could—I'd want to help the other fellow to keep up with me.” + </p> + <p> + “I read something the other day and remembered it for you,” said Mary. “It + was something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: 'In the + first picture I shall make a man walking in the street of a great city, + full of all kinds of happy life: children, and lovers walking, and ladies + leaning from the windows all down great lengths of a street leading to the + city walls; and there the gates are wide open, letting in a space of green + field and cornfield in harvest; and all round his head a great rain of + swirling autumn leaves blowing from a little walled graveyard.” + </p> + <p> + “And if I painted,” Bibbs returned, “I'd paint a lady walking in the + street of a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile life—children + being taught only how to make money, and lovers hurrying to get richer, + and ladies who'd given up trying to wash their windows clean, and the + gates of the city wide open, letting in slums and slaughter-houses and + freight-yards, and all round this lady's head a great rain of swirling + soot—” He paused, adding, thoughtfully: “And yet I believe I'm glad + that soot got on your cheek. It was just as if I were your brother—the + way you gave me your handkerchief to rub it off for you. Still, Edith + never—” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't she?” said Mary, as he paused again. + </p> + <p> + “No. And I—” He contented himself with shaking his head instead of + offering more definite information. Then he realized that they were + passing the New House, and he sighed profoundly. “Mary, our walk's almost + over.” + </p> + <p> + She looked as blank. “So it is, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly to a + stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with Sibyl, + who was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her illness, + however, walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not taking his + arm. The two crossed the street without appearing to see Mary and her + companion, and entering the New House, were lost to sight. Mary gazed + after them gravely, but Bibbs, looking at Mary, did not see them. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he said, “you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?” + </p> + <p> + “No, Bibbs.” And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him instantly + unreasonably happy. + </p> + <p> + “I know you want to go in—” he began. + </p> + <p> + “No. I don't want to.” + </p> + <p> + “I mustn't keep you standing here, and I mustn't go in with you—but—I + just wanted to say—I've seemed very stupid to myself this morning, + grumbling about soot and all that—while all the time I—Mary, I + think it's been the very happiest of all the hours you've given me. I do. + And—I don't know just why—but it's seemed to me that it was + one I'd always remember. And you,” he added, falteringly, “you look so—so + beautiful to-day!” + </p> + <p> + “It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary, will you tell me something?” he asked. + </p> + <p> + “I think I will.” + </p> + <p> + “It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them ever + just fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so much colder, + you don't—you never wear them at all any more. Why don't you?” + </p> + <p> + Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up gaily. + “Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask any more + questions?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?” + </p> + <p> + “Because I found I'd be warmer without them!” She caught his hand quickly + in her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran into the house. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0028" id="link2HCH0028"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXVIII + </h2> + <p> + It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative warmth + will so often make even a ready-made library the actual “living-room” of a + family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed sealed. Thus it was with + Sheridan, who read nothing except newspapers, business letters, and + figures; who looked upon books as he looked upon bric-a-brac or crocheting—when + he was at home, and not abed or eating, he was in the library. + </p> + <p> + He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at the far + end of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and he exhaled a + solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, as always, in the + length of his coat and the closeness of his Saturday-night shave; and his + expression, to match this religious pomp, was more than Sabbatical, but + the most dismaying of his demonstrations was his keeping his hand in his + sling. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not looking at + him, but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, her hands were + nervously moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another part of the room. + There was a deadly silence. + </p> + <p> + But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though she + was unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to veil them. + She spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting something committed + to memory, but her sincerity was none the less evident for that. + </p> + <p> + “Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to me, + and I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the way I + acted. I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that night, and + to say I know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and it will never + happen again, because it's been a pretty hard lesson; and when we come + back, some day, I hope you'll see that you've got a daughter-in-law you + never need to be ashamed of again. I want to ask you to excuse me for the + way I did, and I can say I haven't any feelings toward Edith now, but only + wish her happiness and good in her new life. I thank you for all your + kindness to me, and I know I made a poor return for it, but if you can + overlook the way I behaved I know I would feel a good deal happier—and + I know Roscoe would, too. I wish to promise not to be as foolish in the + future, and the same error would never occur again to make us all so + unhappy, if you can be charitable enough to excuse it this time.” + </p> + <p> + He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, + never lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved the + agitation of her hands within the muff. + </p> + <p> + “All right,” he said at last. + </p> + <p> + She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation of + heavy tears when the eyelids lifted. + </p> + <p> + “Thank you,” she said. “There's something else—about something + different—I want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear + it, too.” + </p> + <p> + “She's up-stairs in her room,” said Sheridan. “Roscoe—” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall and begin + to ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively perceived the + chance for precisely the effect she wanted. + </p> + <p> + “No, let me go,” she said. “I want to speak to her a minute first, + anyway.” + </p> + <p> + And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to see + Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, in his + room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; for bitter + Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently informed her of + the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, and with the + recollection there had flashed the thought—out of her own experience—that + people are often much more deeply impressed by words they overhear than by + words directly addressed to them. Sibyl intended to make it impossible for + Bibbs not to overhear. She did not hesitate—her heart was hot with + the old sore, and she believed wholly in the justice of her cause and in + the truth of what she was going to say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had + delivered into her hands the girl who had affronted her. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe had + driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her husband's mood, + and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a mark of emphasis again, + in her presence, she would (as she thought of it) “have a fit right + there.” She heard Sibyl's step, and pretended to be putting a touch to her + hair before a mirror. + </p> + <p> + “I was just coming down,” she said, as the door opened. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, he wants you to,” said Sibyl. “It's all right, mother Sheridan. He's + forgiven me.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her + daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, + wiped her eyes, and applied powder. + </p> + <p> + “And I hope Edith will be happy,” Sibyl added, inciting more applications + of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” murmured the good woman. “We mustn't make the worst of + things.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear it, + too,” said Sibyl. “We better go down, mother Sheridan.” + </p> + <p> + She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they came to + a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. “I want to tell you about it + first,” she said, abruptly. “It isn't a secret, of course, in any way; + it's something the whole family has to know, and the sooner the whole + family knows it the better. It's something it wouldn't be RIGHT for us ALL + not to understand, and of course father Sheridan most of all. But I want + to just kind of go over it first with you; it'll kind of help me to see I + got it all straight. I haven't got any reason for saying it except the + good of the family, and it's nothing to me, one way or the other, of + course, except for that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I did that + night, and it seems to me if there's anything I can do to help the family, + I ought to, because it would help show I felt the right way. Well, what I + want to do is to tell this so's to keep the family from being made a fool + of. I don't want to see the family just made use of and twisted around her + finger by somebody that's got no more heart than so much ice, and just as + sure to bring troubles in the long run as—as Edith's mistake is. + Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell you how it looks to me + and see if it don't strike you the same way.” + </p> + <p> + Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. He + wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying to + write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem begun the + preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted to fix upon + paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity to vanish, for + they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the beginnings of his poem, + and if he could carry it through he meant to dare greatly with it—he + would venture it upon an editor. For he had his plan of life now: his day + would be of manual labor and thinking—he could think of his friend + and he could think in cadences for poems, to the crashing of the strong + machine—and if his father turned him out of home and out of the + Works, he would work elsewhere and live elsewhere. His father had the + right, and it mattered very little to Bibbs—he faced the prospect of + a working-man's lodging-house without trepidation. He could find a + washstand to write upon, he thought; and every evening when he left Mary + he would write a little; and he would write on holidays and on Sundays—on + Sundays in the afternoon. In a lodging-house, at least he wouldn't be + interrupted by his sister-in-law's choosing the immediate vicinity of his + door for conversations evidently important to herself, but merely + disturbing to him. He frowned plaintively, wishing he could think of some + polite way of asking her to go away. But, as she went on, he started + violently, dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan,” she said, “but this + old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and all THEY + got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a little longer. + Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has been up and down the + streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job he could call a 'position,' + and couldn't land it. You heard anything about it, mother Sheridan?” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while back,” + said Mrs. Sheridan. “And now they're doin' the cookin', too.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. “I hope they find + something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy—of + all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream the last + would have been what he heard now. He felt that something incredible was + happening, and that he was powerless to stop it. It seemed to him that + heavy blows were falling on his head and upon Mary's; it seemed to him + that he and Mary were being struck and beaten physically—and that + something hideous impended. He wanted to shout to Sibyl to be silent, but + he could not; he could only stand, swallowing and trembling. + </p> + <p> + “What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this,” said + Sibyl, sharply. “Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees + started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! They'd + got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and Mrs. + Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took the + daughter out auto-riding!” She paused a moment, looking at Mrs. Sheridan, + but listening intently. There was no sound from within the room. + </p> + <p> + “No!” exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + “It's the truth,” Sibyl declared, loudly. “Oh, of course we were all crazy + about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up here, and + we thought she'd get us IN—but it didn't take ME long to read her! + Her family were down and out when it came to money—and they had to + go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started for Roscoe; but + she found out pretty quick he was married, and she turned right around to + Jim—and she landed him! There's no doubt about it, she had Jim, and + if he'd lived you'd had another daughter-in-law before this, as sure as I + stand here telling you the God's truth about it! Well—when Jim was + left in the cemetery she was waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! + Jim wasn't COLD—and she didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, + but he was the only one of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get + him.” + </p> + <p> + The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was not, + in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and she spoke + with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + </p> + <p> + “What I feel about it is,” she said, “it oughtn't to be allowed to go on. + It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him made such a + fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a fool of! I like + poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute himself he'd have to + realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would be apt to fall in love + with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but you know how he WAS—just + kind of a long white rag in good clothes. And girls like men with some GO + to 'em—SOME sort of dashingness, anyhow! Nobody ever looked at poor + Bibbs before, and neither'd she—no, SIR! not till she'd tried both + Roscoe and Jim first! It was only when her and her family got desperate + that she—” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs—whiter than when he came from the sanitarium—opened the + door. He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. Both women + screamed. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, good heavens!” cried Sibyl. “Were you in THERE? Oh, I wouldn't—” + She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward the stairway. “Come on, + mother Sheridan!” she urged, and as the befuddled and confused lady + obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy exclamations: “Good gracious! Oh, I + wouldn't—too bad! I didn't DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his + feelings! Not for the world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, good + heavens—” + </p> + <p> + She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top of the + stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but Bibbs was not + following; he had gone back into his room. + </p> + <p> + “He—he looked—oh, terrible bad!” stammered Mrs. Sheridan. “I—I + wish—” + </p> + <p> + “Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it,” said Sibyl. “I + shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could happened. + Come on!” + </p> + <p> + And completing their descent to the library, the two made their appearance + to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full and truthful account + of what had taken place, repeating her own remarks, and omitting only the + fact that it was through her design that Bibbs had overheard them. + </p> + <p> + “But as I told mother Sheridan,” she said, in conclusion, “it might turn + out for the very best that he did hear—just that way. Don't you + think so, father Sheridan?” + </p> + <p> + He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top of + his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given no sign + of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary Vertrees's + character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl—it was Bibbs + whom she desired to impress, and she was content in that matter. + </p> + <p> + “I'm sure it was all for the best,” she said. “It's over now, and he knows + what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, just hearing a + thing that way, a person can tell it's SO—and he knows I haven't got + any ax to grind except his own good and the good of the family.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking toward + the stairway. “I wish—I wish I knew what he was doin',” she said. + “He did look terrible bad. It was like something had been done to him that + was—I don't know what. I never saw anybody look like he did. He + looked—so queer. It was like you'd—” She called down the hall, + “George!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes'm?” + </p> + <p> + “Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done buil' him + nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm.” He departed. + </p> + <p> + “What do you expect he wants a fire for?” she asked, turning toward her + husband. “The house is warm as can be, I do wish I—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, quit frettin'!” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I—I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know you + meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would been so much + harm if—” + </p> + <p> + “Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in the + family? Why, she—” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know, I don't know,” the troubled woman quavered. “If he liked + her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and he hasn't ever + taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way it was, there was + more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa wants him to. If she + wants to marry him—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. “She don't!” he said. + “You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that kind of a girl.” + </p> + <p> + “But, father Sheridan, didn't she—” + </p> + <p> + He cut her short. “That's enough. You may mean all right, but you guess + wrong. So do you, mamma.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl cried out, “Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim—” + </p> + <p> + “She did not,” he said, curtly. “She wouldn't take Jim. She turned him + down cold.” + </p> + <p> + “But that's impossi—” + </p> + <p> + “It's not. I KNOW she did.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + </p> + <p> + “And YOU needn't worry,” he said, turning to his wife. “This won't have + any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, anyhow. + D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs—after she wouldn't + take JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs come to see her, + but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement the way you women + think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he has—he'd 'a' been + at me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job he could support a wife + on. There's nothin' in it—and I've got the same old fight with him + on my hands I've had all his life—and the Lord knows what he won't + do to balk me! What's happened now'll probably only make him twice as + stubborn, but—” + </p> + <p> + “SH!” Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. “That's his + step—he's comin' down-stairs.” She shrank away from the door as if + she feared to have Bibbs see her. “I—I wonder—” she said, + almost in a whisper—“I wonder what he's goin'—to do.” + </p> + <p> + Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, frowning, + but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved toward Sibyl, who + stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened as the slow steps + descended the stairs and came toward the library. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes looked + slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested upon his + father. Then he came and stood before him. + </p> + <p> + “I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me,” he said, gently. “You + won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not speak—he stared, astounded and incredulous; and + Bibbs had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, + though he went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to move. + She went nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the hall. Bibbs + had gone from the house. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known + before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant—something in + her mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing had + been done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went up to his + room. + </p> + <p> + The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, + charred ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the large + upper tray, which she remembered to have seen full of papers and + note-books, was empty. And somehow she understood that Bibbs had given up + the mysterious vocation he had hoped to follow—and that he had given + it up for ever. She thought it was the wisest thing he could have done—and + yet, for an unknown reason, she sat upon the bed and wept a little before + she went down-stairs. + </p> + <p> + So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0029" id="link2HCH0029"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXIX + </h2> + <p> + As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of passage + upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; a black-clad, + thin young man, whose expression was one of habitual anxiety, habitual + wariness and habitual eagerness. He propelled a perambulator containing + the third—and all three were newly cleaned, Sundayfied, and made fit + to dine with the wife's relatives. + </p> + <p> + “How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?” the husband + whispered. “He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left now.” + </p> + <p> + The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. “Well, I don't know,” she returned. + “He looks to me like he had his own troubles.” + </p> + <p> + “I expect he has, like anybody else,” said the young husband, “but I guess + we could stand a good deal if we had his money.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby'll be as well fixed as + the Sheridans. You can't tell.” She glanced back at Bibbs, who had turned + north. “He walks kind of slow and stooped over, like.” + </p> + <p> + “So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess,” said the young + husband, with bitter admiration. + </p> + <p> + Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she + started, clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him at the + door. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs!” she cried. “What is the matter? I saw something was terribly + wrong when I—You look—” She paused, and he came in, not + lifting his eyes to hers. Always when he crossed that threshold he had + come with his head up and his wistful gaze seeking hers. “Ah, poor boy!” + she said, with a gesture of understanding and pity. “I know what it is!” + </p> + <p> + He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into a + chair. + </p> + <p> + “You needn't tell me,” she said. “They've made you give up. Your father's + won—you're going to do what he wants. You've given up.” + </p> + <p> + Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + </p> + <p> + She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. “Bibbs,” + she said. “I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. I can be glad + you came straight to me. It's more to me than even if you'd come because + you were happy.” She did not speak again for a little while; then she + said: “Bibbs—dear—could you tell me about it? Do you want to?” + </p> + <p> + Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked her a + question so grotesque that at first she thought she had misunderstood his + words. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he said, “could you marry me?” + </p> + <p> + “What did you say, Bibbs?” she asked, quietly. + </p> + <p> + His tone and attitude did not change. “Will you marry me?” + </p> + <p> + Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks—she grew red and then white. + She rose slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first + incredulously, then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous in + her wide eyes; it was like a spoken question. The room filled with + strangeness in the long silence—the two were so strange to each + other. At last she said: + </p> + <p> + “What made you say that?” + </p> + <p> + He did not answer. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs, look at me!” Her voice was loud and clear. “What made you say + that? Look at me!” + </p> + <p> + He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + </p> + <p> + “What was it that made you?” she said. “I want you to tell me.” + </p> + <p> + She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that + intensity of wonder. “You've given up—to your father,” she said, + slowly, “and then you came to ask me—” She broke off. “Bibbs, do you + want me to marry you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, just audibly. + </p> + <p> + “No!” she cried. “You do not. Then what made you ask me? What is it that's + happened?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing.” + </p> + <p> + “Wait,” she said. “Let me think. It's something that happened since our + walk this morning—yes, since you left me at noon. Something happened + that—” She stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of amazement + and dawning comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had gone to the New + House. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, “I do—I do want you + to—marry me, if—if—you could.” + </p> + <p> + She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. “Bibbs, do you—” Her + voice was as unsteady as his—little more than a whisper. “Do you + think I'm—in love with you?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said. + </p> + <p> + Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; it did + not seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware of it. “Why?” + </p> + <p> + “I've had nothing but dreams,” Bibbs said, desolately, “but they weren't + like that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me.” He smiled faintly, + though still he did not look at Mary. “And when I first came home Edith + told me Sibyl was so anxious to marry that she'd have married ME. She + meant it to express Sibyl's extremity, you see. But I hardly needed either + of them to tell me. I hadn't thought of myself as—well, not as + particularly captivating!” + </p> + <p> + Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. “Those two!” she + exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: “Lamhorn! + That's like them!” She turned away, went to the bare little black mantel, + and stood leaning upon it. Presently she asked: “WHEN did Mrs. Roscoe + Sheridan say that 'no girl' could care about you?” + </p> + <p> + “To-day.” + </p> + <p> + Mary drew a deep breath. “I think I'm beginning to understand—a + little.” She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and in + her voice. “Answer me once more,” she said. “Bibbs, do you know now why I + stopped wearing my furs?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?” + </p> + <p> + “I—I heard her say—” + </p> + <p> + “I think I know what happened, now.” Mary's breath came fast and her voice + shook, but she spoke rapidly. “You 'heard her say' more than that. You + 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I tried + first to marry your brother—and then—” But now she faltered, + and it was only after a convulsive effort that she was able to go on. “And + then—that I tried to marry—you! You 'heard her say' that—and + you believe that I don't care for you and that 'no girl' could care for + you—but you think I am in such an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was—that + you— And so, not wanting me, and believing that I could not want you—except + for my 'extremity'—you took your father's offer and then came to ask + me—to marry you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you—” + </p> + <p> + Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon + the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + </p> + <p> + “Mary, Mary!” he cried, helplessly. “Oh NO—you—you don't + understand.” + </p> + <p> + “I do, though!” she sobbed. “I do!” + </p> + <p> + He came and stood beside her. “You kill me!” he said. “I can't make it + plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was + always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent—I did + nothing but lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all + about my idiotic distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of + wonderful being that had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. + You seemed to lean down—out of a rosy cloud—to be kind to me. + I never dreamed I could do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could + need anything to be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that—that + you—” + </p> + <p> + “You heard that I needed to marry—some one—anybody—with + money,” she sobbed. “And you thought we were so—so desperate—you + believed that I had—” + </p> + <p> + “No!” he said, quickly. “I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing for me—for + that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except generously—to + give. I said I couldn't make it plain!” he cried, despairingly. + </p> + <p> + “Wait!” She lifted her head and extended her hands to him unconsciously, + like a child. “Help me up, Bibbs.” Then, when she was once more upon her + feet, she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him ruefully and faintly, but + reassuringly, as if to tell him, in that way, that she knew he had not + meant to hurt her. And that smile of hers, so lamentable, but so + faithfully friendly, misted his own eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered + them no more. + </p> + <p> + “Let me tell you what you want to tell me,” she said. “You can't, because + you can't put it into words—they are too humiliating for me and + you're too gentle to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? You didn't + believe that I'd tried to make you fall in love with me—” + </p> + <p> + “Never! Never for an instant!” + </p> + <p> + “You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, no!” + </p> + <p> + “I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew I cared + for you—but you didn't think I might be—in love with you. But + you thought that I might marry you without being in love with you because + you did believe I had tried to marry your brother, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Mary, I only knew—for the first time—that you—that you + were—” + </p> + <p> + “Were desperately poor,” she said. “You can't even say that! Bibbs, it was + true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!” And she sank down + into the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was agonized. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he groaned, “I didn't know you COULD cry!” + </p> + <p> + “Listen,” she said. “Listen till I get through—I want you to + understand. We were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never had been, + and we didn't know what to do. We'd been almost rich; there was plenty, + but my father wanted to take advantage of the growth of the town; he + wanted to be richer, but instead—well, just about the time your + father finished building next door we found we hadn't anything. People say + that, sometimes, meaning that they haven't anything in comparison with + other people of their own kind, but we really hadn't anything—we + hadn't anything at all, Bibbs! And we couldn't DO anything. You might + wonder why I didn't 'try to be a stenographer'—and I wonder myself + why, when a family loses its money, people always say the daughters 'ought + to go and be stenographers.' It's curious!—as if a wave of the hand + made you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be either married + comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not to marry. The poverty + came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all there—and I didn't + know how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how to be anything except a + well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife—and I couldn't be a + well-to-do old maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd been raised to know how + to do. I went out to be fascinating and be married. I did it openly, at + least, and with a kind of decent honesty. I told your brother I had meant + to fascinate him and that I was not in love with him, but I let him think + that perhaps I meant to marry him. I think I did mean to marry him. I had + never cared for anybody, and I thought it might be there really WASN'T + anything more than a kind of excited fondness. I can't be sure, but I + think that though I did mean to marry him I never should have done it, + because that sort of a marriage is—it's sacrilege—something + would have stopped me. Something did stop me; it was your sister-in-law, + Sibyl. She meant no harm—but she was horrible, and she put what I + was doing into such horrible words—and they were the truth—oh! + I SAW myself! She was proposing a miserable compact with me—and I + couldn't breathe the air of the same room with her, though I'd so + cheapened myself she had a right to assume that I WOULD. But I couldn't! I + left her, and I wrote to your brother—just a quick scrawl. I told + him just what I'd done; I asked his pardon, and I said I would not marry + him. I posted the letter, but he never got it. That was the afternoon he + was killed. That's all, Bibbs. Now you know what I did—and you know—ME!” + She pressed her clenched hands tightly against her eyes, leaning far + forward, her head bowed before him. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. “Couldn't + you—Isn't there—Won't you—” he stammered. “Mary, I'm + going with father. Isn't there some way you could use the money without—without—” + </p> + <p> + She gave a choked little laugh. + </p> + <p> + “You gave me something to live for,” he said. “You kept me alive, I think—and + I've hurt you like this!” + </p> + <p> + “Not you—oh no!” + </p> + <p> + “You could forgive me, Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, a thousand times!” Her right hand went out in a faltering gesture, + and just touched his own for an instant. “But there's nothing to forgive.” + </p> + <p> + “And you can't—you can't—” + </p> + <p> + “Can't what, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “You couldn't—” + </p> + <p> + “Marry you?” she said for him. + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, no!” She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what she + did, she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her a + little. “I can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?” + </p> + <p> + “Mary—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more—please—” + </p> + <p> + “MARY—” + </p> + <p> + “Never, never, never!” she cried, in a passion of tears. “You mustn't come + any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, never!” + </p> + <p> + Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, he + got himself to the door and out of the house. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0030" id="link2HCH0030"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXX + </h2> + <p> + Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned to the + New House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, but so that + the others might hear. + </p> + <p> + “When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one would be + apt to care enough about me to marry me, you were right,” he said. “I + thought perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss Vertrees to marry me. It + proved what you said of me, and disproved what you said of her. She + refused.” + </p> + <p> + And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly as he + had entered it. + </p> + <p> + “He's SO queer!” Mrs. Sheridan gasped. “Who on earth would thought of his + doin' THAT?” + </p> + <p> + “I told you,” said her husband, grimly. + </p> + <p> + “You didn't tell us he'd go over there and—” + </p> + <p> + “I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, + didn't I?” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was altogether taken aback. “Do you supose it's true? Do you suppose + she WOULDN'T?” + </p> + <p> + “He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things fixed up + fine with his girl,” said Sheridan. “Not to me, he didn't!” + </p> + <p> + “But why would—” + </p> + <p> + “I told you,” he interrupted, angrily, “she ain't that kind of a girl! If + you got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it over with, though + I'd pretty near just as soon not have to talk a whole lot about my dead + boy's private affairs. She wrote to Jim she couldn't take him, and it was + a good, straight letter, too. It came to Jim's office; he never saw it. + She wrote it the afternoon he was hurt.” + </p> + <p> + “I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon,” said + Roscoe. “Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it—I was + waiting for you while you were in there so long talking to her mother. It + was just before we saw that something was wrong over here, and Edith came + and called me.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, for, + although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they were + dimmed by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed—after some + further fragmentary discourse—visibly elated. After all, the guilty + had not been exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the less surely, + that her injury had been copiously avenged. She bestowed a contented + glance upon the old house with the cupola, as she and Roscoe crossed the + street. + </p> + <p> + When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after a while + she said, uneasily, “Papa, you think it would be any use to tell Bibbs + about that letter?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” he answered, walking moodily to the window. “I been + thinkin' about it.” He came to a decision. “I reckon I will.” And he went + up to Bibbs's room. + </p> + <p> + “Well, you goin' back on what you said?” he inquired, brusquely, as he + opened the door. “You goin' to take it back and lay down on me again?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I don't know + as you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, though the Lord + knows you've laid down on me enough. You certainly have!” Sheridan was + baffled. This was not what he wished to say, but his words were + unmanageable; he found himself unable to control them, and his querulous + abuse went on in spite of him. “I can't say I expect much of you—not + from the way you always been, up to now—unless you turn over a new + leaf, and I don't see any encouragement to think you're goin' to do THAT! + If you go down there and show a spark o' real GIT-up, I reckon the whole + office'll fall in a faint. But if you're ever goin' to show any, you + better begin right at the beginning and begin to show it to-morrow.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes—I'll try.” + </p> + <p> + “You better, if it's in you!” Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He had + always been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue seemed + bewitched. He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and to his own + angry astonishment he found it impossible to do anything except to scold + like a drudge-driver. “You better come down there with your mind made up + to hustle harder than the hardest workin'-man that's under you, or you'll + not get on very good with me, I tell you! The way to get ahead—and + you better set it down in your books—the way to get ahead is to do + ten times the work of the hardest worker that works FOR you. But you don't + know what work is, yet. All you've ever done was just stand around and + feed a machine a child could handle, and then come home and take a bath + and go callin'. I tell you you're up against a mighty different + proposition now, and if you're worth your salt—and you never showed + any signs of it yet—not any signs that stuck out enough to bang + somebody on the head and make 'em sit up and take notice—well, I + want to say, right here and now—and you better listen, because I + want to say just what I DO say. I say—” + </p> + <p> + He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was a + hopeless blank. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked up patiently—an old, old look. “Yes, father; I'm + listening.” + </p> + <p> + “That's all,” said Sheridan, frowning heavily. “That's all I came to say, + and you better see't you remember it!” + </p> + <p> + He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind him + with a crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his departure. He + stopped just outside the door, and stood there a minute or more. Then + abruptly he turned the knob and exhibited to his son a forehead liberally + covered with perspiration. + </p> + <p> + “Look here,” he said, crossly. “That girl over yonder wrote Jim a letter—” + </p> + <p> + “I know,” said Bibbs. “She told me.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it—” The door + closed on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of the sentence was + nevertheless audible—“if you knew she wouldn't have Jim, either.” + </p> + <p> + And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her frettin' + and not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was about to inquire + what Bibbs “said,” but after a second thought she decided not to speak at + all. She merely murmured a wordless assent, and verbal communication was + given over between them for the rest of that afternoon. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next morning, + and she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and she worried about + what might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. She felt that + everything depended on how Bibbs “took hold,” and upon her husband's + return in the evening she seized upon the first opportunity to ask him how + things had gone. He was non-committal. What could anybody tell by the + first day? He'd seen plenty go at things well enough right at the start + and then blow up. Pretty near anybody could show up fair the first day or + so. There was a big job ahead. This material, such as it was—Bibbs, + in fact—had to be broken in to handling the work Roscoe had done; + and then, at least as an overseer, he must take Jim's position in the + Realty Company as well. He told her to ask him again in a month. + </p> + <p> + But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed remarks + of his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small restaurant + where it had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, and she took this + to be an encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room as soon as they left the + table, and her husband was not communicative after reading his paper. + </p> + <p> + She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of business, + although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and only in the + evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. Usually Bibbs was + silent, except when directly addressed, but on the first evening of the + third week of his new career he offered an opinion which had apparently + been the subject of previous argument. + </p> + <p> + “I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those storage-rooms, + father,” he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before him. “Abercrombie + agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him.” + </p> + <p> + “You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen,” Sheridan returned, “but + you can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. The roof fell + because it hadn't had time to settle and on account of weather conditions. + I want that building put just the way Jim planned it.” + </p> + <p> + “You can't have it,” said Bibbs. “You can't, because Jim planned for the + building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one—the one that + didn't fall—is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for + storage. It won't stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get both + buildings down as quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's the best and + cheapest in the long run for that type.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan looked sarcastic. “Fine! What we goin' to do for storage-rooms + while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?” + </p> + <p> + “Rent,” Bibbs returned, promptly. “We'll lose money if we don't rent, + anyhow—they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse + matter your attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount + of stuff they've got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until we + could patch up those process perils—and the Krivitch Manufacturing + Company's plant is empty, right across the street. I took an option on it + for us this morning.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan's expression was queer. “Look here!” he said, sharply. “Did you + go and do that without consulting me?” + </p> + <p> + “It didn't cost anything,” said Bibbs. “It's only until to-morrow + afternoon at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you did?” Sheridan's tone was sardonic. “Well, just suppose you + couldn't convince me.” + </p> + <p> + “I can, though—and I intend to,” said Bibbs, quietly. “I don't think + you understand the condition of those buildings you want patched up.” + </p> + <p> + “Now, see here,” said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; “suppose I had my mind + set about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it was—well, + kind of a matter of sentiment with me to prove he was right.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked at him compassionately. “I'm sorry if you have a sentiment + about it, father,” he said. “But whether you have or not can't make a + difference. You'll get other people hurt if you trust that process, and + that won't do. And if you want a monument to Jim, at least you want one + that will stand. Besides, I don't think you can reasonably defend + sentiment in this particular kind of affair.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you don't?” + </p> + <p> + “No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. “Why are you 'sorry'?” he asked, + curiously. + </p> + <p> + “Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon,” said Bibbs, + “and I had him condemn both those buildings.” + </p> + <p> + “What?” + </p> + <p> + “He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us—afraid + you'd see he lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them—they've got + to come down now.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered brows. + Finally he said, “How long did they give you on that option to convince + me?” + </p> + <p> + “Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Sheridan, not relaxing. “I'm convinced.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs jumped up. “I thought you would be. I'll telephone the Krivitch + agent. He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I told him I'd settle it + this evening.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his + expression did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him that + startled his wife. It had been a long time since she had heard anything + resembling a chuckle from him, and this sound—although it was grim + and dry—bore that resemblance. + </p> + <p> + She brightened eagerly. “Looks like he was startin' right well don't it, + papa?” + </p> + <p> + “Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I wanted—that's + why he had the inspector up there, so't he'd have me beat before we even + started to talk about it. And did you hear him? 'Can't reasonably defend + SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': 'Took an option for Us'! 'Stuff + piled up on Us'!” + </p> + <p> + There was always an alloy for Mrs. Sheridan. “I don't just like the way he + looks, though, papa.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, so you + start to frettin' about IT!” + </p> + <p> + “No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, and—” + </p> + <p> + “I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then,” said Sheridan. + “You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business men, I expect.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. And he'd + begun to fill out some, but—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table to + her, patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right being + still heavily bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. “That's the way + it is with you, mamma—got to take your frettin' out one way if you + don't another!” + </p> + <p> + “No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when he begun + to get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', some way.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, he may 'a' lost something,” said Sheridan. “I expect he's lost a + whole lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions about writin' + poetry and—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” his wife persisted. “I mean he looks right peakid. And yesterday, + when he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the window. He wasn't + readin'.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?” + </p> + <p> + “He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, I don't + believe.” + </p> + <p> + “Look, here!” said Sheridan. “Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over there the + rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl say did one + big thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. Well, he had to go + and bust clean out with a bang; and that stopped his goin' over there, and + it stopped his poetry, but I reckon he's begun to get pretty fair pay for + what he lost. I guess a good many young men have had to get over worries + like his; they got to lose SOMETHING if they're goin' to keep ahead o' the + procession nowadays—and it kind o' looks to me, mamma, like Bibbs + might keep quite a considerable long way ahead. Why, a year from now I'll + bet you he won't know there ever WAS such a thing as poetry! And ain't he + funny? He wanted to stick to the shop so's he could 'think'! What he meant + was, think about something useless. Well, I guess he's keepin' his mind + pretty occupied the other way these days. Yes, sir, it took a pretty + fair-sized shock to get him out of his trance, but it certainly did the + business.” He patted his wife's shoulder again, and then, without any + prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous laugh. + </p> + <p> + “Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0031" id="link2HCH0031"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXI + </h2> + <p> + And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. But + no one came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of Bigness, and + the changing of money was holy worship and true religion. The priests wore + that “settish” look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning to develop about his + mouth and eyes—a wary look which she could not define, but it comes + with service at the temple; and it was the more marked upon Bibbs for his + sharp awakening to the necessities of that service. + </p> + <p> + He did as little “useless” thinking as possible, giving himself no time + for it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on his work + when he came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever except his + work. But he did not sing at it. He was often in the streets, and people + were not allowed to sing in the streets. They might make any manner of + hideous uproar—they could shake buildings; they could out-thunder + the thunder, deafen the deaf, and kill the sick with noise; or they could + walk the streets or drive through them bawling, squawking, or screeching, + as they chose, if the noise was traceably connected with business; though + street musicians were not tolerated, being considered a nuisance and an + interference. A man or woman who went singing for pleasure through the + streets—like a crazy Neopolitan—would have been stopped, and + belike locked up; for Freedom does not mean that a citizen is allowed to + do every outrageous thing that comes into his head. The streets were + dangerous enough, in all conscience, without any singing! and the Motor + Federation issued public warnings declaring that the pedestrian's life was + in his own hands, and giving directions how to proceed with the least + peril. However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to sing in the streets, or + anywhere. He had gone to his work with an energy that, for the start, at + least, was bitter, and there was no song left in him. + </p> + <p> + He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among them he + found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period of neighborliness, + “pioneer stock,” usually; and there were men—particularly among the + merchants and manufacturers—“so honest they leaned backward”; + reputations sometimes attested by stories of heroic sacrifices to honor; + nor were there lacking some instances of generosity even nobler. Here and + there, too, were book-men, in their little leisure; and, among the + Germans, music-men. And these, with the others, worshiped Bigness and the + growth, each man serving for his own sake and for what he could get out of + it, but all united in their faith in the beneficence and glory of their + god. + </p> + <p> + To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing in + life, except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as the + dangerous illness of a wife or child. In the way of “relaxation” some of + the servers took golf; some took fishing; some took “shows”—a + mixture of infantile and negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; some + took an occasional debauch; some took trips; some took cards; and some + took nothing. The high priests were vigilant to watch that no “relaxation” + should affect the service. When a man attended to anything outside his + business, eyes were upon him; his credit was in danger—that is, his + life was in danger. And the old priests were as ardent as the young ones; + the million was as eager to be bigger as the thousand; seventy was as busy + as seventeen. They strove mightily against one another, and the old + priests were the most wary, the most plausible, and the most dangerous. + Bibbs learned he must walk charily among these—he must wear a + thousand eyes and beware of spiders indeed! + </p> + <p> + And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming thieves + and sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open rascals; but these + were feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, and he had a good guide + to point them out to him. They were useful sometimes, he learned, and many + of them served as go-betweens in matters where business must touch + politics. He learned also how breweries and “traction” companies and banks + and other institutions fought one another for the political control of the + city. The newspapers, he discovered, had lost their ancient political + influence, especially with the knowing, who looked upon them with a + skeptical humor, believing the journals either to be retained partisans, + like lawyers, or else striving to forward the personal ambitions of their + owners. The control of the city lay not with them, but was usually + obtained by giving the hordes of negroes gin-money, and by other + largesses. The revenues of the people were then distributed as fairly as + possible among a great number of men who had assisted the winning side. + Names and titles of offices went with many of the prizes, and most of + these title-holders were expected to present a busy appearance at times; + and, indeed, some among them did work honestly and faithfully. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known and + customary, astonished him at first, and once—in a brief moment of + forgetting that he was done with writing—he thought that if he had + known them and written of them, how like a satire the plainest relation of + them must have seemed! Strangest of all to him was the vehement and + sincere patriotism. On every side he heard it—it was a permeation; + the newest school-child caught it, though just from Hungary and learning + to stammer a few words of the local language. Everywhere the people + shouted of the power, the size, the riches, and the growth of their city. + Not only that, they said that the people of their city were the greatest, + the “finest,” the strongest, the Biggest people on earth. They cited no + authorities, and felt the need of none, being themselves the people thus + celebrated. And if the thing was questioned, or if it was hinted that + there might be one small virtue in which they were not perfect and + supreme, they wasted no time examining themselves to see if what the + critic said was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, for + they were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with them, + harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. For the + voice of the people is the voice of their god. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, and + the door between the two rooms usually stood open—the father had + established that intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was alone, + Sheridan came in, some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his hand. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs,” he said, “I don't like to butt in very often this way, and when I + do I usually wish I hadn't—but for Heaven's sake what have you been + buying that ole busted inter-traction stock for?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs leaned back from his desk. “For eleven hundred and fifty-five + dollars. That's all it cost.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought to + know that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader'n Adam's cat!” + </p> + <p> + “It might be worth something—some day.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + “It mightn't be so dead—not if we went into it,” said Bibbs, coolly. + </p> + <p> + “Oh!” Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, “Who'd you buy it + from?” + </p> + <p> + “A broker—Fansmith.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that was + soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I do.” + </p> + <p> + “Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “It belonged to Mr. Vertrees,” said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself to + his desk. + </p> + <p> + “So!” Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. “Excuse me,” he said. + “Your business.” And he went back to his own room. But presently he looked + in again. + </p> + <p> + “I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day”—he was shuffling + himself into his overcoat—“because I just thought I'd go up to the + house and get THIS over with mamma.” He glanced apologetically toward his + right hand as it emerged from the sleeve of the overcoat. The bandages had + been removed, finally, that morning, revealing but three fingers—the + forefinger and the finger next to it had been amputated. “She's bound to + make an awful fuss, and better to spoil her lunch than her dinner. I'll be + back about two.” + </p> + <p> + But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so accurately + that Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she was rising from the + lonely table when he came into the dining-room. He had left his overcoat + in the hall, but he kept his hands in his trousers pockets. + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter, papa?” she asked, quickly. “Has anything gone wrong? + You ain't sick?” + </p> + <p> + “Me!” He laughed loudly. “Me SICK?” + </p> + <p> + “You had lunch?” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffee, though.” + </p> + <p> + She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had withdrawn + she said querulously, “I just know there's something wrong.” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin' in the world,” he responded, heartily, taking a seat at the head + of the table. “I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with you, that's + all. It's more women-folks' business than what it is man's, anyhow.” + </p> + <p> + “What about?” + </p> + <p> + “Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile—” + </p> + <p> + “To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?” + </p> + <p> + “Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. “I guess it's time you had him, too. + I KNEW Bibbs—” + </p> + <p> + “Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over BEFORE + anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take any chances + with BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, and I an' ole + Gurney had a talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; he rubbed it in on me + what he said about Bibbs havin' brains if he ever woke up. Then I thought + he must want to get something out o' me, he got so flattering—for a + minute! 'Bibbs couldn't help havin' business brains,' he says, 'bein' YOUR + son. Don't be surprised,' he says—'don't be surprised at his makin' + a success,' he says. 'He couldn't get over his heredity; he couldn't HELP + bein' a business success—once you got him into it. It's in his + blood. Yes, sir' he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH brains,' he says, 'an only + third-rate brains, at that,' he says, 'but it does need a special KIND o' + brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. I mean,' he says, 'when a man's + given a start. If nobody gives him a start, why, course he's got to have + luck AND the right kind o' brains. The only miracle about Bibbs,' he says, + 'is where he got the OTHER kind o' brains—the brains you made him + quit usin' and throw away.'” + </p> + <p> + “But what'd he say about his health?” Mrs. Sheridan demanded, impatiently, + as George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. Sheridan helped + himself to cream and sugar, and began to sip the coffee. + </p> + <p> + “I'm comin' to that,” he returned, placidly. “See how easy I manage this + cup with my left hand, mamma?” + </p> + <p> + “You been doin' that all winter. What did—” + </p> + <p> + “It's wonderful,” he interrupted, admiringly, “what a fellow can do with + his left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever could with + my right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, I believe I + RATHER sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, anyway—just + the signature. Rest's all dictatin'.” He blew across the top of the cup + unctuously. “Good coffee, mamma! Well, about Bibbs. Ole Gurney says he + believes if Bibbs could somehow get back to the state o' mind he was in + about the machine-shop—that is, if he could some way get to feelin' + about business the way he felt about the shop—not the poetry and + writin' part, but—” He paused, supplementing his remarks with a + motion of his head toward the old house next door. “He says Bibbs is older + and harder'n what he was when he broke down that time, and besides, he + ain't the kind o' dreamy way he was then—and I should say he AIN'T! + I'd like 'em to show ME anybody his age that's any wider awake! But he + says Bibbs's health never need bother us again if—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. “I don't see any help THAT way. You know + yourself she wouldn't have Jim.” + </p> + <p> + “Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let him + LOOK at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked her, that + she won't let him come in the house any more. He's a mighty funny boy, and + some ways I reckon he's pretty near as hard to understand as the Bible, + but Gurney kind o' got me in the way o' thinkin' that if she'd let him + come back and set around with her an evening or two sometimes—not + reg'lar, I don't mean—why—Well, I just thought I'd see what + YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk about it to Bibbs himself—I + don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow—but I thought maybe you could + kind o' slip over there some day, and sort o' fix up to have a little talk + with her, and kind o' hint around till you see how the land lays, and ask + her—” + </p> + <p> + “ME!” Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. “No.” She shook + her head decidedly. “It wouldn't do any good.” + </p> + <p> + “You won't try it?” + </p> + <p> + “I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what I + believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T—and, + what's more, it'd only make things worse. If people find out you're + runnin' after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't do as much + for you as if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any use, and I + couldn't do it if it was.” + </p> + <p> + He sighed with resignation. “All right, mamma. That's all.” Then, in a + livelier tone, he said: “Ole Gurney took the bandages off my hand this + morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, that's splendid, papa!” she cried, beaming. “I was afraid—Let's + see.” + </p> + <p> + She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his pocket. + “Wait a minute,” he said, smiling. “Now it may give you just a teeny bit + of a shock, but the fact is—well, you remember that Sunday when + Sibyl came over here and made all that fuss about nothin'—it was the + day after I got tired o' that statue when Edith's telegram came—” + </p> + <p> + “Let me see your hand!” she cried. + </p> + <p> + “Now wait!” he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. + “The truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, when + you wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office—he'd told + me to, you see—and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything.” And he + held out, for her inspection, the mutilated hand. “You see, these days + when it's all dictatin', anyhow, nobody'd mind just a couple o'—” + </p> + <p> + He had to jump for her—she went over backward. For the second time + in her life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0032" id="link2HCH0032"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXXII + </h2> + <p> + It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her own + room, still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her with heat that + the “fuss” she was making irked him far more than his physical loss. He + permitted her to think that he meant to return directly to his office, but + when he came out to the open air he told the chauffeur in attendance to + await him in front of Mr. Vertrees's house, whither he himself proceeded + on foot. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as manna in + the wilderness; it came from heaven—by what agency he did not + particularly question. The broker informed him that “parties were + interested in getting hold of the stock,” and that later there might be a + possible increase in the value of the large amount retained by his client. + It might go “quite a ways up” within a year or so, he said, and he advised + “sitting tight” with it. Mr. Vertrees went home and prayed. + </p> + <p> + He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own + again. It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, and his + wife shared his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back her piano, + and as for furs—spring was on the way, she said. But they paid the + butcher, the baker, and the candlestick-maker, and hired a cook once more. + It was this servitress who opened the door for Sheridan and presently + assured him that Miss Vertrees would “be down.” + </p> + <p> + He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he flushed + and beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels of the cook. + She had a look of apprehension for the first fraction of a second, but it + vanished at the sight of him, and its place was taken in her eyes by a + soft brilliance, while color rushed in her cheeks. + </p> + <p> + “Don't be surprised,” he said. “Truth is, in a way it's sort of on + business I looked in here. It'll only take a minute, I expect.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm sorry,” said Mary. “I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors.” + </p> + <p> + He chuckled. “Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their + neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so—lately.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?” + </p> + <p> + “I guess I could manage that much.” And they sat down, facing each other + and not far apart. + </p> + <p> + “Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly,” he said, more + gravely. “Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it seemed + to me I ought to give you, and I just thought it was better to bring it + myself and explain how I happened to have it. It's this—this letter + you wrote my boy.” He extended the letter to her solemnly, in his left + hand, and she took it gently from him. “It was in his mail, after he was + hurt. You knew he never got it, I expect.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” she said, in a low voice. + </p> + <p> + He sighed. “I'm glad he didn't. Not,” he added, quickly—“not but + what you did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any other + way when it came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' to you—you + were above-board all through.” + </p> + <p> + Mary said, “Thank you,” almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed low. + </p> + <p> + “You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all his + mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it all—once + I got started.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm glad you did.” + </p> + <p> + “Well”—he leaned forward as if to rise—“I guess that's about + all. I just thought you ought to have it.” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you for bringing it.” + </p> + <p> + He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she might + have something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware of this glance, + and sat with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the floor. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office,” he said, rising + desperately. “I told—I told my partner I'd be back at two o'clock, + and I guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he catches me behind + time. I got to walk the chalk a mighty straight line these days—with + THAT fellow keepin' tabs on me!” + </p> + <p> + Mary rose with him. “I've always heard YOU were the hard driver.” + </p> + <p> + He guffawed derisively. “Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. You + couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up my end + o' the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand bounce some + day, and run the whole circus by himself. You know how he is—once he + goes AT a thing!” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she smiled. “I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always heard—” + </p> + <p> + He laughed, looking away from her. “It's just my way o' speakin' o' that + boy o' mine, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of + careless geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, “How IS + Bibbs?” but she said nothing at all, though he waited until the silence + became embarrassing. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there,” he said, at last. “He + might worry.” + </p> + <p> + “Good-by—and thank you,” said Mary. + </p> + <p> + “For what?” + </p> + <p> + “For the letter.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh,” he said, blankly. “You're welcome. Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + Mary put out her hand. “Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll have to excuse my left hand,” he said. “I had a little accident to + the other one.” + </p> + <p> + She gave a pitying cry as she saw. “Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow.” He laughed + jovially. “Did anybody tell you how it happened?” + </p> + <p> + “I heard you hurt your hand, but no—not just how.” + </p> + <p> + “It was this way,” he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat down + again. “You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal about the + youngest o' my boys—the one that used to come to see you sometimes, + after Jim—that is, I mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke of as my + partner; and the truth is that's what it's just about goin' to amount to, + one o' these days—if his health holds out. Well, you remember, I + expect, I had him on a machine over at a plant o' mine; and sometimes I'd + kind o' sneak in there and see how he was gettin' along. Take a doctor + with me sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so robust, you might say. Ole + Doc Gurney—I guess maybe you know him? Tall, thin man; acts sleepy—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook to + show Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I wouldn't + listen, and I didn't look out—and that's how I got my hand hurt, + tryin' to show Bibbs how to do something he knew how to do and I didn't. + Made me so mad I just wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS hurt—and + so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney had to take kind o' radical measures with + me. He's a right good doctor, too. Don't you think so, Miss Vertrees?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, he is so!” Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and gossip + with all day on his hands. “Take him on Bibbs's case. I was talkin' about + Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh to hear the way ole + Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as much a friend as he is + doctor—and he takes as much interest in Bibbs as if he was in the + family. He says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; and he thinks he could + stand the pace and get fat on it if—well, this is what'd made YOU + laugh if you'd been there, Miss Vertrees—honest it would!” He paused + to chuckle, and stole a glance at her. She was gazing straight before her + at the wall; her lips were parted, and—visibly—she was + breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she was growing furiously + angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, and he went on, determined + now to say it all. He leaned forward and altered his voice to one of + confidential friendliness, though in it he still maintained a tone which + indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion was only a joke he shared with + her. “Yes, sir, you certainly would 'a' laughed! Why, that ole man thinks + YOU got something to do with it. You'll have to blame it on him, young + lady, if it makes you feel like startin' out to whip somebody! He's + actually got THIS theory: he says Bibbs got to gettin' better while he + worked over there at the shop because you kept him cheered up and feelin' + good. And he says if you could manage to just stand him hangin' around a + little—maybe not much, but just SOMEtimes—again, he believed + it'd do Bibbs a mighty lot o' good. 'Course, that's only what the doctor + said. Me, I don't know anything about that; but I can say this much—I + never saw any such a MENTAL improvement in anybody in my life as I have + lately in Bibbs. I expect you'd find him a good deal more entertaining + than what he used to be—and I know it's a kind of embarrassing thing + to suggest after the way he piled in over here that day to ask you to + stand up before the preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc GURNEY, + he's got you on his brain so bad—” + </p> + <p> + Mary jumped. “Mr. Sheridan!” she exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + He sighed profoundly. “There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. I didn't—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, no!” she cried. “But I don't understand—and I think you + don't. What is it you want me to do?” + </p> + <p> + He sighed again, but this time with relief. “Well, well!” he said. “You're + right. It'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I could with you, + all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come and see you sometimes, + once more. Could you?” + </p> + <p> + “You don't understand.” She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful + gesture. “Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to make your + oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came and asked me + to marry him—because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T see him any + more,” she cried in distress. “I CAN'T!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. “You mean because he thought + that about you?” + </p> + <p> + “No, no! What he thought was TRUE!” + </p> + <p> + “Well—you mean he was so much in—you mean he thought so much + of you—” The words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's + tongue; he seemed to be in doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a + ghastly pause he bravely repeated them. “You mean he thought so much of + you that you just couldn't stand him around?” + </p> + <p> + “NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and he'd + respected me—too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you like, + and he'd have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, and as he + knew I would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. “But the cheap, + bad things one has done seem always to come back—they wait, and pull + you down when you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you see; and he wasn't + 'in love' with me at all.” + </p> + <p> + “He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to do—it + was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad—he just threw + it away and walked right up and took the job he swore he never would—just + for you. And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that must think quite a + heap o' the girl he does it for! You say it was only because he was sorry, + but let me tell you there's only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for! + Yes, sir!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” she said. “Bibbs isn't like other men—he would do anything + for anybody.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan grinned. “Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays,” he said. + “For instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in 'sentiment + in business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he wanted was, just + plain and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was afraid his thinkin' so + much OF you had kind o' sickened you of him—the way it does + sometimes. But from the way you talk, I understand that ain't the + trouble.” He coughed, and his voice trembled a little. “Now here, Miss + Vertrees, I don't have to tell you—because you see things easy—I + know I got no business comin' to you like this, but I had to make Bibbs go + my way instead of his own—I had to do it for the sake o' my business + and on his own account, too—and I expect you got some idea how it + hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. He didn't come in half-hearted + or mean; he came in—all the way! But there isn't anything in it to + him; you can see he's just shut his teeth on it and goin' ahead with dust + in his mouth. You see, one way of lookin' at it, he's got nothin' to work + FOR. And it seems to me like it cost him your friendship, and I believe—honest—that's + what hurt him the worst. Now you said we'd talk plain. Why can't you let + him come back?” + </p> + <p> + She covered her face desperately with her hands. “I can't!” + </p> + <p> + He rose, defeated, and looking it. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I mustn't press you,” he said, gently. + </p> + <p> + At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her face. + “Ah! He was only sorry for me!” + </p> + <p> + He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal honesty, and + it confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. It was so clear that + even Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able to see it. Then a change + came over him; gloom fell from him, and he grew radiant. + </p> + <p> + “Don't! Don't” she cried. “You mustn't—” + </p> + <p> + “I won't tell him,” said Sheridan, from the doorway. “I won't tell anybody + anything!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0033" id="link2HCH0033"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXXIII + </h2> + <p> + There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest in the + sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy and dirty, + thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, asphalt, + sulphurous acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar things the men + liked to breathe and to have upon their skins and garments and upon their + wives and babies and sweethearts. The growth of the city was visible in + the smoke and the noise and the rush. There was more smoke than there had + been this day of February a year earlier; there was more noise; and the + crowds were thicker—yet quicker in spite of that. The traffic + policeman had a hard time, for the people were independent—they + retained some habits of the old market-town period, and would cross the + street anywhere and anyhow, which not only got them killed more frequently + than if they clung to the legal crossings, but kept the motormen, the + chauffeurs, and the truck-drivers in a stew of profane nervousness. So the + traffic policemen led harried lives; they themselves were killed, of + course, with a certain periodicity, but their main trouble was that they + could not make the citizens realize that it was actually and mortally + perilous to go about their city. It was strange, for there were probably + no citizens of any length of residence who had not personally known either + some one who had been killed or injured in an accident, or some one who + had accidentally killed or injured others. And yet, perhaps it was not + strange, seeing the sharp preoccupation of the faces—the people had + something on their minds; they could not stop to bother about dirt and + danger. + </p> + <p> + Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident + until this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother connected + with a timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in and out of the + department stores, she had an insistent consciousness of the Sheridan + Building. From the street, anywhere, it was almost always in sight, like + some monstrous geometrical shadow, murk-colored and rising limitlessly + into the swimming heights of the smoke-mist. It was gaunt and grimy and + repellent; it had nothing but strength and size—but in that + consciousness of Mary's the great structure may have partaken of beauty. + Sheridan had made some of the things he said emphatic enough to remain + with her. She went over and over them—and they began to seem true: + “Only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for!” “Gurney says he's got you on + his brain so bad—” The man's clumsy talk began to sing in her heart. + The song was begun there when she saw the accident. + </p> + <p> + She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the + traffic to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking the + passage, darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came from the + crowd behind her, talking earnestly, and started across. Both wore black; + one was tall and broad and thick, and the other was taller, but noticeably + slender. And Mary caught her breath, for they were Bibbs and his father. + They did not see her, and she caught a phrase in Bibbs's mellow voice, + which had taken a crisper ring: “Sixty-eight thousand dollars? Not + sixty-eight thousand buttons!” It startled her queerly, and as there was a + glimpse of his profile she saw for the first time a resemblance to his + father. + </p> + <p> + She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead of + his father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing of a + truck, beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of country + women who were in course of passage; they were just in front of Bibbs, and + shoved backward upon him violently. To extricate himself from them he + stepped back, directly in front of a moving trolley-car—no place for + absent-mindedness, but Bibbs was still absorbed in thoughts concerned with + what he had been saying to his father. There were shrieks and yells; Bibbs + looked the wrong way—and then Mary saw the heavy figure of Sheridan + plunge straight forward in front of the car. With absolute disregard of + his own life, he hurled himself at Bibbs like a football-player shunting + off an opponent, and to Mary it seemed that they both went down together. + But that was all she could see—automobiles, trucks, and wagons + closed in between. She made out that the trolley-car stopped jerkily, and + she saw a policeman breaking his way through the instantly condensing + crowd, while the traffic came to a standstill, and people stood up in + automobiles or climbed upon the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a + chance of seeing anything horrible. + </p> + <p> + Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came to help + the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion again. The + crowd became pliant, dispersing—there was no figure upon the ground, + and no ambulance came. But one of the policemen was detained by the + clinging and beseeching of a gloved hand. + </p> + <p> + “What IS the matter, lady?” + </p> + <p> + “Where are they?” Mary cried. + </p> + <p> + “Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!” + </p> + <p> + “His SON—” + </p> + <p> + “Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him—oh, he's not + bad off, I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. The + fender shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got shook up. + They both went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. Excuse me, + lady.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, + ascending. “Whisk-broom up in the office,” Sheridan was saying. “You got + to look out on those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't know I got any + call to blow, though—because I tried to cross after you did. That's + how I happened to run into you. Well, you want to remember to look out + after this. We were talkin' about Murtrie's askin' sixty-eight thousand + flat for that ninety-nine-year lease. It's his lookout if he'd rather take + it that way, and I don't know but—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; “he won't get it. + Not from us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can convince you in five + minutes.” He followed his father into the office anteroom—and + convinced him. Then, having been diligently brushed by a youth of color, + Bibbs went into his own room and closed the door. + </p> + <p> + He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and his + side was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be alone; he + wanted to rub himself and, for once, to do some useless thinking again. He + knew that his father had not “happened” to run into him; he knew that + Sheridan had instantly—and instinctively—proved that he held + his own life of no account whatever compared to that of his son and heir. + Bibbs had been unable to speak of that, or to seem to know it; for + Sheridan, just as instinctively, had swept the matter aside—as of no + importance, since all was well—reverting immediately to business. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he had never + perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and indomitable—and + lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's very self; laughing at + the lightning and at wounds and mutilation; conquering, irresistible—and + blindly noble. For the first time in his life Bibbs began to understand + the meaning of being truly this man's son. + </p> + <p> + He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan said, + Bibbs had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. He had + given his word because he had wanted the money, simply, for Mary Vertrees + in her need. And he shivered with horror of himself, thinking how he had + gone to her to offer it, asking her to marry him—with his head on + his breast in shameful fear that she would accept him! He had not known + her; the knowing had lost her to him, and this had been his real + awakening; for he knew now how deep had been that slumber wherein he + dreamily celebrated the superiority of “friendship”! The sleep-walker had + wakened to bitter knowledge of love and life, finding himself a failure in + both. He had made a burnt offering of his dreams, and the sacrifice had + been an unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was left for him was the work + he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in that, though it was + indeed no more than “dust in his mouth.” If there had been anything “to + work for—” + </p> + <p> + He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets + below. He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms and he looked + across, over the roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the vast, + foggy heart of the smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising dimly + against it, chattering with steel on steel, and screeching in steam, while + tiny figures of men walked on threads in the dull sky. Buildings would + overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was being served. + </p> + <p> + But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. Here, + where his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running brooks, and + how had the kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! The pioneers had + begun the work, but in their old age their orators had said for them that + they had toiled and risked and sacrificed that their posterity might live + in peace and wisdom, enjoying the fruits of the earth. Well, their + posterity was here—and there was only turmoil. Where was the + promised land? It had been promised by the soldiers of all the wars; it + had been promised to this generation by the pioneers; but here was the + very posterity to whom it had been promised, toiling and risking and + sacrificing in turn—for what? + </p> + <p> + The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, continuously + beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish a pulsation in it—a + broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him that it was like a titanic + voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily metallic—the voice of the god, + Bigness. And the voice summoned Bibbs as it summoned all its servants. + </p> + <p> + “Come and work!” it seemed to yell. “Come and work for Me, all men! By + your youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your despair I + summon you to work for Me yet a little, with what strength you have. By + your love of home I summon you! By your love of woman I summon you! By + your hope of children I summon you! + </p> + <p> + “You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, your + Master and Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon my ugliness. + You shall give your toil and your lives, you shall go mad for love and + worship of my ugliness! You shall perish still worshipping Me, and your + children shall perish knowing no other god!” + </p> + <p> + And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his father's + voice booming in the next room; he could not distinguish the words but the + tone was exultant—and there came the THUMP! THUMP! of the maimed + hand. Bibbs guessed that Sheridan was bragging of the city and of Bigness + to some visitor from out-of-town. + </p> + <p> + And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. But with + the old, old thought again, “What for?” Bibbs caught a glimmer of far, + faint light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life struggled and + conquered, and must all his life go on struggling and inevitably + conquering, as part of a vast impulse not his own. Sheridan served blindly—but + was the impulse blind? Bibbs asked himself if it was not he who had been + in the greater hurry, after all. The kiln must be fired before the vase is + glazed, and the Acropolis was not crowned with marble in a day. + </p> + <p> + Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of some + high music struggling to be born of the turmoil. “Ugly I am,” it seemed to + say to him, “but never forget that I AM a god!” And the voice grew in + sonorousness and in dignity. “The highest should serve, but so long as you + worship me for my own sake I will not serve you. It is man who makes me + ugly, by his worship of me. If man would let me serve him, I should be + beautiful!” + </p> + <p> + Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself—in + the vague contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs—a + gigantic figure with feet pedestaled upon the great buildings and + shoulders disappearing in the clouds, a colossus of steel and wholly + blackened with soot. But Bibbs carried his fancy further—for there + was still a little poet lingering in the back of his head—and he + thought that up over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant labored with + his hands in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what he made + there—perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that + were children now—a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white— + </p> + <p> + It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang fiercely. + </p> + <p> + He lifted the thing from his desk and answered—and as the small + voice inside it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled + violently as he picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong—he + had been mistaken—yet it was a startlingly beautiful voice; + startlingly kind, too, and ineffably like the one he hungered most to + hear. + </p> + <p> + “Who?” he said, his own voice shaking—like his hand. + </p> + <p> + “Mary.” + </p> + <p> + He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: “IS IT?” + </p> + <p> + There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. + “Bibbs—I wanted to—just to see if you—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes—Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. They + said you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know for myself.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, I wasn't hurt at all—Mary. It was father who came nearer + it. He saved me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd until + you had gone. And I wanted to KNOW.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary—would you—have minded?” he said. + </p> + <p> + There was a long interval before she answered. + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Then why—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know what to say,” he cried. “It's so wonderful to hear your + voice again—I'm shaking, Mary—I—I don't know—I + don't know anything except that I AM talking to you! It IS you—Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary—I've seen you from my window at home—only five times + since I—since then. You looked—oh, how can I tell you? It was + like a man chained in a cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. + Mary, won't you—let me see you again—near? I think I could + make you really forgive me—you'd have to—” + </p> + <p> + “I DID—then.” + </p> + <p> + “No—not really—or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me + any more.” + </p> + <p> + “That wasn't the reason.” The voice was very low. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he said, even more tremulously than before, “I can't—you + COULDN'T mean it was because—you can't mean it was because you—care?” + </p> + <p> + There was no answer. + </p> + <p> + “Mary?” he called, huskily. “If you mean THAT—you'd let me see you—wouldn't + you?” + </p> + <p> + And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, but if + it did, the words were, “Yes, Bibbs—dear.” + </p> + <p> + But the voice was not in the instrument—it was so gentle and so + light, so almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air—and it came + from the air. + </p> + <p> + Slowly and incredulously he turned—and glory fell upon his shining + eyes. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Turmoil + A Novel + +Author: Booth Tarkington + +Posting Date: August 6, 2008 [EBook #1098] +Release Date: December, 1997 +[Last updated: November 25, 2020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURMOIL *** + + + + +Produced by Lois Heiser + + + + + +THE TURMOIL + +A NOVEL + +By Booth Tarkington + +1915. + + +To Laurel. + + + +CHAPTER I + +There is a midland city in the heart of fair, open country, a dirty and +wonderful city nesting dingily in the fog of its own smoke. The stranger +must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt will be upon +him instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since he must breathe +it, and he may care for no further proof that wealth is here better +loved than cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, the negligently +tended streets incessantly press home the point, and so do the flecked +and grimy citizens. At a breeze he must smother in the whirlpools of +dust, and if he should decline at any time to inhale the smoke he has +the meager alternative of suicide. + +The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more +riches. He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling +prodigiously. He has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious trained +to one tune: “Wealth! I will get Wealth! I will make Wealth! I will sell +Wealth for more Wealth! My house shall be dirty, my garment shall be +dirty, and I will foul my neighbor so that he cannot be clean--but I +will get Wealth! There shall be no clean thing about me: my wife shall +be dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I will get Wealth!” And yet it +is not wealth that he is so greedy for: what the giant really wants is +hasty riches. To get these he squanders wealth upon the four winds, for +wealth is in the smoke. + +Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no +heaving, grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly +people who had understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much +of the same type. It was a leisurely and kindly place--“homelike,” it +was called--and when the visitor had been taken through the State Asylum +for the Insane and made to appreciate the view of the cemetery from a +little hill, his host's duty as Baedeker was done. The good burghers +were given to jogging comfortably about in phaetons or in surreys for +a family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; few were very poor; the +air was clean, and there was time to live. + +But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as +elsewhere--a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil +and labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the +mountains, and emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good +American hearts--Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + +In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound +longing for size. Year by year the longing increased until it became +an accumulated force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be Bigger! +Bigness means Money! And the thing began to happen; their longing became +a mighty Will. We must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! Get people here! Coax +them here! Bribe them! Swindle them into coming, if you must, but get +them! Shout them into coming! Deafen them into coming! Any kind of +people; all kinds of people! We must be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! +Kill the fault-finder! Scream and bellow to the Most High: Bigness is +patriotism and honor! Bigness is love and life and happiness! Bigness is +Money! We want Bigness! + +They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, and +slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the quick +years went by. White people came, and black people and brown people +and yellow people; the negroes came from the South by the thousands and +thousands, multiplying by other thousands and thousands faster than +they could die. From the four quarters of the earth the people came, +the broken and the unbroken, the tame and the wild--Germans, Irish, +Italians, Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, English, French, Swiss, Swedes, +Norwegians, Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, Dalmatians, Armenians, +Rumanians, Servians, Persians, Syrians, Japanese, Chinese, Turks, and +every hybrid that these could propagate. And if there were no Eskimos +nor Patagonians, what other human strain that earth might furnish failed +to swim and bubble in this crucible? + +With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began to +roar and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn under +the tread of hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical look of +the faces was lost in something harder and warier; and a cockney +type began to emerge discernibly--a cynical young mongrel barbaric +of feature, muscular and cunning; dressed in good fabrics fashioned +apparently in imitation of the sketches drawn by newspaper comedians. +The female of his kind came with him--a pale girl, shoddy and a little +rouged; and they communicated in a nasal argot, mainly insolences and +elisions. Nay, the common speech of the people showed change: in +place of the old midland vernacular, irregular but clean, and not +unwholesomely drawling, a jerky dialect of coined metaphors began to +be heard, held together by GUNNAS and GOTTAS and much fostered by the +public journals. + +The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a nucleus, +and spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and in its +vitals, like benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in the body +of a man, missions and refuges offered what resistance they might to the +saloons and all the hells that cities house and shelter. Temptation +and ruin were ready commodities on the market for purchase by the +venturesome; highwaymen walked the streets at night and sometimes +killed; snatching thieves were busy everywhere in the dusk; while +house-breakers were a common apprehension and frequent reality. Life +itself was somewhat safer from intentional destruction than it was in +medieval Rome during a faction war--though the Roman murderer was more +like to pay for his deed--but death or mutilation beneath the wheels lay +in ambush at every crossing. + +The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did +not matter much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. +Law-making was a pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. +Singular fermentation of their humor, they even had laws forbidding +dangerous speed. More marvelous still, they had a law forbidding smoke! +They forbade chimneys to smoke and they forbade cigarettes to smoke. +They made laws for all things and forgot them immediately; though +sometimes they would remember after a while, and hurry to make new laws +that the old laws should be enforced--and then forget both new and old. +Wherever enforcement threatened Money or Votes--or wherever it was too +much to bother--it became a joke. Influence was the law. + +So the place grew. And it grew strong. + +Straightway when he came, each man fell to the same worship: + + Give me of thyself, O Bigness: + Power to get more power! + Riches to get more riches! + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more! + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself, + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! And + there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! + + + +CHAPTER II + +The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust +Company was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the +biggest builder and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. He +had come from a country cross-roads, at the beginning of the growth, and +he had gone up and down in the booms and relapses of that period; but +each time he went down he rebounded a little higher, until finally, +after a year of overwork and anxiety--the latter not decreased by a +chance, remote but possible, of recuperation from the former in the +penitentiary--he found himself on top, with solid substance under +his feet; and thereafter “played it safe.” But his hunger to get was +unabated, for it was in the very bones of him and grew fiercer. + +He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as he +called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. And +when soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. “It's +good! It's good!” he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. “Good, clean +soot; it's our life-blood, God bless it!” The smoke was one of his +great enthusiasms; he laughed at a committee of plaintive housewives who +called to beg his aid against it. “Smoke's what brings your husbands' +money home on Saturday night,” he told them, jovially. “Smoke may hurt +your little shrubberies in the front yard some, but it's the catarrhal +climate and the adenoids that starts your chuldern coughing. Smoke makes +the climate better. Smoke means good health: it makes the people wash +more. They have to wash so much they wash off the microbes. You go +home and ask your husbands what smoke puts in their pockets out o' the +pay-roll--and you'll come around next time to get me to turn out more +smoke instead o' chokin' it off!” + +It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his reflection +in it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, strong, and +unquenchably optimistic. From the deepest of his inside all the way out +he believed it was the finest city in the world. “Finest” was his word. +He thought of it as his city as he thought of his family as his family; +and just as profoundly believed his city to be the finest city in +the world, so did he believe his family to be--in spite of his son +Bibbs--the finest family in the world. As a matter of fact, he knew +nothing worth knowing about either. + +Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and considered +the failure--the “odd one”--of the family. Born during that most +dangerous and anxious of the early years, when the mother fretted and +the father took his chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, and +grew meagerly, only lengthwise, through a feeble childhood. At his +christening he was committed for life to “Bibbs” mainly through lack of +imagination on his mother's part, for though it was her maiden name, she +had no strong affection for it; but it was “her turn” to name the baby, +and, as she explained later, she “couldn't think of anything else she +liked AT ALL!” She offered this explanation one day when the sickly boy +was nine and after a long fit of brooding had demanded some reason for +his name's being Bibbs. He requested then with unwonted vehemence to +be allowed to exchange names with his older brother, Roscoe Conkling +Sheridan, or with the oldest, James Sheridan, Junior, and upon being +refused went down into the cellar and remained there the rest of +that day. And the cook, descending toward dusk, reported that he had +vanished; but a search revealed that he was in the coal-pile, completely +covered and still burrowing. Removed by force and carried upstairs, +he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing to utter a syllable of +explanation, even under the lash. This obvious thing was wholly a +mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, failed to trace and +connect; and the father regarded his son as a stubborn and mysterious +fool, an impression not effaced as the years went by. + +At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding +of a man, waiting for the building to begin inside--a long-shanked, +long-faced, rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired +and dark-eyed, with a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at +first sight of Bibbs Sheridan a stranger might well be solicitous, for +he seemed upon the point of tears. But to a slightly longer gaze, not +grief, but mirth, was revealed as his emotion; while a more searching +scrutiny was proportionately more puzzling--he seemed about to burst out +crying or to burst out laughing, one or the other, inevitably, but it +was impossible to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any occasion of his +life, either laughed aloud or wept. + +He was a “disappointment” to his father. At least that was the parent's +word--a confirmed and established word after his first attempt to make +a “business man” of the boy. He sent Bibbs to “begin at the bottom and +learn from the ground up” in the machine-shop of the Sheridan Automatic +Pump Works, and at the end of six months the family physician sent Bibbs +to begin at the bottom and learn from the ground up in a sanitarium. + +“You needn't worry, mamma,” Sheridan told his wife. “There's nothin' the +matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. I put +him in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about as well +as the next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty alarmists. +Does he think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh and blood? He +makes me tired!” + +Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite disease +was incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine conviction that lack +of physical persistence in any task involving money must be due to some +subtle weakness of character itself, to some profound shiftlessness or +slyness. He understood typhoid fever, pneumonia, and appendicitis--one +had them, and either died or got over them and went back to work--but +when the word “nervous” appeared in a diagnosis he became honestly +suspicious: he had the feeling that there was something contemptible +about it, that there was a nigger in the wood-pile somewhere. + +“Look at me,” he said. “Look at what I did at his age! Why, when I was +twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock choppin' +wood--yes! and out in the dark and the snow--to build a fire in a +country grocery store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a DOCTOR +because he can't--Pho! it makes me tired! If he'd gone at it like a man +he wouldn't be sick.” + +He paced the bedroom--the usual setting for such parental +discussions--in his nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and +gesticulating to his bedded spouse. “My Lord!” he said. “If a little, +teeny bit o' work like this is too much for him, why, he ain't fit for +anything! It's nine-tenths imagination, and the rest of it--well, I +won't say it's deliberate, but I WOULD like to know just how much of +it's put on!” + +“Bibbs didn't want the doctor,” said Mrs. Sheridan. “It was when he was +here to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat anything. +Honey, you better come to bed.” + +“Eat!” he snorted. “Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's +imagination that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time for +that kind of imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice +about good health, if you'll take the trouble to look around you Mrs. +Sheridan: busy men haven't got time to be sick and they don't GET sick. +You just think it over and you'll find that ninety-nine per cent. of the +sick people you know are either women or loafers. Yes, ma'am!” + +“Honey,” she said again, drowsily, “you better come to bed.” + +“Look at the other boys,” her husband bade her. “Look at Jim and Roscoe. +Look at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their bodies. +Work never made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load off my +shoulders already. Right now there isn't a harder-workin', brighter +business man in this city than Jim. I've pushed him, but he give me +something to push AGAINST. You can't push 'nervous dyspepsia'! And look +at Roscoe; just LOOK at what that boy's done for himself, and barely +twenty-seven years old--married, got a fine wife, and ready to build +for himself with his own money, when I put up the New House for you and +Edie.” + +“Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet,” she murmured. “You better +come to bed.” + +“And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl,” he continued, emphatically, +“as I am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some man a mighty good +wife when the time comes. She's the prettiest and talentedest girl in +the United States! Look at that poem she wrote when she was in school +and took the prize with; it's the best poem I ever read in my life, and +she'd never even tried to write one before. It's the finest thing I +ever read, and R. T. Bloss said so, too; and I guess he's a good enough +literary judge for me--turns out more advertisin' liter'cher than any +man in the city. I tell you she's smart! Look at the way she worked me +to get me to promise the New House--and I guess you had your finger +in that, too, mamma! This old shack's good enough for me, but you and +little Edie 'll have to have your way. I'll get behind her and push her +the same as I will Jim and Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' them +three chuldern! But Bibbs--” He paused, shaking his head. “Honest, +mamma, when I talk to men that got ALL their boys doin' well and worth +their salt, why, I have to keep my mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget +about Bibbs.” + +Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. “You did the +best you could, papa,” she said, impatiently, “so come to bed and quit +reproachin' yourself for it.” + +He glared at her indignantly. “Reproachin' myself!” he snorted. “I ain't +doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness would I want +to reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I could,' either. It was +the best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him a chance to show what was +in him and make a man of himself--and here he goes and gets 'nervous +dyspepsia' on me!” + +He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, and +muttered his way morosely into bed. + +“What?” said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + +“More like hook-worm, I said,” he explained, speaking louder. “I don't +know what to do with him!” + + + +CHAPTER III + +Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long +course for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and “zwieback” as the +basis of instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before he +was considered near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on a +nurse and a cane. These and subsequent months saw the planning, the +building, and the completion of the New House; and it was to that abode +of Bigness that Bibbs was brought when the cane, without the nurse, was +found sufficient to his support. + +Edith met him at the station. “Well, well, Bibbs!” she said, as he came +slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from that train. +She gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes after a quick +glance at him, and turning at once toward the passage to the street. “Do +you think they ought to've let you come? You certainly don't look well!” + +“But I certainly do look better,” he returned, in a voice as slow as +his gait; a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak +quickly he stammered. “Up to about a month ago it took two people to see +me. They had to get me in a line between 'em!” + +Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her first +quick glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a faint, +troubled distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by some +obligation of business to visit a “bad” ward in a hospital. She was +nineteen, fair and slim, with small, unequal features, but a prettiness +of color and a brilliancy of eyes that created a total impression close +upon beauty. Her movements were eager and restless: there was something +about her, as kind old ladies say, that was very sweet; and there was +something that was hurried and breathless. This was new to Bibbs; it was +a perceptible change since he had last seen her, and he bent upon her +a steady, whimsical scrutiny as they stood at the curb, waiting for an +automobile across the street to disengage itself from the traffic. + +“That's the new car,” she said. “Everything's new. We've got four now, +besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two.” + +“Edith, you look--” he began, and paused. + +“Oh, WE're all well,” she said, briskly; and then, as if something in +his tone had caught her as significant, “Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?” + +“You look--” He paused again, taking in the full length of her--her trim +brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of brown +and green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat in the mad +mode--all suited to the October day. + +“How do I look?” she insisted. + +“You look,” he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted +watch of platinum and enamel at her wrist, “you look--expensive!” That +was a substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint and +preoccupation, manifested particularly in her keeping her direct +glance away from him, did not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive +intimacies. + +“I expect I am!” she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of his +glance. “Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime--it's an evening +thing, for the theater--but my day wrist-watch is out of gear. Bobby +Lamhorn broke it yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. Do you want +Claus to help you in?” + +“Oh no,” said Bibbs. “I'm alive.” And after a fit of panting subsequent +to his climbing into the car unaided, he added, “Of course, I have to +TELL people!” + +“We only got your telegram this morning,” she said, as they began to +move rapidly through the “wholesale district” neighboring the station. +“Mother said she'd hardly expected you this month.” + +“They seemed to be through with me up there in the country,” he +explained, gently. “At least they said they were, and they wouldn't keep +me any longer, because so many really sick people wanted to get in. They +told me to go home--and I didn't have any place else to go. It'll be all +right, Edith; I'll sit in the woodshed until after dark every day.” + +“Pshaw!” She laughed nervously. “Of course we're all of us glad to have +you back.” + +“Yes?” he said. “Father?” + +“Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?” She did not turn +to him with the question. All the while she rode with her face directly +forward. + +“No,” he said; “father hasn't written.” + +She flushed a little. “I expect I ought to've written sometime, or one +of the boys--” + +“Oh no; that was all right.” + +“You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often +planned to write--and then, just as I was going to, something would turn +up. And I'm sure it's been just the same way with Jim and Roscoe. Of +course we knew mamma was writing often and--” + +“Of course!” he said, readily. “There's a chunk of coal fallen on your +glove, Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! I'd almost +forgotten how sooty it is here.” + +“We've been having very bright weather this month--for us.” She blew the +flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + +He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun like +a cold tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for a +decoration. “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It's very gay.” A few moments later, as +they passed a corner, “Aren't we going home?” he asked. + +“Why, yes! Did you want to go somewhere else first?” + +“No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?” + +“No. This is right. We're going straight home.” + +“But we've passed the corner. We always turned--” + +“Good gracious!” she cried. “Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't you know +we were in the New House?” + +“Why, no!” said Bibbs. “Are you?” + +“We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know--” She broke +off, flushing again, and then went on hastily: “Of course, mamma's never +been so busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do anything but +keep on the hop. Mamma couldn't even come to the station to-day. Papa's +got some of his business friends and people from around the +OLD-house neighborhood coming to-night for a big dinner and +'house-warming'--dreadful kind of people--but mamma's got it all on her +hands. She's never sat down a MINUTE; and if she did, papa would have +her up again before--” + +“Of course,” said Bibbs. “Do you like the new place, Edith?” + +“I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's the +finest house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! Papa +bought one thing I like--a view of the Bay of Naples in oil that's +perfectly beautiful; it's the first thing you see as you come in the +front hall, and it's eleven feet long. But he would have that old +fruit picture we had in the Murphy Street house hung up in the new +dining-room. You remember it--a table and a watermelon sliced open, +and a lot of rouged-looking apples and some shiny lemons, with two dead +prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it at a furniture-store years and +years ago, and he claims it's a finer picture than any they saw in the +museums, that time he took mamma to Europe. But it's horribly out of +date to have those things in dining-rooms, and I caught Bobby Lamhorn +giggling at it; and Sibyl made fun of it, too, with Bobby, and then told +papa she agreed with him about its being such a fine thing, and said he +did just right to insist on having it where he wanted it. She makes me +tired! Sibyl!” + +Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to +awkwardness, vanished with this theme, though she still kept her full +gaze always to the front, even in the extreme ardor of her denunciation +of her sister-in-law. + +“SIBYL!” she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed +to strike fire on her lips. “I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't have +married somebody from HERE that would have done us some good! He could +have got in with Bobby Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, and +Bobby'd have introduced him to the nicest girls in town, but instead of +that he had to go and pick up this Sibyl Rink! I met some awfully +nice people from her town when mamma and I were at Atlantic City, last +spring, and not one had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even HEARD of 'em!” + +“I thought you were great friends with Sibyl,” Bibbs said. + +“Up to the time I found her out!” the sister returned, with continuing +vehemence. “I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan +lately--” + +“It's only lately?” + +“Well--” Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. “Of course, I +always did see that she never cared the snap of her little finger about +ROSCOE!” + +“It seems,” said Bibbs, in laconic protest, “that she married him.” + +The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous +laughter, and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: “Why, she'd have +married YOU!” + +“No, no,” he said; “she couldn't be that bad!” + +“I didn't mean--” she began, distressed. “I only meant--I didn't mean--” + +“Never mind, Edith,” he consoled her. “You see, she couldn't have +married me, because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as +mercenary as all that she'd have been too clever. The head doctor even +had to lend me the money for my ticket home.” + +“I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU,” Edith babbled. “I only +meant I thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to +marry somebody she'd have married anybody that asked her.” + +“Yes, yes,” said Bibbs, “it's all straight.” And, perceiving that +his sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set +matters perfectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + +“Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her,” she continued, a moment later. “Too +lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, like a +MAN, I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave herself!” + +“'Behave'?” + +“Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere,” said Edith, characteristically +evasive when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, and +in this not unique of her sex. + +Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. “Business +is crawling up the old streets,” he said, his long, tremulous hand +indicating a vasty structure in course of erection. “The boarding-houses +come first and then the--” + +“That isn't for shops,” she informed him. “That's a new investment of +papa's--the 'Sheridan Apartments.'” + +“Well, well,” he murmured. “I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well enough +known here already.” + +“Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!” she said, impatiently. “I guess +there isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't +know who we are. But we aren't in with the right people.” + +“No!” he exclaimed. “Who's all that?” + +“Who's all what?” + +“The 'right people.'” + +“You know what I mean: the best people, the old families--the people +that have the real social position in this town and that know they've +got it.” + +Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. “I +thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may-call-it +didn't know it,” he said. “I've always understood that it was very +unsatisfactory, because if you thought about it you didn't have it, and +if you had it you didn't know it.” + +“That's just bosh,” she retorted. “They know it in this town, all right! +I found out a lot of things, long before we began to think of building +out in this direction. The right people in this town aren't always the +society-column ones, and they mix around with outsiders, and they don't +all belong to any one club--they're taken in all sorts into all their +clubs--but they're a clan, just the same; and they have the clan feeling +and they're just as much We, Us and Company as any crowd you read about +anywhere in the world. Most of 'em were here long before papa came, and +the grandfathers of the girls of my age knew each other, and--” + +“I see,” Bibbs interrupted, gravely. “Their ancestors fled together +from many a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. I +always understood the first house was built by an old party of the name +of Vertrees who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried away to +these parts because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd lent him.” + +Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. “You mustn't repeat that +story, Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, and +of course the very oldest here; they were an old family even before +Mary Vertrees's great-great-grandfather came west and founded this +settlement. He came from Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have relatives +there YET--some of the best people in Lynn!” + +“No!” exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + +“And there are other old families like the Vertreeses,” she went on, +not heeding him; “the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the J. Palmerston +Smiths--” + +“Strange names to me,” he interrupted. “Poor things! None of them have +my acquaintance.” + +“No, that's just it!” she cried. “And papa had never even heard the name +of Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee to see +him, and he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring home his +wages from the pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about it, and I +thought I just couldn't live through the night, I was so ashamed! Mr. +Vertrees has always lived on his income, and papa didn't know him, of +course. They're the stiffist, most elegant people in the whole town. And +to crown it all, papa went and bought the next lot to the old Vertrees +country mansion--it's in the very heart of the best new residence +district now, and that's where the New House is, right next door to +them--and I must say it makes their place look rather shabby! I met Mary +Vertrees when I joined the Mission Service Helpers, but she never did +any more than just barely bow to me, and since papa's break I doubt if +she'll do that! They haven't called.” + +“And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First stealing +Dan'l Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call--” + +“Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him +understand that,” said Edith, demurely, “and he's promised to try and +meet Mr. Vertrees and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we don't +know THEM, it's practically no use in our having built the New House; +and if we DO know them and they're decent to us, we're right with the +right people. They can do the whole thing for us. Bobby Lamhorn told +Sibyl he was going to bring his mother to call on her and on mamma, but +it was weeks ago, and I notice he hasn't done it; and if Mrs. Vertrees +decides not to know us, I'm darn sure Mrs Lamhorn'll never come. That's +ONE thing Sibyl didn't manage! She SAID Bobby offered to bring his +mother--” + +“You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?” Bibbs asked. + +“Oh, he's a friend of the whole family,” she returned, with a petulance +which she made an effort to disguise. “Roscoe and he got acquainted +somewhere, and they take him to the theater about every other night. +Sibyl has him to lunch, too, and keeps--” She broke off with an angry +little jerk of the head. “We can see the New House from the second +corner ahead. Roscoe has built straight across the street from us, you +know. Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a snake, sometimes--the way +she pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys up to papa and gets +anything in the world she wants out of him, and then makes fun of him +behind his back--yes, and to his face, but HE can't see it! She got +him to give her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch for their house after it +was--” + +“Good heavens!” said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner and +the car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. “Is that the +New House?” + +“Yes. What do you think of it?” + +“Well,” he drawled, “I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a size +bigger; I can't be certain till I measure.” + +And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: +“But it's beautiful!” + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect +who loved the milder “Gothic motives” had built what he liked: it was to +be seen at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had wrought a +picture out of his head into a noble and exultant reality. At the same +time a landscape-designer had played so good a second, with ready-made +accessories of screen, approach and vista, that already whatever look +of newness remained upon the place was to its advantage, as showing at +least one thing yet clean under the grimy sky. For, though the smoke was +thinner in this direction, and at this long distance from the heart +of the town, it was not absent, and under tutelage of wind and weather +could be malignant even here, where cows had wandered in the meadows and +corn had been growing not ten years gone. + +Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those architects' +successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; it revealed nothing +of the people who lived in it save that they were rich. There are houses +that cannot be detached from their own people without protesting: every +inch of mortar seems to mourn the separation, and such a house--no +matter what be done to it--is ever murmurous with regret, whispering the +old name sadly to itself unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind +to change hands without emotion. In our swelling cities, great places +of its type are useful as financial gauges of the business tides; +rich families, one after another, take title and occupy such houses as +fortunes rise and fall--they mark the high tide. It was impossible to +imagine a child's toy wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the New +House, and yet it was--as Bibbs rightly called it--“beautiful.” + +What the architect thought of the “Golfo di Napoli,” which hung in its +vast gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, is to +be conjectured--perhaps he had not seen it. + +“Edith, did you say only eleven feet?” Bibbs panted, staring at it, as +the white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out of his +overcoat. + +“Eleven without the frame,” she explained. “It's splendid, don't you +think? It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy before.” + +“No gloom now!” said Bibbs. + +“This statue in the corner is pretty, too,” she remarked. “Mamma and I +bought that.” And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a +grove of tubbed palms, a “life-size,” black-bearded Moor, of a plastic +composition painted with unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his +chocolate head he wore a gold turban; in his hand he held a gold-tipped +spear; and for the rest, he was red and yellow and black and silver. + +“Hallelujah!” was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and Edith, +saying she would “find mamma,” left him blinking at the Moor. Presently, +after she had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who stood +waiting, Bibbs's traveling-bag in his hand. “What do YOU think of it?” + Bibbs asked, solemnly. + +“Gran'!” replied the servitor. “She mighty hard to dus'. Dus' git in all +'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'.” + +“I expect she must be,” said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively +to the black bull beard for a moment. “Is there a place anywhere I could +lie down?” + +“Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right up +staihs, suh. Nice room.” + +He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to +rest, and noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the +exodus from the “old” house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under the +patently nominal direction of another Pullman porter, who was profoundly +enjoying his own affectation of being harassed with care. + +“Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night,” Bibbs's +guide explained, chuckling. “Yessuh, we got big doin's to-night! Big +doin's!” + +The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished in +every particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it +pleasant--though, indeed, any room with a good bed would have +seemed pleasant to him after his journey. He stretched himself flat +immediately, and having replied “Not now” to the attendant's offer to +unpack the bag, closed his eyes wearily. + +White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made +an exit on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket--the harassed +overseer--in the hall without. Said the emerging one: “He mighty shaky, +Mist' Jackson. Drop right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all black. +Rich folks gotta go same as anybody else. Anybody ast me if I change +'ith 'at ole boy--No, suh! Le'm keep 'is money; I keep my black skin an' +keep out the ground!” + +Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. “Yessuh, he look tuh me like +somebody awready laid out,” he concluded. And upon the stairway landing, +near by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were likewise +pessimistic. + +“Hech!” said one, lamenting in a whisper. “It give me a turn to see him +go by--white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell me: d'it +make ye kind o' sick to look at um?” + +“Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!” + +“Well,” said the other, “I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once--” + She fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + +It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + +She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age +like drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her +husband and her daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence +she had was given almost wholly to comprehending and serving those +two, and except in the presence of one of them she was nearly always +absent-minded. Edith lived all day with her mother, as daughters do; and +Sheridan so held his wife to her unity with him that she had long ago +become unconscious of her existence as a thing separate from his. She +invariably perceived his moods, and nursed him through them when she +did not share them; and she gave him a profound sympathy with the inmost +spirit and purpose of his being, even though she did not comprehend it +and partook of it only as a spectator. They had known but one actual +altercation in their lives, and that was thirty years past, in the early +days of Sheridan's struggle, when, in order to enhance the favorable +impression he believed himself to be making upon some capitalists, he +had thought it necessary to accompany them to a performance of “The +Black Crook.” But she had not once referred to this during the last ten +years. + +Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes rustled +more than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many at a time +and to be vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting a skirt down +over some unruly internal dissension at the moment she opened Bibbs's +door. + +At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, +withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and the +rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + +“Don't go, mother,” he said. “I'm not asleep.” He swung his long legs +over the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his shoulder, +restraining him; and he lay flat again. + +“No,” she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, “I just come for a +minute, but I want to see how you seem. Edith said--” + +“Poor Edith!” he murmured. “She couldn't look at me. She--” + +“Nonsense!” Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came +back to the bedside. “You look a great deal better than what you did +before you went to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body +can see that right away. You need fatting up, of course, and you haven't +got much color--” + +“No,” he said, “I haven't much color.” + +“But you will have when you get your strength back.” + +“Oh yes!” he responded, cheerfully. “THEN I will.” + +“You look a great deal better than what I expected.” + +“Edith must have a great vocabulary!” he chuckled. + +“She's too sensitive,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “and it makes her exaggerate +a little. What about your diet?” + +“That's all right. They told me to eat anything.” + +“Anything at all?” + +“Well--anything I could.” + +“That's good,” she said, nodding. “They mean for you just to build up +your strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see you +at the sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and that's +only a little time ago. How long was it?” + +“Eight months, I think.” + +“No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was +longer'n I thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely +even time to write more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' +along, but I told Edith to write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked +Jim to, too, and they both said they would, so I suppose you've kept up +pretty well on the home news.” + +“Oh yes.” + +“What I think you need,” said the mother, gravely, “is to liven up a +little and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' this +morning, after we got your telegram; and that's what'll stimilate your +appetite, too. He was talkin' over his plans for you--” + +“Plans?” Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light +with his hand, so that he might see her better. “What--” He paused. +“What plans is he making for me, mother?” + +She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. +“Well, you better talk it over with HIM,” she said, with perceptible +nervousness. “He better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had any +call, exactly, to go into it; and you better get to sleep now, anyway.” + She came and stood by the bedside once more. “But you must remember, +Bibbs, whatever papa does is for the best. He loves his chuldern and +wants to do what's right by ALL of 'em--and you'll always find he's +right in the end.” + +He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and +she rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened it. +“You get a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for to-night.” + +“You--you mean--he--” Bibbs stammered, having begun to speak too +quickly. Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, quietly, +“Does father expect me to come down-stairs this evening?” + +“Well, I think he does,” she answered. “You see, it's the +'house-warming,' as he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern +ought to be around us, as well as the old friends and other folks. It's +just what he thinks you need--to take an interest and liven up. You +don't feel too bad to come down, do you?” + +“Mother?” + +“Well?” + +“Take a good look at me,” he said. + +“Oh, see here!” she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. “You're not so bad +off as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't do you +any harm to please your--” + +“It isn't that,” he interrupted. “Honestly, I'm only afraid it might +spoil somebody's appetite. Edith--” + +“I told you the child was too sensitive,” she interrupted, in turn. +“You're a plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look +like you been through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's all +there is to it.” + +“All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, I +can!” + +“It 'll do you good,” she returned, rustling into the hall. “Now take +a nap, and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to get +dressed up before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, Bibbs!” + +Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something +she had said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over +interminably. “His plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for +you--his plans for you--” And then, taking the place of “his plans for +you,” after what seemed a long, long while, her flurried voice came +back to him insistently, seeming to whisper in his ear: “He loves his +chuldern--he loves his chuldern--he loves his chuldern”--“you'll find +he's always right--you'll find he's always right--” Until at last, as he +drifted into the state of half-dreams and distorted realities, the voice +seemed to murmur from beyond a great black wing that came out of the +wall and stretched over his bed--it was a black wing within the room, +and at the same time it was a black cloud crossing the sky, bridging the +whole earth from pole to pole. It was a cloud of black smoke, and out +of the heart of it came a flurried voice whispering over and over, “His +plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for you--” And then there +was nothing. + +He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly--as one might have a care +against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic--and, getting +to his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade so that +it flew up, letting in a pale sunset. + +He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the +next house, as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, “the old Vertrees +country mansion.” It stood in a broad lawn which was separated from the +Sheridans' by a young hedge; and it was a big, square, plain old box +of a house with a giant salt-cellar atop for a cupola. Paint had been +spared for a long time, and no one could have put a name to the color of +it, but in spite of that the place had no look of being out at heel, and +the sward was as neatly trimmed as the Sheridans' own. + +The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window--for this wing of +the New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot--and, directly +opposite the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so as to make +a little knoll upon which stood a small rustic “summer-house.” It was +almost on a level with Bibbs's window and not thirty feet away; and +it was easy for him to imagine the present dynasty of Vertreeses +in grievous outcry when they had found this retreat ruined by the +juxtaposition of the parvenu intruder. Probably the “summer-house” was +pleasant and pretty in summer. It had the look of a place wherein little +girls had played for a generation or so with dolls and “housekeeping,” + or where a lovely old lady might come to read something dull on warm +afternoons; but now in the thin light it was desolate, the color of +dust, and hung with haggard vines which had lost their leaves. + +Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship +with anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside the +window and paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough inspection. He +looked the mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, but came in the end +to a long and earnest scrutiny of the face. Throughout this cryptic +seance his manner was profoundly impersonal; he had the air of an +entomologist intent upon classifying a specimen, but finally he appeared +to become pessimistic. He shook his head solemnly; then gazed again +and shook his head again, and continued to shake it slowly, in complete +disapproval. + +“You certainly are one horrible sight!” he said, aloud. + +And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, +he was vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a +rustic aperture of the “summer-house” and staring full into his +window--straight into his eyes, too, for the infinitesimal fraction of +a second before the flashingly censorious withdrawal of her own. +Composedly, she pulled several dead twigs from a vine, the manner of her +action conveying a message or proclamation to the effect that she was in +the summer-house for the sole purpose of such-like pruning and tending, +and that no gentleman could suppose her presence there to be due to any +other purpose whatsoever, or that, being there on that account, she +had allowed her attention to wander for one instant in the direction of +things of which she was in reality unconscious. + +Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness--and at the +same time her disapproval--of everything in the nature of a Sheridan +or belonging to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with maintained +composure, and sauntered toward a side-door of the country mansion of +the Vertreeses. An elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, opened the door +and came to meet her. + +“Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you doing?” + +“Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows,” said Mary +Vertrees. “I got caught at it.” + +“Mary!” cried her mother. “Just as we were going to call! Good heavens!” + +“We'll go, just the same,” the daughter returned. “I suppose those women +would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the ground.” + +“But WHO saw you?” insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + +“One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or something. +At least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, and never talk +about him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and talking to himself. +Then he looked out and caught me.” + +“What did he--” + +“Nothing, of course.” + +“How did he look?” + +“Like a ghost in a blue suit,” said Miss Vertrees, moving toward the +street and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, who +was observing them from the window of his library. “Rather tragic and +altogether impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it over!” + +And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter for +their gracious assault upon the New House next door. + + + +CHAPTER V + +Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man who +had something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the window and +began to pace the library thoughtfully, pending their return. He was +about sixty; a small man, withered and dry and fine, a trim little +sketch of an elderly dandy. His lambrequin mustache--relic of a +forgotten Anglomania--had been profoundly black, but now, like his +smooth hair, it was approaching an equally sheer whiteness; and though +his clothes were old, they had shapeliness and a flavor of mode. And for +greater spruceness there were some jaunty touches; gray spats, a narrow +black ribbon across the gray waistcoat to the eye-glasses in a pocket, +a fleck of color from a button in the lapel of the black coat, labeling +him the descendant of patriot warriors. + +The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. +Vertrees was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation black +marble a merry little coal-fire beamed forth upon high and narrow +“Eastlake” bookcases with long glass doors, and upon comfortable, +incongruous furniture, and upon meaningless “woodwork” everywhere, +and upon half a dozen Landseer engravings which Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees +sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty years of possession, as +“very fine things.” They had been the first people in town to possess +Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had rested, but they still +had a feeling that in all such matters they were in the van; and when +Mr. Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the walls of other people's +houses he thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted follower; and if he +found an edition of Bulwer Lytton accompanying the Landseers as a final +corroboration of culture, he would say, inevitably, “Those people know +good pictures and they know good books.” + +The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a millionaire, +had ruined him because he had failed to understand it. When towns begin +to grow they have whims, and the whims of a town always ruin somebody. +Mr. Vertrees had been most strikingly the somebody in this case. At +about the time he bought the Landseers, he owned, through inheritance, +an office-building and a large house not far from it, where he spent the +winter; and he had a country place--a farm of four hundred acres--where +he went for the summers to the comfortable, ugly old house that was his +home now, perforce, all the year round. If he had known how to sit +still and let things happen he would have prospered miraculously; but, +strangely enough, the dainty little man was one of the first to fall +down and worship Bigness, the which proceeded straightway to enact the +role of Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true prophet of +the prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and +buying bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers +and read his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained +milkers milked her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building and +the house in town to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; then +he sold the farm, except the house and the ground about it, to pay the +taxes on the suburban lots and to “keep them up.” The lots refused to +stay up; but he had to do something to keep himself and his family up, +so in despair he sold the lots (which went up beautifully the next year) +for “traction stock” that was paying dividends; and thereafter he ceased +to buy and sell. Thus he disappeared altogether from the commercial +surface at about the time James Sheridan came out securely on top; and +Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees called upon him with her “anti-smoke” + committee, had never heard the name. + +Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees +“managed somehow” on the dividends, though “managing” became more and +more difficult as the years went by and money bought less and less. But +there came a day when three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia took +greedy counsel with four fellow-worshipers from New York, and not long +after that there were no more dividends for Mr. Vertrees. In fact, there +was nothing for Mr. Vertrees, because the “traction stock” henceforth +was no stock at all, and he had mortgaged his house long ago to help +“manage somehow” according to his conception of his “position in +life”--one of his own old-fashioned phrases. Six months before the +completion of the New House next door, Mr. Vertrees had sold his horses +and the worn Victoria and “station-wagon,” to pay the arrears of his two +servants and re-establish credit at the grocer's and butcher's--and a +pair of elderly carriage-horses with such accoutrements are not very +ample barter, in these days, for six months' food and fuel and service. +Mr. Vertrees had discovered, too, that there was no salary for him in +all the buzzing city--he could do nothing. + +It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do come +in all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or craft, if +his feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall fail. + +The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight +closed round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed round +about the heart of the anxious little man patrolling the fan-shaped zone +of firelight. But as the mantel clock struck wheezily six there was the +rattle of an outer door, and a rich and beautiful peal of laughter went +ringing through the house. Thus cheerfully did Mary Vertrees herald her +return with her mother from their expedition among the barbarians. + +She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair by +the hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. Mrs. +Vertrees followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the contrary, +she looked vaguely disturbed, as if she had eaten something not quite +certain to agree with her, and regretted it. + +“Papa! Oh, oh!” And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief upon +her eyes. “I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed it--” + +Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. “I suppose I'm very dull,” she said, +gently. “I didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and the +house is altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and--” + +“Papa!” Mary cried, breaking in. “They asked us to DINNER!” + +“What!” + +“And I'm GOING!” she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. +“Think of it! Never in their house before; never met any of them but the +daughter--and just BARELY met her--” + +“What about you?” interrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon his +wife. + +She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten would +not agree with her. “I couldn't!” she said. “I--” + +“Yes, that's just--just the way she--she looked when they asked her!” + cried Mary, choking. “And then she--she realized it, and tried to turn +it into a cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like--like a +squeal!” + +“I suppose,” said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, “that Mary will have an +uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of--” + +Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel +and, leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of her +shoe, twinkling in the firelight. + +“THEY didn't notice anything,” she said. “So far as they were concerned, +mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed.” + +“Who were 'they'?” asked her father. “Whom did you see?” + +“Only the mother and daughter,” Mary answered. “Mrs. Sheridan is dumpy +and rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing--dresses by the +fashion magazines and talks about New York people that have +their pictures in 'em. She tutors the mother, but not very +successfully--partly because her own foundation is too flimsy and partly +because she began too late. They've got an enormous Moor of painted +plaster or something in the hall, and the girl evidently thought it was +to her credit that she selected it!” + +“They have oil-paintings, too,” added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of +gentle pride at the Landseers. “I've always thought oil-paintings in a +private house the worst of taste.” + +“Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!” said Mr. Vertrees, finishing +the implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. “Go on, +Mary. None of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan +or--” He paused and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately with +the poker. “Or one of the sons?” + +Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter comprehension. +He turned instantly away, but she had begun to laugh again. + +“No,” she said, “no one except the women, but mamma inquired about the +sons thoroughly!” + +“Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. + +“Oh, most adroitly, too!” laughed the girl. “Only she couldn't help +unconsciously turning to look at me--when she did it!” + +“Mary Vertrees!” + +“Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM +could help unconsciously turning to look at me--speculatively--at the +same time! They all three kept looking at me and talking about the +oldest son, Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father is +very anxious 'to get Jim to marry and settle down,' and she assured me +that 'Jim is right cultivated.' Another of the sons, the youngest one, +caught me looking in the window this afternoon; but they didn't seem +to consider him quite one of themselves, somehow, though Mrs. Sheridan +mentioned that a couple of years or so ago he had been 'right sick,' +and had been to some cure or other. They seemed relieved to bring the +subject back to 'Jim' and his virtues--and to look at me! The other +brother is the middle one, Roscoe; he's the one that owns the new house +across the street, where that young black-sheep of the Lamhorns, Robert, +goes so often. I saw a short, dark young man standing on the porch with +Robert Lamhorn there the other day, so I suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' +still lurks in the mists, but I shall meet him to-night. Papa--” She +stepped nearer to him so that he had to face her, and his eyes were +troubled as he did. There may have been a trouble deep within her own, +but she kept their surface merry with laughter. “Papa, Bibbs is the +youngest one's name, and Bibbs--to the best of our information--is a +lunatic. Roscoe is married. Papa, does it have to be Jim?” + +“Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. “You're outrageous! That's a +perfectly horrible way of talking!” + +“Well, I'm close to twenty-four,” said Mary, turning to her. “I haven't +been able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, and maybe I +never shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything I ever wanted in +my life--you and papa gave it all to me--and it's about time I began +to pay back. Unfortunately, I don't know how to do anything--but +something's got to be done.” + +“But you needn't talk of it like THAT!” insisted the mother, +plaintively. “It's not--it's not--” + +“No, it's not,” said Mary. “I know that!” + +“How did they happen to ask you to dinner?” Mr. Vertrees inquired, +uneasily. “'Stextrawdn'ry thing!” + +“Climbers' hospitality,” Mary defined it. “We were so very cordial and +easy! I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as any kind +old woman on a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss Sheridan who +did it. She played around it awhile; you could see she wanted to--she's +in a dreadful hurry to get into things--and I fancied she had an idea it +might impress that Lamhorn boy to find us there to-night. It's a sort of +house-warming dinner, and they talked about it and talked about it--and +then the girl got her courage up and blurted out the invitation. And +mamma--” Here Mary was once more a victim to incorrigible merriment. +“Mamma tried to say yes, and COULDN'T! She swallowed and squealed--I +mean you coughed, dear! And then, papa, she said that you and she had +promised to go to a lecture at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her +daughter would be delighted to come to the Big Show! So there I am, +and there's Mr. Jim Sheridan--and there's the clock. Dinner's at +seven-thirty!” + +And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a gesture +of flying grace as she sped. + +When she came down, at twenty minutes after seven, her father stood in +the hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through +the dark. He looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze +was fond and proud--and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and nodded +gaily, and, when she reached the floor, put a hand on his shoulder. + +“At least no one could suspect me to-night,” she said. “I LOOK rich, +don't I, papa?” + +She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called +“regal.” A head taller than her father, she was as straight and jauntily +poised as a boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown eyes were +like her mother's, but for the rest she went back to some stronger and +livelier ancestor than either of her parents. + +“Don't I look too rich to be suspected?” she insisted. + +“You look everything beautiful, Mary,” he said, huskily. + +“And my dress?” She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a splendor +of white and silver. “Anything better at Nice next winter, do you +think?” She laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the cloak again. +“Two years old, and no one would dream it! I did it over.” + +“You can do anything, Mary.” + +There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more--a +significance not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if +he suggested something to her and begged her forgiveness in the same +breath. + +And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She lifted +her hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, so that he +should feel the reassurance of its pressure. + +“Don't worry,” she said, in a low voice and gravely. “I know exactly +what you want me to do.” + + + +CHAPTER VI + +It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because there +was an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long dining-room, +and after a preliminary stiffness the guests were impelled to +converse--necessarily at the tops of their voices. The whole company +of fifty sat at a great oblong table, improvised for the occasion by +carpenters; but, not betraying itself as an improvisation, it seemed +a permanent continent of damask and lace, with shores of crystal and +silver running up to spreading groves of orchids and lilies and +white roses--an inhabited continent, evidently, for there were three +marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the center and one at each end, +white miracles wrought by some inspired craftsman in sculptural icing. +They were models in miniature, and they represented the Sheridan +Building, the Sheridan Apartments, and the Pump Works. Nearly all the +guests recognized them without having to be told what they were, and +pronounced the likenesses superb. + +The arrangement of the table was visibly baronial. At the head sat the +great Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about him; +then on each side came the neighbors of the “old” house, grading down to +vassals and retainers--superintendents, cashiers, heads of departments, +and the like--at the foot, where the Thane's lady took her place as a +consolation for the less important. Here, too, among the thralls and +bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a meek Banquo, wondering how anybody could +look at him and eat. + +Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were +wholesome folk who understood that dinner meant something intended +for introduction into the system by means of an aperture in the face, +devised by nature for that express purpose. And besides, nobody looked +at Bibbs. + +He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong +enough to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting +effort, and the talk that went on about him was too fast and too +fragmentary for his drawl to keep pace with it. So he felt relieved when +each of his neighbors in turn, after a polite inquiry about his health, +turned to seek livelier responses in other directions. For the talk +went on with the eating, incessantly. It rose over the throbbing of the +orchestra and the clatter and clinking of silver and china and glass, +and there was a mighty babble. + +“Yes, sir! Started without a dollar.”... “Yellow flounces on the +overskirt--“... “I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger +this year,' I says.”... “Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one +weeks.”... “One of the biggest men in the biggest--“... “The wife says +she'll have to let out my pants if my appetite--“... “Say, did you see +that statue of a Turk in the hall? One of the finest things I ever--“... +“Not a dollar, not a nickel, not one red cent do you get out o' me,' I +says, and so he ups and--“... “Yes, the baby makes four, they've lost +now.”... “Well, they got their raise, and they went in big.”... “Yes, +sir! Not a dollar to his name, and look at what--“... “You wait! The +population of this town's goin' to hit the million mark before she +stops.”... “Well, if you can show me a bigger deal than--” + +And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the +continual booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the +sentence, “Yes, young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's +just what'll do it for my boys--they got to make two blades o' grass +grow where one grew before!” It was his familiar flourish, an old +story to Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed for the edification of Mary +Vertrees. + +It was a great night for Sheridan--the very crest of his wave. He sat +there knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and his big, +smooth, red face grew more and more radiant with good will and with the +simplest, happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the picture of health, +of good cheer, and of power on a holiday. He had thirty teeth, none +bought, and showed most of them when he laughed; his grizzled hair was +thick, and as unruly as a farm laborer's; his chest was deep and big +beneath its vast facade of starched white linen, where little diamonds +twinkled, circling three large pearls; his hands were stubby and strong, +and he used them freely in gestures of marked picturesqueness; and, +though he had grown fat at chin and waist and wrist, he had not lost the +look of readiness and activity. + +He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries at +every one. His idea was that when people were having a good time they +were noisy; and his own additions to the hubbub increased his pleasure, +and, of course, met the warmest encouragement from his guests. Edith had +discovered that he had very foggy notions of the difference between a +band and an orchestra, and when it was made clear to him he had held out +for a band until Edith threatened tears; but the size of the orchestra +they hired consoled him, and he had now no regrets in the matter. + +He kept time to the music continually--with his feet, or pounding on the +table with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his plate +or a glass, without permitting these side-products to interfere with the +real business of eating and shouting. + +“Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!” he would bellow down the length of +the table to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the +“Toreador” song, perhaps. “Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy +Lee'!” And when the leader would shake his head apologetically in answer +to an obedient shriek from Mrs. Sheridan, the “Toreador” continuing +vehemently, Sheridan would roar half-remembered fragments of “Nancy +Lee,” naturally mingling some Bizet with the air of that uxorious +tribute. + +“Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! A sail-er's +wife a sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy +Lee! Oh, Na-hancy Lee!” + +“HAY, there, old lady!” he would bellow. “Tell 'em to play 'In the +Gloaming.' In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee--Well, if they +don't know that, what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? THAT'S +good music! That's the kind o' music I like! Come on, now! Mrs. Callin, +get 'em singin' down in your part o' the table. What's the matter you +folks down there, anyway? Larboard watch, ahoy!” + +“What joy he feels, as--ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board +watch, ahoy!” + +No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' +table had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it than +conviction, it bore none now; though “mineral waters” were copiously +poured from bottles wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, and proved +wholly satisfactory to almost all of the guests. And certainly no wine +could have inspired more turbulent good spirits in the host. Not even +Bibbs was an alloy in this night's happiness, for, as Mrs. Sheridan had +said, he had “plans for Bibbs”--plans which were going to straighten out +some things that had gone wrong. + +So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, +forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, +turning to Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the +table at his right, he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen less +naive than he had paid her that tribute, for she was a girl who inspired +the autobiographical impulse in every man who met her--it needed but the +sight of her. + +The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the +jocund host as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were the +rubicund king and the starry princess of this spectacle--they paid court +to each other, and everybody paid court to them. Down near the +sugar Pump Works, where Bibbs sat, there was audible speculation and +admiration. “Wonder who that lady is--makin' such a hit with the old +man.” “Must be some heiress.” “Heiress? Golly, I guess I could stand it +to marry rich, then!” + +Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees +with an almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect +Sheridan's pastoral gaieties--and other things--would have upon her, +but she seemed delighted with everything, and with him most of all. +She treated him as if he were some delicious, foolish old joke that +she understood perfectly, laughing at him almost violently when he +bragged--probably his first experience of that kind in his life. It +enchanted him. + +As he proclaimed to the table, she had “a way with her.” She had, +indeed, as Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after the +feast began. Since his marriage three years before, no lady had bestowed +upon him so protracted a full view of brilliant eyes; and, with the +look, his lovely neighbor said--and it was her first speech to him-- + +“I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!” + +Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and “Why?” was all he managed to say. + +She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a +mystification equal to his own, by his sister across the table. No one, +reflected Edith, could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl who would +“really flirt” with married men--she was obviously the “opposite of all +that.” Edith defined her as a “thoroughbred,” a “nice girl”; and the +look given to Roscoe was astounding. Roscoe's wife saw it, too, and +she was another whom it puzzled--though not because its recipient was +married. + +“Because!” said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. “And +also because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull times +ahead for both of us if we don't get along.” + +Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been +brought up to believe that when a man married he “married and settled +down.” It was “all right,” he felt, for a man as old as his father to +pay florid compliments to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but +for himself--“a young married man”--it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't +even be quite moral. He knew that young married people might have +friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl and Lamhorn never +“flirted”--they were always very matter-of-fact with each other. Roscoe +would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she hoped he was +susceptible. + +“Yes--we're neighbors,” he said, awkwardly. + +“Next-door neighbors in houses, too,” she added. + +“No, not exactly. I live across the street.” + +“Why, no!” she exclaimed, and seemed startled. “Your mother told me this +afternoon that you lived at home.” + +“Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the +street.” + +“But you--” she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came into +her cheek. “But I understood--” + +“No,” he said; “my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, +but that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course.” + +“I--I see,” she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned from +him and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her left the +name, “Mr. James Sheridan, Jr.” And from that moment Roscoe had little +enough cause for wondering what he ought to reply to her disturbing +coquetries. + +Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor +to “get through with old Roscoe,” as he thought of it, and give a +bachelor a chance. “Old Roscoe” was the younger, but he had always been +the steady wheel-horse of the family. Jim was “steady” enough, but was +considered livelier than Roscoe, which in truth is not saying much for +Jim's liveliness. As their father habitually boasted, both brothers were +“capable, hard-working young business men,” and the principal difference +between them was merely that which resulted from Jim's being still a +bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: dark of eyes and of +hair, fresh-colored and thick-set, and though Roscoe was several inches +taller than Jim, neither was of the height, breadth, or depth of the +father. Both wore young business men's mustaches, and either could have +sat for the tailor-shop lithographs of young business men wearing “rich +suitings in dark mixtures.” + +Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access of +color, which increased his approbation. “What's that old Roscoe saying +to you, Miss Vertrees?” he asked. “These young married men are mighty +forward nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush.” + +“Am I blushing?” she said. “Are you sure?” And with that she gave him +ample opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look wasted +upon Roscoe. “I think you must be mistaken,” she continued. “I think +it's your brother who is blushing. I've thrown him into confusion.” + +“How?” + +She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone as +confidential as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. “By trying +to begin with him a courtship I meant for YOU!” + +This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it a +nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He realized +that he wished what she said to be the literal truth, and he was +instantly snared by that realization. + +“By George!” he said. “I guess you're the kind of girl that can say +anything--yes, and get away with it, too!” + +She laughed again--in her way, so that he could not tell whether she was +laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; and +she said: “But you see I don't care whether I get away with it or not. +I wish you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a chance to get away +with YOU?” + +“More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!” Jim was inspired +to reply. “Not one in the world, especially after beginning by making +fun of me like that.” + +“I mightn't be so much in fun as you think,” she said, regarding him +with sudden gravity. + +“Well,” said Jim, in simple honesty, “you're a funny girl!” + +Her gravity continued an instant longer. “I may not turn out to be funny +for YOU.” + +“So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can +manage to be satisfied.” And with that, to his own surprise, it was his +turn to blush, whereupon she laughed again. + +“Yes,” he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, “I can see +you're the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man really +means anything!” + +“'Laugh'!” she cried, gaily. “Why, it might be a matter of life and +death! But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, +considering the mistake I made with your brother.” + +Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery and +nonsense with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in it; +he was but too sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a +consciousness that he could never quite know this giddy and alluring +lady, no matter how long it pleased her to play with him. But he +mightily wanted her to keep on playing with him. + +“Put what question?” he said, breathlessly. + +“As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family,” she returned, +speaking slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, “I think it would +be well for me to know at once whether you are already walking out with +any young lady or not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you spoken for?” + +“Not yet,” he gasped. “Are you?” + +“NO!” she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the pastime +proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + +Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from a +lively conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that Miss +Vertrees was “starting rather picturesquely with Jim.” And he added, +languidly, “Do you suppose she WOULD?” + +For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed +interested in the clasp of a long “rope” of pearls, a loop of which she +was allowing to swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the table +and following with her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum in the +clasp at the end of the loop. She wore many jewels. She was pretty, +but hers was not the kind of prettiness to be loaded with too sumptuous +accessories, and jeweled head-dresses are dangerous--they may emphasize +the wrongness of the wearer. + +“I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim,” + repeated Mr. Lamhorn. + +“I heard you.” There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her +eyes, no matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just +now she did not care to cover it; she looked sullen. “Starting any +stronger than you did with Edith?” she inquired. + +“Oh, keep the peace!” he said, crossly. “That's off, of course.” + +“You haven't been making her see it this evening--precisely,” said +Sibyl, looking at him steadily. “You've talked to her for--” + +“For Heaven's sake,” he begged, “keep the peace!” + +“Well, what have you just been doing?” + +“SH!” he said. “Listen to your father-in-law.” + +Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra having +begun to play “The Rosary,” to his vast content. + +“I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM,” he roared, beating the measures +with his fork. “EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM-TUM-DUM--What's +the matter with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? Miss Vertrees, I bet a +thousand dollars YOU sing! Why'n't--” + +“Mr. Sheridan,” she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, “you +don't know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my rough ways, +and my soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he was about to say +something important.” + +“I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!” the father +threatened, more delighted with her than ever. “By gosh! if I was his +age--or a widower right NOW--” + +“Oh, wait!” cried Mary. “If they'd only make less noise! I want Mrs. +Sheridan to hear.” + +“She'd say the same,” he shouted. “She'd tell me I was mighty slow if I +couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age--” + +“You must listen to your father,” Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, who +had grown red again. “He's going to tell us how, when he was your age, +he made those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup--and you could +see for yourself he didn't get them out of his sleeve!” + +At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. “Look here, young +lady!” he roared. “Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you--or +I'm goin' to kiss you!” + +Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed “too awful,” but +Mary Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + +“Both!” she cried. “Both! The one to make me forget the other!” + +“But which--” he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian +trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. +“Jim,” he roared, “if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll send +you back to the machine-shop with Bibbs!” + +And Bibbs--down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and +watching Mary Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a rich +little girl in a garden--Bibbs heard. He heard--and he knew what his +father's plans were now. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Mrs. Vertrees “sat up” for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired +after a restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his +Landseers. Mary had taken a key, insisting that he should not come for +her and seeming confident that she would not lack for escort; nor did +the sequel prove her confidence unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees had a +long vigil of it. + +She was not the woman to make herself easy--no servant had ever seen her +in a wrapper--and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what they +had been when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat through +the slow night hours in a stiff little chair under the gaslight in her +own room, which was directly over the “front hall.” There, book in hand, +she employed the time in her own reminiscences, though it was her belief +that she was reading Madame de Remusat's. + +Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and the +deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they brought +her--and there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought backward +because she did not dare think forward definitely. What thinking forward +this troubled couple ventured took the form of a slender hope which +neither of them could have borne to hear put in words, and yet they +had talked it over, day after day, from the very hour when they heard +Sheridan was to build his New House next door. For--so quickly does +any ideal of human behavior become an antique--their youth was of the +innocent old days, so dead! of “breeding” and “gentility,” and no craft +had been more straitly trained upon them than that of talking about +things without mentioning them. Herein was marked the most vital +difference between Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees and their big new neighbor. +Sheridan, though his youth was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such +matters. He had been chopping wood for the morning fire in the country +grocery while they were still dancing. + +It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the delicate +clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening of the door, +Mary's laugh, and “Yes--if you aren't afraid--to-morrow!” + +The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath +of cold and bracing air into her mother's room. “Yes,” she said, before +Mrs. Vertrees could speak, “he brought me home!” + +She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet +rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light +pat upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + +“Mamma!” Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that +she had enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. “Why don't you ask +me?” + +This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. “I don't--” she +faltered. “Ask you what, Mary?” + +“How I got along and what he's like.” + +“Mary!” + +“Oh, it isn't distressing!” said Mary. “And I got along so fast--” She +broke off to laugh; continuing then, “But that's the way I went at it, +of course. We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?” + +“I don't know what you mean,” Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her head +plaintively. + +“Yes,” said Mary, “I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow +afternoon, and to the theater the next night--but I stopped it there. +You see, after you give the first push, you must leave it to them while +YOU pretend to run away!” + +“My dear, I don't know what to--” + +“What to make of anything!” Mary finished for her. “So that's all +right! Now I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening and +tee-total. We could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at figures, +but I calculated that if we lived six months on poor old Charlie and Ned +and the station-wagon and the Victoria, we could manage at least twice +as long on the cost of the 'house-warming.' I think the orchids alone +would have lasted us a couple of months. There they were, before me, but +I couldn't steal 'em and sell 'em, and so--well, so I did what I could!” + +She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. “It +seemed to be a success--what I could,” she said, clasping her hands +behind her neck and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic +accompaniment to her narrative. “The girl Edith and her sister-in-law, +Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were too anxious about the effect of things on me. +The father's worth a bushel of both of them, if they knew it. He's +what he is. I like him.” She paused reflectively, continuing, “Edith's +'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's good-looking and not stupid, but +I think he's--” She interrupted herself with a cheery outcry: “Oh! I +mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make Edith like him, I +ought to respect him as a colleague.” + +“I don't understand a thing you're talking about,” Mrs. Vertrees +complained. + +“All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's +always known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that +know. He sat between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like those +people you wondered about at the theater, the last time we went--dressed +in ball-gowns; bound to show their clothes and jewels SOMEwhere! She +flatters the father, and so did I, for that matter--but not that way. I +treated him outrageously!” + +“Mary!” + +“That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment of +us follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide on the +Palatine. He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' of 'em +listened as if they thought he intended to make them a present of the +house. What he was proudest of was the plumbing and that Bay of Naples +panorama in the hall. He made us look at all the plumbing--bath-rooms +and everywhere else--and then he made us look at the Bay of Naples. He +said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but I think it's more. And +he led us all into the ready-made library to see a poem Edith had taken +a prize with at school. They'd had it printed in gold letters and framed +in mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself was rather simple and wistful +and nice--he read it to us, though Edith tried to stop him. She was +modest about it, and said she'd never written anything else. And then, +after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan asked me to come across the street +to her house with them--her husband and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim +Sheridan--” + +Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. “'Jim'!” she exclaimed. “Mary, PLEASE--” + +“Of course,” said Mary. “I'll make it as easy for you as I can, +mamma. Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. Roscoe +explained that 'the men were all dying for a drink,' though I noticed +that Mr. Lamhorn was the only one near death's door on that account. +Edith and Mrs. Roscoe said they knew I'd been bored at the dinner. They +were objectionably apologetic about it, and they seemed to think NOW we +were going to have a 'good time' to make up for it. But I hadn't been +bored at the dinner, I'd been amused; and the 'good time' at Mrs. +Roscoe's was horribly, horribly stupid.” + +“But, Mary,” her mother began, “is--is--” And she seemed unable to +complete the question. + +“Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, stupid? +I'm sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise--Oh, what +right have I to be calling people 'stupid' because they're not exactly +my kind? On the big dinner-table they had enormous icing models of the +Sheridan Building--” + +“Oh, no!” Mrs. Vertrees cried. “Surely not!” + +“Yes, and two other things of that kind--I don't know what. But, after +all, I wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner at a palace +in Italy, and a relief or inscription on one of the old silver pieces +had referred to some great deed or achievement of the family, I +shouldn't have felt superior; I'd have thought it picturesque and +stately--I'd have been impressed. And what's the real difference? The +icing is temporary, and that's much more modest, isn't it? And why is +it vulgar to feel important more on account of something you've done +yourself than because of something one of your ancestors did? Besides, +if we go back a few generations, we've all got such hundreds of +ancestors it seems idiotic to go picking out one or two to be proud of +ourselves about. Well, then, mamma, I managed not to feel superior to +Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, because he didn't see anything out of place +in the Sheridan Building in sugar.” + +Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the +conclusion of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head +gravely. “My dear, dear child,” she said, “it seems to me--It looks--I'm +afraid--” + +“Say as much of it as you can, mamma,” said Mary, encouragingly. “I can +get it, if you'll just give me one key-word.” + +“Everything you say,” Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, “seems to have the +air of--it is as if you were seeking to--to make yourself--” + +“Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself to like +him.” + +“Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant,” said Mrs. Vertrees, +speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. “But you said +that--that you found the latter part of the evening at young Mrs. +Sheridan's unentertaining--” + +“And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than at +dinner, and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you think I--” + And then it was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + +Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter +understood, Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + +“Well,” she asked, gravely, “is there anything else I can do? You and +papa don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, as this is +the only thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to let it distress +me. That's all there is about it, isn't it?” + +“But nothing MUST distress you!” the mother cried. + +“That's what I say!” said Mary, cheerfully. “And so it doesn't. It's all +right.” She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to go to her own +room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood leaning against +the foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at her feet. +“Mother, you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't really matter +whom a girl marries.” + +“No, no!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. “I never said such a--” + +“No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that +marriage really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To get +right down to it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't she? +One man as well as another?” + +“Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I--” + +“Yes, yes,” said Mary, indulgently. “I don't mean you and papa. But +isn't it propinquity that makes marriages? So many people say so, there +must be something in it.” + +“Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that.” And Mrs. Vertrees +lifted pleading eyes to her daughter--eyes that begged to be spared. “It +sounds--almost reckless!” + +Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. “Never fret, +dear! I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do--I've always been +too thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity that does our +choosing for us, well, at least no girl in the world could ask for more +than THAT! How could there be any more propinquity than the very house +next door?” + +She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the door +this time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. “Oh, +the one that caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest one--” + +“Did he speak of it?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + +“No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't meet him. +But he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long intervals when +he's not. Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived at home when he was +'well enough'; and it may be he's only an invalid. He looks dreadfully +ill, but he has pleasant eyes, and it struck me that if--if one were +in the Sheridan family”--she laughed a little ruefully--“he might be +interesting to talk to sometimes, when there was too much stocks and +bonds. I didn't see him after dinner.” + +“There must be something wrong with him,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “They'd +have introduced him if there wasn't.” + +“I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much--sometimes people +like that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father spoke of +sending him back to a machine-shop of some sort; I suppose he meant +when the poor thing gets better. I glanced at him just then, when Mr. +Sheridan mentioned him, and he happened to be looking straight at me; +and he was pathetic-looking enough before that, but the most tragic +change came over him. He seemed just to die, right there at the table!” + +“You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?” + +“Yes.” + +“Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling.” + +“No,” said Mary, thoughtfully, “I don't think he is; but he might be +uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he +once sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor boy +just then! I'm afraid I'll keep remembering--” + +“I wouldn't.” Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there +was the remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. “I'd keep my mind on +pleasanter things, Mary.” + +Mary laughed and nodded. “Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, and +probably, if all were known, too good--even for me!” + +And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden +were off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +Edith, glancing casually into the “ready-made” library, stopped +abruptly, seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the +pearl-framed and golden-lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. He read +it: + + FUGITIVE + + I will forget the things that sting: + The lashing look, the barbed word. + I know the very hands that fling + The stones at me had never stirred + To anger but for their own scars. + They've suffered so, that's why they strike. + I'll keep my heart among the stars + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like + These wounded ones I must not be, + For, wounded, I might strike in turn! + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. + +“Bibbs!” Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly as she +came into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more powerful +than that warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the lapel of her +coat. + +Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed +by the poem. “Pretty young, isn't it?” he said. “There must have been +something about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't believe +the poem did it.” + +She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a +low voice: “I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at all, +Bibbs. I'd like a chance to forget the whole silly business. I didn't +want them to frame it, and I wish to goodness papa'd quit talking about +it; but here, that night, after the dinner, didn't he go and read it +aloud to the whole crowd of 'em! And then they all wanted to know what +other poems I'd written and why I didn't keep it up and write some more, +and if I didn't, why didn't I, and why this and why that, till I thought +I'd die of shame!” + +“You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp,” Bibbs suggested. + +“I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every +time anybody speaks of the thing.” + +Bibbs looked grieved. “The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you were +only seventeen when you wrote it.” + +“Oh, hush up!” she snapped. “I wish it had burnt my fingers the first +time I touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it where +it was. I had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed--” + +“No, no,” he said, comfortingly. “It was the very most flattering thing +ever happened to me. It was almost my last flight before I went to the +machine-shop, and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it enough to--” + +“But I DON'T like it!” she exclaimed. “I don't even understand it--and +papa made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate it! The +truth is I never dreamed it'd get the prize.” + +“Maybe they expected father to endow the school,” Bibbs murmured. + +“Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a LINE! +I hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me about how +I 'keep my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such a mushy kind of +thing, the way he says it. I hate it!” + +“You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under another +name you might find--” + +“Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first +chance I get.” She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. “I'd like +to think I could hope to hear the last of it before I die!” + +“Edith!” he called, as she went into the hall. + +“What's the matter?” + +“I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got used +to me?” + +“What on earth do you mean?” she said, coming back as far as the +threshold. + +“When I first came you couldn't look at me,” Bibbs explained, in his +impersonal way. “But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered if +I'd--” + +“It's because you look so much better,” she told him, cheerfully. “This +month you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the change.” + +“Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium--the change.” + +“You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw,” said Edith, with supreme +candor. “But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a corpse in my +life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly sick, so you +mustn't judge by me. I only know you do look better, I'm glad to say. +But you're right about my not being able to look at you at first. You +had a kind of whiteness that--Well, you're almost as thin, I suppose, +but you've got more just ordinarily pale; not that ghastly look. Anybody +could look at you now, Bibbs, and no--not get--” + +“Sick?” + +“Well--almost that!” she laughed. “And you're getting a better color +every day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly.” + +“I--I'm afraid so,” he said, ruefully. + +“'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean +father might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. +I heard him say something about it the night of the--” The jingle of +a distant bell interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. “Bobby +Lamhorn! I'm going to motor him out to look at a place in the country. +Afternoon, Bibbs!” + +When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, +his eye wandering among the titles of the books. The library consisted +almost entirely of handsome “uniform editions”: Irving, Poe, Cooper, +Goldsmith, Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, Hume, Gibbon, +Prescott, Thackeray, Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, Gautier, Flaubert, +Goethe, Schiller, Dante, and Tasso. There were shelves and shelves +of encyclopedias, of anthologies, of “famous classics,” of “Oriental +masterpieces,” of “masterpieces of oratory,” and more shelves of +“selected libraries” of “literature,” of “the drama,” and of “modern +science.” They made an effective decoration for the room, all these +big, expensive books, with a glossy binding here and there twinkling a +reflection of the flames that crackled in the splendid Gothic fireplace; +but Bibbs had an impression that the bookseller who selected them +considered them a relief, and that white-jacket considered them a +burden of dust, and that nobody else considered them at all. Himself, he +disturbed not one. + +There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, +and white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. +“Awready, Mist' Bibbs,” he announced. “You' ma say wrap up wawm f' you' +ride, an' she cain' go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see you' pa at +fo' 'clock. Aw ready, suh.” + +He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; and in +the manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. In the +hall they passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while white-jacket +opened the door with a flourish and waved condescendingly to the +chauffeur in the car which stood waiting in the driveway. + +“It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when I +first came home, George,” said Bibbs, thoughtfully. “What did you tell +me?” + +“Yessuh!” George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some unknown +reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the Moor. “You +ast me when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, an' mighty +near ev'y day all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you ast me +twicet.” He shook his head solemnly. “Look to me mus' be somep'm might +lamiDAL 'bout 'at statue!” + +“Mighty what?” + +“Mighty lamiDAL!” George, burst out laughing. “What DO 'at word mean, +Mist' Bibbs?” + +“It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?” + +“I nev' DID hear it!” said George. “I uz dess sittin' thinkum to myse'f +an' she pop in my head--'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she soun' so good, +seem like she GOTTA mean somep'm!” + +“Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes--” + +“Do she?” cried George. “WHAT she mean?” + +“It's exactly the word for the statue,” said Bibbs, with conviction, as +he climbed into the car. “It's a lamiDAL statue.” + +“Hiyi!” George exulted. “Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty lamiDAL +statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!” + +“I expect she is!” said Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a moment later he was swept from sight. + +George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently in +the hallway. “Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson--'I expec' she is!' +Ev'y day he try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' aw-ways, +las' thing HE say, 'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' Jackson, if he git +well, 'at young man go' be pride o' the family, Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, +right now I pick 'im fo' firs' money!” + +“Look out with all 'at money, George!” Jackson warned the enthusiast. +“White folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer'n you. You the on'y man +bettin' on 'im!” + +“I risk it!” cried George, merrily. “I put her all on now--ev'y cent! +'At boy's go' be flower o' the flock!” + +This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for +the meaning of “lamiDAL,” differed radically from another prediction +concerning Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some +twenty minutes later. + +Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees +beside him, in his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon +the highroad. The two cars were going in opposite directions, and the +occupants of Jim's had only a swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting alone on +the back seat--his white face startlingly white against cap and collar +of black fur--but he flashed into recognition as Mary bowed to him. + +Jim waved his left hand carelessly. “It's Bibbs, taking his +constitutional,” he explained. + +“Yes, I know,” said Mary. “I bowed to him, too, though I've never met +him. In fact, I've only seen him once--no, twice. I hope he won't think +I'm very bold, bowing to him.” + +“I doubt if he noticed it,” said honest Jim. + +“Oh, no!” she cried. + +“What's the trouble?” + +“I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them.” + +“Oh, I see!” said Jim. “Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs is +funny.” + +“Is he? How?” she asked. “He strikes me as anything but funny.” + +“Well, I'm his brother,” Jim said, deprecatingly, “but I don't know what +he's like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like I WAS +his brother, the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more than half +alive to me. Of course Roscoe and I are older, and when we were boys we +were too big to play with him, but he never played anyway, with boys his +own age. He'd rather just sit in the house and mope around by himself. +Nobody could ever get him to DO anything; you can't get him to do +anything now. He never had any LIFE in him; and honestly, if he is my +brother, I must say I believe Bibbs Sheridan is the laziest man God ever +made! Father put him in the machine-shop over at the Pump Works--best +thing in the world for him--and he was just plain no account. It made +him sick! If he'd had the right kind of energy--the kind father's got, +for instance, or Roscoe, either--why, it wouldn't have made him sick. +And suppose it was either of them--yes, or me, either--do you think any +of us would have stopped if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, +but Bibbs Sheridan'll never amount to anything as long as he lives.” + +Mary looked thoughtful. “Is there any particular reason why he should?” + she asked. + +“Good gracious!” he exclaimed. “You don't mean that, do you? Don't you +believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how much +money his father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got to be +carried on by everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on what we've +got and see other fellows get ahead of us? If we've got big things +already, isn't it every man's business to go ahead and make 'em bigger? +Isn't it his duty? Don't we always want to get bigger and bigger?” + +“Ye-es--I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. He +looked so lonely--and sick.” + +“He's gettin' better every day,” Jim said. “Dr. Gurney says so. There's +nothing much the matter with him, really--it's nine-tenths imaginary. +'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have nervous +diseases, because they don't have time to imagine 'em.” + +“You mean his trouble is really mental?” + +“Oh, he's not a lunatic,” said Jim. “He's just queer. Sometimes he'll +say something right bright, but half the time what he says is 'way off +the subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. For instance, +the other day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies in the hall. The +darky asked him what time he wanted the car for his drive, and anybody +else in the world would have just said what time they DID want it, and +that would have been all there was to it; but here's what Bibbs says, +and I heard him with my own ears. 'What time do I want the car?' he +says. 'Well, now, that depends--that depends,' he says. He talks slow +like that, you know. 'I'll tell you what time I want the car, George,' +he says, 'if you'll tell ME what you think of this statue!' That's +exactly his words! Asked the darky what he thought of that Arab Edith +and mother bought for the hall!” + +Mary pondered upon this. “He might have been in fun, perhaps,” she +suggested. + +“Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary--of a work +of art! Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just +kind-hearted--and that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course--” + +“Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!” she laughed. + +“See here!” he cried. “Isn't there any way for us to get over this +Mister and Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've managed +to be with you a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and I think you +know how I feel by this time--” + +She looked panic-stricken immediately. “Oh, no,” she protested, quickly. +“No, I don't, and--” + +“Yes, you do,” he said, and his voice shook a little. “You couldn't help +knowing.” + +“But I do!” she denied, hurriedly. “I do help knowing. I mean--Oh, +wait!” + +“What for? You do know how I feel, and you--well, you've certainly +WANTED me to feel that way--or else pretended--” + +“Now, now!” she lamented. “You're spoiling such a cheerful afternoon!” + +“'Spoilin' it!'” He slowed down the car and turned his face to her +squarely. “See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you--” + +“Stop! Stop the car a minute.” And when he had complied she faced him as +squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. “Listen. I don't want +you to go on, to-day.” + +“Why not?” he asked, sharply. + +“I don't know.” + +“You mean it's just a whim?” + +“I don't know,” she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and honest, +and she kept her clear eyes upon his. + +“Will you tell me something?” + +“Almost anything.” + +“Have you ever told any man you loved him?” + +And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. “No,” + she said. “And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that--or ever +know what it means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan.” + +“Then you--you've just been flirting with me!” Poor Jim looked both +furious and crestfallen. + +“Not one bit!” she cried. “Not one word! Not one syllable! I've meant +every single thing!” + +“I don't--” + +“Of course you don't!” she said. “Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to start +the car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have to say. I +have not flirted with you. I have deliberately courted you. One thing +more, and then I want you to take me straight home, talking about the +weather all the way. I said that I do not believe I shall ever 'care' +for any man, and that is true. I doubt the existence of the kind of +'caring' we hear about in poems and plays and novels. I think it must be +just a kind of emotional TALK--most of it. At all events, I don't feel +it. Now, we can go faster, please.” + +“Just where does that let me out?” he demanded. “How does that excuse +you for--” + +“It isn't an excuse,” she said, gently, and gave him one final look, +wholly desolate. “I haven't said I should never marry.” + +“What?” Jim gasped. + +She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, +unfathomably sorrowful. + +“I promise nothing,” she said, faintly. + +“You needn't!” shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. “You needn't! By +George! I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and promise +whenever you're ready!” + +“Don't forget what I asked,” she begged him. + +“Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!” cried the +happy Jim. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields +and sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean +air beneath a glorious sky--that sky so despised in the city, and so +maltreated there, that from early October to mid-May it was impossible +for men to remember that blue is the rightful color overhead. + +Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost +resembling a pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its phantom. +How largely this apparition may have been the work of the wind upon his +face it is difficult to calculate, for beyond a doubt it was partly the +result of a lady's bowing to him upon no more formal introduction than +the circumstance of his having caught her looking into his window a +month before. She had bowed definitely; she had bowed charmingly. And it +seemed to Bibbs that she must have meant to convey her forgiveness. + +There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to +his experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the +impression that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: her +veil tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind--and that +look of gay friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose in carnival. + +By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then backed +and tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the south and the +smoke. Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon the horizon, +that nest of cloud in which the city strove and panted like an engine +shrouded in its own steam. But to Bibbs, who had now to go to the very +heart of it, for a commanded interview with his father, the distant +cloud was like an implacable genius issuing thunderously in smoke from +his enchanted bottle, and irresistibly drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + +They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of +November late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; and +here the sky shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to gray; +the smoke did not visibly permeate the air, but it was there, +nevertheless--impalpable, thin, no more than the dust of smoke. And +then, as the car drove on, the chimneys and stacks of factories came +swimming up into view like miles of steamers advancing abreast, every +funnel with its vast plume, savage and black, sweeping to the horizon, +dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation over league on league already +rich and vile with grime. + +The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; and a roar +and clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. And now the car +passed two great blocks of long brick buildings, hideous in all ways +possible to make them hideous; doorways showing dark one moment and +lurid the next with the leap of some virulent interior flame, revealing +blackened giants, half naked, in passionate action, struggling with +formless things in the hot illumination. And big as these shops were, +they were growing bigger, spreading over a third block, where two new +structures were mushrooming to completion in some hasty cement process +of a stability not over-reassuring. Bibbs pulled the rug closer about +him, and not even the phantom of color was left upon his cheeks as he +passed this place, for he knew it too well. Across the face of one of +the buildings there was an enormous sign: “Sheridan Automatic Pump Co., +Inc.” + +Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and +adding their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden houses +of a thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on narrow lots +and nudging one another crossly, shutting out the stingy sunlight from +one another; bad neighbors who would destroy one another root and branch +some night when the right wind blew. They were only waiting for that +wind and a cigarette, and then they would all be gone together--a pinch +of incense burned upon the tripod of the god. + +Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there +a forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some people +said it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some were sure +that asphalt and “improving” the streets did it; but Bigness was in +too Big a hurry to bother much about trees. He had telegraph-poles +and telephone-poles and electric-light-poles and trolley-poles by the +thousand to take their places. So he let the trees die and put up his +poles. They were hideous, but nobody minded that; and sometimes the +wires fell and killed people--but not often enough to matter at all. + +Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the +town where the few solid old houses not already demolished were in +transition: some, with their fronts torn away, were being made into +segments of apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into +trade, brazenly putting forth “show-windows” on their first floors, +seeming to mean it for a joke; one or two with unaltered facades peeped +humorously over the tops of temporary office buildings of one story +erected in the old front yards. Altogether, the town here was like a +boarding-house hash the Sunday after Thanksgiving; the old ingredients +were discernible. + +This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs reached +the roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at every crossing +while the dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms of dust, hurried +before it. Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, loomed hundreds of +feet above him; newer ones, more magnificent, were rising beside them, +rising higher; old buildings were coming down; middle-aged buildings +were coming down; the streets were laid open to their entrails and men +worked underground between palisades, and overhead in metal cobwebs +like spiders in the sky. Trolley-cars and long interurban cars, built to +split the wind like torpedo-boats, clanged and shrieked their way +round swarming corners; motor-cars of every kind and shape known to +man babbled frightful warnings and frantic demands; hospital ambulances +clamored wildly for passage; steam-whistles signaled the swinging of +titanic tentacle and claw; riveters rattled like machine-guns; the +ground shook to the thunder of gigantic trucks; and the conglomerate +sound of it all was the sound of earthquake playing accompaniments for +battle and sudden death. On one of the new steel buildings no work +was being done that afternoon. The building had killed a man in the +morning--and the steel-workers always stop for the day when that +“happens.” + +And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the +brobdingnagian camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers and +the pagan women--there would be work to-day and dancing to-night. For +the Puritan's dry voice is but the crackling of a leaf underfoot in the +rush and roar of the coming of the new Egypt. + +Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be “to the minute” or his father +would consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's +office marked four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally with +his entrance five people who had been at work in the office, under +Sheridan's direction, walked out. They departed upon no visible or +audible suggestion, and with a promptness that seemed ominous to +the new-comer. As the massive door clicked softly behind the elderly +stenographer, the last of the procession, Bibbs had a feeling that +they all understood that he was a failure as a great man's son, a +disappointment, the “queer one” of the family, and that he had been +summoned to judgment--a well-founded impression, for that was exactly +what they understood. + +“Sit down,” said Sheridan. + +It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried +fathers to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + +Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of +silence, then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, his +big hands, loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. They +were soiled, as were all other hands down-town, except such as might be +still damp from a basin. + +“Well, Bibbs,” he said at last, not altering his attitude, “do you know +what I'm goin' to do with you?” + +Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon +the ceiling. “I heard you tell Jim,” he began, in his slow way. “You +said you'd send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose to +Miss Vertrees. So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But--” + +“But what?” said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + +“Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?” + +That brought his father sharply round to face him. “You beat the devil! +Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like anybody else?” + +“Liver, maybe,” said Bibbs, gently. + +“Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you +organically. No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, +and that's ALL the matter. Oh, not one o' these BIG dreamers that put +through the big deals! No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that just +sets out on the back fence and thinks about how much trouble there must +be in the world! That ain't the kind that builds the bridges, Bibbs; +it's the kind that borrows fifteen cents from his wife's uncle's +brother-in-law to get ten cent's worth o' plug tobacco and a nickel's +worth o' quinine!” + +He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned +again to the window. + +“Look out there!” he bade his son. “Look out o' that window! Look at the +life and energy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood would +tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things young +men are doin' in this town!” He swung about, coming to the mahogany desk +in the middle of the room. “Look at what I was doin' at your age! Look +at what your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! Yes, and look +at Jim! I made Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty Company last +New-Year's, with charge of every inch o' ground and every brick and +every shingle and stick o' wood we own; and it's an example to any young +man--or ole man, either--the way he took ahold of it. Last July we found +out we wanted two more big warehouses at the Pump Works--wanted 'em +quick. Contractors said it couldn't be done; said nine or ten months +at the soonest; couldn't see it any other way. What'd Jim do? Took the +contract himself; found a fellow with a new cement and concrete process; +kept men on the job night and day, and stayed on it night and day +himself--and, by George! we begin to USE them warehouses next week! Four +months and a half, and every inch fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' +these fellers that make miracles happen! Now, I don't say every young +man can be like Jim, because there's mighty few got his ability, but +every young man can go in and do his share. This town is God's own +country, and there's opportunity for anybody with a pound of energy and +an ounce o' gumption. I tell you these young business men I watch just +do my heart good! THEY don't set around on the back fence--no, sir! They +take enough exercise to keep their health; and they go to a baseball +game once or twice a week in summer, maybe, and they're raisin' nice +families, with sons to take their places sometime and carry on the +work--because the work's got to go ON! They're puttin' their life-blood +into it, I tell you, and that's why we're gettin' bigger every minute, +and why THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why it's all goin' to keep ON +gettin' bigger!” + +He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, observing +that Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with his eyes still +fixed upon the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat plaintive, Sheridan +was impelled to groan. “Oh, Lord!” he said. “This is the way you always +were. I don't believe you understood a darn word I been sayin'! You +don't LOOK as if you did. By George! it's discouraging!” + +“I don't understand about getting--about getting bigger,” said Bibbs, +bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. “I don't see +just why--” + +“WHAT?” Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and +staring across it incredulously at his son. + +“I don't understand--exactly--what you want it all bigger for?” + +“Great God!” shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his +clenched fist. “A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the +poorest day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question--” + +“I did once,” Bibbs interrupted; “when I was in the machine-shop. I--” + +“Wha'd he say?” + +“He said, 'Oh, hell!'” answered Bibbs, mildly. + +“Yes, I reckon he would!” Sheridan swung away from the desk. “I reckon +he certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right now, +myself!” + +“It's the same answer, then?” Bibbs's voice was serious, almost +tremulous. + +“Damnation!” Sheridan roared. “Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, +you ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear the +word PROGRESS?” + +He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest surging, +his throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. “Now then,” he said, +huskily, when the anguish had somewhat abated, “what do you want to do?” + +“Sir?” + +“What do you WANT to do, I said.” + +Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. “What--what do--I--what--” + +“If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you +do?” + +Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him--a profound +shyness. He bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe of his +shoe, which he moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit called to +the desk in school. + +“What would you do? Loaf?” + +“No, sir.” Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound it +made was unquestionably a guilty sound. “I suppose I'd--I'd--” + +“Well?” + +“I suppose I'd try to--to write.” + +“Write what?” + +“Nothing important--just poems and essays, perhaps.” + +“That all?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“I see,” said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was +putting upon himself. “That is, you want to write, but you don't want to +write anything of any account.” + +“You think--” + +Sheridan got up again. “I take my hat off to the man that can write +a good ad,” he said, emphatically. “The best writin' talent in this +country is right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine for +good writin'--look on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money for +that kind o' writin'. Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! I've tried +it, and I can't do it. I tell you an ad's got to be written so it makes +people do the hardest thing in this world to GET 'em to do: it's got to +make 'em give up their MONEY! You talk about 'poems and essays.' I tell +you when it comes to the actual skill o' puttin' words together so as to +make things HAPPEN, R. T. Bloss, right here in this city, knows more in +a minute than George Waldo Emerson ever knew in his whole life!” + +“You--you may be--” Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word smothered in +a cough. + +“Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take up +with the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and essays'! +My Lord, Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a newspaper +without havin' to see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper on 'Jane +Eyre,' or 'East Lynne,' at the God-Knows-What Club. And 'poetry'! Why, +look at Edith! I expect that poem o' hers would set a pretty high-water +mark for you, young man, and it's the only one she's ever managed to +write in her whole LIFE! When I wanted her to go on and write some more +she said it took too much time. Said it took months and months. And +Edith's a smart girl; she's got more energy in her little finger than +you ever give me a chance to see in your whole body, Bibbs. Now look +at the facts: say she could turn out four or five poems a year and you +could turn out maybe two. That medal she got was worth about fifteen +dollars, so there's your income--thirty dollars a year! That's a fine +success to make of your life! I'm not sayin' a word against poetry. I +wouldn't take ten thousand dollars right now for that poem of Edith's; +and poetry's all right enough in its place--but you leave it to the +girls. A man's got to do a man's work in this world!” + +He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, tapped +Bibbs confidentially on the knee. “This city's got the greatest future +in America, and if my sons behave right by me and by themselves they're +goin' to have a mighty fair share of it--a mighty fair share. I love +this town. It's God's own footstool, and it's made money for me every +day right along, I don't know how many years. I love it like I do my own +business, and I'd fight for it as quick as I'd fight for my own family. +It's a beautiful town. Look at our wholesale district; look at any +district you want to; look at the park system we're puttin' through, +and the boulevards and the public statuary. And she grows. God! how she +grows!” He had become intensely grave; he spoke with solemnity. “Now, +Bibbs, I can't take any of it--nor any gold or silver nor buildings nor +bonds--away with me in my shroud when I have to go. But I want to leave +my share in it to my boys. I've worked for it; I've been a builder and +a maker; and two blades of grass have grown where one grew before, +whenever I laid my hand on the ground and willed 'em to grow. I've built +big, and I want the buildin' to go on. And when my last hour comes I +want to know that my boys are ready to take charge; that they're fit +to take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, when that hour comes I want +to know that my boys are big men, ready and fit to take hold of big things. +Bibbs, when I'm up above I want to know that the big share I've made +mine, here below, is growin' bigger and bigger in the charge of my +boys.” + +He leaned back, deeply moved. “There!” he said, huskily. “I've never +spoken more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want you +to understand--and not think me a mean father. I never had to talk that +way to Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, Bibbs.” + +“I see,” said Bibbs. “At least I think I do. But--” + +“Wait a minute!” Sheridan raised his hand. “If you see the least bit +in the world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son set +here and talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. And you +must understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys and have +him come back on me the way you did, and have to be sent to a sanitarium +because he couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right down to it, Bibbs. +I've had a whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney about you, one time +another, and I reckon I understand your case just about as well as he +does, anyway! Now here, I'll be frank with you. I started you in harder +than what I did the other boys, and that was for your own good, because +I saw you needed to be shook up more'n they did. You were always kind of +moody and mopish--and you needed work that'd keep you on the jump. Now, +why did it make you sick instead of brace you up and make a man of you +the way it ought of done? I pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look +here, ain't it really because he just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, +'that's it. If he'd enjoyed it, it wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, +and that affects his nervous system. The more he tries it, the more he +hates it; and the more he hates it, the more injury it does him.' That +ain't quite his words, but it's what he meant. And that's about the way +it is.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, “that's about the way it is.” + +“Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but to +make you like it!” + +Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost +ghostly. “I can't,” he said, in a low voice. “I can't.” + +“Can't go back to the shop?” + +“No. Can't like it. I can't.” + +Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had reasoned +exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than a father +should, only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and mysterious +stubbornness which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic from +childhood. “By George, you will!” he cried. “You'll go back there and +you'll like it! Gurney says it won't hurt you if you like it, and he +says it'll kill you if you go back and hate it; so it looks as if it +was about up to you not to hate it. Well, Gurney's a fool! Hatin' work +doesn't kill anybody; and this isn't goin' to kill you, whether you hate +it or not. I've never made a mistake in a serious matter in my life, +and it wasn't a mistake my sendin' you there in the first place. And +I'm goin' to prove it--I'm goin' to send you back there and vindicate my +judgment. Gurney says it's all 'mental attitude.' Well, you're goin' +to learn the right one! He says in a couple more months this fool thing +that's been the matter with you'll be disappeared completely and you'll +be back in as good or better condition than you were before you ever +went into the shop. And right then is when you begin over--right in that +same shop! Nobody can call me a hard man or a mean father. I do the best +I can for my chuldern, and I take full responsibility for bringin' my +sons up to be men. Now, so far, I've failed with you. But I'm not goin' +to keep ON failin'. I never tackled a job YET I didn't put through, and +I'm not goin' to begin with my own son. I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. +By God! I am!” + +Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. “You say you +give me a couple of months?” he said. + +Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. “Gurney said two months more +would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get yourself +in the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are up! Good-by!” + +“Good-by, sir,” said Bibbs, meekly. + + + +CHAPTER X + +Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the “lamidal” + George had shown him upon his return, still bore the appearance of +temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no clear conception +of himself as a permanent incumbent. However, he had set upon the +mantelpiece the two photographs that he owned: one, a “group” twenty +years old--his father and mother, with Jim and Roscoe as boys--and the +other a “cabinet” of Edith at sixteen. And upon a table were the books +he had taken from his trunk: Sartor Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, +Huckleberry Finn, and Afterwhiles. There were some other books in the +trunk--a large one, which remained unremoved at the foot of the bed, +adding to the general impression of transiency. It contained nearly all +the possessions as well as the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs +sat beside it, the day after his interview with his father, raking over +a small collection of manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he +glanced through dubiously, finding little comfort in them; but one made +him smile. Then he shook his head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to +read it. It was written on paper stamped “Hood Sanitarium,” and bore the +title, “Leisure.” + + A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if + he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful + quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to + recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession + adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would + choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on + Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way + of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward + purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of + life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he + must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must + be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and + so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the + screaming of the whistles. Peace-- + +Having read so far as the word “peace,” Bibbs suffered an interruption +interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the +hall just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's quarrel +was in progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's room, and +continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + +“Yes, you BETTER go home!” Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, shrilly. +“You better go home and keep your mind a little more on your HUSBAND!” + +“Edie, Edie!” he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + +“You see here!” This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and +tremulous. “Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell Mother +Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan if she +thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good.” + +“Yes, you did!” And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. “Yes, you +did! YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want to break it +up between Bobby Lamhorn and me because--” + +“Edie, Edie! Now, now!” + +“Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new friends +tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come here, what +about his not going to HER house. How--” + +“I've explained that to Mother Sheridan.” Sibyl's voice indicated that +she was descending the stairs. “Married people are not the same. Some +things that should be shielded from a young girl--” + +This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. “'Shielded from +a young girl'!” she shrilled. “You seem pretty willing to be the shield! +You look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield you are!” + +Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts at +pacification were renewed. “Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for your good, +and you'd oughtn't to--” + +“Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa--” + +“Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe--” + +“You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!” the girl cried, passionately. + +“Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll--” + +“No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!” And Edith, +flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, swung +round it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw herself, +face down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she had no +perception of Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and sobbing in a +passion of tears, she beat the coverlet and pillows with her clenched +fists. “Sneak!” she babbled aloud. “Sneak! Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!” + +Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly toward +the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; but some +sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, facing him. + +“Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago.” + +“Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry--” + +“Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?” + +“Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm going +out.” + +“No; don't go.” She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a sob, +and repeated her request. “Don't go. I don't mind you; you're quiet, +anyhow. Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't mind you at +all, but I wish you'd sit down.” + +“All right.” And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. “Go ahead +and cry all you want, Edith,” he said. “No harm in that!” + +“Sibyl told mamma--OH!” she began, choking. “Mary Vertrees had mamma and +Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had some +women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just laid +herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after 'em +ever since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby Lamhorn +is so bad that, even though they like his family, none of the nice +people in town would let him in their houses. In the first place, it's +a falsehood, and I don't believe a word of it; and in the second place +I know the reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS I know it! I +won't SAY what it is--not yet--because papa and all of you would think +I'm as crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool he'd probably +quit speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch her; that's all I +ask. Just you watch that woman. You'll see!” + +As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching “that woman.” Glancing from +the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the old +house next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked +quickly up the path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention +of calling. But he did not mention this to his sister, who, after +delivering herself of a rather vague jeremiad upon the subject of her +sister-in-law's treacheries, departed to her own chamber, leaving him to +his speculations. The chief of these concerned the social elasticities +of women. Sibyl had just been a participant in a violent scene; she had +suffered hot insult of a kind that could not fail to set her quivering +with resentment; and yet she elected to betake herself to the presence +of people whom she knew no more than “formally.” Bibbs marveled. Surely, +he reflected, some traces of emotion must linger upon Sibyl's face or in +her manner; she could not have ironed it all quite out in the three or +four minutes it took her to reach the Vertreeses' door. + +And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment +wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving to +master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to exhibit +anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the manner of a +casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the sudden purpose +that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious than she was finely +intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a type Scriptural in its +antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-educated intriguer who may +and does delude men, of course, and the best and dullest of her own sex +as well, finding invariably strong supporters among these latter. It is +a type that has wrought some damage in the world and would have wrought +greater, save for the check put upon its power by intelligent women +and by its own “lack of perspective,” for it is a type that never sees +itself. Sibyl followed her impulses with no reflection or question--it +was like a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not +even the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make +a certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed that +she was believed. + +“My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come down,” + Mary said, when they were seated. + +Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had +been brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark +addressed to her by any person with whom she was not on familiar terms. +It was intended partly as a courtesy and partly as the foundation for an +impression of sweetness. + +“Just thought I'd fly in a minute,” she said, continuing the cooing to +relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. “I thought I'd just behave +like REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far +from down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted +to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that +afternoon. You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here +before, I've had to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely, and +I really've known scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so engrossed +in business ever since he was a mere boy, why, of course--” + +She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + +“Of course,” said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + +“Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that +afternoon,” Sibyl went on. “They're really delightful people. Indeed +they are! Yes--” + +She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to +another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite +errand. Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of +abstraction as she looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the +errand was a serious one for the caller and easily to be connected +with the slight but perceptible agitation underlying her assumption of +cheerful ease. There was a restlessness of breathing, a restlessness of +hands. + +“Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some of the people +here in town the other day,” said Sibyl, repeating the cooing and +protracting it. “They said something that took ME by surprise! We were +talking about our mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn--” + +Mary interrupted her promptly. “Do you mean 'mutual' to include my +mother and me?” she asked. + +“Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean.” + +“No,” said Mary. “We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend of +ours.” + +To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. “That's +just the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!” she cried, with a vehemence that +made Mary stare. “Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families +here speak of him!” + +Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her composure. +“I had the impression he was a friend of yours,” she said; adding, +hastily, “and your husband's.” + +“Oh yes,” said the caller, absently. “He is, certainly. A man's +reputation for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to +married people, of course. It's where young girls are in question. THEN +it may be very, very dangerous. There are a great many things safe and +proper for married people that might be awf'ly imprudent for a young +girl. Don't you agree, Miss Vertrees?” + +“I don't know,” returned the frank Mary. “Do you mean that you intend +to remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's +doing so?” + +“That's it exactly!” was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. “What +I feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all suitable +for Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. I tell +you,” she cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, “her father ought to +put his foot down!” + +Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and +then retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one +might catch a glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back +into hiding under a bush. + +“Of course,” said Sibyl, much more composedly, “I hardly need say that +it's entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. I'm as +fond of Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help fretting +about it. It would break my heart to have Edith's life spoiled.” + +This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with +pathos, but she flatted. + +And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the +stress of some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not +uncommonly developed a phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect +obtained by placing two mirrors opposite each other, one clear and +the other flawed. In this case, particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect +consciousness of Mary. The Mary Vertrees that she saw was merely +something to be cozened to her own frantic purpose--a Mary Vertrees who +was incapable of penetrating that purpose. Sibyl sat there believing +that she was projecting the image of herself that she desired to +project, never dreaming that with every word, every look, and every +gesture she was more and more fully disclosing the pitiable truth to +the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw was an overdressed +woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as a pan, but +possessed by emotions that appeared to be strong--perhaps even violent. +What those emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she began to suspect. + +“And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled,” Sibyl continued. “It would be a +dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father +Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. It +would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like Robert +Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if somebody doesn't +tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might get his consent +and hurry on the wedding before he finds out, and then it would be too +late. You see, Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for me to decide just +what it's my duty to do.” + +“I see,” said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, “Does Miss Sheridan +seem to--to care very much about him?” + +“He's deliberately fascinated her,” returned the visitor, beginning to +breathe quickly and heavily. “Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew she +wasn't in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people that +were, and she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the start +that made it easy for him--and he didn't need it. He could have done +it, anyway!” Sibyl was launched now; her eyes were furious and her voice +shook. “He went after her deliberately, the way he does everything; he's +as cold-blooded as a fish. All he cares about is his own pleasure, and +lately he's decided it would be pleasant to get hold of a piece of real +money--and there was Edith! And he'll marry her! Nothing on earth can +stop him unless he finds out she won't HAVE any money if she marries +him, and the only person that could make him understand that is Father +Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be managed, because Lamhorn is going to +hurry it on as fast as he can. He told me so last night. He said he was +going to marry her the first minute he could persuade her to it--and +little Edith's all ready to be persuaded!” Sibyl's eyes flashed green +again. “And he swore he'd do it,” she panted. “He swore he'd marry Edith +Sheridan, and nothing on earth could stop him!” + +And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the babbling +creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, a canvas of +unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity and horror: she +saw Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a whisper, perhaps--for +Roscoe might have been in the house, or servants might have heard. +She saw Sibyl entreating, beseeching, threatening despairingly, and +Lamhorn--tired of her--first evasive, then brutally letting her have the +truth; and at last, infuriated, “swearing” to marry her rival. If Sibyl +had not babbled out the word “swore” it might have been less plain. + +The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what she had confessed. +“You see,” she said, more quietly, “whatever's going to be done ought to +be done right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd heard +about Lamhorn--oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right before +Edith. I think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, because +nobody can say it isn't for the girl's own good and what her best friend +would do. But Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and she's afraid +to ever come right out with anything. Father Sheridan's different. Edith +can get anything she wants out of him in the way of money or ordinary +indulgence, but when it comes to a matter like this he'd be a steel +rock. If it's a question of his will against anybody else's he'd make +his will rule if it killed 'em both! Now, he'd never in the world let +Lamhorn come near the house again if he knew his reputation. So, you +see, somebody's got to tell him. It isn't a very easy position for me, +is it, Miss Vertrees?” + +“No,” said Mary, gravely. + +“Well, to be frank,” said Sibyl, smiling, “that's why I've come to you.” + +“To ME!” Mary frowned. + +Sibyl rippled and cooed again. “There isn't ANYBODY ever made such a hit +with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course we ALL +hope you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs of the +family!” (This sally with another and louder effect of laughter). “And +if it's MY duty, why, in a way, I think it might be thought yours, too.” + +“No, no!” exclaimed Mary, sharply. + +“Listen,” said Sibyl. “Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with this +story, and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn has a +good reputation and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, or suppose +(what's most likely) she loses her temper and says I invented it, then +what am I going to do? Father Sheridan doesn't know Mrs. Kittersby and +her daughter, and they're out of the question, anyway. But suppose I +could say: 'All right, if you want proof, ask Miss Vertrees. She came +with me, and she's waiting in the next room right now, to--” + +“No, no,” said Mary, quickly. “You mustn't--” + +“Listen just a minute more,” Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on easy +ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. “You +naturally don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, but +if YOU take part in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself what +weight you carry over there, and no one would have the right to say you +did it except out of the purest kindness. Don't you see that Jim and +his father would admire you all the more for it? Miss Vertrees, listen! +Don't you see we OUGHT to do it, you and I? Do you suppose Robert +Lamhorn cares a snap of his finger for her? Do you suppose a man like +him would LOOK at Edith Sheridan if it wasn't for the money?” And again +Sibyl's emotion rose to the surface. “I tell you he's after nothing on +earth but to get his finger in that old man's money-pile, over there, +next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to do it. Marry Edith?” she cried. “I tell +you he'd marry their nigger cook for THAT!” + +She stopped, afraid--at the wrong time--that she had been too vehement, +but a glance at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that she had +produced the effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; she was +staring straight before her at the wall, her eyes wide and shining. She +became visibly a little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + +“After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's +money-pile, over there, next door!” The voice was vulgar, the words were +vulgar--and the plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary Vertrees's +ears! The clear mirror had caught its own image clearly in the flawed +one at last. + +Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her +bargain. “Now don't you worry,” she said, sunnily, “about this setting +Edith against you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, but if she +tried to be spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you when you drop in +over there, or managed so as to sort of leave you out, why, I've got a +house, and Jim likes to come there. I don't THINK Edith WOULD be that +way; she's too crazy to have you take her around with the smart crowd, +but if she DID, you needn't worry. And another thing--I guess you won't +mind Jim's own sister-in-law speaking of it. Of course, I don't know +just how matters stand between you and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about +as much alike as two brothers can be, and Roscoe was very slow making up +his mind; sometimes I used to think he actually never WOULD. Now, what +I mean is, sisters-in-law can do lots of things to help matters on like +that. There's lots of little things can be said, and lots--” + +She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, and +now, still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of explanation, or +any other kind of word, and walked slowly to the open door and out of +the room. + +Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered +something neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, and +that she would return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess of +absent-mindedness not to have excused herself, especially as her guest +was talking. And, Mary's return being delayed, Sibyl found time to think +this unprefaced exit odder and ruder than she had first considered it. +There might have been more excuse for it, she thought, had she been +speaking of matters less important--offering to do the girl all the +kindness in her power, too! + +Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of +her shoe; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory +of the furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and +engravings. Then she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a window +and stood looking out upon the brown lawn, then came back to the chair +she had abandoned, and sat again. There was no sound in the house. + +A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her +face, and slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary--scarlet to the ears. She +looked at her watch again--and twenty-five minutes had elapsed since she +had looked at it before. + +She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she let +herself softly out of the front door, and went across the street to her +own house. + +Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. “Saw you from the window,” + he explained. “You must find a lot to say to that old lady.” + +“What old lady?” + +“Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the +daughter come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then walk +on up the street. Don't stand out on the porch,” he said, crossly. +“Come in here. There's something it's come time I'll have to talk to you +about. Come in!” + +But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house +and started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, +staring fixedly. “Something's the matter over there,” he muttered, and +then, more loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he said, “What's the +matter over there?” + +Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its highest speed, +and as he saw Roscoe he made a gesture singularly eloquent of calamity, +and was lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. Edith had +followed part of the way down the drive, and it could be seen that she +was crying bitterly. She lifted both arms to Roscoe, summoning him. + +“By George!” gasped Roscoe. “I believe somebody's dead!” + +And he started for the New House at a run. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, +and at about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from +foreign parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with +Sheridan and his colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, +was a gentleman of Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, and +Sheridan took pleasure in showing him the sights of the country's finest +city. They got into an open car at the main entrance of the Sheridan +Building, and were driven first, slowly and momentously, through the +wholesale district and the retail district; then more rapidly they +inspected the packing-houses and the stock-yards; then skirmished over +the “park system” and “boulevards”; and after that whizzed through the +“residence section” on their way to the factories and foundries. + +“All cray,” observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + +“'Cray'?” echoed Sheridan. “I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?” + +“No white,” said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the +long rows of houses on both sides of the street. “No white lace +window-curtains; all cray lace window-curtains.” + +“Oh. I see!” Sheridan laughed indulgently. “You mean 'GRAY.' No, they +ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones.” + +Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. “There are NO white ones,” + he said. “There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white +window-curtains, no white house, no white peeble!” He pointed upward. +“Smoke!” Then he sniffed the air and clasped his nose between forefinger +and thumb. “Smoke! Smoke ef'rywhere. Smoke in your insites.” He tapped +his chest. “Smoke in your lunks!” + +“Oh! SMOKE!” Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath and +patently finding it delicious. “You BET we got smoke!” + +“Exbensif!” said Herr Favre. “Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe in +summer it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it.” + +Sheridan laughed uproariously. “They know it means new spring hats for +'em!” + +“They must need many, too!” said the visitor. “New hats, new all things, +but nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are a safing +peeble.” + +“Where's that?” + +“In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'” + +“Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, +and I tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was mighty +dirty and mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. Now comin' +right down TO it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here in this town +than in Munich? I know you got more enterprise up there than the part of +the old country I saw, and I know YOU'RE a live business man and you're +associated with others like you, but when it comes to LIVIN' in a place, +wouldn't you heap rather be here than over there?” + +“For me,” said Herr Favre, “no. Here I should not think I was living. It +would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing else.” + +“We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. THEY +like it.” + +“Oh yes.” And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. “The first generation, +they bring their Germany with them; then, after that, they are +Americans, like you.” He tapped his host's big knee genially. “You are +patriot; so are they.” + +“Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. +Farver!” Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. “You certainly stand up for your +own town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you would +here. Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT--after you've seen +our city! It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I kind of admire +you for it; every man ought to stick up for his own, even when he sees +the other fellow's got the goods on him. Yet I expect way down deep in +your heart, Mr. Farver, you'd rather live right here than any place else +in the world, if you had your choice. Man alive! this is God's country, +Mr. Farver, and a blind man couldn't help seein' it! You couldn't stand +where you do in a business way and NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. +This is the big works, and I'll show you something now that'll make your +eyes stick out!” + +They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was +personally conducted and personally instructed by the founder and +president, the buzzing queen bee of those buzzing hives. + +“Now I'll take you for a spin in the country,” said Sheridan, when at +last they came out to the car again. “We'll take a breezer.” But, with +his foot on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man who came out +of the office smiling a greeting. “Hello, young fellow!” Sheridan said, +heartily. “On the job, are you, Jimmie? Ha! They don't catch you OFF of +it very often, I guess, though I do hear you go automobile-ridin' in +the country sometimes with a mighty fine-lookin' girl settin' up beside +you!” He roared with laughter, clapping his son upon the shoulder. +“That's all right with me--if it is with HER! So, Jimmie? Well, when we +goin' to move into your new warehouses? Monday?” + +“Sunday, if you want to,” said Jim. + +“No!” cried his father, delighted. “Don't tell me you're goin' to keep +your word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never heard of a +contractor yet didn't want more time.” + +“They'll be all ready for you on the minute,” said Jim. “I'm going over +both of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. I +guess they'll pass inspection, too!” + +“Well, then, when you get through with that,” said his father, “you go +and take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You tell +her you stand high with ME!” He stepped into the car, waving a waggish +farewell, and when the wheels were in motion again, he turned upon his +companion a broad face literally shining with pride. “That's my boy +Jimmie!” he said. + +“Fine young man, yes,” said Herr Favre. + +“I got two o' the finest boys,” said Sheridan, “I got two o' the finest +boys God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's the oldest, and +I tell you they got to get up the day before if they expect to catch HIM +in bed! My other boy, Roscoe, he's always to the good, too, but Jim's +a wizard. You saw them two new-process warehouses, just about finished? +Well, JIM built 'em. I'll tell you about that, Mr. Farver.” And he +recited this history, describing the new process at length; in fact, he +had such pride in Jim's achievement that he told Herr Favre all about it +more than once. + +“Fine young man, yes,” repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters of an +hour later. They were many miles out in the open country by this time. + +“He is that!” said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: “I got a fine +family, Mr. Farver--fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you take her +and put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY of 'em. +There's culture and refinement and society in this town by the car-load, +and here lately she's been gettin' right in the thick of it--her and my +daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. +I'm goin' to get you up for a meal with us before you leave town, and +you'll see--and, well, sir, from all I hear the two of 'em been holdin' +their own with the best. Myself, I and the wife never had time for much +o' that kind o' doin's, but it's all right and good for the chuldern; +and my daughter she's always kind of taken to it. I'll read you a poem +she wrote when I get you up at the house. She wrote it in school and +took the first prize for poetry with it. I tell you they don't make 'em +any smarter'n that girl, Mr. Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're +a pretty happy family; yes, sir. Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, +and I haven't ever spoke to him and his wife about it--it's kind of +a delicate matter--but it's about time the wife and I saw some +gran'-chuldern growin' up around us. I certainly do hanker for about +four or five little curly-headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, I +hope, o' course; that's only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty +splendid-lookin' girl; lives right next door to us. I expect you heard +me joshin' him about it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods +here, and I guess it was a mighty good stock--to raise HER! She's one +these girls that stand right up and look at you! And pretty? She's +the prettiest thing you ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good +sense. Jim'll be just right if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME +to think o' the way that boy took ahold o' that job back yonder. Four +months and a half! Yes, sir--” + +He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain +the stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before they +reached the city on their return, and it was after five when Sheridan +allowed Herr Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where boys were +shrieking extra editions of the evening paper. + +“Now, good night, Mr. Farver,” said Sheridan, leaning from the car to +shake hands with his guest. “Don't forget I'm goin' to come around and +take you up to--Go on away, boy!” + +A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, “Extry! +Secon' Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!” + +“Get out!” laughed Sheridan. “Who wants to read about accidents? Get +out!” + +The boy moved away philosophically. “Extry! Extry!” he shrilled. “Three +men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! Extry! +Extry!” + +“Don't forget, Mr. Farver,” Sheridan completed his interrupted +farewells. “I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. I'll be +here for you about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope you 'njoyed +the drive much as I have. Good night--good night!” He leaned back, +speaking to the chauffer. “Now you can take me around to the Central +City barber-shop, boy. I want to get a shave 'fore I go up home.” + +“Extry! Extry!” screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds like +bats in the dusk. “Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! Extry!” It +struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many “Extras”; they printed +“Extras” for all sorts of petty crimes and casualties. It was a mistake, +he decided, critically. Crying “Wolf!” too often wouldn't sell the +goods; it was bad business. The papers would “make more in the long +run,” he was sure, if they published an “Extra” only when something of +real importance happened. + +“Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!” a boy squawked under his +nose, as he descended from the car. + +“Go on away!” said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked to see +the youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + +But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the +barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had thus +cried his wares. + +“Say, Yallern,” said this second, hoarse with awe, “'n't chew know who +that IS?” + +“Who?” + +“It's SHERIDAN!” + +“Jeest!” cried the first, staring insanely. + +At about the same hour, four times a week--Monday, Wednesday, Friday, +and Saturday--Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head +barber. The barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was +their habit to give him a “reception,” his entrance being always the +signal for a flurry of jocular hospitality, followed by general excesses +of briskness and gaiety. But it was not so this evening. + +The shop was crowded. Copies of the “Extra” were being read by men +waiting, and by men in the latter stages of treatment. “Extras” lay upon +vacant seats and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + +There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent +patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened +the door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering +of a firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men +turned their prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of amazing +silence in the shop. + +The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. His +left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic section +of his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung poised above +it, the razor motionless. And then, roused from trance by the door's +closing, he accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. The barber +remembered that there are no circumstances in life--or just after +it--under which a man does not need to be shaved. + +He stepped forward, profoundly grave. “I be through with this man in the +chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan,” he said, in a hushed tone. “Yessuh.” + And of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, “You goin' +RESIGN?” he demanded in a fierce undertone. “You goin' take Mist' +Sheridan's coat?” He sent an angry look round the shop, and the barbers, +taking his meaning, averted their eyes and fell to work, the murmur of +subdued conversation buzzing from chair to chair. + +“You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan,” said the head barber, gently. +“I fix nice chair fo' you to wait in.” + +“Never mind,” said Sheridan. “Go on get through with your man.” + +“Yessuh.” And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed by +Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + +Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not know +what to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious demand +for the meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had been +imposed upon him by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by the odd +look every man in the shop had bent upon him. + +Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of the +shop, and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching quickly +shifted, furtive glances here and there. He made this brief survey after +wondering if one of the barbers had died suddenly, that day, or the +night before; but there was no vacancy in either line. + +The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of +the “Extra” there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. The +first of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: + + Fatally Faulty. New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to + Death with Inventor. Seven Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims-- + +Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering the +print from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before him, +pale and gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + +“I've come for you, father,” said Bibbs. “Here's the boy with your coat +and hat. Put them on and come home.” + +And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the +strength and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what +calamity had befallen him. But he was frightened. + +Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, +but as they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his +son's sleeve with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood +face to face. + +“What--what--” His mouth could not do him the service he asked of it, he +was so frightened. + +“Extry!” screamed a newsboy straight in his face. “Young North Side +millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!” + +“Not--JIM!” said Sheridan. + +Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + +“And YOU come to tell me that?” + +Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and in the +first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the unuttered +cry of accusation: + +“Why wasn't it you?” + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three +days later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite +in his mind: the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and Bibbs +wondered how many million times that had happened since men first made a +word to name the sons of one mother. Almost literally he had buried his +strong brother, for Sheridan had gone to pieces when he saw his dead +son. He had nothing to help him meet the shock, neither definite +religion nor “philosophy” definite or indefinite. He could only beat his +forehead and beg, over and over, to be killed with an ax, while his wife +was helpless except to entreat him not to “take on,” herself adding a +continuous lamentation. Edith, weeping, made truce with Sibyl and saw to +it that the mourning garments were beyond criticism. Roscoe was dazed, +and he shirked, justifying himself curiously by saying he “never had +any experience in such matters.” So it was Bibbs, the shy outsider, who +became, during this dreadful little time, the master of the house; for +as strange a thing as that, sometimes, may be the result of a death. He +met the relatives from out of town at the station; he set the time +for the funeral and the time for meals; he selected the flowers and +he selected Jim's coffin; he did all the grim things and all the other +things. Jim had belonged to an order of Knights, who lengthened the +rites with a picturesque ceremony of their own, and at first Bibbs +wished to avoid this, but upon reflection he offered no objection--he +divined that the Knights and their service would be not precisely a +consolation, but a satisfaction to his father. So the Knights led the +procession, with their band playing a dirge part of the long way to the +cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in two lines, plumed +hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the carriages pass +between. + +“Mighty fine-lookin' men,” said Sheridan, brokenly. “They all--all liked +him. He was--” His breath caught in a sob and choked him. “He was--a +Grand Supreme Herald.” + +Bibbs had divined aright. + +“Dust to dust,” said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that +Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group +shivered, except Bibbs, when it came to “Dust to dust.” Bibbs stood +passive, for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as a +familiar neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, long +time, and even now he could prophesy no protracted separation between +himself and dust. The machine-shop had brought him very close, and if +he had to go back it would probably bring him closer still; so close--as +Dr. Gurney predicted--that no one would be able to tell the difference +between dust and himself. And Sheridan, if Bibbs read him truly, would +be all the more determined to “make a man” of him, now that there was +a man less in the family. To Bibbs's knowledge, no one and nothing had +ever prevented his father from carrying through his plans, once he had +determined upon them; and Sheridan was incapable of believing that any +plan of his would not work out according to his calculations. His nature +unfitted him to accept failure. He had the gift of terrible persistence, +and with unflecked confidence that his way was the only way he would +hold to that way of “making a man” of Bibbs, who understood very well, +in his passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a way which might +make, not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for the thought. + +He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The +truth about Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had so +thoroughly formed the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings that +no doubt he had forgotten--by this time--where he had put some of them, +especially those which concerned himself. But he had not hidden his +feelings about his father where they could not be found. He was strange +to his father, but his father was not strange to him. He knew that +Sheridan's plans were conceived in the stubborn belief that they would +bring about a good thing for Bibbs himself; and whatever the result was +to be, the son had no bitterness. Far otherwise, for as he looked at the +big, woeful figure, shaking and tortured, an almost unbearable pity laid +hands upon Bibbs's throat. Roscoe stood blinking, his lip quivering; +Edith wept audibly; Mrs. Sheridan leaned in half collapse against her +husband; but Bibbs knew that his father was the one who cared. + +It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, and +Bibbs nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward the line +of waiting carriages. Roscoe understood--Bibbs would stay and see the +grave filled; the rest were to go. The groups began to move away over +the turf; wheels creaked on the graveled drive; and one by one the +carriages filled and departed, the horses setting off at a walk. Bibbs +gazed steadfastly at the workmen; he knew that his father kept looking +back as he went toward the carriage, and that was a thing he did not +want to see. But after a little while there were no sounds of wheels +or hoofs on the gravel, and Bibbs, glancing up, saw that every one had +gone. A coupe had been left for him, the driver dozing patiently. + +The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about +it, and Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood +looking thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal-seeming +hillock beneath the darkening November sky. “It's too bad!” he half +whispered, his lips forming the words--and his meaning was that it was +too bad that the strong brother had been the one to go. For this was +his last thought before he walked to the coupe and saw Mary Vertrees +standing, all alone, on the other side of the drive. + +She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on a +slope where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude of the +barbaric and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our graveyards: +urn-crowned columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop-carved angels and +shop-carved children poising on pillars and shafts, all lifting--in +unthought pathos--their blind stoniness toward the sky. Against such +a background, Bibbs was not incongruous, with his figure, in black, so +long and slender, and his face so long and thin and white; nor was the +undertaker's coupe out of keeping, with the shabby driver dozing on the +box and the shaggy horses standing patiently in attitudes without +hope and without regret. But for Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque +setting--she was a vivid, living creature of a beautiful world. And a +graveyard is not the place for people to look charming. + +She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and +confused than Bibbs. In “Edith's” poem he had declared his intention of +hiding his heart “among the stars”; and in his boyhood one day he had +successfully hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no comrade +of other boys or of girls, and his acquaintances of a recent period were +only a few fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood Sanitarium. All +his life Bibbs had kept himself to himself--he was but a shy onlooker in +the world. Nevertheless, the startled gaze he bent upon the +unexpected lady before him had causes other than his shyness and her +unexpectedness. For Mary Vertrees had been a shining figure in the +little world of late given to the view of this humble and elusive +outsider, and spectators sometimes find their hearts beating faster than +those of the actors in the spectacle. Thus with Bibbs now. He started +and stared; he lifted his hat with incredible awkwardness, his fingers +fumbling at his forehead before they found the brim. + +“Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, “I'm afraid you'll have to take me home with +you. I--” She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness of her own. + +“Why--why--yes,” Bibbs stammered. “I'll--I'll be de--Won't you get in?” + +In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. Then +Mary without more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, closing +the door. + +“You're very kind,” she said, somewhat breathlessly. “I should have had +to walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I think.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs. “It--it is beginning to get dark. I--I noticed that.” + +“I ought to tell you--I--” Mary began, confusedly. She bit her lip, sat +silent a moment, then spoke with composure. “It must seem odd, my--” + +“No, no!” Bibbs protested, earnestly. “Not in the--in the least.” + +“It does, though,” said Mary. “I had not intended to come to the +cemetery, Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house came +and whispered to me that 'the family wished me to'--I think your sister +sent him. So I came. But when we reached here I--oh, I felt that perhaps +I--” + +Bibbs nodded gravely. “Yes, yes,” he murmured. + +“I got out on the opposite side of the carriage,” she continued. “I mean +opposite from--from where all of you were. And I wandered off over in +the other direction; and I didn't realize how little time it takes. +From where I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving--at least I didn't +notice them. So when I got back, just now, you were the only one here. +I didn't know the other people in the carriage I came in, and of course +they didn't think to wait for me. That's why--” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, “I--” And that seemed all he had to say just then. + +Mary looked out through the dusty window. “I think we'd better be going +home, if you please,” she said. + +“Yes,” Bibbs agreed, not moving. “It will be dark before we get there.” + +She gave him a quick little glance. “I think you must be very tired, +Mr. Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be,” she said, gently. “If +you'll let me, I'll--” And without explaining her purpose she opened the +door on her side of the coupe and leaned out. + +Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + +“Driver!” she called, in her clear voice, loudly. “Driver! We'd like to +start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. Sheridan's, +please.” The wheels began to move, and she leaned back beside Bibbs +once more. “I noticed that he was asleep when we got in,” she said. “I +suppose they have a great deal of night work.” + +Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. +“I've never been able to apologize quickly,” he said, with his +accustomed slowness, “because if I try to I stammer. My brother Roscoe +whipped me once, when we were boys, for stepping on his slate-pencil. +It took me so long to tell him it was an accident, he finished before I +did.” + +Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, gentle +voice or the odd implication that his not noticing the motionless state +of their vehicle was an “accident.” She had formed a casual impression +of him, not without sympathy, but at once she discovered that he was +unlike any of her cursory and vague imaginings of him. And suddenly she +saw a picture he had not intended to paint for sympathy: a sturdy boy +hammering a smaller, sickly boy, and the sickly boy unresentful. Not +that picture alone; others flashed before her. Instantaneously she had a +glimpse of Bibbs's life and into his life. She had a queer feeling, new +to her experience, of knowing him instantly. It startled her a little; +and then, with some surprise, she realized that she was glad he had sat +so long, after getting into the coupe, before he noticed that it had +not started. What she did not realize, however, was that she had made +no response to his apology, and they passed out of the cemetery gates, +neither having spoken again. + +Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was +silence. The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled with a +rich presence for him; and presently it was so dark that neither of the +two could see the other, nor did even their garments touch. But neither +had any sense of being alone. The wheels creaked steadily, rumbling +presently on paved streets; there were the sounds, as from a distance, +of the plod-plod of the horses; and sometimes the driver became audible, +coughing asthmatically, or saying, “You, JOE!” with a spiritless flap of +the whip upon an unresponsive back. Oblongs of light from the lamps +at street-corners came swimming into the interior of the coupe and, +thinning rapidly to lances, passed utterly, leaving greater darkness. +And yet neither of these two last attendants at Jim Sheridan's funeral +broke the silence. + +It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it--too late. Abruptly she +realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of her +companion and not talking to him. “Mr. Sheridan,” she began, not knowing +what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as she realized +the queerness of this drive--“Mr. Sheridan, I--” + +The coupe stopped. “You, JOE!” said the driver, reproachfully, and +climbed down and opened the door. + +“What's the trouble?” Bibbs inquired. + +“Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir.” + +Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it +mustn't be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + +“What?” Bibbs demanded. + +“We're there, sir,” said the driver, sympathetically. “Next house north +of Mr. Sheridan's.” + +Bibbs descended to the curb. “Why, yes,” he said. “Yes, you seem to +be right.” And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front +windows of Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + +“Let me help you,” said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and she +was several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + +“Oh no,” she murmured. “I think I can--” She meant that she could get +out of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had already +accomplished this feat, she decided not to complete the sentence. + +“You, JOE!” cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he +rumbled away at his team's best pace--a snail's. + +“Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, stiffly. She +did not offer her hand. “Good night.” + +“Good night,” Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked +beside her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. +Realization of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, +beginning to shock her; she stepped aside from the light that fell +through the glass panels of the door and withheld her hand as it touched +the old-fashioned bell-handle. + +“I'm quite safe, thank you,” she said, with a little emphasis. “Good +night.” + +“Good night,” said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the +street he looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + +Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out +from the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + +“Where are your eyes, Bibbs?” demanded Roscoe. “Sleep-walking, as +usual?” + +But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. “Come over to our house for a +little while, Bibbs,” she urged. “I want to--” + +“No, I'd better--” + +“Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all quiet +over there--all worn out. Just come for a minute.” + +He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with +real feeling: “'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! And +I don't wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You mustn't get +down sick again. I'm going to make you take a little brandy.” + +He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and +was grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the +decanters on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much +heavier libation in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl +leaned against the sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and +recalling the names of the donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed +Bibbs to remain longer when he rose to go, and then, as he persisted, +she went with him to the front door. He opened it, and she said: + +“Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. +How did you happen to be there?” + +“I had only been to the door,” he said. “Good night, Sibyl.” + +“Wait,” she insisted. “We saw you coming out.” + +“I wasn't,” he explained, moving to depart. “I'd just brought Miss +Vertrees home.” + +“What?” she cried. + +“Yes,” he said, and stepped out upon the porch, “that was it. Good +night, Sibyl.” + +“Wait!” she said, following him across the threshold. “How did that +happen? I thought you were going to wait while those men filled +the--the--” She paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + +“I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there,” he said, reluctantly. “She +had walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were +leaving. When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one +left.” + +Sibyl regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow +breathlessness. “And she drove home from Jim's funeral--with you!” + +Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand ineffectually +over her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the house, hurling the +door shut behind her. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had laughed. +The laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond suspicion, but it +seemed to him that she had only affected the effort to suppress it and +that she wished it to be significant. Significant of what? And why had +she wished to impress upon him the fact of her overwhelming amusement? +He found no answer, but she had succeeded in disturbing him, and he +wished that he had not encountered her. + +At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering +about the house, several mournfully admiring the “Bay of Naples,” and +others occupied with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited for +trains. Edith and her mother had retired to some upper fastness, but +Bibbs interviewed Jackson and had the various groups of relatives +summoned to the dining-room for food. One great-uncle, old Gideon +Sheridan from Boonville, could not be found, and Bibbs went in search of +him. He ransacked the house, discovering the missing antique at last +by accident. Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, Bibbs heard +a murmurous sound, and paused to listen. The sound proved to be a +quavering and rickety voice, monotonously bleating: + +“The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember that; +we got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a-gittin' +along, and I've seen a-many of 'em go--two daughters and a son the Lord +give me, and He has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord +takuth away! Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, James. Bildad the +Shuhite says, 'He shall have neither son nor nephew among his people, +nor any remaining in his dwellings.' Bildad the Shuhite--” + +Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, in +his underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, swinging +backward and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long white beard +and gazing at the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned him urgently, but +Uncle Gideon paid no attention. + +“Bildad the Shuhite spake and he says, 'If thy children have sinned +against Him and He have cast them away--'” + +There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows +rattled. The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, but +Uncle Gideon leaped from his chair. “My God!” he cried. “What's that?” + +There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. +Bibbs went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, +discovered the source of the disturbance. Gideon's grandson, a boy +of fourteen, had brought his camera to the funeral and was taking +“flash-lights” of the Moor. Uncle Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's +explanation, would have returned to finish his quotation from Bildad the +Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little argument persuaded +him to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, after closing +the door of his father's room. + +He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing +several attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; +and it was a relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile +was waiting to convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. +They were the last to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing +to his own room. + +He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went to +the window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where +Mary Vertrees lived. Then he opened his trunk, took therefrom a small +note-book half filled with fragmentary scribblings, and began to write: + + Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at + anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the + cemetery, but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are + out of hearing, it strikes up, “Darktown is Out To-night.” That + is natural--but there are women whose laughter is like the whirring + of whips. Why is it that certain kinds of laughter seem to spoil + something hidden away from the laughers? If they do not know of + it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? Yet it + does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not + out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a + man would not look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look + beautiful, though, at the funeral of a man whom she had known and + liked. And in that case, too, she would probably not want to talk + if she drove home from the cemetery with his brother: nor would + she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either stupid or + timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and + drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to + listen to him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence + is open to suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. + It may be dignity, or it may be false teeth. + + Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become perceptible in a small + inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of gasoline rising + from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside her + than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady-- + but there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may + be three feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a + great deal before you reach the end of it. Still, it may be that + one should begin to speak. + + No one could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of + the people that are in this world. There are some so wonderful + you do not understand how the dead COULD die. How could they let + themselves? A falling building does not care who falls with it. + It does not choose who shall be upon its roof and who shall not. + Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman of the world + should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the length + of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three + miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! + Even if she thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had + heard from others that he was a disappointment to his own people, + even if she had seen for herself that he was a useless and + irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him at least + to speak--she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make + sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every + step of the way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a + frozen fish. And she might be right. She might be right if she + thought him about as pleasant a companion as--as Bildad the Shuhite! + +Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a +period of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing-gown +and slippers, and went softly out into the hall--to his father's door. +Upon the floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier in the +evening, to place upon a table in Sheridan's room--but the food was +untouched. Bibbs stood listening outside the door for several minutes. +There came no sound from within, and he went back to his own room and to +bed. + +In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his +experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little +pause--sleep has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is +a curious half-void, a glimpse of aphasia; and although the person +experiencing it may not know for that instant his own name or age or +sex, he may be acutely conscious of depression or elation. It is the +moment, as we say, before we “remember”; and for the first time in +Bibbs's life it came to him bringing a vague happiness. He woke to a +sense of new riches; he had the feeling of a boy waking to a birthday. +But when the next moment brought him his memory, he found nothing that +could explain his exhilaration. On the contrary, under the circumstances +it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. However, it was a brief visitation +and was gone before he had finished dressing. It left a little trail, +the pleased recollection of it and the puzzle of it, which remained +unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the morning is not usually +the result of a drive home from a funeral. No wonder the sequence evaded +Bibbs Sheridan! + +His father had gone when he came down-stairs. “Went on down to 's +office, jes' same,” Jackson informed him. “Came sat breakfas'-table, all +by 'mself; eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' eat +a thing. Yessuh, went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. Yessuh, I +reckon putty much ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta do.” + +It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days had +passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan cried +a little, now and then, but no other external difference was to be +seen. Edith was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch proved +herself able to argue with her mother upon the propriety of receiving +calls in the earliest stages of “mourning.” Lunch was as usual--for Jim +and his father had always lunched down-town--and the afternoon was as +usual. Bibbs went for his drive, and his mother went with him, as she +sometimes did when the weather was pleasant. Altogether, the usualness +of things was rather startling to Bibbs. + +During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's childhood. +“But you wouldn't remember about that,” she said, after narrating an +episode. “You were too little. He was always a good boy, just like that. +And he'd save whatever papa gave him, and put it in the bank. I reckon +it'll just about kill your father to put somebody in his place as +president of the Realty Company, Bibbs. I know he can't move Roscoe +over; he told me last week he'd already put as much on Roscoe as any +one man could handle and not go crazy. Oh, it's a pity--” She stopped +to wipe her eyes. “It's a pity you didn't run more with Jim, Bibbs, and +kind o' pick up his ways. Think what it'd meant to papa now! You never +did run with either Roscoe or Jim any, even before you got sick. Of +course, you were younger; but it always DID seem queer--and you three +bein' brothers like that. I don't believe I ever saw you and Jim sit +down together for a good talk in my life.” + +“Mother, I've been away so long,” Bibbs returned, gently. “And since I +came home I--” + +“Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs,” she said. “Jim ain't been home +much of an evening since you got back--what with his work and callin' +and goin' to the theater and places, and often not even at the house for +dinner. Right the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner at some +miser'ble rest'rant down by the Pump Works, he was so set on overseein' +the night work and gettin' everything finished up right to the minute he +told papa he would. I reckon you might 'a' put in more time with Jim if +there'd been more opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you feel almost as if you +scarcely really knew him right well.” + +“I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I hadn't +much to say about the things that interested him, because I don't know +much about them.” + +“It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!” she moaned. “And you'll have to learn to +know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, because I felt it +was all between your father and you, but I honestly do believe it will +just kill him if he has to have any more trouble on top of all this! +You mustn't LET him, Bibbs--you mustn't! You don't know how he's grieved +over you, and now he can't stand any more--he just can't! Whatever he +says for you to do, you DO it, Bibbs, you DO it! I want you to promise +me you will.” + +“I would if I could,” he said, sorrowfully. + +“No, no! Why can't you?” she cried, clutching his arm. “He wants you to +go back to the machine-shop and--” + +“And--'like it'!” said Bibbs. + +“Yes, that's it--to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it wouldn't +hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit--the doctor said that himself, +Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much for your father? +You ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got a beautiful house +to live in; you got automobiles to ride in; you got fur coats and warm +clothes; you been taken care of all your life. And you don't KNOW how +he worked for the money to give all these things to you! You don't DREAM +what he had to go through and what he risked when we were startin' out +in life; and you never WILL know! And now this blow has fallen on him +out of a clear sky, and you make it out to be a hardship to do like he +wants you to! And all on earth he asks is for you to go back to the work +in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt you! That's all he asks. Look, +Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, but before we get there I want you +to promise me that you'll do what he asks you to. Promise me!” + +In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see +him better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for her +before he spoke. + +“I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother,” he said. + +“There!” she exclaimed, satisfied. “That's a good boy! That's all I +wanted you to say.” + +“Don't give me any credit,” he said, ruefully. “There isn't anything +else for me to do.” + +“Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!” + +“No, no,” he soothed her. “We'll have to begin to make the spirit a +cheerful one. We may--” They were turning into their own driveway as +he spoke, and he glanced at the old house next door. Mary Vertrees was +visible in the twilight, standing upon the front steps, bareheaded, the +door open behind her. She bowed gravely. + +“'We may'--what?” asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + +“What is it, mother?” + +“You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'.” + +“Did I?” said Bibbs, blankly. “Well, what WERE we saying?” + +“Of all the queer boys!” she cried. “You always were. Always! You +haven't forgot what you just promised me, have you?” + +“No,” he answered, as the car stopped. “No, the spirit will be as +cheerful as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave like--” + +His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she +failed to hear his final words. + +“Behave like who, Bibbs?” + +“Nothing.” + +But she was fretful in her grief. “You said it wouldn't do to behave +like SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?” + +“It was just nonsense,” he explained, turning to go in. “An obscure +person I don't think much of lately.” + +“Behave like WHO?” she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant +insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell +Dr. Gurney about it. + +“Like Bildad the Shuhite!” was what Bibbs said. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was +Sheridan's custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the +library, while his wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old habit) +or allowed herself to be repeatedly baffled by one of the simpler forms +of solitaire. To-night she did neither, but sat in her customary chair, +gazing at the fire, while Sheridan let the unfolded paper rest upon his +lap, though now and then he lifted it, as if to read, and let it fall +back upon his knees again. Bibbs came in noiselessly and sat in a +corner, doing nothing; and from a “reception-room” across the hall an +indistinct vocal murmur became just audible at intervals. Once, when +this murmur grew louder, under stress of some irrepressible merriment, +Edith's voice could be heard--“Bobby, aren't you awful!” and Sheridan +glanced across at his wife appealingly. + +She rose at once and went into the “reception-room”; there was a flurry +of whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall--Edith and her +suitor changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. Sheridan returned +to her chair in the library. + +“They won't bother you any more, papa,” she said, in a comforting voice. +“She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this evening, +and I said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she said she'd +already told him he could.” She paused, then added, rather guiltily: “I +got kind of a notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much as he used +to. Maybe--maybe you better ask Roscoe, papa.” And as Sheridan nodded +solemnly, she concluded, in haste: “Don't say I said to. I might be +wrong about it, anyway.” + +He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. +Sheridan broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that +brought tears. “That Miss Vertrees was a good girl,” she said. “SHE was +all right.” + +Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of +thought, for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + +“Did you--How did you fix it about the--the Realty Company?” she +faltered. “Did you--” + +He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. +“I fixed it,” he said, in a husky voice. “I moved Cantwell up, and put +Johnston in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among the +four men with salaries high enough to take it.” He went to her, put +his hand upon her shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous breath. +“It's my bedtime, mamma; I'm goin' up.” He dropped the hand from her +shoulder and moved slowly away, but when he reached the door he stopped +and spoke again, without turning to look at her. “The Realty Company'll +go right on just the same,” he said. “It's like--it's like sand, mamma. +It puts me in mind of chuldern playin' in a sand-pile. One of 'em sticks +his finger in the sand and makes a hole, and another of 'em'll pat the +place with his hand, and all the little grains of sand run in and fill +it up and settle against one another; and then, right away it's flat on +top again, and you can't tell there ever was a hole there. The Realty +Company'll go on all right, mamma. There ain't anything anywhere, I +reckon, that wouldn't go right on--just the same.” + +And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy tread +upon the stairs. + +Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. +“It's so forlone,” she said, chokingly. “That's the first time he spoke +since he came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' hurt him to +hear Edith laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to let him come, +right the very first evening this way; she'd oughtn't to done it! She +just seems to lose her head over him, and it scares me. You heard what +Sibyl said the other day, and--and you heard what--what--” + +“What Edith said to Sibyl?” Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + +“We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!” she wailed. “Oh, it looks as +if movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! It scares +me!” She put both her hands over her face. “Oh, Bibbs, Bibbs! if you +only wasn't so QUEER! If you could only been a kind of dependable son! +I don't know what we're all comin' to!” And, weeping, she followed her +husband. + +Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man +who has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room--it was called +“the smoking-room”--where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up in +no welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to a +less conspicuous adjacency. + +“Good evening,” said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a +leather easy-chair near them. + +“What is it?” asked Edith, plainly astonished. + +“Nothing,” he returned, smiling. + +She frowned. “Did you want something?” she asked. + +“Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I sha'n't +be going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be anybody left +for me to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn.” + +“'CHAT with'!” she echoed, incredulously. + +“I can talk about almost anything,” said Bibbs with an air of +genial politeness. “It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about +business--if that's what you happened to be talking about. But you +aren't in business, are you, Mr. Lamhorn?” + +“Not now,” returned Lamhorn, shortly. + +“I'm not, either,” said Bibbs. “It was getting cloudier than usual, I +noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. Rain +to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised.” + +He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of +which had now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he +sat expectantly, looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as if +implying that it was their turn to speak. Edith returned his gaze with +a mixture of astonishment and increasing anger, while Mr. Lamhorn was +obviously disturbed, though Bibbs had been as considerate as possible in +presenting the weather as a topic. Bibbs had perceived that Lamhorn had +nothing in his mind at any time except “personalities”--he could talk +about people and he could make love. Bibbs, wishing to be courteous, +offered the weather. + +Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude in the +leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent fixture for +the rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope that he would +move, and Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking silly. + +“I was just going,” he said, rising. + +“Oh NO!” Edith cried, sharply. + +“Yes. Good night! I think I--” + +“Too bad,” said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, +while Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She heard +Bibbs offering to “help” Lamhorn with his overcoat and the latter rather +curtly declining assistance, these episodes of departure being followed +by the closing of the outer door. She ran into the hall. + +“What's the matter with you?” she cried, furiously. “What do you MEAN? +How did you dare come in there when you knew--” + +Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up the +stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs came up, +a few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + +“Oh, Bibbs,” she said, shaking her head woefully, “you'd oughtn't to +distress your sister! She says you drove that young man right out of the +house. You'd ought to been more considerate.” + +Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's +naive shadow motionless across its threshold. “Yes,” he said. “He +doesn't appear to be much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse of +one.” + +Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: “You call yourself one?” + +“No, no,” he answered. “I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't +claim--” But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + +“There,” he said, sighing. “That's almost the first time in my life I +ever tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly in +what I tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!” + +“You hurt her feelin's,” she groaned. “You must 'a' gone at it too +rough, Bibbs.” + +He looked upon her wanly. “That's my trouble, mother,” he murmured. “I'm +a plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man.” + +For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. “Hush your +nonsense!” she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile +appearing. “You go to bed.” + +He kissed her and obeyed. + + +Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast-table. + +“You mustn't do that under a misapprehension,” he warned her, when they +were alone in the dining-room. + +“Do what under a what?” she asked. + +“Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'” he +told her, gravely. “I have a prejudice against that young man.” + +She laughed. “I guess you think it means a great deal who you have +prejudices against!” In mockery she adopted the manner of one who +implores. “Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR influence +with papa against him!” And she laughed louder. + +“Listen,” he said, with peculiar earnestness. “I'll tell you now, +because--because I've decided I'm one of the family.” And then, as +if the earnestness were too heavy for him to carry it further, he +continued, in his usual tone, “I'm drunk with power, Edith.” + +“What do you want to tell me?” she demanded, brusquely. + +“Lamhorn made love to Sibyl,” he said. + +Edith hooted. “SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat +between us the other day when I the same as accused her of it, and said +something like that to you afterward--” + +“No,” he said, gravely. “I KNOW.” + +“How?” + +“I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and +Lamhorn--” + +Edith screamed with laughter. “You were with ROSCOE--and you heard +Lamhorn making love to Sibyl!” + +“No. I heard them quarreling.” + +“You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!” she cried. “You say he made love to +her because you heard them quarreling!” + +“That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can--by the +way they quarrel.” + +“You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?” + +“Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!--it's +always certain--” + +Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. “You ought +to know. You've had so much experience, yourself!” + +“I haven't any, Edith,” he said. “My life has been about as exciting as +an incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at things.” + +“Well, then,” she said, “if you look out through the glass you must know +what effect such stuff would have upon ME!” She rose, visibly agitated. +“What if it WAS true?” she demanded, bitterly. “What if it was true a +hundred times over? You sit there with your silly face half ready to +giggle and half ready to sniffle, and tell me stories like that, about +Sibyl picking on Bobby Lamhorn and worrying him to death, and you think +it matters to ME? What if I already KNEW all about their 'quarreling'? +What if I understood WHY she--” She broke off with a violent gesture, a +sweep of her arm extended at full length, as if she hurled something to +the ground. “Do you think a girl that really cared for a man would pay +any attention to THAT? Or to YOU, Bibbs Sheridan!” + +He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. +She met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she +had spoken and he meant to agree with what she said. + +“Ah, yes,” he said. “I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm +sorry, Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see +until you see for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out of +it--especially me!” + +“That's sensible,” she responded, curtly. “You're most surprising of all +when you're sensible, Bibbs.” + +“Yes,” he sighed. “I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, Edith.” + +Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and +George appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was waiting +there, he announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but friendly touch +upon the shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, and left her. + +Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he merely +glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was not over +fifty, in spite of Sheridan's habitual “ole Doc Gurney.” He was gray, +however, almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always he looked drowsy. + +“Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs,” he said, not +rising. “Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here in front of +me--between me and the fire. I want to see if I can see through you.” + +“You mean you're too sleepy to move,” returned Bibbs, complying. “I +think you'll notice that I'm getting worse.” + +“Taken on about twelve pounds,” said Gurney. “Thirteen, maybe.” + +“Twelve.” + +“Well, it won't do.” The doctor rubbed his eyelids. “You're so much +better I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just +where you are. You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down--all +the way. I suppose you know why your father wants to know.” + +Bibbs nodded. “Machine-shop.” + +“Still hate it?” + +Bibbs nodded again. + +“Don't blame you!” the doctor grunted. “Yes, I expect it'll make a lump +in your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell him you've +got the old lump there yet? You still want to write, do you?” + +“What's the use?” Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. “My kind of writing!” + +“Yes,” the doctor agreed. “I suppose if you broke away and lived on +roots and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention of +editors' you might be able to hope for an income of four or five hundred +dollars a year by the time you're fifty.” + +“That's about it,” Bibbs murmured. + +“Of course I know what you want to do,” said Gurney, drowsily. “You +don't hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show--the noise and +jar and dirt, the scramble--the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' You'd +like to go somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and bask on a +balcony, smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow fat on it and +have a delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what do you say? I +can lie like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father he'll lose another +of his boys if you don't go to Sicily?” + +“I don't want to go to Sicily,” said Bibbs. “I want to stay right here.” + +The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his +patient a sharp glance. “It's a risk,” he said. “I think we'll find +you're so much better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. +Something's got hold of you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical as +you used to be. But I warn you: I think the shop will knock you just as +it did before, and perhaps even harder, Bibbs.” + +He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. “Well, when we go over +you this afternoon what are we going to say about it?” + +“Tell him I'm ready,” said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + +“Oh no,” Gurney laughed. “Not quite yet; but you may be almost. We'll +see. Don't forget I said to walk down.” + +And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor +informed Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be pleasing. +“Here's a new 'situation' for a one-act farce,” he said, gloomily, to +his next patient when Bibbs had gone. “Doctor tells a man he's well, and +that's his death sentence, likely. Dam' funny world!” + +Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon +this point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on any +point, so discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a dingy +afternoon, and the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, but to +his nostrils, though most of the pedestrians were so saturated with +the smell they could no longer detect it. Nearly all of them walked +hurriedly, too intent upon their destinations to be more than half aware +of the wayside; they wore the expressions of people under a vague yet +constant strain. They were all lightly powdered, inside and out, with +fine dust and grit from the hard-paved streets, and they were unaware of +that also. They did not even notice that they saw the smoke, though the +thickened air was like a shrouding mist. And when Bibbs passed the new +“Sheridan Apartments,” now almost completed, he observed that the marble +of the vestibule was already streaky with soot, like his gloves, which +were new. + +That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the way +from his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought which +continued till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route was by +a street parallel to that on which the New House fronted, and in his +preoccupation he walked a block farther than he intended, so that, +having crossed to his own street, he approached the New House from the +north, and as he came to the corner of Mr. Vertrees's lot Mr. Vertrees's +daughter emerged from the front door and walked thoughtfully down the +path to the old picket gate. She was unconscious of the approach of the +pedestrian from the north, and did not see him until she had opened the +gate and he was almost beside her. Then she looked up, and as she +saw him she started visibly. And if this thing had happened to +Robert Lamhorn, he would have had a thought far beyond the horizon of +faint-hearted Bibbs's thoughts. Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his +thought. He would have said: “You jumped because you were thinking of +me!” + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand +closing the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction +Bibbs was walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they +should walk together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had +paused in his slow stride, and there elapsed an instant before either +spoke or moved--it was no longer than that, and yet it sufficed for each +to seem to say, by look and attitude, “Why, it's YOU!” + +Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's +name as if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came to +a stop simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they began +to walk on together he contrived to find his voice. + +“I--I--hate a frozen fish myself,” he said. “I think three miles was too +long for you to put up with one.” + +“Good gracious!” she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which +restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. “Mr. Sheridan, you're +lovely to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say it's +turning cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we didn't know +each other well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an imposition for +me to have made you bring me home, and after I went into the house I +decided I should have walked. Besides, it wasn't three miles to the +car-line. I never thought of it!” + +“No,” said Bibbs, earnestly. “I didn't, either. I might have said +something if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; I must +remember that, and not worry about it later. I think I'm talking, though +it doesn't sound intelligent even to me. I made up my mind that if I +ever met you again I'd turn on my voice and keep it going, no mater what +it said. I--” + +She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one +which Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, “a cripple +would crawl five miles to hear.” And at the merry lilting of it Bibbs's +father's son took heart to forget some of his trepidation. “I'll be any +kind of idiot,” he said, “if you'll laugh at me some more. It won't be +difficult for me.” + +She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which Mary +perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and irritated +description of him to her mother just after she had seen him for the +first time. “Rather tragic and altogether impossible.” It seemed to her +now that she must have been blind. + +They had passed the New House without either of them showing--or +possessing--any consciousness that it had been the destination of one of +them. + +“I'll keep on talking,” Bibbs continued, cheerfully, “and you keep on +laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. I'm +making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered by my +bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and that makes +me bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm afraid of what +I'll think of myself later if I don't keep talking--talking now, I +mean--and I'm afraid of what I'll think of myself if I do. And besides +these two things, I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't remember talking as +much as this more than once or twice in my life. I suppose it was always +in me to do it, though, the first time I met any one who didn't know me +well enough not to listen.” + +“But you're not really talking to me,” said Mary. “You're just thinking +aloud.” + +“No,” he returned, gravely. “I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making +vocal sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the +subject of what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change it, +but I don't know how. I haven't any experience in talking, and I don't +know how to manage it.” + +“You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. +“Not even if you really talked about yourself.” She turned her +face toward him as she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was +pathetically amazed by the look she gave him. It was a glowing look, +warmly friendly and understanding, and, what almost shocked him, it was +an eagerly interested look. Bibbs was not accustomed to anything like +that. + +“I--you--I--I'm--” he stammered, and the faint color in his cheeks grew +almost vivid. + +She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance that came +into his face. There was something about him, too, that explained how +“queer” many people might think him; but he did not seem “queer” to Mary +Vertrees; he seemed the most quaintly natural person she had ever met. + +He waited, and became coherent. “YOU say something now,” he said. “I +don't even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing the funny +man's solo! You--” + +“No,” she interrupted. “I'd rather play your accompaniment.” + +“I'll stop and listen to it, then.” + +“Perhaps--” she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a +gesture with her muff, indicating a large brick church which they were +approaching. “Do you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?” + +“I suppose I could,” he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at her. +“But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me I'd better +say anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. The other reason +I don't want to see the church is that I have a feeling it's where +you're going, and where I'll be sent back.” + +She shook her head in cheery negation. “Not unless you want to be. Would +you like to come with me?” + +“Why--why--yes,” he said. “Anywhere!” And again it was apparent that he +spoke in simple truthfulness. + +“Then come--if you care for organ music. The organist is an old friend +of mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. He had +a degree from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he gave up +everything for music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. He looks like +Beethoven, doesn't he? I think he knows that, perhaps and enjoys it a +little. I hope so.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. “I think Beethoven +would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like other people.” + +“I haven't kept you?” Mary said to the organist. + +“No, no,” he answered, heartily. “I would not mind so only you should +shooer come!” + +“This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me.” + +The organist looked bluntly surprised. “Iss that SO?” he exclaimed. +“Well, I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle playink. +He iss musician himself, then, of course.” + +“No,” said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. “I--I played +the--I tried to play--” Fortunately he checked himself; he had been +about to offer the information that he had failed to master the +jews'-harp in his boyhood. “No, I'm not a musician,” he contented +himself with saying. + +“What?” Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. “Young man, you are fortunate! +I play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. You are the first. You +are the first one EVER!” + +They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist +finished speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary Vertrees +in a dazed way that was not of her perceiving; for, though she stopped +as he did, her gaze followed the organist, who was walking away from +them toward the front of the church, shaking his white Beethovian mane +roguishly. + +“It's false pretenses on my part,” Bibbs said. “You mean to be kind to +the sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going back +to work in a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to play, hadn't +I?” + +“No,” said Mary, beginning to walk forward. “Not unless you don't like +great music.” + +He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft +ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of pipes +ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; they +covered all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's figure, +reaching its high perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian magician +ludicrously daring the attempt to control a monster certain to overwhelm +him. + +“This afternoon some Handel!” he turned to shout. + +Mary nodded. “Will you like that?” she asked Bibbs. + +“I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know anything +about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If I knew enough to +pretend, I would.” + +“No,” said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, “you wouldn't.” + +She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; +the huge empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people +listening filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with +it. The two sat intensely still, the great sound all round about them, +while the church grew dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a +tiny star of light. His white head moved from side to side beneath it +rhythmically, or lunged and recovered with the fierceness of a duelist +thrusting, but he was magnificently the master of his giant, and it sang +to his magic as he bade it. + +Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was wholly +unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. Unlike +the tale, it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought him to the +enchanted cave, and that--for Bibbs--was what made its magic dazing. It +seemed to him a long, long time since he had been walking home drearily +from Dr. Gurney's office; it seemed to him that he had set out upon a +happy journey since then, and that he had reached another planet, where +Mary Vertrees and he sat alone together listening to a vast choiring of +invisible soldiers and holy angels. There were armies of voices about +them singing praise and thanksgiving; and yet they were alone. It was +incredible that the walls of the church were not the boundaries of +the universe, to remain so for ever; incredible that there was a smoky +street just yonder, where housemaids were bringing in evening papers +from front steps and where children were taking their last spins on +roller-skates before being haled indoors for dinner. + +He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew +it could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to her, +saying: “You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know the dream +that these sounds bring to me?” And it seemed to him as though she +answered continually: “I hear! I hear that strain, and I hear the new +one that you are hearing now. I know the dream that these sounds bring +to you. Yes, yes, I hear it all! We hear--together!” + +And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow except +the vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, with the white +head moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness that the girl sitting +beside him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see her as plainly as ever in +the darkness, though he did not look at her. And all the mighty chanting +of the organ's multitudinous voices that afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be +chorusing of her and interpreting her, singing her thoughts and singing +for him the world of humble gratitude that was in his heart because she +was so kind to him. It all meant Mary. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +But when she asked him what it meant, on their homeward way, he was +silent. They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, +walking slowly. + +“I'll tell you what it meant to me,” she said, as he did not immediately +reply. “Almost any music of Handel's always means one thing above all +others to me: courage! That's it. It makes cowardice of whining seem so +infinitesimal--it makes MOST things in our hustling little lives seem +infinitesimal.” + +“Yes,” he said. “It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are +hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering +every way to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town +to-morrow. And yet there isn't anything down there worth getting to. +They're like servants drudging to keep the house going, and believing +the drudgery itself is the great thing. They make so much noise and fuss +and dirt they forget that the house was meant to live in. The housework +has to be done, but the people who do it have been so overpaid that +they're confused and worship the housework. They're overpaid, and yet, +poor things! they haven't anything that a chicken can't have. Of +course, when the world gets to paying its wages sensibly that will be +different.” + +“Do you mean 'communism'?” she asked, and she made their slow pace a +little slower--they had only three blocks to go. + +“Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very sensible +now--especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and can't! +'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's fair for +all the strong runners to start from the same mark and give the weak +ones a fair distance ahead, so that all can run something like even +on the stretch. And wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if they could all +cross the winning-line together? Who really enjoys beating anybody--if +he sees the beaten man's face? The only way we can enjoy getting ahead +of other people nowadays is by forgetting what the other people feel. +And that,” he added, “is nothing of what the music meant to me. You see, +if I keep talking about what it didn't mean I can keep from telling you +what it did mean.” + +“Didn't it mean courage to you, too--a little?” she asked. “Triumph and +praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me.” + +“Yes, they were all there,” Bibbs said. “I don't know the name of what +he played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man that +makes the music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and the +name he puts to it can't make much difference--except to himself and +people very much like him, I suppose.” + +“I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that.” + +“I imagine music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of +the people who hear it,” Bibbs went on, musingly, “according to their +own natures as much as according to the music itself. The musician might +compose something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy Grail, +and some people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, and some +would think of how good they were themselves, and a boy might think of +himself at the head of a solemn procession, carrying a banner and riding +a white horse. And then, if there were some jubilant passages in the +music, he'd think of a circus.” + +They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did +not open it. Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her +kindnesses--not to be prompt in leaving him. + +“After all,” she said, “you didn't tell me whether you liked it.” + +“No. I didn't need to.” + +“No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said you +were trying to keep from telling me what it did mean.” + +“I can't keep from telling it any longer,” he said. “The music meant to +me--it meant the kindness of--of you.” + +“Kindness? How?” + +“You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp--and sick--” + +“No,” she said, decidedly. “I thought perhaps you'd like to hear Dr. +Kraft play. And you did.” + +“It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were +playing.” + +Mary laughed. “I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin--Grieg--Chaminade. You +wouldn't listen!” + +Bibbs drew a deep breath. “I'm frightened again,” he said, in an +unsteady voice. “I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but--” He paused, +and the words sank to a murmur. + +“Oh, if you want ME to play for you!” she said. “Yes, gladly. It will be +merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play like a hundred +thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when any one's willing to +listen, and if you--” She stopped, checked by a sudden recollection, +and laughed ruefully. “But my piano won't be here after to-night. I--I'm +sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid that if you'd like me to play to +you you'd have to come this evening.” + +“You'll let me?” he cried. + +“Certainly, if you care to.” + +“If I could play--” he said, wistfully, “if I could play like that old +man in the church I could thank you.” + +“Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, +but--” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs. “It was the greatest happiness I've ever known.” + +It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain honesty, +and he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying anything +especially significant, that she knew it was the truth. For a moment she +was nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went in. “You'll come after +dinner, then?” + +“Yes,” he said, not moving. “Would you mind if I stood here until time +to come in?” + +She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the +response of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted +windows of the New House, as though bidding him to run home to his +dinner. + +That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + + Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that + is beautiful is music, if you can listen. + + There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand + piano. There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge + with the running of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to + see what you are hearing and to hear what you are seeing. + + There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to + a sparkling sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when + she is near you, you feel strong and ambitious; you forget that + the world doesn't like you. You think that perhaps you are a great + fellow, after all. Then you come away and feel like a boy who has + fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. You'll be whipped + for it--and ought to be. + + There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. + But they do not have the “Greek profile.” I do not believe Helen + of Troy had a “Greek profile”; they would not have fought about her + if her nose had been quite that long. The Greek nose is not the + adorable nose. The adorable nose is about an eighth of an inch + shorter. + + Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the + piano. Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such + things as the primitive impulses of humanity--he could have made a + machine-shop into music. But not if he had to work in it. Wagner + was always dealing in immensities--a machine-shop would have put a + majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. + + There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to + be “sent away.” That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. + “Sent away” is a euphuism for “sent to prison.” But pianos are not + sent to prison, and they are not sent to the tuner--the tuner is + sent to them. Why are pianos “sent away”--and where? + + Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless + life. Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the + gloomy house of that life as if some stray angel just happened to + perch on the roof-tree, resting and singing. And the night after + such a day is lustrous and splendid with the memory of it. Music + and beauty and kindness--those are the three greatest things God + can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who expected + nothing--ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as + it is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich + with new memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of + glory. + + Yes--the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter + than the Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter. + + There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a + conquering hero. But the sick tramp had better remember that's + what he is. Take care, take care! Humble's the word! + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +That “mystery about pianos” which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery to +Mr. Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time Bibbs +scribbled the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone up-stairs upon +Bibbs's departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sat until +after midnight in the library, talking. And in all that time they found +not one cheerful topic, but became more depressed with everything and +with every phase of everything that they discussed--no extraordinary +state of affairs in a family which has always “held up its head,” + only to arrive in the end at a point where all it can do is to look on +helplessly at the processes of its own financial dissolution. For that +was the point which this despairing couple had reached--they could do +nothing except look on and talk about it. They were only vaporing, and +they knew it. + +“She needn't to have done that about her piano,” vapored Mr. Vertrees. +“We could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have +consulted me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details with +the--the dealer.” + +“She thought that it might be--annoying for you,” Mrs. Vertrees +explained. “Really, she planned for you not to know about it until +they had removed--until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to--to +mention it. You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this +morning. She has another idea, too, I'm afraid. It's--it's--” + +“Well?” he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + +“Her other idea is--that is, it was--I think it can be avoided, of +course--it was about her furs.” + +“No!” he exclaimed, quickly. “I won't have it! You must see to that. I'd +rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her.” + +“I'll try not,” his wife promised. “Of course, they're very handsome.” + +“All the more reason for her to keep them!” he returned, irritably. +“We're not THAT far gone, I think!” + +“Perhaps not yet,” Mrs. Vertrees said. “She seems to be troubled about +the--the coal matter and--about Tilly. Of course the piano will take +care of some things like those for a while and--” + +“I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to--” + +“You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way,” she said, comfortingly. +“She arranged with the--with the purchaser that the men will come for it +about half after five in the afternoon. The days are so short now it's +really quite winter.” + +“Oh, yes,” he agreed, moodily. “So far as that goes people have a +right to move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, I +suppose, even by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying much +attention just now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office early +the morning after the funeral.” + +Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. “I don't believe +that was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only +because he felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed +wrapped up in his son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about +most. He isn't vulgar in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk a +great deal about his--his actual money--though there was something about +blades of grass that I didn't comprehend. I think he meant something +about his energy--but perhaps not. No, his bragging usually seemed to be +not so much a personal vainglory as about his family and the greatness +of this city.” + +“'Greatness of this city'!” Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. +“It's nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man who +has the luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' to any +YOUNG man, too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. The fellows +that get what they want out of it say it's 'great,' and everybody else +gets the habit. But you have a different point of view if it's the +city that got what it wanted out of you! Of course Sheridan says it's +'great'.” + +Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. “I believe,” she +began, timidly, “he doesn't boast of--that is, I understand he has never +seemed so interested in the--the other one.” + +Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon +it; he looked more haggard than before. “'The other one',” he repeated, +averting his eyes. “You mean--you mean the third son--the one that was +here this evening?” + +“Yes, the--the youngest,” she returned, her voice so feeble it was +almost a whisper. + +And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did either +look at the other during that silence. + +At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. +“What--ah--what was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she +came in this afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, but +she answered in such a low voice I didn't--ah--happen to catch it.” + +“She--she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she had +enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful creature +I've ever known.'” + +“Well?” + +“That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile--though he doesn't +seem quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the window when +she went out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't known about him +I'd have thought he had quite an interesting face.” + +“If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?” + +“Oh, nothing, of course,” she said, hurriedly. “Nothing definite, that +is. Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, as we +thought at first. It's only--well, of course it IS odd, their attitude +about him. I suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes him--perhaps +a little queer at times, so that he can't apply himself to anything--or +perhaps does odd things. But, after all, of course, we only have an +impression about it. We don't know--that is, positively. I--” She +paused, then went on: “I didn't know just how to ask--that is--I didn't +mention it to Mary. I didn't--I--” The poor lady floundered pitifully, +concluding with a mumble. “So soon after--after the--the shock.” + +“I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him,” said Mr. +Vertrees. “I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of +him is--” He broke off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. “I +can't imagine her--oh, NO!” he gasped. And he began to pace the floor. +“A half-witted epileptic!” + +“No, no!” she cried. “He may be all right. We--” + +“Oh, it's horrible! I can't--” He threw himself back into his chair +again, sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall limply +at his sides. + +Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. “You mustn't give way so,” she said, +inspired for once almost to direct discourse. “Whatever Mary might think +of doing, it wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on ours. But if +WE should--should consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR own account. It +isn't because we think of ourselves.” + +“Oh God, no!” he groaned. “Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, but +Mary can't be a stenographer!” + +Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. “Of course,” she +murmured, “it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, +but I had a queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested in +this--” She had almost said “in this one,” but checked herself. “In this +young man. It's natural, of course; she is always so strong and well, +and he is--he seems to be, that is--rather appealing to the--the +sympathies.” + +“Yes!” he agreed, bitterly. “Precisely. The sympathies!” + +“Perhaps,” she faltered, “perhaps you might feel easier if I could have +a little talk with some one?” + +“With whom?” + +“I had thought of--not going about it too brusquely, of course, but +perhaps just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to +be talking with somebody that knew the family--and then I might find +a chance to say that I was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, +and--Something of that kind perhaps?” + +“You don't know anybody that knows the family.” + +“Yes. That is--well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan is not a--that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced little +woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she is interested +about--that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more intimate with +Mary, naturally. She's always looking over here from her house; she +was looking out the window this afternoon when Mary went out, I +noticed--though I don't think Mary saw her. I'm sure she wouldn't think +it out of place to--to be frank about matters. She called the other day, +and Mary must rather like her--she said that evening that the call had +done her good. Don't you think it might be wise?” + +“Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible.” + +“Yes, so do I,” she returned, promptly. “It isn't really a thing we +should be considering seriously, of course. Still--” + +“I should say not! But possibly--” + +Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned the +lights out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between +them that Mrs. Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain +definite information from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and +physical status of Bibbs. And if he were subject to attacks of lunacy, +the unhappy pair decided to prevent the sacrifice they supposed their +daughter intended to make of herself. Altogether, if there were spiteful +ghosts in the old house that night, eavesdropping upon the woeful +comedy, they must have died anew of laughter! + +Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. Darkness +had fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were carrying the piano +down the front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was standing in the open doorway +behind them, preparing to withdraw, when she heard a sharp exclamation; +and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the +light of the doorway. + +“Good gracious!” she cried. “It did give me a fright!” + +“It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?” Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this +informal appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. +“Won't you come in?” + +“No. Oh no, thank you!” Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. +“You don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing but +your piano!” She laughed shrilly. “You know, since our tragedy coming +so suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been--almost +hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute or so ago, +and saw your door wide open and black figures of men against the light, +carrying something heavy, and I almost fainted. You see, it was just the +way it looked when I saw them bringing my poor brother-in-law in, +next door, only such a few short days ago. And I thought I'd seen your +daughter start for a drive with Bibbs Sheridan in a car about three +o'clock--and-- They aren't back yet, are they?” + +“No. Good heavens!” + +“And the only thing I could think of was that something must have +happened to them, and I just dashed over--and it was only your PIANO!” + She broke into laughter again. “I suppose you're just sending it +somewhere to be repaired, aren't you?” + +“It's--it's being taken down-town,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “Won't you come +in and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, that I +was--ah--” She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her invitation. +“Won't you come in? I'd really--” + +“Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home +about this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there.” + +“That's very sweet.” Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked toward +the street with Sibyl. “It's quite balmy for so late in November, isn't +it? Almost like a May evening.” + +“I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano,” said Sibyl, watching +the instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. “She plays +wonderfully, Mrs. Kittersby tells me.” + +“Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her +yesterday, after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him.” + +“You mean Bibbs?” asked Sibyl. + +“The--the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?” + +“I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much whether +he was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. Does your +daughter expect the piano back soon?” + +“I--I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to hear +her play because she had arranged with the--that is, it was to be +removed this afternoon. He seems almost well again.” + +“Yes.” Sibyl nodded. “His father's going to try to start him to work.” + +“He seems very delicate,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “I shouldn't think he +would be able to stand a great deal, either physically or--” She paused +and then added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness--“or +mentally.” + +“Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right,” said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + +“Entirely?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + +“Yes, entirely.” + +“But has he ALWAYS been?” This question came with the same anxious +eagerness. + +“Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over it.” + +“And you think--” + +“Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor--” Sibyl choked, and pressed +her handkerchief to her mouth. “Good night, Mrs. Vertrees,” she said, +hurriedly, as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner +above, sending a brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement where +the two ladies were standing. + +“Won't you come in?” urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound +of a cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. +“Do! There's Mary now, and she--” + +But Sibyl was half-way across the street. “No, thanks,” she called. +“I hope she won't miss her piano!” And she ran into her own house +and plunged headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her +handkerchief over her mouth. + +The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the +quiet house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash of +a decanter, dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end of the +hall; and, after a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe came forth, +holding a dripping napkin in his hand. + +“What's your excitement?” he demanded. “What do you find to go into +hysterics over? Another death in the family?” + +“Oh, it's funny!” she gasped. “Those old frost-bitten people! I guess +THEY'RE getting their come-uppance!” Lying prone, she elevated her feet +in the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + +“Come through, come through!” said her husband, crossly. “What you been +up to?” + +“Me?” she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. +“Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!” She wiped her eyes. “They've had +to sell their piano!” + +“Well, what of it?” + +“That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago,” said Sibyl. +“They've been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as +last winter she knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled and +patched, because she got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's cook +had HERS! And the night of the house-warming I kind of got suspicious, +myself. She didn't have one single piece of any kind of real jewelry, +and you could see her dress was an old one done over. Men can't tell +those things, and you all made a big fuss over her, but I thought she +looked a sight, myself! Of course, EDITH was crazy to have her, and--” + +“Well, well?” he urged, impatiently. + +“Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! +Just absolutely NOTHING--and they don't know anywhere to turn! The +family's all died out but them, and all the relatives they got are very +distant, and live East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole town's +been wondering what WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty chances to +marry up to a year or so ago, but she was so indifferent she scared the +men off, and the ones that had wanted to went and married other girls. +Gracious! they were lucky! Marry HER? The man that found himself tied up +to THAT girl--” + +“Terrible funny, terrible funny!” said Roscoe, with sarcasm. “It's so +funny I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of--” + +“Wait!” she begged. “You'll see. I was sitting by the window a little +while ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street and some men +go into the house. It was too dark to make out much, and for a minute +I got the idea they were moving out--the house has been foreclosed on, +Mrs. Kittersby says. It seemed funny, too, because I knew that girl was +out riding with Bibbs. Well, I thought I'd see, so I slipped over--and +it was their PIANO! They'd sold it and were trying to sneak it out after +dark, so nobody'd catch on!” Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but +resumed, as her husband seemed about to interrupt the narrative. “Wait a +minute, can't you? The old lady was superintending, and she gave it all +away. I sized her up for one of those old churchy people that tell +all kinds of lies except when it comes to so many words, and then they +can't. She might just as well told me outright! Yes, they'd sold it; +and I hope they'll pay some of their debts. They owe everybody, and last +week a coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with Mr. Vertrees. +Their cook told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't know WHEN +she'd seen any money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as that +girl in your LIFE?” + +“What girl? Their cook?” + +“That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into +this neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and +out, and here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll +the girl up in her old things, made over, and send her out to get a +Sheridan--she's GOT to get one! And she just goes in blind; and she +tries it on first with YOU. You remember, she just plain TOLD you she +was going to mash you, and then she found out you were the married one, +and turned right square around to Jim and carried him off his feet. +Oh, Jim was landed--there's no doubt about THAT! But Jim was lucky; +he didn't live to STAY landed, and it's a good thing for him!” Sibyl's +mirth had vanished, and she spoke with virulent rapidity. “Well, she +couldn't get you, because you were married, and she couldn't get Jim, +because Jim died. And there they were, dead broke! Do you know what she +did? Do you know what she's DOING?” + +“No, I don't,” said Roscoe, gruffly. + +Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. +“BIBBS! She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from JIM'S +FUNERAL! Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!” + +She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. “Bibbs!” she shrieked. +“Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!” + +He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. +“And yesterday,” she continued, between paroxysms--“yesterday she came +out of the house--just as he was passing. She must have been looking +out--waiting for the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the window! +And she got him there last night--to 'PLAY' to him; the old lady gave +that away! And to-day she made him take her out in a machine! And the +cream of it is that they didn't even know whether he was INSANE or +not--they thought maybe he was, but she went after him just the same! +The old lady set herself to pump me about it to-day. BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! +BIBBS!” + +But Roscoe looked grim. “So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds kind of +pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too.” + +“Oh, it might,” she returned, sobering. “It might, if those people +weren't such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency to +come down off the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was funny, +but to see 'em sit up on their pedestal all the time they're eating +dirt--well, I think it's funny! That girl sits up as if she was Queen +Elizabeth, and expects people to wallow on the ground before her until +they get near enough for her to give 'em a good kick with her old +patched shoes--oh, she'd do THAT, all right!--and then she powders up +and goes out to mash--BIBBS SHERIDAN!” + +“Look here,” said Roscoe, heavily; “I don't care about that one way or +another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you about. +I was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim.” + +At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. “What +is it?” + +“Well,” he began, frowning, “what I was going to say then--” He broke +off, and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin in +his hand, threw it pettishly into a corner. “I never expected I'd have +to say anything like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going to ask +you what was the matter between you and Lamhorn.” + +Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. “Well?” + +“I felt the time had come for me to know about it,” he went on. “You +never told me anything--” + +“You never asked,” she interposed, curtly. + +“Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much,” said Roscoe. “It looks to +me now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other the way a good +many people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. I was up early and down +to work all day, and I'd come home tired at night, and want to go to bed +soon as I'd got the paper read--unless there was some good musical show +in town. Well, you seemed all right until here lately, the last month or +so, I began to see something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it.” + +“Wrong?” she said. “What like?” + +“You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and +excited and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now then, +Lamhorn had been going with us a good while, but I noticed that not long +ago you got to picking on him about every little thing he did; you got +to quarreling with him when I was there and when I wasn't. I could see +you'd been quarreling whenever I came in and he was here.” + +“Do you object to that?” asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + +“Yes--when it injures my wife's health!” he returned, with a quick lift +of his eyes to hers. “You began to run down just about the time you +began falling out with him.” He stepped close to her. “See here, Sibyl, +I'm going to know what it means.” + +“Oh, you ARE?” she snapped. + +“You're trembling,” he said, gravely. + +“Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!” + +“That was all I was going to say the other day,” he said. “I was going +to ask you--” + +“Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What else +have you to say to-night?” + +“To-night,” he replied, with grim swiftness, “I want to know why you +keep telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming here.” + +She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, “And what +else did Edith want you to ask me?” + +“I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn,” he said, +fiercely. + +“Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped in +there on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell you +then what I said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?” + +“No, she didn't!” he vociferated, his voice growing louder. “She said, +'You tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come and see +her, because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! And I want +to know what it means. I intend--” + +A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. “Dinner is ready,” she +said, and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into the +dining-room. Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + +“I intend to know exactly what has been going on,” he declared. “I mean +to know just what--” + +Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + +“Oh, you DO!” she cried, shrilly. “You mean to know just what's what, do +you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your +wife, and then you come home making a scene before the servants and +humiliating me in their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl didn't +hear every word you said? You go in there and eat your dinner alone! Go +on! Go and eat your dinner alone--because I won't eat with you!” + +And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon +her, and dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her room +slam overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing +through the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, +found a couple of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. A +window had been open in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left his +note-book on the sill--and the sheets were loose. The door was open, and +when Bibbs came in and closed it, he did not notice that the two sheets +had blown out into the hall. Sheridan recognized the handwriting and +put the sheets in his coat pocket, intending to give them to George +or Jackson for return to the owner, but he forgot and carried them +down-town with him. At noon he found himself alone in his office, and, +having a little leisure, remembered the bits of manuscript, took them +out, and glanced at them. A glance was enough to reveal that they were +not epistolary. Sheridan would not have read a “private letter” that +came into his possession in that way, though in a “matter of business” + he might have felt it his duty to take advantage of an opportunity +afforded in any manner whatsoever. Having satisfied himself that Bibbs's +scribblings were only a sample of the kind of writing his son preferred +to the machine-shop, he decided, innocently enough, that he would be +justified in reading them. + + It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy + generalization of a companion, and will wear the most agreeable + expression of accepting it as the law, and then--days afterward, + when the thing is a mummy to its promulgator--she will inquire out + of a clear sky: “WHY did you say that the people down-town have + nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you mean?” And she + may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very difficult + --you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously. + + Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is + warm in winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but + dozens. He has a clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he + walks in his April orchard under a roof of flowers. He must die, + violently perhaps, but quickly. Is Midas's cancer a better way? + The rooster's wives and children must die. Are those of Midas + immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but Midas's + life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise. + + The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh + himself anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster + doesn't get. The office-building has an elevator, the rooster + flies up to the bough. Midas has a machine to take him to his work; + the rooster finds his worm underfoot. The “business man” feels + a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits late at wine + after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because it + interferes with the work--he swears never to relieve that pressure + again. The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is + in his favor. + + The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. The rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for + to-morrow. What does he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the + rooster will not have without providing. + + The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, + they love; they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. + Neither knows beauty; neither knows knowledge. And after all, when + Midas dies and the rooster dies, there is one thing Midas has had + and rooster has not. Midas has had the excitement of accumulating + what he has grubbed, and that has been his life and his love and + his god. He cannot take that god with him when he dies. I wonder + if the worthy gods are those we can take with us. + + Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in + his religion-- + +The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. +He crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in a +waste-basket beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia of +Names, which a book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; a +volume now first put to use for the location of “Midas.” Having read the +legend, Sheridan walked up and down the spacious office, exhaling +the breath of contempt. “Dam' fool!” he mumbled. But this was no new +thought, nor was the contrariness of Bibbs's notes a surpise to him; and +presently he dismissed the matter from his mind. + +He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For a long +time he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe preferred a +club luncheon, but Jim and his father almost always went to a small +restaurant near the Sheridan Building, where they spent twenty minutes +in the consumption of food, and twenty in talk, with cigars. Jim came +for his father every day, at five minutes after twelve, and Sheridan +was again in his office at five minutes before one. But now that Jim no +longer came, Sheridan remained alone in his office; he had not gone out +to lunch since Jim's death, nor did he have anything sent to him--he +fasted until evening. + +It was the time he missed Jim personally the most--the voice and eyes +and handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these things +were not the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss went far +deeper. Roscoe was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and that was +a great comfort; but it was in Jim that Sheridan had most happily +perceived his own likeness. Jim was the one who would have been surest +to keep the great property growing greater, year by year. Sheridan had +fallen asleep, night after night, picturing what the growth would be +under Jim. He had believed that Jim was absolutely certain to be one of +the biggest men in the country. Well, it was all up to Roscoe now! + +That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was a +question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife had +suggested it--though vaguely--and he had meant to speak to Roscoe about +it. However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for several +days, and when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had been no +opportunity. + +He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward four +o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a lower +floor. He found several men waiting for business interviews in an outer +room of the series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he would +find his son busy with others, and that his question would have to +be postponed, but when he entered the door marked “R. C. Sheridan. +Private,” Roscoe was there alone. + +He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, and +he did not turn as his father opened the door. + +“Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy,” said +Sheridan. “What's the matter?” + +“Nothing,” Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + +“Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes myself! +I just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it'll keep, if you're +workin' something out in your mind!” + +Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, paused +with his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless figure in +the chair. Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when he came to the +office. “You're all right, ain't you?” said Sheridan. “Not sick, are +you?” + +“No.” + +Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. “I +wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn,” he said. “I guess your +mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you known him +longer'n any of us, so--” + +“I won't,” said Roscoe, thickly--“I won't say a dam' thing about him!” + +Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position +near the window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were +bloodshot and vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was distorted, +and he was deathly pale. The father stood aghast. + +“By George!” he muttered. “ROSCOE!” + +“My name,” said Roscoe. “Can' help that.” + +“ROSCOE!” Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. Probably +nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find Roscoe--the +steady old wheel-horse--in this condition. “How'd you GET this way?” he +demanded. “You caught cold and took too much for it?” + +For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. “Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all time, +lately. Firs' you notice it?” + +“By George!” cried Sheridan. “I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good deal +lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good for you. +Boh! To see you like a common hog!” + +Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gesture. +“Hog!” he repeated, chuckling. + +“Yes, a hog!” said Sheridan, angrily. “In business hours! I don't object +to anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business hours; nor, +if a man keeps his work right up to the scratch, I wouldn't be the one +to baste him if he got good an' drunk once in two, three years, maybe. +It ain't MY way. I let it alone, but I never believed in forcin' my way +on a grown-up son in moral matters. I guess I was wrong! You think them +men out there are waitin' to talk business with a drunkard? You think +you can come to your office and do business drunk? By George! I wonder +how often this has been happening and me not on to it! I'll have a look +over your books to-morrow, and I'll--” + +Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, +contriving to hold himself in position by clutching the back of the +heavy chair in which he had been sitting. + +“Hoo--hoorah!” he cried. “'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all you +want to--outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing innerfere +business hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. Drink! Die! +L'everything go to hell, but DON' let innerfere business!” + +Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling +his own office, overhead. “Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's +suite and get rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him in +room two-fourteen. There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' fellows +on the Kinsey business. Tell 'em something's come up I have to go over +with Roscoe, and tell 'em to come back day after to-morrow at two. +You needn't come in to let me know they're gone; we don't want to be +disturbed. Tell Pauly to call my house and send Claus down here with a +closed car. We may have to go out. Tell him to hustle, and call me at +Roscoe's room as soon as the car gets here. 'T's all!” + +Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. “Drunk in +business hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get drunk, +mus'n' gamble, mus'n' kill 'nybody--not in business hours! All right any +other time. Kill 'nybody you want to--'s long 'tain't in business +hours! Fine! Mus'n' have any trouble 't'll innerfere business. Keep your +trouble 't home. Don' bring it to th' office. Might innerfere business! +Have funerals on Sunday--might innerfere business! Don' let your wife +innerfere business! Keep all, all, ALL your trouble an' your meanness, +an' your trad--your tradegy--keep 'em ALL for home use! If you got die, +go on die 't home--don' die round th' office! Might innerfere business!” + +Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with his +back to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware of his +father's significant posture. + +“You know wh' I think?” he went on. “I think Bibbs only one the fam'ly +any 'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. Jim worked, +an' he got killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look at me! Jus' look at +me, I ask you. Fine 'dustriss young business man. Look whass happen' to +me! Fine!” He lifted his hand from the sustaining chair in a deplorable +gesture, and, immediately losing his balance, fell across the chair +and caromed to the floor with a crash, remaining prostrate for several +minutes, during which Sheridan did not relax his apparent attention to +the newspaper. He did not even look round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + +Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up +by holding to the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having +progressed in the prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less +volatile. He rubbed his dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + +“What--what you ask me while ago?” he said. + +“Nothin'.” + +“Yes, you did. What--what was it?” + +“Nothin'. You better sit down.” + +“You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. Well, I +won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!” + +The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear and +said, “Right down.” Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a closet and +brought them to his son. “Get into this coat,” he said. “You're goin' +home.” + +“All ri',” Roscoe murmured, obediently. + +They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through the +outer office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped it, and +told the operator to take on no more passengers until they reached +the ground floor. Roscoe walked out of the building and got into the +automobile without lurching, and twenty minutes later walked into his +own house in the same manner, neither he nor his father having spoken a +word in the interval. + +Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room +without meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door he +heard from within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant +fragments of song: + + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?... + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound. + And away--and away! + Hi-yay! + +It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected +any musical symptom whatever in Bibbs--he had never even heard him +whistle--and it seemed the last touch of irony that the useless fool +should be merry to-day. + +To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and he +did not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and locked +the door. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and +came to the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety +manifest and was but partially reassured by his explanation that his +lunch had “disagreed” with him a little. + +Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had +become hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from +white-jacket's salver. “Here's another difference between Midas and +chicken,” Sheridan remarked, grimly. “Midas can eat rooster, but rooster +can't eat Midas. I reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks to me like he +had the advantage there.” + +Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to +his plate without dropping it and to respond, “Yes--he crows over it.” + +Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed--for +he could blush distinctly now--and his mother looked upon him with +pleasure, though the reference to Midas and roosters was of course +jargon to her. “Did you ever see anybody improve the way that child +has!” she exclaimed. “I declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look right +handsome!” + +“He's got to be such a gadabout,” Edith giggled. + +“I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before +anybody was up,” said Sheridan. “I reckon if people lose things in this +house and expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as I do.” + +“What was it he lost?” asked Edith. + +“He knows!” her father returned. “Seems to me like I forgot to bring it +home with me. I looked it over--thought probably it was something pretty +important, belongin' to a busy man like him.” He affected to search +his pockets. “What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to me like I +remember leavin' it down at the office--in the waste-basket.” + +“Good place for it,” Bibbs murmured, still red. + +Sheridan gave him a grin. “Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up +early enough to find things before I do!” + +It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the +evening, to Mary Vertrees--they had come to know each other that well. + +“My time's here at last,” he said, as they sat together in the +melancholy gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. +That removal had left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. +Vertrees that neither of them had crossed the threshold since the dark +day; but the gas-light, though from a single jet, shed no melancholy +upon Bibbs, nor could any room seem bare that knew the glowing presence +of Mary. He spoke lightly, not sadly. + +“Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put off +any longer. It's really my part to go to him--at least it would save my +face. He means what he says, and the time's come to serve my sentence. +Hard labor for life, I think.” + +Mary shook her head. “I don't think so. He's too kind.” + +“You think my father's KIND?” And Bibbs stared at her. + +“Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. It's +only that he has to be kind in his own way--because he can't understand +any other way.” + +“Ah yes,” said Bibbs. “If that's what you mean by 'kind'!” + +She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. “It's +going to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?” + +“Oh--self-pity!” he returned, smiling. “This has been just the last +flicker of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. +There'd be no loafers in the world if each man found the thing that he +could do best; but the only work I happen to want to do is useless--so I +have to give it up. To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer.” + +“What is it like--exactly?” + +“I get up at six,” he said. “I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, +which is aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin +buckets, and tin buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, +and I'm at work in my overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, and +work again from one till five.” + +“But the work itself?” + +“It wasn't muscularly exhausting--not at all. They couldn't give me a +heavier job because I wasn't good enough.” + +“But what will you do? I want to know.” + +“When I left,” said Bibbs, “I was 'on' what they call over there a +'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and that's +what I'll be sent back to.” + +“But what is it?” she insisted. + +Bibbs explained. “It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips of +zinc into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into little +circles. All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into the jaws at +a certain angle--and yet I was a very bad hand at it.” + +He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade +paler, and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have +known it and wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + +“You do that all day long?” she asked, and as he nodded, “It seems +incredible!” she exclaimed. “YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a machine +nine hours a day! No wonder--” She broke off, and then, after a keen +glance at his face, she said: “I should think you WOULD have been a 'bad +hand at it'!” + +He laughed ruefully. “I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to +say it. You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of +rhythmical crashing--a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle.” + +“How often is that?” + +“The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute--a little more +than one a second.” + +“And you're close to it?” + +“Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap,” he said, turning to her more +gaily. “The others don't mind. You see, it's something wrong with me. I +have an idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing--I flinch and +duck a little every time the crash comes, and I couldn't get over it. I +was a treat to the other workmen in that room; they'll be glad to see me +back. They used to laugh at me all day long.” + +Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting +on the arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. She +was staring at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in them. + +“It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you,” she said, in a +low voice. “No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you to the +leisure to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to have them +published for you--” + +“Can't you SEE him?” Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in +his voice. “If he could understand what you're saying--and if you can +imagine his taking such a notion, he'd have had R. T. Bloss put up +posters all over the country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with a +Punch!' No. It's just as well he never got the--But what's the use? I've +never written anything worth printing, and I never shall.” + +“You could!” she said. + +“That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried to +do.” + +“You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!” + +“It isn't,” said BIBBS, honestly. “I never could--but you're the kindest +lady in this world, Miss Vertrees.” + +She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. +“That sounds wrong,” she said, impulsively. “I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' +I've thought of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't +you rather call me 'Mary'?” + +Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + +“Wouldn't you?” she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + +“If I CAN!” he said, in a low voice. + +“Ah, that's very pretty!” she laughed. “You're such an honest person, +it's pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety.” She +became grave again immediately. “I hear myself laughing as if it were +some one else. It sounds like laughter on the eve of a great calamity.” + She got up restlessly, crossed the room and leaned against the wall, +facing him. “You've GOT to go back to that place?” + +He nodded. + +“And the other time you did it--” + +“Just over it,” said Bibbs. “Two years. But I don't mind the prospect of +a repetition so much as--” + +“So much as what?” she prompted, as he stopped. + +Bibbs looked up at her shyly. “I want to say it, but--but I come to a +dead balk when I try. I--” + +“Go on. Say it, whatever it is,” she bade him. “You wouldn't know how to +say anything I shouldn't like.” + +“I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say,” he +returned, moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet--he +seemed to feel awkward, thoroughly. “You see, all my life--until I met +you--if I ever felt like saying anything, I wrote it instead. Saying +things is a new trick for me, and this--well, it's just this: I used to +feel as if I hadn't ever had any sort of a life at all. I'd never been +of use to anything or anybody, and I'd never had anything, myself, +except a kind of haphazard thinking. But now it's different--I'm still +of no use to anybody, and I don't see any prospect of being useful, +but I have had something for myself. I've had a beautiful and happy +experience, and it makes my life seem to be--I mean I'm glad I've lived +it! That's all; it's your letting me be near you sometimes, as you have, +this strange, beautiful, happy little while!” + +He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he had +to say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did not +speak, but a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she had +gone back to her chair again. The house was still; the shabby old room +was so quiet that the sound of a creaking in the wall seemed sharp and +loud. + +And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. “If you +think it has been--happy--to be friends with me--you'd want to--to make +it last.” + +“Yes,” said Bibbs, as faintly. + +“You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't you?” + +“Yes,” he gulped. + +“But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over.” + +He tried to evade her. “Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his overalls--” + +“No,” she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. “You said what you did +because you think the shop's going to kill you.” + +“No, no!” + +“Yes, you do think that!” She rose to her feet again and came and stood +before him. “Or you think it's going to send you back to the sanitarium. +Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you that! You see I'm +a friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant what you said--and you +did mean it, I know it!--you're not going to go back to the sanitarium. +The shop sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!” + +And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, +splendid in generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + +“If I mean THAT much to you,” she cried, “they can't harm you! Go +back to the shop--but come to me when your day's work is done. Let the +machines crash their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember each crash +that deafens you is that much nearer the evening and me!” + +He stumbled to his feet. “You say--” he gasped. + +“Every evening, dear Bibbs!” + +He could only stare, bewildered. + +“EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!” And she held +out her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous clasp. “If +I could, I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine with you,” + she said. “But all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. You must keep +remembering that your friend stands beside you. And when the work is +done--won't the night make up for the day?” + +Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance +of kindness. But all he could say was, huskily, “To think you're +there--with me--standing beside the old zinc-eater--” + +And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found what +it meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his +father sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood before +him. “I'm cured, father,” he said. “When do I go back to the shop? I'm +ready.” + +The desolate and grim old man did not relax. “I was sittin' up to give +you a last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's about time! +I just wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not to make me take +you over there by the collar. Last night I made up my mind I'd give you +just one more day. Well, you got to it before I did--pretty close to +the eleventh hour! All right. Start in to-morrow. It's the first o' the +month. Think you can get up in time?” + +“Six o'clock,” Bibbs responded, briskly. “And I want to tell you--I'm +going in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll 'like it'!” + +“That's YOUR lookout!” his father grunted. “They'll put you back on the +clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week.” + +“More than I'm worth, too,” said Bibbs, cheerily. “That reminds me, I +didn't mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I meant--” + +“Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!” + +“I just wanted you to know. Good night, father.” + +“G'night!” + +The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became +inaudible, and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat +staring angrily at the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slippers could +be heard descending, and Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, her oblique +expression and the state of her toilette being those of a person who, +after trying unsuccessfully to sleep on one side, has got up to look for +burglars. + +“Papa!” she exclaimed, drowsily. “Why'n't you go to bed? It must be +goin' on 'leven o'clock!” + +She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to +the fire. “What's the matter?” she asked, sleep and anxiety striving +sluggishly with each other in her voice. “I knew you were worried all +dinner-time. You got something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' +taken away like he was. What's worryin' you now, papa?” + +“Nothin'.” + +She jeered feebly. “N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't +you?” + +“He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning,” said Sheridan. + +“Just the same as he did before?” + +“Just pre-CISELY!” + +“How--how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?” she asked, timidly. + +“Until he KNOWS something!” The unhappy man struck his palms together, +then got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his wont when he +talked. “He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly +in the six months he was there, and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn +it! Do you suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to +learn it? No! And I ain't a-goin' to tell him, either! When he went +there I had 'em set him on the simplest machine we got--and he stuck +there! How much prospect would there be of his learnin' to run the whole +business if he can't run the easiest machine in it? I sent him there +to make him THOROUGH. And what happened? He didn't LIKE it! That boy's +whole life, there's been a settin' up o' something mulish that's against +everything I want him to do. I don't know what it is, but it's got to be +worked out of him. Now, labor ain't any more a simple question than what +it was when we were young. My idea is that, outside o' union troubles, +the man that can manage workin'-men is the man that's been one himself. +Well, I set Bibbs to learn the men and to learn the business, and HE +set himself to balk on the first job! That's what he did, and the balk's +lasted close on to three years. If he balks again I'm just done with +him! Sometimes I feel like I was pretty near done with everything, +anyhow!” + +“I knew there was something else,” said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over +a yawn. “You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now--'less +you'll tell me?” + +“Suppose something happened to Roscoe,” he said. “THEN what'd I have to +look forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A +lummix! A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a +groove!” + +“Roscoe?” she yawned. “You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's the +strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better health than +he does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years. You better +go up to bed, papa.” + +“Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it +means, keepin' property together these days--just keepin' it ALIVE, let +alone makin' it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates hacked +away in chunks, big and little. I tell you when a man dies the wolves +come out o' the woods, pack after pack, to see what they can tear off +for themselves; and if that dead man's chuldern ain't on the job, night +and day, everything he built'll get carried off. Carried off? I've seen +a big fortune behave like an ash-barrel in a cyclone--there wasn't even +a dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've seen it, time and again. +My Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME! It don't seem like +I deserved it--no man ever tried harder to raise his boys right than I +have. I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to be guards +to drive the wolves off, and how to be builders to build, and build +bigger. I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadays--a man's +got to have eyes in the back of his head. You hear talk, sometimes, 'd +make you think the millennium had come--but right the next breath you'll +hear somebody hollerin' about 'the great unrest.' You BET there's a +'great unrest'! There ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's +goin' to do to us in the end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, +but it's frothin' and bubblin' in the boiler. This country's been +fillin' up with it from all over the world for a good many years, and +the old camp-meetin' days are dead and done with. Church ain't what it +used to be. Nothin's what it used to be--everything's turned up from the +bottom, and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the air. There's +an awful ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're goin' +to keep your balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like +bugs on the bottom of a board--after any piece o' money they hear is +loose. Fool schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and +the worst! You got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it. And +the woods are full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: +'Get the other fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's +built as I have, when he's built good and strong, and made good things +grow and prosper--THOSE are the fellows that lay for the chance to slide +in and sneak the benefit of it and put their names to it! And what's +the use of my havin' ever been born, if such a thing as that is goin' +to happen? What's the use of my havin' worked my life and soul into my +business, if it's all goin' to be dispersed and scattered soon as I'm in +the ground?” + +He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating--little regarding +the troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled +thunderously; the words came with stormy bitterness. “You think this is +a time for young men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never +was such a time before; there never was such opportunity. The sluggard +is despoiled while he sleeps--yes, by George! if a man lays down they'll +eat him before he wakes!--but the live man can build straight up till +he touches the sky! This is the business man's day; it used to be the +soldier's day and the statesman's day, but this is OURS! And it ain't a +Sunday to go fishin'--it's turmoil! turmoil!--and you got to go out and +live it and breathe it and MAKE it yourself, or you'll only be a dead +man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. And that's what my son Bibbs +has been doin' all his life, and what he'd rather do now than go out and +do his part by me. And if anything happens to Roscoe--” + +“Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense,” Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, +irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. “There isn't anything +goin' to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' yourself about +nothin'. Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?” + +Sheridan halted. “All right, mamma,” he said, with a vast sigh. “Let's +go up.” And he snapped off the electric light, leaving only the rosy +glow of the fire. + +“Did you speak to Roscoe?” she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her +drowsiness. “Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?” + +“No. I will to-morrow.” + + +But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did +Sheridan see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the +fourth day of the month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine +in the morning, when Sheridan happened to be alone. + +“They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me.” + +“Sit down,” said Sheridan, rising. + +Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, and +then walked away, smiling bitterly. “Boh!” he exclaimed. “Still at it!” + +“Yes,” said Roscoe. “I've had a couple of drinks this morning. What +about it?” + +“I reckon I better adopt some decent young man,” his father returned. +“I'd bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I +would!” + +“Better do it,” Roscoe assented, sullenly. + +“When'd you begin this thing?” + +“I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is.” + +“Leave that talk out! You know what I mean.” + +“Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours--until the +other day.” + +Sheridan began cutting. “It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your +office. He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into him, +and he came through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't work. You +been leavin' your office for drinks every few hours for the last three +weeks. I been over your books. Your office is way behind. You haven't +done any work, to count, in a month.” + +“All right,” said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. “It's all true.” + +“What you goin' to do about it?” + +Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. “I can't stand very much +talk about it, father,” he said, pleadingly. + +“No!” Sheridan cried. “Neither can I! What do you think it means to ME?” + He dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. “I can't stand to +talk about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to find out +what's the matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you out!” + +Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + +“You can't straighten me out.” + +“See here!” said Sheridan. “Can you go back to your office and stay +sober to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a couple +o' huskies to follow you around and knock the whiskey out o' your hand +if they see you tryin' to take it?” + +“You needn't worry about that,” said Roscoe, looking up with a faint +resentment. “I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst.” + +“Well, what have you got?” + +“Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you.” + +“We'll see about that!” said Sheridan, harshly. “Now I can't fool with +you to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my +office. You bring your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come last +Sunday--but you come to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when the +women-folks are workin' the phonograph, after dinner. Can you keep sober +till then? You better be sure, because I'm going to send Abercrombie +down to your office every little while, and he'll let me know.” + +Roscoe paused at the door. “You told Abercrombie about it?” he asked. + +“TOLD him!” And Sheridan laughed hideously. “Do you suppose there's an +elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?” + +Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + “WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!” + +So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen +because of the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago that +the uproar was rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, on the +afternoon of the fourth day of his return, he was accompanying the +swing and clash of the metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, mingling +improvisations of his own among them, and mocking the zinc-eater's crash +with vocal imitations: + + Fearless and bold, + Chang! Bash! Behold! + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound, + And away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, crash, bang! + WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash? + NIGHT'S on the way + EACH time I say, + Hi-YAY! + Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! + +The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the +air was thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; +everything was implacably in motion--nowhere was there a rest for the +dizzied eye. The first time he had entered the place Bibbs had become +dizzy instantly, and six months of it had only added increasing nausea +to faintness. But he felt neither now. “ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY +THOUGHTS TO YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR FRIEND STANDS +BESIDE YOU.” He saw her there beside him, and the greasy, roaring place +became suffused with radiance. The poet was happy in his machine-shop; +he was still a poet there. And he fed his old zinc-eater, and sang: + + Away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG! + Wild are his eyes, + Fiercely he dies! + Hi-YAH! + Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG! + Ready to fling + Our gloves in the ring-- + +He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. +Their great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him +standing with Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan nodded +to those nearest him--he had personal acquaintance with nearly all of +them--but he kept his attention upon his son. Bibbs worked steadily, +never turning from his machine. Now and then he varied his musical +programme with remarks addressed to the zinc-eater. + +“Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if +you don't try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's +right--YOU'LL never get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's a +nice, shiny one.” + +The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to +Gurney's ear and shouted fiercely: “Talkin' to himself! By George!” + +Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + +Bibbs returned to song: + + Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I! + WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Fearless and bo-- + +His father grasped him by the arm. “Here!” he shouted. “Let ME show you +how to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some better'n +you used to be, but that's no way to handle--Get out the way and let me +show you once.” + +“Better be careful,” Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + +“Careful? Boh!” Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. “What +you talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think you're so +abused you're goin' wrong in the head?” + +“'Abused'? No!” shouted Bibbs. “I was SINGING--because I 'like it'! I +told you I'd come back and 'like it.'” + +Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, +but began to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it +awkwardly--and with bad results. + +“Here!” he shouted. “This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's nothin' +to it, if you put your mind on it.” By his own showing then his mind was +not upon it. He continued to talk. “All you got to look out for is to +keep it pressed over to--” + +“Don't run your hand up with it,” Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward him. + +“Run nothin'! You GOT to--” + +“Look out!” shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang +forward. But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, and +the zinc-eater had bitten off the tips of the first and second fingers. +He swore vehemently, and wrung his hand, sending a shower of red drops +over himself and Bibbs, but Gurney grasped his wrist, and said, sharply: + +“Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, fetch +my bag. It's in my machine, outside.” + +And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor +still grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a basin. +Sheridan had lost color, and temper, too. He glared over his shoulder at +his son as the latter handed the bag to Gurney. + +“You go on back to your work,” he said. “I've had worse snips than that +from a pencil-sharpener.” + +“Oh no, you haven't!” said Gurney. + +“I have, too!” Sheridan retorted, angrily. “Bibbs, you go on back to +your work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole Doc +Gurney tryin' to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that only needs +a little court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't happened. You get back +on your job.” + +“All right,” said Bibbs. + +“HERE!” Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. +“You watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? I +slipped, or I wouldn't got scratched, but you--YOU'RE liable to get your +whole hand cut off! You keep your eyes open!” + +“Yes, sir.” And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + +Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned him +outside, where conversation was possible. “I sent him home, Bibbs. He'll +have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls off. I'll take you +for a drive and leave you at home.” + +“Can't,” said Bibbs. “Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows.” + +“No, you don't,” the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. “He wants me to +take you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see how much +harm these four days on the machine have done you. I guess you folks +have got that old man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, up at your +house! But I don't need to go over you. I can see with my eyes half +shut--” + +“Yes,” Bibbs interrupted, “that's what they are.” + +“I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. What's +made the difference?” + +“I like the machine,” said Bibbs. “I've made a friend of it. I serenade +it and talk to it, and then it talks back to me.” + +“Indeed, indeed? What does it say?” + +“What I want to hear.” + +“Well, well!” The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot +repeatedly. “Better come along and take a drive with me. You can take +the time off that he allowed for the examination, and--” + +“Not at all,” said Bibbs. “I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater till +five o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!” + +“Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write.” + +“I don't know about that,” Bibbs said, thoughtfully; “but the zinc-eater +doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than being +in business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. I'd be +content to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my days.” + +“You do beat the devil!” exclaimed Gurney. “Your father's right when he +tells me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was doing +when He made you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! Well, I'm +off. Go on back to your murdering old machine.” He climbed into his car, +which he operated himself, but he refrained from setting it immediately +in motion. “Well, I rubbed it in on the old man that you had warned him +not to slide his hand along too far, and that he got hurt because he +didn't pay attention to your warning, and because he was trying to show +you how to do something you were already doing a great deal better +than he could. You tell him I'll be around to look at it and change the +dressing to-morrow morning. Good-by.” + +But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more than +change the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe of +its kind, and Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was +rebellious and scornful, being brought to a degree of tractability +only by means of horrible threats and talk of amputation. However, he +appeared at the dinner-table with his hand supported in a sling, which +he seemed to regard as an indignity, while the natural inquiries upon +the subject evidently struck him as deliberate insults. Mrs. Sheridan, +having been unable to contain her solicitude several times during the +day, and having been checked each time in a manner that blanched her +cheek, hastened to warn Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their arrival at five, to +omit any reference to the injury and to avoid even looking at the sling +if they possibly could. + +The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to +arrive either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; +and the members of the family were all seated at the table within two +minutes after she and Roscoe had entered the house. + +It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed charged, +awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's expression, +as she sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon her husband, was +that of a person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale and intent. +Roscoe looked ill; Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked both ill and +explosive. Bibbs had more color than any of these, and there was a +strange brightness, like a light, upon his face. It was curious to see +anything so happy in the tense gloom of that household. + +Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She never +once looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick glance, +heavily charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, and, like +Edith, kept his eyes upon his plate and made believe to occupy himself +with the viands thereon, loading his fork frequently, but not lifting +it to his mouth. He did not once look at his father, though his father +gazed heavily at him most of the time. And between Edith and Sibyl, and +between Roscoe and his father, some bitter wireless communication seemed +continually to be taking place throughout the long silences prevailing +during this enlivening ceremony of Sabbath refection. + +“Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?” his mother asked, in the +effort to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + +“What did you say, mother?” + +“Didn't you go to church this morning?” + +“I think so,” he answered, as from a roseate trance. + +“You THINK so! Don't you know?” + +“Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!” + +“Which one?” + +“Just down the street. It's brick.” + +“What was the sermon about?” + +“What, mother?” + +“Can't you hear me?” she cried. “I asked you what the sermon was about?” + +He roused himself. “I think it was about--” He frowned, seeming to +concentrate his will to recollect. “I think it was about something in +the Bible.” + +White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and +lean upon Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. “He don't know they +WAS any suhmon!” he concluded, having narrated the dining-room dialogue. +“All he know is he was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!” George was right. + +“Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?” Sibyl asked. + +“No,” he answered. “No, I didn't go alone.” + +“Oh?” Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking inquiry, +and followed it by another, expressive of hilarious comprehension. “OH!” + +Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that +completed the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + +Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed to +other parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe into the +library, but was not well received. + +“YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks,” Sheridan +commanded. + +Bibbs retreated. “Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!” he +said. + +However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his +mother and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, +according to their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping her +feet together and looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the room, +examining a brooch which she had detached from her throat; and Mrs. +Sheridan was looking over a collection of records consisting exclusively +of Caruso and rag-time. She selected one of the latter, remarking that +she thought it “right pretty,” and followed it with one of the former +and the same remark. + +As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad +doorway, seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. Instead, +he favored Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately left +the room, George stepping aside for her to precede him, and then +disappearing after her in the hall with an air of successful diplomacy. +He made it perfectly clear that Edith had given him secret instructions +and that it had been his pride and pleasure to fulfil them to the +letter. + +Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with +curious eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + +“What's that?” she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + +“Here's another right pretty record,” said Mrs. Sheridan, +affecting--with patent nervousness--not to hear. And she unloosed the +music. + +Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After a +little while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in a gold +chair, with his eyes closed. + +“Where did Edith go?” she asked, curiously. + +“Edith?” he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. “Is she gone?” + +Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, +still tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she was +suddenly at high tension, and her expression had become one of sharp +excitement. She listened intently. + +When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the +library, during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and +husky: “I won't say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as well +let me alone!” + +But there were other sounds: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low +protesting cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started +another record, a sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes of +Sibyl. She walked down the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + +Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became +instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to +foot, and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + +But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face so +white. At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible consequences +became nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up her skirts and +contorting her lips to the semblance of a smile. + +“Sit just as you were--both of you!” she said. And then to Edith: “Did +you tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?” + +“You march out of here!” said Edith, fiercely. “March straight out of +here!” + +Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + +“Did you tell her I'd been telephoning you I wanted you to come?” + +“Oh, good God!” Lamhorn said. “Hush!” + +“You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?” she cried. “You knew +that!” + +“HUSH!” he begged, panic-stricken. + +“That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You wouldn't +come--you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what I had to say! +You were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it all a thousand times +before, and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!” she stormed. “You wouldn't +even come for five minutes, but you could tell that little cat! And SHE +told my husband! You're a MAN!” + +Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous to +Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give way +to her feelings. “Get out of this house!” she shrieked. “This is my +father's house. Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!” + +“No! No! I mustn't SPEAK--” + +“Don't you DARE!” + +Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, +fronting each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled +and rose and cracked--they screeched. They could be heard over the noise +of the phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. They could +be heard all over the house. They were heard in the kitchen; they could +have been heard in the cellar. Neither of them cared for that. + +“You told my husband!” screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer to +Edith's. “You told my husband! This man put THAT in your hands to strike +me with! HE did!” + +“I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! It's +TIME your husband--” + +They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. “Do you want the neighbors +in?” Sheridan thundered. + +There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and his +mother in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. She moved +slowly toward the door; then suddenly she began to run. She ran into the +hall, and through it, and out of the house. Roscoe followed her heavily, +his eyes on the ground. + +“NOW THEN!” said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + +The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the +vicious gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit in the +direction of the door in a manner sufficient for the swift dispersal of +George and Jackson and several female servants who hovered behind Mrs. +Sheridan. They fled lightly. + +“Papa, papa!” wailed Mrs. Sheridan. “Look at your hand! You'd oughtn't +to been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her shoulder. Look!” + +There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the tips +of the fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. “Now then!” + he repeated. “You goin' to leave my house?” + +“He will NOT!” sobbed Edith. “Don't you DARE order him out!” + +“Don't you bother, dear,” said Lamhorn, quietly. “He doesn't understand. +YOU mustn't be troubled.” Pallor was becoming to him; he looked very +handsome, and as he left the room he seemed in the girl's distraught +eyes a persecuted noble, indifferent to the rabble yawping insult at his +heels--the rabble being enacted by her father. + +“Don't come back, either!” said, Sheridan, realistic in this +impersonation. “Keep off the premises!” he called savagely into the +hall. “This family's through with you!” + +“It is NOT!” Edith cried, breaking from her mother. “You'll SEE about +that! You'll find out! You'll find out what'll happen! What's HE done? +I guess if I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? What's +HE done, I'd like to know? You don't know anything about it. Don't you +s'pose he told ME? She was crazy about him soon as he began going there, +and he flirted with her a little. That's everything he did, and it +was before he met ME! After that he wouldn't, and it wasn't anything, +anyway--he never was serious a minute about it. SHE wanted it to be +serious, and she was bound she wouldn't give him up. He told her long +ago he cared about me, but she kept persecuting him and--” + +“Yes,” said Sheridan, sternly; “that's HIS side of it! That'll do! He +doesn't come in this house again!” + +“You look out!” Edith cried. + +“Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed on +the premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie +look up this young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count +on earth! He's no good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if he was +George Washington, after what's happened and what I've heard to-night!” + +“But, papa,” Mrs. Sheridan began, “if Edie says it was all Sibyl's +fault, makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor--” + +“'S enough!” he roared. “He keeps off these premises! And if any of you +so much as ever speak his name to me again--” + +But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the +sound of his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by her +mother. However, Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and joined +her husband in the library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold chair, saw +her pass, roused himself from reverie, and strolled in after her. + +“She locked her door,” said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. +“She wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room.” + +“Well,” said her husband, “she can settle her mind to it. She +never speaks to that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her +to-morrow--Here! You tell the help if he calls up to ring off and say +it's my orders. No, you needn't. I'll tell 'em myself.” + +“Better not,” said Bibbs, gently. + +His father glared at him. + +“It's no good,” said Bibbs. “Mother, when you were in love with +father--” + +“My goodness!” she cried. “You ain't a-goin' to compare your father to +that--” + +“Edith feels about him just what you did about father,” said Bibbs. “And +if YOUR father had told you--” + +“I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!” she declared, angrily. + +“So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?” said Sheridan. +“What is it?” + +“Let her see him all she wants.” + +“You're a--” Sheridan gave it up. “I don't know what to call you!” + +“Let her see him all she wants,” Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. “You're +up against something too strong for you. If Edith were a weakling +you'd have a chance this way, but she isn't. She's got a lot of your +determination, father, and with what's going on inside of her she'll +beat you. You can't keep her from seeing him, as long as she feels about +him the way she does now. You can't make her think less of him, either. +Nobody can. Your only chance is that she'll do it for herself, and if +you give her time and go easy she probably will. Marriage would do it +for her quickest, but that's just what you don't want, and as you DON'T +want it, you'd better--” + +“I can't stand any more!” Sheridan burst out. “If it's come to BIBBS +advisin' me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's that +nigger George? Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my family. +Bibbs, for God's sake go and lay down! 'Let her see him all she wants'! +Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; here's--” + +“Bibbs,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “if you haven't got anything to do, you +might step over and take Sibyl's wraps home--she left 'em in the hall. I +don't think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now.” + +“All right.” And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and +delivered them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, +“Forgot these,” and, “Good night, Roscoe,” cordially and cheerfully, and +returned to the New House. His mother and father were still talking in +the library, but with discretion he passed rapidly on and upward to his +own room, and there he proceeded to write in his note-book. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. + + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love--nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train--hatreds and jealousies--all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. + + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to + be turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross + a mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. + Friendship walks gently and with open eyes. + + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise + when she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other + half of the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce + ways, could know this transcendent happiness? + + Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a friend + is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. For + the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love it! + + Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness--it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured--the air becomes iridescent. + You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods everything. + + When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give + you nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in + anything for ever. + + What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out. + + This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment. + + Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, + or if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning “Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents + duly noted.” But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting--always there--for you! Who would wake + from such a dream as this? + + Dawn and the sea--music in moonlit gardens--nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom--what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what it means not to be alone! + That is what a friend gives you! + +Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed a +somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his own +(and perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan to +sleep soundly through the night and to wake at dawn with a light heart. + +His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of +affairs of his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, +“Who would wake from such a dream as this?” Bibbs was a sympathetic +person, easily touched, but he was indeed living in a dream, and all +things outside of it were veiled and remote--for that is the way of +youth in a dream. And Bibbs, who had never before been of any age, +either old or young, had come to his youth at last. + +He went whistling from the house before even his father had come +down-stairs. There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder of +soot, and though Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an automobile +at the curb before Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it as Dr. +Gurney's, but went cheerily on his way through the dingy mist. And when +he was once more installed beside his faithful zinc-eater he whistled +and sang to it, as other workmen did to their own machines sometimes, +when things went well. His comrades in the shop glanced at him amusedly +now and then. They liked him, and he ate his lunch at noon with a group +of Socialists who approved of his ideas and talked of electing him to +their association. + +The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the whistles +blew. When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where he divested +himself of his overalls--his single divergence from the routine of his +fellow-workmen--and after that he used soap and water copiously. This +was his transformation scene: he passed into the office a rather frail +young working-man noticeably begrimed, and passed out of it to the +pavement a cheerfully pre-occupied sample of gentry, fastidious to the +point of elegance. + +The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and +boys and women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. Many +hurried and some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling one +another, and Bibbs, turning his face homeward, was forced to go slowly. + +Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught +sight of his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost +passed her, for in the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not +recognize her, though his shoulder actually touched hers. He would have +gone by, but she laughed delightedly; and he stopped short, startled. +Two boys, one chasing the other, swept between them, and Bibbs stood +still, peering about him in deep perplexity. She leaned toward him. + +“I knew YOU!” she said. + +“Good heavens!” cried Bibbs. “I thought it was your voice coming out of +a star!” + +“There's only smoke overhead,” said Mary, and laughed again. “There +aren't any stars.” + +“Oh yes, there were--when you laughed!” + +She took his arm, and they went on. “I've come to walk home with you, +Bibbs. I wanted to.” + +“But were you here in the--” + +“In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!” + +Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to scold +her. + +“But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have--you ought +to know better. What did--” + +“I only waited about twelve seconds,” she laughed. “I'd just got here.” + +“But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you--” + +“I was in this part of town already,” she said. “At least, I was only +seven or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd +have had to go home alone--and I preferred going home with you.” + +“It's pretty beautiful for me,” said Bibbs, with a deep breath. “You'll +never know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness--and then +to--to see you standing there! Oh, it was like--it was like--how can I +TELL you what it was like?” They had passed beyond the crowd now, and +a crossing-lamp shone upon them, which revealed the fact that again she +was without her furs. Here was a puzzle. Why did that adorable little +vanity of hers bring her out without them in the DARK? But of course she +had gone out long before dark. For undefinable reasons this explanation +was not quite satisfactory; however, allowing it to stand, his +solicitude for her took another turn. “I think you ought to have a car,” + he said, “especially when you want to be out after dark. You need one in +winter, anyhow. Have you ever asked your father for one?” + +“No,” said Mary. “I don't think I'd care for one particularly.” + +“I wish you would.” Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. “I think in +winter you--” + +“No, no,” she interrupted, lightly. “I don't need--” + +“But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every afternoon +for me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, but a girl--” + +“A girl likes to walk, too,” said Mary. “Let me tell you where I've been +this afternoon and how I happened to be near enough to make you take me +home. I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures of the smoke. +He has a sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives there with his +mother and his wife and their seven children, and he's gloriously happy. +I'd seen one of his pictures at an exhibition, and I wanted to see +more of them, so he showed them to me. He has almost everthing he ever +painted; I don't suppose he's sold more than four or five pictures in +his life. He gives drawing-lessons to keep alive.” + +“How do you mean he paints the smoke?” Bibbs asked. + +“Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the +street--anywhere. He just paints what's around him--and it's beautiful.” + +“The smoke?” + +“Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly roofs +of cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky sunsets and +smoky sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, solid, slow +columns of smoke going far out and growing more ethereal and mixing +with the hazy light in the distance; and he has others with the broken +sky-line of down-town, all misted with the smoke and puffs and jets of +vapor that have colors like an orchard in mid-April. I'm going to take +you there some Sunday afternoon, Bibbs.” + +“You're showing me the town,” he said. “I didn't know what was in it at +all.” + +“There are workers in beauty here,” she told him, gently. “There are +other painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts of +things.” + +“I didn't know.” + +“No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself +'greater,' one could live here all one's life and know only the side of +it that shows.” + +“The beauty-workers seem buried very deep,” said Bibbs. “And I imagine +that your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried deepest +of all. My father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his buying one +of your friend's pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples,' but he wouldn't +get one of those. He'd think smoke in a picture was horrible--unless he +could use it for an advertisement.” + +“Yes,” she said, thoughtfully. “And really he's the town. They ARE +buried pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs.” + +“And yet it's all wonderful,” he said. “It's wonderful to me.” + +“You mean the town is wonderful to you?” + +“Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The city +is only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer than +the horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old zinc-eater +all day long, helping me. Mary--” He stopped with a gasp. “That's the +first time I've called you 'Mary'!” + +“Yes.” She laughed, a little tremuously. “Though I wanted you to!” + +“I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to walk +home with me. That must be it.” + +“Women like to have things said,” Mary informed him, her tremulous +laughter continuing. “Were you glad I came for you?” + +“No--not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up +and up--over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that way +most of the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. The person +I was then seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs Sheridan at +all. It seems long, long ago. I was gloomy and sickly--somebody +else--somebody I don't understand now, a coward afraid of +shadows--afraid of things that didn't exist--afraid of my old +zinc-eater! And now I'm only afraid of what might change anything.” + +She was silent a moment, and then, “You're happy, Bibbs?” she asked. + +“Ah, don't you see?” he cried. “I want it to last for a thousand, +thousand years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. I +wouldn't have one thing different--nothing, nothing!” + +“Dear Bibbs!” she said, and laughed happily. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told Edith, +after his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that he had +decided that he was “a member of the family”; but he appeared to have +relapsed to the retired list after that one attempt at participancy--he +was far enough detached from membership now. These were turbulent days +in the New House, but Bibbs had no part whatever in the turbulence--he +seemed an absent-minded stranger, present by accident and not wholly +aware that he was present. He would sit, faintly smiling over pleasant +imaginings and dear reminiscences of his own, while battle raged between +Edith and her father, or while Sheridan unloosed jeremiads upon the +sullen Roscoe, who drank heavily to endure them. The happy dreamer +wandered into storm-areas like a somnambulist, and wandered out again +unawakened. He was sorry for his father and for Roscoe, and for Edith +and for Sibyl, but their sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + +Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday night, +not long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during the first +days of Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be with her +frequently, and to install a muscular nurse. And whether he would or +no, Gurney received from his hysterical patient a variety of pungent +information which would have staggered anybody but a family physician. +Among other things he was given to comprehend the change in Bibbs, and +why the zinc-eater was not putting a lump in the operator's gizzard as +of yore. + +Sibyl was not delirious--she was a thin little ego writhing and +shrieking in pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting +herself; her condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration of +that of a child after a bad bruise--there must be screaming and telling +mother all about the hurt and how it happened. Sibyl babbled herself +hoarse when Gurney withheld morphine. She went from the beginning to the +end in a breath. No protest stopped her; nothing stopped her. + +“You ought to let me die!” she wailed. “It's cruel not to let me die! +What harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? +Just look at my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, and +look what that got me into!--look where I am now! He brought me to this +town, and what did I have in my life but his FAMILY? And they didn't +even know the right crowd! If they had, it might have been SOMETHING! +I had nothing--nothing--nothing in the world! I wanted to have a good +time--and how could I? Where's any good time among these Sheridans? They +never even had wine on the table! I thought I was marrying into a rich +family where I'd meet attractive people I'd read about, and travel, and +go to dances--and, oh, my Lord! all I got was these Sheridans! I did +the best I could; I did, indeed! Oh, I DID! I just tried to live. Every +woman's got a right to live, some time in her life, I guess! Things were +just beginning to look brighter--we'd moved up here, and that frozen +crowd across the street were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd +have started us with the right people--and then I saw how Edith was +getting him away from me. She did it, too! She got him! A girl with +money can do that to a married woman--yes, she can, every time! And what +could I do? What can any woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but +try to stand it--and I couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle--that +Vertrees girl--and she could have helped me a little, and it wouldn't +have hurt her. It wouldn't have done her any harm to help me THAT +little! She treated me as if I'd been dirt that she wouldn't even take +the trouble to sweep out of her house! Let her WAIT!” + +Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky +whisper, though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half +upright, and the nurse restrained her. “I'd get up out of this bed to +show her she can't do such things to me! I was absolutely ladylike, and +she walked out and left me there alone! She'll SEE! She started after +Bibbs before Jim's casket was fairly underground, and she thinks she's +landed that poor loon--but she'll see! She'll see! If I'm ever able +to walk across the street again I'll show her how to treat a woman in +trouble that comes to her for help! It wouldn't have hurt her any--it +wouldn't--it wouldn't. And Edith needn't have told what she told +Roscoe--it wouldn't have hurt her to let me alone. And HE told her I +bored him--telephoning him I wanted to see him. He needn't have done +it! He needn't--needn't--” Her voice grew fainter, for that while, +with exhaustion, though she would go over it all again as soon as her +strength returned. She lay panting. Then, seeing her husband standing +disheveled in the doorway, “Don't come in, Roscoe,” she murmured. “I +don't want to see you.” And as he turned away she added, “I'm kind of +sorry for you, Roscoe.” + +Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, +and she had the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also the +disadvantage of a mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her +husband's sharp tutelage, proved an effective one. Edith was reduced to +telephoning Lamhorn from shops whenever she could juggle her mother into +a momentary distraction over a counter. + +Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. Her +whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything that +separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered by only +the lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but Sheridan, +like legions of other parents, intensified her passion and fed it hourly +fuel by opposing to it an intolerable force. He swore she should cool, +and thus set her on fire. + +Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with her +father, and kept her bed betweentimes to let him see what his violence +had done to her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him to breathing +fast, she said pitiably that she might bear her trouble better if she +went away; it was impossible to be in the same town with Lamhorn and not +think always of him. Perhaps in New York she might forget a little. +She had written to a school friend, established quietly with an aunt in +apartments--and a month or so of theaters and restaurants might bring +peace. Sheridan shouted with relief; he gave her a copious cheque, and +she left upon a Monday morning wearing violets with her mourning and +having kissed everybody good-by except Sibyl and Bibbs. She might have +kissed Bibbs, but he failed to realize that the day of her departure +had arrived, and was surprised, on returning from his zinc-eater, that +evening, to find her gone. “I suppose they'll be maried there,” he said, +casually. + +Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, +fuming. “Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!” he snorted. “I +don't want to be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot you +are! She's through with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be kept +away from him a few weeks, and I KEPT her away, and it did the business. +For Heaven's sake, go on out o' here!” + +Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black silk +sling was still round Sheridan's neck, but no word of Gurney's and no +excruciating twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in the sling. The +wounds, slight enough originally, had become infected the first time he +had dislodged the bandages, and healing was long delayed. Sheridan had +the habit of gesture; he could not “take time to remember,” he said, +that he must be careful, and he had also a curious indignation with his +hurt; he refused to pay it the compliment of admitting its existence. + +The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan +Building to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which +the doctor felt had become necessary. But he was a little before +the appointed time and was obliged to wait a few minutes in an +anteroom--there was a directors' meeting of some sort in Sheridan's +office. The door was slightly ajar, leaking cigar-smoke and oratory, the +latter all Sheridan's, and Gurney listened. + +“No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!” he heard the big voice rumbling, and then, +breaking into thunder, “I tell you NO! Some o' you men make me sick! +You'd lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug flipped his +hind leg at you! You say money's tight all over the country. Well, what +if it is? There's no reason for it to be tight, and it's not goin' to +keep OUR money tight! You're always runnin' to the woodshed to hide +your nickels in a crack because some fool newspaper says the market's a +little skeery! You listen to every street-corner croaker and then +come and set here and try to scare ME out of a big thing! We're IN on +this--understand? I tell you there never WAS better times. These are +good times and big times, and I won't stand for any other kind o' talk. +This country's on its feet as it never was before, and this city's on +its feet and goin' to stay there!” And Gurney heard a series of whacks +and thumps upon the desk. “'Bad times'!” Sheridan vociferated, with +accompanying thumps. “Rabbit talk! These times are glorious, I tell you! +We're in the promised land, and we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, +gentlemen. The loan goes!” + +The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened +in. His guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with his +right hand. The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh damage +as best he might; and then he said what he had to say on the subject of +Roscoe and Sibyl, his opinion meeting, as he expected, a warmly hostile +reception. But the result of this conversation was that by telephonic +command Roscoe awaited his father, an hour later, in the library at the +New House. + +“Gurney says your wife's able to travel,” Sheridan said brusquely, as he +came in. + +“Yes.” Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude +which had become his habit. “Yes, she is.” + +“Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!” + +“Oh, I wouldn't put it that way,” Roscoe protested, drearily. + +“No, I hear YOU wouldn't!” There was a bitter gibe in the father's +voice, and he added: “It's a good thing she's goin' abroad--if she'll +stay there. I shouldn't think any of us want her here any more--you +least of all!” + +“It's no use your talking that way,” said Roscoe. “You won't do any +good.” + +“Well, when are you comin' back to your office?” Sheridan used a +brisker, kinder tone. “Three weeks since you showed up there at all. +When you goin' to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the +foolishness and start in again? You ought to be able to make up for a +lot o' lost time and a lot o' spilt milk when that woman takes herself +out o' the way and lets you and all the rest of us alone.” + +“It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say to +you. I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!” + +“Wait a minute before you talk that way!” Sheridan began his sentry-go +up and down the room. “I suppose you know it's taken two pretty good +men about sixteen hours a day to set things straight and get 'em runnin' +right again, down in your office?” + +“They must be good men.” Roscoe nodded indifferently. “I thought I was +doing about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could handle +it.” + +“Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are plenty +men drive harder'n I do, and--” + +“Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with +'em. They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use +the rest of their lives. The last's my case, I guess--'complicated by +domestic difficulties'!” + +“You set there and tell me you give up?” Sheridan's voice shook, and +so did the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward the +despondent figure. “Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say you'll come +down there again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' to trouble you any +more. The work ain't goin' to hurt you if you haven't got her to worry +you, and you can get shut o' this nasty whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't +fastened on you yet. Don't say--” + +“It's no use on earth,” Roscoe mumbled. “No use on earth.” + +“Look here! If you want another month's vacation--” + +“I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?” + +“Gurney!” Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. “It's Gurney, Gurney, +Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' to with +everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' and, 'The +doctor says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country expect to get +its Work done if Gurney and all the other old nanny-goats keep up this +blattin'--'Oh, oh! Don't lift that stick o' wood; you'll ruin your +NERVES!' So he says you got 'nervous exhaustion induced by overwork and +emotional strain.' They always got to stick the Work in if they see a +chance! I reckon you did have the 'emotional strain,' and that's all's +the matter with you. You'll be over it soon's this woman's gone, and +Work's the very thing to make you quit frettin' about her.” + +“Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?” + +“Shut up!” Sheridan bellowed. “I'm so sick o' that man's name I feel +like shootin' anybody that says it to me!” He fumed and chafed, swearing +indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. “Look here; do you +think you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? How much you worth?” + +“I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, +outside the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not.” + +“It is? You could'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, at +your age?” + +“No. But it's mine, and it's enough.” + +“My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit +there! I suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the bucket, +and all you have to do is lay back and wait! You let me tell you right +here, you'll never see one cent of it. You go out o' business now, and +what would you know about handlin' it five or ten or twenty years from +now? Because I intend to STAY here a little while yet, my boy! They'd +either get it away from you or you'd sell for a nickel and let it be +split up and--” He whirled about, marched to the other end of the room, +and stood silent a moment. Then he said, solemnly: “Listen. If you go +out now, you leave me in the lurch, with nothin' on God's green earth +to depend on but your brother--and you know what he is. I've depended on +you for it ALL since Jim died. Now you've listened to that dam' doctor, +and he says maybe you won't ever be as good a man as you were, and that +certainly you won't be for a year or so--probably more. Now, that's all +a lie. Men don't break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell +you, you can shake this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and +a little gumption. Men don't go away for YEARS and then come back into +MOVING businesses like ours--they lose the strings. And if you could, I +won't let you--if you lay down on me now, I won't--and that's because if +you lay down you prove you ain't the man I thought you were.” He cleared +his throat and finished quietly: “Roscoe, will you take a month's +vacation and come back and go to it?” + +“No,” said Roscoe, listlessly. “I'm through.” + +“All right,” said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a +table, went to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. +“Good-by.” + +Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his eyes. +“Best I can do,” he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet lingering. “I +figure it out a good deal like this,” he said. “I didn't KNOW my job +was any strain, and I managed all right, but from what Gur--from what +I hear, I was just up to the limit of my nerves from overwork, and +the--the trouble at home was the extra strain that's fixed me the way I +am. I tried to brace, so I could stand the work and the trouble too, on +whiskey--and that put the finish to me! I--I'm not hitting it as hard as +I was for a while, and I reckon pretty soon, if I can get to feeling a +little more energy, I better try to quit entirely--I don't know. I'm all +in--and the doctor says so. I thought I was running along fine up to a +few months ago, but all the time I was ready to bust, and didn't know +it. Now, then, I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you +I wouldn't speak of her as 'that woman,' because she's your +daughter-in-law and going to stay that way. She didn't do anything +wicked. It was a shock to me, and I don't deny it, to find what she had +done--encouraging that fellow to hang around her after he began trying +to flirt with her, and losing her head over him the way she did. I don't +deny it was a shock and that it'll always be a hurt inside of me I'll +never get over. But it was my fault; I didn't understand a woman's +nature.” Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and desolate earnest. +“A woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting attractive people, and +traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, but I can give her +the traveling--real traveling, not just going to Atlantic City or +New Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman has to have +something in her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I was. I +never understood till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and I +believe if you'd heard her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly +about her; I believe you might have forgiven her like I have. That's +all. I never cared anything for any girl but her in my life, but I was +so busy with business I put it ahead of her. I never THOUGHT about her, +I was so busy thinking business. Well, this is where it's brought us +to--and now when you talk about 'business' to me I feel the way you do +when anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word 'business' makes me +dizzy--it makes me honestly sick at the stomach. I believe if I had +to go down-town and step inside that office door I'd fall down on the +floor, deathly sick. You talk about a 'month's vacation'--and I get just +as sick. I'm rattled--I can't plan--I haven't got any plans--can't make +any, except to take my girl and get just as far away from that office as +I can--and stay. We're going to Japan first, and if we--” + +His father rustled the paper. “I said good-by, Roscoe.” + +“Good-by,” said Roscoe, listlessly. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; then +he rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson appeared. + +“Has Bibbs got home from work?” + +“Mist' Bibbs? No, suh.” + +“Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes.” + +“Yessuh.” + +Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon +the newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond +their explanatory rubrics--there was nothing unusual or startling to +concentrate his attention: + + “Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides.” + “Burglars Make Big Haul.” + “Board Works Approve Big Car-line Extension.” + “Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull Fractured.” + “Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court.” + “Plan New Eighteen-story Structure.” + “School-girl Meets Death under Automobile.” + “Negro Cuts Three. One Dead.” + “Life Crushed Out. Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes + Action by Coroner.” + “Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies Protest to + Governor in Church Rioting Case.” + “Short $3,500 in Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug.” + “Found Frozen. Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when + Parents Return Home from Seeking Work.” + “Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures on Big Future of Our + City. Sees Big Improvement during Short Absence. Says No + European City Holds Candle.” (Sheridan nodded approvingly here.) + +Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. +“Well, father, did you want me?” + +“Yes. Sit down.” Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the fire, +holding out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold outdoors. + +“I came within seven of the shop record to-day,” he said. “I handled +more strips than any other workman has any day this month. The nearest +to me is sixteen behind.” + +“There!” exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. “What'd I tell you? +I'd like to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you +there--I would just like to hear him! And you--ain't you ashamed of +makin' such a fuss about it? Ain't you?” + +“I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time,” Bibbs said, +smiling brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. “I didn't +know the difference it meant to like a thing.” + +“Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I guess I +HAVE! I said the shop'd be good for you, and it was. I said it wouldn't +hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what I said it would be. +Ain't that so?” + +“Looks like it!” Bibbs agreed, gaily. + +“Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! Instead +o' hurting you, it's been the makin' of you--physically. You're a good +inch taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than what I am +if you'd get some flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' a little. +Physically, it's started you out to be the huskiest one o' the whole +family. Now, then, mentally--that's different. I don't say it unkindly, +Bibbs, but you got to do something for yourself mentally, just like +what's begun physically. And I'm goin' to help you.” + +Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his +son's, and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. “I got +plans for you, Bibbs,” he said. + +Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. “I--I'm all +right now, father.” + +“Listen.” Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the tone +of a reasonable man reasoning. “Listen here, Bibbs. I had another blow +to-day, and it was a hard one and right in the face, though I HAVE been +expectin' it some little time back. Well, it's got to be met. Now I'll +be frank with you. As I said a minute ago, mentally I couldn't ever +called you exactly strong. You been a little weak both ways, most of +your life. Not but what I think you GOT a mentality, if you'd learn to +use it. You got will-power, I'll say that for you. I never knew boy or +man that could be stubborner--never one in my life! Now, then, you've +showed you could learn to run that machine best of any man in the shop, +in no time at all. That looks to me like you could learn to do other +things. I don't deny but what it's an encouragin' sign. I don't deny +that, at all. Well, that helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as +it looks. You're all I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't +as poor material as I thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within +seven strips of the shop's record to-day looks to me like encouragin' +information brought in at just about the right time. Now, then, I'm +goin' to give you a raise. I wanted to send you straight on up through +the shops--a year or two, maybe--but I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now +I've lost Roscoe. He's quit. He's laid down on me. If he ever comes back +at all, he'll be a long time pickin' up the strings, and, anyway, he +ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count on him. I got to have +SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to this: you're my last +chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains you got and see if +we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' to put my time +in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, and I won't be +hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' to do the +big thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do the big +thing for me, in return. I've vindicated my policy with you about the +shop, and now I'm goin' to turn right around and swing you 'way over +ahead of where the other boys started, and I'm goin' to make an appeal +to your ambition that'll make you dizzy!” He tapped his son on the knee +again. “Bibbs, I'm goin' to start you off this way: I'm goin' to +make you a director in the Pump Works Company; I'm goin' to make you +vice-president of the Realty Company and a vice-president of the Trust +Company!” + +Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. “Oh no!” he cried. + +Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. “Yes, +sir! And there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those +vice-presidencies, and a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the +directorship. You thought I was pretty mean about the shop--oh, I know +you did!--but you see the old man can play it both ways. And so right +now, the minute you've begun to make good the way I wanted you to, +I deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it out bigger and +bigger every time you show me you're big enough to play the hand I deal +you. I'm startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!” + +“But I don't--I don't--I don't want it!” Bibbs stammered. + +“What'd you say?” Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + +“I don't want it, father. I thank you--I do thank you--” + +Sheridan looked perplexed. “What's the matter with you? Didn't you +understand what I was tellin' you?” + +“Yes.” + +“You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered--” + +“I know, I know! But I can't take it.” + +“What's the matter with you?” Sheridan was half amazed, half suspicious. +“Your head feel funny?” + +“I've never been quite so sane in my life,” said Bibbs, “as I have +lately. And I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right +life. I'm earning my daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My wages +are enough. I don't want any more money, and I don't deserve any--” + +“Damnation!” Sheridan sprang up. “You've turned Socialist! You been +listening to those fellows down there, and you--” + +“No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that isn't +it.” + +Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. +“Then what is it? What's the matter?” + +“Nothing,” his son returned, nervously. “Nothing--except that I'm +content. I don't want to change anything.” + +“Why not?” + +Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. “I'll tell you, +father, if I can. I know it may be hard to understand--” + +“Yes, I think it may be,” said Sheridan, grimly. “What you say usually +is a LITTLE that way. Go on!” + +Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself at +every possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream--a +rough hand stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a table and +made vague drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke he kept his +eyes lowered. “You weren't altogether right about the shop--that is, +in one way you weren't, father.” He glanced up apprehensively. Sheridan +stood facing him, expressionless, and made no attempt to interrupt. +“That's difficult to explain,” Bibbs continued, lowering his eyes again, +to follow the tracings of his finger. “I--I believe the shop might have +done for me this time if I hadn't--if something hadn't helped me to--oh, +not only to bear it, but to be happy in it. Well, I AM happy in it. +I want to go on just as I am. And of all things on earth that I don't +want, I don't want to live a business life--I don't want to be drawn +into it. I don't think it IS living--and now I AM living. I have the +healthful toil--and I can think. In business as important as yours I +couldn't think anything but business. I don't--I don't think making +money is worth while.” + +“Go on,” said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + +“It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see,” said Bibbs. “You +think this city is rich and powerful--but what's the use of its being +rich and powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the schools +because the city is rich and powerful. They teach them more than they +used to because some people--not rich and powerful people--have thought +the thoughts to teach the children. And yet when you've been reading +the paper I've heard you objecting to the children being taught anything +except what would help them to make money. You said it was wasting the +taxes. You want them taught to make a living, but not to live. When I +was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; now it's hideous. What's the +use of being big just to be hideous? I mean I don't think all this has +meant really going ahead--it's just been getting bigger and dirtier and +noisier. Wasn't the whole country happier and in many ways wiser when it +was smaller and cleaner and quieter and kinder? I know you think I'm an +utter fool, father, but, after all, though, aren't business and politics +just the housekeeping part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman +that not only made her housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily +and dirtily that the whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over +it? And suppose she talked and thought about her housekeeping all +the time, and was always having additions built to her house when she +couldn't keep clean what she already had; and suppose, with it all, she +made the house altogether unpeaceful and unlivable--” + +“Just one minute!” Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible courtesy, +“If you will permit me? Have you ever been right about anything?” + +“I don't quite--” + +“I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything +whatever in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon +any subject or question you've thought about and talked about? Can you +mention one single time when you were proved to be right?” + +He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, +“If I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm +right about this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be due +to bring up my average.” + +“Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you +probably couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You been +balkin' all your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you to do, +you'd let out SOME kind of a holler, like you are now--and yet I can't +seem to remember once when you didn't have to lay down and do what I +said. But go on with your remarks about our city and the business of +this country. Go on!” + +“I don't want to be a part of it,” said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. +“I want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I went +down there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for money +enough to--” + +“No,” his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. “You've never had +to earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. Now, let me +remind you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're eatin' pretty +fair food; you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just suppose one o' these +noisy housekeepers--me, for instance--decided to let you do your own +housekeepin'. May I ask what your proposition would be?” + +“I'm earning nine dollars a week,” said Bibbs, sturdily. “It's enough. I +shouldn't mind at all.” + +“Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?” + +“My work!” Bibbs answered. “And I've done so well on that +clipping-machine I believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty +a week at another job. I could be a fair plumber in a few months, +I'm sure. I'd rather have a trade than be in business--I should, +infinitely!” + +“You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!” But Sheridan +struggled with his temper and again was partially successful in +controlling it. “You better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're +either goin' down with me to my office Monday morning--or--you can go to +plumbing!” + +“All right,” said Bibbs, gently. “I can get along.” + +Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. “O God,” he said, +“this boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine dollars a +week, and now his money's gone to his head! Can't You do nothin' for +him?” Then he flung his hands apart, palms outward, in a furious gesture +of dismissal. “Get out o' this room! You got a skull that's thicker'n a +whale's thigh-bone, but it's cracked spang all the way across! You hated +the machine-shop so bad when I sent you there, you went and stayed sick +for over two years--and now, when I offer to take you out of it and give +you the mint, you holler for the shop like a calf for its mammy! You're +cracked! Oh, but I got a fine layout here! One son died, one quit, and +one's a loon! The loon's all I got left! H. P. Ellersly's wife had +a crazy brother, and they undertook to keep him at the house. First +morning he was there he walked straight though a ten-dollar plate-glass +window out into the yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' +That's what you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', 'Oh, look +at the pretty dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what you +bust! Well, mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you +are, I'll take you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn +you--yes, and I'll lam you, if I got to--until I've made something out +of you that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while +I'm able to stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' +at you till they get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and don't +let me hear from you again till you can come and tell me you've waked +up, you poor, pitiful, dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!” + +Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, +for once; but there was more than that--he seemed to be startled by his +father's last word. + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this +storm nor that other which so imminently threatened him held place +in the consciousness of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the +presence of Mary. All was right in his world as he sat with her, reading +Maurice Maeterlinck's Alladine and Palomides. The sorrowful light of +the gas-jet might have been May morning sunshine flashing amber and rose +through the glowing windows of the Sainte-Chapelle, it was so bright for +Bibbs. And while the zinc-eater held out to bring him such golden nights +as these, all the king's horses and all the king's men might not serve +to break the spell. + +Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; +and Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, +appeared to discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look at +him whenever there was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, that +while they were together, and it was light, she looked at him all the +time. + +When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a +little while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and +said: “There's something I want to read over. This:” + + You would think I threw a window open on the dawn.... She has a + soul that can be seen around her--that takes you in its arms like + an ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you + for everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it.... + +He stopped and looked at her. + +“You boy!” said Mary, not very clearly. + +“Oh yes,” he returned. “But it's true--especially my knees!” + +“You boy!” she murmured again, blushing charmingly. “You might read +another line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were +looking into a mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it--I can give +it to you: 'A little Greek slave that came from the heart of Arcady!'” + +“I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works--and going to stay one, +unless I have to decide to study plumbing.” + +“No.” She shook her head. “You love and want what's beautiful and +delicate and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, and +have always wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most wistful +person I had ever known, and that's what you were wistful for.” + +Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment or +two the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. “Why, no,” he said; “I +wanted something else more than that. I wanted you.” + +“And here I am!” she laughed, completely understanding. “I think we're +like those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the rough +Burgundian cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard and +told everybody that the devil was dead.” + +“He isn't, though,” said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next room +began a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. “He gets +into the clock whenever I'm with you.” And, sighing deeply he rose to +go. + +“You're always very prompt about leaving me.” + +“I--I try to be,” he said. “It isn't easy to be careful not to risk +everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw you +look tired--” + +“Have you ever?” + +“Not yet. You always look--you always look--” + +“How?” + +“Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about +something, you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into +people to see it. If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering that +look--and I'd never give up! It's a brave look, too, as though gaiety +might be a kind of gallantry on your part, and yet I don't quite +understand why it should be, either.” He smiled quizzically, looking +down upon her. “Mary, you haven't a 'secret sorrow,' have you?” + +For answer she only laughed. + +“No,” he said; “I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think +that's why you were so kind to me--you have nothing but happiness in +your own life, and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn to +happiness, too. But there's one little time in the twenty-four hours +when I'm not happy. It's now, when I have to say good night. I feel +dismal every time it comes--and then, when I've left the house, there's +a bad little blankness, a black void, as though I were temporarily +dead; and it lasts until I get it established in my mind that I'm really +beginning another day that's to end with YOU again. Then I cheer up. But +now's the bad time--and I must go through it, and so--good night.” And +he added with a pungent vehemence of which he was little aware, “I hate +it!” + +“Do you?” she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood +motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + +“Mary! Your eyes are so--” He stopped. + +“Yes?” But she looked quickly away. + +“I don't know,” he said. “I thought just then--” + +“What did you think?” + +“I don't know--it seemed to me that there was something I ought to +understand--and didn't.” + +She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. “My eyes are +pleased,” she said. “I'm glad that you miss me a little after you go.” + +“But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it,” he +said. + +She inclined her head. “Yes. I'll--'let it'!” + +“Going to church,” said Bibbs. “It IS going to church when I go with +you!” + +She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They had +formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them ever +speaking of it; but it was always the same. She always stood in the +doorway until he reached the sidewalk, and there he always turned and +looked back, and she waved her hand to him. Then he went on, halfway to +the New House, and looked back again, and Mary was not in the doorway, +but the door was open and the light shone. It was as if she meant to +tell him that she would never shut him out; he could always see that +friendly light of the open doorway--as if it were open for him to come +back, if he would. He could see it until a wing of the New House came +between, when he went up the path. The open doorway seemed to him the +beautiful symbol of her friendship--of her thought of him; a symbol of +herself and of her ineffable kindness. + +And she kept the door open--even to-night, though the sleet and fine +snow swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was +strewn with tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw that +she was there, waving her hand to him, as if she did not know that the +storm touched her. When he had gone on, Mary did as she always did--she +went into an unlit room across the hall from that in which they had +spent the evening, and, looking from the window, watched him until he +was out of sight. The storm made that difficult to-night, but she +caught a glimpse of him under the street-lamp that stood between the two +houses, and saw that he turned to look back again. Then, and not before, +she looked at the upper windows of Roscoe's house across the street. +They were dark. Mary waited, but after a little while she closed the +front door and returned to her window. A moment later two of the upper +windows of Roscoe's house flashed into light and a hand lowered the +shade of one of them. Mary felt the cold then--it was the third night +she had seen those windows lighted and the shade lowered, just after +Bibbs had gone. + +But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for +his last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white +already upon his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the +lee of the sheltering wing of the New House. + +A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became +aware of a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the +library: Sheridan cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her voice +rising to an agonized squeal of protest upon each of a series of muffled +detonations--the outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand upon wood; then +Gurney, sharply imperious, “Keep your hand in that sling! Keep your hand +in that sling, I say!” + +“LOOK!” George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important a +tragedy; and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with which +he had first beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before the +eyes of Bibbs. “Look at 'at lamidal statue!” + +Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly +Byzantine--painted colossal fragments of the shattered torso, +appallingly human; and gilded and silvered heaps of magnificence strewn +among ruinous palms like the spoil of a barbarians' battle. There had +been a massacre in the oasis--the Moor had been hurled headlong from his +pedestal. + +“He hit 'at ole lamidal statue,” said George. “POW!” + +“My father?” + +“YESsuh! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick 's +I kin telefoam--she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He ain't +takin' on 'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was 'while ago. +You done miss' it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all quiet' down, to what +he was. POW! he hit'er! Yessuh!” He took Bibbs's coat and proffered a +crumpled telegraph form. “Here what come,” he said. “I pick 'er up when +he done stompin' on 'er. You read 'er, Mist' Bibbs--you' ma tell me tuhn +'er ovuh to you soon's you come in.” + +Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed to +Mrs. Sheridan. + + Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure + you will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal. + Edith Lamhorn. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening to +thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open doors +of the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of him, just +then, would prove nothing less than insufferable for his father. For +that reason he was about to make his escape into the gold-and-brocade +room, intending to keep out of sight, when he heard Sheridan +vociferously demanding his presence. + +“Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let him +in. Now you'll SEE!” And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out into +the hall, beckoned to her son. + +Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white +cotton, his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was +striding up and down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages that +he seemed to be wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were bloodshot; +his forehead was heavily bedewed; one side of his collar had broken +loose, and there were blood-stains upon his right cuff. + +“THERE'S our little sunshine!” he cried, as Bibbs appeared. “THERE'S the +hope o' the family--my lifelong pride and joy! I want--” + +“Keep you hand in that sling,” said Gurney, sharply. + +Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. “For God's sake, +sing another tune!” he cried. “You said you 'came as a doctor but stay +as a friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up and criticize +ME--” + +“Oh, talk sense,” said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. “What do +you want Bibbs to say?” + +“You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'--'hysterical,' +oh Lord! You sat up there and told me I got 'hysterical' over nothin'! +You sat up there tellin' me I didn't have as heavy burdens as many +another man you knew. I just want you to hear THIS. Now listen!” He +swung toward the quiet figure waiting in the doorway. “Bibbs, will you +come down-town with me Monday morning and let me start you with two +vice-presidencies, a directorship, stock, and salaries? I ask you.” + +“No, father,” said Bibbs, gently. + +Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + +“Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, +instead of takin' up my offer?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“And I'd like the doctor to hear: What'll you do if I decide you're +too high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in my +shop?” + +“Find other work,” said Bibbs. + +“There! You hear him for yourself!” Sheridan cried. “You hear what--” + +“Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him.” + +Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and +broke, piping into falsetto: “He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants to +be a PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into business--he +wants to be a plumber so he can THINK!” + +He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left hand. +“There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's my chance +to live,” he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave ashes in his +throat. “That's my one chance to live--that thing you see in the doorway +yonder!” + +Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been winding, +and tossed it into the open bag. “What's the matter with giving Bibbs a +chance to live?” he said, coolly. “I would if I were you. You've had TWO +that went into business.” + +Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. “Joe Gurney,” + he said, when he could command himself so far, “are you accusin' me of +the responsibility for the death of my son James?” + +“I accuse you of nothing,” said the doctor. “But just once I'd like +to have it out with you on the question of Bibbs--and while he's here, +too.” He got up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands behind +his back and smiling. “Look here, old fellow, let's be reasonable,” he +said. “You were bound Bibbs should go to the shop again, and I gave you +and him, both, to understand pretty plainly that if he went it was at +the risk of his life. Well, what did he do? He said he wanted to go. And +he did go, and he's made good there. Now, see: Isn't that enough? Can't +you let him off now? He wants to write, and how do you know that he +couldn't do it if you gave him a chance? How do you know he hasn't some +message--something to say that might make the world just a little +bit happier or wiser? He MIGHT--in time--it's a possibility not to be +denied. Now he can't deliver any message if he goes down there with you, +and he won't HAVE any to deliver. I don't say going down with you is +likely to injure his health, as I thought the shop would, and as the +shop did, the first time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But +I tell you one thing I know: if you take him down there you'll kill +something that I feel is in him, and it's finer, I think, than his +physical body, and you'll kill it deader than a door-nail! And so +why not let it live? You've about come to the end of your string, old +fellow. Why not stop this perpetual devilish fighting and give Bibbs his +chance?” + +Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. “What 'fighting?'” + +“Yours--with nature.” Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his fierce +antagonist equably. “You don't seem to understand that you've been +struggling against actual law.” + +“What law?” + +“Natural law,” said Gurney. “What do you think beat you with Edith? Did +Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question something +powerful that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, and you weren't +against HER, but you set yourself against the power that had her in its +grip, and it shot out a spurt of flame--and won in a walk! What's taken +Roscoe from you? Timbers bear just so much strain, old man; but YOU +wanted to send the load across the broken bridge, and you thought you +could bully or coax the cracked thing into standing. Well, you couldn't! +Now here's Bibbs. There are thousands of men fit for the life you want +him to lead--and so is he. It wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be +twice as good a business man as Jim and Roscoe put together.” + +“WHAT!” Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + +“Your son Bibbs,” said the doctor, composedly, “Bibbs Sheridan has +the kind and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success in +anything--if he ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to remain +asleep. I like him that way. But the thousands of men fit for the life +you want him to lead aren't fit to do much with the life he OUGHT +to lead. Blindly, he's been fighting for the chance to lead it--he's +obeying something that begs to stay alive within him; and, blindly, he +knows you'll crush it out. You've set your will to do it. Let me tell +you something more. You don't know what you've become since Jim's going +thwarted you--and that's what was uppermost, a bafflement stronger than +your normal grief. You're half mad with a consuming fury against the +very self of the law--for it was the very self of the law that took Jim +from you. That was a law concerning the cohesion of molecules. The very +self of the law took Roscoe from you and gave Edith the certainty of +beating you; and the very self of the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. +The LAW beats you. Haven't you been whipped enough? But you want to whip +the law--you've set yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, to +wield it and twist it--” + +The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. “Yes! And by +God, I will!” + +“So Ajax defied the lightning,” said Gurney. + +“I've heard that dam'-fool story, too,” Sheridan retorted, fiercely. +“That's for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me +tell you! 'Defied the lightning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been half +a man he'd 'a' got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' the +lightning--we hitch it up and make it work for us like a black-steer! A +man nowadays would just as soon think o' defyin' a wood-shed!” + +“Well, what about Bibbs?” said Gurney. “Will you be a really big man now +and--” + +“Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!” Sheridan began to walk to and +fro again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot +his bolt the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, but +the target seemed unaware of the marksman. + +“I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder,” Sheridan +went on, “and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what--I +don't! I suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I +mightn't need a son! Yes, I got a son-in-law now--a spender!” + +“Oh, put your hand back!” said Gurney, wearily. + +There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right hand +in the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the table +and half-way across the room--a comet with a destroying black tail. Mrs. +Sheridan shrieked and sprang toward it. + +“Let it lay!” he shouted, fiercely. “Let it lay!” And, weeping, she +obeyed. “Yes, sir,” he went on, in a voice the more ominous for the +sudden hush he put upon it. “I got a spender for a son-in-law! It's +wonderful where property goes, sometimes. There was ole man Tracy--you +remember him, Doc--J. R. Tracy, solid banker. He went into the bank as +messenger, seventeen years old; he was president at forty-three, and he +built that bank with his life for forty years more. He was down there +from nine in the morning until four in the afternoon the day before he +died--over eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? It was diamond edge! He used +to eat a bag o' peanuts and an apple for lunch; but he wasn't +stingy--he was just livin' in his business. He didn't care for pie or +automobiles--he had his bank. It was an institution, and it come pretty +near bein' the beatin' heart o' this town in its time. Well, that ole +man used to pass one o' these here turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants +cigarette boys on the streets. Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak +to him? God! he wouldn't 'a' coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him +clean the cuspidors at the bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' +in FRONT the bank he'd 'a' had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy +was doin' every day of his life was workin' for that cigarette boy! +Tracy thought it was for the bank; he thought he was givin' his life and +his life-blood and the blood of his brain for the bank, but he wasn't. +It was every bit--from the time he went in at seventeen till he died in +harness at eighty-three--it was every last lick of it just slavin' for +that turned-up-nose, turned-up-pants cigarette boy. AND TRACY DIDN'T +EVEN KNOW HIS NAME! He died, not ever havin' heard it, though he chased +him off the front steps of his house once. The day after Tracy died his +old-maid daughter married the cigarette--and there AIN'T any Tracy bank +any more! And now”--his voice rose again--“and now I got a cigarette +son-in-law!” + +Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and +Sheridan once more returned it to the sling. + +“My son-in-law likes Florida this winter,” Sheridan went on. “That's +good, and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll be +there next winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and I hear +it can be done in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's woman got +me to spend that much on a porch for their new house, Edith wouldn't +give me a minute's rest till I turned over the same to her. And she's +got it, besides what I gave her to go East on. It'll be gone long before +this time next year, and when she comes home and leaves the cigarette +behind--for good--she'll get some more. MY name ain't Tracy, and there +ain't goin' to be any Tracy business in the Sheridan family. And there +ain't goin' to be any college foundin' and endowin' and trusteein', +nor God-knows-what to keep my property alive when I'm gone! Edith'll +be back, and she'll get a girl's share when she's through with that +cigarette, but--” + +“By the way,” interposed Gurney, “didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that +Bibbs warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?” + +Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed +and stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with his +wounded hand, and when the doctor, after storming at him ineffectively, +sprang to catch and protect that hand, Sheridan wrenched it away, +tearing the bandage. He hammered the table till it leaped. + +“Fool!” he panted, choking. “If he's shown gumption enough to guess +right the first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' +him on!” And, struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, +thrusting forward his convulsed face, which was deathly pale. “My name +ain't Tracy, I tell you!” he screamed, hoarsely. “You give in, you +stubborn fool! I've had my way with you before, and I'll have my way +with you now!” + +Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering that +“splendid look” of Mary's which he had told her would give him courage +in a struggle, so that he would “never give up.” + +“No. You can't have your way,” he said. And then, obeying a significant +motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving them struggling. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her +husband's room at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the +darkened chamber. At the “old” house they had shared a room, but the +architect had chosen to separate them at the New, and they had not known +how to formulate an objection, although to both of them something seemed +vaguely reprehensible in the new arrangement. + +Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the +aperture when he spoke. + +“Oh, I'm AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door.” + +She came and sat by the bed. “I woke up thinkin' about it,” she +explained. “And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must +be right, and I knew you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, +so--well, you got plenty other troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't +goin' to have the worry with Bibbs it looks like.” + +“You BET I ain't!” he grunted. + +“Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works,” she continued. +“He's a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I honestly have to +say he seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll say something sounds +right bright. 'Course, most always it doesn't, and a good deal of the +time, when he says things, why, I have to feel glad we haven't got +company, because they'd think he didn't have any gumption at all. Yet, +look at the way he did when Jim--when Jim got hurt. He took right hold +o' things. 'Course he'd been sick himself so much and all--and the rest +of us never had, much, and we were kind o' green about what to do in +that kind o' trouble--still, he did take hold, and everything went off +all right; you'll have to say that much, papa. And Dr. Gurney says he's +got brains, and you can't deny but what the doctor's right considerable +of a man. He acts sleepy, but that's only because he's got such a large +practice--he's a pretty wide-awake kind of a man some ways. Well, what +he says last night about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and how much he'd +amount to if he ever woke up--that's what I got to thinkin' about. You +heard him, papa; he says, 'Bibbs'll be a bigger business man than what +Jim and Roscoe was put together--if he ever wakes up,' he says. Wasn't +that exactly what he says?” + +“I suppose so,” said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. +“Gurney's crazier'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't--if what he says was +true--what of it?” + +“Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get married. +You know where he goes all the time--” + +“Oh, Lord, yes!” Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the wall, +leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. “You +better go back to sleep. He runs over there--every minute she'll let +him, I suppose. Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it.” + +“WHY ain't there?” she urged. “I know better--there is, too! You wait +and see. There's just one thing in the world that'll wake the sleepiest +young man alive up--yes, and make him JUMP up--and I don't care who he +is or how sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when he takes it +into his head to pick out some girl and settle down and have a home and +chuldern of his own. THEN, I guess, he'll go out after the money! You'll +see. I've known dozens o' cases, and so've you--moony, no-'count young +men, all notions and talk, goin' to be ministers, maybe or something; +and there's just this one thing takes it out of 'em and brings 'em right +down to business. Well, I never could make out just what it is +Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem he wants to be a minister +exactly--he's so far-away you can't tell, and he never SAYS--but I know +this is goin' to get him right down to common sense. Now, I don't say +that Bibbs has got the idea in his head yet--'r else he wouldn't be +talkin' that fool-talk about nine dollars a week bein' good enough for +him to live on. But it's COMIN', papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you +want to hand him out. He will! And I can tell you this much, too: he'll +want all the salary and stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to +keep gettin' more. That girl's the kind that a young husband just goes +crazy to give things to! She's pretty and fine-lookin', and things look +nice on her, and I guess she'd like to have 'em about as well as the +next. And I guess she isn't gettin' many these days, either, and she'll +be pretty ready for the change. I saw her with her sleeves rolled up at +the kitchen window the other day, and Jackson told me yesterday their +cook left two weeks ago, and they haven't tried to hire another one. He +says her and her mother been doin' the housework a good while, and now +they're doin' the cookin,' too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't know that +unless she's told him, and I reckon she wouldn't; she's kind o' +stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is too up in the clouds to notice anything +like that for himself. They've never asked him to a meal in the house, +but he wouldn't notice that, either--he's kind of innocent. Now I was +thinkin'--you know, I don't suppose we've hardly mentioned the girl's +name at table since Jim went, but it seems to me maybe if--” + +Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. +“You're barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!” + +“Why am I?” she demanded, crossly. “Why am I barkin' up the wrong tree?” + +“Because you are. There's nothin' in it.” + +“I'll bet you,” she said, rising--“I'll bet you he goes to church with +her this morning. What you want to bet?” + +“Go back to bed,” he commanded. “I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; there's +nothin' in it, I tell you.” + +She shook her head perplexedly. “You think because--because Jim was +runnin' so much with her it wouldn't look right?” + +“No. Nothin' to do with it.” + +“Then--do you know something about it that you ain't told me?” + +“Yes, I do,” he grunted. “Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. I +ain't had any yet!” + +“Well--” She went to the door, her expression downcast. “I thought +maybe--but--” She coughed prefatorily. “Oh, papa, something else I +wanted to tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last night +when the telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but--well, Sibyl wants +to come over this afternoon. Roscoe says she has something she wants to +say to us. It'll be the first time she's been out since she was able to +sit up--and I reckon she wants to tell us she's sorry for what happened. +They expect to get off by the end o' the week, and I reckon she wants to +feel she's done what she could to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's +what he said. I 'phoned him again about Edith, and he said it wouldn't +disturb Sibyl, because she'd been expectin' it; she was sure all +along it was goin' to happen; and, besides, I guess she's got all that +foolishness pretty much out of her, bein' so sick. But what I thought +was, no use bein' rough with her, papa--I expect she's suffered a +good deal--and I don't think we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. +You'll--you'll be kind o' polite to her, won't you, papa?” + +He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had +pulled over his head. + +“What?” she said, timidly. “I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat Sibyl +all right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, papa?” + +He threw the coverlet off furiously. “I presume so!” he roared. + +She departed guiltily. + +But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to +church with Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have lost. +Nevertheless, Bibbs and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. Vertrees's +house with the purpose of going to church. That was their intention, and +they had no other. They meant to go to church. + +But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a conversation +as they came to the church; and though Mary was looking to the right and +Bibbs was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward glance converged with +Mary's rightward glance, and neither was looking far beyond the other +at this time. It also happened that, though they were a little jostled +among groups of people in the vicinity of the church, they passed this +somewhat prominent edifice without being aware of their proximity to it, +and they had gone an incredible number of blocks beyond it before +they discovered their error. However, feeling that they might be +embarrassingly late if they returned, they decided that a walk would +make them as good. It was a windless winter morning, with an inch of +crisp snow over the ground. So they walked, and for the most part they +were silent, but on their way home, after they had turned back at noon, +they began to be talkative again. + +“Mary,” said Bibbs, after a time, “am I a sleep-walker?” + +She laughed a little, then looked grave. “Does your father say you are?” + +“Yes--when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. He +has quite a list.” + +“You mustn't mind,” she said, gently. “He's been getting some pretty +severe shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, Bibbs. +I've always been sure he's very big.” + +“Yes. Big and--blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without any +consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to grow +stronger. Stronger for what? For nothing.” + +“Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger for +something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what he and +his kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T see +it--so great none of us could see it.” + +“No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving underground--” + +“Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight,” she finished +for him, cheerily. + +“Into the smoke,” said Bibbs. “Look at the powder of coal-dust already +dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's from the +little pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's a fleck of +soot on your cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; he might as well +have thrown it on you. It would have been braver, for then he'd have +taken his chance of my whipping him for it if I could.” + +“IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so +rhetorically? IS there?” + +“Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary--a fleck on each. One +landed since I mentioned the first.” + +She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded in +transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They were +entirely matter-of-course about it. + +An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary +for the last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of the +soot. “There!” said the elderly wife. “You're always wrong when +you begin guessing about strangers. Those two young people aren't +honeymooners at all--they've been married for years. A blind man could +see that.” + + +“I wish I did know who threw that soot on you,” said Bibbs, looking up +at the neighboring chimneys, as they went on. “They arrest children for +throwing snowballs at the street-cars, but--” + +“But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures in +the houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they make. +I wonder what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city each year. +Yes, we pay the price for living in a 'growing town,' whether we have +money to pay or none.” + +“Who is it gets the pay?” said Bibbs. + +“Not I!” she laughed. + +“Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only some +of the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father wants me to +get.” + +“Yes,” she said, smiling to him, and nodding. “And you don't want it, +and you don't need it.” + +“But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?” He had told her of his +father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor and +picturesqueness of their setting forth. “You think I'm right?” + +“A thousand times!” she cried. “There aren't so many happy people in +this world, I think--and you say you've found what makes you happy. If +it's a dream--keep it!” + +“The thought of going down there--into the money shuffle--I hate it as +I never hated the shop!” he said. “I hate it! And the city itself, the +city that the money shuffle has made--just look at it! Look at it in +winter. The snow's tried hard to make the ugliness bearable, but the +ugliness is winning; it's making the snow hideous; the snow's getting +dirty on top, and it's foul underneath with the dirt and disease of the +unclean street. And the dirt and the ugliness and the rush and the noise +aren't the worst of it; it's what the dirt and ugliness and rush and +noise MEAN--that's the worst! The outward things are insufferable, but +they're only the expression of a spirit--a blind embryo of a spirit, not +yet a soul--oh, just greed! And this 'go ahead' nonsense! Oughtn't it +all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't want to get ahead if I could--I'd +want to help the other fellow to keep up with me.” + +“I read something the other day and remembered it for you,” said Mary. +“It was something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: +'In the first picture I shall make a man walking in the street of +a great city, full of all kinds of happy life: children, and lovers +walking, and ladies leaning from the windows all down great lengths of +a street leading to the city walls; and there the gates are wide open, +letting in a space of green field and cornfield in harvest; and all +round his head a great rain of swirling autumn leaves blowing from a +little walled graveyard.” + +“And if I painted,” Bibbs returned, “I'd paint a lady walking in the +street of a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile +life--children being taught only how to make money, and lovers hurrying +to get richer, and ladies who'd given up trying to wash their windows +clean, and the gates of the city wide open, letting in slums and +slaughter-houses and freight-yards, and all round this lady's head a +great rain of swirling soot--” He paused, adding, thoughtfully: “And yet +I believe I'm glad that soot got on your cheek. It was just as if I were +your brother--the way you gave me your handkerchief to rub it off for +you. Still, Edith never--” + +“Didn't she?” said Mary, as he paused again. + +“No. And I--” He contented himself with shaking his head instead of +offering more definite information. Then he realized that they were +passing the New House, and he sighed profoundly. “Mary, our walk's +almost over.” + +She looked as blank. “So it is, Bibbs.” + +They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly +to a stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with +Sibyl, who was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her +illness, however, walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not +taking his arm. The two crossed the street without appearing to see Mary +and her companion, and entering the New House, were lost to sight. Mary +gazed after them gravely, but Bibbs, looking at Mary, did not see them. + +“Mary,” he said, “you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?” + +“No, Bibbs.” And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him +instantly unreasonably happy. + +“I know you want to go in--” he began. + +“No. I don't want to.” + +“I mustn't keep you standing here, and I mustn't go in with you--but--I +just wanted to say--I've seemed very stupid to myself this morning, +grumbling about soot and all that--while all the time I--Mary, I think +it's been the very happiest of all the hours you've given me. I do. +And--I don't know just why--but it's seemed to me that it was one I'd +always remember. And you,” he added, falteringly, “you look so--so +beautiful to-day!” + +“It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs.” + +“Mary, will you tell me something?” he asked. + +“I think I will.” + +“It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them +ever just fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so much +colder, you don't--you never wear them at all any more. Why don't you?” + +Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up gaily. +“Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask any more +questions?” + +“Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?” + +“Because I found I'd be warmer without them!” She caught his hand +quickly in her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran into +the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative +warmth will so often make even a ready-made library the actual +“living-room” of a family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed sealed. +Thus it was with Sheridan, who read nothing except newspapers, +business letters, and figures; who looked upon books as he looked upon +bric-a-brac or crocheting--when he was at home, and not abed or eating, +he was in the library. + +He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at the +far end of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and he +exhaled a solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, +as always, in the length of his coat and the closeness of his +Saturday-night shave; and his expression, to match this religious pomp, +was more than Sabbatical, but the most dismaying of his demonstrations +was his keeping his hand in his sling. + +Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not looking +at him, but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, her hands were +nervously moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another part of the room. +There was a deadly silence. + +But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though she +was unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to veil +them. She spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting something +committed to memory, but her sincerity was none the less evident for +that. + +“Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to +me, and I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the +way I acted. I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that +night, and to say I know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and it +will never happen again, because it's been a pretty hard lesson; +and when we come back, some day, I hope you'll see that you've got a +daughter-in-law you never need to be ashamed of again. I want to ask +you to excuse me for the way I did, and I can say I haven't any feelings +toward Edith now, but only wish her happiness and good in her new life. +I thank you for all your kindness to me, and I know I made a poor return +for it, but if you can overlook the way I behaved I know I would feel a +good deal happier--and I know Roscoe would, too. I wish to promise not +to be as foolish in the future, and the same error would never occur +again to make us all so unhappy, if you can be charitable enough to +excuse it this time.” + +He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, +never lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved the +agitation of her hands within the muff. + +“All right,” he said at last. + +She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation of +heavy tears when the eyelids lifted. + +“Thank you,” she said. “There's something else--about something +different--I want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear it, +too.” + +“She's up-stairs in her room,” said Sheridan. “Roscoe--” + +Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall and +begin to ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively perceived +the chance for precisely the effect she wanted. + +“No, let me go,” she said. “I want to speak to her a minute first, +anyway.” + +And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to see +Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, in his +room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; for +bitter Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently informed +her of the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, and with +the recollection there had flashed the thought--out of her own +experience--that people are often much more deeply impressed by words +they overhear than by words directly addressed to them. Sibyl +intended to make it impossible for Bibbs not to overhear. She did not +hesitate--her heart was hot with the old sore, and she believed wholly +in the justice of her cause and in the truth of what she was going to +say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had delivered into her hands the +girl who had affronted her. + +Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe had +driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her husband's +mood, and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a mark of +emphasis again, in her presence, she would (as she thought of it) “have +a fit right there.” She heard Sibyl's step, and pretended to be putting +a touch to her hair before a mirror. + +“I was just coming down,” she said, as the door opened. + +“Yes, he wants you to,” said Sibyl. “It's all right, mother Sheridan. +He's forgiven me.” + +Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her +daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, +wiped her eyes, and applied powder. + +“And I hope Edith will be happy,” Sibyl added, inciting more +applications of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + +“Yes, yes,” murmured the good woman. “We mustn't make the worst of +things.” + +“Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear +it, too,” said Sibyl. “We better go down, mother Sheridan.” + +She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they came +to a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. “I want to tell you +about it first,” she said, abruptly. “It isn't a secret, of course, in +any way; it's something the whole family has to know, and the sooner the +whole family knows it the better. It's something it wouldn't be RIGHT +for us ALL not to understand, and of course father Sheridan most of all. +But I want to just kind of go over it first with you; it'll kind of help +me to see I got it all straight. I haven't got any reason for saying it +except the good of the family, and it's nothing to me, one way or the +other, of course, except for that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I +did that night, and it seems to me if there's anything I can do to help +the family, I ought to, because it would help show I felt the right way. +Well, what I want to do is to tell this so's to keep the family from +being made a fool of. I don't want to see the family just made use of +and twisted around her finger by somebody that's got no more heart than +so much ice, and just as sure to bring troubles in the long run as--as +Edith's mistake is. Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell +you how it looks to me and see if it don't strike you the same way.” + +Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. He +wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying to +write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem begun +the preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted to +fix upon paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity +to vanish, for they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the +beginnings of his poem, and if he could carry it through he meant to +dare greatly with it--he would venture it upon an editor. For he had +his plan of life now: his day would be of manual labor and thinking--he +could think of his friend and he could think in cadences for poems, to +the crashing of the strong machine--and if his father turned him out of +home and out of the Works, he would work elsewhere and live elsewhere. +His father had the right, and it mattered very little to Bibbs--he faced +the prospect of a working-man's lodging-house without trepidation. He +could find a washstand to write upon, he thought; and every evening when +he left Mary he would write a little; and he would write on holidays and +on Sundays--on Sundays in the afternoon. In a lodging-house, at least +he wouldn't be interrupted by his sister-in-law's choosing the immediate +vicinity of his door for conversations evidently important to herself, +but merely disturbing to him. He frowned plaintively, wishing he could +think of some polite way of asking her to go away. But, as she went on, +he started violently, dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + +“I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan,” she said, “but +this old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and +all THEY got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a +little longer. Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has +been up and down the streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job he +could call a 'position,' and couldn't land it. You heard anything about +it, mother Sheridan?” + +“Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while +back,” said Mrs. Sheridan. “And now they're doin' the cookin', too.” + +Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. “I hope they find +something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!” + +Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy--of +all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream the last +would have been what he heard now. He felt that something incredible was +happening, and that he was powerless to stop it. It seemed to him that +heavy blows were falling on his head and upon Mary's; it seemed to +him that he and Mary were being struck and beaten physically--and that +something hideous impended. He wanted to shout to Sibyl to be silent, +but he could not; he could only stand, swallowing and trembling. + +“What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this,” said +Sibyl, sharply. “Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees +started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! +They'd got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and +Mrs. Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took +the daughter out auto-riding!” She paused a moment, looking at Mrs. +Sheridan, but listening intently. There was no sound from within the +room. + +“No!” exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + +“It's the truth,” Sibyl declared, loudly. “Oh, of course we were all +crazy about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up +here, and we thought she'd get us IN--but it didn't take ME long to read +her! Her family were down and out when it came to money--and they had to +go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started for Roscoe; but +she found out pretty quick he was married, and she turned right around +to Jim--and she landed him! There's no doubt about it, she had Jim, and +if he'd lived you'd had another daughter-in-law before this, as sure as +I stand here telling you the God's truth about it! Well--when Jim was +left in the cemetery she was waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! +Jim wasn't COLD--and she didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, +but he was the only one of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get +him.” + +The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was not, +in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and she spoke +with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + +“What I feel about it is,” she said, “it oughtn't to be allowed to go +on. It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him made +such a fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a fool of! +I like poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute himself he'd +have to realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would be apt to fall +in love with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but you know how he +WAS--just kind of a long white rag in good clothes. And girls like +men with some GO to 'em--SOME sort of dashingness, anyhow! Nobody ever +looked at poor Bibbs before, and neither'd she--no, SIR! not till she'd +tried both Roscoe and Jim first! It was only when her and her family got +desperate that she--” + +Bibbs--whiter than when he came from the sanitarium--opened the door. +He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. Both women +screamed. + +“Oh, good heavens!” cried Sibyl. “Were you in THERE? Oh, I wouldn't--” + She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward the stairway. “Come +on, mother Sheridan!” she urged, and as the befuddled and confused lady +obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy exclamations: “Good gracious! Oh, +I wouldn't--too bad! I didn't DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his +feelings! Not for the world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, +good heavens--” + +She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top of +the stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but Bibbs was not +following; he had gone back into his room. + +“He--he looked--oh, terrible bad!” stammered Mrs. Sheridan. “I--I +wish--” + +“Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it,” said Sibyl. “I +shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could happened. +Come on!” + +And completing their descent to the library, the two made their +appearance to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full and +truthful account of what had taken place, repeating her own remarks, +and omitting only the fact that it was through her design that Bibbs had +overheard them. + +“But as I told mother Sheridan,” she said, in conclusion, “it might turn +out for the very best that he did hear--just that way. Don't you think +so, father Sheridan?” + +He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top +of his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given no +sign of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary Vertrees's +character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl--it was Bibbs whom +she desired to impress, and she was content in that matter. + +“I'm sure it was all for the best,” she said. “It's over now, and +he knows what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, just +hearing a thing that way, a person can tell it's SO--and he knows I +haven't got any ax to grind except his own good and the good of the +family.” + +Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking toward +the stairway. “I wish--I wish I knew what he was doin',” she said. “He +did look terrible bad. It was like something had been done to him +that was--I don't know what. I never saw anybody look like he did. +He looked--so queer. It was like you'd--” She called down the hall, +“George!” + +“Yes'm?” + +“Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?” + +“Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done buil' +him nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm.” He departed. + +“What do you expect he wants a fire for?” she asked, turning toward her +husband. “The house is warm as can be, I do wish I--” + +“Oh, quit frettin'!” said Sheridan. + +“Well, I--I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know you +meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would been so much +harm if--” + +“Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in the +family? Why, she--” + +“I don't know, I don't know,” the troubled woman quavered. “If he liked +her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and he hasn't +ever taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way it was, there +was more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa wants him to. If +she wants to marry him--” + +Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. “She don't!” he said. +“You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that kind of a +girl.” + +“But, father Sheridan, didn't she--” + +He cut her short. “That's enough. You may mean all right, but you guess +wrong. So do you, mamma.” + +Sibyl cried out, “Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim--” + +“She did not,” he said, curtly. “She wouldn't take Jim. She turned him +down cold.” + +“But that's impossi--” + +“It's not. I KNOW she did.” + +Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + +“And YOU needn't worry,” he said, turning to his wife. “This won't have +any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, anyhow. +D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs--after she wouldn't take +JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs come to see her, +but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement the way you women +think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he has--he'd 'a' been at +me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job he could support a wife +on. There's nothin' in it--and I've got the same old fight with him on +my hands I've had all his life--and the Lord knows what he won't do +to balk me! What's happened now'll probably only make him twice as +stubborn, but--” + +“SH!” Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. “That's his +step--he's comin' down-stairs.” She shrank away from the door as if +she feared to have Bibbs see her. “I--I wonder--” she said, almost in a +whisper--“I wonder what he's goin'--to do.” + +Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, +frowning, but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved +toward Sibyl, who stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened as +the slow steps descended the stairs and came toward the library. + +Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes looked +slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested upon his +father. Then he came and stood before him. + +“I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me,” he said, gently. “You +won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me.” + +Sheridan did not speak--he stared, astounded and incredulous; and Bibbs +had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, though he +went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to move. She went +nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the hall. Bibbs had +gone from the house. + +Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known +before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant--something in her +mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing had been +done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went up to his +room. + +The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, +charred ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the +large upper tray, which she remembered to have seen full of papers and +note-books, was empty. And somehow she understood that Bibbs had given +up the mysterious vocation he had hoped to follow--and that he had +given it up for ever. She thought it was the wisest thing he could have +done--and yet, for an unknown reason, she sat upon the bed and wept a +little before she went down-stairs. + +So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of +passage upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; +a black-clad, thin young man, whose expression was one of habitual +anxiety, habitual wariness and habitual eagerness. He propelled a +perambulator containing the third--and all three were newly cleaned, +Sundayfied, and made fit to dine with the wife's relatives. + +“How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?” the husband +whispered. “He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left now.” + +The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. “Well, I don't know,” she returned. +“He looks to me like he had his own troubles.” + +“I expect he has, like anybody else,” said the young husband, “but I +guess we could stand a good deal if we had his money.” + +“Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby'll be as well fixed +as the Sheridans. You can't tell.” She glanced back at Bibbs, who had +turned north. “He walks kind of slow and stooped over, like.” + +“So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess,” said the young +husband, with bitter admiration. + +Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she +started, clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him at +the door. + +“Bibbs!” she cried. “What is the matter? I saw something was terribly +wrong when I--You look--” She paused, and he came in, not lifting his +eyes to hers. Always when he crossed that threshold he had come with +his head up and his wistful gaze seeking hers. “Ah, poor boy!” she said, +with a gesture of understanding and pity. “I know what it is!” + +He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into a +chair. + +“You needn't tell me,” she said. “They've made you give up. Your +father's won--you're going to do what he wants. You've given up.” + +Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + +She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. “Bibbs,” + she said. “I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. I can be +glad you came straight to me. It's more to me than even if you'd come +because you were happy.” She did not speak again for a little while; +then she said: “Bibbs--dear--could you tell me about it? Do you want +to?” + +Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked her +a question so grotesque that at first she thought she had misunderstood +his words. + +“Mary,” he said, “could you marry me?” + +“What did you say, Bibbs?” she asked, quietly. + +His tone and attitude did not change. “Will you marry me?” + +Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks--she grew red and then white. +She rose slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first +incredulously, then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous +in her wide eyes; it was like a spoken question. The room filled with +strangeness in the long silence--the two were so strange to each other. +At last she said: + +“What made you say that?” + +He did not answer. + +“Bibbs, look at me!” Her voice was loud and clear. “What made you say +that? Look at me!” + +He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + +“What was it that made you?” she said. “I want you to tell me.” + +She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that +intensity of wonder. “You've given up--to your father,” she said, +slowly, “and then you came to ask me--” She broke off. “Bibbs, do you +want me to marry you?” + +“Yes,” he said, just audibly. + +“No!” she cried. “You do not. Then what made you ask me? What is it +that's happened?” + +“Nothing.” + +“Wait,” she said. “Let me think. It's something that happened since our +walk this morning--yes, since you left me at noon. Something happened +that--” She stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of amazement and +dawning comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had gone to the New +House. + +Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, “I do--I do want you +to--marry me, if--if--you could.” + +She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. “Bibbs, do you--” Her +voice was as unsteady as his--little more than a whisper. “Do you think +I'm--in love with you?” + +“No,” he said. + +Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; it +did not seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware of it. +“Why?” + +“I've had nothing but dreams,” Bibbs said, desolately, “but they weren't +like that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me.” He smiled faintly, +though still he did not look at Mary. “And when I first came home Edith +told me Sibyl was so anxious to marry that she'd have married ME. She +meant it to express Sibyl's extremity, you see. But I hardly needed +either of them to tell me. I hadn't thought of myself as--well, not as +particularly captivating!” + +Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. “Those two!” she +exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: “Lamhorn! +That's like them!” She turned away, went to the bare little black +mantel, and stood leaning upon it. Presently she asked: “WHEN did Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan say that 'no girl' could care about you?” + +“To-day.” + +Mary drew a deep breath. “I think I'm beginning to understand--a +little.” She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and +in her voice. “Answer me once more,” she said. “Bibbs, do you know now +why I stopped wearing my furs?” + +“Yes.” + +“I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?” + +“I--I heard her say--” + +“I think I know what happened, now.” Mary's breath came fast and her +voice shook, but she spoke rapidly. “You 'heard her say' more than that. +You 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I +tried first to marry your brother--and then--” But now she faltered, and +it was only after a convulsive effort that she was able to go on. “And +then--that I tried to marry--you! You 'heard her say' that--and you +believe that I don't care for you and that 'no girl' could care for +you--but you think I am in such an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was--that you-- +And so, not wanting me, and believing that I could not want you--except +for my 'extremity'--you took your father's offer and then came to ask +me--to marry you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you--” + +Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon +the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + +“Mary, Mary!” he cried, helplessly. “Oh NO--you--you don't understand.” + +“I do, though!” she sobbed. “I do!” + +He came and stood beside her. “You kill me!” he said. “I can't make it +plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was +always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent--I did nothing +but lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all about my +idiotic distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of wonderful +being that had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. You +seemed to lean down--out of a rosy cloud--to be kind to me. I never +dreamed I could do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could need +anything to be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that--that +you--” + +“You heard that I needed to marry--some one--anybody--with money,” she +sobbed. “And you thought we were so--so desperate--you believed that I +had--” + +“No!” he said, quickly. “I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing +for me--for that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except +generously--to give. I said I couldn't make it plain!” he cried, +despairingly. + +“Wait!” She lifted her head and extended her hands to him unconsciously, +like a child. “Help me up, Bibbs.” Then, when she was once more upon her +feet, she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him ruefully and faintly, but +reassuringly, as if to tell him, in that way, that she knew he had +not meant to hurt her. And that smile of hers, so lamentable, but so +faithfully friendly, misted his own eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered +them no more. + +“Let me tell you what you want to tell me,” she said. “You can't, +because you can't put it into words--they are too humiliating for me +and you're too gentle to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? You +didn't believe that I'd tried to make you fall in love with me--” + +“Never! Never for an instant!” + +“You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me--” + +“No, no, no!” + +“I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew I +cared for you--but you didn't think I might be--in love with you. +But you thought that I might marry you without being in love with you +because you did believe I had tried to marry your brother, and--” + +“Mary, I only knew--for the first time--that you--that you were--” + +“Were desperately poor,” she said. “You can't even say that! Bibbs, it +was true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!” And she sank +down into the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was agonized. + +“Mary,” he groaned, “I didn't know you COULD cry!” + +“Listen,” she said. “Listen till I get through--I want you to +understand. We were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never had +been, and we didn't know what to do. We'd been almost rich; there was +plenty, but my father wanted to take advantage of the growth of the +town; he wanted to be richer, but instead--well, just about the time +your father finished building next door we found we hadn't anything. +People say that, sometimes, meaning that they haven't anything in +comparison with other people of their own kind, but we really hadn't +anything--we hadn't anything at all, Bibbs! And we couldn't DO anything. +You might wonder why I didn't 'try to be a stenographer'--and I wonder +myself why, when a family loses its money, people always say the +daughters 'ought to go and be stenographers.' It's curious!--as if a +wave of the hand made you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be +either married comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not +to marry. The poverty came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all +there--and I didn't know how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how +to be anything except a well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife--and +I couldn't be a well-to-do old maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd been +raised to know how to do. I went out to be fascinating and be married. I +did it openly, at least, and with a kind of decent honesty. I told your +brother I had meant to fascinate him and that I was not in love with +him, but I let him think that perhaps I meant to marry him. I think I +did mean to marry him. I had never cared for anybody, and I thought +it might be there really WASN'T anything more than a kind of excited +fondness. I can't be sure, but I think that though I did mean to +marry him I never should have done it, because that sort of a marriage +is--it's sacrilege--something would have stopped me. Something did stop +me; it was your sister-in-law, Sibyl. She meant no harm--but she was +horrible, and she put what I was doing into such horrible words--and +they were the truth--oh! I SAW myself! She was proposing a miserable +compact with me--and I couldn't breathe the air of the same room with +her, though I'd so cheapened myself she had a right to assume that I +WOULD. But I couldn't! I left her, and I wrote to your brother--just a +quick scrawl. I told him just what I'd done; I asked his pardon, and I +said I would not marry him. I posted the letter, but he never got it. +That was the afternoon he was killed. That's all, Bibbs. Now you know +what I did--and you know--ME!” She pressed her clenched hands tightly +against her eyes, leaning far forward, her head bowed before him. + +Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. “Couldn't +you--Isn't there--Won't you--” he stammered. “Mary, I'm going with +father. Isn't there some way you could use the money without--without--” + +She gave a choked little laugh. + +“You gave me something to live for,” he said. “You kept me alive, I +think--and I've hurt you like this!” + +“Not you--oh no!” + +“You could forgive me, Mary?” + +“Oh, a thousand times!” Her right hand went out in a faltering gesture, +and just touched his own for an instant. “But there's nothing to +forgive.” + +“And you can't--you can't--” + +“Can't what, Bibbs?” + +“You couldn't--” + +“Marry you?” she said for him. + +“Yes.” + +“No, no, no!” She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what she +did, she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her a +little. “I can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?” + +“Mary--” + +“No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more--please--” + +“MARY--” + +“Never, never, never!” she cried, in a passion of tears. “You mustn't +come any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, never!” + +Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, he +got himself to the door and out of the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned to +the New House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, but +so that the others might hear. + +“When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one would +be apt to care enough about me to marry me, you were right,” he said. “I +thought perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss Vertrees to marry me. +It proved what you said of me, and disproved what you said of her. She +refused.” + +And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly as he +had entered it. + +“He's SO queer!” Mrs. Sheridan gasped. “Who on earth would thought of +his doin' THAT?” + +“I told you,” said her husband, grimly. + +“You didn't tell us he'd go over there and--” + +“I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, +didn't I?” + +Sibyl was altogether taken aback. “Do you supose it's true? Do you +suppose she WOULDN'T?” + +“He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things fixed +up fine with his girl,” said Sheridan. “Not to me, he didn't!” + +“But why would--” + +“I told you,” he interrupted, angrily, “she ain't that kind of a girl! +If you got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it over with, +though I'd pretty near just as soon not have to talk a whole lot about +my dead boy's private affairs. She wrote to Jim she couldn't take him, +and it was a good, straight letter, too. It came to Jim's office; he +never saw it. She wrote it the afternoon he was hurt.” + +“I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon,” said +Roscoe. “Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it--I was waiting +for you while you were in there so long talking to her mother. It was +just before we saw that something was wrong over here, and Edith came +and called me.” + +Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, +for, although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they +were dimmed by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed--after +some further fragmentary discourse--visibly elated. After all, the +guilty had not been exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the +less surely, that her injury had been copiously avenged. She bestowed a +contented glance upon the old house with the cupola, as she and Roscoe +crossed the street. + +When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after a while +she said, uneasily, “Papa, you think it would be any use to tell Bibbs +about that letter?” + +“I don't know,” he answered, walking moodily to the window. “I been +thinkin' about it.” He came to a decision. “I reckon I will.” And he +went up to Bibbs's room. + +“Well, you goin' back on what you said?” he inquired, brusquely, as he +opened the door. “You goin' to take it back and lay down on me again?” + +“No,” said Bibbs. + +“Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I don't +know as you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, though the +Lord knows you've laid down on me enough. You certainly have!” Sheridan +was baffled. This was not what he wished to say, but his words were +unmanageable; he found himself unable to control them, and his querulous +abuse went on in spite of him. “I can't say I expect much of you--not +from the way you always been, up to now--unless you turn over a new +leaf, and I don't see any encouragement to think you're goin' to do +THAT! If you go down there and show a spark o' real GIT-up, I reckon the +whole office'll fall in a faint. But if you're ever goin' to show any, +you better begin right at the beginning and begin to show it to-morrow.” + +“Yes--I'll try.” + +“You better, if it's in you!” Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He had +always been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue seemed +bewitched. He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and to his own +angry astonishment he found it impossible to do anything except to scold +like a drudge-driver. “You better come down there with your mind made +up to hustle harder than the hardest workin'-man that's under you, +or you'll not get on very good with me, I tell you! The way to get +ahead--and you better set it down in your books--the way to get ahead is +to do ten times the work of the hardest worker that works FOR you. But +you don't know what work is, yet. All you've ever done was just stand +around and feed a machine a child could handle, and then come home +and take a bath and go callin'. I tell you you're up against a mighty +different proposition now, and if you're worth your salt--and you never +showed any signs of it yet--not any signs that stuck out enough to bang +somebody on the head and make 'em sit up and take notice--well, I want +to say, right here and now--and you better listen, because I want to say +just what I DO say. I say--” + +He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was a +hopeless blank. + +Bibbs looked up patiently--an old, old look. “Yes, father; I'm +listening.” + +“That's all,” said Sheridan, frowning heavily. “That's all I came to +say, and you better see't you remember it!” + +He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind him +with a crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his departure. +He stopped just outside the door, and stood there a minute or more. +Then abruptly he turned the knob and exhibited to his son a forehead +liberally covered with perspiration. + +“Look here,” he said, crossly. “That girl over yonder wrote Jim a +letter--” + +“I know,” said Bibbs. “She told me.” + +“Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it--” The door +closed on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of the sentence +was nevertheless audible--“if you knew she wouldn't have Jim, either.” + +And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her frettin' +and not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was about to +inquire what Bibbs “said,” but after a second thought she decided not +to speak at all. She merely murmured a wordless assent, and verbal +communication was given over between them for the rest of that +afternoon. + +Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next +morning, and she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and she +worried about what might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. She +felt that everything depended on how Bibbs “took hold,” and upon her +husband's return in the evening she seized upon the first opportunity +to ask him how things had gone. He was non-committal. What could anybody +tell by the first day? He'd seen plenty go at things well enough right +at the start and then blow up. Pretty near anybody could show up fair +the first day or so. There was a big job ahead. This material, such as +it was--Bibbs, in fact--had to be broken in to handling the work Roscoe +had done; and then, at least as an overseer, he must take Jim's position +in the Realty Company as well. He told her to ask him again in a month. + +But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed +remarks of his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small +restaurant where it had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, and +she took this to be an encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room as soon +as they left the table, and her husband was not communicative after +reading his paper. + +She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of +business, although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and +only in the evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. +Usually Bibbs was silent, except when directly addressed, but on the +first evening of the third week of his new career he offered an opinion +which had apparently been the subject of previous argument. + +“I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those storage-rooms, +father,” he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before him. “Abercrombie +agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him.” + +“You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen,” Sheridan returned, “but +you can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. The roof +fell because it hadn't had time to settle and on account of weather +conditions. I want that building put just the way Jim planned it.” + +“You can't have it,” said Bibbs. “You can't, because Jim planned for the +building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one--the one that +didn't fall--is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for storage. +It won't stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get both buildings +down as quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's the best and cheapest +in the long run for that type.” + +Sheridan looked sarcastic. “Fine! What we goin' to do for storage-rooms +while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?” + +“Rent,” Bibbs returned, promptly. “We'll lose money if we don't rent, +anyhow--they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse matter +your attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount of +stuff they've got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until +we could patch up those process perils--and the Krivitch Manufacturing +Company's plant is empty, right across the street. I took an option on +it for us this morning.” + +Sheridan's expression was queer. “Look here!” he said, sharply. “Did you +go and do that without consulting me?” + +“It didn't cost anything,” said Bibbs. “It's only until to-morrow +afternoon at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then.” + +“Oh, you did?” Sheridan's tone was sardonic. “Well, just suppose you +couldn't convince me.” + +“I can, though--and I intend to,” said Bibbs, quietly. “I don't think +you understand the condition of those buildings you want patched up.” + +“Now, see here,” said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; “suppose I had my +mind set about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it was--well, +kind of a matter of sentiment with me to prove he was right.” + +Bibbs looked at him compassionately. “I'm sorry if you have a sentiment +about it, father,” he said. “But whether you have or not can't make a +difference. You'll get other people hurt if you trust that process, and +that won't do. And if you want a monument to Jim, at least you want +one that will stand. Besides, I don't think you can reasonably defend +sentiment in this particular kind of affair.” + +“Oh, you don't?” + +“No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it.” + +Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. “Why are you 'sorry'?” he asked, +curiously. + +“Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon,” said Bibbs, +“and I had him condemn both those buildings.” + +“What?” + +“He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us--afraid you'd +see he lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them--they've got to come +down now.” + +Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered brows. +Finally he said, “How long did they give you on that option to convince +me?” + +“Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon.” + +“All right,” said Sheridan, not relaxing. “I'm convinced.” + +Bibbs jumped up. “I thought you would be. I'll telephone the Krivitch +agent. He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I told him I'd settle +it this evening.” + +Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his +expression did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him that +startled his wife. It had been a long time since she had heard anything +resembling a chuckle from him, and this sound--although it was grim and +dry--bore that resemblance. + +She brightened eagerly. “Looks like he was startin' right well don't it, +papa?” + +“Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I +wanted--that's why he had the inspector up there, so't he'd have me beat +before we even started to talk about it. And did you hear him? 'Can't +reasonably defend SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': 'Took an option +for Us'! 'Stuff piled up on Us'!” + +There was always an alloy for Mrs. Sheridan. “I don't just like the way +he looks, though, papa.” + +“Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, so you +start to frettin' about IT!” + +“No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, and--” + +“I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then,” said +Sheridan. “You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business men, I +expect.” + +“Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. And +he'd begun to fill out some, but--” + +Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table to +her, patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right being +still heavily bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. “That's the +way it is with you, mamma--got to take your frettin' out one way if you +don't another!” + +“No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when he +begun to get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', some +way.” + +“Yes, he may 'a' lost something,” said Sheridan. “I expect he's lost a +whole lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions about writin' +poetry and--” + +“No,” his wife persisted. “I mean he looks right peakid. And yesterday, +when he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the window. He wasn't +readin'.” + +“Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?” + +“He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, I don't +believe.” + +“Look, here!” said Sheridan. “Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over there +the rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl say did +one big thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. Well, he had +to go and bust clean out with a bang; and that stopped his goin' over +there, and it stopped his poetry, but I reckon he's begun to get pretty +fair pay for what he lost. I guess a good many young men have had to get +over worries like his; they got to lose SOMETHING if they're goin' +to keep ahead o' the procession nowadays--and it kind o' looks to me, +mamma, like Bibbs might keep quite a considerable long way ahead. Why, a +year from now I'll bet you he won't know there ever WAS such a thing as +poetry! And ain't he funny? He wanted to stick to the shop so's he could +'think'! What he meant was, think about something useless. Well, I guess +he's keepin' his mind pretty occupied the other way these days. Yes, +sir, it took a pretty fair-sized shock to get him out of his trance, but +it certainly did the business.” He patted his wife's shoulder again, and +then, without any prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous laugh. + +“Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!” + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. But +no one came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of Bigness, +and the changing of money was holy worship and true religion. The +priests wore that “settish” look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning +to develop about his mouth and eyes--a wary look which she could not +define, but it comes with service at the temple; and it was the more +marked upon Bibbs for his sharp awakening to the necessities of that +service. + +He did as little “useless” thinking as possible, giving himself no time +for it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on his work +when he came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever except his +work. But he did not sing at it. He was often in the streets, and people +were not allowed to sing in the streets. They might make any manner of +hideous uproar--they could shake buildings; they could out-thunder the +thunder, deafen the deaf, and kill the sick with noise; or they +could walk the streets or drive through them bawling, squawking, or +screeching, as they chose, if the noise was traceably connected with +business; though street musicians were not tolerated, being considered +a nuisance and an interference. A man or woman who went singing for +pleasure through the streets--like a crazy Neopolitan--would have been +stopped, and belike locked up; for Freedom does not mean that a citizen +is allowed to do every outrageous thing that comes into his head. The +streets were dangerous enough, in all conscience, without any singing! +and the Motor Federation issued public warnings declaring that the +pedestrian's life was in his own hands, and giving directions how to +proceed with the least peril. However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to +sing in the streets, or anywhere. He had gone to his work with an energy +that, for the start, at least, was bitter, and there was no song left in +him. + +He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among +them he found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period +of neighborliness, “pioneer stock,” usually; and there were +men--particularly among the merchants and manufacturers--“so honest they +leaned backward”; reputations sometimes attested by stories of heroic +sacrifices to honor; nor were there lacking some instances of generosity +even nobler. Here and there, too, were book-men, in their little +leisure; and, among the Germans, music-men. And these, with the others, +worshiped Bigness and the growth, each man serving for his own sake and +for what he could get out of it, but all united in their faith in the +beneficence and glory of their god. + +To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing in +life, except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as the +dangerous illness of a wife or child. In the way of “relaxation” some of +the servers took golf; some took fishing; some took “shows”--a mixture +of infantile and negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; some took +an occasional debauch; some took trips; some took cards; and some took +nothing. The high priests were vigilant to watch that no “relaxation” + should affect the service. When a man attended to anything outside his +business, eyes were upon him; his credit was in danger--that is, his +life was in danger. And the old priests were as ardent as the young +ones; the million was as eager to be bigger as the thousand; seventy was +as busy as seventeen. They strove mightily against one another, and +the old priests were the most wary, the most plausible, and the most +dangerous. Bibbs learned he must walk charily among these--he must wear +a thousand eyes and beware of spiders indeed! + +And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming thieves +and sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open rascals; but +these were feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, and he had +a good guide to point them out to him. They were useful sometimes, +he learned, and many of them served as go-betweens in matters where +business must touch politics. He learned also how breweries and +“traction” companies and banks and other institutions fought one another +for the political control of the city. The newspapers, he discovered, +had lost their ancient political influence, especially with the knowing, +who looked upon them with a skeptical humor, believing the journals +either to be retained partisans, like lawyers, or else striving to +forward the personal ambitions of their owners. The control of the city +lay not with them, but was usually obtained by giving the hordes of +negroes gin-money, and by other largesses. The revenues of the people +were then distributed as fairly as possible among a great number of men +who had assisted the winning side. Names and titles of offices went with +many of the prizes, and most of these title-holders were expected to +present a busy appearance at times; and, indeed, some among them did +work honestly and faithfully. + +Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known +and customary, astonished him at first, and once--in a brief moment +of forgetting that he was done with writing--he thought that if he had +known them and written of them, how like a satire the plainest relation +of them must have seemed! Strangest of all to him was the vehement and +sincere patriotism. On every side he heard it--it was a permeation; the +newest school-child caught it, though just from Hungary and learning to +stammer a few words of the local language. Everywhere the people shouted +of the power, the size, the riches, and the growth of their city. Not +only that, they said that the people of their city were the greatest, +the “finest,” the strongest, the Biggest people on earth. They cited no +authorities, and felt the need of none, being themselves the people thus +celebrated. And if the thing was questioned, or if it was hinted that +there might be one small virtue in which they were not perfect and +supreme, they wasted no time examining themselves to see if what the +critic said was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, +for they were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with +them, harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. +For the voice of the people is the voice of their god. + + +Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, +and the door between the two rooms usually stood open--the father had +established that intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was +alone, Sheridan came in, some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his +hand. + +“Bibbs,” he said, “I don't like to butt in very often this way, and when +I do I usually wish I hadn't--but for Heaven's sake what have you been +buying that ole busted inter-traction stock for?” + +Bibbs leaned back from his desk. “For eleven hundred and fifty-five +dollars. That's all it cost.” + +“Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought to +know that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader'n Adam's cat!” + +“It might be worth something--some day.” + +“How?” + +“It mightn't be so dead--not if we went into it,” said Bibbs, coolly. + +“Oh!” Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, “Who'd you buy it +from?” + +“A broker--Fansmith.” + +“Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that was +soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?” + +“Yes, I do.” + +“Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?” + +“It belonged to Mr. Vertrees,” said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself to +his desk. + +“So!” Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. “Excuse me,” he said. +“Your business.” And he went back to his own room. But presently he +looked in again. + +“I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day”--he was shuffling +himself into his overcoat--“because I just thought I'd go up to the +house and get THIS over with mamma.” He glanced apologetically toward +his right hand as it emerged from the sleeve of the overcoat. The +bandages had been removed, finally, that morning, revealing but three +fingers--the forefinger and the finger next to it had been amputated. +“She's bound to make an awful fuss, and better to spoil her lunch than +her dinner. I'll be back about two.” + +But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so accurately +that Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she was rising from +the lonely table when he came into the dining-room. He had left his +overcoat in the hall, but he kept his hands in his trousers pockets. + +“What's the matter, papa?” she asked, quickly. “Has anything gone wrong? +You ain't sick?” + +“Me!” He laughed loudly. “Me SICK?” + +“You had lunch?” + +“Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffee, though.” + +She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had withdrawn +she said querulously, “I just know there's something wrong.” + +“Nothin' in the world,” he responded, heartily, taking a seat at the +head of the table. “I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with you, +that's all. It's more women-folks' business than what it is man's, +anyhow.” + +“What about?” + +“Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile--” + +“To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?” + +“Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile--” + +Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. “I guess it's time you had him, +too. I KNEW Bibbs--” + +“Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over BEFORE +anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take any chances +with BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, and I an' ole +Gurney had a talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; he rubbed it in on +me what he said about Bibbs havin' brains if he ever woke up. Then +I thought he must want to get something out o' me, he got so +flattering--for a minute! 'Bibbs couldn't help havin' business brains,' +he says, 'bein' YOUR son. Don't be surprised,' he says--'don't be +surprised at his makin' a success,' he says. 'He couldn't get over his +heredity; he couldn't HELP bein' a business success--once you got him +into it. It's in his blood. Yes, sir' he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH +brains,' he says, 'an only third-rate brains, at that,' he says, 'but +it does need a special KIND o' brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. +I mean,' he says, 'when a man's given a start. If nobody gives him a +start, why, course he's got to have luck AND the right kind o' brains. +The only miracle about Bibbs,' he says, 'is where he got the OTHER kind +o' brains--the brains you made him quit usin' and throw away.'” + +“But what'd he say about his health?” Mrs. Sheridan demanded, +impatiently, as George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. +Sheridan helped himself to cream and sugar, and began to sip the coffee. + +“I'm comin' to that,” he returned, placidly. “See how easy I manage this +cup with my left hand, mamma?” + +“You been doin' that all winter. What did--” + +“It's wonderful,” he interrupted, admiringly, “what a fellow can do with +his left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever could +with my right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, I +believe I RATHER sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, +anyway--just the signature. Rest's all dictatin'.” He blew across the +top of the cup unctuously. “Good coffee, mamma! Well, about Bibbs. Ole +Gurney says he believes if Bibbs could somehow get back to the state o' +mind he was in about the machine-shop--that is, if he could some way get +to feelin' about business the way he felt about the shop--not the poetry +and writin' part, but--” He paused, supplementing his remarks with a +motion of his head toward the old house next door. “He says Bibbs +is older and harder'n what he was when he broke down that time, and +besides, he ain't the kind o' dreamy way he was then--and I should +say he AIN'T! I'd like 'em to show ME anybody his age that's any wider +awake! But he says Bibbs's health never need bother us again if--” + +Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. “I don't see any help THAT way. You know +yourself she wouldn't have Jim.” + +“Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let him +LOOK at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked her, that +she won't let him come in the house any more. He's a mighty funny boy, +and some ways I reckon he's pretty near as hard to understand as the +Bible, but Gurney kind o' got me in the way o' thinkin' that if +she'd let him come back and set around with her an evening or two +sometimes--not reg'lar, I don't mean--why--Well, I just thought I'd see +what YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk about it to Bibbs +himself--I don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow--but I thought maybe you +could kind o' slip over there some day, and sort o' fix up to have a +little talk with her, and kind o' hint around till you see how the land +lays, and ask her--” + +“ME!” Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. “No.” She shook +her head decidedly. “It wouldn't do any good.” + +“You won't try it?” + +“I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what I +believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T--and, +what's more, it'd only make things worse. If people find out you're +runnin' after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't do as +much for you as if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any use, and +I couldn't do it if it was.” + +He sighed with resignation. “All right, mamma. That's all.” Then, in a +livelier tone, he said: “Ole Gurney took the bandages off my hand this +morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more.” + +“Why, that's splendid, papa!” she cried, beaming. “I was afraid--Let's +see.” + +She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his pocket. +“Wait a minute,” he said, smiling. “Now it may give you just a teeny bit +of a shock, but the fact is--well, you remember that Sunday when Sibyl +came over here and made all that fuss about nothin'--it was the day +after I got tired o' that statue when Edith's telegram came--” + +“Let me see your hand!” she cried. + +“Now wait!” he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. +“The truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, +when you wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office--he'd told +me to, you see--and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything.” And he held +out, for her inspection, the mutilated hand. “You see, these days when +it's all dictatin', anyhow, nobody'd mind just a couple o'--” + +He had to jump for her--she went over backward. For the second time in +her life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her own +room, still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her with heat +that the “fuss” she was making irked him far more than his physical +loss. He permitted her to think that he meant to return directly to his +office, but when he came out to the open air he told the chauffeur in +attendance to await him in front of Mr. Vertrees's house, whither he +himself proceeded on foot. + +Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as +manna in the wilderness; it came from heaven--by what agency he did +not particularly question. The broker informed him that “parties were +interested in getting hold of the stock,” and that later there might +be a possible increase in the value of the large amount retained by his +client. It might go “quite a ways up” within a year or so, he said, and +he advised “sitting tight” with it. Mr. Vertrees went home and prayed. + +He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own +again. It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, and +his wife shared his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back her +piano, and as for furs--spring was on the way, she said. But they paid +the butcher, the baker, and the candlestick-maker, and hired a cook +once more. It was this servitress who opened the door for Sheridan and +presently assured him that Miss Vertrees would “be down.” + +He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he flushed +and beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels of the +cook. She had a look of apprehension for the first fraction of a second, +but it vanished at the sight of him, and its place was taken in her eyes +by a soft brilliance, while color rushed in her cheeks. + +“Don't be surprised,” he said. “Truth is, in a way it's sort of on +business I looked in here. It'll only take a minute, I expect.” + +“I'm sorry,” said Mary. “I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors.” + +He chuckled. “Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their +neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so--lately.” + +“You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?” + +“I guess I could manage that much.” And they sat down, facing each other +and not far apart. + +“Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly,” he said, more +gravely. “Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it seemed +to me I ought to give you, and I just thought it was better to bring it +myself and explain how I happened to have it. It's this--this letter you +wrote my boy.” He extended the letter to her solemnly, in his left hand, +and she took it gently from him. “It was in his mail, after he was hurt. +You knew he never got it, I expect.” + +“Yes,” she said, in a low voice. + +He sighed. “I'm glad he didn't. Not,” he added, quickly--“not but what +you did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any other way +when it came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' to you--you +were above-board all through.” + +Mary said, “Thank you,” almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed +low. + +“You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all +his mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it +all--once I got started.” + +“I'm glad you did.” + +“Well”--he leaned forward as if to rise--“I guess that's about all. I +just thought you ought to have it.” + +“Thank you for bringing it.” + +He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she might +have something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware of this +glance, and sat with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the floor. + +“Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office,” he said, rising +desperately. “I told--I told my partner I'd be back at two o'clock, +and I guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he catches me behind +time. I got to walk the chalk a mighty straight line these days--with +THAT fellow keepin' tabs on me!” + +Mary rose with him. “I've always heard YOU were the hard driver.” + +He guffawed derisively. “Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. You +couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up my end +o' the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand bounce some +day, and run the whole circus by himself. You know how he is--once he +goes AT a thing!” + +“No,” she smiled. “I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always heard--” + +He laughed, looking away from her. “It's just my way o' speakin' o' that +boy o' mine, Bibbs.” + +He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of +careless geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, “How +IS Bibbs?” but she said nothing at all, though he waited until the +silence became embarrassing. + +“Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there,” he said, at last. “He +might worry.” + +“Good-by--and thank you,” said Mary. + +“For what?” + +“For the letter.” + +“Oh,” he said, blankly. “You're welcome. Good-by.” + +Mary put out her hand. “Good-by.” + +“You'll have to excuse my left hand,” he said. “I had a little accident +to the other one.” + +She gave a pitying cry as she saw. “Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!” + +“Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow.” He laughed +jovially. “Did anybody tell you how it happened?” + +“I heard you hurt your hand, but no--not just how.” + +“It was this way,” he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat down +again. “You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal about the +youngest o' my boys--the one that used to come to see you sometimes, +after Jim--that is, I mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke of as my partner; +and the truth is that's what it's just about goin' to amount to, one o' +these days--if his health holds out. Well, you remember, I expect, I +had him on a machine over at a plant o' mine; and sometimes I'd kind o' +sneak in there and see how he was gettin' along. Take a doctor with me +sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so robust, you might say. Ole Doc +Gurney--I guess maybe you know him? Tall, thin man; acts sleepy--” + +“Yes.” + +“Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook +to show Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I +wouldn't listen, and I didn't look out--and that's how I got my hand +hurt, tryin' to show Bibbs how to do something he knew how to do and +I didn't. Made me so mad I just wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS +hurt--and so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney had to take kind o' radical +measures with me. He's a right good doctor, too. Don't you think so, +Miss Vertrees?” + +“Yes.” + +“Yes, he is so!” Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and +gossip with all day on his hands. “Take him on Bibbs's case. I was +talkin' about Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh to +hear the way ole Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as much a +friend as he is doctor--and he takes as much interest in Bibbs as if +he was in the family. He says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; and +he thinks he could stand the pace and get fat on it if--well, this is +what'd made YOU laugh if you'd been there, Miss Vertrees--honest it +would!” He paused to chuckle, and stole a glance at her. She was gazing +straight before her at the wall; her lips were parted, and--visibly--she +was breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she was growing +furiously angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, and he went +on, determined now to say it all. He leaned forward and altered his +voice to one of confidential friendliness, though in it he still +maintained a tone which indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion was only +a joke he shared with her. “Yes, sir, you certainly would 'a' laughed! +Why, that ole man thinks YOU got something to do with it. You'll have to +blame it on him, young lady, if it makes you feel like startin' out +to whip somebody! He's actually got THIS theory: he says Bibbs got to +gettin' better while he worked over there at the shop because you kept +him cheered up and feelin' good. And he says if you could manage to +just stand him hangin' around a little--maybe not much, but just +SOMEtimes--again, he believed it'd do Bibbs a mighty lot o' good. +'Course, that's only what the doctor said. Me, I don't know anything +about that; but I can say this much--I never saw any such a MENTAL +improvement in anybody in my life as I have lately in Bibbs. I expect +you'd find him a good deal more entertaining than what he used to +be--and I know it's a kind of embarrassing thing to suggest after the +way he piled in over here that day to ask you to stand up before the +preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc GURNEY, he's got you on his +brain so bad--” + +Mary jumped. “Mr. Sheridan!” she exclaimed. + +He sighed profoundly. “There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. I +didn't--” + +“No, no, no!” she cried. “But I don't understand--and I think you don't. +What is it you want me to do?” + +He sighed again, but this time with relief. “Well, well!” he said. +“You're right. It'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I could +with you, all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come and see you +sometimes, once more. Could you?” + +“You don't understand.” She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful +gesture. “Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to make +your oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came and +asked me to marry him--because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T see him +any more,” she cried in distress. “I CAN'T!” + +Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. “You mean because he thought +that about you?” + +“No, no! What he thought was TRUE!” + +“Well--you mean he was so much in--you mean he thought so much of you--” + The words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's tongue; he seemed +to be in doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a ghastly pause he +bravely repeated them. “You mean he thought so much of you that you just +couldn't stand him around?” + +“NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and he'd +respected me--too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you like, and +he'd have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, and as he +knew I would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. “But the cheap, +bad things one has done seem always to come back--they wait, and pull +you down when you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you see; and he +wasn't 'in love' with me at all.” + +“He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to +do--it was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad--he just +threw it away and walked right up and took the job he swore he never +would--just for you. And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that +must think quite a heap o' the girl he does it for! You say it was only +because he was sorry, but let me tell you there's only ONE girl he could +feel THAT sorry for! Yes, sir!” + +“No, no,” she said. “Bibbs isn't like other men--he would do anything +for anybody.” + +Sheridan grinned. “Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays,” he +said. “For instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in +'sentiment in business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he +wanted was, just plain and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was +afraid his thinkin' so much OF you had kind o' sickened you of him--the +way it does sometimes. But from the way you talk, I understand that +ain't the trouble.” He coughed, and his voice trembled a little. “Now +here, Miss Vertrees, I don't have to tell you--because you see things +easy--I know I got no business comin' to you like this, but I had to +make Bibbs go my way instead of his own--I had to do it for the sake o' +my business and on his own account, too--and I expect you got some idea +how it hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. He didn't come in +half-hearted or mean; he came in--all the way! But there isn't anything +in it to him; you can see he's just shut his teeth on it and goin' ahead +with dust in his mouth. You see, one way of lookin' at it, he's +got nothin' to work FOR. And it seems to me like it cost him your +friendship, and I believe--honest--that's what hurt him the worst. Now +you said we'd talk plain. Why can't you let him come back?” + +She covered her face desperately with her hands. “I can't!” + +He rose, defeated, and looking it. + +“Well, I mustn't press you,” he said, gently. + +At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her face. +“Ah! He was only sorry for me!” + +He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal honesty, +and it confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. It was so clear +that even Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able to see it. Then a +change came over him; gloom fell from him, and he grew radiant. + +“Don't! Don't” she cried. “You mustn't--” + +“I won't tell him,” said Sheridan, from the doorway. “I won't tell +anybody anything!” + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest in the +sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy and dirty, +thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, asphalt, +sulphurous acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar things the men +liked to breathe and to have upon their skins and garments and upon +their wives and babies and sweethearts. The growth of the city was +visible in the smoke and the noise and the rush. There was more smoke +than there had been this day of February a year earlier; there was more +noise; and the crowds were thicker--yet quicker in spite of that. The +traffic policeman had a hard time, for the people were independent--they +retained some habits of the old market-town period, and would cross +the street anywhere and anyhow, which not only got them killed more +frequently than if they clung to the legal crossings, but kept the +motormen, the chauffeurs, and the truck-drivers in a stew of profane +nervousness. So the traffic policemen led harried lives; they themselves +were killed, of course, with a certain periodicity, but their main +trouble was that they could not make the citizens realize that it was +actually and mortally perilous to go about their city. It was strange, +for there were probably no citizens of any length of residence who had +not personally known either some one who had been killed or injured in +an accident, or some one who had accidentally killed or injured others. +And yet, perhaps it was not strange, seeing the sharp preoccupation of +the faces--the people had something on their minds; they could not stop +to bother about dirt and danger. + +Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident +until this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother connected +with a timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in and out of the +department stores, she had an insistent consciousness of the Sheridan +Building. From the street, anywhere, it was almost always in sight, like +some monstrous geometrical shadow, murk-colored and rising limitlessly +into the swimming heights of the smoke-mist. It was gaunt and grimy +and repellent; it had nothing but strength and size--but in that +consciousness of Mary's the great structure may have partaken of beauty. +Sheridan had made some of the things he said emphatic enough to remain +with her. She went over and over them--and they began to seem true: +“Only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for!” “Gurney says he's got you +on his brain so bad--” The man's clumsy talk began to sing in her heart. +The song was begun there when she saw the accident. + +She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the +traffic to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking the +passage, darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came from +the crowd behind her, talking earnestly, and started across. Both wore +black; one was tall and broad and thick, and the other was taller, but +noticeably slender. And Mary caught her breath, for they were Bibbs and +his father. They did not see her, and she caught a phrase in Bibbs's +mellow voice, which had taken a crisper ring: “Sixty-eight thousand +dollars? Not sixty-eight thousand buttons!” It startled her queerly, +and as there was a glimpse of his profile she saw for the first time a +resemblance to his father. + +She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead +of his father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing of +a truck, beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of country +women who were in course of passage; they were just in front of Bibbs, +and shoved backward upon him violently. To extricate himself from them +he stepped back, directly in front of a moving trolley-car--no place for +absent-mindedness, but Bibbs was still absorbed in thoughts concerned +with what he had been saying to his father. There were shrieks and +yells; Bibbs looked the wrong way--and then Mary saw the heavy figure +of Sheridan plunge straight forward in front of the car. With +absolute disregard of his own life, he hurled himself at Bibbs like a +football-player shunting off an opponent, and to Mary it seemed +that they both went down together. But that was all she could +see--automobiles, trucks, and wagons closed in between. She made out +that the trolley-car stopped jerkily, and she saw a policeman breaking +his way through the instantly condensing crowd, while the traffic came +to a standstill, and people stood up in automobiles or climbed upon +the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a chance of seeing anything +horrible. + +Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came to +help the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion again. +The crowd became pliant, dispersing--there was no figure upon the +ground, and no ambulance came. But one of the policemen was detained by +the clinging and beseeching of a gloved hand. + +“What IS the matter, lady?” + +“Where are they?” Mary cried. + +“Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!” + +“His SON--” + +“Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him--oh, he's not bad +off, I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. The +fender shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got shook +up. They both went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. Excuse +me, lady.” + +Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, +ascending. “Whisk-broom up in the office,” Sheridan was saying. “You got +to look out on those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't know I got +any call to blow, though--because I tried to cross after you did. That's +how I happened to run into you. Well, you want to remember to look out +after this. We were talkin' about Murtrie's askin' sixty-eight thousand +flat for that ninety-nine-year lease. It's his lookout if he'd rather +take it that way, and I don't know but--” + +“No,” said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; “he won't get +it. Not from us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can convince you +in five minutes.” He followed his father into the office anteroom--and +convinced him. Then, having been diligently brushed by a youth of color, +Bibbs went into his own room and closed the door. + +He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and his +side was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be alone; he +wanted to rub himself and, for once, to do some useless thinking again. +He knew that his father had not “happened” to run into him; he knew that +Sheridan had instantly--and instinctively--proved that he held his own +life of no account whatever compared to that of his son and heir. Bibbs +had been unable to speak of that, or to seem to know it; for Sheridan, +just as instinctively, had swept the matter aside--as of no importance, +since all was well--reverting immediately to business. + +Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he +had never perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and +indomitable--and lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's +very self; laughing at the lightning and at wounds and mutilation; +conquering, irresistible--and blindly noble. For the first time in his +life Bibbs began to understand the meaning of being truly this man's +son. + +He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan said, +Bibbs had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. He +had given his word because he had wanted the money, simply, for Mary +Vertrees in her need. And he shivered with horror of himself, thinking +how he had gone to her to offer it, asking her to marry him--with his +head on his breast in shameful fear that she would accept him! He had +not known her; the knowing had lost her to him, and this had been his +real awakening; for he knew now how deep had been that slumber wherein +he dreamily celebrated the superiority of “friendship”! The sleep-walker +had wakened to bitter knowledge of love and life, finding himself a +failure in both. He had made a burnt offering of his dreams, and the +sacrifice had been an unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was left for +him was the work he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in +that, though it was indeed no more than “dust in his mouth.” If there +had been anything “to work for--” + +He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets +below. He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms and he looked +across, over the roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the vast, +foggy heart of the smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising dimly +against it, chattering with steel on steel, and screeching in steam, +while tiny figures of men walked on threads in the dull sky. Buildings +would overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was being served. + +But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. Here, +where his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running brooks, and +how had the kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! The pioneers had +begun the work, but in their old age their orators had said for them +that they had toiled and risked and sacrificed that their posterity +might live in peace and wisdom, enjoying the fruits of the earth. Well, +their posterity was here--and there was only turmoil. Where was the +promised land? It had been promised by the soldiers of all the wars; it +had been promised to this generation by the pioneers; but here was the +very posterity to whom it had been promised, toiling and risking and +sacrificing in turn--for what? + +The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, continuously +beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish a pulsation in +it--a broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him that it was like +a titanic voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily metallic--the voice of +the god, Bigness. And the voice summoned Bibbs as it summoned all its +servants. + +“Come and work!” it seemed to yell. “Come and work for Me, all men! By +your youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your despair I +summon you to work for Me yet a little, with what strength you have. By +your love of home I summon you! By your love of woman I summon you! By +your hope of children I summon you! + +“You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, your +Master and Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon my ugliness. +You shall give your toil and your lives, you shall go mad for love and +worship of my ugliness! You shall perish still worshipping Me, and your +children shall perish knowing no other god!” + +And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his father's +voice booming in the next room; he could not distinguish the words but +the tone was exultant--and there came the THUMP! THUMP! of the maimed +hand. Bibbs guessed that Sheridan was bragging of the city and of +Bigness to some visitor from out-of-town. + +And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. But +with the old, old thought again, “What for?” Bibbs caught a glimmer of +far, faint light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life struggled +and conquered, and must all his life go on struggling and inevitably +conquering, as part of a vast impulse not his own. Sheridan served +blindly--but was the impulse blind? Bibbs asked himself if it was not +he who had been in the greater hurry, after all. The kiln must be fired +before the vase is glazed, and the Acropolis was not crowned with marble +in a day. + +Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of +some high music struggling to be born of the turmoil. “Ugly I am,” it +seemed to say to him, “but never forget that I AM a god!” And the voice +grew in sonorousness and in dignity. “The highest should serve, but so +long as you worship me for my own sake I will not serve you. It is man +who makes me ugly, by his worship of me. If man would let me serve him, +I should be beautiful!” + +Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself--in +the vague contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs--a gigantic +figure with feet pedestaled upon the great buildings and shoulders +disappearing in the clouds, a colossus of steel and wholly blackened +with soot. But Bibbs carried his fancy further--for there was still a +little poet lingering in the back of his head--and he thought that up +over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant labored with his hands +in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what he made +there--perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that +were children now--a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white-- + +It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang fiercely. + +He lifted the thing from his desk and answered--and as the small voice +inside it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled +violently as he picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong--he had +been mistaken--yet it was a startlingly beautiful voice; startlingly +kind, too, and ineffably like the one he hungered most to hear. + +“Who?” he said, his own voice shaking--like his hand. + +“Mary.” + +He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: “IS IT?” + +There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. +“Bibbs--I wanted to--just to see if you--” + +“Yes--Mary?” + +“I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. +They said you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know for +myself.” + +“No, no, I wasn't hurt at all--Mary. It was father who came nearer it. +He saved me.” + +“Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd until +you had gone. And I wanted to KNOW.” + +“Mary--would you--have minded?” he said. + +There was a long interval before she answered. + +“Yes.” + +“Then why--” + +“Yes, Bibbs?” + +“I don't know what to say,” he cried. “It's so wonderful to hear your +voice again--I'm shaking, Mary--I--I don't know--I don't know anything +except that I AM talking to you! It IS you--Mary?” + +“Yes, Bibbs!” + +“Mary--I've seen you from my window at home--only five times since +I--since then. You looked--oh, how can I tell you? It was like a man +chained in a cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. Mary, won't +you--let me see you again--near? I think I could make you really forgive +me--you'd have to--” + +“I DID--then.” + +“No--not really--or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me any +more.” + +“That wasn't the reason.” The voice was very low. + +“Mary,” he said, even more tremulously than before, “I can't--you +COULDN'T mean it was because--you can't mean it was because you--care?” + +There was no answer. + +“Mary?” he called, huskily. “If you mean THAT--you'd let me see +you--wouldn't you?” + +And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, but +if it did, the words were, “Yes, Bibbs--dear.” + +But the voice was not in the instrument--it was so gentle and so light, +so almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air--and it came from the +air. + +Slowly and incredulously he turned--and glory fell upon his shining +eyes. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Turmoil + A Novel + +Author: Booth Tarkington + +Release Date: August 6, 2008 [EBook #1098] +[Last updated: November 25, 2020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURMOIL *** + + + + +Produced by Lois Heiser, and David Widger + + + + + +</pre> + + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h1> + THE TURMOIL + </h1> + <h2> + A NOVEL + </h2> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <h2> + By Booth Tarkington + </h2> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h3> + 1915. + </h3> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h2> + To Laurel. + </h2> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <blockquote> + <p class="toc"> + <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big> + </p> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER X </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XIII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XIV </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0015"> CHAPTER XV </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0016"> CHAPTER XVI </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0017"> CHAPTER XVII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0018"> CHAPTER XVIII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0019"> CHAPTER XIX </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0020"> CHAPTER XX </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0021"> CHAPTER XXI </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0022"> CHAPTER XXII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0023"> CHAPTER XXIII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0024"> CHAPTER XXIV </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0025"> CHAPTER XXV </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0026"> CHAPTER XXVI </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0027"> CHAPTER XXVII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0028"> CHAPTER XXVIII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0029"> CHAPTER XXIX </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0030"> CHAPTER XXX </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0031"> CHAPTER XXI </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0032"> CHAPTER XXXII </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0033"> CHAPTER XXXIII </a> + </p> + </blockquote> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER I + </h2> + <p> + There is a midland city in the heart of fair, open country, a dirty and + wonderful city nesting dingily in the fog of its own smoke. The stranger + must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt will be upon + him instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since he must breathe + it, and he may care for no further proof that wealth is here better loved + than cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, the negligently tended + streets incessantly press home the point, and so do the flecked and grimy + citizens. At a breeze he must smother in the whirlpools of dust, and if he + should decline at any time to inhale the smoke he has the meager + alternative of suicide. + </p> + <p> + The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more + riches. He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling + prodigiously. He has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious trained to + one tune: “Wealth! I will get Wealth! I will make Wealth! I will sell + Wealth for more Wealth! My house shall be dirty, my garment shall be + dirty, and I will foul my neighbor so that he cannot be clean—but I + will get Wealth! There shall be no clean thing about me: my wife shall be + dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I will get Wealth!” And yet it is + not wealth that he is so greedy for: what the giant really wants is hasty + riches. To get these he squanders wealth upon the four winds, for wealth + is in the smoke. + </p> + <p> + Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no + heaving, grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly + people who had understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much of + the same type. It was a leisurely and kindly place—“homelike,” it + was called—and when the visitor had been taken through the State + Asylum for the Insane and made to appreciate the view of the cemetery from + a little hill, his host's duty as Baedeker was done. The good burghers + were given to jogging comfortably about in phaetons or in surreys for a + family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; few were very poor; the air + was clean, and there was time to live. + </p> + <p> + But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as + elsewhere—a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil + and labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the + mountains, and emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good + American hearts—Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + </p> + <p> + In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound longing + for size. Year by year the longing increased until it became an + accumulated force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be Bigger! + Bigness means Money! And the thing began to happen; their longing became a + mighty Will. We must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! Get people here! Coax them + here! Bribe them! Swindle them into coming, if you must, but get them! + Shout them into coming! Deafen them into coming! Any kind of people; all + kinds of people! We must be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! Kill the + fault-finder! Scream and bellow to the Most High: Bigness is patriotism + and honor! Bigness is love and life and happiness! Bigness is Money! We + want Bigness! + </p> + <p> + They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, and + slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the quick + years went by. White people came, and black people and brown people and + yellow people; the negroes came from the South by the thousands and + thousands, multiplying by other thousands and thousands faster than they + could die. From the four quarters of the earth the people came, the broken + and the unbroken, the tame and the wild—Germans, Irish, Italians, + Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, English, French, Swiss, Swedes, Norwegians, + Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, Dalmatians, Armenians, Rumanians, Servians, + Persians, Syrians, Japanese, Chinese, Turks, and every hybrid that these + could propagate. And if there were no Eskimos nor Patagonians, what other + human strain that earth might furnish failed to swim and bubble in this + crucible? + </p> + <p> + With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began to + roar and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn under the + tread of hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical look of the + faces was lost in something harder and warier; and a cockney type began to + emerge discernibly—a cynical young mongrel barbaric of feature, + muscular and cunning; dressed in good fabrics fashioned apparently in + imitation of the sketches drawn by newspaper comedians. The female of his + kind came with him—a pale girl, shoddy and a little rouged; and they + communicated in a nasal argot, mainly insolences and elisions. Nay, the + common speech of the people showed change: in place of the old midland + vernacular, irregular but clean, and not unwholesomely drawling, a jerky + dialect of coined metaphors began to be heard, held together by GUNNAS and + GOTTAS and much fostered by the public journals. + </p> + <p> + The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a nucleus, + and spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and in its vitals, + like benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in the body of a man, + missions and refuges offered what resistance they might to the saloons and + all the hells that cities house and shelter. Temptation and ruin were + ready commodities on the market for purchase by the venturesome; + highwaymen walked the streets at night and sometimes killed; snatching + thieves were busy everywhere in the dusk; while house-breakers were a + common apprehension and frequent reality. Life itself was somewhat safer + from intentional destruction than it was in medieval Rome during a faction + war—though the Roman murderer was more like to pay for his deed—but + death or mutilation beneath the wheels lay in ambush at every crossing. + </p> + <p> + The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did not + matter much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. + Law-making was a pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. + Singular fermentation of their humor, they even had laws forbidding + dangerous speed. More marvelous still, they had a law forbidding smoke! + They forbade chimneys to smoke and they forbade cigarettes to smoke. They + made laws for all things and forgot them immediately; though sometimes + they would remember after a while, and hurry to make new laws that the old + laws should be enforced—and then forget both new and old. Wherever + enforcement threatened Money or Votes—or wherever it was too much to + bother—it became a joke. Influence was the law. + </p> + <p> + So the place grew. And it grew strong. + </p> + <p> + Straightway when he came, each man fell to the same worship: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Give me of thyself, O Bigness:<br /> + Power to get more power!<br /> + Riches to get more riches!<br /> + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more!<br /> + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself,<br /> + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! And<br /> + there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! +</div></div> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II + </h2> + <p> + The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust + Company was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the + biggest builder and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. He had + come from a country cross-roads, at the beginning of the growth, and he + had gone up and down in the booms and relapses of that period; but each + time he went down he rebounded a little higher, until finally, after a + year of overwork and anxiety—the latter not decreased by a chance, + remote but possible, of recuperation from the former in the penitentiary—he + found himself on top, with solid substance under his feet; and thereafter + “played it safe.” But his hunger to get was unabated, for it was in the + very bones of him and grew fiercer. + </p> + <p> + He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as he + called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. And + when soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. “It's + good! It's good!” he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. “Good, clean + soot; it's our life-blood, God bless it!” The smoke was one of his great + enthusiasms; he laughed at a committee of plaintive housewives who called + to beg his aid against it. “Smoke's what brings your husbands' money home + on Saturday night,” he told them, jovially. “Smoke may hurt your little + shrubberies in the front yard some, but it's the catarrhal climate and the + adenoids that starts your chuldern coughing. Smoke makes the climate + better. Smoke means good health: it makes the people wash more. They have + to wash so much they wash off the microbes. You go home and ask your + husbands what smoke puts in their pockets out o' the pay-roll—and + you'll come around next time to get me to turn out more smoke instead o' + chokin' it off!” + </p> + <p> + It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his reflection + in it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, strong, and + unquenchably optimistic. From the deepest of his inside all the way out he + believed it was the finest city in the world. “Finest” was his word. He + thought of it as his city as he thought of his family as his family; and + just as profoundly believed his city to be the finest city in the world, + so did he believe his family to be—in spite of his son Bibbs—the + finest family in the world. As a matter of fact, he knew nothing worth + knowing about either. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and considered + the failure—the “odd one”—of the family. Born during that most + dangerous and anxious of the early years, when the mother fretted and the + father took his chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, and grew meagerly, + only lengthwise, through a feeble childhood. At his christening he was + committed for life to “Bibbs” mainly through lack of imagination on his + mother's part, for though it was her maiden name, she had no strong + affection for it; but it was “her turn” to name the baby, and, as she + explained later, she “couldn't think of anything else she liked AT ALL!” + She offered this explanation one day when the sickly boy was nine and + after a long fit of brooding had demanded some reason for his name's being + Bibbs. He requested then with unwonted vehemence to be allowed to exchange + names with his older brother, Roscoe Conkling Sheridan, or with the + oldest, James Sheridan, Junior, and upon being refused went down into the + cellar and remained there the rest of that day. And the cook, descending + toward dusk, reported that he had vanished; but a search revealed that he + was in the coal-pile, completely covered and still burrowing. Removed by + force and carried upstairs, he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing to + utter a syllable of explanation, even under the lash. This obvious thing + was wholly a mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, failed to + trace and connect; and the father regarded his son as a stubborn and + mysterious fool, an impression not effaced as the years went by. + </p> + <p> + At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding of + a man, waiting for the building to begin inside—a long-shanked, + long-faced, rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired and + dark-eyed, with a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at first + sight of Bibbs Sheridan a stranger might well be solicitous, for he seemed + upon the point of tears. But to a slightly longer gaze, not grief, but + mirth, was revealed as his emotion; while a more searching scrutiny was + proportionately more puzzling—he seemed about to burst out crying or + to burst out laughing, one or the other, inevitably, but it was impossible + to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any occasion of his life, either + laughed aloud or wept. + </p> + <p> + He was a “disappointment” to his father. At least that was the parent's + word—a confirmed and established word after his first attempt to + make a “business man” of the boy. He sent Bibbs to “begin at the bottom + and learn from the ground up” in the machine-shop of the Sheridan + Automatic Pump Works, and at the end of six months the family physician + sent Bibbs to begin at the bottom and learn from the ground up in a + sanitarium. + </p> + <p> + “You needn't worry, mamma,” Sheridan told his wife. “There's nothin' the + matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. I put + him in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about as well + as the next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty alarmists. + Does he think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh and blood? He + makes me tired!” + </p> + <p> + Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite disease + was incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine conviction that lack of + physical persistence in any task involving money must be due to some + subtle weakness of character itself, to some profound shiftlessness or + slyness. He understood typhoid fever, pneumonia, and appendicitis—one + had them, and either died or got over them and went back to work—but + when the word “nervous” appeared in a diagnosis he became honestly + suspicious: he had the feeling that there was something contemptible about + it, that there was a nigger in the wood-pile somewhere. + </p> + <p> + “Look at me,” he said. “Look at what I did at his age! Why, when I was + twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock choppin' wood—yes! + and out in the dark and the snow—to build a fire in a country + grocery store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a DOCTOR because he can't—Pho! + it makes me tired! If he'd gone at it like a man he wouldn't be sick.” + </p> + <p> + He paced the bedroom—the usual setting for such parental discussions—in + his nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and gesticulating to his + bedded spouse. “My Lord!” he said. “If a little, teeny bit o' work like + this is too much for him, why, he ain't fit for anything! It's nine-tenths + imagination, and the rest of it—well, I won't say it's deliberate, + but I WOULD like to know just how much of it's put on!” + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs didn't want the doctor,” said Mrs. Sheridan. “It was when he was + here to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat anything. + Honey, you better come to bed.” + </p> + <p> + “Eat!” he snorted. “Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's + imagination that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time for + that kind of imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice about + good health, if you'll take the trouble to look around you Mrs. Sheridan: + busy men haven't got time to be sick and they don't GET sick. You just + think it over and you'll find that ninety-nine per cent. of the sick + people you know are either women or loafers. Yes, ma'am!” + </p> + <p> + “Honey,” she said again, drowsily, “you better come to bed.” + </p> + <p> + “Look at the other boys,” her husband bade her. “Look at Jim and Roscoe. + Look at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their bodies. Work + never made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load off my shoulders + already. Right now there isn't a harder-workin', brighter business man in + this city than Jim. I've pushed him, but he give me something to push + AGAINST. You can't push 'nervous dyspepsia'! And look at Roscoe; just LOOK + at what that boy's done for himself, and barely twenty-seven years old—married, + got a fine wife, and ready to build for himself with his own money, when I + put up the New House for you and Edie.” + </p> + <p> + “Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet,” she murmured. “You better + come to bed.” + </p> + <p> + “And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl,” he continued, emphatically, + “as I am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some man a mighty good + wife when the time comes. She's the prettiest and talentedest girl in the + United States! Look at that poem she wrote when she was in school and took + the prize with; it's the best poem I ever read in my life, and she'd never + even tried to write one before. It's the finest thing I ever read, and R. + T. Bloss said so, too; and I guess he's a good enough literary judge for + me—turns out more advertisin' liter'cher than any man in the city. I + tell you she's smart! Look at the way she worked me to get me to promise + the New House—and I guess you had your finger in that, too, mamma! + This old shack's good enough for me, but you and little Edie 'll have to + have your way. I'll get behind her and push her the same as I will Jim and + Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' them three chuldern! But Bibbs—” + He paused, shaking his head. “Honest, mamma, when I talk to men that got + ALL their boys doin' well and worth their salt, why, I have to keep my + mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget about Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. “You did the best + you could, papa,” she said, impatiently, “so come to bed and quit + reproachin' yourself for it.” + </p> + <p> + He glared at her indignantly. “Reproachin' myself!” he snorted. “I ain't + doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness would I want to + reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I could,' either. It was the + best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him a chance to show what was in him and + make a man of himself—and here he goes and gets 'nervous dyspepsia' + on me!” + </p> + <p> + He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, and + muttered his way morosely into bed. + </p> + <p> + “What?” said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + </p> + <p> + “More like hook-worm, I said,” he explained, speaking louder. “I don't + know what to do with him!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III + </h2> + <p> + Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long + course for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and “zwieback” as the basis + of instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before he was + considered near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on a nurse and + a cane. These and subsequent months saw the planning, the building, and + the completion of the New House; and it was to that abode of Bigness that + Bibbs was brought when the cane, without the nurse, was found sufficient + to his support. + </p> + <p> + Edith met him at the station. “Well, well, Bibbs!” she said, as he came + slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from that train. + She gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes after a quick + glance at him, and turning at once toward the passage to the street. “Do + you think they ought to've let you come? You certainly don't look well!” + </p> + <p> + “But I certainly do look better,” he returned, in a voice as slow as his + gait; a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak quickly + he stammered. “Up to about a month ago it took two people to see me. They + had to get me in a line between 'em!” + </p> + <p> + Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her first + quick glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a faint, + troubled distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by some obligation + of business to visit a “bad” ward in a hospital. She was nineteen, fair + and slim, with small, unequal features, but a prettiness of color and a + brilliancy of eyes that created a total impression close upon beauty. Her + movements were eager and restless: there was something about her, as kind + old ladies say, that was very sweet; and there was something that was + hurried and breathless. This was new to Bibbs; it was a perceptible change + since he had last seen her, and he bent upon her a steady, whimsical + scrutiny as they stood at the curb, waiting for an automobile across the + street to disengage itself from the traffic. + </p> + <p> + “That's the new car,” she said. “Everything's new. We've got four now, + besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two.” + </p> + <p> + “Edith, you look—” he began, and paused. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, WE're all well,” she said, briskly; and then, as if something in his + tone had caught her as significant, “Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “You look—” He paused again, taking in the full length of her—her + trim brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of brown + and green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat in the mad + mode—all suited to the October day. + </p> + <p> + “How do I look?” she insisted. + </p> + <p> + “You look,” he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted watch + of platinum and enamel at her wrist, “you look—expensive!” That was + a substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint and + preoccupation, manifested particularly in her keeping her direct glance + away from him, did not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive + intimacies. + </p> + <p> + “I expect I am!” she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of his + glance. “Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime—it's an + evening thing, for the theater—but my day wrist-watch is out of + gear. Bobby Lamhorn broke it yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. Do + you want Claus to help you in?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh no,” said Bibbs. “I'm alive.” And after a fit of panting subsequent to + his climbing into the car unaided, he added, “Of course, I have to TELL + people!” + </p> + <p> + “We only got your telegram this morning,” she said, as they began to move + rapidly through the “wholesale district” neighboring the station. “Mother + said she'd hardly expected you this month.” + </p> + <p> + “They seemed to be through with me up there in the country,” he explained, + gently. “At least they said they were, and they wouldn't keep me any + longer, because so many really sick people wanted to get in. They told me + to go home—and I didn't have any place else to go. It'll be all + right, Edith; I'll sit in the woodshed until after dark every day.” + </p> + <p> + “Pshaw!” She laughed nervously. “Of course we're all of us glad to have + you back.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes?” he said. “Father?” + </p> + <p> + “Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?” She did not turn + to him with the question. All the while she rode with her face directly + forward. + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said; “father hasn't written.” + </p> + <p> + She flushed a little. “I expect I ought to've written sometime, or one of + the boys—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh no; that was all right.” + </p> + <p> + “You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often planned + to write—and then, just as I was going to, something would turn up. + And I'm sure it's been just the same way with Jim and Roscoe. Of course we + knew mamma was writing often and—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course!” he said, readily. “There's a chunk of coal fallen on your + glove, Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! I'd almost + forgotten how sooty it is here.” + </p> + <p> + “We've been having very bright weather this month—for us.” She blew + the flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + </p> + <p> + He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun like a + cold tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for a decoration. + “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It's very gay.” A few moments later, as they passed a + corner, “Aren't we going home?” he asked. + </p> + <p> + “Why, yes! Did you want to go somewhere else first?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?” + </p> + <p> + “No. This is right. We're going straight home.” + </p> + <p> + “But we've passed the corner. We always turned—” + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” she cried. “Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't you know + we were in the New House?” + </p> + <p> + “Why, no!” said Bibbs. “Are you?” + </p> + <p> + “We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know—” She + broke off, flushing again, and then went on hastily: “Of course, mamma's + never been so busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do anything but + keep on the hop. Mamma couldn't even come to the station to-day. Papa's + got some of his business friends and people from around the OLD-house + neighborhood coming to-night for a big dinner and 'house-warming'—dreadful + kind of people—but mamma's got it all on her hands. She's never sat + down a MINUTE; and if she did, papa would have her up again before—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Bibbs. “Do you like the new place, Edith?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's the + finest house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! Papa bought + one thing I like—a view of the Bay of Naples in oil that's perfectly + beautiful; it's the first thing you see as you come in the front hall, and + it's eleven feet long. But he would have that old fruit picture we had in + the Murphy Street house hung up in the new dining-room. You remember it—a + table and a watermelon sliced open, and a lot of rouged-looking apples and + some shiny lemons, with two dead prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it + at a furniture-store years and years ago, and he claims it's a finer + picture than any they saw in the museums, that time he took mamma to + Europe. But it's horribly out of date to have those things in + dining-rooms, and I caught Bobby Lamhorn giggling at it; and Sibyl made + fun of it, too, with Bobby, and then told papa she agreed with him about + its being such a fine thing, and said he did just right to insist on + having it where he wanted it. She makes me tired! Sibyl!” + </p> + <p> + Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to + awkwardness, vanished with this theme, though she still kept her full gaze + always to the front, even in the extreme ardor of her denunciation of her + sister-in-law. + </p> + <p> + “SIBYL!” she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed to + strike fire on her lips. “I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't have + married somebody from HERE that would have done us some good! He could + have got in with Bobby Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, and Bobby'd + have introduced him to the nicest girls in town, but instead of that he + had to go and pick up this Sibyl Rink! I met some awfully nice people from + her town when mamma and I were at Atlantic City, last spring, and not one + had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even HEARD of 'em!” + </p> + <p> + “I thought you were great friends with Sibyl,” Bibbs said. + </p> + <p> + “Up to the time I found her out!” the sister returned, with continuing + vehemence. “I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan lately—” + </p> + <p> + “It's only lately?” + </p> + <p> + “Well—” Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. “Of course, I + always did see that she never cared the snap of her little finger about + ROSCOE!” + </p> + <p> + “It seems,” said Bibbs, in laconic protest, “that she married him.” + </p> + <p> + The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous + laughter, and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: “Why, she'd have + married YOU!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he said; “she couldn't be that bad!” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't mean—” she began, distressed. “I only meant—I didn't + mean—” + </p> + <p> + “Never mind, Edith,” he consoled her. “You see, she couldn't have married + me, because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as mercenary as all + that she'd have been too clever. The head doctor even had to lend me the + money for my ticket home.” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU,” Edith babbled. “I only + meant I thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to marry + somebody she'd have married anybody that asked her.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” said Bibbs, “it's all straight.” And, perceiving that his + sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set matters + perfectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + </p> + <p> + “Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her,” she continued, a moment later. “Too + lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, like a + MAN, I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave herself!” + </p> + <p> + “'Behave'?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere,” said Edith, characteristically + evasive when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, and + in this not unique of her sex. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. “Business is + crawling up the old streets,” he said, his long, tremulous hand indicating + a vasty structure in course of erection. “The boarding-houses come first + and then the—” + </p> + <p> + “That isn't for shops,” she informed him. “That's a new investment of + papa's—the 'Sheridan Apartments.'” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well,” he murmured. “I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well enough + known here already.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!” she said, impatiently. “I guess there + isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't know who we + are. But we aren't in with the right people.” + </p> + <p> + “No!” he exclaimed. “Who's all that?” + </p> + <p> + “Who's all what?” + </p> + <p> + “The 'right people.'” + </p> + <p> + “You know what I mean: the best people, the old families—the people + that have the real social position in this town and that know they've got + it.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. “I + thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may-call-it + didn't know it,” he said. “I've always understood that it was very + unsatisfactory, because if you thought about it you didn't have it, and if + you had it you didn't know it.” + </p> + <p> + “That's just bosh,” she retorted. “They know it in this town, all right! I + found out a lot of things, long before we began to think of building out + in this direction. The right people in this town aren't always the + society-column ones, and they mix around with outsiders, and they don't + all belong to any one club—they're taken in all sorts into all their + clubs—but they're a clan, just the same; and they have the clan + feeling and they're just as much We, Us and Company as any crowd you read + about anywhere in the world. Most of 'em were here long before papa came, + and the grandfathers of the girls of my age knew each other, and—” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” Bibbs interrupted, gravely. “Their ancestors fled together from + many a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. I always + understood the first house was built by an old party of the name of + Vertrees who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried away to + these parts because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd lent him.” + </p> + <p> + Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. “You mustn't repeat that story, + Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, and of + course the very oldest here; they were an old family even before Mary + Vertrees's great-great-grandfather came west and founded this settlement. + He came from Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have relatives there YET—some + of the best people in Lynn!” + </p> + <p> + “No!” exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + </p> + <p> + “And there are other old families like the Vertreeses,” she went on, not + heeding him; “the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the J. Palmerston Smiths—” + </p> + <p> + “Strange names to me,” he interrupted. “Poor things! None of them have my + acquaintance.” + </p> + <p> + “No, that's just it!” she cried. “And papa had never even heard the name + of Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee to see him, + and he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring home his wages + from the pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about it, and I thought I + just couldn't live through the night, I was so ashamed! Mr. Vertrees has + always lived on his income, and papa didn't know him, of course. They're + the stiffist, most elegant people in the whole town. And to crown it all, + papa went and bought the next lot to the old Vertrees country mansion—it's + in the very heart of the best new residence district now, and that's where + the New House is, right next door to them—and I must say it makes + their place look rather shabby! I met Mary Vertrees when I joined the + Mission Service Helpers, but she never did any more than just barely bow + to me, and since papa's break I doubt if she'll do that! They haven't + called.” + </p> + <p> + “And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First stealing + Dan'l Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call—” + </p> + <p> + “Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him understand + that,” said Edith, demurely, “and he's promised to try and meet Mr. + Vertrees and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we don't know THEM, + it's practically no use in our having built the New House; and if we DO + know them and they're decent to us, we're right with the right people. + They can do the whole thing for us. Bobby Lamhorn told Sibyl he was going + to bring his mother to call on her and on mamma, but it was weeks ago, and + I notice he hasn't done it; and if Mrs. Vertrees decides not to know us, + I'm darn sure Mrs Lamhorn'll never come. That's ONE thing Sibyl didn't + manage! She SAID Bobby offered to bring his mother—” + </p> + <p> + “You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?” Bibbs asked. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, he's a friend of the whole family,” she returned, with a petulance + which she made an effort to disguise. “Roscoe and he got acquainted + somewhere, and they take him to the theater about every other night. Sibyl + has him to lunch, too, and keeps—” She broke off with an angry + little jerk of the head. “We can see the New House from the second corner + ahead. Roscoe has built straight across the street from us, you know. + Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a snake, sometimes—the way she + pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys up to papa and gets anything + in the world she wants out of him, and then makes fun of him behind his + back—yes, and to his face, but HE can't see it! She got him to give + her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch for their house after it was—” + </p> + <p> + “Good heavens!” said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner and + the car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. “Is that the + New House?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. What do you think of it?” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” he drawled, “I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a size + bigger; I can't be certain till I measure.” + </p> + <p> + And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: + “But it's beautiful!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV + </h2> + <p> + It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect who + loved the milder “Gothic motives” had built what he liked: it was to be + seen at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had wrought a + picture out of his head into a noble and exultant reality. At the same + time a landscape-designer had played so good a second, with ready-made + accessories of screen, approach and vista, that already whatever look of + newness remained upon the place was to its advantage, as showing at least + one thing yet clean under the grimy sky. For, though the smoke was thinner + in this direction, and at this long distance from the heart of the town, + it was not absent, and under tutelage of wind and weather could be + malignant even here, where cows had wandered in the meadows and corn had + been growing not ten years gone. + </p> + <p> + Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those architects' + successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; it revealed nothing of + the people who lived in it save that they were rich. There are houses that + cannot be detached from their own people without protesting: every inch of + mortar seems to mourn the separation, and such a house—no matter + what be done to it—is ever murmurous with regret, whispering the old + name sadly to itself unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind to + change hands without emotion. In our swelling cities, great places of its + type are useful as financial gauges of the business tides; rich families, + one after another, take title and occupy such houses as fortunes rise and + fall—they mark the high tide. It was impossible to imagine a child's + toy wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the New House, and yet it was—as + Bibbs rightly called it—“beautiful.” + </p> + <p> + What the architect thought of the “Golfo di Napoli,” which hung in its + vast gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, is to + be conjectured—perhaps he had not seen it. + </p> + <p> + “Edith, did you say only eleven feet?” Bibbs panted, staring at it, as the + white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out of his + overcoat. + </p> + <p> + “Eleven without the frame,” she explained. “It's splendid, don't you + think? It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy before.” + </p> + <p> + “No gloom now!” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “This statue in the corner is pretty, too,” she remarked. “Mamma and I + bought that.” And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a grove of + tubbed palms, a “life-size,” black-bearded Moor, of a plastic composition + painted with unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his chocolate head he + wore a gold turban; in his hand he held a gold-tipped spear; and for the + rest, he was red and yellow and black and silver. + </p> + <p> + “Hallelujah!” was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and Edith, + saying she would “find mamma,” left him blinking at the Moor. Presently, + after she had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who stood waiting, + Bibbs's traveling-bag in his hand. “What do YOU think of it?” Bibbs asked, + solemnly. + </p> + <p> + “Gran'!” replied the servitor. “She mighty hard to dus'. Dus' git in all + 'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'.” + </p> + <p> + “I expect she must be,” said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively to + the black bull beard for a moment. “Is there a place anywhere I could lie + down?” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right up + staihs, suh. Nice room.” + </p> + <p> + He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to rest, + and noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the exodus from + the “old” house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under the patently + nominal direction of another Pullman porter, who was profoundly enjoying + his own affectation of being harassed with care. + </p> + <p> + “Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night,” Bibbs's + guide explained, chuckling. “Yessuh, we got big doin's to-night! Big + doin's!” + </p> + <p> + The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished in every + particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it pleasant—though, + indeed, any room with a good bed would have seemed pleasant to him after + his journey. He stretched himself flat immediately, and having replied + “Not now” to the attendant's offer to unpack the bag, closed his eyes + wearily. + </p> + <p> + White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made an + exit on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket—the harassed + overseer—in the hall without. Said the emerging one: “He mighty + shaky, Mist' Jackson. Drop right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all + black. Rich folks gotta go same as anybody else. Anybody ast me if I + change 'ith 'at ole boy—No, suh! Le'm keep 'is money; I keep my + black skin an' keep out the ground!” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. “Yessuh, he look tuh me like + somebody awready laid out,” he concluded. And upon the stairway landing, + near by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were likewise + pessimistic. + </p> + <p> + “Hech!” said one, lamenting in a whisper. “It give me a turn to see him go + by—white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell me: d'it + make ye kind o' sick to look at um?” + </p> + <p> + “Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said the other, “I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once—” + She fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + </p> + <p> + It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + </p> + <p> + She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age like + drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her husband and + her daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence she had was + given almost wholly to comprehending and serving those two, and except in + the presence of one of them she was nearly always absent-minded. Edith + lived all day with her mother, as daughters do; and Sheridan so held his + wife to her unity with him that she had long ago become unconscious of her + existence as a thing separate from his. She invariably perceived his + moods, and nursed him through them when she did not share them; and she + gave him a profound sympathy with the inmost spirit and purpose of his + being, even though she did not comprehend it and partook of it only as a + spectator. They had known but one actual altercation in their lives, and + that was thirty years past, in the early days of Sheridan's struggle, + when, in order to enhance the favorable impression he believed himself to + be making upon some capitalists, he had thought it necessary to accompany + them to a performance of “The Black Crook.” But she had not once referred + to this during the last ten years. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes rustled + more than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many at a time and + to be vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting a skirt down over some + unruly internal dissension at the moment she opened Bibbs's door. + </p> + <p> + At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, + withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and the + rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + </p> + <p> + “Don't go, mother,” he said. “I'm not asleep.” He swung his long legs over + the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his shoulder, + restraining him; and he lay flat again. + </p> + <p> + “No,” she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, “I just come for a minute, + but I want to see how you seem. Edith said—” + </p> + <p> + “Poor Edith!” he murmured. “She couldn't look at me. She—” + </p> + <p> + “Nonsense!” Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came back + to the bedside. “You look a great deal better than what you did before you + went to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body can see that + right away. You need fatting up, of course, and you haven't got much color—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said, “I haven't much color.” + </p> + <p> + “But you will have when you get your strength back.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes!” he responded, cheerfully. “THEN I will.” + </p> + <p> + “You look a great deal better than what I expected.” + </p> + <p> + “Edith must have a great vocabulary!” he chuckled. + </p> + <p> + “She's too sensitive,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “and it makes her exaggerate a + little. What about your diet?” + </p> + <p> + “That's all right. They told me to eat anything.” + </p> + <p> + “Anything at all?” + </p> + <p> + “Well—anything I could.” + </p> + <p> + “That's good,” she said, nodding. “They mean for you just to build up your + strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see you at the + sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and that's only a + little time ago. How long was it?” + </p> + <p> + “Eight months, I think.” + </p> + <p> + “No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was longer'n + I thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely even time to + write more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' along, but I told + Edith to write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked Jim to, too, and they + both said they would, so I suppose you've kept up pretty well on the home + news.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes.” + </p> + <p> + “What I think you need,” said the mother, gravely, “is to liven up a + little and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' this + morning, after we got your telegram; and that's what'll stimilate your + appetite, too. He was talkin' over his plans for you—” + </p> + <p> + “Plans?” Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light with + his hand, so that he might see her better. “What—” He paused. “What + plans is he making for me, mother?” + </p> + <p> + She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. “Well, + you better talk it over with HIM,” she said, with perceptible nervousness. + “He better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had any call, exactly, + to go into it; and you better get to sleep now, anyway.” She came and + stood by the bedside once more. “But you must remember, Bibbs, whatever + papa does is for the best. He loves his chuldern and wants to do what's + right by ALL of 'em—and you'll always find he's right in the end.” + </p> + <p> + He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and she + rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened it. “You + get a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for to-night.” + </p> + <p> + “You—you mean—he—” Bibbs stammered, having begun to + speak too quickly. Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, + quietly, “Does father expect me to come down-stairs this evening?” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I think he does,” she answered. “You see, it's the 'house-warming,' + as he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern ought to be around + us, as well as the old friends and other folks. It's just what he thinks + you need—to take an interest and liven up. You don't feel too bad to + come down, do you?” + </p> + <p> + “Mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “Take a good look at me,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, see here!” she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. “You're not so bad + off as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't do you + any harm to please your—” + </p> + <p> + “It isn't that,” he interrupted. “Honestly, I'm only afraid it might spoil + somebody's appetite. Edith—” + </p> + <p> + “I told you the child was too sensitive,” she interrupted, in turn. + “You're a plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look like + you been through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's all there + is to it.” + </p> + <p> + “All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, I + can!” + </p> + <p> + “It 'll do you good,” she returned, rustling into the hall. “Now take a + nap, and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to get + dressed up before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something she + had said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over + interminably. “His plans for you—his plans for you—his plans + for you—his plans for you—” And then, taking the place of “his + plans for you,” after what seemed a long, long while, her flurried voice + came back to him insistently, seeming to whisper in his ear: “He loves his + chuldern—he loves his chuldern—he loves his chuldern”—“you'll + find he's always right—you'll find he's always right—” Until + at last, as he drifted into the state of half-dreams and distorted + realities, the voice seemed to murmur from beyond a great black wing that + came out of the wall and stretched over his bed—it was a black wing + within the room, and at the same time it was a black cloud crossing the + sky, bridging the whole earth from pole to pole. It was a cloud of black + smoke, and out of the heart of it came a flurried voice whispering over + and over, “His plans for you—his plans for you—his plans for + you—” And then there was nothing. + </p> + <p> + He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly—as one might have a + care against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic—and, + getting to his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade so + that it flew up, letting in a pale sunset. + </p> + <p> + He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the next + house, as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, “the old Vertrees country + mansion.” It stood in a broad lawn which was separated from the Sheridans' + by a young hedge; and it was a big, square, plain old box of a house with + a giant salt-cellar atop for a cupola. Paint had been spared for a long + time, and no one could have put a name to the color of it, but in spite of + that the place had no look of being out at heel, and the sward was as + neatly trimmed as the Sheridans' own. + </p> + <p> + The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window—for this wing + of the New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot—and, + directly opposite the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so as + to make a little knoll upon which stood a small rustic “summer-house.” It + was almost on a level with Bibbs's window and not thirty feet away; and it + was easy for him to imagine the present dynasty of Vertreeses in grievous + outcry when they had found this retreat ruined by the juxtaposition of the + parvenu intruder. Probably the “summer-house” was pleasant and pretty in + summer. It had the look of a place wherein little girls had played for a + generation or so with dolls and “housekeeping,” or where a lovely old lady + might come to read something dull on warm afternoons; but now in the thin + light it was desolate, the color of dust, and hung with haggard vines + which had lost their leaves. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship with + anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside the window + and paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough inspection. He looked + the mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, but came in the end to a long + and earnest scrutiny of the face. Throughout this cryptic seance his + manner was profoundly impersonal; he had the air of an entomologist intent + upon classifying a specimen, but finally he appeared to become + pessimistic. He shook his head solemnly; then gazed again and shook his + head again, and continued to shake it slowly, in complete disapproval. + </p> + <p> + “You certainly are one horrible sight!” he said, aloud. + </p> + <p> + And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, he was + vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a rustic aperture of + the “summer-house” and staring full into his window—straight into + his eyes, too, for the infinitesimal fraction of a second before the + flashingly censorious withdrawal of her own. Composedly, she pulled + several dead twigs from a vine, the manner of her action conveying a + message or proclamation to the effect that she was in the summer-house for + the sole purpose of such-like pruning and tending, and that no gentleman + could suppose her presence there to be due to any other purpose + whatsoever, or that, being there on that account, she had allowed her + attention to wander for one instant in the direction of things of which + she was in reality unconscious. + </p> + <p> + Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness—and at + the same time her disapproval—of everything in the nature of a + Sheridan or belonging to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with + maintained composure, and sauntered toward a side-door of the country + mansion of the Vertreeses. An elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, opened + the door and came to meet her. + </p> + <p> + “Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you doing?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows,” said Mary + Vertrees. “I got caught at it.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” cried her mother. “Just as we were going to call! Good heavens!” + </p> + <p> + “We'll go, just the same,” the daughter returned. “I suppose those women + would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the ground.” + </p> + <p> + “But WHO saw you?” insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + </p> + <p> + “One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or something. + At least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, and never talk + about him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and talking to himself. + Then he looked out and caught me.” + </p> + <p> + “What did he—” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “How did he look?” + </p> + <p> + “Like a ghost in a blue suit,” said Miss Vertrees, moving toward the + street and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, who was + observing them from the window of his library. “Rather tragic and + altogether impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it over!” + </p> + <p> + And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter for + their gracious assault upon the New House next door. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V + </h2> + <p> + Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man who had + something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the window and began + to pace the library thoughtfully, pending their return. He was about + sixty; a small man, withered and dry and fine, a trim little sketch of an + elderly dandy. His lambrequin mustache—relic of a forgotten + Anglomania—had been profoundly black, but now, like his smooth hair, + it was approaching an equally sheer whiteness; and though his clothes were + old, they had shapeliness and a flavor of mode. And for greater spruceness + there were some jaunty touches; gray spats, a narrow black ribbon across + the gray waistcoat to the eye-glasses in a pocket, a fleck of color from a + button in the lapel of the black coat, labeling him the descendant of + patriot warriors. + </p> + <p> + The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. + Vertrees was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation black + marble a merry little coal-fire beamed forth upon high and narrow + “Eastlake” bookcases with long glass doors, and upon comfortable, + incongruous furniture, and upon meaningless “woodwork” everywhere, and + upon half a dozen Landseer engravings which Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees + sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty years of possession, as + “very fine things.” They had been the first people in town to possess + Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had rested, but they still + had a feeling that in all such matters they were in the van; and when Mr. + Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the walls of other people's houses he + thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted follower; and if he found an edition + of Bulwer Lytton accompanying the Landseers as a final corroboration of + culture, he would say, inevitably, “Those people know good pictures and + they know good books.” + </p> + <p> + The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a millionaire, + had ruined him because he had failed to understand it. When towns begin to + grow they have whims, and the whims of a town always ruin somebody. Mr. + Vertrees had been most strikingly the somebody in this case. At about the + time he bought the Landseers, he owned, through inheritance, an + office-building and a large house not far from it, where he spent the + winter; and he had a country place—a farm of four hundred acres—where + he went for the summers to the comfortable, ugly old house that was his + home now, perforce, all the year round. If he had known how to sit still + and let things happen he would have prospered miraculously; but, strangely + enough, the dainty little man was one of the first to fall down and + worship Bigness, the which proceeded straightway to enact the role of + Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true prophet of the + prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and buying + bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers and read + his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained milkers milked + her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building and the house in + town to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; then he sold the farm, + except the house and the ground about it, to pay the taxes on the suburban + lots and to “keep them up.” The lots refused to stay up; but he had to do + something to keep himself and his family up, so in despair he sold the + lots (which went up beautifully the next year) for “traction stock” that + was paying dividends; and thereafter he ceased to buy and sell. Thus he + disappeared altogether from the commercial surface at about the time James + Sheridan came out securely on top; and Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees + called upon him with her “anti-smoke” committee, had never heard the name. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees + “managed somehow” on the dividends, though “managing” became more and more + difficult as the years went by and money bought less and less. But there + came a day when three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia took greedy + counsel with four fellow-worshipers from New York, and not long after that + there were no more dividends for Mr. Vertrees. In fact, there was nothing + for Mr. Vertrees, because the “traction stock” henceforth was no stock at + all, and he had mortgaged his house long ago to help “manage somehow” + according to his conception of his “position in life”—one of his own + old-fashioned phrases. Six months before the completion of the New House + next door, Mr. Vertrees had sold his horses and the worn Victoria and + “station-wagon,” to pay the arrears of his two servants and re-establish + credit at the grocer's and butcher's—and a pair of elderly + carriage-horses with such accoutrements are not very ample barter, in + these days, for six months' food and fuel and service. Mr. Vertrees had + discovered, too, that there was no salary for him in all the buzzing city—he + could do nothing. + </p> + <p> + It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do come in + all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or craft, if his + feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall fail. + </p> + <p> + The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight closed + round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed round about + the heart of the anxious little man patrolling the fan-shaped zone of + firelight. But as the mantel clock struck wheezily six there was the + rattle of an outer door, and a rich and beautiful peal of laughter went + ringing through the house. Thus cheerfully did Mary Vertrees herald her + return with her mother from their expedition among the barbarians. + </p> + <p> + She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair by + the hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. Mrs. + Vertrees followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the contrary, she + looked vaguely disturbed, as if she had eaten something not quite certain + to agree with her, and regretted it. + </p> + <p> + “Papa! Oh, oh!” And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief upon + her eyes. “I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed it—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. “I suppose I'm very dull,” she said, gently. + “I didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and the house is + altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Papa!” Mary cried, breaking in. “They asked us to DINNER!” + </p> + <p> + “What!” + </p> + <p> + “And I'm GOING!” she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. “Think + of it! Never in their house before; never met any of them but the daughter—and + just BARELY met her—” + </p> + <p> + “What about you?” interrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon his wife. + </p> + <p> + She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten would + not agree with her. “I couldn't!” she said. “I—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that's just—just the way she—she looked when they asked + her!” cried Mary, choking. “And then she—she realized it, and tried + to turn it into a cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like—like + a squeal!” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose,” said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, “that Mary will have an + uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of—” + </p> + <p> + Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel and, + leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of her shoe, + twinkling in the firelight. + </p> + <p> + “THEY didn't notice anything,” she said. “So far as they were concerned, + mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed.” + </p> + <p> + “Who were 'they'?” asked her father. “Whom did you see?” + </p> + <p> + “Only the mother and daughter,” Mary answered. “Mrs. Sheridan is dumpy and + rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing—dresses by the + fashion magazines and talks about New York people that have their pictures + in 'em. She tutors the mother, but not very successfully—partly + because her own foundation is too flimsy and partly because she began too + late. They've got an enormous Moor of painted plaster or something in the + hall, and the girl evidently thought it was to her credit that she + selected it!” + </p> + <p> + “They have oil-paintings, too,” added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of + gentle pride at the Landseers. “I've always thought oil-paintings in a + private house the worst of taste.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!” said Mr. Vertrees, finishing the + implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. “Go on, Mary. None + of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan or—” He + paused and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately with the poker. + “Or one of the sons?” + </p> + <p> + Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter comprehension. + He turned instantly away, but she had begun to laugh again. + </p> + <p> + “No,” she said, “no one except the women, but mamma inquired about the + sons thoroughly!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, most adroitly, too!” laughed the girl. “Only she couldn't help + unconsciously turning to look at me—when she did it!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary Vertrees!” + </p> + <p> + “Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM could + help unconsciously turning to look at me—speculatively—at the + same time! They all three kept looking at me and talking about the oldest + son, Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father is very + anxious 'to get Jim to marry and settle down,' and she assured me that + 'Jim is right cultivated.' Another of the sons, the youngest one, caught + me looking in the window this afternoon; but they didn't seem to consider + him quite one of themselves, somehow, though Mrs. Sheridan mentioned that + a couple of years or so ago he had been 'right sick,' and had been to some + cure or other. They seemed relieved to bring the subject back to 'Jim' and + his virtues—and to look at me! The other brother is the middle one, + Roscoe; he's the one that owns the new house across the street, where that + young black-sheep of the Lamhorns, Robert, goes so often. I saw a short, + dark young man standing on the porch with Robert Lamhorn there the other + day, so I suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' still lurks in the mists, but I + shall meet him to-night. Papa—” She stepped nearer to him so that he + had to face her, and his eyes were troubled as he did. There may have been + a trouble deep within her own, but she kept their surface merry with + laughter. “Papa, Bibbs is the youngest one's name, and Bibbs—to the + best of our information—is a lunatic. Roscoe is married. Papa, does + it have to be Jim?” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. “You're outrageous! That's a + perfectly horrible way of talking!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'm close to twenty-four,” said Mary, turning to her. “I haven't + been able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, and maybe I + never shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything I ever wanted in + my life—you and papa gave it all to me—and it's about time I + began to pay back. Unfortunately, I don't know how to do anything—but + something's got to be done.” + </p> + <p> + “But you needn't talk of it like THAT!” insisted the mother, plaintively. + “It's not—it's not—” + </p> + <p> + “No, it's not,” said Mary. “I know that!” + </p> + <p> + “How did they happen to ask you to dinner?” Mr. Vertrees inquired, + uneasily. “'Stextrawdn'ry thing!” + </p> + <p> + “Climbers' hospitality,” Mary defined it. “We were so very cordial and + easy! I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as any kind + old woman on a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss Sheridan who did + it. She played around it awhile; you could see she wanted to—she's + in a dreadful hurry to get into things—and I fancied she had an idea + it might impress that Lamhorn boy to find us there to-night. It's a sort + of house-warming dinner, and they talked about it and talked about it—and + then the girl got her courage up and blurted out the invitation. And mamma—” + Here Mary was once more a victim to incorrigible merriment. “Mamma tried + to say yes, and COULDN'T! She swallowed and squealed—I mean you + coughed, dear! And then, papa, she said that you and she had promised to + go to a lecture at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her daughter would + be delighted to come to the Big Show! So there I am, and there's Mr. Jim + Sheridan—and there's the clock. Dinner's at seven-thirty!” + </p> + <p> + And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a gesture of + flying grace as she sped. + </p> + <p> + When she came down, at twenty minutes after seven, her father stood in the + hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through the + dark. He looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze was fond + and proud—and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and nodded gaily, + and, when she reached the floor, put a hand on his shoulder. + </p> + <p> + “At least no one could suspect me to-night,” she said. “I LOOK rich, don't + I, papa?” + </p> + <p> + She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called + “regal.” A head taller than her father, she was as straight and jauntily + poised as a boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown eyes were like + her mother's, but for the rest she went back to some stronger and livelier + ancestor than either of her parents. + </p> + <p> + “Don't I look too rich to be suspected?” she insisted. + </p> + <p> + “You look everything beautiful, Mary,” he said, huskily. + </p> + <p> + “And my dress?” She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a splendor + of white and silver. “Anything better at Nice next winter, do you think?” + She laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the cloak again. “Two + years old, and no one would dream it! I did it over.” + </p> + <p> + “You can do anything, Mary.” + </p> + <p> + There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more—a + significance not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if he + suggested something to her and begged her forgiveness in the same breath. + </p> + <p> + And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She lifted her + hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, so that he should + feel the reassurance of its pressure. + </p> + <p> + “Don't worry,” she said, in a low voice and gravely. “I know exactly what + you want me to do.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI + </h2> + <p> + It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because there + was an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long dining-room, and + after a preliminary stiffness the guests were impelled to converse—necessarily + at the tops of their voices. The whole company of fifty sat at a great + oblong table, improvised for the occasion by carpenters; but, not + betraying itself as an improvisation, it seemed a permanent continent of + damask and lace, with shores of crystal and silver running up to spreading + groves of orchids and lilies and white roses—an inhabited continent, + evidently, for there were three marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the + center and one at each end, white miracles wrought by some inspired + craftsman in sculptural icing. They were models in miniature, and they + represented the Sheridan Building, the Sheridan Apartments, and the Pump + Works. Nearly all the guests recognized them without having to be told + what they were, and pronounced the likenesses superb. + </p> + <p> + The arrangement of the table was visibly baronial. At the head sat the + great Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about him; + then on each side came the neighbors of the “old” house, grading down to + vassals and retainers—superintendents, cashiers, heads of + departments, and the like—at the foot, where the Thane's lady took + her place as a consolation for the less important. Here, too, among the + thralls and bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a meek Banquo, wondering how + anybody could look at him and eat. + </p> + <p> + Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were + wholesome folk who understood that dinner meant something intended for + introduction into the system by means of an aperture in the face, devised + by nature for that express purpose. And besides, nobody looked at Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong + enough to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting effort, + and the talk that went on about him was too fast and too fragmentary for + his drawl to keep pace with it. So he felt relieved when each of his + neighbors in turn, after a polite inquiry about his health, turned to seek + livelier responses in other directions. For the talk went on with the + eating, incessantly. It rose over the throbbing of the orchestra and the + clatter and clinking of silver and china and glass, and there was a mighty + babble. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir! Started without a dollar.”... “Yellow flounces on the overskirt—“... + “I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger this year,' I + says.”... “Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one weeks.”... “One of the + biggest men in the biggest—“... “The wife says she'll have to let + out my pants if my appetite—“... “Say, did you see that statue of a + Turk in the hall? One of the finest things I ever—“... “Not a + dollar, not a nickel, not one red cent do you get out o' me,' I says, and + so he ups and—“... “Yes, the baby makes four, they've lost now.”... + “Well, they got their raise, and they went in big.”... “Yes, sir! Not a + dollar to his name, and look at what—“... “You wait! The population + of this town's goin' to hit the million mark before she stops.”... “Well, + if you can show me a bigger deal than—” + </p> + <p> + And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the + continual booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the + sentence, “Yes, young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's + just what'll do it for my boys—they got to make two blades o' grass + grow where one grew before!” It was his familiar flourish, an old story to + Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed for the edification of Mary Vertrees. + </p> + <p> + It was a great night for Sheridan—the very crest of his wave. He sat + there knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and his big, + smooth, red face grew more and more radiant with good will and with the + simplest, happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the picture of health, of + good cheer, and of power on a holiday. He had thirty teeth, none bought, + and showed most of them when he laughed; his grizzled hair was thick, and + as unruly as a farm laborer's; his chest was deep and big beneath its vast + facade of starched white linen, where little diamonds twinkled, circling + three large pearls; his hands were stubby and strong, and he used them + freely in gestures of marked picturesqueness; and, though he had grown fat + at chin and waist and wrist, he had not lost the look of readiness and + activity. + </p> + <p> + He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries at every + one. His idea was that when people were having a good time they were + noisy; and his own additions to the hubbub increased his pleasure, and, of + course, met the warmest encouragement from his guests. Edith had + discovered that he had very foggy notions of the difference between a band + and an orchestra, and when it was made clear to him he had held out for a + band until Edith threatened tears; but the size of the orchestra they + hired consoled him, and he had now no regrets in the matter. + </p> + <p> + He kept time to the music continually—with his feet, or pounding on + the table with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his plate + or a glass, without permitting these side-products to interfere with the + real business of eating and shouting. + </p> + <p> + “Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!” he would bellow down the length of the + table to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the “Toreador” + song, perhaps. “Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy Lee'!” And when + the leader would shake his head apologetically in answer to an obedient + shriek from Mrs. Sheridan, the “Toreador” continuing vehemently, Sheridan + would roar half-remembered fragments of “Nancy Lee,” naturally mingling + some Bizet with the air of that uxorious tribute. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! A sail-er's wife + a sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy Lee! + Oh, Na-hancy Lee!” + </p> + <p> + “HAY, there, old lady!” he would bellow. “Tell 'em to play 'In the + Gloaming.' In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee—Well, if + they don't know that, what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? + THAT'S good music! That's the kind o' music I like! Come on, now! Mrs. + Callin, get 'em singin' down in your part o' the table. What's the matter + you folks down there, anyway? Larboard watch, ahoy!” + </p> + <p> + “What joy he feels, as—ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board + watch, ahoy!” + </p> + <p> + No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' + table had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it than + conviction, it bore none now; though “mineral waters” were copiously + poured from bottles wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, and proved + wholly satisfactory to almost all of the guests. And certainly no wine + could have inspired more turbulent good spirits in the host. Not even + Bibbs was an alloy in this night's happiness, for, as Mrs. Sheridan had + said, he had “plans for Bibbs”—plans which were going to straighten + out some things that had gone wrong. + </p> + <p> + So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, + forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, turning + to Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the table at his + right, he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen less naive than he had + paid her that tribute, for she was a girl who inspired the + autobiographical impulse in every man who met her—it needed but the + sight of her. + </p> + <p> + The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the jocund + host as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were the rubicund + king and the starry princess of this spectacle—they paid court to + each other, and everybody paid court to them. Down near the sugar Pump + Works, where Bibbs sat, there was audible speculation and admiration. + “Wonder who that lady is—makin' such a hit with the old man.” “Must + be some heiress.” “Heiress? Golly, I guess I could stand it to marry rich, + then!” + </p> + <p> + Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees with + an almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect Sheridan's + pastoral gaieties—and other things—would have upon her, but + she seemed delighted with everything, and with him most of all. She + treated him as if he were some delicious, foolish old joke that she + understood perfectly, laughing at him almost violently when he bragged—probably + his first experience of that kind in his life. It enchanted him. + </p> + <p> + As he proclaimed to the table, she had “a way with her.” She had, indeed, + as Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after the feast began. + Since his marriage three years before, no lady had bestowed upon him so + protracted a full view of brilliant eyes; and, with the look, his lovely + neighbor said—and it was her first speech to him— + </p> + <p> + “I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!” + </p> + <p> + Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and “Why?” was all he managed to say. + </p> + <p> + She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a mystification + equal to his own, by his sister across the table. No one, reflected Edith, + could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl who would “really flirt” with + married men—she was obviously the “opposite of all that.” Edith + defined her as a “thoroughbred,” a “nice girl”; and the look given to + Roscoe was astounding. Roscoe's wife saw it, too, and she was another whom + it puzzled—though not because its recipient was married. + </p> + <p> + “Because!” said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. “And + also because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull times ahead + for both of us if we don't get along.” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been + brought up to believe that when a man married he “married and settled + down.” It was “all right,” he felt, for a man as old as his father to pay + florid compliments to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but for + himself—“a young married man”—it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't + even be quite moral. He knew that young married people might have + friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl and Lamhorn never + “flirted”—they were always very matter-of-fact with each other. + Roscoe would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she hoped + he was susceptible. + </p> + <p> + “Yes—we're neighbors,” he said, awkwardly. + </p> + <p> + “Next-door neighbors in houses, too,” she added. + </p> + <p> + “No, not exactly. I live across the street.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, no!” she exclaimed, and seemed startled. “Your mother told me this + afternoon that you lived at home.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the street.” + </p> + <p> + “But you—” she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came + into her cheek. “But I understood—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said; “my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, but + that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “I—I see,” she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned + from him and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her left the + name, “Mr. James Sheridan, Jr.” And from that moment Roscoe had little + enough cause for wondering what he ought to reply to her disturbing + coquetries. + </p> + <p> + Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor to + “get through with old Roscoe,” as he thought of it, and give a bachelor a + chance. “Old Roscoe” was the younger, but he had always been the steady + wheel-horse of the family. Jim was “steady” enough, but was considered + livelier than Roscoe, which in truth is not saying much for Jim's + liveliness. As their father habitually boasted, both brothers were + “capable, hard-working young business men,” and the principal difference + between them was merely that which resulted from Jim's being still a + bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: dark of eyes and of hair, + fresh-colored and thick-set, and though Roscoe was several inches taller + than Jim, neither was of the height, breadth, or depth of the father. Both + wore young business men's mustaches, and either could have sat for the + tailor-shop lithographs of young business men wearing “rich suitings in + dark mixtures.” + </p> + <p> + Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access of + color, which increased his approbation. “What's that old Roscoe saying to + you, Miss Vertrees?” he asked. “These young married men are mighty forward + nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush.” + </p> + <p> + “Am I blushing?” she said. “Are you sure?” And with that she gave him + ample opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look wasted + upon Roscoe. “I think you must be mistaken,” she continued. “I think it's + your brother who is blushing. I've thrown him into confusion.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone as + confidential as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. “By trying + to begin with him a courtship I meant for YOU!” + </p> + <p> + This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it a + nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He realized that + he wished what she said to be the literal truth, and he was instantly + snared by that realization. + </p> + <p> + “By George!” he said. “I guess you're the kind of girl that can say + anything—yes, and get away with it, too!” + </p> + <p> + She laughed again—in her way, so that he could not tell whether she + was laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; and + she said: “But you see I don't care whether I get away with it or not. I + wish you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a chance to get away with + YOU?” + </p> + <p> + “More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!” Jim was inspired + to reply. “Not one in the world, especially after beginning by making fun + of me like that.” + </p> + <p> + “I mightn't be so much in fun as you think,” she said, regarding him with + sudden gravity. + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said Jim, in simple honesty, “you're a funny girl!” + </p> + <p> + Her gravity continued an instant longer. “I may not turn out to be funny + for YOU.” + </p> + <p> + “So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can + manage to be satisfied.” And with that, to his own surprise, it was his + turn to blush, whereupon she laughed again. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, “I can see + you're the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man really + means anything!” + </p> + <p> + “'Laugh'!” she cried, gaily. “Why, it might be a matter of life and death! + But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, considering + the mistake I made with your brother.” + </p> + <p> + Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery and + nonsense with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in it; he was + but too sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a consciousness + that he could never quite know this giddy and alluring lady, no matter how + long it pleased her to play with him. But he mightily wanted her to keep + on playing with him. + </p> + <p> + “Put what question?” he said, breathlessly. + </p> + <p> + “As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family,” she returned, + speaking slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, “I think it would be + well for me to know at once whether you are already walking out with any + young lady or not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you spoken for?” + </p> + <p> + “Not yet,” he gasped. “Are you?” + </p> + <p> + “NO!” she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the pastime + proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + </p> + <p> + Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from a + lively conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that Miss + Vertrees was “starting rather picturesquely with Jim.” And he added, + languidly, “Do you suppose she WOULD?” + </p> + <p> + For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed + interested in the clasp of a long “rope” of pearls, a loop of which she + was allowing to swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the table + and following with her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum in the + clasp at the end of the loop. She wore many jewels. She was pretty, but + hers was not the kind of prettiness to be loaded with too sumptuous + accessories, and jeweled head-dresses are dangerous—they may + emphasize the wrongness of the wearer. + </p> + <p> + “I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim,” + repeated Mr. Lamhorn. + </p> + <p> + “I heard you.” There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her eyes, + no matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just now she + did not care to cover it; she looked sullen. “Starting any stronger than + you did with Edith?” she inquired. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, keep the peace!” he said, crossly. “That's off, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “You haven't been making her see it this evening—precisely,” said + Sibyl, looking at him steadily. “You've talked to her for—” + </p> + <p> + “For Heaven's sake,” he begged, “keep the peace!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what have you just been doing?” + </p> + <p> + “SH!” he said. “Listen to your father-in-law.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra having + begun to play “The Rosary,” to his vast content. + </p> + <p> + “I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM,” he roared, beating the measures + with his fork. “EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM-TUM-DUM—What's + the matter with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? Miss Vertrees, I bet a + thousand dollars YOU sing! Why'n't—” + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Sheridan,” she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, “you + don't know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my rough ways, and + my soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he was about to say + something important.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!” the father + threatened, more delighted with her than ever. “By gosh! if I was his age—or + a widower right NOW—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, wait!” cried Mary. “If they'd only make less noise! I want Mrs. + Sheridan to hear.” + </p> + <p> + “She'd say the same,” he shouted. “She'd tell me I was mighty slow if I + couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age—” + </p> + <p> + “You must listen to your father,” Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, who + had grown red again. “He's going to tell us how, when he was your age, he + made those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup—and you could + see for yourself he didn't get them out of his sleeve!” + </p> + <p> + At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. “Look here, young + lady!” he roared. “Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you—or + I'm goin' to kiss you!” + </p> + <p> + Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed “too awful,” but Mary + Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + </p> + <p> + “Both!” she cried. “Both! The one to make me forget the other!” + </p> + <p> + “But which—” he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian + trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. + “Jim,” he roared, “if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll send + you back to the machine-shop with Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + And Bibbs—down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and + watching Mary Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a rich + little girl in a garden—Bibbs heard. He heard—and he knew what + his father's plans were now. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII + </h2> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees “sat up” for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired after + a restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his Landseers. Mary + had taken a key, insisting that he should not come for her and seeming + confident that she would not lack for escort; nor did the sequel prove her + confidence unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees had a long vigil of it. + </p> + <p> + She was not the woman to make herself easy—no servant had ever seen + her in a wrapper—and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what + they had been when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat through + the slow night hours in a stiff little chair under the gaslight in her own + room, which was directly over the “front hall.” There, book in hand, she + employed the time in her own reminiscences, though it was her belief that + she was reading Madame de Remusat's. + </p> + <p> + Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and the + deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they brought her—and + there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought backward because she did + not dare think forward definitely. What thinking forward this troubled + couple ventured took the form of a slender hope which neither of them + could have borne to hear put in words, and yet they had talked it over, + day after day, from the very hour when they heard Sheridan was to build + his New House next door. For—so quickly does any ideal of human + behavior become an antique—their youth was of the innocent old days, + so dead! of “breeding” and “gentility,” and no craft had been more + straitly trained upon them than that of talking about things without + mentioning them. Herein was marked the most vital difference between Mr. + and Mrs. Vertrees and their big new neighbor. Sheridan, though his youth + was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such matters. He had been chopping + wood for the morning fire in the country grocery while they were still + dancing. + </p> + <p> + It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the delicate + clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening of the door, + Mary's laugh, and “Yes—if you aren't afraid—to-morrow!” + </p> + <p> + The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath of + cold and bracing air into her mother's room. “Yes,” she said, before Mrs. + Vertrees could speak, “he brought me home!” + </p> + <p> + She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet + rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light pat + upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + </p> + <p> + “Mamma!” Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that she + had enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. “Why don't you ask me?” + </p> + <p> + This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. “I don't—” she + faltered. “Ask you what, Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “How I got along and what he's like.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it isn't distressing!” said Mary. “And I got along so fast—” + She broke off to laugh; continuing then, “But that's the way I went at it, + of course. We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know what you mean,” Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her head + plaintively. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Mary, “I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow afternoon, + and to the theater the next night—but I stopped it there. You see, + after you give the first push, you must leave it to them while YOU pretend + to run away!” + </p> + <p> + “My dear, I don't know what to—” + </p> + <p> + “What to make of anything!” Mary finished for her. “So that's all right! + Now I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening and + tee-total. We could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at figures, but + I calculated that if we lived six months on poor old Charlie and Ned and + the station-wagon and the Victoria, we could manage at least twice as long + on the cost of the 'house-warming.' I think the orchids alone would have + lasted us a couple of months. There they were, before me, but I couldn't + steal 'em and sell 'em, and so—well, so I did what I could!” + </p> + <p> + She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. “It + seemed to be a success—what I could,” she said, clasping her hands + behind her neck and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic + accompaniment to her narrative. “The girl Edith and her sister-in-law, + Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were too anxious about the effect of things on me. + The father's worth a bushel of both of them, if they knew it. He's what he + is. I like him.” She paused reflectively, continuing, “Edith's + 'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's good-looking and not stupid, but I + think he's—” She interrupted herself with a cheery outcry: “Oh! I + mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make Edith like him, I + ought to respect him as a colleague.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't understand a thing you're talking about,” Mrs. Vertrees + complained. + </p> + <p> + “All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's + always known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that know. + He sat between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like those people you + wondered about at the theater, the last time we went—dressed in + ball-gowns; bound to show their clothes and jewels SOMEwhere! She flatters + the father, and so did I, for that matter—but not that way. I + treated him outrageously!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary!” + </p> + <p> + “That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment of us + follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide on the + Palatine. He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' of 'em + listened as if they thought he intended to make them a present of the + house. What he was proudest of was the plumbing and that Bay of Naples + panorama in the hall. He made us look at all the plumbing—bath-rooms + and everywhere else—and then he made us look at the Bay of Naples. + He said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but I think it's more. And + he led us all into the ready-made library to see a poem Edith had taken a + prize with at school. They'd had it printed in gold letters and framed in + mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself was rather simple and wistful and + nice—he read it to us, though Edith tried to stop him. She was + modest about it, and said she'd never written anything else. And then, + after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan asked me to come across the street to + her house with them—her husband and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim + Sheridan—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. “'Jim'!” she exclaimed. “Mary, PLEASE—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Mary. “I'll make it as easy for you as I can, mamma. Mr. + James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. Roscoe explained that + 'the men were all dying for a drink,' though I noticed that Mr. Lamhorn + was the only one near death's door on that account. Edith and Mrs. Roscoe + said they knew I'd been bored at the dinner. They were objectionably + apologetic about it, and they seemed to think NOW we were going to have a + 'good time' to make up for it. But I hadn't been bored at the dinner, I'd + been amused; and the 'good time' at Mrs. Roscoe's was horribly, horribly + stupid.” + </p> + <p> + “But, Mary,” her mother began, “is—is—” And she seemed unable + to complete the question. + </p> + <p> + “Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, stupid? + I'm sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise—Oh, what + right have I to be calling people 'stupid' because they're not exactly my + kind? On the big dinner-table they had enormous icing models of the + Sheridan Building—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, no!” Mrs. Vertrees cried. “Surely not!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, and two other things of that kind—I don't know what. But, + after all, I wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner at a + palace in Italy, and a relief or inscription on one of the old silver + pieces had referred to some great deed or achievement of the family, I + shouldn't have felt superior; I'd have thought it picturesque and stately—I'd + have been impressed. And what's the real difference? The icing is + temporary, and that's much more modest, isn't it? And why is it vulgar to + feel important more on account of something you've done yourself than + because of something one of your ancestors did? Besides, if we go back a + few generations, we've all got such hundreds of ancestors it seems idiotic + to go picking out one or two to be proud of ourselves about. Well, then, + mamma, I managed not to feel superior to Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, + because he didn't see anything out of place in the Sheridan Building in + sugar.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the + conclusion of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head gravely. + “My dear, dear child,” she said, “it seems to me—It looks—I'm + afraid—” + </p> + <p> + “Say as much of it as you can, mamma,” said Mary, encouragingly. “I can + get it, if you'll just give me one key-word.” + </p> + <p> + “Everything you say,” Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, “seems to have the air + of—it is as if you were seeking to—to make yourself—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself to like + him.” + </p> + <p> + “Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant,” said Mrs. Vertrees, + speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. “But you said that—that + you found the latter part of the evening at young Mrs. Sheridan's + unentertaining—” + </p> + <p> + “And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than at + dinner, and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you think I—” + And then it was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter + understood, Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + </p> + <p> + “Well,” she asked, gravely, “is there anything else I can do? You and papa + don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, as this is the + only thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to let it distress me. + That's all there is about it, isn't it?” + </p> + <p> + “But nothing MUST distress you!” the mother cried. + </p> + <p> + “That's what I say!” said Mary, cheerfully. “And so it doesn't. It's all + right.” She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to go to her own + room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood leaning against + the foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at her feet. “Mother, + you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't really matter whom a girl + marries.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” Mrs. Vertrees protested. “I never said such a—” + </p> + <p> + “No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that + marriage really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To get + right down to it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't she? + One man as well as another?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” said Mary, indulgently. “I don't mean you and papa. But isn't + it propinquity that makes marriages? So many people say so, there must be + something in it.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that.” And Mrs. Vertrees lifted + pleading eyes to her daughter—eyes that begged to be spared. “It + sounds—almost reckless!” + </p> + <p> + Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. “Never fret, + dear! I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do—I've always + been too thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity that does + our choosing for us, well, at least no girl in the world could ask for + more than THAT! How could there be any more propinquity than the very + house next door?” + </p> + <p> + She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the door + this time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. “Oh, the + one that caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest one—” + </p> + <p> + “Did he speak of it?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + </p> + <p> + “No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't meet him. + But he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long intervals when + he's not. Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived at home when he was + 'well enough'; and it may be he's only an invalid. He looks dreadfully + ill, but he has pleasant eyes, and it struck me that if—if one were + in the Sheridan family”—she laughed a little ruefully—“he + might be interesting to talk to sometimes, when there was too much stocks + and bonds. I didn't see him after dinner.” + </p> + <p> + “There must be something wrong with him,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “They'd have + introduced him if there wasn't.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much—sometimes + people like that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father spoke + of sending him back to a machine-shop of some sort; I suppose he meant + when the poor thing gets better. I glanced at him just then, when Mr. + Sheridan mentioned him, and he happened to be looking straight at me; and + he was pathetic-looking enough before that, but the most tragic change + came over him. He seemed just to die, right there at the table!” + </p> + <p> + “You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, thoughtfully, “I don't think he is; but he might be + uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he once + sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor boy just + then! I'm afraid I'll keep remembering—” + </p> + <p> + “I wouldn't.” Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there was the + remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. “I'd keep my mind on pleasanter + things, Mary.” + </p> + <p> + Mary laughed and nodded. “Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, and + probably, if all were known, too good—even for me!” + </p> + <p> + And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden + were off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII + </h2> + <p> + Edith, glancing casually into the “ready-made” library, stopped abruptly, + seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the pearl-framed and + golden-lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. He read it: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + <span style="margin-left: 4em;">FUGITIVE</span><br /> +<br /> + I will forget the things that sting:<br /> + The lashing look, the barbed word.<br /> + I know the very hands that fling<br /> + The stones at me had never stirred<br /> + To anger but for their own scars.<br /> + They've suffered so, that's why they strike.<br /> + I'll keep my heart among the stars<br /> + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like<br /> + These wounded ones I must not be,<br /> + For, wounded, I might strike in turn!<br /> + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free<br /> + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. +</div></div> + <p> + “Bibbs!” Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly as she + came into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more powerful than + that warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the lapel of her coat. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed by + the poem. “Pretty young, isn't it?” he said. “There must have been + something about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't believe the + poem did it.” + </p> + <p> + She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a low + voice: “I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at all, Bibbs. + I'd like a chance to forget the whole silly business. I didn't want them + to frame it, and I wish to goodness papa'd quit talking about it; but + here, that night, after the dinner, didn't he go and read it aloud to the + whole crowd of 'em! And then they all wanted to know what other poems I'd + written and why I didn't keep it up and write some more, and if I didn't, + why didn't I, and why this and why that, till I thought I'd die of shame!” + </p> + <p> + “You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp,” Bibbs suggested. + </p> + <p> + “I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every time + anybody speaks of the thing.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked grieved. “The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you were + only seventeen when you wrote it.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up!” she snapped. “I wish it had burnt my fingers the first time + I touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it where it was. + I had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he said, comfortingly. “It was the very most flattering thing + ever happened to me. It was almost my last flight before I went to the + machine-shop, and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it enough to—” + </p> + <p> + “But I DON'T like it!” she exclaimed. “I don't even understand it—and + papa made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate it! The + truth is I never dreamed it'd get the prize.” + </p> + <p> + “Maybe they expected father to endow the school,” Bibbs murmured. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a LINE! I + hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me about how I + 'keep my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such a mushy kind of + thing, the way he says it. I hate it!” + </p> + <p> + “You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under another name + you might find—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first chance + I get.” She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. “I'd like to think + I could hope to hear the last of it before I die!” + </p> + <p> + “Edith!” he called, as she went into the hall. + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got used to + me?” + </p> + <p> + “What on earth do you mean?” she said, coming back as far as the + threshold. + </p> + <p> + “When I first came you couldn't look at me,” Bibbs explained, in his + impersonal way. “But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered if I'd—” + </p> + <p> + “It's because you look so much better,” she told him, cheerfully. “This + month you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the change.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium—the change.” + </p> + <p> + “You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw,” said Edith, with supreme + candor. “But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a corpse in my + life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly sick, so you + mustn't judge by me. I only know you do look better, I'm glad to say. But + you're right about my not being able to look at you at first. You had a + kind of whiteness that—Well, you're almost as thin, I suppose, but + you've got more just ordinarily pale; not that ghastly look. Anybody could + look at you now, Bibbs, and no—not get—” + </p> + <p> + “Sick?” + </p> + <p> + “Well—almost that!” she laughed. “And you're getting a better color + every day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly.” + </p> + <p> + “I—I'm afraid so,” he said, ruefully. + </p> + <p> + “'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean father + might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. I heard + him say something about it the night of the—” The jingle of a + distant bell interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. “Bobby + Lamhorn! I'm going to motor him out to look at a place in the country. + Afternoon, Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, his + eye wandering among the titles of the books. The library consisted almost + entirely of handsome “uniform editions”: Irving, Poe, Cooper, Goldsmith, + Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, Hume, Gibbon, Prescott, + Thackeray, Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, Gautier, Flaubert, Goethe, + Schiller, Dante, and Tasso. There were shelves and shelves of + encyclopedias, of anthologies, of “famous classics,” of “Oriental + masterpieces,” of “masterpieces of oratory,” and more shelves of “selected + libraries” of “literature,” of “the drama,” and of “modern science.” They + made an effective decoration for the room, all these big, expensive books, + with a glossy binding here and there twinkling a reflection of the flames + that crackled in the splendid Gothic fireplace; but Bibbs had an + impression that the bookseller who selected them considered them a relief, + and that white-jacket considered them a burden of dust, and that nobody + else considered them at all. Himself, he disturbed not one. + </p> + <p> + There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, and + white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. “Awready, + Mist' Bibbs,” he announced. “You' ma say wrap up wawm f' you' ride, an' + she cain' go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see you' pa at fo' 'clock. + Aw ready, suh.” + </p> + <p> + He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; and in the + manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. In the hall they + passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while white-jacket opened the + door with a flourish and waved condescendingly to the chauffeur in the car + which stood waiting in the driveway. + </p> + <p> + “It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when I + first came home, George,” said Bibbs, thoughtfully. “What did you tell + me?” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh!” George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some unknown + reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the Moor. “You ast + me when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, an' mighty near ev'y + day all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you ast me twicet.” He shook + his head solemnly. “Look to me mus' be somep'm might lamiDAL 'bout 'at + statue!” + </p> + <p> + “Mighty what?” + </p> + <p> + “Mighty lamiDAL!” George, burst out laughing. “What DO 'at word mean, + Mist' Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?” + </p> + <p> + “I nev' DID hear it!” said George. “I uz dess sittin' thinkum to myse'f + an' she pop in my head—'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she soun' so + good, seem like she GOTTA mean somep'm!” + </p> + <p> + “Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes—” + </p> + <p> + “Do she?” cried George. “WHAT she mean?” + </p> + <p> + “It's exactly the word for the statue,” said Bibbs, with conviction, as he + climbed into the car. “It's a lamiDAL statue.” + </p> + <p> + “Hiyi!” George exulted. “Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty lamiDAL + statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!”</p> +<p> “I expect she is!” + said Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a moment later he was swept + from sight. + </p> + <p> + George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently in the + hallway. “Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson—'I expec' she is!' Ev'y + day he try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' aw-ways, las' + thing HE say, 'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' Jackson, if he git well, + 'at young man go' be pride o' the family, Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, right + now I pick 'im fo' firs' money!” + </p> + <p> + “Look out with all 'at money, George!” Jackson warned the enthusiast. + “White folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer'n you. You the on'y man + bettin' on 'im!” + </p> + <p> + “I risk it!” cried George, merrily. “I put her all on now—ev'y cent! + 'At boy's go' be flower o' the flock!” + </p> + <p> + This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for the + meaning of “lamiDAL,” differed radically from another prediction + concerning Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some twenty + minutes later. + </p> + <p> + Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees beside + him, in his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon the highroad. + The two cars were going in opposite directions, and the occupants of Jim's + had only a swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting alone on the back seat—his + white face startlingly white against cap and collar of black fur—but + he flashed into recognition as Mary bowed to him. + </p> + <p> + Jim waved his left hand carelessly. “It's Bibbs, taking his + constitutional,” he explained. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I know,” said Mary. “I bowed to him, too, though I've never met him. + In fact, I've only seen him once—no, twice. I hope he won't think + I'm very bold, bowing to him.” + </p> + <p> + “I doubt if he noticed it,” said honest Jim. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, no!” she cried. + </p> + <p> + “What's the trouble?” + </p> + <p> + “I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I see!” said Jim. “Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs is + funny.” + </p> + <p> + “Is he? How?” she asked. “He strikes me as anything but funny.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'm his brother,” Jim said, deprecatingly, “but I don't know what + he's like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like I WAS his + brother, the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more than half alive to + me. Of course Roscoe and I are older, and when we were boys we were too + big to play with him, but he never played anyway, with boys his own age. + He'd rather just sit in the house and mope around by himself. Nobody could + ever get him to DO anything; you can't get him to do anything now. He + never had any LIFE in him; and honestly, if he is my brother, I must say I + believe Bibbs Sheridan is the laziest man God ever made! Father put him in + the machine-shop over at the Pump Works—best thing in the world for + him—and he was just plain no account. It made him sick! If he'd had + the right kind of energy—the kind father's got, for instance, or + Roscoe, either—why, it wouldn't have made him sick. And suppose it + was either of them—yes, or me, either—do you think any of us + would have stopped if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, but Bibbs + Sheridan'll never amount to anything as long as he lives.” + </p> + <p> + Mary looked thoughtful. “Is there any particular reason why he should?” + she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” he exclaimed. “You don't mean that, do you? Don't you + believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how much money + his father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got to be carried on + by everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on what we've got and see + other fellows get ahead of us? If we've got big things already, isn't it + every man's business to go ahead and make 'em bigger? Isn't it his duty? + Don't we always want to get bigger and bigger?” + </p> + <p> + “Ye-es—I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. He + looked so lonely—and sick.” + </p> + <p> + “He's gettin' better every day,” Jim said. “Dr. Gurney says so. There's + nothing much the matter with him, really—it's nine-tenths imaginary. + 'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have nervous diseases, + because they don't have time to imagine 'em.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean his trouble is really mental?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, he's not a lunatic,” said Jim. “He's just queer. Sometimes he'll say + something right bright, but half the time what he says is 'way off the + subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. For instance, the + other day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies in the hall. The darky + asked him what time he wanted the car for his drive, and anybody else in + the world would have just said what time they DID want it, and that would + have been all there was to it; but here's what Bibbs says, and I heard him + with my own ears. 'What time do I want the car?' he says. 'Well, now, that + depends—that depends,' he says. He talks slow like that, you know. + 'I'll tell you what time I want the car, George,' he says, 'if you'll tell + ME what you think of this statue!' That's exactly his words! Asked the + darky what he thought of that Arab Edith and mother bought for the hall!” + </p> + <p> + Mary pondered upon this. “He might have been in fun, perhaps,” she + suggested. + </p> + <p> + “Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary—of a work of + art! Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just kind-hearted—and + that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course—” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!” she laughed. + </p> + <p> + “See here!” he cried. “Isn't there any way for us to get over this Mister + and Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've managed to be + with you a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and I think you know + how I feel by this time—” + </p> + <p> + She looked panic-stricken immediately. “Oh, no,” she protested, quickly. + “No, I don't, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you do,” he said, and his voice shook a little. “You couldn't help + knowing.” + </p> + <p> + “But I do!” she denied, hurriedly. “I do help knowing. I mean—Oh, + wait!” + </p> + <p> + “What for? You do know how I feel, and you—well, you've certainly + WANTED me to feel that way—or else pretended—” + </p> + <p> + “Now, now!” she lamented. “You're spoiling such a cheerful afternoon!” + </p> + <p> + “'Spoilin' it!'” He slowed down the car and turned his face to her + squarely. “See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you—” + </p> + <p> + “Stop! Stop the car a minute.” And when he had complied she faced him as + squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. “Listen. I don't want + you to go on, to-day.” + </p> + <p> + “Why not?” he asked, sharply. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean it's just a whim?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and honest, + and she kept her clear eyes upon his. + </p> + <p> + “Will you tell me something?” + </p> + <p> + “Almost anything.” + </p> + <p> + “Have you ever told any man you loved him?” + </p> + <p> + And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. “No,” + she said. “And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that—or ever + know what it means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan.” + </p> + <p> + “Then you—you've just been flirting with me!” Poor Jim looked both + furious and crestfallen. + </p> + <p> + “Not one bit!” she cried. “Not one word! Not one syllable! I've meant + every single thing!” + </p> + <p> + “I don't—” + </p> + <p> + “Of course you don't!” she said. “Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to start + the car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have to say. I have + not flirted with you. I have deliberately courted you. One thing more, and + then I want you to take me straight home, talking about the weather all + the way. I said that I do not believe I shall ever 'care' for any man, and + that is true. I doubt the existence of the kind of 'caring' we hear about + in poems and plays and novels. I think it must be just a kind of emotional + TALK—most of it. At all events, I don't feel it. Now, we can go + faster, please.” + </p> + <p> + “Just where does that let me out?” he demanded. “How does that excuse you + for—” + </p> + <p> + “It isn't an excuse,” she said, gently, and gave him one final look, + wholly desolate. “I haven't said I should never marry.” + </p> + <p> + “What?” Jim gasped. + </p> + <p> + She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, + unfathomably sorrowful. + </p> + <p> + “I promise nothing,” she said, faintly. + </p> + <p> + “You needn't!” shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. “You needn't! By George! + I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and promise whenever + you're ready!” + </p> + <p> + “Don't forget what I asked,” she begged him. + </p> + <p> + “Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!” cried the + happy Jim. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX + </h2> + <p> + Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields and + sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean air + beneath a glorious sky—that sky so despised in the city, and so + maltreated there, that from early October to mid-May it was impossible for + men to remember that blue is the rightful color overhead. + </p> + <p> + Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost + resembling a pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its phantom. + How largely this apparition may have been the work of the wind upon his + face it is difficult to calculate, for beyond a doubt it was partly the + result of a lady's bowing to him upon no more formal introduction than the + circumstance of his having caught her looking into his window a month + before. She had bowed definitely; she had bowed charmingly. And it seemed + to Bibbs that she must have meant to convey her forgiveness. + </p> + <p> + There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to his + experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the impression + that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: her veil + tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind—and that + look of gay friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose in carnival. + </p> + <p> + By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then backed + and tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the south and the + smoke. Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon the horizon, that + nest of cloud in which the city strove and panted like an engine shrouded + in its own steam. But to Bibbs, who had now to go to the very heart of it, + for a commanded interview with his father, the distant cloud was like an + implacable genius issuing thunderously in smoke from his enchanted bottle, + and irresistibly drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + </p> + <p> + They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of November + late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; and here the sky + shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to gray; the smoke did not + visibly permeate the air, but it was there, nevertheless—impalpable, + thin, no more than the dust of smoke. And then, as the car drove on, the + chimneys and stacks of factories came swimming up into view like miles of + steamers advancing abreast, every funnel with its vast plume, savage and + black, sweeping to the horizon, dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation + over league on league already rich and vile with grime. + </p> + <p> + The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; and a roar + and clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. And now the car + passed two great blocks of long brick buildings, hideous in all ways + possible to make them hideous; doorways showing dark one moment and lurid + the next with the leap of some virulent interior flame, revealing + blackened giants, half naked, in passionate action, struggling with + formless things in the hot illumination. And big as these shops were, they + were growing bigger, spreading over a third block, where two new + structures were mushrooming to completion in some hasty cement process of + a stability not over-reassuring. Bibbs pulled the rug closer about him, + and not even the phantom of color was left upon his cheeks as he passed + this place, for he knew it too well. Across the face of one of the + buildings there was an enormous sign: “Sheridan Automatic Pump Co., Inc.” + </p> + <p> + Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and adding + their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden houses of a + thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on narrow lots and + nudging one another crossly, shutting out the stingy sunlight from one + another; bad neighbors who would destroy one another root and branch some + night when the right wind blew. They were only waiting for that wind and a + cigarette, and then they would all be gone together—a pinch of + incense burned upon the tripod of the god. + </p> + <p> + Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there a + forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some people said + it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some were sure that + asphalt and “improving” the streets did it; but Bigness was in too Big a + hurry to bother much about trees. He had telegraph-poles and + telephone-poles and electric-light-poles and trolley-poles by the thousand + to take their places. So he let the trees die and put up his poles. They + were hideous, but nobody minded that; and sometimes the wires fell and + killed people—but not often enough to matter at all. + </p> + <p> + Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the town where + the few solid old houses not already demolished were in transition: some, + with their fronts torn away, were being made into segments of + apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into trade, brazenly + putting forth “show-windows” on their first floors, seeming to mean it for + a joke; one or two with unaltered facades peeped humorously over the tops + of temporary office buildings of one story erected in the old front yards. + Altogether, the town here was like a boarding-house hash the Sunday after + Thanksgiving; the old ingredients were discernible. + </p> + <p> + This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs reached the + roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at every crossing while + the dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms of dust, hurried before + it. Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, loomed hundreds of feet + above him; newer ones, more magnificent, were rising beside them, rising + higher; old buildings were coming down; middle-aged buildings were coming + down; the streets were laid open to their entrails and men worked + underground between palisades, and overhead in metal cobwebs like spiders + in the sky. Trolley-cars and long interurban cars, built to split the wind + like torpedo-boats, clanged and shrieked their way round swarming corners; + motor-cars of every kind and shape known to man babbled frightful warnings + and frantic demands; hospital ambulances clamored wildly for passage; + steam-whistles signaled the swinging of titanic tentacle and claw; + riveters rattled like machine-guns; the ground shook to the thunder of + gigantic trucks; and the conglomerate sound of it all was the sound of + earthquake playing accompaniments for battle and sudden death. On one of + the new steel buildings no work was being done that afternoon. The + building had killed a man in the morning—and the steel-workers + always stop for the day when that “happens.” + </p> + <p> + And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the + brobdingnagian camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers and the + pagan women—there would be work to-day and dancing to-night. For the + Puritan's dry voice is but the crackling of a leaf underfoot in the rush + and roar of the coming of the new Egypt. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be “to the minute” or his father would + consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's office + marked four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally with his + entrance five people who had been at work in the office, under Sheridan's + direction, walked out. They departed upon no visible or audible + suggestion, and with a promptness that seemed ominous to the new-comer. As + the massive door clicked softly behind the elderly stenographer, the last + of the procession, Bibbs had a feeling that they all understood that he + was a failure as a great man's son, a disappointment, the “queer one” of + the family, and that he had been summoned to judgment—a well-founded + impression, for that was exactly what they understood. + </p> + <p> + “Sit down,” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried + fathers to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of + silence, then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, his + big hands, loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. They + were soiled, as were all other hands down-town, except such as might be + still damp from a basin. + </p> + <p> + “Well, Bibbs,” he said at last, not altering his attitude, “do you know + what I'm goin' to do with you?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon the + ceiling. “I heard you tell Jim,” he began, in his slow way. “You said + you'd send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose to Miss + Vertrees. So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But—” + </p> + <p> + “But what?” said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + </p> + <p> + “Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?” + </p> + <p> + That brought his father sharply round to face him. “You beat the devil! + Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like anybody else?” + </p> + <p> + “Liver, maybe,” said Bibbs, gently. + </p> + <p> + “Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you organically. + No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, and that's ALL the + matter. Oh, not one o' these BIG dreamers that put through the big deals! + No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that just sets out on the back fence + and thinks about how much trouble there must be in the world! That ain't + the kind that builds the bridges, Bibbs; it's the kind that borrows + fifteen cents from his wife's uncle's brother-in-law to get ten cent's + worth o' plug tobacco and a nickel's worth o' quinine!” + </p> + <p> + He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned again + to the window. + </p> + <p> + “Look out there!” he bade his son. “Look out o' that window! Look at the + life and energy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood would + tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things young men + are doin' in this town!” He swung about, coming to the mahogany desk in + the middle of the room. “Look at what I was doin' at your age! Look at + what your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! Yes, and look at Jim! I + made Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty Company last New-Year's, with + charge of every inch o' ground and every brick and every shingle and stick + o' wood we own; and it's an example to any young man—or ole man, + either—the way he took ahold of it. Last July we found out we wanted + two more big warehouses at the Pump Works—wanted 'em quick. + Contractors said it couldn't be done; said nine or ten months at the + soonest; couldn't see it any other way. What'd Jim do? Took the contract + himself; found a fellow with a new cement and concrete process; kept men + on the job night and day, and stayed on it night and day himself—and, + by George! we begin to USE them warehouses next week! Four months and a + half, and every inch fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' these fellers that + make miracles happen! Now, I don't say every young man can be like Jim, + because there's mighty few got his ability, but every young man can go in + and do his share. This town is God's own country, and there's opportunity + for anybody with a pound of energy and an ounce o' gumption. I tell you + these young business men I watch just do my heart good! THEY don't set + around on the back fence—no, sir! They take enough exercise to keep + their health; and they go to a baseball game once or twice a week in + summer, maybe, and they're raisin' nice families, with sons to take their + places sometime and carry on the work—because the work's got to go + ON! They're puttin' their life-blood into it, I tell you, and that's why + we're gettin' bigger every minute, and why THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why + it's all goin' to keep ON gettin' bigger!” + </p> + <p> + He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, observing + that Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with his eyes still + fixed upon the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat plaintive, Sheridan was + impelled to groan. “Oh, Lord!” he said. “This is the way you always were. + I don't believe you understood a darn word I been sayin'! You don't LOOK + as if you did. By George! it's discouraging!” + </p> + <p> + “I don't understand about getting—about getting bigger,” said Bibbs, + bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. “I don't see + just why—” + </p> + <p> + “WHAT?” Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and + staring across it incredulously at his son. + </p> + <p> + “I don't understand—exactly—what you want it all bigger for?” + </p> + <p> + “Great God!” shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his + clenched fist. “A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the poorest + day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question—” + </p> + <p> + “I did once,” Bibbs interrupted; “when I was in the machine-shop. I—” + </p> + <p> + “Wha'd he say?” + </p> + <p> + “He said, 'Oh, hell!'” answered Bibbs, mildly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I reckon he would!” Sheridan swung away from the desk. “I reckon he + certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right now, myself!” + </p> + <p> + “It's the same answer, then?” Bibbs's voice was serious, almost tremulous. + </p> + <p> + “Damnation!” Sheridan roared. “Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, you + ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear the word + PROGRESS?” + </p> + <p> + He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest surging, + his throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. “Now then,” he said, + huskily, when the anguish had somewhat abated, “what do you want to do?” + </p> + <p> + “Sir?” + </p> + <p> + “What do you WANT to do, I said.” + </p> + <p> + Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. “What—what do—I—what—” + </p> + <p> + “If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you do?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him—a profound + shyness. He bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe of his + shoe, which he moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit called to the + desk in school. + </p> + <p> + “What would you do? Loaf?” + </p> + <p> + “No, sir.” Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound it + made was unquestionably a guilty sound. “I suppose I'd—I'd—” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose I'd try to—to write.” + </p> + <p> + “Write what?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing important—just poems and essays, perhaps.” + </p> + <p> + “That all?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir.” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was + putting upon himself. “That is, you want to write, but you don't want to + write anything of any account.” + </p> + <p> + “You think—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan got up again. “I take my hat off to the man that can write a good + ad,” he said, emphatically. “The best writin' talent in this country is + right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine for good writin'—look + on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money for that kind o' writin'. + Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! I've tried it, and I can't do it. + I tell you an ad's got to be written so it makes people do the hardest + thing in this world to GET 'em to do: it's got to make 'em give up their + MONEY! You talk about 'poems and essays.' I tell you when it comes to the + actual skill o' puttin' words together so as to make things HAPPEN, R. T. + Bloss, right here in this city, knows more in a minute than George Waldo + Emerson ever knew in his whole life!” + </p> + <p> + “You—you may be—” Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word + smothered in a cough. + </p> + <p> + “Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take up + with the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and essays'! My + Lord, Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a newspaper without + havin' to see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper on 'Jane Eyre,' or 'East + Lynne,' at the God-Knows-What Club. And 'poetry'! Why, look at Edith! I + expect that poem o' hers would set a pretty high-water mark for you, young + man, and it's the only one she's ever managed to write in her whole LIFE! + When I wanted her to go on and write some more she said it took too much + time. Said it took months and months. And Edith's a smart girl; she's got + more energy in her little finger than you ever give me a chance to see in + your whole body, Bibbs. Now look at the facts: say she could turn out four + or five poems a year and you could turn out maybe two. That medal she got + was worth about fifteen dollars, so there's your income—thirty + dollars a year! That's a fine success to make of your life! I'm not sayin' + a word against poetry. I wouldn't take ten thousand dollars right now for + that poem of Edith's; and poetry's all right enough in its place—but + you leave it to the girls. A man's got to do a man's work in this world!” + </p> + <p> + He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, tapped + Bibbs confidentially on the knee. “This city's got the greatest future in + America, and if my sons behave right by me and by themselves they're goin' + to have a mighty fair share of it—a mighty fair share. I love this + town. It's God's own footstool, and it's made money for me every day right + along, I don't know how many years. I love it like I do my own business, + and I'd fight for it as quick as I'd fight for my own family. It's a + beautiful town. Look at our wholesale district; look at any district you + want to; look at the park system we're puttin' through, and the boulevards + and the public statuary. And she grows. God! how she grows!” He had become + intensely grave; he spoke with solemnity. “Now, Bibbs, I can't take any of + it—nor any gold or silver nor buildings nor bonds—away with me + in my shroud when I have to go. But I want to leave my share in it to my + boys. I've worked for it; I've been a builder and a maker; and two blades + of grass have grown where one grew before, whenever I laid my hand on the + ground and willed 'em to grow. I've built big, and I want the buildin' to + go on. And when my last hour comes I want to know that my boys are ready + to take charge; that they're fit to take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, + when that hour comes I want to know that my boys are big men, ready and + fit to take hold of big things. Bibbs, when I'm up above I want to know that + the big share I've made mine, here below, is growin' bigger and bigger in + the charge of my boys.” + </p> + <p> + He leaned back, deeply moved. “There!” he said, huskily. “I've never + spoken more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want you to + understand—and not think me a mean father. I never had to talk that + way to Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” said Bibbs. “At least I think I do. But—” + </p> + <p> + “Wait a minute!” Sheridan raised his hand. “If you see the least bit in + the world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son set here + and talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. And you must + understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys and have him come + back on me the way you did, and have to be sent to a sanitarium because he + couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right down to it, Bibbs. I've had a + whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney about you, one time another, and I + reckon I understand your case just about as well as he does, anyway! Now + here, I'll be frank with you. I started you in harder than what I did the + other boys, and that was for your own good, because I saw you needed to be + shook up more'n they did. You were always kind of moody and mopish—and + you needed work that'd keep you on the jump. Now, why did it make you sick + instead of brace you up and make a man of you the way it ought of done? I + pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look here, ain't it really because + he just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, 'that's it. If he'd enjoyed it, + it wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, and that affects his nervous + system. The more he tries it, the more he hates it; and the more he hates + it, the more injury it does him.' That ain't quite his words, but it's + what he meant. And that's about the way it is.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, “that's about the way it is.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but to + make you like it!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost + ghostly. “I can't,” he said, in a low voice. “I can't.” + </p> + <p> + “Can't go back to the shop?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Can't like it. I can't.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had reasoned + exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than a father + should, only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and mysterious + stubbornness which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic from + childhood. “By George, you will!” he cried. “You'll go back there and + you'll like it! Gurney says it won't hurt you if you like it, and he says + it'll kill you if you go back and hate it; so it looks as if it was about + up to you not to hate it. Well, Gurney's a fool! Hatin' work doesn't kill + anybody; and this isn't goin' to kill you, whether you hate it or not. + I've never made a mistake in a serious matter in my life, and it wasn't a + mistake my sendin' you there in the first place. And I'm goin' to prove it—I'm + goin' to send you back there and vindicate my judgment. Gurney says it's + all 'mental attitude.' Well, you're goin' to learn the right one! He says + in a couple more months this fool thing that's been the matter with you'll + be disappeared completely and you'll be back in as good or better + condition than you were before you ever went into the shop. And right then + is when you begin over—right in that same shop! Nobody can call me a + hard man or a mean father. I do the best I can for my chuldern, and I take + full responsibility for bringin' my sons up to be men. Now, so far, I've + failed with you. But I'm not goin' to keep ON failin'. I never tackled a + job YET I didn't put through, and I'm not goin' to begin with my own son. + I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. By God! I am!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. “You say you give + me a couple of months?” he said. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. “Gurney said two months more + would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get yourself + in the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are up! Good-by!” + </p> + <p> + “Good-by, sir,” said Bibbs, meekly. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X + </h2> + <p> + Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the “lamidal” + George had shown him upon his return, still bore the appearance of + temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no clear conception of + himself as a permanent incumbent. However, he had set upon the mantelpiece + the two photographs that he owned: one, a “group” twenty years old—his + father and mother, with Jim and Roscoe as boys—and the other a + “cabinet” of Edith at sixteen. And upon a table were the books he had + taken from his trunk: Sartor Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, Huckleberry + Finn, and Afterwhiles. There were some other books in the trunk—a + large one, which remained unremoved at the foot of the bed, adding to the + general impression of transiency. It contained nearly all the possessions + as well as the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs sat beside it, the + day after his interview with his father, raking over a small collection of + manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he glanced through dubiously, + finding little comfort in them; but one made him smile. Then he shook his + head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to read it. It was written on + paper stamped “Hood Sanitarium,” and bore the title, “Leisure.” + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if + he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful + quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to + recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession + adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would + choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on + Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way + of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward + purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of + life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he + must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must + be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and + so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the + screaming of the whistles. Peace—</p> +</div> + <p> + Having read so far as the word “peace,” Bibbs suffered an interruption + interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the hall + just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's quarrel was in + progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's room, and + continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you BETTER go home!” Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, shrilly. + “You better go home and keep your mind a little more on your HUSBAND!” + </p> + <p> + “Edie, Edie!” he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + </p> + <p> + “You see here!” This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and + tremulous. “Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell Mother + Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan if she + thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you did!” And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. “Yes, you did! + YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want to break it up + between Bobby Lamhorn and me because—” + </p> + <p> + “Edie, Edie! Now, now!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new friends + tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come here, what + about his not going to HER house. How—” + </p> + <p> + “I've explained that to Mother Sheridan.” Sibyl's voice indicated that she + was descending the stairs. “Married people are not the same. Some things + that should be shielded from a young girl—” + </p> + <p> + This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. “'Shielded from a + young girl'!” she shrilled. “You seem pretty willing to be the shield! You + look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield you are!” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts at + pacification were renewed. “Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for your good, + and you'd oughtn't to—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa—” + </p> + <p> + “Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe—” + </p> + <p> + “You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!” the girl cried, passionately. + </p> + <p> + “Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll—” + </p> + <p> + “No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!” And Edith, + flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, swung round + it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw herself, face + down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she had no perception of + Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and sobbing in a passion of tears, + she beat the coverlet and pillows with her clenched fists. “Sneak!” she + babbled aloud. “Sneak! Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly toward + the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; but some + sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, facing him. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry—” + </p> + <p> + “Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?” + </p> + <p> + “Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm going + out.” + </p> + <p> + “No; don't go.” She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a sob, and + repeated her request. “Don't go. I don't mind you; you're quiet, anyhow. + Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't mind you at all, but I + wish you'd sit down.” + </p> + <p> + “All right.” And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. “Go ahead and + cry all you want, Edith,” he said. “No harm in that!” + </p> + <p> + “Sibyl told mamma—OH!” she began, choking. “Mary Vertrees had mamma + and Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had + some women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just laid + herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after 'em ever + since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby Lamhorn is so + bad that, even though they like his family, none of the nice people in + town would let him in their houses. In the first place, it's a falsehood, + and I don't believe a word of it; and in the second place I know the + reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS I know it! I won't SAY what + it is—not yet—because papa and all of you would think I'm as + crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool he'd probably quit + speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch her; that's all I ask. Just + you watch that woman. You'll see!” + </p> + <p> + As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching “that woman.” Glancing from + the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the old house + next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked quickly up the + path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention of calling. But he did + not mention this to his sister, who, after delivering herself of a rather + vague jeremiad upon the subject of her sister-in-law's treacheries, + departed to her own chamber, leaving him to his speculations. The chief of + these concerned the social elasticities of women. Sibyl had just been a + participant in a violent scene; she had suffered hot insult of a kind that + could not fail to set her quivering with resentment; and yet she elected + to betake herself to the presence of people whom she knew no more than + “formally.” Bibbs marveled. Surely, he reflected, some traces of emotion + must linger upon Sibyl's face or in her manner; she could not have ironed + it all quite out in the three or four minutes it took her to reach the + Vertreeses' door. + </p> + <p> + And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment + wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving to + master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to exhibit + anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the manner of a + casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the sudden purpose + that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious than she was finely + intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a type Scriptural in its + antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-educated intriguer who may and + does delude men, of course, and the best and dullest of her own sex as + well, finding invariably strong supporters among these latter. It is a + type that has wrought some damage in the world and would have wrought + greater, save for the check put upon its power by intelligent women and by + its own “lack of perspective,” for it is a type that never sees itself. + Sibyl followed her impulses with no reflection or question—it was + like a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not even + the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make a + certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed that she + was believed. + </p> + <p> + “My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come down,” + Mary said, when they were seated. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had been + brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark addressed to + her by any person with whom she was not on familiar terms. It was intended + partly as a courtesy and partly as the foundation for an impression of + sweetness. + </p> + <p> + “Just thought I'd fly in a minute,” she said, continuing the cooing to + relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. “I thought I'd just behave like + REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far from + down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted to tell + you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that afternoon. + You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here before, I've had + to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely, and I really've known + scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so engrossed in business ever + since he was a mere boy, why, of course—” + </p> + <p> + She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that + afternoon,” Sibyl went on. “They're really delightful people. Indeed they + are! Yes—” + </p> + <p> + She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to + another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite + errand. Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of + abstraction as she looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the + errand was a serious one for the caller and easily to be connected with + the slight but perceptible agitation underlying her assumption of cheerful + ease. There was a restlessness of breathing, a restlessness of hands. + </p> + <p> + “Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some of the people + here in town the other day,” said Sibyl, repeating the cooing and + protracting it. “They said something that took ME by surprise! We were + talking about our mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn—” + </p> + <p> + Mary interrupted her promptly. “Do you mean 'mutual' to include my mother + and me?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary. “We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend of + ours.” + </p> + <p> + To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. “That's just + the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!” she cried, with a vehemence that made Mary + stare. “Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families here speak of + him!” + </p> + <p> + Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her composure. + “I had the impression he was a friend of yours,” she said; adding, + hastily, “and your husband's.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes,” said the caller, absently. “He is, certainly. A man's reputation + for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to married people, + of course. It's where young girls are in question. THEN it may be very, + very dangerous. There are a great many things safe and proper for married + people that might be awf'ly imprudent for a young girl. Don't you agree, + Miss Vertrees?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” returned the frank Mary. “Do you mean that you intend to + remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's doing + so?” + </p> + <p> + “That's it exactly!” was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. “What I + feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all suitable for + Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. I tell you,” she + cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, “her father ought to put his + foot down!” + </p> + <p> + Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and then + retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one might + catch a glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back into + hiding under a bush. + </p> + <p> + “Of course,” said Sibyl, much more composedly, “I hardly need say that + it's entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. I'm as fond + of Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help fretting about + it. It would break my heart to have Edith's life spoiled.” + </p> + <p> + This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with pathos, + but she flatted. + </p> + <p> + And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the stress + of some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not uncommonly + developed a phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect obtained by + placing two mirrors opposite each other, one clear and the other flawed. + In this case, particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect consciousness of Mary. + The Mary Vertrees that she saw was merely something to be cozened to her + own frantic purpose—a Mary Vertrees who was incapable of penetrating + that purpose. Sibyl sat there believing that she was projecting the image + of herself that she desired to project, never dreaming that with every + word, every look, and every gesture she was more and more fully disclosing + the pitiable truth to the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw + was an overdressed woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as + a pan, but possessed by emotions that appeared to be strong—perhaps + even violent. What those emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she began + to suspect. + </p> + <p> + “And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled,” Sibyl continued. “It would be a + dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father + Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. It + would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like Robert + Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if somebody doesn't + tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might get his consent and + hurry on the wedding before he finds out, and then it would be too late. + You see, Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for me to decide just what + it's my duty to do.” + </p> + <p> + “I see,” said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, “Does Miss Sheridan seem + to—to care very much about him?” + </p> + <p> + “He's deliberately fascinated her,” returned the visitor, beginning to + breathe quickly and heavily. “Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew she + wasn't in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people that + were, and she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the start that + made it easy for him—and he didn't need it. He could have done it, + anyway!” Sibyl was launched now; her eyes were furious and her voice + shook. “He went after her deliberately, the way he does everything; he's + as cold-blooded as a fish. All he cares about is his own pleasure, and + lately he's decided it would be pleasant to get hold of a piece of real + money—and there was Edith! And he'll marry her! Nothing on earth can + stop him unless he finds out she won't HAVE any money if she marries him, + and the only person that could make him understand that is Father + Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be managed, because Lamhorn is going to + hurry it on as fast as he can. He told me so last night. He said he was + going to marry her the first minute he could persuade her to it—and + little Edith's all ready to be persuaded!” Sibyl's eyes flashed green + again. “And he swore he'd do it,” she panted. “He swore he'd marry Edith + Sheridan, and nothing on earth could stop him!” + </p> + <p> + And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the babbling + creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, a canvas of + unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity and horror: she saw + Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a whisper, perhaps—for + Roscoe might have been in the house, or servants might have heard. She saw + Sibyl entreating, beseeching, threatening despairingly, and Lamhorn—tired + of her—first evasive, then brutally letting her have the truth; and + at last, infuriated, “swearing” to marry her rival. If Sibyl had not + babbled out the word “swore” it might have been less plain. + </p> + <p> + The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what she had confessed. + “You see,” she said, more quietly, “whatever's going to be done ought to + be done right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd heard + about Lamhorn—oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right before + Edith. I think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, because + nobody can say it isn't for the girl's own good and what her best friend + would do. But Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and she's afraid to + ever come right out with anything. Father Sheridan's different. Edith can + get anything she wants out of him in the way of money or ordinary + indulgence, but when it comes to a matter like this he'd be a steel rock. + If it's a question of his will against anybody else's he'd make his will + rule if it killed 'em both! Now, he'd never in the world let Lamhorn come + near the house again if he knew his reputation. So, you see, somebody's + got to tell him. It isn't a very easy position for me, is it, Miss + Vertrees?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, gravely. + </p> + <p> + “Well, to be frank,” said Sibyl, smiling, “that's why I've come to you.” + </p> + <p> + “To ME!” Mary frowned. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl rippled and cooed again. “There isn't ANYBODY ever made such a hit + with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course we ALL hope + you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs of the family!” + (This sally with another and louder effect of laughter). “And if it's MY + duty, why, in a way, I think it might be thought yours, too.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” exclaimed Mary, sharply. + </p> + <p> + “Listen,” said Sibyl. “Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with this + story, and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn has a good + reputation and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, or suppose (what's + most likely) she loses her temper and says I invented it, then what am I + going to do? Father Sheridan doesn't know Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter, + and they're out of the question, anyway. But suppose I could say: 'All + right, if you want proof, ask Miss Vertrees. She came with me, and she's + waiting in the next room right now, to—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” said Mary, quickly. “You mustn't—” + </p> + <p> + “Listen just a minute more,” Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on easy + ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. “You + naturally don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, but if + YOU take part in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself what weight + you carry over there, and no one would have the right to say you did it + except out of the purest kindness. Don't you see that Jim and his father + would admire you all the more for it? Miss Vertrees, listen! Don't you see + we OUGHT to do it, you and I? Do you suppose Robert Lamhorn cares a snap + of his finger for her? Do you suppose a man like him would LOOK at Edith + Sheridan if it wasn't for the money?” And again Sibyl's emotion rose to + the surface. “I tell you he's after nothing on earth but to get his finger + in that old man's money-pile, over there, next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to + do it. Marry Edith?” she cried. “I tell you he'd marry their nigger cook + for THAT!” + </p> + <p> + She stopped, afraid—at the wrong time—that she had been too + vehement, but a glance at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that she + had produced the effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; she was + staring straight before her at the wall, her eyes wide and shining. She + became visibly a little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + </p> + <p> + “After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's + money-pile, over there, next door!” The voice was vulgar, the words were + vulgar—and the plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary + Vertrees's ears! The clear mirror had caught its own image clearly in the + flawed one at last. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her + bargain. “Now don't you worry,” she said, sunnily, “about this setting + Edith against you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, but if she + tried to be spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you when you drop in + over there, or managed so as to sort of leave you out, why, I've got a + house, and Jim likes to come there. I don't THINK Edith WOULD be that way; + she's too crazy to have you take her around with the smart crowd, but if + she DID, you needn't worry. And another thing—I guess you won't mind + Jim's own sister-in-law speaking of it. Of course, I don't know just how + matters stand between you and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about as much + alike as two brothers can be, and Roscoe was very slow making up his mind; + sometimes I used to think he actually never WOULD. Now, what I mean is, + sisters-in-law can do lots of things to help matters on like that. There's + lots of little things can be said, and lots—” + </p> + <p> + She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, and + now, still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of explanation, or any + other kind of word, and walked slowly to the open door and out of the + room. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered something + neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, and that she + would return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess of + absent-mindedness not to have excused herself, especially as her guest was + talking. And, Mary's return being delayed, Sibyl found time to think this + unprefaced exit odder and ruder than she had first considered it. There + might have been more excuse for it, she thought, had she been speaking of + matters less important—offering to do the girl all the kindness in + her power, too! + </p> + <p> + Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of her + shoe; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory of the + furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and engravings. Then + she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a window and stood looking + out upon the brown lawn, then came back to the chair she had abandoned, + and sat again. There was no sound in the house. + </p> + <p> + A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her face, + and slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary—scarlet to the ears. She + looked at her watch again—and twenty-five minutes had elapsed since + she had looked at it before. + </p> + <p> + She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she let + herself softly out of the front door, and went across the street to her + own house. + </p> + <p> + Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. “Saw you from the window,” he + explained. “You must find a lot to say to that old lady.” + </p> + <p> + “What old lady?” + </p> + <p> + “Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the daughter + come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then walk on up the + street. Don't stand out on the porch,” he said, crossly. “Come in here. + There's something it's come time I'll have to talk to you about. Come in!” + </p> + <p> + But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house and + started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, + staring fixedly. “Something's the matter over there,” he muttered, and + then, more loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he said, “What's the + matter over there?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its highest speed, + and as he saw Roscoe he made a gesture singularly eloquent of calamity, + and was lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. Edith had + followed part of the way down the drive, and it could be seen that she was + crying bitterly. She lifted both arms to Roscoe, summoning him. + </p> + <p> + “By George!” gasped Roscoe. “I believe somebody's dead!” + </p> + <p> + And he started for the New House at a run. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI + </h2> + <p> + Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, and + at about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from foreign + parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with Sheridan and + his colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, was a gentleman + of Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, and Sheridan took + pleasure in showing him the sights of the country's finest city. They got + into an open car at the main entrance of the Sheridan Building, and were + driven first, slowly and momentously, through the wholesale district and + the retail district; then more rapidly they inspected the packing-houses + and the stock-yards; then skirmished over the “park system” and + “boulevards”; and after that whizzed through the “residence section” on + their way to the factories and foundries. + </p> + <p> + “All cray,” observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + </p> + <p> + “'Cray'?” echoed Sheridan. “I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?” + </p> + <p> + “No white,” said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the long rows + of houses on both sides of the street. “No white lace window-curtains; all + cray lace window-curtains.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh. I see!” Sheridan laughed indulgently. “You mean 'GRAY.' No, they + ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones.” + </p> + <p> + Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. “There are NO white ones,” he + said. “There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white window-curtains, + no white house, no white peeble!” He pointed upward. “Smoke!” Then he + sniffed the air and clasped his nose between forefinger and thumb. “Smoke! + Smoke ef'rywhere. Smoke in your insites.” He tapped his chest. “Smoke in + your lunks!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh! SMOKE!” Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath and + patently finding it delicious. “You BET we got smoke!” + </p> + <p> + “Exbensif!” said Herr Favre. “Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe in + summer it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan laughed uproariously. “They know it means new spring hats for + 'em!” + </p> + <p> + “They must need many, too!” said the visitor. “New hats, new all things, + but nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are a safing peeble.” + </p> + <p> + “Where's that?” + </p> + <p> + “In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, and I + tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was mighty dirty + and mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. Now comin' right + down TO it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here in this town than in + Munich? I know you got more enterprise up there than the part of the old + country I saw, and I know YOU'RE a live business man and you're associated + with others like you, but when it comes to LIVIN' in a place, wouldn't you + heap rather be here than over there?” + </p> + <p> + “For me,” said Herr Favre, “no. Here I should not think I was living. It + would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing else.” + </p> + <p> + “We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. THEY + like it.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes.” And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. “The first generation, + they bring their Germany with them; then, after that, they are Americans, + like you.” He tapped his host's big knee genially. “You are patriot; so + are they.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. + Farver!” Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. “You certainly stand up for your own + town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you would here. + Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT—after you've seen + our city! It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I kind of admire you + for it; every man ought to stick up for his own, even when he sees the + other fellow's got the goods on him. Yet I expect way down deep in your + heart, Mr. Farver, you'd rather live right here than any place else in the + world, if you had your choice. Man alive! this is God's country, Mr. + Farver, and a blind man couldn't help seein' it! You couldn't stand where + you do in a business way and NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. This is + the big works, and I'll show you something now that'll make your eyes + stick out!” + </p> + <p> + They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was + personally conducted and personally instructed by the founder and + president, the buzzing queen bee of those buzzing hives. + </p> + <p> + “Now I'll take you for a spin in the country,” said Sheridan, when at last + they came out to the car again. “We'll take a breezer.” But, with his foot + on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man who came out of the office + smiling a greeting. “Hello, young fellow!” Sheridan said, heartily. “On + the job, are you, Jimmie? Ha! They don't catch you OFF of it very often, I + guess, though I do hear you go automobile-ridin' in the country sometimes + with a mighty fine-lookin' girl settin' up beside you!” He roared with + laughter, clapping his son upon the shoulder. “That's all right with me—if + it is with HER! So, Jimmie? Well, when we goin' to move into your new + warehouses? Monday?” + </p> + <p> + “Sunday, if you want to,” said Jim. + </p> + <p> + “No!” cried his father, delighted. “Don't tell me you're goin' to keep + your word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never heard of a + contractor yet didn't want more time.” + </p> + <p> + “They'll be all ready for you on the minute,” said Jim. “I'm going over + both of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. I guess + they'll pass inspection, too!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, then, when you get through with that,” said his father, “you go and + take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You tell her you + stand high with ME!” He stepped into the car, waving a waggish farewell, + and when the wheels were in motion again, he turned upon his companion a + broad face literally shining with pride. “That's my boy Jimmie!” he said. + </p> + <p> + “Fine young man, yes,” said Herr Favre. + </p> + <p> + “I got two o' the finest boys,” said Sheridan, “I got two o' the finest + boys God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's the oldest, and I + tell you they got to get up the day before if they expect to catch HIM in + bed! My other boy, Roscoe, he's always to the good, too, but Jim's a + wizard. You saw them two new-process warehouses, just about finished? + Well, JIM built 'em. I'll tell you about that, Mr. Farver.” And he recited + this history, describing the new process at length; in fact, he had such + pride in Jim's achievement that he told Herr Favre all about it more than + once. + </p> + <p> + “Fine young man, yes,” repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters of an + hour later. They were many miles out in the open country by this time. + </p> + <p> + “He is that!” said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: “I got a fine + family, Mr. Farver—fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you take her + and put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY of 'em. + There's culture and refinement and society in this town by the car-load, + and here lately she's been gettin' right in the thick of it—her and + my daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. + I'm goin' to get you up for a meal with us before you leave town, and + you'll see—and, well, sir, from all I hear the two of 'em been + holdin' their own with the best. Myself, I and the wife never had time for + much o' that kind o' doin's, but it's all right and good for the chuldern; + and my daughter she's always kind of taken to it. I'll read you a poem she + wrote when I get you up at the house. She wrote it in school and took the + first prize for poetry with it. I tell you they don't make 'em any + smarter'n that girl, Mr. Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're a + pretty happy family; yes, sir. Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, and I + haven't ever spoke to him and his wife about it—it's kind of a + delicate matter—but it's about time the wife and I saw some + gran'-chuldern growin' up around us. I certainly do hanker for about four + or five little curly-headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, I hope, o' + course; that's only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty + splendid-lookin' girl; lives right next door to us. I expect you heard me + joshin' him about it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods here, + and I guess it was a mighty good stock—to raise HER! She's one these + girls that stand right up and look at you! And pretty? She's the prettiest + thing you ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good sense. Jim'll be + just right if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME to think o' the way + that boy took ahold o' that job back yonder. Four months and a half! Yes, + sir—” + </p> + <p> + He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain the + stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before they + reached the city on their return, and it was after five when Sheridan + allowed Herr Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where boys were + shrieking extra editions of the evening paper. + </p> + <p> + “Now, good night, Mr. Farver,” said Sheridan, leaning from the car to + shake hands with his guest. “Don't forget I'm goin' to come around and + take you up to—Go on away, boy!” + </p> + <p> + A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, “Extry! Secon' + Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!” + </p> + <p> + “Get out!” laughed Sheridan. “Who wants to read about accidents? Get out!” + </p> + <p> + The boy moved away philosophically. “Extry! Extry!” he shrilled. “Three + men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! Extry! + Extry!” + </p> + <p> + “Don't forget, Mr. Farver,” Sheridan completed his interrupted farewells. + “I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. I'll be here for you + about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope you 'njoyed the drive much + as I have. Good night—good night!” He leaned back, speaking to the + chauffer. “Now you can take me around to the Central City barber-shop, + boy. I want to get a shave 'fore I go up home.” + </p> + <p> + “Extry! Extry!” screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds like + bats in the dusk. “Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! Extry!” It + struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many “Extras”; they printed + “Extras” for all sorts of petty crimes and casualties. It was a mistake, + he decided, critically. Crying “Wolf!” too often wouldn't sell the goods; + it was bad business. The papers would “make more in the long run,” he was + sure, if they published an “Extra” only when something of real importance + happened. + </p> + <p> + “Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!” a boy squawked under his + nose, as he descended from the car. + </p> + <p> + “Go on away!” said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked to see + the youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + </p> + <p> + But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the + barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had thus + cried his wares. + </p> + <p> + “Say, Yallern,” said this second, hoarse with awe, “'n't chew know who + that IS?” + </p> + <p> + “Who?” + </p> + <p> + “It's SHERIDAN!” + </p> + <p> + “Jeest!” cried the first, staring insanely. + </p> + <p> + At about the same hour, four times a week—Monday, Wednesday, Friday, + and Saturday—Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head + barber. The barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was their + habit to give him a “reception,” his entrance being always the signal for + a flurry of jocular hospitality, followed by general excesses of briskness + and gaiety. But it was not so this evening. + </p> + <p> + The shop was crowded. Copies of the “Extra” were being read by men + waiting, and by men in the latter stages of treatment. “Extras” lay upon + vacant seats and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + </p> + <p> + There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent + patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened the + door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering of a + firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men turned + their prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of amazing silence + in the shop. + </p> + <p> + The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. His + left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic section + of his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung poised above + it, the razor motionless. And then, roused from trance by the door's + closing, he accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. The barber + remembered that there are no circumstances in life—or just after it—under + which a man does not need to be shaved. + </p> + <p> + He stepped forward, profoundly grave. “I be through with this man in the + chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan,” he said, in a hushed tone. “Yessuh.” + And of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, “You goin' + RESIGN?” he demanded in a fierce undertone. “You goin' take Mist' + Sheridan's coat?” He sent an angry look round the shop, and the barbers, + taking his meaning, averted their eyes and fell to work, the murmur of + subdued conversation buzzing from chair to chair. + </p> + <p> + “You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan,” said the head barber, gently. + “I fix nice chair fo' you to wait in.” + </p> + <p> + “Never mind,” said Sheridan. “Go on get through with your man.” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh.” And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed by + Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + </p> + <p> + Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not know + what to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious demand + for the meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had been + imposed upon him by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by the odd + look every man in the shop had bent upon him. + </p> + <p> + Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of the shop, + and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching quickly shifted, + furtive glances here and there. He made this brief survey after wondering + if one of the barbers had died suddenly, that day, or the night before; + but there was no vacancy in either line. + </p> + <p> + The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of the + “Extra” there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. The first + of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: + </p> +<div class="blok"><p class="c"> + Fatally Faulty. New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to<br /> + Death with Inventor. Seven Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims—</p> +</div> + <p> + Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering the + print from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before him, + pale and gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + </p> + <p> + “I've come for you, father,” said Bibbs. “Here's the boy with your coat + and hat. Put them on and come home.” + </p> + <p> + And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the + strength and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what + calamity had befallen him. But he was frightened. + </p> + <p> + Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, but + as they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his son's + sleeve with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood face to + face. + </p> + <p> + “What—what—” His mouth could not do him the service he asked + of it, he was so frightened. + </p> + <p> + “Extry!” screamed a newsboy straight in his face. “Young North Side + millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!” + </p> + <p> + “Not—JIM!” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + </p> + <p> + “And YOU come to tell me that?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and in the + first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the unuttered cry + of accusation: + </p> + <p> + “Why wasn't it you?” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII + </h2> + <p> + Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three days + later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite in his + mind: the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and Bibbs wondered + how many million times that had happened since men first made a word to + name the sons of one mother. Almost literally he had buried his strong + brother, for Sheridan had gone to pieces when he saw his dead son. He had + nothing to help him meet the shock, neither definite religion nor + “philosophy” definite or indefinite. He could only beat his forehead and + beg, over and over, to be killed with an ax, while his wife was helpless + except to entreat him not to “take on,” herself adding a continuous + lamentation. Edith, weeping, made truce with Sibyl and saw to it that the + mourning garments were beyond criticism. Roscoe was dazed, and he shirked, + justifying himself curiously by saying he “never had any experience in + such matters.” So it was Bibbs, the shy outsider, who became, during this + dreadful little time, the master of the house; for as strange a thing as + that, sometimes, may be the result of a death. He met the relatives from + out of town at the station; he set the time for the funeral and the time + for meals; he selected the flowers and he selected Jim's coffin; he did + all the grim things and all the other things. Jim had belonged to an order + of Knights, who lengthened the rites with a picturesque ceremony of their + own, and at first Bibbs wished to avoid this, but upon reflection he + offered no objection—he divined that the Knights and their service + would be not precisely a consolation, but a satisfaction to his father. So + the Knights led the procession, with their band playing a dirge part of + the long way to the cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in two + lines, plumed hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the + carriages pass between. + </p> + <p> + “Mighty fine-lookin' men,” said Sheridan, brokenly. “They all—all + liked him. He was—” His breath caught in a sob and choked him. “He + was—a Grand Supreme Herald.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had divined aright. + </p> + <p> + “Dust to dust,” said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that + Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group + shivered, except Bibbs, when it came to “Dust to dust.” Bibbs stood + passive, for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as a + familiar neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, long + time, and even now he could prophesy no protracted separation between + himself and dust. The machine-shop had brought him very close, and if he + had to go back it would probably bring him closer still; so close—as + Dr. Gurney predicted—that no one would be able to tell the + difference between dust and himself. And Sheridan, if Bibbs read him + truly, would be all the more determined to “make a man” of him, now that + there was a man less in the family. To Bibbs's knowledge, no one and + nothing had ever prevented his father from carrying through his plans, + once he had determined upon them; and Sheridan was incapable of believing + that any plan of his would not work out according to his calculations. His + nature unfitted him to accept failure. He had the gift of terrible + persistence, and with unflecked confidence that his way was the only way + he would hold to that way of “making a man” of Bibbs, who understood very + well, in his passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a way which might + make, not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for the thought. + </p> + <p> + He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The truth + about Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had so thoroughly + formed the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings that no doubt he + had forgotten—by this time—where he had put some of them, + especially those which concerned himself. But he had not hidden his + feelings about his father where they could not be found. He was strange to + his father, but his father was not strange to him. He knew that Sheridan's + plans were conceived in the stubborn belief that they would bring about a + good thing for Bibbs himself; and whatever the result was to be, the son + had no bitterness. Far otherwise, for as he looked at the big, woeful + figure, shaking and tortured, an almost unbearable pity laid hands upon + Bibbs's throat. Roscoe stood blinking, his lip quivering; Edith wept + audibly; Mrs. Sheridan leaned in half collapse against her husband; but + Bibbs knew that his father was the one who cared. + </p> + <p> + It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, and Bibbs + nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward the line of + waiting carriages. Roscoe understood—Bibbs would stay and see the + grave filled; the rest were to go. The groups began to move away over the + turf; wheels creaked on the graveled drive; and one by one the carriages + filled and departed, the horses setting off at a walk. Bibbs gazed + steadfastly at the workmen; he knew that his father kept looking back as + he went toward the carriage, and that was a thing he did not want to see. + But after a little while there were no sounds of wheels or hoofs on the + gravel, and Bibbs, glancing up, saw that every one had gone. A coupe had + been left for him, the driver dozing patiently. + </p> + <p> + The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about it, + and Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood looking + thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal-seeming hillock + beneath the darkening November sky. “It's too bad!” he half whispered, his + lips forming the words—and his meaning was that it was too bad that + the strong brother had been the one to go. For this was his last thought + before he walked to the coupe and saw Mary Vertrees standing, all alone, + on the other side of the drive. + </p> + <p> + She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on a slope + where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude of the barbaric + and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our graveyards: urn-crowned + columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop-carved angels and shop-carved + children poising on pillars and shafts, all lifting—in unthought + pathos—their blind stoniness toward the sky. Against such a + background, Bibbs was not incongruous, with his figure, in black, so long + and slender, and his face so long and thin and white; nor was the + undertaker's coupe out of keeping, with the shabby driver dozing on the + box and the shaggy horses standing patiently in attitudes without hope and + without regret. But for Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque setting—she + was a vivid, living creature of a beautiful world. And a graveyard is not + the place for people to look charming. + </p> + <p> + She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and confused + than Bibbs. In “Edith's” poem he had declared his intention of hiding his + heart “among the stars”; and in his boyhood one day he had successfully + hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no comrade of other boys or + of girls, and his acquaintances of a recent period were only a few + fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood Sanitarium. All his life Bibbs + had kept himself to himself—he was but a shy onlooker in the world. + Nevertheless, the startled gaze he bent upon the unexpected lady before + him had causes other than his shyness and her unexpectedness. For Mary + Vertrees had been a shining figure in the little world of late given to + the view of this humble and elusive outsider, and spectators sometimes + find their hearts beating faster than those of the actors in the + spectacle. Thus with Bibbs now. He started and stared; he lifted his hat + with incredible awkwardness, his fingers fumbling at his forehead before + they found the brim. + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, “I'm afraid you'll have to take me home with + you. I—” She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness of her + own. + </p> + <p> + “Why—why—yes,” Bibbs stammered. “I'll—I'll be de—Won't + you get in?” + </p> + <p> + In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. Then + Mary without more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, closing the + door. + </p> + <p> + “You're very kind,” she said, somewhat breathlessly. “I should have had to + walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I think.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It—it is beginning to get dark. I—I + noticed that.” + </p> + <p> + “I ought to tell you—I—” Mary began, confusedly. She bit her + lip, sat silent a moment, then spoke with composure. “It must seem odd, my—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” Bibbs protested, earnestly. “Not in the—in the least.” + </p> + <p> + “It does, though,” said Mary. “I had not intended to come to the cemetery, + Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house came and whispered + to me that 'the family wished me to'—I think your sister sent him. + So I came. But when we reached here I—oh, I felt that perhaps I—” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs nodded gravely. “Yes, yes,” he murmured. + </p> + <p> + “I got out on the opposite side of the carriage,” she continued. “I mean + opposite from—from where all of you were. And I wandered off over in + the other direction; and I didn't realize how little time it takes. From + where I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving—at least I didn't + notice them. So when I got back, just now, you were the only one here. I + didn't know the other people in the carriage I came in, and of course they + didn't think to wait for me. That's why—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, “I—” And that seemed all he had to say just then. + </p> + <p> + Mary looked out through the dusty window. “I think we'd better be going + home, if you please,” she said. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” Bibbs agreed, not moving. “It will be dark before we get there.” + </p> + <p> + She gave him a quick little glance. “I think you must be very tired, Mr. + Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be,” she said, gently. “If you'll + let me, I'll—” And without explaining her purpose she opened the + door on her side of the coupe and leaned out. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + </p> + <p> + “Driver!” she called, in her clear voice, loudly. “Driver! We'd like to + start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. Sheridan's, + please.” The wheels began to move, and she leaned back beside Bibbs once + more. “I noticed that he was asleep when we got in,” she said. “I suppose + they have a great deal of night work.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. “I've + never been able to apologize quickly,” he said, with his accustomed + slowness, “because if I try to I stammer. My brother Roscoe whipped me + once, when we were boys, for stepping on his slate-pencil. It took me so + long to tell him it was an accident, he finished before I did.” + </p> + <p> + Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, gentle + voice or the odd implication that his not noticing the motionless state of + their vehicle was an “accident.” She had formed a casual impression of + him, not without sympathy, but at once she discovered that he was unlike + any of her cursory and vague imaginings of him. And suddenly she saw a + picture he had not intended to paint for sympathy: a sturdy boy hammering + a smaller, sickly boy, and the sickly boy unresentful. Not that picture + alone; others flashed before her. Instantaneously she had a glimpse of + Bibbs's life and into his life. She had a queer feeling, new to her + experience, of knowing him instantly. It startled her a little; and then, + with some surprise, she realized that she was glad he had sat so long, + after getting into the coupe, before he noticed that it had not started. + What she did not realize, however, was that she had made no response to + his apology, and they passed out of the cemetery gates, neither having + spoken again. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was silence. + The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled with a rich + presence for him; and presently it was so dark that neither of the two + could see the other, nor did even their garments touch. But neither had + any sense of being alone. The wheels creaked steadily, rumbling presently + on paved streets; there were the sounds, as from a distance, of the + plod-plod of the horses; and sometimes the driver became audible, coughing + asthmatically, or saying, “You, JOE!” with a spiritless flap of the whip + upon an unresponsive back. Oblongs of light from the lamps at + street-corners came swimming into the interior of the coupe and, thinning + rapidly to lances, passed utterly, leaving greater darkness. And yet + neither of these two last attendants at Jim Sheridan's funeral broke the + silence. + </p> + <p> + It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it—too late. Abruptly + she realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of her + companion and not talking to him. “Mr. Sheridan,” she began, not knowing + what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as she realized + the queerness of this drive—“Mr. Sheridan, I—” + </p> + <p> + The coupe stopped. “You, JOE!” said the driver, reproachfully, and climbed + down and opened the door. + </p> + <p> + “What's the trouble?” Bibbs inquired. + </p> + <p> + “Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir.” + </p> + <p> + Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it + mustn't be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + </p> + <p> + “What?” Bibbs demanded. + </p> + <p> + “We're there, sir,” said the driver, sympathetically. “Next house north of + Mr. Sheridan's.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs descended to the curb. “Why, yes,” he said. “Yes, you seem to be + right.” And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front windows + of Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + </p> + <p> + “Let me help you,” said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and she + was several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “Oh no,” she murmured. “I think I can—” She meant that she could get + out of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had already + accomplished this feat, she decided not to complete the sentence. + </p> + <p> + “You, JOE!” cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he rumbled + away at his team's best pace—a snail's. + </p> + <p> + “Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan,” said Mary, stiffly. She + did not offer her hand. “Good night.” + </p> + <p> + “Good night,” Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked beside + her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. Realization + of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, beginning to shock + her; she stepped aside from the light that fell through the glass panels + of the door and withheld her hand as it touched the old-fashioned + bell-handle. + </p> + <p> + “I'm quite safe, thank you,” she said, with a little emphasis. “Good + night.” + </p> + <p> + “Good night,” said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the street + he looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + </p> + <p> + Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out + from the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + </p> + <p> + “Where are your eyes, Bibbs?” demanded Roscoe. “Sleep-walking, as usual?” + </p> + <p> + But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. “Come over to our house for a + little while, Bibbs,” she urged. “I want to—” + </p> + <p> + “No, I'd better—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all quiet over + there—all worn out. Just come for a minute.” + </p> + <p> + He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with real + feeling: “'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! And I don't + wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You mustn't get down sick + again. I'm going to make you take a little brandy.” + </p> + <p> + He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and was + grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the + decanters on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much + heavier libation in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl + leaned against the sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and + recalling the names of the donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed + Bibbs to remain longer when he rose to go, and then, as he persisted, she + went with him to the front door. He opened it, and she said: + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. How + did you happen to be there?” + </p> + <p> + “I had only been to the door,” he said. “Good night, Sibyl.” + </p> + <p> + “Wait,” she insisted. “We saw you coming out.” + </p> + <p> + “I wasn't,” he explained, moving to depart. “I'd just brought Miss + Vertrees home.” + </p> + <p> + “What?” she cried. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, and stepped out upon the porch, “that was it. Good night, + Sibyl.” + </p> + <p> + “Wait!” she said, following him across the threshold. “How did that + happen? I thought you were going to wait while those men filled the—the—” + She paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + </p> + <p> + “I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there,” he said, reluctantly. “She had + walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were leaving. + When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one left.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow + breathlessness. “And she drove home from Jim's funeral—with you!” + </p> + <p> + Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand ineffectually + over her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the house, hurling the door + shut behind her. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIII + </h2> + <p> + Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had laughed. + The laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond suspicion, but it + seemed to him that she had only affected the effort to suppress it and + that she wished it to be significant. Significant of what? And why had she + wished to impress upon him the fact of her overwhelming amusement? He + found no answer, but she had succeeded in disturbing him, and he wished + that he had not encountered her. + </p> + <p> + At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering about + the house, several mournfully admiring the “Bay of Naples,” and others + occupied with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited for trains. + Edith and her mother had retired to some upper fastness, but Bibbs + interviewed Jackson and had the various groups of relatives summoned to + the dining-room for food. One great-uncle, old Gideon Sheridan from + Boonville, could not be found, and Bibbs went in search of him. He + ransacked the house, discovering the missing antique at last by accident. + Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, Bibbs heard a murmurous sound, + and paused to listen. The sound proved to be a quavering and rickety + voice, monotonously bleating: + </p> + <p> + “The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember that; we + got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a-gittin' along, and + I've seen a-many of 'em go—two daughters and a son the Lord give me, + and He has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth + away! Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, James. Bildad the Shuhite + says, 'He shall have neither son nor nephew among his people, nor any + remaining in his dwellings.' Bildad the Shuhite—” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, in his + underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, swinging + backward and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long white beard and + gazing at the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned him urgently, but Uncle + Gideon paid no attention. + </p> + <p> + “Bildad the Shuhite spake and he says, 'If thy children have sinned + against Him and He have cast them away—'” + </p> + <p> + There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows rattled. + The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, but Uncle Gideon + leaped from his chair. “My God!” he cried. “What's that?” + </p> + <p> + There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. + Bibbs went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, + discovered the source of the disturbance. Gideon's grandson, a boy of + fourteen, had brought his camera to the funeral and was taking + “flash-lights” of the Moor. Uncle Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's + explanation, would have returned to finish his quotation from Bildad the + Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little argument persuaded him + to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, after closing the + door of his father's room. + </p> + <p> + He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing several + attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; and it was + a relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile was waiting to + convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. They were the last + to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing to his own room. + </p> + <p> + He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went to the + window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where Mary + Vertrees lived. Then he opened his trunk, took therefrom a small note-book + half filled with fragmentary scribblings, and began to write: + </p> +<div class="blok"> + <p>Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at + anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the + cemetery, but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are + out of hearing, it strikes up, “Darktown is Out To-night.” That + is natural—but there are women whose laughter is like the whirring + of whips. Why is it that certain kinds of laughter seem to spoil + something hidden away from the laughers? If they do not know of + it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? Yet it + does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not + out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a + man would not look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look + beautiful, though, at the funeral of a man whom she had known and + liked. And in that case, too, she would probably not want to talk + if she drove home from the cemetery with his brother: nor would + she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either stupid or + timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and + drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to + listen to him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence + is open to suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. + It may be dignity, or it may be false teeth.</p> + +<p> Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become perceptible in a small + inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of gasoline rising + from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside her + than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady— + but there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may + be three feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a + great deal before you reach the end of it. Still, it may be that + one should begin to speak.</p> + +<p> + + No one could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of + the people that are in this world. There are some so wonderful + you do not understand how the dead COULD die. How could they let + themselves? A falling building does not care who falls with it. + It does not choose who shall be upon its roof and who shall not. + Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman of the world + should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the length + of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three + miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! + Even if she thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had + heard from others that he was a disappointment to his own people, + even if she had seen for herself that he was a useless and + irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him at least + to speak—she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make + sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every + step of the way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a + frozen fish. And she might be right. She might be right if she + thought him about as pleasant a companion as—as Bildad the Shuhite!</p> +</div> + <p> + Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a + period of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing-gown + and slippers, and went softly out into the hall—to his father's + door. Upon the floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier in + the evening, to place upon a table in Sheridan's room—but the food + was untouched. Bibbs stood listening outside the door for several minutes. + There came no sound from within, and he went back to his own room and to + bed. + </p> + <p> + In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his + experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little pause—sleep + has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is a curious half-void, a + glimpse of aphasia; and although the person experiencing it may not know + for that instant his own name or age or sex, he may be acutely conscious + of depression or elation. It is the moment, as we say, before we + “remember”; and for the first time in Bibbs's life it came to him bringing + a vague happiness. He woke to a sense of new riches; he had the feeling of + a boy waking to a birthday. But when the next moment brought him his + memory, he found nothing that could explain his exhilaration. On the + contrary, under the circumstances it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. + However, it was a brief visitation and was gone before he had finished + dressing. It left a little trail, the pleased recollection of it and the + puzzle of it, which remained unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the + morning is not usually the result of a drive home from a funeral. No + wonder the sequence evaded Bibbs Sheridan! + </p> + <p> + His father had gone when he came down-stairs. “Went on down to 's office, + jes' same,” Jackson informed him. “Came sat breakfas'-table, all by + 'mself; eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' eat a + thing. Yessuh, went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. Yessuh, I reckon + putty much ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta do.” + </p> + <p> + It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days had + passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan cried a + little, now and then, but no other external difference was to be seen. + Edith was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch proved herself + able to argue with her mother upon the propriety of receiving calls in the + earliest stages of “mourning.” Lunch was as usual—for Jim and his + father had always lunched down-town—and the afternoon was as usual. + Bibbs went for his drive, and his mother went with him, as she sometimes + did when the weather was pleasant. Altogether, the usualness of things was + rather startling to Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's childhood. + “But you wouldn't remember about that,” she said, after narrating an + episode. “You were too little. He was always a good boy, just like that. + And he'd save whatever papa gave him, and put it in the bank. I reckon + it'll just about kill your father to put somebody in his place as + president of the Realty Company, Bibbs. I know he can't move Roscoe over; + he told me last week he'd already put as much on Roscoe as any one man + could handle and not go crazy. Oh, it's a pity—” She stopped to wipe + her eyes. “It's a pity you didn't run more with Jim, Bibbs, and kind o' + pick up his ways. Think what it'd meant to papa now! You never did run + with either Roscoe or Jim any, even before you got sick. Of course, you + were younger; but it always DID seem queer—and you three bein' + brothers like that. I don't believe I ever saw you and Jim sit down + together for a good talk in my life.” + </p> + <p> + “Mother, I've been away so long,” Bibbs returned, gently. “And since I + came home I—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs,” she said. “Jim ain't been home much + of an evening since you got back—what with his work and callin' and + goin' to the theater and places, and often not even at the house for + dinner. Right the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner at some + miser'ble rest'rant down by the Pump Works, he was so set on overseein' + the night work and gettin' everything finished up right to the minute he + told papa he would. I reckon you might 'a' put in more time with Jim if + there'd been more opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you feel almost as if you + scarcely really knew him right well.” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I hadn't + much to say about the things that interested him, because I don't know + much about them.” + </p> + <p> + “It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!” she moaned. “And you'll have to learn to + know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, because I felt it + was all between your father and you, but I honestly do believe it will + just kill him if he has to have any more trouble on top of all this! You + mustn't LET him, Bibbs—you mustn't! You don't know how he's grieved + over you, and now he can't stand any more—he just can't! Whatever he + says for you to do, you DO it, Bibbs, you DO it! I want you to promise me + you will.” + </p> + <p> + “I would if I could,” he said, sorrowfully. + </p> + <p> + “No, no! Why can't you?” she cried, clutching his arm. “He wants you to go + back to the machine-shop and—” + </p> + <p> + “And—'like it'!” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that's it—to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it + wouldn't hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit—the doctor said + that himself, Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much for + your father? You ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got a + beautiful house to live in; you got automobiles to ride in; you got fur + coats and warm clothes; you been taken care of all your life. And you + don't KNOW how he worked for the money to give all these things to you! + You don't DREAM what he had to go through and what he risked when we were + startin' out in life; and you never WILL know! And now this blow has + fallen on him out of a clear sky, and you make it out to be a hardship to + do like he wants you to! And all on earth he asks is for you to go back to + the work in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt you! That's all he asks. + Look, Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, but before we get there I want + you to promise me that you'll do what he asks you to. Promise me!” + </p> + <p> + In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see him + better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for her before + he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “There!” she exclaimed, satisfied. “That's a good boy! That's all I wanted + you to say.” + </p> + <p> + “Don't give me any credit,” he said, ruefully. “There isn't anything else + for me to do.” + </p> + <p> + “Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he soothed her. “We'll have to begin to make the spirit a + cheerful one. We may—” They were turning into their own driveway as + he spoke, and he glanced at the old house next door. Mary Vertrees was + visible in the twilight, standing upon the front steps, bareheaded, the + door open behind her. She bowed gravely. + </p> + <p> + “'We may'—what?” asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + </p> + <p> + “What is it, mother?” + </p> + <p> + “You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'.” + </p> + <p> + “Did I?” said Bibbs, blankly. “Well, what WERE we saying?” + </p> + <p> + “Of all the queer boys!” she cried. “You always were. Always! You haven't + forgot what you just promised me, have you?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he answered, as the car stopped. “No, the spirit will be as cheerful + as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave like—” + </p> + <p> + His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she failed + to hear his final words. + </p> + <p> + “Behave like who, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing.” + </p> + <p> + But she was fretful in her grief. “You said it wouldn't do to behave like + SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?” + </p> + <p> + “It was just nonsense,” he explained, turning to go in. “An obscure person + I don't think much of lately.” + </p> + <p> + “Behave like WHO?” she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant + insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell Dr. + Gurney about it. + </p> + <p> + “Like Bildad the Shuhite!” was what Bibbs said. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIV + </h2> + <p> + The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was Sheridan's + custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the library, while his + wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old habit) or allowed herself to + be repeatedly baffled by one of the simpler forms of solitaire. To-night + she did neither, but sat in her customary chair, gazing at the fire, while + Sheridan let the unfolded paper rest upon his lap, though now and then he + lifted it, as if to read, and let it fall back upon his knees again. Bibbs + came in noiselessly and sat in a corner, doing nothing; and from a + “reception-room” across the hall an indistinct vocal murmur became just + audible at intervals. Once, when this murmur grew louder, under stress of + some irrepressible merriment, Edith's voice could be heard—“Bobby, + aren't you awful!” and Sheridan glanced across at his wife appealingly. + </p> + <p> + She rose at once and went into the “reception-room”; there was a flurry of + whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall—Edith and her + suitor changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. Sheridan returned to + her chair in the library. + </p> + <p> + “They won't bother you any more, papa,” she said, in a comforting voice. + “She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this evening, and + I said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she said she'd already + told him he could.” She paused, then added, rather guiltily: “I got kind + of a notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much as he used to. Maybe—maybe + you better ask Roscoe, papa.” And as Sheridan nodded solemnly, she + concluded, in haste: “Don't say I said to. I might be wrong about it, + anyway.” + </p> + <p> + He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. + Sheridan broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that + brought tears. “That Miss Vertrees was a good girl,” she said. “SHE was + all right.” + </p> + <p> + Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of thought, + for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + </p> + <p> + “Did you—How did you fix it about the—the Realty Company?” she + faltered. “Did you—” + </p> + <p> + He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. “I + fixed it,” he said, in a husky voice. “I moved Cantwell up, and put + Johnston in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among the four + men with salaries high enough to take it.” He went to her, put his hand + upon her shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous breath. “It's my + bedtime, mamma; I'm goin' up.” He dropped the hand from her shoulder and + moved slowly away, but when he reached the door he stopped and spoke + again, without turning to look at her. “The Realty Company'll go right on + just the same,” he said. “It's like—it's like sand, mamma. It puts + me in mind of chuldern playin' in a sand-pile. One of 'em sticks his + finger in the sand and makes a hole, and another of 'em'll pat the place + with his hand, and all the little grains of sand run in and fill it up and + settle against one another; and then, right away it's flat on top again, + and you can't tell there ever was a hole there. The Realty Company'll go + on all right, mamma. There ain't anything anywhere, I reckon, that + wouldn't go right on—just the same.” + </p> + <p> + And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy tread + upon the stairs. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. + “It's so forlone,” she said, chokingly. “That's the first time he spoke + since he came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' hurt him to + hear Edith laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to let him come, + right the very first evening this way; she'd oughtn't to done it! She just + seems to lose her head over him, and it scares me. You heard what Sibyl + said the other day, and—and you heard what—what—” + </p> + <p> + “What Edith said to Sibyl?” Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + </p> + <p> + “We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!” she wailed. “Oh, it looks as if + movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! It scares me!” + She put both her hands over her face. “Oh, Bibbs, Bibbs! if you only + wasn't so QUEER! If you could only been a kind of dependable son! I don't + know what we're all comin' to!” And, weeping, she followed her husband. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man who + has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room—it was called + “the smoking-room”—where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up + in no welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to a + less conspicuous adjacency. + </p> + <p> + “Good evening,” said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a leather + easy-chair near them. + </p> + <p> + “What is it?” asked Edith, plainly astonished. + </p> + <p> + “Nothing,” he returned, smiling. + </p> + <p> + She frowned. “Did you want something?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I sha'n't be + going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be anybody left for + me to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn.” + </p> + <p> + “'CHAT with'!” she echoed, incredulously. + </p> + <p> + “I can talk about almost anything,” said Bibbs with an air of genial + politeness. “It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about business—if + that's what you happened to be talking about. But you aren't in business, + are you, Mr. Lamhorn?” + </p> + <p> + “Not now,” returned Lamhorn, shortly. + </p> + <p> + “I'm not, either,” said Bibbs. “It was getting cloudier than usual, I + noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. Rain + to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised.” + </p> + <p> + He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of which + had now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he sat + expectantly, looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as if implying + that it was their turn to speak. Edith returned his gaze with a mixture of + astonishment and increasing anger, while Mr. Lamhorn was obviously + disturbed, though Bibbs had been as considerate as possible in presenting + the weather as a topic. Bibbs had perceived that Lamhorn had nothing in + his mind at any time except “personalities”—he could talk about + people and he could make love. Bibbs, wishing to be courteous, offered the + weather. + </p> + <p> + Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude in the + leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent fixture for the + rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope that he would move, and + Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking silly. + </p> + <p> + “I was just going,” he said, rising. + </p> + <p> + “Oh NO!” Edith cried, sharply. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Good night! I think I—” + </p> + <p> + “Too bad,” said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, + while Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She heard + Bibbs offering to “help” Lamhorn with his overcoat and the latter rather + curtly declining assistance, these episodes of departure being followed by + the closing of the outer door. She ran into the hall. + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter with you?” she cried, furiously. “What do you MEAN? How + did you dare come in there when you knew—” + </p> + <p> + Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up the + stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs came up, a + few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Bibbs,” she said, shaking her head woefully, “you'd oughtn't to + distress your sister! She says you drove that young man right out of the + house. You'd ought to been more considerate.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's + naive shadow motionless across its threshold. “Yes,” he said. “He doesn't + appear to be much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse of one.” + </p> + <p> + Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: “You call yourself one?” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he answered. “I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't claim—” + But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + </p> + <p> + “There,” he said, sighing. “That's almost the first time in my life I ever + tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly in what I + tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!” + </p> + <p> + “You hurt her feelin's,” she groaned. “You must 'a' gone at it too rough, + Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + He looked upon her wanly. “That's my trouble, mother,” he murmured. “I'm a + plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man.” + </p> + <p> + For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. “Hush your + nonsense!” she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile + appearing. “You go to bed.” + </p> + <p> + He kissed her and obeyed. + </p> + <p> + Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast-table. + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't do that under a misapprehension,” he warned her, when they + were alone in the dining-room. + </p> + <p> + “Do what under a what?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'” he + told her, gravely. “I have a prejudice against that young man.” + </p> + <p> + She laughed. “I guess you think it means a great deal who you have + prejudices against!” In mockery she adopted the manner of one who + implores. “Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR influence + with papa against him!” And she laughed louder. + </p> + <p> + “Listen,” he said, with peculiar earnestness. “I'll tell you now, because—because + I've decided I'm one of the family.” And then, as if the earnestness were + too heavy for him to carry it further, he continued, in his usual tone, + “I'm drunk with power, Edith.” + </p> + <p> + “What do you want to tell me?” she demanded, brusquely. + </p> + <p> + “Lamhorn made love to Sibyl,” he said. + </p> + <p> + Edith hooted. “SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat between + us the other day when I the same as accused her of it, and said something + like that to you afterward—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said, gravely. “I KNOW.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + “I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and + Lamhorn—” + </p> + <p> + Edith screamed with laughter. “You were with ROSCOE—and you heard + Lamhorn making love to Sibyl!” + </p> + <p> + “No. I heard them quarreling.” + </p> + <p> + “You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!” she cried. “You say he made love to her + because you heard them quarreling!” + </p> + <p> + “That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can—by + the way they quarrel.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!—it's + always certain—” + </p> + <p> + Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. “You ought to + know. You've had so much experience, yourself!” + </p> + <p> + “I haven't any, Edith,” he said. “My life has been about as exciting as an + incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at things.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, then,” she said, “if you look out through the glass you must know + what effect such stuff would have upon ME!” She rose, visibly agitated. + “What if it WAS true?” she demanded, bitterly. “What if it was true a + hundred times over? You sit there with your silly face half ready to + giggle and half ready to sniffle, and tell me stories like that, about + Sibyl picking on Bobby Lamhorn and worrying him to death, and you think it + matters to ME? What if I already KNEW all about their 'quarreling'? What + if I understood WHY she—” She broke off with a violent gesture, a + sweep of her arm extended at full length, as if she hurled something to + the ground. “Do you think a girl that really cared for a man would pay any + attention to THAT? Or to YOU, Bibbs Sheridan!” + </p> + <p> + He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. She + met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she had + spoken and he meant to agree with what she said. + </p> + <p> + “Ah, yes,” he said. “I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm sorry, + Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see until you + see for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out of it—especially + me!” + </p> + <p> + “That's sensible,” she responded, curtly. “You're most surprising of all + when you're sensible, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he sighed. “I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, Edith.” + </p> + <p> + Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and George + appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was waiting there, he + announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but friendly touch upon the + shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, and left her. + </p> + <p> + Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he merely + glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was not over fifty, + in spite of Sheridan's habitual “ole Doc Gurney.” He was gray, however, + almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always he looked drowsy. + </p> + <p> + “Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs,” he said, not + rising. “Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here in front of + me—between me and the fire. I want to see if I can see through you.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean you're too sleepy to move,” returned Bibbs, complying. “I think + you'll notice that I'm getting worse.” + </p> + <p> + “Taken on about twelve pounds,” said Gurney. “Thirteen, maybe.” + </p> + <p> + “Twelve.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, it won't do.” The doctor rubbed his eyelids. “You're so much better + I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just where you + are. You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down—all the + way. I suppose you know why your father wants to know.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs nodded. “Machine-shop.” + </p> + <p> + “Still hate it?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs nodded again. + </p> + <p> + “Don't blame you!” the doctor grunted. “Yes, I expect it'll make a lump in + your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell him you've got the + old lump there yet? You still want to write, do you?” + </p> + <p> + “What's the use?” Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. “My kind of writing!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” the doctor agreed. “I suppose if you broke away and lived on roots + and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention of + editors' you might be able to hope for an income of four or five hundred + dollars a year by the time you're fifty.” + </p> + <p> + “That's about it,” Bibbs murmured. + </p> + <p> + “Of course I know what you want to do,” said Gurney, drowsily. “You don't + hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show—the noise and + jar and dirt, the scramble—the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' + You'd like to go somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and bask + on a balcony, smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow fat on it + and have a delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what do you say? I + can lie like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father he'll lose another of + his boys if you don't go to Sicily?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't want to go to Sicily,” said Bibbs. “I want to stay right here.” + </p> + <p> + The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his patient + a sharp glance. “It's a risk,” he said. “I think we'll find you're so much + better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. Something's got hold + of you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical as you used to be. But I + warn you: I think the shop will knock you just as it did before, and + perhaps even harder, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. “Well, when we go over you + this afternoon what are we going to say about it?” + </p> + <p> + “Tell him I'm ready,” said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + </p> + <p> + “Oh no,” Gurney laughed. “Not quite yet; but you may be almost. We'll see. + Don't forget I said to walk down.” + </p> + <p> + And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor + informed Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be pleasing. + “Here's a new 'situation' for a one-act farce,” he said, gloomily, to his + next patient when Bibbs had gone. “Doctor tells a man he's well, and + that's his death sentence, likely. Dam' funny world!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon this + point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on any point, + so discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a dingy afternoon, + and the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, but to his nostrils, + though most of the pedestrians were so saturated with the smell they could + no longer detect it. Nearly all of them walked hurriedly, too intent upon + their destinations to be more than half aware of the wayside; they wore + the expressions of people under a vague yet constant strain. They were all + lightly powdered, inside and out, with fine dust and grit from the + hard-paved streets, and they were unaware of that also. They did not even + notice that they saw the smoke, though the thickened air was like a + shrouding mist. And when Bibbs passed the new “Sheridan Apartments,” now + almost completed, he observed that the marble of the vestibule was already + streaky with soot, like his gloves, which were new. + </p> + <p> + That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the way + from his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought which + continued till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route was by a + street parallel to that on which the New House fronted, and in his + preoccupation he walked a block farther than he intended, so that, having + crossed to his own street, he approached the New House from the north, and + as he came to the corner of Mr. Vertrees's lot Mr. Vertrees's daughter + emerged from the front door and walked thoughtfully down the path to the + old picket gate. She was unconscious of the approach of the pedestrian + from the north, and did not see him until she had opened the gate and he + was almost beside her. Then she looked up, and as she saw him she started + visibly. And if this thing had happened to Robert Lamhorn, he would have + had a thought far beyond the horizon of faint-hearted Bibbs's thoughts. + Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his thought. He would have said: “You + jumped because you were thinking of me!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0015" id="link2HCH0015"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XV + </h2> + <p> + Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand closing + the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction Bibbs was + walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they should walk + together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had paused in his + slow stride, and there elapsed an instant before either spoke or moved—it + was no longer than that, and yet it sufficed for each to seem to say, by + look and attitude, “Why, it's YOU!” + </p> + <p> + Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's name + as if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came to a stop + simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they began to walk + on together he contrived to find his voice. + </p> + <p> + “I—I—hate a frozen fish myself,” he said. “I think three miles + was too long for you to put up with one.” + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which + restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. “Mr. Sheridan, you're + lovely to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say it's + turning cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we didn't know + each other well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an imposition for me + to have made you bring me home, and after I went into the house I decided + I should have walked. Besides, it wasn't three miles to the car-line. I + never thought of it!” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs, earnestly. “I didn't, either. I might have said + something if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; I must + remember that, and not worry about it later. I think I'm talking, though + it doesn't sound intelligent even to me. I made up my mind that if I ever + met you again I'd turn on my voice and keep it going, no mater what it + said. I—” + </p> + <p> + She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one which + Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, “a cripple would + crawl five miles to hear.” And at the merry lilting of it Bibbs's father's + son took heart to forget some of his trepidation. “I'll be any kind of + idiot,” he said, “if you'll laugh at me some more. It won't be difficult + for me.” + </p> + <p> + She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which Mary + perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and irritated + description of him to her mother just after she had seen him for the first + time. “Rather tragic and altogether impossible.” It seemed to her now that + she must have been blind. + </p> + <p> + They had passed the New House without either of them showing—or + possessing—any consciousness that it had been the destination of one + of them. + </p> + <p> + “I'll keep on talking,” Bibbs continued, cheerfully, “and you keep on + laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. I'm + making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered by my + bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and that makes me + bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm afraid of what I'll + think of myself later if I don't keep talking—talking now, I mean—and + I'm afraid of what I'll think of myself if I do. And besides these two + things, I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't remember talking as much as this + more than once or twice in my life. I suppose it was always in me to do + it, though, the first time I met any one who didn't know me well enough + not to listen.” + </p> + <p> + “But you're not really talking to me,” said Mary. “You're just thinking + aloud.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he returned, gravely. “I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making + vocal sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the + subject of what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change it, + but I don't know how. I haven't any experience in talking, and I don't + know how to manage it.” + </p> + <p> + “You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. + “Not even if you really talked about yourself.” She turned her face toward + him as she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was pathetically amazed + by the look she gave him. It was a glowing look, warmly friendly and + understanding, and, what almost shocked him, it was an eagerly interested + look. Bibbs was not accustomed to anything like that. + </p> + <p> + “I—you—I—I'm—” he stammered, and the faint color + in his cheeks grew almost vivid. + </p> + <p> + She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance that came + into his face. There was something about him, too, that explained how + “queer” many people might think him; but he did not seem “queer” to Mary + Vertrees; he seemed the most quaintly natural person she had ever met. + </p> + <p> + He waited, and became coherent. “YOU say something now,” he said. “I don't + even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing the funny man's + solo! You—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she interrupted. “I'd rather play your accompaniment.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll stop and listen to it, then.” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps—” she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a + gesture with her muff, indicating a large brick church which they were + approaching. “Do you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose I could,” he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at her. + “But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me I'd better + say anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. The other reason I + don't want to see the church is that I have a feeling it's where you're + going, and where I'll be sent back.” + </p> + <p> + She shook her head in cheery negation. “Not unless you want to be. Would + you like to come with me?” + </p> + <p> + “Why—why—yes,” he said. “Anywhere!” And again it was apparent + that he spoke in simple truthfulness. + </p> + <p> + “Then come—if you care for organ music. The organist is an old + friend of mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. He had + a degree from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he gave up + everything for music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. He looks like + Beethoven, doesn't he? I think he knows that, perhaps and enjoys it a + little. I hope so.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. “I think Beethoven + would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like other people.” + </p> + <p> + “I haven't kept you?” Mary said to the organist. + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” he answered, heartily. “I would not mind so only you should + shooer come!” + </p> + <p> + “This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me.” + </p> + <p> + The organist looked bluntly surprised. “Iss that SO?” he exclaimed. “Well, + I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle playink. He iss + musician himself, then, of course.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. “I—I + played the—I tried to play—” Fortunately he checked himself; + he had been about to offer the information that he had failed to master + the jews'-harp in his boyhood. “No, I'm not a musician,” he contented + himself with saying. + </p> + <p> + “What?” Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. “Young man, you are fortunate! I + play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. You are the first. You are + the first one EVER!” + </p> + <p> + They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist + finished speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary Vertrees in + a dazed way that was not of her perceiving; for, though she stopped as he + did, her gaze followed the organist, who was walking away from them toward + the front of the church, shaking his white Beethovian mane roguishly. + </p> + <p> + “It's false pretenses on my part,” Bibbs said. “You mean to be kind to the + sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going back to work + in a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to play, hadn't I?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, beginning to walk forward. “Not unless you don't like + great music.” + </p> + <p> + He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft + ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of pipes + ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; they + covered all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's figure, + reaching its high perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian magician + ludicrously daring the attempt to control a monster certain to overwhelm + him. + </p> + <p> + “This afternoon some Handel!” he turned to shout. + </p> + <p> + Mary nodded. “Will you like that?” she asked Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know anything + about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If I knew enough to + pretend, I would.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, “you wouldn't.” + </p> + <p> + She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; the + huge empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people + listening filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with it. + The two sat intensely still, the great sound all round about them, while + the church grew dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a tiny star of + light. His white head moved from side to side beneath it rhythmically, or + lunged and recovered with the fierceness of a duelist thrusting, but he + was magnificently the master of his giant, and it sang to his magic as he + bade it. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was wholly + unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. Unlike the + tale, it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought him to the + enchanted cave, and that—for Bibbs—was what made its magic + dazing. It seemed to him a long, long time since he had been walking home + drearily from Dr. Gurney's office; it seemed to him that he had set out + upon a happy journey since then, and that he had reached another planet, + where Mary Vertrees and he sat alone together listening to a vast choiring + of invisible soldiers and holy angels. There were armies of voices about + them singing praise and thanksgiving; and yet they were alone. It was + incredible that the walls of the church were not the boundaries of the + universe, to remain so for ever; incredible that there was a smoky street + just yonder, where housemaids were bringing in evening papers from front + steps and where children were taking their last spins on roller-skates + before being haled indoors for dinner. + </p> + <p> + He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew it + could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to her, + saying: “You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know the dream + that these sounds bring to me?” And it seemed to him as though she + answered continually: “I hear! I hear that strain, and I hear the new one + that you are hearing now. I know the dream that these sounds bring to you. + Yes, yes, I hear it all! We hear—together!” + </p> + <p> + And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow except + the vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, with the white + head moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness that the girl sitting + beside him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see her as plainly as ever in + the darkness, though he did not look at her. And all the mighty chanting + of the organ's multitudinous voices that afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be + chorusing of her and interpreting her, singing her thoughts and singing + for him the world of humble gratitude that was in his heart because she + was so kind to him. It all meant Mary. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0016" id="link2HCH0016"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XVI + </h2> + <p> + But when she asked him what it meant, on their homeward way, he was + silent. They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, + walking slowly. + </p> + <p> + “I'll tell you what it meant to me,” she said, as he did not immediately + reply. “Almost any music of Handel's always means one thing above all + others to me: courage! That's it. It makes cowardice of whining seem so + infinitesimal—it makes MOST things in our hustling little lives seem + infinitesimal.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said. “It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are + hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering every + way to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town to-morrow. + And yet there isn't anything down there worth getting to. They're like + servants drudging to keep the house going, and believing the drudgery + itself is the great thing. They make so much noise and fuss and dirt they + forget that the house was meant to live in. The housework has to be done, + but the people who do it have been so overpaid that they're confused and + worship the housework. They're overpaid, and yet, poor things! they + haven't anything that a chicken can't have. Of course, when the world gets + to paying its wages sensibly that will be different.” + </p> + <p> + “Do you mean 'communism'?” she asked, and she made their slow pace a + little slower—they had only three blocks to go. + </p> + <p> + “Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very sensible + now—especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and can't! + 'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's fair for all + the strong runners to start from the same mark and give the weak ones a + fair distance ahead, so that all can run something like even on the + stretch. And wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if they could all cross the + winning-line together? Who really enjoys beating anybody—if he sees + the beaten man's face? The only way we can enjoy getting ahead of other + people nowadays is by forgetting what the other people feel. And that,” he + added, “is nothing of what the music meant to me. You see, if I keep + talking about what it didn't mean I can keep from telling you what it did + mean.” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't it mean courage to you, too—a little?” she asked. “Triumph + and praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, they were all there,” Bibbs said. “I don't know the name of what he + played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man that makes the + music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and the name he puts + to it can't make much difference—except to himself and people very + much like him, I suppose.” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that.” + </p> + <p> + “I imagine music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of the + people who hear it,” Bibbs went on, musingly, “according to their own + natures as much as according to the music itself. The musician might + compose something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy Grail, and + some people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, and some would + think of how good they were themselves, and a boy might think of himself + at the head of a solemn procession, carrying a banner and riding a white + horse. And then, if there were some jubilant passages in the music, he'd + think of a circus.” + </p> + <p> + They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did not open + it. Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her kindnesses—not + to be prompt in leaving him. + </p> + <p> + “After all,” she said, “you didn't tell me whether you liked it.” + </p> + <p> + “No. I didn't need to.” + </p> + <p> + “No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said you were + trying to keep from telling me what it did mean.” + </p> + <p> + “I can't keep from telling it any longer,” he said. “The music meant to me—it + meant the kindness of—of you.” + </p> + <p> + “Kindness? How?” + </p> + <p> + “You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp—and sick—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she said, decidedly. “I thought perhaps you'd like to hear Dr. Kraft + play. And you did.” + </p> + <p> + “It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were + playing.” + </p> + <p> + Mary laughed. “I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin—Grieg—Chaminade. + You wouldn't listen!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs drew a deep breath. “I'm frightened again,” he said, in an unsteady + voice. “I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but—” He paused, and + the words sank to a murmur. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, if you want ME to play for you!” she said. “Yes, gladly. It will be + merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play like a hundred + thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when any one's willing to + listen, and if you—” She stopped, checked by a sudden recollection, + and laughed ruefully. “But my piano won't be here after to-night. I—I'm + sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid that if you'd like me to play to you + you'd have to come this evening.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll let me?” he cried. + </p> + <p> + “Certainly, if you care to.” + </p> + <p> + “If I could play—” he said, wistfully, “if I could play like that + old man in the church I could thank you.” + </p> + <p> + “Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, but—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs. “It was the greatest happiness I've ever known.” + </p> + <p> + It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain honesty, + and he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying anything + especially significant, that she knew it was the truth. For a moment she + was nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went in. “You'll come after + dinner, then?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, not moving. “Would you mind if I stood here until time to + come in?” + </p> + <p> + She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the + response of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted + windows of the New House, as though bidding him to run home to his dinner. + </p> + <p> + That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + </p> +<div class="blok"><p> + Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that + is beautiful is music, if you can listen.</p> + +<p> There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand + piano. There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge + with the running of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to + see what you are hearing and to hear what you are seeing.</p> + +<p> There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to + a sparkling sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when + she is near you, you feel strong and ambitious; you forget that + the world doesn't like you. You think that perhaps you are a great + fellow, after all. Then you come away and feel like a boy who has + fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. You'll be whipped + for it—and ought to be.</p> + +<p> There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. + But they do not have the “Greek profile.” I do not believe Helen + of Troy had a “Greek profile”; they would not have fought about her + if her nose had been quite that long. The Greek nose is not the + adorable nose. The adorable nose is about an eighth of an inch + shorter.</p> + +<p> Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the + piano. Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such + things as the primitive impulses of humanity—he could have made a + machine-shop into music. But not if he had to work in it. Wagner + was always dealing in immensities—a machine-shop would have put a + majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. +</p> +<p> There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to + be “sent away.” That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. + “Sent away” is a euphuism for “sent to prison.” But pianos are not + sent to prison, and they are not sent to the tuner—the tuner is + sent to them. Why are pianos “sent away”—and where?</p> + +<p> Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless + life. Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the + gloomy house of that life as if some stray angel just happened to + perch on the roof-tree, resting and singing. And the night after + such a day is lustrous and splendid with the memory of it. Music + and beauty and kindness—those are the three greatest things God + can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who expected + nothing—ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as + it is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich + with new memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of + glory.</p> + +<p> Yes—the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter + than the Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter.</p> + +<p> There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a + conquering hero. But the sick tramp had better remember that's + what he is. Take care, take care! Humble's the word!</p> +</div> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0017" id="link2HCH0017"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XVII + </h2> + <p> + That “mystery about pianos” which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery to Mr. + Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time Bibbs + scribbled the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone up-stairs upon + Bibbs's departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sat until + after midnight in the library, talking. And in all that time they found + not one cheerful topic, but became more depressed with everything and with + every phase of everything that they discussed—no extraordinary state + of affairs in a family which has always “held up its head,” only to arrive + in the end at a point where all it can do is to look on helplessly at the + processes of its own financial dissolution. For that was the point which + this despairing couple had reached—they could do nothing except look + on and talk about it. They were only vaporing, and they knew it. + </p> + <p> + “She needn't to have done that about her piano,” vapored Mr. Vertrees. “We + could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have + consulted me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details with + the—the dealer.” + </p> + <p> + “She thought that it might be—annoying for you,” Mrs. Vertrees + explained. “Really, she planned for you not to know about it until they + had removed—until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to—to + mention it. You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this morning. + She has another idea, too, I'm afraid. It's—it's—” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + </p> + <p> + “Her other idea is—that is, it was—I think it can be avoided, + of course—it was about her furs.” + </p> + <p> + “No!” he exclaimed, quickly. “I won't have it! You must see to that. I'd + rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll try not,” his wife promised. “Of course, they're very handsome.” + </p> + <p> + “All the more reason for her to keep them!” he returned, irritably. “We're + not THAT far gone, I think!” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps not yet,” Mrs. Vertrees said. “She seems to be troubled about the—the + coal matter and—about Tilly. Of course the piano will take care of + some things like those for a while and—” + </p> + <p> + “I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to—” + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way,” she said, comfortingly. + “She arranged with the—with the purchaser that the men will come for + it about half after five in the afternoon. The days are so short now it's + really quite winter.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, yes,” he agreed, moodily. “So far as that goes people have a right to + move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, I suppose, + even by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying much attention + just now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office early the morning + after the funeral.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. “I don't believe that + was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only because he + felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed wrapped up in + his son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about most. He isn't + vulgar in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk a great deal about + his—his actual money—though there was something about blades + of grass that I didn't comprehend. I think he meant something about his + energy—but perhaps not. No, his bragging usually seemed to be not so + much a personal vainglory as about his family and the greatness of this + city.” + </p> + <p> + “'Greatness of this city'!” Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. + “It's nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man who + has the luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' to any + YOUNG man, too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. The fellows + that get what they want out of it say it's 'great,' and everybody else + gets the habit. But you have a different point of view if it's the city + that got what it wanted out of you! Of course Sheridan says it's 'great'.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. “I believe,” she + began, timidly, “he doesn't boast of—that is, I understand he has + never seemed so interested in the—the other one.” + </p> + <p> + Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon it; he + looked more haggard than before. “'The other one',” he repeated, averting + his eyes. “You mean—you mean the third son—the one that was + here this evening?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, the—the youngest,” she returned, her voice so feeble it was + almost a whisper. + </p> + <p> + And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did either + look at the other during that silence. + </p> + <p> + At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. “What—ah—what + was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she came in this + afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, but she answered in + such a low voice I didn't—ah—happen to catch it.” + </p> + <p> + “She—she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she + had enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful + creature I've ever known.'” + </p> + <p> + “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile—though he + doesn't seem quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the window + when she went out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't known about + him I'd have thought he had quite an interesting face.” + </p> + <p> + “If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, nothing, of course,” she said, hurriedly. “Nothing definite, that is. + Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, as we thought + at first. It's only—well, of course it IS odd, their attitude about + him. I suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes him—perhaps a + little queer at times, so that he can't apply himself to anything—or + perhaps does odd things. But, after all, of course, we only have an + impression about it. We don't know—that is, positively. I—” + She paused, then went on: “I didn't know just how to ask—that is—I + didn't mention it to Mary. I didn't—I—” The poor lady + floundered pitifully, concluding with a mumble. “So soon after—after + the—the shock.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him,” said Mr. Vertrees. + “I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of him is—” + He broke off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. “I can't + imagine her—oh, NO!” he gasped. And he began to pace the floor. “A + half-witted epileptic!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” she cried. “He may be all right. We—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it's horrible! I can't—” He threw himself back into his chair + again, sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall limply + at his sides. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. “You mustn't give way so,” she said, inspired + for once almost to direct discourse. “Whatever Mary might think of doing, + it wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on ours. But if WE should—should + consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR own account. It isn't because we + think of ourselves.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh God, no!” he groaned. “Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, but + Mary can't be a stenographer!” + </p> + <p> + Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. “Of course,” she murmured, + “it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, but I had a + queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested in this—” She + had almost said “in this one,” but checked herself. “In this young man. + It's natural, of course; she is always so strong and well, and he is—he + seems to be, that is—rather appealing to the—the sympathies.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes!” he agreed, bitterly. “Precisely. The sympathies!” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps,” she faltered, “perhaps you might feel easier if I could have a + little talk with some one?” + </p> + <p> + “With whom?” + </p> + <p> + “I had thought of—not going about it too brusquely, of course, but + perhaps just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to be + talking with somebody that knew the family—and then I might find a + chance to say that I was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, and—Something + of that kind perhaps?” + </p> + <p> + “You don't know anybody that knows the family.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. That is—well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That + Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan is not a—that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced + little woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she is + interested about—that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more + intimate with Mary, naturally. She's always looking over here from her + house; she was looking out the window this afternoon when Mary went out, I + noticed—though I don't think Mary saw her. I'm sure she wouldn't + think it out of place to—to be frank about matters. She called the + other day, and Mary must rather like her—she said that evening that + the call had done her good. Don't you think it might be wise?” + </p> + <p> + “Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, so do I,” she returned, promptly. “It isn't really a thing we should + be considering seriously, of course. Still—” + </p> + <p> + “I should say not! But possibly—” + </p> + <p> + Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned the + lights out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between them + that Mrs. Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain definite + information from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and physical status + of Bibbs. And if he were subject to attacks of lunacy, the unhappy pair + decided to prevent the sacrifice they supposed their daughter intended to + make of herself. Altogether, if there were spiteful ghosts in the old + house that night, eavesdropping upon the woeful comedy, they must have + died anew of laughter! + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. Darkness had + fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were carrying the piano down + the front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was standing in the open doorway behind + them, preparing to withdraw, when she heard a sharp exclamation; and Mrs. + Roscoe Sheridan, bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the light of the + doorway. + </p> + <p> + “Good gracious!” she cried. “It did give me a fright!” + </p> + <p> + “It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?” Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this + informal appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. + “Won't you come in?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Oh no, thank you!” Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. “You + don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing but your + piano!” She laughed shrilly. “You know, since our tragedy coming so + suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been—almost + hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute or so ago, and + saw your door wide open and black figures of men against the light, + carrying something heavy, and I almost fainted. You see, it was just the + way it looked when I saw them bringing my poor brother-in-law in, next + door, only such a few short days ago. And I thought I'd seen your daughter + start for a drive with Bibbs Sheridan in a car about three o'clock—and— + They aren't back yet, are they?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Good heavens!” + </p> + <p> + “And the only thing I could think of was that something must have happened + to them, and I just dashed over—and it was only your PIANO!” She + broke into laughter again. “I suppose you're just sending it somewhere to + be repaired, aren't you?” + </p> + <p> + “It's—it's being taken down-town,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “Won't you + come in and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, that I + was—ah—” She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her + invitation. “Won't you come in? I'd really—” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home about + this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there.” + </p> + <p> + “That's very sweet.” Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked toward + the street with Sibyl. “It's quite balmy for so late in November, isn't + it? Almost like a May evening.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano,” said Sibyl, watching the + instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. “She plays wonderfully, + Mrs. Kittersby tells me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her + yesterday, after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean Bibbs?” asked Sibyl. + </p> + <p> + “The—the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?” + </p> + <p> + “I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much whether + he was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. Does your + daughter expect the piano back soon?” + </p> + <p> + “I—I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to hear + her play because she had arranged with the—that is, it was to be + removed this afternoon. He seems almost well again.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” Sibyl nodded. “His father's going to try to start him to work.” + </p> + <p> + “He seems very delicate,” said Mrs. Vertrees. “I shouldn't think he would + be able to stand a great deal, either physically or—” She paused and + then added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness—“or + mentally.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right,” said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + </p> + <p> + “Entirely?” Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, entirely.” + </p> + <p> + “But has he ALWAYS been?” This question came with the same anxious + eagerness. + </p> + <p> + “Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over it.” + </p> + <p> + “And you think—” + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor—” Sibyl choked, and pressed her + handkerchief to her mouth. “Good night, Mrs. Vertrees,” she said, + hurriedly, as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner + above, sending a brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement where + the two ladies were standing. + </p> + <p> + “Won't you come in?” urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound of + a cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. “Do! + There's Mary now, and she—” + </p> + <p> + But Sibyl was half-way across the street. “No, thanks,” she called. “I + hope she won't miss her piano!” And she ran into her own house and plunged + headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her handkerchief over + her mouth. + </p> + <p> + The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the quiet + house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash of a + decanter, dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end of the + hall; and, after a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe came forth, + holding a dripping napkin in his hand. + </p> + <p> + “What's your excitement?” he demanded. “What do you find to go into + hysterics over? Another death in the family?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it's funny!” she gasped. “Those old frost-bitten people! I guess + THEY'RE getting their come-uppance!” Lying prone, she elevated her feet in + the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + </p> + <p> + “Come through, come through!” said her husband, crossly. “What you been up + to?” + </p> + <p> + “Me?” she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. + “Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!” She wiped her eyes. “They've had + to sell their piano!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what of it?” + </p> + <p> + “That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago,” said Sibyl. + “They've been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as last + winter she knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled and + patched, because she got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's cook had + HERS! And the night of the house-warming I kind of got suspicious, myself. + She didn't have one single piece of any kind of real jewelry, and you + could see her dress was an old one done over. Men can't tell those things, + and you all made a big fuss over her, but I thought she looked a sight, + myself! Of course, EDITH was crazy to have her, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well?” he urged, impatiently. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! Just + absolutely NOTHING—and they don't know anywhere to turn! The + family's all died out but them, and all the relatives they got are very + distant, and live East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole town's + been wondering what WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty chances to + marry up to a year or so ago, but she was so indifferent she scared the + men off, and the ones that had wanted to went and married other girls. + Gracious! they were lucky! Marry HER? The man that found himself tied up + to THAT girl—” + </p> + <p> + “Terrible funny, terrible funny!” said Roscoe, with sarcasm. “It's so + funny I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of—” + </p> + <p> + “Wait!” she begged. “You'll see. I was sitting by the window a little + while ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street and some men + go into the house. It was too dark to make out much, and for a minute I + got the idea they were moving out—the house has been foreclosed on, + Mrs. Kittersby says. It seemed funny, too, because I knew that girl was + out riding with Bibbs. Well, I thought I'd see, so I slipped over—and + it was their PIANO! They'd sold it and were trying to sneak it out after + dark, so nobody'd catch on!” Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but + resumed, as her husband seemed about to interrupt the narrative. “Wait a + minute, can't you? The old lady was superintending, and she gave it all + away. I sized her up for one of those old churchy people that tell all + kinds of lies except when it comes to so many words, and then they can't. + She might just as well told me outright! Yes, they'd sold it; and I hope + they'll pay some of their debts. They owe everybody, and last week a + coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with Mr. Vertrees. Their cook + told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't know WHEN she'd seen any + money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as that girl in your + LIFE?” + </p> + <p> + “What girl? Their cook?” + </p> + <p> + “That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into this + neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and out, and + here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll the girl up in + her old things, made over, and send her out to get a Sheridan—she's + GOT to get one! And she just goes in blind; and she tries it on first with + YOU. You remember, she just plain TOLD you she was going to mash you, and + then she found out you were the married one, and turned right square + around to Jim and carried him off his feet. Oh, Jim was landed—there's + no doubt about THAT! But Jim was lucky; he didn't live to STAY landed, and + it's a good thing for him!” Sibyl's mirth had vanished, and she spoke with + virulent rapidity. “Well, she couldn't get you, because you were married, + and she couldn't get Jim, because Jim died. And there they were, dead + broke! Do you know what she did? Do you know what she's DOING?” + </p> + <p> + “No, I don't,” said Roscoe, gruffly. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. “BIBBS! + She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from JIM'S FUNERAL! + Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!” + </p> + <p> + She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. “Bibbs!” she shrieked. + “Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!” + </p> + <p> + He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. “And + yesterday,” she continued, between paroxysms—“yesterday she came out + of the house—just as he was passing. She must have been looking out—waiting + for the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the window! And she got him + there last night—to 'PLAY' to him; the old lady gave that away! And + to-day she made him take her out in a machine! And the cream of it is that + they didn't even know whether he was INSANE or not—they thought + maybe he was, but she went after him just the same! The old lady set + herself to pump me about it to-day. BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! BIBBS!” + </p> + <p> + But Roscoe looked grim. “So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds kind of + pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, it might,” she returned, sobering. “It might, if those people weren't + such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency to come down off + the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was funny, but to see 'em + sit up on their pedestal all the time they're eating dirt—well, I + think it's funny! That girl sits up as if she was Queen Elizabeth, and + expects people to wallow on the ground before her until they get near + enough for her to give 'em a good kick with her old patched shoes—oh, + she'd do THAT, all right!—and then she powders up and goes out to + mash—BIBBS SHERIDAN!” + </p> + <p> + “Look here,” said Roscoe, heavily; “I don't care about that one way or + another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you about. I + was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim.” + </p> + <p> + At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. “What + is it?” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” he began, frowning, “what I was going to say then—” He broke + off, and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin in + his hand, threw it pettishly into a corner. “I never expected I'd have to + say anything like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going to ask you + what was the matter between you and Lamhorn.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. “Well?” + </p> + <p> + “I felt the time had come for me to know about it,” he went on. “You never + told me anything—” + </p> + <p> + “You never asked,” she interposed, curtly. + </p> + <p> + “Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much,” said Roscoe. “It looks to + me now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other the way a good + many people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. I was up early and down to + work all day, and I'd come home tired at night, and want to go to bed soon + as I'd got the paper read—unless there was some good musical show in + town. Well, you seemed all right until here lately, the last month or so, + I began to see something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it.” + </p> + <p> + “Wrong?” she said. “What like?” + </p> + <p> + “You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and excited + and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now then, Lamhorn had + been going with us a good while, but I noticed that not long ago you got + to picking on him about every little thing he did; you got to quarreling + with him when I was there and when I wasn't. I could see you'd been + quarreling whenever I came in and he was here.” + </p> + <p> + “Do you object to that?” asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes—when it injures my wife's health!” he returned, with a quick + lift of his eyes to hers. “You began to run down just about the time you + began falling out with him.” He stepped close to her. “See here, Sibyl, + I'm going to know what it means.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you ARE?” she snapped. + </p> + <p> + “You're trembling,” he said, gravely. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!” + </p> + <p> + “That was all I was going to say the other day,” he said. “I was going to + ask you—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What else + have you to say to-night?” + </p> + <p> + “To-night,” he replied, with grim swiftness, “I want to know why you keep + telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming here.” + </p> + <p> + She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, “And what + else did Edith want you to ask me?” + </p> + <p> + “I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn,” he said, + fiercely. + </p> + <p> + “Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped in + there on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell you then + what I said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?” + </p> + <p> + “No, she didn't!” he vociferated, his voice growing louder. “She said, + 'You tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come and see + her, because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! And I want to + know what it means. I intend—” + </p> + <p> + A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. “Dinner is ready,” she said, + and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into the + dining-room. Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + </p> + <p> + “I intend to know exactly what has been going on,” he declared. “I mean to + know just what—” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you DO!” she cried, shrilly. “You mean to know just what's what, do + you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your wife, + and then you come home making a scene before the servants and humiliating + me in their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl didn't hear every + word you said? You go in there and eat your dinner alone! Go on! Go and + eat your dinner alone—because I won't eat with you!” + </p> + <p> + And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon her, + and dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her room slam + overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0018" id="link2HCH0018"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XVIII + </h2> + <p> + At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing + through the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, + found a couple of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. A + window had been open in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left his + note-book on the sill—and the sheets were loose. The door was open, + and when Bibbs came in and closed it, he did not notice that the two + sheets had blown out into the hall. Sheridan recognized the handwriting + and put the sheets in his coat pocket, intending to give them to George or + Jackson for return to the owner, but he forgot and carried them down-town + with him. At noon he found himself alone in his office, and, having a + little leisure, remembered the bits of manuscript, took them out, and + glanced at them. A glance was enough to reveal that they were not + epistolary. Sheridan would not have read a “private letter” that came into + his possession in that way, though in a “matter of business” he might have + felt it his duty to take advantage of an opportunity afforded in any + manner whatsoever. Having satisfied himself that Bibbs's scribblings were + only a sample of the kind of writing his son preferred to the + machine-shop, he decided, innocently enough, that he would be justified in + reading them. + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy + generalization of a companion, and will wear the most agreeable + expression of accepting it as the law, and then—days afterward, + when the thing is a mummy to its promulgator—she will inquire out + of a clear sky: “WHY did you say that the people down-town have + nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you mean?” And she + may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very difficult + —you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously.</p> + +<p> Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is + warm in winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but + dozens. He has a clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he + walks in his April orchard under a roof of flowers. He must die, + violently perhaps, but quickly. Is Midas's cancer a better way? + The rooster's wives and children must die. Are those of Midas + immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but Midas's + life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise.</p> + +<p> The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh + himself anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster + doesn't get. The office-building has an elevator, the rooster + flies up to the bough. Midas has a machine to take him to his work; + the rooster finds his worm underfoot. The “business man” feels + a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits late at wine + after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because it + interferes with the work—he swears never to relieve that pressure + again. The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is + in his favor.</p> + +<p> The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. The rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for + to-morrow. What does he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the + rooster will not have without providing.</p> + +<p> The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, + they love; they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. + Neither knows beauty; neither knows knowledge. And after all, when + Midas dies and the rooster dies, there is one thing Midas has had + and rooster has not. Midas has had the excitement of accumulating + what he has grubbed, and that has been his life and his love and + his god. He cannot take that god with him when he dies. I wonder + if the worthy gods are those we can take with us.</p> + +<p> Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in + his religion—</p> +</div> + <p> + The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. He + crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in a + waste-basket beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia of Names, + which a book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; a volume now + first put to use for the location of “Midas.” Having read the legend, + Sheridan walked up and down the spacious office, exhaling the breath of + contempt. “Dam' fool!” he mumbled. But this was no new thought, nor was + the contrariness of Bibbs's notes a surpise to him; and presently he + dismissed the matter from his mind. + </p> + <p> + He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For a long + time he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe preferred a club + luncheon, but Jim and his father almost always went to a small restaurant + near the Sheridan Building, where they spent twenty minutes in the + consumption of food, and twenty in talk, with cigars. Jim came for his + father every day, at five minutes after twelve, and Sheridan was again in + his office at five minutes before one. But now that Jim no longer came, + Sheridan remained alone in his office; he had not gone out to lunch since + Jim's death, nor did he have anything sent to him—he fasted until + evening. + </p> + <p> + It was the time he missed Jim personally the most—the voice and eyes + and handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these things + were not the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss went far + deeper. Roscoe was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and that was a + great comfort; but it was in Jim that Sheridan had most happily perceived + his own likeness. Jim was the one who would have been surest to keep the + great property growing greater, year by year. Sheridan had fallen asleep, + night after night, picturing what the growth would be under Jim. He had + believed that Jim was absolutely certain to be one of the biggest men in + the country. Well, it was all up to Roscoe now! + </p> + <p> + That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was a + question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife had + suggested it—though vaguely—and he had meant to speak to + Roscoe about it. However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for + several days, and when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had been no + opportunity. + </p> + <p> + He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward four + o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a lower + floor. He found several men waiting for business interviews in an outer + room of the series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he would find his + son busy with others, and that his question would have to be postponed, + but when he entered the door marked “R. C. Sheridan. Private,” Roscoe was + there alone. + </p> + <p> + He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, and + he did not turn as his father opened the door. + </p> + <p> + “Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy,” said + Sheridan. “What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing,” Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes myself! I + just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it'll keep, if you're + workin' something out in your mind!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, paused + with his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless figure in + the chair. Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when he came to the + office. “You're all right, ain't you?” said Sheridan. “Not sick, are you?” + </p> + <p> + “No.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. “I + wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn,” he said. “I guess your + mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you known him + longer'n any of us, so—” + </p> + <p> + “I won't,” said Roscoe, thickly—“I won't say a dam' thing about + him!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position near the + window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were bloodshot and + vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was distorted, and he was + deathly pale. The father stood aghast. + </p> + <p> + “By George!” he muttered. “ROSCOE!” + </p> + <p> + “My name,” said Roscoe. “Can' help that.” + </p> + <p> + “ROSCOE!” Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. Probably + nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find Roscoe—the + steady old wheel-horse—in this condition. “How'd you GET this way?” + he demanded. “You caught cold and took too much for it?” + </p> + <p> + For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. “Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all time, + lately. Firs' you notice it?” + </p> + <p> + “By George!” cried Sheridan. “I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good deal + lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good for you. + Boh! To see you like a common hog!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gesture. + “Hog!” he repeated, chuckling. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, a hog!” said Sheridan, angrily. “In business hours! I don't object + to anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business hours; nor, + if a man keeps his work right up to the scratch, I wouldn't be the one to + baste him if he got good an' drunk once in two, three years, maybe. It + ain't MY way. I let it alone, but I never believed in forcin' my way on a + grown-up son in moral matters. I guess I was wrong! You think them men out + there are waitin' to talk business with a drunkard? You think you can come + to your office and do business drunk? By George! I wonder how often this + has been happening and me not on to it! I'll have a look over your books + to-morrow, and I'll—” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, + contriving to hold himself in position by clutching the back of the heavy + chair in which he had been sitting. + </p> + <p> + “Hoo—hoorah!” he cried. “'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all you + want to—outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing + innerfere business hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. Drink! + Die! L'everything go to hell, but DON' let innerfere business!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling his + own office, overhead. “Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's suite and + get rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him in room + two-fourteen. There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' fellows on the + Kinsey business. Tell 'em something's come up I have to go over with + Roscoe, and tell 'em to come back day after to-morrow at two. You needn't + come in to let me know they're gone; we don't want to be disturbed. Tell + Pauly to call my house and send Claus down here with a closed car. We may + have to go out. Tell him to hustle, and call me at Roscoe's room as soon + as the car gets here. 'T's all!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. “Drunk in business + hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get drunk, mus'n' gamble, + mus'n' kill 'nybody—not in business hours! All right any other time. + Kill 'nybody you want to—'s long 'tain't in business hours! Fine! + Mus'n' have any trouble 't'll innerfere business. Keep your trouble 't + home. Don' bring it to th' office. Might innerfere business! Have funerals + on Sunday—might innerfere business! Don' let your wife innerfere + business! Keep all, all, ALL your trouble an' your meanness, an' your trad—your + tradegy—keep 'em ALL for home use! If you got die, go on die 't home—don' + die round th' office! Might innerfere business!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with his + back to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware of his + father's significant posture. + </p> + <p> + “You know wh' I think?” he went on. “I think Bibbs only one the fam'ly any + 'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. Jim worked, an' he + got killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look at me! Jus' look at me, I + ask you. Fine 'dustriss young business man. Look whass happen' to me! + Fine!” He lifted his hand from the sustaining chair in a deplorable + gesture, and, immediately losing his balance, fell across the chair and + caromed to the floor with a crash, remaining prostrate for several + minutes, during which Sheridan did not relax his apparent attention to the + newspaper. He did not even look round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + </p> + <p> + Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up by + holding to the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having progressed + in the prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less volatile. He + rubbed his dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + </p> + <p> + “What—what you ask me while ago?” he said. + </p> + <p> + “Nothin'.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you did. What—what was it?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin'. You better sit down.” + </p> + <p> + “You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. Well, I + won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!” + </p> + <p> + The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear and + said, “Right down.” Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a closet and + brought them to his son. “Get into this coat,” he said. “You're goin' + home.” + </p> + <p> + “All ri',” Roscoe murmured, obediently. + </p> + <p> + They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through the + outer office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped it, and + told the operator to take on no more passengers until they reached the + ground floor. Roscoe walked out of the building and got into the + automobile without lurching, and twenty minutes later walked into his own + house in the same manner, neither he nor his father having spoken a word + in the interval. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room without + meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door he heard from + within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant fragments of + song: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?...<br /> + With a leap from the ground<br /> + To the saddle in a bound.<br /> + And away—and away!<br /> + Hi-yay!<br /> +</div></div> + <p> + It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected any + musical symptom whatever in Bibbs—he had never even heard him + whistle—and it seemed the last touch of irony that the useless fool + should be merry to-day. + </p> + <p> + To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and he + did not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and locked + the door. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0019" id="link2HCH0019"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIX + </h2> + <p> + He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and came + to the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety manifest + and was but partially reassured by his explanation that his lunch had + “disagreed” with him a little. + </p> + <p> + Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had become + hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from + white-jacket's salver. “Here's another difference between Midas and + chicken,” Sheridan remarked, grimly. “Midas can eat rooster, but rooster + can't eat Midas. I reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks to me like he + had the advantage there.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to his + plate without dropping it and to respond, “Yes—he crows over it.” + </p> + <p> + Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed—for + he could blush distinctly now—and his mother looked upon him with + pleasure, though the reference to Midas and roosters was of course jargon + to her. “Did you ever see anybody improve the way that child has!” she + exclaimed. “I declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look right handsome!” + </p> + <p> + “He's got to be such a gadabout,” Edith giggled. + </p> + <p> + “I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before + anybody was up,” said Sheridan. “I reckon if people lose things in this + house and expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as I do.” + </p> + <p> + “What was it he lost?” asked Edith. + </p> + <p> + “He knows!” her father returned. “Seems to me like I forgot to bring it + home with me. I looked it over—thought probably it was something + pretty important, belongin' to a busy man like him.” He affected to search + his pockets. “What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to me like I + remember leavin' it down at the office—in the waste-basket.” + </p> + <p> + “Good place for it,” Bibbs murmured, still red. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gave him a grin. “Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up early + enough to find things before I do!” + </p> + <p> + It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the + evening, to Mary Vertrees—they had come to know each other that + well. + </p> + <p> + “My time's here at last,” he said, as they sat together in the melancholy + gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. That removal + had left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees that neither + of them had crossed the threshold since the dark day; but the gas-light, + though from a single jet, shed no melancholy upon Bibbs, nor could any + room seem bare that knew the glowing presence of Mary. He spoke lightly, + not sadly. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put off + any longer. It's really my part to go to him—at least it would save + my face. He means what he says, and the time's come to serve my sentence. + Hard labor for life, I think.” + </p> + <p> + Mary shook her head. “I don't think so. He's too kind.” + </p> + <p> + “You think my father's KIND?” And Bibbs stared at her. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. It's + only that he has to be kind in his own way—because he can't + understand any other way.” + </p> + <p> + “Ah yes,” said Bibbs. “If that's what you mean by 'kind'!” + </p> + <p> + She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. “It's + going to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh—self-pity!” he returned, smiling. “This has been just the last + flicker of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. There'd + be no loafers in the world if each man found the thing that he could do + best; but the only work I happen to want to do is useless—so I have + to give it up. To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer.” + </p> + <p> + “What is it like—exactly?” + </p> + <p> + “I get up at six,” he said. “I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, which + is aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin buckets, and + tin buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, and I'm at work + in my overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, and work again from + one till five.” + </p> + <p> + “But the work itself?” + </p> + <p> + “It wasn't muscularly exhausting—not at all. They couldn't give me a + heavier job because I wasn't good enough.” + </p> + <p> + “But what will you do? I want to know.” + </p> + <p> + “When I left,” said Bibbs, “I was 'on' what they call over there a + 'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and that's + what I'll be sent back to.” + </p> + <p> + “But what is it?” she insisted. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs explained. “It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips of + zinc into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into little + circles. All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into the jaws at a + certain angle—and yet I was a very bad hand at it.” + </p> + <p> + He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade + paler, and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have known + it and wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + </p> + <p> + “You do that all day long?” she asked, and as he nodded, “It seems + incredible!” she exclaimed. “YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a machine + nine hours a day! No wonder—” She broke off, and then, after a keen + glance at his face, she said: “I should think you WOULD have been a 'bad + hand at it'!” + </p> + <p> + He laughed ruefully. “I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to say + it. You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of + rhythmical crashing—a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle.” + </p> + <p> + “How often is that?” + </p> + <p> + “The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute—a little + more than one a second.” + </p> + <p> + “And you're close to it?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap,” he said, turning to her more + gaily. “The others don't mind. You see, it's something wrong with me. I + have an idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing—I flinch + and duck a little every time the crash comes, and I couldn't get over it. + I was a treat to the other workmen in that room; they'll be glad to see me + back. They used to laugh at me all day long.” + </p> + <p> + Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting on + the arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. She was + staring at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in them. + </p> + <p> + “It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you,” she said, in a + low voice. “No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you to the + leisure to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to have them + published for you—” + </p> + <p> + “Can't you SEE him?” Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in his + voice. “If he could understand what you're saying—and if you can + imagine his taking such a notion, he'd have had R. T. Bloss put up posters + all over the country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with a Punch!' No. + It's just as well he never got the—But what's the use? I've never + written anything worth printing, and I never shall.” + </p> + <p> + “You could!” she said. + </p> + <p> + “That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried to + do.” + </p> + <p> + “You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!” + </p> + <p> + “It isn't,” said BIBBS, honestly. “I never could—but you're the + kindest lady in this world, Miss Vertrees.” + </p> + <p> + She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. + “That sounds wrong,” she said, impulsively. “I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' I've + thought of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't you + rather call me 'Mary'?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + </p> + <p> + “Wouldn't you?” she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + </p> + <p> + “If I CAN!” he said, in a low voice. + </p> + <p> + “Ah, that's very pretty!” she laughed. “You're such an honest person, it's + pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety.” She became + grave again immediately. “I hear myself laughing as if it were some one + else. It sounds like laughter on the eve of a great calamity.” She got up + restlessly, crossed the room and leaned against the wall, facing him. + “You've GOT to go back to that place?” + </p> + <p> + He nodded. + </p> + <p> + “And the other time you did it—” + </p> + <p> + “Just over it,” said Bibbs. “Two years. But I don't mind the prospect of a + repetition so much as—” + </p> + <p> + “So much as what?” she prompted, as he stopped. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked up at her shyly. “I want to say it, but—but I come to a + dead balk when I try. I—” + </p> + <p> + “Go on. Say it, whatever it is,” she bade him. “You wouldn't know how to + say anything I shouldn't like.” + </p> + <p> + “I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say,” he returned, + moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet—he seemed + to feel awkward, thoroughly. “You see, all my life—until I met you—if + I ever felt like saying anything, I wrote it instead. Saying things is a + new trick for me, and this—well, it's just this: I used to feel as + if I hadn't ever had any sort of a life at all. I'd never been of use to + anything or anybody, and I'd never had anything, myself, except a kind of + haphazard thinking. But now it's different—I'm still of no use to + anybody, and I don't see any prospect of being useful, but I have had + something for myself. I've had a beautiful and happy experience, and it + makes my life seem to be—I mean I'm glad I've lived it! That's all; + it's your letting me be near you sometimes, as you have, this strange, + beautiful, happy little while!” + </p> + <p> + He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he had to + say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did not speak, + but a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she had gone back to + her chair again. The house was still; the shabby old room was so quiet + that the sound of a creaking in the wall seemed sharp and loud. + </p> + <p> + And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. “If you + think it has been—happy—to be friends with me—you'd want + to—to make it last.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Bibbs, as faintly. + </p> + <p> + “You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he gulped. + </p> + <p> + “But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over.” + </p> + <p> + He tried to evade her. “Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his overalls—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. “You said what you did + because you think the shop's going to kill you.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, you do think that!” She rose to her feet again and came and stood + before him. “Or you think it's going to send you back to the sanitarium. + Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you that! You see I'm a + friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant what you said—and + you did mean it, I know it!—you're not going to go back to the + sanitarium. The shop sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!” + </p> + <p> + And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, splendid + in generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + </p> + <p> + “If I mean THAT much to you,” she cried, “they can't harm you! Go back to + the shop—but come to me when your day's work is done. Let the + machines crash their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember each crash + that deafens you is that much nearer the evening and me!” + </p> + <p> + He stumbled to his feet. “You say—” he gasped. + </p> + <p> + “Every evening, dear Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + He could only stare, bewildered. + </p> + <p> + “EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!” And she held out + her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous clasp. “If I + could, I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine with you,” she + said. “But all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. You must keep + remembering that your friend stands beside you. And when the work is done—won't + the night make up for the day?” + </p> + <p> + Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance of + kindness. But all he could say was, huskily, “To think you're there—with + me—standing beside the old zinc-eater—” + </p> + <p> + And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found what it + meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0020" id="link2HCH0020"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XX + </h2> + <p> + When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his father + sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood before him. + “I'm cured, father,” he said. “When do I go back to the shop? I'm ready.” + </p> + <p> + The desolate and grim old man did not relax. “I was sittin' up to give you + a last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's about time! I just + wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not to make me take you over + there by the collar. Last night I made up my mind I'd give you just one + more day. Well, you got to it before I did—pretty close to the + eleventh hour! All right. Start in to-morrow. It's the first o' the month. + Think you can get up in time?” + </p> + <p> + “Six o'clock,” Bibbs responded, briskly. “And I want to tell you—I'm + going in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll 'like it'!” + </p> + <p> + “That's YOUR lookout!” his father grunted. “They'll put you back on the + clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week.” + </p> + <p> + “More than I'm worth, too,” said Bibbs, cheerily. “That reminds me, I + didn't mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I meant—” + </p> + <p> + “Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!” + </p> + <p> + “I just wanted you to know. Good night, father.” + </p> + <p> + “G'night!” + </p> + <p> + The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became + inaudible, and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat staring + angrily at the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slippers could be heard + descending, and Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, her oblique expression + and the state of her toilette being those of a person who, after trying + unsuccessfully to sleep on one side, has got up to look for burglars. + </p> + <p> + “Papa!” she exclaimed, drowsily. “Why'n't you go to bed? It must be goin' + on 'leven o'clock!” + </p> + <p> + She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to the + fire. “What's the matter?” she asked, sleep and anxiety striving + sluggishly with each other in her voice. “I knew you were worried all + dinner-time. You got something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' taken + away like he was. What's worryin' you now, papa?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin'.” + </p> + <p> + She jeered feebly. “N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't you?” + </p> + <p> + “He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning,” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + “Just the same as he did before?” + </p> + <p> + “Just pre-CISELY!” + </p> + <p> + “How—how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?” she asked, + timidly. + </p> + <p> + “Until he KNOWS something!” The unhappy man struck his palms together, + then got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his wont when he + talked. “He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly + in the six months he was there, and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn + it! Do you suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to learn + it? No! And I ain't a-goin' to tell him, either! When he went there I had + 'em set him on the simplest machine we got—and he stuck there! How + much prospect would there be of his learnin' to run the whole business if + he can't run the easiest machine in it? I sent him there to make him + THOROUGH. And what happened? He didn't LIKE it! That boy's whole life, + there's been a settin' up o' something mulish that's against everything I + want him to do. I don't know what it is, but it's got to be worked out of + him. Now, labor ain't any more a simple question than what it was when we + were young. My idea is that, outside o' union troubles, the man that can + manage workin'-men is the man that's been one himself. Well, I set Bibbs + to learn the men and to learn the business, and HE set himself to balk on + the first job! That's what he did, and the balk's lasted close on to three + years. If he balks again I'm just done with him! Sometimes I feel like I + was pretty near done with everything, anyhow!” + </p> + <p> + “I knew there was something else,” said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over a + yawn. “You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now—'less + you'll tell me?” + </p> + <p> + “Suppose something happened to Roscoe,” he said. “THEN what'd I have to + look forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A + lummix! A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a + groove!” + </p> + <p> + “Roscoe?” she yawned. “You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's the + strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better health than + he does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years. You better go + up to bed, papa.” + </p> + <p> + “Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it + means, keepin' property together these days—just keepin' it ALIVE, + let alone makin' it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates hacked + away in chunks, big and little. I tell you when a man dies the wolves come + out o' the woods, pack after pack, to see what they can tear off for + themselves; and if that dead man's chuldern ain't on the job, night and + day, everything he built'll get carried off. Carried off? I've seen a big + fortune behave like an ash-barrel in a cyclone—there wasn't even a + dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've seen it, time and again. My + Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME! It don't seem like I + deserved it—no man ever tried harder to raise his boys right than I + have. I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to be guards + to drive the wolves off, and how to be builders to build, and build + bigger. I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadays—a + man's got to have eyes in the back of his head. You hear talk, sometimes, + 'd make you think the millennium had come—but right the next breath + you'll hear somebody hollerin' about 'the great unrest.' You BET there's a + 'great unrest'! There ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's + goin' to do to us in the end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, but + it's frothin' and bubblin' in the boiler. This country's been fillin' up + with it from all over the world for a good many years, and the old + camp-meetin' days are dead and done with. Church ain't what it used to be. + Nothin's what it used to be—everything's turned up from the bottom, + and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the air. There's an awful + ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're goin' to keep your + balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like bugs on the + bottom of a board—after any piece o' money they hear is loose. Fool + schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and the worst! You + got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it. And the woods are + full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: 'Get the other + fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's built as I have, + when he's built good and strong, and made good things grow and prosper—THOSE + are the fellows that lay for the chance to slide in and sneak the benefit + of it and put their names to it! And what's the use of my havin' ever been + born, if such a thing as that is goin' to happen? What's the use of my + havin' worked my life and soul into my business, if it's all goin' to be + dispersed and scattered soon as I'm in the ground?” + </p> + <p> + He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating—little regarding + the troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled + thunderously; the words came with stormy bitterness. “You think this is a + time for young men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never was + such a time before; there never was such opportunity. The sluggard is + despoiled while he sleeps—yes, by George! if a man lays down they'll + eat him before he wakes!—but the live man can build straight up till + he touches the sky! This is the business man's day; it used to be the + soldier's day and the statesman's day, but this is OURS! And it ain't a + Sunday to go fishin'—it's turmoil! turmoil!—and you got to go + out and live it and breathe it and MAKE it yourself, or you'll only be a + dead man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. And that's what my son + Bibbs has been doin' all his life, and what he'd rather do now than go out + and do his part by me. And if anything happens to Roscoe—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense,” Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, + irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. “There isn't anything + goin' to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' yourself about + nothin'. Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan halted. “All right, mamma,” he said, with a vast sigh. “Let's go + up.” And he snapped off the electric light, leaving only the rosy glow of + the fire. + </p> + <p> + “Did you speak to Roscoe?” she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her + drowsiness. “Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?” + </p> + <p> + “No. I will to-morrow.” + </p> + <p> + But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did + Sheridan see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the fourth + day of the month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine in the + morning, when Sheridan happened to be alone. + </p> + <p> + “They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me.” + </p> + <p> + “Sit down,” said Sheridan, rising. + </p> + <p> + Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, and then + walked away, smiling bitterly. “Boh!” he exclaimed. “Still at it!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Roscoe. “I've had a couple of drinks this morning. What about + it?” + </p> + <p> + “I reckon I better adopt some decent young man,” his father returned. “I'd + bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I would!” + </p> + <p> + “Better do it,” Roscoe assented, sullenly. + </p> + <p> + “When'd you begin this thing?” + </p> + <p> + “I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is.” + </p> + <p> + “Leave that talk out! You know what I mean.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours—until the + other day.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan began cutting. “It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your + office. He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into him, and + he came through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't work. You been + leavin' your office for drinks every few hours for the last three weeks. I + been over your books. Your office is way behind. You haven't done any + work, to count, in a month.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. “It's all true.” + </p> + <p> + “What you goin' to do about it?” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. “I can't stand very much + talk about it, father,” he said, pleadingly. + </p> + <p> + “No!” Sheridan cried. “Neither can I! What do you think it means to ME?” + He dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. “I can't stand to + talk about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to find out + what's the matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you out!” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + </p> + <p> + “You can't straighten me out.” + </p> + <p> + “See here!” said Sheridan. “Can you go back to your office and stay sober + to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a couple o' + huskies to follow you around and knock the whiskey out o' your hand if + they see you tryin' to take it?” + </p> + <p> + “You needn't worry about that,” said Roscoe, looking up with a faint + resentment. “I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what have you got?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you.” + </p> + <p> + “We'll see about that!” said Sheridan, harshly. “Now I can't fool with you + to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my office. You + bring your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come last Sunday—but + you come to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when the women-folks are + workin' the phonograph, after dinner. Can you keep sober till then? You + better be sure, because I'm going to send Abercrombie down to your office + every little while, and he'll let me know.” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe paused at the door. “You told Abercrombie about it?” he asked. + </p> + <p> + “TOLD him!” And Sheridan laughed hideously. “Do you suppose there's an + elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0021" id="link2HCH0021"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXI + </h2> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + “WHO looks a mustang in the eye?<br /> + Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!” + </div></div> + <p> + So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen + because of the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago that the + uproar was rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, on the + afternoon of the fourth day of his return, he was accompanying the swing + and clash of the metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, mingling + improvisations of his own among them, and mocking the zinc-eater's crash + with vocal imitations: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Fearless and bold,<br /> + Chang! Bash! Behold!<br /> + With a leap from the ground<br /> + To the saddle in a bound,<br /> + And away—and away!<br /> + Hi-YAY!<br /> + WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, crash, bang!<br /> + WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash?<br /> + NIGHT'S on the way<br /> + EACH time I say,<br /> + Hi-YAY!<br /> + Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! +</div></div> + <p> + The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the air was + thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; everything + was implacably in motion—nowhere was there a rest for the dizzied + eye. The first time he had entered the place Bibbs had become dizzy + instantly, and six months of it had only added increasing nausea to + faintness. But he felt neither now. “ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY THOUGHTS TO + YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR FRIEND STANDS BESIDE YOU.” He saw + her there beside him, and the greasy, roaring place became suffused with + radiance. The poet was happy in his machine-shop; he was still a poet + there. And he fed his old zinc-eater, and sang: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Away—and away!<br /> + Hi-YAY!<br /> + Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG!<br /> + Wild are his eyes,<br /> + Fiercely he dies!<br /> + Hi-YAH!<br /> + Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG!<br /> + Ready to fling<br /> + Our gloves in the ring—<br /> +</div></div> + <p> + He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. + Their great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him + standing with Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan nodded to + those nearest him—he had personal acquaintance with nearly all of + them—but he kept his attention upon his son. Bibbs worked steadily, + never turning from his machine. Now and then he varied his musical + programme with remarks addressed to the zinc-eater. + </p> + <p> + “Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if you don't + try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's right—YOU'LL + never get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's a nice, shiny + one.” + </p> + <p> + The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to + Gurney's ear and shouted fiercely: “Talkin' to himself! By George!” + </p> + <p> + Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs returned to song: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I!<br /> + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?<br /> + Fearless and bo— +</div></div> + <p> + His father grasped him by the arm. “Here!” he shouted. “Let ME show you + how to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some better'n + you used to be, but that's no way to handle—Get out the way and let + me show you once.” + </p> + <p> + “Better be careful,” Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + </p> + <p> + “Careful? Boh!” Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. “What you + talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think you're so abused + you're goin' wrong in the head?” + </p> + <p> + “'Abused'? No!” shouted Bibbs. “I was SINGING—because I 'like it'! I + told you I'd come back and 'like it.'” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, but + began to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it awkwardly—and + with bad results. + </p> + <p> + “Here!” he shouted. “This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's nothin' + to it, if you put your mind on it.” By his own showing then his mind was + not upon it. He continued to talk. “All you got to look out for is to keep + it pressed over to—” + </p> + <p> + “Don't run your hand up with it,” Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward him. + </p> + <p> + “Run nothin'! You GOT to—” + </p> + <p> + “Look out!” shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang + forward. But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, and the + zinc-eater had bitten off the tips of the first and second fingers. He + swore vehemently, and wrung his hand, sending a shower of red drops over + himself and Bibbs, but Gurney grasped his wrist, and said, sharply: + </p> + <p> + “Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, fetch + my bag. It's in my machine, outside.” + </p> + <p> + And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor still + grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a basin. Sheridan + had lost color, and temper, too. He glared over his shoulder at his son as + the latter handed the bag to Gurney. + </p> + <p> + “You go on back to your work,” he said. “I've had worse snips than that + from a pencil-sharpener.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh no, you haven't!” said Gurney. + </p> + <p> + “I have, too!” Sheridan retorted, angrily. “Bibbs, you go on back to your + work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole Doc Gurney + tryin' to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that only needs a little + court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't happened. You get back on your + job.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “HERE!” Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. “You + watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? I + slipped, or I wouldn't got scratched, but you—YOU'RE liable to get + your whole hand cut off! You keep your eyes open!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir.” And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + </p> + <p> + Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned him + outside, where conversation was possible. “I sent him home, Bibbs. He'll + have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls off. I'll take you + for a drive and leave you at home.” + </p> + <p> + “Can't,” said Bibbs. “Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows.” + </p> + <p> + “No, you don't,” the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. “He wants me to + take you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see how much + harm these four days on the machine have done you. I guess you folks have + got that old man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, up at your house! + But I don't need to go over you. I can see with my eyes half shut—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” Bibbs interrupted, “that's what they are.” + </p> + <p> + “I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. What's made + the difference?” + </p> + <p> + “I like the machine,” said Bibbs. “I've made a friend of it. I serenade it + and talk to it, and then it talks back to me.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, indeed? What does it say?” + </p> + <p> + “What I want to hear.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well!” The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot + repeatedly. “Better come along and take a drive with me. You can take the + time off that he allowed for the examination, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Not at all,” said Bibbs. “I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater till + five o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!” + </p> + <p> + “Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write.” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know about that,” Bibbs said, thoughtfully; “but the zinc-eater + doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than being in + business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. I'd be + content to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my days.” + </p> + <p> + “You do beat the devil!” exclaimed Gurney. “Your father's right when he + tells me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was doing + when He made you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! Well, I'm + off. Go on back to your murdering old machine.” He climbed into his car, + which he operated himself, but he refrained from setting it immediately in + motion. “Well, I rubbed it in on the old man that you had warned him not + to slide his hand along too far, and that he got hurt because he didn't + pay attention to your warning, and because he was trying to show you how + to do something you were already doing a great deal better than he could. + You tell him I'll be around to look at it and change the dressing + to-morrow morning. Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more than + change the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe of its + kind, and Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was rebellious + and scornful, being brought to a degree of tractability only by means of + horrible threats and talk of amputation. However, he appeared at the + dinner-table with his hand supported in a sling, which he seemed to regard + as an indignity, while the natural inquiries upon the subject evidently + struck him as deliberate insults. Mrs. Sheridan, having been unable to + contain her solicitude several times during the day, and having been + checked each time in a manner that blanched her cheek, hastened to warn + Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their arrival at five, to omit any reference to the + injury and to avoid even looking at the sling if they possibly could. + </p> + <p> + The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to + arrive either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; and the + members of the family were all seated at the table within two minutes + after she and Roscoe had entered the house. + </p> + <p> + It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed charged, + awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's expression, as + she sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon her husband, was that + of a person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale and intent. Roscoe looked + ill; Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked both ill and explosive. Bibbs + had more color than any of these, and there was a strange brightness, like + a light, upon his face. It was curious to see anything so happy in the + tense gloom of that household. + </p> + <p> + Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She never + once looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick glance, + heavily charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, and, like + Edith, kept his eyes upon his plate and made believe to occupy himself + with the viands thereon, loading his fork frequently, but not lifting it + to his mouth. He did not once look at his father, though his father gazed + heavily at him most of the time. And between Edith and Sibyl, and between + Roscoe and his father, some bitter wireless communication seemed + continually to be taking place throughout the long silences prevailing + during this enlivening ceremony of Sabbath refection. + </p> + <p> + “Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?” his mother asked, in the + effort to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + </p> + <p> + “What did you say, mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't you go to church this morning?” + </p> + <p> + “I think so,” he answered, as from a roseate trance. + </p> + <p> + “You THINK so! Don't you know?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!” + </p> + <p> + “Which one?” + </p> + <p> + “Just down the street. It's brick.” + </p> + <p> + “What was the sermon about?” + </p> + <p> + “What, mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Can't you hear me?” she cried. “I asked you what the sermon was about?” + </p> + <p> + He roused himself. “I think it was about—” He frowned, seeming to + concentrate his will to recollect. “I think it was about something in the + Bible.” + </p> + <p> + White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and lean + upon Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. “He don't know they WAS any + suhmon!” he concluded, having narrated the dining-room dialogue. “All he + know is he was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!” George was right. + </p> + <p> + “Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?” Sibyl asked. + </p> + <p> + “No,” he answered. “No, I didn't go alone.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh?” Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking inquiry, + and followed it by another, expressive of hilarious comprehension. “OH!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that + completed the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + </p> + <p> + Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed to + other parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe into the + library, but was not well received. + </p> + <p> + “YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks,” Sheridan + commanded. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs retreated. “Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!” he + said. + </p> + <p> + However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his + mother and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, + according to their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping her + feet together and looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the room, + examining a brooch which she had detached from her throat; and Mrs. + Sheridan was looking over a collection of records consisting exclusively + of Caruso and rag-time. She selected one of the latter, remarking that she + thought it “right pretty,” and followed it with one of the former and the + same remark. + </p> + <p> + As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad + doorway, seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. Instead, + he favored Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately left the + room, George stepping aside for her to precede him, and then disappearing + after her in the hall with an air of successful diplomacy. He made it + perfectly clear that Edith had given him secret instructions and that it + had been his pride and pleasure to fulfil them to the letter. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with + curious eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + </p> + <p> + “What's that?” she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + </p> + <p> + “Here's another right pretty record,” said Mrs. Sheridan, affecting—with + patent nervousness—not to hear. And she unloosed the music. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After a + little while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in a gold + chair, with his eyes closed. + </p> + <p> + “Where did Edith go?” she asked, curiously. + </p> + <p> + “Edith?” he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. “Is she gone?” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, + still tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she was + suddenly at high tension, and her expression had become one of sharp + excitement. She listened intently. + </p> + <p> + When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the + library, during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and + husky: “I won't say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as well + let me alone!” + </p> + <p> + But there were other sounds: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low + protesting cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started another + record, a sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes of Sibyl. She + walked down the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + </p> + <p> + Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became + instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to + foot, and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + </p> + <p> + But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face so + white. At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible consequences + became nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up her skirts and + contorting her lips to the semblance of a smile. + </p> + <p> + “Sit just as you were—both of you!” she said. And then to Edith: + “Did you tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?” + </p> + <p> + “You march out of here!” said Edith, fiercely. “March straight out of + here!” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + </p> + <p> + “Did you tell her I'd been telephoning you I wanted you to come?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, good God!” Lamhorn said. “Hush!” + </p> + <p> + “You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?” she cried. “You knew that!” + </p> + <p> + “HUSH!” he begged, panic-stricken. + </p> + <p> + “That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You wouldn't + come—you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what I had to + say! You were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it all a thousand + times before, and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!” she stormed. “You + wouldn't even come for five minutes, but you could tell that little cat! + And SHE told my husband! You're a MAN!” + </p> + <p> + Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous to + Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give way to + her feelings. “Get out of this house!” she shrieked. “This is my father's + house. Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!” + </p> + <p> + “No! No! I mustn't SPEAK—” + </p> + <p> + “Don't you DARE!” + </p> + <p> + Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, + fronting each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled and + rose and cracked—they screeched. They could be heard over the noise + of the phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. They could be + heard all over the house. They were heard in the kitchen; they could have + been heard in the cellar. Neither of them cared for that. + </p> + <p> + “You told my husband!” screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer to + Edith's. “You told my husband! This man put THAT in your hands to strike + me with! HE did!” + </p> + <p> + “I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! It's TIME + your husband—” + </p> + <p> + They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. “Do you want the neighbors + in?” Sheridan thundered. + </p> + <p> + There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and his + mother in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. She moved + slowly toward the door; then suddenly she began to run. She ran into the + hall, and through it, and out of the house. Roscoe followed her heavily, + his eyes on the ground. + </p> + <p> + “NOW THEN!” said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + </p> + <p> + The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the vicious + gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit in the direction + of the door in a manner sufficient for the swift dispersal of George and + Jackson and several female servants who hovered behind Mrs. Sheridan. They + fled lightly. + </p> + <p> + “Papa, papa!” wailed Mrs. Sheridan. “Look at your hand! You'd oughtn't to + been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her shoulder. Look!” + </p> + <p> + There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the tips of + the fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. “Now then!” he + repeated. “You goin' to leave my house?” + </p> + <p> + “He will NOT!” sobbed Edith. “Don't you DARE order him out!” + </p> + <p> + “Don't you bother, dear,” said Lamhorn, quietly. “He doesn't understand. + YOU mustn't be troubled.” Pallor was becoming to him; he looked very + handsome, and as he left the room he seemed in the girl's distraught eyes + a persecuted noble, indifferent to the rabble yawping insult at his heels—the + rabble being enacted by her father. + </p> + <p> + “Don't come back, either!” said, Sheridan, realistic in this + impersonation. “Keep off the premises!” he called savagely into the hall. + “This family's through with you!” + </p> + <p> + “It is NOT!” Edith cried, breaking from her mother. “You'll SEE about + that! You'll find out! You'll find out what'll happen! What's HE done? I + guess if I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? What's HE + done, I'd like to know? You don't know anything about it. Don't you s'pose + he told ME? She was crazy about him soon as he began going there, and he + flirted with her a little. That's everything he did, and it was before he + met ME! After that he wouldn't, and it wasn't anything, anyway—he + never was serious a minute about it. SHE wanted it to be serious, and she + was bound she wouldn't give him up. He told her long ago he cared about + me, but she kept persecuting him and—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Sheridan, sternly; “that's HIS side of it! That'll do! He + doesn't come in this house again!” + </p> + <p> + “You look out!” Edith cried. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed on + the premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie look up + this young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count on earth! + He's no good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if he was George + Washington, after what's happened and what I've heard to-night!” + </p> + <p> + “But, papa,” Mrs. Sheridan began, “if Edie says it was all Sibyl's fault, + makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor—” + </p> + <p> + “'S enough!” he roared. “He keeps off these premises! And if any of you so + much as ever speak his name to me again—” + </p> + <p> + But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the sound + of his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by her mother. + However, Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and joined her + husband in the library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold chair, saw her + pass, roused himself from reverie, and strolled in after her. + </p> + <p> + “She locked her door,” said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. “She + wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room.” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said her husband, “she can settle her mind to it. She never speaks + to that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her to-morrow—Here! + You tell the help if he calls up to ring off and say it's my orders. No, + you needn't. I'll tell 'em myself.” + </p> + <p> + “Better not,” said Bibbs, gently. + </p> + <p> + His father glared at him. + </p> + <p> + “It's no good,” said Bibbs. “Mother, when you were in love with father—” + </p> + <p> + “My goodness!” she cried. “You ain't a-goin' to compare your father to + that—” + </p> + <p> + “Edith feels about him just what you did about father,” said Bibbs. “And + if YOUR father had told you—” + </p> + <p> + “I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!” she declared, angrily. + </p> + <p> + “So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?” said Sheridan. “What + is it?” + </p> + <p> + “Let her see him all she wants.” + </p> + <p> + “You're a—” Sheridan gave it up. “I don't know what to call you!” + </p> + <p> + “Let her see him all she wants,” Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. “You're up + against something too strong for you. If Edith were a weakling you'd have + a chance this way, but she isn't. She's got a lot of your determination, + father, and with what's going on inside of her she'll beat you. You can't + keep her from seeing him, as long as she feels about him the way she does + now. You can't make her think less of him, either. Nobody can. Your only + chance is that she'll do it for herself, and if you give her time and go + easy she probably will. Marriage would do it for her quickest, but that's + just what you don't want, and as you DON'T want it, you'd better—” + </p> + <p> + “I can't stand any more!” Sheridan burst out. “If it's come to BIBBS + advisin' me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's that + nigger George? Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my family. + Bibbs, for God's sake go and lay down! 'Let her see him all she wants'! + Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; here's—” + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs,” said Mrs. Sheridan, “if you haven't got anything to do, you might + step over and take Sibyl's wraps home—she left 'em in the hall. I + don't think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now.” + </p> + <p> + “All right.” And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and delivered + them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, “Forgot these,” + and, “Good night, Roscoe,” cordially and cheerfully, and returned to the + New House. His mother and father were still talking in the library, but + with discretion he passed rapidly on and upward to his own room, and there + he proceeded to write in his note-book. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0022" id="link2HCH0022"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXII + </h2> +<div class="blok"><p> + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. +</p> + +<p> + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love—nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train—hatreds and jealousies—all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. +</p> + +<p> + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to + be turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross + a mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. + Friendship walks gently and with open eyes. +</p> + +<p> + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise + when she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other + half of the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce + ways, could know this transcendent happiness?</p> + +<p> Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a friend + is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. For + the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love it!</p> + +<p> Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness—it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured—the air becomes iridescent. + You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods everything.</p> + +<p> When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give + you nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in + anything for ever.</p> + +<p> What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out.</p> + +<p> This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment.</p> + +<p> Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, + or if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning “Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents + duly noted.” But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting—always there—for you! Who would wake + from such a dream as this?</p> + +<p> Dawn and the sea—music in moonlit gardens—nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom—what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what</p> it means not to be alone! + That is what a friend gives you! +</div> + <p> + Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed a + somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his own + (and perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan to sleep + soundly through the night and to wake at dawn with a light heart. + </p> + <p> + His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of affairs + of his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, “Who would + wake from such a dream as this?” Bibbs was a sympathetic person, easily + touched, but he was indeed living in a dream, and all things outside of it + were veiled and remote—for that is the way of youth in a dream. And + Bibbs, who had never before been of any age, either old or young, had come + to his youth at last. + </p> + <p> + He went whistling from the house before even his father had come + down-stairs. There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder of + soot, and though Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an automobile at + the curb before Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it as Dr. Gurney's, + but went cheerily on his way through the dingy mist. And when he was once + more installed beside his faithful zinc-eater he whistled and sang to it, + as other workmen did to their own machines sometimes, when things went + well. His comrades in the shop glanced at him amusedly now and then. They + liked him, and he ate his lunch at noon with a group of Socialists who + approved of his ideas and talked of electing him to their association. + </p> + <p> + The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the whistles + blew. When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where he divested + himself of his overalls—his single divergence from the routine of + his fellow-workmen—and after that he used soap and water copiously. + This was his transformation scene: he passed into the office a rather + frail young working-man noticeably begrimed, and passed out of it to the + pavement a cheerfully pre-occupied sample of gentry, fastidious to the + point of elegance. + </p> + <p> + The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and boys + and women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. Many hurried + and some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling one another, and + Bibbs, turning his face homeward, was forced to go slowly. + </p> + <p> + Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught sight + of his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost passed her, + for in the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not recognize her, + though his shoulder actually touched hers. He would have gone by, but she + laughed delightedly; and he stopped short, startled. Two boys, one chasing + the other, swept between them, and Bibbs stood still, peering about him in + deep perplexity. She leaned toward him. + </p> + <p> + “I knew YOU!” she said. + </p> + <p> + “Good heavens!” cried Bibbs. “I thought it was your voice coming out of a + star!” + </p> + <p> + “There's only smoke overhead,” said Mary, and laughed again. “There aren't + any stars.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes, there were—when you laughed!” + </p> + <p> + She took his arm, and they went on. “I've come to walk home with you, + Bibbs. I wanted to.” + </p> + <p> + “But were you here in the—” + </p> + <p> + “In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to scold + her. + </p> + <p> + “But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have—you + ought to know better. What did—” + </p> + <p> + “I only waited about twelve seconds,” she laughed. “I'd just got here.” + </p> + <p> + “But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you—” + </p> + <p> + “I was in this part of town already,” she said. “At least, I was only + seven or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd have + had to go home alone—and I preferred going home with you.” + </p> + <p> + “It's pretty beautiful for me,” said Bibbs, with a deep breath. “You'll + never know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness—and then + to—to see you standing there! Oh, it was like—it was like—how + can I TELL you what it was like?” They had passed beyond the crowd now, + and a crossing-lamp shone upon them, which revealed the fact that again + she was without her furs. Here was a puzzle. Why did that adorable little + vanity of hers bring her out without them in the DARK? But of course she + had gone out long before dark. For undefinable reasons this explanation + was not quite satisfactory; however, allowing it to stand, his solicitude + for her took another turn. “I think you ought to have a car,” he said, + “especially when you want to be out after dark. You need one in winter, + anyhow. Have you ever asked your father for one?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Mary. “I don't think I'd care for one particularly.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish you would.” Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. “I think in + winter you—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” she interrupted, lightly. “I don't need—” + </p> + <p> + “But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every afternoon + for me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, but a girl—” + </p> + <p> + “A girl likes to walk, too,” said Mary. “Let me tell you where I've been + this afternoon and how I happened to be near enough to make you take me + home. I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures of the smoke. + He has a sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives there with his + mother and his wife and their seven children, and he's gloriously happy. + I'd seen one of his pictures at an exhibition, and I wanted to see more of + them, so he showed them to me. He has almost everthing he ever painted; I + don't suppose he's sold more than four or five pictures in his life. He + gives drawing-lessons to keep alive.” + </p> + <p> + “How do you mean he paints the smoke?” Bibbs asked. + </p> + <p> + “Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the street—anywhere. + He just paints what's around him—and it's beautiful.” + </p> + <p> + “The smoke?” + </p> + <p> + “Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly roofs of + cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky sunsets and smoky + sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, solid, slow columns of + smoke going far out and growing more ethereal and mixing with the hazy + light in the distance; and he has others with the broken sky-line of + down-town, all misted with the smoke and puffs and jets of vapor that have + colors like an orchard in mid-April. I'm going to take you there some + Sunday afternoon, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “You're showing me the town,” he said. “I didn't know what was in it at + all.” + </p> + <p> + “There are workers in beauty here,” she told him, gently. “There are other + painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts of things.” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't know.” + </p> + <p> + “No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself + 'greater,' one could live here all one's life and know only the side of it + that shows.” + </p> + <p> + “The beauty-workers seem buried very deep,” said Bibbs. “And I imagine + that your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried deepest of + all. My father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his buying one of your + friend's pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples,' but he wouldn't get one + of those. He'd think smoke in a picture was horrible—unless he could + use it for an advertisement.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” she said, thoughtfully. “And really he's the town. They ARE buried + pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “And yet it's all wonderful,” he said. “It's wonderful to me.” + </p> + <p> + “You mean the town is wonderful to you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The city is + only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer than the + horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old zinc-eater all + day long, helping me. Mary—” He stopped with a gasp. “That's the + first time I've called you 'Mary'!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” She laughed, a little tremuously. “Though I wanted you to!” + </p> + <p> + “I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to walk + home with me. That must be it.” + </p> + <p> + “Women like to have things said,” Mary informed him, her tremulous + laughter continuing. “Were you glad I came for you?” + </p> + <p> + “No—not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up + and up—over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that way + most of the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. The person I + was then seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs Sheridan at all. It + seems long, long ago. I was gloomy and sickly—somebody else—somebody + I don't understand now, a coward afraid of shadows—afraid of things + that didn't exist—afraid of my old zinc-eater! And now I'm only + afraid of what might change anything.” + </p> + <p> + She was silent a moment, and then, “You're happy, Bibbs?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “Ah, don't you see?” he cried. “I want it to last for a thousand, thousand + years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. I wouldn't have + one thing different—nothing, nothing!” + </p> + <p> + “Dear Bibbs!” she said, and laughed happily. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0023" id="link2HCH0023"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXIII + </h2> + <p> + Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told Edith, + after his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that he had + decided that he was “a member of the family”; but he appeared to have + relapsed to the retired list after that one attempt at participancy—he + was far enough detached from membership now. These were turbulent days in + the New House, but Bibbs had no part whatever in the turbulence—he + seemed an absent-minded stranger, present by accident and not wholly aware + that he was present. He would sit, faintly smiling over pleasant + imaginings and dear reminiscences of his own, while battle raged between + Edith and her father, or while Sheridan unloosed jeremiads upon the sullen + Roscoe, who drank heavily to endure them. The happy dreamer wandered into + storm-areas like a somnambulist, and wandered out again unawakened. He was + sorry for his father and for Roscoe, and for Edith and for Sibyl, but + their sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday night, + not long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during the first + days of Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be with her + frequently, and to install a muscular nurse. And whether he would or no, + Gurney received from his hysterical patient a variety of pungent + information which would have staggered anybody but a family physician. + Among other things he was given to comprehend the change in Bibbs, and why + the zinc-eater was not putting a lump in the operator's gizzard as of + yore. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was not delirious—she was a thin little ego writhing and + shrieking in pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting + herself; her condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration of that + of a child after a bad bruise—there must be screaming and telling + mother all about the hurt and how it happened. Sibyl babbled herself + hoarse when Gurney withheld morphine. She went from the beginning to the + end in a breath. No protest stopped her; nothing stopped her. + </p> + <p> + “You ought to let me die!” she wailed. “It's cruel not to let me die! What + harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? Just look + at my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, and look what + that got me into!—look where I am now! He brought me to this town, + and what did I have in my life but his FAMILY? And they didn't even know + the right crowd! If they had, it might have been SOMETHING! I had nothing—nothing—nothing + in the world! I wanted to have a good time—and how could I? Where's + any good time among these Sheridans? They never even had wine on the + table! I thought I was marrying into a rich family where I'd meet + attractive people I'd read about, and travel, and go to dances—and, + oh, my Lord! all I got was these Sheridans! I did the best I could; I did, + indeed! Oh, I DID! I just tried to live. Every woman's got a right to + live, some time in her life, I guess! Things were just beginning to look + brighter—we'd moved up here, and that frozen crowd across the street + were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd have started us with the + right people—and then I saw how Edith was getting him away from me. + She did it, too! She got him! A girl with money can do that to a married + woman—yes, she can, every time! And what could I do? What can any + woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but try to stand it—and I + couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle—that Vertrees girl—and + she could have helped me a little, and it wouldn't have hurt her. It + wouldn't have done her any harm to help me THAT little! She treated me as + if I'd been dirt that she wouldn't even take the trouble to sweep out of + her house! Let her WAIT!” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky whisper, + though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half upright, and the + nurse restrained her. “I'd get up out of this bed to show her she can't do + such things to me! I was absolutely ladylike, and she walked out and left + me there alone! She'll SEE! She started after Bibbs before Jim's casket + was fairly underground, and she thinks she's landed that poor loon—but + she'll see! She'll see! If I'm ever able to walk across the street again + I'll show her how to treat a woman in trouble that comes to her for help! + It wouldn't have hurt her any—it wouldn't—it wouldn't. And + Edith needn't have told what she told Roscoe—it wouldn't have hurt + her to let me alone. And HE told her I bored him—telephoning him I + wanted to see him. He needn't have done it! He needn't—needn't—” + Her voice grew fainter, for that while, with exhaustion, though she would + go over it all again as soon as her strength returned. She lay panting. + Then, seeing her husband standing disheveled in the doorway, “Don't come + in, Roscoe,” she murmured. “I don't want to see you.” And as he turned + away she added, “I'm kind of sorry for you, Roscoe.” + </p> + <p> + Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, and she + had the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also the disadvantage + of a mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her husband's sharp + tutelage, proved an effective one. Edith was reduced to telephoning + Lamhorn from shops whenever she could juggle her mother into a momentary + distraction over a counter. + </p> + <p> + Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. Her + whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything that + separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered by only + the lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but Sheridan, like + legions of other parents, intensified her passion and fed it hourly fuel + by opposing to it an intolerable force. He swore she should cool, and thus + set her on fire. + </p> + <p> + Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with her + father, and kept her bed betweentimes to let him see what his violence had + done to her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him to breathing fast, + she said pitiably that she might bear her trouble better if she went away; + it was impossible to be in the same town with Lamhorn and not think always + of him. Perhaps in New York she might forget a little. She had written to + a school friend, established quietly with an aunt in apartments—and + a month or so of theaters and restaurants might bring peace. Sheridan + shouted with relief; he gave her a copious cheque, and she left upon a + Monday morning wearing violets with her mourning and having kissed + everybody good-by except Sibyl and Bibbs. She might have kissed Bibbs, but + he failed to realize that the day of her departure had arrived, and was + surprised, on returning from his zinc-eater, that evening, to find her + gone. “I suppose they'll be maried there,” he said, casually. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, + fuming. “Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!” he snorted. “I + don't want to be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot you + are! She's through with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be kept away + from him a few weeks, and I KEPT her away, and it did the business. For + Heaven's sake, go on out o' here!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black silk + sling was still round Sheridan's neck, but no word of Gurney's and no + excruciating twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in the sling. The + wounds, slight enough originally, had become infected the first time he + had dislodged the bandages, and healing was long delayed. Sheridan had the + habit of gesture; he could not “take time to remember,” he said, that he + must be careful, and he had also a curious indignation with his hurt; he + refused to pay it the compliment of admitting its existence. + </p> + <p> + The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan + Building to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which the + doctor felt had become necessary. But he was a little before the appointed + time and was obliged to wait a few minutes in an anteroom—there was + a directors' meeting of some sort in Sheridan's office. The door was + slightly ajar, leaking cigar-smoke and oratory, the latter all Sheridan's, + and Gurney listened. + </p> + <p> + “No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!” he heard the big voice rumbling, and then, + breaking into thunder, “I tell you NO! Some o' you men make me sick! You'd + lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug flipped his hind leg + at you! You say money's tight all over the country. Well, what if it is? + There's no reason for it to be tight, and it's not goin' to keep OUR money + tight! You're always runnin' to the woodshed to hide your nickels in a + crack because some fool newspaper says the market's a little skeery! You + listen to every street-corner croaker and then come and set here and try + to scare ME out of a big thing! We're IN on this—understand? I tell + you there never WAS better times. These are good times and big times, and + I won't stand for any other kind o' talk. This country's on its feet as it + never was before, and this city's on its feet and goin' to stay there!” + And Gurney heard a series of whacks and thumps upon the desk. “'Bad + times'!” Sheridan vociferated, with accompanying thumps. “Rabbit talk! + These times are glorious, I tell you! We're in the promised land, and + we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, gentlemen. The loan goes!” + </p> + <p> + The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened in. + His guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with his right + hand. The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh damage as best + he might; and then he said what he had to say on the subject of Roscoe and + Sibyl, his opinion meeting, as he expected, a warmly hostile reception. + But the result of this conversation was that by telephonic command Roscoe + awaited his father, an hour later, in the library at the New House. + </p> + <p> + “Gurney says your wife's able to travel,” Sheridan said brusquely, as he + came in. + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude which + had become his habit. “Yes, she is.” + </p> + <p> + “Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I wouldn't put it that way,” Roscoe protested, drearily. + </p> + <p> + “No, I hear YOU wouldn't!” There was a bitter gibe in the father's voice, + and he added: “It's a good thing she's goin' abroad—if she'll stay + there. I shouldn't think any of us want her here any more—you least + of all!” + </p> + <p> + “It's no use your talking that way,” said Roscoe. “You won't do any good.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, when are you comin' back to your office?” Sheridan used a brisker, + kinder tone. “Three weeks since you showed up there at all. When you goin' + to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the foolishness and + start in again? You ought to be able to make up for a lot o' lost time and + a lot o' spilt milk when that woman takes herself out o' the way and lets + you and all the rest of us alone.” + </p> + <p> + “It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say to + you. I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!” + </p> + <p> + “Wait a minute before you talk that way!” Sheridan began his sentry-go up + and down the room. “I suppose you know it's taken two pretty good men + about sixteen hours a day to set things straight and get 'em runnin' right + again, down in your office?” + </p> + <p> + “They must be good men.” Roscoe nodded indifferently. “I thought I was + doing about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could handle + it.” + </p> + <p> + “Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are plenty men + drive harder'n I do, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with 'em. + They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use the rest of + their lives. The last's my case, I guess—'complicated by domestic + difficulties'!” + </p> + <p> + “You set there and tell me you give up?” Sheridan's voice shook, and so + did the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward the + despondent figure. “Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say you'll come + down there again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' to trouble you any + more. The work ain't goin' to hurt you if you haven't got her to worry + you, and you can get shut o' this nasty whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't + fastened on you yet. Don't say—” + </p> + <p> + “It's no use on earth,” Roscoe mumbled. “No use on earth.” + </p> + <p> + “Look here! If you want another month's vacation—” + </p> + <p> + “I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?” + </p> + <p> + “Gurney!” Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. “It's Gurney, Gurney, + Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' to with + everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' and, 'The + doctor says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country expect to get its + Work done if Gurney and all the other old nanny-goats keep up this + blattin'—'Oh, oh! Don't lift that stick o' wood; you'll ruin your + NERVES!' So he says you got 'nervous exhaustion induced by overwork and + emotional strain.' They always got to stick the Work in if they see a + chance! I reckon you did have the 'emotional strain,' and that's all's the + matter with you. You'll be over it soon's this woman's gone, and Work's + the very thing to make you quit frettin' about her.” + </p> + <p> + “Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?” + </p> + <p> + “Shut up!” Sheridan bellowed. “I'm so sick o' that man's name I feel like + shootin' anybody that says it to me!” He fumed and chafed, swearing + indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. “Look here; do you think + you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? How much you worth?” + </p> + <p> + “I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, + outside the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not.” + </p> + <p> + “It is? You could'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, at your + age?” + </p> + <p> + “No. But it's mine, and it's enough.” + </p> + <p> + “My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit there! + I suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the bucket, and all + you have to do is lay back and wait! You let me tell you right here, + you'll never see one cent of it. You go out o' business now, and what + would you know about handlin' it five or ten or twenty years from now? + Because I intend to STAY here a little while yet, my boy! They'd either + get it away from you or you'd sell for a nickel and let it be split up and—” + He whirled about, marched to the other end of the room, and stood silent a + moment. Then he said, solemnly: “Listen. If you go out now, you leave me + in the lurch, with nothin' on God's green earth to depend on but your + brother—and you know what he is. I've depended on you for it ALL + since Jim died. Now you've listened to that dam' doctor, and he says maybe + you won't ever be as good a man as you were, and that certainly you won't + be for a year or so—probably more. Now, that's all a lie. Men don't + break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell you, you can shake + this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and a little gumption. Men + don't go away for YEARS and then come back into MOVING businesses like + ours—they lose the strings. And if you could, I won't let you—if + you lay down on me now, I won't—and that's because if you lay down + you prove you ain't the man I thought you were.” He cleared his throat and + finished quietly: “Roscoe, will you take a month's vacation and come back + and go to it?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Roscoe, listlessly. “I'm through.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a table, + went to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. “Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his eyes. + “Best I can do,” he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet lingering. “I + figure it out a good deal like this,” he said. “I didn't KNOW my job was + any strain, and I managed all right, but from what Gur—from what I + hear, I was just up to the limit of my nerves from overwork, and the—the + trouble at home was the extra strain that's fixed me the way I am. I tried + to brace, so I could stand the work and the trouble too, on whiskey—and + that put the finish to me! I—I'm not hitting it as hard as I was for + a while, and I reckon pretty soon, if I can get to feeling a little more + energy, I better try to quit entirely—I don't know. I'm all in—and + the doctor says so. I thought I was running along fine up to a few months + ago, but all the time I was ready to bust, and didn't know it. Now, then, + I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you I wouldn't speak of her + as 'that woman,' because she's your daughter-in-law and going to stay that + way. She didn't do anything wicked. It was a shock to me, and I don't deny + it, to find what she had done—encouraging that fellow to hang around + her after he began trying to flirt with her, and losing her head over him + the way she did. I don't deny it was a shock and that it'll always be a + hurt inside of me I'll never get over. But it was my fault; I didn't + understand a woman's nature.” Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and + desolate earnest. “A woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting + attractive people, and traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, + but I can give her the traveling—real traveling, not just going to + Atlantic City or New Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman + has to have something in her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I + was. I never understood till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and + I believe if you'd heard her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly + about her; I believe you might have forgiven her like I have. That's all. + I never cared anything for any girl but her in my life, but I was so busy + with business I put it ahead of her. I never THOUGHT about her, I was so + busy thinking business. Well, this is where it's brought us to—and + now when you talk about 'business' to me I feel the way you do when + anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word 'business' makes me dizzy—it + makes me honestly sick at the stomach. I believe if I had to go down-town + and step inside that office door I'd fall down on the floor, deathly sick. + You talk about a 'month's vacation'—and I get just as sick. I'm + rattled—I can't plan—I haven't got any plans—can't make + any, except to take my girl and get just as far away from that office as I + can—and stay. We're going to Japan first, and if we—” + </p> + <p> + His father rustled the paper. “I said good-by, Roscoe.” + </p> + <p> + “Good-by,” said Roscoe, listlessly. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0024" id="link2HCH0024"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXIV + </h2> + <p> + Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; then + he rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson appeared. + </p> + <p> + “Has Bibbs got home from work?” + </p> + <p> + “Mist' Bibbs? No, suh.” + </p> + <p> + “Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes.” + </p> + <p> + “Yessuh.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon the + newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond their + explanatory rubrics—there was nothing unusual or startling to + concentrate his attention: + </p> +<div class="poetry"><div class="poem"> + “Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides.”<br /> + “Burglars Make Big Haul.”<br /> + “Board Works Approve Big Car-line Extension.”<br /> + “Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull Fractured.”<br /> + “Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court.”<br /> + “Plan New Eighteen-story Structure.”<br /> + “School-girl Meets Death under Automobile.”<br /> + “Negro Cuts Three. One Dead.”<br /> + “Life Crushed Out. Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes Action by Coroner.”<br /> + “Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies Protest to Governor in Church Rioting Case.”<br /> + “Short $3,500 in Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug.”<br /> + “Found Frozen. Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when + Parents Return Home from Seeking Work.”<br /> + “Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures on Big Future of Our<br /> + City. Sees Big Improvement during Short Absence. Says No<br /> + European City Holds Candle.” (Sheridan nodded approvingly here.)<br /> +</div></div> + <p> + Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. + “Well, father, did you want me?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Sit down.” Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the fire, + holding out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold outdoors. + </p> + <p> + “I came within seven of the shop record to-day,” he said. “I handled more + strips than any other workman has any day this month. The nearest to me is + sixteen behind.” + </p> + <p> + “There!” exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. “What'd I tell you? I'd + like to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you there—I + would just like to hear him! And you—ain't you ashamed of makin' + such a fuss about it? Ain't you?” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time,” Bibbs said, + smiling brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. “I didn't know + the difference it meant to like a thing.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I guess I + HAVE! I said the shop'd be good for you, and it was. I said it wouldn't + hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what I said it would be. + Ain't that so?” + </p> + <p> + “Looks like it!” Bibbs agreed, gaily. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! Instead o' + hurting you, it's been the makin' of you—physically. You're a good + inch taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than what I am if you'd + get some flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' a little. Physically, + it's started you out to be the huskiest one o' the whole family. Now, + then, mentally—that's different. I don't say it unkindly, Bibbs, but + you got to do something for yourself mentally, just like what's begun + physically. And I'm goin' to help you.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his + son's, and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. “I got plans + for you, Bibbs,” he said. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. “I—I'm all + right now, father.” + </p> + <p> + “Listen.” Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the tone of + a reasonable man reasoning. “Listen here, Bibbs. I had another blow + to-day, and it was a hard one and right in the face, though I HAVE been + expectin' it some little time back. Well, it's got to be met. Now I'll be + frank with you. As I said a minute ago, mentally I couldn't ever called + you exactly strong. You been a little weak both ways, most of your life. + Not but what I think you GOT a mentality, if you'd learn to use it. You + got will-power, I'll say that for you. I never knew boy or man that could + be stubborner—never one in my life! Now, then, you've showed you + could learn to run that machine best of any man in the shop, in no time at + all. That looks to me like you could learn to do other things. I don't + deny but what it's an encouragin' sign. I don't deny that, at all. Well, + that helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as it looks. You're all + I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't as poor material as I + thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within seven strips of the shop's + record to-day looks to me like encouragin' information brought in at just + about the right time. Now, then, I'm goin' to give you a raise. I wanted + to send you straight on up through the shops—a year or two, maybe—but + I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now I've lost Roscoe. He's quit. He's laid + down on me. If he ever comes back at all, he'll be a long time pickin' up + the strings, and, anyway, he ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count + on him. I got to have SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to + this: you're my last chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains + you got and see if we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' + to put my time in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, + and I won't be hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' + to do the big thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do the + big thing for me, in return. I've vindicated my policy with you about the + shop, and now I'm goin' to turn right around and swing you 'way over ahead + of where the other boys started, and I'm goin' to make an appeal to your + ambition that'll make you dizzy!” He tapped his son on the knee again. + “Bibbs, I'm goin' to start you off this way: I'm goin' to make you a + director in the Pump Works Company; I'm goin' to make you vice-president + of the Realty Company and a vice-president of the Trust Company!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. “Oh no!” he cried. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. “Yes, sir! + And there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those + vice-presidencies, and a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the + directorship. You thought I was pretty mean about the shop—oh, I + know you did!—but you see the old man can play it both ways. And so + right now, the minute you've begun to make good the way I wanted you to, I + deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it out bigger and bigger + every time you show me you're big enough to play the hand I deal you. I'm + startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!” + </p> + <p> + “But I don't—I don't—I don't want it!” Bibbs stammered. + </p> + <p> + “What'd you say?” Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + </p> + <p> + “I don't want it, father. I thank you—I do thank you—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan looked perplexed. “What's the matter with you? Didn't you + understand what I was tellin' you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered—” + </p> + <p> + “I know, I know! But I can't take it.” + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter with you?” Sheridan was half amazed, half suspicious. + “Your head feel funny?” + </p> + <p> + “I've never been quite so sane in my life,” said Bibbs, “as I have lately. + And I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right life. I'm + earning my daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My wages are enough. I + don't want any more money, and I don't deserve any—” + </p> + <p> + “Damnation!” Sheridan sprang up. “You've turned Socialist! You been + listening to those fellows down there, and you—” + </p> + <p> + “No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that isn't + it.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. + “Then what is it? What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing,” his son returned, nervously. “Nothing—except that I'm + content. I don't want to change anything.” + </p> + <p> + “Why not?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. “I'll tell you, father, + if I can. I know it may be hard to understand—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I think it may be,” said Sheridan, grimly. “What you say usually is + a LITTLE that way. Go on!” + </p> + <p> + Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself at + every possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream—a + rough hand stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a table and + made vague drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke he kept his + eyes lowered. “You weren't altogether right about the shop—that is, + in one way you weren't, father.” He glanced up apprehensively. Sheridan + stood facing him, expressionless, and made no attempt to interrupt. + “That's difficult to explain,” Bibbs continued, lowering his eyes again, + to follow the tracings of his finger. “I—I believe the shop might + have done for me this time if I hadn't—if something hadn't helped me + to—oh, not only to bear it, but to be happy in it. Well, I AM happy + in it. I want to go on just as I am. And of all things on earth that I + don't want, I don't want to live a business life—I don't want to be + drawn into it. I don't think it IS living—and now I AM living. I + have the healthful toil—and I can think. In business as important as + yours I couldn't think anything but business. I don't—I don't think + making money is worth while.” + </p> + <p> + “Go on,” said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + </p> + <p> + “It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see,” said Bibbs. “You think + this city is rich and powerful—but what's the use of its being rich + and powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the schools + because the city is rich and powerful. They teach them more than they used + to because some people—not rich and powerful people—have + thought the thoughts to teach the children. And yet when you've been + reading the paper I've heard you objecting to the children being taught + anything except what would help them to make money. You said it was + wasting the taxes. You want them taught to make a living, but not to live. + When I was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; now it's hideous. What's + the use of being big just to be hideous? I mean I don't think all this has + meant really going ahead—it's just been getting bigger and dirtier + and noisier. Wasn't the whole country happier and in many ways wiser when + it was smaller and cleaner and quieter and kinder? I know you think I'm an + utter fool, father, but, after all, though, aren't business and politics + just the housekeeping part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman that + not only made her housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily and + dirtily that the whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over it? + And suppose she talked and thought about her housekeeping all the time, + and was always having additions built to her house when she couldn't keep + clean what she already had; and suppose, with it all, she made the house + altogether unpeaceful and unlivable—” + </p> + <p> + “Just one minute!” Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible courtesy, + “If you will permit me? Have you ever been right about anything?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't quite—” + </p> + <p> + “I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything + whatever in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon any + subject or question you've thought about and talked about? Can you mention + one single time when you were proved to be right?” + </p> + <p> + He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, “If + I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm right + about this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be due to bring + up my average.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you + probably couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You been + balkin' all your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you to do, + you'd let out SOME kind of a holler, like you are now—and yet I + can't seem to remember once when you didn't have to lay down and do what I + said. But go on with your remarks about our city and the business of this + country. Go on!” + </p> + <p> + “I don't want to be a part of it,” said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. “I + want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I went down + there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for money enough to—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. “You've never had + to earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. Now, let me + remind you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're eatin' pretty + fair food; you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just suppose one o' these + noisy housekeepers—me, for instance—decided to let you do your + own housekeepin'. May I ask what your proposition would be?” + </p> + <p> + “I'm earning nine dollars a week,” said Bibbs, sturdily. “It's enough. I + shouldn't mind at all.” + </p> + <p> + “Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?” + </p> + <p> + “My work!” Bibbs answered. “And I've done so well on that clipping-machine + I believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty a week at another job. + I could be a fair plumber in a few months, I'm sure. I'd rather have a + trade than be in business—I should, infinitely!” + </p> + <p> + “You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!” But Sheridan + struggled with his temper and again was partially successful in + controlling it. “You better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're + either goin' down with me to my office Monday morning—or—you + can go to plumbing!” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Bibbs, gently. “I can get along.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. “O God,” he said, + “this boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine dollars a + week, and now his money's gone to his head! Can't You do nothin' for him?” + Then he flung his hands apart, palms outward, in a furious gesture of + dismissal. “Get out o' this room! You got a skull that's thicker'n a + whale's thigh-bone, but it's cracked spang all the way across! You hated + the machine-shop so bad when I sent you there, you went and stayed sick + for over two years—and now, when I offer to take you out of it and + give you the mint, you holler for the shop like a calf for its mammy! + You're cracked! Oh, but I got a fine layout here! One son died, one quit, + and one's a loon! The loon's all I got left! H. P. Ellersly's wife had a + crazy brother, and they undertook to keep him at the house. First morning + he was there he walked straight though a ten-dollar plate-glass window out + into the yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' That's what + you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', 'Oh, look at the pretty + dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what you bust! Well, + mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you are, I'll take + you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn you—yes, and + I'll lam you, if I got to—until I've made something out of you + that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while I'm able to + stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' at you till + they get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and don't let me hear + from you again till you can come and tell me you've waked up, you poor, + pitiful, dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, for + once; but there was more than that—he seemed to be startled by his + father's last word. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0025" id="link2HCH0025"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXV + </h2> + <p> + There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this storm + nor that other which so imminently threatened him held place in the + consciousness of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the presence of + Mary. All was right in his world as he sat with her, reading Maurice + Maeterlinck's Alladine and Palomides. The sorrowful light of the gas-jet + might have been May morning sunshine flashing amber and rose through the + glowing windows of the Sainte-Chapelle, it was so bright for Bibbs. And + while the zinc-eater held out to bring him such golden nights as these, + all the king's horses and all the king's men might not serve to break the + spell. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; and + Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, appeared to + discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look at him whenever + there was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, that while they were + together, and it was light, she looked at him all the time. + </p> + <p> + When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a + little while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and + said: “There's something I want to read over. This:” + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> You would think I threw a window open on the dawn.... She has a + soul that can be seen around her—that takes you in its arms like + an ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you + for everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it....</p> +</div> + <p> + He stopped and looked at her. + </p> + <p> + “You boy!” said Mary, not very clearly. + </p> + <p> + “Oh yes,” he returned. “But it's true—especially my knees!” + </p> + <p> + “You boy!” she murmured again, blushing charmingly. “You might read + another line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were looking + into a mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it—I can give it to + you: 'A little Greek slave that came from the heart of Arcady!'” + </p> + <p> + “I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works—and going to stay one, + unless I have to decide to study plumbing.” + </p> + <p> + “No.” She shook her head. “You love and want what's beautiful and delicate + and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, and have always + wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most wistful person I had + ever known, and that's what you were wistful for.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment or + two the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. “Why, no,” he said; “I + wanted something else more than that. I wanted you.” + </p> + <p> + “And here I am!” she laughed, completely understanding. “I think we're + like those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the rough + Burgundian cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard and told + everybody that the devil was dead.” + </p> + <p> + “He isn't, though,” said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next room + began a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. “He gets + into the clock whenever I'm with you.” And, sighing deeply he rose to go. + </p> + <p> + “You're always very prompt about leaving me.” + </p> + <p> + “I—I try to be,” he said. “It isn't easy to be careful not to risk + everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw you + look tired—” + </p> + <p> + “Have you ever?” + </p> + <p> + “Not yet. You always look—you always look—” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + “Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about something, + you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into people to see it. + If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering that look—and I'd + never give up! It's a brave look, too, as though gaiety might be a kind of + gallantry on your part, and yet I don't quite understand why it should be, + either.” He smiled quizzically, looking down upon her. “Mary, you haven't + a 'secret sorrow,' have you?” + </p> + <p> + For answer she only laughed. + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said; “I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think + that's why you were so kind to me—you have nothing but happiness in + your own life, and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn to + happiness, too. But there's one little time in the twenty-four hours when + I'm not happy. It's now, when I have to say good night. I feel dismal + every time it comes—and then, when I've left the house, there's a + bad little blankness, a black void, as though I were temporarily dead; and + it lasts until I get it established in my mind that I'm really beginning + another day that's to end with YOU again. Then I cheer up. But now's the + bad time—and I must go through it, and so—good night.” And he + added with a pungent vehemence of which he was little aware, “I hate it!” + </p> + <p> + “Do you?” she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood + motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + </p> + <p> + “Mary! Your eyes are so—” He stopped. + </p> + <p> + “Yes?” But she looked quickly away. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” he said. “I thought just then—” + </p> + <p> + “What did you think?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know—it seemed to me that there was something I ought to + understand—and didn't.” + </p> + <p> + She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. “My eyes are + pleased,” she said. “I'm glad that you miss me a little after you go.” + </p> + <p> + “But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it,” he said. + </p> + <p> + She inclined her head. “Yes. I'll—'let it'!” + </p> + <p> + “Going to church,” said Bibbs. “It IS going to church when I go with you!” + </p> + <p> + She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They had + formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them ever + speaking of it; but it was always the same. She always stood in the + doorway until he reached the sidewalk, and there he always turned and + looked back, and she waved her hand to him. Then he went on, halfway to + the New House, and looked back again, and Mary was not in the doorway, but + the door was open and the light shone. It was as if she meant to tell him + that she would never shut him out; he could always see that friendly light + of the open doorway—as if it were open for him to come back, if he + would. He could see it until a wing of the New House came between, when he + went up the path. The open doorway seemed to him the beautiful symbol of + her friendship—of her thought of him; a symbol of herself and of her + ineffable kindness. + </p> + <p> + And she kept the door open—even to-night, though the sleet and fine + snow swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was strewn + with tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw that she was + there, waving her hand to him, as if she did not know that the storm + touched her. When he had gone on, Mary did as she always did—she + went into an unlit room across the hall from that in which they had spent + the evening, and, looking from the window, watched him until he was out of + sight. The storm made that difficult to-night, but she caught a glimpse of + him under the street-lamp that stood between the two houses, and saw that + he turned to look back again. Then, and not before, she looked at the + upper windows of Roscoe's house across the street. They were dark. Mary + waited, but after a little while she closed the front door and returned to + her window. A moment later two of the upper windows of Roscoe's house + flashed into light and a hand lowered the shade of one of them. Mary felt + the cold then—it was the third night she had seen those windows + lighted and the shade lowered, just after Bibbs had gone. + </p> + <p> + But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for his + last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white already + upon his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the lee of the + sheltering wing of the New House. + </p> + <p> + A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became + aware of a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the + library: Sheridan cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her voice + rising to an agonized squeal of protest upon each of a series of muffled + detonations—the outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand upon wood; + then Gurney, sharply imperious, “Keep your hand in that sling! Keep your + hand in that sling, I say!” + </p> + <p> + “LOOK!” George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important a + tragedy; and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with which he + had first beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before the eyes of + Bibbs. “Look at 'at lamidal statue!” + </p> + <p> + Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly Byzantine—painted + colossal fragments of the shattered torso, appallingly human; and gilded + and silvered heaps of magnificence strewn among ruinous palms like the + spoil of a barbarians' battle. There had been a massacre in the oasis—the + Moor had been hurled headlong from his pedestal. + </p> + <p> + “He hit 'at ole lamidal statue,” said George. “POW!” + </p> + <p> + “My father?” + </p> + <p> + “YESsuh! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick 's I + kin telefoam—she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He ain't + takin' on 'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was 'while ago. You + done miss' it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all quiet' down, to what he + was. POW! he hit'er! Yessuh!” He took Bibbs's coat and proffered a + crumpled telegraph form. “Here what come,” he said. “I pick 'er up when he + done stompin' on 'er. You read 'er, Mist' Bibbs—you' ma tell me tuhn + 'er ovuh to you soon's you come in.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed to + Mrs. Sheridan. + </p> +<div class="blok"> +<p> Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure + you will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal.</p> + <p class="rt">Edith Lamhorn.</p> +</div> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0026" id="link2HCH0026"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXVI + </h2> + <p> + George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening to + thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open doors of + the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of him, just then, + would prove nothing less than insufferable for his father. For that reason + he was about to make his escape into the gold-and-brocade room, intending + to keep out of sight, when he heard Sheridan vociferously demanding his + presence. + </p> + <p> + “Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let him in. + Now you'll SEE!” And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out into the + hall, beckoned to her son. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white + cotton, his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was striding + up and down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages that he seemed + to be wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were bloodshot; his forehead + was heavily bedewed; one side of his collar had broken loose, and there + were blood-stains upon his right cuff. + </p> + <p> + “THERE'S our little sunshine!” he cried, as Bibbs appeared. “THERE'S the + hope o' the family—my lifelong pride and joy! I want—” + </p> + <p> + “Keep you hand in that sling,” said Gurney, sharply. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. “For God's sake, + sing another tune!” he cried. “You said you 'came as a doctor but stay as + a friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up and criticize ME—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, talk sense,” said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. “What do you + want Bibbs to say?” + </p> + <p> + “You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'—'hysterical,' + oh Lord! You sat up there and told me I got 'hysterical' over nothin'! You + sat up there tellin' me I didn't have as heavy burdens as many another man + you knew. I just want you to hear THIS. Now listen!” He swung toward the + quiet figure waiting in the doorway. “Bibbs, will you come down-town with + me Monday morning and let me start you with two vice-presidencies, a + directorship, stock, and salaries? I ask you.” + </p> + <p> + “No, father,” said Bibbs, gently. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, + instead of takin' up my offer?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir.” + </p> + <p> + “And I'd like the doctor to hear: What'll you do if I decide you're too + high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in my shop?” + </p> + <p> + “Find other work,” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “There! You hear him for yourself!” Sheridan cried. “You hear what—” + </p> + <p> + “Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and + broke, piping into falsetto: “He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants to be + a PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into business—he + wants to be a plumber so he can THINK!” + </p> + <p> + He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left hand. + “There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's my chance to + live,” he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave ashes in his + throat. “That's my one chance to live—that thing you see in the + doorway yonder!” + </p> + <p> + Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been winding, + and tossed it into the open bag. “What's the matter with giving Bibbs a + chance to live?” he said, coolly. “I would if I were you. You've had TWO + that went into business.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. “Joe Gurney,” he + said, when he could command himself so far, “are you accusin' me of the + responsibility for the death of my son James?” + </p> + <p> + “I accuse you of nothing,” said the doctor. “But just once I'd like to + have it out with you on the question of Bibbs—and while he's here, + too.” He got up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands behind + his back and smiling. “Look here, old fellow, let's be reasonable,” he + said. “You were bound Bibbs should go to the shop again, and I gave you + and him, both, to understand pretty plainly that if he went it was at the + risk of his life. Well, what did he do? He said he wanted to go. And he + did go, and he's made good there. Now, see: Isn't that enough? Can't you + let him off now? He wants to write, and how do you know that he couldn't + do it if you gave him a chance? How do you know he hasn't some message—something + to say that might make the world just a little bit happier or wiser? He + MIGHT—in time—it's a possibility not to be denied. Now he + can't deliver any message if he goes down there with you, and he won't + HAVE any to deliver. I don't say going down with you is likely to injure + his health, as I thought the shop would, and as the shop did, the first + time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But I tell you one thing I + know: if you take him down there you'll kill something that I feel is in + him, and it's finer, I think, than his physical body, and you'll kill it + deader than a door-nail! And so why not let it live? You've about come to + the end of your string, old fellow. Why not stop this perpetual devilish + fighting and give Bibbs his chance?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. “What 'fighting?'” + </p> + <p> + “Yours—with nature.” Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his + fierce antagonist equably. “You don't seem to understand that you've been + struggling against actual law.” + </p> + <p> + “What law?” + </p> + <p> + “Natural law,” said Gurney. “What do you think beat you with Edith? Did + Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question something + powerful that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, and you weren't + against HER, but you set yourself against the power that had her in its + grip, and it shot out a spurt of flame—and won in a walk! What's + taken Roscoe from you? Timbers bear just so much strain, old man; but YOU + wanted to send the load across the broken bridge, and you thought you + could bully or coax the cracked thing into standing. Well, you couldn't! + Now here's Bibbs. There are thousands of men fit for the life you want him + to lead—and so is he. It wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be + twice as good a business man as Jim and Roscoe put together.” + </p> + <p> + “WHAT!” Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + </p> + <p> + “Your son Bibbs,” said the doctor, composedly, “Bibbs Sheridan has the + kind and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success in + anything—if he ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to + remain asleep. I like him that way. But the thousands of men fit for the + life you want him to lead aren't fit to do much with the life he OUGHT to + lead. Blindly, he's been fighting for the chance to lead it—he's + obeying something that begs to stay alive within him; and, blindly, he + knows you'll crush it out. You've set your will to do it. Let me tell you + something more. You don't know what you've become since Jim's going + thwarted you—and that's what was uppermost, a bafflement stronger + than your normal grief. You're half mad with a consuming fury against the + very self of the law—for it was the very self of the law that took + Jim from you. That was a law concerning the cohesion of molecules. The + very self of the law took Roscoe from you and gave Edith the certainty of + beating you; and the very self of the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. + The LAW beats you. Haven't you been whipped enough? But you want to whip + the law—you've set yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, + to wield it and twist it—” + </p> + <p> + The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. “Yes! And by + God, I will!” + </p> + <p> + “So Ajax defied the lightning,” said Gurney. + </p> + <p> + “I've heard that dam'-fool story, too,” Sheridan retorted, fiercely. + “That's for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me tell + you! 'Defied the lightning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been half a man + he'd 'a' got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' the lightning—we + hitch it up and make it work for us like a black-steer! A man nowadays + would just as soon think o' defyin' a wood-shed!” + </p> + <p> + “Well, what about Bibbs?” said Gurney. “Will you be a really big man now + and—” + </p> + <p> + “Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!” Sheridan began to walk to and fro + again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot his bolt + the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, but the target + seemed unaware of the marksman. + </p> + <p> + “I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder,” Sheridan + went on, “and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what—I + don't! I suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I mightn't + need a son! Yes, I got a son-in-law now—a spender!” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, put your hand back!” said Gurney, wearily. + </p> + <p> + There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right hand in + the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the table and + half-way across the room—a comet with a destroying black tail. Mrs. + Sheridan shrieked and sprang toward it. + </p> + <p> + “Let it lay!” he shouted, fiercely. “Let it lay!” And, weeping, she + obeyed. “Yes, sir,” he went on, in a voice the more ominous for the sudden + hush he put upon it. “I got a spender for a son-in-law! It's wonderful + where property goes, sometimes. There was ole man Tracy—you remember + him, Doc—J. R. Tracy, solid banker. He went into the bank as + messenger, seventeen years old; he was president at forty-three, and he + built that bank with his life for forty years more. He was down there from + nine in the morning until four in the afternoon the day before he died—over + eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? It was diamond edge! He used to eat a bag o' + peanuts and an apple for lunch; but he wasn't stingy—he was just + livin' in his business. He didn't care for pie or automobiles—he had + his bank. It was an institution, and it come pretty near bein' the beatin' + heart o' this town in its time. Well, that ole man used to pass one o' + these here turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants cigarette boys on the + streets. Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak to him? God! he wouldn't + 'a' coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him clean the cuspidors at the + bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' in FRONT the bank he'd 'a' + had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy was doin' every day of his + life was workin' for that cigarette boy! Tracy thought it was for the + bank; he thought he was givin' his life and his life-blood and the blood + of his brain for the bank, but he wasn't. It was every bit—from the + time he went in at seventeen till he died in harness at eighty-three—it + was every last lick of it just slavin' for that turned-up-nose, + turned-up-pants cigarette boy. AND TRACY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME! He + died, not ever havin' heard it, though he chased him off the front steps + of his house once. The day after Tracy died his old-maid daughter married + the cigarette—and there AIN'T any Tracy bank any more! And now”—his + voice rose again—“and now I got a cigarette son-in-law!” + </p> + <p> + Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and + Sheridan once more returned it to the sling. + </p> + <p> + “My son-in-law likes Florida this winter,” Sheridan went on. “That's good, + and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll be there + next winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and I hear it can + be done in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's woman got me to + spend that much on a porch for their new house, Edith wouldn't give me a + minute's rest till I turned over the same to her. And she's got it, + besides what I gave her to go East on. It'll be gone long before this time + next year, and when she comes home and leaves the cigarette behind—for + good—she'll get some more. MY name ain't Tracy, and there ain't + goin' to be any Tracy business in the Sheridan family. And there ain't + goin' to be any college foundin' and endowin' and trusteein', nor + God-knows-what to keep my property alive when I'm gone! Edith'll be back, + and she'll get a girl's share when she's through with that cigarette, but—” + </p> + <p> + “By the way,” interposed Gurney, “didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that Bibbs + warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed and + stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with his wounded + hand, and when the doctor, after storming at him ineffectively, sprang to + catch and protect that hand, Sheridan wrenched it away, tearing the + bandage. He hammered the table till it leaped. + </p> + <p> + “Fool!” he panted, choking. “If he's shown gumption enough to guess right + the first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' him on!” + And, struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, thrusting forward + his convulsed face, which was deathly pale. “My name ain't Tracy, I tell + you!” he screamed, hoarsely. “You give in, you stubborn fool! I've had my + way with you before, and I'll have my way with you now!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering that + “splendid look” of Mary's which he had told her would give him courage in + a struggle, so that he would “never give up.” + </p> + <p> + “No. You can't have your way,” he said. And then, obeying a significant + motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving them struggling. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0027" id="link2HCH0027"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXVII + </h2> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her husband's + room at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the darkened chamber. + At the “old” house they had shared a room, but the architect had chosen to + separate them at the New, and they had not known how to formulate an + objection, although to both of them something seemed vaguely reprehensible + in the new arrangement. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the aperture + when he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, I'm AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door.” + </p> + <p> + She came and sat by the bed. “I woke up thinkin' about it,” she explained. + “And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must be right, and I + knew you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, so—well, you got + plenty other troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't goin' to have the worry + with Bibbs it looks like.” + </p> + <p> + “You BET I ain't!” he grunted. + </p> + <p> + “Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works,” she continued. + “He's a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I honestly have to + say he seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll say something sounds + right bright. 'Course, most always it doesn't, and a good deal of the + time, when he says things, why, I have to feel glad we haven't got + company, because they'd think he didn't have any gumption at all. Yet, + look at the way he did when Jim—when Jim got hurt. He took right + hold o' things. 'Course he'd been sick himself so much and all—and + the rest of us never had, much, and we were kind o' green about what to do + in that kind o' trouble—still, he did take hold, and everything went + off all right; you'll have to say that much, papa. And Dr. Gurney says + he's got brains, and you can't deny but what the doctor's right + considerable of a man. He acts sleepy, but that's only because he's got + such a large practice—he's a pretty wide-awake kind of a man some + ways. Well, what he says last night about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and + how much he'd amount to if he ever woke up—that's what I got to + thinkin' about. You heard him, papa; he says, 'Bibbs'll be a bigger + business man than what Jim and Roscoe was put together—if he ever + wakes up,' he says. Wasn't that exactly what he says?” + </p> + <p> + “I suppose so,” said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. “Gurney's + crazier'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't—if what he says was true—what + of it?” + </p> + <p> + “Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get married. + You know where he goes all the time—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Lord, yes!” Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the wall, + leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. “You better + go back to sleep. He runs over there—every minute she'll let him, I + suppose. Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it.” + </p> + <p> + “WHY ain't there?” she urged. “I know better—there is, too! You wait + and see. There's just one thing in the world that'll wake the sleepiest + young man alive up—yes, and make him JUMP up—and I don't care + who he is or how sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when he takes it + into his head to pick out some girl and settle down and have a home and + chuldern of his own. THEN, I guess, he'll go out after the money! You'll + see. I've known dozens o' cases, and so've you—moony, no-'count + young men, all notions and talk, goin' to be ministers, maybe or + something; and there's just this one thing takes it out of 'em and brings + 'em right down to business. Well, I never could make out just what it is + Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem he wants to be a minister exactly—he's + so far-away you can't tell, and he never SAYS—but I know this is + goin' to get him right down to common sense. Now, I don't say that Bibbs + has got the idea in his head yet—'r else he wouldn't be talkin' that + fool-talk about nine dollars a week bein' good enough for him to live on. + But it's COMIN', papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you want to hand him + out. He will! And I can tell you this much, too: he'll want all the salary + and stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to keep gettin' more. That + girl's the kind that a young husband just goes crazy to give things to! + She's pretty and fine-lookin', and things look nice on her, and I guess + she'd like to have 'em about as well as the next. And I guess she isn't + gettin' many these days, either, and she'll be pretty ready for the + change. I saw her with her sleeves rolled up at the kitchen window the + other day, and Jackson told me yesterday their cook left two weeks ago, + and they haven't tried to hire another one. He says her and her mother + been doin' the housework a good while, and now they're doin' the cookin,' + too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't know that unless she's told him, and I reckon + she wouldn't; she's kind o' stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is too up in the + clouds to notice anything like that for himself. They've never asked him + to a meal in the house, but he wouldn't notice that, either—he's + kind of innocent. Now I was thinkin'—you know, I don't suppose we've + hardly mentioned the girl's name at table since Jim went, but it seems to + me maybe if—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. + “You're barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!” + </p> + <p> + “Why am I?” she demanded, crossly. “Why am I barkin' up the wrong tree?” + </p> + <p> + “Because you are. There's nothin' in it.” + </p> + <p> + “I'll bet you,” she said, rising—“I'll bet you he goes to church + with her this morning. What you want to bet?” + </p> + <p> + “Go back to bed,” he commanded. “I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; there's + nothin' in it, I tell you.” + </p> + <p> + She shook her head perplexedly. “You think because—because Jim was + runnin' so much with her it wouldn't look right?” + </p> + <p> + “No. Nothin' to do with it.” + </p> + <p> + “Then—do you know something about it that you ain't told me?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I do,” he grunted. “Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. I + ain't had any yet!” + </p> + <p> + “Well—” She went to the door, her expression downcast. “I thought + maybe—but—” She coughed prefatorily. “Oh, papa, something else + I wanted to tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last night + when the telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but—well, Sibyl + wants to come over this afternoon. Roscoe says she has something she wants + to say to us. It'll be the first time she's been out since she was able to + sit up—and I reckon she wants to tell us she's sorry for what + happened. They expect to get off by the end o' the week, and I reckon she + wants to feel she's done what she could to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's + what he said. I 'phoned him again about Edith, and he said it wouldn't + disturb Sibyl, because she'd been expectin' it; she was sure all along it + was goin' to happen; and, besides, I guess she's got all that foolishness + pretty much out of her, bein' so sick. But what I thought was, no use + bein' rough with her, papa—I expect she's suffered a good deal—and + I don't think we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. You'll—you'll + be kind o' polite to her, won't you, papa?” + </p> + <p> + He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had pulled + over his head. + </p> + <p> + “What?” she said, timidly. “I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat Sibyl + all right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, papa?” + </p> + <p> + He threw the coverlet off furiously. “I presume so!” he roared. + </p> + <p> + She departed guiltily. + </p> + <p> + But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to church + with Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have lost. + Nevertheless, Bibbs and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. Vertrees's + house with the purpose of going to church. That was their intention, and + they had no other. They meant to go to church. + </p> + <p> + But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a conversation + as they came to the church; and though Mary was looking to the right and + Bibbs was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward glance converged with + Mary's rightward glance, and neither was looking far beyond the other at + this time. It also happened that, though they were a little jostled among + groups of people in the vicinity of the church, they passed this somewhat + prominent edifice without being aware of their proximity to it, and they + had gone an incredible number of blocks beyond it before they discovered + their error. However, feeling that they might be embarrassingly late if + they returned, they decided that a walk would make them as good. It was a + windless winter morning, with an inch of crisp snow over the ground. So + they walked, and for the most part they were silent, but on their way + home, after they had turned back at noon, they began to be talkative + again. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” said Bibbs, after a time, “am I a sleep-walker?” + </p> + <p> + She laughed a little, then looked grave. “Does your father say you are?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes—when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. He + has quite a list.” + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't mind,” she said, gently. “He's been getting some pretty + severe shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, Bibbs. + I've always been sure he's very big.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Big and—blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without + any consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to grow + stronger. Stronger for what? For nothing.” + </p> + <p> + “Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger for + something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what he and his + kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T see it—so + great none of us could see it.” + </p> + <p> + “No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving underground—” + </p> + <p> + “Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight,” she finished for + him, cheerily. + </p> + <p> + “Into the smoke,” said Bibbs. “Look at the powder of coal-dust already + dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's from the little + pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's a fleck of soot on + your cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; he might as well have + thrown it on you. It would have been braver, for then he'd have taken his + chance of my whipping him for it if I could.” + </p> + <p> + “IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so + rhetorically? IS there?” + </p> + <p> + “Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary—a fleck on each. One + landed since I mentioned the first.” + </p> + <p> + She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded in + transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They were + entirely matter-of-course about it. + </p> + <p> + An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary for + the last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of the soot. + “There!” said the elderly wife. “You're always wrong when you begin + guessing about strangers. Those two young people aren't honeymooners at + all—they've been married for years. A blind man could see that.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish I did know who threw that soot on you,” said Bibbs, looking up at + the neighboring chimneys, as they went on. “They arrest children for + throwing snowballs at the street-cars, but—” + </p> + <p> + “But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures in the + houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they make. I + wonder what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city each year. Yes, + we pay the price for living in a 'growing town,' whether we have money to + pay or none.” + </p> + <p> + “Who is it gets the pay?” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “Not I!” she laughed. + </p> + <p> + “Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only some of + the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father wants me to + get.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” she said, smiling to him, and nodding. “And you don't want it, and + you don't need it.” + </p> + <p> + “But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?” He had told her of his + father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor and + picturesqueness of their setting forth. “You think I'm right?” + </p> + <p> + “A thousand times!” she cried. “There aren't so many happy people in this + world, I think—and you say you've found what makes you happy. If + it's a dream—keep it!” + </p> + <p> + “The thought of going down there—into the money shuffle—I hate + it as I never hated the shop!” he said. “I hate it! And the city itself, + the city that the money shuffle has made—just look at it! Look at it + in winter. The snow's tried hard to make the ugliness bearable, but the + ugliness is winning; it's making the snow hideous; the snow's getting + dirty on top, and it's foul underneath with the dirt and disease of the + unclean street. And the dirt and the ugliness and the rush and the noise + aren't the worst of it; it's what the dirt and ugliness and rush and noise + MEAN—that's the worst! The outward things are insufferable, but + they're only the expression of a spirit—a blind embryo of a spirit, + not yet a soul—oh, just greed! And this 'go ahead' nonsense! + Oughtn't it all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't want to get ahead if I + could—I'd want to help the other fellow to keep up with me.” + </p> + <p> + “I read something the other day and remembered it for you,” said Mary. “It + was something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: 'In the + first picture I shall make a man walking in the street of a great city, + full of all kinds of happy life: children, and lovers walking, and ladies + leaning from the windows all down great lengths of a street leading to the + city walls; and there the gates are wide open, letting in a space of green + field and cornfield in harvest; and all round his head a great rain of + swirling autumn leaves blowing from a little walled graveyard.” + </p> + <p> + “And if I painted,” Bibbs returned, “I'd paint a lady walking in the + street of a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile life—children + being taught only how to make money, and lovers hurrying to get richer, + and ladies who'd given up trying to wash their windows clean, and the + gates of the city wide open, letting in slums and slaughter-houses and + freight-yards, and all round this lady's head a great rain of swirling + soot—” He paused, adding, thoughtfully: “And yet I believe I'm glad + that soot got on your cheek. It was just as if I were your brother—the + way you gave me your handkerchief to rub it off for you. Still, Edith + never—” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't she?” said Mary, as he paused again. + </p> + <p> + “No. And I—” He contented himself with shaking his head instead of + offering more definite information. Then he realized that they were + passing the New House, and he sighed profoundly. “Mary, our walk's almost + over.” + </p> + <p> + She looked as blank. “So it is, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly to a + stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with Sibyl, + who was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her illness, + however, walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not taking his + arm. The two crossed the street without appearing to see Mary and her + companion, and entering the New House, were lost to sight. Mary gazed + after them gravely, but Bibbs, looking at Mary, did not see them. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he said, “you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?” + </p> + <p> + “No, Bibbs.” And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him instantly + unreasonably happy. + </p> + <p> + “I know you want to go in—” he began. + </p> + <p> + “No. I don't want to.” + </p> + <p> + “I mustn't keep you standing here, and I mustn't go in with you—but—I + just wanted to say—I've seemed very stupid to myself this morning, + grumbling about soot and all that—while all the time I—Mary, I + think it's been the very happiest of all the hours you've given me. I do. + And—I don't know just why—but it's seemed to me that it was + one I'd always remember. And you,” he added, falteringly, “you look so—so + beautiful to-day!” + </p> + <p> + “It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary, will you tell me something?” he asked. + </p> + <p> + “I think I will.” + </p> + <p> + “It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them ever + just fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so much colder, + you don't—you never wear them at all any more. Why don't you?” + </p> + <p> + Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up gaily. + “Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask any more + questions?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?” + </p> + <p> + “Because I found I'd be warmer without them!” She caught his hand quickly + in her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran into the house. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0028" id="link2HCH0028"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXVIII + </h2> + <p> + It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative warmth + will so often make even a ready-made library the actual “living-room” of a + family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed sealed. Thus it was with + Sheridan, who read nothing except newspapers, business letters, and + figures; who looked upon books as he looked upon bric-a-brac or crocheting—when + he was at home, and not abed or eating, he was in the library. + </p> + <p> + He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at the far + end of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and he exhaled a + solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, as always, in the + length of his coat and the closeness of his Saturday-night shave; and his + expression, to match this religious pomp, was more than Sabbatical, but + the most dismaying of his demonstrations was his keeping his hand in his + sling. + </p> + <p> + Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not looking at + him, but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, her hands were + nervously moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another part of the room. + There was a deadly silence. + </p> + <p> + But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though she + was unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to veil them. + She spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting something committed + to memory, but her sincerity was none the less evident for that. + </p> + <p> + “Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to me, + and I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the way I + acted. I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that night, and + to say I know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and it will never + happen again, because it's been a pretty hard lesson; and when we come + back, some day, I hope you'll see that you've got a daughter-in-law you + never need to be ashamed of again. I want to ask you to excuse me for the + way I did, and I can say I haven't any feelings toward Edith now, but only + wish her happiness and good in her new life. I thank you for all your + kindness to me, and I know I made a poor return for it, but if you can + overlook the way I behaved I know I would feel a good deal happier—and + I know Roscoe would, too. I wish to promise not to be as foolish in the + future, and the same error would never occur again to make us all so + unhappy, if you can be charitable enough to excuse it this time.” + </p> + <p> + He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, + never lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved the + agitation of her hands within the muff. + </p> + <p> + “All right,” he said at last. + </p> + <p> + She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation of + heavy tears when the eyelids lifted. + </p> + <p> + “Thank you,” she said. “There's something else—about something + different—I want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear + it, too.” + </p> + <p> + “She's up-stairs in her room,” said Sheridan. “Roscoe—” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall and begin + to ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively perceived the + chance for precisely the effect she wanted. + </p> + <p> + “No, let me go,” she said. “I want to speak to her a minute first, + anyway.” + </p> + <p> + And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to see + Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, in his + room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; for bitter + Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently informed her of + the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, and with the + recollection there had flashed the thought—out of her own experience—that + people are often much more deeply impressed by words they overhear than by + words directly addressed to them. Sibyl intended to make it impossible for + Bibbs not to overhear. She did not hesitate—her heart was hot with + the old sore, and she believed wholly in the justice of her cause and in + the truth of what she was going to say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had + delivered into her hands the girl who had affronted her. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe had + driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her husband's mood, + and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a mark of emphasis again, + in her presence, she would (as she thought of it) “have a fit right + there.” She heard Sibyl's step, and pretended to be putting a touch to her + hair before a mirror. + </p> + <p> + “I was just coming down,” she said, as the door opened. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, he wants you to,” said Sibyl. “It's all right, mother Sheridan. He's + forgiven me.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her + daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, + wiped her eyes, and applied powder. + </p> + <p> + “And I hope Edith will be happy,” Sibyl added, inciting more applications + of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” murmured the good woman. “We mustn't make the worst of + things.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear it, + too,” said Sibyl. “We better go down, mother Sheridan.” + </p> + <p> + She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they came to + a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. “I want to tell you about it + first,” she said, abruptly. “It isn't a secret, of course, in any way; + it's something the whole family has to know, and the sooner the whole + family knows it the better. It's something it wouldn't be RIGHT for us ALL + not to understand, and of course father Sheridan most of all. But I want + to just kind of go over it first with you; it'll kind of help me to see I + got it all straight. I haven't got any reason for saying it except the + good of the family, and it's nothing to me, one way or the other, of + course, except for that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I did that + night, and it seems to me if there's anything I can do to help the family, + I ought to, because it would help show I felt the right way. Well, what I + want to do is to tell this so's to keep the family from being made a fool + of. I don't want to see the family just made use of and twisted around her + finger by somebody that's got no more heart than so much ice, and just as + sure to bring troubles in the long run as—as Edith's mistake is. + Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell you how it looks to me + and see if it don't strike you the same way.” + </p> + <p> + Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. He + wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying to + write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem begun the + preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted to fix upon + paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity to vanish, for + they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the beginnings of his poem, + and if he could carry it through he meant to dare greatly with it—he + would venture it upon an editor. For he had his plan of life now: his day + would be of manual labor and thinking—he could think of his friend + and he could think in cadences for poems, to the crashing of the strong + machine—and if his father turned him out of home and out of the + Works, he would work elsewhere and live elsewhere. His father had the + right, and it mattered very little to Bibbs—he faced the prospect of + a working-man's lodging-house without trepidation. He could find a + washstand to write upon, he thought; and every evening when he left Mary + he would write a little; and he would write on holidays and on Sundays—on + Sundays in the afternoon. In a lodging-house, at least he wouldn't be + interrupted by his sister-in-law's choosing the immediate vicinity of his + door for conversations evidently important to herself, but merely + disturbing to him. He frowned plaintively, wishing he could think of some + polite way of asking her to go away. But, as she went on, he started + violently, dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + </p> + <p> + “I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan,” she said, “but this + old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and all THEY + got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a little longer. + Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has been up and down the + streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job he could call a 'position,' + and couldn't land it. You heard anything about it, mother Sheridan?” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while back,” + said Mrs. Sheridan. “And now they're doin' the cookin', too.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. “I hope they find + something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy—of + all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream the last + would have been what he heard now. He felt that something incredible was + happening, and that he was powerless to stop it. It seemed to him that + heavy blows were falling on his head and upon Mary's; it seemed to him + that he and Mary were being struck and beaten physically—and that + something hideous impended. He wanted to shout to Sibyl to be silent, but + he could not; he could only stand, swallowing and trembling. + </p> + <p> + “What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this,” said + Sibyl, sharply. “Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees + started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! They'd + got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and Mrs. + Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took the + daughter out auto-riding!” She paused a moment, looking at Mrs. Sheridan, + but listening intently. There was no sound from within the room. + </p> + <p> + “No!” exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + “It's the truth,” Sibyl declared, loudly. “Oh, of course we were all crazy + about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up here, and + we thought she'd get us IN—but it didn't take ME long to read her! + Her family were down and out when it came to money—and they had to + go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started for Roscoe; but + she found out pretty quick he was married, and she turned right around to + Jim—and she landed him! There's no doubt about it, she had Jim, and + if he'd lived you'd had another daughter-in-law before this, as sure as I + stand here telling you the God's truth about it! Well—when Jim was + left in the cemetery she was waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! + Jim wasn't COLD—and she didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, + but he was the only one of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get + him.” + </p> + <p> + The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was not, + in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and she spoke + with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + </p> + <p> + “What I feel about it is,” she said, “it oughtn't to be allowed to go on. + It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him made such a + fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a fool of! I like + poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute himself he'd have to + realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would be apt to fall in love + with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but you know how he WAS—just + kind of a long white rag in good clothes. And girls like men with some GO + to 'em—SOME sort of dashingness, anyhow! Nobody ever looked at poor + Bibbs before, and neither'd she—no, SIR! not till she'd tried both + Roscoe and Jim first! It was only when her and her family got desperate + that she—” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs—whiter than when he came from the sanitarium—opened the + door. He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. Both women + screamed. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, good heavens!” cried Sibyl. “Were you in THERE? Oh, I wouldn't—” + She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward the stairway. “Come on, + mother Sheridan!” she urged, and as the befuddled and confused lady + obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy exclamations: “Good gracious! Oh, I + wouldn't—too bad! I didn't DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his + feelings! Not for the world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, good + heavens—” + </p> + <p> + She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top of the + stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but Bibbs was not + following; he had gone back into his room. + </p> + <p> + “He—he looked—oh, terrible bad!” stammered Mrs. Sheridan. “I—I + wish—” + </p> + <p> + “Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it,” said Sibyl. “I + shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could happened. + Come on!” + </p> + <p> + And completing their descent to the library, the two made their appearance + to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full and truthful account + of what had taken place, repeating her own remarks, and omitting only the + fact that it was through her design that Bibbs had overheard them. + </p> + <p> + “But as I told mother Sheridan,” she said, in conclusion, “it might turn + out for the very best that he did hear—just that way. Don't you + think so, father Sheridan?” + </p> + <p> + He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top of + his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given no sign + of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary Vertrees's + character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl—it was Bibbs + whom she desired to impress, and she was content in that matter. + </p> + <p> + “I'm sure it was all for the best,” she said. “It's over now, and he knows + what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, just hearing a + thing that way, a person can tell it's SO—and he knows I haven't got + any ax to grind except his own good and the good of the family.” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking toward + the stairway. “I wish—I wish I knew what he was doin',” she said. + “He did look terrible bad. It was like something had been done to him that + was—I don't know what. I never saw anybody look like he did. He + looked—so queer. It was like you'd—” She called down the hall, + “George!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes'm?” + </p> + <p> + “Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done buil' him + nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm.” He departed. + </p> + <p> + “What do you expect he wants a fire for?” she asked, turning toward her + husband. “The house is warm as can be, I do wish I—” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, quit frettin'!” said Sheridan. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I—I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know you + meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would been so much + harm if—” + </p> + <p> + “Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in the + family? Why, she—” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know, I don't know,” the troubled woman quavered. “If he liked + her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and he hasn't ever + taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way it was, there was + more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa wants him to. If she + wants to marry him—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. “She don't!” he said. + “You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that kind of a girl.” + </p> + <p> + “But, father Sheridan, didn't she—” + </p> + <p> + He cut her short. “That's enough. You may mean all right, but you guess + wrong. So do you, mamma.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl cried out, “Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim—” + </p> + <p> + “She did not,” he said, curtly. “She wouldn't take Jim. She turned him + down cold.” + </p> + <p> + “But that's impossi—” + </p> + <p> + “It's not. I KNOW she did.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + </p> + <p> + “And YOU needn't worry,” he said, turning to his wife. “This won't have + any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, anyhow. + D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs—after she wouldn't + take JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs come to see her, + but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement the way you women + think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he has—he'd 'a' been + at me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job he could support a wife + on. There's nothin' in it—and I've got the same old fight with him + on my hands I've had all his life—and the Lord knows what he won't + do to balk me! What's happened now'll probably only make him twice as + stubborn, but—” + </p> + <p> + “SH!” Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. “That's his + step—he's comin' down-stairs.” She shrank away from the door as if + she feared to have Bibbs see her. “I—I wonder—” she said, + almost in a whisper—“I wonder what he's goin'—to do.” + </p> + <p> + Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, frowning, + but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved toward Sibyl, who + stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened as the slow steps + descended the stairs and came toward the library. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes looked + slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested upon his + father. Then he came and stood before him. + </p> + <p> + “I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me,” he said, gently. “You + won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan did not speak—he stared, astounded and incredulous; and + Bibbs had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, + though he went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to move. + She went nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the hall. Bibbs + had gone from the house. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known + before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant—something in + her mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing had + been done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went up to his + room. + </p> + <p> + The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, + charred ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the large + upper tray, which she remembered to have seen full of papers and + note-books, was empty. And somehow she understood that Bibbs had given up + the mysterious vocation he had hoped to follow—and that he had given + it up for ever. She thought it was the wisest thing he could have done—and + yet, for an unknown reason, she sat upon the bed and wept a little before + she went down-stairs. + </p> + <p> + So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0029" id="link2HCH0029"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXIX + </h2> + <p> + As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of passage + upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; a black-clad, + thin young man, whose expression was one of habitual anxiety, habitual + wariness and habitual eagerness. He propelled a perambulator containing + the third—and all three were newly cleaned, Sundayfied, and made fit + to dine with the wife's relatives. + </p> + <p> + “How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?” the husband + whispered. “He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left now.” + </p> + <p> + The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. “Well, I don't know,” she returned. + “He looks to me like he had his own troubles.” + </p> + <p> + “I expect he has, like anybody else,” said the young husband, “but I guess + we could stand a good deal if we had his money.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby'll be as well fixed as + the Sheridans. You can't tell.” She glanced back at Bibbs, who had turned + north. “He walks kind of slow and stooped over, like.” + </p> + <p> + “So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess,” said the young + husband, with bitter admiration. + </p> + <p> + Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she + started, clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him at the + door. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs!” she cried. “What is the matter? I saw something was terribly + wrong when I—You look—” She paused, and he came in, not + lifting his eyes to hers. Always when he crossed that threshold he had + come with his head up and his wistful gaze seeking hers. “Ah, poor boy!” + she said, with a gesture of understanding and pity. “I know what it is!” + </p> + <p> + He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into a + chair. + </p> + <p> + “You needn't tell me,” she said. “They've made you give up. Your father's + won—you're going to do what he wants. You've given up.” + </p> + <p> + Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + </p> + <p> + She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. “Bibbs,” + she said. “I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. I can be glad + you came straight to me. It's more to me than even if you'd come because + you were happy.” She did not speak again for a little while; then she + said: “Bibbs—dear—could you tell me about it? Do you want to?” + </p> + <p> + Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked her a + question so grotesque that at first she thought she had misunderstood his + words. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he said, “could you marry me?” + </p> + <p> + “What did you say, Bibbs?” she asked, quietly. + </p> + <p> + His tone and attitude did not change. “Will you marry me?” + </p> + <p> + Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks—she grew red and then white. + She rose slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first + incredulously, then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous in + her wide eyes; it was like a spoken question. The room filled with + strangeness in the long silence—the two were so strange to each + other. At last she said: + </p> + <p> + “What made you say that?” + </p> + <p> + He did not answer. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs, look at me!” Her voice was loud and clear. “What made you say + that? Look at me!” + </p> + <p> + He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + </p> + <p> + “What was it that made you?” she said. “I want you to tell me.” + </p> + <p> + She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that + intensity of wonder. “You've given up—to your father,” she said, + slowly, “and then you came to ask me—” She broke off. “Bibbs, do you + want me to marry you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” he said, just audibly. + </p> + <p> + “No!” she cried. “You do not. Then what made you ask me? What is it that's + happened?” + </p> + <p> + “Nothing.” + </p> + <p> + “Wait,” she said. “Let me think. It's something that happened since our + walk this morning—yes, since you left me at noon. Something happened + that—” She stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of amazement + and dawning comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had gone to the New + House. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, “I do—I do want you + to—marry me, if—if—you could.” + </p> + <p> + She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. “Bibbs, do you—” Her + voice was as unsteady as his—little more than a whisper. “Do you + think I'm—in love with you?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” he said. + </p> + <p> + Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; it did + not seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware of it. “Why?” + </p> + <p> + “I've had nothing but dreams,” Bibbs said, desolately, “but they weren't + like that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me.” He smiled faintly, + though still he did not look at Mary. “And when I first came home Edith + told me Sibyl was so anxious to marry that she'd have married ME. She + meant it to express Sibyl's extremity, you see. But I hardly needed either + of them to tell me. I hadn't thought of myself as—well, not as + particularly captivating!” + </p> + <p> + Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. “Those two!” she + exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: “Lamhorn! + That's like them!” She turned away, went to the bare little black mantel, + and stood leaning upon it. Presently she asked: “WHEN did Mrs. Roscoe + Sheridan say that 'no girl' could care about you?” + </p> + <p> + “To-day.” + </p> + <p> + Mary drew a deep breath. “I think I'm beginning to understand—a + little.” She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and in + her voice. “Answer me once more,” she said. “Bibbs, do you know now why I + stopped wearing my furs?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?” + </p> + <p> + “I—I heard her say—” + </p> + <p> + “I think I know what happened, now.” Mary's breath came fast and her voice + shook, but she spoke rapidly. “You 'heard her say' more than that. You + 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I tried + first to marry your brother—and then—” But now she faltered, + and it was only after a convulsive effort that she was able to go on. “And + then—that I tried to marry—you! You 'heard her say' that—and + you believe that I don't care for you and that 'no girl' could care for + you—but you think I am in such an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was—that + you— And so, not wanting me, and believing that I could not want you—except + for my 'extremity'—you took your father's offer and then came to ask + me—to marry you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you—” + </p> + <p> + Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon + the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + </p> + <p> + “Mary, Mary!” he cried, helplessly. “Oh NO—you—you don't + understand.” + </p> + <p> + “I do, though!” she sobbed. “I do!” + </p> + <p> + He came and stood beside her. “You kill me!” he said. “I can't make it + plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was + always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent—I did + nothing but lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all + about my idiotic distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of + wonderful being that had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. + You seemed to lean down—out of a rosy cloud—to be kind to me. + I never dreamed I could do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could + need anything to be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that—that + you—” + </p> + <p> + “You heard that I needed to marry—some one—anybody—with + money,” she sobbed. “And you thought we were so—so desperate—you + believed that I had—” + </p> + <p> + “No!” he said, quickly. “I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing for me—for + that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except generously—to + give. I said I couldn't make it plain!” he cried, despairingly. + </p> + <p> + “Wait!” She lifted her head and extended her hands to him unconsciously, + like a child. “Help me up, Bibbs.” Then, when she was once more upon her + feet, she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him ruefully and faintly, but + reassuringly, as if to tell him, in that way, that she knew he had not + meant to hurt her. And that smile of hers, so lamentable, but so + faithfully friendly, misted his own eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered + them no more. + </p> + <p> + “Let me tell you what you want to tell me,” she said. “You can't, because + you can't put it into words—they are too humiliating for me and + you're too gentle to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? You didn't + believe that I'd tried to make you fall in love with me—” + </p> + <p> + “Never! Never for an instant!” + </p> + <p> + “You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, no!” + </p> + <p> + “I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew I cared + for you—but you didn't think I might be—in love with you. But + you thought that I might marry you without being in love with you because + you did believe I had tried to marry your brother, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Mary, I only knew—for the first time—that you—that you + were—” + </p> + <p> + “Were desperately poor,” she said. “You can't even say that! Bibbs, it was + true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!” And she sank down + into the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was agonized. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he groaned, “I didn't know you COULD cry!” + </p> + <p> + “Listen,” she said. “Listen till I get through—I want you to + understand. We were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never had been, + and we didn't know what to do. We'd been almost rich; there was plenty, + but my father wanted to take advantage of the growth of the town; he + wanted to be richer, but instead—well, just about the time your + father finished building next door we found we hadn't anything. People say + that, sometimes, meaning that they haven't anything in comparison with + other people of their own kind, but we really hadn't anything—we + hadn't anything at all, Bibbs! And we couldn't DO anything. You might + wonder why I didn't 'try to be a stenographer'—and I wonder myself + why, when a family loses its money, people always say the daughters 'ought + to go and be stenographers.' It's curious!—as if a wave of the hand + made you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be either married + comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not to marry. The poverty + came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all there—and I didn't + know how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how to be anything except a + well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife—and I couldn't be a + well-to-do old maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd been raised to know how + to do. I went out to be fascinating and be married. I did it openly, at + least, and with a kind of decent honesty. I told your brother I had meant + to fascinate him and that I was not in love with him, but I let him think + that perhaps I meant to marry him. I think I did mean to marry him. I had + never cared for anybody, and I thought it might be there really WASN'T + anything more than a kind of excited fondness. I can't be sure, but I + think that though I did mean to marry him I never should have done it, + because that sort of a marriage is—it's sacrilege—something + would have stopped me. Something did stop me; it was your sister-in-law, + Sibyl. She meant no harm—but she was horrible, and she put what I + was doing into such horrible words—and they were the truth—oh! + I SAW myself! She was proposing a miserable compact with me—and I + couldn't breathe the air of the same room with her, though I'd so + cheapened myself she had a right to assume that I WOULD. But I couldn't! I + left her, and I wrote to your brother—just a quick scrawl. I told + him just what I'd done; I asked his pardon, and I said I would not marry + him. I posted the letter, but he never got it. That was the afternoon he + was killed. That's all, Bibbs. Now you know what I did—and you know—ME!” + She pressed her clenched hands tightly against her eyes, leaning far + forward, her head bowed before him. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. “Couldn't + you—Isn't there—Won't you—” he stammered. “Mary, I'm + going with father. Isn't there some way you could use the money without—without—” + </p> + <p> + She gave a choked little laugh. + </p> + <p> + “You gave me something to live for,” he said. “You kept me alive, I think—and + I've hurt you like this!” + </p> + <p> + “Not you—oh no!” + </p> + <p> + “You could forgive me, Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, a thousand times!” Her right hand went out in a faltering gesture, + and just touched his own for an instant. “But there's nothing to forgive.” + </p> + <p> + “And you can't—you can't—” + </p> + <p> + “Can't what, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “You couldn't—” + </p> + <p> + “Marry you?” she said for him. + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, no!” She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what she + did, she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her a + little. “I can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?” + </p> + <p> + “Mary—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more—please—” + </p> + <p> + “MARY—” + </p> + <p> + “Never, never, never!” she cried, in a passion of tears. “You mustn't come + any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, never!” + </p> + <p> + Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, he + got himself to the door and out of the house. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0030" id="link2HCH0030"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXX + </h2> + <p> + Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned to the + New House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, but so that + the others might hear. + </p> + <p> + “When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one would be + apt to care enough about me to marry me, you were right,” he said. “I + thought perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss Vertrees to marry me. It + proved what you said of me, and disproved what you said of her. She + refused.” + </p> + <p> + And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly as he + had entered it. + </p> + <p> + “He's SO queer!” Mrs. Sheridan gasped. “Who on earth would thought of his + doin' THAT?” + </p> + <p> + “I told you,” said her husband, grimly. + </p> + <p> + “You didn't tell us he'd go over there and—” + </p> + <p> + “I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, + didn't I?” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl was altogether taken aback. “Do you supose it's true? Do you suppose + she WOULDN'T?” + </p> + <p> + “He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things fixed up + fine with his girl,” said Sheridan. “Not to me, he didn't!” + </p> + <p> + “But why would—” + </p> + <p> + “I told you,” he interrupted, angrily, “she ain't that kind of a girl! If + you got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it over with, though + I'd pretty near just as soon not have to talk a whole lot about my dead + boy's private affairs. She wrote to Jim she couldn't take him, and it was + a good, straight letter, too. It came to Jim's office; he never saw it. + She wrote it the afternoon he was hurt.” + </p> + <p> + “I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon,” said + Roscoe. “Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it—I was + waiting for you while you were in there so long talking to her mother. It + was just before we saw that something was wrong over here, and Edith came + and called me.” + </p> + <p> + Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, for, + although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they were + dimmed by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed—after some + further fragmentary discourse—visibly elated. After all, the guilty + had not been exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the less surely, + that her injury had been copiously avenged. She bestowed a contented + glance upon the old house with the cupola, as she and Roscoe crossed the + street. + </p> + <p> + When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after a while + she said, uneasily, “Papa, you think it would be any use to tell Bibbs + about that letter?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” he answered, walking moodily to the window. “I been + thinkin' about it.” He came to a decision. “I reckon I will.” And he went + up to Bibbs's room. + </p> + <p> + “Well, you goin' back on what you said?” he inquired, brusquely, as he + opened the door. “You goin' to take it back and lay down on me again?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs. + </p> + <p> + “Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I don't know + as you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, though the Lord + knows you've laid down on me enough. You certainly have!” Sheridan was + baffled. This was not what he wished to say, but his words were + unmanageable; he found himself unable to control them, and his querulous + abuse went on in spite of him. “I can't say I expect much of you—not + from the way you always been, up to now—unless you turn over a new + leaf, and I don't see any encouragement to think you're goin' to do THAT! + If you go down there and show a spark o' real GIT-up, I reckon the whole + office'll fall in a faint. But if you're ever goin' to show any, you + better begin right at the beginning and begin to show it to-morrow.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes—I'll try.” + </p> + <p> + “You better, if it's in you!” Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He had + always been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue seemed + bewitched. He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and to his own + angry astonishment he found it impossible to do anything except to scold + like a drudge-driver. “You better come down there with your mind made up + to hustle harder than the hardest workin'-man that's under you, or you'll + not get on very good with me, I tell you! The way to get ahead—and + you better set it down in your books—the way to get ahead is to do + ten times the work of the hardest worker that works FOR you. But you don't + know what work is, yet. All you've ever done was just stand around and + feed a machine a child could handle, and then come home and take a bath + and go callin'. I tell you you're up against a mighty different + proposition now, and if you're worth your salt—and you never showed + any signs of it yet—not any signs that stuck out enough to bang + somebody on the head and make 'em sit up and take notice—well, I + want to say, right here and now—and you better listen, because I + want to say just what I DO say. I say—” + </p> + <p> + He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was a + hopeless blank. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked up patiently—an old, old look. “Yes, father; I'm + listening.” + </p> + <p> + “That's all,” said Sheridan, frowning heavily. “That's all I came to say, + and you better see't you remember it!” + </p> + <p> + He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind him + with a crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his departure. He + stopped just outside the door, and stood there a minute or more. Then + abruptly he turned the knob and exhibited to his son a forehead liberally + covered with perspiration. + </p> + <p> + “Look here,” he said, crossly. “That girl over yonder wrote Jim a letter—” + </p> + <p> + “I know,” said Bibbs. “She told me.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it—” The door + closed on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of the sentence was + nevertheless audible—“if you knew she wouldn't have Jim, either.” + </p> + <p> + And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her frettin' + and not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was about to inquire + what Bibbs “said,” but after a second thought she decided not to speak at + all. She merely murmured a wordless assent, and verbal communication was + given over between them for the rest of that afternoon. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next morning, + and she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and she worried about + what might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. She felt that + everything depended on how Bibbs “took hold,” and upon her husband's + return in the evening she seized upon the first opportunity to ask him how + things had gone. He was non-committal. What could anybody tell by the + first day? He'd seen plenty go at things well enough right at the start + and then blow up. Pretty near anybody could show up fair the first day or + so. There was a big job ahead. This material, such as it was—Bibbs, + in fact—had to be broken in to handling the work Roscoe had done; + and then, at least as an overseer, he must take Jim's position in the + Realty Company as well. He told her to ask him again in a month. + </p> + <p> + But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed remarks + of his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small restaurant + where it had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, and she took this + to be an encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room as soon as they left the + table, and her husband was not communicative after reading his paper. + </p> + <p> + She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of business, + although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and only in the + evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. Usually Bibbs was + silent, except when directly addressed, but on the first evening of the + third week of his new career he offered an opinion which had apparently + been the subject of previous argument. + </p> + <p> + “I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those storage-rooms, + father,” he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before him. “Abercrombie + agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him.” + </p> + <p> + “You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen,” Sheridan returned, “but + you can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. The roof fell + because it hadn't had time to settle and on account of weather conditions. + I want that building put just the way Jim planned it.” + </p> + <p> + “You can't have it,” said Bibbs. “You can't, because Jim planned for the + building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one—the one that + didn't fall—is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for + storage. It won't stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get both + buildings down as quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's the best and + cheapest in the long run for that type.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan looked sarcastic. “Fine! What we goin' to do for storage-rooms + while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?” + </p> + <p> + “Rent,” Bibbs returned, promptly. “We'll lose money if we don't rent, + anyhow—they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse + matter your attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount + of stuff they've got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until we + could patch up those process perils—and the Krivitch Manufacturing + Company's plant is empty, right across the street. I took an option on it + for us this morning.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan's expression was queer. “Look here!” he said, sharply. “Did you + go and do that without consulting me?” + </p> + <p> + “It didn't cost anything,” said Bibbs. “It's only until to-morrow + afternoon at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you did?” Sheridan's tone was sardonic. “Well, just suppose you + couldn't convince me.” + </p> + <p> + “I can, though—and I intend to,” said Bibbs, quietly. “I don't think + you understand the condition of those buildings you want patched up.” + </p> + <p> + “Now, see here,” said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; “suppose I had my mind + set about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it was—well, + kind of a matter of sentiment with me to prove he was right.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs looked at him compassionately. “I'm sorry if you have a sentiment + about it, father,” he said. “But whether you have or not can't make a + difference. You'll get other people hurt if you trust that process, and + that won't do. And if you want a monument to Jim, at least you want one + that will stand. Besides, I don't think you can reasonably defend + sentiment in this particular kind of affair.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, you don't?” + </p> + <p> + “No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. “Why are you 'sorry'?” he asked, + curiously. + </p> + <p> + “Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon,” said Bibbs, + “and I had him condemn both those buildings.” + </p> + <p> + “What?” + </p> + <p> + “He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us—afraid + you'd see he lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them—they've got + to come down now.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered brows. + Finally he said, “How long did they give you on that option to convince + me?” + </p> + <p> + “Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon.” + </p> + <p> + “All right,” said Sheridan, not relaxing. “I'm convinced.” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs jumped up. “I thought you would be. I'll telephone the Krivitch + agent. He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I told him I'd settle it + this evening.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his + expression did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him that + startled his wife. It had been a long time since she had heard anything + resembling a chuckle from him, and this sound—although it was grim + and dry—bore that resemblance. + </p> + <p> + She brightened eagerly. “Looks like he was startin' right well don't it, + papa?” + </p> + <p> + “Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I wanted—that's + why he had the inspector up there, so't he'd have me beat before we even + started to talk about it. And did you hear him? 'Can't reasonably defend + SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': 'Took an option for Us'! 'Stuff + piled up on Us'!” + </p> + <p> + There was always an alloy for Mrs. Sheridan. “I don't just like the way he + looks, though, papa.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, so you + start to frettin' about IT!” + </p> + <p> + “No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, and—” + </p> + <p> + “I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then,” said Sheridan. + “You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business men, I expect.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. And he'd + begun to fill out some, but—” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table to + her, patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right being + still heavily bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. “That's the way + it is with you, mamma—got to take your frettin' out one way if you + don't another!” + </p> + <p> + “No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when he begun + to get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', some way.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, he may 'a' lost something,” said Sheridan. “I expect he's lost a + whole lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions about writin' + poetry and—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” his wife persisted. “I mean he looks right peakid. And yesterday, + when he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the window. He wasn't + readin'.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?” + </p> + <p> + “He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, I don't + believe.” + </p> + <p> + “Look, here!” said Sheridan. “Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over there the + rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl say did one + big thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. Well, he had to go + and bust clean out with a bang; and that stopped his goin' over there, and + it stopped his poetry, but I reckon he's begun to get pretty fair pay for + what he lost. I guess a good many young men have had to get over worries + like his; they got to lose SOMETHING if they're goin' to keep ahead o' the + procession nowadays—and it kind o' looks to me, mamma, like Bibbs + might keep quite a considerable long way ahead. Why, a year from now I'll + bet you he won't know there ever WAS such a thing as poetry! And ain't he + funny? He wanted to stick to the shop so's he could 'think'! What he meant + was, think about something useless. Well, I guess he's keepin' his mind + pretty occupied the other way these days. Yes, sir, it took a pretty + fair-sized shock to get him out of his trance, but it certainly did the + business.” He patted his wife's shoulder again, and then, without any + prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous laugh. + </p> + <p> + “Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0031" id="link2HCH0031"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXI + </h2> + <p> + And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. But + no one came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of Bigness, and + the changing of money was holy worship and true religion. The priests wore + that “settish” look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning to develop about his + mouth and eyes—a wary look which she could not define, but it comes + with service at the temple; and it was the more marked upon Bibbs for his + sharp awakening to the necessities of that service. + </p> + <p> + He did as little “useless” thinking as possible, giving himself no time + for it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on his work + when he came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever except his + work. But he did not sing at it. He was often in the streets, and people + were not allowed to sing in the streets. They might make any manner of + hideous uproar—they could shake buildings; they could out-thunder + the thunder, deafen the deaf, and kill the sick with noise; or they could + walk the streets or drive through them bawling, squawking, or screeching, + as they chose, if the noise was traceably connected with business; though + street musicians were not tolerated, being considered a nuisance and an + interference. A man or woman who went singing for pleasure through the + streets—like a crazy Neopolitan—would have been stopped, and + belike locked up; for Freedom does not mean that a citizen is allowed to + do every outrageous thing that comes into his head. The streets were + dangerous enough, in all conscience, without any singing! and the Motor + Federation issued public warnings declaring that the pedestrian's life was + in his own hands, and giving directions how to proceed with the least + peril. However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to sing in the streets, or + anywhere. He had gone to his work with an energy that, for the start, at + least, was bitter, and there was no song left in him. + </p> + <p> + He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among them he + found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period of neighborliness, + “pioneer stock,” usually; and there were men—particularly among the + merchants and manufacturers—“so honest they leaned backward”; + reputations sometimes attested by stories of heroic sacrifices to honor; + nor were there lacking some instances of generosity even nobler. Here and + there, too, were book-men, in their little leisure; and, among the + Germans, music-men. And these, with the others, worshiped Bigness and the + growth, each man serving for his own sake and for what he could get out of + it, but all united in their faith in the beneficence and glory of their + god. + </p> + <p> + To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing in + life, except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as the + dangerous illness of a wife or child. In the way of “relaxation” some of + the servers took golf; some took fishing; some took “shows”—a + mixture of infantile and negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; some + took an occasional debauch; some took trips; some took cards; and some + took nothing. The high priests were vigilant to watch that no “relaxation” + should affect the service. When a man attended to anything outside his + business, eyes were upon him; his credit was in danger—that is, his + life was in danger. And the old priests were as ardent as the young ones; + the million was as eager to be bigger as the thousand; seventy was as busy + as seventeen. They strove mightily against one another, and the old + priests were the most wary, the most plausible, and the most dangerous. + Bibbs learned he must walk charily among these—he must wear a + thousand eyes and beware of spiders indeed! + </p> + <p> + And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming thieves + and sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open rascals; but these + were feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, and he had a good guide + to point them out to him. They were useful sometimes, he learned, and many + of them served as go-betweens in matters where business must touch + politics. He learned also how breweries and “traction” companies and banks + and other institutions fought one another for the political control of the + city. The newspapers, he discovered, had lost their ancient political + influence, especially with the knowing, who looked upon them with a + skeptical humor, believing the journals either to be retained partisans, + like lawyers, or else striving to forward the personal ambitions of their + owners. The control of the city lay not with them, but was usually + obtained by giving the hordes of negroes gin-money, and by other + largesses. The revenues of the people were then distributed as fairly as + possible among a great number of men who had assisted the winning side. + Names and titles of offices went with many of the prizes, and most of + these title-holders were expected to present a busy appearance at times; + and, indeed, some among them did work honestly and faithfully. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known and + customary, astonished him at first, and once—in a brief moment of + forgetting that he was done with writing—he thought that if he had + known them and written of them, how like a satire the plainest relation of + them must have seemed! Strangest of all to him was the vehement and + sincere patriotism. On every side he heard it—it was a permeation; + the newest school-child caught it, though just from Hungary and learning + to stammer a few words of the local language. Everywhere the people + shouted of the power, the size, the riches, and the growth of their city. + Not only that, they said that the people of their city were the greatest, + the “finest,” the strongest, the Biggest people on earth. They cited no + authorities, and felt the need of none, being themselves the people thus + celebrated. And if the thing was questioned, or if it was hinted that + there might be one small virtue in which they were not perfect and + supreme, they wasted no time examining themselves to see if what the + critic said was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, for + they were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with them, + harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. For the + voice of the people is the voice of their god. + </p> + <p> + Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, and + the door between the two rooms usually stood open—the father had + established that intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was alone, + Sheridan came in, some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his hand. + </p> + <p> + “Bibbs,” he said, “I don't like to butt in very often this way, and when I + do I usually wish I hadn't—but for Heaven's sake what have you been + buying that ole busted inter-traction stock for?” + </p> + <p> + Bibbs leaned back from his desk. “For eleven hundred and fifty-five + dollars. That's all it cost.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought to + know that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader'n Adam's cat!” + </p> + <p> + “It might be worth something—some day.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” + </p> + <p> + “It mightn't be so dead—not if we went into it,” said Bibbs, coolly. + </p> + <p> + “Oh!” Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, “Who'd you buy it + from?” + </p> + <p> + “A broker—Fansmith.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that was + soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I do.” + </p> + <p> + “Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?” + </p> + <p> + “It belonged to Mr. Vertrees,” said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself to + his desk. + </p> + <p> + “So!” Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. “Excuse me,” he said. + “Your business.” And he went back to his own room. But presently he looked + in again. + </p> + <p> + “I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day”—he was shuffling + himself into his overcoat—“because I just thought I'd go up to the + house and get THIS over with mamma.” He glanced apologetically toward his + right hand as it emerged from the sleeve of the overcoat. The bandages had + been removed, finally, that morning, revealing but three fingers—the + forefinger and the finger next to it had been amputated. “She's bound to + make an awful fuss, and better to spoil her lunch than her dinner. I'll be + back about two.” + </p> + <p> + But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so accurately + that Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she was rising from the + lonely table when he came into the dining-room. He had left his overcoat + in the hall, but he kept his hands in his trousers pockets. + </p> + <p> + “What's the matter, papa?” she asked, quickly. “Has anything gone wrong? + You ain't sick?” + </p> + <p> + “Me!” He laughed loudly. “Me SICK?” + </p> + <p> + “You had lunch?” + </p> + <p> + “Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffee, though.” + </p> + <p> + She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had withdrawn + she said querulously, “I just know there's something wrong.” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin' in the world,” he responded, heartily, taking a seat at the head + of the table. “I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with you, that's + all. It's more women-folks' business than what it is man's, anyhow.” + </p> + <p> + “What about?” + </p> + <p> + “Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile—” + </p> + <p> + “To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?” + </p> + <p> + “Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. “I guess it's time you had him, too. + I KNEW Bibbs—” + </p> + <p> + “Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over BEFORE + anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take any chances + with BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, and I an' ole + Gurney had a talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; he rubbed it in on me + what he said about Bibbs havin' brains if he ever woke up. Then I thought + he must want to get something out o' me, he got so flattering—for a + minute! 'Bibbs couldn't help havin' business brains,' he says, 'bein' YOUR + son. Don't be surprised,' he says—'don't be surprised at his makin' + a success,' he says. 'He couldn't get over his heredity; he couldn't HELP + bein' a business success—once you got him into it. It's in his + blood. Yes, sir' he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH brains,' he says, 'an only + third-rate brains, at that,' he says, 'but it does need a special KIND o' + brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. I mean,' he says, 'when a man's + given a start. If nobody gives him a start, why, course he's got to have + luck AND the right kind o' brains. The only miracle about Bibbs,' he says, + 'is where he got the OTHER kind o' brains—the brains you made him + quit usin' and throw away.'” + </p> + <p> + “But what'd he say about his health?” Mrs. Sheridan demanded, impatiently, + as George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. Sheridan helped + himself to cream and sugar, and began to sip the coffee. + </p> + <p> + “I'm comin' to that,” he returned, placidly. “See how easy I manage this + cup with my left hand, mamma?” + </p> + <p> + “You been doin' that all winter. What did—” + </p> + <p> + “It's wonderful,” he interrupted, admiringly, “what a fellow can do with + his left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever could with + my right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, I believe I + RATHER sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, anyway—just + the signature. Rest's all dictatin'.” He blew across the top of the cup + unctuously. “Good coffee, mamma! Well, about Bibbs. Ole Gurney says he + believes if Bibbs could somehow get back to the state o' mind he was in + about the machine-shop—that is, if he could some way get to feelin' + about business the way he felt about the shop—not the poetry and + writin' part, but—” He paused, supplementing his remarks with a + motion of his head toward the old house next door. “He says Bibbs is older + and harder'n what he was when he broke down that time, and besides, he + ain't the kind o' dreamy way he was then—and I should say he AIN'T! + I'd like 'em to show ME anybody his age that's any wider awake! But he + says Bibbs's health never need bother us again if—” + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. “I don't see any help THAT way. You know + yourself she wouldn't have Jim.” + </p> + <p> + “Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let him + LOOK at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked her, that + she won't let him come in the house any more. He's a mighty funny boy, and + some ways I reckon he's pretty near as hard to understand as the Bible, + but Gurney kind o' got me in the way o' thinkin' that if she'd let him + come back and set around with her an evening or two sometimes—not + reg'lar, I don't mean—why—Well, I just thought I'd see what + YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk about it to Bibbs himself—I + don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow—but I thought maybe you could + kind o' slip over there some day, and sort o' fix up to have a little talk + with her, and kind o' hint around till you see how the land lays, and ask + her—” + </p> + <p> + “ME!” Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. “No.” She shook + her head decidedly. “It wouldn't do any good.” + </p> + <p> + “You won't try it?” + </p> + <p> + “I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what I + believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T—and, + what's more, it'd only make things worse. If people find out you're + runnin' after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't do as much + for you as if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any use, and I + couldn't do it if it was.” + </p> + <p> + He sighed with resignation. “All right, mamma. That's all.” Then, in a + livelier tone, he said: “Ole Gurney took the bandages off my hand this + morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, that's splendid, papa!” she cried, beaming. “I was afraid—Let's + see.” + </p> + <p> + She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his pocket. + “Wait a minute,” he said, smiling. “Now it may give you just a teeny bit + of a shock, but the fact is—well, you remember that Sunday when + Sibyl came over here and made all that fuss about nothin'—it was the + day after I got tired o' that statue when Edith's telegram came—” + </p> + <p> + “Let me see your hand!” she cried. + </p> + <p> + “Now wait!” he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. + “The truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, when + you wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office—he'd told + me to, you see—and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything.” And he + held out, for her inspection, the mutilated hand. “You see, these days + when it's all dictatin', anyhow, nobody'd mind just a couple o'—” + </p> + <p> + He had to jump for her—she went over backward. For the second time + in her life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0032" id="link2HCH0032"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXXII + </h2> + <p> + It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her own + room, still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her with heat that + the “fuss” she was making irked him far more than his physical loss. He + permitted her to think that he meant to return directly to his office, but + when he came out to the open air he told the chauffeur in attendance to + await him in front of Mr. Vertrees's house, whither he himself proceeded + on foot. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as manna in + the wilderness; it came from heaven—by what agency he did not + particularly question. The broker informed him that “parties were + interested in getting hold of the stock,” and that later there might be a + possible increase in the value of the large amount retained by his client. + It might go “quite a ways up” within a year or so, he said, and he advised + “sitting tight” with it. Mr. Vertrees went home and prayed. + </p> + <p> + He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own + again. It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, and his + wife shared his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back her piano, + and as for furs—spring was on the way, she said. But they paid the + butcher, the baker, and the candlestick-maker, and hired a cook once more. + It was this servitress who opened the door for Sheridan and presently + assured him that Miss Vertrees would “be down.” + </p> + <p> + He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he flushed + and beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels of the cook. + She had a look of apprehension for the first fraction of a second, but it + vanished at the sight of him, and its place was taken in her eyes by a + soft brilliance, while color rushed in her cheeks. + </p> + <p> + “Don't be surprised,” he said. “Truth is, in a way it's sort of on + business I looked in here. It'll only take a minute, I expect.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm sorry,” said Mary. “I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors.” + </p> + <p> + He chuckled. “Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their + neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so—lately.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?” + </p> + <p> + “I guess I could manage that much.” And they sat down, facing each other + and not far apart. + </p> + <p> + “Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly,” he said, more + gravely. “Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it seemed + to me I ought to give you, and I just thought it was better to bring it + myself and explain how I happened to have it. It's this—this letter + you wrote my boy.” He extended the letter to her solemnly, in his left + hand, and she took it gently from him. “It was in his mail, after he was + hurt. You knew he never got it, I expect.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” she said, in a low voice. + </p> + <p> + He sighed. “I'm glad he didn't. Not,” he added, quickly—“not but + what you did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any other + way when it came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' to you—you + were above-board all through.” + </p> + <p> + Mary said, “Thank you,” almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed low. + </p> + <p> + “You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all his + mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it all—once + I got started.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm glad you did.” + </p> + <p> + “Well”—he leaned forward as if to rise—“I guess that's about + all. I just thought you ought to have it.” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you for bringing it.” + </p> + <p> + He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she might + have something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware of this glance, + and sat with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the floor. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office,” he said, rising + desperately. “I told—I told my partner I'd be back at two o'clock, + and I guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he catches me behind + time. I got to walk the chalk a mighty straight line these days—with + THAT fellow keepin' tabs on me!” + </p> + <p> + Mary rose with him. “I've always heard YOU were the hard driver.” + </p> + <p> + He guffawed derisively. “Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. You + couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up my end + o' the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand bounce some + day, and run the whole circus by himself. You know how he is—once he + goes AT a thing!” + </p> + <p> + “No,” she smiled. “I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always heard—” + </p> + <p> + He laughed, looking away from her. “It's just my way o' speakin' o' that + boy o' mine, Bibbs.” + </p> + <p> + He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of + careless geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, “How IS + Bibbs?” but she said nothing at all, though he waited until the silence + became embarrassing. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there,” he said, at last. “He + might worry.” + </p> + <p> + “Good-by—and thank you,” said Mary. + </p> + <p> + “For what?” + </p> + <p> + “For the letter.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh,” he said, blankly. “You're welcome. Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + Mary put out her hand. “Good-by.” + </p> + <p> + “You'll have to excuse my left hand,” he said. “I had a little accident to + the other one.” + </p> + <p> + She gave a pitying cry as she saw. “Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!” + </p> + <p> + “Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow.” He laughed + jovially. “Did anybody tell you how it happened?” + </p> + <p> + “I heard you hurt your hand, but no—not just how.” + </p> + <p> + “It was this way,” he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat down + again. “You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal about the + youngest o' my boys—the one that used to come to see you sometimes, + after Jim—that is, I mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke of as my + partner; and the truth is that's what it's just about goin' to amount to, + one o' these days—if his health holds out. Well, you remember, I + expect, I had him on a machine over at a plant o' mine; and sometimes I'd + kind o' sneak in there and see how he was gettin' along. Take a doctor + with me sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so robust, you might say. Ole + Doc Gurney—I guess maybe you know him? Tall, thin man; acts sleepy—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook to + show Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I wouldn't + listen, and I didn't look out—and that's how I got my hand hurt, + tryin' to show Bibbs how to do something he knew how to do and I didn't. + Made me so mad I just wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS hurt—and + so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney had to take kind o' radical measures with + me. He's a right good doctor, too. Don't you think so, Miss Vertrees?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, he is so!” Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and gossip + with all day on his hands. “Take him on Bibbs's case. I was talkin' about + Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh to hear the way ole + Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as much a friend as he is + doctor—and he takes as much interest in Bibbs as if he was in the + family. He says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; and he thinks he could + stand the pace and get fat on it if—well, this is what'd made YOU + laugh if you'd been there, Miss Vertrees—honest it would!” He paused + to chuckle, and stole a glance at her. She was gazing straight before her + at the wall; her lips were parted, and—visibly—she was + breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she was growing furiously + angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, and he went on, determined + now to say it all. He leaned forward and altered his voice to one of + confidential friendliness, though in it he still maintained a tone which + indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion was only a joke he shared with + her. “Yes, sir, you certainly would 'a' laughed! Why, that ole man thinks + YOU got something to do with it. You'll have to blame it on him, young + lady, if it makes you feel like startin' out to whip somebody! He's + actually got THIS theory: he says Bibbs got to gettin' better while he + worked over there at the shop because you kept him cheered up and feelin' + good. And he says if you could manage to just stand him hangin' around a + little—maybe not much, but just SOMEtimes—again, he believed + it'd do Bibbs a mighty lot o' good. 'Course, that's only what the doctor + said. Me, I don't know anything about that; but I can say this much—I + never saw any such a MENTAL improvement in anybody in my life as I have + lately in Bibbs. I expect you'd find him a good deal more entertaining + than what he used to be—and I know it's a kind of embarrassing thing + to suggest after the way he piled in over here that day to ask you to + stand up before the preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc GURNEY, + he's got you on his brain so bad—” + </p> + <p> + Mary jumped. “Mr. Sheridan!” she exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + He sighed profoundly. “There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. I didn't—” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, no!” she cried. “But I don't understand—and I think you + don't. What is it you want me to do?” + </p> + <p> + He sighed again, but this time with relief. “Well, well!” he said. “You're + right. It'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I could with you, + all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come and see you sometimes, + once more. Could you?” + </p> + <p> + “You don't understand.” She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful + gesture. “Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to make your + oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came and asked me + to marry him—because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T see him any + more,” she cried in distress. “I CAN'T!” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. “You mean because he thought + that about you?” + </p> + <p> + “No, no! What he thought was TRUE!” + </p> + <p> + “Well—you mean he was so much in—you mean he thought so much + of you—” The words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's + tongue; he seemed to be in doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a + ghastly pause he bravely repeated them. “You mean he thought so much of + you that you just couldn't stand him around?” + </p> + <p> + “NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and he'd + respected me—too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you like, + and he'd have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, and as he + knew I would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan,” she said. “But the cheap, + bad things one has done seem always to come back—they wait, and pull + you down when you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you see; and he wasn't + 'in love' with me at all.” + </p> + <p> + “He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to do—it + was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad—he just threw + it away and walked right up and took the job he swore he never would—just + for you. And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that must think quite a + heap o' the girl he does it for! You say it was only because he was sorry, + but let me tell you there's only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for! + Yes, sir!” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” she said. “Bibbs isn't like other men—he would do anything + for anybody.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan grinned. “Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays,” he said. + “For instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in 'sentiment + in business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he wanted was, just + plain and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was afraid his thinkin' so + much OF you had kind o' sickened you of him—the way it does + sometimes. But from the way you talk, I understand that ain't the + trouble.” He coughed, and his voice trembled a little. “Now here, Miss + Vertrees, I don't have to tell you—because you see things easy—I + know I got no business comin' to you like this, but I had to make Bibbs go + my way instead of his own—I had to do it for the sake o' my business + and on his own account, too—and I expect you got some idea how it + hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. He didn't come in half-hearted + or mean; he came in—all the way! But there isn't anything in it to + him; you can see he's just shut his teeth on it and goin' ahead with dust + in his mouth. You see, one way of lookin' at it, he's got nothin' to work + FOR. And it seems to me like it cost him your friendship, and I believe—honest—that's + what hurt him the worst. Now you said we'd talk plain. Why can't you let + him come back?” + </p> + <p> + She covered her face desperately with her hands. “I can't!” + </p> + <p> + He rose, defeated, and looking it. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I mustn't press you,” he said, gently. + </p> + <p> + At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her face. + “Ah! He was only sorry for me!” + </p> + <p> + He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal honesty, and + it confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. It was so clear that + even Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able to see it. Then a change + came over him; gloom fell from him, and he grew radiant. + </p> + <p> + “Don't! Don't” she cried. “You mustn't—” + </p> + <p> + “I won't tell him,” said Sheridan, from the doorway. “I won't tell anybody + anything!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0033" id="link2HCH0033"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XXXIII + </h2> + <p> + There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest in the + sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy and dirty, + thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, asphalt, + sulphurous acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar things the men + liked to breathe and to have upon their skins and garments and upon their + wives and babies and sweethearts. The growth of the city was visible in + the smoke and the noise and the rush. There was more smoke than there had + been this day of February a year earlier; there was more noise; and the + crowds were thicker—yet quicker in spite of that. The traffic + policeman had a hard time, for the people were independent—they + retained some habits of the old market-town period, and would cross the + street anywhere and anyhow, which not only got them killed more frequently + than if they clung to the legal crossings, but kept the motormen, the + chauffeurs, and the truck-drivers in a stew of profane nervousness. So the + traffic policemen led harried lives; they themselves were killed, of + course, with a certain periodicity, but their main trouble was that they + could not make the citizens realize that it was actually and mortally + perilous to go about their city. It was strange, for there were probably + no citizens of any length of residence who had not personally known either + some one who had been killed or injured in an accident, or some one who + had accidentally killed or injured others. And yet, perhaps it was not + strange, seeing the sharp preoccupation of the faces—the people had + something on their minds; they could not stop to bother about dirt and + danger. + </p> + <p> + Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident + until this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother connected + with a timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in and out of the + department stores, she had an insistent consciousness of the Sheridan + Building. From the street, anywhere, it was almost always in sight, like + some monstrous geometrical shadow, murk-colored and rising limitlessly + into the swimming heights of the smoke-mist. It was gaunt and grimy and + repellent; it had nothing but strength and size—but in that + consciousness of Mary's the great structure may have partaken of beauty. + Sheridan had made some of the things he said emphatic enough to remain + with her. She went over and over them—and they began to seem true: + “Only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for!” “Gurney says he's got you on + his brain so bad—” The man's clumsy talk began to sing in her heart. + The song was begun there when she saw the accident. + </p> + <p> + She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the + traffic to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking the + passage, darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came from the + crowd behind her, talking earnestly, and started across. Both wore black; + one was tall and broad and thick, and the other was taller, but noticeably + slender. And Mary caught her breath, for they were Bibbs and his father. + They did not see her, and she caught a phrase in Bibbs's mellow voice, + which had taken a crisper ring: “Sixty-eight thousand dollars? Not + sixty-eight thousand buttons!” It startled her queerly, and as there was a + glimpse of his profile she saw for the first time a resemblance to his + father. + </p> + <p> + She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead of + his father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing of a + truck, beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of country + women who were in course of passage; they were just in front of Bibbs, and + shoved backward upon him violently. To extricate himself from them he + stepped back, directly in front of a moving trolley-car—no place for + absent-mindedness, but Bibbs was still absorbed in thoughts concerned with + what he had been saying to his father. There were shrieks and yells; Bibbs + looked the wrong way—and then Mary saw the heavy figure of Sheridan + plunge straight forward in front of the car. With absolute disregard of + his own life, he hurled himself at Bibbs like a football-player shunting + off an opponent, and to Mary it seemed that they both went down together. + But that was all she could see—automobiles, trucks, and wagons + closed in between. She made out that the trolley-car stopped jerkily, and + she saw a policeman breaking his way through the instantly condensing + crowd, while the traffic came to a standstill, and people stood up in + automobiles or climbed upon the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a + chance of seeing anything horrible. + </p> + <p> + Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came to help + the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion again. The + crowd became pliant, dispersing—there was no figure upon the ground, + and no ambulance came. But one of the policemen was detained by the + clinging and beseeching of a gloved hand. + </p> + <p> + “What IS the matter, lady?” + </p> + <p> + “Where are they?” Mary cried. + </p> + <p> + “Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!” + </p> + <p> + “His SON—” + </p> + <p> + “Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him—oh, he's not + bad off, I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. The + fender shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got shook up. + They both went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. Excuse me, + lady.” + </p> + <p> + Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, + ascending. “Whisk-broom up in the office,” Sheridan was saying. “You got + to look out on those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't know I got any + call to blow, though—because I tried to cross after you did. That's + how I happened to run into you. Well, you want to remember to look out + after this. We were talkin' about Murtrie's askin' sixty-eight thousand + flat for that ninety-nine-year lease. It's his lookout if he'd rather take + it that way, and I don't know but—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; “he won't get it. + Not from us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can convince you in five + minutes.” He followed his father into the office anteroom—and + convinced him. Then, having been diligently brushed by a youth of color, + Bibbs went into his own room and closed the door. + </p> + <p> + He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and his + side was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be alone; he + wanted to rub himself and, for once, to do some useless thinking again. He + knew that his father had not “happened” to run into him; he knew that + Sheridan had instantly—and instinctively—proved that he held + his own life of no account whatever compared to that of his son and heir. + Bibbs had been unable to speak of that, or to seem to know it; for + Sheridan, just as instinctively, had swept the matter aside—as of no + importance, since all was well—reverting immediately to business. + </p> + <p> + Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he had never + perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and indomitable—and + lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's very self; laughing at + the lightning and at wounds and mutilation; conquering, irresistible—and + blindly noble. For the first time in his life Bibbs began to understand + the meaning of being truly this man's son. + </p> + <p> + He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan said, + Bibbs had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. He had + given his word because he had wanted the money, simply, for Mary Vertrees + in her need. And he shivered with horror of himself, thinking how he had + gone to her to offer it, asking her to marry him—with his head on + his breast in shameful fear that she would accept him! He had not known + her; the knowing had lost her to him, and this had been his real + awakening; for he knew now how deep had been that slumber wherein he + dreamily celebrated the superiority of “friendship”! The sleep-walker had + wakened to bitter knowledge of love and life, finding himself a failure in + both. He had made a burnt offering of his dreams, and the sacrifice had + been an unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was left for him was the work + he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in that, though it was + indeed no more than “dust in his mouth.” If there had been anything “to + work for—” + </p> + <p> + He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets + below. He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms and he looked + across, over the roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the vast, + foggy heart of the smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising dimly + against it, chattering with steel on steel, and screeching in steam, while + tiny figures of men walked on threads in the dull sky. Buildings would + overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was being served. + </p> + <p> + But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. Here, + where his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running brooks, and + how had the kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! The pioneers had + begun the work, but in their old age their orators had said for them that + they had toiled and risked and sacrificed that their posterity might live + in peace and wisdom, enjoying the fruits of the earth. Well, their + posterity was here—and there was only turmoil. Where was the + promised land? It had been promised by the soldiers of all the wars; it + had been promised to this generation by the pioneers; but here was the + very posterity to whom it had been promised, toiling and risking and + sacrificing in turn—for what? + </p> + <p> + The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, continuously + beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish a pulsation in it—a + broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him that it was like a titanic + voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily metallic—the voice of the god, + Bigness. And the voice summoned Bibbs as it summoned all its servants. + </p> + <p> + “Come and work!” it seemed to yell. “Come and work for Me, all men! By + your youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your despair I + summon you to work for Me yet a little, with what strength you have. By + your love of home I summon you! By your love of woman I summon you! By + your hope of children I summon you! + </p> + <p> + “You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, your + Master and Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon my ugliness. + You shall give your toil and your lives, you shall go mad for love and + worship of my ugliness! You shall perish still worshipping Me, and your + children shall perish knowing no other god!” + </p> + <p> + And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his father's + voice booming in the next room; he could not distinguish the words but the + tone was exultant—and there came the THUMP! THUMP! of the maimed + hand. Bibbs guessed that Sheridan was bragging of the city and of Bigness + to some visitor from out-of-town. + </p> + <p> + And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. But with + the old, old thought again, “What for?” Bibbs caught a glimmer of far, + faint light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life struggled and + conquered, and must all his life go on struggling and inevitably + conquering, as part of a vast impulse not his own. Sheridan served blindly—but + was the impulse blind? Bibbs asked himself if it was not he who had been + in the greater hurry, after all. The kiln must be fired before the vase is + glazed, and the Acropolis was not crowned with marble in a day. + </p> + <p> + Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of some + high music struggling to be born of the turmoil. “Ugly I am,” it seemed to + say to him, “but never forget that I AM a god!” And the voice grew in + sonorousness and in dignity. “The highest should serve, but so long as you + worship me for my own sake I will not serve you. It is man who makes me + ugly, by his worship of me. If man would let me serve him, I should be + beautiful!” + </p> + <p> + Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself—in + the vague contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs—a + gigantic figure with feet pedestaled upon the great buildings and + shoulders disappearing in the clouds, a colossus of steel and wholly + blackened with soot. But Bibbs carried his fancy further—for there + was still a little poet lingering in the back of his head—and he + thought that up over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant labored with + his hands in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what he made + there—perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that + were children now—a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white— + </p> + <p> + It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang fiercely. + </p> + <p> + He lifted the thing from his desk and answered—and as the small + voice inside it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled + violently as he picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong—he + had been mistaken—yet it was a startlingly beautiful voice; + startlingly kind, too, and ineffably like the one he hungered most to + hear. + </p> + <p> + “Who?” he said, his own voice shaking—like his hand. + </p> + <p> + “Mary.” + </p> + <p> + He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: “IS IT?” + </p> + <p> + There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. + “Bibbs—I wanted to—just to see if you—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes—Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. They + said you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know for myself.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, I wasn't hurt at all—Mary. It was father who came nearer + it. He saved me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd until + you had gone. And I wanted to KNOW.” + </p> + <p> + “Mary—would you—have minded?” he said. + </p> + <p> + There was a long interval before she answered. + </p> + <p> + “Yes.” + </p> + <p> + “Then why—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, Bibbs?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know what to say,” he cried. “It's so wonderful to hear your + voice again—I'm shaking, Mary—I—I don't know—I + don't know anything except that I AM talking to you! It IS you—Mary?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, Bibbs!” + </p> + <p> + “Mary—I've seen you from my window at home—only five times + since I—since then. You looked—oh, how can I tell you? It was + like a man chained in a cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. + Mary, won't you—let me see you again—near? I think I could + make you really forgive me—you'd have to—” + </p> + <p> + “I DID—then.” + </p> + <p> + “No—not really—or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me + any more.” + </p> + <p> + “That wasn't the reason.” The voice was very low. + </p> + <p> + “Mary,” he said, even more tremulously than before, “I can't—you + COULDN'T mean it was because—you can't mean it was because you—care?” + </p> + <p> + There was no answer. + </p> + <p> + “Mary?” he called, huskily. “If you mean THAT—you'd let me see you—wouldn't + you?” + </p> + <p> + And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, but if + it did, the words were, “Yes, Bibbs—dear.” + </p> + <p> + But the voice was not in the instrument—it was so gentle and so + light, so almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air—and it came + from the air. + </p> + <p> + Slowly and incredulously he turned—and glory fell upon his shining + eyes. The door of his father's room had opened. + </p> + <p> + Mary stood upon the threshold. + </p> + <p> + THE END <br /><br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Turmoil, by Booth Tarkington + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURMOIL *** + +***** This file should be named 1098-h.htm or 1098-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/0/9/1098/ + +Produced by Lois Heiser, and David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Turmoil + A Novel + +Author: Booth Tarkington + +Posting Date: August 6, 2008 [EBook #1098] +Release Date: December, 1997 +[Last updated: November 25, 2020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURMOIL *** + + + + +Produced by Lois Heiser + + + + + +THE TURMOIL + +A NOVEL + +By Booth Tarkington + +1915. + + +To Laurel. + + + +CHAPTER I + +There is a midland city in the heart of fair, open country, a dirty and +wonderful city nesting dingily in the fog of its own smoke. The stranger +must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt will be upon +him instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since he must breathe +it, and he may care for no further proof that wealth is here better +loved than cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, the negligently +tended streets incessantly press home the point, and so do the flecked +and grimy citizens. At a breeze he must smother in the whirlpools of +dust, and if he should decline at any time to inhale the smoke he has +the meager alternative of suicide. + +The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more +riches. He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling +prodigiously. He has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious trained +to one tune: "Wealth! I will get Wealth! I will make Wealth! I will sell +Wealth for more Wealth! My house shall be dirty, my garment shall be +dirty, and I will foul my neighbor so that he cannot be clean--but I +will get Wealth! There shall be no clean thing about me: my wife shall +be dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I will get Wealth!" And yet it +is not wealth that he is so greedy for: what the giant really wants is +hasty riches. To get these he squanders wealth upon the four winds, for +wealth is in the smoke. + +Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no +heaving, grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly +people who had understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much +of the same type. It was a leisurely and kindly place--"homelike," it +was called--and when the visitor had been taken through the State Asylum +for the Insane and made to appreciate the view of the cemetery from a +little hill, his host's duty as Baedeker was done. The good burghers +were given to jogging comfortably about in phaetons or in surreys for +a family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; few were very poor; the +air was clean, and there was time to live. + +But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as +elsewhere--a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil +and labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the +mountains, and emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good +American hearts--Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + +In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound +longing for size. Year by year the longing increased until it became +an accumulated force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be Bigger! +Bigness means Money! And the thing began to happen; their longing became +a mighty Will. We must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! Get people here! Coax +them here! Bribe them! Swindle them into coming, if you must, but get +them! Shout them into coming! Deafen them into coming! Any kind of +people; all kinds of people! We must be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! +Kill the fault-finder! Scream and bellow to the Most High: Bigness is +patriotism and honor! Bigness is love and life and happiness! Bigness is +Money! We want Bigness! + +They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, and +slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the quick +years went by. White people came, and black people and brown people +and yellow people; the negroes came from the South by the thousands and +thousands, multiplying by other thousands and thousands faster than +they could die. From the four quarters of the earth the people came, +the broken and the unbroken, the tame and the wild--Germans, Irish, +Italians, Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, English, French, Swiss, Swedes, +Norwegians, Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, Dalmatians, Armenians, +Rumanians, Servians, Persians, Syrians, Japanese, Chinese, Turks, and +every hybrid that these could propagate. And if there were no Eskimos +nor Patagonians, what other human strain that earth might furnish failed +to swim and bubble in this crucible? + +With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began to +roar and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn under +the tread of hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical look of +the faces was lost in something harder and warier; and a cockney +type began to emerge discernibly--a cynical young mongrel barbaric +of feature, muscular and cunning; dressed in good fabrics fashioned +apparently in imitation of the sketches drawn by newspaper comedians. +The female of his kind came with him--a pale girl, shoddy and a little +rouged; and they communicated in a nasal argot, mainly insolences and +elisions. Nay, the common speech of the people showed change: in +place of the old midland vernacular, irregular but clean, and not +unwholesomely drawling, a jerky dialect of coined metaphors began to +be heard, held together by GUNNAS and GOTTAS and much fostered by the +public journals. + +The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a nucleus, +and spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and in its +vitals, like benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in the body +of a man, missions and refuges offered what resistance they might to the +saloons and all the hells that cities house and shelter. Temptation +and ruin were ready commodities on the market for purchase by the +venturesome; highwaymen walked the streets at night and sometimes +killed; snatching thieves were busy everywhere in the dusk; while +house-breakers were a common apprehension and frequent reality. Life +itself was somewhat safer from intentional destruction than it was in +medieval Rome during a faction war--though the Roman murderer was more +like to pay for his deed--but death or mutilation beneath the wheels lay +in ambush at every crossing. + +The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did +not matter much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. +Law-making was a pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. +Singular fermentation of their humor, they even had laws forbidding +dangerous speed. More marvelous still, they had a law forbidding smoke! +They forbade chimneys to smoke and they forbade cigarettes to smoke. +They made laws for all things and forgot them immediately; though +sometimes they would remember after a while, and hurry to make new laws +that the old laws should be enforced--and then forget both new and old. +Wherever enforcement threatened Money or Votes--or wherever it was too +much to bother--it became a joke. Influence was the law. + +So the place grew. And it grew strong. + +Straightway when he came, each man fell to the same worship: + + Give me of thyself, O Bigness: + Power to get more power! + Riches to get more riches! + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more! + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself, + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! And + there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! + + + +CHAPTER II + +The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust +Company was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the +biggest builder and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. He +had come from a country cross-roads, at the beginning of the growth, and +he had gone up and down in the booms and relapses of that period; but +each time he went down he rebounded a little higher, until finally, +after a year of overwork and anxiety--the latter not decreased by a +chance, remote but possible, of recuperation from the former in the +penitentiary--he found himself on top, with solid substance under +his feet; and thereafter "played it safe." But his hunger to get was +unabated, for it was in the very bones of him and grew fiercer. + +He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as he +called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. And +when soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. "It's +good! It's good!" he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. "Good, clean +soot; it's our life-blood, God bless it!" The smoke was one of his +great enthusiasms; he laughed at a committee of plaintive housewives who +called to beg his aid against it. "Smoke's what brings your husbands' +money home on Saturday night," he told them, jovially. "Smoke may hurt +your little shrubberies in the front yard some, but it's the catarrhal +climate and the adenoids that starts your chuldern coughing. Smoke makes +the climate better. Smoke means good health: it makes the people wash +more. They have to wash so much they wash off the microbes. You go +home and ask your husbands what smoke puts in their pockets out o' the +pay-roll--and you'll come around next time to get me to turn out more +smoke instead o' chokin' it off!" + +It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his reflection +in it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, strong, and +unquenchably optimistic. From the deepest of his inside all the way out +he believed it was the finest city in the world. "Finest" was his word. +He thought of it as his city as he thought of his family as his family; +and just as profoundly believed his city to be the finest city in +the world, so did he believe his family to be--in spite of his son +Bibbs--the finest family in the world. As a matter of fact, he knew +nothing worth knowing about either. + +Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and considered +the failure--the "odd one"--of the family. Born during that most +dangerous and anxious of the early years, when the mother fretted and +the father took his chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, and +grew meagerly, only lengthwise, through a feeble childhood. At his +christening he was committed for life to "Bibbs" mainly through lack of +imagination on his mother's part, for though it was her maiden name, she +had no strong affection for it; but it was "her turn" to name the baby, +and, as she explained later, she "couldn't think of anything else she +liked AT ALL!" She offered this explanation one day when the sickly boy +was nine and after a long fit of brooding had demanded some reason for +his name's being Bibbs. He requested then with unwonted vehemence to +be allowed to exchange names with his older brother, Roscoe Conkling +Sheridan, or with the oldest, James Sheridan, Junior, and upon being +refused went down into the cellar and remained there the rest of +that day. And the cook, descending toward dusk, reported that he had +vanished; but a search revealed that he was in the coal-pile, completely +covered and still burrowing. Removed by force and carried upstairs, +he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing to utter a syllable of +explanation, even under the lash. This obvious thing was wholly a +mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, failed to trace and +connect; and the father regarded his son as a stubborn and mysterious +fool, an impression not effaced as the years went by. + +At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding +of a man, waiting for the building to begin inside--a long-shanked, +long-faced, rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired +and dark-eyed, with a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at +first sight of Bibbs Sheridan a stranger might well be solicitous, for +he seemed upon the point of tears. But to a slightly longer gaze, not +grief, but mirth, was revealed as his emotion; while a more searching +scrutiny was proportionately more puzzling--he seemed about to burst out +crying or to burst out laughing, one or the other, inevitably, but it +was impossible to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any occasion of his +life, either laughed aloud or wept. + +He was a "disappointment" to his father. At least that was the parent's +word--a confirmed and established word after his first attempt to make +a "business man" of the boy. He sent Bibbs to "begin at the bottom and +learn from the ground up" in the machine-shop of the Sheridan Automatic +Pump Works, and at the end of six months the family physician sent Bibbs +to begin at the bottom and learn from the ground up in a sanitarium. + +"You needn't worry, mamma," Sheridan told his wife. "There's nothin' the +matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. I put +him in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about as well +as the next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty alarmists. +Does he think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh and blood? He +makes me tired!" + +Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite disease +was incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine conviction that lack +of physical persistence in any task involving money must be due to some +subtle weakness of character itself, to some profound shiftlessness or +slyness. He understood typhoid fever, pneumonia, and appendicitis--one +had them, and either died or got over them and went back to work--but +when the word "nervous" appeared in a diagnosis he became honestly +suspicious: he had the feeling that there was something contemptible +about it, that there was a nigger in the wood-pile somewhere. + +"Look at me," he said. "Look at what I did at his age! Why, when I was +twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock choppin' +wood--yes! and out in the dark and the snow--to build a fire in a +country grocery store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a DOCTOR +because he can't--Pho! it makes me tired! If he'd gone at it like a man +he wouldn't be sick." + +He paced the bedroom--the usual setting for such parental +discussions--in his nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and +gesticulating to his bedded spouse. "My Lord!" he said. "If a little, +teeny bit o' work like this is too much for him, why, he ain't fit for +anything! It's nine-tenths imagination, and the rest of it--well, I +won't say it's deliberate, but I WOULD like to know just how much of +it's put on!" + +"Bibbs didn't want the doctor," said Mrs. Sheridan. "It was when he was +here to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat anything. +Honey, you better come to bed." + +"Eat!" he snorted. "Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's +imagination that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time for +that kind of imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice +about good health, if you'll take the trouble to look around you Mrs. +Sheridan: busy men haven't got time to be sick and they don't GET sick. +You just think it over and you'll find that ninety-nine per cent. of the +sick people you know are either women or loafers. Yes, ma'am!" + +"Honey," she said again, drowsily, "you better come to bed." + +"Look at the other boys," her husband bade her. "Look at Jim and Roscoe. +Look at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their bodies. +Work never made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load off my +shoulders already. Right now there isn't a harder-workin', brighter +business man in this city than Jim. I've pushed him, but he give me +something to push AGAINST. You can't push 'nervous dyspepsia'! And look +at Roscoe; just LOOK at what that boy's done for himself, and barely +twenty-seven years old--married, got a fine wife, and ready to build +for himself with his own money, when I put up the New House for you and +Edie." + +"Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet," she murmured. "You better +come to bed." + +"And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl," he continued, emphatically, +"as I am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some man a mighty good +wife when the time comes. She's the prettiest and talentedest girl in +the United States! Look at that poem she wrote when she was in school +and took the prize with; it's the best poem I ever read in my life, and +she'd never even tried to write one before. It's the finest thing I +ever read, and R. T. Bloss said so, too; and I guess he's a good enough +literary judge for me--turns out more advertisin' liter'cher than any +man in the city. I tell you she's smart! Look at the way she worked me +to get me to promise the New House--and I guess you had your finger +in that, too, mamma! This old shack's good enough for me, but you and +little Edie 'll have to have your way. I'll get behind her and push her +the same as I will Jim and Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' them +three chuldern! But Bibbs--" He paused, shaking his head. "Honest, +mamma, when I talk to men that got ALL their boys doin' well and worth +their salt, why, I have to keep my mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget +about Bibbs." + +Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. "You did the +best you could, papa," she said, impatiently, "so come to bed and quit +reproachin' yourself for it." + +He glared at her indignantly. "Reproachin' myself!" he snorted. "I ain't +doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness would I want +to reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I could,' either. It was +the best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him a chance to show what was +in him and make a man of himself--and here he goes and gets 'nervous +dyspepsia' on me!" + +He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, and +muttered his way morosely into bed. + +"What?" said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + +"More like hook-worm, I said," he explained, speaking louder. "I don't +know what to do with him!" + + + +CHAPTER III + +Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long +course for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and "zwieback" as the +basis of instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before he +was considered near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on a +nurse and a cane. These and subsequent months saw the planning, the +building, and the completion of the New House; and it was to that abode +of Bigness that Bibbs was brought when the cane, without the nurse, was +found sufficient to his support. + +Edith met him at the station. "Well, well, Bibbs!" she said, as he came +slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from that train. +She gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes after a quick +glance at him, and turning at once toward the passage to the street. "Do +you think they ought to've let you come? You certainly don't look well!" + +"But I certainly do look better," he returned, in a voice as slow as +his gait; a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak +quickly he stammered. "Up to about a month ago it took two people to see +me. They had to get me in a line between 'em!" + +Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her first +quick glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a faint, +troubled distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by some +obligation of business to visit a "bad" ward in a hospital. She was +nineteen, fair and slim, with small, unequal features, but a prettiness +of color and a brilliancy of eyes that created a total impression close +upon beauty. Her movements were eager and restless: there was something +about her, as kind old ladies say, that was very sweet; and there was +something that was hurried and breathless. This was new to Bibbs; it was +a perceptible change since he had last seen her, and he bent upon her +a steady, whimsical scrutiny as they stood at the curb, waiting for an +automobile across the street to disengage itself from the traffic. + +"That's the new car," she said. "Everything's new. We've got four now, +besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two." + +"Edith, you look--" he began, and paused. + +"Oh, WE're all well," she said, briskly; and then, as if something in +his tone had caught her as significant, "Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?" + +"You look--" He paused again, taking in the full length of her--her trim +brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of brown +and green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat in the mad +mode--all suited to the October day. + +"How do I look?" she insisted. + +"You look," he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted +watch of platinum and enamel at her wrist, "you look--expensive!" That +was a substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint and +preoccupation, manifested particularly in her keeping her direct +glance away from him, did not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive +intimacies. + +"I expect I am!" she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of his +glance. "Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime--it's an evening +thing, for the theater--but my day wrist-watch is out of gear. Bobby +Lamhorn broke it yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. Do you want +Claus to help you in?" + +"Oh no," said Bibbs. "I'm alive." And after a fit of panting subsequent +to his climbing into the car unaided, he added, "Of course, I have to +TELL people!" + +"We only got your telegram this morning," she said, as they began to +move rapidly through the "wholesale district" neighboring the station. +"Mother said she'd hardly expected you this month." + +"They seemed to be through with me up there in the country," he +explained, gently. "At least they said they were, and they wouldn't keep +me any longer, because so many really sick people wanted to get in. They +told me to go home--and I didn't have any place else to go. It'll be all +right, Edith; I'll sit in the woodshed until after dark every day." + +"Pshaw!" She laughed nervously. "Of course we're all of us glad to have +you back." + +"Yes?" he said. "Father?" + +"Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?" She did not turn +to him with the question. All the while she rode with her face directly +forward. + +"No," he said; "father hasn't written." + +She flushed a little. "I expect I ought to've written sometime, or one +of the boys--" + +"Oh no; that was all right." + +"You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often +planned to write--and then, just as I was going to, something would turn +up. And I'm sure it's been just the same way with Jim and Roscoe. Of +course we knew mamma was writing often and--" + +"Of course!" he said, readily. "There's a chunk of coal fallen on your +glove, Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! I'd almost +forgotten how sooty it is here." + +"We've been having very bright weather this month--for us." She blew the +flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + +He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun like +a cold tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for a +decoration. "Yes," said Bibbs. "It's very gay." A few moments later, as +they passed a corner, "Aren't we going home?" he asked. + +"Why, yes! Did you want to go somewhere else first?" + +"No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?" + +"No. This is right. We're going straight home." + +"But we've passed the corner. We always turned--" + +"Good gracious!" she cried. "Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't you know +we were in the New House?" + +"Why, no!" said Bibbs. "Are you?" + +"We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know--" She broke +off, flushing again, and then went on hastily: "Of course, mamma's never +been so busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do anything but +keep on the hop. Mamma couldn't even come to the station to-day. Papa's +got some of his business friends and people from around the +OLD-house neighborhood coming to-night for a big dinner and +'house-warming'--dreadful kind of people--but mamma's got it all on her +hands. She's never sat down a MINUTE; and if she did, papa would have +her up again before--" + +"Of course," said Bibbs. "Do you like the new place, Edith?" + +"I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's the +finest house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! Papa +bought one thing I like--a view of the Bay of Naples in oil that's +perfectly beautiful; it's the first thing you see as you come in the +front hall, and it's eleven feet long. But he would have that old +fruit picture we had in the Murphy Street house hung up in the new +dining-room. You remember it--a table and a watermelon sliced open, +and a lot of rouged-looking apples and some shiny lemons, with two dead +prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it at a furniture-store years and +years ago, and he claims it's a finer picture than any they saw in the +museums, that time he took mamma to Europe. But it's horribly out of +date to have those things in dining-rooms, and I caught Bobby Lamhorn +giggling at it; and Sibyl made fun of it, too, with Bobby, and then told +papa she agreed with him about its being such a fine thing, and said he +did just right to insist on having it where he wanted it. She makes me +tired! Sibyl!" + +Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to +awkwardness, vanished with this theme, though she still kept her full +gaze always to the front, even in the extreme ardor of her denunciation +of her sister-in-law. + +"SIBYL!" she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed +to strike fire on her lips. "I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't have +married somebody from HERE that would have done us some good! He could +have got in with Bobby Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, and +Bobby'd have introduced him to the nicest girls in town, but instead of +that he had to go and pick up this Sibyl Rink! I met some awfully +nice people from her town when mamma and I were at Atlantic City, last +spring, and not one had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even HEARD of 'em!" + +"I thought you were great friends with Sibyl," Bibbs said. + +"Up to the time I found her out!" the sister returned, with continuing +vehemence. "I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan +lately--" + +"It's only lately?" + +"Well--" Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. "Of course, I +always did see that she never cared the snap of her little finger about +ROSCOE!" + +"It seems," said Bibbs, in laconic protest, "that she married him." + +The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous +laughter, and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: "Why, she'd have +married YOU!" + +"No, no," he said; "she couldn't be that bad!" + +"I didn't mean--" she began, distressed. "I only meant--I didn't mean--" + +"Never mind, Edith," he consoled her. "You see, she couldn't have +married me, because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as +mercenary as all that she'd have been too clever. The head doctor even +had to lend me the money for my ticket home." + +"I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU," Edith babbled. "I only +meant I thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to +marry somebody she'd have married anybody that asked her." + +"Yes, yes," said Bibbs, "it's all straight." And, perceiving that +his sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set +matters perfectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + +"Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her," she continued, a moment later. "Too +lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, like a +MAN, I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave herself!" + +"'Behave'?" + +"Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere," said Edith, characteristically +evasive when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, and +in this not unique of her sex. + +Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. "Business +is crawling up the old streets," he said, his long, tremulous hand +indicating a vasty structure in course of erection. "The boarding-houses +come first and then the--" + +"That isn't for shops," she informed him. "That's a new investment of +papa's--the 'Sheridan Apartments.'" + +"Well, well," he murmured. "I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well enough +known here already." + +"Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!" she said, impatiently. "I guess +there isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't +know who we are. But we aren't in with the right people." + +"No!" he exclaimed. "Who's all that?" + +"Who's all what?" + +"The 'right people.'" + +"You know what I mean: the best people, the old families--the people +that have the real social position in this town and that know they've +got it." + +Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. "I +thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may-call-it +didn't know it," he said. "I've always understood that it was very +unsatisfactory, because if you thought about it you didn't have it, and +if you had it you didn't know it." + +"That's just bosh," she retorted. "They know it in this town, all right! +I found out a lot of things, long before we began to think of building +out in this direction. The right people in this town aren't always the +society-column ones, and they mix around with outsiders, and they don't +all belong to any one club--they're taken in all sorts into all their +clubs--but they're a clan, just the same; and they have the clan feeling +and they're just as much We, Us and Company as any crowd you read about +anywhere in the world. Most of 'em were here long before papa came, and +the grandfathers of the girls of my age knew each other, and--" + +"I see," Bibbs interrupted, gravely. "Their ancestors fled together +from many a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. I +always understood the first house was built by an old party of the name +of Vertrees who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried away to +these parts because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd lent him." + +Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. "You mustn't repeat that +story, Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, and +of course the very oldest here; they were an old family even before +Mary Vertrees's great-great-grandfather came west and founded this +settlement. He came from Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have relatives +there YET--some of the best people in Lynn!" + +"No!" exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + +"And there are other old families like the Vertreeses," she went on, +not heeding him; "the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the J. Palmerston +Smiths--" + +"Strange names to me," he interrupted. "Poor things! None of them have +my acquaintance." + +"No, that's just it!" she cried. "And papa had never even heard the name +of Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee to see +him, and he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring home his +wages from the pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about it, and I +thought I just couldn't live through the night, I was so ashamed! Mr. +Vertrees has always lived on his income, and papa didn't know him, of +course. They're the stiffist, most elegant people in the whole town. And +to crown it all, papa went and bought the next lot to the old Vertrees +country mansion--it's in the very heart of the best new residence +district now, and that's where the New House is, right next door to +them--and I must say it makes their place look rather shabby! I met Mary +Vertrees when I joined the Mission Service Helpers, but she never did +any more than just barely bow to me, and since papa's break I doubt if +she'll do that! They haven't called." + +"And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First stealing +Dan'l Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call--" + +"Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him +understand that," said Edith, demurely, "and he's promised to try and +meet Mr. Vertrees and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we don't +know THEM, it's practically no use in our having built the New House; +and if we DO know them and they're decent to us, we're right with the +right people. They can do the whole thing for us. Bobby Lamhorn told +Sibyl he was going to bring his mother to call on her and on mamma, but +it was weeks ago, and I notice he hasn't done it; and if Mrs. Vertrees +decides not to know us, I'm darn sure Mrs Lamhorn'll never come. That's +ONE thing Sibyl didn't manage! She SAID Bobby offered to bring his +mother--" + +"You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?" Bibbs asked. + +"Oh, he's a friend of the whole family," she returned, with a petulance +which she made an effort to disguise. "Roscoe and he got acquainted +somewhere, and they take him to the theater about every other night. +Sibyl has him to lunch, too, and keeps--" She broke off with an angry +little jerk of the head. "We can see the New House from the second +corner ahead. Roscoe has built straight across the street from us, you +know. Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a snake, sometimes--the way +she pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys up to papa and gets +anything in the world she wants out of him, and then makes fun of him +behind his back--yes, and to his face, but HE can't see it! She got +him to give her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch for their house after it +was--" + +"Good heavens!" said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner and +the car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. "Is that the +New House?" + +"Yes. What do you think of it?" + +"Well," he drawled, "I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a size +bigger; I can't be certain till I measure." + +And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: +"But it's beautiful!" + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect +who loved the milder "Gothic motives" had built what he liked: it was to +be seen at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had wrought a +picture out of his head into a noble and exultant reality. At the same +time a landscape-designer had played so good a second, with ready-made +accessories of screen, approach and vista, that already whatever look +of newness remained upon the place was to its advantage, as showing at +least one thing yet clean under the grimy sky. For, though the smoke was +thinner in this direction, and at this long distance from the heart +of the town, it was not absent, and under tutelage of wind and weather +could be malignant even here, where cows had wandered in the meadows and +corn had been growing not ten years gone. + +Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those architects' +successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; it revealed nothing +of the people who lived in it save that they were rich. There are houses +that cannot be detached from their own people without protesting: every +inch of mortar seems to mourn the separation, and such a house--no +matter what be done to it--is ever murmurous with regret, whispering the +old name sadly to itself unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind +to change hands without emotion. In our swelling cities, great places +of its type are useful as financial gauges of the business tides; +rich families, one after another, take title and occupy such houses as +fortunes rise and fall--they mark the high tide. It was impossible to +imagine a child's toy wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the New +House, and yet it was--as Bibbs rightly called it--"beautiful." + +What the architect thought of the "Golfo di Napoli," which hung in its +vast gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, is to +be conjectured--perhaps he had not seen it. + +"Edith, did you say only eleven feet?" Bibbs panted, staring at it, as +the white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out of his +overcoat. + +"Eleven without the frame," she explained. "It's splendid, don't you +think? It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy before." + +"No gloom now!" said Bibbs. + +"This statue in the corner is pretty, too," she remarked. "Mamma and I +bought that." And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a +grove of tubbed palms, a "life-size," black-bearded Moor, of a plastic +composition painted with unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his +chocolate head he wore a gold turban; in his hand he held a gold-tipped +spear; and for the rest, he was red and yellow and black and silver. + +"Hallelujah!" was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and Edith, +saying she would "find mamma," left him blinking at the Moor. Presently, +after she had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who stood +waiting, Bibbs's traveling-bag in his hand. "What do YOU think of it?" +Bibbs asked, solemnly. + +"Gran'!" replied the servitor. "She mighty hard to dus'. Dus' git in all +'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'." + +"I expect she must be," said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively +to the black bull beard for a moment. "Is there a place anywhere I could +lie down?" + +"Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right up +staihs, suh. Nice room." + +He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to +rest, and noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the +exodus from the "old" house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under the +patently nominal direction of another Pullman porter, who was profoundly +enjoying his own affectation of being harassed with care. + +"Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night," Bibbs's +guide explained, chuckling. "Yessuh, we got big doin's to-night! Big +doin's!" + +The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished in +every particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it +pleasant--though, indeed, any room with a good bed would have +seemed pleasant to him after his journey. He stretched himself flat +immediately, and having replied "Not now" to the attendant's offer to +unpack the bag, closed his eyes wearily. + +White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made +an exit on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket--the harassed +overseer--in the hall without. Said the emerging one: "He mighty shaky, +Mist' Jackson. Drop right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all black. +Rich folks gotta go same as anybody else. Anybody ast me if I change +'ith 'at ole boy--No, suh! Le'm keep 'is money; I keep my black skin an' +keep out the ground!" + +Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. "Yessuh, he look tuh me like +somebody awready laid out," he concluded. And upon the stairway landing, +near by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were likewise +pessimistic. + +"Hech!" said one, lamenting in a whisper. "It give me a turn to see him +go by--white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell me: d'it +make ye kind o' sick to look at um?" + +"Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!" + +"Well," said the other, "I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once--" +She fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + +It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + +She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age +like drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her +husband and her daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence +she had was given almost wholly to comprehending and serving those +two, and except in the presence of one of them she was nearly always +absent-minded. Edith lived all day with her mother, as daughters do; and +Sheridan so held his wife to her unity with him that she had long ago +become unconscious of her existence as a thing separate from his. She +invariably perceived his moods, and nursed him through them when she +did not share them; and she gave him a profound sympathy with the inmost +spirit and purpose of his being, even though she did not comprehend it +and partook of it only as a spectator. They had known but one actual +altercation in their lives, and that was thirty years past, in the early +days of Sheridan's struggle, when, in order to enhance the favorable +impression he believed himself to be making upon some capitalists, he +had thought it necessary to accompany them to a performance of "The +Black Crook." But she had not once referred to this during the last ten +years. + +Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes rustled +more than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many at a time +and to be vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting a skirt down +over some unruly internal dissension at the moment she opened Bibbs's +door. + +At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, +withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and the +rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + +"Don't go, mother," he said. "I'm not asleep." He swung his long legs +over the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his shoulder, +restraining him; and he lay flat again. + +"No," she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, "I just come for a +minute, but I want to see how you seem. Edith said--" + +"Poor Edith!" he murmured. "She couldn't look at me. She--" + +"Nonsense!" Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came +back to the bedside. "You look a great deal better than what you did +before you went to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body +can see that right away. You need fatting up, of course, and you haven't +got much color--" + +"No," he said, "I haven't much color." + +"But you will have when you get your strength back." + +"Oh yes!" he responded, cheerfully. "THEN I will." + +"You look a great deal better than what I expected." + +"Edith must have a great vocabulary!" he chuckled. + +"She's too sensitive," said Mrs. Sheridan, "and it makes her exaggerate +a little. What about your diet?" + +"That's all right. They told me to eat anything." + +"Anything at all?" + +"Well--anything I could." + +"That's good," she said, nodding. "They mean for you just to build up +your strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see you +at the sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and that's +only a little time ago. How long was it?" + +"Eight months, I think." + +"No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was +longer'n I thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely +even time to write more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' +along, but I told Edith to write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked +Jim to, too, and they both said they would, so I suppose you've kept up +pretty well on the home news." + +"Oh yes." + +"What I think you need," said the mother, gravely, "is to liven up a +little and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' this +morning, after we got your telegram; and that's what'll stimilate your +appetite, too. He was talkin' over his plans for you--" + +"Plans?" Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light +with his hand, so that he might see her better. "What--" He paused. +"What plans is he making for me, mother?" + +She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. +"Well, you better talk it over with HIM," she said, with perceptible +nervousness. "He better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had any +call, exactly, to go into it; and you better get to sleep now, anyway." +She came and stood by the bedside once more. "But you must remember, +Bibbs, whatever papa does is for the best. He loves his chuldern and +wants to do what's right by ALL of 'em--and you'll always find he's +right in the end." + +He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and +she rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened it. +"You get a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for to-night." + +"You--you mean--he--" Bibbs stammered, having begun to speak too +quickly. Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, quietly, +"Does father expect me to come down-stairs this evening?" + +"Well, I think he does," she answered. "You see, it's the +'house-warming,' as he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern +ought to be around us, as well as the old friends and other folks. It's +just what he thinks you need--to take an interest and liven up. You +don't feel too bad to come down, do you?" + +"Mother?" + +"Well?" + +"Take a good look at me," he said. + +"Oh, see here!" she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. "You're not so bad +off as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't do you +any harm to please your--" + +"It isn't that," he interrupted. "Honestly, I'm only afraid it might +spoil somebody's appetite. Edith--" + +"I told you the child was too sensitive," she interrupted, in turn. +"You're a plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look +like you been through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's all +there is to it." + +"All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, I +can!" + +"It 'll do you good," she returned, rustling into the hall. "Now take +a nap, and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to get +dressed up before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, Bibbs!" + +Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something +she had said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over +interminably. "His plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for +you--his plans for you--" And then, taking the place of "his plans for +you," after what seemed a long, long while, her flurried voice came +back to him insistently, seeming to whisper in his ear: "He loves his +chuldern--he loves his chuldern--he loves his chuldern"--"you'll find +he's always right--you'll find he's always right--" Until at last, as he +drifted into the state of half-dreams and distorted realities, the voice +seemed to murmur from beyond a great black wing that came out of the +wall and stretched over his bed--it was a black wing within the room, +and at the same time it was a black cloud crossing the sky, bridging the +whole earth from pole to pole. It was a cloud of black smoke, and out +of the heart of it came a flurried voice whispering over and over, "His +plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for you--" And then there +was nothing. + +He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly--as one might have a care +against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic--and, getting +to his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade so that +it flew up, letting in a pale sunset. + +He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the +next house, as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, "the old Vertrees +country mansion." It stood in a broad lawn which was separated from the +Sheridans' by a young hedge; and it was a big, square, plain old box +of a house with a giant salt-cellar atop for a cupola. Paint had been +spared for a long time, and no one could have put a name to the color of +it, but in spite of that the place had no look of being out at heel, and +the sward was as neatly trimmed as the Sheridans' own. + +The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window--for this wing of +the New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot--and, directly +opposite the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so as to make +a little knoll upon which stood a small rustic "summer-house." It was +almost on a level with Bibbs's window and not thirty feet away; and +it was easy for him to imagine the present dynasty of Vertreeses +in grievous outcry when they had found this retreat ruined by the +juxtaposition of the parvenu intruder. Probably the "summer-house" was +pleasant and pretty in summer. It had the look of a place wherein little +girls had played for a generation or so with dolls and "housekeeping," +or where a lovely old lady might come to read something dull on warm +afternoons; but now in the thin light it was desolate, the color of +dust, and hung with haggard vines which had lost their leaves. + +Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship +with anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside the +window and paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough inspection. He +looked the mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, but came in the end +to a long and earnest scrutiny of the face. Throughout this cryptic +seance his manner was profoundly impersonal; he had the air of an +entomologist intent upon classifying a specimen, but finally he appeared +to become pessimistic. He shook his head solemnly; then gazed again +and shook his head again, and continued to shake it slowly, in complete +disapproval. + +"You certainly are one horrible sight!" he said, aloud. + +And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, +he was vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a +rustic aperture of the "summer-house" and staring full into his +window--straight into his eyes, too, for the infinitesimal fraction of +a second before the flashingly censorious withdrawal of her own. +Composedly, she pulled several dead twigs from a vine, the manner of her +action conveying a message or proclamation to the effect that she was in +the summer-house for the sole purpose of such-like pruning and tending, +and that no gentleman could suppose her presence there to be due to any +other purpose whatsoever, or that, being there on that account, she +had allowed her attention to wander for one instant in the direction of +things of which she was in reality unconscious. + +Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness--and at the +same time her disapproval--of everything in the nature of a Sheridan +or belonging to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with maintained +composure, and sauntered toward a side-door of the country mansion of +the Vertreeses. An elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, opened the door +and came to meet her. + +"Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you doing?" + +"Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows," said Mary +Vertrees. "I got caught at it." + +"Mary!" cried her mother. "Just as we were going to call! Good heavens!" + +"We'll go, just the same," the daughter returned. "I suppose those women +would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the ground." + +"But WHO saw you?" insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + +"One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or something. +At least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, and never talk +about him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and talking to himself. +Then he looked out and caught me." + +"What did he--" + +"Nothing, of course." + +"How did he look?" + +"Like a ghost in a blue suit," said Miss Vertrees, moving toward the +street and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, who +was observing them from the window of his library. "Rather tragic and +altogether impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it over!" + +And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter for +their gracious assault upon the New House next door. + + + +CHAPTER V + +Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man who +had something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the window and +began to pace the library thoughtfully, pending their return. He was +about sixty; a small man, withered and dry and fine, a trim little +sketch of an elderly dandy. His lambrequin mustache--relic of a +forgotten Anglomania--had been profoundly black, but now, like his +smooth hair, it was approaching an equally sheer whiteness; and though +his clothes were old, they had shapeliness and a flavor of mode. And for +greater spruceness there were some jaunty touches; gray spats, a narrow +black ribbon across the gray waistcoat to the eye-glasses in a pocket, +a fleck of color from a button in the lapel of the black coat, labeling +him the descendant of patriot warriors. + +The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. +Vertrees was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation black +marble a merry little coal-fire beamed forth upon high and narrow +"Eastlake" bookcases with long glass doors, and upon comfortable, +incongruous furniture, and upon meaningless "woodwork" everywhere, +and upon half a dozen Landseer engravings which Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees +sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty years of possession, as +"very fine things." They had been the first people in town to possess +Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had rested, but they still +had a feeling that in all such matters they were in the van; and when +Mr. Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the walls of other people's +houses he thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted follower; and if he +found an edition of Bulwer Lytton accompanying the Landseers as a final +corroboration of culture, he would say, inevitably, "Those people know +good pictures and they know good books." + +The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a millionaire, +had ruined him because he had failed to understand it. When towns begin +to grow they have whims, and the whims of a town always ruin somebody. +Mr. Vertrees had been most strikingly the somebody in this case. At +about the time he bought the Landseers, he owned, through inheritance, +an office-building and a large house not far from it, where he spent the +winter; and he had a country place--a farm of four hundred acres--where +he went for the summers to the comfortable, ugly old house that was his +home now, perforce, all the year round. If he had known how to sit +still and let things happen he would have prospered miraculously; but, +strangely enough, the dainty little man was one of the first to fall +down and worship Bigness, the which proceeded straightway to enact the +role of Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true prophet of +the prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and +buying bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers +and read his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained +milkers milked her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building and +the house in town to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; then +he sold the farm, except the house and the ground about it, to pay the +taxes on the suburban lots and to "keep them up." The lots refused to +stay up; but he had to do something to keep himself and his family up, +so in despair he sold the lots (which went up beautifully the next year) +for "traction stock" that was paying dividends; and thereafter he ceased +to buy and sell. Thus he disappeared altogether from the commercial +surface at about the time James Sheridan came out securely on top; and +Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees called upon him with her "anti-smoke" +committee, had never heard the name. + +Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees +"managed somehow" on the dividends, though "managing" became more and +more difficult as the years went by and money bought less and less. But +there came a day when three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia took +greedy counsel with four fellow-worshipers from New York, and not long +after that there were no more dividends for Mr. Vertrees. In fact, there +was nothing for Mr. Vertrees, because the "traction stock" henceforth +was no stock at all, and he had mortgaged his house long ago to help +"manage somehow" according to his conception of his "position in +life"--one of his own old-fashioned phrases. Six months before the +completion of the New House next door, Mr. Vertrees had sold his horses +and the worn Victoria and "station-wagon," to pay the arrears of his two +servants and re-establish credit at the grocer's and butcher's--and a +pair of elderly carriage-horses with such accoutrements are not very +ample barter, in these days, for six months' food and fuel and service. +Mr. Vertrees had discovered, too, that there was no salary for him in +all the buzzing city--he could do nothing. + +It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do come +in all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or craft, if +his feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall fail. + +The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight +closed round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed round +about the heart of the anxious little man patrolling the fan-shaped zone +of firelight. But as the mantel clock struck wheezily six there was the +rattle of an outer door, and a rich and beautiful peal of laughter went +ringing through the house. Thus cheerfully did Mary Vertrees herald her +return with her mother from their expedition among the barbarians. + +She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair by +the hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. Mrs. +Vertrees followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the contrary, +she looked vaguely disturbed, as if she had eaten something not quite +certain to agree with her, and regretted it. + +"Papa! Oh, oh!" And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief upon +her eyes. "I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed it--" + +Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. "I suppose I'm very dull," she said, +gently. "I didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and the +house is altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and--" + +"Papa!" Mary cried, breaking in. "They asked us to DINNER!" + +"What!" + +"And I'm GOING!" she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. +"Think of it! Never in their house before; never met any of them but the +daughter--and just BARELY met her--" + +"What about you?" interrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon his +wife. + +She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten would +not agree with her. "I couldn't!" she said. "I--" + +"Yes, that's just--just the way she--she looked when they asked her!" +cried Mary, choking. "And then she--she realized it, and tried to turn +it into a cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like--like a +squeal!" + +"I suppose," said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, "that Mary will have an +uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of--" + +Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel +and, leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of her +shoe, twinkling in the firelight. + +"THEY didn't notice anything," she said. "So far as they were concerned, +mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed." + +"Who were 'they'?" asked her father. "Whom did you see?" + +"Only the mother and daughter," Mary answered. "Mrs. Sheridan is dumpy +and rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing--dresses by the +fashion magazines and talks about New York people that have +their pictures in 'em. She tutors the mother, but not very +successfully--partly because her own foundation is too flimsy and partly +because she began too late. They've got an enormous Moor of painted +plaster or something in the hall, and the girl evidently thought it was +to her credit that she selected it!" + +"They have oil-paintings, too," added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of +gentle pride at the Landseers. "I've always thought oil-paintings in a +private house the worst of taste." + +"Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!" said Mr. Vertrees, finishing +the implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. "Go on, +Mary. None of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan +or--" He paused and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately with +the poker. "Or one of the sons?" + +Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter comprehension. +He turned instantly away, but she had begun to laugh again. + +"No," she said, "no one except the women, but mamma inquired about the +sons thoroughly!" + +"Mary!" Mrs. Vertrees protested. + +"Oh, most adroitly, too!" laughed the girl. "Only she couldn't help +unconsciously turning to look at me--when she did it!" + +"Mary Vertrees!" + +"Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM +could help unconsciously turning to look at me--speculatively--at the +same time! They all three kept looking at me and talking about the +oldest son, Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father is +very anxious 'to get Jim to marry and settle down,' and she assured me +that 'Jim is right cultivated.' Another of the sons, the youngest one, +caught me looking in the window this afternoon; but they didn't seem +to consider him quite one of themselves, somehow, though Mrs. Sheridan +mentioned that a couple of years or so ago he had been 'right sick,' +and had been to some cure or other. They seemed relieved to bring the +subject back to 'Jim' and his virtues--and to look at me! The other +brother is the middle one, Roscoe; he's the one that owns the new house +across the street, where that young black-sheep of the Lamhorns, Robert, +goes so often. I saw a short, dark young man standing on the porch with +Robert Lamhorn there the other day, so I suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' +still lurks in the mists, but I shall meet him to-night. Papa--" She +stepped nearer to him so that he had to face her, and his eyes were +troubled as he did. There may have been a trouble deep within her own, +but she kept their surface merry with laughter. "Papa, Bibbs is the +youngest one's name, and Bibbs--to the best of our information--is a +lunatic. Roscoe is married. Papa, does it have to be Jim?" + +"Mary!" Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. "You're outrageous! That's a +perfectly horrible way of talking!" + +"Well, I'm close to twenty-four," said Mary, turning to her. "I haven't +been able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, and maybe I +never shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything I ever wanted in +my life--you and papa gave it all to me--and it's about time I began +to pay back. Unfortunately, I don't know how to do anything--but +something's got to be done." + +"But you needn't talk of it like THAT!" insisted the mother, +plaintively. "It's not--it's not--" + +"No, it's not," said Mary. "I know that!" + +"How did they happen to ask you to dinner?" Mr. Vertrees inquired, +uneasily. "'Stextrawdn'ry thing!" + +"Climbers' hospitality," Mary defined it. "We were so very cordial and +easy! I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as any kind +old woman on a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss Sheridan who +did it. She played around it awhile; you could see she wanted to--she's +in a dreadful hurry to get into things--and I fancied she had an idea it +might impress that Lamhorn boy to find us there to-night. It's a sort of +house-warming dinner, and they talked about it and talked about it--and +then the girl got her courage up and blurted out the invitation. And +mamma--" Here Mary was once more a victim to incorrigible merriment. +"Mamma tried to say yes, and COULDN'T! She swallowed and squealed--I +mean you coughed, dear! And then, papa, she said that you and she had +promised to go to a lecture at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her +daughter would be delighted to come to the Big Show! So there I am, +and there's Mr. Jim Sheridan--and there's the clock. Dinner's at +seven-thirty!" + +And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a gesture +of flying grace as she sped. + +When she came down, at twenty minutes after seven, her father stood in +the hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through +the dark. He looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze +was fond and proud--and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and nodded +gaily, and, when she reached the floor, put a hand on his shoulder. + +"At least no one could suspect me to-night," she said. "I LOOK rich, +don't I, papa?" + +She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called +"regal." A head taller than her father, she was as straight and jauntily +poised as a boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown eyes were +like her mother's, but for the rest she went back to some stronger and +livelier ancestor than either of her parents. + +"Don't I look too rich to be suspected?" she insisted. + +"You look everything beautiful, Mary," he said, huskily. + +"And my dress?" She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a splendor +of white and silver. "Anything better at Nice next winter, do you +think?" She laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the cloak again. +"Two years old, and no one would dream it! I did it over." + +"You can do anything, Mary." + +There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more--a +significance not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if +he suggested something to her and begged her forgiveness in the same +breath. + +And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She lifted +her hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, so that he +should feel the reassurance of its pressure. + +"Don't worry," she said, in a low voice and gravely. "I know exactly +what you want me to do." + + + +CHAPTER VI + +It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because there +was an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long dining-room, +and after a preliminary stiffness the guests were impelled to +converse--necessarily at the tops of their voices. The whole company +of fifty sat at a great oblong table, improvised for the occasion by +carpenters; but, not betraying itself as an improvisation, it seemed +a permanent continent of damask and lace, with shores of crystal and +silver running up to spreading groves of orchids and lilies and +white roses--an inhabited continent, evidently, for there were three +marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the center and one at each end, +white miracles wrought by some inspired craftsman in sculptural icing. +They were models in miniature, and they represented the Sheridan +Building, the Sheridan Apartments, and the Pump Works. Nearly all the +guests recognized them without having to be told what they were, and +pronounced the likenesses superb. + +The arrangement of the table was visibly baronial. At the head sat the +great Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about him; +then on each side came the neighbors of the "old" house, grading down to +vassals and retainers--superintendents, cashiers, heads of departments, +and the like--at the foot, where the Thane's lady took her place as a +consolation for the less important. Here, too, among the thralls and +bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a meek Banquo, wondering how anybody could +look at him and eat. + +Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were +wholesome folk who understood that dinner meant something intended +for introduction into the system by means of an aperture in the face, +devised by nature for that express purpose. And besides, nobody looked +at Bibbs. + +He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong +enough to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting +effort, and the talk that went on about him was too fast and too +fragmentary for his drawl to keep pace with it. So he felt relieved when +each of his neighbors in turn, after a polite inquiry about his health, +turned to seek livelier responses in other directions. For the talk +went on with the eating, incessantly. It rose over the throbbing of the +orchestra and the clatter and clinking of silver and china and glass, +and there was a mighty babble. + +"Yes, sir! Started without a dollar."... "Yellow flounces on the +overskirt--"... "I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger +this year,' I says."... "Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one +weeks."... "One of the biggest men in the biggest--"... "The wife says +she'll have to let out my pants if my appetite--"... "Say, did you see +that statue of a Turk in the hall? One of the finest things I ever--"... +"Not a dollar, not a nickel, not one red cent do you get out o' me,' I +says, and so he ups and--"... "Yes, the baby makes four, they've lost +now."... "Well, they got their raise, and they went in big."... "Yes, +sir! Not a dollar to his name, and look at what--"... "You wait! The +population of this town's goin' to hit the million mark before she +stops."... "Well, if you can show me a bigger deal than--" + +And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the +continual booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the +sentence, "Yes, young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's +just what'll do it for my boys--they got to make two blades o' grass +grow where one grew before!" It was his familiar flourish, an old +story to Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed for the edification of Mary +Vertrees. + +It was a great night for Sheridan--the very crest of his wave. He sat +there knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and his big, +smooth, red face grew more and more radiant with good will and with the +simplest, happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the picture of health, +of good cheer, and of power on a holiday. He had thirty teeth, none +bought, and showed most of them when he laughed; his grizzled hair was +thick, and as unruly as a farm laborer's; his chest was deep and big +beneath its vast facade of starched white linen, where little diamonds +twinkled, circling three large pearls; his hands were stubby and strong, +and he used them freely in gestures of marked picturesqueness; and, +though he had grown fat at chin and waist and wrist, he had not lost the +look of readiness and activity. + +He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries at +every one. His idea was that when people were having a good time they +were noisy; and his own additions to the hubbub increased his pleasure, +and, of course, met the warmest encouragement from his guests. Edith had +discovered that he had very foggy notions of the difference between a +band and an orchestra, and when it was made clear to him he had held out +for a band until Edith threatened tears; but the size of the orchestra +they hired consoled him, and he had now no regrets in the matter. + +He kept time to the music continually--with his feet, or pounding on the +table with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his plate +or a glass, without permitting these side-products to interfere with the +real business of eating and shouting. + +"Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!" he would bellow down the length of +the table to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the +"Toreador" song, perhaps. "Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy +Lee'!" And when the leader would shake his head apologetically in answer +to an obedient shriek from Mrs. Sheridan, the "Toreador" continuing +vehemently, Sheridan would roar half-remembered fragments of "Nancy +Lee," naturally mingling some Bizet with the air of that uxorious +tribute. + +"Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! A sail-er's +wife a sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy +Lee! Oh, Na-hancy Lee!" + +"HAY, there, old lady!" he would bellow. "Tell 'em to play 'In the +Gloaming.' In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee--Well, if they +don't know that, what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? THAT'S +good music! That's the kind o' music I like! Come on, now! Mrs. Callin, +get 'em singin' down in your part o' the table. What's the matter you +folks down there, anyway? Larboard watch, ahoy!" + +"What joy he feels, as--ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board +watch, ahoy!" + +No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' +table had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it than +conviction, it bore none now; though "mineral waters" were copiously +poured from bottles wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, and proved +wholly satisfactory to almost all of the guests. And certainly no wine +could have inspired more turbulent good spirits in the host. Not even +Bibbs was an alloy in this night's happiness, for, as Mrs. Sheridan had +said, he had "plans for Bibbs"--plans which were going to straighten out +some things that had gone wrong. + +So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, +forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, +turning to Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the +table at his right, he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen less +naive than he had paid her that tribute, for she was a girl who inspired +the autobiographical impulse in every man who met her--it needed but the +sight of her. + +The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the +jocund host as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were the +rubicund king and the starry princess of this spectacle--they paid court +to each other, and everybody paid court to them. Down near the +sugar Pump Works, where Bibbs sat, there was audible speculation and +admiration. "Wonder who that lady is--makin' such a hit with the old +man." "Must be some heiress." "Heiress? Golly, I guess I could stand it +to marry rich, then!" + +Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees +with an almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect +Sheridan's pastoral gaieties--and other things--would have upon her, +but she seemed delighted with everything, and with him most of all. +She treated him as if he were some delicious, foolish old joke that +she understood perfectly, laughing at him almost violently when he +bragged--probably his first experience of that kind in his life. It +enchanted him. + +As he proclaimed to the table, she had "a way with her." She had, +indeed, as Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after the +feast began. Since his marriage three years before, no lady had bestowed +upon him so protracted a full view of brilliant eyes; and, with the +look, his lovely neighbor said--and it was her first speech to him-- + +"I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!" + +Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and "Why?" was all he managed to say. + +She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a +mystification equal to his own, by his sister across the table. No one, +reflected Edith, could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl who would +"really flirt" with married men--she was obviously the "opposite of all +that." Edith defined her as a "thoroughbred," a "nice girl"; and the +look given to Roscoe was astounding. Roscoe's wife saw it, too, and +she was another whom it puzzled--though not because its recipient was +married. + +"Because!" said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. "And +also because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull times +ahead for both of us if we don't get along." + +Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been +brought up to believe that when a man married he "married and settled +down." It was "all right," he felt, for a man as old as his father to +pay florid compliments to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but +for himself--"a young married man"--it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't +even be quite moral. He knew that young married people might have +friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl and Lamhorn never +"flirted"--they were always very matter-of-fact with each other. Roscoe +would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she hoped he was +susceptible. + +"Yes--we're neighbors," he said, awkwardly. + +"Next-door neighbors in houses, too," she added. + +"No, not exactly. I live across the street." + +"Why, no!" she exclaimed, and seemed startled. "Your mother told me this +afternoon that you lived at home." + +"Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the +street." + +"But you--" she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came into +her cheek. "But I understood--" + +"No," he said; "my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, +but that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course." + +"I--I see," she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned from +him and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her left the +name, "Mr. James Sheridan, Jr." And from that moment Roscoe had little +enough cause for wondering what he ought to reply to her disturbing +coquetries. + +Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor +to "get through with old Roscoe," as he thought of it, and give a +bachelor a chance. "Old Roscoe" was the younger, but he had always been +the steady wheel-horse of the family. Jim was "steady" enough, but was +considered livelier than Roscoe, which in truth is not saying much for +Jim's liveliness. As their father habitually boasted, both brothers were +"capable, hard-working young business men," and the principal difference +between them was merely that which resulted from Jim's being still a +bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: dark of eyes and of +hair, fresh-colored and thick-set, and though Roscoe was several inches +taller than Jim, neither was of the height, breadth, or depth of the +father. Both wore young business men's mustaches, and either could have +sat for the tailor-shop lithographs of young business men wearing "rich +suitings in dark mixtures." + +Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access of +color, which increased his approbation. "What's that old Roscoe saying +to you, Miss Vertrees?" he asked. "These young married men are mighty +forward nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush." + +"Am I blushing?" she said. "Are you sure?" And with that she gave him +ample opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look wasted +upon Roscoe. "I think you must be mistaken," she continued. "I think +it's your brother who is blushing. I've thrown him into confusion." + +"How?" + +She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone as +confidential as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. "By trying +to begin with him a courtship I meant for YOU!" + +This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it a +nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He realized +that he wished what she said to be the literal truth, and he was +instantly snared by that realization. + +"By George!" he said. "I guess you're the kind of girl that can say +anything--yes, and get away with it, too!" + +She laughed again--in her way, so that he could not tell whether she was +laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; and +she said: "But you see I don't care whether I get away with it or not. +I wish you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a chance to get away +with YOU?" + +"More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!" Jim was inspired +to reply. "Not one in the world, especially after beginning by making +fun of me like that." + +"I mightn't be so much in fun as you think," she said, regarding him +with sudden gravity. + +"Well," said Jim, in simple honesty, "you're a funny girl!" + +Her gravity continued an instant longer. "I may not turn out to be funny +for YOU." + +"So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can +manage to be satisfied." And with that, to his own surprise, it was his +turn to blush, whereupon she laughed again. + +"Yes," he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, "I can see +you're the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man really +means anything!" + +"'Laugh'!" she cried, gaily. "Why, it might be a matter of life and +death! But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, +considering the mistake I made with your brother." + +Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery and +nonsense with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in it; +he was but too sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a +consciousness that he could never quite know this giddy and alluring +lady, no matter how long it pleased her to play with him. But he +mightily wanted her to keep on playing with him. + +"Put what question?" he said, breathlessly. + +"As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family," she returned, +speaking slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, "I think it would +be well for me to know at once whether you are already walking out with +any young lady or not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you spoken for?" + +"Not yet," he gasped. "Are you?" + +"NO!" she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the pastime +proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + +Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from a +lively conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that Miss +Vertrees was "starting rather picturesquely with Jim." And he added, +languidly, "Do you suppose she WOULD?" + +For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed +interested in the clasp of a long "rope" of pearls, a loop of which she +was allowing to swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the table +and following with her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum in the +clasp at the end of the loop. She wore many jewels. She was pretty, +but hers was not the kind of prettiness to be loaded with too sumptuous +accessories, and jeweled head-dresses are dangerous--they may emphasize +the wrongness of the wearer. + +"I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim," +repeated Mr. Lamhorn. + +"I heard you." There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her +eyes, no matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just +now she did not care to cover it; she looked sullen. "Starting any +stronger than you did with Edith?" she inquired. + +"Oh, keep the peace!" he said, crossly. "That's off, of course." + +"You haven't been making her see it this evening--precisely," said +Sibyl, looking at him steadily. "You've talked to her for--" + +"For Heaven's sake," he begged, "keep the peace!" + +"Well, what have you just been doing?" + +"SH!" he said. "Listen to your father-in-law." + +Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra having +begun to play "The Rosary," to his vast content. + +"I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM," he roared, beating the measures +with his fork. "EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM-TUM-DUM--What's +the matter with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? Miss Vertrees, I bet a +thousand dollars YOU sing! Why'n't--" + +"Mr. Sheridan," she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, "you +don't know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my rough ways, +and my soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he was about to say +something important." + +"I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!" the father +threatened, more delighted with her than ever. "By gosh! if I was his +age--or a widower right NOW--" + +"Oh, wait!" cried Mary. "If they'd only make less noise! I want Mrs. +Sheridan to hear." + +"She'd say the same," he shouted. "She'd tell me I was mighty slow if I +couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age--" + +"You must listen to your father," Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, who +had grown red again. "He's going to tell us how, when he was your age, +he made those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup--and you could +see for yourself he didn't get them out of his sleeve!" + +At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. "Look here, young +lady!" he roared. "Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you--or +I'm goin' to kiss you!" + +Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed "too awful," but +Mary Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + +"Both!" she cried. "Both! The one to make me forget the other!" + +"But which--" he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian +trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. +"Jim," he roared, "if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll send +you back to the machine-shop with Bibbs!" + +And Bibbs--down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and +watching Mary Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a rich +little girl in a garden--Bibbs heard. He heard--and he knew what his +father's plans were now. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Mrs. Vertrees "sat up" for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired +after a restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his +Landseers. Mary had taken a key, insisting that he should not come for +her and seeming confident that she would not lack for escort; nor did +the sequel prove her confidence unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees had a +long vigil of it. + +She was not the woman to make herself easy--no servant had ever seen her +in a wrapper--and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what they +had been when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat through +the slow night hours in a stiff little chair under the gaslight in her +own room, which was directly over the "front hall." There, book in hand, +she employed the time in her own reminiscences, though it was her belief +that she was reading Madame de Remusat's. + +Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and the +deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they brought +her--and there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought backward +because she did not dare think forward definitely. What thinking forward +this troubled couple ventured took the form of a slender hope which +neither of them could have borne to hear put in words, and yet they +had talked it over, day after day, from the very hour when they heard +Sheridan was to build his New House next door. For--so quickly does +any ideal of human behavior become an antique--their youth was of the +innocent old days, so dead! of "breeding" and "gentility," and no craft +had been more straitly trained upon them than that of talking about +things without mentioning them. Herein was marked the most vital +difference between Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees and their big new neighbor. +Sheridan, though his youth was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such +matters. He had been chopping wood for the morning fire in the country +grocery while they were still dancing. + +It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the delicate +clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening of the door, +Mary's laugh, and "Yes--if you aren't afraid--to-morrow!" + +The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath +of cold and bracing air into her mother's room. "Yes," she said, before +Mrs. Vertrees could speak, "he brought me home!" + +She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet +rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light +pat upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + +"Mamma!" Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that +she had enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. "Why don't you ask +me?" + +This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. "I don't--" she +faltered. "Ask you what, Mary?" + +"How I got along and what he's like." + +"Mary!" + +"Oh, it isn't distressing!" said Mary. "And I got along so fast--" She +broke off to laugh; continuing then, "But that's the way I went at it, +of course. We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?" + +"I don't know what you mean," Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her head +plaintively. + +"Yes," said Mary, "I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow +afternoon, and to the theater the next night--but I stopped it there. +You see, after you give the first push, you must leave it to them while +YOU pretend to run away!" + +"My dear, I don't know what to--" + +"What to make of anything!" Mary finished for her. "So that's all +right! Now I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening and +tee-total. We could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at figures, +but I calculated that if we lived six months on poor old Charlie and Ned +and the station-wagon and the Victoria, we could manage at least twice +as long on the cost of the 'house-warming.' I think the orchids alone +would have lasted us a couple of months. There they were, before me, but +I couldn't steal 'em and sell 'em, and so--well, so I did what I could!" + +She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. "It +seemed to be a success--what I could," she said, clasping her hands +behind her neck and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic +accompaniment to her narrative. "The girl Edith and her sister-in-law, +Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were too anxious about the effect of things on me. +The father's worth a bushel of both of them, if they knew it. He's +what he is. I like him." She paused reflectively, continuing, "Edith's +'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's good-looking and not stupid, but +I think he's--" She interrupted herself with a cheery outcry: "Oh! I +mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make Edith like him, I +ought to respect him as a colleague." + +"I don't understand a thing you're talking about," Mrs. Vertrees +complained. + +"All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's +always known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that +know. He sat between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like those +people you wondered about at the theater, the last time we went--dressed +in ball-gowns; bound to show their clothes and jewels SOMEwhere! She +flatters the father, and so did I, for that matter--but not that way. I +treated him outrageously!" + +"Mary!" + +"That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment of +us follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide on the +Palatine. He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' of 'em +listened as if they thought he intended to make them a present of the +house. What he was proudest of was the plumbing and that Bay of Naples +panorama in the hall. He made us look at all the plumbing--bath-rooms +and everywhere else--and then he made us look at the Bay of Naples. He +said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but I think it's more. And +he led us all into the ready-made library to see a poem Edith had taken +a prize with at school. They'd had it printed in gold letters and framed +in mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself was rather simple and wistful +and nice--he read it to us, though Edith tried to stop him. She was +modest about it, and said she'd never written anything else. And then, +after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan asked me to come across the street +to her house with them--her husband and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim +Sheridan--" + +Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. "'Jim'!" she exclaimed. "Mary, PLEASE--" + +"Of course," said Mary. "I'll make it as easy for you as I can, +mamma. Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. Roscoe +explained that 'the men were all dying for a drink,' though I noticed +that Mr. Lamhorn was the only one near death's door on that account. +Edith and Mrs. Roscoe said they knew I'd been bored at the dinner. They +were objectionably apologetic about it, and they seemed to think NOW we +were going to have a 'good time' to make up for it. But I hadn't been +bored at the dinner, I'd been amused; and the 'good time' at Mrs. +Roscoe's was horribly, horribly stupid." + +"But, Mary," her mother began, "is--is--" And she seemed unable to +complete the question. + +"Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, stupid? +I'm sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise--Oh, what +right have I to be calling people 'stupid' because they're not exactly +my kind? On the big dinner-table they had enormous icing models of the +Sheridan Building--" + +"Oh, no!" Mrs. Vertrees cried. "Surely not!" + +"Yes, and two other things of that kind--I don't know what. But, after +all, I wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner at a palace +in Italy, and a relief or inscription on one of the old silver pieces +had referred to some great deed or achievement of the family, I +shouldn't have felt superior; I'd have thought it picturesque and +stately--I'd have been impressed. And what's the real difference? The +icing is temporary, and that's much more modest, isn't it? And why is +it vulgar to feel important more on account of something you've done +yourself than because of something one of your ancestors did? Besides, +if we go back a few generations, we've all got such hundreds of +ancestors it seems idiotic to go picking out one or two to be proud of +ourselves about. Well, then, mamma, I managed not to feel superior to +Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, because he didn't see anything out of place +in the Sheridan Building in sugar." + +Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the +conclusion of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head +gravely. "My dear, dear child," she said, "it seems to me--It looks--I'm +afraid--" + +"Say as much of it as you can, mamma," said Mary, encouragingly. "I can +get it, if you'll just give me one key-word." + +"Everything you say," Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, "seems to have the +air of--it is as if you were seeking to--to make yourself--" + +"Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself to like +him." + +"Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant," said Mrs. Vertrees, +speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. "But you said +that--that you found the latter part of the evening at young Mrs. +Sheridan's unentertaining--" + +"And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than at +dinner, and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you think I--" +And then it was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + +Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter +understood, Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + +"Well," she asked, gravely, "is there anything else I can do? You and +papa don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, as this is +the only thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to let it distress +me. That's all there is about it, isn't it?" + +"But nothing MUST distress you!" the mother cried. + +"That's what I say!" said Mary, cheerfully. "And so it doesn't. It's all +right." She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to go to her own +room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood leaning against +the foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at her feet. +"Mother, you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't really matter +whom a girl marries." + +"No, no!" Mrs. Vertrees protested. "I never said such a--" + +"No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that +marriage really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To get +right down to it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't she? +One man as well as another?" + +"Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I--" + +"Yes, yes," said Mary, indulgently. "I don't mean you and papa. But +isn't it propinquity that makes marriages? So many people say so, there +must be something in it." + +"Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that." And Mrs. Vertrees +lifted pleading eyes to her daughter--eyes that begged to be spared. "It +sounds--almost reckless!" + +Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. "Never fret, +dear! I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do--I've always been +too thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity that does our +choosing for us, well, at least no girl in the world could ask for more +than THAT! How could there be any more propinquity than the very house +next door?" + +She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the door +this time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. "Oh, +the one that caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest one--" + +"Did he speak of it?" Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + +"No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't meet him. +But he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long intervals when +he's not. Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived at home when he was +'well enough'; and it may be he's only an invalid. He looks dreadfully +ill, but he has pleasant eyes, and it struck me that if--if one were +in the Sheridan family"--she laughed a little ruefully--"he might be +interesting to talk to sometimes, when there was too much stocks and +bonds. I didn't see him after dinner." + +"There must be something wrong with him," said Mrs. Vertrees. "They'd +have introduced him if there wasn't." + +"I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much--sometimes people +like that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father spoke of +sending him back to a machine-shop of some sort; I suppose he meant +when the poor thing gets better. I glanced at him just then, when Mr. +Sheridan mentioned him, and he happened to be looking straight at me; +and he was pathetic-looking enough before that, but the most tragic +change came over him. He seemed just to die, right there at the table!" + +"You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?" + +"Yes." + +"Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling." + +"No," said Mary, thoughtfully, "I don't think he is; but he might be +uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he +once sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor boy +just then! I'm afraid I'll keep remembering--" + +"I wouldn't." Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there +was the remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. "I'd keep my mind on +pleasanter things, Mary." + +Mary laughed and nodded. "Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, and +probably, if all were known, too good--even for me!" + +And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden +were off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +Edith, glancing casually into the "ready-made" library, stopped +abruptly, seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the +pearl-framed and golden-lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. He read +it: + + FUGITIVE + + I will forget the things that sting: + The lashing look, the barbed word. + I know the very hands that fling + The stones at me had never stirred + To anger but for their own scars. + They've suffered so, that's why they strike. + I'll keep my heart among the stars + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like + These wounded ones I must not be, + For, wounded, I might strike in turn! + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. + +"Bibbs!" Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly as she +came into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more powerful +than that warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the lapel of her +coat. + +Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed +by the poem. "Pretty young, isn't it?" he said. "There must have been +something about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't believe +the poem did it." + +She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a +low voice: "I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at all, +Bibbs. I'd like a chance to forget the whole silly business. I didn't +want them to frame it, and I wish to goodness papa'd quit talking about +it; but here, that night, after the dinner, didn't he go and read it +aloud to the whole crowd of 'em! And then they all wanted to know what +other poems I'd written and why I didn't keep it up and write some more, +and if I didn't, why didn't I, and why this and why that, till I thought +I'd die of shame!" + +"You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp," Bibbs suggested. + +"I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every +time anybody speaks of the thing." + +Bibbs looked grieved. "The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you were +only seventeen when you wrote it." + +"Oh, hush up!" she snapped. "I wish it had burnt my fingers the first +time I touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it where +it was. I had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed--" + +"No, no," he said, comfortingly. "It was the very most flattering thing +ever happened to me. It was almost my last flight before I went to the +machine-shop, and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it enough to--" + +"But I DON'T like it!" she exclaimed. "I don't even understand it--and +papa made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate it! The +truth is I never dreamed it'd get the prize." + +"Maybe they expected father to endow the school," Bibbs murmured. + +"Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a LINE! +I hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me about how +I 'keep my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such a mushy kind of +thing, the way he says it. I hate it!" + +"You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under another +name you might find--" + +"Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first +chance I get." She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. "I'd like +to think I could hope to hear the last of it before I die!" + +"Edith!" he called, as she went into the hall. + +"What's the matter?" + +"I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got used +to me?" + +"What on earth do you mean?" she said, coming back as far as the +threshold. + +"When I first came you couldn't look at me," Bibbs explained, in his +impersonal way. "But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered if +I'd--" + +"It's because you look so much better," she told him, cheerfully. "This +month you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the change." + +"Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium--the change." + +"You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw," said Edith, with supreme +candor. "But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a corpse in my +life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly sick, so you +mustn't judge by me. I only know you do look better, I'm glad to say. +But you're right about my not being able to look at you at first. You +had a kind of whiteness that--Well, you're almost as thin, I suppose, +but you've got more just ordinarily pale; not that ghastly look. Anybody +could look at you now, Bibbs, and no--not get--" + +"Sick?" + +"Well--almost that!" she laughed. "And you're getting a better color +every day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly." + +"I--I'm afraid so," he said, ruefully. + +"'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean +father might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. +I heard him say something about it the night of the--" The jingle of +a distant bell interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. "Bobby +Lamhorn! I'm going to motor him out to look at a place in the country. +Afternoon, Bibbs!" + +When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, +his eye wandering among the titles of the books. The library consisted +almost entirely of handsome "uniform editions": Irving, Poe, Cooper, +Goldsmith, Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, Hume, Gibbon, +Prescott, Thackeray, Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, Gautier, Flaubert, +Goethe, Schiller, Dante, and Tasso. There were shelves and shelves +of encyclopedias, of anthologies, of "famous classics," of "Oriental +masterpieces," of "masterpieces of oratory," and more shelves of +"selected libraries" of "literature," of "the drama," and of "modern +science." They made an effective decoration for the room, all these +big, expensive books, with a glossy binding here and there twinkling a +reflection of the flames that crackled in the splendid Gothic fireplace; +but Bibbs had an impression that the bookseller who selected them +considered them a relief, and that white-jacket considered them a +burden of dust, and that nobody else considered them at all. Himself, he +disturbed not one. + +There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, +and white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. +"Awready, Mist' Bibbs," he announced. "You' ma say wrap up wawm f' you' +ride, an' she cain' go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see you' pa at +fo' 'clock. Aw ready, suh." + +He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; and in +the manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. In the +hall they passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while white-jacket +opened the door with a flourish and waved condescendingly to the +chauffeur in the car which stood waiting in the driveway. + +"It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when I +first came home, George," said Bibbs, thoughtfully. "What did you tell +me?" + +"Yessuh!" George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some unknown +reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the Moor. "You +ast me when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, an' mighty +near ev'y day all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you ast me +twicet." He shook his head solemnly. "Look to me mus' be somep'm might +lamiDAL 'bout 'at statue!" + +"Mighty what?" + +"Mighty lamiDAL!" George, burst out laughing. "What DO 'at word mean, +Mist' Bibbs?" + +"It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?" + +"I nev' DID hear it!" said George. "I uz dess sittin' thinkum to myse'f +an' she pop in my head--'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she soun' so good, +seem like she GOTTA mean somep'm!" + +"Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes--" + +"Do she?" cried George. "WHAT she mean?" + +"It's exactly the word for the statue," said Bibbs, with conviction, as +he climbed into the car. "It's a lamiDAL statue." + +"Hiyi!" George exulted. "Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty lamiDAL +statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!" + +"I expect she is!" said Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a moment later he was swept from sight. + +George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently in +the hallway. "Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson--'I expec' she is!' +Ev'y day he try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' aw-ways, +las' thing HE say, 'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' Jackson, if he git +well, 'at young man go' be pride o' the family, Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, +right now I pick 'im fo' firs' money!" + +"Look out with all 'at money, George!" Jackson warned the enthusiast. +"White folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer'n you. You the on'y man +bettin' on 'im!" + +"I risk it!" cried George, merrily. "I put her all on now--ev'y cent! +'At boy's go' be flower o' the flock!" + +This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for +the meaning of "lamiDAL," differed radically from another prediction +concerning Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some +twenty minutes later. + +Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees +beside him, in his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon +the highroad. The two cars were going in opposite directions, and the +occupants of Jim's had only a swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting alone on +the back seat--his white face startlingly white against cap and collar +of black fur--but he flashed into recognition as Mary bowed to him. + +Jim waved his left hand carelessly. "It's Bibbs, taking his +constitutional," he explained. + +"Yes, I know," said Mary. "I bowed to him, too, though I've never met +him. In fact, I've only seen him once--no, twice. I hope he won't think +I'm very bold, bowing to him." + +"I doubt if he noticed it," said honest Jim. + +"Oh, no!" she cried. + +"What's the trouble?" + +"I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them." + +"Oh, I see!" said Jim. "Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs is +funny." + +"Is he? How?" she asked. "He strikes me as anything but funny." + +"Well, I'm his brother," Jim said, deprecatingly, "but I don't know what +he's like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like I WAS +his brother, the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more than half +alive to me. Of course Roscoe and I are older, and when we were boys we +were too big to play with him, but he never played anyway, with boys his +own age. He'd rather just sit in the house and mope around by himself. +Nobody could ever get him to DO anything; you can't get him to do +anything now. He never had any LIFE in him; and honestly, if he is my +brother, I must say I believe Bibbs Sheridan is the laziest man God ever +made! Father put him in the machine-shop over at the Pump Works--best +thing in the world for him--and he was just plain no account. It made +him sick! If he'd had the right kind of energy--the kind father's got, +for instance, or Roscoe, either--why, it wouldn't have made him sick. +And suppose it was either of them--yes, or me, either--do you think any +of us would have stopped if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, +but Bibbs Sheridan'll never amount to anything as long as he lives." + +Mary looked thoughtful. "Is there any particular reason why he should?" +she asked. + +"Good gracious!" he exclaimed. "You don't mean that, do you? Don't you +believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how much +money his father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got to be +carried on by everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on what we've +got and see other fellows get ahead of us? If we've got big things +already, isn't it every man's business to go ahead and make 'em bigger? +Isn't it his duty? Don't we always want to get bigger and bigger?" + +"Ye-es--I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. He +looked so lonely--and sick." + +"He's gettin' better every day," Jim said. "Dr. Gurney says so. There's +nothing much the matter with him, really--it's nine-tenths imaginary. +'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have nervous +diseases, because they don't have time to imagine 'em." + +"You mean his trouble is really mental?" + +"Oh, he's not a lunatic," said Jim. "He's just queer. Sometimes he'll +say something right bright, but half the time what he says is 'way off +the subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. For instance, +the other day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies in the hall. The +darky asked him what time he wanted the car for his drive, and anybody +else in the world would have just said what time they DID want it, and +that would have been all there was to it; but here's what Bibbs says, +and I heard him with my own ears. 'What time do I want the car?' he +says. 'Well, now, that depends--that depends,' he says. He talks slow +like that, you know. 'I'll tell you what time I want the car, George,' +he says, 'if you'll tell ME what you think of this statue!' That's +exactly his words! Asked the darky what he thought of that Arab Edith +and mother bought for the hall!" + +Mary pondered upon this. "He might have been in fun, perhaps," she +suggested. + +"Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary--of a work +of art! Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just +kind-hearted--and that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course--" + +"Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!" she laughed. + +"See here!" he cried. "Isn't there any way for us to get over this +Mister and Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've managed +to be with you a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and I think you +know how I feel by this time--" + +She looked panic-stricken immediately. "Oh, no," she protested, quickly. +"No, I don't, and--" + +"Yes, you do," he said, and his voice shook a little. "You couldn't help +knowing." + +"But I do!" she denied, hurriedly. "I do help knowing. I mean--Oh, +wait!" + +"What for? You do know how I feel, and you--well, you've certainly +WANTED me to feel that way--or else pretended--" + +"Now, now!" she lamented. "You're spoiling such a cheerful afternoon!" + +"'Spoilin' it!'" He slowed down the car and turned his face to her +squarely. "See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you--" + +"Stop! Stop the car a minute." And when he had complied she faced him as +squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. "Listen. I don't want +you to go on, to-day." + +"Why not?" he asked, sharply. + +"I don't know." + +"You mean it's just a whim?" + +"I don't know," she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and honest, +and she kept her clear eyes upon his. + +"Will you tell me something?" + +"Almost anything." + +"Have you ever told any man you loved him?" + +And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. "No," +she said. "And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that--or ever +know what it means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan." + +"Then you--you've just been flirting with me!" Poor Jim looked both +furious and crestfallen. + +"Not one bit!" she cried. "Not one word! Not one syllable! I've meant +every single thing!" + +"I don't--" + +"Of course you don't!" she said. "Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to start +the car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have to say. I +have not flirted with you. I have deliberately courted you. One thing +more, and then I want you to take me straight home, talking about the +weather all the way. I said that I do not believe I shall ever 'care' +for any man, and that is true. I doubt the existence of the kind of +'caring' we hear about in poems and plays and novels. I think it must be +just a kind of emotional TALK--most of it. At all events, I don't feel +it. Now, we can go faster, please." + +"Just where does that let me out?" he demanded. "How does that excuse +you for--" + +"It isn't an excuse," she said, gently, and gave him one final look, +wholly desolate. "I haven't said I should never marry." + +"What?" Jim gasped. + +She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, +unfathomably sorrowful. + +"I promise nothing," she said, faintly. + +"You needn't!" shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. "You needn't! By +George! I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and promise +whenever you're ready!" + +"Don't forget what I asked," she begged him. + +"Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!" cried the +happy Jim. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields +and sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean +air beneath a glorious sky--that sky so despised in the city, and so +maltreated there, that from early October to mid-May it was impossible +for men to remember that blue is the rightful color overhead. + +Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost +resembling a pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its phantom. +How largely this apparition may have been the work of the wind upon his +face it is difficult to calculate, for beyond a doubt it was partly the +result of a lady's bowing to him upon no more formal introduction than +the circumstance of his having caught her looking into his window a +month before. She had bowed definitely; she had bowed charmingly. And it +seemed to Bibbs that she must have meant to convey her forgiveness. + +There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to +his experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the +impression that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: her +veil tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind--and that +look of gay friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose in carnival. + +By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then backed +and tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the south and the +smoke. Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon the horizon, +that nest of cloud in which the city strove and panted like an engine +shrouded in its own steam. But to Bibbs, who had now to go to the very +heart of it, for a commanded interview with his father, the distant +cloud was like an implacable genius issuing thunderously in smoke from +his enchanted bottle, and irresistibly drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + +They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of +November late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; and +here the sky shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to gray; +the smoke did not visibly permeate the air, but it was there, +nevertheless--impalpable, thin, no more than the dust of smoke. And +then, as the car drove on, the chimneys and stacks of factories came +swimming up into view like miles of steamers advancing abreast, every +funnel with its vast plume, savage and black, sweeping to the horizon, +dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation over league on league already +rich and vile with grime. + +The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; and a roar +and clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. And now the car +passed two great blocks of long brick buildings, hideous in all ways +possible to make them hideous; doorways showing dark one moment and +lurid the next with the leap of some virulent interior flame, revealing +blackened giants, half naked, in passionate action, struggling with +formless things in the hot illumination. And big as these shops were, +they were growing bigger, spreading over a third block, where two new +structures were mushrooming to completion in some hasty cement process +of a stability not over-reassuring. Bibbs pulled the rug closer about +him, and not even the phantom of color was left upon his cheeks as he +passed this place, for he knew it too well. Across the face of one of +the buildings there was an enormous sign: "Sheridan Automatic Pump Co., +Inc." + +Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and +adding their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden houses +of a thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on narrow lots +and nudging one another crossly, shutting out the stingy sunlight from +one another; bad neighbors who would destroy one another root and branch +some night when the right wind blew. They were only waiting for that +wind and a cigarette, and then they would all be gone together--a pinch +of incense burned upon the tripod of the god. + +Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there +a forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some people +said it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some were sure +that asphalt and "improving" the streets did it; but Bigness was in +too Big a hurry to bother much about trees. He had telegraph-poles +and telephone-poles and electric-light-poles and trolley-poles by the +thousand to take their places. So he let the trees die and put up his +poles. They were hideous, but nobody minded that; and sometimes the +wires fell and killed people--but not often enough to matter at all. + +Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the +town where the few solid old houses not already demolished were in +transition: some, with their fronts torn away, were being made into +segments of apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into +trade, brazenly putting forth "show-windows" on their first floors, +seeming to mean it for a joke; one or two with unaltered facades peeped +humorously over the tops of temporary office buildings of one story +erected in the old front yards. Altogether, the town here was like a +boarding-house hash the Sunday after Thanksgiving; the old ingredients +were discernible. + +This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs reached +the roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at every crossing +while the dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms of dust, hurried +before it. Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, loomed hundreds of +feet above him; newer ones, more magnificent, were rising beside them, +rising higher; old buildings were coming down; middle-aged buildings +were coming down; the streets were laid open to their entrails and men +worked underground between palisades, and overhead in metal cobwebs +like spiders in the sky. Trolley-cars and long interurban cars, built to +split the wind like torpedo-boats, clanged and shrieked their way +round swarming corners; motor-cars of every kind and shape known to +man babbled frightful warnings and frantic demands; hospital ambulances +clamored wildly for passage; steam-whistles signaled the swinging of +titanic tentacle and claw; riveters rattled like machine-guns; the +ground shook to the thunder of gigantic trucks; and the conglomerate +sound of it all was the sound of earthquake playing accompaniments for +battle and sudden death. On one of the new steel buildings no work +was being done that afternoon. The building had killed a man in the +morning--and the steel-workers always stop for the day when that +"happens." + +And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the +brobdingnagian camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers and +the pagan women--there would be work to-day and dancing to-night. For +the Puritan's dry voice is but the crackling of a leaf underfoot in the +rush and roar of the coming of the new Egypt. + +Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be "to the minute" or his father +would consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's +office marked four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally with +his entrance five people who had been at work in the office, under +Sheridan's direction, walked out. They departed upon no visible or +audible suggestion, and with a promptness that seemed ominous to +the new-comer. As the massive door clicked softly behind the elderly +stenographer, the last of the procession, Bibbs had a feeling that +they all understood that he was a failure as a great man's son, a +disappointment, the "queer one" of the family, and that he had been +summoned to judgment--a well-founded impression, for that was exactly +what they understood. + +"Sit down," said Sheridan. + +It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried +fathers to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + +Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of +silence, then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, his +big hands, loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. They +were soiled, as were all other hands down-town, except such as might be +still damp from a basin. + +"Well, Bibbs," he said at last, not altering his attitude, "do you know +what I'm goin' to do with you?" + +Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon +the ceiling. "I heard you tell Jim," he began, in his slow way. "You +said you'd send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose to +Miss Vertrees. So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But--" + +"But what?" said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + +"Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?" + +That brought his father sharply round to face him. "You beat the devil! +Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like anybody else?" + +"Liver, maybe," said Bibbs, gently. + +"Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you +organically. No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, +and that's ALL the matter. Oh, not one o' these BIG dreamers that put +through the big deals! No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that just +sets out on the back fence and thinks about how much trouble there must +be in the world! That ain't the kind that builds the bridges, Bibbs; +it's the kind that borrows fifteen cents from his wife's uncle's +brother-in-law to get ten cent's worth o' plug tobacco and a nickel's +worth o' quinine!" + +He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned +again to the window. + +"Look out there!" he bade his son. "Look out o' that window! Look at the +life and energy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood would +tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things young +men are doin' in this town!" He swung about, coming to the mahogany desk +in the middle of the room. "Look at what I was doin' at your age! Look +at what your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! Yes, and look +at Jim! I made Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty Company last +New-Year's, with charge of every inch o' ground and every brick and +every shingle and stick o' wood we own; and it's an example to any young +man--or ole man, either--the way he took ahold of it. Last July we found +out we wanted two more big warehouses at the Pump Works--wanted 'em +quick. Contractors said it couldn't be done; said nine or ten months +at the soonest; couldn't see it any other way. What'd Jim do? Took the +contract himself; found a fellow with a new cement and concrete process; +kept men on the job night and day, and stayed on it night and day +himself--and, by George! we begin to USE them warehouses next week! Four +months and a half, and every inch fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' +these fellers that make miracles happen! Now, I don't say every young +man can be like Jim, because there's mighty few got his ability, but +every young man can go in and do his share. This town is God's own +country, and there's opportunity for anybody with a pound of energy and +an ounce o' gumption. I tell you these young business men I watch just +do my heart good! THEY don't set around on the back fence--no, sir! They +take enough exercise to keep their health; and they go to a baseball +game once or twice a week in summer, maybe, and they're raisin' nice +families, with sons to take their places sometime and carry on the +work--because the work's got to go ON! They're puttin' their life-blood +into it, I tell you, and that's why we're gettin' bigger every minute, +and why THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why it's all goin' to keep ON +gettin' bigger!" + +He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, observing +that Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with his eyes still +fixed upon the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat plaintive, Sheridan +was impelled to groan. "Oh, Lord!" he said. "This is the way you always +were. I don't believe you understood a darn word I been sayin'! You +don't LOOK as if you did. By George! it's discouraging!" + +"I don't understand about getting--about getting bigger," said Bibbs, +bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. "I don't see +just why--" + +"WHAT?" Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and +staring across it incredulously at his son. + +"I don't understand--exactly--what you want it all bigger for?" + +"Great God!" shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his +clenched fist. "A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the +poorest day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question--" + +"I did once," Bibbs interrupted; "when I was in the machine-shop. I--" + +"Wha'd he say?" + +"He said, 'Oh, hell!'" answered Bibbs, mildly. + +"Yes, I reckon he would!" Sheridan swung away from the desk. "I reckon +he certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right now, +myself!" + +"It's the same answer, then?" Bibbs's voice was serious, almost +tremulous. + +"Damnation!" Sheridan roared. "Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, +you ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear the +word PROGRESS?" + +He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest surging, +his throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. "Now then," he said, +huskily, when the anguish had somewhat abated, "what do you want to do?" + +"Sir?" + +"What do you WANT to do, I said." + +Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. "What--what do--I--what--" + +"If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you +do?" + +Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him--a profound +shyness. He bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe of his +shoe, which he moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit called to +the desk in school. + +"What would you do? Loaf?" + +"No, sir." Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound it +made was unquestionably a guilty sound. "I suppose I'd--I'd--" + +"Well?" + +"I suppose I'd try to--to write." + +"Write what?" + +"Nothing important--just poems and essays, perhaps." + +"That all?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I see," said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was +putting upon himself. "That is, you want to write, but you don't want to +write anything of any account." + +"You think--" + +Sheridan got up again. "I take my hat off to the man that can write +a good ad," he said, emphatically. "The best writin' talent in this +country is right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine for +good writin'--look on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money for +that kind o' writin'. Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! I've tried +it, and I can't do it. I tell you an ad's got to be written so it makes +people do the hardest thing in this world to GET 'em to do: it's got to +make 'em give up their MONEY! You talk about 'poems and essays.' I tell +you when it comes to the actual skill o' puttin' words together so as to +make things HAPPEN, R. T. Bloss, right here in this city, knows more in +a minute than George Waldo Emerson ever knew in his whole life!" + +"You--you may be--" Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word smothered in +a cough. + +"Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take up +with the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and essays'! +My Lord, Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a newspaper +without havin' to see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper on 'Jane +Eyre,' or 'East Lynne,' at the God-Knows-What Club. And 'poetry'! Why, +look at Edith! I expect that poem o' hers would set a pretty high-water +mark for you, young man, and it's the only one she's ever managed to +write in her whole LIFE! When I wanted her to go on and write some more +she said it took too much time. Said it took months and months. And +Edith's a smart girl; she's got more energy in her little finger than +you ever give me a chance to see in your whole body, Bibbs. Now look +at the facts: say she could turn out four or five poems a year and you +could turn out maybe two. That medal she got was worth about fifteen +dollars, so there's your income--thirty dollars a year! That's a fine +success to make of your life! I'm not sayin' a word against poetry. I +wouldn't take ten thousand dollars right now for that poem of Edith's; +and poetry's all right enough in its place--but you leave it to the +girls. A man's got to do a man's work in this world!" + +He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, tapped +Bibbs confidentially on the knee. "This city's got the greatest future +in America, and if my sons behave right by me and by themselves they're +goin' to have a mighty fair share of it--a mighty fair share. I love +this town. It's God's own footstool, and it's made money for me every +day right along, I don't know how many years. I love it like I do my own +business, and I'd fight for it as quick as I'd fight for my own family. +It's a beautiful town. Look at our wholesale district; look at any +district you want to; look at the park system we're puttin' through, +and the boulevards and the public statuary. And she grows. God! how she +grows!" He had become intensely grave; he spoke with solemnity. "Now, +Bibbs, I can't take any of it--nor any gold or silver nor buildings nor +bonds--away with me in my shroud when I have to go. But I want to leave +my share in it to my boys. I've worked for it; I've been a builder and +a maker; and two blades of grass have grown where one grew before, +whenever I laid my hand on the ground and willed 'em to grow. I've built +big, and I want the buildin' to go on. And when my last hour comes I +want to know that my boys are ready to take charge; that they're fit +to take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, when that hour comes I want +to know that my boys are big men, ready and fit to take hold of big things. +Bibbs, when I'm up above I want to know that the big share I've made +mine, here below, is growin' bigger and bigger in the charge of my +boys." + +He leaned back, deeply moved. "There!" he said, huskily. "I've never +spoken more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want you +to understand--and not think me a mean father. I never had to talk that +way to Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, Bibbs." + +"I see," said Bibbs. "At least I think I do. But--" + +"Wait a minute!" Sheridan raised his hand. "If you see the least bit +in the world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son set +here and talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. And you +must understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys and have +him come back on me the way you did, and have to be sent to a sanitarium +because he couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right down to it, Bibbs. +I've had a whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney about you, one time +another, and I reckon I understand your case just about as well as he +does, anyway! Now here, I'll be frank with you. I started you in harder +than what I did the other boys, and that was for your own good, because +I saw you needed to be shook up more'n they did. You were always kind of +moody and mopish--and you needed work that'd keep you on the jump. Now, +why did it make you sick instead of brace you up and make a man of you +the way it ought of done? I pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look +here, ain't it really because he just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, +'that's it. If he'd enjoyed it, it wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, +and that affects his nervous system. The more he tries it, the more he +hates it; and the more he hates it, the more injury it does him.' That +ain't quite his words, but it's what he meant. And that's about the way +it is." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, "that's about the way it is." + +"Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but to +make you like it!" + +Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost +ghostly. "I can't," he said, in a low voice. "I can't." + +"Can't go back to the shop?" + +"No. Can't like it. I can't." + +Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had reasoned +exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than a father +should, only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and mysterious +stubbornness which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic from +childhood. "By George, you will!" he cried. "You'll go back there and +you'll like it! Gurney says it won't hurt you if you like it, and he +says it'll kill you if you go back and hate it; so it looks as if it +was about up to you not to hate it. Well, Gurney's a fool! Hatin' work +doesn't kill anybody; and this isn't goin' to kill you, whether you hate +it or not. I've never made a mistake in a serious matter in my life, +and it wasn't a mistake my sendin' you there in the first place. And +I'm goin' to prove it--I'm goin' to send you back there and vindicate my +judgment. Gurney says it's all 'mental attitude.' Well, you're goin' +to learn the right one! He says in a couple more months this fool thing +that's been the matter with you'll be disappeared completely and you'll +be back in as good or better condition than you were before you ever +went into the shop. And right then is when you begin over--right in that +same shop! Nobody can call me a hard man or a mean father. I do the best +I can for my chuldern, and I take full responsibility for bringin' my +sons up to be men. Now, so far, I've failed with you. But I'm not goin' +to keep ON failin'. I never tackled a job YET I didn't put through, and +I'm not goin' to begin with my own son. I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. +By God! I am!" + +Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. "You say you +give me a couple of months?" he said. + +Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. "Gurney said two months more +would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get yourself +in the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are up! Good-by!" + +"Good-by, sir," said Bibbs, meekly. + + + +CHAPTER X + +Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the "lamidal" +George had shown him upon his return, still bore the appearance of +temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no clear conception +of himself as a permanent incumbent. However, he had set upon the +mantelpiece the two photographs that he owned: one, a "group" twenty +years old--his father and mother, with Jim and Roscoe as boys--and the +other a "cabinet" of Edith at sixteen. And upon a table were the books +he had taken from his trunk: Sartor Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, +Huckleberry Finn, and Afterwhiles. There were some other books in the +trunk--a large one, which remained unremoved at the foot of the bed, +adding to the general impression of transiency. It contained nearly all +the possessions as well as the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs +sat beside it, the day after his interview with his father, raking over +a small collection of manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he +glanced through dubiously, finding little comfort in them; but one made +him smile. Then he shook his head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to +read it. It was written on paper stamped "Hood Sanitarium," and bore the +title, "Leisure." + + A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if + he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful + quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to + recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession + adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would + choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on + Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way + of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward + purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of + life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he + must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must + be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and + so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the + screaming of the whistles. Peace-- + +Having read so far as the word "peace," Bibbs suffered an interruption +interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the +hall just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's quarrel +was in progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's room, and +continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + +"Yes, you BETTER go home!" Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, shrilly. +"You better go home and keep your mind a little more on your HUSBAND!" + +"Edie, Edie!" he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + +"You see here!" This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and +tremulous. "Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell Mother +Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan if she +thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good." + +"Yes, you did!" And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. "Yes, you +did! YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want to break it +up between Bobby Lamhorn and me because--" + +"Edie, Edie! Now, now!" + +"Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new friends +tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come here, what +about his not going to HER house. How--" + +"I've explained that to Mother Sheridan." Sibyl's voice indicated that +she was descending the stairs. "Married people are not the same. Some +things that should be shielded from a young girl--" + +This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. "'Shielded from +a young girl'!" she shrilled. "You seem pretty willing to be the shield! +You look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield you are!" + +Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts at +pacification were renewed. "Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for your good, +and you'd oughtn't to--" + +"Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa--" + +"Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe--" + +"You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!" the girl cried, passionately. + +"Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll--" + +"No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!" And Edith, +flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, swung +round it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw herself, +face down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she had no +perception of Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and sobbing in a +passion of tears, she beat the coverlet and pillows with her clenched +fists. "Sneak!" she babbled aloud. "Sneak! Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!" + +Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly toward +the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; but some +sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, facing him. + +"Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago." + +"Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry--" + +"Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?" + +"Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm going +out." + +"No; don't go." She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a sob, +and repeated her request. "Don't go. I don't mind you; you're quiet, +anyhow. Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't mind you at +all, but I wish you'd sit down." + +"All right." And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. "Go ahead +and cry all you want, Edith," he said. "No harm in that!" + +"Sibyl told mamma--OH!" she began, choking. "Mary Vertrees had mamma and +Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had some +women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just laid +herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after 'em +ever since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby Lamhorn +is so bad that, even though they like his family, none of the nice +people in town would let him in their houses. In the first place, it's +a falsehood, and I don't believe a word of it; and in the second place +I know the reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS I know it! I +won't SAY what it is--not yet--because papa and all of you would think +I'm as crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool he'd probably +quit speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch her; that's all I +ask. Just you watch that woman. You'll see!" + +As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching "that woman." Glancing from +the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the old +house next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked +quickly up the path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention +of calling. But he did not mention this to his sister, who, after +delivering herself of a rather vague jeremiad upon the subject of her +sister-in-law's treacheries, departed to her own chamber, leaving him to +his speculations. The chief of these concerned the social elasticities +of women. Sibyl had just been a participant in a violent scene; she had +suffered hot insult of a kind that could not fail to set her quivering +with resentment; and yet she elected to betake herself to the presence +of people whom she knew no more than "formally." Bibbs marveled. Surely, +he reflected, some traces of emotion must linger upon Sibyl's face or in +her manner; she could not have ironed it all quite out in the three or +four minutes it took her to reach the Vertreeses' door. + +And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment +wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving to +master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to exhibit +anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the manner of a +casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the sudden purpose +that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious than she was finely +intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a type Scriptural in its +antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-educated intriguer who may +and does delude men, of course, and the best and dullest of her own sex +as well, finding invariably strong supporters among these latter. It is +a type that has wrought some damage in the world and would have wrought +greater, save for the check put upon its power by intelligent women +and by its own "lack of perspective," for it is a type that never sees +itself. Sibyl followed her impulses with no reflection or question--it +was like a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not +even the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make +a certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed that +she was believed. + +"My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come down," +Mary said, when they were seated. + +Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had +been brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark +addressed to her by any person with whom she was not on familiar terms. +It was intended partly as a courtesy and partly as the foundation for an +impression of sweetness. + +"Just thought I'd fly in a minute," she said, continuing the cooing to +relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. "I thought I'd just behave +like REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far +from down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted +to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that +afternoon. You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here +before, I've had to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely, and +I really've known scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so engrossed +in business ever since he was a mere boy, why, of course--" + +She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + +"Of course," said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + +"Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that +afternoon," Sibyl went on. "They're really delightful people. Indeed +they are! Yes--" + +She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to +another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite +errand. Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of +abstraction as she looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the +errand was a serious one for the caller and easily to be connected +with the slight but perceptible agitation underlying her assumption of +cheerful ease. There was a restlessness of breathing, a restlessness of +hands. + +"Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some of the people +here in town the other day," said Sibyl, repeating the cooing and +protracting it. "They said something that took ME by surprise! We were +talking about our mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn--" + +Mary interrupted her promptly. "Do you mean 'mutual' to include my +mother and me?" she asked. + +"Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean." + +"No," said Mary. "We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend of +ours." + +To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. "That's +just the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!" she cried, with a vehemence that +made Mary stare. "Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families +here speak of him!" + +Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her composure. +"I had the impression he was a friend of yours," she said; adding, +hastily, "and your husband's." + +"Oh yes," said the caller, absently. "He is, certainly. A man's +reputation for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to +married people, of course. It's where young girls are in question. THEN +it may be very, very dangerous. There are a great many things safe and +proper for married people that might be awf'ly imprudent for a young +girl. Don't you agree, Miss Vertrees?" + +"I don't know," returned the frank Mary. "Do you mean that you intend +to remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's +doing so?" + +"That's it exactly!" was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. "What +I feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all suitable +for Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. I tell +you," she cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, "her father ought to +put his foot down!" + +Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and +then retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one +might catch a glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back +into hiding under a bush. + +"Of course," said Sibyl, much more composedly, "I hardly need say that +it's entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. I'm as +fond of Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help fretting +about it. It would break my heart to have Edith's life spoiled." + +This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with +pathos, but she flatted. + +And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the +stress of some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not +uncommonly developed a phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect +obtained by placing two mirrors opposite each other, one clear and +the other flawed. In this case, particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect +consciousness of Mary. The Mary Vertrees that she saw was merely +something to be cozened to her own frantic purpose--a Mary Vertrees who +was incapable of penetrating that purpose. Sibyl sat there believing +that she was projecting the image of herself that she desired to +project, never dreaming that with every word, every look, and every +gesture she was more and more fully disclosing the pitiable truth to +the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw was an overdressed +woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as a pan, but +possessed by emotions that appeared to be strong--perhaps even violent. +What those emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she began to suspect. + +"And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled," Sibyl continued. "It would be a +dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father +Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. It +would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like Robert +Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if somebody doesn't +tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might get his consent +and hurry on the wedding before he finds out, and then it would be too +late. You see, Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for me to decide just +what it's my duty to do." + +"I see," said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, "Does Miss Sheridan +seem to--to care very much about him?" + +"He's deliberately fascinated her," returned the visitor, beginning to +breathe quickly and heavily. "Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew she +wasn't in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people that +were, and she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the start +that made it easy for him--and he didn't need it. He could have done +it, anyway!" Sibyl was launched now; her eyes were furious and her voice +shook. "He went after her deliberately, the way he does everything; he's +as cold-blooded as a fish. All he cares about is his own pleasure, and +lately he's decided it would be pleasant to get hold of a piece of real +money--and there was Edith! And he'll marry her! Nothing on earth can +stop him unless he finds out she won't HAVE any money if she marries +him, and the only person that could make him understand that is Father +Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be managed, because Lamhorn is going to +hurry it on as fast as he can. He told me so last night. He said he was +going to marry her the first minute he could persuade her to it--and +little Edith's all ready to be persuaded!" Sibyl's eyes flashed green +again. "And he swore he'd do it," she panted. "He swore he'd marry Edith +Sheridan, and nothing on earth could stop him!" + +And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the babbling +creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, a canvas of +unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity and horror: she +saw Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a whisper, perhaps--for +Roscoe might have been in the house, or servants might have heard. +She saw Sibyl entreating, beseeching, threatening despairingly, and +Lamhorn--tired of her--first evasive, then brutally letting her have the +truth; and at last, infuriated, "swearing" to marry her rival. If Sibyl +had not babbled out the word "swore" it might have been less plain. + +The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what she had confessed. +"You see," she said, more quietly, "whatever's going to be done ought to +be done right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd heard +about Lamhorn--oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right before +Edith. I think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, because +nobody can say it isn't for the girl's own good and what her best friend +would do. But Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and she's afraid +to ever come right out with anything. Father Sheridan's different. Edith +can get anything she wants out of him in the way of money or ordinary +indulgence, but when it comes to a matter like this he'd be a steel +rock. If it's a question of his will against anybody else's he'd make +his will rule if it killed 'em both! Now, he'd never in the world let +Lamhorn come near the house again if he knew his reputation. So, you +see, somebody's got to tell him. It isn't a very easy position for me, +is it, Miss Vertrees?" + +"No," said Mary, gravely. + +"Well, to be frank," said Sibyl, smiling, "that's why I've come to you." + +"To ME!" Mary frowned. + +Sibyl rippled and cooed again. "There isn't ANYBODY ever made such a hit +with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course we ALL +hope you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs of the +family!" (This sally with another and louder effect of laughter). "And +if it's MY duty, why, in a way, I think it might be thought yours, too." + +"No, no!" exclaimed Mary, sharply. + +"Listen," said Sibyl. "Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with this +story, and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn has a +good reputation and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, or suppose +(what's most likely) she loses her temper and says I invented it, then +what am I going to do? Father Sheridan doesn't know Mrs. Kittersby and +her daughter, and they're out of the question, anyway. But suppose I +could say: 'All right, if you want proof, ask Miss Vertrees. She came +with me, and she's waiting in the next room right now, to--" + +"No, no," said Mary, quickly. "You mustn't--" + +"Listen just a minute more," Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on easy +ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. "You +naturally don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, but +if YOU take part in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself what +weight you carry over there, and no one would have the right to say you +did it except out of the purest kindness. Don't you see that Jim and +his father would admire you all the more for it? Miss Vertrees, listen! +Don't you see we OUGHT to do it, you and I? Do you suppose Robert +Lamhorn cares a snap of his finger for her? Do you suppose a man like +him would LOOK at Edith Sheridan if it wasn't for the money?" And again +Sibyl's emotion rose to the surface. "I tell you he's after nothing on +earth but to get his finger in that old man's money-pile, over there, +next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to do it. Marry Edith?" she cried. "I tell +you he'd marry their nigger cook for THAT!" + +She stopped, afraid--at the wrong time--that she had been too vehement, +but a glance at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that she had +produced the effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; she was +staring straight before her at the wall, her eyes wide and shining. She +became visibly a little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + +"After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's +money-pile, over there, next door!" The voice was vulgar, the words were +vulgar--and the plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary Vertrees's +ears! The clear mirror had caught its own image clearly in the flawed +one at last. + +Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her +bargain. "Now don't you worry," she said, sunnily, "about this setting +Edith against you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, but if she +tried to be spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you when you drop in +over there, or managed so as to sort of leave you out, why, I've got a +house, and Jim likes to come there. I don't THINK Edith WOULD be that +way; she's too crazy to have you take her around with the smart crowd, +but if she DID, you needn't worry. And another thing--I guess you won't +mind Jim's own sister-in-law speaking of it. Of course, I don't know +just how matters stand between you and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about +as much alike as two brothers can be, and Roscoe was very slow making up +his mind; sometimes I used to think he actually never WOULD. Now, what +I mean is, sisters-in-law can do lots of things to help matters on like +that. There's lots of little things can be said, and lots--" + +She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, and +now, still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of explanation, or +any other kind of word, and walked slowly to the open door and out of +the room. + +Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered +something neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, and +that she would return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess of +absent-mindedness not to have excused herself, especially as her guest +was talking. And, Mary's return being delayed, Sibyl found time to think +this unprefaced exit odder and ruder than she had first considered it. +There might have been more excuse for it, she thought, had she been +speaking of matters less important--offering to do the girl all the +kindness in her power, too! + +Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of +her shoe; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory +of the furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and +engravings. Then she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a window +and stood looking out upon the brown lawn, then came back to the chair +she had abandoned, and sat again. There was no sound in the house. + +A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her +face, and slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary--scarlet to the ears. She +looked at her watch again--and twenty-five minutes had elapsed since she +had looked at it before. + +She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she let +herself softly out of the front door, and went across the street to her +own house. + +Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. "Saw you from the window," +he explained. "You must find a lot to say to that old lady." + +"What old lady?" + +"Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the +daughter come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then walk +on up the street. Don't stand out on the porch," he said, crossly. +"Come in here. There's something it's come time I'll have to talk to you +about. Come in!" + +But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house +and started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, +staring fixedly. "Something's the matter over there," he muttered, and +then, more loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he said, "What's the +matter over there?" + +Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its highest speed, +and as he saw Roscoe he made a gesture singularly eloquent of calamity, +and was lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. Edith had +followed part of the way down the drive, and it could be seen that she +was crying bitterly. She lifted both arms to Roscoe, summoning him. + +"By George!" gasped Roscoe. "I believe somebody's dead!" + +And he started for the New House at a run. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, +and at about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from +foreign parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with +Sheridan and his colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, +was a gentleman of Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, and +Sheridan took pleasure in showing him the sights of the country's finest +city. They got into an open car at the main entrance of the Sheridan +Building, and were driven first, slowly and momentously, through the +wholesale district and the retail district; then more rapidly they +inspected the packing-houses and the stock-yards; then skirmished over +the "park system" and "boulevards"; and after that whizzed through the +"residence section" on their way to the factories and foundries. + +"All cray," observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + +"'Cray'?" echoed Sheridan. "I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?" + +"No white," said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the +long rows of houses on both sides of the street. "No white lace +window-curtains; all cray lace window-curtains." + +"Oh. I see!" Sheridan laughed indulgently. "You mean 'GRAY.' No, they +ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones." + +Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. "There are NO white ones," +he said. "There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white +window-curtains, no white house, no white peeble!" He pointed upward. +"Smoke!" Then he sniffed the air and clasped his nose between forefinger +and thumb. "Smoke! Smoke ef'rywhere. Smoke in your insites." He tapped +his chest. "Smoke in your lunks!" + +"Oh! SMOKE!" Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath and +patently finding it delicious. "You BET we got smoke!" + +"Exbensif!" said Herr Favre. "Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe in +summer it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it." + +Sheridan laughed uproariously. "They know it means new spring hats for +'em!" + +"They must need many, too!" said the visitor. "New hats, new all things, +but nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are a safing +peeble." + +"Where's that?" + +"In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'" + +"Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, +and I tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was mighty +dirty and mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. Now comin' +right down TO it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here in this town +than in Munich? I know you got more enterprise up there than the part of +the old country I saw, and I know YOU'RE a live business man and you're +associated with others like you, but when it comes to LIVIN' in a place, +wouldn't you heap rather be here than over there?" + +"For me," said Herr Favre, "no. Here I should not think I was living. It +would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing else." + +"We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. THEY +like it." + +"Oh yes." And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. "The first generation, +they bring their Germany with them; then, after that, they are +Americans, like you." He tapped his host's big knee genially. "You are +patriot; so are they." + +"Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. +Farver!" Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. "You certainly stand up for your +own town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you would +here. Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT--after you've seen +our city! It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I kind of admire +you for it; every man ought to stick up for his own, even when he sees +the other fellow's got the goods on him. Yet I expect way down deep in +your heart, Mr. Farver, you'd rather live right here than any place else +in the world, if you had your choice. Man alive! this is God's country, +Mr. Farver, and a blind man couldn't help seein' it! You couldn't stand +where you do in a business way and NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. +This is the big works, and I'll show you something now that'll make your +eyes stick out!" + +They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was +personally conducted and personally instructed by the founder and +president, the buzzing queen bee of those buzzing hives. + +"Now I'll take you for a spin in the country," said Sheridan, when at +last they came out to the car again. "We'll take a breezer." But, with +his foot on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man who came out +of the office smiling a greeting. "Hello, young fellow!" Sheridan said, +heartily. "On the job, are you, Jimmie? Ha! They don't catch you OFF of +it very often, I guess, though I do hear you go automobile-ridin' in +the country sometimes with a mighty fine-lookin' girl settin' up beside +you!" He roared with laughter, clapping his son upon the shoulder. +"That's all right with me--if it is with HER! So, Jimmie? Well, when we +goin' to move into your new warehouses? Monday?" + +"Sunday, if you want to," said Jim. + +"No!" cried his father, delighted. "Don't tell me you're goin' to keep +your word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never heard of a +contractor yet didn't want more time." + +"They'll be all ready for you on the minute," said Jim. "I'm going over +both of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. I +guess they'll pass inspection, too!" + +"Well, then, when you get through with that," said his father, "you go +and take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You tell +her you stand high with ME!" He stepped into the car, waving a waggish +farewell, and when the wheels were in motion again, he turned upon his +companion a broad face literally shining with pride. "That's my boy +Jimmie!" he said. + +"Fine young man, yes," said Herr Favre. + +"I got two o' the finest boys," said Sheridan, "I got two o' the finest +boys God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's the oldest, and +I tell you they got to get up the day before if they expect to catch HIM +in bed! My other boy, Roscoe, he's always to the good, too, but Jim's +a wizard. You saw them two new-process warehouses, just about finished? +Well, JIM built 'em. I'll tell you about that, Mr. Farver." And he +recited this history, describing the new process at length; in fact, he +had such pride in Jim's achievement that he told Herr Favre all about it +more than once. + +"Fine young man, yes," repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters of an +hour later. They were many miles out in the open country by this time. + +"He is that!" said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: "I got a fine +family, Mr. Farver--fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you take her +and put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY of 'em. +There's culture and refinement and society in this town by the car-load, +and here lately she's been gettin' right in the thick of it--her and my +daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. +I'm goin' to get you up for a meal with us before you leave town, and +you'll see--and, well, sir, from all I hear the two of 'em been holdin' +their own with the best. Myself, I and the wife never had time for much +o' that kind o' doin's, but it's all right and good for the chuldern; +and my daughter she's always kind of taken to it. I'll read you a poem +she wrote when I get you up at the house. She wrote it in school and +took the first prize for poetry with it. I tell you they don't make 'em +any smarter'n that girl, Mr. Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're +a pretty happy family; yes, sir. Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, +and I haven't ever spoke to him and his wife about it--it's kind of +a delicate matter--but it's about time the wife and I saw some +gran'-chuldern growin' up around us. I certainly do hanker for about +four or five little curly-headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, I +hope, o' course; that's only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty +splendid-lookin' girl; lives right next door to us. I expect you heard +me joshin' him about it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods +here, and I guess it was a mighty good stock--to raise HER! She's one +these girls that stand right up and look at you! And pretty? She's +the prettiest thing you ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good +sense. Jim'll be just right if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME +to think o' the way that boy took ahold o' that job back yonder. Four +months and a half! Yes, sir--" + +He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain +the stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before they +reached the city on their return, and it was after five when Sheridan +allowed Herr Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where boys were +shrieking extra editions of the evening paper. + +"Now, good night, Mr. Farver," said Sheridan, leaning from the car to +shake hands with his guest. "Don't forget I'm goin' to come around and +take you up to--Go on away, boy!" + +A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, "Extry! +Secon' Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!" + +"Get out!" laughed Sheridan. "Who wants to read about accidents? Get +out!" + +The boy moved away philosophically. "Extry! Extry!" he shrilled. "Three +men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! Extry! +Extry!" + +"Don't forget, Mr. Farver," Sheridan completed his interrupted +farewells. "I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. I'll be +here for you about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope you 'njoyed +the drive much as I have. Good night--good night!" He leaned back, +speaking to the chauffer. "Now you can take me around to the Central +City barber-shop, boy. I want to get a shave 'fore I go up home." + +"Extry! Extry!" screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds like +bats in the dusk. "Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! Extry!" It +struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many "Extras"; they printed +"Extras" for all sorts of petty crimes and casualties. It was a mistake, +he decided, critically. Crying "Wolf!" too often wouldn't sell the +goods; it was bad business. The papers would "make more in the long +run," he was sure, if they published an "Extra" only when something of +real importance happened. + +"Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!" a boy squawked under his +nose, as he descended from the car. + +"Go on away!" said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked to see +the youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + +But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the +barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had thus +cried his wares. + +"Say, Yallern," said this second, hoarse with awe, "'n't chew know who +that IS?" + +"Who?" + +"It's SHERIDAN!" + +"Jeest!" cried the first, staring insanely. + +At about the same hour, four times a week--Monday, Wednesday, Friday, +and Saturday--Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head +barber. The barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was +their habit to give him a "reception," his entrance being always the +signal for a flurry of jocular hospitality, followed by general excesses +of briskness and gaiety. But it was not so this evening. + +The shop was crowded. Copies of the "Extra" were being read by men +waiting, and by men in the latter stages of treatment. "Extras" lay upon +vacant seats and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + +There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent +patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened +the door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering +of a firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men +turned their prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of amazing +silence in the shop. + +The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. His +left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic section +of his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung poised above +it, the razor motionless. And then, roused from trance by the door's +closing, he accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. The barber +remembered that there are no circumstances in life--or just after +it--under which a man does not need to be shaved. + +He stepped forward, profoundly grave. "I be through with this man in the +chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan," he said, in a hushed tone. "Yessuh." +And of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, "You goin' +RESIGN?" he demanded in a fierce undertone. "You goin' take Mist' +Sheridan's coat?" He sent an angry look round the shop, and the barbers, +taking his meaning, averted their eyes and fell to work, the murmur of +subdued conversation buzzing from chair to chair. + +"You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan," said the head barber, gently. +"I fix nice chair fo' you to wait in." + +"Never mind," said Sheridan. "Go on get through with your man." + +"Yessuh." And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed by +Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + +Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not know +what to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious demand +for the meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had been +imposed upon him by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by the odd +look every man in the shop had bent upon him. + +Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of the +shop, and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching quickly +shifted, furtive glances here and there. He made this brief survey after +wondering if one of the barbers had died suddenly, that day, or the +night before; but there was no vacancy in either line. + +The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of +the "Extra" there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. The +first of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: + + Fatally Faulty. New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to + Death with Inventor. Seven Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims-- + +Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering the +print from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before him, +pale and gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + +"I've come for you, father," said Bibbs. "Here's the boy with your coat +and hat. Put them on and come home." + +And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the +strength and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what +calamity had befallen him. But he was frightened. + +Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, +but as they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his +son's sleeve with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood +face to face. + +"What--what--" His mouth could not do him the service he asked of it, he +was so frightened. + +"Extry!" screamed a newsboy straight in his face. "Young North Side +millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!" + +"Not--JIM!" said Sheridan. + +Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + +"And YOU come to tell me that?" + +Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and in the +first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the unuttered +cry of accusation: + +"Why wasn't it you?" + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three +days later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite +in his mind: the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and Bibbs +wondered how many million times that had happened since men first made a +word to name the sons of one mother. Almost literally he had buried his +strong brother, for Sheridan had gone to pieces when he saw his dead +son. He had nothing to help him meet the shock, neither definite +religion nor "philosophy" definite or indefinite. He could only beat his +forehead and beg, over and over, to be killed with an ax, while his wife +was helpless except to entreat him not to "take on," herself adding a +continuous lamentation. Edith, weeping, made truce with Sibyl and saw to +it that the mourning garments were beyond criticism. Roscoe was dazed, +and he shirked, justifying himself curiously by saying he "never had +any experience in such matters." So it was Bibbs, the shy outsider, who +became, during this dreadful little time, the master of the house; for +as strange a thing as that, sometimes, may be the result of a death. He +met the relatives from out of town at the station; he set the time +for the funeral and the time for meals; he selected the flowers and +he selected Jim's coffin; he did all the grim things and all the other +things. Jim had belonged to an order of Knights, who lengthened the +rites with a picturesque ceremony of their own, and at first Bibbs +wished to avoid this, but upon reflection he offered no objection--he +divined that the Knights and their service would be not precisely a +consolation, but a satisfaction to his father. So the Knights led the +procession, with their band playing a dirge part of the long way to the +cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in two lines, plumed +hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the carriages pass +between. + +"Mighty fine-lookin' men," said Sheridan, brokenly. "They all--all liked +him. He was--" His breath caught in a sob and choked him. "He was--a +Grand Supreme Herald." + +Bibbs had divined aright. + +"Dust to dust," said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that +Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group +shivered, except Bibbs, when it came to "Dust to dust." Bibbs stood +passive, for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as a +familiar neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, long +time, and even now he could prophesy no protracted separation between +himself and dust. The machine-shop had brought him very close, and if +he had to go back it would probably bring him closer still; so close--as +Dr. Gurney predicted--that no one would be able to tell the difference +between dust and himself. And Sheridan, if Bibbs read him truly, would +be all the more determined to "make a man" of him, now that there was +a man less in the family. To Bibbs's knowledge, no one and nothing had +ever prevented his father from carrying through his plans, once he had +determined upon them; and Sheridan was incapable of believing that any +plan of his would not work out according to his calculations. His nature +unfitted him to accept failure. He had the gift of terrible persistence, +and with unflecked confidence that his way was the only way he would +hold to that way of "making a man" of Bibbs, who understood very well, +in his passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a way which might +make, not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for the thought. + +He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The +truth about Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had so +thoroughly formed the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings that +no doubt he had forgotten--by this time--where he had put some of them, +especially those which concerned himself. But he had not hidden his +feelings about his father where they could not be found. He was strange +to his father, but his father was not strange to him. He knew that +Sheridan's plans were conceived in the stubborn belief that they would +bring about a good thing for Bibbs himself; and whatever the result was +to be, the son had no bitterness. Far otherwise, for as he looked at the +big, woeful figure, shaking and tortured, an almost unbearable pity laid +hands upon Bibbs's throat. Roscoe stood blinking, his lip quivering; +Edith wept audibly; Mrs. Sheridan leaned in half collapse against her +husband; but Bibbs knew that his father was the one who cared. + +It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, and +Bibbs nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward the line +of waiting carriages. Roscoe understood--Bibbs would stay and see the +grave filled; the rest were to go. The groups began to move away over +the turf; wheels creaked on the graveled drive; and one by one the +carriages filled and departed, the horses setting off at a walk. Bibbs +gazed steadfastly at the workmen; he knew that his father kept looking +back as he went toward the carriage, and that was a thing he did not +want to see. But after a little while there were no sounds of wheels +or hoofs on the gravel, and Bibbs, glancing up, saw that every one had +gone. A coupe had been left for him, the driver dozing patiently. + +The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about +it, and Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood +looking thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal-seeming +hillock beneath the darkening November sky. "It's too bad!" he half +whispered, his lips forming the words--and his meaning was that it was +too bad that the strong brother had been the one to go. For this was +his last thought before he walked to the coupe and saw Mary Vertrees +standing, all alone, on the other side of the drive. + +She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on a +slope where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude of the +barbaric and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our graveyards: +urn-crowned columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop-carved angels and +shop-carved children poising on pillars and shafts, all lifting--in +unthought pathos--their blind stoniness toward the sky. Against such +a background, Bibbs was not incongruous, with his figure, in black, so +long and slender, and his face so long and thin and white; nor was the +undertaker's coupe out of keeping, with the shabby driver dozing on the +box and the shaggy horses standing patiently in attitudes without +hope and without regret. But for Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque +setting--she was a vivid, living creature of a beautiful world. And a +graveyard is not the place for people to look charming. + +She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and +confused than Bibbs. In "Edith's" poem he had declared his intention of +hiding his heart "among the stars"; and in his boyhood one day he had +successfully hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no comrade +of other boys or of girls, and his acquaintances of a recent period were +only a few fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood Sanitarium. All +his life Bibbs had kept himself to himself--he was but a shy onlooker in +the world. Nevertheless, the startled gaze he bent upon the +unexpected lady before him had causes other than his shyness and her +unexpectedness. For Mary Vertrees had been a shining figure in the +little world of late given to the view of this humble and elusive +outsider, and spectators sometimes find their hearts beating faster than +those of the actors in the spectacle. Thus with Bibbs now. He started +and stared; he lifted his hat with incredible awkwardness, his fingers +fumbling at his forehead before they found the brim. + +"Mr. Sheridan," said Mary, "I'm afraid you'll have to take me home with +you. I--" She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness of her own. + +"Why--why--yes," Bibbs stammered. "I'll--I'll be de--Won't you get in?" + +In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. Then +Mary without more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, closing +the door. + +"You're very kind," she said, somewhat breathlessly. "I should have had +to walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I think." + +"Yes," said Bibbs. "It--it is beginning to get dark. I--I noticed that." + +"I ought to tell you--I--" Mary began, confusedly. She bit her lip, sat +silent a moment, then spoke with composure. "It must seem odd, my--" + +"No, no!" Bibbs protested, earnestly. "Not in the--in the least." + +"It does, though," said Mary. "I had not intended to come to the +cemetery, Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house came +and whispered to me that 'the family wished me to'--I think your sister +sent him. So I came. But when we reached here I--oh, I felt that perhaps +I--" + +Bibbs nodded gravely. "Yes, yes," he murmured. + +"I got out on the opposite side of the carriage," she continued. "I mean +opposite from--from where all of you were. And I wandered off over in +the other direction; and I didn't realize how little time it takes. +From where I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving--at least I didn't +notice them. So when I got back, just now, you were the only one here. +I didn't know the other people in the carriage I came in, and of course +they didn't think to wait for me. That's why--" + +"Yes," said Bibbs, "I--" And that seemed all he had to say just then. + +Mary looked out through the dusty window. "I think we'd better be going +home, if you please," she said. + +"Yes," Bibbs agreed, not moving. "It will be dark before we get there." + +She gave him a quick little glance. "I think you must be very tired, +Mr. Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be," she said, gently. "If +you'll let me, I'll--" And without explaining her purpose she opened the +door on her side of the coupe and leaned out. + +Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + +"Driver!" she called, in her clear voice, loudly. "Driver! We'd like to +start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. Sheridan's, +please." The wheels began to move, and she leaned back beside Bibbs +once more. "I noticed that he was asleep when we got in," she said. "I +suppose they have a great deal of night work." + +Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. +"I've never been able to apologize quickly," he said, with his +accustomed slowness, "because if I try to I stammer. My brother Roscoe +whipped me once, when we were boys, for stepping on his slate-pencil. +It took me so long to tell him it was an accident, he finished before I +did." + +Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, gentle +voice or the odd implication that his not noticing the motionless state +of their vehicle was an "accident." She had formed a casual impression +of him, not without sympathy, but at once she discovered that he was +unlike any of her cursory and vague imaginings of him. And suddenly she +saw a picture he had not intended to paint for sympathy: a sturdy boy +hammering a smaller, sickly boy, and the sickly boy unresentful. Not +that picture alone; others flashed before her. Instantaneously she had a +glimpse of Bibbs's life and into his life. She had a queer feeling, new +to her experience, of knowing him instantly. It startled her a little; +and then, with some surprise, she realized that she was glad he had sat +so long, after getting into the coupe, before he noticed that it had +not started. What she did not realize, however, was that she had made +no response to his apology, and they passed out of the cemetery gates, +neither having spoken again. + +Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was +silence. The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled with a +rich presence for him; and presently it was so dark that neither of the +two could see the other, nor did even their garments touch. But neither +had any sense of being alone. The wheels creaked steadily, rumbling +presently on paved streets; there were the sounds, as from a distance, +of the plod-plod of the horses; and sometimes the driver became audible, +coughing asthmatically, or saying, "You, JOE!" with a spiritless flap of +the whip upon an unresponsive back. Oblongs of light from the lamps +at street-corners came swimming into the interior of the coupe and, +thinning rapidly to lances, passed utterly, leaving greater darkness. +And yet neither of these two last attendants at Jim Sheridan's funeral +broke the silence. + +It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it--too late. Abruptly she +realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of her +companion and not talking to him. "Mr. Sheridan," she began, not knowing +what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as she realized +the queerness of this drive--"Mr. Sheridan, I--" + +The coupe stopped. "You, JOE!" said the driver, reproachfully, and +climbed down and opened the door. + +"What's the trouble?" Bibbs inquired. + +"Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir." + +Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it +mustn't be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + +"What?" Bibbs demanded. + +"We're there, sir," said the driver, sympathetically. "Next house north +of Mr. Sheridan's." + +Bibbs descended to the curb. "Why, yes," he said. "Yes, you seem to +be right." And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front +windows of Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + +"Let me help you," said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and she +was several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + +"Oh no," she murmured. "I think I can--" She meant that she could get +out of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had already +accomplished this feat, she decided not to complete the sentence. + +"You, JOE!" cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he +rumbled away at his team's best pace--a snail's. + +"Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan," said Mary, stiffly. She +did not offer her hand. "Good night." + +"Good night," Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked +beside her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. +Realization of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, +beginning to shock her; she stepped aside from the light that fell +through the glass panels of the door and withheld her hand as it touched +the old-fashioned bell-handle. + +"I'm quite safe, thank you," she said, with a little emphasis. "Good +night." + +"Good night," said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the +street he looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + +Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out +from the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + +"Where are your eyes, Bibbs?" demanded Roscoe. "Sleep-walking, as +usual?" + +But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. "Come over to our house for a +little while, Bibbs," she urged. "I want to--" + +"No, I'd better--" + +"Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all quiet +over there--all worn out. Just come for a minute." + +He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with +real feeling: "'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! And +I don't wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You mustn't get +down sick again. I'm going to make you take a little brandy." + +He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and +was grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the +decanters on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much +heavier libation in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl +leaned against the sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and +recalling the names of the donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed +Bibbs to remain longer when he rose to go, and then, as he persisted, +she went with him to the front door. He opened it, and she said: + +"Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. +How did you happen to be there?" + +"I had only been to the door," he said. "Good night, Sibyl." + +"Wait," she insisted. "We saw you coming out." + +"I wasn't," he explained, moving to depart. "I'd just brought Miss +Vertrees home." + +"What?" she cried. + +"Yes," he said, and stepped out upon the porch, "that was it. Good +night, Sibyl." + +"Wait!" she said, following him across the threshold. "How did that +happen? I thought you were going to wait while those men filled +the--the--" She paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + +"I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there," he said, reluctantly. "She +had walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were +leaving. When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one +left." + +Sibyl regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow +breathlessness. "And she drove home from Jim's funeral--with you!" + +Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand ineffectually +over her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the house, hurling the +door shut behind her. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had laughed. +The laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond suspicion, but it +seemed to him that she had only affected the effort to suppress it and +that she wished it to be significant. Significant of what? And why had +she wished to impress upon him the fact of her overwhelming amusement? +He found no answer, but she had succeeded in disturbing him, and he +wished that he had not encountered her. + +At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering +about the house, several mournfully admiring the "Bay of Naples," and +others occupied with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited for +trains. Edith and her mother had retired to some upper fastness, but +Bibbs interviewed Jackson and had the various groups of relatives +summoned to the dining-room for food. One great-uncle, old Gideon +Sheridan from Boonville, could not be found, and Bibbs went in search of +him. He ransacked the house, discovering the missing antique at last +by accident. Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, Bibbs heard +a murmurous sound, and paused to listen. The sound proved to be a +quavering and rickety voice, monotonously bleating: + +"The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember that; +we got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a-gittin' +along, and I've seen a-many of 'em go--two daughters and a son the Lord +give me, and He has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord +takuth away! Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, James. Bildad the +Shuhite says, 'He shall have neither son nor nephew among his people, +nor any remaining in his dwellings.' Bildad the Shuhite--" + +Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, in +his underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, swinging +backward and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long white beard +and gazing at the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned him urgently, but +Uncle Gideon paid no attention. + +"Bildad the Shuhite spake and he says, 'If thy children have sinned +against Him and He have cast them away--'" + +There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows +rattled. The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, but +Uncle Gideon leaped from his chair. "My God!" he cried. "What's that?" + +There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. +Bibbs went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, +discovered the source of the disturbance. Gideon's grandson, a boy +of fourteen, had brought his camera to the funeral and was taking +"flash-lights" of the Moor. Uncle Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's +explanation, would have returned to finish his quotation from Bildad the +Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little argument persuaded +him to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, after closing +the door of his father's room. + +He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing +several attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; +and it was a relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile +was waiting to convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. +They were the last to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing +to his own room. + +He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went to +the window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where +Mary Vertrees lived. Then he opened his trunk, took therefrom a small +note-book half filled with fragmentary scribblings, and began to write: + + Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at + anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the + cemetery, but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are + out of hearing, it strikes up, "Darktown is Out To-night." That + is natural--but there are women whose laughter is like the whirring + of whips. Why is it that certain kinds of laughter seem to spoil + something hidden away from the laughers? If they do not know of + it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? Yet it + does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not + out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a + man would not look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look + beautiful, though, at the funeral of a man whom she had known and + liked. And in that case, too, she would probably not want to talk + if she drove home from the cemetery with his brother: nor would + she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either stupid or + timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and + drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to + listen to him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence + is open to suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. + It may be dignity, or it may be false teeth. + + Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become perceptible in a small + inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of gasoline rising + from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside her + than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady-- + but there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may + be three feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a + great deal before you reach the end of it. Still, it may be that + one should begin to speak. + + No one could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of + the people that are in this world. There are some so wonderful + you do not understand how the dead COULD die. How could they let + themselves? A falling building does not care who falls with it. + It does not choose who shall be upon its roof and who shall not. + Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman of the world + should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the length + of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three + miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! + Even if she thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had + heard from others that he was a disappointment to his own people, + even if she had seen for herself that he was a useless and + irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him at least + to speak--she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make + sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every + step of the way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a + frozen fish. And she might be right. She might be right if she + thought him about as pleasant a companion as--as Bildad the Shuhite! + +Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a +period of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing-gown +and slippers, and went softly out into the hall--to his father's door. +Upon the floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier in the +evening, to place upon a table in Sheridan's room--but the food was +untouched. Bibbs stood listening outside the door for several minutes. +There came no sound from within, and he went back to his own room and to +bed. + +In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his +experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little +pause--sleep has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is +a curious half-void, a glimpse of aphasia; and although the person +experiencing it may not know for that instant his own name or age or +sex, he may be acutely conscious of depression or elation. It is the +moment, as we say, before we "remember"; and for the first time in +Bibbs's life it came to him bringing a vague happiness. He woke to a +sense of new riches; he had the feeling of a boy waking to a birthday. +But when the next moment brought him his memory, he found nothing that +could explain his exhilaration. On the contrary, under the circumstances +it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. However, it was a brief visitation +and was gone before he had finished dressing. It left a little trail, +the pleased recollection of it and the puzzle of it, which remained +unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the morning is not usually +the result of a drive home from a funeral. No wonder the sequence evaded +Bibbs Sheridan! + +His father had gone when he came down-stairs. "Went on down to 's +office, jes' same," Jackson informed him. "Came sat breakfas'-table, all +by 'mself; eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' eat +a thing. Yessuh, went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. Yessuh, I +reckon putty much ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta do." + +It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days had +passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan cried +a little, now and then, but no other external difference was to be +seen. Edith was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch proved +herself able to argue with her mother upon the propriety of receiving +calls in the earliest stages of "mourning." Lunch was as usual--for Jim +and his father had always lunched down-town--and the afternoon was as +usual. Bibbs went for his drive, and his mother went with him, as she +sometimes did when the weather was pleasant. Altogether, the usualness +of things was rather startling to Bibbs. + +During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's childhood. +"But you wouldn't remember about that," she said, after narrating an +episode. "You were too little. He was always a good boy, just like that. +And he'd save whatever papa gave him, and put it in the bank. I reckon +it'll just about kill your father to put somebody in his place as +president of the Realty Company, Bibbs. I know he can't move Roscoe +over; he told me last week he'd already put as much on Roscoe as any +one man could handle and not go crazy. Oh, it's a pity--" She stopped +to wipe her eyes. "It's a pity you didn't run more with Jim, Bibbs, and +kind o' pick up his ways. Think what it'd meant to papa now! You never +did run with either Roscoe or Jim any, even before you got sick. Of +course, you were younger; but it always DID seem queer--and you three +bein' brothers like that. I don't believe I ever saw you and Jim sit +down together for a good talk in my life." + +"Mother, I've been away so long," Bibbs returned, gently. "And since I +came home I--" + +"Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs," she said. "Jim ain't been home +much of an evening since you got back--what with his work and callin' +and goin' to the theater and places, and often not even at the house for +dinner. Right the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner at some +miser'ble rest'rant down by the Pump Works, he was so set on overseein' +the night work and gettin' everything finished up right to the minute he +told papa he would. I reckon you might 'a' put in more time with Jim if +there'd been more opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you feel almost as if you +scarcely really knew him right well." + +"I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I hadn't +much to say about the things that interested him, because I don't know +much about them." + +"It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!" she moaned. "And you'll have to learn to +know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, because I felt it +was all between your father and you, but I honestly do believe it will +just kill him if he has to have any more trouble on top of all this! +You mustn't LET him, Bibbs--you mustn't! You don't know how he's grieved +over you, and now he can't stand any more--he just can't! Whatever he +says for you to do, you DO it, Bibbs, you DO it! I want you to promise +me you will." + +"I would if I could," he said, sorrowfully. + +"No, no! Why can't you?" she cried, clutching his arm. "He wants you to +go back to the machine-shop and--" + +"And--'like it'!" said Bibbs. + +"Yes, that's it--to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it wouldn't +hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit--the doctor said that himself, +Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much for your father? +You ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got a beautiful house +to live in; you got automobiles to ride in; you got fur coats and warm +clothes; you been taken care of all your life. And you don't KNOW how +he worked for the money to give all these things to you! You don't DREAM +what he had to go through and what he risked when we were startin' out +in life; and you never WILL know! And now this blow has fallen on him +out of a clear sky, and you make it out to be a hardship to do like he +wants you to! And all on earth he asks is for you to go back to the work +in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt you! That's all he asks. Look, +Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, but before we get there I want you +to promise me that you'll do what he asks you to. Promise me!" + +In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see +him better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for her +before he spoke. + +"I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother," he said. + +"There!" she exclaimed, satisfied. "That's a good boy! That's all I +wanted you to say." + +"Don't give me any credit," he said, ruefully. "There isn't anything +else for me to do." + +"Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!" + +"No, no," he soothed her. "We'll have to begin to make the spirit a +cheerful one. We may--" They were turning into their own driveway as +he spoke, and he glanced at the old house next door. Mary Vertrees was +visible in the twilight, standing upon the front steps, bareheaded, the +door open behind her. She bowed gravely. + +"'We may'--what?" asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + +"What is it, mother?" + +"You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'." + +"Did I?" said Bibbs, blankly. "Well, what WERE we saying?" + +"Of all the queer boys!" she cried. "You always were. Always! You +haven't forgot what you just promised me, have you?" + +"No," he answered, as the car stopped. "No, the spirit will be as +cheerful as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave like--" + +His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she +failed to hear his final words. + +"Behave like who, Bibbs?" + +"Nothing." + +But she was fretful in her grief. "You said it wouldn't do to behave +like SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?" + +"It was just nonsense," he explained, turning to go in. "An obscure +person I don't think much of lately." + +"Behave like WHO?" she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant +insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell +Dr. Gurney about it. + +"Like Bildad the Shuhite!" was what Bibbs said. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was +Sheridan's custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the +library, while his wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old habit) +or allowed herself to be repeatedly baffled by one of the simpler forms +of solitaire. To-night she did neither, but sat in her customary chair, +gazing at the fire, while Sheridan let the unfolded paper rest upon his +lap, though now and then he lifted it, as if to read, and let it fall +back upon his knees again. Bibbs came in noiselessly and sat in a +corner, doing nothing; and from a "reception-room" across the hall an +indistinct vocal murmur became just audible at intervals. Once, when +this murmur grew louder, under stress of some irrepressible merriment, +Edith's voice could be heard--"Bobby, aren't you awful!" and Sheridan +glanced across at his wife appealingly. + +She rose at once and went into the "reception-room"; there was a flurry +of whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall--Edith and her +suitor changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. Sheridan returned +to her chair in the library. + +"They won't bother you any more, papa," she said, in a comforting voice. +"She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this evening, +and I said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she said she'd +already told him he could." She paused, then added, rather guiltily: "I +got kind of a notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much as he used +to. Maybe--maybe you better ask Roscoe, papa." And as Sheridan nodded +solemnly, she concluded, in haste: "Don't say I said to. I might be +wrong about it, anyway." + +He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. +Sheridan broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that +brought tears. "That Miss Vertrees was a good girl," she said. "SHE was +all right." + +Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of +thought, for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + +"Did you--How did you fix it about the--the Realty Company?" she +faltered. "Did you--" + +He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. +"I fixed it," he said, in a husky voice. "I moved Cantwell up, and put +Johnston in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among the +four men with salaries high enough to take it." He went to her, put +his hand upon her shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous breath. +"It's my bedtime, mamma; I'm goin' up." He dropped the hand from her +shoulder and moved slowly away, but when he reached the door he stopped +and spoke again, without turning to look at her. "The Realty Company'll +go right on just the same," he said. "It's like--it's like sand, mamma. +It puts me in mind of chuldern playin' in a sand-pile. One of 'em sticks +his finger in the sand and makes a hole, and another of 'em'll pat the +place with his hand, and all the little grains of sand run in and fill +it up and settle against one another; and then, right away it's flat on +top again, and you can't tell there ever was a hole there. The Realty +Company'll go on all right, mamma. There ain't anything anywhere, I +reckon, that wouldn't go right on--just the same." + +And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy tread +upon the stairs. + +Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. +"It's so forlone," she said, chokingly. "That's the first time he spoke +since he came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' hurt him to +hear Edith laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to let him come, +right the very first evening this way; she'd oughtn't to done it! She +just seems to lose her head over him, and it scares me. You heard what +Sibyl said the other day, and--and you heard what--what--" + +"What Edith said to Sibyl?" Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + +"We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!" she wailed. "Oh, it looks as +if movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! It scares +me!" She put both her hands over her face. "Oh, Bibbs, Bibbs! if you +only wasn't so QUEER! If you could only been a kind of dependable son! +I don't know what we're all comin' to!" And, weeping, she followed her +husband. + +Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man +who has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room--it was called +"the smoking-room"--where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up in +no welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to a +less conspicuous adjacency. + +"Good evening," said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a +leather easy-chair near them. + +"What is it?" asked Edith, plainly astonished. + +"Nothing," he returned, smiling. + +She frowned. "Did you want something?" she asked. + +"Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I sha'n't +be going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be anybody left +for me to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn." + +"'CHAT with'!" she echoed, incredulously. + +"I can talk about almost anything," said Bibbs with an air of +genial politeness. "It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about +business--if that's what you happened to be talking about. But you +aren't in business, are you, Mr. Lamhorn?" + +"Not now," returned Lamhorn, shortly. + +"I'm not, either," said Bibbs. "It was getting cloudier than usual, I +noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. Rain +to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised." + +He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of +which had now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he +sat expectantly, looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as if +implying that it was their turn to speak. Edith returned his gaze with +a mixture of astonishment and increasing anger, while Mr. Lamhorn was +obviously disturbed, though Bibbs had been as considerate as possible in +presenting the weather as a topic. Bibbs had perceived that Lamhorn had +nothing in his mind at any time except "personalities"--he could talk +about people and he could make love. Bibbs, wishing to be courteous, +offered the weather. + +Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude in the +leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent fixture for +the rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope that he would +move, and Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking silly. + +"I was just going," he said, rising. + +"Oh NO!" Edith cried, sharply. + +"Yes. Good night! I think I--" + +"Too bad," said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, +while Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She heard +Bibbs offering to "help" Lamhorn with his overcoat and the latter rather +curtly declining assistance, these episodes of departure being followed +by the closing of the outer door. She ran into the hall. + +"What's the matter with you?" she cried, furiously. "What do you MEAN? +How did you dare come in there when you knew--" + +Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up the +stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs came up, +a few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + +"Oh, Bibbs," she said, shaking her head woefully, "you'd oughtn't to +distress your sister! She says you drove that young man right out of the +house. You'd ought to been more considerate." + +Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's +naive shadow motionless across its threshold. "Yes," he said. "He +doesn't appear to be much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse of +one." + +Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: "You call yourself one?" + +"No, no," he answered. "I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't +claim--" But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + +"There," he said, sighing. "That's almost the first time in my life I +ever tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly in +what I tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!" + +"You hurt her feelin's," she groaned. "You must 'a' gone at it too +rough, Bibbs." + +He looked upon her wanly. "That's my trouble, mother," he murmured. "I'm +a plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man." + +For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. "Hush your +nonsense!" she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile +appearing. "You go to bed." + +He kissed her and obeyed. + + +Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast-table. + +"You mustn't do that under a misapprehension," he warned her, when they +were alone in the dining-room. + +"Do what under a what?" she asked. + +"Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'" he +told her, gravely. "I have a prejudice against that young man." + +She laughed. "I guess you think it means a great deal who you have +prejudices against!" In mockery she adopted the manner of one who +implores. "Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR influence +with papa against him!" And she laughed louder. + +"Listen," he said, with peculiar earnestness. "I'll tell you now, +because--because I've decided I'm one of the family." And then, as +if the earnestness were too heavy for him to carry it further, he +continued, in his usual tone, "I'm drunk with power, Edith." + +"What do you want to tell me?" she demanded, brusquely. + +"Lamhorn made love to Sibyl," he said. + +Edith hooted. "SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat +between us the other day when I the same as accused her of it, and said +something like that to you afterward--" + +"No," he said, gravely. "I KNOW." + +"How?" + +"I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and +Lamhorn--" + +Edith screamed with laughter. "You were with ROSCOE--and you heard +Lamhorn making love to Sibyl!" + +"No. I heard them quarreling." + +"You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!" she cried. "You say he made love to +her because you heard them quarreling!" + +"That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can--by the +way they quarrel." + +"You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?" + +"Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!--it's +always certain--" + +Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. "You ought +to know. You've had so much experience, yourself!" + +"I haven't any, Edith," he said. "My life has been about as exciting as +an incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at things." + +"Well, then," she said, "if you look out through the glass you must know +what effect such stuff would have upon ME!" She rose, visibly agitated. +"What if it WAS true?" she demanded, bitterly. "What if it was true a +hundred times over? You sit there with your silly face half ready to +giggle and half ready to sniffle, and tell me stories like that, about +Sibyl picking on Bobby Lamhorn and worrying him to death, and you think +it matters to ME? What if I already KNEW all about their 'quarreling'? +What if I understood WHY she--" She broke off with a violent gesture, a +sweep of her arm extended at full length, as if she hurled something to +the ground. "Do you think a girl that really cared for a man would pay +any attention to THAT? Or to YOU, Bibbs Sheridan!" + +He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. +She met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she +had spoken and he meant to agree with what she said. + +"Ah, yes," he said. "I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm +sorry, Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see +until you see for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out of +it--especially me!" + +"That's sensible," she responded, curtly. "You're most surprising of all +when you're sensible, Bibbs." + +"Yes," he sighed. "I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, Edith." + +Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and +George appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was waiting +there, he announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but friendly touch +upon the shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, and left her. + +Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he merely +glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was not over +fifty, in spite of Sheridan's habitual "ole Doc Gurney." He was gray, +however, almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always he looked drowsy. + +"Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs," he said, not +rising. "Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here in front of +me--between me and the fire. I want to see if I can see through you." + +"You mean you're too sleepy to move," returned Bibbs, complying. "I +think you'll notice that I'm getting worse." + +"Taken on about twelve pounds," said Gurney. "Thirteen, maybe." + +"Twelve." + +"Well, it won't do." The doctor rubbed his eyelids. "You're so much +better I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just +where you are. You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down--all +the way. I suppose you know why your father wants to know." + +Bibbs nodded. "Machine-shop." + +"Still hate it?" + +Bibbs nodded again. + +"Don't blame you!" the doctor grunted. "Yes, I expect it'll make a lump +in your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell him you've +got the old lump there yet? You still want to write, do you?" + +"What's the use?" Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. "My kind of writing!" + +"Yes," the doctor agreed. "I suppose if you broke away and lived on +roots and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention of +editors' you might be able to hope for an income of four or five hundred +dollars a year by the time you're fifty." + +"That's about it," Bibbs murmured. + +"Of course I know what you want to do," said Gurney, drowsily. "You +don't hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show--the noise and +jar and dirt, the scramble--the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' You'd +like to go somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and bask on a +balcony, smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow fat on it and +have a delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what do you say? I +can lie like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father he'll lose another +of his boys if you don't go to Sicily?" + +"I don't want to go to Sicily," said Bibbs. "I want to stay right here." + +The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his +patient a sharp glance. "It's a risk," he said. "I think we'll find +you're so much better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. +Something's got hold of you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical as +you used to be. But I warn you: I think the shop will knock you just as +it did before, and perhaps even harder, Bibbs." + +He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. "Well, when we go over +you this afternoon what are we going to say about it?" + +"Tell him I'm ready," said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + +"Oh no," Gurney laughed. "Not quite yet; but you may be almost. We'll +see. Don't forget I said to walk down." + +And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor +informed Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be pleasing. +"Here's a new 'situation' for a one-act farce," he said, gloomily, to +his next patient when Bibbs had gone. "Doctor tells a man he's well, and +that's his death sentence, likely. Dam' funny world!" + +Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon +this point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on any +point, so discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a dingy +afternoon, and the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, but to +his nostrils, though most of the pedestrians were so saturated with +the smell they could no longer detect it. Nearly all of them walked +hurriedly, too intent upon their destinations to be more than half aware +of the wayside; they wore the expressions of people under a vague yet +constant strain. They were all lightly powdered, inside and out, with +fine dust and grit from the hard-paved streets, and they were unaware of +that also. They did not even notice that they saw the smoke, though the +thickened air was like a shrouding mist. And when Bibbs passed the new +"Sheridan Apartments," now almost completed, he observed that the marble +of the vestibule was already streaky with soot, like his gloves, which +were new. + +That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the way +from his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought which +continued till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route was by +a street parallel to that on which the New House fronted, and in his +preoccupation he walked a block farther than he intended, so that, +having crossed to his own street, he approached the New House from the +north, and as he came to the corner of Mr. Vertrees's lot Mr. Vertrees's +daughter emerged from the front door and walked thoughtfully down the +path to the old picket gate. She was unconscious of the approach of the +pedestrian from the north, and did not see him until she had opened the +gate and he was almost beside her. Then she looked up, and as she +saw him she started visibly. And if this thing had happened to +Robert Lamhorn, he would have had a thought far beyond the horizon of +faint-hearted Bibbs's thoughts. Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his +thought. He would have said: "You jumped because you were thinking of +me!" + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand +closing the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction +Bibbs was walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they +should walk together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had +paused in his slow stride, and there elapsed an instant before either +spoke or moved--it was no longer than that, and yet it sufficed for each +to seem to say, by look and attitude, "Why, it's YOU!" + +Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's +name as if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came to +a stop simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they began +to walk on together he contrived to find his voice. + +"I--I--hate a frozen fish myself," he said. "I think three miles was too +long for you to put up with one." + +"Good gracious!" she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which +restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. "Mr. Sheridan, you're +lovely to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say it's +turning cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we didn't know +each other well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an imposition for +me to have made you bring me home, and after I went into the house I +decided I should have walked. Besides, it wasn't three miles to the +car-line. I never thought of it!" + +"No," said Bibbs, earnestly. "I didn't, either. I might have said +something if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; I must +remember that, and not worry about it later. I think I'm talking, though +it doesn't sound intelligent even to me. I made up my mind that if I +ever met you again I'd turn on my voice and keep it going, no mater what +it said. I--" + +She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one +which Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, "a cripple +would crawl five miles to hear." And at the merry lilting of it Bibbs's +father's son took heart to forget some of his trepidation. "I'll be any +kind of idiot," he said, "if you'll laugh at me some more. It won't be +difficult for me." + +She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which Mary +perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and irritated +description of him to her mother just after she had seen him for the +first time. "Rather tragic and altogether impossible." It seemed to her +now that she must have been blind. + +They had passed the New House without either of them showing--or +possessing--any consciousness that it had been the destination of one of +them. + +"I'll keep on talking," Bibbs continued, cheerfully, "and you keep on +laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. I'm +making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered by my +bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and that makes +me bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm afraid of what +I'll think of myself later if I don't keep talking--talking now, I +mean--and I'm afraid of what I'll think of myself if I do. And besides +these two things, I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't remember talking as +much as this more than once or twice in my life. I suppose it was always +in me to do it, though, the first time I met any one who didn't know me +well enough not to listen." + +"But you're not really talking to me," said Mary. "You're just thinking +aloud." + +"No," he returned, gravely. "I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making +vocal sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the +subject of what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change it, +but I don't know how. I haven't any experience in talking, and I don't +know how to manage it." + +"You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan," she said. +"Not even if you really talked about yourself." She turned her +face toward him as she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was +pathetically amazed by the look she gave him. It was a glowing look, +warmly friendly and understanding, and, what almost shocked him, it was +an eagerly interested look. Bibbs was not accustomed to anything like +that. + +"I--you--I--I'm--" he stammered, and the faint color in his cheeks grew +almost vivid. + +She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance that came +into his face. There was something about him, too, that explained how +"queer" many people might think him; but he did not seem "queer" to Mary +Vertrees; he seemed the most quaintly natural person she had ever met. + +He waited, and became coherent. "YOU say something now," he said. "I +don't even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing the funny +man's solo! You--" + +"No," she interrupted. "I'd rather play your accompaniment." + +"I'll stop and listen to it, then." + +"Perhaps--" she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a +gesture with her muff, indicating a large brick church which they were +approaching. "Do you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?" + +"I suppose I could," he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at her. +"But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me I'd better +say anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. The other reason +I don't want to see the church is that I have a feeling it's where +you're going, and where I'll be sent back." + +She shook her head in cheery negation. "Not unless you want to be. Would +you like to come with me?" + +"Why--why--yes," he said. "Anywhere!" And again it was apparent that he +spoke in simple truthfulness. + +"Then come--if you care for organ music. The organist is an old friend +of mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. He had +a degree from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he gave up +everything for music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. He looks like +Beethoven, doesn't he? I think he knows that, perhaps and enjoys it a +little. I hope so." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. "I think Beethoven +would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like other people." + +"I haven't kept you?" Mary said to the organist. + +"No, no," he answered, heartily. "I would not mind so only you should +shooer come!" + +"This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me." + +The organist looked bluntly surprised. "Iss that SO?" he exclaimed. +"Well, I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle playink. +He iss musician himself, then, of course." + +"No," said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. "I--I played +the--I tried to play--" Fortunately he checked himself; he had been +about to offer the information that he had failed to master the +jews'-harp in his boyhood. "No, I'm not a musician," he contented +himself with saying. + +"What?" Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. "Young man, you are fortunate! +I play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. You are the first. You +are the first one EVER!" + +They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist +finished speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary Vertrees +in a dazed way that was not of her perceiving; for, though she stopped +as he did, her gaze followed the organist, who was walking away from +them toward the front of the church, shaking his white Beethovian mane +roguishly. + +"It's false pretenses on my part," Bibbs said. "You mean to be kind to +the sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going back +to work in a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to play, hadn't +I?" + +"No," said Mary, beginning to walk forward. "Not unless you don't like +great music." + +He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft +ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of pipes +ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; they +covered all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's figure, +reaching its high perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian magician +ludicrously daring the attempt to control a monster certain to overwhelm +him. + +"This afternoon some Handel!" he turned to shout. + +Mary nodded. "Will you like that?" she asked Bibbs. + +"I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know anything +about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If I knew enough to +pretend, I would." + +"No," said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, "you wouldn't." + +She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; +the huge empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people +listening filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with +it. The two sat intensely still, the great sound all round about them, +while the church grew dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a +tiny star of light. His white head moved from side to side beneath it +rhythmically, or lunged and recovered with the fierceness of a duelist +thrusting, but he was magnificently the master of his giant, and it sang +to his magic as he bade it. + +Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was wholly +unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. Unlike +the tale, it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought him to the +enchanted cave, and that--for Bibbs--was what made its magic dazing. It +seemed to him a long, long time since he had been walking home drearily +from Dr. Gurney's office; it seemed to him that he had set out upon a +happy journey since then, and that he had reached another planet, where +Mary Vertrees and he sat alone together listening to a vast choiring of +invisible soldiers and holy angels. There were armies of voices about +them singing praise and thanksgiving; and yet they were alone. It was +incredible that the walls of the church were not the boundaries of +the universe, to remain so for ever; incredible that there was a smoky +street just yonder, where housemaids were bringing in evening papers +from front steps and where children were taking their last spins on +roller-skates before being haled indoors for dinner. + +He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew +it could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to her, +saying: "You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know the dream +that these sounds bring to me?" And it seemed to him as though she +answered continually: "I hear! I hear that strain, and I hear the new +one that you are hearing now. I know the dream that these sounds bring +to you. Yes, yes, I hear it all! We hear--together!" + +And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow except +the vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, with the white +head moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness that the girl sitting +beside him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see her as plainly as ever in +the darkness, though he did not look at her. And all the mighty chanting +of the organ's multitudinous voices that afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be +chorusing of her and interpreting her, singing her thoughts and singing +for him the world of humble gratitude that was in his heart because she +was so kind to him. It all meant Mary. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +But when she asked him what it meant, on their homeward way, he was +silent. They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, +walking slowly. + +"I'll tell you what it meant to me," she said, as he did not immediately +reply. "Almost any music of Handel's always means one thing above all +others to me: courage! That's it. It makes cowardice of whining seem so +infinitesimal--it makes MOST things in our hustling little lives seem +infinitesimal." + +"Yes," he said. "It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are +hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering +every way to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town +to-morrow. And yet there isn't anything down there worth getting to. +They're like servants drudging to keep the house going, and believing +the drudgery itself is the great thing. They make so much noise and fuss +and dirt they forget that the house was meant to live in. The housework +has to be done, but the people who do it have been so overpaid that +they're confused and worship the housework. They're overpaid, and yet, +poor things! they haven't anything that a chicken can't have. Of +course, when the world gets to paying its wages sensibly that will be +different." + +"Do you mean 'communism'?" she asked, and she made their slow pace a +little slower--they had only three blocks to go. + +"Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very sensible +now--especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and can't! +'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's fair for +all the strong runners to start from the same mark and give the weak +ones a fair distance ahead, so that all can run something like even +on the stretch. And wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if they could all +cross the winning-line together? Who really enjoys beating anybody--if +he sees the beaten man's face? The only way we can enjoy getting ahead +of other people nowadays is by forgetting what the other people feel. +And that," he added, "is nothing of what the music meant to me. You see, +if I keep talking about what it didn't mean I can keep from telling you +what it did mean." + +"Didn't it mean courage to you, too--a little?" she asked. "Triumph and +praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me." + +"Yes, they were all there," Bibbs said. "I don't know the name of what +he played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man that +makes the music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and the +name he puts to it can't make much difference--except to himself and +people very much like him, I suppose." + +"I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that." + +"I imagine music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of +the people who hear it," Bibbs went on, musingly, "according to their +own natures as much as according to the music itself. The musician might +compose something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy Grail, +and some people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, and some +would think of how good they were themselves, and a boy might think of +himself at the head of a solemn procession, carrying a banner and riding +a white horse. And then, if there were some jubilant passages in the +music, he'd think of a circus." + +They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did +not open it. Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her +kindnesses--not to be prompt in leaving him. + +"After all," she said, "you didn't tell me whether you liked it." + +"No. I didn't need to." + +"No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said you +were trying to keep from telling me what it did mean." + +"I can't keep from telling it any longer," he said. "The music meant to +me--it meant the kindness of--of you." + +"Kindness? How?" + +"You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp--and sick--" + +"No," she said, decidedly. "I thought perhaps you'd like to hear Dr. +Kraft play. And you did." + +"It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were +playing." + +Mary laughed. "I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin--Grieg--Chaminade. You +wouldn't listen!" + +Bibbs drew a deep breath. "I'm frightened again," he said, in an +unsteady voice. "I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but--" He paused, +and the words sank to a murmur. + +"Oh, if you want ME to play for you!" she said. "Yes, gladly. It will be +merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play like a hundred +thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when any one's willing to +listen, and if you--" She stopped, checked by a sudden recollection, +and laughed ruefully. "But my piano won't be here after to-night. I--I'm +sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid that if you'd like me to play to +you you'd have to come this evening." + +"You'll let me?" he cried. + +"Certainly, if you care to." + +"If I could play--" he said, wistfully, "if I could play like that old +man in the church I could thank you." + +"Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, +but--" + +"Yes," said Bibbs. "It was the greatest happiness I've ever known." + +It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain honesty, +and he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying anything +especially significant, that she knew it was the truth. For a moment she +was nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went in. "You'll come after +dinner, then?" + +"Yes," he said, not moving. "Would you mind if I stood here until time +to come in?" + +She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the +response of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted +windows of the New House, as though bidding him to run home to his +dinner. + +That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + + Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that + is beautiful is music, if you can listen. + + There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand + piano. There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge + with the running of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to + see what you are hearing and to hear what you are seeing. + + There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to + a sparkling sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when + she is near you, you feel strong and ambitious; you forget that + the world doesn't like you. You think that perhaps you are a great + fellow, after all. Then you come away and feel like a boy who has + fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. You'll be whipped + for it--and ought to be. + + There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. + But they do not have the "Greek profile." I do not believe Helen + of Troy had a "Greek profile"; they would not have fought about her + if her nose had been quite that long. The Greek nose is not the + adorable nose. The adorable nose is about an eighth of an inch + shorter. + + Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the + piano. Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such + things as the primitive impulses of humanity--he could have made a + machine-shop into music. But not if he had to work in it. Wagner + was always dealing in immensities--a machine-shop would have put a + majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. + + There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to + be "sent away." That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. + "Sent away" is a euphuism for "sent to prison." But pianos are not + sent to prison, and they are not sent to the tuner--the tuner is + sent to them. Why are pianos "sent away"--and where? + + Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless + life. Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the + gloomy house of that life as if some stray angel just happened to + perch on the roof-tree, resting and singing. And the night after + such a day is lustrous and splendid with the memory of it. Music + and beauty and kindness--those are the three greatest things God + can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who expected + nothing--ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as + it is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich + with new memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of + glory. + + Yes--the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter + than the Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter. + + There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a + conquering hero. But the sick tramp had better remember that's + what he is. Take care, take care! Humble's the word! + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +That "mystery about pianos" which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery to +Mr. Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time Bibbs +scribbled the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone up-stairs upon +Bibbs's departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sat until +after midnight in the library, talking. And in all that time they found +not one cheerful topic, but became more depressed with everything and +with every phase of everything that they discussed--no extraordinary +state of affairs in a family which has always "held up its head," +only to arrive in the end at a point where all it can do is to look on +helplessly at the processes of its own financial dissolution. For that +was the point which this despairing couple had reached--they could do +nothing except look on and talk about it. They were only vaporing, and +they knew it. + +"She needn't to have done that about her piano," vapored Mr. Vertrees. +"We could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have +consulted me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details with +the--the dealer." + +"She thought that it might be--annoying for you," Mrs. Vertrees +explained. "Really, she planned for you not to know about it until +they had removed--until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to--to +mention it. You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this +morning. She has another idea, too, I'm afraid. It's--it's--" + +"Well?" he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + +"Her other idea is--that is, it was--I think it can be avoided, of +course--it was about her furs." + +"No!" he exclaimed, quickly. "I won't have it! You must see to that. I'd +rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her." + +"I'll try not," his wife promised. "Of course, they're very handsome." + +"All the more reason for her to keep them!" he returned, irritably. +"We're not THAT far gone, I think!" + +"Perhaps not yet," Mrs. Vertrees said. "She seems to be troubled about +the--the coal matter and--about Tilly. Of course the piano will take +care of some things like those for a while and--" + +"I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to--" + +"You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way," she said, comfortingly. +"She arranged with the--with the purchaser that the men will come for it +about half after five in the afternoon. The days are so short now it's +really quite winter." + +"Oh, yes," he agreed, moodily. "So far as that goes people have a +right to move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, I +suppose, even by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying much +attention just now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office early +the morning after the funeral." + +Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. "I don't believe +that was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only +because he felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed +wrapped up in his son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about +most. He isn't vulgar in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk a +great deal about his--his actual money--though there was something about +blades of grass that I didn't comprehend. I think he meant something +about his energy--but perhaps not. No, his bragging usually seemed to be +not so much a personal vainglory as about his family and the greatness +of this city." + +"'Greatness of this city'!" Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. +"It's nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man who +has the luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' to any +YOUNG man, too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. The fellows +that get what they want out of it say it's 'great,' and everybody else +gets the habit. But you have a different point of view if it's the +city that got what it wanted out of you! Of course Sheridan says it's +'great'." + +Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. "I believe," she +began, timidly, "he doesn't boast of--that is, I understand he has never +seemed so interested in the--the other one." + +Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon +it; he looked more haggard than before. "'The other one'," he repeated, +averting his eyes. "You mean--you mean the third son--the one that was +here this evening?" + +"Yes, the--the youngest," she returned, her voice so feeble it was +almost a whisper. + +And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did either +look at the other during that silence. + +At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. +"What--ah--what was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she +came in this afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, but +she answered in such a low voice I didn't--ah--happen to catch it." + +"She--she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she had +enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful creature +I've ever known.'" + +"Well?" + +"That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile--though he doesn't +seem quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the window when +she went out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't known about him +I'd have thought he had quite an interesting face." + +"If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?" + +"Oh, nothing, of course," she said, hurriedly. "Nothing definite, that +is. Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, as we +thought at first. It's only--well, of course it IS odd, their attitude +about him. I suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes him--perhaps +a little queer at times, so that he can't apply himself to anything--or +perhaps does odd things. But, after all, of course, we only have an +impression about it. We don't know--that is, positively. I--" She +paused, then went on: "I didn't know just how to ask--that is--I didn't +mention it to Mary. I didn't--I--" The poor lady floundered pitifully, +concluding with a mumble. "So soon after--after the--the shock." + +"I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him," said Mr. +Vertrees. "I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of +him is--" He broke off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. "I +can't imagine her--oh, NO!" he gasped. And he began to pace the floor. +"A half-witted epileptic!" + +"No, no!" she cried. "He may be all right. We--" + +"Oh, it's horrible! I can't--" He threw himself back into his chair +again, sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall limply +at his sides. + +Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. "You mustn't give way so," she said, +inspired for once almost to direct discourse. "Whatever Mary might think +of doing, it wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on ours. But if +WE should--should consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR own account. It +isn't because we think of ourselves." + +"Oh God, no!" he groaned. "Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, but +Mary can't be a stenographer!" + +Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. "Of course," she +murmured, "it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, +but I had a queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested in +this--" She had almost said "in this one," but checked herself. "In this +young man. It's natural, of course; she is always so strong and well, +and he is--he seems to be, that is--rather appealing to the--the +sympathies." + +"Yes!" he agreed, bitterly. "Precisely. The sympathies!" + +"Perhaps," she faltered, "perhaps you might feel easier if I could have +a little talk with some one?" + +"With whom?" + +"I had thought of--not going about it too brusquely, of course, but +perhaps just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to +be talking with somebody that knew the family--and then I might find +a chance to say that I was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, +and--Something of that kind perhaps?" + +"You don't know anybody that knows the family." + +"Yes. That is--well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan is not a--that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced little +woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she is interested +about--that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more intimate with +Mary, naturally. She's always looking over here from her house; she +was looking out the window this afternoon when Mary went out, I +noticed--though I don't think Mary saw her. I'm sure she wouldn't think +it out of place to--to be frank about matters. She called the other day, +and Mary must rather like her--she said that evening that the call had +done her good. Don't you think it might be wise?" + +"Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible." + +"Yes, so do I," she returned, promptly. "It isn't really a thing we +should be considering seriously, of course. Still--" + +"I should say not! But possibly--" + +Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned the +lights out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between +them that Mrs. Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain +definite information from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and +physical status of Bibbs. And if he were subject to attacks of lunacy, +the unhappy pair decided to prevent the sacrifice they supposed their +daughter intended to make of herself. Altogether, if there were spiteful +ghosts in the old house that night, eavesdropping upon the woeful +comedy, they must have died anew of laughter! + +Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. Darkness +had fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were carrying the piano +down the front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was standing in the open doorway +behind them, preparing to withdraw, when she heard a sharp exclamation; +and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the +light of the doorway. + +"Good gracious!" she cried. "It did give me a fright!" + +"It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?" Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this +informal appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. +"Won't you come in?" + +"No. Oh no, thank you!" Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. +"You don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing but +your piano!" She laughed shrilly. "You know, since our tragedy coming +so suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been--almost +hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute or so ago, +and saw your door wide open and black figures of men against the light, +carrying something heavy, and I almost fainted. You see, it was just the +way it looked when I saw them bringing my poor brother-in-law in, +next door, only such a few short days ago. And I thought I'd seen your +daughter start for a drive with Bibbs Sheridan in a car about three +o'clock--and-- They aren't back yet, are they?" + +"No. Good heavens!" + +"And the only thing I could think of was that something must have +happened to them, and I just dashed over--and it was only your PIANO!" +She broke into laughter again. "I suppose you're just sending it +somewhere to be repaired, aren't you?" + +"It's--it's being taken down-town," said Mrs. Vertrees. "Won't you come +in and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, that I +was--ah--" She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her invitation. +"Won't you come in? I'd really--" + +"Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home +about this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there." + +"That's very sweet." Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked toward +the street with Sibyl. "It's quite balmy for so late in November, isn't +it? Almost like a May evening." + +"I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano," said Sibyl, watching +the instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. "She plays +wonderfully, Mrs. Kittersby tells me." + +"Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her +yesterday, after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him." + +"You mean Bibbs?" asked Sibyl. + +"The--the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?" + +"I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much whether +he was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. Does your +daughter expect the piano back soon?" + +"I--I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to hear +her play because she had arranged with the--that is, it was to be +removed this afternoon. He seems almost well again." + +"Yes." Sibyl nodded. "His father's going to try to start him to work." + +"He seems very delicate," said Mrs. Vertrees. "I shouldn't think he +would be able to stand a great deal, either physically or--" She paused +and then added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness--"or +mentally." + +"Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right," said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + +"Entirely?" Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + +"Yes, entirely." + +"But has he ALWAYS been?" This question came with the same anxious +eagerness. + +"Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over it." + +"And you think--" + +"Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor--" Sibyl choked, and pressed +her handkerchief to her mouth. "Good night, Mrs. Vertrees," she said, +hurriedly, as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner +above, sending a brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement where +the two ladies were standing. + +"Won't you come in?" urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound +of a cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. +"Do! There's Mary now, and she--" + +But Sibyl was half-way across the street. "No, thanks," she called. +"I hope she won't miss her piano!" And she ran into her own house +and plunged headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her +handkerchief over her mouth. + +The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the +quiet house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash of +a decanter, dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end of the +hall; and, after a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe came forth, +holding a dripping napkin in his hand. + +"What's your excitement?" he demanded. "What do you find to go into +hysterics over? Another death in the family?" + +"Oh, it's funny!" she gasped. "Those old frost-bitten people! I guess +THEY'RE getting their come-uppance!" Lying prone, she elevated her feet +in the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + +"Come through, come through!" said her husband, crossly. "What you been +up to?" + +"Me?" she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. +"Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!" She wiped her eyes. "They've had +to sell their piano!" + +"Well, what of it?" + +"That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago," said Sibyl. +"They've been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as +last winter she knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled and +patched, because she got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's cook +had HERS! And the night of the house-warming I kind of got suspicious, +myself. She didn't have one single piece of any kind of real jewelry, +and you could see her dress was an old one done over. Men can't tell +those things, and you all made a big fuss over her, but I thought she +looked a sight, myself! Of course, EDITH was crazy to have her, and--" + +"Well, well?" he urged, impatiently. + +"Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! +Just absolutely NOTHING--and they don't know anywhere to turn! The +family's all died out but them, and all the relatives they got are very +distant, and live East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole town's +been wondering what WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty chances to +marry up to a year or so ago, but she was so indifferent she scared the +men off, and the ones that had wanted to went and married other girls. +Gracious! they were lucky! Marry HER? The man that found himself tied up +to THAT girl--" + +"Terrible funny, terrible funny!" said Roscoe, with sarcasm. "It's so +funny I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of--" + +"Wait!" she begged. "You'll see. I was sitting by the window a little +while ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street and some men +go into the house. It was too dark to make out much, and for a minute +I got the idea they were moving out--the house has been foreclosed on, +Mrs. Kittersby says. It seemed funny, too, because I knew that girl was +out riding with Bibbs. Well, I thought I'd see, so I slipped over--and +it was their PIANO! They'd sold it and were trying to sneak it out after +dark, so nobody'd catch on!" Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but +resumed, as her husband seemed about to interrupt the narrative. "Wait a +minute, can't you? The old lady was superintending, and she gave it all +away. I sized her up for one of those old churchy people that tell +all kinds of lies except when it comes to so many words, and then they +can't. She might just as well told me outright! Yes, they'd sold it; +and I hope they'll pay some of their debts. They owe everybody, and last +week a coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with Mr. Vertrees. +Their cook told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't know WHEN +she'd seen any money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as that +girl in your LIFE?" + +"What girl? Their cook?" + +"That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into +this neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and +out, and here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll +the girl up in her old things, made over, and send her out to get a +Sheridan--she's GOT to get one! And she just goes in blind; and she +tries it on first with YOU. You remember, she just plain TOLD you she +was going to mash you, and then she found out you were the married one, +and turned right square around to Jim and carried him off his feet. +Oh, Jim was landed--there's no doubt about THAT! But Jim was lucky; +he didn't live to STAY landed, and it's a good thing for him!" Sibyl's +mirth had vanished, and she spoke with virulent rapidity. "Well, she +couldn't get you, because you were married, and she couldn't get Jim, +because Jim died. And there they were, dead broke! Do you know what she +did? Do you know what she's DOING?" + +"No, I don't," said Roscoe, gruffly. + +Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. +"BIBBS! She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from JIM'S +FUNERAL! Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!" + +She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. "Bibbs!" she shrieked. +"Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!" + +He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. +"And yesterday," she continued, between paroxysms--"yesterday she came +out of the house--just as he was passing. She must have been looking +out--waiting for the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the window! +And she got him there last night--to 'PLAY' to him; the old lady gave +that away! And to-day she made him take her out in a machine! And the +cream of it is that they didn't even know whether he was INSANE or +not--they thought maybe he was, but she went after him just the same! +The old lady set herself to pump me about it to-day. BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! +BIBBS!" + +But Roscoe looked grim. "So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds kind of +pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too." + +"Oh, it might," she returned, sobering. "It might, if those people +weren't such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency to +come down off the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was funny, +but to see 'em sit up on their pedestal all the time they're eating +dirt--well, I think it's funny! That girl sits up as if she was Queen +Elizabeth, and expects people to wallow on the ground before her until +they get near enough for her to give 'em a good kick with her old +patched shoes--oh, she'd do THAT, all right!--and then she powders up +and goes out to mash--BIBBS SHERIDAN!" + +"Look here," said Roscoe, heavily; "I don't care about that one way or +another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you about. +I was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim." + +At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. "What +is it?" + +"Well," he began, frowning, "what I was going to say then--" He broke +off, and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin in +his hand, threw it pettishly into a corner. "I never expected I'd have +to say anything like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going to ask +you what was the matter between you and Lamhorn." + +Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. "Well?" + +"I felt the time had come for me to know about it," he went on. "You +never told me anything--" + +"You never asked," she interposed, curtly. + +"Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much," said Roscoe. "It looks to +me now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other the way a good +many people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. I was up early and down +to work all day, and I'd come home tired at night, and want to go to bed +soon as I'd got the paper read--unless there was some good musical show +in town. Well, you seemed all right until here lately, the last month or +so, I began to see something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it." + +"Wrong?" she said. "What like?" + +"You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and +excited and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now then, +Lamhorn had been going with us a good while, but I noticed that not long +ago you got to picking on him about every little thing he did; you got +to quarreling with him when I was there and when I wasn't. I could see +you'd been quarreling whenever I came in and he was here." + +"Do you object to that?" asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + +"Yes--when it injures my wife's health!" he returned, with a quick lift +of his eyes to hers. "You began to run down just about the time you +began falling out with him." He stepped close to her. "See here, Sibyl, +I'm going to know what it means." + +"Oh, you ARE?" she snapped. + +"You're trembling," he said, gravely. + +"Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!" + +"That was all I was going to say the other day," he said. "I was going +to ask you--" + +"Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What else +have you to say to-night?" + +"To-night," he replied, with grim swiftness, "I want to know why you +keep telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming here." + +She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, "And what +else did Edith want you to ask me?" + +"I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn," he said, +fiercely. + +"Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped in +there on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell you +then what I said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?" + +"No, she didn't!" he vociferated, his voice growing louder. "She said, +'You tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come and see +her, because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! And I want +to know what it means. I intend--" + +A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. "Dinner is ready," she +said, and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into the +dining-room. Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + +"I intend to know exactly what has been going on," he declared. "I mean +to know just what--" + +Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + +"Oh, you DO!" she cried, shrilly. "You mean to know just what's what, do +you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your +wife, and then you come home making a scene before the servants and +humiliating me in their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl didn't +hear every word you said? You go in there and eat your dinner alone! Go +on! Go and eat your dinner alone--because I won't eat with you!" + +And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon +her, and dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her room +slam overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing +through the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, +found a couple of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. A +window had been open in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left his +note-book on the sill--and the sheets were loose. The door was open, and +when Bibbs came in and closed it, he did not notice that the two sheets +had blown out into the hall. Sheridan recognized the handwriting and +put the sheets in his coat pocket, intending to give them to George +or Jackson for return to the owner, but he forgot and carried them +down-town with him. At noon he found himself alone in his office, and, +having a little leisure, remembered the bits of manuscript, took them +out, and glanced at them. A glance was enough to reveal that they were +not epistolary. Sheridan would not have read a "private letter" that +came into his possession in that way, though in a "matter of business" +he might have felt it his duty to take advantage of an opportunity +afforded in any manner whatsoever. Having satisfied himself that Bibbs's +scribblings were only a sample of the kind of writing his son preferred +to the machine-shop, he decided, innocently enough, that he would be +justified in reading them. + + It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy + generalization of a companion, and will wear the most agreeable + expression of accepting it as the law, and then--days afterward, + when the thing is a mummy to its promulgator--she will inquire out + of a clear sky: "WHY did you say that the people down-town have + nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you mean?" And she + may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very difficult + --you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously. + + Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is + warm in winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but + dozens. He has a clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he + walks in his April orchard under a roof of flowers. He must die, + violently perhaps, but quickly. Is Midas's cancer a better way? + The rooster's wives and children must die. Are those of Midas + immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but Midas's + life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise. + + The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh + himself anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster + doesn't get. The office-building has an elevator, the rooster + flies up to the bough. Midas has a machine to take him to his work; + the rooster finds his worm underfoot. The "business man" feels + a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits late at wine + after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because it + interferes with the work--he swears never to relieve that pressure + again. The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is + in his favor. + + The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. The rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for + to-morrow. What does he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the + rooster will not have without providing. + + The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, + they love; they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. + Neither knows beauty; neither knows knowledge. And after all, when + Midas dies and the rooster dies, there is one thing Midas has had + and rooster has not. Midas has had the excitement of accumulating + what he has grubbed, and that has been his life and his love and + his god. He cannot take that god with him when he dies. I wonder + if the worthy gods are those we can take with us. + + Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in + his religion-- + +The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. +He crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in a +waste-basket beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia of +Names, which a book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; a +volume now first put to use for the location of "Midas." Having read the +legend, Sheridan walked up and down the spacious office, exhaling +the breath of contempt. "Dam' fool!" he mumbled. But this was no new +thought, nor was the contrariness of Bibbs's notes a surpise to him; and +presently he dismissed the matter from his mind. + +He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For a long +time he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe preferred a +club luncheon, but Jim and his father almost always went to a small +restaurant near the Sheridan Building, where they spent twenty minutes +in the consumption of food, and twenty in talk, with cigars. Jim came +for his father every day, at five minutes after twelve, and Sheridan +was again in his office at five minutes before one. But now that Jim no +longer came, Sheridan remained alone in his office; he had not gone out +to lunch since Jim's death, nor did he have anything sent to him--he +fasted until evening. + +It was the time he missed Jim personally the most--the voice and eyes +and handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these things +were not the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss went far +deeper. Roscoe was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and that was +a great comfort; but it was in Jim that Sheridan had most happily +perceived his own likeness. Jim was the one who would have been surest +to keep the great property growing greater, year by year. Sheridan had +fallen asleep, night after night, picturing what the growth would be +under Jim. He had believed that Jim was absolutely certain to be one of +the biggest men in the country. Well, it was all up to Roscoe now! + +That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was a +question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife had +suggested it--though vaguely--and he had meant to speak to Roscoe about +it. However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for several +days, and when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had been no +opportunity. + +He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward four +o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a lower +floor. He found several men waiting for business interviews in an outer +room of the series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he would +find his son busy with others, and that his question would have to +be postponed, but when he entered the door marked "R. C. Sheridan. +Private," Roscoe was there alone. + +He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, and +he did not turn as his father opened the door. + +"Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy," said +Sheridan. "What's the matter?" + +"Nothing," Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + +"Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes myself! +I just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it'll keep, if you're +workin' something out in your mind!" + +Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, paused +with his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless figure in +the chair. Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when he came to the +office. "You're all right, ain't you?" said Sheridan. "Not sick, are +you?" + +"No." + +Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. "I +wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn," he said. "I guess your +mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you known him +longer'n any of us, so--" + +"I won't," said Roscoe, thickly--"I won't say a dam' thing about him!" + +Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position +near the window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were +bloodshot and vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was distorted, +and he was deathly pale. The father stood aghast. + +"By George!" he muttered. "ROSCOE!" + +"My name," said Roscoe. "Can' help that." + +"ROSCOE!" Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. Probably +nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find Roscoe--the +steady old wheel-horse--in this condition. "How'd you GET this way?" he +demanded. "You caught cold and took too much for it?" + +For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. "Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all time, +lately. Firs' you notice it?" + +"By George!" cried Sheridan. "I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good deal +lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good for you. +Boh! To see you like a common hog!" + +Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gesture. +"Hog!" he repeated, chuckling. + +"Yes, a hog!" said Sheridan, angrily. "In business hours! I don't object +to anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business hours; nor, +if a man keeps his work right up to the scratch, I wouldn't be the one +to baste him if he got good an' drunk once in two, three years, maybe. +It ain't MY way. I let it alone, but I never believed in forcin' my way +on a grown-up son in moral matters. I guess I was wrong! You think them +men out there are waitin' to talk business with a drunkard? You think +you can come to your office and do business drunk? By George! I wonder +how often this has been happening and me not on to it! I'll have a look +over your books to-morrow, and I'll--" + +Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, +contriving to hold himself in position by clutching the back of the +heavy chair in which he had been sitting. + +"Hoo--hoorah!" he cried. "'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all you +want to--outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing innerfere +business hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. Drink! Die! +L'everything go to hell, but DON' let innerfere business!" + +Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling +his own office, overhead. "Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's +suite and get rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him in +room two-fourteen. There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' fellows +on the Kinsey business. Tell 'em something's come up I have to go over +with Roscoe, and tell 'em to come back day after to-morrow at two. +You needn't come in to let me know they're gone; we don't want to be +disturbed. Tell Pauly to call my house and send Claus down here with a +closed car. We may have to go out. Tell him to hustle, and call me at +Roscoe's room as soon as the car gets here. 'T's all!" + +Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. "Drunk in +business hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get drunk, +mus'n' gamble, mus'n' kill 'nybody--not in business hours! All right any +other time. Kill 'nybody you want to--'s long 'tain't in business +hours! Fine! Mus'n' have any trouble 't'll innerfere business. Keep your +trouble 't home. Don' bring it to th' office. Might innerfere business! +Have funerals on Sunday--might innerfere business! Don' let your wife +innerfere business! Keep all, all, ALL your trouble an' your meanness, +an' your trad--your tradegy--keep 'em ALL for home use! If you got die, +go on die 't home--don' die round th' office! Might innerfere business!" + +Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with his +back to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware of his +father's significant posture. + +"You know wh' I think?" he went on. "I think Bibbs only one the fam'ly +any 'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. Jim worked, +an' he got killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look at me! Jus' look at +me, I ask you. Fine 'dustriss young business man. Look whass happen' to +me! Fine!" He lifted his hand from the sustaining chair in a deplorable +gesture, and, immediately losing his balance, fell across the chair +and caromed to the floor with a crash, remaining prostrate for several +minutes, during which Sheridan did not relax his apparent attention to +the newspaper. He did not even look round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + +Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up +by holding to the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having +progressed in the prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less +volatile. He rubbed his dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + +"What--what you ask me while ago?" he said. + +"Nothin'." + +"Yes, you did. What--what was it?" + +"Nothin'. You better sit down." + +"You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. Well, I +won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!" + +The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear and +said, "Right down." Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a closet and +brought them to his son. "Get into this coat," he said. "You're goin' +home." + +"All ri'," Roscoe murmured, obediently. + +They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through the +outer office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped it, and +told the operator to take on no more passengers until they reached +the ground floor. Roscoe walked out of the building and got into the +automobile without lurching, and twenty minutes later walked into his +own house in the same manner, neither he nor his father having spoken a +word in the interval. + +Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room +without meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door he +heard from within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant +fragments of song: + + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?... + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound. + And away--and away! + Hi-yay! + +It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected +any musical symptom whatever in Bibbs--he had never even heard him +whistle--and it seemed the last touch of irony that the useless fool +should be merry to-day. + +To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and he +did not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and locked +the door. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and +came to the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety +manifest and was but partially reassured by his explanation that his +lunch had "disagreed" with him a little. + +Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had +become hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from +white-jacket's salver. "Here's another difference between Midas and +chicken," Sheridan remarked, grimly. "Midas can eat rooster, but rooster +can't eat Midas. I reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks to me like he +had the advantage there." + +Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to +his plate without dropping it and to respond, "Yes--he crows over it." + +Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed--for +he could blush distinctly now--and his mother looked upon him with +pleasure, though the reference to Midas and roosters was of course +jargon to her. "Did you ever see anybody improve the way that child +has!" she exclaimed. "I declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look right +handsome!" + +"He's got to be such a gadabout," Edith giggled. + +"I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before +anybody was up," said Sheridan. "I reckon if people lose things in this +house and expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as I do." + +"What was it he lost?" asked Edith. + +"He knows!" her father returned. "Seems to me like I forgot to bring it +home with me. I looked it over--thought probably it was something pretty +important, belongin' to a busy man like him." He affected to search +his pockets. "What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to me like I +remember leavin' it down at the office--in the waste-basket." + +"Good place for it," Bibbs murmured, still red. + +Sheridan gave him a grin. "Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up +early enough to find things before I do!" + +It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the +evening, to Mary Vertrees--they had come to know each other that well. + +"My time's here at last," he said, as they sat together in the +melancholy gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. +That removal had left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. +Vertrees that neither of them had crossed the threshold since the dark +day; but the gas-light, though from a single jet, shed no melancholy +upon Bibbs, nor could any room seem bare that knew the glowing presence +of Mary. He spoke lightly, not sadly. + +"Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put off +any longer. It's really my part to go to him--at least it would save my +face. He means what he says, and the time's come to serve my sentence. +Hard labor for life, I think." + +Mary shook her head. "I don't think so. He's too kind." + +"You think my father's KIND?" And Bibbs stared at her. + +"Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. It's +only that he has to be kind in his own way--because he can't understand +any other way." + +"Ah yes," said Bibbs. "If that's what you mean by 'kind'!" + +She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. "It's +going to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?" + +"Oh--self-pity!" he returned, smiling. "This has been just the last +flicker of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. +There'd be no loafers in the world if each man found the thing that he +could do best; but the only work I happen to want to do is useless--so I +have to give it up. To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer." + +"What is it like--exactly?" + +"I get up at six," he said. "I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, +which is aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin +buckets, and tin buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, +and I'm at work in my overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, and +work again from one till five." + +"But the work itself?" + +"It wasn't muscularly exhausting--not at all. They couldn't give me a +heavier job because I wasn't good enough." + +"But what will you do? I want to know." + +"When I left," said Bibbs, "I was 'on' what they call over there a +'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and that's +what I'll be sent back to." + +"But what is it?" she insisted. + +Bibbs explained. "It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips of +zinc into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into little +circles. All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into the jaws at +a certain angle--and yet I was a very bad hand at it." + +He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade +paler, and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have +known it and wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + +"You do that all day long?" she asked, and as he nodded, "It seems +incredible!" she exclaimed. "YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a machine +nine hours a day! No wonder--" She broke off, and then, after a keen +glance at his face, she said: "I should think you WOULD have been a 'bad +hand at it'!" + +He laughed ruefully. "I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to +say it. You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of +rhythmical crashing--a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle." + +"How often is that?" + +"The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute--a little more +than one a second." + +"And you're close to it?" + +"Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap," he said, turning to her more +gaily. "The others don't mind. You see, it's something wrong with me. I +have an idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing--I flinch and +duck a little every time the crash comes, and I couldn't get over it. I +was a treat to the other workmen in that room; they'll be glad to see me +back. They used to laugh at me all day long." + +Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting +on the arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. She +was staring at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in them. + +"It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you," she said, in a +low voice. "No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you to the +leisure to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to have them +published for you--" + +"Can't you SEE him?" Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in +his voice. "If he could understand what you're saying--and if you can +imagine his taking such a notion, he'd have had R. T. Bloss put up +posters all over the country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with a +Punch!' No. It's just as well he never got the--But what's the use? I've +never written anything worth printing, and I never shall." + +"You could!" she said. + +"That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried to +do." + +"You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!" + +"It isn't," said BIBBS, honestly. "I never could--but you're the kindest +lady in this world, Miss Vertrees." + +She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. +"That sounds wrong," she said, impulsively. "I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' +I've thought of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't +you rather call me 'Mary'?" + +Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + +"Wouldn't you?" she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + +"If I CAN!" he said, in a low voice. + +"Ah, that's very pretty!" she laughed. "You're such an honest person, +it's pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety." She +became grave again immediately. "I hear myself laughing as if it were +some one else. It sounds like laughter on the eve of a great calamity." +She got up restlessly, crossed the room and leaned against the wall, +facing him. "You've GOT to go back to that place?" + +He nodded. + +"And the other time you did it--" + +"Just over it," said Bibbs. "Two years. But I don't mind the prospect of +a repetition so much as--" + +"So much as what?" she prompted, as he stopped. + +Bibbs looked up at her shyly. "I want to say it, but--but I come to a +dead balk when I try. I--" + +"Go on. Say it, whatever it is," she bade him. "You wouldn't know how to +say anything I shouldn't like." + +"I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say," he +returned, moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet--he +seemed to feel awkward, thoroughly. "You see, all my life--until I met +you--if I ever felt like saying anything, I wrote it instead. Saying +things is a new trick for me, and this--well, it's just this: I used to +feel as if I hadn't ever had any sort of a life at all. I'd never been +of use to anything or anybody, and I'd never had anything, myself, +except a kind of haphazard thinking. But now it's different--I'm still +of no use to anybody, and I don't see any prospect of being useful, +but I have had something for myself. I've had a beautiful and happy +experience, and it makes my life seem to be--I mean I'm glad I've lived +it! That's all; it's your letting me be near you sometimes, as you have, +this strange, beautiful, happy little while!" + +He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he had +to say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did not +speak, but a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she had +gone back to her chair again. The house was still; the shabby old room +was so quiet that the sound of a creaking in the wall seemed sharp and +loud. + +And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. "If you +think it has been--happy--to be friends with me--you'd want to--to make +it last." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, as faintly. + +"You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't you?" + +"Yes," he gulped. + +"But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over." + +He tried to evade her. "Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his overalls--" + +"No," she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. "You said what you did +because you think the shop's going to kill you." + +"No, no!" + +"Yes, you do think that!" She rose to her feet again and came and stood +before him. "Or you think it's going to send you back to the sanitarium. +Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you that! You see I'm +a friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant what you said--and you +did mean it, I know it!--you're not going to go back to the sanitarium. +The shop sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!" + +And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, +splendid in generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + +"If I mean THAT much to you," she cried, "they can't harm you! Go +back to the shop--but come to me when your day's work is done. Let the +machines crash their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember each crash +that deafens you is that much nearer the evening and me!" + +He stumbled to his feet. "You say--" he gasped. + +"Every evening, dear Bibbs!" + +He could only stare, bewildered. + +"EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!" And she held +out her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous clasp. "If +I could, I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine with you," +she said. "But all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. You must keep +remembering that your friend stands beside you. And when the work is +done--won't the night make up for the day?" + +Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance +of kindness. But all he could say was, huskily, "To think you're +there--with me--standing beside the old zinc-eater--" + +And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found what +it meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his +father sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood before +him. "I'm cured, father," he said. "When do I go back to the shop? I'm +ready." + +The desolate and grim old man did not relax. "I was sittin' up to give +you a last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's about time! +I just wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not to make me take +you over there by the collar. Last night I made up my mind I'd give you +just one more day. Well, you got to it before I did--pretty close to +the eleventh hour! All right. Start in to-morrow. It's the first o' the +month. Think you can get up in time?" + +"Six o'clock," Bibbs responded, briskly. "And I want to tell you--I'm +going in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll 'like it'!" + +"That's YOUR lookout!" his father grunted. "They'll put you back on the +clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week." + +"More than I'm worth, too," said Bibbs, cheerily. "That reminds me, I +didn't mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I meant--" + +"Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!" + +"I just wanted you to know. Good night, father." + +"G'night!" + +The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became +inaudible, and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat +staring angrily at the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slippers could +be heard descending, and Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, her oblique +expression and the state of her toilette being those of a person who, +after trying unsuccessfully to sleep on one side, has got up to look for +burglars. + +"Papa!" she exclaimed, drowsily. "Why'n't you go to bed? It must be +goin' on 'leven o'clock!" + +She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to +the fire. "What's the matter?" she asked, sleep and anxiety striving +sluggishly with each other in her voice. "I knew you were worried all +dinner-time. You got something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' +taken away like he was. What's worryin' you now, papa?" + +"Nothin'." + +She jeered feebly. "N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't +you?" + +"He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning," said Sheridan. + +"Just the same as he did before?" + +"Just pre-CISELY!" + +"How--how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?" she asked, timidly. + +"Until he KNOWS something!" The unhappy man struck his palms together, +then got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his wont when he +talked. "He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly +in the six months he was there, and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn +it! Do you suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to +learn it? No! And I ain't a-goin' to tell him, either! When he went +there I had 'em set him on the simplest machine we got--and he stuck +there! How much prospect would there be of his learnin' to run the whole +business if he can't run the easiest machine in it? I sent him there +to make him THOROUGH. And what happened? He didn't LIKE it! That boy's +whole life, there's been a settin' up o' something mulish that's against +everything I want him to do. I don't know what it is, but it's got to be +worked out of him. Now, labor ain't any more a simple question than what +it was when we were young. My idea is that, outside o' union troubles, +the man that can manage workin'-men is the man that's been one himself. +Well, I set Bibbs to learn the men and to learn the business, and HE +set himself to balk on the first job! That's what he did, and the balk's +lasted close on to three years. If he balks again I'm just done with +him! Sometimes I feel like I was pretty near done with everything, +anyhow!" + +"I knew there was something else," said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over +a yawn. "You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now--'less +you'll tell me?" + +"Suppose something happened to Roscoe," he said. "THEN what'd I have to +look forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A +lummix! A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a +groove!" + +"Roscoe?" she yawned. "You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's the +strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better health than +he does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years. You better +go up to bed, papa." + +"Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it +means, keepin' property together these days--just keepin' it ALIVE, let +alone makin' it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates hacked +away in chunks, big and little. I tell you when a man dies the wolves +come out o' the woods, pack after pack, to see what they can tear off +for themselves; and if that dead man's chuldern ain't on the job, night +and day, everything he built'll get carried off. Carried off? I've seen +a big fortune behave like an ash-barrel in a cyclone--there wasn't even +a dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've seen it, time and again. +My Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME! It don't seem like +I deserved it--no man ever tried harder to raise his boys right than I +have. I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to be guards +to drive the wolves off, and how to be builders to build, and build +bigger. I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadays--a man's +got to have eyes in the back of his head. You hear talk, sometimes, 'd +make you think the millennium had come--but right the next breath you'll +hear somebody hollerin' about 'the great unrest.' You BET there's a +'great unrest'! There ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's +goin' to do to us in the end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, +but it's frothin' and bubblin' in the boiler. This country's been +fillin' up with it from all over the world for a good many years, and +the old camp-meetin' days are dead and done with. Church ain't what it +used to be. Nothin's what it used to be--everything's turned up from the +bottom, and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the air. There's +an awful ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're goin' +to keep your balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like +bugs on the bottom of a board--after any piece o' money they hear is +loose. Fool schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and +the worst! You got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it. And +the woods are full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: +'Get the other fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's +built as I have, when he's built good and strong, and made good things +grow and prosper--THOSE are the fellows that lay for the chance to slide +in and sneak the benefit of it and put their names to it! And what's +the use of my havin' ever been born, if such a thing as that is goin' +to happen? What's the use of my havin' worked my life and soul into my +business, if it's all goin' to be dispersed and scattered soon as I'm in +the ground?" + +He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating--little regarding +the troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled +thunderously; the words came with stormy bitterness. "You think this is +a time for young men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never +was such a time before; there never was such opportunity. The sluggard +is despoiled while he sleeps--yes, by George! if a man lays down they'll +eat him before he wakes!--but the live man can build straight up till +he touches the sky! This is the business man's day; it used to be the +soldier's day and the statesman's day, but this is OURS! And it ain't a +Sunday to go fishin'--it's turmoil! turmoil!--and you got to go out and +live it and breathe it and MAKE it yourself, or you'll only be a dead +man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. And that's what my son Bibbs +has been doin' all his life, and what he'd rather do now than go out and +do his part by me. And if anything happens to Roscoe--" + +"Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense," Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, +irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. "There isn't anything +goin' to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' yourself about +nothin'. Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?" + +Sheridan halted. "All right, mamma," he said, with a vast sigh. "Let's +go up." And he snapped off the electric light, leaving only the rosy +glow of the fire. + +"Did you speak to Roscoe?" she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her +drowsiness. "Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?" + +"No. I will to-morrow." + + +But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did +Sheridan see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the +fourth day of the month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine +in the morning, when Sheridan happened to be alone. + +"They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me." + +"Sit down," said Sheridan, rising. + +Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, and +then walked away, smiling bitterly. "Boh!" he exclaimed. "Still at it!" + +"Yes," said Roscoe. "I've had a couple of drinks this morning. What +about it?" + +"I reckon I better adopt some decent young man," his father returned. +"I'd bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I +would!" + +"Better do it," Roscoe assented, sullenly. + +"When'd you begin this thing?" + +"I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is." + +"Leave that talk out! You know what I mean." + +"Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours--until the +other day." + +Sheridan began cutting. "It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your +office. He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into him, +and he came through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't work. You +been leavin' your office for drinks every few hours for the last three +weeks. I been over your books. Your office is way behind. You haven't +done any work, to count, in a month." + +"All right," said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. "It's all true." + +"What you goin' to do about it?" + +Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. "I can't stand very much +talk about it, father," he said, pleadingly. + +"No!" Sheridan cried. "Neither can I! What do you think it means to ME?" +He dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. "I can't stand to +talk about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to find out +what's the matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you out!" + +Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + +"You can't straighten me out." + +"See here!" said Sheridan. "Can you go back to your office and stay +sober to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a couple +o' huskies to follow you around and knock the whiskey out o' your hand +if they see you tryin' to take it?" + +"You needn't worry about that," said Roscoe, looking up with a faint +resentment. "I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst." + +"Well, what have you got?" + +"Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you." + +"We'll see about that!" said Sheridan, harshly. "Now I can't fool with +you to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my +office. You bring your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come last +Sunday--but you come to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when the +women-folks are workin' the phonograph, after dinner. Can you keep sober +till then? You better be sure, because I'm going to send Abercrombie +down to your office every little while, and he'll let me know." + +Roscoe paused at the door. "You told Abercrombie about it?" he asked. + +"TOLD him!" And Sheridan laughed hideously. "Do you suppose there's an +elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?" + +Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + "WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!" + +So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen +because of the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago that +the uproar was rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, on the +afternoon of the fourth day of his return, he was accompanying the +swing and clash of the metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, mingling +improvisations of his own among them, and mocking the zinc-eater's crash +with vocal imitations: + + Fearless and bold, + Chang! Bash! Behold! + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound, + And away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, crash, bang! + WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash? + NIGHT'S on the way + EACH time I say, + Hi-YAY! + Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! + +The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the +air was thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; +everything was implacably in motion--nowhere was there a rest for the +dizzied eye. The first time he had entered the place Bibbs had become +dizzy instantly, and six months of it had only added increasing nausea +to faintness. But he felt neither now. "ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY +THOUGHTS TO YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR FRIEND STANDS +BESIDE YOU." He saw her there beside him, and the greasy, roaring place +became suffused with radiance. The poet was happy in his machine-shop; +he was still a poet there. And he fed his old zinc-eater, and sang: + + Away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG! + Wild are his eyes, + Fiercely he dies! + Hi-YAH! + Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG! + Ready to fling + Our gloves in the ring-- + +He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. +Their great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him +standing with Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan nodded +to those nearest him--he had personal acquaintance with nearly all of +them--but he kept his attention upon his son. Bibbs worked steadily, +never turning from his machine. Now and then he varied his musical +programme with remarks addressed to the zinc-eater. + +"Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if +you don't try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's +right--YOU'LL never get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's a +nice, shiny one." + +The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to +Gurney's ear and shouted fiercely: "Talkin' to himself! By George!" + +Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + +Bibbs returned to song: + + Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I! + WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Fearless and bo-- + +His father grasped him by the arm. "Here!" he shouted. "Let ME show you +how to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some better'n +you used to be, but that's no way to handle--Get out the way and let me +show you once." + +"Better be careful," Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + +"Careful? Boh!" Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. "What +you talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think you're so +abused you're goin' wrong in the head?" + +"'Abused'? No!" shouted Bibbs. "I was SINGING--because I 'like it'! I +told you I'd come back and 'like it.'" + +Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, +but began to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it +awkwardly--and with bad results. + +"Here!" he shouted. "This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's nothin' +to it, if you put your mind on it." By his own showing then his mind was +not upon it. He continued to talk. "All you got to look out for is to +keep it pressed over to--" + +"Don't run your hand up with it," Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward him. + +"Run nothin'! You GOT to--" + +"Look out!" shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang +forward. But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, and +the zinc-eater had bitten off the tips of the first and second fingers. +He swore vehemently, and wrung his hand, sending a shower of red drops +over himself and Bibbs, but Gurney grasped his wrist, and said, sharply: + +"Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, fetch +my bag. It's in my machine, outside." + +And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor +still grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a basin. +Sheridan had lost color, and temper, too. He glared over his shoulder at +his son as the latter handed the bag to Gurney. + +"You go on back to your work," he said. "I've had worse snips than that +from a pencil-sharpener." + +"Oh no, you haven't!" said Gurney. + +"I have, too!" Sheridan retorted, angrily. "Bibbs, you go on back to +your work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole Doc +Gurney tryin' to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that only needs +a little court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't happened. You get back +on your job." + +"All right," said Bibbs. + +"HERE!" Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. +"You watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? I +slipped, or I wouldn't got scratched, but you--YOU'RE liable to get your +whole hand cut off! You keep your eyes open!" + +"Yes, sir." And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + +Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned him +outside, where conversation was possible. "I sent him home, Bibbs. He'll +have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls off. I'll take you +for a drive and leave you at home." + +"Can't," said Bibbs. "Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows." + +"No, you don't," the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. "He wants me to +take you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see how much +harm these four days on the machine have done you. I guess you folks +have got that old man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, up at your +house! But I don't need to go over you. I can see with my eyes half +shut--" + +"Yes," Bibbs interrupted, "that's what they are." + +"I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. What's +made the difference?" + +"I like the machine," said Bibbs. "I've made a friend of it. I serenade +it and talk to it, and then it talks back to me." + +"Indeed, indeed? What does it say?" + +"What I want to hear." + +"Well, well!" The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot +repeatedly. "Better come along and take a drive with me. You can take +the time off that he allowed for the examination, and--" + +"Not at all," said Bibbs. "I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater till +five o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!" + +"Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write." + +"I don't know about that," Bibbs said, thoughtfully; "but the zinc-eater +doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than being +in business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. I'd be +content to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my days." + +"You do beat the devil!" exclaimed Gurney. "Your father's right when he +tells me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was doing +when He made you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! Well, I'm +off. Go on back to your murdering old machine." He climbed into his car, +which he operated himself, but he refrained from setting it immediately +in motion. "Well, I rubbed it in on the old man that you had warned him +not to slide his hand along too far, and that he got hurt because he +didn't pay attention to your warning, and because he was trying to show +you how to do something you were already doing a great deal better +than he could. You tell him I'll be around to look at it and change the +dressing to-morrow morning. Good-by." + +But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more than +change the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe of +its kind, and Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was +rebellious and scornful, being brought to a degree of tractability +only by means of horrible threats and talk of amputation. However, he +appeared at the dinner-table with his hand supported in a sling, which +he seemed to regard as an indignity, while the natural inquiries upon +the subject evidently struck him as deliberate insults. Mrs. Sheridan, +having been unable to contain her solicitude several times during the +day, and having been checked each time in a manner that blanched her +cheek, hastened to warn Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their arrival at five, to +omit any reference to the injury and to avoid even looking at the sling +if they possibly could. + +The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to +arrive either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; +and the members of the family were all seated at the table within two +minutes after she and Roscoe had entered the house. + +It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed charged, +awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's expression, +as she sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon her husband, was +that of a person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale and intent. +Roscoe looked ill; Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked both ill and +explosive. Bibbs had more color than any of these, and there was a +strange brightness, like a light, upon his face. It was curious to see +anything so happy in the tense gloom of that household. + +Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She never +once looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick glance, +heavily charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, and, like +Edith, kept his eyes upon his plate and made believe to occupy himself +with the viands thereon, loading his fork frequently, but not lifting +it to his mouth. He did not once look at his father, though his father +gazed heavily at him most of the time. And between Edith and Sibyl, and +between Roscoe and his father, some bitter wireless communication seemed +continually to be taking place throughout the long silences prevailing +during this enlivening ceremony of Sabbath refection. + +"Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?" his mother asked, in the +effort to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + +"What did you say, mother?" + +"Didn't you go to church this morning?" + +"I think so," he answered, as from a roseate trance. + +"You THINK so! Don't you know?" + +"Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!" + +"Which one?" + +"Just down the street. It's brick." + +"What was the sermon about?" + +"What, mother?" + +"Can't you hear me?" she cried. "I asked you what the sermon was about?" + +He roused himself. "I think it was about--" He frowned, seeming to +concentrate his will to recollect. "I think it was about something in +the Bible." + +White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and +lean upon Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. "He don't know they +WAS any suhmon!" he concluded, having narrated the dining-room dialogue. +"All he know is he was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!" George was right. + +"Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?" Sibyl asked. + +"No," he answered. "No, I didn't go alone." + +"Oh?" Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking inquiry, +and followed it by another, expressive of hilarious comprehension. "OH!" + +Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that +completed the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + +Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed to +other parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe into the +library, but was not well received. + +"YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks," Sheridan +commanded. + +Bibbs retreated. "Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!" he +said. + +However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his +mother and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, +according to their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping her +feet together and looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the room, +examining a brooch which she had detached from her throat; and Mrs. +Sheridan was looking over a collection of records consisting exclusively +of Caruso and rag-time. She selected one of the latter, remarking that +she thought it "right pretty," and followed it with one of the former +and the same remark. + +As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad +doorway, seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. Instead, +he favored Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately left +the room, George stepping aside for her to precede him, and then +disappearing after her in the hall with an air of successful diplomacy. +He made it perfectly clear that Edith had given him secret instructions +and that it had been his pride and pleasure to fulfil them to the +letter. + +Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with +curious eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + +"What's that?" she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + +"Here's another right pretty record," said Mrs. Sheridan, +affecting--with patent nervousness--not to hear. And she unloosed the +music. + +Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After a +little while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in a gold +chair, with his eyes closed. + +"Where did Edith go?" she asked, curiously. + +"Edith?" he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. "Is she gone?" + +Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, +still tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she was +suddenly at high tension, and her expression had become one of sharp +excitement. She listened intently. + +When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the +library, during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and +husky: "I won't say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as well +let me alone!" + +But there were other sounds: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low +protesting cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started +another record, a sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes of +Sibyl. She walked down the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + +Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became +instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to +foot, and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + +But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face so +white. At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible consequences +became nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up her skirts and +contorting her lips to the semblance of a smile. + +"Sit just as you were--both of you!" she said. And then to Edith: "Did +you tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?" + +"You march out of here!" said Edith, fiercely. "March straight out of +here!" + +Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + +"Did you tell her I'd been telephoning you I wanted you to come?" + +"Oh, good God!" Lamhorn said. "Hush!" + +"You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?" she cried. "You knew +that!" + +"HUSH!" he begged, panic-stricken. + +"That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You wouldn't +come--you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what I had to say! +You were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it all a thousand times +before, and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!" she stormed. "You wouldn't +even come for five minutes, but you could tell that little cat! And SHE +told my husband! You're a MAN!" + +Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous to +Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give way +to her feelings. "Get out of this house!" she shrieked. "This is my +father's house. Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!" + +"No! No! I mustn't SPEAK--" + +"Don't you DARE!" + +Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, +fronting each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled +and rose and cracked--they screeched. They could be heard over the noise +of the phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. They could +be heard all over the house. They were heard in the kitchen; they could +have been heard in the cellar. Neither of them cared for that. + +"You told my husband!" screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer to +Edith's. "You told my husband! This man put THAT in your hands to strike +me with! HE did!" + +"I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! It's +TIME your husband--" + +They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. "Do you want the neighbors +in?" Sheridan thundered. + +There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and his +mother in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. She moved +slowly toward the door; then suddenly she began to run. She ran into the +hall, and through it, and out of the house. Roscoe followed her heavily, +his eyes on the ground. + +"NOW THEN!" said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + +The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the +vicious gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit in the +direction of the door in a manner sufficient for the swift dispersal of +George and Jackson and several female servants who hovered behind Mrs. +Sheridan. They fled lightly. + +"Papa, papa!" wailed Mrs. Sheridan. "Look at your hand! You'd oughtn't +to been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her shoulder. Look!" + +There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the tips +of the fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. "Now then!" +he repeated. "You goin' to leave my house?" + +"He will NOT!" sobbed Edith. "Don't you DARE order him out!" + +"Don't you bother, dear," said Lamhorn, quietly. "He doesn't understand. +YOU mustn't be troubled." Pallor was becoming to him; he looked very +handsome, and as he left the room he seemed in the girl's distraught +eyes a persecuted noble, indifferent to the rabble yawping insult at his +heels--the rabble being enacted by her father. + +"Don't come back, either!" said, Sheridan, realistic in this +impersonation. "Keep off the premises!" he called savagely into the +hall. "This family's through with you!" + +"It is NOT!" Edith cried, breaking from her mother. "You'll SEE about +that! You'll find out! You'll find out what'll happen! What's HE done? +I guess if I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? What's +HE done, I'd like to know? You don't know anything about it. Don't you +s'pose he told ME? She was crazy about him soon as he began going there, +and he flirted with her a little. That's everything he did, and it +was before he met ME! After that he wouldn't, and it wasn't anything, +anyway--he never was serious a minute about it. SHE wanted it to be +serious, and she was bound she wouldn't give him up. He told her long +ago he cared about me, but she kept persecuting him and--" + +"Yes," said Sheridan, sternly; "that's HIS side of it! That'll do! He +doesn't come in this house again!" + +"You look out!" Edith cried. + +"Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed on +the premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie +look up this young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count +on earth! He's no good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if he was +George Washington, after what's happened and what I've heard to-night!" + +"But, papa," Mrs. Sheridan began, "if Edie says it was all Sibyl's +fault, makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor--" + +"'S enough!" he roared. "He keeps off these premises! And if any of you +so much as ever speak his name to me again--" + +But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the +sound of his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by her +mother. However, Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and joined +her husband in the library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold chair, saw +her pass, roused himself from reverie, and strolled in after her. + +"She locked her door," said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. +"She wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room." + +"Well," said her husband, "she can settle her mind to it. She +never speaks to that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her +to-morrow--Here! You tell the help if he calls up to ring off and say +it's my orders. No, you needn't. I'll tell 'em myself." + +"Better not," said Bibbs, gently. + +His father glared at him. + +"It's no good," said Bibbs. "Mother, when you were in love with +father--" + +"My goodness!" she cried. "You ain't a-goin' to compare your father to +that--" + +"Edith feels about him just what you did about father," said Bibbs. "And +if YOUR father had told you--" + +"I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!" she declared, angrily. + +"So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?" said Sheridan. +"What is it?" + +"Let her see him all she wants." + +"You're a--" Sheridan gave it up. "I don't know what to call you!" + +"Let her see him all she wants," Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. "You're +up against something too strong for you. If Edith were a weakling +you'd have a chance this way, but she isn't. She's got a lot of your +determination, father, and with what's going on inside of her she'll +beat you. You can't keep her from seeing him, as long as she feels about +him the way she does now. You can't make her think less of him, either. +Nobody can. Your only chance is that she'll do it for herself, and if +you give her time and go easy she probably will. Marriage would do it +for her quickest, but that's just what you don't want, and as you DON'T +want it, you'd better--" + +"I can't stand any more!" Sheridan burst out. "If it's come to BIBBS +advisin' me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's that +nigger George? Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my family. +Bibbs, for God's sake go and lay down! 'Let her see him all she wants'! +Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; here's--" + +"Bibbs," said Mrs. Sheridan, "if you haven't got anything to do, you +might step over and take Sibyl's wraps home--she left 'em in the hall. I +don't think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now." + +"All right." And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and +delivered them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, +"Forgot these," and, "Good night, Roscoe," cordially and cheerfully, and +returned to the New House. His mother and father were still talking in +the library, but with discretion he passed rapidly on and upward to his +own room, and there he proceeded to write in his note-book. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. + + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love--nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train--hatreds and jealousies--all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. + + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to + be turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross + a mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. + Friendship walks gently and with open eyes. + + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise + when she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other + half of the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce + ways, could know this transcendent happiness? + + Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a friend + is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. For + the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love it! + + Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness--it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured--the air becomes iridescent. + You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods everything. + + When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give + you nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in + anything for ever. + + What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out. + + This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment. + + Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, + or if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning "Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents + duly noted." But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting--always there--for you! Who would wake + from such a dream as this? + + Dawn and the sea--music in moonlit gardens--nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom--what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what it means not to be alone! + That is what a friend gives you! + +Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed a +somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his own +(and perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan to +sleep soundly through the night and to wake at dawn with a light heart. + +His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of +affairs of his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, +"Who would wake from such a dream as this?" Bibbs was a sympathetic +person, easily touched, but he was indeed living in a dream, and all +things outside of it were veiled and remote--for that is the way of +youth in a dream. And Bibbs, who had never before been of any age, +either old or young, had come to his youth at last. + +He went whistling from the house before even his father had come +down-stairs. There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder of +soot, and though Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an automobile +at the curb before Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it as Dr. +Gurney's, but went cheerily on his way through the dingy mist. And when +he was once more installed beside his faithful zinc-eater he whistled +and sang to it, as other workmen did to their own machines sometimes, +when things went well. His comrades in the shop glanced at him amusedly +now and then. They liked him, and he ate his lunch at noon with a group +of Socialists who approved of his ideas and talked of electing him to +their association. + +The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the whistles +blew. When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where he divested +himself of his overalls--his single divergence from the routine of his +fellow-workmen--and after that he used soap and water copiously. This +was his transformation scene: he passed into the office a rather frail +young working-man noticeably begrimed, and passed out of it to the +pavement a cheerfully pre-occupied sample of gentry, fastidious to the +point of elegance. + +The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and +boys and women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. Many +hurried and some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling one +another, and Bibbs, turning his face homeward, was forced to go slowly. + +Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught +sight of his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost +passed her, for in the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not +recognize her, though his shoulder actually touched hers. He would have +gone by, but she laughed delightedly; and he stopped short, startled. +Two boys, one chasing the other, swept between them, and Bibbs stood +still, peering about him in deep perplexity. She leaned toward him. + +"I knew YOU!" she said. + +"Good heavens!" cried Bibbs. "I thought it was your voice coming out of +a star!" + +"There's only smoke overhead," said Mary, and laughed again. "There +aren't any stars." + +"Oh yes, there were--when you laughed!" + +She took his arm, and they went on. "I've come to walk home with you, +Bibbs. I wanted to." + +"But were you here in the--" + +"In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!" + +Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to scold +her. + +"But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have--you ought +to know better. What did--" + +"I only waited about twelve seconds," she laughed. "I'd just got here." + +"But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you--" + +"I was in this part of town already," she said. "At least, I was only +seven or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd +have had to go home alone--and I preferred going home with you." + +"It's pretty beautiful for me," said Bibbs, with a deep breath. "You'll +never know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness--and then +to--to see you standing there! Oh, it was like--it was like--how can I +TELL you what it was like?" They had passed beyond the crowd now, and +a crossing-lamp shone upon them, which revealed the fact that again she +was without her furs. Here was a puzzle. Why did that adorable little +vanity of hers bring her out without them in the DARK? But of course she +had gone out long before dark. For undefinable reasons this explanation +was not quite satisfactory; however, allowing it to stand, his +solicitude for her took another turn. "I think you ought to have a car," +he said, "especially when you want to be out after dark. You need one in +winter, anyhow. Have you ever asked your father for one?" + +"No," said Mary. "I don't think I'd care for one particularly." + +"I wish you would." Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. "I think in +winter you--" + +"No, no," she interrupted, lightly. "I don't need--" + +"But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every afternoon +for me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, but a girl--" + +"A girl likes to walk, too," said Mary. "Let me tell you where I've been +this afternoon and how I happened to be near enough to make you take me +home. I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures of the smoke. +He has a sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives there with his +mother and his wife and their seven children, and he's gloriously happy. +I'd seen one of his pictures at an exhibition, and I wanted to see +more of them, so he showed them to me. He has almost everthing he ever +painted; I don't suppose he's sold more than four or five pictures in +his life. He gives drawing-lessons to keep alive." + +"How do you mean he paints the smoke?" Bibbs asked. + +"Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the +street--anywhere. He just paints what's around him--and it's beautiful." + +"The smoke?" + +"Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly roofs +of cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky sunsets and +smoky sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, solid, slow +columns of smoke going far out and growing more ethereal and mixing +with the hazy light in the distance; and he has others with the broken +sky-line of down-town, all misted with the smoke and puffs and jets of +vapor that have colors like an orchard in mid-April. I'm going to take +you there some Sunday afternoon, Bibbs." + +"You're showing me the town," he said. "I didn't know what was in it at +all." + +"There are workers in beauty here," she told him, gently. "There are +other painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts of +things." + +"I didn't know." + +"No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself +'greater,' one could live here all one's life and know only the side of +it that shows." + +"The beauty-workers seem buried very deep," said Bibbs. "And I imagine +that your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried deepest +of all. My father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his buying one +of your friend's pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples,' but he wouldn't +get one of those. He'd think smoke in a picture was horrible--unless he +could use it for an advertisement." + +"Yes," she said, thoughtfully. "And really he's the town. They ARE +buried pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs." + +"And yet it's all wonderful," he said. "It's wonderful to me." + +"You mean the town is wonderful to you?" + +"Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The city +is only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer than +the horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old zinc-eater +all day long, helping me. Mary--" He stopped with a gasp. "That's the +first time I've called you 'Mary'!" + +"Yes." She laughed, a little tremuously. "Though I wanted you to!" + +"I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to walk +home with me. That must be it." + +"Women like to have things said," Mary informed him, her tremulous +laughter continuing. "Were you glad I came for you?" + +"No--not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up +and up--over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that way +most of the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. The person +I was then seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs Sheridan at +all. It seems long, long ago. I was gloomy and sickly--somebody +else--somebody I don't understand now, a coward afraid of +shadows--afraid of things that didn't exist--afraid of my old +zinc-eater! And now I'm only afraid of what might change anything." + +She was silent a moment, and then, "You're happy, Bibbs?" she asked. + +"Ah, don't you see?" he cried. "I want it to last for a thousand, +thousand years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. I +wouldn't have one thing different--nothing, nothing!" + +"Dear Bibbs!" she said, and laughed happily. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told Edith, +after his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that he had +decided that he was "a member of the family"; but he appeared to have +relapsed to the retired list after that one attempt at participancy--he +was far enough detached from membership now. These were turbulent days +in the New House, but Bibbs had no part whatever in the turbulence--he +seemed an absent-minded stranger, present by accident and not wholly +aware that he was present. He would sit, faintly smiling over pleasant +imaginings and dear reminiscences of his own, while battle raged between +Edith and her father, or while Sheridan unloosed jeremiads upon the +sullen Roscoe, who drank heavily to endure them. The happy dreamer +wandered into storm-areas like a somnambulist, and wandered out again +unawakened. He was sorry for his father and for Roscoe, and for Edith +and for Sibyl, but their sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + +Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday night, +not long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during the first +days of Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be with her +frequently, and to install a muscular nurse. And whether he would or +no, Gurney received from his hysterical patient a variety of pungent +information which would have staggered anybody but a family physician. +Among other things he was given to comprehend the change in Bibbs, and +why the zinc-eater was not putting a lump in the operator's gizzard as +of yore. + +Sibyl was not delirious--she was a thin little ego writhing and +shrieking in pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting +herself; her condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration of +that of a child after a bad bruise--there must be screaming and telling +mother all about the hurt and how it happened. Sibyl babbled herself +hoarse when Gurney withheld morphine. She went from the beginning to the +end in a breath. No protest stopped her; nothing stopped her. + +"You ought to let me die!" she wailed. "It's cruel not to let me die! +What harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? +Just look at my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, and +look what that got me into!--look where I am now! He brought me to this +town, and what did I have in my life but his FAMILY? And they didn't +even know the right crowd! If they had, it might have been SOMETHING! +I had nothing--nothing--nothing in the world! I wanted to have a good +time--and how could I? Where's any good time among these Sheridans? They +never even had wine on the table! I thought I was marrying into a rich +family where I'd meet attractive people I'd read about, and travel, and +go to dances--and, oh, my Lord! all I got was these Sheridans! I did +the best I could; I did, indeed! Oh, I DID! I just tried to live. Every +woman's got a right to live, some time in her life, I guess! Things were +just beginning to look brighter--we'd moved up here, and that frozen +crowd across the street were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd +have started us with the right people--and then I saw how Edith was +getting him away from me. She did it, too! She got him! A girl with +money can do that to a married woman--yes, she can, every time! And what +could I do? What can any woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but +try to stand it--and I couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle--that +Vertrees girl--and she could have helped me a little, and it wouldn't +have hurt her. It wouldn't have done her any harm to help me THAT +little! She treated me as if I'd been dirt that she wouldn't even take +the trouble to sweep out of her house! Let her WAIT!" + +Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky +whisper, though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half +upright, and the nurse restrained her. "I'd get up out of this bed to +show her she can't do such things to me! I was absolutely ladylike, and +she walked out and left me there alone! She'll SEE! She started after +Bibbs before Jim's casket was fairly underground, and she thinks she's +landed that poor loon--but she'll see! She'll see! If I'm ever able +to walk across the street again I'll show her how to treat a woman in +trouble that comes to her for help! It wouldn't have hurt her any--it +wouldn't--it wouldn't. And Edith needn't have told what she told +Roscoe--it wouldn't have hurt her to let me alone. And HE told her I +bored him--telephoning him I wanted to see him. He needn't have done +it! He needn't--needn't--" Her voice grew fainter, for that while, +with exhaustion, though she would go over it all again as soon as her +strength returned. She lay panting. Then, seeing her husband standing +disheveled in the doorway, "Don't come in, Roscoe," she murmured. "I +don't want to see you." And as he turned away she added, "I'm kind of +sorry for you, Roscoe." + +Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, +and she had the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also the +disadvantage of a mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her +husband's sharp tutelage, proved an effective one. Edith was reduced to +telephoning Lamhorn from shops whenever she could juggle her mother into +a momentary distraction over a counter. + +Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. Her +whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything that +separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered by only +the lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but Sheridan, +like legions of other parents, intensified her passion and fed it hourly +fuel by opposing to it an intolerable force. He swore she should cool, +and thus set her on fire. + +Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with her +father, and kept her bed betweentimes to let him see what his violence +had done to her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him to breathing +fast, she said pitiably that she might bear her trouble better if she +went away; it was impossible to be in the same town with Lamhorn and not +think always of him. Perhaps in New York she might forget a little. +She had written to a school friend, established quietly with an aunt in +apartments--and a month or so of theaters and restaurants might bring +peace. Sheridan shouted with relief; he gave her a copious cheque, and +she left upon a Monday morning wearing violets with her mourning and +having kissed everybody good-by except Sibyl and Bibbs. She might have +kissed Bibbs, but he failed to realize that the day of her departure +had arrived, and was surprised, on returning from his zinc-eater, that +evening, to find her gone. "I suppose they'll be maried there," he said, +casually. + +Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, +fuming. "Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!" he snorted. "I +don't want to be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot you +are! She's through with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be kept +away from him a few weeks, and I KEPT her away, and it did the business. +For Heaven's sake, go on out o' here!" + +Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black silk +sling was still round Sheridan's neck, but no word of Gurney's and no +excruciating twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in the sling. The +wounds, slight enough originally, had become infected the first time he +had dislodged the bandages, and healing was long delayed. Sheridan had +the habit of gesture; he could not "take time to remember," he said, +that he must be careful, and he had also a curious indignation with his +hurt; he refused to pay it the compliment of admitting its existence. + +The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan +Building to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which +the doctor felt had become necessary. But he was a little before +the appointed time and was obliged to wait a few minutes in an +anteroom--there was a directors' meeting of some sort in Sheridan's +office. The door was slightly ajar, leaking cigar-smoke and oratory, the +latter all Sheridan's, and Gurney listened. + +"No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!" he heard the big voice rumbling, and then, +breaking into thunder, "I tell you NO! Some o' you men make me sick! +You'd lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug flipped his +hind leg at you! You say money's tight all over the country. Well, what +if it is? There's no reason for it to be tight, and it's not goin' to +keep OUR money tight! You're always runnin' to the woodshed to hide +your nickels in a crack because some fool newspaper says the market's a +little skeery! You listen to every street-corner croaker and then +come and set here and try to scare ME out of a big thing! We're IN on +this--understand? I tell you there never WAS better times. These are +good times and big times, and I won't stand for any other kind o' talk. +This country's on its feet as it never was before, and this city's on +its feet and goin' to stay there!" And Gurney heard a series of whacks +and thumps upon the desk. "'Bad times'!" Sheridan vociferated, with +accompanying thumps. "Rabbit talk! These times are glorious, I tell you! +We're in the promised land, and we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, +gentlemen. The loan goes!" + +The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened +in. His guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with his +right hand. The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh damage +as best he might; and then he said what he had to say on the subject of +Roscoe and Sibyl, his opinion meeting, as he expected, a warmly hostile +reception. But the result of this conversation was that by telephonic +command Roscoe awaited his father, an hour later, in the library at the +New House. + +"Gurney says your wife's able to travel," Sheridan said brusquely, as he +came in. + +"Yes." Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude +which had become his habit. "Yes, she is." + +"Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!" + +"Oh, I wouldn't put it that way," Roscoe protested, drearily. + +"No, I hear YOU wouldn't!" There was a bitter gibe in the father's +voice, and he added: "It's a good thing she's goin' abroad--if she'll +stay there. I shouldn't think any of us want her here any more--you +least of all!" + +"It's no use your talking that way," said Roscoe. "You won't do any +good." + +"Well, when are you comin' back to your office?" Sheridan used a +brisker, kinder tone. "Three weeks since you showed up there at all. +When you goin' to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the +foolishness and start in again? You ought to be able to make up for a +lot o' lost time and a lot o' spilt milk when that woman takes herself +out o' the way and lets you and all the rest of us alone." + +"It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say to +you. I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!" + +"Wait a minute before you talk that way!" Sheridan began his sentry-go +up and down the room. "I suppose you know it's taken two pretty good +men about sixteen hours a day to set things straight and get 'em runnin' +right again, down in your office?" + +"They must be good men." Roscoe nodded indifferently. "I thought I was +doing about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could handle +it." + +"Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are plenty +men drive harder'n I do, and--" + +"Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with +'em. They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use +the rest of their lives. The last's my case, I guess--'complicated by +domestic difficulties'!" + +"You set there and tell me you give up?" Sheridan's voice shook, and +so did the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward the +despondent figure. "Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say you'll come +down there again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' to trouble you any +more. The work ain't goin' to hurt you if you haven't got her to worry +you, and you can get shut o' this nasty whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't +fastened on you yet. Don't say--" + +"It's no use on earth," Roscoe mumbled. "No use on earth." + +"Look here! If you want another month's vacation--" + +"I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?" + +"Gurney!" Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. "It's Gurney, Gurney, +Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' to with +everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' and, 'The +doctor says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country expect to get +its Work done if Gurney and all the other old nanny-goats keep up this +blattin'--'Oh, oh! Don't lift that stick o' wood; you'll ruin your +NERVES!' So he says you got 'nervous exhaustion induced by overwork and +emotional strain.' They always got to stick the Work in if they see a +chance! I reckon you did have the 'emotional strain,' and that's all's +the matter with you. You'll be over it soon's this woman's gone, and +Work's the very thing to make you quit frettin' about her." + +"Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?" + +"Shut up!" Sheridan bellowed. "I'm so sick o' that man's name I feel +like shootin' anybody that says it to me!" He fumed and chafed, swearing +indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. "Look here; do you +think you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? How much you worth?" + +"I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, +outside the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not." + +"It is? You could'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, at +your age?" + +"No. But it's mine, and it's enough." + +"My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit +there! I suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the bucket, +and all you have to do is lay back and wait! You let me tell you right +here, you'll never see one cent of it. You go out o' business now, and +what would you know about handlin' it five or ten or twenty years from +now? Because I intend to STAY here a little while yet, my boy! They'd +either get it away from you or you'd sell for a nickel and let it be +split up and--" He whirled about, marched to the other end of the room, +and stood silent a moment. Then he said, solemnly: "Listen. If you go +out now, you leave me in the lurch, with nothin' on God's green earth +to depend on but your brother--and you know what he is. I've depended on +you for it ALL since Jim died. Now you've listened to that dam' doctor, +and he says maybe you won't ever be as good a man as you were, and that +certainly you won't be for a year or so--probably more. Now, that's all +a lie. Men don't break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell +you, you can shake this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and +a little gumption. Men don't go away for YEARS and then come back into +MOVING businesses like ours--they lose the strings. And if you could, I +won't let you--if you lay down on me now, I won't--and that's because if +you lay down you prove you ain't the man I thought you were." He cleared +his throat and finished quietly: "Roscoe, will you take a month's +vacation and come back and go to it?" + +"No," said Roscoe, listlessly. "I'm through." + +"All right," said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a +table, went to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. +"Good-by." + +Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his eyes. +"Best I can do," he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet lingering. "I +figure it out a good deal like this," he said. "I didn't KNOW my job +was any strain, and I managed all right, but from what Gur--from what +I hear, I was just up to the limit of my nerves from overwork, and +the--the trouble at home was the extra strain that's fixed me the way I +am. I tried to brace, so I could stand the work and the trouble too, on +whiskey--and that put the finish to me! I--I'm not hitting it as hard as +I was for a while, and I reckon pretty soon, if I can get to feeling a +little more energy, I better try to quit entirely--I don't know. I'm all +in--and the doctor says so. I thought I was running along fine up to a +few months ago, but all the time I was ready to bust, and didn't know +it. Now, then, I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you +I wouldn't speak of her as 'that woman,' because she's your +daughter-in-law and going to stay that way. She didn't do anything +wicked. It was a shock to me, and I don't deny it, to find what she had +done--encouraging that fellow to hang around her after he began trying +to flirt with her, and losing her head over him the way she did. I don't +deny it was a shock and that it'll always be a hurt inside of me I'll +never get over. But it was my fault; I didn't understand a woman's +nature." Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and desolate earnest. +"A woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting attractive people, and +traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, but I can give her +the traveling--real traveling, not just going to Atlantic City or +New Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman has to have +something in her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I was. I +never understood till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and I +believe if you'd heard her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly +about her; I believe you might have forgiven her like I have. That's +all. I never cared anything for any girl but her in my life, but I was +so busy with business I put it ahead of her. I never THOUGHT about her, +I was so busy thinking business. Well, this is where it's brought us +to--and now when you talk about 'business' to me I feel the way you do +when anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word 'business' makes me +dizzy--it makes me honestly sick at the stomach. I believe if I had +to go down-town and step inside that office door I'd fall down on the +floor, deathly sick. You talk about a 'month's vacation'--and I get just +as sick. I'm rattled--I can't plan--I haven't got any plans--can't make +any, except to take my girl and get just as far away from that office as +I can--and stay. We're going to Japan first, and if we--" + +His father rustled the paper. "I said good-by, Roscoe." + +"Good-by," said Roscoe, listlessly. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; then +he rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson appeared. + +"Has Bibbs got home from work?" + +"Mist' Bibbs? No, suh." + +"Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes." + +"Yessuh." + +Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon +the newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond +their explanatory rubrics--there was nothing unusual or startling to +concentrate his attention: + + "Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides." + "Burglars Make Big Haul." + "Board Works Approve Big Car-line Extension." + "Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull Fractured." + "Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court." + "Plan New Eighteen-story Structure." + "School-girl Meets Death under Automobile." + "Negro Cuts Three. One Dead." + "Life Crushed Out. Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes + Action by Coroner." + "Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies Protest to + Governor in Church Rioting Case." + "Short $3,500 in Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug." + "Found Frozen. Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when + Parents Return Home from Seeking Work." + "Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures on Big Future of Our + City. Sees Big Improvement during Short Absence. Says No + European City Holds Candle." (Sheridan nodded approvingly here.) + +Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. +"Well, father, did you want me?" + +"Yes. Sit down." Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the fire, +holding out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold outdoors. + +"I came within seven of the shop record to-day," he said. "I handled +more strips than any other workman has any day this month. The nearest +to me is sixteen behind." + +"There!" exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. "What'd I tell you? +I'd like to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you +there--I would just like to hear him! And you--ain't you ashamed of +makin' such a fuss about it? Ain't you?" + +"I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time," Bibbs said, +smiling brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. "I didn't +know the difference it meant to like a thing." + +"Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I guess I +HAVE! I said the shop'd be good for you, and it was. I said it wouldn't +hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what I said it would be. +Ain't that so?" + +"Looks like it!" Bibbs agreed, gaily. + +"Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! Instead +o' hurting you, it's been the makin' of you--physically. You're a good +inch taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than what I am +if you'd get some flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' a little. +Physically, it's started you out to be the huskiest one o' the whole +family. Now, then, mentally--that's different. I don't say it unkindly, +Bibbs, but you got to do something for yourself mentally, just like +what's begun physically. And I'm goin' to help you." + +Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his +son's, and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. "I got +plans for you, Bibbs," he said. + +Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. "I--I'm all +right now, father." + +"Listen." Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the tone +of a reasonable man reasoning. "Listen here, Bibbs. I had another blow +to-day, and it was a hard one and right in the face, though I HAVE been +expectin' it some little time back. Well, it's got to be met. Now I'll +be frank with you. As I said a minute ago, mentally I couldn't ever +called you exactly strong. You been a little weak both ways, most of +your life. Not but what I think you GOT a mentality, if you'd learn to +use it. You got will-power, I'll say that for you. I never knew boy or +man that could be stubborner--never one in my life! Now, then, you've +showed you could learn to run that machine best of any man in the shop, +in no time at all. That looks to me like you could learn to do other +things. I don't deny but what it's an encouragin' sign. I don't deny +that, at all. Well, that helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as +it looks. You're all I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't +as poor material as I thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within +seven strips of the shop's record to-day looks to me like encouragin' +information brought in at just about the right time. Now, then, I'm +goin' to give you a raise. I wanted to send you straight on up through +the shops--a year or two, maybe--but I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now +I've lost Roscoe. He's quit. He's laid down on me. If he ever comes back +at all, he'll be a long time pickin' up the strings, and, anyway, he +ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count on him. I got to have +SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to this: you're my last +chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains you got and see if +we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' to put my time +in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, and I won't be +hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' to do the +big thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do the big +thing for me, in return. I've vindicated my policy with you about the +shop, and now I'm goin' to turn right around and swing you 'way over +ahead of where the other boys started, and I'm goin' to make an appeal +to your ambition that'll make you dizzy!" He tapped his son on the knee +again. "Bibbs, I'm goin' to start you off this way: I'm goin' to +make you a director in the Pump Works Company; I'm goin' to make you +vice-president of the Realty Company and a vice-president of the Trust +Company!" + +Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. "Oh no!" he cried. + +Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. "Yes, +sir! And there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those +vice-presidencies, and a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the +directorship. You thought I was pretty mean about the shop--oh, I know +you did!--but you see the old man can play it both ways. And so right +now, the minute you've begun to make good the way I wanted you to, +I deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it out bigger and +bigger every time you show me you're big enough to play the hand I deal +you. I'm startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!" + +"But I don't--I don't--I don't want it!" Bibbs stammered. + +"What'd you say?" Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + +"I don't want it, father. I thank you--I do thank you--" + +Sheridan looked perplexed. "What's the matter with you? Didn't you +understand what I was tellin' you?" + +"Yes." + +"You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered--" + +"I know, I know! But I can't take it." + +"What's the matter with you?" Sheridan was half amazed, half suspicious. +"Your head feel funny?" + +"I've never been quite so sane in my life," said Bibbs, "as I have +lately. And I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right +life. I'm earning my daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My wages +are enough. I don't want any more money, and I don't deserve any--" + +"Damnation!" Sheridan sprang up. "You've turned Socialist! You been +listening to those fellows down there, and you--" + +"No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that isn't +it." + +Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. +"Then what is it? What's the matter?" + +"Nothing," his son returned, nervously. "Nothing--except that I'm +content. I don't want to change anything." + +"Why not?" + +Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. "I'll tell you, +father, if I can. I know it may be hard to understand--" + +"Yes, I think it may be," said Sheridan, grimly. "What you say usually +is a LITTLE that way. Go on!" + +Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself at +every possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream--a +rough hand stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a table and +made vague drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke he kept his +eyes lowered. "You weren't altogether right about the shop--that is, +in one way you weren't, father." He glanced up apprehensively. Sheridan +stood facing him, expressionless, and made no attempt to interrupt. +"That's difficult to explain," Bibbs continued, lowering his eyes again, +to follow the tracings of his finger. "I--I believe the shop might have +done for me this time if I hadn't--if something hadn't helped me to--oh, +not only to bear it, but to be happy in it. Well, I AM happy in it. +I want to go on just as I am. And of all things on earth that I don't +want, I don't want to live a business life--I don't want to be drawn +into it. I don't think it IS living--and now I AM living. I have the +healthful toil--and I can think. In business as important as yours I +couldn't think anything but business. I don't--I don't think making +money is worth while." + +"Go on," said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + +"It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see," said Bibbs. "You +think this city is rich and powerful--but what's the use of its being +rich and powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the schools +because the city is rich and powerful. They teach them more than they +used to because some people--not rich and powerful people--have thought +the thoughts to teach the children. And yet when you've been reading +the paper I've heard you objecting to the children being taught anything +except what would help them to make money. You said it was wasting the +taxes. You want them taught to make a living, but not to live. When I +was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; now it's hideous. What's the +use of being big just to be hideous? I mean I don't think all this has +meant really going ahead--it's just been getting bigger and dirtier and +noisier. Wasn't the whole country happier and in many ways wiser when it +was smaller and cleaner and quieter and kinder? I know you think I'm an +utter fool, father, but, after all, though, aren't business and politics +just the housekeeping part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman +that not only made her housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily +and dirtily that the whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over +it? And suppose she talked and thought about her housekeeping all +the time, and was always having additions built to her house when she +couldn't keep clean what she already had; and suppose, with it all, she +made the house altogether unpeaceful and unlivable--" + +"Just one minute!" Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible courtesy, +"If you will permit me? Have you ever been right about anything?" + +"I don't quite--" + +"I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything +whatever in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon +any subject or question you've thought about and talked about? Can you +mention one single time when you were proved to be right?" + +He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, +"If I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm +right about this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be due +to bring up my average." + +"Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you +probably couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You been +balkin' all your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you to do, +you'd let out SOME kind of a holler, like you are now--and yet I can't +seem to remember once when you didn't have to lay down and do what I +said. But go on with your remarks about our city and the business of +this country. Go on!" + +"I don't want to be a part of it," said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. +"I want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I went +down there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for money +enough to--" + +"No," his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. "You've never had +to earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. Now, let me +remind you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're eatin' pretty +fair food; you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just suppose one o' these +noisy housekeepers--me, for instance--decided to let you do your own +housekeepin'. May I ask what your proposition would be?" + +"I'm earning nine dollars a week," said Bibbs, sturdily. "It's enough. I +shouldn't mind at all." + +"Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?" + +"My work!" Bibbs answered. "And I've done so well on that +clipping-machine I believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty +a week at another job. I could be a fair plumber in a few months, +I'm sure. I'd rather have a trade than be in business--I should, +infinitely!" + +"You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!" But Sheridan +struggled with his temper and again was partially successful in +controlling it. "You better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're +either goin' down with me to my office Monday morning--or--you can go to +plumbing!" + +"All right," said Bibbs, gently. "I can get along." + +Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. "O God," he said, +"this boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine dollars a +week, and now his money's gone to his head! Can't You do nothin' for +him?" Then he flung his hands apart, palms outward, in a furious gesture +of dismissal. "Get out o' this room! You got a skull that's thicker'n a +whale's thigh-bone, but it's cracked spang all the way across! You hated +the machine-shop so bad when I sent you there, you went and stayed sick +for over two years--and now, when I offer to take you out of it and give +you the mint, you holler for the shop like a calf for its mammy! You're +cracked! Oh, but I got a fine layout here! One son died, one quit, and +one's a loon! The loon's all I got left! H. P. Ellersly's wife had +a crazy brother, and they undertook to keep him at the house. First +morning he was there he walked straight though a ten-dollar plate-glass +window out into the yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' +That's what you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', 'Oh, look +at the pretty dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what you +bust! Well, mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you +are, I'll take you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn +you--yes, and I'll lam you, if I got to--until I've made something out +of you that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while +I'm able to stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' +at you till they get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and don't +let me hear from you again till you can come and tell me you've waked +up, you poor, pitiful, dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!" + +Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, +for once; but there was more than that--he seemed to be startled by his +father's last word. + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this +storm nor that other which so imminently threatened him held place +in the consciousness of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the +presence of Mary. All was right in his world as he sat with her, reading +Maurice Maeterlinck's Alladine and Palomides. The sorrowful light of +the gas-jet might have been May morning sunshine flashing amber and rose +through the glowing windows of the Sainte-Chapelle, it was so bright for +Bibbs. And while the zinc-eater held out to bring him such golden nights +as these, all the king's horses and all the king's men might not serve +to break the spell. + +Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; +and Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, +appeared to discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look at +him whenever there was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, that +while they were together, and it was light, she looked at him all the +time. + +When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a +little while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and +said: "There's something I want to read over. This:" + + You would think I threw a window open on the dawn.... She has a + soul that can be seen around her--that takes you in its arms like + an ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you + for everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it.... + +He stopped and looked at her. + +"You boy!" said Mary, not very clearly. + +"Oh yes," he returned. "But it's true--especially my knees!" + +"You boy!" she murmured again, blushing charmingly. "You might read +another line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were +looking into a mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it--I can give +it to you: 'A little Greek slave that came from the heart of Arcady!'" + +"I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works--and going to stay one, +unless I have to decide to study plumbing." + +"No." She shook her head. "You love and want what's beautiful and +delicate and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, and +have always wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most wistful +person I had ever known, and that's what you were wistful for." + +Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment or +two the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. "Why, no," he said; "I +wanted something else more than that. I wanted you." + +"And here I am!" she laughed, completely understanding. "I think we're +like those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the rough +Burgundian cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard and +told everybody that the devil was dead." + +"He isn't, though," said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next room +began a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. "He gets +into the clock whenever I'm with you." And, sighing deeply he rose to +go. + +"You're always very prompt about leaving me." + +"I--I try to be," he said. "It isn't easy to be careful not to risk +everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw you +look tired--" + +"Have you ever?" + +"Not yet. You always look--you always look--" + +"How?" + +"Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about +something, you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into +people to see it. If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering that +look--and I'd never give up! It's a brave look, too, as though gaiety +might be a kind of gallantry on your part, and yet I don't quite +understand why it should be, either." He smiled quizzically, looking +down upon her. "Mary, you haven't a 'secret sorrow,' have you?" + +For answer she only laughed. + +"No," he said; "I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think +that's why you were so kind to me--you have nothing but happiness in +your own life, and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn to +happiness, too. But there's one little time in the twenty-four hours +when I'm not happy. It's now, when I have to say good night. I feel +dismal every time it comes--and then, when I've left the house, there's +a bad little blankness, a black void, as though I were temporarily +dead; and it lasts until I get it established in my mind that I'm really +beginning another day that's to end with YOU again. Then I cheer up. But +now's the bad time--and I must go through it, and so--good night." And +he added with a pungent vehemence of which he was little aware, "I hate +it!" + +"Do you?" she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood +motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + +"Mary! Your eyes are so--" He stopped. + +"Yes?" But she looked quickly away. + +"I don't know," he said. "I thought just then--" + +"What did you think?" + +"I don't know--it seemed to me that there was something I ought to +understand--and didn't." + +She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. "My eyes are +pleased," she said. "I'm glad that you miss me a little after you go." + +"But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it," he +said. + +She inclined her head. "Yes. I'll--'let it'!" + +"Going to church," said Bibbs. "It IS going to church when I go with +you!" + +She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They had +formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them ever +speaking of it; but it was always the same. She always stood in the +doorway until he reached the sidewalk, and there he always turned and +looked back, and she waved her hand to him. Then he went on, halfway to +the New House, and looked back again, and Mary was not in the doorway, +but the door was open and the light shone. It was as if she meant to +tell him that she would never shut him out; he could always see that +friendly light of the open doorway--as if it were open for him to come +back, if he would. He could see it until a wing of the New House came +between, when he went up the path. The open doorway seemed to him the +beautiful symbol of her friendship--of her thought of him; a symbol of +herself and of her ineffable kindness. + +And she kept the door open--even to-night, though the sleet and fine +snow swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was +strewn with tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw that +she was there, waving her hand to him, as if she did not know that the +storm touched her. When he had gone on, Mary did as she always did--she +went into an unlit room across the hall from that in which they had +spent the evening, and, looking from the window, watched him until he +was out of sight. The storm made that difficult to-night, but she +caught a glimpse of him under the street-lamp that stood between the two +houses, and saw that he turned to look back again. Then, and not before, +she looked at the upper windows of Roscoe's house across the street. +They were dark. Mary waited, but after a little while she closed the +front door and returned to her window. A moment later two of the upper +windows of Roscoe's house flashed into light and a hand lowered the +shade of one of them. Mary felt the cold then--it was the third night +she had seen those windows lighted and the shade lowered, just after +Bibbs had gone. + +But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for +his last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white +already upon his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the +lee of the sheltering wing of the New House. + +A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became +aware of a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the +library: Sheridan cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her voice +rising to an agonized squeal of protest upon each of a series of muffled +detonations--the outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand upon wood; then +Gurney, sharply imperious, "Keep your hand in that sling! Keep your hand +in that sling, I say!" + +"LOOK!" George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important a +tragedy; and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with which +he had first beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before the +eyes of Bibbs. "Look at 'at lamidal statue!" + +Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly +Byzantine--painted colossal fragments of the shattered torso, +appallingly human; and gilded and silvered heaps of magnificence strewn +among ruinous palms like the spoil of a barbarians' battle. There had +been a massacre in the oasis--the Moor had been hurled headlong from his +pedestal. + +"He hit 'at ole lamidal statue," said George. "POW!" + +"My father?" + +"YESsuh! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick 's +I kin telefoam--she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He ain't +takin' on 'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was 'while ago. +You done miss' it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all quiet' down, to what +he was. POW! he hit'er! Yessuh!" He took Bibbs's coat and proffered a +crumpled telegraph form. "Here what come," he said. "I pick 'er up when +he done stompin' on 'er. You read 'er, Mist' Bibbs--you' ma tell me tuhn +'er ovuh to you soon's you come in." + +Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed to +Mrs. Sheridan. + + Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure + you will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal. + Edith Lamhorn. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening to +thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open doors +of the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of him, just +then, would prove nothing less than insufferable for his father. For +that reason he was about to make his escape into the gold-and-brocade +room, intending to keep out of sight, when he heard Sheridan +vociferously demanding his presence. + +"Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let him +in. Now you'll SEE!" And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out into +the hall, beckoned to her son. + +Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white +cotton, his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was +striding up and down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages that +he seemed to be wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were bloodshot; +his forehead was heavily bedewed; one side of his collar had broken +loose, and there were blood-stains upon his right cuff. + +"THERE'S our little sunshine!" he cried, as Bibbs appeared. "THERE'S the +hope o' the family--my lifelong pride and joy! I want--" + +"Keep you hand in that sling," said Gurney, sharply. + +Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. "For God's sake, +sing another tune!" he cried. "You said you 'came as a doctor but stay +as a friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up and criticize +ME--" + +"Oh, talk sense," said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. "What do +you want Bibbs to say?" + +"You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'--'hysterical,' +oh Lord! You sat up there and told me I got 'hysterical' over nothin'! +You sat up there tellin' me I didn't have as heavy burdens as many +another man you knew. I just want you to hear THIS. Now listen!" He +swung toward the quiet figure waiting in the doorway. "Bibbs, will you +come down-town with me Monday morning and let me start you with two +vice-presidencies, a directorship, stock, and salaries? I ask you." + +"No, father," said Bibbs, gently. + +Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + +"Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, +instead of takin' up my offer?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"And I'd like the doctor to hear: What'll you do if I decide you're +too high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in my +shop?" + +"Find other work," said Bibbs. + +"There! You hear him for yourself!" Sheridan cried. "You hear what--" + +"Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him." + +Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and +broke, piping into falsetto: "He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants to +be a PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into business--he +wants to be a plumber so he can THINK!" + +He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left hand. +"There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's my chance +to live," he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave ashes in his +throat. "That's my one chance to live--that thing you see in the doorway +yonder!" + +Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been winding, +and tossed it into the open bag. "What's the matter with giving Bibbs a +chance to live?" he said, coolly. "I would if I were you. You've had TWO +that went into business." + +Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. "Joe Gurney," +he said, when he could command himself so far, "are you accusin' me of +the responsibility for the death of my son James?" + +"I accuse you of nothing," said the doctor. "But just once I'd like +to have it out with you on the question of Bibbs--and while he's here, +too." He got up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands behind +his back and smiling. "Look here, old fellow, let's be reasonable," he +said. "You were bound Bibbs should go to the shop again, and I gave you +and him, both, to understand pretty plainly that if he went it was at +the risk of his life. Well, what did he do? He said he wanted to go. And +he did go, and he's made good there. Now, see: Isn't that enough? Can't +you let him off now? He wants to write, and how do you know that he +couldn't do it if you gave him a chance? How do you know he hasn't some +message--something to say that might make the world just a little +bit happier or wiser? He MIGHT--in time--it's a possibility not to be +denied. Now he can't deliver any message if he goes down there with you, +and he won't HAVE any to deliver. I don't say going down with you is +likely to injure his health, as I thought the shop would, and as the +shop did, the first time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But +I tell you one thing I know: if you take him down there you'll kill +something that I feel is in him, and it's finer, I think, than his +physical body, and you'll kill it deader than a door-nail! And so +why not let it live? You've about come to the end of your string, old +fellow. Why not stop this perpetual devilish fighting and give Bibbs his +chance?" + +Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. "What 'fighting?'" + +"Yours--with nature." Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his fierce +antagonist equably. "You don't seem to understand that you've been +struggling against actual law." + +"What law?" + +"Natural law," said Gurney. "What do you think beat you with Edith? Did +Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question something +powerful that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, and you weren't +against HER, but you set yourself against the power that had her in its +grip, and it shot out a spurt of flame--and won in a walk! What's taken +Roscoe from you? Timbers bear just so much strain, old man; but YOU +wanted to send the load across the broken bridge, and you thought you +could bully or coax the cracked thing into standing. Well, you couldn't! +Now here's Bibbs. There are thousands of men fit for the life you want +him to lead--and so is he. It wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be +twice as good a business man as Jim and Roscoe put together." + +"WHAT!" Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + +"Your son Bibbs," said the doctor, composedly, "Bibbs Sheridan has +the kind and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success in +anything--if he ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to remain +asleep. I like him that way. But the thousands of men fit for the life +you want him to lead aren't fit to do much with the life he OUGHT +to lead. Blindly, he's been fighting for the chance to lead it--he's +obeying something that begs to stay alive within him; and, blindly, he +knows you'll crush it out. You've set your will to do it. Let me tell +you something more. You don't know what you've become since Jim's going +thwarted you--and that's what was uppermost, a bafflement stronger than +your normal grief. You're half mad with a consuming fury against the +very self of the law--for it was the very self of the law that took Jim +from you. That was a law concerning the cohesion of molecules. The very +self of the law took Roscoe from you and gave Edith the certainty of +beating you; and the very self of the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. +The LAW beats you. Haven't you been whipped enough? But you want to whip +the law--you've set yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, to +wield it and twist it--" + +The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. "Yes! And by +God, I will!" + +"So Ajax defied the lightning," said Gurney. + +"I've heard that dam'-fool story, too," Sheridan retorted, fiercely. +"That's for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me +tell you! 'Defied the lightning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been half +a man he'd 'a' got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' the +lightning--we hitch it up and make it work for us like a black-steer! A +man nowadays would just as soon think o' defyin' a wood-shed!" + +"Well, what about Bibbs?" said Gurney. "Will you be a really big man now +and--" + +"Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!" Sheridan began to walk to and +fro again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot +his bolt the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, but +the target seemed unaware of the marksman. + +"I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder," Sheridan +went on, "and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what--I +don't! I suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I +mightn't need a son! Yes, I got a son-in-law now--a spender!" + +"Oh, put your hand back!" said Gurney, wearily. + +There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right hand +in the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the table +and half-way across the room--a comet with a destroying black tail. Mrs. +Sheridan shrieked and sprang toward it. + +"Let it lay!" he shouted, fiercely. "Let it lay!" And, weeping, she +obeyed. "Yes, sir," he went on, in a voice the more ominous for the +sudden hush he put upon it. "I got a spender for a son-in-law! It's +wonderful where property goes, sometimes. There was ole man Tracy--you +remember him, Doc--J. R. Tracy, solid banker. He went into the bank as +messenger, seventeen years old; he was president at forty-three, and he +built that bank with his life for forty years more. He was down there +from nine in the morning until four in the afternoon the day before he +died--over eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? It was diamond edge! He used +to eat a bag o' peanuts and an apple for lunch; but he wasn't +stingy--he was just livin' in his business. He didn't care for pie or +automobiles--he had his bank. It was an institution, and it come pretty +near bein' the beatin' heart o' this town in its time. Well, that ole +man used to pass one o' these here turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants +cigarette boys on the streets. Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak +to him? God! he wouldn't 'a' coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him +clean the cuspidors at the bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' +in FRONT the bank he'd 'a' had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy +was doin' every day of his life was workin' for that cigarette boy! +Tracy thought it was for the bank; he thought he was givin' his life and +his life-blood and the blood of his brain for the bank, but he wasn't. +It was every bit--from the time he went in at seventeen till he died in +harness at eighty-three--it was every last lick of it just slavin' for +that turned-up-nose, turned-up-pants cigarette boy. AND TRACY DIDN'T +EVEN KNOW HIS NAME! He died, not ever havin' heard it, though he chased +him off the front steps of his house once. The day after Tracy died his +old-maid daughter married the cigarette--and there AIN'T any Tracy bank +any more! And now"--his voice rose again--"and now I got a cigarette +son-in-law!" + +Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and +Sheridan once more returned it to the sling. + +"My son-in-law likes Florida this winter," Sheridan went on. "That's +good, and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll be +there next winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and I hear +it can be done in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's woman got +me to spend that much on a porch for their new house, Edith wouldn't +give me a minute's rest till I turned over the same to her. And she's +got it, besides what I gave her to go East on. It'll be gone long before +this time next year, and when she comes home and leaves the cigarette +behind--for good--she'll get some more. MY name ain't Tracy, and there +ain't goin' to be any Tracy business in the Sheridan family. And there +ain't goin' to be any college foundin' and endowin' and trusteein', +nor God-knows-what to keep my property alive when I'm gone! Edith'll +be back, and she'll get a girl's share when she's through with that +cigarette, but--" + +"By the way," interposed Gurney, "didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that +Bibbs warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?" + +Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed +and stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with his +wounded hand, and when the doctor, after storming at him ineffectively, +sprang to catch and protect that hand, Sheridan wrenched it away, +tearing the bandage. He hammered the table till it leaped. + +"Fool!" he panted, choking. "If he's shown gumption enough to guess +right the first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' +him on!" And, struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, +thrusting forward his convulsed face, which was deathly pale. "My name +ain't Tracy, I tell you!" he screamed, hoarsely. "You give in, you +stubborn fool! I've had my way with you before, and I'll have my way +with you now!" + +Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering that +"splendid look" of Mary's which he had told her would give him courage +in a struggle, so that he would "never give up." + +"No. You can't have your way," he said. And then, obeying a significant +motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving them struggling. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her +husband's room at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the +darkened chamber. At the "old" house they had shared a room, but the +architect had chosen to separate them at the New, and they had not known +how to formulate an objection, although to both of them something seemed +vaguely reprehensible in the new arrangement. + +Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the +aperture when he spoke. + +"Oh, I'm AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door." + +She came and sat by the bed. "I woke up thinkin' about it," she +explained. "And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must +be right, and I knew you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, +so--well, you got plenty other troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't +goin' to have the worry with Bibbs it looks like." + +"You BET I ain't!" he grunted. + +"Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works," she continued. +"He's a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I honestly have to +say he seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll say something sounds +right bright. 'Course, most always it doesn't, and a good deal of the +time, when he says things, why, I have to feel glad we haven't got +company, because they'd think he didn't have any gumption at all. Yet, +look at the way he did when Jim--when Jim got hurt. He took right hold +o' things. 'Course he'd been sick himself so much and all--and the rest +of us never had, much, and we were kind o' green about what to do in +that kind o' trouble--still, he did take hold, and everything went off +all right; you'll have to say that much, papa. And Dr. Gurney says he's +got brains, and you can't deny but what the doctor's right considerable +of a man. He acts sleepy, but that's only because he's got such a large +practice--he's a pretty wide-awake kind of a man some ways. Well, what +he says last night about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and how much he'd +amount to if he ever woke up--that's what I got to thinkin' about. You +heard him, papa; he says, 'Bibbs'll be a bigger business man than what +Jim and Roscoe was put together--if he ever wakes up,' he says. Wasn't +that exactly what he says?" + +"I suppose so," said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. +"Gurney's crazier'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't--if what he says was +true--what of it?" + +"Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get married. +You know where he goes all the time--" + +"Oh, Lord, yes!" Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the wall, +leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. "You +better go back to sleep. He runs over there--every minute she'll let +him, I suppose. Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it." + +"WHY ain't there?" she urged. "I know better--there is, too! You wait +and see. There's just one thing in the world that'll wake the sleepiest +young man alive up--yes, and make him JUMP up--and I don't care who he +is or how sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when he takes it +into his head to pick out some girl and settle down and have a home and +chuldern of his own. THEN, I guess, he'll go out after the money! You'll +see. I've known dozens o' cases, and so've you--moony, no-'count young +men, all notions and talk, goin' to be ministers, maybe or something; +and there's just this one thing takes it out of 'em and brings 'em right +down to business. Well, I never could make out just what it is +Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem he wants to be a minister +exactly--he's so far-away you can't tell, and he never SAYS--but I know +this is goin' to get him right down to common sense. Now, I don't say +that Bibbs has got the idea in his head yet--'r else he wouldn't be +talkin' that fool-talk about nine dollars a week bein' good enough for +him to live on. But it's COMIN', papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you +want to hand him out. He will! And I can tell you this much, too: he'll +want all the salary and stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to +keep gettin' more. That girl's the kind that a young husband just goes +crazy to give things to! She's pretty and fine-lookin', and things look +nice on her, and I guess she'd like to have 'em about as well as the +next. And I guess she isn't gettin' many these days, either, and she'll +be pretty ready for the change. I saw her with her sleeves rolled up at +the kitchen window the other day, and Jackson told me yesterday their +cook left two weeks ago, and they haven't tried to hire another one. He +says her and her mother been doin' the housework a good while, and now +they're doin' the cookin,' too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't know that +unless she's told him, and I reckon she wouldn't; she's kind o' +stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is too up in the clouds to notice anything +like that for himself. They've never asked him to a meal in the house, +but he wouldn't notice that, either--he's kind of innocent. Now I was +thinkin'--you know, I don't suppose we've hardly mentioned the girl's +name at table since Jim went, but it seems to me maybe if--" + +Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. +"You're barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!" + +"Why am I?" she demanded, crossly. "Why am I barkin' up the wrong tree?" + +"Because you are. There's nothin' in it." + +"I'll bet you," she said, rising--"I'll bet you he goes to church with +her this morning. What you want to bet?" + +"Go back to bed," he commanded. "I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; there's +nothin' in it, I tell you." + +She shook her head perplexedly. "You think because--because Jim was +runnin' so much with her it wouldn't look right?" + +"No. Nothin' to do with it." + +"Then--do you know something about it that you ain't told me?" + +"Yes, I do," he grunted. "Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. I +ain't had any yet!" + +"Well--" She went to the door, her expression downcast. "I thought +maybe--but--" She coughed prefatorily. "Oh, papa, something else I +wanted to tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last night +when the telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but--well, Sibyl wants +to come over this afternoon. Roscoe says she has something she wants to +say to us. It'll be the first time she's been out since she was able to +sit up--and I reckon she wants to tell us she's sorry for what happened. +They expect to get off by the end o' the week, and I reckon she wants to +feel she's done what she could to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's +what he said. I 'phoned him again about Edith, and he said it wouldn't +disturb Sibyl, because she'd been expectin' it; she was sure all +along it was goin' to happen; and, besides, I guess she's got all that +foolishness pretty much out of her, bein' so sick. But what I thought +was, no use bein' rough with her, papa--I expect she's suffered a +good deal--and I don't think we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. +You'll--you'll be kind o' polite to her, won't you, papa?" + +He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had +pulled over his head. + +"What?" she said, timidly. "I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat Sibyl +all right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, papa?" + +He threw the coverlet off furiously. "I presume so!" he roared. + +She departed guiltily. + +But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to +church with Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have lost. +Nevertheless, Bibbs and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. Vertrees's +house with the purpose of going to church. That was their intention, and +they had no other. They meant to go to church. + +But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a conversation +as they came to the church; and though Mary was looking to the right and +Bibbs was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward glance converged with +Mary's rightward glance, and neither was looking far beyond the other +at this time. It also happened that, though they were a little jostled +among groups of people in the vicinity of the church, they passed this +somewhat prominent edifice without being aware of their proximity to it, +and they had gone an incredible number of blocks beyond it before +they discovered their error. However, feeling that they might be +embarrassingly late if they returned, they decided that a walk would +make them as good. It was a windless winter morning, with an inch of +crisp snow over the ground. So they walked, and for the most part they +were silent, but on their way home, after they had turned back at noon, +they began to be talkative again. + +"Mary," said Bibbs, after a time, "am I a sleep-walker?" + +She laughed a little, then looked grave. "Does your father say you are?" + +"Yes--when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. He +has quite a list." + +"You mustn't mind," she said, gently. "He's been getting some pretty +severe shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, Bibbs. +I've always been sure he's very big." + +"Yes. Big and--blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without any +consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to grow +stronger. Stronger for what? For nothing." + +"Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger for +something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what he and +his kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T see +it--so great none of us could see it." + +"No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving underground--" + +"Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight," she finished +for him, cheerily. + +"Into the smoke," said Bibbs. "Look at the powder of coal-dust already +dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's from the +little pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's a fleck of +soot on your cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; he might as well +have thrown it on you. It would have been braver, for then he'd have +taken his chance of my whipping him for it if I could." + +"IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so +rhetorically? IS there?" + +"Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary--a fleck on each. One +landed since I mentioned the first." + +She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded in +transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They were +entirely matter-of-course about it. + +An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary +for the last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of the +soot. "There!" said the elderly wife. "You're always wrong when +you begin guessing about strangers. Those two young people aren't +honeymooners at all--they've been married for years. A blind man could +see that." + + +"I wish I did know who threw that soot on you," said Bibbs, looking up +at the neighboring chimneys, as they went on. "They arrest children for +throwing snowballs at the street-cars, but--" + +"But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures in +the houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they make. +I wonder what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city each year. +Yes, we pay the price for living in a 'growing town,' whether we have +money to pay or none." + +"Who is it gets the pay?" said Bibbs. + +"Not I!" she laughed. + +"Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only some +of the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father wants me to +get." + +"Yes," she said, smiling to him, and nodding. "And you don't want it, +and you don't need it." + +"But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?" He had told her of his +father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor and +picturesqueness of their setting forth. "You think I'm right?" + +"A thousand times!" she cried. "There aren't so many happy people in +this world, I think--and you say you've found what makes you happy. If +it's a dream--keep it!" + +"The thought of going down there--into the money shuffle--I hate it as +I never hated the shop!" he said. "I hate it! And the city itself, the +city that the money shuffle has made--just look at it! Look at it in +winter. The snow's tried hard to make the ugliness bearable, but the +ugliness is winning; it's making the snow hideous; the snow's getting +dirty on top, and it's foul underneath with the dirt and disease of the +unclean street. And the dirt and the ugliness and the rush and the noise +aren't the worst of it; it's what the dirt and ugliness and rush and +noise MEAN--that's the worst! The outward things are insufferable, but +they're only the expression of a spirit--a blind embryo of a spirit, not +yet a soul--oh, just greed! And this 'go ahead' nonsense! Oughtn't it +all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't want to get ahead if I could--I'd +want to help the other fellow to keep up with me." + +"I read something the other day and remembered it for you," said Mary. +"It was something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: +'In the first picture I shall make a man walking in the street of +a great city, full of all kinds of happy life: children, and lovers +walking, and ladies leaning from the windows all down great lengths of +a street leading to the city walls; and there the gates are wide open, +letting in a space of green field and cornfield in harvest; and all +round his head a great rain of swirling autumn leaves blowing from a +little walled graveyard." + +"And if I painted," Bibbs returned, "I'd paint a lady walking in the +street of a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile +life--children being taught only how to make money, and lovers hurrying +to get richer, and ladies who'd given up trying to wash their windows +clean, and the gates of the city wide open, letting in slums and +slaughter-houses and freight-yards, and all round this lady's head a +great rain of swirling soot--" He paused, adding, thoughtfully: "And yet +I believe I'm glad that soot got on your cheek. It was just as if I were +your brother--the way you gave me your handkerchief to rub it off for +you. Still, Edith never--" + +"Didn't she?" said Mary, as he paused again. + +"No. And I--" He contented himself with shaking his head instead of +offering more definite information. Then he realized that they were +passing the New House, and he sighed profoundly. "Mary, our walk's +almost over." + +She looked as blank. "So it is, Bibbs." + +They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly +to a stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with +Sibyl, who was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her +illness, however, walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not +taking his arm. The two crossed the street without appearing to see Mary +and her companion, and entering the New House, were lost to sight. Mary +gazed after them gravely, but Bibbs, looking at Mary, did not see them. + +"Mary," he said, "you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?" + +"No, Bibbs." And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him +instantly unreasonably happy. + +"I know you want to go in--" he began. + +"No. I don't want to." + +"I mustn't keep you standing here, and I mustn't go in with you--but--I +just wanted to say--I've seemed very stupid to myself this morning, +grumbling about soot and all that--while all the time I--Mary, I think +it's been the very happiest of all the hours you've given me. I do. +And--I don't know just why--but it's seemed to me that it was one I'd +always remember. And you," he added, falteringly, "you look so--so +beautiful to-day!" + +"It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs." + +"Mary, will you tell me something?" he asked. + +"I think I will." + +"It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them +ever just fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so much +colder, you don't--you never wear them at all any more. Why don't you?" + +Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up gaily. +"Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask any more +questions?" + +"Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?" + +"Because I found I'd be warmer without them!" She caught his hand +quickly in her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran into +the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative +warmth will so often make even a ready-made library the actual +"living-room" of a family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed sealed. +Thus it was with Sheridan, who read nothing except newspapers, +business letters, and figures; who looked upon books as he looked upon +bric-a-brac or crocheting--when he was at home, and not abed or eating, +he was in the library. + +He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at the +far end of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and he +exhaled a solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, +as always, in the length of his coat and the closeness of his +Saturday-night shave; and his expression, to match this religious pomp, +was more than Sabbatical, but the most dismaying of his demonstrations +was his keeping his hand in his sling. + +Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not looking +at him, but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, her hands were +nervously moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another part of the room. +There was a deadly silence. + +But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though she +was unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to veil +them. She spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting something +committed to memory, but her sincerity was none the less evident for +that. + +"Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to +me, and I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the +way I acted. I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that +night, and to say I know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and it +will never happen again, because it's been a pretty hard lesson; +and when we come back, some day, I hope you'll see that you've got a +daughter-in-law you never need to be ashamed of again. I want to ask +you to excuse me for the way I did, and I can say I haven't any feelings +toward Edith now, but only wish her happiness and good in her new life. +I thank you for all your kindness to me, and I know I made a poor return +for it, but if you can overlook the way I behaved I know I would feel a +good deal happier--and I know Roscoe would, too. I wish to promise not +to be as foolish in the future, and the same error would never occur +again to make us all so unhappy, if you can be charitable enough to +excuse it this time." + +He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, +never lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved the +agitation of her hands within the muff. + +"All right," he said at last. + +She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation of +heavy tears when the eyelids lifted. + +"Thank you," she said. "There's something else--about something +different--I want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear it, +too." + +"She's up-stairs in her room," said Sheridan. "Roscoe--" + +Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall and +begin to ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively perceived +the chance for precisely the effect she wanted. + +"No, let me go," she said. "I want to speak to her a minute first, +anyway." + +And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to see +Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, in his +room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; for +bitter Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently informed +her of the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, and with +the recollection there had flashed the thought--out of her own +experience--that people are often much more deeply impressed by words +they overhear than by words directly addressed to them. Sibyl +intended to make it impossible for Bibbs not to overhear. She did not +hesitate--her heart was hot with the old sore, and she believed wholly +in the justice of her cause and in the truth of what she was going to +say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had delivered into her hands the +girl who had affronted her. + +Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe had +driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her husband's +mood, and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a mark of +emphasis again, in her presence, she would (as she thought of it) "have +a fit right there." She heard Sibyl's step, and pretended to be putting +a touch to her hair before a mirror. + +"I was just coming down," she said, as the door opened. + +"Yes, he wants you to," said Sibyl. "It's all right, mother Sheridan. +He's forgiven me." + +Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her +daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, +wiped her eyes, and applied powder. + +"And I hope Edith will be happy," Sibyl added, inciting more +applications of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + +"Yes, yes," murmured the good woman. "We mustn't make the worst of +things." + +"Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear +it, too," said Sibyl. "We better go down, mother Sheridan." + +She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they came +to a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. "I want to tell you +about it first," she said, abruptly. "It isn't a secret, of course, in +any way; it's something the whole family has to know, and the sooner the +whole family knows it the better. It's something it wouldn't be RIGHT +for us ALL not to understand, and of course father Sheridan most of all. +But I want to just kind of go over it first with you; it'll kind of help +me to see I got it all straight. I haven't got any reason for saying it +except the good of the family, and it's nothing to me, one way or the +other, of course, except for that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I +did that night, and it seems to me if there's anything I can do to help +the family, I ought to, because it would help show I felt the right way. +Well, what I want to do is to tell this so's to keep the family from +being made a fool of. I don't want to see the family just made use of +and twisted around her finger by somebody that's got no more heart than +so much ice, and just as sure to bring troubles in the long run as--as +Edith's mistake is. Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell +you how it looks to me and see if it don't strike you the same way." + +Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. He +wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying to +write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem begun +the preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted to +fix upon paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity +to vanish, for they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the +beginnings of his poem, and if he could carry it through he meant to +dare greatly with it--he would venture it upon an editor. For he had +his plan of life now: his day would be of manual labor and thinking--he +could think of his friend and he could think in cadences for poems, to +the crashing of the strong machine--and if his father turned him out of +home and out of the Works, he would work elsewhere and live elsewhere. +His father had the right, and it mattered very little to Bibbs--he faced +the prospect of a working-man's lodging-house without trepidation. He +could find a washstand to write upon, he thought; and every evening when +he left Mary he would write a little; and he would write on holidays and +on Sundays--on Sundays in the afternoon. In a lodging-house, at least +he wouldn't be interrupted by his sister-in-law's choosing the immediate +vicinity of his door for conversations evidently important to herself, +but merely disturbing to him. He frowned plaintively, wishing he could +think of some polite way of asking her to go away. But, as she went on, +he started violently, dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + +"I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan," she said, "but +this old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and +all THEY got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a +little longer. Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has +been up and down the streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job he +could call a 'position,' and couldn't land it. You heard anything about +it, mother Sheridan?" + +"Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while +back," said Mrs. Sheridan. "And now they're doin' the cookin', too." + +Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. "I hope they find +something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!" + +Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy--of +all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream the last +would have been what he heard now. He felt that something incredible was +happening, and that he was powerless to stop it. It seemed to him that +heavy blows were falling on his head and upon Mary's; it seemed to +him that he and Mary were being struck and beaten physically--and that +something hideous impended. He wanted to shout to Sibyl to be silent, +but he could not; he could only stand, swallowing and trembling. + +"What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this," said +Sibyl, sharply. "Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees +started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! +They'd got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and +Mrs. Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took +the daughter out auto-riding!" She paused a moment, looking at Mrs. +Sheridan, but listening intently. There was no sound from within the +room. + +"No!" exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + +"It's the truth," Sibyl declared, loudly. "Oh, of course we were all +crazy about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up +here, and we thought she'd get us IN--but it didn't take ME long to read +her! Her family were down and out when it came to money--and they had to +go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started for Roscoe; but +she found out pretty quick he was married, and she turned right around +to Jim--and she landed him! There's no doubt about it, she had Jim, and +if he'd lived you'd had another daughter-in-law before this, as sure as +I stand here telling you the God's truth about it! Well--when Jim was +left in the cemetery she was waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! +Jim wasn't COLD--and she didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, +but he was the only one of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get +him." + +The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was not, +in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and she spoke +with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + +"What I feel about it is," she said, "it oughtn't to be allowed to go +on. It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him made +such a fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a fool of! +I like poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute himself he'd +have to realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would be apt to fall +in love with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but you know how he +WAS--just kind of a long white rag in good clothes. And girls like +men with some GO to 'em--SOME sort of dashingness, anyhow! Nobody ever +looked at poor Bibbs before, and neither'd she--no, SIR! not till she'd +tried both Roscoe and Jim first! It was only when her and her family got +desperate that she--" + +Bibbs--whiter than when he came from the sanitarium--opened the door. +He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. Both women +screamed. + +"Oh, good heavens!" cried Sibyl. "Were you in THERE? Oh, I wouldn't--" +She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward the stairway. "Come +on, mother Sheridan!" she urged, and as the befuddled and confused lady +obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy exclamations: "Good gracious! Oh, +I wouldn't--too bad! I didn't DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his +feelings! Not for the world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, +good heavens--" + +She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top of +the stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but Bibbs was not +following; he had gone back into his room. + +"He--he looked--oh, terrible bad!" stammered Mrs. Sheridan. "I--I +wish--" + +"Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it," said Sibyl. "I +shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could happened. +Come on!" + +And completing their descent to the library, the two made their +appearance to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full and +truthful account of what had taken place, repeating her own remarks, +and omitting only the fact that it was through her design that Bibbs had +overheard them. + +"But as I told mother Sheridan," she said, in conclusion, "it might turn +out for the very best that he did hear--just that way. Don't you think +so, father Sheridan?" + +He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top +of his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given no +sign of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary Vertrees's +character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl--it was Bibbs whom +she desired to impress, and she was content in that matter. + +"I'm sure it was all for the best," she said. "It's over now, and +he knows what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, just +hearing a thing that way, a person can tell it's SO--and he knows I +haven't got any ax to grind except his own good and the good of the +family." + +Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking toward +the stairway. "I wish--I wish I knew what he was doin'," she said. "He +did look terrible bad. It was like something had been done to him +that was--I don't know what. I never saw anybody look like he did. +He looked--so queer. It was like you'd--" She called down the hall, +"George!" + +"Yes'm?" + +"Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?" + +"Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done buil' +him nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm." He departed. + +"What do you expect he wants a fire for?" she asked, turning toward her +husband. "The house is warm as can be, I do wish I--" + +"Oh, quit frettin'!" said Sheridan. + +"Well, I--I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know you +meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would been so much +harm if--" + +"Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in the +family? Why, she--" + +"I don't know, I don't know," the troubled woman quavered. "If he liked +her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and he hasn't +ever taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way it was, there +was more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa wants him to. If +she wants to marry him--" + +Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. "She don't!" he said. +"You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that kind of a +girl." + +"But, father Sheridan, didn't she--" + +He cut her short. "That's enough. You may mean all right, but you guess +wrong. So do you, mamma." + +Sibyl cried out, "Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim--" + +"She did not," he said, curtly. "She wouldn't take Jim. She turned him +down cold." + +"But that's impossi--" + +"It's not. I KNOW she did." + +Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + +"And YOU needn't worry," he said, turning to his wife. "This won't have +any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, anyhow. +D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs--after she wouldn't take +JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs come to see her, +but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement the way you women +think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he has--he'd 'a' been at +me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job he could support a wife +on. There's nothin' in it--and I've got the same old fight with him on +my hands I've had all his life--and the Lord knows what he won't do +to balk me! What's happened now'll probably only make him twice as +stubborn, but--" + +"SH!" Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. "That's his +step--he's comin' down-stairs." She shrank away from the door as if +she feared to have Bibbs see her. "I--I wonder--" she said, almost in a +whisper--"I wonder what he's goin'--to do." + +Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, +frowning, but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved +toward Sibyl, who stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened as +the slow steps descended the stairs and came toward the library. + +Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes looked +slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested upon his +father. Then he came and stood before him. + +"I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me," he said, gently. "You +won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me." + +Sheridan did not speak--he stared, astounded and incredulous; and Bibbs +had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, though he +went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to move. She went +nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the hall. Bibbs had +gone from the house. + +Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known +before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant--something in her +mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing had been +done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went up to his +room. + +The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, +charred ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the +large upper tray, which she remembered to have seen full of papers and +note-books, was empty. And somehow she understood that Bibbs had given +up the mysterious vocation he had hoped to follow--and that he had +given it up for ever. She thought it was the wisest thing he could have +done--and yet, for an unknown reason, she sat upon the bed and wept a +little before she went down-stairs. + +So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of +passage upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; +a black-clad, thin young man, whose expression was one of habitual +anxiety, habitual wariness and habitual eagerness. He propelled a +perambulator containing the third--and all three were newly cleaned, +Sundayfied, and made fit to dine with the wife's relatives. + +"How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?" the husband +whispered. "He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left now." + +The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. "Well, I don't know," she returned. +"He looks to me like he had his own troubles." + +"I expect he has, like anybody else," said the young husband, "but I +guess we could stand a good deal if we had his money." + +"Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby'll be as well fixed +as the Sheridans. You can't tell." She glanced back at Bibbs, who had +turned north. "He walks kind of slow and stooped over, like." + +"So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess," said the young +husband, with bitter admiration. + +Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she +started, clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him at +the door. + +"Bibbs!" she cried. "What is the matter? I saw something was terribly +wrong when I--You look--" She paused, and he came in, not lifting his +eyes to hers. Always when he crossed that threshold he had come with +his head up and his wistful gaze seeking hers. "Ah, poor boy!" she said, +with a gesture of understanding and pity. "I know what it is!" + +He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into a +chair. + +"You needn't tell me," she said. "They've made you give up. Your +father's won--you're going to do what he wants. You've given up." + +Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + +She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. "Bibbs," +she said. "I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. I can be +glad you came straight to me. It's more to me than even if you'd come +because you were happy." She did not speak again for a little while; +then she said: "Bibbs--dear--could you tell me about it? Do you want +to?" + +Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked her +a question so grotesque that at first she thought she had misunderstood +his words. + +"Mary," he said, "could you marry me?" + +"What did you say, Bibbs?" she asked, quietly. + +His tone and attitude did not change. "Will you marry me?" + +Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks--she grew red and then white. +She rose slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first +incredulously, then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous +in her wide eyes; it was like a spoken question. The room filled with +strangeness in the long silence--the two were so strange to each other. +At last she said: + +"What made you say that?" + +He did not answer. + +"Bibbs, look at me!" Her voice was loud and clear. "What made you say +that? Look at me!" + +He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + +"What was it that made you?" she said. "I want you to tell me." + +She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that +intensity of wonder. "You've given up--to your father," she said, +slowly, "and then you came to ask me--" She broke off. "Bibbs, do you +want me to marry you?" + +"Yes," he said, just audibly. + +"No!" she cried. "You do not. Then what made you ask me? What is it +that's happened?" + +"Nothing." + +"Wait," she said. "Let me think. It's something that happened since our +walk this morning--yes, since you left me at noon. Something happened +that--" She stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of amazement and +dawning comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had gone to the New +House. + +Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, "I do--I do want you +to--marry me, if--if--you could." + +She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. "Bibbs, do you--" Her +voice was as unsteady as his--little more than a whisper. "Do you think +I'm--in love with you?" + +"No," he said. + +Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; it +did not seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware of it. +"Why?" + +"I've had nothing but dreams," Bibbs said, desolately, "but they weren't +like that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me." He smiled faintly, +though still he did not look at Mary. "And when I first came home Edith +told me Sibyl was so anxious to marry that she'd have married ME. She +meant it to express Sibyl's extremity, you see. But I hardly needed +either of them to tell me. I hadn't thought of myself as--well, not as +particularly captivating!" + +Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. "Those two!" she +exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: "Lamhorn! +That's like them!" She turned away, went to the bare little black +mantel, and stood leaning upon it. Presently she asked: "WHEN did Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan say that 'no girl' could care about you?" + +"To-day." + +Mary drew a deep breath. "I think I'm beginning to understand--a +little." She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and +in her voice. "Answer me once more," she said. "Bibbs, do you know now +why I stopped wearing my furs?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?" + +"I--I heard her say--" + +"I think I know what happened, now." Mary's breath came fast and her +voice shook, but she spoke rapidly. "You 'heard her say' more than that. +You 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I +tried first to marry your brother--and then--" But now she faltered, and +it was only after a convulsive effort that she was able to go on. "And +then--that I tried to marry--you! You 'heard her say' that--and you +believe that I don't care for you and that 'no girl' could care for +you--but you think I am in such an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was--that you-- +And so, not wanting me, and believing that I could not want you--except +for my 'extremity'--you took your father's offer and then came to ask +me--to marry you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you--" + +Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon +the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + +"Mary, Mary!" he cried, helplessly. "Oh NO--you--you don't understand." + +"I do, though!" she sobbed. "I do!" + +He came and stood beside her. "You kill me!" he said. "I can't make it +plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was +always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent--I did nothing +but lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all about my +idiotic distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of wonderful +being that had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. You +seemed to lean down--out of a rosy cloud--to be kind to me. I never +dreamed I could do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could need +anything to be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that--that +you--" + +"You heard that I needed to marry--some one--anybody--with money," she +sobbed. "And you thought we were so--so desperate--you believed that I +had--" + +"No!" he said, quickly. "I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing +for me--for that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except +generously--to give. I said I couldn't make it plain!" he cried, +despairingly. + +"Wait!" She lifted her head and extended her hands to him unconsciously, +like a child. "Help me up, Bibbs." Then, when she was once more upon her +feet, she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him ruefully and faintly, but +reassuringly, as if to tell him, in that way, that she knew he had +not meant to hurt her. And that smile of hers, so lamentable, but so +faithfully friendly, misted his own eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered +them no more. + +"Let me tell you what you want to tell me," she said. "You can't, +because you can't put it into words--they are too humiliating for me +and you're too gentle to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? You +didn't believe that I'd tried to make you fall in love with me--" + +"Never! Never for an instant!" + +"You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me--" + +"No, no, no!" + +"I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew I +cared for you--but you didn't think I might be--in love with you. +But you thought that I might marry you without being in love with you +because you did believe I had tried to marry your brother, and--" + +"Mary, I only knew--for the first time--that you--that you were--" + +"Were desperately poor," she said. "You can't even say that! Bibbs, it +was true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!" And she sank +down into the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was agonized. + +"Mary," he groaned, "I didn't know you COULD cry!" + +"Listen," she said. "Listen till I get through--I want you to +understand. We were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never had +been, and we didn't know what to do. We'd been almost rich; there was +plenty, but my father wanted to take advantage of the growth of the +town; he wanted to be richer, but instead--well, just about the time +your father finished building next door we found we hadn't anything. +People say that, sometimes, meaning that they haven't anything in +comparison with other people of their own kind, but we really hadn't +anything--we hadn't anything at all, Bibbs! And we couldn't DO anything. +You might wonder why I didn't 'try to be a stenographer'--and I wonder +myself why, when a family loses its money, people always say the +daughters 'ought to go and be stenographers.' It's curious!--as if a +wave of the hand made you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be +either married comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not +to marry. The poverty came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all +there--and I didn't know how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how +to be anything except a well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife--and +I couldn't be a well-to-do old maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd been +raised to know how to do. I went out to be fascinating and be married. I +did it openly, at least, and with a kind of decent honesty. I told your +brother I had meant to fascinate him and that I was not in love with +him, but I let him think that perhaps I meant to marry him. I think I +did mean to marry him. I had never cared for anybody, and I thought +it might be there really WASN'T anything more than a kind of excited +fondness. I can't be sure, but I think that though I did mean to +marry him I never should have done it, because that sort of a marriage +is--it's sacrilege--something would have stopped me. Something did stop +me; it was your sister-in-law, Sibyl. She meant no harm--but she was +horrible, and she put what I was doing into such horrible words--and +they were the truth--oh! I SAW myself! She was proposing a miserable +compact with me--and I couldn't breathe the air of the same room with +her, though I'd so cheapened myself she had a right to assume that I +WOULD. But I couldn't! I left her, and I wrote to your brother--just a +quick scrawl. I told him just what I'd done; I asked his pardon, and I +said I would not marry him. I posted the letter, but he never got it. +That was the afternoon he was killed. That's all, Bibbs. Now you know +what I did--and you know--ME!" She pressed her clenched hands tightly +against her eyes, leaning far forward, her head bowed before him. + +Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. "Couldn't +you--Isn't there--Won't you--" he stammered. "Mary, I'm going with +father. Isn't there some way you could use the money without--without--" + +She gave a choked little laugh. + +"You gave me something to live for," he said. "You kept me alive, I +think--and I've hurt you like this!" + +"Not you--oh no!" + +"You could forgive me, Mary?" + +"Oh, a thousand times!" Her right hand went out in a faltering gesture, +and just touched his own for an instant. "But there's nothing to +forgive." + +"And you can't--you can't--" + +"Can't what, Bibbs?" + +"You couldn't--" + +"Marry you?" she said for him. + +"Yes." + +"No, no, no!" She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what she +did, she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her a +little. "I can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?" + +"Mary--" + +"No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more--please--" + +"MARY--" + +"Never, never, never!" she cried, in a passion of tears. "You mustn't +come any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, never!" + +Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, he +got himself to the door and out of the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned to +the New House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, but +so that the others might hear. + +"When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one would +be apt to care enough about me to marry me, you were right," he said. "I +thought perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss Vertrees to marry me. +It proved what you said of me, and disproved what you said of her. She +refused." + +And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly as he +had entered it. + +"He's SO queer!" Mrs. Sheridan gasped. "Who on earth would thought of +his doin' THAT?" + +"I told you," said her husband, grimly. + +"You didn't tell us he'd go over there and--" + +"I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, +didn't I?" + +Sibyl was altogether taken aback. "Do you supose it's true? Do you +suppose she WOULDN'T?" + +"He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things fixed +up fine with his girl," said Sheridan. "Not to me, he didn't!" + +"But why would--" + +"I told you," he interrupted, angrily, "she ain't that kind of a girl! +If you got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it over with, +though I'd pretty near just as soon not have to talk a whole lot about +my dead boy's private affairs. She wrote to Jim she couldn't take him, +and it was a good, straight letter, too. It came to Jim's office; he +never saw it. She wrote it the afternoon he was hurt." + +"I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon," said +Roscoe. "Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it--I was waiting +for you while you were in there so long talking to her mother. It was +just before we saw that something was wrong over here, and Edith came +and called me." + +Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, +for, although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they +were dimmed by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed--after +some further fragmentary discourse--visibly elated. After all, the +guilty had not been exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the +less surely, that her injury had been copiously avenged. She bestowed a +contented glance upon the old house with the cupola, as she and Roscoe +crossed the street. + +When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after a while +she said, uneasily, "Papa, you think it would be any use to tell Bibbs +about that letter?" + +"I don't know," he answered, walking moodily to the window. "I been +thinkin' about it." He came to a decision. "I reckon I will." And he +went up to Bibbs's room. + +"Well, you goin' back on what you said?" he inquired, brusquely, as he +opened the door. "You goin' to take it back and lay down on me again?" + +"No," said Bibbs. + +"Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I don't +know as you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, though the +Lord knows you've laid down on me enough. You certainly have!" Sheridan +was baffled. This was not what he wished to say, but his words were +unmanageable; he found himself unable to control them, and his querulous +abuse went on in spite of him. "I can't say I expect much of you--not +from the way you always been, up to now--unless you turn over a new +leaf, and I don't see any encouragement to think you're goin' to do +THAT! If you go down there and show a spark o' real GIT-up, I reckon the +whole office'll fall in a faint. But if you're ever goin' to show any, +you better begin right at the beginning and begin to show it to-morrow." + +"Yes--I'll try." + +"You better, if it's in you!" Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He had +always been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue seemed +bewitched. He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and to his own +angry astonishment he found it impossible to do anything except to scold +like a drudge-driver. "You better come down there with your mind made +up to hustle harder than the hardest workin'-man that's under you, +or you'll not get on very good with me, I tell you! The way to get +ahead--and you better set it down in your books--the way to get ahead is +to do ten times the work of the hardest worker that works FOR you. But +you don't know what work is, yet. All you've ever done was just stand +around and feed a machine a child could handle, and then come home +and take a bath and go callin'. I tell you you're up against a mighty +different proposition now, and if you're worth your salt--and you never +showed any signs of it yet--not any signs that stuck out enough to bang +somebody on the head and make 'em sit up and take notice--well, I want +to say, right here and now--and you better listen, because I want to say +just what I DO say. I say--" + +He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was a +hopeless blank. + +Bibbs looked up patiently--an old, old look. "Yes, father; I'm +listening." + +"That's all," said Sheridan, frowning heavily. "That's all I came to +say, and you better see't you remember it!" + +He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind him +with a crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his departure. +He stopped just outside the door, and stood there a minute or more. +Then abruptly he turned the knob and exhibited to his son a forehead +liberally covered with perspiration. + +"Look here," he said, crossly. "That girl over yonder wrote Jim a +letter--" + +"I know," said Bibbs. "She told me." + +"Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it--" The door +closed on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of the sentence +was nevertheless audible--"if you knew she wouldn't have Jim, either." + +And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her frettin' +and not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was about to +inquire what Bibbs "said," but after a second thought she decided not +to speak at all. She merely murmured a wordless assent, and verbal +communication was given over between them for the rest of that +afternoon. + +Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next +morning, and she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and she +worried about what might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. She +felt that everything depended on how Bibbs "took hold," and upon her +husband's return in the evening she seized upon the first opportunity +to ask him how things had gone. He was non-committal. What could anybody +tell by the first day? He'd seen plenty go at things well enough right +at the start and then blow up. Pretty near anybody could show up fair +the first day or so. There was a big job ahead. This material, such as +it was--Bibbs, in fact--had to be broken in to handling the work Roscoe +had done; and then, at least as an overseer, he must take Jim's position +in the Realty Company as well. He told her to ask him again in a month. + +But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed +remarks of his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small +restaurant where it had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, and +she took this to be an encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room as soon +as they left the table, and her husband was not communicative after +reading his paper. + +She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of +business, although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and +only in the evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. +Usually Bibbs was silent, except when directly addressed, but on the +first evening of the third week of his new career he offered an opinion +which had apparently been the subject of previous argument. + +"I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those storage-rooms, +father," he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before him. "Abercrombie +agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him." + +"You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen," Sheridan returned, "but +you can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. The roof +fell because it hadn't had time to settle and on account of weather +conditions. I want that building put just the way Jim planned it." + +"You can't have it," said Bibbs. "You can't, because Jim planned for the +building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one--the one that +didn't fall--is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for storage. +It won't stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get both buildings +down as quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's the best and cheapest +in the long run for that type." + +Sheridan looked sarcastic. "Fine! What we goin' to do for storage-rooms +while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?" + +"Rent," Bibbs returned, promptly. "We'll lose money if we don't rent, +anyhow--they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse matter +your attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount of +stuff they've got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until +we could patch up those process perils--and the Krivitch Manufacturing +Company's plant is empty, right across the street. I took an option on +it for us this morning." + +Sheridan's expression was queer. "Look here!" he said, sharply. "Did you +go and do that without consulting me?" + +"It didn't cost anything," said Bibbs. "It's only until to-morrow +afternoon at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then." + +"Oh, you did?" Sheridan's tone was sardonic. "Well, just suppose you +couldn't convince me." + +"I can, though--and I intend to," said Bibbs, quietly. "I don't think +you understand the condition of those buildings you want patched up." + +"Now, see here," said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; "suppose I had my +mind set about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it was--well, +kind of a matter of sentiment with me to prove he was right." + +Bibbs looked at him compassionately. "I'm sorry if you have a sentiment +about it, father," he said. "But whether you have or not can't make a +difference. You'll get other people hurt if you trust that process, and +that won't do. And if you want a monument to Jim, at least you want +one that will stand. Besides, I don't think you can reasonably defend +sentiment in this particular kind of affair." + +"Oh, you don't?" + +"No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it." + +Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. "Why are you 'sorry'?" he asked, +curiously. + +"Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon," said Bibbs, +"and I had him condemn both those buildings." + +"What?" + +"He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us--afraid you'd +see he lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them--they've got to come +down now." + +Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered brows. +Finally he said, "How long did they give you on that option to convince +me?" + +"Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon." + +"All right," said Sheridan, not relaxing. "I'm convinced." + +Bibbs jumped up. "I thought you would be. I'll telephone the Krivitch +agent. He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I told him I'd settle +it this evening." + +Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his +expression did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him that +startled his wife. It had been a long time since she had heard anything +resembling a chuckle from him, and this sound--although it was grim and +dry--bore that resemblance. + +She brightened eagerly. "Looks like he was startin' right well don't it, +papa?" + +"Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I +wanted--that's why he had the inspector up there, so't he'd have me beat +before we even started to talk about it. And did you hear him? 'Can't +reasonably defend SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': 'Took an option +for Us'! 'Stuff piled up on Us'!" + +There was always an alloy for Mrs. Sheridan. "I don't just like the way +he looks, though, papa." + +"Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, so you +start to frettin' about IT!" + +"No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, and--" + +"I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then," said +Sheridan. "You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business men, I +expect." + +"Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. And +he'd begun to fill out some, but--" + +Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table to +her, patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right being +still heavily bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. "That's the +way it is with you, mamma--got to take your frettin' out one way if you +don't another!" + +"No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when he +begun to get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', some +way." + +"Yes, he may 'a' lost something," said Sheridan. "I expect he's lost a +whole lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions about writin' +poetry and--" + +"No," his wife persisted. "I mean he looks right peakid. And yesterday, +when he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the window. He wasn't +readin'." + +"Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?" + +"He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, I don't +believe." + +"Look, here!" said Sheridan. "Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over there +the rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl say did +one big thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. Well, he had +to go and bust clean out with a bang; and that stopped his goin' over +there, and it stopped his poetry, but I reckon he's begun to get pretty +fair pay for what he lost. I guess a good many young men have had to get +over worries like his; they got to lose SOMETHING if they're goin' +to keep ahead o' the procession nowadays--and it kind o' looks to me, +mamma, like Bibbs might keep quite a considerable long way ahead. Why, a +year from now I'll bet you he won't know there ever WAS such a thing as +poetry! And ain't he funny? He wanted to stick to the shop so's he could +'think'! What he meant was, think about something useless. Well, I guess +he's keepin' his mind pretty occupied the other way these days. Yes, +sir, it took a pretty fair-sized shock to get him out of his trance, but +it certainly did the business." He patted his wife's shoulder again, and +then, without any prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous laugh. + +"Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!" + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. But +no one came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of Bigness, +and the changing of money was holy worship and true religion. The +priests wore that "settish" look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning +to develop about his mouth and eyes--a wary look which she could not +define, but it comes with service at the temple; and it was the more +marked upon Bibbs for his sharp awakening to the necessities of that +service. + +He did as little "useless" thinking as possible, giving himself no time +for it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on his work +when he came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever except his +work. But he did not sing at it. He was often in the streets, and people +were not allowed to sing in the streets. They might make any manner of +hideous uproar--they could shake buildings; they could out-thunder the +thunder, deafen the deaf, and kill the sick with noise; or they +could walk the streets or drive through them bawling, squawking, or +screeching, as they chose, if the noise was traceably connected with +business; though street musicians were not tolerated, being considered +a nuisance and an interference. A man or woman who went singing for +pleasure through the streets--like a crazy Neopolitan--would have been +stopped, and belike locked up; for Freedom does not mean that a citizen +is allowed to do every outrageous thing that comes into his head. The +streets were dangerous enough, in all conscience, without any singing! +and the Motor Federation issued public warnings declaring that the +pedestrian's life was in his own hands, and giving directions how to +proceed with the least peril. However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to +sing in the streets, or anywhere. He had gone to his work with an energy +that, for the start, at least, was bitter, and there was no song left in +him. + +He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among +them he found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period +of neighborliness, "pioneer stock," usually; and there were +men--particularly among the merchants and manufacturers--"so honest they +leaned backward"; reputations sometimes attested by stories of heroic +sacrifices to honor; nor were there lacking some instances of generosity +even nobler. Here and there, too, were book-men, in their little +leisure; and, among the Germans, music-men. And these, with the others, +worshiped Bigness and the growth, each man serving for his own sake and +for what he could get out of it, but all united in their faith in the +beneficence and glory of their god. + +To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing in +life, except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as the +dangerous illness of a wife or child. In the way of "relaxation" some of +the servers took golf; some took fishing; some took "shows"--a mixture +of infantile and negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; some took +an occasional debauch; some took trips; some took cards; and some took +nothing. The high priests were vigilant to watch that no "relaxation" +should affect the service. When a man attended to anything outside his +business, eyes were upon him; his credit was in danger--that is, his +life was in danger. And the old priests were as ardent as the young +ones; the million was as eager to be bigger as the thousand; seventy was +as busy as seventeen. They strove mightily against one another, and +the old priests were the most wary, the most plausible, and the most +dangerous. Bibbs learned he must walk charily among these--he must wear +a thousand eyes and beware of spiders indeed! + +And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming thieves +and sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open rascals; but +these were feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, and he had +a good guide to point them out to him. They were useful sometimes, +he learned, and many of them served as go-betweens in matters where +business must touch politics. He learned also how breweries and +"traction" companies and banks and other institutions fought one another +for the political control of the city. The newspapers, he discovered, +had lost their ancient political influence, especially with the knowing, +who looked upon them with a skeptical humor, believing the journals +either to be retained partisans, like lawyers, or else striving to +forward the personal ambitions of their owners. The control of the city +lay not with them, but was usually obtained by giving the hordes of +negroes gin-money, and by other largesses. The revenues of the people +were then distributed as fairly as possible among a great number of men +who had assisted the winning side. Names and titles of offices went with +many of the prizes, and most of these title-holders were expected to +present a busy appearance at times; and, indeed, some among them did +work honestly and faithfully. + +Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known +and customary, astonished him at first, and once--in a brief moment +of forgetting that he was done with writing--he thought that if he had +known them and written of them, how like a satire the plainest relation +of them must have seemed! Strangest of all to him was the vehement and +sincere patriotism. On every side he heard it--it was a permeation; the +newest school-child caught it, though just from Hungary and learning to +stammer a few words of the local language. Everywhere the people shouted +of the power, the size, the riches, and the growth of their city. Not +only that, they said that the people of their city were the greatest, +the "finest," the strongest, the Biggest people on earth. They cited no +authorities, and felt the need of none, being themselves the people thus +celebrated. And if the thing was questioned, or if it was hinted that +there might be one small virtue in which they were not perfect and +supreme, they wasted no time examining themselves to see if what the +critic said was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, +for they were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with +them, harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. +For the voice of the people is the voice of their god. + + +Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, +and the door between the two rooms usually stood open--the father had +established that intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was +alone, Sheridan came in, some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his +hand. + +"Bibbs," he said, "I don't like to butt in very often this way, and when +I do I usually wish I hadn't--but for Heaven's sake what have you been +buying that ole busted inter-traction stock for?" + +Bibbs leaned back from his desk. "For eleven hundred and fifty-five +dollars. That's all it cost." + +"Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought to +know that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader'n Adam's cat!" + +"It might be worth something--some day." + +"How?" + +"It mightn't be so dead--not if we went into it," said Bibbs, coolly. + +"Oh!" Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, "Who'd you buy it +from?" + +"A broker--Fansmith." + +"Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that was +soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?" + +"Yes, I do." + +"Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?" + +"It belonged to Mr. Vertrees," said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself to +his desk. + +"So!" Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. "Excuse me," he said. +"Your business." And he went back to his own room. But presently he +looked in again. + +"I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day"--he was shuffling +himself into his overcoat--"because I just thought I'd go up to the +house and get THIS over with mamma." He glanced apologetically toward +his right hand as it emerged from the sleeve of the overcoat. The +bandages had been removed, finally, that morning, revealing but three +fingers--the forefinger and the finger next to it had been amputated. +"She's bound to make an awful fuss, and better to spoil her lunch than +her dinner. I'll be back about two." + +But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so accurately +that Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she was rising from +the lonely table when he came into the dining-room. He had left his +overcoat in the hall, but he kept his hands in his trousers pockets. + +"What's the matter, papa?" she asked, quickly. "Has anything gone wrong? +You ain't sick?" + +"Me!" He laughed loudly. "Me SICK?" + +"You had lunch?" + +"Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffee, though." + +She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had withdrawn +she said querulously, "I just know there's something wrong." + +"Nothin' in the world," he responded, heartily, taking a seat at the +head of the table. "I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with you, +that's all. It's more women-folks' business than what it is man's, +anyhow." + +"What about?" + +"Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile--" + +"To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?" + +"Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile--" + +Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. "I guess it's time you had him, +too. I KNEW Bibbs--" + +"Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over BEFORE +anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take any chances +with BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, and I an' ole +Gurney had a talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; he rubbed it in on +me what he said about Bibbs havin' brains if he ever woke up. Then +I thought he must want to get something out o' me, he got so +flattering--for a minute! 'Bibbs couldn't help havin' business brains,' +he says, 'bein' YOUR son. Don't be surprised,' he says--'don't be +surprised at his makin' a success,' he says. 'He couldn't get over his +heredity; he couldn't HELP bein' a business success--once you got him +into it. It's in his blood. Yes, sir' he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH +brains,' he says, 'an only third-rate brains, at that,' he says, 'but +it does need a special KIND o' brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. +I mean,' he says, 'when a man's given a start. If nobody gives him a +start, why, course he's got to have luck AND the right kind o' brains. +The only miracle about Bibbs,' he says, 'is where he got the OTHER kind +o' brains--the brains you made him quit usin' and throw away.'" + +"But what'd he say about his health?" Mrs. Sheridan demanded, +impatiently, as George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. +Sheridan helped himself to cream and sugar, and began to sip the coffee. + +"I'm comin' to that," he returned, placidly. "See how easy I manage this +cup with my left hand, mamma?" + +"You been doin' that all winter. What did--" + +"It's wonderful," he interrupted, admiringly, "what a fellow can do with +his left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever could +with my right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, I +believe I RATHER sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, +anyway--just the signature. Rest's all dictatin'." He blew across the +top of the cup unctuously. "Good coffee, mamma! Well, about Bibbs. Ole +Gurney says he believes if Bibbs could somehow get back to the state o' +mind he was in about the machine-shop--that is, if he could some way get +to feelin' about business the way he felt about the shop--not the poetry +and writin' part, but--" He paused, supplementing his remarks with a +motion of his head toward the old house next door. "He says Bibbs +is older and harder'n what he was when he broke down that time, and +besides, he ain't the kind o' dreamy way he was then--and I should +say he AIN'T! I'd like 'em to show ME anybody his age that's any wider +awake! But he says Bibbs's health never need bother us again if--" + +Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. "I don't see any help THAT way. You know +yourself she wouldn't have Jim." + +"Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let him +LOOK at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked her, that +she won't let him come in the house any more. He's a mighty funny boy, +and some ways I reckon he's pretty near as hard to understand as the +Bible, but Gurney kind o' got me in the way o' thinkin' that if +she'd let him come back and set around with her an evening or two +sometimes--not reg'lar, I don't mean--why--Well, I just thought I'd see +what YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk about it to Bibbs +himself--I don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow--but I thought maybe you +could kind o' slip over there some day, and sort o' fix up to have a +little talk with her, and kind o' hint around till you see how the land +lays, and ask her--" + +"ME!" Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. "No." She shook +her head decidedly. "It wouldn't do any good." + +"You won't try it?" + +"I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what I +believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T--and, +what's more, it'd only make things worse. If people find out you're +runnin' after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't do as +much for you as if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any use, and +I couldn't do it if it was." + +He sighed with resignation. "All right, mamma. That's all." Then, in a +livelier tone, he said: "Ole Gurney took the bandages off my hand this +morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more." + +"Why, that's splendid, papa!" she cried, beaming. "I was afraid--Let's +see." + +She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his pocket. +"Wait a minute," he said, smiling. "Now it may give you just a teeny bit +of a shock, but the fact is--well, you remember that Sunday when Sibyl +came over here and made all that fuss about nothin'--it was the day +after I got tired o' that statue when Edith's telegram came--" + +"Let me see your hand!" she cried. + +"Now wait!" he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. +"The truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, +when you wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office--he'd told +me to, you see--and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything." And he held +out, for her inspection, the mutilated hand. "You see, these days when +it's all dictatin', anyhow, nobody'd mind just a couple o'--" + +He had to jump for her--she went over backward. For the second time in +her life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her own +room, still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her with heat +that the "fuss" she was making irked him far more than his physical +loss. He permitted her to think that he meant to return directly to his +office, but when he came out to the open air he told the chauffeur in +attendance to await him in front of Mr. Vertrees's house, whither he +himself proceeded on foot. + +Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as +manna in the wilderness; it came from heaven--by what agency he did +not particularly question. The broker informed him that "parties were +interested in getting hold of the stock," and that later there might +be a possible increase in the value of the large amount retained by his +client. It might go "quite a ways up" within a year or so, he said, and +he advised "sitting tight" with it. Mr. Vertrees went home and prayed. + +He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own +again. It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, and +his wife shared his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back her +piano, and as for furs--spring was on the way, she said. But they paid +the butcher, the baker, and the candlestick-maker, and hired a cook +once more. It was this servitress who opened the door for Sheridan and +presently assured him that Miss Vertrees would "be down." + +He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he flushed +and beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels of the +cook. She had a look of apprehension for the first fraction of a second, +but it vanished at the sight of him, and its place was taken in her eyes +by a soft brilliance, while color rushed in her cheeks. + +"Don't be surprised," he said. "Truth is, in a way it's sort of on +business I looked in here. It'll only take a minute, I expect." + +"I'm sorry," said Mary. "I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors." + +He chuckled. "Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their +neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so--lately." + +"You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?" + +"I guess I could manage that much." And they sat down, facing each other +and not far apart. + +"Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly," he said, more +gravely. "Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it seemed +to me I ought to give you, and I just thought it was better to bring it +myself and explain how I happened to have it. It's this--this letter you +wrote my boy." He extended the letter to her solemnly, in his left hand, +and she took it gently from him. "It was in his mail, after he was hurt. +You knew he never got it, I expect." + +"Yes," she said, in a low voice. + +He sighed. "I'm glad he didn't. Not," he added, quickly--"not but what +you did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any other way +when it came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' to you--you +were above-board all through." + +Mary said, "Thank you," almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed +low. + +"You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all +his mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it +all--once I got started." + +"I'm glad you did." + +"Well"--he leaned forward as if to rise--"I guess that's about all. I +just thought you ought to have it." + +"Thank you for bringing it." + +He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she might +have something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware of this +glance, and sat with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the floor. + +"Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office," he said, rising +desperately. "I told--I told my partner I'd be back at two o'clock, +and I guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he catches me behind +time. I got to walk the chalk a mighty straight line these days--with +THAT fellow keepin' tabs on me!" + +Mary rose with him. "I've always heard YOU were the hard driver." + +He guffawed derisively. "Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. You +couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up my end +o' the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand bounce some +day, and run the whole circus by himself. You know how he is--once he +goes AT a thing!" + +"No," she smiled. "I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always heard--" + +He laughed, looking away from her. "It's just my way o' speakin' o' that +boy o' mine, Bibbs." + +He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of +careless geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, "How +IS Bibbs?" but she said nothing at all, though he waited until the +silence became embarrassing. + +"Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there," he said, at last. "He +might worry." + +"Good-by--and thank you," said Mary. + +"For what?" + +"For the letter." + +"Oh," he said, blankly. "You're welcome. Good-by." + +Mary put out her hand. "Good-by." + +"You'll have to excuse my left hand," he said. "I had a little accident +to the other one." + +She gave a pitying cry as she saw. "Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!" + +"Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow." He laughed +jovially. "Did anybody tell you how it happened?" + +"I heard you hurt your hand, but no--not just how." + +"It was this way," he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat down +again. "You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal about the +youngest o' my boys--the one that used to come to see you sometimes, +after Jim--that is, I mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke of as my partner; +and the truth is that's what it's just about goin' to amount to, one o' +these days--if his health holds out. Well, you remember, I expect, I +had him on a machine over at a plant o' mine; and sometimes I'd kind o' +sneak in there and see how he was gettin' along. Take a doctor with me +sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so robust, you might say. Ole Doc +Gurney--I guess maybe you know him? Tall, thin man; acts sleepy--" + +"Yes." + +"Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook +to show Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I +wouldn't listen, and I didn't look out--and that's how I got my hand +hurt, tryin' to show Bibbs how to do something he knew how to do and +I didn't. Made me so mad I just wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS +hurt--and so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney had to take kind o' radical +measures with me. He's a right good doctor, too. Don't you think so, +Miss Vertrees?" + +"Yes." + +"Yes, he is so!" Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and +gossip with all day on his hands. "Take him on Bibbs's case. I was +talkin' about Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh to +hear the way ole Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as much a +friend as he is doctor--and he takes as much interest in Bibbs as if +he was in the family. He says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; and +he thinks he could stand the pace and get fat on it if--well, this is +what'd made YOU laugh if you'd been there, Miss Vertrees--honest it +would!" He paused to chuckle, and stole a glance at her. She was gazing +straight before her at the wall; her lips were parted, and--visibly--she +was breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she was growing +furiously angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, and he went +on, determined now to say it all. He leaned forward and altered his +voice to one of confidential friendliness, though in it he still +maintained a tone which indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion was only +a joke he shared with her. "Yes, sir, you certainly would 'a' laughed! +Why, that ole man thinks YOU got something to do with it. You'll have to +blame it on him, young lady, if it makes you feel like startin' out +to whip somebody! He's actually got THIS theory: he says Bibbs got to +gettin' better while he worked over there at the shop because you kept +him cheered up and feelin' good. And he says if you could manage to +just stand him hangin' around a little--maybe not much, but just +SOMEtimes--again, he believed it'd do Bibbs a mighty lot o' good. +'Course, that's only what the doctor said. Me, I don't know anything +about that; but I can say this much--I never saw any such a MENTAL +improvement in anybody in my life as I have lately in Bibbs. I expect +you'd find him a good deal more entertaining than what he used to +be--and I know it's a kind of embarrassing thing to suggest after the +way he piled in over here that day to ask you to stand up before the +preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc GURNEY, he's got you on his +brain so bad--" + +Mary jumped. "Mr. Sheridan!" she exclaimed. + +He sighed profoundly. "There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. I +didn't--" + +"No, no, no!" she cried. "But I don't understand--and I think you don't. +What is it you want me to do?" + +He sighed again, but this time with relief. "Well, well!" he said. +"You're right. It'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I could +with you, all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come and see you +sometimes, once more. Could you?" + +"You don't understand." She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful +gesture. "Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to make +your oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came and +asked me to marry him--because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T see him +any more," she cried in distress. "I CAN'T!" + +Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. "You mean because he thought +that about you?" + +"No, no! What he thought was TRUE!" + +"Well--you mean he was so much in--you mean he thought so much of you--" +The words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's tongue; he seemed +to be in doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a ghastly pause he +bravely repeated them. "You mean he thought so much of you that you just +couldn't stand him around?" + +"NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and he'd +respected me--too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you like, and +he'd have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, and as he +knew I would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan," she said. "But the cheap, +bad things one has done seem always to come back--they wait, and pull +you down when you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you see; and he +wasn't 'in love' with me at all." + +"He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to +do--it was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad--he just +threw it away and walked right up and took the job he swore he never +would--just for you. And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that +must think quite a heap o' the girl he does it for! You say it was only +because he was sorry, but let me tell you there's only ONE girl he could +feel THAT sorry for! Yes, sir!" + +"No, no," she said. "Bibbs isn't like other men--he would do anything +for anybody." + +Sheridan grinned. "Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays," he +said. "For instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in +'sentiment in business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he +wanted was, just plain and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was +afraid his thinkin' so much OF you had kind o' sickened you of him--the +way it does sometimes. But from the way you talk, I understand that +ain't the trouble." He coughed, and his voice trembled a little. "Now +here, Miss Vertrees, I don't have to tell you--because you see things +easy--I know I got no business comin' to you like this, but I had to +make Bibbs go my way instead of his own--I had to do it for the sake o' +my business and on his own account, too--and I expect you got some idea +how it hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. He didn't come in +half-hearted or mean; he came in--all the way! But there isn't anything +in it to him; you can see he's just shut his teeth on it and goin' ahead +with dust in his mouth. You see, one way of lookin' at it, he's +got nothin' to work FOR. And it seems to me like it cost him your +friendship, and I believe--honest--that's what hurt him the worst. Now +you said we'd talk plain. Why can't you let him come back?" + +She covered her face desperately with her hands. "I can't!" + +He rose, defeated, and looking it. + +"Well, I mustn't press you," he said, gently. + +At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her face. +"Ah! He was only sorry for me!" + +He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal honesty, +and it confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. It was so clear +that even Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able to see it. Then a +change came over him; gloom fell from him, and he grew radiant. + +"Don't! Don't" she cried. "You mustn't--" + +"I won't tell him," said Sheridan, from the doorway. "I won't tell +anybody anything!" + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest in the +sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy and dirty, +thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, asphalt, +sulphurous acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar things the men +liked to breathe and to have upon their skins and garments and upon +their wives and babies and sweethearts. The growth of the city was +visible in the smoke and the noise and the rush. There was more smoke +than there had been this day of February a year earlier; there was more +noise; and the crowds were thicker--yet quicker in spite of that. The +traffic policeman had a hard time, for the people were independent--they +retained some habits of the old market-town period, and would cross +the street anywhere and anyhow, which not only got them killed more +frequently than if they clung to the legal crossings, but kept the +motormen, the chauffeurs, and the truck-drivers in a stew of profane +nervousness. So the traffic policemen led harried lives; they themselves +were killed, of course, with a certain periodicity, but their main +trouble was that they could not make the citizens realize that it was +actually and mortally perilous to go about their city. It was strange, +for there were probably no citizens of any length of residence who had +not personally known either some one who had been killed or injured in +an accident, or some one who had accidentally killed or injured others. +And yet, perhaps it was not strange, seeing the sharp preoccupation of +the faces--the people had something on their minds; they could not stop +to bother about dirt and danger. + +Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident +until this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother connected +with a timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in and out of the +department stores, she had an insistent consciousness of the Sheridan +Building. From the street, anywhere, it was almost always in sight, like +some monstrous geometrical shadow, murk-colored and rising limitlessly +into the swimming heights of the smoke-mist. It was gaunt and grimy +and repellent; it had nothing but strength and size--but in that +consciousness of Mary's the great structure may have partaken of beauty. +Sheridan had made some of the things he said emphatic enough to remain +with her. She went over and over them--and they began to seem true: +"Only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for!" "Gurney says he's got you +on his brain so bad--" The man's clumsy talk began to sing in her heart. +The song was begun there when she saw the accident. + +She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the +traffic to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking the +passage, darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came from +the crowd behind her, talking earnestly, and started across. Both wore +black; one was tall and broad and thick, and the other was taller, but +noticeably slender. And Mary caught her breath, for they were Bibbs and +his father. They did not see her, and she caught a phrase in Bibbs's +mellow voice, which had taken a crisper ring: "Sixty-eight thousand +dollars? Not sixty-eight thousand buttons!" It startled her queerly, +and as there was a glimpse of his profile she saw for the first time a +resemblance to his father. + +She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead +of his father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing of +a truck, beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of country +women who were in course of passage; they were just in front of Bibbs, +and shoved backward upon him violently. To extricate himself from them +he stepped back, directly in front of a moving trolley-car--no place for +absent-mindedness, but Bibbs was still absorbed in thoughts concerned +with what he had been saying to his father. There were shrieks and +yells; Bibbs looked the wrong way--and then Mary saw the heavy figure +of Sheridan plunge straight forward in front of the car. With +absolute disregard of his own life, he hurled himself at Bibbs like a +football-player shunting off an opponent, and to Mary it seemed +that they both went down together. But that was all she could +see--automobiles, trucks, and wagons closed in between. She made out +that the trolley-car stopped jerkily, and she saw a policeman breaking +his way through the instantly condensing crowd, while the traffic came +to a standstill, and people stood up in automobiles or climbed upon +the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a chance of seeing anything +horrible. + +Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came to +help the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion again. +The crowd became pliant, dispersing--there was no figure upon the +ground, and no ambulance came. But one of the policemen was detained by +the clinging and beseeching of a gloved hand. + +"What IS the matter, lady?" + +"Where are they?" Mary cried. + +"Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!" + +"His SON--" + +"Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him--oh, he's not bad +off, I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. The +fender shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got shook +up. They both went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. Excuse +me, lady." + +Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, +ascending. "Whisk-broom up in the office," Sheridan was saying. "You got +to look out on those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't know I got +any call to blow, though--because I tried to cross after you did. That's +how I happened to run into you. Well, you want to remember to look out +after this. We were talkin' about Murtrie's askin' sixty-eight thousand +flat for that ninety-nine-year lease. It's his lookout if he'd rather +take it that way, and I don't know but--" + +"No," said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; "he won't get +it. Not from us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can convince you +in five minutes." He followed his father into the office anteroom--and +convinced him. Then, having been diligently brushed by a youth of color, +Bibbs went into his own room and closed the door. + +He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and his +side was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be alone; he +wanted to rub himself and, for once, to do some useless thinking again. +He knew that his father had not "happened" to run into him; he knew that +Sheridan had instantly--and instinctively--proved that he held his own +life of no account whatever compared to that of his son and heir. Bibbs +had been unable to speak of that, or to seem to know it; for Sheridan, +just as instinctively, had swept the matter aside--as of no importance, +since all was well--reverting immediately to business. + +Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he +had never perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and +indomitable--and lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's +very self; laughing at the lightning and at wounds and mutilation; +conquering, irresistible--and blindly noble. For the first time in his +life Bibbs began to understand the meaning of being truly this man's +son. + +He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan said, +Bibbs had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. He +had given his word because he had wanted the money, simply, for Mary +Vertrees in her need. And he shivered with horror of himself, thinking +how he had gone to her to offer it, asking her to marry him--with his +head on his breast in shameful fear that she would accept him! He had +not known her; the knowing had lost her to him, and this had been his +real awakening; for he knew now how deep had been that slumber wherein +he dreamily celebrated the superiority of "friendship"! The sleep-walker +had wakened to bitter knowledge of love and life, finding himself a +failure in both. He had made a burnt offering of his dreams, and the +sacrifice had been an unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was left for +him was the work he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in +that, though it was indeed no more than "dust in his mouth." If there +had been anything "to work for--" + +He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets +below. He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms and he looked +across, over the roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the vast, +foggy heart of the smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising dimly +against it, chattering with steel on steel, and screeching in steam, +while tiny figures of men walked on threads in the dull sky. Buildings +would overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was being served. + +But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. Here, +where his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running brooks, and +how had the kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! The pioneers had +begun the work, but in their old age their orators had said for them +that they had toiled and risked and sacrificed that their posterity +might live in peace and wisdom, enjoying the fruits of the earth. Well, +their posterity was here--and there was only turmoil. Where was the +promised land? It had been promised by the soldiers of all the wars; it +had been promised to this generation by the pioneers; but here was the +very posterity to whom it had been promised, toiling and risking and +sacrificing in turn--for what? + +The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, continuously +beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish a pulsation in +it--a broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him that it was like +a titanic voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily metallic--the voice of +the god, Bigness. And the voice summoned Bibbs as it summoned all its +servants. + +"Come and work!" it seemed to yell. "Come and work for Me, all men! By +your youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your despair I +summon you to work for Me yet a little, with what strength you have. By +your love of home I summon you! By your love of woman I summon you! By +your hope of children I summon you! + +"You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, your +Master and Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon my ugliness. +You shall give your toil and your lives, you shall go mad for love and +worship of my ugliness! You shall perish still worshipping Me, and your +children shall perish knowing no other god!" + +And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his father's +voice booming in the next room; he could not distinguish the words but +the tone was exultant--and there came the THUMP! THUMP! of the maimed +hand. Bibbs guessed that Sheridan was bragging of the city and of +Bigness to some visitor from out-of-town. + +And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. But +with the old, old thought again, "What for?" Bibbs caught a glimmer of +far, faint light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life struggled +and conquered, and must all his life go on struggling and inevitably +conquering, as part of a vast impulse not his own. Sheridan served +blindly--but was the impulse blind? Bibbs asked himself if it was not +he who had been in the greater hurry, after all. The kiln must be fired +before the vase is glazed, and the Acropolis was not crowned with marble +in a day. + +Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of +some high music struggling to be born of the turmoil. "Ugly I am," it +seemed to say to him, "but never forget that I AM a god!" And the voice +grew in sonorousness and in dignity. "The highest should serve, but so +long as you worship me for my own sake I will not serve you. It is man +who makes me ugly, by his worship of me. If man would let me serve him, +I should be beautiful!" + +Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself--in +the vague contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs--a gigantic +figure with feet pedestaled upon the great buildings and shoulders +disappearing in the clouds, a colossus of steel and wholly blackened +with soot. But Bibbs carried his fancy further--for there was still a +little poet lingering in the back of his head--and he thought that up +over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant labored with his hands +in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what he made +there--perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that +were children now--a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white-- + +It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang fiercely. + +He lifted the thing from his desk and answered--and as the small voice +inside it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled +violently as he picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong--he had +been mistaken--yet it was a startlingly beautiful voice; startlingly +kind, too, and ineffably like the one he hungered most to hear. + +"Who?" he said, his own voice shaking--like his hand. + +"Mary." + +He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: "IS IT?" + +There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. +"Bibbs--I wanted to--just to see if you--" + +"Yes--Mary?" + +"I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. +They said you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know for +myself." + +"No, no, I wasn't hurt at all--Mary. It was father who came nearer it. +He saved me." + +"Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd until +you had gone. And I wanted to KNOW." + +"Mary--would you--have minded?" he said. + +There was a long interval before she answered. + +"Yes." + +"Then why--" + +"Yes, Bibbs?" + +"I don't know what to say," he cried. "It's so wonderful to hear your +voice again--I'm shaking, Mary--I--I don't know--I don't know anything +except that I AM talking to you! It IS you--Mary?" + +"Yes, Bibbs!" + +"Mary--I've seen you from my window at home--only five times since +I--since then. You looked--oh, how can I tell you? It was like a man +chained in a cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. Mary, won't +you--let me see you again--near? I think I could make you really forgive +me--you'd have to--" + +"I DID--then." + +"No--not really--or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me any +more." + +"That wasn't the reason." The voice was very low. + +"Mary," he said, even more tremulously than before, "I can't--you +COULDN'T mean it was because--you can't mean it was because you--care?" + +There was no answer. + +"Mary?" he called, huskily. "If you mean THAT--you'd let me see +you--wouldn't you?" + +And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, but +if it did, the words were, "Yes, Bibbs--dear." + +But the voice was not in the instrument--it was so gentle and so light, +so almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air--and it came from the +air. + +Slowly and incredulously he turned--and glory fell upon his shining +eyes. 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The stranger +must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt will be upon him +instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since he must breathe it, and +he may care for no further proof that wealth is here better loved than +cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, the negligently tended streets +incessantly press home the point, and so do the flecked and grimy citizens. At +a breeze he must smother in the whirlpools of dust, and if he should decline +at any time to inhale the smoke he has the meager alternative of suicide. + +The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more riches. +He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling prodigiously. He +has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious trained to one tune: "Wealth! +I will get Wealth I will make Wealth! I will sell Wealth for more Wealth! My +house shall be dirty, my garment shall be dirty, and I will foul my neighbor +so that he cannot be clean--but I will get Wealth! There shall be no clean +thing about me: my wife shall be dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I +will get Wealth!" And yet it is not wealth that he is so greedy for: what the +giant really wants is hasty riches. To get these he squanders wealth upon the +four winds, for wealth is in the smoke. + +Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no heaving, +grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly people who had +understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much of the same type. It +was a leisurely and kindly place--"homelike," it was called--and when the +visitor had been taken through the State Asylum for the Insane and made to +appreciate the view of the cemetery from a little hill, his host's duty as +Baedeker was done. The good burghers were given to jogging comfortably about +in phaetons or in surreys for a family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; +few were very poor; the air was clean, and there was time to live. + +But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as +elsewhere--a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil and +labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the mountains, and +emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good American hearts-- +Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + +In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound longing for +size. Year by year the longing increased until it became an accumulated +force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be Bigger! Bigness means +Money! And the thing began to happen; their longing became a mighty Will. We +must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! Get people here! Coax them here! Bribe +them! Swindle them into coming, if you must, but get them! Shout them into +coming! Deafen them into coming! Any kind of people; all kinds of people! +We must be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! Kill the fault-finder! Scream and +bellow to the Most High: Bigness is patriotism and honor! Bigness is love and +life and happiness! Bigness is Money! We want Bigness! + +They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, and +slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the quick years +went by. White people came, and black people and brown people and yellow +people; the negroes came from the South by the thousands and thousands, +multiplying by other thousands and thousands faster than they could die. From +the four quarters of the earth the people came, the broken and the unbroken, +the tame and the wild--Germans, Irish, Italians, Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, +English, French, Swiss, Swedes, Norwegians, Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, +Dalmatians, Armenians, Rumanians, Servians, Persians, Syrians, Japanese, +Chinese, Turks, and every hybrid that these could propagate. And if there +were no Eskimos nor Patagonians, what other human strain that earth might +furnish failed to swim and bubble in this crucible? + +With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began to roar +and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn under the tread of +hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical look of the faces was lost +in something harder and warier; and a cockney type began to emerge +discernibly--a cynical young mongrel, barbaric of feature, muscular and +cunning; dressed in good fabrics fashioned apparently in imitation of the +sketches drawn by newspaper comedians. The female of his kind came with him +--a pale girl, shoddy and a little rouged; and they communicated in a nasal +argot, mainly insolences and elisions. Nay, the common speech of the people +showed change: in place of the old midland vernacular, irregular but clean, +and not unwholesomely drawling, a jerky dialect of coined metaphors began to +be heard, held together by GUNNAS and GOTTAS and much fostered by the public +journals. + +The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a nucleus, and +spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and in its vitals, like +benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in the body of a man, missions +and refuges offered what resistance they might to the saloons and all the +hells that cities house and shelter. Temptation and ruin were ready +commodities on the market for purchase by the venturesome; highwaymen walked +the streets at night and sometimes killed; snatching thieves were busy +everywhere in the dusk; while house-breakers were a common apprehension and +frequent reality. Life itself was somewhat safer from intentional destruction +than it was in medieval Rome during a faction war--though the Roman murderer +was more like to pay for his deed--but death or mutilation beneath the wheels +lay in ambush at every crossing. + +The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did not matter +much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. Law-making was a +pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. Singular fermentation of +their humor, they even had laws forbidding dangerous speed. More marvelous +still, they had a law forbidding smoke! They forbade chimneys to smoke and +they forbade cigarettes to smoke. They made laws for all things and forgot +them immediately; though sometimes they would remember after a while, and +hurry to make new laws that the old laws should be enforced--and then forget +both new and old. Wherever enforcement threatened Money or Votes --or +wherever it was too much to bother--it became a joke. Influence was the law. + +So the place grew. And it grew strong. Straightway when he came, each man +fell to the same worship: + + Give me of thyself, O Bigness: + Power to get more power! + Riches to get more riches! + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more! + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself, + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! + And there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! + +The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust Company +was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the biggest builder +and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. He had come from a +country cross-roads, at the beginning of the growth, and he had gone up and +down in the booms and relapses of that period; but each time he went down he +rebounded a little higher, until finally, after a year of overwork and +anxiety--the latter not decreased by a chance, remote but possible, of +recuperation from the former in the penitentiary--he found himself on top, +with solid substance under his feet; and thereafter "played it safe." But his +hunger to get was unabated, for it was in the very bones of him and grew +fiercer. + +He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as he +called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. And when +soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. "It's good! It's +good!" he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. "Good, clean soot; it's our +life-blood, God bless it!" The smoke was one of his great enthusiasms; he +laughed at a committee of plaintive housewives who called to beg his aid +against it. "Smoke's what brings your husbands' money home on Saturday night, +"he told them, jovially. "Smoke may hurt your little shrubberies in the front +yard some, but it's the catarrhal climate and the adenoids that starts your +chuldern coughing. Smoke makes the climate better. Smoke means good health: +it makes the people wash more. They have to wash so much they wash off the +microbes. You go home and ask your husbands what smoke puts in their pockets +out o' the pay-roll--and you'll come around next time to get me to turn out +more smoke instead o' chokin' it off!" + +It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his reflection in +it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, strong, and unquenchably +optimistic. From the deepest of his inside all the way out he believed it was +the finest city in the world. "Finest" was his word. He thought of it as his +city as he thought of his family as his family; and just as profoundly +believed his city to be the finest city in the world, so did he believe his +family to be--in spite of his son Bibbs--the finest family in the world. As a +matter of fact, he knew nothing worth knowing about either. + +Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and considered the +failure--the "odd one"--of the family. Born during that most dangerous and +anxious of the early years, when the mother fretted and the father took his +chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, and grew meagerly, only lengthwise, +through a feeble childhood. At his christening he was committed for life to +"Bibbs" mainly through lack of imagination on his mother's part, for though it +was her maiden name, she had no strong affection for it; but it was "her turn" +to name the baby, and, as she explained later, she "couldn't think of anything +else she liked AT ALL!" She offered this explanation one day when the sickly +boy was nine and after a long fit of brooding had demanded some reason for his +name's being Bibbs. He requested then with unwonted vehemence to be allowed +to exchange names with his older brother, Roscoe Conkling Sheridan, or with +the oldest, James Sheridan, Junior, and upon being refused went down into the +cellar and remained there the rest of that day. And the cook, descending +toward dusk, reported that he had vanished; but a search revealed that he was +in the coal-pile, completely covered and still burrowing. Removed by force and +carried upstairs, he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing to utter a +syllable of explanation, even under the lash. This obvious thing was wholly a +mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, failed to trace and +connect; and the father regarded his son as a stubborn and mysterious fool, an +impression not effaced as the years went by. + +At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding of a +man, waiting for the building to begin inside--a long-shanked, long-faced, +rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired and dark-eyed, with +a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at first sight of Bibbs Sheridan +a stranger might well be solicitous, for he seemed upon the point of tears. +But to a slightly longer gaze, not grief, but mirth, was revealed as his +emotion; while a more searching scrutiny was proportionately more puzzling--he +seemed about to burst out crying or to burst out laughing, one or the other, +inevitably, but it was impossible to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any +occassion of his life, either laughed aloud or wept. + +He was a "disappointment" to his father. At least that was the parent's word +--a confirmed and established word after his first attempt to make a "business +man" of the boy. He sent Bibbs to "begin at the bottom and learn from the +ground up" in the machine-shop of the Sheridan Automatic Pump Works, and at +the end of six months the family physician sent Bibbs to begin at the bottom +and learn from the ground up in a sanitarium. + +"You needn't worry, mamma," Sheridan told his wife. "There's nothin' the +matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. I put him +in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about as well as the +next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty alarmists. Does he +think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh and blood? He makes me +tired!" + +Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite disease was +incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine conviction that lack of +physical persistence in any task involving money must be due to some subtle +weakness of character itself, to some profound shiftlessness or slyness. He +understood typhoid fever, pheumonia, and appendicitis--one had them, and +either died or got over them and went back to work--but when the word +"nervous" appeared in a diagnosis he became honestly suspicious: he had the +feeling that there was something contemptible about it, that there was a +nigger in the wood-pile somewhere. + +"Look at me," he said. "Look at what I did at his age! Why, when I was +twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock choppin' wood-- +yes! and out in the dark and the snow--to build a fire in a country grocery +store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a DOCTOR because he can't--Pho! it +makes me tired! If he'd gone at it like a man he wouldn't be sick." + +He paced the bedroom--the usual setting for such parental discussions--in his +nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and gesticulating to his bedded +spouse. "My Lord!" he said. "If a little, teeny bit o' work like this is too +much for him, why, he ain't fit for anything! It's nine-tenths imagination, +and the rest of it--well, I won't say it's deliberate, but I WOULD like to +know just how much of it's put on!" + +"Bibbs didn't want the doctor," said Mrs. Sheridan. "It was when he was here +to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat anything. Honey, you +better come to bed." + +"Eat!" he snorted. "Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's imagination +that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time for that kind of +imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice about good health, if +you'll take the trouble to look around you, Mrs. Sheridan: busy men haven't +got time to be sick and they don't GET sick. You just think it over and +you'll find that ninety-nine per cent. of the sick people you know are either +women or loafers. Yes, ma'am!" + +"Honey," she said again, drowsily, "you better come to bed." + +"Look at the other boys," her husband bade her. "Look at Jim and Roscoe. Look +at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their bodies. Work never +made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load off my shoulders already. +Right now there isn't a harder-workin', brighter business man in this city +than Jim. I've pushed him, but he give me something to push AGAINST. You +can't push 'nervous dyspepsia'! And look at Roscoe; just LOOK at what that +boy's done for himself, and barely twenty-seven years old-- married, got a +fine wife, and ready to build for himself with his own money, when I put up +the New House for you and Edie." + +"Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet," she murmured. "You better come +to bed." + +"And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl," he continued, emphatically, "as I +am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some man a mighty good wife when +the time comes. She's the prettiest and talentedest girl in the United +States! Look at that poem she wrote when she was in school and took the prize +with; it's the best poem I ever read in my life, and she'd never even tried to +write one before. It's the finest thing I ever read, and R. T. Bloss said so, +too; and I guess he's a good enough literary judge for me-- turns out more +advertisin' liter'cher than any man in the city. I tell you she's smart! +Look at the way she worked me to get me to promise the New House--and I guess +you had your finger in that, too, mamma! This old shack's good enough for me, +but you and little Edie 'll have to have your way. I'll get behind her and +push her the same as I will Jim and Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' +them three chuldern! But Bibbs--" He paused, shaking his head. "Honest, +mamma, when I talk to men that got ALL their boys doin' well and worth their +salt, why, I have to keep my mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget about Bibbs." + +Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. "You did the best +you could, papa," she said, impatiently, "so come to bed and quit reproachin' +youself for it." + +He glared at her indignantly. "Reproachin' myself!" he snorted. "I ain't +doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness would I want to +reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I could,' either. It was the +best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him a chance to show what was in him and +make a man of himself--and here he goes and gets 'nervous dyspepsia' on me!" + +He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, and muttered +his way morosely into bed. + +"What?" said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + +"More like hook-worm, I said," he explained, speaking louder. "I don't know +what to do with him!" + + +Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long course +for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and "zwieback" as the basis of +instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before he was considered +near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on a nurse and a cane. These +and subsequent months saw the planning, the building, and the completion of +the New House; and it was to that abode of Bigness that Bibbs was brought when +the cane, without the nurse, was found sufficient to his support. + +Edith met him at the station. "Well, well, Bibbs!" she said, as he came +slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from that train. She +gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes after a quick glance at +him, and turning at once toward the passage to the street. "Do you think they +ought to 've let you come? You certainly don't look well!" + +"But I certainly do look better," he returned, in a voice as slow as his gait; +a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak quickly he +stammered. "Up to about a month ago it took two people to see me. They had +to get me in a line between 'em!" + +Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her first quick +glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a faint, troubled +distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by some obligation of business +to visit a "bad" ward in a hospital. She was nineteen, fair and slim, with +small, unequal features, but a prettiness of color and a brilliancy of eyes +that created a total impression close upon beauty. Her movements were eager +and restless: there was something about her, as kind old ladies say, that was +very sweet; and there was something that was hurried and breathless. This was +new to Bibbs; it was a perceptible change since he had last seen her, and he +bent upon her a steady, whimsical scrutiny as they stood at the curb, waiting +for an automobile across the street to disengage itself from the traffic. + +"That's the new car," she said. "Everything's new. We've got four now, +besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two." + +"Edith, you look--" he began, and paused. + +"Oh, WE're all well," she said, briskly; and then, as if something in his tone +had caught her as significant, "Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?" + +"You look--" He paused again, taking in the full length of her--her trim +brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of brown and +green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat in the mad mode-- +all suited to the October day. + +"How do I look?" she insisted. + +"You look," he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted watch of +platinum and enamel at her wrist, "you look--expensive!" That was a +substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint and preoccupation, +manifested particularly in her keeping her direct glance away from him, did +not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive intimacies. + +"I expect I am!" she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of his glance. +"Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime--it's an evening thing, for +the theater--by my day wrist-watch is out of gear. Bobby Lamhorn broke it +yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. Do you want Claus to help you in?" + +"Oh no," said Bibbs. "I'm alive." And after a fit of panting subsequent to +his climbing into the car unaided, he added, "Of course, I have to TELL +people!" + +"We only got your telegram this morning," she said, as they began to move +rapidly through the "wholesale district" neighboring the station. "Mother +said she'd hardly expected you this month." + +"They seemed to be through with me up there in the country," he explained, +gently. "At least they said they were, and they wouldn't keep me any longer, +because so many really sick people wanted to get in. They told me to go home +--and I didn't have any place else to go. It 'll be all right, Edith; I'll +sit in the woodshed until after dark every day." + +"Pshaw!" She laughed nervously. "Of course we're all of us glad to have you +back." + +"Yes?" he said. "Father?" + +"Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?" She did not turn to +him with the question. All the while she rode with her face directly forward. + +"No," he said; "father hasn't written." + +She flushed a little. "I expect I ought to 've written sometime, or one of +the boys--" + +"Oh no; that was all right." + +"You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often planned to +write--and then, just as I was going to, something would turn up. And I'm +sure it's been just the same way with Jim and Roscoe. Of course we knew mamma +was writing often and--" + +"Of course!" he said, readily. "There's a chunk of coal fallen on your glove, +Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! I'd almost forgotten +how sooty it is here." + +"We've been having very bright weather this month--for us." She blew the +flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + +He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun like a cold +tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for a decoration. "Yes," +said Bibbs. "It's very gay." A few moments later, as they passed a corner, +"Aren't we going home?" he asked. + +"Why, yes!" Did you want to go somewhere else first?" + +"No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?" + +"No. This is right. We're going straight home." + +"But we've passed the corner. We always turned--" + +"Good gracious!" she cried. "Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't you know we +were in the New House?" + +"Why, no!" said Bibbs. "Are you?" + +"We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know--" She broke off, +flushing again, and then went on hastily: "Of course, mamma's never been so +busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do anything but keep on the hop. +Mamma couldn't even come to the station to-day. Papa's got some of his +business friends and people from around the OLD-house neighborhood coming +to-night for a big dinner and 'house-warming'--dreadful kind of people--but +mamma's got it all on her hands. She's never sat down a MINUTE; and if she +did, papa would have her up again before--" + +"Of course," said Bibbs. "Do you like the new place, Edith?" + +"I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's the finest +house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! Papa bought one thing +I like--a view of the Bay of Naples in oil that's perfectly beautiful; it's +the first thing you see as you come in the front hall, and it's eleven feet +long. But he would have that old fruit picture we had in the Murphy Street +house hung up in the new dining-room. You remember it--a table and a +watermelon sliced open, and a lot of rouged-looking apples and some shiny +lemons, with two dead prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it at a +furniture-store years and years ago, and he claims it's a finer picture than +any they saw in the museums, that time he took mamma to Europe. But it's +horribly out of date to have those things in dining-rooms, and I caught Bobby +Lamhorn giggling at it; and Sibyl made fun of it, too, with Bobby, and then +told papa she agreed with him about its being such a fine thing, and said he +did just right to insist on having it where he wanted it. She makes me tired! +Sibyl!" + +Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to awkwardness, +vanished with this theme, though she still kept her full gaze always to the +front, even in the extreme ardor of her denunciation of her sister-in-law. + +"SIBYL!" she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed to strike +fire on her lips. "I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't have married somebody +from HERE that would have done us some good! He could have got in with Bobby +Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, and Bobby 'd have introduced him to the +nicest girls in town, but instead of that he had to go and pick up this Sibyl +Rink! I met some awfully nice people from her town when mamma and I were at +Atlantic City, last spring, and not one had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even +HEARD of 'em!" + +"I thought you were great friends with Sibyl," Bibbs said. + +"Up to the time I found her out!" the sister returned, with continuing +vehemence. "I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan lately --" + +"It's only lately?" + +"Well--" Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. "Of course, I always did +see that she never cared the snap of her little finger about ROSCOE!" + +"It seems," said Bibbs, in laconic protest, "that she married him." + +The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous laughter, +and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: "Why, she'd have married YOU!" + +"No, no," he said; "she couldn't be that bad!" + +"I didn't mean--" she began, distressed. "I only meant--I didn't mean--" + +"Never mind, Edith," he consoled her. "You see, she couldn't have married me, +because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as mercenary as all that +she'd have been too clever. The head doctor even had to lend me the money for +my ticket home." + +"I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU," Edith babbled. "I only meant I +thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to marry somebody +she'd have married anybody that asked her." + +"Yes, yes," said Bibbs, "it's all straight." And, perceiving that his +sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set matters +prefectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + +"Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her," she continued, a moment later. "Too +lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, like a MAN, +I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave herself!" + +"'Behave'?" + +"Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere," said Edith, characteristically evasive +when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, and in this not +unique of her sex. + +Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. "Business is crawling +up the old streets," he said, his long, tremulous hand indicating a vasty +structure in course of erection. "The boarding-houses come first and then +the--" + +"That isn't for shops," she informed him. "That's a new investment of papa's +--the 'Sheridan Apartments.'" + +"Well, well," he murmured. "I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well enough +known here already." + +"Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!" she said, impatiently. "I guess there +isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't know who we +are. But we aren't in with the right people." + +"No!" he exclaimed. "Who's all that?" + +"Who's all what?" + +"The 'right' people.'" + +"You know what I mean: the best people, the old families--the people that +have the real social position in this town and that know they've got it." + +Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. "I +thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may-call-it didn't +know it," he said. "I've always understood that it was very unsatisfactory, +because if you thought about it you didn't have it, and if you had it you +didn't know it." + +"That's just bosh," she retorted. "They know it in this town, all right! I +found out a lot of things, long before we began to think of building out in +this direction. The right people in this town aren't always the +society-column ones, and they mix around with outsiders, and they don't all +belong to any one club--they're taken in all sorts into all their clubs--but +they're a clan, just the same; and they have the clan feeling and they're just +as much We, Us and Company as any crowd you read about anywhere in the world. +Most of 'em were here long before papa came, and the grandfathers of the girls +of my age knew each other, and--" + +"I see," Bibbs interrupted, gravely. "Their ancestors fled together from many +a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. I always +understood the first house was built by an old party of the name of Vertrees +who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried away to these parts +because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd lent him." + +Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. "You mustn't repeat that story, +Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, and of course +the very oldest here; they were an old family even before Mary Vertrees's +great-great-grandfather came west and founded this settlement. He came from +Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have relatives there YET--some of the best +people in Lynn!" + +"No!" exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + +"And there are other old families like the Vertreeses," she went on, not +heeding him; "the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the J. Palmerston Smiths--" + +"Strange names to me," he interrupted. "Poor things! None of them have my +acquaintance." + +"No, that's just it!" she cried. "And papa had never even heard the name of +Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee to see him, and +he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring home his wages from the +pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about it, and I thought I just +couldn't live through the night, I was so ashamed! Mr. Vertrees has always +lived on his income, and papa didn't know him, of course. They're the +stiffist, most elegant people in the whole town. And to crown it all, papa +went and bought the next lot to the old Vertrees country mansion--it's in the +very heart of the best new residence district now, and that's where the New +House is, right next door to them--and I must say it makes their place look +rather shabby! I met Mary Vertrees when I joined the Mission Service Helpers, +but she never did any more than just barely bow to me, and since papa's break +I doubt if she'll do that! They haven't called." + +"And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First stealing Dan'l +Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call--" + +"Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him understand +that," said Edith, demurely, "and he's promised to try and meet Mr. Vertrees +and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we don't know THEM, it's +practically no use in our having build the New House; and if we DO know them +and they're decent to us, we're right with the right people. They can do the +whole thing for us. Bobby Lamhorn told Sibyl he was going to bring his mother +to call on her and on mamma, but it was weeks ago, and I notice he hasn't done +it; and if Mrs. Vertrees decides not to know us, I'm darn sure Mrs. Lamhorn +'ll never come. That's ONE thing Sibyl didn't manage! She SAID Bobby offered +to bring his mother--" + +"You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?" Bibbs asked. + +"Oh, he's a friend of the whole family," she returned, with a petulance which +she made an effort to disguise. "Roscoe and he got acquainted somewhere, and +they take him to the theater about every other night. Sibyl has him to lunch, +too, and keeps--" She broke off with an angry little jerk of the head. "We +can see the New House from the second corner ahead. Roscoe has built straight +across the street from us, you know. Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a +snake, sometimes--the way she pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys +up to papa and gets anything in the world she wants out of him, and then makes +fun of him behind his back--yes, and to his face, but HE can't see it! She +got him to give her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch for their house after it +was--" + +"Good heavens!" said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner and the +car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. "Is that the New +House?" + +"Yes. What do you think of it?" + +"Well," he drawled, "I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a size +bigger; I can't be certain till I measure." + +And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: "But +it's beautiful!" + + +It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect who +loved the milder "Gothic motives" had built what he liked: it was to be seen +at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had wrought a picture out of +his head into a noble and exultant reality. At the same time a +landscape-designer had played so good a second, with ready-made accessories of +screen, approach and vista, that already whatever look of newness remained +upon the place was to its advantage, as showing at least one thing yet clean +under the grimy sky. For, though the smoke was thinner in this direction, and +at this long distance from the heart of the town, it was not absent, and +under tutelage of wind and weather could be malignant even here, where cows +had wandered in the meadows and corn had been growing not ten years gone. + +Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those architects' +successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; it revealed nothing of the +people who lived in it save that they were rich. There are houses that cannot +be detached from their own people without protesting: every inch of mortar +seems to mourn the separation, and such a house--no matter what be done to +it--is ever murmurous with regret, whispering the old name sadly to itself +unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind to change hands without emotion. +In our swelling cities, great places of its type are useful as financial +gauges of the business tides; rich families, one after another, take title and +occupy such houses as fortunes rise and fall--they mark the high tide. It was +impossible to imagine a child's toy wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the +New House, and yet it was--as Bibbs rightly called it-- "beautiful." + +What the architect thought of the "Golfo di Napoli," which hung in its vast +gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, is to be +conjectured--perhaps he had not seen it. + +"Edith, did you say only eleven feet?" Bibbs panted, staring at it, as the +white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out of his overcoat. + +"Eleven without the frame," she explained. "It's splendid, don't you think? +It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy before." + +"No gloom now!" said Bibbs. + +"This statue in the corner is pretty, too," she remarked. "Mamma and I bought +that." And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a grove of tubbed +palms, a "life-size," black-bearded Moor, of a plastic compositon painted with +unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his chocolate head he wore a gold +turban; in his hand he held a gold-tipped spear; and for the rest, he was red +and yellow and black and silver. + +"Hallelujah!" was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and Edith, saying +she would "find mamma," left him blinking at the Moor. Presently, after she +had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who stood waiting, Bibbs's +traveling-bag in his hand. "What do YOU think of it?" Bibbs asked, solemnly. + +"Gran'!" replied the servitor. "She mightly hard to dus'. Dus' git in all +'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'." + +"I expect she must be," said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively to the +black bull beard for a moment. "Is there a place anywhere I could lie down?" + +"Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right up +staihs, suh. Nice room." + +He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to rest, and +noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the exodus from the +"old" house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under the patently nominal +direction of another Pullman porter, who was profoundly enjoying his own +affectation of being harassed with care. + +"Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night," Bibbs's +guide explained, chuckling. "Yessuh, we got big doin's to-night! Big +doin's!" + +The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished in every +particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it pleasant-- though, +indeed, any room with a good bed would have seemed pleasant to him after his +journey. He stretched himself flat immediately, and having replied "Not now" +to the attendant's offer to unpack the bag, closed his eyes wearily. + +White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made an exit +on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket--the harassed overseer --in the +hall without. Said the emerging one: "He mighty shaky, Mist' Jackson. Drop +right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all black. Rich folks gotta go same as +anybody else. Anybody ast me if I change 'ith 'at ole boy --No, suh! Le'm +keep 'is money; I keep my black skin an' keep out the ground!" + +Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. "Yessuh, he look tuh me like +somebody awready laid out," he concluded. And upon the stairway landing, near +by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were likewise pessimistic. + +"Hech!" said one, lamenting in a whisper. "It give me a turn to see him go +by--white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell me: d'it make ye +kind o' sick to look at um?" + +"Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!" + +"Well," said the other, "I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once--" She +fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + +It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + +She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age like +drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her husband and her +daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence she had was given +almost wholly to comprehending and serving those two, and except in the +presence of one of them she was nearly always absent-minded. Edith lived all +day with her mother, as daughters do; and Sheridan so held his wife to her +unity with him that she had long ago become unconscious of her existence as a +thing separate from his. She invariably perceived his moods, and nursed him +through them when she did not share them; and she gave him a profound sympathy +with the inmost spirit and purpose of his being, even though she did not +comprehend it and partook of it only as a spectator. They had known but one +actual altercation in their lives, and that was thirty years past, in the +early days of Sheridan's struggle, when, in order to enhance the favorable +impression he believed himself to be making upon some capitalists, he had +thought it necessary to accompany them to a performance of "The Black Crook." +But she had not once referred to this during the last ten years. + +Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes rustled more +than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many at a time and to be +vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting a skirt down over some unruly +internal dissension at the moment she opened Bibbs's door. + +At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, +withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and the +rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + +"Don't go, mother," he said. "I'm not asleep." He swung his long legs over +the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his shoulder, restraining +him; and he lay flat again. + +"No," she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, "I just come for a minute, but +I want to see how you seem. Edith said--" + +"Poor Edith!" he murmured. "She couldn't look at me. She--" + +"Nonsense!" Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came back to +the bedside. "You look a great deal better than what you did before you went +to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body can see that right +away. You need fatting up, of course, and you haven't got much color--" + +"No," he said, "I haven't much color." + +"But you will have when you get your strength back." + +"Oh yes!" he responded, cheerfully. "THEN I will." + +"You look a great deal better than what I expected." + +"Edith must have a great vocabulary!" he chuckled. + +"She's too sensitive," said Mrs. Sheridan, "and it makes her exaggerate a +little. What about your diet?" + +"That's all right. They told me to eat anything." + +"Anything at all?" + +"Well--anything I could." + +"That's good," she said, nodding. "They mean for you just to build up your +strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see you at the +sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and that's only a little +time ago. How long was it?" + +"Eight months, I think." + +"No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was longer 'n I +thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely even time to write +more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' along, but I told Edith to +write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked Jim to, too, and they both said they +would, so I suppose you've kept up pretty well on the home news." + +"Oh yes." + +"What I think you need," said the mother, gravely, "is to liven up a little +and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' this morning, +after we got your telegram; and that's what 'll stimilate your appetite, too. +He was talkin' over his plans for you--" + +"Plans?" Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light with +his hand, so that he might see her better. "What--" He paused. "What plans +is he making for me, mother?" + +She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. "Well, you +better talk it over with HIM," she said, with perceptible nervousness. "He +better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had any call, exactly, to go +into it; and you better get to sleep now, anyway." She came and stood by the +bedside once more. "But you must remember, Bibbs, whatever papa does is for +the best. He loves his chuldern and wants to do what's right by ALL of 'em +--and you'll always find he's right in the end." + +He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and she +rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened it. "You get +a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for to-night." + +"You--you mean--he--" Bibbs stammered, having begun to speak too quickly. +Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, quietly, "Does father +expect me to come down-stairs this evening?" + +"Well, I think he does," she answered. "You see, it's the 'house-warming,' as +he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern ought to be around us, as +well as the old friends and other folks. It's just what he thinks you +need--to take an interest and liven up. You don't feel too bad to come down, +do you?" + +"Mother?" + +"Well?" + +"Take a good look at me," he said. + +"Oh, see here!" she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. "You're not so bad off +as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't do you any harm +to please your--" + +"It isn't that," he interrupted. "Honestly, I'm only afraid it might spoil +somebody's appetite. Edith--" + +"I told you the child was too sensitive," she interrupted, in turn. "You're a +plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look like you been +through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's all there is to it." + +"All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, I can!" + +"It 'll do you good," she returned, rustling into the hall. "Now take a nap, +and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to get dressed up +before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, Bibbs!" + +Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something she had +said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over interminably. +"His plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for you--" +And then, taking the place of "his plans for you," after what seemed a long, +long while, her flurried voice came back to him insistently, seeming to +whisper in his ear: "He loves his chuldern--he loves his chuldern--he loves +his chuldern"--"you'll find he's always right--you'll find he's always +right--" Until at last, as he drifted into the state of half-dreams and +distorted realities, the voice seemed to murmur from beyond a great black wing +that came out of the wall and stretched over his bed--it was a black wing +within the room, and at the same time it was a black cloud crossing the sky, +bridging the whole earth from pole to pole. It was a cloud of black smoke, +and out of the heart of it came a flurried voice whispering over and over, +"His plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for you--" And then there +was nothing. + +He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly--as one might have a care +against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic--and, getting to +his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade so that it flew +up, letting in a pale sunset. + +He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the next house, +as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, "the old Vertrees country mansion." +It stood in a broad lawn which was separated from the Sheridans' by a young +hedge; and it was a big, square, plain old box of a house with a giant +salt-cellar atop for a cupola. Paint had been spared for a long time, and no +one could have put a name to the color of it, but in spite of that the place +had no look of being out at heel, and the sward was as neatly trimmed as the +Sheridans' own. + +The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window--for this wing of the +New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot--and, directly opposite +the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so as to make a little knoll +upon which stood a small rustic "summer-house." It was almost on a level with +Bibbs's window and not thirty feet away; and it was easy for him to imagine +the present dynasty of Vertreeses in grievous outcry when they had found this +retreat ruined by the juxtaposition of the parvenu intruder. Probably the +"summer-house" was pleasant and pretty in summer. It had the lookof a place +wherein little girls had played for a generation or so with dolls and +"housekeeping," or where a lovely old lady might come to read something dull +on warm afternoons; but now in the thin light it was desolate, the color of +dust, and hung with haggard vines which had lost their leaves. + +Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship with +anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside the window and +paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough inspection. He looked the +mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, but came in the end to a long and +earnest scrutiny of the face. Throughout this cryptic seance his manner was +profoundly impersonal; he had the air of an entomologist intent upon +classifying a specimen, but finally he appeared to become pessimistic. He +shook his head solemnly; then gazed again and shook his head again, and +continued to shake it slowly, in complete disapproval. + +"You certainly are one horrible sight!" he said, aloud. + +And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, he was +vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a rustic aperture of the +"summer-house" and staring full into his window--straight into his eyes, too, +for the infinitesimal fraction of a second before the flashingly censorious +withdrawal of her own. Composedly, she pulled several dead twigs from a vine, +the manner of her action conveying a message or proclamation to the effect +that she was in the summer-house for the sole purpose of such-like pruning and +tending, and that no gentleman could suppose her presence there to be due to +any other purpose whatsoever, or that, being there on that account, she had +allowed her attention to wander for one instant in the direction of things of +which she was in reality unconscious. + +Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness--and at the same +time her disapproval--of everything in the nature of a Sheridan or belonging +to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with maintained composure, and +sauntered toward a side-door of the country mansion of the Vertreeses. An +elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, opened the door and came to meet her. + +"Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you doing?" + +"Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows," said Mary Vertrees. +"I got caught at it." + +"Mary!" cried her mother. "Just as we were going to call! Good heavens!" + +"We'll go, just the same," the daughter returned. "I suppose those women +would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the ground." + +"But WHO saw you?" insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + +"One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or something. At +least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, and never talk about +him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and talking to himself. Then he +looked out and caught me." + +"What did he--" + +"Nothing, of course." + +"How did he look?" + +"Like a ghost in a blue suit," said Miss Vertrees, moving toward the street +and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, who was observing +them from the window of his library. "Rather tragic and altogether +impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it over!" + +And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter for their +gracious assault upon the New House next door. + + +Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man who had +something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the window and began to +pace the library thoughtfully, pending their return. He was about sixty; a +small man, withered and dry and fine, a trim little sketch of an elderly +dandy. His lambrequin mustache--relic of a forgotten Anglomania--had been +profoundly black, but now, like his smooth hair, it was approaching an equally +sheer whiteness; and though his clothes were old, they had shapeliness and a +flavor of mode. And for greater spruceness there were some jaunty touches; +gray spats, a narrow black ribbon across the gray waistcoat to the eye-glasses +in a pocket, a fleck of color from a button in the lapel of the black coat, +labeling him the descendant of patriot warriors. + +The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. Vertrees +was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation black marble a merry +little coal-fire beamed forth upon high and narrow "Eastlake" bookcases with +long glass doors, and upon comfortable, incongruous furniture, and upon +meaningless "woodwork" everywhere, and upon half a dozen Landseer engravings +which Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty +years of possession, as "very fine things." They had been the first people in +town to possess Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had rested, but +they still had a feeling that in all such matters they were in the van; and +when Mr. Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the walls of other people's houses +he thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted follower; and if he found an edition of +Bulwer Lytton accompanying the Landseers as a final corroboration of culture, +he would say, inevitably, "Those people know good pictures and they know good +books." + +The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a millionaire, had +ruined him because he had failed to understand it. When towns begin to grow +they have whims, and the whims of a town always ruin somebody. Mr. Vertrees +had been most strikingly the somebody in this case. At about the time he +bought the Landseers, he owned, through inheritance, an office-building and a +large house not far from it, where he spent the winter; and he had a country +place--a farm of four hundred acres--where he went for the summers to the +comfortable, ugly old house that was his home now, perforce, all the year +round. If he had known how to sit still and let things happen he would have +prospered miraculously; but, strangely enough, the dainty little man was one +of the first to fall down and worship Bigness, the which proceeded straightway +to enact the role of Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true +prophet of the prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and +buying bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers and +read his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained milkers milked +her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building and the house in town +to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; then he sold the farm, except +the house and the ground about it, to pay the taxes on the suburban lots and +to "keep them up." The lots refused to stay up; but he had to do something to +keep himself and his family up, so in despair he sold the lots (which went up +beautifully the next year) for "traction stock" that was paying dividends; and +thereafter he ceased to buy and sell. Thus he disappeared altogether from the +commercial surface at about the time James Sheridan came out securely on top; +and Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees called upon him with her "anti-smoke" +committee, had never heard the name. + +Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees "managed +somehow" on the dividends, though "managing" became more and more difficult as +the years went by and money bought less and less. But there came a day when +three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia took greedy counsel with four +fellow-worshipers from New York, and not long after that there were no more +dividends for Mr. Vertrees. In fact, there was nothing for Mr. Vertrees, +because the "traction stock" henceforth was no stock at all, and he had +mortgaged his house long ago to help "manage somehow" according to his +conception of his "position in life"--one of his own old-fashioned phrases. +Six months before the completion of the New House next door, Mr. Vertrees had +sold his horses and the worn Victoria and "station-wagon," to pay the arrears +of his two servants and re-establish credit at the grocer's and butcher's-- +and a pair of elderly carriage-horses with such accoutrements are not very +ample barter, in these days, for six months' food and fuel and service. Mr. +Vertrees had discovered, too, that there was no salary for him in all the +buzzing city--he could do nothing. + +It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do come in +all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or craft, if his +feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall fail. + +The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight closed +round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed round about the +heart of the anxious little man patrolling the fan-shaped zone of firelight. +But as the mantel clock struck wheezily six there was the rattle of an outer +door, and a rich and beautiful peal of laughter went ringing through the +house. Thus cheerfully did Mary Vertrees herald her return with her mother +from their expedition among the barbarians. + +She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair by the +hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. Mrs. Vertrees +followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the contrary, she looked vaguely +disturbed, as if she had eaten something not quite certain to agree with her, +and regretted it. + +"Papa! Oh, oh!" And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief upon her +eyes. "I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed it--" + +Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. "I suppose I'm very dull," she said, gently. "I +didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and the house is +altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and--" + +"Papa!" Mary cried, breaking in. "They asked us to DINNER!" + +"What!" + +"And I'm GOING!" she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. "Think of +it! Never in their house before; never met any of them but the daughter-- and +just BARELY met her--" + +"What about you?" interrrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon his wife. + +She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten would not +agree with her. "I couldn't!" she said. "I--" + +"Yes, that's just--just the way she--she looked when they asked her!" cried +Mary, choking. "And then she--she realized it, and tried to turn it into a +cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like--like a squeal!" + +"I suppose," said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, "that Mary will have an +uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of--" + +Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel and, +leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of her shoe, +twinkling in the firelight. + +"THEY didn't notice anything," she said. "So far as they were concerned, +mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed." + +"Who were 'they'?" asked her father. "Whom did you see?" + +"Only the mother and daughter," Mary answered. "Mrs. Sheridan is dumpy and +rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing--dresses by the fashion +magazines and talks about New York people that have their pictures in 'em. She +tutors the mother, but not very successfully--partly because her own +foundation is too flimsy and partly because she began too late. They've got +an enormous Moor of painted plaster or something in the hall, and the girl +evidently thought it was to her credit that she selected it!" + +"They have oil-paintings, too," added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of gentle +price at the Landseers. "I've always thought oil-paintings in a private house +the worst of taste." + +"Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!" said Mr. Vertrees, finishing the +implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. "Go on, Mary. None +of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan or--" He paused +and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately with the poker. "Or one of +the sons?" + +Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter comprehension. He +turned instantly away, but she had begun to laugh again. + +"No," she said, "no one except the women, but mamma inquired about the sons +thoroughly!" + +"Mary!" Mrs. Vertrees protested. + +"Oh, most adroitly, too!" laughed the girl. "Only she couldn't help +unconsciously turning to look at me--when she did it!" + +"Mary Vertrees!" + +"Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM could +help unconsiously turning to look at me--speculatively--at the same time! They +all three kept looking at me and talking about the oldest son, Mr. James +Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father is very anxious 'to get Jim +to marry and settle down,' and she assured me that 'Jim is right cultivated.' +Another of the sons, the youngest one, caught me looking in the window this +afternoon; but they didn't seem to consider him quite one of themselves, +somehow, though Mrs. Sheridan mentioned that a couple of years or so ago he +had been 'right sick,' and had been to some cure or other. They seemed +relieved to bring the subject back to 'Jim' and his virtues--and to look at +me! The other brother is the middle one, Roscoe; he's the one that owns the +new house across the street, where that young black-sheep of the Lamhorns, +Robert, goes so often. I saw a short, dark young man standing on the porch +with Robert Lamhorn there the other day, so I suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' +still lurks in the mists, but I shall meet him to-night. Papa--" She stepped +nearer to him so that he had to face her, and his eyes were troubled as he +did. There may have been a trouble deep within her own, but she kept their +surface merry with laughter. "Papa, Bibbs is the youngest one's name, and +Bibbs--to the best of our information--is a lunatic. Roscoe is married. +Papa, does it have to be Jim?" + +"Mary!" Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. "You're outrageous! That's a perfectly +horrible way of talking!" + +"Well, I'm close to twenty-four," said Mary, turning to her. "I haven't been +able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, and maybe I never +shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything I ever wanted in my life +--you and papa gave it all to me--and it's about time I began to pay back. +Unfortunately, I don't kow how to do anything--but something's got to be +done." + +"But you needn't talk of it like THAT!" insisted the mother, plaintively. +"It's not--it's not--" + +"No, it's not," said Mary. "I know that!" + +"How did they happen to ask you to dinner?" Mr. Vertrees inquired, uneasily. +"'Stextrawdn'ry thing!" + +"Climbers' hospitality," Mary defined it. "We were so very cordial and easy! +I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as any kind old woman on +a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss Sheridan who did it. She played +around it awhile; you could see she wanted to--she's in a dreadful hurry to +get into things--and I fancied she had an idea it might impress that Lamhorn +boy to find us there to-night. It's a sort of house-warming dinner, and they +talked about it and talked about it--and then the girl got her courage up and +blurted out the invitation. And mamma--" Here Mary was once more a victim to +incorrigible merriment. "Mamma tried to say yes, and COULDN'T! She swallowed +and squealed--I mean you coughed, dear! And then, papa, she said that you and +she had promised to go to a lecture at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her +daughter would be delighted to come to the Big Show! So there I am, and +there's Mr. Jim Sheridan--and there's the clock. Dinner's at seven-thirty!" + +And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a gesture of +flying grace as she sped. + +When she came down, at twenty munutes after seven, her father stood in the +hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through the dark. He +looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze was fond and +proud--and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and nodded gaily, and, when +she reached the floor, put a hand on his shoulder. + +"At least no one could suspect me to-night," she said. "I LOOK rich, don't I, +papa?" + +She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called "regal." +A head taller than her father, she was as straight and jauntily poised as a +boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown eyes were like her mother's, but +for the rest she went back to some stronger and livelier ancestor than either +of her parents. + +"Don't I look too rich to be suspected?" she insisted. + +"You look everything beautiful, Mary," he said, huskily. + +"And my dress?" She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a splendor of +white and silver. "Anything better at Nice next winter, do you think?" She +laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the cloak again. "Two years old, +and no one would dream it! I did it over." + +"You can do anything, Mary." + +There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more--a significance +not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if he suggested something +to her and begged her forgiveness in the same breath. + +And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She lifted her +hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, so that he should +feel the reassurance of its pressure. + +"Don't worry," she said, in a low voice and gravely. "I know exactly what you +want me to do." + + +It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because there was +an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long dining-room, and after a +preliminary stiffness the guests were impelled to converse--necessarily at the +tops of their voices. The whole company of fifty sat at a great oblong table, +improvised for the occasion by carpenters; but, not betraying itself as an +improvisation, it seemed a permanent continent of damask and lace, with shores +of crystal and silver running up to spreading groves of orchids and lilies and +white roses--an inhabited continent, evidently, for there were three +marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the center and one at each end, white +miracles wrought by some inspired craftsman in sculptural icing. They were +models in miniature, and they represented the Sheridan Building, the Sheridan +Apartments, and the Pump Works. Nearly all the guests recognized them without +having to be told what they were, and pronounced the likenesses superb. + +The arrangement of the table was visably baronial. At the head sat the great +Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about him; then on each +side came the neighbors of the "old" house, grading down to vassals and +retainers--superintendents, cashiers, heads of departments, and the like-- at +the foot, where the Thane's lady took her place as a consolation for the less +important. Here, too, among the thralls and bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a +meek Banquo, wondering how anybody could look at him and eat. + +Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were wholesome +folk who understood that dinner meant something intended for introduction into +the system by means of an aperture in the face, devised by nature for that +express purpose. And besides, nobody looked at Bibbs. + +He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong enough +to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting effort, and the +talk that went on about him was too fast and too fragmentary for his drawl to +keep pace with it. So he felt relieved when each of his neighbors in turn, +after a polite inquiry about his health, turned to seek livelier reponses in +other directions. For the talk went on with the eating, incessantly. It rose +over the throbbing of the orchestra and the clatter and clinking of silver and +china and glass, and there was a mighty babble. + +"Yes, sir! Started without a dollar." . . . "Yellow flounces on the +overskirt--" . . . "I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger this +year,' I says." . . . "Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one weeks." . . . +"One of the bigest men in the bigest--" ... "The wife says she'll have to let +out my pants if my appetite--" . . . "Say, did you see that statue of a Turk +in the hall? One of the finest things I ever--" . . . "Not a dollar, not a +nickel, not one red cent do you get out o' me,' I says, and so he ups and--" . +. . "Yes, the baby makes four, they've lost now.". . . "Well, they got their +raise, and they went in big." . . . "Yes, sir! Not a dollar to his name, and +look at what--" . . . "You wait! The population of this town's goin' to hit +the million mark before she stops." . . . "Well, if you can show me a bigger +deal than--" + +And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the continual +booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the sentence, "Yes, +young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's just what'll do it for +my boys--they got to make two blades o' grass grow where one grew before!" It +was his familiar flourish, an old story to Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed +for the edification of Mary Vertrees. + +It was a great night for Sheridan--the very crest of his wave. He sat there +knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and his big, smooth, red +face grew more and more radiant with good will and with the simplest, +happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the picture of health, of good cheer, +and of power on a holiday. He had thirty teeth, none bought, and showed most +of them when he laughed; his grizzled hair was thick, and as unruly as a farm +laborer's; his chest was deep and big beneath its vast facade of starched +white linen, where little diamonds twinkled, circling three large pearls; his +hands were stubby and strong, and he used them freely in gestures of marked +picturesqueness; and, though he had grown fat at chin and waist and wrist, he +had not lost the look of readiness and activity. + +He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries at every +one. His idea was that when people were having a good time they were noisy; +and his own additions to the hubbub increased his pleasure, and, of course, +met the warmest encouragement from his guests. Edith had discovered that he +had very foggy notions of the difference between a band and an orchestra, and +when it was made clear to him he had held out for a band until Edith +threatened tears; but the size of the orchestra they hired consoled him, and +he had now no regrets in the matter. + +He kept time to the music continually--with his feet, or pounding on the table +with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his plate or a glass, +without permitting these side-products to interfere with the real business of +eating and shouting. + +"Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!" he would bellow down the length of the table +to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the "Toreador" song, +perhaps. "Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy Lee'!" And when the +leader would shake his head apologetically in answer to an obedient shriek +from Mrs. Sheridan, the "Toreador" continuing vehemently, Sheridan would roar +half-remembered fragments of "Nancy Lee," naturally mingling some Bizet with +the air of that uxorious tribute. + +"Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! "A sail-er's wife a +sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! "Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy Lee! Oh, +Na-hancy Lee!" + +"HAY, there, old lady!" he would bellow. "Tell 'em to play 'In the Gloaming.' +In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee--Well, if they don't know that, +what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? THAT'S good music! That's the +kind o' music I like! Come on, now! Mrs. Callin, get 'em singin' down in +your part o' the table. What's the matter you folks down there, anyway? +Larboard watch, ahoy!" + +"What joy he feels, as--ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board watch, +ahoy!" + +No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' table +had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it than conviction, +it bore none now; though "mineral waters" were copiously poured from bottles +wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, and proved wholly satisfactory to almost +all of the guests. And certainly no wine could have inspired more turbulent +good spirits in the host. Not even Bibbs was an alloy in this night's +happiness, for, as Mrs. Sheridan had said, he had "plans for Bibbs"--plans +which were going to straighten out some things that had gone wrong. + +So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, +forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, turning to +Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the table at his right, +he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen less naive than he had paid her +that tribute, for she was a girl who inspired the autobiographical impulse in +every man who met her--it needed but the sight of her. + +The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the jocund host +as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were the rubicund king and +the starry princess of this spectacle--they paid court to each other, and +everybody paid court to them. Down near the sugar Pump Works, where Bibbs +sat, there was audible speculation and admiration. "Wonder who that lady +is--makin' such a hit with the old man." "Must be some heiress." "Heiress? +Golly, I guess I could stand it to marry rich, then!" + +Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees with an +almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect Sheridan's pastoral +gaieties--and other things--would have upon her, but she seemed delighted with +everything, and with him most of all. She treated him as if he were some +delicious, foolish old joke that she understood perfectly, laughing at him +almost violently when he bragged--probably his first experience of that kind +in his life. It enchanted him. + +As he proclaimed to the table, she had "a way with her." She had, indeed, as +Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after the feast began. Since +his marriage three years before, no lady had bestowed upon him so protracted a +full view of brilliant eyes; and, with the look, his lovely neighbor said--and +it was her first speech to him-- + +"I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!" + +Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and "Why?" was all he managed to say. + +She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a mystification +equal to his own, by his sister across the table. No one, reflected Edith, +could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl who would "really flirt" with +married men--she was obviously the "opposite of all that." Edith defined her +as a "thoroughbred," a "nice girl"; and the look given to Roscoe was +astounding. Roscoe's wife saw it, too, and she was another whom it puzzled +--though not because its recipient was married. + +"Because!" said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. "And also +because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull times ahead for both +of us if we don't get along." + +Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been brought +up to believe that when a man married he "married and settled down." It was +"all right," he felt, for a man as old as his father to pay florid compliments +to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but for himself--"a young married +man"--it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't even be quite moral. He knew that young +married people might have friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl +and Lamhorn never "flirted"--they were always very matter-of-fact with each +other. Roscoe would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she +hoped he was susceptible. + +"Yes--we're neighbors," he said, awkwardly. + +"Next-door neighbors in houses, too," she added. + +"No, not exactly. I live across the street." + +"Why, no!" she exclaimed, and seemed startled. "Your mother told me this +afternoon that you lived at home." + +"Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the street." + +"But you--" she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came into her +cheek. "But I understood--" + +"No," he said; "my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, but +that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course." + +"I--I see," she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned from him +and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her left the name, "Mr. +James Sheridan, Jr." And from that moment Roscoe had little enough cause for +wondering what he ought to reply to her disturbing coquetries. + +Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor to "get +through with old Roscoe," as he thought of it, and give a bachelor a chance. +"Old Roscoe" was the younger, but he had always been the steady wheel-horse of +the family. Jim was "steady" enough, but was considered livelier than Roscoe, +which in truth is not saying much for Jim's liveliness. As their father +habitually boasted, both brothers were "capable, hard-working young business +men," and the principal difference between them was merely that which resulted +from Jim's being still a bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: +dark of eyes and of hair, fresh-colored and thick-set, and though Roscoe was +several inches taller than Jim, neither was of the height, breadth, or depth +of the father. Both wore young business men's mustaches, and either could +have sat for the tailor-shop lithographs of young business men wearing "rich +suitings in dark mixtures." + +Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access of +color, which increased his approbation. "What's that old Roscoe saying to +you, Miss Vertrees?" he asked. "These young married men are mighty forward +nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush." + +"Am I blushing?" she said. "Are you sure?" And with that she gave him ample +opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look wasted upon Roscoe. +"I think you must be mistaken," she continued. "I think it's your brother who +is blushing. I've thrown him into confusion." + +"How?" + +She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone as confidential +as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. "By trying to begin with him +a courtship I meant for YOU!" + +This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it a +nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He realized that he +wished what she said to be the literal truth, and he was instantly snared by +that realization. + +"By George!" he said. "I guess you're the kind of girl that can say anything +--yes, and get away with it, too!" + +She laughed again--in her way, so that he could not tell whether she was +laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; and she +said: "But you see I don't care whether I get away with it or not. I wish +you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a change to get away with YOU?" + +"More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!" Jim was inspired to +reply. "Not one in the world, especially after beginning by making fun of me +like that." + +"I mightn't be so much in fun as you think," she said, regarding him with +sudden gravity. + +"Well," said Jim, in simple honesty, "you're a funny girl!" + +Her gravity continued an instant longer. "I may not turn out to be funny for +YOU." + +"So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can manage +to be satisfied." And with that, to his own surprise, it was his turn to +blush, whereupon she laughed again. + +"Yes," he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, "I can see you're +the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man really means +anything!" + +"'Laugh'!" she cried, gaily. "Why, it might be a matter of life and death! +But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, considering the +mistake I made with your brother." + +Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery and nonsense +with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in it; he was but too +sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a consciousness that he could +never quite know this giddy and alluring lady, no matter how long it pleased +her to play with him. But he mightily wanted her to keep on playing with him. + +"Put what question?" he said, breathlessly. + +"As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family," she returned, speaking +slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, "I think it would be well for me +to know at once whether you are already walking out with any young lady or +not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you spoken for?" + +"Not yet," he gasped. "Are you?" + +"NO!" she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the pastime +proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + +Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from a lively +conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that Miss Vertrees was +"starting rather picturesquely with Jim." And he added, languidly, "Do you +suppose she WOULD?" + +For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed interested +in the clasp of a long "rope" of pearls, a loop of which she was allowing to +swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the table and following with +her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum in the clasp at the end of the +loop. She wore many jewels. She was pretty, but hers was not the kind of +prettiness to be loaded with too sumptuous accessories, and jeweled +head-dresses are dangerous--they may emphasize the wrongness of the wearer. + +"I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim," repeated +Mr. Lamhorn. + +"I heard you." There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her eyes, no +matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just now she did not +care to cover it; she looked sullen. "Starting any stronger than you did with +Edith?" she inquired. + +"Oh, keep the peace!" he said, crossly. "That's off, of course." + +"You haven't been making her see it this evening--precisely," said Sibyl, +looking at him steadily. "You've talked to her for--" + +"For Heaven's sake," he begged, "keep the peace!" + +"Well, what have you just been doing?!" + +"SH!" he said. "Listen to your father-in-law." + +Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra having begun +to play "The Rosary," to his vast content. + +"I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM," he roared, beating the measures with +his fork. "EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM-TUM-DUM--What's the matter +with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? Miss Vertrees, I bet a thousand +dollars YOU sing! Why'n't--" + +"Mr. Sheridan," she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, "you don't +know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my rough ways, and my +soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he was about to say something +important." + +"I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!" the father threatened, +more delighted with her than ever. "By gosh! if I was his age--or a widower +right NOW--" + +"Oh, wait!" cried Mary. "If they'd only make less noice! I want Mrs. +Sheridan to hear." + +"She'd say the same," he shouted. "She'd tell me I was mighty slow if I +couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age--" + +"You must listen to your father," Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, who had +grown read again. "He's going to tell us how, when he was your age, he made +those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup--and you could see for yourself +he didn't get them out of his sleeve!" + +At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. "Look here, young lady!" +he roared. "Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you--or I'm goin' to +kiss you!" + +Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed "too awful," but Mary +Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + +"Both!" she cried. "Both! The one to make me forget the other!" + +"But which--" he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian +trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. "Jim," +he roared, "if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll send you back to +the machine-shop with Bibbs!" + +And Bibbs--down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and watching Mary +Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a rich little girl in a +garden--Bibbs heard. He heard--and he knew what his father's plans were now. + + +Mrs. Vertrees "sat up" for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired after a +restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his Landseers. Mary had +taken a key, insisting that he should not come for her and seeming confident +that she would not lack for escort; nor did the sequel prove her confidence +unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees had a long vigil of it. + +She was not the woman to make herself easy--no servant had ever seen her in a +wrapper--and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what they had been +when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat through the slow night +hours in a stiff little chair under the gaslight in her own room, which was +directly over the "front hall." There, book in hand, she employed the time in +her own reminiscences, though it was her belief that she was reading Madame de +Remusat's. + +Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and the +deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they brought her-- +and there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought backward because she did +not dare think forward definitely. What thinking forward this troubled couple +ventured took the form of a slender hope which neither of them could have +borne to hear put in words, and yet they had talked it over, day after day, +from the very hour when they heard Sheridan was to build his New House next +door. For--so quickly does any ideal of human behavior become an antique +--their youth was of the innocent old days, so dead! of "breeding" and +"gentility," and no craft had been more straitly trained upon them than that +of talking about things without mentioning them. Herein was marked the most +vital difference between Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees and their big new neighbor. +Sheridan, though his youth was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such +matters. He had been chopping wood for the morning fire in the country +grocery while they were still dancing. + +It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the delicate +clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening of the door, +Mary's laugh, and "Yes--if you aren't afraid--to-morrow!" + +The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath of cold +and bracing air into her mother's room. "Yes," she said, before Mrs. Vertrees +could speak, "he brought me home!" + +She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet +rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light pat +upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + +"Mamma!" Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that she had +enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. "Why don't you ask me?" + +This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. "I don't--" she +faltered. "Ask you what, Mary?" + +"How I got along and what he's like." + +"Mary!" + +"Oh, it isn't distressing!" said Mary. "And I got along so fast--" She broke +off to laugh; continuing then, "But that's the way I went at it, of course. +We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?" + +"I don't know what you mean," Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her head +plaintively. + +"Yes," said Mary, "I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow afternoon, and +to the theater the next night--but I stopped it there. You see, after you +give the first push, you must leave it to them while YOU pretend to run away!" + +"My dear, I don't know what to--" + +"What to make of anything!" Mary finished for her. "So that's all right! Now +I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening and tee-total. We +could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at figures, but I calculated that +if we lived six months on poor old Charlie and Ned and the station-wagon and +the Victoria, we could manage at least twice as long on the cost of the +'house-warming.' I think the orchids alone would have lasted us a couple of +months. There they were, before me, but I couldn't steal 'em and sell 'em, +and so--well, so I did what I could!" + +She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. "It seemed +to be a success--what I could," she said, clasping her hands behind her neck +and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic accompaniment to her +narrative. "The girl Edith and her sister-in-law, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were +too anxious about the effect of things on me. The father's worth a bushel of +both of them, if they knew it. He's what he is. I like him." She paused +reflectively, continuing, "Edith's 'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's +good-looking and not stupid, but I think he's--" She interrupted herself with +a cheery outcry: "Oh! I mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make +Edith like him, I ought to respect him as a colleague." + +"I don't understand a thing you're talking about," Mrs. Vertrees complained. + +"All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's always +known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that know. He sat +between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like those people you wondered +about at the theater, the last time we went--dressed in ball-gowns; bound to +show their clothes and jewels SOMEwhere! She flatters the father, and so did +I, for that matter--but not that way. I treated him outrageously!" + +"Mary!" + +"That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment of us +follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide on the Palatine. +He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' of 'em listened as if they +thought he intended to make them a present of the house. What he was proudest +of was the plumbing and that Bay of Naples panorama in the hall. He made us +look at all the plumbing--bath-rooms and everywhere else--and then he made us +look at the Bay of Naples. He said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but +I think it's more. And he led us all into the ready-made library to see a +poem Edith had taken a prize with at school. They'd had it printed in gold +letters and framed in mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself was rather simple +and wistful and nice--he read it to us, though Edith tried to stop him. She +was modest about it, and said she'd never written anything else. And then, +after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan asked me to come across the street to her +house with them--her husband and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim Sheridan--" + +Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. "'Jim'!" she exclaimed. "Mary, PLEASE--" + +"Of course," said Mary. "I'll make it as easy for you as I can, mamma. Mr. +James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. Roscoe explained that +'the men were all dying for a drink,' though I noticed that Mr. Lamhorn was +the only one near death's door on that account. Edith and Mrs. Roscoe said +they knew I'd been bored at the dinner. They were objectionably apologetic +about it, and they seemed to think NOW we were going to have a 'good time' to +make up for it. But I hadn't been bored at the dinner, I'd been amused; and +the 'good time' at Mrs. Roscoe's was horribly, horribly stupid." + +"But, Mary," her mother began, "is--is--" And she seemed unable to complete +the question. + +"Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, stupid? I'm +sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise--Oh, what right have I +to be calling people 'stupid' because they're not exactly my kind? On the big +dinner-table they had enormous icing models of the Sheridan Building--" + +"Oh, no!" Mrs. Vertrees cried. "Surely not!" + +"Yes, and two other things of that kind--I don't know what. But, after all, I +wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner at a palace in Italy, +and a relief or inscription on one of the old silver peices had referred to +some great deed or achievement of the family, I shouldn't have felt superior; +I'd have thought it picturesque and stately--I'd have been impressed. And +what's the real difference? The icing is temporary, and that's much more +modest, isn't it? And why is it vulgar to feel important more on account of +something you've done yourself than because of something one of your ancestors +did? Besides, if we go back a few generations, we've all got such hundreds of +ancestors it seems idiotic to go picking out one or two to be proud of +ourselves about. Well, then, mamma, I managed not to feel superior to Mr. +James Sheridan, Junior, because he didn't see anything out of place in the +Sheridan Building in sugar." + +Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the conclusion +of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head gravely. "My dear, +dear child," she said, "it seems to me--It looks--I'm afraid--" + +"Say as much of it as you can, mamma," said Mary, encouragingly. "I can get +it, if you'll just give me one key-word." + +"Everything you say," Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, "seems to have the air of +--It is as if you were seeking to--to make yourself--" + +"Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself to like +him." + +"Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant," said Mrs. Vertrees, +speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. "But you said that-- +that you found the latter part of the evening at young Mrs. Sheridan's +unentertaining--" + +"And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than at dinner, +and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you think I--" And then it +was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + +Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter understood, +Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + +"Well," she asked, gravely, "is there anything else I can do? You and papa +don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, as this is the only +thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to let it distress me. That's +all there is about it. isn't it?" + +"But nothing MUST distress you!" the mother cried. + +"That's what I say!" said Mary, cheerfully. "And so it doesn't. It's all +right." She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to go to her own +room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood leaning against the +foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at her feet. "Mother, you've +told me a thousand times that it doesn't really matter whom a girl marries." + +"No, no!" Mrs. Vertrees protested. "I never said such a--" + +"No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that marriage +really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To get right down to +it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't she? One man as well as +another?" + +"Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I--" + +"Yes, yes," said Mary, indulgently. "I don't mean you and papa. But isn't it +propinquity that makes marriages? So many people say so, there must be +something in it." + +"Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that." And Mrs. Vertrees lifted +pleading eyes to her daughter--eyes that begged to be spared. "It sounds +--almost reckless!" + +Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. "Never fret, dear! +I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do--I've always been too +thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity that does our choosing +for us, well, at least no girl in the world could ask for more than THAT! How +could there be any more propinquity than the very house next door?" + +She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the door this +time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. "Oh, the one that +caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest one--" + +"Did he speak of it?" Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + +"No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't meet him. But +he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long intervals when he's not. +Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived at home when he was 'well enough'; +and it may be he's only an invalid. He looks dreadfully ill, but he has +pleasant eyes, and it struck me that if--if one were in the Sheridan +family"--she laughed a little ruefully--"he might be interesting to talk to +sometimes, when there was too much stocks and bonds. I didn't see him after +dinner." + +"There must be something wrong with him," said Mrs. Vertrees. "They'd have +introduced him if there wasn't." + +"I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much--sometimes people like +that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father spoke of sending him +back to a machine-shop or some sort; I suppose he meant when the poor thing +gets better. I glanced at him just then, when Mr. Sheridan mentioned him, and +he happened to be looking straight at me; and he was pathetic-looking enough +before that, but the most tragic change came over him. He seemed just to die, +right there at the table!" + +"You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?" + +"Yes." + +"Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling." + +"No," said Mary, thoughtfully, "I don't think he is; but he might be +uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he once +sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor boy just then! +I'm afraid I'll keep remembering--" + +"I wouldn't." Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there was the +remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. "I'd keep my mind on pleasanter +things, Mary." + +Mary laughed and nodded. "Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, and probably, +if all were known, too good--even for me!" + +And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden were +off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + + +Edith, glancing casually into the "ready-made" library, stopped abruptly, +seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the pearl-framed and golden- +lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. He read it: + + + Fugitive + I will forget the things that sting: + The lashing look, the barbed word. + I know the very hands that fling + The stones at me had never stirred + To anger but for their own scars. + They've suffered so, that's why they strike. + I'll keep my heart among the stars + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like + These wounded ones I must not be, + For, wounded, I might strike in turn! + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. + +"Bibbs!" Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly as she came +into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more powerful than that +warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the lapel of her coat. + +Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed by the +poem. "Pretty young, isn't it?" he said. "There must have been something +about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't believe the poem did it." + +She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a low voice: +"I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at all, Bibbs. I'd like a +chance to forget the whole silly business. I didn't want them to frame it, +and I wish to goodness papa'd quit talking about it; but here, that night, +after the dinner, didn't he go and read it aloud to the whole crowd of 'em! +And then they all wanted to know what other poems I'd written and why I didn't +keep it up and write some more, and if I didn't, why didn't I, and why this +and why that, till I thought I'd die of shame!" + +"You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp," Bibbs suggested. + +"I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every time +anybody speaks of the thing." + +Bibbs looked grieved. "The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you were +only seventeen when you wrote it." + +"Oh, hush up!" she snapped. "I wish it had burnt my fingers the first time I +touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it where it was. I +had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed--" + +"No, no," he said, comfortingly. "It was the very most flattering thing ever +happen to me. It was almost my last flight before I went to the machine-shop, +and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it enough to--" + +"But I DON'T like it!" she exclaimed. "I don't even understand it--and papa +made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate it! The truth is I +never dreamed it 'd get the prize." + +"Maybe they expected father to endow the school," Bibbs murmered. + +"Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a LINE! I +hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me about how I 'keep +my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such a mushy kind of thing, the +way he says it. I hate it!" + +"You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under another name +you might find--" + +"Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first chance I +get." She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. "I'd like to think I +could hope to hear the last of it before I die!" + +"Edith!" he called, as she went into the hall. + +"What's the matter?" + +"I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got used to me?" + +"What on earth do you mean?" she said, coming back as far as the threshold. + +"When I first came you couldn't look at me," Bibbs explained, in his +impersonal way. "But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered if +I'd--" + +"It's because you look so much better," she told him, cheerfully. "This month +you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the change." + +"Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium--the change." + +"You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw," said Edith, with supreme +candor. "But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a corpse in my +life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly sick, so you mustn't +judge by me. I only know you do look better, I'm glad to say. But you're +right about my not being able to look at you at first. You had a kind of +whiteness that--Well, you're almost as thin, I suppose, but you've got more +just ordinarily pale; not that ghastly look. Anybody could look at you now, +Bibbs, and no--not get--" + +"Sick?" + +"Well--almost that!" she laughed. "And you're getting a better color every +day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly." + +"I--I'm afraid so," he said, ruefully. + +"'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean father +might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. I heard him +say something about it the night of the--" The jingle of a distant bell +interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. "Bobby Lamhorn! I'm going to +motor him out to look at a place in the country. Afternoon, Bibbs!" + +When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, his eye +wandering among the titles of the books. The library consisted almost +entirely of handsome "uniform editions": Irving, Poe, Cooper, Goldsmith, +Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, Hume, Gibbon, Prescott, Thackeray, +Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, Gautier, Flaubert, Goethe, Schiller, Dante, and +Tasso. There were shelves and shelves of encyclopedias, of anthologies, of +"famous classics," of "Oriental masterpieces," of "masterpieces of oratory," +and more shelves of "selected libraries" of "literature," of "the drama," and +of "modern science." They made an effective decoration for the room, all +these big, expensive books, with a glossy binding here and there twinkling a +reflection of the flames that crackled in the splendid Gothic fireplace; but +Bibbs had an impression that the bookseller who selected them considered them +a relief, and that white-jacket considered them a burden of dust, and that +nobody else considered them at all. Himself, he disturbed not one. + +There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, and +white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. "Awready, Mist' +Bibbs," he announced. "You' ma say wrap up wawm f' you' ride, an' she cain' +go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see you' pa at fo' 'clock. Aw ready, +suh." + +He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; and in the +manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. In the hall they +passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while white-jacket opened the door +with a flourish and waved condescendingly to the chauffeur in the car which +stood waiting in the driveway. + +"It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when I first +came home, George," said Bibbs, thoughtfully. "What did you tell me?" + +"Yessuh!" George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some unknown +reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the Moor. "You ast me +when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, an' mighty near ev'y day +all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you ast me twicet." He shook his head +solemnly. "Look to me mus' be somep'm might lamiDAL 'bout 'at statue!" + +"Mighty what?" + +"Mighty lamiDAL!" George, burst out laughing. "What DO 'at word mean, Mist' +Bibbs?" + +"It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?" + +"I nev' DID hear it!" said George. "I uz dess sittin' thinkum to myse'f an' +she pop in my head--'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she soun' so good, seem +like she GOTTA mean somep'm!" + +"Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes--" + +"Do she?" cried George. "WHAT she mean?" + +"It's exactly the word for the statue," said Bibbs, with conviction, as he +climbed into the car. "It's a lamiDAL statue." + +"Hiyi!" George exulted. "Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty lamiDAL +statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!" "I expect she is!" said +Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a moment later he was swept from +sight. + +George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently in the +hallway. "Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson--'I expec' she is!' Ev'y day he +try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' aw-ways, las' thing HE say, +'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' Jackson, if he git well, 'at young man go' +be pride o' the family, Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, right now I pick 'im fo' +firs' money!" + +"Look out with all 'at money, George!" Jackson warned the enthusiast. "White +folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer 'n you. You the on'y man bettin' on +'im!" + +"I risk it!" cried George, merrily. "I put her all on now--ev'y cent! 'At +boy's go' be flower o' the flock!" + +This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for the +meaning of "lamiDAL," differed radically from another prediction concerning +Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some twenty minutes later. + +Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees beside him, in +his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon the highroad. The two +cars were going in opposite directions, and the occupants of Jim's had only a +swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting alone on the back seat--his white face +startlingly white against cap and collar of black fur--but he flashed into +recognition as Mary bowed to him. + +Jim waved his left hand carelessly. "It's Bibbs, taking his constitutional," +he explained. + +"Yes, I know," said Mary. "I bowed to him, too, though I've never met him. In +fact, I've only seen him once--no, twice. I hope he won't think I'm very +bold, bowing to him." + +"I doubt if he noticed it," said honest Jim. + +"Oh, no!" she cried. + +"What's the trouble?" + +"I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them." + +"Oh, I see!" said Jim. "Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs is funny." + +"Is he? How?" she asked. "He strikes me as anything but funny." + +"Well, I'm his brother," Jim said, deprecatingly, "but I don't know what he's +like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like I WAS his brother, +the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more than half alive to me. Of +course Roscoe and I are older, and when we were boys we were too big to play +with him, but he never played anyway, with boys his own age. He'd rather just +sit in the house and mope around by himslef. Nobody could ever get him to DO +anything; you can't get him to do anything now. He never had any LIFE in him; +and honestly, if he is my brother, I must say I believe Bibbs Sheridan is the +laziest man God ever made! Father put him in the machine-shop over at the +Pump Works--best thing in the world for him--and he was just plain no account. +It made him sick! If he'd had the right kind of energy--the kind father's +got, for instance, or Roscoe, either--why, it wouldn't made him sick. And +suppose it was either of them--yes, or me, either--do you think any of us +would have stopped if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, but Bibbs +Sheridan 'll never amount to anything as long as he lives." + +Mary looked thoughtful. "Is there any particular reason why he should?" she +asked. + +"Good gracious!" he exclaimed. "You don't mean that, do you? Don't you +believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how much money his +father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got to be carried on by +everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on what we've got and see other +fellows get ahead of us? If we've got big things already, isn't it every +man's business to go ahead and make 'em bigger? Isn't it his duty? Don't we +always want to get bigger and bigger?" + +"Ye-es--I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. He looked so +lonely--and sick." + +"He's gettin' better every day," Jim said. "Dr. Gurney says so. There's +nothing much the matter with him, really--it's nine-tenths imaginary. +'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have nervous diseases, +because they don't have time to imagine 'em." + +"You mean his trouble is really mental?" + +"Oh, he's not a lunatic," said Jim. "He's just queer. Sometimes he'll say +something right bright, but half the time what he says is 'way off the +subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. For instance, the other +day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies in the hall. The darky asked +him what time he wanted the car for his drive, and anybody else in the world +would have just said what time they DID want it, and that would have been all +there was to it; but here's what Bibbs says, and I heard him with my own ears. +'What time do I want the car?' he says. 'Well, now, that depends--that +depends,' he says. He talks slow like that, you know. 'I'll tell you what +time I want the car, George,' he says, 'if you'll tell ME what you think of +this statue!' That's exactly his words! Asked the darky what he thought of +that Arab Edith and mother bought for the hall!" + +Mary pondered upon this. "He might have been in fun, perhaps," she suggested. + +"Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary--of a work of art! +Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just kind-hearted--and +that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course--" + +"Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!" she laughed. + +"See here!" he cried. "Isn't there any way for us to get over this Mister and +Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've managed to be with you +a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and I think you know how I feel by +this time--" + +She looked panic-stricken immediately. "Oh, no," she protested, quickly. "No, +I don't, and--" + +"Yes, you do," he said, and his voice shook a little. "You couldn't help +knowing." + +"But I do!" she denied, hurriedly. "I do help knowing. I mean--Oh, wait!" + +"What for? You do know how I feel, and you--well, you've certainly WANTED me +to feel that way--or else pretended--" + +"Now, now!" she lamented. "You're spoiling such a cheerful afternoon!" + +"'Spoilin' it!'" He slowed down the car and turned his face to her squarely. +"See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you--" + +"Stop! Stop the car a minute." And when he had complied she faced him as +squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. "Listen. I don't want you +to go on, to-day." + +"Why not?" he asked, sharply. + +"I don't know." + +"You mean it's just a whim?" + +"I don't know," she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and honest, and +she kept her clear eyes upon his. + +"Will you tell me something?" + +"Almost anything." + +"Have you ever told any man you loved him?" + +And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. "No," she +said. "And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that--or ever know what it +means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan." + +"Then you--you've just been flirting with me!" Poor Jim looked both furious +and crestfallen. + +"Not on bit!" she cried. "Not one word! Not one syllable! I've meant every +single thing!" + +"I don't--" + +"Of course you don't!" she said. "Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to start the +car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have to say. I have not +flirted with you. I have deliberately courted you. One thing more, and then +I want you to take me straight home, talking about the weather all the way. I +said that I do not believe I shall ever 'care' for any man, and that is true. +I doubt the existence of the kind of 'caring' we hear about in poems and plays +and novels. I think it must be just a kind of emotional TALK-- most of it. +At all events, I don't feel it. Now, we can go faster, please." + +"Just where does that let me out?" he demanded. "How does that excuse you +for--" + +"It isn't an excuse," she said, gently, and gave him one final look, wholly +desolate. "I haven't said I should never marry." + +"What?" Jim gasped. + +She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, +unfathomably sorrowful. + +"I promise nothing," she said, faintly. + +"You needn't!" shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. "You needn't! By George! +I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and promise whenever +you're ready!" + +"Don't forget what I asked," she begged him. + +"Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!" cried the +happy Jim. + + +Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields and +sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean air beneath a +glorious sky--that sky so despised in the city, and so maltreated there, that +from early October to mid-May it was impossible for men to remember that blue +is the rightful color overhead. + +Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost resembling a +pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its phantom. How largely this +apparition may have been the work of the wind upon his face it is difficult +to calculate, for beyond a doubt it was partly the result of a lady's bowing +to him upon no more formal introduction than the circumstance of his having +caught her looking into his window a month before. She had bowed definitely; +she had bowed charmingly. And it seemed to Bibbs that she must have meant to +convey her forgiveness. + +There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to his +experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the impression +that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: her veil +tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind--and that look of gay +friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose in carnival. + +By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then backed and +tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the south and the smoke. +Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon the horizon, that nest of +cloud in which the city strove and panted like an engine shrouded in its own +steam. But to Bibbs, who had now to go to the very heart of it, for a +commanded interview with his father, the distant cloud was like an implacable +genius issuing thunderously in smoke from his enchanted bottle, and +irresistibly drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + +They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of November +late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; and here the sky +shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to gray; the smoke did not +visibly permeate the air, but it was there, nevertheless-- impalpable, thin, +no more than the dust of smoke. And then, as the car drove on, the chimneys +and stacks of factories came swimming up into view like miles of steamers +advancing abreast, every funnel with its vast plume, savage and black, +sweeping to the horizon, dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation over league +on league already rich and vile with grime. + +The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; and a roar and +clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. And now the car passed +two great blocks of long brick buildings, hideous in all ways possible to +make them hideous; doorways showing dark one moment and lurid the next with +the leap of some virulent interior flame, revealing blackened giants, half +naked, in passionate action, struggling with formless things in the hot +illumination. And big as these shops were, they were growing bigger, +spreading over a third block, where two new structures were mushrooming to +completion in some hasty cement process of a stability not over-reassuring. +Bibbs pulled the rug closer about him, and not even the phantom of color was +left upon his cheeks as he passed this place, for he knew it too well. +Across the face of one of the buildings there was an enormous sign: "Sheridan +Automatic Pump Co., Inc." + +Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and adding +their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden houses of a +thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on narrow lots and nudging +one another crossly, shutting out the stingy sunlight from one another; bad +neighbors who would destroy one another root and branch some night when the +right wind blew. They were only waiting for that wind and a cigarette, and +then they would all be gone together--a pinch of incense burned upon the +tripod of the god. + +Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there a +forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some people said +it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some were sure that asphalt +and "improving" the streets did it; but Bigness was in too Big a hurry to +bother much about trees. He had telegraph-poles and telephone-poles and +electric-light-poles and trolley-polls by the thousand to take their places. +So he let the trees die and put up his poles. They were hideous, but nobody +minded that; and sometimes the wires fell and killed people--but not often +enough to matter at all. + +Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the town where +the few solid old houses not already demolished were in transition: some, +with their fronts torn away, were being made into segments of +apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into trade, brazenly +putting forth "show-windows" on their first floors, seeming to mean it for a +joke; one or two with unaltered facades peeped humorously over the tops of +temporary office buildings of one story erected in the old front yards. +Altogether, the town here was like a boarding-house hash the Sunday after +Thanksgiving; the old ingredients were discernible. + +This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs reached the +roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at every crossing while the +dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms of dust, hurried before it. +Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, loomed hundreds of feet above him; +newer ones, more magnificent, were rising beside them, rising higher; old +buildings were coming down; middle-aged buildings were coming down; the +streets were laid open to their entrails and men worked underground between +palisades, and overhead in metal cobwebs like spiders in the sky. +Trolley-cars and long interurban cars, built to split the wind like +torpedo-boats, clanged and shrieked their way round swarming corners; +motor-cars of every kind and shape known to man babbled frightful warnings +and frantic demands; hospital ambulances clamored wildly for passage; +steam-whistles signaled the swinging of titanic tentacle and claw; riveters +rattled like machine-guns; the ground shook to the thunder of gigantic +trucks; and the conglomerate sound of it all was the sound of earthquake +playing accompaniments for battle and sudden death. On one of the new steel +buildings no work was being done that afternoon. The building had killed a +man in the morning--and the steel-workers always stop for the day when that +"happens." + +And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the brobdingnagian +camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers and the pagan women--there +would be work to-day and dancing to-night. For the Puritan's dry voice is +but the crackling of a leaf underfoot in the rush and roar of the coming of +the new Egypt. + +Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be "to the minute" or his father would +consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's office marked +four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally with his entrance five +people who had been at work in the office, under Sheridan's direction, walked +out. They departed upon no visible or audible suggestion, and with a +promptness that seemed ominous to the new-comer. As the massive door clicked +softly behind the elderly stenographer, the last of the procession, Bibbs had +a feeling that they all understood that he was a failure as a great man's +son, a disappointment, the "queer one" of the family, and that he had been +summoned to judgment--a well-founded impression, for that was exactly what +they understood. + +"Sit down," said Sheridan. + +It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried fathers +to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + +Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of silence, +then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, his big hands, +loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. They were soiled, as +were all other hands down-town, except such as might be still damp from a basin. + +"Well, Bibbs," he said at last, not altering his attitude, "do you know what +I'm goin' to do with you?" + +Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon the +ceiling. "I heard you tell Jim," he began, in his slow way. "You said you'd +send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose to Miss Vertrees. +So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But--" + +"But what?" said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + +"Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?" + +That brought his father sharply round to face him. "You beat the devil! +Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like anybody else?" + +"Liver, maybe," said Bibbs, gently. + +"Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you organically. +No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, and that's ALL the +matter. Oh, no one o' these BIG dreamers that put through the big deals.! +No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that just sets out on the back fence and +thinks about how much trouble there must be in the world! That ain't the +kind that builds the bridges, Bibbs; it's the kind that borrows fifteen cents +from his wife's uncle's brother-in-law to get ten cent's worth o' plug +tobacco and a nickel's worth o' quinine!" + +He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned again to +the window. + +"Look out there!" he bade his son. "Look out o' that window! Look at the +life and evergy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood would +tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things young men +are doin' in this town!" He swung about, coming to the mahogany desk in the +middle of the room. "Look at what I was doin' at your age! Look at what +your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! Yes, and look at Jim! I made +Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty Company last New-Year's, with charge of +every inch o' ground and every brick and every shingle and stick o' wood we +own; and it's an example to any young man--or ole man, either--the way he +took ahold of it. Last July we found out we wanted two more big warehouses +at the Pump Works-- wanted 'em quick. Contractors said it couldn't be done; +said nine or ten months at the soonest; couldn't see it any other way. What +'d Jim do? Took the contract himself; found a fellow with a new cement and +concrete process; kept men on the job night and day, and stayed on it night +and day himself--and, by George! we begin to USE them warehouses next week! +Four months and a half, and every inch fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' +these fellers that make miracles happen! Now, I don't say every young man +can be like Jim, because there's mighty few got his ability, but every young +man can go in and do his share. This town is God's own country, and there's +opportunity for anybody with a pound of energy and an ounce o' gumption. I +tell you these young business men I watch just do my heart good! THEY don't +set around on the back fence-- no, sir! They take enough exercise to keep +their health; and they go to a baseball game once or twice a week in summmer, +maybe, and they're raisin' nice families, with sons to take their places +sometime and carry on the work--because the work's got to go ON! They're +puttin' their life-blood into it, I tell you, and that's why we're gettin' +bigger every minute, and why THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why it's all goin' +to keep ON gettin' bigger!" + +He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, observing that +Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with his eyes still fixed upon +the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat plaintive, Sheridan was impelled to +groan. "Oh, Lord!" he said. "This is the way you always were. I don't +believe you understood a darn word I been sayin'! You don't LOOK as if you +did. By George! it's discouraging!" + +"I don't understand about getting--about getting bigger," said Bibbs, +bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. "I don't see just +why--" + +"WHAT?" Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and staring +across it incredulously at his son. + +"I don't understand--exactly--what you want it all bigger for?" + +"Great God!" shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his clenched +fist. "A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the poorest +day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question--" + +"I did once," Bibbs interrupted; "when I was in the machine-shop. I--" + +"Wha'd he say?" + +"He said, 'Oh, hell!'" answered Bibbs, mildly. + +"Yes, I reckon he would!" Sheridan swung away from the desk. "I reckon he +certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right now, myself!" + +"It's the same answer, then?" Bibbs's voice was serious, almost tremulous. + +"Damnation!" Sheridan roared. "Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, you +ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear the word +PROGRESS?" + +He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest surging, his +throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. "Now then," he said, huskily, +when the anguish had somewhat abated, "what do you want to do?" + +"Sir?" + +"What do you WANT to do, I said." + +Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. "What--what do--I--what--" + +"If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you do?" + +Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him--a profound shyness. He +bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe of his shoe, which he +moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit called to the desk in school. + +"What would you do? Loaf?" + +"No, sir." Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound it made +was unquestionably a guilty sound. "I suppose I'd--I'd--" + +"Well?" + +"I suppose I'd try to--to write." + +"Write what?" + +"Nothing important--just poems and essays, perhaps." + +"That all?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I see," said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was putting +upon himself. "That is, you want to write, but you don't want to write +anything of any account." + +"You think--" + +Sheridan got up again. "I take my hat off to the man that can write a good +ad," he said, emphatically. "The best writin' talent in this country is +right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine for good +writin'--look on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money for that kind +o' writin'. Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! I've tried it, and I +can't do it. I tell you an ad's got to be written so it makes people do the +hardest thing in this world to GET 'em to do: it's got to make 'em give up +their MONEY! You talk about 'poems and essays.' I tell you when it comes to +the actual skill o' puttin' words together so as to make things HAPPEN, R. T. +Bloss, right here in this city, knows more in a minute than George Waldo +Emerson ever knew in his whole life!" + +"You--you may be--" Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word smothered in a +cough. + +"Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take up with +the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and essays'! My Lord, +Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a newspaper without havin' to +see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper on 'Jane Eyre,' or 'East Lynne,' at +the God-Knows-What Club. And 'poetry'! Why, look at Edith! I expect that +poem o' hers would set a pretty high-water mark for you, young man, and it's +the only one she's ever managed to write in her whole LIFE! When I wanted +her to go on and write some more she said it took too much time. Said it +took months and months. And Edith's a smart girl; she's got more energy in +her little finger than you ever give me a chance to see in your whole body, +Bibbs. Now look at the facts: say she could turn out four or five poems a +year and you could turn out maybe two. That medal she got was worth about +fifteen dollars, so there's your income--thirty dollars a year! That's a +fine success to make of your life! I'm not sayin' a word against poetry. I +wouldn't take ten thousand dollars right now for that poem of Edith's; and +poetry's all right enough in its place--but you leave it to the girls. A +man's got to do a man's work in this world!" + +He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, tapped +Bibbs confidentially on the knee. "This city's got the greatest future in +America, and if my sons behave right by me and by themselves they're goin' to +have a mighty fair share of it--a mighty fair share. I love this town. It's +God's own footstool, and it's made money for me every day right along, I +don't know how many years. I love it like I do my own business, and I'd +fight for it as quick as I'd fight for my own family. It's a beautiful town. +Look at our wholesale district; look at any district you want to; look at the +park system we're puttin' through, and the boulevards and the public +statuary. And she grows. God! how she grows!" He had become intensely +grave; he spoke with solemnity. "Now, Bibbs, I can't take any of it--nor +any gold or silver nor buildings nor bonds--away with me in my shroud when I +have to go. But I want to leave my share in it to my boys. I've worked for +it; I've been a builder and a maker; and two blades of grass have grown where +one grew before, whenever I laid my hand on the ground and willed 'em to +grow. I've built big, and I want the buildin' to go on. And when my last +hour comes I want to know that my boys are ready to take charge; that they're +fit to take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, when that hour comes I want to +know that my boys are big men, ready and fit to hold of big things. Bibbs, +when I'm up above I want to know that the big share I've made mine, here +below, is growin' bigger and bigger in the charge of my boys." + +He leaned back, deeply moved. "There!" he said, huskily. "I've never spoken +more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want you to +understand--and not think me a mean father. I never had to talk that way to +Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, Bibbs." + +"I see," said Bibbs. "At least I think I do. But--" + +"Wait a minute!" Sheridan raised his hand. "If you see the least bit in the +world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son set here and +talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. And you must +understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys and have him come back +on me the way you did, and have to be sent to a sanitarium because he +couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right down to it, Bibbs. I've had a +whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney about you, one time another, and I +reckon I understand your case just about as well as he does, anyway! Now +here, I'll be frank with you. I started you in harder than what I did the +other boys, and that was for your own good, because I saw you needed to be +shook up more'n they did. You were always kind of moody and mopish--and you +needed work that 'd keep you on the jump. Now, why did it make you sick +instead of brace you up and make a man of you the way it ought of done? I +pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look here, ain't it really because he +just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, 'that's it. If he'd enjoyed it, it +wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, and that affects his nervous system +The more he tries it, the more he hates it; and the more he hates it, the +more injury it does him.' That ain't quite his words, but it's what he +meant. And that's about the way it is." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, "that's about the way it is." + +"Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but to make +you like it!" + +Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost +ghostly. "I can't," he said, in a low voice. "I can't." + +"Can't go back to the shop?" + +"No. Can't like it. I can't." + +Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had reasoned +exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than a father should, +only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and mysterious stubbornness +which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic from childhood. "By George, +you will!" he cried. "You'll go back there and you'll like it! Gurney says +it won't hurt you if you like it, and he says it 'll kill you if you go back +and hate it; so it looks as if it was about up to you not to hate it. Well, +Gurney's a fool! Hatin' work doesn't kill anybody; and this isn't goin' to +kill you, whether you hate it or not. I've never made a mistake in a +serious matter in my life, and it wasn't a mistake my sendin' you there in +the first place. And I'm goin' to prove it--I'm goin' to send you back there +and vindicate my judgment. Gurney says it's all 'mental attitude.' Well, +you're goin' to learn the right one! He says in a couple more months this +fool thing that's been the matter with you 'll be disappeared completely and +you'll be back in as good or better condition than you were before you ever +went into the shop. And right then is when you begin over--right in that +same shop! Nobody can call me a hard man or a mean father. I do the best I +can for my chuldern, and I take full responsibility for bringin' my sons up +to be men. Now, so far, I've failed with you. But I'm not goin' to keep ON +failin'. I never tackled a job YET I didn't put through, and I'm not goin' +to begin with my own son. I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. By God! I am!" + +Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. "You say you give +me a couple of months?" he said. + +Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. "Gurney said two months more +would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get yourself in +the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are up! Good-by!" + +"Good-by, sir," said Bibbs, meekly. + + +Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the "lamidal" +George had shown him upon his return, still bore the appearance of temporary +quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no clear conception of himself as a +permanent incumbent. However, he had set upon the mantelpiece the two +photographs that he owned: one, a "group" twenty years old--his father and +mother, with Jim and Roscoe as boys--and the other a "cabinet" of Edith at +sixteen. And upon a table were the books he had taken from his trunk: Sartor +Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, Huckleberry Finn, and Afterwhiles. There +were some other books in the trunk--a large one, which remained unremoved at +the foot of the bed, adding to the general impression of transiency. It +contained nearly all the possessions as well as the secret life of Bibbs +Sheridan, and Bibbs sat beside it, the day after his interview with his +father, raking over a small collection of manuscripts in the top tray. Some +of these he glanced through dubiously, finding little comfort in them; but +one made him smile. Then he shook his head ruefully indeed, and ruefully +began to read it. It was written on paper stamped "Hood Sanitarium," and +bore the title, "Leisure." + + A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if he is +running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful quality in the +stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to recommend him to the +approbation of his superiors. For a profession adapted solely to the pursuit +of happiness in thinking, I would choose that of an invalid: his money is +time and he may spend it on Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur +invalid. To my way of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all +outward purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of +life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he must lie +serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must be on the other side +of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and so high that he cannot hear +the roaring of the furnace fires and the screaming of the whistles. Peace-- + +Having read so far as the word "peace," Bibbs suffered an interruption +interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the hall +just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's quarrel was in +progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's room, and continuing +it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + +"Yes, you BETTER go home!" Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, shrilly. "You +better go home and keep your mind a little more on your HUSBAND!" + +"Edie, Edie!" he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + +"You see here!" This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and tremulous. +"Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell Mother Sheridan what I'd +heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan if she thought she ought to, and I +did it for your own good." + +"Yes, you did!" And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. "Yes, you did! +YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want to break it up +between Bobby Lamhorn and me because--" + +"Edie, Edie! Now, now!" + +"Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new friends +tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come here, what about +his not going to HER house. How--" + +"I've explained that to Mother Sheridan." Sibyl's voice indicated that she +was descending the stairs. "Married people are not the same. Some things +that should be shielded from a young girl--" + +This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. "'Shielded from a +young girl'!" she shrilled. "You seem pretty willing to be the shield! You +look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield you are!" + +Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts at +pacification were renewed. "Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for your good, and +you'd oughtn't to--" + +"Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa--" + +"Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe--" + +"You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!" the girl cried, passionately. + +"Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll--" + +"No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!" And Edith, +flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, swung round it +into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw herself, face down, +upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she had no perception of Bibbs's +presence in the room. Gasping and sobbing in a passion of tears, she beat +the coverlet and pillows with her clenched fists. "Sneak!" she babbled aloud. +"Sneak! Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!" + +Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly toward the +door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; but some sound of +his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, facing him. + +"Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago." + +"Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry--" + +"Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?" + +"Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm going out." + +"No; don't go." She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a sob, and +repeated her request. "Don't go. I don't mind you; you're quiet, anyhow. +Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't mind you at all, but I +wish you'd sit down." + +"All right." And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. "Go ahead and +cry all you want, Edith," he said. "No harm in that!" + +"Sibyl told mamma--OH!" she began, choking. "Mary Vertrees had mamma and +Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had some women +there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just laid herself out +to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after 'em ever since, and now +she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby Lamhorn is so bad that, even +though they like his family, none of the nice people in town would let him in +their houses. In the first place, it's a falsehood, and I don't believe a +word of it; and in the second place I know the reason she did it, and, what's +more, she KNOWS I know it! I won't SAY what it is--not yet--because papa and +all of you would think I'm as crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool +he'd probably quit speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch her; +that's all I ask. Just you watch that woman. You'll see!" + +As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching "that woman." Glancing from the +window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the old house next +door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked quickly up the path +to the door, undoubtedly with the intention of calling. But he did not +mention this to his sister, who, after delivering herself of a rather vague +jeremiad upon the subject of her sister-in-law's treacheries, departed to her +own chamber, leaving him to his speculations. The chief of these concerned +the social elasticities of women. Sibyl had just been a participant in a +violent scene; she had suffered hot insult of a kind that could not fail to +set her quivering with resentment; and yet she elected to betake herself to +the presence of people whom she knew no more than "formally." Bibbs +marveled. Surely, he reflected, some traces of emotion must linger upon +Sibyl's face or in her manner; she could not have ironed it all quite out in +the three or four minutes it took her to reach the Vertreeses' door. + +And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment +wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving to +master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to exhibit +anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the manner of a +casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the sudden purpose that +brought her, and she was no more self-conscious than she was finely +intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a type Scriptural in its +antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-educated intriguer who may and +does delude men, of course, and the best and dullest of her own sex as well, +finding invariably strong supporters among these latter. It is a type that +has wrought some damage in the world and would have wrought greater, save for +the check put upon its power by intelligent women and by its own "lack of +perspective," for it is a type that never sees itself. Sibyl followed her +impulses with no reflection or question--it was like a hound on the gallop +after a master on horseback. She had not even the instinct to stop and +consider her effect. If she wished to make a certain impression she believed +that she made it. She believed that she was believed. + +"My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come down," Mary +said, when they were seated. + +Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had been +brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark addressed to her +by any person with whom she was not on familiar terms. It was intended +partly as a courtesy and partly as the foundation for an impression of +sweetness. + +"Just thought I'd fly in a minute," she said, continuing the cooing to +relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. "I thought I'd just behave like +REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far from +down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted to tell you +how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that afternoon. You see, +coming here a bride and never having lived here before, I've had to depend on +my husband's friends almost entirely, and I really 've known scarcely +anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so engrossed in business ever since he was a +mere boy, why, of course--" + +She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + +"Of course," said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + +"Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that afternoon," +Sibyl went on. "They're really delightful people. Indeed they are! Yes--" + +She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to +another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite errand. +Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of abstraction as she +looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the errand was a serious one +for the caller and easily to be connected with the slight but perceptible +agitation underlying her assumption of cheerful ease. There was a +restlessnes of breathing, a restlessness of hands. + +"Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some to the people here +in town the other day," said Sibyl, repeating the cooing and protracting it. +"They said something that took ME by surprise! We were talking about our +mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn--" + +Mary interrupted her promptly. "Do you mean 'mutual' to include my mother +and me?" she asked. + +"Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean." + +"No," said Mary. "We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend of +ours." + +To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. "That's just +the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!" she cried, with a vehemence that made Mary +stare. "Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families here speak of +him!" + +Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her composure. "I +had the impression he was a friend of yours," she said; adding, hastily, "and +your husband's" + +"Oh yes," said the caller, absently. "He is, certainly. A man's reputation +for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to married people, of +course. It's where young girls are in question. THEN it may be very, very +dangerous. There are a great many things safe and proper for married people +that might be awf'ly imprudent for a young girl. Don't you agree, Miss +Vertrees?" + +"I don't know," returned the frank Mary. "Do you mean that you intend to +remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's doing +so?" + +"That's it exactly!" was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. "What I +feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all suitable for +Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. I tell you," she +cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, "her father ought to put his foot +down!" + +Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and then +retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one might catch a +glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back into hiding under a +bush. + +"Of course," said Sibyl, much more composedly, "I hardly need say that it's +entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. I'm as fond of +Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help fretting about it. It +would break my heart to have Edith's life spoiled." + +This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with pathos, +but she flatted. + +And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the stress of +some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not uncommonly developed a +phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect obtained by placing two +mirrors opposite each other, one clear and the other flawed. In this case, +particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect consciousness of Mary. The Mary +Vertrees that she saw was merely something to be cozened to her own frantic +purpose--a Mary Vertrees who was incapable of penetrating that purpose. +Sibyl sat there believing that she was projecting the image of herself that +she desired to project, never dreaming that with every word, every look, and +every gesture she was more and more fully disclosing the pitiable truth to +the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw was an overdressed +woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as a pan, but possessed +by emotions that appeared to be strong--perhaps even violent. What those +emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she began to suspect. + +"And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled," Sibyl continued. "It would be a +dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father +Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. It +would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like Robert +Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if somebody doesn't tell +him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might get his consent and hurry on +the wedding before he finds out, and then it would be too late. You see, +Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for me to decide just what it's my duty to +do." + +"I see," said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, "Does Miss Sheridan seem +to--to care very much about him?" + +"He's deliberately fascinated her," returned the visitor, beginning to +breathe quickly and heavily. "Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew she wasn't +in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people that were, and +she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the start that made it easy +for him--and he didn't need it. He could have done it, anyway!" Sibyl was +launched now; her eyes were furious and her voice shook. "He went after her +deliberately, the way he does everything; he's as cold-blooded as a fish. +All he cares about is his own pleasure, and lately he's decided it would be +pleasant to get hold of a piece of real money--and there was Edith! And +he'll marry her! Nothing on earth can stop him unless he finds out she won't +HAVE any money if she marries him, and the only person that could make him +understand that is Father Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be managed, +because Lamhorn is going to hurry it on as fast as he can. He told me so +last night. He said he was going to marry her the first minute he could +persuade her to it--and little Edith's all ready to be persuaded!" Sibyl's +eyes flashed green again. "And he swore he'd do it," she panted. "He swore +he'd marry Edith Sheridan, and nothing on earth could stop him!" + +And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the babbling +creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, a canvas of +unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity and horror: she saw +Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a whisper, perhaps-- for Roscoe +might have been in the house, or servants might have head. She saw Sibyl +entreating, beseeching, threatening despairingly, and Lamhorn--tired of +her--first evasive, then brutally letting her have the truth; and at last, +infuriated, "swearing" to marry her rival. If Sibyl had not babbled out the +word "swore" it might have been less plain. + +The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what he had confessed. "You +see," she said, more quietly, "whatever's going to be done ought to done +right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd heard about +Lamhorn--oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right before Edith. I +think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, because nobody can say +it isn't for the girl's own good and what her best friend would do. But +Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and she's afraid to ever come right +out with anything. Father Sheridan's different. Edith can get anything she +wants out of him in the way of money or ordinary indulgence, but when it +comes to a matter like this he'd be a steel rock. If it's a question of his +will against anybody else's he'd make his will rule if it killed 'em both! +Now, he'd never in the world let Lamhorn come near the house again if he knew +his reputation. So, you see, somebody's got to tell him. It isn't a very +easy position for me, is it, Miss Vertrees?" + +"No," said Mary, gravely. + +"Well, to be frank," said Sibyl, smiling, "that's why I've come to you." + +"To ME!" Mary frowned. + +Sibyl rippled and cooed again. "There isn't ANYBODY even made such a hit +with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course we ALL hope +you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs of the family!" +(This sally with another and louder effect of laughter.) "And if it's MY +duty, why, in a way, I think it might be thought yours, too." + +"No, no!" exclaimed Mary, sharply. + +"Listen," said Sibyl. "Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with this story, +and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn has a good reputation +and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, or suppose (what's most likely) +she loses her temper and says I invented it, then what am I going to do? +Father Sheridan doesn't know Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter, and they're out +of the question, anyway. But suppose I could say: 'All right, if you want +proof, ask Miss Vertrees. She came with me, and she's waiting in the next +room right now, to--" + +"No, no," said Mary, quickly. "You mustn't--" + +"Listen just a minute more," Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on easy +ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. "You naturally +don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, but if YOU take part +in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself what weight you carry over +there, and no one would have the right to say you did it except out of the +purest kindness. Don't you see that Jim and his father would admire you all +the more for it? Miss Vertrees, listen! Don't you see we OUGHT to do it, +you and I? Do you suppose Robert Lamhorn cares a snap of his finger for her? +Do you suppose a man like him would LOOK at Edith Sheridan if it wasn't for +the money?" And again Sibyl's emotion rose to the surface. "I tell you he's +after nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's money-pile, +over there, next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to do it. Marry Edith?" she +cried. "I tell you he'd marry their nigger cook for THAT!" + +She stopped, afraid--at the wrong time--that she had been too vehement, but a +glace at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that she had produced the +effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; she was staring straight +before her at the wall, her eyes wide and shining. She became visibly a +little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + +"After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's money-pile, +over there, next door!" The voice was vulgar, the words were vulgar--and the +plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary Vertrees's ears! The clear +mirror had caught its own image clearly in the flawed one at last. + +Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her bargain. +"Now don't you worry," she said, sunnily, "about this setting Edith against +you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, but if she tried to be +spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you when you drop in over there, or +managed so as to sort of leave you out, why, I've got a house, and Jim likes +to come there. I don't THINK Edith WOULD be that way; she's too crazy to +have you take her around with the smart crowd, but if she DID, you needn't +worry. And another thing--I guess you won't mind Jim's own sister-in-law +speaking of it. Of course, I don't know just how matters stand between you +and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about as much alike as two brothers can be, +and Roscoe was very slow making up his mind; sometimes I used to think he +actually never WOULD. Now, what I mean is, sisters-in-law can do lots of +things to help matters on like that. There's lots of little things can be +said, and lots--" + +She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, and now, +still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of explanation, or any other +kind of word, and walked slowly to the open door and out of the room. + +Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered something +neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, and that she would +return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess of absent-mindedness not +to have excused herself, especially as her guest was talking. And, Mary's +return being delayed, Sibyl found time to think this unprefaced exit odder +and ruder than she had first considered it. There might have been more +excuse for it, she thought, had she been speaking of matters less +important--offering to do the girl all the kindness in her power, too! + +Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of her +show; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory of the +furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and engravings. Then +she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a window and stood looking out +upon the brown lawn, then came back to the chair she had abandoned, and sat +again. There was no sound in the house. + +A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her face, and +slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary--scarlet to the ears. She looked at her +watch again--and twenty-five minutes had elapsed since she had looked at it +before. + +She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she let herself +softly out of the front door, and went across the street to her own house. + +Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. "Saw you from the window," he +explained. "You must find a lot to say to that old lady." + +"What old lady?" + +"Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the daughter +come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then walk on up the +street. Don't stand out on the porch," he said, crossly. "Come in here. +There's something it's come time I'll have to talk to you about. Come in!" + +But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house and +started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, staring +fixedly. "Something's the matter over there," he muttered, and then, more +loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he said, "What's the matter over +there?" + +Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its hightest speed, and +as he saw Roscoe he made a genture singularly eloquent of calamity, and was +lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. Edith had followed part of +the way down the drive, and it could be seen that she was crying bitterly. +She lifted both arms to Roscoe, summoning him. + +"By George!" gasped Roscoe. "I believe somebody's dead!" + +And he started for the New House at a run. + + +Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, and at +about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from foreign +parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with Sheridan and his +colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, was a gentleman of +Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, and Sheridan took pleasure +in showing him the sights of the country's finest city. They got into an +open car at the main entrance of the Sheridan Building, and were driven +first, slowly and momentously, through the wholesale district and the retail +district; then more rapidly they inspected the packing-houses and the +stock-yards; then skirmished over the "park system" and "boulevards"; and +after that whizzed through the "residence section" on their way to the +factories and foundries. + +"All cray," observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + +"'Cray'?" echoed Sheridan. "I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?" + +"No white," said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the long rows of +houses on both sides of the street. "No white lace window-curtains; all cray +lace window-curtains." + +"Oh. I see!" Sheridan laughed indulgently. "You mean 'GRAY.' No, they +ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones." + +Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. "There are NO white ones," he said. +"There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white window-curtains, no white +house, no white peeble!" He pointed upward. "Smoke!" Then he sniffed the +air and clasped his nose between forefinger and thumb. "Smoke! Smoke +ef'rywhere. Smoke in your insites." He tapped his chest. "Smoke in your +lunks!" + +"Oh! SMOKE!" Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath and +patently finding it delicious. "You BET we got smoke!" + +"Exbensif!" said Herr Favre. "Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe in summer +it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it." + +Sheridan laughed uproariously. "They know it means new spring hats for 'em!" + +"They must need many, too!" said the vistior. "New hats, new all things, but +nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are a safing peeble." + +"Where's that?" + +"In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'" + +"Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, and I +tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was mighty dirty and +mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. Now comin' right down TO +it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here in this town than in Munich? I +know you got more enterprise up there than the part of the old country I saw, +and I know YOU'RE a live business man and you're associated with others like +you, but when it comes to LIVIN' in a place, wouldn't you heap rather be here +than over there?" + +"For me," said Herr Favre, "no. Here I should not think I was living. It +would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing else." + +"We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. THEY +like it." + +"Oh yes." And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. "The first generation, they +bring their Germany with them; then, after that, they are Americans, like +you." He tapped his host's big knee genially. "You are patriot; so are +they." + +"Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. +Farver!" Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. "You certainly stand up for your own +town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you would here. +Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT--after you've seen our city! +It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I kind of admire you for it; every +man ought to stick up for his own, even when he sees the other fellow's got +the goods on him. Yet I expect way down deep in your heart, Mr. Farver, +you'd rather live right here than any place else in the world, if you had +your choice. Man alive! this is God's country, Mr. Farver, and a blind man +couldn't help seein' it! You couldn't stand where you do in a business way +and NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. This is the big works, and I'll +show you something now that 'll make your eyes stick out!" + +They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was personally +conducted and personally instructed by the founder and president, the buzzing +queen bee of those buzzing hives. + +"Now I'll take you for a spin in the country," said Sheridan, when at last +they came out to the car again. "We'll take a breezer." But, with his foot +on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man who came out of the office +smiling a greeting. "Hello, young fellow!" Sheridan said, heartily. "On +the job, are you , Jimmie? Ha! They don't catch you OFF of it very often, I +guess, though I do hear you go automobile-ridin' in the country sometimes +with a mighty fine-lookin' girl settin' up beside you!" He roared with +laughter, clapping his son upon the shoulder. "That's all right with me--if +it is with HER! So, Jimmie? Well, when we goin' to move into your new +warehouses? Monday?" + +"Sunday, if you want to," said Jim. + +"No!" cried his father, delighted. "Don't tell me you're goin' to keep your +word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never heard of a +contractor yet didn't want more time." + +"They'll be all ready for you on the minute," said Jim. "I'm going over both +of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. I guess they'll +pass inspection, too!" + +"Well, then, when you get through with that," said his father, "you go and +take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You tell her you +stand high with ME!" He stepped into the car, waving a waggish farewell, and +when the wheels were in motion again, he turned upon his companion a broad +face literally shining with pride. "That's my boy Jimmie!" he said. + +"Fine young man, yes," said Herr Favre. + +"I got two o' the finest boys," said Sheridan, "I got two o' the finest boys +God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's the oldest, and I tell +you they got to get up the day before if they expect to catch HIM in bed! My +other boy, Roscoe, he's always to the good, too, but Jim's a wizard. You saw +them two new-process warehouses, just about finished? Well, JIM built 'em. +I'll tell you about that, Mr. Farver." And he recited this history, +describing the new process at length; in fact, he had such pride in Jim's +achievement that he told Herr Favre all about it more than once. + +"Fine young man, yes," repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters of an hour +later. They were many miles out in the open country by this time. + +"He is that!" said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: "I got a fine +family, Mr. Farver--fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you take her and +put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY of 'em. There's +culture and refinement and society in this town by the car-load, and here +lately she's been gettin' right in the thick of it--her and my +daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. I'm +goin' to get you up for a meal with us before you leave town, and you'll +see--and, well, sir, from all I hear the two of 'em been holdin' their own +with the best. Myself, I and the wife never had time for much o' that kind +o' doin's, but it's all right and good for the chuldern; and my daughter +she's always kind of taken to it. I'll read you a poem she wrote when I get +you up at the house. She wrote it in school and took the first prize for +poetry with it. I tell you they don't make 'em any smarter 'n that girl, Mr. +Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're a pretty happy family; yes, sir. +Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, and I haven't ever spoke to him and his +wife about it--it's kind of a delicate matter--but it's about time the wife +and I saw some gran'-chuldern growin' up around us. I certainly do hanker +for about four or five little curly-headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, +I hope, o' course; that's only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty +splendid-lookin' girl; lives right next door to us. I expect you heard me +joshin' him about it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods here, and +I guess it was a mighty good stock--to raise HER! She's one these girls that +stand tight up and look at you! And pretty? She's the prettiest thing you +ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good sense. Jim 'll be just right +if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME to think o' the way that boy took +ahold o' that job back yonder. Four months and a half! Yes, sir--" + +He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain the +stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before they reached +the city on their return, and it was after five when Sheridan allowed Herr +Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where boys were shrieking extra +editions of the evening paper. + +"Now, good night, Mr. Farver," said Sheridan, leaning from the car to shake +hands with his guest. "Don't forget I'm goin' to come around and take you up +to--Go on away, boy!" + +A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, "Extry! Secon' +Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!" + +"Get out!" laughed Sheridan. "Who wants to read about accidents? Get out!" + +The boy moved away philosophically. "Extry! Extry!" he shrilled. "Three +men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! Extry! +Extry!" + +"Don't forget, Mr. Farver." Sheridan completed his interrupted farewells. +"I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. I'll be here for you +about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope you 'njoyed the drive much as +I have. Good night--good night!" He leaned back, speaking to the chauffer. +"Now you can take me around to the Central City barber-shop, boy. I want to +get a shave 'fore I go up home." + +"Extry! Extry!" screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds like +bats in the dusk. "Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! Extry!" It +struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many "Extras"; they printed +"Extras" for all sorts of petty crimes and casualties. It was a mistake, he +decided, critically. Crying "Wolf!" too often wouldn't sell the goods; it +was bad business. The papers would "make more in the long run," he was sure, +if they published an "Extra" only when something of real importance happened. + +"Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!" a boy squawked under his nose, +as he descended from the car. + +"Go on away!" said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked to see the +youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + +But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the +barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had thus cried +his wares. + +"Say, Yallern," said this second, hoarse with awe, "'n't chew know who that +IS?" + +"Who?" + +"It's SHERIDAN!" + +"Jeest!" cried the first, staring insanely. + +At about the same hour, four times a week--Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and +Saturday--Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head barber. The +barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was their habit to give +him a "reception," his entrance being always the signal for a flurry of +jocular hospitality, followed by general excesses of briskness and gaiety. +But it was not so this evening. + +The shop was crowded. Copies of the "Extra" were being read by men waiting, +and by men in the latter stages of treatment. "Extras" lay upon vacant seats +and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + +There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent +patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened the +door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering of a +firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men turned their +prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of amazing silence in the +shop. + +The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. His +left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic section of +his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung poised above it, the +razor motionless. And then, roused from trance by the door's closing, he +accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. The barber remembered that there +are no circumstances in life--or just after it-- under which a man does not +need to be shaved. + +He stepped forward, profoundly graave. "I be through with this man in the +chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan," he said, in a hushed tone. "Yessuh." And +of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, "You goin' RESIGN?" he +demanded in a fierce undertone. "You goin' take Mist' Sheridan's coat?" He +sent an angry look round the shop, and the barbers, taking his meaning, +averted their eyes and fell to work, the murmur of subdued conversation +buzzing from chair to chair. + +"You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan," said the head barber, gently. "I +fix nice chair fo' you to wait in." + +"Never mind," said Sheridan. "Go on get through with your man." + +"Yessuh." And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed by +Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + +Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not know what +to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious demand for the +meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had been imposed upon him +by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by the odd look every man in the +shop had bent upon him. + +Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of the shop, +and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching quickly shifted, +furtive glances here and there. He made this brief survey after wondering if +one of the barbers had died suddenly, that day, or the night before; but +there was no vacancy in either line. + +The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of the +"Extra" there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. The first +of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: Fatally Faulty. +New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to Death with Inventor. Seven +Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims-- + +Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering the print +from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before him, pale and +gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + +"I've come for you, father," said Bibbs. "Here's the boy with your coat and +hat. Put them on and come home." + +And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the strength +and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what calamity had +befallen him. But he was frightened. + +Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, but as +they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his son's sleeve +with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood face to face. + +"What--what--" His mouth could not do him the service he asked of it, he was +so frightened. + +"Extry!" screamed a newsboy straight in his face. "Young North Side +millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!" + +"Not--JIM!" said Sheridan. + +Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + +"And YOU come to tell me that?" + +Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and in the +first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the unuttered cry of +accusation: + +"Why wasn't it you?" + + +Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three days +later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite in his mind: +the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and Bibbs wondered how many +million times that had happened since men first made a word to name the sons +of one mother. Almost literally he had buried his strong brother, for +Sheridan had gone to pieces when he saw his dead son. He had nothing to help +him meet the shock, neither definite religion nor "philosophy" definite or +indefinite. He could only beat his forehead and beg, over and over, to be +killed with an ax, while his wife was helpless except to entreat him not to +"take on," herself adding a continuous lamentation. Edith, weeping, made +truce with Sibyl and saw to it that the mourning garments were beyond +criticism. Roscoe was dazed, and he shirked, justifying himself curiously be +saying he "never had any experience in such matters." So it was Bibbs, the +shy outsider, who became, during this dreadful little time, the master of the +house; for as strange a thing as that, sometimes, may be the result of a +death. He met the relatives from out of town at the station; he set the time +for the funeral and the time for meals; he selected the flowers and he +selected Jim's coffin; he did all the grim things and all the other things. +Jim had belonged to an order of Knights, who lengthened the rites with a +picturesque ceremony of their own, and at first Bibbs wished to avoid this, +but upon reflection he offered no objection--he divined that the Knights and +their service would be not precisely a consolation, but a satisfaction to his +father. So the Knights led the procession, with their band playing a dirge +part of the long way to the cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in +two lines, plumed hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the +carriages pass between. + +"Mighty fine-lookin' men," said Sheridan, brokenly. "They all--all liked +him. He was--" His breath caught in a sob and choked him. "He was--a Grand +Supreme Herald." + +Bibbs had divined aright. + +"Dust to dust," said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that +Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group +shivered, execpt Bibbs, when it came to "Dust to dust." Bibbs stood passive, +for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as a familiar +neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, long time, and even +now he could prophesy no protracted separation between himself and dust. The +machine-shop had brought him very close, and if he had to go back it would +probably bring him closer still; so close--as Dr. Gurney predicted--that no +one would be able to tell the difference between dust and himself. And +Sheridan, if Bibbs read him truly, would be all the more determined to "make +a man" of him, now that there was a man less in the family. To Bibbs's +knowledge, no one and nothing had ever prevented his father from carrying +through his plans, once he had determined upon them; and Sheridan was +incapable of believing that any plan of his would not work out according to +his calculations. His nature unfitted him to accept failure. He had the +gift of terrible persistence, and with unflecked confidence that his way was +the only way he would hold to that way of "making a man" of Bibbs, who +understood very well, in his passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a +way which might make, not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for +the thought. + +He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The truth about +Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had so thoroughly formed +the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings that no doubt he had +forgotten--by this time--where he had put some of them, especially those +which concerned himself. But he had not hidden his feelings about his father +where they could not be found. He was strange to his father, but his father +was not strange to him. He knew that Sheridan's plans were conceived in the +stubborn belief that they would bring about a good thing for Bibbs himself; +and whatever the result was to be, the son had no bitterness. Far otherwise, +for as he looked at the big, woeful figure, shaking and tortured, an almost +unbearable pity laid hands upon Bibbs's throat. Roscoe stood blinking, his +lip quivering; Edith wept audibly; Mrs. Sheridan leaned in half collapse +against her husband; but Bibbs knew that his father was the one who cared. + +It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, and Bibbs +nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward the line of waiting +carriages. Roscoe understood--Bibbs would stay and see the grave filled; the +rest were to go. The groups began to move away over the turf; wheels creaked +on the graveled drive; and one by one the carriages filled and departed, the +horses setting off at a walk. Bibbs gazed steadfastly at the workmen; he +knew that his father kept looking back as he went toward the carriage, and +that was a thing he did not want to see. But after a little while there were +no sounds of wheels or hoofs on the gravel, and Bibbs, glancing up, saw that +every one had gone. A coupe had been left for him, the driver dozing +patiently. + +The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about it, and +Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood looking +thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal-seeming hillock +beneath the darkening November sky. "It's too bad!" he half whispered, his +lips forming the words--and his meaning was that it was too bad that the +strong brother had been the one to go. For this was his last thought before +he walked to the coupe and saw Mary Vertrees standing, all alone, on the +other side of the drive. + +She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on a slope +where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude of the barbaric +and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our graveyards: urn-crowned +columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop-carved angels and shop-carved +children poising on pillars and shafts, all lifting--in unthought +pathos--their blind stoniness toward the sky. Against such a background, +Bibbs was not incongruous, with his figure, in black, so long and slender, +and his face so long and thin and white; nor was the undertaker's coupe out +of keeping, with the shabby driver dozing on the box and the shaggy horses +standing patiently in attitudes without hope and without regret. But for +Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque setting --she was a vivid, living +creature of a beautiful world. And a graveyard is not the place for people +to look charming. + +She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and confused +than Bibbs. In "Edith's" poem he had declared his intention of hiding his +heart "among the stars"; and in his boyhood one day he had successfully +hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no comrade of other boys or of +girls, and his acquaintances of a recent period were only a few +fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood Sanitarium. All his life Bibbs +had kept himself to himself--he was but a shy onlooker in the world. +Nevertheless, the startled gaze he bent upon the unexpected lady before him +had causes other than his shyness and her unexpectedness. For Mary Vertrees +had been a shining figure in the little world of late given to the view of +this humble and elusive outsider, and spectators sometimes find their hearts +beating faster than those of the actors in the spectacle. Thus with Bibbs +now. He started and stared; he lifted his hat with incredible awkwardness, +his fingers fumbling at his forehead before they found the brim. + +"Mr. Sheridan," said Mary, "I'm afraid you'll have to take me home with you. +I--" She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness of her own. + +"Why--why--yes," Bibbs stammered. "I'll--I'll be de--Won't you get in?" + +In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. Then Mary +withour more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, closing the door. + +"You're very kind," she said, somewhat breathlessly. "I should have had to +walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I think." + +"Yes," said Bibbs. "It--it is beginning to get dark. I--I noticed that." + +"I ought to tell you--I--" Mary began, confusedly. She bit her lip, sat +silent a moment, then spoke with composure. "It must seem odd, my--" + +"No, no!" Bibbs protested, earnestly. "Not in the--in the least." + +"It does, though," said Mary. "I had not intended to come to the cemetery, +Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house came and whispered to +me that 'the family wished me to'--I think your sister sent him. So I came. +But when we reached here I--oh, I felt that perhaps I--" + +Bibbs nodded gravely. "Yes, yes," he murmured. + +"I got out on the opposite side of the carriage," she continued. "I mean +opposite from--from where all of you were. And I wandered off over in the +other direction; and I didn't realize how little time--it takes. From where +I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving--at least I didn't notice them. +So when I got back, just now, you were the only one here. I didn't know the +other people in the carriage I came in, and of course they didn't think to +wait for me. That's why--" + +"Yes," said Bibbs, "I--" And that seemed all he had to say just then. + +Mary looked out through the dusty window. "I think we'd better be going +home, if you please," she said. + +"Yes," Bibbs agreed, not moving. "It will be dark before we get there." + +She gave him a quick little glance. "I think you must be very tired, Mr. +Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be," she said, gently. "If you'll +let me, I'll--" And without explaining her purpose she opened the door on +her side of the coupe and leaned out. + +Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + +"Driver!" she called, in her clear voice, loudly. "Driver! We'd like to +start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. Sheridan's, +please." The wheels began to move, and she leaned back beside Bibbs once +more. "I noticed that he was asleep when we got in," she said. "I suppose +they have a great deal of night work." + +Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. "I've +never been able to apologize quickly," he said, with his accustomed slowness, +"because if I try to I stammer. My brother Roscoe whipped me once, when we +were boys, for stepping on his slate-pencil. It took me so long to tell him +it was an accident, he finished before I did." + +Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, gentle voice +or the odd implication that his not noticing the motionless state of their +vehicle was an "accident." She had formed a casual impression of him, not +without sympathy, but at once she discovered that he was unlike any of her +cursory and vague imaginings of him. And suddenly she saw a picture he had +not intended to paint for sympathy: a sturdy boy hammering a smaller, sickly +boy, and the sickly boy unresentful. Not that picture alone; others flashed +before her. Instantaneously she had a glimpse of Bibbs's life and into his +life. She had a queer feeling, new to her experience, of knowing him +instantly. It startled her a litttle; and then, with some surprise, she +realized that she was glad he had sat so long, after getting into the coupe, +before he noticed that it had not started. What she did not realize, +however, was that she had made no response to his apology, and they passed +out of the cemetery gates, neither having spoken again. + +Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was silence. +The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled with a rich presence +for him; and presently it was so dark that neither of the two could see the +other, nor did even their garments touch. But neither had any sense of being +alone. The wheels creaked steadily, rumbling presently on paved streeets; +there were the sounds, as from a distance, of the plod-plod of the horses; +and sometimes the driver became audible, coughing asthmatically, or saying, +"You, JOE!" with a spiritless flap of the whip upon an unresponsive back. +Oblongs of light from the lamps at street-corners came swimming into the +interior of the coupe and, thinning rapidly to lances, passed utterly, +leaving greater darkness. And yet neither of these two last attendants at +Jim Sheridan's funeral broke the silence. + +It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it--too late. Abruptly she +realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of her +companion and not talking to him. "Mr. Sheridan," she began, not knowing +what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as she realized the +queerness of this drive--"Mr. Sheridan, I--" + +The coupe stopped. "You, JOE!" said the driver, reproachfully, and climbed +down and opened the door. + +"What's the trouble?" Bibbs inquired. + +"Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir." + +Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it mustn't +be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + +"What?" Bibbs demanded. + +"We're there, sir," said the driver, sympathetically. "Next house north of +Mr. Sheridan's." + +Bibbs descended to the curb. "Why, yes," he said. "Yes, you seem to be +right." And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front windows of +Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + +"Let me help you," said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and she was +several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + +"Oh no," she murmured. "I think I can--" She meant that she could get out +of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had already accomplished +this feat, she decided not to complete the sentence. + +"You, JOE!" cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he rumbled +away at his team's best pace--a snail's. + +"Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan," said Mary, stiffly. She did +not offer her hand. "Good night." + +"Good night," Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked beside +her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. Realization +of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, beginning to shock her; +she stepped aside from the light that fell through the glass panels of the +door and withheld her hand as it touched the old-fashioned bell-handle. + +"I'm quite safe, thank you," she said, with a little emphasis. "Good night." + +"Good night," said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the street he +looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + +Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out from +the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + +"Where are your eyes, Bibbs?" demanded Roscoe. "Sleep-walking, as usual?" + +But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. "Come over to our house for a little +while, Bibbs," she urged. "I want to--" + +"No, I'd better--" + +"Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all quiet over +there--all worn out. Just come for a minute." + +He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with real +feeling: "'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! And I don't +wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You mustn't get down sick +again. I'm going to make you take a little brandy." + +He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and was +grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the decanters +on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much heavier libation +in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl leaned against the +sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and recalling the names of the +donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed Bibbs to remain longer when he +rose to go, and then, as he persisted, she went with him to the front door. +He opened it, and she said: + +"Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. How +did you happen to be there?" + +"I had only been to the door," he said. "Good night, Sibyl." + +"Wait," she insisted. "We saw you coming out." + +"I wasn't," he explained, moving to depart. "I'd just brought Miss Vertrees +home." + +"What?" she cried. + +"Yes," he said, and stepped out upon the porch, "that was it. Good night, +Sibyl." + +"Wait!" she said, following him across the threshold. "How did that happen? +I thought you were going to wait while those men filled the-- the--" She +paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + +"I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there," he said, reluctantly. "She had +walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were leaving. +When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one left." + +She regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow breathlessness. +"And she drove home from Jim's funeral--with you!" + +Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand ineffectually over +her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the house, hurling the door shut +behind her. + + +Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had laughed. The +laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond suspicion, but it seemed to +him that she had only affected to effort to suppress it and that she wished +it to be significant. Significant of what? And why had she wished to +impress upon him the fact of her overwhelming amusement? He found no answer, +but she had succeeded in disturbing him, and he wished that he had not +encountered her. + +At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering about the +house, several mournfully admiring the "Bay of Naples," and others occupied +with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited for trains. Edith and her +mother had retired to some upper fastness, but Bibbs interviewed Jackson and +had the various groups of relatives summoned to the dining-room for food. +One great-uncle, old Gideon Sheridan from Boonville, could not be found, and +Bibbs went in search of him. He ransacked the house, discovering the missing +antique at last by accident. Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, +Bibbs heard a murmurous sound, and paused to listen. The sound proved to be +a quavering and rickety voice, monotonously bleating: + +"The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember that; we +got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a-gittin' along, and +I've seen a-many of 'em go--two daughters and a son the Lord give me, and He +has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! +Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, James. Bildad the Shuhite says, +'He shall have neither son nor nephew among his people, nor any remaining in +his dwellings.' Bildad the Shuhite--" + +Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, in his +underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, swinging backward +and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long white beard and gazing at +the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned him urgently, but Uncle Gideon paid +no attention. + +"Bibdad the Shuhite spake and his says, 'If thy children have sinned against +Him and He have cast them away--" + +There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows rattled. +The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, but Uncle Gideon +leaped from his chair. "My God!" he cried. "What's that?" + +There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. Bibbs +went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, discovered the +source of the distubance. Gideon's grandson, a boy of fourteen, had brought +his camera to the funeral and was taking "flash-lights" of the Moor. Uncle +Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's explanation, would have returned to finish his +quotation from Bildad the Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little +argument persuaded him to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, +after closing the door of his father's room. + +He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing several +attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; and it was a +relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile was waiting to +convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. They were the last +to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing to his own room. + +He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went to the +window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where Mary Vertrees +lived. Then he open his trunk, took therefrom a small note-book half filled +with fragmentary scribblings, and began to write: + + Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at +anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the cemetery, +but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are out of hearing, it +strikes up, "Darktown is Out To-night." That is natural-- but there are women +whose laughter is like the whirring of whips. Why is it that certain kinds +of laughter seem to spoil something hidden away from the laughers? If they +do not know of it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? +Yet it does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not +out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a man would not +look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look beautiful, though, at the +funeral of a man whom she had known and liked. And in that case, too, she +would probably not want to talk if she drove home from the cemetery with his +brother: nor would she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either +stupid or timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and +drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to listen to +him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence is open to +suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. It may be dignity, +or it may be false teeth. Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become +perceptible in a small inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of +gasoline rising from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside +her than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady--but +there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may be three +feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a great deal before you +reach the end of it. Still, it may be that one should begin to speak. No one +could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of the people that are +in this world. There are some so wonderful you do not understand how the +dead COULD die. How could they let themselves? A falling building does +not care who falls with it. It does not choose who shall be upon its roof +and who shall not. Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman +of the world should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the +length of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three +miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! Even if she +thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had heard from others that he +was a disappointment to his own people, even if she had seen for herself that +he was a useless and irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him +at least to speak--she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make +sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every step of the +way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a frozen fish. And she +might be right. She might be right if she thought him about as pleasant a +companion as--as Bildad the Shuhite! + +Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a period +of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing-gown and +slippers, and went softly out into the hall--to his father's door. Upon the +floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier in the evening, to +place upon a table in Sheridan's room--but the food was untouched. Bibbs +stood listening outside the door for several minutes. There came no sound +from within, and he went back to his own room and to bed. + +In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his +experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little pause +--sleep has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is a curious +half-void, a glimpse of aphasia; and although the person experiencing it may +not know for that instant his own name or age or sex, he may be acutely +conscious of depression or elation. It is the moment, as we say, before we +"remember"; and for the first time in Bibbs's life it came to him bringing a +vague happiness. He woke to a sense of new riches; he had the feeling of a +boy waking to a birthday. But when the next moment brought him his memory, +he found nothing that could explain his exhilaration. On the contrary, under +the circumstances it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. However, it was a brief +visitation and was gone before he had finished dressing. It left a little +trail, the pleased recollection of it and the puzzle of it, which remained +unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the morning is not usually the +result of a drive home from a funeral. No wonder the sequence evaded Bibbs +Sheridan! + +His father had gone when he came down-stairs. "Went on down to 's office, +jes' same," Jackson informed him. "Came sat breakfas'-table, all by 'mself; +eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' eat a thing. Yessuh, +went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. Yessuh, I reckon putty much +ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta do." + +It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days had +passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan cried a +little, now and then, but no other external difference was to be seen. Edith +was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch proved herself able to +argue with her mother upon the propriety of receiving calls in the earliest +stages of "mourning." Lunch was as usual--for Jim and his father had always +lunched down-town--and the afternoon was as usual. Bibbs went for his drive, +and his mother went with him, as she sometimes did when the weather was +pleasant. Altogether, the usualness of things was rather startling to Bibbs. + +During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's childhood. "But +you wouldn't remember about that," she said, after narrating an episode. +"You were too little. He was always a good boy, just like that. And he'd +save whatever papa gave him, and put it in the bank. I reckon it 'll just +about kill your father to put somebody in his place as president of the +Realty Company, Bibbs. I know he can't move Roscoe over; he told me last +week he'd already put as much on Roscoe as any one man could handle and not +go crazy. Oh, it's a pity--" She stopped to wipe her eyes. "It's a pity +you didn't run more with Jim, Bibbs, and kind o' pick up his ways. Think +what it'd meant to papa now! You never did run with either Roscoe or Jim any, +even before you got sick. Of course, you were younger; but it always DID +seem queer--and you three bein' brothers like that. I don't believe I ever +saw you and Jim sit down together for a good talk in my life." + +"Mother, I've been away so long," Bibbs returned, gently. "And since I came +home I--" + +"Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs," she said. "Jim ain't been home much of +an evening since you got back--what with his work and callin' and goin' to +the theater and places, and often not even at the house for dinner. Right +the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner at some miser'ble rest'rant +down by the Pump Works, he was so set on overseein' the night work and +gettin' everything finished up right to the minute he told papa he would. I +reckon you might 'a' put in more time with Jim if there'd been more +opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you feel almost as if you scarcely really knew +him right well." + +"I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I hadn't much +to say about the things that interested him, because I don't know much about +them." + +"It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!" she moaned. "And you'll have to learn to +know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, because I felt it was +all between your father and you, but I honestly do believe it will just kill +him if he has to have any more trouble on top of all this! You mustn't LET +him, Bibbs--you mustn't! You don't know how he's grieved over you, and now +he can't stand any more--he just can't! Whatever he says for you to do, you +DO it, Bibbs, you DO it! I want you to promise me you will." + +"I would if I could," he said, sorrowfully. + +"No, no! Why can't you?" she cried, clutching his arm. "He wants you to go +back to the machine-shop and--" + +"And--'like it!" said Bibbs. + +"Yes, that's it--to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it wouldn't +hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit--the doctor said that himself, +Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much for your father? You +ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got a beautiful house to live in; +you got automobiles to ride in; you got fur coats and warm clothes; you been +taken care of all your life. And you don't KNOW how he worked for the money +to give all these things to you! You don't DREAM what he had to go through +and what he risked when we were startin' out in life; and you never WILL +know! And now this blow has fallen on him out of a clear sky, and you make +it out to be a hardship to do like he wants you to! And all on earth he asks +is for you to go back to the work in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt you! +That's all he asks. Look, Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, but before we +get there I want you to promise me that you'll do what he asks you to. +Promise me!" + +In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see him +better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for her before +he spoke. + +"I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother," he said. + +"There!" she exclaimed, satisfied. "That's a good boy! That's all I wanted +you to say." + +"Don't give me any credit," he said, ruefully. "There isn't anything else +for me to do." + +"Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!" + +"No, no," he soothed her. "We'll have to begin to make the spirit a cheerful +one. We may--" They were turning into their own driveway as he spoke, and +he glanced at the old house next door. Mary Vertrees was visible in the +twilight, standing upon the front steps, bareheaded, the door open behind +her. She bowed gravely. + +"'We may'--what?" asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + +"What is it, mother?" + +"You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'." + +"Did I?" said Bibbs, blankly. "Well, what WERE we saying?" + +"Of all the queer boys!" she cried. "You always were. Always! You haven't +forgot what you just promised me, have you?" + +"No," he answered, as the car stopped. "No, the spirit will be as cheerful +as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave like--" + +His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she failed to +here his final words. + +"Behave like who, Bibbs?" + +"Nothing." + +But she was fretful in her grief. "You said it wouldn't do to behave like +SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?" + +"It was just nonsense," he explained, turning to go in. "An obscure person I +don't think much of lately." + +"Behave like WHO?" she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant +insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell Dr. +Gurney about it. + +"Like Bildad the Shuhite!" was what Bibbs said. + + +The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was Sheridan's +custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the library, while his +wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old habit) or allowed herself to be +repeatedly baffled by one of the simpler forms of solitaire. To-night she +did neither, but sat in her customary chair, gazing at the fire, while +Sheridan let the unfolded paper rest upon his lap, though now and then he +lifted it, as if to read, and let it fall back upon his knees again. Bibbs +came in noiselessly and sat in a corner, doing nothing; and from a +"reception-room" across the hall an indistinct vocal murmur became just +audible at intervals. Once, when this murmur grew louder, under stress of +some irrepressible merriment, Edith's voice could be heard--"Bobby, aren't +you awful!" and Sheridan glanced across at his wife appealingly. + +She rose at once and went into the "reception-room"; there was a flurry of +whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall--Edith and her suitor +changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. Sheridan returned to her +chair in the library. + +"They won't bother you any more, papa," she said, in a comforting voice. +"She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this evening, and I +said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she said she'd already told +him he could." She paused, then added, rather guiltily: "I got kind of a +notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much as he used to. Maybe-- maybe you +better ask Roscoe, papa." And as Sheridan nodded solemnly, she concluded, in +haste: "Don't say I said to. I might be wrong about it, anyway." + +He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. Sheridan +broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that brought tears. +"That Miss Vertrees was a good girl," she said. "SHE was all right." + +Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of thought, +for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + +"Did you--How did you fix it about the--the Realty Company?" she faltered. +"Did you-- + +He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. "I +fixed it," he said, in a husky voice. "I moved Cantwell up, and put Johnston +in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among the four men with +salaries high enough to take it." He went to her, put his hand upon her +shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous breath. "It's my bedtime, +mamma; I'm goin' up." He dropped the hand from her shoulder and moved slowly +away, but when he reached the door he stopped and spoke again, without +turning to look at her. "The Realty Company 'll go right on just the same," +he said. "It's like--it's like sand, mamma. It puts me in mind of chuldern +playin' in a sand-pile. One of 'em sticks his finger in the sand and makes a +hole, and another of 'em 'll pat the place with his hand, and all the little +grains of sand run in and fill it up and settle against one another; and +then, right away it's flat on top again, and you can't tell there ever was a +hole there. The Realty Company 'll go on all right, mamma. There ain't +anything anywhere, I reckon, that wouldn't go right on--just the same." + +And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy tread upon +the stairs. + +Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. "It's +so forlong," she said, chokingly. "That's the first time he spoke since he +came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' hurt him to hear Edith +laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to let him come, right the very +first evening this way; she'd oughtn't to done it! She just seems to lose +her head over him, and it scares me. You heard what Sibyl said the other +day, and--and you heard what--what--" + +"What Edith said to Sibyl?" Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + +"We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!" she wailed. "Oh, it looks as if +movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! It scares me!" +She put both her hands over her face. "Oh, Bibbs, Bibbs! if you only wasn't +so QUEER! If you could only been a kind of dependable son! I don't know +what we're all comin' to!" And, weeping, she followed her husband. + +Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man who +has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room--it was called "the +smoking-room"--where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up in no +welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to a less +conspicuous adjacency. + +"Good evening," said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a leather +easy-chair near them. + +"What is it?" asked Edith, plainly astonished. + +"Nothing," he returned, smiling. + +She frowned. "Did you want something?" she asked. + +"Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I sha'n't be +going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be anybody left for me +to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn." + +"'CHAT with'!" she echoed, incredulously. + +"I can talk about almost anything," said Bibbs with an air of genial +politeness. "It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about business --if +that's what you happened to be talking about. But you aren't in business, +are you, Mr. Lamhorn. + +"Not now," returned Lamhorn, shortly. + +"I'm not, either," said Bibbs. "It was getting cloudier than usual, I +noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. Rain +to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised." + +He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of which had +now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he sat expectantly, +looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as if implying that it was +their turn to speak. Edith returned his gaze with a mixture of astonishment +and increasing anger, while Mr. Lamhorn was obviously disturbed, though Bibbs +had been as considerate as possible in presenting the weather as a topic. +Bibbs had perceived that Lamhorn had nothing in his mind at any time except +"personalities"--he could talk about people and he could make love. Bibbs, +wishing to be courteous, offered the weather. + +Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude in the +leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent fixture for the +rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope that he would move, and +Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking silly. + +"I was just going," he said, rising. + +"Oh NO!" Edith cried, sharply. + +"Yes. Good night! I think I--" + +"Too bad," said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, while +Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She heard Bibbs +offering to "help" Lamhorn with his overcoat and the latter rather curtly +declining assistance, these episodes of departure being followed by the +closing of the outer door. She ran into the hall. + +"What's the matter with you?" she cried, furiously. "What do you MEAN? How +did you dare come in there when you knew--" + +Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up the +stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs came up, a +few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + +"Oh, Bibbs," she said, shaking her head woefully, "you'd oughtn't to distress +your sister! She says you drove that young man right out of the house. +You'd ought to been more considerate." + +Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's naive +shadow motionless across its threshold. "Yes," he said. "He doesn't appear +to much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse of one." + +Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: "You call yourself one?" + +"No, no," he answered. "I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't claim --" +But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + +"There," he said, sighing. "That's almost the first time in my life I ever +tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly in what I +tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!" + +"You hurt her feelin's," she groaned. "You must 'a' gone at it too rough, +Bibbs." + +He looked upon her wanly. "That's my trouble, mother," he murmured. "I'm a +plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man." + +For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. "Hush your nonsense!" +she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile appearing. "You go +to bed." + +He kissed her and obeyed. + +Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast-table. + +"You mustn't do that under a misapprehension," he warned her, when they were +alone in the dining-room. + +"Do what under a what?" she asked. + +"Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'" he told +her, gravely. "I have a prejudice against that young man." + +She laughed. "I guess you think it means a great deal who you have +prejudices against!" In mockery she adopted the manner of one who implores. +"Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR influence with papa +against him!" And she laughed louder. + +"Listen," he said, with peculiar earnestness. "I'll tell you now, +because--because I've decided I'm one of the family." And then, as if the +earnestness were too heavy for him to carry it further, he continued, in his +usual tone, "I'm drunk with power, Edith." + +"What do you want to tell me?" she damanded, brusquely. + +"Lamhorn made love to Sibyl," he said. + +Edith hooted. "SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat between +us the other day when I the same of accused her of it, and said something +like that to you afterward--" + +"No," he said, gravely. "I KNOW." + +"How?" + +"I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and +Lamhorn--" + +Edith screamed with laughter. "You were with ROSCOE--and you heard Lamhorn +making love to Sibyl!" + +"No. I heard them quarreling." + +"You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!" she cried. "You say he made love to her +because you heard them quarreling!" + +"That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can--by the way +they quarrel." + +"You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?" + +"Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!--it's always +certain--" + +Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. "You ought to +know. You've had so much experience, yourself!" + +"I haven't any, Edith," he said. "My life has been about as exciting as an +incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at things." + +"Well, then," she said, "if you look out through the glass you must know what +effect such stuff would have upon ME!" She rose, visibly agitated. "What if +it WAS true?" she dmanded, bitterly. "What if it was true a hundred times +over? You sit there with your silly face half ready to giggle and half ready +to sniffle, and tell me stories like that, about Sibyl picking on Bobby +Lamhorn and worrying him to death, and you think it matters to ME? What if I +already KNEW all about their 'quarreling'? What if I understood WHY she--" +She broke off with a violent gesture, a sweep of her arm extended at full +length, as if she hurled something to the ground. "Do you think a girl that +really cared for a man would pay any attention to THAT? Or to YOU, Bibbs +Sheridan!" + +He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. She +met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she had spoken +and he meant to agree with what she said. + +"Ah, yes," he said. "I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm sorry, +Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see until you see +for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out of it--especially +me!" + +"That's sensible," she responded, curtly. "You're most surprising of all +when you're sensible, Bibbs." + +"Yes," he sighed. "I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, Edith." + +Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and George +appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was waiting there, he +announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but friendly touch upon the +shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, and left her. + +Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he merely +glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was not over fifty, +in spite of Sheridan's habitual "ole Doc Gurney." He was gray, however, +almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always he looked drowsy. + +"Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs," he said, not rising. +"Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here in front of me--between +me and the fire. I want to see if I can see through you." + +"You mean you're too sleepy to move," returned Bibbs, complying. "I think +you'll notice that I'm getting worse." + +"Taken on about twelve pounds," said Gurney. "Thirteen, maybe." + +"Twelve." + +"Well, it won't do." The doctor rubbed his eyelids. "You're so much better +I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just where you are. +You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down-- all the way. I suppose +you know why your father wants to know." + +Bibbs nodded. "Machine-shop." + +"Still hate it?" + +Bibbs nodded again. + +"Don't blame you!" the doctor grunted. "Yes, I expect it 'll make a lump in +your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell him you've got the +old lump there yet? You still want to write, do you?" + +"What's the use?" Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. "My kind of writing!" + +"Yes," the doctor agreed. "I suppose it you broke away and lived on roots +and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention of editors' +you might be able to hope for an income of four or five hundred dollars a +year by the time you're fifty." + +"That's about it," Bibbs murmured. + +"Of course I know what you want to do," said Gurney, drowsily. "You don't +hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show--the noice and jar and +dirt, the scramble--the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' You'd like to go +somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and bask on a balcony, +smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow fat on it and have a +delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what do you say? I can lie +like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father he'll lose another of his boys +if you don't go to Sicily?" + +"I don't want to go to Sicily," said Bibbs. "I want to stay right here." + +The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his patient a +sharp glance. "It's a risk," he said. "I think we'll find you're so much +better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. Something's got hold of +you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical as you used to be. But I warn +you: I think the shop will knock you just as it did before, and perhaps even +harder, Bibbs." + +He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. "Well, when we go over you +this afternoon what are we going to say about it?" + +"Tell him I'm ready," said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + +"Oh no," Gurney laughed. "Not quite yet; but you may be almost. We'll see. +Don't forget I said to walk down." + +And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor informed +Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be pleasing. "Here's a +new 'situation' for a one-act farce," he said, gloomily, to his next patient +when Bibbs had gone. "Doctor tells a man he's well, and that's his death +sentence, likely. Dam' funny world!" + +Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon this +point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on any point, so +discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a dingy afternoon, and +the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, but to his nostrils, though +most of the pedestrians were so saturated with the smell they could no longer +detect it. Nearly all of them walked hurriedly, too intent upon their +destinations to be more than half aware of the wayside; they wore the +expressions of people under a vague yet constant strain. They were all +lightly powdered, inside and out, with fine dust and grit from the hard-paved +streets, and they were unaware of that also. They did not even notice that +they saw the smoke, though the thickened air was like a shrouding mist. And +when Bibbs passed the new "Sheridan Apartments," now almost completed, he +observed that the marble of the vestibule was already streaky with soot, like +his gloves, which were new. + +That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the way from +his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought which continued +till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route was by a street parallel +to that on which the New House fronted, and in his preoccupation he walked a +block farther than he intended, so that, having crossed to his own street, he +approached the New House from the north, and as he came to the corner of Mr. +Vertrees's lot Mr. Vertrees's daughter emerged from the front door and walked +thoughtfully down the path to the old picket gate. She was unconscious of +the approach of the pedestrian from the north, and did not see him until she +had opened the gate and he was almost beside her. Then she looked up, and as +she saw him she started visibly. And if this thing had happened to Robert +Lamhorn, he would have had a thought far beyond the horizon of faint-hearted +Bibbs's thoughts. Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his thought. He would +have said: + +"You jumped because you were thinking of me!" + + +Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand closing +the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction Bibbs was +walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they should walk +together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had paused in his slow +stride, and there elapsed an instant before either spoke or moved--it was no +longer than that, and yet it sufficed for each to seem to say, by look and +attitude, "Why, it's YOU!" + +Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's name as +if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came to a stop +simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they began to walk on +together he contrived to find his voice. + +"I--I--hate a frozen fish myself," he said. "I think three miles was too +long for you to put up with one." + +"Good gracious!" she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which +restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. "Mr. Sheridan, you're lovely +to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say it's turning +cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we didn't know each other +well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an imposition for me to have made +you bring me home, and after I went into the house I decided I should have +walked. Besides, it wasn't three miles to the car-line. I never thought of +it!" + +"No," said Bibbs, earnestly. "I didn't, either. I might have said something +if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; I must remember that, +and not worry about it later. I think I'm talking, though it doesn't sound +intelligent even to me. I made up my mind that if I ever met you again I'd +turn on my voice and keep it going, no mater what it said. I--" + +She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one which +Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, "a cripple would crawl +five miles to hear." And at the merry lilting of it Bibbs's father's son +took heart to forget some of his trepidation. "I'll be any kind of idiot," +he said, "if you'll laugh at me some more. It won't be difficult for me." + +She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which Mary +perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and irritated +description of him to her mother just after she had seen him for the first +time. "Rather tragic and altogether impossible." It seemed to her now that +she must have been blind. + +They had passed the New House without either of them showing--or +possessing--any consciousness that it had been the destination of one of +them. + +"I'll keep on talking," Bibbs continued, cheerfully, "and you keep on +laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. I'm +making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered by my +bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and that makes me +bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm afraid of what I'll +think of myself later if I don't keep talking--talking now, I mean --and I'm +afraid of what I'll think of myself if I do. And besides these two things, +I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't remember talking as much as this more than +once or twice in my life. I suppose it was always in me to do it, though, +the first time I met any one who didn't know me well enough not to listen." + +"But you're not really talking to me," said Mary. "You're just thinking +aloud." + +"No," he returned, gravely. "I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making vocal +sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the subject of +what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change it, but I don't know +how. I haven't any experience in talking, and I don't know how to manage +it." + +"You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan," she said. "Not +even if you really talked about yourself." She turned her face toward him as +she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was pathetically amazed by the +look she gave him. It was a glowing look, warmly friendly and understanding, +and, what almost shocked him, it was an eagerly interested look. Bibbs was +not accustomed to anything like that. + +"I--you--I--I'm--" he stammered, and the faint color in his cheeks grew +almost vivid. + +She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance that came into +his face. There was something about him, too, that explained how "queer" +many people might think him; but he did not seem "queer" to Mary Vertrees; he +seemed the most quaintly natural person she had ever met. + +He waited, and became coherent. "YOU say something now," he said. "I don't +even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing the funny man's +solo! You--" + +"No," she interrupted. "I'd rather play your accompaniment." + +"I'll stop and listen to it, then." + +"Perhaps--" she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a gesture with +her muff, indicating a large brick church which they were approaching. "Do +you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?" + +"I suppose I could," he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at her. +"But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me I'd better say +anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. The other reason I don't +want to see the church is that I have a feeling it's where you're going, and +where I'll be sent back." + +She shook her head in cheery negation. "Not unless you want to be. Would +you like to come with me?" + +"Why--why--yes," he said. "Anywhere!" And again it was apparent that he +spoke in simple truthfulness. + +"Then come--if you care for organ music. The organist is an old friend of +mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. He had a degree +from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he gave up everything for +music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. He looks like Beethoven, doesn't +he? I think he knows that, perhaps, and enjoys it a little. I hope so." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. "I think Beethoven +would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like other people." + +"I haven't kept you?" Mary said to the organist. + +"No, no," he answered, heartily. "I would not mind so only you should shooer +come!" + +"This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me." + +The organist looked bluntly surprised. "Iss that SO?" he exclaimed. "Well, +I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle playink. He iss +musician himself, then, of course." + +"No," said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. "I--I played +the--I tried to play--" Fortunately he checked himself; he had been about to +offer the information that he had failed to master the jews'-harp in his +boyhood. "No, I'm not a musician," he contented himself with saying. + +"What?" Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. "Young man, you are fortunate! I +play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. You are the first. You are +the first one EVER!" + +They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist finished +speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary Vertrees in a dazed way +that was not of her preceiving; for, though she stopped as he did, her gaze +followed the organist, who was walking away from them toward the front of the +church, shaking his white Beethovian mane roguishly. + +"It's false pretenses on my part," Bibbs said. "You mean to be kind to the +sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going back to work in +a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to play, hadn't I?" + +"No," said Mary, beginning to walk forward. "Not unless you don't like great +music." + +He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft +ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of pipes +ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; they covered +all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's figure, reaching its high +perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian magician ludicrously daring the +attempt to conrol a monster certain to overwhelm him. + +"This afternoon some Handel!" he turned to shout. + +Mary nodded. "Will you like that?" she asked Bibbs. + +"I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know anything +about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If I knew enough to +pretend, I would." + +"No," said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, "you wouldn't." + +She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; the +hugh empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people listening +filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with it. The two sat +intensely still, the great sound all round about them, while the church grew +dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a tiny star of light. His white +head moved from side to side beneath it rhythmically, or lunged and recovered +with the fierceness of a duelist thrusting, but he was magnificently the +master of his giant, and it sang to his magic as he bade it. + +Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was wholly +unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. Unlike the tale, +it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought him to the enchanted cave, +and that--for Bibbs--was what made its magic dazing. It seemed to him a +long, long time since he had been walking home drearily from Dr. Gurney's +office; it seemed to him that he had set out upon a happy journey since then, +and that he had reached another planet, where Mary Vertrees and he sat alone +together listening to a vast choiring of invisible soldiers and holy angels. +There were armies of voices about them singing praise and thanksgiving; and +yet they were alone. It was incredible that the walls of the church were +not the boundaries of the universe, to remain so for ever; incredible that +there was a smoky street just yonder, where housemaids were bringing in +evening papers from front steps and where children were taking their last +spins on roller-skates before being haled indoors for dinner. + +He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew it +could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to her, saying: +"You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know the dream that these +sounds bring to me?" And it seemed to him as though she answered +continually: "I hear! I hear that strain, and I hear the new one that you +are hearing now. I know the dream that these sounds bring to you. Yes, yes, +I hear it all! We hear--together!" + +And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow except the +vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, with the white head +moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness that the girl sitting beside +him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see her as plainly as ever in the +darkness, though he did not look at her. And all the mighty chanting of the +organ's multitudinous voices that afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be chorusing +of her and interpreting her, singing her thoughts and singing for him the +world of humble gratitude that was in his heart because she was so kind to +him. It all meant Mary. + + +But when she asked him what it meant,on their homeward way, he was silent. +They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, walking slowly. + +"I'll tell you what it meant to me," she said, as he did not immediately +reply. "Almost any music of Handel's always means one thing above all others +to me: courage! That's it. It makes cowardice of whining seem so +infinitesimal--it makes MOST things in our hustling little lives seem +infinitesimal." + +"Yes," he said. "It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are +hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering every way +to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town to-morrow. And yet +there isn't anything down there worth getting to. They're like servants +drudging to keep the house going, and believing the drudgery itself is the +great thing. They make so much noise and fuss and dirt they forget that the +house was meant to live in. The housework has to be done, but the people who +do it have been so overpaid that they're confused and worship the housework. +They're overpaid, and yet, poor things! they haven't anything that a chicken +can't have. Of course, when the world gets to paying its wages sensibly that +will be different." + +"Do you mean 'communism'?" she asked, and she made their slow pace a little +slower--they had only three blocks to go. + +"Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very sensible +now--especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and can't! +'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's fair for all +the strong runners to start from the same mark and give the weak ones a fair +distance ahead, so that all can run something like even on the stretch. And +wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if they could all cross the winning-line +together? Who really enjoys beating anybody--if he sees the beaten man's +face? The only way we can enjoy getting ahead of other people nowadays is by +forgetting what the other people feel. And that," he added, "is nothing of +what the music meant to me. You see, if I keep talking about what it didn't +mean I can keep from telling you what it did mean." + +"Didn't it mean courage to you, too--a little?" she asked. "Triumph and +praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me." + +"Yes, they were all there," Bibbs said. "I don't know the name of what he +played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man that makes the +music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and the name he puts to +it can't make much difference--except to himself and people very much like +him, I suppose." + +"I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that." + +"I image music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of the +people who hear it," Bibbs went on, musingly, "according to their own natures +as much as according to the music itself. The musician might compose +something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy Grail, and some +people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, and some would think of +how good they were themselves, and a boy might think of himself at the head +of a solemn procession, carrying a banner and riding a white horse. And +then, if there were some jubilant passages in the music, he'd think of a +circus." + +They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did not open it. +Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her kindnesses--not to be +prompt in leaving him. + +"After all," she said, "you didn't tell me whether you liked it." + +"No. I didn't need to." + +"No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said you were +trying to keep from telling me what it did mean." + +"I can't keep from telling it any longer," he said. "The music meant to +me--it meant the kindness of--of you." + +"Kindness? How?" + +"You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp--and sick--" + +"No," she said, decidedly. "I thought perhaps you'd like to hear Dr. Kraft +play. And you did." + +"It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were playing." + +Mary laughed. "I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin--Grieg-- Chaminade. You +wouldn't listen!" + +Bibbs drew a deep breath. "I'm frightened again," he said, in an unsteady +voice. "I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but--" He paused, and the +words sank to a murmur. + +"Oh, if you want ME to play for you!" she said. "Yes, gladly. It will be +merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play like a hundred +thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when any one's willing to +listen, and if you--" She stopped, checked by a sudden recollection, and +laughed ruefully. "But my piano won't be here after to-night. I--I'm +sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid that if you'd like me to play to you +you'd have to come this evening." + +"You'll let me?" he cried. + +"Certainly, if you care to." + +"If I could play--" he said, wistfully, "if I could play like that old man in +the church I could thank you." + +"Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, but--" + +"Yes," said Bibbs. "It was the greatest happiness I've ever known." + +It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain honesty, and +he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying anything especially +significant, that she knew it was the truth. For a moment she was +nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went in. "You'll come after dinner, +then?" + +"Yes," he said, not moving. "Would you mind if I stood here until time to +come in?" + +She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the response +of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted windows of the +New House, as though bidding him to run home to his dinner. + +That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + +Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that is beautiful +is music, if you can listen. + +There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand piano. +There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge with the running +of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to see what you are hearing and +to hear what you are seeing. + +There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to a sparkling +sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when she is near you, you +feel strong and ambitious; you forget that the world doesn't like you. You +think that perhaps you are a great fellow, after all. Then you come away and +feel like a boy who has fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. +You'll be whipped for it--and ought to be. + +There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. But they +do not have the "Greek profile." I do not believe Helen of Troy had a "Greek +profile"; they would not have fought about her if her nose had been quite +that long. The Greek nose is not the adorable nose. The adorable nose is +about an eighth of an inch shorter. + +Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the piano. +Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such things as the +primitive impulses of humanity--he could have made a machine-shop into music. +But not if he had to work in it. Wagner was always dealing in immensities--a +machine-shop would have put a majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. + +There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to be "sent +away." That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. "Sent away" is a +euphuism for "sent to prison." But pianos are not sent to prison, and they +are not sent to the tuner--the tuner is sent to them. Why are pianos "sent +away"--and where? + +Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless life. +Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the gloomy house of +that life as if some stray angel just happened to perch on the roof-tree, +resting and singing. And the night after such a day is lustrous and splendid +with the memory of it. Music and beauty and kindness--those are the three +greatest things God can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who +expected nothing--ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as it +is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich with new +memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of glory. + +Yes--the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter than the +Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter. + +There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a conquering hero. +But the sick tramp had better remember that's what he is. Take care, take +care! Humble's the word! + + +That "mystery about pianos" which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery to Mr. +Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time Bibbs scribbled +the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone up-stairs upon Bibbs's +departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees sat until after midnight +in the library, talking. And in all that time they found not one cheerful +topic, but became more depressed with everything and with every phase of +everything that they discussed--no extraordinary state of affairs in a family +which has always "held up its head," only to arrive in the end at a point +where all it can do is to look on helplessly at the processes of its own +financial dissolution. For that was the point which this despairing couple +had reached--they could do nothing except look on and talk about it. They +were only vaporing, and they knew it. + +"She needn't to have done that about her piano," vapored Mr. Vertrees. "We +could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have consulted +me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details with the--the +dealer." + +"She thought that it might be--annoying for you," Mrs. Vertrees explained. +"Really, she planned for you not to know about it until they had +removed--until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to--to mention it. +You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this morning. She has +another ides, too, I'm afraid. It's--it's--" + +"Well?" he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + +"Her other idea is--that is, it was--I think it can be avoided, of course--it +was about her furs." + +"No!" he exclaimed, quickly. "I won't have it! You must see to that. I'd +rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her." + +"I'll try not," his wife promised. "Of course, they're very handsome." + +"All the more reason for her to keep them!" he returned, irritably. "We're +not THAT far gone, I think!" + +"Perhaps not yet," Mrs. Vertrees said. "She seems to be troubled about +the--the coal matter and--about Tilly. Of course the piano will take care of +some things like those for a while and--" + +"I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to--" + +"You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way," she said, comfortingly. +"She arranged with the--with the purchaser that the men will come for it +about half after five in the afternoon. The days are so short now it's +really quite winter." + +"Oh, yes," he agreed, moodily. "So far as that goes people have a right to +move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, I suppose, even +by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying much attention just +now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office early the morning after +the funeral." + +Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. "I don't believe that +was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only because he +felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed wrapped up in his +son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about most. He isn't vulgar +in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk a great deal about his--his +actual money--though there was something about blades of grass that I didn't +comprehend. I think he meant something about his energy--but perhaps not. +No, his bragging usually seemed to be not so much a personal vainglory as +about his family and the greatness of this city." + +"'Greatness of this city'!" Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. "It's +nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man who has the +luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' to any YOUNG man, +too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. The fellows that get what +they want out of it say it's 'great,' and everybody else gets the habit. But +you have a different point of view if it's the city that got what it wanted +out of you! Of course Sheridan says it's 'great'." + +Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. "I believe," she +began, timidly, "he doesn't boast of--that is, I understand he has never +seemed so interested in the--the other one." + +Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon it; he +looked more haggard than before. "'The other one'," he repeated, averting +his eyes. "You mean--you mean the third son--the one that was here this +evening?" + +"Yes, the--the youngest," she returned, her voice so feeble it was almost a +whisper. + +And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did either look +at the other during that silence. + +At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. "What-- +ah--what was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she came in this +afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, but she answered in +such a low voice I didn't--ah--happen to catch it." + +"She--she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she had +enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful creature I've +ever known.'" + +"Well?" + +"That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile--though he doesn't seem +quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the window when she went +out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't known about him I'd have +thought he had quite an interesting face." + +"If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?" + +"Oh, nothing, of course," she said, hurriedly. "Nothing definite, that is. +Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, as we thought at +first. It's only--well, of course it IS odd, their attitude about him. I +suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes him--perhaps a little queer at +times, so that he can't apply himself to anything--or perhaps does odd +things. But, after all, of course, we only have an impression about it. We +don't know--that is, positively. I--" She paused, then went on: "I didn't +know just how to ask--that is--I didn't mention it to Mary. I didn't--I--" +The poor lady floundered pitifully, concluding with a mumble. "So soon +after--after the--the shock." + +"I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him," said Mr. Vertrees. +"I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of him is--" He broke +off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. "I can't image her--oh, +NO!" he gasped. And he began to pace the floor. "A half-witted epileptic!" + +"No, no!" she cried. "He may be all right. We--" + +"Oh, it's horrible! I can't--" He threw himself back into his chair again, +sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall limply at his +sides. + +Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. "You mustn't give way so," she said, inspired +for once almost to direct discourse. "Whatever Mary might think of doing, it +wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on ours. But if WE +should--should consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR own account. It isn't +because we think of ourselves." + +"Oh God, no!" he groaned. "Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, but Mary +can't be a stenographer!" + +Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. "Of course," she murmured, +"it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, but I had a +queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested inthis --" She had +almost said "in this one," but checked herself. "In this young man. It's +natural, of course; she is always so strong and well, and he is--he seems to +be, that is--rather appealing to the--the sympathies." + +"Yes!" he agreed, bitterly. "Precisely. The sympathies!" + +"Perhaps," she faltered--"perhaps you might feel easier if I could have a +little talk with some one?" + +"With whom?" + +"I had thought of--not going about it too brusquely, of course, but perhaps +just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to be talking with +somebody that knew the family--and then I might find a chance to say that I +was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, and-- Something of that kind +perhaps?" + +"You don't know anybody that knows the family." + +"Yes. That is--well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That Mrs. +Roscoe Sheridan is not a--that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced little +woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she is interested +about--that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more intimate with Mary, +naturally. She's always looking over here from her house; she was looking +out the window this afternoon when Mary went out, I noticed--though I don't +think Mary saw her. I'm sure she wouldn't think it out of place to--to be +frank about matters. She called the other day, and Mary must rather like +her--she said that evening that the call had done her good. Don't you think +it might be wise?" + +"Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible." + +"Yes, so do I," she returned, promptly. "It isn't really a thing we should +be considering seriously, of course. Still--" + +"I should say not! But possibly--" + +Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned the lights +out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between them that Mrs. +Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain definite information +from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and physical status of Bibbs. And +if he were subject to attacks of lunacy, the unhappy pair decided to prevent +the sacrifice they supposed their daughter intended to make of herself. +Altogether, if there were spiteful ghosts in the old house that night, +eavesdropping upon the woeful comedy, they must have died anew of laughter! + +Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. Darkness had +fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were carrying the piano down the +front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was standing in the open doorway behind them, +preparing to withdraw, when she heard a sharp exclamation; and Mrs. Roscoe +Sheridan, bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the light of the doorway. + +"Good gracious!" she cried. "It did give me a fright!" + +"It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?" Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this informal +appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. "Won't you come +in?" + +"No. Oh no, thank you!" Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. "You +don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing but your +piano!" She laughed shrilly. "You know, since our tragedy coming so +suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been--almost +hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute or so ago, and +saw your door wide open and black figures of men against the light, carrying +something heavy, and I almost fainted. You see, it was just the way it +looked when I saw them bringing my poor brother-in-law in, next door, only +such a few short days ago. And I thought I'd seen your daughter start for a +drive with Bibbs Sheridan in a car about three o'clock--and--They aren't back +yet, are they?" + +"No. Good heavens!" + +"And the only thing I could think of was that something must have happened to +them, and I just dashed over--and it was only your PIANO!" She broke into +laughter again. "I suppose you're just sending it somewhere to be repaired, +aren't you?" + +"It's--it's being taken down-town," said Mrs. Vertrees. "Won't you come in +and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, that I was--ah--" +She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her invitation. "Won't you come +in? I'd really--" + +"Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home about +this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there." + +"That's very sweet." Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked toward the +street with Sibyl. "It's quite balmy for so late in November, isn't it? +Almost like a May evening." + +"I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano," said Sibyl, watching the +instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. "She plays wonderfully, +Mrs. Kittersby tells me." + +"Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her yesterday, +after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him." + +"You mean Bibbs?" asked Sibyl. + +"The--the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?" + +"I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much whether he +was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. Does your daughter +expect the piano back soon?" + +"I--I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to hear her +play because she had arranged with the--that is, it was to be removed this +afternoon. He seems almost well again." + +"Yes." Sibyl nodded. "His father's going to try to start him to work." + +"He seems very delicate," said Mrs. Vertrees. "I shouldn't think he would be +able to stand a great deal, either physically or--" She paused and then +added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness--"or mentally." + +"Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right," said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + +"Entirely?" Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + +"Yes, entirely." + +"But has he ALWAYS been?" This question came with the same anxious +eagerness. + +"Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over it." + +"And you think--" + +"Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor--" Sibyl choked, and pressed her +handkerchief to her mouth. "Good night, Mrs. Vertrees," she said, hurriedly, +as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner above, sending a +brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement where the two ladies were +standing. + +"Won't you come in?" urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound of a +cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. "Do! +There's Mary now, and she--" + +But Sibyl was half-way across the street. "No, thanks," she called. "I +hope she won't miss her piano!" And she ran into her own house and plunged +headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her handkerchief over her +mouth. + +The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the quiet +house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash of a decanter, +dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end of the hall; and, after +a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe came forth, holding a dripping +napkin in his hand. + +"What's your excitement?" he demanded. "What do you find to go into +hysterics over? Another death in the family?" + +"Oh, it's funny! she gasped. "Those old frost-bitten people! I guess +THEY'RE getting their come-upance!" Lying prone, she elevated her feet in +the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + +"Come through, come through!" said her husband, crossly. "What you been up +to?" + +"Me?" she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. +"Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!" She wiped her eyes. "They've had +to sell their piano!" + +"Well, what of it?" + +"That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago," said Sibyl. "They've +been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as last winter she +knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled and patched, because she +got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's cook had HERS! And the night of +the house-warming I kind of got suspicious, myself. She didn't have one +single piece of any kind of real jewelry, and you could see her dress was an +old one done over. Men can't tell those things, and you all made a big fuss +over her, but I thought she looked a sight, myself! Of course, EDITH was +crazy to have her, and--" + +"Well, well?" he urged, impatiently. + +"Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! Just +absolutely NOTHING--and they don't know anywhere to turn! The family's all +died out but them, and all the relatives they got are very distant, and live +East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole town's been wondering what +WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty chances to marry up to a year or so +ago, but she was so indifferent she scared the men off, and the ones that had +wanted to went and married other girls. Gracious! they were lucky! Marry +HER? The man that found himself tied up to THAT girl--" + +"Terrible funny, terrible funny!" said Roscoe, with sarcasm. "It's so funny +I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of--" + +"Wait!" she begged. "You'll see. I was sitting by the window a little while +ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street and some men go into +the house. It was too dark to make out much, and for a minute I got the idea +they were moving out--the house has been foreclosed on, Mrs. Kittersby says. +It seemed funny, too, because I knew that girl was out riding with Bibbs. +Well, I thought I'd see, so I slipped over--and it was their PIANO! They'd +sold it and were trying to sneak it out after dark, so nobody'd catch on!" +Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but resumed, as her husband seemed about +to interrupt the narrative. "Wait a minute, can't you? The old lady was +superintending, and she gave it all away. I sized her up for one of those +old churchy people that tell all kinds of lies except when it comes to so +many words, and then they can't. She might just as well told me outright! +Yes, they'd sold it; and I hope they'll pay some of their debts. They owe +everybody, and last week a coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with +Mr. Vertrees. Their cook told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't +know WHEN she'd seen any money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as +that girl in you LIFE?" + +"What girl? Their cook?" + +"That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into this +neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and out, and +here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll the girl up in +her old things, made over, and send her out to get a Sheridan --she's GOT to +get one! And she just goes in blind; and she tries it on first with YOU. +You remember, she just plain TOLD you she was going to mash you, and then she +found out you were the married one, and turned right square around to Jim and +carried him off his feet. Oh, Jim was landed--there's no doubt about THAT! +But Jim was lucky; he didn't live to STAY landed, and it's a good thing for +him!" Sibyl's mirth had vanished, and she spoke with virulent rapidity. +"Well, she couldn't get you, because you were married, and she couldn't get +Jim, because Jim died. And there they were, dead broke! Do you know what +she did? Do you know what she's DOING?" + +"No, I don't," said Roscoe, gruffly. + +Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. "BIBBS! +She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from JIM'S FUNERAL! +Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!" + +She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. "Bibbs!" she shrieked. +"Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!" + +He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. "And +yesterday," she continued, between paroxysms--"yesterday she came out of the +house--just as he was passing. She must have been looking out--waiting for +the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the window! And she got him there +last night--to 'PLAY' to him; the old lady gave that away! And to-day she +made him take her out in a machine! And the cream of it is that they didn't +even know whether he was INSANE or not--they thought maybe he was, but she +went after him just the same! The old lady set herself to pump me about it +to-day. BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! BIBBS!" + +But Roscoe looked grim. "So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds kind of +pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too." + +"Oh, it might," she returned, sobering. "It might, if those people weren't +such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency to come down off +the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was funny, but to see 'em sit +up on their pedestal all the time they're eating dirt --well, I think it's +funny! That girl sits up as if she was Queen Elizabeth, and expects people +to wallow on the ground before her until they get near enough for her to give +'em a good kick with her old patched shoes--oh, she'd do THAT, all +right!--and then she powders up and goes out to mash--BIBBS SHERIDAN!" + +"Look here," said Roscoe, heavily; "I don't care about that one way or +another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you about. I +was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim." + +At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. "What is +it?" + +"Well," he began, frowning, "what I was going to say then--" He broke off, +and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin in his hand, +threw it pettishly into a corner. "I never expected I'd have to say anything +like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going to ask you what was the +matter between you and Lamhorn." + +Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. "Well?" + +"I felt the time had come for me to know about it," he went on. "You never +told me anything--" + +"You never asked," she interposed, curtly. + +"Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much," said Roscoe. "It looks to me +now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other the way a good many +people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. I was up early and down to work +all day, and I'd come home tired at night, and want to go to bed soon as I'd +got the paper read--unless there was some good musical show in town. Well, +you seemed all right until here lately, the last month or so, I began to see +something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it." + +"Wrong?" she said. "What like?" + +"You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and excited +and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now then, Lamhorn had +been going with us a good while, but I noticed that not long ago you got to +picking on him about every little thing he did; you got to quarreling with +him when I was there and when I wasn't. I could see you'd been quarreling +whenever I came in and he was here." + +"Do you object to that?" asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + +"Yes--when it injures my wife's health!" he returned, with a quick lift of +his eyes to hers. "You began to run down just about the time you began +falling out with him." He stepped close to her. "See here, Sibyl, I'm going +to know what it means." + +"Oh, you ARE?" she snapped. + +"You're trembling," he said, gravely. + +"Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!" + +"That was all I was going to say the other day," he said. "I was going to +ask you--" + +"Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What else have +you to say to-night?" + +"To-night," he replied, with grim swiftness, "I want to know why you keep +telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming here." + +She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, "And what else +did Edith want you to ask me?" + +"I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn," he said, +fiercely. + +"Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped in there +on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell you then what I +said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?" + +"No, she didn't!" he vociferated, his voice growing louder. "She said, 'You +tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come and see her, +because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! And I want to know +what it means. I intend--" + +A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. "Dinner is ready," she said, +and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into the dining-room. +Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + +"I intend to know exactly what has been going on," he declared. "I mean to +know just what--" + +Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + +"Oh, you DO!" she cried, shrilly. "You mean to know just what's what, do +you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your wife, and +then you come home making a scene before the servants and humiliating me in +their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl didn't hear every word you +said? You go in there and eat your dinner alone! Go on! Go and eat your +dinner alone--because I won't eat with you!" + +And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon her, and +dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her room slam +overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + + +At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing through +the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, found a couple +of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. A window had been open +in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left his note-book on the +sill--and the sheets were loose. The door was open, and when Bibbs came in +and closed it, he did not notice that the two sheets had blown out into the +hall. Sheridan recognized the handwriting and put the sheets in his coat +pocket, intending to give them to George or Jackson for return to the owner, +but he forgot and carried them down-town with him. At noon he found himself +alone in his office, and, having a little leisure, remembered the bits of +manuscript, took them out, and glanced at them. A grance was enough to +reveal that they were not epistolary. Sheridan would not have read a +"private letter" that came into his possession in that way, though in a +"matter of business" he might have felt it his duty to take advantage of an +opportunity afforded in any manner whatsoever. Having satisfied himself that +Bibbs's scribblings were only a sample of the kind of writing his son +preferred to the machine-shop, he decided, innocently enough, that he would +be justified in reading them. + +It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy generalization of +a companion, and will wear the most agreeable expression of accepting it as +the law, and then--days afterward, when the thing is a mummy to its +promulgator--she will inquire out of a clear sky: "WHY did you say that the +people down-town have nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you +mean?" And she may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very +difficult--you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously. + +Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is warm in +winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but dozens. He has a +clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he walks in his April orchard +under a roof of flowers. He must die, violently perhaps, but quickly. Is +Midas's cancer a better way? The rooster's wives and children must die. Are +those of Midas immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but +Midas's life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise. + +The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh himself +anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster doesn't get. The +office-building has an elevator, the rooster flies up to the bough. Midas +has a machine to take him to his work; the rooster finds his worm underfoot. +The "business man" feels a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits +late at wine after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because +it interferes with the work--he swears never to relieve that pressure again. +The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is in his favor. + +The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the weather. +Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the weather. The +rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for to-morrow. What does +he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the rooster will not have without +providing. + +The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, they love; +they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. Neither knows beauty; +neither knows knowledge. And after all, when Midas dies and the rooster +dies, there is one thing Midas has had and rooster has not. Midas has had +the excitement of accumulating what he has grubbed, and that has been his +life and his love and his god. He cannot take that god with him when he +dies. I wonder if the worthy gods are those we can take with us. + +Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in his +religion-- + +The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. He +crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in a waste-basket +beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia of Names, which a +book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; a volume now first put to +use for the location of "Midas." Having read the legend, Sheridan walked up +and down the spacious office, exhaling the breath of contempt. "Dam' fool!" +he mumbled. But this was no new thought, nor was the contrariness of Bibbs's +notes a surpise to him; and presently he dismissed the matter from his mind. + +He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For a long time +he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe preferred a club luncheon, +but Jim and his father almost always went to a small restaurant near the +Sheridan Building, where they spent twenty minutes in the consumption of food, +and twenty in talk, with cigars. Jim came for his father every day, at five +minutes after twelve, and Sheridan was again in his office at five minutes +before one. But now that Jim no longer came, Sheridan remained alone in his +office; he had not gone out to lunch since Jim's death, nor did he have +anything sent to him--he fasted until evening. + +It was the time he missed Jim personally the most--the voice and eyes and +handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these things were not +the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss went far deeper. Roscoe +was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and that was a great comfort; but it +was in Jim that Sheridan had most happily perceived his own likeness. Jim was +the one who would have been surest to keep the great property growing greater, +year by year. Sheridan had fallen asleep, night after night, picturing what +the growth would be under Jim. He had believed that Jim was absolutely +certain to be one of the biggest men in the country. Well, it was all up to +Roscoe now! + +That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was a +question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife had +suggested it--though vaguely--and he had meant to speak to Roscoe about it. +However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for several days, and +when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had been no opportunity. + +He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward four +o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a lower floor. +He found several men waiting for business interviews in an outer room of the +series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he would find his son busy with +others, and that his question would have to be postponed, but when he entered +the door marked "R. C. Sheridan. Private," Roscoe was there alone. + +He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, and he +did not turn as his father opened the door. + +"Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy," said Sheridan. +"What's the matter?" + +"Nothing," Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + +"Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes myself! I +just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it 'll keep, if you're workin' +something out in your mind!" + +Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, paused with +his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless figure in the chair. +Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when he came to the office. "You're +all right, ain't you?" said Sheridan. "Not sick, are you?" + +"No." + +Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. "I +wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn," he said. "I guess your +mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you known him longer +'n any of us, so--" + +"I won't," said Roscoe, thickly--"I won't say a dam' thing about him!" + +Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position near the +window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were bloodshot and +vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was distorted, and he was deathly +pale. The father stood aghast. + +"By George!" he muttered. "ROSCOE!" + +"My name," said Roscoe. "Can' help that." + +"ROSCOE!" Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. Probably +nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find Roscoe--the +steady old wheel-horse--in this condition. "How'd you GET this way?" he +demanded. "You caught cold and took too much for it?" + +For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. "Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all time, +lately. Firs' you notice it?" + +"By George!" cried Sheridan. "I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good deal +lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good for you. Boh! +To see you like a common hog!" + +Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gensture. "Hog!" +he repeated, chuckling. + +"Yes, a hog!" said Sheridan, angrily. "In business hours! I don't object to +anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business hours; nor, if a man +keeps his work right up to the scratch, I wouldn't be the one to baste him if +he got good an' drunk once in two, three years, maybe. It ain't MY way. I +let it alone, but I never believed in forcin' my way on a grown-up son in +moral matters. I guess I was wrong! You think them men out there are waitin' +to talk business with a drunkard? You think you can come to your office and +do business drunk? By George! I wonder how often this has been happening and +me not on to it! I'll have a look over your books to-morrow, and I'll--" + +Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, contriving to +hold himself in position by clutching the back of the heavy chair in which he +had been sitting. + +"Hoo--hoorah!" he cried. "'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all you want +to--outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing innerfere business +hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. Drink! Die! L'everything +go to hell, but DON' let innerfere business!" + +Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling his own +office, overhead. "Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's suite and get +rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him in room two-fourteen. +There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' fellows on the Kinsey business. +Tell 'em something's come up I have to go over with Roscoe, and tell 'em to +come back day after to-morrow at two. You needn't come in to let me know +they're gone; we don't want to be disturbed. Tell Pauly to call my house and +send Claus down here with a closed car. We may have to go out. Tell him to +hustle, and call me at Roscoe's room as soon as the car gets here. 'T's all!" + +Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. "Drunk in business +hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get drunk, mus'n' gamble, +mus'n' kill 'nybody--not in business hours! All right any other time. Kill +'nybody you want to--'s long 'tain't in business hours! Fine! Mus'n' have +any trouble 't 'll innerfere business. Keep your trouble 't home. Don' bring +it to th' office. Might innerfere business! Have funerals on Sunday--might +innerfere business! Don' let your wife innerfere business! Keep all, all, ALL +your trouble an' your meanness, an' your trad--your tradegy--keep 'em ALL for +home use! If you got die, go on die 't home--don' die round th' office! +Might innerfere business!" + +Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with his back +to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware of his father's +significant posture. + +"You know wh' I think?" he went on. "I think Bibbs only one the fam'ly any +'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. Jim worked, an' he got +killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look at me! Jus' look at me, I ask +you. Fine 'dustriss young business man. Look whass happen' to me! Fine!" +He lifted his hand from the sustaining chair in a deplorable gesture, and, +immediately losing his balance, fell across the chair and caromed to the floor +with a crash, remaining prostrate for several minutes, during which Sheridan +did not relax his apparent attention to the newspaper. He did not even look +round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + +Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up by holding to +the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having progressed in the +prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less volatile. He rubbed his +dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + +"What--what you ask me while ago?" he said. + +"Nothin'." + +"Yes, you did. What--what was it?" + +"Nothin'. You better sit down." + +"You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. Well, I +won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!" + +The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear and said, +"Right down." Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a closet and brought +them to his son. "Get into this coat," he said. "You're goin' home." + +"All ri'," Roscoe murmured, obediently. + +They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through the outer +office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped it, and told the +operator to take on no more passengers until they reached the ground floor. +Roscoe walked out of the building and got into the automobile without +lurching, and twenty minutes later walked into his own house in the same +manner, neither he nor his father having spoken a word in the interval. + +Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room without +meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door her heard from +within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant fragments of song: + +WHO looks a mustang in the eye? ... With a leap from the ground To the saddle +in a bound. And away--and away! Hi-yay! + +It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected any musical +symptom whatever in Bibbs--he had never even heard him whistle --and it seemed +the last touch of irony that the useless fool should be merry to-day. + +To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and he did +not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and locked the door. + + +He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and came to +the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety manifest and was +but partially reassured by his explanation that his lunch had "disagreed" with +him a little. + +Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had become +hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from white-jacket's +salver. "Here's another difference between Midas and chicken," Sheridan +remarked, grimly. "Midas can eat rooster, but rooster can't eat Midas. I +reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks to me like he had the advantage +there." + +Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to his +plate without dropping it and to respond, "Yes--he crows over it." + +Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed--for he +could blush distinctly now--and his mother looked upon him with pleasure, +thought the reference to Midas and roosters was of course jargon to her. "Did +you ever see anybody improve the way that child has!" she exclaimed. "I +declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look right handsome!" + +"He's got to be such a gadabout," Edith giggled. + +"I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before anybody +was up," said Sheridan. "I reckon if people lose things in this house and +expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as I do." + +"What was it he lost?" asked Edith. + +"He knows!" her father returned. "Seems to me like I forgot to bring it home +with me. I looked it over--thought probably it was something pretty +important, belongin' to a busy man like him." He affected to search his +pockets. "What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to me like I remember +leavin' it down at the office--in the waste-basket." + +"Good place for it," Bibbs murmured, still red. + +Sheridan gave him a grin. "Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up early +enough to fine things before I do!" + +It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the evening, +to Mary Vertrees--they had come to know each other that well. + +"My time's here at last," he said, as they sat together in the melancholy +gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. That removal had +left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. Vertrees that neither of them +had crossed the threshold since the dark day; but the gas-light, though from a +single jet, shed no melancholy upon Bibbs, nor could any room seem bare that +knew the glowing presence of Mary. He spoke lightly, not sadly. + +"Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put off any +longer. It's really my part to go to him--at least it would save my face. He +means what he says, and the time's come to serve my sentence. Hard labor for +life, I think." + +Mary shook her head. "I don't think so. He's too kind." + +"You think my father's KIND?" And Bibbs stared at her. + +"Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. It's only +that he has to be kind in his own way--because he can't understand any other +way." + +"Ah yes," said Bibbs. "If that's what you mean by 'kind'!" + +She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. "It's going +to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?" + +"Oh--self-pity!" he returned, smiling. "This has been just the last flicker +of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. There'd be no +loafers in the world if each man found the thing that he could do best; but +the only work I happen to want to do is useless--so I have to give it up. +To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer." + +"What is it like--exactly?" + +"I get up at six," he said. "I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, which is +aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin buckets, and tin +buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, and I'm at work in my +overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, and work again from one till +five." + +"But the work itself?" + +"It wasn't muscularly exhausting--not at all. They couldn't give me a heavier +job because I wasn't good enough." + +"But what will you do? I want to know." + +"When I left," said Bibbs, "I was 'on' what they call over there a +'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and that's what +I'll be sent back to." + +"But what is it?" she insisted. + +Bibbs explained. "It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips of zinc +into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into little circles. +All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into the jaws at a certain +angle--and yet I was a very bad hand at it." + +He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade paler, +and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have known it and +wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + +"You do that all day long?" she asked, and as he nodded, "It seems +incredible!" she exclaimed. "YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a machine nine +hours a day! No wonder--" She broke off, and then, after a keen glance at +his face, she said: "I should think you WOULD have been a 'bad hand at it'!" + +He laughed ruefully. "I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to say it. +You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of rhythmical +crashing--a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle." + +"How often is that?" + +"The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute--a little more than +one a second." + +"And you're close to it?" + +"Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap," he said, turning to her more gaily. +"The others don't mind . You see, it's something wrong with me. I have an +idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing--I flinch and duck a little +every time the crash comes, and I couldn't get over it. I was a treat to the +other workmen in that room; they'll be glad to see me back. They used to +laugh at me all day long." + +Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting on the +arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. She was staring +at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in them. + +"It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you," she said, in a low +voice. "No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you to the leisure +to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to have them published for +you--" + +"Can't you SEE him?" Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in his +voice. "If he could understand what you're saying--and if you can imagine his +taking such a notion, he's have had R. T. Bloss put up posters all over the +country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with a Punch!' No. It's just as +well he never got the--But what's the use? I've never written anything worth +printing, and I never shall." + +"You could!" she said. + +"That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried to do." + +"You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!" + +"It isn't," said BIBBS, honestly. "I never could--but you're the kindest lady +in this world, Miss Vertrees." + +She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. "That +sounds wrong," she said, impulsively. "I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' I've thought +of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't you rather call me +'Mary'?" + +Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + +"Wouldn't you?" she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + +"If I CAN!" he said, in a low voice. + +"Ah, that's very pretty!" she laughed. "You're such an honest person, it's +pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety." She became grave +again immediately. "I hear myself laughing as if it were some one else. It +sounds like laughter on the eve of a great calamity." She got up restlessly, +crossed the room and leaned against the wall, facing him. "You've GOT to go +back to that place?" + +He nodded. + +"And the other time you did it--" + +"Just over it," said Bibbs. "Two years. But I don't mind the prospect of a +repetition so much as--" + +"So much as what?" she prompted, as he stopped. + +Bibbs looked up at her shyly. "I want to say it, but--but I come to a dead +balk when I try. I--" + +"Go on. Say it, whatever it is," she bade him. "You wouldn't know how to say +anything I shouldn't like." + +"I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say," he returned, +moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet--he seemed to feel +awkward, thoroughly. "You see, all my life--until I met you--if I ever felt +like saying anything, I wrote it instead. Saying things is a new trick for +me, and this--well, it's just this: I used to feel as if I hadn't ever had +any sort of a life at all. I'd never been of use to anything or anybody, and +I'd never had anything, myself, except a kind of haphazard thinking. But now +it's different--I'm still of no use to anybody, and I don't see any prospect +of being useful, but I have had something for myself. I've had a beautiful +and happy experience, and it makes my life seem to be--I mean I'm glad I've +lived it! That's all; it's your letting me be near you sometimes, as you +have, this strange, beautiful, happy little while!" + +He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he had to +say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did not speak, but +a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she had gone back to her +chair again. The house was still; the shabby old room was so quiet that the +sound of a creaking in the wall seemed sharp and loud. + +And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. "If you think +it has been--happy--to be friends with me--you'd want to--to make it last." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, as faintly. + +"You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't you?" + +"Yes," he gulped. + +"But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over." + +He tried to evade her. "Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his overalls--" + +"No," she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. "You said what you did +because you think the shop's going to kill you." + +"No, no!" + +"Yes, you do think that!" She rose to her feet again and came and stood +before him. "Or you think it's going to send you back to the sanitarium. +Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you that! You see I'm a +friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant what you said-- and you did +mean it, I know it!--you're not going to go back to the sanitarium. The shop +sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!" + +And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, splendid in +generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + +"If I mean THAT much to you," she cried, "they can't harm you! Go back to the +shop--but come to me when your day's work is done. Let the machines crash +their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember each crash that deafens you is +that much nearer the evening and me!" + +He stumbled to his feet. "You say--" he gasped. + +"Every evening, dear Bibbs!" + +He could only stare, bewildered. + +"EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!" And she held out +her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous clasp. "If I could, +I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine with you," she said. "But +all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. You must keep remembering that +your friend stands beside you. And when the work is done --won't the night +make up for the day?" + +Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance of kindness. +But all he could say was, huskily, "To think you're there-- with me--standing +beside the old zinc-eater--" + +And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found what it +meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + + +When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his father +sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood before him. "I'm +cured, father," he said. "When do I go back to the shop? I'm ready." + +The desolate and grim old man did not relax. "I was sittin' up to give you a +last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's about time! I just +wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not to make me take you over there +by the collar. Last night I made up my mind I'd give you just one more day. +Well, you got to it before I did--pretty close to the eleventh hour! All +right. Start in to-morrow. It's the first o' the month. Think you can get +up in time?" + +"Six o'clock," Bibbs responded, briskly. "And I want to tell you--I'm going +in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll 'like it'!" + +"That's YOUR lookout!" his father grunted. "They'll put you back on the +clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week." + +"More than I'm worth, too," said Bibbs, cheerily. "That reminds me, I didn't +mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I meant--" + +"Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!" + +"I just wanted you to know. Good night, father." + +"G'night!" + +The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became inaudible, +and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat staring angrily at +the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slipers could be heard descending, and +Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, her oblique expression and the state of her +toilette being those of a person who, after trying unsuccessfully to sleep on +one side, has got up to look for burglars. + +"Papa!" she exclaimed, drowsily. "Why'n't you go to bed? It must be goin' on +'leven o'clock!" + +She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to the fire. +"What's the matter?" she asked, sleep and anxiety striving sluggishly with +each other in her voice. "I knew you were worried all dinner-time. You got +something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' taken away like he was. What's +worryin' you now, papa?" + +"Nothin'." + +She jeered feebly. "N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't you?" + +"He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning," said Sheridan. + +"Just the same as he did before?" + +"Just pre-CISELY!" + +"How--how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?" she asked, timidly. + +"Until he KNOWS something!" The unhappy man struck his palms together, then +got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his wont when he talked. +"He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly in the six +months he was there, and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn it! Do you +suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to learn it? No! And I +ain't a-goin' to tell him, either! When he went there I had 'em set him on +the simplest machine we got--and he stuck there! How much prospect would +there be of his learnin' to run the whole business if he can't run the easiest +machine in it? I sent him there to make him THOROUGH. And what happened? He +didn't LIKE it! That boy's whole life, there's been a settin' up o' something +mulish that's against everything I want him to do. I don't know what it is, +but it's got to be worked out of him. Now, labor ain't any more a simple +question than what it was when we were young. My idea is that, outside o' +union troubles, the man that can manage workin'-in men is the man that's been +one himself. Well, I set Bibbs to learn the men and to learn the business, +and HE set himself to balk on the first job! That's what he did, and the +balk's lasted close on to three years. If he balks again I'm just done with +him! Sometimes I feel like I was pretty near done with everything, anyhow!" + +"I knew there was something else," said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over a yawn. +"You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now--'less you'll tell +me?" + +"Suppose something happened to Roscoe," he said. "THEN what'd I have to look +forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A lummix! +A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a groove!" + +"Roscoe?" she yawned. "You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's the +strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better health than he +does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years. You better go up +to bed, papa." + +"Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it means, +keepin' property together these days--just keepin' it ALIVE, let alone makin' +it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates hacked away in chunks, big +and little. I tell you when a man dies the wolves come out o' the woods, pack +after pack, to see what they can tear off for themselves; and if that dead +man's chuldern ain't on the job, night and day, everything he built 'll get +carried off. Carried off? I've seen a big fortune behave like an ash-barrel +in a cyclone--there wasn't even a dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've +seen it, time and again. My Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME! +It don't seem like I deserved it--no man ever tried harder to raise his boys +right than I have. I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to +be guards to drive the wolves off, and how to be builders to build, and build +bigger. I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadays--a man's got +to have eyes in the back of his head. You hear talk, sometimes, 'd make you +think the millennium had come--but right the next breath you'll hear somebody +hollerin' about 'the great unrest.' You BET there's a 'great unrest'! There +ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's goin' to do to us in the +end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, but it's frothin' and bubblin' +in the boiler. This country's been fillin' up with it from all over the world +for a good many years, and the old camp-meetin' days are dead and done with. +Church ain't what it used to be. Nothin's what it used to be--everything's +turned up from the bottom, and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the +air. There's an awful ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're +goin' to keep your balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like +bugs on the bottom of a board--after any piece o' money they hear is loose. +Fool schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and the worst! +You got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it. And the woods are +full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: 'Get the other +fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's built as I have, when +he's built good and strong, and made good things grow and prosper--THOSE are +the fellows that lay for the chance to slide in and sneak the benefit of it +and put their names to it! And what's the use of my havin' ever been born, if +such a thing as that is goin' to happen? What's the use of my havin' worked +my life and soul into my business, if it's all goin' to be dispersed and +scattered soon as I'm in the ground?" + +He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating--little regarding the +troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled thunderously; +the words came with stormy bitterness. "You think this is a time for young +men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never was such a time +before; there never was such opportunity. The sluggard is despoiled while he +sleeps--yes, by George! if a may lays down they'll eat him before he +wakes!--but the live man can build straight up till he touches the sky! This +is the business man's day; it used to be the soldier's day and the statesman's +day, but this is OURS! And it ain't a Sunday to go fishin'--it's turmoil! +turmoil!--and you got to go out and live it and breathe it and MAKE it +yourself, or you'll only be a dead man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. +And that's what my son Bibbs has been doin' all his life, and what he'd rather +do now than go out and do his part by me. And if anything happens to +Roscoe--" + +"Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense," Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, +irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. "There isn't anything goin' +to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' yourself about nothin'. +Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?" + +Sheridan halted. "All right, mamma," he said, with a vast sigh. "Let's go +up." And he snapped off the electric light, leaving only the rosy glow of the +fire. + +"Did you speak to Roscoe?" she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her drowsiness. +"Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?" + +"No. I will to-morrow." + +But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did Sheridan +see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the fourth day of the +month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine in the morning, when +Sheridan happened to be alone. + +"They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me." + +"Sit down," said Sheridan, rising. + +Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, and then +walked away, smiling bitterly. "Boh!" he exclaimed. "Still at it!" + +"Yes," said Roscoe. "I've had a couple of drinks this morning. What about +it?" + +"I reckon I better adopt some decent young man," his father returned. "I'd +bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I would!" + +"Better do it," Roscoe assently, sullenly. + +"When 'd you begin this thing?" + +"I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is." + +"Leave that talk out! You know what I mean." + +"Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours--until the other +day." + +Sheridan began cutting. "It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your office. +He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into him, and he came +through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't work. You been leavin' +your office for drinks every few hours for the last three weeks. I been over +your books. Your office is way behind. You haven't done any work, to count, +in a month." + +"All right," said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. "It's all true." + +"What you goin' to do about it?" + +Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. "I can't stand very much talk +about it, father," he said, pleadingly. + +"No!" Sheridan cried. "Neither can I! What do you think it means to ME?" He +dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. "I can't stand to talk +about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to find out what's the +matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you out!" + + +Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + +"You can't straighten me out." + +"See here!" said Sheridan. "Can you go back to your office and stay sober +to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a couple o' huskies +to follow you around and knock the whiskey out o' your hand if they see you +tryin' to take it?" + +"You needn't worry about that," said Roscoe, looking up with a faint +resentment. "I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst." + +"Well, what have you got?" + +"Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you." + +"We'll see about that!" said Sheridan, harshly. "Now I can't fool with you +to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my office. You bring +your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come last Sunday-- but you come +to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when the women-folks are workin' the +phonograph, after dinner. Can you keep sober till then? You better be sure, +because I'm going to send Abercrombie down to your office every little while, +and he'll let me know." + +Roscoe paused at the door. "You told Abercrombie about it?" he asked. + +"TOLD him!" And Sheridan laughed hideously. "Do you suppose there's an +elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?" + +Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + + +"WHO looks a mustang in the eye? Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!" + +So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen because of +the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago that the uproar was +rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, on the afternoon of the +fourth day of his return, he was accompanying the swing and clash of the +metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, mingling improvisations of his own +among them, and mocking the zinc-eater's crash with vocal imitations: + +Fearless and bold, Chang! Bash! Behold! With a leap from the ground To the +saddle in a bound, And away--and away! Hi-YAY! WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, +crash, bang! WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash? NIGHT'S on the way +EACH time I say, Hi-YAY! Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! + +The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the air was +thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; everything was +implacably in motion--nowhere was there a rest for the dizzied eye. The first +time he had entered the place Bibbs had become dizzy instantly, and six months +of it had only added increasing nausea to faintness. But he felt neither now. +"ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY THOUGHTS TO YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT +YOUR FRIEND STANDS BESIDE YOU." He saw her there beside him, and the greasy, +roaring place became suffused with radiance. The poet was happy in his +machine-shop; he was still a poet there. And he fed his old zinc-eater, and +sang: + +Away--and away! Hi-YAH! Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG! Wild are his eyes, +Fiercely he dies! Hi-YAH! Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG! Ready to fling Our +gloves in the ring-- + +He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. Their +great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him standing with +Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan nodded to those nearest +him--he had personal acquaintance with nearly all of them --but he kept his +attention upon his son. Bibbs worked steadily, never turning from his +machine. Now and then he varied his musical programme with remarks addressed +to the zinc-eater. + +"Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if you don't +try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's right-- YOU'LL never +get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's a nice, shiny one." + +The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to Gurney's +ear and shouted fiercely: "Talkin' to himself! By George!" + +Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + +Bibbs returned to song: + +Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I! WHO looks a mustang in the eye? Fearless +and bo-- + +His father grasped him by the arm. "Here!" he shouted. "Let ME show you how +to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some better'n you used +to be, but that's no way to handle--Get out the way and let me show you once." + +"Better be careful," Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + +"Careful? Boh!" Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. "What you +talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think you're so abused +you're goin' wrong in the head?" + +"'Abused'? No!" shouted Bibbs. "I was SINGING--because I 'like it'! I told +you I'd come back and 'like it.'" + +Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, but began +to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it awkwardly --and with +bad results. + +"Here!" he shouted. "This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's nothin' to +it, if you put your mind on it." By his own showing then his mind was not +upon it. He continued to talk. "All you got to look out for is to keep it +pressed over to--" + +"Don't run your hand up with it," Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward him. + +"Run nothin'! You GOT to--" + +"Look out!" shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang forward. +But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, and the zinc-eater +had bitten off the tips of the first and second fingers. He swore vehemently, +and wrung his hand, sending a shower of red drops over himself and Bibbs, but +Gurney grasped his wrist, and said, sharply: + +"Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, fetch my +bag. It's in my machine, outside." + +And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor still +grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a basin. Sheridan had +lost color, and temper, too. He glared over his shoulder at his son as the +latter handed the bag to Gurney. + +"You go on back to your work," he said. "I've had worse snips than that from +a pencil-sharpener." + +"Oh no, you haven't!" said Gurney. + +"I have, too!" Sheridan retorted, angrily. "Bibbs, you go on back to your +work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole Doc Gurney tryin' +to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that only needs a little +court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't happened. You get back on your +job." + +"All right," said Bibbs. + +"HERE!" Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. "You +watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? I slipped, +or I wouldn't got scratched, but you--YOU'RE liable to get your whole hand cut +off! You keep your eyes open!" + +"Yes, sir." And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + +Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned him +outside, where conversation was possible. "I sent him home, Bibbs. He'll +have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls off. I'll take you for +a drive and leave you at home." + +"Can't," said Bibbs. "Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows." + +"No, you don't," the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. "He wants me to take +you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see how much harm these +four days on the machine have done you. I guess you folks have got that old +man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, up at your house! But I don't need +to go over you. I can see with my eyes half shut--" + +"Yes," Bibbs interrupted, "that's what they are." + +"I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. What's made +the difference?" + +"I like the machine," said Bibbs. "I've made a friend of it. I serenade it +and talk to it, and then it talks back to me." + +"Indeed, indeed? What does it say?" + +"What I want to hear." + +"Well, well!" The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot repeatedly. +"Better come along and take a drive with me. You can take the time off that +he allowed for the examination, and--" + +"Not at all," said Bibbs. "I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater till five +o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!" + +"Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write." + +"I don't know about that," Bibbs said, thoughtfully; "but the zinc-eater +doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than being in +business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. I'd be content +to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my days." + +"You do beat the devil!" exclaimed Gurney. "Your father's right when he tells +me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was doing when He made +you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! Well, I'm off. Go on back to +your murdering old machine." He climbed into his car, which he operated +himself, but he refrained from setting it immediately in motion. "Well, I +rubbed it in on the old man that you had warned him not to slide his hand +along too far, and that he got hurt because he didn't pay attention to your +warning, and because he was trying to show you how to do something you were +already doing a great deal better than he could. You tell him I'll be around +to look at it and change the dressing to-morrow morning. Good-by." + +But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more than change +the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe of its kind, and +Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was rebellious and scornful, +being brought to a degree of tractability only by means of horrible threats +and talk of amputation. However, he appeared at the dinner-table with his +hand supported in a sling, which he seemed to regard as an indignity, while +the natural inquiries upon the subject evidently struck him as deliberate +insults. Mrs. Sheridan, having been unable to contain her solicitude several +times during the day, and having been checked each time in a manner that +blanched her cheek, hastened to warn Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their arrival at +five, to omit any reference to the injury and to avoid even looking at the +sling if they possibly could. + +The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to arrive +either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; and the members of +the family were all seated at the table within two minutes after she and +Roscoe had entered the house. + +It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed charged, +awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's expression, as she +sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon her husband, was that of a +person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale and intent. Roscoe looked ill; +Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked both ill and explosive. Bibbs had more +color than any of these, and there was a strange brightness, like a light, +upon his face. It was curious to see anything so happy in the tense gloom of +that household. + +Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She never once +looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick glance, heavily +charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, and, like Edith, kept his +eyes upon his plate and made believe to occupy himself with the viands +thereon, loading his fork frequently, but not lifting it to his mouth. He did +not once look at his father, though his father gazed heavily at him most of +the time. And between Edith and Sibyl, and between Roscoe and his father, +some bitter wireless communication seemed continually to be taking place +throughout the long silences prevailing during this enlivening ceremony of +Sabbath refection. + +"Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?" his mother asked, in the effort +to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + +"What did you say, mother?" + +"Didn't you go to church this morning?" + +"I think so," he answered, as from a roseate trance. + +"You THINK so! Don't you know?" + +"Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!" + +"Which one?" + +"Just down the street. It's brick." + +"What was the sermon about?" + +"What, mother?" + +"Can't you hear me?" she cried. "I asked you what the sermon was about?" + +He roused himself. "I think it was about--" He frowned, seeming to +concentrate his will to recollect. "I think it was about something in the +Bible." + +White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and lean upon +Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. "He don't know they WAS any suhmon!" +he concluded, having narrated the dining-room dialogue. "All he know is he +was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!" George was right. + +"Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?" Sibyl asked. + +"No," he answered. "No, I didn't go alone." + +"Oh?" Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking inquiry, and +followed it by another, expressive of hilarious comprehension. "OH!" + +Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that completed +the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + +Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed to other +parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe into the library, +but was not well received. + +"YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks," Sheridan +commanded. + +Bibbs retreated. "Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!" he said. + +However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his mother +and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, according to +their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping her feet together and +looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the room, examining a brooch which +she had detached from her throat; and Mrs. Sheridan was looking over a +collection of records consisting exclusively of Caruso and rag-time. She +selected one of the latter, remarking that she thought it "right pretty," and +followed it with one of the former and the same remark. + +As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad doorway, +seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. Instead, he favored +Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately left the room, George +stepping aside for her to precede him, and then disappearing after her in the +hall with an air of successful diplomacy. He made it perfectly clear that +Edith had given him secret instructions and that it had been his pride and +pleasure to fulfil them to the letter. + +Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with curious +eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + +"What's that?" she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + +"Here's another right pretty record," said Mrs. Sheridan, affecting-- with +patent nervousness--not to hear. And she unloosed the music. + +Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After a little +while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in a gold chair, with +his eyes closed. + +"Where did Edith go?" she asked, curiously. + +"Edith?" he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. "Is she gone?" + +Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, still +tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she was suddenly at +high tension, and her expression had become one of sharp excitement. She +listens intently. + +When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the library, +during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and husky; "I won't +say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as well let me alone!" + +But there were other sound: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low protesting +cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started another record, a +sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes of Sibyl. She walked down +the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + +Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became +instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to foot, +and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + +But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face so white. +At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible consequences became +nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up her skirts and contorting her +lips to the semblance of a smile. + +"Sit just as you were--both of you!" she said. And then to Edith: "Did you +tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?" + +"You march out of here!" said Edith, fiercely. "March straight out of here!" + +Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + +"Did you tell her I'd been telphoning you I wanted you to come?" + +"Oh, good God!" Lamhorn said. "Hush!" + +"You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?" she cried. "You knew that!" + +"HUSH!" he begged, panic-stricken. + +"That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You wouldn't +come--you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what I had to say! You +were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it all a thousand times before, +and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!" she stormed. "You wouldn't even come for +five minutes, but you could tell that little cat! And SHE told my husband! +You're a MAN!" + +Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous to +Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give way to her +feelings. "Get out of this house!" she shrieked. "This is my father's house. +Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!" + +"No! No! I mustn't SPEAK--" + +"Don't you DARE!" + +Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, fronting +each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled and rose and +cracked--they screeched. They could be heard over the noise of the +phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. They could be heard all +over the house. They were heard in the kitchen; they could have been heard in +the cellar. Neither of them cared for that. + +"You told my husband!" screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer to +Edith's. "You told my husband! This man put THAT in you hands to strike me +with! HE did!" + +"I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! It's TIME +your husband--" + +They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. "Do you want the neighbors in?" +Sheridan thundered. + +There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and his mother +in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. She moved slowly toward +the door; then suddenly she began to run. She ran into the hall, and through +it, and out of the house. Roscoe followed her heavily, his eyes on the +ground. + +"NOW THEN!" said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + +The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the vicious +gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit in the direction of +the door in a manner sufficient for the swift dispersal of George and Jackson +and several female servants who hovered behind Mrs. Sheridan. They fled +lightly. + +"Papa, papa!" wailed Mrs. Sheridan. "Look at your hand! You'd oughtn't to +been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her shoulder. Look!" + +There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the tips of the +fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. "Now then!" he +repeated. "You goin' to leave my house?" + +"He will NOT!" sobbed Edith. "Don't you DARE order him out!" + +"Don't you bother, dear," said Lamhorn, quietly. "He doesn't understand. YOU +mustn't be troubled." Pallor was becoming to him; he looked very handsome, +and as he left the room he seemed in the girl's distraught eyes a persecuted +noble, indifferent to the rabble yawping insult at his heels --the rabble +being enacted by her father. + +"Don't come back, either!" said, Sheridan, realistic in this impersonation. +"Keep off the premises!" he called savagely into the hall. "This family's +through with you!" + +"It is NOT!" Edith cried, breaking from her mother. "You'll SEE about that! +You'll find out! You'll find out what 'll happen! What's HE done? I guess if +I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? What's HE done, I'd like +to know? You don't know anything about it. Don't you s'pose he told ME? She +was crazy about him soon as he began going there, and he flirted with her a +little. That's everything he did, and it was before he met ME! After that he +wouldn't, and it wasn't anything, anyway --he never was serious a minute about +it. SHE wanted it to be serious, and she was bound she wouldn't give him up. +He told her long ago he cared about me, but she kept persecuting him and--" + +"Yes," said Sheridan, sternly; "that's HIS side of it! That 'll do! He +doesn't come in this house again!" + +"You look out!" Edith cried. + +"Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed on the +premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie look up this +young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count on earth! He's no +good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if he was George Washington, +after what's happened and what I've heard to-night!" + +"But, papa," Mrs. Sheridan began, "if Edie says it was all Sibyl's fault, +makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor--" + +"'S enough!" he roared. "He keeps off these premises! And if any of you so +much as ever speak his name to me again--" + +But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the sound of +his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by her mother. However, +Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and joined her husband in the +library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold chair, saw her pass, roused himself +from reverie, and strolled in after her. + +"She locked her door," said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. "She +wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room." + +"Well," said her husband, "she can settle her mind to it. She never speaks to +that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her to-morrow-- Here! You +tell the help if he calls up to ring off and say it's my orders. No, you +needn't. I'll tell 'em myself." + +"Better not," said Bibbs, gently. + +His father glared at him. + +"It's no good," said Bibbs. "Mother, when you were in love with father --" + +"My goodness!" she cried. "You ain't a-goin' to compare your father to +that--" + +"Edith feels about him just what you did about father," said Bibbs. "And if +YOUR father had told you--" + +"I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!" she declared, angrily. + +"So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?" said Sheridan. "What is +it?" + +"Let her see him all she wants." + +"You're a--" Sheridan gave it up. "I don't know what to call you!" + +"Let her see him all she wants," Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. "You're up +against something too strong for you. If Edith were a weakling you'd have a +chance this way, but she isn't. She's got a lot of your determination, +father, and with what's going on inside of her she'll beat you. You can't +keep her from seeing him, as long as she feels about him the way she does now. +You can't make her think less of him, either. Nobody can. Your only chance +is that she'll do it for herself, and if you give her time and go easy she +probably will. Marriage would do it for her quickest, but that's just what +you don't want, and as you DON'T want it, you'd better --" + +"I can't stand any more!" Sheridan burst out. "If it's come to BIBBS advisin' +me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's that nigger George? +Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my family. Bibbs, for God's sake +go and lay down! 'Let her see him all she wants'! Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; +here's--" + +"Bibbs," said Mrs. Sheridan, "if you haven't got anything to do, you might +step over and take Sibyl's wraps home--she left 'em in the hall. I don't +think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now." + +"All right." And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and delivered +them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, "Forgot these," +and, "Good night, Roscoe," cordially and cheerfully, and returned to the New +House. His mother and father were still talking in the library, but with +discretion he passed rapidly on and upward to his own room, and there he +proceeded to write in his note-book. + + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. + + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love--nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train--hatreds and jealousies--all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. + + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to be + turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross a + mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. Friendship + walks gently and with open eyes. + + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise when + she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other half of + the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce ways, + could know this transcendent happiness? + + Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a + friend is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. + For the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love + it! + + Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness--it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured--the air becomes + iridescent. You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods + everything. + + When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give you + nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in anything + for ever. + + What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out. + + This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment. + + Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, or + if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning "Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents duly + noted." But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting--always there--for you! Who would + wake from such a dream as this? + + Dawn and the sea--music in moonlit gardens--nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom--what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what it means not to be alone! That + is what a friend gives you! + +Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed a +somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his own (and +perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan to sleep soundly +through the night and to wake at dawn with a light heart. + +His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of affairs of +his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, "Who would wake +from such a dream as this?" Bibbs was a sympathetic person, easily touched, +but he was indeed living in a dream, and all things outside of it were veiled +and remote--for that is the way of youth in a dream. And Bibbs, who had never +before been of any age, either old or young, had come to his youth at last. + +He went whistling from the house before even his father had come down-stairs. +There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder of soot, and though +Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an automobile at the curb before +Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it as Dr. Gurney's, but went cheerily on +his way through the dingy mist. And when he was once more installed beside +his faithful zinc-eater he whistled and sang to it, as other workmen did to +their own machines sometimes, when things went well. His comrades in the shop +glanced at him amusedly now and then. They liked him, and he ate his lunch at +noon with a group of Socialists who approved of his ideas and talked of +electing him to their association. + +The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the whistles blew. +When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where he divested himself of +his overalls--his single divergence from the routine of his +fellow-workmen--and after that he used soap and water copiously. This was his +transformation scene: he passed into the office a rather frail young +working-man noticeably begrimed, and passed out of it to the pavement a +cheerfully pre-occupied sample of gentry, fastidious to the point of elegance. + +The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and boys and +women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. Many hurried and +some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling one another, and Bibbs, +turning his face homeward, was forced to go slowly. + +Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught sight of +his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost passed her, for in +the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not recognize her, though his +shoulder actually touched hers. He would have gone by, but she laughed +delightedly; and he stopped short, startled. Two boys, one chasing the other, +swept between them, and Bibbs stood still, peering about him in deep +perplexity. She leaned toward him. + +"I knew YOU!" she said. + +"Good heavens!' cried Bibbs. "I thouhgt it was your voice coming out of a +star!" + +"There's only smoke overhead," said Mary, and laughed again. "There aren't any +stars." + +"Oh yes, there were--when you laughed!" + +She took his arm, and they went on. "I've come to walk home with you, Bibbs. +I wanted to." + +"But were you here in the--" + +"In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!" + +Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to scold her. + +"But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have--You ought to +know better. What did--" + +"I only waited about twelve seconds," she laughed. "I'd just got here." + +"But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you--" + +"I was in this part of town already," she said. "At least, I was only seven +or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd have had to go +home alone--and I preferred going home with you." + +"It's pretty beautiful for me," said Bibbs, with a deep breath. "You'll never +know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness--and then to --to see you +standing there! Oh, it was kike--it was like--How can I TELL you what it was +like?" They had passed beyond the crowd now, and a crossing-lamp shone upon +them, which revealed the fact that again she was without her furs. Here was a +puzzle. Why did that adorable little vanity of hers bring her out without +them in the DARK? But of course she had gone out long before dark. For +undefinable reasons this explanation was not quite satisfactory; however, +allowing it to stand, his solicitude for her took another turn. "I think you +ought to have a car," he said, "especially when you want to be out after dark. +You need one in winter, anyhow. Have you ever asked your father for one?" + +"No," said Mary. "I don't think I'd care for one particularly." + +"I wish you would." Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. "I think in +winter you--" + +"No, no," she interrupted, lightly. "I don't need--" + +"But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every afternoon for +me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, but a girl--" + +"A girl likes to walk, too," said Mary. "Let me tell you where I've been this +afternoon and how I happened to be near enought to make you take me home. +I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures of the smoke. He has a +sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives there with his mother and his +wife and their seven children, and he's gloriously happy. I'd seen one of his +pictures at an exhibition, and I wanted to see more of them, so he showed them +to me. He has almost everthing he ever painted; I don't suppose he's sold +more than four or five pictures in his life. He gives drawing-lessons to keep +alive." + +"How do you mean he paints the smoke?" Bibbs asked. + +"Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the street-- anywhere. +He just paints what's around him--and it's beautiful." + +"The smoke?" + +"Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly roofs of +cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky sunsets and smoky +sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, solid, slow columns of smoke +going far out and growing more ethereal and mixing with the hazy light in the +distance; and he has others with the broken sky-line of down-town, all misted +with the smoke and puffs and jets of vapor that have colors like an orchard in +mid-April. I'm going to take you there some Sunday afternoon, Bibbs." + +"You're showing me the town," he said. "I didn't know what was in it at all." + +"There are workers in beauty here," she told him, gently. "There are other +painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts of things." + +"I didn't know." + +"No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself 'greater,' +one could live here all one's life and know only the side of it that shows." + +"The beauty-workers seem buried very deep," said Bibbs. "And I imagine that +your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried deepest of all. My +father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his buying one of your friend's +pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples," but he wouldn't get one of those. +He'd think smoke in a picture was horrible--unless he could use it for an +advertisement." + +"Yes," she said, thoughtfully. "And really he's the town. They ARE buried +pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs." + +"And yet it's all wonderful," he said. "It's wonderful to me." + +"You mean the town is wonderful to you?" + +"Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The city is +only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer than the +horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old zinc-eater all day +long, helping me. Mary--" He stopped with a gasp. "That's the first time +I've called you 'Mary'!" + +"Yes." She laughed, a little tremuously. "Though I wanted you to!" + +"I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to walk home +with me. That must be it." "Women like to have things said," Mary +informed him, her tremulous laughter continuing. "Were you glad I came for +you?" + +"No--not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up and +up--over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that way most of +the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. The person I was then +seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs Sheridan at all. It seems long, +long ago. I was gloomy and sickly--somebody else-- somebody I don't +understand now, a coward afraid of shadows--afraid of things that didn't +exist--afraid of my old zinc-eater! And now I'm only afraid of what might +change anything." + +She was silent a moment, and then, "You're happy, Bibbs?" she asked. + +"Ah, don't you see?" he cried. "I want it to last for a thousand, thousand +years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. I wouldn't have +one thing different--nothing, nothing!" + +"Dear Bibbs!" she said, and laughed happily. + + +Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told Edith, after +his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that he had decided that +he was "a member of the family"; but he appeared to have relapsed to the +retired list after that one attempt at participancy--he was far enough +detached from membership now. These were turbulent days in the New House, but +Bibbs had no part whatever in the turbulence--he seemed an absent-minded +stranger, present by accident and not wholly aware that he was present. He +would sit, faintly smiling over pleasant imaginings and dear reminiscences of +his own, while battle raged between Edith and her father, or while Sheridan +unloosed jeremiads upon the sullen Roscoe, who drank heavily to endure them. +The happy dreamer wandered into storm-areas like a somnambulist, and wandered +out again unawakened. He was sorry for his father and for Roscoe, and for +Edith and for Sibyl, but their sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + +Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday night, not +long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during the first days of +Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be with her frequently, and +to install a muscular nurse. And whether he would or no, Gurney received from +his hysterical patient a variety of pungent information which would have +staggered anybody but a family physician. Among other things he was given to +comprehend the change in Bibbs, and why the zinc-eater was not putting a lump +in the operator's gizzard as of yore. + +Sibyl was not delirious--she was a thin little ego writhing and shrieking in +pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting herself; her +condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration of that of a child after +a bad bruise--there must be screaming and telling mother all about the hurt +and how it happened. Sibyl babbled herself hoarse when Gurney withheld +morphine. She went from the beginning to the end in a breath. No protest +stopped her; nothing stopped her. + +"You ought to let me die!" she wailed. "It's cruel not to let me die! What +harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? Just look at +my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, and look what that got +me into!--look where I am now! He brought me to this town, and what did I +have in my life but his FAMILY? And they didn't even know the right crowd! +If they had, it might have been SOMETHING! I had nothing--nothing--nothing in +the world! I wanted to have a good time --and how could I? Where's any good +time among these Sheridans? They never even had wine on the table! I thought +I was marrying into a rich family where I'd meet attractive people I'd read +about, and travel, and go to dances--and, oh, my Lord! all I got was these +Sheridans! I did the best I could; I did, indeed! Oh, I DID! I just tried +to live. Every woman's got a right to live, some time in her life, I guess! +Things were just beginning to look brighter--we'd moved up here, and that +frozen crowd across the street were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd +have started us with the right people--and then I saw how Edith was getting +him away from me. She did it, too! She got him! A girl with money can do +that to a married woman--yes, she can, every time! And what could I do? What +can any woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but try to stand it--and I +couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle--that Vertrees girl--and she could +have helped me a little, and it wouldn't have hurt her. It wouldn't have done +her any harm to help me THAT little! She treated me as if I'd been dirt that +she wouldn't even take the trouble to sweep out of her house! Let her WAIT!" +Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky whisper, +though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half upright, and the +nurse restrained her. "I'd get up out of this bed to show her she can't do +such things ot me! I was absolutely ladylike, and she walked out and left me +there alone! She'll SEE! She started after Bibbs before Jim's casket was +fairly underground, and she thinks she's landed that poor loon--but she'll +see! She'll see! If I'm ever able to walk across the street again I'll show +her how to treat a woman in trouble that comes to her for help! It wouldn't +have hurt her any--it wouldn't--it wouldn't. And Edith needn't have told what +she told Roscoe--it wouldn't have hurt her to let me alone. And HE told her I +bored him--telephoning him I wanted to see him. He needn't have done it! He +needn't--needn't--" Her voice grew fainter, for that while, with exhaustion, +though she would go over it all again as soon as her strength returned. She +lay panting. Then, seeing her husband standing disheveled in the doorway, +"Don't come in, Roscoe," she murmured. "I don't want to see you." And as he +turned away she added, "I'm kind of sorry for you, Roscoe." + +Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, and she had +the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also the disadvantage of a +mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her husband's sharp tutelage, +proved an effective one. Edith was reduced to telephoning Lamhorn from shops +whenever she could juggle her mother into a momentary distraction over a +counter. + +Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. Her +whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything that +separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered by only the +lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but Sheridan, like legions +of other parents, intensified her passion and fed it hourly fuel by opposing +to it an intolerable force. He swore she should cool, and thus set her on +fire. + +Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with her father, +and kept her bed between times to let him see what his violence had done to +her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him to breathing fast, she said +pitiably that she might bear her trouble better if she went away; it was +impossible to be in the same town with Lamhorn and not think always of him. +Perhaps in New York she might forget a little. She had written to a school +friend, established quietly with an aunt in apartments--and a month or so of +theaters and restaurants might bring peace. Sheridan shouted with relief; he +gave her a copious cheque, and she left upon a Monday morning, wearing violets +with her mourning and having kissed everybody good-by except Sibyl and Bibbs. +She might have kissed Bibbs, but he failed to realize that the day of her +departure had arrived, and was surprised, on returning from his zinc-eater, +that evening, to find her gone. "I suppose they'll be maried ther," he said, +casually. + +Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, fuming. +"Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!" he snorted. "I don't want to +be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot you are! She's through +with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be kept away from him a few weeks, +and I KEPT her away, and it did the business. For Heaven's sake, go on out o' +here!" + +Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black silk sling +was still round Sheridan's neck, but not word of Gurney's and no excruciating +twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in the sling. The wounds, slight +enough originally, had become infected the first time he had dislodged the +bandages, and healing was long delayed. Sheridan had the habit of gesture; he +could not "take time to remember," he said, that he must be careful, and he +had also a curious indignation with his hurt; he refused to pay it the +compliment of admitting its existence. + +The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan Building +to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which the doctor felt had +become necessary. But he was a little before the appointed time and was +obliged to wait a few minutes in an anteroom-- there was a directors' meeting +of some sort in Sheridan's office. The door was slightly ajar, leaking +cigar-smoke and oratory, the latter all Sheridan's, and Gurney listened. + +"No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!" he heard the big voice rumbling, and then, +breaking into thunder, "I tell you NO! Some o' you men make me sick! You'd +lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug flipped his hind leg at +you! You say money's tight all over the country. Well, what if it is? +There's no reason for it to be tight, and it's not goin' to keep OUR money +tight! You're always runnin' to the woodshed to hide your nickels in a crack +because some fool newspaper says the market's a little skeery! You listen to +every street-corner croaker and then come and set here and try to scare ME out +of a big thing! We're IN on this-- understand? I tell you there never WAS +better times. These are good times and big times, and I won't stand for any +other kind o' talk. This country's on its feet as it never was before, and +this city's on its feet and goin' to stay there!" And Gurney heard a series +of whacks and thumps upon the desk. "'Bad times'!" Sheridan vociferated, with +accompanying thumps. "Rabbit talk! These times are glorious, I tell you! +We're in the promised land, and we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, +gentlemen. The loan goes!" + +The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened in. His +guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with his right hand. +The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh damage as best he might; +and then he said what he had to say on the subject of Roscoe and Sibyl, his +opinion meeting, as he expected, a warmly hostile reception. But the result of +this conversation was that by telephonic command Roscoe awaited his father, an +hour later, in the library at the New House. + +"Gurney says your wife's able to travel," Sheridan said brusquely, as he came +in. + +"Yes." Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude which +had become his habit. "Yes, she is." + +"Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!" + +"Oh, I wouldn't put it that way," Roscoe protested, drearily. + +"No, I hear YOU wouldn't!" There was a bitter gibe in the father's voice, and +he added: "It's a good thing she's goin' abroad--if she'll stay there. I +shouldn't think any of us want her here any more--you least of all!" + +"It's no use your talking that way," said Roscoe. "You won't do any good." + +"Well, when are you comin' back to your office?" Sheridan used a brisker, +kinder tone. "Three weeks since you showed up there at all. When you goin' +to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the foolishness and start +in again? You ought to be able to make up for a lot o' lost time and a lot o' +spilt milk when that woman takes herself out o' the way and lets you and all +the rest of us alone." + +"It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say to you. +I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!" + +"Wait a minute before you talk that way!" Sheridan began his sentry-go up and +down the room. "I suppose you know it's taken two pretty good men about +sixteen hours a day to set things straight and get 'em runnin' right again, +down in your office?" + +"They must be good men." Roscoe nodded indifferently. "I thought I was doing +about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could handle it." + +"Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are plenty men +drive harder 'n I do, and--" + +"Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with 'em. +They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use the rest of +their lives. The last's my case, I guess--'complicated by domestic +difficulties'!" + +"You set there and tell me you give up?" Sheridan's voice shook, and so did +the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward the despondent +figure. "Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say you'll come down there +again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' to trouble you any more. The work +ain't goin' to hurt you if you haven't got her to worry you, and you can get +shut o' this nasty whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't fastened on you yet. Don't +say--" + +"It's no use on earth," Roscoe mumbled. "No use on earth." + +"Look here! If you want another month's vacation--" + +"I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?" + +"Gurney!" Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. "It's Gurney, Gurney, +Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' to with +everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' and, 'The doctor +says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country expect to get its Work done +if Gurney and all the other old nanny-goats keep up this blattin'--'Oh, oh! +Don't lift that stick o' wood; you'll ruin your NERVES!' So he says you got +'nervous exhaustion induced by overwork and emotional strain.' They always +got to stick the Work in if they see a chance! I reckon you did have the +'emotional strain,' and that's all's the matter with you. You'll be over it +soon's this woman's gone, and Work's the very thing to make you quit frettin' +about her." + +"Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?" + +"Shut up!" Sheridan bellowed. "I'm so sick o' that man's name I feel like +shootin' anybody that says it to me!" He fumed and chafed, swearing +indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. "Look here; do you think +you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? How much you worth?" + +"I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, outside +the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not." + +"It is? You could 'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, at your +age?" + +"No. But it's mine, and it's enough." + +"My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit there! I +suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the bucket, and all you have +to do is lay back and wait! You let me tell you right here, you'll never see +one cent of it. You go out o' business now, and what would you know about +handlin' it five or ten or twenty years from now? Because I intend to STAY +here a little while yet, my boy! They'd either get it away from you or you'd +sell for a nickel and let it be split up and --" He whirled about, marched to +the other end of the room, and stood silent a moment. Then he said, solomnly: +"Listen. If you go out now, you leave me in the lurch, with nothin' on God's +green earth to depend on but your brother--and you know what he is. I've +depended on you for it ALL since Jim died. Now you've listened to that dam' +doctor, and he says maybe you won't ever be as good a man as you were, and +that certainly you won't be for a year or so--probably more. Now, that's all +a lie. Men don't break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell +you, you can shake this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and a +little gumption. Men don't go away for YEARS and then come back into MOVING +businesses like ours--they lose the strings. And if you could, I won't let +you--if you lay down on me now, I won't--and that's because if you lay down +you prove you ain't the man I thought you were." He cleared his throat and +finished quietly: "Roscoe, will you take a month's vacation and come back and +go to it?" + +"No," said Roscoe, listlessly. "I'm through." + +"All right," said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a table, went +to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. "Good-by." + +Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his eyes. "Best +I can do," he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet lingering. "I figure it +out a good deal like this," he said. "I didn't KNOW my job was any strain, +and I managed all right, but from what Gur--from what I hear, I was just up to +the limit of my nerves from overwork, and the-- the trouble at home was the +extra strain that's fixed me the way I am. I tried to brace, so I could stand +the work and the trouble too, on whiskey --and that put the finish to me! +I--I'm not hitting it as hard as I was for a while, and I reckon pretty soon, +if I can get to feeling a little more energy, I better try to quit entirely--I +don't know. I'm all in--and the doctor says so. I thought I was running +along fine up to a few months ago, but all the time I was ready to bust, and +didn't know it. Now, then, I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you +I wouldn't speak of her as 'that woman,' because she's your daughter-in-law +and going to stay that way. She didn't do anything wicked. It was a shock to +me, and I don't deny it, to find what she had done--encouraging that fellow to +hang around her after he began trying to flirt with her, and losing her head +over him the way she did. I don't deny it was a shock and that it 'll always +be a hurt inside of me I'll never get over. But it was my fault; I didn't +understand a woman's nature." Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and +desolate earnest. "A woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting attractive +people, and traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, but I can +give her the traveling--real traveling, not just going to Atlantic City or New +Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman has to have something in +her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I was. I never understood +till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and I believe if you'd heard +her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly about her; I believe you might +have forgiven her like I have. That's all. I never cared anything for any +girl but her in my life, but I was so busy with business I put it ahead of +her. I never THOUGHT about her, I was so busy thinking business. Well, this +is where it's brought us to--and now when you talk about 'business' to me I +feel the way you do when anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word +'business' makes me dizzy--it makes me honestly sick at the stomach. I +believe if I had to go down-town and step inside that office door I'd fall +down on the floor, deathly sick. You talk about a 'month's vacation'-- and I +get just as sick. I'm rattled--I can't plan--I haven't got any plans--can't +make any, except to take my girl and get just as far away from that office as +I can--and stay. We're going to Japan first, and if we--" + +His father rustled the paper. "I said good-by, Roscoe." + +"Good-by," said Roscoe, listlessly. + + +Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; then he +rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson appeared. + +"Has Bibbs got home from work?" + +"Mist' Bibbs? No, suh." + +"Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes." + +"Yessuh." + +Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon the +newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond their explanatory +rubrics--there was nothing unusual or startling to concentrate his attention: + + "Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides." + "Burglars Make Big Haul." "Board Works Approve Big Car-line + Extension." "Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull + Fractured." "Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court." "Plan New + Eighteen-story Structure." "School-girl Meets Death under + Automobile." "Negro Cuts Three. One Dead." "Life Crushed Out. + Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes Action by + Coroner." "Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies + Protest to Governor in Church Rioting Case." "Short $3,500 in + Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug." "Found Frozen. + Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when Parents Return Home + from Seeking Work." "Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures + on Big Future of Our City. Sees Big Improvement during Short + Absence. Says No European City Holds Candle." +(Sheridan nodded approvingly here.) + +Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. "Well, +father, did you want me?" + +"Yes. Sit down." Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the fire, holding +out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold outdoors. + +"I came within seven of the shop record to-day," he said. "I handled more +strips thand any other workman has any day this month. The nearest to me is +sixteen behind." + +"There!" exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. "What'd I tell you? I'd like +to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you there-- I would +just like to hear him! And you--ain't you ashamed of makin' such a fuss about +it? Ain't you?" + +"I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time," Bibbs said, smiling +brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. "I didn't know the +difference it meant to like a thing." + +"Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I guess I +HAVE! I said the shop 'd be good for you, and it was. I said it wouldn't +hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what I said it would be. +Ain't that so?" + +"Looks like it!" Bibbs agreed, gaily. + +"Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! Instead o' +hurting you, it's been the makin' of you--physically. You're a good inch +taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than what I am if you'd get some +flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' a little. Physically, it's started +you out to be the huskiest one o' the whole family. Now, then, +mentally--that's different. I don't say it unkindly, Bibbs, but you got to do +something for yourself mentally, just like what's begun physically. And I'm +goin' to help you." + +Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his son's, +and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. "I got plans for you, +Bibbs," he said. + +Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. "I--I'm all right +now, father." + +"Listen." Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the tone of a +reasonable man reasoning. "Listen here, Bibbs. I had another blow to-day, +and it was a hard one and right in the face, though I HAVE been expectin' it +some little time back. Well, it's got to be met. Now I'll be frank with you. +As I said a minute ago, mentally I couldn't ever called you exactly strong. +You been a little weak both ways, most of your life. Not but what I think you +GOT a mentality, if you'd learn to use it. You got will-power, I'll say that +for you. I never knew boy or man that could be stubborner--never one in my +life! Now, then, you've showed you could learn to run that machine best of +any man in the shop, in no time at all. That looks to me like you could learn +to do other things. I don't deny but what it's an encouragin' sign. I don't +deny that, at all. Well, that helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as +it looks. You're all I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't as +poor material as I thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within seven strips +of the shop's record to-day looks to me like encouragin' information brought +in at just about the right time. Now, then, I'm goin' to give you a raise. I +wanted to send you straight on up through the shops--a year or two, maybe-- +but I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now I've lost Roscoe. He's quit. He's +laid down on me. If he ever comes back at all, he'll be a long time pickin' +up the strings, and, anyway, he ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count +on him. I got to have SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to this: +you're my last chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains you got +and see if we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' to put my +time in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, and I won't be +hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' to do the big +thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do the big thing for me, +in return. I've vindicated my policy with you about the shop, and now I'm +goin' to turn right around and swing you 'way over ahead of where the other +boys started, and I'm goin' to make an appeal to your ambition that 'll make +you dizzy!" He tapped his son on the knee again. "Bibbs, I'm goin' to start +you off this way: I'm goin' to make you a director in the Pump Works Company; +I'm goin' to make you vice-president of the Realty Company and a +vice-president of the Trust Company!" + +Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. "Oh no!" he cried. + +Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. "Yes, sir! And +there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those vice-presidencies, and +a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the directorship. You thought I was +pretty mean about the shop--oh, I know you did!--but you see the old man can +play it both ways. And so right now, the minute you've begun to make good the +way I wanted you to, I deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it +out bigger and bigger every time you show me you're big enough to play the +hand I deal you. I'm startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!" + +"But I don't--I don't--I don't want it!" Bibbs stammered. + +"What 'd you say?" Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + +"I don't want it, father. I thank you--I do thank you--" + +Sheridan looked perplexed. "What's the matter with you? Didn't you +understand what I was tellin' you?" + +"Yes." + +"You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered--" + +"I know, I know! But I can't take it." + +"What's the matter with you?" Sheridan was half amazed, half suspicious. +"Your head feel funny?" + +"I've never been quite so sane in my life," said Bibbs, "as I have lately. And +I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right life. I'm earning my +daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My wages are enough. I don't want any +more money, and I don't deserve any--" + +"Damnation!" Sheridan sprang up. "You've turned Socialist! You been +listening to those fellows down there, and you--" + +"No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that isn't it." + +Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. "Then +what is it? What's the matter?" + +"Nothing," he son returned, nervously. "Nothing--except that I'm content. I +don't want to change anything." + +"Why not?" + +Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. "I'll tell you, father, if +I can. I know it may be hard to understand--" + +"Yes, I think it may be," said Sheridan, grimly. "What you say usually is a +LITTLE that way. Go on!" + +Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself at every +possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream--a rough hand +stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a table and made vague +drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke he kept his eyes lowered. +"You weren't altogether right about the shop--that is, in one way you weren't, +father." He glanced up apprehensively. Sheridan stood facing him, +expressionless, and made no attempt to interrupt. "That's difficult to +explain," Bibbs continued, lowering his eyes again, to follow the tracings of +his finger. "I--I believe the shop might have done for me this time if I +hadn't--if something hadn't helped me to-- oh, not only to bear it, but to be +happy in it. Well, I AM happy in it. I want to go on just as I am. And of +all things on earth that I don't want, I don't want to live a business life--I +don't want to be drawn into it. I don't think it IS living--and now I AM +living. I have the healthful toil--and I can think. In business as important +as yours I couldn't think anything but business. I don't--I don't think +making money is worth while." + +"Go on," said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + +"It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see," said Bibbs. "You think +this city is rich and powerful--but what's the use of its being rich and +powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the schools because the +city is rich and powerful. They teach them more than they used to because +some people--not rich and powerful people--have thought the thoughts to teach +the children. And yet when you've been reading the paper I've heard you +objecting to the children being taught anything except what would help them to +make money. You said it was wasting the taxes. You want them taught to make +a living, but not to live. When I was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; +now it's hideous. What's the use of being big just to be hideous? I mean I +don't think all this has meant really going ahead--it's just been getting +bigger and dirtier and noisier. Wasn't the whole country happier and in many +ways wiser when it was smaller and cleaner and quieter and kinder? I know you +think I'm an utter fool, father, but, after all, though, aren't business and +politics just the housekeeping part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman +that not only made her housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily and +dirtily that the whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over it? And +supposed she talked and thought about her housekeeping all the time, and was +always having additions built to her house when she couldn't keep clean what +she already had; and suppose, with it all, she made the house altogether +unpeaceful and unlivable--" + +"Just one minute!" Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible courtesy, "If +you will permit me? Have you ever been right about anything?" + +"I don't quite--" + +"I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything whatever +in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon any subject or +question you've thought about and talked about? Can you mention one single +time when you were proved to be right?" + +He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, "If +I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm right about +this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be due to bring up my +average." + +"Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you probably +couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You been balkin' all +your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you to do, you'd let out SOME +kind of a holler, like you are now--and yet I can't seem to remember once when +you didn't have to lay down and do what I said. But go on with your remarks +about our city and the business of this country. Go on!" + +"I don't want to be a part of it," said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. "I +want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I went down +there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for money enought +to--" + +"No," his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. "You've never had to +earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. Now, let me remind +you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're eatin' pretty fair food; +you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just suppose one o' these noisy +housekeepers--me, for instance--decided to let you do your own housekeepin'. +May I ask what your proposition would be?" + +"I'm earning nine dollars a week," said Bibbs, sturdily. "It's enough. I +shouldn't mind at all." + +"Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?" + +"My work!" Bibbs answered. "And I've done so well on that clipping-machine I +believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty a week at another job. I +could be a fair plumber in a few months, I'm sure. I'd rather have a trade +than be in business--I should, infinitely!" + +"You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!" But Sheridan struggled +with his temper and again was partially successful in controlling it. "You +better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're either goin' down with me to +my office Monday morning--or--you can go to plumbing!" + +"All right," said Bibbs, gently. "I can get along." + +Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. "O God," he said, "this +boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine dollars a week, and now +his money's gone to his head! Can't You do nothin' for him?" Then he flung +his hands apart, palms outward, in a furious gesture of dismissal. "Get out +o' this room! You got a skull that's thicker'n a whale's thigh-bone, but it's +cracked spang all the way across! You hated the machine-shop so bad when I +sent you there, you went and stayed sick for over two years--and now, when I +offer to take you out of it and give you the mint, you holler for the shop +like a calf for its mammy! You're cracked! Oh, but I got a fine layout here! +One son died, one quit, and one's a loon! The loon's all I got left! H. P. +Ellersly's wife had a crazy brother, and they undertook to keep him at the +house. First morning he was there he walked straight though a ten-dollar +plate-glass window out into the yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty +dandelion!' That's what you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', +'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what +you bust! Well, mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you +are, I'll take you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn +you--yes, and I'll lam you, if I got to--until I've made something out of you +that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while I'm able to +stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' at you till they +get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and don't let me hear from you +again till you can come and tell me you've waked up, you poor, pitiful, +dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!" + +Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, for +once; but there was more than that--he seemed to be startled by his father's +last word. + + +There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this storm nor +that other which so imminently threatened him held place in the consciousness +of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the presence of Mary. All was +right in his world has he sat with her, reading Maurice Maeterlinck's Alladine +and Palomides. The sorrowful light of the gas-jet might have been May morning +sunshine flashing amber and rose through the glowing windows of the +Sainte-Chapelle, it was so bright for Bibbs. And while the zinc-eater held +out to bring him such golden nights as these, all the king's horses and all +the king's men might not serve to break the spell. + +Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; and +Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, appeared to +discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look at him whenever there +was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, that while they were together, +and it was light, she looked at him all the time. + +When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a little +while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and said: "There's +something I want to read over. This: + + You would think I threw a window open on the dawn...She has a soul + that can be seen around her--that takes you in its arms like an + ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you for + everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it ... + +He stopped and looked at her. + +"You boy!" said Mary, not very clearly. + +"Oh yes," he returned. "But it's true--especially my knees!" + +"You boy!" she murmured again, blushing charmingly. "You might read another +line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were looking into a +mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it--I can give it to you: "A +little Greek slave that came from the heart of Arcady!" + +"I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works--and going to stay one, unless I +have to decide to study plumbing." + +"No." She shook her head. "You love and want what's beautiful and delicate +and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, and have always +wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most wistful person I had ever +known, and that's what you were wistful for." + +Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment or two +the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. "Why, no," he said; "I wanted +something else more than that. I wanted you." + +"And here I am!" she laughed, completely understanding. "I think we're like +those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the rough Burgundian +cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard and told everybody that +the devil was dead." + +"He isn't, though," said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next room began +a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. "He gets into the +clock whenever I'm with you." And, sighing deeply, he rose to go. + +"You're always very prompt about leaving me." + +"I--I try to be," he said. "It isn't easy to be careful not to risk +everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw you look +tired--" + +"Have you ever?" + +"Not yet. You always look--you always look--" + +"How?" + +"Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about something, +you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into people to see it. +If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering that look--and I'd never give +up! It's a brave look, too, as though gaiety might be a kind of gallantry on +your part, and yet I don't quite understand why it should be, either." He +smiled quizzically, looking down upon her. "Mary, you haven't a 'secret +sorrow,' have you?" + +For answer she only laughed. + +"No," he said; "I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think that's +why you were so kind to me--you have nothing but happiness in your own life, +and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn to happiness, too. But +there's one little time in the twenty-four hours when I'm not happy. It's +now, when I have to say good night. I feel dismal every time it comes--and +then, when I've left the house, there's a bad little blankness, a black void, +as though I were temporarily dead; and it lasts until I get it established in +my mind that I'm really beginning another day that's to end with YOU again. +Then I cheer up. But now's the bad time--and I must go through it, and +so--good night." And he added with a pungent vehemence of which he was little +aware, "I hate it!" + +"Do you?" she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood +motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + +"Mary! Your eyes are so--" He stopped. + +"Yes?" But she looked quickly away. + +"I don't know," he said. "I thought just then--" + +"What did you think?" + +"I don't know--it seemed to me that there was something I ought to +understand--and didn't." + +She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. "My eyes are pleased," +she said. "I'm glad that you miss me a little after you go." + +"But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it," he said. + +She inclined her head. "Yes. I'll--'let it'!" + +"Going to church," said Bibbs. "It IS going to church when I go with you!" + +She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They had +formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them ever speaking +of it; but it was always the same. She always stood in the doorway until he +reached the sidewalk, and there he always turned and looked back, and she +waved her hand to him. Then he went on, halfway to the New House, and looked +back again, and Mary was not in the doorway, but the door was open and the +light shone. It was as if she meant to tell him that she would never shut him +out; he could always see that friendly light of the open doorway--as if it +were open for him to come back, if he would. He could see it until a wing of +the New House came between, when he went up the path. The open doorway seemed +to him the beautiful symbol of her friendship--of her thought of him; a symbol +of herself and of her ineffable kindness. + +And she kept the door open--even to-night, though the sleet and fine snow +swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was strewn with +tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw that she was there, +waving her hand to him, as if she did not know that the storm touched her. +When he had gone on, Mary did as she always did--she went into an unlit room +across the hall from that in which they had spent the evening, and, looking +from the window, watched him until he was out of sight. The storm made that +difficult to-night, but she caught a glimpse of him under the street-lamp that +stood between the two houses, and saw that he turned to look back again. +Then, and not before, she looked at the upper windows of Roscoe's house across +the street. They were dark. Mary waited, but after a little while she closed +the front door and returned to her window. A moment later two of the upper +windows of Roscoe's house flashed into light and a hand lowered the shade of +one of them. Mary felt the cold then--it was the third night she had seen +those windows lighted and the shade lowered, just after Bibbs had gone. + +But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for his +last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white already upon +his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the lee of the sheltering +wing of the New House. + +A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became aware of +a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the library: Sheridan +cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her voice rising to an agonized +squeal of protest upon each of a series of muffled detonations-- the +outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand upon wood; then Gurney, sharply +imperious, "Keep your hand in that sling! Keep your hand in that sling, I +say!" + +"LOOK!" George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important a tragedy; +and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with which he had first +beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before the eyes of Bibbs. "Look +at 'at lamidal statue!" + +Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly Byzantine-- painted +colossal fragments of the shattered torso, appallingly human; and gilded and +silvered heaps of magnificence strewn among ruinous palms like the spoil of a +barbarians' battle. There had been a massacre in the oasis --the Moor had +been hurled headlong from his pedestal. + +"He hit 'at ole lamidal statue," said George. "POW!" + +"My father?" + +"YESshu! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick 's I kin +telefoam--she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He ain't takin' on +'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was 'while ago. You done miss' +it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all quiet' down, to what he was. POW! he hit +'er! Yessuh!" He took Bibbs's coat and proffered a crumpled telegraph form. +"Here what come," he said. "I pick 'er up when he done stompin' on 'er. You +read 'er, Mist' Bibbs--you' ma tell me tuhn 'er ovuh to you soon's you come +in." + +Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed to Mrs. +Sheridan. + + Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure you + will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal. + Edith Lamhorn. + +George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening to +thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open doors of +the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of him, just then, +would prove nothing less than insufferable for his father. For that reason he +was about to make his escape into the gold-and-brocade room, intending to keep +out of sight, when he heard Sheridan vociferously demanding his presence. + +"Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let him in. +Now you'll SEE!" And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out into the hall, +beckoned to her son. + +Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white cotton, +his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was striding up and +down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages that he seemed to be +wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were bloodshot; his forehead was +heavily bedewed; one side of his collar had broken loose, and there were +blood-stains upon his right cuff. + +"THERE'S our little sunshine!" he cried, as Bibbs appeared. "THERE'S the hope +o' the family--my lifelong pride and joy! I want--" + +"Keep you hand in that sling," said Gurney, sharply. + +Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. "For God's sake, sing +another tune!" he cried. "You said you 'came as a doctor but stay as a +friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up and criticize ME --" + +"Oh, talk sense," said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. "What do you +want Bibbs to say?" + +"You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'--'hysterical,' oh +Lord! You sat up there and told me I got 'hysterical' over nothin'! You sat +up there tellin' me I didn't have as heavy burdens as many another man you +knew. I just want you to hear THIS. Now listen!" He swung toward the quiet +figure waiting in the doorway. "Bibbs, will you come down-town with me Monday +morning and let me start you with two vice-presidencies, a directorship, +stock, and salaries? I ask you." + +"No, father," said Bibbs, gently. + +Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + +"Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, instead +of takin' up my offer?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"And I'd like the doctor to hear: What 'll you do if I decide you're too +high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in my shop?" + +"Find other work," said Bibbs. + +"There! You hear him for yourself!" Sheridan cried. "You hear what--" + +"Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him." + +Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and broke, +piping into falsetto: "He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants to be a +PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into business--he wants to +be a plumber so he can THINK!" + +He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left hand. +"There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's my chance to +live," he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave ashes in his throat. +"That's my one chance to live--that thing you see in the doorway yonder!" + +Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been winding, and +tossed it into the open bag. "What's the matter with giving Bibbs a chance to +live?" he said, coolly. "I would if I were you. You've had TWO that went +into business." + +Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. "Joe Gurney," he +said, when he could command himself so far, "are you accusin' me of the +responsibility for the death of my son James?" + +"I accuse you of nothing," said the doctor. "But just once I'd like to have +it out with you on the question of Bibbs--and while he's here, too." He got +up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands behind his back and +smiling. "Look here, old fellow, let's be reasonable," he said. "You were +bound Bibbs should go to the shop again, and I gave you and him, both, to +understand pretty plainly that if he went it was at the risk of his life. +Well, what did he do? He said he wanted to go. And he did go, and he's made +good there. Now, see: Isn't that enough? Can't you let him off now? He +wants to write, and how do you know that he couldn't do it if you gave him a +chance? How do you know he hasn't some message-- something to say that might +make the world just a little bit happier or wiser? He MIGHT--in time--it's a +possibility not to be denied. Now he can't deliver any message if he goes +down there with you, and he won't HAVE any to deliver. I don't say going down +with you is likely to injure his health, as I thought the shop would, and as +the shop did, the first time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But I +tell you one thing I know: if you take him down there you'll kill something +that I feel is in him, and it's finer, I think, than his physical body, and +you'll kill it deader than a door-nail! And so why not let it live? You've +about come to the end of your string, old fellow. Why not stop this perpetual +devilish fighting and give Bibbs his chance?" + +Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. "What 'fighting?'" + +"Yours--with nature." Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his fierce +antagonist equably. "You don't seem to understand that you've been struggling +against actual law." + +"What law?" + +"Natural law," said Gurney. "What do you think beat you with Edith? Did +Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question something powerful +that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, and you weren't against HER, +but you set yourself against the power that had her in its grip, and it shot +out a spurt of flame--and won in a walk! What's taken Roscoe from you? +Timbers bear just so much strain, old man; but YOU wanted to send the load +across the broken bridge, and you thought you could bully or coax the cracked +thing into standing. Well, you couldn't! Now here's Bibbs. There are +thousands of men fit for the life you want him to lead--and so is he. It +wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be twice as good a business man as Jim +and Roscoe put together." + +"WHAT!" Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + +"Your son Bibbs," said the doctor, composedly, "Bibbs Sheridan has the kind +and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success in anything--if he +ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to remain asleep. I like him +that way. But the thousands of men fit for the life you want him to lead +aren't fit to do much with the life he OUGHT to lead. Blindly, he's been +fighting for the chance to lead it--he's obeying something that begs to stay +alive within him; and, blindly, he knows you'll crush it out. You've set your +will to do it. Let me tell you something more. You don't know what you've +become since Jim's going thwarted you--and that's what was uppermost, a +bafflement stronger than your normal grief. You're half mad with a consuming +fury against the very self of the law--for it was the very self of the law +that took Jim from you. That was a law concerning the cohesion of molecules. +The very self of the law took Roscoe from you and gave Edith the certainty of +beating you; and the very self of the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. The +LAW beats you. Haven't you been whipped enough? But you want to whip the law +--you've set yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, to wield it and +twist it--" + +The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. "Yes! And by God, +I will!" + +"So Ajax defied the lightning," said Gurney. + +"I've heard that dam'-fool story, too," Sheridan retorted, fiercely. "That's +for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me tell you! +"Defied the lighning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been half a man he'd 'a' +got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' the lightning --we hitch it +up and make it work for us like a black-steer! A man nowadays would just as +soon think o' defyin' a wood-shed!" + +"Well, what about Bibbs?" said Gurney. "Will you be a really big man now +and--" + +"Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!" Sheridan began to walk to and fro +again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot his bolt +the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, but the target +seemed unaware of the marksman. + +"I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder," Sheridan went +on, "and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what--I don't! I +suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I mightn't need a son! +Yes, I got a son-in-law now--a spender!" + +"Oh, put your hand back!" said Gurney, wearily. + +There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right hand in +the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the table and half-way +across the room--a comet with a destroying black tail. Mrs. Sheridan shrieked +and sprang toward it. + +"Let it lay!" he shouted, fiercely. "Let it lay!" And, weeping, she obeyed. +"Yes, sir," he went on, in a voice the more ominous for the sudden hush he put +upon it. "I got a spender for a son-in-law! It's wonderful where property +goes, sometimes. There was ole man Tracy--you remember him, Doc--J. R. Tracy, +solid banker. He went into the bank as messenger, seventeen years old; he was +president at forty-three, and he built that bank with his life for forty years +more. He was down there from nine in the morning until four in the afternoon +the day before he died--over eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? It was diamond +edge! He used to eat a bag o' peanuts and and apple for lunch; but he wasn't +stingy --he was just livin' in his business. He didn't care for pie or +automobiles--he had his bank. It was an institution, and it come pretty near +bein' the beatin' heart o' this town in its time. Well, that ole man used to +pass one o' these here turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants cigarette boys on +the streets. Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak to him? God! he +wouldn't 'a' coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him clean the cuspidors at +the bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' in FRONT the bank he'd 'a' +had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy was doin' every day of his +life was workin' for that cigarette boy! Tracy thought it was for the bank; +he thought he was givin' his life and his life-blood and the blood of his +brain for the bank, but he wasn't. It was every bit--from the time he went in +at seventeen till he died in harness at eighty-three--it was every last lick +of it just slavin' for that turned-up-nose, turned-up-pants cigarette boy. +AND TRACY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME! He died, not ever havin' heard it, +though he chased him off the front steps of his house once. The day after +Tracy died his old-maid daughter married the cigarette--and there AIN'T any +Tracy bank any more! And now"--his voice rose again--"and now I got a +cigarette son-in-law!" + +Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and Sheridan +once more returned it to the sling. + +"My son-in-law likes Florida this winter," Sheridan went on. "That's good, +and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll be there next +winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and I hear it can be done +in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's woman got me to spend that much +on a porch for their new house, Edith wouldn't give me a minute's rest till I +turned over the same to her. And she's got it, besides what I gave her to go +East on. It 'll be gone long before this time next year, and when she comes +home and leaves the cigarette behind-- for good--she'll get some more. MY +name ain't Tracy, and there ain't goin' to be any Tracy business in the +Sheridan family. And there ain't goin' to be any college foundin' and +endowin' and trusteein', nor God-knows-what to keep my property alive when I'm +gone! Edith 'll be back, and she'll get a girl's share when she's through +with that cigarette, but--" + +"By the way," interposed Gurney, "didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that Bibbs +warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?" + +Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed and +stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with his wounded hand, +and when the doctor, after storming at him ineffectively, sprang to catch and +protect that hand, Sheridan wrenched it away, tearing the bandage. He +hammered the table till it leaped. + +"Fool!" he panted, choking. "If he's shown gumption enough to guess right the +first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' him on!" And, +struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, thrusting forward his +convulsed face, which was deathly pale. "My name ain't Tracy, I tell you!" he +screamed, hoarsely. "You give in, you stubborn fool! I've had my way with you +before, and I'll have my way with you now!" + +Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering that +"splendid look" of Mary's which he had told her would give him courage in a +struggle, so that he would "never give up." + +"No. You can't have your way," he said. And then, obeying a significant +motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving them struggling. + + +Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her husband's room +at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the darkened chamber. At the +"old" house they had shared a room, but the architect had chosen to separate +them at the New, and they had not known how to formulate an objection, +although to both of them something seemed vaguely reprehensible in the new +arrangement. + +Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the aperture when +he spoke. + +"Oh, I'm, AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door." + +She came and sat by the bed. "I woke up thinkin' about it," she explained. +"And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must be right, and I knew +you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, so-- well, you got plenty other +troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't goin' to have the worry with Bibbs it +looks like." + +"You BET I ain't!" he grunted. + +"Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works," she continued. "He's +a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I honestly have to say he +seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll say something sounds right bright. +'Course, most always it doesn't, and a good deal of the time, when he says +things, why, I have to feel glad we haven't got company, because they'd think +he didn't have any gumption at all. Yet, look at the way he did when +Jim--when Jim got hurt. He took right hold o' things. 'Course he'd been sick +himself so much and all--and the rest of us never had, much, and we were kind +o' green about what to do in that kind o' trouble--still, he did take hold, +and everything went off all right; you'll have to say that much, papa. And Dr. +Gurney says he's got brains, and you can't deny but what the doctor's right +considerable of a man. He acts sleepy, but that's only because he's got such +a large practice--he's a pretty wide-awake kind of a man some ways. Well, +what he says last night about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and how much he'd +amount to if he ever woke up--that's what I got to thinkin' about. You heard +him, papa; he says, 'Bibbs 'll be a bigger business man than what Jim and +Roscoe was put together--if he ever wakes up,' he says. Wasn't that exactly +what he says?" + +"I suppose so," said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. "Gurney's +crazier 'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't--if what he says was true--what of it?" + +"Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get married. You +know where he goes all the time--" + +"Oh, Lord, yes!" Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the wall, +leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. "You better go +back to sleep. He runs over there--every minute she'll let him, I suppose. +Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it." + +"WHY ain't there?" she urged. "I know better--there is, too! You wait and +see. There's just one thing in the world that 'll wake the sleepiest young +man alive up--yes, and make him JUMP up--and I don't care who he is or how +sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when he takes it into his head to +pick out some girl and settle down and have a home and chuldern of his own. +THEN, I guess, he'll go out after the money! You'll see. I've known dozens o' +cases, and so 've you--moony, no-'count young men, all notions and talk, goin' +to be ministers, maybe or something; and there's just this one thing takes it +out of 'em and brings 'em right down to business. Well, I never could make +out just what it is Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem he wants to be a +minister exactly --he's so far-away you can't tell, and he never SAYS--but I +know this is goin' to get him right down to common sense. Now, I don't say +that Bibbs has got the idea in his head yet--'r else he wouldn't be talkin' +that fool-talk about nine dollars a week bein' good enough for him to live on. +But it's COMIN', papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you want to hand him out. +He will! And I can tell you this much, too: he'll want all the salary and +stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to keep gettin' more. That girl's +the kind that a young husband just goes crazy to give things to! She's pretty +and fine-lookin', and things look nice on her, and I guess she'd like to have +'em about as well as the next. And I guess she isn't gettin' many these days, +either, and she'll be pretty ready for the change. I saw her with her sleeves +rolled up at the kitchen window the other day, and Jackson told me yesterday +their cook left two weeks ago, and they haven't tried to hire another one. He +says her and her mother been doin' the housework a good while, and now they're +doin' the cookin,' too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't know that unless she's told +him, and I reckon she wouldn't; she's kind o' stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is +too up in the clouds to notice anything like that for himself. They've never +asked him to a meal in the house, but he wouldn't notice that, either-- he's +kind of innocent. Now I was thinkin'--you know, I don't suppose we've hardly +mentioned the girl's name at table since Jim went, but it seems to me maybe +if--" + +Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. "You're +barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!" + +"Why am I?" she demanded, crossly. "Why am I barkin' up the wrong tree?" + +"Because you are. There's nothin' in it." + +"I'll bet you," she said, rising--"I'll bet you he goes to church with her +this morning. What you want to bet?" + +"Go back to bed," he commanded. "I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; there's +nothin' in it, I tell you." + +She shook her head perplexedly. "You think because--because Jim was runnin' +so much with her it wouldn't look right?" + +"No. Nothin' to do with it." + +"Then--do you know something about it that you ain't told me?" + +"Yes, I do," he grunted. "Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. I +ain't had any yet!" + +"Well--" She went to the door, her expression downcast. "I thought +maybe--but--" She coughed prefatorily. "Oh, papa, something else I wanted to +tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last night when the +telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but--well, Sibyl wants to come over +this afternoon. Roscoe says she has something she wants to say to us. It 'll +be the first time she's been out since she was able to sit up--and I reckon +she wants to tell us she's sorry for what happened. They expect to get off by +the end o' the week, and I reckon she wants to feel she's done what she could +to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's what he said. I 'phoned him again about +Edith, and he said it wouldn't disturb Sibyl, because she'd been expectin' it; +she was sure all along it was goin' to happen; and, besides, I guess she's got +all that foolishness pretty much out of her, bein' so sick. But what I +thought was, no use bein' rough with her, papa--I expect she's suffered a good +deal--and I don't think we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. You'll--you'll +be kind o' polite to her, won't you, papa?" + +He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had pulled over +his head. + +"What?" she said, timidly. "I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat Sibyl all +right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, papa?" + +He threw the coverlet off furiously. "I presume so!" he roared. + +She departed guiltily. + +But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to church with +Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have lost. Nevertheless, Bibbs +and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. Vertrees's house with the purpose of +going to church. That was their intention, and they had no other. They meant +to go to church. + +But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a conversation as +they came to the church; and though Mary was looking to the right and Bibbs +was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward glance converged with Mary's +rightward glance, and neither was looking far beyond the other at this time. +It also happened that, though they were a little jostled among groups of +people in the vicinity of the church, they passed this somewhat prominent +edifice without being aware of their proximity to it, and they had gone an +incredible number of blocks beyond it before they discovered their error. +However, feeling that they might be embarrassingly late if they returned, they +decided that a walk would make them as good. It was a windless winter +morning, with an inch of crisp snow over the ground. So they walked, and for +the most part they were silent, but on their way home, after they had turned +back at noon, they began to be talkative again. + +"Mary," said Bibbs, after a time, "am I a sleep-walker?" + +She laughed a little, then looked grave. "Does your father say you are?" + +"Yes--when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. He has +quite a list." + +"You mustn't mind," she said, gently. "He's been getting some pretty severe +shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, Bibbs. I've always +been sure he's very big." + +"Yes. Big and--blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without any +consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to grow stronger. +Stronger for what? For nothing." + +"Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger for +something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what he and his +kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T see it--so great +none of us could see it." + +"No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving underground--" + +"Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight," she finished for +him, cheerily. + +"Into the smoke," said Bibbs. "Look at the powder of coal-dust already +dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's from the little +pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's a fleck of soot on your +cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; he might as well have thrown it on +you. It would have been braver, for then he'd have taken his chance of my +whipping him for it if I could." + +"IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so rhetorically? +IS there?" + +"Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary--a fleck on each. One landed +since I mentioned the first." + +She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded in +transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They were +entirely matter-of-course about it. + +An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary for the +last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of the soot. "There!" +said the elderly wife. "You're always wrong when you begin guessing about +strangers. Those two young people aren't honeymooners at all--they've been +married for years. A blind man could see that." + +"I wish I did know who threw that soot on you," said Bibbs, looking up at the +neighboring chimneys, as they went on. "They arrest children for throwing +snowballs at the street-cars, but--" + +"But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures in the +houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they make. I wonder +what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city each year. Yes, we pay the +price for living in a 'growing town,' whether we have money to pay or none." + +"Who is it gets the pay?" said Bibbs. + +"Not I!" she laughed. + +"Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only some of +the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father wants me to get." + +"Yes," she said, smiling to him, and nodding. "And you don't want it, and you +don't need it." + +"But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?" He had told her of his +father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor and +picturesqueness of their setting forth. "You think I'm right?" + +"A thousand times!" she cried. "There aren't so many happy people in this +world, I think--and you say you've found what makes you happy. If it's a +dream--keep it!" + +"The thought of going down there--into the money shuffle--I hate it as I never +hated the shop!" he said. "I hate it! And the city itself, the city that the +money shuffle has made--just look at it! Look at it in winter. The snow's +tried hard to make the ugliness bearable, but the ugliness is winning; it's +making the snow hideous; the snow's getting dirty on top, and it's foul +underneath with the dirt and disease of the unclean street. And the dirt and +the ugliness and the rush and the noise aren't the worst of it; it's what the +dirt and ugliness and rush and noise MEAN--that's the worst! The outward +things are insufferable, but they're only the expression of a spirit--a blind +enbryo of a spirit, not yet a soul--oh, just greed! And this 'go ahead' +nonsense! Oughtn't it all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't want to get ahead +if I could--I'd want to help the other fellow to keep up with me." + +"I read something the other day and remembered it for you," said Mary. "It was +something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: 'In the first +picture I shall make a man walking in the street of a great city, full of all +kinds of happy life: children, and lovers walking, and ladies leaning from the +windows all down great lengths of street leading to the city walls; and there +the gates are wide open, letting in a space of green field and cornfield in +harvest; and all round his head a great rain of swirling autumn leaves blowing +from a lttle walled graveyard." + +"And if I painted," Bibbs returned, "I'd paint a lady walking in the street of +a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile life-- children being +taught only how to make money, and lovers hurrying to get richer, and ladies +who'd given up trying to wash their windows clean, and the gates of the city +wide open, letting in slums and slaughter-houses and freight-yards, and all +round this lady's head a great rain of swirling soot--" He paused, adding, +thoughtfully: "And yet I believe I'm glad that soot got on your cheek. It was +just as if I were your brother-- the way you gave me your handkerchief to rub +it off for you. Still, Edith never--" + +"Didn't she?" said Mary, as he paused again. + +"No. And I--" He contented himself with shaking his head instead of offering +more definite information. Then he realized that they were passing the New +House, and he sighed profoundly. "Mary, our walk's almost over." + +She looked as blank. "So it is, Bibbs." + +They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly to a +stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with Sibyl, who +was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her illness, however, +walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not taking his arm. The two +crossed the street without appearing to see Mary and her companion, and +entering the New House, were lost to sight. Mary gazed after them gravely, +but Bibbs, looking at Mary, did not see them. + +"Mary," he said, "you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?" + +"No, Bibbs." And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him instantly +unreasonably happy. + +"I know you want to go in--" he began. + +"No. I don't want to." + +"I mustn't keep you standing her, and I mustn't go in with you--but--I just +wanted to say--I've seemed very stupid to myself this morning, grumbling about +soot and all that--while all the time I--Mary, I think it's been the very +happiest of all the hours you've given me. I do. And --I don't know just +why--but it's seemed to me that it was one I'd always remember. And you," he +added, falteringly, "you look so--so beautiful to-day!" + +"It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs." + +"Mary, will you tell me something?" he asked. + +"I think I will." + +"It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them ever just +fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so much colder, you +don't--you never wear them at all any more. Why don't you?" + +Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up gaily. +"Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask any more +questions?" + +"Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?" + +"Because I found I'd be warmer without them!" She caught his hand quickly in +her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran into the house. + + +It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative warmth +will so often make even a ready-made library the actual "living-room" of a +family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed sealed. Thus it was with +Sheridan, who read nothing except newspapers, business letters, and figures; +who looked upon books as he looked upon bric-a-brac or crocheting --when he +was at home, and not abed or eating, he was in the library. + +He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at the far end +of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and he exhaled a +solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, as always, in the +length of his coat and the closeness of his Saturday-night shave; and his +expression, to match this religious pomp, was more than Sabbatical, but the +most dismaying of his demonstrations was his keeping his hand in his sling. + +Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not looking at him, +but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, her hands were nervously +moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another part of the room. There was a +deadly silence. + +But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though she was +unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to veil them. She +spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting something committed to +memory, but her sincerity was none the less evident for that. + +"Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to me, and +I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the way I acted. +I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that night, and to say I +know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and it will never happen again, +because it's been a pretty hard lesson; and when we come back, some day, I +hope you'll see that you've got a daughter-in-law you never need to be ashamed +of again. I want to ask you to excuse me for the way I did, and I can say I +haven't any feelings toward Edith now, but only wish her happiness and good in +her new life. I thank you for all your kindness to me, and I know I made a +poor return for it, but if you can overlook the way I behaved I know I would +feel a good deal happier--and I know Roscoe would, too. I wish to promise not +to be as foolish in the future, and the same error would never occur again to +make us all so unhappy, if you can be charitable enought to excuse it this +time." + +He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, never +lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved the agitation +of her hands within the muff. + +"All right," he said at last. + +She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation of heavy +tears when the eyelids lifted. + +"Thank you," she said. "There's something else--about something different--I +want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear it, too." + +"She's up-stairs in her room," said Sheridan. "Roscoe--" + +Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall and begin to +ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively perceived the chance for +precisely the effect she wanted. + +"No, let me go," she said. "I want to speak to her a minute first, anyway." + +And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to see Bibbs +enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, in his room, had +overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; for bitter Edith, +thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently informed her of the +circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, and with the recollection there +had flashed the thought--out of her own experience-- that people are often +much more deeply impressed by words they overhear than by words directly +addressed to them. Sibyl intended to make it impossible for Bibbs not to +overhear. She did not hesitate--her heart was hot with the old sore, and she +believed wholly in the justice of her cause and in the truth of what she was +going to say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had delivered into her hands the +girl who had affronted her. + +Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe had +driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her husband's mood, and +she felt that if he used his injured hand as a mark of emphasis again, in her +presence, she would (as she thought of it) "have a fit right there." She +heard Sibyl's step, and pretended to be putting a touch to her hair before a +mirror. + +"I was just coming down," she said, as the door opened. + +"Yes, he wants you to," said Sibyl. "It's all right, mother Sheridan. He's +forgiven me." + +Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her +daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, wiped +her eyes, and applied powder. + +"And I hope Edith will be happy," Sibyl added, inciting more applications of +Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + +"Yes, yes," murmured the good woman. "We mustn't make the worst of things." + +"Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear it, +too," said Sibyl. "We better go down, mother Sheridan." + +She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they came to a +spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. "I want to tell you about it +first," she said, abruptly. "It isn't a secret, of course, in any way; it's +something the whole family has to know, and the sooner the whole family knows +it the better. It's something it wouldn't be RIGHT for us ALL not to +understand, and of course father Sheridan most of all. But I want to just +kind of go over it first with you; it 'll kind of help me to see I got it all +stratight. I haven't got any reason for saying it except the good of the +family, and it's nothing to me, one way or the other, of course, except for +that. I oughtn't to 've behaved the way I did that night, and it seems to me +if there's anything I can do to help the family, I ought to, because it would +help show I felt the right way. Well, what I want to do is to tell this so's +to keep the family from being made a fool of. I don't want to see the family +just made use of and twisted around her finger by somebody that's got no more +heart than so much ice, and just as sure to bring troubles in the long run +as--as Edith's mistake is. Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell +you how it looks to me and see if it don't strike you the same way." + +Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. He +wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying to write. +He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem begun the preceding +Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted to fix upon paper before +they maliciously seized the first opportunity to vanish, for they were but +gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the beginnings of his poem, and if he could +carry it through he meant to dare greatly with it-- he would venture it upon +an editor. For he had his plan of life now: his day would be of manual labor +and thinking--he could think of his friend and he could think in cadences for +poems, to the crashing of the strong machine--and if his father turned him out +of home and out of the Works, he would work elsewhere and live elsewhere. His +father had the right, and it mattered very little to Bibbs--he faced the +prospect of a working-man's lodging-house without trepidation. He could find +a washstand to write upon, he thought; and every evening when he left Mary he +would write a little; and he would write on holidays and on Sundays--on +Sundays in the afternoon. In a lodging-house, at least he wouldn't be +interrupted by his sister-in-law's choosing the immediate vicinity of his door +for conversations evidently important to herself, but merely disturbing to +him. He frowned plaintively, wishing he could think of some polite way of +asking her to go away. But, as she went on, he started violently, dropping +manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + +"I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan," she said, "but this old +Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and all THEY got out +of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a little longer. Roscoe told +me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has been up and down the streets more 'n +two years, tryin' to get a job he could call a 'position,' and couldn't land +it. You heard anything about it, mother Sheridan?" + +"Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while back," +said Mrs. Sheridan. "And now they're doin' the cookin', too." + +Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. "I hope they find +something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!" + +Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy-- of all +the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream the last would have +been what he heard now. He felt that something incredible was happening, and +that he was powerless to stop it. It seemed to him that heavy blows were +falling on his head and upon Mary's; it seemed to him that he and Mary were +being struck and beaten physically--and that something hideous impended. He +wanted to shout to Sibyl to be silent, but he could not; he could only stand, +swallowing and trembling. + +"What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this," said Sibyl, +sharply. "Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees started after +Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! They'd got a notion he +might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and Mrs. Vertrees ASKED me if he was +insane, the very first day Bibbs took the daughter out auto-riding!" She +paused a moment, looking at Mrs. Sheridan, but listening intently. There was +no sound from within the room. + +"No!" exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + +"It's the truth," Sibyl declared, loudly. "Oh, of course we were all crazy +about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up here, and we +thought she'd get us IN--but it didn't take ME long to read her! Her family +were down and out when it came to money--and they had to go after it, one way +or another, SOMEHOW! So she started for Roscoe; but she found out pretty +quick he was married, and she turned right around to Jim--and she landed him! +There's no doubt about it, she had Jim, and if he'd lived you'd had another +daughter-in-law before this, as sure as I stand here telling you the God's +truth about it! Well--when Jim was left in the cemetery she was waiting out +there to drive home with Bibbs! Jim wasn't COLD--and she didn't know whether +Bibbs was insane or not, but he was the only one of the rich Sheridan boys +left. She had to get him." + +The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was not, in +Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and she spoke with the +rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + +"What I feel about it is," she said, "it oughtn't to be allowed to go on. It's +too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him made such a fool of, +and I don't want to see the family made such a fool of! I like poor Bibbs, +but if he'd only stop to think a minute himself he'd have to realize he isn't +the kind of man ANY girl would be apt to fall in love with. He's +better-looking lately, maybe, but you know how he WAS--just kind of a long +white rag in good clothes. And girls like men with some SO to 'em--SOME sort +of dashingness, anyhow! Nobody ever looked at poor Bibbs before, and +neither'd she--no, SIR! not till she'd tried both Roscoe and Jim first! It +was only when her and her family got desperate that she--" + +Bibbs--whiter than when he came from the sanitarium--opened the door. He +stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. Both women screamed. + +"Oh, good heavens!" cried Sibyl. "Were you in THERE? Oh, I wouldn't--" She +seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward the stairway. "Come on, mother +Sheridan!" she urged, and as the befuddled and confused lady obeyed, Sibyl +left a trail of noisy exclamations: "Good gracious! Oh, I wouldn't--Too bad! +I didn't DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his feelings! Not for the +world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, good heavens--" + +She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top of the +stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but Bibbs was not +following; he had gone back into his room. + +"He--he looked--oh, terrible bad!" stammered Mrs. Sheridan. "I--I wish--" + +"Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it," said Sibyl. "I shouldn't +wonder it might turn out the very best thing could happened. Come on!" + +And completing their descent to the library, the two made their appearance to +Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full and truthful account of what +had taken place, repeating her own remarks, and omitting only the fact that it +was through her design that Bibbs had overheard them. + +"But as I told mother Sheridan," she said, in conclusion, "it might turn out +for the very best that he did hear--just that way. Don't you think so, father +Sheridan?" + +He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top of his +head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given no sign of +being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary Vertrees's character; +but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl--it was Bibbs whom she desired to +impress, and she was content in that matter. + +"I'm sure it was all for the best," she said. "It's over now, and he knows +what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, just hearing a thing +that way, a person can tell it's SO--and he knows I haven't got any ax to +grind except his own good and the good of the family." + +Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking toward the +stairway. "I wish--I wish I knew what he was doin'," she said. "He did look +terrible bad. It was like something had been done to him that was--I don't +know what. I never saw anybody look like he did. He looked--so queer. It +was like you'd--" She called down the hall, "George!" + +"Yes'm?" + +"Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?" + +"Yes,m. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done buil' him +nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm." He departed. + +"What do you expect he wants a fire for?" she asked, turning toward her +husband. "The house is warm as can be, I do wish I--" + +"Oh, quit frettin'!" said Sheridan. + +"Well, I--I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know you meant it +for the best and all, but I don't believe it would been so much harm if--" + +"Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in the family? +Why, she--" + +"I don't know, I don't know," the troubled woman quavered. "If he liked her +it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and he hasn't ever taken +much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way it was, there was more chance +of him bein' willin' to do what papa wants him to. If she wants to marry +him--" + +Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. "She don't!" he said. "You're +barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that kind of a girl." + +"But, father Sheridan, didn't she--" + +He cut her short. "That's enough. You may mean all right, but you guess +wrong. So do you, mamma." + +Sibyl cried out, "Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim--" + +"She did not," he said, curtly. "She wouldn't take Jim. She turned him down +cold." + +"But that's impossi--" + +"It's not. I KNOW she did." + +Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + +"And YOU needn't worry," he said, turning to his wife. "This won't have any +effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, anyhow. D' you +think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs--after she wouldn't take JIM? She's +a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs come to see her, but if she'd ever +given him one sign of encouragement the way you women think, he wouldn't of +acted the stubborn fool he has--he'd 'a' been at me long ago, beggin' me for +some kind of a job he could support a wife on. There's nothin' in it--and I've +got the same old fight with him on my hands I've had all his life--and the +Lord knows what he won't do to balk me! What's happened now 'll probably only +make him twice as srubborn, but --" + +"SH!" Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. "That's his +step--he's comin' down-stairs." She shrank away from the door as if she +feared to have Bibbs see her. "I--I wonder--" she said, almost in a +whisper--"I wonder what he'd goin'--to do." + +Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, frowning, but +remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved toward Sibyl, who stared +uneasily at the open doorway. They listened as the slow steps descended the +stairs and came toward the library. + +Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes looked slowly +from one to the other until at last his gaze rested upon his father. Then he +came and stood before him. + +"I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me," he said, gently. "You won't, +any more. I'll take the job you offered me." + +Sheridan did not speak--he stared, astounded and incredulous; and Bibbs had +left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, though he went as +slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to move. She went nervously +back to the doorway, and then out into the hall. Bibbs had gone from the +house. + +Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known before; +it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant--something in her mourned for +him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing had been done to him, +though she did not know what it was. She went up to his room. + +The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, charred +ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the large upper tray, +which she remembered to have seen full of papers and note-books, was empty. +And somehow she understood that Bibbs had given up the mysterious vocation he +had hoped to follow--and that he had given it up for ever. She thought it was +the wisest thing he could have done-- and yet, for an unknown reason, she sat +upon the bed and wept a little before she went down-stairs. + +So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + + +As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of passage +upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; a black-clad, thin +young man, whose expression was one of habitual anxiety, habitual wariness and +habitual eagerness. He propelled a perambulator containing the third--and all +three were newly cleaned, Sundayfied, and made fit to dine with the wife's +relatives. + +"How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?" the husband whispered. +"He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left now." + +The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. "Well, I don't know," she returned. "He +looks to me like he had his own troubles." + +"I expect he has, like anybody else," said the young husband, "but I guess we +could stand a good deal if we had his money." + +"Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby 'll be as well fixed as +the Sheridans. You can't tell." She glanced back at Bibbs, who had turned +north. "He walks kind of slow and stooped over, like." + +"So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess," said the young +husband, with bitter admiration. + +Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she started, +clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him at the door. + +"Bibbs!" she cried. "What is the matter? I saw something was terribly wrong +when I--You look--" She paused, and he came in, not lifting his eyes to hers. +Always when he crossed that threshold he had come with his head up and his +wistful gaze seeking hers. "Ah, poor boy!" she said, with a gesture of +understanding and pity. "I know what it is!" + +He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into a chair. + +"You needn't tell me," she said. "They've made you give up. Your father's +won--you're going to do what he wants. You've given up." + +Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + +She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. "Bibbs," she +said. "I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. I can be glad you +came straight to me. It's more to me than even if you'd come because you were +happy." She did not speak again for a little while; then she said: +"Bibbs--dear--could you tell me about it? Do you want to?" + +Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked her a +question so grotesque that at first she thought she had misunderstood his words. + +"Mary," he said, "could you marry me?" + +"What did you say, Bibbs?" she asked, quietly. + +His tone and attitude did not change. "Will you marry me?" + +Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks--she grew red and then white. She rose +slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first incredulously, +then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous in her wide eyes; it +was like a spoken question. The room filled with strangeness in the long +silence--the two were so strange to each other. At last she said: + +"What made you say that?" + +He did not answer. + +"Bibbs, look at me!" Her voice was loud and clear. "What made you say that? +Look at me!" + +He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + +"What was it that made you?" she said. "I want you to tell me." + +She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that intensity +of wonder. "You've given up--to your father," she said, slowly, "and then you +came to ask me--" She broke off. "Bibbs, do you want me to marry you?" + +"Yes," he said, just audibly. + +"No!" she cried. "You do not. Then what made you ask me? What is it that's +happened?" + +"Nothing." + +"Wait," she said. "Let me think. It's something that happened since our walk +this morning--yes, since you left me at noon. Something happened that--" She +stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of amazement and dawning +comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had gone to the New House. + +Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, "I do--I do want you to +--marry me, if--if--you could." + +She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. "Bibbs, do you--" Her voice +was as unsteady as his--little more than a whisper. "Do you think I'm --in +love with you?" + +"No," he said. + +Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; it did not +seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware of it. "Why?" + +"I've had nothing but dreams," Bibbs said, desolately, "but they weren't like +that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me." He smiled faintly, though +still he did not look at Mary. "And when I first came home Edith told me +Sibyl was so anxious to marry that she'd have married ME. She meant it to +express Sibyl's extremeity, you see. But I hardly needed either of them to +tell me. I hadn't thought of myself as--well, not as particularly +captivating!" + +Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. "Those two!" she +exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: "Lamhorn! That's +like them!" She turned away, went to the bare little black mantel, and stood +leaning upon it. Presently she asked: "WHEN did Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan say that +'no girl' could care about you?" + +"To-day." + +Mary drew a deep breath. "I think I'm beginning to understand--a little." +She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and in her voice. +"Answer me once more," she said. "Bibbs, do you know now why I stopped +wearing my furs?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?" + +"I--I heard her say--" + +"I think I know what happened, now." Mary's breath came fast and her voice +shook, but she spoke rapidly. "You 'heard her say' more than that. You 'heard +her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I tried first to +marry your brother--and then--" But now she faltered, and it was only after a +convulsive effort that she was able to go on. "And then--that I tried to +marry--you! You 'heard her say' that-- and you believe that I don't care for +you and that 'no girl' could care for you--but you think I am in such an +'extremity,' as Sibyl was--that you -- And so, not wanting me, and believing +that I could not want you-- except for my 'extremity'--you took your father's +offer and then came to ask me--to marry you! What had I shown you of myself +that could make you--" + +Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon the +lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + +"Mary, Mary!" he cried, helplessly. "Oh NO--you--you don't understand." + +"I do, though!" she sobbed. "I do!" + +He came and stood beside her. "You kill me!" he said. "I can't make it +plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was +always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent--I did nothing but +lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all about my idiotic +distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of wonderful being that +had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. You seemed to lean +down--out of a rosy cloud--to be kind to me. I never dreamed I could do +anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could need anything to be done for you +by anybody. And to-day I heard that--that you--" + +"You heard that I needed to marry--some one--anybody--with money," she sobbed. +"And you thought we were so--so desperate--you believed that I had--" + +"No!" he said, quickly. "I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing for +me--for that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except +generously--to give. I said I couldn't make it plain!" he cried, +despairingly. + +"Wait!" She lifted her head and extended her hands to him unconsciously, like +a child. "Help me up, Bibbs." Then, when she was once more upon her feet, +she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him ruefully and faintly, but reassuringly, +as if to tell him, in that way, that she knew he had not meant to hurt her. +And that smile of hers, so lamentable, but so faithfully friendly, misted his +own eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered them no more. + +"Let me tell you what you want to tell me," she said. "You can't, because you +can't put it into words--they are too humiliating for me and you're too gentle +to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? You didn't believe that I'd +tried to make you fall in love with me--" + +"Never! Never for an instant!" + +"You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me--" + +"No, no, no!" + +"I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew I cared +for you--but you didn't think I might be--in love with you. But you thought +that I might marry you without being in love with you because you did believe +I had tried to marry your brother, and--" + +"Mary, I only knew--for the first time--that you--that you were--" + +"Were desperately poor," she said. "You can't even say that! Bibbs, it was +true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!" And she sank down into +the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was agonized. + +"Mary," he groaned, "I didn't know you COULD cry!" + +"Listen," she said. "Listen till I get through--I want you to understand. We +were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never had been, and we didn't know +what to do. We'd been almost rich; there was plenty, but my father wanted to +take advantage of the growth of the town; he wanted to be richer, but +instead--well, just about the time your father finished building next door we +found we hadn't anything. People say that, sometimes, meaning that they +haven't anything in comparison with other people of their own kind, but we +really hadn't anything--we hadn't anything at all, Bibbs! And we couldn't DO +anything. You might wonder why I didn't 'try to be a stenographer'--and I +wonder myself why, when a family loses its money, people always say the +daughters 'ought to go and be stenographers.' It's curious!--as if a wave of +the hand made you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be either +married comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not to marry. The +poverty came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all there--and I didn't know +how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how to be anything except a +well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife--and I couldn't be a well-to-do old +maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd been raised to know how to do. I went out +to be fascinating and be married. I did it openly, at least, and with a kind +of decent honesty. I told your brother I had meant to fascinate him and that +I was not in love with him, but I let him think that perhaps I meant to marry +him. I think I did mean to mary him. I had never cared for anybody, and I +thought it might be there really WASN'T anything more than a kind of excited +fondness. I can't be sure, but I think that though I did mean to marry him I +never should have done it, because that sort of a marriage is--it's +sacrilege--something would have stopped me. Something did stop me; it was your +sister-in-law, Sibyl. She meant no harm--but she was horrible, and she put +what I was doing into such horrible words--and they were the truth--oh! I SAW +myself! She was proposing a miserable compact with me--and I couldn't breathe +the air of the same room with her, though I'd so cheapened myself she had a +right to assume that I WOULD. But I couldn't! I left her, and I wrote to +your brother--just a quick scrawl. I told him just what I'd done; I asked his +pardon, and I said I would not marry him. I posted the letter, but he never +got it. That was the afternoon he was killed. That's all, Bibbs. Now you +know what I did--and you know--ME!" She pressed her clenched hands tightly +against her eyes, leaning far forward, her head bowed before him. + +Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. "Couldn't +you--Isn't there--Won't you--" he stammered. "Mary, I'm going with father. +Isn't there some way you could use the money without--without --" + +She gave a choked little laugh. + +"You gave me something to live for," he said. "You kept me alive, I think +--and I've hurt you like this!" + +"Not you--oh no!" + +"You could forgive me, Mary?" + +"Oh, a thousand times!" Her right hand went out in a faltering gesture, and +just touched his own for an instant. "But there's nothing to forgive." + +"And you can't--you can't--" + +"Can't what, Bibbs?" + +"You couldn't--" + +"Marry you?" she said for him. + +"Yes." + +"No, no, no!" She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what she did, +she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her a little. "I +can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?" + +"Mary--" + +"No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more--please--" + +"MARY--" + +"Never, never, never!" she cried, in a passion of tears. "You mustn't come +any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, never!" + +Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, he got +himself to the door and out of the house. + + +Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned to the New +House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, but so that the +others might hear. + +"When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one would be apt +to care enough about me to marry me, you were right," he said. "I thought +perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss Vertrees to marry me. It proved what +you said of me, and disproved what you said of her. She refused." + +And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly as he had +entered it. + +"He's SO queer!" Mrs. Sheridan gasped. "Who on earth would thought of his +doin' THAT?" + +"I told you," said her husband, grimly. + +"You didn't tell us he'd go over there and--" + +"I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, didn't +I?" + +Sibyl was altogether taken aback. "Do you supose it's true? Do you suppose +she WOULDN'T?" + +"He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things fixed up +fine with his girl," said Sheridan. "Not to me, he didn't!" + +"But why would--" + +"I told you," he interrupted, angrily, "she ain't that kind of a girl! If you +got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it over with, though I'd pretty +near just as soon not have to talk a whole lot about my dead boy's private +affairs. She wrote to Jim she couldn't take him, and it was a good, straight +letter, too. It came to Jim's office; he never saw it. She wrote it the +afternoon he was hurt." + +"I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon," said +Roscoe. "Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it--I was waiting for +you while you were in there so long talking to her mother. It was just before +we saw that something was wrong over here, and Edith came and called me." + +Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, for, +although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they were dimmed +by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed--after some further +fragmentary discourse--visably elated. After all, the guilty had not been +exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the less surely, that her injury +had been copiously avenged. She bestowed a contented glance upon the old +house with the cupola, as she and Roscoe crossed the street. + +When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after a while she +said, uneasily, "Papa, you think it would be any use to tell Bibbs about that +letter?" + +"I don't know," he answered, walking moodily to the window. "I been thinkin' +about it." He came to a decision. "I reckon I will." And he went up to +Bibbs's room. + +"Well, you goin' back on what you said?" he inquired, brusquely, as he opened +the door. "You goin' to take it back and lay down on me again?" + +"No," said Bibbs. + +"Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I don't know as +you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, though the Lord knows +you've laid down on me enough. You certainly have!" Sheridan was baffled. +This was not what he wished to say, but his words were unmanageable; he found +himself unable to control them, and his querulous abuse went on in spite of +him. "I can't say I expect much of you--not from the way you always been, up +to now--unless you turn over a new leaf, and I don't see any encouragement to +think you're goin' to do THAT! If you go down there and show a spark o' real +GIT-up, I reckon the whole office 'll fall in a faint. But if you're ever +goin' to show any, you better begin right at the beginning and begin to show +it to-morrow." + +"Yes--I'll try." + +"You better, if it's in you!" Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He ad always +been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue seemed bewitched. +He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and to his own angry +astonishment he found it impossible to do anything except to scold like a +drudge-driver. "You better come down there with your mind made up to hustle +harder than the hardest workin'-man that's under you, or you'll not get on +very good with me, I tell you! The way to get ahead--and you better set it +down in your books--the way to get ahead is to do ten times the work of the +hardest worker that works FOR you. But you don't know what work is, yet. All +you've ever done was just stand around and feed a machine a child could +handle, and then come home and take a bath and go callin'. I tell you you're +up against a mighty different proposition now, and if you're worth your +salt--and you never showed any signs of it yet--not any signs that stuck out +enough to bang somebody on the head and make 'em sit up and take +notice--well, I want to say, right here and now--and you better listen, +because I want to say just what I DO say. I say--" + +He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was a hopeless +blank. + +Bibbs looked up patiently--an old, old look. "Yes, father; I'm listening." + +"That's all," said Sheridan, frowning heavily. "That's all I came to say, and +you better see 't you remember it!" + +He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind him with a +crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his departure. He stopped +just outside the door, and stood there a minute or more. Then abruptly he +turned the knob and exhibited to his son a forehead liberally covered with +perspiration. + +"Look here," he said, crossly. "That girl over yonder wrote Jim a letter --" + +"I know," said Bibbs. "She told me." + +"Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it--" The door closed +on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of the sentence was +nevertheless audible--"if you knew she wouldn't have Jim, either." + +And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her frettin' and +not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was about to inquire what +Bibbs "said," but after a second thought she decided not to speak at all. She +merely murmured a wordless assent, and verbal communication was given over +between them for the rest of that afternoon. + +Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next morning, and +she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and she worried about what +might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. She felt that everything +depended on how Bibbs "took hold," and upon her husband's return in the +evening she seized upon the first opportunity to ask him how things had gone. +He was non-committal. What could anybody tell by the first day? He'd seen +plenty go at things well enough right at the start and then blow up. Pretty +near anybody could show up fair the first day or so. There was a big job +ahead. This material, such as it was--Bibbs, in fact--had to be broken in to +handling the work Roscoe had done; and then, at least as an overseer, he must +take Jim's position in the Realty Company as well. He told her to ask him +again in a month. + +But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed remarks of +his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small restaurant where it +had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, and she took this to be an +encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room as soon as they left the table, and +her husband was not communicative after reading his paper. + +She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of business, +although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and only in the +evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. Usually Bibbs was +silent, except when directly addressed, but on the first evening of the third +week of his new career he offered an opinion which had apparently been the +subject of previous argument. + +"I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those storage-rooms, +father," he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before him. "Abercrombie +agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him." + +"You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen," Sheridan returned, "but you +can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. The roof fell because +it hadn't had time to settle and on account of weather conditions. I want +that building put just the way Jim planned it." + +"You can't have it," said Bibbs. "You can't, because Jim planned for the +building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one--the one that didn't +fall--is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for storage. It won't +stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get both buildings down as +quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's the best and cheapest in the long +run for that type." + +Sheridan looked sarcastic. "Fine! What we goin' to do for storage-rooms +while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?" + +"Rent," Bibbs returned, promptly. "We'll lose money if we don't rent, +anyhow--they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse matter your +attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount of stuff they've +got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until we could patch up +those process perils--and the Krivitch Manufacturing Company's plant is empty, +right across the street. I took an option on it for us this morning." + +Sheridan's expression was queer. "Look here!" he said, sharply. "Did you go +and do that without consulting me?" + +"It didn't cost anything," said Bibbs. "It's only until to-morrow afternoon +at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then." + +"Oh, you did?" Sheridan's tone was sardonic. "Well, just suppose you +couldn't convince me." + +"I can, though--and I intend to," said Bibbs, quietly. "I don't think you +understand the condition of those buildings you want patched up." + +"Now, see here," said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; "suppose I had my mind set +about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it was--well, kind of a +matter of sentiment with me to prove he was right." + +Bibbs looked at him compassionately. "I'm sorry if you have a sentiment about +it, father," he said. "But whether you have or not can't make a difference. +You'll get other people hurt if you trust that process, and that won't do. +And if you want a monument to Jim, at least you want one that will stand. +Besides, I don't think you can reasonably defend sentiment in this particular +kind of affair." + +"Oh, you don't?" + +"No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it." + +Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. "Why are you 'sorry'?" he asked, +curiously. + +"Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon," said Bibbs, "and I +had him condemn both those buildings." + +"What?" + +"He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us--afraid you'd see he +lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them--they've got to come down now." + +Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered brows. +Finally he said, "How long did they give you on that option to convince me?" + +"Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon." + +"All right," said Sheridan, not relaxing. "I'm convinced." + +Bibbs jumped up. "I thought you would be. I'll telephone the Krivitch agent. +He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I told him I'd settle it this +evening." + +Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his expression +did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him that startled his wife. +It had been a long time since she had heard anything resembling a chuckle from +him, and this sound--although it was grim and dry--bore that resemblance. + +She brightened eagerly. "Looks like he was startin' right well, don't it, +papa?" + +"Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I wanted-- that's +why he had the inspector up there, so 't he'd have me beat before we even +started to talk about it. And did you hear him? 'Can't reasonably defend +SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': 'Took an option for Us'! 'Stuff piled +up on Us'!" + +There was always an alloy for Mrs. sheridan. "I don't just like the way he +looks, though, papa." + +"Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, so you start +to frettin' about IT!" + +"No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, and--" + +"I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then," said Sheridan. +"You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business men, I expect." + +"Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. And he'd +begun to fill out some, but--" + +Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table to her, +patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right being still heavily +bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. "That's the way it is with you, +mamma--got to take your frettin' out one way if you don't another!" + +"No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when he begun to +get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', some way." + +"Yes, he may 'a' lost something," said Sheridan. "I expect he's lost a whole +lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions about writin' poetry +and--" + +"No," his wife persisted. "I mean he looks right peakid. And yesterday, when +he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the window. He wasn't readin'." + +"Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?" + +"He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, I don't +believe." + +"Look, here!" said Sheridan. "Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over there the +rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl say did one big +thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. Well, he had to go and bust +clean out with a bang; and that stopped his goin' over there, and it stopped +his poetry, but I reckon he's begun to get pretty fair pay for what he lost. +I guess a good many young men have had to get over worries like his; they got +to lose SOMETHING if they're goin' to keep ahead o' the procession +nowadays--and it kind o' looks to me, mamma, like Bibbs might keep quite a +considerable long way ahead. Why, a year from now I'll bet you he won't know +there ever WAS such a thing as poetry! And ain't he funny? He wanted to stick +to the shop so's he could 'think'! What he meant was, think about something +useless. Well, I guess he's keepin' his ming pretty occupied the other way +these days. Yes, sir, it took a pretty fair-sized shock to get him out of his +trance, but it certainly did the business." He patted his wife's shoulder +again, and then, without any prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous +laugh. + +"Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!" + + +And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. But no +One came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of Bigness, and the +changing of money was holy worship and true religion. The priests wore that +"settish" look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning to develop about his mouth +and eyes--a wary look which she could not define, but it comes with service at +the temple; and it was the more marked upon Bibbs for his sharp awakening to +the necessities of that servicce. + +He did as little "useless" thinking as possible, giving himself no time for +it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on his work when he +came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever except his work. But he +did not sing at it. He was often in the streets, and people were not allowed +to sing in the streets. They might make any manner of hideous uproar--they +could shake buildings; they could out-thunder the thunder, deafen the deaf, +and kill the sick with noise; or they could walk the streets or drive through +them bawling, squawking, or screeching, as they chose, if the noise was +traceably connected with business; though street musicians were not tolerated, +being considered a nuisance and an interference. A man or woman who went +singing for pleasure through the streets--like a crazy Neopolitan--would have +been stopped, and belike locked up; for Freedom does not mean that a citizen +is allowed to do every outrageous thing that comes into his head. The streets +were dangerous enough, in all conscience, without any singing! and the Motor +Federation issued public warnings declaring that the pedestrian's life was in +his own hands, and giving directions how to proceed with the least peril. +However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to sing in the streets, or anywhere. He +had gone to his work with an energy that, for the start, at least, was bitter, +and there was no song left in him. + +He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among them he +found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period of neighborliness, +"pioneer stock," usually; and there were men--particularly among the merchants +and manufacturers--"so honest they leaned backward"; reputations sometimes +attested by stories of heroic sacrifices to honor; nor were there lacking some +instances of generosity even nobler. Here and there, too, were book-men, in +their little leisure; and, among the Germans, music-men. And these, with the +others, worshiped Bigness and the growth, each man serving for his own sake +and for what he could get out of it, but all united in their faith in the +beneficence and glory of their god. + +To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing in life, +except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as the dangerous +illness of a wife or child. In the way of "relaxation" some of the servers +took golf; some took fishing; some took "shows"--a mixture of infantile and +negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; some took an occasional debauch; some +took trips; some took cards; and some took nothing. The high priests were +vigilant to watch that no "relaxation" should affect the service. When a man +attended to anything outside his business, eyes were upon him; his credit was +in danger--that is, his life was in danger. And the old priests were as +ardent as the young ones; the million was as eager to be bigger as the +thousand; seventy was as busy as seventeen. They stove mightily against one +another, and the old priests were the most wary, the most plausible, and the +most dangerous. Bibbs learned he must walk charily among these--he must wear a +thousand eyes and beware of spiders indeed! + +And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming thieves and +sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open rascals; but these were +feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, and he had a good guide to point +them out to him. They were useful sometimes, he learned, and many of them +served as go-betweens in matters where business must touch politics. He +learned also how breweries and "traction" companies and banks and other +institutions fought one another for the political control of the city. The +newspapers, he discovered, had lost their ancient political influence, +especially with the knowing, who looked upon them with a skeptical humor, +believing the journals either to be retained partisans, like lawyers, or else +striving to forward the personal ambitions of their owners. The control of +the city lay not with them, but was usually obtained by giving the hordes of +negroes gin-money, and by other largesses. The revenues of the people were +then distributed as fairly as possible among a great number of men who had +assisted the winning side. Names and titles of offices went with many of the +prizes, and most of these title-holders were expected to present a busy +appearance at times; and, indeed, some among them did work honestly and +faithfully. + +Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known and +customary, astonished him at first, and once--in a brief moment of forgetting +that he was done with writing--he thought that if he had known them and +written of them, how like a satire the plainest relation of them must have +seemed! Strangest of all to him was the vehement and sincere patriotism. On +every side he heard it--it was a permeation; the newest school-child caught +it, though just from Hungary and learning to stammer a few words of the local +language. Everywhere the people shouted of the power, the size, the riches, +and the growth of their city. Not only that, they said that the people of +their city were the greatest, the "finest," the strongest, the Biggest people +on earth. They cited no authorities, and felt the need of none, being +themselves the people thus celebrated. And if the thing was questioned, or if +it was hinted that there might be one small virtue in which they were not +perfect and supreme, they wasted no time examining themselves to see if what +the critic said was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, for +they were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with them, +harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. For the +voice of the people is the voice of their god. + +Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, and the +door between the two rooms usually stood open--the father had established that +intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was alone, Sheridan came in, +some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his hand. + +"Bibbs," he said, "I don't like to butt in very often this way, and when I do +I usually wish I hadn't--but for Heaven's sake what have you been buying that +ole busted inter-traction stock for?" + +Bibbs leaned back from his desk. "For eleven hundred and fifty-five dollars. +That's all it cost." + +"Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought to know +that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader 'n Adam's cat!" + +"It might be worth something--some day." + +"How?" + +"It mightn't be so dead--not if We went into it," said Bibbs, coolly. + +"Oh!" Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, "Who'd you buy it +from?" + +"A broker--Fansmith." + +"Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that was +soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?" + +"Yes, I do." + +"Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?" + +"It belonged to Mr. Vertrees," said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself to his +desk. + +"So!" Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. "Excuse me," he said. +"Your business." And he went back to his own room. But presently he looked +in again. + +"I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day"--he was shuffling himself into +his overcoat--"because I just thought I'd go up to the house and get THIS over +with mamma." He glanced apologetically toward his right hand as it emerged +from the sleeve of the overcoat. The bandages had been removed, finally, that +morning, revealing but three fingers-- the forefinger and the finger next to +it had been amputated. "She's bound to make an awful fuss, and it better +spoil her lunch than her dinner. I'll be back about two." + +But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so accurately that +Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she was rising from the lonely +table when he came into the dining-room. He had left his overcoat in the +hall, but he kept his hands in his trousers pockets. + +"What's the matter, papa?" she asked, quickly. "Has anything gone wrong? You +ain't sick?" + +"Me!" He laughed loudly. "Me SICK?" + +"You had lunch?" + +"Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffe, though." + +She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had withdrawn she +said querulously, "I just know there's something wrong." + +"Nothin' in the world," he responed, heartily, taking a seat at the head of +the table. "I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with you, that's all. +It's more women-folks' business than what it is man's, anyhow." + +"What about?" + +"Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile--" + +"To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?" + +"Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile--" + +Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. "I guess it's time you had him, too. I +KNEW Bibbs--" + +"Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over BEFORE +anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take any chances with +BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, and I an' ole Gurney had a +talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; he rubbed it in on me what he said +about Bibbs havin' brains if he ever woke up. Then I thought he must want to +get something out o' me, he go so flattering--for a minute! 'Bibbs couldn't +help havin' business brains,' he says, 'bein' YOUR son. Don't be surprised,' +he says--'don't be surprised at his makin' a success,' he says. 'He couldn't +get over his heredity; he couldn't HELP bein' a business success--once you got +him into it. It's in his blood. Yes, sir' he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH +brains,' he says, 'an only third-rate brains, at that,' he says, 'but it does +need a special KIND o' brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. I mean,' he +says, 'when a man's given a start. If nobody gives him a start, why, course +he's got to have luck AND the right kind o' brains. The only miracle about +Bibbs,' he says, 'is where he got the OTHER kind o' brains--the brains you +made him quit usin' and throw away.'" + +"But what'd he say about his health?" Mrs. Sheridan demanded, impatiently, as +George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. Sheridan helped himself to +cream and sugar, and began to sip the coffee. + +"I'm comin' to that," he returned, placidly. "See how easy I manage this cup +with my left hand, mamma?" + +"You been doin' that all winter. What did--" + +"It's wonderful," he interrupted, admiringly, "what a fellow can do with his +left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever could with my +right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, I believe I RATHER +sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, anyway--just the +signature. Rest's all dictatin'." He blew across the top of the cup +unctuously. "Good coffee, mamma! Well, about Bibbs. Ole Gurney says he +believes if Bibbs could somehow get back to the state o' mind he was in about +the machine-shop--that is, if he could some way get to feelin' about business +the way he felt about the shop--not the poetry and writin' part, but--" He +paused, supplementing his remarks with a motion of his head toward the old +house next door. "He says Bibbs is older and harder 'n what he was when he +broke down that time, and besides, he ain't the kind o' dreamy way he was +then--and I should say he AIN'T! I'd like 'em to show ME anybody his age +that's any wider awake! But he says Bibbs's health never need bother us again +if--" + +Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. "I don't see any help THAT way. You know +yourself she wouldn't have Jim." + +"Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let him LOOK +at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked her, that she won't +let him come in the house any more. He's a mighty funny boy, and some ways I +reckon he's pretty near as hard to understand as the Bible, but Gurney kind o' +got me in the way o' thinkin' that if she'd let him come back and set around +with her an evening or two sometimes--not reg'lar, I don't mean--why--Well, I +just thought I'd see what YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk +about it to Bibbs himself--I don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow--but I thought +maybe you could kind o' slip over there some day, and sort o' fix up to have a +little talk with her, and kind o' hint around till you see how the land lays, +and ask her --" + +"ME!" Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. "No." She shook +her head decidedly. "It wouldn't do any good." + +"You won't try it?" + +"I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what I +believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T--and, +what's more, it 'd only make things worse. If people find out you're runnin' +after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't do as much for you as +if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any use, and I couldn't do it if +it was." + +He sighed with resignation. "All right, mamma. That's all." Then, in a +livelier tone, he said: "Ole Gurney took the bandages off my hand this +morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more." + +"Why, that's splendid, papa!" she cried, beaming. "I was afraid--Let's see." + +She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his pocket. "Wait +a minute," he said, smiling. "Now it may give you just a teeny bit of a +shock, but the fact is--well, you remember that Sunday when Sibyl came over +here and made all that fuss about nothin'--it was the day after I got tired o' +that statue when Edith's telegram came--" + +"Let me see your hand!" she cried. + +"Now wait!" he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. "The +truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, when you +wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office--he'd told me to, you +see--and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything." And he held out, for her +inspection, the mutilated hand. "You see, these days when it's all dictatin', +anyhow, nobody 'd mind just a couple o'--" + +He had to jump for her--she went over backward. For the second time in her +life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + + +It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her own room, +still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her with heat that the +"fuss" she was making irked him far more than his physical loss. He permitted +her to think that he meant to return directly to his office, but when he came +out to the open air he told the chauffeur in attendance to await him in front +of Mr. Vertrees's house, whither he himself proceeded on foot. + +Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as manna in the +wilderness; it came from heaven--by what agency he did not particularly +question. The broker informed him that "parties were interested in getting +hold of the stock," and that later there might be a possible increase in the +value of the large amount retained by his client. It might go "quite a ways +up" within a year or so, he said, and he advised "sitting tight" with it. Mr. +Vertrees went home and prayed. + +He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own again. +It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, and his wife shared +his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back her piano, and as for +furs--spring was on the way, she said. But they paid the butcher, the baker, +and the candlestick-maker, and hired a cook once more. It was this servitress +who opened the door for Sheridan and presently assured him that Miss Vertrees +would "be down." + +He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he flushed and +beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels of the cook. She had +a look of apprehension for the first fraction of a second, but it vanished at +the sight of him, and its place was taken in her eyes by a soft brilliance, +while color rushed in her cheeks. + +"Don't be surprised," he said. "Truth is, in a way it's sort of on business I +looked in here. It 'll only take a minute, I expect." + +"I'm sorry," said Mary. "I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors." + +He chuckled. "Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their +neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so--lately." + +"You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?" + +"I guess I could manage that much." And they sat down, facing each other and +not far apart. + +"Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly," he said, more gravely. +"Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it seemed to me I ought +to give you, and I just thought it was better to bring it myself and explain +how I happened to have it. It's this--this letter you wrote my boy." He +extended the letter to her solomnly, in his left hand, and she took it gently +from him. "It was in his mail, after he was hurt. You knew he never got it, +I expect." + +"Yes," she said, in a low voice. + +He sighed. "I'm glad he didn't. Not," he added, quickly--"not but what you +did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any other way when it +came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' to you--you were +above-board all through." + +Mary said, "Thank you," almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed low. + +"You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all his +mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it all-- once I +got started." + +"I'm glad you did." + +"Well"--he leaned forward as if to rise--"I guess that's about all. I just +thought you ought to have it." + +"Thank you for bringing it." + +He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she might have +something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware of this glance, and sat +with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the floor. + +"Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office," he said, rising +desperately. "I told--I told my partner I'd be back at two o'clock, and I +guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he catches me behind time. I got +to walk the chalk a mighty straight line these days--with THAT fellow keepin' +tabs on me!" + +Mary rose with him. "I've always heard YOU were the hard driver." + +He guffawed derisively. "Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. You +couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up my end o' +the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand bounce some day, and +run the whole circus by himself. You know how he is--once he goes AT a +thing!" + +"No," she smiled. "I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always heard--" + +He laughed, looking away from her. "It's just my way o' speakin' o' that boy +o' mine, Bibbs." + +He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of careless +geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, "How IS Bibbs?" +but she said nothing at all, though he waited until the silence became +embarrassing. + +"Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there," he said, at last. "He might +worry." + +"Good-by--and thank you," said Mary. + +"For what?" + +"For the letter." + +"Oh," he said, blankly. "You're welcome. Good-by." + +Mary put out her hand. "Good-by." + +"You'll have to excuse my left hand," he said. "I had a little accident to +the other one." + +She gave a pitying cry as she saw. "Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!" + +"Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow." He laughed jovially. +"Did anybody tell you how it happened?" + +"I heard you hurt your hand, but no--not just how." + +"It was this way," he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat down again. +"You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal about the youngest o' my +boys--the one that used to come to see you sometimes, after Jim--that is, I +mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke of as my partner; and the truth is that's +what it's just about goin' to amount to, one o' these days--if his health +holds out. Well, you remember, I expect, I had him on a machine over at a +plant o' mine; and sometimes I'd kind o' sneak in there and see how he was +gettin' along. Take a doctor with me sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so +robust, you might say. Ole Doc Gurney--I guess maybe you know him? Tall, +thin man; acts sleepy--" + +"Yes." + +"Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook to show +Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I wouldn't listen, +and I didn't look out--and that's how I got my hand hurt, tryin' to show Bibbs +how to do something he knew how to do and I didn't. Made me so mad I just +wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS hurt--and so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney +had to take kind o' radical measures with me. He's a right good doctor, too. +Don't you think so, Miss Vertrees?" + +"Yes." + +"Yes, he is so!" Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and gossip +with all day on his hands. "Take him on Bibbs's case. I was talkin' about +Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh to hear the way ole +Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as much a friend as he is +doctor--and he takes as much interest in Bibbs as if he was in the family. He +says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; and he thinks he could stand the pace +and get fat on it if--well, this is what'd made YOU laugh if you'd been there, +Miss Vertrees--honest it would!" He paused to chuckle, and stole a glance at +her. She was gazing straight before her at the wall; her lips were parted, +and--visibly--she was breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she was +growing furiously angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, and he went +on, determined now to say it all. He leaned forward and altered his voice to +one of confidential friendliness, though in it he still maintained a tone +which indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion was only a joke he shared with +her. "Yes, sir, you certainly would 'a' laughed! Why, that ole man thinks +YOU got something to do with it. You'll have to blame it on him, young lady, +if it makes you feel like startin' out to whip somebody! He's actually got +THIS theory: he says Bibbs got to gettin' better while he worked over there at +the shop because you kept him cheered up and feelin' good. And he says if you +could manage to just stand him hangin' around a little-- maybe not much, but +just SOMEtimes--again, he believed it 'd do Bibbs a mighty lot o' good. +'Course, that's only what the doctor said. Me, I don't know anything about +that; but I can say this much--I never saw any such a MENTAL improvement in +anybody in my life as I have lately in Bibbs. I expect you'd find him a good +deal more entertaining than what he used to be--and I know it's a kind of +embarrassing thing to suggest after the way he piled in over here that day to +ask you to stand up before the preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc +GURNEY, he's got you on his brain so bad--" + +Mary jumped. "Mr. Sheridan!" she exclaimed. + +He sighed profoundly. "There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. I didn't --" + +"No, no, no!" she cried. "But I don't understand--and I think you don't. +What is it you want me to do?" + +He sighed again, but this time with relief. "Well, well!" he said. "You're +right. It 'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I could with you, +all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come and see you sometimes, +once more. Could you?" + +"You don't understand." She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful +gesture. "Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to make your +oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came and asked me to +marry him--because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T see him any more," she +cried in distress. "I CAN'T!" + +Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. "You mean because he thought that +about you?" + +"No, no! What he thought was TRUE!" + +"Well--you mean he was so much in--you mean he thought so much of you --" The +words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's tongue; he seemed to be in +doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a ghastly pause he bravely +repeated them. "You mean he thought so much of you that you just couldn't +stand him around?" + +"NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and he'd +respected me--too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you like, and he'd +have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, and as he knew I +would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan," she said. "But the cheap, bad things +one has done seem always to come back--they wait, and pull you down when +you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you see; and he wasn't 'in love' with me +at all." + +"He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to do-- it +was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad--he just threw it away +and walked right up and took the job he swore he never would-- just for you. +And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that must think quite a heap o' the +girl he does it for! You say it was only because he was sorry, but let me +tell you there's only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for! Yes, sir!" + +"No, no," she said. "Bibbs isn't like other men--he would do anything for +anybody." + +Sheridan grinned. "Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays," he said. "For +instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in 'sentiment in +business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he wanted was, just plain +and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was afraid his thinkin' so much OF +you had kind o' sickened you of him--the way it does sometimes. But from the +way you talk, I understand that ain't the trouble." He coughed, and his voice +trembled a little. "Now here, Miss Vertrees, I don't have to tell +you--because you see things easy--I know I got no business comin' to you like +this, but I had to make Bibbs go my way instead of his own--I had to do it for +the sake o' my business and on his own account, too--and I expect you got some +idea how it hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. He didn't come in +half-hearted or mean; he came in--all the way! But there isn't anything in it +to him; you can see he's just shut his teeth on it and goin' ahead with dust +in his mouth. You see, one way of lookin' at it, he's got nothin' to work +FOR. And it seems to me like it cost him your friendship, and I believe +--honest--that's what hurt him the worst. Now you said we'd talk plain. Why +can't you let him come back?" + +She covered her face desperately with her hands. "I can't!" + +He rose, defeated, and looking it. + +"Well, I mustn't press you," he said, gently. + +At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her face. "Ah! +He was only sorry for me!" + +He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal honesty, and it +confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. It was so clear that even +Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able to see it. Then a change came over +him; gloom fell from him, and he grew radient. + +"Don't! Don't" she cried. "You mustn't--" + +"I won't tell him," said Sheridan, from the doorway. "I won't tell anybody +anything!" + + +There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest in the +sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy and dirty, +thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, asphalt, sulphurous +acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar things the men liked to breathe +and to have upon their skins and garments and upon their wives and babies and +sweethearts. The growth of the city was visible in the smoke and the noise +and the rush. There was more smoke than there had been this day of February a +year earlier; there was more noise; and the crowds were thicker--yet quicker +in spite of that. The traffic policeman had a hard time, for the people were +independent--they retained some habits of the old market-town period, and +would cross the street anywhere and anyhow, which not only got them killed +more frequently than if they clung to the legal crossings, but kept the +motormen, the chauffeurs, and the truck-drivers in a stew of profane +nervousness. So the traffic policemen led harried lives; they themselves were +killed, of course, with a certain periodicity, but their main trouble was that +they could not make the citizens realize that it was actually and mortally +perilous to go about their city. It was strange, for there were probably no +citizens of any length of residence who had not personally known either some +one who had been killed or injured in an accident, or some one who had +accidentally killed or injured others. And yet, perhaps it was not strange, +seeing the sharp preoccupation of the faces--the people had something on their +minds; they could not stop to bother about dirt and danger. + +Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident until +this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother connected with a +timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in and out of the department +stores, she had an insistent consciousness of the Sheridan Building. From the +street, anywhere, it was almost always in sight, like some monstrous +geometrical shadow, murk-colored and rising limitlessly into the swimming +heights of the smoke-mist. It was gaunt and grimy and repellent; it had +nothing but strength and size--but in that consciousness of Mary's the great +structure may have partaken of beauty. Sheridan had made some of the things he +said emphatic enought to remain with her. She went over and over them--and +they began to seem true: "Only ONE girl he could feel THAT sorry for!" +"Gurney says he's got you on his brain so bad--" The man's clumsy talk began +to sing in her heart. The song was begun there when she saw the accident. + +She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the traffic +to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking the passage, +darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came from the crowd behind +her, talking earnestly, and started across. Both wore black; one was tall and +broad and thick, and the other was taller, but noticeably slender. And Mary +caught her breath, for they were Bibbs and his father. They did not see her, +and she caught a phrase in Bibbs's mellow voice, which had taken a crisper +ring: "Sixty-eight thousand dollars? Not sixty-eight thousand buttons!" It +startled her queerly, and as there was a glimpse of his profile she saw for +the first time a resemblance to his father. + +She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead of his +father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing of a truck, +beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of country women who were +in course of passage; they were just in front of Bibbs, and shoved backward +upon him violently. To extricate himself from them he stepped back, directly +in front of a moving trolley-car--no place for absent-mindedness, but Bibbs +was still absorbed in thoughts concerned with what he had been saying to his +father. There were shrieks and yells; Bibbs looked the wrong way--and then +Mary saw the heavy figure of Sheridan plunge straight forward in front of the +car. With absolute disregard of his own life, he hurled himself at Bibbs like +a football-player shunting off an opponent, and to Mary it seemed that they +both went down together. But that was all she could see--automobiles, trucks, +and wagons closed in between. She made out that the trolley-car stopped +jerkily, and she saw a policeman breaking his way through the instantly +condensing crowd, while the traffic came to a standstill, and people stood up +in automobiles or climbed upon the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a +chance of seeing anything horrible. + +Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came to help +the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion again. The crowd +became pliant, dispersing--there was no figure upon the ground, and no +ambulance came. But one of the policemen was detained by the clinging and +beseeching of a gloved hand. + +"What IS the matter, lady?" + +"Where are they?" Mary cried. + +"Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!" + +"His SON--" + +"Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him--oh, he's not bad off, +I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. The fender +shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got shook up. They both +went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. Excuse me, lady." + +Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, ascending. +"Whisk-broom up in the office," Sheridan was saying. "You got to look out on +those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't know I got any call to blow, +though--because I tried to cross after you did. That's how I happened to run +into you. Well, you want remember to look out after this. We were talkin' +about Murtrie's askin' sixty-eight thousand flat for that ninety-nine-year +lease. It's his lookout if he'd rather take it that way, and I don't know +but--" + +"No," said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; "he won't get it. Not +from Us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can convince you in five +minutes." He followed his father into the office anteroom--and convinced him. +Then, having been diligently brushed by a youth of color, Bibbs went into his +own room and closed the door. + +He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and his side +was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be alone; he wanted to +rub himself and, for once, to do some useless thinking again. He knew that his +father had not "happened" to run into him; he knew that Sheridan had +instantly--and instinctively--proved that he held his own life of no account +whatever compared to that of his son and heir. Bibbs had been unable to speak +of that, or to seem to know it; for Sheridan, just as instinctively, had swept +the matter aside--as of no importance, since all was well--reverting +immediately to business. + +Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he had never +perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and indomitable--and +lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's very self; laughing at the +lightning and at wounds and mutilation; conquering, irresistible--and blindly +noble. For the first time in his life Bibbs began to understand the meaning +of being truly this man's son. + +He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan said, Bibbs +had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. He had given his +word because he had wanted the money, simply, for Mary Vertrees in her need. +And he shivered with horror of himself, thinking how he had gone to her to +offer it, asking her to marry him--with his head on his breast in shameful +fear that she would accept him! He had not known her; the knowing had lost +her to him, and this had been his real awakening; for he knew now how deep had +been that slumber wherein he dreamily celebrated the superiority of +"friendship"! The sleep-walker had wakened to bitter knowledge of love and +life, finding himself a failure in both. He had made a burnt offering of his +dreams, and the sacrifice had been an unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was +left for him was the work he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in +that, though it was indeed no more than "dust in his mouth." If there had +been anything "to work for --" + +He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets below. +He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms--and he looked across, over the +roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the vast, foggy heart of the +smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising dimly against it, chattering with +steel on steel, and screeching in steam, while tiny figures of men walked on +threads in the dull sky. Buildings would overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was +being served. + +But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. Here, where +his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running brooks, and how had the +kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! The pioneers had begun the work, +but in their old age their orators had said for them that they had toiled and +risked and sacrificed that their posterity might live in peace and wisdom, +enjoying the fruits of the earth. Well, their posterity was here--and there +was only turmoil. Where was the promised land? It had been promised by the +soldiers of all the wars; it had been promised to this generation by the +pioneers; but here was the very posterity to whom it had been promised, +toiling and risking and sacrificing in turn--for what? + +The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, continuously +beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish a pulsation in it --a +broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him that it was like a titanic +voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily metallic--the voice of the god, Bigness. +And the voice summoned Bibbs as it summoned all its servants. + +"Come and work!" it seemed to yell. "Come and work for Me, all men! By your +youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your despair I sommon you +to work for Me yet a little, with what strength you have. By your love of +home I summon you! By your love of woman I summon you! By your hope of +children I summon you! + +"You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, you Master and +Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon my ugliness. You shall give +your toil and your lives, you shall go mad for love and worship of my +ugliness! You shall perish still worshipping Me, and your children shall +perish knowing no other god!" + +And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his father's voice +booming in the next room; he could not distinguish the words, but the tone was +exultant--and there came the THUMP! THUMP! of the maimed hand. Bibbs guessed +that Sheridan was bragging of the city and of Bigness to some visitor from +out-of-town. + +And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. But with +the old, old thought again,, "What for?" Bibbs caught a glimmer of far, faint +light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life struggled and conquered, and +must all his life go on struggling and inevitably conquering, as part of a +vast impulse not his own. Sheridan served blindly--but was the impulse blind? +Bibbs asked himself if it was not he who had been in the greater hurry, after +all. The kiln must be fired before the vase is glazed, and the Acropolis was +not crowned with marble in a day. + +Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of some hugh +music struggling to be born of the turmoil. "Ugly I am," it seemed to say to +him, "but never forget that I AM a god!" And the voice grew in sonorousness +and in dignity. "The highest should serve, but so long as you worship me for +my own sake I will not serve you. It is man who makes me ugly, by his worship +of me. If man would let me serve him, I should be beautiful!" + +Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself--in the vague +contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs--a giganitc figure with feet +pedestaled upon the great buildings and shoulders disappearing in the clouds, +a colossus of steel and wholly blackened with soot. But Bibbs carried his +fancy further--for there was still a little poet lingering in the back of his +head--and he thought that up over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant +labored with his hands in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what +he made there--perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that +were children now--a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white--" + +It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang fiercely. + +He lifted the thing from his desk and answered--and as the small voice inside +it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled violently as he +picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong--he had been mistaken--yet it +was a startlingly beautiful voice; startlingly kind, too, and ineffably like +the one he hungered most to hear. + +"Who?" he said, his own voice shaking--like his hand. + +"Mary." + +He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: "IS IT?" + +There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. +"Bibbs--I wanted to--just to see if you--" + +"Yes--Mary?" + +"I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. They said +you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know for myself." + +"No, no, I wasn't hurt at all--Mary. It was father who came nearer it. He +saved me." + +"Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd until you +had gone. And I wanted to KNOW." + +"Mary--would you--have minded?" he said. + +There was a long interval before she answered. + +"Yes." + +"Then why--" + +"Yes, Bibbs?" + +"I don't know what to say," he cried. "It's so wonderful to hear your voice +again--I'm shaking, Mary--I--I don't know--I don't know anything except that I +AM talking to you! It IS you--Mary?" + +"Yes, Bibbs!" + +"Mary--I've seen you from my window at home--only five times since I --since +then. You looked--oh, how can I tell you? It was like a man chained in a +cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. Mary, won't you--let me see +you again--near? I think I could make you really forgive me--you'd have to--" + +"I DID--then." + +"No--not really--or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me any more." + +"That wasn't the reason." The voice was very low. + +"Mary," he said, even more tremulously than before, "I can't--you COULDN'T +mean it was because--you can't mean it was because you-- care?" + +There was no answer. + +"Mary?" he called, huskily. "If you mean THAT--you'd let me see you-- +wouldn't you?" + +And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, but if it +did, the words were, "Yes, Bibbs--dear." + +But the voice was not in the instrument--it was so gentle and so light, so +almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air--and it came from the air. + +Slowly and incredulously he turned--and glory fell upon his shining eyes. The +door of his father's room had opened. + +Mary stood upon the threshold. + +THE END + + + + + +End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Turmoil, by Booth Tarkington + +
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The +stranger must feel the dirt before he feels the wonder, for the dirt +will be upon him instantly. It will be upon him and within him, since +he must breathe it, and he may care for no further proof that wealth +is here better loved than cleanliness; but whether he cares or not, +the negligently tended streets incessantly press home the point, and +so do the flecked and grimy citizens. At a breeze he must smother in +the whirlpools of dust, and if he should decline at any time to inhale +the smoke he has the meager alternative of suicide. + +The smoke is like the bad breath of a giant panting for more and more +riches. He gets them and pants the fiercer, smelling and swelling +prodigiously. He has a voice, a hoarse voice, hot and rapacious +trained to one tune: "Wealth! I will get Wealth! I will make +Wealth! I will sell Wealth for more Wealth! My house shall be dirty, +my garment shall be dirty, and I will foul my neighbor so that he +cannot be clean--but I will get Wealth! There shall be no clean thing +about me: my wife shall be dirty and my child shall be dirty, but I +will get Wealth!" And yet it is not wealth that he is so greedy for: +what the giant really wants is hasty riches. To get these he +squanders wealth upon the four winds, for wealth is in the smoke. + +Not so long ago as a generation, there was no panting giant here, no +heaving, grimy city; there was but a pleasant big town of neighborly +people who had understanding of one another, being, on the whole, much +of the same type. It was a leisurely and kindly place--"homelike," +it was called--and when the visitor had been taken through the State +Asylum for the Insane and made to appreciate the view of the cemetery +from a little hill, his host's duty as Baedeker was done. The good +burghers were given to jogging comfortably about in phaetons or in +surreys for a family drive on Sunday. No one was very rich; few were +very poor; the air was clean, and there was time to live. + +But there was a spirit abroad in the land, and it was strong here as +elsewhere--a spirit that had moved in the depths of the American soil +and labored there, sweating, till it stirred the surface, rove the +mountains, and emerged, tangible and monstrous, the god of all good +American hearts--Bigness. And that god wrought the panting giant. + +In the souls of the burghers there had always been the profound +longing for size. Year by year the longing increased until it became +an accumulated force: We must Grow! We must be Big! We must be +Bigger! Bigness means Money! And the thing began to happen; their +longing became a mighty Will. We must be Bigger! Bigger! Bigger! +Get people here! Coax them here! Bribe them! Swindle them into +coming, if you must, but get them! Shout them into coming! Deafen +them into coming! Any kind of people; all kinds of people! We must +be Bigger! Blow! Boost! Brag! Kill the fault-finder! Scream and +bellow to the Most High: Bigness is patriotism and honor! Bigness +is love and life and happiness! Bigness is Money! We want Bigness! + +They got it. From all the states the people came; thinly at first, +and slowly, but faster and faster in thicker and thicker swarms as the +quick years went by. White people came, and black people and brown +people and yellow people; the negroes came from the South by the +thousands and thousands, multiplying by other thousands and thousands +faster than they could die. From the four quarters of the earth the +people came, the broken and the unbroken, the tame and the wild-- +Germans, Irish, Italians, Hungarians, Scotch, Welsh, English, French, +Swiss, Swedes, Norwegians, Greeks, Poles, Russian Jews, Dalmatians, +Armenians, Rumanians, Servians, Persians, Syrians, Japanese, Chinese, +Turks, and every hybrid that these could propagate. And if there +were no Eskimos nor Patagonians, what other human strain that earth +might furnish failed to swim and bubble in this crucible? + +With Bigness came the new machinery and the rush; the streets began +to roar and rattle, the houses to tremble; the pavements were worn +under the tread of hurrying multitudes. The old, leisurely, quizzical +look of the faces was lost in something harder and warier; and a +cockney type began to emerge discernibly--a cynical young mongrel +barbaric of feature, muscular and cunning; dressed in good fabrics +fashioned apparently in imitation of the sketches drawn by newspaper +comedians. The female of his kind came with him--a pale girl, shoddy +and a little rouged; and they communicated in a nasal argot, mainly +insolences and elisions. Nay, the common speech of the people showed +change: in place of the old midland vernacular, irregular but clean, +and not unwholesomely drawling, a jerky dialect of coined metaphors +began to be heard, held together by GUNNAS and GOTTAS and much +fostered by the public journals. + +The city piled itself high in the center, tower on tower for a +nucleus, and spread itself out over the plain, mile after mile; and +in its vitals, like benevolent bacilli contending with malevolent in +the body of a man, missions and refuges offered what resistance they +might to the saloons and all the hells that cities house and shelter. +Temptation and ruin were ready commodities on the market for purchase +by the venturesome; highwaymen walked the streets at night and +sometimes killed; snatching thieves were busy everywhere in the dusk; +while house-breakers were a common apprehension and frequent reality. +Life itself was somewhat safer from intentional destruction than it +was in medieval Rome during a faction war--though the Roman murderer +was more like to pay for his deed--but death or mutilation beneath +the wheels lay in ambush at every crossing. + +The politicians let the people make all the laws they liked; it did +not matter much, and the taxes went up, which is good for politicians. +Law-making was a pastime of the people; nothing pleased them more. +Singular fermentation of their humor, they even had laws forbidding +dangerous speed. More marvelous still, they had a law forbidding +smoke! They forbade chimneys to smoke and they forbade cigarettes +to smoke. They made laws for all things and forgot them immediately; +though sometimes they would remember after a while, and hurry to make +new laws that the old laws should be enforced--and then forget both +new and old. Wherever enforcement threatened Money or Votes--or +wherever it was too much to bother--it became a joke. Influence was +the law. + +So the place grew. And it grew strong. + +Straightway when he came, each man fell to the same worship: + + Give me of thyself, O Bigness: + Power to get more power! + Riches to get more riches! + Give me of thy sweat that I may sweat more! + Give me Bigness to get more Bigness to myself, + O Bigness, for Thine is the Power and the Glory! And + there is no end but Bigness, ever and for ever! + + + +CHAPTER II + +The Sheridan Building was the biggest skyscraper; the Sheridan Trust +Company was the biggest of its kind, and Sheridan himself had been the +biggest builder and breaker and truster and buster under the smoke. +He had come from a country cross-roads, at the beginning of the +growth, and he had gone up and down in the booms and relapses of +that period; but each time he went down he rebounded a little higher, +until finally, after a year of overwork and anxiety--the latter not +decreased by a chance, remote but possible, of recuperation from +the former in the penitentiary--he found himself on top, with solid +substance under his feet; and thereafter "played it safe." But his +hunger to get was unabated, for it was in the very bones of him and +grew fiercer. + +He was the city incarnate. He loved it, calling it God's country, as +he called the smoke Prosperity, breathing the dingy cloud with relish. +And when soot fell upon his cuff he chuckled; he could have kissed it. +"It's good! It's good!" he said, and smacked his lips in gusto. +"Good, clean soot; it's our life-blood, God bless it!" The smoke was +one of his great enthusiasms; he laughed at a committee of plaintive +housewives who called to beg his aid against it. "Smoke's what brings +your husbands' money home on Saturday night," he told them, jovially. +"Smoke may hurt your little shrubberies in the front yard some, but +it's the catarrhal climate and the adenoids that starts your chuldern +coughing. Smoke makes the climate better. Smoke means good health: +it makes the people wash more. They have to wash so much they wash +off the microbes. You go home and ask your husbands what smoke puts +in their pockets out o' the pay-roll--and you'll come around next time +to get me to turn out more smoke instead o' chokin' it off!" + +It was Narcissism in him to love the city so well; he saw his +reflection in it; and, like it, he was grimy, big, careless, rich, +strong, and unquenchably optimistic. From the deepest of his inside +all the way out he believed it was the finest city in the world. +"Finest" was his word. He thought of it as his city as he thought +of his family as his family; and just as profoundly believed his city +to be the finest city in the world, so did he believe his family to +be--in spite of his son Bibbs--the finest family in the world. As a +matter of fact, he knew nothing worth knowing about either. + +Bibbs Sheridan was a musing sort of boy, poor in health, and +considered the failure--the "odd one"--of the family. Born during +that most dangerous and anxious of the early years, when the mother +fretted and the father took his chance, he was an ill-nourished baby, +and grew meagerly, only lengthwise, through a feeble childhood. At +his christening he was committed for life to "Bibbs" mainly through +lack of imagination on his mother's part, for though it was her maiden +name, she had no strong affection for it; but it was "her turn" to +name the baby, and, as she explained later, she "couldn't think of +anything else she liked AT ALL!" She offered this explanation one +day when the sickly boy was nine and after a long fit of brooding had +demanded some reason for his name's being Bibbs. He requested then +with unwonted vehemence to be allowed to exchange names with his older +brother, Roscoe Conkling Sheridan, or with the oldest, James Sheridan, +Junior, and upon being refused went down into the cellar and remained +there the rest of that day. And the cook, descending toward dusk, +reported that he had vanished; but a search revealed that he was in +the coal-pile, completely covered and still burrowing. Removed by +force and carried upstairs, he maintained a cryptic demeanor, refusing +to utter a syllable of explanation, even under the lash. This obvious +thing was wholly a mystery to both parents; the mother was nonplussed, +failed to trace and connect; and the father regarded his son as a +stubborn and mysterious fool, an impression not effaced as the years +went by. + +At twenty-two, Bibbs was physically no more than the outer scaffolding +of a man, waiting for the building to begin inside--a long-shanked, +long-faced, rickety youth, sallow and hollow and haggard, dark-haired +and dark-eyed, with a peculiar expression of countenance; indeed, at +first sight of Bibbs Sheridan a stranger might well be solicitous, for +he seemed upon the point of tears. But to a slightly longer gaze, not +grief, but mirth, was revealed as his emotion; while a more searching +scrutiny was proportionately more puzzling--he seemed about to burst +out crying or to burst out laughing, one or the other, inevitably, but +it was impossible to decide which. And Bibbs never, on any occasion +of his life, either laughed aloud or wept. + +He was a "disappointment" to his father. At least that was the +parent's word--a confirmed and established word after his first +attempt to make a "business man" of the boy. He sent Bibbs to "begin +at the bottom and learn from the ground up" in the machine-shop of the +Sheridan Automatic Pump Works, and at the end of six months the family +physician sent Bibbs to begin at the bottom and learn from the ground +up in a sanitarium. + +"You needn't worry, mamma," Sheridan told his wife. "There's nothin' +the matter with Bibbs except he hates work so much it makes him sick. +I put him in the machine-shop, and I guess I know what I'm doin' about +as well as the next man. Ole Doc Gurney always was one o' them nutty +alarmists. Does he think I'd do anything 'd be bad for my own flesh +and blood? He makes me tired!" + +Anything except perfectly definite health or perfectly definite +disease was incomprehensible to Sheridan. He had a genuine +conviction that lack of physical persistence in any task involving +money must be due to some subtle weakness of character itself, to +some profound shiftlessness or slyness. He understood typhoid fever, +pneumonia, and appendicitis--one had them, and either died or got over +them and went back to work--but when the word "nervous" appeared in a +diagnosis he became honestly suspicious: he had the feeling that there +was something contemptible about it, that there was a nigger in the +wood-pile somewhere. + +"Look at me," he said. "Look at what I did at his age! Why, when +I was twenty years old, wasn't I up every morning at four o'clock +choppin' wood--yes! and out in the dark and the snow--to build a fire +in a country grocery store? And here Bibbs has to go and have a +DOCTOR because he can't--Pho! it makes me tired! If he'd gone at it +like a man he wouldn't be sick." + +He paced the bedroom--the usual setting for such parental discussions +--in his nightgown, shaking his big, grizzled head and gesticulating +to his bedded spouse. "My Lord!" he said. "If a little, teeny bit +o' work like this is too much for him, why, he ain't fit for anything! +It's nine-tenths imagination, and the rest of it--well, I won't say +it's deliberate, but I WOULD like to know just how much of it's put +on!" + +"Bibbs didn't want the doctor," said Mrs. Sheridan. "It was when +he was here to dinner that night, and noticed how he couldn't eat +anything. Honey, you better come to bed." + +"Eat!" he snorted. "Eat! It's work that makes men eat! And it's +imagination that keeps people from eatin'. Busy men don't get time +for that kind of imagination; and there's another thing you'll notice +about good health, if you'll take the trouble to look around you +Mrs. Sheridan: busy men haven't got time to be sick and they don't +GET sick. You just think it over and you'll find that ninety-nine +per cent. of the sick people you know are either women or loafers. +Yes, ma'am!" + +"Honey," she said again, drowsily, "you better come to bed." + +"Look at the other boys," her husband bade her. "Look at Jim and +Roscoe. Look at how THEY work! There isn't a shiftless bone in their +bodies. Work never made Jim or Roscoe sick. Jim takes half the load +off my shoulders already. Right now there isn't a harder-workin', +brighter business man in this city than Jim. I've pushed him, but +he give me something to push AGAINST. You can't push 'nervous +dyspepsia'! And look at Roscoe; just LOOK at what that boy's done for +himself, and barely twenty-seven years old--married, got a fine wife, +and ready to build for himself with his own money, when I put up the +New House for you and Edie." + +"Papa, you'll catch cold in your bare feet," she murmured. "You +better come to bed." + +"And I'm just as proud of Edie, for a girl," he continued, +emphatically, "as I am of Jim and Roscoe for boys. She'll make some +man a mighty good wife when the time comes. She's the prettiest and +talentedest girl in the United States! Look at that poem she wrote +when she was in school and took the prize with; it's the best poem I +ever read in my life, and she'd never even tried to write one before. +It's the finest thing I ever read, and R. T. Bloss said so, too; and +I guess he's a good enough literary judge for me--turns out more +advertisin' liter'cher than any man in the city. I tell you she's +smart! Look at the way she worked me to get me to promise the New +House--and I guess you had your finger in that, too, mamma! This old +shack's good enough for me, but you and little Edie 'll have to have +your way. I'll get behind her and push her the same as I will Jim +and Roscoe. I tell you I'm mighty proud o' them three chuldern! But +Bibbs--" He paused, shaking his head. "Honest, mamma, when I talk +to men that got ALL their boys doin' well and worth their salt, why, +I have to keep my mind on Jim and Roscoe and forget about Bibbs." + +Mrs. Sheridan tossed her head fretfully upon the pillow. "You did the +best you could, papa," she said, impatiently, "so come to bed and quit +reproachin' yourself for it." + +He glared at her indignantly. "Reproachin' myself!" he snorted. +"I ain't doin' anything of the kind! What in the name o' goodness +would I want to reproach myself for? And it wasn't the 'best I +could,' either. It was the best ANYBODY could! I was givin' him +a chance to show what was in him and make a man of himself--and here +he goes and gets 'nervous dyspepsia' on me!" + +He went to the old-fashioned gas-fixture, turned out the light, +and muttered his way morosely into bed. + +"What?" said his wife, crossly, bothered by a subsequent mumbling. + +"More like hook-worm, I said," he explained, speaking louder. "I +don't know what to do with him!" + + + +CHAPTER III + +Beginning at the beginning and learning from the ground up was a long +course for Bibbs at the sanitarium, with milk and "zwieback" as the +basis of instruction; and the months were many and tiresome before +he was considered near enough graduation to go for a walk leaning on +a nurse and a cane. These and subsequent months saw the planning, +the building, and the completion of the New House; and it was to that +abode of Bigness that Bibbs was brought when the cane, without the +nurse, was found sufficient to his support. + +Edith met him at the station. "Well, well, Bibbs!" she said, as he +came slowly through the gates, the last of all the travelers from +that train. She gave his hand a brisk little shake, averting her eyes +after a quick glance at him, and turning at once toward the passage +to the street. "Do you think they ought to've let you come? You +certainly don't look well!" + +"But I certainly do look better," he returned, in a voice as slow as +his gait; a drawl that was a necessity, for when Bibbs tried to speak +quickly he stammered. "Up to about a month ago it took two people to +see me. They had to get me in a line between 'em!" + +Edith did not turn her eyes directly toward him again, after her +first quick glance; and her expression, in spite of her, showed a +faint, troubled distaste, the look of a healthy person pressed by +some obligation of business to visit a "bad" ward in a hospital. +She was nineteen, fair and slim, with small, unequal features, but +a prettiness of color and a brilliancy of eyes that created a total +impression close upon beauty. Her movements were eager and restless: +there was something about her, as kind old ladies say, that was very +sweet; and there was something that was hurried and breathless. This +was new to Bibbs; it was a perceptible change since he had last seen +her, and he bent upon her a steady, whimsical scrutiny as they stood +at the curb, waiting for an automobile across the street to disengage +itself from the traffic. + +"That's the new car," she said. "Everything's new. We've got four +now, besides Jim's. Roscoe's got two." + +"Edith, you look--" he began, and paused. + +"Oh, WE're all well," she said, briskly; and then, as if something in +his tone had caught her as significant, "Well, HOW do I look, Bibbs?" + +"You look--" He paused again, taking in the full length of her--her +trim brown shoes, her scant, tapering, rough skirt, and her coat of +brown and green, her long green tippet and her mad little rough hat +in the mad mode--all suited to the October day. + +"How do I look?" she insisted. + +"You look," he answered, as his examination ended upon an incrusted +watch of platinum and enamel at her wrist, "you look--expensive!" +That was a substitute for what he intended to say, for her constraint +and preoccupation, manifested particularly in her keeping her direct +glance away from him, did not seem to grant the privilege of impulsive +intimacies. + +"I expect I am!" she laughed, and sidelong caught the direction of +his glance. "Of course I oughtn't to wear it in the daytime--it's an +evening thing, for the theater--but my day wrist-watch is out of gear. +Bobby Lamhorn broke it yesterday; he's a regular rowdy sometimes. +Do you want Claus to help you in?" + +"Oh no," said Bibbs. "I'm alive." And after a fit of panting +subsequent to his climbing into the car unaided, he added, "Of course, +I have to TELL people!" + +"We only got your telegram this morning," she said, as they began to +move rapidly through the "wholesale district" neighboring the station. +"Mother said she'd hardly expected you this month." + +"They seemed to be through with me up there in the country," he +explained, gently. "At least they said they were, and they wouldn't +keep me any longer, because so many really sick people wanted to get +in. They told me to go home--and I didn't have any place else to go. +It'll be all right, Edith; I'll sit in the woodshed until after dark +every day." + +"Pshaw!" She laughed nervously. "Of course we're all of us glad to +have you back." + +"Yes?" he said. "Father?" + +"Of course! Didn't he write and tell you to come home?" She did not +turn to him with the question. All the while she rode with her face +directly forward. + +"No," he said; "father hasn't written." + +She flushed a little. "I expect I ought to've written sometime, or +one of the boys--" + +"Oh no; that was all right." + +"You can't think how busy we've all been this year, Bibbs. I often +planned to write--and then, just as I was going to, something would +turn up. And I'm sure it's been just the same way with Jim and +Roscoe. Of course we knew mamma was writing often and--" + +"Of course!" he said, readily. "There's a chunk of coal fallen on +your glove, Edith. Better flick it off before it smears. My word! +I'd almost forgotten how sooty it is here." + +"We've been having very bright weather this month--for us." She +blew the flake of soot into the air, seeming relieved. + +He looked up at the dingy sky, wherein hung the disconsolate sun +like a cold tin pan nailed up in a smoke-house by some lunatic, for +a decoration. "Yes," said Bibbs. "It's very gay." A few moments +later, as they passed a corner, "Aren't we going home?" he asked. + +"Why, yes! Did you want to go somewhere else first?" + +"No. Your new driver's taking us out of the way, isn't he?" + +"No. This is right. We're going straight home." + +"But we've passed the corner. We always turned--" + +"Good gracious!" she cried. "Didn't you know we'd moved? Didn't +you know we were in the New House?" + +"Why, no!" said Bibbs. "Are you?" + +"We've been there a month! Good gracious! Didn't you know--" She +broke off, flushing again, and then went on hastily: "Of course, +mamma's never been so busy in her life; we ALL haven't had time to do +anything but keep on the hop. Mamma couldn't even come to the station +to-day. Papa's got some of his business friends and people from +around the OLD-house neighborhood coming to-night for a big dinner +and 'house-warming'--dreadful kind of people--but mamma's got it all +on her hands. She's never sat down a MINUTE; and if she did, papa +would have her up again before--" + +"Of course," said Bibbs. "Do you like the new place, Edith?" + +"I don't like some of the things father WOULD have in it, but it's +the finest house in town, and that ought to be good enough for me! +Papa bought one thing I like--a view of the Bay of Naples in oil +that's perfectly beautiful; it's the first thing you see as you come +in the front hall, and it's eleven feet long. But he would have that +old fruit picture we had in the Murphy Street house hung up in the +new dining-room. You remember it--a table and a watermelon sliced +open, and a lot of rouged-looking apples and some shiny lemons, with +two dead prairie-chickens on a chair? He bought it at a furniture- +store years and years ago, and he claims it's a finer picture than any +they saw in the museums, that time he took mamma to Europe. But it's +horribly out of date to have those things in dining-rooms, and I +caught Bobby Lamhorn giggling at it; and Sibyl made fun of it, too, +with Bobby, and then told papa she agreed with him about its being +such a fine thing, and said he did just right to insist on having it +where he wanted it. She makes me tired! Sibyl!" + +Edith's first constraint with her brother, amounting almost to +awkwardness, vanished with this theme, though she still kept her +full gaze always to the front, even in the extreme ardor of her +denunciation of her sister-in-law. + +"SIBYL!" she repeated, with such heat and vigor that the name seemed +to strike fire on her lips. "I'd like to know why Roscoe couldn't +have married somebody from HERE that would have done us some good! +He could have got in with Bobby Lamhorn years ago just as well as now, +and Bobby'd have introduced him to the nicest girls in town, but +instead of that he had to go and pick up this Sibyl Rink! I met some +awfully nice people from her town when mamma and I were at Atlantic +City, last spring, and not one had ever heard of the Rinks! Not even +HEARD of 'em!" + +"I thought you were great friends with Sibyl," Bibbs said. + +"Up to the time I found her out!" the sister returned, with continuing +vehemence. "I've found out some things about Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan +lately--" + +"It's only lately?" + +"Well--" Edith hesitated, her lips setting primly. "Of course, I +always did see that she never cared the snap of her little finger +about ROSCOE!" + +"It seems," said Bibbs, in laconic protest, "that she married him." + +The sister emitted a shrill cry, to be interpreted as contemptuous +laughter, and, in her emotion, spoke too impulsively: "Why, she'd +have married YOU!" + +"No, no," he said; "she couldn't be that bad!" + +"I didn't mean--" she began, distressed. "I only meant--I didn't +mean--" + +"Never mind, Edith," he consoled her. "You see, she couldn't have +married me, because I didn't know her; and besides, if she's as +mercenary as all that she'd have been too clever. The head doctor +even had to lend me the money for my ticket home." + +"I didn't mean anything unpleasant about YOU," Edith babbled. "I only +meant I thought she was the kind of girl who was so simply crazy to +marry somebody she'd have married anybody that asked her." + +"Yes, yes," said Bibbs, "it's all straight." And, perceiving that +his sister's expression was that of a person whose adroitness has set +matters perfectly to rights, he chuckled silently. + +"Roscoe's perfectly lovely to her," she continued, a moment later. +"Too lovely! If he'd wake up a little and lay down the law, some day, +like a MAN, I guess she'd respect him more and learn to behave +herself!" + +"'Behave'?" + +"Oh, well, I mean she's so insincere," said Edith, characteristically +evasive when it came to stating the very point to which she had led, +and in this not unique of her sex. + +Bibbs contented himself with a non-committal gesture. "Business +is crawling up the old streets," he said, his long, tremulous hand +indicating a vasty structure in course of erection. "The boarding- +houses come first and then the--" + +"That isn't for shops," she informed him. "That's a new investment +of papa's--the 'Sheridan Apartments.'" + +"Well, well," he murmured. "I supposed 'Sheridan' was almost well +enough known here already." + +"Oh, we're well enough known ABOUT!" she said, impatiently. "I guess +there isn't a man, woman, child, or nigger baby in town that doesn't +know who we are. But we aren't in with the right people." + +"No!" he exclaimed. "Who's all that?" + +"Who's all what?" + +"The 'right people.'" + +"You know what I mean: the best people, the old families--the people +that have the real social position in this town and that know they've +got it." + +Bibbs indulged in his silent chuckle again; he seemed greatly amused. +"I thought that the people who actually had the real what-you-may- +call-it didn't know it," he said. "I've always understood that it was +very unsatisfactory, because if you thought about it you didn't have +it, and if you had it you didn't know it." + +"That's just bosh," she retorted. "They know it in this town, all +right! I found out a lot of things, long before we began to think +of building out in this direction. The right people in this town +aren't always the society-column ones, and they mix around with +outsiders, and they don't all belong to any one club--they're taken +in all sorts into all their clubs--but they're a clan, just the same; +and they have the clan feeling and they're just as much We, Us and +Company as any crowd you read about anywhere in the world. Most of +'em were here long before papa came, and the grandfathers of the girls +of my age knew each other, and--" + +"I see," Bibbs interrupted, gravely. "Their ancestors fled together +from many a stricken field, and Crusaders' blood flows in their veins. +I always understood the first house was built by an old party of the +name of Vertrees who couldn't get along with Dan'l Boone, and hurried +away to these parts because Dan'l wanted him to give back a gun he'd +lent him." + +Edith gave a little ejaculation of alarm. "You mustn't repeat that +story, Bibbs, even if it's true. The Vertreeses are THE best family, +and of course the very oldest here; they were an old family even +before Mary Vertrees's great-great-grandfather came west and founded +this settlement. He came from Lynn, Massachusetts, and they have +relatives there YET--some of the best people in Lynn!" + +"No!" exclaimed Bibbs, incredulously. + +"And there are other old families like the Vertreeses," she went +on, not heeding him; "the Lamhorns and the Kittersbys and the +J. Palmerston Smiths--" + +"Strange names to me," he interrupted. "Poor things! None of them +have my acquaintance." + +"No, that's just it!" she cried. "And papa had never even heard the +name of Vertrees! Mrs. Vertrees went with some anti-smoke committee +to see him, and he told her that smoke was what made her husband bring +home his wages from the pay-roll on Saturday night! HE told us about +it, and I thought I just couldn't live through the night, I was so +ashamed! Mr. Vertrees has always lived on his income, and papa didn't +know him, of course. They're the stiffist, most elegant people in the +whole town. And to crown it all, papa went and bought the next lot to +the old Vertrees country mansion--it's in the very heart of the best +new residence district now, and that's where the New House is, right +next door to them--and I must say it makes their place look rather +shabby! I met Mary Vertrees when I joined the Mission Service +Helpers, but she never did any more than just barely bow to me, and +since papa's break I doubt if she'll do that! They haven't called." + +"And you think if I spread this gossip about Vertrees the First +stealing Dan'l Boone's gun, the chances that they WILL call--" + +"Papa knows what a break he made with Mrs. Vertrees. I made him +understand that," said Edith, demurely, "and he's promised to try +and meet Mr. Vertrees and be nice to him. It's just this way: if we +don't know THEM, it's practically no use in our having build the New +House; and if we DO know them and they're decent to us, we're right +with the right people. They can do the whole thing for us. Bobby +Lamhorn told Sibyl he was going to bring his mother to call on her +and on mamma, but it was weeks ago, and I notice he hasn't done it; +and if Mrs. Vertrees decides not to know us, I'm darn sure Mrs +Lamhorn'll never come. That's ONE thing Sibyl didn't manage! She +SAID Bobby offered to bring his mother--" + +"You say he is a friend of Roscoe's?" Bibbs asked. + +"Oh, he's a friend of the whole family," she returned, with a +petulance which she made an effort to disguise. "Roscoe and he got +acquainted somewhere, and they take him to the theater about every +other night. Sibyl has him to lunch, too, and keeps--" She broke +off with an angry little jerk of the head. "We can see the New House +from the second corner ahead. Roscoe has built straight across the +street from us, you know. Honestly, Sibyl makes me think of a snake, +sometimes--the way she pulls the wool over people's eyes! She honeys +up to papa and gets anything in the world she wants out of him, and +then makes fun of him behind his back--yes, and to his face, but HE +can't see it! She got him to give her a twelve-thousand-dollar porch +for their house after it was--" + +"Good heavens!" said Bibbs, staring ahead as they reached the corner +and the car swung to the right, following a bend in the street. +"Is that the New House?" + +"Yes. What do you think of it?" + +"Well," he drawled, "I'm pretty sure the sanitarium's about half a +size bigger; I can't be certain till I measure." + +And a moment later, as they entered the driveway, he added, seriously: +"But it's beautiful!" + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It was gray stone, with long roofs of thick green slate. An architect +who loved the milder "Gothic motives" had built what he liked: it was +to be seen at once that he had been left unhampered, and he had +wrought a picture out of his head into a noble and exultant reality. +At the same time a landscape-designer had played so good a second, +with ready-made accessories of screen, approach and vista, that +already whatever look of newness remained upon the place was to its +advantage, as showing at least one thing yet clean under the grimy +sky. For, though the smoke was thinner in this direction, and at this +long distance from the heart of the town, it was not absent, and under +tutelage of wind and weather could be malignant even here, where cows +had wandered in the meadows and corn had been growing not ten years +gone. + +Altogether, the New House was a success. It was one of those +architects' successes which leave the owners veiled in privacy; +it revealed nothing of the people who lived in it save that they +were rich. There are houses that cannot be detached from their own +people without protesting: every inch of mortar seems to mourn the +separation, and such a house--no matter what be done to it--is ever +murmurous with regret, whispering the old name sadly to itself +unceasingly. But the New House was of a kind to change hands without +emotion. In our swelling cities, great places of its type are useful +as financial gauges of the business tides; rich families, one after +another, take title and occupy such houses as fortunes rise and fall +--they mark the high tide. It was impossible to imagine a child's toy +wagon left upon a walk or driveway of the New House, and yet it was +--as Bibbs rightly called it--"beautiful." + +What the architect thought of the "Golfo di Napoli," which hung in +its vast gold revel of rococo frame against the gray wood of the hall, +is to be conjectured--perhaps he had not seen it. + +"Edith, did you say only eleven feet?" Bibbs panted, staring at it, +as the white-jacketed twin of a Pullman porter helped him to get out +of his overcoat. + +"Eleven without the frame," she explained. "It's splendid, don't +you think? It lightens things up so. The hall was kind of gloomy +before." + +"No gloom now!" said Bibbs. + +"This statue in the corner is pretty, too," she remarked. "Mamma and +I bought that." And Bibbs turned at her direction to behold, amid a +grove of tubbed palms, a "life-size," black-bearded Moor, of a plastic +composition painted with unappeasable gloss and brilliancy. Upon his +chocolate head he wore a gold turban; in his hand he held a gold- +tipped spear; and for the rest, he was red and yellow and black and +silver. + +"Hallelujah!" was the sole comment of the returned wanderer, and +Edith, saying she would "find mamma," left him blinking at the Moor. +Presently, after she had disappeared, he turned to the colored man who +stood waiting, Bibbs's traveling-bag in his hand. "What do YOU think +of it?" Bibbs asked, solemnly. + +"Gran'!" replied the servitor. "She mighty hard to dus'. Dus' git +in all 'em wrinkles. Yessuh, she mighty hard to dus'." + +"I expect she must be," said Bibbs, his glance returning reflectively +to the black bull beard for a moment. "Is there a place anywhere +I could lie down?" + +"Yessuh. We got one nem spare rooms all fix up fo' you, suh. Right +up staihs, suh. Nice room." + +He led the way, and Bibbs followed slowly, stopping at intervals to +rest, and noting a heavy increase in the staff of service since the +exodus from the "old" house. Maids and scrubwomen were at work under +the patently nominal direction of another Pullman porter, who was +profoundly enjoying his own affectation of being harassed with care. + +"Ev'ything got look spick an' span fo' the big doin's to-night," +Bibbs's guide explained, chuckling. "Yessuh, we got big doin's +to-night! Big doin's!" + +The room to which he conducted his lagging charge was furnished +in every particular like a room in a new hotel; and Bibbs found it +pleasant--though, indeed, any room with a good bed would have seemed +pleasant to him after his journey. He stretched himself flat +immediately, and having replied "Not now" to the attendant's offer +to unpack the bag, closed his eyes wearily. + +White-jacket, racially sympathetic, lowered the window-shades and made +an exit on tiptoe, encountering the other white-jacket--the harassed +overseer--in the hall without. Said the emerging one: "He mighty +shaky, Mist' Jackson. Drop right down an' shet his eyes. Eyelids all +black. Rich folks gotta go same as anybody else. Anybody ast me if +I change 'ith 'at ole boy--No, suh! Le'm keep 'is money; I keep my +black skin an' keep out the ground!" + +Mr. Jackson expressed the same preference. "Yessuh, he look tuh me +like somebody awready laid out," he concluded. And upon the stairway +landing, near by, two old women, on all-fours at their work, were +likewise pessimistic. + +"Hech!" said one, lamenting in a whisper. "It give me a turn to see +him go by--white as wax an' bony as a dead fish! Mrs. Cronin, tell +me: d'it make ye kind o' sick to look at um?" + +"Sick? No more than the face of a blessed angel already in heaven!" + +"Well," said the other, "I'd a b'y o' me own come home t' die once--" +She fell silent at a rustling of skirts in the corridor above them. + +It was Mrs. Sheridan hurrying to greet her son. + +She was one of those fat, pink people who fade and contract with age +like drying fruit; and her outside was a true portrait of her. Her +husband and her daughter had long ago absorbed her. What intelligence +she had was given almost wholly to comprehending and serving those +two, and except in the presence of one of them she was nearly always +absent-minded. Edith lived all day with her mother, as daughters do; +and Sheridan so held his wife to her unity with him that she had long +ago become unconscious of her existence as a thing separate from his. +She invariably perceived his moods, and nursed him through them when +she did not share them; and she gave him a profound sympathy with the +inmost spirit and purpose of his being, even though she did not +comprehend it and partook of it only as a spectator. They had known +but one actual altercation in their lives, and that was thirty years +past, in the early days of Sheridan's struggle, when, in order to +enhance the favorable impression he believed himself to be making upon +some capitalists, he had thought it necessary to accompany them to a +performance of "The Black Crook." But she had not once referred to +this during the last ten years. + +Mrs. Sheridan's manner was hurried and inconsequent; her clothes +rustled more than other women's clothes; she seemed to wear too many +at a time and to be vaguely troubled by them, and she was patting +a skirt down over some unruly internal dissension at the moment she +opened Bibbs's door. + +At sight of the recumbent figure she began to close the door softly, +withdrawing, but the young man had heard the turning of the knob and +the rustling of skirts, and he opened his eyes. + +"Don't go, mother," he said. "I'm not asleep." He swung his long +legs over the side of the bed to rise, but she set a hand on his +shoulder, restraining him; and he lay flat again. + +"No," she said, bending over to kiss his cheek, "I just come for +a minute, but I want to see how you seem. Edith said--" + +"Poor Edith!" he murmured. "She couldn't look at me. She--" + +"Nonsense!" Mrs. Sheridan, having let in the light at a window, came +back to the bedside. "You look a great deal better than what you did +before you went to the sanitarium, anyway. It's done you good; a body +can see that right away. You need fatting up, of course, and you +haven't got much color--" + +"No," he said, "I haven't much color." + +"But you will have when you get your strength back." + +"Oh yes!" he responded, cheerfully. "THEN I will." + +"You look a great deal better than what I expected." + +"Edith must have a great vocabulary!" he chuckled. + +"She's too sensitive," said Mrs. Sheridan, "and it makes her +exaggerate a little. What about your diet?" + +"That's all right. They told me to eat anything." + +"Anything at all?" + +"Well--anything I could." + +"That's good," she said, nodding. "They mean for you just to build up +your strength. That's what they told me the last time I went to see +you at the sanitarium. You look better than what you did then, and +that's only a little time ago. How long was it?" + +"Eight months, I think." + +"No, it couldn't be. I know it ain't THAT long, but maybe it was +longer'n I thought. And this last month or so I haven't had scarcely +even time to write more than just a line to ask how you were gettin' +along, but I told Edith to write, the weeks I couldn't, and I asked +Jim to, too, and they both said they would, so I suppose you've kept +up pretty well on the home news." + +"Oh yes." + +"What I think you need," said the mother, gravely, "is to liven up +a little and take an interest in things. That's what papa was sayin' +this morning, after we got your telegram; and that's what'll stimilate +your appetite, too. He was talkin' over his plans for you--" + +"Plans?" Bibbs, turning on his side, shielded his eyes from the light +with his hand, so that he might see her better. "What--" He paused. +"What plans is he making for me, mother?" + +She turned away, going back to the window to draw down the shade. +"Well, you better talk it over with HIM," she said, with perceptible +nervousness. "He better tell you himself. I don't feel as if I had +any call, exactly, to go into it; and you better get to sleep now, +anyway." She came and stood by the bedside once more. "But you must +remember, Bibbs, whatever papa does is for the best. He loves his +chuldern and wants to do what's right by ALL of 'em--and you'll always +find he's right in the end." + +He made a little gesture of assent, which seemed to content her; and +she rustled to the door, turning to speak again after she had opened +it. "You get a good nap, now, so as to be all rested up for +to-night." + +"You--you mean--he--" Bibbs stammered, having begun to speak too +quickly. Checking himself, he drew a long breath, then asked, +quietly, "Does father expect me to come down-stairs this evening?" + +"Well, I think he does," she answered. "You see, it's the 'house- +warming,' as he calls it, and he said he thinks all our chuldern ought +to be around us, as well as the old friends and other folks. It's +just what he thinks you need--to take an interest and liven up. You +don't feel too bad to come down, do you?" + +"Mother?" + +"Well?" + +"Take a good look at me," he said. + +"Oh, see here!" she cried, with brusque cheerfulness. "You're not so +bad off as you think you are, Bibbs. You're on the mend; and it won't +do you any harm to please your--" + +"It isn't that," he interrupted. "Honestly, I'm only afraid it might +spoil somebody's appetite. Edith--" + +"I told you the child was too sensitive," she interrupted, in turn. +"You're a plenty good-lookin' enough young man for anybody! You look +like you been through a long spell and begun to get well, and that's +all there is to it." + +"All right. I'll come to the party. If the rest of you can stand it, +I can!" + +"It 'll do you good," she returned, rustling into the hall. "Now take +a nap, and I'll send one o' the help to wake you in time for you to +get dressed up before dinner. You go to sleep right away, now, +Bibbs!" + +Bibbs was unable to obey, though he kept his eyes closed. Something +she had said kept running in his mind, repeating itself over and over +interminably. "His plans for you--his plans for you--his plans for +you--his plans for you--" And then, taking the place of "his plans +for you," after what seemed a long, long while, her flurried voice +came back to him insistently, seeming to whisper in his ear: "He +loves his chuldern--he loves his chuldern--he loves his chuldern"-- +"you'll find he's always right--you'll find he's always right--" +Until at last, as he drifted into the state of half-dreams and +distorted realities, the voice seemed to murmur from beyond a great +black wing that came out of the wall and stretched over his bed--it +was a black wing within the room, and at the same time it was a black +cloud crossing the sky, bridging the whole earth from pole to pole. +It was a cloud of black smoke, and out of the heart of it came a +flurried voice whispering over and over, "His plans for you--his plans +for you--his plans for you--" And then there was nothing. + +He woke refreshed, stretched himself gingerly--as one might have a +care against too quick or too long a pull upon a frayed elastic--and, +getting to his feet, went blinking to the window and touched the shade +so that it flew up, letting in a pale sunset. + +He looked out into the lemon-colored light and smiled wanly at the +next house, as Edith's grandiose phrase came to mind, "the old +Vertrees country mansion." It stood in a broad lawn which was +separated from the Sheridans' by a young hedge; and it was a big, +square, plain old box of a house with a giant salt-cellar atop for a +cupola. Paint had been spared for a long time, and no one could have +put a name to the color of it, but in spite of that the place had no +look of being out at heel, and the sward was as neatly trimmed as the +Sheridans' own. + +The separating hedge ran almost beneath Bibbs's window--for this wing +of the New House extended here almost to the edge of the lot--and, +directly opposite the window, the Vertreeses' lawn had been graded so +as to make a little knoll upon which stood a small rustic "summer- +house." It was almost on a level with Bibbs's window and not thirty +feet away; and it was easy for him to imagine the present dynasty of +Vertreeses in grievous outcry when they had found this retreat ruined +by the juxtaposition of the parvenu intruder. Probably the "summer- +house" was pleasant and pretty in summer. It had the look of a place +wherein little girls had played for a generation or so with dolls +and "housekeeping," or where a lovely old lady might come to read +something dull on warm afternoons; but now in the thin light it was +desolate, the color of dust, and hung with haggard vines which had +lost their leaves. + +Bibbs looked at it with grave sympathy, probably feeling some kinship +with anything so dismantled; then he turned to a cheval-glass beside +the window and paid himself the dubious tribute of a thorough +inspection. He looked the mirror up and down, slowly, repeatedly, +but came in the end to a long and earnest scrutiny of the face. +Throughout this cryptic seance his manner was profoundly impersonal; +he had the air of an entomologist intent upon classifying a specimen, +but finally he appeared to become pessimistic. He shook his head +solemnly; then gazed again and shook his head again, and continued +to shake it slowly, in complete disapproval. + +"You certainly are one horrible sight!" he said, aloud. + +And at that he was instantly aware of an observer. Turning quickly, +he was vouchsafed the picture of a charming lady, framed in a rustic +aperture of the "summer-house" and staring full into his window-- +straight into his eyes, too, for the infinitesimal fraction of +a second before the flashingly censorious withdrawal of her own. +Composedly, she pulled several dead twigs from a vine, the manner +of her action conveying a message or proclamation to the effect that +she was in the summer-house for the sole purpose of such-like pruning +and tending, and that no gentleman could suppose her presence there +to be due to any other purpose whatsoever, or that, being there on +that account, she had allowed her attention to wander for one instant +in the direction of things of which she was in reality unconscious. + +Having pulled enough twigs to emphasize her unconsciousness--and +at the same time her disapproval--of everything in the nature of +a Sheridan or belonging to a Sheridan, she descended the knoll with +maintained composure, and sauntered toward a side-door of the country +mansion of the Vertreeses. An elderly lady, bonneted and cloaked, +opened the door and came to meet her. + +"Are you ready, Mary? I've been looking for you. What were you +doing?" + +"Nothing. Just looking into one of Sheridans' windows," said Mary +Vertrees. "I got caught at it." + +"Mary!" cried her mother. "Just as we were going to call! Good +heavens!" + +"We'll go, just the same," the daughter returned. "I suppose those +women would be glad to have us if we'd burned their house to the +ground." + +"But WHO saw you?" insisted Mrs. Vertrees. + +"One of the sons, I suppose he was. I believe he's insane, or +something. At least I hear they keep him in a sanitarium somewhere, +and never talk about him. He was staring at himself in a mirror and +talking to himself. Then he looked out and caught me." + +"What did he--" + +"Nothing, of course." + +"How did he look?" + +"Like a ghost in a blue suit," said Miss Vertrees, moving toward +the street and waving a white-gloved hand in farewell to her father, +who was observing them from the window of his library. "Rather tragic +and altogether impossible. Do come on, mother, and let's get it +over!" + +And Mrs. Vertrees, with many misgivings, set forth with her daughter +for their gracious assault upon the New House next door. + + + +CHAPTER V + +Mr. Vertrees, having watched their departure with the air of a man +who had something at hazard upon the expedition, turned from the +window and began to pace the library thoughtfully, pending their +return. He was about sixty; a small man, withered and dry and fine, +a trim little sketch of an elderly dandy. His lambrequin mustache +--relic of a forgotten Anglomania--had been profoundly black, but +now, like his smooth hair, it was approaching an equally sheer +whiteness; and though his clothes were old, they had shapeliness +and a flavor of mode. And for greater spruceness there were some +jaunty touches; gray spats, a narrow black ribbon across the gray +waistcoat to the eye-glasses in a pocket, a fleck of color from a +button in the lapel of the black coat, labeling him the descendant +of patriot warriors. + +The room was not like him, being cheerful and hideous, whereas Mr. +Vertrees was anxious and decorative. Under a mantel of imitation +black marble a merry little coal-fire beamed forth upon high +and narrow "Eastlake" bookcases with long glass doors, and upon +comfortable, incongruous furniture, and upon meaningless "woodwork" +everywhere, and upon half a dozen Landseer engravings which Mr. and +Mrs. Vertrees sometimes mentioned to each other, after thirty years +of possession, as "very fine things." They had been the first people +in town to possess Landseer engravings, and there, in art, they had +rested, but they still had a feeling that in all such matters they +were in the van; and when Mr. Vertrees discovered Landseers upon the +walls of other people's houses he thawed, as a chieftain to a trusted +follower; and if he found an edition of Bulwer Lytton accompanying +the Landseers as a final corroboration of culture, he would say, +inevitably, "Those people know good pictures and they know good +books." + +The growth of the city, which might easily have made him a +millionaire, had ruined him because he had failed to understand it. +When towns begin to grow they have whims, and the whims of a town +always ruin somebody. Mr. Vertrees had been most strikingly the +somebody in this case. At about the time he bought the Landseers, +he owned, through inheritance, an office-building and a large house +not far from it, where he spent the winter; and he had a country +place--a farm of four hundred acres--where he went for the summers +to the comfortable, ugly old house that was his home now, perforce, +all the year round. If he had known how to sit still and let things +happen he would have prospered miraculously; but, strangely enough, +the dainty little man was one of the first to fall down and worship +Bigness, the which proceeded straightway to enact the role of +Juggernaut for his better education. He was a true prophet of the +prodigious growth, but he had a fatal gift for selling good and buying +bad. He should have stayed at home and looked at his Landseers and +read his Bulwer, but he took his cow to market, and the trained +milkers milked her dry and then ate her. He sold the office-building +and the house in town to buy a great tract of lots in a new suburb; +then he sold the farm, except the house and the ground about it, to +pay the taxes on the suburban lots and to "keep them up." The lots +refused to stay up; but he had to do something to keep himself and his +family up, so in despair he sold the lots (which went up beautifully +the next year) for "traction stock" that was paying dividends; and +thereafter he ceased to buy and sell. Thus he disappeared altogether +from the commercial surface at about the time James Sheridan came out +securely on top; and Sheridan, until Mrs. Vertrees called upon him +with her "anti-smoke" committee, had never heard the name. + +Mr. Vertrees, pinched, retired to his Landseers, and Mrs. Vertrees +"managed somehow" on the dividends, though "managing" became more and +more difficult as the years went by and money bought less and less. +But there came a day when three servitors of Bigness in Philadelphia +took greedy counsel with four fellow-worshipers from New York, and +not long after that there were no more dividends for Mr. Vertrees. +In fact, there was nothing for Mr. Vertrees, because the "traction +stock" henceforth was no stock at all, and he had mortgaged his house +long ago to help "manage somehow" according to his conception of his +"position in life"--one of his own old-fashioned phrases. Six months +before the completion of the New House next door, Mr. Vertrees had +sold his horses and the worn Victoria and "station-wagon," to pay the +arrears of his two servants and re-establish credit at the grocer's +and butcher's--and a pair of elderly carriage-horses with such +accoutrements are not very ample barter, in these days, for six +months' food and fuel and service. Mr. Vertrees had discovered, too, +that there was no salary for him in all the buzzing city--he could do +nothing. + +It may be said that he was at the end of his string. Such times do +come in all their bitterness, finally, to the man with no trade or +craft, if his feeble clutch on that slippery ghost, Property, shall +fail. + +The windows grew black while he paced the room, and smoky twilight +closed round about the house, yet not more darkly than what closed +round about the heart of the anxious little man patrolling the +fan-shaped zone of firelight. But as the mantel clock struck wheezily +six there was the rattle of an outer door, and a rich and beautiful +peal of laughter went ringing through the house. Thus cheerfully did +Mary Vertrees herald her return with her mother from their expedition +among the barbarians. + +She came rushing into the library and threw herself into a deep chair +by the hearth, laughing so uncontrollably that tears were in her eyes. +Mrs. Vertrees followed decorously, no mirth about her; on the +contrary, she looked vaguely disturbed, as if she had eaten something +not quite certain to agree with her, and regretted it. + +"Papa! Oh, oh!" And Miss Vertrees was fain to apply a handkerchief +upon her eyes. "I'm SO glad you made us go! I wouldn't have missed +it--" + +Mrs. Vertrees shook her head. "I suppose I'm very dull," she said, +gently. "I didn't see anything amusing. They're most ordinary, and +the house is altogether in bad taste, but we anticipated that, and--" + +"Papa!" Mary cried, breaking in. "They asked us to DINNER!" + +"What!" + +"And I'm GOING!" she shouted, and was seized with fresh paroxysms. +"Think of it! Never in their house before; never met any of them +but the daughter--and just BARELY met her--" + +"What about you?" interrupted Mr. Vertrees, turning sharply upon +his wife. + +She made a little face as if positive now that what she had eaten +would not agree with her. "I couldn't!" she said. "I--" + +"Yes, that's just--just the way she--she looked when they asked her!" +cried Mary, choking. "And then she--she realized it, and tried to +turn it into a cough, and she didn't know how, and it sounded like +--like a squeal!" + +"I suppose," said Mrs. Vertrees, much injured, "that Mary will have +an uproarious time at my funeral. She makes fun of--" + +Mary jumped up instantly and kissed her; then she went to the mantel +and, leaning an elbow upon it, gazed thoughtfully at the buckle of +her shoe, twinkling in the firelight. + +"THEY didn't notice anything," she said. "So far as they were +concerned, mamma, it was one of the finest coughs you ever coughed." + +"Who were 'they'?" asked her father. "Whom did you see?" + +"Only the mother and daughter," Mary answered. "Mrs. Sheridan is +dumpy and rustly; and Miss Sheridan is pretty and pushing--dresses by +the fashion magazines and talks about New York people that have their +pictures in 'em. She tutors the mother, but not very successfully-- +partly because her own foundation is too flimsy and partly because +she began too late. They've got an enormous Moor of painted plaster +or something in the hall, and the girl evidently thought it was to +her credit that she selected it!" + +"They have oil-paintings, too," added Mrs. Vertrees, with a glance of +gentle price at the Landseers. "I've always thought oil-paintings in +a private house the worst of taste." + +"Oh, if one owned a Raphael or a Titian!" said Mr. Vertrees, finishing +the implication, not in words, but with a wave of his hand. "Go on, +Mary. None of the rest of them came in? You didn't meet Mr. Sheridan +or--" He paused and adjusted a lump of coal in the fire delicately +with the poker. "Or one of the sons?" + +Mary's glance crossed his, at that, with a flash of utter +comprehension. He turned instantly away, but she had begun to +laugh again. + +"No," she said, "no one except the women, but mamma inquired about +the sons thoroughly!" + +"Mary!" Mrs. Vertrees protested. + +"Oh, most adroitly, too!" laughed the girl. "Only she couldn't help +unconsciously turning to look at me--when she did it!" + +"Mary Vertrees!" + +"Never mind, mamma! Mrs. Sheridan and Miss Sheridan neither of THEM +could help unconsciously turning to look at me--speculatively--at the +same time! They all three kept looking at me and talking about the +oldest son, Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. Mrs. Sheridan said his father +is very anxious 'to get Jim to marry and settle down,' and she assured +me that 'Jim is right cultivated.' Another of the sons, the youngest +one, caught me looking in the window this afternoon; but they didn't +seem to consider him quite one of themselves, somehow, though Mrs. +Sheridan mentioned that a couple of years or so ago he had been 'right +sick,' and had been to some cure or other. They seemed relieved to +bring the subject back to 'Jim' and his virtues--and to look at me! +The other brother is the middle one, Roscoe; he's the one that owns +the new house across the street, where that young black-sheep of +the Lamhorns, Robert, goes so often. I saw a short, dark young man +standing on the porch with Robert Lamhorn there the other day, so I +suppose that was Roscoe. 'Jim' still lurks in the mists, but I shall +meet him to-night. Papa--" She stepped nearer to him so that he had +to face her, and his eyes were troubled as he did. There may have +been a trouble deep within her own, but she kept their surface merry +with laughter. "Papa, Bibbs is the youngest one's name, and Bibbs +--to the best of our information--is a lunatic. Roscoe is married. +Papa, does it have to be Jim?" + +"Mary!" Mrs. Vertrees cried, sharply. "You're outrageous! That's +a perfectly horrible way of talking!" + +"Well, I'm close to twenty-four," said Mary, turning to her. "I +haven't been able to like anybody yet that's asked me to marry him, +and maybe I never shall. Until a year or so ago I've had everything +I ever wanted in my life--you and papa gave it all to me--and it's +about time I began to pay back. Unfortunately, I don't know how to +do anything--but something's got to be done." + +"But you needn't talk of it like THAT!" insisted the mother, +plaintively. "It's not--it's not--" + +"No, it's not," said Mary. "I know that!" + +"How did they happen to ask you to dinner?" Mr. Vertrees inquired, +uneasily. "'Stextrawdn'ry thing!" + +"Climbers' hospitality," Mary defined it. "We were so very cordial +and easy! I think Mrs. Sheridan herself might have done it just as +any kind old woman on a farm might ask a neighbor, but it was Miss +Sheridan who did it. She played around it awhile; you could see she +wanted to--she's in a dreadful hurry to get into things--and I fancied +she had an idea it might impress that Lamhorn boy to find us there +to-night. It's a sort of house-warming dinner, and they talked about +it and talked about it--and then the girl got her courage up and +blurted out the invitation. And mamma--" Here Mary was once more +a victim to incorrigible merriment. "Mamma tried to say yes, and +COULDN'T! She swallowed and squealed--I mean you coughed, dear! And +then, papa, she said that you and she had promised to go to a lecture +at the Emerson Club to-night, but that her daughter would be delighted +to come to the Big Show! So there I am, and there's Mr. Jim Sheridan +--and there's the clock. Dinner's at seven-thirty!" + +And she ran out of the room, scooping up her fallen furs with a +gesture of flying grace as she sped. + +When she came down, at twenty minutes after seven, her father stood in +the hall, at the foot of the stairs, waiting to be her escort through +the dark. He looked up and watched her as she descended, and his gaze +was fond and proud--and profoundly disturbed. But she smiled and +nodded gaily, and, when she reached the floor, put a hand on his +shoulder. + +"At least no one could suspect me to-night," she said. "I LOOK rich, +don't I, papa?" + +She did. She had a look that worshipful girl friends bravely called +"regal." A head taller than her father, she was as straight and +jauntily poised as a boy athlete; and her brown hair and her brown +eyes were like her mother's, but for the rest she went back to some +stronger and livelier ancestor than either of her parents. + +"Don't I look too rich to be suspected?" she insisted. + +"You look everything beautiful, Mary," he said, huskily. + +"And my dress?" She threw open her dark velvet cloak, showing a +splendor of white and silver. "Anything better at Nice next winter, +do you think?" She laughed, shrouding her glittering figure in the +cloak again. "Two years old, and no one would dream it! I did it +over." + +"You can do anything, Mary." + +There was a curious humility in his tone, and something more--a +significance not veiled and yet abysmally apologetic. It was as if +he suggested something to her and begged her forgiveness in the same +breath. + +And upon that, for the moment, she became as serious as he. She +lifted her hand from his shoulder and then set it back more firmly, +so that he should feel the reassurance of its pressure. + +"Don't worry," she said, in a low voice and gravely. "I know exactly +what you want me to do." + + + +CHAPTER VI + +It was a brave and lustrous banquet; and a noisy one, too, because +there was an orchestra among some plants at one end of the long +dining-room, and after a preliminary stiffness the guests were +impelled to converse--necessarily at the tops of their voices. The +whole company of fifty sat at a great oblong table, improvised for the +occasion by carpenters; but, not betraying itself as an improvisation, +it seemed a permanent continent of damask and lace, with shores of +crystal and silver running up to spreading groves of orchids and +lilies and white roses--an inhabited continent, evidently, for there +were three marvelous, gleaming buildings: one in the center and one +at each end, white miracles wrought by some inspired craftsman in +sculptural icing. They were models in miniature, and they represented +the Sheridan Building, the Sheridan Apartments, and the Pump Works. +Nearly all the guests recognized them without having to be told what +they were, and pronounced the likenesses superb. + +The arrangement of the table was visibly baronial. At the head sat +the great Thane, with the flower of his family and of the guests about +him; then on each side came the neighbors of the "old" house, grading +down to vassals and retainers--superintendents, cashiers, heads of +departments, and the like--at the foot, where the Thane's lady took +her place as a consolation for the less important. Here, too, among +the thralls and bondmen, sat Bibbs Sheridan, a meek Banquo, wondering +how anybody could look at him and eat. + +Nevertheless, there was a vast, continuous eating, for these were +wholesome folk who understood that dinner meant something intended +for introduction into the system by means of an aperture in the face, +devised by nature for that express purpose. And besides, nobody +looked at Bibbs. + +He was better content to be left to himself; his voice was not strong +enough to make itself heard over the hubbub without an exhausting +effort, and the talk that went on about him was too fast and too +fragmentary for his drawl to keep pace with it. So he felt relieved +when each of his neighbors in turn, after a polite inquiry about his +health, turned to seek livelier responses in other directions. For the +talk went on with the eating, incessantly. It rose over the throbbing +of the orchestra and the clatter and clinking of silver and china and +glass, and there was a mighty babble. + +"Yes, sir! Started without a dollar." ... "Yellow flounces on the +overskirt--" ... "I says, 'Wilkie, your department's got to go bigger +this year,' I says." ... "Fifteen per cent. turnover in thirty-one +weeks." ... "One of the biggest men in the biggest--" ... "The wife +says she'll have to let out my pants if my appetite--" ... "Say, did +you see that statue of a Turk in the hall? One of the finest things +I ever--" ... "Not a dollar, not a nickel, not one red cent do you +get out o' me,' I says, and so he ups and--" ... "Yes, the baby makes +four, they've lost now." ... "Well, they got their raise, and they +went in big." ... "Yes, sir! Not a dollar to his name, and look at +what--" ... "You wait! The population of this town's goin' to hit the +million mark before she stops." ... "Well, if you can show me a bigger +deal than--" + +And through the interstices of this clamoring Bibbs could hear the +continual booming of his father's heavy voice, and once he caught the +sentence, "Yes, young lady, that's just what did it for me, and that's +just what'll do it for my boys--they got to make two blades o' grass +grow where one grew before!" It was his familiar flourish, an old +story to Bibbs, and now jovially declaimed for the edification of Mary +Vertrees. + +It was a great night for Sheridan--the very crest of his wave. He +sat there knowing himself Thane and master by his own endeavor; and +his big, smooth, red face grew more and more radiant with good will +and with the simplest, happiest, most boy-like vanity. He was the +picture of health, of good cheer, and of power on a holiday. He had +thirty teeth, none bought, and showed most of them when he laughed; +his grizzled hair was thick, and as unruly as a farm laborer's; his +chest was deep and big beneath its vast facade of starched white +linen, where little diamonds twinkled, circling three large pearls; +his hands were stubby and strong, and he used them freely in gestures +of marked picturesqueness; and, though he had grown fat at chin and +waist and wrist, he had not lost the look of readiness and activity. + +He dominated the table, shouting jocular questions and railleries +at every one. His idea was that when people were having a good time +they were noisy; and his own additions to the hubbub increased his +pleasure, and, of course, met the warmest encouragement from his +guests. Edith had discovered that he had very foggy notions of the +difference between a band and an orchestra, and when it was made clear +to him he had held out for a band until Edith threatened tears; but +the size of the orchestra they hired consoled him, and he had now no +regrets in the matter. + +He kept time to the music continually--with his feet, or pounding on +the table with his fist, and sometimes with spoon or knife upon his +plate or a glass, without permitting these side-products to interfere +with the real business of eating and shouting. + +"Tell 'em to play 'Nancy Lee'!" he would bellow down the length of +the table to his wife, while the musicians were in the midst of the +"Toreador" song, perhaps. "Ask that fellow if they don't know 'Nancy +Lee'!" And when the leader would shake his head apologetically in +answer to an obedient shriek from Mrs. Sheridan, the "Toreador" +continuing vehemently, Sheridan would roar half-remembered fragments +of "Nancy Lee," naturally mingling some Bizet with the air of that +uxorious tribute. + +"Oh, there she stands and waves her hands while I'm away! +"A sail-er's wife a sail-er's star should be! Yo ho, oh, oh! +"Oh, Nancy, Nancy, Nancy Lee! Oh, Na-hancy Lee!" + +"HAY, there, old lady!" he would bellow. "Tell 'em to play 'In the +Gloaming.' In the gloaming, oh, my darling, la-la-lum-tee--Well, if +they don't know that, what's the matter with 'Larboard Watch, Ahoy'? +THAT'S good music! That's the kind o' music I like! Come on, now! +Mrs. Callin, get 'em singin' down in your part o' the table. What's +the matter you folks down there, anyway? Larboard watch, ahoy!" + +"What joy he feels, as--ta-tum-dum-tee-dee-dum steals. La-a-r-board +watch, ahoy!" + +No external bubbling contributed to this effervescence; the Sheridans' +table had never borne wine, and, more because of timidity about it +than conviction, it bore none now; though "mineral waters" were +copiously poured from bottles wrapped, for some reason, in napkins, +and proved wholly satisfactory to almost all of the guests. And +certainly no wine could have inspired more turbulent good spirits in +the host. Not even Bibbs was an alloy in this night's happiness, for, +as Mrs. Sheridan had said, he had "plans for Bibbs"--plans which were +going to straighten out some things that had gone wrong. + +So he pounded the table and boomed his echoes of old songs, and then, +forgetting these, would renew his friendly railleries, or perhaps, +turning to Mary Vertrees, who sat near him, round the corner of the +table at his right, he would become autobiographical. Gentlemen +less naive than he had paid her that tribute, for she was a girl who +inspired the autobiographical impulse in every man who met her--it +needed but the sight of her. + +The dinner seemed, somehow, to center about Mary Vertrees and the +jocund host as a play centers about its hero and heroine; they were +the rubicund king and the starry princess of this spectacle--they paid +court to each other, and everybody paid court to them. Down near the +sugar Pump Works, where Bibbs sat, there was audible speculation and +admiration. "Wonder who that lady is--makin' such a hit with the old +man." "Must be some heiress." "Heiress? Golly, I guess I could +stand it to marry rich, then!" + +Edith and Sibyl were radiant: at first they had watched Miss Vertrees +with an almost haggard anxiety, wondering what disasterous effect +Sheridan's pastoral gaieties--and other things--would have upon her, +but she seemed delighted with everything, and with him most of all. +She treated him as if he were some delicious, foolish old joke that +she understood perfectly, laughing at him almost violently when he +bragged--probably his first experience of that kind in his life. It +enchanted him. + +As he proclaimed to the table, she had "a way with her." She had, +indeed, as Roscoe Sheridan, upon her right, discovered just after +the feast began. Since his marriage three years before, no lady had +bestowed upon him so protracted a full view of brilliant eyes; and, +with the look, his lovely neighbor said--and it was her first speech +to him-- + +"I hope you're very susceptible, Mr. Sheridan!" + +Honest Roscoe was taken aback, and "Why?" was all he managed to say. + +She repeated the look deliberately, which was noted, with a +mystification equal to his own, by his sister across the table. +No one, reflected Edith, could image Mary Vertrees the sort of girl +who would "really flirt" with married men--she was obviously the +"opposite of all that." Edith defined her as a "thoroughbred," +a "nice girl"; and the look given to Roscoe was astounding. Roscoe's +wife saw it, too, and she was another whom it puzzled--though not +because its recipient was married. + +"Because!" said Mary Vertrees, replying to Roscoe's monosyllable. +"And also because we're next-door neighbors at table, and it's dull +times ahead for both of us if we don't get along." + +Roscoe was a literal young man, all stocks and bonds, and he had been +brought up to believe that when a man married he "married and settled +down." It was "all right," he felt, for a man as old as his father to +pay florid compliments to as pretty a girl as this Miss Vertrees, but +for himself--"a young married man"--it wouldn't do; and it wouldn't +even be quite moral. He knew that young married people might have +friendships, like his wife's for Lamhorn; but Sibyl and Lamhorn never +"flirted"--they were always very matter-of-fact with each other. +Roscoe would have been troubled if Sibyl had ever told Lamhorn she +hoped he was susceptible. + +"Yes--we're neighbors," he said, awkwardly. + +"Next-door neighbors in houses, too," she added. + +"No, not exactly. I live across the street." + +"Why, no!" she exclaimed, and seemed startled. "Your mother told me +this afternoon that you lived at home." + +"Yes, of course I live at home. I built that new house across the +street." + +"But you--" she paused, confused, and then slowly a deep color came +into her cheek. "But I understood--" + +"No," he said; "my wife and I lived with the old folks the first year, +but that's all. Edith and Jim live with them, of course." + +"I--I see," she said, the deep color still deepening as she turned +from him and saw, written upon a card before the gentleman at her +left the name, "Mr. James Sheridan, Jr." And from that moment Roscoe +had little enough cause for wondering what he ought to reply to her +disturbing coquetries. + +Mr. James Sheridan had been anxiously waiting for the dazzling visitor +to "get through with old Roscoe," as he thought of it, and give a +bachelor a chance. "Old Roscoe" was the younger, but he had always +been the steady wheel-horse of the family. Jim was "steady" enough, +but was considered livelier than Roscoe, which in truth is not saying +much for Jim's liveliness. As their father habitually boasted, both +brothers were "capable, hard-working young business men," and the +principal difference between them was merely that which resulted from +Jim's being still a bachelor. Physically they were of the same type: +dark of eyes and of hair, fresh-colored and thick-set, and though +Roscoe was several inches taller than Jim, neither was of the height, +breadth, or depth of the father. Both wore young business men's +mustaches, and either could have sat for the tailor-shop lithographs +of young business men wearing "rich suitings in dark mixtures." + +Jim, approving warmly of his neighbor's profile, perceived her access +of color, which increased his approbation. "What's that old Roscoe +saying to you, Miss Vertrees?" he asked. "These young married men are +mighty forward nowadays, but you mustn't let 'em make you blush." + +"Am I blushing?" she said. "Are you sure?" And with that she gave +him ample opportunity to make sure, repeating with interest the look +wasted upon Roscoe. "I think you must be mistaken," she continued. +"I think it's your brother who is blushing. I've thrown him into +confusion." + +"How?" + +She laughed, and then, leaning to him a little, said in a tone +as confidential as she could make it, under cover of the uproar. +"By trying to begin with him a courtship I meant for YOU!" + +This might well be a style new to Jim; and it was. He supposed it +a nonsensical form of badinage, and yet it took his breath. He +realized that he wished what she said to be the literal truth, and +he was instantly snared by that realization. + +"By George!" he said. "I guess you're the kind of girl that can say +anything--yes, and get away with it, too!" + +She laughed again--in her way, so that he could not tell whether she +was laughing at him or at herself or at the nonsense she was talking; +and she said: "But you see I don't care whether I get away with it +or not. I wish you'd tell me frankly if you think I've got a change +to get away with YOU?" + +"More like if you've got a chance to get away FROM me!" Jim was +inspired to reply. "Not one in the world, especially after beginning +by making fun of me like that." + +"I mightn't be so much in fun as you think," she said, regarding him +with sudden gravity. + +"Well," said Jim, in simple honesty, "you're a funny girl!" + +Her gravity continued an instant longer. "I may not turn out to be +funny for YOU." + +"So long as you turn out to be anything at all for me, I expect I can +manage to be satisfied." And with that, to his own surprise, it was +his turn to blush, whereupon she laughed again. + +"Yes," he said, plaintively, not wholly lacking intuition, "I can see +you're the sort of girl that would laugh the minute you see a man +really means anything!" + +"'Laugh'!" she cried, gaily. "Why, it might be a matter of life and +death! But if you want tragedy, I'd better put the question at once, +considering the mistake I made with your brother." + +Jim was dazed. She seemed to be playing a little game of mockery +and nonsense with him, but he had glimpses of a flashing danger in +it; he was but too sensible of being outclassed, and had somewhere a +consciousness that he could never quite know this giddy and alluring +lady, no matter how long it pleased her to play with him. But he +mightily wanted her to keep on playing with him. + +"Put what question?" he said, breathlessly. + +"As you are a new neighbor of mine and of my family," she returned, +speaking slowly and with a cross-examiner's severity, "I think it +would be well for me to know at once whether you are already walking +out with any young lady or not. Mr. Sheridan, think well! Are you +spoken for?" + +"Not yet," he gasped. "Are you?" + +"NO!" she cried, and with that they both laughed again; and the +pastime proceeded, increasing both in its gaiety and in its gravity. + +Observing its continuance, Mr. Robert Lamhorn, opposite, turned from +a lively conversation with Edith and remarked covertly to Sibyl that +Miss Vertrees was "starting rather picturesquely with Jim." And he +added, languidly, "Do you suppose she WOULD?" + +For the moment Sibyl gave no sign of having heard him, but seemed +interested in the clasp of a long "rope" of pearls, a loop of which +she was allowing to swing from her fingers, resting her elbow upon the +table and following with her eyes the twinkle of diamonds and platinum +in the clasp at the end of the loop. She wore many jewels. She was +pretty, but hers was not the kind of prettiness to be loaded with too +sumptuous accessories, and jeweled head-dresses are dangerous--they +may emphasize the wrongness of the wearer. + +"I said Miss Vertrees seems to be starting pretty strong with Jim," +repeated Mr. Lamhorn. + +"I heard you." There was a latent discontent always somewhere in her +eyes, no matter what she threw upon the surface of cover it, and just +now she did not care to cover it; she looked sullen. "Starting any +stronger than you did with Edith?" she inquired. + +"Oh, keep the peace!" he said, crossly. "That's off, of course." + +"You haven't been making her see it this evening--precisely," said +Sibyl, looking at him steadily. "You've talked to her for--" + +"For Heaven's sake," he begged, "keep the peace!" + +"Well, what have you just been doing?" + +"SH!" he said. "Listen to your father-in-law." + +Sheridan was booming and braying louder than ever, the orchestra +having begun to play "The Rosary," to his vast content. + +"I COUNT THEM OVER, LA-LA-TUM-TEE-DUM," he roared, beating the +measures with his fork. "EACH HOUR A PEARL, EACH PEARL TEE-DUM- +TUM-DUM--What's the matter with all you folks? Why'n't you SING? +Miss Vertrees, I bet a thousand dollars YOU sing! Why'n't--" + +"Mr. Sheridan," she said, turning cheerfully from the ardent Jim, +"you don't know what you interrupted! Your son isn't used to my +rough ways, and my soldier's wooing frightens him, but I think he +was about to say something important." + +"I'll say something important to him if he doesn't!" the father +threatened, more delighted with her than ever. "By gosh! if I was +his age--or a widower right NOW--" + +"Oh, wait!" cried Mary. "If they'd only make less noise! I want +Mrs. Sheridan to hear." + +"She'd say the same," he shouted. "She'd tell me I was mighty slow +if I couldn't get ahead o' Jim. Why, when I was his age--" + +"You must listen to your father," Mary interrupted, turning to Jim, +who had grown red again. "He's going to tell us how, when he was +your age, he made those two blades of grass grow out of a teacup--and +you could see for yourself he didn't get them out of his sleeve!" + +At that Sheridan pounded the table till it jumped. "Look here, young +lady!" he roared. "Some o' these days I'm either goin' to slap you-- +or I'm goin' to kiss you!" + +Edith looked aghast; she was afraid this was indeed "too awful," but +Mary Vertrees burst into ringing laughter. + +"Both!" she cried. "Both! The one to make me forget the other!" + +"But which--" he began, and then suddenly gave forth such stentorian +trumpetings of mirth that for once the whole table stopped to listen. +"Jim," he roared, "if you don't propose to that girl to-night I'll +send you back to the machine-shop with Bibbs!" + +And Bibbs--down among the retainers by the sugar Pump Works, and +watching Mary Vertrees as a ragged boy in the street might watch a +rich little girl in a garden--Bibbs heard. He heard--and he knew +what his father's plans were now. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Mrs. Vertrees "sat up" for her daughter, Mr. Vertrees having retired +after a restless evening, not much soothed by the society of his +Landseers. Mary had taken a key, insisting that he should not come +for her and seeming confident that she would not lack for escort; nor +did the sequel prove her confidence unwarranted. But Mrs. Vertrees +had a long vigil of it. + +She was not the woman to make herself easy--no servant had ever seen +her in a wrapper--and with her hair and dress and her shoes just what +they had been when she returned from the afternoon's call, she sat +through the slow night hours in a stiff little chair under the +gaslight in her own room, which was directly over the "front hall." +There, book in hand, she employed the time in her own reminiscences, +though it was her belief that she was reading Madame de Remusat's. + +Her thoughts went backward into her life and into her husband's; and +the deeper into the past they went, the brighter the pictures they +brought her--and there is tragedy. Like her husband, she thought +backward because she did not dare think forward definitely. What +thinking forward this troubled couple ventured took the form of a +slender hope which neither of them could have borne to hear put in +words, and yet they had talked it over, day after day, from the very +hour when they heard Sheridan was to build his New House next door. +For--so quickly does any ideal of human behavior become an antique +--their youth was of the innocent old days, so dead! of "breeding" +and "gentility," and no craft had been more straitly trained upon +them than that of talking about things without mentioning them. +Herein was marked the most vital difference between Mr. and Mrs. +Vertrees and their big new neighbor. Sheridan, though his youth +was of the same epoch, knew nothing of such matters. He had been +chopping wood for the morning fire in the country grocery while they +were still dancing. + +It was after one o'clock when Mrs. Vertrees heard steps and the +delicate clinking of the key in the lock, and then, with the opening +of the door, Mary's laugh, and "Yes--if you aren't afraid--to-morrow!" + +The door closed, and she rushed up-stairs, bringing with her a breath +of cold and bracing air into her mother's room. "Yes," she said, +before Mrs. Vertrees could speak, "he brought me home!" + +She let her cloak fall upon the bed, and, drawing an old red-velvet +rocking-chair forward, sat beside her mother after giving her a light +pat upon the shoulder and a hearty kiss upon the cheek. + +"Mamma!" Mary exclaimed, when Mrs. Vertrees had expressed a hope that +she had enjoyed the evening and had not caught cold. "Why don't you +ask me?" + +This inquiry obviously made her mother uncomfortable. "I don't--" +she faltered. "Ask you what, Mary?" + +"How I got along and what he's like." + +"Mary!" + +"Oh, it isn't distressing!" said Mary. "And I got along so fast--" +She broke off to laugh; continuing then, "But that's the way I went +at it, of course. We ARE in a hurry, aren't we?" + +"I don't know what you mean," Mrs. Vertrees insisted, shaking her +head plaintively. + +"Yes," said Mary, "I'm going out in his car with him to-morrow +afternoon, and to the theater the next night--but I stopped it there. +You see, after you give the first push, you must leave it to them +while YOU pretend to run away!" + +"My dear, I don't know what to--" + +"What to make of anything!" Mary finished for her. "So that's all +right! Now I'll tell you all about it. It was gorgeous and deafening +and tee-total. We could have lived a year on it. I'm not good at +figures, but I calculated that if we lived six months on poor old +Charlie and Ned and the station-wagon and the Victoria, we could +manage at least twice as long on the cost of the 'house-warming.' +I think the orchids alone would have lasted us a couple of months. +There they were, before me, but I couldn't steal 'em and sell 'em, +and so--well, so I did what I could!" + +She leaned back and laughed reassuringly to her troubled mother. +"It seemed to be a success--what I could," she said, clasping her +hands behind her neck and stirring the rocker to motion as a rhythmic +accompaniment to her narrative. "The girl Edith and her sister-in- +law, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, were too anxious about the effect of things +on me. The father's worth a bushel of both of them, if they knew it. +He's what he is. I like him." She paused reflectively, continuing, +"Edith's 'interested' in that Lamhorn boy; he's good-looking and not +stupid, but I think he's--" She interrupted herself with a cheery +outcry: "Oh! I mustn't be calling him names! If he's trying to make +Edith like him, I ought to respect him as a colleague." + +"I don't understand a thing you're talking about," Mrs. Vertrees +complained. + +"All the better! Well, he's a bad lot, that Lamhorn boy; everybody's +always known that, but the Sheridans don't know the everybodies that +know. He sat between Edith and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan. SHE'S like +those people you wondered about at the theater, the last time we +went--dressed in ball-gowns; bound to show their clothes and jewels +SOMEwhere! She flatters the father, and so did I, for that matter-- +but not that way. I treated him outrageously!" + +"Mary!" + +"That's what flattered him. After dinner he made the whole regiment +of us follow him all over the house, while he lectured like a guide +on the Palatine. He gave dimensions and costs, and the whole b'ilin' +of 'em listened as if they thought he intended to make them a present +of the house. What he was proudest of was the plumbing and that Bay +of Naples panorama in the hall. He made us look at all the plumbing +--bath-rooms and everywhere else--and then he made us look at the Bay +of Naples. He said it was a hundred and eleven feet long, but I think +it's more. And he led us all into the ready-made library to see a +poem Edith had taken a prize with at school. They'd had it printed +in gold letters and framed in mother-of-pearl. But the poem itself +was rather simple and wistful and nice--he read it to us, though Edith +tried to stop him. She was modest about it, and said she'd never +written anything else. And then, after a while, Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan +asked me to come across the street to her house with them--her husband +and Edith and Mr. Lamhorn and Jim Sheridan--" + +Mrs. Vertrees was shocked. "'Jim'!" she exclaimed. "Mary, PLEASE--" + +"Of course," said Mary. "I'll make it as easy for you as I can, +mamma. Mr. James Sheridan, Junior. We went over there, and Mrs. +Roscoe explained that 'the men were all dying for a drink,' though +I noticed that Mr. Lamhorn was the only one near death's door on that +account. Edith and Mrs. Roscoe said they knew I'd been bored at the +dinner. They were objectionably apologetic about it, and they seemed +to think NOW we were going to have a 'good time' to make up for it. +But I hadn't been bored at the dinner, I'd been amused; and the 'good +time' at Mrs. Roscoe's was horribly, horribly stupid." + +"But, Mary," her mother began, "is--is--" And she seemed unable to +complete the question. + +"Never mind, mamma. I'll say it. Is Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, +stupid? I'm sure he's not at all stupid about business. Otherwise +--Oh, what right have I to be calling people 'stupid' because they're +not exactly my kind? On the big dinner-table they had enormous icing +models of the Sheridan Building--" + +"Oh, no!" Mrs. Vertrees cried. "Surely not!" + +"Yes, and two other things of that kind--I don't know what. But, +after all, I wondered if they were so bad. If I'd been at a dinner +at a palace in Italy, and a relief or inscription on one of the old +silver pieces had referred to some great deed or achievement of the +family, I shouldn't have felt superior; I'd have thought it +picturesque and stately--I'd have been impressed. And what's the +real difference? The icing is temporary, and that's much more modest, +isn't it? And why is it vulgar to feel important more on account of +something you've done yourself than because of something one of your +ancestors did? Besides, if we go back a few generations, we've all +got such hundreds of ancestors it seems idiotic to go picking out one +or two to be proud of ourselves about. Well, then, mamma, I managed +not to feel superior to Mr. James Sheridan, Junior, because he didn't +see anything out of place in the Sheridan Building in sugar." + +Mrs. Vertrees's expression had lost none of its anxiety pending the +conclusion of this lively bit of analysis, and she shook her head +gravely. "My dear, dear child," she said, "it seems to me--It looks +--I'm afraid--" + +"Say as much of it as you can, mamma," said Mary, encouragingly. +"I can get it, if you'll just give me one key-word." + +"Everything you say," Mrs. Vertrees began, timidly, "seems to have +the air of--it is as if you were seeking to--to make yourself--" + +"Oh, I see! You mean I sound as if I were trying to force myself +to like him." + +"Not exactly, Mary. That wasn't quite what I meant," said Mrs. +Vertrees, speaking direct untruth with perfect unconsciousness. +"But you said that--that you found the latter part of the evening +at young Mrs. Sheridan's unentertaining--" + +"And as Mr. James Sheridan was there, and I saw more of him than +at dinner, and had a horribly stupid time in spite of that, you +think I--" And then it was Mary who left the deduction unfinished. + +Mrs. Vertrees nodded; and though both the mother and the daughter +understood, Mary felt it better to make the understanding definite. + +"Well," she asked, gravely, "is there anything else I can do? You +and papa don't want me to do anything that distresses me, and so, +as this is the only thing to be done, it seems it's up to me not to +let it distress me. That's all there is about it, isn't it?" + +"But nothing MUST distress you!" the mother cried. + +"That's what I say!" said Mary, cheerfully. "And so it doesn't. +It's all right." She rose and took her cloak over her arm, as if to +go to her own room. But on the way to the door she stopped, and stood +leaning against the foot of the bed, contemplating a threadbare rug at +her feet. "Mother, you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't +really matter whom a girl marries." + +"No, no!" Mrs. Vertrees protested. "I never said such a--" + +"No, not in words; I mean what you MEANT. It's true, isn't it, that +marriage really is 'not a bed of roses, but a field of battle'? To +get right down to it, a girl could fight it out with anybody, couldn't +she? One man as well as another?" + +"Oh, my dear! I'm sure your father and I--" + +"Yes, yes," said Mary, indulgently. "I don't mean you and papa. +But isn't it propinquity that makes marriages? So many people +say so, there must be something in it." + +"Mary, I can't bear for you to talk like that." And Mrs. Vertrees +lifted pleading eyes to her daughter--eyes that begged to be spared. +"It sounds--almost reckless!" + +Mary caught the appeal, came to her, and kissed her gaily. "Never +fret, dear! I'm not likely to do anything I don't want to do--I've +always been too thorough-going a little pig! And if it IS propinquity +that does our choosing for us, well, at least no girl in the world +could ask for more than THAT! How could there be any more propinquity +than the very house next door?" + +She gave her mother a final kiss and went gaily all the way to the +door this time, pausing for her postscript with her hand on the knob. +"Oh, the one that caught me looking in the window, mamma, the youngest +one--" + +"Did he speak of it?" Mrs. Vertrees asked, apprehensively. + +"No. He didn't speak at all, that I saw, to any one. I didn't +meet him. But he isn't insane, I'm sure; or if he is, he has long +intervals when he's not. Mr. James Sheridan mentioned that he lived +at home when he was 'well enough'; and it may be he's only an invalid. +He looks dreadfully ill, but he has pleasant eyes, and it struck me +that if--if one were in the Sheridan family"--she laughed a little +ruefully--"he might be interesting to talk to sometimes, when there +was too much stocks and bonds. I didn't see him after dinner." + +"There must be something wrong with him," said Mrs. Vertrees. +"They'd have introduced him if there wasn't." + +"I don't know. He's been ill so much and away so much--sometimes +people like that just don't seem to 'count' in a family. His father +spoke of sending him back to a machine-shop or some sort; I suppose +he meant when the poor thing gets better. I glanced at him just +then, when Mr. Sheridan mentioned him, and he happened to be looking +straight at me; and he was pathetic-looking enough before that, but +the most tragic change came over him. He seemed just to die, right +there at the table!" + +"You mean when his father spoke of sending him to the shop place?" + +"Yes." + +"Mr. Sheridan must be very unfeeling." + +"No," said Mary, thoughtfully, "I don't think he is; but he might be +uncomprehending, and certainly he's the kind of man to do anything he +once sets out to do. But I wish I hadn't been looking at that poor +boy just then! I'm afraid I'll keep remembering--" + +"I wouldn't." Mrs. Vertrees smiled faintly, and in her smile there +was the remotest ghost of a genteel roguishness. "I'd keep my mind +on pleasanter things, Mary." + +Mary laughed and nodded. "Yes, indeed! Plenty pleasant enough, +and probably, if all were known, too good--even for me!" + +And when she had gone Mrs. Vertrees drew a long breath, as if a burden +were off her mind, and, smiling, began to undress in a gentle reverie. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +Edith, glancing casually into the "ready-made" library, stopped +abruptly, seeing Bibbs there alone. He was standing before the +pearl-framed and golden-lettered poem, musingly inspecting it. +He read it: + + FUGITIVE + + I will forget the things that sting: + The lashing look, the barbed word. + I know the very hands that fling + The stones at me had never stirred + To anger but for their own scars. + They've suffered so, that's why they strike. + I'll keep my heart among the stars + Where none shall hunt it out. Oh, like + These wounded ones I must not be, + For, wounded, I might strike in turn! + So, none shall hurt me. Far and free + Where my heart flies no one shall learn. + +"Bibbs!" Edith's voice was angry, and her color deepened suddenly +as she came into the room, preceded by a scent of violets much more +powerful than that warranted by the actual bunch of them upon the +lapel of her coat. + +Bibbs did not turn his head, but wagged it solemnly, seeming depressed +by the poem. "Pretty young, isn't it?" he said. "There must have +been something about your looks that got the prize, Edith; I can't +believe the poem did it." + +She glanced hurriedly over her shoulder and spoke sharply, but in a +low voice: "I don't think it's very nice of you to bring it up at +all, Bibbs. I'd like a chance to forget the whole silly business. +I didn't want them to frame it, and I wish to goodness papa'd quit +talking about it; but here, that night, after the dinner, didn't he go +and read it aloud to the whole crowd of 'em! And then they all wanted +to know what other poems I'd written and why I didn't keep it up and +write some more, and if I didn't, why didn't I, and why this and why +that, till I thought I'd die of shame!" + +"You could tell 'em you had writer's cramp," Bibbs suggested. + +"I couldn't tell 'em anything! I just choke with mortification every +time anybody speaks of the thing." + +Bibbs looked grieved. "The poem isn't THAT bad, Edith. You see, you +were only seventeen when you wrote it." + +"Oh, hush up!" she snapped. "I wish it had burnt my fingers the first +time I touched it. Then I might have had sense enough to leave it +where it was. I had no business to take it, and I've been ashamed--" + +"No, no," he said, comfortingly. "It was the very most flattering +thing ever happen to me. It was almost my last flight before I went +to the machine-shop, and it's pleasant to think somebody liked it +enough to--" + +"But I DON'T like it!" she exclaimed. "I don't even understand it +--and papa made so much fuss over its getting the prize, I just hate +it! The truth is I never dreamed it'd get the prize." + +"Maybe they expected father to endow the school," Bibbs murmured. + +"Well, I had to have something to turn in, and I couldn't write a +LINE! I hate poetry, anyhow; and Bobby Lamhorn's always teasing me +about how I 'keep my heart among the stars.' He makes it seem such +a mushy kind of thing, the way he says it. I hate it!" + +"You'll have to live it down, Edith. Perhaps abroad and under +another name you might find--" + +"Oh, hush up! I'll hire some one to steal it and burn it the first +chance I get." She turned away petulantly, moving to the door. "I'd +like to think I could hope to hear the last of it before I die!" + +"Edith!" he called, as she went into the hall. + +"What's the matter?" + +"I want to ask you: Do I really look better, or have you just got +used to me?" + +"What on earth do you mean?" she said, coming back as far as the +threshold. + +"When I first came you couldn't look at me," Bibbs explained, in his +impersonal way. "But I've noticed you look at me lately. I wondered +if I'd--" + +"It's because you look so much better," she told him, cheerfully. +"This month you've been here's done you no end of good. It's the +change." + +"Yes, that's what they said at the sanitarium--the change." + +"You look worse than 'most anybody I ever saw," said Edith, with +supreme candor. "But I don't know much about it. I've never seen a +corpse in my life, and I've never even seen anybody that was terribly +sick, so you mustn't judge by me. I only know you do look better, +I'm glad to say. But you're right about my not being able to look +at you at first. You had a kind of whiteness that--Well, you're +almost as thin, I suppose, but you've got more just ordinarily pale; +not that ghastly look. Anybody could look at you now, Bibbs, and +no--not get--" + +"Sick?" + +"Well--almost that!" she laughed. "And you're getting a better color +every day, Bibbs; you really are. You're getting along splendidly." + +"I--I'm afraid so," he said, ruefully. + +"'Afraid so'! Well, if you aren't the queerest! I suppose you mean +father might send you back to the machine-shop if you get well enough. +I heard him say something about it the night of the--" The jingle of +a distant bell interrupted her, and she glanced at her watch. "Bobby +Lamhorn! I'm going to motor him out to look at a place in the +country. Afternoon, Bibbs!" + +When she had gone, Bibbs mooned pessimistically from shelf to shelf, +his eye wandering among the titles of the books. The library +consisted almost entirely of handsome "uniform editions": Irving, +Poe, Cooper, Goldsmith, Scott, Byron, Burns, Longfellow, Tennyson, +Hume, Gibbon, Prescott, Thackeray, Dickens, De Musset, Balzac, +Gautier, Flaubert, Goethe, Schiller, Dante, and Tasso. There were +shelves and shelves of encyclopedias, of anthologies, of "famous +classics," of "Oriental masterpieces," of "masterpieces of oratory," +and more shelves of "selected libraries" of "literature," of "the +drama," and of "modern science." They made an effective decoration +for the room, all these big, expensive books, with a glossy binding +here and there twinkling a reflection of the flames that crackled +in the splendid Gothic fireplace; but Bibbs had an impression that +the bookseller who selected them considered them a relief, and that +white-jacket considered them a burden of dust, and that nobody else +considered them at all. Himself, he disturbed not one. + +There came a chime of bells from a clock in another part of the house, +and white-jacket appeared beamingly in the doorway, bearing furs. +"Awready, Mist' Bibbs," he announced. "You' ma say wrap up wawm +f' you' ride, an' she cain' go with you to-day, an' not f'git go see +you' pa at fo' 'clock. Aw ready, suh." + +He equipped Bibbs for the daily drive Dr. Gurney had commanded; +and in the manner of a master of ceremonies unctuously led the way. +In the hall they passed the Moor, and Bibbs paused before it while +white-jacket opened the door with a flourish and waved condescendingly +to the chauffeur in the car which stood waiting in the driveway. + +"It seems to me I asked you what you thought about this 'statue' when +I first came home, George," said Bibbs, thoughtfully. "What did you +tell me?" + +"Yessuh!" George chuckled, perfectly understanding that for some +unknown reason Bibbs enjoyed hearing him repeat his opinion of the +Moor. "You ast me when you firs' come home, an' you ast me nex' day, +an' mighty near ev'y day all time you been here; an' las' Sunday you +ast me twicet." He shook his head solemnly. "Look to me mus' be +somep'm might lamiDAL 'bout 'at statue!" + +"Mighty what?" + +"Mighty lamiDAL!" George, burst out laughing. "What DO 'at word +mean, Mist' Bibbs?" + +"It's new to me, George. Where did you hear it?" + +"I nev' DID hear it!" said George. "I uz dess sittin' thinkum to +myse'f an' she pop in my head--'lamiDAL,' dess like 'at! An' she +soun' so good, seem like she GOTTA mean somep'm!" + +"Come to think of it, I believe she does mean something. Why, yes--" + +"Do she?" cried George. "WHAT she mean?" + +"It's exactly the word for the statue," said Bibbs, with conviction, +as he climbed into the car. "It's a lamiDAL statue." + +"Hiyi!" George exulted. "Man! Man! Listen! Well, suh, she mighty +lamiDAL statue, but lamiDAL statue heap o' trouble to dus'!" "I +expect she is!" said Bibbs, as the engine began to churn; and a +moment later he was swept from sight. + +George turned to Mist' Jackson, who had been listening benevolently +in the hallway. "Same he aw-ways say, Mist' Jackson--'I expec' she +is!' Ev'y day he try t' git me talk 'bout 'at lamiDAL statue, an' +aw-ways, las' thing HE say, 'I expec' she is!' You know, Mist' +Jackson, if he git well, 'at young man go' be pride o' the family, +Mist' Jackson. Yes-suh, right now I pick 'im fo' firs' money!" + +"Look out with all 'at money, George!" Jackson warned the enthusiast. +"White folks 'n 'is house know 'im heap longer'n you. You the on'y +man bettin' on 'im!" + +"I risk it!" cried George, merrily. "I put her all on now--ev'y cent! +'At boy's go' be flower o' the flock!" + +This singular prophecy, founded somewhat recklessly upon gratitude for +the meaning of "lamiDAL," differed radically from another prediction +concerning Bibbs, set forth for the benefit of a fair auditor some +twenty minutes later. + +Jim Sheridan, skirting the edges of the town with Mary Vertrees +beside him, in his own swift machine, encountered the invalid upon +the highroad. The two cars were going in opposite directions, and +the occupants of Jim's had only a swaying glimpse of Bibbs sitting +alone on the back seat--his white face startlingly white against cap +and collar of black fur--but he flashed into recognition as Mary +bowed to him. + +Jim waved his left hand carelessly. "It's Bibbs, taking his +constitutional," he explained. + +"Yes, I know," said Mary. "I bowed to him, too, though I've never +met him. In fact, I've only seen him once--no, twice. I hope he +won't think I'm very bold, bowing to him." + +"I doubt if he noticed it," said honest Jim. + +"Oh, no!" she cried. + +"What's the trouble?" + +"I'm almost sure people notice it when I bow to them." + +"Oh, I see!" said Jim. "Of course they would ordinarily, but Bibbs +is funny." + +"Is he? How?" she asked. "He strikes me as anything but funny." + +"Well, I'm his brother," Jim said, deprecatingly, "but I don't know +what he's like, and, to tell the truth, I've never felt exactly like +I WAS his brother, the way I do Roscoe. Bibbs never did seem more +than half alive to me. Of course Roscoe and I are older, and when +we were boys we were too big to play with him, but he never played +anyway, with boys his own age. He'd rather just sit in the house and +mope around by himself. Nobody could ever get him to DO anything; +you can't get him to do anything now. He never had any LIFE in him; +and honestly, if he is my brother, I must say I believe Bibbs Sheridan +is the laziest man God ever made! Father put him in the machine-shop +over at the Pump Works--best thing in the world for him--and he was +just plain no account. It made him sick! If he'd had the right kind +of energy--the kind father's got, for instance, or Roscoe, either-- +why, it wouldn't have made him sick. And suppose it was either of +them--yes, or me, either--do you think any of us would have stopped +if we WERE sick? Not much! I hate to say it, but Bibbs Sheridan'll +never amount to anything as long as he lives." + +Mary looked thoughtful. "Is there any particular reason why he +should?" she asked. + +"Good gracious!" he exclaimed. "You don't mean that, do you? Don't +you believe in a man's knowing how to earn his salt, no matter how +much money his father's got? Hasn't the business of this world got +to be carried on by everybody in it? Are we going to lay back on +what we've got and see other fellows get ahead of us? If we've got +big things already, isn't it every man's business to go ahead and +make 'em bigger? Isn't it his duty? Don't we always want to get +bigger and bigger?" + +"Ye-es--I don't know. But I feel rather sorry for your brother. +He looked so lonely--and sick." + +"He's gettin' better every day," Jim said. "Dr. Gurney says so. +There's nothing much the matter with him, really--it's nine-tenths +imaginary. 'Nerves'! People that are willing to be busy don't have +nervous diseases, because they don't have time to imagine 'em." + +"You mean his trouble is really mental?" + +"Oh, he's not a lunatic," said Jim. "He's just queer. Sometimes +he'll say something right bright, but half the time what he says is +'way off the subject, or else there isn't any sense to it at all. +For instance, the other day I heard him talkin' to one of the darkies +in the hall. The darky asked him what time he wanted the car for his +drive, and anybody else in the world would have just said what time +they DID want it, and that would have been all there was to it; but +here's what Bibbs says, and I heard him with my own ears. 'What time +do I want the car?' he says. 'Well, now, that depends--that depends,' +he says. He talks slow like that, you know. 'I'll tell you what time +I want the car, George,' he says, 'if you'll tell ME what you think +of this statue!' That's exactly his words! Asked the darky what he +thought of that Arab Edith and mother bought for the hall!" + +Mary pondered upon this. "He might have been in fun, perhaps," she +suggested. + +"Askin' a darky what he thought of a piece of statuary--of a work of +art! Where on earth would be the fun of that? No, you're just +kind-hearted--and that's the way you OUGHT to be, of course--" + +"Thank you, Mr. Sheridan!" she laughed. + +"See here!" he cried. "Isn't there any way for us to get over this +Mister and Miss thing? A month's got thirty-one days in it; I've +managed to be with you a part of pretty near all the thirty-one, and +I think you know how I feel by this time--" + +She looked panic-stricken immediately. "Oh, no," she protested, +quickly. "No, I don't, and--" + +"Yes, you do," he said, and his voice shook a little. "You couldn't +help knowing." + +"But I do!" she denied, hurriedly. "I do help knowing. I mean--Oh, +wait!" + +"What for? You do know how I feel, and you--well, you've certainly +WANTED me to feel that way--or else pretended--" + +"Now, now!" she lamented. "You're spoiling such a cheerful +afternoon!" + +"'Spoilin' it!'" He slowed down the car and turned his face to her +squarely. "See here, Miss Vertrees, haven't you--" + +"Stop! Stop the car a minute." And when he had complied she faced +him as squarely as he evidently desired her to face him. "Listen. +I don't want you to go on, to-day." + +"Why not?" he asked, sharply. + +"I don't know." + +"You mean it's just a whim?" + +"I don't know," she repeated. Her voice was low and troubled and +honest, and she kept her clear eyes upon his. + +"Will you tell me something?" + +"Almost anything." + +"Have you ever told any man you loved him?" + +And at that, though she laughed, she looked a little contemptuous. +"No," she said. "And I don't think I ever shall tell any man that +--or ever know what it means. I'm in earnest, Mr. Sheridan." + +"Then you--you've just been flirting with me!" Poor Jim looked both +furious and crestfallen. + +"Not one bit!" she cried. "Not one word! Not one syllable! I've +meant every single thing!" + +"I don't--" + +"Of course you don't!" she said. "Now, Mr. Sheridan, I want you to +start the car. Now! Thank you. Slowly, till I finish what I have +to say. I have not flirted with you. I have deliberately courted +you. One thing more, and then I want you to take me straight home, +talking about the weather all the way. I said that I do not believe +I shall ever 'care' for any man, and that is true. I doubt the +existence of the kind of 'caring' we hear about in poems and plays +and novels. I think it must be just a kind of emotional TALK--most +of it. At all events, I don't feel it. Now, we can go faster, +please." + +"Just where does that let me out?" he demanded. "How does that +excuse you for--" + +"It isn't an excuse," she said, gently, and gave him one final look, +wholly desolate. "I haven't said I should never marry." + +"What?" Jim gasped. + +She inclined her head in a broken sort of acquiescence, very humble, +unfathomably sorrowful. + +"I promise nothing," she said, faintly. + +"You needn't!" shouted Jim, radiant and exultant. "You needn't! By +George! I know you're square; that's enough for me! You wait and +promise whenever you're ready!" + +"Don't forget what I asked," she begged him. + +"Talk about the weather? I will! God bless the old weather!" cried +the happy Jim. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Through the open country Bibbs was borne flying between brown fields +and sun-flecked groves of gray trees, to breathe the rushing, clean +air beneath a glorious sky--that sky so despised in the city, and so +maltreated there, that from early October to mid-May it was impossible +for men to remember that blue is the rightful color overhead. + +Upon each of Bibbs's cheeks there was a hint of something almost +resembling a pinkishness; not actual color, but undeniably its +phantom. How largely this apparition may have been the work of the +wind upon his face it is difficult to calculate, for beyond a doubt +it was partly the result of a lady's bowing to him upon no more formal +introduction than the circumstance of his having caught her looking +into his window a month before. She had bowed definitely; she had +bowed charmingly. And it seemed to Bibbs that she must have meant +to convey her forgiveness. + +There had been something in her recognition of him unfamiliar to +his experience, and he rode the warmer for it. Nor did he lack the +impression that he would long remember her as he had just seen her: +her veil tumultuously blowing back, her face glowing in the wind +--and that look of gay friendliness tossed to him like a fresh rose +in carnival. + +By and by, upon a rising ground, the driver halted the car, then +backed and tacked, and sent it forward again with its nose to the +south and the smoke. Far before him Bibbs saw the great smudge upon +the horizon, that nest of cloud in which the city strove and panted +like an engine shrouded in its own steam. But to Bibbs, who had +now to go to the very heart of it, for a commanded interview with +his father, the distant cloud was like an implacable genius issuing +thunderously in smoke from his enchanted bottle, and irresistibly +drawing Bibbs nearer and nearer. + +They passed from the farm lands, and came, in the amber light of +November late afternoon, to the farthermost outskirts of the city; +and here the sky shimmered upon the verge of change from blue to +gray; the smoke did not visibly permeate the air, but it was there, +nevertheless--impalpable, thin, no more than the dust of smoke. +And then, as the car drove on, the chimneys and stacks of factories +came swimming up into view like miles of steamers advancing abreast, +every funnel with its vast plume, savage and black, sweeping to the +horizon, dripping wealth and dirt and suffocation over league on +league already rich and vile with grime. + +The sky had become only a dingy thickening of the soiled air; +and a roar and clangor of metals beat deafeningly on Bibbs's ears. +And now the car passed two great blocks of long brick buildings, +hideous in all ways possible to make them hideous; doorways showing +dark one moment and lurid the next with the leap of some virulent +interior flame, revealing blackened giants, half naked, in passionate +action, struggling with formless things in the hot illumination. +And big as these shops were, they were growing bigger, spreading over +a third block, where two new structures were mushrooming to completion +in some hasty cement process of a stability not over-reassuring. +Bibbs pulled the rug closer about him, and not even the phantom of +color was left upon his cheeks as he passed this place, for he knew +it too well. Across the face of one of the buildings there was an +enormous sign: "Sheridan Automatic Pump Co., Inc." + +Thence they went through streets of wooden houses, all grimed, and +adding their own grime from many a sooty chimney; flimsey wooden +houses of a thousand flimsy whimsies in the fashioning, built on +narrow lots and nudging one another crossly, shutting out the stingy +sunlight from one another; bad neighbors who would destroy one another +root and branch some night when the right wind blew. They were only +waiting for that wind and a cigarette, and then they would all be gone +together--a pinch of incense burned upon the tripod of the god. + +Along these streets there were skinny shade-trees, and here and there +a forest elm or walnut had been left; but these were dying. Some +people said it was the scale; some said it was the smoke; and some +were sure that asphalt and "improving" the streets did it; but Bigness +was in too Big a hurry to bother much about trees. He had telegraph- +poles and telephone-poles and electric-light-poles and trolley-poles +by the thousand to take their places. So he let the trees die and +put up his poles. They were hideous, but nobody minded that; and +sometimes the wires fell and killed people--but not often enough to +matter at all. + +Thence onward the car bore Bibbs through the older parts of the +town where the few solid old houses not already demolished were in +transition: some, with their fronts torn away, were being made into +segments of apartment-buildings; others had gone uproariously into +trade, brazenly putting forth "show-windows" on their first floors, +seeming to mean it for a joke; one or two with unaltered facades +peeped humorously over the tops of temporary office buildings of one +story erected in the old front yards. Altogether, the town here was +like a boarding-house hash the Sunday after Thanksgiving; the old +ingredients were discernible. + +This was the fringe of Bigness's own sanctuary, and now Bibbs +reached the roaring holy of holies itself. The car must stop at +every crossing while the dark-garbed crowds, enveloped in maelstroms +of dust, hurried before it. Magnificent new buildings, already dingy, +loomed hundreds of feet above him; newer ones, more magnificent, were +rising beside them, rising higher; old buildings were coming down; +middle-aged buildings were coming down; the streets were laid open +to their entrails and men worked underground between palisades, and +overhead in metal cobwebs like spiders in the sky. Trolley-cars and +long interurban cars, built to split the wind like torpedo-boats, +clanged and shrieked their way round swarming corners; motor-cars +of every kind and shape known to man babbled frightful warnings and +frantic demands; hospital ambulances clamored wildly for passage; +steam-whistles signaled the swinging of titanic tentacle and claw; +riveters rattled like machine-guns; the ground shook to the thunder +of gigantic trucks; and the conglomerate sound of it all was the sound +of earthquake playing accompaniments for battle and sudden death. On +one of the new steel buildings no work was being done that afternoon. +The building had killed a man in the morning--and the steel-workers +always stop for the day when that "happens." + +And in the hurrying crowds, swirling and sifting through the +brobdingnagian camp of iron and steel, one saw the camp-followers +and the pagan women--there would be work to-day and dancing to-night. +For the Puritan's dry voice is but the crackling of a leaf underfoot +in the rush and roar of the coming of the new Egypt. + +Bibbs was on time. He knew it must be "to the minute" or his father +would consider it an outrage; and the big chronometer in Sheridan's +office marked four precisely when Bibbs walked in. Coincidentally +with his entrance five people who had been at work in the office, +under Sheridan's direction, walked out. They departed upon no visible +or audible suggestion, and with a promptness that seemed ominous to +the new-comer. As the massive door clicked softly behind the elderly +stenographer, the last of the procession, Bibbs had a feeling that +they all understood that he was a failure as a great man's son, a +disappointment, the "queer one" of the family, and that he had been +summoned to judgment--a well-founded impression, for that was exactly +what they understood. + +"Sit down," said Sheridan. + +It is frequently an advantage for deans, school-masters, and worried +fathers to place delinquents in the sitting-posture. Bibbs sat. + +Sheridan, standing, gazed enigmatically upon his son for a period of +silence, then walked slowly to a window and stood looking out of it, +his big hands, loosely hooked together by the thumbs, behind his back. +They were soiled, as were all other hands down-town, except such as +might be still damp from a basin. + +"Well, Bibbs," he said at last, not altering his attitude, "do you +know what I'm goin' to do with you?" + +Bibbs, leaning back in his chair, fixed his eyes contemplatively upon +the ceiling. "I heard you tell Jim," he began, in his slow way. "You +said you'd send him to the machine-shop with me if he didn't propose +to Miss Vertrees. So I suppose that must be your plan for me. But--" + +"But what?" said Sheridan, irritably, as the son paused. + +"Isn't there somebody you'd let ME propose to?" + +That brought his father sharply round to face him. "You beat the +devil! Bibbs, what IS the matter with you? Why can't you be like +anybody else?" + +"Liver, maybe," said Bibbs, gently. + +"Boh! Even ole Doc Gurney says there's nothin' wrong with you +organically. No. You're a dreamer, Bibbs; that's what's the matter, +and that's ALL the matter. Oh, not one o' these BIG dreamers that put +through the big deals! No, sir! You're the kind o' dreamer that +just sets out on the back fence and thinks about how much trouble +there must be in the world! That ain't the kind that builds the +bridges, Bibbs; it's the kind that borrows fifteen cents from his +wife's uncle's brother-in-law to get ten cent's worth o' plug tobacco +and a nickel's worth o' quinine!" + +He put the finishing touch on this etching with a snort, and turned +again to the window. + +"Look out there!" he bade his son. "Look out o' that window! Look at +the life and energy down there! I should think ANY young man's blood +would tingle to get into it and be part of it. Look at the big things +young men are doin' in this town!" He swung about, coming to the +mahogany desk in the middle of the room. "Look at what I was doin' at +your age! Look at what your own brothers are doin'! Look at Roscoe! +Yes, and look at Jim! I made Jim president o' the Sheridan Realty +Company last New-Year's, with charge of every inch o' ground and every +brick and every shingle and stick o' wood we own; and it's an example +to any young man--or ole man, either--the way he took ahold of it. +Last July we found out we wanted two more big warehouses at the Pump +Works--wanted 'em quick. Contractors said it couldn't be done; said +nine or ten months at the soonest; couldn't see it any other way. +What'd Jim do? Took the contract himself; found a fellow with a new +cement and concrete process; kept men on the job night and day, and +stayed on it night and day himself--and, by George! we begin to USE +them warehouses next week! Four months and a half, and every inch +fireproof! I tell you Jim's one o' these fellers that make miracles +happen! Now, I don't say every young man can be like Jim, because +there's mighty few got his ability, but every young man can go in and +do his share. This town is God's own country, and there's opportunity +for anybody with a pound of energy and an ounce o' gumption. I tell +you these young business men I watch just do my heart good! THEY +don't set around on the back fence--no, sir! They take enough +exercise to keep their health; and they go to a baseball game once +or twice a week in summer, maybe, and they're raisin' nice families, +with sons to take their places sometime and carry on the work--because +the work's got to go ON! They're puttin' their life-blood into it, I +tell you, and that's why we're gettin' bigger every minute, and why +THEY'RE gettin' bigger, and why it's all goin' to keep ON gettin' +bigger!" + +He slapped the desk resoundingly with his open palm, and then, +observing that Bibbs remained in the same impassive attitude, with +his eyes still fixed upon the ceiling in a contemplation somewhat +plaintive, Sheridan was impelled to groan. "Oh, Lord!" he said. +"This is the way you always were. I don't believe you understood a +darn word I been sayin'! You don't LOOK as if you did. By George! +it's discouraging!" + +"I don't understand about getting--about getting bigger," said Bibbs, +bringing his gaze down to look at his father placatively. "I don't +see just why--" + +"WHAT?" Sheridan leaned forward, resting his hands upon the desk and +staring across it incredulously at his son. + +"I don't understand--exactly--what you want it all bigger for?" + +"Great God!" shouted Sheridan, and struck the desk a blow with his +clenched fist. "A son of mine asks me that! You go out and ask the +poorest day-laborer you can find! Ask him that question--" + +"I did once," Bibbs interrupted; "when I was in the machine-shop. +I--" + +"Wha'd he say?" + +"He said, 'Oh, hell!'" answered Bibbs, mildly. + +"Yes, I reckon he would!" Sheridan swung away from the desk. "I +reckon he certainly would! And I got plenty sympathy with him right +now, myself!" + +"It's the same answer, then?" Bibbs's voice was serious, almost +tremulous. + +"Damnation!" Sheridan roared. "Did you ever hear the word Prosperity, +you ninny? Did you ever hear the word Ambition? Did you ever hear +the word PROGRESS?" + +He flung himself into a chair after the outburst, his big chest +surging, his throat tumultuous with gutteral incoherences. "Now +then," he said, huskily, when the anguish had somewhat abated, +"what do you want to do?" + +"Sir?" + +"What do you WANT to do, I said." + +Taken by surprise, Bibbs stammered. "What--what do--I--what--" + +"If I'd let you do exactly what you had the whim for, what would you +do?" + +Bibbs looked startled; then timidity overwhelmed him--a profound +shyness. He bent his head and fixed his lowered eyes upon the toe +of his shoe, which he moved to and fro upon the rug, like a culprit +called to the desk in school. + +"What would you do? Loaf?" + +"No, sir." Bibbs's voice was almost inaudible, and what little sound +it made was unquestionably a guilty sound. "I suppose I'd--I'd--" + +"Well?" + +"I suppose I'd try to--to write." + +"Write what?" + +"Nothing important--just poems and essays, perhaps." + +"That all?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I see," said his father, breathing quickly with the restraint he was +putting upon himself. "That is, you want to write, but you don't want +to write anything of any account." + +"You think--" + +Sheridan got up again. "I take my hat off to the man that can write +a good ad," he said, emphatically. "The best writin' talent in this +country is right spang in the ad business to-day. You buy a magazine +for good writin'--look on the back of it! Let me tell you I pay money +for that kind o' writin'. Maybe you think it's easy. Just try it! +I've tried it, and I can't do it. I tell you an ad's got to be +written so it makes people do the hardest thing in this world to GET +'em to do: it's got to make 'em give up their MONEY! You talk about +'poems and essays.' I tell you when it comes to the actual skill +o' puttin' words together so as to make things HAPPEN, R. T. Bloss, +right here in this city, knows more in a minute than George Waldo +Emerson ever knew in his whole life!" + +"You--you may be--" Bibbs said, indistinctly, the last word smothered +in a cough. + +"Of COURSE I'm right! And if it ain't just like you to want to take +up with the most out-o'-date kind o' writin' there is! 'Poems and +essays'! My Lord, Bibbs, that's WOMEN'S work! You can't pick up a +newspaper without havin' to see where Mrs. Rumskididle read a paper +on 'Jane Eyre,' or 'East Lynne,' at the God-Knows-What Club. And +'poetry'! Why, look at Edith! I expect that poem o' hers would set +a pretty high-water mark for you, young man, and it's the only one +she's ever managed to write in her whole LIFE! When I wanted her to +go on and write some more she said it took too much time. Said it +took months and months. And Edith's a smart girl; she's got more +energy in her little finger than you ever give me a chance to see in +your whole body, Bibbs. Now look at the facts: say she could turn +out four or five poems a year and you could turn out maybe two. That +medal she got was worth about fifteen dollars, so there's your income +--thirty dollars a year! That's a fine success to make of your life! +I'm not sayin' a word against poetry. I wouldn't take ten thousand +dollars right now for that poem of Edith's; and poetry's all right +enough in its place--but you leave it to the girls. A man's got to +do a man's work in this world!" + +He seated himself in a chair at his son's side and, leaning over, +tapped Bibbs confidentially on the knee. "This city's got the +greatest future in America, and if my sons behave right by me and by +themselves they're goin' to have a mighty fair share of it--a mighty +fair share. I love this town. It's God's own footstool, and it's +made money for me every day right along, I don't know how many years. +I love it like I do my own business, and I'd fight for it as quick +as I'd fight for my own family. It's a beautiful town. Look at our +wholesale district; look at any district you want to; look at the +park system we're puttin' through, and the boulevards and the public +statuary. And she grows. God! how she grows!" He had become +intensely grave; he spoke with solemnity. "Now, Bibbs, I can't take +any of it--nor any gold or silver nor buildings nor bonds--away with +me in my shroud when I have to go. But I want to leave my share in +it to my boys. I've worked for it; I've been a builder and a maker; +and two blades of grass have grown where one grew before, whenever +I laid my hand on the ground and willed 'em to grow. I've built big, +and I want the buildin' to go on. And when my last hour comes I want +to know that my boys are ready to take charge; that they're fit to +take charge and go ON with it. Bibbs, when that hour comes I want +to know that my boys are big men, ready and fit to hold of big things. +Bibbs, when I'm up above I want to know that the big share I've made +mine, here below, is growin' bigger and bigger in the charge of my +boys." + +He leaned back, deeply moved. "There!" he said, huskily. "I've never +spoken more what was in my heart in my life. I do it because I want +you to understand--and not think me a mean father. I never had to +talk that way to Jim and Roscoe. They understood without any talk, +Bibbs." + +"I see," said Bibbs. "At least I think I do. But--" + +"Wait a minute!" Sheridan raised his hand. "If you see the least bit +in the world, then you understand how it feels to me to have my son +set here and talk about 'poems and essays' and such-like fooleries. +And you must understand, too, what it meant to start one o' my boys +and have him come back on me the way you did, and have to be sent +to a sanitarium because he couldn't stand work. Now, let's get right +down to it, Bibbs. I've had a whole lot o' talk with ole Doc Gurney +about you, one time another, and I reckon I understand your case just +about as well as he does, anyway! Now here, I'll be frank with you. +I started you in harder than what I did the other boys, and that was +for your own good, because I saw you needed to be shook up more'n +they did. You were always kind of moody and mopish--and you needed +work that'd keep you on the jump. Now, why did it make you sick +instead of brace you up and make a man of you the way it ought of +done? I pinned ole Gurney down to it. I says, 'Look here, ain't it +really because he just plain hated it?' 'Yes,' he says, 'that's it. +If he'd enjoyed it, it wouldn't 'a' hurt him. He loathes it, and +that affects his nervous system. The more he tries it, the more he +hates it; and the more he hates it, the more injury it does him.' +That ain't quite his words, but it's what he meant. And that's about +the way it is." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, "that's about the way it is." + +"Well, then, I reckon it's up to me not only to make you do it, but +to make you like it!" + +Bibbs shivered. And he turned upon his father a look that was almost +ghostly. "I can't," he said, in a low voice. "I can't." + +"Can't go back to the shop?" + +"No. Can't like it. I can't." + +Sheridan jumped up, his patience gone. To his own view, he had +reasoned exhaustively, had explained fully and had pleaded more than +a father should, only to be met in the end with the unreasoning and +mysterious stubbornness which had been Bibbs's baffling characteristic +from childhood. "By George, you will!" he cried. "You'll go back +there and you'll like it! Gurney says it won't hurt you if you like +it, and he says it'll kill you if you go back and hate it; so it looks +as if it was about up to you not to hate it. Well, Gurney's a fool! +Hatin' work doesn't kill anybody; and this isn't goin' to kill you, +whether you hate it or not. I've never made a mistake in a serious +matter in my life, and it wasn't a mistake my sendin' you there in the +first place. And I'm goin' to prove it--I'm goin' to send you back +there and vindicate my judgment. Gurney says it's all 'mental +attitude.' Well, you're goin' to learn the right one! He says in a +couple more months this fool thing that's been the matter with you'll +be disappeared completely and you'll be back in as good or better +condition than you were before you ever went into the shop. And right +then is when you begin over--right in that same shop! Nobody can call +me a hard man or a mean father. I do the best I can for my chuldern, +and I take full responsibility for bringin' my sons up to be men. +Now, so far, I've failed with you. But I'm not goin' to keep ON +failin'. I never tackled a job YET I didn't put through, and I'm not +goin' to begin with my own son. I'm goin' to make a MAN of you. By +God! I am!" + +Bibbs rose and went slowly to the door, where he turned. "You say +you give me a couple of months?" he said. + +Sheridan pushed a bell-button on his desk. "Gurney said two months +more would put you back where you were. You go home and begin to get +yourself in the right 'mental attitude' before those two months are +up! Good-by!" + +"Good-by, sir," said Bibbs, meekly. + + + +CHAPTER X + +Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the +"lamidal" George had shown him upon his return, still bore the +appearance of temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no +clear conception of himself as a permanent incumbent. However, +he had set upon the mantelpiece the two photographs that he owned: +one, a "group" twenty years old--his father and mother, with Jim +and Roscoe as boys--and the other a "cabinet" of Edith at sixteen. +And upon a table were the books he had taken from his trunk: Sartor +Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, Huckleberry Finn, and Afterwhiles. +There were some other books in the trunk--a large one, which remained +unremoved at the foot of the bed, adding to the general impression +of transiency. It contained nearly all the possessions as well as +the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs sat beside it, the day +after his interview with his father, raking over a small collection +of manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he glanced through +dubiously, finding little comfort in them; but one made him smile. +Then he shook his head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to read it. +It was written on paper stamped "Hood Sanitarium," and bore the title, +"Leisure." + + A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if + he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful + quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to + recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession + adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would + choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on + Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way + of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward + purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of + life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he + must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must + be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and + so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the + screaming of the whistles. Peace-- + +Having read so far as the word "peace," Bibbs suffered an interruption +interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the +hall just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's +quarrel was in progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's +room, and continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall. + +"Yes, you BETTER go home!" Bibbs heard his sister vociferating, +shrilly. "You better go home and keep your mind a little more on +your HUSBAND!" + +"Edie, Edie!" he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker. + +"You see here!" This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and +tremulous. "Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell +Mother Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan +if she thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good." + +"Yes, you did!" And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. "Yes, +you did! YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want +to break it up between Bobby Lamhorn and me because--" + +"Edie, Edie! Now, now!" + +"Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new +friends tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come +here, what about his not going to HER house. How--" + +"I've explained that to Mother Sheridan." Sibyl's voice indicated +that she was descending the stairs. "Married people are not the same. +Some things that should be shielded from a young girl--" + +This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. "'Shielded +from a young girl'!" she shrilled. "You seem pretty willing to be +the shield! You look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield +you are!" + +Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts +at pacification were renewed. "Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for +your good, and you'd oughtn't to--" + +"Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa--" + +"Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe--" + +"You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!" the girl cried, +passionately. + +"Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll--" + +"No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!" And +Edith, flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open, +swung round it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw +herself, face down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she +had no perception of Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and +sobbing in a passion of tears, she beat the coverlet and pillows +with her clenched fists. "Sneak!" she babbled aloud. "Sneak! +Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!" + +Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly +toward the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him; +but some sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled, +facing him. + +"Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago." + +"Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry--" + +"Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?" + +"Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm +going out." + +"No; don't go." She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a +sob, and repeated her request. "Don't go. I don't mind you; you're +quiet, anyhow. Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't +mind you at all, but I wish you'd sit down." + +"All right." And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. "Go +ahead and cry all you want, Edith," he said. "No harm in that!" + +"Sibyl told mamma--OH!" she began, choking. "Mary Vertrees had mamma +and Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had +some women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just +laid herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after +'em ever since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby +Lamhorn is so bad that, even though they like his family, none of the +nice people in town would let him in their houses. In the first +place, it's a falsehood, and I don't believe a word of it; and in the +second place I know the reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS +I know it! I won't SAY what it is--not yet--because papa and all of +you would think I'm as crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool +he'd probably quit speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch +her; that's all I ask. Just you watch that woman. You'll see!" + +As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching "that woman." Glancing +from the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the +old house next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked +quickly up the path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention of +calling. But he did not mention this to his sister, who, after +delivering herself of a rather vague jeremiad upon the subject of her +sister-in-law's treacheries, departed to her own chamber, leaving him +to his speculations. The chief of these concerned the social +elasticities of women. Sibyl had just been a participant in a violent +scene; she had suffered hot insult of a kind that could not fail to +set her quivering with resentment; and yet she elected to betake +herself to the presence of people whom she knew no more than +"formally." Bibbs marveled. Surely, he reflected, some traces of +emotion must linger upon Sibyl's face or in her manner; she could not +have ironed it all quite out in the three or four minutes it took her +to reach the Vertreeses' door. + +And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment +wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving +to master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to +exhibit anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the +manner of a casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the +sudden purpose that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious +than she was finely intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a +type Scriptural in its antiquity. She was merely the idle and half- +educated intriguer who may and does delude men, of course, and the +best and dullest of her own sex as well, finding invariably strong +supporters among these latter. It is a type that has wrought some +damage in the world and would have wrought greater, save for the +check put upon its power by intelligent women and by its own "lack +of perspective," for it is a type that never sees itself. Sibyl +followed her impulses with no reflection or question--it was like +a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not even +the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make +a certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed +that she was believed. + +"My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come +down," Mary said, when they were seated. + +Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had +been brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark +addressed to her by any person with whom she was not on familiar +terms. It was intended partly as a courtesy and partly as the +foundation for an impression of sweetness. + +"Just thought I'd fly in a minute," she said, continuing the cooing to +relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. "I thought I'd just behave +like REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far +from down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted +to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that +afternoon. You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here +before, I've had to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely, +and I really've known scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so +engrossed in business ever since he was a mere boy, why, of course--" + +She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation. + +"Of course," said Mary, sympathetically accepting it. + +"Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that +afternoon," Sibyl went on. "They're really delightful people. +Indeed they are! Yes--" + +She stopped with unconscious abruptness, her mind plainly wandering to +another matter; and Mary perceived that she had come upon a definite +errand. Moreover, a tensing of Sibyl's eyelids, in that moment of +abstraction as she looked aside from her hostess, indicated that the +errand was a serious one for the caller and easily to be connected +with the slight but perceptible agitation underlying her assumption of +cheerful ease. There was a restlessness of breathing, a restlessness +of hands. + +"Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter were chatting about some to the +people here in town the other day," said Sibyl, repeating the cooing +and protracting it. "They said something that took ME by surprise! +We were talking about our mutual friend, Mr. Robert Lamhorn--" + +Mary interrupted her promptly. "Do you mean 'mutual' to include my +mother and me?" she asked. + +"Why, yes; the Kittersbys and you and all of us Sheridans, I mean." + +"No," said Mary. "We shouldn't consider Mr. Robert Lamhorn a friend +of ours." + +To her surprise, Sibyl nodded eagerly, as if greatly pleased. "That's +just the way Mrs. Kittersby talked!" she cried, with a vehemence that +made Mary stare. "Yes, and I hear that's the way ALL you old families +here speak of him!" + +Mary looked aside, but otherwise she was able to maintain her +composure. "I had the impression he was a friend of yours," she +said; adding, hastily, "and your husband's." + +"Oh yes," said the caller, absently. "He is, certainly. A man's +reputation for a little gaiety oughtn't to make a great difference to +married people, of course. It's where young girls are in question. +THEN it may be very, very dangerous. There are a great many things +safe and proper for married people that might be awf'ly imprudent +for a young girl. Don't you agree, Miss Vertrees?" + +"I don't know," returned the frank Mary. "Do you mean that you intend +to remain a friend of Mr. Lamhorn's, but disapprove of Miss Sheridan's +doing so?" + +"That's it exactly!" was the naive and ardent response of Sibyl. +"What I feel about it is that a man with his reputation isn't at all +suitable for Edith, and the family ought to be made to understand it. +I tell you," she cried, with a sudden access of vehemence, "her father +ought to put his foot down!" + +Her eyes flashed with a green spark; something seemed to leap out and +then retreat, but not before Mary had caught a glimpse of it, as one +might catch a glimpse of a thing darting forth and then scuttling back +into hiding under a bush. + +"Of course," said Sibyl, much more composedly, "I hardly need say +that it's entirely on Edith's account that I'm worried about this. +I'm as fond of Edith as if she was really my sister, and I can't help +fretting about it. It would break my heart to have Edith's life +spoiled." + +This tune was off the key, to Mary's ear. Sibyl tried to sing with +pathos, but she flatted. + +And when a lady receives a call from another who suffers under the +stress of some feeling which she wishes to conceal, there is not +uncommonly developed a phenomenon of duality comparable to the effect +obtained by placing two mirrors opposite each other, one clear and the +other flawed. In this case, particularly, Sibyl had an imperfect +consciousness of Mary. The Mary Vertrees that she saw was merely +something to be cozened to her own frantic purpose--a Mary Vertrees +who was incapable of penetrating that purpose. Sibyl sat there +believing that she was projecting the image of herself that she +desired to project, never dreaming that with every word, every look, +and every gesture she was more and more fully disclosing the pitiable +truth to the clear eyes of Mary. And the Sibyl that Mary saw was an +overdressed woman, in manner half rustic, and in mind as shallow as +a pan, but possessed by emotions that appeared to be strong--perhaps +even violent. What those emotions were Mary had not guessed, but she +began to suspect. + +"And Edith's life WOULD be spoiled," Sibyl continued. "It would be a +dreadful thing for the whole family. She's the very apple of Father +Sheridan's eye, and he's as proud of her as he is of Jim and Roscoe. +It would be a horrible thing for him to have her marry a man like +Robert Lamhorn; but he doesn't KNOW anything about him, and if +somebody doesn't tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that Edith might +get his consent and hurry on the wedding before he finds out, and then +it would be too late. You see, Miss Vertrees, it's very difficult for +me to decide just what it's my duty to do." + +"I see," said Mary, looking at her thoughtfully, "Does Miss Sheridan +seem to--to care very much about him?" + +"He's deliberately fascinated her," returned the visitor, beginning +to breathe quickly and heavily. "Oh, she wasn't difficult! She knew +she wasn't in right in this town, and she was crazy to meet the people +that were, and she thought he was one of 'em. But that was only the +start that made it easy for him--and he didn't need it. He could have +done it, anyway!" Sibyl was launched now; her eyes were furious and +her voice shook. "He went after her deliberately, the way he does +everything; he's as cold-blooded as a fish. All he cares about is his +own pleasure, and lately he's decided it would be pleasant to get hold +of a piece of real money--and there was Edith! And he'll marry her! +Nothing on earth can stop him unless he finds out she won't HAVE any +money if she marries him, and the only person that could make him +understand that is Father Sheridan. Somehow, that's got to be +managed, because Lamhorn is going to hurry it on as fast as he can. +He told me so last night. He said he was going to marry her the first +minute he could persuade her to it--and little Edith's all ready to be +persuaded!" Sibyl's eyes flashed green again. "And he swore he'd do +it," she panted. "He swore he'd marry Edith Sheridan, and nothing on +earth could stop him!" + +And then Mary understood. Her lips parted and she stared at the +babbling creature incredulously, a sudden vivid picture in her mind, +a canvas of unconscious Sibyl's painting. Mary beheld it with pity +and horror: she saw Sibyl clinging to Robert Lamhorn, raging, in a +whisper, perhaps--for Roscoe might have been in the house, or servants +might have heard. She saw Sibyl entreating, beseeching, threatening +despairingly, and Lamhorn--tired of her--first evasive, then brutally +letting her have the truth; and at last, infuriated, "swearing" to +marry her rival. If Sibyl had not babbled out the word "swore" it +might have been less plain. + +The poor woman blundered on, wholly unaware of what she had confessed. +"You see," she said, more quietly, "whatever's going to be done ought +to be done right away. I went over and told Mother Sheridan what I'd +heard about Lamhorn--oh, I was open and aboveboard! I told her right +before Edith. I think it ought all to be done with perfect frankness, +because nobody can say it isn't for the girl's own good and what her +best friend would do. But Mother Sheridan's under Edith's thumb, and +she's afraid to ever come right out with anything. Father Sheridan's +different. Edith can get anything she wants out of him in the way of +money or ordinary indulgence, but when it comes to a matter like this +he'd be a steel rock. If it's a question of his will against anybody +else's he'd make his will rule if it killed 'em both! Now, he'd never +in the world let Lamhorn come near the house again if he knew his +reputation. So, you see, somebody's got to tell him. It isn't a very +easy position for me, is it, Miss Vertrees?" + +"No," said Mary, gravely. + +"Well, to be frank," said Sibyl, smiling, "that's why I've come +to you." + +"To ME!" Mary frowned. + +Sibyl rippled and cooed again. "There isn't ANYBODY ever made such +a hit with Father Sheridan in his life as you have. And of course +we ALL hope you're not going to be exactly an outsider in the affairs +of the family!" (This sally with another and louder effect of +laughter). "And if it's MY duty, why, in a way, I think it might be +thought yours, too." + +"No, no!" exclaimed Mary, sharply. + +"Listen," said Sibyl. "Now suppose I go to Father Sheridan with +this story, and Edith says it's not true; suppose she says Lamhorn +has a good reputation and that I'm repeating irresponsible gossip, +or suppose (what's most likely) she loses her temper and says I +invented it, then what am I going to do? Father Sheridan doesn't +know Mrs. Kittersby and her daughter, and they're out of the question, +anyway. But suppose I could say: 'All right, if you want proof, +ask Miss Vertrees. She came with me, and she's waiting in the next +room right now, to--" + +"No, no," said Mary, quickly. "You mustn't--" + +"Listen just a minute more," Sibyl urged, confidingly. She was on +easy ground now, to her own mind, and had no doubt of her success. +"You naturally don't want to begin by taking part in a family quarrel, +but if YOU take part in it, it won't be one. You don't know yourself +what weight you carry over there, and no one would have the right +to say you did it except out of the purest kindness. Don't you see +that Jim and his father would admire you all the more for it? Miss +Vertrees, listen! Don't you see we OUGHT to do it, you and I? Do you +suppose Robert Lamhorn cares a snap of his finger for her? Do you +suppose a man like him would LOOK at Edith Sheridan if it wasn't for +the money?" And again Sibyl's emotion rose to the surface. "I tell +you he's after nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old +man's money-pile, over there, next door! He'd marry ANYBODY to do it. +Marry Edith?" she cried. "I tell you he'd marry their nigger cook for +THAT!" + +She stopped, afraid--at the wrong time--that she had been too +vehement, but a glance at Mary reassured her, and Sibyl decided that +she had produced the effect she wished. Mary was not looking at her; +she was staring straight before her at the wall, her eyes wide and +shining. She became visibly a little paler as Sibyl looked at her. + +"After nothing on earth but to get his finger in that old man's +money-pile, over there, next door!" The voice was vulgar, the words +were vulgar--and the plain truth was vulgar! How it rang in Mary +Vertrees's ears! The clear mirror had caught its own image clearly +in the flawed one at last. + +Sibyl put forth her best bid to clench the matter. She offered her +bargain. "Now don't you worry," she said, sunnily, "about this +setting Edith against you. She'll get over it after a while, anyway, +but if she tried to be spiteful and make it uncomfortable for you +when you drop in over there, or managed so as to sort of leave you +out, why, I've got a house, and Jim likes to come there. I don't +THINK Edith WOULD be that way; she's too crazy to have you take her +around with the smart crowd, but if she DID, you needn't worry. +And another thing--I guess you won't mind Jim's own sister-in-law +speaking of it. Of course, I don't know just how matters stand +between you and Jim, but Jim and Roscoe are about as much alike as +two brothers can be, and Roscoe was very slow making up his mind; +sometimes I used to think he actually never WOULD. Now, what I mean +is, sisters-in-law can do lots of things to help matters on like +that. There's lots of little things can be said, and lots--" + +She stopped, puzzled. Mary Vertrees had gone from pale to scarlet, +and now, still scarlet indeed, she rose, without a word of +explanation, or any other kind of word, and walked slowly to the +open door and out of the room. + +Sibyl was a little taken aback. She supposed Mary had remembered +something neglected and necessary for the instruction of a servant, +and that she would return in a moment; but it was rather a rude excess +of absent-mindedness not to have excused herself, especially as her +guest was talking. And, Mary's return being delayed, Sibyl found +time to think this unprefaced exit odder and ruder than she had first +considered it. There might have been more excuse for it, she thought, +had she been speaking of matters less important--offering to do the +girl all the kindness in her power, too! + +Sibyl yawned and swung her muff impatiently; she examined the sole of +her shoe; she decided on a new shape of heel; she made an inventory +of the furniture of the room, of the rugs, of the wall-paper and +engravings. Then she looked at her watch and frowned; went to a +window and stood looking out upon the brown lawn, then came back to +the chair she had abandoned, and sat again. There was no sound in +the house. + +A strange expression began imperceptibly to alter the planes of her +face, and slowly she grew as scarlet as Mary--scarlet to the ears. +She looked at her watch again--and twenty-five minutes had elapsed +since she had looked at it before. + +She went into the hall, glanced over her shoulder oddly; then she +let herself softly out of the front door, and went across the street +to her own house. + +Roscoe met her upon the threshold, gloomily. "Saw you from the +window," he explained. "You must find a lot to say to that old +lady." + +"What old lady?" + +"Mrs. Vertrees. I been waiting for you a long time, and I saw the +daughter come out, fifteen minutes ago, and post a letter, and then +walk on up the street. Don't stand out on the porch," he said, +crossly. "Come in here. There's something it's come time I'll +have to talk to you about. Come in!" + +But as she was moving to obey he glanced across at his father's house +and started. He lifted his hand to shield his eyes from the setting +sun, staring fixedly. "Something's the matter over there," he +muttered, and then, more loudly, as alarm came into his voice, he +said, "What's the matter over there?" + +Bibbs dashed out of the gate in an automobile set at its highest +speed, and as he saw Roscoe he made a gesture singularly eloquent of +calamity, and was lost at once in a cloud of dust down the street. +Edith had followed part of the way down the drive, and it could be +seen that she was crying bitterly. She lifted both arms to Roscoe, +summoning him. + +"By George!" gasped Roscoe. "I believe somebody's dead!" + +And he started for the New House at a run. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +Sheridan had decided to conclude his day's work early that afternoon, +and at about two o'clock he left his office with a man of affairs from +foreign parts, who had traveled far for a business conference with +Sheridan and his colleagues. Herr Favre, in spite of his French name, +was a gentleman of Bavaria. It was his first visit to our country, +and Sheridan took pleasure in showing him the sights of the country's +finest city. They got into an open car at the main entrance of the +Sheridan Building, and were driven first, slowly and momentously, +through the wholesale district and the retail district; then more +rapidly they inspected the packing-houses and the stock-yards; then +skirmished over the "park system" and "boulevards"; and after that +whizzed through the "residence section" on their way to the factories +and foundries. + +"All cray," observed Herr Favre, smilingly. + +"'Cray'?" echoed Sheridan. "I don't know what you mean. 'Cray'?" + +"No white," said Herr Favre, with a wave of his hand toward the long +rows of houses on both sides of the street. "No white lace window- +curtains; all cray lace window-curtains." + +"Oh. I see!" Sheridan laughed indulgently. "You mean 'GRAY.' +No, they ain't, they're white. I never saw any gray ones." + +Herr Favre shook his head, much amused. "There are NO white ones," +he said. "There is no white ANYTHING in your city; no white window- +curtains, no white house, no white peeble!" He pointed upward. +"Smoke!" Then he sniffed the air and clasped his nose between +forefinger and thumb. "Smoke! Smoke ef'rywhere. Smoke in your +insites." He tapped his chest. "Smoke in your lunks!" + +"Oh! SMOKE!" Sheridan cried with gusto, drawing in a deep breath +and patently finding it delicious. "You BET we got smoke!" + +"Exbensif!" said Herr Favre. "Ruins foliage; ruins fabrics. Maybe +in summer it iss not so bad, but I wonder your wifes will bear it." + +Sheridan laughed uproariously. "They know it means new spring hats +for 'em!" + +"They must need many, too!" said the visitor. "New hats, new all +things, but nothing white. In Munchen we could not do it; we are +a safing peeble." + +"Where's that?" + +"In Munchen. You say 'Munich.'" + +"Well, I never been to Munich, but I took in the Mediterranean trip, +and I tell you, outside o' some right good scenery, all I saw was +mighty dirty and mighty shiftless and mighty run-down at the heel. +Now comin' right down TO it, Mr. Farver, wouldn't you rather live here +in this town than in Munich? I know you got more enterprise up there +than the part of the old country I saw, and I know YOU'RE a live +business man and you're associated with others like you, but when it +comes to LIVIN' in a place, wouldn't you heap rather be here than over +there?" + +"For me," said Herr Favre, "no. Here I should not think I was living. +It would be like the miner who goes into the mine to work; nothing +else." + +"We got a good many good citizens here from your part o' the world. +THEY like it." + +"Oh yes." And Herr Favre laughed deprecatingly. "The first +generation, they bring their Germany with them; then, after that, +they are Americans, like you." He tapped his host's big knee +genially. "You are patriot; so are they." + +"Well, I reckon you must be a pretty hot little patriot yourself, Mr. +Farver!" Sheridan exclaimed, gaily. "You certainly stand up for your +own town, if you stick to sayin' you'd rather live there than you +would here. Yes, SIR! You sure are some patriot to say THAT--after +you've seen our city! It ain't reasonable in you, but I must say I +kind of admire you for it; every man ought to stick up for his own, +even when he sees the other fellow's got the goods on him. Yet I +expect way down deep in your heart, Mr. Farver, you'd rather live +right here than any place else in the world, if you had your choice. +Man alive! this is God's country, Mr. Farver, and a blind man couldn't +help seein' it! You couldn't stand where you do in a business way and +NOT see it. Soho, boy! Here we are. This is the big works, and I'll +show you something now that'll make your eyes stick out!" + +They had arrived at the Pump Works; and for an hour Mr. Favre was +personally conducted and personally instructed by the founder and +president, the buzzing queen bee of those buzzing hives. + +"Now I'll take you for a spin in the country," said Sheridan, when +at last they came out to the car again. "We'll take a breezer." +But, with his foot on the step, he paused to hail a neat young man +who came out of the office smiling a greeting. "Hello, young fellow!" +Sheridan said, heartily. "On the job, are you, Jimmie? Ha! They +don't catch you OFF of it very often, I guess, though I do hear you go +automobile-ridin' in the country sometimes with a mighty fine-lookin' +girl settin' up beside you!" He roared with laughter, clapping his +son upon the shoulder. "That's all right with me--if it is with HER! +So, Jimmie? Well, when we goin' to move into your new warehouses? +Monday?" + +"Sunday, if you want to," said Jim. + +"No!" cried his father, delighted. "Don't tell me you're goin' to +keep your word about dates! That's no way to do contractin'! Never +heard of a contractor yet didn't want more time." + +"They'll be all ready for you on the minute," said Jim. "I'm going +over both of 'em now, with Links and Sherman, from foundation to roof. +I guess they'll pass inspection, too!" + +"Well, then, when you get through with that," said his father, "you +go and take your girl out ridin'. By George! you've earned it! You +tell her you stand high with ME!" He stepped into the car, waving a +waggish farewell, and when the wheels were in motion again, he turned +upon his companion a broad face literally shining with pride. "That's +my boy Jimmie!" he said. + +"Fine young man, yes," said Herr Favre. + +"I got two o' the finest boys," said Sheridan, "I got two o' the +finest boys God ever made, and that's a fact, Mr. Farver! Jim's +the oldest, and I tell you they got to get up the day before if they +expect to catch HIM in bed! My other boy, Roscoe, he's always to +the good, too, but Jim's a wizard. You saw them two new-process +warehouses, just about finished? Well, JIM built 'em. I'll tell you +about that, Mr. Farver." And he recited this history, describing the +new process at length; in fact, he had such pride in Jim's achievement +that he told Herr Favre all about it more than once. + +"Fine young man, yes," repeated the good Munchner, three-quarters +of an hour later. They were many miles out in the open country by +this time. + +"He is that!" said Sheridan, adding, as if confidentially: "I got +a fine family, Mr. Farver--fine chuldern. I got a daughter now; you +take her and put her anywhere you please, and she'll shine up with ANY +of 'em. There's culture and refinement and society in this town by +the car-load, and here lately she's been gettin' right in the thick +of it--her and my daughter-in-law, both. I got a mighty fine +daughter-in-law, Mr. Farver. I'm goin' to get you up for a meal with +us before you leave town, and you'll see--and, well, sir, from all I +hear the two of 'em been holdin' their own with the best. Myself, I +and the wife never had time for much o' that kind o' doin's, but it's +all right and good for the chuldern; and my daughter she's always kind +of taken to it. I'll read you a poem she wrote when I get you up at +the house. She wrote it in school and took the first prize for poetry +with it. I tell you they don't make 'em any smarter'n that girl, Mr. +Farver. Yes, sir; take us all round, we're a pretty happy family; +yes, sir. Roscoe hasn't got any chuldern yet, and I haven't ever +spoke to him and his wife about it--it's kind of a delicate matter-- +but it's about time the wife and I saw some gran'-chuldern growin' up +around us. I certainly do hanker for about four or five little curly- +headed rascals to take on my knee. Boys, I hope, o' course; that's +only natural. Jim's got his eye on a mighty splendid-lookin' girl; +lives right next door to us. I expect you heard me joshin' him about +it back yonder. She's one of the ole blue-bloods here, and I guess +it was a mighty good stock--to raise HER! She's one these girls that +stand right up and look at you! And pretty? She's the prettiest +thing you ever saw! Good size, too; good health and good sense. +Jim'll be just right if he gets her. I must say it tickles ME to +think o' the way that boy took ahold o' that job back yonder. Four +months and a half! Yes, sir--" + +He expanded this theme once more; and thus he continued to entertain +the stranger throughout the long drive. Darkness had fallen before +they reached the city on their return, and it was after five when +Sheridan allowed Herr Favre to descend at the door of his hotel, where +boys were shrieking extra editions of the evening paper. + +"Now, good night, Mr. Farver," said Sheridan, leaning from the car to +shake hands with his guest. "Don't forget I'm goin' to come around +and take you up to--Go on away, boy!" + +A newsboy had thrust himself almost between them, yelling, "Extry! +Secon' Extry. Extry, all about the horrable acciDENT. Extry!" + +"Get out!" laughed Sheridan. "Who wants to read about accidents? +Get out!" + +The boy moved away philosophically. "Extry! Extry!" he shrilled. +"Three men killed! Extry! Millionaire killed! Two other men killed! +Extry! Extry!" + +"Don't forget, Mr. Farver," Sheridan completed his interrupted +farewells. "I'll come by to take you up to our house for dinner. +I'll be here for you about half-past five to-morrow afternoon. Hope +you 'njoyed the drive much as I have. Good night--good night!" He +leaned back, speaking to the chauffer. "Now you can take me around +to the Central City barber-shop, boy. I want to get a shave 'fore +I go up home." + +"Extry! Extry!" screamed the newsboys, zig-zagging among the crowds +like bats in the dusk. "Extry! All about the horrable acciDENT! +Extry!" It struck Sheridan that the papers sent out too many +"Extras"; they printed "Extras" for all sorts of petty crimes and +casualties. It was a mistake, he decided, critically. Crying "Wolf!" +too often wouldn't sell the goods; it was bad business. The papers +would "make more in the long run," he was sure, if they published an +"Extra" only when something of real importance happened. + +"Extry! All about the hor'ble AX'nt! Extry!" a boy squawked under +his nose, as he descended from the car. + +"Go on away!" said Sheridan, gruffly, though he smiled. He liked +to see the youngsters working so noisily to get on in the world. + +But as he crossed the pavement to the brilliant glass doors of the +barber-shop, a second newsboy grasped the arm of the one who had +thus cried his wares. + +"Say, Yallern," said this second, hoarse with awe, "'n't chew know +who that IS?" + +"Who?" + +"It's SHERIDAN!" + +"Jeest!" cried the first, staring insanely. + +At about the same hour, four times a week--Monday, Wednesday, Friday, +and Saturday--Sheridan stopped at this shop to be shaved by the head +barber. The barbers were negroes, he was their great man, and it was +their habit to give him a "reception," his entrance being always +the signal for a flurry of jocular hospitality, followed by general +excesses of briskness and gaiety. But it was not so this evening. + +The shop was crowded. Copies of the "Extra" were being read by men +waiting, and by men in the latter stages of treatment. "Extras" lay +upon vacant seats and showed from the pockets of hanging coats. + +There was a loud chatter between the practitioners and their recumbent +patients, a vocal charivari which stopped abruptly as Sheridan opened +the door. His name seemed to fizz in the air like the last sputtering +of a firework; the barbers stopped shaving and clipping; lathered men +turned their prostrate heads to stare, and there was a moment of +amazing silence in the shop. + +The head barber, nearest the door, stood like a barber in a tableau. +His left hand held stretched between thumb and forefinger an elastic +section of his helpless customer's cheek, while his right hand hung +poised above it, the razor motionless. And then, roused from trance +by the door's closing, he accepted the fact of Sheridan's presence. +The barber remembered that there are no circumstances in life--or +just after it--under which a man does not need to be shaved. + +He stepped forward, profoundly grave. "I be through with this man +in the chair one minute, Mist' Sheridan," he said, in a hushed tone. +"Yessuh." And of a solemn negro youth who stood by, gazing stupidly, +"You goin' RESIGN?" he demanded in a fierce undertone. "You goin' +take Mist' Sheridan's coat?" He sent an angry look round the shop, +and the barbers, taking his meaning, averted their eyes and fell to +work, the murmur of subdued conversation buzzing from chair to chair. + +"You sit down ONE minute, Mist' Sheridan," said the head barber, +gently. "I fix nice chair fo' you to wait in." + +"Never mind," said Sheridan. "Go on get through with your man." + +"Yessuh." And he went quickly back to his chair on tiptoe, followed +by Sheridan's puzzled gaze. + +Something had gone wrong in the shop, evidently. Sheridan did not +know what to make of it. Ordinarily he would have shouted a hilarious +demand for the meaning of the mystery, but an inexplicable silence had +been imposed upon him by the hush that fell upon his entrance and by +the odd look every man in the shop had bent upon him. + +Vaguely disquieted, he walked to one of the seats in the rear of +the shop, and looked up and down the two lines of barbers, catching +quickly shifted, furtive glances here and there. He made this brief +survey after wondering if one of the barbers had died suddenly, that +day, or the night before; but there was no vacancy in either line. + +The seat next to his was unoccupied, but some one had left a copy of +the "Extra" there, and, frowning, he picked it up and glanced at it. +The first of the swollen display lines had little meaning to him: + + Fatally Faulty. New Process Roof Collapses Hurling Capitalist to + Death with Inventor. Seven Escape When Crash Comes. Death Claims-- + +Thus far had he read when a thin hand fell upon the paper, covering +the print from his eyes; and, looking up, he saw Bibbs standing before +him, pale and gentle, immeasurably compassionate. + +"I've come for you, father," said Bibbs. "Here's the boy with your +coat and hat. Put them on and come home." + +And even then Sheridan did not understand. So secure was he in the +strength and bigness of everything that was his, he did not know what +calamity had befallen him. But he was frightened. + +Without a word, he followed Bibbs heavily out throught the still shop, +but as they reached the pavement he stopped short and, grasping his +son's sleeve with shaking fingers, swung him round so that they stood +face to face. + +"What--what--" His mouth could not do him the service he asked of it, +he was so frightened. + +"Extry!" screamed a newsboy straight in his face. "Young North Side +millionaire insuntly killed! Extry!" + +"Not--JIM!" said Sheridan. + +Bibbs caught his father's hand in his own. + +"And YOU come to tell me that?" + +Sheridan did not know what he said. But in those first words and +in the first anguish of the big, stricken face Bibbs understood the +unuttered cry of accusation: + +"Why wasn't it you?" + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Standing in the black group under gaunt trees at the cemetery, three +days later, Bibbs unwillingly let an old, old thought become definite +in his mind: the sickly brother had buried the strong brother, and +Bibbs wondered how many million times that had happened since men +first made a word to name the sons of one mother. Almost literally +he had buried his strong brother, for Sheridan had gone to pieces +when he saw his dead son. He had nothing to help him meet the shock, +neither definite religion nor "philosophy" definite or indefinite. +He could only beat his forehead and beg, over and over, to be killed +with an ax, while his wife was helpless except to entreat him not to +"take on," herself adding a continuous lamentation. Edith, weeping, +made truce with Sibyl and saw to it that the mourning garments were +beyond criticism. Roscoe was dazed, and he shirked, justifying +himself curiously by saying he "never had any experience in such +matters." So it was Bibbs, the shy outsider, who became, during +this dreadful little time, the master of the house; for as strange +a thing as that, sometimes, may be the result of a death. He met +the relatives from out of town at the station; he set the time for +the funeral and the time for meals; he selected the flowers and he +selected Jim's coffin; he did all the grim things and all the other +things. Jim had belonged to an order of Knights, who lengthened the +rites with a picturesque ceremony of their own, and at first Bibbs +wished to avoid this, but upon reflection he offered no objection-- +he divined that the Knights and their service would be not precisely +a consolation, but a satisfaction to his father. So the Knights led +the procession, with their band playing a dirge part of the long way +to the cemetery; and then turned back, after forming in two lines, +plumed hats sympathetically in hand, to let the hearse and the +carriages pass between. + +"Mighty fine-lookin' men," said Sheridan, brokenly. "They all--all +liked him. He was--" His breath caught in a sob and choked him. +"He was--a Grand Supreme Herald." + +Bibbs had divined aright. + +"Dust to dust," said the minister, under the gaunt trees; and at that +Sheridan shook convulsively from head to foot. All of the black group +shivered, except Bibbs, when it came to "Dust to dust." Bibbs stood +passive, for he was the only one of them who had known that thought as +a familiar neighbor; he had been close upon dust himself for a long, +long time, and even now he could prophesy no protracted separation +between himself and dust. The machine-shop had brought him very +close, and if he had to go back it would probably bring him closer +still; so close--as Dr. Gurney predicted--that no one would be able +to tell the difference between dust and himself. And Sheridan, if +Bibbs read him truly, would be all the more determined to "make a +man" of him, now that there was a man less in the family. To Bibbs's +knowledge, no one and nothing had ever prevented his father from +carrying through his plans, once he had determined upon them; and +Sheridan was incapable of believing that any plan of his would not +work out according to his calculations. His nature unfitted him to +accept failure. He had the gift of terrible persistence, and with +unflecked confidence that his way was the only way he would hold to +that way of "making a man" of Bibbs, who understood very well, in his +passive and impersonal fashion, that it was a way which might make, +not a man, but dust of him. But he had no shudder for the thought. + +He had no shudder for that thought or for any other thought. The +truth about Bibbs was in the poem which Edith had adopted: he had +so thoroughly formed the over-sensitive habit of hiding his feelings +that no doubt he had forgotten--by this time--where he had put some +of them, especially those which concerned himself. But he had not +hidden his feelings about his father where they could not be found. +He was strange to his father, but his father was not strange to him. +He knew that Sheridan's plans were conceived in the stubborn belief +that they would bring about a good thing for Bibbs himself; and +whatever the result was to be, the son had no bitterness. Far +otherwise, for as he looked at the big, woeful figure, shaking and +tortured, an almost unbearable pity laid hands upon Bibbs's throat. +Roscoe stood blinking, his lip quivering; Edith wept audibly; Mrs. +Sheridan leaned in half collapse against her husband; but Bibbs knew +that his father was the one who cared. + +It was over. Men in overalls stepped forward with their shovels, +and Bibbs nodded quickly to Roscoe, making a slight gesture toward +the line of waiting carriages. Roscoe understood--Bibbs would stay +and see the grave filled; the rest were to go. The groups began +to move away over the turf; wheels creaked on the graveled drive; +and one by one the carriages filled and departed, the horses setting +off at a walk. Bibbs gazed steadfastly at the workmen; he knew that +his father kept looking back as he went toward the carriage, and that +was a thing he did not want to see. But after a little while there +were no sounds of wheels or hoofs on the gravel, and Bibbs, glancing +up, saw that every one had gone. A coupe had been left for him, +the driver dozing patiently. + +The workmen placed the flowers and wreaths upon the mound and about +it, and Bibbs altered the position of one or two of these, then stood +looking thoughtfully at the grotesque brilliancy of that festal- +seeming hillock beneath the darkening November sky. "It's too bad!" +he half whispered, his lips forming the words--and his meaning was +that it was too bad that the strong brother had been the one to go. +For this was his last thought before he walked to the coupe and saw +Mary Vertrees standing, all alone, on the other side of the drive. + +She had just emerged from a grove of leafless trees that grew on +a slope where the tombs were many; and behind her rose a multitude +of the barbaric and classic shapes we so strangely strew about our +graveyards: urn-crowned columns and stone-draped obelisks, shop- +carved angels and shop-carved children poising on pillars and shafts, +all lifting--in unthought pathos--their blind stoniness toward the +sky. Against such a background, Bibbs was not incongruous, with his +figure, in black, so long and slender, and his face so long and thin +and white; nor was the undertaker's coupe out of keeping, with the +shabby driver dozing on the box and the shaggy horses standing +patiently in attitudes without hope and without regret. But for +Mary Vertrees, here was a grotesque setting--she was a vivid, living +creature of a beautiful world. And a graveyard is not the place for +people to look charming. + +She also looked startled and confused, but not more startled and +confused than Bibbs. In "Edith's" poem he had declared his intention +of hiding his heart "among the stars"; and in his boyhood one day he +had successfully hidden his body in the coal-pile. He had been no +comrade of other boys or of girls, and his acquaintances of a recent +period were only a few fellow-invalids and the nurses at the Hood +Sanitarium. All his life Bibbs had kept himself to himself--he was +but a shy onlooker in the world. Nevertheless, the startled gaze he +bent upon the unexpected lady before him had causes other than his +shyness and her unexpectedness. For Mary Vertrees had been a shining +figure in the little world of late given to the view of this humble +and elusive outsider, and spectators sometimes find their hearts +beating faster than those of the actors in the spectacle. Thus with +Bibbs now. He started and stared; he lifted his hat with incredible +awkwardness, his fingers fumbling at his forehead before they found +the brim. + +"Mr. Sheridan," said Mary, "I'm afraid you'll have to take me home +with you. I--" She stopped, not lacking a momentary awkwardness +of her own. + +"Why--why--yes," Bibbs stammered. "I'll--I'll be de--Won't you get +in?" + +In that manner and in that place they exchanged their first words. +Then Mary without more ado got into the coupe, and Bibbs followed, +closing the door. + +"You're very kind," she said, somewhat breathlessly. "I should have +had to walk, and it's beginning to get dark. It's three miles, I +think." + +"Yes," said Bibbs. "It--it is beginning to get dark. I--I noticed +that." + +"I ought to tell you--I--" Mary began, confusedly. She bit her lip, +sat silent a moment, then spoke with composure. "It must seem odd, +my--" + +"No, no!" Bibbs protested, earnestly. "Not in the--in the least." + +"It does, though," said Mary. "I had not intended to come to the +cemetery, Mr. Sheridan, but one of the men in charge at the house +came and whispered to me that 'the family wished me to'--I think your +sister sent him. So I came. But when we reached here I--oh, I felt +that perhaps I--" + +Bibbs nodded gravely. "Yes, yes," he murmured. + +"I got out on the opposite side of the carriage," she continued. +"I mean opposite from--from where all of you were. And I wandered +off over in the other direction; and I didn't realize how little time +it takes. From where I was I couldn't see the carriages leaving--at +least I didn't notice them. So when I got back, just now, you were +the only one here. I didn't know the other people in the carriage +I came in, and of course they didn't think to wait for me. That's +why--" + +"Yes," said Bibbs, "I--" And that seemed all he had to say just then. + +Mary looked out through the dusty window. "I think we'd better be +going home, if you please," she said. + +"Yes," Bibbs agreed, not moving. "It will be dark before we get +there." + +She gave him a quick little glance. "I think you must be very tired, +Mr. Sheridan; and I know you have reason to be," she said, gently. +"If you'll let me, I'll--" And without explaining her purpose she +opened the door on her side of the coupe and leaned out. + +Bibbs started in blank perplexity, not knowing what she meant to do. + +"Driver!" she called, in her clear voice, loudly. "Driver! We'd +like to start, please! Driver! Stop at the house just north of Mr. +Sheridan's, please." The wheels began to move, and she leaned back +beside Bibbs once more. "I noticed that he was asleep when we got +in," she said. "I suppose they have a great deal of night work." + +Bibbs drew a long breath and waited till he could command his voice. +"I've never been able to apologize quickly," he said, with his +accustomed slowness, "because if I try to I stammer. My brother +Roscoe whipped me once, when we were boys, for stepping on his +slate-pencil. It took me so long to tell him it was an accident, +he finished before I did." + +Mary Vertrees had never heard anything quite like the drawling, +gentle voice or the odd implication that his not noticing the +motionless state of their vehicle was an "accident." She had formed +a casual impression of him, not without sympathy, but at once she +discovered that he was unlike any of her cursory and vague imaginings +of him. And suddenly she saw a picture he had not intended to paint +for sympathy: a sturdy boy hammering a smaller, sickly boy, and the +sickly boy unresentful. Not that picture alone; others flashed before +her. Instantaneously she had a glimpse of Bibbs's life and into his +life. She had a queer feeling, new to her experience, of knowing him +instantly. It startled her a little; and then, with some surprise, +she realized that she was glad he had sat so long, after getting into +the coupe, before he noticed that it had not started. What she did +not realize, however, was that she had made no response to his +apology, and they passed out of the cemetery gates, neither having +spoken again. + +Bibbs was so content with the silence he did not know that it was +silence. The dusk, gathering in their small inclosure, was filled +with a rich presence for him; and presently it was so dark that +neither of the two could see the other, nor did even their garments +touch. But neither had any sense of being alone. The wheels creaked +steadily, rumbling presently on paved streets; there were the +sounds, as from a distance, of the plod-plod of the horses; and +sometimes the driver became audible, coughing asthmatically, or +saying, "You, JOE!" with a spiritless flap of the whip upon an +unresponsive back. Oblongs of light from the lamps at street-corners +came swimming into the interior of the coupe and, thinning rapidly to +lances, passed utterly, leaving greater darkness. And yet neither of +these two last attendants at Jim Sheridan's funeral broke the +silence. + +It was Mary who preceived the strangeness of it--too late. Abruptly +she realized that for an indefinite interval she had been thinking of +her companion and not talking to him. "Mr. Sheridan," she began, not +knowing what she was going to say, but impelled to say anything, as +she realized the queerness of this drive--"Mr. Sheridan, I--" + +The coupe stopped. "You, JOE!" said the driver, reproachfully, +and climbed down and opened the door. + +"What's the trouble?" Bibbs inquired. + +"Lady said stop at the first house north of Mr. Sheridan's, sir." + +Mary was incredulous; she felt that it couldn't be true and that it +mustn't be true that they had driven all the way without speaking. + +"What?" Bibbs demanded. + +"We're there, sir," said the driver, sympathetically. "Next house +north of Mr. Sheridan's." + +Bibbs descended to the curb. "Why, yes," he said. "Yes, you seem to +be right." And while he stood staring at the dimly illuminated front +windows of Mr. Vertrees's house Mary got out, unassisted. + +"Let me help you," said Bibbs, stepping toward her mechanically; and +she was several feet from the coupe when he spoke. + +"Oh no," she murmured. "I think I can--" She meant that she could +get out of the coupe without help, but, perceiving that she had +already accomplished this feat, she decided not to complete the +sentence. + +"You, JOE!" cried the driver, angrily, climbing to his box. And he +rumbled away at his team's best pace--a snail's. + +"Thank you for bringing me home, Mr. Sheridan," said Mary, stiffly. +She did not offer her hand. "Good night." + +"Good night," Bibbs said in response, and, turning with her, walked +beside her to the door. Mary made that a short walk; she almost ran. +Realization of the queerness of their drive was growing upon her, +beginning to shock her; she stepped aside from the light that fell +through the glass panels of the door and withheld her hand as it +touched the old-fashioned bell-handle. + +"I'm quite safe, thank you," she said, with a little emphasis. +"Good night." + +"Good night," said Bibbs, and went obediently. When he reached the +street he looked back, but she had vanished within the house. + +Moving slowly away, he caromed against two people who were turning out +from the pavement to cross the street. They were Roscoe and his wife. + +"Where are your eyes, Bibbs?" demanded Roscoe. "Sleep-walking, as +usual?" + +But Sibyl took the wanderer by the arm. "Come over to our house for +a little while, Bibbs," she urged. "I want to--" + +"No, I'd better--" + +"Yes. I want you to. Your father's gone to bed, and they're all +quiet over there--all worn out. Just come for a minute." + +He yielded, and when they were in the house she repeated herself with +real feeling: "'All worn out!' Well, if anybody is, YOU are, Bibbs! +And I don't wonder; you've done every bit of the work of it. You +mustn't get down sick again. I'm going to make you take a little +brandy." + +He let her have her own way, following her into the dining-room, and +was grateful when she brought him a tiny glass filled from one of the +decanters on the sideboard. Roscoe gloomily poured for himself a much +heavier libation in a larger glass; and the two men sat, while Sibyl +leaned against the sideboard, reviewing the episodes of the day and +recalling the names of the donors of flowers and wreaths. She pressed +Bibbs to remain longer when he rose to go, and then, as he persisted, +she went with him to the front door. He opened it, and she said: + +"Bibbs, you were coming out of the Vertreeses' house when we met you. +How did you happen to be there?" + +"I had only been to the door," he said. "Good night, Sibyl." + +"Wait," she insisted. "We saw you coming out." + +"I wasn't," he explained, moving to depart. "I'd just brought Miss +Vertrees home." + +"What?" she cried. + +"Yes," he said, and stepped out upon the porch, "that was it. Good +night, Sibyl." + +"Wait!" she said, following him across the threshold. "How did that +happen? I thought you were going to wait while those men filled the-- +the--" She paused, but moved nearer him insistently. + +"I did wait. Miss Vertrees was there," he said, reluctantly. "She +had walked away for a while and didn't notice that the carriages were +leaving. When she came back the coupe waiting for me was the only one +left." + +Sibyl regarded him with dilating eyes. She spoke with a slow +breathlessness. "And she drove home from Jim's funeral--with you!" + +Without warning she burst into laughter, clapped her hand +ineffectually over her mouth, and ran back uproariously into the +house, hurling the door shut behind her. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +Bibbs went home pondering. He did not understand why Sibyl had +laughed. The laughter itself had been spontaneous and beyond +suspicion, but it seemed to him that she had only affected the effort +to suppress it and that she wished it to be significant. Significant +of what? And why had she wished to impress upon him the fact of her +overwhelming amusement? He found no answer, but she had succeeded in +disturbing him, and he wished that he had not encountered her. + +At home, uncles, aunts, and cousins from out of town were wandering +about the house, several mournfully admiring the "Bay of Naples," +and others occupied with the Moor and the plumbing, while they waited +for trains. Edith and her mother had retired to some upper fastness, +but Bibbs interviewed Jackson and had the various groups of relatives +summoned to the dining-room for food. One great-uncle, old Gideon +Sheridan from Boonville, could not be found, and Bibbs went in search +of him. He ransacked the house, discovering the missing antique at +last by accident. Passing his father's closed door on tiptoe, Bibbs +heard a murmurous sound, and paused to listen. The sound proved to be +a quavering and rickety voice, monotonously bleating: + +"The Lo-ord givuth and the Lo-ord takuth away! We got to remember +that; we got to remember that! I'm a-gittin' along, James; I'm a- +gittin' along, and I've seen a-many of 'em go--two daughters and a son +the Lord give me, and He has taken all away. For the Lo-ord givuth +and the Lo-ord takuth away! Remember the words of Bildad the Shuhite, +James. Bildad the Shuhite says, 'He shall have neither son nor nephew +among his people, nor any remaining in his dwellings.' Bildad the +Shuhite--" + +Bibbs opened the door softly. His father was lying upon the bed, +in his underclothes, face downward, and Uncle Gideon sat near by, +swinging backward and forward in a rocking-chair, stroking his long +white beard and gazing at the ceiling as he talked. Bibbs beckoned +him urgently, but Uncle Gideon paid no attention. + +"Bildad the Shuhite spake and his says, 'If thy children have sinned +against Him and He have cast them away--'" + +There was a muffled explosion beneath the floor, and the windows +rattled. The figure lying face downward on the bed did not move, +but Uncle Gideon leaped from his chair. "My God!" he cried. +"What's that?" + +There came a second explosion, and Uncle Gideon ran out into the hall. +Bibbs went to the head of the great staircase, and, looking down, +discovered the source of the disturbance. Gideon's grandson, a boy +of fourteen, had brought his camera to the funeral and was taking +"flash-lights" of the Moor. Uncle Gideon, reassured by Bibbs's +explanation, would have returned to finish his quotation from Bildad +the Shuhite, but Bibbs detained him, and after a little argument +persuaded him to descend to the dining-room whither Bibbs followed, +after closing the door of his father's room. + +He kept his eye on Gideon after dinner, diplomatically preventing +several attempts on the part of that comforter to reascend the stairs; +and it was a relief to Bibbs when George announced that an automobile +was waiting to convey the ancient man and his grandson to their train. +They were the last to leave, and when they had gone Bibbs went sighing +to his own room. + +He stretched himself wearily upon the bed, but presently rose, went +to the window, and looked for a long time at the darkened house where +Mary Vertrees lived. Then he opened his trunk, took therefrom a small +note-book half filled with fragmentary scribblings, and began to +write: + + Laughter after a funeral. In this reaction people will laugh at + anything and at nothing. The band plays a dirge on the way to the + cemetery, but when it turns back, and the mourning carriages are + out of hearing, it strikes up, "Darktown is Out To-night." That + is natural--but there are women whose laughter is like the whirring + of whips. Why is it that certain kinds of laughter seem to spoil + something hidden away from the laughers? If they do not know of + it, and have never seen it, how can their laughter hurt it? Yet it + does. Beauty is not out of place among grave-stones. It is not + out of place anywhere. But a woman who has been betrothed to a + man would not look beautiful at his funeral. A woman might look + beautiful, though, at the funeral of a man whom she had known and + liked. And in that case, too, she would probably not want to talk + if she drove home from the cemetery with his brother: nor would + she want the brother to talk. Silence is usually either stupid or + timid. But for a man who stammers if he tries to talk fast, and + drawls so slowly, when he doesn't stammer, that nobody has time to + listen to him, silence is advisable. Nevertheless, too much silence + is open to suspicion. It may be reticence, or it may be a vacuum. + It may be dignity, or it may be false teeth. + + Sometimes an imperceptible odor will become perceptible in a small + inclosure, such as a closed carriage. The ghost of gasoline rising + from a lady's glove might be sweeter to the man riding beside her + than all the scents of Arcady in spring. It depends on the lady-- + but there ARE! Three miles may be three hundred miles, or it may + be three feet. When it is three feet you have not time to say a + great deal before you reach the end of it. Still, it may be that + one should begin to speak. + + No one could help wishing to stay in a world that holds some of + the people that are in this world. There are some so wonderful + you do not understand how the dead COULD die. How could they let + themselves? A falling building does not care who falls with it. + It does not choose who shall be upon its roof and who shall not. + Silence CAN be golden? Yes. But perhaps if a woman of the world + should find herself by accident sitting beside a man for the length + of time it must necessarily take two slow old horses to jog three + miles, she might expect that man to say something of some sort! + Even if she thought him a feeble hypochondriac, even if she had + heard from others that he was a disappointment to his own people, + even if she had seen for herself that he was a useless and + irritating encumbrance everywhere, she might expect him at least + to speak--she might expect him to open his mouth and try to make + sounds, if he only barked. If he did not even try, but sat every + step of the way as dumb as a frozen fish, she might THINK him a + frozen fish. And she might be right. She might be right if she + thought him about as pleasant a companion as--as Bildad the Shuhite! + +Bibbs closed his note-book, replacing it in his trunk. Then, after a +period of melancholy contemplation, he undressed, put on a dressing- +gown and slippers, and went softly out into the hall--to his father's +door. Upon the floor was a tray which Bibbs had sent George, earlier +in the evening, to place upon a table in Sheridan's room--but the food +was untouched. Bibbs stood listening outside the door for several +minutes. There came no sound from within, and he went back to his +own room and to bed. + +In the morning he woke to a state of being hitherto unknown in his +experience. Sometimes in the process of waking there is a little +pause--sleep has gone, but coherent thought has not begun. It is +a curious half-void, a glimpse of aphasia; and although the person +experiencing it may not know for that instant his own name or age or +sex, he may be acutely conscious of depression or elation. It is the +moment, as we say, before we "remember"; and for the first time in +Bibbs's life it came to him bringing a vague happiness. He woke to a +sense of new riches; he had the feeling of a boy waking to a birthday. +But when the next moment brought him his memory, he found nothing +that could explain his exhilaration. On the contrary, under the +circumstances it seemed grotesquely unwarranted. However, it was a +brief visitation and was gone before he had finished dressing. It +left a little trail, the pleased recollection of it and the puzzle +of it, which remained unsolved. And, in fact, waking happily in the +morning is not usually the result of a drive home from a funeral. +No wonder the sequence evaded Bibbs Sheridan! + +His father had gone when he came down-stairs. "Went on down to 's +office, jes' same," Jackson informed him. "Came sat breakfas'-table, +all by 'mself; eat nothin'. George bring nice breakfas', but he di'n' +eat a thing. Yessuh, went on down-town, jes' same he yoosta do. +Yessuh, I reckon putty much ev'y-thing goin' go on same as it yoosta +do." + +It struck Bibbs that Jackson was right. The day passed as other days +had passed. Mrs. Sheridan and Edith were in black, and Mrs. Sheridan +cried a little, now and then, but no other external difference was to +be seen. Edith was quiet, but not noticeably depressed, and at lunch +proved herself able to argue with her mother upon the propriety of +receiving calls in the earliest stages of "mourning." Lunch was as +usual--for Jim and his father had always lunched down-town--and the +afternoon was as usual. Bibbs went for his drive, and his mother +went with him, as she sometimes did when the weather was pleasant. +Altogether, the usualness of things was rather startling to Bibbs. + +During the drive Mrs. Sheridan talked fragmentarily of Jim's +childhood. "But you wouldn't remember about that," she said, after +narrating an episode. "You were too little. He was always a good +boy, just like that. And he'd save whatever papa gave him, and put +it in the bank. I reckon it'll just about kill your father to put +somebody in his place as president of the Realty Company, Bibbs. I +know he can't move Roscoe over; he told me last week he'd already put +as much on Roscoe as any one man could handle and not go crazy. Oh, +it's a pity--" She stopped to wipe her eyes. "It's a pity you didn't +run more with Jim, Bibbs, and kind o' pick up his ways. Think what +it'd meant to papa now! You never did run with either Roscoe or Jim +any, even before you got sick. Of course, you were younger; but it +always DID seem queer--and you three bein' brothers like that. I +don't believe I ever saw you and Jim sit down together for a good talk +in my life." + +"Mother, I've been away so long," Bibbs returned, gently. "And since +I came home I--" + +"Oh, I ain't reproachin' you, Bibbs," she said. "Jim ain't been home +much of an evening since you got back--what with his work and callin' +and goin' to the theater and places, and often not even at the house +for dinner. Right the evening before he got hurt he had his dinner +at some miser'ble rest'rant down by the Pump Works, he was so set on +overseein' the night work and gettin' everything finished up right to +the minute he told papa he would. I reckon you might 'a' put in more +time with Jim if there'd been more opportunity, Bibbs. I expect you +feel almost as if you scarcely really knew him right well." + +"I suppose I really didn't, mother. He was busy, you see, and I +hadn't much to say about the things that interested him, because I +don't know much about them." + +"It's a pity! Oh, it's a pity!" she moaned. "And you'll have to +learn to know about 'em NOW, Bibbs! I haven't said much to you, +because I felt it was all between your father and you, but I honestly +do believe it will just kill him if he has to have any more trouble +on top of all this! You mustn't LET him, Bibbs--you mustn't! You +don't know how he's grieved over you, and now he can't stand any more +--he just can't! Whatever he says for you to do, you DO it, Bibbs, +you DO it! I want you to promise me you will." + +"I would if I could," he said, sorrowfully. + +"No, no! Why can't you?" she cried, clutching his arm. "He wants +you to go back to the machine-shop and--" + +"And--'like it'!" said Bibbs. + +"Yes, that's it--to go in a cheerful spirit. Dr. Gurney said it +wouldn't hurt you if you went in a cheerful spirit--the doctor said +that himself, Bibbs. So why can't you do it? Can't you do that much +for your father? You ought to think what he's done for YOU. You got +a beautiful house to live in; you got automobiles to ride in; you got +fur coats and warm clothes; you been taken care of all your life. And +you don't KNOW how he worked for the money to give all these things +to you! You don't DREAM what he had to go through and what he risked +when we were startin' out in life; and you never WILL know! And now +this blow has fallen on him out of a clear sky, and you make it out to +be a hardship to do like he wants you to! And all on earth he asks is +for you to go back to the work in a cheerful spirit, so it won't hurt +you! That's all he asks. Look, Bibbs, we're gettin' back near home, +but before we get there I want you to promise me that you'll do what +he asks you to. Promise me!" + +In her earnestness she cleared away her black veil that she might see +him better, and it blew out on the smoky wind. He readjusted it for +her before he spoke. + +"I'll go back in as cheerful a spirit as I can, mother," he said. + +"There!" she exclaimed, satisfied. "That's a good boy! That's all +I wanted you to say." + +"Don't give me any credit," he said, ruefully. "There isn't anything +else for me to do." + +"Now, don't begin talkin' THAT way!" + +"No, no," he soothed her. "We'll have to begin to make the spirit +a cheerful one. We may--" They were turning into their own driveway +as he spoke, and he glanced at the old house next door. Mary +Vertrees was visible in the twilight, standing upon the front steps, +bareheaded, the door open behind her. She bowed gravely. + +"'We may'--what?" asked Mrs. Sheridan, with a slight impatience. + +"What is it, mother?" + +"You said, 'We may,' and didn't finish what you were sayin'." + +"Did I?" said Bibbs, blankly. "Well, what WERE we saying?" + +"Of all the queer boys!" she cried. "You always were. Always! +You haven't forgot what you just promised me, have you?" + +"No," he answered, as the car stopped. "No, the spirit will be as +cheerful as the flesh will let it, mother. It won't do to behave +like--" + +His voice was low, and in her movement to descend from the car she +failed to here his final words. + +"Behave like who, Bibbs?" + +"Nothing." + +But she was fretful in her grief. "You said it wouldn't do to behave +like SOMEBODY. Behave like WHO?" + +"It was just nonsense," he explained, turning to go in. "An obscure +person I don't think much of lately." + +"Behave like WHO?" she repeated, and upon his yielding to her petulant +insistence, she made up her mind that the only thing to do was to tell +Dr. Gurney about it. + +"Like Bildad the Shuhite!" was what Bibbs said. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +The outward usualness of things continued after dinner. It was +Sheridan's custom to read the evening paper beside the fire in the +library, while his wife, sitting near by, either sewed (from old +habit) or allowed herself to be repeatedly baffled by one of the +simpler forms of solitaire. To-night she did neither, but sat in +her customary chair, gazing at the fire, while Sheridan let the +unfolded paper rest upon his lap, though now and then he lifted it, +as if to read, and let it fall back upon his knees again. Bibbs +came in noiselessly and sat in a corner, doing nothing; and from a +"reception-room" across the hall an indistinct vocal murmur became +just audible at intervals. Once, when this murmur grew louder, +under stress of some irrepressible merriment, Edith's voice could be +heard--"Bobby, aren't you awful!" and Sheridan glanced across at his +wife appealingly. + +She rose at once and went into the "reception-room"; there was a +flurry of whispering, and the sound of tiptoeing in the hall--Edith +and her suitor changing quarters to a more distant room. Mrs. +Sheridan returned to her chair in the library. + +"They won't bother you any more, papa," she said, in a comforting +voice. "She told me at lunch he'd 'phoned he wanted to come up this +evening, and I said I thought he'd better wait a few days, but she +said she'd already told him he could." She paused, then added, rather +guiltily: "I got kind of a notion maybe Roscoe don't like him as much +as he used to. Maybe--maybe you better ask Roscoe, papa." And as +Sheridan nodded solemnly, she concluded, in haste: "Don't say I said +to. I might be wrong about it, anyway." + +He nodded again, and they sat for some time in a silence which Mrs. +Sheridan broke with a little sniff, having fallen into a reverie that +brought tears. "That Miss Vertrees was a good girl," she said. "SHE +was all right." + +Her husband evidently had no difficulty in following her train of +thought, for he nodded once more, affirmatively. + +"Did you--How did you fix it about the--the Realty Company?" she +faltered. "Did you--" + +He rose heavily, helping himself to his feet by the arms of his chair. +"I fixed it," he said, in a husky voice. "I moved Cantwell up, and +put Johnston in Cantwell's place, and split up Johnston's work among +the four men with salaries high enough to take it." He went to her, +put his hand upon her shoulder, and drew a long, audible, tremulous +breath. "It's my bedtime, mamma; I'm goin' up." He dropped the hand +from her shoulder and moved slowly away, but when he reached the door +he stopped and spoke again, without turning to look at her. "The +Realty Company'll go right on just the same," he said. "It's like-- +it's like sand, mamma. It puts me in mind of chuldern playin' in a +sand-pile. One of 'em sticks his finger in the sand and makes a +hole, and another of 'em'll pat the place with his hand, and all the +little grains of sand run in and fill it up and settle against one +another; and then, right away it's flat on top again, and you can't +tell there ever was a hole there. The Realty Company'll go on all +right, mamma. There ain't anything anywhere, I reckon, that wouldn't +go right on--just the same." + +And he passed out slowly into the hall; then they heard his heavy +tread upon the stairs. + +Mrs. Sheridan, rising to follow him, turned a piteous face to her son. +"It's so forlone," she said, chokingly. "That's the first time he +spoke since he came in the house this evening. I know it must 'a' +hurt him to hear Edith laughin' with that Lamhorn. She'd oughtn't to +let him come, right the very first evening this way; she'd oughtn't +to done it! She just seems to lose her head over him, and it scares +me. You heard what Sibyl said the other day, and--and you heard +what--what--" + +"What Edith said to Sibyl?" Bibbs finished the sentence for her. + +"We CAN'T have any trouble o' THAT kind!" she wailed. "Oh, it looks +as if movin' up to this New House had brought us awful bad luck! +It scares me!" She put both her hands over her face. "Oh, Bibbs, +Bibbs! if you only wasn't so QUEER! If you could only been a kind +of dependable son! I don't know what we're all comin' to!" And, +weeping, she followed her husband. + +Bibbs gazed for a while at the fire; then he rose abruptly, like a man +who has come to a decision, and briskly sought the room--it was called +"the smoking-room"--where Edith sat with Mr. Lamhorn. They looked up +in no welcoming manner, at Bibbs's entrance, and moved their chairs to +a less conspicuous adjacency. + +"Good evening," said Bibbs, pleasantly; and he seated himself in a +leather easy-chair near them. + +"What is it?" asked Edith, plainly astonished. + +"Nothing," he returned, smiling. + +She frowned. "Did you want something?" she asked. + +"Nothing in the world. Father and mother have gone up-stairs; I +sha'n't be going up for several hours, and there didn't seem to be +anybody left for me to chat with except you and Mr. Lamhorn." + +"'CHAT with'!" she echoed, incredulously. + +"I can talk about almost anything," said Bibbs with an air of genial +politeness. "It doesn't matter to ME. I don't know much about +business--if that's what you happened to be talking about. But you +aren't in business, are you, Mr. Lamhorn?" + +"Not now," returned Lamhorn, shortly. + +"I'm not, either," said Bibbs. "It was getting cloudier than usual, +I noticed, just before dark, and there was wind from the southwest. +Rain to-morrow, I shouldn't be surprised." + +He seemed to feel that he had begun a conversation the support of +which had now become the pleasurable duty of other parties; and he +sat expectantly, looking first at his sister, then at Lamhorn, as +if implying that it was their turn to speak. Edith returned his +gaze with a mixture of astonishment and increasing anger, while Mr. +Lamhorn was obviously disturbed, though Bibbs had been as considerate +as possible in presenting the weather as a topic. Bibbs had +perceived that Lamhorn had nothing in his mind at any time except +"personalities"--he could talk about people and he could make love. +Bibbs, wishing to be courteous, offered the weather. + +Lamhorn refused it, and concluded from Bibbs's luxurious attitude +in the leather chair that this half-crazy brother was a permanent +fixture for the rest of the evening. There was not reason to hope +that he would move, and Lamhorn found himself in danger of looking +silly. + +"I was just going," he said, rising. + +"Oh NO!" Edith cried, sharply. + +"Yes. Good night! I think I--" + +"Too bad," said Bibbs, genially, walking to the door with the visitor, +while Edith stood staring as the two disappeared in the hall. She +heard Bibbs offering to "help" Lamhorn with his overcoat and the +latter rather curtly declining assistance, these episodes of departure +being followed by the closing of the outer door. She ran into the +hall. + +"What's the matter with you?" she cried, furiously. "What do you +MEAN? How did you dare come in there when you knew--" + +Her voice broke; she made a gesture of rage and despair, and ran up +the stairs, sobbing. She fled to her mother's room, and when Bibbs +came up, a few minutes later, Mrs. Sheridan met him at his door. + +"Oh, Bibbs," she said, shaking her head woefully, "you'd oughtn't +to distress your sister! She says you drove that young man right +out of the house. You'd ought to been more considerate." + +Bibbs smiled faintly, noting that Edith's door was open, with Edith's +naive shadow motionless across its threshold. "Yes," he said. "He +doesn't appear to be much of a 'man's man.' He ran at just a glimpse +of one." + +Edith's shadow moved; her voice came quavering: "You call yourself +one?" + +"No, no," he answered. "I said, 'just a glimpse of one.' I didn't +claim--" But her door slammed angrily; and he turned to his mother. + +"There," he said, sighing. "That's almost the first time in my life +I ever tried to be a man of action, mother, and I succeeded perfectly +in what I tried to do. As a consequence I feel like a horse-thief!" + +"You hurt her feelin's," she groaned. "You must 'a' gone at it too +rough, Bibbs." + +He looked upon her wanly. "That's my trouble, mother," he murmured. +"I'm a plain, blunt fellow. I have rough ways, and I'm a rough man." + +For once she perceived some meaning in his queerness. "Hush your +nonsense!" she said, good-naturedly, the astral of a troubled smile +appearing. "You go to bed." + +He kissed her and obeyed. + + +Edith gave him a cold greeting the next morning at the breakfast- +table. + +"You mustn't do that under a misapprehension," he warned her, when +they were alone in the dining-room. + +"Do what under a what?" she asked. + +"Speak to me. I came into the smoking-room last night 'on purpose,'" +he told her, gravely. "I have a prejudice against that young man." + +She laughed. "I guess you think it means a great deal who you have +prejudices against!" In mockery she adopted the manner of one who +implores. "Bibbs, for pity's sake PROMISE me, DON'T use YOUR +influence with papa against him!" And she laughed louder. + +"Listen," he said, with peculiar earnestness. "I'll tell you now, +because--because I've decided I'm one of the family." And then, +as if the earnestness were too heavy for him to carry it further, +he continued, in his usual tone, "I'm drunk with power, Edith." + +"What do you want to tell me?" she demanded, brusquely. + +"Lamhorn made love to Sibyl," he said. + +Edith hooted. "SHE did to HIM! And because you overheard that spat +between us the other day when I the same as accused her of it, and +said something like that to you afterward--" + +"No," he said, gravely. "I KNOW." + +"How?" + +"I was there, one day a week ago, with Roscoe, and I heard Sibyl and +Lamhorn--" + +Edith screamed with laughter. "You were with ROSCOE--and you heard +Lamhorn making love to Sibyl!" + +"No. I heard them quarreling." + +"You're funnier than ever, Bibbs!" she cried. "You say he made love +to her because you heard them quarreling!" + +"That's it. If you want to know what's 'between' people, you can--by +the way they quarrel." + +"You'll kill me, Bibbs! What were they quarreling about?" + +"Nothing. That's how I knew. People who quarrel over nothing!--it's +always certain--" + +Edith stopped laughing abruptly, but continued her mockery. "You +ought to know. You've had so much experience, yourself!" + +"I haven't any, Edith," he said. "My life has been about as exciting +as an incubator chicken's. But I look out through the glass at +things." + +"Well, then," she said, "if you look out through the glass you must +know what effect such stuff would have upon ME!" She rose, visibly +agitated. "What if it WAS true?" she demanded, bitterly. "What if +it was true a hundred times over? You sit there with your silly face +half ready to giggle and half ready to sniffle, and tell me stories +like that, about Sibyl picking on Bobby Lamhorn and worrying him to +death, and you think it matters to ME? What if I already KNEW all +about their 'quarreling'? What if I understood WHY she--" She broke +off with a violent gesture, a sweep of her arm extended at full +length, as if she hurled something to the ground. "Do you think +a girl that really cared for a man would pay any attention to THAT? +Or to YOU, Bibbs Sheridan!" + +He looked at her steadily, and his gaze was as keen as it was steady. +She met it with unwavering pride. Finally he nodded slowly, as if she +had spoken and he meant to agree with what she said. + +"Ah, yes," he said. "I won't come into the smoking-room again. I'm +sorry, Edith. Nobody can make you see anything now. You'll never see +until you see for yourself. The rest of us will do better to keep out +of it--especially me!" + +"That's sensible," she responded, curtly. "You're most surprising +of all when you're sensible, Bibbs." + +"Yes," he sighed. "I'm a dull dog. Shake hands and forgive me, +Edith." + +Thawing so far as to smile, she underwent this brief ceremony, and +George appeared, summoning Bibbs to the library; Dr. Gurney was +waiting there, he announced. And Bibbs gave his sister a shy but +friendly touch upon the shoulder as a complement to the handshaking, +and left her. + +Dr. Gurney was sitting by the log fire, alone in the room, and he +merely glanced over his shoulder when his patient came in. He was +not over fifty, in spite of Sheridan's habitual "ole Doc Gurney." +He was gray, however, almost as thin as Bibbs, and nearly always +he looked drowsy. + +"Your father telephoned me yesterday afternoon, Bibbs," he said, +not rising. "Wants me to 'look you over' again. Come around here +in front of me--between me and the fire. I want to see if I can +see through you." + +"You mean you're too sleepy to move," returned Bibbs, complying. +"I think you'll notice that I'm getting worse." + +"Taken on about twelve pounds," said Gurney. "Thirteen, maybe." + +"Twelve." + +"Well, it won't do." The doctor rubbed his eyelids. "You're so much +better I'll have to use some machinery on you before we can know just +where you are. You come down to my place this afternoon. Walk down +--all the way. I suppose you know why your father wants to know." + +Bibbs nodded. "Machine-shop." + +"Still hate it?" + +Bibbs nodded again. + +"Don't blame you!" the doctor grunted. "Yes, I expect it'll make +a lump in your gizzard again. Well, what do you say? Shall I tell +him you've got the old lump there yet? You still want to write, +do you?" + +"What's the use?" Bibbs said, smiling ruefully. "My kind of writing!" + +"Yes," the doctor agreed. "I suppose it you broke away and lived on +roots and berries until you began to 'attract the favorable attention +of editors' you might be able to hope for an income of four or five +hundred dollars a year by the time you're fifty." + +"That's about it," Bibbs murmured. + +"Of course I know what you want to do," said Gurney, drowsily. "You +don't hate the machine-shop only; you hate the whole show--the noise +and jar and dirt, the scramble--the whole bloomin' craze to 'get on.' +You'd like to go somewhere in Algiers, or to Taormina, perhaps, and +bask on a balcony, smelling flowers and writing sonnets. You'd grow +fat on it and have a delicate little life all to yourself. Well, what +do you say? I can lie like sixty, Bibbs! Shall I tell your father +he'll lose another of his boys if you don't go to Sicily?" + +"I don't want to go to Sicily," said Bibbs. "I want to stay right +here." + +The doctor's drowsiness disappeared for a moment, and he gave his +patient a sharp glance. "It's a risk," he said. "I think we'll find +you're so much better he'll send you back to the shop pretty quick. +Something's got hold of you lately; you're not quite so lackadaisical +as you used to be. But I warn you: I think the shop will knock you +just as it did before, and perhaps even harder, Bibbs." + +He rose, shook himself, and rubbed his eyelids. "Well, when we go +over you this afternoon what are we going to say about it?" + +"Tell him I'm ready," said Bibbs, looking at the floor. + +"Oh no," Gurney laughed. "Not quite yet; but you may be almost. +We'll see. Don't forget I said to walk down." + +And when the examination was concluded, that afternoon, the doctor +informed Bibbs that the result was much too satisfactory to be +pleasing. "Here's a new 'situation' for a one-act farce," he said, +gloomily, to his next patient when Bibbs had gone. "Doctor tells a +man he's well, and that's his death sentence, likely. Dam' funny +world!" + +Bibbs decided to walk home, though Gurney had not instructed him upon +this point. In fact, Gurney seemed to have no more instructions on +any point, so discouraging was the young man's improvement. It was a +dingy afternoon, and the smoke was evident not only to Bibbs's sight, +but to his nostrils, though most of the pedestrians were so saturated +with the smell they could no longer detect it. Nearly all of them +walked hurriedly, too intent upon their destinations to be more than +half aware of the wayside; they wore the expressions of people under +a vague yet constant strain. They were all lightly powdered, inside +and out, with fine dust and grit from the hard-paved streets, and they +were unaware of that also. They did not even notice that they saw the +smoke, though the thickened air was like a shrouding mist. And when +Bibbs passed the new "Sheridan Apartments," now almost completed, he +observed that the marble of the vestibule was already streaky with +soot, like his gloves, which were new. + +That recalled to him the faint odor of gasolene in the coupe on the +way from his brother's funeral, and this incited a train of thought +which continued till he reached the vicinity of his home. His route +was by a street parallel to that on which the New House fronted, and +in his preoccupation he walked a block farther than he intended, so +that, having crossed to his own street, he approached the New House +from the north, and as he came to the corner of Mr. Vertrees's lot +Mr. Vertrees's daughter emerged from the front door and walked +thoughtfully down the path to the old picket gate. She was +unconscious of the approach of the pedestrian from the north, and did +not see him until she had opened the gate and he was almost beside +her. Then she looked up, and as she saw him she started visibly. +And if this thing had happened to Robert Lamhorn, he would have had +a thought far beyond the horizon of faint-hearted Bibbs's thoughts. +Lamhorn, indeed, would have spoken his thought. He would have said: +"You jumped because you were thinking of me!" + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Mary was the picture of a lady flustered. She stood with one hand +closing the gate behind her, and she had turned to go in the direction +Bibbs was walking. There appeared to be nothing for it but that they +should walk together, at least as far as the New House. But Bibbs had +paused in his slow stride, and there elapsed an instant before either +spoke or moved--it was no longer than that, and yet it sufficed for +each to seem to say, by look and attitude, "Why, it's YOU!" + +Then they both spoke at once, each hurriedly pronouncing the other's +name as if about to deliver a message of importance. Then both came +to a stop simultaneously, but Bibbs made a heroic effort, and as they +began to walk on together he contrived to find his voice. + +"I--I--hate a frozen fish myself," he said. "I think three miles was +too long for you to put up with one." + +"Good gracious!" she cried, turning to him a glowing face from which +restraint and embarrassment had suddenly fled. "Mr. Sheridan, you're +lovely to put it that way. But it's always the girl's place to say +it's turning cooler! I ought to have been the one to show that we +didn't know each other well enough not to say SOMETHING! It was an +imposition for me to have made you bring me home, and after I went +into the house I decided I should have walked. Besides, it wasn't +three miles to the car-line. I never thought of it!" + +"No," said Bibbs, earnestly. "I didn't, either. I might have said +something if I'd thought of anything. I'm talking now, though; +I must remember that, and not worry about it later. I think I'm +talking, though it doesn't sound intelligent even to me. I made up +my mind that if I ever met you again I'd turn on my voice and keep it +going, no mater what it said. I--" + +She interrupted him with laughter, and Mary Vertrees's laugh was one +which Bibbs's father had declared, after the house-warming, "a cripple +would crawl five miles to hear." And at the merry lilting of it +Bibbs's father's son took heart to forget some of his trepidation. +"I'll be any kind of idiot," he said, "if you'll laugh at me some +more. It won't be difficult for me." + +She did; and Bibbs's cheeks showed a little actual color, which +Mary perceived. It recalled to her, by contrast, her careless and +irritated description of him to her mother just after she had seen +him for the first time. "Rather tragic and altogether impossible." +It seemed to her now that she must have been blind. + +They had passed the New House without either of them showing--or +possessing--any consciousness that it had been the destination of +one of them. + +"I'll keep on talking," Bibbs continued, cheerfully, "and you keep on +laughing. I'm amounting to something in the world this afternoon. +I'm making a noise, and that makes you make music. Don't be bothered +by my bleating out such things as that. I'm really frightened, and +that makes me bleat anything. I'm frightened about two things: I'm +afraid of what I'll think of myself later if I don't keep talking-- +talking now, I mean--and I'm afraid of what I'll think of myself if +I do. And besides these two things, I'm frightened, anyhow. I don't +remember talking as much as this more than once or twice in my life. +I suppose it was always in me to do it, though, the first time I met +any one who didn't know me well enough not to listen." + +"But you're not really talking to me," said Mary. "You're just +thinking aloud." + +"No," he returned, gravely. "I'm not thinking at all; I'm only making +vocal sounds because I believe it's more mannerly. I seem to be the +subject of what little meaning they possess, and I'd like to change +it, but I don't know how. I haven't any experience in talking, and +I don't know how to manage it." + +"You needn't change the subject on my account, Mr. Sheridan," she +said. "Not even if you really talked about yourself." She turned +her face toward him as she spoke, and Bibbs caught his breath; he was +pathetically amazed by the look she gave him. It was a glowing look, +warmly friendly and understanding, and, what almost shocked him, it +was an eagerly interested look. Bibbs was not accustomed to anything +like that. + +"I--you--I--I'm--" he stammered, and the faint color in his cheeks +grew almost vivid. + +She was still looking at him, and she saw the strange radiance +that came into his face. There was something about him, too, that +explained how "queer" many people might think him; but he did not +seem "queer" to Mary Vertrees; he seemed the most quaintly natural +person she had ever met. + +He waited, and became coherent. "YOU say something now," he said. +"I don't even belong in the chorus, and here I am, trying to sing +the funny man's solo! You--" + +"No," she interrupted. "I'd rather play your accompaniment." + +"I'll stop and listen to it, then." + +"Perhaps--" she began, but after pausing thoughtfully she made a +gesture with her muff, indicating a large brick church which they +were approaching. "Do you see that church, Mr. Sheridan?" + +"I suppose I could," he answered in simple truthfulness, looking at +her. "But I don't want to. Once, when I was ill, the nurse told me +I'd better say anything that was on my mind, and I got the habit. +The other reason I don't want to see the church is that I have a +feeling it's where you're going, and where I'll be sent back." + +She shook her head in cheery negation. "Not unless you want to be. +Would you like to come with me?" + +"Why--why--yes," he said. "Anywhere!" And again it was apparent +that he spoke in simple truthfulness. + +"Then come--if you care for organ music. The organist is an old +friend of mine, and sometimes he plays for me. He's a dear old man. +He had a degree from Bonn, and was a professor afterward, but he +gave up everything for music. That's he, waiting in the doorway. +He looks like Beethoven, doesn't he? I think he knows that, perhaps +and enjoys it a little. I hope so." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, as they reached the church steps. "I think +Beethoven would like it, too. It must be pleasant to look like +other people." + +"I haven't kept you?" Mary said to the organist. + +"No, no," he answered, heartily. "I would not mind so only you +should shooer come!" + +"This is Mr. Sheridan, Dr. Kraft. He has come to listen with me." + +The organist looked bluntly surprised. "Iss that SO?" he exclaimed. +"Well, I am glad if you wish him, and if he can stant my liddle +playink. He iss musician himself, then, of course." + +"No," said Bibbs, as the three entered the church together. "I--I +played the--I tried to play--" Fortunately he checked himself; he +had been about to offer the information that he had failed to master +the jews'-harp in his boyhood. "No, I'm not a musician," he contented +himself with saying. + +"What?" Dr. Kraft's surprise increased. "Young man, you are +fortunate! I play for Miss Vertrees; she comes always alone. +You are the first. You are the first one EVER!" + +They had reached the head of the central aisle, and as the organist +finished speaking Bibbs stopped short, turning to look at Mary +Vertrees in a dazed way that was not of her perceiving; for, though +she stopped as he did, her gaze followed the organist, who was walking +away from them toward the front of the church, shaking his white +Beethovian mane roguishly. + +"It's false pretenses on my part," Bibbs said. "You mean to be kind +to the sick, but I'm not an invalid any more. I'm so well I'm going +back to work in a few days. I'd better leave before he begins to +play, hadn't I?" + +"No," said Mary, beginning to walk forward. "Not unless you don't +like great music." + +He followed her to a seat about half-way up the aisle while Dr. Kraft +ascended to the organ. It was an enormous one, the procession of +pipes ranging from long, starveling whistles to thundering fat guns; +they covered all the rear wall of the church, and the organist's +figure, reaching its high perch, looked like that of some Lilliputian +magician ludicrously daring the attempt to control a monster certain +to overwhelm him. + +"This afternoon some Handel!" he turned to shout. + +Mary nodded. "Will you like that?" she asked Bibbs. + +"I don't know. I never heard any except 'Largo.' I don't know +anything about music. I don't even know how to pretend I do. If +I knew enough to pretend, I would." + +"No," said Mary, looking at him and smiling faintly, "you wouldn't." + +She turned away as a great sound began to swim and tremble in the air; +the huge empty space of the church filled with it, and the two people +listening filled with it; the universe seemed to fill and thrill with +it. The two sat intensely still, the great sound all round about +them, while the church grew dusky, and only the organist's lamp made a +tiny star of light. His white head moved from side to side beneath it +rhythmically, or lunged and recovered with the fierceness of a duelist +thrusting, but he was magnificently the master of his giant, and it +sang to his magic as he bade it. + +Bibbs was swept away upon that mighty singing. Such a thing was +wholly unknown to him; there had been no music in his meager life. +Unlike the tale, it was the Princess Bedrulbudour who had brought +him to the enchanted cave, and that--for Bibbs--was what made its +magic dazing. It seemed to him a long, long time since he had been +walking home drearily from Dr. Gurney's office; it seemed to him +that he had set out upon a happy journey since then, and that he +had reached another planet, where Mary Vertrees and he sat alone +together listening to a vast choiring of invisible soldiers and holy +angels. There were armies of voices about them singing praise and +thanksgiving; and yet they were alone. It was incredible that the +walls of the church were not the boundaries of the universe, to remain +so for ever; incredible that there was a smoky street just yonder, +where housemaids were bringing in evening papers from front steps and +where children were taking their last spins on roller-skates before +being haled indoors for dinner. + +He had a curious sense of communication with his new friend. He knew +it could not be so, and yet he felt as if all the time he spoke to +her, saying: "You hear this strain? You hear that strain? You know +the dream that these sounds bring to me?" And it seemed to him as +though she answered continually: "I hear! I hear that strain, and +I hear the new one that you are hearing now. I know the dream that +these sounds bring to you. Yes, yes, I hear it all! We hear-- +together!" + +And though the church grew so dim that all was mysterious shadow +except the vague planes of the windows and the organist's light, +with the white head moving beneath it, Bibbs had no consciousness +that the girl sitting beside him had grown shadowy; he seemed to see +her as plainly as ever in the darkness, though he did not look at her. +And all the mighty chanting of the organ's multitudinous voices that +afternoon seemed to Bibbs to be chorusing of her and interpreting her, +singing her thoughts and singing for him the world of humble gratitude +that was in his heart because she was so kind to him. It all meant +Mary. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +But when she asked him what it meant, on their homeward way, he was +silent. They had come a few paces from the church without speaking, +walking slowly. + +"I'll tell you what it meant to me," she said, as he did not +immediately reply. "Almost any music of Handel's always means +one thing above all others to me: courage! That's it. It makes +cowardice of whining seem so infinitesimal--it makes MOST things +in our hustling little lives seem infinitesimal." + +"Yes," he said. "It seems odd, doesn't it, that people down-town are +hurrying to trains and hanging to straps in trolley-cars, weltering +every way to get home and feed and sleep so they can get down-town +to-morrow. And yet there isn't anything down there worth getting to. +They're like servants drudging to keep the house going, and believing +the drudgery itself is the great thing. They make so much noise and +fuss and dirt they forget that the house was meant to live in. The +housework has to be done, but the people who do it have been so +overpaid that they're confused and worship the housework. They're +overpaid, and yet, poor things! they haven't anything that a chicken +can't have. Of course, when the world gets to paying its wages +sensibly that will be different." + +"Do you mean 'communism'?" she asked, and she made their slow pace +a little slower--they had only three blocks to go. + +"Whatever the word is, I only mean that things don't look very +sensible now--especially to a man that wants to keep out of 'em and +can't! 'Communism'? Well, at least any 'decent sport' would say it's +fair for all the strong runners to start from the same mark and give +the weak ones a fair distance ahead, so that all can run something +like even on the stretch. And wouldn't it be pleasant, really, if +they could all cross the winning-line together? Who really enjoys +beating anybody--if he sees the beaten man's face? The only way we +can enjoy getting ahead of other people nowadays is by forgetting what +the other people feel. And that," he added, "is nothing of what the +music meant to me. You see, if I keep talking about what it didn't +mean I can keep from telling you what it did mean." + +"Didn't it mean courage to you, too--a little?" she asked. "Triumph +and praise were in it, and somehow those things mean courage to me." + +"Yes, they were all there," Bibbs said. "I don't know the name of +what he played, but I shouldn't think it would matter much. The man +that makes the music must leave it to you what it can mean to you, and +the name he puts to it can't make much difference--except to himself +and people very much like him, I suppose." + +"I suppose that's true, though I'd never thought of it like that." + +"I imagine music must make feelings and paint pictures in the minds of +the people who hear it," Bibbs went on, musingly, "according to their +own natures as much as according to the music itself. The musician +might compose something and play it, wanting you to think of the Holy +Grail, and some people who heard it would think of a prayer-meeting, +and some would think of how good they were themselves, and a boy might +think of himself at the head of a solemn procession, carrying a banner +and riding a white horse. And then, if there were some jubilant +passages in the music, he'd think of a circus." + +They had reached her gate, and she set her hand upon it, but did +not open it. Bibbs felt that this was almost the kindest of her +kindnesses--not to be prompt in leaving him. + +"After all," she said, "you didn't tell me whether you liked it." + +"No. I didn't need to." + +"No, that's true, and I didn't need to ask. I knew. But you said +you were trying to keep from telling me what it did mean." + +"I can't keep from telling it any longer," he said. "The music meant +to me--it meant the kindness of--of you." + +"Kindness? How?" + +"You thought I was a sort of lonely tramp--and sick--" + +"No," she said, decidedly. "I thought perhaps you'd like to hear +Dr. Kraft play. And you did." + +"It's curious; sometimes it seemed to me that it was you who were +playing." + +Mary laughed. "I? I strum! Piano. A little Chopin--Grieg-- +Chaminade. You wouldn't listen!" + +Bibbs drew a deep breath. "I'm frightened again," he said, in an +unsteady voice. "I'm afraid you'll think I'm pushing, but--" He +paused, and the words sank to a murmur. + +"Oh, if you want ME to play for you!" she said. "Yes, gladly. It +will be merely absurd after what you heard this afternoon. I play +like a hundred thousand other girls, and I like it. I'm glad when +any one's willing to listen, and if you--" She stopped, checked by +a sudden recollection, and laughed ruefully. "But my piano won't be +here after to-night. I--I'm sending it away to-morrow. I'm afraid +that if you'd like me to play to you you'd have to come this evening." + +"You'll let me?" he cried. + +"Certainly, if you care to." + +"If I could play--" he said, wistfully, "if I could play like that +old man in the church I could thank you." + +"Ah, but you haven't heard me play. I KNOW you liked this afternoon, +but--" + +"Yes," said Bibbs. "It was the greatest happiness I've ever known." + +It was too dark to see his face, but his voice held such plain +honesty, and he spoke with such complete unconsciousness of saying +anything especially significant, that she knew it was the truth. +For a moment she was nonplussed, then she opened the gate and went +in. "You'll come after dinner, then?" + +"Yes," he said, not moving. "Would you mind if I stood here until +time to come in?" + +She had reached the steps, and at that she turned, offering him the +response of laughter and a gay gesture of her muff toward the lighted +windows of the New House, as though bidding him to run home to his +dinner. + +That night, Bibbs sat writing in his note-book. + + Music can come into a blank life, and fill it. Everything that + is beautiful is music, if you can listen. + + There is no gracefulness like that of a graceful woman at a grand + piano. There is a swimming loveliness of line that seems to merge + with the running of the sound, and you seem, as you watch her, to + see what you are hearing and to hear what you are seeing. + + There are women who make you think of pine woods coming down to + a sparkling sea. The air about such a woman is bracing, and when + she is near you, you feel strong and ambitious; you forget that + the world doesn't like you. You think that perhaps you are a great + fellow, after all. Then you come away and feel like a boy who has + fallen in love with his Sunday-school teacher. You'll be whipped + for it--and ought to be. + + There are women who make you think of Diana, crowned with the moon. + But they do not have the "Greek profile." I do not believe Helen + of Troy had a "Greek profile"; they would not have fought about her + if her nose had been quite that long. The Greek nose is not the + adorable nose. The adorable nose is about an eighth of an inch + shorter. + + Much of the music of Wagner, it appears, is not suitable to the + piano. Wagner was a composer who could interpret into music such + things as the primitive impulses of humanity--he could have made a + machine-shop into music. But not if he had to work in it. Wagner + was always dealing in immensities--a machine-shop would have put a + majestic lump in so grand a gizzard as that. + + There is a mystery about pianos, it seems. Sometimes they have to + be "sent away." That is how some people speak of the penitentiary. + "Sent away" is a euphuism for "sent to prison." But pianos are not + sent to prison, and they are not sent to the tuner--the tuner is + sent to them. Why are pianos "sent away"--and where? + + Sometimes a glorious day shines into the most ordinary and useless + life. Happiness and beauty come caroling out of the air into the + gloomy house of that life as if some stray angel just happened to + perch on the roof-tree, resting and singing. And the night after + such a day is lustrous and splendid with the memory of it. Music + and beauty and kindness--those are the three greatest things God + can give us. To bring them all in one day to one who expected + nothing--ah! the heart that received them should be as humble as + it is thankful. But it is hard to be humble when one is so rich + with new memories. It is impossible to be humble after a day of + glory. + + Yes--the adorable nose is more than an eighth of an inch shorter + than the Greek nose. It is a full quarter of an inch shorter. + + There are women who will be kinder to a sick tramp than to a + conquering hero. But the sick tramp had better remember that's + what he is. Take care, take care! Humble's the word! + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +That "mystery about pianos" which troubled Bibbs had been a mystery +to Mr. Vertrees, and it was being explained to him at about the time +Bibbs scribbled the reference to it in his notes. Mary had gone +up-stairs upon Bibbs's departure at ten o'clock, and Mr. and Mrs. +Vertrees sat until after midnight in the library, talking. And in all +that time they found not one cheerful topic, but became more depressed +with everything and with every phase of everything that they discussed +--no extraordinary state of affairs in a family which has always "held +up its head," only to arrive in the end at a point where all it can +do is to look on helplessly at the processes of its own financial +dissolution. For that was the point which this despairing couple had +reached--they could do nothing except look on and talk about it. They +were only vaporing, and they knew it. + +"She needn't to have done that about her piano," vapored Mr. Vertrees. +"We could have managed somehow without it. At least she ought to have +consulted me, and if she insisted I could have arranged the details +with the--the dealer." + +"She thought that it might be--annoying for you," Mrs. Vertrees +explained. "Really, she planned for you not to know about it until +they had removed--until after to-morrow, that is, but I decided to-- +to mention it. You see, she didn't even tell me about it until this +morning. She has another idea, too, I'm afraid. It's--it's--" + +"Well?" he urged, as she found it difficult to go on. + +"Her other idea is--that is, it was--I think it can be avoided, +of course--it was about her furs." + +"No!" he exclaimed, quickly. "I won't have it! You must see to that. +I'd rather not talk to her about it, but you mustn't let her." + +"I'll try not," his wife promised. "Of course, they're very +handsome." + +"All the more reason for her to keep them!" he returned, irritably. +"We're not THAT far gone, I think!" + +"Perhaps not yet," Mrs. Vertrees said. "She seems to be troubled +about the--the coal matter and--about Tilly. Of course the piano +will take care of some things like those for a while and--" + +"I don't like it. I gave her the piano to play on, not to--" + +"You mustn't be distressed about it in ONE way," she said, +comfortingly. "She arranged with the--with the purchaser that +the men will come for it about half after five in the afternoon. +The days are so short now it's really quite winter." + +"Oh, yes," he agreed, moodily. "So far as that goes people have a +right to move a piece of furniture without stirring up the neighbors, +I suppose, even by daylight. I don't suppose OUR neighbors are paying +much attention just now, though I hear Sheridan was back in his office +early the morning after the funeral." + +Mrs. Vertrees made a little sound of commiseration. "I don't believe +that was because he wasn't suffering, though. I'm sure it was only +because he felt his business was so important. Mary told me he seemed +wrapped up in his son's succeeding; and that was what he bragged about +most. He isn't vulgar in his boasting, I understand; he doesn't talk +a great deal about his--his actual money--though there was something +about blades of grass that I didn't comprehend. I think he meant +something about his energy--but perhaps not. No, his bragging usually +seemed to be not so much a personal vainglory as about his family and +the greatness of this city." + +"'Greatness of this city'!" Mr. Vertrees echoed, with dull bitterness. +"It's nothing but a coal-hole! I suppose it looks 'great' to the man +who has the luck to make it work for him. I suppose it looks 'great' +to any YOUNG man, too, starting out to make his fortune out of it. +The fellows that get what they want out of it say it's 'great,' and +everybody else gets the habit. But you have a different point of +view if it's the city that got what it wanted out of you! Of course +Sheridan says it's 'great'." + +Mrs. Vertrees seemed unaware of this unusual outburst. "I believe," +she began, timidly, "he doesn't boast of--that is, I understand he +has never seemed so interested in the--the other one." + +Her husband's face was dark, but at that a heavier shadow fell upon +it; he looked more haggard than before. "'The other one'," he +repeated, averting his eyes. "You mean--you mean the third son--the +one that was here this evening?" + +"Yes, the--the youngest," she returned, her voice so feeble it was +almost a whisper. + +And then neither of them spoke for several long minutes. Nor did +either look at the other during that silence. + +At last Mr. Vertrees contrived to cough, but not convincingly. +"What--ah--what was it Mary said about him out in the hall, when she +came in this afternoon? I heard you asking her something about him, +but she answered in such a low voice I didn't--ah--happen to catch +it." + +"She--she didn't say much. All she said was this: I asked her if she +had enjoyed her walk with him, and she said, 'He's the most wistful +creature I've ever known.'" + +"Well?" + +"That was all. He IS wistful-looking; and so fragile--though he +doesn't seem quite so much so lately. I was watching Mary from the +window when she went out to-day, and he joined her, and if I hadn't +known about him I'd have thought he had quite an interesting face." + +"If you 'hadn't known about him'? Known what?" + +"Oh, nothing, of course," she said, hurriedly. "Nothing definite, +that is. Mary said decidely, long ago, that he's not at all insane, +as we thought at first. It's only--well, of course it IS odd, their +attitude about him. I suppose it's some nervous trouble that makes +him--perhaps a little queer at times, so that he can't apply himself +to anything--or perhaps does odd things. But, after all, of course, +we only have an impression about it. We don't know--that is, +positively. I--" She paused, then went on: "I didn't know just +how to ask--that is--I didn't mention it to Mary. I didn't--I--" +The poor lady floundered pitifully, concluding with a mumble. "So +soon after--after the--the shock." + +"I don't think I've caught more than a glimpse of him," said Mr. +Vertrees. "I wouldn't know him if I saw him, but your impression of +him is--" He broke off suddenly, springing to his feet in agitation. +"I can't imagine her--oh, NO!" he gasped. And he began to pace the +floor. "A half-witted epileptic!" + +"No, no!" she cried. "He may be all right. We--" + +"Oh, it's horrible! I can't--" He threw himself back into his chair +again, sweeping his hands across his face, then letting them fall +limply at his sides. + +Mrs. Vertrees was tremulous. "You mustn't give way so," she said, +inspired for once almost to direct discourse. "Whatever Mary might +think of doing, it wouldn't be on her own account; it would be on +ours. But if WE should--should consider it, that wouldn't be on OUR +own account. It isn't because we think of ourselves." + +"Oh God, no!" he groaned. "Not for us! We can go to the poorhouse, +but Mary can't be a stenographer!" + +Sighing, Mrs. Vertrees resumed her obliqueness. "Of course," she +murmured, "it all seems very premature, speculating about such things, +but I had a queer sort of feeling that she seemed quite interested in +this--" She had almost said "in this one," but checked herself. "In +this young man. It's natural, of course; she is always so strong and +well, and he is--he seems to be, that is--rather appealing to the--the +sympathies." + +"Yes!" he agreed, bitterly. "Precisely. The sympathies!" + +"Perhaps," she faltered, "perhaps you might feel easier if I could +have a little talk with some one?" + +"With whom?" + +"I had thought of--not going about it too brusquely, of course, but +perhaps just waiting for his name to be mentioned, if I happened to +be talking with somebody that knew the family--and then I might find +a chance to say that I was sorry to hear he'd been ill so much, and +--Something of that kind perhaps?" + +"You don't know anybody that knows the family." + +"Yes. That is--well, in a way, of course, one OF the family. That +Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan is not a--that is, she's rather a pleasant-faced +little woman, I think, and of course rather ordinary. I think she +is interested about--that is, of course, she'd be anxious to be more +intimate with Mary, naturally. She's always looking over here from +her house; she was looking out the window this afternoon when Mary +went out, I noticed--though I don't think Mary saw her. I'm sure she +wouldn't think it out of place to--to be frank about matters. She +called the other day, and Mary must rather like her--she said that +evening that the call had done her good. Don't you think it might +be wise?" + +"Wise? I don't know. I feel the whole matter is impossible." + +"Yes, so do I," she returned, promptly. "It isn't really a thing +we should be considering seriously, of course. Still--" + +"I should say not! But possibly--" + +Thus they skirmished up and down the field, but before they turned +the lights out and went up-stairs it was thoroughly understood between +them that Mrs. Vertrees should seek the earliest opportunity to obtain +definite information from Sibyl Sheridan concerning the mental and +physical status of Bibbs. And if he were subject to attacks of +lunacy, the unhappy pair decided to prevent the sacrifice they +supposed their daughter intended to make of herself. Altogether, if +there were spiteful ghosts in the old house that night, eavesdropping +upon the woeful comedy, they must have died anew of laughter! + +Mrs. Vertrees's opportunity occurred the very next afternoon. +Darkness had fallen, and the piano-movers had come. They were +carrying the piano down the front steps, and Mrs. Vertrees was +standing in the open doorway behind them, preparing to withdraw, +when she heard a sharp exclamation; and Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan, +bareheaded, emerged from the shadow into the light of the doorway. + +"Good gracious!" she cried. "It did give me a fright!" + +"It's Mrs. Sheridan, isn't it?" Mrs. Vertrees was perplexed by this +informal appearance, but she reflected that it might be providential. +"Won't you come in?" + +"No. Oh no, thank you!" Sibyl panted, pressing her hand to her side. +"You don't know what a fright you've given me! And it was nothing +but your piano!" She laughed shrilly. "You know, since our tragedy +coming so suddenly the other day, you have no idea how upset I've been +--almost hysterical! And I just glanced out of the window, a minute +or so ago, and saw your door wide open and black figures of men +against the light, carrying something heavy, and I almost fainted. +You see, it was just the way it looked when I saw them bringing my +poor brother-in-law in, next door, only such a few short days ago. +And I thought I'd seen your daughter start for a drive with Bibbs +Sheridan in a car about three o'clock--and-- They aren't back yet, +are they?" + +"No. Good heavens!" + +"And the only thing I could think of was that something must have +happened to them, and I just dashed over--and it was only your PIANO!" +She broke into laughter again. "I suppose you're just sending it +somewhere to be repaired, aren't you?" + +"It's--it's being taken down-town," said Mrs. Vertrees. "Won't you +come in and make me a little visit. I was SO sorry, the other day, +that I was--ah--" She stopped inconsequently, then repeated her +invitation. "Won't you come in? I'd really--" + +"Thank you, but I must be running back. My husband usually gets home +about this time, and I make a little point of it always to be there." + +"That's very sweet." Mrs. Vertrees descended the steps and walked +toward the street with Sibyl. "It's quite balmy for so late in +November, isn't it? Almost like a May evening." + +"I'm afraid Miss Vertrees will miss her piano," said Sibyl, watching +the instrument disappear into the big van at the curb. "She plays +wonderfully, Mrs. Kittersby tells me." + +"Yes, she plays very well. One of your relatives came to hear her +yesterday, after dinner, and I think she played all evening for him." + +"You mean Bibbs?" asked Sibyl. + +"The--the youngest Mr. Sheridan. Yes. He's very musical, isn't he?" + +"I never heard of it. But I shouldn't think it would matter much +whether he was or not, if he could get Miss Vertrees to play to him. +Does your daughter expect the piano back soon?" + +"I--I believe not immediately. Mr. Sheridan came last evening to +hear her play because she had arranged with the--that is, it was +to be removed this afternoon. He seems almost well again." + +"Yes." Sibyl nodded. "His father's going to try to start him to +work." + +"He seems very delicate," said Mrs. Vertrees. "I shouldn't think +he would be able to stand a great deal, either physically or--" She +paused and then added, glowing with the sense of her own adroitness +--"or mentally." + +"Oh, mentally Bibbs is all right," said Sibyl, in an odd voice. + +"Entirely?" Mrs. Vertrees asked, breathlessly. + +"Yes, entirely." + +"But has he ALWAYS been?" This question came with the same anxious +eagerness. + +"Certainly. He had a long siege of nervous dyspepsia, but he's over +it." + +"And you think--" + +"Bibbs is all right. You needn't wor--" Sibyl choked, and pressed +her handkerchief to her mouth. "Good night, Mrs. Vertrees," she said, +hurriedly, as the head-lights of an automobile swung round the corner +above, sending a brightening glare toward the edge of the pavement +where the two ladies were standing. + +"Won't you come in?" urged Mrs. Vertrees, cordially, hearing the sound +of a cheerful voice out of the darkness beyond the approaching glare. +"Do! There's Mary now, and she--" + +But Sibyl was half-way across the street. "No, thanks," she called. +"I hope she won't miss her piano!" And she ran into her own house +and plunged headlong upon a leather divan in the hall, holding her +handkerchief over her mouth. + +The noise of her tumultuous entrance was evidently startling in the +quiet house, for upon the bang of the door there followed the crash +of a decanter, dropped upon the floor of the dining-room at the end +of the hall; and, after a rumble of indistinct profanity, Roscoe +came forth, holding a dripping napkin in his hand. + +"What's your excitement?" he demanded. "What do you find to go +into hysterics over? Another death in the family?" + +"Oh, it's funny!" she gasped. "Those old frost-bitten people! I guess +THEY'RE getting their come-uppance!" Lying prone, she elevated her +feet in the air, clapped her heels together repeatedly, in an ecstasy. + +"Come through, come through!" said her husband, crossly. "What you +been up to?" + +"Me?" she cried, dropping her feet and swinging around to face him. +"Nothing. It's them! Those Vertreeses!" She wiped her eyes. +"They've had to sell their piano!" + +"Well, what of it?" + +"That Mrs. Kittersby told me all about 'em a week ago," said Sibyl. +"They've been hard up for a long time, and she says as long ago as +last winter she knew that girl got a pair of walking-shoes re-soled +and patched, because she got it done the same place Mrs. Kittersby's +cook had HERS! And the night of the house-warming I kind of got +suspicious, myself. She didn't have one single piece of any kind of +real jewelry, and you could see her dress was an old one done over. +Men can't tell those things, and you all made a big fuss over her, +but I thought she looked a sight, myself! Of course, EDITH was +crazy to have her, and--" + +"Well, well?" he urged, impatiently. + +"Well, I'm TELLING you! Mrs. Kittersby says they haven't got a THING! +Just absolutely NOTHING--and they don't know anywhere to turn! The +family's all died out but them, and all the relatives they got are +very distant, and live East and scarcely know 'em. She says the whole +town's been wondering what WOULD become of 'em. The girl had plenty +chances to marry up to a year or so ago, but she was so indifferent +she scared the men off, and the ones that had wanted to went and +married other girls. Gracious! they were lucky! Marry HER? The man +that found himself tied up to THAT girl--" + +"Terrible funny, terrible funny!" said Roscoe, with sarcasm. "It's +so funny I broke a cut-glass decanter and spilled a quart of--" + +"Wait!" she begged. "You'll see. I was sitting by the window a +little while ago, and I saw a big wagon drive up across the street +and some men go into the house. It was too dark to make out much, +and for a minute I got the idea they were moving out--the house +has been foreclosed on, Mrs. Kittersby says. It seemed funny, too, +because I knew that girl was out riding with Bibbs. Well, I thought +I'd see, so I slipped over--and it was their PIANO! They'd sold it +and were trying to sneak it out after dark, so nobody'd catch on!" +Again she gave way to her enjoyment, but resumed, as her husband +seemed about to interrupt the narrative. "Wait a minute, can't you? +The old lady was superintending, and she gave it all away. I sized +her up for one of those old churchy people that tell all kinds of +lies except when it comes to so many words, and then they can't. +She might just as well told me outright! Yes, they'd sold it; and +I hope they'll pay some of their debts. They owe everybody, and last +week a coal-dealer made an awful fuss at the door with Mr. Vertrees. +Their cook told our upstairs girl, and she said she didn't know WHEN +she'd seen any money, herself! Did you ever hear of such a case as +that girl in your LIFE?" + +"What girl? Their cook?" + +"That Vertrees girl! Don't you see they looked on our coming up into +this neighborhood as their last chance? They were just going down and +out, and here bobs up the green, rich Sheridan family! So they doll +the girl up in her old things, made over, and send her out to get a +Sheridan--she's GOT to get one! And she just goes in blind; and she +tries it on first with YOU. You remember, she just plain TOLD you +she was going to mash you, and then she found out you were the married +one, and turned right square around to Jim and carried him off his +feet. Oh, Jim was landed--there's no doubt about THAT! But Jim was +lucky; he didn't live to STAY landed, and it's a good thing for him!" +Sibyl's mirth had vanished, and she spoke with virulent rapidity. +"Well, she couldn't get you, because you were married, and she +couldn't get Jim, because Jim died. And there they were, dead broke! +Do you know what she did? Do you know what she's DOING?" + +"No, I don't," said Roscoe, gruffly. + +Sibyl's voice rose and culminated in a scream of renewed hilarity. +"BIBBS! She waited in the grave-yard, and drove home with him from +JIM'S FUNERAL! Never spoke to him before! Jim wasn't COLD!" + +She rocked herself back and forth upon the divan. "Bibbs!" she +shrieked. "Bibbs! Roscoe, THINK of it! BIBBS!" + +He stared unsympathetically, but her mirth was unabated for all that. +"And yesterday," she continued, between paroxysms--"yesterday she came +out of the house--just as he was passing. She must have been looking +out--waiting for the chance; I saw the old lady watching at the +window! And she got him there last night--to 'PLAY' to him; the +old lady gave that away! And to-day she made him take her out in a +machine! And the cream of it is that they didn't even know whether he +was INSANE or not--they thought maybe he was, but she went after him +just the same! The old lady set herself to pump me about it to-day. +BIBBS! Oh, my Lord! BIBBS!" + +But Roscoe looked grim. "So it's funny to you, is it? It sounds +kind of pitiful to me. I should think it would to a woman, too." + +"Oh, it might," she returned, sobering. "It might, if those people +weren't such frozen-faced smart Alecks. If they'd had the decency +to come down off the perch a little I probably wouldn't think it was +funny, but to see 'em sit up on their pedestal all the time they're +eating dirt--well, I think it's funny! That girl sits up as if she +was Queen Elizabeth, and expects people to wallow on the ground before +her until they get near enough for her to give 'em a good kick with +her old patched shoes--oh, she'd do THAT, all right!--and then she +powders up and goes out to mash--BIBBS SHERIDAN!" + +"Look here," said Roscoe, heavily; "I don't care about that one way +or another. If you're through, I got something I want to talk to you +about. I was going to, that day just before we heard about Jim." + +At this Sibyl stiffened quickly; her eyes became intensely bright. +"What is it?" + +"Well," he began, frowning, "what I was going to say then--" He broke +off, and, becoming conscious that he was still holding the wet napkin +in his hand, threw it pettishly into a corner. "I never expected I'd +have to say anything like this to anybody I MARRIED; but I was going +to ask you what was the matter between you and Lamhorn." + +Sibyl uttered a sharp monosyllable. "Well?" + +"I felt the time had come for me to know about it," he went on. +"You never told me anything--" + +"You never asked," she interposed, curtly. + +"Well, we'd got in a way of not talking much," said Roscoe. "It +looks to me now as if we'd pretty much lost the run of each other +the way a good many people do. I don't say it wasn't my fault. +I was up early and down to work all day, and I'd come home tired +at night, and want to go to bed soon as I'd got the paper read-- +unless there was some good musical show in town. Well, you seemed +all right until here lately, the last month or so, I began to see +something was wrong. I couldn't help seeing it." + +"Wrong?" she said. "What like?" + +"You changed; you didn't look the same. You were all strung up and +excited and fidgety; you got to looking peakid and run down. Now +then, Lamhorn had been going with us a good while, but I noticed +that not long ago you got to picking on him about every little thing +he did; you got to quarreling with him when I was there and when I +wasn't. I could see you'd been quarreling whenever I came in and he +was here." + +"Do you object to that?" asked Sibyl, breathing quickly. + +"Yes--when it injures my wife's health!" he returned, with a quick +lift of his eyes to hers. "You began to run down just about the time +you began falling out with him." He stepped close to her. "See here, +Sibyl, I'm going to know what it means." + +"Oh, you ARE?" she snapped. + +"You're trembling," he said, gravely. + +"Yes. I'm angry enough to do more than tremble, you'll find. Go on!" + +"That was all I was going to say the other day," he said. "I was +going to ask you--" + +"Yes, that was all you were going to say THE OTHER DAY. Yes. What +else have you to say to-night?" + +"To-night," he replied, with grim swiftness, "I want to know why you +keep telephoning him you want to see him since he stopped coming +here." + +She made a long, low sound of comprehension before she said, "And +what else did Edith want you to ask me?" + +"I want to know what you say over the telephone to Lamhorn," he said, +fiercely. + +"Is that all Edith told you to ask me? You saw her when you stopped +in there on your way home this evening, didn't you? Didn't she tell +you then what I said over the telephone to Mr. Lamhorn?" + +"No, she didn't!" he vociferated, his voice growing louder. "She +said, 'You tell your wife to stop telephoning Robert Lamhorn to come +and see her, because he isn't going to do it!' That's what she said! +And I want to know what it means. I intend--" + +A maid appeared at the lower end of the hall. "Dinner is ready," she +said, and, giving the troubled pair one glance, went demurely into +the dining-room. Roscoe disregarded the interruption. + +"I intend to know exactly what has been going on," he declared. +"I mean to know just what--" + +Sibyl jumped up, almost touching him, standing face to face with him. + +"Oh, you DO!" she cried, shrilly. "You mean to know just what's what, +do you? You listen to your sister insinuating ugly things about your +wife, and then you come home making a scene before the servants and +humiliating me in their presence! Do you suppose that Irish girl +didn't hear every word you said? You go in there and eat your dinner +alone! Go on! Go and eat your dinner alone--because I won't eat with +you!" + +And she broke away from the detaining grasp he sought to fasten upon +her, and dashed up the stairway, panting. He heard the door of her +room slam overhead, and the sharp click of the key in the lock. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +At seven o'clock on the last morning of that month, Sheridan, passing +through the upper hall on his way to descend the stairs for breakfast, +found a couple of scribbled sheets of note-paper lying on the floor. +A window had been open in Bibbs's room the evening before; he had left +his note-book on the sill--and the sheets were loose. The door was +open, and when Bibbs came in and closed it, he did not notice that +the two sheets had blown out into the hall. Sheridan recognized the +handwriting and put the sheets in his coat pocket, intending to give +them to George or Jackson for return to the owner, but he forgot and +carried them down-town with him. At noon he found himself alone in +his office, and, having a little leisure, remembered the bits of +manuscript, took them out, and glanced at them. A glance was enough +to reveal that they were not epistolary. Sheridan would not have +read a "private letter" that came into his possession in that way, +though in a "matter of business" he might have felt it his duty +to take advantage of an opportunity afforded in any manner whatsoever. +Having satisfied himself that Bibbs's scribblings were only a sample +of the kind of writing his son preferred to the machine-shop, he +decided, innocently enough, that he would be justified in reading +them. + + It appears that a lady will nod pleasantly upon some windy + generalization of a companion, and will wear the most agreeable + expression of accepting it as the law, and then--days afterward, + when the thing is a mummy to its promulgator--she will inquire out + of a clear sky: "WHY did you say that the people down-town have + nothing in life that a chicken hasn't? What did you mean?" And she + may say it in a manner that makes a sensible reply very difficult + --you will be so full of wonder that she remembered so seriously. + + Yet, what does the rooster lack? He has food and shelter; he is + warm in winter; his wives raise not one fine family for him, but + dozens. He has a clear sky over him; he breathes sweet air; he + walks in his April orchard under a roof of flowers. He must die, + violently perhaps, but quickly. Is Midas's cancer a better way? + The rooster's wives and children must die. Are those of Midas + immortal? His life is shorter than the life of Midas, but Midas's + life is only a sixth as long as that of the Galapagos tortoise. + + The worthy money-worker takes his vacation so that he may refresh + himself anew for the hard work of getting nothing that the rooster + doesn't get. The office-building has an elevator, the rooster + flies up to the bough. Midas has a machine to take him to his work; + the rooster finds his worm underfoot. The "business man" feels + a pressure sometimes, without knowing why, and sits late at wine + after the day's labor; next morning he curses his head because it + interferes with the work--he swears never to relieve that pressure + again. The rooster has no pressure and no wine; this difference is + in his favor. + + The rooster is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. Midas is a dependent; he depends upon the farmer and the + weather. The rooster thinks only of the moment; Midas provides for + to-morrow. What does he provide for to-morrow? Nothing that the + rooster will not have without providing. + + The rooster and the prosperous worker: they are born, they grub, + they love; they grub and love grubbing; they grub and they die. + Neither knows beauty; neither knows knowledge. And after all, when + Midas dies and the rooster dies, there is one thing Midas has had + and rooster has not. Midas has had the excitement of accumulating + what he has grubbed, and that has been his life and his love and + his god. He cannot take that god with him when he dies. I wonder + if the worthy gods are those we can take with us. + + Midas must teach all to be as Midas; the young must be raised in + his religion-- + +The manuscript ended there, and Sheridan was not anxious for more. +He crumpled the sheets into a ball, depositing it (with vigor) in +a waste-basket beside him; then, rising, he consulted a Cyclopedia +of Names, which a book-agent had somehow sold to him years before; +a volume now first put to use for the location of "Midas." Having +read the legend, Sheridan walked up and down the spacious office, +exhaling the breath of contempt. "Dam' fool!" he mumbled. But +this was no new thought, nor was the contrariness of Bibbs's notes +a surpise to him; and presently he dismissed the matter from his +mind. + +He felt very lonely, and this was, daily, his hardest hour. For +a long time he and Jim had lunched together habitually. Roscoe +preferred a club luncheon, but Jim and his father almost always went +to a small restaurant near the Sheridan Building, where they spent +twenty minutes in the consumption of food, and twenty in talk, with +cigars. Jim came for his father every day, at five minutes after +twelve, and Sheridan was again in his office at five minutes before +one. But now that Jim no longer came, Sheridan remained alone in +his office; he had not gone out to lunch since Jim's death, nor did +he have anything sent to him--he fasted until evening. + +It was the time he missed Jim personally the most--the voice and eyes +and handshake, all brisk and alert, all business-like. But these +things were not the keenest in Sheridan's grief; his sense of loss +went far deeper. Roscoe was dependable, a steady old wheel-horse, and +that was a great comfort; but it was in Jim that Sheridan had most +happily perceived his own likeness. Jim was the one who would have +been surest to keep the great property growing greater, year by year. +Sheridan had fallen asleep, night after night, picturing what the +growth would be under Jim. He had believed that Jim was absolutely +certain to be one of the biggest men in the country. Well, it was all +up to Roscoe now! + +That reminded him of a question he had in mind to ask Roscoe. It was +a question Sheridan considered of no present importance, but his wife +had suggested it--though vaguely--and he had meant to speak to Roscoe +about it. However, Roscoe had not come into his father's office for +several days, and when Sheridan had seen his son at home there had +been no opportunity. + +He waited until the greater part of his day's work was over, toward +four o'clock, and then went down to Roscoe's office, which was on a +lower floor. He found several men waiting for business interviews in +an outer room of the series Roscoe occupied; and he supposed that he +would find his son busy with others, and that his question would have +to be postponed, but when he entered the door marked "R. C. Sheridan. +Private," Roscoe was there alone. + +He was sitting with his back to the door, his feet on a window-sill, +and he did not turn as his father opened the door. + +"Some pretty good men out there waitin' to see you, my boy," said +Sheridan. "What's the matter?" + +"Nothing," Roscoe answered indistinctly, not moving. + +"Well, I guess that's all right, too. I let 'em wait sometimes +myself! I just wanted to ask you a question, but I expect it'll +keep, if you're workin' something out in your mind!" + +Roscoe made no reply; and his father, who had turned to the door, +paused with his hand on the knob, staring curiously at the motionless +figure in the chair. Usually the son seemed pleased and eager when +he came to the office. "You're all right, ain't you?" said Sheridan. +"Not sick, are you?" + +"No." + +Sheridan was puzzled; then, abruptly, he decided to ask his question. +"I wanted to talk to you about that young Lamhorn," he said. "I guess +your mother thinks he's comin' to see Edith pretty often, and you +known him longer'n any of us, so--" + +"I won't," said Roscoe, thickly--"I won't say a dam' thing about him!" + +Sheridan uttered an exclamation and walked quickly to a position near +the window where he could see his son's face. Roscoe's eyes were +bloodshot and vacuous; his hair was disordered, his mouth was +distorted, and he was deathly pale. The father stood aghast. + +"By George!" he muttered. "ROSCOE!" + +"My name," said Roscoe. "Can' help that." + +"ROSCOE!" Blank astonishment was Sheridan's first sensation. +Probably nothing in the world could have more amazed his than to find +Roscoe--the steady old wheel-horse--in this condition. "How'd you +GET this way?" he demanded. "You caught cold and took too much for +it?" + +For reply Roscoe laughed hoarsely. "Yeuh! Cold! I been drinkun all +time, lately. Firs' you notice it?" + +"By George!" cried Sheridan. "I THOUGHT I'd smelt it on you a good +deal lately, but I wouldn't 'a' believed you'd take more'n was good +for you. Boh! To see you like a common hog!" + +Roscoe chuckled and threw out his right arm in a meaningless gesture. +"Hog!" he repeated, chuckling. + +"Yes, a hog!" said Sheridan, angrily. "In business hours! I don't +object to anybody's takin' a drink if you wants to, out o' business +hours; nor, if a man keeps his work right up to the scratch, I +wouldn't be the one to baste him if he got good an' drunk once in two, +three years, maybe. It ain't MY way. I let it alone, but I never +believed in forcin' my way on a grown-up son in moral matters. I +guess I was wrong! You think them men out there are waitin' to talk +business with a drunkard? You think you can come to your office and +do business drunk? By George! I wonder how often this has been +happening and me not on to it! I'll have a look over your books +to-morrow, and I'll--" + +Roscoe stumbled to his feet, laughing wildly, and stood swaying, +contriving to hold himself in position by clutching the back of +the heavy chair in which he had been sitting. + +"Hoo--hoorah!" he cried. "'S my principles, too. Be drunkard all +you want to--outside business hours. Don' for Gossake le'n'thing +innerfere business hours! Business! Thassit! You're right, father. +Drink! Die! L'everything go to hell, but DON' let innerfere +business!" + +Sheridan had seized the telephone upon Roscoe's desk, and was calling +his own office, overhead. "Abercrombie? Come down to my son Roscoe's +suite and get rid of some gentlemen that are waitin' there to see him +in room two-fourteen. There's Maples and Schirmer and a couple o' +fellows on the Kinsey business. Tell 'em something's come up I have +to go over with Roscoe, and tell 'em to come back day after to-morrow +at two. You needn't come in to let me know they're gone; we don't +want to be disturbed. Tell Pauly to call my house and send Claus down +here with a closed car. We may have to go out. Tell him to hustle, +and call me at Roscoe's room as soon as the car gets here. 'T's all!" + +Roscoe had laughed bitterly throughout this monologue. "Drunk in +business hours! Thass awf'l! Mus'n' do such thing! Mus'n' get +drunk, mus'n' gamble, mus'n' kill 'nybody--not in business hours! +All right any other time. Kill 'nybody you want to--'s long 'tain't +in business hours! Fine! Mus'n' have any trouble 't'll innerfere +business. Keep your trouble 't home. Don' bring it to th' office. +Might innerfere business! Have funerals on Sunday--might innerfere +business! Don' let your wife innerfere business! Keep all, all, ALL +your trouble an' your meanness, an' your trad--your tradegy--keep 'em +ALL for home use! If you got die, go on die 't home--don' die round +th' office! Might innerfere business!" + +Sheridan picked up a newspaper from Roscoe's desk, and sat down with +his back to his son, affecting to read. Roscoe seemed to be unaware +of his father's significant posture. + +"You know wh' I think?" he went on. "I think Bibbs only one the +fam'ly any 'telligence at all. Won' work, an' di'n' get married. +Jim worked, an' he got killed. I worked, an' I got married. Look +at me! Jus' look at me, I ask you. Fine 'dustriss young business +man. Look whass happen' to me! Fine!" He lifted his hand from +the sustaining chair in a deplorable gesture, and, immediately +losing his balance, fell across the chair and caromed to the floor +with a crash, remaining prostrate for several minutes, during which +Sheridan did not relax his apparent attention to the newspaper. +He did not even look round at the sound of Roscoe's fall. + +Roscoe slowly climbed to an upright position, pulling himself up +by holding to the chair. He was slightly sobered outwardly, having +progressed in the prostrate interval to a state of befuddlement less +volatile. He rubbed his dazed eyes with the back of his left hand. + +"What--what you ask me while ago?" he said. + +"Nothin'." + +"Yes, you did. What--what was it?" + +"Nothin'. You better sit down." + +"You ask' me what I thought about Lamhorn. You did ask me that. +Well, I won't tell you. I won't say dam' word 'bout him!" + +The telephone-bell tinkled. Sheridan placed the receiver to his ear +and said, "Right down." Then he got Roscoe's coat and hat from a +closet and brought them to his son. "Get into this coat," he said. +"You're goin' home." + +"All ri'," Roscoe murmured, obediently. + +They went out into the main hall by a side door, not passing through +the outer office; and Sheridan waited for an empty elevator, stopped +it, and told the operator to take on no more passengers until they +reached the ground floor. Roscoe walked out of the building and got +into the automobile without lurching, and twenty minutes later walked +into his own house in the same manner, neither he nor his father +having spoken a word in the interval. + +Sheridan did not go in with him; he went home, and to his own room +without meeting any of his family. But as he passed Bibbs's door he +heard from within the sound of a cheerful young voice humming jubilant +fragments of song: + + WHO looks a mustang in the eye?... + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound. + And away--and away! + Hi-yay! + +It was the first time in Sheridan's life that he had ever detected any +musical symptom whatever in Bibbs--he had never even heard him whistle +--and it seemed the last touch of irony that the useless fool should +be merry to-day. + +To Sheridan it was Tom o' Bedlam singing while the house burned; and +he did not tarry to enjoy the melody, but went into his own room and +locked the door. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +He emerged only upon a second summons to dinner, two hours later, and +came to the table so white and silent that his wife made her anxiety +manifest and was but partially reassured by his explanation that his +lunch had "disagreed" with him a little. + +Presently, however, he spoke effectively. Bibbs, whose appetite had +become hearty, was helping himself to a second breast of capon from +white-jacket's salver. "Here's another difference between Midas and +chicken," Sheridan remarked, grimly. "Midas can eat rooster, but +rooster can't eat Midas. I reckon you overlooked that. Midas looks +to me like he had the advantage there." + +Bibbs retained enough presence of mind to transfer the capon breast to +his plate without dropping it and to respond, "Yes--he crows over it." + +Having returned his antagonists's fire in this fashion, he blushed-- +for he could blush distinctly now--and his mother looked upon him with +pleasure, thought the reference to Midas and roosters was of course +jargon to her. "Did you ever see anybody improve the way that child +has!" she exclaimed. "I declare, Bibbs, sometimes lately you look +right handsome!" + +"He's got to be such a gadabout," Edith giggled. + +"I found something of his on the floor up-stairs this morning, before +anybody was up," said Sheridan. "I reckon if people lose things in +this house and expect to get 'em back, they better get up as soon as +I do." + +"What was it he lost?" asked Edith. + +"He knows!" her father returned. "Seems to me like I forgot to bring +it home with me. I looked it over--thought probably it was something +pretty important, belongin' to a busy man like him." He affected to +search his pockets. "What DID I do with it, now? Oh yes! Seems to +me like I remember leavin' it down at the office--in the waste- +basket." + +"Good place for it," Bibbs murmured, still red. + +Sheridan gave him a grin. "Perhaps pretty soon you'll be gettin' up +early enough to find things before I do!" + +It was a threat, and Bibbs repeated the substance of it, later in the +evening, to Mary Vertrees--they had come to know each other that well. + +"My time's here at last," he said, as they sat together in the +melancholy gas-light of the room which had been denuded of its piano. +That removal had left an emptiness so distressing to Mr. and Mrs. +Vertrees that neither of them had crossed the threshold since the dark +day; but the gas-light, though from a single jet, shed no melancholy +upon Bibbs, nor could any room seem bare that knew the glowing +presence of Mary. He spoke lightly, not sadly. + +"Yes, it's come. I've shirked and put off, but I can't shirk and put +off any longer. It's really my part to go to him--at least it would +save my face. He means what he says, and the time's come to serve my +sentence. Hard labor for life, I think." + +Mary shook her head. "I don't think so. He's too kind." + +"You think my father's KIND?" And Bibbs stared at her. + +"Yes. I'm sure of it. I've felt that he has a great, brave heart. +It's only that he has to be kind in his own way--because he can't +understand any other way." + +"Ah yes," said Bibbs. "If that's what you mean by 'kind'!" + +She looked at him gravely, earnest concern in her friendly eyes. +"It's going to be pretty hard for you, isn't it?" + +"Oh--self-pity!" he returned, smiling. "This has been just the last +flicker of revolt. Nobody minds work if he likes the kind of work. +There'd be no loafers in the world if each man found the thing that +he could do best; but the only work I happen to want to do is useless +--so I have to give it up. To-morrow I'll be a day-laborer." + +"What is it like--exactly?" + +"I get up at six," he said. "I have a lunch-basket to carry with me, +which is aristocratic and no advantage. The other workmen have tin +buckets, and tin buckets are better. I leave the house at six-thirty, +and I'm at work in my overalls at seven. I have an hour off at noon, +and work again from one till five." + +"But the work itself?" + +"It wasn't muscularly exhausting--not at all. They couldn't give me +a heavier job because I wasn't good enough." + +"But what will you do? I want to know." + +"When I left," said Bibbs, "I was 'on' what they call over there +a 'clipping-machine,' in one of the 'by-products' departments, and +that's what I'll be sent back to." + +"But what is it?" she insisted. + +Bibbs explained. "It's very simple and very easy. I feed long strips +of zinc into a pair of steel jaws, and the jaws bite the zinc into +little circles. All I have to do is to see that the strip goes into +the jaws at a certain angle--and yet I was a very bad hand at it." + +He had kept his voice cheerful as he spoke, but he had grown a shade +paler, and there was a latent anguish deep in his eyes. He may have +known it and wished her not to see it, for he turned away. + +"You do that all day long?" she asked, and as he nodded, "It seems +incredible!" she exclaimed. "YOU feeding a strip of zinc into a +machine nine hours a day! No wonder--" She broke off, and then, +after a keen glance at his face, she said: "I should think you WOULD +have been a 'bad hand at it'!" + +He laughed ruefully. "I think it's the noise, though I'm ashamed to +say it. You see, it's a very powerful machine, and there's a sort of +rhythmical crashing--a crash every time the jaws bite off a circle." + +"How often is that?" + +"The thing should make about sixty-eight disks a minute--a little more +than one a second." + +"And you're close to it?" + +"Oh, the workman has to sit in its lap," he said, turning to her more +gaily. "The others don't mind. You see, it's something wrong with +me. I have an idiotic way of flinching from the confounded thing--I +flinch and duck a little every time the crash comes, and I couldn't +get over it. I was a treat to the other workmen in that room; they'll +be glad to see me back. They used to laugh at me all day long." + +Mary's gaze was averted from Bibbs now; she sat with her elbow resting +on the arm of the chair, her lifted hand pressed against her cheek. +She was staring at the wall, and her eyes had a burning brightness in +them. + +"It doesn't seem possible any one could do that to you," she said, in +a low voice. "No. He's not kind. He ought to be proud to help you +to the leisure to write books; it should be his greatest privilege to +have them published for you--" + +"Can't you SEE him?" Bibbs interrupted, a faint ripple of hilarity in +his voice. "If he could understand what you're saying--and if you can +imagine his taking such a notion, he'd have had R. T. Bloss put up +posters all over the country: 'Read B. Sheridan. Read the Poet with +a Punch!' No. It's just as well he never got the--But what's the +use? I've never written anything worth printing, and I never shall." + +"You could!" she said. + +"That's because you've never seen the poor little things I've tried +to do." + +"You wouldn't let me, but I KNOW you could! Ah, it's a pity!" + +"It isn't," said BIBBS, honestly. "I never could--but you're the +kindest lady in this world, Miss Vertrees." + +She gave him a flashing glance, and it was as kind as he said she was. +"That sounds wrong," she said, impulsively. "I mean 'Miss Vertrees.' +I've thought of you by your first name ever since I met you. Wouldn't +you rather call me 'Mary'?" + +Bibbs was dazzled; he drew a long, deep breath and did not speak. + +"Wouldn't you?" she asked, without a trace of coquetry. + +"If I CAN!" he said, in a low voice. + +"Ah, that's very pretty!" she laughed. "You're such an honest person, +it's pleasant to have you gallant sometimes, by way of variety." +She became grave again immediately. "I hear myself laughing as if +it were some one else. It sounds like laughter on the eve of a great +calamity." She got up restlessly, crossed the room and leaned against +the wall, facing him. "You've GOT to go back to that place?" + +He nodded. + +"And the other time you did it--" + +"Just over it," said Bibbs. "Two years. But I don't mind the +prospect of a repetition so much as--" + +"So much as what?" she prompted, as he stopped. + +Bibbs looked up at her shyly. "I want to say it, but--but I come +to a dead balk when I try. I--" + +"Go on. Say it, whatever it is," she bade him. "You wouldn't know +how to say anything I shouldn't like." + +"I doubt if you'd either like or dislike what I want to say," he +returned, moving uncomfortably in his chair and looking at his feet-- +he seemed to feel awkward, thoroughly. "You see, all my life--until +I met you--if I ever felt like saying anything, I wrote it instead. +Saying things is a new trick for me, and this--well, it's just this: +I used to feel as if I hadn't ever had any sort of a life at all. I'd +never been of use to anything or anybody, and I'd never had anything, +myself, except a kind of haphazard thinking. But now it's different-- +I'm still of no use to anybody, and I don't see any prospect of being +useful, but I have had something for myself. I've had a beautiful +and happy experience, and it makes my life seem to be--I mean I'm +glad I've lived it! That's all; it's your letting me be near you +sometimes, as you have, this strange, beautiful, happy little while!" + +He did not once look up, and reached silence, at the end of what he +had to say, with his eyes still awkwardly regarding his feet. She did +not speak, but a soft rustling of her garments let him know that she +had gone back to her chair again. The house was still; the shabby +old room was so quiet that the sound of a creaking in the wall seemed +sharp and loud. + +And yet, when Mary spoke at last, her voice was barely audible. +"If you think it has been--happy--to be friends with me--you'd want +to--to make it last." + +"Yes," said Bibbs, as faintly. + +"You'd want to go on being my friend as long as we live, wouldn't +you?" + +"Yes," he gulped. + +"But you make that kind of speech to me because you think it's over." + +He tried to evade her. "Oh, a day-laborer can't come in his +overalls--" + +"No," she interrupted, with a sudden sharpness. "You said what you +did because you think the shop's going to kill you." + +"No, no!" + +"Yes, you do think that!" She rose to her feet again and came and +stood before him. "Or you think it's going to send you back to the +sanitarium. Don't deny it, Bibbs. There! See how easily I call you +that! You see I'm a friend, or I couldn't do it. Well, if you meant +what you said--and you did mean it, I know it!--you're not going to go +back to the sanitarium. The shop sha'n't hurt you. It sha'n't!" + +And now Bibbs looked up. She stood before him, straight and tall, +splendid in generous strength, her eyes shining and wet. + +"If I mean THAT much to you," she cried, "they can't harm you! Go +back to the shop--but come to me when your day's work is done. Let +the machines crash their sixty-eight times a minute, but remember +each crash that deafens you is that much nearer the evening and me!" + +He stumbled to his feet. "You say--" he gasped. + +"Every evening, dear Bibbs!" + +He could only stare, bewildered. + +"EVERY evening. I want you. They sha'n't hurt you again!" And she +held out her hand to him; it was strong and warm in his tremulous +clasp. "If I could, I'd go and feed the strips of zinc to the machine +with you," she said. "But all day long I'll send my thoughts to you. +You must keep remembering that your friend stands beside you. And +when the work is done--won't the night make up for the day?" + +Light seemed to glow from her; he was blinded by that radiance of +kindness. But all he could say was, huskily, "To think you're there +--with me--standing beside the old zinc-eater--" + +And they laughed and looked at each other, and at last Bibbs found +what it meant not to be alone in the world. He had a friend. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +When he came into the New House, a few minutes later, he found his +father sitting alone by the library fire. Bibbs went in and stood +before him. "I'm cured, father," he said. "When do I go back to +the shop? I'm ready." + +The desolate and grim old man did not relax. "I was sittin' up to +give you a last chance to say something like that. I reckon it's +about time! I just wanted to see if you'd have manhood enough not +to make me take you over there by the collar. Last night I made up +my mind I'd give you just one more day. Well, you got to it before +I did--pretty close to the eleventh hour! All right. Start in +to-morrow. It's the first o' the month. Think you can get up in +time?" + +"Six o'clock," Bibbs responded, briskly. "And I want to tell you-- +I'm going in a 'cheerful spirit.' As you said, I'll go and I'll +'like it'!" + +"That's YOUR lookout!" his father grunted. "They'll put you back on +the clippin'-machine. You get nine dollars a week." + +"More than I'm worth, too," said Bibbs, cheerily. "That reminds me, +I didn't mean YOU by 'Midas' in that nonsense I'd been writing. I +meant--" + +"Makes a hell of a lot o' difference what you meant!" + +"I just wanted you to know. Good night, father." + +"G'night!" + +The sound of the young man's footsteps ascending the stairs became +inaudible, and the house was quiet. But presently, as Sheridan sat +staring angrily at the fire, the shuffling of a pair of slippers +could be heard descending, and Mrs. Sheridan made her appearance, +her oblique expression and the state of her toilette being those of +a person who, after trying unsuccessfully to sleep on one side, has +got up to look for burglars. + +"Papa!" she exclaimed, drowsily. "Why'n't you go to bed? It must be +goin' on 'leven o'clock!" + +She yawned, and seated herself near him, stretching out her hands to +the fire. "What's the matter?" she asked, sleep and anxiety striving +sluggishly with each other in her voice. "I knew you were worried all +dinner-time. You got something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' +taken away like he was. What's worryin' you now, papa?" + +"Nothin'." + +She jeered feebly. "N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs, didn't +you?" + +"He starts in at the shop again to-morrow morning," said Sheridan. + +"Just the same as he did before?" + +"Just pre-CISELY!" + +"How--how long you goin' to keep him at it, papa?" she asked, timidly. + +"Until he KNOWS something!" The unhappy man struck his palms +together, then got to his feet and began to pace the room, as was his +wont when he talked. "He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn +to tend properly in the six months he was there, and he'll stick to it +till he DOES learn it! Do you suppose that lummix ever asked himself +WHY I want him to learn it? No! And I ain't a-goin' to tell him, +either! When he went there I had 'em set him on the simplest machine +we got--and he stuck there! How much prospect would there be of his +learnin' to run the whole business if he can't run the easiest machine +in it? I sent him there to make him THOROUGH. And what happened? He +didn't LIKE it! That boy's whole life, there's been a settin' up o' +something mulish that's against everything I want him to do. I don't +know what it is, but it's got to be worked out of him. Now, labor +ain't any more a simple question than what it was when we were young. +My idea is that, outside o' union troubles, the man that can manage +workin'-men is the man that's been one himself. Well, I set Bibbs +to learn the men and to learn the business, and HE set himself to balk +on the first job! That's what he did, and the balk's lasted close on +to three years. If he balks again I'm just done with him! Sometimes +I feel like I was pretty near done with everything, anyhow!" + +"I knew there was something else," said Mrs. Sheridan, blinking over +a yawn. "You better let it go till to-morrow and get to bed now-- +'less you'll tell me?" + +"Suppose something happened to Roscoe," he said. "THEN what'd I +have to look forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things +together? A lummix! A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip +o' zinc along a groove!" + +"Roscoe?" she yawned. "You needn't worry about Roscoe, papa. He's +the strongest child we had. I never did know anybody keep better +health than he does. I don't believe he's even had a cold in five +years. You better go up to bed, papa." + +"Suppose something DID happen to him, though. You don't know what it +means, keepin' property together these days--just keepin' it ALIVE, +let alone makin' it grow the way I do. I've seen too many estates +hacked away in chunks, big and little. I tell you when a man dies the +wolves come out o' the woods, pack after pack, to see what they can +tear off for themselves; and if that dead man's chuldern ain't on the +job, night and day, everything he built'll get carried off. Carried +off? I've seen a big fortune behave like an ash-barrel in a cyclone-- +there wasn't even a dust-heap left to tell where it stood! I've seen +it, time and again. My Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to +ME! It don't seem like I deserved it--no man ever tried harder to +raise his boys right than I have. I planned and planned and planned +how to bring 'em up to be guards to drive the wolves off, and how to +be builders to build, and build bigger. I tell you this business life +is no fool's job nowadays--a man's got to have eyes in the back of his +head. You hear talk, sometimes, 'd make you think the millennium had +come--but right the next breath you'll hear somebody hollerin' about +'the great unrest.' You BET there's a 'great unrest'! There ain't +any man alive smart enough to see what it's goin' to do to us in the +end, nor what day it's got set to bust loose, but it's frothin' and +bubblin' in the boiler. This country's been fillin' up with it from +all over the world for a good many years, and the old camp-meetin' +days are dead and done with. Church ain't what it used to be. +Nothin's what it used to be--everything's turned up from the bottom, +and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the air. There's an +awful ruction goin' on, and you got to keep hoppin' if you're goin' to +keep your balance on the top of it. And the schemers! They run like +bugs on the bottom of a board--after any piece o' money they hear is +loose. Fool schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most +and the worst! You got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made +it. And the woods are full o' mighty industrious men that's got only +one motto: 'Get the other fellow's money before he gets yours!' And +when a man's built as I have, when he's built good and strong, and +made good things grow and prosper--THOSE are the fellows that lay for +the chance to slide in and sneak the benefit of it and put their names +to it! And what's the use of my havin' ever been born, if such a +thing as that is goin' to happen? What's the use of my havin' worked +my life and soul into my business, if it's all goin' to be dispersed +and scattered soon as I'm in the ground?" + +He strode up and down the long room, gesticulating--little regarding +the troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside. His throat rumbled +thunderously; the words came with stormy bitterness. "You think this +is a time for young men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there +never was such a time before; there never was such opportunity. The +sluggard is despoiled while he sleeps--yes, by George! if a man lays +down they'll eat him before he wakes!--but the live man can build +straight up till he touches the sky! This is the business man's day; +it used to be the soldier's day and the statesman's day, but this is +OURS! And it ain't a Sunday to go fishin'--it's turmoil! turmoil!-- +and you got to go out and live it and breathe it and MAKE it yourself, +or you'll only be a dead man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive. +And that's what my son Bibbs has been doin' all his life, and what +he'd rather do now than go out and do his part by me. And if anything +happens to Roscoe--" + +"Oh, do stop worryin' over such nonsense," Mrs. Sheridan interrupted, +irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment. "There isn't +anything goin' to happen to Roscoe, and you're just tormentin' +yourself about nothin'. Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?" + +Sheridan halted. "All right, mamma," he said, with a vast sigh. +"Let's go up." And he snapped off the electric light, leaving +only the rosy glow of the fire. + +"Did you speak to Roscoe?" she yawned, rising lopsidedly in her +drowsiness. "Did you mention about what I told you the other +evening?" + +"No. I will to-morrow." + + +But Roscoe did not come down-town the next day, nor the next; nor did +Sheridan see fit to enter his son's house. He waited. Then, on the +fourth day of the month, Roscoe walked into his father's office at +nine in the morning, when Sheridan happened to be alone. + +"They told me down-stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me." + +"Sit down," said Sheridan, rising. + +Roscoe sat. His father walked close to him, sniffed suspiciously, +and then walked away, smiling bitterly. "Boh!" he exclaimed. +"Still at it!" + +"Yes," said Roscoe. "I've had a couple of drinks this morning. +What about it?" + +"I reckon I better adopt some decent young man," his father returned. +"I'd bring Bibbs up here and put him in your place if he was fit. I +would!" + +"Better do it," Roscoe assented, sullenly. + +"When'd you begin this thing?" + +"I always did drink a little. Ever since I grew up, that is." + +"Leave that talk out! You know what I mean." + +"Well, I don't know as I ever had too much in office hours--until +the other day." + +Sheridan began cutting. "It's a lie. I've had Ray Wills up from your +office. He didn't want to give you away, but I put the hooks into +him, and he came through. You were drunk twice before and couldn't +work. You been leavin' your office for drinks every few hours for the +last three weeks. I been over your books. Your office is way behind. +You haven't done any work, to count, in a month." + +"All right," said Roscoe, drooping under the torture. "It's all +true." + +"What you goin' to do about it?" + +Roscoe's head was sunk between his shoulders. "I can't stand very +much talk about it, father," he said, pleadingly. + +"No!" Sheridan cried. "Neither can I! What do you think it means to +ME?" He dropped into the chair at his big desk, groaning. "I can't +stand to talk about it any more'n you can to listen, but I'm goin' to +find out what's the matter with you, and I'm goin' to straighten you +out!" + +Roscoe shook his head helplessly. + +"You can't straighten me out." + +"See here!" said Sheridan. "Can you go back to your office and stay +sober to-day, while I get my work done, or will I have to hire a +couple o' huskies to follow you around and knock the whiskey out +o' your hand if they see you tryin' to take it?" + +"You needn't worry about that," said Roscoe, looking up with a faint +resentment. "I'm not drinking because I've got a thirst." + +"Well, what have you got?" + +"Nothing. Nothing you can do anything about. Nothing, I tell you." + +"We'll see about that!" said Sheridan, harshly. "Now I can't fool +with you to-day, and you get up out o' that chair and get out o' my +office. You bring your wife to dinner to-morrow. You didn't come +last Sunday--but you come to-morrow. I'll talk this out with you when +the women-folks are workin' the phonograph, after dinner. Can you +keep sober till then? You better be sure, because I'm going to send +Abercrombie down to your office every little while, and he'll let me +know." + +Roscoe paused at the door. "You told Abercrombie about it?" he asked. + +"TOLD him!" And Sheridan laughed hideously. "Do you suppose there's +an elevator-boy in the whole dam' building that ain't on to you?" + +Roscoe settled his hat down over his eyes and went out. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + "WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Changety, chang, chang! Bash! Crash! BANG!" + +So sang Bibbs, his musical gaieties inaudible to his fellow-workmen +because of the noise of the machinery. He had discovered long ago +that the uproar was rhythmical, and it had been intolerable; but now, +on the afternoon of the fourth day of his return, he was accompanying +the swing and clash of the metals with jubilant vaquero fragments, +mingling improvisations of his own among them, and mocking the +zinc-eater's crash with vocal imitations: + + Fearless and bold, + Chang! Bash! Behold! + With a leap from the ground + To the saddle in a bound, + And away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + WHO looks a chang, chang, bash, crash, bang! + WHO cares a dash how you bash and you crash? + NIGHT'S on the way + EACH time I say, + Hi-YAY! + Crash, chang! Bash, chang! Chang, bang, BANG! + +The long room was ceaselessly thundering with metallic sound; the +air was thick with the smell of oil; the floor trembled perpetually; +everything was implacably in motion--nowhere was there a rest for the +dizzied eye. The first time he had entered the place Bibbs had become +dizzy instantly, and six months of it had only added increasing nausea +to faintness. But he felt neither now. "ALL DAY LONG I'LL SEND MY +THOUGHTS TO YOU. YOU MUST KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR FRIEND STANDS +BESIDE YOU." He saw her there beside him, and the greasy, roaring +place became suffused with radiance. The poet was happy in his +machine-shop; he was still a poet there. And he fed his old +zinc-eater, and sang: + + Away--and away! + Hi-YAY! + Crash, bash, crash, bash, CHANG! + Wild are his eyes, + Fiercely he dies! + Hi-YAH! + Crash, bash, bang! Bash, CHANG! + Ready to fling + Our gloves in the ring-- + +He was unaware of a sensation that passed along the lines of workmen. +Their great master had come among them, and they grinned to see him +standing with Dr. Gurney behind the unconscious Bibbs. Sheridan +nodded to those nearest him--he had personal acquaintance with nearly +all of them--but he kept his attention upon his son. Bibbs worked +steadily, never turning from his machine. Now and then he varied his +musical programme with remarks addressed to the zinc-eater. + +"Go on, you old crash-basher! Chew it up! It's good for you, if you +don't try to bolt your vittles. Fletcherize, you pig! That's right +--YOU'LL never get a lump in your gizzard. Want some more? Here's +a nice, shiny one." + +The words were indistinguishable, but Sheridan inclined his head to +Gurney's ear and shouted fiercely: "Talkin' to himself! By George!" + +Gurney laughed reassuringly, and shook his head. + +Bibbs returned to song: + + Chang! Chang, bash, chang! It's I! + WHO looks a mustang in the eye? + Fearless and bo-- + +His father grasped him by the arm. "Here!" he shouted. "Let ME show +you how to run a strip through there. The foreman says you're some +better'n you used to be, but that's no way to handle--Get out the way +and let me show you once." + +"Better be careful," Bibbs warned him, stepping to one side. + +"Careful? Boh!" Sheridan seized a strip of zinc from the box. +"What you talkin' to yourself about? Tryin' to make yourself think +you're so abused you're goin' wrong in the head?" + +"'Abused'? No!" shouted Bibbs. "I was SINGING--because I 'like it'! +I told you I'd come back and 'like it.'" + +Sheridan may not have understood. At all events, he made no reply, +but began to run the strip of zinc through the machine. He did it +awkwardly--and with bad results. + +"Here!" he shouted. "This is the way. Watch how I do it. There's +nothin' to it, if you put your mind on it." By his own showing then +his mind was not upon it. He continued to talk. "All you got to look +out for is to keep it pressed over to--" + +"Don't run your hand up with it," Bibbs vociferated, leaning toward +him. + +"Run nothin'! You GOT to--" + +"Look out!" shouted Bibbs and Gurney together, and they both sprang +forward. But Sheridan's right hand had followed the strip too far, +and the zinc-eater had bitten off the tips of the first and second +fingers. He swore vehemently, and wrung his hand, sending a shower +of red drops over himself and Bibbs, but Gurney grasped his wrist, +and said, sharply: + +"Come out of here. Come over to the lavatory in the office. Bibbs, +fetch my bag. It's in my machine, outside." + +And when Bibbs brought the bag to the washroom he found the doctor +still grasping Sheridan's wrist, holding the injured hand over a +basin. Sheridan had lost color, and temper, too. He glared over +his shoulder at his son as the latter handed the bag to Gurney. + +"You go on back to your work," he said. "I've had worse snips than +that from a pencil-sharpener." + +"Oh no, you haven't!" said Gurney. + +"I have, too!" Sheridan retorted, angrily. "Bibbs, you go on back +to your work. There's no reason to stand around here watchin' ole +Doc Gurney tryin' to keep himself awake workin' on a scratch that +only needs a little court-plaster. I slipped, or it wouldn't +happened. You get back on your job." + +"All right," said Bibbs. + +"HERE!" Sheridan bellowed, as his son was passing out of the door. +"You watch out when you're runnin' that machine! You hear what I say? +I slipped, or I wouldn't got scratched, but you--YOU'RE liable to get +your whole hand cut off! You keep your eyes open!" + +"Yes, sir." And Bibbs returned to the zinc-eater thoughtfully. + +Half an hour later, Gurney touched him on the shoulder and beckoned +him outside, where conversation was possible. "I sent him home, +Bibbs. He'll have to be careful of that hand. Go get your overalls +off. I'll take you for a drive and leave you at home." + +"Can't," said Bibbs. "Got to stick to my job till the whistle blows." + +"No, you don't," the doctor returned, smothering a yawn. "He wants +me to take you down to my office and give you an overhauling to see +how much harm these four days on the machine have done you. I guess +you folks have got that old man pretty thoroughly upset, between you, +up at your house! But I don't need to go over you. I can see with +my eyes half shut--" + +"Yes," Bibbs interrupted, "that's what they are." + +"I say I can see you're starting out, at least, in good shape. +What's made the difference?" + +"I like the machine," said Bibbs. "I've made a friend of it. +I serenade it and talk to it, and then it talks back to me." + +"Indeed, indeed? What does it say?" + +"What I want to hear." + +"Well, well!" The doctor stretched himself and stamped his foot +repeatedly. "Better come along and take a drive with me. You can +take the time off that he allowed for the examination, and--" + +"Not at all," said Bibbs. "I'm going to stand by my old zinc-eater +till five o'clock. I tell you I LIKE it!" + +"Then I suppose that's the end of your wanting to write." + +"I don't know about that," Bibbs said, thoughtfully; "but the zinc- +eater doesn't interfere with my thinking, at least. It's better than +being in business; I'm sure of that. I don't want anything to change. +I'd be content to lead just the life I'm leading now to the end of my +days." + +"You do beat the devil!" exclaimed Gurney. "Your father's right when +he tells me you're a mystery. Perhaps the Almighty knew what He was +doing when He made you, but it takes a lot of faith to believe it! +Well, I'm off. Go on back to your murdering old machine." He climbed +into his car, which he operated himself, but he refrained from setting +it immediately in motion. "Well, I rubbed it in on the old man that +you had warned him not to slide his hand along too far, and that he +got hurt because he didn't pay attention to your warning, and because +he was trying to show you how to do something you were already doing a +great deal better than he could. You tell him I'll be around to look +at it and change the dressing to-morrow morning. Good-by." + +But when he paid the promised visit, the next morning, he did more +than change the dressing upon the damaged hand. The injury was severe +of its kind, and Gurney spent a long time over it, though Sheridan was +rebellious and scornful, being brought to a degree of tractability +only by means of horrible threats and talk of amputation. However, +he appeared at the dinner-table with his hand supported in a sling, +which he seemed to regard as an indignity, while the natural inquiries +upon the subject evidently struck him as deliberate insults. Mrs. +Sheridan, having been unable to contain her solicitude several times +during the day, and having been checked each time in a manner that +blanched her cheek, hastened to warn Roscoe and Sibyl, upon their +arrival at five, to omit any reference to the injury and to avoid +even looking at the sling if they possibly could. + +The Sheridans dined on Sundays at five. Sibyl had taken pains not to +arrive either before or after the hand was precisely on the hour; and +the members of the family were all seated at the table within two +minutes after she and Roscoe had entered the house. + +It was a glum gathering, overhung with portents. The air seemed +charged, awaiting any tiny ignition to explode; and Mrs. Sheridan's +expression, as she sat with her eyes fixed almost continually upon +her husband, was that of a person engaged in prayer. Edith was pale +and intent. Roscoe looked ill; Sibyl looked ill; and Sheridan looked +both ill and explosive. Bibbs had more color than any of these, and +there was a strange brightness, like a light, upon his face. It was +curious to see anything so happy in the tense gloom of that household. + +Edith ate little, but gazed nearly all the time at her plate. She +never once looked at Sibyl, though Sibyl now and then gave her a quick +glance, heavily charged, and then looked away. Roscoe ate nothing, +and, like Edith, kept his eyes upon his plate and made believe to +occupy himself with the viands thereon, loading his fork frequently, +but not lifting it to his mouth. He did not once look at his father, +though his father gazed heavily at him most of the time. And between +Edith and Sibyl, and between Roscoe and his father, some bitter +wireless communication seemed continually to be taking place +throughout the long silences prevailing during this enlivening +ceremony of Sabbath refection. + +"Didn't you go to church this morning, Bibbs?" his mother asked, +in the effort to break up one of those ghastly intervals. + +"What did you say, mother?" + +"Didn't you go to church this morning?" + +"I think so," he answered, as from a roseate trance. + +"You THINK so! Don't you know?" + +"Oh yes. Yes, I went to church!" + +"Which one?" + +"Just down the street. It's brick." + +"What was the sermon about?" + +"What, mother?" + +"Can't you hear me?" she cried. "I asked you what the sermon was +about?" + +He roused himself. "I think it was about--" He frowned, seeming to +concentrate his will to recollect. "I think it was about something +in the Bible." + +White-jacket George was glad of an opportunity to leave the room and +lean upon Mist' Jackson's shoulder in the pantry. "He don't know +they WAS any suhmon!" he concluded, having narrated the dining-room +dialogue. "All he know is he was with 'at lady lives nex' do'!" +George was right. + +"Did you go to church all by yourself, Bibbs?" Sibyl asked. + +"No," he answered. "No, I didn't go alone." + +"Oh?" Sibyl gave the ejaculation an upward twist, as of mocking +inquiry, and followed it by another, expressive of hilarious +comprehension. "OH!" + +Bibbs looked at her studiously, but she spoke no further. And that +completed the conversation at the lugubrious feast. + +Coffee came finally, was disposed of quickly, and the party dispersed +to other parts of the house. Bibbs followed his father and Roscoe +into the library, but was not well received. + +"YOU go and listen to the phonograph with the women-folks," Sheridan +commanded. + +Bibbs retreated. "Sometimes you do seem to be a hard sort of man!" +he said. + +However, he went obediently to the gilt-and-brocade room in which his +mother and his sister and his sister-in-law had helplessly withdrawn, +according to their Sabbatical custom. Edith sat in a corner, tapping +her feet together and looking at them; Sibyl sat in the center of the +room, examining a brooch which she had detached from her throat; and +Mrs. Sheridan was looking over a collection of records consisting +exclusively of Caruso and rag-time. She selected one of the latter, +remarking that she thought it "right pretty," and followed it with one +of the former and the same remark. + +As the second reached its conclusion, George appeared in the broad +doorway, seeming to have an errand there, but he did not speak. +Instead, he favored Edith with a benevolent smile, and she immediately +left the room, George stepping aside for her to precede him, and +then disappearing after her in the hall with an air of successful +diplomacy. He made it perfectly clear that Edith had given him secret +instructions and that it had been his pride and pleasure to fulfil +them to the letter. + +Sibyl stiffened in her chair; her lips parted, and she watched with +curious eyes the vanishing back of the white jacket. + +"What's that?" she asked, in a low voice, but sharply. + +"Here's another right pretty record," said Mrs. Sheridan, affecting-- +with patent nervousness--not to hear. And she unloosed the music. + +Sibyl bit her lip and began to tap her chin with the brooch. After +a little while she turned to Bibbs, who reposed at half-length in +a gold chair, with his eyes closed. + +"Where did Edith go?" she asked, curiously. + +"Edith?" he repeated, opening his eyes blankly. "Is she gone?" + +Sibyl got up and stood in the doorway. She leaned against the casing, +still tapping her chin with the brooch. Her eyes were dilating; she +was suddenly at high tension, and her expression had become one of +sharp excitement. She listened intently. + +When the record was spun out she could hear Sheridan rumbling in the +library, during the ensuing silence, and Roscoe's voice, querulous and +husky: "I won't say anything at all. I tell you, you might just as +well let me alone!" + +But there were other sounds: a rustling and murmur, whispering, low +protesting cadences in a male voice. And as Mrs. Sheridan started +another record, a sudden, vital resolve leaped like fire in the eyes +of Sibyl. She walked down the hall and straight into the smoking-room. + +Lamhorn and Edith both sprang to their feet, separating. Edith became +instantly deathly white with a rage that set her shaking from head to +foot, and Lamhorn stuttered as he tried to speak. + +But Edith's shaking was not so violent as Sibyl's, nor was her face +so white. At sight of them and of their embrace, all possible +consequences became nothing to Sibyl. She courtesied, holding up +her skirts and contorting her lips to the semblance of a smile. + +"Sit just as you were--both of you!" she said. And then to Edith: +"Did you tell my husband I had been telephoning to Lamhorn?" + +"You march out of here!" said Edith, fiercely. "March straight out +of here!" + +Sibyl leveled a forefinger at Lamhorn. + +"Did you tell her I'd been telephoning you I wanted you to come?" + +"Oh, good God!" Lamhorn said. "Hush!" + +"You knew she'd tell my husband, DIDN'T you?" she cried. "You knew +that!" + +"HUSH!" he begged, panic-stricken. + +"That was a MANLY thing to do! Oh, it was like a gentleman! You +wouldn't come--you wouldn't even come for five minutes to hear what +I had to say! You were TIRED of what I had to say! You'd heard it +all a thousand times before, and you wouldn't come! No! No! NO!" +she stormed. "You wouldn't even come for five minutes, but you could +tell that little cat! And SHE told my husband! You're a MAN!" + +Edith saw in a flash that the consequences of battle would be ruinous +to Sibyl, and the furious girl needed no further temptation to give +way to her feelings. "Get out of this house!" she shrieked. "This +is my father's house. Don't you dare speak to Robert like that!" + +"No! No! I mustn't SPEAK--" + +"Don't you DARE!" + +Edith and Sibyl began to scream insults at each other simultaneously, +fronting each other, their furious faces close. Their voices shrilled +and rose and cracked--they screeched. They could be heard over the +noise of the phonograph, which was playing a brass-band selection. +They could be heard all over the house. They were heard in the +kitchen; they could have been heard in the cellar. Neither of them +cared for that. + +"You told my husband!" screamed Sibyl, bringing her face still closer +to Edith's. "You told my husband! This man put THAT in your hands +to strike me with! HE did!" + +"I'll tell your husband again! I'll tell him everything I know! +It's TIME your husband--" + +They were swept asunder by a bandaged hand. "Do you want the +neighbors in?" Sheridan thundered. + +There fell a shocking silence. Frenzied Sibyl saw her husband and +his mother in the doorway, and she understood what she had done. +She moved slowly toward the door; then suddenly she began to run. +She ran into the hall, and through it, and out of the house. Roscoe +followed her heavily, his eyes on the ground. + +"NOW THEN!" said Sheridan to Lamhorn. + +The words were indefinite, but the voice was not. Neither was the +vicious gesture of the bandaged hand, which concluded its orbit +in the direction of the door in a manner sufficient for the swift +dispersal of George and Jackson and several female servants who +hovered behind Mrs. Sheridan. They fled lightly. + +"Papa, papa!" wailed Mrs. Sheridan. "Look at your hand! You'd +oughtn't to been so rough with Edie; you hurt your hand on her +shoulder. Look!" + +There was, in fact, a spreading red stain upon the bandages at the +tips of the fingers, and Sheridan put his hand back in the sling. +"Now then!" he repeated. "You goin' to leave my house?" + +"He will NOT!" sobbed Edith. "Don't you DARE order him out!" + +"Don't you bother, dear," said Lamhorn, quietly. "He doesn't +understand. YOU mustn't be troubled." Pallor was becoming to him; +he looked very handsome, and as he left the room he seemed in the +girl's distraught eyes a persecuted noble, indifferent to the rabble +yawping insult at his heels--the rabble being enacted by her father. + +"Don't come back, either!" said, Sheridan, realistic in this +impersonation. "Keep off the premises!" he called savagely into +the hall. "This family's through with you!" + +"It is NOT!" Edith cried, breaking from her mother. "You'll SEE about +that! You'll find out! You'll find out what'll happen! What's HE +done? I guess if I can stand it, it's none of YOUR business, is it? +What's HE done, I'd like to know? You don't know anything about it. +Don't you s'pose he told ME? She was crazy about him soon as he began +going there, and he flirted with her a little. That's everything he +did, and it was before he met ME! After that he wouldn't, and it +wasn't anything, anyway--he never was serious a minute about it. SHE +wanted it to be serious, and she was bound she wouldn't give him up. +He told her long ago he cared about me, but she kept persecuting him +and--" + +"Yes," said Sheridan, sternly; "that's HIS side of it! That'll do! +He doesn't come in this house again!" + +"You look out!" Edith cried. + +"Yes, I'll look out! I'd 'a' told you to-day he wasn't to be allowed +on the premises, but I had other things on my mind. I had Abercrombie +look up this young man privately, and he's no 'count. He's no 'count +on earth! He's no good! He's NOTHIN'! But it wouldn't matter if +he was George Washington, after what's happened and what I've heard +to-night!" + +"But, papa," Mrs. Sheridan began, "if Edie says it was all Sibyl's +fault, makin' up to him, and he never encouraged her much, nor--" + +"'S enough!" he roared. "He keeps off these premises! And if any +of you so much as ever speak his name to me again--" + +But Edith screamed, clapping her hands over her ears to shut out the +sound of his voice, and ran up-stairs, sobbing loudly, followed by +her mother. However, Mrs. Sheridan descended a few minutes later and +joined her husband in the library. Bibbs, still sitting in his gold +chair, saw her pass, roused himself from reverie, and strolled in +after her. + +"She locked her door," said Mrs. Sheridan, shaking her head woefully. +"She wouldn't even answer me. They wasn't a sound from her room." + +"Well," said her husband, "she can settle her mind to it. She +never speaks to that fellow again, and if he tries to telephone her +to-morrow--Here! You tell the help if he calls up to ring off and +say it's my orders. No, you needn't. I'll tell 'em myself." + +"Better not," said Bibbs, gently. + +His father glared at him. + +"It's no good," said Bibbs. "Mother, when you were in love with +father--" + +"My goodness!" she cried. "You ain't a-goin' to compare your father +to that--" + +"Edith feels about him just what you did about father," said Bibbs. +"And if YOUR father had told you--" + +"I won't LISTEN to such silly talk!" she declared, angrily. + +"So you're handin' out your advice, are you, Bibbs?" said Sheridan. +"What is it?" + +"Let her see him all she wants." + +"You're a--" Sheridan gave it up. "I don't know what to call you!" + +"Let her see him all she wants," Bibbs repeated, thoughtfully. +"You're up against something too strong for you. If Edith were +a weakling you'd have a chance this way, but she isn't. She's got +a lot of your determination, father, and with what's going on inside +of her she'll beat you. You can't keep her from seeing him, as long +as she feels about him the way she does now. You can't make her think +less of him, either. Nobody can. Your only chance is that she'll +do it for herself, and if you give her time and go easy she probably +will. Marriage would do it for her quickest, but that's just what +you don't want, and as you DON'T want it, you'd better--" + +"I can't stand any more!" Sheridan burst out. "If it's come to BIBBS +advisin' me how to run this house I better resign. Mamma, where's +that nigger George? Maybe HE'S got some plan how I better manage my +family. Bibbs, for God's sake go and lay down! 'Let her see him all +she wants'! Oh, Lord! here's wisdom; here's--" + +"Bibbs," said Mrs. Sheridan, "if you haven't got anything to do, you +might step over and take Sibyl's wraps home--she left 'em in the hall. +I don't think you seem to quiet your poor father very much just now." + +"All right." And Bibbs bore Sibyl's wraps across the street and +delivered them to Roscoe, who met him at the door. Bibbs said only, +"Forgot these," and, "Good night, Roscoe," cordially and cheerfully, +and returned to the New House. His mother and father were still +talking in the library, but with discretion he passed rapidly on +and upward to his own room, and there he proceeded to write in his +note-book. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + There seems to be another curious thing about Love [Bibbs wrote]. + Love is blind while it lives and only opens its eyes and becomes + very wide awake when it dies. Let it alone until then. + + You cannot reason with love or with any other passion. The wise + will not wish for love--nor for ambition. These are passions + and bring others in their train--hatreds and jealousies--all + blind. Friendship and a quiet heart for the wise. + + What a turbulence is love! It is dangerous for a blind thing to + be turbulent; there are precipices in life. One would not cross + a mountain-pass with a thick cloth over his eyes. Lovers do. + Friendship walks gently and with open eyes. + + To walk to church with a friend! To sit beside her there! To rise + when she rises, and to touch with one's thumb and fingers the other + half of the hymn-book that she holds! What lover, with his fierce + ways, could know this transcendent happiness? + + Friendship brings everything that heaven could bring. There is no + labor that cannot become a living rapture if you know that a friend + is thinking of you as you labor. So you sing at your work. For + the work is part of the thoughts of your friend; so you love it! + + Love is demanding and claiming and insistent. Friendship is all + kindness--it makes the world glorious with kindness. What color + you see when you walk with a friend! You see that the gray sky + is brilliant and shimmering; you see that the smoke has warm + browns and is marvelously sculptured--the air becomes iridescent. + You see the gold in brown hair. Light floods everything. + + When you walk to church with a friend you know that life can give + you nothing richer. You pray that there will be no change in + anything for ever. + + What an adorable thing it is to discover a little foible in your + friend, a bit of vanity that gives you one thing more about her to + adore! On a cold morning she will perhaps walk to church with you + without her furs, and she will blush and return an evasive answer + when you ask her why she does not wear them. You will say no + more, because you understand. She looks beautiful in her furs; + you love their darkness against her cheek; but you comprehend that + they conceal the loveliness of her throat and the fine line of her + chin, and that she also has comprehended this, and, wishing to + look still more bewitching, discards her furs at the risk of + taking cold. So you hold your peace, and try to look as if you + had not thought it out. + + This theory is satisfactory except that it does not account for + the absence of the muff. Ah, well, there must always be a mystery + somewhere! Mystery is a part of enchantment. + + Manual labor is best. Your heart can sing and your mind can dream + while your hands are working. You could not have a singing heart + and a dreaming mind all day if you had to scheme out dollars, + or if you had to add columns of figures. Those things take your + attention. You cannot be thinking of your friend while you write + letters beginning "Yours of the 17th inst. rec'd and contents + duly noted." But to work with your hands all day, thinking and + singing, and then, after nightfall, to hear the ineffable kindness + of your friend's greeting--always there--for you! Who would wake + from such a dream as this? + + Dawn and the sea--music in moonlit gardens--nightingales + serenading through almond-groves in bloom--what could bring such + things into the city's turmoil? Yet they are here, and roses + blossom in the soot. That is what it means not to be alone! + That is what a friend gives you! + +Having thus demonstrated that he was about twenty-five and had formed +a somewhat indefinite definition of friendship, but one entirely his +own (and perhaps Mary's) Bibbs went to bed, and was the only Sheridan +to sleep soundly through the night and to wake at dawn with a light +heart. + +His cheerfulness was vaguely diminished by the troublous state of +affairs of his family. He had recognized his condition when he wrote, +"Who would wake from such a dream as this?" Bibbs was a sympathetic +person, easily touched, but he was indeed living in a dream, and all +things outside of it were veiled and remote--for that is the way of +youth in a dream. And Bibbs, who had never before been of any age, +either old or young, had come to his youth at last. + +He went whistling from the house before even his father had come +down-stairs. There was a fog outdoors, saturated with a fine powder +of soot, and though Bibbs noticed absently the dim shape of an +automobile at the curb before Roscoe's house, he did not recognize it +as Dr. Gurney's, but went cheerily on his way through the dingy mist. +And when he was once more installed beside his faithful zinc-eater +he whistled and sang to it, as other workmen did to their own machines +sometimes, when things went well. His comrades in the shop glanced +at him amusedly now and then. They liked him, and he ate his lunch at +noon with a group of Socialists who approved of his ideas and talked +of electing him to their association. + +The short days of the year had come, and it was dark before the +whistles blew. When the signal came, Bibbs went to the office, where +he divested himself of his overalls--his single divergence from the +routine of his fellow-workmen--and after that he used soap and water +copiously. This was his transformation scene: he passed into the +office a rather frail young working-man noticeably begrimed, and +passed out of it to the pavement a cheerfully pre-occupied sample +of gentry, fastidious to the point of elegance. + +The sidewalk was crowded with the bearers of dinner-pails, men and +boys and women and girls from the work-rooms that closed at five. +Many hurried and some loitered; they went both east and west, jostling +one another, and Bibbs, turning his face homeward, was forced to go +slowly. + +Coming toward him, as slowly, through the crowd, a tall girl caught +sight of his long, thin figure and stood still until he had almost +passed her, for in the thick crowd and the thicker gloom he did not +recognize her, though his shoulder actually touched hers. He would +have gone by, but she laughed delightedly; and he stopped short, +startled. Two boys, one chasing the other, swept between them, and +Bibbs stood still, peering about him in deep perplexity. She leaned +toward him. + +"I knew YOU!" she said. + +"Good heavens!" cried Bibbs. "I thought it was your voice coming out +of a star!" + +"There's only smoke overhead," said Mary, and laughed again. "There +aren't any stars." + +"Oh yes, there were--when you laughed!" + +She took his arm, and they went on. "I've come to walk home with you, +Bibbs. I wanted to." + +"But were you here in the--" + +"In the dark? Yes! Waiting? Yes!" + +Bibbs was radiant; he felt suffocated with happiness. He began to +scold her. + +"But it's not safe, and I'm not worth it. You shouldn't have--you +ought to know better. What did--" + +"I only waited about twelve seconds," she laughed. "I'd just got +here." + +"But to come all this way and to this part of town in the dark, you--" + +"I was in this part of town already," she said. "At least, I was only +seven or eight blocks away, and it was dark when I came out, and I'd +have had to go home alone--and I preferred going home with you." + +"It's pretty beautiful for me," said Bibbs, with a deep breath. +"You'll never know what it was to hear your laugh in the darkness--and +then to--to see you standing there! Oh, it was like--it was like--how +can I TELL you what it was like?" They had passed beyond the crowd +now, and a crossing-lamp shone upon them, which revealed the fact that +again she was without her furs. Here was a puzzle. Why did that +adorable little vanity of hers bring her out without them in the DARK? +But of course she had gone out long before dark. For undefinable +reasons this explanation was not quite satisfactory; however, allowing +it to stand, his solicitude for her took another turn. "I think you +ought to have a car," he said, "especially when you want to be out +after dark. You need one in winter, anyhow. Have you ever asked your +father for one?" + +"No," said Mary. "I don't think I'd care for one particularly." + +"I wish you would." Bibbs's tone was earnest and troubled. "I think +in winter you--" + +"No, no," she interrupted, lightly. "I don't need--" + +"But my mother tried to insist on sending one over here every +afternoon for me. I wouldn't let her, because I like the walk, +but a girl--" + +"A girl likes to walk, too," said Mary. "Let me tell you where I've +been this afternoon and how I happened to be near enough to make you +take me home. I've been to see a little old man who makes pictures +of the smoke. He has a sort of warehouse for a studio, and he lives +there with his mother and his wife and their seven children, and he's +gloriously happy. I'd seen one of his pictures at an exhibition, and +I wanted to see more of them, so he showed them to me. He has almost +everthing he ever painted; I don't suppose he's sold more than four +or five pictures in his life. He gives drawing-lessons to keep +alive." + +"How do you mean he paints the smoke?" Bibbs asked. + +"Literally. He paints from his studio window and from the street-- +anywhere. He just paints what's around him--and it's beautiful." + +"The smoke?" + +"Wonderful! He sees the sky through it, somehow. He does the ugly +roofs of cheap houses through a haze of smoke, and he does smoky +sunsets and smoky sunrises, and he has other things with the heavy, +solid, slow columns of smoke going far out and growing more ethereal +and mixing with the hazy light in the distance; and he has others +with the broken sky-line of down-town, all misted with the smoke and +puffs and jets of vapor that have colors like an orchard in mid-April. +I'm going to take you there some Sunday afternoon, Bibbs." + +"You're showing me the town," he said. "I didn't know what was in it +at all." + +"There are workers in beauty here," she told him, gently. "There are +other painters more prosperous than my friend. There are all sorts +of things." + +"I didn't know." + +"No. Since the town began growing so great that it called itself +'greater,' one could live here all one's life and know only the side +of it that shows." + +"The beauty-workers seem buried very deep," said Bibbs. "And I +imagine that your friend who makes the smoke beautiful must be buried +deepest of all. My father loves the smoke, but I can't imagine his +buying one of your friend's pictures. He'd buy the 'Bay of Naples,' +but he wouldn't get one of those. He'd think smoke in a picture was +horrible--unless he could use it for an advertisement." + +"Yes," she said, thoughtfully. "And really he's the town. They ARE +buried pretty deep, it seems, sometimes, Bibbs." + +"And yet it's all wonderful," he said. "It's wonderful to me." + +"You mean the town is wonderful to you?" + +"Yes, because everything is, since you called me your friend. The +city is only a rumble on the horizon for me. It can't come any closer +than the horizon so long as you let me see you standing by my old +zinc-eater all day long, helping me. Mary--" He stopped with a gasp. +"That's the first time I've called you 'Mary'!" + +"Yes." She laughed, a little tremuously. "Though I wanted you to!" + +"I said it without thinking. It must be because you came there to +walk home with me. That must be it." + +"Women like to have things said," Mary informed him, her tremulous +laughter continuing. "Were you glad I came for you?" + +"No--not 'glad.' I felt as if I were being carried straight up and up +and up--over the clouds. I feel like that still. I think I'm that +way most of the time. I wonder what I was like before I knew you. +The person I was then seems to have been somebody else, not Bibbs +Sheridan at all. It seems long, long ago. I was gloomy and sickly +--somebody else--somebody I don't understand now, a coward afraid +of shadows--afraid of things that didn't exist--afraid of my old +zinc-eater! And now I'm only afraid of what might change anything." + +She was silent a moment, and then, "You're happy, Bibbs?" she asked. + +"Ah, don't you see?" he cried. "I want it to last for a thousand, +thousand years, just as it is! You've made me so rich, I'm a miser. +I wouldn't have one thing different--nothing, nothing!" + +"Dear Bibbs!" she said, and laughed happily. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Bibbs continued to live in the shelter of his dream. He had told +Edith, after his ineffective effort to be useful in her affairs, that +he had decided that he was "a member of the family"; but he appeared +to have relapsed to the retired list after that one attempt at +participancy--he was far enough detached from membership now. These +were turbulent days in the New House, but Bibbs had no part whatever +in the turbulence--he seemed an absent-minded stranger, present by +accident and not wholly aware that he was present. He would sit, +faintly smiling over pleasant imaginings and dear reminiscences of +his own, while battle raged between Edith and her father, or while +Sheridan unloosed jeremiads upon the sullen Roscoe, who drank heavily +to endure them. The happy dreamer wandered into storm-areas like a +somnambulist, and wandered out again unawakened. He was sorry for +his father and for Roscoe, and for Edith and for Sibyl, but their +sufferings and outcries seemed far away. + +Sibyl was under Gurney's care. Roscoe had sent for him on Sunday +night, not long after Bibbs returned the abandoned wraps; and during +the first days of Sibyl's illness the doctor found it necessary to be +with her frequently, and to install a muscular nurse. And whether +he would or no, Gurney received from his hysterical patient a variety +of pungent information which would have staggered anybody but a family +physician. Among other things he was given to comprehend the change +in Bibbs, and why the zinc-eater was not putting a lump in the +operator's gizzard as of yore. + +Sibyl was not delirious--she was a thin little ego writhing and +shrieking in pain. Life had hurt her, and had driven her into hurting +herself; her condition was only the adult's terrible exaggeration +of that of a child after a bad bruise--there must be screaming and +telling mother all about the hurt and how it happened. Sibyl babbled +herself hoarse when Gurney withheld morphine. She went from the +beginning to the end in a breath. No protest stopped her; nothing +stopped her. + +"You ought to let me die!" she wailed. "It's cruel not to let me die! +What harm have I ever done to anybody that you want to keep me alive? +Just look at my life! I only married Roscoe to get away from home, +and look what that got me into!--look where I am now! He brought me +to this town, and what did I have in my life but his FAMILY? And they +didn't even know the right crowd! If they had, it might have been +SOMETHING! I had nothing--nothing--nothing in the world! I wanted +to have a good time--and how could I? Where's any good time among +these Sheridans? They never even had wine on the table! I thought +I was marrying into a rich family where I'd meet attractive people +I'd read about, and travel, and go to dances--and, oh, my Lord! all +I got was these Sheridans! I did the best I could; I did, indeed! +Oh, I DID! I just tried to live. Every woman's got a right to live, +some time in her life, I guess! Things were just beginning to look +brighter--we'd moved up here, and that frozen crowd across the street +were after Jim for their daughter, and they'd have started us with the +right people--and then I saw how Edith was getting him away from me. +She did it, too! She got him! A girl with money can do that to a +married woman--yes, she can, every time! And what could I do? What +can any woman do in my fix? I couldn't do ANYTHING but try to stand +it--and I couldn't stand it! I went to that icicle--that Vertrees +girl--and she could have helped me a little, and it wouldn't have hurt +her. It wouldn't have done her any harm to help me THAT little! She +treated me as if I'd been dirt that she wouldn't even take the trouble +to sweep out of her house! Let her WAIT!" + +Sibyl's voice, hoarse from babbling, became no more than a husky +whisper, though she strove to make it louder. She struggled half +upright, and the nurse restrained her. "I'd get up out of this bed +to show her she can't do such things to me! I was absolutely +ladylike, and she walked out and left me there alone! She'll SEE! +She started after Bibbs before Jim's casket was fairly underground, +and she thinks she's landed that poor loon--but she'll see! She'll +see! If I'm ever able to walk across the street again I'll show her +how to treat a woman in trouble that comes to her for help! It +wouldn't have hurt her any--it wouldn't--it wouldn't. And Edith +needn't have told what she told Roscoe--it wouldn't have hurt her +to let me alone. And HE told her I bored him--telephoning him I +wanted to see him. He needn't have done it! He needn't--needn't--" +Her voice grew fainter, for that while, with exhaustion, though she +would go over it all again as soon as her strength returned. She lay +panting. Then, seeing her husband standing disheveled in the doorway, +"Don't come in, Roscoe," she murmured. "I don't want to see you." +And as he turned away she added, "I'm kind of sorry for you, Roscoe." + +Her antagonist, Edith, was not more coherent in her own wailings, +and she had the advantage of a mother for listener. She had also +the disadvantage of a mother for duenna, and Mrs. Sheridan, under her +husband's sharp tutelage, proved an effective one. Edith was reduced +to telephoning Lamhorn from shops whenever she could juggle her mother +into a momentary distraction over a counter. + +Edith was incomparably more in love than before Lamhorn's expulsion. +Her whole being was nothing but the determination to hurdle everything +that separated her from him. She was in a state that could be altered +by only the lightest and most delicate diplomacy of suggestion, but +Sheridan, like legions of other parents, intensified her passion and +fed it hourly fuel by opposing to it an intolerable force. He swore +she should cool, and thus set her on fire. + +Edith planned neatly. She fought hard, every other evening, with +her father, and kept her bed betweentimes to let him see what his +violence had done to her. Then, when the mere sight of her set him +to breathing fast, she said pitiably that she might bear her trouble +better if she went away; it was impossible to be in the same town with +Lamhorn and not think always of him. Perhaps in New York she might +forget a little. She had written to a school friend, established +quietly with an aunt in apartments--and a month or so of theaters +and restaurants might bring peace. Sheridan shouted with relief; +he gave her a copious cheque, and she left upon a Monday morning +wearing violets with her mourning and having kissed everybody good-by +except Sibyl and Bibbs. She might have kissed Bibbs, but he failed to +realize that the day of her departure had arrived, and was surprised, +on returning from his zinc-eater, that evening, to find her gone. +"I suppose they'll be maried there," he said, casually. + +Sheridan, seated, warming his stockinged feet at the fire, jumped up, +fuming. "Either you go out o' here, or I will, Bibbs!" he snorted. +"I don't want to be in the same room with the particular kind of idiot +you are! She's through with that riff-raff; all she needed was to be +kept away from him a few weeks, and I KEPT her away, and it did the +business. For Heaven's sake, go on out o' here!" + +Bibbs obeyed the gesture of a hand still bandaged. And the black +silk sling was still round Sheridan's neck, but no word of Gurney's +and no excruciating twinge of pain could keep Sheridan's hand in +the sling. The wounds, slight enough originally, had become infected +the first time he had dislodged the bandages, and healing was long +delayed. Sheridan had the habit of gesture; he could not "take time +to remember," he said, that he must be careful, and he had also a +curious indignation with his hurt; he refused to pay it the compliment +of admitting its existence. + +The Saturday following Edith's departure Gurney came to the Sheridan +Building to dress the wounds and to have a talk with Sheridan which +the doctor felt had become necessary. But he was a little before the +appointed time and was obliged to wait a few minutes in an anteroom +--there was a directors' meeting of some sort in Sheridan's office. +The door was slightly ajar, leaking cigar-smoke and oratory, the +latter all Sheridan's, and Gurney listened. + +"No, sir; no, sir; no, sir!" he heard the big voice rumbling, and +then, breaking into thunder, "I tell you NO! Some o' you men make +me sick! You'd lose your confidence in Almighty God if a doodle-bug +flipped his hind leg at you! You say money's tight all over the +country. Well, what if it is? There's no reason for it to be tight, +and it's not goin' to keep OUR money tight! You're always runnin' +to the woodshed to hide your nickels in a crack because some fool +newspaper says the market's a little skeery! You listen to every +street-corner croaker and then come and set here and try to scare ME +out of a big thing! We're IN on this--understand? I tell you there +never WAS better times. These are good times and big times, and I +won't stand for any other kind o' talk. This country's on its feet +as it never was before, and this city's on its feet and goin' to stay +there!" And Gurney heard a series of whacks and thumps upon the desk. +"'Bad times'!" Sheridan vociferated, with accompanying thumps. +"Rabbit talk! These times are glorious, I tell you! We're in the +promised land, and we're goin' to STAY there! That's all, gentlemen. +The loan goes!" + +The directors came forth, flushed and murmurous, and Gurney hastened +in. His guess was correct: Sheridan had been thumping the desk with +his right hand. The physician scolded wearily, making good the fresh +damage as best he might; and then he said what he had to say on the +subject of Roscoe and Sibyl, his opinion meeting, as he expected, +a warmly hostile reception. But the result of this conversation was +that by telephonic command Roscoe awaited his father, an hour later, +in the library at the New House. + +"Gurney says your wife's able to travel," Sheridan said brusquely, as +he came in. + +"Yes." Roscoe occupied a deep chair and sat in the dejected attitude +which had become his habit. "Yes, she is." + +"Edith had to leave town, and so Sibyl thinks she'll have to, too!" + +"Oh, I wouldn't put it that way," Roscoe protested, drearily. + +"No, I hear YOU wouldn't!" There was a bitter gibe in the father's +voice, and he added: "It's a good thing she's goin' abroad--if she'll +stay there. I shouldn't think any of us want her here any more--you +least of all!" + +"It's no use your talking that way," said Roscoe. "You won't do any +good." + +"Well, when are you comin' back to your office?" Sheridan used a +brisker, kinder tone. "Three weeks since you showed up there at all. +When you goin' to be ready to cut out whiskey and all the rest o' the +foolishness and start in again? You ought to be able to make up for +a lot o' lost time and a lot o' spilt milk when that woman takes +herself out o' the way and lets you and all the rest of us alone." + +"It's no use, father, I tell you. I know what Gurney was going to say +to you. I'm not going back to the office. I'm DONE!" + +"Wait a minute before you talk that way!" Sheridan began his +sentry-go up and down the room. "I suppose you know it's taken two +pretty good men about sixteen hours a day to set things straight and +get 'em runnin' right again, down in your office?" + +"They must be good men." Roscoe nodded indifferently. "I thought I +was doing about eight men's work. I'm glad you found two that could +handle it." + +"Look here! If I worked you it was for your own good. There are +plenty men drive harder'n I do, and--" + +"Yes. There are some that break down all the other men that work with +'em. They either die, or go crazy, or have to quit, and are no use +the rest of their lives. The last's my case, I guess--'complicated by +domestic difficulties'!" + +"You set there and tell me you give up?" Sheridan's voice shook, and +so did the gesticulating hand which he extended appealingly toward +the despondent figure. "Don't do it, Roscoe! Don't say it! Say +you'll come down there again and be a man! This woman ain't goin' +to trouble you any more. The work ain't goin' to hurt you if you +haven't got her to worry you, and you can get shut o' this nasty +whiskey-guzzlin'; it ain't fastened on you yet. Don't say--" + +"It's no use on earth," Roscoe mumbled. "No use on earth." + +"Look here! If you want another month's vacation--" + +"I know Gurney told you, so what's the use talking about 'vacations'?" + +"Gurney!" Sheridan vociferated the name savagely. "It's Gurney, +Gurney, Gurney! Always Gurney! I don't know what the world's comin' +to with everybody runnin' around squealin', 'The doctor says this,' +and, 'The doctor says that'! It makes me sick! How's this country +expect to get its Work done if Gurney and all the other old nanny- +goats keep up this blattin'--'Oh, oh! Don't lift that stick o' wood; +you'll ruin your NERVES!' So he says you got 'nervous exhaustion +induced by overwork and emotional strain.' They always got to +stick the Work in if they see a chance! I reckon you did have the +'emotional strain,' and that's all's the matter with you. You'll be +over it soon's this woman's gone, and Work's the very thing to make +you quit frettin' about her." + +"Did Gurney tell you I was fit to work?" + +"Shut up!" Sheridan bellowed. "I'm so sick o' that man's name I +feel like shootin' anybody that says it to me!" He fumed and chafed, +swearing indistinctly, then came and stood before his son. "Look +here; do you think you're doin' the square thing by me? Do you? +How much you worth?" + +"I've got between seven and eight thousand a year clear, of my own, +outside the salary. That much is mine whether I work or not." + +"It is? You could'a pulled it out without me, I suppose you think, +at your age?" + +"No. But it's mine, and it's enough." + +"My Lord! It's about what a Congressman gets, and you want to quit +there! I suppose you think you'll get the rest when I kick the +bucket, and all you have to do is lay back and wait! You let me +tell you right here, you'll never see one cent of it. You go out o' +business now, and what would you know about handlin' it five or ten +or twenty years from now? Because I intend to STAY here a little +while yet, my boy! They'd either get it away from you or you'd sell +for a nickel and let it be split up and--" He whirled about, marched +to the other end of the room, and stood silent a moment. Then he +said, solemnly: "Listen. If you go out now, you leave me in the +lurch, with nothin' on God's green earth to depend on but your brother +--and you know what he is. I've depended on you for it ALL since Jim +died. Now you've listened to that dam' doctor, and he says maybe you +won't ever be as good a man as you were, and that certainly you won't +be for a year or so--probably more. Now, that's all a lie. Men don't +break down that way at your age. Look at ME! And I tell you, you can +shake this thing off. All you need is a little GET-up and a little +gumption. Men don't go away for YEARS and then come back into MOVING +businesses like ours--they lose the strings. And if you could, I +won't let you--if you lay down on me now, I won't--and that's because +if you lay down you prove you ain't the man I thought you were." +He cleared his throat and finished quietly: "Roscoe, will you take +a month's vacation and come back and go to it?" + +"No," said Roscoe, listlessly. "I'm through." + +"All right," said Sheridan. He picked up the evening paper from a +table, went to a chair by the fire and sat down, his back to his son. +"Good-by." + +Roscoe rose, his head hanging, but there was a dull relief in his +eyes. "Best I can do," he muttered, seeming about to depart, yet +lingering. "I figure it out a good deal like this," he said. "I +didn't KNOW my job was any strain, and I managed all right, but from +what Gur--from what I hear, I was just up to the limit of my nerves +from overwork, and the--the trouble at home was the extra strain +that's fixed me the way I am. I tried to brace, so I could stand +the work and the trouble too, on whiskey--and that put the finish +to me! I--I'm not hitting it as hard as I was for a while, and I +reckon pretty soon, if I can get to feeling a little more energy, I +better try to quit entirely--I don't know. I'm all in--and the doctor +says so. I thought I was running along fine up to a few months ago, +but all the time I was ready to bust, and didn't know it. Now, then, +I don't want you to blame Sibyl, and if I were you I wouldn't speak +of her as 'that woman,' because she's your daughter-in-law and going +to stay that way. She didn't do anything wicked. It was a shock to +me, and I don't deny it, to find what she had done--encouraging that +fellow to hang around her after he began trying to flirt with her, +and losing her head over him the way she did. I don't deny it was +a shock and that it'll always be a hurt inside of me I'll never get +over. But it was my fault; I didn't understand a woman's nature." +Poor Roscoe spoke in the most profound and desolate earnest. "A +woman craves society, and gaiety, and meeting attractive people, and +traveling. Well, I can't give her the other things, but I can give +her the traveling--real traveling, not just going to Atlantic City or +New Orleans, the way she has, two, three times. A woman has to have +something in her life besides a business man. And that's ALL I was. +I never understood till I heard her talking when she was so sick, and +I believe if you'd heard her then you wouldn't speak so hard-heartedly +about her; I believe you might have forgiven her like I have. That's +all. I never cared anything for any girl but her in my life, but +I was so busy with business I put it ahead of her. I never THOUGHT +about her, I was so busy thinking business. Well, this is where it's +brought us to--and now when you talk about 'business' to me I feel +the way you do when anybody talks about Gurney to you. The word +'business' makes me dizzy--it makes me honestly sick at the stomach. +I believe if I had to go down-town and step inside that office door +I'd fall down on the floor, deathly sick. You talk about a 'month's +vacation'--and I get just as sick. I'm rattled--I can't plan--I +haven't got any plans--can't make any, except to take my girl and get +just as far away from that office as I can--and stay. We're going to +Japan first, and if we--" + +His father rustled the paper. "I said good-by, Roscoe." + +"Good-by," said Roscoe, listlessly. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Sheridan waited until he heard the sound of the outer door closing; +then he rose and pushed a tiny disk set in the wall. Jackson +appeared. + +"Has Bibbs got home from work?" + +"Mist' Bibbs? No, suh." + +"Tell him I want to see him, soon as he comes." + +"Yessuh." + +Sheridan returned to his chair and fixed his attention fiercely upon +the newspaper. He found it difficult to pursue the items beyond +their explanatory rubrics--there was nothing unusual or startling to +concentrate his attention: + + "Motorman Puts Blame on Brakes. Three Killed when Car Slides." + "Burglars Make Big Haul." + "Board Works Approve Big Car-line Extension." + "Hold-up Men Injure Two. Man Found in Alley, Skull Fractured." + "Sickening Story Told in Divorce Court." + "Plan New Eighteen-story Structure." + "School-girl Meets Death under Automobile." + "Negro Cuts Three. One Dead." + "Life Crushed Out. Third Elevator Accident in Same Building Causes + Action by Coroner." + "Declare Militia will be Menace. Polish Societies Protest to + Governor in Church Rioting Case." + "Short $3,500 in Accounts, Trusted Man Kills Self with Drug." + "Found Frozen. Family Without Food or Fuel. Baby Dead when + Parents Return Home from Seeking Work." + "Minister Returned from Trip Abroad Lectures on Big Future of Our + City. Sees Big Improvement during Short Absence. Says No + European City Holds Candle." (Sheridan nodded approvingly here.) + +Bibbs came through the hall whistling, and entered the room briskly. +"Well, father, did you want me?" + +"Yes. Sit down." Sheridan got up, and Bibbs took a seat by the +fire, holding out his hands to the crackling blaze, for it was cold +outdoors. + +"I came within seven of the shop record to-day," he said. "I handled +more strips than any other workman has any day this month. The +nearest to me is sixteen behind." + +"There!" exclaimed his father, greatly pleased. "What'd I tell you? +I'd like to hear Gurney hint again that I wasn't right in sending you +there--I would just like to hear him! And you--ain't you ashamed of +makin' such a fuss about it? Ain't you?" + +"I didn't go at it in the right spirit the other time," Bibbs said, +smiling brightly, his face ruddy in the cheerful firelight. "I didn't +know the difference it meant to like a thing." + +"Well, I guess I've pretty thoroughly vindicated my judgement. I +guess I HAVE! I said the shop'd be good for you, and it was. I said +it wouldn't hurt you, and it hasn't. It's been just exactly what +I said it would be. Ain't that so?" + +"Looks like it!" Bibbs agreed, gaily. + +"Well, I'd like to know any place I been wrong, first and last! +Instead o' hurting you, it's been the makin' of you--physically. +You're a good inch taller'n what I am, and you'd be a bigger man than +what I am if you'd get some flesh on your bones; and you ARE gettin' +a little. Physically, it's started you out to be the huskiest one o' +the whole family. Now, then, mentally--that's different. I don't say +it unkindly, Bibbs, but you got to do something for yourself mentally, +just like what's begun physically. And I'm goin' to help you." + +Sheridan decided to sit down again. He brought his chair close to his +son's, and, leaning over, tapped Bibbs's knee confidentially. "I got +plans for you, Bibbs," he said. + +Bibbs instantly looked thoroughly alarmed. He drew back. "I--I'm all +right now, father." + +"Listen." Sheridan settled himself in his chair, and spoke in the +tone of a reasonable man reasoning. "Listen here, Bibbs. I had +another blow to-day, and it was a hard one and right in the face, +though I HAVE been expectin' it some little time back. Well, it's +got to be met. Now I'll be frank with you. As I said a minute ago, +mentally I couldn't ever called you exactly strong. You been a little +weak both ways, most of your life. Not but what I think you GOT a +mentality, if you'd learn to use it. You got will-power, I'll say that +for you. I never knew boy or man that could be stubborner--never one +in my life! Now, then, you've showed you could learn to run that +machine best of any man in the shop, in no time at all. That looks +to me like you could learn to do other things. I don't deny but what +it's an encouragin' sign. I don't deny that, at all. Well, that +helps me to think the case ain't so hopeless as it looks. You're all +I got to meet this blow with, but maybe you ain't as poor material as +I thought. Your tellin' me about comin' within seven strips of the +shop's record to-day looks to me like encouragin' information brought +in at just about the right time. Now, then, I'm goin' to give you a +raise. I wanted to send you straight on up through the shops--a year +or two, maybe--but I can't do it. I lost Jim, and now I've lost +Roscoe. He's quit. He's laid down on me. If he ever comes back at +all, he'll be a long time pickin' up the strings, and, anyway, he +ain't the man I thought he was. I can't count on him. I got to have +SOMEBODY I KNOW I can count on. And I'm down to this: you're my last +chance. Bibbs, I got to learn you to use what brains you got and see +if we can't develop 'em a little. Who knows? And I'm goin' to put my +time in on it. I'm goin' to take you right down-town with ME, and I +won't be hard on you if you're a little slow at first. And I'm goin' +to do the big thing for you. I'm goin' to make you feel you got to do +the big thing for me, in return. I've vindicated my policy with you +about the shop, and now I'm goin' to turn right around and swing you +'way over ahead of where the other boys started, and I'm goin' to make +an appeal to your ambition that'll make you dizzy!" He tapped his son +on the knee again. "Bibbs, I'm goin' to start you off this way: I'm +goin' to make you a director in the Pump Works Company; I'm goin' to +make you vice-president of the Realty Company and a vice-president of +the Trust Company!" + +Bibbs jumped to his feet, blanched. "Oh no!" he cried. + +Sheridan took his dismay to be the excitement of sudden joy. "Yes, +sir! And there's some pretty fat little salaries goes with those +vice-presidencies, and a pinch o' stock in the Pump Company with the +directorship. You thought I was pretty mean about the shop--oh, I +know you did!--but you see the old man can play it both ways. And so +right now, the minute you've begun to make good the way I wanted you +to, I deal from the new deck. And I'll keep on handin' it out bigger +and bigger every time you show me you're big enough to play the hand +I deal you. I'm startin' you with a pretty big one, my boy!" + +"But I don't--I don't--I don't want it!" Bibbs stammered. + +"What'd you say?" Sheridan thought he had not heard aright. + +"I don't want it, father. I thank you--I do thank you--" + +Sheridan looked perplexed. "What's the matter with you? Didn't you +understand what I was tellin' you?" + +"Yes." + +"You sure? I reckon you didn't. I offered--" + +"I know, I know! But I can't take it." + +"What's the matter with you?" Sheridan was half amazed, half +suspicious. "Your head feel funny?" + +"I've never been quite so sane in my life," said Bibbs, "as I have +lately. And I've got just what I want. I'm living exactly the right +life. I'm earning my daily bread, and I'm happy in doing it. My +wages are enough. I don't want any more money, and I don't deserve +any--" + +"Damnation!" Sheridan sprang up. "You've turned Socialist! You been +listening to those fellows down there, and you--" + +"No, sir. I think there's a great deal in what they say, but that +isn't it." + +Sheridan tried to restrain his growing fury, and succeeded partially. +"Then what is it? What's the matter?" + +"Nothing," his son returned, nervously. "Nothing--except that I'm +content. I don't want to change anything." + +"Why not?" + +Bibbs had the incredible folly to try to explain. "I'll tell you, +father, if I can. I know it may be hard to understand--" + +"Yes, I think it may be," said Sheridan, grimly. "What you say +usually is a LITTLE that way. Go on!" + +Perturbed and distressed, Bibbs rose instinctively; he felt himself +at every possible disadvantage. He was a sleeper clinging to a dream +--a rough hand stretched to shake him and waken him. He went to a +table and made vague drawings upon it with a finger, and as he spoke +he kept his eyes lowered. "You weren't altogether right about the +shop--that is, in one way you weren't, father." He glanced up +apprehensively. Sheridan stood facing him, expressionless, and made +no attempt to interrupt. "That's difficult to explain," Bibbs +continued, lowering his eyes again, to follow the tracings of his +finger. "I--I believe the shop might have done for me this time if +I hadn't--if something hadn't helped me to--oh, not only to bear it, +but to be happy in it. Well, I AM happy in it. I want to go on just +as I am. And of all things on earth that I don't want, I don't want +to live a business life--I don't want to be drawn into it. I don't +think it IS living--and now I AM living. I have the healthful toil +--and I can think. In business as important as yours I couldn't think +anything but business. I don't--I don't think making money is worth +while." + +"Go on," said Sheridan, curtly, as Bibbs paused timidly. + +"It hasn't seemed to get anywhere, that I can see," said Bibbs. "You +think this city is rich and powerful--but what's the use of its being +rich and powerful? They don't teach the children any more in the +schools because the city is rich and powerful. They teach them more +than they used to because some people--not rich and powerful people-- +have thought the thoughts to teach the children. And yet when you've +been reading the paper I've heard you objecting to the children being +taught anything except what would help them to make money. You said +it was wasting the taxes. You want them taught to make a living, but +not to live. When I was a little boy this wasn't an ugly town; now +it's hideous. What's the use of being big just to be hideous? I mean +I don't think all this has meant really going ahead--it's just been +getting bigger and dirtier and noisier. Wasn't the whole country +happier and in many ways wiser when it was smaller and cleaner and +quieter and kinder? I know you think I'm an utter fool, father, but, +after all, though, aren't business and politics just the housekeeping +part of life? And wouldn't you despise a woman that not only made her +housekeeping her ambition, but did it so noisily and dirtily that the +whole neighborhood was in a continual turmoil over it? And suppose +she talked and thought about her housekeeping all the time, and was +always having additions built to her house when she couldn't keep +clean what she already had; and suppose, with it all, she made the +house altogether unpeaceful and unlivable--" + +"Just one minute!" Sheridan interrupted, adding, with terrible +courtesy, "If you will permit me? Have you ever been right about +anything?" + +"I don't quite--" + +"I ask the simple question: Have you ever been right about anything +whatever in the course of your life? Have you ever been right upon +any subject or question you've thought about and talked about? Can +you mention one single time when you were proved to be right?" + +He was flourishing the bandaged hand as he spoke, but Bibbs said only, +"If I've always been wrong before, surely there's more chance that I'm +right about this. It seems reasonable to suppose something would be +due to bring up my average." + +"Yes, I thought you wouldn't see the point. And there's another you +probably couldn't see, but I'll take the liberty to mention it. You +been balkin' all your life. Pretty much everything I ever wanted you +to do, you'd let out SOME kind of a holler, like you are now--and yet +I can't seem to remember once when you didn't have to lay down and do +what I said. But go on with your remarks about our city and the +business of this country. Go on!" + +"I don't want to be a part of it," said Bibbs, with unwonted decision. +"I want to keep to myself, and I'm doing it now. I couldn't, if I +went down there with you. I'd be swallowed into it. I don't care for +money enough to--" + +"No," his father interrupted, still dangerously quiet. "You've +never had to earn a living. Anybody could tell that by what you say. +Now, let me remind you: you're sleepin' in a pretty good bed; you're +eatin' pretty fair food; you're wearin' pretty fine clothes. Just +suppose one o' these noisy housekeepers--me, for instance--decided +to let you do your own housekeepin'. May I ask what your proposition +would be?" + +"I'm earning nine dollars a week," said Bibbs, sturdily. "It's +enough. I shouldn't mind at all." + +"Who's payin' you that nine dollars a week?" + +"My work!" Bibbs answered. "And I've done so well on that clipping- +machine I believe I could work up to fifteen or even twenty a week +at another job. I could be a fair plumber in a few months, I'm sure. +I'd rather have a trade than be in business--I should, infinitely!" + +"You better set about learnin' one pretty dam' quick!" But Sheridan +struggled with his temper and again was partially successful in +controlling it. "You better learn a trade over Sunday, because you're +either goin' down with me to my office Monday morning--or--you can go +to plumbing!" + +"All right," said Bibbs, gently. "I can get along." + +Sheridan raised his hands sardonically, as in prayer. "O God," he +said, "this boy was crazy enough before he began to earn his nine +dollars a week, and now his money's gone to his head! Can't You do +nothin' for him?" Then he flung his hands apart, palms outward, in +a furious gesture of dismissal. "Get out o' this room! You got a +skull that's thicker'n a whale's thigh-bone, but it's cracked spang +all the way across! You hated the machine-shop so bad when I sent you +there, you went and stayed sick for over two years--and now, when I +offer to take you out of it and give you the mint, you holler for the +shop like a calf for its mammy! You're cracked! Oh, but I got a fine +layout here! One son died, one quit, and one's a loon! The loon's +all I got left! H. P. Ellersly's wife had a crazy brother, and they +undertook to keep him at the house. First morning he was there he +walked straight though a ten-dollar plate-glass window out into the +yard. He says, 'Oh, look at the pretty dandelion!' That's what +you're doin'! You want to spend your life sayin', 'Oh, look at the +pretty dandelion!' and you don't care a tinker's dam' what you bust! +Well, mister, loon or no loon, cracked and crazy or whatever you are, +I'll take you with me Monday morning, and I'll work you and learn you +--yes, and I'll lam you, if I got to--until I've made something out of +you that's fit to be called a business man! I'll keep at you while +I'm able to stand, and if I have to lay down to die I'll be whisperin' +at you till they get the embalmin'-fluid into me! Now go on, and +don't let me hear from you again till you can come and tell me you've +waked up, you poor, pitiful, dandelion-pickin' SLEEP-WALKER!" + +Bibbs gave him a queer look. There was something like reproach in it, +for once; but there was more than that--he seemed to be startled by +his father's last word. + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +There was sleet that evening, with a whopping wind, but neither this +storm nor that other which so imminently threatened him held place +in the consciousness of Bibbs Sheridan when he came once more to the +presence of Mary. All was right in his world as he sat with her, +reading Maurice Maeterlinck's Alladine and Palomides. The sorrowful +light of the gas-jet might have been May morning sunshine flashing +amber and rose through the glowing windows of the Sainte-Chapelle, +it was so bright for Bibbs. And while the zinc-eater held out to +bring him such golden nights as these, all the king's horses and all +the king's men might not serve to break the spell. + +Bibbs read slowly, but in a reasonable manner, as if he were talking; +and Mary, looking at him steadily from beneath her curved fingers, +appeared to discover no fault. It had grown to be her habit to look +at him whenever there was an opportunity. It may be said, in truth, +that while they were together, and it was light, she looked at him all +the time. + +When he came to the end of Alladine and Palomides they were silent a +little while, considering together; then he turned back the pages and +said: "There's something I want to read over. This:" + + You would think I threw a window open on the dawn.... She has a + soul that can be seen around her--that takes you in its arms like + an ailing child and without saying anything to you consoles you + for everything.... I shall never understand it all. I do not know + how it can all be, but my knees bend in spite of me when I speak + of it.... + +He stopped and looked at her. + +"You boy!" said Mary, not very clearly. + +"Oh yes," he returned. "But it's true--especially my knees!" + +"You boy!" she murmured again, blushing charmingly. "You might read +another line over. The first time I ever saw you, Bibbs, you were +looking into a mirror. Do it again. But you needn't read it--I can +give it to you: 'A little Greek slave that came from the heart of +Arcady!'" + +"I! I'm one of the hands at the Pump Works--and going to stay one, +unless I have to decide to study plumbing." + +"No." She shook her head. "You love and want what's beautiful and +delicate and serene; it's really art that you want in your life, +and have always wanted. You seemed to me, from the first, the most +wistful person I had ever known, and that's what you were wistful +for." + +Bibbs looked doubtful and more wistful than ever; but after a moment +or two the matter seemed to clarify itself to him. "Why, no," he +said; "I wanted something else more than that. I wanted you." + +"And here I am!" she laughed, completely understanding. "I think +we're like those two in The Cloister and the Hearth. I'm just the +rough Burgundian cross-bow man, Denys, who followed that gentle Gerard +and told everybody that the devil was dead." + +"He isn't, though," said Bibbs, as a hoarse little bell in the next +room began a series of snappings which proved to be ten, upon count. +"He gets into the clock whenever I'm with you." And, sighing deeply +he rose to go. + +"You're always very prompt about leaving me." + +"I--I try to be," he said. "It isn't easy to be careful not to risk +everything by giving myself a little more at a time. If I ever saw +you look tired--" + +"Have you ever?" + +"Not yet. You always look--you always look--" + +"How?" + +"Care-free. That's it. Except when you feel sorry for me about +something, you always have that splendid look. It puts courage into +people to see it. If I had a struggle to face I'd keep remembering +that look--and I'd never give up! It's a brave look, too, as though +gaiety might be a kind of gallantry on your part, and yet I don't +quite understand why it should be, either." He smiled quizzically, +looking down upon her. "Mary, you haven't a 'secret sorrow,' have +you?" + +For answer she only laughed. + +"No," he said; "I can't imagine you with a care in the world. I think +that's why you were so kind to me--you have nothing but happiness in +your own life, and so you could spare time to make my troubles turn +to happiness, too. But there's one little time in the twenty-four +hours when I'm not happy. It's now, when I have to say good night. +I feel dismal every time it comes--and then, when I've left the house, +there's a bad little blankness, a black void, as though I were +temporarily dead; and it lasts until I get it established in my mind +that I'm really beginning another day that's to end with YOU again. +Then I cheer up. But now's the bad time--and I must go through it, +and so--good night." And he added with a pungent vehemence of which +he was little aware, "I hate it!" + +"Do you?" she said, rising to go to the door with him. But he stood +motionless, gazing at her wonderingly. + +"Mary! Your eyes are so--" He stopped. + +"Yes?" But she looked quickly away. + +"I don't know," he said. "I thought just then--" + +"What did you think?" + +"I don't know--it seemed to me that there was something I ought to +understand--and didn't." + +She laughed and met his wondering gaze again frankly. "My eyes are +pleased," she said. "I'm glad that you miss me a little after you +go." + +"But to-morrow's coming faster than other days if you'll let it," he +said. + +She inclined her head. "Yes. I'll--'let it'!" + +"Going to church," said Bibbs. "It IS going to church when I go with +you!" + +She went to the front door with him; she always went that far. They +had formed a little code of leave-taking, by habit, neither of them +ever speaking of it; but it was always the same. She always stood +in the doorway until he reached the sidewalk, and there he always +turned and looked back, and she waved her hand to him. Then he went +on, halfway to the New House, and looked back again, and Mary was not +in the doorway, but the door was open and the light shone. It was as +if she meant to tell him that she would never shut him out; he could +always see that friendly light of the open doorway--as if it were +open for him to come back, if he would. He could see it until a wing +of the New House came between, when he went up the path. The open +doorway seemed to him the beautiful symbol of her friendship--of her +thought of him; a symbol of herself and of her ineffable kindness. + +And she kept the door open--even to-night, though the sleet and fine +snow swept in upon her bare throat and arms, and her brown hair was +strewn with tiny white stars. His heart leaped as he turned and saw +that she was there, waving her hand to him, as if she did not know +that the storm touched her. When he had gone on, Mary did as she +always did--she went into an unlit room across the hall from that +in which they had spent the evening, and, looking from the window, +watched him until he was out of sight. The storm made that difficult +to-night, but she caught a glimpse of him under the street-lamp that +stood between the two houses, and saw that he turned to look back +again. Then, and not before, she looked at the upper windows of +Roscoe's house across the street. They were dark. Mary waited, but +after a little while she closed the front door and returned to her +window. A moment later two of the upper windows of Roscoe's house +flashed into light and a hand lowered the shade of one of them. Mary +felt the cold then--it was the third night she had seen those windows +lighted and the shade lowered, just after Bibbs had gone. + +But Bibbs had no glance to spare for Roscoe's windows. He stopped for +his last look back at the open door, and, with a thin mantle of white +already upon his shoulders, made his way, gasping in the wind, to the +lee of the sheltering wing of the New House. + +A stricken George, muttering hoarsely, admitted him, and Bibbs became +aware of a paroxysm within the house. Terrible sounds came from the +library: Sheridan cursing as never before; his wife sobbing, her +voice rising to an agonized squeal of protest upon each of a series +of muffled detonations--the outrageous thumping of a bandaged hand +upon wood; then Gurney, sharply imperious, "Keep your hand in that +sling! Keep your hand in that sling, I say!" + +"LOOK!" George gasped, delighted to play herald for so important +a tragedy; and he renewed upon his face the ghastly expression with +which he had first beheld the ruins his calamitous gesture laid before +the eyes of Bibbs. "Look at 'at lamidal statue!" + +Gazing down the hall, Bibbs saw heroic wreckage, seemingly Byzantine-- +painted colossal fragments of the shattered torso, appallingly human; +and gilded and silvered heaps of magnificence strewn among ruinous +palms like the spoil of a barbarians' battle. There had been a +massacre in the oasis--the Moor had been hurled headlong from his +pedestal. + +"He hit 'at ole lamidal statue," said George. "POW!" + +"My father?" + +"YESsuh! POW! he hit 'er! An' you' ma run tell me git doctuh quick +'s I kin telefoam--she sho' you' pa goin' bus' a blood-vessel. He +ain't takin' on 'tall NOW. He ain't nothin' 'tall to what he was +'while ago. You done miss' it, Mist' Bibbs. Doctuh got him all +quiet' down, to what he was. POW! he hit'er! Yessuh!" He took +Bibbs's coat and proffered a crumpled telegraph form. "Here what +come," he said. "I pick 'er up when he done stompin' on 'er. You +read 'er, Mist' Bibbs--you' ma tell me tuhn 'er ovuh to you soon's +you come in." + +Bibbs read the telegram quickly. It was from New York and addressed +to Mrs. Sheridan. + + Sure you will all approve step have taken as was so wretched my + health would probably suffered severely Robert and I were married + this afternoon thought best have quiet wedding absolutely sure + you will understand wisdom of step when you know Robert better am + happiest woman in world are leaving for Florida will wire address + when settled will remain till spring love to all father will like + him too when knows him like I do he is just ideal. + Edith Lamhorn. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +George departed, and Bibbs was left gazing upon chaos and listening +to thunder. He could not reach the stairway without passing the open +doors of the library, and he was convinced that the mere glimpse of +him, just then, would prove nothing less than insufferable for his +father. For that reason he was about to make his escape into the +gold-and-brocade room, intending to keep out of sight, when he heard +Sheridan vociferously demanding his presence. + +"Tell him to come in here! He's out there. I heard George just let +him in. Now you'll SEE!" And tear-stained Mrs. Sheridan, looking out +into the hall, beckoned to her son. + +Bibbs went as far as the doorway. Gurney sat winding a strip of white +cotton, his black bag open upon a chair near by; and Sheridan was +striding up and down, his hand so heavily wrapped in fresh bandages +that he seemed to be wearing a small boxing-glove. His eyes were +bloodshot; his forehead was heavily bedewed; one side of his collar +had broken loose, and there were blood-stains upon his right cuff. + +"THERE'S our little sunshine!" he cried, as Bibbs appeared. "THERE'S +the hope o' the family--my lifelong pride and joy! I want--" + +"Keep you hand in that sling," said Gurney, sharply. + +Sheridan turned upon him, uttering a sound like a howl. "For God's +sake, sing another tune!" he cried. "You said you 'came as a doctor +but stay as a friend,' and in that capacity you undertake to sit up +and criticize ME--" + +"Oh, talk sense," said the doctor, and yawned intentionally. "What +do you want Bibbs to say?" + +"You were sittin' up there tellin' me I got 'hysterical'-- +'hysterical,' oh Lord! You sat up there and told me I got +'hysterical' over nothin'! You sat up there tellin' me I didn't +have as heavy burdens as many another man you knew. I just want you +to hear THIS. Now listen!" He swung toward the quiet figure waiting +in the doorway. "Bibbs, will you come down-town with me Monday morning +and let me start you with two vice-presidencies, a directorship, stock, +and salaries? I ask you." + +"No, father," said Bibbs, gently. + +Sheridan looked at Gurney and then faced his son once more. + +"Bibbs, you want to stay in the shop, do you, at nine dollars a week, +instead of takin' up my offer?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"And I'd like the doctor to hear: What'll you do if I decide you're +too high-priced a workin'-man either to live in my house or work in +my shop?" + +"Find other work," said Bibbs. + +"There! You hear him for yourself!" Sheridan cried. "You hear +what--" + +"Keep you hand in that sling! Yes, I hear him." + +Sheridan leaned over Gurney and shouted, in a voice that cracked and +broke, piping into falsetto: "He thinks of bein' a PLUMBER! He wants +to be a PLUMBER! He told me he couldn't THINK if he went into +business--he wants to be a plumber so he can THINK!" + +He fell back a step, wiping his forhead with the back of his left +hand. "There! That's my son! That's the only son I got now! That's +my chance to live," he cried, with a bitterness that seemed to leave +ashes in his throat. "That's my one chance to live--that thing you +see in the doorway yonder!" + +Dr. Gurney thoughtfully regarded the bandage strip he had been +winding, and tossed it into the open bag. "What's the matter +with giving Bibbs a chance to live?" he said, coolly. "I would +if I were you. You've had TWO that went into business." + +Sheridan's mouth moved grotesquely before he could speak. "Joe +Gurney," he said, when he could command himself so far, "are you +accusin' me of the responsibility for the death of my son James?" + +"I accuse you of nothing," said the doctor. "But just once I'd like +to have it out with you on the question of Bibbs--and while he's here, +too." He got up, walked to the fire, and stood warming his hands +behind his back and smiling. "Look here, old fellow, let's be +reasonable," he said. "You were bound Bibbs should go to the shop +again, and I gave you and him, both, to understand pretty plainly that +if he went it was at the risk of his life. Well, what did he do? He +said he wanted to go. And he did go, and he's made good there. Now, +see: Isn't that enough? Can't you let him off now? He wants to +write, and how do you know that he couldn't do it if you gave him +a chance? How do you know he hasn't some message--something to say +that might make the world just a little bit happier or wiser? He +MIGHT--in time--it's a possibility not to be denied. Now he can't +deliver any message if he goes down there with you, and he won't HAVE +any to deliver. I don't say going down with you is likely to injure +his health, as I thought the shop would, and as the shop did, the +first time. I'm not speaking as doctor now, anyhow. But I tell you +one thing I know: if you take him down there you'll kill something +that I feel is in him, and it's finer, I think, than his physical +body, and you'll kill it deader than a door-nail! And so why not let +it live? You've about come to the end of your string, old fellow. +Why not stop this perpetual devilish fighting and give Bibbs his +chance?" + +Sheridan stood looking at him fixedly. "What 'fighting?'" + +"Yours--with nature." Gurney sustained the daunting gaze of his +fierce antagonist equably. "You don't seem to understand that you've +been struggling against actual law." + +"What law?" + +"Natural law," said Gurney. "What do you think beat you with Edith? +Did Edith, herself, beat you? Didn't she obey without question +something powerful that was against you? EDITH wasn't against you, +and you weren't against HER, but you set yourself against the power +that had her in its grip, and it shot out a spurt of flame--and won +in a walk! What's taken Roscoe from you? Timbers bear just so much +strain, old man; but YOU wanted to send the load across the broken +bridge, and you thought you could bully or coax the cracked thing +into standing. Well, you couldn't! Now here's Bibbs. There are +thousands of men fit for the life you want him to lead--and so is he. +It wouldn't take half of Bibbs's brains to be twice as good a business +man as Jim and Roscoe put together." + +"WHAT!" Sheridan goggled at him like a zany. + +"Your son Bibbs," said the doctor, composedly, "Bibbs Sheridan has +the kind and quantity of 'gray matter' that will make him a success +in anything--if he ever wakes up! Personally I should prefer him to +remain asleep. I like him that way. But the thousands of men fit +for the life you want him to lead aren't fit to do much with the life +he OUGHT to lead. Blindly, he's been fighting for the chance to lead +it--he's obeying something that begs to stay alive within him; and, +blindly, he knows you'll crush it out. You've set your will to do it. +Let me tell you something more. You don't know what you've become +since Jim's going thwarted you--and that's what was uppermost, a +bafflement stronger than your normal grief. You're half mad with a +consuming fury against the very self of the law--for it was the very +self of the law that took Jim from you. That was a law concerning +the cohesion of molecules. The very self of the law took Roscoe from +you and gave Edith the certainty of beating you; and the very self of +the law makes Bibbs deny you to-night. The LAW beats you. Haven't +you been whipped enough? But you want to whip the law--you've set +yourself against it, to bend it to your own ends, to wield it and +twist it--" + +The voice broke from Sheridan's heaving chest in a shout. "Yes! +And by God, I will!" + +"So Ajax defied the lightning," said Gurney. + +"I've heard that dam'-fool story, too," Sheridan retorted, fiercely. +"That's for chuldern and niggers. It ain't twentieth century, let me +tell you! 'Defied the lightning,' did he, the jackass! If he'd been +half a man he'd 'a' got away with it. WE don't go showin' off defyin' +the lightning--we hitch it up and make it work for us like a +black-steer! A man nowadays would just as soon think o' defyin' +a wood-shed!" + +"Well, what about Bibbs?" said Gurney. "Will you be a really big man +now and--" + +"Gurney, you know a lot about bigness!" Sheridan began to walk to and +fro again, and the doctor returned gloomily to his chair. He had shot +his bolt the moment he judged its chance to strike center was best, +but the target seemed unaware of the marksman. + +"I'm tryin' to make a big man out o' that poor truck yonder," Sheridan +went on, "and you step in, beggin' me to let him be Lord knows what--I +don't! I suppose you figure it out that now I got a SON-IN-LAW, I +mightn't need a son! Yes, I got a son-in-law now--a spender!" + +"Oh, put your hand back!" said Gurney, wearily. + +There was a bronze inkstand upon the table. Sheridan put his right +hand in the sling, but with his left he swept the inkstand from the +table and half-way across the room--a comet with a destroying black +tail. Mrs. Sheridan shrieked and sprang toward it. + +"Let it lay!" he shouted, fiercely. "Let it lay!" And, weeping, +she obeyed. "Yes, sir," he went on, in a voice the more ominous for +the sudden hush he put upon it. "I got a spender for a son-in-law! +It's wonderful where property goes, sometimes. There was ole man +Tracy--you remember him, Doc--J. R. Tracy, solid banker. He went +into the bank as messenger, seventeen years old; he was president +at forty-three, and he built that bank with his life for forty years +more. He was down there from nine in the morning until four in the +afternoon the day before he died--over eighty! Gilt edge, that bank? +It was diamond edge! He used to eat a bag o' peanuts and an apple +for lunch; but he wasn't stingy--he was just livin' in his business. +He didn't care for pie or automobiles--he had his bank. It was an +institution, and it come pretty near bein' the beatin' heart o' this +town in its time. Well, that ole man used to pass one o' these here +turned-up-nose and turned-up-pants cigarette boys on the streets. +Never spoke to him, Tracy didn't. Speak to him? God! he wouldn't 'a' +coughed on him! He wouldn't 'a' let him clean the cuspidors at the +bank! Why, if he'd 'a' just seen him standin' in FRONT the bank he'd +'a' had him run off the street. And yet all Tracy was doin' every +day of his life was workin' for that cigarette boy! Tracy thought it +was for the bank; he thought he was givin' his life and his life-blood +and the blood of his brain for the bank, but he wasn't. It was every +bit--from the time he went in at seventeen till he died in harness at +eighty-three--it was every last lick of it just slavin' for that +turned-up-nose, turned-up-pants cigarette boy. AND TRACY DIDN'T EVEN +KNOW HIS NAME! He died, not ever havin' heard it, though he chased +him off the front steps of his house once. The day after Tracy died +his old-maid daughter married the cigarette--and there AIN'T any Tracy +bank any more! And now"--his voice rose again--"and now I got a +cigarette son-in-law!" + +Gurney pointed to the flourishing right hand without speaking, and +Sheridan once more returned it to the sling. + +"My son-in-law likes Florida this winter," Sheridan went on. "That's +good, and my son-in-law better enjoy it, because I don't think he'll +be there next winter. They got twelve-thousand dollars to spend, and +I hear it can be done in Florida by rich sons-in-law. When Roscoe's +woman got me to spend that much on a porch for their new house, Edith +wouldn't give me a minute's rest till I turned over the same to her. +And she's got it, besides what I gave her to go East on. It'll be +gone long before this time next year, and when she comes home and +leaves the cigarette behind--for good--she'll get some more. MY name +ain't Tracy, and there ain't goin' to be any Tracy business in the +Sheridan family. And there ain't goin' to be any college foundin' and +endowin' and trusteein', nor God-knows-what to keep my property alive +when I'm gone! Edith'll be back, and she'll get a girl's share when +she's through with that cigarette, but--" + +"By the way," interposed Gurney, "didn't Mrs. Sheridan tell me that +Bibbs warned you Edith would marry Lamhorn in New York?" + +Sheridan went completely to pieces: he swore, while his wife screamed +and stopped her ears. And as he swore he pounded the table with +his wounded hand, and when the doctor, after storming at him +ineffectively, sprang to catch and protect that hand, Sheridan +wrenched it away, tearing the bandage. He hammered the table till +it leaped. + +"Fool!" he panted, choking. "If he's shown gumption enough to guess +right the first time in his life, it's enough for me to begin learnin' +him on!" And, struggling with the doctor, he leaned toward Bibbs, +thrusting forward his convulsed face, which was deathly pale. "My +name ain't Tracy, I tell you!" he screamed, hoarsely. "You give in, +you stubborn fool! I've had my way with you before, and I'll have my +way with you now!" + +Bibbs's face was as white as his father's, but he kept remembering +that "splendid look" of Mary's which he had told her would give him +courage in a struggle, so that he would "never give up." + +"No. You can't have your way," he said. And then, obeying a +significant motion of Gurney's head, he went out quickly, leaving +them struggling. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Mrs. Sheridan, in a wrapper, noiselessly opened the door of her +husband's room at daybreak the next morning, and peered within the +darkened chamber. At the "old" house they had shared a room, but +the architect had chosen to separate them at the New, and they had +not known how to formulate an objection, although to both of them +something seemed vaguely reprehensible in the new arrangement. + +Sheridan did not stir, and she was withdrawing her head from the +aperture when he spoke. + +"Oh, I'm AWAKE! Come in, if you want to, and shut the door." + +She came and sat by the bed. "I woke up thinkin' about it," she +explained. "And the more I thought about it the surer I got I must +be right, and I knew you'd be tormentin' yourself if you was awake, +so--well, you got plenty other troubles, but I'm just sure you ain't +goin' to have the worry with Bibbs it looks like." + +"You BET I ain't!" he grunted. + +"Look how biddable he was about goin' back to the Works," she +continued. "He's a right good-hearted boy, really, and sometimes I +honestly have to say he seems right smart, too. Now and then he'll +say something sounds right bright. 'Course, most always it doesn't, +and a good deal of the time, when he says things, why, I have to feel +glad we haven't got company, because they'd think he didn't have any +gumption at all. Yet, look at the way he did when Jim--when Jim got +hurt. He took right hold o' things. 'Course he'd been sick himself +so much and all--and the rest of us never had, much, and we were kind +o' green about what to do in that kind o' trouble--still, he did take +hold, and everything went off all right; you'll have to say that much, +papa. And Dr. Gurney says he's got brains, and you can't deny but +what the doctor's right considerable of a man. He acts sleepy, but +that's only because he's got such a large practice--he's a pretty +wide-awake kind of a man some ways. Well, what he says last night +about Bibbs himself bein' asleep, and how much he'd amount to if he +ever woke up--that's what I got to thinkin' about. You heard him, +papa; he says, 'Bibbs'll be a bigger business man than what Jim and +Roscoe was put together--if he ever wakes up,' he says. Wasn't that +exactly what he says?" + +"I suppose so," said Sheridan, without exhibiting any interest. +"Gurney's crazier'n Bibbs, but if he wasn't--if what he says was +true--what of it?" + +"Listen, papa. Just suppose Bibbs took it into his mind to get +married. You know where he goes all the time--" + +"Oh, Lord, yes!" Sheridan turned over in the bed, his face to the +wall, leaving visible of himself only the thick grizzle of his hair. +"You better go back to sleep. He runs over there--every minute +she'll let him, I suppose. Go back to bed. There's nothin' in it." + +"WHY ain't there?" she urged. "I know better--there is, too! You +wait and see. There's just one thing in the world that'll wake the +sleepiest young man alive up--yes, and make him JUMP up--and I don't +care who he is or how sound asleep it looks like he is. That's when +he takes it into his head to pick out some girl and settle down and +have a home and chuldern of his own. THEN, I guess, he'll go out +after the money! You'll see. I've known dozens o' cases, and so've +you--moony, no-'count young men, all notions and talk, goin' to be +ministers, maybe or something; and there's just this one thing takes +it out of 'em and brings 'em right down to business. Well, I never +could make out just what it is Bibbs wants to be, really; doesn't seem +he wants to be a minister exactly--he's so far-away you can't tell, +and he never SAYS--but I know this is goin' to get him right down to +common sense. Now, I don't say that Bibbs has got the idea in his +head yet--'r else he wouldn't be talkin' that fool-talk about nine +dollars a week bein' good enough for him to live on. But it's COMIN', +papa, and he'll JUMP for whatever you want to hand him out. He will! +And I can tell you this much, too: he'll want all the salary and +stock he can get hold of, and he'll hustle to keep gettin' more. +That girl's the kind that a young husband just goes crazy to give +things to! She's pretty and fine-lookin', and things look nice on +her, and I guess she'd like to have 'em about as well as the next. +And I guess she isn't gettin' many these days, either, and she'll be +pretty ready for the change. I saw her with her sleeves rolled up +at the kitchen window the other day, and Jackson told me yesterday +their cook left two weeks ago, and they haven't tried to hire another +one. He says her and her mother been doin' the housework a good +while, and now they're doin' the cookin,' too. 'Course Bibbs wouldn't +know that unless she's told him, and I reckon she wouldn't; she's kind +o' stiffish-lookin', and Bibbs is too up in the clouds to notice +anything like that for himself. They've never asked him to a meal +in the house, but he wouldn't notice that, either--he's kind of +innocent. Now I was thinkin'--you know, I don't suppose we've hardly +mentioned the girl's name at table since Jim went, but it seems to me +maybe if--" + +Sheridan flung out his arms, uttering a sound half-groan, half-yawn. +"You're barkin' up the wrong tree! Go on back to bed, mamma!" + +"Why am I?" she demanded, crossly. "Why am I barkin' up the wrong +tree?" + +"Because you are. There's nothin' in it." + +"I'll bet you," she said, rising--"I'll bet you he goes to church +with her this morning. What you want to bet?" + +"Go back to bed," he commanded. "I KNOW what I'm talkin' about; +there's nothin' in it, I tell you." + +She shook her head perplexedly. "You think because--because Jim +was runnin' so much with her it wouldn't look right?" + +"No. Nothin' to do with it." + +"Then--do you know something about it that you ain't told me?" + +"Yes, I do," he grunted. "Now go on. Maybe I can get a little sleep. +I ain't had any yet!" + +"Well--" She went to the door, her expression downcast. "I thought +maybe--but--" She coughed prefatorily. "Oh, papa, something else +I wanted to tell you. I was talkin' to Roscoe over the 'phone last +night when the telegram came, so I forgot to tell you, but--well, +Sibyl wants to come over this afternoon. Roscoe says she has +something she wants to say to us. It'll be the first time she's been +out since she was able to sit up--and I reckon she wants to tell us +she's sorry for what happened. They expect to get off by the end +o' the week, and I reckon she wants to feel she's done what she could +to kind o' make up. Anyway, that's what he said. I 'phoned him again +about Edith, and he said it wouldn't disturb Sibyl, because she'd +been expectin' it; she was sure all along it was goin' to happen; +and, besides, I guess she's got all that foolishness pretty much out +of her, bein' so sick. But what I thought was, no use bein' rough +with her, papa--I expect she's suffered a good deal--and I don't think +we'd ought to be, on Roscoe's account. You'll--you'll be kind o' +polite to her, won't you, papa?" + +He mumbled something which was smothered under the coverlet he had +pulled over his head. + +"What?" she said, timidly. "I was just sayin' I hoped you'd treat +Sibyl all right when she comes, this afternoon. You will, won't you, +papa?" + +He threw the coverlet off furiously. "I presume so!" he roared. + +She departed guiltily. + +But if he had accepted her proffered wager that Bibbs would go to +church with Mary Vertrees that morning, Mrs. Sheridan would have +lost. Nevertheless, Bibbs and Mary did certainly set out from Mr. +Vertrees's house with the purpose of going to church. That was their +intention, and they had no other. They meant to go to church. + +But it happened that they were attentively preoccupied in a +conversation as they came to the church; and though Mary was looking +to the right and Bibbs was looking to the left, Bibbs's leftward +glance converged with Mary's rightward glance, and neither was looking +far beyond the other at this time. It also happened that, though they +were a little jostled among groups of people in the vicinity of the +church, they passed this somewhat prominent edifice without being +aware of their proximity to it, and they had gone an incredible number +of blocks beyond it before they discovered their error. However, +feeling that they might be embarrassingly late if they returned, they +decided that a walk would make them as good. It was a windless winter +morning, with an inch of crisp snow over the ground. So they walked, +and for the most part they were silent, but on their way home, after +they had turned back at noon, they began to be talkative again. + +"Mary," said Bibbs, after a time, "am I a sleep-walker?" + +She laughed a little, then looked grave. "Does your father say you +are?" + +"Yes--when he's in a mood to flatter me. Other times, other names. +He has quite a list." + +"You mustn't mind," she said, gently. "He's been getting some pretty +severe shocks. What you've told me makes me pretty sorry for him, +Bibbs. I've always been sure he's very big." + +"Yes. Big and--blind. He's like a Hercules without eyes and without +any consciousness except that of his strength and of his purpose to +grow stronger. Stronger for what? For nothing." + +"Are you sure, Bibbs? It CAN'T be for nothing; it must be stronger +for something, even though he doesn't know what it is. Perhaps what +he and his kind are struggling for is something so great they COULDN'T +see it--so great none of us could see it." + +"No, he's just like some blind, unconscious thing heaving +underground--" + +"Till he breaks through and leaps out into the daylight," she +finished for him, cheerily. + +"Into the smoke," said Bibbs. "Look at the powder of coal-dust +already dirtying the decent snow, even though it's Sunday. That's +from the little pigs; the big ones aren't so bad, on Sunday! There's +a fleck of soot on your cheek. Some pig sent it out into the air; +he might as well have thrown it on you. It would have been braver, +for then he'd have taken his chance of my whipping him for it if +I could." + +"IS there soot on my cheek, Bibbs, or were you only saying so +rhetorically? IS there?" + +"Is there? There ARE soot on your cheeks, Mary--a fleck on each. +One landed since I mentioned the first." + +She halted immediately, giving him her handkerchief, and he succeeded +in transferring most of the black from her face to the cambric. They +were entirely matter-of-course about it. + +An elderly couple, it chanced, had been walking behind Bibbs and Mary +for the last block or so, and passed ahead during the removal of +the soot. "There!" said the elderly wife. "You're always wrong when +you begin guessing about strangers. Those two young people aren't +honeymooners at all--they've been married for years. A blind man +could see that." + + +"I wish I did know who threw that soot on you," said Bibbs, looking up +at the neighboring chimneys, as they went on. "They arrest children +for throwing snowballs at the street-cars, but--" + +"But they don't arrest the street-cars for shaking all the pictures +in the houses crooked every time they go by. Nor for the uproar they +make. I wonder what's the cost in nerves for the noise of the city +each year. Yes, we pay the price for living in a 'growing town,' +whether we have money to pay or none." + +"Who is it gets the pay?" said Bibbs. + +"Not I!" she laughed. + +"Nobody gets it. There isn't any pay; there's only money. And only +some of the men down-town get much of that. That's what my father +wants me to get." + +"Yes," she said, smiling to him, and nodding. "And you don't want it, +and you don't need it." + +"But you don't think I'm a sleep-walker, Mary?" He had told her of +his father's new plans for him, though he had not described the vigor +and picturesqueness of their setting forth. "You think I'm right?" + +"A thousand times!" she cried. "There aren't so many happy people +in this world, I think--and you say you've found what makes you happy. +If it's a dream--keep it!" + +"The thought of going down there--into the money shuffle--I hate +it as I never hated the shop!" he said. "I hate it! And the city +itself, the city that the money shuffle has made--just look at it! +Look at it in winter. The snow's tried hard to make the ugliness +bearable, but the ugliness is winning; it's making the snow hideous; +the snow's getting dirty on top, and it's foul underneath with the +dirt and disease of the unclean street. And the dirt and the ugliness +and the rush and the noise aren't the worst of it; it's what the dirt +and ugliness and rush and noise MEAN--that's the worst! The outward +things are insufferable, but they're only the expression of a spirit-- +a blind embryo of a spirit, not yet a soul--oh, just greed! And this +'go ahead' nonsense! Oughtn't it all to be a fellowship? I shouldn't +want to get ahead if I could--I'd want to help the other fellow to +keep up with me." + +"I read something the other day and remembered it for you," said Mary. +"It was something Burne-Jones said of a picture he was going to paint: +'In the first picture I shall make a man walking in the street of a +great city, full of all kinds of happy life: children, and lovers +walking, and ladies leaning from the windows all down great lengths +of a street leading to the city walls; and there the gates are wide +open, letting in a space of green field and cornfield in harvest; and +all round his head a great rain of swirling autumn leaves blowing from +a little walled graveyard." + +"And if I painted," Bibbs returned, "I'd paint a lady walking in the +street of a great city, full of all kinds of uproarious and futile +life--children being taught only how to make money, and lovers +hurrying to get richer, and ladies who'd given up trying to wash their +windows clean, and the gates of the city wide open, letting in slums +and slaughter-houses and freight-yards, and all round this lady's head +a great rain of swirling soot--" He paused, adding, thoughtfully: +"And yet I believe I'm glad that soot got on your cheek. It was just +as if I were your brother--the way you gave me your handkerchief to +rub it off for you. Still, Edith never--" + +"Didn't she?" said Mary, as he paused again. + +"No. And I--" He contented himself with shaking his head instead of +offering more definite information. Then he realized that they were +passing the New House, and he sighed profoundly. "Mary, our walk's +almost over." + +She looked as blank. "So it is, Bibbs." + +They said no more until they came to her gate. As they drifted slowly +to a stop, the door of Roscoe's house opened, and Roscoe came out with +Sibyl, who was startlingly pale. She seemed little enfeebled by her +illness, however, walking rather quickly at her husband's side and not +taking his arm. The two crossed the street without appearing to see +Mary and her companion, and entering the New House, were lost to +sight. Mary gazed after them gravely, but Bibbs, looking at Mary, +did not see them. + +"Mary," he said, "you seem very serious. Is anything bothering you?" + +"No, Bibbs." And she gave him a bright, quick look that made him +instantly unreasonably happy. + +"I know you want to go in--" he began. + +"No. I don't want to." + +"I mustn't keep you standing here, and I mustn't go in with you-- +but--I just wanted to say--I've seemed very stupid to myself this +morning, grumbling about soot and all that--while all the time I-- +Mary, I think it's been the very happiest of all the hours you've +given me. I do. And--I don't know just why--but it's seemed to me +that it was one I'd always remember. And you," he added, falteringly, +"you look so--so beautiful to-day!" + +"It must have been the soot on my cheek, Bibbs." + +"Mary, will you tell me something?" he asked. + +"I think I will." + +"It's something I've had a lot of theories about, but none of them +ever just fits. You used to wear furs in the fall, but now it's so +much colder, you don't--you never wear them at all any more. Why +don't you?" + +Her eyes fell for a moment, and she grew red. Then she looked up +gaily. "Bibbs, if I tell you the answer will you promise not to ask +any more questions?" + +"Yes. Why did you stop wearing them?" + +"Because I found I'd be warmer without them!" She caught his hand +quickly in her own for an instant, laughed into his eyes, and ran +into the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +It is the consoling attribute of unused books that their decorative +warmth will so often make even a ready-made library the actual +"living-room" of a family to whom the shelved volumes are indeed +sealed. Thus it was with Sheridan, who read nothing except +newspapers, business letters, and figures; who looked upon books as +he looked upon bric-a-brac or crocheting--when he was at home, and +not abed or eating, he was in the library. + +He stood in the many-colored light of the stained-glass window at +the far end of the long room, when Roscoe and his wife came in, and +he exhaled a solemnity. His deference to the Sabbath was manifest, +as always, in the length of his coat and the closeness of his +Saturday-night shave; and his expression, to match this religious +pomp, was more than Sabbatical, but the most dismaying of his +demonstrations was his keeping his hand in his sling. + +Sibyl advanced to the middle of the room and halted there, not +looking at him, but down at her muff, in which, it could be seen, +her hands were nervously moving. Roscoe went to a chair in another +part of the room. There was a deadly silence. + +But Sibyl found a shaky voice, after an interval of gulping, though +she was unable to lift her eyes, and the darkling lids continued to +veil them. She spoke hurriedly, like an ungifted child reciting +something committed to memory, but her sincerity was none the less +evident for that. + +"Father Sheridan, you and mother Sheridan have always been so kind to +me, and I would hate to have you think I don't appreciate it, from the +way I acted. I've come to tell you I am sorry for the way I did that +night, and to say I know as well as anybody the way I behaved, and +it will never happen again, because it's been a pretty hard lesson; +and when we come back, some day, I hope you'll see that you've got +a daughter-in-law you never need to be ashamed of again. I want to +ask you to excuse me for the way I did, and I can say I haven't any +feelings toward Edith now, but only wish her happiness and good in +her new life. I thank you for all your kindness to me, and I know +I made a poor return for it, but if you can overlook the way I behaved +I know I would feel a good deal happier--and I know Roscoe would, too. +I wish to promise not to be as foolish in the future, and the same +error would never occur again to make us all so unhappy, if you can be +charitable enought to excuse it this time." + +He looked steadily at her without replying, and she stood before him, +never lifting her eyes; motionless, save where the moving fur proved +the agitation of her hands within the muff. + +"All right," he said at last. + +She looked up then with vast relief, though there was a revelation +of heavy tears when the eyelids lifted. + +"Thank you," she said. "There's something else--about something +different--I want to say to you, but I want mother Sheridan to hear +it, too." + +"She's up-stairs in her room," said Sheridan. "Roscoe--" + +Sibyl interrupted. She had just seen Bibbs pass through the hall +and begin to ascend the stairs; and in a flash she instinctively +perceived the chance for precisely the effect she wanted. + +"No, let me go," she said. "I want to speak to her a minute first, +anyway." + +And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to +see Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs, +in his room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside; +for bitter Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently +informed her of the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this, +and with the recollection there had flashed the thought--out of her +own experience--that people are often much more deeply impressed by +words they overhear than by words directly addressed to them. Sibyl +intended to make it impossible for Bibbs not to overhear. She did not +hesitate--her heart was hot with the old sore, and she believed wholly +in the justice of her cause and in the truth of what she was going to +say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had delivered into her hands the +girl who had affronted her. + +Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe +had driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her +husband's mood, and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a +mark of emphasis again, in her presence, she would (as she thought +of it) "have a fit right there." She heard Sibyl's step, and +pretended to be putting a touch to her hair before a mirror. + +"I was just coming down," she said, as the door opened. + +"Yes, he wants you to," said Sibyl. "It's all right, mother Sheridan. +He's forgiven me." + +Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her +daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh, +wiped her eyes, and applied powder. + +"And I hope Edith will be happy," Sibyl added, inciting more +applications of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder. + +"Yes, yes," murmured the good woman. "We mustn't make the worst +of things." + +"Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear +it, too," said Sibyl. "We better go down, mother Sheridan." + +She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they +came to a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. "I want to tell +you about it first," she said, abruptly. "It isn't a secret, of +course, in any way; it's something the whole family has to know, and +the sooner the whole family knows it the better. It's something it +wouldn't be RIGHT for us ALL not to understand, and of course father +Sheridan most of all. But I want to just kind of go over it first +with you; it'll kind of help me to see I got it all straight. I +haven't got any reason for saying it except the good of the family, +and it's nothing to me, one way or the other, of course, except for +that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I did that night, and it seems +to me if there's anything I can do to help the family, I ought to, +because it would help show I felt the right way. Well, what I want to +do is to tell this so's to keep the family from being made a fool of. +I don't want to see the family just made use of and twisted around her +finger by somebody that's got no more heart than so much ice, and just +as sure to bring troubles in the long run as--as Edith's mistake is. +Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell you how it looks +to me and see if it don't strike you the same way." + +Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil. +He wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying +to write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem +begun the preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted +to fix upon paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity +to vanish, for they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the +beginnings of his poem, and if he could carry it through he meant to +dare greatly with it--he would venture it upon an editor. For he had +his plan of life now: his day would be of manual labor and thinking +--he could think of his friend and he could think in cadences for +poems, to the crashing of the strong machine--and if his father turned +him out of home and out of the Works, he would work elsewhere and live +elsewhere. His father had the right, and it mattered very little to +Bibbs--he faced the prospect of a working-man's lodging-house without +trepidation. He could find a washstand to write upon, he thought; and +every evening when he left Mary he would write a little; and he would +write on holidays and on Sundays--on Sundays in the afternoon. In a +lodging-house, at least he wouldn't be interrupted by his sister-in- +law's choosing the immediate vicinity of his door for conversations +evidently important to herself, but merely disturbing to him. He +frowned plaintively, wishing he could think of some polite way of +asking her to go away. But, as she went on, he started violently, +dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor. + +"I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan," she said, "but +this old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and +all THEY got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a +little longer. Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has +been up and down the streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job +he could call a 'position,' and couldn't land it. You heard anything +about it, mother Sheridan?" + +"Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while +back," said Mrs. Sheridan. "And now they're doin' the cookin', too." + +Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. "I hope they find +something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!" + +Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy +--of all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream +the last would have been what he heard now. He felt that something +incredible was happening, and that he was powerless to stop it. +It seemed to him that heavy blows were falling on his head and upon +Mary's; it seemed to him that he and Mary were being struck and beaten +physically--and that something hideous impended. He wanted to shout +to Sibyl to be silent, but he could not; he could only stand, +swallowing and trembling. + +"What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this," said +Sibyl, sharply. "Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees +started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not! +They'd got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and +Mrs. Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took +the daughter out auto-riding!" She paused a moment, looking at Mrs. +Sheridan, but listening intently. There was no sound from within the +room. + +"No!" exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan. + +"It's the truth," Sibyl declared, loudly. "Oh, of course we were all +crazy about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up +here, and we thought she'd get us IN--but it didn't take ME long to +read her! Her family were down and out when it came to money--and +they had to go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started +for Roscoe; but she found out pretty quick he was married, and she +turned right around to Jim--and she landed him! There's no doubt +about it, she had Jim, and if he'd lived you'd had another daughter- +in-law before this, as sure as I stand here telling you the God's +truth about it! Well--when Jim was left in the cemetery she was +waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! Jim wasn't COLD--and she +didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, but he was the only one +of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get him." + +The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was +not, in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and +she spoke with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction. + +"What I feel about it is," she said, "it oughtn't to be allowed to go +on. It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him +made such a fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a +fool of! I like poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute +himself he'd have to realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would +be apt to fall in love with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but +you know how he WAS--just kind of a long white rag in good clothes. +And girls like men with some SO to 'em--SOME sort of dashingness, +anyhow! Nobody ever looked at poor Bibbs before, and neither'd she +--no, SIR! not till she'd tried both Roscoe and Jim first! It was +only when her and her family got desperate that she--" + +Bibbs--whiter than when he came from the sanitarium--opened the +door. He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her. +Both women screamed. + +"Oh, good heavens!" cried Sibyl. "Were you in THERE? Oh, I +wouldn't--" She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward +the stairway. "Come on, mother Sheridan!" she urged, and as the +befuddled and confused lady obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy +exclamations: "Good gracious! Oh, I wouldn't--too bad! I didn't +DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his feelings! Not for the +world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, good heavens--" + +She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top +of the stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but +Bibbs was not following; he had gone back into his room. + +"He--he looked--oh, terrible bad!" stammered Mrs. Sheridan. +"I--I wish--" + +"Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it," said Sibyl. +"I shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could +happened. Come on!" + +And completing their descent to the library, the two made their +appearance to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full +and truthful account of what had taken place, repeating her own +remarks, and omitting only the fact that it was through her design +that Bibbs had overheard them. + +"But as I told mother Sheridan," she said, in conclusion, "it might +turn out for the very best that he did hear--just that way. Don't +you think so, father Sheridan?" + +He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top +of his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given +no sign of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary +Vertrees's character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl--it +was Bibbs whom she desired to impress, and she was content in that +matter. + +"I'm sure it was all for the best," she said. "It's over now, and +he knows what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because, +just hearing a thing that way, a person can tell it's SO--and he +knows I haven't got any ax to grind except his own good and the good +of the family." + +Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking +toward the stairway. "I wish--I wish I knew what he was doin'," +she said. "He did look terrible bad. It was like something had +been done to him that was--I don't know what. I never saw anybody +look like he did. He looked--so queer. It was like you'd--" +She called down the hall, "George!" + +"Yes'm?" + +"Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?" + +"Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done +buil' him nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm." +He departed. + +"What do you expect he wants a fire for?" she asked, turning toward +her husband. "The house is warm as can be, I do wish I--" + +"Oh, quit frettin'!" said Sheridan. + +"Well, I--I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know +you meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would +been so much harm if--" + +"Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in +the family? Why, she--" + +"I don't know, I don't know," the troubled woman quavered. "If he +liked her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and +he hasn't ever taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way +it was, there was more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa +wants him to. If she wants to marry him--" + +Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. "She don't!" he +said. "You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that +kind of a girl." + +"But, father Sheridan, didn't she--" + +He cut her short. "That's enough. You may mean all right, but +you guess wrong. So do you, mamma." + +Sibyl cried out, "Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim--" + +"She did not," he said, curtly. "She wouldn't take Jim. She +turned him down cold." + +"But that's impossi--" + +"It's not. I KNOW she did." + +Sibyl looked flatly incredulous. + +"And YOU needn't worry," he said, turning to his wife. "This won't +have any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it, +anyhow. D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs--after she +wouldn't take JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs +come to see her, but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement +the way you women think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he +has--he'd 'a' been at me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job +he could support a wife on. There's nothin' in it--and I've got the +same old fight with him on my hands I've had all his life--and the +Lord knows what he won't do to balk me! What's happened now'll +probably only make him twice as stubborn, but--" + +"SH!" Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. "That's +his step--he's comin' down-stairs." She shrank away from the door +as if she feared to have Bibbs see her. "I--I wonder--" she said, +almost in a whisper--"I wonder what he'd goin'--to do." + +Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose, +frowning, but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved +toward Sibyl, who stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened +as the slow steps descended the stairs and came toward the library. + +Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes +looked slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested +upon his father. Then he came and stood before him. + +"I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me," he said, gently. +"You won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me." + +Sheridan did not speak--he stared, astounded and incredulous; and +Bibbs had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound, +though he went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to +move. She went nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the +hall. Bibbs had gone from the house. + +Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known +before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant--something in +her mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing +had been done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went +up to his room. + +The fire George had built for him was almost smothered under thick, +charred ashes of paper. The lid of his trunk stood open, and the +large upper tray, which she remembered to have seen full of papers +and note-books, was empty. And somehow she understood that Bibbs +had given up the mysterious vocation he had hoped to follow--and +that he had given it up for ever. She thought it was the wisest +thing he could have done--and yet, for an unknown reason, she sat +upon the bed and wept a little before she went down-stairs. + +So Sheridan had his way with Bibbs, all through. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +As Bibbs came out of the New House, a Sunday trio was in course of +passage upon the sidewalk: an ample young woman, placid of face; +a black-clad, thin young man, whose expression was one of habitual +anxiety, habitual wariness and habitual eagerness. He propelled a +perambulator containing the third--and all three were newly cleaned, +Sundayfied, and made fit to dine with the wife's relatives. + +"How'd you like for me to be THAT young fella, mamma?" the husband +whispered. "He's one of the sons, and there ain't but two left +now." + +The wife stared curiously at Bibbs. "Well, I don't know," she +returned. "He looks to me like he had his own troubles." + +"I expect he has, like anybody else," said the young husband, "but +I guess we could stand a good deal if we had his money." + +"Well, maybe, if you keep on the way you been, baby'll be as well +fixed as the Sheridans. You can't tell." She glanced back at +Bibbs, who had turned north. "He walks kind of slow and stooped +over, like." + +"So much money in his pockets it makes him sag, I guess," said the +young husband, with bitter admiration. + +Mary, happening to glance from a window, saw Bibbs coming, and she +started, clasping her hands together in a sudden alarm. She met him +at the door. + +"Bibbs!" she cried. "What is the matter? I saw something was +terribly wrong when I--You look--" She paused, and he came in, +not lifting his eyes to hers. Always when he crossed that threshold +he had come with his head up and his wistful gaze seeking hers. +"Ah, poor boy!" she said, with a gesture of understanding and pity. +"I know what it is!" + +He followed her into the room where they always sat, and sank into +a chair. + +"You needn't tell me," she said. "They've made you give up. Your +father's won--you're going to do what he wants. You've given up." + +Still without looking at her, he inclined his head in affirmation. + +She gave a little cry of compassion, and came and sat near him. +"Bibbs," she said. "I can be glad of one thing, though it's selfish. +I can be glad you came straight to me. It's more to me than even if +you'd come because you were happy." She did not speak again for a +little while; then she said: "Bibbs--dear--could you tell me about +it? Do you want to?" + +Still he did not look up, but in a voice, shaken and husky he asked +her a question so grotesque that at first she thought she had +misunderstood his words. + +"Mary," he said, "could you marry me?" + +"What did you say, Bibbs?" she asked, quietly. + +His tone and attitude did not change. "Will you marry me?" + +Both of her hands leaped to her cheeks--she grew red and then white. +She rose slowly and moved backward from him, staring at him, at first +incredulously, then with an intense perplexity more and more luminous +in her wide eyes; it was like a spoken question. The room filled +with strangeness in the long silence--the two were so strange to each +other. At last she said: + +"What made you say that?" + +He did not answer. + +"Bibbs, look at me!" Her voice was loud and clear. "What made +you say that? Look at me!" + +He could not look at her, and he could not speak. + +"What was it that made you?" she said. "I want you to tell me." + +She went closer to him, her eyes ever brighter and wider with that +intensity of wonder. "You've given up--to your father," she said, +slowly, "and then you came to ask me--" She broke off. "Bibbs, +do you want me to marry you?" + +"Yes," he said, just audibly. + +"No!" she cried. "You do not. Then what made you ask me? What +is it that's happened?" + +"Nothing." + +"Wait," she said. "Let me think. It's something that happened since +our walk this morning--yes, since you left me at noon. Something +happened that--" She stopped abruptly, with a tremulous murmur of +amazement and dawning comprehension. She remembered that Sibyl had +gone to the New House. + +Bibbs swallowed painfully and contrived to say, "I do--I do want +you to--marry me, if--if--you could." + +She looked at him, and slowly shook her head. "Bibbs, do you--" +Her voice was as unsteady as his--little more than a whisper. "Do +you think I'm--in love with you?" + +"No," he said. + +Somewhere in the still air of the room there was a whispered word; +it did not seem to come from Mary's parted lips, but he was aware +of it. "Why?" + +"I've had nothing but dreams," Bibbs said, desolately, "but they +weren't like that. Sibyl said no girl could care about me." He +smiled faintly, though still he did not look at Mary. "And when +I first came home Edith told me Sibyl was so anxious to marry that +she'd have married ME. She meant it to express Sibyl's extremity, +you see. But I hardly needed either of them to tell me. I hadn't +thought of myself as--well, not as particularly captivating!" + +Oddly enough, Mary's pallor changed to an angry flush. "Those +two!" she exclaimed, sharply; and then, with thoroughgoing contempt: +"Lamhorn! That's like them!" She turned away, went to the bare +little black mantel, and stood leaning upon it. Presently she +asked: "WHEN did Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan say that 'no girl' could +care about you?" + +"To-day." + +Mary drew a deep breath. "I think I'm beginning to understand--a +little." She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes +and in her voice. "Answer me once more," she said. "Bibbs, do you +know now why I stopped wearing my furs?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?" + +"I--I heard her say--" + +"I think I know what happened, now." Mary's breath came fast and +her voice shook, but she spoke rapidly. "You 'heard her say' more +than that. You 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and +on that account I tried first to marry your brother--and then--" +But now she faltered, and it was only after a convulsive effort +that she was able to go on. "And then--that I tried to marry--you! +You 'heard her say' that--and you believe that I don't care for you +and that 'no girl' could care for you--but you think I am in such +an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was--that you-- And so, not wanting me, +and believing that I could not want you--except for my 'extremity' +--you took your father's offer and then came to ask me--to marry +you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you--" + +Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms +upon the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. + +"Mary, Mary!" he cried, helplessly. "Oh NO--you--you don't +understand." + +"I do, though!" she sobbed. "I do!" + +He came and stood beside her. "You kill me!" he said. "I can't +make it plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all +self. It was always you that gave and I that took. I was the +dependent--I did nothing but lean on you. We always talked of me, +not of you. It was all about my idiotic distresses and troubles. +I thought of you as a kind of wonderful being that had no mortal +or human suffering except by sympathy. You seemed to lean down +--out of a rosy cloud--to be kind to me. I never dreamed I could +do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could need anything to +be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that--that you--" + +"You heard that I needed to marry--some one--anybody--with money," +she sobbed. "And you thought we were so--so desperate--you believed +that I had--" + +"No!" he said, quickly. "I didn't believe you'd done one kind +thing for me--for that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought +of me except generously--to give. I said I couldn't make it +plain!" he cried, despairingly. + +"Wait!" She lifted her head and extended her hands to him +unconsciously, like a child. "Help me up, Bibbs." Then, when she +was once more upon her feet, she wiped her eyes and smiled upon him +ruefully and faintly, but reassuringly, as if to tell him, in that +way, that she knew he had not meant to hurt her. And that smile +of hers, so lamentable, but so faithfully friendly, misted his own +eyes, for his shamefacedness lowered them no more. + +"Let me tell you what you want to tell me," she said. "You can't, +because you can't put it into words--they are too humiliating for me +and you're too gentle to say them. Tell me, though, isn't it true? +You didn't believe that I'd tried to make you fall in love with me--" + +"Never! Never for an instant!" + +"You didn't believe I'd tried to make you want to marry me--" + +"No, no, no!" + +"I believe it, Bibbs. You thought that I was fond of you; you knew +I cared for you--but you didn't think I might be--in love with you. +But you thought that I might marry you without being in love with you +because you did believe I had tried to marry your brother, and--" + +"Mary, I only knew--for the first time--that you--that you were--" + +"Were desperately poor," she said. "You can't even say that! +Bibbs, it was true: I did try to make Jim want to marry me. I did!" +And she sank down into the chair, weeping bitterly again. Bibbs was +agonized. + +"Mary," he groaned, "I didn't know you COULD cry!" + +"Listen," she said. "Listen till I get through--I want you to +understand. We were poor, and we weren't fitted to be. We never +had been, and we didn't know what to do. We'd been almost rich; +there was plenty, but my father wanted to take advantage of the +growth of the town; he wanted to be richer, but instead--well, +just about the time your father finished building next door we +found we hadn't anything. People say that, sometimes, meaning +that they haven't anything in comparison with other people of their +own kind, but we really hadn't anything--we hadn't anything at all, +Bibbs! And we couldn't DO anything. You might wonder why I didn't +'try to be a stenographer'--and I wonder myself why, when a family +loses its money, people always say the daughters 'ought to go and +be stenographers.' It's curious!--as if a wave of the hand made +you into a stenographer. No, I'd been raised to be either married +comfortably or a well-to-do old maid, if I chose not to marry. +The poverty came on slowly, Bibbs, but at last it was all there-- +and I didn't know how to be a stenographer. I didn't know how to +be anything except a well-to-do old maid or somebody's wife--and +I couldn't be a well-to-do old maid. Then, Bibbs, I did what I'd +been raised to know how to do. I went out to be fascinating and be +married. I did it openly, at least, and with a kind of decent +honesty. I told your brother I had meant to fascinate him and that +I was not in love with him, but I let him think that perhaps I meant +to marry him. I think I did mean to marry him. I had never cared +for anybody, and I thought it might be there really WASN'T anything +more than a kind of excited fondness. I can't be sure, but I think +that though I did mean to marry him I never should have done it, +because that sort of a marriage is--it's sacrilege--something would +have stopped me. Something did stop me; it was your sister-in-law, +Sibyl. She meant no harm--but she was horrible, and she put what +I was doing into such horrible words--and they were the truth--oh! +I SAW myself! She was proposing a miserable compact with me--and +I couldn't breathe the air of the same room with her, though I'd so +cheapened myself she had a right to assume that I WOULD. But I +couldn't! I left her, and I wrote to your brother--just a quick +scrawl. I told him just what I'd done; I asked his pardon, and +I said I would not marry him. I posted the letter, but he never +got it. That was the afternoon he was killed. That's all, Bibbs. +Now you know what I did--and you know--ME!" She pressed her +clenched hands tightly against her eyes, leaning far forward, her +head bowed before him. + +Bibbs had forgotten himself long ago; his heart broke for her. +"Couldn't you--Isn't there--Won't you--" he stammered. "Mary, +I'm going with father. Isn't there some way you could use the +money without--without--" + +She gave a choked little laugh. + +"You gave me something to live for," he said. "You kept me alive, +I think--and I've hurt you like this!" + +"Not you--oh no!" + +"You could forgive me, Mary?" + +"Oh, a thousand times!" Her right hand went out in a faltering +gesture, and just touched his own for an instant. "But there's +nothing to forgive." + +"And you can't--you can't--" + +"Can't what, Bibbs?" + +"You couldn't--" + +"Marry you?" she said for him. + +"Yes." + +"No, no, no!" She sprang up, facing him, and, without knowing what +she did, she set her hands upon his breast, pushing him back from her +a little. "I can't, I can't! Don't you SEE?" + +"Mary--" + +"No, no! And you must go now, Bibbs; I can't bear any more-- +please--" + +"MARY--" + +"Never, never, never!" she cried, in a passion of tears. "You +mustn't come any more. I can't see you, dear! Never, never, +never!" + +Somehow, in helpless, stumbling obedience to her beseeching gesture, +he got himself to the door and out of the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Sibyl and Roscoe were upon the point of leaving when Bibbs returned +to the New House. He went straight to Sibyl and spoke to her quietly, +but so that the others might hear. + +"When you said that if I'd stop to think, I'd realize that no one +would be apt to care enough about me to marry me, you were right," +he said. "I thought perhaps you weren't, and so I asked Miss +Vertrees to marry me. It proved what you said of me, and disproved +what you said of her. She refused." + +And, having thus spoken, he quitted the room as straightforwardly +as he had entered it. + +"He's SO queer!" Mrs. Sheridan gasped. "Who on earth would thought +of his doin' THAT?" + +"I told you," said her husband, grimly. + +"You didn't tell us he'd go over there and--" + +"I told you she wouldn't have him. I told you she wouldn't have JIM, +didn't I?" + +Sibyl was altogether taken aback. "Do you supose it's true? Do you +suppose she WOULDN'T?" + +"He didn't look exactly like a young man that had just got things +fixed up fine with his girl," said Sheridan. "Not to me, he didn't!" + +"But why would--" + +"I told you," he interrupted, angrily, "she ain't that kind of +a girl! If you got to have proof, well, I'll tell you and get it +over with, though I'd pretty near just as soon not have to talk +a whole lot about my dead boy's private affairs. She wrote to Jim +she couldn't take him, and it was a good, straight letter, too. +It came to Jim's office; he never saw it. She wrote it the afternoon +he was hurt." + +"I remember I saw her put a letter in the mail-box that afternoon," +said Roscoe. "Don't you remember, Sibyl? I told you about it--I +was waiting for you while you were in there so long talking to her +mother. It was just before we saw that something was wrong over +here, and Edith came and called me." + +Sibyl shook her head, but she remembered. And she was not cast down, +for, although some remnants of perplexity were left in her eyes, they +were dimmed by an increasing glow of triumph; and she departed--after +some further fragmentary discourse--visibly elated. After all, the +guilty had not been exalted; and she perceived vaguely, but none the +less surely, that her injury had been copiously avenged. She bestowed +a contented glance upon the old house with the cupola, as she and +Roscoe crossed the street. + +When they had gone, Mrs. Sheridan indulged in reverie, but after +a while she said, uneasily, "Papa, you think it would be any use +to tell Bibbs about that letter?" + +"I don't know," he answered, walking moodily to the window. "I been +thinkin' about it." He came to a decision. "I reckon I will." And +he went up to Bibbs's room. + +"Well, you goin' back on what you said?" he inquired, brusquely, +as he opened the door. "You goin' to take it back and lay down +on me again?" + +"No," said Bibbs. + +"Well, perhaps I didn't have any call to accuse you of that. I +don't know as you ever did go back on anything you said, exactly, +though the Lord knows you've laid down on me enough. You certainly +have!" Sheridan was baffled. This was not what he wished to say, +but his words were unmanageable; he found himself unable to control +them, and his querulous abuse went on in spite of him. "I can't say +I expect much of you--not from the way you always been, up to now +--unless you turn over a new leaf, and I don't see any encouragement +to think you're goin' to do THAT! If you go down there and show a +spark o' real GIT-up, I reckon the whole office'll fall in a faint. +But if you're ever goin' to show any, you better begin right at the +beginning and begin to show it to-morrow." + +"Yes--I'll try." + +"You better, if it's in you!" Sheridan was sheerly nonplussed. He +had always been able to say whatever he wished to say, but his tongue +seemed bewitched. He had come to tell Bibbs about Mary's letter, and +to his own angry astonishment he found it impossible to do anything +except to scold like a drudge-driver. "You better come down there +with your mind made up to hustle harder than the hardest workin'-man +that's under you, or you'll not get on very good with me, I tell you! +The way to get ahead--and you better set it down in your books--the +way to get ahead is to do ten times the work of the hardest worker +that works FOR you. But you don't know what work is, yet. All +you've ever done was just stand around and feed a machine a child +could handle, and then come home and take a bath and go callin'. +I tell you you're up against a mighty different proposition now, +and if you're worth your salt--and you never showed any signs of it +yet--not any signs that stuck out enough to bang somebody on the head +and make 'em sit up and take notice--well, I want to say, right here +and now--and you better listen, because I want to say just what I DO +say. I say--" + +He meandered to a full stop. His mouth hung open, and his mind was +a hopeless blank. + +Bibbs looked up patiently--an old, old look. "Yes, father; I'm +listening." + +"That's all," said Sheridan, frowning heavily. "That's all I came +to say, and you better see't you remember it!" + +He shook his head warningly, and went out, closing the door behind +him with a crash. However, no sound of footsteps indicated his +departure. He stopped just outside the door, and stood there a +minute or more. Then abruptly he turned the knob and exhibited to +his son a forehead liberally covered with perspiration. + +"Look here," he said, crossly. "That girl over yonder wrote Jim +a letter--" + +"I know," said Bibbs. "She told me." + +"Well, I thought you needn't feel so much upset about it--" The +door closed on his voice as he withdrew, but the conclusion of +the sentence was nevertheless audible--"if you knew she wouldn't +have Jim, either." + +And he stamped his way down-stairs to tell his wife to quit her +frettin' and not bother him with any more fool's errands. She was +about to inquire what Bibbs "said," but after a second thought she +decided not to speak at all. She merely murmured a wordless assent, +and verbal communication was given over between them for the rest +of that afternoon. + +Bibbs and his father were gone when Mrs. Sheridan woke, the next +morning, and she had a dreary day. She missed Edith woefully, and +she worried about what might be taking place in the Sheridan Building. +She felt that everything depended on how Bibbs "took hold," and +upon her husband's return in the evening she seized upon the first +opportunity to ask him how things had gone. He was non-committal. +What could anybody tell by the first day? He'd seen plenty go at +things well enough right at the start and then blow up. Pretty near +anybody could show up fair the first day or so. There was a big job +ahead. This material, such as it was--Bibbs, in fact--had to be +broken in to handling the work Roscoe had done; and then, at least +as an overseer, he must take Jim's position in the Realty Company +as well. He told her to ask him again in a month. + +But during the course of dinner she gathered from some disjointed +remarks of his that he and Bibbs had lunched together at the small +restaurant where it had been Sheridan's custom to lunch with Jim, +and she took this to be an encouraging sign. Bibbs went to his room +as soon as they left the table, and her husband was not communicative +after reading his paper. + +She became an anxious spectator of Bibbs's progress as a man of +business, although it was a progress she could glimpse but dimly and +only in the evening, through his remarks and his father's at dinner. +Usually Bibbs was silent, except when directly addressed, but on +the first evening of the third week of his new career he offered an +opinion which had apparently been the subject of previous argument. + +"I'd like you to understand just what I meant about those +storage-rooms, father," he said, as Jackson placed his coffee before +him. "Abercrombie agreed with me, but you wouldn't listen to him." + +"You can talk, if you want to, and I'll listen," Sheridan returned, +"but you can't show me that Jim ever took up with a bad thing. +The roof fell because it hadn't had time to settle and on account +of weather conditions. I want that building put just the way Jim +planned it." + +"You can't have it," said Bibbs. "You can't, because Jim planned for +the building to stand up, and it won't do it. The other one--the one +that didn't fall--is so shot with cracks we haven't dared use it for +storage. It won't stand weight. There's only one thing to do: get +both buildings down as quickly as we can, and build over. Brick's +the best and cheapest in the long run for that type." + +Sheridan looked sarcastic. "Fine! What we goin' to do for storage- +rooms while we're waitin' for those few bricks to be laid?" + +"Rent," Bibbs returned, promptly. "We'll lose money if we don't rent, +anyhow--they were waiting so long for you to give the warehouse matter +your attention after the roof fell. You don't know what an amount of +stuff they've got piled up on us over there. We'd have to rent until +we could patch up those process perils--and the Krivitch Manufacturing +Company's plant is empty, right across the street. I took an option +on it for us this morning." + +Sheridan's expression was queer. "Look here!" he said, sharply. +"Did you go and do that without consulting me?" + +"It didn't cost anything," said Bibbs. "It's only until to-morrow +afternoon at two o'clock. I undertook to convince you before then." + +"Oh, you did?" Sheridan's tone was sardonic. "Well, just suppose +you couldn't convince me." + +"I can, though--and I intend to," said Bibbs, quietly. "I don't +think you understand the condition of those buildings you want +patched up." + +"Now, see here," said Sheridan, with slow emphasis; "suppose I had +my mind set about this. JIM thought they'd stand, and suppose it +was--well, kind of a matter of sentiment with me to prove he was +right." + +Bibbs looked at him compassionately. "I'm sorry if you have a +sentiment about it, father," he said. "But whether you have or not +can't make a difference. You'll get other people hurt if you trust +that process, and that won't do. And if you want a monument to Jim, +at least you want one that will stand. Besides, I don't think you +can reasonably defend sentiment in this particular kind of affair." + +"Oh, you don't?" + +"No, but I'm sorry you didn't tell me you felt it." + +Sheridan was puzzled by his son's tone. "Why are you 'sorry'?" +he asked, curiously. + +"Because I had the building inspector up there, this noon," said +Bibbs, "and I had him condemn both those buildings." + +"What?" + +"He'd been afraid to do it before, until he heard from us--afraid +you'd see he lost his job. But he can't un-condemn them--they've +got to come down now." + +Sheridan gave him a long and piercing stare from beneath lowered +brows. Finally he said, "How long did they give you on that option +to convince me?" + +"Until two o'clock to-morrow afternoon." + +"All right," said Sheridan, not relaxing. "I'm convinced." + +Bibbs jumped up. "I thought you would be. I'll telephone the +Krivitch agent. He gave me the option until to-morrow, but I +told him I'd settle it this evening." + +Sheridan gazed after him as he left the room, and then, though his +expression did not alter in the slightest, a sound came from him +that startled his wife. It had been a long time since she had heard +anything resembling a chuckle from him, and this sound--although +it was grim and dry--bore that resemblance. + +She brightened eagerly. "Looks like he was startin' right well +don't it, papa?" + +"Startin'? Lord! He got me on the hip! Why, HE knew what I wanted +--that's why he had the inspector up there, so't he'd have me beat +before we even started to talk about it. And did you hear him? +'Can't reasonably defend SENTIMENT!' And the way he says 'Us': +'Took an option for Us'! 'Stuff piled up on Us'!" + +There was always an alloy for Mrs. sheridan. "I don't just like +the way he looks, though, papa." + +"Oh, there's got to be something! Only one chick left at home, +so you start to frettin' about IT!" + +"No. He's changed. There's kind of a settish look to his face, +and--" + +"I guess that's the common sense comin' out on him, then," said +Sheridan. "You'll see symptoms like that in a good many business +men, I expect." + +"Well, and he don't have as good color as he was gettin' before. +And he'd begun to fill out some, but--" + +Sheridan gave forth another dry chuckle, and, going round the table +to her, patted her upon the shoulder with his left hand, his right +being still heavily bandaged, though he no longer wore a sling. +"That's the way it is with you, mamma--got to take your frettin' +out one way if you don't another!" + +"No. He don't look well. It ain't exactly the way he looked when +he begun to get sick that time, but he kind o' seems to be losin', +some way." + +"Yes, he may 'a' lost something," said Sheridan. "I expect he's +lost a whole lot o' foolishness besides his God-forsaken notions +about writin' poetry and--" + +"No," his wife persisted. "I mean he looks right peakid. And +yesterday, when he was settin' with us, he kept lookin' out the +window. He wasn't readin'." + +"Well, why shouldn't he look out the window?" + +"He was lookin' over there. He never read a word all afternoon, +I don't believe." + +"Look, here!" said Sheridan. "Bibbs might 'a' kept goin' on over +there the rest of his life, moonin' on and on, but what he heard Sibyl +say did one big thing, anyway. It woke him up out of his trance. +Well, he had to go and bust clean out with a bang; and that stopped +his goin' over there, and it stopped his poetry, but I reckon he's +begun to get pretty fair pay for what he lost. I guess a good many +young men have had to get over worries like his; they got to lose +SOMETHING if they're goin' to keep ahead o' the procession nowadays +--and it kind o' looks to me, mamma, like Bibbs might keep quite a +considerable long way ahead. Why, a year from now I'll bet you he +won't know there ever WAS such a thing as poetry! And ain't he funny? +He wanted to stick to the shop so's he could 'think'! What he meant +was, think about something useless. Well, I guess he's keepin' his +mind pretty occupied the other way these days. Yes, sir, it took a +pretty fair-sized shock to get him out of his trance, but it certainly +did the business." He patted his wife's shoulder again, and then, +without any prefatory symptoms, broke into a boisterous laugh. + +"Honest, mamma, he works like a gorilla!" + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +And so Bibbs sat in the porch of the temple with the money-changers. +But no one came to scourge him forth, for this was the temple of +Bigness, and the changing of money was holy worship and true religion. +The priests wore that "settish" look Bibbs's mother had seen beginning +to develop about his mouth and eyes--a wary look which she could not +define, but it comes with service at the temple; and it was the more +marked upon Bibbs for his sharp awakening to the necessities of that +service. + +He did as little "useless" thinking as possible, giving himself no +time for it. He worked continuously, keeping his thoughts still on +his work when he came home at night; and he talked of nothing whatever +except his work. But he did not sing at it. He was often in the +streets, and people were not allowed to sing in the streets. They +might make any manner of hideous uproar--they could shake buildings; +they could out-thunder the thunder, deafen the deaf, and kill the +sick with noise; or they could walk the streets or drive through them +bawling, squawking, or screeching, as they chose, if the noise was +traceably connected with business; though street musicians were not +tolerated, being considered a nuisance and an interference. A man or +woman who went singing for pleasure through the streets--like a crazy +Neopolitan--would have been stopped, and belike locked up; for Freedom +does not mean that a citizen is allowed to do every outrageous thing +that comes into his head. The streets were dangerous enough, in all +conscience, without any singing! and the Motor Federation issued +public warnings declaring that the pedestrian's life was in his own +hands, and giving directions how to proceed with the least peril. +However, Bibbs Sheridan had no desire to sing in the streets, or +anywhere. He had gone to his work with an energy that, for the start, +at least, was bitter, and there was no song left in him. + +He began to know his active fellow-citizens. Here and there among +them he found a leisurely, kind soul, a relic of the old period +of neighborliness, "pioneer stock," usually; and there were men +--particularly among the merchants and manufacturers--"so honest +they leaned backward"; reputations sometimes attested by stories +of heroic sacrifices to honor; nor were there lacking some instances +of generosity even nobler. Here and there, too, were book-men, +in their little leisure; and, among the Germans, music-men. And +these, with the others, worshiped Bigness and the growth, each man +serving for his own sake and for what he could get out of it, but +all united in their faith in the beneficence and glory of their god. + +To almost all alike that service stood as the most important thing +in life, except on occasion of some such vital, brief interregnum as +the dangerous illness of a wife or child. In the way of "relaxation" +some of the servers took golf; some took fishing; some took "shows" +--a mixture of infantile and negroid humor, stockings, and tin music; +some took an occasional debauch; some took trips; some took cards; +and some took nothing. The high priests were vigilant to watch that +no "relaxation" should affect the service. When a man attended to +anything outside his business, eyes were upon him; his credit was +in danger--that is, his life was in danger. And the old priests were +as ardent as the young ones; the million was as eager to be bigger as +the thousand; seventy was as busy as seventeen. They strove mightily +against one another, and the old priests were the most wary, the most +plausible, and the most dangerous. Bibbs learned he must walk charily +among these--he must wear a thousand eyes and beware of spiders +indeed! + +And outside the temple itself were the pretenders, the swarming +thieves and sharpers and fleecers, the sly rascals and the open +rascals; but these were feeble folk, not dangerous once he knew them, +and he had a good guide to point them out to him. They were useful +sometimes, he learned, and many of them served as go-betweens in +matters where business must touch politics. He learned also how +breweries and "traction" companies and banks and other institutions +fought one another for the political control of the city. The +newspapers, he discovered, had lost their ancient political influence, +especially with the knowing, who looked upon them with a skeptical +humor, believing the journals either to be retained partisans, like +lawyers, or else striving to forward the personal ambitions of their +owners. The control of the city lay not with them, but was usually +obtained by giving the hordes of negroes gin-money, and by other +largesses. The revenues of the people were then distributed as fairly +as possible among a great number of men who had assisted the winning +side. Names and titles of offices went with many of the prizes, and +most of these title-holders were expected to present a busy appearance +at times; and, indeed, some among them did work honestly and +faithfully. + +Bibbs had been very ignorant. All these simple things, so well known +and customary, astonished him at first, and once--in a brief moment +of forgetting that he was done with writing--he thought that if he +had known them and written of them, how like a satire the plainest +relation of them must have seemed! Strangest of all to him was the +vehement and sincere patriotism. On every side he heard it--it was +a permeation; the newest school-child caught it, though just from +Hungary and learning to stammer a few words of the local language. +Everywhere the people shouted of the power, the size, the riches, +and the growth of their city. Not only that, they said that the +people of their city were the greatest, the "finest," the strongest, +the Biggest people on earth. They cited no authorities, and felt +the need of none, being themselves the people thus celebrated. And +if the thing was questioned, or if it was hinted that there might be +one small virtue in which they were not perfect and supreme, they +wasted no time examining themselves to see if what the critic said +was true, but fell upon him and hooted him and cursed him, for they +were sensitive. So Bibbs, learning their ways and walking with them, +harkened to the voice of the people and served Bigness with them. +For the voice of the people is the voice of their god. + + +Sheridan had made the room next to his own into an office for Bibbs, +and the door between the two rooms usually stood open--the father had +established that intimacy. One morning in February, when Bibbs was +alone, Sheridan came in, some sheets of typewritten memoranda in his +hand. + +"Bibbs," he said, "I don't like to butt in very often this way, and +when I do I usually wish I hadn't--but for Heaven's sake what have +you been buying that ole busted inter-traction stock for?" + +Bibbs leaned back from his desk. "For eleven hundred and fifty-five +dollars. That's all it cost." + +"Well, it ain't worth eleven hundred and fifty-five cents. You ought +to know that. I don't get your idea. That stuff's deader'n Adam's +cat!" + +"It might be worth something--some day." + +"How?" + +"It mightn't be so dead--not if we went into it," said Bibbs, coolly. + +"Oh!" Sheridan considered this musingly; then he said, "Who'd you +buy it from?" + +"A broker--Fansmith." + +"Well, he must 'a' got it from one o' the crowd o' poor ninnies that +was soaked with it. Don't you know who owned it?" + +"Yes, I do." + +"Ain't sayin', though? That it? What's the matter?" + +"It belonged to Mr. Vertrees," said Bibbs, shortly, applying himself +to his desk. + +"So!" Sheridan gazed down at his son's thin face. "Excuse me," +he said. "Your business." And he went back to his own room. But +presently he looked in again. + +"I reckon you won't mind lunchin' alone to-day"--he was shuffling +himself into his overcoat--"because I just thought I'd go up to the +house and get THIS over with mamma." He glanced apologetically toward +his right hand as it emerged from the sleeve of the overcoat. The +bandages had been removed, finally, that morning, revealing but three +fingers--the forefinger and the finger next to it had been amputated. +"She's bound to make an awful fuss, and better to spoil her lunch than +her dinner. I'll be back about two." + +But he calculated the time of his arrival at the New House so +accurately that Mrs. Sheridan's lunch was not disturbed, and she +was rising from the lonely table when he came into the dining-room. +He had left his overcoat in the hall, but he kept his hands in his +trousers pockets. + +"What's the matter, papa?" she asked, quickly. "Has anything gone +wrong? You ain't sick?" + +"Me!" He laughed loudly. "Me SICK?" + +"You had lunch?" + +"Didn't want any to-day. You can give me a cup o' coffee, though." + +She rang, and told George to have coffee made, and when he had +withdrawn she said querulously, "I just know there's something +wrong." + +"Nothin' in the world," he responded, heartily, taking a seat at the +head of the table. "I thought I'd talk over a notion o' mine with +you, that's all. It's more women-folks' business than what it is +man's, anyhow." + +"What about?" + +"Why, ole Doc Gurney was up at the office this morning awhile--" + +"To look at your hand? How's he say it's doin'?" + +"Fine! Well, he went in and sat around with Bibbs awhile--" + +Mrs. Sheridan nodded pessimistically. "I guess it's time you had +him, too. I KNEW Bibbs--" + +"Now, mamma, hold your horses! I wanted him to look Bibbs over +BEFORE anything's the matter. You don't suppose I'm goin' to take +any chances with BIBBS, do you? Well, afterwards, I shut the door, +and I an' ole Gurney had a talk. He's a mighty disagreeable man; +he rubbed it in on me what he said about Bibbs havin' brains if he +ever woke up. Then I thought he must want to get something out +o' me, he go so flattering--for a minute! 'Bibbs couldn't help havin' +business brains,' he says, 'bein' YOUR son. Don't be surprised,' he +says--'don't be surprised at his makin' a success,' he says. 'He +couldn't get over his heredity; he couldn't HELP bein' a business +success--once you got him into it. It's in his blood. Yes, sir' +he says, 'it doesn't need MUCH brains,' he says, 'an only third-rate +brains, at that,' he says, 'but it does need a special KIND o' +brains,' he says, 'to be a millionaire. I mean,' he says, 'when +a man's given a start. If nobody gives him a start, why, course +he's got to have luck AND the right kind o' brains. The only miracle +about Bibbs,' he says, 'is where he got the OTHER kind o' brains--the +brains you made him quit usin' and throw away.'" + +"But what'd he say about his health?" Mrs. Sheridan demanded, +impatiently, as George placed a cup of coffee before her husband. +Sheridan helped himself to cream and sugar, and began to sip the +coffee. + +"I'm comin' to that," he returned, placidly. "See how easy I manage +this cup with my left hand, mamma?" + +"You been doin' that all winter. What did--" + +"It's wonderful," he interrupted, admiringly, "what a fellow can do +with his left hand. I can sign my name with mine now, well's I ever +could with my right. It came a little hard at first, but now, honest, +I believe I RATHER sign with my left. That's all I ever have to write, +anyway--just the signature. Rest's all dictatin'." He blew across +the top of the cup unctuously. "Good coffee, mamma! Well, about +Bibbs. Ole Gurney says he believes if Bibbs could somehow get back +to the state o' mind he was in about the machine-shop--that is, +if he could some way get to feelin' about business the way he felt +about the shop--not the poetry and writin' part, but--" He paused, +supplementing his remarks with a motion of his head toward the old +house next door. "He says Bibbs is older and harder'n what he was +when he broke down that time, and besides, he ain't the kind o' dreamy +way he was then--and I should say he AIN'T! I'd like 'em to show ME +anybody his age that's any wider awake! But he says Bibbs's health +never need bother us again if--" + +Mrs. Sheridan shook her head. "I don't see any help THAT way. +You know yourself she wouldn't have Jim." + +"Who's talkin' about her havin' anybody? But, my Lord! she might let +him LOOK at her! She needn't 'a' got so mad, just because he asked +her, that she won't let him come in the house any more. He's a +mighty funny boy, and some ways I reckon he's pretty near as hard +to understand as the Bible, but Gurney kind o' got me in the way o' +thinkin' that if she'd let him come back and set around with her an +evening or two sometimes--not reg'lar, I don't mean--why--Well, I just +thought I'd see what YOU'D think of it. There ain't any way to talk +about it to Bibbs himself--I don't suppose he'd let you, anyhow--but +I thought maybe you could kind o' slip over there some day, and sort +o' fix up to have a little talk with her, and kind o' hint around till +you see how the land lays, and ask her--" + +"ME!" Mrs. Sheridan looked both helpless and frightened. "No." +She shook her head decidedly. "It wouldn't do any good." + +"You won't try it?" + +"I won't risk her turnin' me out o' the house. Some way, that's what +I believe she did to Sibyl, from what Roscoe said once. No, I CAN'T +--and, what's more, it'd only make things worse. If people find out +you're runnin' after 'em they think you're cheap, and then they won't +do as much for you as if you let 'em alone. I don't believe it's any +use, and I couldn't do it if it was." + +He sighed with resignation. "All right, mamma. That's all." Then, +in a livelier tone, he said: "Ole Gurney took the bandages off my +hand this morning. All healed up. Says I don't need 'em any more." + +"Why, that's splendid, papa!" she cried, beaming. "I was afraid-- +Let's see." + +She came toward him, but he rose, still keeping his hand in his +pocket. "Wait a minute," he said, smiling. "Now it may give you just +a teeny bit of a shock, but the fact is--well, you remember that +Sunday when Sibyl came over here and made all that fuss about nothin' +--it was the day after I got tired o' that statue when Edith's +telegram came--" + +"Let me see your hand!" she cried. + +"Now wait!" he said, laughing and pushing her away with his left hand. +"The truth is, mamma, that I kind o' slipped out on you that morning, +when you wasn't lookin', and went down to ole Gurney's office--he'd +told me to, you see--and, well, it doesn't AMOUNT to anything." And +he held out, for her inspection, the mutilated hand. "You see, these +days when it's all dictatin', anyhow, nobody'd mind just a couple +o'--" + +He had to jump for her--she went over backward. For the second time +in her life Mrs. Sheridan fainted. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +It was a full hour later when he left her lying upon a couch in her +own room, still lamenting intermittently, though he assured her +with heat that the "fuss" she was making irked him far more than his +physical loss. He permitted her to think that he meant to return +directly to his office, but when he came out to the open air he told +the chauffeur in attendance to await him in front of Mr. Vertrees's +house, whither he himself proceeded on foot. + +Mr. Vertrees had taken the sale of half of his worthless stock as +manna in the wilderness; it came from heaven--by what agency he did +not particularly question. The broker informed him that "parties were +interested in getting hold of the stock," and that later there might +be a possible increase in the value of the large amount retained by +his client. It might go "quite a ways up" within a year or so, he +said, and he advised "sitting tight" with it. Mr. Vertrees went home +and prayed. + +He rose from his knees feeling that he was surely coming into his own +again. It was more than a mere gasp of temporary relief with him, +and his wife shared his optimism; but Mary would not let him buy back +her piano, and as for furs--spring was on the way, she said. But they +paid the butcher, the baker, and the candlestick-maker, and hired +a cook once more. It was this servitress who opened the door for +Sheridan and presently assured him that Miss Vertrees would "be down." + +He was not the man to conceal admiration when he felt it, and he +flushed and beamed as Mary made her appearance, almost upon the heels +of the cook. She had a look of apprehension for the first fraction of +a second, but it vanished at the sight of him, and its place was taken +in her eyes by a soft brilliance, while color rushed in her cheeks. + +"Don't be surprised," he said. "Truth is, in a way it's sort of on +business I looked in here. It'll only take a minute, I expect." + +"I'm sorry," said Mary. "I hoped you'd come because we're neighbors." + +He chuckled. "Neighbors! Sometimes people don't see so much o' their +neighbors as they used to. That is, I hear so--lately." + +"You'll stay long enough to sit down, won't you?" + +"I guess I could manage that much." And they sat down, facing each +other and not far apart. + +"Of course, it couldn't be called business, exactly," he said, more +gravely. "Not at all, I expect. But there's something o' yours it +seemed to me I ought to give you, and I just thought it was better +to bring it myself and explain how I happened to have it. It's +this--this letter you wrote my boy." He extended the letter to her +solemnly, in his left hand, and she took it gently from him. "It was +in his mail, after he was hurt. You knew he never got it, I expect." + +"Yes," she said, in a low voice. + +He sighed. "I'm glad he didn't. Not," he added, quickly--"not but +what you did just right to send it. You did. You couldn't acted any +other way when it came right down TO it. There ain't any blame comin' +to you--you were above-board all through." + +Mary said, "Thank you," almost in a whisper, and with her head bowed +low. + +"You'll have to excuse me for readin' it. I had to take charge of all +his mail and everything; I didn't know the handwritin', and I read it +all--once I got started." + +"I'm glad you did." + +"Well"--he leaned forward as if to rise--"I guess that's about all. +I just thought you ought to have it." + +"Thank you for bringing it." + +He looked at her hopefully, as if he thought and wished that she +might have something more to say. But she seemed not to be aware +of this glance, and sat with her eyes fixed sorrowfully upon the +floor. + +"Well, I expect I better be gettin' back to the office," he said, +rising desperately. "I told--I told my partner I'd be back at two +o'clock, and I guess he'll think I'm a poor business man if he +catches me behind time. I got to walk the chalk a mighty straight +line these days--with THAT fellow keepin' tabs on me!" + +Mary rose with him. "I've always heard YOU were the hard driver." + +He guffawed derisively. "Me? I'm nothin' to that partner o' mine. +You couldn't guess to save your life how he keeps after me to hold up +my end o' the job. I shouldn't be surprised he'd give me the grand +bounce some day, and run the whole circus by himself. You know how +he is--once he goes AT a thing!" + +"No," she smiled. "I didn't know you had a partner. I'd always +heard--" + +He laughed, looking away from her. "It's just my way o' speakin' +o' that boy o' mine, Bibbs." + +He stood then, expectant, staring out into the hall with an air of +careless geniality. He felt that she certainly must at least say, +"How IS Bibbs?" but she said nothing at all, though he waited until +the silence became embarrassing. + +"Well, I guess I better be gettin' down there," he said, at last. +"He might worry." + +"Good-by--and thank you," said Mary. + +"For what?" + +"For the letter." + +"Oh," he said, blankly. "You're welcome. Good-by." + +Mary put out her hand. "Good-by." + +"You'll have to excuse my left hand," he said. "I had a little +accident to the other one." + +She gave a pitying cry as she saw. "Oh, poor Mr. Sheridan!" + +"Nothin' at all! Dictate everything nowadays, anyhow." He laughed +jovially. "Did anybody tell you how it happened?" + +"I heard you hurt your hand, but no--not just how." + +"It was this way," he began, and both, as if unconsciously, sat +down again. "You may not know it, but I used to worry a good deal +about the youngest o' my boys--the one that used to come to see you +sometimes, after Jim--that is, I mean Bibbs. He's the one I spoke +of as my partner; and the truth is that's what it's just about goin' +to amount to, one o' these days--if his health holds out. Well, you +remember, I expect, I had him on a machine over at a plant o' mine; +and sometimes I'd kind o' sneak in there and see how he was gettin' +along. Take a doctor with me sometimes, because Bibbs never WAS so +robust, you might say. Ole Doc Gurney--I guess maybe you know him? +Tall, thin man; acts sleepy--" + +"Yes." + +"Well, one day I an' ole Doc Gurney, we were in there, and I undertook +to show Bibbs how to run his machine. He told me to look out, but I +wouldn't listen, and I didn't look out--and that's how I got my hand +hurt, tryin' to show Bibbs how to do something he knew how to do and +I didn't. Made me so mad I just wouldn't even admit to myself it WAS +hurt--and so, by and by, ole Doc Gurney had to take kind o' radical +measures with me. He's a right good doctor, too. Don't you think so, +Miss Vertrees?" + +"Yes." + +"Yes, he is so!" Sheridan now had the air of a rambling talker and +gossip with all day on his hands. "Take him on Bibbs's case. I was +talkin' about Bibbs's case with him this morning. Well, you'd laugh +to hear the way ole Gurney talks about THAT! 'Course he IS just as +much a friend as he is doctor--and he takes as much interest in Bibbs +as if he was in the family. He says Bibbs isn't anyways bad off YET; +and he thinks he could stand the pace and get fat on it if--well, this +is what'd made YOU laugh if you'd been there, Miss Vertrees--honest +it would!" He paused to chuckle, and stole a glance at her. She was +gazing straight before her at the wall; her lips were parted, and-- +visibly--she was breathing heavily and quickly. He feared that she +was growing furiously angry; but he had led to what he wanted to say, +and he went on, determined now to say it all. He leaned forward and +altered his voice to one of confidential friendliness, though in it he +still maintained a tone which indicated that ole Doc Gurney's opinion +was only a joke he shared with her. "Yes, sir, you certainly would +'a' laughed! Why, that ole man thinks YOU got something to do with +it. You'll have to blame it on him, young lady, if it makes you feel +like startin' out to whip somebody! He's actually got THIS theory: +he says Bibbs got to gettin' better while he worked over there at the +shop because you kept him cheered up and feelin' good. And he says if +you could manage to just stand him hangin' around a little--maybe not +much, but just SOMEtimes--again, he believed it'd do Bibbs a mighty +lot o' good. 'Course, that's only what the doctor said. Me, I don't +know anything about that; but I can say this much--I never saw any +such a MENTAL improvement in anybody in my life as I have lately in +Bibbs. I expect you'd find him a good deal more entertaining than +what he used to be--and I know it's a kind of embarrassing thing to +suggest after the way he piled in over here that day to ask you to +stand up before the preacher with him, but accordin' to ole Doc +GURNEY, he's got you on his brain so bad--" + +Mary jumped. "Mr. Sheridan!" she exclaimed. + +He sighed profoundly. "There! I noticed you were gettin' mad. +I didn't--" + +"No, no, no!" she cried. "But I don't understand--and I think you +don't. What is it you want me to do?" + +He sighed again, but this time with relief. "Well, well!" he said. +"You're right. It'll be easier to talk plain. I ought to known I +could with you, all the time. I just hoped you'd let that boy come +and see you sometimes, once more. Could you?" + +"You don't understand." She clasped her hands together in a sorrowful +gesture. "Yes, we must talk plain. Bibbs heard that I'd tried to +make your oldest son care for me because I was poor, and so Bibbs came +and asked me to marry him--because he was sorry for me. And I CAN'T +see him any more," she cried in distress. "I CAN'T!" + +Sheridan cleared his throat uncomfortably. "You mean because he +thought that about you?" + +"No, no! What he thought was TRUE!" + +"Well--you mean he was so much in--you mean he thought so much of +you--" The words were inconceivably awkward upon Sheridan's tongue; +he seemed to be in doubt even about pronouncing them, but after a +ghastly pause he bravely repeated them. "You mean he thought so much +of you that you just couldn't stand him around?" + +"NO! He was sorry for me. He cared for me; he was fond of me; and +he'd respected me--too much! In the finest way he loved me, if you +like, and he'd have done anything on earth for me, as I would for him, +and as he knew I would. It was beautiful, Mr. Sheridan," she said. +"But the cheap, bad things one has done seem always to come back--they +wait, and pull you down when you're happiest. Bibbs found me out, you +see; and he wasn't 'in love' with me at all." + +"He wasn't? Well, it seems to me he gave up everything he wanted to +do--it was fool stuff, but he certainly wanted it mighty bad--he just +threw it away and walked right up and took the job he swore he never +would--just for you. And it looks to me as if a man that'd do that +must think quite a heap o' the girl he does it for! You say it was +only because he was sorry, but let me tell you there's only ONE girl +he could feel THAT sorry for! Yes, sir!" + +"No, no," she said. "Bibbs isn't like other men--he would do anything +for anybody." + +Sheridan grinned. "Perhaps not so much as you think, nowadays," he +said. "For instance, I got kind of a suspicion he doesn't believe in +'sentiment in business.' But that's neither here nor there. What he +wanted was, just plain and simple, for you to marry him. Well, I was +afraid his thinkin' so much OF you had kind o' sickened you of him-- +the way it does sometimes. But from the way you talk, I understand +that ain't the trouble." He coughed, and his voice trembled a little. +"Now here, Miss Vertrees, I don't have to tell you--because you see +things easy--I know I got no business comin' to you like this, but +I had to make Bibbs go my way instead of his own--I had to do it for +the sake o' my business and on his own account, too--and I expect +you got some idea how it hurt him to give up. Well, he's made good. +He didn't come in half-hearted or mean; he came in--all the way! +But there isn't anything in it to him; you can see he's just shut his +teeth on it and goin' ahead with dust in his mouth. You see, one way +of lookin' at it, he's got nothin' to work FOR. And it seems to me +like it cost him your friendship, and I believe--honest--that's what +hurt him the worst. Now you said we'd talk plain. Why can't you let +him come back?" + +She covered her face desperately with her hands. "I can't!" + +He rose, defeated, and looking it. + +"Well, I mustn't press you," he said, gently. + +At that she cried out, and dropped her hands and let him see her +face. "Ah! He was only sorry for me!" + +He gazed at her intently. Mary was proud, but she had a fatal +honesty, and it confessed the truth of her now; she was helpless. +It was so clear that even Sheridan, marveling and amazed, was able +to see it. Then a change came over him; gloom fell from him, and +he grew radiant. + +"Don't! Don't" she cried. "You mustn't--" + +"I won't tell him," said Sheridan, from the doorway. "I won't tell +anybody anything!" + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +There was a heavy town-fog that afternoon, a smoke-mist, densest +in the sanctuary of the temple. The people went about in it, busy +and dirty, thickening their outside and inside linings of coal-tar, +asphalt, sulphurous acid, oil of vitriol, and the other familiar +things the men liked to breathe and to have upon their skins and +garments and upon their wives and babies and sweethearts. The growth +of the city was visible in the smoke and the noise and the rush. +There was more smoke than there had been this day of February a year +earlier; there was more noise; and the crowds were thicker--yet +quicker in spite of that. The traffic policeman had a hard time, +for the people were independent--they retained some habits of the old +market-town period, and would cross the street anywhere and anyhow, +which not only got them killed more frequently than if they clung +to the legal crossings, but kept the motormen, the chauffeurs, and +the truck-drivers in a stew of profane nervousness. So the traffic +policemen led harried lives; they themselves were killed, of course, +with a certain periodicity, but their main trouble was that they +could not make the citizens realize that it was actually and mortally +perilous to go about their city. It was strange, for there were +probably no citizens of any length of residence who had not personally +known either some one who had been killed or injured in an accident, +or some one who had accidentally killed or injured others. And yet, +perhaps it was not strange, seeing the sharp preoccupation of the +faces--the people had something on their minds; they could not stop +to bother about dirt and danger. + +Mary Vertrees was not often down-town; she had never seen an accident +until this afternoon. She had come upon errands for her mother +connected with a timorous refurbishment; and as she did these, in +and out of the department stores, she had an insistent consciousness +of the Sheridan Building. From the street, anywhere, it was almost +always in sight, like some monstrous geometrical shadow, murk-colored +and rising limitlessly into the swimming heights of the smoke-mist. +It was gaunt and grimy and repellent; it had nothing but strength +and size--but in that consciousness of Mary's the great structure +may have partaken of beauty. Sheridan had made some of the things +he said emphatic enough to remain with her. She went over and over +them--and they began to seem true: "Only ONE girl he could feel THAT +sorry for!" "Gurney says he's got you on his brain so bad--" The +man's clumsy talk began to sing in her heart. The song was begun +there when she saw the accident. + +She was directly opposite the Sheridan Building then, waiting for the +traffic to thin before she crossed, though other people were risking +the passage, darting and halting and dodging parlously. Two men came +from the crowd behind her, talking earnestly, and started across. +Both wore black; one was tall and broad and thick, and the other +was taller, but noticeably slender. And Mary caught her breath, for +they were Bibbs and his father. They did not see her, and she caught +a phrase in Bibbs's mellow voice, which had taken a crisper ring: +"Sixty-eight thousand dollars? Not sixty-eight thousand buttons!" +It startled her queerly, and as there was a glimpse of his profile +she saw for the first time a resemblance to his father. + +She watched them. In the middle of the street Bibbs had to step ahead +of his father, and the two were separated. But the reckless passing +of a truck, beyond the second line of rails, frightened a group of +country women who were in course of passage; they were just in front +of Bibbs, and shoved backward upon him violently. To extricate +himself from them he stepped back, directly in front of a moving +trolley-car--no place for absent-mindedness, but Bibbs was still +absorbed in thoughts concerned with what he had been saying to his +father. There were shrieks and yells; Bibbs looked the wrong way--and +then Mary saw the heavy figure of Sheridan plunge straight forward in +front of the car. With absolute disregard of his own life, he hurled +himself at Bibbs like a football-player shunting off an opponent, and +to Mary it seemed that they both went down together. But that was all +she could see--automobiles, trucks, and wagons closed in between. She +made out that the trolley-car stopped jerkily, and she saw a policeman +breaking his way through the instantly condensing crowd, while the +traffic came to a standstill, and people stood up in automobiles or +climbed upon the hubs and tires of wheels, not to miss a chance of +seeing anything horrible. + +Mary tried to get through; it was impossible. Other policemen came +to help the first, and in a minute or two the traffic was in motion +again. The crowd became pliant, dispersing--there was no figure upon +the ground, and no ambulance came. But one of the policemen was +detained by the clinging and beseeching of a gloved hand. + +"What IS the matter, lady?" + +"Where are they?" Mary cried. + +"Who? Ole man Sheridan? I reckon HE wasn't much hurt!" + +"His SON--" + +"Was that who the other one was? I seen him knock him--oh, he's not +bad off, I guess, lady. The ole man got him out of the way all right. +The fender shoved the ole man around some, but I reckon he only got +shook up. They both went on in the Sheridan Building without any help. +Excuse me, lady." + +Sheridan and Bibbs, in fact, were at that moment in the elevator, +ascending. "Whisk-broom up in the office," Sheridan was saying. +"You got to look out on those corners nowadays, I tell you. I don't +know I got any call to blow, though--because I tried to cross after +you did. That's how I happened to run into you. Well, you want to +remember to look out after this. We were talkin' about Murtrie's +askin' sixty-eight thousand flat for that ninety-nine-year lease. +It's his lookout if he'd rather take it that way, and I don't know +but--" + +"No," said Bibbs, emphatically, as the elevator stopped; "he won't +get it. Not from us, he won't, and I'll show you why. I can +convince you in five minutes." He followed his father into the +office anteroom--and convinced him. Then, having been diligently +brushed by a youth of color, Bibbs went into his own room and closed +the door. + +He was more shaken than he had allowed his father to perceive, and +his side was sore where Sheridan had struck him. He desired to be +alone; he wanted to rub himself and, for once, to do some useless +thinking again. He knew that his father had not "happened" to run +into him; he knew that Sheridan had instantly--and instinctively-- +proved that he held his own life of no account whatever compared +to that of his son and heir. Bibbs had been unable to speak of +that, or to seem to know it; for Sheridan, just as instinctively, +had swept the matter aside--as of no importance, since all was well +--reverting immediately to business. + +Bibbs began to think intently of his father. He perceived, as he +had never perceived before, the shadowing of something enormous and +indomitable--and lawless; not to be daunted by the will of nature's +very self; laughing at the lightning and at wounds and mutilation; +conquering, irresistible--and blindly noble. For the first time in +his life Bibbs began to understand the meaning of being truly this +man's son. + +He would be the more truly his son henceforth, though, as Sheridan +said, Bibbs had not come down-town with him meanly or half-heartedly. +He had given his word because he had wanted the money, simply, for +Mary Vertrees in her need. And he shivered with horror of himself, +thinking how he had gone to her to offer it, asking her to marry him +--with his head on his breast in shameful fear that she would accept +him! He had not known her; the knowing had lost her to him, and +this had been his real awakening; for he knew now how deep had been +that slumber wherein he dreamily celebrated the superiority of +"friendship"! The sleep-walker had wakened to bitter knowledge +of love and life, finding himself a failure in both. He had made +a burnt offering of his dreams, and the sacrifice had been an +unforgivable hurt to Mary. All that was left for him was the work +he had not chosen, but at least he would not fail in that, though +it was indeed no more than "dust in his mouth." If there had been +anything "to work for--" + +He went to the window, raised it, and let in the uproar of the streets +below. He looked down at the blurred, hurrying swarms and he looked +across, over the roofs with their panting jets of vapor, into the +vast, foggy heart of the smoke. Dizzy traceries of steel were rising +dimly against it, chattering with steel on steel, and screeching in +steam, while tiny figures of men walked on threads in the dull sky. +Buildings would overtop the Sheridan. Bigness was being served. + +But what for? The old question came to Bibbs with a new despair. +Here, where his eyes fell, had once been green fields and running +brooks, and how had the kind earth been despoiled and disfigured! +The pioneers had begun the work, but in their old age their orators +had said for them that they had toiled and risked and sacrificed that +their posterity might live in peace and wisdom, enjoying the fruits +of the earth. Well, their posterity was here--and there was only +turmoil. Where was the promised land? It had been promised by the +soldiers of all the wars; it had been promised to this generation +by the pioneers; but here was the very posterity to whom it had been +promised, toiling and risking and sacrificing in turn--for what? + +The harsh roar of the city came in through the open window, +continuously beating upon Bibbs's ear until he began to distinguish +a pulsation in it--a broken and irregular cadence. It seemed to him +that it was like a titanic voice, discordant, hoarse, rustily +metallic--the voice of the god, Bigness. And the voice summoned +Bibbs as it summoned all its servants. + +"Come and work!" it seemed to yell. "Come and work for Me, all men! +By your youth and your hope I summon you! By your age and your +despair I summon you to work for Me yet a little, with what strength +you have. By your love of home I summon you! By your love of woman +I summon you! By your hope of children I summon you! + +"You shall be blind slaves of Mine, blind to everything but Me, +your Master and Driver! For your reward you shall gaze only upon +my ugliness. You shall give your toil and your lives, you shall +go mad for love and worship of my ugliness! You shall perish +still worshipping Me, and your children shall perish knowing no +other god!" + +And then, as Bibbs closed the window down tight, he heard his +father's voice booming in the next room; he could not distinguish +the words but the tone was exultant--and there came the THUMP! +THUMP! of the maimed hand. Bibbs guessed that Sheridan was +bragging of the city and of Bigness to some visitor from +out-of-town. + +And he thought how truly Sheridan was the high priest of Bigness. +But with the old, old thought again, "What for?" Bibbs caught a +glimmer of far, faint light. He saw that Sheridan had all his life +struggled and conquered, and must all his life go on struggling +and inevitably conquering, as part of a vast impulse not his own. +Sheridan served blindly--but was the impulse blind? Bibbs asked +himself if it was not he who had been in the greater hurry, after all. +The kiln must be fired before the vase is glazed, and the Acropolis +was not crowned with marble in a day. + +Then the voice came to him again, but there was a strain in it as of +some high music struggling to be born of the turmoil. "Ugly I am," +it seemed to say to him, "but never forget that I AM a god!" And the +voice grew in sonorousness and in dignity. "The highest should serve, +but so long as you worship me for my own sake I will not serve you. +It is man who makes me ugly, by his worship of me. If man would let +me serve him, I should be beautiful!" + +Looking once more from the window, Bibbs sculptured for himself--in +the vague contortions of the smoke and fog above the roofs--a gigantic +figure with feet pedestaled upon the great buildings and shoulders +disappearing in the clouds, a colossus of steel and wholly blackened +with soot. But Bibbs carried his fancy further--for there was still +a little poet lingering in the back of his head--and he thought that +up over the clouds, unseen from below, the giant labored with his +hands in the clean sunshine; and Bibbs had a glimpse of what he made +there--perhaps for a fellowship of the children of the children that +were children now--a noble and joyous city, unbelievably white-- + +It was the telephone that called him from his vision. It rang +fiercely. + +He lifted the thing from his desk and answered--and as the small voice +inside it spoke he dropped the receiver with a crash. He trembled +violently as he picked it up, but he told himself he was wrong--he had +been mistaken--yet it was a startlingly beautiful voice; startlingly +kind, too, and ineffably like the one he hungered most to hear. + +"Who?" he said, his own voice shaking--like his hand. + +"Mary." + +He responded with two hushed and incredulous words: "IS IT?" + +There was a little thrill of pathetic half-laughter in the instrument. +"Bibbs--I wanted to--just to see if you--" + +"Yes--Mary?" + +"I was looking when you were so nearly run over. I saw it, Bibbs. +They said you hadn't been hurt, they thought, but I wanted to know +for myself." + +"No, no, I wasn't hurt at all--Mary. It was father who came nearer +it. He saved me." + +"Yes, I saw; but you had fallen. I couldn't get through the crowd +until you had gone. And I wanted to KNOW." + +"Mary--would you--have minded?" he said. + +There was a long interval before she answered. + +"Yes." + +"Then why--" + +"Yes, Bibbs?" + +"I don't know what to say," he cried. "It's so wonderful to hear +your voice again--I'm shaking, Mary--I--I don't know--I don't know +anything except that I AM talking to you! It IS you--Mary?" + +"Yes, Bibbs!" + +"Mary--I've seen you from my window at home--only five times since +I--since then. You looked--oh, how can I tell you? It was like +a man chained in a cave catching a glimpse of the blue sky, Mary. +Mary, won't you--let me see you again--near? I think I could make +you really forgive me--you'd have to--" + +"I DID--then." + +"No--not really--or you wouldn't have said you couldn't see me any +more." + +"That wasn't the reason." The voice was very low. + +"Mary," he said, even more tremulously than before, "I can't--you +COULDN'T mean it was because--you can't mean it was because you-- +care?" + +There was no answer. + +"Mary?" he called, huskily. "If you mean THAT--you'd let me see +you--wouldn't you?" + +And now the voice was so low he could not be sure it spoke at all, +but if it did, the words were, "Yes, Bibbs--dear." + +But the voice was not in the instrument--it was so gentle and so +light, so almost nothing, it seemed to be made of air--and it came +from the air. + +Slowly and incredulously he turned--and glory fell upon his shining +eyes. The door of his father's room had opened. + +Mary stood upon the threshold. + +THE END + + + +End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Turmoil, by Booth Tarkington + + diff --git a/old/old/turmo11.zip b/old/old/turmo11.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..9a31961 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/old/turmo11.zip |
