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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Teddy's Button + +Author: Amy Le Feuvre + +Release Date: January 31, 2004 [EBook #10880] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TEDDY'S BUTTON *** + + + + +Produced by Joel Erickson, Michael Ciesielski, Mary Meehan and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + TEDDY'S BUTTON + + By AMY LE FEUVRE + + Author of 'Probable Sons,' 'Eric's Good News,' etc. + + 1896 + + + + +CHAPTER I + +An Antagonist + + +He stood in the centre of a little crowd of village boys; his golden head +was bare in the blazing sun, but the crop of curls seemed thick enough to +protect him from its rays, and he was far too engrossed in his occupation +to heed any discomfort from the heat. + +A slim delicate little lad, with a finely cut face, and blue eyes that by +turns would sparkle with animation, and then settle into a dreamy +wistfulness, with a deep far-away look in them. They were dancing and +flashing with excitement now, and his whole frame was quivering with +enthusiasm; with head thrown back, and tongue, hand, and foot all in +motion, he seemed to have his audience completely spell-bound, and they +listened with open eyes and mouths to his oration. + +With one hand he was fingering a large brass button, which figured +conspicuously in the centre of his small waistcoat, and this button was +the subject of his theme. + +'My father he rushed forward--"Come on, men; we'll save the old colours!" +And they shouted "Hurrah!" as they made after him. There were guns going, +and shells flying, and swords flashing and hacking away, and the enemy +poured on with fiery red faces and gnashing teeth! My father drew his +sword--and no one could stand against him, no one! He cut and he slashed, +and heads and arms and legs rolled off as quick as lightning, one after +the other. He got up to the colours, and with a shout he plunged his +sword right through the enemy's body that had stolen them! The enemy fell +stone dead. My father seized the colours and looked round. He was alone! +The other soldiers had been beaten back. But was he in a funk? No; he +gave a loud "Hurrah!" picked up his sword, and fought his way back, the +enemy hard after him. It was a race for life, and he ran backwards the +whole way; he wasn't going to turn his back to the enemy. He pressed on, +shouting "Hurrah!" till he got to his own side again, and then he reached +his colonel. + +'"Captain dead, sir I've got the colours!" He saluted as he said it, and +then dropped dead himself at the colonel's feet, the blood gushing out +of his heart, and over his clothes, and over this button!' + +The little orator paused as he sank his voice to a tragic whisper, +then raising it again, he added triumphantly, 'And thirty bullets and +six swords had gone through my father's body! That was something like +a soldier!' + +'Oh, I say!' murmured a small sceptic from the crowd, 'it was twenty +bullets last time; make it fifty, Teddy!' + +'And that's the story of my button,' pursued the boy, ignoring with scorn +this last remark. + +'And did your father have only one button to his coat?' + +The voice was a strange one, and the boys turned round to meet the +curious gaze of a sturdy little damsel, who had, unnoticed, joined the +group. She was not dressed as an ordinary village child, but in a little +rough serge sailor suit, with a large hat to match, set well back on a +quantity of loose dark hair. A rosy-cheeked square-set little figure she +was, and her brown eyes, fringed with long black lashes, looked straight +at Teddy with something of defiance and scorn in their glance. + +Though at first a little taken aback, Teddy rose to the occasion. + +'One button!' he said with emphasis; 'the coat was sent to mother with +only one button left on; and if you--' here he turned upon his questioner +with a little fierceness--'if you had been through such a bloody battle, +and killed so many men, you would have burst and lost _all_ your buttons, +and not had one left, like father!' + +There was a round of applause at this, but the small maiden remained +undaunted. + +'Is that a true story you told?' she demanded, with severity in her tone. + +'Of course it's true,' was the indignant shout of all. + +'Then I tell you, boy, I don't believe a word of it!' And with set +determined lips she turned on her heel and walked away, having sown seeds +of anger and resentment in more than one boyish breast. + +'Who is she?' asked Teddy as, tired and exhausted by his recital, he +threw himself on the grass to rest. One of the bigger boys answered him. + +'I seed her come yesterday in a cab from the town to old Sol at the +turnpike--she and her mother, I reckon. They had two carpet bags and a +box and a poll parrot in a cage. I counted them myself, for I was havin' +a ride behind, and the woman she called Sol "Father," so the little 'un +must be his grandarter!' + +'P'raps they've come from 'Mericky,' suggested a small urchin, +capering round on his hands and feet. 'Polls allays comes over the +sea, you know.' + +[Illustration: TEDDY TELLS THE STORY OF HIS FATHER'S HEROIC DEATH.] + +'She didn't believe me,' murmured Teddy, chewing a wisp of grass +meditatively. + +'Gals is no good, never! If she'd been a boy you would 'a fought her, but +I shouldn't care for naught like her, Ted.' + +Teddy turned his face upwards to the speaker. 'No, I couldn't have fought +her, Sam, if she'd been a boy. I've promised my mother I won't fight +again till she gives me leave. You see, I fought four boys in one week +last time, and she says she won't have it. I don't see if it is right for +soldiers to fight, why it isn't right for boys!' + +'I don't think there's any fellers left for you to fight with, so you're +pretty safe. Besides, it was only Tom Larken, who set them on to try and +get your button from you, and he's gone off to another part of the +country now.' + +'I think, p'raps,' went on Teddy slowly, as he turned over on his back +and looked up at the clear blue sky above him, 'that I wasn't quite +true about the bullets. I think it was six bullets and three sword +cuts. I forget when I tell it how many it was; but she said she didn't +believe a word!' + +Five o'clock struck by the old church clock close by. Teddy was upon +his feet in an instant, and with a wild whoop and shout he was +scudding across the green, his curls flying in the wind, and his +little feet hardly seeming to touch the ground. There was none in +the village so quick-footed as Teddy, and for daring feats and +downright pluck he held the foremost place. Perhaps this accounted for +his popularity, perhaps it was his marvellous aptitude for telling +stories, many of them wild productions from his fertile brain, but +certain it was that he was the pet and the darling of the village, and +none as yet had resisted his sway. + +Over the green, up a shady lane, across two fields, and then, breathless +and panting, Teddy paused before an old-fashioned farmhouse. He passed +his hands lightly through his curls, pulled himself up with a jerk, and +then quietly and sedately opened a latched door and entered the long +low-roofed kitchen. + +There was something very restful in the scene. A square substantial table +covered with a white cloth, in the centre a large bowl of roses and +honeysuckle: home-made bread and golden butter, a glass dish of honey in +its comb, a plate of fresh watercress, and a currant loaf completed the +simple fare. Presiding at the tea-tray was a stern, forbidding-looking +woman of sixty or more, opposite her was seated her son, the master of +the farm, a heavy-faced, sleepy-looking man; and at his side, facing the +door, sat Teddy's mother. A sweet gentle-faced young woman she was, with +the same deep blue eyes as her little son; she bore no resemblance to +the elder woman, and looked, as she indeed was, superior to her +surroundings. Two years ago she had come with her child to make her home +amongst her husband's people, and though at first her mother-in-law, Mrs. +Platt, was inclined to look upon her contemptuously as a poor, delicate, +useless creature, time proved to her that for steady, quiet work no one +could eclipse her daughter-in-law. Young Mrs. John, as she was called, +was now her right hand, and the dairy work of the farm was made over +entirely to her. + +'Late again, you young scamp!' was the stern greeting of his grandmother, +as Teddy appeared on the scene. + +The boy looked at her with a twinkle in his eye, put his little hand to +his forehead, and gave her a military salute. + +'Sorry,' was all he said as he slipped into the chair that was +waiting for him. + +'What have you been doing, sonny?' asked the young mother, whose eyes had +brightened at the sight of him. + +'Telling father's story,' replied Teddy with alacrity. + +A shadow came over his mother's face, her lips took a distressed curve, +but she said nothing, only occupied herself with attending to the child's +wants. 'Your father was never late for his meals,' the grandmother put +in with asperity. + +'Never, granny? Not when he was a boy? I shall be always in time when I'm +a soldier.' + +'Better begin now, then; bad habits, like weeds, grow apace!' + +Teddy had no answer for this; his mouth was full of bread and butter, and +he did not speak till the meal was over. Then, whilst tea was being taken +away by the women, he turned to his uncle, who, pulling out a pipe from +his pocket, sat down by the open door to smoke. + +'Uncle Jake!' + +A grunt was the only response; but that was sufficient. The two perfectly +understood each other, and a minute after Teddy was perched on his knee. + +'I'm wondering if I can't get an enemy!' the boy proceeded, folding his +small arms and looking up at his uncle steadily; 'all good people had +enemies in the Bible, and I haven't one, I should like to have a good +right down enemy!' + +'To fight?' asked his uncle. + +'To carry on with, you know; he would lay traps for me, and I would for +him, like David and Saul; we should have a fine time of it. And then +perhaps, if he did something dreadfully wrong, mother would give me leave +to fight him, just once in a way. Don't you think that would be nice?' + +'Fightin' ain't the only grand thing in this world; peace is grander,' +was the slow response to this appeal. + +'That's what mother says. She made me learn this morning--"Blessed are +the peacemakers!" but you must have an enemy to make peace with, and I +haven't got one.' + +There was silence; the uncle puffed away at his pipe; he was a good man, +and had more brains than his appearance warranted, but Teddy's speeches +were often a sore puzzle to him. The boy continued in a slow, thoughtful +tone, 'I saw some one to-day that I feel might be an enemy, but she's a +girl; men don't fight with women.' + +'I'd rather tackle a man than a woman any day. They be a powerful enemy +sometimes, lad! And what have this young maid done to you?' + +'She said,'--and Teddy's eyes grew bright whilst the blood rushed into +his cheeks--'she said she didn't believe a word of father's story--not a +word of it! And she laughed, and walked away.' + +'That was coming it strong; and who is she, to talk so?' + +'She's a stranger; Sam said she's come to live with old Sol at the +turnpike.' + +'That must be Grace's child,' said old Mrs. Platt, coming up and joining +in the conversation. 'I heard she was coming to stay with her father this +summer, and glad I am of it too--the old man is very lonely. I suppose +her husband is at sea again.' + +'What is her husband?' inquired Teddy's mother, as with work in hand she +came out and took a seat in the old-fashioned porch. + +'A sailor. Grace was always a roving nature herself. She never would +settle down quiet and take a husband from these parts. She was maid to +our squire's lady then, and went to foreign parts with her; but folks say +she's steadied down now wonderful. They've been living at Portsmouth, she +and her little girl.' + + + + +CHAPTER II + +'When Greek Meets Greek + Then Comes The Tug + Of War!' + + +Two little determined figures, with flushed, resolute faces, stood +opposite one another on a narrow footbridge over a running stream. + +Neither could pass the other, but neither intended going back, and the +sturdy maiden, in her sailor dress, with her small hands placed on her +hips, appeared quite a match for Teddy, who, with his golden head well +up, looked like a war-horse scenting the battle-field. + +It was thus they met again; both employing their Saturday afternoon in +roaming along the edge of a stream, they had suddenly come face to face +with one another. + +'You're to let me come over first,' she asserted very emphatically, +'because I'm a girl.' + +[Illustration: 'YOU'RE TO LET ME COME OVER FIRST,' SHE ASSERTED.] + +'Boys never go back. A soldier's son never! I'm not going to turn my back +before the enemy--I would disgrace my button if I did.' + +'That old button!' The tone was that of utmost scorn. + +Teddy's cheeks grew rosy red at once, but he said nothing. + +'I got to this bridge before you did,' she continued. + +'I began to cross it first. And _you_, who are you? No one knows anything +about you. I have been crossing this bridge for _years_.' + +'More reason you shouldn't cross it now. My name is Nancy Wright, that's +who I am.' + +A princess could not have revealed her name more royally. She added, +after a pause, 'And I mean to come over first, so go back.' + +'Never! I never go back!' + +'Then I shall push you over in the water.' + +'Come on and try, then!' + +Then there was silence; both the little people eyed each other defiantly, +yet a little doubtfully, as if measuring one another's strength, and +their faces grew eager at the coming contest. + +'Boys always ought to give way to girls, always,' Nancy said, using her +strongest plea; 'you're not a proper boy at all.' + +'You're not a proper girl. You're wearing a boy's hat and a boy's +jacket.' + +'I'm a sailor's daughter, and everybody can see I am. You say you're a +soldier's son, why don't you dress like one?' + +Teddy felt he was getting the worst of it. He fingered his button +proudly. + +'I'm wearing something that has been in the thick of a bloody battle; +that's more than you can do. Sailors don't know much of fighting.' + +'They know just as much as soldiers, and as to your old button, I b'lieve +you just picked up the old brass thing from the gutter!' + +'If you weren't a girl, I'd fight you!' sputtered Teddy now, with +rising wrath. + +'Pooh! I expect I could lick you; I don't b'lieve you have half as big a +muscle as I have on my arm.' + +'A girl have muscle! It's just a bit of fat!' + +The tone of scorn proved too much for Nancy's self-control; with a +passionate exclamation she made a quick rush across the plank, there was +a struggle, and the result was what might have been expected--a great +splash, a scream from Nancy, and both little figures were immersed in the +stream. Happily the water was not very deep, and after a few minutes' +scrambling they were on dry ground, considerably sobered by their +immersion. Teddy began to laugh a little shamefacedly, but Nancy was very +near tears. + +'I'll tell my mother you nearly drowned me dead.' + +'If you're a sailor's daughter, you oughtn't to be afraid of the water; +sailors and fish are always in the sea.' + +'They're never in it; never!' + +'Well, they're on it, as close as they can be to it. Why, you're nearly +crying! But you're only a girl, and a sailor's girl can't be very +brave--not like a soldier's girl would be.' + +'Sailors are much braver than soldiers,' said Nancy, quickly swallowing +down her tears; 'and when they do fight they're in much more danger than +the soldiers. Father said, how would soldiers like the earth to swallow +them up just when they've been fighting hard and got the victory? That's +what the sea does to the poor sailors. Their ship begins to sink, and +they send up three cheers for queen and country, and then stand on deck +with folded arms, and go down, down, down to the bottom of the sea, and +never make a cry!' + +Nancy forgot her wet clothes in her eloquence, and Teddy stared +wonderingly at her. + +'Well,' he said, as if considering the matter, 'they may be sometimes +brave, but they don't fight like the soldiers, and they have no banners, +and red coats, and band; and they don't know how to march. A sailor walks +anyhow. I saw one once, and I thought he was tipsy, but he wasn't. A +sailor walks like a goose--he waddles!' + +'You're the horridest, rudest boy I've ever seen!' + +And with the utmost dignity Nancy walked away, Teddy calling after her, +'You made a pretty good charge for a girl, but you couldn't get past +me!' And then with one of his loud whoops he raced home, and hardly drew +a breath till he reached the farmhouse door. His grandmother confronted +him at once. + +'You young rascal, what have you been doing? You're never a day out of +mischief. If I was your mother I'd give you a good whipping; but she +spoils you.' + +'And you do, too, granny!' + +Teddy's laughing blue eyes, as he raised them to the grim face before +him, conquered, as they generally did. + +'There, go to your mother, she's in the dairy; I wash my hands of you.' + +But Teddy crept up to his little room to change his wet clothes before he +met his mother, and then was very silent about his adventure, merely +saying, by way of explanation, that he had fallen into the brook; but at +tea, a short time after, he suddenly said,-- + +'If you put a sailor and a soldier together, which would you choose, +Uncle Jake?' + +'Eh, my laddie? Well, they're both good in their way. I couldn't say, +I'm sure.' + +'Mother, wouldn't you say the soldier was the bravest?' + +'Perhaps I might, sonny; but a sailor can be quite as brave.' + +Teddy's face fell. 'I never thought a sailor could fight at all,' he +said, in a disappointed tone; 'I thought they just took care of our +ships, and now and then fired a big gun off.' + +'Who's been bringing up the sailors to you?' asked his grandmother. + +'That little girl I told you of--Nancy her name is.' + +'Where have you seen her?' + +'Down by the brook; we fell into the water together, because we both +wanted to cross at once.' + +'But, my boy, that was naughty for you not to give place to her,' and +Mrs. John spoke reprovingly. + +'I know it was, mother, but I wasn't going to turn back. That would be +running away from the enemy. You see, we met in the middle, and she's not +at all a nice girl, and she's so proud and stuck up about the sailors!' + +'As proud as you are of the redcoats, I guess!' old Mrs. Platt said. + +'Do sailors and soldiers like each other?' questioned Teddy, ignoring +the thrust. + +'I am sure I don't know,' his mother answered, smiling. 'I have never +seen them together that I remember, but I should think they did. They +both fight for their queen and country.' + +'Well, I'm a soldier's son, and I don't like a sailor's daughter, I know +that! I think she is a kind of enemy.' + +'Oh, hush! sonny. You must have no enemies. It is wrong to talk so.' + +'That's what he was a-sayin' to me t'other day,' put in his uncle slowly; +'he says he wants one.' + +'Yes, I do,' and Teddy gave a fervent nod as he spoke; 'and, mother, I +believe most good people have enemies, so it must be right to have one.' + +'They never make one, as you're trying to do.' + +Teddy looked puzzled. + +'Well,' he said presently, 'I expect it's because she's a stranger. She +doesn't belong to our village. I don't like strangers.' + +'She's no more a stranger than you were when you first came here,' his +mother said; 'and the fact of her being a stranger ought to make you +kind to her.' + +'I'm thinking of calling on her mother,' old Mrs. Platt said, looking at +her little grandson with her keen grey eyes; 'shall I take you with me to +see the little girl?' + +'I've seen her enough, granny. Please, I think I'd rather not.' + +The subject was dropped, but Teddy's thoughts were busy. He ran down to +the village green after tea, and there met one or two of his special +chums, to whom he confided the events of the afternoon. They highly +applauded the scene at the bridge, but Teddy shook his curly head a +little doubtfully. + +'Men ought always to give way to women, I've heard mother say; but I +couldn't turn back, you see--it would have disgraced my button.' + +'Tell you what,' cried Harry Brown, commonly known as 'Carrots' from his +fiery hair, 'you could 'a done what the goats did in the primer at +school--you ought ter have laid flat down and let her walk across you.' + +'She would have hurt dreadful,' Teddy observed thoughtfully. 'Besides, +she's so proud, I don't think I would have liked to do that.' + +'No,' put in Sam Waters; 'you did fine. I say, let's come up to the +turnpike and see if she's about there. I'll give her a word, if she +begins to sauce me.' + +Teddy agreed to this, and the trio trotted off along a flat, dusty road, +Teddy beguiling the way by some of his wonderful stories till they came +in sight of the low thatched cottage, covered with roses, that guarded +the turnpike. + +They soon saw the young damsel, for she was swinging on the gate, her +dark hair flying in the wind, and her eyes and cheeks bright with the +exercise. She looked at the boys, then laughed. + +'Poor little button-boy!' she said; 'you have to be taken care of by two +bigger ones.' + +'We've come to see you,' said Sam valiantly, 'because we ain't going to +stand any cheek from you; so you had better look out.' + +Nancy stopped swinging, and resting her fat little elbows on the topmost +bar, asked saucily, 'Did the button-boy tell you to come and help him +fight me? Are you all three going to try?' + +'We don't fight girls,' said Teddy. + +'You push them into the water.' + +'I didn't.' + +'I told mother about it. She thought you was a very rude boy not to wait +till I crossed over.' + +There was silence, then Carrots started forward. + +'Look here, you'll have to learn your manners, and we won't have a +strange girl like you stick yourself up so. We've come to tell you to +look out for yourself if you don't stop it.' + +Nancy laughed again, and swung herself violently backwards and forwards. +'Yo ho! my lads, yo ho!' she sang. 'I'm on my ship, and I don't care for +boys a bit; they're all as stupid as they can be. Yo ho! We go! Yo ho, +lads, heave ho!' + +Her elevated position certainly seemed to give her an advantage. + +'We'll soon shake you off there!' shouted Sam, his wrath rising at her +calm indifference to the lords of creation. + +'Come on, and try. I'm up the rigging, and a storm is beginning. +Hurray--come on!' + +Sam and Carrots made a furious onslaught, and the gate was roughly +handled, but the more it shook and swung, the more derisive was Nancy's +laughter, as she clutched a firm hold with her small hands, and swayed to +and fro, calling out excitedly, 'Furl the main-sail! Stand by, +lads--steady--starboard hard! Port your helm! Rocks to leeward! Reef the +top-sail! Breakers ahead! Yo ho!' + +Teddy looked on, awed by these nautical terms, which seemed to slip so +easily from her lips. To him they seemed wonderfully clever, but he was +not one to stand aside long in a scene of excitement, and with one of his +wild war whoops he rushed forward. + +'On, boys! Charge! Hurrah!' + +The gate rocked violently, and Nancy began to feel her position was a +perilous one. All the little people were screaming at the top of their +voices, when suddenly, in the midst of the din, appeared old Sol. + +'What now! Who are these trying to break one of Her Majesty's gates down? +Be off, you young ruffians! Teddy Platt, you're at the bottom of all the +mischief brewing in the parish. I'll get my big stick out and give you a +thrashing before I've done with you.' + +Old Sol's words were fierce, but the boys knew he had the softest heart +in the village, and they stood their ground. 'It's all the button-boy,' +said Nancy eagerly, as she descended from her perch, and laid her little +hand confidingly on the old man's arm. 'He brought these boys up to fight +me, but I was up the mast, and they couldn't shake me off!' + +'We told you we wouldn't fight a girl,' protested Teddy indignantly; 'you +don't speak the truth.' + +'Well, what did you bring the boys for?' demanded the small maiden +severely. + +'We came,' put in Sam boldly, 'to tell you that if you were so cheeky you +would soon get into trouble. We ain't going to stand sauce from you.' + +'What has the little lass been doing, you young scoundrels?' + +'They're only boys, grandfather; let us come in to mother, and leave +them. They're the rudest boys I've ever seen, and the button-boy is the +worst, and his button isn't worth a farthing!' + +There was a yell from all three boys at this. + +'That's it!' cried Carrots excitedly. 'It's the button she's so cheeky +about. We ain't going to have Teddy's button laughed at. We won't stand +it, Sol--we won't!' + +'It shows she don't know nothing, or she wouldn't talk so. She's just a +baby, that's what she is.' + +'Why, she doesn't believe father's story is true, Sol! You know it is, +don't you?' + +'She isn't as old as the button itself.' + +'Ha! ha! she wasn't born when it was in battle. Much she knows about it!' + +Sol had difficulty in quieting the indignant voices. + +'Lookee here, you boys, go home and leave my little lass to me; she knows +nothing about the button. I'll tell her the story, and then she won't +laugh at it any more. Ay, I remember seeing your father, youngster. He +was a brave man, he was, but he would never have made war against little +maids like this. Shame on you; get you home! Get you gone, I say, or I'll +bring my stick out.' + +'She's been told the story. She listened, and she laughed. She ought to +say she's sorry.' + +Teddy stood with his legs wide apart, and his hands in his pockets. His +tone was severe. + +'I'll never, never, never say I'm sorry. I'm glad of what I said. I don't +believe a word of it!' + +And with this parting shot Nancy ran into the cottage, and the boys +returned to the village more slowly than they came. + +'Mother,' said Teddy that night, as his mother bent down for a +'good-night' kiss, 'I haven't been good to-day, and I don't feel good +now. I feel, when I think it over, so angry inside.' + +'What is it about, sonny?' + +'Father's button.' The tone was drowsy, and seeing his eyelids droop +heavily Mrs. John said no more, only breathed a prayer that her little +son might fight as bravely for Christ's honour as he did for that of his +father's button. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +A Recruiting Sergeant + + +It was Sunday morning. Along a sweet-scented lane, with shady limes +overhead and honeysuckle and wild roses growing in profusion on the +hedges at each side, walked Teddy's mother, holding her little son +tightly by the hand. The bells of the village church were ringing out for +the service, and groups of two and three were passing in at the old lych +gate. Mrs. John was talking in her sweet clear voice to her boy, and he, +letting his restless blue eyes rove to and fro, noting every bird on the +hedges and every flower in the path, kept bringing them back to his +mother's face with a dreamy upward gaze. 'I will try, mother, I really +will. I will keep my hands tight in my pockets, and my feet close +together; I will pretend I'm going to be shot by a file of soldiers, and +then I really think that will help me not to fidget. I promise you I'll +be good to-day.' + +And having received this protestation from him, Mrs. John passed into +church with a relieved mind. Teddy's restless little body was a sore +trial to any one who sat next him in church, and many were the lectures +that had been bestowed on him by Sunday-school teacher and pastor, +besides the gentle admonitions of his mother. + +As Teddy quietly perched himself on the seat beside his mother, he +murmured to himself, 'Twenty soldiers in front of me, twenty rifles +pointing--I shall stand like a rock--I'll set my teeth, and I +shan't even blink my eyes. Now I see the officer coming--he's going +to say, "Present!" I'm not moving a muscle. Five minutes more +they'll give me--' + +His active brain here received a check. There on the opposite side, +facing him, was Nancy, seated between her mother and old Sol. She was +still in her sailor suit, and with her dark mischievous brown eyes fixed +steadily on him, Teddy could not remain unmoved beneath her gaze for +long. His little hands were working nervously in his coat pockets. Why +did she stare at him so? Well, he could stare back, and then blue eyes +and brown confronted each other for some moments with unblinking defiance +in their gaze. At last Teddy's patience gave way, and twisting up his +little features into a most grotesque grimace, he mounted a hassock to +give her the full benefit of it. + +Instantly, out came a little red tongue at him, and at this daring piece +of audacity he gasped out loud, 'I hate you!' Then, as all eyes in the +surrounding pews were turned upon him, and his mother's shocked gaze met +his, Teddy crimsoned to the roots of his hair, and taking up a large +Prayer-book, he used it as a shield from his small antagonist during the +remainder of the service. As the congregation were leaving the church +later on, the rector made his way to young Mrs. Platt, who was lingering +talking to a neighbour. He was a grey-haired, gentle-faced man, with a +slow dreamy manner in speaking. + +'Mrs. John, what has happened to make your little boy so forget himself +this morning?' + +'Indeed, sir, I cannot say. I really thought he was going to be +good to-day.' + +'I think he had better come to tea with me this afternoon, and we will +have a little talk together.' + +Teddy looked up with awe in his blue eyes. He well knew that this was the +rector's usual practice when any delinquent was brought before his +notice, but it had never yet fallen to his lot to receive the invitation. +Mr. Upton had his own way of doing things, so people said, and he had +greater faith in reasoning with any culprits than scolding them, whether +they were grown men, or women, or children. + +Teddy's restless ways in church had been a trial to him for a long time, +and he felt that this morning's action must receive a check. 'Thank +you, sir,' responded Mrs. John; 'he shall come to you after school is +over this afternoon.' + +And Teddy, completely sobered, walked home beside his mother without +uttering a word. + +At half-past four he stood on the rectory doorsteps looking into the cool +broad hall in front of him, which led out of a glass door at the opposite +end into a brilliant flower garden. Spotless white druggeting covered the +floor and stairs, and everything indoors denoted a careful housekeeper. +Mr. Upton was a widower, and was to a great extent ruled by two or three +old and faithful servants. + +As the boy stood there the rector appeared, and led him into his study. + +'We shall have half an hour before tea, to have a little conversation, my +boy. Sit down, and tell me what you have been learning at Sunday-school +this afternoon.' + +'Teacher was telling us about the children of Israel in Egypt. I'm afraid +I don't remember very much what he said, for I was busy thinking about +coming to see you.' + +Mr. Upton smiled, and drew the child on to talk; then, after he was +thoroughly at ease, he put a large Bible in front of him. + +'I want you to read me a verse in the First Epistle of St. John, and the +third chapter. It is the fifteenth verse; can you find it?' + +'Yes, sir,' and with an eager importance Teddy turned over the leaves. + +'Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer,' he read solemnly. + +'That will do. Now think it over for five minutes in silence, and then +tell me what your thoughts are about it.' + +The boy hung his head in shame; he folded his arms and sat immovable +till the five minutes were over, then he said timidly, 'I wouldn't hate +a brother. I'd like to have one. Do you think it means the same when +it's a girl?' + +'Precisely the same--a brother means any person in the world, man, woman, +or child.' + +'Then I ought to be hung.' + +There was much self-pity in Teddy's tone. Mr. Upton did not smile, he was +gazing abstractedly out of the window, and said slowly, 'The root of +murder is anger. The same motive that prompts a passionate statement, +prompts a passionate and perhaps fatal blow.' + +There was silence; then in a more cheerful tone the rector turned to the +little culprit. + +'And now tell me the whole story, and who it was that you spoke to +in church.' + +Teddy was perfectly ready with his defence, and he poured into his +listener's ears such a voluble story that the rector was quite bewildered +when it came to an end. 'It's father's button I care about,' added the +boy, fingering his beloved object proudly, 'and she didn't believe me a +bit, and she put out her tongue as long as ever she could!' + +'Tell me the story of the button; I have heard, but have forgotten +the details.' + +Teddy's eyes sparkled, and his little head was raised erect again. +Slipping off his chair, he stood in front of the rector, and told the +oft-repeated tale with dramatic force and effect. Mr. Upton listened with +interest, but before he could offer any comment on it tea was announced, +and taking the child by the hand he marched him into the dining-room. + +Hot tea-cakes, strawberry jam, and plum cake kept our little friend fully +occupied for some time. He wondered if all the naughty boys interviewed +by the rector had been treated to the same fare, and he began to think an +invitation to Sunday tea at the rectory highly desirable. + +'And now,' said Mr. Upton, towards the end of the meal, 'I want some more +talk with you. Your father was a brave soldier; he died in saving the +colours. You want to grow up like him, do you not?' + +'Yes, sir, indeed I do.' + +'There is a little verse in God's Word that describes our Lord's +banner--His colours. Will you say it after me?--"His banner over me was +love."' Teddy repeated the verse slowly, and with interest. + +'It is a wonderful banner,' pursued Mr. Upton thoughtfully, 'the enemy +confronted with it on every side. In the thick of the fight we can but +hoist our colours, "Love." God's love to man, when man is fighting from +his infancy against his Maker. What host would not march to meet the foe +with such a banner dyed red with the life-blood of their Captain, the Son +of God, the Saviour of the world?' + +Teddy drew a long breath, and when the rector paused, he cried +enthusiastically, 'Please go on, sir. I like to hear it. Will God let me +hold up the banner for Him?' + +'If you have enlisted in His service. Are you one of His soldiers?' + +'I don't know.' + +'God always wants each of us to present ourselves to Him, if we want to +enlist in His army. Have you done that? There must come a time in our +lives when we yield ourselves wholly and unreservedly to the one who is +our rightful owner. Why, my boy, do you believe that Jesus died upon the +cross to save you? Did He bear your sins for you there?' + +'Yes,' said Teddy, fixing his blue eyes earnestly on the rector, 'I +really believe He did, for mother has often explained it to me.' + +'Then how dare you stand aloof from His army? How is it that you have +never enlisted? Are you marching along in the enemy's ranks?' + +Teddy's small hands were clenched, and his eyes lit up with a +great resolve. + +'I'll enlist at once, sir. I'll be one of God's soldiers now.' + +'How are you going to do it?' + +'I don't know. Tell me, please.' + +There was silence. Mr. Upton met the child's earnest, upward gaze with +awe, as he realised how much hung on his words. He had a firm belief in +children being able to lead a consistent Christian life. He knew the +Master would accept a child's heart, and guide and keep the frail and +helpless steps on the way heavenward. And with a swift prayer for +guidance he spoke. + +'You must tell God about it yourself, and don't be in a hurry. Kneel down +quietly by yourself somewhere, and first of all ask that the Holy Spirit +may guide you, that your sins may be blotted out, and your name written +in the Book of Life, for the sake of Jesus who died for you. Then tell +God you want Him to enlist you, and give yourself right up to Him for now +and for all eternity.' + +Mr. Upton spoke slowly and emphatically; he knew he often preached above +the heads of his little hearers, and he strove to speak in simple +language now. + +Teddy remained very silent; then he said, 'And if I enlist, shall I have +to be God's soldier for ever and ever, till I'm an old man of a hundred, +with white hair and no teeth?' + +'Would you rather be one of the devil's soldiers?' + +'No.' + +'You are quite right to think it over. I would rather you did not decide +too hastily. Go home and think it out. And come and tell me when you +have decided.' + +The boy's white brow was crumpled with anxious creases. + +'I should like to be one of God's soldiers, but who shall I have to +fight? Any real enemies, or only make believe?' + +'I will tell you about your enemies after you have enlisted. I can show +you one very real one that is your worst enemy.' + +'Can you? A real live one?' + +'A real live one.' + +Teddy smiled contentedly. + +'Now,' added Mr. Upton, 'I am going to send you home. If you enlist, the +first person you will have to hold up your banner to is that little girl +whom you said you hated. Before you go I want to pray for you. Kneel +down with me.' + +The evening sunshine streamed in through the open window, and alighting +on the white hair of the minister and the boy's fair curls, as they knelt +together, bathed them in a golden glory. With closed eyes and folded +hands Teddy listened to Mr. Upton's prayer,-- + +'Loving Father, another lamb I bring to Thee. Guide him in his decision, +and if he enters Thy fold, use him and bless him through all eternity. +Grant that he may fight a good fight, and be crowned with glory +hereafter. For Jesus Christ's sake. Amen.' + +An hour later, and Teddy was seated by his mother's side in the old +porch. His grandmother and uncle had gone to evening church, and Mrs. +John was left with her boy alone. + +He had been telling her the substance of his conversation with the +rector, and now curled up on the low wooden seat, his small legs crossed +underneath him, he was gazing dreamily out into the sweet-scented garden. +The bees were droning, and the gnats humming amongst the tall hollyhocks +and crimson and white roses close by; the birds were already twittering +their last 'good-nights' to one another, and a soft, peaceful spell +seemed to be falling on all around. + +'I feel,' he said presently, as he gazed up into the still blue sky, 'as +if God is waiting for me, mother.' + +Mrs. John did not answer. He added quickly, 'When did you enlist, +mother; long, long ago?' + +'Yes, darling, just before I married your father.' + +'And when did father enlist? When he was a little boy like me?' + +'Not till he was a grown man, sonny. He often used to say he wished he +had given his heart to God when he was younger.' + +'I suppose God will take little soldiers? Do you think I shall be the +youngest He has?' + +'No, darling; He has many brave little soldiers younger than you.' + +Another long silence, then a deep-drawn sigh from Teddy. + +'I feel I have very big thoughts to-night, mother, and I get so crowded +thinking. Will you read to me before I go to bed?' + +Mrs. John pressed her lips on the curly head so near her. + +'My boy, I am so glad for you to have these thoughts. Mother has often +prayed that you may be one of Christ's little soldiers and servants. Now +what shall I read?' + +'Read me about the three men and the burning fiery furnace.' + +And the young mother took her Bible in hand, and drawing her boy close to +her till his little head rested against her shoulder, read him the story +he wished. + +Later on, as she tucked him up in bed, and was giving him a kiss, he +clasped his arms round her neck and whispered, 'I think I'm going to do +it quite by myself to-morrow.' + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +Enlisting for Life + + +The village children were swarming out of school the next afternoon. The +heat and confinement of the crowded schoolroom had not lessened the +superabundance of energy and high spirits amongst them, and the boys soon +congregated on the green, bent on a game of cricket. + +'Where's Teddy?' 'Teddy Platt!' 'Young Ted, where's he got to?' 'Fetch +Teddy!' This was the general cry. But Teddy was nowhere to be seen. + +'Has he been kept in?' queried one. + +'Likely enough. He's up in the clouds to-day.' + +'Oh, ain't he just! Why, I offered him half such a huge apple. My! it +was a beauty! And his eyes sort o' wandered away from it, as if it had +been a piece of mud! "Thanks," ses he, "I'll have a bite +to-morrer--not to-day."' + +'And teacher was down on him sharp, too,' put in another eager voice. +'He answered all the 'rithmetic wrong, and he said forty soldiers made a +rood! And teacher ses, "Is your head good for nothing but soldiers?" And +Ted he got as red as fire, and says, "It's full of them to-day, sir"; +and teacher said, "Go down to the bottom of the class till you can empty +it of them then, and tell me when you've done it." And when Ted comes +next to me I says, "Is your button lost, old chap, that you're in such a +stew?" And he says, "No, the button is all right, but I'm thinkin' how +to enlist."' + +'He'll go for a drummer-boy as soon as he's big enough, and I'll go with +him!' cried Carrots. + +'Oh, come on,' shouted one of the impatient ones; 'if Ted's not here, let +us begin without him.' + +And Teddy's delinquencies at school were soon forgotten in the excitement +of the game. + +He had not been kept in, but had slipped away the minute school was over, +and was soon dodging in and out of the thick overhanging trees along the +edge of his favourite stream. His little feet sped swiftly along, and as +he ran he talked in a whisper to himself, which was his way when anything +special was weighing on his mind. 'I'll go right into the wood, and get +under a thick tree. I won't let a squirrel see me, nor even a rabbit. I +must be quite quiet, and it must be like church, and I shan't come away +till I've done it.' + +Into the wood he went, but he was hard to satisfy; roaming here and +there, peeping round corners, and thrusting his curly head in amongst the +bushes, it was fully half an hour before he chose his spot. + +It was a secluded little nook under an old oak-tree, where the moss grew +thick and green, and bushes of all sorts and sizes formed a natural bower +round the gnarled trunk. In front of this tree Teddy stood, and then, +half shyly, half reverently, he took off his cap and laid it on the +ground. Looking up through the veil of green leaves above him to the +sunny blue sky beyond, he stood with clasped hands and parted lips for a +moment or two in perfect silence. The soft wind played gently with his +curls, and rustled amongst the leafy boughs overhead, and in the distance +the birds' sweet voices were the only sounds that met his ears. As the +boy's eyes came back to earth they seemed to have reflected in them +something of the bright sunshine above, and then down on his knees he +dropped. Placing his little clasped hands against the old trunk in front +of him, and bending his golden head till it rested likewise against the +tree, Teddy prayed aloud, slowly, and with frequent pauses,-- + +'O God! here I am. Have You been waiting for me? I've come to enlist. +And, please, I forget all Mr. Upton told me to say; but will You forgive +me my sins, and write my name down in Your book in heaven?--Edward James +Platt is my name. I've come to be Your soldier for ever and ever. Will +You please keep me always? I never want to go back from being Your +soldier. Make me fight a grand fight, and help me to hold Your colours up +well; and please, God, will You tell father I've enlisted this afternoon? +Mr. Upton said You would take me. I thank You for letting Jesus die for +me, and I'm very sorry I haven't belonged to His army before, but I +didn't quite understand that He wanted me. Help me to be a good boy, for +Jesus Christ's sake. Amen.' + +A child's prayer, but it was prayed with a child's strong faith, and as +Teddy rose to his feet, he had the assurance that God had accepted him. +That scene in the wood, when he dedicated himself to the service of the +King of kings, would be stamped on his memory as long as he lived. And +now that the deed was done a great load seemed to be lifted off his mind. +He came into the midst of the boys on the green a short time afterwards +with a radiant face, and took his share in fielding, bowling, and batting +with such a vigour and will, that he proved himself the hero of the hour. +Later in the evening he wandered into the dairy, where his mother was +busy, and asked her if he could go and see the rector. + +'What for, sonny?' + +'He asked me to come. Is it too late, do you think? I should like to go +to-night.' + +Mrs. John looked down upon the eager little face lifted to hers. + +'Run away, then; but don't stay long.' + +And so it was that for the second time that week Teddy was a visitor at +the rectory. + +'Please, sir, I've done it!' he exclaimed breathlessly, as soon as he was +ushered into the presence of the rector. + +'Eh? What have you been doing?' + +And Mr. Upton roused himself from a reverie into which he had fallen as +he sat at his study window and watched his favourite beehives. Then, +noting the disappointed look on the child's face, and recognising who +it was, he added briskly, 'Ah! it is Teddy Platt, is it? And so you've +done it, have you? Thank God! Yes, I remember all about it. You're a +fresh recruit.' + +Teddy's eyes glistened. 'I enlisted this afternoon, sir.' + +'For life, did you? No short-service system with God!' + +Mr. Upton had at one time been chaplain to troops abroad, and it was his +knowledge of military matters that so attracted the boy. + +'Yes, for life, sir.' + +'May God keep you true to Himself, my boy, in life and in death!' + +There was a pause, then Teddy said eagerly, 'Please, sir, you said you +would show me one of the enemies I have got to fight.' + +'Ah! did I? One of the many--which one, I wonder?' + +'"A real live one," you said.' + +'Yes, I remember. Come this way.' + +He led the child into his drawing-room in front of a large mirror +reaching down to the ground, and told him to find his enemy there. + +'Why, it's only myself!' Teddy said in a disappointed tone, though there +was wonder in his eyes. + +'That's it--yourself--small Teddy Platt is your worst enemy, and the +older you live the more you will discover what a very formidable and +mighty enemy he is.' + +'Please, sir, I don't understand.' + +'Sit down here, by me, and let me try to explain it to you. If you are +going to try to serve the Lord Jesus Christ, you will find that you will +have two Teddies to deal with--a good one and a bad one. The bad one is +your enemy. Now, you told me you were angry with that little girl. Are +you angry still?' + +'I've forgotten all about her. I--I don't love her.' + +'The bad Teddy in you doesn't like her, but the good Teddy will. Now you +must fight against the bad Teddy, and overcome him. Jesus will help you; +you can't fight without Him.' + +'I think I know,' said Teddy thoughtfully. 'Last week some fellow said, +"Come and get some apples from the Park orchard." I wanted to, dreadful. +That was my bad self, but I thought it would be stealing, and I didn't +go. That was my good self, wasn't it?' + +'Quite right! Keep close to your Captain. Our Officer always leads, and +remember--"Forward! no quarter to the enemy!"' + +Then gazing abstractedly out into the garden, Mr. Upton added, as if to +himself, 'But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of +my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin, which is in my +members.... Who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God +through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the +law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.' + +The next day when at dinner, for it was generally at meal-times Teddy +chose to make his observations, he looked round the table appealingly,-- + +'What's the very ugliest name that could be given a boy?' + +'Sakes alive!' ejaculated his grandmother. 'And who may you be wanting to +christen?' + +'It isn't for a baby; a boy about as old as me. What do you think's an +ugly name?' + +'I don't think any name is very ugly,' his mother said. 'If you like a +person, their name always seems to fit. I knew two boys named Tobiah and +Eli. I didn't like the names at first, though they are Bible ones, but +when I got to know and like the boys I liked the names.' + +'I want a much more hideous name,' asserted Teddy; 'some name that would +describe a very wicked person.' + +'I hope you are not going to call any one by it,' observed his +grandmother suspiciously. + +Teddy lifted his blue eyes up to her solemnly. 'I expect I'll find one +for myself,' he said; and nothing more could be got out of him. + +After dinner, a half-holiday having been given the school-children, Teddy +stole out to the woods. When out of sight he began a brisk conversation +with himself, as was his wont; and it may give us an insight into his +busy brain if we listen. + +'Blackey might do, or Goggles, or Grubby, or Nigger, or Toad. I want to +have some name, else I shan't be able to talk to him so well. I wish +mother had helped me; it's very differcult. I can't seem to think of a +name quite ugly enough. I expect p'raps Mr. Upton could tell me. I'll +wait and ask him. I hope I shan't have to wait long, for I want it all +settled, so that I can begin to fight properly with him. Now I've got to +find Nancy. Mr. Upton said I was to be friends with her, and I've got to +hold up my banner of love over her. I hope she'll like it. She's a +horrid--Aha, that's my enemy just going to speak! A horrid girl, you +were going to say, were you? Now you just get out. Nancy is a very nice +girl--at least, she soon will be. I'll try and think her nice, I will. +I've got to fight you, enemy, if you say such things. Why, I do 'clare, +there she is climbing that tree!' + +Teddy's conversation came to an end, and he stared with open mouth and +eyes at the nimble way Nancy was climbing up an old beech-tree. He gave a +shrill whistle, which made the little girl look round. Not a bit +disconcerted was she. + +'Aha, it's the stupid little button-boy. You can't catch me!' + +It was a challenge. Instantly Teddy stripped off his jacket, and darted +to the tree. She had got a good start, and even he caught his breath in +wonder at her rapid ascent, and the fearless way in which she seemed to +plant her small feet on the most fragile-looking branches. Up they +went, panting with the exercise; but at length she could go no further, +and seating herself on a comfortable bough she looked mischievously +down at him. + +'You couldn't catch me; you don't know how to climb! My father taught me. +I can go up the rigging as far as any sailor boy, and this is my ship, +but I'll let you sit down by me if you behave yourself.' + +Teddy swung himself across a bough opposite her, and was silent for a +moment. Each child was trying to recover breath, and Teddy was +considering how to make peace. He did it in his own quaint fashion. + +'I think we're pretty close to heaven,' he remarked presently, lifting +his soft blue eyes to the clear sky above. 'I wonder if that's the reason +birds in their nests agree? The angels can't like to hear quallering so +close to them.' + +'I'm not going to quarrel, and you didn't say that word right' + +'What word?' + +'Quarrering.' And Nancy's tone was emphatic, though a doubt stole into +her own mind as to whether her pronunciation was correct. But Teddy was +too intent upon pulling something out of his pocket to notice her +correction. He slowly unrolled a large white pocket-handkerchief, tied it +carefully to a twig, which he broke off from an adjoining branch, and +then held it up in front of her. + +'I did it myself this morning,' he said with pride. 'I asked Uncle Jake +for one of his best handkerchiefs. He gave it to me last night, and I did +it with a pen and ink before breakfast. Can you read it? + +Nancy looked at the straggling, uneven black letters that occupied the +whole width across. + +'Love?' she said curiously; 'what does that mean?' + +'It's my banner of love that I'm going to carry for my Captain. It means +I've got to love even you.' + +Nancy's red lips pouted. 'I don't want you to love me,' she said. + +'I've got to do it.' + +'How are you going to do it?' + +'I'm--I'm not quite sure. I'm never going to be angry with you. And it's +very hard--' + +Here a deep-drawn sigh broke from him. 'It's _very_ hard, but I've got to +tell you I'm sorry I wouldn't let you cross the bridge first, and I'm +sorry I said I hated you in church.' + +Nancy's bright dark eyes peered inquisitively into the dreamy blue ones +opposite her. + +'Are you really sorry?' she said. + +'I think I am, at least part of me is; my enemy isn't, but I am.' + +This was beyond Nancy's comprehension. + +'And you'll never get angry, or set those horrid boys at me any more?' + +'No, I never will.' + +Here a big rosy-cheeked apple was produced hastily out of the other +pocket, and presented as a peace offering. + +It was taken in silence; then as Nancy's white little teeth met in it she +said, with one of her beaming smiles, 'And have I got to love you?' + +'I think you had better, because it will make it easier.' + +'Well, I will then, if you'll do one thing.' + +'What is it?' + +'Give me that old button of yours.' + +Teddy fairly gasped at this audacity. + +'Give you father's button!' he cried; 'never, never, never! I'd rather be +shot dead, or drownded dead, or hung dead, or chopped into little tiny +bits! I'll _never_ give it up! It's going to be on my coats and +waistcoats till I'm a hundred, and then it will be buried in my grave +with me. Suppose I lost my button, do you know what I would do?' + +Nancy gazed at the young orator with a little awe. + +'No,' she said; 'what?' + +'I would drop down and die, my heart would burst and break, and if I +couldn't die very quick, I wouldn't eat or drink nothing, but I'd go +sadly to my grave and lay my head down, and the next morning you would +find me stiff and cold with my glassy eyes staring up at the sky, like an +old dog I read about.' + +Teddy's tone was so intensely tragic that Nancy was silent. At last she +said, 'I'll never love you proper till you give it to me.' + +'Will you like me a little instead?' + +'I might do that,' she replied reluctantly. + +'And you won't never say you don't believe father's story?' + +'I aren't going to promise.' + +Then, as the very last bite was taken of the apple, she added, 'I'll hear +some more of your stories first. I want to hear one now. Sally White told +me at school you know all about fairies.' + +Teddy nodded impressively, then said slowly, 'I make believe I do, but I +don't make believe father's story.' + +'Tell me a story now.' + +Teddy clasped his hands round a bough, and with knitted brows considered. +Then he looked up, and the light sparkled in his eyes. + +'Shall I tell you about when I went into an oak-tree, and found a little +door leading down some steps that took me to the goblin's cave?' + +This sounded enchanting, and Nancy eagerly prepared herself to listen. +Such a story was then poured out that it held her spell-bound. Goblins, +elves, and fairies, underground glories, thrilling adventures and +escapes. Was it any wonder that with such a gift for story-telling Teddy +was the king of the village? It came to an end at last, and Nancy drew a +long breath of relief and content when she heard the concluding +sentence, 'And I quickly opened the little door, and there I was outside +the oak, and safe in the wood again.' + +'Button-boy, I do like you,' she asserted, with a quick little nod of her +head. 'Will you tell me another story soon?' + +'P'raps I will,' said Teddy, feeling a little elated that he was gaining +supremacy over her, 'but I'm going home now. I only came out to have a +think, and to make friends with you.' + +'What made you come and make it up?' the little maiden asked, as after a +scramble down, they stood at the foot of the tree. 'You said something +about your Captain; who is He?' + +'Jesus Christ,' Teddy replied reverently, 'and His banner is love, so I +have to love everybody, whether I like them or not.' + +'Why?' + +'Because He wants me to, and I'm one of His soldiers now.' + +'Has Jesus any sailors?' + +The question was put suddenly, and the answer was given with a slight air +of superiority, 'No only soldiers He has.' + +'Then I don't want to belong to Him. I believe He has sailors just as +well as soldiers, only you're not telling true.' + +Her tone was getting wrathful, but Teddy shook his head solemnly. 'I'm +sure there's nothing about Jesus' sailors in the Bible; but I'll ask +mother, and then I'll tell you. I must go home now. Good-bye. We're +going to be friends?' + +'Yes, we're going to be friends,' she repeated; and then away they +scampered in different directions, Nancy calling out, like a true little +woman, 'But I shan't really love you till you give me your button.' + + + + +CHAPTER V + +First Victories + + +'Please, sir, may I speak to you?' + +Mr. Upton was coming out of church after a choir practice, when Teddy +accosted him. + +He smiled when he saw the boy. 'You may walk home with me and speak to me +as much as you like.' + +And so they sauntered up the shady lane, the old rector with his head +bent and his hands crossed behind him, and the boy all eager excitement +and motion, with suppressed importance in his tone. + +'I want you to give me a name for my enemy, please, sir.' + +Mr. Upton looked amused. 'Have you had any battles with him yet?' + +'I think I had one yesterday. May I tell you? Granny was very angry with +me because I had made Uncle Jake's best handkerchief into a banner of +love. I didn't really think it was naughty. I wrote "Love" in ink right +across it; and I took such pains, for I wanted to show it to Nancy. And +when I got home granny was so angry that she took me by the collar and +she locked me into the back kitchen; and mother was out, and I cried, I +was so miserable. Granny said I would come to the workhouse; she called +me the wickedest, mischievousest boy she'd ever seen, and said she would +like to give me a good whipping. And at last I got tired of being +miserable, and I looked about, and I saw the window was partly open, so I +climbed up, and then I thought I would jump out and run away across the +fields till mother came home. And I was very happy then, and I jumped +right out, and then I remembered, but I didn't want to go back again.' + +'And then the fight began?' suggested the rector, as the boy paused. + +Teddy nodded. 'I asked God to drive my enemy away, but I was an awful +long time thinking it out. Is thinking fighting?' + +'Very often it is.' + +'I did fight hard, then; and I climbed in again. Was that being a +soldier?' + +'Yes, my boy.' + +'And granny let me out soon after; and I kissed her and said I was sorry, +but I told her how nearly I had run away, and asked her to see that the +window was locked next time, so that I shouldn't have to fight so hard.' + +'You will have plenty of fighting. Don't shirk the hottest part of the +field; that isn't being brave.' + +'Will you give me a horrid, ugly name, please, sir?' + +'I thought your enemy's name was Teddy.' + +'No, that's mine; I must have a name for him--a different one, you know.' + +'How do you like Ego or Ipse?' + +'What funny names! I think I like Ipse best I'll call him Ipse, shall I?' + +But Mr. Upton's thoughts were far away by this time, and presently he +said, as if to himself, '"The last enemy that shall be destroyed is +death." "Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors, through +Him that loved us." It is a fight with certain victory ahead; then why +do we fail?' + +'Shall I fail?' questioned a soft voice by his side. + +'"Without Me ye can do nothing." That's our Captain's word: if you fight +without Him, you are done for.' + +'I think I shall sometimes let Ipse have his way. Will that be deserting +to the enemy?' + +'It will be sure and certain defeat.' + +'But then, of course, my Captain won't let me be beaten, if I stick +close to Him.' + +And so they talked, a strange couple; but the younger of them had a faith +which the elder might envy, and a grasp of the unseen that the ripest +saint could not surpass. + +Not long after this, Teddy and his schoolfellows were having a +delightful afternoon in the woods. It was Saturday afternoon, and they +were playing their favourite war game, Teddy, of course, being prime +instigator of the whole affair. A few of the more adventurous girls had +joined them, Nancy amongst them. Her respect for Teddy was gradually +increasing, though nothing seemed to quench her self-assertion and +independence of thought and action. At length Teddy announced his +intention of going off on an expedition as a scout, and on Nancy's +insisting that she should come too, the two children started, made their +way out of the wood and down to the banks of the stream, which soon +joined the river. + +'What have we to do?' asked Nancy. + +'It's great fun. You see, every one we meet is an enemy, and we have to +get past them without them seeing us; we must crawl through the long +grass, or we must climb a tree, or get through the bushes; all kinds of +adventures we have.' + +'And if we don't meet anybody?' + +'That's why I came down this way: there are always a lot of people +fishing in the river. Now look out, don't you talk loud, and step softly. +Just think that the first person who sees us will shoot us dead.' + +'But they won't.' + +'You must make believe they will.' Teddy's tone was stern, and Nancy +was too occupied in holding her hat on her head as they crept through +some low bushes to advance any more sceptical opinions. + +And then suddenly, a short time after, they came upon a fisherman. It was +only a burly farmer, who was evidently making a day of it, for he sat +under the shade of a tree with the remnants of a substantial lunch around +him; his fishing-rod was in his hand, but the line was out of the water, +and he, with head thrown back and mouth wide open, was fast asleep. + +'Hush!' said Teddy, in an excited whisper. 'If he wakes, all is up with +us; now let's get past him on tiptoe.' + +This was accomplished safely; but having passed him Teddy stood still, +and the spirit of mischief seized hold of him. Turning to Nancy, he said, +with sparkling eyes, 'What fun to take him prisoner and tie him up to the +tree with his own fishing-line! He's an enemy; I really think it's our +duty to do it. You stay here and watch me.' + +Deftly and quickly Teddy set to work, but when he had once passed the +line round the farmer's body and the tree, he had no difficulty in +finishing the work he had begun. Dancing like an elf with the line in +his hand, he spun round and round the tree till the line was wound round +to its very last extremity, and the farmer looked like some big +bluebottle fly entangled in the fine meshes of a spider's web. Still he +slept on, and with a delighted chuckle Teddy sped back to his little +companion; her eyes were dancing with mirth, and she clapped her hands +at the successful exploit. + +'He'll wake up and won't be able to get away. What fun! how I should like +to see him!' + +'Come on quick. He's Farmer Green, and he's an awful angry man; he gave +Sam such a thrashing for tying an old saucepan to one of his pigs' tails. +He won't know who has done it, and I did tie the knots awful tight.' + +Away they ran; but they had not proceeded far before Teddy came to a +standstill, and all the saucy sparkle died out of his eyes. + +'What's the matter?' asked Nancy. 'Have you got a pain?' + +'I'm afraid I am going to have a fight with Ipse.' + +The words were uttered almost in a whisper, and Nancy looked on +with wonder. + +'It isn't right,' he said, after a long pause. 'I do want--at least, Ipse +wants--to leave him there awfully, but mother would say it was very +naughty, and I think--I think my Captain doesn't like it. I shall have to +go back and undo him.' + +'Oh, you mustn't!' cried Nancy. 'You'll wake him up, and then you'll +catch it! Let him undo himself!' Teddy shook his head, and then stole +softly back to the tree, Nancy following him at a respectful distance. + +It seemed a harder business to untie the knots than to tie them, but at +length it was done, and the unwinding process began. Alas! Farmer +Green's nap was over, and with a hasty start he was roused to the full +use of his faculties. When he discovered his condition he swore a round +oath, and turned upon Teddy in great wrath, as he vainly tried to +extricate himself. + +'Please, sir,' said Teddy, nothing daunted, 'if you keep still, I shall +undo you very soon, and I won't break your line if I can help it.' + +'You young scoundrel! how dare you show your face, after such an +audacious piece of impudence! You're the plague of the parish, and a good +thrashing is what you will get, sure as my name's Jonathan Green!' + +Teddy's face was hot and red, and the spectacle of him trying to unwind +the line from the struggling and exasperated farmer was so irresistibly +comic to Nancy that she burst out laughing. + +Jonathan Green was soon on his feet again, and seizing hold of Teddy by +the collar, shook him like a terrier would shake a rat; then, without +leaving go of him, he pulled out a piece of cord from his coat pocket. +'Now, I'll teach you a lesson, youngster, that you won't forget. It's +lucky I've got this bit o' rope.' + +And in another few minutes he had bound the boy securely to the tree, +tying his hands together with his handkerchief; then, as Nancy stepped +forward, indignant at this severe treatment, he turned upon her. + +'There are two of you, are there? Well, you shall share the same fate +till I think fit to release you. I'll teach you to stop playing such +impish tricks on decent folk.' + +'You're the wickedest man that's living, I'm sure!' cried Nancy +wrathfully. 'Why, he was undoing you when you woke up, which was very +kind of him. I wish he'd left you tied up, I do!' + +But Farmer Green, with a grim smile of satisfaction, soon settled her in +the same fashion as he had done the boy; and then, picking up his +fishing-basket, strode away, calling out, 'Ye'll bide there my time, ye +young limbs of mischief! It's only serving like ye serve!' + +'Button-boy, did he hurt you?' asked Nancy anxiously; for all this time +Teddy had not said a word. + +He turned his head and looked at her. 'I feel shooken up dreadful, he's +so awful strong; but I'm not very hurt, only I'm sorry, and I've been +telling my Captain about it, and asking Him to forgive me.' + +'Shall we stay here all the evening and all the night?' + +'Oh no! he'll come and let us go soon. It isn't fair on you, for you +didn't do anything.' + +'I laughed at him, and I wanted you to leave him tied up. But I don't +care, it doesn't hurt. You haven't told me ever what I asked you about +Jesus' sailors. Tell me now, because I want to belong to your Captain, +and I'm not going to be a soldier.' + +'I did ask mother, and she said sailors were soldiers, they were sea +soldiers. You'll have to be a soldier, I expect.' + +'Sailors fight, I know they do. Grandfather read me about Nelson the +other evening, and showed me a picture of sailors cutting the enemy's +arms off, as they tried to scramble on board ship. I shan't never change +to soldiers. Sailors are _much_ nicer. And if sailors fight, I can be a +sailor for Jesus.' + +Their conversation was interrupted by voices and steps approaching, and +in another moment two ladies and a gentleman appeared, evidently going +home after a fishing excursion. The path led past the tree, and they +stopped in astonishment at the sight of the two children. + +Teddy was the first to speak. He recognised the newcomers to be the +squire, Colonel Graham, and his wife, with a visitor staying with them. +'Please, sir, will you undo us?' he asked appealingly. + +The colonel laughed heartily. 'Ah! young fellow, you're caught, are you? +Lady Helen, this is one of the young hopefuls in our village, I have been +told the ringleader in every bit of mischief set going! You wouldn't +think it to look at him, would you?' + +'What an angel's face!' said that lady admiringly. 'And who is the little +girl? she looks a regular little gipsy!' + +Neither of the children appreciated these remarks, but the colonel +good-naturedly put down his fishing-basket and cut the piece of rope that +bound them. + +'Now, then, youngster!' he said, 'speak up and tell us who bound you in +this fashion, and what have you been doing to merit such punishment?' + +Having got his hands free, Teddy stood up bravely and told the story +briefly and clearly, to the great amusement of his hearers. + +'And he would never have been caught if he hadn't gone back to undo him,' +put in Nancy; 'so he oughtn't to have been punished at all.' + +'What made you go back, my boy?' asked Mrs. Graham gently. + +The colour rose in Teddy's cheeks, but he never hesitated to speak +the truth. + +'I went back when I remembered it was wrong to have done it,' he +said simply. + +'But you are not such a paragon of goodness generally,' said the +colonel. 'Wasn't it you and some others who scared our dairymaid into +fits one night last winter, by playing pranks, after dark, outside the +dairy window?' + +'Yes, sir,' said Teddy humbly. + +'And why didn't you run away when the old man woke?' asked Lady Helen. + +'I never run away from anybody,' said Teddy, his head more erect than +ever. 'I'm a soldier's son.' + +'Capital, my boy; and so your father is a soldier? What regiment?' + +'He's dead, sir. May I tell you father's story?' + +'Oh! ah! I remember now, though I'm not sure that I recollect the +details,' said the colonel musingly. 'Your father was John Platt, who +enlisted in one of the line regiments--the 24th, wasn't it? Tell us the +story by all means.' + +Teddy obeyed delightedly, not seeing in the interest of his tale how +keenly he was being watched by the ladies. He told it as he always did, +with enthusiastic effect, and when he offered to show the ladies his +button they were charmed with him. The colonel patted him on his head as +he left, saying, 'Keep your father's spirit in you, my lad, and you'll +live to do something great yet!' 'I should like to have him as a +page-boy,' said Lady Helen, as they walked away. 'What a sensitive, +refined little face it is!' + +'Too good to be spoilt by house service,' said Colonel Graham. 'His +mother is a superior young woman, with a very good education, and the +Platts are highly respected about here.' + +The children ran back to their playfellows considerably sobered by their +experience, and Teddy very soon made his way home, and told his mother +all that had befallen him. + +'It's dreadful difficult to remember in time, mother. I'm not a very good +soldier, am I? Do you think I ought to love old Farmer Green? If you +won't tell any one, I've been having a talk with Ipse--he's my enemy, Mr. +Upton told me about--and he--he hates Farmer Green; but I tell him the +banner is "Love," and we must try to love him; and how can I show him I +love him, mother?' + +'I think you must wait a little, sonny. Don't do anything just yet, +but try and not have angry thoughts about him. You know it was very +naughty of you to act so. I am not a bit surprised that he lost his +temper over it.' + +'I'll never tie up anybody again, mother, never!' + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +The Redcoats + + +'Mother, grandmother, some soldiers are coming here!' + +Teddy tore into the house one morning after school with this +announcement, and his face was radiant with delight. His mother was +laying the cloth for dinner, and old Mrs. Platt was busy dishing up +some potatoes. + +'Who told you?' asked the latter. + +'I saw one--a real live soldier, a corporal with two gold stripes on his +red coat, and such white gloves; and I went up to him and talked to him.' + +'Certainly modesty is lacking with you,' observed Mrs. Platt drily. + +'Shyness is,' said Mrs. John rather quickly; 'but he doesn't show +forwardness as a rule.' + +'Sam and Carrots and lots of the boys were with me, mother. He told us +that he and one or two more had come on to get billets--that's the +word--billets for the regiment that was marching through on their way to +Wales; and we shall see them come marching through the village in a few +days. He said most of them were going to put up in the town, but twenty +were coming to the Hare and Hounds, and they're going to sleep there. +He's such a nice man, mother; he's only going to sleep here to-night, and +then he's going on to-morrow to get some more billets ready in the next +town he comes to. Couldn't he come to tea this afternoon? Do let me ask +him, granny!' + +Mrs. Platt laughed not ill-humouredly. 'You would have us take in any +scoundrel, provided he wore a red coat, wouldn't you?' + +'Soldiers are never scoundrels!' asserted Teddy with hot indignation. + +'Do you know all the soldiers in the British Army, then?' said his +grandmother. + +'I daresay he wouldn't care to come to tea with strangers, sonny,' put in +Mrs. John gently. + +'I'm sure he would, for he doesn't like the Hare and Hounds. He said he +was a teetotaller.' + +'Come, that sounds good,' Mrs. Platt remarked. 'Well, you can ask him in +for your father's sake.' + +Not much dinner could Teddy eat that day, and his lessons at school had +never seemed so irksome to him; but they were over at last, and he tore +off in search of his new friend, finding him at length sitting under an +old yew-tree just outside the churchyard. + +'Granny says will you come to tea with us?' he asked breathlessly, as he +came up to him. + +The corporal looked up. He was a fine-looking young man with a frank, +bright face, and he was reading a well-worn Bible, which he put carefully +in his pocket before he rose to his feet. + +'That's very kind of your granny,' he said; 'and I'll come with pleasure. +I'm out of it at the Hare and Hounds.' + +Teddy's quick eyes had spied the Bible. + +'Do you like the Bible?' he asked gravely. + +'It's my order book,' the corporal said with a smile, 'and my best friend +in the world.' + +'What's an order book?' + +'It gives you your daily commands--just what you are to do and where +you're to go. My Captain writes my orders down in His Word for me.' + +'He's my Captain too,' said Teddy with glistening eyes. 'You mean Jesus, +don't you? I've enlisted in His army, and I'm one of His soldiers.' + +'Shake hands, little brother, then; we're comrades after all.' + +'Are all soldiers in Jesus Christ's army?' asked Teddy as they walked +away together. + +The corporal shook his head sadly. 'Hardly any of them in my regiment,' +he said. 'We're nearly seven hundred strong, and only six men besides +myself, as far as I can tell, belong to the Lord. A year ago I was an +awful blackguard myself: I drank dreadfully, and couldn't give the drink +up; but that's all a thing of the past. Since I have belonged to the Lord +He keeps me from it, and many other bad habits. I'll own I fairly +dreaded coming to this bit of duty. The sight and smell of the beer is +very strong to a man that has been such a slave to it, and I must be +quartered in public-houses the whole way along.' + +'You'll have to fight like Mr. Upton told me to, won't you?' said Teddy. +'But if our Captain is with us, Mr. Upton says we shan't be beaten.' + +'No,' said the corporal, a light coming into his eyes. 'We shall be more +than conquerors.' + +Then, after a pause, he said, 'It's very considerate of your granny to +ask me to tea; I was just wishing that something could be done in this +village for the men coming after me, like we had last year when we +marched through the country for the manoeuvres. They gave us a free tea +at several of the places we went through, and it kept so many from +drinking. There's a man coming along here who I'm terrible anxious about. +He's been an awful drunkard, and is quite an old soldier; but last New +Year's Day he signed the pledge, and he's kept it ever since: he's just +on the point of being converted, I hope. We have yarns by the hour +together, but if he's billeted in the Hare and Hounds, or any other +public-house, for that matter, I don't know what he'll do. There's +nothing for them when they come in tired but to sit in the bar or +tap-room and drink. They can't get away from it.' Teddy's brow was +knitted with deep thought. + +'I didn't know soldiers drank too much,' he said. 'I thought they never +did anything wrong.' + +The corporal smiled. 'It isn't many that is of your opinion,' he said. +'Most folks put us down as a bad lot.' + +That evening remained in his memory for long after: the sweet-scented +garden, and the long low kitchen, with the happy family party gathered +round the table; the clumsy efforts of the reticent farmer to make his +guest feel at home; the short, pithy remarks made by Mrs. Platt, and the +gentle, soft-voiced young mother, with the golden-haired boy, continually +asking quaint questions about a soldier's life--all this came back to him +with a keen sense of pleasure in after years. He was only a young fellow +after all, and was touched and gratified by the kindness shown to him, +for it made him think of his own mother in her village home; and when he +took his leave he could hardly express his thanks. + +Teddy had been allowed to sit up beyond his usual bedtime, and as he put +his little hand into the big brown one of the young soldier he said, 'Do +you mind telling me your name, corporal?' + +'Walter Saxby,' was the ready response. + +'And what's the name of the poor old soldier who signed the pledge on New +Year's Day?' + +'Tim Stokes; he's called Bouncer by most of us.' + +'I shall remember,' said Teddy; then turning to his mother and +grandmother after Corporal Saxby had disappeared, he said solemnly, 'I +may bring Bouncer to tea, mayn't I, if I find him? Corporal told me he +hadn't properly enlisted as Jesus' soldier, but he wants to. Do you think +Mr. Upton could get him to enlist while he's here? Or could you, granny? +P'raps he'd do it for you.' + +'I don't know what that boy will come to,' said Mrs. Platt later on, when +Teddy was safe in bed; 'seems to me he has more the making of a minister +in him than a soldier. I don't hold with children being too religious; +it's forced and unnatural.' + +'He ain't too good to live,' put in Jake slowly; 'no youngster can beat +him in play.' + +'I often wonder,' Mrs. John said thoughtfully, 'whether he will be a +soldier after all; he is almost too sensitive to lead the hard, rough +life so many do. I doubt if he could stand it.' + +'He's not wanting in pluck and manliness,' Mrs. Platt observed, for she +always had a good word to say for her little grandson when he was not +present. 'I found him this morning careering round the field on that +fresh young foal, without any saddle or bridle! I gave him a sharp +scolding, for it was kicking up its hind legs like mad; but he only +looked up in my face and laughed. "It's my charger, granny," he says, +"and he smells the battle-field; that's why he's so excited!" I'm sorry +these soldiers are going to fill the place; he thinks and talks quite +enough of them as it is. We shan't have a moment's peace now till +they're gone.' + +Teddy was up very early the next morning to see his friend go off. He had +another long conversation with him before wishing him good-bye; and then, +with thoughtful face, he went to school, revolving many plans in his +active little brain, and making innumerable mistakes in his lessons in +consequence. At twelve o'clock, when free at last, he made his way to the +rectory and asked for Mr. Upton, who greeted him very kindly. + +'Any more troubles to tell me?' + +'No, sir; but I want to tell you about the soldiers who are coming.' + +'I have heard about them. It will be a grand time for you, won't it?' + +'Please, sir, could you have a tea-party for them?' + +Mr. Upton pushed up his glasses and looked very bewildered. + +'A tea-party, did you say?' + +'Yes; the corporal said a clergyman gave one hundred tea in a +schoolroom last year, and spoke to them after. The corporal said it +would keep them from drinking in the public-houses. He came to tea +with us last night; but granny won't have a lot of them, so I told him +I'd tell you about it.' + +'It's rather an undertaking,' said Mr. Upton musingly, 'but we might do +something for them. When are they to be here?' + +'In two or three days, the corporal said.' + +'I think I might manage it. I will go and see Colonel Graham, and find +out if he will help.' + +'I knew you would be able to do it,' said Teddy, beaming all over; 'and +p'raps, sir, you could tell some of them how to enlist, like you did me. +The corporal said I ought to try to be a recruiting sergeant for my +Captain, but they wouldn't listen to me, I am sure. I'm going to try to +enlist Nancy. I haven't tried half hard enough. But she says she'll only +be a sailor for Jesus, not a soldier. Can she be that, sir?' + +Mr. Upton smiled. 'Yes, I think she can. Sailors have to keep watch, and +learn their drill, and take orders, and fight under their captain, just +like soldiers.' + +And then Teddy went home and electrified his mother by telling her, with +an air of great importance, 'Mr. Upton and I are going to give the +soldiers a tea-party when they come.' + +The days passed; Mr. Upton was as good as his word. A large tea was +provided in the village schoolroom, Colonel and Mrs. Graham taking a +hearty interest in it; and when the soldiers came in one hot, dusty +afternoon, everything was ready for them. + +Teddy and others of the village children crowded round the Hare and +Hounds when they arrived, and Nancy was foremost of the crowd. + +'I don't think much of soldiers,' she said, her nose tilted up in +disdain. 'They're very dirty men, and covered with dust, and they've no +band, nor flags flying, nor nothing.' + +If Teddy was disappointed in the look of his heroes, he did not say so; +but Sam remarked, 'I expect they've left the band and the flags in the +town; these are only the lot that they can't put up there.' + +Later in the afternoon Teddy made his way to the old elm outside the Hare +and Hounds, where several of the men were resting on the wooden benches, +some with pots of beer, and round whom some of the admiring villagers had +made a little circle. + +He pushed his way in with his accustomed fearlessness. + +'Please, is Mr. Tim Stokes here?' + +The soldiers laughed, and bandied a few jokes on the comrade alluded to. + +'What do you want with him, youngster?' + +'I want to speak to him.' + +'I guess you'll find him under one of the tables in the tap-room; old +Bouncer is pretty dry after a march like we've had to-day.' + +There was a roar of laughter at this, but Teddy did not understand the +joke. + +'I mustn't go inside the Hare and Hounds,' he said; 'I promised mother I +never would. Will you fetch him out for me?' + +And turning to a good-natured-looking young fellow, Teddy put his hand +coaxingly on his arm. The soldier looked into the boy's fair face with a +laugh and then a sigh, and rising to his feet said, 'All right, little +chap, I'll fetch him out to you.' + +He was gone some time, and Teddy improved his opportunity by making +friends with those around him; it was not long before he had acquainted +them with the fact of his being a soldier's son, and from that he drifted +into telling the story of 'Father's button!' There was vociferous +applause when he had finished. + +'Here, youngster,' said one of the older men, holding out his pewter pot +to him, 'take a drink like a man; you deserve it!' + +'No, thank you,' the boy said; 'I never drink beer.' + +Then, as an oldish-looking soldier, with a heavy moustache already tinged +with grey, came up to him, Teddy turned to him in delight. + +[Illustration: 'ARE YOU BOUNCER?'] + +'Are you Bouncer?' + +'That's what I'm called.' The man's face was an unhappy one, and he +seemed to be the butt of his comrades, for they poured forth such a +volley of good-natured ridicule on his appearance that Teddy looked from +one to the other in complete mystification. + +'Will you come and see my home?' the child asked softly. 'Corporal Saxby +told me he thought you would like to come.' + +The man's face lightened. 'Ay, that I will, if it ain't fur off; my legs +are that stiff and sore. I don't want much walking.' + +'It isn't very far.' Then, as they moved off together, Teddy slipped his +little hand confidingly into the big one near him, and continued, 'Do you +know there's going to be a splendid tea for you all in our schoolroom +to-night--have you heard?' + +'Ay; the parson was round an hour ago giving out tickets. There's little +to be done in a place like this, and we're too tired to tramp into the +town; so I expect there'll be a tidy few.' + +'The corporal came to tea at our house the other night. He's a friend of +yours, isn't he?' + +'The best friend I've got,' was the hearty answer. 'Ay, lad, there's few +of his sort in the Army; for one that tries to help us on a bit there's +ten that tries to drag us down!' + +'I suppose,' said Teddy dreamily, 'that, after all, the Queen's army +isn't so nice to be in as the army I belong to? Does your captain help +you when you're in trouble?' + +'He helps us to pack-drill, or C. B., or cells!' replied Tim Stokes with +grim humour. + +This needed to be explained to Teddy, who went on after it was made clear +to him: 'Ah! my Captain always helps me. Mr. Upton says when I do wicked +things and get beaten by the enemy, I must call out to my Captain, and He +will come at once and help me.' + +'I reckon I've heard tell of your Captain, then, for that fellow Saxby is +always dinning it into me; but I can't come to religion nohow--I can't +make head or tail of it. I tell you, youngster, I've been having an awful +time lately, and I can't keep to it. I'm certain sure the drink will do +for me again. I can't keep away from it much longer, and this march'll +see the end of my teetotal ways, I'm thinking.' + +'And won't my Captain help you?' + +'I'm not a hand at prayers and psalm-singing.' + +'I wish you'd talk to Mr. Upton; he made me enlist a short time ago, and +I've been ever so much happier since I did it.' + +They were walking across the field leading to the farm, and as they came +to the stile the soldier leant heavily on it. Turning his face full on +the child, he said determinedly, 'I'm not a-goin' to talk to any Mr. +Upton or no one about it. I'd as lief hear you as a parson. You mind me +of a little brother of mine that died ten years ago. "Tim," he said, +just afore he went, "Tim, will you meet me in heaven?" He was the only +one I ever loved, and I've lived a dog's life since!' + +His eyes were moist with feeling, and for a minute Teddy looked at him +silently in pitying wonder. Then he said, 'Look here, Bouncer, this is +what Mr. Upton said to me. He told me Jesus had died for me, and how +dared I keep from being His soldier when He loved me so? You know that, +don't you?' + +'Ay, so Saxby tells me; but it don't make no difference.' + +'No more it didn't to me,' continued the boy eagerly, 'until I went to +God and enlisted. I did it quite by myself in the wood. You do it too, +Bouncer--you give yourself to God as His soldier, and He'll take you and +keep you.' + +'I've been too bad; it keeps me wakeful at nights, the very +thinkin' of it!' + +'But won't God forgive you if you ask Him to?' + +'Saxby says so; but I don't know. The fact is, a soldier can't be a +Christian in the Army.' + +'I don't believe you want to be one of God's soldiers,' said Teddy in a +disappointed tone; 'you keep making 'scuses!' + +There was silence; then Tim Stokes heaved a heavy sigh. + +'I won't come no further, youngster; I ain't in a mind to-day to see +company, but I'll be at the tea to-night.' + +'Oh, Bouncer, do come!' and Teddy's eyes filled with tears. 'You promised +you would. I do want you to see mother and granny!' + +But Tim wheeled round and strode off with something like a sob in his +throat. Teddy had little idea of the mighty conflict in his breast. The +child's words had awakened many memories, and Tim was at that stage now +when the powers of good and of evil were contending for his soul. + +'He don't believe I want it, for I keep making excuses!' muttered the +poor man. 'Ay, I do; but I haven't got over the longing to be different. +I'd cut off my right hand, I do believe, if I could be as Saxby is. I +can't bring myself up to the point; that's it!' + +Meanwhile, poor little Teddy crept indoors with a sad face, to announce +to his mother the failure of his mission. + +'He was nearly here, mother--just the other side of the hedge +outside--and yet he turned back!' + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Uplifted and Cast Down + + +It was a bright, cheery gathering a few hours later. Mr. Upton had +thrown his whole heart into the scheme, and had been round with his +tickets to a few outlying inns, where more of the men were billeted, so +that there were altogether over forty redcoats assembled. Mrs. John and +two other neighbours were in charge of the tea and coffee, and Teddy and +Nancy, with one or two other children, as a special favour, were allowed +to help to wait on the guests. The tables were decorated with flowers; +meat-pies, cold beef and ham sandwiches disappeared in a marvellous +manner, and the cakes and bread-and-butter with watercress were equally +appreciated. Towards the end of the meal several ladies came forward and +sang, and one or two part-songs were also given by some of the guests +staying at the Hall. + +'Now,' said Colonel Graham in his brisk, hearty tones, 'before we have a +few words from Mr. Upton, I should like to tell you how glad I am to see +the redcoats about me once more. I know your regiment well, for my own, +the 10th Hussars, lay with it in Colchester ten years ago. I am sure you +have all enjoyed your tea, but perhaps you do not know who was the +instigator of the whole thing. We must thank Mr. Upton for his untiring +zeal and energy in making arrangements; we must thank the ladies for +trying to make the evening pleasant by their songs; but we must thank a +little man here, I am given to understand, for the proposal in the first +instance.' + +And to Teddy's intense surprise the colonel swung him up on the impromptu +platform, to receive a deafening round of applause. + +He made a pretty picture as the light fell on his golden curls and +sparkling blue eyes; his cheeks were flushed with excitement, but he bore +himself bravely, and he held his head erect as he faced the crowded room. + +'He will speak to you better than I can,' the colonel added, with a +smile, 'for I'm a poor speaker myself. I'm the old soldier here to-night, +and my fighting days are past; his are all in the future, and he looks +forward to wear the red coat with the rest of you. I hope he'll bear as +brave a part in the Service as his father did before him. Now, my boy, +have you anything to say?' + +'It will turn his head,' murmured Mrs. John to herself; but her mother's +heart swelled with pride as his clear voice rang out,-- + +'It wasn't I who thought about the tea, it was Corporal Saxby,' (cheers). +'I haven't anything to say, unless you'd like me to tell you father's +story. I've told it once to-day, but you weren't all there. May I, sir?' + +'Certainly,' was the colonel's amused reply. + +Teddy had never had such an audience before in his life, but he was quite +equal to the occasion. Fingering his button, he began in his usual +impetuous fashion. The very eagerness for his father's deed to be +honoured prevented him from any feelings of self-consciousness, and he +carried his audience by storm. + +The ladies were delighted and touched by it, and Mrs. John quietly wiped +some tears from her eyes. + +And then Mr. Upton got up. His dreamy manner in speaking was absent now, +and he spoke straightly and forcibly to those in the Queen's service of +the battle to be waged with sin. Touching on their special difficulties +and temptations, he told them how absolutely impossible it was for them +to be, in their own strength, a match for the devil with all the powers +of evil at his back, and how the same Saviour who died for them, would +keep them, and lead them on to certain victory, if they would but enlist +in His service. Nothing could exceed the attention with which he was +listened to, and the evening ended by their rising to their feet and +singing 'God Save the Queen.' Then a sergeant rose to propose a vote of +thanks, cheers were given, and all departed, greatly pleased with their +evening. Teddy slipped up to Tim Stokes on going out. + +'Shall I see you again?' he asked. + +'I shall be busy to-morrow; we march out at eight in the morning.' + +'Oh, I shall come and see you off.' + +Tim lingered, then laying his hand heavily on the boy's fair curls, he +said, 'God bless you, little chap! I've done it.' + +Teddy's eyes lit up at once. 'Have you--really and truly?' + +He nodded. 'My heart's full, and I can't speak of it, but I was away near +the woods there by myself before the tea, and it's all right with me. I +only wonder I didn't do it before. I wouldn't yield, that's the fact. +Don't forget to pray for me, youngster.' + +And he dashed out after his comrades, as if ashamed to show his emotion. + +Teddy called his mother to him when in bed that night. + +'Mother, I will be a soldier, I'm certain sure I will; but I'm very glad +I can be one of God's soldiers without waiting to grow up. And I think I +shall be a recruiting sergeant for God now; I'm sure He wants lots more +soldiers, doesn't He?' + +'Indeed He does, my boy. Now go to sleep; you have had a very exciting +day.' + +'But the best of all is,' said Teddy sleepily, 'that Bouncer has +enlisted.' + +There was quite a crowd of villagers and children the next morning round +the Hare and Hounds. The soldiers were drawn up outside, waiting for the +approach of their regiment from the town to fall in and march on with +them. Teddy and Nancy were, of course, there; the little girl, in spite +of her alleged disdain of soldiers, was delighted to be in their +vicinity. Teddy could not get near his friend Bouncer, but he received a +friendly nod from him in the distance, and as for Bouncer's face, it was +like sunshine itself, a marked contrast to the day before. As the band +was heard approaching, cheers were given to the men now leaving, and a +tall corporal who had much enjoyed his tea the night before stooped to +ask of Nancy, who was standing close to him, 'What's the name of that +curly-headed youngster who got us the tea?' + +Nancy looked up at him mischievously: 'The button-boy! That's what I call +him, and I shan't never call him anything else!' + +Then the corporal's voice rang out clear and loud,-- + +'Three cheers for the little button-boy !' which was taken up +enthusiastically by the soldiers, and Teddy hardly knew whether he was on +his head or heels from excitement and delight. But he had to pay a +penalty for his prominent position. From that day the title of the +'button-boy' stuck to him, and it became his nickname in the village by +all who knew him. + +On came the regiment, with the colours flying and the band playing in the +most orthodox style, and Teddy was bitterly disappointed when the warning +bell of school prevented him from marching along the road with them. + +The schoolmaster was very lenient with the boys that morning, or else +they would have been in dire disgrace, for lessons were imperfectly +learned and said, and never had he found it so difficult to keep their +attention. + +But if Teddy was inattentive and careless at school, he was doubly +troublesome at home, and for the next few days his mother's fears were +realised. The excitement of all that had taken place seemed to have quite +turned his head for the time. He jumped on Kate Brown's back--the hired +girl--when she was carrying two pails of milk to the dairy, and the +contents of both pails were spilt and wasted; he shut up a fighting +bantam cock and the stable cat into a barn, and left them fighting +furiously; he locked one of the farm-labourers in a hayloft, and pulled +away the ladder, so that he was not released for hours, and he proved +such an imp of mischief in the house that even his mother meditated +handing him over to his uncle to be whipped. + +At last it came to a climax in school. He brought a lot of young frogs +in a handkerchief, put some of them in the master's desk, and amused +himself at intervals by slipping the others down the backs of the boys +seated in front of him. His corner was the most unruly one in the room, +and whilst waiting for another class to come down he began one of his +stories in a whisper to a most interested audience. + +'I went to see a goblin once that I heard of. He lived in a tub on the +seashore, and he lived by gobbling up schoolmasters and governesses. He +used to cut their hair off, scrape them well like a horse-radish, and +then begin at their toes and gobble them up till he got to their +heads--their heads he boiled in a saucepan for soup. The boys and girls +used to bring their masters, when they didn't--' + +'Edward Platt!' + +Never had the master's voice sounded so stern. The frogs were +discovered!--and his wrath was not appeased by seeing the cluster +of heads round Teddy, and catching a few words of the delicious +story going on. + +Teddy started to his feet. + +'Who put these frogs here?' + +'I did, sir.' The answer was boldly given. + +'Come here!' + +And amidst the sudden hush that fell on all the boys, Teddy walked up to +the master's desk with hot cheeks and bent head. + +'Edward Platt, for the last three days you have been incorrigible. I +have kept you in, and given you extra tasks, but neither has had any +effect. Now I shall have to do what I have never yet done to you. Hold +out your hand.' + +Teddy's head was raised instantly, and holding himself erect he bore +unflinchingly the three or four sharp strokes with the cane that the +master thought fit to give him. + +'Now,' said the master, 'you can go home. I will dispense with your +attendance for the rest of this morning.' + +Teddy walked out without a word: he felt the disgrace keenly, but it was +the means of bringing him to himself, and rushing away to a secluded +corner in a field he flung himself down on the ground and sobbed as if +his heart would break. Half an hour after his uncle, happening to pass +through that field, came across him. + +'Why, Ted, what be the matter?' he inquired as he lifted him to his feet. + +Teddy's tear-stained face and quivering lips touched him so, that he sat +down on a log of wood near, and drew him between his knees. + +'Are you feeling bad--are you hurt?' was the next question; and then +Teddy looked up, and in a solemn voice asked, 'What does the Queen do +when her soldiers are beaten instead of getting a victory?' + +'I--I'm sure I doan't know. I can't remember the time when we was beaten. +I reckon she's sorry for them.' + +'Doesn't she turn them out of her army?' + +'Why, noa!' + +'What does God do when His soldiers leave off fighting, and knock under +to their enemy?' + +'I reckon He's sorry too.' + +Dimly Jake Platt began to see the drift of the child's questions. Teddy +shook his curly head mournfully. 'I'm sure He'll have to turn soldiers +out of His army if they give up fighting, and let the banner drag in the +dust, and just let the enemy do what they like with them. Why, I've done +worse than that!'--here he clenched his little fists and raised his voice +excitedly--'I've gone with the enemy, I've joined Ipse, and that's being +a deserter, and now I shan't never, never be able to get back again!' + +His uncle looked sorely puzzled. + +'Why ain't you at school? What have you been a'doin'?' + +Teddy told him all in a despairing tone, adding,-- + +'I can't meet mother--I've been caned, and--and I've disgraced my +button!' + +Here his tears burst out afresh. + +'Look here,' said his uncle slowly, 'I won't say but what you've been a +bad boy--your mother herself has been in sore trouble about you this last +day or two; but if we gets a fall in the mud it ain't much good stopping +there; the only thing is to pick ourselves up agen, get ourselves +cleaned, and then start agen and walk more carefully. Can't you do that?' + +'I'm a deserter,' sobbed the boy; 'my Captain won't have me back. I've +disgraced Him, I've disgraced my banner, I've disgraced my button!' + +'Your Captain will pick you up, I'm thinkin', if you ask Him. He'll clean +you up fust-rate, and set you on your legs agen.' + +'Will He?' And hope once more began to dawn in the dim blue eyes. + +'Of course He will. I ain't good at verses and such like, but I do +remember this one--"Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as +white as snow." Won't that one fit you?' + +Teddy did not answer. He stood looking up wistfully into the blue sky, as +if unconscious of his uncle's presence, and then he sighed. 'I think I'd +rather be alone, Uncle Jake.' + +Jake left him without a word, and went home to prepare Mrs. John for what +had happened.' + +She was much distressed, but, like a sensible woman, took the right view +of the case. + +'He wanted to be pulled up sharp; my poor boy, is he much hurt?' + +The caning was such a minor point of Teddy's grief that Jake confessed to +knowing nothing about it. Mrs. Platt was inclined to be indignant with +the schoolmaster. + +'Such a tiny little chap as he is, so full of feeling and nerves--he +hadn't ought to have done it.' + +Yet only that morning she herself had almost given him a sound whipping +for one of his mad pranks! + +Shortly after Teddy crept in, and shutting the door behind him, put his +back against it. + +'Mother, granny,' he said, 'I've been an awful boy at school this +morning, and I'm in disgrace. I've been caned.' + +His tone was tragic, then he added slowly, 'But I'm very sorry, and I'm +sorry I've been so naughty at home, and I'm going to start again, because +my Captain has forgiven me.' + +And then Mrs. John did the wisest thing she could do. She asked no +questions, but got some warm water and took him off to wash his face and +hands. She saw the red marks across the little hand, but refrained from +making much of it; and then, after putting his curly head in order, she +drew it to her shoulder, and putting her arms round him, she said,-- + +'My sonny, mother is so glad her little son feels his naughtiness. She +has been praying much for him to-day. And now tell me all about it.' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +In the Clover Field + + +'Please, Mrs. Platt, can I see Teddy?' + +'I think he is out in the clover field. Don't you be romping round with +him now, for he's taken his Sunday book out, and is as quiet as can be.' + +It was Nancy who was standing at the farmhouse door one lovely Sunday +evening. Old Mrs. Platt was the only one at home, and she motioned with +her hand where her little grandson would be found. + +Nancy discovered him a few minutes later, lying full length in the +sweet-scented clover, an open book before him. When he raised his face to +hers, it wore his most angelic look. + +'Hulloo! what have you come here for?' he asked. + +'To talk to you,' and, without more ado, Nancy squatted down beside him. +'What are you doing?' she went on; 'and what's your Sunday book?' + +'It's the _Pilgrim's Progress_. I love it; don't you? I haven't been +reading it though for a long time. I've been having a beautiful make-up.' + +'Tell me,' and Nancy's tone was eager. + +Teddy looked away to the purple hills in the distance, and beyond and +above them to the soft evening sky, with its delicate fleecy clouds +flitting by, and taking every imaginable form and shape as they did so. + +The dreamy, far-away look came into his eyes as he said slowly,-- + +'It's a Sunday make-believe, quite one to myself, and I've never told it +to any one. I can only tell it to myself out of doors, when it's still +and quiet, and then I feel sometimes it's quite real!' + +'Do tell me,' pleaded Nancy coaxingly. + +'Well, it's getting to heaven--after I'm got there, you know.' + +Nancy's eyes grew big with awe. + +'Shall I tell you how I begin it?' + +She nodded, and Teddy, turning over on his side, brought forth another +book--a New Testament. + +Turning to an open page he began to read with great emphasis,-- + +'"And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and +showed me that great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven +from God."' + +'That's the Bible,' said Nancy. + +'Yes; now listen. I'm lying here in this field; it's very, very still. I +hear a little rustle behind. I don't look round, and then, flash! comes a +beautiful white angel. Now he's standing in front of me.' + +'What's he like?' + +'He's dressed in white shiny stuff, and he has very white feathery +wings. His face is smiling. He has eyes like mother's, and hair like +Sally White's.' + +'Flaxen, mother says it is,' put in Nancy. + +'Yes; he stands quite still. Hush! hear him!--"Teddy, I've come to fetch +you to heaven." And then I stand up. I listen hard, but I don't say +anything. He says, "You haven't been altogether a good soldier, but the +Captain says He wants you. Come along." Then I get up and sit myself +between his wings, and put my arms round his neck, and he begins to go +up. I see mother, and granny, and Uncle Jake, and I wave my hand to +them, and mother throws a kiss at me and calls out, "Give my love to +father," and away we go, over our fields and across the high road, and +over Farmer Green's fields, and then we fly right to the top of that +mountain over there!' + +'Do let me come, too!' said Nancy. 'I want to be on the angel's back +with you.' + +'P'raps you can follow behind on another angel; I want mine all to +myself. We get up to the top of the mountain, then I stand down on +the ground.' + +'And me, too!' put in Nancy. + +'You mustn't keep stopping me; I can't feel it if you do. I stand +there, and I think at first I can't see nothing but a lot of little soft +clouds, one above the other, just like those over there; but the angel +says, "Put your foot on one of them, and then on the next one--they're +the steps to heaven!"' + +'Oh!' gasped Nancy, following it with keen reality; 'you'll tumble!' + +'I don't; it's like putting your foot in cotton wool. I go up--I have to +go quite by myself, but the angel comes behind, to see I don't fall. And +then he says, "Look up; don't you see the gates?" And then I look, and I +see them--shining gold gates, very big, and covered with jewels like Mrs. +Graham wears on her fingers. I go up and up, and then I'm there.' + +'Is that all?' + +'Why, that's just the beginning. I'm only outside. The gates are shut, +but when they see me coming, two more angels come and swing them wide +open, and I'm feeling rather frightened, but I walk in. There's a long +wide street made like the gates, and I walk very carefully, for fear of +slipping down, then I see a lot of angels coming along with trumpets, and +then they go first and begin to play like the soldiers' band. I march on +to a very, very, very big door, and there on the steps leading up stands +my Captain.' + +Teddy paused. 'I can't tell you what He's like, but I feel what He's +like myself. Such a loving, kind face, and He puts His hand on my head +and says, "Well done, Teddy!" And then I take hold of His hand, and I +think I cry.' + +Matter-of-fact Nancy sees with surprise that Teddy's eyes are filling +with tears at the thought. + +He went on softly, 'I think He takes me up in His arms then, because I'm +very tired, and He carries me into the most beautiful garden you ever saw +in your life, and He takes me to father, who is waiting there.' + +'Tell me what the garden's like.' + +Teddy does not speak; he is full of the meeting with his father, and +Nancy waits a little impatiently. + +'The garden is lovely,' he said at last, drawing in a breath of delight +at the thought. 'It's always sunny and warm, the grass is very soft and +green, and there's every flower in the world all bunched up together. The +seats are made of roses, and if you want to go to sleep, the pillows are +made up of violets; there's a beautiful river, and trees full of apples +and oranges, and plums and pears; the banks are red--they're made of +strawberries.' + +'Oh,' gasped Nancy, 'how lovely!' + +'There are summer-houses, and little white boats to row on the river, and +gold harps hanging up on the trees; and then I think, I hope, there are +lots of dogs running about, and then you can ride all day on lions, and +tigers, and bears, and they won't bite you, but lick your hands.' + +'Go on. What else?' + +'Then we stand up and sing hymns when my Captain comes by, and we +play on the harps, and blow the trumpets as much as ever we like. I +think my Captain sometimes comes and sits down and talks to us and +tells us stories.' + +There was silence; then Nancy said, 'Is that all?' + +'That's enough for you,' said Teddy, a little condescendingly. 'I think +and make believe a lot more.' + +'I want to go to heaven,' Nancy said thoughtfully. + +Then Teddy came back to earth. + +'Have you enlisted yet?' he asked. + +'I'm not going to be a soldier,' said Nancy quickly. + +'Well, you'll never get to heaven if you don't fight for our Captain now. +He won't let you inside the gates unless you belong to Him. Girls can +fight just as much as boys.' + +'Of course they can. I can fight as well as you, button-boy!' + +'Why don't you fight your enemy, then?' + +'What enemy?' + +'My enemy is called Ipse. He's a dreadful trouble to me. You've got +yours--the thing inside you that makes you want to do naughty things; +you've got to fight it, and do the good things instead. I've had two +fights with Ipse to-day.' + +'Have you? Do tell me!' + +'You mustn't tell any one, then. It was in church this morning. There was +an old woman in front of me, and she'd untied her bonnet, and the ribbons +fell over in our pew. She went fast asleep in the sermon, and nodded her +head back till it almost tumbled off her head, and Ipse thought if I +would put out my hand and just give a tiny, weeny pull at the ribbon, it +would come right off!' + +Nancy clapped her hands. 'Why didn't you? What fun!' + +'I wanted to let Ipse have his way dreadful, but I remembered I must +fight him, and I did. I asked my Captain to help me, and then I put both +my hands in my pockets, and screwed up my eyes tight. But I was glad when +she woke up and tied her bonnet on again.' + +'That was much gooder than I could have been. What's the other +fight you had?' + +'Uncle Jake brought some fresh honey from the hives, and he put it on a +plate in the window in the kitchen. He said when he went out of the room, +"Don't touch that, Teddy," as I was waiting for mother to come to church +with me, and I went up and looked at it. Ipse said to me, "Just put one +finger in it." And I had to fight him very hard over that, but I ran away +out of the room.' + +'And do you always fight him hard?' + +'No; I often forget till it's too late. Mother said I must ask my Captain +to make me remember. I do ask Him a lot to help me.' + +'I don't think I like that sort of fighting.' + +'Nancy, I wish you'd give yourself to God as His soldier.' Teddy turned +round earnestly as he spoke. + +'I think,' said Nancy slowly, 'I like to be naughty best.' Then she +added, with quick change of tone, 'My father is coming home soon, and +he'll come to see us here. Then you'll see what a grand sailor he is. He +is much grander than your father was.' + +'My father was an officer,' said Teddy proudly. + +'So's my father; he is a first-class petty officer'; and Nancy brought +out the words slowly and with much emphasis. + +'My father was a non-commissioned officer,' said Teddy, determining not +to be beaten; 'he was a full sergeant.' + +'My father gives orders to all the sailors, and they have to do what he +tells them.' + +'So did my father, and he led the soldiers through a battle.' + +'My father will fight in twenty battles before he dies, and yours only +fought in one.' + +'My father is in heaven, and that's the grandest place to be in.' + +Coming to this climax was too much for Nancy, and the thoughts of +that place of which they had been having so much talk subdued their +rising ire. + +Teddy said reproachfully, after a minute's silence, 'Ipse was nearly +getting angry with you then. You're such a dreadful girl for making me +quarrel with you.' + +'You won't let me say my father is as good as yours,' protested Nancy. + +'He isn't better. Yes--don't get angry, Nancy; let's say they're just +the same.' + +And with this admission Nancy was for the time pacified. + +Before they parted she looked at her little companion with solemn eyes. + +'I won't promise, but I'll think about belonging to the Captain. I should +like to go to heaven.' + +It was one day soon after this that Teddy was straying over the fields in +his happy, careless fashion; fond as he was of games with the village +boys, often there were times when he liked his own society best, and he +wandered on talking to himself, and gathering grass and wild-flowers as +he went. His quick eyes soon noted some sheep making their way through a +gap in the hedge, and from thence they were going through an open gate +into the high road. + +'Those are Farmer Green's sheep,' quoth he to himself. 'I'm glad of +it--horrid old man he is! No, Ipse, be quiet; that isn't the way to +think of him. I'll go and drive them back again!' + +And he trotted off with this intention; but it is much more difficult to +get sheep into their rightful place than out of it, and this Teddy found +to his cost. His face was hot and red, his voice hoarse with shouting, +and then, to his consternation, Farmer Green appeared on the scene. + +'You young vagabond,' he shouted, springing towards him, a thick stick in +hand, 'leave my sheep alone! How dare you come on my premises? You're +always after some fresh trick or other.' + +Teddy stood still till he came up to him, then looked up frankly at him. + +'Indeed, sir, I was trying to drive them back through their hole again. +Look, that's where they broke through.' + +'A likely story! Much more probable you made the hole yourself.' + +Teddy's blood rushed into his face. 'I never tell a lie!' he cried, 'and +you're a--' + +He stopped, and hung his head in shame at the word that almost +slipped from him. + +Jonathan Green looked curiously at him. + +'Now may I ask what the end of that speech was going to be?' he +said grimly. + +Teddy looked up. 'Ipse was going to say you was a liar yourself, but I +just stopped him in time.' + +'I shall believe you have a bee in your bonnet, as some folks say,' said +the farmer; 'pray, if the sheep came out of their proper field, what +business was that of yours?' + +'I wanted to be good to you. I'm sorry I tied you up that day, dreadful +sorry. And I've got to love you, so I thought it would be a good plan to +send your sheep back again.' + +'You've got to love me!' repeated the farmer, opening his eyes in mock +surprise; 'and when did I ask for any of your love, young fellow?' + +'I don't suppose you want me to,' observed Teddy cheerfully, as he saw +that the stick, instead of being brandished over his head, was now safely +resting on the ground, 'but I've got to do it, you see, because my banner +I'm holding for my Captain is Love, and I must love everybody.' + +The farmer did not answer. Teddy continued earnestly,-- + +'Do you think you could manage to forgive me, and let us shake hands? It +would make it easier for me to love you if you could.' + +There was such honesty of purpose in the blue eyes raised to his, such +wistful curves to the sensitive little lips, that Jonathan Green for the +first time felt the thrall of the child's power. + +'Come into the house with me,' he said, 'and I'll see what the missus has +to say to you.' + +Teddy followed him without the slightest misgiving, and he was led into +the farmhouse kitchen, where Mrs. Green sat knitting over the fire, and +one of her daughters was laying the cloth for tea. + +'Mary Ann, here's the scamp of the village come to see you; keep him here +till I come back. I'm after some stray sheep'; and shutting the door with +a bang the farmer disappeared. + +Teddy shook hands with the old lady and the young one, and then seated +himself in the big chair opposite Mrs. Green. + +'What have you been doing?' the latter inquired; 'how is it your mother +can't keep you out of mischief?' + +'I haven't been in mischief, really I haven't'; and poor Teddy felt the +truth of the saying, 'Give a dog a bad name, and hang him.' + +He tried to tell his story, and then when that did not seem to be +understood, he deftly changed the subject. + +'What does Farmer Green like best in the world?' he asked. + +This astonishing question struck Mrs. Green dumb, but her daughter +Natty laughed. + +'Gooseberry pudding!' she said. 'Now then, what's the next question? + +But Teddy was silent, and not another word did he say till the farmer +came in again. + +'This youngster is on the tack of reforming himself, Mary Ann,' said +Jonathan, sitting down in the chair that Teddy immediately vacated upon +his entrance; 'do you believe it?' + +'I have no faith in boys,' said Mrs. Green, with a shake of her head, +'they're all alike, and are always taking you unawares!' + +'You hear what the missus says; you won't get no help from that quarter. +But I'll give you a chance; would you like to stop to tea with us?' + +Teddy smiled. 'Thank you, sir, but mother will expect me home to tea; may +I go now? And do you forgive me for what I did the other day?' + +Farmer Green stretched out a hard horny hand, and took the boy's small +one. 'Here's my hand on't!' he said with his grim smile. 'I may be a fool +for believing you, but if you're sorry for the past, I won't be the one +to rake it up.' + +Teddy's upward look was so full of innocence that he received a clap on +the shoulder. + +'Run along; you've made your peace with me.' + +And speeding away Teddy whispered to himself,-- + +'I shall ask mother to make it, and I shall pick the gooseberries myself, +and then he'll know I love him!' + +Farmer Green was much bewildered a few days after at receiving a parcel +which was left at his house by some boys on their way back from school; +he was still more puzzled when upon opening it, it proved to be a +gooseberry pudding in a basin, with a piece of paper attached to it, and +these words in very shaky writing, 'I send you my love.--Teddy.' + +But his daughter was able to enlighten him, and they had a hearty laugh +over Teddy's mode of confirming the treaty of friendship. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Lost + + +Our little soldier had his ups and downs, but on the whole he was +making steady progress, and his mother was thankful to see his +increased thoughtfulness and gentleness. He was not less merry and +joyous, he was still the leader of the village sports, but he was +learning how to control his mischievous propensities and to restrain +his hasty words and actions. Nancy was a great trial to him sometimes, +and yet, though the two were ceaselessly involved in arguments and +differences, they could not keep apart for long. Nancy's father +arrived, and Teddy had the privilege of being invited to tea, and of +hearing the most wonderful yarns from the big brown-bearded man, who, +though outwardly rough in voice and manner, had a very soft corner in +his heart for his little daughter. + +Teddy listened and admired, and satisfied Nancy by his evident +appreciation of the sea stories; but when he reached home, and was asked +about his visit, he said emphatically,-- + +'Nancy's father is very nice, but he's nothing like the picture I've got +of father, with his red coat and sash and sword, and his voice is so +gruff and hoarse, and he shouts so loud, and I shall never, never think +sailors are better than soldiers!' + +It was after Nancy's father had left her, and when the bright summer days +were beginning to close, that one afternoon Teddy and Nancy were fishing +together. At least that was their intention, but any one seeing them +sitting on the low stone bridge over the river, with their lines dangling +carelessly in the water, and their merry laughter and voices ringing out +continually, would not be surprised if their fishing did not meet with +success. At last they clambered down and wandered along the tow-path, and +then suddenly Nancy drew Teddy's attention to his button. + +'Why, it's nearly coming off; you'll lose it!' she cried. + +'I told mother it was getting loose yesterday. She says she is always +sewing it on. I think I'll take it right off and put it in my pocket. +Whatever should I do if I was to lose it?' + +He was jerking at it as he spoke, and it slipped from his grasp and +rolled away on the path. It was too great a temptation for Nancy. Like +lightning she was after it, and a moment after stood upright and +exultant, with the button clenched tightly in her little hand. + +'Give it to me at once!' demanded Teddy, quivering all over with +excitement. + +Nancy's brown eyes sparkled with mischief. + +'Aha! little button-boy, I've got it at last, and I shall take it home +and have it sewed on _my_ jacket.' + +'I shall fight you,' cried Teddy, 'if you don't give it up at once! +It isn't yours. You would be a thief if you kept it. Give it to me +this minute!' + +'Shall I throw it into the river?' questioned the saucy little maiden. + +Teddy darted forward, and then began a tussle. He tried to wrench her +hands apart, and she exerted all her strength to keep them closed. +Suddenly, with a triumphant cry from Teddy, as Nancy's fingers were +beginning to yield, the button was liberated with such force that it +flew violently out, and splash into the river it went! Nancy gave a cry, +but without a word or sound Teddy plunged in head foremost after it. It +was done without a thought. He was a good swimmer, and for a minute +Nancy watched him in breathless silence. But when his little head rose +out of the water he seemed half stupefied, and cried out in a weak +voice, 'Help! I'm drowning!' then sank again. Nancy set up a shout then +of frantic agony, and a carter coming over the bridge fortunately heard +her, and came to the rescue, not a moment too soon. He threw off his +coat and heavy boots, and plunged in just as Teddy's curly head rose for +the third and last time. It did not take long to bring him to shore, but +he lay in the carter's arms limp and lifeless, and Nancy burst into an +agony of tears. + +'He's dead! he's dead, and I've killed him!' she cried. + +The carter wasted no time in trying to restore animation to the little +frame, but all his efforts were unavailing, and at last he said, 'I'll +put him in my cart, and drive as fast as I can to the doctor's. It isn't +more than a mile off, if so be that he's at home. You go home and fetch +his mother as fast as you can.' + +Nancy raced off, sobbing as she went, and she was in such a state of +excitement that when at length she burst open the farmhouse door she +seemed to have lost her speech. + +Mrs. John saw her face, and started forwards. 'It's Teddy!' she cried; +'what has happened?' + +'He's at--he's going to the doctor's dead!' she gasped, then fell +breathless to the floor. Without a word Mrs. John snatched up a shawl, +and with white, set face, and lips moving in agonised prayer, she flew +along the road to the doctor's. She was shown into the room where the +doctor was hard at work; but Teddy lay like a waxen image, with the +sweetest smile on his lips, his fair curls clustering round his brow, and +only an ugly bump amongst the curls told the reason of his sinking under +the water again so suddenly. + +In breathless silence the mother stood and watched. 'Don't give him up, +doctor!' she cried, as at last the doctor straightened himself and +paused, looking at the mother sorrowfully. He shook his head, but set to +work again, trying artificial respiration, and leaving no effort untried +to bring back the life that had apparently departed. + +And then there came the moment when his efforts met with success, for +placing his hand against the little heart he felt a feeble throb. He +redoubled his efforts; the breath began to appear, a faint colour tinged +the blue lips, and at last the heavy eyelids raised, and a faint voice +said, 'Mother!' + +Mrs. John sank on her knees. 'Thank God!' was all she said, and then +she fainted. + +Much later in the evening Teddy was placed in his own little bed at home; +but though alive, his condition was most critical, and he lay in a heavy +stupor, from which it seemed impossible to rouse him. The doctor said he +must have struck his head against a stone when first he dived into the +river, and this had produced concussion of the brain. Nancy had been +taken home before he came, but the news was brought to her that he was +still alive, though in great danger, and that was a great comfort to her +poor little sorrowful soul. + +For many days he lay between life and death. The inquiries after him +from every one of his schoolfellows, the Hall, and the different farms +and places round, told his mother how much her little son had been +beloved. And when on the following Sunday Mr. Upton gave out, in a +faltering voice, 'The prayers of this congregation are desired for +Edward Platt, who is very dangerously ill,' there was not a dry eye in +the church, and one or two audible sobs came from the boys' seats in +the gallery. + +Mrs. John never left her boy's bedside--night and day she was by him, and +many wondered at her calm peacefulness. After the first great shock, she +had been able to hand over her child into her Father's loving hands, and +rest content with the result; and so she was able, in perhaps the most +anxious time of her life, to look up and say, 'Father, not my will, but +Thine be done.' + +The days slowly passed, and still no change for the better. The doctor +came and went with his grave, impenetrable face, and Teddy was still +unconscious. Then doubts began to rise in his mother's heart as to +whether his reason would ever come back, and she stopped the doctor as he +was leaving one morning to ask him the question,-- + +'If he lives, doctor, will he be an idiot?--my brave, bonny boy! Oh, I +would rather have death for him than that!' And the doctor could only +give her the meagre consolation, 'He may recover yet. I have seen worse +cases than this pull through, and be as bright as ever they were.' + +And then, one afternoon, when the setting sun was flooding the room with +a golden glory, the little head turned on the pillow. 'Mother!' + +The sound of that word, not uttered since she had seen him in the +doctor's house that first terrible day, was like the sweetest music in +her ear. Stooping over him she met the clear conscious gaze of the +blue eyes. + +'So tired, mother! Put your hand under my cheek. Good-night.' + +The eyelids closed, and the limbs relaxed in healthy sleep. The +mother sat down, and though her arm became stiff and weary, not a +muscle of it moved. + +The doctor came in just before he woke. + +'He has spoken; he knew me,' she said; and the doctor nodded and smiled. +And then a minute after the boy raised his head. + +'Where am I, mother?' he asked feebly. + +'In bed, darling. You've been ill.' + +'Where's my button?' + +'He'll do,' said the doctor contentedly; 'keep him quiet, and feed him +up.' + +And the glad news went round the village that Teddy was getting better. + +It was a bright day for the farm when Teddy was brought down in a blanket +and put in the big easy-chair by the fire. His little face and hands +looked very fragile, with the blue veins standing out clearly under the +transparent white skin, but his large eyes shone with light and gladness. +His mother made him comfortable, then left him in his grandmother's +charge for a short time. Old Mrs. Platt had had her share of suffering +during those sad days; her heart was wrapped up in the boy, and perhaps +the greatest trial of all was to stand aloof, and perform her daily work +downstairs, whilst her daughter-in-law had the sole charge of him. + +She came across to the chair now, and kneeling down in front of it, said, +with tears in her eyes, as she took his two little hands into hers, +'Granny has sadly missed her pickle all this while.' + +And then Teddy put his little arms round her neck and hugged her close, +crushing her cap in the most reckless fashion as he did so. + +'I'm getting better every day, granny, and I love you ever so!' + +When Mrs. Platt released herself, he went on more soberly, 'I feel very +tipsy on my legs. I asked mother to let me walk just now, but I +couldn't manage very well. I don't think I shall be able to run fast +for a year, shall I?' + +'Oh, we'll see you about long before that, please God!' + +'And, granny, you know about my sorrow?' + +The blue eyes looked wistful at the thought. + +'Yes, laddie; but don't think of that now.' + +'I told mother I didn't want ever to get well when I first talked about +it. I felt I couldn't live without my button, but she told me that was +wrong; she said it wasn't being a good soldier to wish to die directly +trouble came, and that if I bore my sorrow well God would be pleased. Do +you think I'm bearing it well, granny?' + +'Yes, yes,' Mrs. Platt said soothingly. 'Look at those lovely flowers +and grapes that Mrs. Graham sent to you this morning. Wasn't that +kind of her?' + +'I don't never forget it,' pursued Teddy, refusing to have the subject +changed; 'but I thought this morning that God could give it to me again, +and so I'm going to ask Him every day till it comes; and do you know, +granny, I think He'll give it to me, only mother says I must be patient.' + +Presently he asked, 'Could I see Nancy, one day soon?' + +'She comes, on her way to school, every day to ask how you are. Poor +little maid! she's taken on dreadful about your illness, and wouldn't eat +her food when you were so ill. Her mother got quite anxious about her. +We'll send for her in a day or two, if you keep well.' And two days +after Nancy appeared. She came up to the big chair very shyly, and looked +with awe upon Teddy's white, wasted face; then she cried impulsively,-- + +'Oh, button-boy, will you ever, ever forgive me? If you had died, I +should have killed you!' + +'No, you wouldn't,' said Teddy, putting up his face and kissing her. 'I +was just as naughty; I shouldn't have tried to fight with you.' + +'I go to the river every day,' Nancy went on sorrowfully, 'and Farmer +Green brought a big net one day and dragged up a lot of stones and +old tin pans, but the button wasn't there. I hope it will be washed +ashore one day, and so I look along the banks, but I haven't seen a +sign of it yet!' + +'I'm asking God to give it back to me every day,' said Teddy, with a +little decided nod, 'and I think He'll do it. You ask Him too, Nancy, and +perhaps He'll do it quicker.' + +'I've asked God every day to make you better, and I promised Him if He +would do it I would be the Captain's soldier. Yes, I did, and I said I +would give up being a sailor, and be just a soldier, like you are.' + +Nancy made this statement with great solemnity, and Teddy beamed +with delight. + +'And are you really enlisted?' + +'I don't quite know, but I'm trying to be good, and I ask Jesus to help +me every day.' + +Then there was silence. Nancy sat down on the rug, and took the large +tabby cat on her lap. + +'Did you think you was going to die?' she asked presently. + +'I didn't think nothing at all till I woke up, and saw mother crying over +me, and then I felt dreadful tired and ill. I asked her one day where she +would bury me, for I was sure I was much too ill to get better, and +she--well, she smiled, and said God was making me stronger every day. I +didn't feel I was better a bit.' + +'Would you like to have died and gone to heaven?' + +'Yes,' Teddy answered promptly, 'of course I should. Wouldn't you?' + +Nancy shook her head. 'I might if I was quite sure the angel would carry +me safely all the way without dropping me, or leaving me in the clouds +before we got there; but I think I like to live here best. Besides, I +don't think I'm good enough to go to heaven yet.' + +'I don't think it's being good gets us to heaven. Jesus died to let us, +you know, like the hymn says,-- + +"Jesus loves me! He who died + Heaven's gate to open wide; + He will wash away my sin, + Let His little child come in." + +Have you asked Him to forgive you, Nancy?' + +Nancy nodded. 'Yes, when you was so ill. I felt I had been so wicked that +God was punishing me.' + +Here, reverting to more earthly topics, Nancy held up the cat arrayed in +her sailor hat and jacket. + +'Look, this is Jack Tar! Doesn't she make a jolly sailor?' + +A gleeful, hearty peal of laughter came from Teddy, and was heard in the +adjoining room by his grandmother with comfort. She called Mrs. John. + +'Hear that, now! Why, he's getting quite himself again; it does him good +to have a child to talk to. She must come again.' + +And this Nancy did, and the roses began to come back to Teddy's cheeks, +and then others of his playfellows were allowed to come and see him. + +Certainly no little invalid could have received greater attention than he +did during that time of convalescence. Every day small offerings were +presented at the door by the village children, and very diverse were the +gifts. Sometimes a bunch of wild-flowers, sometimes birds' eggs, marbles, +boxes of chalk, a packet of toffee or barley-sugar, a currant bun, a tin +trumpet, a whistle, a jam tart, a penny pistol, and so on, till his +mother declared she would have to stop taking them in, as they were +getting such an accumulation of them. + +'And how is my little fellow-soldier?' asked Mr. Upton, as he came in one +day for his first visit to the little invalid after being downstairs. + +'He'll soon be out of hospital,' responded Teddy brightly. + +'And is he still fighting for his Captain?' + +'I think, sir, Ipse has been very good while I've been ill.' + +'He has been lying low, has he? If I mistake not, you will have a brush +with him yet before long, so be on the look-out.' + +And Teddy found the good rector's words come true. Days came when he +tried his mother's patience much by his fractiousness and restlessness, +and he was more often the vanquished than the conqueror. + +Even Nancy one day remonstrated with him. + +'You're nasty and cross to-day. No one pleases you.' + +'I want to get out. I'm tired of this old kitchen.' + +'If you can't get out, you can't. Being cross won't take you out.' This +logic convinced, but did not comfort. + +'I expect your Captain won't come near you when you're cross.' And then +Teddy burst out crying,-- + +'I'm not a soldier at all. I don't know how to stand fire, and it's all +Ipse, and I'm too tired to fight him!' + +Poor little soldier! One above took note of the physical weakness and +weariness, and in His tenderness pitied and forgave. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +Found + + +It was winter time, and Teddy was back at school, full of health and +spirits, yet, through all his boyish mirth, the loss of his button was +never forgotten. Daily he prayed for it to be found, and his hope and +faith in God never failed him. + +'Perhaps God will send it to me for a Christmas surprise. Perhaps I shall +find it in my stocking on Christmas morning,' he used to say to his +mother; and she told him to pray on. + +He had come in from school one cold day in the beginning of December, and +was watching with keen interest the roasting of an apple suspended from a +string in front of the fire, when there was a sharp knock at the door, +and the footman from the Hall appeared. + +'The master wants you to let the youngster come up with me now and +speak to him.' + +'What about?' questioned Mrs. John, rather alarmed at this summons, and +wondering if Teddy had been up to mischief. + +'He won't keep him long.' Then, as excited Teddy began pulling on his +great-coat, he whispered something into his mother's ear, which had the +effect of completely reassuring her, and bringing a pleased smile about +her lips. Teddy was delighted to go up to the Hall, and he trotted along +by the side of the tall young footman, keeping up a brisk conversation +as he went. + +'I shall never be a footman,' he was asserting; 'I couldn't keep my +legs so stiff. You're always like the soldiers when they stand at +Attention. Don't you never kick your legs out in the kitchen, or have +you got stiff knees?' + +'I can kick out as much as I like,' responded the young man, in rather an +offended tone. + +'Don't you think it's nicer to be a soldier? Wouldn't you like to be +one?' + +'No; their grub is something shocking, and they live like cattle!' + +Teddy would not allow this, and the discussion began to get somewhat +heated, when their arrival at the house put an end to it. + +'I say, just tell me, is the colonel angry?' asked Teddy, as looking into +the large, brightly lighted hall, he suddenly felt his diminutive size. + +'Not he. Wipe your feet, and take your cap off.' + +Teddy stepped in upon the soft rugs almost on tiptoe, and the colonel +himself came out into the hall to meet him. 'Come in, my little man, and +don't be frightened.' + +Teddy held his head erect as he followed the colonel into a bright, +cheery room, where a group of ladies and gentlemen were round the fire +enjoying their cup of five o'clock tea. + +Mrs. Graham came forward and gave him a kindly greeting. + +'This is our would-be soldier,' said Colonel Graham--'the "button-boy," +as I hear he is called. Some of you remember his story told in our +schoolroom to the regiment passing through in the summer, and we weren't +surprised to hear of his narrow escape from death from trying to regain +his button. But perhaps you've forgotten all about it, youngster? A +button isn't worth much sorrow after the first pang of its loss is over.' + +Teddy's face was a picture: the blood rushed up to his forehead, his eyes +flashed, and with clenched hands he said boldly, 'Do you think I could +ever forget my father's button, sir? I'd rather have it back than +anything else in the world! And I'm going to get it back, too!' + +'But it's at the bottom of the river, isn't it?' + +'I don't know where it is, but God does, and I ask Him every day to send +it back to me. I'm quite sure He will, and I think it will be this +Christmas.' + +The ladies exchanged glances. + +'"Fact is stranger than fiction," certainly,' said the colonel. 'Now, my +boy, come here.' + +He was standing on the hearthrug with his back to the fire, and putting +his hand into his pocket he drew out a small box and placed it in the +child's hand. + +'Open it, and tell me if you recognise the contents.' + +Teddy lifted the lid, and then a gasp, and a cry of ecstasy broke from +him. + +'Oh, my button, my own button! Oh, sir!' + +And here the tears welled up in the blue eyes, and, utterly regardless +of the place he was in, he flung himself down on the hearthrug and +buried his head, face foremost, in his arms. He lay there so still for a +moment that Mrs. Graham bent forward to touch him, fearing that the +excitement might be too much for him, but he was only trying to hide his +emotion from those looking on. In another minute he rose to his feet, +and with a face perfectly radiant he turned to, the colonel, 'It's +lovely, sir, it's lovely!' + +The colonel had had it set in a little gold framework with blue ribbon +attached, making it look as much like a medal as possible, and Mrs. +Graham now came forward and pinned it to his coat. + +'Now, my boy, I don't think you will ever guess how it came into our +possession. The other day I brought home a few fish, and in preparing one +of these for table our cook discovered your button inside it--I wonder +the fish had not come to an untimely end before from such an indigestible +meal! She told us of it, not recognising what a valuable treasure she +had brought to light, and directly we saw it, we knew it was the +redoubtable button that has been the means of causing such interest in +our neighbourhood.' + +Teddy listened eagerly. 'No wonder no one couldn't find it!' he said, +fingering his adornment proudly. 'It's like the fish that brought Peter +some money once.' + +Then the colonel turned to one of his friends. + +'Now, major, what do you think of this youngster? Would you like to take +him as a drummer boy into your regiment?' + +The major scanned the boy from head to foot, then answered emphatically, +'I wouldn't take a boy with a face like that for a good deal!' + +'Why not?' asked Mrs. Graham. + +'Because it's the ruination of them. I shall never forget a pretty boy we +had once; he was called the "cherub," and had been a chorister--sang +divinely. He was only four years in the regiment, and his case was +brought to me before he was discharged. He came to us an angel, and +departed a finished young blackguard. He drank, stole, and lied to any +extent, and was as well versed in vicious sins as any old toper in the +regiment. When I see a fresh drummer brought in, I wonder how long he +will keep his innocence, and sometimes wish his friends could see the +life he is subjected to. I give them a month generally, and then away +flies their bloom and all their home training.' + +'But, Major Tracy, you are giving us a shocking idea of the morals in the +Service,' said one lady. + +He shrugged his shoulders. 'I grant you, on the whole, they are better +than they were, but the Service is no place for highly strung boys like +this one. The rougher, harder natures get on best. When they get older, +and have sense and strength enough to stick to their principles, then let +them enlist.' + +'But I have always heard,' said Mrs. Graham, 'that the drummer boys are +well looked after now. They have a room to themselves, and the chaplains +have classes for them.' + +'That may be. I would only ask you to watch a boy, as I have, from the +start, and see what kind of a man he grows into after having spent most +of his early youth in the Service. There are exceptions, I know, but +precious few, as far as my experience goes.' + +Teddy did not understand this conversation, but he gathered from the +major's tone that he did not approve of him. + +'Do you think I'm too small to be a soldier?' he asked. + +The major laughed. 'Don't bother your head about your size,' he said; +'you'll grow, and there's plenty of time before you.' + +'I don't want to be a drummer,' said Teddy earnestly; 'I'd rather wait +and be a proper soldier--a soldier that fights.' + +'A capital decision--stick to it, little chap, and you have my hearty +approval.' + +'You have your father's blood in your veins,' said the colonel, laughing; +'meanwhile, I suppose you try your hand on the village boys, to content +your fighting propensities.' + +'No,' said Teddy, a grave look coming into his sunny blue eyes. 'I don't +fight with anybody but Ipse now; he keeps me always busy.' + +'Who is Ipse?' asked Mrs. Graham. + +'He's my own enemy; Mr. Upton told me about him. You see, I belong to +God's army. He takes very little soldiers. I've been enlisted for months +and months, and Ipse is just another part of me--the bad part!' + +There was silence on the little company for a minute, then Major Tracy +said with a laugh, 'What an original little oddity it is!--quite a +character!' + +And then Teddy was dismissed. He flew down the avenue home as fast as he +could go. Snow was falling, but he heeded it not, and burst into the +kitchen a little later in a breathless state of excitement. + +His mother knew already, so was prepared for his news, but she was not +prepared for the handsome adornment now on her boy's coat, and his +grandmother and uncle were equally pleased and gratified at the +colonel's kindness. + +Teddy's prayer of thanksgiving that night touched his mother greatly. + +'O God, I do thank You. I knew You would answer me, for You knew how +dreadful it was to live without my button, and You knew how unhappy +my heart was about it, though I tried to be brave, and not talk about +it. Please, do help me to take great care of it, and never let me +lose it again!' + +The next morning before breakfast, Teddy ran off to tell Nancy, and to +show her the long-lost treasure. She was quite as delighted as he was, +but said, a few minutes after, 'Button-boy, do you remember telling me +you couldn't live without your-button? You said you'd pine away and die.' + +'Yes, I thought I should; but as soon as I began to pray about it I knew +it was coming back, and so I got better.' + +'Well,' said Nancy with a sigh, 'I won't ever try to get your button +again; but if you were to die before me, I wonder if you would let me +have it then? I would take great care of it.' + +'I meant it to be buried with me,' said Teddy, considering, 'but I don't +mind altering my mind about it, and if you promise not to give it to any +one else, I will let you have it.' + +'I promise truly,' vowed Nancy, 'and I told you I wouldn't love you till +you gave it to me, but I will now, because I'm trying to be good!' + +'And we'll always remember that soldiers and sailors are just as good as +each other--they're quite even!' + +'Yes,' nodded Nancy; 'sailors and soldiers are quite even, and my father +is just as good as your father was!' + +Teddy looked a little bit doubtful at this, but wisely refrained from +making any objection to the assertion; and then they parted, Nancy +calling out after him,-- + +'And when you die, and I get the button, I shall wear it as a brooch!' + +'Mother,' said Teddy, a few days after this, as she was paying him her +usual 'good-night' visit, 'it's a very funny thing; but do you know, I +used to wish for an enemy so much, to fight and carry on with, and now +I've got one, and have Ipse to fight with, I'm getting rather tired of +him. Is that wicked? I asked Mr. Upton to-day if I couldn't ever get rid +of Ipse--I mean when I am grown up, but he said I never should +altogether, but that I could keep him well under, so that he wouldn't +trouble me so. He does trouble me a lot now' + +'Soldiers must never get tired of fighting, sonny, and you have your +Captain to help you.' + +'Yes; and I suppose when I get bigger and stronger it will be much +easier, won't it? Mother, do you have any fighting? Have you got an +enemy like me?' + +'Yes, indeed I have, my boy.' + +'But you're never beaten, are you? You never do anything wrong!' + +'I don't get into mischief, and disobey orders, perhaps,' Mrs. John +said, smiling; 'but I have lots of difficulties and temptations that +you know little about, sonny, and I am afraid I very often get beaten +by the enemy.' + +Teddy pondered over this. 'When I get to heaven I shan't have to fight +with Ipse, shall I?' + +'No, darling; there will be no fighting with sin there.' + +Teddy smiled. 'Perhaps my Captain will think I've been nearly as brave as +father if I fight Ipse hard till I die.' + +'There is a verse in the Bible that says, "He that ruleth his spirit is +better than he that taketh a city." Mother would rather have her little +son fight God's battles than be the bravest soldier in the Queen's army.' + +'But,' said Teddy, 'I mean to do both; and now, mother, just before I go +to sleep, give me father's button to kiss!' + + +FINIS. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Teddy's Button, by Amy Le Feuvre + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TEDDY'S BUTTON *** + +***** This file should be named 10880.txt or 10880.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/0/8/8/10880/ + +Produced by Joel Erickson, Michael Ciesielski, Mary Meehan and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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